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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1907 to 1908 + +Author: Lucy Maud Montgomery + +Release Date: March 19, 2008 [EBook #24877] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MONTGOMERY STORIES *** + + + + +Produced by Alicia Williams, Jeannie Howse and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1907 to 1908 + + +Lucy Maud Montgomery was born at Clifton (now New London), Prince +Edward Island, Canada, on November 30, 1874. She achieved +international fame in her lifetime, putting Prince Edward Island and +Canada on the world literary map. Best known for her "Anne of Green +Gables" books, she was also a prolific writer of short stories and +poetry. She published some 500 short stories and poems and twenty +novels before her death in 1942. The Project Gutenberg collection of +her short stories was gathered from numerous sources and is presented +in chronological publishing order: + +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1896 to 1901 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1902 to 1903 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1904 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1905 to 1906 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1907 to 1908 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1909 to 1922 + + + * * * * * + + + + +Short Stories 1907 to 1908 + + Millionaire's Proposal 1907 + A Substitute Journalist 1907 + Anna's Love Letters 1908 + Aunt Caroline's Silk Dress 1907 + Aunt Susanna's Thanksgiving Dinner 1907 + By Grace of Julius Caesar 1908 + By the Rule of Contrary 1908 + Fair Exchange and No Robbery 1907 + Four Winds 1908 + Marcella's Reward 1907 + Margaret's Patient 1908 + Matthew Insists on Puffed Sleeves 1908 + Missy's Room 1907 + Ted's Afternoon Off 1907 + The Girl Who Drove the Cows 1908 + The Doctor's Sweetheart 1908 + The End of the Young Family Feud 1907 + The Genesis of the Doughnut Club 1907 + The Growing Up of Cornelia 1908 + The Old Fellow's Letter 1907 + The Parting of the Ways 1907 + The Promissory Note 1907 + The Revolt of Mary Isabel 1908 + The Twins and a Wedding 1908 + + + + +A Millionaire's Proposal + + + Thrush Hill, Oct. 5, 18--. + +It is all settled at last, and in another week I shall have left +Thrush Hill. I am a little bit sorry and a great bit glad. I am going +to Montreal to spend the winter with Alicia. + +Alicia--it used to be plain Alice when she lived at Thrush Hill and +made her own dresses and trimmed her own hats--is my half-sister. She +is eight years older than I am. We are both orphans, and Aunt +Elizabeth brought us up here at Thrush Hill, the most delightful old +country place in the world, half smothered in big willows and poplars, +every one of which I have climbed in the early tomboy days of gingham +pinafores and sun-bonnets. + +When Alicia was eighteen she married Roger Gresham, a man of forty. +The world said that she married him for his money. I dare say she did. +Alicia was tired of poverty. + +I don't blame her. Very likely I shall do the same thing one of these +days, if I get the chance--for I too am tired of poverty. + +When Alicia went to Montreal she wanted to take me with her, but I +wanted to be outdoors, romping in the hay or running wild in the woods +with Jack. + +Jack Willoughby--Dr. John H. Willoughby, it reads on his office +door--was the son of our nearest neighbour. We were chums always, and +when he went away to college I was heartbroken. + +The vacations were the only joy of my life then. + +I don't know just when I began to notice a change in Jack, but when he +came home two years ago, a full-fledged M.D.--a great, tall, +broad-shouldered fellow, with the sweetest moustache, and lovely thick +black hair, just made for poking one's fingers through--I realized it +to the full. Jack was grown up. The dear old days of bird-nesting and +nutting and coasting and fishing and general delightful goings-on were +over forever. + +I was sorry at first. I wanted "Jack." "Dr. Willoughby" seemed too +distinguished and far away. + +I suppose he found a change in me, too. I had put on long skirts and +wore my hair up. I had also found out that I had a complexion, and +that sunburn was not becoming. I honestly thought I looked pretty, but +Jack surveyed me with decided disapprobation. + +"What have you done to yourself? You don't look like the same girl. +I'd never know you in that rig-out, with all those flippery-trippery +curls all over your head. Why don't you comb your hair straight back, +and let it hang in a braided tail, like you used to?" + +This didn't suit me at all. When I expect a compliment and get +something quite different I always get snippy. So I said, with what I +intended to be crushing dignity, "that I supposed I wasn't the same +girl; I had grown up, and if he didn't like my curls he needn't look +at them. For my part, I thought them infinitely preferable to that +horrid, conceited-looking moustache he had grown." + +"I'll shave it off if it doesn't suit you," said Jack amiably. + +Jack is always so provokingly good-humoured. When you've taken pains +and put yourself out--even to the extent of fibbing about a +moustache--to exasperate a person, there is nothing more annoying than +to have him keep perfectly angelic. + +But after a while Jack and I adjusted ourselves to the change in each +other and became very good friends again. It was quite a different +friendship from the old, but it was very pleasant. Yes, it was; I +_will_ admit that much. + +I was provoked at Jack's determination to settle down for life in +Valleyfield, a horrible, humdrum, little country village. + +"You'll never make your fortune there, Jack," I said spitefully. +"You'll just be a poor, struggling country doctor all your life, and +you'll be grey at forty." + +"I don't expect to make a fortune, Kitty," said Jack quietly. "Do you +think that is the one desirable thing? I shall never be a rich man. +But riches are not the only thing that makes life pleasant." + +"Well, I think they have a good deal to do with it, anyhow," I +retorted. "It's all very well to pretend to despise wealth, but it's +generally a case of sour grapes. _I_ will own up honestly that I'd +_love_ to be rich." + +It always seems to make Jack blue and grumpy when I talk like that. I +suppose that is one reason why he never asked me to settle down in +life as a country doctor's wife. Another was, no doubt, that I always +nipped his sentimental sproutings religiously in the bud. + +Three weeks ago Alicia wrote to me, asking me to spend the winter with +her. Her letters always make me just gasp with longing for the life +they describe. + +Jack's face, when I told him about it, was so woebegone that I felt a +stab of remorse, even in the heyday of my delight. + +"Do you really mean it, Kitty? Are you going away to leave me?" + +"You won't miss me much," I said flippantly--I had a creepy, crawly +presentiment that a scene of some kind was threatening--"and I'm +awfully tired of Thrush Hill and country life, Jack. I suppose it is +horribly ungrateful of me to say so, but it is the truth." + +"I shall miss you," he said soberly. + +Somehow he had my hands in his. _How_ did he ever get them? I was sure +I had them safely tucked out of harm's way behind me. "You know, +Kitty, that I love you. I am a poor man--perhaps I may never be +anything else--and this may seem to you very presumptuous. But I +cannot let you go like this. Will you be my wife, dear?" + +Wasn't it horribly straightforward and direct? So like Jack! I tried +to pull my hands away, but he held them fast. There was nothing to do +but answer him. That "no" I had determined to say must be said, but, +oh! how woefully it did stick in my throat! + +And I honestly believe that by the time I got it out it would have +been transformed into a "yes," in spite of me, had it not been for a +certain paragraph in Alicia's letter which came providentially to my +mind: + + Not to flatter you, Katherine, you are a beauty, my dear--if + your photo is to be trusted. If you have not discovered that + fact before--how should you, indeed, in a place like Thrush + Hill?--you soon will in Montreal. With your face and figure + you will make a sensation. + + There is to be a nephew of the Sinclairs here this winter. He + is an American, immensely wealthy, and will be the catch of + the season. A word to the wise, etc. Don't get into any + foolish entanglement down there. I have heard some gossip of + you and our old playfellow, Jack Willoughby. I hope it is + nothing but gossip. You can do better than that, Katherine. + +That settled Jack's fate, if there ever had been any doubt. + +"Don't talk like that, Jack," I said hurriedly. "It is all nonsense. I +think a great deal of you as a friend and--and--all that, you know. +But I can never marry you." + +"Are you sure, Kitty?" said Jack earnestly. "Don't you care for me at +all?" + +It was horrid of Jack to ask that question! + +"No," I said miserably, "not--not in that way, Jack. Oh, don't ever +say anything like this to me again." + +He let go of my hands then, white to the lips. + +"Oh, don't look like that, Jack," I entreated. + +"I can't help it," he said in a low voice. "But I won't bother you +again, dear. It was foolish of me to expect--to hope for anything of +the sort. You are a thousand times too good for me, I know." + +"Oh, indeed I'm not, Jack," I protested. "If you knew how horrid I am, +really, you'd be glad and thankful for your escape. Oh, Jack, I wish +people never grew up." + +Jack smiled sadly. + +"Don't feel badly over this, Kitty. It isn't your fault. Good night, +dear." + +He turned my face up and kissed me squarely on the mouth. He had never +kissed me since the summer before he went away to college. Somehow it +didn't seem a bit the same as it used to; it was--nicer now. + +After he went away I came upstairs and had a good, comfortable howl. +Then I buried the whole affair decently. I am not going to think of it +any more. + +I shall always have the highest esteem for Jack, and I hope he will +soon find some nice girl who will make him happy. Mary Carter would +jump at him, I know. To be sure, she is as homely as she can be and +live. But, then, Jack is always telling me how little he cares for +beauty, so I have no doubt she will suit him admirably. + +As for myself--well, I am ambitious. I don't suppose my ambition is a +very lofty one, but such as it is I mean to hunt it down. Come. Let me +put it down in black and white, once for all, and see how it looks: + +I mean to marry the rich nephew of the Sinclairs. + +There! It is out, and I feel better. How mercenary and awful it looks +written out in cold blood like that. I wouldn't have Jack or Aunt +Elizabeth--dear, unworldly old soul--see it for the world. But I +wouldn't mind Alicia. + +Poor dear Jack! + + * * * * * + + Montreal, Dec. 16, 18--. + +This is a nice way to keep a journal. But the days when I could write +regularly are gone by. That was when I was at Thrush Hill. + +I am having a simply divine time. How in the world did I ever contrive +to live at Thrush Hill? + +To be sure, I felt badly enough that day in October when I left it. +When the train left Valleyfield I just cried like a baby. + +Alicia and Roger welcomed me very heartily, and after the first week +of homesickness--I shiver yet when I think of it--was over, I settled +down to my new life as if I had been born to it. + +Alicia has a magnificent home and everything heart could wish +for--jewels, carriages, servants, opera boxes, and social position. +Roger is a model husband apparently. I must also admit that he is a +model brother-in-law. + +I could feel Alicia looking me over critically the moment we met. I +trembled with suspense, but I was soon relieved. + +"Do you know, Katherine, I am glad to see that your photograph didn't +flatter you. Photographs so often do, I am positively surprised at the +way you have developed, my dear; you used to be such a scrawny little +brown thing. By the way, I hope there is nothing between you and Jack +Willoughby?" + +"No, of course not," I answered hurriedly. I had intended to tell +Alicia all about Jack, but when it came to the point I couldn't. + +"I am glad of that," said Alicia, with a relieved air. "Of course, +I've no doubt Jack is a good fellow enough. He was a nice boy. But he +would not be a suitable husband for you, Katherine." + +I knew that very well. That was just why I had refused him. But it +made me wince to hear Alicia say it. I instantly froze up--Alicia says +dignity is becoming to me--and Jack's name has never been mentioned +between us since. + +I made my bow to society at an "At Home" which Alicia gave for that +purpose. She drilled me well beforehand, and I think I acquitted +myself decently. Charlie Vankleek, whose verdict makes or mars every +debutante in his set, has approved of me. He called me a beauty, and +everybody now believes that I am one, and greets me accordingly. + +I met Gus Sinclair at Mrs. Brompton's dinner. Alicia declares it was a +case of love at first sight. If so, I must confess that it was all on +one side. + +Mr. Sinclair is undeniably ugly--even Alicia has to admit that--and +can't hold a candle to Jack in point of looks, for Jack, poor boy, was +handsome, if he were nothing else. But, as Alicia does not fail to +remind me, Mr. Sinclair's homeliness is well gilded. + +Apart from his appearance, I really liked him very much. He is a +gentlemanly little fellow--his head reaches about to my +shoulder--cultured and travelled, and can talk splendidly, which Jack +never could. + +He took me into dinner at Mrs. Brompton's, and was very attentive. You +may imagine how many angelic glances I received from the other +candidates for his favour. + +Since then I have been having the gayest time imaginable. Dances, +dinners, luncheons, afternoon teas, "functions" to no end, and all +delightful. + +Aunt Elizabeth writes to me, but I have never heard a word from Jack. +He seems to have forgotten my existence completely. No doubt he has +consoled himself with Mary Carter. + +Well, that is all for the best, but I must say I did not think Jack +could have forgotten me so soon or so absolutely. Of course it does +not make the least difference to me. + +The Sinclairs and the Bromptons and the Curries are to dine here +tonight. I can see myself reflected in the long mirror before me, and +I really think my appearance will satisfy even Gus Sinclair's critical +eye. I am pale, as usual, I never have any colour. That used to be one +of Jack's grievances. He likes pink and white milkmaidish girls. My +"magnificent pallor" didn't suit him at all. + +But, what is more to the purpose, it suits Gus Sinclair. He admires +the statuesque style. + + * * * * * + + Montreal, Jan. 20, 18--. + +Here it is a whole month since my last entry. I am sitting here decked +out in "gloss of satin and glimmer of pearls" for Mrs. Currie's dance. +These few minutes, after I emerge from the hands of my maid and before +the carriage is announced, are almost the only ones I ever have to +myself. + +I am having a good time still. Somehow, though, it isn't as exciting +as it used to be. I'm afraid I'm very changeable. I believe I must be +homesick. + +I'd love to get a glimpse of dear old Thrush Hill and Aunt Elizabeth, +and J--but, no! I will not write that. + +Mr. Sinclair has not spoken yet, but there is no doubt that he soon +will. Of course, I shall accept him when he does, and I coolly told +Alicia so when she just as coolly asked me what I meant to do. + +"Certainly, I shall marry him," I said crossly, for the subject always +irritates me. "Haven't I been laying myself out all winter to catch +him? That is the bold, naked truth, and ugly enough it is. My dearly +beloved sister, I mean to accept Mr. Sinclair, without any hesitation, +whenever I get the chance." + +"I give you credit for more sense than to dream of doing anything +else," said Alicia in relieved tones. "Katherine, you are a very lucky +girl." + +"Because I am going to marry a rich man for his money?" I said coldly. + +Sometimes I get snippy with Alicia these days. + +"No," said my half-sister in an exasperated way. "Why will you persist +in speaking in that way? You are very provoking. It is not likely I +would wish to see you throw yourself away on a poor man, and I'm sure +you must like Gus." + +"Oh, yes, I like him well enough," I said listlessly. "To be sure, I +did think once, in my salad days, that liking wasn't quite all in an +affair of this kind. I was absurd enough to imagine that love had +something to do with it." + +"Don't talk so nonsensically," said Alicia sharply. "Love! Well, of +course, you ought to love your husband, and you will. He loves you +enough, at all events." + +"Alicia," I said earnestly, looking her straight in the face and +speaking bluntly enough to have satisfied even Jack's love of +straightforwardness, "you married for money and position, so people +say. Are you happy?" + +For the first time that I remembered, Alicia blushed. She was very +angry. + +"Yes, I did marry for money," she said sharply, "and I don't regret +it. Thank heaven, I never was a fool." + +"Don't be vexed, Alicia," I entreated. "I only asked because--well, it +is no matter." + + * * * * * + + Montreal, Jan. 25, 18--. + +It is bedtime, but I am too excited and happy and miserable to sleep. +Jack has been here--dear old Jack! How glad I was to see him. + +His coming was so unexpected. I was sitting alone in my room this +afternoon--I believe I was moping--when Bessie brought up his card. I +gave it one rapturous look and tore downstairs, passing Alicia in the +hall like a whirlwind, and burst into the drawing-room in a most +undignified way. + +"Jack!" I cried, holding out both hands to him in welcome. + +There he was, just the same old Jack, with his splendid big shoulders +and his lovely brown eyes. And his necktie was crooked, too; as soon +as I could get my hands free I put them up and straightened it out for +him. How nice and old-timey that was! + +"So you are glad to see me, Kitty?" he said as he squeezed my hands in +his big strong paws. + +"'Deed and 'deed I am, Jack. I thought you had forgotten me +altogether. And I've been so homesick and so--so everything," I said +incoherently. "And, oh, Jack, I've so many questions to ask I don't +know where to begin. Tell me all the Thrush Hill and Valleyfield news, +tell me everything that has happened since I left. How many people +have you killed off? And, oh, why didn't you come to see me before?" + +"I didn't think I should be wanted, Kitty," Jack answered quietly. +"You seemed to be so absorbed in your new life that old friends and +interests were crowded out." + +"So I was at first," I answered penitently. "I was dazzled, you know. +The glare was too much for my Thrush Hill brown. But it's different +now. How did you happen to come, Jack?" + +"I had to come to Montreal on business, and I thought it would be too +bad if I went back without coming to see what they had been doing in +Vanity Fair to my little playmate." + +"Well, what do you think they have been doing?" I asked saucily. + +I had on a particularly fetching gown and knew I was looking my best. +Jack, however, looked me over with his head on one side. + +"Well, I don't know, Kitty," he said slowly. "That is a stunning sort +of dress you have on--not so pretty, though, as that old blue muslin +you used to wear last summer--and your hair is pretty good. But you +look rather disdainful and, after all, I believe I prefer Thrush Hill +Kitty." + +How like Jack that was. He never thought me really pretty, and he is +too honest to pretend he does. + +But I didn't care. I just laughed, and we sat down together and had a +long, delightful, chummy talk. + +Jack told me all the Valleyfield gossip, not forgetting to mention +that Mary Carter was going to be married to a minister in June. Jack +didn't seem to mind it a bit, so I guess he couldn't have been +particularly interested in Mary. + +In due time Alicia sailed in. I suppose she had found out from Bessie +who my caller was, and felt rather worried over the length of our +tête-à-tête. + +She greeted Jack very graciously, but with a certain polite +condescension of which she is past mistress. I am sure Jack felt it, +for, as soon as he decently could, he got up to go. Alicia asked him +to remain to dinner. + +"We are having a few friends to dine with us, but it is quite an +informal affair," she said sweetly. + +I felt that Jack glanced at me for the fraction of a second. But I +remembered that Gus Sinclair was coming too, and I did not look at +him. + +Then he declined quietly. He had a business engagement, he said. + +I suppose Alicia had noticed that look at me, for she showed her +claws. + +"Don't forget to call any time you are in Montreal," she said more +sweetly than ever. "I am sure Katherine will always be glad to see any +of her old friends, although some of her new ones _are_ proving very +absorbing--one, in especial. Don't blush, Katherine, I am sure Mr. +Willoughby won't tell any tales out of school to your old Valleyfield +friends." + +I was not blushing, and I was furious. It was really too bad of +Alicia, although I don't see why I need have cared. + +Alicia kept her eye on us both until Jack was fairly gone. Then she +remarked in the patronizing tone which I detest: + +"Really, Katherine, Jack Willoughby has developed into quite a +passable-looking fellow, although he is rather shabby. But I suppose +he is poor." + +"Yes," I answered curtly, "he is poor, in everything except youth and +manhood and goodness and truth! But I suppose those don't count for +anything." + +Whereupon Alicia lifted her eyebrows and looked me over. + +Just at dusk a box arrived with Jack's compliments. It was full of +lovely white carnations, and must have cost the extravagant fellow +more than he has any business to waste on flowers. I was beast enough +to put them on when I went down to listen to another man's +love-making. + +This evening I sparkled and scintillated with unusual brilliancy, for +Jack's visit and my consequent crossing of swords with Alicia had +produced a certain elation of spirits. When Gus Sinclair was leaving +he asked if he might see me alone tomorrow afternoon. + +I knew what that meant, and a cold shiver went up and down my +backbone. But I looked down at him--spick-and-span and glossy--_his_ +neckties are never crooked--and said, yes, he might come at three +o'clock. + +Alicia had noticed our aside--when did anything ever escape her?--and +when he was gone she asked, significantly, what secret he had been +telling me. + +"He wants to see me alone tomorrow afternoon. I suppose you know what +that means, Alicia?" + +"Ah," purred Alicia, "I congratulate you, my dear." + +"Aren't your congratulations a little premature?" I asked coldly. "I +haven't accepted him yet." + +"But you will?" + +"Oh, certainly. Isn't it what we've schemed and angled for? I'm very +well satisfied." + +And so I am. But I wish it hadn't come so soon after Jack's visit, +because I feel rather upset yet. Of course I like Gus Sinclair very +much, and I am sure I shall be very fond of him. + +Well, I must go to bed now and get my beauty sleep. I don't want to be +haggard and hollow-eyed at that important interview tomorrow--an +interview that will decide my destiny. + + * * * * * + + Thrush Hill, May 6, 18--. + +Well, it did decide it, but not exactly in the way I anticipated. I +can look back on the whole affair quite calmly now, but I wouldn't +live it over again for all the wealth of Ind. + +That day when Gus Sinclair came I was all ready for him. I had put on +my very prettiest new gown to do honour to the occasion, and Alicia +smilingly assured me I was looking very well. + +"And _so_ cool and composed. Will you be able to keep that up? Don't +you really feel a little nervous, Katherine?" + +"Not in the least," I said. "I suppose I ought to be, according to +traditions, but I never felt less flustered in my life." + +When Bessie brought up Gus Sinclair's card Alicia dropped a pecky +little kiss on my cheek, and pushed me toward the door. I went down +calmly, although I'll admit that my heart _was_ beating wildly. Gus +Sinclair was plainly nervous, but I was composed enough for both. You +would really have thought that I was in the habit of being proposed to +by a millionaire every day. + +"I suppose you know what I have come to say," he said, standing before +me, as I leaned gracefully back in a big chair, having taken care that +the folds of my dress fell just as they should. + +And then he proceeded to say it in a rather jumbled-up fashion, but +very sincerely. + +I remember thinking at the time that he must have composed the speech +in his head the night before, and rehearsed it several times, but was +forgetting it in spots. + +When he ended with the self-same question that Jack had asked me three +months before at Thrush Hill he stopped and took my hands. + +I looked up at him. His good, homely face was close to mine, and in +his eyes was an unmistakable look of love and tenderness. + +I opened my mouth to say yes. + +And then there came over me in one rush the most awful realization of +the sacrilege I was going to commit. + +I forgot everything except that I loved Jack Willoughby, and that I +could never, never marry anybody in the world except him. + +Then I pulled my hands away and burst into hysterical, undignified +tears. + +"I beg your pardon," said Mr. Sinclair. "I did not mean to startle +you. Have I been too abrupt? Surely you must have known--you must have +expected--" + +"Yes--yes--I knew," I cried miserably, "and I intended right up to +this very minute to marry you. I'm so sorry--but I can't--I can't." + +"I don't understand," he said in a bewildered tone. "If you expected +it, then why--why--don't you care for me?" + +"No, that's just it," I sobbed. "I don't love you at all--and I do +love somebody else. But he is poor, and I hate poverty. So I refused +him, and I meant to marry you just because you are rich." + +Such a pained look came over his face. "I did not think this of you," +he said in a low tone. + +"Oh, I know I have acted shamefully," I said. "You can't think any +worse of me than I do of myself. How you must despise me!" + +"No," he said, with a grim smile, "if I did it would be easier for me. +I might not love you then. Don't distress yourself, Katherine. I do +not deny that I feel greatly hurt and disappointed, but I am glad you +have been true to yourself at last. Don't cry, dear." + +"You're very good," I answered disconsolately, "but all the same the +fact remains that I have behaved disgracefully to you, and I know you +think so. Oh, Mr. Sinclair, please, please, go away. I feel so +miserably ashamed of myself that I cannot look you in the face." + +"I am going, dear," he said gently. "I know all this must be very +painful to you, but it is not easy for me, either." + +"Can you forgive me?" I said wistfully. + +"Yes, my dear, completely. Do not let yourself be unhappy over this. +Remember that I will always be your friend. Goodbye." + +He held out his hand and gave mine an earnest clasp. Then he went +away. + +I remained in the drawing-room, partly because I wanted to finish out +my cry, and partly because, miserable coward that I was, I didn't dare +face Alicia. Finally she came in, her face wreathed with anticipatory +smiles. But when her eyes fell on my forlorn, crumpled self she fairly +jumped. + +"Katherine, what is the matter?" she asked sharply. "Didn't Mr. +Sinclair--" + +"Yes, he did," I said desperately. "And I've refused him. There now, +Alicia!" + +Then I waited for the storm to burst. It didn't all at once. The shock +was too great, and at first quite paralyzed my half-sister. + +"Katherine," she gasped, "are you crazy? Have you lost your senses?" + +"No, I've just come to them. It's true enough, Alicia. You can scold +all you like. I know I deserve it, and I won't flinch. I did really +intend to take him, but when it came to the point I couldn't. I didn't +love him." + +Then, indeed, the storm burst. I never saw Alicia so angry before, and +I never got so roundly abused. But even Alicia has her limits, and at +last she grew calmer. + +"You have behaved disgracefully," she concluded. "I am disgusted with +you. You have encouraged Gus Sinclair markedly right along, and now +you throw him over like this. I never dreamed that you were capable of +such unwomanly behaviour." + +"That's a hard word, Alicia," I protested feebly. + +She dealt me a withering glance. "It does not begin to be as hard as +your shameful conduct merits. To think of losing a fortune like that +for the sake of sentimental folly! I didn't think you were such a +consummate fool." + +"I suppose you absorbed all the sense of our family," I said drearily. +"There now, Alicia, do leave me alone. I'm down in the very depths +already." + +"What do you mean to do now?" said Alicia scornfully. "Go back to +Valleyfield and marry that starving country doctor of yours, I +suppose?" + +I flared up then; Alicia might abuse me all she liked, but I wasn't +going to hear a word against Jack. + +"Yes, I will, if he'll have me," I said, and I marched out of the room +and upstairs, with my head very high. + +Of course I decided to leave Montreal as soon as I could. But I +couldn't get away within a week, and it was a very unpleasant one. +Alicia treated me with icy indifference, and I knew I should never be +reinstated in her good graces. + +To my surprise, Roger took my part. "Let the girl alone," he told +Alicia. "If she doesn't love Sinclair, she was right in refusing him. +I, for one, am glad that she has got enough truth and womanliness in +her to keep her from selling herself." + +Then he came to the library where I was moping, and laid his hand on +my head. + +"Little girl," he said earnestly, "no matter what anyone says to you, +never marry a man for his money or for any other reason on earth +except because you love him." + +This comforted me greatly, and I did not cry myself to sleep that +night as usual. + +At last I got away. I had telegraphed to Jack: "Am coming home +Wednesday; meet me at train," and I knew he would be there. How I +longed to see him again--dear, old, badly treated Jack. + +I got to Valleyfield just at dusk. It was a rainy evening, and +everything was slush and fog and gloom. But away up I saw the home +light at Thrush Hill, and Jack was waiting for me on the platform. + +"Oh, Jack!" I said, clinging to him, regardless of appearances. "Oh, +I'm so glad to be back." + +"That's right, Kitty. I knew you wouldn't forget us. How well you are +looking!" + +"I suppose I ought to be looking wretched," I said penitently. "I've +been behaving very badly, Jack. Wait till we get away from the crowd +and I'll tell you all about it." + +And I did. + +I didn't gloss over anything, but just confessed the whole truth. Jack +heard me through in silence, and then he kissed me. + +"Can you forgive me, Jack, and take me back?" I whispered, cuddling up +to him. + +And he said--but, on second thought, I will not write down what he +said. + +We are to be married in June. + + + + +A Substitute Journalist + + +Clifford Baxter came into the sitting-room where Patty was darning +stockings and reading a book at the same time. Patty could do things +like that. The stockings were well darned too, and Patty understood +and remembered what she read. + +Clifford flung himself into a chair with a sigh of weariness. "Tired?" +queried Patty sympathetically. + +"Yes, rather. I've been tramping about the wharves all day gathering +longshore items. But, Patty, I've got a chance at last. Tonight as I +was leaving the office Mr. Harmer gave me a real assignment for +tomorrow--two of them in fact, but only one of importance. I'm to go +and interview Mr. Keefe on this new railroad bill that's up before the +legislature. He's in town, visiting his old college friend, Mr. Reid, +and he's quite big game. I wouldn't have had the assignment, of +course, if there'd been anyone else to send, but most of the staff +will be away all day tomorrow to see about that mine explosion at +Midbury or the teamsters' strike at Bainsville, and I'm the only one +available. Harmer gave me a pretty broad hint that it was my chance to +win my spurs, and that if I worked up a good article out of it I'd +stand a fair show of being taken on permanently next month when Alsop +leaves. There'll be a shuffle all round then, you know. Everybody on +the staff will be pushed up a peg, and that will leave a vacant space +at the foot." + +Patty threw down her darning needle and clapped her hands with +delight. Clifford gazed at her admiringly, thinking that he had the +prettiest sister in the world--she was so bright, so eager, so rosy. + +"Oh, Clifford, how splendid!" she exclaimed. "Just as we'd begun to +give up hope too. Oh, you must get the position! You must hand in a +good write-up. Think what it means to us." + +"Yes, I know." Clifford dropped his head on his hand and stared +rather moodily at the lamp. "But my joy is chastened, Patty. Of course +I want to get the permanency, since it seems to be the only possible +thing, but you know my heart isn't really in newspaper work. The plain +truth is I don't like it, although I do my best. You know Father +always said I was a born mechanic. If I only could get a position +somewhere among machinery--that would be my choice. There's one vacant +in the Steel and Iron Works at Bancroft--but of course I've no chance +of getting it." + +"I know. It's too bad," said Patty, returning to her stockings with a +sigh. "I wish I were a boy with a foothold on the _Chronicle_. I +firmly believe that I'd make a good newspaper woman, if such a thing +had ever been heard of in Aylmer." + +"That you would. You've twice as much knack in that line as I have. +You seem to know by instinct just what to leave out and put in. I +never do, and Harmer has to blue-pencil my copy mercilessly. Well, +I'll do my best with this, as it's very necessary I should get the +permanency, for I fear our family purse is growing very slim. Mother's +face has a new wrinkle of worry every day. It hurts me to see it." + +"And me," sighed Patty. "I do wish I could find something to do too. +If only we both could get positions, everything would be all right. +Mother wouldn't have to worry so. Don't say anything about this chance +to her until you see what comes of it. She'd only be doubly +disappointed if nothing did. What is your other assignment?" + +"Oh, I've got to go out to Bancroft on the morning train and write up +old Mr. Moreland's birthday celebration. He is a hundred years old, +and there's going to be a presentation and speeches and that sort of +thing. Nothing very exciting about it. I'll have to come back on the +three o'clock train and hurry out to catch my politician before he +leaves at five. Take a stroll down to meet my train, Patty. We can go +out as far as Mr. Reid's house together, and the walk will do you +good." + +The Baxters lived in Aylmer, a lively little town with two +newspapers, the _Chronicle_ and the _Ledger_. Between these two was a +sharp journalistic rivalry in the matter of "beats" and "scoops." In +the preceding spring Clifford had been taken on the _Chronicle_ on +trial, as a sort of general handyman. There was no pay attached to the +position, but he was getting training and there was the possibility of +a permanency in September if he proved his mettle. Mr. Baxter had died +two years before, and the failure of the company in which Mrs. +Baxter's money was invested had left the little family dependent on +their own resources. Clifford, who had cherished dreams of a course in +mechanical engineering, knew that he must give them up and go to the +first work that offered itself, which he did staunchly and +uncomplainingly. Patty, who hitherto had had no designs on a "career," +but had been sunnily content to be a home girl and Mother's right +hand, also realized that it would be well to look about her for +something to do. She was not really needed so far as the work of the +little house went, and the whole burden must not be allowed to fall on +Clifford's eighteen-year-old shoulders. Patty was his senior by a +year, and ready to do her part unflinchingly. + +The next afternoon Patty went down to meet Clifford's train. When it +came, no Clifford appeared. Patty stared about her at the hurrying +throngs in bewilderment. Where was Clifford? Hadn't he come on the +train? Surely he must have, for there was no other until seven +o'clock. She must have missed him somehow. Patty waited until +everybody had left the station, then she walked slowly homeward. As +the _Chronicle_ office was on her way, she dropped in to see if +Clifford had reported there. + +She found nobody in the editorial offices except the office boy, Larry +Brown, who promptly informed her that not only had Clifford not +arrived, but that there was a telegram from him saying that he had +missed his train. Patty gasped in dismay. It was dreadful! + +"Where is Mr. Harmer?" she asked. + +"He went home as soon as the afternoon edition came out. He left +before the telegram came. He'll be furious when he finds out that +nobody has gone to interview that foxy old politician," said Larry, +who knew all about Clifford's assignment and its importance. + +"Isn't there anyone else here to go?" queried Patty desperately. + +Larry shook his head. "No, there isn't a soul in. We're mighty +short-handed just now on account of the explosion and the strike." + +Patty went downstairs and stood for a moment in the hall, rapt in +reflection. If she had been at home, she verily believed she would +have sat down and cried. Oh, it was too bad, too disappointing! +Clifford would certainly lose all chance of the permanency, even if +the irate news editor did not discharge him at once. What could she +do? Could she do anything? She _must_ do something. + +"If I only could go in his place," moaned Patty softly to herself. + +Then she started. Why not? Why not go and interview the big man +herself? To be sure, she did not know a great deal about interviewing, +still less about railroad bills, and nothing at all about politics. +But if she did her best it might be better than nothing, and might at +least save Clifford his present hold. + +With Patty, to decide was to act. She flew back to the reporters' +room, pounced on a pencil and tablet, and hurried off, her breath +coming quickly, and her eyes shining with excitement. It was quite a +long walk out to Mr. Reid's place and Patty was tired when she got +there, but her courage was not a whit abated. She mounted the steps +and rang the bell undauntedly. + +"Can I see Mr.--Mr.--Mr.--" Patty paused for a moment in dismay. She +had forgotten the name. The maid who had come to the door looked her +over so superciliously that Patty flushed with indignation. "The +gentleman who is visiting Mr. Reid," she said crisply. "I can't +remember his name, but I've come to interview him on behalf of the +_Chronicle_. Is he in?" + +"If you mean Mr. Reefer, he is," said the maid quite respectfully. +Evidently the _Chronicle_'s name carried weight in the Reid +establishment. "Please come into the library. I'll go and tell him." + +Patty had just time to seat herself at the table, spread out her paper +imposingly, and assume a businesslike air when Mr. Reefer came in. He +was a tall, handsome old man with white hair, jet-black eyes, and a +mouth that made Patty hope she wouldn't stumble on any questions he +wouldn't want to answer. Patty knew she would waste her breath if she +did. A man with a mouth like that would never tell anything he didn't +want to tell. + +"Good afternoon. What can I do for you, madam?" inquired Mr. Reefer +with the air and tone of a man who means to be courteous, but has no +time or information to waste. + +Patty was almost overcome by the "Madam." For a moment, she quailed. +She couldn't ask that masculine sphinx questions! Then the thought of +her mother's pale, careworn face flashed across her mind, and all her +courage came back with an inspiriting rush. She bent forward to look +eagerly into Mr. Reefer's carved, granite face, and said with a frank +smile: + +"I have come to interview you on behalf of the _Chronicle_ about the +railroad bill. It was my brother who had the assignment, but he has +missed his train and I have come in his place because, you see, it is +so important to us. So much depends on this assignment. Perhaps Mr. +Harmer will give Clifford a permanent place on the staff if he turns +in a good article about you. He is only handyman now. I just couldn't +let him miss the chance--he might never have another. And it means so +much to us and Mother." + +"Are you a member of the _Chronicle_ staff yourself?" inquired Mr. +Reefer with a shade more geniality in his tone. + +"Oh, no! I've nothing to do with it, so you won't mind my being +inexperienced, will you? I don't know just what I should ask you, so +won't you please just tell me everything about the bill, and Mr. +Harmer can cut out what doesn't matter?" + +Mr. Reefer looked at Patty for a few moments with a face about as +expressive as a graven image. Perhaps he was thinking about the bill, +and perhaps he was thinking what a bright, vivid, plucky little girl +this was with her waiting pencil and her air that strove to be +businesslike, and only succeeded in being eager and hopeful and +anxious. + +"I'm not used to being interviewed myself," he said slowly, "so I +don't know very much about it. We're both green hands together, I +imagine. But I'd like to help you out, so I don't mind telling you +what I think about this bill, and its bearing on certain important +interests." + +Mr. Reefer proceeded to tell her, and Patty's pencil flew as she +scribbled down his terse, pithy sentences. She found herself asking +questions too, and enjoying it. For the first time, Patty thought she +might rather like politics if she understood them--and they did not +seem so hard to understand when a man like Mr. Reefer explained them. +For half an hour he talked to her, and at the end of that time Patty +was in full possession of his opinion on the famous railroad bill in +all its aspects. + +"There now, I'm talked out," said Mr. Reefer. "You can tell your news +editor that you know as much about the railroad bill as Andrew Reefer +knows. I hope you'll succeed in pleasing him, and that your brother +will get the position he wants. But he shouldn't have missed that +train. You tell him that. Boys with important things to do mustn't +miss trains. Perhaps it's just as well he did in this case though, +but tell him not to let it happen again." + +Patty went straight home, wrote up her interview in ship-shape form, +and took it down to the _Chronicle_ office. There she found Mr. +Harmer, scowling blackly. The little news editor looked to be in a +rather bad temper, but he nodded not unkindly to Patty. Mr. Harmer +knew the Baxters well and liked them, although he would have +sacrificed them all without a qualm for a "scoop." + +"Good evening, Patty. Take a chair. That brother of yours hasn't +turned up yet. The next time I give him an assignment, he'll manage to +be on hand in time to do it." + +"Oh," cried Patty breathlessly, "please, Mr. Harmer, I have the +interview here. I thought perhaps I could do it in Clifford's place, +and I went out to Mr. Reid's and saw Mr. Reefer. He was very kind +and--" + +"Mr. who?" fairly shouted Mr. Harmer. + +"Mr. Reefer--Mr. Andrew Reefer. He told me to tell you that this +article contained all he knew or thought about the railroad bill +and--" + +But Mr. Harmer was no longer listening. He had snatched the neatly +written sheets of Patty's report and was skimming over them with a +practised eye. Then Patty thought he must have gone crazy. He danced +around the office, waving the sheets in the air, and then he dashed +frantically up the stairs to the composing room. + +Ten minutes later, he returned and shook the mystified Patty by the +hand. + +"Patty, it's the biggest beat we've ever had! We've scooped not only +the _Ledger_, but every other newspaper in the country. How did you do +it? How did you ever beguile or bewitch Andrew Reefer into giving you +an interview?" + +"Why," said Patty in utter bewilderment, "I just went out to Mr. +Reid's and asked for the gentleman who was visiting there--I'd +forgotten his name--and Mr. Reefer came down and I told him my +brother had been detailed to interview him on behalf of the +_Chronicle_ about the bill, and that Clifford had missed his train, +and wouldn't he let me interview him in his place and excuse my +inexperience--and he did." + +"It wasn't Andrew Reefer I told Clifford to interview," laughed Mr. +Harmer. "It was John C. Keefe. I didn't know Reefer was in town, but +even if I had I wouldn't have thought it a particle of use to send a +man to him. He has never consented to be interviewed before on any +known subject, and he's been especially close-mouthed about this bill, +although men from all the big papers in the country have been after +him. He is notorious on that score. Why, Patty, it's the biggest +journalistic fish that has ever been landed in this office. Andrew +Reefer's opinion on the bill will have a tremendous influence. We'll +run the interview as a leader in a special edition that is under way +already. Of course, he must have been ready to give the information to +the public or nothing would have induced him to open his mouth. But to +think that we should be the first to get it! Patty, you're a brick!" + +Clifford came home on the seven o'clock train, and Patty was there to +meet him, brimful of her story. But Clifford also had a story to tell +and got his word in first. + +"Now, Patty, don't scold until you hear why I missed the train. I met +Mr. Peabody of the Steel and Iron Company at Mr. Moreland's and got +into conversation with him. When he found out who I was, he was +greatly interested and said Father had been one of his best friends +when they were at college together. I told him about wanting to get +the position in the company, and he had me go right out to the works +and see about it. And, Patty, I have the place. Goodbye to the grind +of newspaper items and fillers. I tried to get back to the station at +Bancroft in time to catch the train but I couldn't, and it was just as +well, for Mr. Keefe was suddenly summoned home this afternoon, and +when the three-thirty train from town stopped at Bancroft he was on +it. I found that out and I got on, going to the next station with him +and getting my interview after all. It's here in my notebook, and I +must hurry up to the office and hand it in. I suppose Mr. Harmer will +be very much vexed until he finds that I have it." + +"Oh, no. Mr. Harmer is in a very good humour," said Patty with dancing +eyes. Then she told her story. + +The interview with Mr. Reefer came out with glaring headlines, and the +_Chronicle_ had its hour of fame and glory. The next day Mr. Harmer +sent word to Patty that he wanted to see her. + +"So Clifford is leaving," he said abruptly when she entered the +office. "Well, do you want his place?" + +"Mr. Harmer, are you joking?" demanded Patty in amazement. + +"Not I. That stuff you handed in was splendidly written--I didn't have +to use the pencil more than once or twice. You have the proper +journalist instinct all right. We need a lady on the staff anyhow, and +if you'll take the place it's yours for saying so, and the permanency +next month." + +"I'll take it," said Patty promptly and joyfully. + +"Good. Go down to the Symphony Club rehearsal this afternoon and +report it. You've just ten minutes to get there," and Patty joyfully +and promptly departed. + + + + +Anna's Love Letters + + +"Are you going to answer Gilbert's letter tonight, Anna?" asked Alma +Williams, standing in the pantry doorway, tall, fair, and grey-eyed, +with the sunset light coming down over the dark firs, through the +window behind her, and making a primrose nimbus around her shapely +head. + +Anna, dark, vivid, and slender, was perched on the edge of the table, +idly swinging her slippered foot at the cat's head. She smiled +wickedly at Alma before replying. + +"I am not going to answer it tonight or any other night," she said, +twisting her full, red lips in a way that Alma had learned to dread. +Mischief was ripening in Anna's brain when that twist was out. + +"What do you mean?" asked Alma anxiously. + +"Just what I say, dear," responded Anna, with deceptive meekness. +"Poor Gilbert is gone, and I don't intend to bother my head about him +any longer. He was amusing while he lasted, but of what use is a beau +two thousand miles away, Alma?" + +Alma was patient--outwardly. It was never of any avail to show +impatience with Anna. + +"Anna, you are talking foolishly. Of course you are going to answer +his letter. You are as good as engaged to him. Wasn't that practically +understood when he left?" + +"No, no, dear," and Anna shook her sleek black head with the air of +explaining matters to an obtuse child. "_I_ was the only one who +understood. Gil _mis_understood. He thought that I would really wait +for him until he should have made enough money to come home and pay +off the mortgage. I let him think so, because I hated to hurt his +little feelings. But now it's off with the old love and on with a new +one for me." + +"Anna, you cannot be in earnest!" exclaimed Alma. + +But she was afraid that Anna was in earnest. Anna had a wretched +habit of being in earnest when she said flippant things. + +"You don't mean that you are not going to write to Gilbert at +all--after all you promised?" + +Anna placed her elbows daintily on the top of the rocking chair, +dropped her pointed chin in her hands, and looked at Alma with black +demure eyes. + +"I--do--mean--just--that," she said slowly. "I never mean to marry +Gilbert Murray. This is final, Alma, and you need not scold or coax, +because it would be a waste of breath. Gilbert is safely out of the +way, and now I am going to have a good time with a few other +delightful men creatures in Exeter." + +Anna nodded decisively, flashed a smile at Alma, picked up her cat, +and went out. At the door she turned and looked back, with the big +black cat snuggled under her chin. + +"If you think Gilbert will feel very badly over his letter not being +answered, you might answer it yourself, Alma," she said teasingly. +"There it is"--she took the letter from the pocket of her ruffled +apron and threw it on a chair. "You may read it if you want to; it +isn't really a love letter. I told Gilbert he wasn't to write silly +letters. Come, pussy, I'm going to get ready for prayer meeting. We've +got a nice, new, young, good-looking minister in Exeter, pussy, and +that makes prayer meeting _very_ interesting." + +Anna shut the door, her departing laugh rippling mockingly through the +dusk. Alma picked up Gilbert Murray's letter and went to her room. She +wanted to cry, since she could not shake Anna. Even if she could have +shook her, it would only have made her more perverse. Anna was in +earnest; Alma knew that, even while she hoped and believed that it was +but the earnestness of a freak that would pass in time. Anna had had +one like it a year ago, when she had cast Gilbert off for three +months, driving him distracted by flirting with Charlie Moore. Then +she had suddenly repented and taken him back. Alma thought that this +whim would run its course likewise and leave a repentant Anna. But +meanwhile everything might be spoiled. Gilbert might not prove +forgiving a second time. + +Alma would have given much if she could only have induced Anna to +answer Gilbert's letter, but coaxing Anna to do anything was a very +sure and effective way of preventing her from doing it. + + * * * * * + +Alma and Anna had lived alone at the old Williams homestead ever since +their mother's death four years before. Exeter matrons thought this +hardly proper, since Alma, in spite of her grave ways, was only +twenty-four. The farm was rented, so that Alma's only responsibilities +were the post office which she kept, and that harum-scarum beauty of +an Anna. + +The Murray homestead adjoined theirs. Gilbert Murray had grown up with +Alma; they had been friends ever since she could remember. Alma loved +Gilbert with a love which she herself believed to be purely sisterly, +and which nobody else doubted could be, since she had been at pains to +make a match--Exeter matrons' phrasing--between Gil and Anna, and was +manifestly delighted when Gilbert obligingly fell in love with the +latter. + +There was a small mortgage on the Murray place which Mr. Murray senior +had not been able to pay off. Gilbert determined to get rid of it, and +his thoughts turned to the west. His father was an active, hale old +man, quite capable of managing the farm in Gilbert's absence. +Alexander MacNair had gone to the west two years previously and got +work on a new railroad. He wrote to Gilbert to come too, promising him +plenty of work and good pay. Gilbert went, but before going he had +asked Anna to marry him. + +It was the first proposal Anna had ever had, and she managed it quite +cleverly, from her standpoint. She told Gilbert that he must wait +until he came home again before settling that, meanwhile, they would +be _very_ good friends--emphasized with a blush--and that he might +write to her. She kissed him goodbye, and Gilbert, honest fellow, was +quite satisfied. When an Exeter girl had allowed so much to be +inferred, it was understood to be equivalent to an engagement. Gilbert +had never discerned that Anna was not like the other Exeter girls, but +was a law unto herself. + +Alma sat down by her window and looked out over the lane where the +slim wild cherry trees were bronzing under the autumn frosts. Her lips +were very firmly set. Something must be done. But what? + +Alma's heart was set on this marriage for two reasons. Firstly, if +Anna married Gilbert she would be near her all her life. She could not +bear the thought that some day Anna might leave her and go far away to +live. In the second and largest place, she desired the marriage +because Gilbert did. She had always been desirous, even in the old, +childish play-days, that Gilbert should get just exactly what he +wanted. She had always taken a keen, strange delight in furthering his +wishes. + +Anna's falseness would surely break his heart, and Alma winced at the +thought of his pain. + +There was one thing she could do. Anna's tormenting suggestion had +fallen on fertile soil. Alma balanced pros and cons, admitting the +risk. But she would have taken a tenfold larger risk in the hope of +holding secure Anna's place in Gilbert's affections until Anna herself +should come to her senses. + +When it grew quite dark and Anna had gone lilting down the lane on her +way to prayer meeting, Alma lighted her lamp, read Gilbert's +letter--and answered it. Her handwriting was much like Anna's. She +signed the letter "A. Williams," and there was nothing in it that +might not have been written by her to Gilbert; but she knew that +Gilbert would believe Anna had written it, and she intended him so to +believe. Alma never did a thing halfway when she did it at all. At +first she wrote rather constrainedly but, reflecting that in any case +Anna would have written a merely friendly letter, she allowed her +thoughts to run freely, and the resulting epistle was an excellent one +of its kind. Alma had the gift of expression and more brains than +Exeter people had ever imagined she possessed. When Gilbert read that +letter a fortnight later he was surprised to find that Anna was so +clever. He had always, with a secret regret, thought her much inferior +to Alma in this respect, but that delightful letter, witty, wise, +fanciful, was the letter of a clever woman. + +When a year had passed Alma was still writing to Gilbert the letters +signed "A. Williams." She had ceased to fear being found out, and she +took a strange pleasure in the correspondence for its own sake. At +first she had been quakingly afraid of discovery. When she smuggled +the letters addressed in Gilbert's handwriting to Miss Anna Williams +out of the letter packet and hid them from Anna's eyes, she felt as +guilty as if she were breaking all the laws of the land at once. To be +sure, she knew that she would have to confess to Anna some day, when +the latter repented and began to wish she had written to Gilbert, but +that was a very different thing from premature disclosure. + +But Anna had as yet given no sign of such repentance, although Alma +looked for it anxiously. Anna was having the time of her life. She was +the acknowledged beauty of five settlements, and she went forward on +her career of conquest quite undisturbed by the jealousies and +heart-burnings she provoked on every side. + +One moonlight night she went for a sleigh-drive with Charlie Moore of +East Exeter--and returned to tell Alma that they were married! + +"I knew you would make a fuss, Alma, because you don't like Charlie, +so we just took matters into our own hands. It was so much more +romantic, too. I'd always said I'd never be married in any of your +dull, commonplace ways. You might as well forgive me and be nice right +off, Alma, because you'd have to do it anyway, in time. Well, you do +look surprised!" + + * * * * * + +Alma accepted the situation with an apathy that amazed Anna. The truth +was that Alma was stunned by a thought that had come to her even while +Anna was speaking. + +"Gilbert will find out about the letters now, and despise me." + +Nothing else, not even the fact that Anna had married shiftless +Charlie Moore, seemed worth while considering beside this. The fear +and shame of it haunted her like a nightmare; she shrank every morning +from the thought of all the mail that was coming that day, fearing +that there would be an angry, puzzled letter from Gilbert. He must +certainly soon hear of Anna's marriage; he would see it in the home +paper, other correspondents in Exeter would write him of it. Alma grew +sick at heart thinking of the complications in front of her. + +When Gilbert's letter came she left it for a whole day before she +could summon courage to open it. But it was a harmless epistle after +all; he had not yet heard of Anna's marriage. Alma had at first no +thought of answering it, yet her fingers ached to do so. Now that Anna +was gone, her loneliness was unbearable. She realized how much +Gilbert's letters had meant to her, even when written to another +woman. She could bear her life well enough, she thought, if she only +had his letters to look forward to. + +No more letters came from Gilbert for six weeks. Then came one, +alarmed at Anna's silence, anxiously asking the reason for it; Gilbert +had heard no word of the marriage. He was working in a remote district +where newspapers seldom penetrated. He had no other correspondent in +Exeter now; except his mother, and she, not knowing that he supposed +himself engaged to Anna had forgotten to mention it. + +Alma answered that letter. She told herself recklessly that she would +keep on writing to him until he found out. She would lose his +friendship anyhow, when that occurred, but meanwhile she would have +the letters a little longer. She could not learn to live without them +until she had to. + +The correspondence slipped back into its old groove. The harassed look +which Alma's face had worn, and which Exeter people had attributed to +worry over Anna, disappeared. She did not even feel lonely, and +reproached herself for lack of proper feeling in missing Anna so +little. Besides, to her horror and dismay, she detected in herself a +strange undercurrent of relief at the thought that Gilbert could never +marry Anna now! She could not understand it. Had not that marriage +been her dearest wish for years? Why then should she feel this strange +gladness at the impossibility of its fulfilment? Altogether, Alma +feared that her condition of mind and morals must be sadly askew. +Perhaps, she thought mournfully, this perversion of proper feeling was +her punishment for the deception she had practised. She had +deliberately done evil that good might come, and now the very +imaginations of her heart were stained by that evil. Alma cried +herself to sleep many a night in her repentance, but she kept on +writing to Gilbert, for all that. + +The winter passed, and the spring and summer waned, and Alma's outward +life flowed as smoothly as the currents of the seasons, broken only by +vivid eruptions from Anna, who came over often from East Exeter, +glorying in her young matronhood, "to cheer Alma up." Alma, so said +Exeter people, was becoming unsociable and old maidish. She lost her +liking for company, and seldom went anywhere among her neighbours. Her +once frequent visits across the yard to chat with old Mrs. Murray +became few and far between. She could not bear to hear the old lady +talking about Gilbert, and she was afraid that some day she would be +told that he was coming home. Gilbert's home-coming was the nightmare +dread that darkened poor Alma's whole horizon. + + * * * * * + +One October day, two years after Gilbert's departure, Alma, standing +at her window in the reflected glow of a red maple outside, looked +down the lane and saw him striding up it! She had had no warning of +his coming. His last letter, dated three weeks back, had not hinted at +it. Yet there he was--and with him Alma's Nemesis. + +She was very calm. Now that the worst had come, she felt quite strong +to meet it. She would tell Gilbert the truth, and he would go away in +anger and never forgive her, but she deserved it. As she went +downstairs, the only thing that really worried her was the thought of +the pain Gilbert would suffer when she told him of Anna's +faithlessness. She had seen his face as he passed under her window, +and it was the face of a blithe man who had not heard any evil +tidings. It was left to her to tell him; surely, she thought +apathetically, that was punishment enough for what she had done. + +With her hand on the doorknob, she paused to wonder what she should +say when he asked her why she had not told him of Anna's marriage when +it occurred--why she had still continued the deception when it had no +longer an end to serve. Well, she would tell him the truth--that it +was because she could not bear the thought of giving up writing to +him. It was a humiliating thing to confess, but that did not +matter--nothing mattered now. She opened the door. + +Gilbert was standing on the big round door-stone under the red +maple--a tall, handsome young fellow with a bronzed face and laughing +eyes. His exile had improved him. Alma found time and ability to +reflect that she had never known Gilbert was so fine-looking. + +He put his arm around her and kissed her cheek in his frank delight at +seeing her again. Alma coldly asked him in. Her face was still as pale +as when she came downstairs, but a curious little spot of fiery red +blossomed out where Gilbert's lips had touched it. + +Gilbert followed her into the sitting-room and looked about eagerly. + +"When did you come home?" she said slowly. "I did not know you were +expected." + +"Got homesick, and just came! I wanted to surprise you all," he +answered, laughing. "I arrived only a few minutes ago. Just took time +to hug my mother, and here I am. Where's Anna?" + +The pent-up retribution of two years descended on Alma's head in the +last question of Gilbert's. But she did not flinch. She stood straight +before him, tall and fair and pale, with the red maple light streaming +in through the open door behind her, staining her light house-dress +and mellowing the golden sheen of her hair. Gilbert reflected that +Alma Williams was really a very handsome girl. These two years had +improved her. What splendid big grey eyes she had! He had always +wished that Anna's eyes had not been quite so black. + +"Anna is not here," said Alma. "She is married." + +"Married!" + +Gilbert sat down suddenly on a chair and looked at Alma in +bewilderment. + +"She has been married for a year," said Alma steadily. "She married +Charlie Moore of East Exeter, and has been living there ever since." + +"Then," said Gilbert, laying hold of the one solid fact that loomed +out of the mist of his confused understanding, "why did she keep on +writing letters to me after she was married?" + +"She never wrote to you at all. It was I that wrote the letters." + +Gilbert looked at Alma doubtfully. Was she crazy? There was something +odd about her, now that he noticed, as she stood rigidly there, with +that queer red spot on her face, a strange fire in her eyes, and that +weird reflection from the maple enveloping her like an immaterial +flame. + +"I don't understand," he said helplessly. + +Still standing there, Alma told the whole story, giving full +explanations, but no excuses. She told it clearly and simply, for she +had often pictured this scene to herself and thought out what she must +say. Her memory worked automatically, and her tongue obeyed it +promptly. To herself she seemed like a machine, talking mechanically, +while her soul stood on one side and listened. + +When she had finished there was a silence lasting perhaps ten seconds. +To Alma it seemed like hours. Would Gilbert overwhelm her with angry +reproaches, or would he simply rise up and leave her in unutterable +contempt? It was the most tragic moment of her life, and her whole +personality was strung up to meet it and withstand it. + +"Well, they were good letters, anyhow," said Gilbert finally; +"interesting letters," he added, as if by way of a meditative +afterthought. + +It was so anti-climactic that Alma broke into an hysterical giggle, +cut short by a sob. She dropped into a chair by the table and flung +her hands over her face, laughing and sobbing softly to herself. +Gilbert rose and walked to the door, where he stood with his back to +her until she regained her self-control. Then he turned and looked +down at her quizzically. + +Alma's hands lay limply in her lap, and her eyes were cast down, with +tears glistening on the long fair lashes. She felt his gaze on her. + +"Can you ever forgive me, Gilbert?" she said humbly. + +"I don't know that there is much to forgive," he answered. "I have +some explanations to make too and, since we're at it, we might as well +get them all over and have done with them. Two years ago I did +honestly think I was in love with Anna--at least when I was round +where she was. She had a taking way with her. But, somehow, even then, +when I wasn't with her she seemed to kind of grow dim and not count +for so awful much after all. I used to wish she was more like +you--quieter, you know, and not so sparkling. When I parted from her +that last night before I went west, I did feel very bad, and she +seemed very dear to me, but it was six weeks from that before +her--your--letter came, and in that time she seemed to have faded out +of my thoughts. Honestly, I wasn't thinking much about her at all. +Then came the letter--and it was a splendid one, too. I had never +thought that Anna could write a letter like that, and I was as pleased +as Punch about it. The letters kept coming, and I kept on looking for +them more and more all the time. I fell in love all over again--with +the writer of those letters. I thought it was Anna, but since you +wrote the letters, it must have been with you, Alma. I thought it was +because she was growing more womanly that she could write such +letters. That was why I came home. I wanted to get acquainted all over +again, before she grew beyond me altogether--I wanted to find the real +Anna the letters showed me. I--I--didn't expect this. But I don't care +if Anna is married, so long as the girl who wrote those letters isn't. +It's you I love, Alma." + +He bent down and put his arm about her, laying his cheek against hers. +The little red spot where his kiss had fallen was now quite drowned +out in the colour that rushed over her face. + +"If you'll marry me, Alma, I'll forgive you," he said. + +A little smile escaped from the duress of Alma's lips and twitched her +dimples. + +"I'm willing to do anything that will win your forgiveness, Gilbert," +she said meekly. + + + + +Aunt Caroline's Silk Dress + + +Patty came in from her walk to the post office with cheeks finely +reddened by the crisp air. Carry surveyed her with pleasure. Of late +Patty's cheeks had been entirely too pale to please Carry, and Patty +had not had a very good appetite. Once or twice she had even +complained of a headache. So Carry had sent her to the office for a +walk that night, although the post office trip was usually Carry's own +special constitutional, always very welcome to her after a weary day +of sewing on other people's pretty dresses. + +Carry never sewed on pretty dresses for herself, for the simple reason +that she never had any pretty dresses. Carry was twenty-two--and +feeling forty, her last pretty dress had been when she was a girl of +twelve, before her father had died. To be sure, there was the silk +organdie Aunt Kathleen had sent her, but that was fit only for +parties, and Carry never went to any parties. + +"Did you get any mail, Patty?" she asked unexpectantly. There was +never much mail for the Lea girls. + +"Yes'm," said Patty briskly. "Here's the _Weekly Advocate_, and a +patent medicine almanac with all your dreams expounded, _and_ a letter +for Miss Carry M. Lea. It's postmarked Enfield, and has a suspiciously +matrimonial look. I'm sure it's an invitation to Chris Fairley's +wedding. Hurry up and see, Caddy." + +Carry, with a little flush of excitement on her face, opened her +letter. Sure enough, it contained an invitation "to be present at the +marriage of Christine Fairley." + +"How jolly!" exclaimed Patty. "Of course you'll go, Caddy. You'll have +a chance to wear that lovely organdie of yours at last." + +"It was sweet of Chris to invite me," said Carry. "I really didn't +expect it." + +"Well, I did. Wasn't she your most intimate friend when she lived in +Enderby?" + +"Oh, yes, but it is four years since she left, and some people might +forget in four years. But I might have known Chris wouldn't. Of course +I'll go." + +"And you'll make up your organdie?" + +"I shall have to," laughed Carry, forgetting all her troubles for a +moment, and feeling young and joyous over the prospect of a festivity. +"I haven't another thing that would do to wear to a wedding. If I +hadn't that blessed organdie I couldn't go, that's all." + +"But you have it, and it will look lovely made up with a tucked skirt. +Tucks are so fashionable now. And there's that lace of mine you can +have for a bertha. I want you to look just right, you see. Enfield is +a big place, and there will be lots of grandees at the wedding. Let's +get the last fashion sheet and pick out a design right away. Here's +one on the very first page that would be nice. You could wear it to +perfection, Caddy you're so tall and slender. It wouldn't suit a plump +and podgy person like myself at all." + +Carry liked the pattern, and they had an animated discussion over it. +But, in the end, Carry sighed, and pushed the sheet away from her, +with all the brightness gone out of face. + +"It's no use, Patty. I'd forgotten for a few minutes, but it's all +come back now. I can't think of weddings and new dresses, when the +thought of that interest crowds everything else out. It's due next +month--fifty dollars--and I've only ten saved up. I can't make forty +dollars in a month, even if I had any amount of sewing, and you know +hardly anyone wants sewing done just now. I don't know what we shall +do. Oh, I suppose we can rent a couple of rooms in the village and +_exist_ in them. But it breaks my heart to think of leaving our old +home." + +"Perhaps Mr. Kerr will let us have more time," suggested Patty, not +very hopefully. The sparkle had gone out of her face too. Patty loved +their little home as much as Carry did. + +"You know he won't. He has been only too anxious for an excuse to +foreclose, this long time. He wants the land the house is on. Oh, if I +only hadn't been sick so long in the summer--just when everybody had +sewing to do. I've tried so hard to catch up, but I couldn't." Carry's +voice broke in a sob. + +Patty leaned over the table and patted her sister's glossy dark hair +gently. + +"You've worked too hard, dearie. You've just gone to skin and bone. +Oh, I know how hard it is! I can't bear to think of leaving this dear +old spot either. If we could only induce Mr. Kerr to give us a year's +grace! I'd be teaching then, and we could easily pay the interest and +some of the principal too. Perhaps he will if we both go to him and +coax very hard. Anyway, don't worry over it till after the wedding. I +want you to go and have a good time. You never have good times, +Carry." + +"Neither do you," said Carry rebelliously. "You never have anything +that other girls have, Patty--not even pretty clothes." + +"Deed, and I've lots of things to be thankful for," said Patty +cheerily. "Don't you fret about me. I'm vain enough to think I've got +some brains anyway, and I'm a-meaning to do something with them too. +Now I think I'll go upstairs and study this evening. It will be warm +enough there tonight, and the noise of the machine rather bothers me." + +Patty whisked out, and Carry knew she should go to her sewing. But she +sat a long while at the table in dismal thought. She was so tired, and +so hopeless. It had been such a hard struggle, and it seemed now as if +it would all come to naught. For five years, ever since her mother's +death, Carry had supported herself and Patty by dressmaking. They had +been a hard five years of pinching and economizing and going without, +for Enderby was only a small place, and there were two other +dressmakers. Then there was always the mortgage to devour everything. +Carry had kept it at bay till now, but at last she was conquered. She +had had typhoid fever in the spring and had not been able to work for +a long time. Indeed, she had gone to work before she should. The +doctor's bill was yet unpaid, but Dr. Hamilton had told her to take +her time. Carry knew she would not be pressed for that, and next year +Patty would be able to help her. But next year would be too late. The +dear little home would be lost then. + +When Carry roused herself from her sad reflections, she saw a crumpled +note lying on the floor. She picked it up and absently smoothed it +out. Seeing Patty's name at the top she was about to lay it aside +without reading it, but the lines were few, and the sense of them +flashed into Carry's brain. The note was an invitation to Clare +Forbes's party! The Lea girls had known that the Forbes girls were +going to give a party, but they had not expected that Patty would be +invited. Of course, Clare Forbes was in Patty's class at school and +was always very nice and friendly with her. But then the Forbes set +was not the Lea set. + +Carry ran upstairs to Patty's room. "Patty, you dropped this on the +floor. I couldn't help seeing what it was. Why didn't you tell me +Clare had invited you?" + +"Because I knew I couldn't go, and I thought you would feel badly over +that. Caddy, I wish you hadn't seen it." + +"Oh, Patty, I _do_ wish you could go to the party. It was so sweet of +Clare to invite you, and perhaps she will be offended if you don't +go--she won't understand. Clare Forbes isn't a girl whose friendship +is to be lightly thrown away when it is offered." + +"I know that. But, Caddy dear, it is impossible. I don't think that I +have any foolish pride about clothes, but you know it is out of the +question to think of going to Clare Forbes's party in my last winter's +plaid dress, which is a good two inches too short and skimpy in +proportion. Putting my own feelings aside, it would be an insult to +Clare. There, don't think any more about it." + +But Carry did think about it. She lay awake half the night wondering +if there might not be some way for Patty to go to that party. She knew +it was impossible, unless Patty had a new dress, and how could a new +dress be had? Yet she did so want Patty to go. Patty never had any +good times, and she was studying so hard. Then, all at once, Carry +thought of a way by which Patty might have a new dress. She had been +tossing restlessly, but now she lay very still, staring with wide-open +eyes at the moonlit window, with the big willow boughs branching +darkly across it. Yes, it was a way, but could she? _Could_ she? Yes, +she could, and she would. Carry buried her face in her pillow with a +sob and a gulp. But she had decided what must be done, and how it must +be done. + +"Are you going to begin on your organdie today?" asked Patty in the +morning, before she started for school. + +"I must finish Mrs. Pidgeon's suit first," Carry answered. "Next week +will be time enough to think about my wedding garments." + +She tried to laugh and failed. Patty thought with a pang that Carry +looked horribly pale and tired--probably she had worried most of the +night over the interest. "I'm so glad she's going to Chris's wedding," +thought Patty, as she hurried down the street. "It will take her out +of herself and give her something nice to think of for ever so long." + +Nothing more was said that week about the organdie, or the wedding, or +the Forbes's party. Carry sewed fiercely, and sat at her machine for +hours after Patty had gone to bed. The night before the party she said +to Patty, "Braid your hair tonight, Patty. You'll want it nice and +wavy to go to the Forbes's tomorrow night." + +Patty thought that Carry was actually trying to perpetrate a weak +joke, and endeavoured to laugh. But it was a rather dreary laugh. +Patty, after a hard evening's study, felt tired and discouraged, and +she was really dreadfully disappointed about the party, although she +wouldn't have let Carry suspect it for the world. + +"You're going, you know," said Carry, as serious as a judge, although +there was a little twinkle in her eyes. + +"In a faded plaid two inches too short?" Patty smiled as brightly as +possible. + +"Oh, no. I have a dress all ready for you." Carry opened the wardrobe +door and took out--the loveliest girlish dress of creamy organdie, +with pale pink roses scattered over it, made with the daintiest of +ruffles and tucks, with a bertha of soft creamy lace, and a girdle of +white silk. "This is for you," said Carry. + +Patty gazed at the dress with horror-stricken eyes. "Caroline Lea, +_that is your organdie!_ And you've gone and made it up for _me_! +Carry Lea, what are you going to wear to the wedding?" + +"Nothing. I'm not going." + +"You are--you must--you shall. I won't take the organdie." + +"You'll have to now, because it's made to fit you. Come, Patty dear, +I've set my heart on your going to that party. You mustn't disappoint +me--you _can't_, for what good would it do? I can never wear the dress +now." + +Patty realized that. She knew she might as well go to the party, but +she did not feel much pleasure in the prospect. Nevertheless, when she +was ready for it the next evening, she couldn't help a little thrill +of delight. The dress was so pretty, and dainty, and becoming. + +"You look sweet," exclaimed Carry admiringly. "There, I hear the +Browns' carriage. Patty, I want you to promise me this--that you'll +not let any thought of me, or my not going to the wedding, spoil your +enjoyment this evening. I gave you the dress that you might have a +good time, so don't make my gift of no effect." + +"I'll try," promised Patty, flying downstairs, where her next-door +neighbours were waiting for her. + +At two o'clock that night Carry was awakened to see Patty bending over +her, flushed and radiant. Carry sat sleepily up. "I hope you had a +good time," she said. + +"I had--oh, I had--but I didn't waken you out of your hard-earned +slumbers at this wee sma' hour to tell you that. Carry, I've thought +of a way for you to go to the wedding. It just came to me at supper. +Mrs. Forbes was sitting opposite to me, and her dress suggested it. +You must make over Aunt Caroline's silk dress." + +"Nonsense," said Carry, a little crossly; even sweet-tempered people +are sometimes cross when they are wakened up for--as it +seemed--nothing. + +"It's good plain sense. Of course, you must make it over and--" + +"Patty Lea, you're crazy. I wouldn't dream of wearing that hideous +thing. Bright green silk, with huge yellow brocade flowers as big as +cabbages all over it! I think I see myself in it." + +"Caddy, listen to me. You know there's enough of that black lace of +mother's for the waist, and the big black lace shawl of Grandmother +Lea's will do for the skirt. Make it over--" + +"A plain slip of the silk," gasped Carry, her quick brain seizing on +all the possibilities of the plan. "Why didn't I think of it before? +It will be just the thing, the greens and yellow will be toned down to +a nice shimmer under the black lace. And I'll make cuffs of black +velvet with double puffs above--and just cut out a wee bit at the +throat with a frill of lace and a band of black velvet ribbon around +my neck. Patty Lea, it's an inspiration." + +Carry was out of bed by daylight the next morning and, while Patty +still slumbered, she mounted to the garret, and took Aunt Caroline's +silk dress from the chest where it had lain forgotten for three +years. Carry held it up at arm's length, and looked at it with +amusement. + +"It is certainly ugly, but with the lace over it it will look very +different. There's enough of it, anyway, and that skirt is stiff +enough to stand alone. Poor Aunt Caroline, I'm afraid I wasn't +particularly grateful for her gift at the time, but I really am now." + +Aunt Caroline, who had given the dress to Carry three years before, +was, an old lady of eighty, the aunt of Carry's father. She had once +possessed a snug farm but in an evil hour she had been persuaded to +deed it to her nephew, Edward Curry, whom she had brought up. Poor +Aunt Caroline had lived to regret this step, for everyone in Enderby +knew that Edward Curry and his wife had repaid her with ingratitude +and greed. + +Carry, who was named for her, was her favourite grandniece and often +went to see her, though such visits were coldly received by the +Currys, who always took especial care never to leave Aunt Caroline +alone with any of her relatives. On one occasion, when Carry was +there, Aunt Caroline had brought out this silk dress. + +"I'm going to give this to you, Carry," she said timidly. "It's a good +silk, and not so very old. Mr. Greenley gave it to me for a birthday +present fifteen years ago. Maybe you can make it over for yourself." + +Mrs. Edward, who was on duty at the time, sniffed disagreeably, but +she said nothing. The dress was of no value in her eyes, for the +pattern was so ugly and old-fashioned that none of her smart daughters +would have worn it. Had it been otherwise, Aunt Caroline would +probably not have been allowed to give it away. + +Carry had thanked Aunt Caroline sincerely. If she did not care much +for the silk, she at least prized the kindly motive behind the gift. +Perhaps she and Patty laughed a little over it as they packed it away +in the garret. It was so very ugly, but Carry thought it was sweet of +Aunt Caroline to have given her something. Poor old Aunt Caroline had +died soon after, and Carry had not thought about the silk dress again. +She had too many other things to think of, this poor worried Carry. + +After breakfast Carry began to rip the skirt breadths apart. Snip, +snip, went her scissors, while her thoughts roamed far afield--now +looking forward with renewed pleasure to Christine's wedding, now +dwelling dolefully on the mortgage. Patty, who was washing the dishes, +knew just what her thoughts were by the light and shadow on her +expressive face. + +"Why!--what?" exclaimed Carry suddenly. Patty wheeled about to see +Carry staring at the silk dress like one bewitched. Between the silk +and the lining which she had just ripped apart was a twenty-dollar +bill, and beside it a sheet of letter paper covered with writing in a +cramped angular hand, both secured very carefully to the silk. + +"Carry Lea!" gasped Patty. + +With trembling fingers Carry snipped away the stitches that held the +letter, and read it aloud. + + "My dear Caroline," it ran, "I do not know when you will find + this letter and this money, but when you do it belongs to you. + I have a hundred dollars which I always meant to give you + because you were named for me. But Edward and his wife do not + know I have it, and I don't want them to find out. They would + not let me give it to you if they knew, so I have thought of + this way of getting it to you. I have sewed five twenty-dollar + bills under the lining of this skirt, and they are all yours, + with your Aunt Caroline's best love. You were always a good + girl, Carry, and you've worked hard, and I've given Edward + enough. Just take this money and use it as you like. + + "Aunt Caroline Greenley." + + +"Carry Lea, are we both dreaming?" gasped Patty. + +With crimson cheeks Carry ripped the other breadths apart, and there +were the other four bills. Then she slipped down in a little heap on +the sofa cushions and began to cry--happy tears of relief and +gladness. + +"We can pay the interest," said Patty, dancing around the room, "and +get yourself a nice new dress for the wedding." + +"Indeed I won't," said Carry, sitting up and laughing through her +tears. "I'll make over this dress and wear it out of gratitude to the +memory of dear Aunt Caroline." + + + + +Aunt Susanna's Thanksgiving Dinner. + +BY L.M. MONTGOMERY + + +"Here's Aunt Susanna, girls," said Laura who was sitting by the north +window--nothing but north light does for Laura who is the artist of +our talented family. + +Each of us has a little pet new-fledged talent which we are faithfully +cultivating in the hope that it will amount to something and soar +highly some day. But it is difficult to cultivate four talents on our +tiny income. If Laura wasn't such a good manager we never could do it. + +Laura's words were a signal for Kate to hang up her violin and for me +to push my pen and portfolio out of sight. Laura had hidden her +brushes and water colors as she spoke. Only Margaret continued to bend +serenely over her Latin grammar. Aunt Susanna frowns on musical and +literary and artistic ambitions but she accords a faint approval to +Margaret's desire for an education. A college course, with a tangible +diploma at the end, and a sensible pedagogic aspiration is something +Aunt Susanna can understand when she tries hard. But she cannot +understand messing with paints, fiddling, or scribbling, and she has +only unmeasured contempt for messers, fiddlers, and scribblers. Time +was when we had paid no attention to Aunt Susanna's views on these +points; but ever since she had, on one incautious day when she was in +high good humor, dropped a pale, anemic little hint that she might +send Margaret to college if she were a good girl we had been bending +all our energies towards securing Aunt Susanna's approval. It was not +enough that Aunt Susanna should approve of Margaret; she must approve +of the whole four of us or she would not help Margaret. That is Aunt +Susanna's way. Of late we had been growing a little discouraged. Aunt +Susanna had recently read a magazine article which stated that the +higher education of women was ruining our country and that a woman who +was a B.A. couldn't, in the very nature of things, ever be a +housewifely, cookly creature. Consequently, Margaret's chances looked +a little foggy; but we hadn't quite given up hope. A very little thing +might sway Aunt Susanna one way or the other, so that we walked very +softly and tried to mingle serpents' wisdom and doves' harmlessness in +practical portions. + +When Aunt Susanna came in Laura was crocheting, Kate was sewing, and I +was poring over a recipe book. That was not deception at all, since we +did all these things frequently--much more frequently, in fact, than +we painted or fiddled or wrote. But Aunt Susanna would never believe +it. Nor did she believe it now. + +She threw back her lovely new sealskin cape, looked around the +sitting-room and then smiled--a truly Aunt Susannian smile. + +[Illustration] + +"What a pity you forgot to wipe that smudge of paint off your nose, +Laura," she said sarcastically. "You don't seem to get on very fast +with your lace. How long is it since you began it? Over three months, +isn't it?" + +"This is the third piece of the same pattern I've done in three +months, Aunt Susanna," said Laura presently. Laura is an old duck. She +never gets cross and snaps back. I do; and it's so hard not to with +Aunt Susanna sometimes. But I generally manage it for I'd do anything +for Margaret. Laura did not tell Aunt Susanna that she sold her lace +at the Women's Exchange in town and made enough to buy her new hats. +She makes enough out of her water colors to dress herself. + +Aunt Susanna took a second breath and started in again. + +"I notice your violin hasn't quite as much dust on it as the rest of +the things in this room, Kate. It's a pity you stopped playing just as +I came in. I don't enjoy fiddling much but I'd prefer it to seeing +anyone using a needle who isn't accustomed to it." + +Kate is really a most dainty needlewoman and does all the fine sewing +in our family. She colored and said nothing--that being the highest +pitch of virtue to which our Katie, like myself, can attain. + +"And there's Margaret ruining her eyes over books," went on Aunt +Susanna severely. "Will you kindly tell me, Margaret Thorne, what good +you ever expect Latin to do you?" + +"Well, you see, Aunt Susanna," said Margaret gently--Magsie and Laura +are birds of a feather--"I want to be a teacher if I can manage to get +through, and I shall need Latin for that." + +All the girls except me had now got their accustomed rap, but I knew +better than to hope I should escape. + +"So you're reading a recipe book, Agnes? Well, that's better than +poring over a novel. I'm afraid you haven't been at it very long +though. People generally don't read recipes upside down--and besides, +you didn't quite cover up your portfolio. I see a corner of it +sticking out. Was genius burning before I came in? It's too bad if I +quenched the flame." + +"A cookery book isn't such a novelty to me as you seem to think, Aunt +Susanna," I said, as meekly as it was possible for me. "Why I'm a real +good cook--'if I do say it as hadn't orter.'" + +I am, too. + +"Well, I'm glad to hear it," said Aunt Susanna skeptically, "because +that has to do with my errand her to-day. I'm in a peck of troubles. +Firstly, Miranda Mary's mother has had to go and get sick and Miranda +Mary must go home to wait on her. Secondly, I've just had a telegram +from my sister-in-law who has been ordered west for her health, and +I'll have to leave on to-night's train to see her before she goes. I +can't get back until the noon train Thursday, and that is +Thanksgiving, and I've invited Mr. and Mrs. Gilbert to dinner that +day. They'll come on the same train. I'm dreadfully worried. There +doesn't seem to be anything I can do except get on of you girls to go +up to the Pinery Thursday morning and cook the dinner for us. Do you +think you can manage it?" + +We all felt rather dismayed, and nobody volunteered with a rush. But +as I had just boasted that I could cook it was plainly my duty to step +into the breach, and I did it with fear and trembling. + +"I'll go, Aunt Susanna," I said. + +"And I'll help you," said Kate. + +"Well, I suppose I'll have to try you," said Aunt Susanna with the air +of a woman determined to make the best of a bad business. "Here is the +key of the kitchen door. You'll find everything in the pantry, turkey +and all. The mince pies are all ready made so you'll only have to warm +them up. I want dinner sharp at twelve for the train is due at 11:50. +Mr. and Mrs. Gilbert are very particular and I do hope you will have +things right. Oh, if I could only be home myself! Why will people get +sick at such inconvenient times?" + +"Don't worry, Aunt Susanna," I said comfortingly. "Kate and I will +have your Thanksgiving dinner ready for you in tiptop style." + +"Well I'm sure I hope so. Don't get to mooning over a story, Agnes. +I'll lock the library up and fortunately there are no fiddles at the +Pinery. Above all, don't let any of the McGinnises in. They'll be sure +to be prowling around when I'm not home. Don't give that dog of theirs +any scraps either. That is Miranda Mary's one fault. She will feed +that dog in spite of all I can do and I can't walk out of my own back +door without falling over him." + +We promise to eschew the McGinnises and all their works, including +the dog, and when Aunt Susanna had gone we looked at each other with +mingled hope and fear. + +"Girls, this is the chance of your lives," said Laura. "If you can +only please Aunt Susanna with this dinner it will convince her that +you are good cooks in spite of your nefarious bent for music and +literature. I consider the illness of Miranda Mary's mother a +Providential interposition--that is, if she isn't too sick." + +"It's all very well for you to be pleased, Lolla," I said dolefully. +"But I don't feel jubilant over the prospect at all. Something will +probably go wrong. And then there's our own nice little Thanksgiving +celebration we've planned, and pinched and economized for weeks to +provide. That is half spoiled now." + +"Oh, what is that compared to Margaret's chance of going to college?" +exclaimed Kate. "Cheer up, Aggie. You know we can cook. I feel that it +is now or never with Aunt Susanna." + +I cheered up accordingly. We are not given to pessimism which is +fortunate. Ever since father died four years ago we have struggled on +here, content to give up a good deal just to keep our home and be +together. This little gray house--oh, how we do love it and its apple +trees--is ours and we have, as aforesaid, a tiny income and our +ambitions; not very big ambitions but big enough to give zest to our +lives and hope to the future. We've been very happy as a rule. Aunt +Susanna has a big house and lots of money but she isn't as happy as +we are. She nags us a good deal--just as she used to nag father--but +we don't mind it very much after all. Indeed, I sometimes suspect that +we really like Aunt Susanna tremendously if she'd only leave us alone +long enough to find it out. + +Thursday morning was an ideal Thanksgiving morning--bright, crisp and +sparkling. There had been a white frost in the night, and the orchard +and the white birch wood behind it looked like fairyland. We were all +up early. None of us had slept well, and both Kate and I had had the +most fearful dreams of spoiling Aunt Susanna's Thanksgiving dinner. + +"Never mind, dreams always go by contraries, you know," said Laura +cheerfully. "You'd better go up to the Pinery early and get the fires +on, for the house will be cold. Remember the McGinnises and the dog. +Weigh the turkey so that you'll know exactly how long to cook it. Put +the pies in the oven in time to get piping hot--lukewarm mince pies +are an abomination. Be sure--" + +"Laura, don't confuse us with any more cautions," I groaned, "or we +shall get hopelessly fuddled. Come on, Kate, before she has time to." + +[Illustration] + +It wasn't very far up to the Pinery--just ten minutes' walk, and such +a delightful walk on that delightful morning. We went through the +orchard and then through the white birch wood where the loveliness of +the frosted boughs awed us. Beyond that there was a lane between ranks +of young, balsamy, white-misted firs and then an open pasture field, +sere and crispy. Just across it was the Pinery, a lovely old house +with dormer windows in the roof, surrounded by pines that were dark +and glorious against the silvery morning sky. + +The McGinnis dog was sitting on the back-door steps when we arrived. +He wagged his tail ingratiatingly, but we ruthlessly pushed him off, +went in and shut the door in his face. All the little McGinnises were +sitting in a row on their fence, and they whooped derisively. The +McGinnis manners are not those which appertain to the caste of Vere de +Vere; but we rather like the urchins--there are eight of them--and we +would probably have gone over to talk to them if we had not had the +fear of Aunt Susanna before our eyes. + +We kindled the fires, weighed the turkey, put it in the oven and +prepared the vegetables. Then we set the dining-room table and +decorated it with Aunt Susanna's potted ferns and dishes of lovely red +apples. Everything went so smoothly that we soon forgot to be nervous. +When the turkey was done, we took it out, set it on the back of the +range to keep warm and put the mince pies in. The potatoes, cabbage +and turnips were bubbling away cheerfully, and everything was going as +merrily as a marriage bell. Then, all at once, things happened. + +In an evil hour we went to the yard window and looked out. We saw a +quiet scene. The McGinnis dog was still sitting on his haunches by the +steps, just as he had been sitting all the morning. Down in the +McGinnis yard everything wore an unusually peaceful aspect. Only one +McGinnis was in sight--Tony, aged eight, who was perched up on the +edge of the well box, swinging his legs and singing at the top of his +melodious Irish voice. All at once, just as we were looking at him, +Tony went over backward and apparently tumbled head foremost down his +father's well. + +Kate and I screamed simultaneously. We tore across the kitchen, flung +open the door, plunged down over Aunt Susanna's yard, scrambled over +the fence and flew to the well. Just as we reached it, Tony's red head +appeared as he climbed serenely out over the box. I don't know whether +I felt more relieved or furious. He had merely fallen on the blank +guard inside the box: and there are times when I am tempted to think +he fell on purpose because he saw Kate and me looking out at the +window. At least he didn't seem at all frightened, and grinned most +impishly at us. + +Kate and I turned on our heels and marched back in as dignified a +manner as was possible under the circumstances. Half way up Aunt +Susanna's yard we forgot dignity and broke into a run. We had left the +door open and the McGinnis dog had disappeared. + +Never shall I forget the sight we saw or the smell we smelled when we +burst into that kitchen. There on the floor was the McGinnis dog and +what was left of Aunt Susanna's Thanksgiving turkey. As for the smell, +imagine a commingled odor of scorching turnips and burning mince pies, +and you have it. + +The dog fled out with a guilty yelp. I groaned and snatched the +turnips off. Kate threw open the oven door and dragged out the pies. +Pies and turnips were ruined as irretrievably as the turkey. + +"Oh, what shall we do?" I cried miserably. I knew Margaret's chance of +college was gone forever. + +"Do!" Kate was superb. She didn't lose her wits for a second. "We'll +go home and borrow the girls' dinner. Quick--there's just ten minutes +before train time. Throw those pies and turnips into this basket--the +turkey too--we'll carry them with us to hide them." + +I might not be able to evolve an idea like that on the spur of the +moment, but I can at least act up to it when it is presented. Without +a moment's delay we shut the door and ran. As we went I saw the +McGinnis dog licking his chops over in their yard. I have been ashamed +ever since of my feelings toward that dog. They were murderous. +Fortunately I had no time to indulge them. + +It is ten minutes walk from the Pinery to our house, but you can run +it in five. Kate and I burst into the kitchen just as Laura and +Margaret were sitting down to dinner. We had neither time nor breath +for explanations. Without a word I grasped the turkey platter and the +turnip tureen. Kate caught one hot mince pie from the oven and whisked +a cold one out of the pantry. + +"We've--got--to have--them," was all she said. + +I've always said that Laura and Magsie would rise to any occasion. +They saw us carry their Thanksgiving dinner off under their very eyes +and they never interfered by word or motion. They didn't even worry us +with questions. They realized that something desperate had happened +and that the emergency called for deed not words. + +"Aggie," gasped Kate behind me as we tore through the birch wood, "the +border--of these pies--is crimped--differently--from Aunt Susanna's." + +"She--won't know--the difference," I panted. "Miranda--Mary--crimps +them." + +We got back to the Pinery just as the train whistle blew. We had ten +minutes to transfer turkey and turnips to Aunt Susanna's dishes, hide +our own, air the kitchen, and get back our breath. We accomplished it. +When Aunt Susanna and her guests came we were prepared for them: we +were calm--outwardly--and the second mince pie was getting hot in the +oven. It was ready by the time it was needed. Fortunately our turkey +was the same size as Aunt Susanna's, and Laura had cooked a double +supply of turnips, intending to warm them up the next day. Still, all +things considered, Kate and I didn't enjoy that dinner much. We kept +thinking of poor Laura and Magsie at home, dining off potatoes on +Thanksgiving! + +But at least Aunt Susanna was satisfied. When Kate and I were washing +the dishes she came out quite beamingly. + +"Well, my dears, I must admit that you made a very good job of the +dinner, indeed. The turkey was done to perfection. As for the mince +pies--well, of course Miranda Mary made them, but she must have had +extra good luck with them, for they were excellent and heated to just +the right degree. You didn't give anything to the McGinnis dog, I +hope?" + +"No, we didn't give him anything," said Kate. + +Aunt Susanna did not notice the emphasis. + +When we had finished the dishes we smuggled our platter and tureen out +of the house and went home. Laura and Margaret were busy painting and +studying and were just as sweet-tempered as if we hadn't robbed them +of their dinner. But we had to tell them the whole story before we +even took off our hats. + +"There is a special Providence for children and idiots," said Laura +gently. We didn't ask her whether she meant us or Tony McGinnis or +both. There are some things better left in obscurity. I'd have +probably said something much sharper than that if anybody had made off +with my Thanksgiving turkey so unceremoniously. + +Aunt Susanna came down the next day and told Margaret that she would +send her to college. Also she commissioned Laura to paint her a +water-color for her dining-room and said she'd pay her five dollars +for it. + +Kate and I were rather left out in the cold in this distribution of +favors, but when you come to reflect that Laura and Magsie had really +cooked that dinner, it was only just. + +Anyway, Aunt Susanna has never since insinuated that we can't cook, +and that is as much as we deserve. + + + + +By Grace of Julius Caesar + + +Melissa sent word on Monday evening that she thought we had better go +round with the subscription list for cushioning the church pews on +Tuesday. I sent back word that I thought we had better go on Thursday. +I had no particular objection to Tuesday, but Melissa is rather fond +of settling things without consulting anyone else, and I don't believe +in always letting her have her own way. Melissa is my cousin and we +have always been good friends, and I am really very fond of her; but +there's no sense in lying down and letting yourself be walked over. We +finally compromised on Wednesday. + +I always have a feeling of dread when I hear of any new church-project +for which money will be needed, because I know perfectly well that +Melissa and I will be sent round to collect for it. People say we seem +to be able to get more than anybody else; and they appear to think +that because Melissa is an unencumbered old maid, and I am an +unencumbered widow, we can spare the time without any inconvenience to +ourselves. Well, we have been canvassing for building funds, and +socials, and suppers for years, but it is needed now; at least, I have +had enough of it, and I should think Melissa has, too. + +We started out bright and early on Wednesday morning, for Jersey Cove +is a big place and we knew we should need the whole day. We had to +walk because neither of us owned a horse, and anyway it's more +nuisance getting out to open and shut gates than it is worth while. It +was a lovely day then, though promising to be hot, and our hearts +were as light as could be expected, considering the disagreeable +expedition we were on. + +I was waiting at my gate for Melissa when she came, and she looked me +over with wonder and disapproval. I could see she thought I was a fool +to dress up in my second best flowered muslin and my very best hat +with the pale pink roses in it to walk about in the heat and dust; but +I wasn't. All my experience in canvassing goes to show that the better +dressed and better looking you are the more money you'll get--that is, +when it's the men you have to tackle, as in this case. If it had been +the women, however, I would have put on the oldest and ugliest things, +consistent with decency, I had. This was what Melissa had done, as it +was, and she did look fearfully prim and dowdy, except for her front +hair, which was as soft and fluffy and elaborate as usual. I never +could understand how Melissa always got it arranged so beautifully. + +Nothing particular happened the first part of the day. Some few +growled and wouldn't subscribe anything, but on the whole we did +pretty well. If it had been a missionary subscription we should have +fared worse; but when it was something touching their own comfort, +like cushioning the pews, they came down handsomely. We reached Daniel +Wilson's by noon, and had to have dinner there. We didn't eat much, +although we were hungry enough--Mary Wilson's cooking is a by-word in +Jersey Cove. No wonder Daniel is dyspeptic; but dyspeptic or not, he +gave us a big subscription for our cushions and told us we looked +younger than ever. Daniel is always very complimentary, and they say +Mary is jealous. + +When we left the Wilson's Melissa said, with an air of a woman nerving +herself to a disagreeable duty: + +"I suppose we might as well go to Isaac Appleby's now and get it +over." + +I agreed with her. I had been dreading that call all day. It isn't a +very pleasant thing to go to a man you have recently refused to marry +and ask him for money; and Melissa and I were both in that +predicament. + +Isaac was a well-to-do old bachelor who had never had any notion of +getting married until his sister died in the winter. And then, as soon +as the spring planting was over, he began to look round for a wife. He +came to me first and I said "No" good and hard. I liked Isaac well +enough; but I was snug and comfortable, and didn't feel like pulling +up my roots and moving into another lot; besides, Isaac's courting +seemed to me a shade too business-like. I can't get along without a +little romance; it's my nature. + +Isaac was disappointed and said so, but intimated that it wasn't +crushing and that the next best would do very well. The next best was +Melissa, and he proposed to her after the decent interval of a +fortnight. Melissa also refused him. I admit I was surprised at this, +for I knew Melissa was rather anxious to marry; but she has always +been down on Isaac Appleby, from principle, because of a family feud +on her mother's side; besides, an old beau of hers, a widower at +Kingsbridge, was just beginning to take notice again, and I suspected +Melissa had hopes concerning him. Finally, I imagine Melissa did not +fancy being second choice. + +Whatever her reasons were, she refused poor Isaac, and that finished +his matrimonial prospects as far as Jersey Cove was concerned, for +there wasn't another eligible woman in it--that is, for a man of +Isaac's age. I was the only widow, and the other old maids besides +Melissa were all hopelessly old-maiden. + +This was all three months ago, and Isaac had been keeping house for +himself ever since. Nobody knew much about how he got along, for the +Appleby house is half a mile from anywhere, down near the shore at the +end of a long lane--the lonesomest place, as I did not fail to +remember when I was considering Isaac's offer. + +"I heard Jarvis Aldrich say Isaac had got a dog lately," said Melissa, +when we finally came in sight of the house--a handsome new one, by the +way, put up only ten years ago. "Jarvis said it was an imported +breed. I do hope it isn't cross." + +I have a mortal horror of dogs, and I followed Melissa into the big +farmyard with fear and trembling. We were halfway across the yard when +Melissa shrieked: + +"Anne, there's the dog!" + +There was the dog; and the trouble was that he didn't stay there, but +came right down the slope at a steady, business-like trot. He was a +bull-dog and big enough to bite a body clean in two, and he was the +ugliest thing in dogs I had ever seen. + +Melissa and I both lost our heads. We screamed, dropped our parasols, +and ran instinctively to the only refuge that was in sight--a ladder +leaning against the old Appleby house. I am forty-five and something +more than plump, so that climbing ladders is not my favorite form of +exercise. But I went up that one with the agility and grace of +sixteen. Melissa followed me, and we found ourselves on the +roof--fortunately it was a flat one--panting and gasping, but safe, +unless that diabolical dog could climb a ladder. + +I crept cautiously to the edge and peered over. The beast was sitting +on his haunches at the foot of the ladder, and it was quite evident he +was not short on time. The gleam in his eye seemed to say: + +"I've got you two unprincipled subscription hunters beautifully treed +and it's treed you're going to stay. That is what I call satisfying." + +I reported the state of the case to Melissa. + +"What shall we do?" I asked. + +"Do?" said Melissa, snappishly. "Why, stay here till Isaac Appleby +comes out and takes that brute away? What else can we do?" + +"What if he isn't at home?" I suggested. + +"We'll stay here till he comes home. Oh, this is a nice predicament. +This is what comes of cushioning churches!" + +"It might be worse," I said comfortingly. "Suppose the roof hadn't +been flat?" + +"Call Isaac," said Melissa shortly. + +I didn't fancy calling Isaac, but call him I did, and when that failed +to bring him Melissa condescended to call, too; but scream as we +might, no Isaac appeared, and that dog sat there and smiled +internally. + +"It's no use," said Melissa sulkily at last. "Isaac Appleby is dead or +away." + +Half an hour passed; it seemed as long as a day. The sun just boiled +down on that roof and we were nearly melted. We were dreadfully +thirsty, and the heat made our heads ache, and I could see my muslin +dress fading before my very eyes. As for the roses on my best hat--but +that was too harrowing to think about. + +Then we saw a welcome sight--Isaac Appleby coming through the yard +with a hoe over his shoulder. He had probably been working in his +field at the back of the house. I never thought I should have been so +glad to see him. + +"Isaac, oh, Isaac!" I called joyfully, leaning over as far as I dared. + +Isaac looked up in amazement at me and Melissa craning our necks over +the edge of the roof. Then he saw the dog and took in the situation. +The creature actually grinned. + +"Won't you call off your dog and let us get down, Isaac?" I said +pleadingly. + +Isaac stood and reflected for a moment or two. Then he came slowly +forward and, before we realized what he was going to do, he took that +ladder down and laid it on the ground. + +"Isaac Appleby, what do you mean?" demanded Melissa wrathfully. + +Isaac folded his arms and looked up. It would be hard to say which +face was the more determined, his or the dog's. But Isaac had the +advantage in point of looks, I will say that for him. + +"I mean that you two women will stay up on that roof until one of you +agrees to marry me," said Isaac solemnly. + +I gasped. + +"Isaac Appleby, you can't be in earnest?" I cried incredulously. "You +couldn't be so mean?" + +"I am in earnest. I want a wife, and I am going to have one. You two +will stay up there, and Julius Caesar here will watch you until one of +you makes up her mind to take me. You can settle it between +yourselves, and let me know when you have come to a decision." + +And with that Isaac walked jauntily into his new house. + +"The man can't mean it!" said Melissa. "He is trying to play a joke on +us." + +"He does mean it," I said gloomily. "An Appleby never says anything he +doesn't mean. He will keep us here until one of us consents to marry +him." + +"It won't be me, then," said Melissa in a calm sort of rage. "I won't +marry him if I have to sit on this roof for the rest of my life. You +can take him. It's really you he wants, anyway; he asked you first." + +I always knew that rankled with Melissa. + +I thought the situation over before I said anything more. We certainly +couldn't get off that roof, and if we could, there was Julius Caesar. +The place was out of sight of every other house in Jersey Cove, and +nobody might come near it for a week. To be sure, when Melissa and I +didn't turn up the Covites might get out and search for us; but that +wouldn't be for two or three days anyhow. + +Melissa had turned her back on me and was sitting with her elbows +propped up on her knees, looking gloomily out to sea. I was afraid I +couldn't coax her into marrying Isaac. As for me, I hadn't any real +objection to marrying him, after all, for if he was short of romance +he was good-natured and has a fat bank account; but I hated to be +driven into it that way. + +"You'd better take him, Melissa," I said entreatingly. "I've had one +husband and that is enough." + +"More than enough for me, thank you," said Melissa sarcastically. + +"Isaac is a fine man and has a lovely house; and you aren't sure the +Kingsbridge man really means anything," I went on. + +"I would rather," said Melissa, with the same awful calmness, "jump +down from this roof and break my neck, or be devoured piecemeal by +that fiend down there than marry Isaac Appleby." + +It didn't seem worth while to say anything more after that. We sat +there in stony silence and the time dragged by. I was hot, hungry, +thirsty, cross; and besides, I felt that I was in a ridiculous +position, which was worse than all the rest. We could see Isaac +sitting in the shade of one of his apple trees in the front orchard +comfortably reading a newspaper. I think if he hadn't aggravated me by +doing that I'd have given in sooner. But as it was, I was determined +to be as stubborn as everybody else. We were four obstinate +creatures--Isaac and Melissa and Julius Caesar and I. + +At four o'clock Isaac got up and went into the house; in a few minutes +he came out again with a basket in one hand and a ball of cord in the +other. + +"I don't intend to starve you, of course, ladies," he said politely, +"I will throw this ball up to you and you can then draw up the +basket." + +I caught the ball, for Melissa never turned her head. I would have +preferred to be scornful, too, and reject the food altogether; but I +was so dreadfully thirsty that I put my pride in my pocket and hauled +the basket up. Besides, I thought it might enable us to hold out until +some loophole of escape presented itself. + +Isaac went back into the house and I unpacked the basket. There was a +bottle of milk, some bread and butter, and a pie. Melissa wouldn't +take a morsel of the food, but she was so thirsty she had to take a +drink of milk. + +She tried to lift her veil--and something caught; Melissa gave it a +savage twitch, and off came veil and hat--and all her front hair! + +You never saw such a sight. I'd always suspected Melissa wore a false +front, but I'd never had any proof before. + +Melissa pinned on her hair again and put on her hat and drank the +milk, all without a word; but she was purple. I felt sorry for her. + +And I felt sorry for Isaac when I tried to eat that bread. It was sour +and dreadful. As for the pie, it was hopeless. I tasted it, and then +threw it down to Julius Caesar. Julius Caesar, not being over +particular, ate it up. I thought perhaps it would kill him, for +anything might come of eating such a concoction. That pie was a strong +argument for Isaac. I thought a man who had to live on such cookery +did indeed need a wife and might be pardoned for taking desperate +measures to get one. I was dreadfully tired of broiling on the roof +anyhow. + +But it was the thunderstorm that decided me. When I saw it coming up, +black and quick, from the northwest, I gave in at once. I had endured +a good deal and was prepared to endure more; but I had paid ten +dollars for my hat and I was not going to have it ruined by a +thunderstorm. I called to Isaac and out he came. + +"If you will let us down and promise to dispose of that dog before I +come here I will marry you, Isaac," I said, "but I'll make you sorry +for it afterwards, though." + +"I'll take the risk of that, Anne," he said; "and, of course, I'll +sell the dog. I won't need him when I have you." + +Isaac meant to be complimentary, though you mightn't have thought so +if you had seen the face of that dog. + +Isaac ordered Julius Caesar away and put up the ladder, and turned his +back, real considerately, while we climbed down. We had to go in his +house and stay till the shower was over. I didn't forget the object of +our call and I produced our subscription list at once. + +"How much have you got?" asked Isaac. + +"Seventy dollars and we want a hundred and fifty," I said. + +"You may put me down for the remaining eighty, then," said Isaac +calmly. + +The Applebys are never mean where money is concerned, I must say. + +Isaac offered to drive us home when it cleared up, but I said "No." I +wanted to settle Melissa before she got a chance to talk. + +On the way home I said to her: + +"I hope you won't mention this to anyone, Melissa. I don't mind +marrying Isaac, but I don't want people to know how it came about." + +"Oh, I won't say anything about it," said Melissa, laughing a little +disagreeably. + +"Because," I said, to clinch the matter, looking significantly at her +front hair as I said it, "I have something to tell, too." + +Melissa will hold her tongue. + + + + +By the Rule of Contrary + + +"Look here, Burton," said old John Ellis in an ominous tone of voice, +"I want to know if what that old busybody of a Mary Keane came here +today gossiping about is true. If it is--well, I've something to say +about the matter! Have you been courting that niece of Susan Oliver's +all summer on the sly?" + +Burton Ellis's handsome, boyish face flushed darkly crimson to the +roots of his curly black hair. Something in the father's tone roused +anger and rebellion in the son. He straightened himself up from the +turnip row he was hoeing, looked his father squarely in the face, and +said quietly, + +"Not on the sly, sir, I never do things that way. But I have been +going to see Madge Oliver for some time, and we are engaged. We are +thinking of being married this fall, and we hope you will not object." + +Burton's frankness nearly took away his father's breath. Old John +fairly choked with rage. + +"You young fool," he spluttered, bringing down his hoe with such +energy that he sliced off half a dozen of his finest young turnip +plants, "have you gone clean crazy? No, sir, I'll never consent to +your marrying an Oliver, and you needn't have any idea that I will." + +"Then I'll marry her without your consent," retorted Burton angrily, +losing the temper he had been trying to keep. + +"Oh, will you indeed! Well, if you do, out you go, and not a cent of +my money or a rod of my land do you ever get." + +"What have you got against Madge?" asked Burton, forcing himself to +speak calmly, for he knew his father too well to doubt for a minute +that he meant and would do just what he said. + +"She's an Oliver," said old John crustily, "and that's enough." And +considering that he had settled the matter, John Ellis threw down his +hoe and left the field in a towering rage. + +Burton hoed away savagely until his anger had spent itself on the +weeds. Give up Madge--dear, sweet little Madge? Not he! Yet if his +father remained of the same mind, their marriage was out of the +question at present. And Burton knew quite well that his father would +remain of the same mind. Old John Ellis had the reputation of being +the most contrary man in Greenwood. + +When Burton had finished his row he left the turnip field and went +straight across lots to see Madge and tell her his dismal story. An +hour later Miss Susan Oliver went up the stairs of her little brown +house to Madge's room and found her niece lying on the bed, her pretty +curls tumbled, her soft cheeks flushed crimson, crying as if her heart +would break. + +Miss Susan was a tall, grim, angular spinster who looked like the last +person in the world to whom a love affair might be confided. But never +were appearances more deceptive than in this case. Behind her +unprepossessing exterior Miss Susan had a warm, sympathetic heart +filled to the brim with kindly affection for her pretty niece. She had +seen Burton Ellis going moodily across the fields homeward and guessed +that something had gone wrong. + +"Now, dearie, what is the matter?" she said, tenderly patting the +brown head. + +Madge sobbed out the whole story disconsolately. Burton's father would +not let him marry her because she was an Oliver. And, oh, what would +she do? + +"Don't worry, Madge," said Miss Susan comfortingly. "I'll soon settle +old John Ellis." + +"Why, what can you do?" asked Madge forlornly. + +Miss Susan squared her shoulders and looked amused. + +"You'll see. I know old John Ellis better than he knows himself. He is +the most contrary man the Lord ever made. I went to school with him. I +learned how to manage him then, and I haven't forgotten how. I'm going +straight up to interview him." + +"Are you sure that will do any good?" said Madge doubtfully. "If you +go to him and take Burton's and my part, won't it only make him +worse?" + +"Madge, dear," said Miss Susan, busily twisting her scanty, iron-grey +hair up into a hard little knob at the back of her head before Madge's +glass, "you just wait. I'm not young, and I'm not pretty, and I'm not +in love, but I've more gumption than you and Burton have or ever will +have. You keep your eyes open and see if you can learn something. +You'll need it if you go up to live with old John Ellis." + +Burton had returned to the turnip field, but old John Ellis was taking +his ease with a rampant political newspaper on the cool verandah of +his house. Looking up from a bitter editorial to chuckle over a +cutting sarcasm contained therein, he saw a tall, angular figure +coming up the lane with aggressiveness written large in every fold and +flutter of shawl and skirt. + +"Old Susan Oliver, as sure as a gun," said old John with another +chuckle. "She looks mad clean through. I suppose she's coming here to +blow me up for refusing to let Burton take that girl of hers. She's +been angling and scheming for it for years, but she will find who she +has to deal with. Come on, Miss Susan." + +John Ellis laid down his paper and stood up with a sarcastic smile. + +Miss Susan reached the steps and skimmed undauntedly up them. She did +indeed look angry and disturbed. Without any preliminary greeting she +burst out into a tirade that simply took away her complacent foe's +breath. + +"Look here, John Ellis, I want to know what this means. I've +discovered that that young upstart of a son of yours, who ought to be +in short trousers yet, has been courting my niece, Madge Oliver, all +summer. He has had the impudence to tell me that he wants to marry +her. I won't have it, I tell you, and you can tell your son so. Marry +my niece indeed! A pretty pass the world is coming to! I'll never +consent to it." + +Perhaps if you had searched Greenwood and all the adjacent districts +thoroughly you might have found a man who was more astonished and +taken aback than old John Ellis was at that moment, but I doubt it. +The wind was completely taken out of his sails and every bit of the +Ellis contrariness was roused. + +"What have you got to say against my son?" he fairly shouted in his +rage. "Isn't he good enough for your girl, Susan Oliver, I'd like to +know?" + +"No, he isn't," retorted Miss Susan deliberately and unflinchingly. +"He's well enough in his place, but you'll please to remember, John +Ellis, that my niece is an Oliver, and the Olivers don't marry beneath +them." + +Old John was furious. "Beneath them indeed! Why, woman, it is +condescension in my son to so much as look at your niece--condescension, +that is what it is. You are as poor as church mice." + +"We come of good family, though," retorted Miss Susan. "You Ellises +are nobodies. Your grandfather was a hired man! And yet you have the +presumption to think you're fit to marry into an old, respectable +family like the Olivers. But talking doesn't signify. I simply won't +allow this nonsense to go on. I came here today to tell you so plump +and plain. It's your duty to stop it; if you don't I will, that's +all." + +"Oh, will you?" John Ellis was at a white heat of rage and +stubbornness now. "We'll see, Miss Susan, we'll see. My son shall +marry whatever girl he pleases, and I'll back him up in it--do you +hear that? Come here and tell me my son isn't good enough for your +niece indeed! I'll show you he can get her anyway." + +"You've heard what I've said," was the answer, "and you'd better go by +it, that's all. I shan't stay to bandy words with you, John Ellis. I'm +going home to talk to my niece and tell her her duty plain, and what I +want her to do, and she'll do it, I haven't a fear." + +Miss Susan was halfway down the steps, but John Ellis ran to the +railing of the verandah to get the last word. + +"I'll send Burton down this evening to talk to her and tell her what +_he_ wants her to do, and we'll see whether she'll sooner listen to +you than to him," he shouted. + +Miss Susan deigned no reply. Old John strode out to the turnip field. +Burton saw him coming and looked for another outburst of wrath, but +his father's first words almost took away his breath. + +"See here, Burt, I take back all I said this afternoon. I want you to +marry Madge Oliver now, and the sooner, the better. That old cat of a +Susan had the face to come up and tell me you weren't good enough for +her niece. I told her a few plain truths. Don't you mind the old +crosspatch. I'll back you up." + +By this time Burton had begun hoeing vigorously, to hide the amused +twinkle of comprehension in his eyes. He admired Miss Susan's tactics, +but he did not say so. + +"All right, Father," he answered dutifully. + +When Miss Susan reached home she told Madge to bathe her eyes and put +on her new pink muslin, because she guessed Burton would be down that +evening. + +"Oh, Auntie, how did you manage it?" cried Madge. + +"Madge," said Miss Susan solemnly, but with dancing eyes, "do you know +how to drive a pig? Just try to make it go in the opposite direction +and it will bolt the way you want it. Remember that, my dear." + + + + +Fair Exchange and No Robbery + + +Katherine Rangely was packing up. Her chum and roommate, Edith Wilmer, +was sitting on the bed watching her in that calm disinterested fashion +peculiarly maddening to a bewildered packer. + +"It does seem too provoking," said Katherine, as she tugged at an +obstinate shawl strap, "that Ned should be transferred here now, just +when I'm going away. The powers that be might have waited until +vacation was over. Ned won't know a soul here and he'll be horribly +lonesome." + +"I'll do my best to befriend him, with your permission," said Edith +consolingly. + +"Oh, I know. You're a special Providence, Ede. Ned will be up tonight +first thing, of course, and I'll introduce him. Try to keep the poor +fellow amused until I get back. Two months! Just fancy! And Aunt +Elizabeth won't abate one jot or tittle of the time I promised to stay +with her. Harbour Hill is so frightfully dull, too." + +Then the talk drifted around to Edith's affairs. She was engaged to a +certain Sidney Keith, who was a professor in some college. + +"I don't expect to see much of Sidney this summer," said Edith. "He's +writing another book. He is so terribly addicted to literature." + +"How lovely," sighed Katherine, who had aspirations in that line +herself. "If only Ned were like him I should be perfectly happy. But +Ned is so prosaic. He doesn't care a rap for poetry, and he laughs +when I enthuse. It makes him quite furious when I talk of taking up +writing seriously. He says women writers are an abomination on the +face of the earth. Did you ever hear anything so ridiculous?" + +"He is very handsome, though," said Edith, with a glance at his +photograph on Katherine's dressing table. "And that is what Sid is +not. He is rather distinguished looking, but as plain as he can +possibly be." + +Edith sighed. She had a weakness for handsome men and thought it +rather hard that fate should have allotted her so plain a lover. + +"He has lovely eyes," said Katherine comfortingly, "and handsome men +are always vain. Even Ned is. I have to snub him regularly. But I +think you'll like him." + +Edith thought so too when Ned Ellison appeared that night. He was a +handsome off-handed young fellow, who seemed to admire Katherine +immensely, and be a little afraid of her into the bargain. + +"Edith will try to make Riverton pleasant for you while I am away," +she told him in their good-bye chat. "She is a dear girl--you'll like +her, I know. It's really too bad I have to go away now, but it can't +be helped." + +"I shall be awfully lonesome," grumbled Ned. "Don't you forget to +write regularly, Kitty." + +"Of course I'll write, but for pity's sake, Ned, don't call me Kitty. +It sounds so childish. Well, bye-bye, dear boy. I'll be back in two +months and then we'll have a lovely time." + + * * * * * + +When Katherine had been at Harbour Hill for a week she wondered how +upon earth she was going to put in the remaining seven. Harbour Hill +was noted for its beauty, but not every woman can live by scenery +alone. + +"Aunt Elizabeth," said Katherine one day, "does anybody ever die in +Harbour Hill? Because it doesn't seem to me it would be any change for +them if they did." + +Aunt Elizabeth's only reply to this was a shocked look. + +To pass the time Katherine took to collecting seaweeds, and this +involved long tramps along the shore. On one of these occasions she +met with an adventure. The place was a remote spot far up the shore. +Katherine had taken off her shoes and stockings, tucked up her skirt, +rolled her sleeves high above her dimpled elbows, and was deep in the +absorbing process of fishing up seaweeds off a craggy headland. She +looked anything but dignified while so employed, but under the +circumstances dignity did not matter. + +Presently she heard a shout from the shore and, turning around in +dismay, she beheld a man on the rocks behind her. He was evidently +shouting at her. What on earth could the creature want? + +"Come in," he called, gesticulating wildly. "You'll be in the +bottomless pit in another moment if you don't look out." + +"He certainly must be a lunatic," said Katherine to herself, "or else +he's drunk. What am I to do?" + +"Come in, I tell you," insisted the stranger. "What in the world do +you mean by wading out to such a place? Why, it's madness." + +Katherine's indignation got the better of her fear. + +"I do not think I am trespassing," she called back as icily as +possible. + +The stranger did not seem to be snubbed at all. He came down to the +very edge of the rocks where Katherine could see him plainly. He was +dressed in a somewhat well-worn grey suit and wore spectacles. He did +not look like a lunatic, and he did not seem to be drunk. + +"I implore you to come in," he said earnestly. "You must be standing +on the very brink of the bottomless pit." + +He is certainly off his balance, thought Katherine. He must be some +revivalist who has gone insane on one point. I suppose I'd better go +in. He looks quite capable of wading out here after me if I don't. + +She picked her steps carefully back with her precious specimens. The +stranger eyed her severely as she stepped on the rocks. + +"I should think you would have more sense than to risk your life in +that fashion for a handful of seaweeds," he said. + +"I haven't the faintest idea what you mean," said Miss Rangely. "You +don't look crazy, but you talk as if you were." + +"Do you mean to say you don't know that what the people hereabouts +call the Bottomless Pit is situated right off that point--the most +dangerous spot along the whole coast?" + +"No, I didn't," said Katherine, horrified. She remembered now that +Aunt Elizabeth had warned her to be careful of some bad hole along +shore, but she had not been paying much attention and had supposed it +to be in quite another direction. "I am a stranger here." + +"Well, I hardly thought you'd be foolish enough to be out there if you +knew," said the other in mollified accents. "The place ought not to be +left without warning, anyhow. It is the most careless thing I ever +heard of. There is a big hole right off that point and nobody has ever +been able to find the bottom of it. A person who got into it would +never be heard of again. The rocks there form an eddy that sucks +everything right down." + +"I am very grateful to you for calling me in," said Katherine humbly. +"I had no idea I was in such danger." + +"You have a very fine bunch of seaweeds, I see," said the unknown. + +But Katherine was in no mood to converse on seaweeds. She suddenly +realized what she must look like--bare feet, draggled skirts, dripping +arms. And this creature whom she had taken for a lunatic was +undoubtedly a gentleman. Oh, if he would only go and give her a chance +to put on her shoes and stockings! + +Nothing seemed further from his intentions. When Katherine had picked +up the aforesaid articles and turned homeward, he walked beside her, +still discoursing on seaweeds as eloquently as if he were commonly +accustomed to walking with barefooted young women. In spite of +herself, Katherine couldn't help listening to him, for he managed to +invest seaweeds with an absorbing interest. She finally decided that +as he didn't seem to mind her bare feet, she wouldn't either. + +He knew so much about seaweeds that Katherine felt decidedly +amateurish beside him. He looked over her specimens and pointed out +the valuable ones. He explained the best method of preserving and +mounting them, and told her of other and less dangerous places along +the shore where she might get some new varieties. + +When they came in sight of Harbour Hill, Katherine began to wonder +what on earth she would do with him. It wasn't exactly permissible to +snub a man who had practically saved your life, but, on the other +hand, the prospect of walking through the principal street of Harbour +Hill barefooted and escorted by a scholarly looking gentleman +discoursing on seaweeds was not to be calmly contemplated. + +The unknown cut the Gordian knot himself. He said that he must really +go back or he would be late for dinner, lifted his hat politely, and +departed. Katherine waited until he was out of sight, then sat down on +the sand and put on her shoes and stockings. + +"Who on earth can he be?" she said to herself. "And where have I seen +him before? There was certainly something familiar about his +appearance. He is very nice, but he must have thought me crazy. I +wonder if he belongs to Harbour Hill." + +The mystery was solved when she got home and found a letter from Edith +awaiting her. + +"I see Ned quite often," wrote the latter, "and I think he is +perfectly splendid. You are a lucky girl, Kate. But oh, do you know +that Sidney is actually at Harbour Hill, too, or at least quite near +it? I had a letter from him yesterday. He has gone down there to spend +his vacation, because it is so quiet, and to finish up some horrid +scientific book he is working at. He's boarding at some little +farmhouse up the shore. I've written to him today to hunt you up and +consider himself introduced to you. I think you'll like him, for he's +just your style." + +Katherine smiled when Sidney Keith's card was brought up to her that +evening and went down to meet him. Her companion of the morning rose +to meet her. + +"You!" he said. + +"Yes, me," said Miss Rangely cheerfully and ungrammatically. "You +didn't expect it, did you? I was sure I had seen you before--only it +wasn't you but your photograph." + +When Professor Keith went away it was with a cordial invitation to +call again. He did not fail to avail himself of it--in fact, he became +a constant visitor at Sycamore Villa. Katherine wrote all about it to +Edith and cultivated Professor Keith with a dear conscience. + +They got on capitally together. They went on long expeditions up shore +after seaweeds, and when seaweeds were exhausted they began to make a +collection of the Harbour Hill flora. This involved more long, +companionable expeditions. Katherine sometimes wondered when Professor +Keith found time to work on his book, but as he made no reference to +the subject, neither did she. + +Once in a while, when she had time to think of them, she wondered how +Ned and Edith were getting on. At first Edith's letters had been full +of Ned, but in her last two or three she had said little about him. +Katherine wrote and jokingly asked Edith if she and Ned had quarreled. +Edith wrote back and said, "What nonsense." She and Ned were as good +friends as ever, but he was getting acquainted in Riverton now and +wasn't so dependent on her society, etc. + +Katherine sighed and went on a fern hunt with Professor Keith. It was +getting near the end of her vacation and she had only two weeks more. +They were sitting down to rest on the side of the road when she +mentioned this fact inconsequently. The professor prodded the harmless +dust with his cane. Well, he supposed she would find a return to work +pleasant and would doubtless be glad to see her Riverton friends +again. + +"I'm dying to see Edith," said Katherine. + +"And Ned?" suggested Professor Keith. + +"Oh yes. Ned, of course," assented Katherine without enthusiasm. There +didn't seem to be anything more to say. One cannot talk everlastingly +about ferns, so they got up and went home. + +Katherine wrote a particularly affectionate letter to Ned that night. +Then she went to bed and cried. + +When Professor Keith came up to bid Miss Rangely good-bye on the eve +of her departure from Harbour Hill, he looked like a man who was being +led to execution without benefit of clergy. But he kept himself well +in hand and talked calmly on impersonal subjects. After all, it was +Katherine who made the first break when she got up to say good-bye. +She was in the middle of some conventional sentence when she suddenly +stopped short, and her voice trailed off in a babyish quiver. + +The professor put out his arm and drew her close to him. His hat +dropped under their feet and was trampled on, but I doubt if Professor +Keith knows the difference to this day, for he was fully absorbed in +kissing Katherine's hair. When she became cognizant of this fact, she +drew herself away. + +"Oh, Sidney, don't!--think of Edith! I feel like a traitor." + +"Do you think she would care very much if I--if you--if we--" +hesitated the professor. + +"Oh, it would break her heart," cried Katherine with convincing +earnestness. "I know it would--and Ned's too. They must never know." + +The professor stooped and began hunting for his maltreated hat. He was +a long time finding it, and when he did he went softly to the door. +With his hand on the knob, he paused and looked back. + +"Good-bye, Miss Rangely," he said softly. + +But Katherine, whose face was buried in the cushions of the lounge, +did not hear him and when she looked up he was gone. + + * * * * * + +Katharine felt that life was stale, flat and unprofitable when she +alighted at Riverton station in the dusk of the next evening. She was +not expected until a later train and there was no one to meet her. She +walked drearily through the streets to her boarding house and entered +her room unannounced. Edith, who was lying on the bed, sprang up with +a surprised greeting. It was too dark to be sure, but Katherine had an +uncomfortable suspicion that her friend had been crying, and her heart +quaked guiltily. Could Edith have suspected anything? + +"Why, we didn't think you'd be up till the 8:30 train, and Ned and I +were going to meet you." + +"I found I could catch an earlier train, so I took it," said +Katherine, as she dropped listlessly into a chair. "I am tired to +death and I have such a headache. I can't see anyone tonight, not even +Ned." + +"You poor dear," said Edith sympathetically, beginning a search for +the cologne. "Lie down on the bed and I'll bathe your poor head. Did +you have a good time at Harbour Hill? And how did you leave Sid? Did +he say anything about coming up?" + +"Oh, he was quite well," said Katherine wearily. "I didn't hear him +say if he intended to come up or not. There, thanks--that will do +nicely." + +After Edith had gone down, Katherine tossed about restlessly. She knew +Ned had come and she did not want to see him. But, after all, it was +only putting off the evil day, and it was treating him rather +shabbily. She would go down for a minute. + +There were two doors to the parlour, and Katherine went by way of the +library one, over which a portiere was hanging. Her hand was lifted to +draw it back when she heard something that arrested the movement. + +A woman was crying in the room beyond. It was Edith--and what was she +saying? + +"Oh, Ned, it is all perfectly dreadful! I couldn't look Catherine in +the face when she came home. I'm so ashamed of myself and I never +meant to be so false. We must never let her suspect for a minute." + +"It's pretty rough on a fellow," said another voice--Ned's voice--in a +choked sort of a way. "Upon my word, Edith, I don't see how I'm going +to keep it up." + +"You must," sobbed Edith. "It would break her heart--and Sidney's too. +We must just make up our minds to forget each other, Ned, and you must +marry Katherine." + +Just at this point Katherine became aware that she was eavesdropping +and she went away noiselessly. She did not look in the least like a +person who has received a mortal blow, and she had forgotten her +headache altogether. + +When Edith came up half an hour later, she found the worn-out invalid +sitting up and reading a novel. + +"How is your headache, dear?" she asked, carefully keeping her face +turned away from Katherine. + +"Oh, it's all gone," said Miss Rangely cheerfully. + +"Why didn't you come down then? Ned was here." + +"Well, Ede, I did go down, but I thought I wasn't particularly wanted, +so I came back." + +Edith faced her friend in dismay, forgetful of swollen lids and +tear-stained cheeks. + +"Katherine!" + +"Don't look so conscience stricken, my dear child. There is no harm +done." + +"You heard--" + +"Some surprising speeches. So you and Ned have gone and fallen in love +with one another?" + +"Oh, Katherine," sobbed Edith, "we--we--couldn't help it--but it's all +over. Oh, don't be angry with me!" + +"Angry? My dear, I'm delighted." + +"Delighted?" + +"Yes, you dear goose. Can't you guess, or must I tell you? Sidney and +I did the very same, and had just such a melancholy parting last night +as I suspect you and Ned had tonight." + +"Katherine!" + +"Yes, it's quite true. And of course we made up our minds to sacrifice +ourselves on the altar of duty and all that. But now, thank goodness, +there is no need of such wholesale immolation. So just let's forgive +each other." + +"Oh," sighed Edith happily, "it is almost too good to be true." + +"It is really providentially ordered, isn't it?" said Katherine. "Ned +and I would never have got on together in the world, and you and +Sidney would have bored each other to death. As it is, there will be +four perfectly happy people instead of four miserable ones. I'll tell +Ned so tomorrow." + + + + +Four Winds + + +Alan Douglas threw down his pen with an impatient exclamation. It was +high time his next Sunday's sermon was written, but he could not +concentrate his thoughts on his chosen text. For one thing he did not +like it and had selected it only because Elder Trewin, in his call of +the evening before, had hinted that it was time for a good stiff +doctrinal discourse, such as his predecessor in Rexton, the Rev. Jabez +Strong, had delighted in. Alan hated doctrines--"the soul's +staylaces," he called them--but Elder Trewin was a man to be reckoned +with and Alan preached an occasional sermon to please him. + +"It's no use," he said wearily. "I could have written a sermon in +keeping with that text in November or midwinter, but now, when the +whole world is reawakening in a miracle of beauty and love, I can't do +it. If a northeast rainstorm doesn't set in before next Sunday, Mr. +Trewin will not have his sermon. I shall take as my text instead, +'The flowers appear on the earth, the time of the singing of birds has +come.'" + +He rose and went to his study window, outside of which a young vine +was glowing in soft tender green tints, its small dainty leaves +casting quivering shadows on the opposite wall where the portrait of +Alan's mother hung. She had a fine, strong, sweet face; the same face, +cast in a masculine mould, was repeated in her son, and the +resemblance was striking as he stood in the searching evening +sunshine. The black hair grew around his forehead in the same way; his +eyes were steel blue, like hers, with a similar expression, half +brooding, half tender, in their depths. He had the mobile, smiling +mouth of the picture, but his chin was deeper and squarer, dented with +a dimple which, combined with a certain occasional whimsicality of +opinion and glance, had caused Elder Trewin some qualms of doubt +regarding the fitness of this young man for his high and holy +vocation. The Rev. Jabez Strong had never indulged in dimples or +jokes; but then, as Elder Trewin, being a just man, had to admit, the +Rev. Jabez Strong had preached many a time and oft to more empty pews +than full ones, while now the church was crowded to its utmost +capacity on Sundays and people came to hear Mr. Douglas who had not +darkened a church door for years. All things considered, Elder Trewin +decided to overlook the dimple. There was sure to be some drawback in +every minister. + +Alan from his study looked down on all the length of the Rexton +valley, at the head of which the manse was situated, and thought that +Eden might have looked so in its innocence, for all the orchards were +abloom and the distant hills were tremulous and aerial in springtime +gauzes of pale purple and pearl. But in any garden, despite its +beauty, is an element of tameness and domesticity, and Alan's eyes, +after a moment's delighted gazing, strayed wistfully off to the north +where the hills broke away into a long sloping lowland of pine and +fir. Beyond it stretched the wide expanse of the lake, flashing in the +molten gold and crimson of evening. Its lure was irresistible. Alan +had been born and bred beside a faraway sea and the love of it was +strong in his heart--so strong that he knew he must go back to it +sometime. Meanwhile, the great lake, mimicking the sea in its vast +expanse and the storms that often swept over it, was his comfort and +solace. As often as he could he stole away to its wild and lonely +shore, leaving the snug bounds of cultivated home lands behind him +with something like a sense of relief. Down there by the lake was a +primitive wilderness where man was as naught and man-made doctrines +had no place. There one might walk hand in hand with nature and so +come very close to God. Many of Alan's best sermons were written after +he had come home, rapt-eyed, from some long shore tramp where the +wilderness had opened its heart to him and the pines had called to him +in their soft, sibilant speech. + +With a half guilty glance at the futile sermon, he took his hat and +went out. The sun of the cool spring evening was swinging low over the +lake as he turned into the unfrequented, deep-rutted road leading to +the shore. It was two miles to the lake, but half way there Alan came +to where another road branched off and struck down through the pines +in a northeasterly direction. He had sometimes wondered where it led +but he had never explored it. Now he had a sudden whim to do so and +turned into it. It was even rougher and lonelier than the other; +between the ruts the grasses grew long and thickly; sometimes the pine +boughs met overhead; again, the trees broke away to reveal wonderful +glimpses of gleaming water, purple islets, dark feathery coasts. +Still, the road seemed to lead nowhere and Alan was half repenting the +impulse which had led him to choose it when he suddenly came out from +the shadow of the pines and found himself gazing on a sight which +amazed him. + +Before him was a small peninsula running out into the lake and +terminating in a long sandy point. Beyond it was a glorious sweep of +sunset water. The peninsula itself seemed barren and sandy, covered +for the most part with scrub firs and spruces, through which the +narrow road wound on to what was the astonishing; feature in the +landscape--a grey and weather-beaten house built almost at the +extremity of the point and shadowed from the western light by a thick +plantation of tall pines behind it. + +It was the house which puzzled Alan. He had never known there was any +house near the lake shore--had never heard mention made of any; yet +here was one, and one which was evidently occupied, for a slender +spiral of smoke was curling upward from it on the chilly spring air. +It could not be a fisherman's dwelling, for it was large and built +after a quaint tasteful design. The longer Alan looked at it the more +his wonder grew. The people living here were in the bounds of his +congregation. How then was it that he had never seen or heard of them? + +He sauntered slowly down the road until he saw that it led directly to +the house and ended in the yard. Then he turned off in a narrow path +to the shore. He was not far from the house now and he scanned it +observantly as he went past. The barrens swept almost up to its door +in front but at the side, sheltered from the lake winds by the pines, +was a garden where there was a fine show of gay tulips and golden +daffodils. No living creature was visible and, in spite of the +blossoming geraniums and muslin curtains at the windows and the homely +spiral of smoke, the place had a lonely, almost untenanted, look. + +When Alan reached the shore he found that it was of a much more open +and less rocky nature than the part which he had been used to +frequent. The beach was of sand and the scrub barrens dwindled down to +it almost insensibly. To right and left fir-fringed points ran out +into the lake, shaping a little cove with the house in its curve. + +Alan walked slowly towards the left headland, intending to follow the +shore around to the other road. As he passed the point he stopped +short in astonishment. The second surprise and mystery of the evening +confronted him. + +A little distance away a girl was standing--a girl who turned a +startled face at his unexpected appearance. Alan Douglas had thought +he knew all the girls in Rexton, but this lithe, glorious creature was +a stranger to him. She stood with her hand on the head of a huge, +tawny collie dog; another dog was sitting on his haunches beside her. + +She was tall, with a great braid of shining chestnut hair, showing +ruddy burnished tints where the sunlight struck it, hanging over her +shoulder. The plain dark dress she wore emphasized the grace and +strength of her supple form. Her face was oval and pale, with straight +black brows and a finely cut crimson mouth--a face whose beauty bore +the indefinable stamp of race and breeding mingled with a wild +sweetness, as of a flower growing in some lonely and inaccessible +place. None of the Rexton girls looked like that. Who, in the name of +all that was amazing, could she be? + +As the thought crossed Alan's mind the girl turned, with an air of +indifference that might have seemed slightly overdone to a calmer +observer than was the young minister at that moment and, with a +gesture of command to her dogs, walked quickly away into the scrub +spruces. She was so tall that her uncovered head was visible over them +as she followed some winding footpath, and Alan stood like a man +rooted to the ground until he saw her enter the grey house. Then he +went homeward in a maze, all thought of sermons, doctrinal or +otherwise, for the moment knocked out of his head. + +She is the most beautiful woman I ever saw, he thought. How is it +possible that I have lived in Rexton for six months and never heard of +her or of that house? Well, I daresay there's some simple explanation +of it all. The place may have been unoccupied until lately--probably +it is the summer residence of people who have only recently come to +it. I'll ask Mrs. Danby. She'll know if anybody will. That good woman +knows everything about everybody in Rexton for three generations back. + +Alan found Isabel King with his housekeeper when he got home. His +greeting was tinged with a slight constraint. He was not a vain man, +but he could not help knowing that Isabel looked upon him with a +favour that had in it much more than professional interest. Isabel +herself showed it with sufficient distinctness. Moreover, he felt a +certain personal dislike of her and of her hard, insistent beauty, +which seemed harder and more insistent than ever contrasted with his +recollection of the girl of the lake shore. + +Isabel had a trick of coming to the manse on plausible errands to Mrs. +Danby and lingering until it was so dark that Alan was in courtesy +bound to see her home. The ruse was a little too patent and amused +Alan, although he carefully hid his amusement and treated Isabel with +the fine unvarying deference which his mother had engrained into him +for womanhood--a deference that flattered Isabel even while it annoyed +her with the sense of a barrier which she could not break down or +pass. She was the daughter of the richest man in Rexton and inclined +to give herself airs on that account, but Alan's gentle indifference +always brought home to her an unwelcome feeling of inferiority. + +"You've been tiring yourself out again tramping that lake shore, I +suppose," said Mrs. Danby, who had kept house for three bachelor +ministers and consequently felt entitled to hector them in a somewhat +maternal fashion. + +"Not tiring myself--resting and refreshing myself rather," smiled +Alan. "I was tired when I went out but now I feel like a strong man +rejoicing to run a race. By the way, Mrs. Danby, who lives in that +quaint old house away down at the very shore? I never knew of its +existence before." + +Alan's "by the way" was not quite so indifferent as he tried to make +it. Isabel King, leaning back posingly among the cushions of the +lounge, sat quickly up as he asked his question. + +"Dear me, you don't mean to say you've never heard of Captain +Anthony--Captain Anthony Oliver?" said Mrs. Danby. "He lives down +there at Four Winds, as they call it--he and his daughter and an old +cousin." + +Isabel King bent forward, her brown eyes on Alan's face. + +"Did you see Lynde Oliver?" she asked with suppressed eagerness. + +Alan ignored the question--perhaps he did not hear it. + +"Have they lived there long?" he asked. + +"For eighteen years," said Mrs. Danby placidly. "It's funny you +haven't heard them mentioned. But people don't talk much about the +Captain now--he's an old story--and of course they never go anywhere, +not even to church. The Captain is a rank infidel and they say his +daughter is just as bad. To be sure, nobody knows much about her, but +it stands to reason that a girl who's had her bringing up must be odd, +to say no worse of her. It's not really her fault, I suppose--her +wicked old scalawag of a father is to blame for it. She's never +darkened a church or school door in her life and they say she's always +been a regular tomboy--running wild outdoors with dogs, and fishing +and shooting like a man. Nobody ever goes there--the Captain doesn't +want visitors. He must have done something dreadful in his time, if it +was only known, when he's so set on living like a hermit away down on +that jumping-off place. Did you see any of them?" + +"I saw Miss Oliver, I suppose," said Alan briefly. "At least I met a +young lady on the shore. But where did these people come from? Surely +more is known of them than this." + +"Precious little. The truth is, Mr. Douglas, folks don't think the +Olivers respectable and don't want to have anything to do with them. +Eighteen years ago Captain Anthony came from goodness knows where, +bought the Four Winds point, and built that house. He said he'd been a +sailor all his life and couldn't live away from the water. He brought +his wife and child and an old cousin of his with him. This Lynde +wasn't more than two years old then. People went to call but they +never saw any of the women and the Captain let them see they weren't +wanted. Some of the men who'd been working round the place saw his +wife and said she was sickly but real handsome and like a lady, but +she never seemed to want to see anyone or be seen herself. There was +a story that the Captain had been a smuggler and that if he was caught +he'd be sent to prison. Oh, there were all sorts of yarns, mostly +coming from the men who worked there, for nobody else ever got inside +the house. Well, four years ago his wife disappeared--it wasn't known +how or when. She just wasn't ever seen again, that's all. Whether she +died or was murdered or went away nobody ever knew. There was some +talk of an investigation but nothing came of it. As for the girl, +she's always lived there with her father. She must be a perfect +heathen. He never goes anywhere, but there used to be talk of +strangers visiting him--queer sort of characters who came up the lake +in vessels from the American side. I haven't heard any reports of such +these past few years, though--not since his wife disappeared. He keeps +a yacht and goes sailing in it--sometimes he cruises about for +weeks--that's about all he ever does. And now you know as much about +the Olivers as I do, Mr. Douglas." + +Alan had listened to this gossipy narrative with an interest that did +not escape Isabel King's observant eyes. Much of it he mentally +dismissed as improbable surmise, but the basic facts were probably as +Mrs. Danby had reported them. He had known that the girl of the shore +could be no commonplace, primly nurtured young woman. + +"Has no effort ever been made to bring these people into touch with +the church?" he asked absently. + +"Bless you, yes. Every minister that's ever been in Rexton has had a +try at it. The old cousin met every one of them at the door and told +him nobody was at home. Mr. Strong was the most persistent--he didn't +like being beaten. He went again and again and finally the Captain +sent him word that when he wanted parsons or pill-dosers he'd send +for them, and till he did he'd thank them to mind their own business. +They say Mr. Strong met Lynde once along shore and wanted to know if +she wouldn't come to church, and she laughed in his face and told him +she knew more about God now than he did or ever would. Perhaps the +story isn't true. Or if it was maybe he provoked her into saying it. +Mr. Strong wasn't overly tactful. I believe in judging the poor girl +as charitably as possible and making allowances for her, seeing how +she's been brought up. You couldn't expect her to know how to behave." + +Somehow, Alan resented Mrs. Danby's charity. Then, his sense of humour +being strongly developed, he smiled to think of this commonplace old +lady "making allowances" for the splendid bit of femininity he had +seen on the shore. A plump barnyard fowl might as well have talked of +making allowances for a seagull! + +Alan walked home with Isabel King but he was very silent as they went +together down the long, dark, sweet-smelling country road bordered by +its white orchards. Isabel put her own construction on his absent +replies to her remarks and presently she asked him, "Did you think +Lynde Oliver handsome?" + +The question gave Alan an annoyance out of all proportion to its +significance. He felt an instinctive reluctance to discuss Lynde +Oliver with Isabel King. + +"I saw her only for a moment," he said coldly, "but she impressed me +as being a beautiful woman." + +"They tell queer stories about her--but maybe they're not all true," +said Isabel, unable to keep the sneer of malice out of her voice. At +that moment Alan's secret contempt for her crystallized into +pronounced aversion. He made no reply and they went the rest of the +way in silence. At her gate Isabel said, "You haven't been over to see +us very lately, Mr. Douglas." + +"My congregation is a large one and I cannot visit all my people as +often as I might wish," Alan answered, all the more coldly for the +personal note in her tone. "A minister's time is not his own, you +know." + +"Shall you be going to see the Olivers?" asked Isabel bluntly. + +"I have not considered that question. Good-night, Miss King." + +On his way back to the manse Alan did consider the question. Should he +make any attempt to establish friendly relations with the residents of +Four Winds? It surprised him to find how much he wanted to, but he +finally concluded that he would not. They were not adherents of his +church and he did not believe that even a minister had any right to +force himself upon people who plainly wished to be let alone. + +When he got home, although it was late, he went to his study and began +work on a new text--for Elder Trewin's seemed utterly out of the +question. Even with the new one he did not get on very well. At last +in exasperation he leaned back in his chair. + +Why can't I stop thinking of those Four Winds people? Here, let me put +these haunting thoughts into words and see if that will lay them. That +girl had a beautiful face but a cold one. Would I like to see it +lighted up with the warmth of her soul set free? Yes, frankly, I would. +She looked upon me with indifference. Would I like to see her welcome +me as a friend? I have a conviction that I would, although no doubt +everybody in my congregation would look upon her as a most unsuitable +friend for me. Do I believe that she is wild, unwomanly, heathenish, as +Mrs. Danby says? No, I do not, most emphatically. I believe she is a +lady in the truest sense of that much abused word, though she is +doubtless unconventional. Having said all this, I do not see what more +there is to be said. And--I--am--going--to--write--this--sermon. + +Alan wrote it, putting all thought of Lynde Oliver sternly out of his +mind for the time being. He had no notion of falling in love with her. +He knew nothing of love and imagined that it counted for nothing in +his life. He admitted that his curiosity was aflame about the girl, +but it never occurred to him that she meant or could mean anything to +him but an attractive enigma which once solved would lose its +attraction. The young women he knew in Rexton, whose simple, pleasant +friendship he valued, had the placid, domestic charm of their own +sweet-breathed, windless orchards. Lynde Oliver had the fascination of +the lake shore--wild, remote, untamed--the lure of the wilderness and +the primitive. There was nothing more personal in his thought of her, +and yet when he recalled Isabel King's sneer he felt an almost +personal resentment. + + * * * * * + +During the following fortnight Alan made many trips to the shore--and +he always went by the branch road to the Four Winds point. He did not +attempt to conceal from himself that he hoped to meet Lynde Oliver +again. In this he was unsuccessful. Sometimes he saw her at a distance +along the shore but she always disappeared as soon as seen. +Occasionally as he crossed the point he saw her working in her garden +but he never went very near the house, feeling that he had no right to +spy on it or her in any way. He soon became convinced that she avoided +him purposely and the conviction piqued him. He felt an odd masterful +desire to meet her face to face and make her look at him. Sometimes he +called himself a fool and vowed he would go no more to the Four Winds +shore. Yet he inevitably went. He did not find in the shore the +comfort and inspiration he had formerly found. Something had come +between his soul and the soul of the wilderness--something he did not +recognize or formulate--a nameless, haunting longing that shaped +itself about the memory of a cold sweet face and starry, indifferent +eyes, grey as the lake at dawn. + +Of Captain Anthony he never got even a glimpse, but he saw the old +cousin several times, going and coming about the yard and its +environs. Finally one day he met her, coming up a path which led to a +spring down in a firry hollow. She was carrying two heavy pails of +water and Alan asked permission to help her. + +He half expected a repulse, for the tall, grim old woman had a rather +stern and forbidding look, but after gazing at him a moment in a +somewhat scrutinizing manner she said briefly, "You may, if you like." + +Alan took the pails and followed her, the path not being wide enough +for two. She strode on before him at a rapid, vigorous pace until they +came out into the yard by the house. Alan felt his heart beating +foolishly. Would he see Lynde Oliver? Would-- + +"You may carry the water there," the old woman said, pointing to a +little outhouse near the pines. "I'm washing--the spring water is +softer than the well water. Thank you"--as Alan set the pails down on +a bench--"I'm not so young as I was and bringing the water so far +tires me. Lynde always brings it for me when she's home." + +She stood before him in the narrow doorway, blocking his exit, and +looked at him with keen, deep-set dark eyes. In spite of her withered +aspect and wrinkled face, she was not an uncomely old woman and there +was about her a dignity of carriage and manner that pleased Alan. It +did not occur to him to wonder why it should please him. If he had +hunted that feeling down he might have been surprised to discover that +it had its origin in a curious gratification over the thought that the +woman who lived with Lynde had a certain refinement about her. He +preferred her unsmiling dourness to vulgar garrulity. + +"Are you the young minister up at Rexton?" she asked bluntly. + +"Yes." + +"I thought so. Lynde said she had seen you on the shore once. +Well"--she cast an uncertain glance over her shoulder at the +house--"I'm much obliged to you." + +Alan had an idea that that was not what she had thought of saying, but +as she had turned aside and was busying herself with the pails, there +seemed nothing for him to do but to go. + +"Wait a moment." She faced him again, and if Alan had been a vain man +he might have thought that admiration looked from her piercing eyes. +"What do you think of us? I suppose they've told you tales of us up +there?"--with a scornful gesture of her hand in the direction of +Rexton. "Do you believe them?" + +"I believe no ill of anyone until I have absolute proof of it," said +Alan, smiling--he was quite unconscious what a winning smile he had, +which was the best of it--"and I never put faith in gossip. Of course +you are gossipped about--you know that." + +"Yes, I know it"--grimly--"and I don't care what they say about the +Captain and me. We are a queer pair--just as queer as they make us +out. You can believe what you like about us, but don't you believe a +word they say against Lynde. She's sweet and good and beautiful. It's +not her fault that she never went to church--it's her father's. Don't +you hold that against her." + +The fierce yet repressed energy of her tone prevented Alan from +feeling any amusement over her simple defence of Lynde. Moreover, it +sounded unreasonably sweet in his ears. + +"I won't," he promised, "but I don't suppose it would matter much to +Miss Oliver if I did. She did not strike me as a young lady who would +worry very much about other people's opinions." + +If his object were to prolong the conversation about Lynde, he was +disappointed, for the old woman had turned abruptly to her work again +and, though Alan lingered for a few moments longer, she took no +further notice of him. But when he had gone she peered stealthily +after him from the door until he was lost to sight among the pines. + +"A well-looking man," she muttered. "I wish Lynde had been home. I +didn't dare ask him to the house for I knew Anthony was in one of his +moods. But it's time something was done. She's woman grown and this is +no life for her. And there's nobody to do anything but me and I'm not +able, even if I knew what to do. I wonder why she hates men so. +Perhaps it's because she never knew any that were real gentlemen. This +man is--but then he's a minister and that makes a wide gulf between +them in another way. I've seen the love of man and woman bridge some +wider gulfs though. But it can't with Lynde, I'm fearing. She's so +bitter at the mere speaking of love and marriage. I can't think why. +I'm sure her mother and Anthony were happy together, and that was all +she's ever seen of marriage. But I thought when she told me of meeting +this young man on the shore there was something in her look I'd never +noticed before--as if she'd found something in herself she'd never +known was there. But she'll never make friends with him and I can't. +If the Captain wasn't so queer--" + +She stopped abruptly, for a tall lithe figure was coming up from the +shore. Lynde waved her hand as she drew near. + +"Oh, Emily, I've had such a splendid sail. It was glorious. Bad Emily, +you've been carrying water. Didn't I tell you never to do that when I +was away?" + +"I didn't have to do it. That young minister up at Rexton met me and +brought it up. He's nice, Lynde." + +Lynde's brow darkened. She turned and walked away to the house without +a word. + +On his way home that night Alan met Isabel King on the main shore +road. She carried an armful of pine boughs and said she wanted the +needles for a cushion. Yet the thought came into Alan's mind that she +was spying on him and, although he tried to dismiss it as unworthy, it +continued to lurk there. + +For a week he avoided the shore, but there came a day when its +inexplicable lure drew him to it again irresistibly. It was a warm, +windy evening and the air was sweet and resinous, the lake misty and +blue. There was no sign of life about Four Winds and the shore seemed +as lonely and virgin as if human foot had never trodden it. The +Captain's yacht was gone from the little harbour where it was +generally anchored and, though every flutter of wind in the scrub firs +made Alan's heart beat expectantly, he saw nothing of Lynde Oliver. He +was on the point of turning homeward, with an unreasoning sense of +disappointment, when one of Lynde's dogs broke down through the hedge +of spruces, barking loudly. + +Alan looked for Lynde to follow, but she did not, and he speedily saw +that there was something unusual about the dog's behaviour. The animal +circled around him, still barking excitedly, then ran off for a short +distance, stopped, barked again, and returned, repeating the +manoeuvre. It was plain that he wanted Alan to follow him, and it +occurred to the young minister that the dog's mistress must be in +danger of some kind. Instantly he set off after him; and the dog, with +a final sharp bark of satisfaction, sprang up the low bank into the +spruces. + +Alan followed him across the peninsula and then along the further +shore, which rapidly grew steep and high. Half a mile down the cliffs +were rocky and precipitous, while the beach beneath them was heaped +with huge boulders. Alan followed the dog along one of the narrow +paths with which the barrens abounded until nearly a mile from Four +Winds. Then the animal halted, ran to the edge of the cliff and +barked. + +It was an ugly-looking place where a portion of the soil had evidently +broken away recently, and Alan stepped cautiously out to the brink and +looked down. He could not repress an exclamation of dismay and alarm. + +A few feet below him Lynde Oliver was lying on a mass of mossy soil +which was apparently on the verge of slipping over a sloping shelf of +rock, below which was a sheer drop of thirty feet to the cruel +boulders below. The extreme danger of her position was manifest at a +glance; the soil on which she lay was stationary, yet it seemed as if +the slightest motion on her part would send it over the brink. + +Lynde lay movelessly; her face was white, and both fear and appeal +were visible in her large dilated eyes. Yet she was quite calm and a +faint smile crossed her pale lips as she saw the man and the dog. + +"Good faithful Pat, so you did bring help," she said. + +"But how can I help you, Miss Oliver?" said Alan hoarsely. "I cannot +reach you--and it looks as if the slightest touch or jar would send +that broken earth over the brink." + +"I fear it would. You must go back to Four Winds and get a rope." + +"And leave you here alone--in such danger?" + +"Pat will stay with me. Besides, there is nothing else to do. You will +find a rope in that little house where you put the water for Emily. +Father and Emily are away. I think I am quite safe here if I don't +move at all." + +Alan's own common sense told him that, as she said, there was nothing +else to do and, much as he hated to leave her alone thus, he realized +that he must lose no time in doing it. + +"I'll be back as quickly as possible," he said hurriedly. + +Alan had been a noted runner at college and his muscles had not +forgotten their old training. Yet it seemed to him an age ere he +reached Four Winds, secured the rope, and returned. At every flying +step he was haunted by the thought of the girl lying on the brink of +the precipice and the fear that she might slip over it before he could +rescue her. When he reached the scene of the accident he dreaded to +look over the broken edge, but she was lying there safely and she +smiled when she saw him--a brave smile that softened her tense white +face into the likeness of a frightened child's. + +"If I drop the rope down to you, are you strong enough to hold to it +while the earth goes and then draw yourself up the slope hand over +hand?" asked Alan anxiously. + +"Yes," she answered fearlessly. + +Alan passed down one end of the rope and then braced himself firmly to +hold it, for there was no tree near enough to be of any assistance. +The next moment the full weight of her body swung from it, for at her +first movement the soil beneath her slipped away. Alan's heart +sickened; what if she went with it? Could she cling to the rope while +he drew her up? + +Then he saw she was still safe on the sloping shelf. Carefully and +painfully she drew herself to her knees and, dinging to the rope, +crept up the rock hand over hand. When she came within his reach he +grasped her arms and lifted her up into safety beside him. + +"Thank God," he said, with whiter lips than her own. + +For a few moments Lynde sat silent on the sod, exhausted with fright +and exertion, while her dog fawned on her in an ecstasy of joy. +Finally she looked up into Alan's anxious face and their eyes met. It +was something more than the physical reaction that suddenly flushed +the girl's cheeks. She sprang lithely to her feet. + +"Can you walk back home?" Alan asked. + +"Oh, yes, I am all right now. It was very foolish of me to get into +such a predicament. Father and Emily went down the lake in the yacht +this afternoon and I started out for a ramble. When I came here I saw +some junebells growing right out on the ledge and I crept out to +gather them. I should have known better. It broke away under me and +the more I tried to scramble back the faster it slid down, carrying me +with it. I thought it would go right over the brink"--she gave a +little involuntary shudder--"but just at the very edge it stopped. I +knew I must lie very still or it would go right over. It seemed like +days. Pat was with me and I told him to go for help, but I knew there +was no one at home--and I was horribly afraid," she concluded with +another shiver. "I never was afraid in my life before--at least not +with that kind of fear." + +"You have had a terrible experience and a narrow escape," said Alan +lamely. He could think of nothing more to say; his usual readiness of +utterance seemed to have failed him. + +"You saved my life," she said, "you and Pat--for doggie must have his +share of credit." + +"A much larger share than mine," said Alan, smiling. "If Pat had not +come for me, I would not have known of your danger. What a magnificent +fellow he is!" + +"Isn't he?" she agreed proudly. "And so is Laddie, my other dog. He +went with Father today. I love my dogs more than people." She looked +at him with a little defiance in her eyes. "I suppose you think that +terrible." + +"I think many dogs are much more lovable--and worthy of love--than +many people," said Alan, laughing. + +How childlike she was in some ways! That trace of defiance--it was so +like a child who expected to be scolded for some wrong attitude of +mind. And yet there were moments when she looked the tall proud queen. +Sometimes, when the path grew narrow, she walked before him, her hand +on the dog's head. Alan liked this, since it left him free to watch +admiringly the swinging grace of her step and the white curves of her +neck beneath the thick braid of hair, which today was wound about her +head. When she dropped back beside him in the wider spaces, he could +only have stolen glances at her profile, delicately, strongly cut, +virginal in its soft curves, childlike in its purity. Once she looked +around and caught his glance; again she flushed, and something strange +and exultant stirred in Alan's heart. It was as if that maiden blush +were the involuntary, unconscious admission of some power he had over +her--a power which her hitherto unfettered spirit had never before +felt. The cold indifference he had seen in her face at their first +meeting was gone, and something told him it was gone forever. + +When they came in sight of Four Winds they saw two people walking up +the road from the harbour and a few further steps brought them face to +face with Captain Anthony Oliver and his old housekeeper. + +The Captain's appearance was a fresh surprise to Alan. He had expected +to meet a rough, burly sailor, loud of voice and forbidding of manner. +Instead, Captain Anthony was a tall, well-built man of perhaps fifty. +His face, beneath its shock of iron-grey hair, was handsome but wore a +somewhat forbidding expression, and there was something in it, apart +from line or feature, which did not please Alan. He had no time to +analyze this impression, for Lynde said hurriedly, "Father, this is +Mr. Douglas. He has just done me a great service." + +She briefly explained her accident; when she had finished, the Captain +turned to Alan and held out his hand, a frank smile replacing the +rather suspicious and contemptuous scowl which had previously +overshadowed it. + +"I am much obliged to you, Mr. Douglas," he said cordially. "You must +come up to the house and let me thank you at leisure. As a rule I'm +not very partial to the cloth, as you may have heard. In this case it +is the man, not the minister, I invite." + +The front door of Four Winds opened directly into a wide, +low-ceilinged living room, furnished with simplicity and good taste. +Leaving the two men there, Lynde and the old cousin vanished, and Alan +found himself talking freely with the Captain who could, as it +appeared, talk well on many subjects far removed from Four Winds. He +was evidently a clever, self-educated man, somewhat opinionated and +given to sarcasm; he never made any references to his own past life or +experiences, but Alan discovered him to be surprisingly well read in +politics and science. Sometimes in the pauses of the conversation Alan +found the older man looking at him in a furtive way he did not like, +but the Captain was such an improvement on what he had been led to +expect that he was not inclined to be over critical. At least, this +was what he honestly thought. He did not suspect that it was because +this man was Lynde's father that he wished to think as well as +possible of him. + +Presently Lynde came in. She had changed her outdoor dress, stained +with moss and soil in her fall, for a soft clinging garment of some +pale yellow material, and her long, thick braid of hair hung over her +shoulder. She sat mutely down in a dim corner and took no part in the +conversation except to answer briefly the remarks which Alan addressed +to her. Emily came in and lighted the lamp on the table. She was as +grim and unsmiling as ever, yet she cast a look of satisfaction on +Alan as she passed out. One dog lay down at Lynde's feet, the other +sat on his haunches by her side and laid his head on her lap. Rexton +and its quiet round of parish duties seemed thousands of miles away +from Alan, and he wondered a little if this were not all a dream. + +When he went away the Captain invited him back. + +"If you like to come, that is," he said brusquely, "and always as the +man, not the priest, remember. I don't want you by and by to be slyly +slipping in the thin end of any professional wedges. You'll waste your +time if you do. Come as man to man and you'll be welcome, for I like +you--and it's few men I like. But don't try to talk religion to me." + +"I never talk religion," said Alan emphatically. "I try to live it. +I'll not come to your house as a self-appointed missionary, sir, but I +shall certainly act and speak at all times as my conscience and my +reverence for my vocation demands. If I respect your beliefs, whatever +they may be, I shall expect you to respect mine, Captain Oliver." + +"Oh, I won't insult your God," said the Captain with a faint sneer. + +Alan went home in a tumult of contending feelings. He did not +altogether like Captain Anthony--that was very clear to him, and yet +there was something about the man that attracted him. Intellectually +he was a worthy foeman, and Alan had often longed for such since +coming to Rexton. He missed the keen, stimulating debates of his +college days and, now there seemed a chance of renewing them, he was +eager to grasp it. And Lynde--how beautiful she was! What though she +shared--as was not unlikely--in her father's lack of belief? She could +not be essentially irreligious--that were impossible in a true woman. +Might not this be his opportunity to help her--to lead her into dearer +light? Alan Douglas was a sincere man, with himself as well as with +others, yet there are some motives that lie, in their first inception, +too deep even for the probe of self-analysis. He had not as yet the +faintest suspicion as to the real source of his interest in Lynde +Oliver--in his sudden forceful desire to be of use and service to +her--to rescue her from spiritual peril as he had that day rescued her +from bodily danger. + +She must have a lonely, unsatisfying life, he thought. It is my duty +to help her if I can. + +It did not then occur to him that duty in this instance wore a much +more pleasing aspect than it had sometimes worn in his experience. + + * * * * * + +Alan did not mean to be oversoon in going back to Four Winds, but +three days later a book came to him which Captain Anthony had +expressed a wish to see. It furnished an excuse for an earlier call. +After that he went often. He always found the Captain courteous and +affable, old Emily grimly cordial, Lynde sometimes remote and demure, +sometimes frankly friendly. Occasionally, when the Captain was away in +his yacht, he went for a walk with her and her dogs along the shore or +through the sweet-smelling pinelands up the lake. He found that she +loved books and was avid for more of them than she could obtain; he +was glad to take her several and discuss them with her. She liked +history and travels best. With novels she had no patience, she said +disdainfully. She seldom spoke of herself or her past life and Alan +fancied she avoided any personal reference. But once she said +abruptly, "Why do you never ask me to go to church? I've always been +afraid you would." + +"Because I do not think it would do you any good to go if you didn't +want to," said Alan gravely. "Souls should not be rudely handled any +more than bodies." + +She looked at him reflectively, her finger denting her chin in a +meditative fashion she had. + +"You are not at all like Mr. Strong. He always scolded me, when he got +a chance, for not going to church. I would have hated him if it had +been worthwhile. I told him one day that I was nearer to God under +these pines than I could be in any building fashioned by human hands. +He was very much shocked. But I don't want you to misunderstand me. +Father does not go to church because he does not believe there is a +God. But I know there is. Mother taught me so. I have never gone to +church because Father would not allow me, and I could not go now in +Rexton where the people talk about me so. Oh, I know they do--you know +it, too--but I do not care for them. I know I'm not like other girls. +I would like to be but I can't be--I never can be--now." + +There was some strange passion in her voice that Alan did not quite +understand--a bitterness and a revolt which he took to be against the +circumstances that hedged her in. + +"Is not some other life possible for you if your present life does not +content you?" he said gently. + +"But it does content me," said Lynde imperiously. "I want no other--I +wish this life to go on forever--forever, do you understand? If I were +sure that it would--if I were sure that no change would ever come to +me, I would be perfectly content. It is the fear that a change will +come that makes me wretched. Oh!" She shuddered and put her hands over +her eyes. + +Alan thought she must mean that when her father died she would be +alone in the world. He wanted to comfort her--reassure her--but he did +not know how. + +One evening when he went to Four Winds he found the door open and, +seeing the Captain in the living room, he stepped in unannounced. +Captain Anthony was sitting by the table, his head in his hands; at +Alan's entrance he turned upon him a haggard face, blackened by a +furious scowl beneath which blazed eyes full of malevolence. + +"What do you want here?" he said, following up the demand with a +string of vile oaths. + +Before Alan could summon his scattered wits, Lynde glided in with a +white, appealing face. Wordlessly she grasped Alan's arm, drew him +out, and shut the door. + +"Oh, I've been watching for you," she said breathlessly. "I was afraid +you might come tonight--but I missed you." + +"But your father?" said Alan in amazement. "How have I angered him?" + +"Hush. Come into the garden. I will explain there." + +He followed her into the little enclosure where the red and white +roses were now in full blow. + +"Father isn't angry with you," said Lynde in a low shamed voice. "It's +just--he takes strange moods sometimes. Then he seems to hate us +all--even me--and he is like that for days. He seems to suspect and +dread everybody as if they were plotting against him. You--perhaps you +think he has been drinking? No, that is not the trouble. These +terrible moods come on without any cause that we know of. Even Mother +could not do anything with him when he was like that. You must go away +now--and do not come back until his dark mood has passed. He will be +just as glad to see you as ever then, and this will not make any +difference with him. Don't come back for a week at least." + +"I do not like to leave you in such trouble, Miss Oliver." + +"Oh, it doesn't matter about me--I have Emily. And there is nothing +you could do. Please go at once. Father knows I am talking to you and +that will vex him still more." + +Alan, realizing that he could not help her and that his presence only +made matters worse, went away perplexedly. The following week was a +miserable one for him. His duties were distasteful to him and meeting +his people a positive torture. Sometimes Mrs. Danby looked dubiously +at him and seemed on the point of saying something--but never said it. +Isabel King watched him when they met, with bold probing eyes. In his +abstraction he did not notice this any more than he noticed a certain +subtle change which had come over the members of his congregation--as +if a breath of suspicion had blown across them and troubled their +confidence and trust. Once Alan would have been keenly and instantly +conscious of this slight chill; now he was not even aware of it. + +When he ventured to go back to Four Winds he found the Captain on the +point of starting off for a cruise in his yacht. He was urbane and +friendly, utterly ignoring the incident of Alan's last visit and +regretting that business compelled him to go down the lake. Alan saw +him off with small regret and turned joyfully to Lynde, who was +walking under the pines with her dogs. She looked pale and tired and +her eyes were still troubled, but she smiled proudly and made no +reference to what had happened. + +"I'm going to put these flowers on Mother's grave," she said, lifting +her slender hands filled with late white roses. "Mother loved flowers +and I always keep them near her when I can. You may come with me if +you like." + +Alan had known Lynde's mother was buried under the pines but he had +never visited the spot before. The grave was at the westernmost end of +the pine wood, where it gave out on the lake, a beautiful spot, given +over to silence and shadow. + +"Mother wished to be buried here," Lynde said, kneeling to arrange her +flowers. "Father would have taken her anywhere but she said she wanted +to be near us and near the lake she had loved so well. Father buried +her himself. He wouldn't have anyone else do anything for her. I am so +glad she is here. It would have been terrible to have seen her taken +far away--my sweet little mother." + +"A mother is the best thing in the world--I realized that when I lost +mine," said Alan gently. "How long is it since your mother died?" + +"Three years. Oh, I thought I should die too when she did. She was +very ill--she was never strong, you know--but I never thought she +could die. There was a year then--part of the time I didn't believe in +God at all and the rest I hated Him. I was very wicked but I was so +unhappy. Father had so many dreadful moods and--there was something +else. I used to wish to die." + +She bowed her head on her hands and gazed moodily on the ground. Alan, +leaning against a pine tree, looked down at her. The sunlight fell +through the swaying boughs on her glory of burnished hair and lighted +up the curve of cheek and chin against the dark background of wood +brown. All the defiance and wildness had gone from her for the time +and she seemed like a helpless, weary child. He wanted to take her in +his arms and comfort her. + +"You must resemble your mother," he said absently, as if thinking +aloud. "You don't look at all like your father." + +Lynde shook her head. + +"No, I don't look like Mother either. She was tiny and dark--she had a +sweet little face and velvet-brown eyes and soft curly dark hair. Oh, +I remember her look so well. I wish I did resemble her. I loved her +so--I would have done anything to save her suffering and trouble. At +least, she died in peace." + +There was a curious note of fierce self-gratulation in the girl's voice +as she spoke the last sentence. Again Alan felt the unpleasant +impression that there was much in her that he did not understand--might +never understand--although such understanding was necessary to perfect +friendship. She had never spoken so freely of her past life to him +before, yet he felt somehow that something was being kept back in +jealous repression. It must be something connected with her father, +Alan thought. Doubtless, Captain Anthony's past would not bear +inspection, and his daughter knew it and dwelt in the shadow of her +knowledge. His heart filled with aching pity for her; he raged secretly +because he was so powerless to help her. Her girlhood had been +blighted, robbed of its meed of happiness and joy. Was she likewise to +miss her womanhood? Alan's hands clenched involuntarily at the +unuttered question. + +On his way home that evening he again met Isabel King. She turned and +walked back with him but she made no reference to Four Winds or its +inhabitants. If Alan had troubled himself to look, he would have seen +a malicious glow in her baleful brown eyes. But the only eyes which +had any meaning for him just then were the grey ones of Lynde Oliver. + + * * * * * + +During Alan's next three visits to Four Winds he saw nothing of Lynde, +either in the house or out of it. This surprised and worried him. +There was no apparent difference in Captain Anthony, who continued to +be suave and friendly. Alan always enjoyed his conversations with the +Captain, who was witty, incisive, and pungent; yet he disliked the man +himself more at every visit. If he had been compelled to define his +impression, he would have said the Captain was a charming scoundrel. + +But it occurred to him that Emily was disturbed about something. +Sometimes he caught her glance, full of perplexity and--it almost +seemed--distrust. She looked as if she felt hostile towards him. But +Alan dismissed the idea as absurd. She had been friendly from the +first and he had done nothing to excite her disapproval. Lynde's +mysterious absence was a far more perplexing problem. She had not gone +away, for when Alan asked the Captain concerning her, he responded +indifferently that she was out walking. Alan caught a glint of +amusement in the older man's eyes as he spoke. He could have sworn it +was malicious amusement. + +One evening he went to Four Winds around the shore. As he turned the +headland of the cove, he saw Lynde and her dogs not a hundred feet +away. The moment she saw him she darted up the bank and disappeared +among the firs. + +Alan was thunderstruck. There was no room for doubt that she meant to +avoid him. He walked up to the house in a tumult of mingled feelings +which he did not even then understand. He only realized that he felt +bitterly hurt and grieved--puzzled as well. What did it all mean? + +He met Emily in the yard of Four Winds on her way to the spring and +stopped her resolutely. + +"Miss Oliver," he said bluntly, "is Miss Lynde angry with me? And +why?" + +Emily looked at him piercingly. + +"Have you no idea why?" she asked shortly. + +"None in the world." + +She looked at him through and through a moment longer. Then, seeming +satisfied with her scrutiny, she picked up her pail. + +"Come down to the spring with me," she said. + +As soon as they were out of sight of the house, Emily began abruptly. + +"If you don't know why Lynde is acting so, I can't tell you, for I +don't know either. I don't even know if she is angry. I only thought +perhaps she was--that you had done or said something to vex +her--plaguing her to go to church maybe. But if you didn't, it may not +be anger at all. I don't understand that girl. She's been different +ever since her mother died. She used to tell me everything before +that. You must go and ask her right out yourself what is wrong. But +maybe I can tell you something. Did you write her a letter a +fortnight ago?" + +"A letter? No." + +"Well, she got one then. I thought it came from you--I didn't know who +else would be writing to her. A boy brought it and gave it to her at +the door. She's been acting strange ever since. She cries at +night--something Lynde never did before except when her mother died. +And in daytime she roams the shore and woods like one possessed. You +must find out what was in that letter, Mr. Douglas." + +"Have you any idea who the boy was?" Alan asked, feeling somewhat +relieved. The mystery was clearing up, he thought. No doubt it was the +old story of some cowardly anonymous letter. His thoughts flew +involuntarily to Isabel King. + +Emily shook her head. + +"No. He was just a half-grown fellow with reddish hair and he limped a +little." + +"Oh, that is the postmaster's son," said Alan disappointedly. "That +puts us further off the scent than ever. The letter was probably +dropped in the box at the office and there will consequently be no way +of tracing the writer." + +"Well, I can't tell you anything more," said Emily. "You'll have to +ask Lynde for the truth." + +This Alan was determined to do whenever he should meet her. He did not +go to the house with Emily but wandered about the shore, watching for +Lynde and not seeing her. At length he went home, a prey to stormy +emotions. He realized at last that he loved Lynde Oliver. He wondered +how he could have been so long blind to it. He knew that he must have +loved her ever since he had first seen her. The discovery amazed but +did not shock him. There was no reason why he should not love +her--should not woo and win her for his wife if she cared for him. She +was good and sweet and true. Anything of doubt in her antecedents +could not touch her. Probably the world would look upon Captain +Anthony as a somewhat undesirable father-in-law for a minister, but +that aspect of the question did not disturb Alan. As for the trouble +of the letter, he felt sure he would easily be able to clear it away. +Probably some malicious busybody had become aware of his frequent +calls at Four Winds and chose to interfere in his private affairs +thus. For the first time it occurred to him that there had been a +certain lack of cordiality among his people of late. If it were really +so, doubtless this was the reason. At any other time this would have +been of moment to him. But now his thoughts were too wholly taken up +with Lynde and the estrangement on her part to attach much importance +to anything else. What she thought mattered incalculably more to Alan +than what all the people in Rexton put together thought. He had the +right, like any other man, to woo the woman of his choice and he would +certainly brook no outside interference in the matter. + +After a sleepless night he went back to Four Winds in the morning. +Lynde would not expect him at that time and he would have more chance +of finding her. The result justified his idea, for he met her by the +spring. + +Alan felt shocked at the change in her appearance. She looked as if +years of suffering had passed over her. Her lips were pallid, and +hollow circles under her eyes made them appear unnaturally large. He +had last left the girl in the bloom of her youth; he found her again a +woman on whom life had laid its heavy hand. + +A burning flood of colour swept over her face as they met, then +receded as quickly, leaving her whiter than before. Without any waste +of words, Alan plunged abruptly into the subject. + +"Miss Oliver, why have you avoided me so of late? Have I done anything +to offend you?" + +"No." She spoke as if the word hurt her, her eyes persistently cast +down. + +"Then what is the trouble?" + +There was no answer. She gave an unvoluntary glance around as if +seeking some way of escape. There was none, for the spring was set +about with thick young firs and Alan blocked the only path. + +He leaned forward and took her hands in his. + +"Miss Oliver, you must tell me what the trouble is," he said firmly. + +She pulled her hands away and flung them up to her face, her form +shaken by stormy sobs. In distress he put his arm about her and drew +her closer. + +"Tell me, Lynde," he whispered tenderly. + +She broke away from him, saying passionately, "You must not come to +Four Winds any more. You must not have anything more to do with +us--any of us. We have done you enough harm already. But I never +thought it could hurt you--oh, I am sorry, sorry!" + +"Miss Oliver, I want to see that letter you received the other +evening. Oh"--as she started with surprise--"I know about it--Emily +told me. Who wrote it?" + +"There was no name signed to it," she faltered. + +"Just as I thought. Well, you must let me see it." + +"I cannot--I burned it." + +"Then tell me what was in it. You must. This matter must be cleared +up--I am not going to have our beautiful friendship spoiled by the +malice of some coward. What did that letter say?" + +"It said that everybody in your congregation was talking about your +frequent visits here--that it had made a great scandal--that it was +doing you a great deal of injury and would probably end in your having +to leave Rexton." + +"That would be a catastrophe indeed," said Alan drily. "Well, what +else?" + +"Nothing more--at least, nothing about you. The rest was about +myself--I did not mind it--much. But I was so sorry to think that I +had done you harm. It is not too late to undo it. You must not come +here any more. Then they will forget." + +"Perhaps--but I should not forget. It's a little too late for me. +Lynde, you must not let this venomous letter come between us. I love +you, dear--I've loved you ever since I met you and I want you for my +wife." + +Alan had not intended to say that just then, but the words came to his +lips in spite of himself. She looked so sad and appealing and weary +that he wanted to have the right to comfort and protect her. + +She turned her eyes full upon him with no hint of maidenly shyness or +shrinking in them. Instead, they were full of a blank, incredulous +horror that swallowed up every other feeling. There was no mistaking +their expression and it struck an icy chill to Alan's heart. He had +certainly not expected a too ready response on her part--he knew that +even if she cared for him he might find it a matter of time to win her +avowal of it--but he certainly had not expected to see such evident +abject dismay as her blanched face betrayed. She put up her hand as if +warding a blow. + +"Don't--don't," she gasped. "You must not say that--you must never say +it. Oh, I never dreamed of this. If I had thought it possible you +could--love me, I would never have been friends with you. Oh, I've +made a terrible mistake." + +She wrung her hands piteously together, looking like a soul in +torment. Alan could not bear to see her pain. + +"Don't feel such distress," he implored. "I suppose I've spoken too +abruptly--but I'll be so patient, dear, if you'll only try to care for +me a little. Can't you, dear?" + +"I can't marry you," said Lynde desperately. She leaned against a slim +white bole of a young birch behind her and looked at him wretchedly. +"Won't you please go away and forget me?" + +"I can't forget you," Alan said, smiling a little in spite of his +suffering. "You are the only woman I can ever love--and I can't give +you up unless I have to. Won't you be frank with me, dear? Do you +honestly think you can never learn to love me?" + +"It is not that," said Lynde in a hard, unnatural voice. "I am married +already." + +Alan stared at her, not in the least comprehending the meaning of her +words. Everything--pain, hope, fear, passion--had slipped away from +him for a moment, as if he had been stunned by a physical blow. He +could not have heard aright. + +"Married?" he said dully. "Lynde, you cannot mean it?" + +"Yes, I do. I was married three years ago." + +"Why was I not told this?" Alan's voice was stern, although he did not +mean it to be so, and she shrank and shivered. Then she began in a low +monotonous tone from which all feeling of any sort seemed to have +utterly faded. + +"Three years ago Mother was very ill--so ill that any shock would kill +her, so the doctor Father brought from the lake told us. A man--a +young sea captain--came here to see Father. His name was Frank Harmon +and he had known Father well in the past. They had sailed together. +Father seemed to be afraid of him--I had never seen him afraid of +anybody before. I could not think much about anybody except Mother +then, but I knew I did not quite like Captain Harmon, although he was +very polite to me and I suppose might have been called handsome. One +day Father came to me and told me I must marry Captain Harmon. I +laughed at the idea at first but when I looked at Father's face I did +not laugh. It was all white and drawn. He implored me to marry Captain +Harmon. He said if I did not it would mean shame and disgrace for us +all--that Captain Harmon had some hold on him and would tell what he +knew if I did not marry him. I don't know what it was but it must have +been something dreadful. And he said it would kill Mother. I knew it +would, and that was what drove me to consent at last. Oh, I can't tell +you what I suffered. I was only seventeen and there was nobody to +advise me. One day Father and Captain Harmon and I went down the lake +to Crosse Harbour and we were married there. As soon as the ceremony +was over, Captain Harmon had to sail in his vessel. He was going to +China. Father and I came back home. Nobody knew--not even Emily. He +said we must not tell Mother until she was better. But she was never +better. She only lived three months more--she lived them happily and +at rest. When I think of that, I am not sorry for what I did. Captain +Harmon said he would be back in the fall to claim me. I waited, sick +at heart. But he did not come--he has never come. We have never heard +a word of or about him since. Sometimes I feel sure he cannot be still +living. But never a day dawns that I don't say to myself, 'Perhaps he +will come today'--and, oh--" + +She broke down again, sobbing bitterly. Amid all the daze of his own +pain Alan realized that, at any cost, he must not make it harder for +her by showing his suffering. He tried to speak calmly, wisely, as a +disinterested friend. + +"Could it not be discovered whether your--this man--is or is not +living? Surely your father could find out." + +Lynde shook her head. + +"No, he says he has no way of doing so. We do not know if Captain +Harmon had any relatives or even where his home was, and it was his +own ship in which he sailed. Father would be glad to think that Frank +Harmon was dead, but he does not think he is. He says he was always a +fickle-minded fellow, one fancy driving another out of his mind. Oh, I +can bear my own misery--but to think what I have brought on you! I +never dreamed that you could care for me. I was so lonely and your +friendship was so pleasant--can you ever forgive me?" + +"There is nothing to forgive, as far as you are concerned, Lynde," +said Alan steadily. "You have done me no wrong. I have loved you +sincerely and such love can be nothing but a blessing to me. I only +wish that I could help you. It wrings my heart to think of your +position. But I can do nothing--nothing. I must not even come here any +more. You understand that?" + +"Yes." + +There was an unconscious revelation in the girl's mournful eyes as she +turned them on Alan. It thrilled him to the core of his being. She +loved him. If it were not for that empty marriage form, he could win +her, but the knowledge was only an added mocking torment. Alan had not +known a man could endure such misery and live. A score of wild +questions rushed to his lips but he crushed them back for Lynde's sake +and held out his hand. + +"Good-bye, dear," he said almost steadily, daring to say no more lest +he should say too much. + +"Good-bye," Lynde answered faintly. + +When he had gone she flung herself down on the moss by the spring and +lay there in an utter abandonment of misery and desolation. + +Pain and indignation struggled for mastery in Alan's stormy soul as he +walked homeward. So this was Captain Anthony's doings! He had +sacrificed his daughter to some crime of his dubious past. Alan never +dreamed of blaming Lynde for having kept her marriage a secret; he put +the blame where it belonged--on the Captain's shoulders. Captain +Anthony had never warned him by so much as a hint that Lynde was not +free to be won. It had all probably seemed a good joke to him. Alan +thought the furtive amusement he had so often detected in the +Captain's eyes was explained now. + +He found Elder Trewin in his study when he got home. The good Elder's +face was stern and anxious; he had called on a distasteful errand--to +tell the young minister of the scandal his intimacy with the Four +Winds people was making in the congregation and remonstrate with him +concerning it. Alan listened absently, with none of the resentment he +would have felt at the interference a day previously. A man does not +mind a pin-prick when a limb is being wrenched away. + +"I can promise you that my objectionable calls at Four Winds will +cease," he said sarcastically, when the Elder had finished. Elder +Trewin got himself away, feeling snubbed but relieved. + +"Took it purty quiet," he reflected. "Don't believe there was much in +the yarns after all. Isabel King started them and probably she +exaggerated a lot. I suppose he's had some notion like as not of +bringing the Captain over to the church. But that's foolish, for he'd +never manage it, and meanwhile was giving occasion for gossip. It's +just as well to stop it. He's a good pastor and he works hard--too +hard, mebbe. He looked real careworn and worried today." + +The Rexton gossip soon ceased with the cessation of the young +minister's visits to Four Winds. A month later it suffered a brief +revival when a tall grim-faced old woman, whom a few recognized as +Captain Anthony's housekeeper, was seen to walk down the Rexton road +and enter the manse. She did not stay there long--watchers from a +dozen different windows were agreed upon that--and nobody, not even +Mrs. Danby, who did her best to find out, ever knew why she had +called. + +Emily looked at Alan with grim reproach when she was shown into his +study, and as soon as they were alone she began with her usual +abruptness, "Mr. Douglas, why have you given up coming to Four Winds?" + +Alan flinched. + +"You must ask Lynde that, Miss Oliver," he said quietly. + +"I have asked her--and she says nothing." + +"Then I cannot tell you." + +Anger glowed in Emily's eyes. + +"I thought you were a gentleman," she said bitterly. "You are not. You +are breaking Lynde's heart. She's gone to a shadow of herself and +she's fretting night and day. You went there and made her like +you--oh, I've eyes--and then you left her." + +Alan bent over his desk and looked the old woman in the face +unflinchingly. + +"You are mistaken, Miss Oliver," he said earnestly. "I love Lynde and +would be only too happy if it were possible that I could marry her. I +am not to blame for what has come about--she will tell you that +herself if you ask her." + +His look and tone convinced Emily. + +"Who is to blame then? Lynde herself?" + +"No, no." + +"The Captain then?" + +"Not in the sense you mean. I can tell you nothing more." + +A baffled expression crossed the old woman's face. "There's a mystery +here--there always has been--and I'm shut out of it. Lynde won't +confide in me--in me who'd give my life's blood to help her. Perhaps I +can help her--I could tell you something. Have you stopped coming to +Four Winds--has she made you stop coming--because she's got such a +wicked old scamp for a father? Is that the reason?" + +Alan shook his head. + +"No, that has nothing to do with it." + +"And you won't come back?" + +"It is not a question of will. I cannot--must not go." + +"Lynde will break her heart then," said Emily in a tone of despair. + +"I think not. She is too strong and fine for that. Help her all you +can with sympathy but don't torment her with any questions. You may +tell her if you like that I advise her to confide the whole story to +you, but if she cannot don't tease her to. Be very gentle with her." + +"You don't need to tell me that. I'd rather die than hurt her. I came +here full of anger against you--but I see now you are not to blame. +You are suffering too--your face tells that. All the same, I wish +you'd never set foot in Four Winds. She wasn't happy before but she +wasn't so miserable as she is now. Oh, I know Anthony is at the bottom +of it all in some way but I won't ask you any more questions since you +don't feel free to answer them. But are you sure that nothing can be +done to clear up the trouble?" + +"Too sure," said Alan's white lips. + + * * * * * + +The autumn dragged away. Alan found out how much a man may suffer and +yet go on living and working. As for that, his work was all that made +life possible for him now and he flung himself into it with feverish +energy, growing so thin and hollow-eyed over it that even Elder Trewin +remonstrated and suggested a vacation--a suggestion at which Alan +merely smiled. A vacation which would take him away from Lynde's +neighbourhood--the thought was not to be entertained. + +He never saw Lynde, for he never went to any part of the shore now; +yet he hungered constantly for the sight of her, the sound of her +voice, the glance of her luminous eyes. When he pictured her eating +her heart out in the solitude of Four Winds, he clenched his hands in +despair. As for the possibility of Harmon's return, Alan could never +face it for a moment. When it thrust its ugly presence into his +thoughts, he put it away desperately. The man was dead--or his fickle +fancy had veered elsewhere. Nothing else could explain his absence. +But they could never know, and the uncertainty would forever stand +between him and Lynde like a spectre. But he thought more of Lynde's +pain than his own. He would have elected to bear any suffering if by +so doing he could have freed her from the nightmare dread of Harmon's +returning to claim her. That dread had always hung over her and now it +must be intensified to agony by her love for another man. And he could +do nothing--nothing. He groaned aloud in his helplessness. + +One evening in late November Alan flung aside his pen and yielded to +the impulse that urged him to the lake shore. He did not mean to seek +Lynde--he would go to a part of the shore where there would be no +likelihood of meeting her. But get away by himself he must. A November +storm was raging and there would be a certain satisfaction in +breasting its buffets and fighting his way through it. Besides, he +knew that Isabel King was in the house and he dreaded meeting her. +Since his conviction that she had written that letter to Lynde, he +could not tolerate the girl and it tasked his self-control to keep +from showing his contempt openly. Perhaps Isabel felt it beneath all +his outward courtesy. At least she did not seek his society as she had +formerly done. + +It was the second day of the storm; a wild northeast gale was blowing +and cold rain and freezing sleet fell in frequent showers. Alan +shivered as he came out into its full fury on the lake shore. At first +he could not see the water through the driving mist. Then it cleared +away for a moment and he stopped short, aghast at the sight which met +his eyes. + +Opposite him was a long low island known as Philip's Point, dwindling +down at its northeastern side to two long narrow bars of quicksand. +Alan's horrified eyes saw a small schooner sunk between the bars; her +hull was entirely under water and in the rigging clung one solitary +figure. So much he saw before the Point was blotted out in a renewed +downpour of sleet. + +Without a moment's hesitation Alan turned and ran for Four Winds, +which was only about a quarter of a mile away around a headland. With +the Captain's assistance, something might be done. Other help could +not be obtained before darkness would fall and then it would be +impossible to do anything. He dashed up the steps of Four Winds and +met Emily, who had flung the door open. Behind her was Lynde's pale +face with its alarmed questioning eyes. + +"Where is the Captain?" gasped Alan. "There's a vessel on Philip's +Point and one man at least on her." + +"The Captain's away on a cruise," said Emily blankly. "He went three +days ago." + +"Then nothing can be done," said Alan despairingly. "It will be dark +long before I can get to the village." + +Lynde stepped out, tying a shawl around her head. + +"Let us go around to the Point," she said. "Have you matches? No? +Emily, get some. We must light a bonfire at least. And bring Father's +glass." + +"It is not a fit night for you to be out," said Alan anxiously. "You +are sheltered here--you don't feel it--but it's a fearful storm down +there." + +"I am not afraid of the storm. It will not hurt me. Let us hurry. It +is growing dark already." + +In silence they breasted their way to the shore and around the +headland. Arriving opposite Philip's Point, a lull in the sleet +permitted them to see the sunken schooner and the clinging figure. +Lynde waved her hand to him and they saw him wave back. + +"It won't be necessary to light a fire now that he has seen us," said +Lynde. "Nothing can be done with village help till morning and that +man can never cling there so long. He will freeze to death, for it is +growing colder every minute. His only chance is to swim ashore if he +can swim. The danger will be when he comes near shore; the undertow of +the backwater on the quicksand will sweep him away and in his probably +exhausted condition he may not be able to make head against it." + +"He knows that, doubtless, and that is why he hasn't attempted to swim +ashore before this," said Alan. "But I'll meet him in the backwater +and drag him in." + +"You--you'll risk your own life," cried Lynde. + +"There is a little risk certainly, but I don't think there is a great +one. Anyhow, the attempt must be made," said Alan quietly. + +Suddenly Lynde's composure forsook her. She wrung her hands. + +"I can't let you do it," she cried wildly. "You might be +drowned--there's every risk. You don't know the force of that +backwater. Alan, Alan, don't think of it." + +She caught his arm in her white wet hands and looked into his face +with passionate pleading. + +Emily, who had said nothing, now spoke harshly. + +"Lynde is right, Mr. Douglas. You have no right to risk your life for +a stranger. My advice is to go to the village for help, and Lynde and +I will make a fire and watch here. That is all that can be expected of +you or us." + +Alan paid no heed to Emily. Very tenderly he loosened Lynde's hold on +his arm and looked into her quivering face. + +"You know it is my duty, Lynde," he said gently. "If anything can be +done for that poor man, I am the only one who can do it. I will come +back safe, please God. Be brave, dear." + +Lynde, with a little moan of resignation, turned away. Old Emily +looked on with a face of grim disapproval as Alan waded out into the +surf that boiled and swirled around him in a mad whirl of foam. The +shower of sleet had again slackened, and the wreck half a mile away, +with its solitary figure, was dearly visible. Alan beckoned to the man +to jump overboard and swim ashore, enforcing his appeal by gestures +that commanded haste before the next shower should come. For a few +moments it seemed as if the seaman did not understand or lacked the +courage or power to obey. The next minute he had dropped from the +rigging on the crest of a mighty wave and was being borne onward to +the shore. + +Speedily the backwater was reached and the man, sucked down by the +swirl of the wave, threw up his arms and disappeared. Alan dashed in, +groping, swimming; it seemed an eternity before his hand clutched the +drowning man and wrenched him from the undertow. And, with the seaman +in his arms, he staggered back through the foam and dropped his +burden on the sand at Lynde's feet. Alan was reeling from exhaustion +and chilled to the marrow, but he thought only of the man he had +rescued. The latter was unconscious and, as Alan bent over him, he +heard Lynde give a choking little cry. + +"He is living still," said Alan. "We must get him up to the house as +soon as possible. How shall we manage it?" + +"Lynde and I can go and bring the Captain's mattress down," said +Emily. Now that Alan was safe she was eager to do all she could. "Then +you and I can carry him up to the house." + +"That will be best," said Alan. "Go quickly." + +He did not look at Lynde or he would have been shocked by the agony on +her face. She cast one glance at the prostrate man and followed Emily. +In a short time they returned with the mattress, and Alan and Emily +carried the sailor on it to Four Winds. Lynde walked behind them, +seemingly unconscious of both. She watched the stranger's face as one +fascinated. + +At Four Winds they carried the man to a room where Emily and Alan +worked over him, while Lynde heated water and hunted out stimulants in +a mechanical fashion. When Alan came down she asked no questions but +looked at him with the same strained horror on her face which it had +borne ever since Alan had dropped his burden at her feet. + +"Is he--conscious?" asked Lynde, as if she forced herself to ask the +question. + +"Yes, he has come back to life. But he is delirious and doesn't +realize his surroundings at all. He thinks he is still on board the +vessel. He'll probably come round all right. Emily is going to watch +him and I'll go up to Rexton and send Dr. Ames down." + +"Do you know who that man you have saved is?" asked Lynde. + +"No. I asked him his name but could not get any sensible answer." + +"I can tell you who he is--he is Frank Harmon." + +Alan stared at her. "Frank Harmon. Your--your--the man you married? +Impossible!" + +"It is he. Do you think I could be mistaken?" + + * * * * * + +Dr. Ames came to Four Winds that night and again the next day. He +found Harmon delirious in a high fever. + +"It will be several days before he comes to his senses," he said. +"Shall I send you help to nurse him?" + +"It isn't necessary," said Emily stiffly. "I can look after him--and +the Captain ought to be back tomorrow." + +"You've no idea who he is, I suppose?" asked the doctor. + +"No." Emily was quite sincere. Lynde had not told her, and Emily did +not recognize him. + +"Well, Mr. Douglas did a brave thing in rescuing him," said Dr. Ames. +"I'll be back tomorrow." + +Harmon remained delirious for a week. Alan went every day to Four +Winds, his interest in a man he had rescued explaining his visits to +the Rexton people. The Captain had returned and, though not absolutely +uncivil, was taciturn and moody. Alan reflected grimly that Captain +Anthony probably owed him a grudge for saving Harmon's life. He never +saw Lynde alone, but her strained, tortured face made his heart ache. +Old Emily only seemed her natural self. She waited on Harmon and Dr. +Ames considered her a paragon of a nurse. Alan thought it was well +that Emily knew nothing more of Harmon than that he was an old friend +of Captain Anthony's. He felt sure that she would have walked out of +the sick room and never reentered it had she guessed that the patient +was the man whom, above all others, Lynde dreaded and feared. + +One afternoon when Alan went to Four Winds Emily met him at the door. + +"He's better," she announced. "He had a good sleep this afternoon and +when he woke he was quite himself. You'd better go up and see him. I +told him all I could but he wants to see you. Anthony and Lynde are +away to Crosse Harbour. Go up and talk to him." + +Harmon turned his head as the minister approached and held out his +hand with a smile. + +"You're the preacher, I reckon. They tell me you were the man who +pulled me out of that hurly-burly. I wasn't hardly worth saving but +I'm as grateful to you as if I was." + +"I only--did--what any man would have done," said Alan, taking the +offered hand. + +"I don't know about that. Anyhow, it's not every man could have done +it. I'd been hanging in that rigging all day and most of the night +before. There were five more of us but they dropped off. I knew it was +no use to try to swim ashore alone--the backwater would be too much +for me. I must have been a lot of trouble. That old woman says I've +been raving for a week. And, by the way I feel, I fancy I'll be +stretched out here another week before I'll be able to use my pins. +Who are these Olivers anyhow? The old woman wouldn't talk about the +family." + +"Don't you know them?" asked Alan in astonishment. "Isn't your name +Harmon?" + +"That's right--Harmon--Alfred Harmon, first mate of the schooner, +_Annie M._" + +"Alfred! I thought your name was Frank!" + +"Frank was my twin brother. We were so much alike our own mammy +couldn't tell us apart. Did you know Frank?" + +"No. This family did. Miss Oliver thought you were Frank when she saw +you." + +"I don't feel much like myself but I'm not Frank anyway. He's dead, +poor chap--got shot in a spat with Chinese pirates three years ago." + +"Dead! Man, are you speaking the truth? Are you certain?" + +"Pop sure. His mate told me the whole story. Say, preacher, what's the +matter? You look as if you were going to keel over." + +Alan hastily drank a glass of water. + +"I--I am all right now. I haven't been feeling well of late." + +"Guess you didn't do yourself any good going out into that freezing +water and dragging me in." + +"I shall thank God every day of my life that I did do it," said Alan +gravely, new light in his eyes, as Emily entered the room. "Miss +Oliver, when will the Captain and Lynde be back?" + +"They said they would be home by four." + +She looked at Alan curiously. + +"I will go and meet her," he said quickly. + +He came upon Lynde, sitting on a grey boulder under the shadow of an +overhanging fir coppice, with her dogs beside her. + +She turned her head indifferently as Alan's footsteps sounded on the +pebbles, and then stood slowly up. + +"Are you looking for me?" she asked. + +"I have some news for you, Lynde," Alan said. + +"Has he--has he come to himself?" she whispered. + +"Yes, he has come to himself. Lynde, he is not Frank Harmon--he is his +twin brother. He says Frank Harmon was killed three years ago in the +China seas." + +For a moment Lynde's great grey eyes stared into Alan's, questioning. +Then, as the truth seized on her comprehension, she sat down on the +boulder and put her hands over her face without a word. Alan walked +down to the water's edge to give her time to recover herself. When he +came back he took her hands and said quietly, "Lynde, do you realize +what this means for us--for us? You are free--free to love me--to be +my wife." + +Lynde shook her head. + +"Oh, that can't be. I am not fit to be your wife." + +"Don't talk nonsense, dear," he smiled. + +"It isn't nonsense. You are a minister and it would ruin you to marry +a girl like me. Think what the Rexton people would say of it." + +"Rexton isn't the world, dearest. Last week I had a letter from home +asking me to go to a church there. I did not think of accepting +then--now I will go--we will both go--and a new life will begin for +you, clear of the shadows of the old." + +"That isn't possible. No, Alan, listen--I love you too well to do you +the wrong of marrying you. It would injure you. There is Father. I +love him and he has always been very kind to me. But--but--there's +something wrong--you know it--some crime in his past--" + +"The only man who knew that is dead." + +"We do not know that he was the only man. I am the daughter of a +criminal and I am no fit wife for Alan Douglas. No, Alan, don't plead, +please. I won't think differently--I never can." + +There was a ring of finality in her tone that struck dismay to Alan's +heart. He prepared to entreat and argue, but before he could utter a +word, the boughs behind them parted and Captain Anthony stepped down +from the bank. + +"I've been listening," he announced coolly, "and I think it high time +I took a share in the conversation. You seem to have run up against a +snag, Mr. Douglas. You say Frank Harmon is dead. That's good riddance +if it's true. Is it true?" + +"His brother declares it is." + +"Well, then, I'll help you all I can. I like you, Mr. Douglas, and I +happen to be fond of Lynde, too--though you mayn't believe it. I'm +fond of her for her mother's sake and I'd like to see her happy. I +didn't want to give her to Harmon that time three years ago but I +couldn't help myself. He had the upper hand, curse him. It wasn't for +my own sake, though--it was for my wife's. However, that's all over +and done with and I'll do the best I can to atone for it. So you won't +marry your minister because your father was not a good man, Lynde? +Well, I don't suppose he was a very good man--a man who makes his +wife's life a hell, even in a refined way, isn't exactly a saint, to +my way of thinking. But that's the worst that could be said of him and +it doesn't entail any indelible disgrace on his family, I suppose. I +am not your father, Lynde." + +"Not my father?" Lynde echoed the words blankly. + +"No. Your father was your mother's first husband. She never told you +of him. When I said he made her life a hell, I said the truth, no +more, no less. I had loved your mother ever since I was a boy, Lynde. +But she was far above me in station and I never dreamed it was +possible to win her love. She married James Ashley. He was a +gentleman, so called--and he didn't kick or beat her. Oh no, he just +tormented her refined womanhood to the verge of frenzy, that was all. +He died when you were a baby. And a year later I found out your mother +could love me, rough sailor and all as I was. I married her and +brought her here. We had fifteen years of happiness together. I'm not +a good man--but I made your mother happy in spite of her wrecked +health and her dark memories. It was her wish that you should be known +as my daughter, but under the present circumstances I know she would +wish that you should be told the truth. Marry your man, Lynde, and go +away with him. Emily will go with you if you like. I'm going back to +the sea. I've been hankering for it ever since your mother died. I'll +go out of your life. There, don't cry--I hate to see a woman cry. Mr. +Douglas, I'll leave you to dry her tears and I'll go up to the house +and have a talk with Harmon." + +When Captain Anthony had disappeared behind the Point, Alan turned to +Lynde. She was sobbing softly and her face was wet with tears. Alan +drew her head down on his shoulder. + +"Sweetheart, the dark past is all put by. Our future begins with +promise. All is well with us, dear Lynde." + +Like a child, she put her arms about his neck and their lips met. + + + + +Marcella's Reward + + +Dr. Clark shook his head gravely. "She is not improving as fast as I +should like to see," he said. "In fact--er--she seems to have gone +backward the past week. You must send her to the country, Miss +Langley. The heat here is too trying for her." + +Dr. Clark might as well have said, "You must send her to the moon"--or +so Marcella thought bitterly. Despair filled her heart as she looked +at Patty's white face and transparent hands and listened to the +doctor's coolly professional advice. Patty's illness had already swept +away the scant savings of three years. Marcella had nothing left with +which to do anything more for her. + +She did not make any answer to the doctor--she could not. Besides, +what could she say, with Patty's big blue eyes, bigger and bluer than +ever in her thin face, looking at her so wistfully? She dared not say +it was impossible. But Aunt Emma had no such scruples. With a great +clatter and racket, that lady fell upon the dishes that held Patty's +almost untasted dinner and whisked them away while her tongue kept +time to her jerky movements. + +"Goodness me, doctor, do you think you're talking to millionaires? +Where do you suppose the money is to come from to send Patty to the +country? _I_ can't afford it, that is certain. I think I do pretty +well to give Marcella and Patty their board free, and I have to work +my fingers to the bone to do _that_. It's all nonsense about Patty, +anyhow. What she ought to do is to make an effort to get better. She +doesn't--she just mopes and pines. She won't eat a thing I cook for +her. How can anyone expect to get better if she doesn't eat?" + +Aunt Emma glared at the doctor as if she were triumphantly sure that +she had propounded an unanswerable question. A dull red flush rose to +Marcella's face. + +"Oh, Aunt Emma, I _can't_ eat!" said Patty wearily. "It isn't because +I won't--indeed, I can't." + +"Humph! I suppose my cooking isn't fancy enough for you--that's the +trouble. Well, I haven't the time to put any frills on it. I think I +do pretty well to wait on you at all with all that work piling up +before me. But some people imagine that they were born to be waited +on." + +Aunt Emma whirled the last dish from the table and left the room, +slamming the door behind her. + +The doctor shrugged his shoulders. He had become used to Miss Gibson's +tirades during Patty's illness. But Marcella had never got used to +them--never, in all the three years she had lived with her aunt. They +flicked on the raw as keenly as ever. This morning it seemed +unbearable. It took every atom of Marcella's self-control to keep her +from voicing her resentful thoughts. It was only for Patty's sake that +she was able to restrain herself. It was only for Patty's sake, too, +that she did not, as soon as the doctor had gone, give way to tears. +Instead, she smiled bravely into the little sister's eyes. + +"Let me brush your hair now, dear, and bathe your face." + +"Have you time?" said Patty anxiously. + +"Yes, I think so." + +Patty gave a sigh of content. + +"I'm so glad! Aunt Emma always hurts me when she brushes my hair--she +is in such a hurry. You're so gentle, Marcella, you don't make my head +ache at all. But oh! I'm so tired of being sick. I wish I could get +well faster. Marcy, do you think I can be sent to the country?" + +"I--I don't know, dear. I'll see if I can think of any way to manage +it," said Marcella, striving to speak hopefully. + +Patty drew a long breath. + +"Oh, Marcy, it would be lovely to see the green fields again, and the +woods and brooks, as we did that summer we spent in the country +before Father died. I wish we could live in the country always. I'm +sure I would soon get better if I could go--if it was only for a +little while. It's so hot here--and the factory makes such a noise--my +head seems to go round and round all the time. And Aunt Emma scolds +so." + +"You mustn't mind Aunt Emma, dear," said Marcella. "You know she +doesn't really mean it--it is just a habit she has got into. She was +really very good to you when you were so sick. She sat up night after +night with you, and made me go to bed. There now, dearie, you're fresh +and sweet, and I must hurry to the store, or I'll be late. Try and +have a little nap, and I'll bring you home some oranges tonight." + +Marcella dropped a kiss on Patty's cheek, put on her hat and went out. +As soon as she left the house, she quickened her steps almost to a +run. She feared she would be late, and that meant a ten-cent fine. Ten +cents loomed as large as ten dollars now to Marcella's eyes when every +dime meant so much. But fast as she went, her distracted thoughts went +faster. She could not send Patty to the country. There was no way, +think, plan, worry as she might. And if she could not! Marcella +remembered Patty's face and the doctor's look, and her heart sank like +lead. Patty was growing weaker every day instead of stronger, and the +weather was getting hotter. Oh, if Patty were to--to--but Marcella +could not complete the sentence even in thought. + +If they were not so desperately poor! Marcella's bitterness overflowed +her soul at the thought. Everywhere around her were evidences of +wealth--wealth often lavishly and foolishly spent--and she could not +get money enough anywhere to save her sister's life! She almost felt +that she hated all those smiling, well-dressed people who thronged the +streets. By the time she reached the store, poor Marcella's heart was +seething with misery and resentment. + +Three years before, when Marcella had been sixteen and Patty nine, +their parents had died, leaving them absolutely alone in the world +except for their father's half-sister, Miss Gibson, who lived in +Canning and earned her livelihood washing and mending for the hands +employed in the big factory nearby. She had grudgingly offered the +girls a home, which Marcella had accepted because she must. She +obtained a position in one of the Canning stores at three dollars a +week, out of which she contrived to dress herself and Patty and send +the latter to school. Her life for three years was one of absolute +drudgery, yet until now she had never lost courage, but had struggled +bravely on, hoping for better times in the future when she should get +promotion and Patty would be old enough to teach school. + +But now Marcella's courage and hopefulness had gone out like a spent +candle. She was late at the store, and that meant a fine; her head +ached, and her feet felt like lead as she climbed the stairs to her +department--a hot, dark, stuffy corner behind the shirtwaist counter. +It was warm and close at any time, but today it was stifling, and +there was already a crowd of customers, for it was the day of a +bargain sale. The heat and noise and chatter got on Marcella's +tortured nerves. She felt that she wanted to scream, but instead she +turned calmly to a waiting customer--a big, handsome, richly dressed +woman. Marcella noted with an ever-increasing bitterness that the +woman wore a lace collar the price of which would have kept Patty in +the country for a year. + +She was Mrs. Liddell--Marcella knew her by sight--and she was in a +very bad temper because she had been kept waiting. For the next half +hour she badgered and worried Marcella to the point of distraction. +Nothing suited her. Pile after pile, box after box, of shirtwaists +did Marcella take down for her, only to have them flung aside with +sarcastic remarks. Mrs. Liddell seemed to hold Marcella responsible +for the lack of waists that suited her; her tongue grew sharper and +sharper and her comments more trying. Then she mislaid her purse, and +was disagreeable about that until it turned up. + +Marcella shut her lips so tightly that they turned white to keep back +the impatient retort that rose momentarily to her lips. The insolence +of some customers was always trying to the sensitive, high-spirited +girl, but today it seemed unbearable. Her head throbbed fiercely with +the pain of the ever-increasing ache, and--what was the lady on her +right saying to a friend? + +"Yes, she had typhoid, you know--a very bad form. She rallied from it, +but she was so exhausted that she couldn't really recover, and the +doctor said--" + +"Really," interrupted Mrs. Liddell's sharp voice, "may I ask you to +attend to me, if you please? No doubt gossip may be very interesting +to you, but I am accustomed to having a clerk pay _some_ small +attention to my requirements. If you cannot attend to your business, I +shall go to the floor walker and ask him to direct me to somebody who +can. The laziness and disobligingness of the girls in this store is +really getting beyond endurance." + +A passionate answer was on the point of Marcella's tongue. All her +bitterness and suffering and resentment flashed into her face and +eyes. For one moment she was determined to speak out, to repay Mrs. +Liddell's insolence in kind. A retort was ready to her hand. Everyone +knew that Mrs. Liddell, before her marriage to a wealthy man, had been +a working girl. What could be easier than to say contemptuously: "You +should be a judge of a clerk's courtesy and ability, madam. You were a +shop girl yourself once?" + +But if she said it, what would follow? Prompt and instant dismissal. +And Patty? The thought of the little sister quelled the storm in +Marcella's soul. For Patty's sake she must control her temper--and she +did. With an effort that left her white and tremulous she crushed back +the hot words and said quietly: "I beg your pardon, Mrs. Liddell. I +did not mean to be inattentive. Let me show you some of our new +lingerie waists, I think you will like them." + +But Mrs. Liddell did not like the new lingerie waists which Marcella +brought to her in her trembling hands. For another half hour she +examined and found fault and sneered. Then she swept away with the +scornful remark that she didn't see a thing there that was fit to +wear, and she would go to Markwell Bros. and see if they had anything +worth looking at. + +When she had gone, Marcella leaned against the counter, pale and +exhausted. She must have a breathing spell. Oh, how her head ached! +How hot and stifling and horrible everything was! She longed for the +country herself. Oh, if she and Patty could only go away to some place +where there were green clover meadows and cool breezes and great hills +where the air was sweet and pure! + +During all this time a middle-aged woman had been sitting on a stool +beside the bargain counter. When a clerk asked her if she wished to be +waited on, she said, "No, I'm just waiting here for a friend who +promised to meet me." + +She was tall and gaunt and grey haired. She had square jaws and cold +grey eyes and an aggressive nose, but there was something attractive +in her plain face, a mingling of common sense and kindliness. She +watched Marcella and Mrs. Liddell closely and lost nothing of all that +was said and done on both sides. Now and then she smiled grimly and +nodded. + +When Mrs. Liddell had gone, she rose and leaned over the counter. +Marcella opened her burning eyes and pulled herself wearily together. + +"What can I do for you?" she said. + +"Nothing. I ain't looking for to have anything done for me. You need +to have something done for you, I guess, by the looks of you. You seem +dead beat out. Aren't you awful tired? I've been listening to that +woman jawing you till I felt like rising up and giving her a large and +wholesome piece of my mind. I don't know how you kept your patience +with her, but I can tell you I admired you for it, and I made up my +mind I'd tell you so." + +The kindness and sympathy in her tone broke Marcella down. Tears +rushed to her eyes. She bowed her head on her hands and said +sobbingly, "Oh, I _am_ tired! But it's not that. I'm--I'm in such +trouble." + +"I knew you were," said the other, with a nod of her head. "I could +tell that right off by your face. Do you know what I said to myself? I +said, 'That girl has got somebody at home awful sick.' _That's_ what I +said. Was I right?" + +"Yes, indeed you were," said Marcella. + +"I knew it"--another triumphant nod. "Now, you just tell me all about +it. It'll do you good to talk it over with somebody. Here, I'll +pretend I'm looking at shirtwaists, so that floor walker won't be +coming down on you, and I'll be as hard to please as that other woman +was, so's you can take your time. Who's sick--and what's the matter?" + +Marcella told the whole story, choking back her sobs and forcing +herself to speak calmly, having the fear of the floor walker before +her eyes. + +"And I can't afford to send Patty to the country--I _can't_--and I +know she won't get better if she doesn't go," she concluded. + +"Dear, dear, but that's too bad! Something must be done. Let me +see--let me put on my thinking cap. What is your name?" + +"Marcella Langley." + +The older woman dropped the lingerie waist she was pretending to +examine and stared at Marcella. + +"You don't say! Look here, what was your mother's name before she was +married?" + +"Mary Carvell." + +"Well, I _have_ heard of coincidences, but this beats all! Mary +Carvell! Well, did you ever hear your mother speak of a girl friend of +hers called Josephine Draper?" + +"I should think I did! You don't mean--" + +"I _do_ mean it. I'm Josephine Draper. Your mother and I went to +school together, and we were as much as sisters to each other until +she got married. Then she went away, and after a few years I lost +trace of her. I didn't even know she was dead. Poor Mary! Well, _my_ +duty is plain--that's one comfort--my duty and my pleasure, too. Your +sister is coming out to Dalesboro to stay with me. Yes, and you are +too, for the whole summer. You needn't say you're not, because you +_are_. I've said so. There's room at Fir Cottage for you both. Yes, +Fir Cottage--I guess you've heard your mother speak of _that_. There's +her old room out there that we always slept in when she came to stay +all night with me. It's all ready for you. What's that? You can't +afford to lose your place here? Bless your heart, child, you won't +lose it! The owner of this store is my nephew, and he'll do +considerable to oblige me, as well he might, seeing as I brought him +up. To think that Mary Carvell's daughter has been in his store for +three years, and me never suspecting it! And I might never have found +you out at all if you hadn't been so patient with that woman. If you'd +sassed her back, I'd have thought she deserved it and wouldn't have +blamed you a mite, but I wouldn't have bothered coming to talk to you +either. Well, well well! Poor child, don't cry. You just pick up and +go home. I'll make it all right with Tom. You're pretty near played +out yourself, I can see that. But a summer in Fir Cottage, with plenty +of cream and eggs and _my_ cookery, will soon make another girl of +you. Don't you dare to _thank_ me. It's a privilege to be able to do +something for Mary Carvell's girls. I just loved Mary." + +The upshot of the whole matter was that Marcella and Patty went, two +days later, to Dalesboro, where Miss Draper gave them a hearty welcome +to Fir Cottage--a quaint, delightful little house circled by big +Scotch firs and overgrown with vines. Never were such delightful weeks +as those that followed. Patty came rapidly back to health and +strength. As for Marcella, Miss Draper's prophecy was also fulfilled; +she soon looked and felt like another girl. The dismal years of +drudgery behind her were forgotten like a dream, and she lived wholly +in the beautiful present, in the walks and drives, the flowers and +grass slopes, and in the pleasant household duties which she shared +with Miss Draper. + +"I love housework," she exclaimed one September day. "I don't like the +thought of going back to the store a bit." + +"Well, you're not going back," calmly said Miss Draper, who had a +habit of arranging other people's business for them that might have +been disconcerting had it not been for her keen insight and hearty +good sense. "You're going to stay here with me--you and Patty. I don't +propose to die of lonesomeness losing you, and I need somebody to help +me about the house. I've thought it all out. You are to call me Aunt +Josephine, and Patty is to go to school. I had this scheme in mind +from the first, but I thought I'd wait to see how we got along living +in the same house, and how you liked it here, before I spoke out. No, +you needn't thank me this time either. I'm doing this every bit as +much for my sake as yours. Well, that's all settled. Patty won't +object, bless her rosy cheeks!" + +"Oh!" said Marcella, with eyes shining through her tears. "I'm so +happy, dear Miss Draper--I mean Aunt Josephine. I'll love to stay +here--and I _will_ thank you." + +"Fudge!" remarked Miss Draper, who felt uncomfortably near crying +herself. "You might go out and pick a basket of Golden Gems. I want to +make some jelly for Patty." + + + + +Margaret's Patient + + +[Illustration: "DID DR. FORBES THINK SHE OUGHT TO GIVE UP HER TRIP?"] + +Margaret paused a moment at the gate and looked back at the quaint old +house under its snowy firs with a thrill of proprietary affection. It +was her home; for the first time in her life she had a real home, and +the long, weary years of poorly paid drudgery were all behind her. +Before her was a prospect of independence and many of the delights she +had always craved; in the immediate future was a trip to Vancouver +with Mrs. Boyd. + +For I shall go, of course, thought Margaret, as she walked briskly +down the snowy road. I've always wanted to see the Rockies, and to go +there with Mrs. Boyd will double the pleasure. She is such a +delightful companion. + +Margaret Campbell had been an orphan ever since she could remember. +She had been brought up by a distant relative of her father's--that +is, she had been given board, lodging, some schooling and indifferent +clothes for the privilege of working like a little drudge in the house +of the grim cousin who sheltered her. The death of this cousin flung +Margaret on her own resources. A friend had procured her employment as +the "companion" of a rich, eccentric old lady, infirm of health and +temper. Margaret lived with her for five years, and to the young girl +they seemed treble the time. Her employer was fault-finding, peevish, +unreasonable, and many a time Margaret's patience almost failed +her--almost, but not quite. In the end it brought her a more tangible +reward than sometimes falls to the lot of the toiler. Mrs. Constance +died, and in her will she left to Margaret her little up-country +cottage and enough money to provide her an income for the rest of her +life. + +Margaret took immediate possession of her little house and, with the +aid of a capable old servant, soon found herself very comfortable. She +realized that her days of drudgery were over, and that henceforth +life would be a very different thing from what it had been. Margaret +meant to have "a good time." She had never had any pleasure and now +she was resolved to garner in all she could of the joys of existence. + +"I'm not going to do a single useful thing for a year," she had told +Mrs. Boyd gaily. "Just think of it--a whole delightful year of +vacation, to go and come at will, to read, travel, dream, rest. After +that, I mean to see if I can find something to do for other folks, but +I'm going to have this one golden year. And the first thing in it is +our trip to Vancouver. I'm so glad I have the chance to go with you. +It's a wee bit short notice, but I'll be ready when you want to +start." + +Altogether, Margaret felt pretty well satisfied with life as she +tripped blithely down the country road between the ranks of snow-laden +spruces, with the blue sky above and the crisp, exhilarating air all +about. There was only one drawback, but it was a pretty serious one. + +It's so lonely by spells, Margaret sometimes thought wistfully. All +the joys my good fortune has brought me can't quite fill my heart. +There's always one little empty, aching spot. Oh, if I had somebody of +my very own to love and care for, a mother, a sister, even a cousin. +But there's nobody. I haven't a relative in the world, and there are +times when I'd give almost anything to have one. Well, I must try to +be satisfied with friendship, instead. + +Margaret's meditations were interrupted by a brisk footstep behind +her, and presently Dr. Forbes came up. + +"Good afternoon, Miss Campbell. Taking a constitutional?" + +"Yes. Isn't it a lovely day? I suppose you are on your professional +rounds. How are all your patients?" + +"Most of them are doing well. But I'm sorry to say I have a new one +and am very much worried about her. Do you know Freda Martin?" + +"The little teacher in the Primary Department who boards with the +Wayes? Yes, I've met her once or twice. Is she ill?" + +"Yes, seriously. It's typhoid, and she has been going about longer +than she should. I don't know what is to be done with her. It seems +she is like yourself in one respect, Miss Campbell; she is utterly +alone in the world. Mrs. Waye is crippled with rheumatism and can't +nurse her, and I fear it will be impossible to get a nurse in +Blythefield. She ought to be taken from the Wayes'. The house is +overrun with children, is right next door to that noisy factory, and +in other respects is a poor place for a sick girl." + +"It is too bad, I am very sorry," said Margaret sympathetically. + +Dr. Forbes shot a keen look at her from his deep-set eyes. "Are you +willing to show your sympathy in a practical form, Miss Campbell?" he +said bluntly. "You told me the other day you meant to begin work for +others next year. Why not begin now? Here's a splendid chance to +befriend a friendless girl. Will you take Freda Martin into your home +during her illness?" + +"Oh, I couldn't," cried Margaret blankly. "Why, I'm going away next +week. I'm going with Mrs. Boyd to Vancouver, and my house will be shut +up." + +"Oh, I did not know. That settles it, I suppose," said the doctor with +a sigh of regret. "Well, I must see what else I can do for poor Freda. +If I had a home of my own, the problem would be easily solved, but as +I'm only a boarder myself, I'm helpless in that respect. I'm very much +afraid she will have a hard time to pull through, but I'll do the best +I can for her. Well, I must run in here and have a look at Tommy +Griggs' eyes. Good morning, Miss Campbell." + +Margaret responded rather absently and walked on with her eyes fixed +on the road. Somehow all the joy had gone out of the day for her, and +out of her prospective trip. She stopped on the little bridge and +gazed unseeingly at the ice-bound creek. Did Dr. Forbes really think +she ought to give up her trip in order to take Freda Martin into her +home and probably nurse her as well, since skilled nursing of any kind +was almost unobtainable in Blythefield? No, of course, Dr. Forbes did +not mean anything of the sort. He had not known she intended to go +away. Margaret tried to put the thought out of her mind, but it came +insistently back. + +She knew--none better--what it was to be alone and friendless. Once +she had been ill, too, and left to the ministration of careless +servants. Margaret shuddered whenever she thought of that time. She +was very, very sorry for Freda Martin, but she certainly couldn't give +up her plans for her. + +"Why, I'd never have the chance to go with Mrs. Boyd again," she +argued with her troublesome inward promptings. + +Altogether, Margaret's walk was spoiled. But when she went to bed that +night, she was firmly resolved to dismiss all thought of Freda Martin. +In the middle of the night she woke up. It was calm and moonlight and +frosty. The world was very still, and Margaret's heart and conscience +spoke to her out of that silence, where all worldly motives were +hushed and shamed. She listened, and knew that in the morning she must +send for Dr. Forbes and tell him to bring his patient to Fir Cottage. + +The evening of the next day found Freda in Margaret's spare room and +Margaret herself installed as nurse, for as Dr. Forbes had feared, he +had found it impossible to obtain anyone else. Margaret had a natural +gift for nursing, and she had had a good deal of experience in sick +rooms. She was skilful, gentle and composed, and Dr. Forbes nodded his +head with satisfaction as he watched her. + +A week later Mrs. Boyd left for Vancouver, and Margaret, bending over +her delirious patient, could not even go to the station to see her +off. But she thought little about it. All her hopes were centred on +pulling Freda Martin through; and when, after a long, doubtful +fortnight, Dr. Forbes pronounced her on the way to recovery, Margaret +felt as if she had given the gift of life to a fellow creature. "Oh, I +am so glad I stayed," she whispered to herself. + +During Freda's convalescence Margaret learned to love her dearly. She +was such a sweet, brave little creature, full of a fine courage to +face the loneliness and trials of her lot. + +"I can never repay you for your kindness, Miss Campbell," she said +wistfully. + +"I am more than repaid already," said Margaret sincerely. "Haven't I +found a dear little friend?" + +One day Freda asked Margaret to write a note for her to a certain +school chum. + +"She will like to know I am getting better. You will find her address +in my writing desk." + +Freda's modest trunk had been brought to Fir Cottage, and Margaret +went to it for the desk. As she turned over the loose papers in search +of the address, her eye was caught by a name signed to a faded and +yellowed letter--Worth Spencer. Her mother's name! + +Margaret gave a little exclamation of astonishment. Could her mother +have written that letter? It was not likely another woman would have +that uncommon name. Margaret caught up the letter and ran to Freda's +room. + +"Freda, I couldn't help seeing the name signed to this letter, it is +my mother's. To whom was it written?" + +"That is one of my mother's old letters," said Freda. "She had a +sister, my Aunt Worth. She was a great deal older than Mother. Their +parents died when Mother was a baby. Aunt Worth went to her father's +people, while Mother's grandmother took her. There was not very good +feeling between the two families, I think. Mother said she lost trace +of her sister after her sister married, and then, long after, she saw +Aunt Worth's death in the papers." + +"Can you tell me where your mother and her sister lived before they +were separated?" asked Margaret excitedly. + +"Ridgetown." + +"Then my mother must have been your mother's sister, and, oh, Freda, +Freda, you are my cousin." + +Eventually this was proved to be the fact. Margaret investigated the +matter and discovered beyond a doubt that she and Freda were cousins. +It would be hard to say which of the two girls was the more delighted. + +"Anyhow, we'll never be parted again," said Margaret happily. "Fir +Cottage is your home henceforth, Freda. Oh, how rich I am. I have got +somebody who really belongs to me. And I owe it all to Dr. Forbes. If +he hadn't suggested you coming here, I should never have found out +that we were cousins." + +"And I don't think I should ever have got better at all," whispered +Freda, slipping her hand into Margaret's. + +"I think we are going to be the two happiest girls in the world," said +Margaret. "And Freda, do you know what we are going to do when your +summer vacation comes? We are going to have a trip through the +Rockies, yes, indeedy. It would have been nice going with Mrs. Boyd, +but it will be ten times nicer to go with you." + + + + +Matthew Insists on Puffed Sleeves + + +Matthew was having a bad ten minutes of it. He had come into the +kitchen, in the twilight of a cold, grey December evening, and had sat +down in the wood-box corner to take off his heavy boots, unconscious +of the fact that Anne and a bevy of her schoolmates were having a +practice of "The Fairy Queen" in the sitting-room. Presently they came +trooping through the hall and out into the kitchen, laughing and +chattering gaily. They did not see Matthew, who shrank bashfully back +into the shadows beyond the wood-box with a boot in one hand and a +bootjack in the other, and he watched them shyly for the aforesaid ten +minutes as they put on caps and jackets and talked about the dialogue +and the concert. Anne stood among them, bright eyed and animated as +they; but Matthew suddenly became conscious that there was something +about her different from her mates. And what worried Matthew was that +the difference impressed him as being something that should not exist. +Anne had a brighter face, and bigger, starrier eyes, and more delicate +features than the others; even shy, unobservant Matthew had learned to +take note of these things; but the difference that disturbed him did +not consist in any of these respects. Then in what did it consist? + +Matthew was haunted by this question long after the girls had gone, +arm in arm, down the long, hard-frozen lane and Anne had betaken +herself to her books. He could not refer it to Marilla, who, he felt, +would be quite sure to sniff scornfully and remark that the only +difference she saw between Anne and the other girls was that they +sometimes kept their tongues quiet while Anne never did. This, Matthew +felt, would be no great help. + +He had recourse to his pipe that evening to help him study it out, +much to Marilla's disgust. After two hours of smoking and hard +reflection Matthew arrived at a solution of his problem. Anne was not +dressed like the other girls! + +The more Matthew thought about the matter the more he was convinced +that Anne never had been dressed like the other girls--never since she +had come to Green Gables. Marilla kept her clothed in plain, dark +dresses, all made after the same unvarying pattern. If Matthew knew +there was such a thing as fashion in dress it is as much as he did; +but he was quite sure that Anne's sleeves did not look at all like the +sleeves the other girls wore. He recalled the cluster of little girls +he had seen around her that evening--all gay in waists of red and blue +and pink and white--and he wondered why Marilla always kept her so +plainly and soberly gowned. + +Of course, it must be all right. Marilla knew best and Marilla was +bringing her up. Probably some wise, inscrutable motive was to be +served thereby. But surely it would do no harm to let the child have +one pretty dress--something like Diana Barry always wore. Matthew +decided that he would give her one; that surely could not be objected +to as an unwarranted putting in of his oar. Christmas was only a +fortnight off. A nice new dress would be the very thing for a present. +Matthew, with a sigh of satisfaction, put away his pipe and went to +bed, while Marilla opened all the doors and aired the house. + +The very next evening Matthew betook himself to Carmody to buy the +dress, determined to get the worst over and have done with it. It +would be, he felt assured, no trifling ordeal. There were some things +Matthew could buy and prove himself no mean bargainer; but he knew he +would be at the mercy of shopkeepers when it came to buying a girl's +dress. + +After much cogitation Matthew resolved to go to Samuel Lawson's store +instead of William Blair's. To be sure, the Cuthberts always had gone +to William Blair's; it was almost as much a matter of conscience with +them as to attend the Presbyterian church and vote Conservative. But +William Blair's two daughters frequently waited on customers there and +Matthew held them in absolute dread. He could contrive to deal with +them when he knew exactly what he wanted and could point it out; but +in such a matter as this, requiring explanation and consultation, +Matthew felt that he must be sure of a man behind the counter. So he +would go to Lawson's, where Samuel or his son would wait on him. + +Alas! Matthew did not know that Samuel, in the recent expansion of his +business, had set up a lady clerk also; she was a niece of his wife's +and a very dashing young person indeed, with a huge, drooping +pompadour, big, rolling brown eyes, and a most extensive and +bewildering smile. She was dressed with exceeding smartness and wore +several bangle bracelets that glittered and rattled and tinkled with +every movement of her hands. Matthew was covered with confusion at +finding her there at all; and those bangles completely wrecked his +wits at one fell swoop. + +"What can I do for you this evening. Mr. Cuthbert?" Miss Lucilla +Harris inquired, briskly and ingratiatingly, tapping the counter with +both hands. + +"Have you any--any--any--well now, say any garden rakes?" stammered +Matthew. + +Miss Harris looked somewhat surprised, as well she might, to hear a +man inquiring for garden rakes in the middle of December. + +"I believe we have one or two left over," she said, "but they're +upstairs in the lumber-room. I'll go and see." + +During her absence Matthew collected his scattered senses for another +effort. + +When Miss Harris returned with the rake and cheerfully inquired: +"Anything else tonight, Mr. Cuthbert?" Matthew took his courage in +both hands and replied: "Well now, since you suggest it, I might as +well--take--that is--look at--buy some--some hayseed." + +Miss Harris had heard Matthew Cuthbert called odd. She now concluded +that he was entirely crazy. + +"We only keep hayseed in the spring," she explained loftily. "We've +none on hand just now." + +"Oh, certainly--certainly--just as you say," stammered unhappy +Matthew, seizing the rake and making for the door. At the threshold he +recollected that he had not paid for it and he turned miserably back. +While Miss Harris was counting out his change he rallied his powers +for a final desperate attempt. + +"Well now--if it isn't too much trouble--I might as well--that is--I'd +like to look at--at--some sugar." + +"White or brown?" queried Miss Harris patiently. + +"Oh--well now--brown," said Matthew feebly. + +"There's a barrel of it over there," said Miss Harris, shaking her +bangles at it. "It's the only kind we have." + +"I'll--I'll take twenty pounds of it," said Matthew, with beads of +perspiration standing on his forehead. + +Matthew had driven halfway home before he was his own man again. It +had been a gruesome experience, but it served him right, he thought, +for committing the heresy of going to a strange store. When he reached +home he hid the rake in the tool-house, but the sugar he carried in to +Marilla. + +"Brown sugar!" exclaimed Marilla. "Whatever possessed you to get so +much? You know I never use it except for the hired man's porridge or +black fruit-cake. Jerry's gone and I've made my cake long ago. It's +not good sugar, either--it's coarse and dark--William Blair doesn't +usually keep sugar like that." + +"I--I thought it might come in handy sometime," said Matthew, making +good his escape. + +When Matthew came to think the matter over he decided that a woman was +required to cope with the situation. Marilla was out of the question. +Matthew felt sure she would throw cold water on his project at once. +Remained only Mrs. Lynde; for of no other woman in Avonlea would +Matthew have dared to ask advice. To Mrs. Lynde he went accordingly, +and that good lady promptly took the matter out of the harassed man's +hands. + +"Pick out a dress for you to give Anne? To be sure I will. I'm going +to Carmody tomorrow and I'll attend to it. Have you something +particular in mind? No? Well, I'll just go by my own judgment then. I +believe a nice rich brown would just suit Anne, and William Blair has +some new gloria in that's real pretty. Perhaps you'd like me to make +it up for her, too, seeing that if Marilla was to make it Anne would +probably get wind of it before the time and spoil the surprise? Well, +I'll do it. No, it isn't a mite of trouble. I like sewing. I'll make +it to fit my niece, Jenny Gillis, for she and Anne are as like as two +peas as far as figure goes." + +"Well now, I'm much obliged," said Matthew, "and--and--I dunno--but +I'd like--I think they make the sleeves different nowadays to what +they used to be. If it wouldn't be asking too much I--I'd like them +made in the new way." + +"Puffs? Of course. You needn't worry a speck more about it, Matthew. +I'll make it up in the very latest fashion," said Mrs. Lynde. To +herself she added when Matthew had gone: + +"It'll be a real satisfaction to see that poor child wearing something +decent for once. The way Marilla dresses her is positively ridiculous, +that's what, and I've ached to tell her so plainly a dozen times. I've +held my tongue though, for I can see Marilla doesn't want advice and +she thinks she knows more about bringing children up than I do for all +she's an old maid. But that's always the way. Folks that has brought +up children know that there's no hard and fast method in the world +that'll suit every child. But them as never have think it's all as +plain and easy as Rule of Three--just set your three terms down so +fashion, and the sum'll work out correct. But flesh and blood don't +come under the head of arithmetic and that's where Marilla Cuthbert +makes her mistake. I suppose she's trying to cultivate a spirit of +humility in Anne by dressing her as she does: but it's more likely to +cultivate envy and discontent. I'm sure the child must feel the +difference between her clothes and the other girls'. But to think of +Matthew taking notice of it! That man is waking up after being asleep +for over sixty years." + +Marilla knew all the following fortnight that Matthew had something on +his mind, but what it was she could not guess, until Christmas Eve, +when Mrs. Lynde brought up the new dress. Marilla behaved pretty well +on the whole, although it is very likely she distrusted Mrs. Lynde's +diplomatic explanation that she had made the dress because Matthew was +afraid Anne would find out about it too soon if Marilla made it. + +"So this is what Matthew has been looking so mysterious over and +grinning about to himself for two weeks, is it?" she said a little +stiffly but tolerantly. "I knew he was up to some foolishness. Well, I +must say I don't think Anne needed any more dresses. I made her three +good, warm, serviceable ones this fall, and anything more is sheer +extravagance. There's enough material in those sleeves alone to make a +waist, I declare there is. You'll just pamper Anne's vanity, Matthew, +and she's as vain as a peacock now. Well, I hope she'll be satisfied +at last, for I know she's been hankering after those silly sleeves +ever since they came in, although she never said a word after the +first. The puffs have been getting bigger and more ridiculous right +along; they're as big as balloons now. Next year anybody who wears +them will have to go through a door sideways." + +Christmas morning broke on a beautiful white world. It had been a very +mild December and people had looked forward to a green Christmas; but +just enough snow fell softly in the night to transfigure Avonlea. Anne +peeped out from her frosted gable window with delighted eyes. The firs +in the Haunted Wood were all feathery and wonderful; the birches and +wild cherry trees were outlined in pearl; the ploughed fields were +stretches of snowy dimples; and there was a crisp tang in the air that +was glorious. Anne ran downstairs singing until her voice re-echoed +through Green Gables. + +"Merry Christmas, Marilla! Merry Christmas, Matthew! Isn't it a lovely +Christmas? I'm so glad it's white. Any other kind of Christmas doesn't +seem real, does it? I don't like green Christmases. They're _not_ +green--they're just nasty faded browns and greys. What makes people +call them green? Why--why--Matthew, is that for me? Oh, Matthew!" + +Matthew had sheepishly unfolded the dress from its paper swathings and +held it out with a deprecatory glance at Marilla, who feigned to be +contemptuously filling the teapot, but nevertheless watched the scene +out of the corner of her eye with a rather interested air. + +Anne took the dress and looked at it in reverent silence. Oh, how +pretty it was--a lovely soft brown gloria with all the gloss of silk; +a skirt with dainty frills and shirrings; a waist elaborately +pin-tucked in the most fashionable way, with a little ruffle of filmy +lace at the neck. But the sleeves--they were the crowning glory! Long +elbow cuffs, and above them two beautiful puffs divided by rows of +shirring and bows of brown silk ribbon. + +"That's a Christmas present for you, Anne," said Matthew shyly. +"Why--why--Anne, don't you like it? Well now--well now." + +For Anne's eyes had suddenly filled with tears. + +"_Like_ it! Oh, Matthew!" Anne laid the dress over a chair and clasped +her hands. "Matthew, it's perfectly exquisite. Oh, I can never thank +you enough. Look at those sleeves! Oh, it seems to me this must be a +happy dream." + +"Well, well, let us have breakfast," interrupted Marilla. "I must say, +Anne, I don't think you needed the dress; but since Matthew has got it +for you, see that you take good care of it. There's a hair ribbon Mrs. +Lynde left for you. It's brown, to match the dress. Come now, sit in." + +"I don't see how I'm going to eat breakfast," said Anne rapturously. +"Breakfast seems so commonplace at such an exciting moment. I'd rather +feast my eyes on that dress. I'm so glad that puffed sleeves are +still fashionable. It did seem to me that I'd never get over it if +they went out before I had a dress with them. I'd never have felt +quite satisfied, you see. It was lovely of Mrs. Lynde to give me the +ribbon, too. I feel that I ought to be a very good girl indeed. It's +at times like this I'm sorry I'm not a model little girl; and I always +resolve that I will be in future. But somehow it's hard to carry out +your resolutions when irresistible temptations come. Still, I really +will make an extra effort after this." + +When the commonplace breakfast was over Diana appeared, crossing the +white log bridge in the hollow, a gay little figure in her crimson +ulster. Anne flew down the slope to meet her. + +"Merry Christmas, Diana! And oh, it's a wonderful Christmas. I've +something splendid to show you. Matthew has given me the loveliest +dress, with _such_ sleeves. I couldn't even imagine any nicer." + +"I've got something more for you," said Diana breathlessly. +"Here--this box. Aunt Josephine sent us out a big box with ever so +many things in it--and this is for you. I'd have brought it over last +night, but it didn't come until after dark, and I never feel very +comfortable coming through the Haunted Wood in the dark now." + +Anne opened the box and peeped in. First a card with "For the +Anne-girl and Merry Christmas," written on it; and then, a pair of the +daintiest little kid slippers, with beaded toes and satin bows and +glistening buckles. + +"Oh," said Anne, "Diana, this is too much, I must be dreaming." + +"_I_ call it providential," said Diana. "You won't have to borrow +Ruby's slippers now, and that's a blessing, for they're two sizes too +big for you, and it would be awful to hear a fairy shuffling. Josie +Pye would be delighted. Mind you, Rob Wright went home with Gertie Pye +from the practice night before last. Did you ever hear anything equal +to that?" + +All the Avonlea scholars were in a fever of excitement that day, for +the hall had to be decorated and a last grand rehearsal held. + +The concert came off in the evening and was a pronounced success. The +little hall was crowded; all the performers did excellently well, but +Anne was the bright particular star of the occasion, as even envy, in +the shape of Josie Pye, dared not deny. + +"Oh, hasn't it been a brilliant evening?" sighed Anne, when it was all +over and she and Diana were walking home together under a dark, starry +sky. + +"Everything went off very well," said Diana practically. "I guess we +must have made as much as ten dollars. Mind you, Mr. Allan is going to +send an account of it to the Charlottetown papers." + +"Oh, Diana, will we really see our names in print? It makes me thrill +to think of it. Your solo was perfectly elegant, Diana. I felt prouder +than you did when it was encored. I just said to myself, 'It is my +dear bosom friend who is so honoured.'" + +"Well, your recitations just brought down the house, Anne. That sad +one was simply splendid." + +"Oh, I was so nervous, Diana. When Mr. Allan called out my name I +really cannot tell how I ever got up on that platform. I felt as if a +million eyes were looking at me and through me, and for one dreadful +moment I was sure I couldn't begin at all. Then I thought of my lovely +puffed sleeves and took courage. I knew that I must live up to those +sleeves, Diana. So I started in, and my voice seemed to be coming from +ever so far away. I just felt like a parrot. It's providential that I +practised those recitations so often up in the garret, or I'd never +have been able to get through. Did I groan all right?" + +"Yes, indeed, you groaned lovely," assured Diana. + +"I saw old Mrs. Sloane wiping away tears when I sat down. It was +splendid to think I had touched somebody's heart. It's so romantic to +take part in a concert isn't it? Oh, it's been a very memorable +occasion indeed." + +"Wasn't the boys' dialogue fine?" said Diana. "Gilbert Blythe was just +splendid. Anne, I do think it's awful mean the way you treat Gil. Wait +till I tell you. When you ran off the platform after the fairy +dialogue one of your roses fell out of your hair. I saw Gil pick it up +and put it in his breast pocket. There now. You're so romantic that +I'm sure you ought to be pleased at that." + +"It's nothing to me what that person does," said Anne loftily. "I +simply never waste a thought on him, Diana." + +That night Marilla and Matthew, who had been out to a concert for the +first time in twenty years, sat for awhile by the kitchen fire after +Anne had gone to bed. + +"Well now, I guess our Anne did as well as any of them," said Matthew +proudly. + +"Yes, she did," admitted Marilla. "She's a bright child, Matthew. And +she looked real nice, too. I've been kind of opposed to this concert +scheme, but I suppose there's no real harm in it after all. Anyhow, I +was proud of Anne tonight, although I'm not going to tell her so." + +"Well now, I was proud of her and I did tell her so 'fore she went +upstairs," said Matthew. "We must see what we can do for her some of +these days, Marilla. I guess she'll need something more than Avonlea +school by and by." + +"There's time enough to think of that," said Marilla. "She's only +thirteen in March. Though tonight it struck me she was growing quite a +big girl. Mrs. Lynde made that dress a mite too long, and it makes +Anne look so tall. She's quick to learn and I guess the best thing we +can do for her will be to send her to Queen's after a spell. But +nothing need be said about that for a year or two yet." + +"Well now, it'll do no harm to be thinking it over off and on," said +Matthew. "Things like that are all the better for lots of thinking +over." + + + + +Missy's Room + + +Mrs. Falconer and Miss Bailey walked home together through the fine +blue summer afternoon from the Ladies' Aid meeting at Mrs. Robinson's. +They were talking earnestly; that is to say, Miss Bailey was talking +earnestly and volubly, and Mrs. Falconer was listening. Mrs. Falconer +had reduced the practice of listening to a fine art. She was a thin, +wistful-faced mite of a woman, with sad brown eyes, and with +snow-white hair that was a libel on her fifty-five years and girlish +step. Nobody in Lindsay ever felt very well acquainted with Mrs. +Falconer, in spite of the fact that she had lived among them forty +years. She kept between her and her world a fine, baffling reserve +which no one had ever been able to penetrate. It was known that she +had had a bitter sorrow in her life, but she never made any reference +to it, and most people in Lindsay had forgotten it. Some foolish ones +even supposed that Mrs. Falconer had forgotten it. + +"Well, I do not know what on earth is to be done with Camilla Clark," +said Miss Bailey, with a prodigious sigh. "I suppose that we will +simply have to trust the whole matter to Providence." + +Miss Bailey's tone and sigh really seemed to intimate to the world at +large that Providence was a last resort and a very dubious one. Not +that Miss Bailey meant anything of the sort; her faith was as +substantial as her works, which were many and praiseworthy and +seasonable. + +The case of Camilla Clark was agitating the Ladies' Aid of one of the +Lindsay churches. They had talked about it through the whole of that +afternoon session while they sewed for their missionary box--talked +about it, and come to no conclusion. + +In the preceding spring James Clark, one of the hands in the lumber +mill at Lindsay, had been killed in an accident. The shock had proved +nearly fatal to his young wife. The next day Camilla Clark's baby was +born dead, and the poor mother hovered for weeks between life and +death. Slowly, very slowly, life won the battle, and Camilla came back +from the valley of the shadow. But she was still an invalid, and would +be so for a long time. + +The Clarks had come to Lindsay only a short time before the accident. +They were boarding at Mrs. Barry's when it happened, and Mrs. Barry +had shown every kindness and consideration to the unhappy young widow. +But now the Barrys were very soon to leave Lindsay for the West, and +the question was, what was to be done with Camilla Clark? She could +not go west; she could not even do work of any sort yet in Lindsay; +she had no relatives or friends in the world; and she was absolutely +penniless. As she and her husband had joined the church to which the +aforesaid Ladies' Aid belonged, the members thereof felt themselves +bound to take up her case and see what could be done for her. + +The obvious solution was for some of them to offer her a home until +such time as she would be able to go to work. But there did not seem +to be anyone who could offer to do this--unless it was Mrs. Falconer. +The church was small, and the Ladies' Aid smaller. There were only +twelve members in it; four of these were unmarried ladies who boarded, +and so were helpless in the matter; of the remaining eight seven had +large families, or sick husbands, or something else that prevented +them from offering Camilla Clark an asylum. Their excuses were all +valid; they were good, sincere women who would have taken her in if +they could, but they could not see their way clear to do so. However, +it was probable they would eventually manage it in some way if Mrs. +Falconer did not rise to the occasion. + +Nobody liked to ask Mrs. Falconer outright to take Camilla Clark in, +yet everyone thought she might offer. She was comfortably off, and +though her house was small, there was nobody to live in it except +herself and her husband. But Mrs. Falconer sat silent through all the +discussion of the Ladies' Aid, and never opened her lips on the +subject of Camilla Clark despite the numerous hints which she +received. + +Miss Bailey made one more effort as aforesaid. When her despairing +reference to Providence brought forth no results, she wished she dared +ask Mrs. Falconer openly to take Camilla Clark, but somehow she did +not dare. There were not many things that could daunt Miss Bailey, but +Mrs. Falconer's reserve and gentle aloofness always could. + +When Miss Bailey had gone on down the village street, Mrs. Falconer +paused for a few moments at her gate, apparently lost in deep thought. +She was perfectly well aware of all the hints that had been thrown out +for her benefit that afternoon. She knew that the Aids, one and all, +thought that she ought to take Camilla Clark. But she had no room to +give her--for it was out of the question to think of putting her in +Missy's room. + +"I couldn't do such a thing," she said to herself piteously. "They +don't understand--they can't understand--but I _couldn't_ give her +Missy's room. I'm sorry for poor Camilla, and I wish I could help her. +But I can't give her Missy's room, and I have no other." + +The little Falconer cottage, set back from the road in the green +seclusion of an apple orchard and thick, leafy maples, was a very tiny +one. There were just two rooms downstairs and two upstairs. When Mrs. +Falconer entered the kitchen an old-looking man with long white hair +and mild blue eyes looked up with a smile from the bright-coloured +blocks before him. + +"Have you been lonely, Father?" said Mrs. Falconer tenderly. + +He shook his head, still smiling. + +"No, not lonely. These"--pointing to the blocks--"are so pretty. See +my house, Mother." + +This man was Mrs. Falconer's husband. Once he had been one of the +smartest, most intelligent men in Lindsay, and one of the most trusted +employees of the railroad company. Then there had been a train +collision. Malcolm Falconer was taken out of the wreck fearfully +injured. He eventually recovered physical health, but he was from that +time forth merely a child in intellect--a harmless, kindly creature, +docile and easily amused. + +Mrs. Falconer tried to dismiss the thought of Camilla Clark from her +mind, but it would not be dismissed. Her conscience reproached her +continually. She tried to compromise with it by saying that she would +go down and see Camilla that evening and take her some nice fresh +Irish moss jelly. It was so good for delicate people. + +She found Camilla alone in the Barry sitting-room, and noticed with a +feeling that was almost like self-reproach how thin and frail and +white the poor young creature looked. Why, she seemed little more +than a child! Her great dark eyes were far too big for her wasted +face, and her hands were almost transparent. + +"I'm not much better yet," said Camilla tremulously, in response to +Mrs. Falconer's inquiries. "Oh, I'm so slow getting well! And I +know--I feel that I'm a burden to everybody." + +"But you mustn't think that, dear," said Mrs. Falconer, feeling more +uncomfortable than ever. "We are all glad to do all we can for you." + +Mrs. Falconer paused suddenly. She was a very truthful woman and she +instantly realized that that last sentence was not true. She was not +doing all she could for Camilla--she would not be glad, she feared, to +do all she could. + +"If I were only well enough to go to work," sighed Camilla. "Mr. Marks +says I can have a place in the shoe factory whenever I'm able to. But +it will be so long yet. Oh, I'm so tired and discouraged!" + +She put her hands over her face and sobbed. Mrs. Falconer caught her +breath. What if Missy were somewhere alone in the world--ill, +friendless, with never a soul to offer her a refuge or a shelter? It +was so very, very probable. Before she could check herself Mrs. +Falconer spoke. "My dear, don't cry! I want you to come and stay with +me until you get perfectly well. You won't be a speck of trouble, and +I'll be glad to have you for company." + +Mrs. Falconer's Rubicon was crossed. She could not draw back now if +she wanted to. But she was not at all sure that she did want to. By +the time she reached home she was sure she didn't want to. And yet--to +give Missy's room to Camilla! It seemed a great sacrifice to Mrs. +Falconer. + +She went up to it the next morning with firmly set lips to air and +dust it. It was just the same as when Missy had left it long ago. +Nothing had ever been moved or changed, but everything had always been +kept beautifully neat and clean. Snow-white muslin curtains hung +before the small square window. In one corner was a little white bed. +Missy's pictures hung on the walls; Missy's books and work-basket were +lying on the square stand; there was a bit of half-finished fancy +work, yellow from age, lying in the basket. On a small bureau before +the gilt-framed mirror were several little girlish knick-knacks and +boxes whose contents had never been disturbed since Missy went away. +One of Missy's gay pink ribbons--Missy had been so fond of pink +ribbons--hung over the top of the mirror. On a chair lay Missy's hat, +bright with ribbons and roses, just as Missy had laid it there on the +night before she left her home. + +Mrs. Falconer's lips quivered as she looked about the room, and tears +came to her eyes. Oh, how could she put these things away and bring a +stranger here--here, where no one save herself had entered for fifteen +years, here in this room, sacred to Missy's memory, waiting for her +return when she should be weary of wandering? It almost seemed to the +mother's vague fancy, distorted by long, silent brooding, that her +daughter's innocent girlhood had been kept here for her and would be +lost forever if the room were given to another. + +"I suppose it's dreadful foolishness," said Mrs. Falconer, wiping her +eyes. "I know it is, but I can't help it. It just goes to my heart to +think of putting these things away. But I must do it. Camilla is +coming here today, and this room must be got ready for her. Oh, Missy, +my poor lost child, it's for your sake I'm doing this--because you may +be suffering somewhere as Camilla is now, and I'd wish the same +kindness to be shown to you." + +She opened the window and put fresh linen on the bed. One by one +Missy's little belongings were removed and packed carefully away. On +the gay, foolish little hat with its faded wreath of roses the +mother's tears fell as she put it in a box. She remembered so plainly +the first time Missy had worn it. She could see the pretty, delicately +tinted face, the big shining brown eyes, and the riotous golden curls +under the drooping, lace-edged brim. Oh, where was Missy now? What +roof sheltered her? Did she ever think of her mother and the little +white cottage under the maples, and the low-ceilinged, dim room where +she had knelt to say her childhood's prayer? + +Camilla Clark came that afternoon. + +"Oh, it is lovely here," she said gratefully, looking out into the +rustling shade of the maples. "I'm sure I shall soon get well here. +Mrs. Barry was so kind to me--I shall never forget her kindness--but +the house is so close to the factory, and there was such a whirring +of wheels all the time, it seemed to get into my head and make me wild +with nervousness. I'm so weak that sounds like that worry me. But it +is so still and green and peaceful here. It just rests me." + +When bedtime came, Mrs. Falconer took Camilla up to Missy's room. It +was not as hard as she had expected it to be after all. The wrench was +over with the putting away of Missy's things, and it did not hurt the +mother to see the frail, girlish Camilla in her daughter's place. + +"What a dear little room!" said Camilla, glancing around. "It is so +white and sweet. Oh, I know I am going to sleep well here, and dream +sweet dreams." + +"It was my daughter's room," said Mrs. Falconer, sitting down on the +chintz-covered seat by the open window. + +Camilla looked surprised. + +"I did not know you had a daughter," she said. + +"Yes--I had just the one child," said Mrs. Falconer dreamily. + +For fifteen years she had never spoken of Missy to a living soul +except her husband. But now she felt a sudden impulse to tell Camilla +about her, and about the room. + +"Her name was Isabella, after her father's mother, but we never called +her anything but Missy. That was the little name she gave herself when +she began to talk. Oh, I've missed her so!" + +"When did she die?" asked Camilla softly, sympathy shining, starlike, +in her dark eyes. + +"She--she didn't die," said Mrs. Falconer. "She went away. She was a +pretty girl and gay and fond of fun--but such a good girl. Oh, Missy +was always a good girl! Her father and I were so proud of her--too +proud, I suppose. She had her little faults--she was too fond of dress +and gaiety, but then she was so young, and we indulged her. Then Bert +Williams came to Lindsay to work in the factory. He was a handsome +fellow, with taking ways about him, but he was drunken and profane, +and nobody knew anything about his past life. He fascinated Missy. He +kept coming to see her until her father forbade him the house. Then +our poor, foolish child used to meet him elsewhere. We found this out +afterwards. And at last she ran away with him, and they were married +over at Peterboro and went there to live, for Bert had got work there. +We--we were too hard on Missy. But her father was so dreadful hurt +about it. He'd been so fond and proud of her, and he felt that she had +disgraced him. He disowned her, and sent her word never to show her +face here again, for he'd never forgive her. And I was angry too. I +didn't send her any word at all. Oh, how I've wept over that! If I had +just sent her one little word of forgiveness, everything might have +been different. But Father forbade me to. + +"Then in a little while there was a dreadful trouble. A woman came to +Peterboro and claimed to be Bert Williams's wife--and she was--she +proved it. Bert cleared out and was never seen again in these parts. +As soon as we heard about it Father relented, and I went right down +to Peterboro to see Missy and bring her home. But she wasn't +there--she had gone, nobody knew where. I got a letter from her the +next week. She said her heart was broken, and she knew we would never +forgive her, and she couldn't face the disgrace, so she was going away +where nobody would ever find her. We did everything we could to trace +her, but we never could. We've never heard from her since, and it is +fifteen years ago. Sometimes I am afraid she is dead, but then again I +feel sure she isn't. Oh, Camilla, if I could only find my poor child +and bring her home! + +"This was her room. And when she went away I made up my mind I would +keep it for her just as she left it, and I have up to now. Nobody has +ever been inside the door but myself. I've always hoped that Missy +would come home, and I would lead her up here and say, 'Missy, here is +your room just as you left it, and here is your place in your mother's +heart just as you left it,' But she never came. I'm afraid she never +will." + +Mrs. Falconer dropped her face in her hands and sobbed softly. Camilla +came over to her and put her arms about her. + +"I think she will," she said. "I think--I am sure your love and +prayers will bring Missy home yet. And I understand how good you have +been in giving me her room--oh, I know what it must have cost you! I +will pray tonight that God will bring Missy back to you." + +When Mrs. Falconer returned to the kitchen to close the house for the +night, her husband being already sound asleep; she heard a low, timid +knock at the door. Wondering who it could be so late, she opened it. +The light fell on a shrinking, shabby figure on the step, and on a +pale, pinched face in which only a mother could have recognized the +features of her child. Mrs. Falconer gave a cry. + +"Missy! Missy! Missy!" + +She caught the poor wanderer to her heart and drew her in. + +"Oh, Missy, Missy, have you come back at last? Thank God! Oh, thank +God!" + +"I _had_ to come back. I was starving for a glimpse of your face and +of the old home, Mother," sobbed Missy. "But I didn't mean you should +know--I never meant to show myself to you. I've been sick, and just as +soon as I got better I came here. I meant to creep home after dark and +look at the dear old house, and perhaps get a glimpse of you and +Father through the window if you were still here. I didn't know if you +were. And then I meant to go right away on the night train. I was +under the window and I heard you telling my story to someone. Oh, +Mother, when I knew that you had forgiven me, that you loved me still +and had always kept my room for me, I made up my mind that I'd show +myself to you." + +The mother had got her child into a rocking-chair and removed the +shabby hat and cloak. How ill and worn and faded Missy looked! Yet her +face was pure and fine, and there was in it something sweeter than had +ever been there in her beautiful girlhood. + +"I'm terribly changed, am I not, Mother?" said Missy, with a faint +smile. "I've had a hard life--but an honest one, Mother. When I went +away I was almost mad with the disgrace my wilfulness had brought on +you and Father and myself. I went as far as I could get away from you, +and I got work in a factory. I've worked there ever since, just making +enough to keep body and soul together. Oh, I've starved for a word +from you--the sight of your face! But I thought Father would spurn me +from his door if I should ever dare to come back." + +"Oh, Missy!" sobbed the mother. "Your poor father is just like a +child. He got a terrible hurt ten years ago, and never got over it. I +don't suppose he'll even know you--he's clean forgot everything. But +he forgave you before it happened. You poor child, you're done right +out. You're too weak to be travelling. But never mind, you're home +now, and I'll soon nurse you up. I'll put on the kettle and get you a +good cup of tea first thing. And you're not to do any more talking +till the morning. But, oh, Missy, I can't take you to your own room +after all. Camilla Clark has it, and she'll be asleep by now; we +mustn't disturb her, for she's been real sick. I'll fix up a bed for +you on the sofa, though. Missy, Missy, let us kneel down here and +thank God for His mercy!" + +Late that night, when Missy had fallen asleep in her improvised bed, +the wakeful mother crept in to gloat over her. + +"Just to think," she whispered, "if I hadn't taken Camilla Clark in, +Missy wouldn't have heard me telling about the room, and she'd have +gone away again and never have known. Oh, I don't deserve such a +blessing when I was so unwilling to take Camilla! But I know one +thing: this is going to be Camilla's home. There'll be no leaving it +even when she does get well. She shall be my daughter, and I'll love +her next to Missy." + + + + +Ted's Afternoon Off + + +Ted was up at five that morning, as usual. He always had to rise early +to kindle the fire and go for the cows, but on this particular morning +there was no "had to" about it. He had awakened at four o'clock and +had sprung eagerly to the little garret window facing the east, to see +what sort of a day was being born. Thrilling with excitement, he saw +that it was going to be a glorious day. The sky was all rosy and +golden and clear beyond the sharp-pointed, dark firs on Lee's Hill. +Out to the north the sea was shimmering and sparkling gaily, with +little foam crests here and there ruffled up by the cool morning +breeze. Oh, it would be a splendid day! + +And he, Ted Melvin, was to have a half holiday for the first time +since he had come to live in Brookdale four years ago--a whole +afternoon off to go to the Sunday School picnic at the beach beyond +the big hotel. It almost seemed too good to be true! + +The Jacksons, with whom he had lived ever since his mother had died, +did not think holidays were necessities for boys. Hard work and +cast-off clothes, and three grudgingly allowed months of school in the +winter, made up Ted's life year in and year out--his outer life at +least. He had an inner life of dreams, but nobody knew or suspected +anything about that. To everybody in Brookdale he was simply Ted +Melvin, a shy, odd-looking little fellow with big dreamy black eyes +and a head of thick tangled curls which could never be made to look +tidy and always annoyed Mrs. Jackson exceedingly. + +It was as yet too early to light the fire or go for the cows. Ted +crept softly to a corner in the garret and took from the wall an old +brown fiddle. It had been his father's. He loved to play on it, and +his few rare spare moments were always spent in the garret corner or +the hayloft, with his precious fiddle. It was his one link with the +old life he had lived in a little cottage far away, with a mother who +had loved him and a merry young father who had made wonderful music on +the old brown violin. + +Ted pushed open his garret window and, seating himself on the sill, +began to play, with his eyes fixed on the glowing eastern sky. He +played very softly, since Mrs. Jackson had a pronounced dislike to +being wakened by "fiddling at all unearthly hours." + +The music he made was beautiful and would have astonished anybody who +knew enough to know how wonderful it really was. But there was nobody +to hear this little neglected urchin of all work, and he fiddled away +happily, the music floating out of the garret window, over the +treetops and the dew-wet clover fields, until it mingled with the +winds and was lost in the silver skies of the morning. + +Ted worked doubly hard all that forenoon, since there was a double +share of work to do if, as Mrs. Jackson said, he was to be gadding to +picnics in the afternoon. But he did it all cheerily and whistled for +joy as he worked. + +After dinner Mrs. Ross came in. Mrs. Ross lived down on the shore road +and made a living for herself and her two children by washing and +doing days' work out. She was not a very cheerful person and generally +spoke as if on the point of bursting into tears. She looked more +doleful than ever today, and lost no time in explaining why. + +"I've just got word that my sister over at White Sands is sick with +pendikis"--this was the nearest Mrs. Ross could get to +appendicitis--"and has to go to the hospital. I've got to go right over +and see her, Mrs. Jackson, and I've run in to ask if Ted can go and +stay with Jimmy till I get back. There's no one else I can get, and +Amelia is away. I'll be back this evening. I don't like leaving Jimmy +alone." + +"Ted's been promised that he could go to the picnic this afternoon," +said Mrs. Jackson shortly. "Mr. Jackson said he could go, so he'll +have to please himself. If he's willing to stay with Jimmy instead, he +can. _I_ don't care." + +"Oh, I've _got_ to go to the picnic," cried Ted impulsively. "I'm +awful sorry for Jimmy--but I _must_ go to the picnic." + +"I s'pose you feel so," said Mrs. Ross, sighing heavily. "I dunno's I +blame you. Picnics is more cheerful than staying with a poor little +lame boy, I don't doubt. Well, I s'pose I can put Jimmy's supper on +the table clost to him, and shut the cat in with him, and mebbe he'll +worry through. He was counting on having you to fiddle for him, +though. Jimmy's crazy about music, and he don't never hear much of it. +Speaking of fiddling, there's a great fiddler stopping at the hotel +now. His name is Blair Milford, and he makes his living fiddling at +concerts. I knew him well when he was a child--I was nurse in his +father's family. He was a taking little chap, and I was real fond of +him. Well, I must be getting. Jimmy'll feel bad at staying alone, but +I'll tell him he'll just have to put up with it." + +Mrs. Ross sighed herself away, and Ted flew up to his garret corner +with a choking in his throat. He couldn't go to stay with Jimmy--he +couldn't give up the picnic! Why, he had never been at a picnic; and +they were going to drive to the hotel beach in wagons, and have +swings, and games, and ice cream, and a boat sail to Curtain Island! +He had been looking forward to it, waking and dreaming, for a +fortnight. He _must_ go. But poor little Jimmy! It was too bad for him +to be left all alone. + +"I wouldn't like it myself," said Ted miserably, trying to swallow a +lump that persisted in coming up in his throat. "It must be dreadful +to have to lie on the sofa all the time and never be able to run, +climb trees or play, or do a single thing. And Jimmy doesn't like +reading much. He'll be dreadful lonesome. I'll be thinking of him all +the time at the picnic--I know I will. I suppose I _could_ go and +stay with him, if I just made up my mind to it." + +Making up his mind to it was a slow and difficult process. But when +Ted was finally dressed in his shabby, "skimpy" Sunday best, he tucked +his precious fiddle under his arm and slipped downstairs. "Please, I +think I'll go and stay with Jimmy," he said to Mrs. Jackson timidly, +as he always spoke to her. + +"Well, if you're to waste the afternoon, I s'pose it's better to waste +it that way than in going to a picnic and eating yourself sick," was +Mrs. Jackson's ungracious response. + +Ted reached Mrs. Ross's little house just as that good lady was +locking the door on Jimmy and the cat. "Well, I'm real glad," she +said, when Ted told her he had come to stay. "I'd have worried most +awful if I'd had to leave Jimmy all alone. He's crying in there this +minute. Come now, Jimmy, dry up. Here's Ted come to stop with you +after all, and he's brought his fiddle, too." + +Jimmy's tears were soon dried, and he welcomed Ted joyfully. "I've +been thinking awful long to hear you fiddling," said Jimmy, with a +sigh of content. "Seems like the ache ain't never half so bad when I'm +listening to music--and when it's your music, I forget there's any +ache at all." + +Ted took his violin and began to play. After all, it was almost as +good as a picnic to have a whole afternoon for his music. The stuffy +little room, with its dingy plaster and shabby furniture, was filled +with wonderful harmonies. Once he began, Ted could play for hours at a +stretch and never be conscious of fatigue. Jimmy lay and listened in +rapturous content while Ted's violin sang and laughed and dreamed and +rippled. + +There was another listener besides Jimmy. Outside, on the red +sandstone doorstep, a man was sitting--a tall, well-dressed man with a +pale, beautiful face and long, supple white hands. Motionless, he sat +there and listened to the music until at last it stopped. Then he rose +and knocked at the door. Ted, violin in hand, opened it. + +An expression of amazement flashed into the stranger's face, but he +only said, "Is Mrs. Ross at home?" + +"No, sir," said Ted shyly. "She went over to White Sands and she won't +be back till night. But Jimmy is here--Jimmy is her little boy. Will +you come in?" + +"I'm sorry Mrs. Ross is away," said the stranger, entering. "She was +an old nurse of mine. I must confess I've been sitting on the step out +there for some time, listening to your music. Who taught you to play, +my boy?" + +"Nobody," said Ted simply. "I've always been able to play." + +"He makes it up himself out of his own head, sir," said Jimmy eagerly. + +"No, I don't make it--it makes itself--it just _comes_," said Ted, a +dreamy gaze coming into his big black eyes. + +The caller looked at him closely. "I know a little about music +myself," he said. "My name is Blair Milford and I am a professional +violinist. Your playing is wonderful. What is your name?" + +"Ted Melvin." + +"Well, Ted, I think that you have a great talent, and it ought to be +cultivated. You should have competent instruction. Come, you must tell +me all about yourself." + +Ted told what little he thought there was to tell. Blair Milford +listened and nodded, guessing much that Ted didn't tell and, indeed, +didn't know himself. Then he made Ted play for him again. "Amazing!" +he said softly, under his breath. + +Finally he took the violin and played himself. Ted and Jimmy listened +breathlessly. "Oh, if I could only play like that!" said Ted +wistfully. + +Blair Milford smiled. "You will play much better some day if you get +the proper training," he said. "You have a wonderful talent, my boy, +and you should have it cultivated. It will never in the world do to +waste such genius. Yes, that is the right word," he went on musingly, +as if talking to himself, "'genius.' Nature is always taking us by +surprise. This child has what I have never had and would make any +sacrifice for. And yet in him it may come to naught for lack of +opportunity. But it must not, Ted. You must have a musical training." + +"I can't take lessons, if that is what you mean, sir," said Ted +wonderingly. "Mr. Jackson wouldn't pay for them." + +"I think we needn't worry about the question of payment if you can +find time to practise," said Blair Milford. "I am to be at the beach +for two months yet. For once I'll take a music pupil. But will you +have time to practise?" + +"Yes, sir, I'll make time," said Ted, as soon as he could speak at all +for the wonder of it. "I'll get up at four in the morning and have an +hour's practising before the time for the cows. But I'm afraid it'll +be too much trouble for you, sir, I'm afraid--" + +Blair Milford laughed and put his slim white hand on Ted's curly head. +"It isn't much trouble to train an artist. It is a privilege. Ah, Ted, +you have what I once hoped I had, what I know now I never can have. +You don't understand me. You will some day." + +"Ain't he an awful nice man?" said Jimmy, when Blair Milford had gone. +"But what did he mean by all that talk?" + +"I don't know exactly," said Ted dreamily. "That is, I seem to _feel_ +what he meant but I can't quite put it into words. But, oh, Jimmy, I'm +so happy. I'm to have lessons--I have always longed to have them." + +"I guess you're glad you didn't go to the picnic?" said Jimmy. + +"Yes, but I was glad before, Jimmy, honest I was." + +Blair Milford kept his promise. He interviewed Mr. and Mrs. Jackson +and, by means best known to himself, induced them to consent that Ted +should take music lessons every Saturday afternoon. He was a pupil to +delight a teacher's heart and, after every lesson, Blair Milford +looked at him with kindly eyes and murmured, "Amazing," under his +breath. Finally he went again to the Jacksons, and the next day he +said to Ted, "Ted, would you like to come away with me--live with +me--be my boy and have your gift for music thoroughly cultivated?" + +"What do you mean, sir?" said Ted tremblingly. + +"I mean that I want you--that I must have you, Ted. I've talked to Mr. +Jackson, and he has consented to let you come. You shall be educated, +you shall have the best masters in your art that the world affords, +you shall have the career I once dreamed of. Will you come, Ted?" + +Ted drew a long breath. "Yes, sir," he said. "But it isn't so much +because of the music--it's because I love you, Mr. Milford, and I'm so +glad I'm to be always with you." + + + + +The Doctor's Sweetheart + + +Just because I am an old woman outwardly it doesn't follow that I am +one inwardly. Hearts don't grow old--or shouldn't. Mine hasn't, I am +thankful to say. It bounded like a girl's with delight when I saw +Doctor John and Marcella Barry drive past this afternoon. If the +doctor had been my own son I couldn't have felt more real pleasure in +his happiness. I'm only an old lady who can do little but sit by her +window and knit, but eyes were made for seeing, and I use mine for +that purpose. When I see the good and beautiful things--and a body +need never look for the other kind, you know--the things God planned +from the beginning and brought about in spite of the counter plans and +schemes of men, I feel such a deep joy that I'm glad, even at +seventy-five, to be alive in a world where such things come to pass. +And if ever God meant and made two people for each other, those people +were Doctor John and Marcella Barry; and that is what I always tell +folk who come here commenting on the difference in their ages. "Old +enough to be her father," sniffed Mrs. Riddell to me the other day. I +didn't say anything to Mrs. Riddell. I just looked at her. I presume +my face expressed what I felt pretty clearly. How any woman can live +for sixty years in the world, as Mrs. Riddell has, a wife and mother +at that, and not get some realization of the beauty and general +satisfactoriness of a real and abiding love, is something I cannot +understand and never shall be able to. + +Nobody in Bridgeport believed that Marcella would ever come back, +except Doctor John and me--not even her Aunt Sara. I've heard people +laugh at me when I said I knew she would; but nobody minds being +laughed at when she is sure of a thing and I was sure that Marcella +Barry would come back as that the sun rose and set. I hadn't lived +beside her for eight years to know so little about her as to doubt +her. Neither had Doctor John. + +Marcella was only eight years old when she came to live in Bridgeport. +Her father, Chester Barry, had just died. Her mother, who was a sister +of Miss Sara Bryant, my next door neighbor, had been dead for four +years. Marcella's father left her to the guardianship of his brother, +Richard Barry; but Miss Sara pleaded so hard to have the little girl +that the Barrys consented to let Marcella live with her aunt until she +was sixteen. Then, they said, she would have to go back to them, to be +properly educated and take the place of her father's daughter in _his_ +world. For, of course, it is a fact that Miss Sara Bryant's world was +and is a very different one from Chester Barry's world. As to which +side the difference favors, that isn't for me to say. It all depends +on your standard of what is really worth while, you know. + +So Marcella came to live with us in Bridgeport. I say "us" advisedly. +She slept and ate in her aunt's house, but every house in the village +was a home to her; for, with all our little disagreements and diverse +opinions, we are really all one big family, and everybody feels an +interest in and a good working affection for everybody else. Besides, +Marcella was one of those children whom everybody loves at sight, and +keeps on loving. One long, steady gaze from those big grayish-blue +black-lashed eyes of hers went right into your heart and stayed there. + +She was a pretty child and as good as she was pretty. It was the right +sort of goodness, too, with just enough spice of original sin in it to +keep it from spoiling by reason of over-sweetness. She was a frank, +loyal, brave little thing, even at eight, and wouldn't have said or +done a mean or false thing to save her life. + +She and I were right good friends from the beginning. She loved me and +she loved her Aunt Sara; but from the very first her best and deepest +affection went out to Doctor John Haven, who lived in the big brick +house on the other side of Miss Sara's. + +Doctor John was a Bridgeport boy, and when he got through college he +came right home and settled down here, with his widowed mother. The +Bridgeport girls were fluttered, for eligible young men were scarce in +our village; there was considerable setting of caps, I must say that, +although I despise ill-natured gossip; but neither the caps nor the +wearers thereof seemed to make any impression on Doctor John. Mrs. +Riddell said that he was a born old bachelor; I suppose she based her +opinion on the fact that Doctor John was always a quiet, bookish +fellow, who didn't care a button for society, and had never been +guilty of a flirtation in his life. I knew Doctor John's heart far +better than Martha Riddell could know anybody's; and I knew there was +nothing of the old bachelor in his nature. He just had to wait for the +right woman, that was all, not being able to content himself with less +as some men can and do. If she never came Doctor John would never +marry; but he wouldn't be an old bachelor for all that. + +He was thirty when Marcella came to Bridgeport--a tall, +broad-shouldered man with a mane of thick brown curls and level, dark +hazel eyes. He walked with a little stoop, his hands clasped behind +him; and he had the sweetest, deepest voice. Spoken music, if ever a +voice was. He was kind and brave and gentle, but a little distant and +reserved with most people. Everybody in Bridgeport liked him, but only +a very few ever passed the inner gates of his confidence or were +admitted to any share in his real life. I am proud to say I was one; I +think it is something for an old woman to boast of. + +Doctor John was always fond of children, and they of him. It was +natural that he and little Marcella should take to each other. He had +the most to do with bringing her up, for Miss Sara consulted him in +everything. Marcella was not hard to manage for the most part; but she +had a will of her own, and when she did set it up in opposition to +the powers that were, nobody but the doctor could influence her at +all; she never resisted him or disobeyed his wishes. + +Marcella was one of those girls who develop early. I suppose her +constant association with us elderly folks had something to do with +it, too. But, at fifteen, she was a woman, loving, beautiful, and +spirited. + +And Doctor John loved her--loved the woman, not the child. I knew it +before he did--but not, as I think, before Marcella did, for those +young, straight-gazing eyes of hers were wonderfully quick to read +into other people's hearts. I watched them together and saw the love +growing between them, like a strong, fair, perfect flower, whose +fragrance was to endure for eternity. Miss Sara saw it, too, and was +half-pleased and half-worried; even Miss Sara thought the Doctor too +old for Marcella; and besides, there were the Barrys to be reckoned +with. Those Barrys were the nightmare dread of poor Miss Sara's life. + +The time came when Doctor John's eyes were opened. He looked into his +own heart and read there what life had written for him. As he told me +long afterwards, it came to him with a shock that left him +white-lipped. But he was a brave, sensible fellow and he looked the +matter squarely in the face. First of all, he put away to one side all +that the world might say; the thing concerned solely him and Marcella, +and the world had nothing to do with it. That disposed of, he asked +himself soberly if he had a right to try to win Marcella's love. He +decided that he had not; it would be taking an unfair advantage of her +youth and inexperience. He knew that she must soon go to her father's +people--she must not go bound by any ties of his making. Doctor John, +for Marcella's sake, gave the decision against his own heart. + +So much did Doctor John tell me, his old friend and confidant. I said +nothing and gave no advice, not having lived seventy-five years for +nothing. I knew that Doctor John's decision was manly and right and +fair; but I also knew it was all nullified by the fact that Marcella +already loved him. + +So much I knew; the rest I was left to suppose. The Doctor and +Marcella told me much, but there were some things too sacred to be +told, even to me. So that to this day I don't know how the doctor +found out that Marcella loved him. All I know is that one day, just a +month before her sixteenth birthday, the two came hand in hand to Miss +Sara and me, as we sat on Miss Sara's veranda in the twilight, and +told us simply that they had plighted their troth to each other. + +I looked at them standing there with that wonderful sunrise of life +and love on their faces--the doctor, tall and serious, with a sprinkle +of silver in his brown hair and the smile of a happy man on his +lips--Marcella, such a slip of a girl, with her black hair in a long +braid and her lovely face all dewed over with tears and sunned over +with smiles--I, an old woman, looked at them and thanked the good God +for them and their delight. + +Miss Sara laughed and cried and kissed--and forboded what the Barrys +would do. Her forebodings proved only too true. When the doctor wrote +to Richard Barry, Marcella's guardian, asking his consent to their +engagement, Richard Barry promptly made trouble--the very worst kind +of trouble. He descended on Bridgeport and completely overwhelmed poor +Miss Sara in his wrath. He laughed at the idea of countenancing an +engagement between a child like Marcella and an obscure country +doctor. And he carried Marcella off with him! + +She had to go, of course. He was her legal guardian and he would +listen to no pleadings. He didn't know anything about Marcella's +character, and he thought that a new life out in the great world would +soon blot out her fancy. + +After the first outburst of tears and prayers Marcella took it very +calmly, as far as outward eye could see. She was as cool and dignified +and stately as a young queen. On the night before she went away she +came over to say good-bye to me. She did not even shed any tears, but +the look in her eyes told of bitter hurt. "It is goodbye for five +years, Miss Tranquil," she said steadily. "When I am twenty-one I will +come back. That is the only promise I can make. They will not let me +write to John or Aunt Sara and I will do nothing underhanded. But I +will not forget and I will come back." + +Richard Barry would not even let her see Doctor John alone again. She +had to bid him good-bye beneath the cold, contemptuous eyes of the man +of the world. So there was just a hand-clasp and one long deep look +between them that was tenderer than any kiss and more eloquent than +any words. + +"I will come back when I am twenty-one," said Marcella. And I saw +Richard Barry smile. + +So Marcella went away and in all Bridgeport there were only two people +who believed she would ever return. There is no keeping a secret in +Bridgeport, and everybody knew all about the love affair between +Marcella and the doctor and about the promise she had made. Everybody +sympathized with the doctor because everybody believed he had lost his +sweetheart. + +"For of course she'll never come back," said Mrs. Riddell to me. +"She's only a child and she'll soon forget him. She's to be sent to +school and taken abroad and between times she'll live with the Richard +Barrys; and they move, as everyone knows, in the very highest and +gayest circles. I'm sorry for the doctor, though. A man of his age +doesn't get over a thing like that in a hurry and he was perfectly +silly over Marcella. But it really serves him right for falling in +love with a child." + +There are times when Martha Riddell gets on my nerves. She's a +good-hearted woman, and she means well; but she rasps--rasps terribly. + +Even Miss Sara exasperated me. But then she had her excuse. The child +she loved as her own had been torn from her and it almost broke her +heart. But even so, I thought she ought to have had a little more +faith in Marcella. + +"Oh, no, she'll never come back," sobbed Miss Sara. "Yes, I know she +promised. But they'll wean her away from me. She'll have such a gay, +splendid life she'll not want to come back. Five years is a lifetime +at her age. No, don't try to comfort me, Miss Tranquil, because I +_won't_ be comforted!" + +When a person has made up her mind to be miserable you just have to +_let_ her be miserable. + +I almost dreaded to see Doctor John for fear he would be in despair, +too, without any confidence in Marcella. But when he came I saw I +needn't have worried. The light had all gone out of his eyes, but +there was a calm, steady patience in them. + +"She will come back to me, Miss Tranquil," he said. "I know what +people are saying, but that does not trouble me. They do not know +Marcella as I do. She promised and she will keep her word--keep it +joyously and gladly, too. If I did not know that I would not wish its +fulfilment. When she is free she will turn her back on that brilliant +world and all it offers her and come back to me. My part is to wait +and believe." + +So Doctor John waited and believed. After a little while the +excitement died away and people forgot Marcella. We never heard from +or about her, except a paragraph now and then in the society columns +of the city paper the doctor took. We knew she was sent to school for +three years; then the Barrys took her abroad. She was presented at +court. When the doctor read this--he was with me at the time--he put +his hand over his eyes and sat very silent for a long time. I wondered +if at last some momentary doubt had crept into his mind--if he did not +fear that Marcella must have forgotten him. The paper told of her +triumph and her beauty and hinted at a titled match. Was it probable +or even possible that she would be faithful to him after all this? + +The doctor must have guessed my thoughts, for at last he looked up +with a smile. + +"She will come back," was all he said. But I saw that the doubt, if +doubt it were, had gone. I watched him as he went away, that tall, +gentle, kindly-eyed man, and I prayed that his trust might not be +misplaced; for if it should be it would break his heart. + +Five years seems a long time in looking forward. But they pass +quickly. One day I remembered that it was Marcella's twenty-first +birthday. Only one other person thought of it. Even Miss Sara did not. +Miss Sara remembered Marcella only as a child that had been loved and +lost. Nobody else in Bridgeport thought about her at all. The doctor +came in that evening. He had a rose in his buttonhole and he walked +with a step as light as a boy's. + +"She is free to-day," he said. "We shall soon have her again, Miss +Tranquil." + +"Do you think she will be the same?" I said. + +I don't know what made me say it. I hate to be one of those people who +throw cold water on other peoples' hopes. But it slipped out before I +thought. I suppose the doubt had been vaguely troubling me always, +under all my faith in Marcella, and now made itself felt in spite of +me. + +But the doctor only laughed. + +"How could she be changed?" he said. "Some women might be--most women +would be--but not Marcella. Dear Miss Tranquil, don't spoil your +beautiful record of confidence by doubting her now. We shall have her +again soon--how soon I don't know, for I don't even know where she is, +whether in the old world or the new--but just as soon as she can come +to us." + +We said nothing more--neither of us. But every day the light in the +doctor's eyes grew brighter and deeper and tenderer. He never spoke of +Marcella, but I knew she was in his thoughts every moment. He was much +calmer than I was. I trembled when the postman knocked, jumped when +the gate latch clicked, and fairly had a cold chill if I saw a +telegraph boy running down the street. + +One evening, a fortnight later, I went over to see Miss Sara. She was +out somewhere, so I sat down in her little sitting room to wait for +her. Presently the doctor came in and we sat in the soft twilight, +talking a little now and then, but silent when we wanted to be, as +becomes real friendship. It was such a beautiful evening. Outside in +Miss Sara's garden the roses were white and red, and sweet with dew; +the honeysuckle at the window sent in delicious breaths now and again; +a few sleepy birds were twittering; between the trees the sky was all +pink and silvery blue and there was an evening star over the elm in my +front yard. We heard somebody come through the door and down the hall. +I turned, expecting to see Miss Sara--and I saw Marcella! She was +standing in the doorway, tall and beautiful, with a ray of sunset +light falling athwart her black hair under her travelling hat. She was +looking past me at Doctor John and in her splendid eyes was the look +of the exile who had come home to her own. + +"Marcella!" said the doctor. + +I went out by the dining-room door and shut it behind me, leaving them +alone together. + +The wedding is to be next month. Miss Sara is beside herself with +delight. The excitement has been really terrible, and the way people +have talked and wondered and exclaimed has almost worn my patience +clean out. I've snubbed more persons in the last ten days than I ever +did in all my life before. + +Nothing of this worries Doctor John or Marcella. They are too happy to +care for gossip or outside curiosity. The Barrys are not coming to the +wedding, I understand. They refuse to forgive Marcella or countenance +her folly, as they call it, in any way. Folly! When I see those two +together and realize what they mean to each other I have some humble, +reverent idea of what true wisdom is. + + + + +The End of the Young Family Feud + + +A week before Christmas, Aunt Jean wrote to Elizabeth, inviting her +and Alberta and me to eat our Christmas dinner at Monkshead. We +accepted with delight. Aunt Jean and Uncle Norman were delightful +people, and we knew we should have a jolly time at their house. +Besides, we wanted to see Monkshead, where Father had lived in his +boyhood, and the old Young homestead where he had been born and +brought up and where Uncle William still lived. Father never said much +about it, but we knew he loved it very dearly, and we had always +greatly desired to get at least a glimpse of what Alberta liked to +call "our ancestral halls." + +Since Monkshead was only sixty miles away, and Uncle William lived +there as aforesaid, it may be pertinently asked what there was to +prevent us from visiting it and the homestead as often as we wished. +We answer promptly: the family feud. + +Father and Uncle William were on bad terms, or rather on no terms at +all, and had been ever since we could remember. After Grandfather +Young's death there had been a wretched quarrel over the property. +Father always said that he had been as much to blame as Uncle William, +but Great-aunt Emily told us that Uncle William had been by far the +most to blame, and that he had behaved scandalously to Father. +Moreover, she said that Father had gone to him when cooling-down time +came, apologized for what he had said, and asked Uncle William to be +friends again; and that William, simply turned his back on Father and +walked into the house without saying a word, but, as Great-aunt Emily +said, with the Young temper sticking out of every kink and curve of +his figure. Great-aunt Emily is our aunt on Mother's side, and she +does not like any of the Youngs except Father and Uncle Norman. + +This was why we had never visited Monkshead. We had never seen Uncle +William, and we always thought of him as a sort of ogre when we +thought of him at all. When we were children, our old nurse, Margaret +Hannah, used to frighten us into good behaviour by saying ominously, +"If you 'uns aint good your Uncle William'll cotch you." + +What he would do to us when he "cotched" us she never specified, +probably reasoning that the unknown was always more terrible than the +known. My private opinion in those days was that he would boil us in +oil and pick our bones. + +Uncle Norman and Aunt Jean had been living out west for years. Three +months before this Christmas they had come east, bought a house in +Monkshead, and settled there. They had been down to see us, and Father +and Mother and the boys had been up to see them, but we three girls +had not; so we were pleasantly excited at the thought of spending +Christmas there. + +Christmas morning was fine, white as a pearl and clear as a diamond. +We had to go by the seven o'clock train, since there was no other +before eleven, and we reached Monkshead at eight-thirty. + +When we stepped from the train the stationmaster asked us if we were +the three Miss Youngs. Alberta pleaded guilty, and he said, "Well, +here's a letter for you then." + +We took the letter and went into the waiting room with sundry +misgivings. What had happened? Were Uncle Norman and Aunt Jean +quarantined for scarlet fever, or had burglars raided the pantry and +carried off the Christmas supplies? Elizabeth opened and read the +letter aloud. It was from Aunt Jean to the following effect: + + DEAR GIRLS: I am so sorry to disappoint you, but I cannot help + it. Word has come from Streatham that my sister has met with a + serious accident and is in a very critical condition. Your + uncle and I must go to Streatham immediately and are leaving + on the eight o'clock express. I know you have started before + this, so there is no use in telegraphing. We want you to go + right to the house and make yourself at home. You will find + the key under the kitchen doorstep, and the dinner in the + pantry all ready to cook. There are two mince pies on the + third shelf, and the plum pudding only needs to be warmed up. + You will find a little Christmas remembrance for each of you + on the dining-room table. I hope you will make as merry as you + possibly can and we will have you down again as soon as we + come back. + + Your hurried and affectionate, + AUNT JEAN + + +We looked at each other somewhat dolefully. But, as Alberta pointed +out, we might as well make the best of it, since there was no way of +getting home before the five o'clock train. So we trailed out to the +stationmaster, and asked him limply if he could direct us to Mr. +Norman Young's house. + +He was a rather grumpy individual, very busy with pencil and notebook +over some freight; but he favoured us with his attention long enough +to point with his pencil and say jerkily, "Young's? See that red house +on the hill? That's it." + +The red house was about a quarter of a mile from the station, and we +saw it plainly. Accordingly, to the red house we betook ourselves. On +nearer view it proved to be a trim, handsome place, with nice grounds +and very fine old trees. + +We found the key under the kitchen doorstep and went in. The fire was +black out, and somehow things wore a more cheerless look than I had +expected to find. I may as well admit that we marched into the dining +room first of all, to find our presents. + +There were three parcels, two very small and one pretty big, lying on +the table, but when we came to look for names there were none. + +"Evidently Aunt Jean, in her hurry and excitement, forgot to label +them," said Elizabeth. "Let us open them. We may be able to guess from +the contents which belongs to whom." + +I must say we were surprised when we opened those parcels. "We had +known that Aunt Jean's gifts would be nice, but we had not expected +anything like this. There was a magnificent stone marten collar, a +dear little gold watch and pearl chatelaine, and a gold chain bracelet +set with turquoises. + +"The collar must be for you, Elizabeth, because Mary and I have one +already, and Aunt Jean knows it," said Alberta; "the watch must be for +you, Mary, because I have one; and by the process of exhaustion the +bracelet must be for me. Well, they are all perfectly sweet." + +Elizabeth put on her collar and paraded in front of the sideboard +mirror. It was so dusty she had to take her handkerchief and wipe it +before she could see herself properly. Everything in the room was +equally dusty. As for the lace curtains, they looked as if they hadn't +been washed for years, and one of them had a long ragged hole in it. I +couldn't help feeling secretly surprised, for Aunt Jean had the +reputation of being a perfect housekeeper. However, I didn't say +anything, and neither did the other girls. Mother had always impressed +upon us that it was the height of bad manners to criticize anything we +might not like in a house where we were guests. + +"Well, let's see about dinner," said Alberta, practically, snapping +her bracelet on her wrist and admiring the effect. + +We went to the kitchen, where Elizabeth proceeded to light the fire, +that being one of her specialties, while Alberta and I explored the +pantry. We found the dinner supplies laid out as Aunt Jean had +explained. There was a nice fat turkey all stuffed, and vegetables +galore. The mince pies were in their place, but they were almost the +only things about which that could be truthfully said, for the +disorder of that pantry was enough to give a tidy person nightmares +for a month. "I never in all my life saw--" began Alberta, and then +stopped short, evidently remembering Mother's teaching. + +"Where is the plum pudding?" said I, to turn the conversation into +safer channels. + +It was nowhere to be seen, so we concluded it must be in the cellar. +But we found the cellar door padlocked good and fast. + +"Never mind," said Elizabeth. "You know none of us really likes plum +pudding. We only eat it because it is the proper traditional dessert. +The mince pies will suit us better." + +We hurried the turkey into the oven, and soon everything was going +merrily. We had lots of fun getting up that dinner, and we made +ourselves perfectly at home, as Aunt Jean had commanded. We kindled a +fire in the dining room and dusted everything in sight. We couldn't +find anything remotely resembling a duster, so we used our +handkerchiefs. When we got through, the room looked like something, for +the furnishings were really very handsome, but our handkerchiefs--well! + +Then we set the table with all the nice dishes we could find. There +was only one long tablecloth in the sideboard drawer, and there were +three holes in it, but we covered them with dishes and put a little +potted palm in the middle for a centrepiece. At one o'clock dinner was +ready for us and we for it. Very nice that table looked, too, as we +sat down to it. + +Just as Alberta was about to spear the turkey with a fork and begin +carving, that being one of _her_ specialties, the kitchen door opened +and somebody walked in. Before we could move, a big, handsome, +bewhiskered man in a fur coat appeared in the dining-room doorway. + +I wasn't frightened. He seemed quite respectable, I thought, and I +supposed he was some intimate friend of Uncle Norman's. I rose +politely and said, "Good day." + +You never saw such an expression of amazement as was on that poor +man's face. He looked from me to Alberta and from Alberta to Elizabeth +and from Elizabeth to me again as if he doubted the evidence of his +eyes. + +"Mr. and Mrs. Norman Young are not at home," I explained, pitying him. +"They went to Streatham this morning because Mrs. Young's sister is +very ill." + +"What does all this mean?" said the big man gruffly. "This isn't +Norman Young's house ... it is mine. I'm William Young. Who are you? +And what are you doing here?" + +I fell back into my chair, speechless. My very first impulse was to +put up my hand and cover the gold watch. Alberta had dropped the +carving knife and was trying desperately to get the gold bracelet off +under the table. In a flash we had realized our mistake and its +awfulness. As for me, I felt positively frightened; Margaret Hannah's +warnings of old had left an ineffaceable impression. + +Elizabeth rose to the occasion. Rising to the occasion is another of +Elizabeth's specialties. Besides, she was not hampered by the tingling +consciousness that she was wearing a gift that had not been intended +for her. + +"We have made a mistake, I fear," she said, with a dignity which I +appreciated even in my panic, "and we are very sorry for it. We were +invited to spend Christmas with Mr. and Mrs. Norman Young. When we got +off the train we were given a letter from them stating that they were +summoned away but telling us to go to their house and make ourselves +at home. The stationmaster told us that this was the house, so we came +here. We have never been in Monkshead, so we did not know the +difference. Please pardon us." + +I had got off the watch by this time and laid it on the table, +unobserved, as I thought. Alberta, not having the key of the +bracelet, had not been able to get it off, and she sat there crimson +with shame. As for Uncle William, there was positively a twinkle in +his eye. He did not look in the least ogreish. + +"Well, it has been quite a fortunate mistake for me," he said. "I came +home expecting to find a cold house and a raw dinner, and I find this +instead. I'm very much obliged to you." + +Alberta rose, went to the mantel piece, took the key of the bracelet +therefrom, and unlocked it. Then she faced Uncle William. "Mrs. Young +told us in her letter that we would find our Christmas gifts on the +table, so we took it for granted that these things belonged to us," +she said desperately. "And now, if you will kindly tell us where Mr. +Norman Young does live, we won't intrude on you any longer. Come, +girls." + +Elizabeth and I rose with a sigh. There was nothing else to be done, +of course, but we were fearfully hungry, and we did not feel +enthusiastic over the prospect of going to another empty house and +cooking another dinner. + +"Wait a bit," said Uncle William. "I think since you have gone to all +the trouble of cooking the dinner it's only fair you should stay and +help to eat it. Accidents seem to be rather fashionable just now. My +housekeeper's son broke his leg down at Weston, and I had to take her +there early this morning. Come, introduce yourselves. To whom am I +indebted for this pleasant surprise?" + +"We are Elizabeth, Alberta, and Mary Young of Green Village," I said; +and then I looked to see the ogre creep out if it were ever going to. + +But Uncle William merely looked amazed for the first moment, foolish +for the second, and the third he was himself again. + +"Robert's daughters?" he said, as if it were the most natural thing in +the world that Robert's daughters should be there in his house. "So +you are my nieces? Well, I'm very glad to make your acquaintance. Sit +down and we'll have dinner as soon as I can get my coat off. I want to +see if you are as good cooks as your mother used to be long ago." + +We sat down, and so did Uncle William. Alberta had her chance to show +what she could do at carving, for Uncle William said it was something +he never did; he kept a housekeeper just for that. At first we felt a +bit stiff and awkward; but that soon wore off, for Uncle William was +genial, witty, and entertaining. Soon, to our surprise, we found that +we were enjoying ourselves. Uncle William seemed to be, too. When we +had finished he leaned back and looked at us. + +"I suppose you've been brought up to abhor me and all my works?" he +said abruptly. + +"Not by Father and Mother," I said frankly. "They never said anything +against you. Margaret Hannah did, though. She brought us up in the way +we should go through fear of you." + +Uncle William laughed. + +"Margaret Hannah was a faithful old enemy of mine," he said. "Well, I +acted like a fool--and worse. I've been sorry for it ever since. I was +in the wrong. I couldn't have said this to your father, but I don't +mind saying it to you, and you can tell him if you like." + +"He'll be delighted to hear that you are no longer angry with him," +said Alberta. "He has always longed to be friends with you again, +Uncle William. But he thought you were still bitter against him." + +"No--no--nothing but stubborn pride," said Uncle William. "Now, girls, +since you are my guests I must try to give you a good time. We'll take +the double sleigh and have a jolly drive this afternoon. And about +those trinkets there--they are yours. I did get them for some young +friends of mine here, but I'll give them something else. I want you to +have these. That watch looked very nice on your blouse, Mary, and the +bracelet became Alberta's pretty wrist very well. Come and give your +cranky old uncle a hug for them." + +Uncle William got his hugs heartily; then we washed up the dishes and +went for our drive. We got back just in time to catch the evening +train home. Uncle William saw us off at the station, under promise to +come back and stay a week with him when his housekeeper came home. + +"One of you will have to come and stay with me altogether, pretty +soon," he said. "Tell your father he must be prepared to hand over one +of his girls to me as a token of his forgiveness. I'll be down to talk +it over with him shortly." + +When we got home and told our story, Father said, "Thank God!" very +softly. There were tears in his eyes. He did not wait for Uncle +William to come down, but went to Monkshead himself the next day. + +In the spring Alberta is to go and live with Uncle William. She is +making a supply of dusters now. And next Christmas we are going to +have a grand family reunion at the old homestead. Mistakes are not +always bad. + + + + +The Genesis of the Doughnut Club + + +When John Henry died there seemed to be nothing for me to do but pack +up and go back east. I didn't want to do it, but forty-five years of +sojourning in this world have taught me that a body has to do a good +many things she doesn't want to do, and that most of them turn out to +be for the best in the long run. But I knew perfectly well that it +wasn't best for me or anybody else that I should go back to live with +William and Susanna, and I couldn't think what Providence was about +when things seemed to point that way. + +I wanted to stay in Carleton. I loved the big, straggling, bustling +little town that always reminded me of a lanky, overgrown schoolboy, +all arms and legs, but full to the brim with enthusiasm and splendid +ideas. I knew Carleton was bound to grow into a magnificent city, and +I wanted to be there and see it grow and watch it develop; and I loved +the whole big, breezy golden west, with the rush and tingle of its +young life. And, more than all, I loved my boys, and what I was going +to do without them or they without me was more than I knew, though I +tried to think Providence might know. + +But there was no place in Carleton for me; the only thing to do was to +go back east, and I knew that all the time, even when I was +desperately praying that I might find a way to remain. There's not +much comfort, or help either, praying one way and believing another. + +I'd lived down east in Northfield all my life--until five years +ago--lived with my brother William and his wife. Northfield was a +little pinched-up village where everybody knew more about you than you +did about yourself, and you couldn't turn around without being +commented upon. William and Susanna were kind to me, but I was just +the old maid sister, of no importance to anybody, and I never felt as +if I were really living. I was simply vegetating on, and wouldn't be +missed by a single soul if I died. It is a horrible feeling, but I +didn't expect it would ever be any different, and I had made up my +mind that when I died I would have the word "Wasted" carved on my +tombstone. It wouldn't be conventional at all, but I'd been +conventional all my life, and I was determined I'd have something done +out of the common even if I had to wait until I was dead to have it. + +Then all at once the letter came from John Henry, my brother out west. +He wrote that his wife had died and he wanted me to go out and keep +house for him. I sat right down and wrote him I'd go and in a week's +time I started. + +It made quite a commotion; I had that much satisfaction out of it to +begin with. Susanna wasn't any too well pleased. I was only the old +maid sister, but I was a good cook, and help was scarce in Northfield. +All the neighbours shook their heads, and warned me I wouldn't like +it. I was too old to change my ways, and I'd be dreadfully homesick, +and I'd find the west too rough and boisterous. I just smiled and said +nothing. + +Well, I came out here to Carleton, and from the time I got here I was +perfectly happy. John Henry had a little rented house, and he was as +poor as a church mouse, being the ne'er-do-well of our family, and the +best loved, as ne'er-do-wells are so apt to be. He'd nearly died of +lonesomeness since his wife's death, and he was so glad to see me. +That was delightful in itself, and I was just in my element getting +that little house fixed up cosy and homelike, and cooking the most +elegant meals. There wasn't much work to do, just for me and him, and +I got a squaw in to wash and scrub. I never thought about Northfield +except to thank goodness I'd escaped from it, and John Henry and I +were as happy as a king and queen. + +Then after awhile my activities began to sprout and branch out, and +the direction they took was _boys_. Carleton was full of boys, like +all the western towns, overflowing with them as you might say, young +fellows just let loose from home and mother, some of them dying of +homesickness and some of them beginning to run wild and get into +risky ways, some of them smart and some of them lazy, some ugly and +some handsome; but all of them boys, lovable, rollicking boys, with +the makings of good men in them if there was anybody to take hold of +them and cut the pattern right, but liable to be spoiled just because +there wasn't anybody. + +Well, I did what I could. It began with John Henry bringing home some +of them that worked in his office to spend the evening now and again, +and they told other fellows and asked leave to bring them in too. And +before long it got to be that there never was an evening there wasn't +some of them there, "Aunt-Pattying" me. I told them from the start I +would _not_ be called Miss. When a woman has been Miss for forty-five +years she gets tired of it. + +So Aunt Patty it was, and Aunt Patty it remained, and I loved all +those dear boys as if they'd been my own. They told me all their +troubles, and I mothered them and cheered them up and scolded them, +and finally topped off with a jolly good supper; for, talk as you +like, you can't preach much good into a boy if he's got an aching void +in his stomach. Fill _that_ up with tasty victuals, and then you can +do something with his spiritual nature. If a boy is well stuffed with +good things and then won't listen to advice, you might as well stop +wasting your breath on him, because there is something radically wrong +with him. Probably his grandfather had dyspepsia. And a dyspeptic +ancestor is worse for a boy than predestination, in my opinion. + +Anyway, most of my boys took to going to church and Bible class of +their own accord, after I'd been their aunt for awhile. The young +minister thought it was all his doings, and I let him think so to keep +him cheered up. He was a nice boy himself, and often dropped in of an +evening too; but I never would let him talk theology until after +supper. His views always seemed so much mellower then, and didn't +puzzle the other boys more than was wholesome for them. + +This went on for five glorious years, the only years of my life I'd +ever _lived_, and then came, as I thought, the end of everything. John +Henry took typhoid and died. At first that was all I could think of; +and when I got so that I could think of other things, there was, as I +have said, nothing for me to do but go back east. + +The boys, who had been as good as gold to me all through my trouble, +felt dreadfully bad over this, and coaxed me hard to stay. They said +if I'd start a boarding house I'd have all the boarders I could +accommodate; but I knew it was no use to think of that, because I +wasn't strong enough, and help was so hard to get. No, there was +nothing for it but Northfield and stagnation again, with not a stray +boy anywhere to mother. I looked the dismal prospect square in the +face and made up my mind to it. + +But I was determined to give my boys one good celebration before I +went, anyway. It was near Thanksgiving, and I resolved they should +have a dinner that would keep my memory green for awhile, a real +old-fashioned Thanksgiving dinner such as they used to have at home. I +knew it would cost more than I could really afford, but I shut my eyes +to that aspect of the question. I was going back to strict eastern +economy for the rest of my days, and I meant to indulge in one wild, +blissful riot of extravagance before I was cooped up again. + +I counted up the boys I must have, and there were fifteen, including +the minister. I invited them a fortnight ahead to make sure of getting +them, though I needn't have worried, for they all said they would have +broken an engagement to dine with the king for one of my dinners. The +minister said he had been feeling so homesick he was afraid he +wouldn't be able to preach a real thankful sermon, but now he was +comfortably sure that his sermon would be overflowing with gratitude. + +I just threw myself heart and soul into the preparations for that +dinner. I had three turkeys and two sucking pigs, and mince pies and +pumpkin pies and apple pies, and doughnuts and fruit cake and +cranberry sauce and brown bread, and ever so many other things to fill +up the chinks. The night before Thanksgiving everything was ready, and +I was so tired I could hardly talk to Jimmy Nelson when he dropped in. + +Jimmy had something on his mind, I saw that. So I said, "'Fess up, +Jimmy, and then you'll be able to enjoy your call." + +"I want to ask a favour of you, Aunt Patty," said Jimmy. + +I knew I should have to grant it; nobody could refuse Jimmy anything, +he looked so much like a nice, clean, pink-and-white little schoolboy +whose mother had just scrubbed his face and told him to be good. At +the same time he was one of the wildest young scamps in Carleton, or +had been until a year ago. I'd got him well set on the road to +reformation, and I felt worse about leaving him than any of the rest +of them. I knew he was just at the critical point. With somebody to +tide him over the next half year he'd probably go straight for the +rest of his life, but if he were left to himself he'd likely just slip +back to his old set and ways. + +"I want you to let me bring my Uncle Joe to dinner tomorrow," said +Jimmy. "The poor old fellow is stranded here for Thanksgiving, and he +hates hotels. May I?" + +"Of course," I said heartily, wondering why Jimmy seemed to think I +mightn't want his Uncle Joe. "Bring him right along." + +"Thanks," said Jimmy. "He'll be more than pleased. Your sublime +cookery will delight him. He adores the west, but he can't endure its +cooking. He's always harping on his mother's pantry and the good old +down-east dinners. He's dyspeptic and pessimistic most of the time, +and he's got half a dozen cronies just like himself. All they think of +is railroads and bills of fare." + +"Railroads!" I cried. And then an awful thought assailed me. "Jimmy +Nelson, your uncle isn't--isn't--he can't be Joseph P. Nelson, the +_rich_ Joseph P. Nelson!" + +"Oh, he's rich enough," said Jimmy; getting up and reaching for his +hat. "In dollars, that is. Some ways he's poor enough. Well, I must be +going. Thanks ever so much for letting me bring Uncle Joe." + +And that rascal was gone, leaving me crushed. Joseph Nelson was coming +to my house to dinner--Joseph P. Nelson, the millionaire railroad +king, who kept his own chef and was accustomed to dining with the +great ones of the earth! + +I was afraid I should never be able to forgive Jimmy. I couldn't sleep +a wink that night, and I cooked that dinner next day in a terrible +state of mind. Every ring that came at the door made my heart +jump,--but in the end Jimmy didn't ring at all, but just walked in +with his uncle in tow. The minute I saw Joseph P. I knew I needn't be +scared of _him_; he just looked real common. He was little and thin +and kind of bored-looking, with grey hair and whiskers, and his +clothes were next door to downright shabbiness. If it hadn't been for +the thought of that chef, I wouldn't have felt a bit ashamed of my +old-fashioned Thanksgiving spread. + +When Joseph P. sat down to that table he stopped looking bored. All +the time the minister was saying grace that man simply stared at a big +plate of doughnuts near my end of the table, as if he'd never seen +anything like them before. + +All the boys talked and laughed while they were eating, but Joseph P. +just _ate_, tucking away turkey and vegetables and keeping an anxious +eye on those doughnuts, as if he was afraid somebody else would get +hold of them before his turn came. I wished I was sure it was +etiquette to tell him not to worry because there were plenty more in +the pantry. By the time he'd been helped three times to mince pie I +gave up feeling bad about the chef. He finished off with the +doughnuts, and I shan't tell how many of them he devoured, because I +would not be believed. + +Most of the boys had to go away soon after dinner. Joseph P. shook +hands with me absently and merely said, "Good afternoon, Miss +Porter." I didn't think he seemed at all grateful for his dinner, but +that didn't worry me because it was for my boys I'd got it up, and not +for dyspeptic millionaires whose digestion had been spoiled by private +chefs. And my boys had appreciated it, there wasn't any doubt about +that. Peter Crockett and Tommy Gray stayed to help me wash the dishes, +and we had the jolliest time ever. Afterward we picked the turkey +bones. + +But that night I realized that I was once more a useless, lonely old +woman. I cried myself to sleep, and next morning I hadn't spunk enough +to cook myself a dinner. I dined off some crackers and the remnants of +the apple pies, and I was sitting staring at the crumbs when the bell +rang. I wiped away my tears and went to the door. Joseph P. Nelson was +standing there, and he said, without wasting any words--it was easy to +see how that man managed to get railroads built where nobody else +could manage it--that he had called to see me on a little matter of +business. + +He took just ten minutes to make it clear to me, and when I saw the +whole project I was the happiest woman in Carleton or out of it. He +said he had never eaten such a Thanksgiving dinner as mine, and that I +was the woman he'd been looking for for years. He said that he had a +few business friends who had been brought up on a down-east farm like +himself, and never got over their hankering for old-fashioned cookery. + +"That is something we can't get here, with all our money," he said. +"Now, Miss Porter, my nephew tells me that you wish to remain in +Carleton, if you can find some way of supporting yourself. I have a +proposition to make to you. These aforesaid friends of mine and I +expect to spend most of our time in Carleton for the next few years. +In fact we shall probably make it our home eventually. It's going to +be _the_ city of the west after awhile, and the centre of a dozen +railroads. Well, we mean to equip a small private restaurant for +ourselves and we want you to take charge of it. You won't have to do +much except oversee the business and arrange the bills of fare. We +want plain, substantial old-time meals and cookery. When we have a +hankering for doughnuts and apple pies and cranberry tarts, we want to +know just where to get them and have them the right kind. We're all +horribly tired of hotel fare and fancy fol-de-rols with French names. +A place where we could get a dinner such as you served yesterday would +be a boon to us. We'd have started the restaurant long ago if we could +have got a suitable person to take charge of it." + +He named the salary the club would pay and the very sound of it made +me feel rich. You may be sure I didn't take long to decide. That was a +year ago, and today the Doughnut Club, as they call themselves, is a +huge success, and the fame of it has gone abroad in the land, although +they are pretty exclusive and keep all their good things close enough +to themselves. Joseph P. took a Scotch peer there to dinner one day +last week. Jimmy Nelson told me afterward that the man said it was the +only satisfying meal he'd had since he left the old country. + +As for me, I have my little house, my very own and no rented one, and +all my dear boys, and I'm a happy old busybody. You see, Providence +did answer my prayers in spite of my lack of faith; but of course He +used means, and that Thanksgiving dinner of mine was the earthly +instrument of it all. + + + + +The Girl Who Drove the Cows + + +"I wonder who that pleasant-looking girl who drives cows down the +beech lane every morning and evening is," said Pauline Palmer, at the +tea table of the country farmhouse where she and her aunt were +spending the summer. Mrs. Wallace had wanted to go to some fashionable +watering place, but her husband had bluntly told her he couldn't +afford it. Stay in the city when all her set were out she would not, +and the aforesaid farmhouse had been the compromise. + +"I shouldn't suppose it could make any difference to you who she is," +said Mrs. Wallace impatiently. "I do wish, Pauline, that you were more +careful in your choice of associates. You hobnob with everyone, even +that old man who comes around buying eggs. It is very bad form." + +Pauline hid a rather undutiful smile behind her napkin. Aunt Olivia's +snobbish opinions always amused her. + +"You've no idea what an interesting old man he is," she said. "He can +talk more entertainingly than any other man I know. What is the use of +being so exclusive, Aunt Olivia? You miss so much fun. You wouldn't be +so horribly bored as you are if you fraternized a little with the +'natives,' as you call them." + +"No, thank you," said Mrs. Wallace disdainfully. + +"Well, I am going to try to get acquainted with that girl," said +Pauline resolutely. "She looks nice and jolly." + +"I don't know where you get your low tastes from," groaned Mrs. +Wallace. "I'm sure it wasn't from your poor mother. What do you +suppose the Morgan Knowles would think if they saw you taking up with +some tomboy girl on a farm?" + +"I don't see why it should make a great deal of difference what they +would think, since they don't seem to be aware of my existence, or +even of yours, Aunty," said Pauline, with twinkling eyes. She knew it +was her aunt's dearest desire to get in with the Morgan Knowles' +"set"--a desire that seemed as far from being realized as ever. Mrs. +Wallace could never understand why the Morgan Knowles shut her from +their charmed circle. They certainly associated with people much +poorer and of more doubtful worldly station than hers--the Markhams, +for instance, who lived on an unfashionable street and wore quite +shabby clothes. Just before she had left Colchester, Mrs. Wallace had +seen Mrs. Knowles and Mrs. Markham together in the former's +automobile. James Wallace and Morgan Knowles were associated in +business dealings; but in spite of Mrs. Wallace's schemings and +aspirations and heart burnings, the association remained a purely +business one and never advanced an inch in the direction of +friendship. + +As for Pauline, she was hopelessly devoid of social ambitions and she +did not in the least mind the Morgan Knowles' remote attitude. + +"Besides," continued Pauline, "she isn't a tomboy at all. She looks +like a very womanly, well-bred sort of girl. Why should you think her +a tomboy because she drives cows? Cows are placid, useful +animals--witness this delicious cream which I am pouring over my +blueberries. And they have to be driven. It's an honest occupation." + +"I daresay she is someone's servant," said Mrs. Wallace +contemptuously. "But I suppose even that wouldn't matter to you, +Pauline?" + +"Not a mite," said Pauline cheerfully. "One of the very nicest girls I +ever knew was a maid Mother had the last year of her dear life. I +loved that girl, Aunt Olivia, and I correspond with her. She writes +letters that are ten times more clever and entertaining than those +stupid epistles Clarisse Gray sends me--and Clarisse Gray is a rich +man's daughter and is being educated in Paris." + +"You are incorrigible, Pauline," said Mrs. Wallace hopelessly. + +"Mrs. Boyd," said Pauline to their landlady, who now made her +appearance, "who is that girl who drives the cows along the beech lane +mornings and evenings?" + +"Ada Cameron, I guess," was Mrs. Boyd's response. "She lives with the +Embrees down on the old Embree place just below here. They're +pasturing their cows on the upper farm this summer. Mrs. Embree is her +father's half-sister." + +"Is she as nice as she looks?" + +"Yes, Ada's a real nice sensible girl," said Mrs. Boyd. "There is no +nonsense about her." + +"That doesn't sound very encouraging," murmured Pauline, as Mrs. Boyd +went out. "I like people with a little nonsense about them. But I hope +better things of Ada, Mrs. Boyd to the contrary notwithstanding. She +has a pair of grey eyes that can't possibly always look sensible. I +think they must mellow occasionally into fun and jollity and wholesome +nonsense. Well, I'm off to the shore. I want to get that photograph of +the Cove this evening, if possible. I've set my heart on taking first +prize at the Amateur Photographers' Exhibition this fall, and if I can +only get that Cove with all its beautiful lights and shadows, it will +be the gem of my collection." + +Pauline, on her return from the shore, reached the beech lane just as +the Embree cows were swinging down it. Behind them came a tall, +brown-haired, brown-faced girl in a neat print dress. Her hat was hung +over her arm, and the low evening sunlight shone redly over her smooth +glossy head. She carried herself with a pretty dignity, but when her +eyes met Pauline's, she looked as if she would smile on the slightest +provocation. + +Pauline promptly gave her the provocation. + +"Good evening, Miss Cameron," she called blithely. "Won't you please +stop a few moments and look me over? I want to see if you think me a +likely person for a summer chum." + +Ada Cameron did more than smile. She laughed outright and went over to +the fence where Pauline was sitting on a stump. She looked down into +the merry black eyes of the town girl she had been half envying for a +week and said humorously: "Yes, I think you very likely, indeed. But +it takes two to make a friendship--like a bargain. If I'm one, you'll +have to be the other." + +"I'm the other. Shake," said Pauline, holding out her hand. + +That was the beginning of a friendship that made poor Mrs. Wallace +groan outwardly as well as inwardly. Pauline and Ada found that they +liked each other even more than they had expected to. They walked, +rowed, berried and picnicked together. Ada did not go to Mrs. Boyd's a +great deal, for some instinct told her that Mrs. Wallace did not look +favourably on her, but Pauline spent half her time at the little, +brown, orchard-embowered house at the end of the beech lane where the +Embrees lived. She had never met any girl she thought so nice as Ada. + +"She is nice every way," she told the unconvinced Aunt Olivia. "She's +clever and well read. She is sensible and frank. She has a sense of +humour and a great deal of insight into character--witness her liking +for your niece! She can talk interestingly and she can also be silent +when silence is becoming. And she has the finest profile I ever saw. +Aunt Olivia, may I ask her to visit me next winter?" + +"No, indeed," said Mrs. Wallace, with crushing emphasis. "You surely +don't expect to continue this absurd intimacy past the summer, +Pauline?" + +"I expect to be Ada's friend all my life," said Pauline laughingly, +but with a little ring of purpose in her voice. "Oh, Aunty, dear, +can't you see that Ada is just the same girl in cotton print that she +would be in silk attire? She is really far more distinguished looking +than any girl in the Knowles' set." + +"Pauline!" said Aunt Olivia, looking as shocked as if Pauline had +committed blasphemy. + +Pauline laughed again, but she sighed as she went to her room. Aunt +Olivia has the kindest heart in the world, she thought. What a pity +she isn't able to see things as they really are! My friendship with +Ada can't be perfect if I can't invite her to my home. And she is such +a dear girl--the first real friend after my own heart that I've ever +had. + +The summer waned, and August burned itself out. + +"I suppose you will be going back to town next week? I shall miss you +dreadfully," said Ada. + +The two girls were in the Embree garden, where Pauline was preparing +to take a photograph of Ada standing among the asters, with a great +sheaf of them in her arms. Pauline wished she could have said: But you +must come and visit me in the winter. Since she could not, she had to +content herself with saying: "You won't miss me any more than I shall +miss you. But we'll correspond, and I hope Aunt Olivia will come to +Marwood again next summer." + +"I don't think I shall be here then," said Ada with a sigh. "You see, +it is time I was doing something for myself, Pauline. Aunt Jane and +Uncle Robert have always been very kind to me, but they have a large +family and are not very well off. So I think I'll try for a situation +in one of the Remington stores this fall." + +"It's such a pity you couldn't have gone to the Academy and studied +for a teacher's licence," said Pauline, who knew what Ada's ambitions +were. + +"I should have liked that better, of course," said Ada quietly. "But +it is not possible, so I must do my best at the next best thing. Don't +let's talk of it. It might make me feel blueish and I want to look +especially pleasant if I'm going to have my photo taken." + +"You couldn't look anything else," laughed Pauline. "Don't smile too +broadly--I want you to be looking over the asters with a bit of a +dream on your face and in your eyes. If the picture turns out as +beautiful as I fondly expect, I mean to put it in my exhibition +collection under the title 'A September Dream.' There, that's the very +expression. When you look like that, you remind me of somebody I have +seen, but I can't remember who it is. All ready now--don't +move--there, dearie, it is all over." + +When Pauline went back to Colchester, she was busy for a month +preparing her photographs for the exhibition, while Aunt Olivia +renewed her spinning of all the little social webs in which she fondly +hoped to entangle the Morgan Knowles and other desirable flies. + +When the exhibition was opened, Pauline Palmer's collection won first +prize, and the prettiest picture in it was one called "A September +Dream"--a tall girl with a wistful face, standing in an old-fashioned +garden with her arms full of asters. + +The very day after the exhibition was opened the Morgan Knowles' +automobile stopped at the Wallace door. Mrs. Wallace was out, but it +was Pauline whom stately Mrs. Morgan Knowles asked for. Pauline was at +that moment buried in her darkroom developing photographs, and she ran +down just as she was--a fact which would have mortified Mrs. Wallace +exceedingly if she had ever known it. But Mrs. Morgan Knowles did not +seem to mind at all. She liked Pauline's simplicity of manner. It was +more than she had expected from the aunt's rather vulgar +affectations. + +"I have called to ask you who the original of the photograph 'A +September Dream' in your exhibit was, Miss Palmer," she said +graciously. "The resemblance to a very dear childhood friend of mine +is so startling that I am sure it cannot be accidental." + +"That is a photograph of Ada Cameron, a friend whom I met this summer +up in Marwood," said Pauline. + +"Ada Cameron! She must be Ada Frame's daughter, then," exclaimed Mrs. +Knowles in excitement. Then, seeing Pauline's puzzled face, she +explained: "Years ago, when I was a child, I always spent my summers +on the farm of my uncle, John Frame. My cousin, Ada Frame, was the +dearest friend I ever had, but after we grew up we saw nothing of each +other, for I went with my parents to Europe for several years, and Ada +married a neighbour's son, Alec Cameron, and went out west. Her +father, who was my only living relative other than my parents, died, +and I never heard anything more of Ada until about eight years ago, +when somebody told me she was dead and had left no family. That part +of the report cannot have been true if this girl is her daughter." + +"I believe she is," said Pauline quickly. "Ada was born out west and +lived there until she was eight years old, when her parents died and +she was sent east to her father's half-sister. And Ada looks like +you--she always reminded me of somebody I had seen, but I never could +decide who it was before. Oh, I hope it is true, for Ada is such a +sweet girl, Mrs. Knowles." + +"She couldn't be anything else if she is Ada Frame's daughter," said +Mrs. Knowles. "My husband will investigate the matter at once, and if +this girl is Ada's child we shall hope to find a daughter in her, as +we have none of our own." + +"What will Aunt Olivia say!" said Pauline with wickedly dancing eyes +when Mrs. Knowles had gone. + +Aunt Olivia was too much overcome to say anything. That good lady felt +rather foolish when it was proved that the girl she had so despised +was Mrs. Morgan Knowles' cousin and was going to be adopted by her. +But to hear Aunt Olivia talk now, you would suppose that she and not +Pauline had discovered Ada. + +The latter sought Pauline out as soon as she came to Colchester, and +the summer friendship proved a life-long one and was, for the +Wallaces, the open sesame to the enchanted ground of the Knowles' +"set." + +"So everybody concerned is happy," said Pauline. "Ada is going to +college and so am I, and Aunt Olivia is on the same committee as Mrs. +Knowles for the big church bazaar. What about my 'low tastes' now, +Aunt Olivia?" + +"Well, who would ever have supposed that a girl who drove cows to +pasture was connected with the Morgan Knowles?" said poor Aunt Olivia +piteously. + + + + +The Growing Up of Cornelia + + + January First. + +Aunt Jemima gave me this diary for a Christmas present. It's just the +sort of gift a person named Jemima would be likely to make. + +I can't imagine why Aunt Jemima thought I should like a diary. +Probably she didn't think about it at all. I suppose it happened to be +the first thing she saw when she started out to do her Christmas duty +by me, and so she bought it. I'm sure I'm the last girl in the world +to keep a diary. I'm not a bit sentimental and I never have time for +soul outpourings. It's jollier to be out skating or snowshoeing or +just tramping around. And besides, nothing ever happens to me worth +writing in a diary. + +Still, since Aunt Jemima gave it to me, I'm going to get the good out +of it. I don't believe in wasting even a diary. Father ... it would be +easier to write "Dad," but Dad sounds disrespectful in a diary ... +says I have a streak of old Grandmother Marshall's economical nature +in me. So I'm going to write in this book whenever I have anything +that might, by any stretch of imagination, be supposed worth while. + +Jen and Alice and Sue would have plenty to write about, I dare say. +They certainly seem to have jolly times ... and as for the men ... but +there! People say men are interesting. They may be. But I shall never +get well enough acquainted with any of them to find out. + +Mother says it is high time I gave up my tomboy ways and came "out" +too, because I am eighteen. I coaxed off this winter. It wasn't very +hard, because no mother with three older unmarried girls on her hands +would be very anxious to bring out a fourth. The girls took my part +and advised Mother to let me be a child as long as possible. Mother +yielded for this time, but said I must be brought out next winter or +people would talk. Oh, I hate the thought of it! People might talk +about my not being brought out, but they will talk far more about the +blunders I shall make. + +The doleful fact is, I'm too wretchedly shy and awkward to live. It +fills my soul with terror to think of donning long dresses and putting +my hair up and going into society. I can't talk and men frighten me to +death. I fall over things as it is, and what will it be with long +dresses? As far back as I can remember it has been my one aim and +object in life to escape company. Oh, if only one need never grow up! +If I could only go back four years and stay there! + +Mother laments over it muchly. She says she doesn't know what she has +done to have such a shy, unpresentable daughter. _I_ know. She married +Grandmother Marshall's son, and Grandmother Marshall was as shy as she +was economical. Mother triumphed over heredity with Jen and Sue and +Alice, but it came off best with me. The other girls are noted for +their grace and tact. But I'm the black sheep and always will be. It +wouldn't worry me so much if they'd leave me alone and stop nagging +me. "Oh, for a lodge in some vast wilderness," where there were no +men, no parties, no dinners ... just quantities of dogs and horses and +skating ponds and woods! I need never put on long dresses then, but +just be a jolly little girl forever. + +However, I've got one beautiful year before me yet, and I mean to make +the most of it. + + * * * * * + + January Tenth. + +It is rather good to have a diary to pour out your woes in when you +feel awfully bad and have no one to sympathize with you. I've been +used to shutting them all up in my soul and then they sometimes +fermented and made trouble. + +We had a lot of people here to dinner tonight, and that made me +miserable to begin with. I had to dress up in a stiff white dress +_with a sash_, and Jen tied two big white fly-away bows on my hair +that kept rasping my neck and tickling my ears in a most exasperating +way. Then an old lady whom I detest tried to make me talk before +everybody, and all I could do was to turn as red as a beet and +stammer: "Yes, ma'am," "no, ma'am." It made Mother furious, because it +is so old-fashioned to say "ma'am." Our old nurse taught me to say it +when I was small, and though it has been pretty well governessed out +of me since then, it's sure to pop up when I get confused and nervous. + +Sue ... may it be accounted unto her for righteousness ... contrived +that I should go out to dinner with old Mr. Grant, because she knew he +goes to dinners for the sake of eating and never talks or wants +anybody else to. But when we were crossing the hall I stepped on Mrs. +Burnett's train and something tore. Mrs. Burnett gave me a furious +look and glowered all through dinner. The meal was completely spoiled +for me and I could find no comfort, even in the Nesselrode pudding, +which is my favourite dessert. + +It was just when the pudding came on that I got the most unkindest cut +of all. Mrs. Allardyce remarked that Sidney Elliot was coming home to +Stillwater. + +Everybody exclaimed and questioned and seemed delighted. I saw Mother +give one quick, involuntary look at Jen, and then gaze steadfastly at +Mr. Grant to atone for it. Jen is twenty-six, and Stillwater is next +door to our place! + +As for me, I was so vexed that I might as well have been eating chips +for all the good that Nesselrode pudding was to me. If Sidney Elliot +were coming home everything would be spoiled. There would be no more +ramblings in the Stillwater woods, no more delightful skating on the +Stillwater lake. Stillwater has been the only place in the world where +I could find the full joy of solitude, and now this, too, was to be +taken from me. We had no woods, no lake. I hated Sidney Elliot. + +It is ten years since Sidney Elliot closed Stillwater and went abroad. +He has stayed abroad ever since and nobody has missed him, I'm sure. I +remember him dimly as a tall dark man who used to lounge about alone +in his garden and was always reading books. Sometimes he came into our +garden and teased us children. He is said to be a cynic and to detest +society. If this latter item be a fact I almost feel a grim pity for +him. He may detest it, but he will be dragged into it. Rich bachelors +are few and far between in Riverton, and the mammas will hunt him +down. + +I feel like crying. If Sidney Elliot comes home I shall be debarred +from Stillwater. I have roamed its demesnes for ten beautiful years, +and I'm sure I love them a hundredfold better than he does, or can. It +is flagrantly unfair. Oh, I hate him! + + * * * * * + + January Twentieth. + +No, I don't. I believe I like him. Yet it's almost unbelievable. I've +always thought men so detestable. + +I'm tingling all over with the surprise and pleasure of a little +unexpected adventure. For the first time I have something really worth +writing in a diary ... and I'm glad I have a diary to write it in. +Blessings on Aunt Jemima! May her shadow never grow less. + +This evening I started out for a last long lingering ramble in my +beloved Stillwater woods. The last, I thought, because I knew Sidney +Elliot was expected home next week, and after that I'd have to be +cooped up on our lawn. I dressed myself comfortably for climbing +fences and skimming over snowy wastes. That is, I put on the shortest +old tweed skirt I have and a red jacket with sleeves three years +behind the fashion, but jolly pockets to put your hands in, and a +still redder tam. Thus accoutred, I sallied forth. + +It was such a lovely evening that I couldn't help enjoying myself in +spite of my sorrows. The sun was low and creamy, and the snow was so +white and the shadows so slender and blue. All through the lovely +Stillwater woods was a fine frosty stillness. It was splendid to skim +down those long wonderful avenues of crusted snow, with the mossy grey +boles on either hand, and overhead the lacing, leafless boughs, I +just drank in the air and the beauty until my very soul was thrilling, +and I went on and on and on until I was most delightfully lost. That +is, I didn't know just where I was, but the woods weren't so big but +that I'd be sure to come out safely somewhere; and, oh, it was so +glorious to be there all alone and never a creature to worry me. + +At last I turned into a long aisle that seemed to lead right out into +the very heart of a deep-red overflowing winter sunset. At its end I +found a fence, and I climbed up on that fence and sat there, so +comfortably, with my back against a big beech and my feet dangling. + +Then I saw him! + +I knew it was Sidney Elliot in a moment. He was just as tall and just +as black-eyed; he was still given to lounging evidently, for he was +leaning against the fence a panel away from me and looking at me with +an amused smile. After my first mad impulse to rush away and bury +myself in the wilderness that smile put me at ease. If he had looked +grave or polite I would have been as miserably shy as I've always been +in a man's presence. But it was the smile of a grandfather for a +child, and I just grinned cheerfully back at him. + +He ploughed along through the thick drift that was soft and spongy by +the fence and came close up to me. + +"You must be little Cornelia," he said with another aged smile. "Or +rather, you _were_ little Cornelia. I suppose you are big Cornelia now +and want to be treated like a young lady?" + +"Indeed, I don't," I protested. "I'm not grown up and I don't want to +be. You are Mr. Elliot, I suppose. Nobody expected you till next week. +What made you come so soon?" + +"A whim of mine," he said. "I'm full of whims and crotchets. Old +bachelors always are. But why did you ask that question in a tone +which seemed to imply that you resented my coming so soon, Miss +Cornelia?" + +"Oh, don't tack the Miss on," I implored. "Call me Cornelia ... or +better still, Nic, as Dad does. I _do_ resent your coming so soon. I +resent your coming at all. And, oh, it is such a satisfaction to tell +you so." + +He smiled with his eyes ... a deep, black, velvety smile. But he shook +his head sorrowfully. + +"I must be getting very old," he said. "It's a sign of age when a +person finds himself unwelcome and superfluous." + +"Your age has nothing to do with it," I retorted. "It is because +Stillwater is the only place I have to run wild in ... and running +wild is all I'm fit for. It's so lovely and roomy I can lose myself in +it. I shall die or go mad if I'm cooped up on our little pocket +handkerchief of a lawn." + +"But why should you be?" he inquired gravely. + +I reflected ... and was surprised. + +"After all, I don't know ... now ... why I should be," I admitted. "I +thought you wouldn't want me prowling about your domains. Besides, I +was afraid I'd meet you ... and I don't like meeting men. I hate to +have them around ... I'm so shy and awkward." + +"Do you find me very dreadful?" he asked. + +I reflected again ... and was again surprised. + +"No, I don't. I don't mind you a bit ... any more than if you were +Dad." + +"Then you mustn't consider yourself an exile from Stillwater. The +woods are yours to roam in at will, and if you want to roam them alone +you may, and if you'd like a companion once in a while command me. +Let's be good friends, little lass. Shake hands on it." + +I slipped down from the fence and shook hands with him. I did like him +very much ... he was so nice and unaffected and brotherly ... just as +if I'd known him all my life. We walked down the long white avenue, +where everything was growing dusky, and I had told him all my troubles +before we got to the end of it. He was so sympathetic and agreed with +me that it was a pity people had to grow up. He promised to come over +tomorrow and look at Don's leg. Don is one of my dogs, and he has got +a bad leg. I've been doctoring it myself, but it doesn't get any +better. Sidney thinks he can cure it. He says I must call him Sidney +if I want him to call me Nic. + +When we got to the lake, there it lay all gleaming and smooth as glass +... the most tempting thing. + +"What a glorious possible slide," he said. "Let us have it, little +lass." + +He took my hand and we ran down the slope and went skimming over the +ice. It _was_ glorious. The house came in sight as we reached the +other side. It was big and dark and silent. + +"So the old place is still standing," said Sidney, looking up at it. +In the dusk I thought his face had a tender, reverent look instead of +the rather mocking expression it had worn all along. + +"Haven't you been there yet?" I asked quickly. + +"No. I'm stopping at the hotel over in Croyden. The house will need +some fixing up before it's fit to live in. I just came down tonight to +look at it and took a short cut through the woods. I'm glad I did. It +was worth while to see you come tramping down that long white avenue +when you thought yourself alone with the silence. I thought I had +never seen a child so full of the pure joy of existence. Hold fast to +that, little lass, as long as you can. You'll never find anything to +take its place after it goes. You jolly little child!" + +"I'm eighteen," I said suddenly. I don't know what made me say it. + +He laughed and pulled his coat collar up around his ears. + +"Never," he mocked. "You're about twelve ... stay twelve, and always +wear red caps and jackets, you vivid thing: Good night." + +He was off across the lake, and I came home. Yes, I do like him, even +if he is a man. + + * * * * * + + February Twentieth. + +I've found out what diaries are for ... to work off blue moods in, +moods that come on without any reason whatever and therefore can't be +confided to any fellow creature. You scribble away for a while ... and +then it's all gone ... and your soul feels clear as crystal once more. + +I always go to Sidney now in a blue mood that has a real cause. He can +cheer me up in five minutes. But in such a one as this, which is quite +unaccountable, there's nothing for it but a diary. + +Sidney has been living at Stillwater for a month. It seems as if he +must have lived there always. + +He came to our place the next day after I met him in the woods. +Everybody made a fuss over him, but he shook them off with an ease I +envied and whisked me out to see Don's leg. He has fixed it up so that +it is as good as new now, and the dogs like him almost better than +they like me. + +We have had splendid times since then. We are just the jolliest chums +and we tramp about everywhere together and go skating and snowshoeing +and riding. We read a lot of books together too, and Sidney always +explains everything I don't understand. I'm not a bit shy and I can +always find plenty to say to him. He isn't at all like any other man I +know. + +Everybody likes him, but the women seem to be a little afraid of him. +They say he is so terribly cynical and satirical. He goes into society +a good bit, although he says it bores him. He says he only goes +because it would bore him worse to stay home alone. + +There's only one thing about Sidney that I hardly like. I think he +rather overdoes it in the matter of treating me as if I were a little +girl. Of course, I don't want him to look upon me as grown up. But +there is a medium in all things, and he really needn't talk as if he +thought I was a child of ten and had no earthly interest in anything +but sports and dogs. These _are_ the best things ... I suppose ... but +I understand lots of other things too, only I can't convince Sidney +that I do. I know he is laughing at me when I try to show him I'm not +so childish as he thinks me. He's indulgent and whimsical, just as he +would be with a little girl who was making believe to be grown up. +Perhaps next winter, when I put on long dresses and come out, he'll +stop regarding me as a child. But next winter is so horribly far off. + +The day we were fussing with Don's leg I told Sidney that Mother said +I'd have to be grown up next winter and how I hated it, and I made him +promise that when the time came he would use all his influence to beg +me off for another year. He said he would, because it was a shame to +worry children about society. But somehow I've concluded not to bother +making a fuss. I have to come out some time, and I might as well take +the plunge and get it over. + +Mrs. Burnett was here this evening fixing up some arrangements for a +charity bazaar she and Jen are interested in, and she talked most of +the time about Sidney ... for Jen's benefit, I suppose, although Jen +and Sid don't get on at all. They fight every time they meet, so I +don't see why Mrs. Burnett should think things. + +"I wonder what he'll do when Mrs. Rennie comes to the Glasgows' next +month," said Mrs. Burnett. + +"Why should he do anything?" asked Jen. + +"Oh, well, you know there was something between them ... an +understanding if not an engagement ... before she married Rennie. They +met abroad ... my sister told me all about it ... and Mr. Elliot was +quite infatuated with her. She was a very handsome and fascinating +girl. Then she threw him over and married old Jacob Rennie ... for his +millions, of course, for he certainly had nothing else to recommend +him. Amy says Mr. Elliot was never the same man again. But Jacob died +obligingly two years ago and Mrs. Rennie is free now; so I dare say +they'll make it up. No doubt that is why she is coming to Riverton. +Well, it would be a very suitable match." + +I'm so glad I never liked Mrs. Burnett. + +I wonder if it is true that Sidney did care for that horrid woman ... +of course she is horrid! Didn't she marry an old man for his money?... +and cares for her still. It is no business of mine, of course, and it +doesn't matter to me at all. But I rather hope he doesn't ... because +it would spoil everything if he got married. He wouldn't have time to +be chums with me then. + +I don't know why I feel so dull tonight. Writing in this diary doesn't +seem to have helped me as much as I thought it would, either. I dare +say it's the weather. It must be the weather. It is a wet, windy night +and the rain is thudding against the window. I hate rainy nights. + +I wonder if Mrs. Rennie is really as handsome as Mrs. Burnett says. I +wonder how old she is. I wonder if she ever cared for Sidney ... no, +she didn't. No woman who cared for Sidney could ever have thrown him +over for an old moneybag. I wonder if I shall like her. No, I won't. +I'm sure I shan't like her. + +My head is aching and I'm going to bed. + + * * * * * + + March Tenth. + +Mrs. Rennie was here to dinner tonight. My head was aching again, and +Mother said I needn't go down to dinner if I'd rather not; but a dozen +headaches could not have kept me back, or a dozen men either, even +supposing I'd have to talk to them all. I wanted to see Mrs. Rennie. +Nothing has been talked of in Riverton for the last fortnight but Mrs. +Rennie. I've heard of her beauty and charm and costumes until I'm sick +of the subject. Today I spoke to Sidney about her. Before I thought I +said right out, "Mrs. Rennie is to dine with us tonight." + +"Yes?" he said in a quiet voice. + +"I'm dying to see her," I went on recklessly. "I've heard so much +about her. They say she's so beautiful and fascinating. _Is_ she? +_You_ ought to know." + +Sidney swung the sled around and put it in position for another coast. + +"Yes, I know her," he admitted tranquilly. "She is a very handsome +woman, and I suppose most people would consider her fascinating. Come, +Nic, get on the sled. We have just time for one more coast, and then +you must go in." + +"You were once a good friend ... a very good friend ... of Mrs. +Rennie's, weren't you, Sid?" I said. + +A little mocking gleam crept into his eyes, and I instantly realized +that he was looking upon me as a rather impertinent child. + +"You've been listening to gossip, Nic," he said. "It's a bad habit, +child. Don't let it grow on you. Come." + +I went, feeling crushed and furious and ashamed. + +I knew her at once when I went down to the drawing-room. There were +three other strange women there, but I knew she was the only one who +could be Mrs. Rennie. I felt such a horrible queer sinking feeling at +my heart when I saw her. Oh, she was beautiful ... I had never seen +anyone so beautiful. And Sidney was standing beside her, talking to +her, with a smile on his face, but none in his eyes ... I noticed +_that_ at a glance. + +She was so tall and slender and willowy. Her dress was wonderful, and +her bare throat and shoulders were like pearls. Her hair was pale, +pale gold, and her eyes long-lashed and sweet, and her mouth like a +scarlet blossom against her creamy face. I thought of how I must look +beside her ... an awkward little girl in a short skirt with my hair in +a braid and too many hands and feet, and I would have given anything +then to be tall and grown-up and graceful. + +I watched her all the evening and the queer feeling in me somewhere +grew worse and worse. I couldn't eat anything. Sidney took Mrs. Rennie +in; they sat opposite to me and talked all the time. + +I was so glad when the dinner was over and everybody gone. The first +thing I did when I escaped to my room was to go to the glass and look +myself over just as critically and carefully as if I were somebody +else. I saw a great rope of dark brown hair ... a brown skin with red +cheeks ... a big red mouth ... a pair of grey eyes. That was all. And +when I thought of that shimmering witch woman with her white skin and +shining hair I wanted to put out the light and cry in the dark. Only +I've never cried since I was a child and broke my last doll, and I've +got so out of the habit that I don't know how to go about it. + + * * * * * + + April Fifth. + +Aunt Jemima would not think I was getting the good out of my diary. A +whole month and not a word! But there was nothing to write, and I've +felt too miserable to write if there had been. I don't know what is +the matter with me. I'm just cross and horrid to everyone, even to +poor Sidney. + +Mrs. Rennie has been queening it in Riverton society for the past +month. People rave over her and I admire her horribly, although I +don't like her. Mrs. Burnett says that a match between her and Sidney +Elliot is a foregone conclusion. + +It's plain to be seen that Mrs. Rennie loves Sidney. Even I can see +that, and I don't know much about such things. But it puzzles me to +know how Sidney regards her. I have never thought he showed any sign +of really caring for her. But then, he isn't the kind that would. + +"Nic, I wonder if you will ever grow up," he said to me today, +laughing, when he caught me racing over the lawn with the dogs. + +"I'm grown up now," I said crossly. "Why, I'm eighteen and a half and +I'm two inches taller than any of the other girls." + +Sidney laughed, as if he were heartily amused at something. + +"You're a blessed baby," he said, "and the dearest, truest, jolliest +little chum ever a fellow had. I don't know what I'd do without you, +Nic. You keep me sane and wholesome. I'm a tenfold better man for +knowing you, little girl." + +I was rather pleased. It was nice to think I was some good to Sidney. + +"Are you going to the Trents' dinner tonight?" I asked. + +"Yes," he said briefly. + +"Mrs. Rennie will be there," I said. + +Sidney nodded. + +"Do you think her so very handsome, Sidney?" I said. I had never +mentioned Mrs. Rennie to him since the day we were coasting, and I +didn't mean to now. The question just asked itself. + +"Yes, very; but not as handsome as you will be ten years from now, +Nic," said Sidney lightly. + +"Do you think I'm handsome, Sidney?" I cried. + +"You will be when you're grown up," he answered, looking at me +critically. + +"Will you be going to Mrs. Greaves' reception after the dinner?" I +asked. + +"Yes, I suppose so," said Sidney absently. I could see he wasn't +thinking of me at all. I wondered if he were thinking of Mrs. Rennie. + + * * * * * + + April Sixth. + +Oh, something so wonderful has happened. I can hardly believe it. +There are moments when I quake with the fear that it is all a dream. I +wonder if I can really be the same Cornelia Marshall I was yesterday. +No, I'm _not_ the same ... and the difference is so blessed. + +Oh, I'm so happy! My heart bubbles over with happiness and song. It's +so wonderful and lovely to be a woman and know it and know that other +people know it. + +You dear diary, you were made for this moment ... I shall write all +about it in you and so fulfil your destiny. And then I shall put you +away and never write anything more in you, because I shall not need +you ... I shall have Sidney. + +Last night I was all alone in the house ... and I was so lonely and +miserable. I put my chin on my hands and I thought ... and thought ... +and thought. I imagined Sidney at the Greaves', talking to Mrs. Rennie +with that velvety smile in his eyes. I could see her, graceful and +white, in her trailing, clinging gown, with diamonds about her smooth +neck and in her hair. I suddenly wondered what I would look like in +evening dress with my hair up. I wondered if Sidney would like me in +it. + +All at once I got up and rushed to Sue's room. I lighted the gas, +rummaged, and went to work. I piled my hair on top of my head, pinned +it there, and thrust a long silver dagger through it to hold a couple +of pale white roses she had left on her table. Then I put on her last +winter's party dress. It was such a pretty pale yellow thing, with +touches of black lace, and it didn't matter about its being a little +old-fashioned, since it fitted me like a glove. Finally I stepped back +and looked at myself. + +I saw a woman in that glass ... a tall, straight creature with crimson +cheeks and glowing eyes ... and the thought in my mind was so +insistent that it said itself aloud: "Oh, I wish Sidney could see me +now!" + +At that very moment the maid knocked at the door to tell me that Mr. +Elliot was downstairs asking for me. I did not hesitate a second. With +my heart beating wildly I trailed downstairs to Sidney. + +He was standing by the fireplace when I went in, and looked very +tired. When he heard me he turned his head and our eyes met. + +All at once a terrible thing happened ... at least, I thought it a +terrible thing then. _I knew why I had wanted Sidney to realize that +I was no longer a child._ It was because I loved him! I knew it the +moment I saw that strange, new expression leap into his eyes. + +"Cornelia," he said in a stunned sort of voice. "Why ... Nic ... why, +little girl ... you're a woman! How blind I've been! And now I've lost +my little chum." + +"Oh, no, no," I said wildly. I was so miserable and confused I didn't +know what I said. "Never, Sidney. I'd rather be a little girl and have +you for a friend ... I'll always be a little girl! It's all this +hateful dress. I'll go and take it off ... I'll...." + +And then I just put my hands up to my burning face and the tears that +would never come before came in a flood. + +All at once I felt Sidney's arms about me and felt my head drawn to +his shoulder. + +"Don't cry, dearest," I heard him say softly. "You can never be a +little girl to me again ... my eyes are opened ... but I didn't want +you to be. I want you to be my big girl ... mine, all mine, forever." + +What happened after that isn't to be written in a diary. I won't even +write down the things he said about how I looked, because it would +seem so terribly vain, but I can't help thinking of them, for I am so +happy. + + + + +The Old Fellow's Letter + + +Ruggles and I were down on the Old Fellow. It doesn't matter why and, +since in a story of this kind we must tell the truth no matter what +happens--or else where is the use of writing a story at all?--I'll +have to confess that we had deserved all we got and that the Old +Fellow did no more than his duty by us. Both Ruggles and I see that +now, since we have had time to cool off, but at the moment we were in +a fearful wax at the Old Fellow and were bound to hatch up something +to get even with him. + +Of course, the Old Fellow had another name, just as Ruggles has +another name. He is principal of the Frampton Academy--the Old Fellow, +not Ruggles--and his name is George Osborne. We have to call him Mr. +Osborne to his face, but he is the Old Fellow everywhere else. He is +quite old--thirty-six if he's a day, and whatever possessed Sylvia +Grant--but there, I'm getting ahead of my story. + +Most of the Cads like the Old Fellow. Even Ruggles and I like him on +the average. The girls are always a little provoked at him because he +is so shy and absent-minded, but when it comes to the point, they like +him too. I heard Emma White say once that he was "so handsome"; I +nearly whooped. Ruggles was mad because he's gone on Em. For the idea +of calling a thin, pale, dark, dreamy-looking chap like the Old Fellow +"handsome" was more than I could stand without guffawing. Em probably +said it to provoke Ruggles; she couldn't really have thought it. +"Micky," the English professor, now--if she had called him handsome +there would have been some sense in it. He is splendid: big six-footer +with magnificent muscles, red cheeks, and curly yellow hair. I can't +see how he can be contented to sit down and teach mushy English +literature and poetry and that sort of thing. It would have been more +in keeping with the Old Fellow. There was a rumour running at large in +the Academy that the Old Fellow wrote poetry, but he ran the +mathematics and didn't make such a foozle of it as you might suppose, +either. + +Ruggles and I meant to get square with the Old Fellow, if it took all +the term; at least, we said so. But if Providence hadn't sent Sylvia +Grant walking down the street past our boarding house that afternoon, +we should probably have cooled off before we thought of any working +plan of revenge. + +Sylvia Grant did go down the street, however. Ruggles, hanging halfway +out of the window as usual, saw her, and called me to go and look. Of +course I went. Sylvia Grant was always worth looking at. There was no +girl in Frampton who could hold a candle to her when it came to +beauty. As for brains, that is another thing altogether. My private +opinion is that Sylvia hadn't any, or she would never have +preferred--but there, I'm getting on too fast again. Ruggles should +have written this story; he can concentrate better. + +Sylvia was the Latin professor's daughter; she wasn't a Cad girl, of +course. She was over twenty and had graduated from it two years ago, +but she was in all the social things that went on in the Academy; and +all the unmarried professors, except the Old Fellow, were in love with +her. Micky had it the worst, and we had all made up our minds that +Sylvia would marry Micky. He was so handsome, we didn't see how she +could help it. I tell you, they made a dandy-looking couple when they +were together. + +Well, as I said before, I toddled to the window to have a look at the +fair Sylvia. She was all togged out in some new fall duds, and I guess +she'd come out to show them off. They were brownish, kind of, and +she'd a spanking hat on with feathers and things in it. Her hair was +shining under it, all purply-black, and she looked sweet enough to +eat. Then she saw Ruggles and me and she waved her hand and laughed, +and her big blackish-blue eyes sparkled; but she hadn't been laughing +before, or sparkling either. + +I'd thought she looked kind of glum, and I wondered if she and Micky +had had a falling out. I rather suspected it, for at the Senior Prom, +three nights before, she had hardly looked at Micky, but had sat in a +corner and talked to the Old Fellow. He didn't do much talking; he was +too shy, and he looked mighty uncomfortable. I thought it kind of mean +of Sylvia to torment him so, when she knew he hated to have to talk to +girls, but when I saw Micky scowling at the corner, I knew she was +doing it to make him jealous. Girls won't stick at anything when they +want to provoke a chap; I know it to my cost, for Jennie Price--but +that has nothing to do with this story. + +Just across the square Sylvia met the Old Fellow and bowed. He lifted +his hat and passed on, but after a few steps he turned and looked +back; he caught Sylvia doing the same thing, so he wheeled and came +on, looking mighty foolish. As he passed beneath our window Ruggles +chuckled fiendishly. + +"I've thought of something, Polly," he said--my name is Paul. "Bet you +it will make the Old Fellow squirm. Let's write a letter to Sylvia +Grant--a love letter--and sign the Old Fellow's name to it. She'll +give him a fearful snubbing, and we'll be revenged." + +"But who'll write it?" I said doubtfully. "I can't. You'll have to, +Ruggles. You've had more practice." + +Ruggles turned red. I know he writes to Em White in vacations. + +"I'll do my best," he said, quite meekly. "That is, I'll compose it. +But you'll have to copy it. You can imitate the Old Fellow's +handwriting so well." + +"But look here," I said, an uncomfortable idea striking me, "what +about Sylvia? Won't she feel kind of flattish when she finds out he +didn't write it? For of course he'll tell her. We haven't anything +against her, you know." + +"Oh, Sylvia won't care," said Ruggles serenely. "She's the sort of +girl who can take a joke. I've seen her eyes shine over tricks we've +played on the professors before now. She'll just laugh. Besides, she +doesn't like the Old Fellow a bit. I know from the way she acts with +him. She's always so cool and stiff when he's about, not a bit like +she is with the other professors." + +Well, Ruggles wrote the letter. At first he tried to pass it off on me +as his own composition. But I know a few little things, and one of +them is that Ruggles couldn't have made up that letter any more than +he could have written a sonnet. I told him so, and made him own up. He +had a copy of an old letter that had been written to his sister by her +young man. I suppose Ruggles had stolen it, but there is no use +inquiring too closely into these things. Anyhow, that letter just +filled the bill. It was beautifully expressed. Ruggles's sister's +young man must have possessed lots of ability. He was an English +professor, something like Micky, so I suppose he was extra good at it. +He started in by telling her how much he loved her, and what an angel +of beauty and goodness he had always thought her; how unworthy he felt +himself of her and how little hope he had that she could ever care for +him; and he wound up by imploring her to tell him if she could +possibly love him a little bit and all that sort of thing. + +I copied the letter out on heliotrope paper in my best imitation of +the Old Fellow's handwriting and signed it, "Yours devotedly and +imploringly, George Osborne." Then we mailed it that very evening. + +The next evening the Cad girls gave a big reception in the Assembly +Hall to an Academy alumna who was visiting the Greek professor's wife. +It was the smartest event of the term and everybody was +there--students and faculty and, of course, Sylvia Grant. Sylvia +looked stunning. She was all in white, with a string of pearls about +her pretty round throat and a couple of little pink roses in her black +hair. I never saw her so smiling and bright; but she seemed quieter +than usual, and avoided poor Micky so skilfully that it was really a +pleasure to watch her. The Old Fellow came in late, with his tie all +crooked, as it always was; I saw Sylvia blush and nudged Ruggles to +look. + +"She's thinking of the letter," he said. + +Ruggles and I never meant to listen, upon my word we didn't. It was +pure accident. We were in behind the flags and palms in the Modern +Languages Room, fixing up a plan how to get Em and Jennie off for a +moonlit stroll in the grounds--these things require diplomacy I can +tell you, for there are always so many other fellows hanging +about--when in came Sylvia Grant and the Old Fellow arm in arm. The +room was quite empty, or they thought it was, and they sat down just +on the other side of the flags. They couldn't see us, but we could see +them quite plainly. Sylvia still looked smiling and happy, not a bit +mad as we had expected, but just kind of shy and radiant. As for the +Old Fellow, he looked, as Em White would say, as Sphinx-like as ever. +I'd defy any man alive to tell from the Old Fellow's expression what +he was thinking about or what he felt like at any time. + +Then all at once Sylvia said softly, with her eyes cast down, "I +received your letter, Mr. Osborne." + +Any other man in the world would have jumped, or said, "My letter!!!" +or shown surprise in some way. But the Old Fellow has a nerve. He +looked sideways at Sylvia for a moment and then he said kind of drily, +"Ah, did you?" + +"Yes," said Sylvia, not much above a whisper. "It--it surprised me +very much. I never supposed that you--you cared for me in that way." + +"Can you tell me how I could help caring?" said the Old Fellow in the +strangest way. His voice actually trembled. + +"I--I don't think I would tell you if I knew," said Sylvia, turning +her head away. "You see--I don't want you to help caring." + +"Sylvia!" + +You never saw such a transformation as came over the Old Fellow. His +eyes just blazed, but his face went white. He bent forward and took +her hand. + +"Sylvia, do you mean that you--you actually care a little for me, +dearest? Oh, Sylvia, do you mean that?" + +"Of course I do," said Sylvia right out. "I've always cared--ever +since I was a little girl coming here to school and breaking my heart +over mathematics, although I hated them, just to be in your class. +Why--why--I've treasured up old geometry exercises you wrote out for +me just because you wrote them. But I thought I could never make you +care for me. I was the happiest girl in the world when your letter +came today." + +"Sylvia," said the Old Fellow, "I've loved you for years. But I never +dreamed that you could care for me. I thought it quite useless to tell +you of my love--before. Will you--can you be my wife, darling?" + +At this point Ruggles and I differ as to what came next. He asserts +that Sylvia turned square around and kissed the Old Fellow. But I'm +sure she just turned her face and gave him a look and then he kissed +her. + +Anyhow, there they both were, going on at the silliest rate about how +much they loved each other and how the Old Fellow thought she loved +Micky and all that sort of thing. It was awful. I never thought the +Old Fellow or Sylvia either could be so spooney. Ruggles and I would +have given anything on earth to be out of that. We knew we'd no +business to be there and we felt as foolish as flatfish. It was a +tremendous relief when the Old Fellow and Sylvia got up at last and +trailed away, both of them looking idiotically happy. + +"Well, did you ever?" said Ruggles. + +It was a girl's exclamation, but nothing else would have expressed his +feelings. + +"No, I never," I said. "To think that Sylvia Grant should be sweet on +the Old Fellow when she could have Micky! It passes comprehension. Did +she--did she really promise to marry him, Ruggles?" + +"She did," said Ruggles gloomily. "But, I say, isn't that Old Fellow +game? Tumbled to the trick in a jiff; never let on but what he wrote +the letter, never will let on, I bet. Where does the joke come in, +Polly, my boy?" + +"It's on us," I said, "but nobody will know of it if we hold our +tongues. We'll have to hold them anyhow, for Sylvia's sake, since +she's been goose enough to go and fall in love with the Old Fellow. +She'd go wild if she ever found out the letter was a hoax. We have +made that match, Ruggles. He'd never have got up enough spunk to tell +her he wanted her, and she'd probably have married Micky out of +spite." + +"Well, you know the Old Fellow isn't a bad sort after all," said +Ruggles, "and he's really awfully gone on her. So it's all right. +Let's go and find the girls." + + + + +The Parting of The Ways + + +Mrs. Longworth crossed the hotel piazza, descended the steps, and +walked out of sight down the shore road with all the grace of motion +that lent distinction to her slightest movement. Her eyes were very +bright, and an unusual flush stained the pallor of her cheek. Two men +who were lounging in one corner of the hotel piazza looked admiringly +after her. + +"She is a beautiful woman," said one. + +"Wasn't there some talk about Mrs. Longworth and Cunningham last +winter?" asked the other. + +"Yes. They were much together. Still, there may have been nothing +wrong. She was old Judge Carmody's daughter, you know. Longworth got +Carmody under his thumb in money matters and put the screws on. They +say he made Carmody's daughter the price of the old man's redemption. +The girl herself was a mere child, I shall never forget her face on +her wedding day. But she's been plucky since then, I must say. If she +has suffered, she hasn't shown it. I don't suppose Longworth ever +ill-treats her. He isn't that sort. He's simply a grovelling +cad--that's all. Nobody would sympathise much with the poor devil if +his wife did run off with Cunningham." + +Meanwhile, Beatrice Longworth walked quickly down the shore road, her +white skirt brushing over the crisp golden grasses by the way. In a +sunny hollow among the sandhills she came upon Stephen Gordon, +sprawled out luxuriously in the warm, sea-smelling grasses. The youth +sprang to his feet at sight of her, and his big brown eyes kindled to +a glow. + +Mrs. Longworth smiled to him. They had been great friends all summer. +He was a lanky, overgrown lad of fifteen or sixteen, odd and shy and +dreamy, scarcely possessing a speaking acquaintance with others at the +hotel. But he and Mrs. Longworth had been congenial from their first +meeting. In many ways, he was far older than his years, but there was +a certain inerradicable boyishness about him to which her heart +warmed. + +"You are the very person I was just going in search of. I've news to +tell. Sit down." + +He spoke eagerly, patting the big gray boulder beside him with his +slim, brown hand. For a moment Beatrice hesitated. She wanted to be +alone just then. But his clever, homely face was so appealing that she +yielded and sat down. + +Stephen flung himself down again contentedly in the grasses at her +feet, pillowing his chin in his palms and looking up at her, +adoringly. + +"You are so beautiful, dear lady. I love to look at you. Will you tilt +that hat a little more over the left eye-brow? Yes--so--some day I +shall paint you." + +His tone and manner were all simplicity. + +"When you are a great artist," said Beatrice, indulgently. + +He nodded. + +"Yes, I mean to be that. I've told you all my dreams, you know. Now +for my news. I'm going away to-morrow. I had a telegram from father +to-day." + +He drew the message from his pocket and flourished it up at her. + +"I'm to join him in Europe at once. He is in Rome. Think of it--in +Rome! I'm to go on with my art studies there. And I leave to-morrow." + +"I'm glad--and I'm sorry--and you know which is which," said Beatrice, +patting the shaggy brown head. "I shall miss you dreadfully, Stephen." + +"We _have_ been splendid chums, haven't we?" he said, eagerly. + +Suddenly his face changed. He crept nearer to her, and bowed his head +until his lips almost touched the hem of her dress. + +"I'm glad you came down to-day," he went on in a low, diffident voice. +"I want to tell you something, and I can tell it better here. I +couldn't go away without thanking you. I'll make a mess of it--I can +never explain things. But you've been so much to me--you mean so much +to me. You've made me believe in things I never believed in before. +You--you--I know now that there is such a thing as a good woman, a +woman who could make a man better, just because he breathed the same +air with her." + +He paused for a moment; then went on in a still lower tone: + +"It's hard when a fellow can't speak of his mother because he can't +say anything good of her, isn't it? My mother wasn't a good woman. +When I was eight years old she went away with a scoundrel. It broke +father's heart. Nobody thought I understood, I was such a little +fellow. But I did. I heard them talking. I knew she had brought shame +and disgrace on herself and us. And I had loved her so! Then, somehow, +as I grew up, it was my misfortune that all the women I had to do with +were mean and base. They were hirelings, and I hated and feared them. +There was an aunt of mine--she tried to be good to me in her way. But +she told me a lie, and I never cared for her after I found it out. And +then, father--we loved each other and were good chums. But he didn't +believe in much either. He was bitter, you know. He said all women +were alike. I grew up with that notion. I didn't care much for +anything--nothing seemed worth while. Then I came here and met you." + +He paused again. Beatrice had listened with a gray look on her face. +It would have startled him had he glanced up, but he did not, and +after a moment's silence the halting boyish voice went on: + +"You have changed everything for me. I was nothing but a clod before. +You are not the mother of my body, but you are of my soul. It was +born of you. I shall always love and reverence you for it. You will +always be my ideal. If I ever do anything worth while it will be +because of you. In everything I shall ever attempt I shall try to do +it as if you were to pass judgment upon it. You will be a lifelong +inspiration to me. Oh, I am bungling this! I can't tell you what I +feel--you are so pure, so good, so noble! I shall reverence all women +for your sake henceforth." + +"And if," said Beatrice, in a very low voice, "if I were false to your +ideal of me--if I were to do anything that would destroy your faith in +me--something weak or wicked--" + +"But you couldn't," he interrupted, flinging up his head and looking +at her with his great dog-like eyes, "you couldn't!" + +"But if I could?" she persisted, gently, "and if I did--what then?" + +"I should hate you," he said, passionately. "You would be worse than a +murderess. You would kill every good impulse and belief in me. I would +never trust anything or anybody again--but there," he added, his voice +once more growing tender, "you will never fail me, I feel sure of +that." + +"Thank you," said Beatrice, almost in a whisper. "Thank you," she +repeated, after a moment. She stood up and held out her hand. "I think +I must go now. Good-bye, dear laddie. Write to me from Rome. I shall +always be glad to hear from you wherever you are. And--and--I shall +always try to live up to your ideal of me, Stephen." + +He sprang to his feet and took her hand, lifting it to his lips with +boyish reverence. "I know that," he said, slowly. "Good-bye, my sweet +lady." + +When Mrs. Longworth found herself in her room again, she unlocked her +desk and took out a letter. It was addressed to Mr. Maurice +Cunningham. She slowly tore it twice across, laid the fragments on a +tray, and touched them with a lighted match. As they blazed up one +line came out in writhing redness across the page: "I will go away +with you as you ask." Then it crumbled into gray ashes. + +She drew a long breath and hid her face in her hands. + + + + +The Promissory Note + + +Ernest Duncan swung himself off the platform of David White's store +and walked whistling up the street. Life seemed good to Ernest just +then. Mr. White had given him a rise in salary that day, and had told +him that he was satisfied with him. Mr. White was not easy to please +in the matter of clerks, and it had been with fear and trembling that +Ernest had gone into his store six months before. He had thought +himself fortunate to secure such a chance. His father had died the +preceding year, leaving nothing in the way of worldly goods except the +house he had lived in. For several years before his death he had been +unable to do much work, and the finances of the little family had +dwindled steadily. After his father's death Ernest, who had been going +to school and expecting to go to college, found that he must go to +work at once instead to support himself and his mother. + +If George Duncan had not left much of worldly wealth behind him, he at +least bequeathed to his son the interest of a fine, upright character +and a reputation for honesty and integrity. None knew this better than +David White, and it was on this account that he took Ernest as his +clerk, over the heads of several other applicants who seemed to have a +stronger "pull." + +"I don't know anything about _you_, Ernest," he said bluntly. "You're +only sixteen, and you may not have an ounce of real grit or worth in +you. But it will be a queer thing if your father's son hasn't. I knew +him all his life. A better man never lived nor, before his accident, a +smarter one. I'll give his son a chance, anyhow. If you take after +your dad you'll get on all right." + +Ernest had not been in the store very long before Mr. White concluded, +with a gratified chuckle, that he did take after his father. He was +hard-working, conscientious, and obliging. Customers of all sorts, +from the rough fishermen who came up from the harbour to the old +Irishwomen from the back country roads, liked him. Mr. White was +satisfied. He was beginning to grow old. This lad had the makings of a +good partner in him by and by. No hurry; he must serves long +apprenticeship first and prove his mettle; no use spoiling him by +hinting at future partnerships before need was. That would all come in +due time. David White was a shrewd man. + +Ernest was unconscious of his employer's plans regarding him; but he +knew that he stood well with him and, much to his surprise, he found +that he liked the work, and was beginning to take a personal interest +and pleasure in the store. Hence, he went home to tea on this +particular afternoon with buoyant step and smiling eyes. It was a good +world, and he was glad to be alive in it, glad to have work to do and +a dear little mother to work for. Most of the folks who met him smiled +in friendly fashion at the bright-eyed, frank-faced lad. Only old +Jacob Patterson scowled grimly as he passed him, emitting merely a +surly grunt in response to Ernest's greeting. But then, old Jacob +Patterson was noted as much for his surliness as for his miserliness. +Nobody had ever heard him speak pleasantly to anyone; therefore his +unfriendliness did not at all dash Ernest's high spirits. + +"I'm sorry for him," the lad thought. "He has no interest in life save +accumulating money. He has no other pleasure or affection or ambition. +When he dies I don't suppose a single regret will follow him. Father +died a poor man, but what love and respect went with him to his +grave--aye, and beyond it. Jacob Patterson, I'm sorry for you. You +have chosen the poorer part, and you are a poor man in spite of your +thousands." + +Ernest and his mother lived up on the hill, at the end of the +straggling village street. The house was a small, old-fashioned one, +painted white, set in the middle of a small but beautiful lawn. George +Duncan, during the last rather helpless years of his life, had devoted +himself to the cultivation of flowers, shrubs, and trees and, as a +result, his lawn was the prettiest in Conway. Ernest worked hard in +his spare moments to keep it looking as well as in his father's +lifetime, for he loved his little home dearly, and was proud of its +beauty. + +He ran gaily into the sitting-room. + +"Tea ready, lady mother? I'm hungry as a wolf. Good news gives one an +appetite. Mr. White has raised my salary a couple of dollars per week. +We must celebrate the event somehow this evening. What do you say to a +sail on the river and an ice cream at Taylor's afterwards? When a +little woman can't outlive her schoolgirl hankering for ice +cream--why, Mother, what's the matter? Mother, dear!" + +Mrs. Duncan had been standing before the window with her back to the +room when Ernest entered. When she turned he saw that she had been +crying. + +"Oh, Ernest," she said brokenly, "Jacob Patterson has just been +here--and he says--he says--" + +"What has that old miser been saying to trouble you?" demanded Ernest +angrily, taking her hands in his. + +"He says he holds your father's promissory note for nine hundred +dollars, overdue for several years," answered Mrs. Duncan. "Yes--and +he showed me the note, Ernest." + +"Father's promissory note for nine hundred!" exclaimed Ernest in +bewilderment. "But Father paid that note to James Patterson five years +ago, Mother--just before his accident. Didn't you tell me he did?" + +"Yes, he did," said Mrs. Duncan, "but--" + +"Then where is it?" interrupted Ernest. "Father would keep the +receipted note, of course. We must look among his papers." + +"You won't find it there, Ernest. We--we don't know where the note is. +It--it was lost." + +"Lost! That is unfortunate. But you say that Jacob Patterson showed +you a promissory note of Father's still in existence? How can that be? +It can't possibly be the note he paid. And there couldn't have been +another note we knew nothing of?" + +"I understand how this note came to be in Jacob Patterson's +possession," said Mrs. Duncan more firmly, "but he laughed in my face +when I told him. I must tell you the whole story, Ernest. But sit down +and get your tea first." + +"I haven't any appetite for tea now, Mother," said Ernest soberly. +"Let me hear the whole truth about the matter." + +"Seven years ago your father gave his note to old James Patterson, +Jacob's brother," said Mrs. Duncan. "It was for nine hundred dollars. +Two years afterwards the note fell due and he paid James Patterson the +full amount with interest. I remember the day well. I have only too +good reason to. He went up to the Patterson place in the afternoon +with the money. It was a very hot day. James Patterson receipted the +note and gave it to your father. Your father always remembered that +much; he was also sure that he had the note with him when he left the +house. He then went over to see Paul Sinclair. A thunderstorm came up +while he was on the road. Then, as you know, Ernest, just as he turned +in at Paul Sinclair's gate the lightning flash struck and stunned him. +It was weeks before he came to himself at all. He never did come +completely to himself again. When, weeks afterwards, I thought of the +note and asked him about it, we could not find it; and, search as we +did, we never found it. Your father could never remember what he did +with it when he left James Patterson's. Neither Mr. Sinclair nor his +wife could recollect seeing anything of it at the time of the +accident. James Patterson had left for California the very morning +after, and he never came back. We did not worry much about the loss of +the note then; it did not seem of much moment, and your father was not +in a condition to be troubled about the matter." + +"But, Mother, this note that Jacob Patterson holds--I don't understand +about this." + +"I'm coming to that. I remember distinctly that on the evening when +your father came home after signing the note he said that James +Patterson drew up a note and he signed it, but just as he did so the +old man's pet cat, which was sitting on the table, upset an ink bottle +and the ink ran all over the table and stained one end of the note. +Old James Patterson was the fussiest man who ever lived, and a +stickler for neatness. 'Tut, tut,' he said, 'this won't do. Here, I'll +draw up another note and tear this blotted one up.' He did so and your +father signed it. He always supposed James Patterson destroyed the +first one, and certainly he must have intended to, for there never was +an honester man. But he must have neglected to do so for, Ernest, it +was that blotted note Jacob Patterson showed me today. He said he +found it among his brother's papers. I suppose it has been in the desk +up at the Patterson place ever since James went to California. He died +last winter and Jacob is his sole heir. Ernest, that note with the +compound interest on it for seven years amounts to over eleven hundred +dollars. How can we pay it?" + +"I'm afraid that this is a very serious business, Mother," said +Ernest, rising and pacing the floor with agitated strides. "We shall +have to pay the note if we cannot find the other--and even if we +could, perhaps. Your story of the drawing up of the second note would +not be worth anything as evidence in a court of law--and we have +nothing to hope from Jacob Patterson's clemency. No doubt he believes +that he really holds Father's unpaid note. He is not a dishonest man; +in fact, he rather prides himself on having made all his money +honestly. He will exact every penny of the debt. The first thing to do +is to have another thorough search for the lost note--although I am +afraid that it is a forlorn hope." + +A forlorn hope it proved to be. The note did not turn up. Old Jacob +Patterson proved obdurate. He laughed to scorn the tale of the blotted +note and, indeed, Ernest sadly admitted to himself that it was not a +story anybody would be in a hurry to believe. + +"There's nothing for it but to sell our house and pay the debt, +Mother," he said at last. Ernest had grown old in the days that had +followed Jacob Patterson's demand. His boyish face was pale and +haggard. "Jacob Patterson will take the case into the law courts if we +don't settle at once. Mr. White offered to lend me the money on a +mortgage on the place, but I could never pay the interest out of my +salary when we have nothing else to live on. I would only get further +and further behind. I'm not afraid of hard work, but I dare not borrow +money with so little prospect of ever being able to repay it. We must +sell the place and rent that little four-roomed cottage of Mr. Percy's +down by the river to live in. Oh, Mother, it half kills me to think of +your being turned out of your home like this!" + +It was a bitter thing for Mrs. Duncan also, but for Ernest's sake she +concealed her feelings and affected cheerfulness. The house and lot +were sold, Mr. White being the purchaser thereof; and Ernest and his +mother removed to the little riverside cottage with such of their +household belongings as had not also to be sold to make up the +required sum. Even then, Ernest had to borrow two hundred dollars from +Mr. White, and he foresaw that the repayal of this sum would cost him +much self-denial and privation. It would be necessary to cut their +modest expenses down severely. For himself Ernest did not mind, but it +hurt him keenly that his mother should lack the little luxuries and +comforts to which she had been accustomed. He saw too, in spite of her +efforts to hide it, that leaving her old home was a terrible blow to +her. Altogether, Ernest felt bitter and disheartened; his step lacked +spring and his face its smile. He did his work with dogged +faithfulness, but he no longer found pleasure in it. He knew that his +mother secretly pined after her lost home where she had gone as a +bride, and the knowledge rendered him very unhappy. + + * * * * * + +Paul Sinclair, his father's friend and cousin, died that winter, +leaving two small children. His wife had died the previous year. When +his business affairs came to be settled they were found to be sadly +involved. There were debts on all sides, and it was soon only too +evident that nothing was left for the little boys. They were homeless +and penniless. + +"What will become of them, poor little fellows?" said Mrs. Duncan +pityingly. "We are their only relatives, Ernest. We must give them a +home at least." + +"Mother, how can we!" exclaimed Ernest. "We are so poor. It's as much +as we can do to get along now, and there is that two hundred to pay +Mr. White. I'm sorry for Danny and Frank, but I don't see how we can +possibly do anything for them." + +Mrs. Duncan sighed. + +"I know it isn't right to ask you to add to your burden," she said +wistfully. + +"It is of _you_ I am thinking, Mother," said Ernest tenderly. "I can't +have your burden added to. You deny yourself too much and work too +hard now. What would it be if you took the care of those children upon +yourself?" + +"Don't think of me, Ernest," said Mrs. Duncan eagerly. "I wouldn't +mind. I'd be glad to do anything I could for them, poor little souls. +Their father was your father's best friend, and I feel as if it were +our duty to do all we can for them. They're such little fellows. Who +knows how they would be treated if they were taken by strangers? And +they'd most likely be separated, and that would be a shame. But I +leave it for you to decide, Ernest. It is your right, for the heaviest +part will fall on you." + +Ernest did not decide at once. For a week he thought the matter over, +weighing pros and cons carefully. To take the two Sinclair boys meant +a double portion of toil and self-denial. Had he not enough to bear +now? But, on the other side, was it not his duty, nay, his privilege, +to help the children if he could? In the end he said to his mother: + +"We'll take the little fellows, Mother. I'll do the best I can for +them. We'll manage a corner and a crust for them." + +So Danny and Frank Sinclair came to the little cottage. Frank was +eight and Danny six, and they were small and lively and mischievous. +They worshipped Mrs. Duncan, and thought Ernest the finest fellow in +the world. When his birthday came around in March, the two little +chaps put their heads together in a grave consultation as to what they +could give him. + +"You know he gave us presents on our birthdays," said Frank. "So we +must give him something." + +"I'll div him my pottet-knife," said Danny, taking the somewhat +battered and loose-jointed affair from his pocket, and gazing at it +affectionately. + +"I'll give him one of Papa's books," said Frank. "That pretty one with +the red covers and the gold letters." + +A few of Mr. Sinclair's books had been saved for the boys, and were +stored in a little box in their room. The book Frank referred to was +an old _History of the Turks_, and its gay cover was probably the best +of it, since its contents were of no particular merit. + +On Ernest's birthday both boys gave him their offerings after +breakfast. + +"Here's a pottet-knife for you," said Danny graciously. "It's a bully +pottet-knife. It'll cut real well if you hold it dust the wight way. +I'll show you." + +"And here's a book for you," said Frank. "It's a real pretty book, and +I guess it's pretty interesting reading too. It's all about the +Turks." + +Ernest accepted both gifts gravely, and after the children had gone +out he and his mother had a hearty laugh. + +"The dear, kind-hearted little lads!" said Mrs. Duncan. "It must have +been a real sacrifice on Danny's part to give you his beloved +'pottet-knife.' I was afraid you were going to refuse it at first, and +that would have hurt his little feelings terribly. I don't think the +_History of the Turks_ will keep you up burning the midnight oil. I +remember that book of old--I could never forget that gorgeous cover. +Mr. Sinclair lent it to your father once, and he said it was absolute +trash. Why, Ernest, what's the matter?" + +Ernest had been turning the book's leaves over carelessly. Suddenly he +sprang to his feet with an exclamation, his face turning white as +marble. + +"Mother!" he gasped, holding out a yellowed slip of paper. "Look! It's +the lost promissory note." + +Mother and son looked at each other for a moment. Then Mrs. Duncan +began to laugh and cry together. + +"Your father took that book with him when he went to pay the note," +she said. "He intended to return it to Mr. Sinclair. I remember seeing +the gleam of the red binding in his hand as he went out of the gate. +He must have slipped the note into it and I suppose the book has never +been opened since. Oh, Ernest--do you think--will Jacob Patterson--" + +"I don't know, Mother. I must see Mr. White about this. Don't be too +sanguine. This doesn't prove that the note Jacob Patterson found +wasn't a genuine note also, you know--that is, I don't think it would +serve as proof in law. We'll have to leave it to his sense of justice. +If he refuses to refund the money I'm afraid we can't compel him to do +so." + +But Jacob Patterson did not any longer refuse belief to Mrs. +Patterson's story of the blotted note. He was a harsh, miserly man, +but he prided himself on his strict honesty; he had been fairly well +acquainted with his brother's business transactions, and knew that +George Duncan had given only one promissory note. + +"I'll admit, ma'am, since the receipted note has turned up, that your +story about the blotted one must be true," he said surlily. "I'll pay +your money back. Nobody can ever say Jacob Patterson cheated. I took +what I believed to be my due. Since I'm convinced it wasn't I'll hand +every penny over. Though, mind you, you couldn't make me do it by law. +It's my honesty, ma'am, it's my honesty." + +Since Jacob Patterson was so well satisfied with the fibre of his +honesty, neither Mrs. Duncan nor Ernest was disposed to quarrel with +it. Mr. White readily agreed to sell the old Duncan place back to +them, and by spring they were settled again in their beloved little +home. Danny and Frank were with them, of course. + +"We can't be too good to them, Mother," said Ernest. "We really owe +all our happiness to them." + +"Yes, but, Ernest, if you had not consented to take the homeless +little lads in their time of need this wouldn't have come about." + +"I've been well rewarded, Mother," said Ernest quietly, "but, even if +nothing of the sort had happened, I would be glad that I did the best +I could for Frank and Danny. I'm ashamed to think that I was unwilling +to do it at first. If it hadn't been for what you said, I wouldn't +have. So it is your unselfishness we have to thank for it all, Mother +dear." + + + + +The Revolt of Mary Isabel + + +"For a woman of forty, Mary Isabel, you have the least sense of any +person I have ever known," said Louisa Irving. + +Louisa had said something similar in spirit to Mary Isabel almost +every day of her life. Mary Isabel had never resented it, even when it +hurt her bitterly. Everybody in Latimer knew that Louisa Irving ruled +her meek little sister with a rod of iron and wondered why Mary Isabel +never rebelled. It simply never occurred to Mary Isabel to do so; all +her life she had given in to Louisa and the thought of refusing +obedience to her sister's Mede-and-Persian decrees never crossed her +mind. Mary Isabel had only one secret from Louisa and she lived in +daily dread that Louisa would discover it. It was a very harmless +little secret, but Mary Isabel felt rightly sure that Louisa would not +tolerate it for a moment. + +They were sitting together in the dim living room of their quaint old +cottage down by the shore. The window was open and the sea-breeze blew +in, stirring the prim white curtains fitfully, and ruffling the little +rings of dark hair on Mary Isabel's forehead--rings which always +annoyed Louisa. She thought Mary Isabel ought to brush them straight +back, and Mary Isabel did so faithfully a dozen times a day; and in +ten minutes they crept down again, kinking defiance to Louisa, who +might make Mary Isabel submit to her in all things but had no power +over naturally curly hair. Louisa had never had any trouble with her +own hair; it was straight and sleek and mouse-coloured--what there was +of it. + +Mary Isabel's face was flushed and her wood-brown eyes looked grieved +and pleading. Mary Isabel was still pretty, and vanity is the last +thing to desert a properly constructed woman. + +"I can't wear a bonnet yet, Louisa," she protested. "Bonnets have gone +out for everybody except really old ladies. I want a hat: one of +those pretty, floppy ones with pale blue forget-me-nots." + +Then it was that Louisa made the remark quoted above. + +"I wore a bonnet before I was forty," she went on ruthlessly, "and so +should every decent woman. It is absurd to be thinking so much of +dress at your age, Mary Isabel. I don't know what sort of a way you'd +bedizen yourself out if I'd let you, I'm sure. It's fortunate you have +somebody to keep you from making a fool of yourself. I'm going to town +tomorrow and I'll pick you out a suitable black bonnet. You'd look +nice starring round in leghorn and forget-me-nots, now, wouldn't you?" + +Mary Isabel privately thought she would, but she gave in, of course, +although she did hate bitterly that unbought, unescapable bonnet. + +"Well, do as you think best, Louisa," she said with a sigh. "I suppose +it doesn't matter much. Nobody cares how I look anyhow. But can't I go +to town with you? I want to pick out my new silk." + +"I'm as good a judge of black silk as you," said Louisa shortly. "It +isn't safe to leave the house alone." + +"But I don't want a black silk," cried Mary Isabel. "I've worn black +so long; both my silk dresses have been black. I want a pretty +silver-grey, something like Mrs. Chester Ford's." + +"Did anyone ever hear such nonsense?" Louisa wanted to know, in +genuine amazement. "Silver-grey silk is the most unserviceable thing +in the world. There's nothing like black for wear and real elegance. +No, no, Mary Isabel, don't be foolish. You must let me choose for you; +you know you never had any judgment. Mother told you so often enough. +Now, get your sunbonnet and take a walk to the shore. You look tired. +I'll get the tea." + +Louisa's tone was kind though firm. She Was really good to Mary Isabel +as long as Mary Isabel gave her her own way peaceably. But if she had +known Mary Isabel's secret she would never have permitted those walks +to the shore. + +Mary Isabel sighed again, yielded, and went out. Across a green field +from the Irving cottage Dr. Donald Hamilton's big house was hooding +itself in the shadows of the thick fir grove that enabled the doctor +to have a garden. There was no shelter at the cottage, so the Irving +"girls" never tried to have a garden. Soon after Dr. Hamilton had come +there to live he had sent a bouquet of early daffodils over by his +housekeeper. Louisa had taken them gingerly in her extreme fingertips, +carried them across the field to the lawn fence, and cast them over +it, under the amused grey eyes of portly Dr. Hamilton, who was looking +out of his office window. Then Louisa had come back to the porch door +and ostentatiously washed her hands. + +"I guess that will settle Donald Hamilton," she told the secretly +sorry Mary Isabel triumphantly, and it did settle him--at least as far +as any farther social advances were concerned. + +Dr. Hamilton was an excellent physician and an equally excellent man. +Louisa Irving could not have picked a flaw in his history or +character. Indeed, against Dr. Hamilton himself she had no grudge, but +he was the brother of a man she hated and whose relatives were +consequently taboo in Louisa's eyes. Not that the brother was a bad +man either; he had simply taken the opposite side to the Irvings in a +notable church feud of a dozen years ago, and Louisa had never since +held any intercourse with him or his fellow sinners. + +Mary Isabel did not look at the Hamilton house. She kept her head +resolutely turned away as she went down the shore lane with its wild +sweet loneliness of salt-withered grasses and piping sea-winds. Only +when she turned the corner of the fir-wood, which shut her out from +view of the houses, did she look timidly over the line-fence. Dr. +Hamilton was standing there, where the fence ran out to the sandy +shingle, smoking his little black pipe, which he took out and put away +when Mary Isabel came around the firs. Men did things like that +instinctively in Mary Isabel's company. There was something so +delicately virginal about her, in spite of her forty years, that they +gave her the reverence they would have paid to a very young, pure +girl. + +Dr. Hamilton smiled at the little troubled face under the big +sunbonnet. Mary Isabel had to wear a sunbonnet. She would never have +done it from choice. + +"What is the matter?" asked the doctor, in his big, breezy, +old-bachelor voice. He had another voice for sick-beds and rooms of +bereavement, but this one suited best with the purring of the waves +and winds. + +"How do you know that anything is the matter?" Mary Isabel parried +demurely. + +"By your face. Come now, tell me what it is." + +"It is really nothing. I have just been foolish, that is all. I wanted +a hat with forget-me-nots and a grey silk, and Louisa says I must have +black and a bonnet." + +The doctor looked indignant but held his peace. He and Mary Isabel had +tacitly agreed never to discuss Louisa, because such discussion would +not make for harmony. Mary Isabel's conscience would not let the +doctor say anything uncomplimentary of Louisa, and the doctor's +conscience would not let him say anything complimentary. So they left +her out of the question and talked about the sea and the boats and +poetry and flowers and similar non-combustible subjects. + + * * * * * + +These clandestine meetings had been going on for two months, ever +since the day they had just happened to meet below the firs. It never +occurred to Mary Isabel that the doctor meant anything but friendship; +and if it had occurred to the doctor, he did not think there would be +much use in saying so. Mary Isabel was too hopelessly under Louisa's +thumb. She might keep tryst below the firs occasionally--so long as +Louisa didn't know--but to no farther lengths would she dare go. +Besides, the doctor wasn't quite sure that he really wanted anything +more. Mary Isabel was a sweet little woman, but Dr. Hamilton had been +a bachelor so long that it would be very difficult for him to get out +of the habit; so difficult that it was hardly worth while trying when +such an obstacle as Louisa Irving's tyranny loomed in the way. So he +never tried to make love to Mary Isabel, though he probably would have +if he had thought it of any use. This does not sound very romantic, of +course, but when a man is fifty, romance, while it may be present in +the fruit, is assuredly absent in blossom. + +"I suppose you won't be going to the induction of my nephew Thursday +week?" said the doctor in the course of the conversation. + +"No. Louisa will not permit it. I had hoped," said Mary Isabel with a +sigh, as she braided some silvery shore-grasses nervously together, +"that when old Mr. Moody went away she would go back to the church +here. And I think she would if--if--" + +"If Jim hadn't come in Mr. Moody's place," finished the doctor with +his jolly laugh. + +Mary Isabel coloured prettily. "It is not because he is your nephew, +doctor. It is because--because--" + +"Because he is the nephew of my brother who was on the other side in +that ancient church fracas? Bless you, I understand. What a good hater +your sister is! Such a tenacity in holding bitterness from one +generation to another commands admiration of a certain sort. As for +Jim, he's a nice little chap, and he is coming to live with me until +the manse is repaired." + +"I am sure you will find that pleasant," said Mary Isabel primly. + +She wondered if the young minister's advent would make any difference +in regard to these shore-meetings; then decided quickly that it would +not; then more quickly still that it wouldn't matter if it did. + +"He will be company," admitted the doctor, who liked company and found +the shore road rather lonesome. "I had a letter from him today saying +that he'd come home with me from the induction. By the way, they're +tearing down the old post office today. And that reminds me--by Jove, +I'd all but forgotten. I promised to go up and see Mollie Marr this +evening; Mollie's nerves are on the rampage again. I must rush." + +With a wave of his hand the doctor hurried off. Mary Isabel lingered +for some time longer, leaning against the fence, looking dreamily out +to sea. The doctor was a very pleasant companion. If only Louisa would +allow neighbourliness! Mary Isabel felt a faint, impotent resentment. +She had never had anything other girls had: friends, dresses, beaus, +and it was all Louisa's fault--Louisa who was going to make her wear a +bonnet for the rest of her life. The more Mary Isabel thought of that +bonnet the more she hated it. + +That evening Warren Marr rode down to the shore cottage on horseback +and handed Mary Isabel a letter; a strange, scrumpled, soiled, yellow +letter. When Mary Isabel saw the handwriting on the envelope she +trembled and turned as deadly pale as if she had seen a ghost: + +"Here's a letter for you," said Warren, grinning. "It's been a long +time on the way--nigh fifteen years. Guess the news'll be rather +stale. We found it behind the old partition when we tore it down +today." + +"It is my brother Tom's writing," said Mary Isabel faintly. She went +into the room trembling, holding the letter tightly in her clasped +hands. Louisa had gone up to the village on an errand; Mary Isabel +almost wished she were home; she hardly felt equal to the task of +opening Tom's letter alone. Tom had been dead for ten years and this +letter gave her an uncanny sensation; as of a message from the +spirit-land. + +Fifteen years, ago Thomas Irving had gone to California and five years +later he had died there. Mary Isabel, who had idolized her brother, +almost grieved herself to death at the time. + +Finally she opened the letter with ice-cold fingers. It had been +written soon after Tom reached California. The first two pages were +filled with descriptions of the country and his "job." + +On the third Tom began abruptly: + + Look here, Mary Isabel, you are not to let Louisa boss you + about as she was doing when I was at home. I was going to + speak to you about it before I came away, but I forgot. Lou is + a fine girl, but she is too domineering, and the more you give + in to her the worse it makes her. You're far too easy-going + for your own welfare, Mary Isabel, and for your own sake I + Wish you had more spunk. Don't let Louisa live your life for + you; just you live it yourself. Never mind if there is some + friction at first; Lou will give in when she finds she has to, + and you'll both be the better for it, I want you to be real + happy, Mary Isabel, but you won't be if you don't assert your + independence. Giving in the way you do is bad for both you and + Louisa. It will make her a tyrant and you a poor-spirited + creature of no account in the world. Just brace up and stand + firm. + +When she had read the letter through Mary Isabel took it to her own +room and locked it in her bureau drawer. Then she sat by her window, +looking out into a sea-sunset, and thought it over. Coming in the +strange way it had, the letter seemed a message from the dead, and +Mary Isabel had a superstitious conviction that she must obey it. She +had always had a great respect for Tom's opinion. He was right--oh, +she felt that he was right. What a pity she had not received the +letter long ago, before the shackles of habit had become so firmly +riveted. But it was not too late yet. She would rebel at last +and--how had Tom phrased it--oh, yes, assert her independence. She +owed it to Tom; It had been his wish--and he was dead--and she would +do her best to fulfil it. + +"I shan't get a bonnet," thought Mary Isabel determinedly. "Tom +wouldn't have liked me in a bonnet. From this out I'm just going to do +exactly as Tom would have liked me to do, no matter how afraid I am of +Louisa. And, oh, I am horribly afraid of her." + +Mary Isabel was every whit as much afraid the next morning after +breakfast but she did not look it, by reason of the flush on her +cheeks and the glint in her brown eyes. She had put Tom's letter in +the bosom of her dress and she pressed her fingertips on it that the +crackle might give her courage. + +"Louisa," she said firmly, "I am going to town with you." + +"Nonsense," said Louisa shortly. + +"You may call it nonsense if you like, but I am going," said Mary +Isabel unquailingly. "I have made up my mind on that point, Louisa, +and nothing you can say will alter it." + +Louisa looked amazed. Never before had Mary Isabel set her decrees at +naught. + +"Are you crazy, Mary Isabel?" she demanded. + +"No, I am not crazy. But I am going to town and I am going to get a +silver-grey silk for myself and a new hat. I will not wear a bonnet +and you need never mention it to me again, Louisa." + +"If you are going to town I shall stay home," said Louisa in a cold, +ominous tone that almost made Mary Isabel quake. If it had not been +for that reassuring crackle of Tom's letter I fear Mary Isabel would +have given in. "This house can't be left alone. If you go, I'll stay." + +Louisa honestly thought that would bring the rebel to terms. Mary +Isabel had never gone to town alone in her life. Louisa did not +believe she would dare to go. But Mary Isabel did not quail. Defiance +was not so hard after all, once you had begun. + +Mary Isabel went to town and she went alone. She spent the whole +delightful day in the shops, unhampered by Louisa's scorn and +criticism in her examination of all the pretty things displayed. She +selected a hat she felt sure Tom would like--a pretty crumpled grey +straw with forget-me-nots and ribbons. Then she bought a grey silk of +a lovely silvery shade. + +When she got back home she unwrapped her packages and showed her +purchases to Louisa. But Louisa neither looked at them nor spoke to +Mary Isabel. Mary Isabel tossed her head and went to her own room. Her +draught of freedom had stimulated her, and she did not mind Louisa's +attitude half as much as she would have expected. She read Tom's +letter over again to fortify herself and then she dressed her hair in +a fashion she had seen that day in town and pulled out all the little +curls on her forehead. + +The next day she took the silver-grey silk to the Latimer dressmaker +and picked out a fashionable design for it. When the silk dress came +home, Louisa, who had thawed out somewhat in the meantime, unbent +sufficiently to remark that it fitted very well. + +"I am going to wear it to the induction tomorrow," Mary Isabel said, +boldly to all appearances, quakingly in reality. She knew that she was +throwing down the gauntlet for good and all. If she could assert and +maintain her independence in this matter Louisa's power would be +broken forever. + + * * * * * + +Twelve years before this, the previously mentioned schism had broken +out in the Latimer church. The minister had sided with the faction +which Louisa Irving opposed. She had promptly ceased going to his +church and withdrew all financial support. She paid to the Marwood +church, fifteen miles away, and occasionally she hired a team and +drove over there to service. But she never entered the Latimer church +again nor allowed Mary Isabel to do so. For that matter, Mary Isabel +did not wish to go. She had resented the minister's attitude almost as +bitterly as Louisa. But when Mr. Moody accepted a call elsewhere Mary +Isabel hoped that she and Louisa might return to their old church +home. Possibly they might have done so had not the congregation called +the young, newly fledged James Anderson. Mary Isabel would not have +cared for this, but Louisa sternly said that neither she nor any of +hers should ever darken the doors of a church where the nephew of +Martin Hamilton preached. Mary Isabel had regretfully acquiesced at +the time, but now she had made up her mind to go to church and she +meant to begin with the induction service. + +Louisa stared at her sister incredulously. + +"Have you taken complete leave of your senses, Mary Isabel?" + +"No. I've just come to them," retorted Mary Isabel recklessly, +gripping a chair-back desperately so that Louisa should not see how +she was trembling. "It is all foolishness to keep away from church +just because of an old grudge. I'm tired of staying home Sundays or +driving fifteen miles to Marwood to hear poor old Mr. Grattan. +Everybody says Mr. Anderson is a splendid young man and an excellent +preacher, and I'm going to attend his services regularly." + +Louisa had taken Mary Isabel's first defiance in icy disdain. Now she +lost her temper and raged. The storm of angry words beat on Mary +Isabel like hail, but she fronted it staunchly. She seemed to hear +Tom's voice saying, "Live your own life, Mary Isabel; don't let Louisa +live it for you," and she meant to obey him. + +"If you go to that man's induction I'll never forgive you," Louisa +concluded. + +Mary Isabel said nothing. She just primmed up her lips very +determinedly, picked up the silk dress, and carried it to her room. + +The next day was fine and warm. Louisa said no word all the morning. +She worked fiercely and slammed things around noisily. After dinner +Mary Isabel went to her room and came down presently, fine and dainty +in her grey silk, with the forget-me-not hat resting on the soft loose +waves of her hair. Louisa was blacking the kitchen stove. + +She shot one angry glance at Mary Isabel, then gave a short, +contemptuous laugh, the laugh of an angry woman who finds herself +robbed of all weapons except ridicule. + +Mary Isabel flushed and walked with an unfaltering step out of the +house and up the lane. She resented Louisa's laughter. She was sure +there was nothing so very ridiculous about her appearance. Women far +older than she, even in Latimer, wore light dresses and fashionable +hats. Really, Louisa was very disagreeable. + +"I have put up with her ways too long," thought Mary Isabel, with a +quick, unwonted rush of anger. "But I never shall again--no, never, +let her be as vexed and scornful as she pleases." + +The induction services were interesting, and Mary Isabel enjoyed them. +Doctor Hamilton was sitting across from her and once or twice she +caught him looking at her admiringly. The doctor noticed the hat and +the grey silk and wondered how Mary Isabel had managed to get her own +way concerning them. What a pretty woman she was! Really, he had never +realized before how very pretty she was. But then, he had never seen +her except in a sunbonnet or with her hair combed primly back. + +But when the service was over Mary Isabel was dismayed to see that the +sky had clouded over and looked very much like rain. Everybody hurried +home, and Mary Isabel tripped along the shore road filled with +anxious thoughts about her dress. That kind of silk always spotted, +and her hat would be ruined if it got wet. How foolish she had been +not to bring an umbrella! + +She reached her own doorstep panting just as the first drop of rain +fell. + +"Thank goodness," she breathed. + +Then she tried to open the door. It would not open. + +She could see Louisa sitting by the kitchen window, calmly reading. + +"Louisa, open the door quick," she called impatiently. + +Louisa never moved a muscle, although Mary Isabel knew she must have +heard. + +"Louisa, do you hear what I say?" she cried, reaching over and tapping +on the pane imperiously. "Open the door at once. It is going to +rain--it is raining now. Be quick." + +Louisa might as well have been a graven image for all the response she +gave. Then did Mary Isabel realize her position. Louisa had locked her +out purposely, knowing the rain was coming. Louisa had no intention of +letting her in; she meant to keep her out until the dress and hat of +her rebellion were spoiled. This was Louisa's revenge. + +Mary Isabel turned with a gasp. What should she do? The padlocked +doors of hen-house and well-house and wood-house: revealed the +thoroughness of Louisa's vindictive design. Where should she go? She +would go somewhere. She would not have her lovely new dress and hat +spoiled! + +She caught her ruffled skirts up in her hand and ran across the yard. +She climbed the fence into the field and ran across that. Another drop +of rain struck her cheek. She never glanced back or she would have +seen a horrified face peering from the cottage kitchen window. Louisa +had never dreamed that Mary Isabel would seek refuge over at Dr. +Hamilton's. + +Dr. Hamilton, who had driven home from church with the young minister, +saw her coming and ran to open the door for her. Mary Isabel dashed +up the verandah steps, breathless, crimson-cheeked, trembling with +pent-up indignation and sense of outrage. + +"Louisa locked me out, Dr. Hamilton," she cried almost hysterically. +"She locked me out on purpose to spoil my dress. I'll never forgive +her, I'll never go back to her, never, never, unless she asks me to. I +had to come here. I was not going to have my dress ruined to please +Louisa." + +"Of course not--of course not," said Dr. Hamilton soothingly, drawing +her into his big cosy living room. "You did perfectly right to come +here, and you are just in time. There is the rain now in good +earnest." + +Mary Isabel sank into a chair and looked at Dr. Hamilton with tears in +her eyes. + +"Wasn't it an unkind, unsisterly thing to do?" she asked piteously. +"Oh, I shall never feel the same towards Louisa again. Tom was +right--I didn't tell you about Tom's letter but I will by and by. I +shall not go back to Louisa after her locking me out. When it stops +raining I'll go straight up to my cousin Ella's and stay with her +until I arrange my plans. But one thing is certain, I shall not go +back to Louisa." + +"I wouldn't," said the doctor recklessly. "Now, don't cry and don't +worry. Take off your hat--you can go to the spare room across the +hall, if you like. Jim has gone upstairs to lie down; he has a bad +headache and says he doesn't want any tea. So I was going to get up a +bachelor's snack for myself. My housekeeper is away. She heard, at +church that her mother was ill and went over to Marwood." + +When Mary Isabel came back from the spare room, a little calmer but +with traces of tears on her pink cheeks, the doctor had as good a +tea-table spread as any woman could have had. Mary Isabel thought it +was fortunate that the little errand boy, Tommy Brewster, was there, +or she certainly would have been dreadfully embarrassed, now that the +flame of her anger had blown out. But later on, when tea was over and +she and the doctor were left alone, she did not feel embarrassed +after all. Instead, she felt delightfully happy and at home. Dr. +Hamilton put one so at ease. + +She told him all about Tom's letter and her subsequent revolt. Dr. +Hamilton never once made the mistake of smiling. He listened and +approved and sympathized. + +"So I'm determined I won't go back," concluded Mary Isabel, "unless +she asks me to--and Louisa will never do that. Ella will be glad +enough to have me for a while; she has five children and can't get any +help." + +The doctor shrugged his shoulders. He thought of Mary Isabel as +unofficial drudge to Ella Kemble and her family. Then he looked at the +little silvery figure by the window. + +"I think I can suggest a better plan," he said gently and tenderly. +"Suppose you stay here--as my wife. I've always wanted to ask you that +but I feared it was no use because I knew Louisa would oppose it and I +did not think you would consent if she did not. I think," the doctor +leaned forward and took Mary Isabel's fluttering hand in his, "I think +we can be very happy here, dear." + +Mary Isabel flushed crimson and her heart beat wildly. She knew now +that she loved Dr. Hamilton--and Tom would have liked it--yes, Tom +would. She remembered how Tom hated the thought of his sisters being +old maids. + +"I--think--so--too," she faltered shyly. + +"Then," said the doctor briskly, "what is the matter with our being +married right here and now?" + +"Married!" + +"Yes, of course. Here we are in a state where no licence is required, +a minister in the house, and you all dressed in the most beautiful +wedding silk imaginable. You must see, if you just look at it calmly, +how much better it will be than going up to Mrs. Kemble's and thereby +publishing your difference with Louisa to all the village. I'll give +you fifteen minutes to get used to the idea and then I'll call Jim +down." + +Mary Isabel put her hands to her face. + +"You--you're like a whirlwind," she gasped. "You take away my breath." + +"Think it over," said the doctor in a businesslike voice. + +Mary Isabel thought--thought very hard for a few moments. + +What would Tom have said? + +Was it probable that Tom would have approved of such marrying in +haste? + +Mary Isabel came to the decision that he would have preferred it to +having family jars bruited abroad. Moreover, Mary Isabel had never +liked Ella Kemble very much. Going to her was only one degree better +than going back to Louisa. + +At last Mary Isabel took her hands down from her face. "Well?" said +the doctor persuasively as she did so. + +"I will consent on one condition," said Mary Isabel firmly. "And that +is, that you will let me send word over to Louisa that I am going to +be married and that she may come and see the ceremony if she will. +Louisa has behaved very unkindly in this matter, but after all she is +my sister--and she has been good to me in some ways--and I am not +going to give her a chance to say that I got married in this--this +headlong-fashion and never let her know." + +"Tommy can take the word over," said the doctor. + +Mary Isabel went to the doctor's desk and wrote a very brief note. + + Dear Louisa: + + I am going to be married to Dr. Hamilton right away. I've seen + him often at the shore this summer. I would like you to be + present at the ceremony if you choose. + + Mary Isabel. + + +Tommy ran across the field with the note. + +It had now ceased raining and the clouds were breaking. Mary Isabel +thought that a good omen. She and the doctor watched Tommy from the +window. They saw Louisa come to the door, take the note, and shut the +door in Tommy's face. Ten minutes later she reappeared, habited in her +mackintosh, with her second-best bonnet on. + +"She's--coming," said Mary Isabel, trembling. + +The doctor put his arm protectingly about the little lady. + +Mary Isabel tossed her head. "Oh, I'm not--I'm only excited. I shall +never be afraid of Louisa again." + +Louisa came grimly over the field, up the verandah steps, and into the +room without knocking. + +"Mary Isabel," she said, glaring at her sister and ignoring the doctor +entirely, "did you mean what you said in that letter?" + +"Yes, I did," said Mary Isabel firmly. + +"You are going to be married to that man in this shameless, indecent +haste?" + +"Yes." + +"And nothing I can say will have the least effect on you?" + +"Not the slightest." + +"Then," said Louisa, more grimly than ever, "all I ask of you is to +come home and be married from under your father's roof. Do have that +much respect for your parents' memory, at least." + +"Of course I will," cried Mary Isabel impulsively, softening at once. +"Of course we will--won't we?" she asked, turning prettily to the +doctor. + +"Just as you say," he answered gallantly. + +Louisa snorted. "I'll go home and air the parlour," she said. "It's +lucky I baked that fruitcake Monday. You can come when you're ready." + +She stalked home across the field. In a few minutes the doctor and +Mary Isabel followed, and behind them came the young minister, +carrying his blue book under his arm, and trying hard and not +altogether successfully to look grave. + + + + +The Twins and a Wedding + + +Sometimes Johnny and I wonder what would really have happened if we +had never started for Cousin Pamelia's wedding. I think that Ted would +have come back some time; but Johnny says he doesn't believe he ever +would, and Johnny ought to know, because Johnny's a boy. Anyhow, he +couldn't have come back for four years. However, we _did_ start for +the wedding and so things came out all right, and Ted said we were a +pair of twin special Providences. + +Johnny and I fully expected to go to Cousin Pamelia's wedding because +we had always been such chums with her. And she did write to Mother to +be sure and bring us, but Father and Mother didn't want to be bothered +with us. That is the plain truth of the matter. They are good parents, +as parents go in this world; I don't think we could have picked out +much better, all things considered; but Johnny and I have always known +that they never want to take us with them anywhere if they can get out +of it. Uncle Fred says that it is no wonder, since we are a pair of +holy terrors for getting into mischief and keeping everybody in hot +water. But I think we are pretty good, considering all the temptations +we have to be otherwise. And, of course, twins have just twice as many +as ordinary children. + +Anyway, Father and Mother said we would have to stay home with Hannah +Jane. This decision came upon us, as Johnny says, like a bolt from the +blue. At first we couldn't believe they were not joking. Why, we felt +that we simply _had_ to go to Pamelia's wedding. We had never been to +a wedding in our lives and we were just aching to see what it would be +like. Besides, we had written a marriage ode to Pamelia and we wanted +to present it to her. Johnny was to recite it, and he had been +practising it out behind the carriage house for a week. I wrote the +most of it. I can write poetry as slick as anything. Johnny helped me +hunt out the rhymes. That is the hardest thing about writing poetry, +it is so difficult to find rhymes. Johnny would find me a rhyme and +then I would write a line to suit it, and we got on swimmingly. + +When we realized that Father and Mother meant what they said we were +just too miserable to live. When I went to bed that night I simply +pulled the clothes over my face and howled quietly. I couldn't help it +when I thought of Pamelia's white silk dress and tulle veil and flower +girls and all the rest. Johnny said it was the wedding dinner _he_ +thought about. Boys are like that, you know. + +Father and Mother went away on the early morning train, telling us to +be good twins and not bother Hannah Jane. It would have been more to +the point if they had told Hannah Jane not to bother us. She worries +more about our bringing up than Mother does. + +I was sitting on the front doorstep after they had gone when Johnny +came around the corner, looking so mysterious and determined that I +knew he had thought of something splendid. + +"Sue," said Johnny impressively, "if you have any real sporting blood +in you now is the time to show it. If you've enough grit we'll get to +Pamelia's wedding after all." + +"How?" I said as soon as I was able to say anything. + +"We'll just go. We'll take the ten o'clock train. It will get to +Marsden by eleven-thirty and that'll be in plenty of time. The wedding +isn't until twelve." + +"But we've never been on the train alone, and we've never been to +Marsden at all!" I gasped. + +"Oh, of course, if you're going to hatch up all sorts of +difficulties!" said Johnny scornfully. "I thought you had more spunk!" + +"Oh, I have, Johnny," I said eagerly. "I'm _all_ spunk. And I'll do +anything you'll do. But won't Father and Mother be perfectly savage?" + +"Of course. But we'll be there and they can't send us home again, so +we'll see the wedding. We'll be punished afterwards all right, but +we'll have had the fun, don't you see?" + +I saw. I went right upstairs to dress, trusting everything blindly to +Johnny. I put on my best pale blue shirred silk hat and my blue +organdie dress and my high-heeled slippers. Johnny whistled when he +saw me, but he never said a word; there are times when Johnny is a +duck. + +We slipped away when Hannah Jane was feeding the hens. + +"I'll buy the tickets," explained Johnny. "I've got enough money left +out of my last month's allowance because I didn't waste it all on +candy as you did. You'll have to pay me back when you get your next +month's jink, remember. I'll ask the conductor to tell us when we get +to Marsden. Uncle Fred's house isn't far from the station, and we'll +be sure to know it by all the cherry trees round it." + +It sounded easy, and it _was_ easy. We had a jolly ride, and finally +the conductor came along and said, "Here's your jumping-off place, +kiddies." + +Johnny didn't like being called a kiddy, but I saw the conductor's eye +resting admiringly on my blue silk hat and I forgave him. + +Marsden was a pretty little village, and away up the road we saw Uncle +Fred's place, for it was fairly smothered in cherry trees all white +with lovely bloom. We started for it as fast as we could go, for we +knew we had no time to lose. It is perfectly dreadful trying to hurry +when you have on high-heeled shoes, but I said nothing and just tore +along, for I knew Johnny would have no sympathy for me. We finally +reached the house and turned in at the open gate of the lawn. I +thought everything looked very peaceful and quiet for a wedding to be +under way and I had a sickening idea that it was too late and it was +all over. + +"Nonsense!" said Johnny, cross as a bear, because he was really +afraid of it too. "I suppose everybody is inside the house. No, there +are two people over there by that bench. Let us go and ask them if +this is the right place, because if it isn't we have no time to lose." + +We ran across the lawn to the two people. One of them was a young +lady, the very prettiest young lady I had ever seen. She was tall and +stately, just like the heroine in a book, and she had lovely curly +brown hair and big blue eyes and the most dazzling complexion. But she +looked very cross and disdainful and I knew the minute I saw her that +she had been quarrelling with the young man. He was standing in front +of her and he was as handsome as a prince. But he looked angry too. +Altogether, you never saw a crosser-looking couple. Just as we came up +we heard the young lady say, "What you ask is ridiculous and +impossible, Ted. I _can't_ get married at two days' notice and I don't +mean to be." + +And he said, "Very well, Una, I am sorry you think so. You would not +think so if you really cared anything for me. It is just as well I +have found out you don't. I am going away in two days' time and I +shall not return in a hurry, Una." + +"I do not care if you never return," she said. + +That was a fib and well I knew it. But the young man didn't--men are +so stupid at times. He swung around on one foot without replying and +he would have gone in another second if he had not nearly fallen over +Johnny and me. + +"Please, sir," said Johnny respectfully, but hurriedly. "We're looking +for Mr. Frederick Murray's place. Is this it?" + +"No," said the young man a little gruffly. "This is Mrs. Franklin's +place. Frederick Murray lives at Marsden, ten miles away." + +My heart gave a jump and then stopped beating. I know it did, although +Johnny says it is impossible. + +"Isn't this Marsden?" cried Johnny chokily. + +"No, this is Harrowsdeane," said the young man, a little more mildly. + +I couldn't help it. I was tired and warm and so disappointed. I sat +right down on the rustic seat behind me and burst into tears, as the +story-books say. + +"Oh, don't cry, dearie," said the young lady in a very different voice +from the one she had used before. She sat down beside me and put her +arms around me. "We'll take you over to Marsden if you've got off at +the wrong station." + +"But it will be too late," I sobbed wildly. "The wedding is to be at +twelve--and it's nearly that now--and oh, Johnny, I do think you might +try to comfort me!" + +For Johnny had stuck his hands in his pockets and turned his back +squarely on me. I thought it so unkind of him. I didn't know then that +it was because he was afraid he was going to cry right there before +everybody, and I felt deserted by all the world. + +"Tell me all about it," said the young lady. + +So I told her as well as I could all about the wedding and how wild we +were to see it and why we were running away to it. + +"And now it's all no use," I wailed. "And we'll be punished when they +find out just the same. I wouldn't mind being punished if we hadn't +missed the wedding. We've never seen a wedding--and Pamelia was to +wear a white silk dress--and have flower girls--and oh, my heart is +just broken. I shall never get over this--never--if I live to be as +old as Methuselah." + +"What can we do for them?" said the young lady, looking up at the +young man and smiling a little. She seemed to have forgotten that they +had just quarrelled. "I can't bear to see children disappointed. I +remember my own childhood too well." + +"I really don't know what we can do," said the young man, smiling +back, "unless we get married right here and now for their sakes. If it +is a wedding they want to see and nothing else will do them, that is +the only idea I can suggest." + +"Nonsense!" said the young lady. But she said it as if she would +rather like to be persuaded it wasn't nonsense. + +I looked up at her. "Oh, if you have any notion of being married I +wish you would right off," I said eagerly. "Any wedding would do just +as well as Pamelia's. Please do." + +The young lady laughed. + +"One might just as well be married at two hours' notice as two days'," +she said. + +"Una," said the young man, bending towards her, "will you marry me +here and now? Don't send me away alone to the other side of the world, +Una." + +"What on earth would Auntie say?" said Una helplessly. + +"Mrs. Franklin wouldn't object if you told her you were going to be +married in a balloon." + +"I don't see how we could arrange--oh, Ted, it's absurd." + +"'Tisn't. It's highly sensible. I'll go straight to town on my wheel +for the licence and ring and I'll be back in an hour. You can be ready +by that time." + +For a moment Una hesitated. Then she said suddenly to me, "What is +your name, dearie?" + +"Sue Murray," I said, "and this is my brother, Johnny. We're twins. +We've been twins for ten years." + +"Well, Sue, I'm going to let you decide for me. This gentleman here, +whose name is Theodore Prentice, has to start for Japan in two days +and will have to remain there for four years. He received his orders +only yesterday. He wants me to marry him and go with him. Now, I shall +leave it to you to consent or refuse for me. Shall I marry him or +shall I not?" + +"Marry him, of course," said I promptly. Johnny says she knew I would +say that when she left it to me. + +"Very well," said Una calmly. "Ted, you may go for the necessaries. +Sue, you must be my bridesmaid and Johnny shall be best man. Come, +we'll go into the house and break the news to Auntie." + +I never felt so interested and excited in my life. It seemed too good +to be true. Una and I went into the house and there we found the +sweetest, pinkest, plumpest old lady asleep in an easy-chair. Una +wakened her and said, "Auntie, I'm going to be married to Mr. Prentice +in an hour's time." + +That was a most wonderful old lady! All she said was, "Dear me!" You'd +have thought Una had simply told her she was going out for a walk. + +"Ted has gone for licence and ring and minister," Una went on. "We +shall be married out under the cherry trees and I'll wear my new white +organdie. We shall leave for Japan in two days. These children are Sue +and Johnny Murray who have come out to see a wedding--_any_ wedding. +Ted and I are getting married just to please them." + +"Dear me!" said the old lady again. "This is rather sudden. Still--if +you must. Well, I'll go and see what there is in the house to eat." + +She toddled away, smiling, and Una turned to me. She was laughing, but +there were tears in her eyes. + +"You blessed accidents!" she said, with a little tremble in her voice. +"If you hadn't happened just then Ted would have gone away in a rage +and I might never have seen him again. Come now, Sue, and help me +dress." + +Johnny stayed in the hall and I went upstairs with Una. We had such an +exciting time getting her dressed. She had the sweetest white organdie +you ever saw, all frills and laces. I'm sure Pamelia's silk couldn't +have been half so pretty. But she had no veil, and I felt rather +disappointed about that. Then there was a knock at the door and Mrs. +Franklin came in, with her arms full of something all fine and misty +like a lacy cobweb. + +"I've brought you my wedding veil, dearie," she said. "I wore it forty +years ago. And God bless you, dearie. I can't stop a minute. The boy +is killing the chickens and Bridget is getting ready to broil them. +Mrs. Jenner's son across the road has just gone down to the bakery for +a wedding cake." + +With that she toddled off again. She was certainly a wonderful old +lady. I just thought of Mother in her place. Well, Mother would simply +have gone wild entirely. + +When Una was dressed she looked as beautiful as a dream. The boy had +finished killing the chickens, and Mrs. Franklin had sent him up with +a basket of roses for us, and we had each the loveliest bouquet. +Before long Ted came back with the minister, and the next thing we +knew we were all standing out on the lawn under the cherry trees and +Una and Ted were being married. + +I was too happy to speak. I had never thought of being a bridesmaid in +my wildest dreams and here I was one. How thankful I was that I had +put on my blue organdie and my shirred hat! I wasn't a bit nervous and +I don't believe Una was either. Mrs. Franklin stood at one side with a +smudge of flour on her nose, and she had forgotten to take off her +apron. Bridget and the boy watched us from the kitchen garden. It was +all like a beautiful, bewildering dream. But the ceremony was horribly +solemn. I am sure I shall never have the courage to go through with +anything of the sort, but Johnny says I will change my mind when I +grow up. + +When it was all over I nudged Johnny and said "Ode" in a fierce +whisper. Johnny immediately stepped out before Una and recited it. +Pamelia's name was mentioned three times and of course he should have +put Una in place of it, but he forgot. You can't remember everything. + +"You dear funny darlings!" said Una, kissing us both. Johnny didn't +like _that_, but he said he didn't mind it in a bride. + +Then we had dinner, and I thought Mrs. Franklin more wonderful than +ever. I couldn't have believed any woman could have got up such a +spread at two hours' notice. Of course, some credit must be given to +Bridget and the boy. Johnny and I were hungry enough by this time and +we enjoyed that repast to the full. + +We went home on the evening train. Ted and Una came to the station +with us, and Una said she would write me when she got to Japan, and +Ted said he would be obliged to us forever and ever. + +When we got home we found Hannah Jane and Father and Mother--who had +arrived there an hour before us--simply distracted. They were so glad +to see us safe and sound that they didn't even scold us, and when +Father heard our story he laughed until the tears came into his eyes. + +"Some are born to luck, some achieve luck, and some have luck thrust +upon them," he said. + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, +1907 to 1908, by Lucy Maud Montgomery + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MONTGOMERY STORIES *** + +***** This file should be named 24877-8.txt or 24877-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/2/4/8/7/24877/ + +Produced by Alicia Williams, Jeannie Howse and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1907 to 1908 + +Author: Lucy Maud Montgomery + +Release Date: March 19, 2008 [EBook #24877] +Last updated: February 1, 2009 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MONTGOMERY STORIES *** + + + + +Produced by Alicia Williams, Jeannie Howse and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + +<br /> +<hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1907 to 1908</h2> +<br /> + +<div class="block2"> +<p>Lucy Maud Montgomery was born at Clifton (now New London), Prince +Edward Island, Canada, on November 30, 1874. She achieved +international fame in her lifetime, putting Prince Edward Island and +Canada on the world literary map. Best known for her "Anne of Green +Gables" books, she was also a prolific writer of short stories and +poetry. She published some 500 short stories and poems and twenty +novels before her death in 1942. The Project Gutenberg collection of +her short stories was gathered from numerous sources and is presented +in chronological publishing order:</p> + +<br /> + +<p class="noin">Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1896 to 1901<br /> +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1902 to 1903<br /> +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1904<br /> +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1905 to 1906<br /> +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1907 to 1908<br /> +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1909 to 1922</p> +</div> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="toc" id="toc"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Short Stories 1907 to 1908</h2> +<br /> + +<div class="centered"> +<table border="0" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" width="50%" summary="List of Stories"> + <tr> + <td class="tdl" width="80%"><a href="#A_Millionaires_Proposal">A Millionaire's Proposal</a></td> + <td class="tdr" width="20%">1907</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#A_Substitute_Journalist">A Substitute Journalist</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1907</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Annas_Love_Letters">Anna's Love Letters</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1908</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Aunt_Carolines_Silk_Dress">Aunt Caroline's Silk Dress</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1907</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Aunt_Susannas_Thanksgiving_Dinner">Aunt Susanna's Thanksgiving Dinner</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1907</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#By_Grace_of_Julius_Caesar">By Grace of Julius Caesar</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1908</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#By_the_Rule_of_Contrary">By the Rule of Contrary</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1908</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Fair_Exchange_and_No_Robbery">Fair Exchange and No Robbery</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1907</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Four_Winds">Four Winds</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1908</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Marcellas_Reward">Marcella's Reward</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1907</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Margarets_Patient">Margaret's Patient</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1908</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Matthew_Insists_on_Puffed_Sleeves">Matthew Insists on Puffed Sleeves</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1908</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Missys_Room">Missy's Room</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1907</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Teds_Afternoon_Off">Ted's Afternoon Off</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1907</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Girl_Who_Drove_the_Cows">The Girl Who Drove the Cows</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1908</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Doctors_Sweetheart">The Doctor's Sweetheart</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1908</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_End_of_the_Young_Family_Feud">The End of the Young Family Feud</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1907</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Genesis_of_the_Doughnut_Club">The Genesis of the Doughnut Club</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1907</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Growing_Up_of_Cornelia">The Growing Up of Cornelia</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1908</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Old_Fellows_Letter">The Old Fellow's Letter</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1907</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Parting_of_The_Ways">The Parting of the Ways</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1907</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Promissory_Note">The Promissory Note</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1907</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Revolt_of_Mary_Isabel">The Revolt of Mary Isabel</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1908</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Twins_and_a_Wedding">The Twins and a Wedding</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1908</td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="A_Millionaires_Proposal" id="A_Millionaires_Proposal"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>A Millionaire's Proposal<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p class="right">Thrush Hill, Oct. 5, 18—.</p> + +<p>It is all settled at last, and in another week I shall have left +Thrush Hill. I am a little bit sorry and a great bit glad. I am going +to Montreal to spend the winter with Alicia.</p> + +<p>Alicia—it used to be plain Alice when she lived at Thrush Hill and +made her own dresses and trimmed her own hats—is my half-sister. She +is eight years older than I am. We are both orphans, and Aunt +Elizabeth brought us up here at Thrush Hill, the most delightful old +country place in the world, half smothered in big willows and poplars, +every one of which I have climbed in the early tomboy days of gingham +pinafores and sun-bonnets.</p> + +<p>When Alicia was eighteen she married Roger Gresham, a man of forty. +The world said that she married him for his money. I dare say she did. +Alicia was tired of poverty.</p> + +<p>I don't blame her. Very likely I shall do the same thing one of these +days, if I get the chance—for I too am tired of poverty.</p> + +<p>When Alicia went to Montreal she wanted to take me with her, but I +wanted to be outdoors, romping in the hay or running wild in the woods +with Jack.</p> + +<p>Jack Willoughby—Dr. John H. Willoughby, it reads on his office +door—was the son of our nearest neighbour. We were chums always, and +when he went away to college I was heartbroken.</p> + +<p>The vacations were the only joy of my life then.</p> + +<p>I don't know just when I began to notice a change in Jack, but when he +came home two years ago, a full-fledged M.D.—a great, tall, +broad-shouldered fellow, with the sweetest moustache, and lovely thick +black hair, just made for poking one's fingers through—I realized it +to the full. Jack was grown up. The dear old days of bird-nesting and +nutting and coasting and fishing and general delightful goings-on were +over forever.</p> + +<p>I was sorry at first. I wanted "Jack." "Dr. Willoughby" seemed too +distinguished and far away.</p> + +<p>I suppose he found a change in me, too. I had put on long skirts and +wore my hair up. I had also found out that I had a complexion, and +that sunburn was not becoming. I honestly thought I looked pretty, but +Jack surveyed me with decided disapprobation.</p> + +<p>"What have you done to yourself? You don't look like the same girl. +I'd never know you in that rig-out, with all those flippery-trippery +curls all over your head. Why don't you comb your hair straight back, +and let it hang in a braided tail, like you used to?"</p> + +<p>This didn't suit me at all. When I expect a compliment and get +something quite different I always get snippy. So I said, with what I +intended to be crushing dignity, "that I supposed I wasn't the same +girl; I had grown up, and if he didn't like my curls he needn't look +at them. For my part, I thought them infinitely preferable to that +horrid, conceited-looking moustache he had grown."</p> + +<p>"I'll shave it off if it doesn't suit you," said Jack amiably.</p> + +<p>Jack is always so provokingly good-humoured. When you've taken pains +and put yourself out—even to the extent of fibbing about a +moustache—to exasperate a person, there is nothing more annoying than +to have him keep perfectly angelic.</p> + +<p>But after a while Jack and I adjusted ourselves to the change in each +other and became very good friends again. It was quite a different +friendship from the old, but it was very pleasant. Yes, it was; I +<i>will</i> admit that much.</p> + +<p>I was provoked at Jack's determination to settle down for life in +Valleyfield, a horrible, humdrum, little country village.</p> + +<p>"You'll never make your fortune there, Jack," I said spitefully. +"You'll just be a poor, struggling country doctor all your life, and +you'll be grey at forty."</p> + +<p>"I don't expect to make a fortune, Kitty," said Jack quietly. "Do you +think that is the one desirable thing? I shall never be a rich man. +But riches are not the only thing that makes life pleasant."</p> + +<p>"Well, I think they have a good deal to do with it, anyhow," I +retorted. "It's all very well to pretend to despise wealth, but it's +generally a case of sour grapes. <i>I</i> will own up honestly that I'd +<i>love</i> to be rich."</p> + +<p>It always seems to make Jack blue and grumpy when I talk like that. I +suppose that is one reason why he never asked me to settle down in +life as a country doctor's wife. Another was, no doubt, that I always +nipped his sentimental sproutings religiously in the bud.</p> + +<p>Three weeks ago Alicia wrote to me, asking me to spend the winter with +her. Her letters always make me just gasp with longing for the life +they describe.</p> + +<p>Jack's face, when I told him about it, was so woebegone that I felt a +stab of remorse, even in the heyday of my delight.</p> + +<p>"Do you really mean it, Kitty? Are you going away to leave me?"</p> + +<p>"You won't miss me much," I said flippantly—I had a creepy, crawly +presentiment that a scene of some kind was threatening—"and I'm +awfully tired of Thrush Hill and country life, Jack. I suppose it is +horribly ungrateful of me to say so, but it is the truth."</p> + +<p>"I shall miss you," he said soberly.</p> + +<p>Somehow he had my hands in his. <i>How</i> did he ever get them? I was sure +I had them safely tucked out of harm's way behind me. "You know, +Kitty, that I love you. I am a poor man—perhaps I may never be +anything else—and this may seem to you very presumptuous. But I +cannot let you go like this. Will you be my wife, dear?"</p> + +<p>Wasn't it horribly straightforward and direct? So like Jack! I tried +to pull my hands away, but he held them fast. There was nothing to do +but answer him. That "no" I had determined to say must be said, but, +oh! how woefully it did stick in my throat!</p> + +<p>And I honestly believe that by the time I got it out it would have +been transformed into a "yes," in spite of me, had it not been for a +certain paragraph in Alicia's letter which came providentially to my +mind:</p> + +<div class="block"><p>Not to flatter you, Katherine, you are a beauty, my dear—if +your photo is to be trusted. If you have not discovered that +fact before—how should you, indeed, in a place like Thrush +Hill?—you soon will in Montreal. With your face and figure +you will make a sensation.</p> + +<p>There is to be a nephew of the Sinclairs here this winter. He +is an American, immensely wealthy, and will be the catch of +the season. A word to the wise, etc. Don't get into any +foolish entanglement down there. I have heard some gossip of +you and our old playfellow, Jack Willoughby. I hope it is +nothing but gossip. You can do better than that, Katherine.</p></div> + +<p>That settled Jack's fate, if there ever had been any doubt.</p> + +<p>"Don't talk like that, Jack," I said hurriedly. "It is all nonsense. I +think a great deal of you as a friend and—and—all that, you know. +But I can never marry you."</p> + +<p>"Are you sure, Kitty?" said Jack earnestly. "Don't you care for me at +all?"</p> + +<p>It was horrid of Jack to ask that question!</p> + +<p>"No," I said miserably, "not—not in that way, Jack. Oh, don't ever +say anything like this to me again."</p> + +<p>He let go of my hands then, white to the lips.</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't look like that, Jack," I entreated.</p> + +<p>"I can't help it," he said in a low voice. "But I won't bother you +again, dear. It was foolish of me to expect—to hope for anything of +the sort. You are a thousand times too good for me, I know."</p> + +<p>"Oh, indeed I'm not, Jack," I protested. "If you knew how horrid I am, +really, you'd be glad and thankful for your escape. Oh, Jack, I wish +people never grew up."</p> + +<p>Jack smiled sadly.</p> + +<p>"Don't feel badly over this, Kitty. It isn't your fault. Good night, +dear."</p> + +<p>He turned my face up and kissed me squarely on the mouth. He had never +kissed me since the summer before he went away to college. Somehow it +didn't seem a bit the same as it used to; it was—nicer now.</p> + +<p>After he went away I came upstairs and had a good, comfortable howl. +Then I buried the whole affair decently. I am not going to think of it +any more.</p> + +<p>I shall always have the highest esteem for Jack, and I hope he will +soon find some nice girl who will make him happy. Mary Carter would +jump at him, I know. To be sure, she is as homely as she can be and +live. But, then, Jack is always telling me how little he cares for +beauty, so I have no doubt she will suit him admirably.</p> + +<p>As for myself—well, I am ambitious. I don't suppose my ambition is a +very lofty one, but such as it is I mean to hunt it down. Come. Let me +put it down in black and white, once for all, and see how it looks:</p> + +<p>I mean to marry the rich nephew of the Sinclairs.</p> + +<p>There! It is out, and I feel better. How mercenary and awful it looks +written out in cold blood like that. I wouldn't have Jack or Aunt +Elizabeth—dear, unworldly old soul—see it for the world. But I +wouldn't mind Alicia.</p> + +<p>Poor dear Jack!</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p class="right">Montreal, Dec. 16, 18—.</p> + +<p>This is a nice way to keep a journal. But the days when I could write +regularly are gone by. That was when I was at Thrush Hill.</p> + +<p>I am having a simply divine time. How in the world did I ever contrive +to live at Thrush Hill?</p> + +<p>To be sure, I felt badly enough that day in October when I left it. +When the train left Valleyfield I just cried like a baby.</p> + +<p>Alicia and Roger welcomed me very heartily, and after the first week +of homesickness—I shiver yet when I think of it—was over, I settled +down to my new life as if I had been born to it.</p> + +<p>Alicia has a magnificent home and everything heart could wish +for—jewels, carriages, servants, opera boxes, and social position. +Roger is a model husband apparently. I must also admit that he is a +model brother-in-law.</p> + +<p>I could feel Alicia looking me over critically the moment we met. I +trembled with suspense, but I was soon relieved.</p> + +<p>"Do you know, Katherine, I am glad to see that your photograph didn't +flatter you. Photographs so often do, I am positively surprised at the +way you have developed, my dear; you used to be such a scrawny little +brown thing. By the way, I hope there is nothing between you and Jack +Willoughby?"</p> + +<p>"No, of course not," I answered hurriedly. I had intended to tell +Alicia all about Jack, but when it came to the point I couldn't.</p> + +<p>"I am glad of that," said Alicia, with a relieved air. "Of course, +I've no doubt Jack is a good fellow enough. He was a nice boy. But he +would not be a suitable husband for you, Katherine."</p> + +<p>I knew that very well. That was just why I had refused him. But it +made me wince to hear Alicia say it. I instantly froze up—Alicia says +dignity is becoming to me—and Jack's name has never been mentioned +between us since.</p> + +<p>I made my bow to society at an "At Home" which Alicia gave for that +purpose. She drilled me well beforehand, and I think I acquitted +myself decently. Charlie Vankleek, whose verdict makes or mars every +debutante in his set, has approved of me. He called me a beauty, and +everybody now believes that I am one, and greets me accordingly.</p> + +<p>I met Gus Sinclair at Mrs. Brompton's dinner. Alicia declares it was a +case of love at first sight. If so, I must confess that it was all on +one side.</p> + +<p>Mr. Sinclair is undeniably ugly—even Alicia has to admit that—and +can't hold a candle to Jack in point of looks, for Jack, poor boy, was +handsome, if he were nothing else. But, as Alicia does not fail to +remind me, Mr. Sinclair's homeliness is well gilded.</p> + +<p>Apart from his appearance, I really liked him very much. He is a +gentlemanly little fellow—his head reaches about to my +shoulder—cultured and travelled, and can talk splendidly, which Jack +never could.</p> + +<p>He took me into dinner at Mrs. Brompton's, and was very attentive. You +may imagine how many angelic glances I received from the other +candidates for his favour.</p> + +<p>Since then I have been having the gayest time imaginable. Dances, +dinners, luncheons, afternoon teas, "functions" to no end, and all +delightful.</p> + +<p>Aunt Elizabeth writes to me, but I have never heard a word from Jack. +He seems to have forgotten my existence completely. No doubt he has +consoled himself with Mary Carter.</p> + +<p>Well, that is all for the best, but I must say I did not think Jack +could have forgotten me so soon or so absolutely. Of course it does +not make the least difference to me.</p> + +<p>The Sinclairs and the Bromptons and the Curries are to dine here +tonight. I can see myself reflected in the long mirror before me, and +I really think my appearance will satisfy even Gus Sinclair's critical +eye. I am pale, as usual, I never have any colour. That used to be one +of Jack's grievances. He likes pink and white milkmaidish girls. My +"magnificent pallor" didn't suit him at all.</p> + +<p>But, what is more to the purpose, it suits Gus Sinclair. He admires +the statuesque style.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p class="right">Montreal, Jan. 20, 18—.</p> + +<p>Here it is a whole month since my last entry. I am sitting here decked +out in "gloss of satin and glimmer of pearls" for Mrs. Currie's dance. +These few minutes, after I emerge from the hands of my maid and before +the carriage is announced, are almost the only ones I ever have to +myself.</p> + +<p>I am having a good time still. Somehow, though, it isn't as exciting +as it used to be. I'm afraid I'm very changeable. I believe I must be +homesick.</p> + +<p>I'd love to get a glimpse of dear old Thrush Hill and Aunt Elizabeth, +and J—but, no! I will not write that.</p> + +<p>Mr. Sinclair has not spoken yet, but there is no doubt that he soon +will. Of course, I shall accept him when he does, and I coolly told +Alicia so when she just as coolly asked me what I meant to do.</p> + +<p>"Certainly, I shall marry him," I said crossly, for the subject always +irritates me. "Haven't I been laying myself out all winter to catch +him? That is the bold, naked truth, and ugly enough it is. My dearly +beloved sister, I mean to accept Mr. Sinclair, without any hesitation, +whenever I get the chance."</p> + +<p>"I give you credit for more sense than to dream of doing anything +else," said Alicia in relieved tones. "Katherine, you are a very lucky +girl."</p> + +<p>"Because I am going to marry a rich man for his money?" I said coldly.</p> + +<p>Sometimes I get snippy with Alicia these days.</p> + +<p>"No," said my half-sister in an exasperated way. "Why will you persist +in speaking in that way? You are very provoking. It is not likely I +would wish to see you throw yourself away on a poor man, and I'm sure +you must like Gus."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, I like him well enough," I said listlessly. "To be sure, I +did think once, in my salad days, that liking wasn't quite all in an +affair of this kind. I was absurd enough to imagine that love had +something to do with it."</p> + +<p>"Don't talk so nonsensically," said Alicia sharply. "Love! Well, of +course, you ought to love your husband, and you will. He loves you +enough, at all events."</p> + +<p>"Alicia," I said earnestly, looking her straight in the face and +speaking bluntly enough to have satisfied even Jack's love of +straightforwardness, "you married for money and position, so people +say. Are you happy?"</p> + +<p>For the first time that I remembered, Alicia blushed. She was very +angry.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I did marry for money," she said sharply, "and I don't regret +it. Thank heaven, I never was a fool."</p> + +<p>"Don't be vexed, Alicia," I entreated. "I only asked because—well, it +is no matter."</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p class="right">Montreal, Jan. 25, 18—.</p> + +<p>It is bedtime, but I am too excited and happy and miserable to sleep. +Jack has been here—dear old Jack! How glad I was to see him.</p> + +<p>His coming was so unexpected. I was sitting alone in my room this +afternoon—I believe I was moping—when Bessie brought up his card. I +gave it one rapturous look and tore downstairs, passing Alicia in the +hall like a whirlwind, and burst into the drawing-room in a most +undignified way.</p> + +<p>"Jack!" I cried, holding out both hands to him in welcome.</p> + +<p>There he was, just the same old Jack, with his splendid big shoulders +and his lovely brown eyes. And his necktie was crooked, too; as soon +as I could get my hands free I put them up and straightened it out for +him. How nice and old-timey that was!</p> + +<p>"So you are glad to see me, Kitty?" he said as he squeezed my hands in +his big strong paws.</p> + +<p>"'Deed and 'deed I am, Jack. I thought you had forgotten me +altogether. And I've been so homesick and so—so everything," I said +incoherently. "And, oh, Jack, I've so many questions to ask I don't +know where to begin. Tell me all the Thrush Hill and Valleyfield news, +tell me everything that has happened since I left. How many people +have you killed off? And, oh, why didn't you come to see me before?"</p> + +<p>"I didn't think I should be wanted, Kitty," Jack answered quietly. +"You seemed to be so absorbed in your new life that old friends and +interests were crowded out."</p> + +<p>"So I was at first," I answered penitently. "I was dazzled, you know. +The glare was too much for my Thrush Hill brown. But it's different +now. How did you happen to come, Jack?"</p> + +<p>"I had to come to Montreal on business, and I thought it would be too +bad if I went back without coming to see what they had been doing in +Vanity Fair to my little playmate."</p> + +<p>"Well, what do you think they have been doing?" I asked saucily.</p> + +<p>I had on a particularly fetching gown and knew I was looking my best. +Jack, however, looked me over with his head on one side.</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know, Kitty," he said slowly. "That is a stunning sort +of dress you have on—not so pretty, though, as that old blue muslin +you used to wear last summer—and your hair is pretty good. But you +look rather disdainful and, after all, I believe I prefer Thrush Hill +Kitty."</p> + +<p>How like Jack that was. He never thought me really pretty, and he is +too honest to pretend he does.</p> + +<p>But I didn't care. I just laughed, and we sat down together and had a +long, delightful, chummy talk.</p> + +<p>Jack told me all the Valleyfield gossip, not forgetting to mention +that Mary Carter was going to be married to a minister in June. Jack +didn't seem to mind it a bit, so I guess he couldn't have been +particularly interested in Mary.</p> + +<p>In due time Alicia sailed in. I suppose she had found out from Bessie +who my caller was, and felt rather worried over the length of our +tête-à-tête.</p> + +<p>She greeted Jack very graciously, but with a certain polite +condescension of which she is past mistress. I am sure Jack felt it, +for, as soon as he decently could, he got up to go. Alicia asked him +to remain to dinner.</p> + +<p>"We are having a few friends to dine with us, but it is quite an +informal affair," she said sweetly.</p> + +<p>I felt that Jack glanced at me for the fraction of a second. But I +remembered that Gus Sinclair was coming too, and I did not look at +him.</p> + +<p>Then he declined quietly. He had a business engagement, he said.</p> + +<p>I suppose Alicia had noticed that look at me, for she showed her +claws.</p> + +<p>"Don't forget to call any time you are in Montreal," she said more +sweetly than ever. "I am sure Katherine will always be glad to see any +of her old friends, although some of her new ones <i>are</i> proving very +absorbing—one, in especial. Don't blush, Katherine, I am sure Mr. +Willoughby won't tell any tales out of school to your old Valleyfield +friends."</p> + +<p>I was not blushing, and I was furious. It was really too bad of +Alicia, although I don't see why I need have cared.</p> + +<p>Alicia kept her eye on us both until Jack was fairly gone. Then she +remarked in the patronizing tone which I detest:</p> + +<p>"Really, Katherine, Jack Willoughby has developed into quite a +passable-looking fellow, although he is rather shabby. But I suppose +he is poor."</p> + +<p>"Yes," I answered curtly, "he is poor, in everything except youth and +manhood and goodness and truth! But I suppose those don't count for +anything."</p> + +<p>Whereupon Alicia lifted her eyebrows and looked me over.</p> + +<p>Just at dusk a box arrived with Jack's compliments. It was full of +lovely white carnations, and must have cost the extravagant fellow +more than he has any business to waste on flowers. I was beast enough +to put them on when I went down to listen to another man's +love-making.</p> + +<p>This evening I sparkled and scintillated with unusual brilliancy, for +Jack's visit and my consequent crossing of swords with Alicia had +produced a certain elation of spirits. When Gus Sinclair was leaving +he asked if he might see me alone tomorrow afternoon.</p> + +<p>I knew what that meant, and a cold shiver went up and down my +backbone. But I looked down at him—spick-and-span and glossy—<i>his</i> +neckties are never crooked—and said, yes, he might come at three +o'clock.</p> + +<p>Alicia had noticed our aside—when did anything ever escape her?—and +when he was gone she asked, significantly, what secret he had been +telling me.</p> + +<p>"He wants to see me alone tomorrow afternoon. I suppose you know what +that means, Alicia?"</p> + +<p>"Ah," purred Alicia, "I congratulate you, my dear."</p> + +<p>"Aren't your congratulations a little premature?" I asked coldly. "I +haven't accepted him yet."</p> + +<p>"But you will?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, certainly. Isn't it what we've schemed and angled for? I'm very +well satisfied."</p> + +<p>And so I am. But I wish it hadn't come so soon after Jack's visit, +because I feel rather upset yet. Of course I like Gus Sinclair very +much, and I am sure I shall be very fond of him.</p> + +<p>Well, I must go to bed now and get my beauty sleep. I don't want to be +haggard and hollow-eyed at that important interview tomorrow—an +interview that will decide my destiny.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p class="right">Thrush Hill, May 6, 18—.</p> + +<p>Well, it did decide it, but not exactly in the way I anticipated. I +can look back on the whole affair quite calmly now, but I wouldn't +live it over again for all the wealth of Ind.</p> + +<p>That day when Gus Sinclair came I was all ready for him. I had put on +my very prettiest new gown to do honour to the occasion, and Alicia +smilingly assured me I was looking very well.</p> + +<p>"And <i>so</i> cool and composed. Will you be able to keep that up? Don't +you really feel a little nervous, Katherine?"</p> + +<p>"Not in the least," I said. "I suppose I ought to be, according to +traditions, but I never felt less flustered in my life."</p> + +<p>When Bessie brought up Gus Sinclair's card Alicia dropped a pecky +little kiss on my cheek, and pushed me toward the door. I went down +calmly, although I'll admit that my heart <i>was</i> beating wildly. Gus +Sinclair was plainly nervous, but I was composed enough for both. You +would really have thought that I was in the habit of being proposed to +by a millionaire every day.</p> + +<p>"I suppose you know what I have come to say," he said, standing before +me, as I leaned gracefully back in a big chair, having taken care that +the folds of my dress fell just as they should.</p> + +<p>And then he proceeded to say it in a rather jumbled-up fashion, but +very sincerely.</p> + +<p>I remember thinking at the time that he must have composed the speech +in his head the night before, and rehearsed it several times, but was +forgetting it in spots.</p> + +<p>When he ended with the self-same question that Jack had asked me three +months before at Thrush Hill he stopped and took my hands.</p> + +<p>I looked up at him. His good, homely face was close to mine, and in +his eyes was an unmistakable look of love and tenderness.</p> + +<p>I opened my mouth to say yes.</p> + +<p>And then there came over me in one rush the most awful realization of +the sacrilege I was going to commit.</p> + +<p>I forgot everything except that I loved Jack Willoughby, and that I +could never, never marry anybody in the world except him.</p> + +<p>Then I pulled my hands away and burst into hysterical, undignified +tears.</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon," said Mr. Sinclair. "I did not mean to startle +you. Have I been too abrupt? Surely you must have known—you must have +expected—"</p> + +<p>"Yes—yes—I knew," I cried miserably, "and I intended right up to +this very minute to marry you. I'm so sorry—but I can't—I can't."</p> + +<p>"I don't understand," he said in a bewildered tone. "If you expected +it, then why—why—don't you care for me?"</p> + +<p>"No, that's just it," I sobbed. "I don't love you at all—and I do +love somebody else. But he is poor, and I hate poverty. So I refused +him, and I meant to marry you just because you are rich."</p> + +<p>Such a pained look came over his face. "I did not think this of you," +he said in a low tone.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know I have acted shamefully," I said. "You can't think any +worse of me than I do of myself. How you must despise me!"</p> + +<p>"No," he said, with a grim smile, "if I did it would be easier for me. +I might not love you then. Don't distress yourself, Katherine. I do +not deny that I feel greatly hurt and disappointed, but I am glad you +have been true to yourself at last. Don't cry, dear."</p> + +<p>"You're very good," I answered disconsolately, "but all the same the +fact remains that I have behaved disgracefully to you, and I know you +think so. Oh, Mr. Sinclair, please, please, go away. I feel so +miserably ashamed of myself that I cannot look you in the face."</p> + +<p>"I am going, dear," he said gently. "I know all this must be very +painful to you, but it is not easy for me, either."</p> + +<p>"Can you forgive me?" I said wistfully.</p> + +<p>"Yes, my dear, completely. Do not let yourself be unhappy over this. +Remember that I will always be your friend. Goodbye."</p> + +<p>He held out his hand and gave mine an earnest clasp. Then he went +away.</p> + +<p>I remained in the drawing-room, partly because I wanted to finish out +my cry, and partly because, miserable coward that I was, I didn't dare +face Alicia. Finally she came in, her face wreathed with anticipatory +smiles. But when her eyes fell on my forlorn, crumpled self she fairly +jumped.</p> + +<p>"Katherine, what is the matter?" she asked sharply. "Didn't Mr. +Sinclair—"</p> + +<p>"Yes, he did," I said desperately. "And I've refused him. There now, +Alicia!"</p> + +<p>Then I waited for the storm to burst. It didn't all at once. The shock +was too great, and at first quite paralyzed my half-sister.</p> + +<p>"Katherine," she gasped, "are you crazy? Have you lost your senses?"</p> + +<p>"No, I've just come to them. It's true enough, Alicia. You can scold +all you like. I know I deserve it, and I won't flinch. I did really +intend to take him, but when it came to the point I couldn't. I didn't +love him."</p> + +<p>Then, indeed, the storm burst. I never saw Alicia so angry before, and +I never got so roundly abused. But even Alicia has her limits, and at +last she grew calmer.</p> + +<p>"You have behaved disgracefully," she concluded. "I am disgusted with +you. You have encouraged Gus Sinclair markedly right along, and now +you throw him over like this. I never dreamed that you were capable of +such unwomanly behaviour."</p> + +<p>"That's a hard word, Alicia," I protested feebly.</p> + +<p>She dealt me a withering glance. "It does not begin to be as hard as +your shameful conduct merits. To think of losing a fortune like that +for the sake of sentimental folly! I didn't think you were such a +consummate fool."</p> + +<p>"I suppose you absorbed all the sense of our family," I said drearily. +"There now, Alicia, do leave me alone. I'm down in the very depths +already."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean to do now?" said Alicia scornfully. "Go back to +Valleyfield and marry that starving country doctor of yours, I +suppose?"</p> + +<p>I flared up then; Alicia might abuse me all she liked, but I wasn't +going to hear a word against Jack.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I will, if he'll have me," I said, and I marched out of the room +and upstairs, with my head very high.</p> + +<p>Of course I decided to leave Montreal as soon as I could. But I +couldn't get away within a week, and it was a very unpleasant one. +Alicia treated me with icy indifference, and I knew I should never be +reinstated in her good graces.</p> + +<p>To my surprise, Roger took my part. "Let the girl alone," he told +Alicia. "If she doesn't love Sinclair, she was right in refusing him. +I, for one, am glad that she has got enough truth and womanliness in +her to keep her from selling herself."</p> + +<p>Then he came to the library where I was moping, and laid his hand on +my head.</p> + +<p>"Little girl," he said earnestly, "no matter what anyone says to you, +never marry a man for his money or for any other reason on earth +except because you love him."</p> + +<p>This comforted me greatly, and I did not cry myself to sleep that +night as usual.</p> + +<p>At last I got away. I had telegraphed to Jack: "Am coming home +Wednesday; meet me at train," and I knew he would be there. How I +longed to see him again—dear, old, badly treated Jack.</p> + +<p>I got to Valleyfield just at dusk. It was a rainy evening, and +everything was slush and fog and gloom. But away up I saw the home +light at Thrush Hill, and Jack was waiting for me on the platform.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Jack!" I said, clinging to him, regardless of appearances. "Oh, +I'm so glad to be back."</p> + +<p>"That's right, Kitty. I knew you wouldn't forget us. How well you are +looking!"</p> + +<p>"I suppose I ought to be looking wretched," I said penitently. "I've +been behaving very badly, Jack. Wait till we get away from the crowd +and I'll tell you all about it."</p> + +<p>And I did.</p> + +<p>I didn't gloss over anything, but just confessed the whole truth. Jack +heard me through in silence, and then he kissed me.</p> + +<p>"Can you forgive me, Jack, and take me back?" I whispered, cuddling up +to him.</p> + +<p>And he said—but, on second thought, I will not write down what he +said.</p> + +<p>We are to be married in June.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="A_Substitute_Journalist" id="A_Substitute_Journalist"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>A Substitute Journalist<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Clifford Baxter came into the sitting-room where Patty was darning +stockings and reading a book at the same time. Patty could do things +like that. The stockings were well darned too, and Patty understood +and remembered what she read.</p> + +<p>Clifford flung himself into a chair with a sigh of weariness. "Tired?" +queried Patty sympathetically.</p> + +<p>"Yes, rather. I've been tramping about the wharves all day gathering +longshore items. But, Patty, I've got a chance at last. Tonight as I +was leaving the office Mr. Harmer gave me a real assignment for +tomorrow—two of them in fact, but only one of importance. I'm to go +and interview Mr. Keefe on this new railroad bill that's up before the +legislature. He's in town, visiting his old college friend, Mr. Reid, +and he's quite big game. I wouldn't have had the assignment, of +course, if there'd been anyone else to send, but most of the staff +will be away all day tomorrow to see about that mine explosion at +Midbury or the teamsters' strike at Bainsville, and I'm the only one +available. Harmer gave me a pretty broad hint that it was my chance to +win my spurs, and that if I worked up a good article out of it I'd +stand a fair show of being taken on permanently next month when Alsop +leaves. There'll be a shuffle all round then, you know. Everybody on +the staff will be pushed up a peg, and that will leave a vacant space +at the foot."</p> + +<p>Patty threw down her darning needle and clapped her hands with +delight. Clifford gazed at her admiringly, thinking that he had the +prettiest sister in the world—she was so bright, so eager, so rosy.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Clifford, how splendid!" she exclaimed. "Just as we'd begun to +give up hope too. Oh, you must get the position! You must hand in a +good write-up. Think what it means to us."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know." Clifford dropped his head on his hand and stared +rather moodily at the lamp. "But my joy is chastened, Patty. Of course +I want to get the permanency, since it seems to be the only possible +thing, but you know my heart isn't really in newspaper work. The plain +truth is I don't like it, although I do my best. You know Father +always said I was a born mechanic. If I only could get a position +somewhere among machinery—that would be my choice. There's one vacant +in the Steel and Iron Works at Bancroft—but of course I've no chance +of getting it."</p> + +<p>"I know. It's too bad," said Patty, returning to her stockings with a +sigh. "I wish I were a boy with a foothold on the <i>Chronicle</i>. I +firmly believe that I'd make a good newspaper woman, if such a thing +had ever been heard of in Aylmer."</p> + +<p>"That you would. You've twice as much knack in that line as I have. +You seem to know by instinct just what to leave out and put in. I +never do, and Harmer has to blue-pencil my copy mercilessly. Well, +I'll do my best with this, as it's very necessary I should get the +permanency, for I fear our family purse is growing very slim. Mother's +face has a new wrinkle of worry every day. It hurts me to see it."</p> + +<p>"And me," sighed Patty. "I do wish I could find something to do too. +If only we both could get positions, everything would be all right. +Mother wouldn't have to worry so. Don't say anything about this chance +to her until you see what comes of it. She'd only be doubly +disappointed if nothing did. What is your other assignment?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I've got to go out to Bancroft on the morning train and write up +old Mr. Moreland's birthday celebration. He is a hundred years old, +and there's going to be a presentation and speeches and that sort of +thing. Nothing very exciting about it. I'll have to come back on the +three o'clock train and hurry out to catch my politician before he +leaves at five. Take a stroll down to meet my train, Patty. We can go +out as far as Mr. Reid's house together, and the walk will do you +good."</p> + +<p>The Baxters lived in Aylmer, a lively little town with two +newspapers, the <i>Chronicle</i> and the <i>Ledger</i>. Between these two was a +sharp journalistic rivalry in the matter of "beats" and "scoops." In +the preceding spring Clifford had been taken on the <i>Chronicle</i> on +trial, as a sort of general handyman. There was no pay attached to the +position, but he was getting training and there was the possibility of +a permanency in September if he proved his mettle. Mr. Baxter had died +two years before, and the failure of the company in which Mrs. +Baxter's money was invested had left the little family dependent on +their own resources. Clifford, who had cherished dreams of a course in +mechanical engineering, knew that he must give them up and go to the +first work that offered itself, which he did staunchly and +uncomplainingly. Patty, who hitherto had had no designs on a "career," +but had been sunnily content to be a home girl and Mother's right +hand, also realized that it would be well to look about her for +something to do. She was not really needed so far as the work of the +little house went, and the whole burden must not be allowed to fall on +Clifford's eighteen-year-old shoulders. Patty was his senior by a +year, and ready to do her part unflinchingly.</p> + +<p>The next afternoon Patty went down to meet Clifford's train. When it +came, no Clifford appeared. Patty stared about her at the hurrying +throngs in bewilderment. Where was Clifford? Hadn't he come on the +train? Surely he must have, for there was no other until seven +o'clock. She must have missed him somehow. Patty waited until +everybody had left the station, then she walked slowly homeward. As +the <i>Chronicle</i> office was on her way, she dropped in to see if +Clifford had reported there.</p> + +<p>She found nobody in the editorial offices except the office boy, Larry +Brown, who promptly informed her that not only had Clifford not +arrived, but that there was a telegram from him saying that he had +missed his train. Patty gasped in dismay. It was dreadful!</p> + +<p>"Where is Mr. Harmer?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"He went home as soon as the afternoon edition came out. He left +before the telegram came. He'll be furious when he finds out that +nobody has gone to interview that foxy old politician," said Larry, +who knew all about Clifford's assignment and its importance.</p> + +<p>"Isn't there anyone else here to go?" queried Patty desperately.</p> + +<p>Larry shook his head. "No, there isn't a soul in. We're mighty +short-handed just now on account of the explosion and the strike."</p> + +<p>Patty went downstairs and stood for a moment in the hall, rapt in +reflection. If she had been at home, she verily believed she would +have sat down and cried. Oh, it was too bad, too disappointing! +Clifford would certainly lose all chance of the permanency, even if +the irate news editor did not discharge him at once. What could she +do? Could she do anything? She <i>must</i> do something.</p> + +<p>"If I only could go in his place," moaned Patty softly to herself.</p> + +<p>Then she started. Why not? Why not go and interview the big man +herself? To be sure, she did not know a great deal about interviewing, +still less about railroad bills, and nothing at all about politics. +But if she did her best it might be better than nothing, and might at +least save Clifford his present hold.</p> + +<p>With Patty, to decide was to act. She flew back to the reporters' +room, pounced on a pencil and tablet, and hurried off, her breath +coming quickly, and her eyes shining with excitement. It was quite a +long walk out to Mr. Reid's place and Patty was tired when she got +there, but her courage was not a whit abated. She mounted the steps +and rang the bell undauntedly.</p> + +<p>"Can I see Mr.—Mr.—Mr.—" Patty paused for a moment in dismay. She +had forgotten the name. The maid who had come to the door looked her +over so superciliously that Patty flushed with indignation. "The +gentleman who is visiting Mr. Reid," she said crisply. "I can't +remember his name, but I've come to interview him on behalf of the +<i>Chronicle</i>. Is he in?"</p> + +<p>"If you mean Mr. Reefer, he is," said the maid quite respectfully. +Evidently the <i>Chronicle</i>'s name carried weight in the Reid +establishment. "Please come into the library. I'll go and tell him."</p> + +<p>Patty had just time to seat herself at the table, spread out her paper +imposingly, and assume a businesslike air when Mr. Reefer came in. He +was a tall, handsome old man with white hair, jet-black eyes, and a +mouth that made Patty hope she wouldn't stumble on any questions he +wouldn't want to answer. Patty knew she would waste her breath if she +did. A man with a mouth like that would never tell anything he didn't +want to tell.</p> + +<p>"Good afternoon. What can I do for you, madam?" inquired Mr. Reefer +with the air and tone of a man who means to be courteous, but has no +time or information to waste.</p> + +<p>Patty was almost overcome by the "Madam." For a moment, she quailed. +She couldn't ask that masculine sphinx questions! Then the thought of +her mother's pale, careworn face flashed across her mind, and all her +courage came back with an inspiriting rush. She bent forward to look +eagerly into Mr. Reefer's carved, granite face, and said with a frank +smile:</p> + +<p>"I have come to interview you on behalf of the <i>Chronicle</i> about the +railroad bill. It was my brother who had the assignment, but he has +missed his train and I have come in his place because, you see, it is +so important to us. So much depends on this assignment. Perhaps Mr. +Harmer will give Clifford a permanent place on the staff if he turns +in a good article about you. He is only handyman now. I just couldn't +let him miss the chance—he might never have another. And it means so +much to us and Mother."</p> + +<p>"Are you a member of the <i>Chronicle</i> staff yourself?" inquired Mr. +Reefer with a shade more geniality in his tone.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no! I've nothing to do with it, so you won't mind my being +inexperienced, will you? I don't know just what I should ask you, so +won't you please just tell me everything about the bill, and Mr. +Harmer can cut out what doesn't matter?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Reefer looked at Patty for a few moments with a face about as +expressive as a graven image. Perhaps he was thinking about the bill, +and perhaps he was thinking what a bright, vivid, plucky little girl +this was with her waiting pencil and her air that strove to be +businesslike, and only succeeded in being eager and hopeful and +anxious.</p> + +<p>"I'm not used to being interviewed myself," he said slowly, "so I +don't know very much about it. We're both green hands together, I +imagine. But I'd like to help you out, so I don't mind telling you +what I think about this bill, and its bearing on certain important +interests."</p> + +<p>Mr. Reefer proceeded to tell her, and Patty's pencil flew as she +scribbled down his terse, pithy sentences. She found herself asking +questions too, and enjoying it. For the first time, Patty thought she +might rather like politics if she understood them—and they did not +seem so hard to understand when a man like Mr. Reefer explained them. +For half an hour he talked to her, and at the end of that time Patty +was in full possession of his opinion on the famous railroad bill in +all its aspects.</p> + +<p>"There now, I'm talked out," said Mr. Reefer. "You can tell your news +editor that you know as much about the railroad bill as Andrew Reefer +knows. I hope you'll succeed in pleasing him, and that your brother +will get the position he wants. But he shouldn't have missed that +train. You tell him that. Boys with important things to do mustn't +miss trains. Perhaps it's just as well he did in this case though, +but tell him not to let it happen again."</p> + +<p>Patty went straight home, wrote up her interview in ship-shape form, +and took it down to the <i>Chronicle</i> office. There she found Mr. +Harmer, scowling blackly. The little news editor looked to be in a +rather bad temper, but he nodded not unkindly to Patty. Mr. Harmer +knew the Baxters well and liked them, although he would have +sacrificed them all without a qualm for a "scoop."</p> + +<p>"Good evening, Patty. Take a chair. That brother of yours hasn't +turned up yet. The next time I give him an assignment, he'll manage to +be on hand in time to do it."</p> + +<p>"Oh," cried Patty breathlessly, "please, Mr. Harmer, I have the +interview here. I thought perhaps I could do it in Clifford's place, +and I went out to Mr. Reid's and saw Mr. Reefer. He was very kind +and—"</p> + +<p>"Mr. who?" fairly shouted Mr. Harmer.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Reefer—Mr. Andrew Reefer. He told me to tell you that this +article contained all he knew or thought about the railroad bill +and—"</p> + +<p>But Mr. Harmer was no longer listening. He had snatched the neatly +written sheets of Patty's report and was skimming over them with a +practised eye. Then Patty thought he must have gone crazy. He danced +around the office, waving the sheets in the air, and then he dashed +frantically up the stairs to the composing room.</p> + +<p>Ten minutes later, he returned and shook the mystified Patty by the +hand.</p> + +<p>"Patty, it's the biggest beat we've ever had! We've scooped not only +the <i>Ledger</i>, but every other newspaper in the country. How did you do +it? How did you ever beguile or bewitch Andrew Reefer into giving you +an interview?"</p> + +<p>"Why," said Patty in utter bewilderment, "I just went out to Mr. +Reid's and asked for the gentleman who was visiting there—I'd +forgotten his name—and Mr. Reefer came down and I told him my +brother had been detailed to interview him on behalf of the +<i>Chronicle</i> about the bill, and that Clifford had missed his train, +and wouldn't he let me interview him in his place and excuse my +inexperience—and he did."</p> + +<p>"It wasn't Andrew Reefer I told Clifford to interview," laughed Mr. +Harmer. "It was John C. Keefe. I didn't know Reefer was in town, but +even if I had I wouldn't have thought it a particle of use to send a +man to him. He has never consented to be interviewed before on any +known subject, and he's been especially close-mouthed about this bill, +although men from all the big papers in the country have been after +him. He is notorious on that score. Why, Patty, it's the biggest +journalistic fish that has ever been landed in this office. Andrew +Reefer's opinion on the bill will have a tremendous influence. We'll +run the interview as a leader in a special edition that is under way +already. Of course, he must have been ready to give the information to +the public or nothing would have induced him to open his mouth. But to +think that we should be the first to get it! Patty, you're a brick!"</p> + +<p>Clifford came home on the seven o'clock train, and Patty was there to +meet him, brimful of her story. But Clifford also had a story to tell +and got his word in first.</p> + +<p>"Now, Patty, don't scold until you hear why I missed the train. I met +Mr. Peabody of the Steel and Iron Company at Mr. Moreland's and got +into conversation with him. When he found out who I was, he was +greatly interested and said Father had been one of his best friends +when they were at college together. I told him about wanting to get +the position in the company, and he had me go right out to the works +and see about it. And, Patty, I have the place. Goodbye to the grind +of newspaper items and fillers. I tried to get back to the station at +Bancroft in time to catch the train but I couldn't, and it was just as +well, for Mr. Keefe was suddenly summoned home this afternoon, and +when the three-thirty train from town stopped at Bancroft he was on +it. I found that out and I got on, going to the next station with him +and getting my interview after all. It's here in my notebook, and I +must hurry up to the office and hand it in. I suppose Mr. Harmer will +be very much vexed until he finds that I have it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no. Mr. Harmer is in a very good humour," said Patty with dancing +eyes. Then she told her story.</p> + +<p>The interview with Mr. Reefer came out with glaring headlines, and the +<i>Chronicle</i> had its hour of fame and glory. The next day Mr. Harmer +sent word to Patty that he wanted to see her.</p> + +<p>"So Clifford is leaving," he said abruptly when she entered the +office. "Well, do you want his place?"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Harmer, are you joking?" demanded Patty in amazement.</p> + +<p>"Not I. That stuff you handed in was splendidly written—I didn't have +to use the pencil more than once or twice. You have the proper +journalist instinct all right. We need a lady on the staff anyhow, and +if you'll take the place it's yours for saying so, and the permanency +next month."</p> + +<p>"I'll take it," said Patty promptly and joyfully.</p> + +<p>"Good. Go down to the Symphony Club rehearsal this afternoon and +report it. You've just ten minutes to get there," and Patty joyfully +and promptly departed.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Annas_Love_Letters" id="Annas_Love_Letters"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Anna's Love Letters<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>"Are you going to answer Gilbert's letter tonight, Anna?" asked Alma +Williams, standing in the pantry doorway, tall, fair, and grey-eyed, +with the sunset light coming down over the dark firs, through the +window behind her, and making a primrose nimbus around her shapely +head.</p> + +<p>Anna, dark, vivid, and slender, was perched on the edge of the table, +idly swinging her slippered foot at the cat's head. She smiled +wickedly at Alma before replying.</p> + +<p>"I am not going to answer it tonight or any other night," she said, +twisting her full, red lips in a way that Alma had learned to dread. +Mischief was ripening in Anna's brain when that twist was out.</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?" asked Alma anxiously.</p> + +<p>"Just what I say, dear," responded Anna, with deceptive meekness. +"Poor Gilbert is gone, and I don't intend to bother my head about him +any longer. He was amusing while he lasted, but of what use is a beau +two thousand miles away, Alma?"</p> + +<p>Alma was patient—outwardly. It was never of any avail to show +impatience with Anna.</p> + +<p>"Anna, you are talking foolishly. Of course you are going to answer +his letter. You are as good as engaged to him. Wasn't that practically +understood when he left?"</p> + +<p>"No, no, dear," and Anna shook her sleek black head with the air of +explaining matters to an obtuse child. "<i>I</i> was the only one who +understood. Gil <i>mis</i>understood. He thought that I would really wait +for him until he should have made enough money to come home and pay +off the mortgage. I let him think so, because I hated to hurt his +little feelings. But now it's off with the old love and on with a new +one for me."</p> + +<p>"Anna, you cannot be in earnest!" exclaimed Alma.</p> + +<p>But she was afraid that Anna was in earnest. Anna had a wretched +habit of being in earnest when she said flippant things.</p> + +<p>"You don't mean that you are not going to write to Gilbert at +all—after all you promised?"</p> + +<p>Anna placed her elbows daintily on the top of the rocking chair, +dropped her pointed chin in her hands, and looked at Alma with black +demure eyes.</p> + +<p>"I—do—mean—just—that," she said slowly. "I never mean to marry +Gilbert Murray. This is final, Alma, and you need not scold or coax, +because it would be a waste of breath. Gilbert is safely out of the +way, and now I am going to have a good time with a few other +delightful men creatures in Exeter."</p> + +<p>Anna nodded decisively, flashed a smile at Alma, picked up her cat, +and went out. At the door she turned and looked back, with the big +black cat snuggled under her chin.</p> + +<p>"If you think Gilbert will feel very badly over his letter not being +answered, you might answer it yourself, Alma," she said teasingly. +"There it is"—she took the letter from the pocket of her ruffled +apron and threw it on a chair. "You may read it if you want to; it +isn't really a love letter. I told Gilbert he wasn't to write silly +letters. Come, pussy, I'm going to get ready for prayer meeting. We've +got a nice, new, young, good-looking minister in Exeter, pussy, and +that makes prayer meeting <i>very</i> interesting."</p> + +<p>Anna shut the door, her departing laugh rippling mockingly through the +dusk. Alma picked up Gilbert Murray's letter and went to her room. She +wanted to cry, since she could not shake Anna. Even if she could have +shook her, it would only have made her more perverse. Anna was in +earnest; Alma knew that, even while she hoped and believed that it was +but the earnestness of a freak that would pass in time. Anna had had +one like it a year ago, when she had cast Gilbert off for three +months, driving him distracted by flirting with Charlie Moore. Then +she had suddenly repented and taken him back. Alma thought that this +whim would run its course likewise and leave a repentant Anna. But +meanwhile everything might be spoiled. Gilbert might not prove +forgiving a second time.</p> + +<p>Alma would have given much if she could only have induced Anna to +answer Gilbert's letter, but coaxing Anna to do anything was a very +sure and effective way of preventing her from doing it.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p>Alma and Anna had lived alone at the old Williams homestead ever since +their mother's death four years before. Exeter matrons thought this +hardly proper, since Alma, in spite of her grave ways, was only +twenty-four. The farm was rented, so that Alma's only responsibilities +were the post office which she kept, and that harum-scarum beauty of +an Anna.</p> + +<p>The Murray homestead adjoined theirs. Gilbert Murray had grown up with +Alma; they had been friends ever since she could remember. Alma loved +Gilbert with a love which she herself believed to be purely sisterly, +and which nobody else doubted could be, since she had been at pains to +make a match—Exeter matrons' phrasing—between Gil and Anna, and was +manifestly delighted when Gilbert obligingly fell in love with the +latter.</p> + +<p>There was a small mortgage on the Murray place which Mr. Murray senior +had not been able to pay off. Gilbert determined to get rid of it, and +his thoughts turned to the west. His father was an active, hale old +man, quite capable of managing the farm in Gilbert's absence. +Alexander MacNair had gone to the west two years previously and got +work on a new railroad. He wrote to Gilbert to come too, promising him +plenty of work and good pay. Gilbert went, but before going he had +asked Anna to marry him.</p> + +<p>It was the first proposal Anna had ever had, and she managed it quite +cleverly, from her standpoint. She told Gilbert that he must wait +until he came home again before settling that, meanwhile, they would +be <i>very</i> good friends—emphasized with a blush—and that he might +write to her. She kissed him goodbye, and Gilbert, honest fellow, was +quite satisfied. When an Exeter girl had allowed so much to be +inferred, it was understood to be equivalent to an engagement. Gilbert +had never discerned that Anna was not like the other Exeter girls, but +was a law unto herself.</p> + +<p>Alma sat down by her window and looked out over the lane where the +slim wild cherry trees were bronzing under the autumn frosts. Her lips +were very firmly set. Something must be done. But what?</p> + +<p>Alma's heart was set on this marriage for two reasons. Firstly, if +Anna married Gilbert she would be near her all her life. She could not +bear the thought that some day Anna might leave her and go far away to +live. In the second and largest place, she desired the marriage +because Gilbert did. She had always been desirous, even in the old, +childish play-days, that Gilbert should get just exactly what he +wanted. She had always taken a keen, strange delight in furthering his +wishes.</p> + +<p>Anna's falseness would surely break his heart, and Alma winced at the +thought of his pain.</p> + +<p>There was one thing she could do. Anna's tormenting suggestion had +fallen on fertile soil. Alma balanced pros and cons, admitting the +risk. But she would have taken a tenfold larger risk in the hope of +holding secure Anna's place in Gilbert's affections until Anna herself +should come to her senses.</p> + +<p>When it grew quite dark and Anna had gone lilting down the lane on her +way to prayer meeting, Alma lighted her lamp, read Gilbert's +letter—and answered it. Her handwriting was much like Anna's. She +signed the letter "A. Williams," and there was nothing in it that +might not have been written by her to Gilbert; but she knew that +Gilbert would believe Anna had written it, and she intended him so to +believe. Alma never did a thing halfway when she did it at all. At +first she wrote rather constrainedly but, reflecting that in any case +Anna would have written a merely friendly letter, she allowed her +thoughts to run freely, and the resulting epistle was an excellent one +of its kind. Alma had the gift of expression and more brains than +Exeter people had ever imagined she possessed. When Gilbert read that +letter a fortnight later he was surprised to find that Anna was so +clever. He had always, with a secret regret, thought her much inferior +to Alma in this respect, but that delightful letter, witty, wise, +fanciful, was the letter of a clever woman.</p> + +<p>When a year had passed Alma was still writing to Gilbert the letters +signed "A. Williams." She had ceased to fear being found out, and she +took a strange pleasure in the correspondence for its own sake. At +first she had been quakingly afraid of discovery. When she smuggled +the letters addressed in Gilbert's handwriting to Miss Anna Williams +out of the letter packet and hid them from Anna's eyes, she felt as +guilty as if she were breaking all the laws of the land at once. To be +sure, she knew that she would have to confess to Anna some day, when +the latter repented and began to wish she had written to Gilbert, but +that was a very different thing from premature disclosure.</p> + +<p>But Anna had as yet given no sign of such repentance, although Alma +looked for it anxiously. Anna was having the time of her life. She was +the acknowledged beauty of five settlements, and she went forward on +her career of conquest quite undisturbed by the jealousies and +heart-burnings she provoked on every side.</p> + +<p>One moonlight night she went for a sleigh-drive with Charlie Moore of +East Exeter—and returned to tell Alma that they were married!</p> + +<p>"I knew you would make a fuss, Alma, because you don't like Charlie, +so we just took matters into our own hands. It was so much more +romantic, too. I'd always said I'd never be married in any of your +dull, commonplace ways. You might as well forgive me and be nice right +off, Alma, because you'd have to do it anyway, in time. Well, you do +look surprised!"</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p>Alma accepted the situation with an apathy that amazed Anna. The truth +was that Alma was stunned by a thought that had come to her even while +Anna was speaking.</p> + +<p>"Gilbert will find out about the letters now, and despise me."</p> + +<p>Nothing else, not even the fact that Anna had married shiftless +Charlie Moore, seemed worth while considering beside this. The fear +and shame of it haunted her like a nightmare; she shrank every morning +from the thought of all the mail that was coming that day, fearing +that there would be an angry, puzzled letter from Gilbert. He must +certainly soon hear of Anna's marriage; he would see it in the home +paper, other correspondents in Exeter would write him of it. Alma grew +sick at heart thinking of the complications in front of her.</p> + +<p>When Gilbert's letter came she left it for a whole day before she +could summon courage to open it. But it was a harmless epistle after +all; he had not yet heard of Anna's marriage. Alma had at first no +thought of answering it, yet her fingers ached to do so. Now that Anna +was gone, her loneliness was unbearable. She realized how much +Gilbert's letters had meant to her, even when written to another +woman. She could bear her life well enough, she thought, if she only +had his letters to look forward to.</p> + +<p>No more letters came from Gilbert for six weeks. Then came one, +alarmed at Anna's silence, anxiously asking the reason for it; Gilbert +had heard no word of the marriage. He was working in a remote district +where newspapers seldom penetrated. He had no other correspondent in +Exeter now; except his mother, and she, not knowing that he supposed +himself engaged to Anna had forgotten to mention it.</p> + +<p>Alma answered that letter. She told herself recklessly that she would +keep on writing to him until he found out. She would lose his +friendship anyhow, when that occurred, but meanwhile she would have +the letters a little longer. She could not learn to live without them +until she had to.</p> + +<p>The correspondence slipped back into its old groove. The harassed look +which Alma's face had worn, and which Exeter people had attributed to +worry over Anna, disappeared. She did not even feel lonely, and +reproached herself for lack of proper feeling in missing Anna so +little. Besides, to her horror and dismay, she detected in herself a +strange undercurrent of relief at the thought that Gilbert could never +marry Anna now! She could not understand it. Had not that marriage +been her dearest wish for years? Why then should she feel this strange +gladness at the impossibility of its fulfilment? Altogether, Alma +feared that her condition of mind and morals must be sadly askew. +Perhaps, she thought mournfully, this perversion of proper feeling was +her punishment for the deception she had practised. She had +deliberately done evil that good might come, and now the very +imaginations of her heart were stained by that evil. Alma cried +herself to sleep many a night in her repentance, but she kept on +writing to Gilbert, for all that.</p> + +<p>The winter passed, and the spring and summer waned, and Alma's outward +life flowed as smoothly as the currents of the seasons, broken only by +vivid eruptions from Anna, who came over often from East Exeter, +glorying in her young matronhood, "to cheer Alma up." Alma, so said +Exeter people, was becoming unsociable and old maidish. She lost her +liking for company, and seldom went anywhere among her neighbours. Her +once frequent visits across the yard to chat with old Mrs. Murray +became few and far between. She could not bear to hear the old lady +talking about Gilbert, and she was afraid that some day she would be +told that he was coming home. Gilbert's home-coming was the nightmare +dread that darkened poor Alma's whole horizon.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p>One October day, two years after Gilbert's departure, Alma, standing +at her window in the reflected glow of a red maple outside, looked +down the lane and saw him striding up it! She had had no warning of +his coming. His last letter, dated three weeks back, had not hinted at +it. Yet there he was—and with him Alma's Nemesis.</p> + +<p>She was very calm. Now that the worst had come, she felt quite strong +to meet it. She would tell Gilbert the truth, and he would go away in +anger and never forgive her, but she deserved it. As she went +downstairs, the only thing that really worried her was the thought of +the pain Gilbert would suffer when she told him of Anna's +faithlessness. She had seen his face as he passed under her window, +and it was the face of a blithe man who had not heard any evil +tidings. It was left to her to tell him; surely, she thought +apathetically, that was punishment enough for what she had done.</p> + +<p>With her hand on the doorknob, she paused to wonder what she should +say when he asked her why she had not told him of Anna's marriage when +it occurred—why she had still continued the deception when it had no +longer an end to serve. Well, she would tell him the truth—that it +was because she could not bear the thought of giving up writing to +him. It was a humiliating thing to confess, but that did not +matter—nothing mattered now. She opened the door.</p> + +<p>Gilbert was standing on the big round door-stone under the red +maple—a tall, handsome young fellow with a bronzed face and laughing +eyes. His exile had improved him. Alma found time and ability to +reflect that she had never known Gilbert was so fine-looking.</p> + +<p>He put his arm around her and kissed her cheek in his frank delight at +seeing her again. Alma coldly asked him in. Her face was still as pale +as when she came downstairs, but a curious little spot of fiery red +blossomed out where Gilbert's lips had touched it.</p> + +<p>Gilbert followed her into the sitting-room and looked about eagerly.</p> + +<p>"When did you come home?" she said slowly. "I did not know you were +expected."</p> + +<p>"Got homesick, and just came! I wanted to surprise you all," he +answered, laughing. "I arrived only a few minutes ago. Just took time +to hug my mother, and here I am. Where's Anna?"</p> + +<p>The pent-up retribution of two years descended on Alma's head in the +last question of Gilbert's. But she did not flinch. She stood straight +before him, tall and fair and pale, with the red maple light streaming +in through the open door behind her, staining her light house-dress +and mellowing the golden sheen of her hair. Gilbert reflected that +Alma Williams was really a very handsome girl. These two years had +improved her. What splendid big grey eyes she had! He had always +wished that Anna's eyes had not been quite so black.</p> + +<p>"Anna is not here," said Alma. "She is married."</p> + +<p>"Married!"</p> + +<p>Gilbert sat down suddenly on a chair and looked at Alma in +bewilderment.</p> + +<p>"She has been married for a year," said Alma steadily. "She married +Charlie Moore of East Exeter, and has been living there ever since."</p> + +<p>"Then," said Gilbert, laying hold of the one solid fact that loomed +out of the mist of his confused understanding, "why did she keep on +writing letters to me after she was married?"</p> + +<p>"She never wrote to you at all. It was I that wrote the letters."</p> + +<p>Gilbert looked at Alma doubtfully. Was she crazy? There was something +odd about her, now that he noticed, as she stood rigidly there, with +that queer red spot on her face, a strange fire in her eyes, and that +weird reflection from the maple enveloping her like an immaterial +flame.</p> + +<p>"I don't understand," he said helplessly.</p> + +<p>Still standing there, Alma told the whole story, giving full +explanations, but no excuses. She told it clearly and simply, for she +had often pictured this scene to herself and thought out what she must +say. Her memory worked automatically, and her tongue obeyed it +promptly. To herself she seemed like a machine, talking mechanically, +while her soul stood on one side and listened.</p> + +<p>When she had finished there was a silence lasting perhaps ten seconds. +To Alma it seemed like hours. Would Gilbert overwhelm her with angry +reproaches, or would he simply rise up and leave her in unutterable +contempt? It was the most tragic moment of her life, and her whole +personality was strung up to meet it and withstand it.</p> + +<p>"Well, they were good letters, anyhow," said Gilbert finally; +"interesting letters," he added, as if by way of a meditative +afterthought.</p> + +<p>It was so anti-climactic that Alma broke into an hysterical giggle, +cut short by a sob. She dropped into a chair by the table and flung +her hands over her face, laughing and sobbing softly to herself. +Gilbert rose and walked to the door, where he stood with his back to +her until she regained her self-control. Then he turned and looked +down at her quizzically.</p> + +<p>Alma's hands lay limply in her lap, and her eyes were cast down, with +tears glistening on the long fair lashes. She felt his gaze on her.</p> + +<p>"Can you ever forgive me, Gilbert?" she said humbly.</p> + +<p>"I don't know that there is much to forgive," he answered. "I have +some explanations to make too and, since we're at it, we might as well +get them all over and have done with them. Two years ago I did +honestly think I was in love with Anna—at least when I was round +where she was. She had a taking way with her. But, somehow, even then, +when I wasn't with her she seemed to kind of grow dim and not count +for so awful much after all. I used to wish she was more like +you—quieter, you know, and not so sparkling. When I parted from her +that last night before I went west, I did feel very bad, and she +seemed very dear to me, but it was six weeks from that before +her—your—letter came, and in that time she seemed to have faded out +of my thoughts. Honestly, I wasn't thinking much about her at all. +Then came the letter—and it was a splendid one, too. I had never +thought that Anna could write a letter like that, and I was as pleased +as Punch about it. The letters kept coming, and I kept on looking for +them more and more all the time. I fell in love all over again—with +the writer of those letters. I thought it was Anna, but since you +wrote the letters, it must have been with you, Alma. I thought it was +because she was growing more womanly that she could write such +letters. That was why I came home. I wanted to get acquainted all over +again, before she grew beyond me altogether—I wanted to find the real +Anna the letters showed me. I—I—didn't expect this. But I don't care +if Anna is married, so long as the girl who wrote those letters isn't. +It's you I love, Alma."</p> + +<p>He bent down and put his arm about her, laying his cheek against hers. +The little red spot where his kiss had fallen was now quite drowned +out in the colour that rushed over her face.</p> + +<p>"If you'll marry me, Alma, I'll forgive you," he said.</p> + +<p>A little smile escaped from the duress of Alma's lips and twitched her +dimples.</p> + +<p>"I'm willing to do anything that will win your forgiveness, Gilbert," +she said meekly.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Aunt_Carolines_Silk_Dress" id="Aunt_Carolines_Silk_Dress"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Aunt Caroline's Silk Dress<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Patty came in from her walk to the post office with cheeks finely +reddened by the crisp air. Carry surveyed her with pleasure. Of late +Patty's cheeks had been entirely too pale to please Carry, and Patty +had not had a very good appetite. Once or twice she had even +complained of a headache. So Carry had sent her to the office for a +walk that night, although the post office trip was usually Carry's own +special constitutional, always very welcome to her after a weary day +of sewing on other people's pretty dresses.</p> + +<p>Carry never sewed on pretty dresses for herself, for the simple reason +that she never had any pretty dresses. Carry was twenty-two—and +feeling forty, her last pretty dress had been when she was a girl of +twelve, before her father had died. To be sure, there was the silk +organdie Aunt Kathleen had sent her, but that was fit only for +parties, and Carry never went to any parties.</p> + +<p>"Did you get any mail, Patty?" she asked unexpectantly. There was +never much mail for the Lea girls.</p> + +<p>"Yes'm," said Patty briskly. "Here's the <i>Weekly Advocate</i>, and a +patent medicine almanac with all your dreams expounded, <i>and</i> a letter +for Miss Carry M. Lea. It's postmarked Enfield, and has a suspiciously +matrimonial look. I'm sure it's an invitation to Chris Fairley's +wedding. Hurry up and see, Caddy."</p> + +<p>Carry, with a little flush of excitement on her face, opened her +letter. Sure enough, it contained an invitation "to be present at the +marriage of Christine Fairley."</p> + +<p>"How jolly!" exclaimed Patty. "Of course you'll go, Caddy. You'll have +a chance to wear that lovely organdie of yours at last."</p> + +<p>"It was sweet of Chris to invite me," said Carry. "I really didn't +expect it."</p> + +<p>"Well, I did. Wasn't she your most intimate friend when she lived in +Enderby?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, but it is four years since she left, and some people might +forget in four years. But I might have known Chris wouldn't. Of course +I'll go."</p> + +<p>"And you'll make up your organdie?"</p> + +<p>"I shall have to," laughed Carry, forgetting all her troubles for a +moment, and feeling young and joyous over the prospect of a festivity. +"I haven't another thing that would do to wear to a wedding. If I +hadn't that blessed organdie I couldn't go, that's all."</p> + +<p>"But you have it, and it will look lovely made up with a tucked skirt. +Tucks are so fashionable now. And there's that lace of mine you can +have for a bertha. I want you to look just right, you see. Enfield is +a big place, and there will be lots of grandees at the wedding. Let's +get the last fashion sheet and pick out a design right away. Here's +one on the very first page that would be nice. You could wear it to +perfection, Caddy you're so tall and slender. It wouldn't suit a plump +and podgy person like myself at all."</p> + +<p>Carry liked the pattern, and they had an animated discussion over it. +But, in the end, Carry sighed, and pushed the sheet away from her, +with all the brightness gone out of face.</p> + +<p>"It's no use, Patty. I'd forgotten for a few minutes, but it's all +come back now. I can't think of weddings and new dresses, when the +thought of that interest crowds everything else out. It's due next +month—fifty dollars—and I've only ten saved up. I can't make forty +dollars in a month, even if I had any amount of sewing, and you know +hardly anyone wants sewing done just now. I don't know what we shall +do. Oh, I suppose we can rent a couple of rooms in the village and +<i>exist</i> in them. But it breaks my heart to think of leaving our old +home."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps Mr. Kerr will let us have more time," suggested Patty, not +very hopefully. The sparkle had gone out of her face too. Patty loved +their little home as much as Carry did.</p> + +<p>"You know he won't. He has been only too anxious for an excuse to +foreclose, this long time. He wants the land the house is on. Oh, if I +only hadn't been sick so long in the summer—just when everybody had +sewing to do. I've tried so hard to catch up, but I couldn't." Carry's +voice broke in a sob.</p> + +<p>Patty leaned over the table and patted her sister's glossy dark hair +gently.</p> + +<p>"You've worked too hard, dearie. You've just gone to skin and bone. +Oh, I know how hard it is! I can't bear to think of leaving this dear +old spot either. If we could only induce Mr. Kerr to give us a year's +grace! I'd be teaching then, and we could easily pay the interest and +some of the principal too. Perhaps he will if we both go to him and +coax very hard. Anyway, don't worry over it till after the wedding. I +want you to go and have a good time. You never have good times, +Carry."</p> + +<p>"Neither do you," said Carry rebelliously. "You never have anything +that other girls have, Patty—not even pretty clothes."</p> + +<p>"Deed, and I've lots of things to be thankful for," said Patty +cheerily. "Don't you fret about me. I'm vain enough to think I've got +some brains anyway, and I'm a-meaning to do something with them too. +Now I think I'll go upstairs and study this evening. It will be warm +enough there tonight, and the noise of the machine rather bothers me."</p> + +<p>Patty whisked out, and Carry knew she should go to her sewing. But she +sat a long while at the table in dismal thought. She was so tired, and +so hopeless. It had been such a hard struggle, and it seemed now as if +it would all come to naught. For five years, ever since her mother's +death, Carry had supported herself and Patty by dressmaking. They had +been a hard five years of pinching and economizing and going without, +for Enderby was only a small place, and there were two other +dressmakers. Then there was always the mortgage to devour everything. +Carry had kept it at bay till now, but at last she was conquered. She +had had typhoid fever in the spring and had not been able to work for +a long time. Indeed, she had gone to work before she should. The +doctor's bill was yet unpaid, but Dr. Hamilton had told her to take +her time. Carry knew she would not be pressed for that, and next year +Patty would be able to help her. But next year would be too late. The +dear little home would be lost then.</p> + +<p>When Carry roused herself from her sad reflections, she saw a crumpled +note lying on the floor. She picked it up and absently smoothed it +out. Seeing Patty's name at the top she was about to lay it aside +without reading it, but the lines were few, and the sense of them +flashed into Carry's brain. The note was an invitation to Clare +Forbes's party! The Lea girls had known that the Forbes girls were +going to give a party, but they had not expected that Patty would be +invited. Of course, Clare Forbes was in Patty's class at school and +was always very nice and friendly with her. But then the Forbes set +was not the Lea set.</p> + +<p>Carry ran upstairs to Patty's room. "Patty, you dropped this on the +floor. I couldn't help seeing what it was. Why didn't you tell me +Clare had invited you?"</p> + +<p>"Because I knew I couldn't go, and I thought you would feel badly over +that. Caddy, I wish you hadn't seen it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Patty, I <i>do</i> wish you could go to the party. It was so sweet of +Clare to invite you, and perhaps she will be offended if you don't +go—she won't understand. Clare Forbes isn't a girl whose friendship +is to be lightly thrown away when it is offered."</p> + +<p>"I know that. But, Caddy dear, it is impossible. I don't think that I +have any foolish pride about clothes, but you know it is out of the +question to think of going to Clare Forbes's party in my last winter's +plaid dress, which is a good two inches too short and skimpy in +proportion. Putting my own feelings aside, it would be an insult to +Clare. There, don't think any more about it."</p> + +<p>But Carry did think about it. She lay awake half the night wondering +if there might not be some way for Patty to go to that party. She knew +it was impossible, unless Patty had a new dress, and how could a new +dress be had? Yet she did so want Patty to go. Patty never had any +good times, and she was studying so hard. Then, all at once, Carry +thought of a way by which Patty might have a new dress. She had been +tossing restlessly, but now she lay very still, staring with wide-open +eyes at the moonlit window, with the big willow boughs branching +darkly across it. Yes, it was a way, but could she? <i>Could</i> she? Yes, +she could, and she would. Carry buried her face in her pillow with a +sob and a gulp. But she had decided what must be done, and how it must +be done.</p> + +<p>"Are you going to begin on your organdie today?" asked Patty in the +morning, before she started for school.</p> + +<p>"I must finish Mrs. Pidgeon's suit first," Carry answered. "Next week +will be time enough to think about my wedding garments."</p> + +<p>She tried to laugh and failed. Patty thought with a pang that Carry +looked horribly pale and tired—probably she had worried most of the +night over the interest. "I'm so glad she's going to Chris's wedding," +thought Patty, as she hurried down the street. "It will take her out +of herself and give her something nice to think of for ever so long."</p> + +<p>Nothing more was said that week about the organdie, or the wedding, or +the Forbes's party. Carry sewed fiercely, and sat at her machine for +hours after Patty had gone to bed. The night before the party she said +to Patty, "Braid your hair tonight, Patty. You'll want it nice and +wavy to go to the Forbes's tomorrow night."</p> + +<p>Patty thought that Carry was actually trying to perpetrate a weak +joke, and endeavoured to laugh. But it was a rather dreary laugh. +Patty, after a hard evening's study, felt tired and discouraged, and +she was really dreadfully disappointed about the party, although she +wouldn't have let Carry suspect it for the world.</p> + +<p>"You're going, you know," said Carry, as serious as a judge, although +there was a little twinkle in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"In a faded plaid two inches too short?" Patty smiled as brightly as +possible.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no. I have a dress all ready for you." Carry opened the wardrobe +door and took out—the loveliest girlish dress of creamy organdie, +with pale pink roses scattered over it, made with the daintiest of +ruffles and tucks, with a bertha of soft creamy lace, and a girdle of +white silk. "This is for you," said Carry.</p> + +<p>Patty gazed at the dress with horror-stricken eyes. "Caroline Lea, +<i>that is your organdie!</i> And you've gone and made it up for <i>me</i>! +Carry Lea, what are you going to wear to the wedding?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing. I'm not going."</p> + +<p>"You are—you must—you shall. I won't take the organdie."</p> + +<p>"You'll have to now, because it's made to fit you. Come, Patty dear, +I've set my heart on your going to that party. You mustn't disappoint +me—you <i>can't</i>, for what good would it do? I can never wear the dress +now."</p> + +<p>Patty realized that. She knew she might as well go to the party, but +she did not feel much pleasure in the prospect. Nevertheless, when she +was ready for it the next evening, she couldn't help a little thrill +of delight. The dress was so pretty, and dainty, and becoming.</p> + +<p>"You look sweet," exclaimed Carry admiringly. "There, I hear the +Browns' carriage. Patty, I want you to promise me this—that you'll +not let any thought of me, or my not going to the wedding, spoil your +enjoyment this evening. I gave you the dress that you might have a +good time, so don't make my gift of no effect."</p> + +<p>"I'll try," promised Patty, flying downstairs, where her next-door +neighbours were waiting for her.</p> + +<p>At two o'clock that night Carry was awakened to see Patty bending over +her, flushed and radiant. Carry sat sleepily up. "I hope you had a +good time," she said.</p> + +<p>"I had—oh, I had—but I didn't waken you out of your hard-earned +slumbers at this wee sma' hour to tell you that. Carry, I've thought +of a way for you to go to the wedding. It just came to me at supper. +Mrs. Forbes was sitting opposite to me, and her dress suggested it. +You must make over Aunt Caroline's silk dress."</p> + +<p>"Nonsense," said Carry, a little crossly; even sweet-tempered people +are sometimes cross when they are wakened up for—as it +seemed—nothing.</p> + +<p>"It's good plain sense. Of course, you must make it over and—"</p> + +<p>"Patty Lea, you're crazy. I wouldn't dream of wearing that hideous +thing. Bright green silk, with huge yellow brocade flowers as big as +cabbages all over it! I think I see myself in it."</p> + +<p>"Caddy, listen to me. You know there's enough of that black lace of +mother's for the waist, and the big black lace shawl of Grandmother +Lea's will do for the skirt. Make it over—"</p> + +<p>"A plain slip of the silk," gasped Carry, her quick brain seizing on +all the possibilities of the plan. "Why didn't I think of it before? +It will be just the thing, the greens and yellow will be toned down to +a nice shimmer under the black lace. And I'll make cuffs of black +velvet with double puffs above—and just cut out a wee bit at the +throat with a frill of lace and a band of black velvet ribbon around +my neck. Patty Lea, it's an inspiration."</p> + +<p>Carry was out of bed by daylight the next morning and, while Patty +still slumbered, she mounted to the garret, and took Aunt Caroline's +silk dress from the chest where it had lain forgotten for three +years. Carry held it up at arm's length, and looked at it with +amusement.</p> + +<p>"It is certainly ugly, but with the lace over it it will look very +different. There's enough of it, anyway, and that skirt is stiff +enough to stand alone. Poor Aunt Caroline, I'm afraid I wasn't +particularly grateful for her gift at the time, but I really am now."</p> + +<p>Aunt Caroline, who had given the dress to Carry three years before, +was, an old lady of eighty, the aunt of Carry's father. She had once +possessed a snug farm but in an evil hour she had been persuaded to +deed it to her nephew, Edward Curry, whom she had brought up. Poor +Aunt Caroline had lived to regret this step, for everyone in Enderby +knew that Edward Curry and his wife had repaid her with ingratitude +and greed.</p> + +<p>Carry, who was named for her, was her favourite grandniece and often +went to see her, though such visits were coldly received by the +Currys, who always took especial care never to leave Aunt Caroline +alone with any of her relatives. On one occasion, when Carry was +there, Aunt Caroline had brought out this silk dress.</p> + +<p>"I'm going to give this to you, Carry," she said timidly. "It's a good +silk, and not so very old. Mr. Greenley gave it to me for a birthday +present fifteen years ago. Maybe you can make it over for yourself."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Edward, who was on duty at the time, sniffed disagreeably, but +she said nothing. The dress was of no value in her eyes, for the +pattern was so ugly and old-fashioned that none of her smart daughters +would have worn it. Had it been otherwise, Aunt Caroline would +probably not have been allowed to give it away.</p> + +<p>Carry had thanked Aunt Caroline sincerely. If she did not care much +for the silk, she at least prized the kindly motive behind the gift. +Perhaps she and Patty laughed a little over it as they packed it away +in the garret. It was so very ugly, but Carry thought it was sweet of +Aunt Caroline to have given her something. Poor old Aunt Caroline had +died soon after, and Carry had not thought about the silk dress again. +She had too many other things to think of, this poor worried Carry.</p> + +<p>After breakfast Carry began to rip the skirt breadths apart. Snip, +snip, went her scissors, while her thoughts roamed far afield—now +looking forward with renewed pleasure to Christine's wedding, now +dwelling dolefully on the mortgage. Patty, who was washing the dishes, +knew just what her thoughts were by the light and shadow on her +expressive face.</p> + +<p>"Why!—what?" exclaimed Carry suddenly. Patty wheeled about to see +Carry staring at the silk dress like one bewitched. Between the silk +and the lining which she had just ripped apart was a twenty-dollar +bill, and beside it a sheet of letter paper covered with writing in a +cramped angular hand, both secured very carefully to the silk.</p> + +<p>"Carry Lea!" gasped Patty.</p> + +<p>With trembling fingers Carry snipped away the stitches that held the +letter, and read it aloud.</p> + +<div class="block"><p>"My dear Caroline," it ran, "I do not know when you will find +this letter and this money, but when you do it belongs to you. +I have a hundred dollars which I always meant to give you +because you were named for me. But Edward and his wife do not +know I have it, and I don't want them to find out. They would +not let me give it to you if they knew, so I have thought of +this way of getting it to you. I have sewed five twenty-dollar +bills under the lining of this skirt, and they are all yours, +with your Aunt Caroline's best love. You were always a good +girl, Carry, and you've worked hard, and I've given Edward +enough. Just take this money and use it as you like.</p> + +<p class="right">"Aunt Caroline Greenley."</p> +</div> + +<p>"Carry Lea, are we both dreaming?" gasped Patty.</p> + +<p>With crimson cheeks Carry ripped the other breadths apart, and there +were the other four bills. Then she slipped down in a little heap on +the sofa cushions and began to cry—happy tears of relief and +gladness.</p> + +<p>"We can pay the interest," said Patty, dancing around the room, "and +get yourself a nice new dress for the wedding."</p> + +<p>"Indeed I won't," said Carry, sitting up and laughing through her +tears. "I'll make over this dress and wear it out of gratitude to the +memory of dear Aunt Caroline."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Aunt_Susannas_Thanksgiving_Dinner" id="Aunt_Susannas_Thanksgiving_Dinner"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Aunt Susanna's Thanksgiving Dinner.<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>"Here's Aunt Susanna, girls," said Laura who was sitting by the north +window—nothing but north light does for Laura who is the artist of +our talented family.</p> + +<p>Each of us has a little pet new-fledged talent which we are faithfully +cultivating in the hope that it will amount to something and soar +highly some day. But it is difficult to cultivate four talents on our +tiny income. If Laura wasn't such a good manager we never could do it.</p> + +<p>Laura's words were a signal for Kate to hang up her violin and for me +to push my pen and portfolio out of sight. Laura had hidden her +brushes and water colors as she spoke. Only Margaret continued to bend +serenely over her Latin grammar. Aunt Susanna frowns on musical and +literary and artistic ambitions but she accords a faint approval to +Margaret's desire for an education. A college course, with a tangible +diploma at the end, and a sensible pedagogic aspiration is something +Aunt Susanna can understand when she tries hard. But she cannot +understand messing with paints, fiddling, or scribbling, and she has +only unmeasured contempt for messers, fiddlers, and scribblers. Time +was when we had paid no attention to Aunt Susanna's views on these +points; but ever since she had, on one incautious day when she was in +high good humor, dropped a pale, anemic little hint that she might +send Margaret to college if she were a good girl we had been bending +all our energies towards securing Aunt Susanna's approval. It was not +enough that Aunt Susanna should approve of Margaret; she must approve +of the whole four of us or she would not help Margaret. That is Aunt +Susanna's way. Of late we had been growing a little discouraged. Aunt +Susanna had recently read a magazine article which stated that the +higher education of women was ruining our country and that a woman who +was a B.A. couldn't, in the very nature of things, ever be a +housewifely, cookly creature. Consequently, Margaret's chances looked +a little foggy; but we hadn't quite given up hope. A very little thing +might sway Aunt Susanna one way or the other, so that we walked very +softly and tried to mingle serpents' wisdom and doves' harmlessness in +practical portions.</p> + +<p>When Aunt Susanna came in Laura was crocheting, Kate was sewing, and I +was poring over a recipe book. That was not deception at all, since we +did all these things frequently—much more frequently, in fact, than +we painted or fiddled or wrote. But Aunt Susanna would never believe +it. Nor did she believe it now.</p> + +<p>She threw back her lovely new sealskin cape, looked around the +sitting-room and then smiled—a truly Aunt Susannian smile.</p> + +<div class="img"> +<img border="0" src="images/illus01.jpg" width="40%" alt="Aunt Susanna's Dinner" /> +</div> + +<p>"What a pity you forgot to wipe that smudge of paint off your nose, +Laura," she said sarcastically. "You don't seem to get on very fast +with your lace. How long is it since you began it? Over three months, +isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"This is the third piece of the same pattern I've done in three +months, Aunt Susanna," said Laura presently. Laura is an old duck. She +never gets cross and snaps back. I do; and it's so hard not to with +Aunt Susanna sometimes. But I generally manage it for I'd do anything +for Margaret. Laura did not tell Aunt Susanna that she sold her lace +at the Women's Exchange in town and made enough to buy her new hats. +She makes enough out of her water colors to dress herself.</p> + +<p>Aunt Susanna took a second breath and started in again.</p> + +<p>"I notice your violin hasn't quite as much dust on it as the rest of +the things in this room, Kate. It's a pity you stopped playing just as +I came in. I don't enjoy fiddling much but I'd prefer it to seeing +anyone using a needle who isn't accustomed to it."</p> + +<p>Kate is really a most dainty needlewoman and does all the fine sewing +in our family. She colored and said nothing—that being the highest +pitch of virtue to which our Katie, like myself, can attain.</p> + +<p>"And there's Margaret ruining her eyes over books," went on Aunt +Susanna severely. "Will you kindly tell me, Margaret Thorne, what good +you ever expect Latin to do you?"</p> + +<p>"Well, you see, Aunt Susanna," said Margaret gently—Magsie and Laura +are birds of a feather—"I want to be a teacher if I can manage to get +through, and I shall need Latin for that."</p> + +<p>All the girls except me had now got their accustomed rap, but I knew +better than to hope I should escape.</p> + +<p>"So you're reading a recipe book, Agnes? Well, that's better than +poring over a novel. I'm afraid you haven't been at it very long +though. People generally don't read recipes upside down—and besides, +you didn't quite cover up your portfolio. I see a corner of it +sticking out. Was genius burning before I came in? It's too bad if I +quenched the flame."</p> + +<p>"A cookery book isn't such a novelty to me as you seem to think, Aunt +Susanna," I said, as meekly as it was possible for me. "Why I'm a real +good cook—'if I do say it as hadn't orter.'"</p> + +<p>I am, too.</p> + +<p>"Well, I'm glad to hear it," said Aunt Susanna skeptically, "because +that has to do with my errand her to-day. I'm in a peck of troubles. +Firstly, Miranda Mary's mother has had to go and get sick and Miranda +Mary must go home to wait on her. Secondly, I've just had a telegram +from my sister-in-law who has been ordered west for her health, and +I'll have to leave on to-night's train to see her before she goes. I +can't get back until the noon train Thursday, and that is +Thanksgiving, and I've invited Mr. and Mrs. Gilbert to dinner that +day. They'll come on the same train. I'm dreadfully worried. There +doesn't seem to be anything I can do except get on of you girls to go +up to the Pinery Thursday morning and cook the dinner for us. Do you +think you can manage it?"</p> + +<p>We all felt rather dismayed, and nobody volunteered with a rush. But +as I had just boasted that I could cook it was plainly my duty to step +into the breach, and I did it with fear and trembling.</p> + +<p>"I'll go, Aunt Susanna," I said.</p> + +<p>"And I'll help you," said Kate.</p> + +<p>"Well, I suppose I'll have to try you," said Aunt Susanna with the air +of a woman determined to make the best of a bad business. "Here is the +key of the kitchen door. You'll find everything in the pantry, turkey +and all. The mince pies are all ready made so you'll only have to warm +them up. I want dinner sharp at twelve for the train is due at 11:50. +Mr. and Mrs. Gilbert are very particular and I do hope you will have +things right. Oh, if I could only be home myself! Why will people get +sick at such inconvenient times?"</p> + +<p>"Don't worry, Aunt Susanna," I said comfortingly. "Kate and I will +have your Thanksgiving dinner ready for you in tiptop style."</p> + +<p>"Well I'm sure I hope so. Don't get to mooning over a story, Agnes. +I'll lock the library up and fortunately there are no fiddles at the +Pinery. Above all, don't let any of the McGinnises in. They'll be sure +to be prowling around when I'm not home. Don't give that dog of theirs +any scraps either. That is Miranda Mary's one fault. She will feed +that dog in spite of all I can do and I can't walk out of my own back +door without falling over him."</p> + +<p>We promise to eschew the McGinnises and all their works, including +the dog, and when Aunt Susanna had gone we looked at each other with +mingled hope and fear.</p> + +<p>"Girls, this is the chance of your lives," said Laura. "If you can +only please Aunt Susanna with this dinner it will convince her that +you are good cooks in spite of your nefarious bent for music and +literature. I consider the illness of Miranda Mary's mother a +Providential interposition—that is, if she isn't too sick."</p> + +<p>"It's all very well for you to be pleased, Lolla," I said dolefully. +"But I don't feel jubilant over the prospect at all. Something will +probably go wrong. And then there's our own nice little Thanksgiving +celebration we've planned, and pinched and economized for weeks to +provide. That is half spoiled now."</p> + +<p>"Oh, what is that compared to Margaret's chance of going to college?" +exclaimed Kate. "Cheer up, Aggie. You know we can cook. I feel that it +is now or never with Aunt Susanna."</p> + +<p>I cheered up accordingly. We are not given to pessimism which is +fortunate. Ever since father died four years ago we have struggled on +here, content to give up a good deal just to keep our home and be +together. This little gray house—oh, how we do love it and its apple +trees—is ours and we have, as aforesaid, a tiny income and our +ambitions; not very big ambitions but big enough to give zest to our +lives and hope to the future. We've been very happy as a rule. Aunt +Susanna has a big house and lots of money but she isn't as happy as +we are. She nags us a good deal—just as she used to nag father—but +we don't mind it very much after all. Indeed, I sometimes suspect that +we really like Aunt Susanna tremendously if she'd only leave us alone +long enough to find it out.</p> + +<p>Thursday morning was an ideal Thanksgiving morning—bright, crisp and +sparkling. There had been a white frost in the night, and the orchard +and the white birch wood behind it looked like fairyland. We were all +up early. None of us had slept well, and both Kate and I had had the +most fearful dreams of spoiling Aunt Susanna's Thanksgiving dinner.</p> + +<p>"Never mind, dreams always go by contraries, you know," said Laura +cheerfully. "You'd better go up to the Pinery early and get the fires +on, for the house will be cold. Remember the McGinnises and the dog. +Weigh the turkey so that you'll know exactly how long to cook it. Put +the pies in the oven in time to get piping hot—lukewarm mince pies +are an abomination. Be sure—"</p> + +<p>"Laura, don't confuse us with any more cautions," I groaned, "or we +shall get hopelessly fuddled. Come on, Kate, before she has time to."</p> + +<div class="img"> +<img border="0" src="images/illus02.jpg" width="45%" alt="Aunt Susanna's Dinner" /> +</div> + +<p>It wasn't very far up to the Pinery—just ten minutes' walk, and such +a delightful walk on that delightful morning. We went through the +orchard and then through the white birch wood where the loveliness of +the frosted boughs awed us. Beyond that there was a lane between ranks +of young, balsamy, white-misted firs and then an open pasture field, +sere and crispy. Just across it was the Pinery, a lovely old house +with dormer windows in the roof, surrounded by pines that were dark +and glorious against the silvery morning sky.</p> + +<p>The McGinnis dog was sitting on the back-door steps when we arrived. +He wagged his tail ingratiatingly, but we ruthlessly pushed him off, +went in and shut the door in his face. All the little McGinnises were +sitting in a row on their fence, and they whooped derisively. The +McGinnis manners are not those which appertain to the caste of Vere de +Vere; but we rather like the urchins—there are eight of them—and we +would probably have gone over to talk to them if we had not had the +fear of Aunt Susanna before our eyes.</p> + +<p>We kindled the fires, weighed the turkey, put it in the oven and +prepared the vegetables. Then we set the dining-room table and +decorated it with Aunt Susanna's potted ferns and dishes of lovely red +apples. Everything went so smoothly that we soon forgot to be nervous. +When the turkey was done, we took it out, set it on the back of the +range to keep warm and put the mince pies in. The potatoes, cabbage +and turnips were bubbling away cheerfully, and everything was going as +merrily as a marriage bell. Then, all at once, things happened.</p> + +<p>In an evil hour we went to the yard window and looked out. We saw a +quiet scene. The McGinnis dog was still sitting on his haunches by the +steps, just as he had been sitting all the morning. Down in the +McGinnis yard everything wore an unusually peaceful aspect. Only one +McGinnis was in sight—Tony, aged eight, who was perched up on the +edge of the well box, swinging his legs and singing at the top of his +melodious Irish voice. All at once, just as we were looking at him, +Tony went over backward and apparently tumbled head foremost down his +father's well.</p> + +<p>Kate and I screamed simultaneously. We tore across the kitchen, flung +open the door, plunged down over Aunt Susanna's yard, scrambled over +the fence and flew to the well. Just as we reached it, Tony's red head +appeared as he climbed serenely out over the box. I don't know whether +I felt more relieved or furious. He had merely fallen on the blank +guard inside the box: and there are times when I am tempted to think +he fell on purpose because he saw Kate and me looking out at the +window. At least he didn't seem at all frightened, and grinned most +impishly at us.</p> + +<p>Kate and I turned on our heels and marched back in as dignified a +manner as was possible under the circumstances. Half way up Aunt +Susanna's yard we forgot dignity and broke into a run. We had left the +door open and the McGinnis dog had disappeared.</p> + +<p>Never shall I forget the sight we saw or the smell we smelled when we +burst into that kitchen. There on the floor was the McGinnis dog and +what was left of Aunt Susanna's Thanksgiving turkey. As for the smell, +imagine a commingled odor of scorching turnips and burning mince pies, +and you have it.</p> + +<p>The dog fled out with a guilty yelp. I groaned and snatched the +turnips off. Kate threw open the oven door and dragged out the pies. +Pies and turnips were ruined as irretrievably as the turkey.</p> + +<p>"Oh, what shall we do?" I cried miserably. I knew Margaret's chance of +college was gone forever.</p> + +<p>"Do!" Kate was superb. She didn't lose her wits for a second. "We'll +go home and borrow the girls' dinner. Quick—there's just ten minutes +before train time. Throw those pies and turnips into this basket—the +turkey too—we'll carry them with us to hide them."</p> + +<p>I might not be able to evolve an idea like that on the spur of the +moment, but I can at least act up to it when it is presented. Without +a moment's delay we shut the door and ran. As we went I saw the +McGinnis dog licking his chops over in their yard. I have been ashamed +ever since of my feelings toward that dog. They were murderous. +Fortunately I had no time to indulge them.</p> + +<p>It is ten minutes walk from the Pinery to our house, but you can run +it in five. Kate and I burst into the kitchen just as Laura and +Margaret were sitting down to dinner. We had neither time nor breath +for explanations. Without a word I grasped the turkey platter and the +turnip tureen. Kate caught one hot mince pie from the oven and whisked +a cold one out of the pantry.</p> + +<p>"We've—got—to have—them," was all she said.</p> + +<p>I've always said that Laura and Magsie would rise to any occasion. +They saw us carry their Thanksgiving dinner off under their very eyes +and they never interfered by word or motion. They didn't even worry us +with questions. They realized that something desperate had happened +and that the emergency called for deed not words.</p> + +<p>"Aggie," gasped Kate behind me as we tore through the birch wood, "the +border—of these pies—is crimped—differently—from Aunt Susanna's."</p> + +<p>"She—won't know—the difference," I panted. "Miranda—Mary—crimps +them."</p> + +<p>We got back to the Pinery just as the train whistle blew. We had ten +minutes to transfer turkey and turnips to Aunt Susanna's dishes, hide +our own, air the kitchen, and get back our breath. We accomplished it. +When Aunt Susanna and her guests came we were prepared for them: we +were calm—outwardly—and the second mince pie was getting hot in the +oven. It was ready by the time it was needed. Fortunately our turkey +was the same size as Aunt Susanna's, and Laura had cooked a double +supply of turnips, intending to warm them up the next day. Still, all +things considered, Kate and I didn't enjoy that dinner much. We kept +thinking of poor Laura and Magsie at home, dining off potatoes on +Thanksgiving!</p> + +<p>But at least Aunt Susanna was satisfied. When Kate and I were washing +the dishes she came out quite beamingly.</p> + +<p>"Well, my dears, I must admit that you made a very good job of the +dinner, indeed. The turkey was done to perfection. As for the mince +pies—well, of course Miranda Mary made them, but she must have had +extra good luck with them, for they were excellent and heated to just +the right degree. You didn't give anything to the McGinnis dog, I +hope?"</p> + +<p>"No, we didn't give him anything," said Kate.</p> + +<p>Aunt Susanna did not notice the emphasis.</p> + +<p>When we had finished the dishes we smuggled our platter and tureen out +of the house and went home. Laura and Margaret were busy painting and +studying and were just as sweet-tempered as if we hadn't robbed them +of their dinner. But we had to tell them the whole story before we +even took off our hats.</p> + +<p>"There is a special Providence for children and idiots," said Laura +gently. We didn't ask her whether she meant us or Tony McGinnis or +both. There are some things better left in obscurity. I'd have +probably said something much sharper than that if anybody had made off +with my Thanksgiving turkey so unceremoniously.</p> + +<p>Aunt Susanna came down the next day and told Margaret that she would +send her to college. Also she commissioned Laura to paint her a +water-color for her dining-room and said she'd pay her five dollars +for it.</p> + +<p>Kate and I were rather left out in the cold in this distribution of +favors, but when you come to reflect that Laura and Magsie had really +cooked that dinner, it was only just.</p> + +<p>Anyway, Aunt Susanna has never since insinuated that we can't cook, +and that is as much as we deserve.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="By_Grace_of_Julius_Caesar" id="By_Grace_of_Julius_Caesar"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>By Grace of Julius Caesar<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Melissa sent word on Monday evening that she thought we had better go +round with the subscription list for cushioning the church pews on +Tuesday. I sent back word that I thought we had better go on Thursday. +I had no particular objection to Tuesday, but Melissa is rather fond +of settling things without consulting anyone else, and I don't believe +in always letting her have her own way. Melissa is my cousin and we +have always been good friends, and I am really very fond of her; but +there's no sense in lying down and letting yourself be walked over. We +finally compromised on Wednesday.</p> + +<p>I always have a feeling of dread when I hear of any new church-project +for which money will be needed, because I know perfectly well that +Melissa and I will be sent round to collect for it. People say we seem +to be able to get more than anybody else; and they appear to think +that because Melissa is an unencumbered old maid, and I am an +unencumbered widow, we can spare the time without any inconvenience to +ourselves. Well, we have been canvassing for building funds, and +socials, and suppers for years, but it is needed now; at least, I have +had enough of it, and I should think Melissa has, too.</p> + +<p>We started out bright and early on Wednesday morning, for Jersey Cove +is a big place and we knew we should need the whole day. We had to +walk because neither of us owned a horse, and anyway it's more +nuisance getting out to open and shut gates than it is worth while. It +was a lovely day then, though promising to be hot, and our hearts +were as light as could be expected, considering the disagreeable +expedition we were on.</p> + +<p>I was waiting at my gate for Melissa when she came, and she looked me +over with wonder and disapproval. I could see she thought I was a fool +to dress up in my second best flowered muslin and my very best hat +with the pale pink roses in it to walk about in the heat and dust; but +I wasn't. All my experience in canvassing goes to show that the better +dressed and better looking you are the more money you'll get—that is, +when it's the men you have to tackle, as in this case. If it had been +the women, however, I would have put on the oldest and ugliest things, +consistent with decency, I had. This was what Melissa had done, as it +was, and she did look fearfully prim and dowdy, except for her front +hair, which was as soft and fluffy and elaborate as usual. I never +could understand how Melissa always got it arranged so beautifully.</p> + +<p>Nothing particular happened the first part of the day. Some few +growled and wouldn't subscribe anything, but on the whole we did +pretty well. If it had been a missionary subscription we should have +fared worse; but when it was something touching their own comfort, +like cushioning the pews, they came down handsomely. We reached Daniel +Wilson's by noon, and had to have dinner there. We didn't eat much, +although we were hungry enough—Mary Wilson's cooking is a by-word in +Jersey Cove. No wonder Daniel is dyspeptic; but dyspeptic or not, he +gave us a big subscription for our cushions and told us we looked +younger than ever. Daniel is always very complimentary, and they say +Mary is jealous.</p> + +<p>When we left the Wilson's Melissa said, with an air of a woman nerving +herself to a disagreeable duty:</p> + +<p>"I suppose we might as well go to Isaac Appleby's now and get it +over."</p> + +<p>I agreed with her. I had been dreading that call all day. It isn't a +very pleasant thing to go to a man you have recently refused to marry +and ask him for money; and Melissa and I were both in that +predicament.</p> + +<p>Isaac was a well-to-do old bachelor who had never had any notion of +getting married until his sister died in the winter. And then, as soon +as the spring planting was over, he began to look round for a wife. He +came to me first and I said "No" good and hard. I liked Isaac well +enough; but I was snug and comfortable, and didn't feel like pulling +up my roots and moving into another lot; besides, Isaac's courting +seemed to me a shade too business-like. I can't get along without a +little romance; it's my nature.</p> + +<p>Isaac was disappointed and said so, but intimated that it wasn't +crushing and that the next best would do very well. The next best was +Melissa, and he proposed to her after the decent interval of a +fortnight. Melissa also refused him. I admit I was surprised at this, +for I knew Melissa was rather anxious to marry; but she has always +been down on Isaac Appleby, from principle, because of a family feud +on her mother's side; besides, an old beau of hers, a widower at +Kingsbridge, was just beginning to take notice again, and I suspected +Melissa had hopes concerning him. Finally, I imagine Melissa did not +fancy being second choice.</p> + +<p>Whatever her reasons were, she refused poor Isaac, and that finished +his matrimonial prospects as far as Jersey Cove was concerned, for +there wasn't another eligible woman in it—that is, for a man of +Isaac's age. I was the only widow, and the other old maids besides +Melissa were all hopelessly old-maiden.</p> + +<p>This was all three months ago, and Isaac had been keeping house for +himself ever since. Nobody knew much about how he got along, for the +Appleby house is half a mile from anywhere, down near the shore at the +end of a long lane—the lonesomest place, as I did not fail to +remember when I was considering Isaac's offer.</p> + +<p>"I heard Jarvis Aldrich say Isaac had got a dog lately," said Melissa, +when we finally came in sight of the house—a handsome new one, by the +way, put up only ten years ago. "Jarvis said it was an imported +breed. I do hope it isn't cross."</p> + +<p>I have a mortal horror of dogs, and I followed Melissa into the big +farmyard with fear and trembling. We were halfway across the yard when +Melissa shrieked:</p> + +<p>"Anne, there's the dog!"</p> + +<p>There was the dog; and the trouble was that he didn't stay there, but +came right down the slope at a steady, business-like trot. He was a +bull-dog and big enough to bite a body clean in two, and he was the +ugliest thing in dogs I had ever seen.</p> + +<p>Melissa and I both lost our heads. We screamed, dropped our parasols, +and ran instinctively to the only refuge that was in sight—a ladder +leaning against the old Appleby house. I am forty-five and something +more than plump, so that climbing ladders is not my favorite form of +exercise. But I went up that one with the agility and grace of +sixteen. Melissa followed me, and we found ourselves on the +roof—fortunately it was a flat one—panting and gasping, but safe, +unless that diabolical dog could climb a ladder.</p> + +<p>I crept cautiously to the edge and peered over. The beast was sitting +on his haunches at the foot of the ladder, and it was quite evident he +was not short on time. The gleam in his eye seemed to say:</p> + +<p>"I've got you two unprincipled subscription hunters beautifully treed +and it's treed you're going to stay. That is what I call satisfying."</p> + +<p>I reported the state of the case to Melissa.</p> + +<p>"What shall we do?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Do?" said Melissa, snappishly. "Why, stay here till Isaac Appleby +comes out and takes that brute away? What else can we do?"</p> + +<p>"What if he isn't at home?" I suggested.</p> + +<p>"We'll stay here till he comes home. Oh, this is a nice predicament. +This is what comes of cushioning churches!"</p> + +<p>"It might be worse," I said comfortingly. "Suppose the roof hadn't +been flat?"</p> + +<p>"Call Isaac," said Melissa shortly.</p> + +<p>I didn't fancy calling Isaac, but call him I did, and when that failed +to bring him Melissa condescended to call, too; but scream as we +might, no Isaac appeared, and that dog sat there and smiled +internally.</p> + +<p>"It's no use," said Melissa sulkily at last. "Isaac Appleby is dead or +away."</p> + +<p>Half an hour passed; it seemed as long as a day. The sun just boiled +down on that roof and we were nearly melted. We were dreadfully +thirsty, and the heat made our heads ache, and I could see my muslin +dress fading before my very eyes. As for the roses on my best hat—but +that was too harrowing to think about.</p> + +<p>Then we saw a welcome sight—Isaac Appleby coming through the yard +with a hoe over his shoulder. He had probably been working in his +field at the back of the house. I never thought I should have been so +glad to see him.</p> + +<p>"Isaac, oh, Isaac!" I called joyfully, leaning over as far as I dared.</p> + +<p>Isaac looked up in amazement at me and Melissa craning our necks over +the edge of the roof. Then he saw the dog and took in the situation. +The creature actually grinned.</p> + +<p>"Won't you call off your dog and let us get down, Isaac?" I said +pleadingly.</p> + +<p>Isaac stood and reflected for a moment or two. Then he came slowly +forward and, before we realized what he was going to do, he took that +ladder down and laid it on the ground.</p> + +<p>"Isaac Appleby, what do you mean?" demanded Melissa wrathfully.</p> + +<p>Isaac folded his arms and looked up. It would be hard to say which +face was the more determined, his or the dog's. But Isaac had the +advantage in point of looks, I will say that for him.</p> + +<p>"I mean that you two women will stay up on that roof until one of you +agrees to marry me," said Isaac solemnly.</p> + +<p>I gasped.</p> + +<p>"Isaac Appleby, you can't be in earnest?" I cried incredulously. "You +couldn't be so mean?"</p> + +<p>"I am in earnest. I want a wife, and I am going to have one. You two +will stay up there, and Julius Caesar here will watch you until one of +you makes up her mind to take me. You can settle it between +yourselves, and let me know when you have come to a decision."</p> + +<p>And with that Isaac walked jauntily into his new house.</p> + +<p>"The man can't mean it!" said Melissa. "He is trying to play a joke on +us."</p> + +<p>"He does mean it," I said gloomily. "An Appleby never says anything he +doesn't mean. He will keep us here until one of us consents to marry +him."</p> + +<p>"It won't be me, then," said Melissa in a calm sort of rage. "I won't +marry him if I have to sit on this roof for the rest of my life. You +can take him. It's really you he wants, anyway; he asked you first."</p> + +<p>I always knew that rankled with Melissa.</p> + +<p>I thought the situation over before I said anything more. We certainly +couldn't get off that roof, and if we could, there was Julius Caesar. +The place was out of sight of every other house in Jersey Cove, and +nobody might come near it for a week. To be sure, when Melissa and I +didn't turn up the Covites might get out and search for us; but that +wouldn't be for two or three days anyhow.</p> + +<p>Melissa had turned her back on me and was sitting with her elbows +propped up on her knees, looking gloomily out to sea. I was afraid I +couldn't coax her into marrying Isaac. As for me, I hadn't any real +objection to marrying him, after all, for if he was short of romance +he was good-natured and has a fat bank account; but I hated to be +driven into it that way.</p> + +<p>"You'd better take him, Melissa," I said entreatingly. "I've had one +husband and that is enough."</p> + +<p>"More than enough for me, thank you," said Melissa sarcastically.</p> + +<p>"Isaac is a fine man and has a lovely house; and you aren't sure the +Kingsbridge man really means anything," I went on.</p> + +<p>"I would rather," said Melissa, with the same awful calmness, "jump +down from this roof and break my neck, or be devoured piecemeal by +that fiend down there than marry Isaac Appleby."</p> + +<p>It didn't seem worth while to say anything more after that. We sat +there in stony silence and the time dragged by. I was hot, hungry, +thirsty, cross; and besides, I felt that I was in a ridiculous +position, which was worse than all the rest. We could see Isaac +sitting in the shade of one of his apple trees in the front orchard +comfortably reading a newspaper. I think if he hadn't aggravated me by +doing that I'd have given in sooner. But as it was, I was determined +to be as stubborn as everybody else. We were four obstinate +creatures—Isaac and Melissa and Julius Caesar and I.</p> + +<p>At four o'clock Isaac got up and went into the house; in a few minutes +he came out again with a basket in one hand and a ball of cord in the +other.</p> + +<p>"I don't intend to starve you, of course, ladies," he said politely, +"I will throw this ball up to you and you can then draw up the +basket."</p> + +<p>I caught the ball, for Melissa never turned her head. I would have +preferred to be scornful, too, and reject the food altogether; but I +was so dreadfully thirsty that I put my pride in my pocket and hauled +the basket up. Besides, I thought it might enable us to hold out until +some loophole of escape presented itself.</p> + +<p>Isaac went back into the house and I unpacked the basket. There was a +bottle of milk, some bread and butter, and a pie. Melissa wouldn't +take a morsel of the food, but she was so thirsty she had to take a +drink of milk.</p> + +<p>She tried to lift her veil—and something caught; Melissa gave it a +savage twitch, and off came veil and hat—and all her front hair!</p> + +<p>You never saw such a sight. I'd always suspected Melissa wore a false +front, but I'd never had any proof before.</p> + +<p>Melissa pinned on her hair again and put on her hat and drank the +milk, all without a word; but she was purple. I felt sorry for her.</p> + +<p>And I felt sorry for Isaac when I tried to eat that bread. It was sour +and dreadful. As for the pie, it was hopeless. I tasted it, and then +threw it down to Julius Caesar. Julius Caesar, not being over +particular, ate it up. I thought perhaps it would kill him, for +anything might come of eating such a concoction. That pie was a strong +argument for Isaac. I thought a man who had to live on such cookery +did indeed need a wife and might be pardoned for taking desperate +measures to get one. I was dreadfully tired of broiling on the roof +anyhow.</p> + +<p>But it was the thunderstorm that decided me. When I saw it coming up, +black and quick, from the northwest, I gave in at once. I had endured +a good deal and was prepared to endure more; but I had paid ten +dollars for my hat and I was not going to have it ruined by a +thunderstorm. I called to Isaac and out he came.</p> + +<p>"If you will let us down and promise to dispose of that dog before I +come here I will marry you, Isaac," I said, "but I'll make you sorry +for it afterwards, though."</p> + +<p>"I'll take the risk of that, Anne," he said; "and, of course, I'll +sell the dog. I won't need him when I have you."</p> + +<p>Isaac meant to be complimentary, though you mightn't have thought so +if you had seen the face of that dog.</p> + +<p>Isaac ordered Julius Caesar away and put up the ladder, and turned his +back, real considerately, while we climbed down. We had to go in his +house and stay till the shower was over. I didn't forget the object of +our call and I produced our subscription list at once.</p> + +<p>"How much have you got?" asked Isaac.</p> + +<p>"Seventy dollars and we want a hundred and fifty," I said.</p> + +<p>"You may put me down for the remaining eighty, then," said Isaac +calmly.</p> + +<p>The Applebys are never mean where money is concerned, I must say.</p> + +<p>Isaac offered to drive us home when it cleared up, but I said "No." I +wanted to settle Melissa before she got a chance to talk.</p> + +<p>On the way home I said to her:</p> + +<p>"I hope you won't mention this to anyone, Melissa. I don't mind +marrying Isaac, but I don't want people to know how it came about."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I won't say anything about it," said Melissa, laughing a little +disagreeably.</p> + +<p>"Because," I said, to clinch the matter, looking significantly at her +front hair as I said it, "I have something to tell, too."</p> + +<p>Melissa will hold her tongue.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="By_the_Rule_of_Contrary" id="By_the_Rule_of_Contrary"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>By the Rule of Contrary<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>"Look here, Burton," said old John Ellis in an ominous tone of voice, +"I want to know if what that old busybody of a Mary Keane came here +today gossiping about is true. If it is—well, I've something to say +about the matter! Have you been courting that niece of Susan Oliver's +all summer on the sly?"</p> + +<p>Burton Ellis's handsome, boyish face flushed darkly crimson to the +roots of his curly black hair. Something in the father's tone roused +anger and rebellion in the son. He straightened himself up from the +turnip row he was hoeing, looked his father squarely in the face, and +said quietly,</p> + +<p>"Not on the sly, sir, I never do things that way. But I have been +going to see Madge Oliver for some time, and we are engaged. We are +thinking of being married this fall, and we hope you will not object."</p> + +<p>Burton's frankness nearly took away his father's breath. Old John +fairly choked with rage.</p> + +<p>"You young fool," he spluttered, bringing down his hoe with such +energy that he sliced off half a dozen of his finest young turnip +plants, "have you gone clean crazy? No, sir, I'll never consent to +your marrying an Oliver, and you needn't have any idea that I will."</p> + +<p>"Then I'll marry her without your consent," retorted Burton angrily, +losing the temper he had been trying to keep.</p> + +<p>"Oh, will you indeed! Well, if you do, out you go, and not a cent of +my money or a rod of my land do you ever get."</p> + +<p>"What have you got against Madge?" asked Burton, forcing himself to +speak calmly, for he knew his father too well to doubt for a minute +that he meant and would do just what he said.</p> + +<p>"She's an Oliver," said old John crustily, "and that's enough." And +considering that he had settled the matter, John Ellis threw down his +hoe and left the field in a towering rage.</p> + +<p>Burton hoed away savagely until his anger had spent itself on the +weeds. Give up Madge—dear, sweet little Madge? Not he! Yet if his +father remained of the same mind, their marriage was out of the +question at present. And Burton knew quite well that his father would +remain of the same mind. Old John Ellis had the reputation of being +the most contrary man in Greenwood.</p> + +<p>When Burton had finished his row he left the turnip field and went +straight across lots to see Madge and tell her his dismal story. An +hour later Miss Susan Oliver went up the stairs of her little brown +house to Madge's room and found her niece lying on the bed, her pretty +curls tumbled, her soft cheeks flushed crimson, crying as if her heart +would break.</p> + +<p>Miss Susan was a tall, grim, angular spinster who looked like the last +person in the world to whom a love affair might be confided. But never +were appearances more deceptive than in this case. Behind her +unprepossessing exterior Miss Susan had a warm, sympathetic heart +filled to the brim with kindly affection for her pretty niece. She had +seen Burton Ellis going moodily across the fields homeward and guessed +that something had gone wrong.</p> + +<p>"Now, dearie, what is the matter?" she said, tenderly patting the +brown head.</p> + +<p>Madge sobbed out the whole story disconsolately. Burton's father would +not let him marry her because she was an Oliver. And, oh, what would +she do?</p> + +<p>"Don't worry, Madge," said Miss Susan comfortingly. "I'll soon settle +old John Ellis."</p> + +<p>"Why, what can you do?" asked Madge forlornly.</p> + +<p>Miss Susan squared her shoulders and looked amused.</p> + +<p>"You'll see. I know old John Ellis better than he knows himself. He is +the most contrary man the Lord ever made. I went to school with him. I +learned how to manage him then, and I haven't forgotten how. I'm going +straight up to interview him."</p> + +<p>"Are you sure that will do any good?" said Madge doubtfully. "If you +go to him and take Burton's and my part, won't it only make him +worse?"</p> + +<p>"Madge, dear," said Miss Susan, busily twisting her scanty, iron-grey +hair up into a hard little knob at the back of her head before Madge's +glass, "you just wait. I'm not young, and I'm not pretty, and I'm not +in love, but I've more gumption than you and Burton have or ever will +have. You keep your eyes open and see if you can learn something. +You'll need it if you go up to live with old John Ellis."</p> + +<p>Burton had returned to the turnip field, but old John Ellis was taking +his ease with a rampant political newspaper on the cool verandah of +his house. Looking up from a bitter editorial to chuckle over a +cutting sarcasm contained therein, he saw a tall, angular figure +coming up the lane with aggressiveness written large in every fold and +flutter of shawl and skirt.</p> + +<p>"Old Susan Oliver, as sure as a gun," said old John with another +chuckle. "She looks mad clean through. I suppose she's coming here to +blow me up for refusing to let Burton take that girl of hers. She's +been angling and scheming for it for years, but she will find who she +has to deal with. Come on, Miss Susan."</p> + +<p>John Ellis laid down his paper and stood up with a sarcastic smile.</p> + +<p>Miss Susan reached the steps and skimmed undauntedly up them. She did +indeed look angry and disturbed. Without any preliminary greeting she +burst out into a tirade that simply took away her complacent foe's +breath.</p> + +<p>"Look here, John Ellis, I want to know what this means. I've +discovered that that young upstart of a son of yours, who ought to be +in short trousers yet, has been courting my niece, Madge Oliver, all +summer. He has had the impudence to tell me that he wants to marry +her. I won't have it, I tell you, and you can tell your son so. Marry +my niece indeed! A pretty pass the world is coming to! I'll never +consent to it."</p> + +<p>Perhaps if you had searched Greenwood and all the adjacent districts +thoroughly you might have found a man who was more astonished and +taken aback than old John Ellis was at that moment, but I doubt it. +The wind was completely taken out of his sails and every bit of the +Ellis contrariness was roused.</p> + +<p>"What have you got to say against my son?" he fairly shouted in his +rage. "Isn't he good enough for your girl, Susan Oliver, I'd like to +know?"</p> + +<p>"No, he isn't," retorted Miss Susan deliberately and unflinchingly. +"He's well enough in his place, but you'll please to remember, John +Ellis, that my niece is an Oliver, and the Olivers don't marry beneath +them."</p> + +<p>Old John was furious. "Beneath them indeed! Why, woman, it is +condescension in my son to so much as look at your niece—condescension, +that is what it is. You are as poor as church mice."</p> + +<p>"We come of good family, though," retorted Miss Susan. "You Ellises +are nobodies. Your grandfather was a hired man! And yet you have the +presumption to think you're fit to marry into an old, respectable +family like the Olivers. But talking doesn't signify. I simply won't +allow this nonsense to go on. I came here today to tell you so plump +and plain. It's your duty to stop it; if you don't I will, that's +all."</p> + +<p>"Oh, will you?" John Ellis was at a white heat of rage and +stubbornness now. "We'll see, Miss Susan, we'll see. My son shall +marry whatever girl he pleases, and I'll back him up in it—do you +hear that? Come here and tell me my son isn't good enough for your +niece indeed! I'll show you he can get her anyway."</p> + +<p>"You've heard what I've said," was the answer, "and you'd better go by +it, that's all. I shan't stay to bandy words with you, John Ellis. I'm +going home to talk to my niece and tell her her duty plain, and what I +want her to do, and she'll do it, I haven't a fear."</p> + +<p>Miss Susan was halfway down the steps, but John Ellis ran to the +railing of the verandah to get the last word.</p> + +<p>"I'll send Burton down this evening to talk to her and tell her what +<i>he</i> wants her to do, and we'll see whether she'll sooner listen to +you than to him," he shouted.</p> + +<p>Miss Susan deigned no reply. Old John strode out to the turnip field. +Burton saw him coming and looked for another outburst of wrath, but +his father's first words almost took away his breath.</p> + +<p>"See here, Burt, I take back all I said this afternoon. I want you to +marry Madge Oliver now, and the sooner, the better. That old cat of a +Susan had the face to come up and tell me you weren't good enough for +her niece. I told her a few plain truths. Don't you mind the old +crosspatch. I'll back you up."</p> + +<p>By this time Burton had begun hoeing vigorously, to hide the amused +twinkle of comprehension in his eyes. He admired Miss Susan's tactics, +but he did not say so.</p> + +<p>"All right, Father," he answered dutifully.</p> + +<p>When Miss Susan reached home she told Madge to bathe her eyes and put +on her new pink muslin, because she guessed Burton would be down that +evening.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Auntie, how did you manage it?" cried Madge.</p> + +<p>"Madge," said Miss Susan solemnly, but with dancing eyes, "do you know +how to drive a pig? Just try to make it go in the opposite direction +and it will bolt the way you want it. Remember that, my dear."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Fair_Exchange_and_No_Robbery" id="Fair_Exchange_and_No_Robbery"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Fair Exchange and No Robbery<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Katherine Rangely was packing up. Her chum and roommate, Edith Wilmer, +was sitting on the bed watching her in that calm disinterested fashion +peculiarly maddening to a bewildered packer.</p> + +<p>"It does seem too provoking," said Katherine, as she tugged at an +obstinate shawl strap, "that Ned should be transferred here now, just +when I'm going away. The powers that be might have waited until +vacation was over. Ned won't know a soul here and he'll be horribly +lonesome."</p> + +<p>"I'll do my best to befriend him, with your permission," said Edith +consolingly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know. You're a special Providence, Ede. Ned will be up tonight +first thing, of course, and I'll introduce him. Try to keep the poor +fellow amused until I get back. Two months! Just fancy! And Aunt +Elizabeth won't abate one jot or tittle of the time I promised to stay +with her. Harbour Hill is so frightfully dull, too."</p> + +<p>Then the talk drifted around to Edith's affairs. She was engaged to a +certain Sidney Keith, who was a professor in some college.</p> + +<p>"I don't expect to see much of Sidney this summer," said Edith. "He's +writing another book. He is so terribly addicted to literature."</p> + +<p>"How lovely," sighed Katherine, who had aspirations in that line +herself. "If only Ned were like him I should be perfectly happy. But +Ned is so prosaic. He doesn't care a rap for poetry, and he laughs +when I enthuse. It makes him quite furious when I talk of taking up +writing seriously. He says women writers are an abomination on the +face of the earth. Did you ever hear anything so ridiculous?"</p> + +<p>"He is very handsome, though," said Edith, with a glance at his +photograph on Katherine's dressing table. "And that is what Sid is +not. He is rather distinguished looking, but as plain as he can +possibly be."</p> + +<p>Edith sighed. She had a weakness for handsome men and thought it +rather hard that fate should have allotted her so plain a lover.</p> + +<p>"He has lovely eyes," said Katherine comfortingly, "and handsome men +are always vain. Even Ned is. I have to snub him regularly. But I +think you'll like him."</p> + +<p>Edith thought so too when Ned Ellison appeared that night. He was a +handsome off-handed young fellow, who seemed to admire Katherine +immensely, and be a little afraid of her into the bargain.</p> + +<p>"Edith will try to make Riverton pleasant for you while I am away," +she told him in their good-bye chat. "She is a dear girl—you'll like +her, I know. It's really too bad I have to go away now, but it can't +be helped."</p> + +<p>"I shall be awfully lonesome," grumbled Ned. "Don't you forget to +write regularly, Kitty."</p> + +<p>"Of course I'll write, but for pity's sake, Ned, don't call me Kitty. +It sounds so childish. Well, bye-bye, dear boy. I'll be back in two +months and then we'll have a lovely time."</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p>When Katherine had been at Harbour Hill for a week she wondered how +upon earth she was going to put in the remaining seven. Harbour Hill +was noted for its beauty, but not every woman can live by scenery +alone.</p> + +<p>"Aunt Elizabeth," said Katherine one day, "does anybody ever die in +Harbour Hill? Because it doesn't seem to me it would be any change for +them if they did."</p> + +<p>Aunt Elizabeth's only reply to this was a shocked look.</p> + +<p>To pass the time Katherine took to collecting seaweeds, and this +involved long tramps along the shore. On one of these occasions she +met with an adventure. The place was a remote spot far up the shore. +Katherine had taken off her shoes and stockings, tucked up her skirt, +rolled her sleeves high above her dimpled elbows, and was deep in the +absorbing process of fishing up seaweeds off a craggy headland. She +looked anything but dignified while so employed, but under the +circumstances dignity did not matter.</p> + +<p>Presently she heard a shout from the shore and, turning around in +dismay, she beheld a man on the rocks behind her. He was evidently +shouting at her. What on earth could the creature want?</p> + +<p>"Come in," he called, gesticulating wildly. "You'll be in the +bottomless pit in another moment if you don't look out."</p> + +<p>"He certainly must be a lunatic," said Katherine to herself, "or else +he's drunk. What am I to do?"</p> + +<p>"Come in, I tell you," insisted the stranger. "What in the world do +you mean by wading out to such a place? Why, it's madness."</p> + +<p>Katherine's indignation got the better of her fear.</p> + +<p>"I do not think I am trespassing," she called back as icily as +possible.</p> + +<p>The stranger did not seem to be snubbed at all. He came down to the +very edge of the rocks where Katherine could see him plainly. He was +dressed in a somewhat well-worn grey suit and wore spectacles. He did +not look like a lunatic, and he did not seem to be drunk.</p> + +<p>"I implore you to come in," he said earnestly. "You must be standing +on the very brink of the bottomless pit."</p> + +<p>He is certainly off his balance, thought Katherine. He must be some +revivalist who has gone insane on one point. I suppose I'd better go +in. He looks quite capable of wading out here after me if I don't.</p> + +<p>She picked her steps carefully back with her precious specimens. The +stranger eyed her severely as she stepped on the rocks.</p> + +<p>"I should think you would have more sense than to risk your life in +that fashion for a handful of seaweeds," he said.</p> + +<p>"I haven't the faintest idea what you mean," said Miss Rangely. "You +don't look crazy, but you talk as if you were."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean to say you don't know that what the people hereabouts +call the Bottomless Pit is situated right off that point—the most +dangerous spot along the whole coast?"</p> + +<p>"No, I didn't," said Katherine, horrified. She remembered now that +Aunt Elizabeth had warned her to be careful of some bad hole along +shore, but she had not been paying much attention and had supposed it +to be in quite another direction. "I am a stranger here."</p> + +<p>"Well, I hardly thought you'd be foolish enough to be out there if you +knew," said the other in mollified accents. "The place ought not to be +left without warning, anyhow. It is the most careless thing I ever +heard of. There is a big hole right off that point and nobody has ever +been able to find the bottom of it. A person who got into it would +never be heard of again. The rocks there form an eddy that sucks +everything right down."</p> + +<p>"I am very grateful to you for calling me in," said Katherine humbly. +"I had no idea I was in such danger."</p> + +<p>"You have a very fine bunch of seaweeds, I see," said the unknown.</p> + +<p>But Katherine was in no mood to converse on seaweeds. She suddenly +realized what she must look like—bare feet, draggled skirts, dripping +arms. And this creature whom she had taken for a lunatic was +undoubtedly a gentleman. Oh, if he would only go and give her a chance +to put on her shoes and stockings!</p> + +<p>Nothing seemed further from his intentions. When Katherine had picked +up the aforesaid articles and turned homeward, he walked beside her, +still discoursing on seaweeds as eloquently as if he were commonly +accustomed to walking with barefooted young women. In spite of +herself, Katherine couldn't help listening to him, for he managed to +invest seaweeds with an absorbing interest. She finally decided that +as he didn't seem to mind her bare feet, she wouldn't either.</p> + +<p>He knew so much about seaweeds that Katherine felt decidedly +amateurish beside him. He looked over her specimens and pointed out +the valuable ones. He explained the best method of preserving and +mounting them, and told her of other and less dangerous places along +the shore where she might get some new varieties.</p> + +<p>When they came in sight of Harbour Hill, Katherine began to wonder +what on earth she would do with him. It wasn't exactly permissible to +snub a man who had practically saved your life, but, on the other +hand, the prospect of walking through the principal street of Harbour +Hill barefooted and escorted by a scholarly looking gentleman +discoursing on seaweeds was not to be calmly contemplated.</p> + +<p>The unknown cut the Gordian knot himself. He said that he must really +go back or he would be late for dinner, lifted his hat politely, and +departed. Katherine waited until he was out of sight, then sat down on +the sand and put on her shoes and stockings.</p> + +<p>"Who on earth can he be?" she said to herself. "And where have I seen +him before? There was certainly something familiar about his +appearance. He is very nice, but he must have thought me crazy. I +wonder if he belongs to Harbour Hill."</p> + +<p>The mystery was solved when she got home and found a letter from Edith +awaiting her.</p> + +<p>"I see Ned quite often," wrote the latter, "and I think he is +perfectly splendid. You are a lucky girl, Kate. But oh, do you know +that Sidney is actually at Harbour Hill, too, or at least quite near +it? I had a letter from him yesterday. He has gone down there to spend +his vacation, because it is so quiet, and to finish up some horrid +scientific book he is working at. He's boarding at some little +farmhouse up the shore. I've written to him today to hunt you up and +consider himself introduced to you. I think you'll like him, for he's +just your style."</p> + +<p>Katherine smiled when Sidney Keith's card was brought up to her that +evening and went down to meet him. Her companion of the morning rose +to meet her.</p> + +<p>"You!" he said.</p> + +<p>"Yes, me," said Miss Rangely cheerfully and ungrammatically. "You +didn't expect it, did you? I was sure I had seen you before—only it +wasn't you but your photograph."</p> + +<p>When Professor Keith went away it was with a cordial invitation to +call again. He did not fail to avail himself of it—in fact, he became +a constant visitor at Sycamore Villa. Katherine wrote all about it to +Edith and cultivated Professor Keith with a dear conscience.</p> + +<p>They got on capitally together. They went on long expeditions up shore +after seaweeds, and when seaweeds were exhausted they began to make a +collection of the Harbour Hill flora. This involved more long, +companionable expeditions. Katherine sometimes wondered when Professor +Keith found time to work on his book, but as he made no reference to +the subject, neither did she.</p> + +<p>Once in a while, when she had time to think of them, she wondered how +Ned and Edith were getting on. At first Edith's letters had been full +of Ned, but in her last two or three she had said little about him. +Katherine wrote and jokingly asked Edith if she and Ned had quarreled. +Edith wrote back and said, "What nonsense." She and Ned were as good +friends as ever, but he was getting acquainted in Riverton now and +wasn't so dependent on her society, etc.</p> + +<p>Katherine sighed and went on a fern hunt with Professor Keith. It was +getting near the end of her vacation and she had only two weeks more. +They were sitting down to rest on the side of the road when she +mentioned this fact inconsequently. The professor prodded the harmless +dust with his cane. Well, he supposed she would find a return to work +pleasant and would doubtless be glad to see her Riverton friends +again.</p> + +<p>"I'm dying to see Edith," said Katherine.</p> + +<p>"And Ned?" suggested Professor Keith.</p> + +<p>"Oh yes. Ned, of course," assented Katherine without enthusiasm. There +didn't seem to be anything more to say. One cannot talk everlastingly +about ferns, so they got up and went home.</p> + +<p>Katherine wrote a particularly affectionate letter to Ned that night. +Then she went to bed and cried.</p> + +<p>When Professor Keith came up to bid Miss Rangely good-bye on the eve +of her departure from Harbour Hill, he looked like a man who was being +led to execution without benefit of clergy. But he kept himself well +in hand and talked calmly on impersonal subjects. After all, it was +Katherine who made the first break when she got up to say good-bye. +She was in the middle of some conventional sentence when she suddenly +stopped short, and her voice trailed off in a babyish quiver.</p> + +<p>The professor put out his arm and drew her close to him. His hat +dropped under their feet and was trampled on, but I doubt if Professor +Keith knows the difference to this day, for he was fully absorbed in +kissing Katherine's hair. When she became cognizant of this fact, she +drew herself away.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Sidney, don't!—think of Edith! I feel like a traitor."</p> + +<p>"Do you think she would care very much if I—if you—if we—" +hesitated the professor.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it would break her heart," cried Katherine with convincing +earnestness. "I know it would—and Ned's too. They must never know."</p> + +<p>The professor stooped and began hunting for his maltreated hat. He was +a long time finding it, and when he did he went softly to the door. +With his hand on the knob, he paused and looked back.</p> + +<p>"Good-bye, Miss Rangely," he said softly.</p> + +<p>But Katherine, whose face was buried in the cushions of the lounge, +did not hear him and when she looked up he was gone.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p>Katharine felt that life was stale, flat and unprofitable when she +alighted at Riverton station in the dusk of the next evening. She was +not expected until a later train and there was no one to meet her. She +walked drearily through the streets to her boarding house and entered +her room unannounced. Edith, who was lying on the bed, sprang up with +a surprised greeting. It was too dark to be sure, but Katherine had an +uncomfortable suspicion that her friend had been crying, and her heart +quaked guiltily. Could Edith have suspected anything?</p> + +<p>"Why, we didn't think you'd be up till the 8:30 train, and Ned and I +were going to meet you."</p> + +<p>"I found I could catch an earlier train, so I took it," said +Katherine, as she dropped listlessly into a chair. "I am tired to +death and I have such a headache. I can't see anyone tonight, not even +Ned."</p> + +<p>"You poor dear," said Edith sympathetically, beginning a search for +the cologne. "Lie down on the bed and I'll bathe your poor head. Did +you have a good time at Harbour Hill? And how did you leave Sid? Did +he say anything about coming up?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, he was quite well," said Katherine wearily. "I didn't hear him +say if he intended to come up or not. There, thanks—that will do +nicely."</p> + +<p>After Edith had gone down, Katherine tossed about restlessly. She knew +Ned had come and she did not want to see him. But, after all, it was +only putting off the evil day, and it was treating him rather +shabbily. She would go down for a minute.</p> + +<p>There were two doors to the parlour, and Katherine went by way of the +library one, over which a portiere was hanging. Her hand was lifted to +draw it back when she heard something that arrested the movement.</p> + +<p>A woman was crying in the room beyond. It was Edith—and what was she +saying?</p> + +<p>"Oh, Ned, it is all perfectly dreadful! I couldn't look Catherine in +the face when she came home. I'm so ashamed of myself and I never +meant to be so false. We must never let her suspect for a minute."</p> + +<p>"It's pretty rough on a fellow," said another voice—Ned's voice—in a +choked sort of a way. "Upon my word, Edith, I don't see how I'm going +to keep it up."</p> + +<p>"You must," sobbed Edith. "It would break her heart—and Sidney's too. +We must just make up our minds to forget each other, Ned, and you must +marry Katherine."</p> + +<p>Just at this point Katherine became aware that she was eavesdropping +and she went away noiselessly. She did not look in the least like a +person who has received a mortal blow, and she had forgotten her +headache altogether.</p> + +<p>When Edith came up half an hour later, she found the worn-out invalid +sitting up and reading a novel.</p> + +<p>"How is your headache, dear?" she asked, carefully keeping her face +turned away from Katherine.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's all gone," said Miss Rangely cheerfully.</p> + +<p>"Why didn't you come down then? Ned was here."</p> + +<p>"Well, Ede, I did go down, but I thought I wasn't particularly wanted, +so I came back."</p> + +<p>Edith faced her friend in dismay, forgetful of swollen lids and +tear-stained cheeks.</p> + +<p>"Katherine!"</p> + +<p>"Don't look so conscience stricken, my dear child. There is no harm +done."</p> + +<p>"You heard—"</p> + +<p>"Some surprising speeches. So you and Ned have gone and fallen in love +with one another?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Katherine," sobbed Edith, "we—we—couldn't help it—but it's all +over. Oh, don't be angry with me!"</p> + +<p>"Angry? My dear, I'm delighted."</p> + +<p>"Delighted?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, you dear goose. Can't you guess, or must I tell you? Sidney and +I did the very same, and had just such a melancholy parting last night +as I suspect you and Ned had tonight."</p> + +<p>"Katherine!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, it's quite true. And of course we made up our minds to sacrifice +ourselves on the altar of duty and all that. But now, thank goodness, +there is no need of such wholesale immolation. So just let's forgive +each other."</p> + +<p>"Oh," sighed Edith happily, "it is almost too good to be true."</p> + +<p>"It is really providentially ordered, isn't it?" said Katherine. "Ned +and I would never have got on together in the world, and you and +Sidney would have bored each other to death. As it is, there will be +four perfectly happy people instead of four miserable ones. I'll tell +Ned so tomorrow."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Four_Winds" id="Four_Winds"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Four Winds<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Alan Douglas threw down his pen with an impatient exclamation. It was +high time his next Sunday's sermon was written, but he could not +concentrate his thoughts on his chosen text. For one thing he did not +like it and had selected it only because Elder Trewin, in his call of +the evening before, had hinted that it was time for a good stiff +doctrinal discourse, such as his predecessor in Rexton, the Rev. Jabez +Strong, had delighted in. Alan hated doctrines—"the soul's +staylaces," he called them—but Elder Trewin was a man to be reckoned +with and Alan preached an occasional sermon to please him.</p> + +<p>"It's no use," he said wearily. "I could have written a sermon in +keeping with that text in November or midwinter, but now, when the +whole world is reawakening in a miracle of beauty and love, I can't do +it. If a northeast rainstorm doesn't set in before next Sunday, Mr. +Trewin will not have his sermon. I shall take as my text instead, +'The flowers appear on the earth, the time of the singing of birds has +come.'"</p> + +<p>He rose and went to his study window, outside of which a young vine +was glowing in soft tender green tints, its small dainty leaves +casting quivering shadows on the opposite wall where the portrait of +Alan's mother hung. She had a fine, strong, sweet face; the same face, +cast in a masculine mould, was repeated in her son, and the +resemblance was striking as he stood in the searching evening +sunshine. The black hair grew around his forehead in the same way; his +eyes were steel blue, like hers, with a similar expression, half +brooding, half tender, in their depths. He had the mobile, smiling +mouth of the picture, but his chin was deeper and squarer, dented with +a dimple which, combined with a certain occasional whimsicality of +opinion and glance, had caused Elder Trewin some qualms of doubt +regarding the fitness of this young man for his high and holy +vocation. The Rev. Jabez Strong had never indulged in dimples or +jokes; but then, as Elder Trewin, being a just man, had to admit, the +Rev. Jabez Strong had preached many a time and oft to more empty pews +than full ones, while now the church was crowded to its utmost +capacity on Sundays and people came to hear Mr. Douglas who had not +darkened a church door for years. All things considered, Elder Trewin +decided to overlook the dimple. There was sure to be some drawback in +every minister.</p> + +<p>Alan from his study looked down on all the length of the Rexton +valley, at the head of which the manse was situated, and thought that +Eden might have looked so in its innocence, for all the orchards were +abloom and the distant hills were tremulous and aerial in springtime +gauzes of pale purple and pearl. But in any garden, despite its +beauty, is an element of tameness and domesticity, and Alan's eyes, +after a moment's delighted gazing, strayed wistfully off to the north +where the hills broke away into a long sloping lowland of pine and +fir. Beyond it stretched the wide expanse of the lake, flashing in the +molten gold and crimson of evening. Its lure was irresistible. Alan +had been born and bred beside a faraway sea and the love of it was +strong in his heart—so strong that he knew he must go back to it +sometime. Meanwhile, the great lake, mimicking the sea in its vast +expanse and the storms that often swept over it, was his comfort and +solace. As often as he could he stole away to its wild and lonely +shore, leaving the snug bounds of cultivated home lands behind him +with something like a sense of relief. Down there by the lake was a +primitive wilderness where man was as naught and man-made doctrines +had no place. There one might walk hand in hand with nature and so +come very close to God. Many of Alan's best sermons were written after +he had come home, rapt-eyed, from some long shore tramp where the +wilderness had opened its heart to him and the pines had called to him +in their soft, sibilant speech.</p> + +<p>With a half guilty glance at the futile sermon, he took his hat and +went out. The sun of the cool spring evening was swinging low over the +lake as he turned into the unfrequented, deep-rutted road leading to +the shore. It was two miles to the lake, but half way there Alan came +to where another road branched off and struck down through the pines +in a northeasterly direction. He had sometimes wondered where it led +but he had never explored it. Now he had a sudden whim to do so and +turned into it. It was even rougher and lonelier than the other; +between the ruts the grasses grew long and thickly; sometimes the pine +boughs met overhead; again, the trees broke away to reveal wonderful +glimpses of gleaming water, purple islets, dark feathery coasts. +Still, the road seemed to lead nowhere and Alan was half repenting the +impulse which had led him to choose it when he suddenly came out from +the shadow of the pines and found himself gazing on a sight which +amazed him.</p> + +<p>Before him was a small peninsula running out into the lake and +terminating in a long sandy point. Beyond it was a glorious sweep of +sunset water. The peninsula itself seemed barren and sandy, covered +for the most part with scrub firs and spruces, through which the +narrow road wound on to what was the astonishing; feature in the +landscape—a grey and weather-beaten house built almost at the +extremity of the point and shadowed from the western light by a thick +plantation of tall pines behind it.</p> + +<p>It was the house which puzzled Alan. He had never known there was any +house near the lake shore—had never heard mention made of any; yet +here was one, and one which was evidently occupied, for a slender +spiral of smoke was curling upward from it on the chilly spring air. +It could not be a fisherman's dwelling, for it was large and built +after a quaint tasteful design. The longer Alan looked at it the more +his wonder grew. The people living here were in the bounds of his +congregation. How then was it that he had never seen or heard of them?</p> + +<p>He sauntered slowly down the road until he saw that it led directly to +the house and ended in the yard. Then he turned off in a narrow path +to the shore. He was not far from the house now and he scanned it +observantly as he went past. The barrens swept almost up to its door +in front but at the side, sheltered from the lake winds by the pines, +was a garden where there was a fine show of gay tulips and golden +daffodils. No living creature was visible and, in spite of the +blossoming geraniums and muslin curtains at the windows and the homely +spiral of smoke, the place had a lonely, almost untenanted, look.</p> + +<p>When Alan reached the shore he found that it was of a much more open +and less rocky nature than the part which he had been used to +frequent. The beach was of sand and the scrub barrens dwindled down to +it almost insensibly. To right and left fir-fringed points ran out +into the lake, shaping a little cove with the house in its curve.</p> + +<p>Alan walked slowly towards the left headland, intending to follow the +shore around to the other road. As he passed the point he stopped +short in astonishment. The second surprise and mystery of the evening +confronted him.</p> + +<p>A little distance away a girl was standing—a girl who turned a +startled face at his unexpected appearance. Alan Douglas had thought +he knew all the girls in Rexton, but this lithe, glorious creature was +a stranger to him. She stood with her hand on the head of a huge, +tawny collie dog; another dog was sitting on his haunches beside her.</p> + +<p>She was tall, with a great braid of shining chestnut hair, showing +ruddy burnished tints where the sunlight struck it, hanging over her +shoulder. The plain dark dress she wore emphasized the grace and +strength of her supple form. Her face was oval and pale, with straight +black brows and a finely cut crimson mouth—a face whose beauty bore +the indefinable stamp of race and breeding mingled with a wild +sweetness, as of a flower growing in some lonely and inaccessible +place. None of the Rexton girls looked like that. Who, in the name of +all that was amazing, could she be?</p> + +<p>As the thought crossed Alan's mind the girl turned, with an air of +indifference that might have seemed slightly overdone to a calmer +observer than was the young minister at that moment and, with a +gesture of command to her dogs, walked quickly away into the scrub +spruces. She was so tall that her uncovered head was visible over them +as she followed some winding footpath, and Alan stood like a man +rooted to the ground until he saw her enter the grey house. Then he +went homeward in a maze, all thought of sermons, doctrinal or +otherwise, for the moment knocked out of his head.</p> + +<p>She is the most beautiful woman I ever saw, he thought. How is it +possible that I have lived in Rexton for six months and never heard of +her or of that house? Well, I daresay there's some simple explanation +of it all. The place may have been unoccupied until lately—probably +it is the summer residence of people who have only recently come to +it. I'll ask Mrs. Danby. She'll know if anybody will. That good woman +knows everything about everybody in Rexton for three generations back.</p> + +<p>Alan found Isabel King with his housekeeper when he got home. His +greeting was tinged with a slight constraint. He was not a vain man, +but he could not help knowing that Isabel looked upon him with a +favour that had in it much more than professional interest. Isabel +herself showed it with sufficient distinctness. Moreover, he felt a +certain personal dislike of her and of her hard, insistent beauty, +which seemed harder and more insistent than ever contrasted with his +recollection of the girl of the lake shore.</p> + +<p>Isabel had a trick of coming to the manse on plausible errands to Mrs. +Danby and lingering until it was so dark that Alan was in courtesy +bound to see her home. The ruse was a little too patent and amused +Alan, although he carefully hid his amusement and treated Isabel with +the fine unvarying deference which his mother had engrained into him +for womanhood—a deference that flattered Isabel even while it annoyed +her with the sense of a barrier which she could not break down or +pass. She was the daughter of the richest man in Rexton and inclined +to give herself airs on that account, but Alan's gentle indifference +always brought home to her an unwelcome feeling of inferiority.</p> + +<p>"You've been tiring yourself out again tramping that lake shore, I +suppose," said Mrs. Danby, who had kept house for three bachelor +ministers and consequently felt entitled to hector them in a somewhat +maternal fashion.</p> + +<p>"Not tiring myself—resting and refreshing myself rather," smiled +Alan. "I was tired when I went out but now I feel like a strong man +rejoicing to run a race. By the way, Mrs. Danby, who lives in that +quaint old house away down at the very shore? I never knew of its +existence before."</p> + +<p>Alan's "by the way" was not quite so indifferent as he tried to make +it. Isabel King, leaning back posingly among the cushions of the +lounge, sat quickly up as he asked his question.</p> + +<p>"Dear me, you don't mean to say you've never heard of Captain +Anthony—Captain Anthony Oliver?" said Mrs. Danby. "He lives down +there at Four Winds, as they call it—he and his daughter and an old +cousin."</p> + +<p>Isabel King bent forward, her brown eyes on Alan's face.</p> + +<p>"Did you see Lynde Oliver?" she asked with suppressed eagerness.</p> + +<p>Alan ignored the question—perhaps he did not hear it.</p> + +<p>"Have they lived there long?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"For eighteen years," said Mrs. Danby placidly. "It's funny you +haven't heard them mentioned. But people don't talk much about the +Captain now—he's an old story—and of course they never go anywhere, +not even to church. The Captain is a rank infidel and they say his +daughter is just as bad. To be sure, nobody knows much about her, but +it stands to reason that a girl who's had her bringing up must be odd, +to say no worse of her. It's not really her fault, I suppose—her +wicked old scalawag of a father is to blame for it. She's never +darkened a church or school door in her life and they say she's always +been a regular tomboy—running wild outdoors with dogs, and fishing +and shooting like a man. Nobody ever goes there—the Captain doesn't +want visitors. He must have done something dreadful in his time, if it +was only known, when he's so set on living like a hermit away down on +that jumping-off place. Did you see any of them?"</p> + +<p>"I saw Miss Oliver, I suppose," said Alan briefly. "At least I met a +young lady on the shore. But where did these people come from? Surely +more is known of them than this."</p> + +<p>"Precious little. The truth is, Mr. Douglas, folks don't think the +Olivers respectable and don't want to have anything to do with them. +Eighteen years ago Captain Anthony came from goodness knows where, +bought the Four Winds point, and built that house. He said he'd been a +sailor all his life and couldn't live away from the water. He brought +his wife and child and an old cousin of his with him. This Lynde +wasn't more than two years old then. People went to call but they +never saw any of the women and the Captain let them see they weren't +wanted. Some of the men who'd been working round the place saw his +wife and said she was sickly but real handsome and like a lady, but +she never seemed to want to see anyone or be seen herself. There was +a story that the Captain had been a smuggler and that if he was caught +he'd be sent to prison. Oh, there were all sorts of yarns, mostly +coming from the men who worked there, for nobody else ever got inside +the house. Well, four years ago his wife disappeared—it wasn't known +how or when. She just wasn't ever seen again, that's all. Whether she +died or was murdered or went away nobody ever knew. There was some +talk of an investigation but nothing came of it. As for the girl, +she's always lived there with her father. She must be a perfect +heathen. He never goes anywhere, but there used to be talk of +strangers visiting him—queer sort of characters who came up the lake +in vessels from the American side. I haven't heard any reports of such +these past few years, though—not since his wife disappeared. He keeps +a yacht and goes sailing in it—sometimes he cruises about for +weeks—that's about all he ever does. And now you know as much about +the Olivers as I do, Mr. Douglas."</p> + +<p>Alan had listened to this gossipy narrative with an interest that did +not escape Isabel King's observant eyes. Much of it he mentally +dismissed as improbable surmise, but the basic facts were probably as +Mrs. Danby had reported them. He had known that the girl of the shore +could be no commonplace, primly nurtured young woman.</p> + +<p>"Has no effort ever been made to bring these people into touch with +the church?" he asked absently.</p> + +<p>"Bless you, yes. Every minister that's ever been in Rexton has had a +try at it. The old cousin met every one of them at the door and told +him nobody was at home. Mr. Strong was the most persistent—he didn't +like being beaten. He went again and again and finally the Captain +sent him word that when he wanted parsons or pill-dosers he'd send +for them, and till he did he'd thank them to mind their own business. +They say Mr. Strong met Lynde once along shore and wanted to know if +she wouldn't come to church, and she laughed in his face and told him +she knew more about God now than he did or ever would. Perhaps the +story isn't true. Or if it was maybe he provoked her into saying it. +Mr. Strong wasn't overly tactful. I believe in judging the poor girl +as charitably as possible and making allowances for her, seeing how +she's been brought up. You couldn't expect her to know how to behave."</p> + +<p>Somehow, Alan resented Mrs. Danby's charity. Then, his sense of humour +being strongly developed, he smiled to think of this commonplace old +lady "making allowances" for the splendid bit of femininity he had +seen on the shore. A plump barnyard fowl might as well have talked of +making allowances for a seagull!</p> + +<p>Alan walked home with Isabel King but he was very silent as they went +together down the long, dark, sweet-smelling country road bordered by +its white orchards. Isabel put her own construction on his absent +replies to her remarks and presently she asked him, "Did you think +Lynde Oliver handsome?"</p> + +<p>The question gave Alan an annoyance out of all proportion to its +significance. He felt an instinctive reluctance to discuss Lynde +Oliver with Isabel King.</p> + +<p>"I saw her only for a moment," he said coldly, "but she impressed me +as being a beautiful woman."</p> + +<p>"They tell queer stories about her—but maybe they're not all true," +said Isabel, unable to keep the sneer of malice out of her voice. At +that moment Alan's secret contempt for her crystallized into +pronounced aversion. He made no reply and they went the rest of the +way in silence. At her gate Isabel said, "You haven't been over to see +us very lately, Mr. Douglas."</p> + +<p>"My congregation is a large one and I cannot visit all my people as +often as I might wish," Alan answered, all the more coldly for the +personal note in her tone. "A minister's time is not his own, you +know."</p> + +<p>"Shall you be going to see the Olivers?" asked Isabel bluntly.</p> + +<p>"I have not considered that question. Good-night, Miss King."</p> + +<p>On his way back to the manse Alan did consider the question. Should he +make any attempt to establish friendly relations with the residents of +Four Winds? It surprised him to find how much he wanted to, but he +finally concluded that he would not. They were not adherents of his +church and he did not believe that even a minister had any right to +force himself upon people who plainly wished to be let alone.</p> + +<p>When he got home, although it was late, he went to his study and began +work on a new text—for Elder Trewin's seemed utterly out of the +question. Even with the new one he did not get on very well. At last +in exasperation he leaned back in his chair.</p> + +<p>Why can't I stop thinking of those Four Winds people? Here, let me put +these haunting thoughts into words and see if that will lay them. That +girl had a beautiful face but a cold one. Would I like to see it lighted +up with the warmth of her soul set free? Yes, frankly, I would. She +looked upon me with indifference. Would I like to see her welcome me as +a friend? I have a conviction that I would, although no doubt everybody +in my congregation would look upon her as a most unsuitable friend for +me. Do I believe that she is wild, unwomanly, heathenish, as Mrs. Danby +says? No, I do not, most emphatically. I believe she is a lady in the +truest sense of that much abused word, though she is doubtless +unconventional. Having said all this, I do not see what more there is +to be said. And—I—am—going—to—write—this—sermon.</p> + +<p>Alan wrote it, putting all thought of Lynde Oliver sternly out of his +mind for the time being. He had no notion of falling in love with her. +He knew nothing of love and imagined that it counted for nothing in +his life. He admitted that his curiosity was aflame about the girl, +but it never occurred to him that she meant or could mean anything to +him but an attractive enigma which once solved would lose its +attraction. The young women he knew in Rexton, whose simple, pleasant +friendship he valued, had the placid, domestic charm of their own +sweet-breathed, windless orchards. Lynde Oliver had the fascination of +the lake shore—wild, remote, untamed—the lure of the wilderness and +the primitive. There was nothing more personal in his thought of her, +and yet when he recalled Isabel King's sneer he felt an almost +personal resentment.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p>During the following fortnight Alan made many trips to the shore—and +he always went by the branch road to the Four Winds point. He did not +attempt to conceal from himself that he hoped to meet Lynde Oliver +again. In this he was unsuccessful. Sometimes he saw her at a distance +along the shore but she always disappeared as soon as seen. +Occasionally as he crossed the point he saw her working in her garden +but he never went very near the house, feeling that he had no right to +spy on it or her in any way. He soon became convinced that she avoided +him purposely and the conviction piqued him. He felt an odd masterful +desire to meet her face to face and make her look at him. Sometimes he +called himself a fool and vowed he would go no more to the Four Winds +shore. Yet he inevitably went. He did not find in the shore the +comfort and inspiration he had formerly found. Something had come +between his soul and the soul of the wilderness—something he did not +recognize or formulate—a nameless, haunting longing that shaped +itself about the memory of a cold sweet face and starry, indifferent +eyes, grey as the lake at dawn.</p> + +<p>Of Captain Anthony he never got even a glimpse, but he saw the old +cousin several times, going and coming about the yard and its +environs. Finally one day he met her, coming up a path which led to a +spring down in a firry hollow. She was carrying two heavy pails of +water and Alan asked permission to help her.</p> + +<p>He half expected a repulse, for the tall, grim old woman had a rather +stern and forbidding look, but after gazing at him a moment in a +somewhat scrutinizing manner she said briefly, "You may, if you like."</p> + +<p>Alan took the pails and followed her, the path not being wide enough +for two. She strode on before him at a rapid, vigorous pace until they +came out into the yard by the house. Alan felt his heart beating +foolishly. Would he see Lynde Oliver? Would—</p> + +<p>"You may carry the water there," the old woman said, pointing to a +little outhouse near the pines. "I'm washing—the spring water is +softer than the well water. Thank you"—as Alan set the pails down on +a bench—"I'm not so young as I was and bringing the water so far +tires me. Lynde always brings it for me when she's home."</p> + +<p>She stood before him in the narrow doorway, blocking his exit, and +looked at him with keen, deep-set dark eyes. In spite of her withered +aspect and wrinkled face, she was not an uncomely old woman and there +was about her a dignity of carriage and manner that pleased Alan. It +did not occur to him to wonder why it should please him. If he had +hunted that feeling down he might have been surprised to discover that +it had its origin in a curious gratification over the thought that the +woman who lived with Lynde had a certain refinement about her. He +preferred her unsmiling dourness to vulgar garrulity.</p> + +<p>"Are you the young minister up at Rexton?" she asked bluntly.</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"I thought so. Lynde said she had seen you on the shore once. +Well"—she cast an uncertain glance over her shoulder at the +house—"I'm much obliged to you."</p> + +<p>Alan had an idea that that was not what she had thought of saying, but +as she had turned aside and was busying herself with the pails, there +seemed nothing for him to do but to go.</p> + +<p>"Wait a moment." She faced him again, and if Alan had been a vain man +he might have thought that admiration looked from her piercing eyes. +"What do you think of us? I suppose they've told you tales of us up +there?"—with a scornful gesture of her hand in the direction of +Rexton. "Do you believe them?"</p> + +<p>"I believe no ill of anyone until I have absolute proof of it," said +Alan, smiling—he was quite unconscious what a winning smile he had, +which was the best of it—"and I never put faith in gossip. Of course +you are gossipped about—you know that."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know it"—grimly—"and I don't care what they say about the +Captain and me. We are a queer pair—just as queer as they make us +out. You can believe what you like about us, but don't you believe a +word they say against Lynde. She's sweet and good and beautiful. It's +not her fault that she never went to church—it's her father's. Don't +you hold that against her."</p> + +<p>The fierce yet repressed energy of her tone prevented Alan from +feeling any amusement over her simple defence of Lynde. Moreover, it +sounded unreasonably sweet in his ears.</p> + +<p>"I won't," he promised, "but I don't suppose it would matter much to +Miss Oliver if I did. She did not strike me as a young lady who would +worry very much about other people's opinions."</p> + +<p>If his object were to prolong the conversation about Lynde, he was +disappointed, for the old woman had turned abruptly to her work again +and, though Alan lingered for a few moments longer, she took no +further notice of him. But when he had gone she peered stealthily +after him from the door until he was lost to sight among the pines.</p> + +<p>"A well-looking man," she muttered. "I wish Lynde had been home. I +didn't dare ask him to the house for I knew Anthony was in one of his +moods. But it's time something was done. She's woman grown and this is +no life for her. And there's nobody to do anything but me and I'm not +able, even if I knew what to do. I wonder why she hates men so. +Perhaps it's because she never knew any that were real gentlemen. This +man is—but then he's a minister and that makes a wide gulf between +them in another way. I've seen the love of man and woman bridge some +wider gulfs though. But it can't with Lynde, I'm fearing. She's so +bitter at the mere speaking of love and marriage. I can't think why. +I'm sure her mother and Anthony were happy together, and that was all +she's ever seen of marriage. But I thought when she told me of meeting +this young man on the shore there was something in her look I'd never +noticed before—as if she'd found something in herself she'd never +known was there. But she'll never make friends with him and I can't. +If the Captain wasn't so queer—"</p> + +<p>She stopped abruptly, for a tall lithe figure was coming up from the +shore. Lynde waved her hand as she drew near.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Emily, I've had such a splendid sail. It was glorious. Bad Emily, +you've been carrying water. Didn't I tell you never to do that when I +was away?"</p> + +<p>"I didn't have to do it. That young minister up at Rexton met me and +brought it up. He's nice, Lynde."</p> + +<p>Lynde's brow darkened. She turned and walked away to the house without +a word.</p> + +<p>On his way home that night Alan met Isabel King on the main shore +road. She carried an armful of pine boughs and said she wanted the +needles for a cushion. Yet the thought came into Alan's mind that she +was spying on him and, although he tried to dismiss it as unworthy, it +continued to lurk there.</p> + +<p>For a week he avoided the shore, but there came a day when its +inexplicable lure drew him to it again irresistibly. It was a warm, +windy evening and the air was sweet and resinous, the lake misty and +blue. There was no sign of life about Four Winds and the shore seemed +as lonely and virgin as if human foot had never trodden it. The +Captain's yacht was gone from the little harbour where it was +generally anchored and, though every flutter of wind in the scrub firs +made Alan's heart beat expectantly, he saw nothing of Lynde Oliver. He +was on the point of turning homeward, with an unreasoning sense of +disappointment, when one of Lynde's dogs broke down through the hedge +of spruces, barking loudly.</p> + +<p>Alan looked for Lynde to follow, but she did not, and he speedily saw +that there was something unusual about the dog's behaviour. The animal +circled around him, still barking excitedly, then ran off for a short +distance, stopped, barked again, and returned, repeating the +manoeuvre. It was plain that he wanted Alan to follow him, and it +occurred to the young minister that the dog's mistress must be in +danger of some kind. Instantly he set off after him; and the dog, with +a final sharp bark of satisfaction, sprang up the low bank into the +spruces.</p> + +<p>Alan followed him across the peninsula and then along the further +shore, which rapidly grew steep and high. Half a mile down the cliffs +were rocky and precipitous, while the beach beneath them was heaped +with huge boulders. Alan followed the dog along one of the narrow +paths with which the barrens abounded until nearly a mile from Four +Winds. Then the animal halted, ran to the edge of the cliff and +barked.</p> + +<p>It was an ugly-looking place where a portion of the soil had evidently +broken away recently, and Alan stepped cautiously out to the brink and +looked down. He could not repress an exclamation of dismay and alarm.</p> + +<p>A few feet below him Lynde Oliver was lying on a mass of mossy soil +which was apparently on the verge of slipping over a sloping shelf of +rock, below which was a sheer drop of thirty feet to the cruel +boulders below. The extreme danger of her position was manifest at a +glance; the soil on which she lay was stationary, yet it seemed as if +the slightest motion on her part would send it over the brink.</p> + +<p>Lynde lay movelessly; her face was white, and both fear and appeal +were visible in her large dilated eyes. Yet she was quite calm and a +faint smile crossed her pale lips as she saw the man and the dog.</p> + +<p>"Good faithful Pat, so you did bring help," she said.</p> + +<p>"But how can I help you, Miss Oliver?" said Alan hoarsely. "I cannot +reach you—and it looks as if the slightest touch or jar would send +that broken earth over the brink."</p> + +<p>"I fear it would. You must go back to Four Winds and get a rope."</p> + +<p>"And leave you here alone—in such danger?"</p> + +<p>"Pat will stay with me. Besides, there is nothing else to do. You will +find a rope in that little house where you put the water for Emily. +Father and Emily are away. I think I am quite safe here if I don't +move at all."</p> + +<p>Alan's own common sense told him that, as she said, there was nothing +else to do and, much as he hated to leave her alone thus, he realized +that he must lose no time in doing it.</p> + +<p>"I'll be back as quickly as possible," he said hurriedly.</p> + +<p>Alan had been a noted runner at college and his muscles had not +forgotten their old training. Yet it seemed to him an age ere he +reached Four Winds, secured the rope, and returned. At every flying +step he was haunted by the thought of the girl lying on the brink of +the precipice and the fear that she might slip over it before he could +rescue her. When he reached the scene of the accident he dreaded to +look over the broken edge, but she was lying there safely and she +smiled when she saw him—a brave smile that softened her tense white +face into the likeness of a frightened child's.</p> + +<p>"If I drop the rope down to you, are you strong enough to hold to it +while the earth goes and then draw yourself up the slope hand over +hand?" asked Alan anxiously.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she answered fearlessly.</p> + +<p>Alan passed down one end of the rope and then braced himself firmly to +hold it, for there was no tree near enough to be of any assistance. +The next moment the full weight of her body swung from it, for at her +first movement the soil beneath her slipped away. Alan's heart +sickened; what if she went with it? Could she cling to the rope while +he drew her up?</p> + +<p>Then he saw she was still safe on the sloping shelf. Carefully and +painfully she drew herself to her knees and, dinging to the rope, +crept up the rock hand over hand. When she came within his reach he +grasped her arms and lifted her up into safety beside him.</p> + +<p>"Thank God," he said, with whiter lips than her own.</p> + +<p>For a few moments Lynde sat silent on the sod, exhausted with fright +and exertion, while her dog fawned on her in an ecstasy of joy. +Finally she looked up into Alan's anxious face and their eyes met. It +was something more than the physical reaction that suddenly flushed +the girl's cheeks. She sprang lithely to her feet.</p> + +<p>"Can you walk back home?" Alan asked.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, I am all right now. It was very foolish of me to get into +such a predicament. Father and Emily went down the lake in the yacht +this afternoon and I started out for a ramble. When I came here I saw +some junebells growing right out on the ledge and I crept out to +gather them. I should have known better. It broke away under me and +the more I tried to scramble back the faster it slid down, carrying me +with it. I thought it would go right over the brink"—she gave a +little involuntary shudder—"but just at the very edge it stopped. I +knew I must lie very still or it would go right over. It seemed like +days. Pat was with me and I told him to go for help, but I knew there +was no one at home—and I was horribly afraid," she concluded with +another shiver. "I never was afraid in my life before—at least not +with that kind of fear."</p> + +<p>"You have had a terrible experience and a narrow escape," said Alan +lamely. He could think of nothing more to say; his usual readiness of +utterance seemed to have failed him.</p> + +<p>"You saved my life," she said, "you and Pat—for doggie must have his +share of credit."</p> + +<p>"A much larger share than mine," said Alan, smiling. "If Pat had not +come for me, I would not have known of your danger. What a magnificent +fellow he is!"</p> + +<p>"Isn't he?" she agreed proudly. "And so is Laddie, my other dog. He +went with Father today. I love my dogs more than people." She looked +at him with a little defiance in her eyes. "I suppose you think that +terrible."</p> + +<p>"I think many dogs are much more lovable—and worthy of love—than +many people," said Alan, laughing.</p> + +<p>How childlike she was in some ways! That trace of defiance—it was so +like a child who expected to be scolded for some wrong attitude of +mind. And yet there were moments when she looked the tall proud queen. +Sometimes, when the path grew narrow, she walked before him, her hand +on the dog's head. Alan liked this, since it left him free to watch +admiringly the swinging grace of her step and the white curves of her +neck beneath the thick braid of hair, which today was wound about her +head. When she dropped back beside him in the wider spaces, he could +only have stolen glances at her profile, delicately, strongly cut, +virginal in its soft curves, childlike in its purity. Once she looked +around and caught his glance; again she flushed, and something strange +and exultant stirred in Alan's heart. It was as if that maiden blush +were the involuntary, unconscious admission of some power he had over +her—a power which her hitherto unfettered spirit had never before +felt. The cold indifference he had seen in her face at their first +meeting was gone, and something told him it was gone forever.</p> + +<p>When they came in sight of Four Winds they saw two people walking up +the road from the harbour and a few further steps brought them face to +face with Captain Anthony Oliver and his old housekeeper.</p> + +<p>The Captain's appearance was a fresh surprise to Alan. He had expected +to meet a rough, burly sailor, loud of voice and forbidding of manner. +Instead, Captain Anthony was a tall, well-built man of perhaps fifty. +His face, beneath its shock of iron-grey hair, was handsome but wore a +somewhat forbidding expression, and there was something in it, apart +from line or feature, which did not please Alan. He had no time to +analyze this impression, for Lynde said hurriedly, "Father, this is +Mr. Douglas. He has just done me a great service."</p> + +<p>She briefly explained her accident; when she had finished, the Captain +turned to Alan and held out his hand, a frank smile replacing the +rather suspicious and contemptuous scowl which had previously +overshadowed it.</p> + +<p>"I am much obliged to you, Mr. Douglas," he said cordially. "You must +come up to the house and let me thank you at leisure. As a rule I'm +not very partial to the cloth, as you may have heard. In this case it +is the man, not the minister, I invite."</p> + +<p>The front door of Four Winds opened directly into a wide, +low-ceilinged living room, furnished with simplicity and good taste. +Leaving the two men there, Lynde and the old cousin vanished, and Alan +found himself talking freely with the Captain who could, as it +appeared, talk well on many subjects far removed from Four Winds. He +was evidently a clever, self-educated man, somewhat opinionated and +given to sarcasm; he never made any references to his own past life or +experiences, but Alan discovered him to be surprisingly well read in +politics and science. Sometimes in the pauses of the conversation Alan +found the older man looking at him in a furtive way he did not like, +but the Captain was such an improvement on what he had been led to +expect that he was not inclined to be over critical. At least, this +was what he honestly thought. He did not suspect that it was because +this man was Lynde's father that he wished to think as well as +possible of him.</p> + +<p>Presently Lynde came in. She had changed her outdoor dress, stained +with moss and soil in her fall, for a soft clinging garment of some +pale yellow material, and her long, thick braid of hair hung over her +shoulder. She sat mutely down in a dim corner and took no part in the +conversation except to answer briefly the remarks which Alan addressed +to her. Emily came in and lighted the lamp on the table. She was as +grim and unsmiling as ever, yet she cast a look of satisfaction on +Alan as she passed out. One dog lay down at Lynde's feet, the other +sat on his haunches by her side and laid his head on her lap. Rexton +and its quiet round of parish duties seemed thousands of miles away +from Alan, and he wondered a little if this were not all a dream.</p> + +<p>When he went away the Captain invited him back.</p> + +<p>"If you like to come, that is," he said brusquely, "and always as the +man, not the priest, remember. I don't want you by and by to be slyly +slipping in the thin end of any professional wedges. You'll waste your +time if you do. Come as man to man and you'll be welcome, for I like +you—and it's few men I like. But don't try to talk religion to me."</p> + +<p>"I never talk religion," said Alan emphatically. "I try to live it. +I'll not come to your house as a self-appointed missionary, sir, but I +shall certainly act and speak at all times as my conscience and my +reverence for my vocation demands. If I respect your beliefs, whatever +they may be, I shall expect you to respect mine, Captain Oliver."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I won't insult your God," said the Captain with a faint sneer.</p> + +<p>Alan went home in a tumult of contending feelings. He did not +altogether like Captain Anthony—that was very clear to him, and yet +there was something about the man that attracted him. Intellectually +he was a worthy foeman, and Alan had often longed for such since +coming to Rexton. He missed the keen, stimulating debates of his +college days and, now there seemed a chance of renewing them, he was +eager to grasp it. And Lynde—how beautiful she was! What though she +shared—as was not unlikely—in her father's lack of belief? She could +not be essentially irreligious—that were impossible in a true woman. +Might not this be his opportunity to help her—to lead her into dearer +light? Alan Douglas was a sincere man, with himself as well as with +others, yet there are some motives that lie, in their first inception, +too deep even for the probe of self-analysis. He had not as yet the +faintest suspicion as to the real source of his interest in Lynde +Oliver—in his sudden forceful desire to be of use and service to +her—to rescue her from spiritual peril as he had that day rescued her +from bodily danger.</p> + +<p>She must have a lonely, unsatisfying life, he thought. It is my duty +to help her if I can.</p> + +<p>It did not then occur to him that duty in this instance wore a much +more pleasing aspect than it had sometimes worn in his experience.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p>Alan did not mean to be oversoon in going back to Four Winds, but +three days later a book came to him which Captain Anthony had +expressed a wish to see. It furnished an excuse for an earlier call. +After that he went often. He always found the Captain courteous and +affable, old Emily grimly cordial, Lynde sometimes remote and demure, +sometimes frankly friendly. Occasionally, when the Captain was away in +his yacht, he went for a walk with her and her dogs along the shore or +through the sweet-smelling pinelands up the lake. He found that she +loved books and was avid for more of them than she could obtain; he +was glad to take her several and discuss them with her. She liked +history and travels best. With novels she had no patience, she said +disdainfully. She seldom spoke of herself or her past life and Alan +fancied she avoided any personal reference. But once she said +abruptly, "Why do you never ask me to go to church? I've always been +afraid you would."</p> + +<p>"Because I do not think it would do you any good to go if you didn't +want to," said Alan gravely. "Souls should not be rudely handled any +more than bodies."</p> + +<p>She looked at him reflectively, her finger denting her chin in a +meditative fashion she had.</p> + +<p>"You are not at all like Mr. Strong. He always scolded me, when he got +a chance, for not going to church. I would have hated him if it had +been worthwhile. I told him one day that I was nearer to God under +these pines than I could be in any building fashioned by human hands. +He was very much shocked. But I don't want you to misunderstand me. +Father does not go to church because he does not believe there is a +God. But I know there is. Mother taught me so. I have never gone to +church because Father would not allow me, and I could not go now in +Rexton where the people talk about me so. Oh, I know they do—you know +it, too—but I do not care for them. I know I'm not like other girls. +I would like to be but I can't be—I never can be—now."</p> + +<p>There was some strange passion in her voice that Alan did not quite +understand—a bitterness and a revolt which he took to be against the +circumstances that hedged her in.</p> + +<p>"Is not some other life possible for you if your present life does not +content you?" he said gently.</p> + +<p>"But it does content me," said Lynde imperiously. "I want no other—I +wish this life to go on forever—forever, do you understand? If I were +sure that it would—if I were sure that no change would ever come to +me, I would be perfectly content. It is the fear that a change will +come that makes me wretched. Oh!" She shuddered and put her hands over +her eyes.</p> + +<p>Alan thought she must mean that when her father died she would be +alone in the world. He wanted to comfort her—reassure her—but he did +not know how.</p> + +<p>One evening when he went to Four Winds he found the door open and, +seeing the Captain in the living room, he stepped in unannounced. +Captain Anthony was sitting by the table, his head in his hands; at +Alan's entrance he turned upon him a haggard face, blackened by a +furious scowl beneath which blazed eyes full of malevolence.</p> + +<p>"What do you want here?" he said, following up the demand with a +string of vile oaths.</p> + +<p>Before Alan could summon his scattered wits, Lynde glided in with a +white, appealing face. Wordlessly she grasped Alan's arm, drew him +out, and shut the door.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I've been watching for you," she said breathlessly. "I was afraid +you might come tonight—but I missed you."</p> + +<p>"But your father?" said Alan in amazement. "How have I angered him?"</p> + +<p>"Hush. Come into the garden. I will explain there."</p> + +<p>He followed her into the little enclosure where the red and white +roses were now in full blow.</p> + +<p>"Father isn't angry with you," said Lynde in a low shamed voice. "It's +just—he takes strange moods sometimes. Then he seems to hate us +all—even me—and he is like that for days. He seems to suspect and +dread everybody as if they were plotting against him. You—perhaps you +think he has been drinking? No, that is not the trouble. These +terrible moods come on without any cause that we know of. Even Mother +could not do anything with him when he was like that. You must go away +now—and do not come back until his dark mood has passed. He will be +just as glad to see you as ever then, and this will not make any +difference with him. Don't come back for a week at least."</p> + +<p>"I do not like to leave you in such trouble, Miss Oliver."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it doesn't matter about me—I have Emily. And there is nothing +you could do. Please go at once. Father knows I am talking to you and +that will vex him still more."</p> + +<p>Alan, realizing that he could not help her and that his presence only +made matters worse, went away perplexedly. The following week was a +miserable one for him. His duties were distasteful to him and meeting +his people a positive torture. Sometimes Mrs. Danby looked dubiously +at him and seemed on the point of saying something—but never said it. +Isabel King watched him when they met, with bold probing eyes. In his +abstraction he did not notice this any more than he noticed a certain +subtle change which had come over the members of his congregation—as +if a breath of suspicion had blown across them and troubled their +confidence and trust. Once Alan would have been keenly and instantly +conscious of this slight chill; now he was not even aware of it.</p> + +<p>When he ventured to go back to Four Winds he found the Captain on the +point of starting off for a cruise in his yacht. He was urbane and +friendly, utterly ignoring the incident of Alan's last visit and +regretting that business compelled him to go down the lake. Alan saw +him off with small regret and turned joyfully to Lynde, who was +walking under the pines with her dogs. She looked pale and tired and +her eyes were still troubled, but she smiled proudly and made no +reference to what had happened.</p> + +<p>"I'm going to put these flowers on Mother's grave," she said, lifting +her slender hands filled with late white roses. "Mother loved flowers +and I always keep them near her when I can. You may come with me if +you like."</p> + +<p>Alan had known Lynde's mother was buried under the pines but he had +never visited the spot before. The grave was at the westernmost end of +the pine wood, where it gave out on the lake, a beautiful spot, given +over to silence and shadow.</p> + +<p>"Mother wished to be buried here," Lynde said, kneeling to arrange her +flowers. "Father would have taken her anywhere but she said she wanted +to be near us and near the lake she had loved so well. Father buried +her himself. He wouldn't have anyone else do anything for her. I am so +glad she is here. It would have been terrible to have seen her taken +far away—my sweet little mother."</p> + +<p>"A mother is the best thing in the world—I realized that when I lost +mine," said Alan gently. "How long is it since your mother died?"</p> + +<p>"Three years. Oh, I thought I should die too when she did. She was +very ill—she was never strong, you know—but I never thought she +could die. There was a year then—part of the time I didn't believe in +God at all and the rest I hated Him. I was very wicked but I was so +unhappy. Father had so many dreadful moods and—there was something +else. I used to wish to die."</p> + +<p>She bowed her head on her hands and gazed moodily on the ground. Alan, +leaning against a pine tree, looked down at her. The sunlight fell +through the swaying boughs on her glory of burnished hair and lighted +up the curve of cheek and chin against the dark background of wood +brown. All the defiance and wildness had gone from her for the time +and she seemed like a helpless, weary child. He wanted to take her in +his arms and comfort her.</p> + +<p>"You must resemble your mother," he said absently, as if thinking +aloud. "You don't look at all like your father."</p> + +<p>Lynde shook her head.</p> + +<p>"No, I don't look like Mother either. She was tiny and dark—she had a +sweet little face and velvet-brown eyes and soft curly dark hair. Oh, +I remember her look so well. I wish I did resemble her. I loved her +so—I would have done anything to save her suffering and trouble. At +least, she died in peace."</p> + +<p>There was a curious note of fierce self-gratulation in the girl's voice +as she spoke the last sentence. Again Alan felt the unpleasant +impression that there was much in her that he did not understand—might +never understand—although such understanding was necessary to perfect +friendship. She had never spoken so freely of her past life to him +before, yet he felt somehow that something was being kept back in +jealous repression. It must be something connected with her father, +Alan thought. Doubtless, Captain Anthony's past would not bear +inspection, and his daughter knew it and dwelt in the shadow of her +knowledge. His heart filled with aching pity for her; he raged secretly +because he was so powerless to help her. Her girlhood had been +blighted, robbed of its meed of happiness and joy. Was she likewise to +miss her womanhood? Alan's hands clenched involuntarily at the +unuttered question.</p> + +<p>On his way home that evening he again met Isabel King. She turned and +walked back with him but she made no reference to Four Winds or its +inhabitants. If Alan had troubled himself to look, he would have seen +a malicious glow in her baleful brown eyes. But the only eyes which +had any meaning for him just then were the grey ones of Lynde Oliver.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p>During Alan's next three visits to Four Winds he saw nothing of Lynde, +either in the house or out of it. This surprised and worried him. +There was no apparent difference in Captain Anthony, who continued to +be suave and friendly. Alan always enjoyed his conversations with the +Captain, who was witty, incisive, and pungent; yet he disliked the man +himself more at every visit. If he had been compelled to define his +impression, he would have said the Captain was a charming scoundrel.</p> + +<p>But it occurred to him that Emily was disturbed about something. +Sometimes he caught her glance, full of perplexity and—it almost +seemed—distrust. She looked as if she felt hostile towards him. But +Alan dismissed the idea as absurd. She had been friendly from the +first and he had done nothing to excite her disapproval. Lynde's +mysterious absence was a far more perplexing problem. She had not gone +away, for when Alan asked the Captain concerning her, he responded +indifferently that she was out walking. Alan caught a glint of +amusement in the older man's eyes as he spoke. He could have sworn it +was malicious amusement.</p> + +<p>One evening he went to Four Winds around the shore. As he turned the +headland of the cove, he saw Lynde and her dogs not a hundred feet +away. The moment she saw him she darted up the bank and disappeared +among the firs.</p> + +<p>Alan was thunderstruck. There was no room for doubt that she meant to +avoid him. He walked up to the house in a tumult of mingled feelings +which he did not even then understand. He only realized that he felt +bitterly hurt and grieved—puzzled as well. What did it all mean?</p> + +<p>He met Emily in the yard of Four Winds on her way to the spring and +stopped her resolutely.</p> + +<p>"Miss Oliver," he said bluntly, "is Miss Lynde angry with me? And +why?"</p> + +<p>Emily looked at him piercingly.</p> + +<p>"Have you no idea why?" she asked shortly.</p> + +<p>"None in the world."</p> + +<p>She looked at him through and through a moment longer. Then, seeming +satisfied with her scrutiny, she picked up her pail.</p> + +<p>"Come down to the spring with me," she said.</p> + +<p>As soon as they were out of sight of the house, Emily began abruptly.</p> + +<p>"If you don't know why Lynde is acting so, I can't tell you, for I +don't know either. I don't even know if she is angry. I only thought +perhaps she was—that you had done or said something to vex +her—plaguing her to go to church maybe. But if you didn't, it may not +be anger at all. I don't understand that girl. She's been different +ever since her mother died. She used to tell me everything before +that. You must go and ask her right out yourself what is wrong. But +maybe I can tell you something. Did you write her a letter a +fortnight ago?"</p> + +<p>"A letter? No."</p> + +<p>"Well, she got one then. I thought it came from you—I didn't know who +else would be writing to her. A boy brought it and gave it to her at +the door. She's been acting strange ever since. She cries at +night—something Lynde never did before except when her mother died. +And in daytime she roams the shore and woods like one possessed. You +must find out what was in that letter, Mr. Douglas."</p> + +<p>"Have you any idea who the boy was?" Alan asked, feeling somewhat +relieved. The mystery was clearing up, he thought. No doubt it was the +old story of some cowardly anonymous letter. His thoughts flew +involuntarily to Isabel King.</p> + +<p>Emily shook her head.</p> + +<p>"No. He was just a half-grown fellow with reddish hair and he limped a +little."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that is the postmaster's son," said Alan disappointedly. "That +puts us further off the scent than ever. The letter was probably +dropped in the box at the office and there will consequently be no way +of tracing the writer."</p> + +<p>"Well, I can't tell you anything more," said Emily. "You'll have to +ask Lynde for the truth."</p> + +<p>This Alan was determined to do whenever he should meet her. He did not +go to the house with Emily but wandered about the shore, watching for +Lynde and not seeing her. At length he went home, a prey to stormy +emotions. He realized at last that he loved Lynde Oliver. He wondered +how he could have been so long blind to it. He knew that he must have +loved her ever since he had first seen her. The discovery amazed but +did not shock him. There was no reason why he should not love +her—should not woo and win her for his wife if she cared for him. She +was good and sweet and true. Anything of doubt in her antecedents +could not touch her. Probably the world would look upon Captain +Anthony as a somewhat undesirable father-in-law for a minister, but +that aspect of the question did not disturb Alan. As for the trouble +of the letter, he felt sure he would easily be able to clear it away. +Probably some malicious busybody had become aware of his frequent +calls at Four Winds and chose to interfere in his private affairs +thus. For the first time it occurred to him that there had been a +certain lack of cordiality among his people of late. If it were really +so, doubtless this was the reason. At any other time this would have +been of moment to him. But now his thoughts were too wholly taken up +with Lynde and the estrangement on her part to attach much importance +to anything else. What she thought mattered incalculably more to Alan +than what all the people in Rexton put together thought. He had the +right, like any other man, to woo the woman of his choice and he would +certainly brook no outside interference in the matter.</p> + +<p>After a sleepless night he went back to Four Winds in the morning. +Lynde would not expect him at that time and he would have more chance +of finding her. The result justified his idea, for he met her by the +spring.</p> + +<p>Alan felt shocked at the change in her appearance. She looked as if +years of suffering had passed over her. Her lips were pallid, and +hollow circles under her eyes made them appear unnaturally large. He +had last left the girl in the bloom of her youth; he found her again a +woman on whom life had laid its heavy hand.</p> + +<p>A burning flood of colour swept over her face as they met, then +receded as quickly, leaving her whiter than before. Without any waste +of words, Alan plunged abruptly into the subject.</p> + +<p>"Miss Oliver, why have you avoided me so of late? Have I done anything +to offend you?"</p> + +<p>"No." She spoke as if the word hurt her, her eyes persistently cast +down.</p> + +<p>"Then what is the trouble?"</p> + +<p>There was no answer. She gave an unvoluntary glance around as if +seeking some way of escape. There was none, for the spring was set +about with thick young firs and Alan blocked the only path.</p> + +<p>He leaned forward and took her hands in his.</p> + +<p>"Miss Oliver, you must tell me what the trouble is," he said firmly.</p> + +<p>She pulled her hands away and flung them up to her face, her form +shaken by stormy sobs. In distress he put his arm about her and drew +her closer.</p> + +<p>"Tell me, Lynde," he whispered tenderly.</p> + +<p>She broke away from him, saying passionately, "You must not come to +Four Winds any more. You must not have anything more to do with +us—any of us. We have done you enough harm already. But I never +thought it could hurt you—oh, I am sorry, sorry!"</p> + +<p>"Miss Oliver, I want to see that letter you received the other +evening. Oh"—as she started with surprise—"I know about it—Emily +told me. Who wrote it?"</p> + +<p>"There was no name signed to it," she faltered.</p> + +<p>"Just as I thought. Well, you must let me see it."</p> + +<p>"I cannot—I burned it."</p> + +<p>"Then tell me what was in it. You must. This matter must be cleared +up—I am not going to have our beautiful friendship spoiled by the +malice of some coward. What did that letter say?"</p> + +<p>"It said that everybody in your congregation was talking about your +frequent visits here—that it had made a great scandal—that it was +doing you a great deal of injury and would probably end in your having +to leave Rexton."</p> + +<p>"That would be a catastrophe indeed," said Alan drily. "Well, what +else?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing more—at least, nothing about you. The rest was about +myself—I did not mind it—much. But I was so sorry to think that I +had done you harm. It is not too late to undo it. You must not come +here any more. Then they will forget."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps—but I should not forget. It's a little too late for me. +Lynde, you must not let this venomous letter come between us. I love +you, dear—I've loved you ever since I met you and I want you for my +wife."</p> + +<p>Alan had not intended to say that just then, but the words came to his +lips in spite of himself. She looked so sad and appealing and weary +that he wanted to have the right to comfort and protect her.</p> + +<p>She turned her eyes full upon him with no hint of maidenly shyness or +shrinking in them. Instead, they were full of a blank, incredulous +horror that swallowed up every other feeling. There was no mistaking +their expression and it struck an icy chill to Alan's heart. He had +certainly not expected a too ready response on her part—he knew that +even if she cared for him he might find it a matter of time to win her +avowal of it—but he certainly had not expected to see such evident +abject dismay as her blanched face betrayed. She put up her hand as if +warding a blow.</p> + +<p>"Don't—don't," she gasped. "You must not say that—you must never say +it. Oh, I never dreamed of this. If I had thought it possible you +could—love me, I would never have been friends with you. Oh, I've +made a terrible mistake."</p> + +<p>She wrung her hands piteously together, looking like a soul in +torment. Alan could not bear to see her pain.</p> + +<p>"Don't feel such distress," he implored. "I suppose I've spoken too +abruptly—but I'll be so patient, dear, if you'll only try to care for +me a little. Can't you, dear?"</p> + +<p>"I can't marry you," said Lynde desperately. She leaned against a slim +white bole of a young birch behind her and looked at him wretchedly. +"Won't you please go away and forget me?"</p> + +<p>"I can't forget you," Alan said, smiling a little in spite of his +suffering. "You are the only woman I can ever love—and I can't give +you up unless I have to. Won't you be frank with me, dear? Do you +honestly think you can never learn to love me?"</p> + +<p>"It is not that," said Lynde in a hard, unnatural voice. "I am married +already."</p> + +<p>Alan stared at her, not in the least comprehending the meaning of her +words. Everything—pain, hope, fear, passion—had slipped away from +him for a moment, as if he had been stunned by a physical blow. He +could not have heard aright.</p> + +<p>"Married?" he said dully. "Lynde, you cannot mean it?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I do. I was married three years ago."</p> + +<p>"Why was I not told this?" Alan's voice was stern, although he did not +mean it to be so, and she shrank and shivered. Then she began in a low +monotonous tone from which all feeling of any sort seemed to have +utterly faded.</p> + +<p>"Three years ago Mother was very ill—so ill that any shock would kill +her, so the doctor Father brought from the lake told us. A man—a +young sea captain—came here to see Father. His name was Frank Harmon +and he had known Father well in the past. They had sailed together. +Father seemed to be afraid of him—I had never seen him afraid of +anybody before. I could not think much about anybody except Mother +then, but I knew I did not quite like Captain Harmon, although he was +very polite to me and I suppose might have been called handsome. One +day Father came to me and told me I must marry Captain Harmon. I +laughed at the idea at first but when I looked at Father's face I did +not laugh. It was all white and drawn. He implored me to marry Captain +Harmon. He said if I did not it would mean shame and disgrace for us +all—that Captain Harmon had some hold on him and would tell what he +knew if I did not marry him. I don't know what it was but it must have +been something dreadful. And he said it would kill Mother. I knew it +would, and that was what drove me to consent at last. Oh, I can't tell +you what I suffered. I was only seventeen and there was nobody to +advise me. One day Father and Captain Harmon and I went down the lake +to Crosse Harbour and we were married there. As soon as the ceremony +was over, Captain Harmon had to sail in his vessel. He was going to +China. Father and I came back home. Nobody knew—not even Emily. He +said we must not tell Mother until she was better. But she was never +better. She only lived three months more—she lived them happily and +at rest. When I think of that, I am not sorry for what I did. Captain +Harmon said he would be back in the fall to claim me. I waited, sick +at heart. But he did not come—he has never come. We have never heard +a word of or about him since. Sometimes I feel sure he cannot be still +living. But never a day dawns that I don't say to myself, 'Perhaps he +will come today'—and, oh—"</p> + +<p>She broke down again, sobbing bitterly. Amid all the daze of his own +pain Alan realized that, at any cost, he must not make it harder for +her by showing his suffering. He tried to speak calmly, wisely, as a +disinterested friend.</p> + +<p>"Could it not be discovered whether your—this man—is or is not +living? Surely your father could find out."</p> + +<p>Lynde shook her head.</p> + +<p>"No, he says he has no way of doing so. We do not know if Captain +Harmon had any relatives or even where his home was, and it was his +own ship in which he sailed. Father would be glad to think that Frank +Harmon was dead, but he does not think he is. He says he was always a +fickle-minded fellow, one fancy driving another out of his mind. Oh, I +can bear my own misery—but to think what I have brought on you! I +never dreamed that you could care for me. I was so lonely and your +friendship was so pleasant—can you ever forgive me?"</p> + +<p>"There is nothing to forgive, as far as you are concerned, Lynde," +said Alan steadily. "You have done me no wrong. I have loved you +sincerely and such love can be nothing but a blessing to me. I only +wish that I could help you. It wrings my heart to think of your +position. But I can do nothing—nothing. I must not even come here any +more. You understand that?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>There was an unconscious revelation in the girl's mournful eyes as she +turned them on Alan. It thrilled him to the core of his being. She +loved him. If it were not for that empty marriage form, he could win +her, but the knowledge was only an added mocking torment. Alan had not +known a man could endure such misery and live. A score of wild +questions rushed to his lips but he crushed them back for Lynde's sake +and held out his hand.</p> + +<p>"Good-bye, dear," he said almost steadily, daring to say no more lest +he should say too much.</p> + +<p>"Good-bye," Lynde answered faintly.</p> + +<p>When he had gone she flung herself down on the moss by the spring and +lay there in an utter abandonment of misery and desolation.</p> + +<p>Pain and indignation struggled for mastery in Alan's stormy soul as he +walked homeward. So this was Captain Anthony's doings! He had +sacrificed his daughter to some crime of his dubious past. Alan never +dreamed of blaming Lynde for having kept her marriage a secret; he put +the blame where it belonged—on the Captain's shoulders. Captain +Anthony had never warned him by so much as a hint that Lynde was not +free to be won. It had all probably seemed a good joke to him. Alan +thought the furtive amusement he had so often detected in the +Captain's eyes was explained now.</p> + +<p>He found Elder Trewin in his study when he got home. The good Elder's +face was stern and anxious; he had called on a distasteful errand—to +tell the young minister of the scandal his intimacy with the Four +Winds people was making in the congregation and remonstrate with him +concerning it. Alan listened absently, with none of the resentment he +would have felt at the interference a day previously. A man does not +mind a pin-prick when a limb is being wrenched away.</p> + +<p>"I can promise you that my objectionable calls at Four Winds will +cease," he said sarcastically, when the Elder had finished. Elder +Trewin got himself away, feeling snubbed but relieved.</p> + +<p>"Took it purty quiet," he reflected. "Don't believe there was much in +the yarns after all. Isabel King started them and probably she +exaggerated a lot. I suppose he's had some notion like as not of +bringing the Captain over to the church. But that's foolish, for he'd +never manage it, and meanwhile was giving occasion for gossip. It's +just as well to stop it. He's a good pastor and he works hard—too +hard, mebbe. He looked real careworn and worried today."</p> + +<p>The Rexton gossip soon ceased with the cessation of the young +minister's visits to Four Winds. A month later it suffered a brief +revival when a tall grim-faced old woman, whom a few recognized as +Captain Anthony's housekeeper, was seen to walk down the Rexton road +and enter the manse. She did not stay there long—watchers from a +dozen different windows were agreed upon that—and nobody, not even +Mrs. Danby, who did her best to find out, ever knew why she had +called.</p> + +<p>Emily looked at Alan with grim reproach when she was shown into his +study, and as soon as they were alone she began with her usual +abruptness, "Mr. Douglas, why have you given up coming to Four Winds?"</p> + +<p>Alan flinched.</p> + +<p>"You must ask Lynde that, Miss Oliver," he said quietly.</p> + +<p>"I have asked her—and she says nothing."</p> + +<p>"Then I cannot tell you."</p> + +<p>Anger glowed in Emily's eyes.</p> + +<p>"I thought you were a gentleman," she said bitterly. "You are not. You +are breaking Lynde's heart. She's gone to a shadow of herself and +she's fretting night and day. You went there and made her like +you—oh, I've eyes—and then you left her."</p> + +<p>Alan bent over his desk and looked the old woman in the face +unflinchingly.</p> + +<p>"You are mistaken, Miss Oliver," he said earnestly. "I love Lynde and +would be only too happy if it were possible that I could marry her. I +am not to blame for what has come about—she will tell you that +herself if you ask her."</p> + +<p>His look and tone convinced Emily.</p> + +<p>"Who is to blame then? Lynde herself?"</p> + +<p>"No, no."</p> + +<p>"The Captain then?"</p> + +<p>"Not in the sense you mean. I can tell you nothing more."</p> + +<p>A baffled expression crossed the old woman's face. "There's a mystery +here—there always has been—and I'm shut out of it. Lynde won't +confide in me—in me who'd give my life's blood to help her. Perhaps I +can help her—I could tell you something. Have you stopped coming to +Four Winds—has she made you stop coming—because she's got such a +wicked old scamp for a father? Is that the reason?"</p> + +<p>Alan shook his head.</p> + +<p>"No, that has nothing to do with it."</p> + +<p>"And you won't come back?"</p> + +<p>"It is not a question of will. I cannot—must not go."</p> + +<p>"Lynde will break her heart then," said Emily in a tone of despair.</p> + +<p>"I think not. She is too strong and fine for that. Help her all you +can with sympathy but don't torment her with any questions. You may +tell her if you like that I advise her to confide the whole story to +you, but if she cannot don't tease her to. Be very gentle with her."</p> + +<p>"You don't need to tell me that. I'd rather die than hurt her. I came +here full of anger against you—but I see now you are not to blame. +You are suffering too—your face tells that. All the same, I wish +you'd never set foot in Four Winds. She wasn't happy before but she +wasn't so miserable as she is now. Oh, I know Anthony is at the bottom +of it all in some way but I won't ask you any more questions since you +don't feel free to answer them. But are you sure that nothing can be +done to clear up the trouble?"</p> + +<p>"Too sure," said Alan's white lips.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p>The autumn dragged away. Alan found out how much a man may suffer and +yet go on living and working. As for that, his work was all that made +life possible for him now and he flung himself into it with feverish +energy, growing so thin and hollow-eyed over it that even Elder Trewin +remonstrated and suggested a vacation—a suggestion at which Alan +merely smiled. A vacation which would take him away from Lynde's +neighbourhood—the thought was not to be entertained.</p> + +<p>He never saw Lynde, for he never went to any part of the shore now; +yet he hungered constantly for the sight of her, the sound of her +voice, the glance of her luminous eyes. When he pictured her eating +her heart out in the solitude of Four Winds, he clenched his hands in +despair. As for the possibility of Harmon's return, Alan could never +face it for a moment. When it thrust its ugly presence into his +thoughts, he put it away desperately. The man was dead—or his fickle +fancy had veered elsewhere. Nothing else could explain his absence. +But they could never know, and the uncertainty would forever stand +between him and Lynde like a spectre. But he thought more of Lynde's +pain than his own. He would have elected to bear any suffering if by +so doing he could have freed her from the nightmare dread of Harmon's +returning to claim her. That dread had always hung over her and now it +must be intensified to agony by her love for another man. And he could +do nothing—nothing. He groaned aloud in his helplessness.</p> + +<p>One evening in late November Alan flung aside his pen and yielded to +the impulse that urged him to the lake shore. He did not mean to seek +Lynde—he would go to a part of the shore where there would be no +likelihood of meeting her. But get away by himself he must. A November +storm was raging and there would be a certain satisfaction in +breasting its buffets and fighting his way through it. Besides, he +knew that Isabel King was in the house and he dreaded meeting her. +Since his conviction that she had written that letter to Lynde, he +could not tolerate the girl and it tasked his self-control to keep +from showing his contempt openly. Perhaps Isabel felt it beneath all +his outward courtesy. At least she did not seek his society as she had +formerly done.</p> + +<p>It was the second day of the storm; a wild northeast gale was blowing +and cold rain and freezing sleet fell in frequent showers. Alan +shivered as he came out into its full fury on the lake shore. At first +he could not see the water through the driving mist. Then it cleared +away for a moment and he stopped short, aghast at the sight which met +his eyes.</p> + +<p>Opposite him was a long low island known as Philip's Point, dwindling +down at its northeastern side to two long narrow bars of quicksand. +Alan's horrified eyes saw a small schooner sunk between the bars; her +hull was entirely under water and in the rigging clung one solitary +figure. So much he saw before the Point was blotted out in a renewed +downpour of sleet.</p> + +<p>Without a moment's hesitation Alan turned and ran for Four Winds, +which was only about a quarter of a mile away around a headland. With +the Captain's assistance, something might be done. Other help could +not be obtained before darkness would fall and then it would be +impossible to do anything. He dashed up the steps of Four Winds and +met Emily, who had flung the door open. Behind her was Lynde's pale +face with its alarmed questioning eyes.</p> + +<p>"Where is the Captain?" gasped Alan. "There's a vessel on Philip's +Point and one man at least on her."</p> + +<p>"The Captain's away on a cruise," said Emily blankly. "He went three +days ago."</p> + +<p>"Then nothing can be done," said Alan despairingly. "It will be dark +long before I can get to the village."</p> + +<p>Lynde stepped out, tying a shawl around her head.</p> + +<p>"Let us go around to the Point," she said. "Have you matches? No? +Emily, get some. We must light a bonfire at least. And bring Father's +glass."</p> + +<p>"It is not a fit night for you to be out," said Alan anxiously. "You +are sheltered here—you don't feel it—but it's a fearful storm down +there."</p> + +<p>"I am not afraid of the storm. It will not hurt me. Let us hurry. It +is growing dark already."</p> + +<p>In silence they breasted their way to the shore and around the +headland. Arriving opposite Philip's Point, a lull in the sleet +permitted them to see the sunken schooner and the clinging figure. +Lynde waved her hand to him and they saw him wave back.</p> + +<p>"It won't be necessary to light a fire now that he has seen us," said +Lynde. "Nothing can be done with village help till morning and that +man can never cling there so long. He will freeze to death, for it is +growing colder every minute. His only chance is to swim ashore if he +can swim. The danger will be when he comes near shore; the undertow of +the backwater on the quicksand will sweep him away and in his probably +exhausted condition he may not be able to make head against it."</p> + +<p>"He knows that, doubtless, and that is why he hasn't attempted to swim +ashore before this," said Alan. "But I'll meet him in the backwater +and drag him in."</p> + +<p>"You—you'll risk your own life," cried Lynde.</p> + +<p>"There is a little risk certainly, but I don't think there is a great +one. Anyhow, the attempt must be made," said Alan quietly.</p> + +<p>Suddenly Lynde's composure forsook her. She wrung her hands.</p> + +<p>"I can't let you do it," she cried wildly. "You might be +drowned—there's every risk. You don't know the force of that +backwater. Alan, Alan, don't think of it."</p> + +<p>She caught his arm in her white wet hands and looked into his face +with passionate pleading.</p> + +<p>Emily, who had said nothing, now spoke harshly.</p> + +<p>"Lynde is right, Mr. Douglas. You have no right to risk your life for +a stranger. My advice is to go to the village for help, and Lynde and +I will make a fire and watch here. That is all that can be expected of +you or us."</p> + +<p>Alan paid no heed to Emily. Very tenderly he loosened Lynde's hold on +his arm and looked into her quivering face.</p> + +<p>"You know it is my duty, Lynde," he said gently. "If anything can be +done for that poor man, I am the only one who can do it. I will come +back safe, please God. Be brave, dear."</p> + +<p>Lynde, with a little moan of resignation, turned away. Old Emily +looked on with a face of grim disapproval as Alan waded out into the +surf that boiled and swirled around him in a mad whirl of foam. The +shower of sleet had again slackened, and the wreck half a mile away, +with its solitary figure, was dearly visible. Alan beckoned to the man +to jump overboard and swim ashore, enforcing his appeal by gestures +that commanded haste before the next shower should come. For a few +moments it seemed as if the seaman did not understand or lacked the +courage or power to obey. The next minute he had dropped from the +rigging on the crest of a mighty wave and was being borne onward to +the shore.</p> + +<p>Speedily the backwater was reached and the man, sucked down by the +swirl of the wave, threw up his arms and disappeared. Alan dashed in, +groping, swimming; it seemed an eternity before his hand clutched the +drowning man and wrenched him from the undertow. And, with the seaman +in his arms, he staggered back through the foam and dropped his +burden on the sand at Lynde's feet. Alan was reeling from exhaustion +and chilled to the marrow, but he thought only of the man he had +rescued. The latter was unconscious and, as Alan bent over him, he +heard Lynde give a choking little cry.</p> + +<p>"He is living still," said Alan. "We must get him up to the house as +soon as possible. How shall we manage it?"</p> + +<p>"Lynde and I can go and bring the Captain's mattress down," said +Emily. Now that Alan was safe she was eager to do all she could. "Then +you and I can carry him up to the house."</p> + +<p>"That will be best," said Alan. "Go quickly."</p> + +<p>He did not look at Lynde or he would have been shocked by the agony on +her face. She cast one glance at the prostrate man and followed Emily. +In a short time they returned with the mattress, and Alan and Emily +carried the sailor on it to Four Winds. Lynde walked behind them, +seemingly unconscious of both. She watched the stranger's face as one +fascinated.</p> + +<p>At Four Winds they carried the man to a room where Emily and Alan +worked over him, while Lynde heated water and hunted out stimulants in +a mechanical fashion. When Alan came down she asked no questions but +looked at him with the same strained horror on her face which it had +borne ever since Alan had dropped his burden at her feet.</p> + +<p>"Is he—conscious?" asked Lynde, as if she forced herself to ask the +question.</p> + +<p>"Yes, he has come back to life. But he is delirious and doesn't +realize his surroundings at all. He thinks he is still on board the +vessel. He'll probably come round all right. Emily is going to watch +him and I'll go up to Rexton and send Dr. Ames down."</p> + +<p>"Do you know who that man you have saved is?" asked Lynde.</p> + +<p>"No. I asked him his name but could not get any sensible answer."</p> + +<p>"I can tell you who he is—he is Frank Harmon."</p> + +<p>Alan stared at her. "Frank Harmon. Your—your—the man you married? +Impossible!"</p> + +<p>"It is he. Do you think I could be mistaken?"</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p>Dr. Ames came to Four Winds that night and again the next day. He +found Harmon delirious in a high fever.</p> + +<p>"It will be several days before he comes to his senses," he said. +"Shall I send you help to nurse him?"</p> + +<p>"It isn't necessary," said Emily stiffly. "I can look after him—and +the Captain ought to be back tomorrow."</p> + +<p>"You've no idea who he is, I suppose?" asked the doctor.</p> + +<p>"No." Emily was quite sincere. Lynde had not told her, and Emily did +not recognize him.</p> + +<p>"Well, Mr. Douglas did a brave thing in rescuing him," said Dr. Ames. +"I'll be back tomorrow."</p> + +<p>Harmon remained delirious for a week. Alan went every day to Four +Winds, his interest in a man he had rescued explaining his visits to +the Rexton people. The Captain had returned and, though not absolutely +uncivil, was taciturn and moody. Alan reflected grimly that Captain +Anthony probably owed him a grudge for saving Harmon's life. He never +saw Lynde alone, but her strained, tortured face made his heart ache. +Old Emily only seemed her natural self. She waited on Harmon and Dr. +Ames considered her a paragon of a nurse. Alan thought it was well +that Emily knew nothing more of Harmon than that he was an old friend +of Captain Anthony's. He felt sure that she would have walked out of +the sick room and never reentered it had she guessed that the patient +was the man whom, above all others, Lynde dreaded and feared.</p> + +<p>One afternoon when Alan went to Four Winds Emily met him at the door.</p> + +<p>"He's better," she announced. "He had a good sleep this afternoon and +when he woke he was quite himself. You'd better go up and see him. I +told him all I could but he wants to see you. Anthony and Lynde are +away to Crosse Harbour. Go up and talk to him."</p> + +<p>Harmon turned his head as the minister approached and held out his +hand with a smile.</p> + +<p>"You're the preacher, I reckon. They tell me you were the man who +pulled me out of that hurly-burly. I wasn't hardly worth saving but +I'm as grateful to you as if I was."</p> + +<p>"I only—did—what any man would have done," said Alan, taking the +offered hand.</p> + +<p>"I don't know about that. Anyhow, it's not every man could have done +it. I'd been hanging in that rigging all day and most of the night +before. There were five more of us but they dropped off. I knew it was +no use to try to swim ashore alone—the backwater would be too much +for me. I must have been a lot of trouble. That old woman says I've +been raving for a week. And, by the way I feel, I fancy I'll be +stretched out here another week before I'll be able to use my pins. +Who are these Olivers anyhow? The old woman wouldn't talk about the +family."</p> + +<p>"Don't you know them?" asked Alan in astonishment. "Isn't your name +Harmon?"</p> + +<p>"That's right—Harmon—Alfred Harmon, first mate of the schooner, +<i>Annie M.</i>"</p> + +<p>"Alfred! I thought your name was Frank!"</p> + +<p>"Frank was my twin brother. We were so much alike our own mammy +couldn't tell us apart. Did you know Frank?"</p> + +<p>"No. This family did. Miss Oliver thought you were Frank when she saw +you."</p> + +<p>"I don't feel much like myself but I'm not Frank anyway. He's dead, +poor chap—got shot in a spat with Chinese pirates three years ago."</p> + +<p>"Dead! Man, are you speaking the truth? Are you certain?"</p> + +<p>"Pop sure. His mate told me the whole story. Say, preacher, what's the +matter? You look as if you were going to keel over."</p> + +<p>Alan hastily drank a glass of water.</p> + +<p>"I—I am all right now. I haven't been feeling well of late."</p> + +<p>"Guess you didn't do yourself any good going out into that freezing +water and dragging me in."</p> + +<p>"I shall thank God every day of my life that I did do it," said Alan +gravely, new light in his eyes, as Emily entered the room. "Miss +Oliver, when will the Captain and Lynde be back?"</p> + +<p>"They said they would be home by four."</p> + +<p>She looked at Alan curiously.</p> + +<p>"I will go and meet her," he said quickly.</p> + +<p>He came upon Lynde, sitting on a grey boulder under the shadow of an +overhanging fir coppice, with her dogs beside her.</p> + +<p>She turned her head indifferently as Alan's footsteps sounded on the +pebbles, and then stood slowly up.</p> + +<p>"Are you looking for me?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"I have some news for you, Lynde," Alan said.</p> + +<p>"Has he—has he come to himself?" she whispered.</p> + +<p>"Yes, he has come to himself. Lynde, he is not Frank Harmon—he is his +twin brother. He says Frank Harmon was killed three years ago in the +China seas."</p> + +<p>For a moment Lynde's great grey eyes stared into Alan's, questioning. +Then, as the truth seized on her comprehension, she sat down on the +boulder and put her hands over her face without a word. Alan walked +down to the water's edge to give her time to recover herself. When he +came back he took her hands and said quietly, "Lynde, do you realize +what this means for us—for us? You are free—free to love me—to be +my wife."</p> + +<p>Lynde shook her head.</p> + +<p>"Oh, that can't be. I am not fit to be your wife."</p> + +<p>"Don't talk nonsense, dear," he smiled.</p> + +<p>"It isn't nonsense. You are a minister and it would ruin you to marry +a girl like me. Think what the Rexton people would say of it."</p> + +<p>"Rexton isn't the world, dearest. Last week I had a letter from home +asking me to go to a church there. I did not think of accepting +then—now I will go—we will both go—and a new life will begin for +you, clear of the shadows of the old."</p> + +<p>"That isn't possible. No, Alan, listen—I love you too well to do you +the wrong of marrying you. It would injure you. There is Father. I +love him and he has always been very kind to me. But—but—there's +something wrong—you know it—some crime in his past—"</p> + +<p>"The only man who knew that is dead."</p> + +<p>"We do not know that he was the only man. I am the daughter of a +criminal and I am no fit wife for Alan Douglas. No, Alan, don't plead, +please. I won't think differently—I never can."</p> + +<p>There was a ring of finality in her tone that struck dismay to Alan's +heart. He prepared to entreat and argue, but before he could utter a +word, the boughs behind them parted and Captain Anthony stepped down +from the bank.</p> + +<p>"I've been listening," he announced coolly, "and I think it high time +I took a share in the conversation. You seem to have run up against a +snag, Mr. Douglas. You say Frank Harmon is dead. That's good riddance +if it's true. Is it true?"</p> + +<p>"His brother declares it is."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, I'll help you all I can. I like you, Mr. Douglas, and I +happen to be fond of Lynde, too—though you mayn't believe it. I'm +fond of her for her mother's sake and I'd like to see her happy. I +didn't want to give her to Harmon that time three years ago but I +couldn't help myself. He had the upper hand, curse him. It wasn't for +my own sake, though—it was for my wife's. However, that's all over +and done with and I'll do the best I can to atone for it. So you won't +marry your minister because your father was not a good man, Lynde? +Well, I don't suppose he was a very good man—a man who makes his +wife's life a hell, even in a refined way, isn't exactly a saint, to +my way of thinking. But that's the worst that could be said of him and +it doesn't entail any indelible disgrace on his family, I suppose. I +am not your father, Lynde."</p> + +<p>"Not my father?" Lynde echoed the words blankly.</p> + +<p>"No. Your father was your mother's first husband. She never told you +of him. When I said he made her life a hell, I said the truth, no +more, no less. I had loved your mother ever since I was a boy, Lynde. +But she was far above me in station and I never dreamed it was +possible to win her love. She married James Ashley. He was a +gentleman, so called—and he didn't kick or beat her. Oh no, he just +tormented her refined womanhood to the verge of frenzy, that was all. +He died when you were a baby. And a year later I found out your mother +could love me, rough sailor and all as I was. I married her and +brought her here. We had fifteen years of happiness together. I'm not +a good man—but I made your mother happy in spite of her wrecked +health and her dark memories. It was her wish that you should be known +as my daughter, but under the present circumstances I know she would +wish that you should be told the truth. Marry your man, Lynde, and go +away with him. Emily will go with you if you like. I'm going back to +the sea. I've been hankering for it ever since your mother died. I'll +go out of your life. There, don't cry—I hate to see a woman cry. Mr. +Douglas, I'll leave you to dry her tears and I'll go up to the house +and have a talk with Harmon."</p> + +<p>When Captain Anthony had disappeared behind the Point, Alan turned to +Lynde. She was sobbing softly and her face was wet with tears. Alan +drew her head down on his shoulder.</p> + +<p>"Sweetheart, the dark past is all put by. Our future begins with +promise. All is well with us, dear Lynde."</p> + +<p>Like a child, she put her arms about his neck and their lips met.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Marcellas_Reward" id="Marcellas_Reward"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Marcella's Reward<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Dr. Clark shook his head gravely. "She is not improving as fast as I +should like to see," he said. "In fact—er—she seems to have gone +backward the past week. You must send her to the country, Miss +Langley. The heat here is too trying for her."</p> + +<p>Dr. Clark might as well have said, "You must send her to the moon"—or +so Marcella thought bitterly. Despair filled her heart as she looked +at Patty's white face and transparent hands and listened to the +doctor's coolly professional advice. Patty's illness had already swept +away the scant savings of three years. Marcella had nothing left with +which to do anything more for her.</p> + +<p>She did not make any answer to the doctor—she could not. Besides, +what could she say, with Patty's big blue eyes, bigger and bluer than +ever in her thin face, looking at her so wistfully? She dared not say +it was impossible. But Aunt Emma had no such scruples. With a great +clatter and racket, that lady fell upon the dishes that held Patty's +almost untasted dinner and whisked them away while her tongue kept +time to her jerky movements.</p> + +<p>"Goodness me, doctor, do you think you're talking to millionaires? +Where do you suppose the money is to come from to send Patty to the +country? <i>I</i> can't afford it, that is certain. I think I do pretty +well to give Marcella and Patty their board free, and I have to work +my fingers to the bone to do <i>that</i>. It's all nonsense about Patty, +anyhow. What she ought to do is to make an effort to get better. She +doesn't—she just mopes and pines. She won't eat a thing I cook for +her. How can anyone expect to get better if she doesn't eat?"</p> + +<p>Aunt Emma glared at the doctor as if she were triumphantly sure that +she had propounded an unanswerable question. A dull red flush rose to +Marcella's face.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Aunt Emma, I <i>can't</i> eat!" said Patty wearily. "It isn't because +I won't—indeed, I can't."</p> + +<p>"Humph! I suppose my cooking isn't fancy enough for you—that's the +trouble. Well, I haven't the time to put any frills on it. I think I +do pretty well to wait on you at all with all that work piling up +before me. But some people imagine that they were born to be waited +on."</p> + +<p>Aunt Emma whirled the last dish from the table and left the room, +slamming the door behind her.</p> + +<p>The doctor shrugged his shoulders. He had become used to Miss Gibson's +tirades during Patty's illness. But Marcella had never got used to +them—never, in all the three years she had lived with her aunt. They +flicked on the raw as keenly as ever. This morning it seemed +unbearable. It took every atom of Marcella's self-control to keep her +from voicing her resentful thoughts. It was only for Patty's sake that +she was able to restrain herself. It was only for Patty's sake, too, +that she did not, as soon as the doctor had gone, give way to tears. +Instead, she smiled bravely into the little sister's eyes.</p> + +<p>"Let me brush your hair now, dear, and bathe your face."</p> + +<p>"Have you time?" said Patty anxiously.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I think so."</p> + +<p>Patty gave a sigh of content.</p> + +<p>"I'm so glad! Aunt Emma always hurts me when she brushes my hair—she +is in such a hurry. You're so gentle, Marcella, you don't make my head +ache at all. But oh! I'm so tired of being sick. I wish I could get +well faster. Marcy, do you think I can be sent to the country?"</p> + +<p>"I—I don't know, dear. I'll see if I can think of any way to manage +it," said Marcella, striving to speak hopefully.</p> + +<p>Patty drew a long breath.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Marcy, it would be lovely to see the green fields again, and the +woods and brooks, as we did that summer we spent in the country +before Father died. I wish we could live in the country always. I'm +sure I would soon get better if I could go—if it was only for a +little while. It's so hot here—and the factory makes such a noise—my +head seems to go round and round all the time. And Aunt Emma scolds +so."</p> + +<p>"You mustn't mind Aunt Emma, dear," said Marcella. "You know she +doesn't really mean it—it is just a habit she has got into. She was +really very good to you when you were so sick. She sat up night after +night with you, and made me go to bed. There now, dearie, you're fresh +and sweet, and I must hurry to the store, or I'll be late. Try and +have a little nap, and I'll bring you home some oranges tonight."</p> + +<p>Marcella dropped a kiss on Patty's cheek, put on her hat and went out. +As soon as she left the house, she quickened her steps almost to a +run. She feared she would be late, and that meant a ten-cent fine. Ten +cents loomed as large as ten dollars now to Marcella's eyes when every +dime meant so much. But fast as she went, her distracted thoughts went +faster. She could not send Patty to the country. There was no way, +think, plan, worry as she might. And if she could not! Marcella +remembered Patty's face and the doctor's look, and her heart sank like +lead. Patty was growing weaker every day instead of stronger, and the +weather was getting hotter. Oh, if Patty were to—to—but Marcella +could not complete the sentence even in thought.</p> + +<p>If they were not so desperately poor! Marcella's bitterness overflowed +her soul at the thought. Everywhere around her were evidences of +wealth—wealth often lavishly and foolishly spent—and she could not +get money enough anywhere to save her sister's life! She almost felt +that she hated all those smiling, well-dressed people who thronged the +streets. By the time she reached the store, poor Marcella's heart was +seething with misery and resentment.</p> + +<p>Three years before, when Marcella had been sixteen and Patty nine, +their parents had died, leaving them absolutely alone in the world +except for their father's half-sister, Miss Gibson, who lived in +Canning and earned her livelihood washing and mending for the hands +employed in the big factory nearby. She had grudgingly offered the +girls a home, which Marcella had accepted because she must. She +obtained a position in one of the Canning stores at three dollars a +week, out of which she contrived to dress herself and Patty and send +the latter to school. Her life for three years was one of absolute +drudgery, yet until now she had never lost courage, but had struggled +bravely on, hoping for better times in the future when she should get +promotion and Patty would be old enough to teach school.</p> + +<p>But now Marcella's courage and hopefulness had gone out like a spent +candle. She was late at the store, and that meant a fine; her head +ached, and her feet felt like lead as she climbed the stairs to her +department—a hot, dark, stuffy corner behind the shirtwaist counter. +It was warm and close at any time, but today it was stifling, and +there was already a crowd of customers, for it was the day of a +bargain sale. The heat and noise and chatter got on Marcella's +tortured nerves. She felt that she wanted to scream, but instead she +turned calmly to a waiting customer—a big, handsome, richly dressed +woman. Marcella noted with an ever-increasing bitterness that the +woman wore a lace collar the price of which would have kept Patty in +the country for a year.</p> + +<p>She was Mrs. Liddell—Marcella knew her by sight—and she was in a +very bad temper because she had been kept waiting. For the next half +hour she badgered and worried Marcella to the point of distraction. +Nothing suited her. Pile after pile, box after box, of shirtwaists +did Marcella take down for her, only to have them flung aside with +sarcastic remarks. Mrs. Liddell seemed to hold Marcella responsible +for the lack of waists that suited her; her tongue grew sharper and +sharper and her comments more trying. Then she mislaid her purse, and +was disagreeable about that until it turned up.</p> + +<p>Marcella shut her lips so tightly that they turned white to keep back +the impatient retort that rose momentarily to her lips. The insolence +of some customers was always trying to the sensitive, high-spirited +girl, but today it seemed unbearable. Her head throbbed fiercely with +the pain of the ever-increasing ache, and—what was the lady on her +right saying to a friend?</p> + +<p>"Yes, she had typhoid, you know—a very bad form. She rallied from it, +but she was so exhausted that she couldn't really recover, and the +doctor said—"</p> + +<p>"Really," interrupted Mrs. Liddell's sharp voice, "may I ask you to +attend to me, if you please? No doubt gossip may be very interesting +to you, but I am accustomed to having a clerk pay <i>some</i> small +attention to my requirements. If you cannot attend to your business, I +shall go to the floor walker and ask him to direct me to somebody who +can. The laziness and disobligingness of the girls in this store is +really getting beyond endurance."</p> + +<p>A passionate answer was on the point of Marcella's tongue. All her +bitterness and suffering and resentment flashed into her face and +eyes. For one moment she was determined to speak out, to repay Mrs. +Liddell's insolence in kind. A retort was ready to her hand. Everyone +knew that Mrs. Liddell, before her marriage to a wealthy man, had been +a working girl. What could be easier than to say contemptuously: "You +should be a judge of a clerk's courtesy and ability, madam. You were a +shop girl yourself once?"</p> + +<p>But if she said it, what would follow? Prompt and instant dismissal. +And Patty? The thought of the little sister quelled the storm in +Marcella's soul. For Patty's sake she must control her temper—and she +did. With an effort that left her white and tremulous she crushed back +the hot words and said quietly: "I beg your pardon, Mrs. Liddell. I +did not mean to be inattentive. Let me show you some of our new +lingerie waists, I think you will like them."</p> + +<p>But Mrs. Liddell did not like the new lingerie waists which Marcella +brought to her in her trembling hands. For another half hour she +examined and found fault and sneered. Then she swept away with the +scornful remark that she didn't see a thing there that was fit to +wear, and she would go to Markwell Bros. and see if they had anything +worth looking at.</p> + +<p>When she had gone, Marcella leaned against the counter, pale and +exhausted. She must have a breathing spell. Oh, how her head ached! +How hot and stifling and horrible everything was! She longed for the +country herself. Oh, if she and Patty could only go away to some place +where there were green clover meadows and cool breezes and great hills +where the air was sweet and pure!</p> + +<p>During all this time a middle-aged woman had been sitting on a stool +beside the bargain counter. When a clerk asked her if she wished to be +waited on, she said, "No, I'm just waiting here for a friend who +promised to meet me."</p> + +<p>She was tall and gaunt and grey haired. She had square jaws and cold +grey eyes and an aggressive nose, but there was something attractive +in her plain face, a mingling of common sense and kindliness. She +watched Marcella and Mrs. Liddell closely and lost nothing of all that +was said and done on both sides. Now and then she smiled grimly and +nodded.</p> + +<p>When Mrs. Liddell had gone, she rose and leaned over the counter. +Marcella opened her burning eyes and pulled herself wearily together.</p> + +<p>"What can I do for you?" she said.</p> + +<p>"Nothing. I ain't looking for to have anything done for me. You need +to have something done for you, I guess, by the looks of you. You seem +dead beat out. Aren't you awful tired? I've been listening to that +woman jawing you till I felt like rising up and giving her a large and +wholesome piece of my mind. I don't know how you kept your patience +with her, but I can tell you I admired you for it, and I made up my +mind I'd tell you so."</p> + +<p>The kindness and sympathy in her tone broke Marcella down. Tears +rushed to her eyes. She bowed her head on her hands and said +sobbingly, "Oh, I <i>am</i> tired! But it's not that. I'm—I'm in such +trouble."</p> + +<p>"I knew you were," said the other, with a nod of her head. "I could +tell that right off by your face. Do you know what I said to myself? I +said, 'That girl has got somebody at home awful sick.' <i>That's</i> what I +said. Was I right?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed you were," said Marcella.</p> + +<p>"I knew it"—another triumphant nod. "Now, you just tell me all about +it. It'll do you good to talk it over with somebody. Here, I'll +pretend I'm looking at shirtwaists, so that floor walker won't be +coming down on you, and I'll be as hard to please as that other woman +was, so's you can take your time. Who's sick—and what's the matter?"</p> + +<p>Marcella told the whole story, choking back her sobs and forcing +herself to speak calmly, having the fear of the floor walker before +her eyes.</p> + +<p>"And I can't afford to send Patty to the country—I <i>can't</i>—and I +know she won't get better if she doesn't go," she concluded.</p> + +<p>"Dear, dear, but that's too bad! Something must be done. Let me +see—let me put on my thinking cap. What is your name?"</p> + +<p>"Marcella Langley."</p> + +<p>The older woman dropped the lingerie waist she was pretending to +examine and stared at Marcella.</p> + +<p>"You don't say! Look here, what was your mother's name before she was +married?"</p> + +<p>"Mary Carvell."</p> + +<p>"Well, I <i>have</i> heard of coincidences, but this beats all! Mary +Carvell! Well, did you ever hear your mother speak of a girl friend of +hers called Josephine Draper?"</p> + +<p>"I should think I did! You don't mean—"</p> + +<p>"I <i>do</i> mean it. I'm Josephine Draper. Your mother and I went to +school together, and we were as much as sisters to each other until +she got married. Then she went away, and after a few years I lost +trace of her. I didn't even know she was dead. Poor Mary! Well, <i>my</i> +duty is plain—that's one comfort—my duty and my pleasure, too. Your +sister is coming out to Dalesboro to stay with me. Yes, and you are +too, for the whole summer. You needn't say you're not, because you +<i>are</i>. I've said so. There's room at Fir Cottage for you both. Yes, +Fir Cottage—I guess you've heard your mother speak of <i>that</i>. There's +her old room out there that we always slept in when she came to stay +all night with me. It's all ready for you. What's that? You can't +afford to lose your place here? Bless your heart, child, you won't +lose it! The owner of this store is my nephew, and he'll do +considerable to oblige me, as well he might, seeing as I brought him +up. To think that Mary Carvell's daughter has been in his store for +three years, and me never suspecting it! And I might never have found +you out at all if you hadn't been so patient with that woman. If you'd +sassed her back, I'd have thought she deserved it and wouldn't have +blamed you a mite, but I wouldn't have bothered coming to talk to you +either. Well, well well! Poor child, don't cry. You just pick up and +go home. I'll make it all right with Tom. You're pretty near played +out yourself, I can see that. But a summer in Fir Cottage, with plenty +of cream and eggs and <i>my</i> cookery, will soon make another girl of +you. Don't you dare to <i>thank</i> me. It's a privilege to be able to do +something for Mary Carvell's girls. I just loved Mary."</p> + +<p>The upshot of the whole matter was that Marcella and Patty went, two +days later, to Dalesboro, where Miss Draper gave them a hearty welcome +to Fir Cottage—a quaint, delightful little house circled by big +Scotch firs and overgrown with vines. Never were such delightful weeks +as those that followed. Patty came rapidly back to health and +strength. As for Marcella, Miss Draper's prophecy was also fulfilled; +she soon looked and felt like another girl. The dismal years of +drudgery behind her were forgotten like a dream, and she lived wholly +in the beautiful present, in the walks and drives, the flowers and +grass slopes, and in the pleasant household duties which she shared +with Miss Draper.</p> + +<p>"I love housework," she exclaimed one September day. "I don't like the +thought of going back to the store a bit."</p> + +<p>"Well, you're not going back," calmly said Miss Draper, who had a +habit of arranging other people's business for them that might have +been disconcerting had it not been for her keen insight and hearty +good sense. "You're going to stay here with me—you and Patty. I don't +propose to die of lonesomeness losing you, and I need somebody to help +me about the house. I've thought it all out. You are to call me Aunt +Josephine, and Patty is to go to school. I had this scheme in mind +from the first, but I thought I'd wait to see how we got along living +in the same house, and how you liked it here, before I spoke out. No, +you needn't thank me this time either. I'm doing this every bit as +much for my sake as yours. Well, that's all settled. Patty won't +object, bless her rosy cheeks!"</p> + +<p>"Oh!" said Marcella, with eyes shining through her tears. "I'm so +happy, dear Miss Draper—I mean Aunt Josephine. I'll love to stay +here—and I <i>will</i> thank you."</p> + +<p>"Fudge!" remarked Miss Draper, who felt uncomfortably near crying +herself. "You might go out and pick a basket of Golden Gems. I want to +make some jelly for Patty."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Margarets_Patient" id="Margarets_Patient"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Margaret's Patient<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<div class="img"> +<img border="0" src="images/illus03.jpg" width="45%" alt=""DID DR. FORBES THINK SHE OUGHT TO GIVE UP HER TRIP?"" /><br /> +<p class="cen" style="margin-top: .2em;">"DID DR. FORBES THINK SHE OUGHT TO GIVE UP HER TRIP?"</p> +</div> + +<p>Margaret paused a moment at the gate and looked back at the quaint old +house under its snowy firs with a thrill of proprietary affection. It +was her home; for the first time in her life she had a real home, and +the long, weary years of poorly paid drudgery were all behind her. +Before her was a prospect of independence and many of the delights she +had always craved; in the immediate future was a trip to Vancouver +with Mrs. Boyd.</p> + +<p>For I shall go, of course, thought Margaret, as she walked briskly +down the snowy road. I've always wanted to see the Rockies, and to go +there with Mrs. Boyd will double the pleasure. She is such a +delightful companion.</p> + +<p>Margaret Campbell had been an orphan ever since she could remember. +She had been brought up by a distant relative of her father's—that +is, she had been given board, lodging, some schooling and indifferent +clothes for the privilege of working like a little drudge in the house +of the grim cousin who sheltered her. The death of this cousin flung +Margaret on her own resources. A friend had procured her employment as +the "companion" of a rich, eccentric old lady, infirm of health and +temper. Margaret lived with her for five years, and to the young girl +they seemed treble the time. Her employer was fault-finding, peevish, +unreasonable, and many a time Margaret's patience almost failed +her—almost, but not quite. In the end it brought her a more tangible +reward than sometimes falls to the lot of the toiler. Mrs. Constance +died, and in her will she left to Margaret her little up-country +cottage and enough money to provide her an income for the rest of her +life.</p> + +<p>Margaret took immediate possession of her little house and, with the +aid of a capable old servant, soon found herself very comfortable. She +realized that her days of drudgery were over, and that henceforth +life would be a very different thing from what it had been. Margaret +meant to have "a good time." She had never had any pleasure and now +she was resolved to garner in all she could of the joys of existence.</p> + +<p>"I'm not going to do a single useful thing for a year," she had told +Mrs. Boyd gaily. "Just think of it—a whole delightful year of +vacation, to go and come at will, to read, travel, dream, rest. After +that, I mean to see if I can find something to do for other folks, but +I'm going to have this one golden year. And the first thing in it is +our trip to Vancouver. I'm so glad I have the chance to go with you. +It's a wee bit short notice, but I'll be ready when you want to +start."</p> + +<p>Altogether, Margaret felt pretty well satisfied with life as she +tripped blithely down the country road between the ranks of snow-laden +spruces, with the blue sky above and the crisp, exhilarating air all +about. There was only one drawback, but it was a pretty serious one.</p> + +<p>It's so lonely by spells, Margaret sometimes thought wistfully. All +the joys my good fortune has brought me can't quite fill my heart. +There's always one little empty, aching spot. Oh, if I had somebody of +my very own to love and care for, a mother, a sister, even a cousin. +But there's nobody. I haven't a relative in the world, and there are +times when I'd give almost anything to have one. Well, I must try to +be satisfied with friendship, instead.</p> + +<p>Margaret's meditations were interrupted by a brisk footstep behind +her, and presently Dr. Forbes came up.</p> + +<p>"Good afternoon, Miss Campbell. Taking a constitutional?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Isn't it a lovely day? I suppose you are on your professional +rounds. How are all your patients?"</p> + +<p>"Most of them are doing well. But I'm sorry to say I have a new one +and am very much worried about her. Do you know Freda Martin?"</p> + +<p>"The little teacher in the Primary Department who boards with the +Wayes? Yes, I've met her once or twice. Is she ill?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, seriously. It's typhoid, and she has been going about longer +than she should. I don't know what is to be done with her. It seems +she is like yourself in one respect, Miss Campbell; she is utterly +alone in the world. Mrs. Waye is crippled with rheumatism and can't +nurse her, and I fear it will be impossible to get a nurse in +Blythefield. She ought to be taken from the Wayes'. The house is +overrun with children, is right next door to that noisy factory, and +in other respects is a poor place for a sick girl."</p> + +<p>"It is too bad, I am very sorry," said Margaret sympathetically.</p> + +<p>Dr. Forbes shot a keen look at her from his deep-set eyes. "Are you +willing to show your sympathy in a practical form, Miss Campbell?" he +said bluntly. "You told me the other day you meant to begin work for +others next year. Why not begin now? Here's a splendid chance to +befriend a friendless girl. Will you take Freda Martin into your home +during her illness?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I couldn't," cried Margaret blankly. "Why, I'm going away next +week. I'm going with Mrs. Boyd to Vancouver, and my house will be shut +up."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I did not know. That settles it, I suppose," said the doctor with +a sigh of regret. "Well, I must see what else I can do for poor Freda. +If I had a home of my own, the problem would be easily solved, but as +I'm only a boarder myself, I'm helpless in that respect. I'm very much +afraid she will have a hard time to pull through, but I'll do the best +I can for her. Well, I must run in here and have a look at Tommy +Griggs' eyes. Good morning, Miss Campbell."</p> + +<p>Margaret responded rather absently and walked on with her eyes fixed +on the road. Somehow all the joy had gone out of the day for her, and +out of her prospective trip. She stopped on the little bridge and +gazed unseeingly at the ice-bound creek. Did Dr. Forbes really think +she ought to give up her trip in order to take Freda Martin into her +home and probably nurse her as well, since skilled nursing of any kind +was almost unobtainable in Blythefield? No, of course, Dr. Forbes did +not mean anything of the sort. He had not known she intended to go +away. Margaret tried to put the thought out of her mind, but it came +insistently back.</p> + +<p>She knew—none better—what it was to be alone and friendless. Once +she had been ill, too, and left to the ministration of careless +servants. Margaret shuddered whenever she thought of that time. She +was very, very sorry for Freda Martin, but she certainly couldn't give +up her plans for her.</p> + +<p>"Why, I'd never have the chance to go with Mrs. Boyd again," she +argued with her troublesome inward promptings.</p> + +<p>Altogether, Margaret's walk was spoiled. But when she went to bed that +night, she was firmly resolved to dismiss all thought of Freda Martin. +In the middle of the night she woke up. It was calm and moonlight and +frosty. The world was very still, and Margaret's heart and conscience +spoke to her out of that silence, where all worldly motives were +hushed and shamed. She listened, and knew that in the morning she must +send for Dr. Forbes and tell him to bring his patient to Fir Cottage.</p> + +<p>The evening of the next day found Freda in Margaret's spare room and +Margaret herself installed as nurse, for as Dr. Forbes had feared, he +had found it impossible to obtain anyone else. Margaret had a natural +gift for nursing, and she had had a good deal of experience in sick +rooms. She was skilful, gentle and composed, and Dr. Forbes nodded his +head with satisfaction as he watched her.</p> + +<p>A week later Mrs. Boyd left for Vancouver, and Margaret, bending over +her delirious patient, could not even go to the station to see her +off. But she thought little about it. All her hopes were centred on +pulling Freda Martin through; and when, after a long, doubtful +fortnight, Dr. Forbes pronounced her on the way to recovery, Margaret +felt as if she had given the gift of life to a fellow creature. "Oh, I +am so glad I stayed," she whispered to herself.</p> + +<p>During Freda's convalescence Margaret learned to love her dearly. She +was such a sweet, brave little creature, full of a fine courage to +face the loneliness and trials of her lot.</p> + +<p>"I can never repay you for your kindness, Miss Campbell," she said +wistfully.</p> + +<p>"I am more than repaid already," said Margaret sincerely. "Haven't I +found a dear little friend?"</p> + +<p>One day Freda asked Margaret to write a note for her to a certain +school chum.</p> + +<p>"She will like to know I am getting better. You will find her address +in my writing desk."</p> + +<p>Freda's modest trunk had been brought to Fir Cottage, and Margaret +went to it for the desk. As she turned over the loose papers in search +of the address, her eye was caught by a name signed to a faded and +yellowed letter—Worth Spencer. Her mother's name!</p> + +<p>Margaret gave a little exclamation of astonishment. Could her mother +have written that letter? It was not likely another woman would have +that uncommon name. Margaret caught up the letter and ran to Freda's +room.</p> + +<p>"Freda, I couldn't help seeing the name signed to this letter, it is +my mother's. To whom was it written?"</p> + +<p>"That is one of my mother's old letters," said Freda. "She had a +sister, my Aunt Worth. She was a great deal older than Mother. Their +parents died when Mother was a baby. Aunt Worth went to her father's +people, while Mother's grandmother took her. There was not very good +feeling between the two families, I think. Mother said she lost trace +of her sister after her sister married, and then, long after, she saw +Aunt Worth's death in the papers."</p> + +<p>"Can you tell me where your mother and her sister lived before they +were separated?" asked Margaret excitedly.</p> + +<p>"Ridgetown."</p> + +<p>"Then my mother must have been your mother's sister, and, oh, Freda, +Freda, you are my cousin."</p> + +<p>Eventually this was proved to be the fact. Margaret investigated the +matter and discovered beyond a doubt that she and Freda were cousins. +It would be hard to say which of the two girls was the more delighted.</p> + +<p>"Anyhow, we'll never be parted again," said Margaret happily. "Fir +Cottage is your home henceforth, Freda. Oh, how rich I am. I have got +somebody who really belongs to me. And I owe it all to Dr. Forbes. If +he hadn't suggested you coming here, I should never have found out +that we were cousins."</p> + +<p>"And I don't think I should ever have got better at all," whispered +Freda, slipping her hand into Margaret's.</p> + +<p>"I think we are going to be the two happiest girls in the world," said +Margaret. "And Freda, do you know what we are going to do when your +summer vacation comes? We are going to have a trip through the +Rockies, yes, indeedy. It would have been nice going with Mrs. Boyd, +but it will be ten times nicer to go with you."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Matthew_Insists_on_Puffed_Sleeves" id="Matthew_Insists_on_Puffed_Sleeves"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Matthew Insists on Puffed Sleeves<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Matthew was having a bad ten minutes of it. He had come into the +kitchen, in the twilight of a cold, grey December evening, and had sat +down in the wood-box corner to take off his heavy boots, unconscious +of the fact that Anne and a bevy of her schoolmates were having a +practice of "The Fairy Queen" in the sitting-room. Presently they came +trooping through the hall and out into the kitchen, laughing and +chattering gaily. They did not see Matthew, who shrank bashfully back +into the shadows beyond the wood-box with a boot in one hand and a +bootjack in the other, and he watched them shyly for the aforesaid ten +minutes as they put on caps and jackets and talked about the dialogue +and the concert. Anne stood among them, bright eyed and animated as +they; but Matthew suddenly became conscious that there was something +about her different from her mates. And what worried Matthew was that +the difference impressed him as being something that should not exist. +Anne had a brighter face, and bigger, starrier eyes, and more delicate +features than the others; even shy, unobservant Matthew had learned to +take note of these things; but the difference that disturbed him did +not consist in any of these respects. Then in what did it consist?</p> + +<p>Matthew was haunted by this question long after the girls had gone, +arm in arm, down the long, hard-frozen lane and Anne had betaken +herself to her books. He could not refer it to Marilla, who, he felt, +would be quite sure to sniff scornfully and remark that the only +difference she saw between Anne and the other girls was that they +sometimes kept their tongues quiet while Anne never did. This, Matthew +felt, would be no great help.</p> + +<p>He had recourse to his pipe that evening to help him study it out, +much to Marilla's disgust. After two hours of smoking and hard +reflection Matthew arrived at a solution of his problem. Anne was not +dressed like the other girls!</p> + +<p>The more Matthew thought about the matter the more he was convinced +that Anne never had been dressed like the other girls—never since she +had come to Green Gables. Marilla kept her clothed in plain, dark +dresses, all made after the same unvarying pattern. If Matthew knew +there was such a thing as fashion in dress it is as much as he did; +but he was quite sure that Anne's sleeves did not look at all like the +sleeves the other girls wore. He recalled the cluster of little girls +he had seen around her that evening—all gay in waists of red and blue +and pink and white—and he wondered why Marilla always kept her so +plainly and soberly gowned.</p> + +<p>Of course, it must be all right. Marilla knew best and Marilla was +bringing her up. Probably some wise, inscrutable motive was to be +served thereby. But surely it would do no harm to let the child have +one pretty dress—something like Diana Barry always wore. Matthew +decided that he would give her one; that surely could not be objected +to as an unwarranted putting in of his oar. Christmas was only a +fortnight off. A nice new dress would be the very thing for a present. +Matthew, with a sigh of satisfaction, put away his pipe and went to +bed, while Marilla opened all the doors and aired the house.</p> + +<p>The very next evening Matthew betook himself to Carmody to buy the +dress, determined to get the worst over and have done with it. It +would be, he felt assured, no trifling ordeal. There were some things +Matthew could buy and prove himself no mean bargainer; but he knew he +would be at the mercy of shopkeepers when it came to buying a girl's +dress.</p> + +<p>After much cogitation Matthew resolved to go to Samuel Lawson's store +instead of William Blair's. To be sure, the Cuthberts always had gone +to William Blair's; it was almost as much a matter of conscience with +them as to attend the Presbyterian church and vote Conservative. But +William Blair's two daughters frequently waited on customers there and +Matthew held them in absolute dread. He could contrive to deal with +them when he knew exactly what he wanted and could point it out; but +in such a matter as this, requiring explanation and consultation, +Matthew felt that he must be sure of a man behind the counter. So he +would go to Lawson's, where Samuel or his son would wait on him.</p> + +<p>Alas! Matthew did not know that Samuel, in the recent expansion of his +business, had set up a lady clerk also; she was a niece of his wife's +and a very dashing young person indeed, with a huge, drooping +pompadour, big, rolling brown eyes, and a most extensive and +bewildering smile. She was dressed with exceeding smartness and wore +several bangle bracelets that glittered and rattled and tinkled with +every movement of her hands. Matthew was covered with confusion at +finding her there at all; and those bangles completely wrecked his +wits at one fell swoop.</p> + +<p>"What can I do for you this evening. Mr. Cuthbert?" Miss Lucilla +Harris inquired, briskly and ingratiatingly, tapping the counter with +both hands.</p> + +<p>"Have you any—any—any—well now, say any garden rakes?" stammered +Matthew.</p> + +<p>Miss Harris looked somewhat surprised, as well she might, to hear a +man inquiring for garden rakes in the middle of December.</p> + +<p>"I believe we have one or two left over," she said, "but they're +upstairs in the lumber-room. I'll go and see."</p> + +<p>During her absence Matthew collected his scattered senses for another +effort.</p> + +<p>When Miss Harris returned with the rake and cheerfully inquired: +"Anything else tonight, Mr. Cuthbert?" Matthew took his courage in +both hands and replied: "Well now, since you suggest it, I might as +well—take—that is—look at—buy some—some hayseed."</p> + +<p>Miss Harris had heard Matthew Cuthbert called odd. She now concluded +that he was entirely crazy.</p> + +<p>"We only keep hayseed in the spring," she explained loftily. "We've +none on hand just now."</p> + +<p>"Oh, certainly—certainly—just as you say," stammered unhappy +Matthew, seizing the rake and making for the door. At the threshold he +recollected that he had not paid for it and he turned miserably back. +While Miss Harris was counting out his change he rallied his powers +for a final desperate attempt.</p> + +<p>"Well now—if it isn't too much trouble—I might as well—that is—I'd +like to look at—at—some sugar."</p> + +<p>"White or brown?" queried Miss Harris patiently.</p> + +<p>"Oh—well now—brown," said Matthew feebly.</p> + +<p>"There's a barrel of it over there," said Miss Harris, shaking her +bangles at it. "It's the only kind we have."</p> + +<p>"I'll—I'll take twenty pounds of it," said Matthew, with beads of +perspiration standing on his forehead.</p> + +<p>Matthew had driven halfway home before he was his own man again. It +had been a gruesome experience, but it served him right, he thought, +for committing the heresy of going to a strange store. When he reached +home he hid the rake in the tool-house, but the sugar he carried in to +Marilla.</p> + +<p>"Brown sugar!" exclaimed Marilla. "Whatever possessed you to get so +much? You know I never use it except for the hired man's porridge or +black fruit-cake. Jerry's gone and I've made my cake long ago. It's +not good sugar, either—it's coarse and dark—William Blair doesn't +usually keep sugar like that."</p> + +<p>"I—I thought it might come in handy sometime," said Matthew, making +good his escape.</p> + +<p>When Matthew came to think the matter over he decided that a woman was +required to cope with the situation. Marilla was out of the question. +Matthew felt sure she would throw cold water on his project at once. +Remained only Mrs. Lynde; for of no other woman in Avonlea would +Matthew have dared to ask advice. To Mrs. Lynde he went accordingly, +and that good lady promptly took the matter out of the harassed man's +hands.</p> + +<p>"Pick out a dress for you to give Anne? To be sure I will. I'm going +to Carmody tomorrow and I'll attend to it. Have you something +particular in mind? No? Well, I'll just go by my own judgment then. I +believe a nice rich brown would just suit Anne, and William Blair has +some new gloria in that's real pretty. Perhaps you'd like me to make +it up for her, too, seeing that if Marilla was to make it Anne would +probably get wind of it before the time and spoil the surprise? Well, +I'll do it. No, it isn't a mite of trouble. I like sewing. I'll make +it to fit my niece, Jenny Gillis, for she and Anne are as like as two +peas as far as figure goes."</p> + +<p>"Well now, I'm much obliged," said Matthew, "and—and—I dunno—but +I'd like—I think they make the sleeves different nowadays to what +they used to be. If it wouldn't be asking too much I—I'd like them +made in the new way."</p> + +<p>"Puffs? Of course. You needn't worry a speck more about it, Matthew. +I'll make it up in the very latest fashion," said Mrs. Lynde. To +herself she added when Matthew had gone:</p> + +<p>"It'll be a real satisfaction to see that poor child wearing something +decent for once. The way Marilla dresses her is positively ridiculous, +that's what, and I've ached to tell her so plainly a dozen times. I've +held my tongue though, for I can see Marilla doesn't want advice and +she thinks she knows more about bringing children up than I do for all +she's an old maid. But that's always the way. Folks that has brought +up children know that there's no hard and fast method in the world +that'll suit every child. But them as never have think it's all as +plain and easy as Rule of Three—just set your three terms down so +fashion, and the sum'll work out correct. But flesh and blood don't +come under the head of arithmetic and that's where Marilla Cuthbert +makes her mistake. I suppose she's trying to cultivate a spirit of +humility in Anne by dressing her as she does: but it's more likely to +cultivate envy and discontent. I'm sure the child must feel the +difference between her clothes and the other girls'. But to think of +Matthew taking notice of it! That man is waking up after being asleep +for over sixty years."</p> + +<p>Marilla knew all the following fortnight that Matthew had something on +his mind, but what it was she could not guess, until Christmas Eve, +when Mrs. Lynde brought up the new dress. Marilla behaved pretty well +on the whole, although it is very likely she distrusted Mrs. Lynde's +diplomatic explanation that she had made the dress because Matthew was +afraid Anne would find out about it too soon if Marilla made it.</p> + +<p>"So this is what Matthew has been looking so mysterious over and +grinning about to himself for two weeks, is it?" she said a little +stiffly but tolerantly. "I knew he was up to some foolishness. Well, I +must say I don't think Anne needed any more dresses. I made her three +good, warm, serviceable ones this fall, and anything more is sheer +extravagance. There's enough material in those sleeves alone to make a +waist, I declare there is. You'll just pamper Anne's vanity, Matthew, +and she's as vain as a peacock now. Well, I hope she'll be satisfied +at last, for I know she's been hankering after those silly sleeves +ever since they came in, although she never said a word after the +first. The puffs have been getting bigger and more ridiculous right +along; they're as big as balloons now. Next year anybody who wears +them will have to go through a door sideways."</p> + +<p>Christmas morning broke on a beautiful white world. It had been a very +mild December and people had looked forward to a green Christmas; but +just enough snow fell softly in the night to transfigure Avonlea. Anne +peeped out from her frosted gable window with delighted eyes. The firs +in the Haunted Wood were all feathery and wonderful; the birches and +wild cherry trees were outlined in pearl; the ploughed fields were +stretches of snowy dimples; and there was a crisp tang in the air that +was glorious. Anne ran downstairs singing until her voice re-echoed +through Green Gables.</p> + +<p>"Merry Christmas, Marilla! Merry Christmas, Matthew! Isn't it a lovely +Christmas? I'm so glad it's white. Any other kind of Christmas doesn't +seem real, does it? I don't like green Christmases. They're <i>not</i> +green—they're just nasty faded browns and greys. What makes people +call them green? Why—why—Matthew, is that for me? Oh, Matthew!"</p> + +<p>Matthew had sheepishly unfolded the dress from its paper swathings and +held it out with a deprecatory glance at Marilla, who feigned to be +contemptuously filling the teapot, but nevertheless watched the scene +out of the corner of her eye with a rather interested air.</p> + +<p>Anne took the dress and looked at it in reverent silence. Oh, how +pretty it was—a lovely soft brown gloria with all the gloss of silk; +a skirt with dainty frills and shirrings; a waist elaborately +pin-tucked in the most fashionable way, with a little ruffle of filmy +lace at the neck. But the sleeves—they were the crowning glory! Long +elbow cuffs, and above them two beautiful puffs divided by rows of +shirring and bows of brown silk ribbon.</p> + +<p>"That's a Christmas present for you, Anne," said Matthew shyly. +"Why—why—Anne, don't you like it? Well now—well now."</p> + +<p>For Anne's eyes had suddenly filled with tears.</p> + +<p>"<i>Like</i> it! Oh, Matthew!" Anne laid the dress over a chair and clasped +her hands. "Matthew, it's perfectly exquisite. Oh, I can never thank +you enough. Look at those sleeves! Oh, it seems to me this must be a +happy dream."</p> + +<p>"Well, well, let us have breakfast," interrupted Marilla. "I must say, +Anne, I don't think you needed the dress; but since Matthew has got it +for you, see that you take good care of it. There's a hair ribbon Mrs. +Lynde left for you. It's brown, to match the dress. Come now, sit in."</p> + +<p>"I don't see how I'm going to eat breakfast," said Anne rapturously. +"Breakfast seems so commonplace at such an exciting moment. I'd rather +feast my eyes on that dress. I'm so glad that puffed sleeves are +still fashionable. It did seem to me that I'd never get over it if +they went out before I had a dress with them. I'd never have felt +quite satisfied, you see. It was lovely of Mrs. Lynde to give me the +ribbon, too. I feel that I ought to be a very good girl indeed. It's +at times like this I'm sorry I'm not a model little girl; and I always +resolve that I will be in future. But somehow it's hard to carry out +your resolutions when irresistible temptations come. Still, I really +will make an extra effort after this."</p> + +<p>When the commonplace breakfast was over Diana appeared, crossing the +white log bridge in the hollow, a gay little figure in her crimson +ulster. Anne flew down the slope to meet her.</p> + +<p>"Merry Christmas, Diana! And oh, it's a wonderful Christmas. I've +something splendid to show you. Matthew has given me the loveliest +dress, with <i>such</i> sleeves. I couldn't even imagine any nicer."</p> + +<p>"I've got something more for you," said Diana breathlessly. +"Here—this box. Aunt Josephine sent us out a big box with ever so +many things in it—and this is for you. I'd have brought it over last +night, but it didn't come until after dark, and I never feel very +comfortable coming through the Haunted Wood in the dark now."</p> + +<p>Anne opened the box and peeped in. First a card with "For the +Anne-girl and Merry Christmas," written on it; and then, a pair of the +daintiest little kid slippers, with beaded toes and satin bows and +glistening buckles.</p> + +<p>"Oh," said Anne, "Diana, this is too much, I must be dreaming."</p> + +<p>"<i>I</i> call it providential," said Diana. "You won't have to borrow +Ruby's slippers now, and that's a blessing, for they're two sizes too +big for you, and it would be awful to hear a fairy shuffling. Josie +Pye would be delighted. Mind you, Rob Wright went home with Gertie Pye +from the practice night before last. Did you ever hear anything equal +to that?"</p> + +<p>All the Avonlea scholars were in a fever of excitement that day, for +the hall had to be decorated and a last grand rehearsal held.</p> + +<p>The concert came off in the evening and was a pronounced success. The +little hall was crowded; all the performers did excellently well, but +Anne was the bright particular star of the occasion, as even envy, in +the shape of Josie Pye, dared not deny.</p> + +<p>"Oh, hasn't it been a brilliant evening?" sighed Anne, when it was all +over and she and Diana were walking home together under a dark, starry +sky.</p> + +<p>"Everything went off very well," said Diana practically. "I guess we +must have made as much as ten dollars. Mind you, Mr. Allan is going to +send an account of it to the Charlottetown papers."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Diana, will we really see our names in print? It makes me thrill +to think of it. Your solo was perfectly elegant, Diana. I felt prouder +than you did when it was encored. I just said to myself, 'It is my +dear bosom friend who is so honoured.'"</p> + +<p>"Well, your recitations just brought down the house, Anne. That sad +one was simply splendid."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I was so nervous, Diana. When Mr. Allan called out my name I +really cannot tell how I ever got up on that platform. I felt as if a +million eyes were looking at me and through me, and for one dreadful +moment I was sure I couldn't begin at all. Then I thought of my lovely +puffed sleeves and took courage. I knew that I must live up to those +sleeves, Diana. So I started in, and my voice seemed to be coming from +ever so far away. I just felt like a parrot. It's providential that I +practised those recitations so often up in the garret, or I'd never +have been able to get through. Did I groan all right?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed, you groaned lovely," assured Diana.</p> + +<p>"I saw old Mrs. Sloane wiping away tears when I sat down. It was +splendid to think I had touched somebody's heart. It's so romantic to +take part in a concert isn't it? Oh, it's been a very memorable +occasion indeed."</p> + +<p>"Wasn't the boys' dialogue fine?" said Diana. "Gilbert Blythe was just +splendid. Anne, I do think it's awful mean the way you treat Gil. Wait +till I tell you. When you ran off the platform after the fairy +dialogue one of your roses fell out of your hair. I saw Gil pick it up +and put it in his breast pocket. There now. You're so romantic that +I'm sure you ought to be pleased at that."</p> + +<p>"It's nothing to me what that person does," said Anne loftily. "I +simply never waste a thought on him, Diana."</p> + +<p>That night Marilla and Matthew, who had been out to a concert for the +first time in twenty years, sat for awhile by the kitchen fire after +Anne had gone to bed.</p> + +<p>"Well now, I guess our Anne did as well as any of them," said Matthew +proudly.</p> + +<p>"Yes, she did," admitted Marilla. "She's a bright child, Matthew. And +she looked real nice, too. I've been kind of opposed to this concert +scheme, but I suppose there's no real harm in it after all. Anyhow, I +was proud of Anne tonight, although I'm not going to tell her so."</p> + +<p>"Well now, I was proud of her and I did tell her so 'fore she went +upstairs," said Matthew. "We must see what we can do for her some of +these days, Marilla. I guess she'll need something more than Avonlea +school by and by."</p> + +<p>"There's time enough to think of that," said Marilla. "She's only +thirteen in March. Though tonight it struck me she was growing quite a +big girl. Mrs. Lynde made that dress a mite too long, and it makes +Anne look so tall. She's quick to learn and I guess the best thing we +can do for her will be to send her to Queen's after a spell. But +nothing need be said about that for a year or two yet."</p> + +<p>"Well now, it'll do no harm to be thinking it over off and on," said +Matthew. "Things like that are all the better for lots of thinking +over."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Missys_Room" id="Missys_Room"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Missy's Room<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Mrs. Falconer and Miss Bailey walked home together through the fine +blue summer afternoon from the Ladies' Aid meeting at Mrs. Robinson's. +They were talking earnestly; that is to say, Miss Bailey was talking +earnestly and volubly, and Mrs. Falconer was listening. Mrs. Falconer +had reduced the practice of listening to a fine art. She was a thin, +wistful-faced mite of a woman, with sad brown eyes, and with +snow-white hair that was a libel on her fifty-five years and girlish +step. Nobody in Lindsay ever felt very well acquainted with Mrs. +Falconer, in spite of the fact that she had lived among them forty +years. She kept between her and her world a fine, baffling reserve +which no one had ever been able to penetrate. It was known that she +had had a bitter sorrow in her life, but she never made any reference +to it, and most people in Lindsay had forgotten it. Some foolish ones +even supposed that Mrs. Falconer had forgotten it.</p> + +<p>"Well, I do not know what on earth is to be done with Camilla Clark," +said Miss Bailey, with a prodigious sigh. "I suppose that we will +simply have to trust the whole matter to Providence."</p> + +<p>Miss Bailey's tone and sigh really seemed to intimate to the world at +large that Providence was a last resort and a very dubious one. Not +that Miss Bailey meant anything of the sort; her faith was as +substantial as her works, which were many and praiseworthy and +seasonable.</p> + +<p>The case of Camilla Clark was agitating the Ladies' Aid of one of the +Lindsay churches. They had talked about it through the whole of that +afternoon session while they sewed for their missionary box—talked +about it, and come to no conclusion.</p> + +<p>In the preceding spring James Clark, one of the hands in the lumber +mill at Lindsay, had been killed in an accident. The shock had proved +nearly fatal to his young wife. The next day Camilla Clark's baby was +born dead, and the poor mother hovered for weeks between life and +death. Slowly, very slowly, life won the battle, and Camilla came back +from the valley of the shadow. But she was still an invalid, and would +be so for a long time.</p> + +<p>The Clarks had come to Lindsay only a short time before the accident. +They were boarding at Mrs. Barry's when it happened, and Mrs. Barry +had shown every kindness and consideration to the unhappy young widow. +But now the Barrys were very soon to leave Lindsay for the West, and +the question was, what was to be done with Camilla Clark? She could +not go west; she could not even do work of any sort yet in Lindsay; +she had no relatives or friends in the world; and she was absolutely +penniless. As she and her husband had joined the church to which the +aforesaid Ladies' Aid belonged, the members thereof felt themselves +bound to take up her case and see what could be done for her.</p> + +<p>The obvious solution was for some of them to offer her a home until +such time as she would be able to go to work. But there did not seem +to be anyone who could offer to do this—unless it was Mrs. Falconer. +The church was small, and the Ladies' Aid smaller. There were only +twelve members in it; four of these were unmarried ladies who boarded, +and so were helpless in the matter; of the remaining eight seven had +large families, or sick husbands, or something else that prevented +them from offering Camilla Clark an asylum. Their excuses were all +valid; they were good, sincere women who would have taken her in if +they could, but they could not see their way clear to do so. However, +it was probable they would eventually manage it in some way if Mrs. +Falconer did not rise to the occasion.</p> + +<p>Nobody liked to ask Mrs. Falconer outright to take Camilla Clark in, +yet everyone thought she might offer. She was comfortably off, and +though her house was small, there was nobody to live in it except +herself and her husband. But Mrs. Falconer sat silent through all the +discussion of the Ladies' Aid, and never opened her lips on the +subject of Camilla Clark despite the numerous hints which she +received.</p> + +<p>Miss Bailey made one more effort as aforesaid. When her despairing +reference to Providence brought forth no results, she wished she dared +ask Mrs. Falconer openly to take Camilla Clark, but somehow she did +not dare. There were not many things that could daunt Miss Bailey, but +Mrs. Falconer's reserve and gentle aloofness always could.</p> + +<p>When Miss Bailey had gone on down the village street, Mrs. Falconer +paused for a few moments at her gate, apparently lost in deep thought. +She was perfectly well aware of all the hints that had been thrown out +for her benefit that afternoon. She knew that the Aids, one and all, +thought that she ought to take Camilla Clark. But she had no room to +give her—for it was out of the question to think of putting her in +Missy's room.</p> + +<p>"I couldn't do such a thing," she said to herself piteously. "They +don't understand—they can't understand—but I <i>couldn't</i> give her +Missy's room. I'm sorry for poor Camilla, and I wish I could help her. +But I can't give her Missy's room, and I have no other."</p> + +<p>The little Falconer cottage, set back from the road in the green +seclusion of an apple orchard and thick, leafy maples, was a very tiny +one. There were just two rooms downstairs and two upstairs. When Mrs. +Falconer entered the kitchen an old-looking man with long white hair +and mild blue eyes looked up with a smile from the bright-coloured +blocks before him.</p> + +<p>"Have you been lonely, Father?" said Mrs. Falconer tenderly.</p> + +<p>He shook his head, still smiling.</p> + +<p>"No, not lonely. These"—pointing to the blocks—"are so pretty. See +my house, Mother."</p> + +<p>This man was Mrs. Falconer's husband. Once he had been one of the +smartest, most intelligent men in Lindsay, and one of the most trusted +employees of the railroad company. Then there had been a train +collision. Malcolm Falconer was taken out of the wreck fearfully +injured. He eventually recovered physical health, but he was from that +time forth merely a child in intellect—a harmless, kindly creature, +docile and easily amused.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Falconer tried to dismiss the thought of Camilla Clark from her +mind, but it would not be dismissed. Her conscience reproached her +continually. She tried to compromise with it by saying that she would +go down and see Camilla that evening and take her some nice fresh +Irish moss jelly. It was so good for delicate people.</p> + +<p>She found Camilla alone in the Barry sitting-room, and noticed with a +feeling that was almost like self-reproach how thin and frail and +white the poor young creature looked. Why, she seemed little more +than a child! Her great dark eyes were far too big for her wasted +face, and her hands were almost transparent.</p> + +<p>"I'm not much better yet," said Camilla tremulously, in response to +Mrs. Falconer's inquiries. "Oh, I'm so slow getting well! And I +know—I feel that I'm a burden to everybody."</p> + +<p>"But you mustn't think that, dear," said Mrs. Falconer, feeling more +uncomfortable than ever. "We are all glad to do all we can for you."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Falconer paused suddenly. She was a very truthful woman and she +instantly realized that that last sentence was not true. She was not +doing all she could for Camilla—she would not be glad, she feared, to +do all she could.</p> + +<p>"If I were only well enough to go to work," sighed Camilla. "Mr. Marks +says I can have a place in the shoe factory whenever I'm able to. But +it will be so long yet. Oh, I'm so tired and discouraged!"</p> + +<p>She put her hands over her face and sobbed. Mrs. Falconer caught her +breath. What if Missy were somewhere alone in the world—ill, +friendless, with never a soul to offer her a refuge or a shelter? It +was so very, very probable. Before she could check herself Mrs. +Falconer spoke. "My dear, don't cry! I want you to come and stay with +me until you get perfectly well. You won't be a speck of trouble, and +I'll be glad to have you for company."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Falconer's Rubicon was crossed. She could not draw back now if +she wanted to. But she was not at all sure that she did want to. By +the time she reached home she was sure she didn't want to. And yet—to +give Missy's room to Camilla! It seemed a great sacrifice to Mrs. +Falconer.</p> + +<p>She went up to it the next morning with firmly set lips to air and +dust it. It was just the same as when Missy had left it long ago. +Nothing had ever been moved or changed, but everything had always been +kept beautifully neat and clean. Snow-white muslin curtains hung +before the small square window. In one corner was a little white bed. +Missy's pictures hung on the walls; Missy's books and work-basket were +lying on the square stand; there was a bit of half-finished fancy +work, yellow from age, lying in the basket. On a small bureau before +the gilt-framed mirror were several little girlish knick-knacks and +boxes whose contents had never been disturbed since Missy went away. +One of Missy's gay pink ribbons—Missy had been so fond of pink +ribbons—hung over the top of the mirror. On a chair lay Missy's hat, +bright with ribbons and roses, just as Missy had laid it there on the +night before she left her home.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Falconer's lips quivered as she looked about the room, and tears +came to her eyes. Oh, how could she put these things away and bring a +stranger here—here, where no one save herself had entered for fifteen +years, here in this room, sacred to Missy's memory, waiting for her +return when she should be weary of wandering? It almost seemed to the +mother's vague fancy, distorted by long, silent brooding, that her +daughter's innocent girlhood had been kept here for her and would be +lost forever if the room were given to another.</p> + +<p>"I suppose it's dreadful foolishness," said Mrs. Falconer, wiping her +eyes. "I know it is, but I can't help it. It just goes to my heart to +think of putting these things away. But I must do it. Camilla is +coming here today, and this room must be got ready for her. Oh, Missy, +my poor lost child, it's for your sake I'm doing this—because you may +be suffering somewhere as Camilla is now, and I'd wish the same +kindness to be shown to you."</p> + +<p>She opened the window and put fresh linen on the bed. One by one +Missy's little belongings were removed and packed carefully away. On +the gay, foolish little hat with its faded wreath of roses the +mother's tears fell as she put it in a box. She remembered so plainly +the first time Missy had worn it. She could see the pretty, delicately +tinted face, the big shining brown eyes, and the riotous golden curls +under the drooping, lace-edged brim. Oh, where was Missy now? What +roof sheltered her? Did she ever think of her mother and the little +white cottage under the maples, and the low-ceilinged, dim room where +she had knelt to say her childhood's prayer?</p> + +<p>Camilla Clark came that afternoon.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it is lovely here," she said gratefully, looking out into the +rustling shade of the maples. "I'm sure I shall soon get well here. +Mrs. Barry was so kind to me—I shall never forget her kindness—but +the house is so close to the factory, and there was such a whirring +of wheels all the time, it seemed to get into my head and make me wild +with nervousness. I'm so weak that sounds like that worry me. But it +is so still and green and peaceful here. It just rests me."</p> + +<p>When bedtime came, Mrs. Falconer took Camilla up to Missy's room. It +was not as hard as she had expected it to be after all. The wrench was +over with the putting away of Missy's things, and it did not hurt the +mother to see the frail, girlish Camilla in her daughter's place.</p> + +<p>"What a dear little room!" said Camilla, glancing around. "It is so +white and sweet. Oh, I know I am going to sleep well here, and dream +sweet dreams."</p> + +<p>"It was my daughter's room," said Mrs. Falconer, sitting down on the +chintz-covered seat by the open window.</p> + +<p>Camilla looked surprised.</p> + +<p>"I did not know you had a daughter," she said.</p> + +<p>"Yes—I had just the one child," said Mrs. Falconer dreamily.</p> + +<p>For fifteen years she had never spoken of Missy to a living soul +except her husband. But now she felt a sudden impulse to tell Camilla +about her, and about the room.</p> + +<p>"Her name was Isabella, after her father's mother, but we never called +her anything but Missy. That was the little name she gave herself when +she began to talk. Oh, I've missed her so!"</p> + +<p>"When did she die?" asked Camilla softly, sympathy shining, starlike, +in her dark eyes.</p> + +<p>"She—she didn't die," said Mrs. Falconer. "She went away. She was a +pretty girl and gay and fond of fun—but such a good girl. Oh, Missy +was always a good girl! Her father and I were so proud of her—too +proud, I suppose. She had her little faults—she was too fond of dress +and gaiety, but then she was so young, and we indulged her. Then Bert +Williams came to Lindsay to work in the factory. He was a handsome +fellow, with taking ways about him, but he was drunken and profane, +and nobody knew anything about his past life. He fascinated Missy. He +kept coming to see her until her father forbade him the house. Then +our poor, foolish child used to meet him elsewhere. We found this out +afterwards. And at last she ran away with him, and they were married +over at Peterboro and went there to live, for Bert had got work there. +We—we were too hard on Missy. But her father was so dreadful hurt +about it. He'd been so fond and proud of her, and he felt that she had +disgraced him. He disowned her, and sent her word never to show her +face here again, for he'd never forgive her. And I was angry too. I +didn't send her any word at all. Oh, how I've wept over that! If I had +just sent her one little word of forgiveness, everything might have +been different. But Father forbade me to.</p> + +<p>"Then in a little while there was a dreadful trouble. A woman came to +Peterboro and claimed to be Bert Williams's wife—and she was—she +proved it. Bert cleared out and was never seen again in these parts. +As soon as we heard about it Father relented, and I went right down +to Peterboro to see Missy and bring her home. But she wasn't +there—she had gone, nobody knew where. I got a letter from her the +next week. She said her heart was broken, and she knew we would never +forgive her, and she couldn't face the disgrace, so she was going away +where nobody would ever find her. We did everything we could to trace +her, but we never could. We've never heard from her since, and it is +fifteen years ago. Sometimes I am afraid she is dead, but then again I +feel sure she isn't. Oh, Camilla, if I could only find my poor child +and bring her home!</p> + +<p>"This was her room. And when she went away I made up my mind I would +keep it for her just as she left it, and I have up to now. Nobody has +ever been inside the door but myself. I've always hoped that Missy +would come home, and I would lead her up here and say, 'Missy, here is +your room just as you left it, and here is your place in your mother's +heart just as you left it,' But she never came. I'm afraid she never +will."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Falconer dropped her face in her hands and sobbed softly. Camilla +came over to her and put her arms about her.</p> + +<p>"I think she will," she said. "I think—I am sure your love and +prayers will bring Missy home yet. And I understand how good you have +been in giving me her room—oh, I know what it must have cost you! I +will pray tonight that God will bring Missy back to you."</p> + +<p>When Mrs. Falconer returned to the kitchen to close the house for the +night, her husband being already sound asleep; she heard a low, timid +knock at the door. Wondering who it could be so late, she opened it. +The light fell on a shrinking, shabby figure on the step, and on a +pale, pinched face in which only a mother could have recognized the +features of her child. Mrs. Falconer gave a cry.</p> + +<p>"Missy! Missy! Missy!"</p> + +<p>She caught the poor wanderer to her heart and drew her in.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Missy, Missy, have you come back at last? Thank God! Oh, thank +God!"</p> + +<p>"I <i>had</i> to come back. I was starving for a glimpse of your face and +of the old home, Mother," sobbed Missy. "But I didn't mean you should +know—I never meant to show myself to you. I've been sick, and just as +soon as I got better I came here. I meant to creep home after dark and +look at the dear old house, and perhaps get a glimpse of you and +Father through the window if you were still here. I didn't know if you +were. And then I meant to go right away on the night train. I was +under the window and I heard you telling my story to someone. Oh, +Mother, when I knew that you had forgiven me, that you loved me still +and had always kept my room for me, I made up my mind that I'd show +myself to you."</p> + +<p>The mother had got her child into a rocking-chair and removed the +shabby hat and cloak. How ill and worn and faded Missy looked! Yet her +face was pure and fine, and there was in it something sweeter than had +ever been there in her beautiful girlhood.</p> + +<p>"I'm terribly changed, am I not, Mother?" said Missy, with a faint +smile. "I've had a hard life—but an honest one, Mother. When I went +away I was almost mad with the disgrace my wilfulness had brought on +you and Father and myself. I went as far as I could get away from you, +and I got work in a factory. I've worked there ever since, just making +enough to keep body and soul together. Oh, I've starved for a word +from you—the sight of your face! But I thought Father would spurn me +from his door if I should ever dare to come back."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Missy!" sobbed the mother. "Your poor father is just like a +child. He got a terrible hurt ten years ago, and never got over it. I +don't suppose he'll even know you—he's clean forgot everything. But +he forgave you before it happened. You poor child, you're done right +out. You're too weak to be travelling. But never mind, you're home +now, and I'll soon nurse you up. I'll put on the kettle and get you a +good cup of tea first thing. And you're not to do any more talking +till the morning. But, oh, Missy, I can't take you to your own room +after all. Camilla Clark has it, and she'll be asleep by now; we +mustn't disturb her, for she's been real sick. I'll fix up a bed for +you on the sofa, though. Missy, Missy, let us kneel down here and +thank God for His mercy!"</p> + +<p>Late that night, when Missy had fallen asleep in her improvised bed, +the wakeful mother crept in to gloat over her.</p> + +<p>"Just to think," she whispered, "if I hadn't taken Camilla Clark in, +Missy wouldn't have heard me telling about the room, and she'd have +gone away again and never have known. Oh, I don't deserve such a +blessing when I was so unwilling to take Camilla! But I know one +thing: this is going to be Camilla's home. There'll be no leaving it +even when she does get well. She shall be my daughter, and I'll love +her next to Missy."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Teds_Afternoon_Off" id="Teds_Afternoon_Off"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Ted's Afternoon Off<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Ted was up at five that morning, as usual. He always had to rise early +to kindle the fire and go for the cows, but on this particular morning +there was no "had to" about it. He had awakened at four o'clock and +had sprung eagerly to the little garret window facing the east, to see +what sort of a day was being born. Thrilling with excitement, he saw +that it was going to be a glorious day. The sky was all rosy and +golden and clear beyond the sharp-pointed, dark firs on Lee's Hill. +Out to the north the sea was shimmering and sparkling gaily, with +little foam crests here and there ruffled up by the cool morning +breeze. Oh, it would be a splendid day!</p> + +<p>And he, Ted Melvin, was to have a half holiday for the first time +since he had come to live in Brookdale four years ago—a whole +afternoon off to go to the Sunday School picnic at the beach beyond +the big hotel. It almost seemed too good to be true!</p> + +<p>The Jacksons, with whom he had lived ever since his mother had died, +did not think holidays were necessities for boys. Hard work and +cast-off clothes, and three grudgingly allowed months of school in the +winter, made up Ted's life year in and year out—his outer life at +least. He had an inner life of dreams, but nobody knew or suspected +anything about that. To everybody in Brookdale he was simply Ted +Melvin, a shy, odd-looking little fellow with big dreamy black eyes +and a head of thick tangled curls which could never be made to look +tidy and always annoyed Mrs. Jackson exceedingly.</p> + +<p>It was as yet too early to light the fire or go for the cows. Ted +crept softly to a corner in the garret and took from the wall an old +brown fiddle. It had been his father's. He loved to play on it, and +his few rare spare moments were always spent in the garret corner or +the hayloft, with his precious fiddle. It was his one link with the +old life he had lived in a little cottage far away, with a mother who +had loved him and a merry young father who had made wonderful music on +the old brown violin.</p> + +<p>Ted pushed open his garret window and, seating himself on the sill, +began to play, with his eyes fixed on the glowing eastern sky. He +played very softly, since Mrs. Jackson had a pronounced dislike to +being wakened by "fiddling at all unearthly hours."</p> + +<p>The music he made was beautiful and would have astonished anybody who +knew enough to know how wonderful it really was. But there was nobody +to hear this little neglected urchin of all work, and he fiddled away +happily, the music floating out of the garret window, over the +treetops and the dew-wet clover fields, until it mingled with the +winds and was lost in the silver skies of the morning.</p> + +<p>Ted worked doubly hard all that forenoon, since there was a double +share of work to do if, as Mrs. Jackson said, he was to be gadding to +picnics in the afternoon. But he did it all cheerily and whistled for +joy as he worked.</p> + +<p>After dinner Mrs. Ross came in. Mrs. Ross lived down on the shore road +and made a living for herself and her two children by washing and +doing days' work out. She was not a very cheerful person and generally +spoke as if on the point of bursting into tears. She looked more +doleful than ever today, and lost no time in explaining why.</p> + +<p>"I've just got word that my sister over at White Sands is sick with +pendikis"—this was the nearest Mrs. Ross could get to +appendicitis—"and has to go to the hospital. I've got to go right over +and see her, Mrs. Jackson, and I've run in to ask if Ted can go and +stay with Jimmy till I get back. There's no one else I can get, and +Amelia is away. I'll be back this evening. I don't like leaving Jimmy +alone."</p> + +<p>"Ted's been promised that he could go to the picnic this afternoon," +said Mrs. Jackson shortly. "Mr. Jackson said he could go, so he'll +have to please himself. If he's willing to stay with Jimmy instead, he +can. <i>I</i> don't care."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I've <i>got</i> to go to the picnic," cried Ted impulsively. "I'm +awful sorry for Jimmy—but I <i>must</i> go to the picnic."</p> + +<p>"I s'pose you feel so," said Mrs. Ross, sighing heavily. "I dunno's I +blame you. Picnics is more cheerful than staying with a poor little +lame boy, I don't doubt. Well, I s'pose I can put Jimmy's supper on +the table clost to him, and shut the cat in with him, and mebbe he'll +worry through. He was counting on having you to fiddle for him, +though. Jimmy's crazy about music, and he don't never hear much of it. +Speaking of fiddling, there's a great fiddler stopping at the hotel +now. His name is Blair Milford, and he makes his living fiddling at +concerts. I knew him well when he was a child—I was nurse in his +father's family. He was a taking little chap, and I was real fond of +him. Well, I must be getting. Jimmy'll feel bad at staying alone, but +I'll tell him he'll just have to put up with it."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ross sighed herself away, and Ted flew up to his garret corner +with a choking in his throat. He couldn't go to stay with Jimmy—he +couldn't give up the picnic! Why, he had never been at a picnic; and +they were going to drive to the hotel beach in wagons, and have +swings, and games, and ice cream, and a boat sail to Curtain Island! +He had been looking forward to it, waking and dreaming, for a +fortnight. He <i>must</i> go. But poor little Jimmy! It was too bad for him +to be left all alone.</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't like it myself," said Ted miserably, trying to swallow a +lump that persisted in coming up in his throat. "It must be dreadful +to have to lie on the sofa all the time and never be able to run, +climb trees or play, or do a single thing. And Jimmy doesn't like +reading much. He'll be dreadful lonesome. I'll be thinking of him all +the time at the picnic—I know I will. I suppose I <i>could</i> go and +stay with him, if I just made up my mind to it."</p> + +<p>Making up his mind to it was a slow and difficult process. But when +Ted was finally dressed in his shabby, "skimpy" Sunday best, he tucked +his precious fiddle under his arm and slipped downstairs. "Please, I +think I'll go and stay with Jimmy," he said to Mrs. Jackson timidly, +as he always spoke to her.</p> + +<p>"Well, if you're to waste the afternoon, I s'pose it's better to waste +it that way than in going to a picnic and eating yourself sick," was +Mrs. Jackson's ungracious response.</p> + +<p>Ted reached Mrs. Ross's little house just as that good lady was +locking the door on Jimmy and the cat. "Well, I'm real glad," she +said, when Ted told her he had come to stay. "I'd have worried most +awful if I'd had to leave Jimmy all alone. He's crying in there this +minute. Come now, Jimmy, dry up. Here's Ted come to stop with you +after all, and he's brought his fiddle, too."</p> + +<p>Jimmy's tears were soon dried, and he welcomed Ted joyfully. "I've +been thinking awful long to hear you fiddling," said Jimmy, with a +sigh of content. "Seems like the ache ain't never half so bad when I'm +listening to music—and when it's your music, I forget there's any +ache at all."</p> + +<p>Ted took his violin and began to play. After all, it was almost as +good as a picnic to have a whole afternoon for his music. The stuffy +little room, with its dingy plaster and shabby furniture, was filled +with wonderful harmonies. Once he began, Ted could play for hours at a +stretch and never be conscious of fatigue. Jimmy lay and listened in +rapturous content while Ted's violin sang and laughed and dreamed and +rippled.</p> + +<p>There was another listener besides Jimmy. Outside, on the red +sandstone doorstep, a man was sitting—a tall, well-dressed man with a +pale, beautiful face and long, supple white hands. Motionless, he sat +there and listened to the music until at last it stopped. Then he rose +and knocked at the door. Ted, violin in hand, opened it.</p> + +<p>An expression of amazement flashed into the stranger's face, but he +only said, "Is Mrs. Ross at home?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir," said Ted shyly. "She went over to White Sands and she won't +be back till night. But Jimmy is here—Jimmy is her little boy. Will +you come in?"</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry Mrs. Ross is away," said the stranger, entering. "She was +an old nurse of mine. I must confess I've been sitting on the step out +there for some time, listening to your music. Who taught you to play, +my boy?"</p> + +<p>"Nobody," said Ted simply. "I've always been able to play."</p> + +<p>"He makes it up himself out of his own head, sir," said Jimmy eagerly.</p> + +<p>"No, I don't make it—it makes itself—it just <i>comes</i>," said Ted, a +dreamy gaze coming into his big black eyes.</p> + +<p>The caller looked at him closely. "I know a little about music +myself," he said. "My name is Blair Milford and I am a professional +violinist. Your playing is wonderful. What is your name?"</p> + +<p>"Ted Melvin."</p> + +<p>"Well, Ted, I think that you have a great talent, and it ought to be +cultivated. You should have competent instruction. Come, you must tell +me all about yourself."</p> + +<p>Ted told what little he thought there was to tell. Blair Milford +listened and nodded, guessing much that Ted didn't tell and, indeed, +didn't know himself. Then he made Ted play for him again. "Amazing!" +he said softly, under his breath.</p> + +<p>Finally he took the violin and played himself. Ted and Jimmy listened +breathlessly. "Oh, if I could only play like that!" said Ted +wistfully.</p> + +<p>Blair Milford smiled. "You will play much better some day if you get +the proper training," he said. "You have a wonderful talent, my boy, +and you should have it cultivated. It will never in the world do to +waste such genius. Yes, that is the right word," he went on musingly, +as if talking to himself, "'genius.' Nature is always taking us by +surprise. This child has what I have never had and would make any +sacrifice for. And yet in him it may come to naught for lack of +opportunity. But it must not, Ted. You must have a musical training."</p> + +<p>"I can't take lessons, if that is what you mean, sir," said Ted +wonderingly. "Mr. Jackson wouldn't pay for them."</p> + +<p>"I think we needn't worry about the question of payment if you can +find time to practise," said Blair Milford. "I am to be at the beach +for two months yet. For once I'll take a music pupil. But will you +have time to practise?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir, I'll make time," said Ted, as soon as he could speak at all +for the wonder of it. "I'll get up at four in the morning and have an +hour's practising before the time for the cows. But I'm afraid it'll +be too much trouble for you, sir, I'm afraid—"</p> + +<p>Blair Milford laughed and put his slim white hand on Ted's curly head. +"It isn't much trouble to train an artist. It is a privilege. Ah, Ted, +you have what I once hoped I had, what I know now I never can have. +You don't understand me. You will some day."</p> + +<p>"Ain't he an awful nice man?" said Jimmy, when Blair Milford had gone. +"But what did he mean by all that talk?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know exactly," said Ted dreamily. "That is, I seem to <i>feel</i> +what he meant but I can't quite put it into words. But, oh, Jimmy, I'm +so happy. I'm to have lessons—I have always longed to have them."</p> + +<p>"I guess you're glad you didn't go to the picnic?" said Jimmy.</p> + +<p>"Yes, but I was glad before, Jimmy, honest I was."</p> + +<p>Blair Milford kept his promise. He interviewed Mr. and Mrs. Jackson +and, by means best known to himself, induced them to consent that Ted +should take music lessons every Saturday afternoon. He was a pupil to +delight a teacher's heart and, after every lesson, Blair Milford +looked at him with kindly eyes and murmured, "Amazing," under his +breath. Finally he went again to the Jacksons, and the next day he +said to Ted, "Ted, would you like to come away with me—live with +me—be my boy and have your gift for music thoroughly cultivated?"</p> + +<p>"What do you mean, sir?" said Ted tremblingly.</p> + +<p>"I mean that I want you—that I must have you, Ted. I've talked to Mr. +Jackson, and he has consented to let you come. You shall be educated, +you shall have the best masters in your art that the world affords, +you shall have the career I once dreamed of. Will you come, Ted?"</p> + +<p>Ted drew a long breath. "Yes, sir," he said. "But it isn't so much +because of the music—it's because I love you, Mr. Milford, and I'm so +glad I'm to be always with you."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Doctors_Sweetheart" id="The_Doctors_Sweetheart"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Doctor's Sweetheart<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Just because I am an old woman outwardly it doesn't follow that I am +one inwardly. Hearts don't grow old—or shouldn't. Mine hasn't, I am +thankful to say. It bounded like a girl's with delight when I saw +Doctor John and Marcella Barry drive past this afternoon. If the +doctor had been my own son I couldn't have felt more real pleasure in +his happiness. I'm only an old lady who can do little but sit by her +window and knit, but eyes were made for seeing, and I use mine for +that purpose. When I see the good and beautiful things—and a body +need never look for the other kind, you know—the things God planned +from the beginning and brought about in spite of the counter plans and +schemes of men, I feel such a deep joy that I'm glad, even at +seventy-five, to be alive in a world where such things come to pass. +And if ever God meant and made two people for each other, those people +were Doctor John and Marcella Barry; and that is what I always tell +folk who come here commenting on the difference in their ages. "Old +enough to be her father," sniffed Mrs. Riddell to me the other day. I +didn't say anything to Mrs. Riddell. I just looked at her. I presume +my face expressed what I felt pretty clearly. How any woman can live +for sixty years in the world, as Mrs. Riddell has, a wife and mother +at that, and not get some realization of the beauty and general +satisfactoriness of a real and abiding love, is something I cannot +understand and never shall be able to.</p> + +<p>Nobody in Bridgeport believed that Marcella would ever come back, +except Doctor John and me—not even her Aunt Sara. I've heard people +laugh at me when I said I knew she would; but nobody minds being +laughed at when she is sure of a thing and I was sure that Marcella +Barry would come back as that the sun rose and set. I hadn't lived +beside her for eight years to know so little about her as to doubt +her. Neither had Doctor John.</p> + +<p>Marcella was only eight years old when she came to live in Bridgeport. +Her father, Chester Barry, had just died. Her mother, who was a sister +of Miss Sara Bryant, my next door neighbor, had been dead for four +years. Marcella's father left her to the guardianship of his brother, +Richard Barry; but Miss Sara pleaded so hard to have the little girl +that the Barrys consented to let Marcella live with her aunt until she +was sixteen. Then, they said, she would have to go back to them, to be +properly educated and take the place of her father's daughter in <i>his</i> +world. For, of course, it is a fact that Miss Sara Bryant's world was +and is a very different one from Chester Barry's world. As to which +side the difference favors, that isn't for me to say. It all depends +on your standard of what is really worth while, you know.</p> + +<p>So Marcella came to live with us in Bridgeport. I say "us" advisedly. +She slept and ate in her aunt's house, but every house in the village +was a home to her; for, with all our little disagreements and diverse +opinions, we are really all one big family, and everybody feels an +interest in and a good working affection for everybody else. Besides, +Marcella was one of those children whom everybody loves at sight, and +keeps on loving. One long, steady gaze from those big grayish-blue +black-lashed eyes of hers went right into your heart and stayed there.</p> + +<p>She was a pretty child and as good as she was pretty. It was the right +sort of goodness, too, with just enough spice of original sin in it to +keep it from spoiling by reason of over-sweetness. She was a frank, +loyal, brave little thing, even at eight, and wouldn't have said or +done a mean or false thing to save her life.</p> + +<p>She and I were right good friends from the beginning. She loved me and +she loved her Aunt Sara; but from the very first her best and deepest +affection went out to Doctor John Haven, who lived in the big brick +house on the other side of Miss Sara's.</p> + +<p>Doctor John was a Bridgeport boy, and when he got through college he +came right home and settled down here, with his widowed mother. The +Bridgeport girls were fluttered, for eligible young men were scarce in +our village; there was considerable setting of caps, I must say that, +although I despise ill-natured gossip; but neither the caps nor the +wearers thereof seemed to make any impression on Doctor John. Mrs. +Riddell said that he was a born old bachelor; I suppose she based her +opinion on the fact that Doctor John was always a quiet, bookish +fellow, who didn't care a button for society, and had never been +guilty of a flirtation in his life. I knew Doctor John's heart far +better than Martha Riddell could know anybody's; and I knew there was +nothing of the old bachelor in his nature. He just had to wait for the +right woman, that was all, not being able to content himself with less +as some men can and do. If she never came Doctor John would never +marry; but he wouldn't be an old bachelor for all that.</p> + +<p>He was thirty when Marcella came to Bridgeport—a tall, +broad-shouldered man with a mane of thick brown curls and level, dark +hazel eyes. He walked with a little stoop, his hands clasped behind +him; and he had the sweetest, deepest voice. Spoken music, if ever a +voice was. He was kind and brave and gentle, but a little distant and +reserved with most people. Everybody in Bridgeport liked him, but only +a very few ever passed the inner gates of his confidence or were +admitted to any share in his real life. I am proud to say I was one; I +think it is something for an old woman to boast of.</p> + +<p>Doctor John was always fond of children, and they of him. It was +natural that he and little Marcella should take to each other. He had +the most to do with bringing her up, for Miss Sara consulted him in +everything. Marcella was not hard to manage for the most part; but she +had a will of her own, and when she did set it up in opposition to +the powers that were, nobody but the doctor could influence her at +all; she never resisted him or disobeyed his wishes.</p> + +<p>Marcella was one of those girls who develop early. I suppose her +constant association with us elderly folks had something to do with +it, too. But, at fifteen, she was a woman, loving, beautiful, and +spirited.</p> + +<p>And Doctor John loved her—loved the woman, not the child. I knew it +before he did—but not, as I think, before Marcella did, for those +young, straight-gazing eyes of hers were wonderfully quick to read +into other people's hearts. I watched them together and saw the love +growing between them, like a strong, fair, perfect flower, whose +fragrance was to endure for eternity. Miss Sara saw it, too, and was +half-pleased and half-worried; even Miss Sara thought the Doctor too +old for Marcella; and besides, there were the Barrys to be reckoned +with. Those Barrys were the nightmare dread of poor Miss Sara's life.</p> + +<p>The time came when Doctor John's eyes were opened. He looked into his +own heart and read there what life had written for him. As he told me +long afterwards, it came to him with a shock that left him +white-lipped. But he was a brave, sensible fellow and he looked the +matter squarely in the face. First of all, he put away to one side all +that the world might say; the thing concerned solely him and Marcella, +and the world had nothing to do with it. That disposed of, he asked +himself soberly if he had a right to try to win Marcella's love. He +decided that he had not; it would be taking an unfair advantage of her +youth and inexperience. He knew that she must soon go to her father's +people—she must not go bound by any ties of his making. Doctor John, +for Marcella's sake, gave the decision against his own heart.</p> + +<p>So much did Doctor John tell me, his old friend and confidant. I said +nothing and gave no advice, not having lived seventy-five years for +nothing. I knew that Doctor John's decision was manly and right and +fair; but I also knew it was all nullified by the fact that Marcella +already loved him.</p> + +<p>So much I knew; the rest I was left to suppose. The Doctor and +Marcella told me much, but there were some things too sacred to be +told, even to me. So that to this day I don't know how the doctor +found out that Marcella loved him. All I know is that one day, just a +month before her sixteenth birthday, the two came hand in hand to Miss +Sara and me, as we sat on Miss Sara's veranda in the twilight, and +told us simply that they had plighted their troth to each other.</p> + +<p>I looked at them standing there with that wonderful sunrise of life +and love on their faces—the doctor, tall and serious, with a sprinkle +of silver in his brown hair and the smile of a happy man on his +lips—Marcella, such a slip of a girl, with her black hair in a long +braid and her lovely face all dewed over with tears and sunned over +with smiles—I, an old woman, looked at them and thanked the good God +for them and their delight.</p> + +<p>Miss Sara laughed and cried and kissed—and forboded what the Barrys +would do. Her forebodings proved only too true. When the doctor wrote +to Richard Barry, Marcella's guardian, asking his consent to their +engagement, Richard Barry promptly made trouble—the very worst kind +of trouble. He descended on Bridgeport and completely overwhelmed poor +Miss Sara in his wrath. He laughed at the idea of countenancing an +engagement between a child like Marcella and an obscure country +doctor. And he carried Marcella off with him!</p> + +<p>She had to go, of course. He was her legal guardian and he would +listen to no pleadings. He didn't know anything about Marcella's +character, and he thought that a new life out in the great world would +soon blot out her fancy.</p> + +<p>After the first outburst of tears and prayers Marcella took it very +calmly, as far as outward eye could see. She was as cool and dignified +and stately as a young queen. On the night before she went away she +came over to say good-bye to me. She did not even shed any tears, but +the look in her eyes told of bitter hurt. "It is goodbye for five +years, Miss Tranquil," she said steadily. "When I am twenty-one I will +come back. That is the only promise I can make. They will not let me +write to John or Aunt Sara and I will do nothing underhanded. But I +will not forget and I will come back."</p> + +<p>Richard Barry would not even let her see Doctor John alone again. She +had to bid him good-bye beneath the cold, contemptuous eyes of the man +of the world. So there was just a hand-clasp and one long deep look +between them that was tenderer than any kiss and more eloquent than +any words.</p> + +<p>"I will come back when I am twenty-one," said Marcella. And I saw +Richard Barry smile.</p> + +<p>So Marcella went away and in all Bridgeport there were only two people +who believed she would ever return. There is no keeping a secret in +Bridgeport, and everybody knew all about the love affair between +Marcella and the doctor and about the promise she had made. Everybody +sympathized with the doctor because everybody believed he had lost his +sweetheart.</p> + +<p>"For of course she'll never come back," said Mrs. Riddell to me. +"She's only a child and she'll soon forget him. She's to be sent to +school and taken abroad and between times she'll live with the Richard +Barrys; and they move, as everyone knows, in the very highest and +gayest circles. I'm sorry for the doctor, though. A man of his age +doesn't get over a thing like that in a hurry and he was perfectly +silly over Marcella. But it really serves him right for falling in +love with a child."</p> + +<p>There are times when Martha Riddell gets on my nerves. She's a +good-hearted woman, and she means well; but she rasps—rasps terribly.</p> + +<p>Even Miss Sara exasperated me. But then she had her excuse. The child +she loved as her own had been torn from her and it almost broke her +heart. But even so, I thought she ought to have had a little more +faith in Marcella.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, she'll never come back," sobbed Miss Sara. "Yes, I know she +promised. But they'll wean her away from me. She'll have such a gay, +splendid life she'll not want to come back. Five years is a lifetime +at her age. No, don't try to comfort me, Miss Tranquil, because I +<i>won't</i> be comforted!"</p> + +<p>When a person has made up her mind to be miserable you just have to +<i>let</i> her be miserable.</p> + +<p>I almost dreaded to see Doctor John for fear he would be in despair, +too, without any confidence in Marcella. But when he came I saw I +needn't have worried. The light had all gone out of his eyes, but +there was a calm, steady patience in them.</p> + +<p>"She will come back to me, Miss Tranquil," he said. "I know what +people are saying, but that does not trouble me. They do not know +Marcella as I do. She promised and she will keep her word—keep it +joyously and gladly, too. If I did not know that I would not wish its +fulfilment. When she is free she will turn her back on that brilliant +world and all it offers her and come back to me. My part is to wait +and believe."</p> + +<p>So Doctor John waited and believed. After a little while the +excitement died away and people forgot Marcella. We never heard from +or about her, except a paragraph now and then in the society columns +of the city paper the doctor took. We knew she was sent to school for +three years; then the Barrys took her abroad. She was presented at +court. When the doctor read this—he was with me at the time—he put +his hand over his eyes and sat very silent for a long time. I wondered +if at last some momentary doubt had crept into his mind—if he did not +fear that Marcella must have forgotten him. The paper told of her +triumph and her beauty and hinted at a titled match. Was it probable +or even possible that she would be faithful to him after all this?</p> + +<p>The doctor must have guessed my thoughts, for at last he looked up +with a smile.</p> + +<p>"She will come back," was all he said. But I saw that the doubt, if +doubt it were, had gone. I watched him as he went away, that tall, +gentle, kindly-eyed man, and I prayed that his trust might not be +misplaced; for if it should be it would break his heart.</p> + +<p>Five years seems a long time in looking forward. But they pass +quickly. One day I remembered that it was Marcella's twenty-first +birthday. Only one other person thought of it. Even Miss Sara did not. +Miss Sara remembered Marcella only as a child that had been loved and +lost. Nobody else in Bridgeport thought about her at all. The doctor +came in that evening. He had a rose in his buttonhole and he walked +with a step as light as a boy's.</p> + +<p>"She is free to-day," he said. "We shall soon have her again, Miss +Tranquil."</p> + +<p>"Do you think she will be the same?" I said.</p> + +<p>I don't know what made me say it. I hate to be one of those people who +throw cold water on other peoples' hopes. But it slipped out before I +thought. I suppose the doubt had been vaguely troubling me always, +under all my faith in Marcella, and now made itself felt in spite of +me.</p> + +<p>But the doctor only laughed.</p> + +<p>"How could she be changed?" he said. "Some women might be—most women +would be—but not Marcella. Dear Miss Tranquil, don't spoil your +beautiful record of confidence by doubting her now. We shall have her +again soon—how soon I don't know, for I don't even know where she is, +whether in the old world or the new—but just as soon as she can come +to us."</p> + +<p>We said nothing more—neither of us. But every day the light in the +doctor's eyes grew brighter and deeper and tenderer. He never spoke of +Marcella, but I knew she was in his thoughts every moment. He was much +calmer than I was. I trembled when the postman knocked, jumped when +the gate latch clicked, and fairly had a cold chill if I saw a +telegraph boy running down the street.</p> + +<p>One evening, a fortnight later, I went over to see Miss Sara. She was +out somewhere, so I sat down in her little sitting room to wait for +her. Presently the doctor came in and we sat in the soft twilight, +talking a little now and then, but silent when we wanted to be, as +becomes real friendship. It was such a beautiful evening. Outside in +Miss Sara's garden the roses were white and red, and sweet with dew; +the honeysuckle at the window sent in delicious breaths now and again; +a few sleepy birds were twittering; between the trees the sky was all +pink and silvery blue and there was an evening star over the elm in my +front yard. We heard somebody come through the door and down the hall. +I turned, expecting to see Miss Sara—and I saw Marcella! She was +standing in the doorway, tall and beautiful, with a ray of sunset +light falling athwart her black hair under her travelling hat. She was +looking past me at Doctor John and in her splendid eyes was the look +of the exile who had come home to her own.</p> + +<p>"Marcella!" said the doctor.</p> + +<p>I went out by the dining-room door and shut it behind me, leaving them +alone together.</p> + +<p>The wedding is to be next month. Miss Sara is beside herself with +delight. The excitement has been really terrible, and the way people +have talked and wondered and exclaimed has almost worn my patience +clean out. I've snubbed more persons in the last ten days than I ever +did in all my life before.</p> + +<p>Nothing of this worries Doctor John or Marcella. They are too happy to +care for gossip or outside curiosity. The Barrys are not coming to the +wedding, I understand. They refuse to forgive Marcella or countenance +her folly, as they call it, in any way. Folly! When I see those two +together and realize what they mean to each other I have some humble, +reverent idea of what true wisdom is.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_End_of_the_Young_Family_Feud" id="The_End_of_the_Young_Family_Feud"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The End of the Young Family Feud<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>A week before Christmas, Aunt Jean wrote to Elizabeth, inviting her +and Alberta and me to eat our Christmas dinner at Monkshead. We +accepted with delight. Aunt Jean and Uncle Norman were delightful +people, and we knew we should have a jolly time at their house. +Besides, we wanted to see Monkshead, where Father had lived in his +boyhood, and the old Young homestead where he had been born and +brought up and where Uncle William still lived. Father never said much +about it, but we knew he loved it very dearly, and we had always +greatly desired to get at least a glimpse of what Alberta liked to +call "our ancestral halls."</p> + +<p>Since Monkshead was only sixty miles away, and Uncle William lived +there as aforesaid, it may be pertinently asked what there was to +prevent us from visiting it and the homestead as often as we wished. +We answer promptly: the family feud.</p> + +<p>Father and Uncle William were on bad terms, or rather on no terms at +all, and had been ever since we could remember. After Grandfather +Young's death there had been a wretched quarrel over the property. +Father always said that he had been as much to blame as Uncle William, +but Great-aunt Emily told us that Uncle William had been by far the +most to blame, and that he had behaved scandalously to Father. +Moreover, she said that Father had gone to him when cooling-down time +came, apologized for what he had said, and asked Uncle William to be +friends again; and that William, simply turned his back on Father and +walked into the house without saying a word, but, as Great-aunt Emily +said, with the Young temper sticking out of every kink and curve of +his figure. Great-aunt Emily is our aunt on Mother's side, and she +does not like any of the Youngs except Father and Uncle Norman.</p> + +<p>This was why we had never visited Monkshead. We had never seen Uncle +William, and we always thought of him as a sort of ogre when we +thought of him at all. When we were children, our old nurse, Margaret +Hannah, used to frighten us into good behaviour by saying ominously, +"If you 'uns aint good your Uncle William'll cotch you."</p> + +<p>What he would do to us when he "cotched" us she never specified, +probably reasoning that the unknown was always more terrible than the +known. My private opinion in those days was that he would boil us in +oil and pick our bones.</p> + +<p>Uncle Norman and Aunt Jean had been living out west for years. Three +months before this Christmas they had come east, bought a house in +Monkshead, and settled there. They had been down to see us, and Father +and Mother and the boys had been up to see them, but we three girls +had not; so we were pleasantly excited at the thought of spending +Christmas there.</p> + +<p>Christmas morning was fine, white as a pearl and clear as a diamond. +We had to go by the seven o'clock train, since there was no other +before eleven, and we reached Monkshead at eight-thirty.</p> + +<p>When we stepped from the train the stationmaster asked us if we were +the three Miss Youngs. Alberta pleaded guilty, and he said, "Well, +here's a letter for you then."</p> + +<p>We took the letter and went into the waiting room with sundry +misgivings. What had happened? Were Uncle Norman and Aunt Jean +quarantined for scarlet fever, or had burglars raided the pantry and +carried off the Christmas supplies? Elizabeth opened and read the +letter aloud. It was from Aunt Jean to the following effect:</p> + +<div class="block"><p><span class="sc">Dear Girls</span>: I am so sorry to disappoint you, but I +cannot help it. Word has come from Streatham that my sister +has met with a serious accident and is in a very critical +condition. Your uncle and I must go to Streatham immediately +and are leaving on the eight o'clock express. I know you have +started before this, so there is no use in telegraphing. We +want you to go right to the house and make yourself at home. +You will find the key under the kitchen doorstep, and the +dinner in the pantry all ready to cook. There are two mince +pies on the third shelf, and the plum pudding only needs to be +warmed up. You will find a little Christmas remembrance for +each of you on the dining-room table. I hope you will make as +merry as you possibly can and we will have you down again as +soon as we come back.</p> + +<p class="right">Your hurried and affectionate,<br /> +<span class="sc">Aunt Jean</span></p> +</div> + +<p>We looked at each other somewhat dolefully. But, as Alberta pointed +out, we might as well make the best of it, since there was no way of +getting home before the five o'clock train. So we trailed out to the +stationmaster, and asked him limply if he could direct us to Mr. +Norman Young's house.</p> + +<p>He was a rather grumpy individual, very busy with pencil and notebook +over some freight; but he favoured us with his attention long enough +to point with his pencil and say jerkily, "Young's? See that red house +on the hill? That's it."</p> + +<p>The red house was about a quarter of a mile from the station, and we +saw it plainly. Accordingly, to the red house we betook ourselves. On +nearer view it proved to be a trim, handsome place, with nice grounds +and very fine old trees.</p> + +<p>We found the key under the kitchen doorstep and went in. The fire was +black out, and somehow things wore a more cheerless look than I had +expected to find. I may as well admit that we marched into the dining +room first of all, to find our presents.</p> + +<p>There were three parcels, two very small and one pretty big, lying on +the table, but when we came to look for names there were none.</p> + +<p>"Evidently Aunt Jean, in her hurry and excitement, forgot to label +them," said Elizabeth. "Let us open them. We may be able to guess from +the contents which belongs to whom."</p> + +<p>I must say we were surprised when we opened those parcels. "We had +known that Aunt Jean's gifts would be nice, but we had not expected +anything like this. There was a magnificent stone marten collar, a +dear little gold watch and pearl chatelaine, and a gold chain bracelet +set with turquoises.</p> + +<p>"The collar must be for you, Elizabeth, because Mary and I have one +already, and Aunt Jean knows it," said Alberta; "the watch must be for +you, Mary, because I have one; and by the process of exhaustion the +bracelet must be for me. Well, they are all perfectly sweet."</p> + +<p>Elizabeth put on her collar and paraded in front of the sideboard +mirror. It was so dusty she had to take her handkerchief and wipe it +before she could see herself properly. Everything in the room was +equally dusty. As for the lace curtains, they looked as if they hadn't +been washed for years, and one of them had a long ragged hole in it. I +couldn't help feeling secretly surprised, for Aunt Jean had the +reputation of being a perfect housekeeper. However, I didn't say +anything, and neither did the other girls. Mother had always impressed +upon us that it was the height of bad manners to criticize anything we +might not like in a house where we were guests.</p> + +<p>"Well, let's see about dinner," said Alberta, practically, snapping +her bracelet on her wrist and admiring the effect.</p> + +<p>We went to the kitchen, where Elizabeth proceeded to light the fire, +that being one of her specialties, while Alberta and I explored the +pantry. We found the dinner supplies laid out as Aunt Jean had +explained. There was a nice fat turkey all stuffed, and vegetables +galore. The mince pies were in their place, but they were almost the +only things about which that could be truthfully said, for the +disorder of that pantry was enough to give a tidy person nightmares +for a month. "I never in all my life saw—" began Alberta, and then +stopped short, evidently remembering Mother's teaching.</p> + +<p>"Where is the plum pudding?" said I, to turn the conversation into +safer channels.</p> + +<p>It was nowhere to be seen, so we concluded it must be in the cellar. +But we found the cellar door padlocked good and fast.</p> + +<p>"Never mind," said Elizabeth. "You know none of us really likes plum +pudding. We only eat it because it is the proper traditional dessert. +The mince pies will suit us better."</p> + +<p>We hurried the turkey into the oven, and soon everything was going +merrily. We had lots of fun getting up that dinner, and we made +ourselves perfectly at home, as Aunt Jean had commanded. We kindled a +fire in the dining room and dusted everything in sight. We couldn't +find anything remotely resembling a duster, so we used our +handkerchiefs. When we got through, the room looked like something, for +the furnishings were really very handsome, but our handkerchiefs—well!</p> + +<p>Then we set the table with all the nice dishes we could find. There +was only one long tablecloth in the sideboard drawer, and there were +three holes in it, but we covered them with dishes and put a little +potted palm in the middle for a centrepiece. At one o'clock dinner was +ready for us and we for it. Very nice that table looked, too, as we +sat down to it.</p> + +<p>Just as Alberta was about to spear the turkey with a fork and begin +carving, that being one of <i>her</i> specialties, the kitchen door opened +and somebody walked in. Before we could move, a big, handsome, +bewhiskered man in a fur coat appeared in the dining-room doorway.</p> + +<p>I wasn't frightened. He seemed quite respectable, I thought, and I +supposed he was some intimate friend of Uncle Norman's. I rose +politely and said, "Good day."</p> + +<p>You never saw such an expression of amazement as was on that poor +man's face. He looked from me to Alberta and from Alberta to Elizabeth +and from Elizabeth to me again as if he doubted the evidence of his +eyes.</p> + +<p>"Mr. and Mrs. Norman Young are not at home," I explained, pitying him. +"They went to Streatham this morning because Mrs. Young's sister is +very ill."</p> + +<p>"What does all this mean?" said the big man gruffly. "This isn't +Norman Young's house ... it is mine. I'm William Young. Who are you? +And what are you doing here?"</p> + +<p>I fell back into my chair, speechless. My very first impulse was to +put up my hand and cover the gold watch. Alberta had dropped the +carving knife and was trying desperately to get the gold bracelet off +under the table. In a flash we had realized our mistake and its +awfulness. As for me, I felt positively frightened; Margaret Hannah's +warnings of old had left an ineffaceable impression.</p> + +<p>Elizabeth rose to the occasion. Rising to the occasion is another of +Elizabeth's specialties. Besides, she was not hampered by the tingling +consciousness that she was wearing a gift that had not been intended +for her.</p> + +<p>"We have made a mistake, I fear," she said, with a dignity which I +appreciated even in my panic, "and we are very sorry for it. We were +invited to spend Christmas with Mr. and Mrs. Norman Young. When we got +off the train we were given a letter from them stating that they were +summoned away but telling us to go to their house and make ourselves +at home. The stationmaster told us that this was the house, so we came +here. We have never been in Monkshead, so we did not know the +difference. Please pardon us."</p> + +<p>I had got off the watch by this time and laid it on the table, +unobserved, as I thought. Alberta, not having the key of the +bracelet, had not been able to get it off, and she sat there crimson +with shame. As for Uncle William, there was positively a twinkle in +his eye. He did not look in the least ogreish.</p> + +<p>"Well, it has been quite a fortunate mistake for me," he said. "I came +home expecting to find a cold house and a raw dinner, and I find this +instead. I'm very much obliged to you."</p> + +<p>Alberta rose, went to the mantel piece, took the key of the bracelet +therefrom, and unlocked it. Then she faced Uncle William. "Mrs. Young +told us in her letter that we would find our Christmas gifts on the +table, so we took it for granted that these things belonged to us," +she said desperately. "And now, if you will kindly tell us where Mr. +Norman Young does live, we won't intrude on you any longer. Come, +girls."</p> + +<p>Elizabeth and I rose with a sigh. There was nothing else to be done, +of course, but we were fearfully hungry, and we did not feel +enthusiastic over the prospect of going to another empty house and +cooking another dinner.</p> + +<p>"Wait a bit," said Uncle William. "I think since you have gone to all +the trouble of cooking the dinner it's only fair you should stay and +help to eat it. Accidents seem to be rather fashionable just now. My +housekeeper's son broke his leg down at Weston, and I had to take her +there early this morning. Come, introduce yourselves. To whom am I +indebted for this pleasant surprise?"</p> + +<p>"We are Elizabeth, Alberta, and Mary Young of Green Village," I said; +and then I looked to see the ogre creep out if it were ever going to.</p> + +<p>But Uncle William merely looked amazed for the first moment, foolish +for the second, and the third he was himself again.</p> + +<p>"Robert's daughters?" he said, as if it were the most natural thing in +the world that Robert's daughters should be there in his house. "So +you are my nieces? Well, I'm very glad to make your acquaintance. Sit +down and we'll have dinner as soon as I can get my coat off. I want to +see if you are as good cooks as your mother used to be long ago."</p> + +<p>We sat down, and so did Uncle William. Alberta had her chance to show +what she could do at carving, for Uncle William said it was something +he never did; he kept a housekeeper just for that. At first we felt a +bit stiff and awkward; but that soon wore off, for Uncle William was +genial, witty, and entertaining. Soon, to our surprise, we found that +we were enjoying ourselves. Uncle William seemed to be, too. When we +had finished he leaned back and looked at us.</p> + +<p>"I suppose you've been brought up to abhor me and all my works?" he +said abruptly.</p> + +<p>"Not by Father and Mother," I said frankly. "They never said anything +against you. Margaret Hannah did, though. She brought us up in the way +we should go through fear of you."</p> + +<p>Uncle William laughed.</p> + +<p>"Margaret Hannah was a faithful old enemy of mine," he said. "Well, I +acted like a fool—and worse. I've been sorry for it ever since. I was +in the wrong. I couldn't have said this to your father, but I don't +mind saying it to you, and you can tell him if you like."</p> + +<p>"He'll be delighted to hear that you are no longer angry with him," +said Alberta. "He has always longed to be friends with you again, +Uncle William. But he thought you were still bitter against him."</p> + +<p>"No—no—nothing but stubborn pride," said Uncle William. "Now, girls, +since you are my guests I must try to give you a good time. We'll take +the double sleigh and have a jolly drive this afternoon. And about +those trinkets there—they are yours. I did get them for some young +friends of mine here, but I'll give them something else. I want you to +have these. That watch looked very nice on your blouse, Mary, and the +bracelet became Alberta's pretty wrist very well. Come and give your +cranky old uncle a hug for them."</p> + +<p>Uncle William got his hugs heartily; then we washed up the dishes and +went for our drive. We got back just in time to catch the evening +train home. Uncle William saw us off at the station, under promise to +come back and stay a week with him when his housekeeper came home.</p> + +<p>"One of you will have to come and stay with me altogether, pretty +soon," he said. "Tell your father he must be prepared to hand over one +of his girls to me as a token of his forgiveness. I'll be down to talk +it over with him shortly."</p> + +<p>When we got home and told our story, Father said, "Thank God!" very +softly. There were tears in his eyes. He did not wait for Uncle +William to come down, but went to Monkshead himself the next day.</p> + +<p>In the spring Alberta is to go and live with Uncle William. She is +making a supply of dusters now. And next Christmas we are going to +have a grand family reunion at the old homestead. Mistakes are not +always bad.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Genesis_of_the_Doughnut_Club" id="The_Genesis_of_the_Doughnut_Club"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Genesis of the Doughnut Club<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>When John Henry died there seemed to be nothing for me to do but pack +up and go back east. I didn't want to do it, but forty-five years of +sojourning in this world have taught me that a body has to do a good +many things she doesn't want to do, and that most of them turn out to +be for the best in the long run. But I knew perfectly well that it +wasn't best for me or anybody else that I should go back to live with +William and Susanna, and I couldn't think what Providence was about +when things seemed to point that way.</p> + +<p>I wanted to stay in Carleton. I loved the big, straggling, bustling +little town that always reminded me of a lanky, overgrown schoolboy, +all arms and legs, but full to the brim with enthusiasm and splendid +ideas. I knew Carleton was bound to grow into a magnificent city, and +I wanted to be there and see it grow and watch it develop; and I loved +the whole big, breezy golden west, with the rush and tingle of its +young life. And, more than all, I loved my boys, and what I was going +to do without them or they without me was more than I knew, though I +tried to think Providence might know.</p> + +<p>But there was no place in Carleton for me; the only thing to do was to +go back east, and I knew that all the time, even when I was +desperately praying that I might find a way to remain. There's not +much comfort, or help either, praying one way and believing another.</p> + +<p>I'd lived down east in Northfield all my life—until five years +ago—lived with my brother William and his wife. Northfield was a +little pinched-up village where everybody knew more about you than you +did about yourself, and you couldn't turn around without being +commented upon. William and Susanna were kind to me, but I was just +the old maid sister, of no importance to anybody, and I never felt as +if I were really living. I was simply vegetating on, and wouldn't be +missed by a single soul if I died. It is a horrible feeling, but I +didn't expect it would ever be any different, and I had made up my +mind that when I died I would have the word "Wasted" carved on my +tombstone. It wouldn't be conventional at all, but I'd been +conventional all my life, and I was determined I'd have something done +out of the common even if I had to wait until I was dead to have it.</p> + +<p>Then all at once the letter came from John Henry, my brother out west. +He wrote that his wife had died and he wanted me to go out and keep +house for him. I sat right down and wrote him I'd go and in a week's +time I started.</p> + +<p>It made quite a commotion; I had that much satisfaction out of it to +begin with. Susanna wasn't any too well pleased. I was only the old +maid sister, but I was a good cook, and help was scarce in Northfield. +All the neighbours shook their heads, and warned me I wouldn't like +it. I was too old to change my ways, and I'd be dreadfully homesick, +and I'd find the west too rough and boisterous. I just smiled and said +nothing.</p> + +<p>Well, I came out here to Carleton, and from the time I got here I was +perfectly happy. John Henry had a little rented house, and he was as +poor as a church mouse, being the ne'er-do-well of our family, and the +best loved, as ne'er-do-wells are so apt to be. He'd nearly died of +lonesomeness since his wife's death, and he was so glad to see me. +That was delightful in itself, and I was just in my element getting +that little house fixed up cosy and homelike, and cooking the most +elegant meals. There wasn't much work to do, just for me and him, and +I got a squaw in to wash and scrub. I never thought about Northfield +except to thank goodness I'd escaped from it, and John Henry and I +were as happy as a king and queen.</p> + +<p>Then after awhile my activities began to sprout and branch out, and +the direction they took was <i>boys</i>. Carleton was full of boys, like +all the western towns, overflowing with them as you might say, young +fellows just let loose from home and mother, some of them dying of +homesickness and some of them beginning to run wild and get into +risky ways, some of them smart and some of them lazy, some ugly and +some handsome; but all of them boys, lovable, rollicking boys, with +the makings of good men in them if there was anybody to take hold of +them and cut the pattern right, but liable to be spoiled just because +there wasn't anybody.</p> + +<p>Well, I did what I could. It began with John Henry bringing home some +of them that worked in his office to spend the evening now and again, +and they told other fellows and asked leave to bring them in too. And +before long it got to be that there never was an evening there wasn't +some of them there, "Aunt-Pattying" me. I told them from the start I +would <i>not</i> be called Miss. When a woman has been Miss for forty-five +years she gets tired of it.</p> + +<p>So Aunt Patty it was, and Aunt Patty it remained, and I loved all +those dear boys as if they'd been my own. They told me all their +troubles, and I mothered them and cheered them up and scolded them, +and finally topped off with a jolly good supper; for, talk as you +like, you can't preach much good into a boy if he's got an aching void +in his stomach. Fill <i>that</i> up with tasty victuals, and then you can +do something with his spiritual nature. If a boy is well stuffed with +good things and then won't listen to advice, you might as well stop +wasting your breath on him, because there is something radically wrong +with him. Probably his grandfather had dyspepsia. And a dyspeptic +ancestor is worse for a boy than predestination, in my opinion.</p> + +<p>Anyway, most of my boys took to going to church and Bible class of +their own accord, after I'd been their aunt for awhile. The young +minister thought it was all his doings, and I let him think so to keep +him cheered up. He was a nice boy himself, and often dropped in of an +evening too; but I never would let him talk theology until after +supper. His views always seemed so much mellower then, and didn't +puzzle the other boys more than was wholesome for them.</p> + +<p>This went on for five glorious years, the only years of my life I'd +ever <i>lived</i>, and then came, as I thought, the end of everything. John +Henry took typhoid and died. At first that was all I could think of; +and when I got so that I could think of other things, there was, as I +have said, nothing for me to do but go back east.</p> + +<p>The boys, who had been as good as gold to me all through my trouble, +felt dreadfully bad over this, and coaxed me hard to stay. They said +if I'd start a boarding house I'd have all the boarders I could +accommodate; but I knew it was no use to think of that, because I +wasn't strong enough, and help was so hard to get. No, there was +nothing for it but Northfield and stagnation again, with not a stray +boy anywhere to mother. I looked the dismal prospect square in the +face and made up my mind to it.</p> + +<p>But I was determined to give my boys one good celebration before I +went, anyway. It was near Thanksgiving, and I resolved they should +have a dinner that would keep my memory green for awhile, a real +old-fashioned Thanksgiving dinner such as they used to have at home. I +knew it would cost more than I could really afford, but I shut my eyes +to that aspect of the question. I was going back to strict eastern +economy for the rest of my days, and I meant to indulge in one wild, +blissful riot of extravagance before I was cooped up again.</p> + +<p>I counted up the boys I must have, and there were fifteen, including +the minister. I invited them a fortnight ahead to make sure of getting +them, though I needn't have worried, for they all said they would have +broken an engagement to dine with the king for one of my dinners. The +minister said he had been feeling so homesick he was afraid he +wouldn't be able to preach a real thankful sermon, but now he was +comfortably sure that his sermon would be overflowing with gratitude.</p> + +<p>I just threw myself heart and soul into the preparations for that +dinner. I had three turkeys and two sucking pigs, and mince pies and +pumpkin pies and apple pies, and doughnuts and fruit cake and +cranberry sauce and brown bread, and ever so many other things to fill +up the chinks. The night before Thanksgiving everything was ready, and +I was so tired I could hardly talk to Jimmy Nelson when he dropped in.</p> + +<p>Jimmy had something on his mind, I saw that. So I said, "'Fess up, +Jimmy, and then you'll be able to enjoy your call."</p> + +<p>"I want to ask a favour of you, Aunt Patty," said Jimmy.</p> + +<p>I knew I should have to grant it; nobody could refuse Jimmy anything, +he looked so much like a nice, clean, pink-and-white little schoolboy +whose mother had just scrubbed his face and told him to be good. At +the same time he was one of the wildest young scamps in Carleton, or +had been until a year ago. I'd got him well set on the road to +reformation, and I felt worse about leaving him than any of the rest +of them. I knew he was just at the critical point. With somebody to +tide him over the next half year he'd probably go straight for the +rest of his life, but if he were left to himself he'd likely just slip +back to his old set and ways.</p> + +<p>"I want you to let me bring my Uncle Joe to dinner tomorrow," said +Jimmy. "The poor old fellow is stranded here for Thanksgiving, and he +hates hotels. May I?"</p> + +<p>"Of course," I said heartily, wondering why Jimmy seemed to think I +mightn't want his Uncle Joe. "Bring him right along."</p> + +<p>"Thanks," said Jimmy. "He'll be more than pleased. Your sublime +cookery will delight him. He adores the west, but he can't endure its +cooking. He's always harping on his mother's pantry and the good old +down-east dinners. He's dyspeptic and pessimistic most of the time, +and he's got half a dozen cronies just like himself. All they think of +is railroads and bills of fare."</p> + +<p>"Railroads!" I cried. And then an awful thought assailed me. "Jimmy +Nelson, your uncle isn't—isn't—he can't be Joseph P. Nelson, the +<i>rich</i> Joseph P. Nelson!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, he's rich enough," said Jimmy; getting up and reaching for his +hat. "In dollars, that is. Some ways he's poor enough. Well, I must be +going. Thanks ever so much for letting me bring Uncle Joe."</p> + +<p>And that rascal was gone, leaving me crushed. Joseph Nelson was coming +to my house to dinner—Joseph P. Nelson, the millionaire railroad +king, who kept his own chef and was accustomed to dining with the +great ones of the earth!</p> + +<p>I was afraid I should never be able to forgive Jimmy. I couldn't sleep +a wink that night, and I cooked that dinner next day in a terrible +state of mind. Every ring that came at the door made my heart +jump,—but in the end Jimmy didn't ring at all, but just walked in +with his uncle in tow. The minute I saw Joseph P. I knew I needn't be +scared of <i>him</i>; he just looked real common. He was little and thin +and kind of bored-looking, with grey hair and whiskers, and his +clothes were next door to downright shabbiness. If it hadn't been for +the thought of that chef, I wouldn't have felt a bit ashamed of my +old-fashioned Thanksgiving spread.</p> + +<p>When Joseph P. sat down to that table he stopped looking bored. All +the time the minister was saying grace that man simply stared at a big +plate of doughnuts near my end of the table, as if he'd never seen +anything like them before.</p> + +<p>All the boys talked and laughed while they were eating, but Joseph P. +just <i>ate</i>, tucking away turkey and vegetables and keeping an anxious +eye on those doughnuts, as if he was afraid somebody else would get +hold of them before his turn came. I wished I was sure it was +etiquette to tell him not to worry because there were plenty more in +the pantry. By the time he'd been helped three times to mince pie I +gave up feeling bad about the chef. He finished off with the +doughnuts, and I shan't tell how many of them he devoured, because I +would not be believed.</p> + +<p>Most of the boys had to go away soon after dinner. Joseph P. shook +hands with me absently and merely said, "Good afternoon, Miss +Porter." I didn't think he seemed at all grateful for his dinner, but +that didn't worry me because it was for my boys I'd got it up, and not +for dyspeptic millionaires whose digestion had been spoiled by private +chefs. And my boys had appreciated it, there wasn't any doubt about +that. Peter Crockett and Tommy Gray stayed to help me wash the dishes, +and we had the jolliest time ever. Afterward we picked the turkey +bones.</p> + +<p>But that night I realized that I was once more a useless, lonely old +woman. I cried myself to sleep, and next morning I hadn't spunk enough +to cook myself a dinner. I dined off some crackers and the remnants of +the apple pies, and I was sitting staring at the crumbs when the bell +rang. I wiped away my tears and went to the door. Joseph P. Nelson was +standing there, and he said, without wasting any words—it was easy to +see how that man managed to get railroads built where nobody else +could manage it—that he had called to see me on a little matter of +business.</p> + +<p>He took just ten minutes to make it clear to me, and when I saw the +whole project I was the happiest woman in Carleton or out of it. He +said he had never eaten such a Thanksgiving dinner as mine, and that I +was the woman he'd been looking for for years. He said that he had a +few business friends who had been brought up on a down-east farm like +himself, and never got over their hankering for old-fashioned cookery.</p> + +<p>"That is something we can't get here, with all our money," he said. +"Now, Miss Porter, my nephew tells me that you wish to remain in +Carleton, if you can find some way of supporting yourself. I have a +proposition to make to you. These aforesaid friends of mine and I +expect to spend most of our time in Carleton for the next few years. +In fact we shall probably make it our home eventually. It's going to +be <i>the</i> city of the west after awhile, and the centre of a dozen +railroads. Well, we mean to equip a small private restaurant for +ourselves and we want you to take charge of it. You won't have to do +much except oversee the business and arrange the bills of fare. We +want plain, substantial old-time meals and cookery. When we have a +hankering for doughnuts and apple pies and cranberry tarts, we want to +know just where to get them and have them the right kind. We're all +horribly tired of hotel fare and fancy fol-de-rols with French names. +A place where we could get a dinner such as you served yesterday would +be a boon to us. We'd have started the restaurant long ago if we could +have got a suitable person to take charge of it."</p> + +<p>He named the salary the club would pay and the very sound of it made +me feel rich. You may be sure I didn't take long to decide. That was a +year ago, and today the Doughnut Club, as they call themselves, is a +huge success, and the fame of it has gone abroad in the land, although +they are pretty exclusive and keep all their good things close enough +to themselves. Joseph P. took a Scotch peer there to dinner one day +last week. Jimmy Nelson told me afterward that the man said it was the +only satisfying meal he'd had since he left the old country.</p> + +<p>As for me, I have my little house, my very own and no rented one, and +all my dear boys, and I'm a happy old busybody. You see, Providence +did answer my prayers in spite of my lack of faith; but of course He +used means, and that Thanksgiving dinner of mine was the earthly +instrument of it all.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Girl_Who_Drove_the_Cows" id="The_Girl_Who_Drove_the_Cows"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Girl Who Drove the Cows<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>"I wonder who that pleasant-looking girl who drives cows down the +beech lane every morning and evening is," said Pauline Palmer, at the +tea table of the country farmhouse where she and her aunt were +spending the summer. Mrs. Wallace had wanted to go to some fashionable +watering place, but her husband had bluntly told her he couldn't +afford it. Stay in the city when all her set were out she would not, +and the aforesaid farmhouse had been the compromise.</p> + +<p>"I shouldn't suppose it could make any difference to you who she is," +said Mrs. Wallace impatiently. "I do wish, Pauline, that you were more +careful in your choice of associates. You hobnob with everyone, even +that old man who comes around buying eggs. It is very bad form."</p> + +<p>Pauline hid a rather undutiful smile behind her napkin. Aunt Olivia's +snobbish opinions always amused her.</p> + +<p>"You've no idea what an interesting old man he is," she said. "He can +talk more entertainingly than any other man I know. What is the use of +being so exclusive, Aunt Olivia? You miss so much fun. You wouldn't be +so horribly bored as you are if you fraternized a little with the +'natives,' as you call them."</p> + +<p>"No, thank you," said Mrs. Wallace disdainfully.</p> + +<p>"Well, I am going to try to get acquainted with that girl," said +Pauline resolutely. "She looks nice and jolly."</p> + +<p>"I don't know where you get your low tastes from," groaned Mrs. +Wallace. "I'm sure it wasn't from your poor mother. What do you +suppose the Morgan Knowles would think if they saw you taking up with +some tomboy girl on a farm?"</p> + +<p>"I don't see why it should make a great deal of difference what they +would think, since they don't seem to be aware of my existence, or +even of yours, Aunty," said Pauline, with twinkling eyes. She knew it +was her aunt's dearest desire to get in with the Morgan Knowles' +"set"—a desire that seemed as far from being realized as ever. Mrs. +Wallace could never understand why the Morgan Knowles shut her from +their charmed circle. They certainly associated with people much +poorer and of more doubtful worldly station than hers—the Markhams, +for instance, who lived on an unfashionable street and wore quite +shabby clothes. Just before she had left Colchester, Mrs. Wallace had +seen Mrs. Knowles and Mrs. Markham together in the former's +automobile. James Wallace and Morgan Knowles were associated in +business dealings; but in spite of Mrs. Wallace's schemings and +aspirations and heart burnings, the association remained a purely +business one and never advanced an inch in the direction of +friendship.</p> + +<p>As for Pauline, she was hopelessly devoid of social ambitions and she +did not in the least mind the Morgan Knowles' remote attitude.</p> + +<p>"Besides," continued Pauline, "she isn't a tomboy at all. She looks +like a very womanly, well-bred sort of girl. Why should you think her +a tomboy because she drives cows? Cows are placid, useful +animals—witness this delicious cream which I am pouring over my +blueberries. And they have to be driven. It's an honest occupation."</p> + +<p>"I daresay she is someone's servant," said Mrs. Wallace +contemptuously. "But I suppose even that wouldn't matter to you, +Pauline?"</p> + +<p>"Not a mite," said Pauline cheerfully. "One of the very nicest girls I +ever knew was a maid Mother had the last year of her dear life. I +loved that girl, Aunt Olivia, and I correspond with her. She writes +letters that are ten times more clever and entertaining than those +stupid epistles Clarisse Gray sends me—and Clarisse Gray is a rich +man's daughter and is being educated in Paris."</p> + +<p>"You are incorrigible, Pauline," said Mrs. Wallace hopelessly.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Boyd," said Pauline to their landlady, who now made her +appearance, "who is that girl who drives the cows along the beech lane +mornings and evenings?"</p> + +<p>"Ada Cameron, I guess," was Mrs. Boyd's response. "She lives with the +Embrees down on the old Embree place just below here. They're +pasturing their cows on the upper farm this summer. Mrs. Embree is her +father's half-sister."</p> + +<p>"Is she as nice as she looks?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Ada's a real nice sensible girl," said Mrs. Boyd. "There is no +nonsense about her."</p> + +<p>"That doesn't sound very encouraging," murmured Pauline, as Mrs. Boyd +went out. "I like people with a little nonsense about them. But I hope +better things of Ada, Mrs. Boyd to the contrary notwithstanding. She +has a pair of grey eyes that can't possibly always look sensible. I +think they must mellow occasionally into fun and jollity and wholesome +nonsense. Well, I'm off to the shore. I want to get that photograph of +the Cove this evening, if possible. I've set my heart on taking first +prize at the Amateur Photographers' Exhibition this fall, and if I can +only get that Cove with all its beautiful lights and shadows, it will +be the gem of my collection."</p> + +<p>Pauline, on her return from the shore, reached the beech lane just as +the Embree cows were swinging down it. Behind them came a tall, +brown-haired, brown-faced girl in a neat print dress. Her hat was hung +over her arm, and the low evening sunlight shone redly over her smooth +glossy head. She carried herself with a pretty dignity, but when her +eyes met Pauline's, she looked as if she would smile on the slightest +provocation.</p> + +<p>Pauline promptly gave her the provocation.</p> + +<p>"Good evening, Miss Cameron," she called blithely. "Won't you please +stop a few moments and look me over? I want to see if you think me a +likely person for a summer chum."</p> + +<p>Ada Cameron did more than smile. She laughed outright and went over to +the fence where Pauline was sitting on a stump. She looked down into +the merry black eyes of the town girl she had been half envying for a +week and said humorously: "Yes, I think you very likely, indeed. But +it takes two to make a friendship—like a bargain. If I'm one, you'll +have to be the other."</p> + +<p>"I'm the other. Shake," said Pauline, holding out her hand.</p> + +<p>That was the beginning of a friendship that made poor Mrs. Wallace +groan outwardly as well as inwardly. Pauline and Ada found that they +liked each other even more than they had expected to. They walked, +rowed, berried and picnicked together. Ada did not go to Mrs. Boyd's a +great deal, for some instinct told her that Mrs. Wallace did not look +favourably on her, but Pauline spent half her time at the little, +brown, orchard-embowered house at the end of the beech lane where the +Embrees lived. She had never met any girl she thought so nice as Ada.</p> + +<p>"She is nice every way," she told the unconvinced Aunt Olivia. "She's +clever and well read. She is sensible and frank. She has a sense of +humour and a great deal of insight into character—witness her liking +for your niece! She can talk interestingly and she can also be silent +when silence is becoming. And she has the finest profile I ever saw. +Aunt Olivia, may I ask her to visit me next winter?"</p> + +<p>"No, indeed," said Mrs. Wallace, with crushing emphasis. "You surely +don't expect to continue this absurd intimacy past the summer, +Pauline?"</p> + +<p>"I expect to be Ada's friend all my life," said Pauline laughingly, +but with a little ring of purpose in her voice. "Oh, Aunty, dear, +can't you see that Ada is just the same girl in cotton print that she +would be in silk attire? She is really far more distinguished looking +than any girl in the Knowles' set."</p> + +<p>"Pauline!" said Aunt Olivia, looking as shocked as if Pauline had +committed blasphemy.</p> + +<p>Pauline laughed again, but she sighed as she went to her room. Aunt +Olivia has the kindest heart in the world, she thought. What a pity +she isn't able to see things as they really are! My friendship with +Ada can't be perfect if I can't invite her to my home. And she is such +a dear girl—the first real friend after my own heart that I've ever +had.</p> + +<p>The summer waned, and August burned itself out.</p> + +<p>"I suppose you will be going back to town next week? I shall miss you +dreadfully," said Ada.</p> + +<p>The two girls were in the Embree garden, where Pauline was preparing +to take a photograph of Ada standing among the asters, with a great +sheaf of them in her arms. Pauline wished she could have said: But you +must come and visit me in the winter. Since she could not, she had to +content herself with saying: "You won't miss me any more than I shall +miss you. But we'll correspond, and I hope Aunt Olivia will come to +Marwood again next summer."</p> + +<p>"I don't think I shall be here then," said Ada with a sigh. "You see, +it is time I was doing something for myself, Pauline. Aunt Jane and +Uncle Robert have always been very kind to me, but they have a large +family and are not very well off. So I think I'll try for a situation +in one of the Remington stores this fall."</p> + +<p>"It's such a pity you couldn't have gone to the Academy and studied +for a teacher's licence," said Pauline, who knew what Ada's ambitions +were.</p> + +<p>"I should have liked that better, of course," said Ada quietly. "But +it is not possible, so I must do my best at the next best thing. Don't +let's talk of it. It might make me feel blueish and I want to look +especially pleasant if I'm going to have my photo taken."</p> + +<p>"You couldn't look anything else," laughed Pauline. "Don't smile too +broadly—I want you to be looking over the asters with a bit of a +dream on your face and in your eyes. If the picture turns out as +beautiful as I fondly expect, I mean to put it in my exhibition +collection under the title 'A September Dream.' There, that's the very +expression. When you look like that, you remind me of somebody I have +seen, but I can't remember who it is. All ready now—don't +move—there, dearie, it is all over."</p> + +<p>When Pauline went back to Colchester, she was busy for a month +preparing her photographs for the exhibition, while Aunt Olivia +renewed her spinning of all the little social webs in which she fondly +hoped to entangle the Morgan Knowles and other desirable flies.</p> + +<p>When the exhibition was opened, Pauline Palmer's collection won first +prize, and the prettiest picture in it was one called "A September +Dream"—a tall girl with a wistful face, standing in an old-fashioned +garden with her arms full of asters.</p> + +<p>The very day after the exhibition was opened the Morgan Knowles' +automobile stopped at the Wallace door. Mrs. Wallace was out, but it +was Pauline whom stately Mrs. Morgan Knowles asked for. Pauline was at +that moment buried in her darkroom developing photographs, and she ran +down just as she was—a fact which would have mortified Mrs. Wallace +exceedingly if she had ever known it. But Mrs. Morgan Knowles did not +seem to mind at all. She liked Pauline's simplicity of manner. It was +more than she had expected from the aunt's rather vulgar +affectations.</p> + +<p>"I have called to ask you who the original of the photograph 'A +September Dream' in your exhibit was, Miss Palmer," she said +graciously. "The resemblance to a very dear childhood friend of mine +is so startling that I am sure it cannot be accidental."</p> + +<p>"That is a photograph of Ada Cameron, a friend whom I met this summer +up in Marwood," said Pauline.</p> + +<p>"Ada Cameron! She must be Ada Frame's daughter, then," exclaimed Mrs. +Knowles in excitement. Then, seeing Pauline's puzzled face, she +explained: "Years ago, when I was a child, I always spent my summers +on the farm of my uncle, John Frame. My cousin, Ada Frame, was the +dearest friend I ever had, but after we grew up we saw nothing of each +other, for I went with my parents to Europe for several years, and Ada +married a neighbour's son, Alec Cameron, and went out west. Her +father, who was my only living relative other than my parents, died, +and I never heard anything more of Ada until about eight years ago, +when somebody told me she was dead and had left no family. That part +of the report cannot have been true if this girl is her daughter."</p> + +<p>"I believe she is," said Pauline quickly. "Ada was born out west and +lived there until she was eight years old, when her parents died and +she was sent east to her father's half-sister. And Ada looks like +you—she always reminded me of somebody I had seen, but I never could +decide who it was before. Oh, I hope it is true, for Ada is such a +sweet girl, Mrs. Knowles."</p> + +<p>"She couldn't be anything else if she is Ada Frame's daughter," said +Mrs. Knowles. "My husband will investigate the matter at once, and if +this girl is Ada's child we shall hope to find a daughter in her, as +we have none of our own."</p> + +<p>"What will Aunt Olivia say!" said Pauline with wickedly dancing eyes +when Mrs. Knowles had gone.</p> + +<p>Aunt Olivia was too much overcome to say anything. That good lady felt +rather foolish when it was proved that the girl she had so despised +was Mrs. Morgan Knowles' cousin and was going to be adopted by her. +But to hear Aunt Olivia talk now, you would suppose that she and not +Pauline had discovered Ada.</p> + +<p>The latter sought Pauline out as soon as she came to Colchester, and +the summer friendship proved a life-long one and was, for the +Wallaces, the open sesame to the enchanted ground of the Knowles' +"set."</p> + +<p>"So everybody concerned is happy," said Pauline. "Ada is going to +college and so am I, and Aunt Olivia is on the same committee as Mrs. +Knowles for the big church bazaar. What about my 'low tastes' now, +Aunt Olivia?"</p> + +<p>"Well, who would ever have supposed that a girl who drove cows to +pasture was connected with the Morgan Knowles?" said poor Aunt Olivia +piteously.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Growing_Up_of_Cornelia" id="The_Growing_Up_of_Cornelia"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Growing Up of Cornelia<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p class="right">January First.</p> + +<p>Aunt Jemima gave me this diary for a Christmas present. It's just the +sort of gift a person named Jemima would be likely to make.</p> + +<p>I can't imagine why Aunt Jemima thought I should like a diary. +Probably she didn't think about it at all. I suppose it happened to be +the first thing she saw when she started out to do her Christmas duty +by me, and so she bought it. I'm sure I'm the last girl in the world +to keep a diary. I'm not a bit sentimental and I never have time for +soul outpourings. It's jollier to be out skating or snowshoeing or +just tramping around. And besides, nothing ever happens to me worth +writing in a diary.</p> + +<p>Still, since Aunt Jemima gave it to me, I'm going to get the good out +of it. I don't believe in wasting even a diary. Father ... it would be +easier to write "Dad," but Dad sounds disrespectful in a diary ... +says I have a streak of old Grandmother Marshall's economical nature +in me. So I'm going to write in this book whenever I have anything +that might, by any stretch of imagination, be supposed worth while.</p> + +<p>Jen and Alice and Sue would have plenty to write about, I dare say. +They certainly seem to have jolly times ... and as for the men ... but +there! People say men are interesting. They may be. But I shall never +get well enough acquainted with any of them to find out.</p> + +<p>Mother says it is high time I gave up my tomboy ways and came "out" +too, because I am eighteen. I coaxed off this winter. It wasn't very +hard, because no mother with three older unmarried girls on her hands +would be very anxious to bring out a fourth. The girls took my part +and advised Mother to let me be a child as long as possible. Mother +yielded for this time, but said I must be brought out next winter or +people would talk. Oh, I hate the thought of it! People might talk +about my not being brought out, but they will talk far more about the +blunders I shall make.</p> + +<p>The doleful fact is, I'm too wretchedly shy and awkward to live. It +fills my soul with terror to think of donning long dresses and putting +my hair up and going into society. I can't talk and men frighten me to +death. I fall over things as it is, and what will it be with long +dresses? As far back as I can remember it has been my one aim and +object in life to escape company. Oh, if only one need never grow up! +If I could only go back four years and stay there!</p> + +<p>Mother laments over it muchly. She says she doesn't know what she has +done to have such a shy, unpresentable daughter. <i>I</i> know. She married +Grandmother Marshall's son, and Grandmother Marshall was as shy as she +was economical. Mother triumphed over heredity with Jen and Sue and +Alice, but it came off best with me. The other girls are noted for +their grace and tact. But I'm the black sheep and always will be. It +wouldn't worry me so much if they'd leave me alone and stop nagging +me. "Oh, for a lodge in some vast wilderness," where there were no +men, no parties, no dinners ... just quantities of dogs and horses and +skating ponds and woods! I need never put on long dresses then, but +just be a jolly little girl forever.</p> + +<p>However, I've got one beautiful year before me yet, and I mean to make +the most of it.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p class="right">January Tenth.</p> + +<p>It is rather good to have a diary to pour out your woes in when you +feel awfully bad and have no one to sympathize with you. I've been +used to shutting them all up in my soul and then they sometimes +fermented and made trouble.</p> + +<p>We had a lot of people here to dinner tonight, and that made me +miserable to begin with. I had to dress up in a stiff white dress +<i>with a sash</i>, and Jen tied two big white fly-away bows on my hair +that kept rasping my neck and tickling my ears in a most exasperating +way. Then an old lady whom I detest tried to make me talk before +everybody, and all I could do was to turn as red as a beet and +stammer: "Yes, ma'am," "no, ma'am." It made Mother furious, because it +is so old-fashioned to say "ma'am." Our old nurse taught me to say it +when I was small, and though it has been pretty well governessed out +of me since then, it's sure to pop up when I get confused and nervous.</p> + +<p>Sue ... may it be accounted unto her for righteousness ... contrived +that I should go out to dinner with old Mr. Grant, because she knew he +goes to dinners for the sake of eating and never talks or wants +anybody else to. But when we were crossing the hall I stepped on Mrs. +Burnett's train and something tore. Mrs. Burnett gave me a furious +look and glowered all through dinner. The meal was completely spoiled +for me and I could find no comfort, even in the Nesselrode pudding, +which is my favourite dessert.</p> + +<p>It was just when the pudding came on that I got the most unkindest cut +of all. Mrs. Allardyce remarked that Sidney Elliot was coming home to +Stillwater.</p> + +<p>Everybody exclaimed and questioned and seemed delighted. I saw Mother +give one quick, involuntary look at Jen, and then gaze steadfastly at +Mr. Grant to atone for it. Jen is twenty-six, and Stillwater is next +door to our place!</p> + +<p>As for me, I was so vexed that I might as well have been eating chips +for all the good that Nesselrode pudding was to me. If Sidney Elliot +were coming home everything would be spoiled. There would be no more +ramblings in the Stillwater woods, no more delightful skating on the +Stillwater lake. Stillwater has been the only place in the world where +I could find the full joy of solitude, and now this, too, was to be +taken from me. We had no woods, no lake. I hated Sidney Elliot.</p> + +<p>It is ten years since Sidney Elliot closed Stillwater and went abroad. +He has stayed abroad ever since and nobody has missed him, I'm sure. I +remember him dimly as a tall dark man who used to lounge about alone +in his garden and was always reading books. Sometimes he came into our +garden and teased us children. He is said to be a cynic and to detest +society. If this latter item be a fact I almost feel a grim pity for +him. He may detest it, but he will be dragged into it. Rich bachelors +are few and far between in Riverton, and the mammas will hunt him +down.</p> + +<p>I feel like crying. If Sidney Elliot comes home I shall be debarred +from Stillwater. I have roamed its demesnes for ten beautiful years, +and I'm sure I love them a hundredfold better than he does, or can. It +is flagrantly unfair. Oh, I hate him!</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p class="right">January Twentieth.</p> + +<p>No, I don't. I believe I like him. Yet it's almost unbelievable. I've +always thought men so detestable.</p> + +<p>I'm tingling all over with the surprise and pleasure of a little +unexpected adventure. For the first time I have something really worth +writing in a diary ... and I'm glad I have a diary to write it in. +Blessings on Aunt Jemima! May her shadow never grow less.</p> + +<p>This evening I started out for a last long lingering ramble in my +beloved Stillwater woods. The last, I thought, because I knew Sidney +Elliot was expected home next week, and after that I'd have to be +cooped up on our lawn. I dressed myself comfortably for climbing +fences and skimming over snowy wastes. That is, I put on the shortest +old tweed skirt I have and a red jacket with sleeves three years +behind the fashion, but jolly pockets to put your hands in, and a +still redder tam. Thus accoutred, I sallied forth.</p> + +<p>It was such a lovely evening that I couldn't help enjoying myself in +spite of my sorrows. The sun was low and creamy, and the snow was so +white and the shadows so slender and blue. All through the lovely +Stillwater woods was a fine frosty stillness. It was splendid to skim +down those long wonderful avenues of crusted snow, with the mossy grey +boles on either hand, and overhead the lacing, leafless boughs, I +just drank in the air and the beauty until my very soul was thrilling, +and I went on and on and on until I was most delightfully lost. That +is, I didn't know just where I was, but the woods weren't so big but +that I'd be sure to come out safely somewhere; and, oh, it was so +glorious to be there all alone and never a creature to worry me.</p> + +<p>At last I turned into a long aisle that seemed to lead right out into +the very heart of a deep-red overflowing winter sunset. At its end I +found a fence, and I climbed up on that fence and sat there, so +comfortably, with my back against a big beech and my feet dangling.</p> + +<p>Then I saw him!</p> + +<p>I knew it was Sidney Elliot in a moment. He was just as tall and just +as black-eyed; he was still given to lounging evidently, for he was +leaning against the fence a panel away from me and looking at me with +an amused smile. After my first mad impulse to rush away and bury +myself in the wilderness that smile put me at ease. If he had looked +grave or polite I would have been as miserably shy as I've always been +in a man's presence. But it was the smile of a grandfather for a +child, and I just grinned cheerfully back at him.</p> + +<p>He ploughed along through the thick drift that was soft and spongy by +the fence and came close up to me.</p> + +<p>"You must be little Cornelia," he said with another aged smile. "Or +rather, you <i>were</i> little Cornelia. I suppose you are big Cornelia now +and want to be treated like a young lady?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed, I don't," I protested. "I'm not grown up and I don't want to +be. You are Mr. Elliot, I suppose. Nobody expected you till next week. +What made you come so soon?"</p> + +<p>"A whim of mine," he said. "I'm full of whims and crotchets. Old +bachelors always are. But why did you ask that question in a tone +which seemed to imply that you resented my coming so soon, Miss +Cornelia?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't tack the Miss on," I implored. "Call me Cornelia ... or +better still, Nic, as Dad does. I <i>do</i> resent your coming so soon. I +resent your coming at all. And, oh, it is such a satisfaction to tell +you so."</p> + +<p>He smiled with his eyes ... a deep, black, velvety smile. But he shook +his head sorrowfully.</p> + +<p>"I must be getting very old," he said. "It's a sign of age when a +person finds himself unwelcome and superfluous."</p> + +<p>"Your age has nothing to do with it," I retorted. "It is because +Stillwater is the only place I have to run wild in ... and running +wild is all I'm fit for. It's so lovely and roomy I can lose myself in +it. I shall die or go mad if I'm cooped up on our little pocket +handkerchief of a lawn."</p> + +<p>"But why should you be?" he inquired gravely.</p> + +<p>I reflected ... and was surprised.</p> + +<p>"After all, I don't know ... now ... why I should be," I admitted. "I +thought you wouldn't want me prowling about your domains. Besides, I +was afraid I'd meet you ... and I don't like meeting men. I hate to +have them around ... I'm so shy and awkward."</p> + +<p>"Do you find me very dreadful?" he asked.</p> + +<p>I reflected again ... and was again surprised.</p> + +<p>"No, I don't. I don't mind you a bit ... any more than if you were +Dad."</p> + +<p>"Then you mustn't consider yourself an exile from Stillwater. The +woods are yours to roam in at will, and if you want to roam them alone +you may, and if you'd like a companion once in a while command me. +Let's be good friends, little lass. Shake hands on it."</p> + +<p>I slipped down from the fence and shook hands with him. I did like him +very much ... he was so nice and unaffected and brotherly ... just as +if I'd known him all my life. We walked down the long white avenue, +where everything was growing dusky, and I had told him all my troubles +before we got to the end of it. He was so sympathetic and agreed with +me that it was a pity people had to grow up. He promised to come over +tomorrow and look at Don's leg. Don is one of my dogs, and he has got +a bad leg. I've been doctoring it myself, but it doesn't get any +better. Sidney thinks he can cure it. He says I must call him Sidney +if I want him to call me Nic.</p> + +<p>When we got to the lake, there it lay all gleaming and smooth as glass +... the most tempting thing.</p> + +<p>"What a glorious possible slide," he said. "Let us have it, little +lass."</p> + +<p>He took my hand and we ran down the slope and went skimming over the +ice. It <i>was</i> glorious. The house came in sight as we reached the +other side. It was big and dark and silent.</p> + +<p>"So the old place is still standing," said Sidney, looking up at it. +In the dusk I thought his face had a tender, reverent look instead of +the rather mocking expression it had worn all along.</p> + +<p>"Haven't you been there yet?" I asked quickly.</p> + +<p>"No. I'm stopping at the hotel over in Croyden. The house will need +some fixing up before it's fit to live in. I just came down tonight to +look at it and took a short cut through the woods. I'm glad I did. It +was worth while to see you come tramping down that long white avenue +when you thought yourself alone with the silence. I thought I had +never seen a child so full of the pure joy of existence. Hold fast to +that, little lass, as long as you can. You'll never find anything to +take its place after it goes. You jolly little child!"</p> + +<p>"I'm eighteen," I said suddenly. I don't know what made me say it.</p> + +<p>He laughed and pulled his coat collar up around his ears.</p> + +<p>"Never," he mocked. "You're about twelve ... stay twelve, and always +wear red caps and jackets, you vivid thing: Good night."</p> + +<p>He was off across the lake, and I came home. Yes, I do like him, even +if he is a man.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p class="right">February Twentieth.</p> + +<p>I've found out what diaries are for ... to work off blue moods in, +moods that come on without any reason whatever and therefore can't be +confided to any fellow creature. You scribble away for a while ... and +then it's all gone ... and your soul feels clear as crystal once more.</p> + +<p>I always go to Sidney now in a blue mood that has a real cause. He can +cheer me up in five minutes. But in such a one as this, which is quite +unaccountable, there's nothing for it but a diary.</p> + +<p>Sidney has been living at Stillwater for a month. It seems as if he +must have lived there always.</p> + +<p>He came to our place the next day after I met him in the woods. +Everybody made a fuss over him, but he shook them off with an ease I +envied and whisked me out to see Don's leg. He has fixed it up so that +it is as good as new now, and the dogs like him almost better than +they like me.</p> + +<p>We have had splendid times since then. We are just the jolliest chums +and we tramp about everywhere together and go skating and snowshoeing +and riding. We read a lot of books together too, and Sidney always +explains everything I don't understand. I'm not a bit shy and I can +always find plenty to say to him. He isn't at all like any other man I +know.</p> + +<p>Everybody likes him, but the women seem to be a little afraid of him. +They say he is so terribly cynical and satirical. He goes into society +a good bit, although he says it bores him. He says he only goes +because it would bore him worse to stay home alone.</p> + +<p>There's only one thing about Sidney that I hardly like. I think he +rather overdoes it in the matter of treating me as if I were a little +girl. Of course, I don't want him to look upon me as grown up. But +there is a medium in all things, and he really needn't talk as if he +thought I was a child of ten and had no earthly interest in anything +but sports and dogs. These <i>are</i> the best things ... I suppose ... but +I understand lots of other things too, only I can't convince Sidney +that I do. I know he is laughing at me when I try to show him I'm not +so childish as he thinks me. He's indulgent and whimsical, just as he +would be with a little girl who was making believe to be grown up. +Perhaps next winter, when I put on long dresses and come out, he'll +stop regarding me as a child. But next winter is so horribly far off.</p> + +<p>The day we were fussing with Don's leg I told Sidney that Mother said +I'd have to be grown up next winter and how I hated it, and I made him +promise that when the time came he would use all his influence to beg +me off for another year. He said he would, because it was a shame to +worry children about society. But somehow I've concluded not to bother +making a fuss. I have to come out some time, and I might as well take +the plunge and get it over.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Burnett was here this evening fixing up some arrangements for a +charity bazaar she and Jen are interested in, and she talked most of +the time about Sidney ... for Jen's benefit, I suppose, although Jen +and Sid don't get on at all. They fight every time they meet, so I +don't see why Mrs. Burnett should think things.</p> + +<p>"I wonder what he'll do when Mrs. Rennie comes to the Glasgows' next +month," said Mrs. Burnett.</p> + +<p>"Why should he do anything?" asked Jen.</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, you know there was something between them ... an +understanding if not an engagement ... before she married Rennie. They +met abroad ... my sister told me all about it ... and Mr. Elliot was +quite infatuated with her. She was a very handsome and fascinating +girl. Then she threw him over and married old Jacob Rennie ... for his +millions, of course, for he certainly had nothing else to recommend +him. Amy says Mr. Elliot was never the same man again. But Jacob died +obligingly two years ago and Mrs. Rennie is free now; so I dare say +they'll make it up. No doubt that is why she is coming to Riverton. +Well, it would be a very suitable match."</p> + +<p>I'm so glad I never liked Mrs. Burnett.</p> + +<p>I wonder if it is true that Sidney did care for that horrid woman ... +of course she is horrid! Didn't she marry an old man for his money?... +and cares for her still. It is no business of mine, of course, and it +doesn't matter to me at all. But I rather hope he doesn't ... because +it would spoil everything if he got married. He wouldn't have time to +be chums with me then.</p> + +<p>I don't know why I feel so dull tonight. Writing in this diary doesn't +seem to have helped me as much as I thought it would, either. I dare +say it's the weather. It must be the weather. It is a wet, windy night +and the rain is thudding against the window. I hate rainy nights.</p> + +<p>I wonder if Mrs. Rennie is really as handsome as Mrs. Burnett says. I +wonder how old she is. I wonder if she ever cared for Sidney ... no, +she didn't. No woman who cared for Sidney could ever have thrown him +over for an old moneybag. I wonder if I shall like her. No, I won't. +I'm sure I shan't like her.</p> + +<p>My head is aching and I'm going to bed.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p class="right">March Tenth.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Rennie was here to dinner tonight. My head was aching again, and +Mother said I needn't go down to dinner if I'd rather not; but a dozen +headaches could not have kept me back, or a dozen men either, even +supposing I'd have to talk to them all. I wanted to see Mrs. Rennie. +Nothing has been talked of in Riverton for the last fortnight but Mrs. +Rennie. I've heard of her beauty and charm and costumes until I'm sick +of the subject. Today I spoke to Sidney about her. Before I thought I +said right out, "Mrs. Rennie is to dine with us tonight."</p> + +<p>"Yes?" he said in a quiet voice.</p> + +<p>"I'm dying to see her," I went on recklessly. "I've heard so much +about her. They say she's so beautiful and fascinating. <i>Is</i> she? +<i>You</i> ought to know."</p> + +<p>Sidney swung the sled around and put it in position for another coast.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know her," he admitted tranquilly. "She is a very handsome +woman, and I suppose most people would consider her fascinating. Come, +Nic, get on the sled. We have just time for one more coast, and then +you must go in."</p> + +<p>"You were once a good friend ... a very good friend ... of Mrs. +Rennie's, weren't you, Sid?" I said.</p> + +<p>A little mocking gleam crept into his eyes, and I instantly realized +that he was looking upon me as a rather impertinent child.</p> + +<p>"You've been listening to gossip, Nic," he said. "It's a bad habit, +child. Don't let it grow on you. Come."</p> + +<p>I went, feeling crushed and furious and ashamed.</p> + +<p>I knew her at once when I went down to the drawing-room. There were +three other strange women there, but I knew she was the only one who +could be Mrs. Rennie. I felt such a horrible queer sinking feeling at +my heart when I saw her. Oh, she was beautiful ... I had never seen +anyone so beautiful. And Sidney was standing beside her, talking to +her, with a smile on his face, but none in his eyes ... I noticed +<i>that</i> at a glance.</p> + +<p>She was so tall and slender and willowy. Her dress was wonderful, and +her bare throat and shoulders were like pearls. Her hair was pale, +pale gold, and her eyes long-lashed and sweet, and her mouth like a +scarlet blossom against her creamy face. I thought of how I must look +beside her ... an awkward little girl in a short skirt with my hair in +a braid and too many hands and feet, and I would have given anything +then to be tall and grown-up and graceful.</p> + +<p>I watched her all the evening and the queer feeling in me somewhere +grew worse and worse. I couldn't eat anything. Sidney took Mrs. Rennie +in; they sat opposite to me and talked all the time.</p> + +<p>I was so glad when the dinner was over and everybody gone. The first +thing I did when I escaped to my room was to go to the glass and look +myself over just as critically and carefully as if I were somebody +else. I saw a great rope of dark brown hair ... a brown skin with red +cheeks ... a big red mouth ... a pair of grey eyes. That was all. And +when I thought of that shimmering witch woman with her white skin and +shining hair I wanted to put out the light and cry in the dark. Only +I've never cried since I was a child and broke my last doll, and I've +got so out of the habit that I don't know how to go about it.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p class="right">April Fifth.</p> + +<p>Aunt Jemima would not think I was getting the good out of my diary. A +whole month and not a word! But there was nothing to write, and I've +felt too miserable to write if there had been. I don't know what is +the matter with me. I'm just cross and horrid to everyone, even to +poor Sidney.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Rennie has been queening it in Riverton society for the past +month. People rave over her and I admire her horribly, although I +don't like her. Mrs. Burnett says that a match between her and Sidney +Elliot is a foregone conclusion.</p> + +<p>It's plain to be seen that Mrs. Rennie loves Sidney. Even I can see +that, and I don't know much about such things. But it puzzles me to +know how Sidney regards her. I have never thought he showed any sign +of really caring for her. But then, he isn't the kind that would.</p> + +<p>"Nic, I wonder if you will ever grow up," he said to me today, +laughing, when he caught me racing over the lawn with the dogs.</p> + +<p>"I'm grown up now," I said crossly. "Why, I'm eighteen and a half and +I'm two inches taller than any of the other girls."</p> + +<p>Sidney laughed, as if he were heartily amused at something.</p> + +<p>"You're a blessed baby," he said, "and the dearest, truest, jolliest +little chum ever a fellow had. I don't know what I'd do without you, +Nic. You keep me sane and wholesome. I'm a tenfold better man for +knowing you, little girl."</p> + +<p>I was rather pleased. It was nice to think I was some good to Sidney.</p> + +<p>"Are you going to the Trents' dinner tonight?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said briefly.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Rennie will be there," I said.</p> + +<p>Sidney nodded.</p> + +<p>"Do you think her so very handsome, Sidney?" I said. I had never +mentioned Mrs. Rennie to him since the day we were coasting, and I +didn't mean to now. The question just asked itself.</p> + +<p>"Yes, very; but not as handsome as you will be ten years from now, +Nic," said Sidney lightly.</p> + +<p>"Do you think I'm handsome, Sidney?" I cried.</p> + +<p>"You will be when you're grown up," he answered, looking at me +critically.</p> + +<p>"Will you be going to Mrs. Greaves' reception after the dinner?" I +asked.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I suppose so," said Sidney absently. I could see he wasn't +thinking of me at all. I wondered if he were thinking of Mrs. Rennie.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p class="right">April Sixth.</p> + +<p>Oh, something so wonderful has happened. I can hardly believe it. +There are moments when I quake with the fear that it is all a dream. I +wonder if I can really be the same Cornelia Marshall I was yesterday. +No, I'm <i>not</i> the same ... and the difference is so blessed.</p> + +<p>Oh, I'm so happy! My heart bubbles over with happiness and song. It's +so wonderful and lovely to be a woman and know it and know that other +people know it.</p> + +<p>You dear diary, you were made for this moment ... I shall write all +about it in you and so fulfil your destiny. And then I shall put you +away and never write anything more in you, because I shall not need +you ... I shall have Sidney.</p> + +<p>Last night I was all alone in the house ... and I was so lonely and +miserable. I put my chin on my hands and I thought ... and thought ... +and thought. I imagined Sidney at the Greaves', talking to Mrs. Rennie +with that velvety smile in his eyes. I could see her, graceful and +white, in her trailing, clinging gown, with diamonds about her smooth +neck and in her hair. I suddenly wondered what I would look like in +evening dress with my hair up. I wondered if Sidney would like me in +it.</p> + +<p>All at once I got up and rushed to Sue's room. I lighted the gas, +rummaged, and went to work. I piled my hair on top of my head, pinned +it there, and thrust a long silver dagger through it to hold a couple +of pale white roses she had left on her table. Then I put on her last +winter's party dress. It was such a pretty pale yellow thing, with +touches of black lace, and it didn't matter about its being a little +old-fashioned, since it fitted me like a glove. Finally I stepped back +and looked at myself.</p> + +<p>I saw a woman in that glass ... a tall, straight creature with crimson +cheeks and glowing eyes ... and the thought in my mind was so +insistent that it said itself aloud: "Oh, I wish Sidney could see me +now!"</p> + +<p>At that very moment the maid knocked at the door to tell me that Mr. +Elliot was downstairs asking for me. I did not hesitate a second. With +my heart beating wildly I trailed downstairs to Sidney.</p> + +<p>He was standing by the fireplace when I went in, and looked very +tired. When he heard me he turned his head and our eyes met.</p> + +<p>All at once a terrible thing happened ... at least, I thought it a +terrible thing then. <i>I knew why I had wanted Sidney to realize that +I was no longer a child.</i> It was because I loved him! I knew it the +moment I saw that strange, new expression leap into his eyes.</p> + +<p>"Cornelia," he said in a stunned sort of voice. "Why ... Nic ... why, +little girl ... you're a woman! How blind I've been! And now I've lost +my little chum."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, no," I said wildly. I was so miserable and confused I didn't +know what I said. "Never, Sidney. I'd rather be a little girl and have +you for a friend ... I'll always be a little girl! It's all this +hateful dress. I'll go and take it off ... I'll...."</p> + +<p>And then I just put my hands up to my burning face and the tears that +would never come before came in a flood.</p> + +<p>All at once I felt Sidney's arms about me and felt my head drawn to +his shoulder.</p> + +<p>"Don't cry, dearest," I heard him say softly. "You can never be a +little girl to me again ... my eyes are opened ... but I didn't want +you to be. I want you to be my big girl ... mine, all mine, forever."</p> + +<p>What happened after that isn't to be written in a diary. I won't even +write down the things he said about how I looked, because it would +seem so terribly vain, but I can't help thinking of them, for I am so +happy.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Old_Fellows_Letter" id="The_Old_Fellows_Letter"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Old Fellow's Letter<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Ruggles and I were down on the Old Fellow. It doesn't matter why and, +since in a story of this kind we must tell the truth no matter what +happens—or else where is the use of writing a story at all?—I'll +have to confess that we had deserved all we got and that the Old +Fellow did no more than his duty by us. Both Ruggles and I see that +now, since we have had time to cool off, but at the moment we were in +a fearful wax at the Old Fellow and were bound to hatch up something +to get even with him.</p> + +<p>Of course, the Old Fellow had another name, just as Ruggles has +another name. He is principal of the Frampton Academy—the Old Fellow, +not Ruggles—and his name is George Osborne. We have to call him Mr. +Osborne to his face, but he is the Old Fellow everywhere else. He is +quite old—thirty-six if he's a day, and whatever possessed Sylvia +Grant—but there, I'm getting ahead of my story.</p> + +<p>Most of the Cads like the Old Fellow. Even Ruggles and I like him on +the average. The girls are always a little provoked at him because he +is so shy and absent-minded, but when it comes to the point, they like +him too. I heard Emma White say once that he was "so handsome"; I +nearly whooped. Ruggles was mad because he's gone on Em. For the idea +of calling a thin, pale, dark, dreamy-looking chap like the Old Fellow +"handsome" was more than I could stand without guffawing. Em probably +said it to provoke Ruggles; she couldn't really have thought it. +"Micky," the English professor, now—if she had called him handsome +there would have been some sense in it. He is splendid: big six-footer +with magnificent muscles, red cheeks, and curly yellow hair. I can't +see how he can be contented to sit down and teach mushy English +literature and poetry and that sort of thing. It would have been more +in keeping with the Old Fellow. There was a rumour running at large in +the Academy that the Old Fellow wrote poetry, but he ran the +mathematics and didn't make such a foozle of it as you might suppose, +either.</p> + +<p>Ruggles and I meant to get square with the Old Fellow, if it took all +the term; at least, we said so. But if Providence hadn't sent Sylvia +Grant walking down the street past our boarding house that afternoon, +we should probably have cooled off before we thought of any working +plan of revenge.</p> + +<p>Sylvia Grant did go down the street, however. Ruggles, hanging halfway +out of the window as usual, saw her, and called me to go and look. Of +course I went. Sylvia Grant was always worth looking at. There was no +girl in Frampton who could hold a candle to her when it came to +beauty. As for brains, that is another thing altogether. My private +opinion is that Sylvia hadn't any, or she would never have +preferred—but there, I'm getting on too fast again. Ruggles should +have written this story; he can concentrate better.</p> + +<p>Sylvia was the Latin professor's daughter; she wasn't a Cad girl, of +course. She was over twenty and had graduated from it two years ago, +but she was in all the social things that went on in the Academy; and +all the unmarried professors, except the Old Fellow, were in love with +her. Micky had it the worst, and we had all made up our minds that +Sylvia would marry Micky. He was so handsome, we didn't see how she +could help it. I tell you, they made a dandy-looking couple when they +were together.</p> + +<p>Well, as I said before, I toddled to the window to have a look at the +fair Sylvia. She was all togged out in some new fall duds, and I guess +she'd come out to show them off. They were brownish, kind of, and +she'd a spanking hat on with feathers and things in it. Her hair was +shining under it, all purply-black, and she looked sweet enough to +eat. Then she saw Ruggles and me and she waved her hand and laughed, +and her big blackish-blue eyes sparkled; but she hadn't been laughing +before, or sparkling either.</p> + +<p>I'd thought she looked kind of glum, and I wondered if she and Micky +had had a falling out. I rather suspected it, for at the Senior Prom, +three nights before, she had hardly looked at Micky, but had sat in a +corner and talked to the Old Fellow. He didn't do much talking; he was +too shy, and he looked mighty uncomfortable. I thought it kind of mean +of Sylvia to torment him so, when she knew he hated to have to talk to +girls, but when I saw Micky scowling at the corner, I knew she was +doing it to make him jealous. Girls won't stick at anything when they +want to provoke a chap; I know it to my cost, for Jennie Price—but +that has nothing to do with this story.</p> + +<p>Just across the square Sylvia met the Old Fellow and bowed. He lifted +his hat and passed on, but after a few steps he turned and looked +back; he caught Sylvia doing the same thing, so he wheeled and came +on, looking mighty foolish. As he passed beneath our window Ruggles +chuckled fiendishly.</p> + +<p>"I've thought of something, Polly," he said—my name is Paul. "Bet you +it will make the Old Fellow squirm. Let's write a letter to Sylvia +Grant—a love letter—and sign the Old Fellow's name to it. She'll +give him a fearful snubbing, and we'll be revenged."</p> + +<p>"But who'll write it?" I said doubtfully. "I can't. You'll have to, +Ruggles. You've had more practice."</p> + +<p>Ruggles turned red. I know he writes to Em White in vacations.</p> + +<p>"I'll do my best," he said, quite meekly. "That is, I'll compose it. +But you'll have to copy it. You can imitate the Old Fellow's +handwriting so well."</p> + +<p>"But look here," I said, an uncomfortable idea striking me, "what +about Sylvia? Won't she feel kind of flattish when she finds out he +didn't write it? For of course he'll tell her. We haven't anything +against her, you know."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Sylvia won't care," said Ruggles serenely. "She's the sort of +girl who can take a joke. I've seen her eyes shine over tricks we've +played on the professors before now. She'll just laugh. Besides, she +doesn't like the Old Fellow a bit. I know from the way she acts with +him. She's always so cool and stiff when he's about, not a bit like +she is with the other professors."</p> + +<p>Well, Ruggles wrote the letter. At first he tried to pass it off on me +as his own composition. But I know a few little things, and one of +them is that Ruggles couldn't have made up that letter any more than +he could have written a sonnet. I told him so, and made him own up. He +had a copy of an old letter that had been written to his sister by her +young man. I suppose Ruggles had stolen it, but there is no use +inquiring too closely into these things. Anyhow, that letter just +filled the bill. It was beautifully expressed. Ruggles's sister's +young man must have possessed lots of ability. He was an English +professor, something like Micky, so I suppose he was extra good at it. +He started in by telling her how much he loved her, and what an angel +of beauty and goodness he had always thought her; how unworthy he felt +himself of her and how little hope he had that she could ever care for +him; and he wound up by imploring her to tell him if she could +possibly love him a little bit and all that sort of thing.</p> + +<p>I copied the letter out on heliotrope paper in my best imitation of +the Old Fellow's handwriting and signed it, "Yours devotedly and +imploringly, George Osborne." Then we mailed it that very evening.</p> + +<p>The next evening the Cad girls gave a big reception in the Assembly +Hall to an Academy alumna who was visiting the Greek professor's wife. +It was the smartest event of the term and everybody was +there—students and faculty and, of course, Sylvia Grant. Sylvia +looked stunning. She was all in white, with a string of pearls about +her pretty round throat and a couple of little pink roses in her black +hair. I never saw her so smiling and bright; but she seemed quieter +than usual, and avoided poor Micky so skilfully that it was really a +pleasure to watch her. The Old Fellow came in late, with his tie all +crooked, as it always was; I saw Sylvia blush and nudged Ruggles to +look.</p> + +<p>"She's thinking of the letter," he said.</p> + +<p>Ruggles and I never meant to listen, upon my word we didn't. It was +pure accident. We were in behind the flags and palms in the Modern +Languages Room, fixing up a plan how to get Em and Jennie off for a +moonlit stroll in the grounds—these things require diplomacy I can +tell you, for there are always so many other fellows hanging +about—when in came Sylvia Grant and the Old Fellow arm in arm. The +room was quite empty, or they thought it was, and they sat down just +on the other side of the flags. They couldn't see us, but we could see +them quite plainly. Sylvia still looked smiling and happy, not a bit +mad as we had expected, but just kind of shy and radiant. As for the +Old Fellow, he looked, as Em White would say, as Sphinx-like as ever. +I'd defy any man alive to tell from the Old Fellow's expression what +he was thinking about or what he felt like at any time.</p> + +<p>Then all at once Sylvia said softly, with her eyes cast down, "I +received your letter, Mr. Osborne."</p> + +<p>Any other man in the world would have jumped, or said, "My letter!!!" +or shown surprise in some way. But the Old Fellow has a nerve. He +looked sideways at Sylvia for a moment and then he said kind of drily, +"Ah, did you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Sylvia, not much above a whisper. "It—it surprised me +very much. I never supposed that you—you cared for me in that way."</p> + +<p>"Can you tell me how I could help caring?" said the Old Fellow in the +strangest way. His voice actually trembled.</p> + +<p>"I—I don't think I would tell you if I knew," said Sylvia, turning +her head away. "You see—I don't want you to help caring."</p> + +<p>"Sylvia!"</p> + +<p>You never saw such a transformation as came over the Old Fellow. His +eyes just blazed, but his face went white. He bent forward and took +her hand.</p> + +<p>"Sylvia, do you mean that you—you actually care a little for me, +dearest? Oh, Sylvia, do you mean that?"</p> + +<p>"Of course I do," said Sylvia right out. "I've always cared—ever +since I was a little girl coming here to school and breaking my heart +over mathematics, although I hated them, just to be in your class. +Why—why—I've treasured up old geometry exercises you wrote out for +me just because you wrote them. But I thought I could never make you +care for me. I was the happiest girl in the world when your letter +came today."</p> + +<p>"Sylvia," said the Old Fellow, "I've loved you for years. But I never +dreamed that you could care for me. I thought it quite useless to tell +you of my love—before. Will you—can you be my wife, darling?"</p> + +<p>At this point Ruggles and I differ as to what came next. He asserts +that Sylvia turned square around and kissed the Old Fellow. But I'm +sure she just turned her face and gave him a look and then he kissed +her.</p> + +<p>Anyhow, there they both were, going on at the silliest rate about how +much they loved each other and how the Old Fellow thought she loved +Micky and all that sort of thing. It was awful. I never thought the +Old Fellow or Sylvia either could be so spooney. Ruggles and I would +have given anything on earth to be out of that. We knew we'd no +business to be there and we felt as foolish as flatfish. It was a +tremendous relief when the Old Fellow and Sylvia got up at last and +trailed away, both of them looking idiotically happy.</p> + +<p>"Well, did you ever?" said Ruggles.</p> + +<p>It was a girl's exclamation, but nothing else would have expressed his +feelings.</p> + +<p>"No, I never," I said. "To think that Sylvia Grant should be sweet on +the Old Fellow when she could have Micky! It passes comprehension. Did +she—did she really promise to marry him, Ruggles?"</p> + +<p>"She did," said Ruggles gloomily. "But, I say, isn't that Old Fellow +game? Tumbled to the trick in a jiff; never let on but what he wrote +the letter, never will let on, I bet. Where does the joke come in, +Polly, my boy?"</p> + +<p>"It's on us," I said, "but nobody will know of it if we hold our +tongues. We'll have to hold them anyhow, for Sylvia's sake, since +she's been goose enough to go and fall in love with the Old Fellow. +She'd go wild if she ever found out the letter was a hoax. We have +made that match, Ruggles. He'd never have got up enough spunk to tell +her he wanted her, and she'd probably have married Micky out of +spite."</p> + +<p>"Well, you know the Old Fellow isn't a bad sort after all," said +Ruggles, "and he's really awfully gone on her. So it's all right. +Let's go and find the girls."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Parting_of_The_Ways" id="The_Parting_of_The_Ways"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Parting of The Ways<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Mrs. Longworth crossed the hotel piazza, descended the steps, and +walked out of sight down the shore road with all the grace of motion +that lent distinction to her slightest movement. Her eyes were very +bright, and an unusual flush stained the pallor of her cheek. Two men +who were lounging in one corner of the hotel piazza looked admiringly +after her.</p> + +<p>"She is a beautiful woman," said one.</p> + +<p>"Wasn't there some talk about Mrs. Longworth and Cunningham last +winter?" asked the other.</p> + +<p>"Yes. They were much together. Still, there may have been nothing +wrong. She was old Judge Carmody's daughter, you know. Longworth got +Carmody under his thumb in money matters and put the screws on. They +say he made Carmody's daughter the price of the old man's redemption. +The girl herself was a mere child, I shall never forget her face on +her wedding day. But she's been plucky since then, I must say. If she +has suffered, she hasn't shown it. I don't suppose Longworth ever +ill-treats her. He isn't that sort. He's simply a grovelling +cad—that's all. Nobody would sympathise much with the poor devil if +his wife did run off with Cunningham."</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, Beatrice Longworth walked quickly down the shore road, her +white skirt brushing over the crisp golden grasses by the way. In a +sunny hollow among the sandhills she came upon Stephen Gordon, +sprawled out luxuriously in the warm, sea-smelling grasses. The youth +sprang to his feet at sight of her, and his big brown eyes kindled to +a glow.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Longworth smiled to him. They had been great friends all summer. +He was a lanky, overgrown lad of fifteen or sixteen, odd and shy and +dreamy, scarcely possessing a speaking acquaintance with others at the +hotel. But he and Mrs. Longworth had been congenial from their first +meeting. In many ways, he was far older than his years, but there was +a certain inerradicable boyishness about him to which her heart +warmed.</p> + +<p>"You are the very person I was just going in search of. I've news to +tell. Sit down."</p> + +<p>He spoke eagerly, patting the big gray boulder beside him with his +slim, brown hand. For a moment Beatrice hesitated. She wanted to be +alone just then. But his clever, homely face was so appealing that she +yielded and sat down.</p> + +<p>Stephen flung himself down again contentedly in the grasses at her +feet, pillowing his chin in his palms and looking up at her, +adoringly.</p> + +<p>"You are so beautiful, dear lady. I love to look at you. Will you tilt +that hat a little more over the left eye-brow? Yes—so—some day I +shall paint you."</p> + +<p>His tone and manner were all simplicity.</p> + +<p>"When you are a great artist," said Beatrice, indulgently.</p> + +<p>He nodded.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I mean to be that. I've told you all my dreams, you know. Now +for my news. I'm going away to-morrow. I had a telegram from father +to-day."</p> + +<p>He drew the message from his pocket and flourished it up at her.</p> + +<p>"I'm to join him in Europe at once. He is in Rome. Think of it—in +Rome! I'm to go on with my art studies there. And I leave to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad—and I'm sorry—and you know which is which," said Beatrice, +patting the shaggy brown head. "I shall miss you dreadfully, Stephen."</p> + +<p>"We <i>have</i> been splendid chums, haven't we?" he said, eagerly.</p> + +<p>Suddenly his face changed. He crept nearer to her, and bowed his head +until his lips almost touched the hem of her dress.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad you came down to-day," he went on in a low, diffident voice. +"I want to tell you something, and I can tell it better here. I +couldn't go away without thanking you. I'll make a mess of it—I can +never explain things. But you've been so much to me—you mean so much +to me. You've made me believe in things I never believed in before. +You—you—I know now that there is such a thing as a good woman, a +woman who could make a man better, just because he breathed the same +air with her."</p> + +<p>He paused for a moment; then went on in a still lower tone:</p> + +<p>"It's hard when a fellow can't speak of his mother because he can't +say anything good of her, isn't it? My mother wasn't a good woman. +When I was eight years old she went away with a scoundrel. It broke +father's heart. Nobody thought I understood, I was such a little +fellow. But I did. I heard them talking. I knew she had brought shame +and disgrace on herself and us. And I had loved her so! Then, somehow, +as I grew up, it was my misfortune that all the women I had to do with +were mean and base. They were hirelings, and I hated and feared them. +There was an aunt of mine—she tried to be good to me in her way. But +she told me a lie, and I never cared for her after I found it out. And +then, father—we loved each other and were good chums. But he didn't +believe in much either. He was bitter, you know. He said all women +were alike. I grew up with that notion. I didn't care much for +anything—nothing seemed worth while. Then I came here and met you."</p> + +<p>He paused again. Beatrice had listened with a gray look on her face. +It would have startled him had he glanced up, but he did not, and +after a moment's silence the halting boyish voice went on:</p> + +<p>"You have changed everything for me. I was nothing but a clod before. +You are not the mother of my body, but you are of my soul. It was +born of you. I shall always love and reverence you for it. You will +always be my ideal. If I ever do anything worth while it will be +because of you. In everything I shall ever attempt I shall try to do +it as if you were to pass judgment upon it. You will be a lifelong +inspiration to me. Oh, I am bungling this! I can't tell you what I +feel—you are so pure, so good, so noble! I shall reverence all women +for your sake henceforth."</p> + +<p>"And if," said Beatrice, in a very low voice, "if I were false to your +ideal of me—if I were to do anything that would destroy your faith in +me—something weak or wicked—"</p> + +<p>"But you couldn't," he interrupted, flinging up his head and looking +at her with his great dog-like eyes, "you couldn't!"</p> + +<p>"But if I could?" she persisted, gently, "and if I did—what then?"</p> + +<p>"I should hate you," he said, passionately. "You would be worse than a +murderess. You would kill every good impulse and belief in me. I would +never trust anything or anybody again—but there," he added, his voice +once more growing tender, "you will never fail me, I feel sure of +that."</p> + +<p>"Thank you," said Beatrice, almost in a whisper. "Thank you," she +repeated, after a moment. She stood up and held out her hand. "I think +I must go now. Good-bye, dear laddie. Write to me from Rome. I shall +always be glad to hear from you wherever you are. And—and—I shall +always try to live up to your ideal of me, Stephen."</p> + +<p>He sprang to his feet and took her hand, lifting it to his lips with +boyish reverence. "I know that," he said, slowly. "Good-bye, my sweet +lady."</p> + +<p>When Mrs. Longworth found herself in her room again, she unlocked her +desk and took out a letter. It was addressed to Mr. Maurice +Cunningham. She slowly tore it twice across, laid the fragments on a +tray, and touched them with a lighted match. As they blazed up one +line came out in writhing redness across the page: "I will go away +with you as you ask." Then it crumbled into gray ashes.</p> + +<p>She drew a long breath and hid her face in her hands.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Promissory_Note" id="The_Promissory_Note"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Promissory Note<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Ernest Duncan swung himself off the platform of David White's store +and walked whistling up the street. Life seemed good to Ernest just +then. Mr. White had given him a rise in salary that day, and had told +him that he was satisfied with him. Mr. White was not easy to please +in the matter of clerks, and it had been with fear and trembling that +Ernest had gone into his store six months before. He had thought +himself fortunate to secure such a chance. His father had died the +preceding year, leaving nothing in the way of worldly goods except the +house he had lived in. For several years before his death he had been +unable to do much work, and the finances of the little family had +dwindled steadily. After his father's death Ernest, who had been going +to school and expecting to go to college, found that he must go to +work at once instead to support himself and his mother.</p> + +<p>If George Duncan had not left much of worldly wealth behind him, he at +least bequeathed to his son the interest of a fine, upright character +and a reputation for honesty and integrity. None knew this better than +David White, and it was on this account that he took Ernest as his +clerk, over the heads of several other applicants who seemed to have a +stronger "pull."</p> + +<p>"I don't know anything about <i>you</i>, Ernest," he said bluntly. "You're +only sixteen, and you may not have an ounce of real grit or worth in +you. But it will be a queer thing if your father's son hasn't. I knew +him all his life. A better man never lived nor, before his accident, a +smarter one. I'll give his son a chance, anyhow. If you take after +your dad you'll get on all right."</p> + +<p>Ernest had not been in the store very long before Mr. White concluded, +with a gratified chuckle, that he did take after his father. He was +hard-working, conscientious, and obliging. Customers of all sorts, +from the rough fishermen who came up from the harbour to the old +Irishwomen from the back country roads, liked him. Mr. White was +satisfied. He was beginning to grow old. This lad had the makings of a +good partner in him by and by. No hurry; he must serves long +apprenticeship first and prove his mettle; no use spoiling him by +hinting at future partnerships before need was. That would all come in +due time. David White was a shrewd man.</p> + +<p>Ernest was unconscious of his employer's plans regarding him; but he +knew that he stood well with him and, much to his surprise, he found +that he liked the work, and was beginning to take a personal interest +and pleasure in the store. Hence, he went home to tea on this +particular afternoon with buoyant step and smiling eyes. It was a good +world, and he was glad to be alive in it, glad to have work to do and +a dear little mother to work for. Most of the folks who met him smiled +in friendly fashion at the bright-eyed, frank-faced lad. Only old +Jacob Patterson scowled grimly as he passed him, emitting merely a +surly grunt in response to Ernest's greeting. But then, old Jacob +Patterson was noted as much for his surliness as for his miserliness. +Nobody had ever heard him speak pleasantly to anyone; therefore his +unfriendliness did not at all dash Ernest's high spirits.</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry for him," the lad thought. "He has no interest in life save +accumulating money. He has no other pleasure or affection or ambition. +When he dies I don't suppose a single regret will follow him. Father +died a poor man, but what love and respect went with him to his +grave—aye, and beyond it. Jacob Patterson, I'm sorry for you. You +have chosen the poorer part, and you are a poor man in spite of your +thousands."</p> + +<p>Ernest and his mother lived up on the hill, at the end of the +straggling village street. The house was a small, old-fashioned one, +painted white, set in the middle of a small but beautiful lawn. George +Duncan, during the last rather helpless years of his life, had devoted +himself to the cultivation of flowers, shrubs, and trees and, as a +result, his lawn was the prettiest in Conway. Ernest worked hard in +his spare moments to keep it looking as well as in his father's +lifetime, for he loved his little home dearly, and was proud of its +beauty.</p> + +<p>He ran gaily into the sitting-room.</p> + +<p>"Tea ready, lady mother? I'm hungry as a wolf. Good news gives one an +appetite. Mr. White has raised my salary a couple of dollars per week. +We must celebrate the event somehow this evening. What do you say to a +sail on the river and an ice cream at Taylor's afterwards? When a +little woman can't outlive her schoolgirl hankering for ice +cream—why, Mother, what's the matter? Mother, dear!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Duncan had been standing before the window with her back to the +room when Ernest entered. When she turned he saw that she had been +crying.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Ernest," she said brokenly, "Jacob Patterson has just been +here—and he says—he says—"</p> + +<p>"What has that old miser been saying to trouble you?" demanded Ernest +angrily, taking her hands in his.</p> + +<p>"He says he holds your father's promissory note for nine hundred +dollars, overdue for several years," answered Mrs. Duncan. "Yes—and +he showed me the note, Ernest."</p> + +<p>"Father's promissory note for nine hundred!" exclaimed Ernest in +bewilderment. "But Father paid that note to James Patterson five years +ago, Mother—just before his accident. Didn't you tell me he did?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, he did," said Mrs. Duncan, "but—"</p> + +<p>"Then where is it?" interrupted Ernest. "Father would keep the +receipted note, of course. We must look among his papers."</p> + +<p>"You won't find it there, Ernest. We—we don't know where the note is. +It—it was lost."</p> + +<p>"Lost! That is unfortunate. But you say that Jacob Patterson showed +you a promissory note of Father's still in existence? How can that be? +It can't possibly be the note he paid. And there couldn't have been +another note we knew nothing of?"</p> + +<p>"I understand how this note came to be in Jacob Patterson's +possession," said Mrs. Duncan more firmly, "but he laughed in my face +when I told him. I must tell you the whole story, Ernest. But sit down +and get your tea first."</p> + +<p>"I haven't any appetite for tea now, Mother," said Ernest soberly. +"Let me hear the whole truth about the matter."</p> + +<p>"Seven years ago your father gave his note to old James Patterson, +Jacob's brother," said Mrs. Duncan. "It was for nine hundred dollars. +Two years afterwards the note fell due and he paid James Patterson the +full amount with interest. I remember the day well. I have only too +good reason to. He went up to the Patterson place in the afternoon +with the money. It was a very hot day. James Patterson receipted the +note and gave it to your father. Your father always remembered that +much; he was also sure that he had the note with him when he left the +house. He then went over to see Paul Sinclair. A thunderstorm came up +while he was on the road. Then, as you know, Ernest, just as he turned +in at Paul Sinclair's gate the lightning flash struck and stunned him. +It was weeks before he came to himself at all. He never did come +completely to himself again. When, weeks afterwards, I thought of the +note and asked him about it, we could not find it; and, search as we +did, we never found it. Your father could never remember what he did +with it when he left James Patterson's. Neither Mr. Sinclair nor his +wife could recollect seeing anything of it at the time of the +accident. James Patterson had left for California the very morning +after, and he never came back. We did not worry much about the loss of +the note then; it did not seem of much moment, and your father was not +in a condition to be troubled about the matter."</p> + +<p>"But, Mother, this note that Jacob Patterson holds—I don't understand +about this."</p> + +<p>"I'm coming to that. I remember distinctly that on the evening when +your father came home after signing the note he said that James +Patterson drew up a note and he signed it, but just as he did so the +old man's pet cat, which was sitting on the table, upset an ink bottle +and the ink ran all over the table and stained one end of the note. +Old James Patterson was the fussiest man who ever lived, and a +stickler for neatness. 'Tut, tut,' he said, 'this won't do. Here, I'll +draw up another note and tear this blotted one up.' He did so and your +father signed it. He always supposed James Patterson destroyed the +first one, and certainly he must have intended to, for there never was +an honester man. But he must have neglected to do so for, Ernest, it +was that blotted note Jacob Patterson showed me today. He said he +found it among his brother's papers. I suppose it has been in the desk +up at the Patterson place ever since James went to California. He died +last winter and Jacob is his sole heir. Ernest, that note with the +compound interest on it for seven years amounts to over eleven hundred +dollars. How can we pay it?"</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid that this is a very serious business, Mother," said +Ernest, rising and pacing the floor with agitated strides. "We shall +have to pay the note if we cannot find the other—and even if we +could, perhaps. Your story of the drawing up of the second note would +not be worth anything as evidence in a court of law—and we have +nothing to hope from Jacob Patterson's clemency. No doubt he believes +that he really holds Father's unpaid note. He is not a dishonest man; +in fact, he rather prides himself on having made all his money +honestly. He will exact every penny of the debt. The first thing to do +is to have another thorough search for the lost note—although I am +afraid that it is a forlorn hope."</p> + +<p>A forlorn hope it proved to be. The note did not turn up. Old Jacob +Patterson proved obdurate. He laughed to scorn the tale of the blotted +note and, indeed, Ernest sadly admitted to himself that it was not a +story anybody would be in a hurry to believe.</p> + +<p>"There's nothing for it but to sell our house and pay the debt, +Mother," he said at last. Ernest had grown old in the days that had +followed Jacob Patterson's demand. His boyish face was pale and +haggard. "Jacob Patterson will take the case into the law courts if we +don't settle at once. Mr. White offered to lend me the money on a +mortgage on the place, but I could never pay the interest out of my +salary when we have nothing else to live on. I would only get further +and further behind. I'm not afraid of hard work, but I dare not borrow +money with so little prospect of ever being able to repay it. We must +sell the place and rent that little four-roomed cottage of Mr. Percy's +down by the river to live in. Oh, Mother, it half kills me to think of +your being turned out of your home like this!"</p> + +<p>It was a bitter thing for Mrs. Duncan also, but for Ernest's sake she +concealed her feelings and affected cheerfulness. The house and lot +were sold, Mr. White being the purchaser thereof; and Ernest and his +mother removed to the little riverside cottage with such of their +household belongings as had not also to be sold to make up the +required sum. Even then, Ernest had to borrow two hundred dollars from +Mr. White, and he foresaw that the repayal of this sum would cost him +much self-denial and privation. It would be necessary to cut their +modest expenses down severely. For himself Ernest did not mind, but it +hurt him keenly that his mother should lack the little luxuries and +comforts to which she had been accustomed. He saw too, in spite of her +efforts to hide it, that leaving her old home was a terrible blow to +her. Altogether, Ernest felt bitter and disheartened; his step lacked +spring and his face its smile. He did his work with dogged +faithfulness, but he no longer found pleasure in it. He knew that his +mother secretly pined after her lost home where she had gone as a +bride, and the knowledge rendered him very unhappy.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p>Paul Sinclair, his father's friend and cousin, died that winter, +leaving two small children. His wife had died the previous year. When +his business affairs came to be settled they were found to be sadly +involved. There were debts on all sides, and it was soon only too +evident that nothing was left for the little boys. They were homeless +and penniless.</p> + +<p>"What will become of them, poor little fellows?" said Mrs. Duncan +pityingly. "We are their only relatives, Ernest. We must give them a +home at least."</p> + +<p>"Mother, how can we!" exclaimed Ernest. "We are so poor. It's as much +as we can do to get along now, and there is that two hundred to pay +Mr. White. I'm sorry for Danny and Frank, but I don't see how we can +possibly do anything for them."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Duncan sighed.</p> + +<p>"I know it isn't right to ask you to add to your burden," she said +wistfully.</p> + +<p>"It is of <i>you</i> I am thinking, Mother," said Ernest tenderly. "I can't +have your burden added to. You deny yourself too much and work too +hard now. What would it be if you took the care of those children upon +yourself?"</p> + +<p>"Don't think of me, Ernest," said Mrs. Duncan eagerly. "I wouldn't +mind. I'd be glad to do anything I could for them, poor little souls. +Their father was your father's best friend, and I feel as if it were +our duty to do all we can for them. They're such little fellows. Who +knows how they would be treated if they were taken by strangers? And +they'd most likely be separated, and that would be a shame. But I +leave it for you to decide, Ernest. It is your right, for the heaviest +part will fall on you."</p> + +<p>Ernest did not decide at once. For a week he thought the matter over, +weighing pros and cons carefully. To take the two Sinclair boys meant +a double portion of toil and self-denial. Had he not enough to bear +now? But, on the other side, was it not his duty, nay, his privilege, +to help the children if he could? In the end he said to his mother:</p> + +<p>"We'll take the little fellows, Mother. I'll do the best I can for +them. We'll manage a corner and a crust for them."</p> + +<p>So Danny and Frank Sinclair came to the little cottage. Frank was +eight and Danny six, and they were small and lively and mischievous. +They worshipped Mrs. Duncan, and thought Ernest the finest fellow in +the world. When his birthday came around in March, the two little +chaps put their heads together in a grave consultation as to what they +could give him.</p> + +<p>"You know he gave us presents on our birthdays," said Frank. "So we +must give him something."</p> + +<p>"I'll div him my pottet-knife," said Danny, taking the somewhat +battered and loose-jointed affair from his pocket, and gazing at it +affectionately.</p> + +<p>"I'll give him one of Papa's books," said Frank. "That pretty one with +the red covers and the gold letters."</p> + +<p>A few of Mr. Sinclair's books had been saved for the boys, and were +stored in a little box in their room. The book Frank referred to was +an old <i>History of the Turks</i>, and its gay cover was probably the best +of it, since its contents were of no particular merit.</p> + +<p>On Ernest's birthday both boys gave him their offerings after +breakfast.</p> + +<p>"Here's a pottet-knife for you," said Danny graciously. "It's a bully +pottet-knife. It'll cut real well if you hold it dust the wight way. +I'll show you."</p> + +<p>"And here's a book for you," said Frank. "It's a real pretty book, and +I guess it's pretty interesting reading too. It's all about the +Turks."</p> + +<p>Ernest accepted both gifts gravely, and after the children had gone +out he and his mother had a hearty laugh.</p> + +<p>"The dear, kind-hearted little lads!" said Mrs. Duncan. "It must have +been a real sacrifice on Danny's part to give you his beloved +'pottet-knife.' I was afraid you were going to refuse it at first, and +that would have hurt his little feelings terribly. I don't think the +<i>History of the Turks</i> will keep you up burning the midnight oil. I +remember that book of old—I could never forget that gorgeous cover. +Mr. Sinclair lent it to your father once, and he said it was absolute +trash. Why, Ernest, what's the matter?"</p> + +<p>Ernest had been turning the book's leaves over carelessly. Suddenly he +sprang to his feet with an exclamation, his face turning white as +marble.</p> + +<p>"Mother!" he gasped, holding out a yellowed slip of paper. "Look! It's +the lost promissory note."</p> + +<p>Mother and son looked at each other for a moment. Then Mrs. Duncan +began to laugh and cry together.</p> + +<p>"Your father took that book with him when he went to pay the note," +she said. "He intended to return it to Mr. Sinclair. I remember seeing +the gleam of the red binding in his hand as he went out of the gate. +He must have slipped the note into it and I suppose the book has never +been opened since. Oh, Ernest—do you think—will Jacob Patterson—"</p> + +<p>"I don't know, Mother. I must see Mr. White about this. Don't be too +sanguine. This doesn't prove that the note Jacob Patterson found +wasn't a genuine note also, you know—that is, I don't think it would +serve as proof in law. We'll have to leave it to his sense of justice. +If he refuses to refund the money I'm afraid we can't compel him to do +so."</p> + +<p>But Jacob Patterson did not any longer refuse belief to Mrs. +Patterson's story of the blotted note. He was a harsh, miserly man, +but he prided himself on his strict honesty; he had been fairly well +acquainted with his brother's business transactions, and knew that +George Duncan had given only one promissory note.</p> + +<p>"I'll admit, ma'am, since the receipted note has turned up, that your +story about the blotted one must be true," he said surlily. "I'll pay +your money back. Nobody can ever say Jacob Patterson cheated. I took +what I believed to be my due. Since I'm convinced it wasn't I'll hand +every penny over. Though, mind you, you couldn't make me do it by law. +It's my honesty, ma'am, it's my honesty."</p> + +<p>Since Jacob Patterson was so well satisfied with the fibre of his +honesty, neither Mrs. Duncan nor Ernest was disposed to quarrel with +it. Mr. White readily agreed to sell the old Duncan place back to +them, and by spring they were settled again in their beloved little +home. Danny and Frank were with them, of course.</p> + +<p>"We can't be too good to them, Mother," said Ernest. "We really owe +all our happiness to them."</p> + +<p>"Yes, but, Ernest, if you had not consented to take the homeless +little lads in their time of need this wouldn't have come about."</p> + +<p>"I've been well rewarded, Mother," said Ernest quietly, "but, even if +nothing of the sort had happened, I would be glad that I did the best +I could for Frank and Danny. I'm ashamed to think that I was unwilling +to do it at first. If it hadn't been for what you said, I wouldn't +have. So it is your unselfishness we have to thank for it all, Mother +dear."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Revolt_of_Mary_Isabel" id="The_Revolt_of_Mary_Isabel"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Revolt of Mary Isabel<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>"For a woman of forty, Mary Isabel, you have the least sense of any +person I have ever known," said Louisa Irving.</p> + +<p>Louisa had said something similar in spirit to Mary Isabel almost +every day of her life. Mary Isabel had never resented it, even when it +hurt her bitterly. Everybody in Latimer knew that Louisa Irving ruled +her meek little sister with a rod of iron and wondered why Mary Isabel +never rebelled. It simply never occurred to Mary Isabel to do so; all +her life she had given in to Louisa and the thought of refusing +obedience to her sister's Mede-and-Persian decrees never crossed her +mind. Mary Isabel had only one secret from Louisa and she lived in +daily dread that Louisa would discover it. It was a very harmless +little secret, but Mary Isabel felt rightly sure that Louisa would not +tolerate it for a moment.</p> + +<p>They were sitting together in the dim living room of their quaint old +cottage down by the shore. The window was open and the sea-breeze blew +in, stirring the prim white curtains fitfully, and ruffling the little +rings of dark hair on Mary Isabel's forehead—rings which always +annoyed Louisa. She thought Mary Isabel ought to brush them straight +back, and Mary Isabel did so faithfully a dozen times a day; and in +ten minutes they crept down again, kinking defiance to Louisa, who +might make Mary Isabel submit to her in all things but had no power +over naturally curly hair. Louisa had never had any trouble with her +own hair; it was straight and sleek and mouse-coloured—what there was +of it.</p> + +<p>Mary Isabel's face was flushed and her wood-brown eyes looked grieved +and pleading. Mary Isabel was still pretty, and vanity is the last +thing to desert a properly constructed woman.</p> + +<p>"I can't wear a bonnet yet, Louisa," she protested. "Bonnets have gone +out for everybody except really old ladies. I want a hat: one of +those pretty, floppy ones with pale blue forget-me-nots."</p> + +<p>Then it was that Louisa made the remark quoted above.</p> + +<p>"I wore a bonnet before I was forty," she went on ruthlessly, "and so +should every decent woman. It is absurd to be thinking so much of +dress at your age, Mary Isabel. I don't know what sort of a way you'd +bedizen yourself out if I'd let you, I'm sure. It's fortunate you have +somebody to keep you from making a fool of yourself. I'm going to town +tomorrow and I'll pick you out a suitable black bonnet. You'd look +nice starring round in leghorn and forget-me-nots, now, wouldn't you?"</p> + +<p>Mary Isabel privately thought she would, but she gave in, of course, +although she did hate bitterly that unbought, unescapable bonnet.</p> + +<p>"Well, do as you think best, Louisa," she said with a sigh. "I suppose +it doesn't matter much. Nobody cares how I look anyhow. But can't I go +to town with you? I want to pick out my new silk."</p> + +<p>"I'm as good a judge of black silk as you," said Louisa shortly. "It +isn't safe to leave the house alone."</p> + +<p>"But I don't want a black silk," cried Mary Isabel. "I've worn black +so long; both my silk dresses have been black. I want a pretty +silver-grey, something like Mrs. Chester Ford's."</p> + +<p>"Did anyone ever hear such nonsense?" Louisa wanted to know, in +genuine amazement. "Silver-grey silk is the most unserviceable thing +in the world. There's nothing like black for wear and real elegance. +No, no, Mary Isabel, don't be foolish. You must let me choose for you; +you know you never had any judgment. Mother told you so often enough. +Now, get your sunbonnet and take a walk to the shore. You look tired. +I'll get the tea."</p> + +<p>Louisa's tone was kind though firm. She Was really good to Mary Isabel +as long as Mary Isabel gave her her own way peaceably. But if she had +known Mary Isabel's secret she would never have permitted those walks +to the shore.</p> + +<p>Mary Isabel sighed again, yielded, and went out. Across a green field +from the Irving cottage Dr. Donald Hamilton's big house was hooding +itself in the shadows of the thick fir grove that enabled the doctor +to have a garden. There was no shelter at the cottage, so the Irving +"girls" never tried to have a garden. Soon after Dr. Hamilton had come +there to live he had sent a bouquet of early daffodils over by his +housekeeper. Louisa had taken them gingerly in her extreme fingertips, +carried them across the field to the lawn fence, and cast them over +it, under the amused grey eyes of portly Dr. Hamilton, who was looking +out of his office window. Then Louisa had come back to the porch door +and ostentatiously washed her hands.</p> + +<p>"I guess that will settle Donald Hamilton," she told the secretly +sorry Mary Isabel triumphantly, and it did settle him—at least as far +as any farther social advances were concerned.</p> + +<p>Dr. Hamilton was an excellent physician and an equally excellent man. +Louisa Irving could not have picked a flaw in his history or +character. Indeed, against Dr. Hamilton himself she had no grudge, but +he was the brother of a man she hated and whose relatives were +consequently taboo in Louisa's eyes. Not that the brother was a bad +man either; he had simply taken the opposite side to the Irvings in a +notable church feud of a dozen years ago, and Louisa had never since +held any intercourse with him or his fellow sinners.</p> + +<p>Mary Isabel did not look at the Hamilton house. She kept her head +resolutely turned away as she went down the shore lane with its wild +sweet loneliness of salt-withered grasses and piping sea-winds. Only +when she turned the corner of the fir-wood, which shut her out from +view of the houses, did she look timidly over the line-fence. Dr. +Hamilton was standing there, where the fence ran out to the sandy +shingle, smoking his little black pipe, which he took out and put away +when Mary Isabel came around the firs. Men did things like that +instinctively in Mary Isabel's company. There was something so +delicately virginal about her, in spite of her forty years, that they +gave her the reverence they would have paid to a very young, pure +girl.</p> + +<p>Dr. Hamilton smiled at the little troubled face under the big +sunbonnet. Mary Isabel had to wear a sunbonnet. She would never have +done it from choice.</p> + +<p>"What is the matter?" asked the doctor, in his big, breezy, +old-bachelor voice. He had another voice for sick-beds and rooms of +bereavement, but this one suited best with the purring of the waves +and winds.</p> + +<p>"How do you know that anything is the matter?" Mary Isabel parried +demurely.</p> + +<p>"By your face. Come now, tell me what it is."</p> + +<p>"It is really nothing. I have just been foolish, that is all. I wanted +a hat with forget-me-nots and a grey silk, and Louisa says I must have +black and a bonnet."</p> + +<p>The doctor looked indignant but held his peace. He and Mary Isabel had +tacitly agreed never to discuss Louisa, because such discussion would +not make for harmony. Mary Isabel's conscience would not let the +doctor say anything uncomplimentary of Louisa, and the doctor's +conscience would not let him say anything complimentary. So they left +her out of the question and talked about the sea and the boats and +poetry and flowers and similar non-combustible subjects.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p>These clandestine meetings had been going on for two months, ever +since the day they had just happened to meet below the firs. It never +occurred to Mary Isabel that the doctor meant anything but friendship; +and if it had occurred to the doctor, he did not think there would be +much use in saying so. Mary Isabel was too hopelessly under Louisa's +thumb. She might keep tryst below the firs occasionally—so long as +Louisa didn't know—but to no farther lengths would she dare go. +Besides, the doctor wasn't quite sure that he really wanted anything +more. Mary Isabel was a sweet little woman, but Dr. Hamilton had been +a bachelor so long that it would be very difficult for him to get out +of the habit; so difficult that it was hardly worth while trying when +such an obstacle as Louisa Irving's tyranny loomed in the way. So he +never tried to make love to Mary Isabel, though he probably would have +if he had thought it of any use. This does not sound very romantic, of +course, but when a man is fifty, romance, while it may be present in +the fruit, is assuredly absent in blossom.</p> + +<p>"I suppose you won't be going to the induction of my nephew Thursday +week?" said the doctor in the course of the conversation.</p> + +<p>"No. Louisa will not permit it. I had hoped," said Mary Isabel with a +sigh, as she braided some silvery shore-grasses nervously together, +"that when old Mr. Moody went away she would go back to the church +here. And I think she would if—if—"</p> + +<p>"If Jim hadn't come in Mr. Moody's place," finished the doctor with +his jolly laugh.</p> + +<p>Mary Isabel coloured prettily. "It is not because he is your nephew, +doctor. It is because—because—"</p> + +<p>"Because he is the nephew of my brother who was on the other side in +that ancient church fracas? Bless you, I understand. What a good hater +your sister is! Such a tenacity in holding bitterness from one +generation to another commands admiration of a certain sort. As for +Jim, he's a nice little chap, and he is coming to live with me until +the manse is repaired."</p> + +<p>"I am sure you will find that pleasant," said Mary Isabel primly.</p> + +<p>She wondered if the young minister's advent would make any difference +in regard to these shore-meetings; then decided quickly that it would +not; then more quickly still that it wouldn't matter if it did.</p> + +<p>"He will be company," admitted the doctor, who liked company and found +the shore road rather lonesome. "I had a letter from him today saying +that he'd come home with me from the induction. By the way, they're +tearing down the old post office today. And that reminds me—by Jove, +I'd all but forgotten. I promised to go up and see Mollie Marr this +evening; Mollie's nerves are on the rampage again. I must rush."</p> + +<p>With a wave of his hand the doctor hurried off. Mary Isabel lingered +for some time longer, leaning against the fence, looking dreamily out +to sea. The doctor was a very pleasant companion. If only Louisa would +allow neighbourliness! Mary Isabel felt a faint, impotent resentment. +She had never had anything other girls had: friends, dresses, beaus, +and it was all Louisa's fault—Louisa who was going to make her wear a +bonnet for the rest of her life. The more Mary Isabel thought of that +bonnet the more she hated it.</p> + +<p>That evening Warren Marr rode down to the shore cottage on horseback +and handed Mary Isabel a letter; a strange, scrumpled, soiled, yellow +letter. When Mary Isabel saw the handwriting on the envelope she +trembled and turned as deadly pale as if she had seen a ghost:</p> + +<p>"Here's a letter for you," said Warren, grinning. "It's been a long +time on the way—nigh fifteen years. Guess the news'll be rather +stale. We found it behind the old partition when we tore it down +today."</p> + +<p>"It is my brother Tom's writing," said Mary Isabel faintly. She went +into the room trembling, holding the letter tightly in her clasped +hands. Louisa had gone up to the village on an errand; Mary Isabel +almost wished she were home; she hardly felt equal to the task of +opening Tom's letter alone. Tom had been dead for ten years and this +letter gave her an uncanny sensation; as of a message from the +spirit-land.</p> + +<p>Fifteen years, ago Thomas Irving had gone to California and five years +later he had died there. Mary Isabel, who had idolized her brother, +almost grieved herself to death at the time.</p> + +<p>Finally she opened the letter with ice-cold fingers. It had been +written soon after Tom reached California. The first two pages were +filled with descriptions of the country and his "job."</p> + +<p>On the third Tom began abruptly:</p> + +<div class="block"><p class="noin">Look here, Mary Isabel, you are not to let Louisa boss you +about as she was doing when I was at home. I was going to +speak to you about it before I came away, but I forgot. Lou is +a fine girl, but she is too domineering, and the more you give +in to her the worse it makes her. You're far too easy-going +for your own welfare, Mary Isabel, and for your own sake I +Wish you had more spunk. Don't let Louisa live your life for +you; just you live it yourself. Never mind if there is some +friction at first; Lou will give in when she finds she has to, +and you'll both be the better for it, I want you to be real +happy, Mary Isabel, but you won't be if you don't assert your +independence. Giving in the way you do is bad for both you and +Louisa. It will make her a tyrant and you a poor-spirited +creature of no account in the world. Just brace up and stand +firm.</p></div> + +<p>When she had read the letter through Mary Isabel took it to her own +room and locked it in her bureau drawer. Then she sat by her window, +looking out into a sea-sunset, and thought it over. Coming in the +strange way it had, the letter seemed a message from the dead, and +Mary Isabel had a superstitious conviction that she must obey it. She +had always had a great respect for Tom's opinion. He was right—oh, +she felt that he was right. What a pity she had not received the +letter long ago, before the shackles of habit had become so firmly +riveted. But it was not too late yet. She would rebel at last +and—how had Tom phrased it—oh, yes, assert her independence. She +owed it to Tom; It had been his wish—and he was dead—and she would +do her best to fulfil it.</p> + +<p>"I shan't get a bonnet," thought Mary Isabel determinedly. "Tom +wouldn't have liked me in a bonnet. From this out I'm just going to do +exactly as Tom would have liked me to do, no matter how afraid I am of +Louisa. And, oh, I am horribly afraid of her."</p> + +<p>Mary Isabel was every whit as much afraid the next morning after +breakfast but she did not look it, by reason of the flush on her +cheeks and the glint in her brown eyes. She had put Tom's letter in +the bosom of her dress and she pressed her fingertips on it that the +crackle might give her courage.</p> + +<p>"Louisa," she said firmly, "I am going to town with you."</p> + +<p>"Nonsense," said Louisa shortly.</p> + +<p>"You may call it nonsense if you like, but I am going," said Mary +Isabel unquailingly. "I have made up my mind on that point, Louisa, +and nothing you can say will alter it."</p> + +<p>Louisa looked amazed. Never before had Mary Isabel set her decrees at +naught.</p> + +<p>"Are you crazy, Mary Isabel?" she demanded.</p> + +<p>"No, I am not crazy. But I am going to town and I am going to get a +silver-grey silk for myself and a new hat. I will not wear a bonnet +and you need never mention it to me again, Louisa."</p> + +<p>"If you are going to town I shall stay home," said Louisa in a cold, +ominous tone that almost made Mary Isabel quake. If it had not been +for that reassuring crackle of Tom's letter I fear Mary Isabel would +have given in. "This house can't be left alone. If you go, I'll stay."</p> + +<p>Louisa honestly thought that would bring the rebel to terms. Mary +Isabel had never gone to town alone in her life. Louisa did not +believe she would dare to go. But Mary Isabel did not quail. Defiance +was not so hard after all, once you had begun.</p> + +<p>Mary Isabel went to town and she went alone. She spent the whole +delightful day in the shops, unhampered by Louisa's scorn and +criticism in her examination of all the pretty things displayed. She +selected a hat she felt sure Tom would like—a pretty crumpled grey +straw with forget-me-nots and ribbons. Then she bought a grey silk of +a lovely silvery shade.</p> + +<p>When she got back home she unwrapped her packages and showed her +purchases to Louisa. But Louisa neither looked at them nor spoke to +Mary Isabel. Mary Isabel tossed her head and went to her own room. Her +draught of freedom had stimulated her, and she did not mind Louisa's +attitude half as much as she would have expected. She read Tom's +letter over again to fortify herself and then she dressed her hair in +a fashion she had seen that day in town and pulled out all the little +curls on her forehead.</p> + +<p>The next day she took the silver-grey silk to the Latimer dressmaker +and picked out a fashionable design for it. When the silk dress came +home, Louisa, who had thawed out somewhat in the meantime, unbent +sufficiently to remark that it fitted very well.</p> + +<p>"I am going to wear it to the induction tomorrow," Mary Isabel said, +boldly to all appearances, quakingly in reality. She knew that she was +throwing down the gauntlet for good and all. If she could assert and +maintain her independence in this matter Louisa's power would be +broken forever.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style="width: 15%;" /> +<br /> + +<p>Twelve years before this, the previously mentioned schism had broken +out in the Latimer church. The minister had sided with the faction +which Louisa Irving opposed. She had promptly ceased going to his +church and withdrew all financial support. She paid to the Marwood +church, fifteen miles away, and occasionally she hired a team and +drove over there to service. But she never entered the Latimer church +again nor allowed Mary Isabel to do so. For that matter, Mary Isabel +did not wish to go. She had resented the minister's attitude almost as +bitterly as Louisa. But when Mr. Moody accepted a call elsewhere Mary +Isabel hoped that she and Louisa might return to their old church +home. Possibly they might have done so had not the congregation called +the young, newly fledged James Anderson. Mary Isabel would not have +cared for this, but Louisa sternly said that neither she nor any of +hers should ever darken the doors of a church where the nephew of +Martin Hamilton preached. Mary Isabel had regretfully acquiesced at +the time, but now she had made up her mind to go to church and she +meant to begin with the induction service.</p> + +<p>Louisa stared at her sister incredulously.</p> + +<p>"Have you taken complete leave of your senses, Mary Isabel?"</p> + +<p>"No. I've just come to them," retorted Mary Isabel recklessly, +gripping a chair-back desperately so that Louisa should not see how +she was trembling. "It is all foolishness to keep away from church +just because of an old grudge. I'm tired of staying home Sundays or +driving fifteen miles to Marwood to hear poor old Mr. Grattan. +Everybody says Mr. Anderson is a splendid young man and an excellent +preacher, and I'm going to attend his services regularly."</p> + +<p>Louisa had taken Mary Isabel's first defiance in icy disdain. Now she +lost her temper and raged. The storm of angry words beat on Mary +Isabel like hail, but she fronted it staunchly. She seemed to hear +Tom's voice saying, "Live your own life, Mary Isabel; don't let Louisa +live it for you," and she meant to obey him.</p> + +<p>"If you go to that man's induction I'll never forgive you," Louisa +concluded.</p> + +<p>Mary Isabel said nothing. She just primmed up her lips very +determinedly, picked up the silk dress, and carried it to her room.</p> + +<p>The next day was fine and warm. Louisa said no word all the morning. +She worked fiercely and slammed things around noisily. After dinner +Mary Isabel went to her room and came down presently, fine and dainty +in her grey silk, with the forget-me-not hat resting on the soft loose +waves of her hair. Louisa was blacking the kitchen stove.</p> + +<p>She shot one angry glance at Mary Isabel, then gave a short, +contemptuous laugh, the laugh of an angry woman who finds herself +robbed of all weapons except ridicule.</p> + +<p>Mary Isabel flushed and walked with an unfaltering step out of the +house and up the lane. She resented Louisa's laughter. She was sure +there was nothing so very ridiculous about her appearance. Women far +older than she, even in Latimer, wore light dresses and fashionable +hats. Really, Louisa was very disagreeable.</p> + +<p>"I have put up with her ways too long," thought Mary Isabel, with a +quick, unwonted rush of anger. "But I never shall again—no, never, +let her be as vexed and scornful as she pleases."</p> + +<p>The induction services were interesting, and Mary Isabel enjoyed them. +Doctor Hamilton was sitting across from her and once or twice she +caught him looking at her admiringly. The doctor noticed the hat and +the grey silk and wondered how Mary Isabel had managed to get her own +way concerning them. What a pretty woman she was! Really, he had never +realized before how very pretty she was. But then, he had never seen +her except in a sunbonnet or with her hair combed primly back.</p> + +<p>But when the service was over Mary Isabel was dismayed to see that the +sky had clouded over and looked very much like rain. Everybody hurried +home, and Mary Isabel tripped along the shore road filled with +anxious thoughts about her dress. That kind of silk always spotted, +and her hat would be ruined if it got wet. How foolish she had been +not to bring an umbrella!</p> + +<p>She reached her own doorstep panting just as the first drop of rain +fell.</p> + +<p>"Thank goodness," she breathed.</p> + +<p>Then she tried to open the door. It would not open.</p> + +<p>She could see Louisa sitting by the kitchen window, calmly reading.</p> + +<p>"Louisa, open the door quick," she called impatiently.</p> + +<p>Louisa never moved a muscle, although Mary Isabel knew she must have +heard.</p> + +<p>"Louisa, do you hear what I say?" she cried, reaching over and tapping +on the pane imperiously. "Open the door at once. It is going to +rain—it is raining now. Be quick."</p> + +<p>Louisa might as well have been a graven image for all the response she +gave. Then did Mary Isabel realize her position. Louisa had locked her +out purposely, knowing the rain was coming. Louisa had no intention of +letting her in; she meant to keep her out until the dress and hat of +her rebellion were spoiled. This was Louisa's revenge.</p> + +<p>Mary Isabel turned with a gasp. What should she do? The padlocked +doors of hen-house and well-house and wood-house: revealed the +thoroughness of Louisa's vindictive design. Where should she go? She +would go somewhere. She would not have her lovely new dress and hat +spoiled!</p> + +<p>She caught her ruffled skirts up in her hand and ran across the yard. +She climbed the fence into the field and ran across that. Another drop +of rain struck her cheek. She never glanced back or she would have +seen a horrified face peering from the cottage kitchen window. Louisa +had never dreamed that Mary Isabel would seek refuge over at Dr. +Hamilton's.</p> + +<p>Dr. Hamilton, who had driven home from church with the young minister, +saw her coming and ran to open the door for her. Mary Isabel dashed +up the verandah steps, breathless, crimson-cheeked, trembling with +pent-up indignation and sense of outrage.</p> + +<p>"Louisa locked me out, Dr. Hamilton," she cried almost hysterically. +"She locked me out on purpose to spoil my dress. I'll never forgive +her, I'll never go back to her, never, never, unless she asks me to. I +had to come here. I was not going to have my dress ruined to please +Louisa."</p> + +<p>"Of course not—of course not," said Dr. Hamilton soothingly, drawing +her into his big cosy living room. "You did perfectly right to come +here, and you are just in time. There is the rain now in good +earnest."</p> + +<p>Mary Isabel sank into a chair and looked at Dr. Hamilton with tears in +her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Wasn't it an unkind, unsisterly thing to do?" she asked piteously. +"Oh, I shall never feel the same towards Louisa again. Tom was +right—I didn't tell you about Tom's letter but I will by and by. I +shall not go back to Louisa after her locking me out. When it stops +raining I'll go straight up to my cousin Ella's and stay with her +until I arrange my plans. But one thing is certain, I shall not go +back to Louisa."</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't," said the doctor recklessly. "Now, don't cry and don't +worry. Take off your hat—you can go to the spare room across the +hall, if you like. Jim has gone upstairs to lie down; he has a bad +headache and says he doesn't want any tea. So I was going to get up a +bachelor's snack for myself. My housekeeper is away. She heard, at +church that her mother was ill and went over to Marwood."</p> + +<p>When Mary Isabel came back from the spare room, a little calmer but +with traces of tears on her pink cheeks, the doctor had as good a +tea-table spread as any woman could have had. Mary Isabel thought it +was fortunate that the little errand boy, Tommy Brewster, was there, +or she certainly would have been dreadfully embarrassed, now that the +flame of her anger had blown out. But later on, when tea was over and +she and the doctor were left alone, she did not feel embarrassed +after all. Instead, she felt delightfully happy and at home. Dr. +Hamilton put one so at ease.</p> + +<p>She told him all about Tom's letter and her subsequent revolt. Dr. +Hamilton never once made the mistake of smiling. He listened and +approved and sympathized.</p> + +<p>"So I'm determined I won't go back," concluded Mary Isabel, "unless +she asks me to—and Louisa will never do that. Ella will be glad +enough to have me for a while; she has five children and can't get any +help."</p> + +<p>The doctor shrugged his shoulders. He thought of Mary Isabel as +unofficial drudge to Ella Kemble and her family. Then he looked at the +little silvery figure by the window.</p> + +<p>"I think I can suggest a better plan," he said gently and tenderly. +"Suppose you stay here—as my wife. I've always wanted to ask you that +but I feared it was no use because I knew Louisa would oppose it and I +did not think you would consent if she did not. I think," the doctor +leaned forward and took Mary Isabel's fluttering hand in his, "I think +we can be very happy here, dear."</p> + +<p>Mary Isabel flushed crimson and her heart beat wildly. She knew now +that she loved Dr. Hamilton—and Tom would have liked it—yes, Tom +would. She remembered how Tom hated the thought of his sisters being +old maids.</p> + +<p>"I—think—so—too," she faltered shyly.</p> + +<p>"Then," said the doctor briskly, "what is the matter with our being +married right here and now?"</p> + +<p>"Married!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, of course. Here we are in a state where no licence is required, +a minister in the house, and you all dressed in the most beautiful +wedding silk imaginable. You must see, if you just look at it calmly, +how much better it will be than going up to Mrs. Kemble's and thereby +publishing your difference with Louisa to all the village. I'll give +you fifteen minutes to get used to the idea and then I'll call Jim +down."</p> + +<p>Mary Isabel put her hands to her face.</p> + +<p>"You—you're like a whirlwind," she gasped. "You take away my breath."</p> + +<p>"Think it over," said the doctor in a businesslike voice.</p> + +<p>Mary Isabel thought—thought very hard for a few moments.</p> + +<p>What would Tom have said?</p> + +<p>Was it probable that Tom would have approved of such marrying in +haste?</p> + +<p>Mary Isabel came to the decision that he would have preferred it to +having family jars bruited abroad. Moreover, Mary Isabel had never +liked Ella Kemble very much. Going to her was only one degree better +than going back to Louisa.</p> + +<p>At last Mary Isabel took her hands down from her face. "Well?" said +the doctor persuasively as she did so.</p> + +<p>"I will consent on one condition," said Mary Isabel firmly. "And that +is, that you will let me send word over to Louisa that I am going to +be married and that she may come and see the ceremony if she will. +Louisa has behaved very unkindly in this matter, but after all she is +my sister—and she has been good to me in some ways—and I am not +going to give her a chance to say that I got married in this—this +headlong-fashion and never let her know."</p> + +<p>"Tommy can take the word over," said the doctor.</p> + +<p>Mary Isabel went to the doctor's desk and wrote a very brief note.</p> + +<div class="block"><p class="noin">Dear Louisa:</p> + +<p>I am going to be married to Dr. Hamilton right away. I've seen +him often at the shore this summer. I would like you to be +present at the ceremony if you choose.</p> + +<p class="right">Mary Isabel.</p> +</div> + +<p>Tommy ran across the field with the note.</p> + +<p>It had now ceased raining and the clouds were breaking. Mary Isabel +thought that a good omen. She and the doctor watched Tommy from the +window. They saw Louisa come to the door, take the note, and shut the +door in Tommy's face. Ten minutes later she reappeared, habited in her +mackintosh, with her second-best bonnet on.</p> + +<p>"She's—coming," said Mary Isabel, trembling.</p> + +<p>The doctor put his arm protectingly about the little lady.</p> + +<p>Mary Isabel tossed her head. "Oh, I'm not—I'm only excited. I shall +never be afraid of Louisa again."</p> + +<p>Louisa came grimly over the field, up the verandah steps, and into the +room without knocking.</p> + +<p>"Mary Isabel," she said, glaring at her sister and ignoring the doctor +entirely, "did you mean what you said in that letter?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I did," said Mary Isabel firmly.</p> + +<p>"You are going to be married to that man in this shameless, indecent +haste?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"And nothing I can say will have the least effect on you?"</p> + +<p>"Not the slightest."</p> + +<p>"Then," said Louisa, more grimly than ever, "all I ask of you is to +come home and be married from under your father's roof. Do have that +much respect for your parents' memory, at least."</p> + +<p>"Of course I will," cried Mary Isabel impulsively, softening at once. +"Of course we will—won't we?" she asked, turning prettily to the +doctor.</p> + +<p>"Just as you say," he answered gallantly.</p> + +<p>Louisa snorted. "I'll go home and air the parlour," she said. "It's +lucky I baked that fruitcake Monday. You can come when you're ready."</p> + +<p>She stalked home across the field. In a few minutes the doctor and +Mary Isabel followed, and behind them came the young minister, +carrying his blue book under his arm, and trying hard and not +altogether successfully to look grave.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Twins_and_a_Wedding" id="The_Twins_and_a_Wedding"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Twins and a Wedding<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Sometimes Johnny and I wonder what would really have happened if we +had never started for Cousin Pamelia's wedding. I think that Ted would +have come back some time; but Johnny says he doesn't believe he ever +would, and Johnny ought to know, because Johnny's a boy. Anyhow, he +couldn't have come back for four years. However, we <i>did</i> start for +the wedding and so things came out all right, and Ted said we were a +pair of twin special Providences.</p> + +<p>Johnny and I fully expected to go to Cousin Pamelia's wedding because +we had always been such chums with her. And she did write to Mother to +be sure and bring us, but Father and Mother didn't want to be bothered +with us. That is the plain truth of the matter. They are good parents, +as parents go in this world; I don't think we could have picked out +much better, all things considered; but Johnny and I have always known +that they never want to take us with them anywhere if they can get out +of it. Uncle Fred says that it is no wonder, since we are a pair of +holy terrors for getting into mischief and keeping everybody in hot +water. But I think we are pretty good, considering all the temptations +we have to be otherwise. And, of course, twins have just twice as many +as ordinary children.</p> + +<p>Anyway, Father and Mother said we would have to stay home with Hannah +Jane. This decision came upon us, as Johnny says, like a bolt from the +blue. At first we couldn't believe they were not joking. Why, we felt +that we simply <i>had</i> to go to Pamelia's wedding. We had never been to +a wedding in our lives and we were just aching to see what it would be +like. Besides, we had written a marriage ode to Pamelia and we wanted +to present it to her. Johnny was to recite it, and he had been +practising it out behind the carriage house for a week. I wrote the +most of it. I can write poetry as slick as anything. Johnny helped me +hunt out the rhymes. That is the hardest thing about writing poetry, +it is so difficult to find rhymes. Johnny would find me a rhyme and +then I would write a line to suit it, and we got on swimmingly.</p> + +<p>When we realized that Father and Mother meant what they said we were +just too miserable to live. When I went to bed that night I simply +pulled the clothes over my face and howled quietly. I couldn't help it +when I thought of Pamelia's white silk dress and tulle veil and flower +girls and all the rest. Johnny said it was the wedding dinner <i>he</i> +thought about. Boys are like that, you know.</p> + +<p>Father and Mother went away on the early morning train, telling us to +be good twins and not bother Hannah Jane. It would have been more to +the point if they had told Hannah Jane not to bother us. She worries +more about our bringing up than Mother does.</p> + +<p>I was sitting on the front doorstep after they had gone when Johnny +came around the corner, looking so mysterious and determined that I +knew he had thought of something splendid.</p> + +<p>"Sue," said Johnny impressively, "if you have any real sporting blood +in you now is the time to show it. If you've enough grit we'll get to +Pamelia's wedding after all."</p> + +<p>"How?" I said as soon as I was able to say anything.</p> + +<p>"We'll just go. We'll take the ten o'clock train. It will get to +Marsden by eleven-thirty and that'll be in plenty of time. The wedding +isn't until twelve."</p> + +<p>"But we've never been on the train alone, and we've never been to +Marsden at all!" I gasped.</p> + +<p>"Oh, of course, if you're going to hatch up all sorts of +difficulties!" said Johnny scornfully. "I thought you had more spunk!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I have, Johnny," I said eagerly. "I'm <i>all</i> spunk. And I'll do +anything you'll do. But won't Father and Mother be perfectly savage?"</p> + +<p>"Of course. But we'll be there and they can't send us home again, so +we'll see the wedding. We'll be punished afterwards all right, but +we'll have had the fun, don't you see?"</p> + +<p>I saw. I went right upstairs to dress, trusting everything blindly to +Johnny. I put on my best pale blue shirred silk hat and my blue +organdie dress and my high-heeled slippers. Johnny whistled when he +saw me, but he never said a word; there are times when Johnny is a +duck.</p> + +<p>We slipped away when Hannah Jane was feeding the hens.</p> + +<p>"I'll buy the tickets," explained Johnny. "I've got enough money left +out of my last month's allowance because I didn't waste it all on +candy as you did. You'll have to pay me back when you get your next +month's jink, remember. I'll ask the conductor to tell us when we get +to Marsden. Uncle Fred's house isn't far from the station, and we'll +be sure to know it by all the cherry trees round it."</p> + +<p>It sounded easy, and it <i>was</i> easy. We had a jolly ride, and finally +the conductor came along and said, "Here's your jumping-off place, +kiddies."</p> + +<p>Johnny didn't like being called a kiddy, but I saw the conductor's eye +resting admiringly on my blue silk hat and I forgave him.</p> + +<p>Marsden was a pretty little village, and away up the road we saw Uncle +Fred's place, for it was fairly smothered in cherry trees all white +with lovely bloom. We started for it as fast as we could go, for we +knew we had no time to lose. It is perfectly dreadful trying to hurry +when you have on high-heeled shoes, but I said nothing and just tore +along, for I knew Johnny would have no sympathy for me. We finally +reached the house and turned in at the open gate of the lawn. I +thought everything looked very peaceful and quiet for a wedding to be +under way and I had a sickening idea that it was too late and it was +all over.</p> + +<p>"Nonsense!" said Johnny, cross as a bear, because he was really +afraid of it too. "I suppose everybody is inside the house. No, there +are two people over there by that bench. Let us go and ask them if +this is the right place, because if it isn't we have no time to lose."</p> + +<p>We ran across the lawn to the two people. One of them was a young +lady, the very prettiest young lady I had ever seen. She was tall and +stately, just like the heroine in a book, and she had lovely curly +brown hair and big blue eyes and the most dazzling complexion. But she +looked very cross and disdainful and I knew the minute I saw her that +she had been quarrelling with the young man. He was standing in front +of her and he was as handsome as a prince. But he looked angry too. +Altogether, you never saw a crosser-looking couple. Just as we came up +we heard the young lady say, "What you ask is ridiculous and +impossible, Ted. I <i>can't</i> get married at two days' notice and I don't +mean to be."</p> + +<p>And he said, "Very well, Una, I am sorry you think so. You would not +think so if you really cared anything for me. It is just as well I +have found out you don't. I am going away in two days' time and I +shall not return in a hurry, Una."</p> + +<p>"I do not care if you never return," she said.</p> + +<p>That was a fib and well I knew it. But the young man didn't—men are +so stupid at times. He swung around on one foot without replying and +he would have gone in another second if he had not nearly fallen over +Johnny and me.</p> + +<p>"Please, sir," said Johnny respectfully, but hurriedly. "We're looking +for Mr. Frederick Murray's place. Is this it?"</p> + +<p>"No," said the young man a little gruffly. "This is Mrs. Franklin's +place. Frederick Murray lives at Marsden, ten miles away."</p> + +<p>My heart gave a jump and then stopped beating. I know it did, although +Johnny says it is impossible.</p> + +<p>"Isn't this Marsden?" cried Johnny chokily.</p> + +<p>"No, this is Harrowsdeane," said the young man, a little more mildly.</p> + +<p>I couldn't help it. I was tired and warm and so disappointed. I sat +right down on the rustic seat behind me and burst into tears, as the +story-books say.</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't cry, dearie," said the young lady in a very different voice +from the one she had used before. She sat down beside me and put her +arms around me. "We'll take you over to Marsden if you've got off at +the wrong station."</p> + +<p>"But it will be too late," I sobbed wildly. "The wedding is to be at +twelve—and it's nearly that now—and oh, Johnny, I do think you might +try to comfort me!"</p> + +<p>For Johnny had stuck his hands in his pockets and turned his back +squarely on me. I thought it so unkind of him. I didn't know then that +it was because he was afraid he was going to cry right there before +everybody, and I felt deserted by all the world.</p> + +<p>"Tell me all about it," said the young lady.</p> + +<p>So I told her as well as I could all about the wedding and how wild we +were to see it and why we were running away to it.</p> + +<p>"And now it's all no use," I wailed. "And we'll be punished when they +find out just the same. I wouldn't mind being punished if we hadn't +missed the wedding. We've never seen a wedding—and Pamelia was to +wear a white silk dress—and have flower girls—and oh, my heart is +just broken. I shall never get over this—never—if I live to be as +old as Methuselah."</p> + +<p>"What can we do for them?" said the young lady, looking up at the +young man and smiling a little. She seemed to have forgotten that they +had just quarrelled. "I can't bear to see children disappointed. I +remember my own childhood too well."</p> + +<p>"I really don't know what we can do," said the young man, smiling +back, "unless we get married right here and now for their sakes. If it +is a wedding they want to see and nothing else will do them, that is +the only idea I can suggest."</p> + +<p>"Nonsense!" said the young lady. But she said it as if she would +rather like to be persuaded it wasn't nonsense.</p> + +<p>I looked up at her. "Oh, if you have any notion of being married I +wish you would right off," I said eagerly. "Any wedding would do just +as well as Pamelia's. Please do."</p> + +<p>The young lady laughed.</p> + +<p>"One might just as well be married at two hours' notice as two days'," +she said.</p> + +<p>"Una," said the young man, bending towards her, "will you marry me +here and now? Don't send me away alone to the other side of the world, +Una."</p> + +<p>"What on earth would Auntie say?" said Una helplessly.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Franklin wouldn't object if you told her you were going to be +married in a balloon."</p> + +<p>"I don't see how we could arrange—oh, Ted, it's absurd."</p> + +<p>"'Tisn't. It's highly sensible. I'll go straight to town on my wheel +for the licence and ring and I'll be back in an hour. You can be ready +by that time."</p> + +<p>For a moment Una hesitated. Then she said suddenly to me, "What is +your name, dearie?"</p> + +<p>"Sue Murray," I said, "and this is my brother, Johnny. We're twins. +We've been twins for ten years."</p> + +<p>"Well, Sue, I'm going to let you decide for me. This gentleman here, +whose name is Theodore Prentice, has to start for Japan in two days +and will have to remain there for four years. He received his orders +only yesterday. He wants me to marry him and go with him. Now, I shall +leave it to you to consent or refuse for me. Shall I marry him or +shall I not?"</p> + +<p>"Marry him, of course," said I promptly. Johnny says she knew I would +say that when she left it to me.</p> + +<p>"Very well," said Una calmly. "Ted, you may go for the necessaries. +Sue, you must be my bridesmaid and Johnny shall be best man. Come, +we'll go into the house and break the news to Auntie."</p> + +<p>I never felt so interested and excited in my life. It seemed too good +to be true. Una and I went into the house and there we found the +sweetest, pinkest, plumpest old lady asleep in an easy-chair. Una +wakened her and said, "Auntie, I'm going to be married to Mr. Prentice +in an hour's time."</p> + +<p>That was a most wonderful old lady! All she said was, "Dear me!" You'd +have thought Una had simply told her she was going out for a walk.</p> + +<p>"Ted has gone for licence and ring and minister," Una went on. "We +shall be married out under the cherry trees and I'll wear my new white +organdie. We shall leave for Japan in two days. These children are Sue +and Johnny Murray who have come out to see a wedding—<i>any</i> wedding. +Ted and I are getting married just to please them."</p> + +<p>"Dear me!" said the old lady again. "This is rather sudden. Still—if +you must. Well, I'll go and see what there is in the house to eat."</p> + +<p>She toddled away, smiling, and Una turned to me. She was laughing, but +there were tears in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"You blessed accidents!" she said, with a little tremble in her voice. +"If you hadn't happened just then Ted would have gone away in a rage +and I might never have seen him again. Come now, Sue, and help me +dress."</p> + +<p>Johnny stayed in the hall and I went upstairs with Una. We had such an +exciting time getting her dressed. She had the sweetest white organdie +you ever saw, all frills and laces. I'm sure Pamelia's silk couldn't +have been half so pretty. But she had no veil, and I felt rather +disappointed about that. Then there was a knock at the door and Mrs. +Franklin came in, with her arms full of something all fine and misty +like a lacy cobweb.</p> + +<p>"I've brought you my wedding veil, dearie," she said. "I wore it forty +years ago. And God bless you, dearie. I can't stop a minute. The boy +is killing the chickens and Bridget is getting ready to broil them. +Mrs. Jenner's son across the road has just gone down to the bakery for +a wedding cake."</p> + +<p>With that she toddled off again. She was certainly a wonderful old +lady. I just thought of Mother in her place. Well, Mother would simply +have gone wild entirely.</p> + +<p>When Una was dressed she looked as beautiful as a dream. The boy had +finished killing the chickens, and Mrs. Franklin had sent him up with +a basket of roses for us, and we had each the loveliest bouquet. +Before long Ted came back with the minister, and the next thing we +knew we were all standing out on the lawn under the cherry trees and +Una and Ted were being married.</p> + +<p>I was too happy to speak. I had never thought of being a bridesmaid in +my wildest dreams and here I was one. How thankful I was that I had +put on my blue organdie and my shirred hat! I wasn't a bit nervous and +I don't believe Una was either. Mrs. Franklin stood at one side with a +smudge of flour on her nose, and she had forgotten to take off her +apron. Bridget and the boy watched us from the kitchen garden. It was +all like a beautiful, bewildering dream. But the ceremony was horribly +solemn. I am sure I shall never have the courage to go through with +anything of the sort, but Johnny says I will change my mind when I +grow up.</p> + +<p>When it was all over I nudged Johnny and said "Ode" in a fierce +whisper. Johnny immediately stepped out before Una and recited it. +Pamelia's name was mentioned three times and of course he should have +put Una in place of it, but he forgot. You can't remember everything.</p> + +<p>"You dear funny darlings!" said Una, kissing us both. Johnny didn't +like <i>that</i>, but he said he didn't mind it in a bride.</p> + +<p>Then we had dinner, and I thought Mrs. Franklin more wonderful than +ever. I couldn't have believed any woman could have got up such a +spread at two hours' notice. Of course, some credit must be given to +Bridget and the boy. Johnny and I were hungry enough by this time and +we enjoyed that repast to the full.</p> + +<p>We went home on the evening train. Ted and Una came to the station +with us, and Una said she would write me when she got to Japan, and +Ted said he would be obliged to us forever and ever.</p> + +<p>When we got home we found Hannah Jane and Father and Mother—who had +arrived there an hour before us—simply distracted. They were so glad +to see us safe and sound that they didn't even scold us, and when +Father heard our story he laughed until the tears came into his eyes.</p> + +<p>"Some are born to luck, some achieve luck, and some have luck thrust +upon them," he said.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<hr /> +<br /> +<br /> + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, +1907 to 1908, by Lucy Maud Montgomery + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MONTGOMERY STORIES *** + +***** This file should be named 24877-h.htm or 24877-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/2/4/8/7/24877/ + +Produced by Alicia Williams, Jeannie Howse and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1907 to 1908 + +Author: Lucy Maud Montgomery + +Release Date: March 19, 2008 [EBook #24877] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MONTGOMERY STORIES *** + + + + +Produced by Alicia Williams, Jeannie Howse and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1907 to 1908 + + +Lucy Maud Montgomery was born at Clifton (now New London), Prince +Edward Island, Canada, on November 30, 1874. She achieved +international fame in her lifetime, putting Prince Edward Island and +Canada on the world literary map. Best known for her "Anne of Green +Gables" books, she was also a prolific writer of short stories and +poetry. She published some 500 short stories and poems and twenty +novels before her death in 1942. The Project Gutenberg collection of +her short stories was gathered from numerous sources and is presented +in chronological publishing order: + +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1896 to 1901 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1902 to 1903 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1904 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1905 to 1906 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1907 to 1908 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1909 to 1922 + + + * * * * * + + + + +Short Stories 1907 to 1908 + + Millionaire's Proposal 1907 + A Substitute Journalist 1907 + Anna's Love Letters 1908 + Aunt Caroline's Silk Dress 1907 + Aunt Susanna's Thanksgiving Dinner 1907 + By Grace of Julius Caesar 1908 + By the Rule of Contrary 1908 + Fair Exchange and No Robbery 1907 + Four Winds 1908 + Marcella's Reward 1907 + Margaret's Patient 1908 + Matthew Insists on Puffed Sleeves 1908 + Missy's Room 1907 + Ted's Afternoon Off 1907 + The Girl Who Drove the Cows 1908 + The Doctor's Sweetheart 1908 + The End of the Young Family Feud 1907 + The Genesis of the Doughnut Club 1907 + The Growing Up of Cornelia 1908 + The Old Fellow's Letter 1907 + The Parting of the Ways 1907 + The Promissory Note 1907 + The Revolt of Mary Isabel 1908 + The Twins and a Wedding 1908 + + + + +A Millionaire's Proposal + + + Thrush Hill, Oct. 5, 18--. + +It is all settled at last, and in another week I shall have left +Thrush Hill. I am a little bit sorry and a great bit glad. I am going +to Montreal to spend the winter with Alicia. + +Alicia--it used to be plain Alice when she lived at Thrush Hill and +made her own dresses and trimmed her own hats--is my half-sister. She +is eight years older than I am. We are both orphans, and Aunt +Elizabeth brought us up here at Thrush Hill, the most delightful old +country place in the world, half smothered in big willows and poplars, +every one of which I have climbed in the early tomboy days of gingham +pinafores and sun-bonnets. + +When Alicia was eighteen she married Roger Gresham, a man of forty. +The world said that she married him for his money. I dare say she did. +Alicia was tired of poverty. + +I don't blame her. Very likely I shall do the same thing one of these +days, if I get the chance--for I too am tired of poverty. + +When Alicia went to Montreal she wanted to take me with her, but I +wanted to be outdoors, romping in the hay or running wild in the woods +with Jack. + +Jack Willoughby--Dr. John H. Willoughby, it reads on his office +door--was the son of our nearest neighbour. We were chums always, and +when he went away to college I was heartbroken. + +The vacations were the only joy of my life then. + +I don't know just when I began to notice a change in Jack, but when he +came home two years ago, a full-fledged M.D.--a great, tall, +broad-shouldered fellow, with the sweetest moustache, and lovely thick +black hair, just made for poking one's fingers through--I realized it +to the full. Jack was grown up. The dear old days of bird-nesting and +nutting and coasting and fishing and general delightful goings-on were +over forever. + +I was sorry at first. I wanted "Jack." "Dr. Willoughby" seemed too +distinguished and far away. + +I suppose he found a change in me, too. I had put on long skirts and +wore my hair up. I had also found out that I had a complexion, and +that sunburn was not becoming. I honestly thought I looked pretty, but +Jack surveyed me with decided disapprobation. + +"What have you done to yourself? You don't look like the same girl. +I'd never know you in that rig-out, with all those flippery-trippery +curls all over your head. Why don't you comb your hair straight back, +and let it hang in a braided tail, like you used to?" + +This didn't suit me at all. When I expect a compliment and get +something quite different I always get snippy. So I said, with what I +intended to be crushing dignity, "that I supposed I wasn't the same +girl; I had grown up, and if he didn't like my curls he needn't look +at them. For my part, I thought them infinitely preferable to that +horrid, conceited-looking moustache he had grown." + +"I'll shave it off if it doesn't suit you," said Jack amiably. + +Jack is always so provokingly good-humoured. When you've taken pains +and put yourself out--even to the extent of fibbing about a +moustache--to exasperate a person, there is nothing more annoying than +to have him keep perfectly angelic. + +But after a while Jack and I adjusted ourselves to the change in each +other and became very good friends again. It was quite a different +friendship from the old, but it was very pleasant. Yes, it was; I +_will_ admit that much. + +I was provoked at Jack's determination to settle down for life in +Valleyfield, a horrible, humdrum, little country village. + +"You'll never make your fortune there, Jack," I said spitefully. +"You'll just be a poor, struggling country doctor all your life, and +you'll be grey at forty." + +"I don't expect to make a fortune, Kitty," said Jack quietly. "Do you +think that is the one desirable thing? I shall never be a rich man. +But riches are not the only thing that makes life pleasant." + +"Well, I think they have a good deal to do with it, anyhow," I +retorted. "It's all very well to pretend to despise wealth, but it's +generally a case of sour grapes. _I_ will own up honestly that I'd +_love_ to be rich." + +It always seems to make Jack blue and grumpy when I talk like that. I +suppose that is one reason why he never asked me to settle down in +life as a country doctor's wife. Another was, no doubt, that I always +nipped his sentimental sproutings religiously in the bud. + +Three weeks ago Alicia wrote to me, asking me to spend the winter with +her. Her letters always make me just gasp with longing for the life +they describe. + +Jack's face, when I told him about it, was so woebegone that I felt a +stab of remorse, even in the heyday of my delight. + +"Do you really mean it, Kitty? Are you going away to leave me?" + +"You won't miss me much," I said flippantly--I had a creepy, crawly +presentiment that a scene of some kind was threatening--"and I'm +awfully tired of Thrush Hill and country life, Jack. I suppose it is +horribly ungrateful of me to say so, but it is the truth." + +"I shall miss you," he said soberly. + +Somehow he had my hands in his. _How_ did he ever get them? I was sure +I had them safely tucked out of harm's way behind me. "You know, +Kitty, that I love you. I am a poor man--perhaps I may never be +anything else--and this may seem to you very presumptuous. But I +cannot let you go like this. Will you be my wife, dear?" + +Wasn't it horribly straightforward and direct? So like Jack! I tried +to pull my hands away, but he held them fast. There was nothing to do +but answer him. That "no" I had determined to say must be said, but, +oh! how woefully it did stick in my throat! + +And I honestly believe that by the time I got it out it would have +been transformed into a "yes," in spite of me, had it not been for a +certain paragraph in Alicia's letter which came providentially to my +mind: + + Not to flatter you, Katherine, you are a beauty, my dear--if + your photo is to be trusted. If you have not discovered that + fact before--how should you, indeed, in a place like Thrush + Hill?--you soon will in Montreal. With your face and figure + you will make a sensation. + + There is to be a nephew of the Sinclairs here this winter. He + is an American, immensely wealthy, and will be the catch of + the season. A word to the wise, etc. Don't get into any + foolish entanglement down there. I have heard some gossip of + you and our old playfellow, Jack Willoughby. I hope it is + nothing but gossip. You can do better than that, Katherine. + +That settled Jack's fate, if there ever had been any doubt. + +"Don't talk like that, Jack," I said hurriedly. "It is all nonsense. I +think a great deal of you as a friend and--and--all that, you know. +But I can never marry you." + +"Are you sure, Kitty?" said Jack earnestly. "Don't you care for me at +all?" + +It was horrid of Jack to ask that question! + +"No," I said miserably, "not--not in that way, Jack. Oh, don't ever +say anything like this to me again." + +He let go of my hands then, white to the lips. + +"Oh, don't look like that, Jack," I entreated. + +"I can't help it," he said in a low voice. "But I won't bother you +again, dear. It was foolish of me to expect--to hope for anything of +the sort. You are a thousand times too good for me, I know." + +"Oh, indeed I'm not, Jack," I protested. "If you knew how horrid I am, +really, you'd be glad and thankful for your escape. Oh, Jack, I wish +people never grew up." + +Jack smiled sadly. + +"Don't feel badly over this, Kitty. It isn't your fault. Good night, +dear." + +He turned my face up and kissed me squarely on the mouth. He had never +kissed me since the summer before he went away to college. Somehow it +didn't seem a bit the same as it used to; it was--nicer now. + +After he went away I came upstairs and had a good, comfortable howl. +Then I buried the whole affair decently. I am not going to think of it +any more. + +I shall always have the highest esteem for Jack, and I hope he will +soon find some nice girl who will make him happy. Mary Carter would +jump at him, I know. To be sure, she is as homely as she can be and +live. But, then, Jack is always telling me how little he cares for +beauty, so I have no doubt she will suit him admirably. + +As for myself--well, I am ambitious. I don't suppose my ambition is a +very lofty one, but such as it is I mean to hunt it down. Come. Let me +put it down in black and white, once for all, and see how it looks: + +I mean to marry the rich nephew of the Sinclairs. + +There! It is out, and I feel better. How mercenary and awful it looks +written out in cold blood like that. I wouldn't have Jack or Aunt +Elizabeth--dear, unworldly old soul--see it for the world. But I +wouldn't mind Alicia. + +Poor dear Jack! + + * * * * * + + Montreal, Dec. 16, 18--. + +This is a nice way to keep a journal. But the days when I could write +regularly are gone by. That was when I was at Thrush Hill. + +I am having a simply divine time. How in the world did I ever contrive +to live at Thrush Hill? + +To be sure, I felt badly enough that day in October when I left it. +When the train left Valleyfield I just cried like a baby. + +Alicia and Roger welcomed me very heartily, and after the first week +of homesickness--I shiver yet when I think of it--was over, I settled +down to my new life as if I had been born to it. + +Alicia has a magnificent home and everything heart could wish +for--jewels, carriages, servants, opera boxes, and social position. +Roger is a model husband apparently. I must also admit that he is a +model brother-in-law. + +I could feel Alicia looking me over critically the moment we met. I +trembled with suspense, but I was soon relieved. + +"Do you know, Katherine, I am glad to see that your photograph didn't +flatter you. Photographs so often do, I am positively surprised at the +way you have developed, my dear; you used to be such a scrawny little +brown thing. By the way, I hope there is nothing between you and Jack +Willoughby?" + +"No, of course not," I answered hurriedly. I had intended to tell +Alicia all about Jack, but when it came to the point I couldn't. + +"I am glad of that," said Alicia, with a relieved air. "Of course, +I've no doubt Jack is a good fellow enough. He was a nice boy. But he +would not be a suitable husband for you, Katherine." + +I knew that very well. That was just why I had refused him. But it +made me wince to hear Alicia say it. I instantly froze up--Alicia says +dignity is becoming to me--and Jack's name has never been mentioned +between us since. + +I made my bow to society at an "At Home" which Alicia gave for that +purpose. She drilled me well beforehand, and I think I acquitted +myself decently. Charlie Vankleek, whose verdict makes or mars every +debutante in his set, has approved of me. He called me a beauty, and +everybody now believes that I am one, and greets me accordingly. + +I met Gus Sinclair at Mrs. Brompton's dinner. Alicia declares it was a +case of love at first sight. If so, I must confess that it was all on +one side. + +Mr. Sinclair is undeniably ugly--even Alicia has to admit that--and +can't hold a candle to Jack in point of looks, for Jack, poor boy, was +handsome, if he were nothing else. But, as Alicia does not fail to +remind me, Mr. Sinclair's homeliness is well gilded. + +Apart from his appearance, I really liked him very much. He is a +gentlemanly little fellow--his head reaches about to my +shoulder--cultured and travelled, and can talk splendidly, which Jack +never could. + +He took me into dinner at Mrs. Brompton's, and was very attentive. You +may imagine how many angelic glances I received from the other +candidates for his favour. + +Since then I have been having the gayest time imaginable. Dances, +dinners, luncheons, afternoon teas, "functions" to no end, and all +delightful. + +Aunt Elizabeth writes to me, but I have never heard a word from Jack. +He seems to have forgotten my existence completely. No doubt he has +consoled himself with Mary Carter. + +Well, that is all for the best, but I must say I did not think Jack +could have forgotten me so soon or so absolutely. Of course it does +not make the least difference to me. + +The Sinclairs and the Bromptons and the Curries are to dine here +tonight. I can see myself reflected in the long mirror before me, and +I really think my appearance will satisfy even Gus Sinclair's critical +eye. I am pale, as usual, I never have any colour. That used to be one +of Jack's grievances. He likes pink and white milkmaidish girls. My +"magnificent pallor" didn't suit him at all. + +But, what is more to the purpose, it suits Gus Sinclair. He admires +the statuesque style. + + * * * * * + + Montreal, Jan. 20, 18--. + +Here it is a whole month since my last entry. I am sitting here decked +out in "gloss of satin and glimmer of pearls" for Mrs. Currie's dance. +These few minutes, after I emerge from the hands of my maid and before +the carriage is announced, are almost the only ones I ever have to +myself. + +I am having a good time still. Somehow, though, it isn't as exciting +as it used to be. I'm afraid I'm very changeable. I believe I must be +homesick. + +I'd love to get a glimpse of dear old Thrush Hill and Aunt Elizabeth, +and J--but, no! I will not write that. + +Mr. Sinclair has not spoken yet, but there is no doubt that he soon +will. Of course, I shall accept him when he does, and I coolly told +Alicia so when she just as coolly asked me what I meant to do. + +"Certainly, I shall marry him," I said crossly, for the subject always +irritates me. "Haven't I been laying myself out all winter to catch +him? That is the bold, naked truth, and ugly enough it is. My dearly +beloved sister, I mean to accept Mr. Sinclair, without any hesitation, +whenever I get the chance." + +"I give you credit for more sense than to dream of doing anything +else," said Alicia in relieved tones. "Katherine, you are a very lucky +girl." + +"Because I am going to marry a rich man for his money?" I said coldly. + +Sometimes I get snippy with Alicia these days. + +"No," said my half-sister in an exasperated way. "Why will you persist +in speaking in that way? You are very provoking. It is not likely I +would wish to see you throw yourself away on a poor man, and I'm sure +you must like Gus." + +"Oh, yes, I like him well enough," I said listlessly. "To be sure, I +did think once, in my salad days, that liking wasn't quite all in an +affair of this kind. I was absurd enough to imagine that love had +something to do with it." + +"Don't talk so nonsensically," said Alicia sharply. "Love! Well, of +course, you ought to love your husband, and you will. He loves you +enough, at all events." + +"Alicia," I said earnestly, looking her straight in the face and +speaking bluntly enough to have satisfied even Jack's love of +straightforwardness, "you married for money and position, so people +say. Are you happy?" + +For the first time that I remembered, Alicia blushed. She was very +angry. + +"Yes, I did marry for money," she said sharply, "and I don't regret +it. Thank heaven, I never was a fool." + +"Don't be vexed, Alicia," I entreated. "I only asked because--well, it +is no matter." + + * * * * * + + Montreal, Jan. 25, 18--. + +It is bedtime, but I am too excited and happy and miserable to sleep. +Jack has been here--dear old Jack! How glad I was to see him. + +His coming was so unexpected. I was sitting alone in my room this +afternoon--I believe I was moping--when Bessie brought up his card. I +gave it one rapturous look and tore downstairs, passing Alicia in the +hall like a whirlwind, and burst into the drawing-room in a most +undignified way. + +"Jack!" I cried, holding out both hands to him in welcome. + +There he was, just the same old Jack, with his splendid big shoulders +and his lovely brown eyes. And his necktie was crooked, too; as soon +as I could get my hands free I put them up and straightened it out for +him. How nice and old-timey that was! + +"So you are glad to see me, Kitty?" he said as he squeezed my hands in +his big strong paws. + +"'Deed and 'deed I am, Jack. I thought you had forgotten me +altogether. And I've been so homesick and so--so everything," I said +incoherently. "And, oh, Jack, I've so many questions to ask I don't +know where to begin. Tell me all the Thrush Hill and Valleyfield news, +tell me everything that has happened since I left. How many people +have you killed off? And, oh, why didn't you come to see me before?" + +"I didn't think I should be wanted, Kitty," Jack answered quietly. +"You seemed to be so absorbed in your new life that old friends and +interests were crowded out." + +"So I was at first," I answered penitently. "I was dazzled, you know. +The glare was too much for my Thrush Hill brown. But it's different +now. How did you happen to come, Jack?" + +"I had to come to Montreal on business, and I thought it would be too +bad if I went back without coming to see what they had been doing in +Vanity Fair to my little playmate." + +"Well, what do you think they have been doing?" I asked saucily. + +I had on a particularly fetching gown and knew I was looking my best. +Jack, however, looked me over with his head on one side. + +"Well, I don't know, Kitty," he said slowly. "That is a stunning sort +of dress you have on--not so pretty, though, as that old blue muslin +you used to wear last summer--and your hair is pretty good. But you +look rather disdainful and, after all, I believe I prefer Thrush Hill +Kitty." + +How like Jack that was. He never thought me really pretty, and he is +too honest to pretend he does. + +But I didn't care. I just laughed, and we sat down together and had a +long, delightful, chummy talk. + +Jack told me all the Valleyfield gossip, not forgetting to mention +that Mary Carter was going to be married to a minister in June. Jack +didn't seem to mind it a bit, so I guess he couldn't have been +particularly interested in Mary. + +In due time Alicia sailed in. I suppose she had found out from Bessie +who my caller was, and felt rather worried over the length of our +tete-a-tete. + +She greeted Jack very graciously, but with a certain polite +condescension of which she is past mistress. I am sure Jack felt it, +for, as soon as he decently could, he got up to go. Alicia asked him +to remain to dinner. + +"We are having a few friends to dine with us, but it is quite an +informal affair," she said sweetly. + +I felt that Jack glanced at me for the fraction of a second. But I +remembered that Gus Sinclair was coming too, and I did not look at +him. + +Then he declined quietly. He had a business engagement, he said. + +I suppose Alicia had noticed that look at me, for she showed her +claws. + +"Don't forget to call any time you are in Montreal," she said more +sweetly than ever. "I am sure Katherine will always be glad to see any +of her old friends, although some of her new ones _are_ proving very +absorbing--one, in especial. Don't blush, Katherine, I am sure Mr. +Willoughby won't tell any tales out of school to your old Valleyfield +friends." + +I was not blushing, and I was furious. It was really too bad of +Alicia, although I don't see why I need have cared. + +Alicia kept her eye on us both until Jack was fairly gone. Then she +remarked in the patronizing tone which I detest: + +"Really, Katherine, Jack Willoughby has developed into quite a +passable-looking fellow, although he is rather shabby. But I suppose +he is poor." + +"Yes," I answered curtly, "he is poor, in everything except youth and +manhood and goodness and truth! But I suppose those don't count for +anything." + +Whereupon Alicia lifted her eyebrows and looked me over. + +Just at dusk a box arrived with Jack's compliments. It was full of +lovely white carnations, and must have cost the extravagant fellow +more than he has any business to waste on flowers. I was beast enough +to put them on when I went down to listen to another man's +love-making. + +This evening I sparkled and scintillated with unusual brilliancy, for +Jack's visit and my consequent crossing of swords with Alicia had +produced a certain elation of spirits. When Gus Sinclair was leaving +he asked if he might see me alone tomorrow afternoon. + +I knew what that meant, and a cold shiver went up and down my +backbone. But I looked down at him--spick-and-span and glossy--_his_ +neckties are never crooked--and said, yes, he might come at three +o'clock. + +Alicia had noticed our aside--when did anything ever escape her?--and +when he was gone she asked, significantly, what secret he had been +telling me. + +"He wants to see me alone tomorrow afternoon. I suppose you know what +that means, Alicia?" + +"Ah," purred Alicia, "I congratulate you, my dear." + +"Aren't your congratulations a little premature?" I asked coldly. "I +haven't accepted him yet." + +"But you will?" + +"Oh, certainly. Isn't it what we've schemed and angled for? I'm very +well satisfied." + +And so I am. But I wish it hadn't come so soon after Jack's visit, +because I feel rather upset yet. Of course I like Gus Sinclair very +much, and I am sure I shall be very fond of him. + +Well, I must go to bed now and get my beauty sleep. I don't want to be +haggard and hollow-eyed at that important interview tomorrow--an +interview that will decide my destiny. + + * * * * * + + Thrush Hill, May 6, 18--. + +Well, it did decide it, but not exactly in the way I anticipated. I +can look back on the whole affair quite calmly now, but I wouldn't +live it over again for all the wealth of Ind. + +That day when Gus Sinclair came I was all ready for him. I had put on +my very prettiest new gown to do honour to the occasion, and Alicia +smilingly assured me I was looking very well. + +"And _so_ cool and composed. Will you be able to keep that up? Don't +you really feel a little nervous, Katherine?" + +"Not in the least," I said. "I suppose I ought to be, according to +traditions, but I never felt less flustered in my life." + +When Bessie brought up Gus Sinclair's card Alicia dropped a pecky +little kiss on my cheek, and pushed me toward the door. I went down +calmly, although I'll admit that my heart _was_ beating wildly. Gus +Sinclair was plainly nervous, but I was composed enough for both. You +would really have thought that I was in the habit of being proposed to +by a millionaire every day. + +"I suppose you know what I have come to say," he said, standing before +me, as I leaned gracefully back in a big chair, having taken care that +the folds of my dress fell just as they should. + +And then he proceeded to say it in a rather jumbled-up fashion, but +very sincerely. + +I remember thinking at the time that he must have composed the speech +in his head the night before, and rehearsed it several times, but was +forgetting it in spots. + +When he ended with the self-same question that Jack had asked me three +months before at Thrush Hill he stopped and took my hands. + +I looked up at him. His good, homely face was close to mine, and in +his eyes was an unmistakable look of love and tenderness. + +I opened my mouth to say yes. + +And then there came over me in one rush the most awful realization of +the sacrilege I was going to commit. + +I forgot everything except that I loved Jack Willoughby, and that I +could never, never marry anybody in the world except him. + +Then I pulled my hands away and burst into hysterical, undignified +tears. + +"I beg your pardon," said Mr. Sinclair. "I did not mean to startle +you. Have I been too abrupt? Surely you must have known--you must have +expected--" + +"Yes--yes--I knew," I cried miserably, "and I intended right up to +this very minute to marry you. I'm so sorry--but I can't--I can't." + +"I don't understand," he said in a bewildered tone. "If you expected +it, then why--why--don't you care for me?" + +"No, that's just it," I sobbed. "I don't love you at all--and I do +love somebody else. But he is poor, and I hate poverty. So I refused +him, and I meant to marry you just because you are rich." + +Such a pained look came over his face. "I did not think this of you," +he said in a low tone. + +"Oh, I know I have acted shamefully," I said. "You can't think any +worse of me than I do of myself. How you must despise me!" + +"No," he said, with a grim smile, "if I did it would be easier for me. +I might not love you then. Don't distress yourself, Katherine. I do +not deny that I feel greatly hurt and disappointed, but I am glad you +have been true to yourself at last. Don't cry, dear." + +"You're very good," I answered disconsolately, "but all the same the +fact remains that I have behaved disgracefully to you, and I know you +think so. Oh, Mr. Sinclair, please, please, go away. I feel so +miserably ashamed of myself that I cannot look you in the face." + +"I am going, dear," he said gently. "I know all this must be very +painful to you, but it is not easy for me, either." + +"Can you forgive me?" I said wistfully. + +"Yes, my dear, completely. Do not let yourself be unhappy over this. +Remember that I will always be your friend. Goodbye." + +He held out his hand and gave mine an earnest clasp. Then he went +away. + +I remained in the drawing-room, partly because I wanted to finish out +my cry, and partly because, miserable coward that I was, I didn't dare +face Alicia. Finally she came in, her face wreathed with anticipatory +smiles. But when her eyes fell on my forlorn, crumpled self she fairly +jumped. + +"Katherine, what is the matter?" she asked sharply. "Didn't Mr. +Sinclair--" + +"Yes, he did," I said desperately. "And I've refused him. There now, +Alicia!" + +Then I waited for the storm to burst. It didn't all at once. The shock +was too great, and at first quite paralyzed my half-sister. + +"Katherine," she gasped, "are you crazy? Have you lost your senses?" + +"No, I've just come to them. It's true enough, Alicia. You can scold +all you like. I know I deserve it, and I won't flinch. I did really +intend to take him, but when it came to the point I couldn't. I didn't +love him." + +Then, indeed, the storm burst. I never saw Alicia so angry before, and +I never got so roundly abused. But even Alicia has her limits, and at +last she grew calmer. + +"You have behaved disgracefully," she concluded. "I am disgusted with +you. You have encouraged Gus Sinclair markedly right along, and now +you throw him over like this. I never dreamed that you were capable of +such unwomanly behaviour." + +"That's a hard word, Alicia," I protested feebly. + +She dealt me a withering glance. "It does not begin to be as hard as +your shameful conduct merits. To think of losing a fortune like that +for the sake of sentimental folly! I didn't think you were such a +consummate fool." + +"I suppose you absorbed all the sense of our family," I said drearily. +"There now, Alicia, do leave me alone. I'm down in the very depths +already." + +"What do you mean to do now?" said Alicia scornfully. "Go back to +Valleyfield and marry that starving country doctor of yours, I +suppose?" + +I flared up then; Alicia might abuse me all she liked, but I wasn't +going to hear a word against Jack. + +"Yes, I will, if he'll have me," I said, and I marched out of the room +and upstairs, with my head very high. + +Of course I decided to leave Montreal as soon as I could. But I +couldn't get away within a week, and it was a very unpleasant one. +Alicia treated me with icy indifference, and I knew I should never be +reinstated in her good graces. + +To my surprise, Roger took my part. "Let the girl alone," he told +Alicia. "If she doesn't love Sinclair, she was right in refusing him. +I, for one, am glad that she has got enough truth and womanliness in +her to keep her from selling herself." + +Then he came to the library where I was moping, and laid his hand on +my head. + +"Little girl," he said earnestly, "no matter what anyone says to you, +never marry a man for his money or for any other reason on earth +except because you love him." + +This comforted me greatly, and I did not cry myself to sleep that +night as usual. + +At last I got away. I had telegraphed to Jack: "Am coming home +Wednesday; meet me at train," and I knew he would be there. How I +longed to see him again--dear, old, badly treated Jack. + +I got to Valleyfield just at dusk. It was a rainy evening, and +everything was slush and fog and gloom. But away up I saw the home +light at Thrush Hill, and Jack was waiting for me on the platform. + +"Oh, Jack!" I said, clinging to him, regardless of appearances. "Oh, +I'm so glad to be back." + +"That's right, Kitty. I knew you wouldn't forget us. How well you are +looking!" + +"I suppose I ought to be looking wretched," I said penitently. "I've +been behaving very badly, Jack. Wait till we get away from the crowd +and I'll tell you all about it." + +And I did. + +I didn't gloss over anything, but just confessed the whole truth. Jack +heard me through in silence, and then he kissed me. + +"Can you forgive me, Jack, and take me back?" I whispered, cuddling up +to him. + +And he said--but, on second thought, I will not write down what he +said. + +We are to be married in June. + + + + +A Substitute Journalist + + +Clifford Baxter came into the sitting-room where Patty was darning +stockings and reading a book at the same time. Patty could do things +like that. The stockings were well darned too, and Patty understood +and remembered what she read. + +Clifford flung himself into a chair with a sigh of weariness. "Tired?" +queried Patty sympathetically. + +"Yes, rather. I've been tramping about the wharves all day gathering +longshore items. But, Patty, I've got a chance at last. Tonight as I +was leaving the office Mr. Harmer gave me a real assignment for +tomorrow--two of them in fact, but only one of importance. I'm to go +and interview Mr. Keefe on this new railroad bill that's up before the +legislature. He's in town, visiting his old college friend, Mr. Reid, +and he's quite big game. I wouldn't have had the assignment, of +course, if there'd been anyone else to send, but most of the staff +will be away all day tomorrow to see about that mine explosion at +Midbury or the teamsters' strike at Bainsville, and I'm the only one +available. Harmer gave me a pretty broad hint that it was my chance to +win my spurs, and that if I worked up a good article out of it I'd +stand a fair show of being taken on permanently next month when Alsop +leaves. There'll be a shuffle all round then, you know. Everybody on +the staff will be pushed up a peg, and that will leave a vacant space +at the foot." + +Patty threw down her darning needle and clapped her hands with +delight. Clifford gazed at her admiringly, thinking that he had the +prettiest sister in the world--she was so bright, so eager, so rosy. + +"Oh, Clifford, how splendid!" she exclaimed. "Just as we'd begun to +give up hope too. Oh, you must get the position! You must hand in a +good write-up. Think what it means to us." + +"Yes, I know." Clifford dropped his head on his hand and stared +rather moodily at the lamp. "But my joy is chastened, Patty. Of course +I want to get the permanency, since it seems to be the only possible +thing, but you know my heart isn't really in newspaper work. The plain +truth is I don't like it, although I do my best. You know Father +always said I was a born mechanic. If I only could get a position +somewhere among machinery--that would be my choice. There's one vacant +in the Steel and Iron Works at Bancroft--but of course I've no chance +of getting it." + +"I know. It's too bad," said Patty, returning to her stockings with a +sigh. "I wish I were a boy with a foothold on the _Chronicle_. I +firmly believe that I'd make a good newspaper woman, if such a thing +had ever been heard of in Aylmer." + +"That you would. You've twice as much knack in that line as I have. +You seem to know by instinct just what to leave out and put in. I +never do, and Harmer has to blue-pencil my copy mercilessly. Well, +I'll do my best with this, as it's very necessary I should get the +permanency, for I fear our family purse is growing very slim. Mother's +face has a new wrinkle of worry every day. It hurts me to see it." + +"And me," sighed Patty. "I do wish I could find something to do too. +If only we both could get positions, everything would be all right. +Mother wouldn't have to worry so. Don't say anything about this chance +to her until you see what comes of it. She'd only be doubly +disappointed if nothing did. What is your other assignment?" + +"Oh, I've got to go out to Bancroft on the morning train and write up +old Mr. Moreland's birthday celebration. He is a hundred years old, +and there's going to be a presentation and speeches and that sort of +thing. Nothing very exciting about it. I'll have to come back on the +three o'clock train and hurry out to catch my politician before he +leaves at five. Take a stroll down to meet my train, Patty. We can go +out as far as Mr. Reid's house together, and the walk will do you +good." + +The Baxters lived in Aylmer, a lively little town with two +newspapers, the _Chronicle_ and the _Ledger_. Between these two was a +sharp journalistic rivalry in the matter of "beats" and "scoops." In +the preceding spring Clifford had been taken on the _Chronicle_ on +trial, as a sort of general handyman. There was no pay attached to the +position, but he was getting training and there was the possibility of +a permanency in September if he proved his mettle. Mr. Baxter had died +two years before, and the failure of the company in which Mrs. +Baxter's money was invested had left the little family dependent on +their own resources. Clifford, who had cherished dreams of a course in +mechanical engineering, knew that he must give them up and go to the +first work that offered itself, which he did staunchly and +uncomplainingly. Patty, who hitherto had had no designs on a "career," +but had been sunnily content to be a home girl and Mother's right +hand, also realized that it would be well to look about her for +something to do. She was not really needed so far as the work of the +little house went, and the whole burden must not be allowed to fall on +Clifford's eighteen-year-old shoulders. Patty was his senior by a +year, and ready to do her part unflinchingly. + +The next afternoon Patty went down to meet Clifford's train. When it +came, no Clifford appeared. Patty stared about her at the hurrying +throngs in bewilderment. Where was Clifford? Hadn't he come on the +train? Surely he must have, for there was no other until seven +o'clock. She must have missed him somehow. Patty waited until +everybody had left the station, then she walked slowly homeward. As +the _Chronicle_ office was on her way, she dropped in to see if +Clifford had reported there. + +She found nobody in the editorial offices except the office boy, Larry +Brown, who promptly informed her that not only had Clifford not +arrived, but that there was a telegram from him saying that he had +missed his train. Patty gasped in dismay. It was dreadful! + +"Where is Mr. Harmer?" she asked. + +"He went home as soon as the afternoon edition came out. He left +before the telegram came. He'll be furious when he finds out that +nobody has gone to interview that foxy old politician," said Larry, +who knew all about Clifford's assignment and its importance. + +"Isn't there anyone else here to go?" queried Patty desperately. + +Larry shook his head. "No, there isn't a soul in. We're mighty +short-handed just now on account of the explosion and the strike." + +Patty went downstairs and stood for a moment in the hall, rapt in +reflection. If she had been at home, she verily believed she would +have sat down and cried. Oh, it was too bad, too disappointing! +Clifford would certainly lose all chance of the permanency, even if +the irate news editor did not discharge him at once. What could she +do? Could she do anything? She _must_ do something. + +"If I only could go in his place," moaned Patty softly to herself. + +Then she started. Why not? Why not go and interview the big man +herself? To be sure, she did not know a great deal about interviewing, +still less about railroad bills, and nothing at all about politics. +But if she did her best it might be better than nothing, and might at +least save Clifford his present hold. + +With Patty, to decide was to act. She flew back to the reporters' +room, pounced on a pencil and tablet, and hurried off, her breath +coming quickly, and her eyes shining with excitement. It was quite a +long walk out to Mr. Reid's place and Patty was tired when she got +there, but her courage was not a whit abated. She mounted the steps +and rang the bell undauntedly. + +"Can I see Mr.--Mr.--Mr.--" Patty paused for a moment in dismay. She +had forgotten the name. The maid who had come to the door looked her +over so superciliously that Patty flushed with indignation. "The +gentleman who is visiting Mr. Reid," she said crisply. "I can't +remember his name, but I've come to interview him on behalf of the +_Chronicle_. Is he in?" + +"If you mean Mr. Reefer, he is," said the maid quite respectfully. +Evidently the _Chronicle_'s name carried weight in the Reid +establishment. "Please come into the library. I'll go and tell him." + +Patty had just time to seat herself at the table, spread out her paper +imposingly, and assume a businesslike air when Mr. Reefer came in. He +was a tall, handsome old man with white hair, jet-black eyes, and a +mouth that made Patty hope she wouldn't stumble on any questions he +wouldn't want to answer. Patty knew she would waste her breath if she +did. A man with a mouth like that would never tell anything he didn't +want to tell. + +"Good afternoon. What can I do for you, madam?" inquired Mr. Reefer +with the air and tone of a man who means to be courteous, but has no +time or information to waste. + +Patty was almost overcome by the "Madam." For a moment, she quailed. +She couldn't ask that masculine sphinx questions! Then the thought of +her mother's pale, careworn face flashed across her mind, and all her +courage came back with an inspiriting rush. She bent forward to look +eagerly into Mr. Reefer's carved, granite face, and said with a frank +smile: + +"I have come to interview you on behalf of the _Chronicle_ about the +railroad bill. It was my brother who had the assignment, but he has +missed his train and I have come in his place because, you see, it is +so important to us. So much depends on this assignment. Perhaps Mr. +Harmer will give Clifford a permanent place on the staff if he turns +in a good article about you. He is only handyman now. I just couldn't +let him miss the chance--he might never have another. And it means so +much to us and Mother." + +"Are you a member of the _Chronicle_ staff yourself?" inquired Mr. +Reefer with a shade more geniality in his tone. + +"Oh, no! I've nothing to do with it, so you won't mind my being +inexperienced, will you? I don't know just what I should ask you, so +won't you please just tell me everything about the bill, and Mr. +Harmer can cut out what doesn't matter?" + +Mr. Reefer looked at Patty for a few moments with a face about as +expressive as a graven image. Perhaps he was thinking about the bill, +and perhaps he was thinking what a bright, vivid, plucky little girl +this was with her waiting pencil and her air that strove to be +businesslike, and only succeeded in being eager and hopeful and +anxious. + +"I'm not used to being interviewed myself," he said slowly, "so I +don't know very much about it. We're both green hands together, I +imagine. But I'd like to help you out, so I don't mind telling you +what I think about this bill, and its bearing on certain important +interests." + +Mr. Reefer proceeded to tell her, and Patty's pencil flew as she +scribbled down his terse, pithy sentences. She found herself asking +questions too, and enjoying it. For the first time, Patty thought she +might rather like politics if she understood them--and they did not +seem so hard to understand when a man like Mr. Reefer explained them. +For half an hour he talked to her, and at the end of that time Patty +was in full possession of his opinion on the famous railroad bill in +all its aspects. + +"There now, I'm talked out," said Mr. Reefer. "You can tell your news +editor that you know as much about the railroad bill as Andrew Reefer +knows. I hope you'll succeed in pleasing him, and that your brother +will get the position he wants. But he shouldn't have missed that +train. You tell him that. Boys with important things to do mustn't +miss trains. Perhaps it's just as well he did in this case though, +but tell him not to let it happen again." + +Patty went straight home, wrote up her interview in ship-shape form, +and took it down to the _Chronicle_ office. There she found Mr. +Harmer, scowling blackly. The little news editor looked to be in a +rather bad temper, but he nodded not unkindly to Patty. Mr. Harmer +knew the Baxters well and liked them, although he would have +sacrificed them all without a qualm for a "scoop." + +"Good evening, Patty. Take a chair. That brother of yours hasn't +turned up yet. The next time I give him an assignment, he'll manage to +be on hand in time to do it." + +"Oh," cried Patty breathlessly, "please, Mr. Harmer, I have the +interview here. I thought perhaps I could do it in Clifford's place, +and I went out to Mr. Reid's and saw Mr. Reefer. He was very kind +and--" + +"Mr. who?" fairly shouted Mr. Harmer. + +"Mr. Reefer--Mr. Andrew Reefer. He told me to tell you that this +article contained all he knew or thought about the railroad bill +and--" + +But Mr. Harmer was no longer listening. He had snatched the neatly +written sheets of Patty's report and was skimming over them with a +practised eye. Then Patty thought he must have gone crazy. He danced +around the office, waving the sheets in the air, and then he dashed +frantically up the stairs to the composing room. + +Ten minutes later, he returned and shook the mystified Patty by the +hand. + +"Patty, it's the biggest beat we've ever had! We've scooped not only +the _Ledger_, but every other newspaper in the country. How did you do +it? How did you ever beguile or bewitch Andrew Reefer into giving you +an interview?" + +"Why," said Patty in utter bewilderment, "I just went out to Mr. +Reid's and asked for the gentleman who was visiting there--I'd +forgotten his name--and Mr. Reefer came down and I told him my +brother had been detailed to interview him on behalf of the +_Chronicle_ about the bill, and that Clifford had missed his train, +and wouldn't he let me interview him in his place and excuse my +inexperience--and he did." + +"It wasn't Andrew Reefer I told Clifford to interview," laughed Mr. +Harmer. "It was John C. Keefe. I didn't know Reefer was in town, but +even if I had I wouldn't have thought it a particle of use to send a +man to him. He has never consented to be interviewed before on any +known subject, and he's been especially close-mouthed about this bill, +although men from all the big papers in the country have been after +him. He is notorious on that score. Why, Patty, it's the biggest +journalistic fish that has ever been landed in this office. Andrew +Reefer's opinion on the bill will have a tremendous influence. We'll +run the interview as a leader in a special edition that is under way +already. Of course, he must have been ready to give the information to +the public or nothing would have induced him to open his mouth. But to +think that we should be the first to get it! Patty, you're a brick!" + +Clifford came home on the seven o'clock train, and Patty was there to +meet him, brimful of her story. But Clifford also had a story to tell +and got his word in first. + +"Now, Patty, don't scold until you hear why I missed the train. I met +Mr. Peabody of the Steel and Iron Company at Mr. Moreland's and got +into conversation with him. When he found out who I was, he was +greatly interested and said Father had been one of his best friends +when they were at college together. I told him about wanting to get +the position in the company, and he had me go right out to the works +and see about it. And, Patty, I have the place. Goodbye to the grind +of newspaper items and fillers. I tried to get back to the station at +Bancroft in time to catch the train but I couldn't, and it was just as +well, for Mr. Keefe was suddenly summoned home this afternoon, and +when the three-thirty train from town stopped at Bancroft he was on +it. I found that out and I got on, going to the next station with him +and getting my interview after all. It's here in my notebook, and I +must hurry up to the office and hand it in. I suppose Mr. Harmer will +be very much vexed until he finds that I have it." + +"Oh, no. Mr. Harmer is in a very good humour," said Patty with dancing +eyes. Then she told her story. + +The interview with Mr. Reefer came out with glaring headlines, and the +_Chronicle_ had its hour of fame and glory. The next day Mr. Harmer +sent word to Patty that he wanted to see her. + +"So Clifford is leaving," he said abruptly when she entered the +office. "Well, do you want his place?" + +"Mr. Harmer, are you joking?" demanded Patty in amazement. + +"Not I. That stuff you handed in was splendidly written--I didn't have +to use the pencil more than once or twice. You have the proper +journalist instinct all right. We need a lady on the staff anyhow, and +if you'll take the place it's yours for saying so, and the permanency +next month." + +"I'll take it," said Patty promptly and joyfully. + +"Good. Go down to the Symphony Club rehearsal this afternoon and +report it. You've just ten minutes to get there," and Patty joyfully +and promptly departed. + + + + +Anna's Love Letters + + +"Are you going to answer Gilbert's letter tonight, Anna?" asked Alma +Williams, standing in the pantry doorway, tall, fair, and grey-eyed, +with the sunset light coming down over the dark firs, through the +window behind her, and making a primrose nimbus around her shapely +head. + +Anna, dark, vivid, and slender, was perched on the edge of the table, +idly swinging her slippered foot at the cat's head. She smiled +wickedly at Alma before replying. + +"I am not going to answer it tonight or any other night," she said, +twisting her full, red lips in a way that Alma had learned to dread. +Mischief was ripening in Anna's brain when that twist was out. + +"What do you mean?" asked Alma anxiously. + +"Just what I say, dear," responded Anna, with deceptive meekness. +"Poor Gilbert is gone, and I don't intend to bother my head about him +any longer. He was amusing while he lasted, but of what use is a beau +two thousand miles away, Alma?" + +Alma was patient--outwardly. It was never of any avail to show +impatience with Anna. + +"Anna, you are talking foolishly. Of course you are going to answer +his letter. You are as good as engaged to him. Wasn't that practically +understood when he left?" + +"No, no, dear," and Anna shook her sleek black head with the air of +explaining matters to an obtuse child. "_I_ was the only one who +understood. Gil _mis_understood. He thought that I would really wait +for him until he should have made enough money to come home and pay +off the mortgage. I let him think so, because I hated to hurt his +little feelings. But now it's off with the old love and on with a new +one for me." + +"Anna, you cannot be in earnest!" exclaimed Alma. + +But she was afraid that Anna was in earnest. Anna had a wretched +habit of being in earnest when she said flippant things. + +"You don't mean that you are not going to write to Gilbert at +all--after all you promised?" + +Anna placed her elbows daintily on the top of the rocking chair, +dropped her pointed chin in her hands, and looked at Alma with black +demure eyes. + +"I--do--mean--just--that," she said slowly. "I never mean to marry +Gilbert Murray. This is final, Alma, and you need not scold or coax, +because it would be a waste of breath. Gilbert is safely out of the +way, and now I am going to have a good time with a few other +delightful men creatures in Exeter." + +Anna nodded decisively, flashed a smile at Alma, picked up her cat, +and went out. At the door she turned and looked back, with the big +black cat snuggled under her chin. + +"If you think Gilbert will feel very badly over his letter not being +answered, you might answer it yourself, Alma," she said teasingly. +"There it is"--she took the letter from the pocket of her ruffled +apron and threw it on a chair. "You may read it if you want to; it +isn't really a love letter. I told Gilbert he wasn't to write silly +letters. Come, pussy, I'm going to get ready for prayer meeting. We've +got a nice, new, young, good-looking minister in Exeter, pussy, and +that makes prayer meeting _very_ interesting." + +Anna shut the door, her departing laugh rippling mockingly through the +dusk. Alma picked up Gilbert Murray's letter and went to her room. She +wanted to cry, since she could not shake Anna. Even if she could have +shook her, it would only have made her more perverse. Anna was in +earnest; Alma knew that, even while she hoped and believed that it was +but the earnestness of a freak that would pass in time. Anna had had +one like it a year ago, when she had cast Gilbert off for three +months, driving him distracted by flirting with Charlie Moore. Then +she had suddenly repented and taken him back. Alma thought that this +whim would run its course likewise and leave a repentant Anna. But +meanwhile everything might be spoiled. Gilbert might not prove +forgiving a second time. + +Alma would have given much if she could only have induced Anna to +answer Gilbert's letter, but coaxing Anna to do anything was a very +sure and effective way of preventing her from doing it. + + * * * * * + +Alma and Anna had lived alone at the old Williams homestead ever since +their mother's death four years before. Exeter matrons thought this +hardly proper, since Alma, in spite of her grave ways, was only +twenty-four. The farm was rented, so that Alma's only responsibilities +were the post office which she kept, and that harum-scarum beauty of +an Anna. + +The Murray homestead adjoined theirs. Gilbert Murray had grown up with +Alma; they had been friends ever since she could remember. Alma loved +Gilbert with a love which she herself believed to be purely sisterly, +and which nobody else doubted could be, since she had been at pains to +make a match--Exeter matrons' phrasing--between Gil and Anna, and was +manifestly delighted when Gilbert obligingly fell in love with the +latter. + +There was a small mortgage on the Murray place which Mr. Murray senior +had not been able to pay off. Gilbert determined to get rid of it, and +his thoughts turned to the west. His father was an active, hale old +man, quite capable of managing the farm in Gilbert's absence. +Alexander MacNair had gone to the west two years previously and got +work on a new railroad. He wrote to Gilbert to come too, promising him +plenty of work and good pay. Gilbert went, but before going he had +asked Anna to marry him. + +It was the first proposal Anna had ever had, and she managed it quite +cleverly, from her standpoint. She told Gilbert that he must wait +until he came home again before settling that, meanwhile, they would +be _very_ good friends--emphasized with a blush--and that he might +write to her. She kissed him goodbye, and Gilbert, honest fellow, was +quite satisfied. When an Exeter girl had allowed so much to be +inferred, it was understood to be equivalent to an engagement. Gilbert +had never discerned that Anna was not like the other Exeter girls, but +was a law unto herself. + +Alma sat down by her window and looked out over the lane where the +slim wild cherry trees were bronzing under the autumn frosts. Her lips +were very firmly set. Something must be done. But what? + +Alma's heart was set on this marriage for two reasons. Firstly, if +Anna married Gilbert she would be near her all her life. She could not +bear the thought that some day Anna might leave her and go far away to +live. In the second and largest place, she desired the marriage +because Gilbert did. She had always been desirous, even in the old, +childish play-days, that Gilbert should get just exactly what he +wanted. She had always taken a keen, strange delight in furthering his +wishes. + +Anna's falseness would surely break his heart, and Alma winced at the +thought of his pain. + +There was one thing she could do. Anna's tormenting suggestion had +fallen on fertile soil. Alma balanced pros and cons, admitting the +risk. But she would have taken a tenfold larger risk in the hope of +holding secure Anna's place in Gilbert's affections until Anna herself +should come to her senses. + +When it grew quite dark and Anna had gone lilting down the lane on her +way to prayer meeting, Alma lighted her lamp, read Gilbert's +letter--and answered it. Her handwriting was much like Anna's. She +signed the letter "A. Williams," and there was nothing in it that +might not have been written by her to Gilbert; but she knew that +Gilbert would believe Anna had written it, and she intended him so to +believe. Alma never did a thing halfway when she did it at all. At +first she wrote rather constrainedly but, reflecting that in any case +Anna would have written a merely friendly letter, she allowed her +thoughts to run freely, and the resulting epistle was an excellent one +of its kind. Alma had the gift of expression and more brains than +Exeter people had ever imagined she possessed. When Gilbert read that +letter a fortnight later he was surprised to find that Anna was so +clever. He had always, with a secret regret, thought her much inferior +to Alma in this respect, but that delightful letter, witty, wise, +fanciful, was the letter of a clever woman. + +When a year had passed Alma was still writing to Gilbert the letters +signed "A. Williams." She had ceased to fear being found out, and she +took a strange pleasure in the correspondence for its own sake. At +first she had been quakingly afraid of discovery. When she smuggled +the letters addressed in Gilbert's handwriting to Miss Anna Williams +out of the letter packet and hid them from Anna's eyes, she felt as +guilty as if she were breaking all the laws of the land at once. To be +sure, she knew that she would have to confess to Anna some day, when +the latter repented and began to wish she had written to Gilbert, but +that was a very different thing from premature disclosure. + +But Anna had as yet given no sign of such repentance, although Alma +looked for it anxiously. Anna was having the time of her life. She was +the acknowledged beauty of five settlements, and she went forward on +her career of conquest quite undisturbed by the jealousies and +heart-burnings she provoked on every side. + +One moonlight night she went for a sleigh-drive with Charlie Moore of +East Exeter--and returned to tell Alma that they were married! + +"I knew you would make a fuss, Alma, because you don't like Charlie, +so we just took matters into our own hands. It was so much more +romantic, too. I'd always said I'd never be married in any of your +dull, commonplace ways. You might as well forgive me and be nice right +off, Alma, because you'd have to do it anyway, in time. Well, you do +look surprised!" + + * * * * * + +Alma accepted the situation with an apathy that amazed Anna. The truth +was that Alma was stunned by a thought that had come to her even while +Anna was speaking. + +"Gilbert will find out about the letters now, and despise me." + +Nothing else, not even the fact that Anna had married shiftless +Charlie Moore, seemed worth while considering beside this. The fear +and shame of it haunted her like a nightmare; she shrank every morning +from the thought of all the mail that was coming that day, fearing +that there would be an angry, puzzled letter from Gilbert. He must +certainly soon hear of Anna's marriage; he would see it in the home +paper, other correspondents in Exeter would write him of it. Alma grew +sick at heart thinking of the complications in front of her. + +When Gilbert's letter came she left it for a whole day before she +could summon courage to open it. But it was a harmless epistle after +all; he had not yet heard of Anna's marriage. Alma had at first no +thought of answering it, yet her fingers ached to do so. Now that Anna +was gone, her loneliness was unbearable. She realized how much +Gilbert's letters had meant to her, even when written to another +woman. She could bear her life well enough, she thought, if she only +had his letters to look forward to. + +No more letters came from Gilbert for six weeks. Then came one, +alarmed at Anna's silence, anxiously asking the reason for it; Gilbert +had heard no word of the marriage. He was working in a remote district +where newspapers seldom penetrated. He had no other correspondent in +Exeter now; except his mother, and she, not knowing that he supposed +himself engaged to Anna had forgotten to mention it. + +Alma answered that letter. She told herself recklessly that she would +keep on writing to him until he found out. She would lose his +friendship anyhow, when that occurred, but meanwhile she would have +the letters a little longer. She could not learn to live without them +until she had to. + +The correspondence slipped back into its old groove. The harassed look +which Alma's face had worn, and which Exeter people had attributed to +worry over Anna, disappeared. She did not even feel lonely, and +reproached herself for lack of proper feeling in missing Anna so +little. Besides, to her horror and dismay, she detected in herself a +strange undercurrent of relief at the thought that Gilbert could never +marry Anna now! She could not understand it. Had not that marriage +been her dearest wish for years? Why then should she feel this strange +gladness at the impossibility of its fulfilment? Altogether, Alma +feared that her condition of mind and morals must be sadly askew. +Perhaps, she thought mournfully, this perversion of proper feeling was +her punishment for the deception she had practised. She had +deliberately done evil that good might come, and now the very +imaginations of her heart were stained by that evil. Alma cried +herself to sleep many a night in her repentance, but she kept on +writing to Gilbert, for all that. + +The winter passed, and the spring and summer waned, and Alma's outward +life flowed as smoothly as the currents of the seasons, broken only by +vivid eruptions from Anna, who came over often from East Exeter, +glorying in her young matronhood, "to cheer Alma up." Alma, so said +Exeter people, was becoming unsociable and old maidish. She lost her +liking for company, and seldom went anywhere among her neighbours. Her +once frequent visits across the yard to chat with old Mrs. Murray +became few and far between. She could not bear to hear the old lady +talking about Gilbert, and she was afraid that some day she would be +told that he was coming home. Gilbert's home-coming was the nightmare +dread that darkened poor Alma's whole horizon. + + * * * * * + +One October day, two years after Gilbert's departure, Alma, standing +at her window in the reflected glow of a red maple outside, looked +down the lane and saw him striding up it! She had had no warning of +his coming. His last letter, dated three weeks back, had not hinted at +it. Yet there he was--and with him Alma's Nemesis. + +She was very calm. Now that the worst had come, she felt quite strong +to meet it. She would tell Gilbert the truth, and he would go away in +anger and never forgive her, but she deserved it. As she went +downstairs, the only thing that really worried her was the thought of +the pain Gilbert would suffer when she told him of Anna's +faithlessness. She had seen his face as he passed under her window, +and it was the face of a blithe man who had not heard any evil +tidings. It was left to her to tell him; surely, she thought +apathetically, that was punishment enough for what she had done. + +With her hand on the doorknob, she paused to wonder what she should +say when he asked her why she had not told him of Anna's marriage when +it occurred--why she had still continued the deception when it had no +longer an end to serve. Well, she would tell him the truth--that it +was because she could not bear the thought of giving up writing to +him. It was a humiliating thing to confess, but that did not +matter--nothing mattered now. She opened the door. + +Gilbert was standing on the big round door-stone under the red +maple--a tall, handsome young fellow with a bronzed face and laughing +eyes. His exile had improved him. Alma found time and ability to +reflect that she had never known Gilbert was so fine-looking. + +He put his arm around her and kissed her cheek in his frank delight at +seeing her again. Alma coldly asked him in. Her face was still as pale +as when she came downstairs, but a curious little spot of fiery red +blossomed out where Gilbert's lips had touched it. + +Gilbert followed her into the sitting-room and looked about eagerly. + +"When did you come home?" she said slowly. "I did not know you were +expected." + +"Got homesick, and just came! I wanted to surprise you all," he +answered, laughing. "I arrived only a few minutes ago. Just took time +to hug my mother, and here I am. Where's Anna?" + +The pent-up retribution of two years descended on Alma's head in the +last question of Gilbert's. But she did not flinch. She stood straight +before him, tall and fair and pale, with the red maple light streaming +in through the open door behind her, staining her light house-dress +and mellowing the golden sheen of her hair. Gilbert reflected that +Alma Williams was really a very handsome girl. These two years had +improved her. What splendid big grey eyes she had! He had always +wished that Anna's eyes had not been quite so black. + +"Anna is not here," said Alma. "She is married." + +"Married!" + +Gilbert sat down suddenly on a chair and looked at Alma in +bewilderment. + +"She has been married for a year," said Alma steadily. "She married +Charlie Moore of East Exeter, and has been living there ever since." + +"Then," said Gilbert, laying hold of the one solid fact that loomed +out of the mist of his confused understanding, "why did she keep on +writing letters to me after she was married?" + +"She never wrote to you at all. It was I that wrote the letters." + +Gilbert looked at Alma doubtfully. Was she crazy? There was something +odd about her, now that he noticed, as she stood rigidly there, with +that queer red spot on her face, a strange fire in her eyes, and that +weird reflection from the maple enveloping her like an immaterial +flame. + +"I don't understand," he said helplessly. + +Still standing there, Alma told the whole story, giving full +explanations, but no excuses. She told it clearly and simply, for she +had often pictured this scene to herself and thought out what she must +say. Her memory worked automatically, and her tongue obeyed it +promptly. To herself she seemed like a machine, talking mechanically, +while her soul stood on one side and listened. + +When she had finished there was a silence lasting perhaps ten seconds. +To Alma it seemed like hours. Would Gilbert overwhelm her with angry +reproaches, or would he simply rise up and leave her in unutterable +contempt? It was the most tragic moment of her life, and her whole +personality was strung up to meet it and withstand it. + +"Well, they were good letters, anyhow," said Gilbert finally; +"interesting letters," he added, as if by way of a meditative +afterthought. + +It was so anti-climactic that Alma broke into an hysterical giggle, +cut short by a sob. She dropped into a chair by the table and flung +her hands over her face, laughing and sobbing softly to herself. +Gilbert rose and walked to the door, where he stood with his back to +her until she regained her self-control. Then he turned and looked +down at her quizzically. + +Alma's hands lay limply in her lap, and her eyes were cast down, with +tears glistening on the long fair lashes. She felt his gaze on her. + +"Can you ever forgive me, Gilbert?" she said humbly. + +"I don't know that there is much to forgive," he answered. "I have +some explanations to make too and, since we're at it, we might as well +get them all over and have done with them. Two years ago I did +honestly think I was in love with Anna--at least when I was round +where she was. She had a taking way with her. But, somehow, even then, +when I wasn't with her she seemed to kind of grow dim and not count +for so awful much after all. I used to wish she was more like +you--quieter, you know, and not so sparkling. When I parted from her +that last night before I went west, I did feel very bad, and she +seemed very dear to me, but it was six weeks from that before +her--your--letter came, and in that time she seemed to have faded out +of my thoughts. Honestly, I wasn't thinking much about her at all. +Then came the letter--and it was a splendid one, too. I had never +thought that Anna could write a letter like that, and I was as pleased +as Punch about it. The letters kept coming, and I kept on looking for +them more and more all the time. I fell in love all over again--with +the writer of those letters. I thought it was Anna, but since you +wrote the letters, it must have been with you, Alma. I thought it was +because she was growing more womanly that she could write such +letters. That was why I came home. I wanted to get acquainted all over +again, before she grew beyond me altogether--I wanted to find the real +Anna the letters showed me. I--I--didn't expect this. But I don't care +if Anna is married, so long as the girl who wrote those letters isn't. +It's you I love, Alma." + +He bent down and put his arm about her, laying his cheek against hers. +The little red spot where his kiss had fallen was now quite drowned +out in the colour that rushed over her face. + +"If you'll marry me, Alma, I'll forgive you," he said. + +A little smile escaped from the duress of Alma's lips and twitched her +dimples. + +"I'm willing to do anything that will win your forgiveness, Gilbert," +she said meekly. + + + + +Aunt Caroline's Silk Dress + + +Patty came in from her walk to the post office with cheeks finely +reddened by the crisp air. Carry surveyed her with pleasure. Of late +Patty's cheeks had been entirely too pale to please Carry, and Patty +had not had a very good appetite. Once or twice she had even +complained of a headache. So Carry had sent her to the office for a +walk that night, although the post office trip was usually Carry's own +special constitutional, always very welcome to her after a weary day +of sewing on other people's pretty dresses. + +Carry never sewed on pretty dresses for herself, for the simple reason +that she never had any pretty dresses. Carry was twenty-two--and +feeling forty, her last pretty dress had been when she was a girl of +twelve, before her father had died. To be sure, there was the silk +organdie Aunt Kathleen had sent her, but that was fit only for +parties, and Carry never went to any parties. + +"Did you get any mail, Patty?" she asked unexpectantly. There was +never much mail for the Lea girls. + +"Yes'm," said Patty briskly. "Here's the _Weekly Advocate_, and a +patent medicine almanac with all your dreams expounded, _and_ a letter +for Miss Carry M. Lea. It's postmarked Enfield, and has a suspiciously +matrimonial look. I'm sure it's an invitation to Chris Fairley's +wedding. Hurry up and see, Caddy." + +Carry, with a little flush of excitement on her face, opened her +letter. Sure enough, it contained an invitation "to be present at the +marriage of Christine Fairley." + +"How jolly!" exclaimed Patty. "Of course you'll go, Caddy. You'll have +a chance to wear that lovely organdie of yours at last." + +"It was sweet of Chris to invite me," said Carry. "I really didn't +expect it." + +"Well, I did. Wasn't she your most intimate friend when she lived in +Enderby?" + +"Oh, yes, but it is four years since she left, and some people might +forget in four years. But I might have known Chris wouldn't. Of course +I'll go." + +"And you'll make up your organdie?" + +"I shall have to," laughed Carry, forgetting all her troubles for a +moment, and feeling young and joyous over the prospect of a festivity. +"I haven't another thing that would do to wear to a wedding. If I +hadn't that blessed organdie I couldn't go, that's all." + +"But you have it, and it will look lovely made up with a tucked skirt. +Tucks are so fashionable now. And there's that lace of mine you can +have for a bertha. I want you to look just right, you see. Enfield is +a big place, and there will be lots of grandees at the wedding. Let's +get the last fashion sheet and pick out a design right away. Here's +one on the very first page that would be nice. You could wear it to +perfection, Caddy you're so tall and slender. It wouldn't suit a plump +and podgy person like myself at all." + +Carry liked the pattern, and they had an animated discussion over it. +But, in the end, Carry sighed, and pushed the sheet away from her, +with all the brightness gone out of face. + +"It's no use, Patty. I'd forgotten for a few minutes, but it's all +come back now. I can't think of weddings and new dresses, when the +thought of that interest crowds everything else out. It's due next +month--fifty dollars--and I've only ten saved up. I can't make forty +dollars in a month, even if I had any amount of sewing, and you know +hardly anyone wants sewing done just now. I don't know what we shall +do. Oh, I suppose we can rent a couple of rooms in the village and +_exist_ in them. But it breaks my heart to think of leaving our old +home." + +"Perhaps Mr. Kerr will let us have more time," suggested Patty, not +very hopefully. The sparkle had gone out of her face too. Patty loved +their little home as much as Carry did. + +"You know he won't. He has been only too anxious for an excuse to +foreclose, this long time. He wants the land the house is on. Oh, if I +only hadn't been sick so long in the summer--just when everybody had +sewing to do. I've tried so hard to catch up, but I couldn't." Carry's +voice broke in a sob. + +Patty leaned over the table and patted her sister's glossy dark hair +gently. + +"You've worked too hard, dearie. You've just gone to skin and bone. +Oh, I know how hard it is! I can't bear to think of leaving this dear +old spot either. If we could only induce Mr. Kerr to give us a year's +grace! I'd be teaching then, and we could easily pay the interest and +some of the principal too. Perhaps he will if we both go to him and +coax very hard. Anyway, don't worry over it till after the wedding. I +want you to go and have a good time. You never have good times, +Carry." + +"Neither do you," said Carry rebelliously. "You never have anything +that other girls have, Patty--not even pretty clothes." + +"Deed, and I've lots of things to be thankful for," said Patty +cheerily. "Don't you fret about me. I'm vain enough to think I've got +some brains anyway, and I'm a-meaning to do something with them too. +Now I think I'll go upstairs and study this evening. It will be warm +enough there tonight, and the noise of the machine rather bothers me." + +Patty whisked out, and Carry knew she should go to her sewing. But she +sat a long while at the table in dismal thought. She was so tired, and +so hopeless. It had been such a hard struggle, and it seemed now as if +it would all come to naught. For five years, ever since her mother's +death, Carry had supported herself and Patty by dressmaking. They had +been a hard five years of pinching and economizing and going without, +for Enderby was only a small place, and there were two other +dressmakers. Then there was always the mortgage to devour everything. +Carry had kept it at bay till now, but at last she was conquered. She +had had typhoid fever in the spring and had not been able to work for +a long time. Indeed, she had gone to work before she should. The +doctor's bill was yet unpaid, but Dr. Hamilton had told her to take +her time. Carry knew she would not be pressed for that, and next year +Patty would be able to help her. But next year would be too late. The +dear little home would be lost then. + +When Carry roused herself from her sad reflections, she saw a crumpled +note lying on the floor. She picked it up and absently smoothed it +out. Seeing Patty's name at the top she was about to lay it aside +without reading it, but the lines were few, and the sense of them +flashed into Carry's brain. The note was an invitation to Clare +Forbes's party! The Lea girls had known that the Forbes girls were +going to give a party, but they had not expected that Patty would be +invited. Of course, Clare Forbes was in Patty's class at school and +was always very nice and friendly with her. But then the Forbes set +was not the Lea set. + +Carry ran upstairs to Patty's room. "Patty, you dropped this on the +floor. I couldn't help seeing what it was. Why didn't you tell me +Clare had invited you?" + +"Because I knew I couldn't go, and I thought you would feel badly over +that. Caddy, I wish you hadn't seen it." + +"Oh, Patty, I _do_ wish you could go to the party. It was so sweet of +Clare to invite you, and perhaps she will be offended if you don't +go--she won't understand. Clare Forbes isn't a girl whose friendship +is to be lightly thrown away when it is offered." + +"I know that. But, Caddy dear, it is impossible. I don't think that I +have any foolish pride about clothes, but you know it is out of the +question to think of going to Clare Forbes's party in my last winter's +plaid dress, which is a good two inches too short and skimpy in +proportion. Putting my own feelings aside, it would be an insult to +Clare. There, don't think any more about it." + +But Carry did think about it. She lay awake half the night wondering +if there might not be some way for Patty to go to that party. She knew +it was impossible, unless Patty had a new dress, and how could a new +dress be had? Yet she did so want Patty to go. Patty never had any +good times, and she was studying so hard. Then, all at once, Carry +thought of a way by which Patty might have a new dress. She had been +tossing restlessly, but now she lay very still, staring with wide-open +eyes at the moonlit window, with the big willow boughs branching +darkly across it. Yes, it was a way, but could she? _Could_ she? Yes, +she could, and she would. Carry buried her face in her pillow with a +sob and a gulp. But she had decided what must be done, and how it must +be done. + +"Are you going to begin on your organdie today?" asked Patty in the +morning, before she started for school. + +"I must finish Mrs. Pidgeon's suit first," Carry answered. "Next week +will be time enough to think about my wedding garments." + +She tried to laugh and failed. Patty thought with a pang that Carry +looked horribly pale and tired--probably she had worried most of the +night over the interest. "I'm so glad she's going to Chris's wedding," +thought Patty, as she hurried down the street. "It will take her out +of herself and give her something nice to think of for ever so long." + +Nothing more was said that week about the organdie, or the wedding, or +the Forbes's party. Carry sewed fiercely, and sat at her machine for +hours after Patty had gone to bed. The night before the party she said +to Patty, "Braid your hair tonight, Patty. You'll want it nice and +wavy to go to the Forbes's tomorrow night." + +Patty thought that Carry was actually trying to perpetrate a weak +joke, and endeavoured to laugh. But it was a rather dreary laugh. +Patty, after a hard evening's study, felt tired and discouraged, and +she was really dreadfully disappointed about the party, although she +wouldn't have let Carry suspect it for the world. + +"You're going, you know," said Carry, as serious as a judge, although +there was a little twinkle in her eyes. + +"In a faded plaid two inches too short?" Patty smiled as brightly as +possible. + +"Oh, no. I have a dress all ready for you." Carry opened the wardrobe +door and took out--the loveliest girlish dress of creamy organdie, +with pale pink roses scattered over it, made with the daintiest of +ruffles and tucks, with a bertha of soft creamy lace, and a girdle of +white silk. "This is for you," said Carry. + +Patty gazed at the dress with horror-stricken eyes. "Caroline Lea, +_that is your organdie!_ And you've gone and made it up for _me_! +Carry Lea, what are you going to wear to the wedding?" + +"Nothing. I'm not going." + +"You are--you must--you shall. I won't take the organdie." + +"You'll have to now, because it's made to fit you. Come, Patty dear, +I've set my heart on your going to that party. You mustn't disappoint +me--you _can't_, for what good would it do? I can never wear the dress +now." + +Patty realized that. She knew she might as well go to the party, but +she did not feel much pleasure in the prospect. Nevertheless, when she +was ready for it the next evening, she couldn't help a little thrill +of delight. The dress was so pretty, and dainty, and becoming. + +"You look sweet," exclaimed Carry admiringly. "There, I hear the +Browns' carriage. Patty, I want you to promise me this--that you'll +not let any thought of me, or my not going to the wedding, spoil your +enjoyment this evening. I gave you the dress that you might have a +good time, so don't make my gift of no effect." + +"I'll try," promised Patty, flying downstairs, where her next-door +neighbours were waiting for her. + +At two o'clock that night Carry was awakened to see Patty bending over +her, flushed and radiant. Carry sat sleepily up. "I hope you had a +good time," she said. + +"I had--oh, I had--but I didn't waken you out of your hard-earned +slumbers at this wee sma' hour to tell you that. Carry, I've thought +of a way for you to go to the wedding. It just came to me at supper. +Mrs. Forbes was sitting opposite to me, and her dress suggested it. +You must make over Aunt Caroline's silk dress." + +"Nonsense," said Carry, a little crossly; even sweet-tempered people +are sometimes cross when they are wakened up for--as it +seemed--nothing. + +"It's good plain sense. Of course, you must make it over and--" + +"Patty Lea, you're crazy. I wouldn't dream of wearing that hideous +thing. Bright green silk, with huge yellow brocade flowers as big as +cabbages all over it! I think I see myself in it." + +"Caddy, listen to me. You know there's enough of that black lace of +mother's for the waist, and the big black lace shawl of Grandmother +Lea's will do for the skirt. Make it over--" + +"A plain slip of the silk," gasped Carry, her quick brain seizing on +all the possibilities of the plan. "Why didn't I think of it before? +It will be just the thing, the greens and yellow will be toned down to +a nice shimmer under the black lace. And I'll make cuffs of black +velvet with double puffs above--and just cut out a wee bit at the +throat with a frill of lace and a band of black velvet ribbon around +my neck. Patty Lea, it's an inspiration." + +Carry was out of bed by daylight the next morning and, while Patty +still slumbered, she mounted to the garret, and took Aunt Caroline's +silk dress from the chest where it had lain forgotten for three +years. Carry held it up at arm's length, and looked at it with +amusement. + +"It is certainly ugly, but with the lace over it it will look very +different. There's enough of it, anyway, and that skirt is stiff +enough to stand alone. Poor Aunt Caroline, I'm afraid I wasn't +particularly grateful for her gift at the time, but I really am now." + +Aunt Caroline, who had given the dress to Carry three years before, +was, an old lady of eighty, the aunt of Carry's father. She had once +possessed a snug farm but in an evil hour she had been persuaded to +deed it to her nephew, Edward Curry, whom she had brought up. Poor +Aunt Caroline had lived to regret this step, for everyone in Enderby +knew that Edward Curry and his wife had repaid her with ingratitude +and greed. + +Carry, who was named for her, was her favourite grandniece and often +went to see her, though such visits were coldly received by the +Currys, who always took especial care never to leave Aunt Caroline +alone with any of her relatives. On one occasion, when Carry was +there, Aunt Caroline had brought out this silk dress. + +"I'm going to give this to you, Carry," she said timidly. "It's a good +silk, and not so very old. Mr. Greenley gave it to me for a birthday +present fifteen years ago. Maybe you can make it over for yourself." + +Mrs. Edward, who was on duty at the time, sniffed disagreeably, but +she said nothing. The dress was of no value in her eyes, for the +pattern was so ugly and old-fashioned that none of her smart daughters +would have worn it. Had it been otherwise, Aunt Caroline would +probably not have been allowed to give it away. + +Carry had thanked Aunt Caroline sincerely. If she did not care much +for the silk, she at least prized the kindly motive behind the gift. +Perhaps she and Patty laughed a little over it as they packed it away +in the garret. It was so very ugly, but Carry thought it was sweet of +Aunt Caroline to have given her something. Poor old Aunt Caroline had +died soon after, and Carry had not thought about the silk dress again. +She had too many other things to think of, this poor worried Carry. + +After breakfast Carry began to rip the skirt breadths apart. Snip, +snip, went her scissors, while her thoughts roamed far afield--now +looking forward with renewed pleasure to Christine's wedding, now +dwelling dolefully on the mortgage. Patty, who was washing the dishes, +knew just what her thoughts were by the light and shadow on her +expressive face. + +"Why!--what?" exclaimed Carry suddenly. Patty wheeled about to see +Carry staring at the silk dress like one bewitched. Between the silk +and the lining which she had just ripped apart was a twenty-dollar +bill, and beside it a sheet of letter paper covered with writing in a +cramped angular hand, both secured very carefully to the silk. + +"Carry Lea!" gasped Patty. + +With trembling fingers Carry snipped away the stitches that held the +letter, and read it aloud. + + "My dear Caroline," it ran, "I do not know when you will find + this letter and this money, but when you do it belongs to you. + I have a hundred dollars which I always meant to give you + because you were named for me. But Edward and his wife do not + know I have it, and I don't want them to find out. They would + not let me give it to you if they knew, so I have thought of + this way of getting it to you. I have sewed five twenty-dollar + bills under the lining of this skirt, and they are all yours, + with your Aunt Caroline's best love. You were always a good + girl, Carry, and you've worked hard, and I've given Edward + enough. Just take this money and use it as you like. + + "Aunt Caroline Greenley." + + +"Carry Lea, are we both dreaming?" gasped Patty. + +With crimson cheeks Carry ripped the other breadths apart, and there +were the other four bills. Then she slipped down in a little heap on +the sofa cushions and began to cry--happy tears of relief and +gladness. + +"We can pay the interest," said Patty, dancing around the room, "and +get yourself a nice new dress for the wedding." + +"Indeed I won't," said Carry, sitting up and laughing through her +tears. "I'll make over this dress and wear it out of gratitude to the +memory of dear Aunt Caroline." + + + + +Aunt Susanna's Thanksgiving Dinner. + +BY L.M. MONTGOMERY + + +"Here's Aunt Susanna, girls," said Laura who was sitting by the north +window--nothing but north light does for Laura who is the artist of +our talented family. + +Each of us has a little pet new-fledged talent which we are faithfully +cultivating in the hope that it will amount to something and soar +highly some day. But it is difficult to cultivate four talents on our +tiny income. If Laura wasn't such a good manager we never could do it. + +Laura's words were a signal for Kate to hang up her violin and for me +to push my pen and portfolio out of sight. Laura had hidden her +brushes and water colors as she spoke. Only Margaret continued to bend +serenely over her Latin grammar. Aunt Susanna frowns on musical and +literary and artistic ambitions but she accords a faint approval to +Margaret's desire for an education. A college course, with a tangible +diploma at the end, and a sensible pedagogic aspiration is something +Aunt Susanna can understand when she tries hard. But she cannot +understand messing with paints, fiddling, or scribbling, and she has +only unmeasured contempt for messers, fiddlers, and scribblers. Time +was when we had paid no attention to Aunt Susanna's views on these +points; but ever since she had, on one incautious day when she was in +high good humor, dropped a pale, anemic little hint that she might +send Margaret to college if she were a good girl we had been bending +all our energies towards securing Aunt Susanna's approval. It was not +enough that Aunt Susanna should approve of Margaret; she must approve +of the whole four of us or she would not help Margaret. That is Aunt +Susanna's way. Of late we had been growing a little discouraged. Aunt +Susanna had recently read a magazine article which stated that the +higher education of women was ruining our country and that a woman who +was a B.A. couldn't, in the very nature of things, ever be a +housewifely, cookly creature. Consequently, Margaret's chances looked +a little foggy; but we hadn't quite given up hope. A very little thing +might sway Aunt Susanna one way or the other, so that we walked very +softly and tried to mingle serpents' wisdom and doves' harmlessness in +practical portions. + +When Aunt Susanna came in Laura was crocheting, Kate was sewing, and I +was poring over a recipe book. That was not deception at all, since we +did all these things frequently--much more frequently, in fact, than +we painted or fiddled or wrote. But Aunt Susanna would never believe +it. Nor did she believe it now. + +She threw back her lovely new sealskin cape, looked around the +sitting-room and then smiled--a truly Aunt Susannian smile. + +[Illustration] + +"What a pity you forgot to wipe that smudge of paint off your nose, +Laura," she said sarcastically. "You don't seem to get on very fast +with your lace. How long is it since you began it? Over three months, +isn't it?" + +"This is the third piece of the same pattern I've done in three +months, Aunt Susanna," said Laura presently. Laura is an old duck. She +never gets cross and snaps back. I do; and it's so hard not to with +Aunt Susanna sometimes. But I generally manage it for I'd do anything +for Margaret. Laura did not tell Aunt Susanna that she sold her lace +at the Women's Exchange in town and made enough to buy her new hats. +She makes enough out of her water colors to dress herself. + +Aunt Susanna took a second breath and started in again. + +"I notice your violin hasn't quite as much dust on it as the rest of +the things in this room, Kate. It's a pity you stopped playing just as +I came in. I don't enjoy fiddling much but I'd prefer it to seeing +anyone using a needle who isn't accustomed to it." + +Kate is really a most dainty needlewoman and does all the fine sewing +in our family. She colored and said nothing--that being the highest +pitch of virtue to which our Katie, like myself, can attain. + +"And there's Margaret ruining her eyes over books," went on Aunt +Susanna severely. "Will you kindly tell me, Margaret Thorne, what good +you ever expect Latin to do you?" + +"Well, you see, Aunt Susanna," said Margaret gently--Magsie and Laura +are birds of a feather--"I want to be a teacher if I can manage to get +through, and I shall need Latin for that." + +All the girls except me had now got their accustomed rap, but I knew +better than to hope I should escape. + +"So you're reading a recipe book, Agnes? Well, that's better than +poring over a novel. I'm afraid you haven't been at it very long +though. People generally don't read recipes upside down--and besides, +you didn't quite cover up your portfolio. I see a corner of it +sticking out. Was genius burning before I came in? It's too bad if I +quenched the flame." + +"A cookery book isn't such a novelty to me as you seem to think, Aunt +Susanna," I said, as meekly as it was possible for me. "Why I'm a real +good cook--'if I do say it as hadn't orter.'" + +I am, too. + +"Well, I'm glad to hear it," said Aunt Susanna skeptically, "because +that has to do with my errand her to-day. I'm in a peck of troubles. +Firstly, Miranda Mary's mother has had to go and get sick and Miranda +Mary must go home to wait on her. Secondly, I've just had a telegram +from my sister-in-law who has been ordered west for her health, and +I'll have to leave on to-night's train to see her before she goes. I +can't get back until the noon train Thursday, and that is +Thanksgiving, and I've invited Mr. and Mrs. Gilbert to dinner that +day. They'll come on the same train. I'm dreadfully worried. There +doesn't seem to be anything I can do except get on of you girls to go +up to the Pinery Thursday morning and cook the dinner for us. Do you +think you can manage it?" + +We all felt rather dismayed, and nobody volunteered with a rush. But +as I had just boasted that I could cook it was plainly my duty to step +into the breach, and I did it with fear and trembling. + +"I'll go, Aunt Susanna," I said. + +"And I'll help you," said Kate. + +"Well, I suppose I'll have to try you," said Aunt Susanna with the air +of a woman determined to make the best of a bad business. "Here is the +key of the kitchen door. You'll find everything in the pantry, turkey +and all. The mince pies are all ready made so you'll only have to warm +them up. I want dinner sharp at twelve for the train is due at 11:50. +Mr. and Mrs. Gilbert are very particular and I do hope you will have +things right. Oh, if I could only be home myself! Why will people get +sick at such inconvenient times?" + +"Don't worry, Aunt Susanna," I said comfortingly. "Kate and I will +have your Thanksgiving dinner ready for you in tiptop style." + +"Well I'm sure I hope so. Don't get to mooning over a story, Agnes. +I'll lock the library up and fortunately there are no fiddles at the +Pinery. Above all, don't let any of the McGinnises in. They'll be sure +to be prowling around when I'm not home. Don't give that dog of theirs +any scraps either. That is Miranda Mary's one fault. She will feed +that dog in spite of all I can do and I can't walk out of my own back +door without falling over him." + +We promise to eschew the McGinnises and all their works, including +the dog, and when Aunt Susanna had gone we looked at each other with +mingled hope and fear. + +"Girls, this is the chance of your lives," said Laura. "If you can +only please Aunt Susanna with this dinner it will convince her that +you are good cooks in spite of your nefarious bent for music and +literature. I consider the illness of Miranda Mary's mother a +Providential interposition--that is, if she isn't too sick." + +"It's all very well for you to be pleased, Lolla," I said dolefully. +"But I don't feel jubilant over the prospect at all. Something will +probably go wrong. And then there's our own nice little Thanksgiving +celebration we've planned, and pinched and economized for weeks to +provide. That is half spoiled now." + +"Oh, what is that compared to Margaret's chance of going to college?" +exclaimed Kate. "Cheer up, Aggie. You know we can cook. I feel that it +is now or never with Aunt Susanna." + +I cheered up accordingly. We are not given to pessimism which is +fortunate. Ever since father died four years ago we have struggled on +here, content to give up a good deal just to keep our home and be +together. This little gray house--oh, how we do love it and its apple +trees--is ours and we have, as aforesaid, a tiny income and our +ambitions; not very big ambitions but big enough to give zest to our +lives and hope to the future. We've been very happy as a rule. Aunt +Susanna has a big house and lots of money but she isn't as happy as +we are. She nags us a good deal--just as she used to nag father--but +we don't mind it very much after all. Indeed, I sometimes suspect that +we really like Aunt Susanna tremendously if she'd only leave us alone +long enough to find it out. + +Thursday morning was an ideal Thanksgiving morning--bright, crisp and +sparkling. There had been a white frost in the night, and the orchard +and the white birch wood behind it looked like fairyland. We were all +up early. None of us had slept well, and both Kate and I had had the +most fearful dreams of spoiling Aunt Susanna's Thanksgiving dinner. + +"Never mind, dreams always go by contraries, you know," said Laura +cheerfully. "You'd better go up to the Pinery early and get the fires +on, for the house will be cold. Remember the McGinnises and the dog. +Weigh the turkey so that you'll know exactly how long to cook it. Put +the pies in the oven in time to get piping hot--lukewarm mince pies +are an abomination. Be sure--" + +"Laura, don't confuse us with any more cautions," I groaned, "or we +shall get hopelessly fuddled. Come on, Kate, before she has time to." + +[Illustration] + +It wasn't very far up to the Pinery--just ten minutes' walk, and such +a delightful walk on that delightful morning. We went through the +orchard and then through the white birch wood where the loveliness of +the frosted boughs awed us. Beyond that there was a lane between ranks +of young, balsamy, white-misted firs and then an open pasture field, +sere and crispy. Just across it was the Pinery, a lovely old house +with dormer windows in the roof, surrounded by pines that were dark +and glorious against the silvery morning sky. + +The McGinnis dog was sitting on the back-door steps when we arrived. +He wagged his tail ingratiatingly, but we ruthlessly pushed him off, +went in and shut the door in his face. All the little McGinnises were +sitting in a row on their fence, and they whooped derisively. The +McGinnis manners are not those which appertain to the caste of Vere de +Vere; but we rather like the urchins--there are eight of them--and we +would probably have gone over to talk to them if we had not had the +fear of Aunt Susanna before our eyes. + +We kindled the fires, weighed the turkey, put it in the oven and +prepared the vegetables. Then we set the dining-room table and +decorated it with Aunt Susanna's potted ferns and dishes of lovely red +apples. Everything went so smoothly that we soon forgot to be nervous. +When the turkey was done, we took it out, set it on the back of the +range to keep warm and put the mince pies in. The potatoes, cabbage +and turnips were bubbling away cheerfully, and everything was going as +merrily as a marriage bell. Then, all at once, things happened. + +In an evil hour we went to the yard window and looked out. We saw a +quiet scene. The McGinnis dog was still sitting on his haunches by the +steps, just as he had been sitting all the morning. Down in the +McGinnis yard everything wore an unusually peaceful aspect. Only one +McGinnis was in sight--Tony, aged eight, who was perched up on the +edge of the well box, swinging his legs and singing at the top of his +melodious Irish voice. All at once, just as we were looking at him, +Tony went over backward and apparently tumbled head foremost down his +father's well. + +Kate and I screamed simultaneously. We tore across the kitchen, flung +open the door, plunged down over Aunt Susanna's yard, scrambled over +the fence and flew to the well. Just as we reached it, Tony's red head +appeared as he climbed serenely out over the box. I don't know whether +I felt more relieved or furious. He had merely fallen on the blank +guard inside the box: and there are times when I am tempted to think +he fell on purpose because he saw Kate and me looking out at the +window. At least he didn't seem at all frightened, and grinned most +impishly at us. + +Kate and I turned on our heels and marched back in as dignified a +manner as was possible under the circumstances. Half way up Aunt +Susanna's yard we forgot dignity and broke into a run. We had left the +door open and the McGinnis dog had disappeared. + +Never shall I forget the sight we saw or the smell we smelled when we +burst into that kitchen. There on the floor was the McGinnis dog and +what was left of Aunt Susanna's Thanksgiving turkey. As for the smell, +imagine a commingled odor of scorching turnips and burning mince pies, +and you have it. + +The dog fled out with a guilty yelp. I groaned and snatched the +turnips off. Kate threw open the oven door and dragged out the pies. +Pies and turnips were ruined as irretrievably as the turkey. + +"Oh, what shall we do?" I cried miserably. I knew Margaret's chance of +college was gone forever. + +"Do!" Kate was superb. She didn't lose her wits for a second. "We'll +go home and borrow the girls' dinner. Quick--there's just ten minutes +before train time. Throw those pies and turnips into this basket--the +turkey too--we'll carry them with us to hide them." + +I might not be able to evolve an idea like that on the spur of the +moment, but I can at least act up to it when it is presented. Without +a moment's delay we shut the door and ran. As we went I saw the +McGinnis dog licking his chops over in their yard. I have been ashamed +ever since of my feelings toward that dog. They were murderous. +Fortunately I had no time to indulge them. + +It is ten minutes walk from the Pinery to our house, but you can run +it in five. Kate and I burst into the kitchen just as Laura and +Margaret were sitting down to dinner. We had neither time nor breath +for explanations. Without a word I grasped the turkey platter and the +turnip tureen. Kate caught one hot mince pie from the oven and whisked +a cold one out of the pantry. + +"We've--got--to have--them," was all she said. + +I've always said that Laura and Magsie would rise to any occasion. +They saw us carry their Thanksgiving dinner off under their very eyes +and they never interfered by word or motion. They didn't even worry us +with questions. They realized that something desperate had happened +and that the emergency called for deed not words. + +"Aggie," gasped Kate behind me as we tore through the birch wood, "the +border--of these pies--is crimped--differently--from Aunt Susanna's." + +"She--won't know--the difference," I panted. "Miranda--Mary--crimps +them." + +We got back to the Pinery just as the train whistle blew. We had ten +minutes to transfer turkey and turnips to Aunt Susanna's dishes, hide +our own, air the kitchen, and get back our breath. We accomplished it. +When Aunt Susanna and her guests came we were prepared for them: we +were calm--outwardly--and the second mince pie was getting hot in the +oven. It was ready by the time it was needed. Fortunately our turkey +was the same size as Aunt Susanna's, and Laura had cooked a double +supply of turnips, intending to warm them up the next day. Still, all +things considered, Kate and I didn't enjoy that dinner much. We kept +thinking of poor Laura and Magsie at home, dining off potatoes on +Thanksgiving! + +But at least Aunt Susanna was satisfied. When Kate and I were washing +the dishes she came out quite beamingly. + +"Well, my dears, I must admit that you made a very good job of the +dinner, indeed. The turkey was done to perfection. As for the mince +pies--well, of course Miranda Mary made them, but she must have had +extra good luck with them, for they were excellent and heated to just +the right degree. You didn't give anything to the McGinnis dog, I +hope?" + +"No, we didn't give him anything," said Kate. + +Aunt Susanna did not notice the emphasis. + +When we had finished the dishes we smuggled our platter and tureen out +of the house and went home. Laura and Margaret were busy painting and +studying and were just as sweet-tempered as if we hadn't robbed them +of their dinner. But we had to tell them the whole story before we +even took off our hats. + +"There is a special Providence for children and idiots," said Laura +gently. We didn't ask her whether she meant us or Tony McGinnis or +both. There are some things better left in obscurity. I'd have +probably said something much sharper than that if anybody had made off +with my Thanksgiving turkey so unceremoniously. + +Aunt Susanna came down the next day and told Margaret that she would +send her to college. Also she commissioned Laura to paint her a +water-color for her dining-room and said she'd pay her five dollars +for it. + +Kate and I were rather left out in the cold in this distribution of +favors, but when you come to reflect that Laura and Magsie had really +cooked that dinner, it was only just. + +Anyway, Aunt Susanna has never since insinuated that we can't cook, +and that is as much as we deserve. + + + + +By Grace of Julius Caesar + + +Melissa sent word on Monday evening that she thought we had better go +round with the subscription list for cushioning the church pews on +Tuesday. I sent back word that I thought we had better go on Thursday. +I had no particular objection to Tuesday, but Melissa is rather fond +of settling things without consulting anyone else, and I don't believe +in always letting her have her own way. Melissa is my cousin and we +have always been good friends, and I am really very fond of her; but +there's no sense in lying down and letting yourself be walked over. We +finally compromised on Wednesday. + +I always have a feeling of dread when I hear of any new church-project +for which money will be needed, because I know perfectly well that +Melissa and I will be sent round to collect for it. People say we seem +to be able to get more than anybody else; and they appear to think +that because Melissa is an unencumbered old maid, and I am an +unencumbered widow, we can spare the time without any inconvenience to +ourselves. Well, we have been canvassing for building funds, and +socials, and suppers for years, but it is needed now; at least, I have +had enough of it, and I should think Melissa has, too. + +We started out bright and early on Wednesday morning, for Jersey Cove +is a big place and we knew we should need the whole day. We had to +walk because neither of us owned a horse, and anyway it's more +nuisance getting out to open and shut gates than it is worth while. It +was a lovely day then, though promising to be hot, and our hearts +were as light as could be expected, considering the disagreeable +expedition we were on. + +I was waiting at my gate for Melissa when she came, and she looked me +over with wonder and disapproval. I could see she thought I was a fool +to dress up in my second best flowered muslin and my very best hat +with the pale pink roses in it to walk about in the heat and dust; but +I wasn't. All my experience in canvassing goes to show that the better +dressed and better looking you are the more money you'll get--that is, +when it's the men you have to tackle, as in this case. If it had been +the women, however, I would have put on the oldest and ugliest things, +consistent with decency, I had. This was what Melissa had done, as it +was, and she did look fearfully prim and dowdy, except for her front +hair, which was as soft and fluffy and elaborate as usual. I never +could understand how Melissa always got it arranged so beautifully. + +Nothing particular happened the first part of the day. Some few +growled and wouldn't subscribe anything, but on the whole we did +pretty well. If it had been a missionary subscription we should have +fared worse; but when it was something touching their own comfort, +like cushioning the pews, they came down handsomely. We reached Daniel +Wilson's by noon, and had to have dinner there. We didn't eat much, +although we were hungry enough--Mary Wilson's cooking is a by-word in +Jersey Cove. No wonder Daniel is dyspeptic; but dyspeptic or not, he +gave us a big subscription for our cushions and told us we looked +younger than ever. Daniel is always very complimentary, and they say +Mary is jealous. + +When we left the Wilson's Melissa said, with an air of a woman nerving +herself to a disagreeable duty: + +"I suppose we might as well go to Isaac Appleby's now and get it +over." + +I agreed with her. I had been dreading that call all day. It isn't a +very pleasant thing to go to a man you have recently refused to marry +and ask him for money; and Melissa and I were both in that +predicament. + +Isaac was a well-to-do old bachelor who had never had any notion of +getting married until his sister died in the winter. And then, as soon +as the spring planting was over, he began to look round for a wife. He +came to me first and I said "No" good and hard. I liked Isaac well +enough; but I was snug and comfortable, and didn't feel like pulling +up my roots and moving into another lot; besides, Isaac's courting +seemed to me a shade too business-like. I can't get along without a +little romance; it's my nature. + +Isaac was disappointed and said so, but intimated that it wasn't +crushing and that the next best would do very well. The next best was +Melissa, and he proposed to her after the decent interval of a +fortnight. Melissa also refused him. I admit I was surprised at this, +for I knew Melissa was rather anxious to marry; but she has always +been down on Isaac Appleby, from principle, because of a family feud +on her mother's side; besides, an old beau of hers, a widower at +Kingsbridge, was just beginning to take notice again, and I suspected +Melissa had hopes concerning him. Finally, I imagine Melissa did not +fancy being second choice. + +Whatever her reasons were, she refused poor Isaac, and that finished +his matrimonial prospects as far as Jersey Cove was concerned, for +there wasn't another eligible woman in it--that is, for a man of +Isaac's age. I was the only widow, and the other old maids besides +Melissa were all hopelessly old-maiden. + +This was all three months ago, and Isaac had been keeping house for +himself ever since. Nobody knew much about how he got along, for the +Appleby house is half a mile from anywhere, down near the shore at the +end of a long lane--the lonesomest place, as I did not fail to +remember when I was considering Isaac's offer. + +"I heard Jarvis Aldrich say Isaac had got a dog lately," said Melissa, +when we finally came in sight of the house--a handsome new one, by the +way, put up only ten years ago. "Jarvis said it was an imported +breed. I do hope it isn't cross." + +I have a mortal horror of dogs, and I followed Melissa into the big +farmyard with fear and trembling. We were halfway across the yard when +Melissa shrieked: + +"Anne, there's the dog!" + +There was the dog; and the trouble was that he didn't stay there, but +came right down the slope at a steady, business-like trot. He was a +bull-dog and big enough to bite a body clean in two, and he was the +ugliest thing in dogs I had ever seen. + +Melissa and I both lost our heads. We screamed, dropped our parasols, +and ran instinctively to the only refuge that was in sight--a ladder +leaning against the old Appleby house. I am forty-five and something +more than plump, so that climbing ladders is not my favorite form of +exercise. But I went up that one with the agility and grace of +sixteen. Melissa followed me, and we found ourselves on the +roof--fortunately it was a flat one--panting and gasping, but safe, +unless that diabolical dog could climb a ladder. + +I crept cautiously to the edge and peered over. The beast was sitting +on his haunches at the foot of the ladder, and it was quite evident he +was not short on time. The gleam in his eye seemed to say: + +"I've got you two unprincipled subscription hunters beautifully treed +and it's treed you're going to stay. That is what I call satisfying." + +I reported the state of the case to Melissa. + +"What shall we do?" I asked. + +"Do?" said Melissa, snappishly. "Why, stay here till Isaac Appleby +comes out and takes that brute away? What else can we do?" + +"What if he isn't at home?" I suggested. + +"We'll stay here till he comes home. Oh, this is a nice predicament. +This is what comes of cushioning churches!" + +"It might be worse," I said comfortingly. "Suppose the roof hadn't +been flat?" + +"Call Isaac," said Melissa shortly. + +I didn't fancy calling Isaac, but call him I did, and when that failed +to bring him Melissa condescended to call, too; but scream as we +might, no Isaac appeared, and that dog sat there and smiled +internally. + +"It's no use," said Melissa sulkily at last. "Isaac Appleby is dead or +away." + +Half an hour passed; it seemed as long as a day. The sun just boiled +down on that roof and we were nearly melted. We were dreadfully +thirsty, and the heat made our heads ache, and I could see my muslin +dress fading before my very eyes. As for the roses on my best hat--but +that was too harrowing to think about. + +Then we saw a welcome sight--Isaac Appleby coming through the yard +with a hoe over his shoulder. He had probably been working in his +field at the back of the house. I never thought I should have been so +glad to see him. + +"Isaac, oh, Isaac!" I called joyfully, leaning over as far as I dared. + +Isaac looked up in amazement at me and Melissa craning our necks over +the edge of the roof. Then he saw the dog and took in the situation. +The creature actually grinned. + +"Won't you call off your dog and let us get down, Isaac?" I said +pleadingly. + +Isaac stood and reflected for a moment or two. Then he came slowly +forward and, before we realized what he was going to do, he took that +ladder down and laid it on the ground. + +"Isaac Appleby, what do you mean?" demanded Melissa wrathfully. + +Isaac folded his arms and looked up. It would be hard to say which +face was the more determined, his or the dog's. But Isaac had the +advantage in point of looks, I will say that for him. + +"I mean that you two women will stay up on that roof until one of you +agrees to marry me," said Isaac solemnly. + +I gasped. + +"Isaac Appleby, you can't be in earnest?" I cried incredulously. "You +couldn't be so mean?" + +"I am in earnest. I want a wife, and I am going to have one. You two +will stay up there, and Julius Caesar here will watch you until one of +you makes up her mind to take me. You can settle it between +yourselves, and let me know when you have come to a decision." + +And with that Isaac walked jauntily into his new house. + +"The man can't mean it!" said Melissa. "He is trying to play a joke on +us." + +"He does mean it," I said gloomily. "An Appleby never says anything he +doesn't mean. He will keep us here until one of us consents to marry +him." + +"It won't be me, then," said Melissa in a calm sort of rage. "I won't +marry him if I have to sit on this roof for the rest of my life. You +can take him. It's really you he wants, anyway; he asked you first." + +I always knew that rankled with Melissa. + +I thought the situation over before I said anything more. We certainly +couldn't get off that roof, and if we could, there was Julius Caesar. +The place was out of sight of every other house in Jersey Cove, and +nobody might come near it for a week. To be sure, when Melissa and I +didn't turn up the Covites might get out and search for us; but that +wouldn't be for two or three days anyhow. + +Melissa had turned her back on me and was sitting with her elbows +propped up on her knees, looking gloomily out to sea. I was afraid I +couldn't coax her into marrying Isaac. As for me, I hadn't any real +objection to marrying him, after all, for if he was short of romance +he was good-natured and has a fat bank account; but I hated to be +driven into it that way. + +"You'd better take him, Melissa," I said entreatingly. "I've had one +husband and that is enough." + +"More than enough for me, thank you," said Melissa sarcastically. + +"Isaac is a fine man and has a lovely house; and you aren't sure the +Kingsbridge man really means anything," I went on. + +"I would rather," said Melissa, with the same awful calmness, "jump +down from this roof and break my neck, or be devoured piecemeal by +that fiend down there than marry Isaac Appleby." + +It didn't seem worth while to say anything more after that. We sat +there in stony silence and the time dragged by. I was hot, hungry, +thirsty, cross; and besides, I felt that I was in a ridiculous +position, which was worse than all the rest. We could see Isaac +sitting in the shade of one of his apple trees in the front orchard +comfortably reading a newspaper. I think if he hadn't aggravated me by +doing that I'd have given in sooner. But as it was, I was determined +to be as stubborn as everybody else. We were four obstinate +creatures--Isaac and Melissa and Julius Caesar and I. + +At four o'clock Isaac got up and went into the house; in a few minutes +he came out again with a basket in one hand and a ball of cord in the +other. + +"I don't intend to starve you, of course, ladies," he said politely, +"I will throw this ball up to you and you can then draw up the +basket." + +I caught the ball, for Melissa never turned her head. I would have +preferred to be scornful, too, and reject the food altogether; but I +was so dreadfully thirsty that I put my pride in my pocket and hauled +the basket up. Besides, I thought it might enable us to hold out until +some loophole of escape presented itself. + +Isaac went back into the house and I unpacked the basket. There was a +bottle of milk, some bread and butter, and a pie. Melissa wouldn't +take a morsel of the food, but she was so thirsty she had to take a +drink of milk. + +She tried to lift her veil--and something caught; Melissa gave it a +savage twitch, and off came veil and hat--and all her front hair! + +You never saw such a sight. I'd always suspected Melissa wore a false +front, but I'd never had any proof before. + +Melissa pinned on her hair again and put on her hat and drank the +milk, all without a word; but she was purple. I felt sorry for her. + +And I felt sorry for Isaac when I tried to eat that bread. It was sour +and dreadful. As for the pie, it was hopeless. I tasted it, and then +threw it down to Julius Caesar. Julius Caesar, not being over +particular, ate it up. I thought perhaps it would kill him, for +anything might come of eating such a concoction. That pie was a strong +argument for Isaac. I thought a man who had to live on such cookery +did indeed need a wife and might be pardoned for taking desperate +measures to get one. I was dreadfully tired of broiling on the roof +anyhow. + +But it was the thunderstorm that decided me. When I saw it coming up, +black and quick, from the northwest, I gave in at once. I had endured +a good deal and was prepared to endure more; but I had paid ten +dollars for my hat and I was not going to have it ruined by a +thunderstorm. I called to Isaac and out he came. + +"If you will let us down and promise to dispose of that dog before I +come here I will marry you, Isaac," I said, "but I'll make you sorry +for it afterwards, though." + +"I'll take the risk of that, Anne," he said; "and, of course, I'll +sell the dog. I won't need him when I have you." + +Isaac meant to be complimentary, though you mightn't have thought so +if you had seen the face of that dog. + +Isaac ordered Julius Caesar away and put up the ladder, and turned his +back, real considerately, while we climbed down. We had to go in his +house and stay till the shower was over. I didn't forget the object of +our call and I produced our subscription list at once. + +"How much have you got?" asked Isaac. + +"Seventy dollars and we want a hundred and fifty," I said. + +"You may put me down for the remaining eighty, then," said Isaac +calmly. + +The Applebys are never mean where money is concerned, I must say. + +Isaac offered to drive us home when it cleared up, but I said "No." I +wanted to settle Melissa before she got a chance to talk. + +On the way home I said to her: + +"I hope you won't mention this to anyone, Melissa. I don't mind +marrying Isaac, but I don't want people to know how it came about." + +"Oh, I won't say anything about it," said Melissa, laughing a little +disagreeably. + +"Because," I said, to clinch the matter, looking significantly at her +front hair as I said it, "I have something to tell, too." + +Melissa will hold her tongue. + + + + +By the Rule of Contrary + + +"Look here, Burton," said old John Ellis in an ominous tone of voice, +"I want to know if what that old busybody of a Mary Keane came here +today gossiping about is true. If it is--well, I've something to say +about the matter! Have you been courting that niece of Susan Oliver's +all summer on the sly?" + +Burton Ellis's handsome, boyish face flushed darkly crimson to the +roots of his curly black hair. Something in the father's tone roused +anger and rebellion in the son. He straightened himself up from the +turnip row he was hoeing, looked his father squarely in the face, and +said quietly, + +"Not on the sly, sir, I never do things that way. But I have been +going to see Madge Oliver for some time, and we are engaged. We are +thinking of being married this fall, and we hope you will not object." + +Burton's frankness nearly took away his father's breath. Old John +fairly choked with rage. + +"You young fool," he spluttered, bringing down his hoe with such +energy that he sliced off half a dozen of his finest young turnip +plants, "have you gone clean crazy? No, sir, I'll never consent to +your marrying an Oliver, and you needn't have any idea that I will." + +"Then I'll marry her without your consent," retorted Burton angrily, +losing the temper he had been trying to keep. + +"Oh, will you indeed! Well, if you do, out you go, and not a cent of +my money or a rod of my land do you ever get." + +"What have you got against Madge?" asked Burton, forcing himself to +speak calmly, for he knew his father too well to doubt for a minute +that he meant and would do just what he said. + +"She's an Oliver," said old John crustily, "and that's enough." And +considering that he had settled the matter, John Ellis threw down his +hoe and left the field in a towering rage. + +Burton hoed away savagely until his anger had spent itself on the +weeds. Give up Madge--dear, sweet little Madge? Not he! Yet if his +father remained of the same mind, their marriage was out of the +question at present. And Burton knew quite well that his father would +remain of the same mind. Old John Ellis had the reputation of being +the most contrary man in Greenwood. + +When Burton had finished his row he left the turnip field and went +straight across lots to see Madge and tell her his dismal story. An +hour later Miss Susan Oliver went up the stairs of her little brown +house to Madge's room and found her niece lying on the bed, her pretty +curls tumbled, her soft cheeks flushed crimson, crying as if her heart +would break. + +Miss Susan was a tall, grim, angular spinster who looked like the last +person in the world to whom a love affair might be confided. But never +were appearances more deceptive than in this case. Behind her +unprepossessing exterior Miss Susan had a warm, sympathetic heart +filled to the brim with kindly affection for her pretty niece. She had +seen Burton Ellis going moodily across the fields homeward and guessed +that something had gone wrong. + +"Now, dearie, what is the matter?" she said, tenderly patting the +brown head. + +Madge sobbed out the whole story disconsolately. Burton's father would +not let him marry her because she was an Oliver. And, oh, what would +she do? + +"Don't worry, Madge," said Miss Susan comfortingly. "I'll soon settle +old John Ellis." + +"Why, what can you do?" asked Madge forlornly. + +Miss Susan squared her shoulders and looked amused. + +"You'll see. I know old John Ellis better than he knows himself. He is +the most contrary man the Lord ever made. I went to school with him. I +learned how to manage him then, and I haven't forgotten how. I'm going +straight up to interview him." + +"Are you sure that will do any good?" said Madge doubtfully. "If you +go to him and take Burton's and my part, won't it only make him +worse?" + +"Madge, dear," said Miss Susan, busily twisting her scanty, iron-grey +hair up into a hard little knob at the back of her head before Madge's +glass, "you just wait. I'm not young, and I'm not pretty, and I'm not +in love, but I've more gumption than you and Burton have or ever will +have. You keep your eyes open and see if you can learn something. +You'll need it if you go up to live with old John Ellis." + +Burton had returned to the turnip field, but old John Ellis was taking +his ease with a rampant political newspaper on the cool verandah of +his house. Looking up from a bitter editorial to chuckle over a +cutting sarcasm contained therein, he saw a tall, angular figure +coming up the lane with aggressiveness written large in every fold and +flutter of shawl and skirt. + +"Old Susan Oliver, as sure as a gun," said old John with another +chuckle. "She looks mad clean through. I suppose she's coming here to +blow me up for refusing to let Burton take that girl of hers. She's +been angling and scheming for it for years, but she will find who she +has to deal with. Come on, Miss Susan." + +John Ellis laid down his paper and stood up with a sarcastic smile. + +Miss Susan reached the steps and skimmed undauntedly up them. She did +indeed look angry and disturbed. Without any preliminary greeting she +burst out into a tirade that simply took away her complacent foe's +breath. + +"Look here, John Ellis, I want to know what this means. I've +discovered that that young upstart of a son of yours, who ought to be +in short trousers yet, has been courting my niece, Madge Oliver, all +summer. He has had the impudence to tell me that he wants to marry +her. I won't have it, I tell you, and you can tell your son so. Marry +my niece indeed! A pretty pass the world is coming to! I'll never +consent to it." + +Perhaps if you had searched Greenwood and all the adjacent districts +thoroughly you might have found a man who was more astonished and +taken aback than old John Ellis was at that moment, but I doubt it. +The wind was completely taken out of his sails and every bit of the +Ellis contrariness was roused. + +"What have you got to say against my son?" he fairly shouted in his +rage. "Isn't he good enough for your girl, Susan Oliver, I'd like to +know?" + +"No, he isn't," retorted Miss Susan deliberately and unflinchingly. +"He's well enough in his place, but you'll please to remember, John +Ellis, that my niece is an Oliver, and the Olivers don't marry beneath +them." + +Old John was furious. "Beneath them indeed! Why, woman, it is +condescension in my son to so much as look at your niece--condescension, +that is what it is. You are as poor as church mice." + +"We come of good family, though," retorted Miss Susan. "You Ellises +are nobodies. Your grandfather was a hired man! And yet you have the +presumption to think you're fit to marry into an old, respectable +family like the Olivers. But talking doesn't signify. I simply won't +allow this nonsense to go on. I came here today to tell you so plump +and plain. It's your duty to stop it; if you don't I will, that's +all." + +"Oh, will you?" John Ellis was at a white heat of rage and +stubbornness now. "We'll see, Miss Susan, we'll see. My son shall +marry whatever girl he pleases, and I'll back him up in it--do you +hear that? Come here and tell me my son isn't good enough for your +niece indeed! I'll show you he can get her anyway." + +"You've heard what I've said," was the answer, "and you'd better go by +it, that's all. I shan't stay to bandy words with you, John Ellis. I'm +going home to talk to my niece and tell her her duty plain, and what I +want her to do, and she'll do it, I haven't a fear." + +Miss Susan was halfway down the steps, but John Ellis ran to the +railing of the verandah to get the last word. + +"I'll send Burton down this evening to talk to her and tell her what +_he_ wants her to do, and we'll see whether she'll sooner listen to +you than to him," he shouted. + +Miss Susan deigned no reply. Old John strode out to the turnip field. +Burton saw him coming and looked for another outburst of wrath, but +his father's first words almost took away his breath. + +"See here, Burt, I take back all I said this afternoon. I want you to +marry Madge Oliver now, and the sooner, the better. That old cat of a +Susan had the face to come up and tell me you weren't good enough for +her niece. I told her a few plain truths. Don't you mind the old +crosspatch. I'll back you up." + +By this time Burton had begun hoeing vigorously, to hide the amused +twinkle of comprehension in his eyes. He admired Miss Susan's tactics, +but he did not say so. + +"All right, Father," he answered dutifully. + +When Miss Susan reached home she told Madge to bathe her eyes and put +on her new pink muslin, because she guessed Burton would be down that +evening. + +"Oh, Auntie, how did you manage it?" cried Madge. + +"Madge," said Miss Susan solemnly, but with dancing eyes, "do you know +how to drive a pig? Just try to make it go in the opposite direction +and it will bolt the way you want it. Remember that, my dear." + + + + +Fair Exchange and No Robbery + + +Katherine Rangely was packing up. Her chum and roommate, Edith Wilmer, +was sitting on the bed watching her in that calm disinterested fashion +peculiarly maddening to a bewildered packer. + +"It does seem too provoking," said Katherine, as she tugged at an +obstinate shawl strap, "that Ned should be transferred here now, just +when I'm going away. The powers that be might have waited until +vacation was over. Ned won't know a soul here and he'll be horribly +lonesome." + +"I'll do my best to befriend him, with your permission," said Edith +consolingly. + +"Oh, I know. You're a special Providence, Ede. Ned will be up tonight +first thing, of course, and I'll introduce him. Try to keep the poor +fellow amused until I get back. Two months! Just fancy! And Aunt +Elizabeth won't abate one jot or tittle of the time I promised to stay +with her. Harbour Hill is so frightfully dull, too." + +Then the talk drifted around to Edith's affairs. She was engaged to a +certain Sidney Keith, who was a professor in some college. + +"I don't expect to see much of Sidney this summer," said Edith. "He's +writing another book. He is so terribly addicted to literature." + +"How lovely," sighed Katherine, who had aspirations in that line +herself. "If only Ned were like him I should be perfectly happy. But +Ned is so prosaic. He doesn't care a rap for poetry, and he laughs +when I enthuse. It makes him quite furious when I talk of taking up +writing seriously. He says women writers are an abomination on the +face of the earth. Did you ever hear anything so ridiculous?" + +"He is very handsome, though," said Edith, with a glance at his +photograph on Katherine's dressing table. "And that is what Sid is +not. He is rather distinguished looking, but as plain as he can +possibly be." + +Edith sighed. She had a weakness for handsome men and thought it +rather hard that fate should have allotted her so plain a lover. + +"He has lovely eyes," said Katherine comfortingly, "and handsome men +are always vain. Even Ned is. I have to snub him regularly. But I +think you'll like him." + +Edith thought so too when Ned Ellison appeared that night. He was a +handsome off-handed young fellow, who seemed to admire Katherine +immensely, and be a little afraid of her into the bargain. + +"Edith will try to make Riverton pleasant for you while I am away," +she told him in their good-bye chat. "She is a dear girl--you'll like +her, I know. It's really too bad I have to go away now, but it can't +be helped." + +"I shall be awfully lonesome," grumbled Ned. "Don't you forget to +write regularly, Kitty." + +"Of course I'll write, but for pity's sake, Ned, don't call me Kitty. +It sounds so childish. Well, bye-bye, dear boy. I'll be back in two +months and then we'll have a lovely time." + + * * * * * + +When Katherine had been at Harbour Hill for a week she wondered how +upon earth she was going to put in the remaining seven. Harbour Hill +was noted for its beauty, but not every woman can live by scenery +alone. + +"Aunt Elizabeth," said Katherine one day, "does anybody ever die in +Harbour Hill? Because it doesn't seem to me it would be any change for +them if they did." + +Aunt Elizabeth's only reply to this was a shocked look. + +To pass the time Katherine took to collecting seaweeds, and this +involved long tramps along the shore. On one of these occasions she +met with an adventure. The place was a remote spot far up the shore. +Katherine had taken off her shoes and stockings, tucked up her skirt, +rolled her sleeves high above her dimpled elbows, and was deep in the +absorbing process of fishing up seaweeds off a craggy headland. She +looked anything but dignified while so employed, but under the +circumstances dignity did not matter. + +Presently she heard a shout from the shore and, turning around in +dismay, she beheld a man on the rocks behind her. He was evidently +shouting at her. What on earth could the creature want? + +"Come in," he called, gesticulating wildly. "You'll be in the +bottomless pit in another moment if you don't look out." + +"He certainly must be a lunatic," said Katherine to herself, "or else +he's drunk. What am I to do?" + +"Come in, I tell you," insisted the stranger. "What in the world do +you mean by wading out to such a place? Why, it's madness." + +Katherine's indignation got the better of her fear. + +"I do not think I am trespassing," she called back as icily as +possible. + +The stranger did not seem to be snubbed at all. He came down to the +very edge of the rocks where Katherine could see him plainly. He was +dressed in a somewhat well-worn grey suit and wore spectacles. He did +not look like a lunatic, and he did not seem to be drunk. + +"I implore you to come in," he said earnestly. "You must be standing +on the very brink of the bottomless pit." + +He is certainly off his balance, thought Katherine. He must be some +revivalist who has gone insane on one point. I suppose I'd better go +in. He looks quite capable of wading out here after me if I don't. + +She picked her steps carefully back with her precious specimens. The +stranger eyed her severely as she stepped on the rocks. + +"I should think you would have more sense than to risk your life in +that fashion for a handful of seaweeds," he said. + +"I haven't the faintest idea what you mean," said Miss Rangely. "You +don't look crazy, but you talk as if you were." + +"Do you mean to say you don't know that what the people hereabouts +call the Bottomless Pit is situated right off that point--the most +dangerous spot along the whole coast?" + +"No, I didn't," said Katherine, horrified. She remembered now that +Aunt Elizabeth had warned her to be careful of some bad hole along +shore, but she had not been paying much attention and had supposed it +to be in quite another direction. "I am a stranger here." + +"Well, I hardly thought you'd be foolish enough to be out there if you +knew," said the other in mollified accents. "The place ought not to be +left without warning, anyhow. It is the most careless thing I ever +heard of. There is a big hole right off that point and nobody has ever +been able to find the bottom of it. A person who got into it would +never be heard of again. The rocks there form an eddy that sucks +everything right down." + +"I am very grateful to you for calling me in," said Katherine humbly. +"I had no idea I was in such danger." + +"You have a very fine bunch of seaweeds, I see," said the unknown. + +But Katherine was in no mood to converse on seaweeds. She suddenly +realized what she must look like--bare feet, draggled skirts, dripping +arms. And this creature whom she had taken for a lunatic was +undoubtedly a gentleman. Oh, if he would only go and give her a chance +to put on her shoes and stockings! + +Nothing seemed further from his intentions. When Katherine had picked +up the aforesaid articles and turned homeward, he walked beside her, +still discoursing on seaweeds as eloquently as if he were commonly +accustomed to walking with barefooted young women. In spite of +herself, Katherine couldn't help listening to him, for he managed to +invest seaweeds with an absorbing interest. She finally decided that +as he didn't seem to mind her bare feet, she wouldn't either. + +He knew so much about seaweeds that Katherine felt decidedly +amateurish beside him. He looked over her specimens and pointed out +the valuable ones. He explained the best method of preserving and +mounting them, and told her of other and less dangerous places along +the shore where she might get some new varieties. + +When they came in sight of Harbour Hill, Katherine began to wonder +what on earth she would do with him. It wasn't exactly permissible to +snub a man who had practically saved your life, but, on the other +hand, the prospect of walking through the principal street of Harbour +Hill barefooted and escorted by a scholarly looking gentleman +discoursing on seaweeds was not to be calmly contemplated. + +The unknown cut the Gordian knot himself. He said that he must really +go back or he would be late for dinner, lifted his hat politely, and +departed. Katherine waited until he was out of sight, then sat down on +the sand and put on her shoes and stockings. + +"Who on earth can he be?" she said to herself. "And where have I seen +him before? There was certainly something familiar about his +appearance. He is very nice, but he must have thought me crazy. I +wonder if he belongs to Harbour Hill." + +The mystery was solved when she got home and found a letter from Edith +awaiting her. + +"I see Ned quite often," wrote the latter, "and I think he is +perfectly splendid. You are a lucky girl, Kate. But oh, do you know +that Sidney is actually at Harbour Hill, too, or at least quite near +it? I had a letter from him yesterday. He has gone down there to spend +his vacation, because it is so quiet, and to finish up some horrid +scientific book he is working at. He's boarding at some little +farmhouse up the shore. I've written to him today to hunt you up and +consider himself introduced to you. I think you'll like him, for he's +just your style." + +Katherine smiled when Sidney Keith's card was brought up to her that +evening and went down to meet him. Her companion of the morning rose +to meet her. + +"You!" he said. + +"Yes, me," said Miss Rangely cheerfully and ungrammatically. "You +didn't expect it, did you? I was sure I had seen you before--only it +wasn't you but your photograph." + +When Professor Keith went away it was with a cordial invitation to +call again. He did not fail to avail himself of it--in fact, he became +a constant visitor at Sycamore Villa. Katherine wrote all about it to +Edith and cultivated Professor Keith with a dear conscience. + +They got on capitally together. They went on long expeditions up shore +after seaweeds, and when seaweeds were exhausted they began to make a +collection of the Harbour Hill flora. This involved more long, +companionable expeditions. Katherine sometimes wondered when Professor +Keith found time to work on his book, but as he made no reference to +the subject, neither did she. + +Once in a while, when she had time to think of them, she wondered how +Ned and Edith were getting on. At first Edith's letters had been full +of Ned, but in her last two or three she had said little about him. +Katherine wrote and jokingly asked Edith if she and Ned had quarreled. +Edith wrote back and said, "What nonsense." She and Ned were as good +friends as ever, but he was getting acquainted in Riverton now and +wasn't so dependent on her society, etc. + +Katherine sighed and went on a fern hunt with Professor Keith. It was +getting near the end of her vacation and she had only two weeks more. +They were sitting down to rest on the side of the road when she +mentioned this fact inconsequently. The professor prodded the harmless +dust with his cane. Well, he supposed she would find a return to work +pleasant and would doubtless be glad to see her Riverton friends +again. + +"I'm dying to see Edith," said Katherine. + +"And Ned?" suggested Professor Keith. + +"Oh yes. Ned, of course," assented Katherine without enthusiasm. There +didn't seem to be anything more to say. One cannot talk everlastingly +about ferns, so they got up and went home. + +Katherine wrote a particularly affectionate letter to Ned that night. +Then she went to bed and cried. + +When Professor Keith came up to bid Miss Rangely good-bye on the eve +of her departure from Harbour Hill, he looked like a man who was being +led to execution without benefit of clergy. But he kept himself well +in hand and talked calmly on impersonal subjects. After all, it was +Katherine who made the first break when she got up to say good-bye. +She was in the middle of some conventional sentence when she suddenly +stopped short, and her voice trailed off in a babyish quiver. + +The professor put out his arm and drew her close to him. His hat +dropped under their feet and was trampled on, but I doubt if Professor +Keith knows the difference to this day, for he was fully absorbed in +kissing Katherine's hair. When she became cognizant of this fact, she +drew herself away. + +"Oh, Sidney, don't!--think of Edith! I feel like a traitor." + +"Do you think she would care very much if I--if you--if we--" +hesitated the professor. + +"Oh, it would break her heart," cried Katherine with convincing +earnestness. "I know it would--and Ned's too. They must never know." + +The professor stooped and began hunting for his maltreated hat. He was +a long time finding it, and when he did he went softly to the door. +With his hand on the knob, he paused and looked back. + +"Good-bye, Miss Rangely," he said softly. + +But Katherine, whose face was buried in the cushions of the lounge, +did not hear him and when she looked up he was gone. + + * * * * * + +Katharine felt that life was stale, flat and unprofitable when she +alighted at Riverton station in the dusk of the next evening. She was +not expected until a later train and there was no one to meet her. She +walked drearily through the streets to her boarding house and entered +her room unannounced. Edith, who was lying on the bed, sprang up with +a surprised greeting. It was too dark to be sure, but Katherine had an +uncomfortable suspicion that her friend had been crying, and her heart +quaked guiltily. Could Edith have suspected anything? + +"Why, we didn't think you'd be up till the 8:30 train, and Ned and I +were going to meet you." + +"I found I could catch an earlier train, so I took it," said +Katherine, as she dropped listlessly into a chair. "I am tired to +death and I have such a headache. I can't see anyone tonight, not even +Ned." + +"You poor dear," said Edith sympathetically, beginning a search for +the cologne. "Lie down on the bed and I'll bathe your poor head. Did +you have a good time at Harbour Hill? And how did you leave Sid? Did +he say anything about coming up?" + +"Oh, he was quite well," said Katherine wearily. "I didn't hear him +say if he intended to come up or not. There, thanks--that will do +nicely." + +After Edith had gone down, Katherine tossed about restlessly. She knew +Ned had come and she did not want to see him. But, after all, it was +only putting off the evil day, and it was treating him rather +shabbily. She would go down for a minute. + +There were two doors to the parlour, and Katherine went by way of the +library one, over which a portiere was hanging. Her hand was lifted to +draw it back when she heard something that arrested the movement. + +A woman was crying in the room beyond. It was Edith--and what was she +saying? + +"Oh, Ned, it is all perfectly dreadful! I couldn't look Catherine in +the face when she came home. I'm so ashamed of myself and I never +meant to be so false. We must never let her suspect for a minute." + +"It's pretty rough on a fellow," said another voice--Ned's voice--in a +choked sort of a way. "Upon my word, Edith, I don't see how I'm going +to keep it up." + +"You must," sobbed Edith. "It would break her heart--and Sidney's too. +We must just make up our minds to forget each other, Ned, and you must +marry Katherine." + +Just at this point Katherine became aware that she was eavesdropping +and she went away noiselessly. She did not look in the least like a +person who has received a mortal blow, and she had forgotten her +headache altogether. + +When Edith came up half an hour later, she found the worn-out invalid +sitting up and reading a novel. + +"How is your headache, dear?" she asked, carefully keeping her face +turned away from Katherine. + +"Oh, it's all gone," said Miss Rangely cheerfully. + +"Why didn't you come down then? Ned was here." + +"Well, Ede, I did go down, but I thought I wasn't particularly wanted, +so I came back." + +Edith faced her friend in dismay, forgetful of swollen lids and +tear-stained cheeks. + +"Katherine!" + +"Don't look so conscience stricken, my dear child. There is no harm +done." + +"You heard--" + +"Some surprising speeches. So you and Ned have gone and fallen in love +with one another?" + +"Oh, Katherine," sobbed Edith, "we--we--couldn't help it--but it's all +over. Oh, don't be angry with me!" + +"Angry? My dear, I'm delighted." + +"Delighted?" + +"Yes, you dear goose. Can't you guess, or must I tell you? Sidney and +I did the very same, and had just such a melancholy parting last night +as I suspect you and Ned had tonight." + +"Katherine!" + +"Yes, it's quite true. And of course we made up our minds to sacrifice +ourselves on the altar of duty and all that. But now, thank goodness, +there is no need of such wholesale immolation. So just let's forgive +each other." + +"Oh," sighed Edith happily, "it is almost too good to be true." + +"It is really providentially ordered, isn't it?" said Katherine. "Ned +and I would never have got on together in the world, and you and +Sidney would have bored each other to death. As it is, there will be +four perfectly happy people instead of four miserable ones. I'll tell +Ned so tomorrow." + + + + +Four Winds + + +Alan Douglas threw down his pen with an impatient exclamation. It was +high time his next Sunday's sermon was written, but he could not +concentrate his thoughts on his chosen text. For one thing he did not +like it and had selected it only because Elder Trewin, in his call of +the evening before, had hinted that it was time for a good stiff +doctrinal discourse, such as his predecessor in Rexton, the Rev. Jabez +Strong, had delighted in. Alan hated doctrines--"the soul's +staylaces," he called them--but Elder Trewin was a man to be reckoned +with and Alan preached an occasional sermon to please him. + +"It's no use," he said wearily. "I could have written a sermon in +keeping with that text in November or midwinter, but now, when the +whole world is reawakening in a miracle of beauty and love, I can't do +it. If a northeast rainstorm doesn't set in before next Sunday, Mr. +Trewin will not have his sermon. I shall take as my text instead, +'The flowers appear on the earth, the time of the singing of birds has +come.'" + +He rose and went to his study window, outside of which a young vine +was glowing in soft tender green tints, its small dainty leaves +casting quivering shadows on the opposite wall where the portrait of +Alan's mother hung. She had a fine, strong, sweet face; the same face, +cast in a masculine mould, was repeated in her son, and the +resemblance was striking as he stood in the searching evening +sunshine. The black hair grew around his forehead in the same way; his +eyes were steel blue, like hers, with a similar expression, half +brooding, half tender, in their depths. He had the mobile, smiling +mouth of the picture, but his chin was deeper and squarer, dented with +a dimple which, combined with a certain occasional whimsicality of +opinion and glance, had caused Elder Trewin some qualms of doubt +regarding the fitness of this young man for his high and holy +vocation. The Rev. Jabez Strong had never indulged in dimples or +jokes; but then, as Elder Trewin, being a just man, had to admit, the +Rev. Jabez Strong had preached many a time and oft to more empty pews +than full ones, while now the church was crowded to its utmost +capacity on Sundays and people came to hear Mr. Douglas who had not +darkened a church door for years. All things considered, Elder Trewin +decided to overlook the dimple. There was sure to be some drawback in +every minister. + +Alan from his study looked down on all the length of the Rexton +valley, at the head of which the manse was situated, and thought that +Eden might have looked so in its innocence, for all the orchards were +abloom and the distant hills were tremulous and aerial in springtime +gauzes of pale purple and pearl. But in any garden, despite its +beauty, is an element of tameness and domesticity, and Alan's eyes, +after a moment's delighted gazing, strayed wistfully off to the north +where the hills broke away into a long sloping lowland of pine and +fir. Beyond it stretched the wide expanse of the lake, flashing in the +molten gold and crimson of evening. Its lure was irresistible. Alan +had been born and bred beside a faraway sea and the love of it was +strong in his heart--so strong that he knew he must go back to it +sometime. Meanwhile, the great lake, mimicking the sea in its vast +expanse and the storms that often swept over it, was his comfort and +solace. As often as he could he stole away to its wild and lonely +shore, leaving the snug bounds of cultivated home lands behind him +with something like a sense of relief. Down there by the lake was a +primitive wilderness where man was as naught and man-made doctrines +had no place. There one might walk hand in hand with nature and so +come very close to God. Many of Alan's best sermons were written after +he had come home, rapt-eyed, from some long shore tramp where the +wilderness had opened its heart to him and the pines had called to him +in their soft, sibilant speech. + +With a half guilty glance at the futile sermon, he took his hat and +went out. The sun of the cool spring evening was swinging low over the +lake as he turned into the unfrequented, deep-rutted road leading to +the shore. It was two miles to the lake, but half way there Alan came +to where another road branched off and struck down through the pines +in a northeasterly direction. He had sometimes wondered where it led +but he had never explored it. Now he had a sudden whim to do so and +turned into it. It was even rougher and lonelier than the other; +between the ruts the grasses grew long and thickly; sometimes the pine +boughs met overhead; again, the trees broke away to reveal wonderful +glimpses of gleaming water, purple islets, dark feathery coasts. +Still, the road seemed to lead nowhere and Alan was half repenting the +impulse which had led him to choose it when he suddenly came out from +the shadow of the pines and found himself gazing on a sight which +amazed him. + +Before him was a small peninsula running out into the lake and +terminating in a long sandy point. Beyond it was a glorious sweep of +sunset water. The peninsula itself seemed barren and sandy, covered +for the most part with scrub firs and spruces, through which the +narrow road wound on to what was the astonishing; feature in the +landscape--a grey and weather-beaten house built almost at the +extremity of the point and shadowed from the western light by a thick +plantation of tall pines behind it. + +It was the house which puzzled Alan. He had never known there was any +house near the lake shore--had never heard mention made of any; yet +here was one, and one which was evidently occupied, for a slender +spiral of smoke was curling upward from it on the chilly spring air. +It could not be a fisherman's dwelling, for it was large and built +after a quaint tasteful design. The longer Alan looked at it the more +his wonder grew. The people living here were in the bounds of his +congregation. How then was it that he had never seen or heard of them? + +He sauntered slowly down the road until he saw that it led directly to +the house and ended in the yard. Then he turned off in a narrow path +to the shore. He was not far from the house now and he scanned it +observantly as he went past. The barrens swept almost up to its door +in front but at the side, sheltered from the lake winds by the pines, +was a garden where there was a fine show of gay tulips and golden +daffodils. No living creature was visible and, in spite of the +blossoming geraniums and muslin curtains at the windows and the homely +spiral of smoke, the place had a lonely, almost untenanted, look. + +When Alan reached the shore he found that it was of a much more open +and less rocky nature than the part which he had been used to +frequent. The beach was of sand and the scrub barrens dwindled down to +it almost insensibly. To right and left fir-fringed points ran out +into the lake, shaping a little cove with the house in its curve. + +Alan walked slowly towards the left headland, intending to follow the +shore around to the other road. As he passed the point he stopped +short in astonishment. The second surprise and mystery of the evening +confronted him. + +A little distance away a girl was standing--a girl who turned a +startled face at his unexpected appearance. Alan Douglas had thought +he knew all the girls in Rexton, but this lithe, glorious creature was +a stranger to him. She stood with her hand on the head of a huge, +tawny collie dog; another dog was sitting on his haunches beside her. + +She was tall, with a great braid of shining chestnut hair, showing +ruddy burnished tints where the sunlight struck it, hanging over her +shoulder. The plain dark dress she wore emphasized the grace and +strength of her supple form. Her face was oval and pale, with straight +black brows and a finely cut crimson mouth--a face whose beauty bore +the indefinable stamp of race and breeding mingled with a wild +sweetness, as of a flower growing in some lonely and inaccessible +place. None of the Rexton girls looked like that. Who, in the name of +all that was amazing, could she be? + +As the thought crossed Alan's mind the girl turned, with an air of +indifference that might have seemed slightly overdone to a calmer +observer than was the young minister at that moment and, with a +gesture of command to her dogs, walked quickly away into the scrub +spruces. She was so tall that her uncovered head was visible over them +as she followed some winding footpath, and Alan stood like a man +rooted to the ground until he saw her enter the grey house. Then he +went homeward in a maze, all thought of sermons, doctrinal or +otherwise, for the moment knocked out of his head. + +She is the most beautiful woman I ever saw, he thought. How is it +possible that I have lived in Rexton for six months and never heard of +her or of that house? Well, I daresay there's some simple explanation +of it all. The place may have been unoccupied until lately--probably +it is the summer residence of people who have only recently come to +it. I'll ask Mrs. Danby. She'll know if anybody will. That good woman +knows everything about everybody in Rexton for three generations back. + +Alan found Isabel King with his housekeeper when he got home. His +greeting was tinged with a slight constraint. He was not a vain man, +but he could not help knowing that Isabel looked upon him with a +favour that had in it much more than professional interest. Isabel +herself showed it with sufficient distinctness. Moreover, he felt a +certain personal dislike of her and of her hard, insistent beauty, +which seemed harder and more insistent than ever contrasted with his +recollection of the girl of the lake shore. + +Isabel had a trick of coming to the manse on plausible errands to Mrs. +Danby and lingering until it was so dark that Alan was in courtesy +bound to see her home. The ruse was a little too patent and amused +Alan, although he carefully hid his amusement and treated Isabel with +the fine unvarying deference which his mother had engrained into him +for womanhood--a deference that flattered Isabel even while it annoyed +her with the sense of a barrier which she could not break down or +pass. She was the daughter of the richest man in Rexton and inclined +to give herself airs on that account, but Alan's gentle indifference +always brought home to her an unwelcome feeling of inferiority. + +"You've been tiring yourself out again tramping that lake shore, I +suppose," said Mrs. Danby, who had kept house for three bachelor +ministers and consequently felt entitled to hector them in a somewhat +maternal fashion. + +"Not tiring myself--resting and refreshing myself rather," smiled +Alan. "I was tired when I went out but now I feel like a strong man +rejoicing to run a race. By the way, Mrs. Danby, who lives in that +quaint old house away down at the very shore? I never knew of its +existence before." + +Alan's "by the way" was not quite so indifferent as he tried to make +it. Isabel King, leaning back posingly among the cushions of the +lounge, sat quickly up as he asked his question. + +"Dear me, you don't mean to say you've never heard of Captain +Anthony--Captain Anthony Oliver?" said Mrs. Danby. "He lives down +there at Four Winds, as they call it--he and his daughter and an old +cousin." + +Isabel King bent forward, her brown eyes on Alan's face. + +"Did you see Lynde Oliver?" she asked with suppressed eagerness. + +Alan ignored the question--perhaps he did not hear it. + +"Have they lived there long?" he asked. + +"For eighteen years," said Mrs. Danby placidly. "It's funny you +haven't heard them mentioned. But people don't talk much about the +Captain now--he's an old story--and of course they never go anywhere, +not even to church. The Captain is a rank infidel and they say his +daughter is just as bad. To be sure, nobody knows much about her, but +it stands to reason that a girl who's had her bringing up must be odd, +to say no worse of her. It's not really her fault, I suppose--her +wicked old scalawag of a father is to blame for it. She's never +darkened a church or school door in her life and they say she's always +been a regular tomboy--running wild outdoors with dogs, and fishing +and shooting like a man. Nobody ever goes there--the Captain doesn't +want visitors. He must have done something dreadful in his time, if it +was only known, when he's so set on living like a hermit away down on +that jumping-off place. Did you see any of them?" + +"I saw Miss Oliver, I suppose," said Alan briefly. "At least I met a +young lady on the shore. But where did these people come from? Surely +more is known of them than this." + +"Precious little. The truth is, Mr. Douglas, folks don't think the +Olivers respectable and don't want to have anything to do with them. +Eighteen years ago Captain Anthony came from goodness knows where, +bought the Four Winds point, and built that house. He said he'd been a +sailor all his life and couldn't live away from the water. He brought +his wife and child and an old cousin of his with him. This Lynde +wasn't more than two years old then. People went to call but they +never saw any of the women and the Captain let them see they weren't +wanted. Some of the men who'd been working round the place saw his +wife and said she was sickly but real handsome and like a lady, but +she never seemed to want to see anyone or be seen herself. There was +a story that the Captain had been a smuggler and that if he was caught +he'd be sent to prison. Oh, there were all sorts of yarns, mostly +coming from the men who worked there, for nobody else ever got inside +the house. Well, four years ago his wife disappeared--it wasn't known +how or when. She just wasn't ever seen again, that's all. Whether she +died or was murdered or went away nobody ever knew. There was some +talk of an investigation but nothing came of it. As for the girl, +she's always lived there with her father. She must be a perfect +heathen. He never goes anywhere, but there used to be talk of +strangers visiting him--queer sort of characters who came up the lake +in vessels from the American side. I haven't heard any reports of such +these past few years, though--not since his wife disappeared. He keeps +a yacht and goes sailing in it--sometimes he cruises about for +weeks--that's about all he ever does. And now you know as much about +the Olivers as I do, Mr. Douglas." + +Alan had listened to this gossipy narrative with an interest that did +not escape Isabel King's observant eyes. Much of it he mentally +dismissed as improbable surmise, but the basic facts were probably as +Mrs. Danby had reported them. He had known that the girl of the shore +could be no commonplace, primly nurtured young woman. + +"Has no effort ever been made to bring these people into touch with +the church?" he asked absently. + +"Bless you, yes. Every minister that's ever been in Rexton has had a +try at it. The old cousin met every one of them at the door and told +him nobody was at home. Mr. Strong was the most persistent--he didn't +like being beaten. He went again and again and finally the Captain +sent him word that when he wanted parsons or pill-dosers he'd send +for them, and till he did he'd thank them to mind their own business. +They say Mr. Strong met Lynde once along shore and wanted to know if +she wouldn't come to church, and she laughed in his face and told him +she knew more about God now than he did or ever would. Perhaps the +story isn't true. Or if it was maybe he provoked her into saying it. +Mr. Strong wasn't overly tactful. I believe in judging the poor girl +as charitably as possible and making allowances for her, seeing how +she's been brought up. You couldn't expect her to know how to behave." + +Somehow, Alan resented Mrs. Danby's charity. Then, his sense of humour +being strongly developed, he smiled to think of this commonplace old +lady "making allowances" for the splendid bit of femininity he had +seen on the shore. A plump barnyard fowl might as well have talked of +making allowances for a seagull! + +Alan walked home with Isabel King but he was very silent as they went +together down the long, dark, sweet-smelling country road bordered by +its white orchards. Isabel put her own construction on his absent +replies to her remarks and presently she asked him, "Did you think +Lynde Oliver handsome?" + +The question gave Alan an annoyance out of all proportion to its +significance. He felt an instinctive reluctance to discuss Lynde +Oliver with Isabel King. + +"I saw her only for a moment," he said coldly, "but she impressed me +as being a beautiful woman." + +"They tell queer stories about her--but maybe they're not all true," +said Isabel, unable to keep the sneer of malice out of her voice. At +that moment Alan's secret contempt for her crystallized into +pronounced aversion. He made no reply and they went the rest of the +way in silence. At her gate Isabel said, "You haven't been over to see +us very lately, Mr. Douglas." + +"My congregation is a large one and I cannot visit all my people as +often as I might wish," Alan answered, all the more coldly for the +personal note in her tone. "A minister's time is not his own, you +know." + +"Shall you be going to see the Olivers?" asked Isabel bluntly. + +"I have not considered that question. Good-night, Miss King." + +On his way back to the manse Alan did consider the question. Should he +make any attempt to establish friendly relations with the residents of +Four Winds? It surprised him to find how much he wanted to, but he +finally concluded that he would not. They were not adherents of his +church and he did not believe that even a minister had any right to +force himself upon people who plainly wished to be let alone. + +When he got home, although it was late, he went to his study and began +work on a new text--for Elder Trewin's seemed utterly out of the +question. Even with the new one he did not get on very well. At last +in exasperation he leaned back in his chair. + +Why can't I stop thinking of those Four Winds people? Here, let me put +these haunting thoughts into words and see if that will lay them. That +girl had a beautiful face but a cold one. Would I like to see it +lighted up with the warmth of her soul set free? Yes, frankly, I would. +She looked upon me with indifference. Would I like to see her welcome +me as a friend? I have a conviction that I would, although no doubt +everybody in my congregation would look upon her as a most unsuitable +friend for me. Do I believe that she is wild, unwomanly, heathenish, as +Mrs. Danby says? No, I do not, most emphatically. I believe she is a +lady in the truest sense of that much abused word, though she is +doubtless unconventional. Having said all this, I do not see what more +there is to be said. And--I--am--going--to--write--this--sermon. + +Alan wrote it, putting all thought of Lynde Oliver sternly out of his +mind for the time being. He had no notion of falling in love with her. +He knew nothing of love and imagined that it counted for nothing in +his life. He admitted that his curiosity was aflame about the girl, +but it never occurred to him that she meant or could mean anything to +him but an attractive enigma which once solved would lose its +attraction. The young women he knew in Rexton, whose simple, pleasant +friendship he valued, had the placid, domestic charm of their own +sweet-breathed, windless orchards. Lynde Oliver had the fascination of +the lake shore--wild, remote, untamed--the lure of the wilderness and +the primitive. There was nothing more personal in his thought of her, +and yet when he recalled Isabel King's sneer he felt an almost +personal resentment. + + * * * * * + +During the following fortnight Alan made many trips to the shore--and +he always went by the branch road to the Four Winds point. He did not +attempt to conceal from himself that he hoped to meet Lynde Oliver +again. In this he was unsuccessful. Sometimes he saw her at a distance +along the shore but she always disappeared as soon as seen. +Occasionally as he crossed the point he saw her working in her garden +but he never went very near the house, feeling that he had no right to +spy on it or her in any way. He soon became convinced that she avoided +him purposely and the conviction piqued him. He felt an odd masterful +desire to meet her face to face and make her look at him. Sometimes he +called himself a fool and vowed he would go no more to the Four Winds +shore. Yet he inevitably went. He did not find in the shore the +comfort and inspiration he had formerly found. Something had come +between his soul and the soul of the wilderness--something he did not +recognize or formulate--a nameless, haunting longing that shaped +itself about the memory of a cold sweet face and starry, indifferent +eyes, grey as the lake at dawn. + +Of Captain Anthony he never got even a glimpse, but he saw the old +cousin several times, going and coming about the yard and its +environs. Finally one day he met her, coming up a path which led to a +spring down in a firry hollow. She was carrying two heavy pails of +water and Alan asked permission to help her. + +He half expected a repulse, for the tall, grim old woman had a rather +stern and forbidding look, but after gazing at him a moment in a +somewhat scrutinizing manner she said briefly, "You may, if you like." + +Alan took the pails and followed her, the path not being wide enough +for two. She strode on before him at a rapid, vigorous pace until they +came out into the yard by the house. Alan felt his heart beating +foolishly. Would he see Lynde Oliver? Would-- + +"You may carry the water there," the old woman said, pointing to a +little outhouse near the pines. "I'm washing--the spring water is +softer than the well water. Thank you"--as Alan set the pails down on +a bench--"I'm not so young as I was and bringing the water so far +tires me. Lynde always brings it for me when she's home." + +She stood before him in the narrow doorway, blocking his exit, and +looked at him with keen, deep-set dark eyes. In spite of her withered +aspect and wrinkled face, she was not an uncomely old woman and there +was about her a dignity of carriage and manner that pleased Alan. It +did not occur to him to wonder why it should please him. If he had +hunted that feeling down he might have been surprised to discover that +it had its origin in a curious gratification over the thought that the +woman who lived with Lynde had a certain refinement about her. He +preferred her unsmiling dourness to vulgar garrulity. + +"Are you the young minister up at Rexton?" she asked bluntly. + +"Yes." + +"I thought so. Lynde said she had seen you on the shore once. +Well"--she cast an uncertain glance over her shoulder at the +house--"I'm much obliged to you." + +Alan had an idea that that was not what she had thought of saying, but +as she had turned aside and was busying herself with the pails, there +seemed nothing for him to do but to go. + +"Wait a moment." She faced him again, and if Alan had been a vain man +he might have thought that admiration looked from her piercing eyes. +"What do you think of us? I suppose they've told you tales of us up +there?"--with a scornful gesture of her hand in the direction of +Rexton. "Do you believe them?" + +"I believe no ill of anyone until I have absolute proof of it," said +Alan, smiling--he was quite unconscious what a winning smile he had, +which was the best of it--"and I never put faith in gossip. Of course +you are gossipped about--you know that." + +"Yes, I know it"--grimly--"and I don't care what they say about the +Captain and me. We are a queer pair--just as queer as they make us +out. You can believe what you like about us, but don't you believe a +word they say against Lynde. She's sweet and good and beautiful. It's +not her fault that she never went to church--it's her father's. Don't +you hold that against her." + +The fierce yet repressed energy of her tone prevented Alan from +feeling any amusement over her simple defence of Lynde. Moreover, it +sounded unreasonably sweet in his ears. + +"I won't," he promised, "but I don't suppose it would matter much to +Miss Oliver if I did. She did not strike me as a young lady who would +worry very much about other people's opinions." + +If his object were to prolong the conversation about Lynde, he was +disappointed, for the old woman had turned abruptly to her work again +and, though Alan lingered for a few moments longer, she took no +further notice of him. But when he had gone she peered stealthily +after him from the door until he was lost to sight among the pines. + +"A well-looking man," she muttered. "I wish Lynde had been home. I +didn't dare ask him to the house for I knew Anthony was in one of his +moods. But it's time something was done. She's woman grown and this is +no life for her. And there's nobody to do anything but me and I'm not +able, even if I knew what to do. I wonder why she hates men so. +Perhaps it's because she never knew any that were real gentlemen. This +man is--but then he's a minister and that makes a wide gulf between +them in another way. I've seen the love of man and woman bridge some +wider gulfs though. But it can't with Lynde, I'm fearing. She's so +bitter at the mere speaking of love and marriage. I can't think why. +I'm sure her mother and Anthony were happy together, and that was all +she's ever seen of marriage. But I thought when she told me of meeting +this young man on the shore there was something in her look I'd never +noticed before--as if she'd found something in herself she'd never +known was there. But she'll never make friends with him and I can't. +If the Captain wasn't so queer--" + +She stopped abruptly, for a tall lithe figure was coming up from the +shore. Lynde waved her hand as she drew near. + +"Oh, Emily, I've had such a splendid sail. It was glorious. Bad Emily, +you've been carrying water. Didn't I tell you never to do that when I +was away?" + +"I didn't have to do it. That young minister up at Rexton met me and +brought it up. He's nice, Lynde." + +Lynde's brow darkened. She turned and walked away to the house without +a word. + +On his way home that night Alan met Isabel King on the main shore +road. She carried an armful of pine boughs and said she wanted the +needles for a cushion. Yet the thought came into Alan's mind that she +was spying on him and, although he tried to dismiss it as unworthy, it +continued to lurk there. + +For a week he avoided the shore, but there came a day when its +inexplicable lure drew him to it again irresistibly. It was a warm, +windy evening and the air was sweet and resinous, the lake misty and +blue. There was no sign of life about Four Winds and the shore seemed +as lonely and virgin as if human foot had never trodden it. The +Captain's yacht was gone from the little harbour where it was +generally anchored and, though every flutter of wind in the scrub firs +made Alan's heart beat expectantly, he saw nothing of Lynde Oliver. He +was on the point of turning homeward, with an unreasoning sense of +disappointment, when one of Lynde's dogs broke down through the hedge +of spruces, barking loudly. + +Alan looked for Lynde to follow, but she did not, and he speedily saw +that there was something unusual about the dog's behaviour. The animal +circled around him, still barking excitedly, then ran off for a short +distance, stopped, barked again, and returned, repeating the +manoeuvre. It was plain that he wanted Alan to follow him, and it +occurred to the young minister that the dog's mistress must be in +danger of some kind. Instantly he set off after him; and the dog, with +a final sharp bark of satisfaction, sprang up the low bank into the +spruces. + +Alan followed him across the peninsula and then along the further +shore, which rapidly grew steep and high. Half a mile down the cliffs +were rocky and precipitous, while the beach beneath them was heaped +with huge boulders. Alan followed the dog along one of the narrow +paths with which the barrens abounded until nearly a mile from Four +Winds. Then the animal halted, ran to the edge of the cliff and +barked. + +It was an ugly-looking place where a portion of the soil had evidently +broken away recently, and Alan stepped cautiously out to the brink and +looked down. He could not repress an exclamation of dismay and alarm. + +A few feet below him Lynde Oliver was lying on a mass of mossy soil +which was apparently on the verge of slipping over a sloping shelf of +rock, below which was a sheer drop of thirty feet to the cruel +boulders below. The extreme danger of her position was manifest at a +glance; the soil on which she lay was stationary, yet it seemed as if +the slightest motion on her part would send it over the brink. + +Lynde lay movelessly; her face was white, and both fear and appeal +were visible in her large dilated eyes. Yet she was quite calm and a +faint smile crossed her pale lips as she saw the man and the dog. + +"Good faithful Pat, so you did bring help," she said. + +"But how can I help you, Miss Oliver?" said Alan hoarsely. "I cannot +reach you--and it looks as if the slightest touch or jar would send +that broken earth over the brink." + +"I fear it would. You must go back to Four Winds and get a rope." + +"And leave you here alone--in such danger?" + +"Pat will stay with me. Besides, there is nothing else to do. You will +find a rope in that little house where you put the water for Emily. +Father and Emily are away. I think I am quite safe here if I don't +move at all." + +Alan's own common sense told him that, as she said, there was nothing +else to do and, much as he hated to leave her alone thus, he realized +that he must lose no time in doing it. + +"I'll be back as quickly as possible," he said hurriedly. + +Alan had been a noted runner at college and his muscles had not +forgotten their old training. Yet it seemed to him an age ere he +reached Four Winds, secured the rope, and returned. At every flying +step he was haunted by the thought of the girl lying on the brink of +the precipice and the fear that she might slip over it before he could +rescue her. When he reached the scene of the accident he dreaded to +look over the broken edge, but she was lying there safely and she +smiled when she saw him--a brave smile that softened her tense white +face into the likeness of a frightened child's. + +"If I drop the rope down to you, are you strong enough to hold to it +while the earth goes and then draw yourself up the slope hand over +hand?" asked Alan anxiously. + +"Yes," she answered fearlessly. + +Alan passed down one end of the rope and then braced himself firmly to +hold it, for there was no tree near enough to be of any assistance. +The next moment the full weight of her body swung from it, for at her +first movement the soil beneath her slipped away. Alan's heart +sickened; what if she went with it? Could she cling to the rope while +he drew her up? + +Then he saw she was still safe on the sloping shelf. Carefully and +painfully she drew herself to her knees and, dinging to the rope, +crept up the rock hand over hand. When she came within his reach he +grasped her arms and lifted her up into safety beside him. + +"Thank God," he said, with whiter lips than her own. + +For a few moments Lynde sat silent on the sod, exhausted with fright +and exertion, while her dog fawned on her in an ecstasy of joy. +Finally she looked up into Alan's anxious face and their eyes met. It +was something more than the physical reaction that suddenly flushed +the girl's cheeks. She sprang lithely to her feet. + +"Can you walk back home?" Alan asked. + +"Oh, yes, I am all right now. It was very foolish of me to get into +such a predicament. Father and Emily went down the lake in the yacht +this afternoon and I started out for a ramble. When I came here I saw +some junebells growing right out on the ledge and I crept out to +gather them. I should have known better. It broke away under me and +the more I tried to scramble back the faster it slid down, carrying me +with it. I thought it would go right over the brink"--she gave a +little involuntary shudder--"but just at the very edge it stopped. I +knew I must lie very still or it would go right over. It seemed like +days. Pat was with me and I told him to go for help, but I knew there +was no one at home--and I was horribly afraid," she concluded with +another shiver. "I never was afraid in my life before--at least not +with that kind of fear." + +"You have had a terrible experience and a narrow escape," said Alan +lamely. He could think of nothing more to say; his usual readiness of +utterance seemed to have failed him. + +"You saved my life," she said, "you and Pat--for doggie must have his +share of credit." + +"A much larger share than mine," said Alan, smiling. "If Pat had not +come for me, I would not have known of your danger. What a magnificent +fellow he is!" + +"Isn't he?" she agreed proudly. "And so is Laddie, my other dog. He +went with Father today. I love my dogs more than people." She looked +at him with a little defiance in her eyes. "I suppose you think that +terrible." + +"I think many dogs are much more lovable--and worthy of love--than +many people," said Alan, laughing. + +How childlike she was in some ways! That trace of defiance--it was so +like a child who expected to be scolded for some wrong attitude of +mind. And yet there were moments when she looked the tall proud queen. +Sometimes, when the path grew narrow, she walked before him, her hand +on the dog's head. Alan liked this, since it left him free to watch +admiringly the swinging grace of her step and the white curves of her +neck beneath the thick braid of hair, which today was wound about her +head. When she dropped back beside him in the wider spaces, he could +only have stolen glances at her profile, delicately, strongly cut, +virginal in its soft curves, childlike in its purity. Once she looked +around and caught his glance; again she flushed, and something strange +and exultant stirred in Alan's heart. It was as if that maiden blush +were the involuntary, unconscious admission of some power he had over +her--a power which her hitherto unfettered spirit had never before +felt. The cold indifference he had seen in her face at their first +meeting was gone, and something told him it was gone forever. + +When they came in sight of Four Winds they saw two people walking up +the road from the harbour and a few further steps brought them face to +face with Captain Anthony Oliver and his old housekeeper. + +The Captain's appearance was a fresh surprise to Alan. He had expected +to meet a rough, burly sailor, loud of voice and forbidding of manner. +Instead, Captain Anthony was a tall, well-built man of perhaps fifty. +His face, beneath its shock of iron-grey hair, was handsome but wore a +somewhat forbidding expression, and there was something in it, apart +from line or feature, which did not please Alan. He had no time to +analyze this impression, for Lynde said hurriedly, "Father, this is +Mr. Douglas. He has just done me a great service." + +She briefly explained her accident; when she had finished, the Captain +turned to Alan and held out his hand, a frank smile replacing the +rather suspicious and contemptuous scowl which had previously +overshadowed it. + +"I am much obliged to you, Mr. Douglas," he said cordially. "You must +come up to the house and let me thank you at leisure. As a rule I'm +not very partial to the cloth, as you may have heard. In this case it +is the man, not the minister, I invite." + +The front door of Four Winds opened directly into a wide, +low-ceilinged living room, furnished with simplicity and good taste. +Leaving the two men there, Lynde and the old cousin vanished, and Alan +found himself talking freely with the Captain who could, as it +appeared, talk well on many subjects far removed from Four Winds. He +was evidently a clever, self-educated man, somewhat opinionated and +given to sarcasm; he never made any references to his own past life or +experiences, but Alan discovered him to be surprisingly well read in +politics and science. Sometimes in the pauses of the conversation Alan +found the older man looking at him in a furtive way he did not like, +but the Captain was such an improvement on what he had been led to +expect that he was not inclined to be over critical. At least, this +was what he honestly thought. He did not suspect that it was because +this man was Lynde's father that he wished to think as well as +possible of him. + +Presently Lynde came in. She had changed her outdoor dress, stained +with moss and soil in her fall, for a soft clinging garment of some +pale yellow material, and her long, thick braid of hair hung over her +shoulder. She sat mutely down in a dim corner and took no part in the +conversation except to answer briefly the remarks which Alan addressed +to her. Emily came in and lighted the lamp on the table. She was as +grim and unsmiling as ever, yet she cast a look of satisfaction on +Alan as she passed out. One dog lay down at Lynde's feet, the other +sat on his haunches by her side and laid his head on her lap. Rexton +and its quiet round of parish duties seemed thousands of miles away +from Alan, and he wondered a little if this were not all a dream. + +When he went away the Captain invited him back. + +"If you like to come, that is," he said brusquely, "and always as the +man, not the priest, remember. I don't want you by and by to be slyly +slipping in the thin end of any professional wedges. You'll waste your +time if you do. Come as man to man and you'll be welcome, for I like +you--and it's few men I like. But don't try to talk religion to me." + +"I never talk religion," said Alan emphatically. "I try to live it. +I'll not come to your house as a self-appointed missionary, sir, but I +shall certainly act and speak at all times as my conscience and my +reverence for my vocation demands. If I respect your beliefs, whatever +they may be, I shall expect you to respect mine, Captain Oliver." + +"Oh, I won't insult your God," said the Captain with a faint sneer. + +Alan went home in a tumult of contending feelings. He did not +altogether like Captain Anthony--that was very clear to him, and yet +there was something about the man that attracted him. Intellectually +he was a worthy foeman, and Alan had often longed for such since +coming to Rexton. He missed the keen, stimulating debates of his +college days and, now there seemed a chance of renewing them, he was +eager to grasp it. And Lynde--how beautiful she was! What though she +shared--as was not unlikely--in her father's lack of belief? She could +not be essentially irreligious--that were impossible in a true woman. +Might not this be his opportunity to help her--to lead her into dearer +light? Alan Douglas was a sincere man, with himself as well as with +others, yet there are some motives that lie, in their first inception, +too deep even for the probe of self-analysis. He had not as yet the +faintest suspicion as to the real source of his interest in Lynde +Oliver--in his sudden forceful desire to be of use and service to +her--to rescue her from spiritual peril as he had that day rescued her +from bodily danger. + +She must have a lonely, unsatisfying life, he thought. It is my duty +to help her if I can. + +It did not then occur to him that duty in this instance wore a much +more pleasing aspect than it had sometimes worn in his experience. + + * * * * * + +Alan did not mean to be oversoon in going back to Four Winds, but +three days later a book came to him which Captain Anthony had +expressed a wish to see. It furnished an excuse for an earlier call. +After that he went often. He always found the Captain courteous and +affable, old Emily grimly cordial, Lynde sometimes remote and demure, +sometimes frankly friendly. Occasionally, when the Captain was away in +his yacht, he went for a walk with her and her dogs along the shore or +through the sweet-smelling pinelands up the lake. He found that she +loved books and was avid for more of them than she could obtain; he +was glad to take her several and discuss them with her. She liked +history and travels best. With novels she had no patience, she said +disdainfully. She seldom spoke of herself or her past life and Alan +fancied she avoided any personal reference. But once she said +abruptly, "Why do you never ask me to go to church? I've always been +afraid you would." + +"Because I do not think it would do you any good to go if you didn't +want to," said Alan gravely. "Souls should not be rudely handled any +more than bodies." + +She looked at him reflectively, her finger denting her chin in a +meditative fashion she had. + +"You are not at all like Mr. Strong. He always scolded me, when he got +a chance, for not going to church. I would have hated him if it had +been worthwhile. I told him one day that I was nearer to God under +these pines than I could be in any building fashioned by human hands. +He was very much shocked. But I don't want you to misunderstand me. +Father does not go to church because he does not believe there is a +God. But I know there is. Mother taught me so. I have never gone to +church because Father would not allow me, and I could not go now in +Rexton where the people talk about me so. Oh, I know they do--you know +it, too--but I do not care for them. I know I'm not like other girls. +I would like to be but I can't be--I never can be--now." + +There was some strange passion in her voice that Alan did not quite +understand--a bitterness and a revolt which he took to be against the +circumstances that hedged her in. + +"Is not some other life possible for you if your present life does not +content you?" he said gently. + +"But it does content me," said Lynde imperiously. "I want no other--I +wish this life to go on forever--forever, do you understand? If I were +sure that it would--if I were sure that no change would ever come to +me, I would be perfectly content. It is the fear that a change will +come that makes me wretched. Oh!" She shuddered and put her hands over +her eyes. + +Alan thought she must mean that when her father died she would be +alone in the world. He wanted to comfort her--reassure her--but he did +not know how. + +One evening when he went to Four Winds he found the door open and, +seeing the Captain in the living room, he stepped in unannounced. +Captain Anthony was sitting by the table, his head in his hands; at +Alan's entrance he turned upon him a haggard face, blackened by a +furious scowl beneath which blazed eyes full of malevolence. + +"What do you want here?" he said, following up the demand with a +string of vile oaths. + +Before Alan could summon his scattered wits, Lynde glided in with a +white, appealing face. Wordlessly she grasped Alan's arm, drew him +out, and shut the door. + +"Oh, I've been watching for you," she said breathlessly. "I was afraid +you might come tonight--but I missed you." + +"But your father?" said Alan in amazement. "How have I angered him?" + +"Hush. Come into the garden. I will explain there." + +He followed her into the little enclosure where the red and white +roses were now in full blow. + +"Father isn't angry with you," said Lynde in a low shamed voice. "It's +just--he takes strange moods sometimes. Then he seems to hate us +all--even me--and he is like that for days. He seems to suspect and +dread everybody as if they were plotting against him. You--perhaps you +think he has been drinking? No, that is not the trouble. These +terrible moods come on without any cause that we know of. Even Mother +could not do anything with him when he was like that. You must go away +now--and do not come back until his dark mood has passed. He will be +just as glad to see you as ever then, and this will not make any +difference with him. Don't come back for a week at least." + +"I do not like to leave you in such trouble, Miss Oliver." + +"Oh, it doesn't matter about me--I have Emily. And there is nothing +you could do. Please go at once. Father knows I am talking to you and +that will vex him still more." + +Alan, realizing that he could not help her and that his presence only +made matters worse, went away perplexedly. The following week was a +miserable one for him. His duties were distasteful to him and meeting +his people a positive torture. Sometimes Mrs. Danby looked dubiously +at him and seemed on the point of saying something--but never said it. +Isabel King watched him when they met, with bold probing eyes. In his +abstraction he did not notice this any more than he noticed a certain +subtle change which had come over the members of his congregation--as +if a breath of suspicion had blown across them and troubled their +confidence and trust. Once Alan would have been keenly and instantly +conscious of this slight chill; now he was not even aware of it. + +When he ventured to go back to Four Winds he found the Captain on the +point of starting off for a cruise in his yacht. He was urbane and +friendly, utterly ignoring the incident of Alan's last visit and +regretting that business compelled him to go down the lake. Alan saw +him off with small regret and turned joyfully to Lynde, who was +walking under the pines with her dogs. She looked pale and tired and +her eyes were still troubled, but she smiled proudly and made no +reference to what had happened. + +"I'm going to put these flowers on Mother's grave," she said, lifting +her slender hands filled with late white roses. "Mother loved flowers +and I always keep them near her when I can. You may come with me if +you like." + +Alan had known Lynde's mother was buried under the pines but he had +never visited the spot before. The grave was at the westernmost end of +the pine wood, where it gave out on the lake, a beautiful spot, given +over to silence and shadow. + +"Mother wished to be buried here," Lynde said, kneeling to arrange her +flowers. "Father would have taken her anywhere but she said she wanted +to be near us and near the lake she had loved so well. Father buried +her himself. He wouldn't have anyone else do anything for her. I am so +glad she is here. It would have been terrible to have seen her taken +far away--my sweet little mother." + +"A mother is the best thing in the world--I realized that when I lost +mine," said Alan gently. "How long is it since your mother died?" + +"Three years. Oh, I thought I should die too when she did. She was +very ill--she was never strong, you know--but I never thought she +could die. There was a year then--part of the time I didn't believe in +God at all and the rest I hated Him. I was very wicked but I was so +unhappy. Father had so many dreadful moods and--there was something +else. I used to wish to die." + +She bowed her head on her hands and gazed moodily on the ground. Alan, +leaning against a pine tree, looked down at her. The sunlight fell +through the swaying boughs on her glory of burnished hair and lighted +up the curve of cheek and chin against the dark background of wood +brown. All the defiance and wildness had gone from her for the time +and she seemed like a helpless, weary child. He wanted to take her in +his arms and comfort her. + +"You must resemble your mother," he said absently, as if thinking +aloud. "You don't look at all like your father." + +Lynde shook her head. + +"No, I don't look like Mother either. She was tiny and dark--she had a +sweet little face and velvet-brown eyes and soft curly dark hair. Oh, +I remember her look so well. I wish I did resemble her. I loved her +so--I would have done anything to save her suffering and trouble. At +least, she died in peace." + +There was a curious note of fierce self-gratulation in the girl's voice +as she spoke the last sentence. Again Alan felt the unpleasant +impression that there was much in her that he did not understand--might +never understand--although such understanding was necessary to perfect +friendship. She had never spoken so freely of her past life to him +before, yet he felt somehow that something was being kept back in +jealous repression. It must be something connected with her father, +Alan thought. Doubtless, Captain Anthony's past would not bear +inspection, and his daughter knew it and dwelt in the shadow of her +knowledge. His heart filled with aching pity for her; he raged secretly +because he was so powerless to help her. Her girlhood had been +blighted, robbed of its meed of happiness and joy. Was she likewise to +miss her womanhood? Alan's hands clenched involuntarily at the +unuttered question. + +On his way home that evening he again met Isabel King. She turned and +walked back with him but she made no reference to Four Winds or its +inhabitants. If Alan had troubled himself to look, he would have seen +a malicious glow in her baleful brown eyes. But the only eyes which +had any meaning for him just then were the grey ones of Lynde Oliver. + + * * * * * + +During Alan's next three visits to Four Winds he saw nothing of Lynde, +either in the house or out of it. This surprised and worried him. +There was no apparent difference in Captain Anthony, who continued to +be suave and friendly. Alan always enjoyed his conversations with the +Captain, who was witty, incisive, and pungent; yet he disliked the man +himself more at every visit. If he had been compelled to define his +impression, he would have said the Captain was a charming scoundrel. + +But it occurred to him that Emily was disturbed about something. +Sometimes he caught her glance, full of perplexity and--it almost +seemed--distrust. She looked as if she felt hostile towards him. But +Alan dismissed the idea as absurd. She had been friendly from the +first and he had done nothing to excite her disapproval. Lynde's +mysterious absence was a far more perplexing problem. She had not gone +away, for when Alan asked the Captain concerning her, he responded +indifferently that she was out walking. Alan caught a glint of +amusement in the older man's eyes as he spoke. He could have sworn it +was malicious amusement. + +One evening he went to Four Winds around the shore. As he turned the +headland of the cove, he saw Lynde and her dogs not a hundred feet +away. The moment she saw him she darted up the bank and disappeared +among the firs. + +Alan was thunderstruck. There was no room for doubt that she meant to +avoid him. He walked up to the house in a tumult of mingled feelings +which he did not even then understand. He only realized that he felt +bitterly hurt and grieved--puzzled as well. What did it all mean? + +He met Emily in the yard of Four Winds on her way to the spring and +stopped her resolutely. + +"Miss Oliver," he said bluntly, "is Miss Lynde angry with me? And +why?" + +Emily looked at him piercingly. + +"Have you no idea why?" she asked shortly. + +"None in the world." + +She looked at him through and through a moment longer. Then, seeming +satisfied with her scrutiny, she picked up her pail. + +"Come down to the spring with me," she said. + +As soon as they were out of sight of the house, Emily began abruptly. + +"If you don't know why Lynde is acting so, I can't tell you, for I +don't know either. I don't even know if she is angry. I only thought +perhaps she was--that you had done or said something to vex +her--plaguing her to go to church maybe. But if you didn't, it may not +be anger at all. I don't understand that girl. She's been different +ever since her mother died. She used to tell me everything before +that. You must go and ask her right out yourself what is wrong. But +maybe I can tell you something. Did you write her a letter a +fortnight ago?" + +"A letter? No." + +"Well, she got one then. I thought it came from you--I didn't know who +else would be writing to her. A boy brought it and gave it to her at +the door. She's been acting strange ever since. She cries at +night--something Lynde never did before except when her mother died. +And in daytime she roams the shore and woods like one possessed. You +must find out what was in that letter, Mr. Douglas." + +"Have you any idea who the boy was?" Alan asked, feeling somewhat +relieved. The mystery was clearing up, he thought. No doubt it was the +old story of some cowardly anonymous letter. His thoughts flew +involuntarily to Isabel King. + +Emily shook her head. + +"No. He was just a half-grown fellow with reddish hair and he limped a +little." + +"Oh, that is the postmaster's son," said Alan disappointedly. "That +puts us further off the scent than ever. The letter was probably +dropped in the box at the office and there will consequently be no way +of tracing the writer." + +"Well, I can't tell you anything more," said Emily. "You'll have to +ask Lynde for the truth." + +This Alan was determined to do whenever he should meet her. He did not +go to the house with Emily but wandered about the shore, watching for +Lynde and not seeing her. At length he went home, a prey to stormy +emotions. He realized at last that he loved Lynde Oliver. He wondered +how he could have been so long blind to it. He knew that he must have +loved her ever since he had first seen her. The discovery amazed but +did not shock him. There was no reason why he should not love +her--should not woo and win her for his wife if she cared for him. She +was good and sweet and true. Anything of doubt in her antecedents +could not touch her. Probably the world would look upon Captain +Anthony as a somewhat undesirable father-in-law for a minister, but +that aspect of the question did not disturb Alan. As for the trouble +of the letter, he felt sure he would easily be able to clear it away. +Probably some malicious busybody had become aware of his frequent +calls at Four Winds and chose to interfere in his private affairs +thus. For the first time it occurred to him that there had been a +certain lack of cordiality among his people of late. If it were really +so, doubtless this was the reason. At any other time this would have +been of moment to him. But now his thoughts were too wholly taken up +with Lynde and the estrangement on her part to attach much importance +to anything else. What she thought mattered incalculably more to Alan +than what all the people in Rexton put together thought. He had the +right, like any other man, to woo the woman of his choice and he would +certainly brook no outside interference in the matter. + +After a sleepless night he went back to Four Winds in the morning. +Lynde would not expect him at that time and he would have more chance +of finding her. The result justified his idea, for he met her by the +spring. + +Alan felt shocked at the change in her appearance. She looked as if +years of suffering had passed over her. Her lips were pallid, and +hollow circles under her eyes made them appear unnaturally large. He +had last left the girl in the bloom of her youth; he found her again a +woman on whom life had laid its heavy hand. + +A burning flood of colour swept over her face as they met, then +receded as quickly, leaving her whiter than before. Without any waste +of words, Alan plunged abruptly into the subject. + +"Miss Oliver, why have you avoided me so of late? Have I done anything +to offend you?" + +"No." She spoke as if the word hurt her, her eyes persistently cast +down. + +"Then what is the trouble?" + +There was no answer. She gave an unvoluntary glance around as if +seeking some way of escape. There was none, for the spring was set +about with thick young firs and Alan blocked the only path. + +He leaned forward and took her hands in his. + +"Miss Oliver, you must tell me what the trouble is," he said firmly. + +She pulled her hands away and flung them up to her face, her form +shaken by stormy sobs. In distress he put his arm about her and drew +her closer. + +"Tell me, Lynde," he whispered tenderly. + +She broke away from him, saying passionately, "You must not come to +Four Winds any more. You must not have anything more to do with +us--any of us. We have done you enough harm already. But I never +thought it could hurt you--oh, I am sorry, sorry!" + +"Miss Oliver, I want to see that letter you received the other +evening. Oh"--as she started with surprise--"I know about it--Emily +told me. Who wrote it?" + +"There was no name signed to it," she faltered. + +"Just as I thought. Well, you must let me see it." + +"I cannot--I burned it." + +"Then tell me what was in it. You must. This matter must be cleared +up--I am not going to have our beautiful friendship spoiled by the +malice of some coward. What did that letter say?" + +"It said that everybody in your congregation was talking about your +frequent visits here--that it had made a great scandal--that it was +doing you a great deal of injury and would probably end in your having +to leave Rexton." + +"That would be a catastrophe indeed," said Alan drily. "Well, what +else?" + +"Nothing more--at least, nothing about you. The rest was about +myself--I did not mind it--much. But I was so sorry to think that I +had done you harm. It is not too late to undo it. You must not come +here any more. Then they will forget." + +"Perhaps--but I should not forget. It's a little too late for me. +Lynde, you must not let this venomous letter come between us. I love +you, dear--I've loved you ever since I met you and I want you for my +wife." + +Alan had not intended to say that just then, but the words came to his +lips in spite of himself. She looked so sad and appealing and weary +that he wanted to have the right to comfort and protect her. + +She turned her eyes full upon him with no hint of maidenly shyness or +shrinking in them. Instead, they were full of a blank, incredulous +horror that swallowed up every other feeling. There was no mistaking +their expression and it struck an icy chill to Alan's heart. He had +certainly not expected a too ready response on her part--he knew that +even if she cared for him he might find it a matter of time to win her +avowal of it--but he certainly had not expected to see such evident +abject dismay as her blanched face betrayed. She put up her hand as if +warding a blow. + +"Don't--don't," she gasped. "You must not say that--you must never say +it. Oh, I never dreamed of this. If I had thought it possible you +could--love me, I would never have been friends with you. Oh, I've +made a terrible mistake." + +She wrung her hands piteously together, looking like a soul in +torment. Alan could not bear to see her pain. + +"Don't feel such distress," he implored. "I suppose I've spoken too +abruptly--but I'll be so patient, dear, if you'll only try to care for +me a little. Can't you, dear?" + +"I can't marry you," said Lynde desperately. She leaned against a slim +white bole of a young birch behind her and looked at him wretchedly. +"Won't you please go away and forget me?" + +"I can't forget you," Alan said, smiling a little in spite of his +suffering. "You are the only woman I can ever love--and I can't give +you up unless I have to. Won't you be frank with me, dear? Do you +honestly think you can never learn to love me?" + +"It is not that," said Lynde in a hard, unnatural voice. "I am married +already." + +Alan stared at her, not in the least comprehending the meaning of her +words. Everything--pain, hope, fear, passion--had slipped away from +him for a moment, as if he had been stunned by a physical blow. He +could not have heard aright. + +"Married?" he said dully. "Lynde, you cannot mean it?" + +"Yes, I do. I was married three years ago." + +"Why was I not told this?" Alan's voice was stern, although he did not +mean it to be so, and she shrank and shivered. Then she began in a low +monotonous tone from which all feeling of any sort seemed to have +utterly faded. + +"Three years ago Mother was very ill--so ill that any shock would kill +her, so the doctor Father brought from the lake told us. A man--a +young sea captain--came here to see Father. His name was Frank Harmon +and he had known Father well in the past. They had sailed together. +Father seemed to be afraid of him--I had never seen him afraid of +anybody before. I could not think much about anybody except Mother +then, but I knew I did not quite like Captain Harmon, although he was +very polite to me and I suppose might have been called handsome. One +day Father came to me and told me I must marry Captain Harmon. I +laughed at the idea at first but when I looked at Father's face I did +not laugh. It was all white and drawn. He implored me to marry Captain +Harmon. He said if I did not it would mean shame and disgrace for us +all--that Captain Harmon had some hold on him and would tell what he +knew if I did not marry him. I don't know what it was but it must have +been something dreadful. And he said it would kill Mother. I knew it +would, and that was what drove me to consent at last. Oh, I can't tell +you what I suffered. I was only seventeen and there was nobody to +advise me. One day Father and Captain Harmon and I went down the lake +to Crosse Harbour and we were married there. As soon as the ceremony +was over, Captain Harmon had to sail in his vessel. He was going to +China. Father and I came back home. Nobody knew--not even Emily. He +said we must not tell Mother until she was better. But she was never +better. She only lived three months more--she lived them happily and +at rest. When I think of that, I am not sorry for what I did. Captain +Harmon said he would be back in the fall to claim me. I waited, sick +at heart. But he did not come--he has never come. We have never heard +a word of or about him since. Sometimes I feel sure he cannot be still +living. But never a day dawns that I don't say to myself, 'Perhaps he +will come today'--and, oh--" + +She broke down again, sobbing bitterly. Amid all the daze of his own +pain Alan realized that, at any cost, he must not make it harder for +her by showing his suffering. He tried to speak calmly, wisely, as a +disinterested friend. + +"Could it not be discovered whether your--this man--is or is not +living? Surely your father could find out." + +Lynde shook her head. + +"No, he says he has no way of doing so. We do not know if Captain +Harmon had any relatives or even where his home was, and it was his +own ship in which he sailed. Father would be glad to think that Frank +Harmon was dead, but he does not think he is. He says he was always a +fickle-minded fellow, one fancy driving another out of his mind. Oh, I +can bear my own misery--but to think what I have brought on you! I +never dreamed that you could care for me. I was so lonely and your +friendship was so pleasant--can you ever forgive me?" + +"There is nothing to forgive, as far as you are concerned, Lynde," +said Alan steadily. "You have done me no wrong. I have loved you +sincerely and such love can be nothing but a blessing to me. I only +wish that I could help you. It wrings my heart to think of your +position. But I can do nothing--nothing. I must not even come here any +more. You understand that?" + +"Yes." + +There was an unconscious revelation in the girl's mournful eyes as she +turned them on Alan. It thrilled him to the core of his being. She +loved him. If it were not for that empty marriage form, he could win +her, but the knowledge was only an added mocking torment. Alan had not +known a man could endure such misery and live. A score of wild +questions rushed to his lips but he crushed them back for Lynde's sake +and held out his hand. + +"Good-bye, dear," he said almost steadily, daring to say no more lest +he should say too much. + +"Good-bye," Lynde answered faintly. + +When he had gone she flung herself down on the moss by the spring and +lay there in an utter abandonment of misery and desolation. + +Pain and indignation struggled for mastery in Alan's stormy soul as he +walked homeward. So this was Captain Anthony's doings! He had +sacrificed his daughter to some crime of his dubious past. Alan never +dreamed of blaming Lynde for having kept her marriage a secret; he put +the blame where it belonged--on the Captain's shoulders. Captain +Anthony had never warned him by so much as a hint that Lynde was not +free to be won. It had all probably seemed a good joke to him. Alan +thought the furtive amusement he had so often detected in the +Captain's eyes was explained now. + +He found Elder Trewin in his study when he got home. The good Elder's +face was stern and anxious; he had called on a distasteful errand--to +tell the young minister of the scandal his intimacy with the Four +Winds people was making in the congregation and remonstrate with him +concerning it. Alan listened absently, with none of the resentment he +would have felt at the interference a day previously. A man does not +mind a pin-prick when a limb is being wrenched away. + +"I can promise you that my objectionable calls at Four Winds will +cease," he said sarcastically, when the Elder had finished. Elder +Trewin got himself away, feeling snubbed but relieved. + +"Took it purty quiet," he reflected. "Don't believe there was much in +the yarns after all. Isabel King started them and probably she +exaggerated a lot. I suppose he's had some notion like as not of +bringing the Captain over to the church. But that's foolish, for he'd +never manage it, and meanwhile was giving occasion for gossip. It's +just as well to stop it. He's a good pastor and he works hard--too +hard, mebbe. He looked real careworn and worried today." + +The Rexton gossip soon ceased with the cessation of the young +minister's visits to Four Winds. A month later it suffered a brief +revival when a tall grim-faced old woman, whom a few recognized as +Captain Anthony's housekeeper, was seen to walk down the Rexton road +and enter the manse. She did not stay there long--watchers from a +dozen different windows were agreed upon that--and nobody, not even +Mrs. Danby, who did her best to find out, ever knew why she had +called. + +Emily looked at Alan with grim reproach when she was shown into his +study, and as soon as they were alone she began with her usual +abruptness, "Mr. Douglas, why have you given up coming to Four Winds?" + +Alan flinched. + +"You must ask Lynde that, Miss Oliver," he said quietly. + +"I have asked her--and she says nothing." + +"Then I cannot tell you." + +Anger glowed in Emily's eyes. + +"I thought you were a gentleman," she said bitterly. "You are not. You +are breaking Lynde's heart. She's gone to a shadow of herself and +she's fretting night and day. You went there and made her like +you--oh, I've eyes--and then you left her." + +Alan bent over his desk and looked the old woman in the face +unflinchingly. + +"You are mistaken, Miss Oliver," he said earnestly. "I love Lynde and +would be only too happy if it were possible that I could marry her. I +am not to blame for what has come about--she will tell you that +herself if you ask her." + +His look and tone convinced Emily. + +"Who is to blame then? Lynde herself?" + +"No, no." + +"The Captain then?" + +"Not in the sense you mean. I can tell you nothing more." + +A baffled expression crossed the old woman's face. "There's a mystery +here--there always has been--and I'm shut out of it. Lynde won't +confide in me--in me who'd give my life's blood to help her. Perhaps I +can help her--I could tell you something. Have you stopped coming to +Four Winds--has she made you stop coming--because she's got such a +wicked old scamp for a father? Is that the reason?" + +Alan shook his head. + +"No, that has nothing to do with it." + +"And you won't come back?" + +"It is not a question of will. I cannot--must not go." + +"Lynde will break her heart then," said Emily in a tone of despair. + +"I think not. She is too strong and fine for that. Help her all you +can with sympathy but don't torment her with any questions. You may +tell her if you like that I advise her to confide the whole story to +you, but if she cannot don't tease her to. Be very gentle with her." + +"You don't need to tell me that. I'd rather die than hurt her. I came +here full of anger against you--but I see now you are not to blame. +You are suffering too--your face tells that. All the same, I wish +you'd never set foot in Four Winds. She wasn't happy before but she +wasn't so miserable as she is now. Oh, I know Anthony is at the bottom +of it all in some way but I won't ask you any more questions since you +don't feel free to answer them. But are you sure that nothing can be +done to clear up the trouble?" + +"Too sure," said Alan's white lips. + + * * * * * + +The autumn dragged away. Alan found out how much a man may suffer and +yet go on living and working. As for that, his work was all that made +life possible for him now and he flung himself into it with feverish +energy, growing so thin and hollow-eyed over it that even Elder Trewin +remonstrated and suggested a vacation--a suggestion at which Alan +merely smiled. A vacation which would take him away from Lynde's +neighbourhood--the thought was not to be entertained. + +He never saw Lynde, for he never went to any part of the shore now; +yet he hungered constantly for the sight of her, the sound of her +voice, the glance of her luminous eyes. When he pictured her eating +her heart out in the solitude of Four Winds, he clenched his hands in +despair. As for the possibility of Harmon's return, Alan could never +face it for a moment. When it thrust its ugly presence into his +thoughts, he put it away desperately. The man was dead--or his fickle +fancy had veered elsewhere. Nothing else could explain his absence. +But they could never know, and the uncertainty would forever stand +between him and Lynde like a spectre. But he thought more of Lynde's +pain than his own. He would have elected to bear any suffering if by +so doing he could have freed her from the nightmare dread of Harmon's +returning to claim her. That dread had always hung over her and now it +must be intensified to agony by her love for another man. And he could +do nothing--nothing. He groaned aloud in his helplessness. + +One evening in late November Alan flung aside his pen and yielded to +the impulse that urged him to the lake shore. He did not mean to seek +Lynde--he would go to a part of the shore where there would be no +likelihood of meeting her. But get away by himself he must. A November +storm was raging and there would be a certain satisfaction in +breasting its buffets and fighting his way through it. Besides, he +knew that Isabel King was in the house and he dreaded meeting her. +Since his conviction that she had written that letter to Lynde, he +could not tolerate the girl and it tasked his self-control to keep +from showing his contempt openly. Perhaps Isabel felt it beneath all +his outward courtesy. At least she did not seek his society as she had +formerly done. + +It was the second day of the storm; a wild northeast gale was blowing +and cold rain and freezing sleet fell in frequent showers. Alan +shivered as he came out into its full fury on the lake shore. At first +he could not see the water through the driving mist. Then it cleared +away for a moment and he stopped short, aghast at the sight which met +his eyes. + +Opposite him was a long low island known as Philip's Point, dwindling +down at its northeastern side to two long narrow bars of quicksand. +Alan's horrified eyes saw a small schooner sunk between the bars; her +hull was entirely under water and in the rigging clung one solitary +figure. So much he saw before the Point was blotted out in a renewed +downpour of sleet. + +Without a moment's hesitation Alan turned and ran for Four Winds, +which was only about a quarter of a mile away around a headland. With +the Captain's assistance, something might be done. Other help could +not be obtained before darkness would fall and then it would be +impossible to do anything. He dashed up the steps of Four Winds and +met Emily, who had flung the door open. Behind her was Lynde's pale +face with its alarmed questioning eyes. + +"Where is the Captain?" gasped Alan. "There's a vessel on Philip's +Point and one man at least on her." + +"The Captain's away on a cruise," said Emily blankly. "He went three +days ago." + +"Then nothing can be done," said Alan despairingly. "It will be dark +long before I can get to the village." + +Lynde stepped out, tying a shawl around her head. + +"Let us go around to the Point," she said. "Have you matches? No? +Emily, get some. We must light a bonfire at least. And bring Father's +glass." + +"It is not a fit night for you to be out," said Alan anxiously. "You +are sheltered here--you don't feel it--but it's a fearful storm down +there." + +"I am not afraid of the storm. It will not hurt me. Let us hurry. It +is growing dark already." + +In silence they breasted their way to the shore and around the +headland. Arriving opposite Philip's Point, a lull in the sleet +permitted them to see the sunken schooner and the clinging figure. +Lynde waved her hand to him and they saw him wave back. + +"It won't be necessary to light a fire now that he has seen us," said +Lynde. "Nothing can be done with village help till morning and that +man can never cling there so long. He will freeze to death, for it is +growing colder every minute. His only chance is to swim ashore if he +can swim. The danger will be when he comes near shore; the undertow of +the backwater on the quicksand will sweep him away and in his probably +exhausted condition he may not be able to make head against it." + +"He knows that, doubtless, and that is why he hasn't attempted to swim +ashore before this," said Alan. "But I'll meet him in the backwater +and drag him in." + +"You--you'll risk your own life," cried Lynde. + +"There is a little risk certainly, but I don't think there is a great +one. Anyhow, the attempt must be made," said Alan quietly. + +Suddenly Lynde's composure forsook her. She wrung her hands. + +"I can't let you do it," she cried wildly. "You might be +drowned--there's every risk. You don't know the force of that +backwater. Alan, Alan, don't think of it." + +She caught his arm in her white wet hands and looked into his face +with passionate pleading. + +Emily, who had said nothing, now spoke harshly. + +"Lynde is right, Mr. Douglas. You have no right to risk your life for +a stranger. My advice is to go to the village for help, and Lynde and +I will make a fire and watch here. That is all that can be expected of +you or us." + +Alan paid no heed to Emily. Very tenderly he loosened Lynde's hold on +his arm and looked into her quivering face. + +"You know it is my duty, Lynde," he said gently. "If anything can be +done for that poor man, I am the only one who can do it. I will come +back safe, please God. Be brave, dear." + +Lynde, with a little moan of resignation, turned away. Old Emily +looked on with a face of grim disapproval as Alan waded out into the +surf that boiled and swirled around him in a mad whirl of foam. The +shower of sleet had again slackened, and the wreck half a mile away, +with its solitary figure, was dearly visible. Alan beckoned to the man +to jump overboard and swim ashore, enforcing his appeal by gestures +that commanded haste before the next shower should come. For a few +moments it seemed as if the seaman did not understand or lacked the +courage or power to obey. The next minute he had dropped from the +rigging on the crest of a mighty wave and was being borne onward to +the shore. + +Speedily the backwater was reached and the man, sucked down by the +swirl of the wave, threw up his arms and disappeared. Alan dashed in, +groping, swimming; it seemed an eternity before his hand clutched the +drowning man and wrenched him from the undertow. And, with the seaman +in his arms, he staggered back through the foam and dropped his +burden on the sand at Lynde's feet. Alan was reeling from exhaustion +and chilled to the marrow, but he thought only of the man he had +rescued. The latter was unconscious and, as Alan bent over him, he +heard Lynde give a choking little cry. + +"He is living still," said Alan. "We must get him up to the house as +soon as possible. How shall we manage it?" + +"Lynde and I can go and bring the Captain's mattress down," said +Emily. Now that Alan was safe she was eager to do all she could. "Then +you and I can carry him up to the house." + +"That will be best," said Alan. "Go quickly." + +He did not look at Lynde or he would have been shocked by the agony on +her face. She cast one glance at the prostrate man and followed Emily. +In a short time they returned with the mattress, and Alan and Emily +carried the sailor on it to Four Winds. Lynde walked behind them, +seemingly unconscious of both. She watched the stranger's face as one +fascinated. + +At Four Winds they carried the man to a room where Emily and Alan +worked over him, while Lynde heated water and hunted out stimulants in +a mechanical fashion. When Alan came down she asked no questions but +looked at him with the same strained horror on her face which it had +borne ever since Alan had dropped his burden at her feet. + +"Is he--conscious?" asked Lynde, as if she forced herself to ask the +question. + +"Yes, he has come back to life. But he is delirious and doesn't +realize his surroundings at all. He thinks he is still on board the +vessel. He'll probably come round all right. Emily is going to watch +him and I'll go up to Rexton and send Dr. Ames down." + +"Do you know who that man you have saved is?" asked Lynde. + +"No. I asked him his name but could not get any sensible answer." + +"I can tell you who he is--he is Frank Harmon." + +Alan stared at her. "Frank Harmon. Your--your--the man you married? +Impossible!" + +"It is he. Do you think I could be mistaken?" + + * * * * * + +Dr. Ames came to Four Winds that night and again the next day. He +found Harmon delirious in a high fever. + +"It will be several days before he comes to his senses," he said. +"Shall I send you help to nurse him?" + +"It isn't necessary," said Emily stiffly. "I can look after him--and +the Captain ought to be back tomorrow." + +"You've no idea who he is, I suppose?" asked the doctor. + +"No." Emily was quite sincere. Lynde had not told her, and Emily did +not recognize him. + +"Well, Mr. Douglas did a brave thing in rescuing him," said Dr. Ames. +"I'll be back tomorrow." + +Harmon remained delirious for a week. Alan went every day to Four +Winds, his interest in a man he had rescued explaining his visits to +the Rexton people. The Captain had returned and, though not absolutely +uncivil, was taciturn and moody. Alan reflected grimly that Captain +Anthony probably owed him a grudge for saving Harmon's life. He never +saw Lynde alone, but her strained, tortured face made his heart ache. +Old Emily only seemed her natural self. She waited on Harmon and Dr. +Ames considered her a paragon of a nurse. Alan thought it was well +that Emily knew nothing more of Harmon than that he was an old friend +of Captain Anthony's. He felt sure that she would have walked out of +the sick room and never reentered it had she guessed that the patient +was the man whom, above all others, Lynde dreaded and feared. + +One afternoon when Alan went to Four Winds Emily met him at the door. + +"He's better," she announced. "He had a good sleep this afternoon and +when he woke he was quite himself. You'd better go up and see him. I +told him all I could but he wants to see you. Anthony and Lynde are +away to Crosse Harbour. Go up and talk to him." + +Harmon turned his head as the minister approached and held out his +hand with a smile. + +"You're the preacher, I reckon. They tell me you were the man who +pulled me out of that hurly-burly. I wasn't hardly worth saving but +I'm as grateful to you as if I was." + +"I only--did--what any man would have done," said Alan, taking the +offered hand. + +"I don't know about that. Anyhow, it's not every man could have done +it. I'd been hanging in that rigging all day and most of the night +before. There were five more of us but they dropped off. I knew it was +no use to try to swim ashore alone--the backwater would be too much +for me. I must have been a lot of trouble. That old woman says I've +been raving for a week. And, by the way I feel, I fancy I'll be +stretched out here another week before I'll be able to use my pins. +Who are these Olivers anyhow? The old woman wouldn't talk about the +family." + +"Don't you know them?" asked Alan in astonishment. "Isn't your name +Harmon?" + +"That's right--Harmon--Alfred Harmon, first mate of the schooner, +_Annie M._" + +"Alfred! I thought your name was Frank!" + +"Frank was my twin brother. We were so much alike our own mammy +couldn't tell us apart. Did you know Frank?" + +"No. This family did. Miss Oliver thought you were Frank when she saw +you." + +"I don't feel much like myself but I'm not Frank anyway. He's dead, +poor chap--got shot in a spat with Chinese pirates three years ago." + +"Dead! Man, are you speaking the truth? Are you certain?" + +"Pop sure. His mate told me the whole story. Say, preacher, what's the +matter? You look as if you were going to keel over." + +Alan hastily drank a glass of water. + +"I--I am all right now. I haven't been feeling well of late." + +"Guess you didn't do yourself any good going out into that freezing +water and dragging me in." + +"I shall thank God every day of my life that I did do it," said Alan +gravely, new light in his eyes, as Emily entered the room. "Miss +Oliver, when will the Captain and Lynde be back?" + +"They said they would be home by four." + +She looked at Alan curiously. + +"I will go and meet her," he said quickly. + +He came upon Lynde, sitting on a grey boulder under the shadow of an +overhanging fir coppice, with her dogs beside her. + +She turned her head indifferently as Alan's footsteps sounded on the +pebbles, and then stood slowly up. + +"Are you looking for me?" she asked. + +"I have some news for you, Lynde," Alan said. + +"Has he--has he come to himself?" she whispered. + +"Yes, he has come to himself. Lynde, he is not Frank Harmon--he is his +twin brother. He says Frank Harmon was killed three years ago in the +China seas." + +For a moment Lynde's great grey eyes stared into Alan's, questioning. +Then, as the truth seized on her comprehension, she sat down on the +boulder and put her hands over her face without a word. Alan walked +down to the water's edge to give her time to recover herself. When he +came back he took her hands and said quietly, "Lynde, do you realize +what this means for us--for us? You are free--free to love me--to be +my wife." + +Lynde shook her head. + +"Oh, that can't be. I am not fit to be your wife." + +"Don't talk nonsense, dear," he smiled. + +"It isn't nonsense. You are a minister and it would ruin you to marry +a girl like me. Think what the Rexton people would say of it." + +"Rexton isn't the world, dearest. Last week I had a letter from home +asking me to go to a church there. I did not think of accepting +then--now I will go--we will both go--and a new life will begin for +you, clear of the shadows of the old." + +"That isn't possible. No, Alan, listen--I love you too well to do you +the wrong of marrying you. It would injure you. There is Father. I +love him and he has always been very kind to me. But--but--there's +something wrong--you know it--some crime in his past--" + +"The only man who knew that is dead." + +"We do not know that he was the only man. I am the daughter of a +criminal and I am no fit wife for Alan Douglas. No, Alan, don't plead, +please. I won't think differently--I never can." + +There was a ring of finality in her tone that struck dismay to Alan's +heart. He prepared to entreat and argue, but before he could utter a +word, the boughs behind them parted and Captain Anthony stepped down +from the bank. + +"I've been listening," he announced coolly, "and I think it high time +I took a share in the conversation. You seem to have run up against a +snag, Mr. Douglas. You say Frank Harmon is dead. That's good riddance +if it's true. Is it true?" + +"His brother declares it is." + +"Well, then, I'll help you all I can. I like you, Mr. Douglas, and I +happen to be fond of Lynde, too--though you mayn't believe it. I'm +fond of her for her mother's sake and I'd like to see her happy. I +didn't want to give her to Harmon that time three years ago but I +couldn't help myself. He had the upper hand, curse him. It wasn't for +my own sake, though--it was for my wife's. However, that's all over +and done with and I'll do the best I can to atone for it. So you won't +marry your minister because your father was not a good man, Lynde? +Well, I don't suppose he was a very good man--a man who makes his +wife's life a hell, even in a refined way, isn't exactly a saint, to +my way of thinking. But that's the worst that could be said of him and +it doesn't entail any indelible disgrace on his family, I suppose. I +am not your father, Lynde." + +"Not my father?" Lynde echoed the words blankly. + +"No. Your father was your mother's first husband. She never told you +of him. When I said he made her life a hell, I said the truth, no +more, no less. I had loved your mother ever since I was a boy, Lynde. +But she was far above me in station and I never dreamed it was +possible to win her love. She married James Ashley. He was a +gentleman, so called--and he didn't kick or beat her. Oh no, he just +tormented her refined womanhood to the verge of frenzy, that was all. +He died when you were a baby. And a year later I found out your mother +could love me, rough sailor and all as I was. I married her and +brought her here. We had fifteen years of happiness together. I'm not +a good man--but I made your mother happy in spite of her wrecked +health and her dark memories. It was her wish that you should be known +as my daughter, but under the present circumstances I know she would +wish that you should be told the truth. Marry your man, Lynde, and go +away with him. Emily will go with you if you like. I'm going back to +the sea. I've been hankering for it ever since your mother died. I'll +go out of your life. There, don't cry--I hate to see a woman cry. Mr. +Douglas, I'll leave you to dry her tears and I'll go up to the house +and have a talk with Harmon." + +When Captain Anthony had disappeared behind the Point, Alan turned to +Lynde. She was sobbing softly and her face was wet with tears. Alan +drew her head down on his shoulder. + +"Sweetheart, the dark past is all put by. Our future begins with +promise. All is well with us, dear Lynde." + +Like a child, she put her arms about his neck and their lips met. + + + + +Marcella's Reward + + +Dr. Clark shook his head gravely. "She is not improving as fast as I +should like to see," he said. "In fact--er--she seems to have gone +backward the past week. You must send her to the country, Miss +Langley. The heat here is too trying for her." + +Dr. Clark might as well have said, "You must send her to the moon"--or +so Marcella thought bitterly. Despair filled her heart as she looked +at Patty's white face and transparent hands and listened to the +doctor's coolly professional advice. Patty's illness had already swept +away the scant savings of three years. Marcella had nothing left with +which to do anything more for her. + +She did not make any answer to the doctor--she could not. Besides, +what could she say, with Patty's big blue eyes, bigger and bluer than +ever in her thin face, looking at her so wistfully? She dared not say +it was impossible. But Aunt Emma had no such scruples. With a great +clatter and racket, that lady fell upon the dishes that held Patty's +almost untasted dinner and whisked them away while her tongue kept +time to her jerky movements. + +"Goodness me, doctor, do you think you're talking to millionaires? +Where do you suppose the money is to come from to send Patty to the +country? _I_ can't afford it, that is certain. I think I do pretty +well to give Marcella and Patty their board free, and I have to work +my fingers to the bone to do _that_. It's all nonsense about Patty, +anyhow. What she ought to do is to make an effort to get better. She +doesn't--she just mopes and pines. She won't eat a thing I cook for +her. How can anyone expect to get better if she doesn't eat?" + +Aunt Emma glared at the doctor as if she were triumphantly sure that +she had propounded an unanswerable question. A dull red flush rose to +Marcella's face. + +"Oh, Aunt Emma, I _can't_ eat!" said Patty wearily. "It isn't because +I won't--indeed, I can't." + +"Humph! I suppose my cooking isn't fancy enough for you--that's the +trouble. Well, I haven't the time to put any frills on it. I think I +do pretty well to wait on you at all with all that work piling up +before me. But some people imagine that they were born to be waited +on." + +Aunt Emma whirled the last dish from the table and left the room, +slamming the door behind her. + +The doctor shrugged his shoulders. He had become used to Miss Gibson's +tirades during Patty's illness. But Marcella had never got used to +them--never, in all the three years she had lived with her aunt. They +flicked on the raw as keenly as ever. This morning it seemed +unbearable. It took every atom of Marcella's self-control to keep her +from voicing her resentful thoughts. It was only for Patty's sake that +she was able to restrain herself. It was only for Patty's sake, too, +that she did not, as soon as the doctor had gone, give way to tears. +Instead, she smiled bravely into the little sister's eyes. + +"Let me brush your hair now, dear, and bathe your face." + +"Have you time?" said Patty anxiously. + +"Yes, I think so." + +Patty gave a sigh of content. + +"I'm so glad! Aunt Emma always hurts me when she brushes my hair--she +is in such a hurry. You're so gentle, Marcella, you don't make my head +ache at all. But oh! I'm so tired of being sick. I wish I could get +well faster. Marcy, do you think I can be sent to the country?" + +"I--I don't know, dear. I'll see if I can think of any way to manage +it," said Marcella, striving to speak hopefully. + +Patty drew a long breath. + +"Oh, Marcy, it would be lovely to see the green fields again, and the +woods and brooks, as we did that summer we spent in the country +before Father died. I wish we could live in the country always. I'm +sure I would soon get better if I could go--if it was only for a +little while. It's so hot here--and the factory makes such a noise--my +head seems to go round and round all the time. And Aunt Emma scolds +so." + +"You mustn't mind Aunt Emma, dear," said Marcella. "You know she +doesn't really mean it--it is just a habit she has got into. She was +really very good to you when you were so sick. She sat up night after +night with you, and made me go to bed. There now, dearie, you're fresh +and sweet, and I must hurry to the store, or I'll be late. Try and +have a little nap, and I'll bring you home some oranges tonight." + +Marcella dropped a kiss on Patty's cheek, put on her hat and went out. +As soon as she left the house, she quickened her steps almost to a +run. She feared she would be late, and that meant a ten-cent fine. Ten +cents loomed as large as ten dollars now to Marcella's eyes when every +dime meant so much. But fast as she went, her distracted thoughts went +faster. She could not send Patty to the country. There was no way, +think, plan, worry as she might. And if she could not! Marcella +remembered Patty's face and the doctor's look, and her heart sank like +lead. Patty was growing weaker every day instead of stronger, and the +weather was getting hotter. Oh, if Patty were to--to--but Marcella +could not complete the sentence even in thought. + +If they were not so desperately poor! Marcella's bitterness overflowed +her soul at the thought. Everywhere around her were evidences of +wealth--wealth often lavishly and foolishly spent--and she could not +get money enough anywhere to save her sister's life! She almost felt +that she hated all those smiling, well-dressed people who thronged the +streets. By the time she reached the store, poor Marcella's heart was +seething with misery and resentment. + +Three years before, when Marcella had been sixteen and Patty nine, +their parents had died, leaving them absolutely alone in the world +except for their father's half-sister, Miss Gibson, who lived in +Canning and earned her livelihood washing and mending for the hands +employed in the big factory nearby. She had grudgingly offered the +girls a home, which Marcella had accepted because she must. She +obtained a position in one of the Canning stores at three dollars a +week, out of which she contrived to dress herself and Patty and send +the latter to school. Her life for three years was one of absolute +drudgery, yet until now she had never lost courage, but had struggled +bravely on, hoping for better times in the future when she should get +promotion and Patty would be old enough to teach school. + +But now Marcella's courage and hopefulness had gone out like a spent +candle. She was late at the store, and that meant a fine; her head +ached, and her feet felt like lead as she climbed the stairs to her +department--a hot, dark, stuffy corner behind the shirtwaist counter. +It was warm and close at any time, but today it was stifling, and +there was already a crowd of customers, for it was the day of a +bargain sale. The heat and noise and chatter got on Marcella's +tortured nerves. She felt that she wanted to scream, but instead she +turned calmly to a waiting customer--a big, handsome, richly dressed +woman. Marcella noted with an ever-increasing bitterness that the +woman wore a lace collar the price of which would have kept Patty in +the country for a year. + +She was Mrs. Liddell--Marcella knew her by sight--and she was in a +very bad temper because she had been kept waiting. For the next half +hour she badgered and worried Marcella to the point of distraction. +Nothing suited her. Pile after pile, box after box, of shirtwaists +did Marcella take down for her, only to have them flung aside with +sarcastic remarks. Mrs. Liddell seemed to hold Marcella responsible +for the lack of waists that suited her; her tongue grew sharper and +sharper and her comments more trying. Then she mislaid her purse, and +was disagreeable about that until it turned up. + +Marcella shut her lips so tightly that they turned white to keep back +the impatient retort that rose momentarily to her lips. The insolence +of some customers was always trying to the sensitive, high-spirited +girl, but today it seemed unbearable. Her head throbbed fiercely with +the pain of the ever-increasing ache, and--what was the lady on her +right saying to a friend? + +"Yes, she had typhoid, you know--a very bad form. She rallied from it, +but she was so exhausted that she couldn't really recover, and the +doctor said--" + +"Really," interrupted Mrs. Liddell's sharp voice, "may I ask you to +attend to me, if you please? No doubt gossip may be very interesting +to you, but I am accustomed to having a clerk pay _some_ small +attention to my requirements. If you cannot attend to your business, I +shall go to the floor walker and ask him to direct me to somebody who +can. The laziness and disobligingness of the girls in this store is +really getting beyond endurance." + +A passionate answer was on the point of Marcella's tongue. All her +bitterness and suffering and resentment flashed into her face and +eyes. For one moment she was determined to speak out, to repay Mrs. +Liddell's insolence in kind. A retort was ready to her hand. Everyone +knew that Mrs. Liddell, before her marriage to a wealthy man, had been +a working girl. What could be easier than to say contemptuously: "You +should be a judge of a clerk's courtesy and ability, madam. You were a +shop girl yourself once?" + +But if she said it, what would follow? Prompt and instant dismissal. +And Patty? The thought of the little sister quelled the storm in +Marcella's soul. For Patty's sake she must control her temper--and she +did. With an effort that left her white and tremulous she crushed back +the hot words and said quietly: "I beg your pardon, Mrs. Liddell. I +did not mean to be inattentive. Let me show you some of our new +lingerie waists, I think you will like them." + +But Mrs. Liddell did not like the new lingerie waists which Marcella +brought to her in her trembling hands. For another half hour she +examined and found fault and sneered. Then she swept away with the +scornful remark that she didn't see a thing there that was fit to +wear, and she would go to Markwell Bros. and see if they had anything +worth looking at. + +When she had gone, Marcella leaned against the counter, pale and +exhausted. She must have a breathing spell. Oh, how her head ached! +How hot and stifling and horrible everything was! She longed for the +country herself. Oh, if she and Patty could only go away to some place +where there were green clover meadows and cool breezes and great hills +where the air was sweet and pure! + +During all this time a middle-aged woman had been sitting on a stool +beside the bargain counter. When a clerk asked her if she wished to be +waited on, she said, "No, I'm just waiting here for a friend who +promised to meet me." + +She was tall and gaunt and grey haired. She had square jaws and cold +grey eyes and an aggressive nose, but there was something attractive +in her plain face, a mingling of common sense and kindliness. She +watched Marcella and Mrs. Liddell closely and lost nothing of all that +was said and done on both sides. Now and then she smiled grimly and +nodded. + +When Mrs. Liddell had gone, she rose and leaned over the counter. +Marcella opened her burning eyes and pulled herself wearily together. + +"What can I do for you?" she said. + +"Nothing. I ain't looking for to have anything done for me. You need +to have something done for you, I guess, by the looks of you. You seem +dead beat out. Aren't you awful tired? I've been listening to that +woman jawing you till I felt like rising up and giving her a large and +wholesome piece of my mind. I don't know how you kept your patience +with her, but I can tell you I admired you for it, and I made up my +mind I'd tell you so." + +The kindness and sympathy in her tone broke Marcella down. Tears +rushed to her eyes. She bowed her head on her hands and said +sobbingly, "Oh, I _am_ tired! But it's not that. I'm--I'm in such +trouble." + +"I knew you were," said the other, with a nod of her head. "I could +tell that right off by your face. Do you know what I said to myself? I +said, 'That girl has got somebody at home awful sick.' _That's_ what I +said. Was I right?" + +"Yes, indeed you were," said Marcella. + +"I knew it"--another triumphant nod. "Now, you just tell me all about +it. It'll do you good to talk it over with somebody. Here, I'll +pretend I'm looking at shirtwaists, so that floor walker won't be +coming down on you, and I'll be as hard to please as that other woman +was, so's you can take your time. Who's sick--and what's the matter?" + +Marcella told the whole story, choking back her sobs and forcing +herself to speak calmly, having the fear of the floor walker before +her eyes. + +"And I can't afford to send Patty to the country--I _can't_--and I +know she won't get better if she doesn't go," she concluded. + +"Dear, dear, but that's too bad! Something must be done. Let me +see--let me put on my thinking cap. What is your name?" + +"Marcella Langley." + +The older woman dropped the lingerie waist she was pretending to +examine and stared at Marcella. + +"You don't say! Look here, what was your mother's name before she was +married?" + +"Mary Carvell." + +"Well, I _have_ heard of coincidences, but this beats all! Mary +Carvell! Well, did you ever hear your mother speak of a girl friend of +hers called Josephine Draper?" + +"I should think I did! You don't mean--" + +"I _do_ mean it. I'm Josephine Draper. Your mother and I went to +school together, and we were as much as sisters to each other until +she got married. Then she went away, and after a few years I lost +trace of her. I didn't even know she was dead. Poor Mary! Well, _my_ +duty is plain--that's one comfort--my duty and my pleasure, too. Your +sister is coming out to Dalesboro to stay with me. Yes, and you are +too, for the whole summer. You needn't say you're not, because you +_are_. I've said so. There's room at Fir Cottage for you both. Yes, +Fir Cottage--I guess you've heard your mother speak of _that_. There's +her old room out there that we always slept in when she came to stay +all night with me. It's all ready for you. What's that? You can't +afford to lose your place here? Bless your heart, child, you won't +lose it! The owner of this store is my nephew, and he'll do +considerable to oblige me, as well he might, seeing as I brought him +up. To think that Mary Carvell's daughter has been in his store for +three years, and me never suspecting it! And I might never have found +you out at all if you hadn't been so patient with that woman. If you'd +sassed her back, I'd have thought she deserved it and wouldn't have +blamed you a mite, but I wouldn't have bothered coming to talk to you +either. Well, well well! Poor child, don't cry. You just pick up and +go home. I'll make it all right with Tom. You're pretty near played +out yourself, I can see that. But a summer in Fir Cottage, with plenty +of cream and eggs and _my_ cookery, will soon make another girl of +you. Don't you dare to _thank_ me. It's a privilege to be able to do +something for Mary Carvell's girls. I just loved Mary." + +The upshot of the whole matter was that Marcella and Patty went, two +days later, to Dalesboro, where Miss Draper gave them a hearty welcome +to Fir Cottage--a quaint, delightful little house circled by big +Scotch firs and overgrown with vines. Never were such delightful weeks +as those that followed. Patty came rapidly back to health and +strength. As for Marcella, Miss Draper's prophecy was also fulfilled; +she soon looked and felt like another girl. The dismal years of +drudgery behind her were forgotten like a dream, and she lived wholly +in the beautiful present, in the walks and drives, the flowers and +grass slopes, and in the pleasant household duties which she shared +with Miss Draper. + +"I love housework," she exclaimed one September day. "I don't like the +thought of going back to the store a bit." + +"Well, you're not going back," calmly said Miss Draper, who had a +habit of arranging other people's business for them that might have +been disconcerting had it not been for her keen insight and hearty +good sense. "You're going to stay here with me--you and Patty. I don't +propose to die of lonesomeness losing you, and I need somebody to help +me about the house. I've thought it all out. You are to call me Aunt +Josephine, and Patty is to go to school. I had this scheme in mind +from the first, but I thought I'd wait to see how we got along living +in the same house, and how you liked it here, before I spoke out. No, +you needn't thank me this time either. I'm doing this every bit as +much for my sake as yours. Well, that's all settled. Patty won't +object, bless her rosy cheeks!" + +"Oh!" said Marcella, with eyes shining through her tears. "I'm so +happy, dear Miss Draper--I mean Aunt Josephine. I'll love to stay +here--and I _will_ thank you." + +"Fudge!" remarked Miss Draper, who felt uncomfortably near crying +herself. "You might go out and pick a basket of Golden Gems. I want to +make some jelly for Patty." + + + + +Margaret's Patient + + +[Illustration: "DID DR. FORBES THINK SHE OUGHT TO GIVE UP HER TRIP?"] + +Margaret paused a moment at the gate and looked back at the quaint old +house under its snowy firs with a thrill of proprietary affection. It +was her home; for the first time in her life she had a real home, and +the long, weary years of poorly paid drudgery were all behind her. +Before her was a prospect of independence and many of the delights she +had always craved; in the immediate future was a trip to Vancouver +with Mrs. Boyd. + +For I shall go, of course, thought Margaret, as she walked briskly +down the snowy road. I've always wanted to see the Rockies, and to go +there with Mrs. Boyd will double the pleasure. She is such a +delightful companion. + +Margaret Campbell had been an orphan ever since she could remember. +She had been brought up by a distant relative of her father's--that +is, she had been given board, lodging, some schooling and indifferent +clothes for the privilege of working like a little drudge in the house +of the grim cousin who sheltered her. The death of this cousin flung +Margaret on her own resources. A friend had procured her employment as +the "companion" of a rich, eccentric old lady, infirm of health and +temper. Margaret lived with her for five years, and to the young girl +they seemed treble the time. Her employer was fault-finding, peevish, +unreasonable, and many a time Margaret's patience almost failed +her--almost, but not quite. In the end it brought her a more tangible +reward than sometimes falls to the lot of the toiler. Mrs. Constance +died, and in her will she left to Margaret her little up-country +cottage and enough money to provide her an income for the rest of her +life. + +Margaret took immediate possession of her little house and, with the +aid of a capable old servant, soon found herself very comfortable. She +realized that her days of drudgery were over, and that henceforth +life would be a very different thing from what it had been. Margaret +meant to have "a good time." She had never had any pleasure and now +she was resolved to garner in all she could of the joys of existence. + +"I'm not going to do a single useful thing for a year," she had told +Mrs. Boyd gaily. "Just think of it--a whole delightful year of +vacation, to go and come at will, to read, travel, dream, rest. After +that, I mean to see if I can find something to do for other folks, but +I'm going to have this one golden year. And the first thing in it is +our trip to Vancouver. I'm so glad I have the chance to go with you. +It's a wee bit short notice, but I'll be ready when you want to +start." + +Altogether, Margaret felt pretty well satisfied with life as she +tripped blithely down the country road between the ranks of snow-laden +spruces, with the blue sky above and the crisp, exhilarating air all +about. There was only one drawback, but it was a pretty serious one. + +It's so lonely by spells, Margaret sometimes thought wistfully. All +the joys my good fortune has brought me can't quite fill my heart. +There's always one little empty, aching spot. Oh, if I had somebody of +my very own to love and care for, a mother, a sister, even a cousin. +But there's nobody. I haven't a relative in the world, and there are +times when I'd give almost anything to have one. Well, I must try to +be satisfied with friendship, instead. + +Margaret's meditations were interrupted by a brisk footstep behind +her, and presently Dr. Forbes came up. + +"Good afternoon, Miss Campbell. Taking a constitutional?" + +"Yes. Isn't it a lovely day? I suppose you are on your professional +rounds. How are all your patients?" + +"Most of them are doing well. But I'm sorry to say I have a new one +and am very much worried about her. Do you know Freda Martin?" + +"The little teacher in the Primary Department who boards with the +Wayes? Yes, I've met her once or twice. Is she ill?" + +"Yes, seriously. It's typhoid, and she has been going about longer +than she should. I don't know what is to be done with her. It seems +she is like yourself in one respect, Miss Campbell; she is utterly +alone in the world. Mrs. Waye is crippled with rheumatism and can't +nurse her, and I fear it will be impossible to get a nurse in +Blythefield. She ought to be taken from the Wayes'. The house is +overrun with children, is right next door to that noisy factory, and +in other respects is a poor place for a sick girl." + +"It is too bad, I am very sorry," said Margaret sympathetically. + +Dr. Forbes shot a keen look at her from his deep-set eyes. "Are you +willing to show your sympathy in a practical form, Miss Campbell?" he +said bluntly. "You told me the other day you meant to begin work for +others next year. Why not begin now? Here's a splendid chance to +befriend a friendless girl. Will you take Freda Martin into your home +during her illness?" + +"Oh, I couldn't," cried Margaret blankly. "Why, I'm going away next +week. I'm going with Mrs. Boyd to Vancouver, and my house will be shut +up." + +"Oh, I did not know. That settles it, I suppose," said the doctor with +a sigh of regret. "Well, I must see what else I can do for poor Freda. +If I had a home of my own, the problem would be easily solved, but as +I'm only a boarder myself, I'm helpless in that respect. I'm very much +afraid she will have a hard time to pull through, but I'll do the best +I can for her. Well, I must run in here and have a look at Tommy +Griggs' eyes. Good morning, Miss Campbell." + +Margaret responded rather absently and walked on with her eyes fixed +on the road. Somehow all the joy had gone out of the day for her, and +out of her prospective trip. She stopped on the little bridge and +gazed unseeingly at the ice-bound creek. Did Dr. Forbes really think +she ought to give up her trip in order to take Freda Martin into her +home and probably nurse her as well, since skilled nursing of any kind +was almost unobtainable in Blythefield? No, of course, Dr. Forbes did +not mean anything of the sort. He had not known she intended to go +away. Margaret tried to put the thought out of her mind, but it came +insistently back. + +She knew--none better--what it was to be alone and friendless. Once +she had been ill, too, and left to the ministration of careless +servants. Margaret shuddered whenever she thought of that time. She +was very, very sorry for Freda Martin, but she certainly couldn't give +up her plans for her. + +"Why, I'd never have the chance to go with Mrs. Boyd again," she +argued with her troublesome inward promptings. + +Altogether, Margaret's walk was spoiled. But when she went to bed that +night, she was firmly resolved to dismiss all thought of Freda Martin. +In the middle of the night she woke up. It was calm and moonlight and +frosty. The world was very still, and Margaret's heart and conscience +spoke to her out of that silence, where all worldly motives were +hushed and shamed. She listened, and knew that in the morning she must +send for Dr. Forbes and tell him to bring his patient to Fir Cottage. + +The evening of the next day found Freda in Margaret's spare room and +Margaret herself installed as nurse, for as Dr. Forbes had feared, he +had found it impossible to obtain anyone else. Margaret had a natural +gift for nursing, and she had had a good deal of experience in sick +rooms. She was skilful, gentle and composed, and Dr. Forbes nodded his +head with satisfaction as he watched her. + +A week later Mrs. Boyd left for Vancouver, and Margaret, bending over +her delirious patient, could not even go to the station to see her +off. But she thought little about it. All her hopes were centred on +pulling Freda Martin through; and when, after a long, doubtful +fortnight, Dr. Forbes pronounced her on the way to recovery, Margaret +felt as if she had given the gift of life to a fellow creature. "Oh, I +am so glad I stayed," she whispered to herself. + +During Freda's convalescence Margaret learned to love her dearly. She +was such a sweet, brave little creature, full of a fine courage to +face the loneliness and trials of her lot. + +"I can never repay you for your kindness, Miss Campbell," she said +wistfully. + +"I am more than repaid already," said Margaret sincerely. "Haven't I +found a dear little friend?" + +One day Freda asked Margaret to write a note for her to a certain +school chum. + +"She will like to know I am getting better. You will find her address +in my writing desk." + +Freda's modest trunk had been brought to Fir Cottage, and Margaret +went to it for the desk. As she turned over the loose papers in search +of the address, her eye was caught by a name signed to a faded and +yellowed letter--Worth Spencer. Her mother's name! + +Margaret gave a little exclamation of astonishment. Could her mother +have written that letter? It was not likely another woman would have +that uncommon name. Margaret caught up the letter and ran to Freda's +room. + +"Freda, I couldn't help seeing the name signed to this letter, it is +my mother's. To whom was it written?" + +"That is one of my mother's old letters," said Freda. "She had a +sister, my Aunt Worth. She was a great deal older than Mother. Their +parents died when Mother was a baby. Aunt Worth went to her father's +people, while Mother's grandmother took her. There was not very good +feeling between the two families, I think. Mother said she lost trace +of her sister after her sister married, and then, long after, she saw +Aunt Worth's death in the papers." + +"Can you tell me where your mother and her sister lived before they +were separated?" asked Margaret excitedly. + +"Ridgetown." + +"Then my mother must have been your mother's sister, and, oh, Freda, +Freda, you are my cousin." + +Eventually this was proved to be the fact. Margaret investigated the +matter and discovered beyond a doubt that she and Freda were cousins. +It would be hard to say which of the two girls was the more delighted. + +"Anyhow, we'll never be parted again," said Margaret happily. "Fir +Cottage is your home henceforth, Freda. Oh, how rich I am. I have got +somebody who really belongs to me. And I owe it all to Dr. Forbes. If +he hadn't suggested you coming here, I should never have found out +that we were cousins." + +"And I don't think I should ever have got better at all," whispered +Freda, slipping her hand into Margaret's. + +"I think we are going to be the two happiest girls in the world," said +Margaret. "And Freda, do you know what we are going to do when your +summer vacation comes? We are going to have a trip through the +Rockies, yes, indeedy. It would have been nice going with Mrs. Boyd, +but it will be ten times nicer to go with you." + + + + +Matthew Insists on Puffed Sleeves + + +Matthew was having a bad ten minutes of it. He had come into the +kitchen, in the twilight of a cold, grey December evening, and had sat +down in the wood-box corner to take off his heavy boots, unconscious +of the fact that Anne and a bevy of her schoolmates were having a +practice of "The Fairy Queen" in the sitting-room. Presently they came +trooping through the hall and out into the kitchen, laughing and +chattering gaily. They did not see Matthew, who shrank bashfully back +into the shadows beyond the wood-box with a boot in one hand and a +bootjack in the other, and he watched them shyly for the aforesaid ten +minutes as they put on caps and jackets and talked about the dialogue +and the concert. Anne stood among them, bright eyed and animated as +they; but Matthew suddenly became conscious that there was something +about her different from her mates. And what worried Matthew was that +the difference impressed him as being something that should not exist. +Anne had a brighter face, and bigger, starrier eyes, and more delicate +features than the others; even shy, unobservant Matthew had learned to +take note of these things; but the difference that disturbed him did +not consist in any of these respects. Then in what did it consist? + +Matthew was haunted by this question long after the girls had gone, +arm in arm, down the long, hard-frozen lane and Anne had betaken +herself to her books. He could not refer it to Marilla, who, he felt, +would be quite sure to sniff scornfully and remark that the only +difference she saw between Anne and the other girls was that they +sometimes kept their tongues quiet while Anne never did. This, Matthew +felt, would be no great help. + +He had recourse to his pipe that evening to help him study it out, +much to Marilla's disgust. After two hours of smoking and hard +reflection Matthew arrived at a solution of his problem. Anne was not +dressed like the other girls! + +The more Matthew thought about the matter the more he was convinced +that Anne never had been dressed like the other girls--never since she +had come to Green Gables. Marilla kept her clothed in plain, dark +dresses, all made after the same unvarying pattern. If Matthew knew +there was such a thing as fashion in dress it is as much as he did; +but he was quite sure that Anne's sleeves did not look at all like the +sleeves the other girls wore. He recalled the cluster of little girls +he had seen around her that evening--all gay in waists of red and blue +and pink and white--and he wondered why Marilla always kept her so +plainly and soberly gowned. + +Of course, it must be all right. Marilla knew best and Marilla was +bringing her up. Probably some wise, inscrutable motive was to be +served thereby. But surely it would do no harm to let the child have +one pretty dress--something like Diana Barry always wore. Matthew +decided that he would give her one; that surely could not be objected +to as an unwarranted putting in of his oar. Christmas was only a +fortnight off. A nice new dress would be the very thing for a present. +Matthew, with a sigh of satisfaction, put away his pipe and went to +bed, while Marilla opened all the doors and aired the house. + +The very next evening Matthew betook himself to Carmody to buy the +dress, determined to get the worst over and have done with it. It +would be, he felt assured, no trifling ordeal. There were some things +Matthew could buy and prove himself no mean bargainer; but he knew he +would be at the mercy of shopkeepers when it came to buying a girl's +dress. + +After much cogitation Matthew resolved to go to Samuel Lawson's store +instead of William Blair's. To be sure, the Cuthberts always had gone +to William Blair's; it was almost as much a matter of conscience with +them as to attend the Presbyterian church and vote Conservative. But +William Blair's two daughters frequently waited on customers there and +Matthew held them in absolute dread. He could contrive to deal with +them when he knew exactly what he wanted and could point it out; but +in such a matter as this, requiring explanation and consultation, +Matthew felt that he must be sure of a man behind the counter. So he +would go to Lawson's, where Samuel or his son would wait on him. + +Alas! Matthew did not know that Samuel, in the recent expansion of his +business, had set up a lady clerk also; she was a niece of his wife's +and a very dashing young person indeed, with a huge, drooping +pompadour, big, rolling brown eyes, and a most extensive and +bewildering smile. She was dressed with exceeding smartness and wore +several bangle bracelets that glittered and rattled and tinkled with +every movement of her hands. Matthew was covered with confusion at +finding her there at all; and those bangles completely wrecked his +wits at one fell swoop. + +"What can I do for you this evening. Mr. Cuthbert?" Miss Lucilla +Harris inquired, briskly and ingratiatingly, tapping the counter with +both hands. + +"Have you any--any--any--well now, say any garden rakes?" stammered +Matthew. + +Miss Harris looked somewhat surprised, as well she might, to hear a +man inquiring for garden rakes in the middle of December. + +"I believe we have one or two left over," she said, "but they're +upstairs in the lumber-room. I'll go and see." + +During her absence Matthew collected his scattered senses for another +effort. + +When Miss Harris returned with the rake and cheerfully inquired: +"Anything else tonight, Mr. Cuthbert?" Matthew took his courage in +both hands and replied: "Well now, since you suggest it, I might as +well--take--that is--look at--buy some--some hayseed." + +Miss Harris had heard Matthew Cuthbert called odd. She now concluded +that he was entirely crazy. + +"We only keep hayseed in the spring," she explained loftily. "We've +none on hand just now." + +"Oh, certainly--certainly--just as you say," stammered unhappy +Matthew, seizing the rake and making for the door. At the threshold he +recollected that he had not paid for it and he turned miserably back. +While Miss Harris was counting out his change he rallied his powers +for a final desperate attempt. + +"Well now--if it isn't too much trouble--I might as well--that is--I'd +like to look at--at--some sugar." + +"White or brown?" queried Miss Harris patiently. + +"Oh--well now--brown," said Matthew feebly. + +"There's a barrel of it over there," said Miss Harris, shaking her +bangles at it. "It's the only kind we have." + +"I'll--I'll take twenty pounds of it," said Matthew, with beads of +perspiration standing on his forehead. + +Matthew had driven halfway home before he was his own man again. It +had been a gruesome experience, but it served him right, he thought, +for committing the heresy of going to a strange store. When he reached +home he hid the rake in the tool-house, but the sugar he carried in to +Marilla. + +"Brown sugar!" exclaimed Marilla. "Whatever possessed you to get so +much? You know I never use it except for the hired man's porridge or +black fruit-cake. Jerry's gone and I've made my cake long ago. It's +not good sugar, either--it's coarse and dark--William Blair doesn't +usually keep sugar like that." + +"I--I thought it might come in handy sometime," said Matthew, making +good his escape. + +When Matthew came to think the matter over he decided that a woman was +required to cope with the situation. Marilla was out of the question. +Matthew felt sure she would throw cold water on his project at once. +Remained only Mrs. Lynde; for of no other woman in Avonlea would +Matthew have dared to ask advice. To Mrs. Lynde he went accordingly, +and that good lady promptly took the matter out of the harassed man's +hands. + +"Pick out a dress for you to give Anne? To be sure I will. I'm going +to Carmody tomorrow and I'll attend to it. Have you something +particular in mind? No? Well, I'll just go by my own judgment then. I +believe a nice rich brown would just suit Anne, and William Blair has +some new gloria in that's real pretty. Perhaps you'd like me to make +it up for her, too, seeing that if Marilla was to make it Anne would +probably get wind of it before the time and spoil the surprise? Well, +I'll do it. No, it isn't a mite of trouble. I like sewing. I'll make +it to fit my niece, Jenny Gillis, for she and Anne are as like as two +peas as far as figure goes." + +"Well now, I'm much obliged," said Matthew, "and--and--I dunno--but +I'd like--I think they make the sleeves different nowadays to what +they used to be. If it wouldn't be asking too much I--I'd like them +made in the new way." + +"Puffs? Of course. You needn't worry a speck more about it, Matthew. +I'll make it up in the very latest fashion," said Mrs. Lynde. To +herself she added when Matthew had gone: + +"It'll be a real satisfaction to see that poor child wearing something +decent for once. The way Marilla dresses her is positively ridiculous, +that's what, and I've ached to tell her so plainly a dozen times. I've +held my tongue though, for I can see Marilla doesn't want advice and +she thinks she knows more about bringing children up than I do for all +she's an old maid. But that's always the way. Folks that has brought +up children know that there's no hard and fast method in the world +that'll suit every child. But them as never have think it's all as +plain and easy as Rule of Three--just set your three terms down so +fashion, and the sum'll work out correct. But flesh and blood don't +come under the head of arithmetic and that's where Marilla Cuthbert +makes her mistake. I suppose she's trying to cultivate a spirit of +humility in Anne by dressing her as she does: but it's more likely to +cultivate envy and discontent. I'm sure the child must feel the +difference between her clothes and the other girls'. But to think of +Matthew taking notice of it! That man is waking up after being asleep +for over sixty years." + +Marilla knew all the following fortnight that Matthew had something on +his mind, but what it was she could not guess, until Christmas Eve, +when Mrs. Lynde brought up the new dress. Marilla behaved pretty well +on the whole, although it is very likely she distrusted Mrs. Lynde's +diplomatic explanation that she had made the dress because Matthew was +afraid Anne would find out about it too soon if Marilla made it. + +"So this is what Matthew has been looking so mysterious over and +grinning about to himself for two weeks, is it?" she said a little +stiffly but tolerantly. "I knew he was up to some foolishness. Well, I +must say I don't think Anne needed any more dresses. I made her three +good, warm, serviceable ones this fall, and anything more is sheer +extravagance. There's enough material in those sleeves alone to make a +waist, I declare there is. You'll just pamper Anne's vanity, Matthew, +and she's as vain as a peacock now. Well, I hope she'll be satisfied +at last, for I know she's been hankering after those silly sleeves +ever since they came in, although she never said a word after the +first. The puffs have been getting bigger and more ridiculous right +along; they're as big as balloons now. Next year anybody who wears +them will have to go through a door sideways." + +Christmas morning broke on a beautiful white world. It had been a very +mild December and people had looked forward to a green Christmas; but +just enough snow fell softly in the night to transfigure Avonlea. Anne +peeped out from her frosted gable window with delighted eyes. The firs +in the Haunted Wood were all feathery and wonderful; the birches and +wild cherry trees were outlined in pearl; the ploughed fields were +stretches of snowy dimples; and there was a crisp tang in the air that +was glorious. Anne ran downstairs singing until her voice re-echoed +through Green Gables. + +"Merry Christmas, Marilla! Merry Christmas, Matthew! Isn't it a lovely +Christmas? I'm so glad it's white. Any other kind of Christmas doesn't +seem real, does it? I don't like green Christmases. They're _not_ +green--they're just nasty faded browns and greys. What makes people +call them green? Why--why--Matthew, is that for me? Oh, Matthew!" + +Matthew had sheepishly unfolded the dress from its paper swathings and +held it out with a deprecatory glance at Marilla, who feigned to be +contemptuously filling the teapot, but nevertheless watched the scene +out of the corner of her eye with a rather interested air. + +Anne took the dress and looked at it in reverent silence. Oh, how +pretty it was--a lovely soft brown gloria with all the gloss of silk; +a skirt with dainty frills and shirrings; a waist elaborately +pin-tucked in the most fashionable way, with a little ruffle of filmy +lace at the neck. But the sleeves--they were the crowning glory! Long +elbow cuffs, and above them two beautiful puffs divided by rows of +shirring and bows of brown silk ribbon. + +"That's a Christmas present for you, Anne," said Matthew shyly. +"Why--why--Anne, don't you like it? Well now--well now." + +For Anne's eyes had suddenly filled with tears. + +"_Like_ it! Oh, Matthew!" Anne laid the dress over a chair and clasped +her hands. "Matthew, it's perfectly exquisite. Oh, I can never thank +you enough. Look at those sleeves! Oh, it seems to me this must be a +happy dream." + +"Well, well, let us have breakfast," interrupted Marilla. "I must say, +Anne, I don't think you needed the dress; but since Matthew has got it +for you, see that you take good care of it. There's a hair ribbon Mrs. +Lynde left for you. It's brown, to match the dress. Come now, sit in." + +"I don't see how I'm going to eat breakfast," said Anne rapturously. +"Breakfast seems so commonplace at such an exciting moment. I'd rather +feast my eyes on that dress. I'm so glad that puffed sleeves are +still fashionable. It did seem to me that I'd never get over it if +they went out before I had a dress with them. I'd never have felt +quite satisfied, you see. It was lovely of Mrs. Lynde to give me the +ribbon, too. I feel that I ought to be a very good girl indeed. It's +at times like this I'm sorry I'm not a model little girl; and I always +resolve that I will be in future. But somehow it's hard to carry out +your resolutions when irresistible temptations come. Still, I really +will make an extra effort after this." + +When the commonplace breakfast was over Diana appeared, crossing the +white log bridge in the hollow, a gay little figure in her crimson +ulster. Anne flew down the slope to meet her. + +"Merry Christmas, Diana! And oh, it's a wonderful Christmas. I've +something splendid to show you. Matthew has given me the loveliest +dress, with _such_ sleeves. I couldn't even imagine any nicer." + +"I've got something more for you," said Diana breathlessly. +"Here--this box. Aunt Josephine sent us out a big box with ever so +many things in it--and this is for you. I'd have brought it over last +night, but it didn't come until after dark, and I never feel very +comfortable coming through the Haunted Wood in the dark now." + +Anne opened the box and peeped in. First a card with "For the +Anne-girl and Merry Christmas," written on it; and then, a pair of the +daintiest little kid slippers, with beaded toes and satin bows and +glistening buckles. + +"Oh," said Anne, "Diana, this is too much, I must be dreaming." + +"_I_ call it providential," said Diana. "You won't have to borrow +Ruby's slippers now, and that's a blessing, for they're two sizes too +big for you, and it would be awful to hear a fairy shuffling. Josie +Pye would be delighted. Mind you, Rob Wright went home with Gertie Pye +from the practice night before last. Did you ever hear anything equal +to that?" + +All the Avonlea scholars were in a fever of excitement that day, for +the hall had to be decorated and a last grand rehearsal held. + +The concert came off in the evening and was a pronounced success. The +little hall was crowded; all the performers did excellently well, but +Anne was the bright particular star of the occasion, as even envy, in +the shape of Josie Pye, dared not deny. + +"Oh, hasn't it been a brilliant evening?" sighed Anne, when it was all +over and she and Diana were walking home together under a dark, starry +sky. + +"Everything went off very well," said Diana practically. "I guess we +must have made as much as ten dollars. Mind you, Mr. Allan is going to +send an account of it to the Charlottetown papers." + +"Oh, Diana, will we really see our names in print? It makes me thrill +to think of it. Your solo was perfectly elegant, Diana. I felt prouder +than you did when it was encored. I just said to myself, 'It is my +dear bosom friend who is so honoured.'" + +"Well, your recitations just brought down the house, Anne. That sad +one was simply splendid." + +"Oh, I was so nervous, Diana. When Mr. Allan called out my name I +really cannot tell how I ever got up on that platform. I felt as if a +million eyes were looking at me and through me, and for one dreadful +moment I was sure I couldn't begin at all. Then I thought of my lovely +puffed sleeves and took courage. I knew that I must live up to those +sleeves, Diana. So I started in, and my voice seemed to be coming from +ever so far away. I just felt like a parrot. It's providential that I +practised those recitations so often up in the garret, or I'd never +have been able to get through. Did I groan all right?" + +"Yes, indeed, you groaned lovely," assured Diana. + +"I saw old Mrs. Sloane wiping away tears when I sat down. It was +splendid to think I had touched somebody's heart. It's so romantic to +take part in a concert isn't it? Oh, it's been a very memorable +occasion indeed." + +"Wasn't the boys' dialogue fine?" said Diana. "Gilbert Blythe was just +splendid. Anne, I do think it's awful mean the way you treat Gil. Wait +till I tell you. When you ran off the platform after the fairy +dialogue one of your roses fell out of your hair. I saw Gil pick it up +and put it in his breast pocket. There now. You're so romantic that +I'm sure you ought to be pleased at that." + +"It's nothing to me what that person does," said Anne loftily. "I +simply never waste a thought on him, Diana." + +That night Marilla and Matthew, who had been out to a concert for the +first time in twenty years, sat for awhile by the kitchen fire after +Anne had gone to bed. + +"Well now, I guess our Anne did as well as any of them," said Matthew +proudly. + +"Yes, she did," admitted Marilla. "She's a bright child, Matthew. And +she looked real nice, too. I've been kind of opposed to this concert +scheme, but I suppose there's no real harm in it after all. Anyhow, I +was proud of Anne tonight, although I'm not going to tell her so." + +"Well now, I was proud of her and I did tell her so 'fore she went +upstairs," said Matthew. "We must see what we can do for her some of +these days, Marilla. I guess she'll need something more than Avonlea +school by and by." + +"There's time enough to think of that," said Marilla. "She's only +thirteen in March. Though tonight it struck me she was growing quite a +big girl. Mrs. Lynde made that dress a mite too long, and it makes +Anne look so tall. She's quick to learn and I guess the best thing we +can do for her will be to send her to Queen's after a spell. But +nothing need be said about that for a year or two yet." + +"Well now, it'll do no harm to be thinking it over off and on," said +Matthew. "Things like that are all the better for lots of thinking +over." + + + + +Missy's Room + + +Mrs. Falconer and Miss Bailey walked home together through the fine +blue summer afternoon from the Ladies' Aid meeting at Mrs. Robinson's. +They were talking earnestly; that is to say, Miss Bailey was talking +earnestly and volubly, and Mrs. Falconer was listening. Mrs. Falconer +had reduced the practice of listening to a fine art. She was a thin, +wistful-faced mite of a woman, with sad brown eyes, and with +snow-white hair that was a libel on her fifty-five years and girlish +step. Nobody in Lindsay ever felt very well acquainted with Mrs. +Falconer, in spite of the fact that she had lived among them forty +years. She kept between her and her world a fine, baffling reserve +which no one had ever been able to penetrate. It was known that she +had had a bitter sorrow in her life, but she never made any reference +to it, and most people in Lindsay had forgotten it. Some foolish ones +even supposed that Mrs. Falconer had forgotten it. + +"Well, I do not know what on earth is to be done with Camilla Clark," +said Miss Bailey, with a prodigious sigh. "I suppose that we will +simply have to trust the whole matter to Providence." + +Miss Bailey's tone and sigh really seemed to intimate to the world at +large that Providence was a last resort and a very dubious one. Not +that Miss Bailey meant anything of the sort; her faith was as +substantial as her works, which were many and praiseworthy and +seasonable. + +The case of Camilla Clark was agitating the Ladies' Aid of one of the +Lindsay churches. They had talked about it through the whole of that +afternoon session while they sewed for their missionary box--talked +about it, and come to no conclusion. + +In the preceding spring James Clark, one of the hands in the lumber +mill at Lindsay, had been killed in an accident. The shock had proved +nearly fatal to his young wife. The next day Camilla Clark's baby was +born dead, and the poor mother hovered for weeks between life and +death. Slowly, very slowly, life won the battle, and Camilla came back +from the valley of the shadow. But she was still an invalid, and would +be so for a long time. + +The Clarks had come to Lindsay only a short time before the accident. +They were boarding at Mrs. Barry's when it happened, and Mrs. Barry +had shown every kindness and consideration to the unhappy young widow. +But now the Barrys were very soon to leave Lindsay for the West, and +the question was, what was to be done with Camilla Clark? She could +not go west; she could not even do work of any sort yet in Lindsay; +she had no relatives or friends in the world; and she was absolutely +penniless. As she and her husband had joined the church to which the +aforesaid Ladies' Aid belonged, the members thereof felt themselves +bound to take up her case and see what could be done for her. + +The obvious solution was for some of them to offer her a home until +such time as she would be able to go to work. But there did not seem +to be anyone who could offer to do this--unless it was Mrs. Falconer. +The church was small, and the Ladies' Aid smaller. There were only +twelve members in it; four of these were unmarried ladies who boarded, +and so were helpless in the matter; of the remaining eight seven had +large families, or sick husbands, or something else that prevented +them from offering Camilla Clark an asylum. Their excuses were all +valid; they were good, sincere women who would have taken her in if +they could, but they could not see their way clear to do so. However, +it was probable they would eventually manage it in some way if Mrs. +Falconer did not rise to the occasion. + +Nobody liked to ask Mrs. Falconer outright to take Camilla Clark in, +yet everyone thought she might offer. She was comfortably off, and +though her house was small, there was nobody to live in it except +herself and her husband. But Mrs. Falconer sat silent through all the +discussion of the Ladies' Aid, and never opened her lips on the +subject of Camilla Clark despite the numerous hints which she +received. + +Miss Bailey made one more effort as aforesaid. When her despairing +reference to Providence brought forth no results, she wished she dared +ask Mrs. Falconer openly to take Camilla Clark, but somehow she did +not dare. There were not many things that could daunt Miss Bailey, but +Mrs. Falconer's reserve and gentle aloofness always could. + +When Miss Bailey had gone on down the village street, Mrs. Falconer +paused for a few moments at her gate, apparently lost in deep thought. +She was perfectly well aware of all the hints that had been thrown out +for her benefit that afternoon. She knew that the Aids, one and all, +thought that she ought to take Camilla Clark. But she had no room to +give her--for it was out of the question to think of putting her in +Missy's room. + +"I couldn't do such a thing," she said to herself piteously. "They +don't understand--they can't understand--but I _couldn't_ give her +Missy's room. I'm sorry for poor Camilla, and I wish I could help her. +But I can't give her Missy's room, and I have no other." + +The little Falconer cottage, set back from the road in the green +seclusion of an apple orchard and thick, leafy maples, was a very tiny +one. There were just two rooms downstairs and two upstairs. When Mrs. +Falconer entered the kitchen an old-looking man with long white hair +and mild blue eyes looked up with a smile from the bright-coloured +blocks before him. + +"Have you been lonely, Father?" said Mrs. Falconer tenderly. + +He shook his head, still smiling. + +"No, not lonely. These"--pointing to the blocks--"are so pretty. See +my house, Mother." + +This man was Mrs. Falconer's husband. Once he had been one of the +smartest, most intelligent men in Lindsay, and one of the most trusted +employees of the railroad company. Then there had been a train +collision. Malcolm Falconer was taken out of the wreck fearfully +injured. He eventually recovered physical health, but he was from that +time forth merely a child in intellect--a harmless, kindly creature, +docile and easily amused. + +Mrs. Falconer tried to dismiss the thought of Camilla Clark from her +mind, but it would not be dismissed. Her conscience reproached her +continually. She tried to compromise with it by saying that she would +go down and see Camilla that evening and take her some nice fresh +Irish moss jelly. It was so good for delicate people. + +She found Camilla alone in the Barry sitting-room, and noticed with a +feeling that was almost like self-reproach how thin and frail and +white the poor young creature looked. Why, she seemed little more +than a child! Her great dark eyes were far too big for her wasted +face, and her hands were almost transparent. + +"I'm not much better yet," said Camilla tremulously, in response to +Mrs. Falconer's inquiries. "Oh, I'm so slow getting well! And I +know--I feel that I'm a burden to everybody." + +"But you mustn't think that, dear," said Mrs. Falconer, feeling more +uncomfortable than ever. "We are all glad to do all we can for you." + +Mrs. Falconer paused suddenly. She was a very truthful woman and she +instantly realized that that last sentence was not true. She was not +doing all she could for Camilla--she would not be glad, she feared, to +do all she could. + +"If I were only well enough to go to work," sighed Camilla. "Mr. Marks +says I can have a place in the shoe factory whenever I'm able to. But +it will be so long yet. Oh, I'm so tired and discouraged!" + +She put her hands over her face and sobbed. Mrs. Falconer caught her +breath. What if Missy were somewhere alone in the world--ill, +friendless, with never a soul to offer her a refuge or a shelter? It +was so very, very probable. Before she could check herself Mrs. +Falconer spoke. "My dear, don't cry! I want you to come and stay with +me until you get perfectly well. You won't be a speck of trouble, and +I'll be glad to have you for company." + +Mrs. Falconer's Rubicon was crossed. She could not draw back now if +she wanted to. But she was not at all sure that she did want to. By +the time she reached home she was sure she didn't want to. And yet--to +give Missy's room to Camilla! It seemed a great sacrifice to Mrs. +Falconer. + +She went up to it the next morning with firmly set lips to air and +dust it. It was just the same as when Missy had left it long ago. +Nothing had ever been moved or changed, but everything had always been +kept beautifully neat and clean. Snow-white muslin curtains hung +before the small square window. In one corner was a little white bed. +Missy's pictures hung on the walls; Missy's books and work-basket were +lying on the square stand; there was a bit of half-finished fancy +work, yellow from age, lying in the basket. On a small bureau before +the gilt-framed mirror were several little girlish knick-knacks and +boxes whose contents had never been disturbed since Missy went away. +One of Missy's gay pink ribbons--Missy had been so fond of pink +ribbons--hung over the top of the mirror. On a chair lay Missy's hat, +bright with ribbons and roses, just as Missy had laid it there on the +night before she left her home. + +Mrs. Falconer's lips quivered as she looked about the room, and tears +came to her eyes. Oh, how could she put these things away and bring a +stranger here--here, where no one save herself had entered for fifteen +years, here in this room, sacred to Missy's memory, waiting for her +return when she should be weary of wandering? It almost seemed to the +mother's vague fancy, distorted by long, silent brooding, that her +daughter's innocent girlhood had been kept here for her and would be +lost forever if the room were given to another. + +"I suppose it's dreadful foolishness," said Mrs. Falconer, wiping her +eyes. "I know it is, but I can't help it. It just goes to my heart to +think of putting these things away. But I must do it. Camilla is +coming here today, and this room must be got ready for her. Oh, Missy, +my poor lost child, it's for your sake I'm doing this--because you may +be suffering somewhere as Camilla is now, and I'd wish the same +kindness to be shown to you." + +She opened the window and put fresh linen on the bed. One by one +Missy's little belongings were removed and packed carefully away. On +the gay, foolish little hat with its faded wreath of roses the +mother's tears fell as she put it in a box. She remembered so plainly +the first time Missy had worn it. She could see the pretty, delicately +tinted face, the big shining brown eyes, and the riotous golden curls +under the drooping, lace-edged brim. Oh, where was Missy now? What +roof sheltered her? Did she ever think of her mother and the little +white cottage under the maples, and the low-ceilinged, dim room where +she had knelt to say her childhood's prayer? + +Camilla Clark came that afternoon. + +"Oh, it is lovely here," she said gratefully, looking out into the +rustling shade of the maples. "I'm sure I shall soon get well here. +Mrs. Barry was so kind to me--I shall never forget her kindness--but +the house is so close to the factory, and there was such a whirring +of wheels all the time, it seemed to get into my head and make me wild +with nervousness. I'm so weak that sounds like that worry me. But it +is so still and green and peaceful here. It just rests me." + +When bedtime came, Mrs. Falconer took Camilla up to Missy's room. It +was not as hard as she had expected it to be after all. The wrench was +over with the putting away of Missy's things, and it did not hurt the +mother to see the frail, girlish Camilla in her daughter's place. + +"What a dear little room!" said Camilla, glancing around. "It is so +white and sweet. Oh, I know I am going to sleep well here, and dream +sweet dreams." + +"It was my daughter's room," said Mrs. Falconer, sitting down on the +chintz-covered seat by the open window. + +Camilla looked surprised. + +"I did not know you had a daughter," she said. + +"Yes--I had just the one child," said Mrs. Falconer dreamily. + +For fifteen years she had never spoken of Missy to a living soul +except her husband. But now she felt a sudden impulse to tell Camilla +about her, and about the room. + +"Her name was Isabella, after her father's mother, but we never called +her anything but Missy. That was the little name she gave herself when +she began to talk. Oh, I've missed her so!" + +"When did she die?" asked Camilla softly, sympathy shining, starlike, +in her dark eyes. + +"She--she didn't die," said Mrs. Falconer. "She went away. She was a +pretty girl and gay and fond of fun--but such a good girl. Oh, Missy +was always a good girl! Her father and I were so proud of her--too +proud, I suppose. She had her little faults--she was too fond of dress +and gaiety, but then she was so young, and we indulged her. Then Bert +Williams came to Lindsay to work in the factory. He was a handsome +fellow, with taking ways about him, but he was drunken and profane, +and nobody knew anything about his past life. He fascinated Missy. He +kept coming to see her until her father forbade him the house. Then +our poor, foolish child used to meet him elsewhere. We found this out +afterwards. And at last she ran away with him, and they were married +over at Peterboro and went there to live, for Bert had got work there. +We--we were too hard on Missy. But her father was so dreadful hurt +about it. He'd been so fond and proud of her, and he felt that she had +disgraced him. He disowned her, and sent her word never to show her +face here again, for he'd never forgive her. And I was angry too. I +didn't send her any word at all. Oh, how I've wept over that! If I had +just sent her one little word of forgiveness, everything might have +been different. But Father forbade me to. + +"Then in a little while there was a dreadful trouble. A woman came to +Peterboro and claimed to be Bert Williams's wife--and she was--she +proved it. Bert cleared out and was never seen again in these parts. +As soon as we heard about it Father relented, and I went right down +to Peterboro to see Missy and bring her home. But she wasn't +there--she had gone, nobody knew where. I got a letter from her the +next week. She said her heart was broken, and she knew we would never +forgive her, and she couldn't face the disgrace, so she was going away +where nobody would ever find her. We did everything we could to trace +her, but we never could. We've never heard from her since, and it is +fifteen years ago. Sometimes I am afraid she is dead, but then again I +feel sure she isn't. Oh, Camilla, if I could only find my poor child +and bring her home! + +"This was her room. And when she went away I made up my mind I would +keep it for her just as she left it, and I have up to now. Nobody has +ever been inside the door but myself. I've always hoped that Missy +would come home, and I would lead her up here and say, 'Missy, here is +your room just as you left it, and here is your place in your mother's +heart just as you left it,' But she never came. I'm afraid she never +will." + +Mrs. Falconer dropped her face in her hands and sobbed softly. Camilla +came over to her and put her arms about her. + +"I think she will," she said. "I think--I am sure your love and +prayers will bring Missy home yet. And I understand how good you have +been in giving me her room--oh, I know what it must have cost you! I +will pray tonight that God will bring Missy back to you." + +When Mrs. Falconer returned to the kitchen to close the house for the +night, her husband being already sound asleep; she heard a low, timid +knock at the door. Wondering who it could be so late, she opened it. +The light fell on a shrinking, shabby figure on the step, and on a +pale, pinched face in which only a mother could have recognized the +features of her child. Mrs. Falconer gave a cry. + +"Missy! Missy! Missy!" + +She caught the poor wanderer to her heart and drew her in. + +"Oh, Missy, Missy, have you come back at last? Thank God! Oh, thank +God!" + +"I _had_ to come back. I was starving for a glimpse of your face and +of the old home, Mother," sobbed Missy. "But I didn't mean you should +know--I never meant to show myself to you. I've been sick, and just as +soon as I got better I came here. I meant to creep home after dark and +look at the dear old house, and perhaps get a glimpse of you and +Father through the window if you were still here. I didn't know if you +were. And then I meant to go right away on the night train. I was +under the window and I heard you telling my story to someone. Oh, +Mother, when I knew that you had forgiven me, that you loved me still +and had always kept my room for me, I made up my mind that I'd show +myself to you." + +The mother had got her child into a rocking-chair and removed the +shabby hat and cloak. How ill and worn and faded Missy looked! Yet her +face was pure and fine, and there was in it something sweeter than had +ever been there in her beautiful girlhood. + +"I'm terribly changed, am I not, Mother?" said Missy, with a faint +smile. "I've had a hard life--but an honest one, Mother. When I went +away I was almost mad with the disgrace my wilfulness had brought on +you and Father and myself. I went as far as I could get away from you, +and I got work in a factory. I've worked there ever since, just making +enough to keep body and soul together. Oh, I've starved for a word +from you--the sight of your face! But I thought Father would spurn me +from his door if I should ever dare to come back." + +"Oh, Missy!" sobbed the mother. "Your poor father is just like a +child. He got a terrible hurt ten years ago, and never got over it. I +don't suppose he'll even know you--he's clean forgot everything. But +he forgave you before it happened. You poor child, you're done right +out. You're too weak to be travelling. But never mind, you're home +now, and I'll soon nurse you up. I'll put on the kettle and get you a +good cup of tea first thing. And you're not to do any more talking +till the morning. But, oh, Missy, I can't take you to your own room +after all. Camilla Clark has it, and she'll be asleep by now; we +mustn't disturb her, for she's been real sick. I'll fix up a bed for +you on the sofa, though. Missy, Missy, let us kneel down here and +thank God for His mercy!" + +Late that night, when Missy had fallen asleep in her improvised bed, +the wakeful mother crept in to gloat over her. + +"Just to think," she whispered, "if I hadn't taken Camilla Clark in, +Missy wouldn't have heard me telling about the room, and she'd have +gone away again and never have known. Oh, I don't deserve such a +blessing when I was so unwilling to take Camilla! But I know one +thing: this is going to be Camilla's home. There'll be no leaving it +even when she does get well. She shall be my daughter, and I'll love +her next to Missy." + + + + +Ted's Afternoon Off + + +Ted was up at five that morning, as usual. He always had to rise early +to kindle the fire and go for the cows, but on this particular morning +there was no "had to" about it. He had awakened at four o'clock and +had sprung eagerly to the little garret window facing the east, to see +what sort of a day was being born. Thrilling with excitement, he saw +that it was going to be a glorious day. The sky was all rosy and +golden and clear beyond the sharp-pointed, dark firs on Lee's Hill. +Out to the north the sea was shimmering and sparkling gaily, with +little foam crests here and there ruffled up by the cool morning +breeze. Oh, it would be a splendid day! + +And he, Ted Melvin, was to have a half holiday for the first time +since he had come to live in Brookdale four years ago--a whole +afternoon off to go to the Sunday School picnic at the beach beyond +the big hotel. It almost seemed too good to be true! + +The Jacksons, with whom he had lived ever since his mother had died, +did not think holidays were necessities for boys. Hard work and +cast-off clothes, and three grudgingly allowed months of school in the +winter, made up Ted's life year in and year out--his outer life at +least. He had an inner life of dreams, but nobody knew or suspected +anything about that. To everybody in Brookdale he was simply Ted +Melvin, a shy, odd-looking little fellow with big dreamy black eyes +and a head of thick tangled curls which could never be made to look +tidy and always annoyed Mrs. Jackson exceedingly. + +It was as yet too early to light the fire or go for the cows. Ted +crept softly to a corner in the garret and took from the wall an old +brown fiddle. It had been his father's. He loved to play on it, and +his few rare spare moments were always spent in the garret corner or +the hayloft, with his precious fiddle. It was his one link with the +old life he had lived in a little cottage far away, with a mother who +had loved him and a merry young father who had made wonderful music on +the old brown violin. + +Ted pushed open his garret window and, seating himself on the sill, +began to play, with his eyes fixed on the glowing eastern sky. He +played very softly, since Mrs. Jackson had a pronounced dislike to +being wakened by "fiddling at all unearthly hours." + +The music he made was beautiful and would have astonished anybody who +knew enough to know how wonderful it really was. But there was nobody +to hear this little neglected urchin of all work, and he fiddled away +happily, the music floating out of the garret window, over the +treetops and the dew-wet clover fields, until it mingled with the +winds and was lost in the silver skies of the morning. + +Ted worked doubly hard all that forenoon, since there was a double +share of work to do if, as Mrs. Jackson said, he was to be gadding to +picnics in the afternoon. But he did it all cheerily and whistled for +joy as he worked. + +After dinner Mrs. Ross came in. Mrs. Ross lived down on the shore road +and made a living for herself and her two children by washing and +doing days' work out. She was not a very cheerful person and generally +spoke as if on the point of bursting into tears. She looked more +doleful than ever today, and lost no time in explaining why. + +"I've just got word that my sister over at White Sands is sick with +pendikis"--this was the nearest Mrs. Ross could get to +appendicitis--"and has to go to the hospital. I've got to go right over +and see her, Mrs. Jackson, and I've run in to ask if Ted can go and +stay with Jimmy till I get back. There's no one else I can get, and +Amelia is away. I'll be back this evening. I don't like leaving Jimmy +alone." + +"Ted's been promised that he could go to the picnic this afternoon," +said Mrs. Jackson shortly. "Mr. Jackson said he could go, so he'll +have to please himself. If he's willing to stay with Jimmy instead, he +can. _I_ don't care." + +"Oh, I've _got_ to go to the picnic," cried Ted impulsively. "I'm +awful sorry for Jimmy--but I _must_ go to the picnic." + +"I s'pose you feel so," said Mrs. Ross, sighing heavily. "I dunno's I +blame you. Picnics is more cheerful than staying with a poor little +lame boy, I don't doubt. Well, I s'pose I can put Jimmy's supper on +the table clost to him, and shut the cat in with him, and mebbe he'll +worry through. He was counting on having you to fiddle for him, +though. Jimmy's crazy about music, and he don't never hear much of it. +Speaking of fiddling, there's a great fiddler stopping at the hotel +now. His name is Blair Milford, and he makes his living fiddling at +concerts. I knew him well when he was a child--I was nurse in his +father's family. He was a taking little chap, and I was real fond of +him. Well, I must be getting. Jimmy'll feel bad at staying alone, but +I'll tell him he'll just have to put up with it." + +Mrs. Ross sighed herself away, and Ted flew up to his garret corner +with a choking in his throat. He couldn't go to stay with Jimmy--he +couldn't give up the picnic! Why, he had never been at a picnic; and +they were going to drive to the hotel beach in wagons, and have +swings, and games, and ice cream, and a boat sail to Curtain Island! +He had been looking forward to it, waking and dreaming, for a +fortnight. He _must_ go. But poor little Jimmy! It was too bad for him +to be left all alone. + +"I wouldn't like it myself," said Ted miserably, trying to swallow a +lump that persisted in coming up in his throat. "It must be dreadful +to have to lie on the sofa all the time and never be able to run, +climb trees or play, or do a single thing. And Jimmy doesn't like +reading much. He'll be dreadful lonesome. I'll be thinking of him all +the time at the picnic--I know I will. I suppose I _could_ go and +stay with him, if I just made up my mind to it." + +Making up his mind to it was a slow and difficult process. But when +Ted was finally dressed in his shabby, "skimpy" Sunday best, he tucked +his precious fiddle under his arm and slipped downstairs. "Please, I +think I'll go and stay with Jimmy," he said to Mrs. Jackson timidly, +as he always spoke to her. + +"Well, if you're to waste the afternoon, I s'pose it's better to waste +it that way than in going to a picnic and eating yourself sick," was +Mrs. Jackson's ungracious response. + +Ted reached Mrs. Ross's little house just as that good lady was +locking the door on Jimmy and the cat. "Well, I'm real glad," she +said, when Ted told her he had come to stay. "I'd have worried most +awful if I'd had to leave Jimmy all alone. He's crying in there this +minute. Come now, Jimmy, dry up. Here's Ted come to stop with you +after all, and he's brought his fiddle, too." + +Jimmy's tears were soon dried, and he welcomed Ted joyfully. "I've +been thinking awful long to hear you fiddling," said Jimmy, with a +sigh of content. "Seems like the ache ain't never half so bad when I'm +listening to music--and when it's your music, I forget there's any +ache at all." + +Ted took his violin and began to play. After all, it was almost as +good as a picnic to have a whole afternoon for his music. The stuffy +little room, with its dingy plaster and shabby furniture, was filled +with wonderful harmonies. Once he began, Ted could play for hours at a +stretch and never be conscious of fatigue. Jimmy lay and listened in +rapturous content while Ted's violin sang and laughed and dreamed and +rippled. + +There was another listener besides Jimmy. Outside, on the red +sandstone doorstep, a man was sitting--a tall, well-dressed man with a +pale, beautiful face and long, supple white hands. Motionless, he sat +there and listened to the music until at last it stopped. Then he rose +and knocked at the door. Ted, violin in hand, opened it. + +An expression of amazement flashed into the stranger's face, but he +only said, "Is Mrs. Ross at home?" + +"No, sir," said Ted shyly. "She went over to White Sands and she won't +be back till night. But Jimmy is here--Jimmy is her little boy. Will +you come in?" + +"I'm sorry Mrs. Ross is away," said the stranger, entering. "She was +an old nurse of mine. I must confess I've been sitting on the step out +there for some time, listening to your music. Who taught you to play, +my boy?" + +"Nobody," said Ted simply. "I've always been able to play." + +"He makes it up himself out of his own head, sir," said Jimmy eagerly. + +"No, I don't make it--it makes itself--it just _comes_," said Ted, a +dreamy gaze coming into his big black eyes. + +The caller looked at him closely. "I know a little about music +myself," he said. "My name is Blair Milford and I am a professional +violinist. Your playing is wonderful. What is your name?" + +"Ted Melvin." + +"Well, Ted, I think that you have a great talent, and it ought to be +cultivated. You should have competent instruction. Come, you must tell +me all about yourself." + +Ted told what little he thought there was to tell. Blair Milford +listened and nodded, guessing much that Ted didn't tell and, indeed, +didn't know himself. Then he made Ted play for him again. "Amazing!" +he said softly, under his breath. + +Finally he took the violin and played himself. Ted and Jimmy listened +breathlessly. "Oh, if I could only play like that!" said Ted +wistfully. + +Blair Milford smiled. "You will play much better some day if you get +the proper training," he said. "You have a wonderful talent, my boy, +and you should have it cultivated. It will never in the world do to +waste such genius. Yes, that is the right word," he went on musingly, +as if talking to himself, "'genius.' Nature is always taking us by +surprise. This child has what I have never had and would make any +sacrifice for. And yet in him it may come to naught for lack of +opportunity. But it must not, Ted. You must have a musical training." + +"I can't take lessons, if that is what you mean, sir," said Ted +wonderingly. "Mr. Jackson wouldn't pay for them." + +"I think we needn't worry about the question of payment if you can +find time to practise," said Blair Milford. "I am to be at the beach +for two months yet. For once I'll take a music pupil. But will you +have time to practise?" + +"Yes, sir, I'll make time," said Ted, as soon as he could speak at all +for the wonder of it. "I'll get up at four in the morning and have an +hour's practising before the time for the cows. But I'm afraid it'll +be too much trouble for you, sir, I'm afraid--" + +Blair Milford laughed and put his slim white hand on Ted's curly head. +"It isn't much trouble to train an artist. It is a privilege. Ah, Ted, +you have what I once hoped I had, what I know now I never can have. +You don't understand me. You will some day." + +"Ain't he an awful nice man?" said Jimmy, when Blair Milford had gone. +"But what did he mean by all that talk?" + +"I don't know exactly," said Ted dreamily. "That is, I seem to _feel_ +what he meant but I can't quite put it into words. But, oh, Jimmy, I'm +so happy. I'm to have lessons--I have always longed to have them." + +"I guess you're glad you didn't go to the picnic?" said Jimmy. + +"Yes, but I was glad before, Jimmy, honest I was." + +Blair Milford kept his promise. He interviewed Mr. and Mrs. Jackson +and, by means best known to himself, induced them to consent that Ted +should take music lessons every Saturday afternoon. He was a pupil to +delight a teacher's heart and, after every lesson, Blair Milford +looked at him with kindly eyes and murmured, "Amazing," under his +breath. Finally he went again to the Jacksons, and the next day he +said to Ted, "Ted, would you like to come away with me--live with +me--be my boy and have your gift for music thoroughly cultivated?" + +"What do you mean, sir?" said Ted tremblingly. + +"I mean that I want you--that I must have you, Ted. I've talked to Mr. +Jackson, and he has consented to let you come. You shall be educated, +you shall have the best masters in your art that the world affords, +you shall have the career I once dreamed of. Will you come, Ted?" + +Ted drew a long breath. "Yes, sir," he said. "But it isn't so much +because of the music--it's because I love you, Mr. Milford, and I'm so +glad I'm to be always with you." + + + + +The Doctor's Sweetheart + + +Just because I am an old woman outwardly it doesn't follow that I am +one inwardly. Hearts don't grow old--or shouldn't. Mine hasn't, I am +thankful to say. It bounded like a girl's with delight when I saw +Doctor John and Marcella Barry drive past this afternoon. If the +doctor had been my own son I couldn't have felt more real pleasure in +his happiness. I'm only an old lady who can do little but sit by her +window and knit, but eyes were made for seeing, and I use mine for +that purpose. When I see the good and beautiful things--and a body +need never look for the other kind, you know--the things God planned +from the beginning and brought about in spite of the counter plans and +schemes of men, I feel such a deep joy that I'm glad, even at +seventy-five, to be alive in a world where such things come to pass. +And if ever God meant and made two people for each other, those people +were Doctor John and Marcella Barry; and that is what I always tell +folk who come here commenting on the difference in their ages. "Old +enough to be her father," sniffed Mrs. Riddell to me the other day. I +didn't say anything to Mrs. Riddell. I just looked at her. I presume +my face expressed what I felt pretty clearly. How any woman can live +for sixty years in the world, as Mrs. Riddell has, a wife and mother +at that, and not get some realization of the beauty and general +satisfactoriness of a real and abiding love, is something I cannot +understand and never shall be able to. + +Nobody in Bridgeport believed that Marcella would ever come back, +except Doctor John and me--not even her Aunt Sara. I've heard people +laugh at me when I said I knew she would; but nobody minds being +laughed at when she is sure of a thing and I was sure that Marcella +Barry would come back as that the sun rose and set. I hadn't lived +beside her for eight years to know so little about her as to doubt +her. Neither had Doctor John. + +Marcella was only eight years old when she came to live in Bridgeport. +Her father, Chester Barry, had just died. Her mother, who was a sister +of Miss Sara Bryant, my next door neighbor, had been dead for four +years. Marcella's father left her to the guardianship of his brother, +Richard Barry; but Miss Sara pleaded so hard to have the little girl +that the Barrys consented to let Marcella live with her aunt until she +was sixteen. Then, they said, she would have to go back to them, to be +properly educated and take the place of her father's daughter in _his_ +world. For, of course, it is a fact that Miss Sara Bryant's world was +and is a very different one from Chester Barry's world. As to which +side the difference favors, that isn't for me to say. It all depends +on your standard of what is really worth while, you know. + +So Marcella came to live with us in Bridgeport. I say "us" advisedly. +She slept and ate in her aunt's house, but every house in the village +was a home to her; for, with all our little disagreements and diverse +opinions, we are really all one big family, and everybody feels an +interest in and a good working affection for everybody else. Besides, +Marcella was one of those children whom everybody loves at sight, and +keeps on loving. One long, steady gaze from those big grayish-blue +black-lashed eyes of hers went right into your heart and stayed there. + +She was a pretty child and as good as she was pretty. It was the right +sort of goodness, too, with just enough spice of original sin in it to +keep it from spoiling by reason of over-sweetness. She was a frank, +loyal, brave little thing, even at eight, and wouldn't have said or +done a mean or false thing to save her life. + +She and I were right good friends from the beginning. She loved me and +she loved her Aunt Sara; but from the very first her best and deepest +affection went out to Doctor John Haven, who lived in the big brick +house on the other side of Miss Sara's. + +Doctor John was a Bridgeport boy, and when he got through college he +came right home and settled down here, with his widowed mother. The +Bridgeport girls were fluttered, for eligible young men were scarce in +our village; there was considerable setting of caps, I must say that, +although I despise ill-natured gossip; but neither the caps nor the +wearers thereof seemed to make any impression on Doctor John. Mrs. +Riddell said that he was a born old bachelor; I suppose she based her +opinion on the fact that Doctor John was always a quiet, bookish +fellow, who didn't care a button for society, and had never been +guilty of a flirtation in his life. I knew Doctor John's heart far +better than Martha Riddell could know anybody's; and I knew there was +nothing of the old bachelor in his nature. He just had to wait for the +right woman, that was all, not being able to content himself with less +as some men can and do. If she never came Doctor John would never +marry; but he wouldn't be an old bachelor for all that. + +He was thirty when Marcella came to Bridgeport--a tall, +broad-shouldered man with a mane of thick brown curls and level, dark +hazel eyes. He walked with a little stoop, his hands clasped behind +him; and he had the sweetest, deepest voice. Spoken music, if ever a +voice was. He was kind and brave and gentle, but a little distant and +reserved with most people. Everybody in Bridgeport liked him, but only +a very few ever passed the inner gates of his confidence or were +admitted to any share in his real life. I am proud to say I was one; I +think it is something for an old woman to boast of. + +Doctor John was always fond of children, and they of him. It was +natural that he and little Marcella should take to each other. He had +the most to do with bringing her up, for Miss Sara consulted him in +everything. Marcella was not hard to manage for the most part; but she +had a will of her own, and when she did set it up in opposition to +the powers that were, nobody but the doctor could influence her at +all; she never resisted him or disobeyed his wishes. + +Marcella was one of those girls who develop early. I suppose her +constant association with us elderly folks had something to do with +it, too. But, at fifteen, she was a woman, loving, beautiful, and +spirited. + +And Doctor John loved her--loved the woman, not the child. I knew it +before he did--but not, as I think, before Marcella did, for those +young, straight-gazing eyes of hers were wonderfully quick to read +into other people's hearts. I watched them together and saw the love +growing between them, like a strong, fair, perfect flower, whose +fragrance was to endure for eternity. Miss Sara saw it, too, and was +half-pleased and half-worried; even Miss Sara thought the Doctor too +old for Marcella; and besides, there were the Barrys to be reckoned +with. Those Barrys were the nightmare dread of poor Miss Sara's life. + +The time came when Doctor John's eyes were opened. He looked into his +own heart and read there what life had written for him. As he told me +long afterwards, it came to him with a shock that left him +white-lipped. But he was a brave, sensible fellow and he looked the +matter squarely in the face. First of all, he put away to one side all +that the world might say; the thing concerned solely him and Marcella, +and the world had nothing to do with it. That disposed of, he asked +himself soberly if he had a right to try to win Marcella's love. He +decided that he had not; it would be taking an unfair advantage of her +youth and inexperience. He knew that she must soon go to her father's +people--she must not go bound by any ties of his making. Doctor John, +for Marcella's sake, gave the decision against his own heart. + +So much did Doctor John tell me, his old friend and confidant. I said +nothing and gave no advice, not having lived seventy-five years for +nothing. I knew that Doctor John's decision was manly and right and +fair; but I also knew it was all nullified by the fact that Marcella +already loved him. + +So much I knew; the rest I was left to suppose. The Doctor and +Marcella told me much, but there were some things too sacred to be +told, even to me. So that to this day I don't know how the doctor +found out that Marcella loved him. All I know is that one day, just a +month before her sixteenth birthday, the two came hand in hand to Miss +Sara and me, as we sat on Miss Sara's veranda in the twilight, and +told us simply that they had plighted their troth to each other. + +I looked at them standing there with that wonderful sunrise of life +and love on their faces--the doctor, tall and serious, with a sprinkle +of silver in his brown hair and the smile of a happy man on his +lips--Marcella, such a slip of a girl, with her black hair in a long +braid and her lovely face all dewed over with tears and sunned over +with smiles--I, an old woman, looked at them and thanked the good God +for them and their delight. + +Miss Sara laughed and cried and kissed--and forboded what the Barrys +would do. Her forebodings proved only too true. When the doctor wrote +to Richard Barry, Marcella's guardian, asking his consent to their +engagement, Richard Barry promptly made trouble--the very worst kind +of trouble. He descended on Bridgeport and completely overwhelmed poor +Miss Sara in his wrath. He laughed at the idea of countenancing an +engagement between a child like Marcella and an obscure country +doctor. And he carried Marcella off with him! + +She had to go, of course. He was her legal guardian and he would +listen to no pleadings. He didn't know anything about Marcella's +character, and he thought that a new life out in the great world would +soon blot out her fancy. + +After the first outburst of tears and prayers Marcella took it very +calmly, as far as outward eye could see. She was as cool and dignified +and stately as a young queen. On the night before she went away she +came over to say good-bye to me. She did not even shed any tears, but +the look in her eyes told of bitter hurt. "It is goodbye for five +years, Miss Tranquil," she said steadily. "When I am twenty-one I will +come back. That is the only promise I can make. They will not let me +write to John or Aunt Sara and I will do nothing underhanded. But I +will not forget and I will come back." + +Richard Barry would not even let her see Doctor John alone again. She +had to bid him good-bye beneath the cold, contemptuous eyes of the man +of the world. So there was just a hand-clasp and one long deep look +between them that was tenderer than any kiss and more eloquent than +any words. + +"I will come back when I am twenty-one," said Marcella. And I saw +Richard Barry smile. + +So Marcella went away and in all Bridgeport there were only two people +who believed she would ever return. There is no keeping a secret in +Bridgeport, and everybody knew all about the love affair between +Marcella and the doctor and about the promise she had made. Everybody +sympathized with the doctor because everybody believed he had lost his +sweetheart. + +"For of course she'll never come back," said Mrs. Riddell to me. +"She's only a child and she'll soon forget him. She's to be sent to +school and taken abroad and between times she'll live with the Richard +Barrys; and they move, as everyone knows, in the very highest and +gayest circles. I'm sorry for the doctor, though. A man of his age +doesn't get over a thing like that in a hurry and he was perfectly +silly over Marcella. But it really serves him right for falling in +love with a child." + +There are times when Martha Riddell gets on my nerves. She's a +good-hearted woman, and she means well; but she rasps--rasps terribly. + +Even Miss Sara exasperated me. But then she had her excuse. The child +she loved as her own had been torn from her and it almost broke her +heart. But even so, I thought she ought to have had a little more +faith in Marcella. + +"Oh, no, she'll never come back," sobbed Miss Sara. "Yes, I know she +promised. But they'll wean her away from me. She'll have such a gay, +splendid life she'll not want to come back. Five years is a lifetime +at her age. No, don't try to comfort me, Miss Tranquil, because I +_won't_ be comforted!" + +When a person has made up her mind to be miserable you just have to +_let_ her be miserable. + +I almost dreaded to see Doctor John for fear he would be in despair, +too, without any confidence in Marcella. But when he came I saw I +needn't have worried. The light had all gone out of his eyes, but +there was a calm, steady patience in them. + +"She will come back to me, Miss Tranquil," he said. "I know what +people are saying, but that does not trouble me. They do not know +Marcella as I do. She promised and she will keep her word--keep it +joyously and gladly, too. If I did not know that I would not wish its +fulfilment. When she is free she will turn her back on that brilliant +world and all it offers her and come back to me. My part is to wait +and believe." + +So Doctor John waited and believed. After a little while the +excitement died away and people forgot Marcella. We never heard from +or about her, except a paragraph now and then in the society columns +of the city paper the doctor took. We knew she was sent to school for +three years; then the Barrys took her abroad. She was presented at +court. When the doctor read this--he was with me at the time--he put +his hand over his eyes and sat very silent for a long time. I wondered +if at last some momentary doubt had crept into his mind--if he did not +fear that Marcella must have forgotten him. The paper told of her +triumph and her beauty and hinted at a titled match. Was it probable +or even possible that she would be faithful to him after all this? + +The doctor must have guessed my thoughts, for at last he looked up +with a smile. + +"She will come back," was all he said. But I saw that the doubt, if +doubt it were, had gone. I watched him as he went away, that tall, +gentle, kindly-eyed man, and I prayed that his trust might not be +misplaced; for if it should be it would break his heart. + +Five years seems a long time in looking forward. But they pass +quickly. One day I remembered that it was Marcella's twenty-first +birthday. Only one other person thought of it. Even Miss Sara did not. +Miss Sara remembered Marcella only as a child that had been loved and +lost. Nobody else in Bridgeport thought about her at all. The doctor +came in that evening. He had a rose in his buttonhole and he walked +with a step as light as a boy's. + +"She is free to-day," he said. "We shall soon have her again, Miss +Tranquil." + +"Do you think she will be the same?" I said. + +I don't know what made me say it. I hate to be one of those people who +throw cold water on other peoples' hopes. But it slipped out before I +thought. I suppose the doubt had been vaguely troubling me always, +under all my faith in Marcella, and now made itself felt in spite of +me. + +But the doctor only laughed. + +"How could she be changed?" he said. "Some women might be--most women +would be--but not Marcella. Dear Miss Tranquil, don't spoil your +beautiful record of confidence by doubting her now. We shall have her +again soon--how soon I don't know, for I don't even know where she is, +whether in the old world or the new--but just as soon as she can come +to us." + +We said nothing more--neither of us. But every day the light in the +doctor's eyes grew brighter and deeper and tenderer. He never spoke of +Marcella, but I knew she was in his thoughts every moment. He was much +calmer than I was. I trembled when the postman knocked, jumped when +the gate latch clicked, and fairly had a cold chill if I saw a +telegraph boy running down the street. + +One evening, a fortnight later, I went over to see Miss Sara. She was +out somewhere, so I sat down in her little sitting room to wait for +her. Presently the doctor came in and we sat in the soft twilight, +talking a little now and then, but silent when we wanted to be, as +becomes real friendship. It was such a beautiful evening. Outside in +Miss Sara's garden the roses were white and red, and sweet with dew; +the honeysuckle at the window sent in delicious breaths now and again; +a few sleepy birds were twittering; between the trees the sky was all +pink and silvery blue and there was an evening star over the elm in my +front yard. We heard somebody come through the door and down the hall. +I turned, expecting to see Miss Sara--and I saw Marcella! She was +standing in the doorway, tall and beautiful, with a ray of sunset +light falling athwart her black hair under her travelling hat. She was +looking past me at Doctor John and in her splendid eyes was the look +of the exile who had come home to her own. + +"Marcella!" said the doctor. + +I went out by the dining-room door and shut it behind me, leaving them +alone together. + +The wedding is to be next month. Miss Sara is beside herself with +delight. The excitement has been really terrible, and the way people +have talked and wondered and exclaimed has almost worn my patience +clean out. I've snubbed more persons in the last ten days than I ever +did in all my life before. + +Nothing of this worries Doctor John or Marcella. They are too happy to +care for gossip or outside curiosity. The Barrys are not coming to the +wedding, I understand. They refuse to forgive Marcella or countenance +her folly, as they call it, in any way. Folly! When I see those two +together and realize what they mean to each other I have some humble, +reverent idea of what true wisdom is. + + + + +The End of the Young Family Feud + + +A week before Christmas, Aunt Jean wrote to Elizabeth, inviting her +and Alberta and me to eat our Christmas dinner at Monkshead. We +accepted with delight. Aunt Jean and Uncle Norman were delightful +people, and we knew we should have a jolly time at their house. +Besides, we wanted to see Monkshead, where Father had lived in his +boyhood, and the old Young homestead where he had been born and +brought up and where Uncle William still lived. Father never said much +about it, but we knew he loved it very dearly, and we had always +greatly desired to get at least a glimpse of what Alberta liked to +call "our ancestral halls." + +Since Monkshead was only sixty miles away, and Uncle William lived +there as aforesaid, it may be pertinently asked what there was to +prevent us from visiting it and the homestead as often as we wished. +We answer promptly: the family feud. + +Father and Uncle William were on bad terms, or rather on no terms at +all, and had been ever since we could remember. After Grandfather +Young's death there had been a wretched quarrel over the property. +Father always said that he had been as much to blame as Uncle William, +but Great-aunt Emily told us that Uncle William had been by far the +most to blame, and that he had behaved scandalously to Father. +Moreover, she said that Father had gone to him when cooling-down time +came, apologized for what he had said, and asked Uncle William to be +friends again; and that William, simply turned his back on Father and +walked into the house without saying a word, but, as Great-aunt Emily +said, with the Young temper sticking out of every kink and curve of +his figure. Great-aunt Emily is our aunt on Mother's side, and she +does not like any of the Youngs except Father and Uncle Norman. + +This was why we had never visited Monkshead. We had never seen Uncle +William, and we always thought of him as a sort of ogre when we +thought of him at all. When we were children, our old nurse, Margaret +Hannah, used to frighten us into good behaviour by saying ominously, +"If you 'uns aint good your Uncle William'll cotch you." + +What he would do to us when he "cotched" us she never specified, +probably reasoning that the unknown was always more terrible than the +known. My private opinion in those days was that he would boil us in +oil and pick our bones. + +Uncle Norman and Aunt Jean had been living out west for years. Three +months before this Christmas they had come east, bought a house in +Monkshead, and settled there. They had been down to see us, and Father +and Mother and the boys had been up to see them, but we three girls +had not; so we were pleasantly excited at the thought of spending +Christmas there. + +Christmas morning was fine, white as a pearl and clear as a diamond. +We had to go by the seven o'clock train, since there was no other +before eleven, and we reached Monkshead at eight-thirty. + +When we stepped from the train the stationmaster asked us if we were +the three Miss Youngs. Alberta pleaded guilty, and he said, "Well, +here's a letter for you then." + +We took the letter and went into the waiting room with sundry +misgivings. What had happened? Were Uncle Norman and Aunt Jean +quarantined for scarlet fever, or had burglars raided the pantry and +carried off the Christmas supplies? Elizabeth opened and read the +letter aloud. It was from Aunt Jean to the following effect: + + DEAR GIRLS: I am so sorry to disappoint you, but I cannot help + it. Word has come from Streatham that my sister has met with a + serious accident and is in a very critical condition. Your + uncle and I must go to Streatham immediately and are leaving + on the eight o'clock express. I know you have started before + this, so there is no use in telegraphing. We want you to go + right to the house and make yourself at home. You will find + the key under the kitchen doorstep, and the dinner in the + pantry all ready to cook. There are two mince pies on the + third shelf, and the plum pudding only needs to be warmed up. + You will find a little Christmas remembrance for each of you + on the dining-room table. I hope you will make as merry as you + possibly can and we will have you down again as soon as we + come back. + + Your hurried and affectionate, + AUNT JEAN + + +We looked at each other somewhat dolefully. But, as Alberta pointed +out, we might as well make the best of it, since there was no way of +getting home before the five o'clock train. So we trailed out to the +stationmaster, and asked him limply if he could direct us to Mr. +Norman Young's house. + +He was a rather grumpy individual, very busy with pencil and notebook +over some freight; but he favoured us with his attention long enough +to point with his pencil and say jerkily, "Young's? See that red house +on the hill? That's it." + +The red house was about a quarter of a mile from the station, and we +saw it plainly. Accordingly, to the red house we betook ourselves. On +nearer view it proved to be a trim, handsome place, with nice grounds +and very fine old trees. + +We found the key under the kitchen doorstep and went in. The fire was +black out, and somehow things wore a more cheerless look than I had +expected to find. I may as well admit that we marched into the dining +room first of all, to find our presents. + +There were three parcels, two very small and one pretty big, lying on +the table, but when we came to look for names there were none. + +"Evidently Aunt Jean, in her hurry and excitement, forgot to label +them," said Elizabeth. "Let us open them. We may be able to guess from +the contents which belongs to whom." + +I must say we were surprised when we opened those parcels. "We had +known that Aunt Jean's gifts would be nice, but we had not expected +anything like this. There was a magnificent stone marten collar, a +dear little gold watch and pearl chatelaine, and a gold chain bracelet +set with turquoises. + +"The collar must be for you, Elizabeth, because Mary and I have one +already, and Aunt Jean knows it," said Alberta; "the watch must be for +you, Mary, because I have one; and by the process of exhaustion the +bracelet must be for me. Well, they are all perfectly sweet." + +Elizabeth put on her collar and paraded in front of the sideboard +mirror. It was so dusty she had to take her handkerchief and wipe it +before she could see herself properly. Everything in the room was +equally dusty. As for the lace curtains, they looked as if they hadn't +been washed for years, and one of them had a long ragged hole in it. I +couldn't help feeling secretly surprised, for Aunt Jean had the +reputation of being a perfect housekeeper. However, I didn't say +anything, and neither did the other girls. Mother had always impressed +upon us that it was the height of bad manners to criticize anything we +might not like in a house where we were guests. + +"Well, let's see about dinner," said Alberta, practically, snapping +her bracelet on her wrist and admiring the effect. + +We went to the kitchen, where Elizabeth proceeded to light the fire, +that being one of her specialties, while Alberta and I explored the +pantry. We found the dinner supplies laid out as Aunt Jean had +explained. There was a nice fat turkey all stuffed, and vegetables +galore. The mince pies were in their place, but they were almost the +only things about which that could be truthfully said, for the +disorder of that pantry was enough to give a tidy person nightmares +for a month. "I never in all my life saw--" began Alberta, and then +stopped short, evidently remembering Mother's teaching. + +"Where is the plum pudding?" said I, to turn the conversation into +safer channels. + +It was nowhere to be seen, so we concluded it must be in the cellar. +But we found the cellar door padlocked good and fast. + +"Never mind," said Elizabeth. "You know none of us really likes plum +pudding. We only eat it because it is the proper traditional dessert. +The mince pies will suit us better." + +We hurried the turkey into the oven, and soon everything was going +merrily. We had lots of fun getting up that dinner, and we made +ourselves perfectly at home, as Aunt Jean had commanded. We kindled a +fire in the dining room and dusted everything in sight. We couldn't +find anything remotely resembling a duster, so we used our +handkerchiefs. When we got through, the room looked like something, for +the furnishings were really very handsome, but our handkerchiefs--well! + +Then we set the table with all the nice dishes we could find. There +was only one long tablecloth in the sideboard drawer, and there were +three holes in it, but we covered them with dishes and put a little +potted palm in the middle for a centrepiece. At one o'clock dinner was +ready for us and we for it. Very nice that table looked, too, as we +sat down to it. + +Just as Alberta was about to spear the turkey with a fork and begin +carving, that being one of _her_ specialties, the kitchen door opened +and somebody walked in. Before we could move, a big, handsome, +bewhiskered man in a fur coat appeared in the dining-room doorway. + +I wasn't frightened. He seemed quite respectable, I thought, and I +supposed he was some intimate friend of Uncle Norman's. I rose +politely and said, "Good day." + +You never saw such an expression of amazement as was on that poor +man's face. He looked from me to Alberta and from Alberta to Elizabeth +and from Elizabeth to me again as if he doubted the evidence of his +eyes. + +"Mr. and Mrs. Norman Young are not at home," I explained, pitying him. +"They went to Streatham this morning because Mrs. Young's sister is +very ill." + +"What does all this mean?" said the big man gruffly. "This isn't +Norman Young's house ... it is mine. I'm William Young. Who are you? +And what are you doing here?" + +I fell back into my chair, speechless. My very first impulse was to +put up my hand and cover the gold watch. Alberta had dropped the +carving knife and was trying desperately to get the gold bracelet off +under the table. In a flash we had realized our mistake and its +awfulness. As for me, I felt positively frightened; Margaret Hannah's +warnings of old had left an ineffaceable impression. + +Elizabeth rose to the occasion. Rising to the occasion is another of +Elizabeth's specialties. Besides, she was not hampered by the tingling +consciousness that she was wearing a gift that had not been intended +for her. + +"We have made a mistake, I fear," she said, with a dignity which I +appreciated even in my panic, "and we are very sorry for it. We were +invited to spend Christmas with Mr. and Mrs. Norman Young. When we got +off the train we were given a letter from them stating that they were +summoned away but telling us to go to their house and make ourselves +at home. The stationmaster told us that this was the house, so we came +here. We have never been in Monkshead, so we did not know the +difference. Please pardon us." + +I had got off the watch by this time and laid it on the table, +unobserved, as I thought. Alberta, not having the key of the +bracelet, had not been able to get it off, and she sat there crimson +with shame. As for Uncle William, there was positively a twinkle in +his eye. He did not look in the least ogreish. + +"Well, it has been quite a fortunate mistake for me," he said. "I came +home expecting to find a cold house and a raw dinner, and I find this +instead. I'm very much obliged to you." + +Alberta rose, went to the mantel piece, took the key of the bracelet +therefrom, and unlocked it. Then she faced Uncle William. "Mrs. Young +told us in her letter that we would find our Christmas gifts on the +table, so we took it for granted that these things belonged to us," +she said desperately. "And now, if you will kindly tell us where Mr. +Norman Young does live, we won't intrude on you any longer. Come, +girls." + +Elizabeth and I rose with a sigh. There was nothing else to be done, +of course, but we were fearfully hungry, and we did not feel +enthusiastic over the prospect of going to another empty house and +cooking another dinner. + +"Wait a bit," said Uncle William. "I think since you have gone to all +the trouble of cooking the dinner it's only fair you should stay and +help to eat it. Accidents seem to be rather fashionable just now. My +housekeeper's son broke his leg down at Weston, and I had to take her +there early this morning. Come, introduce yourselves. To whom am I +indebted for this pleasant surprise?" + +"We are Elizabeth, Alberta, and Mary Young of Green Village," I said; +and then I looked to see the ogre creep out if it were ever going to. + +But Uncle William merely looked amazed for the first moment, foolish +for the second, and the third he was himself again. + +"Robert's daughters?" he said, as if it were the most natural thing in +the world that Robert's daughters should be there in his house. "So +you are my nieces? Well, I'm very glad to make your acquaintance. Sit +down and we'll have dinner as soon as I can get my coat off. I want to +see if you are as good cooks as your mother used to be long ago." + +We sat down, and so did Uncle William. Alberta had her chance to show +what she could do at carving, for Uncle William said it was something +he never did; he kept a housekeeper just for that. At first we felt a +bit stiff and awkward; but that soon wore off, for Uncle William was +genial, witty, and entertaining. Soon, to our surprise, we found that +we were enjoying ourselves. Uncle William seemed to be, too. When we +had finished he leaned back and looked at us. + +"I suppose you've been brought up to abhor me and all my works?" he +said abruptly. + +"Not by Father and Mother," I said frankly. "They never said anything +against you. Margaret Hannah did, though. She brought us up in the way +we should go through fear of you." + +Uncle William laughed. + +"Margaret Hannah was a faithful old enemy of mine," he said. "Well, I +acted like a fool--and worse. I've been sorry for it ever since. I was +in the wrong. I couldn't have said this to your father, but I don't +mind saying it to you, and you can tell him if you like." + +"He'll be delighted to hear that you are no longer angry with him," +said Alberta. "He has always longed to be friends with you again, +Uncle William. But he thought you were still bitter against him." + +"No--no--nothing but stubborn pride," said Uncle William. "Now, girls, +since you are my guests I must try to give you a good time. We'll take +the double sleigh and have a jolly drive this afternoon. And about +those trinkets there--they are yours. I did get them for some young +friends of mine here, but I'll give them something else. I want you to +have these. That watch looked very nice on your blouse, Mary, and the +bracelet became Alberta's pretty wrist very well. Come and give your +cranky old uncle a hug for them." + +Uncle William got his hugs heartily; then we washed up the dishes and +went for our drive. We got back just in time to catch the evening +train home. Uncle William saw us off at the station, under promise to +come back and stay a week with him when his housekeeper came home. + +"One of you will have to come and stay with me altogether, pretty +soon," he said. "Tell your father he must be prepared to hand over one +of his girls to me as a token of his forgiveness. I'll be down to talk +it over with him shortly." + +When we got home and told our story, Father said, "Thank God!" very +softly. There were tears in his eyes. He did not wait for Uncle +William to come down, but went to Monkshead himself the next day. + +In the spring Alberta is to go and live with Uncle William. She is +making a supply of dusters now. And next Christmas we are going to +have a grand family reunion at the old homestead. Mistakes are not +always bad. + + + + +The Genesis of the Doughnut Club + + +When John Henry died there seemed to be nothing for me to do but pack +up and go back east. I didn't want to do it, but forty-five years of +sojourning in this world have taught me that a body has to do a good +many things she doesn't want to do, and that most of them turn out to +be for the best in the long run. But I knew perfectly well that it +wasn't best for me or anybody else that I should go back to live with +William and Susanna, and I couldn't think what Providence was about +when things seemed to point that way. + +I wanted to stay in Carleton. I loved the big, straggling, bustling +little town that always reminded me of a lanky, overgrown schoolboy, +all arms and legs, but full to the brim with enthusiasm and splendid +ideas. I knew Carleton was bound to grow into a magnificent city, and +I wanted to be there and see it grow and watch it develop; and I loved +the whole big, breezy golden west, with the rush and tingle of its +young life. And, more than all, I loved my boys, and what I was going +to do without them or they without me was more than I knew, though I +tried to think Providence might know. + +But there was no place in Carleton for me; the only thing to do was to +go back east, and I knew that all the time, even when I was +desperately praying that I might find a way to remain. There's not +much comfort, or help either, praying one way and believing another. + +I'd lived down east in Northfield all my life--until five years +ago--lived with my brother William and his wife. Northfield was a +little pinched-up village where everybody knew more about you than you +did about yourself, and you couldn't turn around without being +commented upon. William and Susanna were kind to me, but I was just +the old maid sister, of no importance to anybody, and I never felt as +if I were really living. I was simply vegetating on, and wouldn't be +missed by a single soul if I died. It is a horrible feeling, but I +didn't expect it would ever be any different, and I had made up my +mind that when I died I would have the word "Wasted" carved on my +tombstone. It wouldn't be conventional at all, but I'd been +conventional all my life, and I was determined I'd have something done +out of the common even if I had to wait until I was dead to have it. + +Then all at once the letter came from John Henry, my brother out west. +He wrote that his wife had died and he wanted me to go out and keep +house for him. I sat right down and wrote him I'd go and in a week's +time I started. + +It made quite a commotion; I had that much satisfaction out of it to +begin with. Susanna wasn't any too well pleased. I was only the old +maid sister, but I was a good cook, and help was scarce in Northfield. +All the neighbours shook their heads, and warned me I wouldn't like +it. I was too old to change my ways, and I'd be dreadfully homesick, +and I'd find the west too rough and boisterous. I just smiled and said +nothing. + +Well, I came out here to Carleton, and from the time I got here I was +perfectly happy. John Henry had a little rented house, and he was as +poor as a church mouse, being the ne'er-do-well of our family, and the +best loved, as ne'er-do-wells are so apt to be. He'd nearly died of +lonesomeness since his wife's death, and he was so glad to see me. +That was delightful in itself, and I was just in my element getting +that little house fixed up cosy and homelike, and cooking the most +elegant meals. There wasn't much work to do, just for me and him, and +I got a squaw in to wash and scrub. I never thought about Northfield +except to thank goodness I'd escaped from it, and John Henry and I +were as happy as a king and queen. + +Then after awhile my activities began to sprout and branch out, and +the direction they took was _boys_. Carleton was full of boys, like +all the western towns, overflowing with them as you might say, young +fellows just let loose from home and mother, some of them dying of +homesickness and some of them beginning to run wild and get into +risky ways, some of them smart and some of them lazy, some ugly and +some handsome; but all of them boys, lovable, rollicking boys, with +the makings of good men in them if there was anybody to take hold of +them and cut the pattern right, but liable to be spoiled just because +there wasn't anybody. + +Well, I did what I could. It began with John Henry bringing home some +of them that worked in his office to spend the evening now and again, +and they told other fellows and asked leave to bring them in too. And +before long it got to be that there never was an evening there wasn't +some of them there, "Aunt-Pattying" me. I told them from the start I +would _not_ be called Miss. When a woman has been Miss for forty-five +years she gets tired of it. + +So Aunt Patty it was, and Aunt Patty it remained, and I loved all +those dear boys as if they'd been my own. They told me all their +troubles, and I mothered them and cheered them up and scolded them, +and finally topped off with a jolly good supper; for, talk as you +like, you can't preach much good into a boy if he's got an aching void +in his stomach. Fill _that_ up with tasty victuals, and then you can +do something with his spiritual nature. If a boy is well stuffed with +good things and then won't listen to advice, you might as well stop +wasting your breath on him, because there is something radically wrong +with him. Probably his grandfather had dyspepsia. And a dyspeptic +ancestor is worse for a boy than predestination, in my opinion. + +Anyway, most of my boys took to going to church and Bible class of +their own accord, after I'd been their aunt for awhile. The young +minister thought it was all his doings, and I let him think so to keep +him cheered up. He was a nice boy himself, and often dropped in of an +evening too; but I never would let him talk theology until after +supper. His views always seemed so much mellower then, and didn't +puzzle the other boys more than was wholesome for them. + +This went on for five glorious years, the only years of my life I'd +ever _lived_, and then came, as I thought, the end of everything. John +Henry took typhoid and died. At first that was all I could think of; +and when I got so that I could think of other things, there was, as I +have said, nothing for me to do but go back east. + +The boys, who had been as good as gold to me all through my trouble, +felt dreadfully bad over this, and coaxed me hard to stay. They said +if I'd start a boarding house I'd have all the boarders I could +accommodate; but I knew it was no use to think of that, because I +wasn't strong enough, and help was so hard to get. No, there was +nothing for it but Northfield and stagnation again, with not a stray +boy anywhere to mother. I looked the dismal prospect square in the +face and made up my mind to it. + +But I was determined to give my boys one good celebration before I +went, anyway. It was near Thanksgiving, and I resolved they should +have a dinner that would keep my memory green for awhile, a real +old-fashioned Thanksgiving dinner such as they used to have at home. I +knew it would cost more than I could really afford, but I shut my eyes +to that aspect of the question. I was going back to strict eastern +economy for the rest of my days, and I meant to indulge in one wild, +blissful riot of extravagance before I was cooped up again. + +I counted up the boys I must have, and there were fifteen, including +the minister. I invited them a fortnight ahead to make sure of getting +them, though I needn't have worried, for they all said they would have +broken an engagement to dine with the king for one of my dinners. The +minister said he had been feeling so homesick he was afraid he +wouldn't be able to preach a real thankful sermon, but now he was +comfortably sure that his sermon would be overflowing with gratitude. + +I just threw myself heart and soul into the preparations for that +dinner. I had three turkeys and two sucking pigs, and mince pies and +pumpkin pies and apple pies, and doughnuts and fruit cake and +cranberry sauce and brown bread, and ever so many other things to fill +up the chinks. The night before Thanksgiving everything was ready, and +I was so tired I could hardly talk to Jimmy Nelson when he dropped in. + +Jimmy had something on his mind, I saw that. So I said, "'Fess up, +Jimmy, and then you'll be able to enjoy your call." + +"I want to ask a favour of you, Aunt Patty," said Jimmy. + +I knew I should have to grant it; nobody could refuse Jimmy anything, +he looked so much like a nice, clean, pink-and-white little schoolboy +whose mother had just scrubbed his face and told him to be good. At +the same time he was one of the wildest young scamps in Carleton, or +had been until a year ago. I'd got him well set on the road to +reformation, and I felt worse about leaving him than any of the rest +of them. I knew he was just at the critical point. With somebody to +tide him over the next half year he'd probably go straight for the +rest of his life, but if he were left to himself he'd likely just slip +back to his old set and ways. + +"I want you to let me bring my Uncle Joe to dinner tomorrow," said +Jimmy. "The poor old fellow is stranded here for Thanksgiving, and he +hates hotels. May I?" + +"Of course," I said heartily, wondering why Jimmy seemed to think I +mightn't want his Uncle Joe. "Bring him right along." + +"Thanks," said Jimmy. "He'll be more than pleased. Your sublime +cookery will delight him. He adores the west, but he can't endure its +cooking. He's always harping on his mother's pantry and the good old +down-east dinners. He's dyspeptic and pessimistic most of the time, +and he's got half a dozen cronies just like himself. All they think of +is railroads and bills of fare." + +"Railroads!" I cried. And then an awful thought assailed me. "Jimmy +Nelson, your uncle isn't--isn't--he can't be Joseph P. Nelson, the +_rich_ Joseph P. Nelson!" + +"Oh, he's rich enough," said Jimmy; getting up and reaching for his +hat. "In dollars, that is. Some ways he's poor enough. Well, I must be +going. Thanks ever so much for letting me bring Uncle Joe." + +And that rascal was gone, leaving me crushed. Joseph Nelson was coming +to my house to dinner--Joseph P. Nelson, the millionaire railroad +king, who kept his own chef and was accustomed to dining with the +great ones of the earth! + +I was afraid I should never be able to forgive Jimmy. I couldn't sleep +a wink that night, and I cooked that dinner next day in a terrible +state of mind. Every ring that came at the door made my heart +jump,--but in the end Jimmy didn't ring at all, but just walked in +with his uncle in tow. The minute I saw Joseph P. I knew I needn't be +scared of _him_; he just looked real common. He was little and thin +and kind of bored-looking, with grey hair and whiskers, and his +clothes were next door to downright shabbiness. If it hadn't been for +the thought of that chef, I wouldn't have felt a bit ashamed of my +old-fashioned Thanksgiving spread. + +When Joseph P. sat down to that table he stopped looking bored. All +the time the minister was saying grace that man simply stared at a big +plate of doughnuts near my end of the table, as if he'd never seen +anything like them before. + +All the boys talked and laughed while they were eating, but Joseph P. +just _ate_, tucking away turkey and vegetables and keeping an anxious +eye on those doughnuts, as if he was afraid somebody else would get +hold of them before his turn came. I wished I was sure it was +etiquette to tell him not to worry because there were plenty more in +the pantry. By the time he'd been helped three times to mince pie I +gave up feeling bad about the chef. He finished off with the +doughnuts, and I shan't tell how many of them he devoured, because I +would not be believed. + +Most of the boys had to go away soon after dinner. Joseph P. shook +hands with me absently and merely said, "Good afternoon, Miss +Porter." I didn't think he seemed at all grateful for his dinner, but +that didn't worry me because it was for my boys I'd got it up, and not +for dyspeptic millionaires whose digestion had been spoiled by private +chefs. And my boys had appreciated it, there wasn't any doubt about +that. Peter Crockett and Tommy Gray stayed to help me wash the dishes, +and we had the jolliest time ever. Afterward we picked the turkey +bones. + +But that night I realized that I was once more a useless, lonely old +woman. I cried myself to sleep, and next morning I hadn't spunk enough +to cook myself a dinner. I dined off some crackers and the remnants of +the apple pies, and I was sitting staring at the crumbs when the bell +rang. I wiped away my tears and went to the door. Joseph P. Nelson was +standing there, and he said, without wasting any words--it was easy to +see how that man managed to get railroads built where nobody else +could manage it--that he had called to see me on a little matter of +business. + +He took just ten minutes to make it clear to me, and when I saw the +whole project I was the happiest woman in Carleton or out of it. He +said he had never eaten such a Thanksgiving dinner as mine, and that I +was the woman he'd been looking for for years. He said that he had a +few business friends who had been brought up on a down-east farm like +himself, and never got over their hankering for old-fashioned cookery. + +"That is something we can't get here, with all our money," he said. +"Now, Miss Porter, my nephew tells me that you wish to remain in +Carleton, if you can find some way of supporting yourself. I have a +proposition to make to you. These aforesaid friends of mine and I +expect to spend most of our time in Carleton for the next few years. +In fact we shall probably make it our home eventually. It's going to +be _the_ city of the west after awhile, and the centre of a dozen +railroads. Well, we mean to equip a small private restaurant for +ourselves and we want you to take charge of it. You won't have to do +much except oversee the business and arrange the bills of fare. We +want plain, substantial old-time meals and cookery. When we have a +hankering for doughnuts and apple pies and cranberry tarts, we want to +know just where to get them and have them the right kind. We're all +horribly tired of hotel fare and fancy fol-de-rols with French names. +A place where we could get a dinner such as you served yesterday would +be a boon to us. We'd have started the restaurant long ago if we could +have got a suitable person to take charge of it." + +He named the salary the club would pay and the very sound of it made +me feel rich. You may be sure I didn't take long to decide. That was a +year ago, and today the Doughnut Club, as they call themselves, is a +huge success, and the fame of it has gone abroad in the land, although +they are pretty exclusive and keep all their good things close enough +to themselves. Joseph P. took a Scotch peer there to dinner one day +last week. Jimmy Nelson told me afterward that the man said it was the +only satisfying meal he'd had since he left the old country. + +As for me, I have my little house, my very own and no rented one, and +all my dear boys, and I'm a happy old busybody. You see, Providence +did answer my prayers in spite of my lack of faith; but of course He +used means, and that Thanksgiving dinner of mine was the earthly +instrument of it all. + + + + +The Girl Who Drove the Cows + + +"I wonder who that pleasant-looking girl who drives cows down the +beech lane every morning and evening is," said Pauline Palmer, at the +tea table of the country farmhouse where she and her aunt were +spending the summer. Mrs. Wallace had wanted to go to some fashionable +watering place, but her husband had bluntly told her he couldn't +afford it. Stay in the city when all her set were out she would not, +and the aforesaid farmhouse had been the compromise. + +"I shouldn't suppose it could make any difference to you who she is," +said Mrs. Wallace impatiently. "I do wish, Pauline, that you were more +careful in your choice of associates. You hobnob with everyone, even +that old man who comes around buying eggs. It is very bad form." + +Pauline hid a rather undutiful smile behind her napkin. Aunt Olivia's +snobbish opinions always amused her. + +"You've no idea what an interesting old man he is," she said. "He can +talk more entertainingly than any other man I know. What is the use of +being so exclusive, Aunt Olivia? You miss so much fun. You wouldn't be +so horribly bored as you are if you fraternized a little with the +'natives,' as you call them." + +"No, thank you," said Mrs. Wallace disdainfully. + +"Well, I am going to try to get acquainted with that girl," said +Pauline resolutely. "She looks nice and jolly." + +"I don't know where you get your low tastes from," groaned Mrs. +Wallace. "I'm sure it wasn't from your poor mother. What do you +suppose the Morgan Knowles would think if they saw you taking up with +some tomboy girl on a farm?" + +"I don't see why it should make a great deal of difference what they +would think, since they don't seem to be aware of my existence, or +even of yours, Aunty," said Pauline, with twinkling eyes. She knew it +was her aunt's dearest desire to get in with the Morgan Knowles' +"set"--a desire that seemed as far from being realized as ever. Mrs. +Wallace could never understand why the Morgan Knowles shut her from +their charmed circle. They certainly associated with people much +poorer and of more doubtful worldly station than hers--the Markhams, +for instance, who lived on an unfashionable street and wore quite +shabby clothes. Just before she had left Colchester, Mrs. Wallace had +seen Mrs. Knowles and Mrs. Markham together in the former's +automobile. James Wallace and Morgan Knowles were associated in +business dealings; but in spite of Mrs. Wallace's schemings and +aspirations and heart burnings, the association remained a purely +business one and never advanced an inch in the direction of +friendship. + +As for Pauline, she was hopelessly devoid of social ambitions and she +did not in the least mind the Morgan Knowles' remote attitude. + +"Besides," continued Pauline, "she isn't a tomboy at all. She looks +like a very womanly, well-bred sort of girl. Why should you think her +a tomboy because she drives cows? Cows are placid, useful +animals--witness this delicious cream which I am pouring over my +blueberries. And they have to be driven. It's an honest occupation." + +"I daresay she is someone's servant," said Mrs. Wallace +contemptuously. "But I suppose even that wouldn't matter to you, +Pauline?" + +"Not a mite," said Pauline cheerfully. "One of the very nicest girls I +ever knew was a maid Mother had the last year of her dear life. I +loved that girl, Aunt Olivia, and I correspond with her. She writes +letters that are ten times more clever and entertaining than those +stupid epistles Clarisse Gray sends me--and Clarisse Gray is a rich +man's daughter and is being educated in Paris." + +"You are incorrigible, Pauline," said Mrs. Wallace hopelessly. + +"Mrs. Boyd," said Pauline to their landlady, who now made her +appearance, "who is that girl who drives the cows along the beech lane +mornings and evenings?" + +"Ada Cameron, I guess," was Mrs. Boyd's response. "She lives with the +Embrees down on the old Embree place just below here. They're +pasturing their cows on the upper farm this summer. Mrs. Embree is her +father's half-sister." + +"Is she as nice as she looks?" + +"Yes, Ada's a real nice sensible girl," said Mrs. Boyd. "There is no +nonsense about her." + +"That doesn't sound very encouraging," murmured Pauline, as Mrs. Boyd +went out. "I like people with a little nonsense about them. But I hope +better things of Ada, Mrs. Boyd to the contrary notwithstanding. She +has a pair of grey eyes that can't possibly always look sensible. I +think they must mellow occasionally into fun and jollity and wholesome +nonsense. Well, I'm off to the shore. I want to get that photograph of +the Cove this evening, if possible. I've set my heart on taking first +prize at the Amateur Photographers' Exhibition this fall, and if I can +only get that Cove with all its beautiful lights and shadows, it will +be the gem of my collection." + +Pauline, on her return from the shore, reached the beech lane just as +the Embree cows were swinging down it. Behind them came a tall, +brown-haired, brown-faced girl in a neat print dress. Her hat was hung +over her arm, and the low evening sunlight shone redly over her smooth +glossy head. She carried herself with a pretty dignity, but when her +eyes met Pauline's, she looked as if she would smile on the slightest +provocation. + +Pauline promptly gave her the provocation. + +"Good evening, Miss Cameron," she called blithely. "Won't you please +stop a few moments and look me over? I want to see if you think me a +likely person for a summer chum." + +Ada Cameron did more than smile. She laughed outright and went over to +the fence where Pauline was sitting on a stump. She looked down into +the merry black eyes of the town girl she had been half envying for a +week and said humorously: "Yes, I think you very likely, indeed. But +it takes two to make a friendship--like a bargain. If I'm one, you'll +have to be the other." + +"I'm the other. Shake," said Pauline, holding out her hand. + +That was the beginning of a friendship that made poor Mrs. Wallace +groan outwardly as well as inwardly. Pauline and Ada found that they +liked each other even more than they had expected to. They walked, +rowed, berried and picnicked together. Ada did not go to Mrs. Boyd's a +great deal, for some instinct told her that Mrs. Wallace did not look +favourably on her, but Pauline spent half her time at the little, +brown, orchard-embowered house at the end of the beech lane where the +Embrees lived. She had never met any girl she thought so nice as Ada. + +"She is nice every way," she told the unconvinced Aunt Olivia. "She's +clever and well read. She is sensible and frank. She has a sense of +humour and a great deal of insight into character--witness her liking +for your niece! She can talk interestingly and she can also be silent +when silence is becoming. And she has the finest profile I ever saw. +Aunt Olivia, may I ask her to visit me next winter?" + +"No, indeed," said Mrs. Wallace, with crushing emphasis. "You surely +don't expect to continue this absurd intimacy past the summer, +Pauline?" + +"I expect to be Ada's friend all my life," said Pauline laughingly, +but with a little ring of purpose in her voice. "Oh, Aunty, dear, +can't you see that Ada is just the same girl in cotton print that she +would be in silk attire? She is really far more distinguished looking +than any girl in the Knowles' set." + +"Pauline!" said Aunt Olivia, looking as shocked as if Pauline had +committed blasphemy. + +Pauline laughed again, but she sighed as she went to her room. Aunt +Olivia has the kindest heart in the world, she thought. What a pity +she isn't able to see things as they really are! My friendship with +Ada can't be perfect if I can't invite her to my home. And she is such +a dear girl--the first real friend after my own heart that I've ever +had. + +The summer waned, and August burned itself out. + +"I suppose you will be going back to town next week? I shall miss you +dreadfully," said Ada. + +The two girls were in the Embree garden, where Pauline was preparing +to take a photograph of Ada standing among the asters, with a great +sheaf of them in her arms. Pauline wished she could have said: But you +must come and visit me in the winter. Since she could not, she had to +content herself with saying: "You won't miss me any more than I shall +miss you. But we'll correspond, and I hope Aunt Olivia will come to +Marwood again next summer." + +"I don't think I shall be here then," said Ada with a sigh. "You see, +it is time I was doing something for myself, Pauline. Aunt Jane and +Uncle Robert have always been very kind to me, but they have a large +family and are not very well off. So I think I'll try for a situation +in one of the Remington stores this fall." + +"It's such a pity you couldn't have gone to the Academy and studied +for a teacher's licence," said Pauline, who knew what Ada's ambitions +were. + +"I should have liked that better, of course," said Ada quietly. "But +it is not possible, so I must do my best at the next best thing. Don't +let's talk of it. It might make me feel blueish and I want to look +especially pleasant if I'm going to have my photo taken." + +"You couldn't look anything else," laughed Pauline. "Don't smile too +broadly--I want you to be looking over the asters with a bit of a +dream on your face and in your eyes. If the picture turns out as +beautiful as I fondly expect, I mean to put it in my exhibition +collection under the title 'A September Dream.' There, that's the very +expression. When you look like that, you remind me of somebody I have +seen, but I can't remember who it is. All ready now--don't +move--there, dearie, it is all over." + +When Pauline went back to Colchester, she was busy for a month +preparing her photographs for the exhibition, while Aunt Olivia +renewed her spinning of all the little social webs in which she fondly +hoped to entangle the Morgan Knowles and other desirable flies. + +When the exhibition was opened, Pauline Palmer's collection won first +prize, and the prettiest picture in it was one called "A September +Dream"--a tall girl with a wistful face, standing in an old-fashioned +garden with her arms full of asters. + +The very day after the exhibition was opened the Morgan Knowles' +automobile stopped at the Wallace door. Mrs. Wallace was out, but it +was Pauline whom stately Mrs. Morgan Knowles asked for. Pauline was at +that moment buried in her darkroom developing photographs, and she ran +down just as she was--a fact which would have mortified Mrs. Wallace +exceedingly if she had ever known it. But Mrs. Morgan Knowles did not +seem to mind at all. She liked Pauline's simplicity of manner. It was +more than she had expected from the aunt's rather vulgar +affectations. + +"I have called to ask you who the original of the photograph 'A +September Dream' in your exhibit was, Miss Palmer," she said +graciously. "The resemblance to a very dear childhood friend of mine +is so startling that I am sure it cannot be accidental." + +"That is a photograph of Ada Cameron, a friend whom I met this summer +up in Marwood," said Pauline. + +"Ada Cameron! She must be Ada Frame's daughter, then," exclaimed Mrs. +Knowles in excitement. Then, seeing Pauline's puzzled face, she +explained: "Years ago, when I was a child, I always spent my summers +on the farm of my uncle, John Frame. My cousin, Ada Frame, was the +dearest friend I ever had, but after we grew up we saw nothing of each +other, for I went with my parents to Europe for several years, and Ada +married a neighbour's son, Alec Cameron, and went out west. Her +father, who was my only living relative other than my parents, died, +and I never heard anything more of Ada until about eight years ago, +when somebody told me she was dead and had left no family. That part +of the report cannot have been true if this girl is her daughter." + +"I believe she is," said Pauline quickly. "Ada was born out west and +lived there until she was eight years old, when her parents died and +she was sent east to her father's half-sister. And Ada looks like +you--she always reminded me of somebody I had seen, but I never could +decide who it was before. Oh, I hope it is true, for Ada is such a +sweet girl, Mrs. Knowles." + +"She couldn't be anything else if she is Ada Frame's daughter," said +Mrs. Knowles. "My husband will investigate the matter at once, and if +this girl is Ada's child we shall hope to find a daughter in her, as +we have none of our own." + +"What will Aunt Olivia say!" said Pauline with wickedly dancing eyes +when Mrs. Knowles had gone. + +Aunt Olivia was too much overcome to say anything. That good lady felt +rather foolish when it was proved that the girl she had so despised +was Mrs. Morgan Knowles' cousin and was going to be adopted by her. +But to hear Aunt Olivia talk now, you would suppose that she and not +Pauline had discovered Ada. + +The latter sought Pauline out as soon as she came to Colchester, and +the summer friendship proved a life-long one and was, for the +Wallaces, the open sesame to the enchanted ground of the Knowles' +"set." + +"So everybody concerned is happy," said Pauline. "Ada is going to +college and so am I, and Aunt Olivia is on the same committee as Mrs. +Knowles for the big church bazaar. What about my 'low tastes' now, +Aunt Olivia?" + +"Well, who would ever have supposed that a girl who drove cows to +pasture was connected with the Morgan Knowles?" said poor Aunt Olivia +piteously. + + + + +The Growing Up of Cornelia + + + January First. + +Aunt Jemima gave me this diary for a Christmas present. It's just the +sort of gift a person named Jemima would be likely to make. + +I can't imagine why Aunt Jemima thought I should like a diary. +Probably she didn't think about it at all. I suppose it happened to be +the first thing she saw when she started out to do her Christmas duty +by me, and so she bought it. I'm sure I'm the last girl in the world +to keep a diary. I'm not a bit sentimental and I never have time for +soul outpourings. It's jollier to be out skating or snowshoeing or +just tramping around. And besides, nothing ever happens to me worth +writing in a diary. + +Still, since Aunt Jemima gave it to me, I'm going to get the good out +of it. I don't believe in wasting even a diary. Father ... it would be +easier to write "Dad," but Dad sounds disrespectful in a diary ... +says I have a streak of old Grandmother Marshall's economical nature +in me. So I'm going to write in this book whenever I have anything +that might, by any stretch of imagination, be supposed worth while. + +Jen and Alice and Sue would have plenty to write about, I dare say. +They certainly seem to have jolly times ... and as for the men ... but +there! People say men are interesting. They may be. But I shall never +get well enough acquainted with any of them to find out. + +Mother says it is high time I gave up my tomboy ways and came "out" +too, because I am eighteen. I coaxed off this winter. It wasn't very +hard, because no mother with three older unmarried girls on her hands +would be very anxious to bring out a fourth. The girls took my part +and advised Mother to let me be a child as long as possible. Mother +yielded for this time, but said I must be brought out next winter or +people would talk. Oh, I hate the thought of it! People might talk +about my not being brought out, but they will talk far more about the +blunders I shall make. + +The doleful fact is, I'm too wretchedly shy and awkward to live. It +fills my soul with terror to think of donning long dresses and putting +my hair up and going into society. I can't talk and men frighten me to +death. I fall over things as it is, and what will it be with long +dresses? As far back as I can remember it has been my one aim and +object in life to escape company. Oh, if only one need never grow up! +If I could only go back four years and stay there! + +Mother laments over it muchly. She says she doesn't know what she has +done to have such a shy, unpresentable daughter. _I_ know. She married +Grandmother Marshall's son, and Grandmother Marshall was as shy as she +was economical. Mother triumphed over heredity with Jen and Sue and +Alice, but it came off best with me. The other girls are noted for +their grace and tact. But I'm the black sheep and always will be. It +wouldn't worry me so much if they'd leave me alone and stop nagging +me. "Oh, for a lodge in some vast wilderness," where there were no +men, no parties, no dinners ... just quantities of dogs and horses and +skating ponds and woods! I need never put on long dresses then, but +just be a jolly little girl forever. + +However, I've got one beautiful year before me yet, and I mean to make +the most of it. + + * * * * * + + January Tenth. + +It is rather good to have a diary to pour out your woes in when you +feel awfully bad and have no one to sympathize with you. I've been +used to shutting them all up in my soul and then they sometimes +fermented and made trouble. + +We had a lot of people here to dinner tonight, and that made me +miserable to begin with. I had to dress up in a stiff white dress +_with a sash_, and Jen tied two big white fly-away bows on my hair +that kept rasping my neck and tickling my ears in a most exasperating +way. Then an old lady whom I detest tried to make me talk before +everybody, and all I could do was to turn as red as a beet and +stammer: "Yes, ma'am," "no, ma'am." It made Mother furious, because it +is so old-fashioned to say "ma'am." Our old nurse taught me to say it +when I was small, and though it has been pretty well governessed out +of me since then, it's sure to pop up when I get confused and nervous. + +Sue ... may it be accounted unto her for righteousness ... contrived +that I should go out to dinner with old Mr. Grant, because she knew he +goes to dinners for the sake of eating and never talks or wants +anybody else to. But when we were crossing the hall I stepped on Mrs. +Burnett's train and something tore. Mrs. Burnett gave me a furious +look and glowered all through dinner. The meal was completely spoiled +for me and I could find no comfort, even in the Nesselrode pudding, +which is my favourite dessert. + +It was just when the pudding came on that I got the most unkindest cut +of all. Mrs. Allardyce remarked that Sidney Elliot was coming home to +Stillwater. + +Everybody exclaimed and questioned and seemed delighted. I saw Mother +give one quick, involuntary look at Jen, and then gaze steadfastly at +Mr. Grant to atone for it. Jen is twenty-six, and Stillwater is next +door to our place! + +As for me, I was so vexed that I might as well have been eating chips +for all the good that Nesselrode pudding was to me. If Sidney Elliot +were coming home everything would be spoiled. There would be no more +ramblings in the Stillwater woods, no more delightful skating on the +Stillwater lake. Stillwater has been the only place in the world where +I could find the full joy of solitude, and now this, too, was to be +taken from me. We had no woods, no lake. I hated Sidney Elliot. + +It is ten years since Sidney Elliot closed Stillwater and went abroad. +He has stayed abroad ever since and nobody has missed him, I'm sure. I +remember him dimly as a tall dark man who used to lounge about alone +in his garden and was always reading books. Sometimes he came into our +garden and teased us children. He is said to be a cynic and to detest +society. If this latter item be a fact I almost feel a grim pity for +him. He may detest it, but he will be dragged into it. Rich bachelors +are few and far between in Riverton, and the mammas will hunt him +down. + +I feel like crying. If Sidney Elliot comes home I shall be debarred +from Stillwater. I have roamed its demesnes for ten beautiful years, +and I'm sure I love them a hundredfold better than he does, or can. It +is flagrantly unfair. Oh, I hate him! + + * * * * * + + January Twentieth. + +No, I don't. I believe I like him. Yet it's almost unbelievable. I've +always thought men so detestable. + +I'm tingling all over with the surprise and pleasure of a little +unexpected adventure. For the first time I have something really worth +writing in a diary ... and I'm glad I have a diary to write it in. +Blessings on Aunt Jemima! May her shadow never grow less. + +This evening I started out for a last long lingering ramble in my +beloved Stillwater woods. The last, I thought, because I knew Sidney +Elliot was expected home next week, and after that I'd have to be +cooped up on our lawn. I dressed myself comfortably for climbing +fences and skimming over snowy wastes. That is, I put on the shortest +old tweed skirt I have and a red jacket with sleeves three years +behind the fashion, but jolly pockets to put your hands in, and a +still redder tam. Thus accoutred, I sallied forth. + +It was such a lovely evening that I couldn't help enjoying myself in +spite of my sorrows. The sun was low and creamy, and the snow was so +white and the shadows so slender and blue. All through the lovely +Stillwater woods was a fine frosty stillness. It was splendid to skim +down those long wonderful avenues of crusted snow, with the mossy grey +boles on either hand, and overhead the lacing, leafless boughs, I +just drank in the air and the beauty until my very soul was thrilling, +and I went on and on and on until I was most delightfully lost. That +is, I didn't know just where I was, but the woods weren't so big but +that I'd be sure to come out safely somewhere; and, oh, it was so +glorious to be there all alone and never a creature to worry me. + +At last I turned into a long aisle that seemed to lead right out into +the very heart of a deep-red overflowing winter sunset. At its end I +found a fence, and I climbed up on that fence and sat there, so +comfortably, with my back against a big beech and my feet dangling. + +Then I saw him! + +I knew it was Sidney Elliot in a moment. He was just as tall and just +as black-eyed; he was still given to lounging evidently, for he was +leaning against the fence a panel away from me and looking at me with +an amused smile. After my first mad impulse to rush away and bury +myself in the wilderness that smile put me at ease. If he had looked +grave or polite I would have been as miserably shy as I've always been +in a man's presence. But it was the smile of a grandfather for a +child, and I just grinned cheerfully back at him. + +He ploughed along through the thick drift that was soft and spongy by +the fence and came close up to me. + +"You must be little Cornelia," he said with another aged smile. "Or +rather, you _were_ little Cornelia. I suppose you are big Cornelia now +and want to be treated like a young lady?" + +"Indeed, I don't," I protested. "I'm not grown up and I don't want to +be. You are Mr. Elliot, I suppose. Nobody expected you till next week. +What made you come so soon?" + +"A whim of mine," he said. "I'm full of whims and crotchets. Old +bachelors always are. But why did you ask that question in a tone +which seemed to imply that you resented my coming so soon, Miss +Cornelia?" + +"Oh, don't tack the Miss on," I implored. "Call me Cornelia ... or +better still, Nic, as Dad does. I _do_ resent your coming so soon. I +resent your coming at all. And, oh, it is such a satisfaction to tell +you so." + +He smiled with his eyes ... a deep, black, velvety smile. But he shook +his head sorrowfully. + +"I must be getting very old," he said. "It's a sign of age when a +person finds himself unwelcome and superfluous." + +"Your age has nothing to do with it," I retorted. "It is because +Stillwater is the only place I have to run wild in ... and running +wild is all I'm fit for. It's so lovely and roomy I can lose myself in +it. I shall die or go mad if I'm cooped up on our little pocket +handkerchief of a lawn." + +"But why should you be?" he inquired gravely. + +I reflected ... and was surprised. + +"After all, I don't know ... now ... why I should be," I admitted. "I +thought you wouldn't want me prowling about your domains. Besides, I +was afraid I'd meet you ... and I don't like meeting men. I hate to +have them around ... I'm so shy and awkward." + +"Do you find me very dreadful?" he asked. + +I reflected again ... and was again surprised. + +"No, I don't. I don't mind you a bit ... any more than if you were +Dad." + +"Then you mustn't consider yourself an exile from Stillwater. The +woods are yours to roam in at will, and if you want to roam them alone +you may, and if you'd like a companion once in a while command me. +Let's be good friends, little lass. Shake hands on it." + +I slipped down from the fence and shook hands with him. I did like him +very much ... he was so nice and unaffected and brotherly ... just as +if I'd known him all my life. We walked down the long white avenue, +where everything was growing dusky, and I had told him all my troubles +before we got to the end of it. He was so sympathetic and agreed with +me that it was a pity people had to grow up. He promised to come over +tomorrow and look at Don's leg. Don is one of my dogs, and he has got +a bad leg. I've been doctoring it myself, but it doesn't get any +better. Sidney thinks he can cure it. He says I must call him Sidney +if I want him to call me Nic. + +When we got to the lake, there it lay all gleaming and smooth as glass +... the most tempting thing. + +"What a glorious possible slide," he said. "Let us have it, little +lass." + +He took my hand and we ran down the slope and went skimming over the +ice. It _was_ glorious. The house came in sight as we reached the +other side. It was big and dark and silent. + +"So the old place is still standing," said Sidney, looking up at it. +In the dusk I thought his face had a tender, reverent look instead of +the rather mocking expression it had worn all along. + +"Haven't you been there yet?" I asked quickly. + +"No. I'm stopping at the hotel over in Croyden. The house will need +some fixing up before it's fit to live in. I just came down tonight to +look at it and took a short cut through the woods. I'm glad I did. It +was worth while to see you come tramping down that long white avenue +when you thought yourself alone with the silence. I thought I had +never seen a child so full of the pure joy of existence. Hold fast to +that, little lass, as long as you can. You'll never find anything to +take its place after it goes. You jolly little child!" + +"I'm eighteen," I said suddenly. I don't know what made me say it. + +He laughed and pulled his coat collar up around his ears. + +"Never," he mocked. "You're about twelve ... stay twelve, and always +wear red caps and jackets, you vivid thing: Good night." + +He was off across the lake, and I came home. Yes, I do like him, even +if he is a man. + + * * * * * + + February Twentieth. + +I've found out what diaries are for ... to work off blue moods in, +moods that come on without any reason whatever and therefore can't be +confided to any fellow creature. You scribble away for a while ... and +then it's all gone ... and your soul feels clear as crystal once more. + +I always go to Sidney now in a blue mood that has a real cause. He can +cheer me up in five minutes. But in such a one as this, which is quite +unaccountable, there's nothing for it but a diary. + +Sidney has been living at Stillwater for a month. It seems as if he +must have lived there always. + +He came to our place the next day after I met him in the woods. +Everybody made a fuss over him, but he shook them off with an ease I +envied and whisked me out to see Don's leg. He has fixed it up so that +it is as good as new now, and the dogs like him almost better than +they like me. + +We have had splendid times since then. We are just the jolliest chums +and we tramp about everywhere together and go skating and snowshoeing +and riding. We read a lot of books together too, and Sidney always +explains everything I don't understand. I'm not a bit shy and I can +always find plenty to say to him. He isn't at all like any other man I +know. + +Everybody likes him, but the women seem to be a little afraid of him. +They say he is so terribly cynical and satirical. He goes into society +a good bit, although he says it bores him. He says he only goes +because it would bore him worse to stay home alone. + +There's only one thing about Sidney that I hardly like. I think he +rather overdoes it in the matter of treating me as if I were a little +girl. Of course, I don't want him to look upon me as grown up. But +there is a medium in all things, and he really needn't talk as if he +thought I was a child of ten and had no earthly interest in anything +but sports and dogs. These _are_ the best things ... I suppose ... but +I understand lots of other things too, only I can't convince Sidney +that I do. I know he is laughing at me when I try to show him I'm not +so childish as he thinks me. He's indulgent and whimsical, just as he +would be with a little girl who was making believe to be grown up. +Perhaps next winter, when I put on long dresses and come out, he'll +stop regarding me as a child. But next winter is so horribly far off. + +The day we were fussing with Don's leg I told Sidney that Mother said +I'd have to be grown up next winter and how I hated it, and I made him +promise that when the time came he would use all his influence to beg +me off for another year. He said he would, because it was a shame to +worry children about society. But somehow I've concluded not to bother +making a fuss. I have to come out some time, and I might as well take +the plunge and get it over. + +Mrs. Burnett was here this evening fixing up some arrangements for a +charity bazaar she and Jen are interested in, and she talked most of +the time about Sidney ... for Jen's benefit, I suppose, although Jen +and Sid don't get on at all. They fight every time they meet, so I +don't see why Mrs. Burnett should think things. + +"I wonder what he'll do when Mrs. Rennie comes to the Glasgows' next +month," said Mrs. Burnett. + +"Why should he do anything?" asked Jen. + +"Oh, well, you know there was something between them ... an +understanding if not an engagement ... before she married Rennie. They +met abroad ... my sister told me all about it ... and Mr. Elliot was +quite infatuated with her. She was a very handsome and fascinating +girl. Then she threw him over and married old Jacob Rennie ... for his +millions, of course, for he certainly had nothing else to recommend +him. Amy says Mr. Elliot was never the same man again. But Jacob died +obligingly two years ago and Mrs. Rennie is free now; so I dare say +they'll make it up. No doubt that is why she is coming to Riverton. +Well, it would be a very suitable match." + +I'm so glad I never liked Mrs. Burnett. + +I wonder if it is true that Sidney did care for that horrid woman ... +of course she is horrid! Didn't she marry an old man for his money?... +and cares for her still. It is no business of mine, of course, and it +doesn't matter to me at all. But I rather hope he doesn't ... because +it would spoil everything if he got married. He wouldn't have time to +be chums with me then. + +I don't know why I feel so dull tonight. Writing in this diary doesn't +seem to have helped me as much as I thought it would, either. I dare +say it's the weather. It must be the weather. It is a wet, windy night +and the rain is thudding against the window. I hate rainy nights. + +I wonder if Mrs. Rennie is really as handsome as Mrs. Burnett says. I +wonder how old she is. I wonder if she ever cared for Sidney ... no, +she didn't. No woman who cared for Sidney could ever have thrown him +over for an old moneybag. I wonder if I shall like her. No, I won't. +I'm sure I shan't like her. + +My head is aching and I'm going to bed. + + * * * * * + + March Tenth. + +Mrs. Rennie was here to dinner tonight. My head was aching again, and +Mother said I needn't go down to dinner if I'd rather not; but a dozen +headaches could not have kept me back, or a dozen men either, even +supposing I'd have to talk to them all. I wanted to see Mrs. Rennie. +Nothing has been talked of in Riverton for the last fortnight but Mrs. +Rennie. I've heard of her beauty and charm and costumes until I'm sick +of the subject. Today I spoke to Sidney about her. Before I thought I +said right out, "Mrs. Rennie is to dine with us tonight." + +"Yes?" he said in a quiet voice. + +"I'm dying to see her," I went on recklessly. "I've heard so much +about her. They say she's so beautiful and fascinating. _Is_ she? +_You_ ought to know." + +Sidney swung the sled around and put it in position for another coast. + +"Yes, I know her," he admitted tranquilly. "She is a very handsome +woman, and I suppose most people would consider her fascinating. Come, +Nic, get on the sled. We have just time for one more coast, and then +you must go in." + +"You were once a good friend ... a very good friend ... of Mrs. +Rennie's, weren't you, Sid?" I said. + +A little mocking gleam crept into his eyes, and I instantly realized +that he was looking upon me as a rather impertinent child. + +"You've been listening to gossip, Nic," he said. "It's a bad habit, +child. Don't let it grow on you. Come." + +I went, feeling crushed and furious and ashamed. + +I knew her at once when I went down to the drawing-room. There were +three other strange women there, but I knew she was the only one who +could be Mrs. Rennie. I felt such a horrible queer sinking feeling at +my heart when I saw her. Oh, she was beautiful ... I had never seen +anyone so beautiful. And Sidney was standing beside her, talking to +her, with a smile on his face, but none in his eyes ... I noticed +_that_ at a glance. + +She was so tall and slender and willowy. Her dress was wonderful, and +her bare throat and shoulders were like pearls. Her hair was pale, +pale gold, and her eyes long-lashed and sweet, and her mouth like a +scarlet blossom against her creamy face. I thought of how I must look +beside her ... an awkward little girl in a short skirt with my hair in +a braid and too many hands and feet, and I would have given anything +then to be tall and grown-up and graceful. + +I watched her all the evening and the queer feeling in me somewhere +grew worse and worse. I couldn't eat anything. Sidney took Mrs. Rennie +in; they sat opposite to me and talked all the time. + +I was so glad when the dinner was over and everybody gone. The first +thing I did when I escaped to my room was to go to the glass and look +myself over just as critically and carefully as if I were somebody +else. I saw a great rope of dark brown hair ... a brown skin with red +cheeks ... a big red mouth ... a pair of grey eyes. That was all. And +when I thought of that shimmering witch woman with her white skin and +shining hair I wanted to put out the light and cry in the dark. Only +I've never cried since I was a child and broke my last doll, and I've +got so out of the habit that I don't know how to go about it. + + * * * * * + + April Fifth. + +Aunt Jemima would not think I was getting the good out of my diary. A +whole month and not a word! But there was nothing to write, and I've +felt too miserable to write if there had been. I don't know what is +the matter with me. I'm just cross and horrid to everyone, even to +poor Sidney. + +Mrs. Rennie has been queening it in Riverton society for the past +month. People rave over her and I admire her horribly, although I +don't like her. Mrs. Burnett says that a match between her and Sidney +Elliot is a foregone conclusion. + +It's plain to be seen that Mrs. Rennie loves Sidney. Even I can see +that, and I don't know much about such things. But it puzzles me to +know how Sidney regards her. I have never thought he showed any sign +of really caring for her. But then, he isn't the kind that would. + +"Nic, I wonder if you will ever grow up," he said to me today, +laughing, when he caught me racing over the lawn with the dogs. + +"I'm grown up now," I said crossly. "Why, I'm eighteen and a half and +I'm two inches taller than any of the other girls." + +Sidney laughed, as if he were heartily amused at something. + +"You're a blessed baby," he said, "and the dearest, truest, jolliest +little chum ever a fellow had. I don't know what I'd do without you, +Nic. You keep me sane and wholesome. I'm a tenfold better man for +knowing you, little girl." + +I was rather pleased. It was nice to think I was some good to Sidney. + +"Are you going to the Trents' dinner tonight?" I asked. + +"Yes," he said briefly. + +"Mrs. Rennie will be there," I said. + +Sidney nodded. + +"Do you think her so very handsome, Sidney?" I said. I had never +mentioned Mrs. Rennie to him since the day we were coasting, and I +didn't mean to now. The question just asked itself. + +"Yes, very; but not as handsome as you will be ten years from now, +Nic," said Sidney lightly. + +"Do you think I'm handsome, Sidney?" I cried. + +"You will be when you're grown up," he answered, looking at me +critically. + +"Will you be going to Mrs. Greaves' reception after the dinner?" I +asked. + +"Yes, I suppose so," said Sidney absently. I could see he wasn't +thinking of me at all. I wondered if he were thinking of Mrs. Rennie. + + * * * * * + + April Sixth. + +Oh, something so wonderful has happened. I can hardly believe it. +There are moments when I quake with the fear that it is all a dream. I +wonder if I can really be the same Cornelia Marshall I was yesterday. +No, I'm _not_ the same ... and the difference is so blessed. + +Oh, I'm so happy! My heart bubbles over with happiness and song. It's +so wonderful and lovely to be a woman and know it and know that other +people know it. + +You dear diary, you were made for this moment ... I shall write all +about it in you and so fulfil your destiny. And then I shall put you +away and never write anything more in you, because I shall not need +you ... I shall have Sidney. + +Last night I was all alone in the house ... and I was so lonely and +miserable. I put my chin on my hands and I thought ... and thought ... +and thought. I imagined Sidney at the Greaves', talking to Mrs. Rennie +with that velvety smile in his eyes. I could see her, graceful and +white, in her trailing, clinging gown, with diamonds about her smooth +neck and in her hair. I suddenly wondered what I would look like in +evening dress with my hair up. I wondered if Sidney would like me in +it. + +All at once I got up and rushed to Sue's room. I lighted the gas, +rummaged, and went to work. I piled my hair on top of my head, pinned +it there, and thrust a long silver dagger through it to hold a couple +of pale white roses she had left on her table. Then I put on her last +winter's party dress. It was such a pretty pale yellow thing, with +touches of black lace, and it didn't matter about its being a little +old-fashioned, since it fitted me like a glove. Finally I stepped back +and looked at myself. + +I saw a woman in that glass ... a tall, straight creature with crimson +cheeks and glowing eyes ... and the thought in my mind was so +insistent that it said itself aloud: "Oh, I wish Sidney could see me +now!" + +At that very moment the maid knocked at the door to tell me that Mr. +Elliot was downstairs asking for me. I did not hesitate a second. With +my heart beating wildly I trailed downstairs to Sidney. + +He was standing by the fireplace when I went in, and looked very +tired. When he heard me he turned his head and our eyes met. + +All at once a terrible thing happened ... at least, I thought it a +terrible thing then. _I knew why I had wanted Sidney to realize that +I was no longer a child._ It was because I loved him! I knew it the +moment I saw that strange, new expression leap into his eyes. + +"Cornelia," he said in a stunned sort of voice. "Why ... Nic ... why, +little girl ... you're a woman! How blind I've been! And now I've lost +my little chum." + +"Oh, no, no," I said wildly. I was so miserable and confused I didn't +know what I said. "Never, Sidney. I'd rather be a little girl and have +you for a friend ... I'll always be a little girl! It's all this +hateful dress. I'll go and take it off ... I'll...." + +And then I just put my hands up to my burning face and the tears that +would never come before came in a flood. + +All at once I felt Sidney's arms about me and felt my head drawn to +his shoulder. + +"Don't cry, dearest," I heard him say softly. "You can never be a +little girl to me again ... my eyes are opened ... but I didn't want +you to be. I want you to be my big girl ... mine, all mine, forever." + +What happened after that isn't to be written in a diary. I won't even +write down the things he said about how I looked, because it would +seem so terribly vain, but I can't help thinking of them, for I am so +happy. + + + + +The Old Fellow's Letter + + +Ruggles and I were down on the Old Fellow. It doesn't matter why and, +since in a story of this kind we must tell the truth no matter what +happens--or else where is the use of writing a story at all?--I'll +have to confess that we had deserved all we got and that the Old +Fellow did no more than his duty by us. Both Ruggles and I see that +now, since we have had time to cool off, but at the moment we were in +a fearful wax at the Old Fellow and were bound to hatch up something +to get even with him. + +Of course, the Old Fellow had another name, just as Ruggles has +another name. He is principal of the Frampton Academy--the Old Fellow, +not Ruggles--and his name is George Osborne. We have to call him Mr. +Osborne to his face, but he is the Old Fellow everywhere else. He is +quite old--thirty-six if he's a day, and whatever possessed Sylvia +Grant--but there, I'm getting ahead of my story. + +Most of the Cads like the Old Fellow. Even Ruggles and I like him on +the average. The girls are always a little provoked at him because he +is so shy and absent-minded, but when it comes to the point, they like +him too. I heard Emma White say once that he was "so handsome"; I +nearly whooped. Ruggles was mad because he's gone on Em. For the idea +of calling a thin, pale, dark, dreamy-looking chap like the Old Fellow +"handsome" was more than I could stand without guffawing. Em probably +said it to provoke Ruggles; she couldn't really have thought it. +"Micky," the English professor, now--if she had called him handsome +there would have been some sense in it. He is splendid: big six-footer +with magnificent muscles, red cheeks, and curly yellow hair. I can't +see how he can be contented to sit down and teach mushy English +literature and poetry and that sort of thing. It would have been more +in keeping with the Old Fellow. There was a rumour running at large in +the Academy that the Old Fellow wrote poetry, but he ran the +mathematics and didn't make such a foozle of it as you might suppose, +either. + +Ruggles and I meant to get square with the Old Fellow, if it took all +the term; at least, we said so. But if Providence hadn't sent Sylvia +Grant walking down the street past our boarding house that afternoon, +we should probably have cooled off before we thought of any working +plan of revenge. + +Sylvia Grant did go down the street, however. Ruggles, hanging halfway +out of the window as usual, saw her, and called me to go and look. Of +course I went. Sylvia Grant was always worth looking at. There was no +girl in Frampton who could hold a candle to her when it came to +beauty. As for brains, that is another thing altogether. My private +opinion is that Sylvia hadn't any, or she would never have +preferred--but there, I'm getting on too fast again. Ruggles should +have written this story; he can concentrate better. + +Sylvia was the Latin professor's daughter; she wasn't a Cad girl, of +course. She was over twenty and had graduated from it two years ago, +but she was in all the social things that went on in the Academy; and +all the unmarried professors, except the Old Fellow, were in love with +her. Micky had it the worst, and we had all made up our minds that +Sylvia would marry Micky. He was so handsome, we didn't see how she +could help it. I tell you, they made a dandy-looking couple when they +were together. + +Well, as I said before, I toddled to the window to have a look at the +fair Sylvia. She was all togged out in some new fall duds, and I guess +she'd come out to show them off. They were brownish, kind of, and +she'd a spanking hat on with feathers and things in it. Her hair was +shining under it, all purply-black, and she looked sweet enough to +eat. Then she saw Ruggles and me and she waved her hand and laughed, +and her big blackish-blue eyes sparkled; but she hadn't been laughing +before, or sparkling either. + +I'd thought she looked kind of glum, and I wondered if she and Micky +had had a falling out. I rather suspected it, for at the Senior Prom, +three nights before, she had hardly looked at Micky, but had sat in a +corner and talked to the Old Fellow. He didn't do much talking; he was +too shy, and he looked mighty uncomfortable. I thought it kind of mean +of Sylvia to torment him so, when she knew he hated to have to talk to +girls, but when I saw Micky scowling at the corner, I knew she was +doing it to make him jealous. Girls won't stick at anything when they +want to provoke a chap; I know it to my cost, for Jennie Price--but +that has nothing to do with this story. + +Just across the square Sylvia met the Old Fellow and bowed. He lifted +his hat and passed on, but after a few steps he turned and looked +back; he caught Sylvia doing the same thing, so he wheeled and came +on, looking mighty foolish. As he passed beneath our window Ruggles +chuckled fiendishly. + +"I've thought of something, Polly," he said--my name is Paul. "Bet you +it will make the Old Fellow squirm. Let's write a letter to Sylvia +Grant--a love letter--and sign the Old Fellow's name to it. She'll +give him a fearful snubbing, and we'll be revenged." + +"But who'll write it?" I said doubtfully. "I can't. You'll have to, +Ruggles. You've had more practice." + +Ruggles turned red. I know he writes to Em White in vacations. + +"I'll do my best," he said, quite meekly. "That is, I'll compose it. +But you'll have to copy it. You can imitate the Old Fellow's +handwriting so well." + +"But look here," I said, an uncomfortable idea striking me, "what +about Sylvia? Won't she feel kind of flattish when she finds out he +didn't write it? For of course he'll tell her. We haven't anything +against her, you know." + +"Oh, Sylvia won't care," said Ruggles serenely. "She's the sort of +girl who can take a joke. I've seen her eyes shine over tricks we've +played on the professors before now. She'll just laugh. Besides, she +doesn't like the Old Fellow a bit. I know from the way she acts with +him. She's always so cool and stiff when he's about, not a bit like +she is with the other professors." + +Well, Ruggles wrote the letter. At first he tried to pass it off on me +as his own composition. But I know a few little things, and one of +them is that Ruggles couldn't have made up that letter any more than +he could have written a sonnet. I told him so, and made him own up. He +had a copy of an old letter that had been written to his sister by her +young man. I suppose Ruggles had stolen it, but there is no use +inquiring too closely into these things. Anyhow, that letter just +filled the bill. It was beautifully expressed. Ruggles's sister's +young man must have possessed lots of ability. He was an English +professor, something like Micky, so I suppose he was extra good at it. +He started in by telling her how much he loved her, and what an angel +of beauty and goodness he had always thought her; how unworthy he felt +himself of her and how little hope he had that she could ever care for +him; and he wound up by imploring her to tell him if she could +possibly love him a little bit and all that sort of thing. + +I copied the letter out on heliotrope paper in my best imitation of +the Old Fellow's handwriting and signed it, "Yours devotedly and +imploringly, George Osborne." Then we mailed it that very evening. + +The next evening the Cad girls gave a big reception in the Assembly +Hall to an Academy alumna who was visiting the Greek professor's wife. +It was the smartest event of the term and everybody was +there--students and faculty and, of course, Sylvia Grant. Sylvia +looked stunning. She was all in white, with a string of pearls about +her pretty round throat and a couple of little pink roses in her black +hair. I never saw her so smiling and bright; but she seemed quieter +than usual, and avoided poor Micky so skilfully that it was really a +pleasure to watch her. The Old Fellow came in late, with his tie all +crooked, as it always was; I saw Sylvia blush and nudged Ruggles to +look. + +"She's thinking of the letter," he said. + +Ruggles and I never meant to listen, upon my word we didn't. It was +pure accident. We were in behind the flags and palms in the Modern +Languages Room, fixing up a plan how to get Em and Jennie off for a +moonlit stroll in the grounds--these things require diplomacy I can +tell you, for there are always so many other fellows hanging +about--when in came Sylvia Grant and the Old Fellow arm in arm. The +room was quite empty, or they thought it was, and they sat down just +on the other side of the flags. They couldn't see us, but we could see +them quite plainly. Sylvia still looked smiling and happy, not a bit +mad as we had expected, but just kind of shy and radiant. As for the +Old Fellow, he looked, as Em White would say, as Sphinx-like as ever. +I'd defy any man alive to tell from the Old Fellow's expression what +he was thinking about or what he felt like at any time. + +Then all at once Sylvia said softly, with her eyes cast down, "I +received your letter, Mr. Osborne." + +Any other man in the world would have jumped, or said, "My letter!!!" +or shown surprise in some way. But the Old Fellow has a nerve. He +looked sideways at Sylvia for a moment and then he said kind of drily, +"Ah, did you?" + +"Yes," said Sylvia, not much above a whisper. "It--it surprised me +very much. I never supposed that you--you cared for me in that way." + +"Can you tell me how I could help caring?" said the Old Fellow in the +strangest way. His voice actually trembled. + +"I--I don't think I would tell you if I knew," said Sylvia, turning +her head away. "You see--I don't want you to help caring." + +"Sylvia!" + +You never saw such a transformation as came over the Old Fellow. His +eyes just blazed, but his face went white. He bent forward and took +her hand. + +"Sylvia, do you mean that you--you actually care a little for me, +dearest? Oh, Sylvia, do you mean that?" + +"Of course I do," said Sylvia right out. "I've always cared--ever +since I was a little girl coming here to school and breaking my heart +over mathematics, although I hated them, just to be in your class. +Why--why--I've treasured up old geometry exercises you wrote out for +me just because you wrote them. But I thought I could never make you +care for me. I was the happiest girl in the world when your letter +came today." + +"Sylvia," said the Old Fellow, "I've loved you for years. But I never +dreamed that you could care for me. I thought it quite useless to tell +you of my love--before. Will you--can you be my wife, darling?" + +At this point Ruggles and I differ as to what came next. He asserts +that Sylvia turned square around and kissed the Old Fellow. But I'm +sure she just turned her face and gave him a look and then he kissed +her. + +Anyhow, there they both were, going on at the silliest rate about how +much they loved each other and how the Old Fellow thought she loved +Micky and all that sort of thing. It was awful. I never thought the +Old Fellow or Sylvia either could be so spooney. Ruggles and I would +have given anything on earth to be out of that. We knew we'd no +business to be there and we felt as foolish as flatfish. It was a +tremendous relief when the Old Fellow and Sylvia got up at last and +trailed away, both of them looking idiotically happy. + +"Well, did you ever?" said Ruggles. + +It was a girl's exclamation, but nothing else would have expressed his +feelings. + +"No, I never," I said. "To think that Sylvia Grant should be sweet on +the Old Fellow when she could have Micky! It passes comprehension. Did +she--did she really promise to marry him, Ruggles?" + +"She did," said Ruggles gloomily. "But, I say, isn't that Old Fellow +game? Tumbled to the trick in a jiff; never let on but what he wrote +the letter, never will let on, I bet. Where does the joke come in, +Polly, my boy?" + +"It's on us," I said, "but nobody will know of it if we hold our +tongues. We'll have to hold them anyhow, for Sylvia's sake, since +she's been goose enough to go and fall in love with the Old Fellow. +She'd go wild if she ever found out the letter was a hoax. We have +made that match, Ruggles. He'd never have got up enough spunk to tell +her he wanted her, and she'd probably have married Micky out of +spite." + +"Well, you know the Old Fellow isn't a bad sort after all," said +Ruggles, "and he's really awfully gone on her. So it's all right. +Let's go and find the girls." + + + + +The Parting of The Ways + + +Mrs. Longworth crossed the hotel piazza, descended the steps, and +walked out of sight down the shore road with all the grace of motion +that lent distinction to her slightest movement. Her eyes were very +bright, and an unusual flush stained the pallor of her cheek. Two men +who were lounging in one corner of the hotel piazza looked admiringly +after her. + +"She is a beautiful woman," said one. + +"Wasn't there some talk about Mrs. Longworth and Cunningham last +winter?" asked the other. + +"Yes. They were much together. Still, there may have been nothing +wrong. She was old Judge Carmody's daughter, you know. Longworth got +Carmody under his thumb in money matters and put the screws on. They +say he made Carmody's daughter the price of the old man's redemption. +The girl herself was a mere child, I shall never forget her face on +her wedding day. But she's been plucky since then, I must say. If she +has suffered, she hasn't shown it. I don't suppose Longworth ever +ill-treats her. He isn't that sort. He's simply a grovelling +cad--that's all. Nobody would sympathise much with the poor devil if +his wife did run off with Cunningham." + +Meanwhile, Beatrice Longworth walked quickly down the shore road, her +white skirt brushing over the crisp golden grasses by the way. In a +sunny hollow among the sandhills she came upon Stephen Gordon, +sprawled out luxuriously in the warm, sea-smelling grasses. The youth +sprang to his feet at sight of her, and his big brown eyes kindled to +a glow. + +Mrs. Longworth smiled to him. They had been great friends all summer. +He was a lanky, overgrown lad of fifteen or sixteen, odd and shy and +dreamy, scarcely possessing a speaking acquaintance with others at the +hotel. But he and Mrs. Longworth had been congenial from their first +meeting. In many ways, he was far older than his years, but there was +a certain inerradicable boyishness about him to which her heart +warmed. + +"You are the very person I was just going in search of. I've news to +tell. Sit down." + +He spoke eagerly, patting the big gray boulder beside him with his +slim, brown hand. For a moment Beatrice hesitated. She wanted to be +alone just then. But his clever, homely face was so appealing that she +yielded and sat down. + +Stephen flung himself down again contentedly in the grasses at her +feet, pillowing his chin in his palms and looking up at her, +adoringly. + +"You are so beautiful, dear lady. I love to look at you. Will you tilt +that hat a little more over the left eye-brow? Yes--so--some day I +shall paint you." + +His tone and manner were all simplicity. + +"When you are a great artist," said Beatrice, indulgently. + +He nodded. + +"Yes, I mean to be that. I've told you all my dreams, you know. Now +for my news. I'm going away to-morrow. I had a telegram from father +to-day." + +He drew the message from his pocket and flourished it up at her. + +"I'm to join him in Europe at once. He is in Rome. Think of it--in +Rome! I'm to go on with my art studies there. And I leave to-morrow." + +"I'm glad--and I'm sorry--and you know which is which," said Beatrice, +patting the shaggy brown head. "I shall miss you dreadfully, Stephen." + +"We _have_ been splendid chums, haven't we?" he said, eagerly. + +Suddenly his face changed. He crept nearer to her, and bowed his head +until his lips almost touched the hem of her dress. + +"I'm glad you came down to-day," he went on in a low, diffident voice. +"I want to tell you something, and I can tell it better here. I +couldn't go away without thanking you. I'll make a mess of it--I can +never explain things. But you've been so much to me--you mean so much +to me. You've made me believe in things I never believed in before. +You--you--I know now that there is such a thing as a good woman, a +woman who could make a man better, just because he breathed the same +air with her." + +He paused for a moment; then went on in a still lower tone: + +"It's hard when a fellow can't speak of his mother because he can't +say anything good of her, isn't it? My mother wasn't a good woman. +When I was eight years old she went away with a scoundrel. It broke +father's heart. Nobody thought I understood, I was such a little +fellow. But I did. I heard them talking. I knew she had brought shame +and disgrace on herself and us. And I had loved her so! Then, somehow, +as I grew up, it was my misfortune that all the women I had to do with +were mean and base. They were hirelings, and I hated and feared them. +There was an aunt of mine--she tried to be good to me in her way. But +she told me a lie, and I never cared for her after I found it out. And +then, father--we loved each other and were good chums. But he didn't +believe in much either. He was bitter, you know. He said all women +were alike. I grew up with that notion. I didn't care much for +anything--nothing seemed worth while. Then I came here and met you." + +He paused again. Beatrice had listened with a gray look on her face. +It would have startled him had he glanced up, but he did not, and +after a moment's silence the halting boyish voice went on: + +"You have changed everything for me. I was nothing but a clod before. +You are not the mother of my body, but you are of my soul. It was +born of you. I shall always love and reverence you for it. You will +always be my ideal. If I ever do anything worth while it will be +because of you. In everything I shall ever attempt I shall try to do +it as if you were to pass judgment upon it. You will be a lifelong +inspiration to me. Oh, I am bungling this! I can't tell you what I +feel--you are so pure, so good, so noble! I shall reverence all women +for your sake henceforth." + +"And if," said Beatrice, in a very low voice, "if I were false to your +ideal of me--if I were to do anything that would destroy your faith in +me--something weak or wicked--" + +"But you couldn't," he interrupted, flinging up his head and looking +at her with his great dog-like eyes, "you couldn't!" + +"But if I could?" she persisted, gently, "and if I did--what then?" + +"I should hate you," he said, passionately. "You would be worse than a +murderess. You would kill every good impulse and belief in me. I would +never trust anything or anybody again--but there," he added, his voice +once more growing tender, "you will never fail me, I feel sure of +that." + +"Thank you," said Beatrice, almost in a whisper. "Thank you," she +repeated, after a moment. She stood up and held out her hand. "I think +I must go now. Good-bye, dear laddie. Write to me from Rome. I shall +always be glad to hear from you wherever you are. And--and--I shall +always try to live up to your ideal of me, Stephen." + +He sprang to his feet and took her hand, lifting it to his lips with +boyish reverence. "I know that," he said, slowly. "Good-bye, my sweet +lady." + +When Mrs. Longworth found herself in her room again, she unlocked her +desk and took out a letter. It was addressed to Mr. Maurice +Cunningham. She slowly tore it twice across, laid the fragments on a +tray, and touched them with a lighted match. As they blazed up one +line came out in writhing redness across the page: "I will go away +with you as you ask." Then it crumbled into gray ashes. + +She drew a long breath and hid her face in her hands. + + + + +The Promissory Note + + +Ernest Duncan swung himself off the platform of David White's store +and walked whistling up the street. Life seemed good to Ernest just +then. Mr. White had given him a rise in salary that day, and had told +him that he was satisfied with him. Mr. White was not easy to please +in the matter of clerks, and it had been with fear and trembling that +Ernest had gone into his store six months before. He had thought +himself fortunate to secure such a chance. His father had died the +preceding year, leaving nothing in the way of worldly goods except the +house he had lived in. For several years before his death he had been +unable to do much work, and the finances of the little family had +dwindled steadily. After his father's death Ernest, who had been going +to school and expecting to go to college, found that he must go to +work at once instead to support himself and his mother. + +If George Duncan had not left much of worldly wealth behind him, he at +least bequeathed to his son the interest of a fine, upright character +and a reputation for honesty and integrity. None knew this better than +David White, and it was on this account that he took Ernest as his +clerk, over the heads of several other applicants who seemed to have a +stronger "pull." + +"I don't know anything about _you_, Ernest," he said bluntly. "You're +only sixteen, and you may not have an ounce of real grit or worth in +you. But it will be a queer thing if your father's son hasn't. I knew +him all his life. A better man never lived nor, before his accident, a +smarter one. I'll give his son a chance, anyhow. If you take after +your dad you'll get on all right." + +Ernest had not been in the store very long before Mr. White concluded, +with a gratified chuckle, that he did take after his father. He was +hard-working, conscientious, and obliging. Customers of all sorts, +from the rough fishermen who came up from the harbour to the old +Irishwomen from the back country roads, liked him. Mr. White was +satisfied. He was beginning to grow old. This lad had the makings of a +good partner in him by and by. No hurry; he must serves long +apprenticeship first and prove his mettle; no use spoiling him by +hinting at future partnerships before need was. That would all come in +due time. David White was a shrewd man. + +Ernest was unconscious of his employer's plans regarding him; but he +knew that he stood well with him and, much to his surprise, he found +that he liked the work, and was beginning to take a personal interest +and pleasure in the store. Hence, he went home to tea on this +particular afternoon with buoyant step and smiling eyes. It was a good +world, and he was glad to be alive in it, glad to have work to do and +a dear little mother to work for. Most of the folks who met him smiled +in friendly fashion at the bright-eyed, frank-faced lad. Only old +Jacob Patterson scowled grimly as he passed him, emitting merely a +surly grunt in response to Ernest's greeting. But then, old Jacob +Patterson was noted as much for his surliness as for his miserliness. +Nobody had ever heard him speak pleasantly to anyone; therefore his +unfriendliness did not at all dash Ernest's high spirits. + +"I'm sorry for him," the lad thought. "He has no interest in life save +accumulating money. He has no other pleasure or affection or ambition. +When he dies I don't suppose a single regret will follow him. Father +died a poor man, but what love and respect went with him to his +grave--aye, and beyond it. Jacob Patterson, I'm sorry for you. You +have chosen the poorer part, and you are a poor man in spite of your +thousands." + +Ernest and his mother lived up on the hill, at the end of the +straggling village street. The house was a small, old-fashioned one, +painted white, set in the middle of a small but beautiful lawn. George +Duncan, during the last rather helpless years of his life, had devoted +himself to the cultivation of flowers, shrubs, and trees and, as a +result, his lawn was the prettiest in Conway. Ernest worked hard in +his spare moments to keep it looking as well as in his father's +lifetime, for he loved his little home dearly, and was proud of its +beauty. + +He ran gaily into the sitting-room. + +"Tea ready, lady mother? I'm hungry as a wolf. Good news gives one an +appetite. Mr. White has raised my salary a couple of dollars per week. +We must celebrate the event somehow this evening. What do you say to a +sail on the river and an ice cream at Taylor's afterwards? When a +little woman can't outlive her schoolgirl hankering for ice +cream--why, Mother, what's the matter? Mother, dear!" + +Mrs. Duncan had been standing before the window with her back to the +room when Ernest entered. When she turned he saw that she had been +crying. + +"Oh, Ernest," she said brokenly, "Jacob Patterson has just been +here--and he says--he says--" + +"What has that old miser been saying to trouble you?" demanded Ernest +angrily, taking her hands in his. + +"He says he holds your father's promissory note for nine hundred +dollars, overdue for several years," answered Mrs. Duncan. "Yes--and +he showed me the note, Ernest." + +"Father's promissory note for nine hundred!" exclaimed Ernest in +bewilderment. "But Father paid that note to James Patterson five years +ago, Mother--just before his accident. Didn't you tell me he did?" + +"Yes, he did," said Mrs. Duncan, "but--" + +"Then where is it?" interrupted Ernest. "Father would keep the +receipted note, of course. We must look among his papers." + +"You won't find it there, Ernest. We--we don't know where the note is. +It--it was lost." + +"Lost! That is unfortunate. But you say that Jacob Patterson showed +you a promissory note of Father's still in existence? How can that be? +It can't possibly be the note he paid. And there couldn't have been +another note we knew nothing of?" + +"I understand how this note came to be in Jacob Patterson's +possession," said Mrs. Duncan more firmly, "but he laughed in my face +when I told him. I must tell you the whole story, Ernest. But sit down +and get your tea first." + +"I haven't any appetite for tea now, Mother," said Ernest soberly. +"Let me hear the whole truth about the matter." + +"Seven years ago your father gave his note to old James Patterson, +Jacob's brother," said Mrs. Duncan. "It was for nine hundred dollars. +Two years afterwards the note fell due and he paid James Patterson the +full amount with interest. I remember the day well. I have only too +good reason to. He went up to the Patterson place in the afternoon +with the money. It was a very hot day. James Patterson receipted the +note and gave it to your father. Your father always remembered that +much; he was also sure that he had the note with him when he left the +house. He then went over to see Paul Sinclair. A thunderstorm came up +while he was on the road. Then, as you know, Ernest, just as he turned +in at Paul Sinclair's gate the lightning flash struck and stunned him. +It was weeks before he came to himself at all. He never did come +completely to himself again. When, weeks afterwards, I thought of the +note and asked him about it, we could not find it; and, search as we +did, we never found it. Your father could never remember what he did +with it when he left James Patterson's. Neither Mr. Sinclair nor his +wife could recollect seeing anything of it at the time of the +accident. James Patterson had left for California the very morning +after, and he never came back. We did not worry much about the loss of +the note then; it did not seem of much moment, and your father was not +in a condition to be troubled about the matter." + +"But, Mother, this note that Jacob Patterson holds--I don't understand +about this." + +"I'm coming to that. I remember distinctly that on the evening when +your father came home after signing the note he said that James +Patterson drew up a note and he signed it, but just as he did so the +old man's pet cat, which was sitting on the table, upset an ink bottle +and the ink ran all over the table and stained one end of the note. +Old James Patterson was the fussiest man who ever lived, and a +stickler for neatness. 'Tut, tut,' he said, 'this won't do. Here, I'll +draw up another note and tear this blotted one up.' He did so and your +father signed it. He always supposed James Patterson destroyed the +first one, and certainly he must have intended to, for there never was +an honester man. But he must have neglected to do so for, Ernest, it +was that blotted note Jacob Patterson showed me today. He said he +found it among his brother's papers. I suppose it has been in the desk +up at the Patterson place ever since James went to California. He died +last winter and Jacob is his sole heir. Ernest, that note with the +compound interest on it for seven years amounts to over eleven hundred +dollars. How can we pay it?" + +"I'm afraid that this is a very serious business, Mother," said +Ernest, rising and pacing the floor with agitated strides. "We shall +have to pay the note if we cannot find the other--and even if we +could, perhaps. Your story of the drawing up of the second note would +not be worth anything as evidence in a court of law--and we have +nothing to hope from Jacob Patterson's clemency. No doubt he believes +that he really holds Father's unpaid note. He is not a dishonest man; +in fact, he rather prides himself on having made all his money +honestly. He will exact every penny of the debt. The first thing to do +is to have another thorough search for the lost note--although I am +afraid that it is a forlorn hope." + +A forlorn hope it proved to be. The note did not turn up. Old Jacob +Patterson proved obdurate. He laughed to scorn the tale of the blotted +note and, indeed, Ernest sadly admitted to himself that it was not a +story anybody would be in a hurry to believe. + +"There's nothing for it but to sell our house and pay the debt, +Mother," he said at last. Ernest had grown old in the days that had +followed Jacob Patterson's demand. His boyish face was pale and +haggard. "Jacob Patterson will take the case into the law courts if we +don't settle at once. Mr. White offered to lend me the money on a +mortgage on the place, but I could never pay the interest out of my +salary when we have nothing else to live on. I would only get further +and further behind. I'm not afraid of hard work, but I dare not borrow +money with so little prospect of ever being able to repay it. We must +sell the place and rent that little four-roomed cottage of Mr. Percy's +down by the river to live in. Oh, Mother, it half kills me to think of +your being turned out of your home like this!" + +It was a bitter thing for Mrs. Duncan also, but for Ernest's sake she +concealed her feelings and affected cheerfulness. The house and lot +were sold, Mr. White being the purchaser thereof; and Ernest and his +mother removed to the little riverside cottage with such of their +household belongings as had not also to be sold to make up the +required sum. Even then, Ernest had to borrow two hundred dollars from +Mr. White, and he foresaw that the repayal of this sum would cost him +much self-denial and privation. It would be necessary to cut their +modest expenses down severely. For himself Ernest did not mind, but it +hurt him keenly that his mother should lack the little luxuries and +comforts to which she had been accustomed. He saw too, in spite of her +efforts to hide it, that leaving her old home was a terrible blow to +her. Altogether, Ernest felt bitter and disheartened; his step lacked +spring and his face its smile. He did his work with dogged +faithfulness, but he no longer found pleasure in it. He knew that his +mother secretly pined after her lost home where she had gone as a +bride, and the knowledge rendered him very unhappy. + + * * * * * + +Paul Sinclair, his father's friend and cousin, died that winter, +leaving two small children. His wife had died the previous year. When +his business affairs came to be settled they were found to be sadly +involved. There were debts on all sides, and it was soon only too +evident that nothing was left for the little boys. They were homeless +and penniless. + +"What will become of them, poor little fellows?" said Mrs. Duncan +pityingly. "We are their only relatives, Ernest. We must give them a +home at least." + +"Mother, how can we!" exclaimed Ernest. "We are so poor. It's as much +as we can do to get along now, and there is that two hundred to pay +Mr. White. I'm sorry for Danny and Frank, but I don't see how we can +possibly do anything for them." + +Mrs. Duncan sighed. + +"I know it isn't right to ask you to add to your burden," she said +wistfully. + +"It is of _you_ I am thinking, Mother," said Ernest tenderly. "I can't +have your burden added to. You deny yourself too much and work too +hard now. What would it be if you took the care of those children upon +yourself?" + +"Don't think of me, Ernest," said Mrs. Duncan eagerly. "I wouldn't +mind. I'd be glad to do anything I could for them, poor little souls. +Their father was your father's best friend, and I feel as if it were +our duty to do all we can for them. They're such little fellows. Who +knows how they would be treated if they were taken by strangers? And +they'd most likely be separated, and that would be a shame. But I +leave it for you to decide, Ernest. It is your right, for the heaviest +part will fall on you." + +Ernest did not decide at once. For a week he thought the matter over, +weighing pros and cons carefully. To take the two Sinclair boys meant +a double portion of toil and self-denial. Had he not enough to bear +now? But, on the other side, was it not his duty, nay, his privilege, +to help the children if he could? In the end he said to his mother: + +"We'll take the little fellows, Mother. I'll do the best I can for +them. We'll manage a corner and a crust for them." + +So Danny and Frank Sinclair came to the little cottage. Frank was +eight and Danny six, and they were small and lively and mischievous. +They worshipped Mrs. Duncan, and thought Ernest the finest fellow in +the world. When his birthday came around in March, the two little +chaps put their heads together in a grave consultation as to what they +could give him. + +"You know he gave us presents on our birthdays," said Frank. "So we +must give him something." + +"I'll div him my pottet-knife," said Danny, taking the somewhat +battered and loose-jointed affair from his pocket, and gazing at it +affectionately. + +"I'll give him one of Papa's books," said Frank. "That pretty one with +the red covers and the gold letters." + +A few of Mr. Sinclair's books had been saved for the boys, and were +stored in a little box in their room. The book Frank referred to was +an old _History of the Turks_, and its gay cover was probably the best +of it, since its contents were of no particular merit. + +On Ernest's birthday both boys gave him their offerings after +breakfast. + +"Here's a pottet-knife for you," said Danny graciously. "It's a bully +pottet-knife. It'll cut real well if you hold it dust the wight way. +I'll show you." + +"And here's a book for you," said Frank. "It's a real pretty book, and +I guess it's pretty interesting reading too. It's all about the +Turks." + +Ernest accepted both gifts gravely, and after the children had gone +out he and his mother had a hearty laugh. + +"The dear, kind-hearted little lads!" said Mrs. Duncan. "It must have +been a real sacrifice on Danny's part to give you his beloved +'pottet-knife.' I was afraid you were going to refuse it at first, and +that would have hurt his little feelings terribly. I don't think the +_History of the Turks_ will keep you up burning the midnight oil. I +remember that book of old--I could never forget that gorgeous cover. +Mr. Sinclair lent it to your father once, and he said it was absolute +trash. Why, Ernest, what's the matter?" + +Ernest had been turning the book's leaves over carelessly. Suddenly he +sprang to his feet with an exclamation, his face turning white as +marble. + +"Mother!" he gasped, holding out a yellowed slip of paper. "Look! It's +the lost promissory note." + +Mother and son looked at each other for a moment. Then Mrs. Duncan +began to laugh and cry together. + +"Your father took that book with him when he went to pay the note," +she said. "He intended to return it to Mr. Sinclair. I remember seeing +the gleam of the red binding in his hand as he went out of the gate. +He must have slipped the note into it and I suppose the book has never +been opened since. Oh, Ernest--do you think--will Jacob Patterson--" + +"I don't know, Mother. I must see Mr. White about this. Don't be too +sanguine. This doesn't prove that the note Jacob Patterson found +wasn't a genuine note also, you know--that is, I don't think it would +serve as proof in law. We'll have to leave it to his sense of justice. +If he refuses to refund the money I'm afraid we can't compel him to do +so." + +But Jacob Patterson did not any longer refuse belief to Mrs. +Patterson's story of the blotted note. He was a harsh, miserly man, +but he prided himself on his strict honesty; he had been fairly well +acquainted with his brother's business transactions, and knew that +George Duncan had given only one promissory note. + +"I'll admit, ma'am, since the receipted note has turned up, that your +story about the blotted one must be true," he said surlily. "I'll pay +your money back. Nobody can ever say Jacob Patterson cheated. I took +what I believed to be my due. Since I'm convinced it wasn't I'll hand +every penny over. Though, mind you, you couldn't make me do it by law. +It's my honesty, ma'am, it's my honesty." + +Since Jacob Patterson was so well satisfied with the fibre of his +honesty, neither Mrs. Duncan nor Ernest was disposed to quarrel with +it. Mr. White readily agreed to sell the old Duncan place back to +them, and by spring they were settled again in their beloved little +home. Danny and Frank were with them, of course. + +"We can't be too good to them, Mother," said Ernest. "We really owe +all our happiness to them." + +"Yes, but, Ernest, if you had not consented to take the homeless +little lads in their time of need this wouldn't have come about." + +"I've been well rewarded, Mother," said Ernest quietly, "but, even if +nothing of the sort had happened, I would be glad that I did the best +I could for Frank and Danny. I'm ashamed to think that I was unwilling +to do it at first. If it hadn't been for what you said, I wouldn't +have. So it is your unselfishness we have to thank for it all, Mother +dear." + + + + +The Revolt of Mary Isabel + + +"For a woman of forty, Mary Isabel, you have the least sense of any +person I have ever known," said Louisa Irving. + +Louisa had said something similar in spirit to Mary Isabel almost +every day of her life. Mary Isabel had never resented it, even when it +hurt her bitterly. Everybody in Latimer knew that Louisa Irving ruled +her meek little sister with a rod of iron and wondered why Mary Isabel +never rebelled. It simply never occurred to Mary Isabel to do so; all +her life she had given in to Louisa and the thought of refusing +obedience to her sister's Mede-and-Persian decrees never crossed her +mind. Mary Isabel had only one secret from Louisa and she lived in +daily dread that Louisa would discover it. It was a very harmless +little secret, but Mary Isabel felt rightly sure that Louisa would not +tolerate it for a moment. + +They were sitting together in the dim living room of their quaint old +cottage down by the shore. The window was open and the sea-breeze blew +in, stirring the prim white curtains fitfully, and ruffling the little +rings of dark hair on Mary Isabel's forehead--rings which always +annoyed Louisa. She thought Mary Isabel ought to brush them straight +back, and Mary Isabel did so faithfully a dozen times a day; and in +ten minutes they crept down again, kinking defiance to Louisa, who +might make Mary Isabel submit to her in all things but had no power +over naturally curly hair. Louisa had never had any trouble with her +own hair; it was straight and sleek and mouse-coloured--what there was +of it. + +Mary Isabel's face was flushed and her wood-brown eyes looked grieved +and pleading. Mary Isabel was still pretty, and vanity is the last +thing to desert a properly constructed woman. + +"I can't wear a bonnet yet, Louisa," she protested. "Bonnets have gone +out for everybody except really old ladies. I want a hat: one of +those pretty, floppy ones with pale blue forget-me-nots." + +Then it was that Louisa made the remark quoted above. + +"I wore a bonnet before I was forty," she went on ruthlessly, "and so +should every decent woman. It is absurd to be thinking so much of +dress at your age, Mary Isabel. I don't know what sort of a way you'd +bedizen yourself out if I'd let you, I'm sure. It's fortunate you have +somebody to keep you from making a fool of yourself. I'm going to town +tomorrow and I'll pick you out a suitable black bonnet. You'd look +nice starring round in leghorn and forget-me-nots, now, wouldn't you?" + +Mary Isabel privately thought she would, but she gave in, of course, +although she did hate bitterly that unbought, unescapable bonnet. + +"Well, do as you think best, Louisa," she said with a sigh. "I suppose +it doesn't matter much. Nobody cares how I look anyhow. But can't I go +to town with you? I want to pick out my new silk." + +"I'm as good a judge of black silk as you," said Louisa shortly. "It +isn't safe to leave the house alone." + +"But I don't want a black silk," cried Mary Isabel. "I've worn black +so long; both my silk dresses have been black. I want a pretty +silver-grey, something like Mrs. Chester Ford's." + +"Did anyone ever hear such nonsense?" Louisa wanted to know, in +genuine amazement. "Silver-grey silk is the most unserviceable thing +in the world. There's nothing like black for wear and real elegance. +No, no, Mary Isabel, don't be foolish. You must let me choose for you; +you know you never had any judgment. Mother told you so often enough. +Now, get your sunbonnet and take a walk to the shore. You look tired. +I'll get the tea." + +Louisa's tone was kind though firm. She Was really good to Mary Isabel +as long as Mary Isabel gave her her own way peaceably. But if she had +known Mary Isabel's secret she would never have permitted those walks +to the shore. + +Mary Isabel sighed again, yielded, and went out. Across a green field +from the Irving cottage Dr. Donald Hamilton's big house was hooding +itself in the shadows of the thick fir grove that enabled the doctor +to have a garden. There was no shelter at the cottage, so the Irving +"girls" never tried to have a garden. Soon after Dr. Hamilton had come +there to live he had sent a bouquet of early daffodils over by his +housekeeper. Louisa had taken them gingerly in her extreme fingertips, +carried them across the field to the lawn fence, and cast them over +it, under the amused grey eyes of portly Dr. Hamilton, who was looking +out of his office window. Then Louisa had come back to the porch door +and ostentatiously washed her hands. + +"I guess that will settle Donald Hamilton," she told the secretly +sorry Mary Isabel triumphantly, and it did settle him--at least as far +as any farther social advances were concerned. + +Dr. Hamilton was an excellent physician and an equally excellent man. +Louisa Irving could not have picked a flaw in his history or +character. Indeed, against Dr. Hamilton himself she had no grudge, but +he was the brother of a man she hated and whose relatives were +consequently taboo in Louisa's eyes. Not that the brother was a bad +man either; he had simply taken the opposite side to the Irvings in a +notable church feud of a dozen years ago, and Louisa had never since +held any intercourse with him or his fellow sinners. + +Mary Isabel did not look at the Hamilton house. She kept her head +resolutely turned away as she went down the shore lane with its wild +sweet loneliness of salt-withered grasses and piping sea-winds. Only +when she turned the corner of the fir-wood, which shut her out from +view of the houses, did she look timidly over the line-fence. Dr. +Hamilton was standing there, where the fence ran out to the sandy +shingle, smoking his little black pipe, which he took out and put away +when Mary Isabel came around the firs. Men did things like that +instinctively in Mary Isabel's company. There was something so +delicately virginal about her, in spite of her forty years, that they +gave her the reverence they would have paid to a very young, pure +girl. + +Dr. Hamilton smiled at the little troubled face under the big +sunbonnet. Mary Isabel had to wear a sunbonnet. She would never have +done it from choice. + +"What is the matter?" asked the doctor, in his big, breezy, +old-bachelor voice. He had another voice for sick-beds and rooms of +bereavement, but this one suited best with the purring of the waves +and winds. + +"How do you know that anything is the matter?" Mary Isabel parried +demurely. + +"By your face. Come now, tell me what it is." + +"It is really nothing. I have just been foolish, that is all. I wanted +a hat with forget-me-nots and a grey silk, and Louisa says I must have +black and a bonnet." + +The doctor looked indignant but held his peace. He and Mary Isabel had +tacitly agreed never to discuss Louisa, because such discussion would +not make for harmony. Mary Isabel's conscience would not let the +doctor say anything uncomplimentary of Louisa, and the doctor's +conscience would not let him say anything complimentary. So they left +her out of the question and talked about the sea and the boats and +poetry and flowers and similar non-combustible subjects. + + * * * * * + +These clandestine meetings had been going on for two months, ever +since the day they had just happened to meet below the firs. It never +occurred to Mary Isabel that the doctor meant anything but friendship; +and if it had occurred to the doctor, he did not think there would be +much use in saying so. Mary Isabel was too hopelessly under Louisa's +thumb. She might keep tryst below the firs occasionally--so long as +Louisa didn't know--but to no farther lengths would she dare go. +Besides, the doctor wasn't quite sure that he really wanted anything +more. Mary Isabel was a sweet little woman, but Dr. Hamilton had been +a bachelor so long that it would be very difficult for him to get out +of the habit; so difficult that it was hardly worth while trying when +such an obstacle as Louisa Irving's tyranny loomed in the way. So he +never tried to make love to Mary Isabel, though he probably would have +if he had thought it of any use. This does not sound very romantic, of +course, but when a man is fifty, romance, while it may be present in +the fruit, is assuredly absent in blossom. + +"I suppose you won't be going to the induction of my nephew Thursday +week?" said the doctor in the course of the conversation. + +"No. Louisa will not permit it. I had hoped," said Mary Isabel with a +sigh, as she braided some silvery shore-grasses nervously together, +"that when old Mr. Moody went away she would go back to the church +here. And I think she would if--if--" + +"If Jim hadn't come in Mr. Moody's place," finished the doctor with +his jolly laugh. + +Mary Isabel coloured prettily. "It is not because he is your nephew, +doctor. It is because--because--" + +"Because he is the nephew of my brother who was on the other side in +that ancient church fracas? Bless you, I understand. What a good hater +your sister is! Such a tenacity in holding bitterness from one +generation to another commands admiration of a certain sort. As for +Jim, he's a nice little chap, and he is coming to live with me until +the manse is repaired." + +"I am sure you will find that pleasant," said Mary Isabel primly. + +She wondered if the young minister's advent would make any difference +in regard to these shore-meetings; then decided quickly that it would +not; then more quickly still that it wouldn't matter if it did. + +"He will be company," admitted the doctor, who liked company and found +the shore road rather lonesome. "I had a letter from him today saying +that he'd come home with me from the induction. By the way, they're +tearing down the old post office today. And that reminds me--by Jove, +I'd all but forgotten. I promised to go up and see Mollie Marr this +evening; Mollie's nerves are on the rampage again. I must rush." + +With a wave of his hand the doctor hurried off. Mary Isabel lingered +for some time longer, leaning against the fence, looking dreamily out +to sea. The doctor was a very pleasant companion. If only Louisa would +allow neighbourliness! Mary Isabel felt a faint, impotent resentment. +She had never had anything other girls had: friends, dresses, beaus, +and it was all Louisa's fault--Louisa who was going to make her wear a +bonnet for the rest of her life. The more Mary Isabel thought of that +bonnet the more she hated it. + +That evening Warren Marr rode down to the shore cottage on horseback +and handed Mary Isabel a letter; a strange, scrumpled, soiled, yellow +letter. When Mary Isabel saw the handwriting on the envelope she +trembled and turned as deadly pale as if she had seen a ghost: + +"Here's a letter for you," said Warren, grinning. "It's been a long +time on the way--nigh fifteen years. Guess the news'll be rather +stale. We found it behind the old partition when we tore it down +today." + +"It is my brother Tom's writing," said Mary Isabel faintly. She went +into the room trembling, holding the letter tightly in her clasped +hands. Louisa had gone up to the village on an errand; Mary Isabel +almost wished she were home; she hardly felt equal to the task of +opening Tom's letter alone. Tom had been dead for ten years and this +letter gave her an uncanny sensation; as of a message from the +spirit-land. + +Fifteen years, ago Thomas Irving had gone to California and five years +later he had died there. Mary Isabel, who had idolized her brother, +almost grieved herself to death at the time. + +Finally she opened the letter with ice-cold fingers. It had been +written soon after Tom reached California. The first two pages were +filled with descriptions of the country and his "job." + +On the third Tom began abruptly: + + Look here, Mary Isabel, you are not to let Louisa boss you + about as she was doing when I was at home. I was going to + speak to you about it before I came away, but I forgot. Lou is + a fine girl, but she is too domineering, and the more you give + in to her the worse it makes her. You're far too easy-going + for your own welfare, Mary Isabel, and for your own sake I + Wish you had more spunk. Don't let Louisa live your life for + you; just you live it yourself. Never mind if there is some + friction at first; Lou will give in when she finds she has to, + and you'll both be the better for it, I want you to be real + happy, Mary Isabel, but you won't be if you don't assert your + independence. Giving in the way you do is bad for both you and + Louisa. It will make her a tyrant and you a poor-spirited + creature of no account in the world. Just brace up and stand + firm. + +When she had read the letter through Mary Isabel took it to her own +room and locked it in her bureau drawer. Then she sat by her window, +looking out into a sea-sunset, and thought it over. Coming in the +strange way it had, the letter seemed a message from the dead, and +Mary Isabel had a superstitious conviction that she must obey it. She +had always had a great respect for Tom's opinion. He was right--oh, +she felt that he was right. What a pity she had not received the +letter long ago, before the shackles of habit had become so firmly +riveted. But it was not too late yet. She would rebel at last +and--how had Tom phrased it--oh, yes, assert her independence. She +owed it to Tom; It had been his wish--and he was dead--and she would +do her best to fulfil it. + +"I shan't get a bonnet," thought Mary Isabel determinedly. "Tom +wouldn't have liked me in a bonnet. From this out I'm just going to do +exactly as Tom would have liked me to do, no matter how afraid I am of +Louisa. And, oh, I am horribly afraid of her." + +Mary Isabel was every whit as much afraid the next morning after +breakfast but she did not look it, by reason of the flush on her +cheeks and the glint in her brown eyes. She had put Tom's letter in +the bosom of her dress and she pressed her fingertips on it that the +crackle might give her courage. + +"Louisa," she said firmly, "I am going to town with you." + +"Nonsense," said Louisa shortly. + +"You may call it nonsense if you like, but I am going," said Mary +Isabel unquailingly. "I have made up my mind on that point, Louisa, +and nothing you can say will alter it." + +Louisa looked amazed. Never before had Mary Isabel set her decrees at +naught. + +"Are you crazy, Mary Isabel?" she demanded. + +"No, I am not crazy. But I am going to town and I am going to get a +silver-grey silk for myself and a new hat. I will not wear a bonnet +and you need never mention it to me again, Louisa." + +"If you are going to town I shall stay home," said Louisa in a cold, +ominous tone that almost made Mary Isabel quake. If it had not been +for that reassuring crackle of Tom's letter I fear Mary Isabel would +have given in. "This house can't be left alone. If you go, I'll stay." + +Louisa honestly thought that would bring the rebel to terms. Mary +Isabel had never gone to town alone in her life. Louisa did not +believe she would dare to go. But Mary Isabel did not quail. Defiance +was not so hard after all, once you had begun. + +Mary Isabel went to town and she went alone. She spent the whole +delightful day in the shops, unhampered by Louisa's scorn and +criticism in her examination of all the pretty things displayed. She +selected a hat she felt sure Tom would like--a pretty crumpled grey +straw with forget-me-nots and ribbons. Then she bought a grey silk of +a lovely silvery shade. + +When she got back home she unwrapped her packages and showed her +purchases to Louisa. But Louisa neither looked at them nor spoke to +Mary Isabel. Mary Isabel tossed her head and went to her own room. Her +draught of freedom had stimulated her, and she did not mind Louisa's +attitude half as much as she would have expected. She read Tom's +letter over again to fortify herself and then she dressed her hair in +a fashion she had seen that day in town and pulled out all the little +curls on her forehead. + +The next day she took the silver-grey silk to the Latimer dressmaker +and picked out a fashionable design for it. When the silk dress came +home, Louisa, who had thawed out somewhat in the meantime, unbent +sufficiently to remark that it fitted very well. + +"I am going to wear it to the induction tomorrow," Mary Isabel said, +boldly to all appearances, quakingly in reality. She knew that she was +throwing down the gauntlet for good and all. If she could assert and +maintain her independence in this matter Louisa's power would be +broken forever. + + * * * * * + +Twelve years before this, the previously mentioned schism had broken +out in the Latimer church. The minister had sided with the faction +which Louisa Irving opposed. She had promptly ceased going to his +church and withdrew all financial support. She paid to the Marwood +church, fifteen miles away, and occasionally she hired a team and +drove over there to service. But she never entered the Latimer church +again nor allowed Mary Isabel to do so. For that matter, Mary Isabel +did not wish to go. She had resented the minister's attitude almost as +bitterly as Louisa. But when Mr. Moody accepted a call elsewhere Mary +Isabel hoped that she and Louisa might return to their old church +home. Possibly they might have done so had not the congregation called +the young, newly fledged James Anderson. Mary Isabel would not have +cared for this, but Louisa sternly said that neither she nor any of +hers should ever darken the doors of a church where the nephew of +Martin Hamilton preached. Mary Isabel had regretfully acquiesced at +the time, but now she had made up her mind to go to church and she +meant to begin with the induction service. + +Louisa stared at her sister incredulously. + +"Have you taken complete leave of your senses, Mary Isabel?" + +"No. I've just come to them," retorted Mary Isabel recklessly, +gripping a chair-back desperately so that Louisa should not see how +she was trembling. "It is all foolishness to keep away from church +just because of an old grudge. I'm tired of staying home Sundays or +driving fifteen miles to Marwood to hear poor old Mr. Grattan. +Everybody says Mr. Anderson is a splendid young man and an excellent +preacher, and I'm going to attend his services regularly." + +Louisa had taken Mary Isabel's first defiance in icy disdain. Now she +lost her temper and raged. The storm of angry words beat on Mary +Isabel like hail, but she fronted it staunchly. She seemed to hear +Tom's voice saying, "Live your own life, Mary Isabel; don't let Louisa +live it for you," and she meant to obey him. + +"If you go to that man's induction I'll never forgive you," Louisa +concluded. + +Mary Isabel said nothing. She just primmed up her lips very +determinedly, picked up the silk dress, and carried it to her room. + +The next day was fine and warm. Louisa said no word all the morning. +She worked fiercely and slammed things around noisily. After dinner +Mary Isabel went to her room and came down presently, fine and dainty +in her grey silk, with the forget-me-not hat resting on the soft loose +waves of her hair. Louisa was blacking the kitchen stove. + +She shot one angry glance at Mary Isabel, then gave a short, +contemptuous laugh, the laugh of an angry woman who finds herself +robbed of all weapons except ridicule. + +Mary Isabel flushed and walked with an unfaltering step out of the +house and up the lane. She resented Louisa's laughter. She was sure +there was nothing so very ridiculous about her appearance. Women far +older than she, even in Latimer, wore light dresses and fashionable +hats. Really, Louisa was very disagreeable. + +"I have put up with her ways too long," thought Mary Isabel, with a +quick, unwonted rush of anger. "But I never shall again--no, never, +let her be as vexed and scornful as she pleases." + +The induction services were interesting, and Mary Isabel enjoyed them. +Doctor Hamilton was sitting across from her and once or twice she +caught him looking at her admiringly. The doctor noticed the hat and +the grey silk and wondered how Mary Isabel had managed to get her own +way concerning them. What a pretty woman she was! Really, he had never +realized before how very pretty she was. But then, he had never seen +her except in a sunbonnet or with her hair combed primly back. + +But when the service was over Mary Isabel was dismayed to see that the +sky had clouded over and looked very much like rain. Everybody hurried +home, and Mary Isabel tripped along the shore road filled with +anxious thoughts about her dress. That kind of silk always spotted, +and her hat would be ruined if it got wet. How foolish she had been +not to bring an umbrella! + +She reached her own doorstep panting just as the first drop of rain +fell. + +"Thank goodness," she breathed. + +Then she tried to open the door. It would not open. + +She could see Louisa sitting by the kitchen window, calmly reading. + +"Louisa, open the door quick," she called impatiently. + +Louisa never moved a muscle, although Mary Isabel knew she must have +heard. + +"Louisa, do you hear what I say?" she cried, reaching over and tapping +on the pane imperiously. "Open the door at once. It is going to +rain--it is raining now. Be quick." + +Louisa might as well have been a graven image for all the response she +gave. Then did Mary Isabel realize her position. Louisa had locked her +out purposely, knowing the rain was coming. Louisa had no intention of +letting her in; she meant to keep her out until the dress and hat of +her rebellion were spoiled. This was Louisa's revenge. + +Mary Isabel turned with a gasp. What should she do? The padlocked +doors of hen-house and well-house and wood-house: revealed the +thoroughness of Louisa's vindictive design. Where should she go? She +would go somewhere. She would not have her lovely new dress and hat +spoiled! + +She caught her ruffled skirts up in her hand and ran across the yard. +She climbed the fence into the field and ran across that. Another drop +of rain struck her cheek. She never glanced back or she would have +seen a horrified face peering from the cottage kitchen window. Louisa +had never dreamed that Mary Isabel would seek refuge over at Dr. +Hamilton's. + +Dr. Hamilton, who had driven home from church with the young minister, +saw her coming and ran to open the door for her. Mary Isabel dashed +up the verandah steps, breathless, crimson-cheeked, trembling with +pent-up indignation and sense of outrage. + +"Louisa locked me out, Dr. Hamilton," she cried almost hysterically. +"She locked me out on purpose to spoil my dress. I'll never forgive +her, I'll never go back to her, never, never, unless she asks me to. I +had to come here. I was not going to have my dress ruined to please +Louisa." + +"Of course not--of course not," said Dr. Hamilton soothingly, drawing +her into his big cosy living room. "You did perfectly right to come +here, and you are just in time. There is the rain now in good +earnest." + +Mary Isabel sank into a chair and looked at Dr. Hamilton with tears in +her eyes. + +"Wasn't it an unkind, unsisterly thing to do?" she asked piteously. +"Oh, I shall never feel the same towards Louisa again. Tom was +right--I didn't tell you about Tom's letter but I will by and by. I +shall not go back to Louisa after her locking me out. When it stops +raining I'll go straight up to my cousin Ella's and stay with her +until I arrange my plans. But one thing is certain, I shall not go +back to Louisa." + +"I wouldn't," said the doctor recklessly. "Now, don't cry and don't +worry. Take off your hat--you can go to the spare room across the +hall, if you like. Jim has gone upstairs to lie down; he has a bad +headache and says he doesn't want any tea. So I was going to get up a +bachelor's snack for myself. My housekeeper is away. She heard, at +church that her mother was ill and went over to Marwood." + +When Mary Isabel came back from the spare room, a little calmer but +with traces of tears on her pink cheeks, the doctor had as good a +tea-table spread as any woman could have had. Mary Isabel thought it +was fortunate that the little errand boy, Tommy Brewster, was there, +or she certainly would have been dreadfully embarrassed, now that the +flame of her anger had blown out. But later on, when tea was over and +she and the doctor were left alone, she did not feel embarrassed +after all. Instead, she felt delightfully happy and at home. Dr. +Hamilton put one so at ease. + +She told him all about Tom's letter and her subsequent revolt. Dr. +Hamilton never once made the mistake of smiling. He listened and +approved and sympathized. + +"So I'm determined I won't go back," concluded Mary Isabel, "unless +she asks me to--and Louisa will never do that. Ella will be glad +enough to have me for a while; she has five children and can't get any +help." + +The doctor shrugged his shoulders. He thought of Mary Isabel as +unofficial drudge to Ella Kemble and her family. Then he looked at the +little silvery figure by the window. + +"I think I can suggest a better plan," he said gently and tenderly. +"Suppose you stay here--as my wife. I've always wanted to ask you that +but I feared it was no use because I knew Louisa would oppose it and I +did not think you would consent if she did not. I think," the doctor +leaned forward and took Mary Isabel's fluttering hand in his, "I think +we can be very happy here, dear." + +Mary Isabel flushed crimson and her heart beat wildly. She knew now +that she loved Dr. Hamilton--and Tom would have liked it--yes, Tom +would. She remembered how Tom hated the thought of his sisters being +old maids. + +"I--think--so--too," she faltered shyly. + +"Then," said the doctor briskly, "what is the matter with our being +married right here and now?" + +"Married!" + +"Yes, of course. Here we are in a state where no licence is required, +a minister in the house, and you all dressed in the most beautiful +wedding silk imaginable. You must see, if you just look at it calmly, +how much better it will be than going up to Mrs. Kemble's and thereby +publishing your difference with Louisa to all the village. I'll give +you fifteen minutes to get used to the idea and then I'll call Jim +down." + +Mary Isabel put her hands to her face. + +"You--you're like a whirlwind," she gasped. "You take away my breath." + +"Think it over," said the doctor in a businesslike voice. + +Mary Isabel thought--thought very hard for a few moments. + +What would Tom have said? + +Was it probable that Tom would have approved of such marrying in +haste? + +Mary Isabel came to the decision that he would have preferred it to +having family jars bruited abroad. Moreover, Mary Isabel had never +liked Ella Kemble very much. Going to her was only one degree better +than going back to Louisa. + +At last Mary Isabel took her hands down from her face. "Well?" said +the doctor persuasively as she did so. + +"I will consent on one condition," said Mary Isabel firmly. "And that +is, that you will let me send word over to Louisa that I am going to +be married and that she may come and see the ceremony if she will. +Louisa has behaved very unkindly in this matter, but after all she is +my sister--and she has been good to me in some ways--and I am not +going to give her a chance to say that I got married in this--this +headlong-fashion and never let her know." + +"Tommy can take the word over," said the doctor. + +Mary Isabel went to the doctor's desk and wrote a very brief note. + + Dear Louisa: + + I am going to be married to Dr. Hamilton right away. I've seen + him often at the shore this summer. I would like you to be + present at the ceremony if you choose. + + Mary Isabel. + + +Tommy ran across the field with the note. + +It had now ceased raining and the clouds were breaking. Mary Isabel +thought that a good omen. She and the doctor watched Tommy from the +window. They saw Louisa come to the door, take the note, and shut the +door in Tommy's face. Ten minutes later she reappeared, habited in her +mackintosh, with her second-best bonnet on. + +"She's--coming," said Mary Isabel, trembling. + +The doctor put his arm protectingly about the little lady. + +Mary Isabel tossed her head. "Oh, I'm not--I'm only excited. I shall +never be afraid of Louisa again." + +Louisa came grimly over the field, up the verandah steps, and into the +room without knocking. + +"Mary Isabel," she said, glaring at her sister and ignoring the doctor +entirely, "did you mean what you said in that letter?" + +"Yes, I did," said Mary Isabel firmly. + +"You are going to be married to that man in this shameless, indecent +haste?" + +"Yes." + +"And nothing I can say will have the least effect on you?" + +"Not the slightest." + +"Then," said Louisa, more grimly than ever, "all I ask of you is to +come home and be married from under your father's roof. Do have that +much respect for your parents' memory, at least." + +"Of course I will," cried Mary Isabel impulsively, softening at once. +"Of course we will--won't we?" she asked, turning prettily to the +doctor. + +"Just as you say," he answered gallantly. + +Louisa snorted. "I'll go home and air the parlour," she said. "It's +lucky I baked that fruitcake Monday. You can come when you're ready." + +She stalked home across the field. In a few minutes the doctor and +Mary Isabel followed, and behind them came the young minister, +carrying his blue book under his arm, and trying hard and not +altogether successfully to look grave. + + + + +The Twins and a Wedding + + +Sometimes Johnny and I wonder what would really have happened if we +had never started for Cousin Pamelia's wedding. I think that Ted would +have come back some time; but Johnny says he doesn't believe he ever +would, and Johnny ought to know, because Johnny's a boy. Anyhow, he +couldn't have come back for four years. However, we _did_ start for +the wedding and so things came out all right, and Ted said we were a +pair of twin special Providences. + +Johnny and I fully expected to go to Cousin Pamelia's wedding because +we had always been such chums with her. And she did write to Mother to +be sure and bring us, but Father and Mother didn't want to be bothered +with us. That is the plain truth of the matter. They are good parents, +as parents go in this world; I don't think we could have picked out +much better, all things considered; but Johnny and I have always known +that they never want to take us with them anywhere if they can get out +of it. Uncle Fred says that it is no wonder, since we are a pair of +holy terrors for getting into mischief and keeping everybody in hot +water. But I think we are pretty good, considering all the temptations +we have to be otherwise. And, of course, twins have just twice as many +as ordinary children. + +Anyway, Father and Mother said we would have to stay home with Hannah +Jane. This decision came upon us, as Johnny says, like a bolt from the +blue. At first we couldn't believe they were not joking. Why, we felt +that we simply _had_ to go to Pamelia's wedding. We had never been to +a wedding in our lives and we were just aching to see what it would be +like. Besides, we had written a marriage ode to Pamelia and we wanted +to present it to her. Johnny was to recite it, and he had been +practising it out behind the carriage house for a week. I wrote the +most of it. I can write poetry as slick as anything. Johnny helped me +hunt out the rhymes. That is the hardest thing about writing poetry, +it is so difficult to find rhymes. Johnny would find me a rhyme and +then I would write a line to suit it, and we got on swimmingly. + +When we realized that Father and Mother meant what they said we were +just too miserable to live. When I went to bed that night I simply +pulled the clothes over my face and howled quietly. I couldn't help it +when I thought of Pamelia's white silk dress and tulle veil and flower +girls and all the rest. Johnny said it was the wedding dinner _he_ +thought about. Boys are like that, you know. + +Father and Mother went away on the early morning train, telling us to +be good twins and not bother Hannah Jane. It would have been more to +the point if they had told Hannah Jane not to bother us. She worries +more about our bringing up than Mother does. + +I was sitting on the front doorstep after they had gone when Johnny +came around the corner, looking so mysterious and determined that I +knew he had thought of something splendid. + +"Sue," said Johnny impressively, "if you have any real sporting blood +in you now is the time to show it. If you've enough grit we'll get to +Pamelia's wedding after all." + +"How?" I said as soon as I was able to say anything. + +"We'll just go. We'll take the ten o'clock train. It will get to +Marsden by eleven-thirty and that'll be in plenty of time. The wedding +isn't until twelve." + +"But we've never been on the train alone, and we've never been to +Marsden at all!" I gasped. + +"Oh, of course, if you're going to hatch up all sorts of +difficulties!" said Johnny scornfully. "I thought you had more spunk!" + +"Oh, I have, Johnny," I said eagerly. "I'm _all_ spunk. And I'll do +anything you'll do. But won't Father and Mother be perfectly savage?" + +"Of course. But we'll be there and they can't send us home again, so +we'll see the wedding. We'll be punished afterwards all right, but +we'll have had the fun, don't you see?" + +I saw. I went right upstairs to dress, trusting everything blindly to +Johnny. I put on my best pale blue shirred silk hat and my blue +organdie dress and my high-heeled slippers. Johnny whistled when he +saw me, but he never said a word; there are times when Johnny is a +duck. + +We slipped away when Hannah Jane was feeding the hens. + +"I'll buy the tickets," explained Johnny. "I've got enough money left +out of my last month's allowance because I didn't waste it all on +candy as you did. You'll have to pay me back when you get your next +month's jink, remember. I'll ask the conductor to tell us when we get +to Marsden. Uncle Fred's house isn't far from the station, and we'll +be sure to know it by all the cherry trees round it." + +It sounded easy, and it _was_ easy. We had a jolly ride, and finally +the conductor came along and said, "Here's your jumping-off place, +kiddies." + +Johnny didn't like being called a kiddy, but I saw the conductor's eye +resting admiringly on my blue silk hat and I forgave him. + +Marsden was a pretty little village, and away up the road we saw Uncle +Fred's place, for it was fairly smothered in cherry trees all white +with lovely bloom. We started for it as fast as we could go, for we +knew we had no time to lose. It is perfectly dreadful trying to hurry +when you have on high-heeled shoes, but I said nothing and just tore +along, for I knew Johnny would have no sympathy for me. We finally +reached the house and turned in at the open gate of the lawn. I +thought everything looked very peaceful and quiet for a wedding to be +under way and I had a sickening idea that it was too late and it was +all over. + +"Nonsense!" said Johnny, cross as a bear, because he was really +afraid of it too. "I suppose everybody is inside the house. No, there +are two people over there by that bench. Let us go and ask them if +this is the right place, because if it isn't we have no time to lose." + +We ran across the lawn to the two people. One of them was a young +lady, the very prettiest young lady I had ever seen. She was tall and +stately, just like the heroine in a book, and she had lovely curly +brown hair and big blue eyes and the most dazzling complexion. But she +looked very cross and disdainful and I knew the minute I saw her that +she had been quarrelling with the young man. He was standing in front +of her and he was as handsome as a prince. But he looked angry too. +Altogether, you never saw a crosser-looking couple. Just as we came up +we heard the young lady say, "What you ask is ridiculous and +impossible, Ted. I _can't_ get married at two days' notice and I don't +mean to be." + +And he said, "Very well, Una, I am sorry you think so. You would not +think so if you really cared anything for me. It is just as well I +have found out you don't. I am going away in two days' time and I +shall not return in a hurry, Una." + +"I do not care if you never return," she said. + +That was a fib and well I knew it. But the young man didn't--men are +so stupid at times. He swung around on one foot without replying and +he would have gone in another second if he had not nearly fallen over +Johnny and me. + +"Please, sir," said Johnny respectfully, but hurriedly. "We're looking +for Mr. Frederick Murray's place. Is this it?" + +"No," said the young man a little gruffly. "This is Mrs. Franklin's +place. Frederick Murray lives at Marsden, ten miles away." + +My heart gave a jump and then stopped beating. I know it did, although +Johnny says it is impossible. + +"Isn't this Marsden?" cried Johnny chokily. + +"No, this is Harrowsdeane," said the young man, a little more mildly. + +I couldn't help it. I was tired and warm and so disappointed. I sat +right down on the rustic seat behind me and burst into tears, as the +story-books say. + +"Oh, don't cry, dearie," said the young lady in a very different voice +from the one she had used before. She sat down beside me and put her +arms around me. "We'll take you over to Marsden if you've got off at +the wrong station." + +"But it will be too late," I sobbed wildly. "The wedding is to be at +twelve--and it's nearly that now--and oh, Johnny, I do think you might +try to comfort me!" + +For Johnny had stuck his hands in his pockets and turned his back +squarely on me. I thought it so unkind of him. I didn't know then that +it was because he was afraid he was going to cry right there before +everybody, and I felt deserted by all the world. + +"Tell me all about it," said the young lady. + +So I told her as well as I could all about the wedding and how wild we +were to see it and why we were running away to it. + +"And now it's all no use," I wailed. "And we'll be punished when they +find out just the same. I wouldn't mind being punished if we hadn't +missed the wedding. We've never seen a wedding--and Pamelia was to +wear a white silk dress--and have flower girls--and oh, my heart is +just broken. I shall never get over this--never--if I live to be as +old as Methuselah." + +"What can we do for them?" said the young lady, looking up at the +young man and smiling a little. She seemed to have forgotten that they +had just quarrelled. "I can't bear to see children disappointed. I +remember my own childhood too well." + +"I really don't know what we can do," said the young man, smiling +back, "unless we get married right here and now for their sakes. If it +is a wedding they want to see and nothing else will do them, that is +the only idea I can suggest." + +"Nonsense!" said the young lady. But she said it as if she would +rather like to be persuaded it wasn't nonsense. + +I looked up at her. "Oh, if you have any notion of being married I +wish you would right off," I said eagerly. "Any wedding would do just +as well as Pamelia's. Please do." + +The young lady laughed. + +"One might just as well be married at two hours' notice as two days'," +she said. + +"Una," said the young man, bending towards her, "will you marry me +here and now? Don't send me away alone to the other side of the world, +Una." + +"What on earth would Auntie say?" said Una helplessly. + +"Mrs. Franklin wouldn't object if you told her you were going to be +married in a balloon." + +"I don't see how we could arrange--oh, Ted, it's absurd." + +"'Tisn't. It's highly sensible. I'll go straight to town on my wheel +for the licence and ring and I'll be back in an hour. You can be ready +by that time." + +For a moment Una hesitated. Then she said suddenly to me, "What is +your name, dearie?" + +"Sue Murray," I said, "and this is my brother, Johnny. We're twins. +We've been twins for ten years." + +"Well, Sue, I'm going to let you decide for me. This gentleman here, +whose name is Theodore Prentice, has to start for Japan in two days +and will have to remain there for four years. He received his orders +only yesterday. He wants me to marry him and go with him. Now, I shall +leave it to you to consent or refuse for me. Shall I marry him or +shall I not?" + +"Marry him, of course," said I promptly. Johnny says she knew I would +say that when she left it to me. + +"Very well," said Una calmly. "Ted, you may go for the necessaries. +Sue, you must be my bridesmaid and Johnny shall be best man. Come, +we'll go into the house and break the news to Auntie." + +I never felt so interested and excited in my life. It seemed too good +to be true. Una and I went into the house and there we found the +sweetest, pinkest, plumpest old lady asleep in an easy-chair. Una +wakened her and said, "Auntie, I'm going to be married to Mr. Prentice +in an hour's time." + +That was a most wonderful old lady! All she said was, "Dear me!" You'd +have thought Una had simply told her she was going out for a walk. + +"Ted has gone for licence and ring and minister," Una went on. "We +shall be married out under the cherry trees and I'll wear my new white +organdie. We shall leave for Japan in two days. These children are Sue +and Johnny Murray who have come out to see a wedding--_any_ wedding. +Ted and I are getting married just to please them." + +"Dear me!" said the old lady again. "This is rather sudden. Still--if +you must. Well, I'll go and see what there is in the house to eat." + +She toddled away, smiling, and Una turned to me. She was laughing, but +there were tears in her eyes. + +"You blessed accidents!" she said, with a little tremble in her voice. +"If you hadn't happened just then Ted would have gone away in a rage +and I might never have seen him again. Come now, Sue, and help me +dress." + +Johnny stayed in the hall and I went upstairs with Una. We had such an +exciting time getting her dressed. She had the sweetest white organdie +you ever saw, all frills and laces. I'm sure Pamelia's silk couldn't +have been half so pretty. But she had no veil, and I felt rather +disappointed about that. Then there was a knock at the door and Mrs. +Franklin came in, with her arms full of something all fine and misty +like a lacy cobweb. + +"I've brought you my wedding veil, dearie," she said. "I wore it forty +years ago. And God bless you, dearie. I can't stop a minute. The boy +is killing the chickens and Bridget is getting ready to broil them. +Mrs. Jenner's son across the road has just gone down to the bakery for +a wedding cake." + +With that she toddled off again. She was certainly a wonderful old +lady. I just thought of Mother in her place. Well, Mother would simply +have gone wild entirely. + +When Una was dressed she looked as beautiful as a dream. The boy had +finished killing the chickens, and Mrs. Franklin had sent him up with +a basket of roses for us, and we had each the loveliest bouquet. +Before long Ted came back with the minister, and the next thing we +knew we were all standing out on the lawn under the cherry trees and +Una and Ted were being married. + +I was too happy to speak. I had never thought of being a bridesmaid in +my wildest dreams and here I was one. How thankful I was that I had +put on my blue organdie and my shirred hat! I wasn't a bit nervous and +I don't believe Una was either. Mrs. Franklin stood at one side with a +smudge of flour on her nose, and she had forgotten to take off her +apron. Bridget and the boy watched us from the kitchen garden. It was +all like a beautiful, bewildering dream. But the ceremony was horribly +solemn. I am sure I shall never have the courage to go through with +anything of the sort, but Johnny says I will change my mind when I +grow up. + +When it was all over I nudged Johnny and said "Ode" in a fierce +whisper. Johnny immediately stepped out before Una and recited it. +Pamelia's name was mentioned three times and of course he should have +put Una in place of it, but he forgot. You can't remember everything. + +"You dear funny darlings!" said Una, kissing us both. Johnny didn't +like _that_, but he said he didn't mind it in a bride. + +Then we had dinner, and I thought Mrs. Franklin more wonderful than +ever. I couldn't have believed any woman could have got up such a +spread at two hours' notice. Of course, some credit must be given to +Bridget and the boy. Johnny and I were hungry enough by this time and +we enjoyed that repast to the full. + +We went home on the evening train. Ted and Una came to the station +with us, and Una said she would write me when she got to Japan, and +Ted said he would be obliged to us forever and ever. + +When we got home we found Hannah Jane and Father and Mother--who had +arrived there an hour before us--simply distracted. They were so glad +to see us safe and sound that they didn't even scold us, and when +Father heard our story he laughed until the tears came into his eyes. + +"Some are born to luck, some achieve luck, and some have luck thrust +upon them," he said. + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, +1907 to 1908, by Lucy Maud Montgomery + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MONTGOMERY STORIES *** + +***** This file should be named 24877.txt or 24877.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/2/4/8/7/24877/ + +Produced by Alicia Williams, Jeannie Howse and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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