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diff --git a/23738-8.txt b/23738-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..956cbe7 --- /dev/null +++ b/23738-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,7218 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, The Thing from the Lake, by Eleanor M. Ingram + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Thing from the Lake + + +Author: Eleanor M. Ingram + + + +Release Date: December 4, 2007 [eBook #23738] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE THING FROM THE LAKE*** + + +E-text prepared by Nick Wall, Suzanne Shell, and the Project Gutenberg +Online Distributed Proofreading Team (http://www.pgdp.net) + + + +THE THING FROM THE LAKE + +by + +ELEANOR M. INGRAM + +Author of "From the Car Behind", "The Unafraid", etc. + + + + + + + +Copyright, 1921, by J. B. Lippincott Company +Printed by J. B. Lippincott Company +at the Washington Square Press +Philadelphia, U. S. A. + + + + +CHAPTER I + + "As well give up the Bible at once, as our belief in + apparitions."--WESLEY. + + +The house cried out to me for help. + +In the after-knowledge I now possess of what was to happen there, that +impression is not more clearly definite than it was at my first sight of +the place. Let me at once set down that this is not the story of a +haunted house. It is, or was, a beleaguered house; strangely besieged as +was Prague in the old legend, when a midnight army of spectres unfurled +pale banners and encamped around the city walls. + +Of course, I did not know all this, the day that my real-estate agent +brought his little car to a stop before the dilapidated farm. I believed +the house only appealed to be lived in; for deliverance from the +destroying work of neglect and time. A spring rain was whispering down +from a gray sky, dripping from broken gutters and eaves with a patter +like timid footsteps hurrying by, yet even in the storm the house did +not look dreary. + +"There, Mr. Locke, is a bargain," the agent called back to me, where I +sat in my car. "Finest bit in Connecticut for a city man's summer home! +Woodland, farm land, lake and a house that only needs a few repairs to +be up-to-date. Look at that double row of maples, sir. Shade all summer! +Fine old orchard, too; with a trifle of attention." + +I nodded, surveying the house with an eagerness of interest that +surprised myself. A box-like, fairly large structure of commonplace New +England ugliness, it coaxed my liking as had no other place I had ever +seen; it wooed me like a determined woman. And as one would long to +clothe beautifully a beloved woman, I looked at the house and foresaw +what an architect could do for it; how creamy stucco; broad white +porches and a gay scarlet roof would transform it. + +"Come inside," my agent urged, hope in his voice as he observed my face; +"let me show you the interior. I brought the keys along. Of course, the +rooms may seem a bit musty. No one has lived in it for--some time. It's +the old Michell property; been in the family for a couple of hundred +years. Last Michell is dead, now, and it's being sold for the benefit of +some religious institute the old gentleman left it to. Trifle wet to +walk over the land today! But I've a plan and measurements in my +portfolio." + +I said that we would go in. If he had but known the fact, the place was +already sold to me; before I left my car, before I entered the house, +before I had seen the hundred-odd acres that make up the estate. + +There was a narrow, flagged path to the veranda, where the planking +moved and creaked under our weight while my companion unlocked the front +door. Rather astonishingly, the air of the long-closed place was neither +musty nor damp, when we stepped in. Instead, there was a faint, resinous +odor, very pleasant and clean; perhaps from the cedar of which the +woodwork largely consisted. + +The house was partially furnished. Not, of course, with much that I +would care to retain, but a few good antiques stood out among their +commonplace associates. A large bedroom on the north side, which I +appointed as my own at first sight, held an old rosewood set including a +four-posted, pineapple-carved bed. I threw open the shutters in this +room and looked out. + +I received the first jar to my satisfaction. On this side of the place, +the grounds ran down a slight slope for perhaps half a block to the +five-acre hollow of shallow water and lush growth which the agent called +a lake. From it flowed a considerable creek, winding behind the house +and away on its journey to the Sound. For that under-water marsh I felt +a shock of violent dislike. + +"You don't care for the lake?" my companion deprecated, at my elbow. +"Fine trout in that stream, though! I'd like you to see it in the +sunshine." + +"I should care more for it if it was a lake, not a swamp," I answered. + +"Oh, but that is only because the old dam is down," he exclaimed +eagerly. "That lets all the water out, you see. Why, if the dam were put +back, you'd have as pretty a lake for a canoe as there is in the State! +Its natural depth is four or five feet all over, and about eight or ten +where the stream flows through to the dam. Even yet, a few wild duck +stop there spring and fall, and when I was a boy I've seen heron. Put +back the dam, Mr. Locke, and I'll guarantee you'll never say swamp +again!" + +"We will try it," I said. "Now let us find a lawyer and see how quickly +I can be put in possession." + +We drove back to the little town from which we had that morning started +out, and where my agent lived; my sleek car following his small one with +somewhat the effect of a long-limbed panther striding behind an agitated +mouse. + +It appeared that the sale was simply consummated. I do not mean that all +the formalities were completed in a day. But by nightfall I could feel +myself the owner of the place. + +Perhaps it was the giddiness of being a land-owner for the first time, +or perhaps it was the abject wretchedness of the only hotel in town that +inspired the whim which seized me during my solitary dinner. I had spent +one night here, and did not welcome the prospect of a second. A return +to New York was not practicable, because I had arranged to meet several +contractors and an architect at the farm, next morning, to discuss the +alterations I wanted made. Why not drive out to my new house this +evening and sleep tonight in the rosewood-furnished bedroom? + +The idea gained favor as I contemplated it. I could go over the house +tonight and sketch more clearly what I wanted done, while I would be on +the ground when my men arrived next morning. There was an allure of +camping out about it, too. + +In the end I went, of course. + +It was dark when I stabled my roadster in the barn that was part of my +new possessions; where the car seemed to glitter disdain of the +hay-littered, ragged shelter. Equipped with a flashlight, suitcase and +bundle, I followed a faint path that wound its way to the house through +wet blackberry vines whose thorns had outlived the winter. My steps +broke the blank silence that brooded over the place. At this season +there was no insect life; nor any other stirring thing within hearing or +sight. But just as I stepped upon the veranda, I heard a vague sound +from the lake that lay a few hundred feet to the north. There was no +wind, yet the water had seemed to move with a sound like the smacking of +soft, glutinous lips. Or as if some soft body drew itself from a bed of +clinging mud. I wondered idly if the tide could run this far back from +Long Island Sound. + +The house reiterated the impression of welcoming me. I shut and locked +the old door behind me, and went up to the room I had chosen as my own. +There I unshuttered and opened the windows, lighted one of the candles I +had brought and set it on a little bookcase filled with dingy volumes, +and threw my blankets on the bed. I had moved in! + +My pleasant sense of proprietorship continued to grow. Before I thought +of sleep, I had been through the house several times from cellar to +attic and accumulated a list of things to be done. Back in my room, an +hour passed in revising the list, by candle-light. + +Near ten o'clock, I rolled myself in a dressing-gown and my blankets, +spread an automobile robe over the four-posted bed, and fell asleep. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + "Beware of her fair hair, for she excels + All women in the magic of her locks." + --SHELLEY (_Trans._). + + +It trailed suavely through my fingers, slipping across my palm like a +belt of silk. It glided with the noiseless haste of a thing in flight. +Quite naturally, even in the dazed moment of awakening I closed my hand +upon it. It was soft in my grasp, yet resilient; solid, yet supple. If I +may speak irrationally, it felt as if it must be fragrant. It was a +strange visitor to my experience, yet I recognized its identity +unerringly as a blind man gaining sight might identify a flower or a +bird. In brief, it was--it only could be an opulent braid of hair. + +When I grasped it, it ceased to move. + +In the dense darkness of my bedroom, I lay still and considered. I was +alone, or rather, should have been alone in the old house I had bought +the day before. The agent assured me that it had been unoccupied for +years. Who, then, was my guest? A passer-by seeking refuge in a +supposedly deserted house would hardly have moved about with such silent +caution. A tramp of this genus would be a rarity indeed. I had nothing +with me of value to attract a thief. The usual limited masculine +jewelry--a watch, a pair of cuff-links, a modest pin--surely were not +sufficiently tempting to snare so dainty a bird of prey as one wearing +such plumage as I held. I have not a small fist, yet that braid was a +generous handful. How did it come to trail across my bed, in any case? +And why was its owner locked in silence and immobility? Surely startled +innocence would have cried out, questioned my grasp or struggled against +it! My captive did neither. + +I began to paint a picture against the darkness; the picture of a +crouching woman, fear-paralyzed; not daring to stir, to sob or pant or +shiver lest she betray herself. Or, perhaps, a woman who was not hushed +by panic, but by deliberation. A woman who slowly levelled a weapon, +assuring her aim in the blank darkness by such guides as my breathing +and the taut direction of her imprisoned tresses. An ugly woman could +not have such hair as this. Or, could she? I had a doubtful recollection +of various long-haired demonstrators glimpsed in drugshop windows, who +were not beautiful. Yes, but they would never have found themselves in +such a situation as this one! Only resolve or recklessness could bring a +woman to such a pass; and with spirit and this hair no woman could be +ugly. + +How quiet she was! I suddenly reflected that she must be thinking the +same thing of me, since neither of us had moved during a considerable +space of time. Possibly she fancied me only half-aroused, and hoped that +I would relapse into sleep without realizing upon what my drowsy grasp +had closed. No doubt it would have been the course of chivalry for me to +pretend to do so, but it was not the course of curiosity. + +The deadlock could not last indefinitely. Apparently, though, it must be +I who should break it. As quietly as possible, I brought my left hand +forward to grope along that silken line which certainly must guide me to +the intruder herself. My hand slipped along the smooth surface to the +full reach of my arm; and encountered nothing. Check, for the first +attempt! The candle and matches I had bought in the village were also +beyond my reach, unless I released my captive and rolled across the bed +toward the little bookcase where I had placed them beside the +flashlight. If I should speak, what would she do? And--a new +thought!--was she alone in the house? + +There came a gentle draw at the braid, instantly ceasing as I +automatically tightened my hold. The pretense that I slept was ended. I +spoke, as soothingly and kindly as I could manage. + +"If you will let me strike a light, we can explain to each other. Or, if +you will agree not to escape----?" + +In spite of my efforts, my voice boomed startlingly through the dark, +still room. No reply followed, but the braid quivered and suddenly +relaxed from its tension. She must have come closer to me. Delighted by +so much success attained and intrigued by the novelty of the adventure, +I moved slightly, stretching my free arm in the direction of the +flashlight. + +"I am not a difficult person," I essayed encouragement. "Nor too dull, I +hope, to understand a mistake or a necessity. Nor am I affiliated with +the police! Permit me----" + +I halted abruptly. A cool edge of metal had been laid across the wrist +of my groping hand. As the hand came to rest, palm uppermost, I could +feel, or imagined I could feel my pulse beating steadily against the +menacing pressure of the blade. The warning was eloquent and sufficient; +I moved no further toward my flashlight. Of course, if I had lifted my +right hand from its guard of the braid, I could easily have pinioned the +arm which poised the knife before I suffered much harm. But I might have +lost my captive in the attempt; an event for which I was not ready, yet. + +"Check," I admitted. "Although, it is rather near a stalemate for us +both, isn't it?" + +The knife pressed closer, suggestively. + +"No," I dissented with the mute argument. "I think not. I do not believe +you could do it; not in cold blood, anyway!" + +"You do not know," insisted the closer pressing blade, as if with a +tongue. + +"No, I do not know," I translated aloud. "But I am confident enough to +chance it. What reason have you for desperate action? I would not harm +you. Have I not a right to curiosity? This is my house, you know. Or +perhaps you did not know that?" + +A sigh stirred the silence, blending with the ceaseless whisper of the +rain that had recommenced through the night. The braid did not move in +my right hand, nor did the blade touching my left. + +"Speak!" I begged, with an abrupt urgency that surprised myself. "You +are the invader. Why? What would you have from me? If I am to let you +go, at least speak to me, first! This is--uncanny." + +"There is magic in the third time of asking," came a breathed, just +audible whisper. "Yet, be warned; call not to you that which you may +neither hold nor forbid." + +"But I do call--if that will make you speak to me," I returned, my +pulses tingling triumph. "Although, as to not holding you----" + +"You fancy you hold me? It is not you who are master of this moment, but +I who am its mistress." + +Her voice had gained in strength; a soft voice, yet not weak, used with +a delicate deliberation that gave her speech the effect of being a +caprice of her own rather than a result of my compulsion. Yet, I +thought, she must be crouched or kneeling beside me, on the floor, held +like the Lady of the Beautiful Tresses. + +"Still, I doubt if you have the disposition to use your advantage," I +began. + +"You mean, the cruelty," she corrected me. + +"I am from New York," I smiled. "Let me say, the nerve. If you pressed +that knife, I might bleed to death, you know." + +"Would you hear a story of a woman of my house, and her anger, before +you doubt too far?" + +"Tell me," I consented; and smiled in the darkness at the transparent +plan to distract my attention from that imprisoned braid. + +She was silent for so long that I fancied the plan abandoned, perhaps +for lack of a tale to tell. Then her voice leaped suddenly out of the +blackness that closed us in, speaking always in muted tones, but with a +strange, impassioned urgency and force that startled like a cry. The +words hurried upon one another like breaking surf. + +"See! See! The fire leaps in the chimney; it breathes sparks like a +dreadful beast--it is hungry; its red tongues lick for that which they +may not yet have. Already its breath is hot upon the wax image on the +hearth. But the image is round of limb and sound. Yes, though it is but +toy-large, it is perfect and firm! See how it stands in the red shine: +the image of a man, cunningly made to show his stalwartness and strength +and bravery of velvet and lace! The image of a great man, surely; one +high in place and power. One above fear and beyond the reach of hate! + +"The woman sits in her low chair, behind the image. The fire-shine is +bright in her eyes and in her hair. On either side her hair flows down +to the floor; her eyes look on the image and are dreadfully glad. Ha, +was not Beauty the lure, and shall it not be the vengeance? + +"The nine lamps have been lighted! The feathers have been laid in a +circle! The spell has been spoken; the spell of Hai, son of Set, first +man to slay man by the Dark Art! + +"The man is at the door of the woman's house. Yes, he who came in pride +to woo, and proved traitor to the love won--he is at her door in +weakness and pain. + +"As the wax wastes, the man wastes! As the mannikin is gone, the man +dies! + +"On her doorstep, he begs for life. He is coward and broken. He suffers +and is consumed. He calls to her the love-names they both know. And the +woman laughs, and the door is barred. + +"The door is barred, but what shall bar out the Enemy who creeps to the +nine lamps? + +"See, the fire shines through the wax! The image is grown thin and wan. +Three days, three nights, it has shrunk before the flames. Three days, +three nights, the woman has watched. As the fire is not weary, she is +not weary. As the fire is beautiful, she is beautiful. + +"The man is borne to her door again. He lifts up his hands and cries to +her. But now he begs for death. Now he knows anguish stronger than fear. +And the woman laughs, and the door is barred. + +"The fire shines on a lump of wax. The man is dead. From her chair the +woman has arisen and stands, triumphant. + +"_But what crouches behind her, unseen? The lamps are cast down! The +pentagram is crossed! The Horror takes its own._" + +The impassioned speech broke off with the effect of a snapped bar of +thin metal. In the silence, the steady whisper of rain came to my ears +again, continuing patiently. I became aware of a rich yet delicate +fragrance in the air I breathed. It was not any perfume I could +identify, either as a composition or as a flower scent. If I may hope to +be understood it sparkled upon the senses. It produced a thirst for +itself, so that the nostrils expanded for it with an eagerness for the +new pleasure. I found myself breathing deeply, almost greedily, before +answering my prisoner's story. + +"'Sister Helen,'" I quoted, as lightly as I could. + +"And do you think Rossetti had no truth to base his poem upon?" her +quiet voice flowed out of the darkness, seeming scarcely the same speech +as the swift, irregular utterance of a moment before. "Do you think that +all the traditions and learning of the younger world meant--nothing?" + +"Are you asking me to believe in witchcraft and sorcery?" + +"I ask nothing." + +"Not even to believe that you will press the knife if I refuse to free +you?" + +"Not even that; now!" + +Compunction smote me. Her voice sounded more faint, as if from fatigue +or discouragement. It seemed to me that the blade against my wrist had +relaxed its menace of pressure and just rested in position. I seemed to +read my lady's weariness in the slackened vigilance. Perhaps she was +really frightened, now that her brave attempt to lull me into incaution +had failed. + +"Listen, please," I spoke earnestly. "I am going to set you free. I +apologize for keeping you captive so long! But you will admit the +provocation to my curiosity? You will forgive me?" + +A sigh drifted across the darkness. + +"I ask no questions," I urged. "But will you not trust me to make a +light and give what help I can? You are welcome to use the house as you +please. Or, if you are lost or stormbound, my car is in the old barn and +I will drive you anywhere that you say. Let us not spoil our adventure +by suspicion. In good faith----" + +I opened my hand, releasing the lovely rope by which I had detained my +prisoner. Then, with a quickening pulse, I waited. Would she stay? Would +she spring up and escape? Would she thank me, or would she reply with +some eccentricity unpredictable as her whim to tell me that tale? + +She did none of these things. The braid of hair, freed entirely, +continued to lie supinely across my open palm. The coolness of the blade +still lightly touched my wrist. She might be debating her course of +action, I reflected. Well, I was in no haste to conclude the episode! + +When the silence had lasted many moments, however, I began to grow +restive. Anxiety tinged my speculations. Suppose she had fainted? Or did +she doubt my intentions, and was her quietness that of one on guard? I +stirred tentatively. + +Two things happened simultaneously with my movement. The braid glided +away from me, while the knife slipped from its position and tinkled upon +the floor. I started up, perception of the truth seizing my slow wits, +and reached for my flashlight. + +There was no one in the room except myself. Down my blanket was slipping +a severed braid of hair, perhaps a foot in length, jaggedly cut across +at the end farthest from my hand. Leaning over, I saw on the floor +beside the bed a paper-knife of my own; a sharp, serviceable tool that +formed part of my writing kit. Before going to bed, I had taken it from +my suitcase to trim a candle-wick, and had left it upon the bookstand. + +Now I understood why her voice had sounded more distant than seemed +reasonable while I held her beside me. No doubt she had hacked off the +detaining braid almost as soon as I grasped it. The knife she had +pressed against my wrist to keep me where I lay while she made ready for +flight; or amused herself with me. Flight? Say rather that she had +leisurely withdrawn! Perhaps she had not even heard my magnanimous +speech offering her the freedom that she already possessed. If she had +stayed to hear me, probably she had laughed. + +Perhaps she was still in the house. + +I rose and lighted a candle, under the impulsion of that idea, reserving +my flashlight for the search. But there was no one in any of the dusty, +sparsely furnished rooms and halls through which I hunted. The ancient +locks on doors and windows were fastened as I had left them, although my +lady certainly had entered and left at her pleasure. Puzzled and amused, +I finally returned to my bedchamber. + +There was some difference in that room. I was conscious of the fact as +soon as I entered and closed the door behind me. The candle still burned +where I had left it, flickering slightly in some current of air. There +was no change that the eye could find, no sound except the rain, yet I +felt an extreme reluctance to go on even a step from where I stood. What +I wanted to do was to tear open the door behind me, to rush out into the +hall and slam the door shut between this room and myself. + +Why? I looked around me, sending the beam of the flashlight playing over +the quiet place. Nothing, of course! I walked over to the bookcase, took +up the braid I had left there, and sat down in an old armchair to study +my trophy. On principle and by habit I had no intention of being +mastered by nerves. It was humiliating to discover that I could be made +nervous by the mere fact of being in an unoccupied farmhouse after +midnight. + +The braid was magnificent. It was as broad as my palm, yet compressed so +tightly that it was thick and solid to the touch. If released over +someone's shoulders, it would have been a sumptuous cloak, indeed! In +what madness of panic had the girl sacrificed this beauty? How she must +hate me, now the panic was past! The color, too, was unique, in my +experience; a gold as vivid as auburn. Or was it tinged with auburn? As +I leaned forward to catch the candle-light, a drift of that fragrance +worn by my visitor floated from her braid. + +At once I knew what had changed in the room. The air that had been so +pure when the house was opened, now was heavy with an odor of damp and +mould that had seeped into the atmosphere as moisture will seep through +cellar walls. One would have said that the door of some hideous vault +had been opened into my bedchamber. This stench struggled, as it were, +with the volatile perfume that clung about the braid; so that my senses +were thrust back and forth between disgust and delight in the strangest +wavering of sensation. + +I made the strongest effort to put away the effect this wavering had +upon me. I forced myself to sit still and think of normal things; of the +men whom I was to see next morning, of the plans I meant to discuss with +them. + +Useless! The stench was making me ill. A wave of giddiness swept over +me, and passed. My heart was beating slowly and heavily. Something in my +head pulsed in unison. I felt a frightful depression, that suddenly +burst into an attack of fear gripping me like hysteria. I wanted to +shriek aloud like a woman, to cover my eyes and run blindly. But at the +same time my muscles failed me. Will and strength were arrested like +frozen water. + +As I sat there, facing the door of the room, I became aware of Something +at the window behind my back. Something that pressed against the open +window and stared at me with a hideous covetousness beside which the +greed of a beast for its prey is a natural, innocent appetite. I felt +that Thing's hungry malignance like a soft, dreadful mouth sucking +toward me, yet held away from me by some force vaguely based on my own +resistance. And I understood how a man may die of horror. + +Yet, presently, I turned around. Weak and sick, with dragging effort I +turned in my chair and faced the black, uncurtained window where I felt +It to be. + +Nothing was there, to sight or hearing. I sat still, and combated that +which I knew _was_ there. In the profound stillness, I heard the wind +stir the naked branches of the trees, the flowing water through the +fragments of the one-time dam, the sputtering of my candle which needed +trimming. Sweat ran down my face and body, drenching me with cold. It +crouched against the empty window, staring at me. + +After a time, the presence seemed not so close. At last, I seemed to +know It was gone. In the gush of that enormous relief my remaining +strength was swept away like a swimmer in a torrent and I collapsed +half-fainting in my chair. + +When I was able, I rose and walked through the house again. Again the +rooms showed nothing to my flashlight except dull furniture, walls +peeling here and there from long neglect, pictures of no merit and +dreary subject. I had expected nothing, and I found nothing. + +It was on my way upstairs to my bedroom that a sentence from the +invisible lady's story came back to my mind. + +"What crouches behind her, unseen? The Horror takes Its own----" + +The bedroom door opened quietly under my hand. The rain had ceased and a +freshening breeze came from the west, filling the room with sweet +country air. The candle had burned down. While I stood there, the flame +flickered out. + +After a brief indecision, I made my way to the bed, rolled myself in the +blankets, and laid down between the four pineapple-topped posts. This +time I kept the flashlight at my hand. But almost at once I slept, and +slept heavily far into a bright, windy March morning. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + "Wide is the seat of the man gentle of speech." + --INSTRUCTION OF KE' GEMNI. + + +On the second day after my return to New York, my Aunt Caroline Knox +called me up on the telephone. + +There are reasons why I always feel myself at a disadvantage with Aunt +Caroline. The first of these brings me to a trifling matter that I +should have set down before, but which I have made a habit of ignoring +so far as possible in both thought and speech. As was Lord Byron, I am +slightly lame. I admit that is the only quality in common; still, I like +the romantic association. Now, my limp is very slight, and I never have +found it interfered much with things I cared to do. In fact, I am +otherwise somewhat above the average in strength and vigor. But from my +boyhood Aunt Caroline always made a point of alluding to the physical +fact as often as possible. She considered that course a healthful +discipline. + +"My nephew," she was accustomed to introduce me. "Lame since he was +seven. Roger, do not scowl! Yes; run over trying to save a pet dog. A +mongrel of no value whatever!" + +Which would have left some doubt as to whether she referred to poor +Tatters or to me, had it not been for her exceeding pride in our family +tree. + +The second reason for my disadvantage before her, was her utter contempt +for my profession as a composer of popular music. + +Today her voice came thinly to me across the long-distance wire. + +"Your Cousin Phillida has failed in her examinations again," she +announced to me, with a species of tragic repose. "In view of her +father's intellect and my--er--my family's, her mental status is +inexplicable. Although, of course, there is your own case!" + +"Why, she is the most educated girl I know," I protested hastily. + +"I presume you mean best educated, Roger. Pray do not quite lose your +command of language." + +I meant exactly what I had said. Phillida has studied since she was +three years old, exhaustively and exhaustedly. A vision of her plain, +pale little face rose before me when I spoke. It is a burden to be the +only child of a professor, particularly for a meek girl. + +"She has studied insufficiently," Aunt Caroline pursued. "She is +nineteen, and her position at Vassar is deplorable." + +"Her health----" I murmured. + +"Would not have hampered her had she given proper attention to +athletics! However, I did not call up to hear you defend Phillida in a +matter of which you are necessarily ignorant. Her father and I are +somewhat better judges, I should suppose, than a young man who is not a +student in any true sense of the word and ignores knowledge as a purpose +in life. Not that I wish to wound or depreciate you, Roger. There is, I +may say, a steadiness of moral character beneath your frivolity of mind +and pursuit. If my poor brother had trained you more wisely; if you had +been _my_ son----" + +"Thank you, Aunt," I acknowledged the benevolent intention, with an +inward quailing at the clank of fetters suggested. "Was there something +I can do for you?" + +"Will you meet Phillida at the Grand Central and bring her home? I +cannot have her cross New York alone and take a second train out here. +Her father has a lecture this afternoon and I have a club meeting at the +house." + +"With pleasure, Aunt! What time does her train get in?" + +"Half after four. Thank you, Roger. And, she looks on you as an elder +brother. I believe an attitude of cool disapproval on your part might +impress upon her how she has disappointed the family." + +"Leave it to me, Aunt. May I take her to tea, between trains, and get +out to your place on the six o'clock express?" + +"If you think best. You might advise her seriously over the tea." + +"A dash of lemon, as it were," I reflected. "Certainly, Aunt, I could." + +"Very well. I am really obliged!" + +"The pleasure is mine, Aunt." + +But that it was going to be Phillida's, I had already decided. She would +need the support of tea and French pastry before facing her home. As for +treating her with cool disapproval, I would sooner have spent a year at +Vassar myself. It was my intention to meet her with a box of chocolates +instead of advice. Phil was not allowed candy, her complexion being +under cultivation. On the occasions when we were out together it had +been my custom to provide a box of sweets, upon which she browsed +luxuriously, bestowing the remnants upon some street child before +reaching her home. + +From the telephone I turned back to that frivolous pursuit of which my +aunt had spoken with such tactfully veiled contempt. She was not +softened by the respectable fortune I had made from several successful +musical comedies and a number of efforts which my publishers advertise +as "high-class parlor pieces for the home." In fact, she felt it to be a +grievance that my lightness should be better paid than the Professor's +learning. In which she was no doubt right! + +Ever since my return from my newly purchased farm in Connecticut, +however, I had not been working for money or popular approval, but for +my own pleasure. There was a Work upon which I spent only special hours +of delicious leisure and infinite labor. It held all that was forbidden +to popular compositions; depth and sorrow and dissonances dearer than +harmony. I called it a Symphony Polynesian, and I had spent years in +study of barbaric music, instruments and kindred things that this +love-child of mine might be more richly clothed by a tone or a fancy. +Aunt Caroline had interrupted, this morning, at a very point of +achievement toward which I had been working through the usual +alternations of enjoyment and exasperation, elevation and dejection that +attend most workmen. Pausing only to set my alarm-clock, I hurried into +recording what I had found, in the tangible form of paper and ink. + +I always set the alarm-clock when I have an engagement, warned by dire +experiences. + +Aunt Caroline had summoned me about eleven in the morning. When the +strident voice of the clock again aroused me, I had just time to dress +and reach the Grand Central by half-past four. I recognized that I was +hungry, that the vicinity was snowed over with sheets of paper, that the +piano keys had acquired another inkstain, and my pipe had charred +another black spot on the desk top. Well, it had been a good day; and +Phillida's tea would have to be my belated luncheon or early dinner. +Even so, it was necessary to make haste. + +It was in that haste of making ready that I uncovered the braid of +glittering hair which I had brought from Connecticut. I use no +exaggeration when I say it glittered. It did; each hair was lustrous +with a peculiar, shining vitality, and crinkled slightly along its full +length. With a renewed self-reproach at sight of its humbled exile and +captivity, I took up the trophy of my one adventure. While I am without +much experience, such a quantity seemed unusual. Also, I had not known +such a mass of hair could be so soft and supple in the hand. My mother +and little sister died before I can remember; and while I have many good +friends, I have none intimate enough to educate me in such matters. +Perhaps a consciousness of that trifling physical disadvantage of mine +has made me prefer a good deal of solitude in my hours at home. + +The faint, tenacious yet volatile perfume drifted to my nostrils, as I +held the braid. Who could the woman be who brought that costly fragrance +into a deserted farmhouse? For so exquisite and unique a fragrance could +only be the work of a master perfumer. There was youth in that vigorous +hair, coquetry in the individual perfume, panic in her useless sacrifice +of the braid I held; yet strangest self-possession in the telling of +that fanciful tale of sorcery to me. + +On that tale, told dramatically in the dark, I had next morning blamed +the weird waking nightmare that I had suffered after her visit. The +horror of the night could not endure the strong sun and wind of the +March morning that followed. Like _Scrooge_, I analyzed my ghost as a +bit of undigested beef or a blot of mustard. Certainly the thing had +been actual enough while it lasted, but my reason had thrust it away. +That was over, I reflected, as I laid the braid back in the drawer. But +surely the lady was not vanished like the nightmare? Surely I should +find her in some neighbor's daughter, when my house was finished and I +went there for the summer? She could not hide from me, with that bright +web about her head whose twin web I held. + +It had grown so late that I had to take a taxicab to the Terminal, just +halting at a shop long enough to buy a box of the chocolates my cousin +preferred. But when I reached the great station and found my way through +the swirl of travelers to the track where Phil's train should come in, I +was told the express had been delayed. + +"Probably half an hour late," the gateman informed me. "Maybe more! Of +course, though, she may pull in any time." + +Which meant no tea for Phillida; instead, a rush across town to the +Pennsylvania station to catch the train for her home. As I could not +leave my post lest she arrive in my absence, it also meant nothing to +eat for me until we reached Aunt Caroline's hospitality; which was cool +and restrained rather than festive. + +I foresaw the heavy atmosphere that would brood over all like a cold +fog, this evening of Phil's disgraceful return from the scholastic +arena. Ascertaining from the gateman that the erring train was certain +not to pull in during the next ten minutes, I sought a telephone booth. + +"Aunt Caroline, Phil's train is going to be very late, possibly an hour +late," I misinformed my kinswoman, when her voice answered me. "I have +had nothing to eat since breakfast, and she will be hungry long before +we reach your house. May I not take her to dinner here in town?" + +"Please do not call your cousin 'Phil'," she rebuked me, and paused to +deliberate. "You had no luncheon, you say?" + +"None." + +"Why not? Were you ill?" + +"No; just busy. I forgot lunch. I am beginning to feel it, now. Still, +if you wish us to come straight home, do not consider me!" + +I knew of old how submission mollified Aunt Caroline. She relented, now. + +"Well----! You are very good, Roger, to save your uncle a trip into the +city to meet her. I must not impose upon you. But, a quiet hotel!" + +"Certainly, Aunt." + +"Phillida does not deserve pampering enjoyment. I am consenting for your +sake." + +"Thank you, Aunt. I wonder, then, if you would mind if we stopped to see +a show that I especially want to look over, for business reasons? We +could come out on the theatre express; as we have done before, you +remember?" + +"Yes, but----" + +"Thank you. I'll take good care of her. Good-bye." + +The receiver was still talking when I hung up. There is no other form of +conversation so incomparably convenient. + +The train arrived within the half-hour. With the inrush of travelers, I +sighted Phillida's sober young figure moving along the cement platform. +She walked with dejection. Her gray suit represented a compromise +between fashion and her mother's opinion of decorum, thus attaining a +length and fulness not enough for grace yet too much for jauntiness. Her +solemn gray hat was set too squarely upon the pale-brown hair, brushed +back from her forehead. Her nice, young-girl's eyes looked out through a +pair of shell-rimmed spectacles. She was too thin and too pale to +content me. + +When she saw me coming toward her, her face brightened and colored quite +warmly. She waved her bag with actual abandon and her lagging step +quickened to a run. + +"Cousin Roger!" she exclaimed breathlessly. "Oh, how good of you to +come!" + +She gripped my hands in a candid fervor of relief and pleasure. + +"I am so glad it is you," she insisted. "I was sorry the train could not +be later; I wished, almost, it would never get in--and all the time it +was you who were waiting for me!" + +"It was, and now you are about to share an orgy," I told her. "I have +your mother's permission to take you to dinner, Miss Knox." + +"Here? In town? Just us?" + +"Yes. And afterward we will take in any show you fancy. How does that +strike you?" + +She gazed up at me, absorbing the idea and my seriousness. To my dismay, +she grew pale again. + +"I--I really believe it will keep me from just dying." + +I pretended to think that a joke. But I recognized that my little cousin +was on the sloping way toward a nervous breakdown. + +"No baggage?" I observed. "Good! I hope you did not eat too much +luncheon. This will be an early dinner." + +She waited to take off the spectacles and put them in her little bag. + +"I do not need them except to study, but I didn't dare meet Mother +without them," she explained. "No; I could not eat lunch, or breakfast +either, Cousin Roger. Nor much dinner last night! Oh, if you knew how I +dread--the grind! I should rather run away." + +"So we will; for this evening." + +"Yes. Where--where were you going to take me?" + +We had crossed the great white hall to street level, and a taxicab was +rolling up to halt before us. Surprised by the anxiety in the eyes she +lifted to mine, I named the staid, quietly fastidious hotel where I +usually took her when we were permitted an excursion together. + +"Unless you have a choice?" I finished. + +"I have." She breathed resolution. "I want to go to a restaurant with a +cabaret, instead of going to the theatre. May I? Please, may I? Will you +take me where I say, this one time?" + +Her earnestness amazed me. I knew what her mother would say. I also +knew, or thought I knew that Phillida needed the mental relaxation which +comes from having one's own way. In her mood, no one else's way, +however, wise or agreeable, will do it all. + +"All right," I yielded. "If you will promise me, faith of a gentlewoman, +to tell Aunt Caroline that I took you there and you did not know where +you were going. My shoulders are broader than yours and have borne the +buffeting of thirty-two years instead of nineteen. Had you chosen the +place, or shall I?" + +To my second surprise, she answered with the name of an uptown place +where I never had been, and where I would have decidedly preferred not +to take her. + +"They have a skating ballet," she urged, as I hesitated. "I know it is +wonderful! Please, please----?" + +I gave the direction to the chauffeur and followed my cousin into the +cab. It seemed a proper moment to present the chocolates from my +overcoat pocket. When she proved too languid to unwrap the box, I was +seriously uneasy. + +"You cannot possibly know how dreadful it is to be the only child of two +intellectual people who expect one to be a credit," she excused her lack +of appetite, nervously twitching the gilt cord about the package. "And +to be stupid and a disappointment! Yes, as long as I can remember, I +have been a disappointment. If only there had been another to divide all +those expectations. If only you had been my brother!" + +"Heaven forbid!" I exclaimed hastily. "That is----" + +"Don't bother about explaining," she smiled wanly, "I understand. But +you are distinguished, and you look it. I never will be, and I am ugly. +Mother expects me to be an astronomer like Father and work with him, or +to go in for club life and serious writing as she does. I never can do +either." + +"Neither could I, Phil." + +"You are clever, successful. Everybody knows your name. When we are out, +and people or an orchestra play your music, Mother always says: 'A +trifle of my nephew's, Roger Locke. Very original, is it not? Of course, +I do not understand music, but I hear that his last light opera----' And +then she leans back and just _eats up_ all the nice things said about +your work. She would never let you know it, but she does. And that is +the sort of thing she wants from me. I--I want to make cookies, and I +love fancywork." + +The taxicab drew up with a jerk before the gaudy entrance to Silver +Aisles. + +I imagine Phillida had the vaguest ideas of what such places were like. +When we were settled at a table in a general blaze of pink lights, +beside a fountain that ran colored water, I regarded her humorously. But +she seemed quite contented with her surroundings, looking about her with +an air I can best describe as grave excitement. At this hour, the room +was not half filled, and the jazz orchestra had withdrawn to prepare for +a hard night's work. + +After I had ordered our dinner, I glanced up to see her fingers busied +loosening the severe lines of her brushed back hair. + +"Everyone here looks so nice," she said wistfully. "I wish my hair did +shine and cuddle around my face like those women's does. Do--do I look +queer, Cousin? You are looking at me so----?" + +"I was thinking what pretty eyes you have." + +Her pale face flushed. + +"Really?" + +"Most truthfully. As for the hair, isn't that a matter of bottled polish +and hairdressers? But you remind me of a question for you. Isn't a braid +of hair this wide," I laid off the dimensions on the table, "this long, +and thick, a good deal for a woman to own?" + +"Show me again." + +I obeyed, while she leaned forward to observe. + +"Not one girl in a hundred has so much," she pronounced judgment. "Who +is she? Probably it isn't all her own, anyhow!" + +"It is not now, but it was," I said remorsefully. + +"How could you tell? Did you measure it?"--with sarcasm. "Do you +remember the maxim we used to write in copybooks? 'Measure a thousand +times, and cut once?' One has to be cautious!" + +"I cut it first, and then measured." + +"What? Tell me." + +At last she was interested and amused. There was no reason why I should +not tell her of my midnight adventure. We never repeated one another's +little confidences. + +She listened, with many comments and exclamations, to the story of the +unseen lady, the legend of the fair witch, the dagger that was a +paper-knife by day and the severed tresses. She did not hear of the +singular nightmare or hallucination that had been my second visitor. My +reason had accounted for the experience and dismissed it. Some other +part of myself avoided the memory with that deep, unreasoning sense of +horror sometimes left by a morbid dream. + +The dinner crowd had flowed in while we ate and talked. A burst of +applause aroused me to this fact and the commencement of the first show +of the evening. The orchestra had taken their places. + +"They will hardly begin with their best act," I remarked, surprised by +Phillida's convulsive start and rapt intentness upon the stretch of ice +that formed the exhibition floor. "Your ballet on skates probably will +come later." + +"I did not come to see the ballet," she answered, her voice low. + +"No? What, then?" + +"A--man I know?" + +Once when I was a little fellow, I raced headlong into the low-swinging +branch of a tree, the bough striking me across the forehead so that I +was bowled over backward amid a shower of apples. I felt a twin +sensation, now. + +"Here, Phillida?" + +"Yes." + +"Someone from your home town or your college town?" I essayed a casual +tone. + +"Neither. He belongs here, and they call him Flying Vere. He--Look! +Look, Cousin!" + +I turned, and saw that the first performer was upon the ice floor. + +He came down the center like a silver-shod Mercury. In the silence, for +the orchestra did not accompany his entrance, the faint musical ringing +of his skates ran softly with him. My first unwilling recognition of his +good looks and athletic grace was followed by an equally reluctant +admission of his skill. Reluctant, because my anger and bewilderment +were hot against the man. My little cousin, my pathetic, unworldly +Phillida--and this cabaret entertainer! At the mere joining of their +names my senses revolted. What could they have in common? How had she +seen him? Having seen him, it was easy to understand how he had +fascinated her inexperience. Only, what was his object? + +He had seen us, where we sat. I saw his dark eyes fix upon her and flash +some message. Her plain little face irradiated, her fingers +unconsciously twisting and wringing her napkin, she leaned forward to +watch and answer glance for glance. + +I would rather not put into words my thoughts. Yet, I watched his +performance. In spite of myself, he held me with his swift, certain +skill, his vitality and youth. + +He was gone, with the swooping suddenness of his appearance. The jazz +music clattered out. Phillida turned back to me and began to speak with +a hushed rapture that baffled and infuriated me. + +"You understand, Cousin Roger? Now that you have seen him, you do +understand? No! Let me talk, please. Let me tell you, if I can. It began +last summer, at the school where I was cramming for college work. Oh, +how tired I was of study! How tired of it I am, and always shall be! I +think that side of me never will get rested. Then, in the woods, I met +him. He was stopping at a hotel not far away. I--we----" + +I waited for her to go on. Instead, she abruptly spread wide her hands +in a gesture of helplessness. + +"After all, I cannot tell you. Not even you, Cousin! He--he liked me. He +treated me just as a really, truly girl who would have partners at +dances and wear fluffy frocks and curl her hair. He thought I was +pretty!" + +The naïve wonder and triumph of her cry, the challenge in her brown +eyes, to my belief, were moving things. I registered some ugly mental +comments on the rearing of Phil and the kind of humility that is _not_ +good for the soul. + +"Why not?" I demanded. "Of course!" + +She shook her head. + +"No. Thank you, but--no! Not pretty, except to him. Only to him, because +he loves me." + +I do not know what impatience I exclaimed. She checked me, leaning +across the table to grasp my hand in both hers. + +"Hush! Oh, hush, dear Cousin Roger! For it is quite too late. We were +married six months ago; last autumn." + +When I could, I asked: + +"Married legally, beyond mistake? Were you not under eighteen years +old?" + +"I was eighteen years and a half. There is no mistake at all. We walked +over to the city hall in the nearest town, and took out our license, and +were married." + +"Very well. I will take you home to your father and mother, now; then +see this man, myself. If there is indeed no flaw in the marriage and it +cannot be annulled, a divorce must be arranged. Any money I have or +expect to have would be a small price to set you free from the miserable +business. But the first thing is to get you home. We will start now." + +She detained my hand when I would have signalled our waiter. Her eyes, +shining and solemn as a small child's, met mine. + +"No, Cousin, please! I am not going home any more. At least, not alone. +I asked you to bring me here where he is, because I am going to stay +with my husband." + +"Never," I stated firmly. + +"Yes." + +"Not if I have to send for your father and take you home by force." + +"You cannot. I am of age." + +"Phillida, I am responsible for you to your parents tonight. Let me take +you home, explain things to them, and then decide your course." + +"But that is what I most do not want to do!" she naïvely exclaimed. + +"You will not?" + +"I'm sorry. No." + +"Then I must see the man." + +"Not--hurt----?" + +I recalled the man we had just seen on the skating floor, with a qualm +of quite unreasonable bitterness. That anxiety of Phillida's had a +flavor of irony for me. + +"Hardly," I returned. "There are fortunately other means of persuasion +than physical force." + +"Oh! But you cannot persuade him to give me up." + +I was silent. At which, being a woman, she grew troubled. + +"How could you?" she urged. + +"You have had no opportunity of judging what influence money has on some +people, Phil." + +She laughed out in relief. + +"Is that all? Try, Cousin." + +"You trust him so much?" + +"In everything, forever!" + +"Then if I succeed in buying him off, promise me that you will come home +with me." + +"If he takes money to leave me?" + +"Yes." + +"I should die. But I will promise if you want me to, because I know it +never will happen. Just as I might promise to do anything, when I knew +that I never would have to carry it out." + +"Very well," I accepted the best I could get. "I will go find him." + +"There is no need. He is coming here to our table as soon as he is +free." + +"I will not have you seen with him in this place." + +"But I am going to stay here with him," she said. + +Her eyes, the meek eyes of Phillida, defied me. My faint authority was a +sham. What could be done, I recognized, must be done through the man. + +We sat in silence, after that. Presently, her gaze fixed aslant on me as +if to dare my interference, she drew up a thin gold chain that hung +about her neck and ended beneath her blouse. From it she unfastened a +wedding ring and gravely put the thing on her third finger, the +school-girl romanticism of the gesture blended with an air of +little-girl naughtiness. She looked more fit for a nursery than for this +business. + +I could tell from the change in her expression when the man was +approaching. I rose, meaning to meet him and turn him aside from our +table. But Phillida halted me with one deftly planted question. + +"You would not leave me alone in this place, Cousin?" + +Certainly I would not leave her alone at a table here; not even alone in +appearance while I had my interview with the man close at hand. Yet it +seemed impossible to speak before her. She calmly answered my +perplexity. + +"You must talk to him here, of course. I--want to listen to you both. +Indeed, I shall not interfere at all, or be angry or hurt! I know how +good you mean to be, dear; only, you do not understand." + +I sat down again, perforce. When the man's shadow presently fell across +our table, it did not soothe me to see Phil thrust her hand in his, her +small face enraptured, her fingers locking about his with a caress plain +as a kiss. She said proudly, if tremulously: + +"Cousin Roger, this is my husband. Mr. Locke, Ethan dear." + +He said nothing. His hesitating movement to offer his hand I chose to +ignore. I admit that my spirit rose against him to the point of loathing +as he stood there, tall, correct in attire--the focus of admiring +glances from other diners--in every way the antithesis of my poor +Phillida. + +"Sit down," I bade curtly, when he did not speak. "Miss Knox insists +that we have our interview here. I should have preferred otherwise, but +her presence must not prevent what has to be said." + +"It won't prevent anything I want to say, Mr. Locke," he answered. + +He spoke with a drawl. Not the drawl of affectation, nor the drawl of +South or West so cherished by the romantic, but the slow, deliberate +speech of New England's upper coasts. It had the oddest effect, that +honest, homely accent on the lips of a performer in this place. Phil +drew him down to the third chair at the table. After which, she folded +her hands on the edge of the cloth as if to signify to me how she kept +her promise of neutrality, and looked fixedly at her glass of water +instead of at either of us. Plainly, all action was supposed to proceed +from me. + +"My cousin has just told me of her marriage," I opened, as dryly concise +as I could manage explanation. "It is of course impossible that she +should adopt your way of living, as she seems to have in mind. You may +not understand, yet, that it also is impossible for you to adopt hers. +No doubt you have supposed her to be the daughter of wealthy people, or +at least people of whom money could be obtained. You were wrong. +Professor Knox has nothing but his modest salary. Her parents are of the +scholarly, not of the moneyed class. She has no kin who could or would +support her husband or pay largely to be rid of him. Of all her people, +I happen to be the best off, financially. It happens also that I am not +sentimental, nor alarmed at the idea of newspaper exploitation for +either of us. It is necessary that all this be plainly set forth before +we go further. + +"Now, for your side: you have involved Miss Knox to the extent of +marriage. To free her from this trap into which her inexperience has +walked is worth a reasonable price. I will pay it. I shall take her home +to her father and mother tonight, and consult my lawyer tomorrow. He +will conduct negotiations with you. The day Miss Knox is divorced from +you without useless scandal or trouble-making, I will pay to you the sum +agreed upon with my lawyer. If you prefer to make yourself +objectionable, you will get nothing, now or later." + +He took it all without a flicker of the eyelids, not interrupting or +displaying any affectation of being insulted. I acknowledge, now, that +it was an outrageous speech to make to a man of whom I knew nothing. But +it was so intended; summing up what I considered an outrageous situation +brought about by his playing upon a young girl's ignorance of such +fellows as himself. Phillida's usually pale cheeks were burning. Several +times she would have broken in upon me with protests, if Vere had not +silenced her by the merest glances of warning. A proof of his influence +over her which had not inclined me toward gentleness with him! + +When I finished there was a pause before he turned his dark eyes to +mine, and held them there. + +"Honest enough!" he drawled, with that incongruous coast-of-Maine tang +to his leisureliness. "I'll match you there, Mr. Locke. I don't care +whether you make fifty thousand a year with your music writing, or +whether you grind a street-piano with a tin-cup on top. It's nothing to +me. I guess we can do without your lawyer, too. Because, you see, I +married Mrs. Vere because I wanted her; and I figure on supporting her. +If her folks are too cultivated to stand me, I'm sorry. But they won't +have to see me. So that's settled!" + +He was honest. His glance drove that fact home to me with a fist-like +impact. There was nothing I was so poorly prepared to meet. + +Phillida's hands went out to him in an impulsive movement. He covered +them both with one of his for a moment before gently putting them in her +lap with a gesture of reminder toward the revellers all about us. The +delicacy of that thought for her was another disclosure of character, +unconsciously made. Worthy or unworthy, he did love Phil. + +I am not too dully obstinate to recognize a mistake of my own. Whatever +my bitterness against the man, I had to accord him some respect. I sat +for a while striving to align my forces to attack this new front. + +"I don't blame you for thinking what you said, Mr. Locke," his voice +presently spoke across my perplexity. "I can see the way things came to +you; finding me here, and all! I'm glad to have had this chance to talk +it out with one of my wife's relations. I'd like them to know she'll be +taken care of. Outside of that, I guess there is nothing we have to say +to each other." + +"I suppose I owe you both an apology," I said stiffly. + +"Oh, that's all right--for both of us! I can see how much store you set +by her." + +"But what are you going to do with her, man?" I burst forth. "Do you +expect to keep her here; sitting at a table in this place and watching +you do your turn, making your fellow performers her friends, seeing and +learning----?" I checked my outpouring of disgust. "Or do you propose to +shut her up in some third-class boarding house day and night while you +hang around here? Good heavens, Vere, do you realize what either life +would be for an nineteen-year-old girl brought up as she has been?" + +He colored. + +"As for bringing up," he retorted, "I guess she couldn't be a lot more +miserable than her folks worried her into being. But--you're right about +the rest. That's why I was going to leave her with her folks yet a +while, until I had a place for her. I mean, while I saved up enough to +get the place." + +"But I wrote to him when I failed in my exams, Cousin Roger," Phillida +broke in. "I told him that I would not go home. I could not bear it. I +was coming to him, and he would just have to keep me with him or I +should _die_. Indeed, I do not care about places. I think it will be +lovely fun to sit here and watch him, or go behind the scenes with him +and make friends with the other people. I--I am surprised that you are +so narrow, Cousin Roger, when all your own best friends are theatrical +people and artists and you think so highly of them." + +I answered nothing to that. The distance between the stage and this +class of cabaret show was not to be traversed in a few seven-league +words. I looked at Vere, who returned my look squarely and soberly. + +"You needn't worry about her being here, Mr. Locke," he said. "I know +better than that! But she has to come to me; it's her right, don't you +think? I'll promise you to take her to a better place as soon as I can +manage." + +"What kind of a place?" + +"I'm saving to get a place in the country," he answered diffidently. +"I'm a countryman, and Phillida thinks she'd like it." + +"You?" I exclaimed, unable to smother my derision and unbelief. My +glance summed up his fastidious apparel and grooming, the gloss on his +curling dark hair and the dubious diamond on his little finger. + +He reddened through his clear, dark skin, but his eyes were not those of +a man taken in a lie. + +"Did you take notice of what I do here?" He asked me, with the first +touch of humility I had seen in him. "I couldn't dance or sing or do +parlor tricks. I wasn't bred to parlors or indoors. But I learned to +skate pretty fancy from a boy up. My folks' farm was on one side of a +lake and the schoolhouse on the other. About November that lake used to +freeze solid. My brother and I used to skate five miles to school, and +back again, before we were six years old. We lived on skates about half +the year, I guess. Well--you don't care about the rest; how the farm was +just about big enough to support my elder brother and his family, and I +came to New York. Nor how I found New York pretty well filled up with +folks who knew considerably more than I did. It was the manager of this +place who advertised for expert skaters, who dressed me up like this, +and paid me the first living wages I'd had in the city. All the same, I +was bred a farmer, and I mean to get back to it. Always have! You're a +man, Mr. Locke, and I'd hate you to think I was a shimmy dancer on ice +and nothing else, or I wouldn't mention it. My father would have taken +the buggy-whip to me, I guess, if he'd lived to see me in this rig. Soon +as I've enough put by, I'll shed this perfumed suit and the cheap +jewelry and take my wife where she can have a chance to forget I ever +wore them." + +"But I _like_ them," put in Phillida ardently. "Please do not fuss so, +Ethan; because I really do." + +"Do you?" I turned upon her. "Are you sure, then, that it is not all +this cabaret glamour you really are in love with? Would you care for him +as an ordinary, hard-working fellow in a pair of overalls and a flannel +shirt? No applause, no lights, no stage?" + +She laughed up at me. + +"You have forgotten that I met Ethan while he was on a vacation from his +work here, and roughing it. When I married him, I had hardly seen him in +anything except his Navy flannel shirt, scrubby trousers, and funny +blunt-toed shoes." + +"You served in the war?" I asked him. + +He nodded. + +"Yes. On a submarine chaser. Got pneumonia from exposure and was +invalided home just before the Armistice." + +"And you came back here?" + +"I came here," he corrected me. "I enlisted from Maine. I was discharged +in New York. That was when I couldn't find anything I could do, until +this skating trick came along." + +I sat thinking for a time; as long thoughts as I could command. The +obvious course was to send for Phillida's father. Yet what could that +vague and learned gentleman do that I could not? I visioned the +Professor standing in this riotous, gaudy restaurant, swinging his +eye-glasses by their silk ribbon and peering at Vere in helpless +distaste and consternation. It was practically certain that Phil would +refuse to go home with him. + +What if she did go home? I could picture the scene there, when the truth +came out. The mortification of her people, the gossip in the little +town, her outcast position among the girls and boys with whom she had +grown up--what a martyrdom for a sensitive spirit! Of course, the only +possible thing considered by Aunt Caroline would be a prompt divorce. + +If Phillida refused to consent to a divorce, how could she live at home +as the wife of a man her parents had pronounced unfit to receive? If she +yielded and gave up Vere, would she be much better off? An embarrassment +to her family, the heroine of a stolen marriage and Reno freedom, what +chance of happiness would she have in her conventional circle? +Especially as she neither was a beauty nor the dashing type of girl who +might make capital of such a reputation. Probably she would bury herself +in nunlike seclusion, stay in her room when callers came, and wear a +veil when she went out to walk. + +Meanwhile, she would break her heart for Vere. + +Could matters be any worse if she tried life with him, even if the +experiment eventually proved a failure and ended in a divorce instead of +beginning there? Might not her parents be spared much they most dreaded, +if their friends could be told simply that Phillida had made a love +match and was with her husband? + +Finally, Phillida was a human creature with the right to manage her own +life. Had any of us the right to lay hands upon her existence and mould +it to our fancy? + +I looked up from my revery to find the eyes of both of them fixed on me +as if I held their doom balanced upon my palm. Perhaps, in a sense, I +did. + +"Phil, will you come home to your father and mother, and consider all +this a bit more before you decide?" I asked her. + +I thought I knew the answer to this, and I did. + +"No, Cousin Roger," she refused firmly. "Please forgive me. I know how +kind you mean to be, but--no! I shall stay with Ethan. If ever you love +anyone, you will understand." + +I accepted the decision. There was no reason why I should think of the +woman who had spoken to me across the darkness in a voice of melody and +power, or why I should seem to feel again the exquisite, live softness +of her braid within my hand. But it was so. + +"Very well," I said. "Vere, it is to you, then, as Phillida's husband, +that I must address any plans. I do not pretend to like the course she +has taken. I do not know what action her parents may take, although I +believe they will listen to my advice. Putting all that aside, she +refuses to come with me and you agree that she cannot stay here. + +"I have just bought a farm in Connecticut, intending to use it as a +summer home. There are some alterations and repairs being made, but +little is to be changed inside the house and it is in perfectly livable +shape. Here is my offer. Take Phillida there, and I will make you +manager of the place. I will pay all reasonable expenses of putting the +land into proper condition and getting such stock and equipment as you +judge best; all expenses and up-keep of the house and whatever salary +usually is drawn by such managers of small estates. I shall be there, on +and off, but you and Phillida must take charge of everything. I am +neither a farmer nor a housekeeper, and do not wish to be either. I +bought the place only because New York is too hot to work in during +three months of the year, and I hate summer resorts. Keep my room ready, +and you will find I disturb you little. Of course, hire what servants +are necessary. + +"Now, if you make the place self-supporting inside of five years, I will +deed the whole thing to you two. To put it better, if you succeed in +making the farm pay a living for yourselves, I will make it over to you +and withdraw. If you fail--well, I suppose you will be no worse off than +you are now!" + +They were stricken speechless. Perhaps my attitude had not pointed to +such a conclusion of our interview. Phillida told me long afterward that +she expected me to bid them good-evening and abandon them forever, as my +mildest course; with alternative possibilities such as summoning a +policeman and having Vere haled to prison. Seeing their condition, I +rose. + +"I will stroll about and leave you a chance to talk it over," I +declared; although there are few ordeals I dislike more than displaying +my limp about such public rooms. + +Vere stopped me, rising as I rose. + +"No need of that, for us," he answered, facing me across the little +table. "About giving us your farm, Mr. Locke, that's for the future! +Just now, the manager's job is plenty big enough to thank you for. I +wish I could say it better. If you'll stay here with Phillida for ten +minutes, until I can get back, I'll be obliged." + +"Where are you going?" + +"To resign here, and get my outfit into a suitcase." + +He had taken up my challenge like a man, at least. There were none of +the hesitations and excuses to stay in town that I had half expected. It +pleased me that he decided for Phil as well as himself. Some of my ideas +about marriage are antiquated, I admit. I nodded to him, and sat down +again. + +It is unnecessary to record the childish things Phillida tried to say to +me, while he was gone. + +"I am so happy," was her apology for threatened tears. "I never knew +anyone--except Ethan--could be so kind. And--and, will you tell Father +and Mother?" + +"Yes." I winced, though, at that prospect. "Give me that little bag you +carry on your wrist." + +She obeyed, wide-eyed. + +"You do tote a powder-puff. I did not know whether Aunt Caroline +permitted it. Rub it on your nose," I advised, passing the bit of fluff +to her. + +While she complied, almost like a normally frivolous girl, I used the +moment to transfer a few banknotes to the bag, so some need might not +find her penniless. + +Vere came back in not much more than the promised ten minutes. He had +changed to gray street clothes and carried a suitcase. I noted that the +diamond had disappeared from his finger and his curly head looked as if +it had been held under a water-faucet and vigorously toweled to lessen +the brilliantine gloss. + +"If you'll tell us where your farm is, Mr. Locke, we'll start," he +volunteered. + +Phillida looked up at him with eyes of adoring trust. + +"I had the porter at the Terminal check my suitcase to be called for. We +shall have to get it, dear." + +In spite of myself, I smiled at their amazing promptitude. There was +both reassurance and pathos in its unconscious youth. All this eagerness +pressing forward--where? They did not know, nor I. Certainly we did not +dream how strange a goal awaited one of us three, or on what weird, +desolate path that traveler's foot was already set. + +"You had better go to a good hotel for tonight," I modified their plan. +"Tomorrow is time enough to go out to the farm, by daylight. Phil has +had enough excitement for one day. I will write full directions for the +trip, Vere, on the back of this timetable of the railroad you must +take." + +They were enchanted with this suggestion. Indeed, they were in a state +of mind to have assented if I advised them to sit out on a park bench +until morning. + +Yet, when I had put them and their scanty luggage into a taxicab, I +suffered a bad pang of misgiving. What responsibility was I assuming in +letting my little-girl cousin go like this? What did I know of this man, +or where he would take her? I think Phillida divined something of my +trouble, for she leaned out the door to me and held up her face like a +child's to be kissed. + +"I am so _happy_," she whispered. + +I turned to Vere; who had a long envelope in readiness to put in my +hand. + +"I guess you might like to have these for a while, Mr. Locke," he said, +with one of his slow, straightforward glances. + +With which farewells I had to be content, and watch their taxi swing out +into the bright-dark flow of traffic where it was lost from my sight. +After which, I entered another taxicab by my unromantic self and was +driven to that railroad station where I would find a train bound to the +college town that was the home of Aunt Caroline and her husband. One +always thought of Phil's parents in that order, although the Professor +was a moderately distinguished scientist and his spouse merely masterful +in her own limited circle. + +The envelope Vere had given me contained their marriage certificate, his +release from the Navy, and his membership card in the American Legion. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + "Fair speech is more rare than the emerald found by slave maidens + on the pebbles."--PTAH-HOTEP. + + +At ten o'clock, next morning, I was summoned from my sleep by the bell +of the telephone beside my bed. It was not a pleasant sleep, although I +had not returned to my apartment until dawn. Nightmare doubts galloped +ruthless hoofs over any repose. + +Phillida's voice came over the wire to me like the morning song of a +bird. + +"Good-morning, Cousin Roger. We are going to take the train in a few +moments. But I could not leave New York without telling you how happy I +am. Are you--did I wake you up? I was afraid that I might, but Ethan +said you would like me to call, even so." + +"My dear, it was the kindest thought you ever had," I told her +fervently. + +"Was it?" she hesitated. "Then--were they pretty dreadful to you at +home?" + +"Quite!" + +"Do you suppose they will _do_ anything dreadful about us?" + +"No. Nothing." + +It did not seem necessary to tell her that Aunt Caroline did not know +where the runaways had gone, and was thereby debarred from hasty action. +Phillida's father had privately agreed with me in this. + +"I am so very happy, Cousin Roger!" + +"I am glad, Phil." + +"And you will come to the farm soon?" + +"Soon," I promised. + +So the nightmares of immediate anxiety for her galloped themselves away, +routed for that time. Like my gold-fish when their bowl has been unduly +shaken, I sank down again into the quieted waters of my little world and +absorption in my own affairs. There have been hours when I wondered if I +was of more importance than they, as a matter of cosmic fact. + +A month passed before I kept my promise to go to the farm in +Connecticut. + +As a first reason, I wanted to leave my young couple alone for a period +of adjustment. Also, I was curious to see how they would handle the +business left to them. I held telephone conversations with Phillida, and +with various contractors now and then. I sent out the furnishings for my +own room. Everything else I purposely left to the experimenters. + +There was a second reason, more obscure. I wanted to keep for a while +the little mystery of the lady who had come to the farmhouse room in the +dark of the night. She was pure romance, a rare incident in a prosaic +age. My table had been bare of such delicately spiced morsels, and I +relished the savor of this one upon my palate. I was not quite ready to +find her in the matter-of-fact daughter of some neighbor, who had sought +shelter from the storm in that supposedly empty house and probably +mistaken me for a tramp. + +Perhaps I was equally reluctant to go back and prove that the adventure +was ended, that she had been a bird of passage who had gone on with no +thought of return. + +With all these delays, and the fact that my work really kept me busy in +town, April was verging toward May when I finally saw the last of my +luggage put into the car and started on my fifty-mile drive to the house +by the lake. I did not take this first visit very seriously, or intend +it to be over long. To be a constraint upon the household I had +established, or assume a right there, was far from the course I planned. +It was not certain Vere and I would be comfortable housemates. But to +stay away altogether would have hurt Phillida as much as to stay too +long, I considered. Probably a week would be about enough for this time. + +So lightly, so ignorantly, I stepped from the first great division of my +life into the second; not hearing the closing of the gate through which +there was no turning back. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + "The very room, coz she was in, + Seemed warm from floor to ceilin'." + --THE COURTIN'. + + +I arrived at noon, when a bright sun set the country air afloat with +motes like dust of gold. The place seemed drenched in golden light. Even +the young grass had gold in its green, and the lake glittered hot with +yellow sparkles. + +The house was transformed. The cream-colored stucco that hid its homely +walls, deep, arched porches that took the place of the old shallow +affairs, scarlet Spanish tiles where bleached shingles had been--all +united in giving it the gayest, most modern air imaginable. A gravel +drive curved in beneath the new porte-cochère, inviting the wheels of my +car to explore. Grass had been put in order, flower-beds laid out. The +new dam was up, and the miniature lake no longer suggested a swamp. If +the place had appealed to me in its dreary neglect, now it held out its +arms to me and laughed an invitation. + +As I stepped from my car, I heard running feet and a girl sped around +the veranda to meet me. She cast herself into my arms before I fairly +realized this was Phillida. A Phillida as new to my eyes as the house! +After the first greetings I held her off to analyze the change. + +She was tanned and actually rosy. The corners of her once sad little +mouth turned up instead of down and developed--I looked twice--yes, +developed a dimple. The dull hair I always had seen brushed plainly +back, now was parted on one side and fluffed itself across her forehead +and about her cheeks with an astonishing effectiveness. She was attired +in a China-blue linen frock with a scarlet sash knotted in front quite +daringly, for Phillida. + +"Why, Phil, how pretty we are!" I admired. + +She looked up at me like a praised little girl, and smoothed the sash. I +noticed she wore above her wedding ring that "diamond" which once had +adorned Vere's finger so distastefully to me. It shone bravely in the +sunlight with quite a display of fire. Tracing my gaze, she held out her +hand for me to see. + +"Yes, it was his, Cousin Roger. Of course, we have not very much money +yet, and I do not care about all the engagement rings that ever were +thought of. But, I was afraid people up here might notice that I had +none and think slightingly of Ethan. So I asked him, and we went to a +jeweler, who made it smaller to fit me. It is not a false stone, you +know. It is a white topaz, and I love it better than the biggest +diamond." + +"Then you are still happy?" + +"Forever and ever, world without end," she answered solemnly. + +We went in. + +Sun and sweet wind had worked white magic in the long-closed house. +Quaint furniture, no longer dust-grimed but lustrous with cleanliness +and polish, had quite a different air. Fresh upholstery in cheerful +tints, fresh paper on the walls, good rugs, order and daintiness +everywhere changed the interior out of my recognition. Already the +atmosphere of home and cheer was established. + +"Come see your rooms," Phillida invited, enraptured by my admiration. +"They are so pretty!" + +She ran up the stairs, around the passage, and ushered me into the room +of graceful adventure and grotesque nightmare. I stopped on the +threshold. + +I had ordered the partition removed between the two chambers on this +side, giving me one large room. This, with the little bathroom attached, +occupied the entire large frontage of the house. This long, spacious +room; floors covered by my Chinese rugs, walls echoing the rugs' +smoke-blue, my piano in a bright corner, my special easychairs and +writing-table in their due places, welcomed me with such familiar +comfort that I could not identify the neglected chamber where I had +slept one night in the old bed with the four pineapple-topped posts. The +windows were opened, and white curtains with their over-draperies of +blue silk were swinging in and out on a fresh breeze where the Horror of +my dream had seemed to press itself against the black panes. Decidedly, +I must have had a bad attack of indigestion that night! + +"See how nice?" Phillida was urging appreciation at my side. "We swung +those lovely old hangings from the arch, so they can be drawn across the +bedroom end of your room, if you like. Although I do not know why you +_should_ like, everything is so pretty! Your long Venetian mirror came +safely, and all your darling lamps. And--and I hope you like it so well, +Cousin Roger, that you will stay here always!" + +When she left me alone, I walked to the different windows, contemplating +the stretches of lawn dotted with budding apple trees and the lake that +lay beyond shining in the sun. Was Phillida's charming wish to become a +fact, I wondered? Could this rest and calm hold me content here, where I +had meant merely to pause and pass on? I looked at the yellow country +road meandering past the lake into unseen distance. Should I ever see my +Lady of the Beautiful Tresses come that way, or travel that road to +where she lived? If I did meet her, would she forgive me the loss of her +braid? There would be a test for the sweetness of her disposition! + +When a chiming dinner-gong summoned me downstairs, I found Vere awaiting +me beside Phillida. We shook hands, and he made some brief, pleasant +speech about their having expected me sooner. If pale, timid Phil had +become a surprising butterfly, Vere had taken the reverse progress +toward the sober grub. I like him better in outing clothes, although he +showed even more the unusual good looks which so unreasonably prejudiced +me against him. If he felt any strain in our meeting, his slow, tranquil +trick of speech and manner covered it. I hope I did as well! It was then +I discovered that his wife's pet name for him fitted like a glove. She +called him "Drawls." + +The luncheon was good; cooked and served by a middle-aged Swedish woman +named Cristina. Afterward, I was conducted into the kitchen by the lady +of the house, to view the new fittings and improvements. Most odd and +pretty it was to see Phillida in that rôle of housewife, and to watch +her pride in Vere and deference to him. Let me record that I never saw +the daughter of Aunt Caroline fail in this settled course toward her +husband. Whether it was born of revulsion from her mother's hectoring +domestic methods, or of consciousness that outsiders might rate Vere +below his wife in station and education, so her respect for him must +forbid their slight, I do not know. But I never saw her oppose him or +speak rudely to him before other people. I suppose they may have had the +usual conjugal differings, neither of them being angelic. If so, no +outsider ever glimpsed the fact. + +We spoke of nothing serious on that first day. They both showed me the +various improvements finished or progressing, indoors or out. + +We dined as agreeably as we had lunched. Quite early, afterward, I +excused myself, and left together the two who were still on their +honeymoon. + +At the door of my room, I pushed a wall-switch that lighted +simultaneously three lamps. In this I had repeated the arrangement used +by me for years in my city apartment. I have a demand for light +somewhere in my make-up, and no reason for not indulging it. There +flashed out of the dusk a large lamp upon my writing-table, a tall +floor-lamp beside the piano, and a reading-lamp on a stand beside my bed +at the far end of the room. All three were shaded in a smoke-blue and +rose-color effect that long since had caught my fancy for night work; +the shades inset with imitation semi-precious stones, rough-cut things +of sapphire, tourmaline-pink and baroque pearl. + +I lay emphasis upon this, to make clear how normal, serene and even +familiar in effect was the room into which I came. Yet, as I closed the +door behind me and stood in that softly brilliant radiance, a shudder +shook me from head to foot with the violence of an electric shock. A +sense of suffocation caught at my throat like an unseen hand. + +Both sensations were gone in the time of a drawn breath, leaving only +astonishment in their wake. Presently I went on with the purpose that +had brought me upstairs; lifting a portfolio to the table and beginning +to unpack the work which I had been doing in New York. As I laid out the +first sheets of music, there drifted to my ears that vague sound from +the lake I had heard on my first night visit here, while I stood on the +tumble-down porch. The sound that was like the smack of glutinous lips, +or some creature drawing itself out of thick, viscid slime. As before, I +wondered what movement of the shallow waters could produce that result. +Not the tide, now, for the new dam was up and the lake cut off from Long +Island Sound. The pouring of the waterfall flowed on as a reminder of +that fact. + +The sound was not repeated. The dusk outside the windows offered nothing +unusual to be seen. I finished my unpacking and sat down at my +writing-table. + +I am not accustomed to heed time. There never has been anyone to care +what hours I kept, and I work best at night. Midnight was long past when +I thought of rest. + +I declare that I thought of nothing more; not even recalling the vague +unease felt on entering the room. A day spent in the fresh air, followed +by an evening of hard work and journeyings between the piano and table, +had left me utterly weary. When I lay down, it was to sleep at once. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + "I have made a story that hath not been heard; + A great feat of arms that hath not been seen!" + --AMENEMHE'ET. + + +I woke slowly. It seemed that I struggled to wakefulness as a spent +swimmer struggles toward shore. Up, up through deep poles of sleep I +dragged myself, driven by some dimly sensed necessity. Peril had stolen +upon me in my unconsciousness, a stalking beast. I knew that with +nightmare certainty. It was as if my soul stood affrighted beside my +brain, wailing upon its ally to arouse and stand with it against the +menace. And my brain answered, but with infinite difficulty; like a +drugged warrior who hears the clang of battle and forces numbed limbs to +stir, arise and grasp the sword. + +I was awake. Suddenly; the swimmer reaching the surface! + +How shall I describe Fear incarnate? The Horror was at the open window +opposite the foot of my bed, staring in upon me with slavering +covetousness of the prey It watched. I lay there, and felt It seek for +me across the darkness with tentacles of evil that groped for some part +of me upon which It might lay hold. + +The room was still. Between the draperies, the window showed nothing to +the eye except a dark square faintly tinged with the night luminance of +the sky. There was nothing to see; nothing to hear. But gradually I +became aware of a hideous odor of mould and mildew, of must and damp +decay that loaded the air with disgust. + +I lay there, and opposed the approach of the Thing with all the will of +resistance in me. The sweat poured from my whole body, so that I lay as +in water and the drenched linen of my sleeping-suit clung coldly to me. + +It could not pass the defense of my will. I felt the malevolent fury of +Its striving. Like the antennæ of some monstrous insect brushing about +my body, I felt Its evil desires wavering about my mental self, +examining, searching where It might seize. It had not yet found the +weakness It sought. If It did----? + +The sickening, vault-like air I must breathe fought for It. So did the +darkness. All this time, or the time that seemed so long, I had no more +command of my body than a cataleptic patient. Every ounce of force in me +had rushed to support the two warriors of the battle: the brain and will +that opposed the clutching menace. But now, as I grew more and more +fully awake, out of very loathing and danger I drew determination. +Slowly, painfully, I began to free my right arm and hand from this +paralysis. + +As I advanced in resolution, the Thing seemed to recoil. Inch by inch, I +moved my hand across the bed toward my reading-lamp on the stand beside +me. In proportion as I moved, the dreadful tentacles drew back and away. +A last effort, and the chain was in my fingers. I jerked spasmodically. + +Rosy light from the lamp flashed over the room. All the quiet comfort of +the place sprang into view as if to reassure me; the piano open as I had +left it, the table strewn with my evening's work, each bit of furniture, +each drapery or trinket undisturbed. + +The Thing was gone. In the hush I heard my panting breath and the tick +of my watch on the stand. It was two o'clock in the morning. As I +mechanically read the hour, a cock somewhere shrilled its second call +before dawn. The Horror had been true to the legendary time of +apparitions. + +Weak and chilled, I presently made an attempt to rise. But at the +movement, a wave of sickness swept through me. The room seemed to rock +and swing. I had just time to recognize the grip of faintness before I +fell back on the pillow. + + * * * * * + +Vivifying sweetness was in my nostrils, which expanded avidly for this +new air. Perfume that was a tonic, a subtle elixir; that sparkled upon +the senses, sank suavely and healingly through me, so that I seemed to +draw refreshment with each breath. Reluctantly, I aroused more and more +in response to this unusual stimulant; which somehow gave delicious rest +yet drew me from it into life. + +I could have sworn someone had touched me. With some exclamation on my +lips, I started up; to find myself in darkness. The lamps I had left +lighted burned no longer. + +This time there was no terror in my awakening. No Thing of nightmare +pressed against my window-space. The fragrance persisted; the ghastly +smell of mould and corruption was gone. But I wanted light for all that! +Reaching for the lamp beside me on its stand, I found the little chain. +I felt the chain draw in my fingers and heard the click that should have +meant light; but no answering brightness sprang up. + +Instead, across the dark came a voice; a voice low-pitched, soft without +weakness, keen with exultation: + +"Victory! Victory! You have no need of light--who conquered in darkness! +The Enemy has fled. It has covered the Unspeakable Eyes from the eyes of +a man. By the will of a man Its will has been forbidden. It has dragged +Itself back to the Barrier and cowers there for this time. Oh, soldier +on the dreadful Frontier, be proud, putting off your armor tonight! Be +proud, and rest." + +Those practical people who are never unnerved by the intangible, may +gauge if they can the weirdness of this address following my first +experience, and then smile their contempt of me. For I confess to a +moment of uncanny chill. The voice was that of the woman who had trailed +her braid of hair into my grasp, the night I first slept here. But, how +did she know of the Thing's visit to me? I had not spoken nor uttered a +cry throughout Its visitation. How could she have knowledge of that +silent struggle between It and me, or of my escape so narrowly won. How, +unless she too----? + +I groped for a glass of water left on my stand. I drank, and felt my dry +throat relax. + +"Who are you?" I asked. + +A sigh trembled toward me. + +"I am one who stands on the threshold of your beautiful world, as a +traveler stands outside a lighted palace, gazing where she may not +enter, and feeling the winter about her." + +"Do not suppose me quite a superstitious fool," I said bruskly. "You are +a woman. The woman who left a very real braid of hair in my hands, not +long ago, to save herself from capture!" + +"Yes. Yet, I am neither more nor less real than the One which came for +you a while since." + +"Then my nightmare was real? A thing of flesh and blood, or clever +mechanism? You know it. Perhaps you produced it?" + +The rush of my angry suspicion dashed in useless heat against her cool +melancholy. + +"Real? What is real?" she challenged me. "Turn to the sciences that you +should understand better than I, and ask. Stretch out your arm. For a +million years men have vowed you touch empty air. They saw and felt it +empty. But now a child knows air swarms with life. In that thin +nothingness, crowd and move the distributors of death, disease, health, +vigor--existence itself. The water you have just tasted is pure and +clear in the glass? Pure? Each drop is an ocean of inhabitants clean and +unclean. I speak commonplaces. But is there no knowledge not yet +commonplace? Oh man, with all the unfathomed universe about us, _dare_ +you pronounce what is real?" + +"What is natural," I began. + +She interrupted me. + +"Doubtless what is not natural cannot and does not exist. Have you, +then, measured Nature? He was a great thinker, one of deep knowledge, +who compared Man to a child wandering on the shore of a vast ocean and +picking up a pebble here and there." + +"Of what would you convince me? And, why?" + +"Of what? Danger! Why? Would you watch a man enter a jungle where some +hideous beast crouched in ambush, while you neither warned nor armed +him? I am here to turn you back. I am the native of that country who +runs to cry warning to a stranger; to put into his hand the weapon of +understanding." + +So solemn, so urgent a sincerity was in her voice, that again chill +touched me. The clammy dampness of my garments hung on my limbs as a +reminder of the Thing, real or unreal, that twice had made Its presence +felt beyond denial. Wild as her words might be, their incredible +suggestion was matched by my experience. I sought with my eyes for her, +before answering. The room was dark, yet the darker bulk of furniture +loomed out enough to be distinguishable. No figure was visible, even +traced by the direction of her voice. I was certain that any movement to +seek her would mean her flight. + +"Do you mean that you want me to go away from this place?" I questioned. + +The sigh came again, just audibly. + +"Yes. Why should you die?" + +Was I wrong in fancying the sigh regretful? Did I not hear a wistful +reluctance in her tone? Excitement ran along my veins like burning oil +on flowing water. The woman hidden in the dark, the association of her +voice with the strange, exquisite fragrance I breathed, the thought of +beauty in her born of that lovely braid of hair I had seized--all +blended in a spell of human magic. I have said I was a man much alone, +and a lame man who craved adventure. + +"Just now," I said, "you spoke of some victory. You called me--soldier." + +"Is it not victory to have driven back the Dark One? Is he not a soldier +who, aroused in the night to meet dreadful assault, sets his face to the +enemy and battles front to front? Before the Eyes men and women have +died or lost reason, or fled across half the world, broken by fear. What +are the wars of man with man, compared with a man's battle against the +Unknown? I honor you! I salute you! But--soldier alone on the forbidden +Frontier, go! Join your fellows in the world alloted to you; live, nor +seek to tread where mankind is not sent." + +"How can there be wrong in facing a situation that I did not cause?" + +"There is no wrong. There is danger." + +"What danger?" I persisted. + +"Can you ask me?" she retorted with a hint of impatience. "You who have +felt Its grope toward your inner spirit?" + +I shuddered, remembering the brush of those antennæ, exploring, +examining! But I persisted, beyond my every-day nature. Her speech was +for me like that liquor distilled from honey that inflamed the Norsemen +to war fury. + +"You say I came off victor," I reminded her. + +"Yes. But can you conquer again, and again, and again? Will you not feel +strength fail, health break, madness creep close? Will you not be worn +down by the Thing that knows no weariness and fall its prey at last?" + +"It will come--often?" + +"Until one conquers, It will come." + +I forced away a qualm of panic. + +"How can you know?" I demanded. + +"Ask me not. I do know." + +"But, look here!" I argued. "If as you say, this creature was not meant +to meet mankind, how can It come after me this way?" + +She seemed to pause, finally answering with reluctance: + +"Because, two centuries ago one of the race of man here broke through +the awful Barrier that rears a wall between human kind and those dark +forms of life to which It belongs. For know that a human will to evil +can force a breach in that Barrier, which those on the other side never +could pass without such aid." + +I neither understood nor believed. At least, I told myself that I did +not believe her wild, legendary explanation of the nightmare Thing that +visited me. I did not want to believe. Neither did I wish to offend her +by saying so! + +"You will go," she presently mistook my silence for surrender. "You are +wise as well as brave. Good go with you! Good walk beside you in that +happy world where you live!" + +"Wait!" I cried sharply. Her voice had seemed to recede from me, a +retreating whisper at the last word. "No! I will not go. I must--I will +know more of you. You are no phantom. Who are you? Where--when can I see +you in daylight?" + +"Never." + +"Why not?" + +"I came to hold a light before the dreadful path. The warning is given." + +"But you will come again?" + +"Never." + +"What? The Thing will come, and not you?" + +"What have I to do with It, who am more helpless before It than you? Go; +and give thanks that you may." + +"Listen," I commanded, as firmly as I could. "I am not going away from +this house without better reason. All this is too sudden and too new to +me. If you have more knowledge than I, you have no right to desert me +half-convinced of what I should do." + +"I can stay no longer." + +"Why can you not come again?" + +"You plan to trap me," she reproached. + +"No. Word of honor! You shall come and go as you please; I will not make +a movement toward you." + +"Not try--to see me, even?" she hesitated. + +"Not even that, if you forbid." + +There was a long pause. + +"Perhaps----" drifted to me, a faint distant word on the wind that had +begun to stir the tree-branches and flutter through my room. + +She was gone. There sounded a click whose meaning did not at once strike +me, intent as I was upon the girl. Twice I spoke to her, receiving no +reply, before judging that I might rise without breaking my promise. +Then I recognized the click of a moment before, as that of the electric +switch beside my door. No doubt she had turned off my lights at her +entrance and now restored them. I pulled the chain of my reading-lamp, +and this time light flashed over the room. + +I had known no one would be there, and no one was. Yet I was +disappointed. + +As I drew on my dressing-gown I heard a clock downstairs strike four. +Not a breath or a step stirred in the house. The damp freshness of +coming dawn crept in my windows, bringing scents of tansy and +bitter-sweet from the fields to strive against the unknown fragrance in +my room. The melancholy depression of the hour weighed upon me. Beneath +the gentle strife of sweet odors, my nostrils seemed to detect a lurking +foulness of mould and decay. + +I sat down at my desk, to wait beside the lamp for the coming of +sunrise. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + "For it is well known that Peris and such delicate beings live upon + sweet odours as food; but all evil spirits abominate + perfumes."--ORIENTAL MYTHOLOGY. + + +The breakfast bell, or rather Phillida's Chinese chimes, merrily +summoned me to the dining-room; a homely spell to exercise the phantoms +of the night. + +My little cousin, rosy beyond belief, trim in white middy blouse and +blue skirt, was already in her place behind the coffeepot. Vere sat +opposite her at the round table. They were holding hands across the +rolls and bacon and eggs, their glances interlocked in a shining content +that made my solitariness rather drab and dull to my own contemplation. +At my clumsy step the picture dissolved, of course. Vere rose while +Phillida welcomed me to my chair and went into a young housewife's +pretty solicitude about my fruit and hot eggs. + +The sun glinted across the table. The very servant had a smiling air of +enjoying the occasion. I never had a more pleasant breakfast. A big +brindle cat purred on the window-sill beside Phillida; no dainty Persian +or Angora, but a battered veteran whose nicked ears and scarred tail +proved him a battling cat of ring experience. + +"I planned to have a wee white kitten," Phil explained, while putting a +saucer of milk before the feline tough. "One that would wear a ribbon, +you know. You remember, Cousin Roger, how Mother always forbade pets +because she believed animals carry germs? I meant to have a puss, if +ever I had a home of my own. This one just walked into the kitchen on +the first day we came here. Ethan said it was a lucky sign when a cat +came to a new home. He gave it the meat out of his sandwiches that we +had brought for lunch, and it stayed. So I decided to keep it instead of +a kitten. It really is more cat!" + +What footing was here for dreary terrors? In a mirror across the room I +glimpsed my own countenance looking quite as usual. No over-night white +hairs appeared; no upstanding look such as the legend gave to Sir +Sintram after he met the Little Master. + +After the meal, Vere asked me to walk over to the lake with him. + +We strolled through the old orchard toward the dam. This was my side of +the house. In passing, I looked up at the window against which the Thing +had seemed to press Itself with sickening lust for me. Phillida was +framed in the open square, and shook a dustcloth at us by way of +greeting and evidence of her busyness. + +The wide, shallow lake lay almost without movement, except at the head +of the dam. There the water poured over with foam and tumult, an +amber-brown cataract some twenty-odd feet across, to rush on below in a +winding stream that grew calmer as it flowed. + +"We must put our lake in order, Vere," I observed, as we stood on a +knoll at the head of the dam. "All this growth of rank vegetation ought +to be pulled up, the banks graded and turfed perhaps, the bottom cleaned +up. Water-lilies would look better than cat-tails." + +To my surprise, he did not assent. Instead, he set his foot on a boulder +and rested his arm upon his knee; looking into the clear water. + +"Mr. Locke, I just about hate saying what I have to," he told me in his +sober, leisurely fashion. "I expect you won't like it; not at all. +Well--best said before you get deeper in. I can't see my way to make +farming this place pay." + +I was bitterly disappointed. Even at the worst estimate of Vere, I had +imagined he would stick the thing out a little longer than this. Poor +Phillida's time of happiness should have lasted more than these few +weeks. But the call of New York, of the "lounge lizard's" ease and +unhealthy excitement had won already, it seemed. I said nothing at all. +The blow was too sore. + +"There are too few acres of arable land, and they're used up," Vere was +continuing. "I've seen plenty of impoverished, run-out farms in New +England. You could pour money into the soil out of a gold pitcher these +five years to come, before it began to pay you back. And then your money +might better have been put anywhere in bank, for profit! I saw that, the +first week here. Since then I've been looking around for something +better to do." + +"And have found it, of course," I said bitingly. "Or else you would be +drawing your salary as manager and saying nothing to me of all this! +Well, where does poor Phil go, and when?" + +He turned his dark-curled head and regarded me with calm surprise. + +"I didn't exactly know that my wife was going anywhere, Mr. Locke." + +"What? You do not mean to leave the farm?" + +"Not unless you're tired of our bargain. I've been calculating how to +make it pay. That won't be by planting corn and potatoes and taking a +wagon-load into town! If you think I'm wrong, call in any practical man +who knows this sort of business. We've got to think closer to win here. +That's why I'd like to set the lake to work instead of just prettying it +up." + +"The lake, Vere? There isn't enough water-power over the dam to do any +more than run a toy, is there?" + +He motioned me nearer to where he stood gazing down. + +"Notice what kind of water this is, Mr. Locke? Brown like forest water, +sort of green-lighted because the bottom is like turf; neither mud nor +sand, but a kind of under-water moss? You see? It's pure and clean, with +a little fishy smell about it. Matter of fact, it is forest water! Comes +from way off yonder, the stream does, before it spreads out into our +lake, here. I borrowed a boat and followed back two miles before it got +too shallow for me. Boys have caught trout here three times since I've +been watching." + +"Well?" + +"My father was fish-warden in our district. I learned the business. If +you're willing, I can start some trout-raising that ought to pay well. +You know, the State is glad to help game preserving, free." + +He proceeded to give me a brief lecture on the subject, in his quiet, +unpretentious manner; producing notes and diagrams from his pockets. He +had written to various authorities and exhibited their replies. He knew +exactly what the State would do, what he himself must do, and what +investment of money would be required. I listened to him in admiration +and astonishment. + +From fish raising, he went on to discuss each acre of the farm; its best +use in view of its situation, condition, and our needs. We could afford +so much labor, it appeared, and no more. We must have certain apparatus; +methodically listed with prices. If we used a certain sheltered south +field for a peach orchard, the trees planted should be such an age and +have giant-powder blast deep beds for them in order that they might soon +bear fruit. + +When at last he ended his deceptive speech that sounded so lazy while +implying so much energy, and turned his black eyes from the papers on +his knee to my face, I had been routed long since. + +"Vere," I said abruptly, "did you know that I thought you were going to +desert the farm, when you began to speak?" + +He nodded. + +"Yes, I guess so. You don't exactly like me; haven't had any occasion +to! You don't judge me a fit match for your cousin. Well, neither would +anyone else, yet!" + +He began to gather his papers together, his attention divided with them +while he finished his answer: + +"There will be plenty of time before that 'yet' runs out. Mighty +pleasant time, thanks to you, Mr. Locke! Phillida and I expect to enjoy +building things up as much as we'll enjoy it after they're all built. +Meantime, I prize what you're doing all the more because I know how you +feel. Now, if you'd be interested to look over these plans or submit +them to someone you've confidence in, for inspection, I'll just turn +them over to you." + +He had so accurately measured me that I was disconcerted. It was quite +true that he was compelling my respect, while my first dislike of him +still obstinately lurked in the background of my mind. I felt +ungenerous, but I would not lie to him. + +"I am a queer fellow, Vere," I said. "Leave that to time, as you say! As +for the plans, they are far beyond my scope. A city man, it has been my +way to 'phone for an expert when anything was to be done, or to buy what +I fancied and pay the bills. In this case, you are the expert. The plans +seem brilliant to me. Certainly they are moderate in cost. Keep them, +and carry them out as soon as that may be done. You are master here, not +I." + +We walked back together through the sun and freshness of the early +spring morning. As we neared the house Phillida's voice hailed us. She +was at my window again, leaning out with her hair wind-ruffled about her +face. + +"Cousin Roger," she summoned me, "I have found out what makes your room +as sweet as a garden of spices. See what it is to be a composer +completely surrounded by royalties, able to buy the most gorgeous scents +to lay on one's pillow! And all enclosed in antique gold!" + +She held up some small object that shone in the sunlight. "Throw it +down," I begged, startled into excitement. + +She complied, laughing. Vere sprang forward, but I made a quicker step +and caught the thing. + +It was one of those filigree balls of gold wrought into openwork, about +the size of a walnut, that fine ladies used to wear swung from a chain +or ribbon and call a pomander. The toy held a chosen perfume or essence +supposed to be reviving in case miladi felt a swoon or megrim about to +overwhelm her; as ladies did in past centuries and do no longer. + +Whose gentle pity had brought this pomander to my pillow, to help me +from that faintness which had followed my struggle with the Thing? Whose +was the exquisite, individual fragrance contained in the ball I held? I +had a vision of a figure, surely light and soft of movement, haloed with +such matchless hair as the braid I had captured, stealing step by timid +step across my room; within my reach while I lay inert. Perhaps her face +had bent near mine in her doubt of my life or death; hidden eyes had +studied me in the scanty starlight. + +Oh, for Ethan Vere's good looks and athlete's grace, to lure my lady +from her masquerade! + +"Where did you buy it, Cousin Roger? 'Fess up!" Phillida's merry voice +coaxed me. + +"It was given to me," I slowly answered. "I cannot offer it to you, +Phil. But I will buy any other pretty thing you fancy, instead, next +time I go to town." + +She made a gesture of disclaim. + +"I did not mean _that_! Only, do tell me what the perfume is?" + +"I was going to ask if you knew." + +"No. Something very expensive and imported, I suppose. Perhaps whoever +gave it to you had it made for herself alone, as some wealthy women do. +It is the most clinging, yet delicately refreshing scent I ever met." + +"Tuberose," suggested Vere. + +"Drawls, no. How can you? Like an old-fashioned funeral!" she cried. + +"Tuberose didn't always go to funerals," he corrected her teasingly, as +she made a face at him. "I remember them growing in my Aunt Bathsheba's +garden. Creamy looking posies, kind of kin to a gardenia, seems to me! +Thick-petalled, like white plush, and holding their sweet smell +everlastingly. But Mr. Locke's perfumery isn't just that, either. There +was something else grew in that garden--I can't call to mind what I +mean. Basil, maybe?" + +"The basil plant, that feeds on dead men's brains," quoted Phil with a +mock shiver. "You _are_ happy in your ideals, Drawls!" + +He laughed. + +"Well, that garden smelled pretty fine when the dew was just warming up +in the sun, mornings--and so does this little gilt ball! I'll guess Mr. +Locke's lady never got it from France. Smells like old New England." + +There was no reason why a vague chill should creep over me, or the +sunshine seem to darken as if a thin veil drifted between me and the +surrounding brightness. Let me say again that no place could have been +more unlike the traditional haunted house. There hung about it no sense +of morbidity or depression. Yet, what was I to think? I was not sick or +mad; and the Thing had come to me twice. I turned from the married +lovers and made my way to the veranda, where I might be alone to +consider the pomander whose perfume was like a diaphanous presence +walking beside me. + +Seated there, in one of the deep willow-chairs Phillida had cushioned in +peacock chintz and marked especially mine by laying my favorite +magazines on its arm, I studied my new trophy of the night. There was a +satisfaction in its material solidity. It was real enough, resting in my +palm. + +Yes; but it was not ordinary among its quaint kind! As I picked out the +design of the gold-work, that fact was borne in upon my mind. Here was +no pattern of scroll or blossom or cupids and hearts. The small sphere +was belted with the signs of the Zodiac, beautiful in minute perfection. +All the rest of the globe was covered with lace-fine work repeating one +group of characters over and over. I was not learned enough to tell what +the characters were, but the whole plainly belonged to those strange, +outcast academies of astrology, alchemy--magic, in short. It contained +what appeared to be a pinkish ball; originally a scented paste rolled +round and dried, I judged by peering through the interstices of the +gold. + +Had the old-world trinket been left to bewilder me? Why, and by whom? +What interest had my lady of the dark in elaborately deceiving me? Why +muffle her identity in mystery? Why the indefinable quaintness of +language, the choice of words that made her speech so different from +even the college-bred Phillida's? + +She urged me to leave the house. If she, or anyone associated with her +wanted the place left vacant for some reason, why did not the Thing and +the warning come to others of our household group? Vere, Phillida, the +Swedish woman, Cristina--all had lived here for weeks without any +experiences like mine. I had not been told to leave my room, but the +house. The danger, then, was only for me? + +Well, was I to run away, hands over my eyes, at the first alarm? + +The gray cat came purring about me and presently leaped upon my knee. On +impulse, I offered the pomander to its nostrils. The unwinking yellow +eyes shut, the beast's powerful claws closed and unclosed with +convulsive pleasure, it breathed with that thirsty eagerness for the +scent so familiar to my own senses. + +"Better than catnip, Bagheera?" I questioned. "You wouldn't bolt from +it, either, would you?" + +Phillida's battered pet relaxed luxuriously, by way of answer, sniffed +toward the hand I withdrew, and composed itself to sleep. I put the +pomander in my waistcoat pocket. + +I could not deny as mere nightmare the Thing which had visited me. +Better confront that fact! It was real. Only, real in what sense? What +human agency could produce an effect so frightful, an illusion so +hideous that I could scarcely bear to recall it here in full daylight, +without the use of a sight or sound to confuse the brain? + +Had the girl told the truth in her wild explanation? A truth hinted at +by alchemists, Pythagoreans, Rosicrucians, pale students of sorcery and +magnificent charlatans, these many centuries? Were there other races +between earth and heaven; strange tribes of the middle spaces whose +destinies were fixed and complete as our own, but between whose lives +and ours were fixed barriers not to be crossed? Had I met one of these +beings, inimical to man as a cobra, intelligent as man, hunting Its +victim by methods unknown to us? + +Was I a cheated fool, or a pioneer on the borders of a new country? + +Could I meet that Thing tonight, and tomorrow night? Could I bear the +agony of Its presence, the stench of death and corruption that was Its +atmosphere? At the mere memory my forehead grew wet. + +The postman's buggy had stopped at our mailbox. Phillida ran down to +meet the event of the morning. Her laughing chatter came back to me +while she waited, fists thrust in middy pockets, for the old man to sort +our letters from his bags. It did not appear so hard to make a woman +happy, I mused. A man might attempt it with hope, if he could but +persuade her to try him. + +My lady had promised to come again. Perhaps, with patience----? + +Phillida came across the lawn with an armful of gaudy-covered catalogues +and a handful of letters. + +"Catalogues for Ethan; letters for you," she called in advance of her +arrival. "What an important person you are, Cousin Roger! It always +gives me a quivery thrill to realize _who_ you are as well as how nice +you are. Now, isn't that a jumbled speech to tumble out of me?" + +I took her tanned little hand along with the letters; letters that were +so many voices summoning me back to pleasant, busy Manhattan. + +"It is a fine speech for a humble person to answer, Phil! But does that +sort of thing matter to you women? What do you love Vere for, at bottom? +Because he is strong and supple and has curly hair? No?" as she shook +her head. "Because he has worn the uniform, then; proved his courage in +war at sea? Because he had the glamour about him of real adventure and +cabaret glitter? Or because he took you away from a life you hated? Or, +perhaps, because he is kind and loves you? No! For none of these +reasons? Why, then, love Ethan Vere?" + +She stopped vigorously shaking her head in repeated denial, and smiled +at me triumphantly. + +"Because he _is_ Ethan Vere," she promptly responded. "Oh, Cousin Roger, +you clever people are so stupid! It would not make any difference at all +if Drawls were ugly, or never had been a sailor, or could not skate or +do things, or had not been able to make me happy. It is something very +much bigger than all that!" + +"And all the divorce courts, Phil? The breach of promise suits, and the +couples who make each other miserable?" + +"But they never had anything," she said. "Perhaps they will have it, +some day. Don't you know, Cousin Roger, that the most important things +in the world are those most people never know about?" + +I was not sure whether I knew that, or not. After last night, I was not +sure of many things. Still, if such gifts were given as she believed, if +it was merely a question of being Ethan Vere--or Roger Locke----? + +But I had never seriously considered leaving the adventure. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + "The heart is a small thing, but desireth great matters. It is not + sufficient for a kite's dinner, yet the whole world is not + sufficient for it."--HUGO DE ANIMA. + + +That evening Vere and I settled the business details of the developments +he had planned. Also while we three were quietly together, I launched a +discussion that had been gathering in my mind all day while I watched +Phillida. + +"You are doing as efficient work as Vere," I told her. "In fact, you are +a most moderate pair! I gave you an open bank account, Phil; and you +have furnished the house for so little that I am amazed. And it is all +so gay, so freshly pretty! Being an ignorant man, the details are beyond +me. But--one servant? Aren't you working yourself too hard? I had +expected you to need several. Of course, we are not counting Vere's +outdoor force." + +She turned in her low chair beside the lamp and glanced toward the +window behind her, before replying. I noticed the action, because a +moment before Vere had turned precisely the same way. + +"It is good of you to think of those things, Cousin Roger," she +declared. "But, I want to be a real wife to Drawls. I do, indeed! And I +have it all to learn because I was not brought up for that. Look at this +dish-towel I am hemming. Cristina would laugh at the stitches if she +dared, yet they are better than when I began. Some day I shall sew fine +things. So it is with all my housekeeping. I think we should begin as we +mean to go on, so I have furnished the house for--us. Perhaps if it had +been for you alone, I should have chosen satin-wood and tapestry instead +of willow and cretonne. The same way about Cristina. If Ethan and I are +to save and earn this lovely place, as you offered, we cannot afford +more than one maid. You understand what I am trying to explain, don't +you?" + +"Yes," I assented. "Surely! What were you looking for, just now, behind +you?" + +"I? Oh, nothing! I just fancied someone had passed by the window and +stared in. I can't imagine what made me fancy that. Unless the cat----" +She hesitated. + +"Bagheera is asleep under Mr. Locke's chair," Vere observed casually. + +"Truly, Cousin Roger, I love the way we are living," she resumed. "It is +very miserable of me, I daresay, not to be more intellectual after all +Father and Mother labored with me. But it is so! I want to live this way +all my life; to be busy, and plan things with Ethan, and make them come +true together." + +Under cover of the table she put her hand into Vere's, and silence held +us a little while. I watched Bagheera the cat, who sat beside my chair +staring with unblinking yellow eyes toward the window across the room. +Did I imagine a slight uneasiness in those eyes, a wary readiness in +gathered limbs and muscles bulking under the old cat's scant fur? Now +the tail twitched with a lashing movement. + +Presently Bagheera looked away and relaxed. A moment more, and he curled +down, composing himself to sleep. + +"You like the place, Phil?" I questioned. "You do not find it lonely +here, or in any way depressing?" + +The candor of her surprise told me that no dweller between the worlds +had visited her. + +"Cousin Roger? This darling house? Why?" + +I passed that question safely, and after a few minutes bade them +good-night. They had a fashion of gazing at one another that made it a +matter of necessary kindness to leave them alone together. + +As I made my solitary way upstairs, I will not deny a growing +excitement, or that dread fought with my resolution. Who would keep +tryst with me tonight? The Horror or the lady? Both; as each time +before? If so, which one would come first, and what might be my measure +of success or failure? If some trick were being played upon me, I meant +to pluck it out of the mystery. + +The quietly pleasant room received me without a hint of the unusual. I +lighted the lamps and sat down to my work. + +The house was still by ten o'clock, all lights out except mine. At +midnight I lay down in the dark, the pomander under my pillow. Whether I +put the gold ball there from sentiment, or from some absurd fancy about +its perfume and mystic carving being somehow a talisman against evil, or +because I feared the trinket might be taken from me during the night, I +should be troubled to answer. I did place it there, and lay lapped in +its sweet odor while the moments dragged past; heavy, slow-footed +moments of strain and dreadful expectation scarcely relieved by a hope +uneasy as fear. + +The cock crowed for the first hour; and for the second. I slept, at +last. When I awoke, level sun-rays were striking across the world. + +Nothing had happened. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + "These Macedonians are a rude and clownish people that call a spade + a spade."--PLUTARCH. + + +Next morning, I took my car and began a systematic investigation of the +neighborhood. There proved to be few houses within reasonable distance +where such a woman as my lady could be lodged. However, I made my +cautious inquiries even where the quest seemed useless, resolved to +leave no chance untried. No better plan occurred to me than exhibition +of the pomander with a vague story of wishing to return it to a young +lady with red-gold hair. But nowhere did a native show recognition of +the top or the description. + +On my way home I overtook a familiar, travel-stained buggy that inspired +me with a fresh disrespect for my own abilities. Why had I not put my +question to our rural mail deliverer in the beginning? Surely here was a +man who knew everyone and went everywhere! + +The old white horse rolled placid eyes toward the car that drew up +beside it, then returned to cropping the young grass by the roadside. +The postman looked up from the leather sack open before him, and nodded +to me. + +"Morning, Mr. Locke," he greeted. "Now let me get the right stuff into +this here box, an' I'll sort your family's right out for you. There's a +sample package of food sworn to make hens lay or kill 'em, for Cliff +Brown here, that's gone to the bottom of the bag. I don't know but +Cliff's poultry'd thank me to leave it be! Up it's got to come, though!" + +"Will it make them lay?" I asked, watching the ruddy old face peering +into the sack. + +"I guess it might, if Cliff told 'em they'd have to lay or eat it, +judgin' from the smell that sample's put in my bag." + +"Not as sweet as this?" I suggested, and leaned across to lay the +pomander in his gnarled hand. + +The familiar expression of acute, almost greedy pleasure flowed into his +face. His nostrils expanded with eager intake of the perfume that seemed +an elixir of delight. He said nothing, absorbed in sensation. + +"Do you know of a lady who wears that scent?" I asked. "A lady with +bright fair hair, colored like copper-bronze?" + +"Not I!" he denied briefly. + +"No one at all like that--with hair warmer in shade than ordinary gold +color, and a lot of it?" + +"No. Not around here, nor anywhere I've been! What do you call this +perfumery, Mr. Locke?" + +"I have no idea," I answered, sharply disappointed. "No one knows except +the young lady I am trying to find. Are you sure you cannot help me at +all? There is no newcomer in the neighborhood, no visitor at any house +who might be the one I am looking for?" + +He shook his head, giving back the pomander with marked reluctance. + +"No one who might be able to tell more than yourself?" I persisted. + +A gleam of humor lit his eyes. He dropped a cardboard cylinder into Mr. +Clifford Brown's mailbox and began to sort out my letters. + +"Far as that goes, I guess Mis' Hill don't miss much of what goes on +around here. When she hears a good bit of tattle, she has her husband +hitch up, and she goes drivin' all day. Ain't a house she knows that +don't get to hear the whole yarn! You know Mis' Royal Hill? Mis' Vere +gets butter and cheese from her. Might ask her!" + +I thanked him and drove on. + +Mrs. Hill, garrulous wife of the farmer who owned the place next to +ours, was on her porch when I came to a halt before the house. She +granted me more interest than the other natives upon whom I had called +that morning; inviting me into her parlor to "set," when she had +identified me. But she knew nothing of the object of my quest. + +"I guessed you must be the new owner up to the Michell place," she +observed, her beady, faded brown eyes busy with my appearance, picking +up details in avid, darting little glances suggestive of a bird pecking +crumbs. "Cliff Brown said a lame feller had bought it. I don't see as +that little limp cripples you much, the way you can rampus 'round in +that fast automobile of yours! Now, I'm perfectly sound, and I wouldn't +be paid to drive the thing. You'd ought to get the other fellow to run +it for you; the handsome one. I guess you like to do it, though? Writer, +ain't you? Books or newspapers?" + +I rallied my scattered faculties to answer the machine-gun attack. + +"Music?" she echoed, her narrow, sun-dried face wrinkling into new lines +of inquisitiveness. "They said you had a piano in your bedroom, but I +thought they were just foolin' me! Seems I never heard of havin' a piano +upstairs. Most folks like to show 'em off in the parlor. Must be kind of +funny, takin' your company upstairs to play for 'em. But then it's kind +of a funny thing for a man to take to, anyhow! I got a niece ten years +old next August who can play piano so good there don't seem anythin' +left to learn her, so----! But there ain't no use of you drivin' 'round +here lookin' for a fair-headed girl, Mr. Locke. The Slav folk down in +the shanties by the post road are about the only light-complected ones +in this neighborhood. Somehow, we run mostly to plain brown. Senator +Allen has two girls, but they're only home from a boardin' school for +vacation. How do you like your place?" + +"Very much," I assured her. "Only, I do not know a great deal about it, +yet. Its history, I mean. Are there any interesting stories about the +house? You know, we city people like a nice legend or ghost story to +tell our friends when they come to visit us." + +She chuckled, swinging in her plush-covered rocking-chair, arms folded +on her meagre breast. + +"Guess you'll have to make one up! I never heard of none. The Michell +family always owned it--and they were so stiff respectable an' upright +everyone was scared of 'em! Most of the men were clergymen in their +time. The last, Reverend Cotton Mather Michell, went abroad to foreign +parts for missionary work with the heathen, twenty-odd years ago; an' +died there. He never married, so the family's run out. The Michells were +awful hard on women; called 'em vessels of wrath an' beguilers of Adam. +Preached it right out of the pulpit--so I guess no girl in these parts +could have been hired to wed with him, if he'd wanted. His mother died +when he was born, so he'd had no softenin' influence. After news came of +his death, the house was shut up 'till you bought it. My, how you've +changed it, already! I'd admire to go through it." + +When I had invited her to call on Phillida and inspect our domicile, and +paid due thanks for information received, she followed me out to the +car. + +"All this land 'round here is old and full of Indian relics," she +remarked. "Over to the Sound where the swamps used to be, there was lots +of fightin' with savages. An' they say a witch was stoned to death where +the Catholic convent stands now, on the road up above your place. So I +guess you can figure out a story to tell your company, if you like." + +"A convent?" I repeated, my attention caught by a new possibility. "Do +they, perhaps, have visitors there, ladies in retreat for a time, as +convents often do abroad?" + +Mrs. Hill laughed, shaking her tightly-combed head. + +"No hope of your girl there," she chuckled. "They're the strictest +sisterhood in America, folks say. Poor Clares, I think they're called. +No one, not even their relations, ever see their faces after they join. +They're not allowed to talk to each other, even. Just stay in their +cells, an' pray, even in the middle of the night, an' shave their heads +an' live on a few vegetables an' dry bread." + +I laughed with her. Certainly no convent would harbor my lady of +marvelous tresses and magical perfume, of wild fancies and heretical +theories. That thought of mine was indeed far afield. But where, then, +was I next to seek? + +I made a detour and used some strategy to gain a view of the Senator's +daughters. They proved to be brunettes who wore their locks cropped +after the fashion of certain Greenwich villagers. My disappointment was +not great; my lady was not suggestive of a boarding-school miss. But I +had hoped to find somewhere a trace of the copper-bronze head whose +royalty of hair I had shorn as the traitors shore King Childeric's +Gothic locks. + +I drove home with a sense of blankness upon me. Suppose she never came +again? Suppose the episode was ended? Not even freedom from the Thing +could compensate for the baffled adventure. + +Think of the lame feller with an Adventure! + + + + +CHAPTER X + + "Plato expresses four kinds of Mania--Firstly, the musical; + secondly, the telestic or mystic; thirdly, the prophetic; and + fourthly, that which belongs to Love."--PREFACE TO ZANONI. + + +For myself, I have always found that excitement stimulates imagination. +There are others, I know, who can do no creative work except when all +within and without is lulled and calm. Perhaps I have too much calm as +an ordinary thing! That evening, when I went to my room, lighted my +lamps and closed my door, I stood alone for awhile breathing the mingled +sweetness of the country air and the pomander ball. In that interval, +there came to me, complete and whole as a gift thrust into my hand, the +melody which an enthusiastic publisher since assured me has reached +every ear in America. + +As to that extravagant statement, I can only measure by the preposterous +amount of money the melody has brought me. Perhaps there is a magic +about it. For myself, I cannot hear it--ground on a street-organ, given +on the stage, played on a phonograph record or delicately rendered by an +orchestra--without feeling again the exaltation and enchantment of that +night. + +I flung myself down at my writing-table, tossing my former work right +and left to make room for this. If it should escape before I could set +it down! If the least of those airy cadences should be lost! + +At three o'clock in the morning I came back to realization of time and +place. The composition was finished; it stood up before me like a flower +raised over-night. Eight hours had passed since I sat down to the work, +after dinner. I was tired. As I began to draw into a pile the sheets of +paper I had covered with notes, weariness gripped me like a hand. + +Eight hours? If I had shoveled in a ditch twice that long I could have +felt no more exhausted. Yielding to drained fatigue of mind and body, I +dropped my head upon the arms I folded upon the table. My hot, strained +eyes closed with relief, my stiff fingers relaxed. Rest and content +flowed over me; my work was done, and good. + +Rest passed into sleep, no doubt. + +The sleep could not have been long, for not many hours remained before +dawn. When I started awake and lifted my head, I found the room in +darkness. A perfume was in the air, and the sense of a presence scarcely +more tangible than the perfume. Even in the first dazed moment, I knew +my lady had come again. + +"Do not rise!" her murmuring voice cautioned me. "Unless you wish me to +go?" + +"No!" + +"I am here because I promised to come. It was not wise of you to ask +that of me." + +"Then I prefer folly to wisdom," I answered, steadying myself to full +wakefulness. "Or, rather, I am not sure that you can decide for me which +is which!" + +"Why? After all, why? Just--curiosity?" + +"You, who speak so learnedly of magic and sorcery," I retorted, smiling +under cover of the darkness, "have you never heard of the white magic +conjured by a tress of hair, a perfume ball, and a voice sweeter than +the perfume? An image of wax does not melt before a witch's fire so +easily as a man before these things." + +"My hair pleased you?" she questioned naïvely. + +"Or so easily as a woman melts before admiration!" I supplemented. "I am +delighted to prove you human, mystic lady. Please me? Could anyone fail +to be pleased with that most magnificent braid? But how can either you +or I forgive the cruelty that took it from its owner? Why did you cut it +off?" + +"So little of it! And I did not know you, then." + +"Little? That braid?" + +"It reached below my knee, now it is but little less," she answered with +indifference. "We all have such hair." + +I gasped. My imagination painted the picture of all that shining +richness enwrapping a slim young body. It was fantastic beyond belief to +sit there at my desk, beneath my fingers the tools of sober, workaday +life, and stare into the dark room that held the reality of my vision. +She was there, but I could not rise and find her. She was opposite my +eyes, but my promise forbade me to touch the lamp and see her. + +"Who are 'we'?" I slowly followed her last sentence. + +A sigh answered me. On the silence, a memory floated to me of the story +she had told while I held her prisoner that first night: + +"_The woman sits in her low chair. The fire-shine is bright in her eyes +and in her hair. On either side, her hair flows down to the floor._" + +Yes, by legend young witches had such hair; sylphs, undines and all of +the airy race of Lilith. I thrust absurdities away from me and offered a +quotation to fill the pause: + + "'I met a lady in the meads' + 'Full beautiful; a faery's child.' + 'Her hair was long, her foot was light,' + 'And her eyes were wild.'" + +She did not laugh, or put away the suggestion. When I had decided that +she did not mean to reply, and was seeking my mind for new speech to +detain her with me, she finally spoke what seemed another quotation: + +"'A spirit--one of the invisible inhabitants of this planet, neither +departed souls nor angels; concerning whom Josephus and Michael Psellus +of Constantinople may be consulted. They are very numerous, and there is +no climate or element without one or more.' Have you read the writings +of the learned Jew or of the Platonist, you who are so very bold?" + +"Neither," I meekly admitted. "But neither ancient gentleman could +convince me that you are unhuman." + +Her answer was just audible: + +"Not I--but, It!" + +Now I was silenced, for dreadful and uncanny was that whisper in the +dark to a man who had met here in this room What I had met. + +"Tell me more of this Thing without a name," I urged, mastering my +reluctance to evoke even the idea of what the blood curdled to recall. +"Why does It hate me?" + +"What can I tell you? Even in your world, does not evil hate good as +naturally as good recoils from evil? But this One has another cause +also!" She hesitated. "And you yourself? How have you challenged and +mocked It this very night? Here, where It glooms, you have dared bring +the high joy of the artist who creates? Oh, brave, brave!--he who could +await alone the visit of the Unspeakable, in the chamber into which the +Loathsome Eyes have looked, and write the music of hope and beauty!" + +I started, with a hot rush of surprise and pleasure. She had heard my +work. She approved it. More than that, not to her was I the lame fellow +who ought to get a better man to drive his car! + +"Nor should you, who have two worlds of your own," she added in a lower +tone, "doubt the existence of many both dark and bright. Go, then, out +of this haunted place where a human madness broke through the Barrier. +Be satisfied with the victories you have had. Let the visits of the Dark +One fade into mere nightmare; and know I am no more a living woman than +Franchina Descartes." + +"Who was she?" + +"Have you not read that early in the seventeenth century there appeared +in Paris the philosopher Descartes, accompanied by the figure of a +beautiful woman? She moved, spoke, and seemed life itself; but Descartes +declared she was an automaton, a masterpiece of mechanism he himself had +made. Yet many refused to believe his story, declaring he had by sorcery +compelled a spirit to serve him in this form. He called her Franchina, +his daughter." + +"And the truth?" + +"I have told you all the record tells. She was soon lost. Descartes took +her with him upon a journey by sea; when, a storm arising, the +superstitious captain of the vessel threw the magic beauty into the +Mediterranean." + +"Thank you. But, are you fairy or automaton?" + +"Do not laugh," she exclaimed with sudden passion. "You know I would say +that I have no part in the world of men and women. Not through me shall +the ancient dread seize a new life. A little time, now, then the doors +will close upon me as the sea closed over Franchina. I will not take +with me the memory of a wrong done to you. I shall never come to this +house after tonight. If you would give me a happiness, promise me you +will leave, too." + +I had known we should come to this point. After a moment, I spoke as +quietly as I could: + +"Tell me your name." + +She had not expected that question. I think she might have withheld the +answer, given time to reflect. But as it was, she replied docilely as a +bidden child: + +"Desire Michell." + +The name fell quaintly on both hearing and fancy, with a rustle of early +New England tradition. Desire! I repeated it inwardly with satisfaction +before I answered her. + +"Thank you. Now, I, Roger Locke, do promise you, Desire Michell, that I +will not leave this house until these matters are plainer to my +understanding, whether you go or stay. But if you go and come no more, +then I surely shall stay until I find a way to trace you or until the +Thing kills me." + +"No!" + +"Yes." + +There was a pause. Then, to my utter dismay, I heard her sobbing through +the dark. + +"Why do you tempt me?" she reproached. "Is it not hard enough, my duty? +For me it is such pleasure to be here--to leave for a while the +loneliness and chill of my narrow place! But you, so rich in all things, +free and happy--how should it matter to you if a voice in the dark +speaks or is silent? Let me go." + +Wonder and exulting sense of power filled me. + +"I can keep you, then?" I asked. + +"I am--so weak." + +"Desire Michell, I am as alone as you can be, in my real life. I have +gone apart from much that occupies men and women; gaining and losing in +different ways. One of the gains is freedom to dispose of myself without +grief or loss to anyone, except the perfunctory regret of friends. Will +you believe there is no risk that I would not take for a few hours with +you? Even with your voice in the dark? Come to me as you can, let us +take what time we may, and the chances be mine." + +"But that is folly! You do not know. To protect you I must go." + +"I refuse the protection. Stay! If there is sorrow in knowing you, I +accept it. I understand nothing. I only beg you not to turn me back to +the commonplace emptiness of life before I found you. Indeed, I will not +be sent away." + +"If I yield, you will reproach me some day." + +"Never." + +"It could only be like this--that we should speak a few times before the +gates close upon me." + +"What gates?" + +"I cannot tell you." + +"Very well," I took what the moment would grant me. "That is a bargain. +Yet, what safety lies in secrecy between us? If we are to help each +other, as I hope, would not plain openness be best? You will tell me no +more about yourself? Very well. Tell me something more about the enemy +in the dark whom I am to meet. You have hinted that It has a special +motive for fixing hate upon me beyond mere malignance toward mankind. +What is that motive?" + +"Ask me not," she faintly refused me. + +"I do ask you. My ignorance of everything concerned is a heavy drawback +in this combat. Arm me with a little understanding. What moves It +against me?" + +The pause following was filled with a sense of difficulty and recoil, +her struggle against some terrible reluctance. So painful was that +effort, somehow clearly communicated to me, that I was about to devour +my curiosity and withdraw the question when her whisper just reached my +hearing: + +"Jealousy!" + +"Jealousy? Of what? For whom?" + +"For--me." + +The monstrous implication sank slowly into my understanding; then +brought me erect, gripping the edge of the table lest I forget restraint +and move toward her. + +"By what right?" I cried. "By what claim? Desire Michell, what has the +Horror to do with you?" + +The vehemence and heat of my cry struck a shock through the hushed room +distinct as the shattering of crystal. There was no answer, no movement; +no rebuke of my movement. I was alone. With that confession she had +fled. + +My cry had been louder than I knew. Presently I heard a door open. Steps +sounded along the hall from the rooms on the opposite side of the house. +Someone knocked hesitatingly. + +"Are you all right, Mr. Locke?" Vere's voice came through the panels. + +I crossed to the door and opened it. He stood at the threshold, an +electric torch in his hand. + +"We thought you called," he apologized. "I thought maybe you were sick, +or wanted something; and no light showed around your door." + +I found the wall switch and turned on the lamps. As on the last +occasion, she had switched the lights off there, beyond my reach unless +I broke my promise not to move about the room while she remained my +guest. + +"Come in," I invited him. "Much obliged to you and Phillida for looking +me up! I had been working late and dropped asleep in my chair, with a +nightmare as the result." + +It was pleasant to have his normal presence, prosaic in bathrobe and +pajamas, in my cheerfully lighted room. His dark eyes glanced toward the +music-scrawled papers scattered about, then returned to meet my eyes +smilingly. + +"We heard some of that work," he admitted. "Phil and I--well, I guess we +were guilty of sitting on the stairs to hear you play it over. I never +listened to a tune that took hold of me, kind of, like that one. We'd +certainly prize hearing all of it together, sometime, if you didn't +mind." + +The warmth of achievement flowed again in me. I crossed to the piano to +assemble the finished sheets, answering him with one of those +expressions of thanks artists use to cloak modestly their sleek inward +vanity. I was really grateful for this first criticism that soothed me +back to the reality of my own world. + +Across the top of the uppermost sheet of music, in small, square script +quaint as the pomander, was written a quotation strange to me: + +"We walk upon the shadows of hills across a level thrown, and pant like +climbers." + +I did not know that I had read the words aloud until Vere answered them. + +"So we do! I guess there is more panting over shadows and less real +mountain-climbing done by us humans than most folks would believe. Most +roads turn off to easy ways before we reach the hills we make such a +fuss about. Who wrote that, Mr. Locke?" + +"I don't know," I replied vaguely, intent upon Desire Michell's meaning +in leaving this to me. + +He nodded, and turned leisurely to go. + +"Kind of seems to me as if he must have felt like you did when you wrote +that piece tonight," he observed diffidently. "As if trouble did not +amount to much, taken right. I'll get back to Phil, now. She might be +anxious." + +Could that be what Desire had meant me to understand? Was there indeed +some quality of courage----? + +That is why my most successful composition from the standpoint of money +and popularity went to the publisher under the title, "Shadows of +Hills." Of course no one connected the allusion. The general +interpretation was best expressed by the cover design of the first +printing: a sketch of a mountain-shaded lake on which floated a canoe +containing two young persons. I was well pleased to have it so. + +But--in what land unknown to man towered the vast mountains in whose +shadow I panted and strove? Or was my foot indeed upon the mountain +itself? + +I did not know. I do not know, now. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + "If the Dreamer finds himself in an unknown place, ignorant of the + country and the people, let him be aware that such place is to be + understood of the Other World."--ONEIROCRITICA ACHMETIS. + + +In the morning I drove down to New York. There were affairs demanding +attention. Also, I was pressed by an eagerness to get my over-night work +into the hands of the publisher. To be exact, I wanted to put the +manuscript out of reach of the Thing at the house. Without reason, I had +awakened with that instinct strong within me. + +The atmosphere of the city was tonic. Merely driving through the +friendly, crowded streets was an exhilaration. The practical employment +of the day broomed away fantastic cobwebs. In the evening I turned +toward Connecticut with a feeling of leaving home behind me. But I would +not stay away from the house for a night, risking that Desire Michell +might come and find me missing. She might believe I had been seized by +cowardice and deserted. She might never return. + +I will not deny that I had lied to her. There was no intention in me of +accepting her fleeting visits as the utmost she could give. I meant to +snatch her out of darkness and mystery, to set her in the wholesome +sunlight where Phillida flitted happily. If I could prevent, those gates +of which she vaguely spoke never should close between us. But it was +plain that I must tread warily. Once frightened away, how could she be +found? Her home, her history, even her face, were unknown to me. Tracing +her by a perfume and a tress of hair had been tried, and failed. Of her +connection with the Dark Thing I refused to think too deeply. Her +connection with me must come first. + +It was not until I passed the cottage of Mrs. Hill, glimmering whitely +in the starlight, where the road made an angle toward the farm, that I +recalled our talk in her "best room." + +"_The Michell family always owned it. The Reverend Cotton Mather Michell +went to foreign parts for missionary work twenty years ago and died +there----_" + +My lady of the night was Desire Michell. A clue? + +"_He never married, so the family's run out._" + +It was damp here in the hollow where the road dipped down. A chill ran +coldly over me. + +Arrived at the garage which had taken the place of our tumble-down barn, +I put the car away as quietly as possible. Ten o'clock had struck as I +passed through the last village, and our household was asleep. Moving +without unnecessary noise, I crossed to the house. Bagheera, the cat, +padded across the porch to meet me and rubbed himself around my legs +while I stooped to put the latch-key in the lock. + +As the key slid in place, I heard the waterfall over the dam abruptly +change the sound of its flow, swelling and accelerating as when a gust +of wind hurries a greater volume of water over the brink. But there was +no wind. Immediately followed that sound from the lake which I can liken +to nothing better than the smack of huge lips unclosing, or the suck of +a thick body drawing itself from a bed of mud. The cat thrust himself +violently between my feet and pressed against the house-door uttering a +whimpering mew of urgency. Startled, I looked in the direction of the +lake. + +At this distance it showed as a mere expanse of darkness, only the +reflection of a star here and there revealing the surface as water. What +else could be shown, I rebuked my nerves by querying of them; and turned +the key. Bagheera rushed into the hall when the door opened wide enough +to admit his body. I followed more sedately and closed the door behind +us both. + +Now I was not acquainted with Bagheera's night privileges. Did Phillida +allow him in the house, or not? After an instant's consideration, I bent +and picked him up from his repose on the hall rug. He should spend the +night shut in with me, out of mischief yet comfortable. Purring in the +curve of my arm, he was carried upstairs without objection on his part. +Until we reached my room! On its threshold I felt his body stiffen; his +yellow eyes snapped open alertly. Cat antipathy to a strange place, I +reflected, amused, as I switched on the lights. + +"All right, Bagheera," I spoke soothingly, and put him upon the rug. + +He bounded erect, fur bristling, tail lashing from side to side after +the fashion of a miniature panther. When I stooped to stroke him, he +eluded my hand. In a gliding run, body crouched, ears flattened, he sped +toward the doorway, was through it and gone. + +Well, I decided, he could not be pursued all through the house. It would +be easier to explain him to Phillida next morning. I was tired; +pleasantly tired. The day had been filled with the enthusiasm and +congratulations of my associates, with conferences and plans for +launching the new music via theatres and advertising. It ought to "go +big," they assured me. In my optimism of mood, I wondered if I had not +already driven off the Dark Thing, since the girl had come to me the +night past without It appearing before or afterward. Perhaps, +woman-timid, she exaggerated the danger and It had retreated after the +second failure to overpower me. + +I fell asleep with a tranquil conviction that nothing would disturb my +rest this night. + + * * * * * + +Stillness enveloped me, absolute, desolate. Silence contained me. Yet +the thought of another scorched against my understanding in a burning +communication of intelligence. + +"Man," It commanded, "I am here. Fear!" + +And I knew that which was my body did fear to the point of death, but +that which was myself stood up in revolt. + +"Crouch," It bade. "Crouch, pygmy, and beg. Fear! The blood crawls in +the veins, the heart checks, the nerves shrink and wither--man, your +life wanes thin and faint. Down--shall your race affront mine?" + +My heart did stagger and beat slow. Life crept a sluggish current. But +there was another force that stiffened to resistance, and gathered +itself to compact strength within me. + +"No," my thought refused the dark intelligence. "I am not yours. Command +your own, not me." + +"Weakling, you have touched that which is mine. Into my path you have +dared step. Back--for in my breath you die!" + +The air my lungs drew in was foul and poisonous. With more and more +difficulty my heart labored. Confused memories came to me of men found +dead in their beds in haunted rooms. Would morning find me so? Better +that way than to yield to the Thing! Better---- + +I struggled erect; or fancied so. + +Now I saw myself as one who stood with folded arms fronting a breach in +a colossal wall. Huge, immeasurably huge that cliff reared itself beyond +the sight and ranged away on either side into unknown distances, dully +glistening like gray ice, unbroken save in this place. The gray strand +on which I stood was a narrow strip following the foot of the wall. +Behind me lay a vast, unmoving ocean banked over with an all-concealing +mist. Not a ripple stirred along that weird beach, or a ray changed the +fixed gray twilight. And I was afraid, for my danger was not of the +common dangers of mankind, but that which freezes the blood of man when +he draws near the supernatural; the ancient fear. + +I stood there, while sweat poured painfully from me, and fronted my +enemy who pressed me hard. + +The Thing was at the breach, couched in the great cleft that split the +Barrier, darkness within darkness. Unseen, I felt the glare of Its hate +beat upon me. From It emanated deathly cold, like the nearness of an +iceberg in the night, with an odor of damp and mold. + +"Puny earth-dweller, lost here," Its menace breathed, "what keeps you +from destruction? For you the circle has not been traced nor the +pentagram fixed, for you no law has been thrust down. Trespass is death. +Die, then." + +Only my will held It from me, and I felt that will reel in sickened +bewilderment. I had no strength to answer, only the steadfast instinct +to oppose. + +The Thing did not pass. There in the breach It ravened for me, thrust +Itself toward me, pressed against the thin veil of separation between +us. I saw nothing, yet knew where It raised Itself, gigantic in +formlessness more dreadful than any shape. Its whispered threats broke +against me like an evil surf. + +"Man, the prey is mine. Would you challenge me? The woman is mine by the +pact of centuries. Save yourself. Escape." + +The woman? Startled wonder filled me. Was I then fighting for Desire +Michell? + +Out of the air I was answered as if her voice had spoken; certainty came +to grip me as if with her small hands. She had no help but in me. If I +fell, she fell. If I stood firm----? Exultant resolve flared strong and +high within me. My will to protect leaped forward. + +The Thing shrank. It dwindled back through the gap in the Barrier. But +as It fled, a last venomous message drifted to me: + +"Again! And again! Tire but once, pygmy----!" + + * * * * * + +I was sitting up in bed in my lighted room, my fingers clutching the +chain of the lamp beside me. Was some dark bulk just fading from beyond +my window? Or was I still dreaming? + +I was trembling with cold, drenched as with water so that my relaxing +hand made a wet mark on the table beneath the lamp. This much might have +been caused by nightmare. But what sane man had nightmares like these? + +When I was able, I rose, changed to dry garments and wrapped myself in a +heavy bathrobe. There was an electric coffee service in my room kept for +occasions when I worked late into the night. I made strong black coffee +now and drank it as near boiling as practicable. Presently the blood +again moved warmly in my veins. + +Then I knew that the chill in the room was not a delusion of my chilled +body. I was warm, yet the air around me remained moist and cold, unlike +a summer night. It seemed air strangely thickened and soiled, as pure +water may be muddied by the passage of some unclean body. In this +atmosphere persisted a fetid smell of mold and decay, warring with the +homely scent of coffee and the fragrance of the pomander beneath my +pillow. + +I was more shaken, more exhausted by this encounter with the unknown +than by either of my former experiences. A fact which drove home the +grim farewell of my enemy! _Tire but once, pygmy----!_ Desire herself +had foretold that the dark Thing would wear me down. + +Well, perhaps! But not without fighting for Its victory. At least I +would be no supine victim. Already I had forced my way--where? Where was +that Barrier before which I had stood? Awe sank coldly through me at +memory of that colossal land where I was pygmy indeed, an insolent human +intruder upon the unhuman. What other shapes of dread stalked and +watched beyond that titanic wall? By what swollen conceit could I hope +to win against Them? + +I would not consider escape by flight, even if the end had been certain +destruction. But my head sank to my hands beneath the weight of a +profound depression and discouragement. + +It was the hour before dawn, traditionally the worst for man. The hour +superstition sets apart for its own, when the life flame burns lowest. +At a distance a dog had treed some little wood creature, and bayed +monotonously. + +There was a weakness at the core of my strength. I waged this combat for +the sake of Desire Michell. _But what was she to whom the Thing laid +claim by the pact of centuries?_ + +Darkness began to tinge with light. Pale gray filtered into the dusk +with grudging slowness. As day approached I saw that a fog enfolded the +house in vapor, stealing into the room in coils and swirls like thin +smoke. The lamps looked sickly and dim. I forced away my languor, rose +and walked to the nearest window. + +Something was moving up the slope from the lake; a dim shape about which +the fog clung in steamy billows. My shaken nerves thrilled unpleasantly. +What stirred at this empty hour? What should loom so tall? + +A moment later the figure was near enough to be distinguished as Ethan +Vere, bearing several long fishing-rods over his shoulder. + +"Vere!" I hailed him, with mingled relief and utter disgust with myself. +"Anything going on so early?" + +He looked up at me--I never saw Vere startled--and came on to stop +beneath the window. Taking off his cap, he ran his fingers through his +black curls, pushing their wetness from his forehead. I noticed how the +mists painted him with a spectral pallor. + +"Good morning, Mr. Locke," he greeted me. "Just as I've been thinking, +there are some big snapping-turtles about the lake and creek. I guessed +there'd be some war between them and me before that water was safe for +use! One of the fellows dragged a duck under, drowned it and started +feeding right before my eyes, just now." + +"We will have to get a canoe." + +He nodded placid assent. + +"That'll look pretty on the lake. Phillida will like it. But I guess +I'll keep a homely old flat-bottomed punt out of sight around some +corner for work. The other craft goes over too prompt for jobs like +mine, and don't hold enough. I'm going to fetch my rifle, now. I'd +admire to blow that duck-eater's ugly head off." + +"I will get into some clothes and be right with you," I invited myself +to the hunt. + +"I'd like to have you," he replied with his quaint politeness. There +were times when I could visualize Vere's New England mother as if I had +known her. + +The human interlude had been enough to dispel the black humors of the +night. When I was ready to go out, I opened the drawer that held the +copper-bronze braid and took it into my hand. How vital with youth its +crisp resilience felt in my clasp, I thought; young, too, were its +luxuriance and shining color. Nonsense, indeed, to fancy ghostliness +here or the passing of musty centuries over the head that had worn this +tress! A flood of reassurance rose high in me. Whatever the Thing might +be, I would trust the girl Desire Michell. Yes, and for her I would +stand fast at that Barrier until victory declared for the enemy or for +me. Until It passed me, It should not reach her. + +I went downstairs to join Vere. The brightening mist was cool and fresh. +There was neither horror nor defeat in the promise of the morning. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + "In vain I called on Rest to come and stay. + We were but seated at the festival + Of many covers, when One cried: 'Away!'" + --ROSE GARDEN OF SA'ADI. + + +Now I entered a time of experiences differing at every point, yet +interwoven closely, so that my days might compare to a rope whose +strands are of violently contrasted colors. The rope would be +inharmonious, startling to the eye, but strong to bind and hold. As I +was bound and held! + +All day I lived in the wholesome household atmosphere evoked by Vere and +Phillida. It is impossible to describe the sunny charm they created +about the commonplace. Our gay, simple breakfasts where Phillida +presided in crisp middy blouse or flowered smock; where the gray cat sat +on the arm of Vere's chair, speculative yellow eye observant of his +master's carving, while the Swedish Cristina served us her good food +with the spice of an occasional comment on farm or neighborhood +events--how perfect a beginning for the day! How stale beside our +breeze-swept table was any board at which I had ever sat! I do declare +that I have never seen a more winning face than the bright one of my +little cousin whom her world had pronounced "plain." Vere and I basked +in her sunbeams gratefully. + +Afterward, we each had our work. Of the three, Vere was the most +industrious; slow, steady and unsparing of himself to a degree that +accomplished surprising results. Phillida flitted over the place indoors +and out, managing the house, following Vere about, driving to village or +town with me on purchasing trips for our supplies. I did rather more of +my own work than usual, that summer, and consequently had more of the +commercial side to employ me. + +A healthy, normal life? Yes--until the hours between midnight and dawn. + +I never knew when I laid down at night whether I should sleep until sun +and morning overlay the countryside; whether the whispering call of +Desire Michell would summon me to an hour more exquisite than reality, +less satisfying than a dream, or whether I should leap into +consciousness of the Loathsome Eyes fixed coldly malignant upon me while +my enemy's inhuman hate groped toward me across the darkness Its +presence fouled. + +For my two guests kept their promises. + +If I speak briefly of the coming of the Thing during this time, I do so +because the mind shrinks from past pain. It came again, and again. It +craftily used the torture of irregularity in Its coming. For days there +might be a respite, then It would haunt me nights in succession until my +physical endurance was almost spent. + +I have stood before the breach in that Barrier, fighting that nightmare +duel, until the place of colossal desolation, last frontier the human +race might hope to keep, became as well known to me as a landscape on +earth. Yet the effect of the Thing's assaults upon me never lessened. On +the contrary, the horror gained in strength. A dreadful familiarity grew +between It and me. Communication flowed more readily between us with +use. I will not set down, perhaps I dare not set down the intolerable +wickedness of Its alternate menaces and offered bribes. Contact with Its +intelligence poisoned. + +There were nights when It was dumb, when all Its monstrous power +concentrated and bore upon me, Its will to destroy locked with my will. +My victory was that I lived. + + * * * * * + +In the shadow, Desire Michell and I drew closer to one another. + +How can I tell of a love that grew without sight? So much of the love of +romance and history is a matter of flower-petal complexions, +heart-consuming eyes, satin lips, and all the form and color that make +beauty. How can I make clear a love that grew strong and passionately +demanding, knew delicate coquetries of advance and evasion, intimacy of +minds like the meeting of eyes in understanding--all in the dark? The +blind might comprehend. But the blind have a physical communication we +had not; touch has enchantments of its own. + +Every night, near midnight, I switched off the lights and waited in the +chair at my writing-table, where I was accustomed to work. If she had +not come by two o'clock, I learned to know she would not visit me that +night. I might sleep in that certainty. A strange tryst I kept there in +the dark; listening to the flow of the waterfall from the lake, loud in +that dead hour's stillness, or hearing the soft, incessant sounds of +insect life awake in trees and fields. If she came--a drift of perfume, +a movement slight as a curtain stirred by the wind, then an hour with +such a companion as the ancient magician might have drawn out of the air +to his nine mystic lamps. + +Strange, fantastic tales she told me, spun of fancies luminous and frail +as threads of glass. She could not speak without betraying her deep +learning in sciences rejected and forgotten by the modern world. +Alchemy, astrology, geomancy furnished her speech with allusions blank +to my ignorance; which she most gently and politely enlightened when I +confessed. I learned that the Green Lion of Paracelsus was not a beast, +but a recipe for making gold; that Salamandar's Feather was better known +today as asbestos; and that the Emerald Table was by no means an article +of furniture. I give these examples merely by way of illustration. + +On the other side of the shield held between us, I soon discovered that +she knew no more of modern city life than a well-taught child who has +never left home. She listened eagerly to accounts of theatres and +restaurants. The history of Phillida and Ethan Vere seemed to her more +moving and wonderful than any story she could tell me. I was amazed and +humbled to find that she rated my ability to make music as a lofty art +among the occult sciences. + +Of the evil Thing that haunted me, we came to say little. To press her +with questions meant to end her visit, I found by experience. When I +spoke of that strand between the Barrier and the gray mist-hidden sea, +her passion of distress closed all intercourse with the plea that I go +away at once, while escape was possible, while life remained mine. So +for the most part I curbed my tongue and my consuming curiosity; not +from consideration, but of necessity. + +One night I asked her how the dark Thing spoke to me, by what medium of +communication. + +"Spirits of all orders can speak to man in every language, so long as +they are face to face," she answered, with a faint surprise at my lack +of knowledge. "'_When they turn to man, they come into use of his +language and no longer remember their own, but as soon as they turn from +man they resume their own language, and forget his._' + +"But they themselves are unaware of this fact, for they utter thought to +thought by direct intelligence. So if angel or demon turns his back to +you, Roger, you may not make him hear you though you call with great +force." + +"How do you know that, Desire?" + +"But by simple reading! Do not Ennemoser and many writers record it?" + +"Have you spoken to such beings, Desire?" + +The question was rash, but it escaped me before I could check the +impulse. To my relief, she answered without resentment: + +"No." + +"No? The Thing--the enemy that comes to me has never spoken to you?" + +"No." + +I was silent in amazement and incredulity. The dark creature claimed +her, she declared herself helpless to escape from that dominion into +normal life, and yet It never had spoken to her? It spoke to me, a +stranger most ignorant, and not to the seeress who was familiar with Its +existence and the lore which linked humanity to Its fearful kind? + +"You do not believe me," her voice came quietly across my thoughts. + +"I believe you, of course," I stammered. "I was only--astonished. You +have described It, and the Barrier, so often; from the first night----! +I supposed you had seen all I have, and more." + +"All you have seen? Now tell me with what eyes you have seen the Barrier +and the Far Frontier? The eyes of the body, or that vision by which man +sees in a dream and which is to the sight as the speech of spirits is to +the hearing?" + +"I suppose--with the inner sight." + +"Then understand me when I say that I have seen with the eyes of +another, by a sight not mine and yet my own." + +"You mean," I floundered in vague doubts and jealousy of her human +associations of which I knew nothing. "You mean--hypnotism?" + +She laughed with half-sad raillery. + +"How shall I answer you, Roger? Once upon a time, the jewel called beryl +was thought unrivaled as a mirror into which a magician might look to +see reflected events taking place at a distance, or reflections of the +future. But by and by magicians grew wiser. They found any crystal would +serve as well as a beryl. Later still, they found a little water poured +in a basin or held in the hollow of the hand showed as true a fantasm. +So one wrote: '_There is neither crystallomancy nor hydromancy, but the +magick is in the Seer himself._'" + +"Well, Desire?" + +"Well, Roger--if to see with the sight of another is hypnotism, then +every man who writes a book or tells a good tale is a hypnotist; every +historian who makes us see the past is a necromancer." + +"You read of the Thing----?" + +"No," she replied, after a long pause. "I knew It through sympathy with +one who died as I would not have you to die, my friend Roger, of whom I +shall think long in that place to which I go presently. Question me no +more. When the time comes for you to throw a certain braid of hair and a +pomander into the fire----" + +"I will never do that!" + +"No? Well, you might keep the pomander, which is pure gold engraved with +ancient signs and the name of the Shining Dawn, Dahana, in Sanskrit +characters. Also the perfume it contains is precious, being blent with +the herb vervain which is powerful against evil spirits." + +"It is not the pomander that I should keep, nor the pomander that holds +the powerful spell." + +"You--value the braid so much?" + +"I value only one other beauty as highly." + +"Yes, Roger?" + +"Yes, Desire. And that beauty is she who wore the braid." + +Now the darkness in the room was dense. Yet I thought I sensed a +movement toward me as airy as the flutter of a bird's wing. The +fragrance in the atmosphere eddied as if stirred by her passing. But +when I spoke to her again, after a moment's waiting, she had gone. + +I am sure no housekeeper was ever more nice in her ideas of neatness +than my little Cousin Phillida, and no maid more exact in carrying out +orders than Cristina. Nevertheless, automobiles pass on the quietest +roads, and my windows are always wide open. There is the fireplace, too, +with possibilities of soot. Anyhow, there was a light gray dust +overlaying the writing-table on the following morning. And in the dust +was a print as if a small hand had rested there, a yard from my chair. + +A slim hand it must have been. I judged the palm had been daintily +cupped, the fingers slender, smooth and long in proportion to the absurd +size of the whole affair. My hand covered it without brushing an +outline. + +I could not put this souvenir away with the braid and the pomander. But +I could put its evidence with their witness of Desire Michell's reality. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + "For may not the divell send to their fantasie, their senses being + dulled and as it were asleep, such hills and glistering courts + whereunto he pleaseth to delude them?"--KING JAMES' "DEMONOLOGY." + + +Now I have to record how I walked into the oldest snare in the world. + +Perhaps it was the sense of her near presence brought home to me by her +hand-print on the table so close to where my hand rested; perhaps it was +her speech of presently leaving me to return no more. Or perhaps both +these joined in urging on my determination to learn more of Desire +Michell before some unknown bar fell between us. I only know that I +passed into a mood of trapped exasperation at my helplessness and lack +of knowledge. It seemed imperative that I should act to save us both, +act soon and surely; yet inaction was bound upon me by my ignorance. Who +was she? Where did she live? What bond held her subject to the Thing +from the Barrier? What gates were to close between us? Why could she not +put her hand in mine, any night, and let me take her away from this +haunted place? Why, at least, not come to me in the light, and let me +see her face to face? I was a man groping in a labyrinth while outside +something precious to him is being stolen. + +For the first time I found myself unable to work, unable to share our +household life with Phillida and Vere, or to find relaxation in driving +about the countryside. Anger against Desire herself stirred at the +bottom of my mind; Desire, who hampered me by the word of honor in which +she had netted me so securely. + +It was then that my enemy from the unknown places began to whisper of +the book. + +I encountered that enemy in a new mood. We did not meet at the breach in +the mighty wall, confronted in death conflict between Its will and mine. +Instead, night after night It crept to my window as at our first +meeting. I started awake to find Its awful presence blackening the +starlight where It crouched opposite me, Its intelligence breathing +against mine. As always, my human organism shrank from Its unhuman +neighborhood. Chill and repugnance shook my body, while that part of me +which was not body battled against nightmare paralysis of horror. But +now It did not menace or strive against me. It displayed a dreadful +suavity I might liken to the coiling and uncoiling of those great snakes +who are reported to mesmerize their prey by looping movements and +figures melting from change to change in the Hunger Dance of Kaa. + +There was a book that held all I longed to know, It whispered to me. A +book telling of the woman! She did not wish me to read, for fear I +should grow overwise and make her mine. The book was here, in my house. +I might arise and find--if I would be guided by It----! + +I thrust the whispers away. How could I trust my enemy? If such a book +existed, which seemed improbable, there was a taint of disloyalty to +Desire in the thought of reading without her knowledge. + +The Thing was not turned away. How could I do harm by learning what she +was, unless she had evil to conceal? Did I fear to know the truth? As +for the book's existence, I had only to accept guidance from It----? + +I persisted in refusal. But the idea of the book followed me through my +days like a wizard's familiar dogging me. Where could such a volume be +hidden, in what secret nook in wall or floor? How came a book to be +written about the girl I supposed young, unknown and set apart from the +world? Was I letting slip an opportunity by my fastidious notions of +delicacy? + +Indecision and curiosity tormented me beyond rest. Phillida and Vere +began to consider me with puzzled eyes. Cristina developed a habit of +cooking individual dishes of especial succulence and triumphantly +setting them before me as a "surprise"; a kindness which of course +obliged me to eat whether I was hungry or not. I suspect my little +cousin abetted her in this transparent ruse. I pleaded the heat as an +excuse for all. We were in late August now. Cicadas sang their dry chant +in the fields, where the sun glared down upon Vere's crops and painted +him the fine bronze of an Indian. Our lake scarcely stirred under the +hot, still air. + +It was after a day of such heat, succeeded by a night hardly more cool, +that the lights in my room quietly went out. I was sitting at my table, +some letters which required answers spread before me while I brooded, +pen between my fingers, upon the mystery which had become my life. For +the moment I attributed the sudden failure of light to some accident at +the powerhouse. + +Not for long! The hateful cold that crept like freezing vapor into the +room, the foul air of damp and corruption pouring into the scented +country atmosphere, the frantic revolt of body and nerves--before I +turned my eyes to the window I knew the monster from the Frontier +crouched there. + +"Weakling!" It taunted me. "Puny from of old, how should you prevail? By +your fear, the woman stays mine. Miserable earth-crawler, in whose hand +the weapon was laid and who shrinking let it fall unused, the end +comes." + +"The book?" I gasped, against my better judgment. + +"The book was the weapon." + +"No, or you would not have offered it to me." + +"Coward, believe so. Hug the belief while you may. The offer is past." + +Past? A madness of bafflement and frustrated curiosity gripped and shook +me. + +"I take the offer," I cried in passion and defiance. "If there is such a +book, show it to me!" + +The Thing was gone. Light quietly filled the lamps--or was it that I had +opened my eyes? I gripped the arms of my chair, waiting. For what? I did +not know. Only, all the horror I ever had felt in the presence of the +Thing was slight compared to the fear that presently began to flow upon +me as an icy current. There in the pleasantly lighted room, alone, I +sank through depths of dread, down into an abyss of despair, down---- + +A long sigh of rising wind passed through the house like a sucked breath +of triumph. Windows and doors drew in and out against their frames with +a rattling crash, then hung still with unnatural abruptness. Absolute +stillness succeeded. I felt a very slight shock, as if the ground at my +feet was struck. + +I fled from the terror for the first time. Yes, coward at last, deserter +from that unseen Frontier's defense, I found myself in the hall outside +my room, leaning sick and faint against the wall. Behind me the door +shut violently, yet I felt no current of air to move it. + +From the other side of the house there sounded the click of latch, then +a patter of soft-shod feet. Phillida came hurrying down the hall toward +me. She was wrapped in some silky pink-flowered garment. Her short hair +stood out around her head like a little girl's well-brushed crop. She +presented as endearingly natural a figure, I thought, as any man could +seek or imagine. The wisdom of Ethan Vere who had garnered his love +here! + +"Cousin?" she exclaimed. "The hall light is so dim! You almost +frightened me when I glimpsed you standing there. Did the wind wake you, +too? I think we are going to have a thunder storm, it is so hot and +gusty. I heard poor Bagheera mewing and scratching at the door, so I was +just going down to let him in before the rain comes." + +"Yes," I achieved. Then, finding my voice secure: "I will let in the +cat. Where is Vere?" + +"He did not wake up, so I tiptoed out. Why?" + +"I do not like to have you going about the house alone at this hour." + +Her eyes widened and she laughed outright. + +"Why, Cousin Roger! What a funny idea to have about our very own house! +I have one of the electric flashlights you bought for us all; see?" + +What could I tell her of my vision of her womanly softness and timidity +brought to bay by the Thing of horror, down in those empty lower rooms? +How did I know It stalked no prey but me? Its clutch was upon Desire +Michell. These were Its hours, between midnight and dawn. + +"Tramps," I explained evasively. "Give me the light." + +But she pattered down the stairs beside me, kimono lifted well above her +pink-flowered slippers, one hand on the balustrade. The light glinted in +the white topaz that guarded her wedding ring, a richer jewel than any +diamond in the sight of one who knew the tender thought with which she +had set it there. No! The horror was not for her, clothed in her +wholesome goodness as in armor of proof. Surely for such as she the +Barrier stood unbreached and strong. + +When I opened the front door, Bagheera darted in like a hunted cat. A +drift of mist entered with him. Looking out, I saw the night was heavy +with a low-hanging fog that scarcely rose to the tree tops; a +ground-mist that eddied in smoke-like waves of gray where our light fell +upon it. Such mists were common here, yet I shivered and shut it out +with relief. While I refastened the lock, Bagheera purred around my +ankles, pressing caressingly against me as if thanking me after the +manner of cats. I remembered this was not the first time he had shown +this anxiety and gratitude for shelter. + +"Bagheera does love you," Phillida commented, stooping to pat him. +"Isn't it funny, though, that he never will go into your room? He is +always petting around you downstairs. When Cristina or I are doing up +your quarters, he will follow us right up to the door-sill, but we can't +coax him inside. Perhaps he doesn't like that perfume you always have +about." + +A qualm ran through me, recalling the night I had taken the cat there by +force and its frantic escape. But I snapped the key fast and +straightened myself with sharp self-contempt. Had I fallen so low as to +heed the caprices of a pet cat? Was it not enough that I had fled from +my enemy after accepting the knowledge It had striven so long to force +upon me? + +For I had that knowledge. When I had halted in the passage outside my +room, in the moment before Phillida had joined me, there had been +squarely set before my mental sight the place to seek the book. + +"Phillida, there was a bookcase in this house when it was bought," I +said. "I believe it stood in my room before the place was altered. A +small stand; I remember putting my candle on its top the first night I +slept here. Have you seen it?" + +Some tone in my question seemed to touch her expression with surprise as +she lifted her eyes to mine; or perhaps it was the hour I chose for the +inquiry. + +"Oh, yes," she answered readily. "I supposed you had noticed it long +ago; I mean, where it stands. The quaintest bit, a genuine antique! And +holding the stuffiest collection of old books, too! I believe they may +be valuable, out-of-print, early editions. If," her voice faltered +wistfully, "if Father ever forgives me for being happy with Ethan, and +comes to visit us, he would love every musty old volume. Do you think +Mother and he ever will, Cousin Roger?" + +"I am sure they will, Phil. Feuds and tragic parents are out of date. +They must adjust themselves gradually when they realize Vere +is--himself. Before you go upstairs to him, will you tell me where to +find that bookcase?" + +"Now? Why, of course!" + +She led me across the hall to her sewing room. I cannot say that she +sewed there very much, but she had chosen that title in preference to +boudoir or study as more becoming a housewife. She had assembled here a +spinning-wheel from the attic, some samplers, a Hepplewhite sewing-table +and chairs discovered about the house. Her canaries' cage hung above a +great punch-bowl of flowered ware in which she kept gold-fish. A pipe of +Vere's balanced beside the bowl showed that his masculine presence was +not excluded. + +In a corner stood the bookcase. Phillida pulled the chain of a lamp +bright under a shade of peacock chintz, and watched me stoop to look at +the faded bindings. + +"Thank you, Phil," I said. "It may take some time to find the book I +want. You had better hurry back to bed before Vere comes hunting for a +missing wife." + +"Are you going to stay and hunt for the book tonight, then?" + +"Unless you are afraid I shall disturb your canaries?" + +She did not laugh. Drawing nearer, she stroked my sleeve with a +caressing doubt and remonstrance. + +"But you have not been to bed at all, and soon it will be morning! Do +you have to write your lovely music at night, Cousin Roger? You have +been growing thin and tired, this summer. Are you quite well? You are so +good that you should be happy, but--are you?" + +"Good, Phil?" I wondered, touched. "Why, how did your lazy, +tune-spinning, frivolous cousin get that reputation in this branch of +the family?" + +"You are so kind," she said simply. "Ethan says so. You know, Cousin +Roger, that I was over-educated in my childhood; my brain choked with +little, little stupid knowledge that hardly matters at all. We went to +church Sundays because that was the correct thing to do. But I was +almost a heathen when Ethan married me. He doesn't trouble about church. +He doesn't trouble about the past, or life after death, or punishment +for sin. He believes if one tries to be kind and straight, the big +Kindness and Straightness takes care of everything. So I have learned to +feel that way, too. It is a--a calm sort of feeling all the time, if you +know what I mean. And that is the way you are good, although perhaps you +never thought of it." + +"Thank you, Phillida," I acknowledged; and walked with her to the foot +of the stairs. + +When her pink-clad figure had vanished behind her bedroom door, I went +back to the sewing room and drew up a chair before the case of books. + +Phillida had not unreasonably stigmatized them as stuffy. They were a +sober collection. Burton's "Anatomy of Melancholy," an ancient copy of +the Apocrypha, and a three-volume Life of Martin Luther loaded the first +shelf. I looked at the second shelf and found it filled with the bound +sermons of a divine of whom I had never heard. + +The lowest shelf held strange companions for the sedate volumes above. +Erudite works on theosophy, magic, the interpretation of dreams and +demonology huddled together here. Not all of them were readable by my +humble store of learning. There was a Latin copy of Artemidorus, +Mesmer's "Shepherd," Mathew Paris, some volumes in Greek, and some I +judged to be Arabian and Hebrew. At the end of the row stood a thin, +dingy book whose title had passed out of legibility. I took it out and +opened the covers. + +Fronting the first page was a faded woodcut, the portrait of a woman. +Beneath in old long-s type, dim on the yellowed paper, was printed the +legend: + +"_Desire Michell, ye foule witch._" + +Closing the book, I forced reason to come forward. I was resolved that +panic should not drive me again nor my defense fall from within its +walls. Master of my enemy I might never be; master of my own inner +kingdom I must and should be. But I was glad to be here instead of +upstairs while I read; glad of the interlude in Phillida's company, and +of the presence of the three sleepy canaries who blinked down at the +disturbing lamp. + +The date stamped into the back of the book in Roman numerals was of a +year in the seventeen hundreds. What connection could its Desire Michell +have with the girl I knew? Perhaps she had adopted the name to mystify +me. Or at most, she might be of the family of that unfortunate woman +branded witch by a bigoted generation. + +Reopening the book, I studied the dim, stiff portrait. The face was +young, delicate of line, with long eyes set wide apart; eyes that even +in this wretched picture kept a curious drowsy watchfulness. The +inevitable white Puritan cap was worn, but curls clustered about the +brow and two massive braids descended over either shoulder. The perfumed +bronze-colored braid up in my drawer----? + +The volume was entitled "Some Manifestations of Satan in Witchcraft in +Ye Colonies," by Abimelech Fetherstone. Disregarding the satanic +manifestations set forth in the other four chronicles, I turned to "Ye +Foule Witch, Desire Michell." + +As I began to read, another breath of wind sighed through the house, +sucking windows and doors in and out with the shock of sound, instantly +ended, that is produced by a distant explosion. I thought a flash of +lightning whipped across my eyes. But when I glanced toward the windows +I saw only the smoke-like fog banked in drifts against the panes. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + "Beauty is a witch--" + --MUCH ADO ABOUT NOTHING. + + +I will tear the core out of many yellow pages of diffuse writing spiced +with smug moral reflections. + +Desire Michell had been no traditional old hag, hideous and malevolent; +no pallid, raving epileptic to accuse herself in shrieking tales of +Black Men, and Sabbats, and harm done to neighbors' cattle or crops. Her +father was a clergyman who brought his goods and his motherless daughter +from England to the Colonies, and settled in "ye Pequot Marsh country." +There he found a congregation, and they lived much respected. Their +culture appeared to be far beyond that of their few, hard-working +neighbors. Young Mistress Michell was reputed learned in the use of +simples, among other arts, and to have been "of a beauty exceeding the +custom among godly women, to so great degree that sorcery should have +been suspected of her." + +However, sorcery was not suspected; not even when her fame spread among +near-dwelling Indian tribes who gave her a name signifying _Water on +which the Sun is Shining_. Admiration was her portion, then, with all +the suitors the vicinity held. But from fastidiousness or ambition she +refused every proposal made to her father for her. She walked aloof and +alone, until another sort of wooer came to the gate of the minister's +house. + +This man's full name was not given, apparently through the writer's +cautious respect for place and influence. He was vaguely described as +goodly in appearance, of high family, but not abundantly supplied with +riches. However he chanced to come to the obscure settlement was not +stated. He did come, saw Desire Michell, and fell as abjectly prostrate +before her as any youth who never had left the village. + +He pressed his courtship hard and eagerly. At first he was welcome at +the minister's house. But a day came when Master Michell forbade him to +cross that door and rumor whispered, scandalized, that Sir Austin's suit +had not been honorable to the maid. + +Sir Austin sulked a week at the village inn. Then he broke under the +torment of not seeing Desire Michell. Their betrothal was made public, +and he rode away to prepare his home for their marriage in the spring. + +Travel was slow in the winter, news trickled slowly across snowbound +distances. With spring came no bridegroom; instead word arrived of his +affair with an heiress recently come to New York from England. She was +rich in gold and grants of land from the Crown. Her husband would be a +man of weight and influence, it seemed. + +Sir Austin had married her. + +Desire Michell shut herself in her father's house. The clergyman did not +live many months after the humiliation. Alone, the girl lived. +"Student," wrote Abimelech Fetherstone, "of black and bitter arts. Or as +some say, having, like Bombastus de Hohenheim, a devil's bird enchained +to do her will." + +In his distant home, Sir Austin sickened. He burned with fever, anguish +consumed him. Physicians were called to the bedside of the rich man. +They could not diagnose his ailment or help him. He screamed for water. +When it was brought, his throat locked and he could not swallow. He +raved of Desire Michell, beseeching her mercy. In his times of sanity, +he begged and commanded his wife and servants to send for the girl. In +her pardon he saw his sole hope of life. + +Finally, he was obeyed. Messengers were sent to the village. They were +not even admitted to the house they sought, or to sight of Mistress +Michell. + +"Your master came himself to woo; let him come himself to plead." + +That was the answer they received to carry back to the sick man. + +Sir Austin heard, and submitted with trembling hope. Writhing in the +anguish wasting him by day and night, he made the journey by coach and +litter to Desire Michell's house. At her door-sill he implored entrance +and pity. The door did not open. + +It never opened for him. For three days in succession he was borne to +her threshold, calling on her in his pain and fear. His servants and +physician clustered about staring at the house which stood locked and +blank of response. At night fire-shine was seen from an upper room; some +declared they heard wild, melodious laughter. + +On the third day Sir Austin died. A stern-faced deputation of men went +to the house of the late clergymen. They found the door unlatched and +open to their entrance. In the upper room they found Mistress Michell +seated before her hearth where a dying fire fell to embers, her hair +"flowing down in grate bewty." + +"What have I to do with Sir Austin, or he with me?" she calmly asked the +men who gaped upon her. "How should I have harmed him, who came not near +him, as ye know? Bury him, and leave me in peace." + +If she had been aged and ugly, she might have been hung. Gossip ran rife +through the countryside. But indignation was strong against the man who +had jilted the local beauty, there existed no proof of harm done, and +the matter slept for a time. + +New matters came. A horror grew up around the house. The girl was seen +flitting across the fields at dawn, a monstrous shadow following. Her +voice was heard from the room where she locked herself alone, raised in +unknown speech. Strange lights moved in her windows in the deep night. +The old woman who had served in the house for years was stricken with a +palsy and was taken away mumbling unintelligible things that iced the +blood of superstitious hearers. + +There was a young man of the neighborhood whose love for Mistress +Michell had been long and constant. One morning he was found dead on her +doorstep, his face fixed in drawn terror. Under his hand four words were +scrawled in the snow: "_Sara daughter of Ruel----_" + +There were those who could finish that quotation. Next Sabbath the new +minister took as his text: "Ye shall not suffer a witch to live." And he +spoke of Sara the daughter of Ruel, who was wed to ten bridegrooms, each +of whom was dead on the wedding eve; for she was beloved by an evil +spirit that suffered none to come to her. Authority moved at last +against Desire Michell. But when the officers came to arrest her, she +was found dead in her favorite seat before the hearth. + +"Fair and upright in her place, scented with a perfume she herself +distilled of her learning in such matters; which was said to contain a +rare herb of Jerusalem called Lady's Rose, resembling spikenard, with +vervain and cedar and secret simples; in which she steeped her hair so +that wherever she abode were sweet odours. So did she escape Justice, +but shall not escape Hell's Damnation and Heaven's casting out." + +I closed the book and laid it down. + +Reading those dim, closely printed pages had taken time. I was +astonished to find the window spaces gray with dawn, when I glanced that +way. The night was past. Neither from Desire nor from the Thing without +a name which had sent me to this book could I find out what I was +expected to glean from the narration. + +My enemy had made no conditions on directing me to the book. It had +asked no price, uttered no menace. Why, then, had I so solemn a +certainty that a crisis in our affair had been reached. I had come to an +end; a corner had been turned. I had opened a door that could not be +closed. How did I know this? Why? + +Why was the fog against the windows this morning so like the fog that +shrouded the unearthly sea opposite the Barrier? + +By and by Cristina came downstairs and busied herself in the kitchen. +Bagheera, who had slept beside my chair all night, rose and padded out +to the region of breakfast and saucers of milk. Next, the voices of +Phillida and Vere drifted from above. + +To have Phillida find me there in her sewing-room, finishing an +all-night vigil, involved too many explanations. I did an unwise thing. +From the lowest shelf of the bookcase I gathered such books as were +readable by my knowledge, and carried the armful up to my room. After a +hot bath and breakfast I would look over these companions of the New +England witch book. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + "Not a drop of her blood was human, + But she was made like a soft sweet woman." + --LILITH. + + +The fog stayed all day. The mist was so dense that it gave the effect of +a solid mass enclosing the house. No wind stirred it, no cheering beam +of sun pierced it. Through it sounds reached the ear distorted and +magnified. All day I sat in my room reading. + +There are books which should not be preserved. I, who am a lover of +books, who detest any form of censorship, I do seriously set down my +belief that there exist chronicles which would be better destroyed. With +this few people will agree. My answer to them is simple: they have not +read the books I mean. + +Not all the volumes from the old bookcase were of that character, of +course. Nearly all of them were well known to classical students, at +least by name. Obscure, fantastic, cast aside by the world they were, +but harmless to a fairly steady head. But there were two that clung to +the mind like pitch. I have no intention of giving their titles. + +Ugly and sullen, early night closed in when I was in a mood akin to it. +Dinner with Phillida and Vere was an ordeal hurried through. We were out +of touch. I felt remote from them; fenced apart by a heavy sense of +guilt and defilement left by those hateful books, most incongruously +blended with contempt for my companions' childish light-heartedness. As +soon as possible, I left them. + +Alone in my room, in my chair behind the writing-table again, I pushed +aside the pile of books and sank into sombre thought. What should I say +to Desire Michell if she came tonight? + +Who was she, who was claimed by the Unspeakable and who did not deny Its +claim? Was I confronted with two beings from places unknown to normal +humanity? If she was the woman that she had seemed to be throughout our +intercourse, how could the dark enemy control her? Even I, a common man +with full measure of mankind's common faults and weaknesses, could hold +Its clutch from me by right of the law that protects each in his place. + +Was she one of those who have stepped from the permitted places? + +"_Sara the daughter of Ruel--who was beloved by an evil spirit who +suffered none to come to her_." + +"_There was a young gentlewoman of excellent beauty, daughter of a +nobleman of Mar, who loved a foule monstrous thing verie horrible to +behold, and for it refused rich marriages.... Until the Gospel of St. +John being said suddenlie the wicked spirit flue his waies with sore +noise_." + +I put out my hand and thrust the pile of books aside from my direct +sight. But I could not so easily thrust from my mind the thoughts these +books had implanted. I could not forget that Desire Michell herself had +alleged jealousy as the Thing's reason for attacking me. + +What if we came to an explanation tonight and ended this long delirium? +Was it not time? Had not my weeks of endurance earned me this right? +Resolution mounted in me, defiant and strong. + +The evening had passed to an hour when I might look for the girl to +come. I switched off the lights, and sat down to keep our nightly tryst. + +In the darkness of the haunted room, the thoughts I would have held at +bay rushed upon me as clamorous besiegers. + +Desire! Desire of the world! Desire of mine and of the unhuman Thing, +did we grasp at Eve or Lilith? At the fire on the hearth or the cold +phosphorescence of swamp and marsh? + +A drift of fragrance was afloat on the air. A delicate stir of movement +passed by me. I raised my head from my hands, expectant. + +"I am here," her familiar voice told me. + +"Desire, you had to come, tonight." + +Some quality in my voice carried to her a message beyond the words. But +she did not break into exclamation or question as another woman might. +She was mute, as one who stands still to find the path before taking a +step. + +"You are angry," she said at last. "Something here has gone badly for +you; I knew that before I entered this room." + +"How can you say that?" I challenged. "If you are like other men and +women, how can you know what happens when you are absent? How do you +know what passes between the Thing from the Frontier and me?" + +"I do not know unless you tell me, Roger. If I feel from afar when you +are in sorrow, why, so do many people feel with another in sympathy." + +"You feel more than ordinary sympathy can," I retorted. + +"Then, perhaps it is not an ordinary sympathy I have for you, Roger." + +Her very gentleness struck wrong on my perverted mood. Was she trying to +turn me from my purpose with her soft speech? She had never granted me +anything so near an admission of love until now. + +"It is not an ordinary trial that I have borne for these meagre meetings +where I do not see your face or touch your hand," I answered. "But that +must end. Put your hand in mine, Desire, and come with me. Let us go out +of this room where shadows make our thoughts sickly. You shall stay with +my cousin. Or if you choose, we will go straight to New York or Boston. +I am asking you to be my wife. Let us have done with phantoms and +spectres. I love you." + +"No," she whispered. "You do not love me tonight. Tonight you distrust +me. Why?" + +"Is it distrusting you to ask you to marry me?" + +"Not this way would you have asked that of me when I last came! But I +will answer you more honestly than you do me. To go with you would be +the greatest happiness the world could give. To think of it dazzles the +heart. But it is not for me. Have you forgotten, Roger, that my life is +not mine? That I am a prisoner who has crept out for a little while? The +gates soon close, now, upon me." + +"What gates?" I demanded. + +"Sacrifice and expiation." + +"Expiation of what?" I exclaimed, exasperated. "Desire, I have read the +book of Desire Michell, downstairs." + +I heard her gasp and shrink in the darkness. Silence bound us both. In +the hush, it seemed to me that the house suddenly trembled as it had +done the night before, a slight shock as from some distant explosion. In +my intentness upon the woman opposite me the tremor passed unheeded. She +must answer me now, surely! Now---- + +She spoke with a breathless difficulty, spacing her words apart: + +"How did you--find--the book?" + +"It told me--the Thing from out there," I admitted, sullenly defiant of +her opinion. + +She cried out sharply. + +"You? You took Its gift? You did that fatal madness--and you are here? +Oh, you are lost, and the guilt mine! Yet I warned you that danger +flowed from knowing me. You accepted the risk and the sorrow--yet you +have thrown down all for a bribe of knowledge. Do you not know what it +means to take a gift from the Dark Ones of the Borderland? To brave the +Loathesome Eyes so long--and fall this way at last! Yet--there may be a +hope--since you still live. But go. Not tomorrow, not at dawn, but go +now. By all that man can dread for soul or body, go now." + +"Not without you." + +"Me? Oh, how can I make you understand! I shall never come here again. +Take with you my gratitude for our hours together, my prayers for all +the years to come. There is no blame to you because you could not trust +a woman on whom falls the shadow of the awful Watcher that stalks behind +me. I make no reproach--if only you will go. Do not linger. I do most +solemnly warn you not to stay alone in this room one moment after I have +gone." + +"Desire!" I exclaimed. "Wait. Forgive me. I trust you. I did not mean +what you believe. Do not leave me this way. Desire----" + +I can say honestly that my next action was without intention. On my +table lay, as usual, a small electric torch. Every member of our +household was provided with one for use in emergencies likely to occur +in a country house, the time of candles being past. Now, rising in +agitation and repentance, my hand pressed by chance upon the +flashlight's button. A beam of light poured across the darkness. + +What did I see, starting out of the black gloom? A spirit or a woman? +Were those a woman's draperies or part of the night fog that showed mere +swirl upon swirl of pale gray twisting in the path of light? I glimpsed +a face colorless as pearl, the shine of eyes dark and almond shaped, +then a drifting mass of gray smoke, all intermingled with glittering +gold flashes, seemed to close between us. The whole apparition sank down +out of vision, as aghast, I lifted my hand and the torch went out. + +Shaken out of all ability to speak, I stood in my place. Did I hear a +movement, or only a stirring of the orchard trees beyond the windows? + +"Desire?" I ventured, my voice hoarse to my ears. + +No answer. I felt myself alone. + +I would not at once turn on the lamps. My haste might seem an attempt to +break faith with her a second time. I sat down again, folding my arms +upon the table and resting my forehead upon them. + +Well, I had seen her at last--but how? A wan loveliness seemingly +painted upon the canvas of the dark by a brush dipped in moonlight. A +white moth caught fluttering in the ray of the torch. Seen at the +instant of her leaving me forever; insulted by my suspicions, my love +hurled coarsely at her like a command, my promise of security for her +visits apparently broken. How dared I even hope for her return? + +Now I knew why my enemy had guided me to those books, that I might read, +fill my mind with the poison of vile thoughts, and destroy the +comradeship that bound me to Desire Michell. How should I find her? How +free us both? + +The clock in the hall downstairs struck a single bell. With dull +surprise I realized that considerable time had passed while I sat there. +Still I did not move, weighed down by a profound discouragement. + +Suddenly, as a wave will run up a beach in advance of the incoming tide, +impelled by some deep stir in the ocean's secret places, an icy surge +rushed about my feet. Deathly cold from that current struck through my +whole body. My heart shuddered and staggered in its beating from pure +shock. + +"_Go! Not tomorrow, not at dawn, but now!_" + +The wave seeped back, receded away from me down its invisible beach. +Desire's warning hammered at my mind, striving to burst some barred door +to reach the consciousness within that had loitered too long. This was +the new peril. This was what I had fled from, unknowing the source of my +panic, the night before. + +This was death. + +A second surge struck me with the heavy shock of a veritable wave from +some bitter ocean. This time the tide rose to my knees; boiling and +hissing in its rush. Blood and nerves seemed to freeze. I felt my heart +stop, then reel on like a broken thing. Flecks of crimson spattered like +foam against my eyelids. + +The wave broke. The mass poured down the beach, tugging at me in its +retreat. With the last strength ebbing away from me with that receding +current, I dragged the chain of the lamp beside me. + +The comfort of light springing up in the room! The relief of seeing +normal, pleasant surroundings! Truly light is an elixir of courage to +man. + +That cold had paralyzed me. I had no force to rise. Nor did I altogether +wish to rise and go. I had lost Desire tonight. Was I to lose my +self-respect also? Was I to run a beaten man from this peril, after +standing against my enemy so long? + +Should I not rather stand on this my ground where I was not the "lame +feller"? + +Down by the lake, the snarling cry of a terrified cat broke the night +stillness. It was Bagheera's voice. The cry was followed by sounds +indicating a small animal's frantic flight through the thickets of +goldenrod and willow that edged the banks of the stream below the dam. +The series of progressive crashes passed back of the house and continued +on, dying away down the creek. + +As I braced my startled nerves after this outbreak of noise, the light +was withdrawn from every lamp in the room. At the same moment, the +electric torch rolled off my table and fell to the floor. I heard its +progress across the muffling softness of the rug, across the polished +wood beyond, and final stoppage at some point out of my reach. + +As vapor rises from some unseen source and forms in vague growing mass +within the curdled air, so blackening dark the hideous bulk reared +Itself in the night and stared in upon me. As so many times, I felt the +Eyes I could not see; the pressure of a colossal hate loomed over me, +poised to crush, yet withheld by a force greater than either of us. The +venom of Its malevolence flowed into the atmosphere about me, fouling +the breath I drew. My lungs labored. + +"Pygmy," Its intelligence thrust against mine. "Frail and presumptuous +Will that has dared oppose mine, you are conquered. This is the hour +foretold to you, the hour of your weakness and my strength. Weakling, +feel the death surf break upon you. Fall down before me. Cower--plead!" + +Now indeed I felt a sickness of self-doubt, for the wash of the +invisible sea never had come to me until tonight. And there was Desire's +saying that I had destroyed myself by accepting the Thing's gift of +knowledge of the book. But I summoned my forces. + +"Never," my thought refused It. "Have we not met front to front these +many nights? And who has drawn back, Breaker of the Law? You return, but +I live. The duel is not lost." + +"It is lost, Man, and to me. Have you not taken my gift that you might +spy meanly on the secret of your beloved? Have you not opened your mind +to the evil thoughts that creep upon the citadel of strength within and +tear down its power? Of your own deed, you are mine. My breath drinks +your breath. Your life falls down as a lamp that is thrown from its +pedestal. Your spirit rises from its seat and looks toward those spaces +where it shall take flight tonight. Man, you die." + +Again the surge and shock of that frigid sea rushed upon me. I felt the +swirl and hiss of the broken wave higher about me before it sank away +down whatever dreadful strand it owned. My life ebbed with it, draining +low. My enemy spoke the truth. One more such wave---- + +My imagination sprang ahead of the event. In fancy, I saw bright dawn +filling this room of mine, shining on the figure of a man who had been +myself. His head rested on his folded arms so that his face was hidden. +On the table beside him a vase was overturned; a spray of heliotrope lay +near and water had trickled over scattered sheets of music, staining the +paper. By and by Vere would come to summon that unanswering figure to +the gay little breakfast-table. Phillida would leave her place behind +the burnished copper percolator she prized so highly and come running up +the stairs. In her gentleness she would grieve, no doubt. I was sorry +for that. But it was a contentment and pleasure for me to recall that I +had settled my financial affairs so that my little cousin would never +lack money or know any care that I could spare her. Strange, how she had +been rated below more beautiful or more clever women until the waif +Ethan Vere had set her dearness in full sun for us to wonder at! + +"Pygmy, will you think of another pygmy now?" raged the Thing. +"Yourself! Think of yourself! Crouch! Think of death, corruption, the +vileness of the grave. Think how you are of the grave. Think how you are +alone with me. Think how you are abandoned to me." + +But with that tenderness for Phillida a warmth had flowed through me +like strength. + +"Not so," my defiance answered It. "For where I am, I stand by my own +will. With where I shall stand, you have nothing to do. Back, then, for +with the death of my body your power ends. Back--or else face me, Thing +of Darkness, while we stand in one place." + +At this mad challenge of mine silence closed down like a shutting trap. +Consciousness sank away from me with a sense of swooning quietness. + + * * * * * + +I stood before the Barrier on the ghostly frontier; erect, arms folded, +fronting the Breach in that inconceivably mighty wall. Above, away out +of vision on either hand stretched the gray glimmering cliffs. + +This I had seen before. But behind me lay that which I had not seen. The +mists I believed to be eternal had lifted. Naked, a vast gray sea +stretched parallel with the Barrier; like it, without end or even a +horizon to bound its enormous desolation. Between these two immensities +on the narrow strand at the foot of the wall, I stood, pygmy indeed. In +the Breach, as of old, the Thing whose home was there reared Itself +against me. + +"Man," It spat, "would you see me? Would you see the Eyes once seen by +the witch-woman, who fell blasted out of human ken? Creature of clay, +crumbling now in the sea of mortality, do you brave my immemorial age?" + +It reared up, up, a towering formlessness. It stooped, a lowering +menace. + +"Man, whenever man has summoned Evil since the youngest days of the +world have I not answered? Have I not brought my presence to the +magician's lamp? Have I not shadowed the alchemist at his crucible? When +the woman called upon me with ancient knowledge, did I not come. I am +the guardian of the Barrier. Whoever would pass this way must pass me. +Have you the power? Die, then, and begone." + +With a long heaving sound of waters in movement, the gray sea stirred +from its stillness. As if drawn to some center out of sight, the tide +began to recede down that strange beach. Then realization came to me +that here was the ocean which, invisible, had surged icy death upon me a +while past. The ocean now gathered for the final wave that should +overwhelm the defeated. + +"Braggart!" my thought answered the taunt. "If the witch-woman was +yours, the girl Desire is mine. This I know: as little as man has to do +with you, so little have you to do with the human and the good. Living +or dead, our path is not yours. I did not summon you. I do dare look +upon you, if you have visible form." + +Now in the hush a sound that I had faintly heard as a continuing thing +seemed to draw nearer. A sound of light, swift footsteps hurrying, +hurrying; the steps of one in pitiful eagerness and haste. But I heeded +this slightly. My gaze was upon that which took place within the cleft +in the great wall. For there the cold darkness was writhing and turning, +visible, yet obscure; as the rapids of a glassy, twisting river might +look by night. And as one might glimpse beneath the smooth boil and +heave of such a river the dim shape of crocodile or water-monster, so in +that moving dark there seemed to lie Something from which the mind +shrank, appalled. Now gigantic tentacles rolled about a central mass, +groping out in unsatisfied greed. Now an ape-like shape seemed to stalk +there, rearing up its monstrous stature until all that Breach was choked +with it. It fell down into vagueness, where huge coils upraised and sank +their loops. But through all change steadily fixed upon me I felt the +eyes of the Unseen. + +I stood my ground. With what pain and draining cost to my poor endurance +there is no need to say. Each instant I anticipated the surge of that +returning sea whose flood should smother out the human spark upon its +shore. This I had brought upon myself. Yes, and would again to help +Desire Michell! If I had sheltered her for one hour----! + +The Thing halted, stooped. + +"Man, cast off the woman," It snarled at me. "Fool, evil goes with her. +For her you suffer. Thrust her from your breast." + +I looked down. Wavering against my breast, just above my heart glimmered +a spot of light. The little hurrying steps had ceased. I thought, if the +bright head of Desire Michell were rested there against me, how I would +strive to shield her from sight of the Thing yonder. In the sweep of +that will to protect, I drew my coat about the spot of hovering +brightness. + +I felt her press warm against me. I heard the roar of the death-wave far +out in that sea. Before me---- + +Oh Horror of the Frontier, what broke through the dread Breach. What +formed there, more inhuman from Its likeness to humanity? What Hand +reached for me--for--us---- + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + "I have had a dream past the wit of man to say what dream + it was."--MIDSUMMER NIGHT'S DREAM. + + +"Mr. Locke! Mr. Locke!" + +I opened heavy eyes to meet the eyes of Ethan Vere, who bent over me. +Phillida was there, too, pale of face. But what was That just vanishing +into the darkness beyond my window-sill? What malignant glare seared +disappointment and grim promise across my consciousness? Had I brought +with me or did I hear now a whispered: "_Pygmy, again!_" + +"Cousin, Cousin, are you very ill?" Phillida was half sobbing. "Won't +you drink the brandy, please? Oh, Ethan, how cold he is to touch!" + +"Hush, dear," Vere bade, in his slow steadfast way. "Mr. Locke, can you +swallow some of this?" + +I became aware that his arm supported me upright in my chair while he +held a glass to my lips. Mechanically I drank some of the cordial. Vere +put down the glass and said a curious thing. He asked me: + +"Shall I get you out of this room?" + +Why should he ask that, since the spectre was for me alone? Or if he had +not seen It, how did he know this room was an unsafe area? My stupefied +brain puzzled over these questions while I managed a sign of refusal. +Any effort was impossible to me. The cold of the unearthly sea still +numbed my body. My heart labored, staggering at each beat. + +Vere's support and nearness were welcome to me. His tact let me rest in +the mute inaction necessary to recovery, while my body, astonished that +it still lived, hesitatingly resumed the task of life. Somehow he +reassured and directed Phillida. Presently she was busied with the +coffee apparatus in the corner of the room. + +It was too much weariness even to turn my eyes aside from the expanse of +the table before me. The vase was upset, I noted, as I had seemed to see +it. The spray of purple heliotrope Phillida had put there the day before +lay among the wet sheets of music. The Book of Hermas lay open at the +page I had last turned, the rosy lamplight upon the text. + +"_Behold, I saw a great Beast that he might devour a city--whose name is +Hegrin. Thou hast escaped--because thou didst not fear for so terrible a +Beast. If, therefore, ye shall have prepared yourselves, yet may +escape----_" + +What did they mean, the old, old words men have rejected? What had +Hermas glimpsed in his visions? How many men are written down liars +because they traveled in strange lands indeed, and explorers, strove to +report what they had seen? Who before me had stood at the Barrier and +set foot on the Frontier between the worlds? + +The fog still dense outside was whitening with daybreak. A few hours +while the sun ran its course once more for me, then night again, +bringing completion of the menace. I recognized that this delay could +not affect the end. Perhaps it would have been easier if all had +finished for me tonight, easier if Vere and Phillida had not found me in +time to bring me back. + +How had they found out my condition? Wonder stirred under my lethargy. +Had I called or cried out? It did not seem that I could have done so. +Certainly I had not tried! I was not quite so poor an adventurer as +that. + +Phillida was back with a cup of steaming black coffee, tiptoeing in her +anxiety and questioning Vere with her eyes. He took the cup, stooping to +receive my glance of assent to the new medicine. + +The brandy had stimulated, but sickened me. The coffee revived me so +much that I was able to take the second cup without Vere's help. When I +had walked up and down the room a few times, leaning on his arm, life +had taken me back, if only for a little while. + +The two nurses were so good in their care of me that our first words +were of my gratitude to them. Then my curiosity found voice. + +"How did you happen to come in at this hour?" I asked. "How did you know +I was--ill?" + +"I cannot imagine what made Ethan wake up," said Phillida, with a +puzzled look toward her husband. "He woke me by rushing out of the room +and letting the door slam behind him. Of course I knew something must be +wrong to make Drawls hurry like that. Usually he does such a tremendous +lot in a day while looking positively lazy. So I came rushing after and +found him in here, trying to waken you. I--I thought at first that you +were not living, Cousin Roger. It was horrible! You were all white and +cold----" she shivered. + +Vere poured another cup of coffee. He said nothing on the subject, +merely observing that the stimulant would hardly hurt me and some might +be good for Phil. I asked her to bring cups for them both. + +"I am not sure I really care about the coffee, but I'll make some more," +she nodded, dimpling. "I love to drink from your wee porcelain cups with +their gold holders. You do have pretty things, you bachelors from town." + +When she was across the room, I asked quietly: + +"What was it, Vere? What sent you to me?" + +He answered in as subdued a tone, looking at the tinted shade of the +lamp instead of at my face. + +"The young lady woke me, Mr. Locke. She came to the bedside, whispering +that you were dying--would be dead if I didn't get to help you in time. +She was gone before Phillida roused up so she doesn't know anything +about it." + +My heart, so nearly stopped forever and so lethargic still, leaped in a +strong beat. Desire, then, had come back to save me. For all my doubt +and seemingly broken faith, she had brought her slight power to help me +in my hour of danger. For my sake she had broken through her mysterious +seclusion to call Vere and send him to my rescue. + +Neither he nor I being unsophisticated, I understood what Vere believed, +and why he looked at the lamp rather than at me. But even that matter +had to yield precedence to my first eagerness. + +"You saw her?" I demanded. "You call her young. You saw her face, then?" + +"I could forget it if I had," he said dryly. "As it happened, I didn't. +She was wrapped in a lot of floating thin stuff; gray, I guess? The room +was pretty dark, and I was jumping out of sleep. I don't know why she +seemed young unless it was the easy, light way she moved. By the time I +got what she was saying and sat up, she was gone." + +"Gone?" + +"She went out the door like a puff of smoke. I just saw a gray figure in +the doorway, where the hall lamp made it brighter than in the room. When +I came into the hall there wasn't a sign of anybody about. Nor +afterward, either!" + +I considered briefly. + +"I suppose I know what you are thinking, Vere. It is natural, but wrong. +The lady----" + +"Mr. Locke," he checked me, "I'm not--thinking. I guess you're as good a +judge as I am about what goes on in this house. After the way you've +treated us from the first, I'd be pretty dull not to know you're as +choice of Phillida as I am; and she is all that matters." + +"Who is?" demanded Phillida, returning. "Me? I haven't the least idea +what you are talking about, Drawls, but I think Cousin Roger matters a +great deal more than I do, just now. Perhaps now he is able to tell us +about this attack, and if he should have a doctor. I have noticed for +weeks how thin and grave he has been growing to be. If only he _would_ +drink buttermilk!" + +I looked into the candid, affectionate face she turned to me. From her, +I looked to her husband, whose New England steadiness had been tempered +by a sailor's service in the war and broadened by the test of his +experience in a city cabaret. A new thought cleaved through my +perplexities like an arrow shot from a far-off place. + +"How much do you both trust me?" I slowly asked. "I do not mean trust my +character or my good intentions, but how much confidence have you in my +sanity and commonsense? Would you believe a thing because I told it to +you? Or would you say: 'This is outside usual experience. He is +deceiving us, or mad'?" + +They regarded one another, smiling with an exquisite intimacy of +understanding. + +"Don't you see yourself one little, little bit, Cousin?" she wondered at +me. + +"Anything you say, goes all the way with us," Vere corroborated. + +"Wait," I bade. "Drink your coffee while I think." + +"Please drink yours, Cousin Roger, all fresh and hot." + +I emptied the cup she urged upon me, then leaned my forehead in my hands +and tried to review the situation. They obeyed like well-bred children, +settling down on a cushioned seat together and taking their coffee as +prettily as a pair of parakeets. They seemed almost children to me, +although there was little difference in years between Vere and myself. +But then, I stood on the brink where years stopped. + +With the next night, my triumphant enemy could be put off no longer. +That I could not doubt. I cannot say that I was unafraid, yet fear +weighed less upon me than a heavy sense of solemnity and realization of +the few hours left during which I could affect the affairs of life. What +remained to be done? + +On one of my visits to New York, I had called on my lawyer and made my +will. There were a few pensioners for whom provision should continue +after my death. The aged music master under whom I developed such +abilities as I had, who was crippled now by rheumatism and otherwise +dependent on a hard-faced son-in-law; the three small daughters of a +dead friend, an actor, whose care and education at a famous school of +classic dancing I had promised him to finance--a few such obligations +had been provided for, and the rest was for Phillida. + +But now, what of Desire Michell? + +She had seemed so apart from common existence that I never had thought +of her possible needs any more than of the needs of a bird that darted +in and out of my windows. Until tonight, when I had seen her and she had +proved herself all woman by her appeal to Ethan Vere. It was not a +spirit or a seeress or "ye foule witch, Desire Michell" who had fled to +him for help in rescuing me. It was simply a terrified girl. What was to +become of this girl? Under what circumstances did she dwell? Had she a +home, or did she need one? Could I care for this matter while I was +here? + +Day was so far advanced that a clamor of birds came in to us along with +a freshening air. The strangely persistent fog had not lifted, but the +lamps already looked wan and faded in the new light. I switched them out +before speaking to the pair who watched me. + +"I have a story to tell you both," I said. "The beginning of it Phillida +has already heard. Perhaps----Have you told Vere about the woman who +visited this room, the first night I spent in the house? Who cut her +hair and left the braid in my hand to escape from me?" + +"Yes," she nodded, wide-eyed. + +"Will you go to my chiffonier, there in the alcove, and bring a package +wrapped in white silk from the top drawer?" + +She did as she was asked and laid the square of folded silk before me. I +put back the covering, showing that sumptuous braid. The rich fragrance +of the gold pomander wrapped with it filled the air like a vivifying +elixir. Phillida gathered up the braid with a cry of envious rapture. + +"Oh! The gorgeous thing! How do some lucky girls have hair like that? If +it was unbound, my two hands could not hold it all. What a pity to have +cut it! Look, Ethan, how it crinkles and glitters." + +She held it out to him, extended across her palms. Vere refrained from +touching the braid, surveying it where it lay. Being a mere bachelor, I +had no idea of Phillida's emotions, until Vere's usual gravity broke in +a mischievous, heart-warming smile into the brown eyes uplifted to him. + +"Beautiful," he agreed politely. + +No more. But as I saw the wistful envy pass quite away from my little +cousin's plain face and leave her content, I advanced in respect for +him. + +In the beginning, it was even harder to speak than I had anticipated. +When Phillida laid the braid back in its wrapping, I left it uncovered +before me and looked at its reassuring reality rather than at my +listeners. How, I wondered, could anyone be expected to credit the story +I had to tell? How should I find words to embody it? + +Only at first! Whether there clung about me some atmosphere of that land +between the worlds where I so recently had stood; or the room indeed +kept, as I fancied, the melancholy chill of the unseen tide that had +washed through it, I met no scepticism from the two who heard my tale of +wild experience. They did not interrupt me. Phillida crept close to her +husband, putting her hand in his, but she did not exclaim or question. + +Silence held us all for a while after I had finished. I had a +discouraged sense of inadequacy. After all, they had received but a +meagre outline. The color and body of the events escaped speech. How +could they feel what I had felt? How could they conceive the charm of +Desire Michell, the white magic of her voice in the dark, the force of +her personality that could impress her image "sight unseen" beyond all +time to erase? How convey to a listener that, understanding her so +little, I yet knew her so well? + +"I have told you all this because I need your help," I said presently. +"Will you give it to me?" + +"Go away!" Phillida burst forth. She beat her palms together in her +earnestness. "Cousin Roger, take your car and go away--far off! Go +where--nothing--can reach you. You must not spend another single night +here. Ethan will go with you. I will, too, if you want us. You must not +be left alone until you are quite safe; perhaps in New York?" + +"And, Desire Michell?" + +"She is in no danger, I suppose. She is not my cousin, anyhow. And even +she told you to go away." + +"You believe my story, then? You do not think me suffering from +delusions?" + +"Ethan saw the girl, too. If he had not come here in time to save you, I +believe you would have died in that terrible stupor. Besides, I have +seen for weeks that something was changing you." + +"What does Vere say?" I questioned, studying the absorbed gravity of his +expression. I wondered what I myself would have said if anyone had +brought me such a story. + +He passed his arm around Phillida and drew her to him with a quieting, +protective movement. His regard met mine with more significance than he +chose to voice. + +"I'm satisfied to take the thing as you tell it, Mr. Locke," he +answered. "Phil is right, it seems to me, about you not staying here. I +don't think the young lady ought to stay, either." + +"She refuses to leave, Vere. What can I offer her that I have not +offered? How can I find her? You have heard how I searched the +countryside for a hint of such a girl's presence. No one has ever seen +her; or else someone lies very cleverly." + +In the pause, Phillida hesitatingly ventured an idea: + +"Perhaps she is not--real. If the monster is a ghost thing, may not she +be one, too? If we are to believe in such things at all----? She almost +seems to intend that you shall believe her the ghost of the witch girl +in that old book." + +I shook my head with the helpless feeling of trying to explain some +abstruse knowledge to a child. I had spoken of the colossal spaces, the +solemn immensities of the place where I had set my human foot. I had +tried to paint the desolate bleakness of that Borderland where the +unnamed Thing and I met, each beyond his own law-decreed boundary, and +locked in combat bitter and strong. Phillida had listened; and talked of +ghosts the bugbears of grave-yard superstition. Did Vere comprehend me +better? Did he visualize the struggle, weirdly akin to legends of knight +and dragon, as prize of which waited Desire Michell; forlornly helpless +as white Andromeda chained to her black cliff? Could the Maine +countryman, the cabaret entertainer, seize the truths glimpsed by +Rosicrucians and mystics of lost cults, when the highly bred college +girl failed? + +It seemed so. At least his dark eyes met mine with intelligence; hers +held only bewilderment and fear. + +"They are not ghosts," I said only. + +"But how can you be sure?" she persisted. + +Beneath the braid and the pomander lay the sheet of paper on which +Desire had written weeks before; the first page of that composition now +pouring gold into my hands. This I passed to Phillida. + +"Do ghosts write?" I queried. + +She read the lines aloud. + +"'We walk upon the shadows of hills, across a level thrown, and pant +like climbers.'" + +"They do write, people say, with ouija boards and mediums," she +murmured. + +I looked at Vere with despair of sustaining this argument. He stood up +as if my appeal had been spoken, drawing her with him. + +"Now that it's a decent hour, don't you think Cristina might give us +some breakfast?" he suggested. "I guess bacon and eggs would be sort of +restoring. If you feel up to taking my arm as far as the porch, Mr. +Locke, the fresh air might be good medicine, too." + +I have speculated sometimes upon how civilized man would get through +days not spaced by his recurrent meals into three divisions. Those meals +are hyphens between his mind and his body, as it were. What sense of +humor can view too intensely a creature who must feed himself three +times a day? Are we not pleasantly urged out of our heroics and into the +normal by breakfast, luncheon and dinner? Deny it as we will, when we do +not heed them we are out of touch with nature. + +We went downstairs. + +After breakfast was over, Vere and I walked across the orchard to a seat +placed near the lake. There I sat down, while he remained standing in +his favorite attitude: one foot on a low boulder, his arm resting on his +knee as he gazed into the shallow, amber-tinted water. Fog still overlay +the countryside, but without bringing coolness. The damp heat was +stifling, almost tropical as the sun mounted higher in the hidden sky. + +I watched my companion, waiting for him to speak. He appeared intent +upon the darting movements of a group of tiny fish, but I knew his +thoughts were afar. + +"Mr. Locke, I didn't want to speak before Phillida, because it would not +do any good for her to hear what I have to say," he finally began. "It +is properly the answer to what you asked upstairs, about our believing +you had not imagined that story. Did anything slip out over the +window-sill when you were waking up?" + +Startled, for I had not spoken of this, I met his gaze. + +"Yes. Did you see----" + +"Nothing, exactly. Something, though! Like--well, like something pouring +itself along; a big, thick mass. Something sort of smooth and +glistening; like black, oily molasses slipping over. Only alive, +somehow; drawing coils of itself out of the dark into the dark. I can't +put it very plain." + +"What did you think?" + +"The air in the room was bad and close, hard to breathe. I guessed maybe +I was a little dizzy, jumping out of bed the way I did and finding you +like dead, almost." He paused, and returned his contemplation to the +fish darting in the lake. + +"That is what I thought," he concluded. "What I felt--well, it was the +kind of scare I didn't use to know you could feel outside of bad dreams; +the kind you wake up from all shaking, with your face and hands dripping +sweat. That isn't all, either!" + +This time the pause was so long that I thought he did not mean to +continue. + +"My excuse for speaking of such matters before Phillida is that I may +need a woman friend for Desire Michell," I reverted to the implied +rebuke I acknowledged his right to give. "I wanted her help, and yours. +More than ever, since you have shared my experience so far, I want your +advice." + +"I'll be proud to give it, in a minute. First, it's only fair to say +I've felt enough wrong around here to be able to understand a lot that +once I might have laughed at. Nothing compared to you! But--I've been +working about the lake sometimes after dark or before daylight was +strong, when a kind of horror would come over me--well, I'd feel I had +to get away and into the house or go crazy. That morning when you called +from your window to ask where I'd been so early, and I told you looking +for turtles--that was one time. I had gone out looking for turtles, but +that horror drove me in. When you hailed me, I had it so bad that I +could just about make out not to run for the house like a scared cat, +yelling all the way. Turning back to the lake with you was a poser. But +I did; and the feeling was all gone as quick as it came. We had a nice +morning's shooting. Once in a while I've felt it sort of driving me +indoors when I stepped off the porch or over to the barn at night. +That's a funny thing: the fear was always outside, not in the house. I +thought of that while you were telling us how the Thing at the window +kept trying to get in at you. We haven't got a haunted house, but a +haunted place!" + +"Why have you not spoken of this before?" I asked, deeply stirred. + +He made a gesture, too American to be called a shrug. He said nothing, +watching a large bubble rise through the pure, brown-green water, float +an instant on the surface, then vanish with the abrupt completeness of a +miniature explosion. I watched also, with an always fresh interest in +the pretty phenomenon. Then I repeated my question, rather impatiently +as I considered what a relief his companionship in experience would have +afforded all these weeks. + +"Why not, Vere?" + +"Mr. Locke, I don't like to keep saying that you never exactly got used +to me as your cousin's husband," he reluctantly replied. "But I can see +it's a kind of surprise to you right along that I don't break down or +break out in some fashion. Of course I haven't known that you were +meeting queer times, too! If you hadn't been through any of this, what +would you have thought if I'd come to you with stories of the place +being haunted by something nobody could see? You would have judged I was +a liar, trying to fix up an excuse for getting away from the work here +and shoving off. I don't want to go away. I don't intend to go. I can't +see any need of it for Phil and me. But--and this is the advice you +spoke of! I think you ought to leave and leave now. It's little better +than suicide to stay." + +"And abandon Desire Michell?" + +He turned his dark observant eyes toward me. + +"If I said yes, you wouldn't do it. Phil and I will take care of the +young lady, if she will let us. Couldn't a note be left for her, telling +her to come to us?" + +I shook my head. + +"She would not come. Now, less than ever----" I broke off, shot with +sharp self-reproach at the memory of how I had driven her from me last +night. + +"You won't be any help to her if you're dead," he bluntly retorted. + +At that I rose and walked a few paces to knock out my post-breakfast +pipe against an apple-tree. I was not so sure that he was right, +self-evident as his statement appeared. Ideas moved confusedly in my +mind, convictions somehow impressed when that golden-bronze spot of +light so gently came to rest above my heart when I last stood at the +Barrier; the light so like the bright imagined head of Desire. To fly +from my place now, herded like a cowardly sheep by the Thing of the +Frontier, would that not be to thrust her away to save myself? + +No! Not myself, my life! + +I had the answer now. I walked back to Vere and took my seat again. + +"Both of us, or neither," I told him. "If you can help me make it both +by any ingenuity, I shall be mighty glad. It's a pleasant world! But we +will not talk any more of my running for New York like a kicked pup. The +question is, will you and Phillida take care of the lady who calls +herself Desire Michell, if tomorrow morning finds her free, but alone +and friendless?" + +"As long as we live, Mr. Locke," he answered. "But I guess there isn't +any disgrace in your going to New York, running or not, if you take her +with you. And that is what ought to have been done long ago." + +"Vere?" + +He nodded. + +"You've got me! Just pick the lady up, carry her out of that room, and +have a show-down. Put her in your car and take her to town." + +"I gave her my word not----" + +"People can't stand bowing to each other when the ship's afire. If she +is worth dying for, she doesn't want you to die for her." + +The simplicity of it! And, leaping the breach of faith, the temptation! + +What harm could I do Desire by this plan of Vere's? What good might I +not do her? Was it mere slavishness of mind on my part not to overrule +her timid will? She must pardon me when she realized my desperate case. +A dying man might be excused for some roughness of haste, surely. +Whether flight could save us I did not know. I did know absolutely that +my enemy had crossed the Barrier last night, and I was prey merely +withheld from It by the chance respite of a few daylight hours. + +Suppose our escape succeeded? A whole troup of pictures flitted across +the screen of my fancy. Desire beside me in the city, my wife. Desire in +those delightful shops that make Fifth Avenue gay as a garden of tulips, +where I might buy for her frocks and hats, shoes of conspicuous +frivolity and those long white gloves that seem to caress a woman's +arm--everything fair and fine. Restaurants I had described for her, +where she might dine in silken ease and perhaps hear played the music +she had named---- + +I aroused myself and looked at Vere. + +"You'll do it?" he translated my expression. + +"I will, if she gives me the opportunity." + +"Do you judge she will?" + +"I hope so. Since she went so far as to show herself to you in order to +send help to me when I was in danger, I believe she will come to my room +tonight if I wait there----" + +He looked at me silently. The consternation and protest in his face were +speech enough. + +"If I wait there alone," I finished somewhat hurriedly. "If she comes in +time, we will try the plan. Have the car ready. You and Phillida will be +prepared, of course. We will waste no time in getting away as far as +possible." + +"And if that Thing comes before she does, Mr. Locke?" + +"Is there any other way?" + +"I guess you haven't considered that you're inviting me to stand by +while you get yourself killed," he said stiffly. "I'm not an educated +man. I never heard the names you mentioned this morning of people who +used to study out things like this. I never heard of any worlds except +earth and heaven and hell. But then I couldn't explain how an electric +car runs. I know the car does run; and I know you nearly died last +night. If you go back and stay alone in that room, we both know what you +are going to meet." + +I turned away from him because I sickened at the prospect he evoked. The +memory of that death-tide was too near and rolled too coldly across the +future. If the trial had been hard when mercifully unanticipated, what +would it be to meet my enemy now that I knew myself conquered? Would It +not deliberately forestall Desire's coming, tonight? + +"Mightn't you help the lady more if you went away now, and came back?" +he urged. + +The deserter's argument, time without end! Was I to fall as low as that? + +Phillida's voice called to Vere from the veranda, summoning him to some +need of farm or household. + +"In a moment, Pretty," he called assent. + +But he did not move. I guessed that he hoped much from my silence and +would not disturb me lest my decision be hindered or changed. + +By and by I stood up. + +"Vere, in your varied experiences in peace and war, did you ever chance +to meet a coward?" + +"Once," he answered briefly. + +"And, did you like the sight?" + +"No." + +"Then," I said, "let us not invite one another to that display. Shall we +go in to Phillida?" + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + "They say-- + What say they? + Let thame say!" + --OLD SCOTTISH INSCRIPTION. + + +After luncheon, I drove over to the village with Phillida, who had some +housewifely orders to give at the shops. On second thoughts, Vere and I +had agreed to tell her nothing about the venture we planned for tonight. +We had satisfied her by the assurance that I meant to start for New York +before the dangerous hours after midnight. Reassured, she regained her +usual spirits with the buoyancy of her few years and healthy nerves. I +gathered her secret belief was that no "ghost" would dare face Ethan. + +Which may have been quite true! + +On our way home, we stopped at the shop of Mrs. Hill to add to our +supply of eggs, Phillida's hens having unaccountably failed to supply +their quota. I went in, leaving my companion in the car. + +No one else was in the shop. An impulse prompted me to put a question to +the little woman whose life had been spent in this neighborhood. + +"Mrs. Hill, did you ever hear of anyone named Desire Michell?" I asked. + +She stopped counting eggs and blinked up at me. Her sallow, wrinkled +face lightened with curiosity and an absurd primness. + +"Now, Mr. Locke! I'd like to know where a young city feller like you got +that old story from?" + +"I have not got it. I want you to tell it to me. She was a witch?" + +"She was a hussy," said Mrs. Hill severely. "I was a little girl when +she ran away from her father's respectable house, fifty-odd years ago. +The disgrace killed him, being a clergyman. An' the gossip that came +back, later, an' pictures of her in such dresses! Dear! Dear! The wicked +certainly have opportunities." + +"Fifty years ago!" I echoed, dazed by this intrusion of a third Desire +Michell. + +"Ah! Nearly seventy she'd be if she was alive today; which she ain't. +Why, she changed her name to one fancier that you might have heard talk +of? She was----" + +The name she gave me I shall not set down. It is enough to say it was +that of a super-woman whose beauty, genius and absolute lack of +conscience set Europe ablaze for a while. A torch of womanhood, quenched +at the highest-burning hour of her career by a sudden and violent death. + +"There was an older house once, on your place," she added pensively. +"Did you know that? It stood in the hollow where your lake is now. +Two--three hundred years old, folks say it was. One night it burned down +in a big thunderstorm. The Michells then living had your house built +over by the orchard, then, an' had a dam built across so as to cover up +the old site with water. All the Michells lived there till the last one +went missionary abroad an' died in foreign parts. I mean the hussy's +brother. He took up his father's work, feelin' a strong call. He was +only a young boy when his sister went off, but he felt it dreadful. He +was a hard man on the sinner. Preached hell and damnation all his days, +he did. Lean over the pulpit, he would, his eyes flamin' fire an' his +tongue shrivellin' folks in their pews, I can tell you!" + +"He left children?" I asked. + +"No, sir! Rev'rund never married. He felt women a snare. Land, not much +snarin' with what farm women get to wear around here! I've kind of +thought of one of those blue foulard silks with white spots into it +since before I married Hill, but never came any nearer than pricin' it +an' bringin' home a sample. He was death on sweet odors an' soft +raiment. Only sweet odors I ever get are the ten-cent bottles Hill makes +the pedlar throw in when we trade. I do fancy _Jockey Club_ for special +times, an' I've got a reasonable hope of salvation, too. I notice your +cousin, Mrs. Vere, has scent on her handkerchief week days as well as +when she's goin' somewhere, so I guess you don't hold with the Rev'rund +Michell in New York?" + +I laughed with her as I took up the bag of eggs. + +"Did the runaway sister leave any children?" I queried. + +"Not a Michell alive anywhere," she asserted positively. "Dead, all +dead! The Rev'rund was buried at his mission in some outlandish place. +An' if those heathen women dress like I've seen in the movin' picture +palace in the village, I don't know how he makes out to rest with them +flauntin' past his grave!" + +I went thoughtfully out to the car. Indeed, I drove home in such +abstraction that Phillida reproved me. + +"'The cat has stolen your tongue,'" she teased. "Or did Mrs. Hill vamp +you and make roast meat of your heart with her eyes?" + +"Phil, do you put scent on your handkerchief week days as well as +Sundays?" I shook off thought to inquire. + +"No; I keep sachet in my handkerchief box. Why?" + +"Next time you are in town, will you buy a blue silk foulard dress with +white spots in it and the largest bottle of Jockey Club Extract on sale, +and give them to Mrs. Hill for a Christmas present? I'll give you a +blank check." + +"Cousin Roger? Why?" + +So I told her why. But I did not tell her the story of the second Desire +Michell; nor of the original house that stood in the hollow now filled +by our lake. + +Why had a peculiar horror crept through me when Mrs. Hill told me what +ruins that water covered? Why had I remembered the inexplicable, +repugnant sound that on several occasions had preceded the coming of the +Monster; a sound like the smack of huge lips, or some body withdrawn +from thick slime? Was entrance into human air open to the alien Thing +only through the ruins of the house where It had first been called by +the sorceress of long ago? + +We were walking across from the garage, after putting away the car, when +a recollection flashed upon me. The Metropolitan Museum, in New York, +held a portrait by a famous French artist of that incendiary beauty +whose name it now appeared cloaked the identity of Desire Michell, +daughter and sister of New England clergymen. I had seen the portrait. +And piled in an intricate magnificence of curls, puffs and coils about +the haughty little head of the lady, was her gold-bronze hair; the color +of the braid upstairs in my chiffonier drawer. + +I went up to my room and opened the work of Master Abimelech +Fetherstone. Yes, there was likeness between the poor, coarse woodcut +and the French portrait. The long, dark eyes with their expression of +blended drowsiness and watchfulness were too individual to have escaped +either record. Moreover, both pictures resembled that face of ivory and +dusk I had glimpsed in the ray of the electric torch, all clouded and +surrounded by swirls of gray vapor shot with gold. + +Who and what was the girl Desire Michell whom I had come to love through +a more profound darkness than that of the sight? + +It seemed wisest to keep busy for the rest of the afternoon. I sorted my +music. There was the score of a musical comedy so nearly completed that +it could be sent to those who waited for it. Vere would attend to that, +if tonight made it necessary. I reflected with disappointment that the +first rehearsals would begin in a couple of weeks, and I had looked +forward to this production with especial interest. There was the +symphony, still unfinished, that I had hoped might be more enduring than +popular music. If I was to be less enduring than either, we must go +glimmering on our ways. If I snatched Desire out of her path into mine, +she and I would see all those things together. + +I finished at last, and set my room in order. There was a fire laid +ready for lighting in my hearth, a mere artistic flourish in such +weather. I kindled it, and put in the flames three of the volumes from +the ancient bookcase. The others were oddities in occult science. Those +three were vile and poisonous. No doubt other copies exist, but at least +I refused to be guilty of leaving these to wreak their mischief in +Phillida's household. They burned quietly enough, and meekly fell to +ashes under my poker. + +Our round dinner-table was cheerful as usual, with yellow-shaded candles +flanking a bowl of yellow and scarlet nasturtiums. But I found its +mistress suffering from a nervous headache. + +"It is only the fog," she answered our sympathy. "It came on with the +evening, somehow. Never mind me. Cristina has made a cream-of-lettuce +bisque, and she will never forgive us if we do not eat every bit. Yes, +Ethan; of course I'll take mine. I only wish every bush and tree would +not drip, drip like a horrid kind of clock ticking; and the foghorns +over at the lighthouses _moo_ regularly every half minute. And I never +heard the waterfall over the dam so loud!" + +"We've had a wet summer," Vere observed, soothingly tranquil as ever. +"The lake and creek are full. There is more water going over to make a +noise." + +"Please do not be so frightfully sensible, Drawls. You know I mean a +different loudness. It sort of rises up and swims all over one, then +dies away." + +"Even a fountain will seem to do that if a wind shifts the spray," I +suggested. + +"Yes, Cousin Roger. But there is no wind tonight." + +A discomfort stirred me at the simple reminder. I fancied Vere was +similarly affected. If something moved under the water----? + +We changed the conversation to a pergola planned for building next +spring, that was to be overrun by grapevines and honeysuckle. + +"The grapes shall hang through like an Italian picture," Phillida +anticipated, headache forgotten in her enthusiasm. She shook her hair +about her pink cheeks, leaning over to outline a pergola with four +spoons. "Here in the middle we must have a birdbath. Or no! The birds +might peck the grapes. We could have one of those big silver-colored +looking-balls on a pedestal to reflect wee views of the garden and lake +and sky, with people moving no bigger than dolls. Imagine a reflection +of Ethan like a Lilliputian _so_ high!" + +So I was able to leave her eagerly hunting catalogues of garden +ornaments in her sewing-room, when the time came for me to keep my +rendezvous with Death or the lady. In spite of my warning gesture, Vere +followed me into the hall. His dark face was distressed and anxious. + +"Let me go with you," he urged. + +"No, thanks. Stay with Phil, and keep her too busy to suspect where I +am." + +"If I'm doing wrong to let you go," he began. + +"You cannot stop me. It is still too early for danger, I think. If you +like, you can stroll out on the lawn from time to time and look up at my +windows. As long as the lamps are lighted in the room, I am all right. +Nothing is happening." + +"Your lamps were all three lighted when I found you last night," he +said. + +The darkness had been only for my eyes, then? Certainly I had seemed to +see light withdrawn from the lamps. I mastered a tremor of the nerves, +and covered it by stroking Bagheera, who sat on a hall chair making an +after-dinner toilet with tongue and paw. + +"Well, take care of Phil," I repeated, evading argument. + +He detained me. + +"The young lady might not come if there were two people, Mr. Locke. I +can see that! But I'll go instead. I guess I'd be safer than you, with +the--the----You know what I mean! It would be the first time for me. And +if I sat waiting in the dark, the lady couldn't tell you were not there. +Of course I'd bring her right to you." + +No one could appreciate the courage of that offer so well as we who had +both felt the intolerable horror of the nearness of the Thing whose +nature was beyond our nature to endure. + +"She would come to no one except me," I refused. "But, thank you. And +Vere, if what you have said about my feeling toward Phillida's husband +was true once, it is true no longer." + +His clasp was still warm on my hand when I went into my room and +switched on the lights. Soft and colorful, the haunted room sprang into +view. The writing-table and piano gleamed bare without their usual +burdens of scattered papers and music, removed that afternoon. For lack +of familiar occupation, when I sat down in my favorite place, I took up +the gold pomander and fell to studying the intricate designs worked in +the metal. + +"_Containing a rare herb of Jerusalem called Lady's Rose, resembling +spikenard, with vervain, and cedar, and secret simples----_" + +"_Vervain, which is powerful against evil spirits----_" + +The strange fragrance, heady as the bouquet of rich wine, never cloying, +exquisite, might well have seemed magical to the dry Puritans, I mused. +It should stay by me tonight, like a promise of her coming. + +After I had sat there a while, I turned out the lights. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + "An excellent way to get a fayrie--and when you have her, bind + her!"--ANCIENT ALCHEMIST'S RECIPE. + + +In the darkness Time crept along like a crippled thing, slow-moving, +hideous. Outside fell the monotonous drip, drip from trees and bushes, +likened by Phillida to a horrid clock. The fog was a sounding-board for +furtive noises that grew up like fungi in the moist atmosphere. The +thought of Phillida and Vere down in the pleasant living room tempted me +almost beyond resistance. I wanted to spring up, to rush out of the +room; to fling myself into my car and drive full speed until strength +failed and gasoline gave out. + +Was that the lake which stirred in the windless night? The lake, under +which lay the fire-blackened ruins of the house where the first Desire +Michell flung open an awful door that her vengeance might stride +through! + +Was it too late for my Desire to come, and time for the coming of that +Other? + +The step of Vere sounded on the gravel path where he walked beneath the +window. He was making a trip of inspection, and would find no light +shining from the room. I was about to rise and call down a word of +reassurance to him, when a current of spiced air passed by me. I sat +arrested in hope and expectancy. + +"Here, after my warning, after last night?" her soft voice panted across +the dark. "Will you die, then? Cruel to me, and wicked to come here +again! Oh, must I wish you were a coward!" + +Every vestige of her calmness gone, she was sobbing as she spoke. I +could imagine she was wringing the little hands that once had left a +betraying print upon my table's surface. + +"I was cruel to you last night, Desire; yet afterward you saved my life +by sending Ethan Vere to wake me. Would you have had me leave without +meeting you again, neither thanking you nor asking your forgiveness?" + +I thought she came nearer. + +"For so little, you would brave the Dread One in Its time of triumph? O +steadfast soldier, who faces the Breach even in the hour of death, in +all that you have done you have remembered me. Why speak of anger or +forgiveness? Have I not injured you?" + +"Never. I love you." + +"Is not that an injury? Even though I hid my ill-omened face from you, +reared as I was to sad knowledge of the wrath upon me, the wrong has +been done. Weak as water in the test, I kept the letter of my promise +and broke the intent. Yet go; keep life at least." + +"Desire, I do not understand you," I answered. "No matter for that, now! +I am content to share whatever you bring. Not roughly or in challenge as +I asked you last night, but earnestly and with humility I ask you to +come away with me now. If trouble comes to my wife and me, I do not +doubt we can bear it. Let us not be frightened from the attempt. Come." + +"I, to take happiness like that?" she marveled in desolate amazement. +"No. At least I will go to my own place, if tardily. Roger, be kind to +me. Give me a last gift. Let me know that somewhere you are living. Out +of my sight, out of my knowledge, but living in the same world with me. +Each moment you stay here is a risk." + +In that warning she had reason. I rose. It was time to act, but action +must be certain. If my groping movements missed her in the dark there +might be no second chance. + +"Desire, if all is as you say and we are not to meet again as we have +done, you shall let me touch you before I go," I said firmly. + +"No!" + +"Yes. Why, would you have me live all the years to come in doubt whether +you were a woman or a dream? Perhaps you might seem at last a phantom of +my own sick brain to which faithfulness would be folly? Here across the +table I stretch my arm. Lay your palm in my palm. I may die tonight." + +Whether she wished it also, or whether my resolve drew obedience, I do +not know. But a vague figure moved through the dark toward me. A hand +settled in mine with the brushing touch of an alighting bird. I closed +my hand hotly upon that one. I sprang a step aside from the table +between us, found her, and drew her to me. + +What did I hold in my arms? Softness, fragrance, draperies beneath which +beat life and warmth. As I stooped to reassure her, her breath curled +against my cheek. So with that guide I turned my head, and set my lips +on the lips I had never seen. + +Did Something uprear Itself out there in the black fog? A cold air +rushed across the summer heat of the fog; air foul as if issued from the +opened door of a vault. As once before, a tremor quivered through the +house. The hanging chains of the lamps swung with a faint tinkling +sound. + +I snatched Desire Michell off her feet and sprang for the door. Somehow +I found and opened it at the first essay. We were out into the hall. +With one hand I dragged the door shut behind us, then carried her on to +the head of the stairs. There I set her down, but stood before her as a +bar against any attempt at escape. + +A lamp shed a subdued light above us. I looked at my captive. Never +again after that kiss could she deny her womanhood or pose as a phantom. +So far my victory was complete. The lady might be angry, but it must be +woman's anger. I knew she had not suspected my intention until I lifted +her in my arms. She had struggled then, after her defenses had fallen. + +She was quiet now, as though the light had quelled her resistance. She +stood drooped and trembling; not the old-time witch, not the dazzling +adventuress, only a small fragile girl wound and wrapped in some gray +stuff that even covered the brightness of her hair. Her face was held +down and showed no more color than a water-lily. + +"I thought," she whispered, just audibly. "I thought you--would say, +good-bye!" + +"I know," I stammered. "But I could not. That way was impossible for +us." + +She did not contradict me. She was so very small, I saw, that her head +would reach no higher than where the bright spot had rested above my +heart when I had last stood at the Barrier. One hand gripped the veils +beneath her chin, and seemed the clenched fist of a child. + +The crash of my door had startled the household. I had heard Phillida +cry out, and Vere's running steps upon the gravel path. Now he came +springing up the stairs. At the head of the flight he stopped, staring +at us. + +"Desire," I spoke as naturally as I could manage, "this is Mr. Vere. +Vere, my fiancée, Miss Michell. Shall we go down to Phillida?" + +And Desire Michell did not deny my claim. + +I am not very sure of how we found ourselves downstairs. Nor do I +remember in what words we made the two girls known to one another. +Presently we were all in the living room, and Phillida had possession of +Desire Michell while Vere and I looked on stupidly at the proceedings. + +Phil had placed her in a chair beside a tall floor-lamp and gently drew +off the draperies that hooded her. With little murmurs of compassion, +she unbound and shook free her guest's hair. + +"My dear, you are all damp! This awful fog! You must have been out a +long time? You shall drink some tea before we start. Drawls, will you +light the alcohol lamp on the tea-table? The kettle is filled." + +Now I could understand how Desire had appeared amid a drift of fireshot +smoke in the beam of my electric torch, the night before. Her hair was a +garment of flame-bright silk flowing around her, curling and eddying in +rich abundance. Over this she had worn the gray veils to smother all +that color and sheen into neutral sameness with night and shadows. No +wonder her face had seemed wraith-like when her startled shrinking away +from the light had set all that drapery billowing about her. + +She was the voice that had been my intimate comrade through weeks of +strange adventure. She was the woman of the faded, yellow book, and the +painted beauty at the Metropolitan. She was all the Desires of whom I +had ever dreamed; and she was none of them, for she was herself. Her +long dark eyes, suddenly lifted to me, were individual by that ancestral +blending of drowsiness with watchfulness; yet were akin to the eyes of +youth in all times by their innocence. Her mouth, too, was the soft +mouth of a young girl kept apart from sordid life. But her forehead, the +noble breadth between the black tracery of her eyebrows, expressed the +student whose weird, lofty knowledge had so often abashed my ignorance. + +Only my ignorance? Now as she looked at me across the room, all +self-confidence trickled away from me. What distinguished me from a +thousand men she might meet on any city street? What had I ever said +worth note in the hours we had spent together? Now she saw me in the +light, plainly commonplace; and remembering myself lame, I stood amazed +at the audacity with which I had laid claim to her. + +She was rising from the chair, gently putting aside Phillida's detaining +hands. She had not spoken one word since her faltered speech to me, +upstairs. Neither Vere nor Phillida had heard her voice. She had given +her hand to each of them and submitted to Phil's care with a docility I +failed to recognize in my companion of the dark. Her decisive movement +now was more like the Desire Michell I knew. Only, what was she about to +do? Repudiate my violence and me--perhaps go back to her hiding-place? + +She came straight to where I stood, not daring even to advance toward +her. We might have been alone in the room. I rather think we were, to +her preoccupation. + +"You must go away," she said. "If there is any hope, it is in that. +Nothing else matters, now; nothing! If you wish, take me with you. It +would be wiser to leave me. But nothing really matters except that you +should not stay here. I will obey you in everything if you will only go. +Take your car and drive--drive fast--anywhere!" + +It is impossible to convey the desperate urgency and fervor of her low +voice. Phillida uttered an exclamation of fear. Vere wheeled about and +left the room. The front door closed behind him. The gravel crunched +under his tread on the path to the garage, and the rate at which the +light he carried moved through the fog showed that he was running. He +obviously accepted the warning exactly as it was given. After the +briefest indecision, Phillida hurried out into the hall. + +For my part, I did nothing worth recording. I had made discovery of two +places where I was not the "lame feller." And if the first place was the +dreary Frontier, the second country was that rich Land of Promise in +Desire Michell's eyes. + +What we said in our brief moment of solitude is not part of this +account. + +Phillida was back promptly, her arms full of garments. With little +murmurs of explanation by way of accompaniment, she proceeded to invest +Desire in a motor coat and a dark-blue velvet hat rather like an +artist's tam-o'shanter. I noticed then that the girl wore a plain frock +of gray stuff, long of sleeve and skirt, fastened at the base of her +throat with severe intent to cover from sight all loveliness of tint and +contour. Nothing farther from the fashion of the day or the figure of my +cousin could be imagined. + +"You must wear the coat because it is always cool motoring at night," +Phillida was murmuring. "And of course you will want it at a hotel; +until you can do some shopping. I will just tie back your gorgeous, +scrumptious hair with this ribbon, now. I know I haven't enough hairpins +to put it up without wasting an awful lot of time, but we will buy them +in the morning. We are going to take the very best care of you every +minute, so you must not worry." + +"You are so kind to me," Desire began tremulously. "No one was ever so +kind! It does not matter about me, or what people think of me, if he +will only go from here quickly." + +"Right away," Phillida soothed. "My husband has gone for the car. I hear +him coming now!" + +In fact, Vere was coming up the veranda steps. His hand was on the knob +of the outer door, fumbling with it in a manner not usual to him, then +the knob yielded and he was inside. + +"But how slow you are, Drawls," his wife called, with an accent of +wonder. + +Vere crossed the threshold of the room, his gaze seeking mine. He was +pale, and drops of fog moisture pearled his dark face like sweat. + +"I am sorry, Mr. Locke," he addressed me, ignoring the others. "Perhaps +you felt that shake-up, a quarter-hour ago? Like a kind of earthquake, +or the kick from a big explosion a long ways off? It didn't seem very +strong to me. It was too strong for that old tree by the garage, though! +Must have been decayed clear through inside. Willows are like that, +tricky when they get old." + +"Ethan, what _are_ you talking about?" cried Phillida, aghast. + +He continued to look at me. + +"I guess it must have fallen just about when you slammed your door +upstairs. Seems I do remember a sort of second crash following the noise +you made. I was too keen on finding out what was happening up there to +pay much heed." + +"Well, Vere?" + +"Tree smashed down through the roof of the garage," he reluctantly gave +his report. "Everything under the hood of the automobile is wrecked. +There is no motor left, and no radiator. Just junk, mixed up with broken +wood and leaves and pieces of the stucco and tiles of the garage." + +So there was to be no going tonight from the house beside the lake. A +frustrated group, we stood amid our preparations; the two girls wearing +cloaks and hats for the drive that would never be taken. Had we ever +really expected to go? Already the project was fading into the realm of +fantastic ideas, futile as the pretended journeys of children who are +kept in their nursery. Desire lifted her hands and took off the blue +velvet cap with a resignation more expressive than words. Only my +practical little cousin charged valiantly at all obstacles. + +"We aren't ever going to give up?" she cried protest. "Cousin Roger? +Ethan? _You_ cannot mean to give up. Why--'phone to the nearest garage +to send us another car. If we pay them enough they will drive anywhere. +Or if they cannot take us to New York, they will take us to the railroad +station where we can get a train for some place. Can't we, Drawls?" + +"We could," Vere admitted. "I'd admire to try it, anyhow. But the +telephone wire came across the place right past the garage, you +know----" + +"The tree tore the wire down, too?" + +"I'm afraid it snapped right in two, Phil." + +"We--we might walk," she essayed. + +But even her brave voice trailed into silence as she glanced toward the +black, dripping night beyond the windows. + +"Or if we found a horse and wagon," she murmured a final suggestion. + +Vere shook his head. + +"Come!" I assumed charge with a cheerfulness not quite sincere. "None of +us are ready for such desperate efforts to leave our cozy quarters here. +Especially as I fancy Vere's 'earthquake' was the tremor of an +approaching thunderstorm. I felt it, myself. Let us light all the lamps +and draw the curtains to shut out the fog which has got on everyone's +nerves by its long continuance. We are overwrought beyond reason. +Suppose we sit here together, strong in numbers, for the few hours until +daylight? I think that should be safeguard enough. Tomorrow we will do +all we had planned for tonight. Come in, Vere, and close the door." + +He obeyed me at once. Desire Michell passively suffered me to unfasten +and take off the coat she wore, too heavy for such a night. She had +uttered no word since Vere announced the destruction of the car. She did +not speak now, when I put her in the low chair beneath the lamp. I had a +greed of light for her, as a protection and because darkness had held +her so long. + +"It seems as if we should do something!" Phillida yielded unwillingly. + +Vere's eyes met mine as he turned from drawing the last curtain. We were +both thinking of the force that had driven the frail old willow tree +through tile and cement of the new building to flatten the metal of +motor and car into uselessness. The mere weight of the tree would not +have carried it through the roof. To "do something" by way of physical +escape from that---- + +The ribbon had glided from Desire's hair, almost as if the vital, +resilient mass resentfully freed itself from restraint by the bit of +satin. Now she put up her hands with a slow movement and drew two broad +strands of the glittering tresses across her shoulders, veiling her +face. + +"Wait," she answered Phillida, most unexpectedly. "I must be sure--quite +sure! I must think. If you will--wait." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + + "Oh, little booke--how darst thou put thyself in press for + drede?"--CHAUCER. + + +We sat quietly waiting. I had drawn a chair near Desire. Phillida and +Vere were together, chairs touching, her right hand curled into his +left. Bagheera the cat had slipped into the room before the door was +closed, and lay pressed against his mistress's stout little boot. Our +small garrison was assembled, surely for as strange a defense as ever +sober moderns undertook. For my part, it was wonder enough to study that +captive who was at once so strange yet so intimately well known to me. + +The Tiffany clock on the mantel shelf chimed midnight. Soon after, we +began to experience the first break in the heavy monotony of heat and +fog that had overlaid the place for three days. The temperature began to +fall. The fog did not lift. The flowered cretonne curtains hung straight +from their rods unstirred by any movement of air. But the atmosphere in +the room steadily grew colder. I saw Phillida shiver in the chill +dampness and pull closer the collar of her thin blouse. When Desire +finally spoke, we three started as if her low tones had been the clang +of a hammer. + +"I have tried to judge what is best," she said, not raising her face +from its shadowing veil of hair. "I am not very wise. But it seems +better that there should be no ignorance between us. If I had been +either wise or good, I should never have come down from the convent to +draw another into danger and horror without purpose or hope of any good +ending." + +"The convent?" I echoed, memory turning to the bleak building far up the +hillside. "You came from there?" + +"There is a path through the woods. I am very strong and vigorous. But I +had to wait until all there were asleep before I could come. Sometimes I +could not come at all. For this house, I had my father's old key. It was +only for this little time while I am being taught. Soon I will put on a +nun's dress and cut my hair, and--and never--never leave there any +more." + +Stupefied, I thought of the black loneliness of the wooded hillside +behind us. No wonder the fog was wet upon her hair! Her slight feet had +traversed that path night after night, had brought her to the door her +key fitted, had come through the dark house to the door of the room +upstairs. When she left me, she had toiled that desolate way back. For +what? Humility bent me, and bewilderment. + +"But why?" Phillida gasped. "Why? Cousin Roger hunted everywhere to find +you. He would have gone anywhere you told him to see you. Didn't you +know that?" + +"I never meant him to see me." + +"Why not?" + +"I am Desire Michell, fourth of that name; all women who brought +misfortune upon those who cared for them," she answered, her voice lower +still. "How shall I make you understand? I was brought up to know the +wrath and doom upon me, yet I myself can scarcely understand. My father +knew all, yet he fell in weakness." + +"Your father?" I questioned, recalling Mrs. Hill's positive genealogy of +the Michells in which there was no place for this daughter of the line. + +"He was the last of his family. When he was very young the conviction +came to him that his duty was never to marry, so our race might cease to +exist. He lived here and preached against evil. He studied the ancient +learning that he might be fitted to wrestle with sin. But in the end +horror of what was here gained upon him so that he closed the house and +went abroad to work as a missionary. There was a girl; the daughter of +the clergyman who was leaving the mission. My father--fell in love. He +forgot all his convictions and married her. He knew it was a sin, but it +was stronger than he was. She only lived one year. When I was born, she +died. He prayed that I would die, too. But--I----" + +Her voice died into silence. I ventured to lean nearer and take her hand +into mine. + +"Desire," I said, "why should you be a sufferer for the actions of a +woman who died over two centuries ago? What is the long dead Desire +Michell to you?" + +A strange and solemn hush followed my question. The words seemed to take +a significance and importance beyond their simple meaning. The hand I +held trembled in my clasp. She answered at last, just audibly: + +"You know. You said that you had read her book." + +"But the book tells so little, Desire. Just such a chronicle of +superstition as may be found in a hundred old records." + +She shook her head slightly. + +"Not that! Bring me the book." + +The book was upstairs in the room from which I had carried her half an +hour before in something very like a panic flight. Before I could +release her hand and rise, before I comprehended his intention, Vere was +out of the living room and upon the stairs. It was too late to overtake +him. The man who had been a professional skater covered the stairs in a +few easy, swinging strides. We heard his light tread on the floor +overhead, heard him stop beside the table where the book lay. Then, he +was returning. My door closed. His step sounded on the stairs again; in +a moment he was back among us, and quietly offering the volume to our +guest. His dark eyes met mine reassuringly, deprecating the thoughts I +am sure my face expressed. + +"Lights burning and all serene up there," he announced. + +Desire touched the book with a curious repugnance. + +"I was looking for this, the first night I came here," she murmured. +"That is why I came to America after my father died. I had promised him +to destroy this record. When I heard that the house was sold to a +gentleman from New York, I came down from the convent on the hill to +find the bookcase holding the old history. I did not know anyone was +here, that night, until you touched my hair." + +I remembered the bookcase near the bed, where I stood my candle and +matches. Unaware, I had prevented her finding the thing she sought, and +so forced her to return. Afterward, the house had been full of workmen +making alterations and improvements, until later still Phillida had +transferred the bookcase and its contents to her sewing room. If I had +not taken the whim to sleep in the old house on the night of my +purchase, or if I had chosen another room, the existence of Desire +Michell might never have been known to me. + +Would the creature from the Barrier have appeared to me, if I had not +known her? + +She was drawing something from behind the portrait of the first Desire +Michell; a thin, small book that had lain concealed between the cover of +the larger volume and the page bearing the woodcut, where a sort of +pocket was formed that had escaped our notice. Laid upon the table, the +little book rolled away from the girl's fingers and lay curled upon +itself in the lamplight. The limp morocco cover was spotted with mildew +and half-revealed pages of close, fine writing blotched in places with +rusty stains. It gave out an odor of mould and age in an atmosphere made +sweet by Desire's presence. + +Phillida, who had been silent even when Vere left her to go upstairs, +shrank away from the book on the table. She darted a glance over her +shoulder at the curtained windows behind her. + +"Drawls, I cannot help what everybody thinks of me," she said +plaintively. "I am cold. The fire is ready laid in the grate. Will you +put a match to it, please?" + +No one smiled at the request. Her husband uttered some soothing phrase +of compliance. We all looked on while the flame caught and began to +creep up among the apple-logs. Bagheera rose and changed his position to +one before the hearth. When Vere stood erect, Desire leaned toward him. + +"Will you read, aloud, sir?" she asked of him, and made a gesture toward +the morocco book. + +She surprised us all by that choice. I was unreasoning enough to feel +slighted, although the task was one for which I felt a strong dislike. I +fancied Vere liked the idea no better, from his expression. However, he +offered no demur, but sat down at the table and began to flatten the +warped pages that perversely sprang back and clung about his fingers. +Desire slowly turned her lovely eyes to me, eyes that looked by gift of +nature as if their long corners had been brushed with kohl. She said +nothing, yet somehow conveyed her meaning and intent. I understood that +she did not wish to hear me read those pages; that it was painful to her +that they should be read at all. + +Vere was ready. He glanced around our circle, then began with the simple +directness that gave him a dignity peculiarly his own. + +"'Mistress Desire Michell, her booke, Beginning at the nineteenth year +of her Age,'" he read, in his leisurely voice. + +The living Desire Michell and I were regarding one another. I smiled at +the quaint wording, but she shuddered, and put her hands across her +eyes. + +Yet there was nothing in those first pages except a girl's chronicle of +village life. This book evidently carried on a diary kept from early +childhood; a diary written out of loneliness. Apparently the bare +colonial life pressed heavily upon the writer; who, having no companions +of the intellect, turned to this record of her own mind as a prisoner +might talk to his reflection in a mirror rather than go mad from sheer +silence. Discontent and restlessness beat through the lines like +fluttering wings. She wrote of her own beauty with a cool appraisal +oddly removed from vanity, almost with resentment of a possession she +could not use. + +"Like a man who finds treasure in a desert isle, I am rich in coin that +I may not spend," she wrote. "I stand before my mirror and take a tress +of my hair in either hand; I spread wide my arms full reach, yet I +cannot touch the end of those tresses. Nor can my two hands clasp the +bulk of them. There have been other women who had such hair, who were of +body straight and white, and had the eyes--but I cannot read that they +stayed poor and obscure." + +There followed some quotations from the classics of which I was able to +give but vague translations when Vere passed the book to me, both +because my knowledge was scanty and because of their daring +unconventionality. There were allusions, too, to ladies of later history +who had found fairness a broad staircase for ambition to mount. Of the +writer's learning, there could be no question; a learning amazing in one +so young and so situated. The source of this became apparent. Her father +was consumed with the passion of scholarship, and the girl's hungry mind +fed in the pastures where he led the way. + +Here crept into view an anomaly of character. The austere Puritan +divine, whose life was open and blank, bare and cold as a winter field, +cherished a secret dissipation of the mind. He labored upon a book on +the errors of magic. So laboring, he became snared by the thing he +denounced. He believed in the hidden lore while he condemned it. Deeper +and deeper into forbidden knowledge his eagerness for research led him. +Unsanctioned by any church were the books Dr. Michell starved his body +to buy from Jews or other furtive dealers in unusual wares. The titles +in his library comprehended the names of more charlatans than bishops. +He could define the distinctions between necromancy, sorcery, and magic. +The marvelous calculations of the Pythagoreans engaged him, and the lost +mysteries of the Cabiri. + +From such studies he would arise on the Sabbath to preach sermons that +held his dull flock agape. Bitter draughts of salvation he poured for +their spiritual drinking. He scarcely saw how any man might escape +hell-fire, all being so vile. Against witchcraft and tampering with +Satan's agents he was eloquent. He rode sixty miles in midwinter to see +a Quaker whipped and a woman hung who had been convicted as a witch. + +Of all this, his daughter wrote with an elfin mockery. Her brilliant eye +of youth saw through the inconsistency of the beliefs he strove to +reconcile. She learned his lore, read his books, and discarded his +doctrine. + +"I study with him, but I think alone," she set down her independence. + +Without his knowledge, she proceeded to actual experiment with rude +crucible and alembic in her own chamber. She essayed some age-old +recipes of blended herbs and ingredients within her reach, handled at +certain hours of the night and phases of the moon. All were innocent +enough, it seemed. She cured a beloved old dog of rheumatism and partial +blindness. She discovered an exquisite perfume which she named Rose of +Jerusalem. + +But the experiments were not fortunate, she made obscure complaint. The +dog, cured, lived only a few weeks. The perfume, in which she revelled +with a fierce, long-denied appetite, steeping her rich hair in it and +her severely dull garments, awoke many whispers in a community where +sweet odors were unknown and disapproved. She alluded, with a mingling +of freezing scorn and triumph, to the young men who followed after +her--"seeking a wife who would be at their hearth as fatal a guest as +that fair woman sent by an enemy to Alexander the Great, whose honey +breath was deadly poison to who so kissed there." + +Into this situation rode the fine gentleman from the colonial world of +fashion who was to fix the fate of Desire Michell and his own. + +From this point on, the diary was a record of the same story as the +"History of Ye foule Witch, Desire Michell." + +The love affair that followed Sir Austin's visit to the clergyman's +house leaped hot and instant as flame from oil and fire brought +together. The girl was parched with thirst for life, yet despised all +around her. The man was dazzled by a beauty and mentality foreign as a +bird of paradise found nested in Connecticut snow. A mad, wild passion +linked them that was more than half a duel. For Sir Austin was already +betrothed. Honor might not have chained him for long, but his need of +his betrothed's fortune proved more enduring. He was a man bred to +wealth, who did not possess it. He offered Desire Michell his left hand. + +He was turned out of her father's house with a red weal struck across +his face like a brand. + +Of course he returned. The arrow was firmly fixed. He asked her to marry +him, and was refused with savage contempt. He would not take the +refusal. Her heart and ambition were hidden traitors to his cause. In +the end she surrendered and the marriage day was set. + +Sir Austin rode away to set his house in order, while Desire turned from +alchemy to make her wedding garments. + +The entries during this interval were sweetly gentle and feminine. Her +Rose of Jerusalem fragrance was all her own, and was kept so, but she +made less-rare essences and sold them through a pedlar in order to buy +fine linen and brocade for a trousseau not designed to be worn in a +Puritan village. She was happy and at rest in expectation. + +On her wedding day the destroying news fell. Sir Austin hid a weak +spirit within a strong and handsome body. Away from Desire's glamour, +back in New York, he had not broken his engagement to the heiress. +Instead, he had married her on the day arranged before he met the +clergyman's daughter. + +There was never again a connected record in the diary. Pages were torn +out in places, entries were broken off, half-made. But the story Vere's +slow, steady voice conveyed to us was the one we knew; the one my Desire +had told to me the first night I slept in this house. The half-mad girl +turned to her father's deadly books. Sir Austin died as his waxen image +dissolved before the fire, where the girl sat watching with merciless +hate. He died, raving and frothing, on her door-sill. She never saw him +after the day he rode away to prepare for their marriage. She set open +her window that she might hear his progress to that hard death, but +never deigned to turn her glance upon him. + +The clergyman was dead, now; of shame, or perhaps of terror at the child +he had reared. The girl was alone. + +The diary grew wilder, with gaps of weeks where there were no entries. +More frequently, pages were missing and paragraphs obliterated by the +reddish blotches like rust or blood. There were accounts of weird, +half-told experiments ranging through the three degrees of magic set +forth by Talmud and Cabala. She wrote of legions of kingdoms between +earth and heaven, and the twelve unearthly worlds of Plato. She alluded +to a Barrier between men and other orders of beings, beyond which dwelt +Those whom the magicians of old glimpsed after long toil and +incantation. + +"Those of whom Vertabied, the Armenian, says: '_Their orders differ from +one another in situation and degree of glory, just as there are +different ranks among men, though they are all of one nature._' They +cannot cross nor overthrow this Wall, nor can man alone; but if they and +man join together----One there beyond whispers to me of power, splendor, +victory----" + +Days later, there was entered a passage of mad triumph and terror. The +Barrier was broken through. Out of the breach issued the One whom she +had invited to her silver lamps; colossal, formless, whose approach +froze blood and spirit. Eyes of unspeakable meaning glared across the +dark, whispers unbearable to humanity beat upon her intelligence and +named her comrade. + +Now as Vere read this, I felt again that quiver of the house or air he +had likened to an earth shock and held responsible for the fall of the +willow tree that had destroyed our hope of escape by automobile. I +looked at my companions and saw no evidence of anyone having noticed +what I had seemed to feel. Vere indeed was pale; while Phillida, who sat +beside him, was highly flushed with excitement and wonder as she +listened. Desire had not stirred in her chair, except to bend her head +so her face was shaded by the loosened richness of her hair. Seeing them +so undisturbed, I kept silence. A storm might be approaching, but I made +no pretense to myself of believing that shock either thunder or +earthquake. + +The tone of the diary altered rapidly. At first, the unknown from beyond +the wall appalled the woman only by its unhuman strangeness, the +repugnance of flesh and blood for its loathly neighborhood. Fear +emanated from its presence, seen yet unseen, a blackness moving in the +black of night when it visited her. Yet she had courage to endure those +awful colloquies. She listened. She strove by the spell and incantation +to subdue This to her service, as the demon Orthone served the Lord of +Corasse, as Paracelsus was served by his Familiar, or Gyges by the +spirit of his ring. + +Alas for the sorceress, misguided by legend and fantasy! She had evoked +no phantom, but a fact actual as nature always is even if nature is not +humanly understood. The Thing was real. + +The awe of the magician became the stricken panic of the woman. She had +unloosed what she could not bind. She had called a servant, and gained a +master. Gone forever were the dreams of power and splendor and triumph. +Now she learned that only pure magic can discharge the spirits it has +summoned, nor could a murderess attain that lofty art. + +We were given a glimpse of a frantic girl crouched in the useless +pentagram traced on the floor for her protection, covering her beauty +with the cloak of her hair against the eyes that burned upon her between +the overturned silver lamps. + +A deepening horror gathered about the house of Mistress Desire Michell. +The old dame who had been the girl's nurse and caretaker fled the place +and fell into mumbling dotage in a night. No child would come near the +garden, though fruit and nuts rotted away where they dropped from +overripeness. No neighbor crossed the doorstep where Sir Austin had +died. She lived in utter solitude by day. By night she waged hideous +battle against her Visitor; using woman's cunning, essaying every +expedient and art her books suggested to her desperate need. + +With each conflict, her strength and resource waned, while That which +she held at bay knew no weariness. Time was not, for it, nor change of +purpose. + +"I faint, I fail!" she wrote. "The Sea of Dread breaks about my feet. It +is midnight. The pentagram fades from the floor--the nine lamps die--the +breath of the One at the casement is upon me----" + +Vere stopped. + +"A handful of pages have been torn out here," he stated. "The next entry +that I can read is in the middle of a stained page, and must be +considerably later on." + +Phillida made an odd little noise like a whimper, clutching at his +sleeve. The third shock for which I had been waiting shuddered through +the house, this time distinctly enough for all to feel. A gust of wind +went through the wet trees outside like a gasp. + +"Ethan, what was that?" she stammered. "Oh, I'm afraid! Cousin +Roger----?" + +I had no voice to answer her. In my ears was the rush and surge of that +sea whose waters had gripped me in the past night. I felt the icy +death-tide hiss around me in its first returning wave, rise to my knee's +height, then sink away down its unearthly beach. What I had dimly known +all day, underlying Vere's sturdy cheerfulness and our plans and +efforts, was the truth. Through those intervening hours of daylight I +had remained my enemy's prisoner, bound on that shore we both knew well, +until It pleased or had power to return and finish with me. No doubt It +was governed by laws, as we are. + +As before, the cold struck a paralysis across my senses. Vere's +reassurance sounded faint and distant. + +"The thunder is getting closer," he said. "That was a storm wind, all +right! Would you rather go upstairs and lie down, and not hear any more +of this stuff tonight?" + +"No! Oh, no! I could not bear to be alone," she refused. "Just, just go +on, dear. Of course it is the coming storm that makes the room so cold." + +He put his left arm around her as she nestled against him. His right +hand held the diary flattened on the table under the light. + +"The next entry is just one line in the middle of a page where +everything else is blotted out," Vere repeated. "It reads: 'The child is +a week old today.'" + +The wave crashed foaming in tumult up the strand, flowing higher, +drenching me in cold sharp as fire. The tide rose faster tonight. The +silence that held the others dumb before the significance of that last +sentence covered my silence from notice. Desire's face was quite hidden; +lamplight and firelight wavered and gleamed across her bent head. I +wanted to arise and go to her, to take her hands and tell her to have +patience and courage. But when this wave ebbed, my strength drained away +with the receding water. Moreover, the darkness curdled and moved beyond +the window opposite me. The curtains hung between were no bar to my +vision, as the light and presence of my companions were no bar to the +Thing that kept rendezvous with me. Since last night, we were nearer to +one another. + +A breath of chill foulness crept across the pungent odor of the burning +apple-log in the fireplace. A whisper spoke to my intelligence. + +"Man conquered by me, fall down before me. Beg my forbearance. Beg life +of me--and take the gift!" + +"No," my thought answered Its. + +"You die, Man." + +"All men die." + +"Not as they die who are mine." + +"I am not yours. You kill me, as a wild beast might. But I am not yours; +not dying nor dead am I yours." + +"Would you not live, pygmy?" + +"Not as your pensioner." + +The logs on the hearth crackled and sank down with a soft rustle, burned +through to a core of glowing red. Phillida spoke with a hushed urgency, +drawing still closer to her husband, so that her forehead rested against +his shoulder. + +"Go on, Ethan. Finish and let us be done." + +Vere bent his head above the book on the table to obey her. Across the +dark I suddenly saw the Eyes glare in upon him. + +"On the next page, the writing begins again," he said. "It says: + +"'I am offered the kingdoms of earth. But I crave that kingdom of myself +which I cast away. The child is sent to England. The circle is drawn. +The names are traced and the lamps filled. Tonight I make the last +essay. There remains untried one mighty spell. This Mystery----'" + +A clap of thunder right over the house overwhelmed the reader's voice. +Phillida screamed as a violent wind volleyed through the place with a +crashing of doors and shutters, upstairs and down. The diary was ripped +from beneath Vere's hand and hurled straight to the center of that nest +of fire formed by the settling of the logs. A long tongue of flame +leaped high in the chimney as the spread leaves of the book caught and +flared, fanned by wind and draft. Vere sprang up, but Phillida's +clinging arms delayed him. When he reached the fire-tongs there was +nothing to rescue except a charring mass half-way toward ashes. + +He turned toward me, perhaps at last surprised by my immobility. + +"I am sorry, Mr. Locke," he apologized. + +Desire had started up with the others when the sudden uproar of the +storm burst upon them. Now she cried out, breaking Vere's excuse of the +loss. Her small face blanched, she ran a few steps toward me. + +"It has come! He will die--he is dying. Look, look!" + + + + +CHAPTER XX + + "Behold! Where are their abodes? + Their places are not, even as though they had not been." + --TOMB OF KING ENTEF. + + +Desire Michell was beside me, and I could not rise or answer her. She +bent over me, so that the Rose of Jerusalem fragrance inundated me and +drove back the sickening air that was the breath of our enemy. + +"Let me go," she sobbed, her head beside my head. "If you can hear me, +listen and leave me as It wills. You know now that I belong to It by +heritage? You know why we can never be together as you planned? Try to +feel horror of me. Put me away from you. No evil can come to me unless I +seek evil. But It will not suffer you to take me. Live, dear Roger, and +let me go." + +"Yield to me, Man, what you may not keep," the whisper of the Thing +followed after her voice. "Would you take the witch-child to your +hearth? Cast her off; and taste my pardon." + +"Can you hear, Roger? Roger, let me go." + +With an effort terrible to make as death to meet, I broke from the +paralysis that chained me. As from the drag of a whirlpool, I tore +myself from the tide-clutch, from the will of the Thing, from the numb +weakness upon me. For a moment I thrust back the hand at my throat. I +stood up and drew Desire up with me in my arms, both of us reeling with +my unsteadiness. + +"I do not give you up," I said, my speech hoarse and difficult. "I claim +you, now, and after. And my claim is good, because I pay." + +Desire exclaimed something. What, I do not know. Her voice was lost in +the triumphant conviction that I was right. She was free, and the +freedom was my gift to her. I was not vanquished, but victor. The life I +paid was not a penalty, but a price. + +Her face was uplifted to mine as she clung to me; then my weight glided +through her arms and I fell back in my chair. + +I was alone amid blackness and desolation that poured past me like the +wind above the world. + + * * * * * + +For the last time, I opened my eyes on the gray shore at the foot of the +Barrier. I, pygmy indeed, stood again before the colossal wall whose +palisades reared up beyond vision and stretched away beyond vision on +either side. + +I was alone here. No whisper of taunt or menace, no presence of horror +troubled me. Opposite me, the Breach that split the cliff showed as a +shadowed cañon, empty except of dread. Far out behind me the sea that +was like no sea of earth gathered itself beneath its eternal mists as a +tidal wave draws and gathers. With folded arms I stood there, waiting +for the returning surge of mighty waters to overwhelm me in their flood. +I waited in awe and solemn expectancy, beyond fear or hope. + +But now I became aware of a new doubleness of experience. Here on the +Frontier, I was between the worlds, yet I also saw the room in the house +left behind. I saw myself as an unconscious body reclined in a chair +beside the hearth. Desire Michell knelt on the floor beside me, her +hands grasping my arms, her gaze fixed on my face, her hair spilling its +shining lengths across my knees. Phillida was huddled in a chair, crying +hysterically. Vere apparently had been trying to force some stimulant +upon the man who was myself, yet was not myself, for while I watched he +reluctantly rose from bending above the figure and set a glass upon the +table. I echoed his sigh. Life was good. + +The sea behind me began to rush in from immeasurable distances. The roar +of the waters' thunderous approach blended with the heat and flash of +storm all about the house into which I looked. + +"He dies," Desire spoke, her voice level and calm. "Has it not been so +with all who loved the daughters of my race these two centuries past? +Yet never did one of those die as he dies--not for passion, but for +protection of the woman--not as a madman or one ignorant, but facing +that which was not meant for man to face, his eyes beating back the +intolerable Eyes. Oh, glory and grief of mine to have seen this!" + +Phillida cowered lower in her chair, burying her face in the cushions. +But Vere abruptly stood erect, his fine dark face lifted and set. Just +so some ancestors of his might have risen in a bleak New England +meeting-house when moved powerfully to wrestle with evil in prayer. But +it is doubtful if any Maine deacon ever addressed his Deity as Vere +appealed to his. + +"Almighty, we're in places we don't understand," he spoke simply as to a +friend within the room, his earnest, drawling speech entirely natural. +"But You know them as You do us. If things have got to go this way, why, +we'll make out the best we can. But if they don't, and we're just +blundering into trouble, please save Roger Locke and this poor girl. +Because we know You can. Amen." + +Now at this strange and beautiful prayer--or so it seemed to me--a ray +of blinding light cleaved up from where Vere stood, like a shot arrow +speeding straight through house and night into inconceivable space. Then +the room vanished from my sight as the great wave burst out of the mist +upon me. + +I went down in a smother of ghastly snarling floods cold as space is +cold. Something fled past me up the strand, shrieking inhuman passion; +the Eyes of my enemy glared briefly across my vision. + +One last view I glimpsed of that dread Barrier, amid the tumult and +welter of my passing. The breach was closed! Unbroken, majestic, the +enormous Wall stood up inviolate. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + "Fancy, like the finger of a clock, + Runs the great circuit, and is still at home." + --COWPER. + +The uproar of rushing waters was still in my ears. But I was in my chair +before the hearth in the living room of the farmhouse, and the noise was +the din of a tempest outside. + +Opposite me, Phillida and Desire were clinging together, watching me +with such looks of gladness and anxiety that I felt myself abashed +before them. Bagheera, the cat, sat on the table beside the lamp, yellow +eyes blinking at each flash and rattle of lightning and thunder, while +he sleeked his recently wetted fur. Wondering where that wet had come +from, I discovered presently that the fire was out, and the hearth +drenched with soot-stained water. I looked toward the windows, from +which the curtains had been drawn aside. Rain poured glistening down the +panes, but the clean storm was empty of horror. + +"Drink some of this, Mr. Locke," urged Vere, whose arm was about me. +"Sit quiet, and I guess you'll be all right in a few moments." + +I took the advice. Strength was flowing into me, as inexplicably as it +had flowed away from me a while past. How can I describe the certainty +of life that possessed me? The assurance was established, singularly +enough, for all of us. None of my companions asked, and I myself never +doubted whether the danger might return. The experience was complete, +and closed. Moreover, already the Thing that had been our enemy, the +horror that had been Its atmosphere, the mystery that haunted +Desire--all were fading into the past. The phantoms were exorcised, and +the house purified of fear. + +But there was something different from ordinary storm in this tempest. +The tumult of rain and wind linked another, deeper roar with theirs. The +house quivered with a steady trembling like a bridge over which a train +is passing. Pulling myself together I turned to Vere. + +"What is happening outdoors?" I asked. + +"The cloudburst was too much for the dam," he answered regretfully. "It +went off with a noise like a big gun, a while back. I expect the lake is +flooding the whole place and messing up everything from our cellar to +the chickenhouse. Daylight is due pretty soon, now, and the storm is +dying down. We'll be able to add up the damage, after a bit." + +"The water came down the chimney and drowned Bagheera," Phillida bravely +tried to summon nonchalance. "Isn't it lucky you and Desire could not +get started in the car, after all? Fancy being out in that!" + +Desire Michell steadied her soft lips and gave her quota to the shelter +of commonplace speech we raised between ourselves and emotions too +recently felt. + +"It was like the tropical storms in Papua, where I lived until this +year," she said. "Once, one blew down the mission house." + +Vere's weather prediction proved quite right. In an hour the storm had +exhausted itself, or passed away to other places. Sunrise came with a +veritable glory of crimson and gold, blazing through air washed limpidly +pure by the rain. The east held a troop of small clouds red as +flamingoes flying against a shining sky; last traces of our tempest. + +We stood on the porch together to survey an unfamiliar scene in the rosy +light. Water overlay lawns and paths, so the house stood in a wide, +shallow lake whose ripples lapped around the white cement steps and the +pillars of the porte-cochère. Phillida's Pekin ducks floated and fed on +this new waterway as contentedly as upon their accustomed pastures. +Small objects sailed on the flood here and there; Bagheera's milk-pan +from the rear veranda bobbed amidst a fleet of apples shaken down in the +orchard, while some wooden garden tools nudged a silk canoe-cushion. + +In contrast to all this aquatic prospect, where the real lake had been +there now lay some acres of ugly, oozing marsh; its expanse dotted with +the bodies of dead water-creatures and such of Vere's young trout as had +not been swept away by the outpouring flood. The dam was a mere pile of +débris through which trickled a stream bearing no resemblance to the +sparkling waterfall of yesterday. Already the sun's rays were drawing a +rank, unwholesome vapor from the long-submerged surface. + +We contemplated the ruin for a while, without words. + +"Poor Drawls!" Phillida sighed at length. "All your work just rubbed +out!" + +"Never mind, Vere," I exclaimed impulsively. "We will put it all back in +the same shape as it was." + +But even as I spoke, I felt an odd shock of uneasiness and recoil from +my own proposition. I did not want the lake to be there again; or to +hear the unaccountable sounds to which it gave birth and the varying +fall of the cataract over the dam. Did the others share my repugnance? I +seemed to divine that they did. Even the impetuous Phil did not break +out in welcome of my offer. Desire, who had smoothed her sober gray +dress in some feminine fashion and stood like Marguerite or Melisande +with a great braid over either shoulder, moved as if to speak, then +changed her intention. A faint distress troubled her expression. + +As usual, Vere himself quietly lifted us out of unrest. + +"I'm not sure that couldn't be bettered, Mr. Locke," he demurred. "That +is if you liked, of course! That marsh could be cleaned up and drained +into pretty rich land, I guess. And down there beyond the barn, on the +other side where the creek naturally widens out into a kind of basin, I +should think might be the spot for a smaller, cleaner lake." + +"Doesn't it seem to you, Ethan," I said, "that we have progressed rather +past the _Mr. Locke_ stage?" + +A little later, when Desire and I were alone on the porch, we walked to +the end nearest the vanished lake. Or rather, I led her to a swinging +couch there, and sat down beside her. + +"Point out the path down the hill by which you used to come," I asked of +her. + +She shook her head. There are no words to paint how she looked in the +clear morning, except that she seemed its sister. + +"It is only the end of a path that matters," she said. "Look instead at +the marsh. Do you see nothing there stranger than a path through the +woods even when trodden by a wilful woman?" + +Following her lifted finger, I saw a series of long mounds out there in +the muddy floor not far from the dam. Not high, two or three feet at +most, the mounds formed an irregular square of considerable area. + +"The old house!" I exclaimed. + +"It was set on fire by the second Desire Michell one night deep in +winter. Her father built this house of yours and put in the dam that +covered the ruins with water. I think he hoped to wash away the horror +upon the place." + +"I know so little of your history." + +"You can imagine it." She turned her head from me. "The first child came +back from England when it was a man grown, and claimed the house and +name of the first Desire. He settled and married here. For two +generations only sons were born to the Michells. I do not know if the +Dark One came to them. I believe it did, but they were hard, austere men +who beat off evil. Then, a daughter was born. She looked like the first +Desire and she was--not good. She was a scandal to the family. She +listened to It----! The tradition is that she set fire to the house +after a terrible quarrel with her people, but herself perished by some +miscalculation. There were no more girls born for another while after +that. Not until my father's time. He had a sister who resembled the two +Desires of the past. My grandfather brought her up in harshness and +austerity, holding always before her the wickedness to which she was +born. Yet it was no use. She fled from his house with a man no one knew, +and died in Paris after a life of great splendor and heartlessness. +Everyone who loved the Desires suffered. That is why I--covered myself +from--you." + +I took her hand, so small a thing to hold and feel flutter in mine. + +"But what of me, Desire? The darkness covered no beauty in me, but a +defect. You never saw me until last night and now in the morning. Now +that you know, can you bear with a man who--limps? You, so perfect?" + +She turned toward me. Her kohl-dark eyes, vivid as a summer noon, opened +to my anxious scrutiny. + +"But I have seen you often," she said, the heat of confession bright on +cheek and lip. "I never meant you to know, but now----! After the first +time you spoke to me so kindly and gayly--I was so very sorrowfully +alone--and the convent was so dull! My father's field-glasses were in my +trunk." + +"Desire?" + +"I fear I have no vocation for a nun. I--there is a huge rock half-way +down the hill with a clear view of this place. I have spent hours there, +watching these lawns and verandas, and the things you all did. It all +seemed so amusing and, and happy. You see, where I lived there were +almost no white people except my father and a priest at the Catholic +mission. So I learned to know Phillida and Mr. Vere and----" + +"Then, all this time, Desire----" + +"The glasses brought you very close," she whispered. "I knew you by +night and by day." + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + "Life hath its term, the assembly is dispersed, + And we have not described Thee from the first." + --GULISTAN. + + +I have come to the end of this narrative and with the end, I come to +what people of practical mind may call its explanation. Of the four of +us who were joined in living through the events of that summer, my wife +and I and Ethan Vere agree in one belief, while Phillida holds the +opinion of her father, the Professor. I think Bagheera, the cat, might +be added to our side also, if his testimony was available. + +The press reports of the cloudburst and flood brought the Professor up +to Connecticut to verify with his own eyes his daughter's safety. Aunt +Caroline did not come with him, but I may here set down that she did +come later. They found their son-in-law by no means what their +forebodings menaced, so reconciled themselves at last to the marriage; +to Phillida's abiding joy. + +But first the little Professor arrived alone, three days after the +storm. Characteristically, he had sent no warning of his coming, so no +one met him at the railway station. He arrived in one of those curious +products of a country livery stable known as a rig, driven by a local +reprobate whom no prohibition could sober. + +I shall never forget the incredulous rapture with which Phillida +welcomed him, nor the pride with which she presented Vere. + +The damages to the place were already being repaired, although weeks of +work would be needed to restore a condition of order and make the +changes we planned. The automobile had been disentangled from the +wreckage of garage and willow tree and towed away to receive expert +attention. We were awaiting the arrival of the new car I had ordered for +the honeymoon tour Desire and I were soon to take. Phillida had declared +two weeks shopping a necessary preliminary to the wedding of a bride who +was to live in New York "and meet everybody." Nor would I have shortened +the pretty orgy into which the two girls entered, transforming my +sorceress into a lady of the hour; happiness seeming to me rather to be +savored than gulped. + +Needless to say, there was no more talk of the convent whose iron gates +were to have closed between the last Desire Michell and the world. She +had been directed there by the priest whose island mission was near her +father's. In her solitude and ignorance of life, the sisterhood seemed +to offer a refuge in which to keep her promise to her father. But she +had to learn the principles of the Church she was about to adopt, and +during that period of delay I had come to the old house. + +On the second day of his visit, we told all the story to the Professor. +We could not have told Aunt Caroline, but we told him. + +"It is perfectly simple," he pronounced at the end. "Interesting, even +unique in points, but simple of explanation." + +"And what may be the explanation?" I inquired with scepticism. + +"Marsh gas," he replied triumphantly. "Have none of you young people +ever considered the singular emanations from swamps and marshes where +rotting vegetation underlies shallow water? Phillida, I am astonished +that you did not enlighten your companions on this point. You, at least, +have been carefully educated, not in the light froth of modern music and +art, but in the rudiments of science. I do not intend to wound your +feelings, Roger!" + +"I am not wounded, sir," I retorted. "Just incredulous!" + +"Ah?" said the Professor, with the bland superiority of his tribe. +"Well, well! Yet even you know something of the evils attending people +who live in low, swampy areas; malaria, ague, fevers. In the tropics, +these take the form of virulent maladies that sweep a man from earth in +a few hours. Your lake _was_ haunted, so was the house that once stood +in its basin, as some vague instinct strove to warn the generations of +Michells as well as you. Haunted by emanations of some powerful form of +marsh gas given forth more plentifully at night, which lowered the heart +action and impeded the breathing of one drawing the poison into his +lungs through hours of sleep, producing--nightmare. Science has by no +means analyzed all the possibilities of such phenomena." + +"Nightmare!" I cried. "Do you mean to account by nightmare for the wide +and repeated experiences that twice brought me to the verge of death? +And Desire? What of her knowledge of that same nightmare? What of the +legend of her family so exactly coinciding with all I felt? And why did +not Phillida and Ethan suffer the nightmare with me?" + +He held up a lean hand. + +"Gently, gently, Roger! Consider that of all the household you alone +slept in the side of the house toward the lake. I know that you always +have your windows open day and night--a habit that used to cause great +annoyance to your Aunt Caroline when you were a boy. Thus you were +exposed to the full effect of the water gases. That you did not feel the +effects every night I attribute to differences in the wind, that from +some directions would blow the fumes away from the house, thus relieving +you. I gather from your account that the phenomena were most pronounced +in close, foggy weather, when the poisonous air was atmospherically held +down to the earth. You have spoken of miasmic mists that hung below the +level of the tree-tops. When Mr. Vere experienced a similar unease and +depression, he was on the shore of the lake at dawn after precisely such +a close, foggy night as I have described as most dangerous. The symptoms +confirm this theory. You say you awakened on each occasion with a sense +of suffocation. Your heart labored, your limbs were cold and mind +unnaturally depressed, owing to slow circulation of the blood. You were +a man asphyxiated. After each attack you were more sensitive to the +next, as a malaria patient grows worse if he remains in the swamp +districts. It is remarkable that you did not guess the truth from the +smell of decaying vegetation and stagnant damp which you admit +accompanied the seizures! However, you did not; and in your condition +the last three days of continuous fog brought on two attacks that nearly +proved fatal. Now as to the character of your hallucinations, and their +agreement with the young lady's ideas. That is a trifle more involved +discussion, yet simple, simple!" + +He put the tips of his fingers together and surveyed us with the benign +condescension of one instructing a class of small children. + +"The first night that you passed in your newly purchased house, Roger, +you accidentally encountered Miss Michell; or she did you!" He smiled +humorously. "While your feelings were excited by the unusual episode, +the strange surroundings and the dark, she related to you a wild legend +of witchcraft and monsters. Later, when you suffered your first attack +of marsh-gas poisoning, your consequent hallucination took form from the +story you had just heard. Later conversations with your mysterious lady +fixed the idea into an obsession. Recurrent dreams are a common +phenomenon even in healthy persons. In this case, no doubt the exact +repetition of the physical sensations of miasmic poisoning tended to +reproduce in your mind the same sequence of ideas or semi-delirious +imaginings. These were of course varied or distorted somewhat on each +occasion, influenced by what you had been hearing or reading in advance +of them. This mental condition became more and more confirmed as you +steeped yourself more deeply in legendary lore and also--pardon me--in +the morbid fancies of the young lady; whose ghostly visits in the dark +and whose increasing interest for you put a further bias upon your +thoughts." + +"What were the noises I heard from the lake, and the shocks we all +felt?" I demanded. + +He nodded amiably toward Vere. + +"Mr. Vere has mentioned the large bubbles which formed and burst on the +surface of the lake. That is a common manifestation of ordinary marsh +gas. Possibly the singular and unknown emanation that took place at +night came to the surface in the form of a bubble or bubbles huge enough +to produce in bursting the smacking sound of which you speak. But I am +inclined to another theory, after a walk I took about your place this +morning. When you put up your cement dam instead of the old log affair +that held back only a part of the stream, you made a greater depth and +bulk of water in the swamp basin than it has contained these many years, +if ever. As a result, I believe the sloping mud basin began to slip +toward the dam. Oh, very gradually! Probably not stirring for weeks at a +time. Just a yielding here, a parting there, until the cloudburst +precipitated the disaster. You had, my dear Roger, a miniature +landslide, which would account for sounds of shifting mud and water in +your lake, and for the shocks or trembling of your house when the earth +movements occurred." + +The rest of us regarded one another. I think Vere might have spoken, if +he had not been unwilling to mar Phillida's contentment by any +appearance of dispute with her father. + +"It is very cleverly worked out, sir," I conceded. "But how do you +explain that Desire knew what I experienced with the Thing from the +Barrier, if my experiences were merely delirious dreams?" + +"I have not yet understood that she did know," said the Professor dryly. +"She put the suggestions into your head; innocently, of course. When you +afterward compared notes and found they agreed, you cried 'miraculous'! +How is that, Miss Michell? Did you actually know what Roger experienced +in these excursions before he told you of them?" + +Desire gazed at him with her meditative eyes, so darkly lovely, yet +never quite to lose their individual difference from any other lovely +eyes I have ever seen. The eyes, I thought then and still think, of one +who has seen more, or at least seen into farther spaces, than most of +treadmill-trotting humanity. She wore one of the new frocks for which +Phillida and she had already made a flying trip to town; a most +sophisticated frock from Fifth Avenue, with frivolous French shoes to +correspond. Her hair of a Lorelei was demurely coiled and wound about +her little head. Yet some indescribable atmosphere closed her delicately +around, an impalpable wall between her and the commonplace. Even the +desiccated, material Professor was aware of this influence and took off +his spectacles uneasily, wiped them and put them on again to contemplate +her. + +"I am not sure," she answered him with careful candor. "I believe that I +could always tell when the Dark One had been with him. I could feel +that, here," she touched her breast. "I knew what its visits were like, +because I was brought up to know by my father and was told the history +of the three Desire Michells. My father had studied deeply and taught +me--I shall not tell anyone all he taught me! I do not want to think of +those things. Some of them I have told to Roger. Some of them are quite +harmless and pleasant, like the secret formula for making the Rose of +Jerusalem perfume; which has virtues not common, as Roger can say who +has felt it revive him from faintness. But there are places into which +we should not thrust ourselves. It is like--like suicide. One's mind +must be perverted before certain things can be done. And that is the +true sin--to debase one's soul. All men discover and learn of science +and the universe by honest duty and effort is good, is lofty and leads +up. Nothing is forbidden to us. But if we turn aside to the low door +which only opens to crime and evil purpose, we step outside. I am +unskilful; I do not express myself well." + +"Very well, young lady," the Professor condescended. "Unfortunately, +your theories are wild mysticism. The veritable fiend that has plagued +the house of Michell is the mischievous habit of rearing each generation +from childhood to a belief in doom and witchcraft. A child will believe +anything it is told. Why not, when all things are still equally +wonderful to it? Let me point out that your theory also contradicts +itself, since Roger certainly did not enter upon any path of crime, yet +he met your unearthly monster." + +"Because he chose to link his fate with mine, who am linked by heredity +with the Dweller at the Frontier," she said earnestly. "He was in the +position of one who enters the lair of a wild beast to bring out a +victim who is trapped there. It may cost that rescuer his life. Roger +nearly paid his life. But he mastered It and took me away from It, +because he was not afraid and not seeking his own good. I never imagined +anyone so brave and strong and unselfish as Roger. I suppose it is +because he thinks of others instead of himself, which gives the +strongest kind of strength." + +"The Thing nearly had me, though," I hastily intervened to spare my own +modesty. "And It did have me worse than afraid!" + +"I seem to be arguing against an impenetrable obstinacy," snapped the +Professor. "Do you, Roger, who were educated under my own eye, in my +house, have the effrontery to tell me that you believe Miss Michell is +descended from the union of an evil spirit and a human being; as the +Eastern legends claim for Saladin the Great?" + +"Your own theory, sir, being----?" I evaded. + +"There is no theory about the matter," he declared. "Excuse me, Miss +Michell! The child was undoubtedly Sir Austin's son. Which accounts for +the madness of the first Desire Michell." + +We were all silent for a while. Whatever thoughts each held remained +unvoiced. + +"Come, Phillida, you take my sane point of view, I hope?" the Professor +finally challenged his daughter, with a glance of scorn and compassion +at the rest of our group. "You observe that I have explained every point +raised, Miss Michell's testimony being of the vaguest?" + +"Yes, Papa," Phillida agreed hesitatingly. "I do believe you have solved +the whole problem. Only, if Cousin Roger was suffering from marsh-gas +poisoning last night when he seemed to be dying, I do not quite see why +Ethan's prayer should have cured him." + +The Professor was momentarily posed. He looked disconcerted, took off +his glasses and put them on again, and at length muttered something +about storm-wind dissipating the miasma in the air and events being mere +coincidence. + + * * * * * + +The house was never again visited by the Dark Presence. Phantom or +fancy, the horror was gone as if it never had brooded about the place. +Desire Locke is a fatal companion only to my heart. + +But whether all this is so because the lake is drained and the Shetland +pony of a young Vere browses over the green pasture that was once a +miasmic swamp; or whether it is so for more subtle, wilder reasons, no +one can say. 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