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| author | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 02:03:08 -0700 |
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| committer | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 02:03:08 -0700 |
| commit | 6288d35f7aa49a94f27a12184378e32ef97b8ad8 (patch) | |
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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/23132-0.txt b/23132-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..2894f91 --- /dev/null +++ b/23132-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,12426 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Marcia Schuyler by Grace Livingston Hill +Lutz + + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with almost no +restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under +the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included with this eBook or +online at http://www.gutenberg.org/license + + + +Title: Marcia Schuyler + +Author: Grace Livingston Hill Lutz + +Release Date: August 2007 [Ebook #23132] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MARCIA SCHUYLER*** + + + + + +Marcia Schuyler + + +by Grace Livingston Hill Lutz + + + + +Edition 1, (August 2007) + + + + + + MARCIA SCHUYLER + + + SIXTH EDITION + + + + + + [Illustration: Copyright by C. Klackner + “OH, YOU NAUGHTY MAN!†SHE EXCLAIMED PRETTILY, “HOW DARE YOU!â€] + + Copyright by C. Klackner + “OH, YOU NAUGHTY MAN!†SHE EXCLAIMED PRETTILY, “HOW DARE YOU!†+ + + + + + Marcia Schuyler + + + by + + Grace Livingston Hill Lutz + Author of “The Story of a Whim,†“According to the + Pattern,†“An Unwilling Guest,†etc. + + + _Illustrations by_ + E. L. HENRY, N.A. + + + GROSSET & DUNLAP + PUBLISHERS · NEW YORK + + + + + + Copyright, 1908 + By J. B. Lippincott Company + + + Published February, 1908 + + + _Electrotyped and printed by J. B. Lippincott Company_ + _The Washington Square Press, Philadelphia, U. S. A._ + + + + + + TO + THE DEAR MEMORY OF + MY FATHER + The Rev. CHARLES MONTGOMERY LIVINGSTON + WHOSE COMPANIONSHIP AND ENCOURAGEMENT + HAVE BEEN MY HELP THROUGH + THE YEARS + + + + + + CONTENTS + + +CHAPTER I +CHAPTER II +CHAPTER III +CHAPTER IV +CHAPTER V +CHAPTER VI +CHAPTER VII +CHAPTER VIII +CHAPTER IX +CHAPTER X +CHAPTER XI +CHAPTER XII +CHAPTER XIII +CHAPTER XIV +CHAPTER XV +CHAPTER XVI +CHAPTER XVII +CHAPTER XVIII +CHAPTER XIX +CHAPTER XX +CHAPTER XXI +CHAPTER XXII +CHAPTER XXIII +CHAPTER XXIV +CHAPTER XXV +CHAPTER XXVI +CHAPTER XXVII +CHAPTER XXVIII +CHAPTER XXIX +AD PAGES +ERRATA + + + + + + + Marcia Schuyler + + + CHAPTER I + + +The sun was already up and the grass blades were twinkling with sparkles +of dew, as Marcia stepped from the kitchen door. + +She wore a chocolate calico with little sprigs of red and white scattered +over it, her hair was in smooth brown braids down her back, and there was +a flush on her round cheeks that might have been but the reflection of the +rosy light in the East. Her face was as untroubled as the summer morning, +in its freshness, and her eyes as dreamy as the soft clouds that hovered +upon the horizon uncertain where they were to be sent for the day. + +Marcia walked lightly through the grass, and the way behind her sparkled +again like that of the girl in the fairy-tale who left jewels wherever she +passed. + +A rail fence stopped her, which she mounted as though it had been a steed +to carry her onward, and sat a moment looking at the beauty of the +morning, her eyes taking on that far-away look that annoyed her stepmother +when she wanted her to hurry with the dishes, or finish a long seam before +it was time to get supper. + +She loitered but a moment, for her mind was full of business, and she +wished to accomplish much before the day was done. Swinging easily down to +the other side of the fence she moved on through the meadow, over another +fence, and another meadow, skirting the edge of a cool little strip of +woods which lured her with its green mysterious shadows, its whispering +leaves, and twittering birds. One wistful glance she gave into the sweet +silence, seeing a clump of maiden-hair ferns rippling their feathery locks +in the breeze. Then resolutely turning away she sped on to the slope of +Blackberry Hill. + +It was not a long climb to where the blackberries grew, and she was soon +at work, the great luscious berries dropping into her pail almost with a +touch. But while she worked the vision of the hills, the sheep meadow +below, the river winding between the neighboring farms, melted away, and +she did not even see the ripe fruit before her, because she was planning +the new frock she was to buy with these berries she had come to pick. + +Pink and white it was to be; she had seen it in the store the last time +she went for sugar and spice. There were dainty sprigs of pink over the +white ground, and every berry that dropped into her bright pail was no +longer a berry but a sprig of pink chintz. While she worked she went over +her plans for the day. + +There had been busy times at the old house during the past weeks. Kate, +her elder sister, was to be married. It was only a few days now to the +wedding. + +There had been a whole year of preparation: spinning and weaving and fine +sewing. The smooth white linen lay ready, packed between rose leaves and +lavender. There had been yards and yards of tatting and embroidery made by +the two girls for the trousseau, and the village dressmaker had spent days +at the house, cutting, fitting, shirring, till now there was a goodly +array of gorgeous apparel piled high upon bed, and chairs, and hanging in +the closets of the great spare bedroom. The outfit was as fine as that +made for Patience Hartrandt six months before, and Mr. Hartrandt had given +his one daughter all she had asked for in the way of a “setting out.†Kate +had seen to it that her things were as fine as Patience’s,—but, they were +all for Kate! + +Of course, that was right! Kate was to be married, not Marcia, and +everything must make way for that. Marcia was scarcely more than a child +as yet, barely seventeen. No one thought of anything new for her just +then, and she did not expect it. But into her heart there had stolen a +longing for a new frock herself amid all this finery for Kate. She had her +best one of course. That was good, and pretty, and quite nice enough to +wear to the wedding, and her stepmother had taken much relief in the +thought that Marcia would need nothing during the rush of getting Kate +ready. + +But there were people coming to the house every day, especially in the +afternoons, friends of Kate, and of her stepmother, to be shown Kate’s +wardrobe, and to talk things over curiously. Marcia could not wear her +best dress all the time. And _he_ was coming! That was the way Marcia +always denominated the prospective bridegroom in her mind. + +His name was David Spafford, and Kate often called him Dave, but Marcia, +even to herself, could never bring herself to breathe the name so +familiarly. She held him in great awe. He was so fine and strong and good, +with a face like a young saint in some old picture, she thought. She often +wondered how her wild, sparkling sister Kate dared to be so familiar with +him. She had ventured the thought once when she watched Kate dressing to +go out with some young people and preening herself like a bird of Paradise +before the glass. It all came over her, the vanity and frivolousness of +the life that Kate loved, and she spoke out with conviction: + +“Kate, you’ll have to be very different when you’re married.†Kate had +faced about amusedly and asked why. + +“Because _he_ is so good,†Marcia had replied, unable to explain further. + +“Oh, is that all?†said the daring sister, wheeling back to the glass. +“Don’t you worry; I’ll soon take that out of him.†+ +But Kate’s indifference had never lessened her young sister’s awe of her +prospective brother-in-law. She had listened to his conversations with her +father during the brief visits he had made, and she had watched his face +at church while he and Kate sang together as the minister lined it out: +“Rock of Ages cleft for me, Let me hide myself in Thee,†a new song which +had just been written. And she had mused upon the charmed life Kate would +lead. It was wonderful to be a woman and be loved as Kate was loved, +thought Marcia. + +So in all the hurry no one seemed to think much about Marcia, and she was +not satisfied with her brown delaine afternoon dress. Truth to tell, it +needed letting down, and there was no more left to let down. It made her +feel like last year to go about in it with her slender ankles so plainly +revealed. So she set her heart upon the new chintz. + +Now, with Marcia, to decide was to do. She did not speak to her stepmother +about it, for she knew it would be useless; neither did she think it worth +while to go to her father, for she knew that both his wife and Kate would +find it out and charge her with useless expense just now when there were +so many other uses for money, and they were anxious to have it all flow +their way. She had an independent spirit, so she took the time that +belonged to herself, and went to the blackberry patch which belonged to +everybody. + +Marcia’s fingers were nimble and accustomed, and the sun was not very high +in the heavens when she had finished her task and turned happily toward +the village. The pails would not hold another berry. + +Her cheeks were glowing with the sun and exercise, and little wisps of +wavy curls had escaped about her brow, damp with perspiration. Her eyes +were shining with her purpose, half fulfilled, as she hastened down the +hill. + +Crossing a field she met Hanford Weston with a rake over his shoulder and +a wide-brimmed straw hat like a small shed over him. He was on his way to +the South meadow. He blushed and greeted her as she passed shyly by. When +she had passed he paused and looked admiringly after her. They had been in +the same classes at school all winter, the girl at the head, the boy at +the foot. But Hanford Weston’s father owned the largest farm in all the +country round about, and he felt that did not so much matter. He would +rather see Marcia at the head anyway, though there never had been the +slightest danger that he would take her place. He felt a sudden desire now +to follow her. It would be a pleasure to carry those pails that she bore +as if they were mere featherweights. + +He watched her long, elastic step for a moment, considered the sun in the +sky, and his father’s command about the South meadow, and then strode +after her. + +It did not take long to reach her side, swiftly as she had gone. + +As well as he could, with the sudden hotness in his face and the tremor in +his throat, he made out to ask if he might carry her burden for her. +Marcia stopped annoyed. She had forgotten all about him, though he was an +attractive fellow, sometimes called by the girls “handsome Hanford.†+ +She had been planning exactly how that pink sprigged chintz was to be +made, and which parts she would cut first in order to save time and +material. She did not wish to be interrupted. The importance of the matter +was too great to be marred by the appearance of just a schoolmate whom she +might meet every day, and whom she could so easily “spell down.†She +summoned her thoughts from the details of mutton-leg sleeves and looked +the boy over, to his great confusion. She did not want him along, and she +was considering how best to get rid of him. + +“Weren’t you going somewhere else?†she asked sweetly. “Wasn’t there a +rake over your shoulder? What have you done with it?†+ +The culprit blushed deeper. + +“Where were you going?†she demanded. + +“To the South meadow,†he stammered out. + +“Oh, well, then you must go back. I shall do quite well, thank you. Your +father will not be pleased to have you neglect your work for me, though +I’m much obliged I’m sure.†+ +Was there some foreshadowing of her womanhood in the decided way she +spoke, and the quaint, prim set of her head as she bowed him good morning +and went on her way once more? The boy did not understand. He only felt +abashed, and half angry that she had ordered him back to work; and, too, +in a tone that forbade him to take her memory with him as he went. +Nevertheless her image lingered by the way, and haunted the South meadow +all day long as he worked. + +Marcia, unconscious of the admiration she had stirred in the boyish heart, +went her way on fleet feet, her spirit one with the sunny morning, her +body light with anticipation, for a new frock of her own choice was yet an +event in her life. + +She had thought many times, as she spent long hours putting delicate +stitches into her sister’s wedding garments, how it would seem if they +were being made for her. She had whiled away many a dreary seam by +thinking out, in a sort of dream-story, how she would put on this or that +at will if it were her own, and go here or there, and have people love and +admire her as they did Kate. It would never come true, of course. She +never expected to be admired and loved like Kate. Kate was beautiful, +bright and gay. Everybody loved her, no matter how she treated them. It +was a matter of course for Kate to have everything she wanted. Marcia felt +that she never could attain to such heights. In the first place she +considered her own sweet serious face with its pure brown eyes as +exceedingly plain. She could not catch the lights that played at hide and +seek in her eyes when she talked with animation. Indeed few saw her at her +best, because she seldom talked freely. It was only with certain people +that she could forget herself. + +She did not envy Kate. She was proud of her sister, and loved her, though +there was an element of anxiety in the love. But she never thought of her +many faults. She felt that they were excusable because Kate was Kate. It +was as if you should find fault with a wild rose because it carried a +thorn. Kate was set about with many a thorn, but amid them all she +bloomed, her fragrant pink self, as apparently unconscious of the many +pricks she gave, and as unconcerned, as the flower itself. + +So Marcia never thought to be jealous that Kate had so many lovely things, +and was going out into the world to do just as she pleased, and lead a +charmed life with a man who was greater in the eyes of this girl than any +prince that ever walked in fairy-tale. But she saw no harm in playing a +delightful little dream-game of “pretend†now and then, and letting her +imagination make herself the beautiful, admired, elder sister instead of +the plain younger one. + +But this morning on her way to the village store with her berries she +thought no more of her sister’s things, for her mind was upon her own +little frock which she would purchase with the price of the berries, and +then go home and make. + +A whole long day she had to herself, for Kate and her stepmother were gone +up to the neighboring town on the packet to make a few last purchases. + +She had told no one of her plans, and was awake betimes in the morning to +see the travellers off, eager to have them gone that she might begin to +carry out her plan. + +Just at the edge of the village Marcia put down the pails of berries by a +large flat stone and sat down for a moment to tidy herself. The lacing of +one shoe had come untied, and her hair was rumpled by exercise. But she +could not sit long to rest, and taking up her burdens was soon upon the +way again. + +Mary Ann Fothergill stepped from her own gate lingering till Marcia should +come up, and the two girls walked along side by side. Mary Ann had stiff, +straight, light hair, and high cheek bones. Her eyes were light and her +eyelashes almost white. They did not show up well beneath her checked +sunbonnet. Her complexion was dull and tanned. She was a contrast to +Marcia with her clear red and white skin. She was tall and awkward and +wore a linsey-woolsey frock as though it were a meal sack temporarily +appropriated. She had the air of always trying to hide her feet and hands. +Mary Ann had some fine qualities, but beauty was not one of them. Beside +her Marcia’s delicate features showed clear-cut like a cameo, and her +every movement spoke of patrician blood. + +Mary Ann regarded Marcia’s smooth brown braids enviously. Her own sparse +hair barely reached to her shoulders, and straggled about her neck +helplessly and hopelessly, in spite of her constant efforts. + +“It must be lots of fun at your house these days,†said Mary Ann +wistfully. “Are you most ready for the wedding?†+ +Marcia nodded. Her eyes were bright. She could see the sign of the village +store just ahead and knew the bolts of new chintz were displaying their +charms in the window. + +“My, but your cheeks do look pretty,†admired Mary Ann impulsively. “Say, +how many of each has your sister got?†+ +“Two dozens,†said Marcia conscious of a little swelling of pride in her +breast. It was not every girl that had such a setting out as her sister. + +“My!†sighed Mary Ann. “And outside things, too. I ’spose she’s got one of +every color. What are her frocks? Tell me about them. I’ve been up to +Dutchess county and just got back last night, but Ma wrote Aunt Tilly that +Mis’ Hotchkiss said her frocks was the prettiest Miss Hancock’s ever sewed +on.†+ +“We think they are pretty,†admitted Marcia modestly. “There’s a sprigged +chin—†here she caught herself, remembering, and laughed. “I mean +muslin-de-laine, and a blue delaine, and a blue silk——†+ +“My! silk!†breathed Mary Ann in an ecstasy of wonder. “And what’s she +going to be married in?†+ +“White,†answered Marcia, “white satin. And the veil was mother’s—our own +mother’s, you know.†+ +Marcia spoke it reverently, her eyes shining with something far away that +made Mary Ann think she looked like an angel. + +“Oh, my! Don’t you just envy her?†+ +“No,†said Marcia slowly; “I think not. At least—I hope not. It wouldn’t +be right, you know. And then she’s my sister and I love her dearly, and +it’s nearly as nice to have one’s sister have nice things and a good time +as to have them one’s self.†+ +“You’re good,†said Mary Ann decidedly as if that were a foregone +conclusion. “But I should envy her, I just should. Mis’ Hotchkiss told Ma +there wa’nt many lots in life so all honey-and-dew-prepared like your +sister’s. All the money she wanted to spend on clo’es, and a nice set out, +and a man as handsome as you’ll find anywhere, and he’s well off too, +ain’t he? Ma said she heard he kept a horse and lived right in the village +too, not as how he needed to keep one to get anywhere, either. That’s what +I call luxury—a horse to ride around with. And then Mr. What’s-his-name? I +can’t remember. Oh, yes, Spafford. He’s good, and everybody says he won’t +make a bit of fuss if Kate does go around and have a good time. He’ll just +let her do as she pleases. Only old Grandma Doolittle says she doesn’t +believe it. She thinks every man, no matter how good he is, wants to +manage his wife, just for the name of it. She says your sister’ll have to +change her ways or else there’ll be trouble. But that’s Grandma! Everybody +knows her. She croaks! Ma says Kate’s got her nest feathered well if ever +a girl had. My! I only wish I had the same chance!†+ +Marcia held her head a trifle high when Mary Ann touched upon her sister’s +personal character, but they were nearing the store, and everybody knew +Mary Ann was blunt. Poor Mary Ann! She meant no harm. She was but +repeating the village gossip. Besides, Marcia must give her mind to +sprigged chintz. There was no time for discussions if she would accomplish +her purpose before the folks came home that night. + +“Mary Ann,†she said in her sweet, prim way that always made the other +girl stand a little in awe of her, “you mustn’t listen to gossip. It isn’t +worth while. I’m sure my sister Kate will be very happy. I’m going in the +store now, are you?†And the conversation was suddenly concluded. + +Mary Ann followed meekly watching with wonder and envy as Marcia made her +bargain with the kindly merchant, and selected her chintz. What a +delicious swish the scissors made as they went through the width of cloth, +and how delightfully the paper crackled as the bundle was being wrapped! +Mary Ann did not know whether Kate or Marcia was more to be envied. + +“Did you say you were going to make it up yourself?†asked Mary Ann. + +Marcia nodded. + +“Oh, my! Ain’t you afraid? I would be. It’s the prettiest I ever saw. +Don’t you go and cut both sleeves for one arm. That’s what I did the only +time Ma ever let me try.†And Mary Ann touched the package under Marcia’s +arm with wistful fingers. + +They had reached the turn of the road and Mary Ann hoped that Marcia would +ask her out to “help,†but Marcia had no such purpose. + +“Well, good-bye! Will you wear it next Sunday?†she asked. + +“Perhaps,†answered Marcia breathlessly, and sped on her homeward way, her +cheeks bright with excitement. + + [Illustration: Copyright by C. Klackner + KATE AND HER STEPMOTHER WERE GONE UP TO THE NEIGHBORING TOWN ON THE + PACKET.] + + Copyright by C. Klackner + KATE AND HER STEPMOTHER WERE GONE UP TO THE NEIGHBORING TOWN ON THE + PACKET. + + +In her own room she spread the chintz out upon the bed and with trembling +fingers set about her task. The bright shears clipped the edge and tore +off the lengths exultantly as if in league with the girl. The bees hummed +outside in the clover, and now and again buzzed between the muslin +curtains of the open window, looked in and grumbled out again. The birds +sang across the meadows and the sun mounted to the zenith and began its +downward march, but still the busy fingers worked on. Well for Marcia’s +scheme that the fashion of the day was simple, wherein were few puckers +and plaits and tucks, and little trimming required, else her task would +have been impossible. + +Her heart beat high as she tried it on at last, the new chintz that she +had made. She went into the spare room and stood before the long mirror in +its wide gilt frame that rested on two gilt knobs standing out from the +wall like giant rosettes. She had dared to make the skirt a little longer +than that of her best frock. It was almost as long as Kate’s, and for a +moment she lingered, sweeping backward and forward before the glass and +admiring herself in the long graceful folds. She caught up her braids in +the fashion that Kate wore her hair and smiled at the reflection of +herself in the mirror. How funny it seemed to think she would soon be a +woman like Kate. When Kate was gone they would begin to call her “Miss†+sometimes. Somehow she did not care to look ahead. The present seemed +enough. She had so wrapped her thoughts in her sister’s new life that her +own seemed flat and stale in comparison. + +The sound of a distant hay wagon on the road reminded her that the sun was +near to setting. The family carryall would soon be coming up the lane from +the evening packet. She must hurry and take off her frock and be dressed +before they arrived. + +Marcia was so tired that night after supper that she was glad to slip away +to bed, without waiting to hear Kate’s voluble account of her day in town, +the beauties she had seen and the friends she had met. + +She lay down and dreamed of the morrow, and of the next day, and the next. +In strange bewilderment she awoke in the night and found the moonlight +streaming full into her face. Then she laughed and rubbed her eyes and +tried to go to sleep again; but she could not, for she had dreamed that +she was the bride herself, and the words of Mary Ann kept going over and +over in her mind. “Oh, don’t you envy her?†_Did_ she envy her sister? But +that was wicked. It troubled her to think of it, and she tried to banish +the dream, but it would come again and again with a strange sweet +pleasure. + +She lay wondering if such a time of joy would ever come to her as had come +to Kate, and whether the spare bed would ever be piled high with clothes +and fittings for her new life. What a wonderful thing it was anyway to be +a woman and be loved! + +Then her dreams blended again with the soft perfume of the honeysuckle at +the window, and the hooting of a young owl. + +The moon dropped lower, the bright stars paled, dawn stole up through the +edges of the woods far away and awakened a day that was to bring a strange +transformation over Marcia’s life. + + + + + + CHAPTER II + + +As a natural consequence of her hard work and her midnight awakening, +Marcia overslept the next morning. Her stepmother called her sharply and +she dressed in haste, not even taking time to glance toward the new folds +of chintz that drew her thoughts closetward. She dared not say anything +about it yet. There was much to be done, and not even Kate had time for an +idle word with her. Marcia was called upon to run errands, to do odds and +ends of things, to fill in vacant places, to sew on lost buttons, to do +everything for which nobody else had time. The household had suddenly +become aware that there was now but one more intervening day between them +and the wedding. + +It was not until late in the afternoon that Marcia ventured to put on her +frock. Even then she felt shy about appearing in it. + +Madam Schuyler was busy in the parlor with callers, and Kate was locked in +her own room whither she had gone to rest. There was no one to notice if +Marcia should “dress up,†and it was not unlikely that she might escape +much notice even at the supper table, as everybody was so absorbed in +other things. + +She lingered before her own little glass looking wistfully at herself. She +was pleased with the frock she had made and liked her appearance in it, +but yet there was something disappointing about it. It had none of the +style of her sister’s garments, newly come from the hand of the village +mantua-maker. It was girlish, and showed her slip of a form prettily in +the fashion of the day, but she felt too young. She wanted to look older. +She searched her drawer and found a bit of black velvet which she pinned +about her throat with a pin containing the miniature of her mother, then +with a second thought she drew the long braids up in loops and fastened +them about her head in older fashion. It suited her well, and the change +it made astonished her. She decided to wear them so and see if others +would notice. Surely, some day she would be a young woman, and perhaps +then she would be allowed to have a will of her own occasionally. + +She drew a quick breath as she descended the stairs and found her +stepmother and the visitor just coming into the hall from the parlor. + +They both involuntarily ceased their talk and looked at her in surprise. +Over Madam Schuyler’s face there came a look as if she had received a +revelation. Marcia was no longer a child, but had suddenly blossomed into +young womanhood. It was not the time she would have chosen for such an +event. There was enough going on, and Marcia was still in school. She had +no desire to steer another young soul through the various dangers and +follies that beset a pretty girl from the time she puts up her hair until +she is safely married to the right man—or the wrong one. She had just +begun to look forward with relief to having Kate well settled in life. +Kate had been a hard one to manage. She had too much will of her own and a +pretty way of always having it. She had no deep sense of reverence for +old, staid manners and customs. Many a long lecture had Madam Schuyler +delivered to Kate upon her unseemly ways. It did not please her to think +of having to go through it all so soon again, therefore upon her usually +complacent brow there came a look of dismay. + +“Why!†exclaimed the visitor, “is this the bride? How tall she looks! No! +Bless me! it isn’t, is it? Yes,—Well! I’ll declare. It’s just Marsh! What +have you got on, child? How old you look!†+ +Marcia flushed. It was not pleasant to have her young womanhood +questioned, and in a tone so familiar and patronizing. She disliked the +name of “Marsh†exceedingly, especially upon the lips of this woman, a +sort of second cousin of her stepmother’s. She would rather have chosen +the new frock to pass under inspection of her stepmother without +witnesses, but it was too late to turn back now. She must face it. + +Though Madam Schuyler’s equilibrium was a trifle disturbed, she was not +one to show it before a visitor. Instantly she recovered her balance, and +perhaps Marcia’s ordeal was less trying than if there had been no third +person present. + +“That looks very well, child!†she said critically with a shade of +complacence in her voice. It is true that Marcia had gone beyond orders in +purchasing and making garments unknown to her, yet the neatness and fit +could but reflect well upon her training. It did no harm for cousin Maria +to see what a child of her training could do. It was, on the whole, a very +creditable piece of work, and Madam Schuyler grew more reconciled to it as +Marcia came down toward them. + +“Make it herself?†asked cousin Maria. “Why, Marsh, you did real well. My +Matilda does all her own clothes now. It’s time you were learning. It’s a +trifle longish to what you’ve been wearing them, isn’t it? But you’ll grow +into it, I dare say. Got your hair a new way too. I thought you were Kate +when you first started down stairs. You’ll make a good-looking young lady +when you grow up; only don’t be in too much hurry. Take your girlhood +while you’ve got it, is what I always tell Matilda.†+ +Matilda was well on to thirty and showed no signs of taking anything else. + +Madam Schuyler smoothed an imaginary pucker across the shoulders and again +pronounced the work good. + +“I picked berries and got the cloth,†confessed Marcia. + +Madam Schuyler smiled benevolently and patted Marcia’s cheek. + +“You needn’t have done that, child. Why didn’t you come to me for money? +You needed something new, and that is a very good purchase, a little +light, perhaps, but very pretty. We’ve been so busy with Kate’s things you +have been neglected.†+ +Marcia smiled with pleasure and passed into the dining room wondering what +power the visitor had over her stepmother to make her pass over this +digression from her rules so sweetly,—nay, even with praise. + +At supper they all rallied Marcia upon her changed appearance. Her father +jokingly said that when the bridegroom arrived he would hardly know which +sister to choose, and he looked from one comely daughter to the other with +fatherly pride. He praised Marcia for doing the work so neatly, and +inwardly admired the courage and independence that prompted her to get the +money by her own unaided efforts rather than to ask for it, and later, as +he passed through the room where she was helping to remove the dishes from +the table, he paused and handed her a crisp five-dollar note. It had +occurred to him that one daughter was getting all the good things and the +other was having nothing. There was a pleasant tenderness in his eyes, a +recognition of her rights as a young woman, that made Marcia’s heart +exceedingly light. There was something strange about the influence this +little new frock seemed to have upon people. + +Even Kate had taken a new tone with her. Much of the time at supper she +had sat staring at her sister. Marcia wondered about it as she walked down +toward the gate after her work was done. Kate had never seemed so quiet. +Was she just beginning to realize that she was leaving home forever, and +was she thinking how the home would be after she had left it? How she, +Marcia, would take the place of elder sister, with only little Harriet and +the boys, their stepsister and brothers, left? Was Kate sad over the +thought of going so far away from them, or was she feeling suddenly the +responsibility of the new position she was to occupy and the duties that +would be hers? No, that could not be it, for surely that would bring a +softening of expression, a sweetness of anticipation, and Kate’s +expression had been wondering, perplexed, almost troubled. If she had not +been her own sister Marcia would have added, “hard,†but she stopped short +at that. + +It was a lovely evening. The twilight was not yet over as she stepped from +the low piazza that ran the length of the house bearing another above it +on great white pillars. A drapery of wistaria in full bloom festooned +across one end and half over the front. Marcia stepped back across the +stone flagging and driveway to look up the purple clusters of graceful +fairy-like shape that embowered the house, and thought how beautiful it +would look when the wedding guests should arrive the day after the morrow. +Then she turned into the little gravel path, box-bordered, that led to the +gate. Here and there on either side luxuriant blooms of dahlias, peonies +and roses leaned over into the night and peered at her. The yard had never +looked so pretty. The flowers truly had done their best for the occasion, +and they seemed to be asking some word of commendation from her. + +They nodded their dewy heads sleepily as she went on. + +To-morrow the children would be coming back from Aunt Eliza’s, where they +had been sent safely out of the way for a few days, and the last things +would arrive,—and _he_ would come. Not later than three in the afternoon +he ought to arrive, Kate had said, though there was a possibility that he +might come in the morning, but Kate was not counting upon it. He was to +drive from his home to Schenectady and, leaving his own horse there to +rest, come on by coach. Then he and Kate would go back in fine style to +Schenectady in a coach and pair, with a colored coachman, and at +Schenectady take their own horse and drive on to their home, a long +beautiful ride, so thought Marcia half enviously. How beautiful it would +be! What endless delightful talks they might have about the trees and +birds and things they saw in passing only Kate did not love to talk about +such things. But then she would be with David, and he talked beautifully +about nature or anything else. Kate would learn to love it if she loved +him. Did Kate love David? Of course she must or why should she marry him? +Marcia resented the thought that Kate might have other objects in view, +such as Mary Ann Fothergill had suggested for instance. Of course Kate +would never marry any man unless she loved him. That would be a dreadful +thing to do. Love was the greatest thing in the world. Marcia looked up to +the stars, her young soul thrilling with awe and reverence for the great +mysteries of life. She wondered again if life would open sometime for her +in some such great way, and if she would ever know better than now what it +meant. Would some one come and love her? Some one whom she could love in +return with all the fervor of her nature? + +She had dreamed such dreams before many times, as girls will, while lovers +and future are all in one dreamy, sweet blending of rosy tints and joyous +mystery, but never had they come to her with such vividness as that night. +Perhaps it was because the household had recognized the woman in her for +the first time that evening. Perhaps because the vision she had seen +reflected in her mirror before she left her room that afternoon had opened +the door of the future a little wider than it had ever opened before. + +She stood by the gate where the syringa and lilac bushes leaned over and +arched the way, and the honeysuckle climbed about the fence in a wild +pretty way of its own and flung sweetness on the air in vivid, erratic +whiffs. + +The sidewalk outside was brick, and whenever she heard footsteps coming +she stepped back into the shadow of the syringa and was hidden from view. +She was in no mood to talk with any one. + +She could look out into the dusty road and see dimly the horses and +carryalls as they passed, and recognize an occasional laughing voice of +some village maiden out with her best young man for a ride. Others +strolled along the sidewalk, and fragments of talk floated back. Almost +every one had a word to say about the wedding as they neared the gate, and +if Marcia had been in another mood it would have been interesting and +gratifying to her pride. Every one had a good word for Kate, though many +disapproved of her in a general way for principle’s sake. + +Hanford Weston passed, with long, slouching gait, hands in his trousers +pockets, and a frightened, hasty, sideways glance toward the lights of the +house beyond. He would have gone in boldly to call if he had dared, and +told Marcia that he had done her bidding and now wanted a reward, but John +Middleton had joined him at the corner and he dared not make the attempt. +John would have done it in a minute if he had wished. He was brazen by +nature, but Hanford knew that he would as readily laugh at another for +doing it. Hanford shrank from a laugh more than from the cannon’s mouth, +so he slouched on, not knowing that his goddess held her breath behind a +lilac bush not three feet away, her heart beating in annoyed taps to be +again interrupted by him in her pleasant thoughts. + +Merry, laughing voices mingling with many footsteps came sounding down the +street and paused beside the gate. Marcia knew the voices and again slid +behind the shrubbery that bordered all the way to the house, and not even +a gleam of her light frock was visible. They trooped in, three or four +girl friends of Kate’s and a couple of young men. + +Marcia watched them pass up the box-bordered path from her shadowy +retreat, and thought how they would miss Kate, and wondered if the young +men who had been coming there so constantly to see her had no pangs of +heart that their friend and leader was about to leave them. Then she +smiled at herself in the dark. She seemed to be doing the retrospect for +Kate, taking leave of all the old friends, home, and life, in Kate’s +place. It was not her life anyway, and why should she bother herself and +sigh and feel this sadness creeping over her for some one else? Was it +that she was going to lose her sister? No, for Kate had never been much of +a companion to her. She had always put her down as a little girl and made +distinct and clear the difference in their ages. Marcia had been the +little maid to fetch and carry, the errand girl, and unselfish, devoted +slave in Kate’s life. There had been nothing protective and elder-sisterly +in her manner toward Marcia. At times Marcia had felt this keenly, but no +expression of this lack had ever crossed her lips, and afterwards her +devotion to her sister had been the greater, to in a measure compensate +for this reproachful thought. + +But Marcia could not shake the sadness off. She stole in further among the +trees to think about it till the callers should go away. She felt no +desire to meet any of them. + +She began again to wonder how she would feel if day after to-morrow were +her wedding day, and she were going away from home and friends and all the +scenes with which she had been familiar since babyhood. Would she mind +very much leaving them all? Father? Yes, father had been good to her, and +loved her and was proud of her in a way. But one does not lose one’s +father no matter how far one goes. A father is a father always; and Mr. +Schuyler was not a demonstrative man. Marcia felt that her father would +not miss her deeply, and she was not sure she would miss him so very much. +She had read to him a great deal and talked politics with him whenever he +had no one better by, but aside from that her life had been lived much +apart from him. Her stepmother? Yes, she would miss her as one misses a +perfect mentor and guide. She had been used to looking to her for +direction. She was thoroughly conscious that she had a will of her own and +would like a chance to exercise it, still, she knew that in many cases +without her stepmother she would be like a rudderless ship, a guideless +traveller. And she loved her stepmother too, as a young girl can love a +good woman who has been her guide and helper, even though there never has +been great tenderness between them. Yes, she would miss her stepmother, +but she would not feel so very sad over it. Harriet and the little +brothers? Oh, yes, she would miss them, they were dear little things and +devoted to her. + +Then there were the neighbors, and the schoolmates, and the people of the +village. She would miss the minister,—the dear old minister and his wife. +Many a time she had gone with her arms full of flowers to the parsonage +down the street, and spent the afternoon with the minister’s wife. Her +smooth white hair under its muslin cap, and her soft wrinkled cheek were +very dear to the young girl. She had talked to this friend more freely +about her innermost thoughts than she had ever spoken to any living being. +Oh, she would miss the minister’s wife very much if she were to go away. + +The names of her schoolmates came to her. Harriet Woodgate, Eliza +Buchanan, Margaret Fletcher, three girls who were her intimates. She would +miss them, of course, but how much? She could scarcely tell. Margaret +Fletcher more than the other two. Mary Ann Fothergill? She almost laughed +at the thought of anybody missing Mary Ann. John Middleton? Hanford +Weston? There was not a boy in the school she would miss for an instant, +she told herself with conviction. Not one of them realized her ideal. +There was much pairing off of boy and girl in school, but Marcia, like the +heroine of “Comin’ thro’ the Rye,†was good friends with all the boys and +intimate with none. They all counted it an honor to wait upon her, and she +cared not a farthing for any. She felt herself too young, of course, to +think of such things, but when she dreamed her day dreams the lover and +prince who figured in them bore no familiar form or feature. He was a +prince and these were only schoolboys. + +The merry chatter of the young people in the house floated through the +open windows, and Marcia could hear her sister’s voice above them all. +Chameleon-like she was all gaiety and laughter now, since her gravity at +supper. + +They were coming out the front door and down the walk. Kate was with them. +Marcia could catch glimpses of the girls’ white frocks as they came +nearer. She saw that her sister was walking with Captain Leavenworth. He +was a handsome young man who made a fine appearance in his uniform. He and +Kate had been intimate for two years, and it might have been more than +friendship had not Kate’s father interfered between them. He did not think +so well of the handsome young captain as did either his daughter Kate or +the United States Navy who had given him his position. Squire Schuyler +required deep integrity and strength of moral character in the man who +aspired to be his son-in-law. The captain did not number much of either +among his virtues. + +There had been a short, sharp contest which had ended in the departure of +young Leavenworth from the town some three years before, and the temporary +plunging of Kate Schuyler into a season of tears and pouting. But it had +not been long before her gay laughter was ringing again, and her father +thought she had forgotten. About that time David Spafford had appeared and +promptly fallen in love with the beautiful girl, and the Schuyler mind was +relieved. So it came about that, upon the reappearance of the handsome +young captain wearing the insignia of his first honors, the Squire +received him graciously. He even felt that he might be more lenient about +his moral character, and told himself that perhaps he was not so bad after +all, he must have something in him or the United States government would +not have seen fit to honor him. It was easier to think so, now Kate was +safe. + +Marcia watched her sister and the captain go laughing down to the gate, +and out into the street. She wondered that Kate could care to go out +to-night when it was to be almost her last evening at home; wondered, too, +that Kate would walk with Captain Leavenworth when she belonged to David +now. She might have managed it to go with one of the girls. But that was +Kate’s way. Kate’s ways were not Marcia’s ways. + +Marcia wondered if she would miss Kate, and was obliged to acknowledge to +herself that in many ways her sister’s absence would be a relief to her. +While she recognized the power of her sister’s beauty and will over her, +she felt oppressed sometimes by the strain she was under to please, and +wearied of the constant, half-fretful, half playful fault-finding. + +The gay footsteps and voices died away down the village street, and Marcia +ventured forth from her retreat. The moon was just rising and came up a +glorious burnished disk, silhouetting her face as she stood a moment +listening to the stirring of a bird among the branches. It was her will +to-night to be alone and let her fancies wander where they would. The +beauty and the mystery of a wedding was upon her, touching all her deeper +feelings, and she wished to dream it out and wonder over it. Again it came +to her what if the day after the morrow were her wedding day and she stood +alone thinking about it. She would not have gone off down the street with +a lot of giggling girls nor walked with another young man. She would have +stood here, or down by the gate—and she moved on toward her favorite arch +of lilac and syringa—yes, down by the gate in the darkness looking out and +thinking how it would be when he should come. She felt sure if it had been +herself who expected David she would have begun to watch for him a week +before the time he had set for coming, heralding it again and again to her +heart in joyous thrills of happiness, for who knew but he might come +sooner and surprise her? She would have rejoiced that to-night she was +alone, and would have excused herself from everything else to come down +there in the stillness and watch for him, and think how it would be when +he would really get there. She would hear his step echoing down the street +and would recognize it as his. She would lean far over the gate to listen +and watch, and it would come nearer and nearer, and her heart would beat +faster and faster, and her breath come quicker, until he was at last by +her side, his beautiful surprise for her in his eyes. But now, if David +should really try to surprise Kate by coming that way to-night he would +not find her waiting nor thinking of him at all, but off with Captain +Leavenworth. + +With a passing pity for David she went back to her own dream. With one +elbow on the gate and her cheek in her hand she thought it all over. The +delayed evening coach rumbled up to the tavern not far away and halted. +Real footsteps came up the street, but Marcia did not notice them only as +they made more vivid her thoughts. + +Her dream went on and the steps drew nearer until suddenly they halted and +some one appeared out of the shadow. Her heart stood still, for form and +face in the darkness seemed unreal, and the dreams had been most vivid. +Then with tender masterfulness two strong arms were flung about her and +her face was drawn close to his across the vine-twined gate until her lips +touched his. One long clinging kiss of tenderness he gave her and held her +head close against his breast for just a moment while he murmured: “My +darling! My precious, precious Kate, I have you at last!†+ +The spell was broken! Marcia’s dream was shattered. Her mind awoke. With a +scream she sprang from him, horror and a wild but holy joy mingling with +her perplexity. She put her hand upon her heart, marvelling over the +sweetness that lingered upon her lips, trying to recover her senses as she +faced the eager lover who opened the little gate and came quickly toward +her, as yet unaware that it was not Kate to whom he had been talking. + + + + + + CHAPTER III + + +Marcia stood quivering, trembling. She comprehended all in an instant. +David Spafford had come a day earlier than he had been expected, to +surprise Kate, and Kate was off having a good time with some one else. He +had mistaken her for Kate. Her long dress and her put-up hair had deceived +him in the moonlight. She tried to summon some womanly courage, and in her +earnestness to make things right she forgot her natural timidity. + +“It is not Kate,†she said gently; “it is only Marcia. Kate did not know +you were coming to-night. She did not expect you till to-morrow. She had +to go out,—that is—she has gone with—†the truthful, youthful, troubled +sister paused. To her mind it was a calamity that Kate was not present to +meet her lover. She should at least have been in the house ready for a +surprise like this. Would David not feel the omission keenly? She must +keep it from him if she could about Captain Leavenworth. There was no +reason why he should feel badly about it, of course, and yet it might +annoy him. But he stepped back laughing at his mistake. + +“Why! Marcia, is it you, child? How you have grown! I never should have +known you!†said the young man pleasantly. He had always a grave +tenderness for this little sister of his love. “Of course your sister did +not know I was coming,†he went on, “and doubtless she has many things to +attend to. I did not expect her to be out here watching for me, though for +a moment I did think she was at the gate. You say she is gone out? Then we +will go up to the house and I will be there to surprise her when she +comes.†+ +Marcia turned with relief. He had not asked where Kate was gone, nor with +whom. + +The Squire and Madam Schuyler greeted the arrival with elaborate welcome. +The Squire like Marcia seemed much annoyed that Kate had gone out. He kept +fuming back and forth from the window to the door and asking: “What did +she go out for to-night? She ought to have stayed at home!†+ +But Madam Schuyler wore ample satisfaction upon her smooth brow. The +bridegroom had arrived. There could be no further hitch in the ceremonies. +He had arrived a day before the time, it is true; but he had not found +_her_ unprepared. So far as she was concerned, with a few extra touches +the wedding might proceed at once. She was always ready for everything in +time. No one could find a screw loose in the machinery of her household. + +She bustled about, giving orders and laying a bountiful supper before the +young man, while the Squire sat and talked with him, and Marcia hovered +watchfully, waiting upon the table, noticing with admiring eyes the +beautiful wave of his abundant hair, tossed back from his forehead. She +took a kind of pride of possession in his handsome face,—the far-removed +possession of a sister-in-law. There was his sunny smile, that seemed as +though it could bring joy out of the gloom of a bleak December day, and +there were the two dimples—not real dimples, of course, men never had +dimples—but hints, suggestions of dimples, that caught themselves when he +smiled, here and there like hidden mischief well kept under control, but +still merrily ready to come to the surface. His hands were white and firm, +the fingers long and shapely, the hands of a brain worker. The vision of +Hanford Weston’s hands, red and bony, came up to her in contrast. She had +not known that she looked at them that day when he had stood awkwardly +asking if he might walk with her. Poor Hanford! He would ill compare with +this cultured scholarly man who was his senior by ten years, though it is +possible that with the ten years added he would have been quite worthy of +the admiration of any of the village girls. + +The fruit cake and raspberry preserves and doughnuts and all the various +viands that Madam Schuyler had ordered set out for the delectation of her +guest had been partaken of, and David and the Squire sat talking of the +news of the day, touching on politics, with a bit of laughter from the +Squire at the man who thought he had invented a machine to draw carriages +by steam in place of horses. + +“There’s a good deal in it, I believe,†said the younger man. “His theory +is all right if he can get some one to help him carry it out.†+ +“Well, maybe, maybe,†said the Squire shaking his head dubiously, “but it +seems to me a very fanciful scheme. Horses are good enough for me. I +shouldn’t like to trust myself to an unknown quantity like steam, but time +will tell.†+ +“Yes, and the world is progressing. Something of the sort is sure to come. +It has come in England. It would make a vast change in our country, +binding city to city and practically eradicating space.†+ +“Visionary schemes, David, visionary schemes, that’s what I call them. You +and I’ll never see them in our day, I’m sure of that. Remember this is a +new country and must go slow.†The Squire was half laughing, half in +earnest. + +Amid the talk Marcia had quietly slipped out. It had occurred to her that +perhaps the captain might return with her sister. + +She must watch for Kate and warn her. Like a shadow in the moonlight she +stepped softly down the gravel path once more and waited at the gate. Did +not that sacred kiss placed upon her lips all by mistake bind her to this +solemn duty? Had it not been given to her to see as in a revelation, by +that kiss, the love of one man for one woman, deep and tender and true? + +In the fragrant darkness her soul stood still and wondered over Love, the +marvellous. With an insight such as few have who have not tasted years of +wedded joy, Marcia comprehended the possibility and joy of sacrifice that +made even sad things bright because of Love. She saw like a flash how Kate +could give up her gay life, her home, her friends, everything that life +had heretofore held dear for her, that she might be by the side of the man +who loved her so. But with this knowledge of David’s love for Kate came a +troubled doubt. Did Kate love David that way? If Kate had been the one who +received that kiss would she have returned it with the same tenderness and +warmth with which it was given? Marcia dared not try to answer this. It +was Kate’s question, not hers, and she must never let it enter her mind +again. Of course she must love him that way or she would never marry him. + +The night crept slowly for the anxious little watcher at the gate. Had she +been sure where to look for her sister, and not afraid of the tongues of a +few interested neighbors who had watched everything at the house for days +that no item about the wedding should escape them, she would have started +on a search at once. She knew if she just ran into old Miss Pemberton’s, +whose house stood out upon the street with two straight-backed little, +high, white seats each side of the stoop, a most delightful post of +observation, she could discover at once in which direction Kate had gone, +and perhaps a good deal more of hints and suggestions besides. But Marcia +had no mind to make gossip. She must wait as patiently as she could for +Kate. Moreover Kate might be walking even now in some secluded, rose-lined +lane arm in arm with the captain, saying a pleasant farewell. It was +Kate’s way and no one might gainsay her. + +Marcia’s dreams came back once more, the thoughts that had been hers as +she stood there an hour before. She thought how the kiss had fitted into +the dream. Then all at once conscience told her it was Kate’s lover, not +her own, whose arms had encircled her. And now there was a strange +unwillingness to go back to the dreams at all, a lingering longing for the +joys into whose glory she had been for a moment permitted to look. She +drew back from all thoughts and tried to close the door upon them. They +seemed too sacred to enter. Her maidenhood was but just begun and she had +much yet to learn of life. She was glad, glad for Kate that such +wonderfulness was coming to her. Kate would be sweeter, softer in her ways +now. She could not help it with a love like that enfolding her life. + +At last there were footsteps! Hark! Two people—only two! Just what Marcia +had expected. The other girls and boys had dropped into other streets or +gone home. Kate and her former lover were coming home alone. And, +furthermore, Kate would not be glad to see her sister at the gate. This +last thought came with sudden conviction, but Marcia did not falter. + +“Kate, David has come!†Marcia said it in low, almost accusing tones, at +least so it sounded to Kate, before the two had hardly reached the gate. +They had been loitering along talking in low tones, and the young +captain’s head was bent over his companion in an earnest, pleading +attitude. Marcia could not bear to look, and did not wish to see more, so +she had spoken. + +Kate, startled, sprang away from her companion, a white angry look in her +face. + +“How you scared me, Marsh!†she exclaimed pettishly. “What if he has come? +That’s nothing. I guess he can wait a few minutes. He had no business to +come to-night anyway. He knew we wouldn’t be ready for him till +to-morrow.†+ +Kate was recovering her self-possession in proportion as she realized the +situation. That she was vexed over her bridegroom’s arrival neither of the +two witnesses could doubt. It stung her sister with a deep pity for David. +He was not getting as much in Kate as he was giving. But there was no time +for such thoughts, besides Marcia was trembling from head to foot, partly +with her own daring, partly with wrath at her sister’s words. + +“For shame, Kate!†she cried. “How can you talk so, even in fun! David +came to surprise you, and I think he had a right to expect to find you +here so near to the time of your marriage.†+ +There was a flash in the young eyes as she said it, and a delicate lifting +of her chin with the conviction of the truth she was speaking, that gave +her a new dignity even in the moonlight. Captain Leavenworth looked at her +in lazy admiration and said: + +“Why, Marsh, you’re developing into quite a spitfire. What have you got on +to-night that makes you look so tall and handsome? Why didn’t you stay in +and talk to your fine gentleman? I’m sure he would have been just as well +satisfied with you as your sister.†+ +Marcia gave one withering glance at the young man and then turned her back +full upon him. He was not worth noticing. Besides he was to be pitied, for +he evidently cared still for Kate. + +But Kate was fairly white with anger. Perhaps her own accusing conscience +helped it on. Her voice was imperious and cold. She drew herself up +haughtily and pointed toward the house. + +“Marcia Schuyler,†she said coldly, facing her sister, “go into the house +and attend to your own affairs. You’ll find that you’ll get into serious +trouble if you attempt to meddle with mine. You’re nothing but a child yet +and ought to be punished for your impudence. Go! I tell you!†she stamped +her foot, “I will come in when I get ready.†+ +Marcia went. Not proudly as she might have gone the moment before, but +covered with confusion and shame, her head drooping like some crushed lily +on a bleeding stalk. Through her soul rushed indignation, mighty and +forceful; indignation and shame, for her sister, for David, for herself. +She did not stop to analyze her various feelings, nor did she stop to +speak further with those in the house. She fled to her own room, and +burying her face in the pillow she wept until she fell asleep. + +The moon-shadows grew longer about the arbored gateway where the two she +had left stood talking in low tones, looking furtively now and then toward +the house, and withdrawing into the covert of the bushes by the walk. But +Kate dared not linger long. She could see her father’s profile by the +candle light in the dining room. She did not wish to receive further +rebuke, and so in a very few minutes the two parted and Kate ran up the +box-edged path, beginning to hum a sweet old love song in a gay light +voice, as she tripped by the dining-room windows, and thus announced her +arrival. She guessed that Marcia would have gone straight to her room and +told nothing. Kate intended to be fully surprised. She paused in the hall +to hang up the light shawl she had worn, calling good-night to her +stepmother and saying she was very tired and was going straight to bed to +be ready for to-morrow. Then she ran lightly across the hall to the +stairs. + +She knew they would call her back, and that they would all come into the +hall with David to see the effect of his surprise upon her. She had +planned to a nicety just which stair she could reach before they got +there, and where she would pause and turn and poise, and what pose she +would take with her round white arm stretched to the handrail, the sleeve +turned carelessly back. She had ready her countenances, a sleepy +indifference, then a pleased surprise, and a climax of delight. She +carried it all out, this little bit of impromptu acting, as well as though +she had rehearsed it for a month. + +They called her, and she turned deliberately, one dainty, slippered foot, +with its crossed black ribbons about the slender ankle, just leaving the +stair below, and showing the arch of the aristocratic instep. Her gown was +blue and she held it back just enough for the stiff white frill of her +petticoat to peep below. Well she read the admiration in the eyes below +her. Admiration was Kate’s life: she thrived upon it. She could not do +without it. + +David stood still, his love in his eyes, looking upon the vision of his +bride, and his heart swelled within him that so great a treasure should be +his. Then straightway they all forgot to question where she had been or to +rebuke her that she had been at all. She had known they would. She ever +possessed the power to make others forget her wrong doings when it was +worth her while to try. + +The next morning things were astir even earlier than usual. There was the +sound of the beating of eggs, the stirring of cakes, the clatter of pots +and pans from the wide, stone-flagged kitchen. + +Marcia, fresh as a flower from its morning dew in spite of her cry the +night before, had arisen to new opportunities for service. She was glad +with the joyous forgetfulness of youth when she looked at David’s happy +face, and she thought no more of Kate’s treatment of herself. + +David followed Kate with a true lover’s eyes and was never for more than a +few moments out of her sight, though it seemed to Marcia that Kate did not +try very hard to stay with him. When afternoon came she dismissed him for +what she called her “beauty nap.†Marcia was passing through the hall at +the time and she caught the tender look upon his face as he touched her +brow with reverent fingers and told her she had no need for that. Her eyes +met Kate’s as they were going up the stairs, and in spite of what Kate had +said the night before Marcia could not refrain from saying: “Oh, Kate! how +could you when he loves you so? You know you never take a nap in the +daytime!†+ +“You silly girl!†said Kate pleasantly enough, “don’t you know the less a +man sees of one the more he thinks of her?†With this remark she closed +and fastened her door after her. + +Marcia pondered these words of wisdom for some time, wondering whether +Kate had really done it for that reason, or whether she did not care for +the company of her lover. And why should it be so that a man loved you +less because he saw you more? In her straightforward code the more you +loved persons the more you desired to be in their company. + +Kate had issued from her “beauty nap†with a feverish restlessness in her +eyes, an averted face, and ink upon one finger. At supper she scarcely +spoke, and when she did she laughed excitedly over little things. Her +lover watched her with eyes of pride and ever increasing wonder over her +beauty, and Marcia, seeing the light in his face, watched for its answer +in her sister’s, and finding it not was troubled. + +She watched them from her bedroom window as they walked down the path +where she had gone the evening before, decorously side by side, Kate +holding her light muslin frock back from the dew on the hedges. She +wondered if it was because Kate had more respect for David than for +Captain Leavenworth that she never seemed to treat him with as much +familiarity. She did not take possession of him in the same sweet +imperious way. + +Marcia had not lighted her candle. The moon gave light enough and she was +very weary, so she undressed in the dim chamber and pondered upon the ways +of the great world. Out there in the moonlight were those two who +to-morrow would be one, and here was she, alone. The world seemed all +circling about that white chamber of hers, and echoing with her own +consciousness of self, and a loneliness she had never felt before. She +wondered what it might be. Was it all sadness at parting with Kate, or was +it the sadness over inevitable partings of all human relationships, and +the all-aloneness of every living spirit? + +She stood for a moment, white-robed, beside her window, looking up into +the full round moon, and wondering if God knew the ache of loneliness in +His little human creatures’ souls that He had made, and whether He had +ready something wherewith to satisfy. Then her meek soul bowed before the +faith that was in her and she knelt for her shy but reverent evening +prayer. + +She heard the two lovers come in early and go upstairs, and she heard her +father fastening up the doors and windows for the night. Then stillness +gradually settled down and she fell asleep. Later, in her dreams, there +echoed the sound of hastening hoofs far down the deserted street and over +the old covered bridge, but she took no note of any sound, and the weary +household slept on. + + + + + + CHAPTER IV + + +The wedding was set for ten o’clock in the morning, after which there was +to be a wedding breakfast and the married couple were to start immediately +for their new home. + +David had driven the day before with his own horse and chaise to a town +some twenty miles away, and there left his horse at a tavern to rest for +the return trip, for Kate would have it that they must leave the house in +high style. So the finest equipage the town afforded had been secured to +bear them on the first stage of their journey, with a portly negro driver +and everything according to the custom of the greatest of the land. +Nothing that Kate desired about the arrangements had been left undone. + +The household was fully astir by half past four, for the family breakfast +was to be at six promptly, that all might be cleared away and in readiness +for the early arrival of the various aunts and uncles and cousins and +friends who would “drive over†from the country round about. It would have +been something Madam Schuyler would never have been able to get over if +aught had been awry when a single uncle or aunt appeared upon the scene, +or if there seemed to be the least evidence of fluster and nervousness. + +The rosy sunlight in the east was mixing the morning with fresher air, and +new odors for the new day that was dawning, when Marcia awoke. The sharp +click of spoons and dishes, the voices of the maids, the sizzle, sputter, +odor of frying ham and eggs, mingled with the early chorus of the birds, +and calling to life of all living creatures, like an intrusion upon +nature. It seemed not right to steal the morning’s “quiet hour†thus +rudely. The thought flitted through the girl’s mind, and in an instant +more the whole panorama of the day’s excitement was before her, and she +sprang from her bed. As if it had been her own wedding day instead of her +sister’s, she performed her dainty toilet, for though there was need for +haste, she knew she would have no further time beyond a moment to slip on +her best gown and smooth her hair. + +Marcia hurried downstairs just as the bell rang for breakfast, and David, +coming down smiling behind her, patted her cheek and greeted her with, +“Well, little sister, you look as rested as if you had not done a thing +all day yesterday.†+ +She smiled shyly back at him, and her heart filled with pleasure over his +new name for her. It sounded pleasantly from his happy lips. She was +conscious of a gladness that he was to be so nearly related to her. She +fancied how it would seem to say to Mary Ann: “My brother-in-law says so +and so.†It would be grand to call such a man “brother.†+ +They were all seated at the table but Kate, and Squire Schuyler waited +with pleasantly frowning brows to ask the blessing on the morning food. +Kate was often late. She was the only member of the family who dared to be +late to breakfast, and being the bride and the centre of the occasion more +leniency was granted her this morning than ever before. Madam Schuyler +waited until every one at the table was served to ham and eggs, coffee and +bread-and-butter, and steaming griddle cakes, before she said, looking +anxiously at the tall clock: “Marcia, perhaps you better go up and see if +your sister needs any help. She ought to be down by now. Uncle Joab and +Aunt Polly will be sure to be here by eight. She must have overslept, but +we made so much noise she is surely awake by this time.†+ +Marcia left her half-eaten breakfast and went slowly upstairs. She knew +her sister would not welcome her, for she had often been sent on like +errands before, and the brunt of Kate’s anger had fallen upon the hapless +messenger, wearing itself out there so that she might descend all smiles +to greet father and mother and smooth off the situation in a most +harmonious manner. + +Marcia paused before the door to listen. Perhaps Kate was nearly ready and +her distasteful errand need not be performed. But though she held her +breath to listen, no sound came from the closed door. Very softly she +tried to lift the latch and peep in. Kate must still be asleep. It was not +the first time Marcia had found that to be the case when sent to bring her +sister. + +But the latch would not lift. The catch was firmly down from the inside. +Marcia applied her eye to the keyhole, but could get no vision save a dim +outline of the window on the other side of the room. She tapped gently +once or twice and waited again, then called softly: “Kate, Kate! Wake up. +Breakfast is ready and everybody is eating. Aunt Polly and Uncle Joab will +soon be here.†+ +She repeated her tapping and calling, growing louder as she received no +answer. Kate would often keep still to tease her thus. Surely though she +would not do so upon her wedding morning! + +She called and called and shook the door, not daring, however, to make +much of an uproar lest David should hear. She could not bear he should +know the shortcomings of his bride. + +But at last she grew alarmed. Perhaps Kate was ill. At any rate, whatever +it was, it was time she was up. She worked for some minutes trying to +loosen the catch that held the latch, but all to no purpose. She was +forced to go down stairs and whisper to her stepmother the state of the +case. + +Madam Schuyler, excusing herself from the table, went upstairs, purposeful +decision in every line of her substantial body, determination in every +sound of her footfall. Bride though she be, Kate would have meted out to +her just dues this time. Company and a lover and the nearness of the +wedding hour were things not to be trifled with even by a charming Kate. + +But Madam Schuyler returned in a short space of time, puffing and panting, +somewhat short of breath, and color in her face. She looked troubled, and +she interrupted the Squire without waiting for him to finish his sentence +to David. + +“I cannot understand what is the matter with Kate,†she said, looking at +her husband. “She does not seem to be awake, and I cannot get her door +open. She sleeps soundly, and I suppose the unusual excitement has made +her very tired. But I should think she ought to hear my voice. Perhaps you +better see if you can open the door.†+ +There was studied calm in her voice, but her face belied her words. She +was anxious lest Kate was playing one of her pranks. She knew Kate’s +careless, fun-loving ways. It was more to her that all things should move +decently and in order than that Kate should even be perfectly well. But +Marcia’s white face behind her stepmother’s ample shoulder showed a dread +of something worse than a mere indisposition. David Spafford took alarm at +once. He put down the silver syrup jug from which he had been pouring +golden maple syrup on his cakes, and pushed his chair back with a click. + +“Perhaps she has fainted!†he said, and Marcia saw how deeply he was +concerned. Father and lover both started up stairs, the father angry, the +lover alarmed. The Squire grumbled all the way up that Kate should sleep +so late, but David said nothing. He waited anxiously behind while the +Squire worked with the door. Madam Schuyler and Marcia had followed them, +and halting curiously just behind came the two maids. They all loved Miss +Kate and were deeply interested in the day’s doings. They did not want +anything to interfere with the well-planned pageant. + +The Squire fumbled nervously with the latch, all the time calling upon his +daughter to open the door; then wrathfully placed his solid shoulder and +knee in just the right place, and with a groan and wrench the latch gave +way, and the solid oak door swung open, precipitating the anxious group +somewhat suddenly into the room. + +Almost immediately they all became aware that there was no one there. +David had stood with averted eyes at first, but that second sense which +makes us aware without sight when others are near or absent, brought with +it an unnamed anxiety. He looked wildly about. + +The bed had not been slept in; that they all saw at once. The room was in +confusion, but perhaps not more than might have been expected when the +occupant was about to leave on the morrow. There were pieces of paper and +string upon the floor and one or two garments lying about as if carelessly +cast off in a hurry. David recognized the purple muslin frock Kate had +worn the night before, and put out his hand to touch it as it lay across +the foot of the bed, vainly reaching after her who was not there. + +They stood in silence, father, mother, sister, and lover, and took in +every detail of the deserted room, then looked blankly into one another’s +white faces, and in the eyes of each a terrible question began to dawn. +Where was she? + +Madam Schuyler recovered her senses first. With her sharp practical system +she endeavored to find out the exact situation. + +“Who saw her last?†she asked sharply looking from one to the other. “Who +saw her last? Has she been down stairs this morning?†she looked straight +at Marcia this time, but the girl shook her head. + +“I went to bed last night before they came in,†she said, looking +questioningly at David, but a sudden remembrance and fear seized her +heart. She turned away to the window to face it where they could not look +at her. + +“We came in early,†said David, trying to keep the anxiety out of his +voice, as he remembered his well-beloved’s good-night. Surely, surely, +nothing very dreadful could have happened just over night, and in her +father’s own house. He looked about again to see the natural, every-day, +little things that would help him drive away the thoughts of possible +tragedy. + +“Kate was tired. She said she was going to get up very early this morning +and wash her face in the dew on the grass.†He braved a smile and looked +about on the troubled group. “She must be out somewhere upon the place,†+he continued, gathering courage with the thought; “she told me it was an +old superstition. She has maybe wandered further than she intended, and +perhaps got into some trouble. I’d better go and search for her. Is there +any place near here where she would be likely to be?†He turned to Marcia +for help. + +“But Kate would never delay so long I’m sure,†said the stepmother +severely. “She’s not such a fool as to go traipsing through the wet grass +before daylight for any nonsense. If it were Marcia now, you might expect +anything, but Kate would be satisfied with the dew on the grass by the +kitchen pump. I know Kate.†+ +Marcia’s face crimsoned at her stepmother’s words, but she turned her +troubled eyes to David and tried to answer him. + +“There are plenty of places, but Kate has never cared to go to them. I +could go out and look everywhere.†She started to go down, but as she +passed the wide mahogany bureau she saw a bit of folded paper lying under +the corner of the pincushion. With a smothered exclamation she went over +and picked it up. It was addressed to David in Kate’s handwriting, fine +and even like copperplate. Without a word Marcia handed it to him, and +then stood back where the wide draperies of the window would shadow her. + +Madam Schuyler, with sudden keen prescience, took alarm. Noticing the two +maids standing wide-mouthed in the hallway, she summoned her most +commandatory tone, stepped into the hall, half closing the door behind +her, and cowed the two handmaidens under her glance. + +“It is all right!†she said calmly. “Miss Kate has left a note, and will +soon return. Go down and keep her breakfast warm, and not a word to a +soul! Dolly, Debby, do you understand? Not a word of this! Now hurry and +do all that I told you before breakfast.†+ +They went with downcast eyes and disappointed droops to their mouths, but +she knew that not a word would pass their lips. They knew that if they +disobeyed that command they need never hope for favor more from madam. +Madam’s word was law. She would be obeyed. Therefore with remarkable +discretion they masked their wondering looks and did as they were bidden. +So while the family stood in solemn conclave in Kate’s room the +preparations for the wedding moved steadily forward below stairs, and only +two solemn maids, of all the helpers that morning, knew that a tragedy was +hovering in the air and might burst about them. + +David had grasped for the letter eagerly, and fumbled it open with +trembling hand, but as he read, the smile of expectation froze upon his +lips and his face grew ashen. He tottered and grasped for the mantel shelf +to steady himself as he read further, but he did not seem to take in the +meaning of what he read. The others waited breathless, a reasonable length +of time, Madam Schuyler impatiently patient. She felt that long delay +would be perilous to her arrangements. She ought to know the whole truth +at once and be put in command of the situation. Marcia with sorrowful face +and drooping eyelashes stood quiet behind the curtain, while over and over +the echo of a horse’s hoofs in a silent street and over a bridge sounded +in her brain. She did not need to be told, she knew intuitively what had +happened, and she dared not look at David. + +“Well, what has she done with herself?†said the Squire impatiently. He +had not finished his plate of cakes, and now that there was word he wanted +to know it at once and go back to his breakfast. The sight of his +daughter’s handwriting relieved and reassured him. Some crazy thing she +had done of course, but then Kate had always done queer things, and +probably would to the end of time. She was a hussy to frighten them so, +and he meant to tell her so when she returned, if it was her wedding day. +But then, Kate would be Kate, and his breakfast was getting cold. He had +the horses to look after and orders to give to the hands before the early +guests arrived. + +But David did not answer, and the sight of him was alarming. He stood as +one stricken dumb all in a moment. He raised his eyes to the +Squire’s—pleading, pitiful. His face had grown strained and haggard. + +“Speak out, man, doesn’t the letter tell?†said the Squire imperiously. +“Where is the girl?†+ +And this time David managed to say brokenly: “She’s gone!†and then his +head dropped forward on his cold hand that rested on the mantel. Great +beads of perspiration stood out upon his white forehead, and the letter +fluttered gayly, coquettishly to the floor, a reminder of the uncertain +ways of its writer. + +The Squire reached for it impatiently, and wiping his spectacles +laboriously put them on and drew near to the window to read, his heavy +brows lowering in a frown. But his wife did not need to read the letter, +for she, like Marcia, had divined its purport, and already her able +faculties were marshalled to face the predicament. + +The Squire with deepening frown was studying his elder daughter’s letter, +scarce able to believe the evidence of his senses that a girl of his could +be so heartless. + + + “DEAR DAVID,†the letter ran,—written as though in a hurry, done + at the last moment,—which indeed it was:— + + “I want you to forgive me for what I am doing. I know you will + feel bad about it, but really I never was the right one for you. + I’m sure you thought me all too good, and I never could have + stayed in a strait-jacket, it would have killed me. I shall always + consider you the best man in the world, and I like you better than + anyone else except Captain Leavenworth. I can’t help it, you know, + that I care more for him than anyone else, though I’ve tried. So I + am going away to-night and when you read this we shall have been + married. You are so very good that I know you will forgive me, and + be glad I am happy. Don’t think hardly of me for I always did care + a great deal for you. + + “Your loving + + “KATE.†+ + +It was characteristic of Kate that she demanded the love and loyalty of +her betrayed lover to the bitter end, false and heartless though she had +been. The coquette in her played with him even now in the midst of the +bitter pain she must have known she was inflicting. No word of contrition +spoke she, but took her deed as one of her prerogatives, just as she had +always taken everything she chose. She did not even spare him the loving +salutation that had been her custom in her letters to him, but wrote +herself down as she would have done the day before when all was fair and +dear between them. She did not hint at any better day for David, or give +him permission to forget her, but held him for all time as her own, as she +had known she would by those words of hers, “I like you better than anyone +else except!—†Ah! That fatal “except!†Could any knife cut deeper and +more ways? They sank into the young man’s heart as he stood there those +first few minutes and faced his trouble, his head bowed upon the +mantel-piece. + +Meantime Madam Schuyler’s keen vision had spied another folded paper +beside the pincushion. Smaller it was than the other, and evidently +intended to be placed further out of sight. It was addressed to Kate’s +father, and her stepmother opened it and read with hard pressure of her +thin lips, slanted down at the corners, and a steely look in her eyes. Was +it possible that the girl, even in the midst of her treachery, had enjoyed +with a sort of malicious glee the thought of her stepmother reading that +note and facing the horror of a wedding party with no bride? Knowing her +stepmother’s vast resources did she not think that at last she had brought +her to a situation to which she was unequal? There had always been this +unseen, unspoken struggle for supremacy between them; though it had been a +friendly one, a sort of testing on the girl’s part of the powers and +expedients of the woman, with a kind of vast admiration, mingled with +amusement, but no fear for the stepmother who had been uniformly kind and +loving toward her, and for whom she cared, perhaps as much as she could +have cared for her own mother. The other note read: + + + “DEAR FATHER:—I am going away to-night to marry Captain + Leavenworth. You wouldn’t let me have him in the right way, so I + had to take this. I tried very hard to forget him and get + interested in David, but it was no use. You couldn’t stop it. So + now I hope you will see it the way we do and forgive us. We are + going to Washington and you can write us there and say you forgive + us, and then we will come home. I know you will forgive us, Daddy + dear. You know you always loved your little Kate and you couldn’t + really want me to be unhappy. Please send my trunks to Washington. + I’ve tacked the card with the address on the ends. + + “Your loving little girl, + + “KATE.†+ + +There was a terrible stillness in the room, broken only by the crackling +of paper as the notes were turned in the hands of their readers. Marcia +felt as if centuries were passing. David’s soul was pierced by one awful +thought. He had no room for others. She was gone! Life was a blank for +him! stretching out into interminable years. Of her treachery and +false-heartedness in doing what she had done in the way she had done it, +he had no time to take account. That would come later. Now he was trying +to understand this one awful fact. + +Madam Schuyler handed the second note to her husband, and with set lips +quickly skimmed through the other one. As she read, indignation rose +within her, and a great desire to outwit everybody. If it had been +possible to bring the erring girl back and make her face her disgraced +wedding alone, Madam Schuyler would have been glad to do it. She knew that +upon her would likely rest all the re-arrangements, and her ready brain +was already taking account of her servants and the number of messages that +would have to be sent out to stop the guests from arriving. She waited +impatiently for her husband to finish reading that she might consult with +him as to the best message to send, but she was scarcely prepared for the +burst of anger that came with the finish of the letters. The old man +crushed his daughter’s note in his hand and flung it from him. He had +great respect and love for David, and the sight of him broken in grief, +the deed of his daughter, roused in him a mighty indignation. His voice +shook, but there was a deep note of command in it that made Madam Schuyler +step aside and wait. The Squire had arisen to the situation, and she +recognized her lord and master. + +“She must be brought back at once at all costs!†he exclaimed. “That +rascal shall not outwit us. Fool that I was to trust him in the house! +Tell the men to saddle the horses. They cannot have gone far yet, and +there are not so many roads to Washington. We may yet overtake them, and +married or unmarried the hussy shall be here for her wedding!†+ +But David raised his head from the mantel-shelf and steadied his voice: + +“No, no, you must not do that—father—†the appellative came from his lips +almost tenderly, as if he had long considered the use of it with pleasure, +and now he spoke it as a tender bond meant to comfort. + +The older man started and his face softened. A flash of understanding and +love passed between the two men. + +“Remember, she has said she loves some one else. She could never be mine +now.†+ +There was terrible sadness in the words as David spoke them, and his voice +broke. Madam Schuyler turned away and took out her handkerchief, an +article of apparel for which she seldom had use except as it belonged to +every well ordered toilet. + +The father stood looking hopelessly at David and taking in the thought. +Then he too bowed his head and groaned. + +“And my daughter, _my little Kate_ has done it!†Marcia covered her face +with the curtains and her tears fell fast. + +David went and stood beside the Squire and touched his arm. + +“Don’t!†he said pleadingly. “You could not help it. It was not your +fault. Do not take it so to heart!†+ +“But it is my disgrace. I have brought up a child who could do it. I +cannot escape from that. It is the most dishonorable thing a woman can do. +And look how she has done it, brought shame upon us all! Here we have a +wedding on our hands, and little or no time to do anything! I have lived +in honor all my life, and now to be disgraced by my own daughter!†+ +Marcia shuddered at her father’s agony. She could not bear it longer. With +a soft cry she went to him, and nestled her head against his breast +unnoticed. + +“Father, father, don’t!†she cried. + +But her father went on without seeming to see her. + +“To be disgraced and deserted and dishonored by my own child! Something +must be done. Send the servants! Let the wedding be stopped!†+ +He looked at Madam and she started toward the door to carry out his +bidding, but he recalled her immediately. + +“No, stay!†he cried. “It is too late to stop them all. Let them come. Let +them be told! Let the disgrace rest upon the one to whom it belongs!†+ +Madam stopped in consternation! A wedding without a bride! Yet she knew it +was a serious thing to try to dispute with her husband in that mood. She +paused to consider. + +“Oh, father!†exclaimed Marcia, “we couldn’t! Think of David.†+ +Her words seemed to touch the right chord, for he turned toward the young +man, intense, tender pity in his face. + +“Yes, David! We are forgetting David! We must do all we can to make it +easier for you. You will be wanting to get away from us as quickly as +possible. How can we manage it for you? And where will you go? You will +not want to go home just yet?†+ +He paused, a new agony of the knowledge of David’s part coming to him. + +“No, I cannot go home,†said David hopelessly, a look of keen pain darting +across his face, “for the house will be all ready for her, and the table +set. The friends will be coming in, and we are invited to dinner and tea +everywhere. They will all be coming to the house, my friends, to welcome +us. No, I cannot go home.†Then he passed his hand over his forehead +blindly, and added, in a stupefied tone, “and yet I must—sometime—I +must—go—home!†+ + + + + + CHAPTER V + + +The room was very still as he spoke. Madam Schuyler forgot the coming +guests and the preparations, in consternation over the thought of David +and his sorrow. Marcia sobbed softly upon her father’s breast, and her +father involuntarily placed his arm about her as he stood in painful +thought. + +“It is terrible!†he murmured, “terrible! How could she bear to inflict +such sorrow! She might have saved us the scorn of all of our friends. +David, you must not go back alone. It must not be. You must not bear that. +There are lovely girls in plenty elsewhere. Find another one and marry +her. Take your bride home with you, and no one in your home need be the +wiser. Don’t sorrow for that cruel girl of mine. Give her not the +satisfaction of feeling that your life is broken. Take another. Any girl +might be proud to go with you for the asking. Had I a dozen other +daughters you should have your pick of them, and one should go with you, +if you would condescend to choose another from the home where you have +been so treacherously dealt with. But I have only this one little girl. +She is but a child as yet and cannot compare with what you thought you +had. I blame you not if you do not wish to wed another Schuyler, but if +you will she is yours. And she is a good girl. David, though she is but a +child. Speak up, child, and say if you will make amends for the wrong your +sister has done!†+ +The room was so still one could almost hear the heartbeats. David had +raised his head once more and was looking at Marcia. Sad and searching was +his gaze, as if he fain would find the features of Kate in her face, yet +it seemed to Marcia, as she raised wide tear-filled eyes from her father’s +breast where her head still lay, that he saw her not. He was looking +beyond her and facing the home-going alone, and the empty life that would +follow. + +Her thoughts the last few days had matured her wonderfully. She understood +and pitied, and her woman-nature longed to give comfort, yet she shrunk +from going unasked. It was all terrible, this sudden situation thrust upon +her, yet she felt a willing sacrifice if she but felt sure it was his +wish. + +But David did not seem to know that he must speak. He waited, looking +earnestly at her, through her, beyond her, to see if Heaven would grant +this small relief to his sufferings. At last Marcia summoned her voice: + +“If David wishes I will go.†+ +She spoke the words solemnly, her eyes lifted slightly above him as if she +were speaking to Another One higher than he. It was like an answer to a +call from God. It had come to Marcia this way. It seemed to leave her no +room for drawing back, if indeed she had wished to do so. Other +considerations were not present. There was just the one great desire in +her heart to make amends in some measure for the wrong that had been done. +She felt almost responsible for it, a family responsibility. She seemed to +feel the shame and pain as her father was feeling it. She would step into +the empty place that Kate had left and fill it as far as she could. Her +only fear was that she was not acceptable, not worthy to fill so high a +place. She trembled over it, yet she could not hold back from the high +calling. It was so she stood in a kind of sorrowful exaltation waiting for +David. Her eyes lowered again, looking at him through the lashes and +pleading for recognition. She did not feel that she was pleading for +anything for herself, only for the chance to help him. + +Her voice had broken the spell. David looked down upon her kindly, a +pleasant light of gratitude flashing through the sternness and sorrow in +his face. Here was comradeship in trouble, and his voice recognized it as +he said: + +“Child, you are good to me, and I thank you. I will try to make you happy +if you will go with me, and I am sure your going will be a comfort in many +ways, but I would not have you go unwillingly.†+ +There was a dull ache in Marcia’s heart, its cause she could not +understand, but she was conscious of a gladness that she was not counted +unworthy to be accepted, young though she was, and child though he called +her. His tone had been kindness itself, the gentle kindliness that had won +her childish sisterly love when first he began to visit her sister. She +had that answer of his to remember for many a long day, and to live upon, +when questionings and loneliness came upon her. But she raised her face to +her father now, and said: “I will go, father!†+ +The Squire stooped and kissed his little girl for the last time. Perhaps +he realized that from this time forth she would be a little girl no +longer, and that he would never look into those child-eyes of hers again, +unclouded with the sorrows of life, and filled only with the +wonder-pictures of a rosy future. She seemed to him and to herself to be +renouncing her own life forever, and to be taking up one of sacrificial +penitence for her sister’s wrong doing. + +The father then took Marcia’s hand and placed it in David’s, and the +betrothal was complete. + +Madam Schuyler, whose reign for the time was set aside, stood silent, half +disapproving, yet not interfering. Her conscience told her that this +wholesale disposal of Marcia was against nature. The new arrangement was a +relief to her in many ways, and would make the solution of the day less +trying for every one. But she was a woman and knew a woman’s heart. Marcia +was not having her chance in life as her sister had had, as every woman +had a right to have. Then her face hardened. How had Kate used her +chances? Perhaps it was better for Marcia to be well placed in life before +she grew headstrong enough to make a fool of herself as Kate had done. +David would be good to her, that was certain. One could not look at the +strong, pleasant lines of his well cut mouth and chin and not be sure of +that. Perhaps it was all for the best. At least it was not her doing. And +it was only the night before that she had been looking at Marcia and +worrying because she was growing into a woman so fast. Now she would be +relieved of that care, and could take her ease and enjoy life until her +own children were grown up. But the voice of her husband aroused her to +the present. + +“Let the wedding go on as planned, Sarah, and no one need know until the +ceremony is over except the minister. I myself will go and tell the +minister. There will need to be but a change of names.†+ +“But,†said the Madam, with housewifely alarm, as the suddenness of the +whole thing flashed over her, “Marcia is not ready. She has no suitable +clothes for her wedding.†+ +“Not ready! No clothes!†said the Squire, now thoroughly irritated over +this trivial objection, as a fly will sometimes ruffle the temper of a man +who has kept calm under fire of an enemy. “And where are all the clothes +that have been making these weeks and months past? What more preparation +does she need? Did the hussy take her wedding things with her? What’s in +this trunk?†+ +“But those are Kate’s things, father,†said Marcia in gentle explanation. +“Kate would be very angry if I took her things. They were made for her, +you know.†+ +“And what if they were made for her?†answered the father, very angry now +at Kate. “You are near of a size. What will do for one is good enough for +the other, and Kate may be angry and get over it, for not one rag of it +all will she get, nor a penny of my money will ever go to her again. She +is no daughter of mine from henceforth. That rascal has beaten me and +stolen my daughter, but he gets a dowerless lass. Not a penny will ever go +from the Schuyler estate into his pocket, and no trunk will ever travel +from here to Washington for that heartless girl. I forbid it. Let her feel +some of the sorrow she has inflicted upon others more innocent. I forbid +it, do you hear?†He brought his fist down upon the solid mahogany bureau +until the prisms on a candle-stand in front of the mirror jangled +discordantly. + +“Oh, father!†gasped Marcia, and turned with terror to her stepmother. But +David stood with his back toward the rest looking out of the window. He +had forgotten them all. + +Madam Schuyler was now in command again. For once the Squire had +anticipated his wife, and the next move had been planned without her help, +but it was as she would have it. Her face had lost its consternation and +beamed with satisfaction beneath its mask of grave perplexity. She could +not help it that she was glad to have the terrible ordeal of a wedding +without a bride changed into something less formidable. + +At least the country round about could not pity, for who was to say but +that David was as well suited with one sister as with the other? And +Marcia was a good girl; doubtless she would grow into a good wife. Far +more suitable for so good and steady a man as David than pretty, imperious +Kate. + +Madam Schuyler took her place of command once more and began to issue her +orders. + +“Come, then, Marcia, we have no time to waste. It is all right, as your +father has said. Kate’s things will fit you nicely and you must go at once +and put everything in readiness. You will want all your time to dress, and +pack a few things, and get calm. Go to your room right away and pick up +anything you will want to take with you, and I’ll go down and see that +Phoebe takes your place and then come back.†+ +David and the Squire went out like two men who had suddenly grown old, and +had not the strength to walk rapidly. No one thought any more of +breakfast. It was half-past seven by the old tall clock that stood upon +the stair-landing. It would not be long before Aunt Polly and Uncle Joab +would be driving up to the door. + +Straight ahead went the preparations, just as if nothing had happened, and +if Mistress Kate Leavenworth could have looked into her old room an hour +after the discovery of her flight she would have been astonished beyond +measure. + +Up in her own room stood poor bewildered Marcia. She looked about upon her +little white bed, and thought she would never likely sleep in it again. +She looked out of the small-paned window with its view of distant hill and +river, and thought she was bidding it good-bye forever. She went toward +her closet and put out her hand to choose what she would take with her, +and her heart sank. There hung the faded old ginghams short and scant, and +scorned but yesterday, yet her heart wildly clung to them. Almost would +she have put one on and gone back to her happy care-free school life. The +thought of the new life frightened her. She must give up her girlhood all +at once. She might not keep a vestige of it, for that would betray David. +She must be Kate from morning to evening. Like a sword thrust came the +remembrance that she had envied Kate, and God had given her the punishment +of being Kate in very truth. Only there was this great difference. She was +not the chosen one, and Kate had been. She must bear about forever in her +heart the thought of Kate’s sin. + +The voice of her stepmother drew nearer and warned her that her time alone +was almost over, and out on the lawn she could hear the voices of Uncle +Joab and Aunt Polly who had just arrived. + +She dropped upon her knees for one brief moment and let her young soul +pour itself out in one great cry of distress to God, a cry without words +borne only on the breath of a sob. Then she arose, hastily dashed cold +water in her face, and dried away the traces of tears. There was no more +time to think. With hurried hand she began to gather a few trifles +together from closet and drawer. + +One last lingering look she took about her room as she left it, her arms +filled with the things she had hastily culled from among her own. Then she +shut the door quickly and went down the hall to her sister’s room to enter +upon her new life. She was literally putting off herself and putting on a +new being as far as it was possible to do so outwardly. + +There on the bed lay the bridal outfit. Madam Schuyler had just brought it +from the spare room that there might be no more going back and forth +through the halls to excite suspicion. She was determined that there +should be no excitement or demonstration or opportunity for gossip among +the guests at least until the ceremony was over. She had satisfied herself +that not a soul outside the family save the two maids suspected that aught +was the matter, and she felt sure of their silence. + +Kate had taken very little with her, evidently fearing to excite +suspicion, and having no doubt that her father would relent and send all +her trousseau as she had requested in her letter. For once Mistress Kate +had forgotten her fineries and made good her escape with but two frocks +and a few other necessaries in a small hand-bag. + +Madam Schuyler was relieved to the point of genuine cheerfulness, over +this, despite the cloud of tragedy that hung over the day. She began to +talk to Marcia as if she had been Kate, as she smoothed down this and that +article and laid them back in the trunk, telling how the blue gown would +be the best for church and the green silk for going out to very fine +places, to tea-drinkings and the like, and how she must always be sure to +wear the cream undersleeves with the Irish point lace with her silk gown +as they set it off to perfection. She recalled, too, how little experience +Marcia had had in the ways of the world, and all the while the girl was +being dressed in the dainty bridal garments she gave her careful +instructions in the art of being a success in society, until Marcia felt +that the green fields and the fences and trees to climb and the excursions +after blackberries, and all the joyful merry-makings of the boys and girls +were receding far from her. She could even welcome Hanford Weston as a +playfellow in her new future, if thereby a little fresh air and freedom of +her girlhood might be left. Nevertheless there gradually came over her an +elation of excitement. The feel of the dainty garments, the delicate +embroidery, the excitement lest the white slippers would not fit her, the +difficulty of making her hair stay up in just Kate’s style—for her +stepmother insisted that she must dress it exactly like Kate’s and make +herself look as nearly as possible as Kate would have looked,—all drove +sadness from her mind and she began to taste a little delight in the +pretty clothes, the great occasion, and her own importance. The vision in +the looking-glass, too, told her that her own face was winsome, and the +new array not unbecoming. Something of this she had seen the night before +when she put on her new chintz; now the change was complete, as she stood +in the white satin and lace with the string of seed pearls that had been +her mother’s tied about her soft white throat. She thought about the +tradition of the pearls that Kate’s girl friends had laughingly reminded +her of a few days before when they were looking at the bridal garments. +They had said that each pearl a bride wore meant a tear she would shed. +She wondered if Kate had escaped the tears with the pearls, and left them +for her. + +She was ready at last, even to the veil that had been her mother’s, and +her mother’s mother’s before her. It fell in its rich folds, yellowed by +age, from her head to her feet, with its creamy frost-work of rarest +handiwork, transforming the girl into a woman and a bride. + +Madam Schuyler arranged and rearranged the folds, and finally stood back +to look with half-closed eyes at the effect, deciding that very few would +notice that the bride was other than they had expected until the ceremony +was over and the veil thrown back. The sisters had never looked alike, yet +there was a general family resemblance that was now accentuated by the +dress; perhaps only those nearest would notice that it was Marcia instead +of Kate. At least the guests would have the good grace to keep their +wonderment to themselves until the ceremony was over. + +Then Marcia was left to herself with trembling hands and wildly throbbing +heart. What would Mary Ann think! What would all the girls and boys think? +Some of them would be there, and others would be standing along the shady +streets to watch the progress of the carriage as it drove away. And they +would see her going away instead of Kate. Perhaps they would think it all +a great joke and that she had been going to be married all the time and +not Kate. But no; the truth would soon come out. People would not be +astonished at anything Kate did. They would only say it was just what they +had all along expected of her, and pity her father, and pity her perhaps. +But they would look at her and admire her and for once she would be the +centre of attraction. The pink of pride swelled up into her cheeks, and +then realizing what she was thinking she crushed the feeling down. How +could she think of such things when Kate had done such a dreadful thing, +and David was suffering so terribly? Here was she actually enjoying, and +delighting in the thought of being in Kate’s place. Oh, she was wicked, +wicked! She must not be happy for a moment in what was Kate’s shame and +David’s sorrow. Of her future with David she did not now think. It was of +the pageant of the day that her thoughts were full. If the days and weeks +and months that were to follow came into her mind at all between the other +things it was always that she was to care for David and to help him, and +that she would have to grow up quickly; and remember all the hard +housewifely things her stepmother had taught her; and try to order his +house well. But that troubled her not at all at present. She was more +concerned with the ceremony, and the many eyes that would be turned upon +her. It was a relief when a tap came on the door and the dear old minister +entered. + + + + + + CHAPTER VI + + +He stood a moment by the door looking at her, half startled. Then he came +over beside her, put his hands upon her shoulders, looking down into her +upturned, veiled face. + +“My child!†he said tenderly, “my little Marcia, is this you? I did not +know you in all this beautiful dress. You look as your own mother looked +when she was married. I remember perfectly as if it were but yesterday, +her face as she stood by your father’s side. I was but a young man then, +you know, and it was my first wedding in my new church, so you see I could +not forget it. Your mother was a beautiful woman, Marcia, and you are like +her both in face and life.†+ +The tears came into Marcia’s eyes and her lips trembled. + +“Are you sure, child,†went on the gentle voice of the old man, “that you +understand what a solemn thing you are doing? It is not a light thing to +give yourself in marriage to any man. You are so young yet! Are you doing +this thing quite willingly, little girl? Are you sure? Your father is a +good man, and a dear old friend of mine, but I know what has happened has +been a terrible blow to him, and a great humiliation. It has perhaps +unnerved his judgment for the time. No one should have brought pressure to +bear upon a child like you to make you marry against your will. Are you +sure it is all right, dear?†+ +“Oh, yes, sir!†Marcia raised her tear-filled eyes. “I am doing it quite +of myself. No one has made me. I was glad I might. It was so dreadful for +David!†+ +“But child, do you love him?†the old minister said, searching her face +closely. + +Marcia’s eyes shone out radiant and child-like through her tears. + +“Oh, yes, sir! I love him of course. No one could help loving David.†+ +There was a tap at the door and the Squire entered. With a sigh the +minister turned away, but there was trouble in his heart. The love of the +girl had been all too frankly confessed. It was not as he would have had +things for a daughter of his, but it could not be helped of course, and he +had no right to interfere. He would like to speak to David, but David had +not come out of his room yet. When he did there was but a moment for them +alone and all he had opportunity to say was: + +“Mr. Spafford, you will be good to the little girl, and remember she is +but a child. She has been dear to us all.†+ +David looked at him wonderingly, earnestly, in reply: + +“I will do all in my power to make her happy,†he said. + +The hour had come, and all things, just as Madam Schuyler had planned, +were ready. The minister took his place, and the impatient bridesmaids +were in a flutter, wondering why Kate did not call them in to see her. +Slowly, with measured step, as if she had practised many times, Marcia, +the maiden, walked down the hall on her father’s arm. He was bowed with +his trouble and his face bore marks of the sudden calamity that had +befallen his house, but the watching guests thought it was for sorrow at +giving up his lovely Kate, and they said one to another, “How much he +loved her!†+ +The girl’s face drooped with gentle gravity. She scarcely felt the +presence of the guests she had so much dreaded, for to her the ceremony +was holy. She was giving herself as a sacrifice for the sin of her sister. +She was too young and inexperienced to know all that would be thought and +said as soon as the company understood. She also felt secure behind that +film of lace. It seemed impossible that they could know her, so softly and +so mistily it shut her in from the world. It was like a kind of moving +house about her, a protection from all eyes. So sheltered she might go +through the ceremony with composure. As yet she had not begun to dread the +afterward. The hall was wide through which she passed, and the day was +bright, but the windows were so shadowed by the waiting bridesmaids that +the light did not fall in full glare upon her, and it was not strange they +did not know her at once. She heard their smothered exclamations of wonder +and admiration, and one, Kate’s dearest friend, whispered softly behind +her: “Oh, Kate, why did you keep us waiting, you sly girl! How lovely you +are! You look like an angel straight from heaven.†+ +There were other whispered words which Marcia heard sadly. They gave her +no pleasure. The words were for Kate, not her. What would they say when +they knew all? + +There was David in the distance waiting for her. How fine he looked in his +wedding clothes! How proud Kate might have been of him! How pitiful was +his white face! He had summoned his courage and put on a mask of happiness +for the eyes of those who saw him, but it could not deceive the heart of +Marcia. Surely not since the days when Jacob served seven years for Rachel +and then lifted the bridal veil to look upon the face of her sister Leah, +walked there sadder bridegroom on this earth than David Spafford walked +that day. + +Down the stairs and through the wide hall they came, Marcia not daring to +look up, yet seeing familiar glimpses as she passed. That green plaid silk +lap at one side of the parlor door, in which lay two nervous little hands +and a neatly folded pocket handkerchief, belonged to Sabrina Bates, she +knew; and the round lace collar a little farther on, fastened by the +brooch with a colored daguerreotype encircled by a braid of faded brown +hair under glass, must be about the neck of Aunt Polly. There was not +another brooch like that in New York state, Marcia felt sure. Beyond were +Uncle Joab’s small meek Sunday boots, toeing in, and next were little feet +covered by white stockings and slippers fastened with crossed black +ribbons, some child’s, not Harriet—Marcia dared not raise her eyes to +identify them now. She must fix her mind upon the great things before her. +She wondered at herself for noticing such trivial things when she was +walking up to the presence of the great God, and there before her stood +the minister with his open book! + +Now, at last, with the most of the audience behind her, shut in by the +film of lace, she could raise her eyes to the minister’s familiar face, +take David’s arm without letting her hand tremble much, and listen to the +solemn words read out to her. For her alone they seemed to be read. +David’s heart she knew was crushed, and it was only a form for him. She +must take double vows upon her for the sake of the wrong done to him. So +she listened: + +“Dearly beloved, we are gathered togetherâ€â€”how the words thrilled her!—“in +the sight of God and in the presence of this company to join together this +man and woman in the bonds of holy matrimony;â€â€”a deathly stillness rested +upon the room and the painful throbbing of her heart was all the little +bride could hear. She was glad she might look straight into the dear face +of the old minister. Had her mother felt this way when she was being +married? Did her stepmother understand it? Yes, she must, in part at +least, for she had bent and kissed her most tenderly upon the brow just +before leaving her, a most unusually sentimental thing for her to do. It +touched Marcia deeply, though she was fond of her stepmother at all times. + +She waited breathless with drooped eyes while the minister demanded, “If +any man can show just cause why they may not be lawfully joined together, +let him now declare it, or else hereafter forever hold his peace.†What if +some one should recognize her and, thinking she had usurped Kate’s place, +speak out and stop the marriage! How would David feel? And she? She would +sink to the floor. Oh, did they any of them know? How she wished she dared +raise her eyes to look about and see. But she must not. She must listen. +She must shake off these worldly thoughts. She was not hearing for idle +thinking. It was a solemn, holy vow she was taking upon herself for life. +She brought herself sharply back to the ceremony. It was to David the +minister was talking now: + +“Wilt thou love her, comfort her, honor and keep her, in sickness and in +health, and forsaking all other, keep thee only unto her, so long as ye +both shall live?†+ +It was hard to make David promise that when his heart belonged to Kate. +She wondered that his voice could be so steady when it said, “I will,†and +the white glove of Kate’s which was just a trifle large for her, trembled +on David’s arm as the minister next turned to her: + +“Wilt thou, Marciaâ€â€”Ah! It was out now! and the sharp rustle of silk and +stiff linen showed that all the company were aware at last who was the +bride; but the minister went steadily on. He cared not what the listening +assembly thought. He was talking earnestly to his little friend, +Marcia,—“have this man to be thy wedded husband, to live together after +God’s ordinance in the holy estate of matrimony? Wilt thou obey him, and +serve him, love, honor, and keep him, in sickness and in healthâ€â€”the words +of the pledge went on. It was not hard. The girl felt she could do all +that. She was relieved to find it no more terrible, and to know that she +was no longer acting a lie. They all knew who she was now. She held up her +flower-like head and answered in her clear voice, that made her few +schoolmates present gasp with admiration: + +“I will!†+ +And the dear old minister’s wife, sitting sweet and dove-like in her soft +grey poplin, fine white kerchief, and cap of book muslin, smiled to +herself at the music in Marcia’s voice and nodded approval. She felt that +all was well with her little friend. + +They waited, those astonished people, till the ceremony was concluded and +the prayer over, and then they broke forth. There had been lifted brows +and looks passing from one to another, of question, of disclaiming any +knowledge in the matter, and just as soon as the minister turned and took +the bride’s hand to congratulate her the heads bent together behind fans +and the soft buzz of whispers began. + +What does it mean? Where is Kate? She isn’t in the room! Did he change his +mind at the last minute? How old is Marcia? Mercy me! Nothing but a child! +Are you sure? Why, my Mary Ann is older than that by three months, and +she’s no more able to become mistress of a home than a nine-days-old +kitten. Are you sure it’s Marcia? Didn’t the minister make a mistake in +the name? It looked to me like Kate. Look again. She’s put her veil back. +No, it can’t be! Yes, it is! No, it looks like Kate! Her hair’s done the +same, but, no, Kate never had such a sweet innocent look as that. Why, +when she was a child her face always had a sharpness to it. Look at +Marcia’s eyes, poor lamb! I don’t see how her father could bear it, and +she so young. But Kate! Where can she be? What has happened? You don’t +say! Yes, I did see that captain about again last week or so. Do you +believe it? Surely she never would. Who told you? Was he sure? But Maria +and Janet are bridesmaids and they didn’t see any signs of anything. They +were over here yesterday. Yes, Kate showed them everything and planned how +they would all walk in. No, she didn’t do anything queer, for Janet would +have mentioned it. Janet always sees everything. Well, they say he’s a +good man and Marcia’ll be well provided for. Madam Schuyler’ll be relieved +about that. Marcia can’t ever lead her the dance Kate has among the young +men. How white he looks! Do you suppose he loves her? What on earth can it +all mean? Do you s’pose Kate feels bad? Where is she anyway? Wouldn’t she +come down? Well, if ’twas his choosing it serves her right. She’s too much +of a flirt for a good man and maybe he found her out. She’s probably got +just what she deserves, and _I_ think Marcia’ll make a good little wife. +She always was a quiet, grown-up child and Madam Schuyler has trained her +well! But what will Kate do now? Hush! They are coming this way. How do +you suppose we can find out? Go ask Cousin Janet, perhaps they’ve told +her, or Aunt Polly. Surely she knows. + +But Aunt Polly sat with pursed lips of disapproval. She had not been told, +and it was her prerogative to know everything. She always made a point of +being on hand early at all funerals and weddings, especially in the family +circle, and learning the utmost details, which she dispensed at her +discretion to late comers in fine sepulchral whispers. + +Now she sat silent, disgraced, unable to explain a thing. It was +unhandsome of Sarah Schuyler, she felt, though no more than she might have +expected of her, she told herself. She had never liked her. Well, wait +until her opportunity came. If they did not wish her to say the truth she +must say something. She could at least tell what she thought. And what +more natural than to let it be known that Sarah Schuyler had always held a +dislike for Marcia, and to suggest that it was likely she was glad to get +her off her hands. Aunt Polly meant to find a trail somewhere, no matter +how many times they threw her off the scent. + +Meantime for Marcia the sun seemed to have shined out once more with +something of its old brightness. The terrible deed of self-renunciation +was over, and familiar faces actually were smiling upon her and wishing +her joy. She felt the flutter of her heart in her throat beneath the +string of pearls, and wondered if after all she might hope for a little +happiness of her own. She could climb no more fences nor wade in gurgling +brooks, but might there not be other happy things as good? A little touch +of the pride of life had settled upon her. The relatives were coming with +pleasant words and kisses. The blushes upon her cheeks were growing +deeper. She almost forgot David in the pretty excitement. A few of her +girl friends ventured shyly near, as one might look at a mate suddenly and +unexpectedly translated into eternal bliss. They put out cold fingers in +salute with distant, stiff phrases belonging to a grown-up world. Not one +of them save Mary Ann dared recognize their former bond of playmates. Mary +Ann leaned down and whispered with a giggle: “Say, you didn’t need to envy +Kate, did you? My! Ain’t you in clover! Say, Marsh,†wistfully, “do invite +me fer a visit sometime, won’t you?†+ +Now Mary Ann was not quite on a par with the Schuylers socially, and had +it not been for a distant mutual relative she would not have been asked to +the wedding. Marcia never liked her very much, but now, with the +uncertain, dim future it seemed pleasant and home-like to think of a visit +from Mary Ann and she nodded and said childishly: “Sometime, Mary Ann, if +I can.†+ +Mary Ann squeezed her hand, kissed her, blushed and giggled herself out of +the way of the next comer. + +They went out to the dining room and sat around the long table. It was +Marcia’s timid hand that cut the bridecake, and all the room full watched +her. Seeing the pretty color come and go in her excited cheeks, they +wondered that they had never noticed before how beautiful Marcia was +growing. A handsome couple they would make! And they looked from Marcia to +David and back again, wondering and trying to fathom the mystery. + +It was gradually stealing about the company, the truth about Kate and +Captain Leavenworth. The minister had told it in his sad and gentle way. +Just the facts. No gossip. Naturally every one was bristling with +questions, but not much could be got from the minister. + +“I really do not know,†he would say in his courteous, old-worldly way, +and few dared ask further. Perhaps the minister, wise by reason of much +experience, had taken care to ask as few questions as possible himself, +and not to know too much before undertaking this task for his old friend +the Squire. + +And so Kate’s marriage went into the annals of the village, at least so +far as that morning was concerned, quietly, and with little exclamation +before the family. The Squire and his wife controlled their faces +wonderfully. There was an austerity about the Squire as he talked with his +friends that was new to his pleasant face, but Madam conversed with her +usual placid self-poise, and never gave cause for conjecture as to her +true feelings. + +There were some who dared to offer their surprised condolences. To such +the stepmother replied that of course the outcome of events had been a +sore trial to the Squire, and all of them, but they were delighted at the +happy arrangement that had been made. She glanced contentedly toward the +child-bride. + +It was a revelation to the whole village that Marcia had grown up and was +so handsome. + +Dismay filled the breasts of the village gossips. They had been defrauded. +Here was a fine scandal which they had failed to discover in time and +spread abroad in its due course. + +Everybody was shy of speaking to the bride. She sat in her lovely finery +like some wild rose caught as a sacrifice. Yet every one admitted that she +might have done far worse. David was a good man, with prospects far beyond +most young men of his time. Moreover he was known to have a brilliant +mind, and the career he had chosen, that of journalism, in which he was +already making his mark, was one that promised to be lucrative as well as +influential. + +It was all very hurried at the last. Madam Schuyler and Dolly the maid +helped her off with the satin and lace finery, and she was soon out of her +bridal attire and struggling with the intricacies of Kate’s travelling +costume. + +Marcia was not Marcia any longer, but Mrs. David Spafford. She had been +made to feel the new name almost at once, and it gave her a sense of +masquerading pleasant enough for the time being, but with a dim foreboding +of nameless dread and emptiness for the future, like all masquerading +which must end sometime. And when the mask is taken off how sad if one is +not to find one’s real self again: or worse still if one may never remove +the mask, but must grow to it and be it from the soul. + +All this Marcia felt but dimly of course, for she was young and light +hearted naturally, and the excitement and pretty things about her could +not but be pleasant. + +To have Kate’s friends stand about her, half shyly trying to joke with her +as they might have done with Kate, to feel their admiring glances, and +half envious references to her handsome husband, almost intoxicated her +for the moment. Her cheeks grew rosier as she tied on Kate’s pretty poke +bonnet whose nodding blue flowers had been brought over from Paris by a +friend of Kate’s. It seemed a shame that Kate should not have her things +after all. The pleasure died out of Marcia’s eyes as she carefully looped +the soft blue ribbons under her round chin and drew on Kate’s long gloves. +There was no denying the fact that Kate’s outfit was becoming to Marcia, +for she had that complexion that looks well with any color under the sun, +though in blue she was not at her best. + +When Marcia was ready she stood back from the little looking-glass, with a +frightened, half-childish gaze about the room. + +Now that the last minute was come, there was no one to understand Marcia’s +feelings nor help her. Even the girls were merely standing there waiting +to say the last formal farewell that they might be free to burst into an +astonished chatter of exclamations over Kate’s romantic disappearance. +They were Kate’s friends, not Marcia’s, and they were bidding Kate’s +clothes good-bye for want of the original bride. Marcia’s friends were too +young and too shy to do more than stand back in awe and gaze at their mate +so suddenly promoted to a life which but yesterday had seemed years away +for any of them. + + [Illustration: Copyright by C. Klackner + THE STEPMOTHER’S ARMS WERE AROUND HER.] + + Copyright by C. Klackner + THE STEPMOTHER’S ARMS WERE AROUND HER. + + +So Marcia walked alone down the hall—yet, no, not all the way alone. A +little wrinkled hand was laid upon her gloved one, and a little old lady, +her true friend, the minister’s wife, walked down the stairs with the +bride arm in arm. Marcia’s heart fluttered back to warmth again and was +glad for her friend, yet all she had said was: “My dear!†but there was +that in her touch and the tone of her gentle voice that comforted Marcia. + +She stood at the edge of the steps, with her white hair shining in the +morning, her kind-faced husband just behind her during all the farewell, +and Marcia felt happier because of her motherly presence. + +The guests were all out on the piazza in the gorgeousness of the summer +morning. David stood on the flagging below the step beside the open coach +door, a carriage lap-robe over his arm and his hat on, ready. He was +talking with the Squire. Every one was looking at them, and they were +entirely conscious of the fact. They laughed and talked with studied +pleasantness, though there seemed to be an undertone of sadness that the +most obtuse guest could not fail to detect. + +Harriet, as a small flower-girl, stood upon the broad low step ready to +fling posies before the bride as she stepped into the coach. + +The little boys, to whom a wedding merely meant a delightful increase of +opportunities, stood behind a pillar munching cake, more of which +protruded from their bulging pockets. + +Marcia, with a lump in her throat that threatened tears, slipped behind +the people, caught the two little step-brothers in her arms and smothered +them with kisses, amid their loud protestations and the laughter of those +who stood about. But the little skirmish had served to hide the tears, and +the bride came back most decorously to where her stepmother stood awaiting +her with a smile of complacent—almost completed—duty upon her face. She +wore the sense of having carried off a trying situation in a most +creditable manner, and she knew she had won the respect and awe of every +matron present thereby. That was a great deal to Madam Schuyler. + +The stepmother’s arms were around her and Marcia remembered how kindly +they had felt when they first clasped her little body years ago, and she +had been kissed, and told to be a good little girl. She had always liked +her stepmother. And now, as she came to say good-bye to the only mother +she had ever known, who had been a true mother to her in many ways, her +young heart almost gave way, and she longed to hide in that ample bosom +and stay under the wing of one who had so ably led her thus far along the +path of life. + +Perhaps Madam Schuyler felt the clinging of the girl’s arms about her, and +perchance her heart rebuked her that she had let so young and +inexperienced a girl go out to the cares of life all of a sudden in this +way. At least she stooped and kissed Marcia again and whispered: “You have +been a good girl, Marcia.†+ +Afterwards, Marcia cherished that sentence among memory’s dearest +treasures. It seemed as though it meant that she had fulfilled her +stepmother’s first command, given on the night when her father brought +home their new mother. + +Then the flowers were thrown upon the pavement, to make it bright for the +bride. She was handed into the coach behind the white-haired negro +coachman, and by his side Kate’s fine new hair trunk. Ah! That was a +bitter touch! Kate’s trunk! Kate’s things! Kate’s husband! If it had only +been her own little moth-eaten trunk that had belonged to her mother, and +filled with her own things—and if he had only been her own husband! Yet +she wanted no other than David—only if he could have been _her_ David! + +Then Madam Schuyler, her heart still troubled about Marcia, stepped down +and whispered: + +“David, you will remember she is young. You will deal gently with her?†+ +Gravely David bent his head and answered: + +“I will remember. She shall not be troubled. I will care for her as I +would care for my own sister.†And Madam Schuyler turned away half +satisfied. After all, was that what woman wanted? Would she have been +satisfied to have been cared for as a sister? + +Then gravely, with his eyes half unseeing her, the father kissed his +daughter good-bye, David got into the coach, the door was slammed shut, +and the white horses arched their necks and stepped away, amid a shower of +rice and slippers. + + + + + + CHAPTER VII + + +For some distance the way was lined with people they knew, servants and +negroes, standing about the driveway and outside the fence, people of the +village grouped along the sidewalk, everybody out upon their doorsteps to +watch the coach go by, and to all the face of the bride was a puzzle and a +surprise. They half expected to see another coach coming with the other +bride behind. + +Marcia nodded brightly to those she knew, and threw flowers from the great +nosegay that had been put upon her lap by Harriet. She felt for a few +minutes like a girl in a fairy-tale riding in this fine coach in grand +attire. She stole a look at David. He certainly looked like a prince, but +gravity was already settling about his mouth. Would he always look so now, +she wondered, would he never laugh and joke again as he used to do? Could +she manage to make him happy sometimes for a little while and help him to +forget? + +Down through the village they passed, in front of the store and +post-office where Marcia had bought her frock but three days before, and +they turned up the road she had come with Mary Ann. How long ago that +seemed! How light her heart was then, and how young! All life was before +her with its delightful possibilities. Now it seemed to have closed for +her and she was some one else. A great ache came upon her heart. For a +moment she longed to jump down and run away from the coach and David and +the new clothes that were not hers. Away from the new life that had been +planned for some one else which she must live now. She must always be a +woman, never a girl any more. + +Out past Granny McVane’s they drove, the old lady sitting upon her front +porch knitting endless stockings. She stared mildly, unrecognizingly at +Marcia and paused in her rocking to crane her neck after the coach. + +The tall corn rustled and waved green arms to them as they passed, and the +cows looked up munching from the pasture in mild surprise at the turnout. +The little coach dog stepped aside from the road to give them a bark as he +passed, and then pattered and pattered his tiny feet to catch up. The old +school house came in sight with its worn playground and dejected summer +air, and Marcia’s eyes searched out the window where she used to sit to +eat her lunch in winters, and the tree under which she used to sit in +summers, and the path by which she and Mary Ann used to wander down to the +brook, or go in search of butternuts, even the old door knob that her hand +would probably never grasp again. She searched them all out and bade them +good-bye with her eyes. Then once she turned a little to see if she could +catch a glimpse of the old blackboard through the window where she and +Susanna Brown and Miller Thompson used to do arithmetic examples. The dust +of the coach, or the bees in the sunshine, or something in her eyes +blurred her vision. She could only see a long slant ray of a sunbeam +crossing the wall where she knew it must be. Then the road wound around +through a maple grove and the school was lost to view. + +They passed the South meadow belonging to the Westons, and Hanford was +plowing. Marcia could see him stop to wipe the perspiration from his brow, +and her heart warmed even to this boy admirer now that she was going from +him forever. + +Hanford had caught sight of the coach and he turned to watch it thinking +to see Kate sitting in the bride’s place. He wondered if the bride would +notice him, and turned a deeper red under his heavy coat of tan. + +And the bride did notice him. She smiled the sweetest smile the boy had +ever seen upon her face, the smile he had dreamed of as he thought of her, +at night standing under the stars all alone by his father’s gate post +whittling the cross bar of the gate. For a moment he forgot that it was +the bridal party passing, forgot the stern-faced bridegroom, and saw only +Marcia—his girl love. His heart stood still, and a bright light of +response filled his eyes. He took off his wide straw hat and bowed her +reverence. He would have called to her, and tried three times, but his dry +throat gave forth no utterance, and when he looked again the coach was +passed and only the flutter of a white handkerchief came back to him and +told him the beginning of the truth. + +Then the poor boy’s face grew white, yes, white and stricken under the +tan, and he tottered to the roadside and sat down with his face in his +hands to try and comprehend what it might mean, while the old horse +dragged the plow whither he would in search of a bite of tender grass. + +What could it mean? And why did Marcia occupy that place beside the +stranger, obviously the bridegroom? Was she going on a visit? He had heard +of no such plan. Where was her sister? Would there be another coach +presently, and was this man then not the bridegroom but merely a friend of +the family? Of course, that must be it. He got up and staggered to the +fence to look down the road, but no one came by save the jogging old gray +and carryall, with Aunt Polly grim and offended and Uncle Joab meek and +depressed beside her. Could he have missed the bridal carriage when he was +at the other end of the lot? Could they have gone another way? He had a +half a mind to call to Uncle Joab to enquire only he was a timid boy and +shrank back until it was too late. + +But why had Marcia as she rode away wafted that strange farewell that had +in it the familiarity of the final? And why did he feel so strange and +weak in his knees? + +Marcia was to help his mother next week at the quilting bee. She had not +gone away to stay, of course. He got up and tried to whistle and turn the +furrows evenly as before, but his heart was heavy, and, try as he would, +he could not understand the feeling that kept telling him Marcia was gone +out of his life forever. + +At last his day’s work was done and he could hasten to the house. Without +waiting for his supper, he “slicked up,†as he called it, and went at once +to the village, where he learned the bitter truth. + +It was Mary Ann who told him. + +Mary Ann, the plain, the awkward, who secretly admired Hanford Weston as +she might have admired an angel, and who as little expected him to speak +to her as if he had been one. Mary Ann stood by her front gate in the dusk +of the summer evening, the halo of her unusual wedding finery upon her, +for she had taken advantage of being dressed up to make two or three +visits since the wedding, and so prolong the holiday. The light of the +sunset softened her plain features, and gave her a gentler look than was +her wont. Was it that, and an air of lonesomeness akin to his own, that +made Hanford stop and speak to her? + +And then she told him. She could not keep it in long. It was the wonder of +her life, and it filled her so that her thought had no room for anything +else. To think of Marcia taken in a day, gone from their midst forever, +gone to be a grown-up woman in a new world! It was as strange as sudden +death, and almost as terrible and beautiful. + +There were tears in her eyes, and in the eyes of the boy as they spoke +about the one who was gone, and the kind dusk hid the sight so that +neither knew, but each felt a subtle sympathy with the other, and before +Hanford started upon his desolate way home under the burden of his first +sorrow he took Mary Ann’s slim bony hand in his and said quite stiffly: +“Well, good night, Miss Mary Ann. I’m glad you told me,†and Mary Ann +responded, with a deep blush under her freckles in the dark, “Good night, +Mr. Weston, and—call again!†+ +Something of the sympathy lingered with the boy as he went on his way and +he was not without a certain sort of comfort, while Mary Ann climbed to +her little chamber in the loft with a new wonder to dream over. + +Meanwhile the coach drove on, and Marcia passed from her childhood’s home +into the great world of men and women, changes, heartbreakings, sorrows +and joys. + +David spoke to her kindly now and then; asked if she was comfortable; if +she would prefer to change seats with him; if the cushions were right; and +if she had forgotten anything. He seemed nervous, and anxious to have this +part of the journey over and asked the coachman frequent questions about +the horses and the speed they could make. Marcia thought she understood +that he was longing to get away from the painful reminder of what he had +expected to be a joyful trip, and her young heart pitied him, while yet it +felt an undertone of hurt for herself. She found so much unadulterated joy +in this charming ride with the beautiful horses, in this luxurious coach, +that she could not bear to have it spoiled by the thought that only +David’s sadness and pain had made it possible for her. + +Constantly as the scene changed, and new sights came upon her view, she +had to restrain herself from crying out with happiness over the beauty and +calling David’s attention. Once she did point out a bird just leaving a +stalk of goldenrod, its light touch making the spray to bow and bend. +David had looked with unseeing eyes, and smiled with uncomprehending +assent. Marcia felt she might as well have been talking to herself. He was +not even the old friend and brother he used to be. She drew a gentle +little sigh and wished this might have been only a happy ride with the +ending at home, and a longer girlhood uncrossed by this wall of trouble +that Kate had put up in a night for them all. + +The coach came at last to the town where they were to stop for dinner and +a change of horses. + +Marcia looked about with interest at the houses, streets, and people. +There were two girls of about her own age with long hair braided down +their backs. They were walking with arms about each other as she and Mary +Ann had often done. She wondered if any such sudden changes might be +coming to them as had come into her life. They turned and looked at her +curiously, enviously it seemed, as the coach drew up to the tavern and she +was helped out with ceremony. Doubtless they thought of her as she had +thought of Kate but last week. + +She was shown into the dim parlor of the tavern and seated in a stiff +hair-cloth chair. It was all new and strange and delightful. + +Before a high gilt mirror set on great glass knobs like rosettes, she +smoothed her wind-blown hair, and looked back at the reflection of her +strange self with startled eyes. Even her face seemed changed. She knew +the bonnet and arrangement of hair were becoming, but she felt +unacquainted with them, and wished for her own modest braids and plain +bonnet. Even a sunbonnet would have been welcome and have made her feel +more like herself. + +David did not see how pretty she looked when he came to take her to the +dining room ten minutes later. His eyes were looking into the hard future, +and he was steeling himself against the glances of others. He must be the +model bridegroom in the sight of all who knew him. His pride bore him out +in this. He had acquaintances all along the way home. + +They were expecting the bridal party, for David had arranged that a fine +dinner should be ready for his bride. Fine it was, with the best cooking +and table service the mistress of the tavern could command, and with many +a little touch new and strange to Marcia, and therefore interesting. It +was all a lovely play till she looked at David. + +David ate but little, and Marcia felt she must hurry through the meal for +his sake. Then when the carryall was ready he put her in and they drove +away. + +Marcia’s keen intuition told her how many little things had been thought +of and planned for, for the comfort of the one who was to have taken this +journey with David. Gradually the thought of how terrible it was for him, +and how dreadful of Kate to have brought this sorrow upon him, overcame +all other thoughts. + +Sitting thus quietly, with her hands folded tight in the faded bunch of +roses little Harriet had given her at parting, the last remaining of the +flowers she had carried with her, Marcia let the tears come. Silently they +flowed in gentle rain, and had not David been borne down with the thought +of his own sorrow he must have noticed long before he did the sadness of +the sweet young face beside him. But she turned away from him as much as +possible that he might not see, and so they must have driven for half an +hour through a dim sweet wood before he happened to catch a sight of the +tear-wet face, and knew suddenly that there were other troubles in the +world beside his own. + +“Why, child, what is the matter?†he said, turning to her with grave +concern. “Are you so tired? I’m afraid I have been very dull company,†+with a sigh. “You must forgive me—child, to-day.†+ +“Oh, David, don’t,†said Marcia putting her face down into her hands and +crying now regardless of the roses. “I do not want you to think of me. It +is dreadful, dreadful for you. I am so sorry for you. I wish I could do +something.†+ +“Dear child!†he said, putting his hand upon hers. “Bless you for that. +But do not let your heart be troubled about me. Try to forget me and be +happy. It is not for you to bear, this trouble.†+ +“But I must bear it,†said Marcia, sitting up and trying to stop crying. +“She was my sister and she did an awful thing. I cannot forget it. How +could she, how _could_ she do it? How could she leave a man like you +that—†Marcia stopped, her brown eyes flashing fiercely as she thought of +Captain Leavenworth’s hateful look at her that night in the moonlight. She +shuddered and hid her face in her hands once more and cried with all the +fervor of her young and undisciplined soul. + +David did not know what to do with a young woman in tears. Had it been +Kate his alarm would have vied with a delicious sense of his own power to +comfort, but even the thought of comforting any one but Kate was now a +bitter thing. Was it always going to be so? Would he always have to start +and shrink with sudden remembrance of his pain at every turn of his way? +He drew a deep sigh and looked helplessly at his companion. Then he did a +hard thing. He tried to justify Kate, just as he had been trying all the +morning to justify her to himself. The odd thing about it all was that the +very deepest sting of his sorrow was that Kate could have done this thing! +His peerless Kate! + +“She cared for him,†he breathed the words as if they hurt him. + +“She should have told you so before then. She should not have let you +think she cared for you—_ever!_†said Marcia fiercely. Strangely enough +the plain truth was bitter to the man to hear, although he had been +feeling it in his soul ever since they had discovered the flight of the +bride. + +“Perhaps there was too much pressure brought to bear upon her,†he said +lamely. “Looking back I can see times when she did not second me with +regard to hurrying the marriage, so warmly as I could have wished. I laid +it to her shyness. Yet she seemed happy when we met. Did you—did she—have +you any idea she had been planning this for long, or was it sudden?†+ +The words were out now, the thing he longed to know. It had been writing +its fiery way through his soul. Had she meant to torture him this way all +along, or was it the yielding to a sudden impulse that perhaps she had +already repented? He looked at Marcia with piteous, almost pleading eyes, +and her tortured young soul would have given anything to have been able to +tell him what he wanted to know. Yet she could not help him. She knew no +more than he. She steadied her own nerves and tried to tell all she knew +or surmised, tried her best to reveal Kate in her true character before +him. Not that she wished to speak ill of her sister, only that she would +be true and give this lover a chance to escape some of the pain if +possible, by seeing the real Kate as she was at home without varnish or +furbelows. Yet she reflected that those who knew Kate’s shallowness well, +still loved her in spite of it, and always bowed to her wishes. + +Gradually their talk subsided into deep silence once more, broken only by +the jog-trot of the horse or the stray note of some bird. + +The road wound into the woods with its fragrant scents of hemlock, spruce +and wintergreen, and out into a broad, hot, sunny way. + +The bees hummed in the flowers, and the grasshoppers sang hotly along the +side of the dusty road. Over the whole earth there seemed to be the sound +of a soft simmering, as if nature were boiling down her sweets, the better +to keep them during the winter. + +The strain of the day’s excitement and hurry and the weariness of sorrow +were beginning to tell upon the two travellers. The road was heavy with +dust and the horse plodded monotonously through it. With the drone of the +insects and the glare of the afternoon sun, it was not strange that little +by little a great drowsiness came over Marcia and her head began to droop +like a poor wilted flower until she was fast asleep. + +David noticed that she slept, and drew her head against his shoulder that +she might rest more comfortably. Then he settled back to his own pain, a +deeper pang coming as he thought how different it would have been if the +head resting against his shoulder had been golden instead of brown. Then +soon he too fell asleep, and the old horse, going slow, and yet more +slowly, finding no urging voice behind her and seeing no need to hurry +herself, came at last on the way to the shade of an apple tree, and +halted, finding it a pleasant place to remain and think until the heat of +the afternoon was passed. Awhile she ate the tender grass that grew +beneath the generous shade, and nipped daintily at an apple or two that +hung within tempting reach. Then she too drooped her white lashes, and +nodded and drooped, and took an afternoon nap. + +A farmer, trundling by in his empty hay wagon, found them so, looked +curiously at them, then drew up his team and came and prodded David in the +chest with his long hickory stick. + +“Wake up, there, stranger, and move on,†he called, as he jumped back into +his wagon and took up the reins. “We don’t want no tipsy folks around +these parts,†and with a loud clatter he rode on. + +David, whose strong temperance principles had made him somewhat marked in +his own neighborhood, roused and flushed over the insinuation, and started +up the lazy horse, which flung out guiltily upon the way as if to make up +for lost time. The driver, however, was soon lost in his own troubles, +which returned upon him with redoubled sharpness as new sorrow always does +after brief sleep. + +But Marcia slept on. + + + + + + CHAPTER VIII + + +Owing to the horse’s nap by the roadside, it was quite late in the evening +when they reached the town and David saw the lights of his own +neighborhood gleaming in the distance. He was glad it was late, for now +there would be no one to meet them that night. His friends would think, +perhaps, that they had changed their plans and stopped over night on the +way, or met with some detention. + +Marcia still slept. + +David as he drew near the house began to feel that perhaps he had made a +mistake in carrying out his marriage just as if nothing had happened and +everything was all right. It would be too great a strain upon him to live +there in that house without Kate, and come home every night just as he had +planned it, and not to find her there to greet him as he had hoped. Oh, if +he might turn even now and flee from it, out into the wilderness somewhere +and hide himself from human kind, where no one would know, and no one ever +ask him about his wife! + +He groaned in spirit as the horse drew up to the door, and the heavy head +of the sweet girl who was his wife reminded him that he could not go away, +but must stay and face the responsibilities of life which he had taken +upon himself, and bear the pain that was his. It was not the fault of the +girl he had married. She sorrowed for him truly, and he felt deeply +grateful for the great thing she had done to save his pride. + +He leaned over and touched her shoulder gently to rouse her, but her sleep +was deep and healthy, the sleep of exhausted youth. She did not rouse nor +even open her eyes, but murmured half audibly; “David has come, Kate, +hurry!†+ +Half guessing what had passed the night he arrived, David stooped and +tenderly gathered her up in his arms. He felt a bond of kindliness far +deeper than brotherly love. It was a bond of common suffering, and by her +own choice she had made herself his comrade in his trouble. He would at +least save her what suffering he could. + +She did not waken as he carried her into the house, nor when he took her +upstairs and laid her gently upon the white bed that had been prepared for +the bridal chamber. + +The moonlight stole in at the small-paned windows and fell across the +floor, showing every object in the room plainly. David lighted a candle +and set it upon the high mahogany chest of drawers. The light flickered +and played over the sweet face and Marcia slept on. + +David went downstairs and put up the horse, and then returned, but Marcia +had not stirred. He stood a moment looking at her helplessly. It did not +seem right to leave her this way, and yet it was a pity to disturb her +sleep, she seemed so weary. It had been a long ride and the day had been +filled with unwonted excitement. He felt it himself, and what must it be +for her? She was a woman. + +David had the old-fashioned gallant idea of woman. + +Clumsily he untied the gay blue ribbons and pulled the jaunty poke bonnet +out of her way. The luxuriant hair, unused to the confinement of combs, +fell rich about her sleep-flushed face. Contentedly she nestled down, the +bonnet out of her way, her red lips parted the least bit with a half +smile, the black lashes lying long upon her rosy cheek, one childish hand +upon which gleamed the new wedding ring—that was not hers,—lying relaxed +and appealing upon her breast, rising and falling with her breath. A +lovely bride! + +David, stern, true, pained and appreciative, suddenly awakened to what a +dreadful thing he had done. + +Here was this lovely woman, her womanhood not yet unfolded from the bud, +but lovely in promise even as her sister had been in truth, her charms, +her dreams, her woman’s ways, her love, her very life, taken by him as +ruthlessly and as thoughtlessly as though she had been but a wax doll, and +put into a home where she could not possibly be what she ought to be, +because the place belonged to another. Thrown away upon a man without a +heart! That was what she was! A sacrifice to his pride! There was no other +way to put it. + +It fairly frightened him to think of the promises he had made. “Love, +honor, cherish,†yes, all those he had promised, and in a way he could +perform, but not in the sense that the wedding ceremony had meant, not in +the way in which he would have performed them had the bride been Kate, the +choice of his love. Oh, why, why had this awful thing come upon him! + +And now his conscience told him he had done wrong to take this girl away +from the possibilities of joy in the life that might have been hers, and +sacrifice her for the sake of saving his own sufferings, and to keep his +friends from knowing that the girl he was to marry had jilted him. + +As he stood before the lovely, defenceless girl her very beauty and +innocence arraigned him. He felt that God would hold him accountable for +the act he had so thoughtlessly committed that day, and a burden of +responsibility settled upon his weight of sorrow that made him groan +aloud. For a moment his soul cried out against it in rebellion. Why could +he not have loved this sweet self-sacrificing girl instead of her fickle +sister? Why? Why? She might perhaps have loved him in return, but now +nothing could ever be! Earth was filled with a black sorrow, and life +henceforth meant renunciation and one long struggle to hide his trouble +from the world. + +But the girl whom he had selfishly drawn into the darkness of his sorrow +with him, she must not be made to suffer more than he could help. He must +try to make her happy, and keep her as much as possible from knowing what +she had missed by coming with him! His lips set in stern resolve, and a +purpose, half prayer, went up on record before God, that he would save her +as much as he knew how. + +Lying helpless so, she appealed to him. Asking nothing she yet demanded +all from him in the name of true chivalry. How readily had she given up +all for him! How sweetly she had said she would fill the place left vacant +by her sister, just to save him pain and humiliation! + +A desire to stoop and kiss the fair face came to him, not for affection’s +sake, but reverently, as if to render to her before God some fitting sign +that he knew and understood her act of self sacrifice, and would not +presume upon it. + +Slowly, as though he were performing a religious ceremony, a sacred duty +laid upon him on high, David stooped over her, bringing his face to the +gentle sleeping one. Her sweet breath fanned his cheek like the almost +imperceptible fragrance of a bud not fully opened yet to give forth its +sweetness to the world. His soul, awake and keen through the thoughts that +had just come to him, gave homage to her sweetness, sadly, wistfully, half +wishing his spirit free to gather this sweetness for his own. + +And so he brought his lips to hers, and kissed her, his bride, yet not his +bride. Kissed her for the second time. That thought came to him with the +touch of the warm lips and startled him. Had there been something +significant in the fact that he had met Marcia first and kissed her +instead of Kate by mistake? + +It seemed as though the sleeping lips clung to his lingeringly, and half +responded to the kiss, as Marcia in her dreams lived over again the kiss +she had received by her father’s gate in the moonlight. Only the dream +lover was her own and not another’s. David, as he lifted up his head and +looked at her gravely, saw a half smile illuminating her lips as if the +sleeping soul within had felt the touch and answered to the call. + +With a deep sigh he turned away, blew out the candle, and left her with +the moonbeams in her chamber. He walked sadly to a rear room of the house +and lay down upon the bed, his whole soul crying out in agony at his +miserable state. + + + +Kate, the careless one, who had made all this heart-break and misery, had +quarreled with her husband already because he did not further some +expensive whim of hers. She had told him she was sorry she had not stayed +where she was and carried on her marriage with David as she had planned to +do. Now she sat sulkily in her room alone, too angry to sleep; while her +husband smoked sullenly in the barroom below, and drank frequent glasses +of brandy to fortify himself against Kate’s moods. + +Kate was considering whether or not she had been a fool in marrying the +captain instead of David, though she called herself by a much milder word +than that. The romance was already worn away. She wished for her trunk and +her pretty furbelows. Her father’s word of reconciliation would doubtless +come in a few days, also the trunks. + +After all there was intense satisfaction to Kate in having broken all +bounds and done as she pleased. Of course it would have been a bit more +comfortable if David had not been so absurdly in earnest, and believed in +her so thoroughly. But it was nice to have some one believe in you no +matter what you did, and David would always do that. It began to look +doubtful if the captain would. But David would never marry, she was sure, +and perhaps, by and by, when everything had been forgotten and forgiven, +she might establish a pleasant relationship with him again. It would be +charming to coquet with him. He made love so earnestly, and his great eyes +were so handsome when he looked at one with his whole soul in them. Yes, +she certainly must keep in with him, for it would be good to have a friend +like that when her husband was off at sea with his ship. Now that she was +a married woman she would be free from all such childish trammels as being +guarded at home and never going anywhere alone. She could go to New York, +and she would let David know where she was and he would come up on +business and perhaps take her to the theatre. To be sure, she had heard +David express views against theatre-going, and she knew he was as much of +a church man, almost, as her father, but she was sure she could coax him +to do anything for her, and she had always wanted to go to the theatre. +His scruples might be strong, but she knew his love for her, and thought +it was stronger. She had read in his eyes that it would never fail her. +Yes, she thought, she would begin at once to make a friend of David. She +would write him a letter asking forgiveness, and then she would keep him +under her influence. There was no telling what might happen with her +husband off at sea so much. It was well to be foresighted, besides, it +would be wholesome for the captain to know she had another friend. He +might be less stubborn. What a nuisance that the marriage vows had to be +taken for life! It would be much nicer if they could be put off as easily +as they were put on. Rather hard on some women perhaps, but she could keep +any man as long as she chose, and then—she snapped her pretty thumb and +finger in the air to express her utter disdain for the man whom she chose +to cast off. + +It seemed that Kate, in running away from her father’s house and her +betrothed bridegroom, and breaking the laws of respectable society, had +with that act given over all attempt at any principle. + +So she set herself down to write her letter, with a pout here and a dimple +there, and as much pretty gentleness as if she had been talking with her +own bewitching face and eyes quite near to his. She knew she could bewitch +him if she chose, and she was in the mood just now to choose very much, +for she was deeply angry with her husband. + +She had ever been utterly heartless when she pleased, knowing that it +needed but her returning smile, sweet as a May morning, to bring her much +abused subjects fondly to her feet once more. It did not strike her that +this time she had sinned not only against her friends, but against heaven, +and God-given love, and that a time of reckoning must come to her,—had +come, indeed. + +She had never believed they would be angry with her, her father least of +all. She had no thought they would do anything desperate. She had expected +the wedding would be put off indefinitely, that the servants would be sent +out hither and yon in hot haste to unbid the guests, upon some pretext of +accident or illness, and that it would be left to rest until the village +had ceased to wonder and her real marriage with Captain Leavenworth could +be announced. + +She had counted upon David to stand up for her. She had not understood how +her father’s righteous soul would be stirred to the depths of shame and +utter disgrace over her wanton action. Not that she would have been in the +least deterred from doing as she pleased had she understood, only that she +counted upon too great power with all of them. + +When the letter was written it sounded quite pathetic and penitent, +putting all the blame of her action upon her husband, and making herself +out a poor, helpless, sweet thing, bewildered by so much love put upon +her, and suggesting, just in a hint, that perhaps after all she had made a +mistake not to have kept David’s love instead of the wilder, fiercer one. +She ended by begging David to be her friend forever, and leaving an +impression with him, though it was but slight, that already shadows had +crossed her path that made her feel his friendship might be needed some +day. + +It was a letter calculated to drive such a lover as David had been, half +mad with anguish, even without the fact of his hasty marriage added to the +situation. + +And in due time, by coach, the letter came to David. + + + + + + CHAPTER IX + + +The morning sunbeams fell across the floor when Marcia awoke suddenly to a +sense of her new surroundings. For a moment she could not think where she +was nor how she came there. She looked about the unfamiliar walls, covered +with paper decorated in landscapes—a hill in the distance with a tall +castle among the trees, a blue lake in the foreground and two maidens +sitting pensively upon a green bank with their arms about one another. +Marcia liked it. She felt there was a story in it. She would like to +imagine about the lives of those two girls when she had more time. + +There were no pictures in the room to mar those upon the paper, but the +walls did not look bare. Everything was new and stiff and needed a woman’s +hand to bring the little homey touches, but the newness was a delight to +the girl. It was as good as the time when she was a little girl and played +house with Mary Ann down on the old flat stone in the pasture, with acorns +for cups and saucers, and bits of broken china carefully treasured upon +the mossy shelves in among the roots of the old elm tree that arched over +the stone. + +She was stiff from the long ride, but her sleep had wonderfully refreshed +her, and now she was ready to go to work. She wondered as she rose how she +got upon that bed, how the blue bonnet got untied and laid upon the chair +beside her. Surely she could not have done it herself and have no memory +of it. Had she walked upstairs herself, or did some one carry her? Did +David perhaps? Good kind David! A bird hopped upon the window seat and +trilled a song, perked his head knowingly at her and flitted away. Marcia +went to the window to look after him, and was held by the new sights that +met her gaze. She could catch glimpses of houses through bowers of vines, +and smoke rising from chimneys. She wondered who lived near, and if there +were girls who would prove pleasant companions. Then she suddenly +remembered that she was a girl no longer and must associate with married +women hereafter. + +But suddenly the clock on the church steeple across the way warned her +that it was late, and with a sense of deserving reprimand she hurried +downstairs. + +The fire was already lighted and David had brought in fresh water. So much +his intuition had told him was necessary. He had been brought up by three +maiden aunts who thought that a man in the kitchen was out of his sphere, +so the kitchen was an unknown quantity to him. + +Marcia entered the room as if she were not quite certain of her welcome. +She was coming into a kingdom she only half understood. + +“Good morning,†she said shyly, and a lovely color stole into her cheeks. +Once more David’s conscience smote him as her waking beauty intensified +the impression made the night before. + +“Good morning,†he said gravely, studying her face as he might have +studied some poor waif whom he had unknowingly run over in the night and +picked up to resuscitate. “Are you rested? You were very tired last +night.†+ +“What a baby I was!†said Marcia deprecatingly, with a soft little gurgle +of a laugh like a merry brook. David was amazed to find she had two +dimples located about as Kate’s were, only deeper, and more gentle in +their expression. + +“Did I sleep all the afternoon after we left the canal? And did you have +hard work to get me into the house and upstairs?†+ +“You slept most soundly,†said David, smiling in spite of his heavy heart. +“It seemed a pity to waken you, so I did the next best thing and put you +to bed as well as I knew how.†+ +“It was very good of you,†said Marcia, coming over to him with her hands +clasped earnestly, “and I don’t know how to thank you.†+ +There was something quaint and old-fashioned in her way of speaking, and +it struck David pitifully that she should be thanking her husband, the man +who had pledged himself to care for her all his life. It seemed that +everywhere he turned his conscience would be continually reproaching him. + +It was a dainty breakfast to which they presently sat down. There was +plenty of bread and fresh butter just from the hands of the best +butter-maker in the county; the eggs had been laid the day before, and the +bacon was browned just right. Marcia well knew how to make coffee, there +was cream rich and yellow as ever came from the cows at home and there +were blackberries as large and fine every bit as those Marcia picked but a +few days before for the purchase of her pink sprigged chintz. + +David watched her deft movements and all at once keen smiting conscience +came to remind him that Marcia was defrauded of all the loving interchange +of mirth that would have been if Kate had been here. Also, keener still +the thought that Kate had not wanted it: that she had preferred the love +of another man to his, and that these joys had not been held in dear +anticipation with her as they had with him. He had been a fool. All these +months of waiting for his marriage he had thought that he and Kate held +feelings in common, joys and hopes and tender thoughts of one another; +and, behold, he was having these feelings all to himself, fool and blind +that he was! A bitter sigh came to his lips, and Marcia, eager in the +excitement of getting her first breakfast upon her own responsibility, +heard and forgot to smile over the completed work. She could hardly eat +what she had prepared, her heart felt David’s sadness so keenly. + +Shyly she poured the amber coffee and passed it to David. She was pleased +that he drank it eagerly and passed his cup back for more. He ate but +little, but seemed to approve of all she had done. + +After breakfast David went down to the office. He had told Marcia that he +would step over and tell his aunts of their arrival, and they would +probably come over in the course of the day to greet her. He would be back +to dinner at twelve. He suggested that she spend her time in resting, as +she must be weary yet. Then hesitating, he went out and closed the door +behind him. He waited again on the door stone outside and opened the door +to ask: + +“You won’t be lonesome, will you, child?†He had the feeling of troubled +responsibility upon him. + +“Oh, no!†said Marcia brightly, smiling back. She thought it so kind of +him to take the trouble to think of her. She was quite anticipating a trip +of investigation over her new domain, and the pleasure of feeling that she +was mistress and might do as she pleased. Yet she stood by the window +after he was gone and watched his easy strides down the street with a +feeling of mingled pride and disappointment. It was a very nice play she +was going through, and David was handsome, and her young heart swelled +with pride to belong to him, but after all there was something left out. A +great lack, a great unknown longing unsatisfied. What was it? What made +it? Was it David’s sorrow? + +She turned with a sigh as he disappeared around a curve in the sidewalk +and was lost to view. Then casting aside the troubles which were trying to +settle upon her, she gave herself up to a morning of pure delight. + +She flew about the kitchen putting things to rights, washing the delicate +sprigged china with its lavendar sprays and buff bands, and putting it +tenderly upon the shelves behind the glass doors; shoving the table back +against the wall demurely with dropped leaves. It did not take long. + +There was no need to worry about the dinner. There was a leg of lamb +beautifully cooked, half a dozen pies, their flaky crusts bearing witness +to the culinary skill of the aunts, a fruit cake, a pound cake, a jar of +delectable cookies and another of fat sugary doughnuts, three loaves of +bread, and a sheet of puffy rusks with their shining tops dusted with +sugar. Besides the preserve closet was rich in all kinds of preserves, +jellies and pickles. No, it would not take long to get dinner. + +It was into the great parlor that Marcia peeped first. It had been toward +that room that her hopes and fears had turned while she washed the dishes. + +The Schuylers were one of the few families in those days that possessed a +musical instrument, and it had been the delight of Marcia’s heart. She +seemed to have a natural talent for music, and many an hour she spent at +the old spinet drawing tender tones from the yellowed keys. The spinet had +been in the family for a number of years and very proud had the Schuyler +girls been of it. Kate could rattle off gay waltzes and merry, rollicking +tunes that fairly made the feet of the sedate village maidens flutter in +time to their melody, but Marcia’s music had always been more tender and +spiritual. Dear old hymns, she loved, and some of the old classics. +“Stupid old things without any tune,†Kate called them. But Marcia +persevered in playing them until she could bring out the beautiful +passages in a way that at least satisfied herself. Her one great desire +had been to take lessons of a real musician and be able to play the +wonderful things that the old masters had composed. It is true that very +few of these had come in her way. One somewhat mutilated copy of Handel’s +“Creation,†a copy of Haydn’s “Messiah,†and a few fragments of an old +book of Bach’s Fugues and Preludes. Many of these she could not play at +all, but others she had managed to pick out. A visit from a cousin who +lived in Boston and told of the concerts given there by the Handel and +Haydn Society had served to strengthen her deeper interest in music. The +one question that had been going over in her mind ever since she awoke had +been whether there was a musical instrument in the house. She felt that if +there was not she would miss the old spinet in her father’s house more +than any other thing about her childhood’s home. + +So with fear and trepidation she entered the darkened room, where the +careful aunts had drawn the thick green shades. The furniture stood about +in shadowed corners, and every footfall seemed a fearsome thing. + +Marcia’s bright eyes hurried furtively about, noting the great glass knobs +that held the lace curtains with heavy silk cords, the round mahogany +table, with its china vase of “everlastings,†the high, stiff-backed +chairs all decked in elaborate antimacassars of intricate pattern. Then, +in the furthest corner, shrouded in dark coverings she found what she was +searching for. With a cry she sprang to it, touched its polished wood with +gentle fingers, and lovingly felt for the keyboard. It was closed. Marcia +pushed up the shade to see better, and opened the instrument cautiously. + +It was a pianoforte of the latest pattern, and with exclamations of +delight she sat down and began to strike chords, softly at first, as if +half afraid, then more boldly. The tone was sweeter than the old spinet, +or the harpsichord owned by Squire Hartrandt. Marcia marvelled at the +volume of sound. It filled the room and seemed to echo through the empty +halls. + +She played soft little airs from memory, and her soul was filled with joy. +Now she knew she would never be lonely in the new life, for she would +always have this wonderful instrument to flee to when she felt homesick. + +Across the hall were two square rooms, the front one furnished as a +library. Here were rows of books behind glass doors. Marcia looked at them +with awe. Might she read them all? She resolved to cultivate her mind that +she might be a fit companion for David. She knew he was wise beyond his +years for she had heard her father say so. She went nearer and scanned the +titles, and at once there looked out to her from the rows of bindings a +few familiar faces of books she had read and re-read. “Thaddeus of +Warsaw,†“The Scottish Chiefs,†“Mysteries of Udolpho,†“Romance of the +Forest,†“Baker’s Livy,†“Rollin’s History,†“Pilgrim’s Progress,†and a +whole row of Sir Walter Scott’s novels. She caught her breath with +delight. What pleasure was opening before her! All of Scott! And she had +read but one! + +It was with difficulty she tore herself away from the tempting shelves and +went on to the rest of the house. + +Back of David’s library was a sunny sitting room, or breakfast room,—or +“dining room†as it would be called at the present time. In Marcia’s time +the family ate most of their meals in one end of the large bright kitchen, +that end furnished with a comfortable lounge, a few bookshelves, a thick +ingrain carpet, and a blooming geranium in the wide window seat. But there +was always the other room for company, for “high days and holidays.†+ +Out of this morning room the pantry opened with its spicy odors of +preserves and fruit cake. + +Marcia looked about her well pleased. The house itself was a part of +David’s inheritance, his mother’s family homestead. Things were all on a +grand scale for a bride. Most brides began in a very simple way and +climbed up year by year. How Kate would have liked it all! David must have +had in mind her fastidious tastes, and spent a great deal of money in +trying to please her. That piano must have been very expensive. Once more +Marcia felt how David had loved Kate and a pang went through her as she +wondered however he was to live without her. Her young soul had not yet +awakened to the question of how _she_ was to live _with_ him, while his +heart went continually mourning for one who was lost to him forever. + +The rooms upstairs were all pleasant, spacious, and comfortably furnished. +There was no suggestion of bareness or anything left unfinished. Much of +the furniture was old, having belonged to David’s mother, and was in a +state of fine preservation, a possession of which to be justly proud. + +There were four rooms besides the one in which Marcia had slept: a front +and back on the opposite side of the hall, a room just back of her own, +and one at the end of the hall over the large kitchen. + +She entered them all and looked about. The three beside her own in the +front part of the house were all large and airy, furnished with high +four-posted bedsteads, and pretty chintz hangings. Each was immaculate in +its appointments. Cautiously she lifted the latch of the back room. David +had not slept in any of the others, for the bedcoverings and pillows were +plump and undisturbed. Ah! It was here in the back room that he had +carried his heavy heart, as far away from the rest of the house as +possible! + +The bed was rumpled as if some one had thrown himself heavily down without +stopping to undress. There was water in the washbowl and a towel lay +carelessly across a chair as if it had been hastily used. There was a +newspaper on the bureau and a handkerchief on the floor. Marcia looked +sadly about at these signs of occupancy, her eyes dwelling upon each +detail. It was here that David had suffered, and her loving heart longed +to help him in his suffering. + +But there was nothing in the room to keep her, and remembering the fire +she had left upon the hearth, which must be almost spent and need +replenishing by this time, she turned to go downstairs. + +Just at the door something caught her eye under the edge of the chintz +valence round the bed. It was but the very tip of the corner of an old +daguerreotype, but for some reason Marcia was moved to stoop and draw it +from its concealment. Then she saw it was her sister’s saucy, pretty face +that laughed back at her in defiance from the picture. + +As if she had touched something red hot Marcia dropped it, and pushed it +with her foot far back under the bed. Then shutting the door quickly she +went downstairs. Was it always to be thus? Would Kate ever blight all her +joy from this time forth? + + + + + + CHAPTER X + + +Marcia’s cheeks were flushed when David came home to dinner, for at the +last she had to hurry. + +As he stood in the doorway of the wide kitchen and caught the odor of the +steaming platter of green corn she was putting upon the table, David +suddenly realized that he had eaten scarcely anything for breakfast. + +Also, he felt a certain comfort from the sweet steady look of wistful +sympathy in Marcia’s eyes. Did he fancy it, or was there a new look upon +her face, a more reserved bearing, less childish, more touched by sad +knowledge of life and its bitterness? It was mere fancy of course, +something he had just not noticed. He had seen so little of her before. + +In the heart of the maiden there stirred a something which she did not +quite understand, something brought to life by the sight of her sister’s +daguerreotype lying at the edge of the valence, where it must have fallen +from David’s pocket without his knowledge as he lay asleep. It had seemed +to put into tangible form the solid wall of fact that hung between her and +any hope of future happiness as a wife, and for the first time she too +began to realize what she had sacrificed in thus impetuously throwing her +young life into the breach that it might be healed. But she was not +sorry,—not yet, anyway,—only frightened, and filled with dreary +forebodings. + +The meal was a pleasant one, though constrained. David roused himself to +be cheerful for Marcia’s sake, as he would have done with any other +stranger, and the girl, suddenly grown sensitive, felt it, and appreciated +it, yet did not understand why it made her unhappy. + +She was anxious to please him, and kept asking if the potatoes were +seasoned right and if his corn were tender, and if he wouldn’t have +another cup of coffee. Her cheeks were quite red with the effort at +matronly dignity when David was finally through his dinner and gone back +to the office, and two big tears came and sat in her eyes for a moment, +but were persuaded with a determined effort to sink back again into those +unfathomable wells that lie in the depths of a woman’s eyes. She longed to +get out of doors and run wild and free in the old south pasture for +relief. She did not know how different it all was from the first dinner of +the ordinary young married couple; so stiff and formal, with no gentle +touches, no words of love, no glances that told more than words. And yet, +child as she was, she felt it, a lack somewhere, she knew not what. + +But training is a great thing. Marcia had been trained to be on the alert +for the next duty and to do it before she gave herself time for any of her +own thoughts. The dinner table was awaiting her attention, and there was +company coming. + +She glanced at the tall clock in the hall and found she had scarcely an +hour before she might expect David’s aunts, for David had brought her word +that they would come and spend the afternoon and stay to tea. + +She shrank from the ordeal and wished David had seen fit to stay and +introduce her. It would have been a relief to have had him for a shelter. +Somehow she knew that he would have stayed if it had been Kate, and that +thought pained her, with a quick sharpness like the sting of an insect. +She wondered if she were growing selfish, that it should hurt to find +herself of so little account. And, yet, it was to be expected, and she +must stop thinking about it. Of course, Kate was the one he had chosen and +Kate would always be the only one to him. + +It did not take her long to reduce the dinner table to order and put all +things in readiness for tea time; and in doing her work Marcia’s thoughts +flew to pleasanter themes. She wondered what Dolly and Debby, the servants +at home, would say if they could see her pretty china and the nice +kitchen. They had always been fond of her, and naturally her new honors +made her wish to have her old friends see her. What would Mary Ann say? +What fun it would be to have Mary Ann there sometime. It would be almost +like the days when they had played house under the old elm on the big flat +stone, only this would be a real house with real sprigged china instead of +bits of broken things. Then she fell into a song, one they sang in school, + + “Sister, thou wast mild and lovely, + Gentle as the summer breeze, + Pleasant as the air of evening + When it floats among the trees.†+ +But the first words set her to thinking of her own sister, and how little +the song applied to her, and she thought with a sigh how much better it +would have been, how much less bitter, if Kate had been that way and had +lain down to die and they could have laid her away in the little hilly +graveyard under the weeping willows, and felt about her as they did about +the girl for whom that song was written. + +The work was done, and Marcia arrayed in one of the simplest of Kate’s +afternoon frocks, when the brass knocker sounded through the house, +startling her with its unfamiliar sound. + +Breathlessly she hurried downstairs. The crucial moment had come when she +must stand to meet her new relatives alone. With her hand trembling she +opened the door, but there was only one person standing on the stoop, a +girl of about her own age, perhaps a few months younger. Her hair was red, +her face was freckled, and her blue eyes under the red lashes danced with +repressed mischief. Her dress was plain and she wore a calico sunbonnet of +chocolate color. + +“Let me in quick before Grandma sees me,†she demanded unceremoniously, +entering at once before there was opportunity for invitation. “Grandma +thinks I’ve gone to the store, so she won’t expect me for a little while. +I was jest crazy to see how you looked. I’ve ben watchin’ out o’ the +window all the morning, but I couldn’t ketch a glimpse of you. When David +came out this morning I thought you’d sure be at the kitchen door to kiss +him good-bye, but you wasn’t, and I watched every chance I could get, but +I couldn’t see you till you run out in the garden fer corn. Then I saw you +good, fer I was out hangin’ up dish towels. You didn’t have a sunbonnet +on, so I could see real well. And when I saw how young you was I made up +my mind I’d get acquainted in spite of Grandma. You don’t mind my comin’ +over this way without bein’ dressed up, do you? There wouldn’t be any way +to get here without Grandma seeing me, you know, if I put on my Sunday +clo’es.†+ +“I’m glad you came!†said Marcia impulsively, feeling a rush of something +like tears in her throat at the relief of delay from the aunts. “Come in +and sit down. Who are you, and why wouldn’t your Grandmother like you to +come?†+ +The strange girl laughed a mirthless laugh. + +“Me? Oh, I’m Mirandy. Nobody ever calls me anything but Mirandy. My pa +left ma when I was a baby an’ never come back, an’ ma died, and I live +with Grandma Heath. An’ Grandma’s mad ’cause David didn’t marry Hannah +Heath. She wanted him to an’ she did everything she could to make him pay +’tention to Hannah, give her fine silk frocks, two of ’em, and a real pink +parasol, but David he never seemed to know the parasol was pink at all, +fer he’d never offer to hold it over Hannah even when Grandma made him +walk with her home from church ahead of us. So when it come out that David +was really going to marry, and wouldn’t take Hannah, Grandma got as mad as +could be and said we never any of us should step over his door sill. But +I’ve stepped, I have, and Grandma can’t help herself.†+ +“And who is Hannah Heath?†questioned the dazed young bride. It appeared +there was more than a sister to be taken into account. + +“Hannah? Oh, Hannah is my cousin, Uncle Jim’s oldest daughter, and she’s +getting on toward thirty somewhere. She has whitey-yellow hair and light +blue eyes and is tall and real pretty. She held her head high fer a good +many years waitin’ fer David, and I guess she feels she made a mistake +now. I noticed she bowed real sweet to Hermon Worcester last Sunday and +let him hold her parasol all the way to Grandma’s gate. Hannah was mad as +hops when she heard that you had gold hair and blue eyes, for it did seem +hard to be beaten by a girl of the same kind? but you haven’t, have you? +Your hair is almost black and your eyes are brownie-brown. You’re years +younger than Hannah, too. My! Won’t she be astonished when she sees you! +But I don’t understand how it got around about your having gold hair. It +was a man that stopped at your father’s house once told it——†+ +“It was my sister!†said Marcia, and then blushed crimson to think how +near she had come to revealing the truth which must not be known. + +“Your sister? Have you got a sister with gold hair?†+ +“Yes, he must have seen her,†said Marcia confusedly. She was not used to +evasion. + +“How funny!†said Miranda. “Well, I’m glad he did, for it made Hannah so +jealous it was funny. But I guess she’ll get a set-back when she sees how +young you are. You’re not as pretty as I thought you would be, but I +believe I like you better.†+ +Miranda’s frank speech reminded Marcia of Mary Ann and made her feel quite +at home with her curious visitor. She did not mind being told she was not +up to the mark of beauty. From her point of view she was not nearly so +pretty as Kate, and her only fear was that her lack of beauty might reveal +the secret and bring confusion to David. But she need not have feared: no +one watching the two girls, as they sat in the large sunny room and faced +each other, but would have smiled to think the homely crude girl could +suggest that the other calm, cool bud of womanhood was not as near +perfection of beauty as a bud could be expected to come. There was always +something child-like about Marcia’s face, especially her profile, +something deep and other-world-like in her eyes, that gave her an +appearance so distinguished from other girls that the word “pretty†did +not apply, and surface observers might have passed her by when searching +for prettiness, but not so those who saw soul beauties. + +But Miranda’s time was limited, and she wanted to make as much of it as +possible. + +“Say, I heard you making music this morning. Won’t you do it for me? I’d +just love to hear you.†+ +Marcia’s face lit up with responsive enthusiasm, and she led the way to +the darkened parlor and folded back the covers of the precious piano. She +played some tender little airs she loved as she would have played them for +Mary Ann, and the two young things stood there together, children in +thought and feeling, half a generation apart in position, and neither +recognized the difference. + +“My land!†said the visitor, “’f I could play like that I wouldn’t care ef +I had freckles and no father and red hair,†and looking up Marcia saw +tears in the light blue eyes, and knew she had a kindred feeling in her +heart for Miranda. + +They had been talking a minute or two when the knocker suddenly sounded +through the long hall again making both girls start. Miranda boldly +tiptoed over to the front window and peeped between the green slats of the +Venetian blind to see who was at the door, while Marcia started guiltily +and quickly closed the instrument. + +“It’s David’s aunts,†announced Miranda in a stage whisper hurriedly. “I +might ’a’ known they would come this afternoon. Well, I had first try at +you anyway, and I like you real well. May I come again and hear you play? +You go quick to the door, and I’ll slip into the kitchen till they get in, +and then I’ll go out the kitchen door and round the house out the little +gate so Grandma won’t see me. I must hurry for I ought to have been back +ten minutes ago.†+ +“But you haven’t been to the store,†said Marcia in a dismayed whisper. + +“Oh, well, that don’t matter! I’ll tell her they didn’t have what she sent +me for. Good-bye. You better hurry.†So saying, she disappeared into the +kitchen; and Marcia, startled by such easy morality, stood dazed until the +knocker sounded forth again, this time a little more peremptorily, as the +elder aunt took her turn at it. + +And so at last Marcia was face to face with the Misses Spafford. + +They came in, each with her knitting in a black silk bag on her slim arm, +and greeted the flushed, perturbed Marcia with gentle, righteous, rigid +inspection. She felt with the first glance that she was being tried in the +fire, and that it was to be no easy ordeal through which she was to pass. +They had come determined to sift her to the depths and know at once the +worst of what their beloved nephew had brought upon himself. If they found +aught wrong with her they meant to be kindly and loving with her, but they +meant to take it out of her. This had been the unspoken understanding +between them as they wended their dignified, determined way to David’s +house that afternoon, and this was what Marcia faced as she opened the +door for them. + +She gasped a little, as any girl overwhelmed thus might have done. She did +not tilt her chin in defiance as Kate would have done. The thought of +David came to support her, and she grasped for her own little part and +tried to play it creditably. She did not know whether the aunts knew of +her true identity or not, but she was not left long in doubt. + +“My dear, we have long desired to know you, of whom we have heard so +much,†recited Miss Amelia, with slightly agitated mien, as she bestowed a +cool kiss of duty upon Marcia’s warm cheek. It chilled the girl, like the +breath from a funeral flower. + +“Yes, it is indeed a pleasure to us to at last look upon our dear nephew’s +wife,†said Miss Hortense quite precisely, and laid the sister kiss upon +the other cheek. In spite of her there flitted through Marcia’s brain the +verse, “Whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the +other also.†Then she was shocked at her own irreverence and tried to put +away a hysterical desire to laugh. + +The aunts, too, were somewhat taken aback. They had not looked for so +girlish a wife. She was not at all what they had pictured. David had tried +to describe Kate to them once, and this young, sweet, disarming thing did +not in the least fit their preconceived ideas of her. What should they do? +How could they carry on a campaign planned against a certain kind of +enemy, when lo, as they came upon the field of action the supposed enemy +had taken another and more bewildering form than the one for whom they had +prepared. They were for the moment silent, gathering their thoughts, and +trying to fit their intended tactics to the present situation. + +During this operation Marcia helped them to remove their bonnets and silk +capes and to lay them neatly on the parlor sofa. She gave them chairs, +suggested palm-leaf fans, and looked about, for the moment forgetting that +this was not her old home plentifully supplied with those gracious breeze +wafters. + +They watched her graceful movements, those two angular old ladies, and +marvelled over her roundness and suppleness. They saw with appalled hearts +what a power youth and beauty might have over a man. Perhaps she might be +even worse than they had feared, though if you could have heard them talk +about their nephew’s coming bride to their neighbors for months +beforehand, you would have supposed they knew her to be a model in every +required direction. But their stately pride required that of them, an +outward loyalty at least. Now that loyalty was to be tried, and Marcia had +two old, narrow and well-fortified hearts to conquer ere her way would be +entirely smooth. + +Well might Madam Schuyler have been proud of her pupil as alone and +unaided she faced the trying situation and mastered it in a sweet and +unassuming way. + +They began their inquisition at once, so soon as they were seated, and the +preliminary sentences uttered. The gleaming knitting needles seemed to +Marcia like so many swarming, vindictive bees, menacing her peace of mind. + +“You look young, child, to have the care of so large a house as this,†+said Aunt Amelia, looking at Marcia over her spectacles as if she were +expected to take the first bite out of her. “It’s a great responsibility!†+she shut her thin lips tightly and shook her head, as if she had said: +“It’s a great _impossibility_.†+ +“Have you ever had the care of a house?†asked Miss Hortense, going in a +little deeper. “David likes everything nice, you know, he has always been +used to it.†+ +There was something in the tone, and in the set of the bow on Aunt +Hortense’s purple-trimmed cap that roused the spirit in Marcia. + +“I think I rather enjoy housework,†she responded coolly. This unexpected +statement somewhat mollified the aunts. They had heard to the contrary +from some one who had lived in the same town with the Schuylers. Kate’s +reputation was widely known, as that of a spoiled beauty, who did not care +to work, and would do whatever she pleased. The aunts had entertained many +forebodings from the few stray hints an old neighbor of Kate’s had dared +to utter in their hearing. + +The talk drifted at once into household matters, as though that were the +first division of the examination the young bride was expected to undergo. +Marcia took early opportunity to still further mollify her visitors by her +warmest praise of the good things with which the pantry and store-closet +had been filled. The expression that came upon the two old faces was that +of receiving but what is due. If the praise had not been forthcoming they +would have marked it down against her, but it counted for very little with +them, warm as it was. + +“Can you make good bread?†+ +The question was flung out by Aunt Hortense like a challenge, and the very +set of her nostrils gave Marcia warning. But it was in a relieved voice +that ended almost in a ripple of laugh that she answered quite assuredly: +“Oh, yes, indeed. I can make beautiful bread. I just love to make it, +too!†+ +“But how do you make it?†quickly questioned Aunt Amelia, like a repeating +rifle. If the first shot had not struck home, the second was likely to. +“Do you use hop yeast? Potatoes? I thought so. Don’t know how to make +salt-rising, do you? It’s just what might have been expected.†+ +“David has always been used to salt-rising bread,†said Aunt Hortense with +a grim set of her lips as though she were delivering a judgment. “He was +raised on it.†+ +“If David does not like my bread,†said Marcia with a rising color and a +nervous little laugh, “then I shall try to make some that he does like.†+ +There was an assurance about the “if†that did not please the oracle. + +“David was raised on salt-rising bread,†said Aunt Hortense again as if +that settled it. “We can send you down a loaf or two every time we bake +until you learn how.†+ +“I’m sure it’s very kind of you,†said Marcia, not at all pleased, “but I +do not think that will be necessary. David has always seemed to like our +bread when he visited at home. Indeed he often praised it.†+ +“David would not be impolite,†said Aunt Amelia, after a suitable pause in +which Marcia felt disapprobation in the air. “It would be best for us to +send it. David’s health might suffer if he was not suitably nourished.†+ +Marcia’s cheeks grew redder. Bread had been one of her stepmother’s strong +points, well infused into her young pupil. Madam Schuyler had never been +able to say enough to sufficiently express her scorn of people who made +salt-rising bread. + +“My stepmother made beautiful bread,†she said quite childishly; “she did +not think salt-rising was so healthy as that made from hop yeast. She +disliked the odor in the house from salt-rising bread.†+ +Now indeed the aunts exchanged glances of “On to the combat.†Four red +spots flamed giddily out in their four sallow cheeks, and eight shining +knitting needles suddenly became idle. The moment was too momentous to +work. It was as they feared, even the worst. For, be it known, salt-rising +bread was one of their most tender points, and for it they would fight to +the bitter end. They looked at her with four cold, forbidding, steely, +spectacled eyes, and Marcia felt that their looks said volumes: “And she +so young too! To be so out of the way!†was what they might have expressed +to one another. Marcia felt she had been unwise in uttering her honest, +indignant sentiments concerning salt-rising bread. + +The pause was long and impressive, and the bride felt like a naughty +little four-year-old. + +At last Aunt Hortense took up her knitting again with the air that all was +over and an unrevokable verdict was passed upon the culprit. + +“People have never seemed to stay away from our house on that account,†+she said dryly. “I’m sure I hope it will not be so disagreeable that it +will affect your coming to see us sometimes with David.†+ +There was an iciness in her manner that seemed to suggest a long line of +offended family portraits of ancestors frowning down upon her. + +Marcia’s cheeks flamed crimson and her heart fairly stopped beating. + +“I beg your pardon,†she said quickly, “I did not mean to say anything +disagreeable. I am sure I shall be glad to come as often as you will let +me.†As she said it Marcia wondered if that were quite true. Would she +ever be glad to go to the home of those two severe-looking aunts? There +were three of them. Perhaps the other one would be even more withered and +severe than these two. A slight shudder passed over Marcia, and a sudden +realization of a side of married life that had never come into her +thoughts before. For a moment she longed with all the intensity of a child +for her father’s house and the shelter of his loving protection, amply +supported by her stepmother’s capable, self-sufficient, comforting +countenance. Her heart sank with the fear that she would never be able to +do justice to the position of David’s wife, and David would be +disappointed in her and sorry he had accepted her sacrifice. She roused +herself to do better, and bit her tongue to remind it that it must make no +more blunders. She praised the garden, the house and the furnishings, in +voluble, eager, girlish language until the thin lines of lips relaxed and +the drawn muscles of the aunts’ cheeks took on a less severe aspect. They +liked to be appreciated, and they certainly had taken a great deal of +pains with the house—for David’s sake—not for hers. They did not care to +have her deluded by the idea that they had done it for her sake. David was +to them a young god, and with this one supreme idea of his supremacy they +wished to impress his young wife. It was a foregone conclusion in their +minds that no mere pretty young girl was capable of appreciating David, as +could they, who had watched him from babyhood, and pampered and petted and +been severe with him by turns, until if he had not had the temper of an +angel he would surely have been spoiled. + +“We did our best to make the house just as David would have wished to have +it,†said Aunt Amelia at last, a self-satisfied shadow of what answered +for a smile with her, passing over her face for a moment. + +“We did not at all approve of this big house, nor indeed of David’s +setting up in a separate establishment for himself,†said Aunt Hortense, +taking up her knitting again. “We thought it utterly unnecessary and +uneconomical, when he might have brought his wife home to us, but he +seemed to think you would want a house to yourself, so we did the best we +could.†+ +There was a martyr-like air in Aunt Hortense’s words that made Marcia feel +herself again a criminal, albeit she knew she was suffering vicariously. +But in her heart she felt a sudden thankfulness that she was spared the +trial of living daily under the scrutiny of these two, and she blest David +for his thoughtfulness, even though it had not been meant for her. She +went into pleased ecstasies once more over the house, and its furnishings, +and ended by her pleasure over the piano. + +There was grim stillness when she touched upon that subject. The aunts did +not approve of that musical instrument, that was plain. Marcia wondered if +they always paused so long before speaking when they disapproved, in order +to show their displeasure. In fact, did they always disapprove of +everything? + +“You will want to be very careful of it,†said Aunt Amelia, looking at the +disputed article over her glasses, “it cost a good deal of money. It was +the most foolish thing I ever knew David to do, buying that.†+ +“Yes,†said Aunt Hortense, “you will not want to use it much, it might get +scratched. It has a fine polish. I’d keep it closed up only when I had +company. You ought to be very proud to have a husband who could buy a +thing like that. There’s not many has them. When I was a girl my +grandfather had a spinet, the only one for miles around, and it was taken +great care of. The case hadn’t a scratch on it.†+ +Marcia had started toward the piano intending to open it and play for her +new relatives, but she halted midway in the room and came back to her seat +after that speech, feeling that she must just sit and hold her hands until +it was time to get supper, while these dreadful aunts picked her to +pieces, body, soul and spirit. + +It was with great relief at last that she heard David’s step and knew she +might leave the room and put the tea things upon the table. + + + + + + CHAPTER XI + + +They got through the supper without any trouble, and the aunts went home +in the early twilight, each with her bonnet strings tied precisely, her +lace mitts drawn smoothly over her bony hands, and her little knitting bag +over her right arm. They walked decorously up the shaded, elm-domed +street, each mindful of her aristocratic instep, and trying to walk erect +as in the days when they were gazed upon with admiration, knowing that +still an air of former greatness hovered about them wherever they went. + +They had brightened considerably at the supper table, under the genial +influence of David’s presence. They came as near to worshiping David as +one can possibly come to worshiping a human being. David, desirous above +all things of blinding their keen, sure-to-say-“I-told-you-so†old eyes, +roused to be his former gay self with them, and pleased them so that they +did not notice how little lover-like reference he made to his bride, who +was decidedly in the background for the time, the aunts, perhaps +purposely, desiring to show her a wife’s true place,—at least the true +place of a wife of a David. + +They had allowed her to bring their things and help them on with capes and +bonnets, and, when they were ready to leave, Aunt Amelia put out a +lifeless hand, that felt in its silk mitt like a dead fish in a net, and +said to Marcia: + +“Our sister Clarinda is desirous of seeing David’s wife. She wished us +most particularly to give you her love and say to you that she wishes you +to come to her at the earliest possible moment. You know she is lame and +cannot easily get about.†+ +“Young folks should always be ready to wait upon their elders,†said Aunt +Hortense, grimly. “Come as soon as you can,—that is, if you think you can +stand the smell of salt-rising.†+ +Marcia’s face flushed painfully, and she glanced quickly at David to see +if he had noticed what his aunt had said, but David was already +anticipating the moment when he would be free to lay aside his mask and +bury his face in his hands and his thoughts in sadness. + +Marcia’s heart sank as she went about clearing off the supper things. Was +life always to be thus? Would she be forever under the espionage of those +two grim spectres of women, who seemed, to her girlish imagination, to +have nothing about them warm or loving or woman-like? + +She seemed to herself to be standing outside of a married life and looking +on at it as one might gaze on a panorama. It was all new and painful, and +she was one of the central figures expected to act on through all the +pictures, taking another’s place, yet doing it as if it were her own. She +glanced over at David’s pale, grave face, set in its sadness, and a sharp +pain went through her heart. Would he ever get over it? Would life never +be more cheerful than it now was? + +He spoke to her occasionally, in a pleasant abstracted way, as to one who +understood him and was kind not to trouble his sadness, and he lighted a +candle for her when the work was done and said he hoped she would rest +well, that she must still be weary from the long journey. And so she went +up to her room again. + +She did not go to bed at once, but sat down by the window looking out on +the moonlit street. There had been some sort of a meeting at the church +across the way, and the people were filing out and taking their various +ways home, calling pleasant good nights, and speaking cheerily of the +morrow. The moon, though beginning to wane, was bright and cast sharp +shadows. Marcia longed to get out into the night. If she could have got +downstairs without being heard she would have slipped out into the garden. +But downstairs she could hear David pacing back and forth like some hurt, +caged thing. Steadily, dully, he walked from the front hall back into the +kitchen and back again. There was no possibility of escaping his notice. +Marcia felt as if she might breathe freer in the open air, so she leaned +far out of her window and looked up and down the street, and thought. +Finally,—her heart swelled to bursting, as young hearts with their first +little troubles will do,—she leaned down her dark head upon the window +seat and wept and wept, alone. + +It was the next morning at breakfast that David told her of the +festivities that were planned in honor of their home coming. He spoke as +if they were a great trial through which they both must pass in order to +have any peace, and expressed his gratitude once more that she had been +willing to come here with him and pass through it. Marcia had the +impression, after he was done speaking and had gone away to the office, +that he felt that she had come here merely for these few days of ceremony +and after they were passed she was dismissed, her duty done, and she might +go home. A great lump arose in her throat and she suddenly wished very +much indeed that it were so. For if it were, how much, how very much she +would enjoy queening it for a few days—except for David’s sadness. But +already, there had begun to be an element to her in that sadness which in +spite of herself she resented. It was a heavy burden which she began dimly +to see would be harder and harder to bear as the days went by. She had not +yet begun to think of the time before her in years. + +They were to go to the aunts’ to tea that evening, and after tea a company +of David’s old friends—or rather the old friends of David’s aunts—were +coming in to meet them. This the aunts had planned: but it seemed they had +not counted her worthy to be told of the plans, and had only divulged them +to David. Marcia had not thought that a little thing could annoy her so +much, but she found it vexed her more and more as she thought upon it +going about her work. + +There was not so much to be done in the house that morning after the +breakfast things were cleared away. Dinners and suppers would not be much +of a problem for some days to come, for the house was well stocked with +good things. + +The beds done and the rooms left in dainty order with the sweet summer +breeze blowing the green tassels on the window shades, Marcia went softly +down like some half guilty creature to the piano. She opened it and was +forthwith lost in delight of the sounds her own fingers brought forth. + +She had been playing perhaps half an hour when she became conscious of +another presence in the room. She looked up with a start, feeling that +some one had been there for some time, she could not tell just how long. +Peering into the shadowy room lighted only from the window behind her, she +made out a head looking in at the door, the face almost hidden by a +capacious sunbonnet. She was not long in recognizing her visitor of the +day before. It was like a sudden dropping from a lofty mountain height +down into a valley of annoyance to hear Miranda’s sharp metallic voice: + +“Morning!†she courtesied, coming in as soon as she perceived that she was +seen. “At it again? I ben listening sometime. It’s as pretty as Silas +Drew’s harmonicker when he comes home evenings behind the cows.†+ +Marcia drew her hands sharply from the keys as if she had been struck. +Somehow Miranda and music were inharmonious. She scarcely knew what to +say. She felt as if her morning were spoiled. But Miranda was too full of +her own errand to notice the clouded face and cool welcome. “Say, you +can’t guess how I got over here. I’ll tell you. You’re going over to the +Spafford house to-night, ain’t you? and there’s going to be a lot of folks +there. Of course we all know all about it. It’s been planned for months. +And my cousin Hannah Heath has an invite. You can’t think how fond Miss +Amelia and Miss Hortense are of her. They tried their level best to make +David pay attention to her, but it didn’t work. Well, she was talking +about what she’d wear. She’s had three new frocks made last week, all +frilled and fancy. You see she don’t want to let folks think she is down +in the mouth the least bit about David. She’ll likely make up to you, to +your face, a whole lot, and pretend she’s the best friend you’ve got in +the world. But I’ve just got this to say, don’t you be too sure of her +friendship. She’s smooth as butter, but she can give you a slap in the +face if you don’t serve her purpose. I don’t mind telling you for she’s +given me many a one,†and the pale eyes snapped in unison with the color +of her hair. “Well, you see I heard her talking to Grandma, and she said +she’d give anything to know what you were going to wear to-night.†+ +“How curious!†said Marcia surprised. “I’m sure I do not see why she +should care!†There was the coolness born of utter indifference in her +reply which filled the younger girl with admiration. Perhaps too there was +the least mite of haughtiness in her manner, born of the knowledge that +she belonged to an old and honored family, and that she had in her +possession a trunk full of clothes that could vie with any that Hannah +Heath could display. Miranda wished silently that she could convey that +cool manner and that wide-eyed indifference to the sight of her cousin +Hannah. + +“H’m!†giggled Miranda. “Well, she does! If you were going to wear blue +you’d see she’d put on her green. She’s got one that’ll kill any blue +that’s in the same room with it, no matter if it’s on the other side. Its +just sick’ning to see them together. And she looks real well in it too. So +when she said she wanted to know so bad, Grandma said she’d send me over +to know if you’d accept a jar of her fresh pickle-lily, and mebbe I could +find out about your clothes. The pickle-lily’s on the kitchen table. I +left it when I came through. It’s good, but there ain’t any love in it.†+And Miranda laughed a hard mirthless laugh, and then settled down to her +subject again. + +“Now, you needn’t be a mite afraid to tell me about it. I won’t tell it +straight, you know. I’d just like to see what you are going to wear so I +could keep her out of her tricks for once. Is your frock blue?†+ +Now it is true that the trunk upstairs contained a goodly amount of the +color blue, for Kate Schuyler had been her bonniest in blue, and the +particular frock which had been made with reference to this very first +significant gathering was blue. Marcia had accepted the fact as +unalterable. The garment was made for a purpose, and its mission must be +fulfilled however much she might wish to wear something else, but suddenly +as Miranda spoke there came to her mind the thought of rebellion. Why +should she be bound down to do exactly as Kate would do in her place? If +she had accepted the sacrifice of living Kate’s life for her, she might at +least have the privilege of living it in the pleasantest possible way, and +surely the matter of dress was one she might be allowed to settle for +herself if she was old enough at all to be trusted away from home. Among +the pretty things that Kate had made was a sweet rose-pink silk tissue. +Madam Schuyler had frowned upon it as frivolous, and besides she did not +think it becoming to Kate. She had a fixed theory that people with blue +eyes and gold hair should never wear pink or red, but Kate as usual had +her own way, and with her wild rose complexion had succeeded in looking +like the wild rose itself in spite of blue eyes and golden hair. Marcia +knew in her heart, in fact she had known from the minute the lovely pink +thing had come into the house, that it was the very thing to set her off. +Her dark eyes and hair made a charming contrast with the rose, and her +complexion was even fresher than Kate’s. Her heart grew suddenly eager to +don this dainty, frilley thing and outshine Hannah Heath beyond any chance +of further trying. There were other frocks, too, in the trunk. Why should +she be confined to the stately blue one that had been marked out for this +occasion? Marcia, with sudden inspiration, answered calmly, just as though +all these tumultuous possibilities of clothes had not been whirling +through her brain in that half second’s hesitation: + +“I have not quite decided what I shall wear. It is not an important +matter, I’m sure. Let us go and see the piccalilli. I’m very much obliged +to your grandmother, I’m sure. It was kind of her.†+ +Somewhat awed, Miranda followed her hostess into the kitchen. She could +not reconcile this girl’s face with the stately little airs that she wore, +but she liked her and forthwith she told her so. + +“I like you,†she said fervently. “You remind me of one of Grandma’s +sturtions, bright and independent and lively, with a spice and a color to +’em, and Hannah makes you think of one of them tall spikes of gladiolus +all fixed up without any smell.†+ +Marcia tried to smile over the doubtful compliment. Somehow there was +something about Miranda that reminded her of Mary Ann. Poor Mary Ann! +_Dear_ Mary Ann! For suddenly she realized that everything that reminded +her of the precious life of her childhood, left behind forever, was dear. +If she could see Mary Ann at this moment she would throw her arms about +her neck and call her “Dear Mary Ann,†and say, “I love you,†to her. +Perhaps this feeling made her more gentle with the annoying Miranda than +she might have been. + +When Miranda was gone the precious play hour was gone too. Marcia had only +time to steal hurriedly into the parlor, close the instrument, and then +fly about getting her dinner ready. But as she worked she had other +thoughts to occupy her mind. She was becoming adjusted to her new +environment and she found many unexpected things to make it hard. Here, +for instance, was Hannah Heath. Why did there have to be a Hannah Heath? +And what was Hannah Heath to her? Kate might feel jealous, indeed, but not +she, not the unloved, unreal, wife of David. She should rather pity Hannah +that David had not loved her instead of Kate, or pity David that he had +not. But somehow she did not, somehow she could not. Somehow Hannah Heath +had become a living, breathing enemy to be met and conquered. Marcia felt +her fighting blood rising, felt the Schuyler in her coming to the front. +However little there was in her wifehood, its name at least was hers. The +tale that Miranda had told was enough, if it were true, to put any woman, +however young she might be, into battle array. Marcia was puzzling her +mind over the question that has been more or less of a weary burden to +every woman since the fatal day that Eve made her great mistake. + +David was silent and abstracted at the dinner table, and Marcia absorbed +in her own problems did not feel cut by it. She was trying to determine +whether to blossom out in pink, or to be crushed and set aside into +insignificance in blue, or to choose a happy medium and wear neither. She +ventured a timid little question before David went away again: Did he, +would he,—that is, was there any thing,—any word he would like to say to +her? Would she have to do anything to-night? + +David looked at her in surprise. Why, no! He knew of nothing. Just go and +speak pleasantly to every one. He was sure she knew what to do. He had +always thought her very well behaved. She had manners like any woman. She +need not feel shy. No one knew of her peculiar position, and he felt +reasonably sure that the story would not soon get around. Her position +would be thoroughly established before it did, at least. She need not feel +uncomfortable. He looked down at her thinking he had said all that could +be expected of him, but somehow he felt the trouble in the girl’s eyes and +asked her gently if there was anything more. + +“No,†she said slowly, “unless, perhaps—I don’t suppose you know what it +would be proper for me to wear.†+ +“Oh, that does not matter in the least,†he replied promptly. “Anything. +You always look nice. Why, I’ll tell you, wear the frock you had on the +night I came.†Then he suddenly remembered the reason why that was a +pleasant memory to him, and that it was not for her sake at all, but for +the sake of one who was lost to him forever. His face contracted with +sudden pain, and Marcia, cut to the heart, read the meaning, and felt sick +and sore too. + +“Oh, I could not wear that,†she said sadly, “it is only chintz. It would +not be nice enough, but thank you. I shall be all right. Don’t trouble +about me,†and she forced a weak smile to light him from the house, and +shut from his pained eyes the knowledge of how he had hurt her, for with +those words of his had come the vision of herself that happy night as she +stood at the gate in the stillness and moonlight looking from the portal +of her maidenhood into the vista of her womanhood, which had seemed then +so far away and bright, and was now upon her in sad reality. Oh, if she +could but have caught that sentence of his about her little chintz frock +to her heart with the joy of possession, and known that he said it because +he too had a happy memory about her in it, as she had always felt the +coming, misty, dream-expected lover would do! + +She spread the available frocks out upon the bed after the other things +were put neatly away in closet and drawer, and sat down to decide the +matter. David’s suggestion while impossible had given her an idea, and she +proceeded to carry it out. There was a soft sheer white muslin, whereon +Kate had expended her daintiest embroidering, edged with the finest of +little lace frills. It was quaint and simple and girlish, the sweetest, +most simple affair in all of Kate’s elaborate wardrobe, and yet, perhaps, +from an artistic point of view, the most elegant. Marcia soon made up her +mind. + +She dressed herself early, for David had said he would be home by four +o’clock and they would start as soon after as he could get ready. His +aunts wished to show her the old garden before dark. + +When she came to the arrangement of her hair she paused. Somehow her soul +rebelled at the style of Kate. It did not suit her face. It did not accord +with her feeling. It made her seem unlike herself, or unlike the self she +would ever wish to be. It suited Kate well, but not her. With sudden +determination she pulled it all down again from the top of her head and +loosened its rich waves about her face, then loosely twisted it behind, +low on her neck, falling over her delicate ears, until her head looked +like that of an old Greek statue. It was not fashion, it was pure instinct +the child was following out, and there was enough conformity to one of the +fashionable modes of the day to keep her from looking odd. It was lovely. +Marcia could not help seeing herself that it was much more becoming than +the way she had arranged it for her marriage, though then she had had the +wedding veil to soften the tightly drawn outlines of her head. She put on +the sheer white embroidered frock then, and as a last touch pinned the bit +of black velvet about her throat with a single pearl that had been her +mother’s. It was the bit of black velvet she had worn the night David +came. It gave her pleasure to think that in so far she was conforming to +his suggestion. + +She had just completed her toilet when she heard David’s step coming up +the walk. + +David, coming in out of the sunshine and beholding this beautiful girl in +the coolness and shadow of the hall awaiting him shyly, almost started +back as he rubbed his eyes and looked at her again. She was beautiful. He +had to admit it to himself, even in the midst of his sadness, and he +smiled at her, and felt another pang of condemnation that he had taken +this beauty from some other man’s lot perhaps, and appropriated it to +shield himself from the world’s exclamation about his own lonely life. + +“You have done it admirably. I do not see that there is anything left to +be desired,†he said in his pleasant voice that used to make her +girl-heart flutter with pride that her new brother-to-be was pleased with +her. It fluttered now, but there was a wider sweep to its wings, and a +longer flight ahead of the thought. + +Quite demurely the young wife accepted her compliment, and then she meekly +folded her little white muslin cape with its dainty frills about her +pretty shoulders, drew on the new lace mitts, and tied beneath her chin +the white strings of a shirred gauze bonnet with tiny rosebuds nestling in +the ruching of tulle about the face. + +Once more the bride walked down the world the observed of all observers, +the gazed at of the town, only this time it was brick pavement not oaken +stairs she trod, and most of the eyes that looked upon her were sheltered +behind green jalousies. None the less, however, was she conscious of them +as she made her way to the house of solemn feasting with David by her +side. Her eyes rested upon the ground, or glanced quietly at things in the +distance, when they were not lifted for a moment in wifely humility to her +husband’s face at some word of his. Just as she imagined a hundred times +in her girlish thoughts that her sister Kate would do, so did she, and +after what seemed to her an interminable walk, though in reality it was +but four village blocks, they arrived at the house of Spafford. + + + + + + CHAPTER XII + + +“This is your Aunt Clarinda!†+ +There was challenge in the severely spoken pronoun Aunt Hortense used. It +seemed to Marcia that she wished to remind her that all her old life and +relations were passed away, and she had nothing now but David’s, +especially David’s relatives. She shrank from lifting her eyes, expecting +to find the third aunt, who was older, as much sourer and sharper in +proportion to the other two, but she controlled herself and lifted her +flower face to meet a gentle, meek, old face set in soft white frills of a +cap, with white ribbons flying, and though the old lady leaned upon a +crutch she managed to give the impression that she had fairly flown in her +gladness to welcome her new niece. There was the lighting of a repressed +nature let free in her kind old face as she looked with true pleasure upon +the lovely young one, and Marcia felt herself folded in truly loving arms +in an embrace which her own passionate, much repressed, loving nature +returned with heartiness. At last she had found a friend! + +She felt it every time she spoke, more and more. They walked out into the +garden almost immediately, and Aunt Clarinda insisted upon hobbling along +by Marcia’s side, though her sisters both protested that it would be too +hard for her that warm afternoon. Every time that Marcia spoke she felt +the kind old eyes upon her, and she knew that at least one of the aunts +was satisfied with her as a wife for David, for her eyes would travel from +David to Marcia and back again to David, and when they met Marcia’s there +was not a shade of disparagement in them. + +It was rather a tiresome walk through a tiresome old garden, laid out in +the ways of the past generation, and bordered with much funereal box. The +sisters, Amelia and Hortense, took the new member of the family, +conscientiously, through every path, and faithfully told how each spot was +associated with some happening in the family history. Occasionally there +was a solemn pause for the purpose of properly impressing the new member +of the house, and Amelia wiped her eyes with her carefully folded +handkerchief. Marcia felt extremely like laughing. She was sure that if +Kate had been obliged to pass through this ordeal she would have giggled +out at once and said some shockingly funny thing that would have horrified +the aunts beyond forgiveness. The thought of this nerved her to keep a +sober face. She wondered what David thought of it all, but when she looked +at him she wondered no longer, for David stood as one waiting for a +certain ceremony to be over, a ceremony which he knew to be inevitable, +but which was wholly and familiarly uninteresting. He did not even see how +it must strike the girl who was going through it all for him, for David’s +thoughts were out on the flood-tide of sorrow, drifting against the rocks +of the might-have-been. + +They went in to tea presently, just when the garden was growing loveliest +with a tinge of the setting sun, and Marcia longed to run up and down the +little paths like a child and call to them all to catch her if they could. +The house was dark and stately and gloomy. + +“You are coming up to my room for a few minutes after supper,†whispered +Aunt Clarinda encouragingly as they passed into the dark hall. The supper +table was alight with a fine old silver candelabra whose many wavering +lights cast a solemn, grotesque shadow on the different faces. + +Beside her plate the young bride saw an ostentatious plate of puffy soda +biscuits, and involuntarily her eyes searched the table for the bread +plate. + +Aunt Clarinda almost immediately pounced upon the bread plate and passed +it with a smile to Marcia, and as Marcia with an answering smile took a +generous slice she heard the other two aunts exclaim in chorus, “Oh, don’t +pass her the bread, Clarinda; take it away sister, quick! She does not +like salt-rising! It is unpleasant to her!†+ +Then with blazing cheeks the girl protested that she wished to keep the +bread, that they were mistaken, she had not said it was obnoxious to her, +but had merely given them her stepmother’s opinion when they asked. They +must excuse her for her seeming rudeness, for she had not intended to hurt +them. She presumed salt-rising bread was very nice; it looked beautiful. +This was a long speech for shy Marcia to make before so many strangers, +but David’s wondering, troubled eyes were upon her, questioning what it +all might mean, and she felt she could do anything to save David from more +suffering or annoyance of any kind. + +David said little. He seemed to perceive that there had been an unpleasant +prelude to this, and perhaps knew from former experience that the best way +to do was to change the subject. He launched into a detailed account of +their wedding journey. Marcia on her part was grateful to him, for when +she took the first brave bite into the very puffy, very white slice of +bread she had taken, she perceived that it was much worse than that which +had been baked for their homecoming, and not only justified all her +stepmother’s execrations, but in addition it was sour. For an instant, +perceiving down the horoscope of time whole calendars full of such suppers +with the aunts, and this bread, her soul shuddered and shrank. Could she +ever learn to like it? Impossible! Could she ever tolerate it? Could she? +She doubted. Then she swallowed bravely and perceived that the impossible +had been accomplished once. It could be again, but she must go slowly else +she might have to eat two slices instead of one. David was kind. He had +roused himself to help his helper. Perhaps something in her girlish beauty +and helplessness, helpless here for his sake, appealed to him. At least +his eyes sought hers often with a tender interest to see if she were +comfortable, and once, when Aunt Amelia asked if they stopped nowhere for +rest on their journey, his eyes sought Marcia’s with a twinkling reminder +of their roadside nap, and he answered, “Once, Aunt Amelia. No, it was not +a regular inn. It was quieter than that. Not many people stopping there.†+ +Marcia’s merry laugh almost bubbled forth, but she suppressed it just in +time, horrified to think what Aunt Hortense would say, but somehow after +David had said that her heart felt a trifle lighter and she took a big +bite from the salt-rising and smiled as she swallowed it. There were worse +things in the world, after all, than salt-rising, and, when one could +smother it in Aunt Amelia’s peach preserves, it was quite bearable. + +Aunt Clarinda slipped her off to her own room after supper, and left the +other two sisters with their beloved idol, David. In their stately parlor +lighted with many candles in honor of the occasion, they sat and talked in +low tones with him, their voices suggesting condolence with his misfortune +of having married out of the family, and disapproval with the married +state in general. Poor souls! How their hard, loving hearts would have +been wrung could they but have known the true state of the case! And, +strange anomaly, how much deeper would have been their antagonism toward +poor, self-sacrificing, loving Marcia! Just because she had dared to think +herself fit for David, belonging as she did to her renegade sister Kate. +But they did not know, and for this fact David was profoundly thankful. +Those were not the days of rapid transit, of telegraph and telephone, nor +even of much letter writing, else the story would probably have reached +the aunts even before the bride and bridegroom arrived at home. As it was, +David had some hope of keeping the tragedy of his life from the ears of +his aunts forever. Patiently he answered their questions concerning the +wedding, questions that were intended to bring out facts showing whether +David had received his due amount of respect, and whether the family he +had so greatly honored felt the burden of that honor sufficiently. + +Upstairs in a quaint old-fashioned room Aunt Clarinda was taking Marcia’s +face in her two wrinkled hands and looking lovingly into her eyes; then +she kissed her on each rosy cheek and said: + +“Dear child! You look just as I did when I was young. You wouldn’t think +it from me now, would you? But it’s true. I might not have grown to be +such a dried-up old thing if I had had somebody like David. I’m so glad +you’ve got David. He’ll take good care of you. He’s a dear boy. He’s +always been good to me. But you mustn’t let the others crush those roses +out of your cheeks. They crushed mine out. They wouldn’t let me have my +life the way I wanted it, and the pink in my cheeks all went back into my +heart and burst it a good many years ago. But they can’t spoil your life, +for you’ve got David and that’s worth everything.†+ +Then she kissed her on the lips and cheeks and eyes and let her go. But +that one moment had given Marcia a glimpse into another life-story and put +her in touch forever with Aunt Clarinda, setting athrob the chord of +loving sympathy. + +When they came into the parlor the other two aunts looked up with a quick, +suspicious glance from one to the other and then fastened disapproving +eyes upon Marcia. They rather resented it that she was so pretty. Hannah +had been their favorite, and Hannah was beautiful in their eyes. They +wanted no other to outshine her. Albeit they would be proud enough before +their neighbors to have it said that their nephew’s wife was beautiful. + +After a chilling pause in which David was wondering anew at Marcia’s +beauty, Aunt Hortense asked, as though it were an omission from the former +examination, “Did you ever make a shirt?†+ +“Oh, plenty of them!†said Marcia, with a merry laugh, so relieved that +she fairly bubbled. “I think I could make a shirt with my eyes shut.†+ +Aunt Clarinda beamed on her with delight. A shirt was something she had +never succeeded in making right. It was one of the things which her +sisters had against her that she could not make good shirts. Any one who +could not make a shirt was deficient. Clarinda was deficient. She could +not make a shirt. Meekly had she tried year after year. Humbly had she +ripped out gusset and seam and band, having put them on upside down or +inside out. Never could she learn the ins and outs of a shirt. But her old +heart trembled with delight that the new girl, who was going to take the +place in her heart of her old dead self and live out all the beautiful +things which had been lost to her, had mastered this one great +accomplishment in which she had failed so supremely. + +But Aunt Hortense was not pleased. True, it was one of the seven virtues +in her mind which a young wife should possess, and she had carefully +instructed Hannah Heath for a number of years back, while Hannah bungled +out a couple for her father occasionally, but Aunt Hortense had been sure +that if Hannah ever became David’s wife she might still have the honor of +making most of David’s shirts. That had been her happy task ever since +David had worn a shirt, and she hoped to hold the position of shirt-maker +to David until she left this mortal clay. Therefore Aunt Hortense was not +pleased, even though David’s wife was not lacking, and, too, even though +she foreheard herself telling her neighbors next day how many shirts +David’s wife had made. + +“Well, David will not need any for some time,†she said grimly. “I made +him a dozen just before he was married.†+ +Marcia reflected that it seemed to be impossible to make any headway into +the good graces of either Aunt Hortense or Aunt Amelia. Aunt Amelia then +took her turn at a question. + +“Hortense,†said she, and there was an ominous inflection in the word as +if the question were portentous, “have you asked our new niece by what +name she desires us to call her?†+ +“I have not,†said Miss Hortense solemnly, “but I intend to do so +immediately,†and then both pairs of steely eyes were leveled at the girl. +Marcia suddenly was face to face with a question she had not considered, +and David started upright from his position on the hair-cloth sofa. But if +a thunderbolt had fallen from heaven and rendered him utterly unconscious +David would not have been more helpless than he was for the time being. +Marcia saw the mingled pain and perplexity in David’s face, and her own +courage gathered itself to brave it out in some way. The color flew to her +cheeks, and rose slowly in David’s, through heavy veins that swelled in +his neck till he could feel their pulsation against his stock, but his +smooth shaven lips were white. He felt that a moment had come which he +could not bear to face. + +Then with a hesitation that was but pardonable, and with a shy sweet look, +Marcia answered; and though her voice trembled just the least bit, her +true, dear eyes looked into the battalion of steel ones bravely. + +“I would like you to call me Marcia, if you please.†+ +“Marcia!†Miss Hortense snipped the word out as if with scissors of +surprise. + +But there was a distinct relaxation about Miss Amelia’s mouth. She heaved +a relieved sigh. Marcia was so much better than Kate, so much more +classical, so much more to be compared with Hannah, for instance. + +“Well, I’m glad!†she allowed herself to remark. “David has been calling +you ‘Kate’ till it made me sick, such a frivolous name and no sense in it +either. Marcia sounds quite sensible. I suppose Katharine is your middle +name. Do you spell it with a K or a C?†+ +But the knocker sounded on the street door and Marcia was spared the +torture of a reply. She dared not look at David’s face, for she knew there +must be pain and mortification mingling there, and she hoped that the +trying subject would not come up again for discussion. + +The guests began to arrive. Old Mrs. Heath and her daughter-in-law and +grand-daughter came first. + +Hannah’s features were handsome and she knew exactly how to manage her +shapely hands with their long white fingers. The soft delicate +undersleeves fell away from arms white and well moulded, and she carried +her height gracefully. Her hair was elaborately stowed upon the top of her +head in many puffs, ending in little ringlets carelessly and coquettishly +straying over temple, or ears, or gracefully curved neck. She wore a frock +of green, and its color sent a pang through the bride’s heart to realize +that perhaps it had been worn with an unkindly purpose. Nevertheless +Hannah Heath was beautiful and fascinated Marcia. She resolved to try to +think the best of her, and to make her a friend if possible. Why, after +all, should she be to blame for wanting David? Was he not a man to be +admired and desired? It was unwomanly, of course, that she had let it be +known, but perhaps her relatives were more to blame than herself. At least +Marcia made up her mind to try and like her. + +Hannah’s frock was of silk, not a common material in those days, soft and +shimmery and green enough to take away the heart from anything blue that +was ever made, but Hannah was stately and her skin as white as the lily +she resembled, in her bright leaf green. + +Hannah chose to be effusive and condescending to the bride, giving the +impression that she and David had been like brother and sister all their +lives and that she might have been his choice if she had chosen, but as +she had not chosen, she was glad that David had found some one wherewith +to console himself. She did not say all this in so many words, but Marcia +found that impression left after the evening was over. + +With sweet dignity Marcia received her introductions, given in Miss +Amelia’s most commanding tone, “Our niece, Marcia!†+ +“Marshy! Marshy!†the bride heard old Mrs. Heath murmur to Miss Spafford. +“Why, I thought ’twas to be Kate!†+ +“Her name is Marcia,†said Miss Amelia in a most satisfied tone; “you must +have misunderstood.†+ +Marcia caught a look in Miss Heath’s eyes, alert, keen, questioning, which +flashed all over her like something searching and bright but not friendly. + +She felt a painful shyness stealing over her and wished that David were by +her side. She looked across the room at him. His face had recovered its +usual calmness, though he looked pale. He was talking on his favorite +theme with old Mr. Heath: the newly invented steam engine and its +possibilities. He had forgotten everything else for the time, and his face +lighted with animation as he tried to answer William Heath’s arguments +against it. + +“Have you read what the Boston _Courier_ said, David? ’Long in June it was +I think,†Marcia heard Mr. Heath ask. Indeed his voice was so large that +it filled the room, and for the moment Marcia had been left to herself +while some new people were being ushered in. “It says, David, that ‘the +project of a railroad from Bawston to Albany is impracticable as everybody +knows who knows the simplest rule of arithmetic, and the expense would be +little less than the market value of the whole territory of Massachusetts; +and which, if practicable, every person of common sense knows would be as +useless as a railroad from Bawston to the moon.’ There, David, what do ye +think o’ that?†and William Heath slapped David on the knee with his +broad, fat fist and laughed heartily, as though he had him in a tight +corner. + +Marcia would have given a good deal to slip in beside David on the sofa +and listen to the discussion. She wanted with all her heart to know how he +would answer this man who could be so insufferably wise, but there was +other work for her, and her attention was brought back to her own +uncomfortable part by Hannah Heath’s voice: + +“Come right ovah heah, Mistah Skinnah, if you want to meet the bride. You +must speak verra nice to me or I sha’n’t introduce you at all.†+ +A tall lanky man with stiff sandy hair and a rubicund complexion was +making his way around the room. He had a small mouth puckered a little as +if he might be going to whistle, and his chin had the look of having been +pushed back out of the way, a stiff fuzz of sandy whiskers made a hedge +down either cheek, and but for that he was clean shaven. The skin over his +high cheek bones was stretched smooth and tight as if it were a trifle too +close a fit for the genial cushion beneath. He did not look brilliant, and +he certainly was not handsome, but there was an inoffensive desire to +please about him. He was introduced as Mr. Lemuel Skinner. He bowed low +over Marcia’s hand, said a few embarrassed, stiff sentences and turned to +Hannah Heath with relief. It was evident that Hannah was in his eyes a +great and shining light, to which he fluttered as naturally as does the +moth to the candle. But Hannah did not scruple to singe his wings whenever +she chose. Perhaps she knew, no matter how badly he was burned he would +only flutter back again whenever she scintillated. She had turned her back +upon him now, and left him to Marcia’s tender mercies. Hannah was engaged +in talking to a younger man. “Harry Temple, from New York,†Lemuel +explained to Marcia. + +The young man, Harry Temple, had large lazy eyes and heavy dark hair. +There was a discontented look in his face, and a looseness about the set +of his lips that Marcia did not like, although she had to admit that he +was handsome. Something about him reminded her of Captain Leavenworth, and +she instinctively shrank from him. But Harry Temple had no mind to talk to +any one but Marcia that evening, and he presently so managed it that he +and she were ensconced in a corner of the room away from others. Marcia +felt perturbed. She did not feel flattered by the man’s attentions, and +she wanted to be at the other end of the room listening to the +conversation. + +She listened as intently as she might between sentences, and her keen ears +could catch a word or two of what David was saying. After all, it was not +so much the new railroad project that she cared about, though that was +strange and interesting enough, but she wanted to watch and listen to +David. + +Harry Temple said a great many pretty things to Marcia. She did not half +hear some of them at first, but after a time she began to realize that she +must have made a good impression, and the pretty flush in her cheeks grew +deeper. She did little talking. Mr. Temple did it all. He told her of New +York. He asked if she were not dreadfully bored with this little town and +its doings, and bewailed her lot when he learned that she had not had much +experience there. Then he asked if she had ever been to New York and began +to tell of some of its attractions. Among other things he mentioned some +concerts, and immediately Marcia was all attention. Her dark eyes glowed +and her speaking face gave eager response to his words. Seeing he had +interested her at last, he kept on, for he was possessor of a glib tongue, +and what he did not know he could fabricate without the slightest +compunction. He had been about the world and gathered up superficial +knowledge enough to help him do this admirably, therefore he was able to +use a few musical terms, and to bring before Marcia’s vivid imagination +the scene of the performance of Handel’s great “Creation†given in Boston, +and of certain musical events that were to be attempted soon in New York. +He admitted that he could play a little upon the harpsichord, and, when he +learned that Marcia could play also and that she was the possessor of a +piano, one of the latest improved makes, he managed to invite himself to +play upon it. Marcia found to her dismay that she actually seemed to have +invited him to come some afternoon when her husband was away. She had only +said politely that she would like to hear him play sometime, and expressed +her great delight in music, and he had done the rest, but in her +inexperience somehow it had happened and she did not know what to do. + +It troubled her a good deal, and she turned again toward the other end of +the room, where the attention of most of the company was riveted upon the +group who were discussing the railroad, its pros and cons. David was the +centre of that group. + +“Let us go over and hear what they are saying,†she said, turning to her +companion eagerly. + +“Oh, it is all stupid politics and arguments about that ridiculous +fairy-tale of a railroad scheme. You would not enjoy it,†answered the +young man disappointedly. He saw in Marcia a beautiful young soul, the +only one who had really attracted him since he had left New York, and he +wished to become intimate enough with her to enjoy himself. + +It mattered not to him that she was married to another man. He felt secure +in his own attractions. He had ever been able to while away the time with +whom he chose, why should a simple village maiden resist him? And this was +an unusual one, the contour of her head was like a Greek statue. + +Nevertheless he was obliged to stroll after her. Once she had spoken. She +had suddenly become aware that they had been in their corner together a +long time, and that Aunt Amelia’s cold eyes were fastened upon her in +disapproval. + +“The farmers would be ruined, man alive!†Mr. Heath was saying. “Why, all +the horses would have to be killed, because they would be wholly useless +if this new fandango came in, and then where would be a market for the +wheat and oats?†+ +“Yes, an’ I’ve heard some say the hens wouldn’t lay, on account of the +noise,†ventured Lemuel Skinner in his high voice. “And think of the fires +from the sparks of the engine. I tell you it would be dangerous.†He +looked over at Hannah triumphantly, but Hannah was endeavoring to signal +Harry Temple to her side and did not see nor hear. + +“I tell you,†put in Mr. Heath’s heavy voice again, “I tell you, Dave, it +can’t be done. It’s impractical. Why, no car could advance against the +wind.†+ +“They told Columbus he couldn’t sail around the earth, but he did it!†+ +There was sudden stillness in the room, for it was Marcia’s clear, grave +voice that had answered Mr. Heath’s excited tones, and she had not known +she was going to speak aloud. It came before she realized it. She had been +used to speak her mind sometimes with her father, but seldom when there +were others by, and now she was covered with confusion to think what she +had done. The aunts, Amelia and Hortense, were shocked. It was so +unladylike. A woman should not speak on such subjects. She should be +silent and leave such topics to her husband. + +“Deah me, she’s strong minded, isn’t she?†giggled Hannah Heath to Lemuel, +who had taken the signals to himself and come to her side. + +“Quite so, quite so!†murmured Lemuel, his lips looking puffier and more +cherry-fied than ever and his chin flattened itself back till he looked +like a frustrated old hen who did not understand the perplexities of life +and was clucking to find out, after having been startled half out of its +senses. + +But Marcia was not wholly without consolation, for David had flashed a +look of approval at her and had made room for her to sit down by his side +on the sofa. It was almost like belonging to him for a minute or two. +Marcia felt her heart glow with something new and pleasant. + +Mr. William Heath drew his heavy grey brows together and looked at her +grimly over his spectacles, poking his bristly under-lip out in +astonishment, bewildered that he should have been answered by a gentle, +pretty woman, all frills and sparkle like his own daughter. He had been +wont to look upon a woman as something like a kitten,—that is, a young +woman,—and suddenly the kitten had lifted a velvet paw and struck him +squarely in the face. He had felt there were claws in the blow, too, for +there had been a truth behind her words that set the room a mocking him. + +“Well, Dave, you’ve got your wife well trained already!†he laughed, +concluding it was best to put a smiling front upon the defeat. “She knows +just when to come in and help when your side’s getting weak!†+ +They served cake and raspberry vinegar then, and a little while after +everybody went home. It was later than the hours usually kept in the +village, and the lights in most of the houses were out, or burning dimly +in upper stories. The voices of the guests sounded subdued in the misty +waning moonlight air. Marcia could hear Hannah Heath’s voice ahead +giggling affectedly to Harry Temple and Lemuel Skinner, as they walked one +on either side of her, while her father and mother and grandmother came +more slowly. + +David drew Marcia’s hand within his arm and walked with her quietly down +the street, making their steps hushed instinctively that they might so +seem more removed from the others. They were both tired with the unusual +excitement and the strain they had been through, and each was glad of the +silence of the other. + +But when they reached their own doorstep David said: “You spoke well, +child. You must have thought about these things.†+ +Marcia felt a sob rising in a tide of joy into her throat. Then he was not +angry with her, and he did not disapprove as the two aunts had done. Aunt +Clarinda had kissed her good-night and murmured, “You are a bright little +girl, Marcia, and you will make a good wife for David. You will come soon +to see me, won’t you?†and that had made her glad, but these words of +David’s were so good and so unexpected that Marcia could hardly hide her +happy tears. + +“I was afraid I had been forward,†murmured Marcia in the shadow of the +front stoop. + +“Not at all, child, I like to hear a woman speak her mind,—that is, +allowing she has any mind to speak. That can’t be said of all women. +There’s Hannah Heath, for instance. I don’t believe she would know a +railroad project from an essay on ancient art.†+ +After that the house seemed a pleasant place aglow as they entered it, and +Marcia went up to her rest with a lighter heart. + +But the child knew not that she had made a great impression that night +upon all who saw her as being beautiful and wise. + +The aunts would not express it even to each other,—for they felt in duty +bound to discountenance her boldness in speaking out before the men and +making herself so prominent, joining in their discussions,—but each in +spite of her convictions felt a deep satisfaction that their neighbors had +seen what a beautiful and bright wife David had selected. They even felt +triumphant over their favorite Hannah, and thought secretly that Marcia +compared well with her in every way, but they would not have told this +even to themselves, no, not for worlds. + +So the kindly gossipy town slept, and the young bride became a part of its +daily life. + + + + + + CHAPTER XIII + + +Life began to take on a more familiar and interesting aspect to Marcia +after that. She had her daily round of pleasant household duties and she +enjoyed them. + +There were many other gatherings in honor of the bride and groom, +tea-drinkings and evening calls, and a few called in to a neighbor’s house +to meet them. It was very pleasant to Marcia as she became better +acquainted with the people and grew to like some of them, only there was +the constant drawback of feeling that it was all a pain and weariness to +David. + +But Marcia was young, and it was only natural that she should enjoy her +sudden promotion to the privileges of a matron, and the marked attention +that was paid her. It was a mercy that her head was not turned, living as +she did to herself, and with no one in whom she could confide. For David +had shrunk within himself to such an extent that she did not like to +trouble him with anything. + +It was only two days after the evening at the old Spafford house that +David came home to tea with ashen face, haggard eyes and white lips. He +scarcely tasted his supper and said he would go and lie down, that his +head ached. Marcia heard him sigh deeply as he went upstairs. It was that +afternoon that the post had brought him Kate’s letter. + +Sadly Marcia put away the tea things, for she could not eat anything +either, though it was an unusually inviting meal she had prepared. Slowly +she went up to her room and sat looking out into the quiet, darkening +summer night, wondering what additional sorrow had come to David. + +David’s face looked like death the next morning when he came down. He +drank a cup of coffee feverishly, then took his hat as if he would go to +the office, but paused at the door and came back saying he would not go if +Marcia would not mind taking a message for him. His head felt badly. She +need only tell the man to go on with things as they had planned and say he +was detained. Marcia was ready at once to do his bidding with quiet +sympathy in her manner. + +She delivered her message with the frank straightforward look of a school +girl, mingled with a touch of matronly dignity she was trying to assume, +which added to her charm; and she smiled her open smile of comradeship, +such as she would have dispensed about the old red school house at home, +upon boys and girls alike, leaving the clerk and type-setters in a most +subjected state, and ready to do anything in the service of their master’s +wife. It is to be feared that they almost envied David. They watched her +as she moved gracefully down the street, and their eyes had a reverent +look as they turned away from the window to their work, as though they had +been looking upon something sacred. + +Harry Temple watched her come out of the office. + +She impressed him again as something fresh and different from the common +run of maidens in the village. He lazily stepped from the store where he +had been lounging and walked down the street to intercept her as she +crossed and turned the corner. + +“Good morning, Mrs. Spafford,†he said, with a courtly grace that was +certainly captivating, “are you going to your home? Then our ways lie +together. May I walk beside you?†+ +Marcia smiled and tried to seem gracious, though she would rather have +been alone just then, for she wanted to enjoy the day and not be bothered +with talking. + +Harry Temple mentioned having a letter from a friend in Boston who had +lately heard a great chorus rendered. He could not be quite sure of the +name of the composer because he had read the letter hurriedly and his +friend was a blind-writer, but that made no difference to Harry. He could +fill in facts enough about the grandeur of the music from his own +imagination to make up for the lack of a little matter like the name of a +composer. He was keen enough to see that Marcia was more interested in +music than in anything he said, therefore he racked his brains for all the +music talk he had ever heard, and made up what he did not know, which was +not hard to do, for Marcia was very ignorant on the subject. + +At the door they paused. Marcia was eager to get in. She began to wonder +how David felt, and she longed to do something for him. Harry Temple +looked at her admiringly, noted the dainty set of chin, the clear curve of +cheek, the lovely sweep of eyelashes, and resolved to get better +acquainted with this woman, so young and so lovely. + +“I have not forgotten my promise to play for you,†he said lightly, +watching to see if the flush of rose would steal into her cheek, and that +deep light into her expressive eyes. “How about this afternoon? Shall you +be at home and disengaged?†+ +But welcome did not flash into Marcia’s face as he had hoped. Instead a +troubled look came into her eyes. + +“I am afraid it will not be possible this afternoon,†said Marcia, the +trouble in her eyes creeping into her voice. “That is—I expect to be at +home, but—I am not sure of being disengaged.†+ +“Ah! I see!†he raised his eyebrows archly, looking her meanwhile straight +in the eyes; “some one else more fortunate than I. Some one else coming?†+ +Although Marcia did not in the least understand his insinuation, the color +flowed into her cheeks in a hurry now, for she instinctively felt that +there was something unpleasant in his tone, something below her standard +of morals or culture, she did not quite know what. But she felt she must +protect herself at any cost. She drew up a little mantle of dignity. + +“Oh, no,†she said quickly, “I’m not expecting any one at all, but Mr. +Spafford had a severe headache this morning, and I am not sure but the +sound of the piano would make it worse. I think it would be better for you +to come another time, although he may be better by that time.†+ +“Oh, I see! Your husband’s at home!†said the young man with relief. His +manner implied that he had a perfect understanding of something that +Marcia did not mean nor comprehend. + +“I understand perfectly,†he said, with another meaning smile as though he +and she had a secret together; “I’ll come some other time,†and he took +himself very quickly away, much to Marcia’s relief. But the trouble did +not go out of her eyes as she saw him turn the corner. Instead she went in +and stood at the dining room window a long time looking out on the Heaths’ +hollyhocks beaming in the sun behind the picket fence, and wondered what +he could have meant, and why he smiled in that hateful way. She decided +she did not like him, and she hoped he would never come. She did not think +she would care to hear him play. There was something about him that +reminded her of Captain Leavenworth, and now that she saw it in him she +would dislike to have him about. + +With a sigh she turned to the getting of a dinner which she feared would +not be eaten. Nevertheless, she put more dainty thought in it than usual, +and when it was done and steaming upon the table she went gently up and +tapped on David’s door. A voice hoarse with emotion and weariness +answered. Marcia scarcely heard the first time. + +“Dinner is ready. Isn’t your head any better,—David?†There was caressing +in his name. It wrung David’s heart. Oh, if it were but Kate, his Kate, +his little bride that were calling him, how his heart would leap with joy! +How his headache would disappear and he would be with her in an instant. + +For Kate’s letter had had its desired effect. All her wrongdoings, her +crowning outrage of his noble intentions, had been forgotten in the one +little plaintive appeal she had managed to breathe in a minor wail +throughout that treacherous letter, treacherous alike to her husband and +to her lover. Just as Kate had always been able to do with every one about +her, she had blinded him to her faults, and managed to put herself in the +light of an abused, troubled maiden, who was in a predicament through no +fault of her own, and sat in sorrow and a baby-innocence that was +bewilderingly sweet. + +There had been times when David’s anger had been hot enough to waft away +this filmy mist of fancies that Kate had woven about herself and let him +see the true Kate as she really was. At such times David would confess +that she must be wholly heartless. That bright as she was it was +impossible for her to have been so easily persuaded into running away with +a man she did not love. He had never found it so easy to persuade her +against her will. Did she love him? Had she truly loved him, and was she +suffering now? His very soul writhed in agony to think of his bride the +wife of another against her will. If he might but go and rescue her. If he +might but kill that other man! Then his soul would be confronted with the +thought of murder. Never before had he felt hate, such hate, for a human +being. Then again his heart would soften toward him as he felt how the +other must have loved her, Kate, his little wild rose! and there was a +fellow feeling between them too, for had she not let him see that she did +not half care aright for that other one? Then his mind would stop in a +whirl of mingled feeling and he would pause, and pray for steadiness to +think and know what was right. + +Around and around through this maze of arguing he had gone through the +long hours of the morning, always coming sharp against the thought that +there was nothing he could possibly do in the matter but bear it, and that +Kate, after all, the Kate he loved with his whole soul, had done it and +must therefore be to blame. Then he would read her letter over, burning +every word of it upon his brain, until the piteous minor appeal would +torture him once more and he would begin again to try to get hold of some +thread of thought that would unravel this snarl and bring peace. + +Like a sound from another world came Marcia’s sweet voice, its very +sweetness reminding him of that other lost voice, whose tantalizing music +floated about his imagination like a string of phantom silver bells that +all but sounded and then vanished into silence. + +And while all this was going on, this spiritual torture, his living, +suffering, physical self was able to summon its thoughts, to answer gently +that he did not want any dinner; that his head was no better; that he +thanked her for her thought of him; and that he would take the tea she +offered if it was not too much trouble. + +Gladly, with hurried breath and fingers that almost trembled, Marcia +hastened to the kitchen once more and prepared a dainty tray, not even +glancing at the dinner table all so fine and ready for its guest, and back +again she went to his door, an eager light in her eyes, as if she had +obtained audience to a king. + +He opened the door this time and took the tray from her with a smile. It +was a smile of ashen hue, and fell like a pall upon Marcia’s soul. It was +as if she had been permitted for a moment to gaze upon a martyred soul +upon the rack. Marcia fled from it and went to her own room, where she +flung herself on her knees beside her bed and buried her face in the +pillows. There she knelt, unmindful of the dinner waiting downstairs, +unmindful of the bright day that was droning on its hours. Whether she +prayed she knew not, whether she was weeping she could not have told. Her +heart was crying out in one great longing to have this cloud of sorrow +that had settled upon David lifted. + +She might have knelt there until night had there not come the sound of a +knock upon the front door. It startled her to her feet in an instant, and +she hastily smoothed her rumpled hair, dashed some water on her eyes, and +ran down. + +It was the clerk from the office with a letter for her. The post chaise +had brought it that afternoon, and he had thought perhaps she would like +to have it at once as it was postmarked from her home. Would she tell Mr. +Spafford when he returned—he seemed to take it for granted that David was +out of town for the day—that everything had been going on all right at the +office during his absence and the paper was ready to send to press. He +took his departure with a series of bows and smiles, and Marcia flew up to +her room to read her letter. It was in the round unformed hand of Mary +Ann. Marcia tore it open eagerly. Never had Mary Ann’s handwriting looked +so pleasant as at that moment. A letter in those days was a rarity at all +times, and this one to Marcia in her distress of mind seemed little short +of a miracle. It began in Mary Ann’s abrupt way, and opened up to her the +world of home since she had left it. But a few short days had passed, +scarcely yet numbering into weeks, since she left, yet it seemed half a +lifetime to the girl promoted so suddenly into womanhood without the +accompanying joy of love and close companionship that usually makes +desolation impossible. + + + “DEAR MARSH,â€â€”the letter ran:— + + “I expect you think queer of me to write you so soon. I ain’t much + on writing you know, but something happened right after you + leaving and has kept right on happening that made me feel I kinder + like to tell you. Don’t you mind the mistakes I make. I’m thankful + to goodness you ain’t the school teacher or I’d never write ‘slong + s’ I’m living, but ennyhow I’m going to tell you all about it. + + “The night you went away I was standing down by the gate under the + old elm. I had on my best things yet from the wedding, and I hated + to go in and have the day over and have to begin putting on my old + calico to-morrow morning again, and washing dishes just the same. + Seemed as if I couldn’t bear to have the world just the same now + you was gone away. Well, I heard someone coming down the street, + and who do you think it was? Why, Hanford Weston. He came right up + to the gate and stopped. I don’t know’s he ever spoke two words to + me in my life except that time he stopped the big boys from + snow-balling me and told me to run along quick and git in the + school-house while he fit ’em. Well, he stopped and spoke, and he + looked so sad, seemed like I knew just what he was feeling sad + about, and I told him all about you getting married instead of + your sister. He looked at me like he couldn’t move for a while and + his face was as white as that marble man in the cemetery over + Squire Hancock’s grave. He grabbed the gate real hard and I + thought he was going to fall. He couldn’t even move his lips for a + while. I felt just awful sorry for him. Something came in my + throat like a big stone and my eyes got all blurred with the + moonlight. He looked real handsome. I just couldn’t help thinking + you ought to see him. Bimeby he got his voice back again, and we + talked a lot about you. He told me how he used to watch you when + you was a little girl wearing pantalettes. You used to sit in the + church pew across from his father’s and he could just see your big + eyes over the top of the door. He says he always thought to + himself he would marry you when he grew up. Then when you began to + go to school and was so bright he tried hard to study and keep up + just to have you think him good enough for you. He owned up he was + a bad speller and he’d tried his level best to do better but it + didn’t seem to come natural, and he thought maybe ef he was a good + farmer you wouldn’t mind about the spelling. He hired out to his + father for the summer and he was trying with all his might to get + to be the kind of man t’would suit you, and then when he was + plowing and planning all what kind of a house with big columns to + the front he would build here comes the coach driving by and _you_ + in it! He said he thought the sky and fields was all mixed up and + his heart was going out of him. He couldn’t work any more and he + started out after supper to see what it all meant. + + “That wasn’t just the exact way he told it, Marsh, it was more + like poetry, that kind in our reader about “Lord Ullin’s + daughterâ€â€”you know. We used to recite it on examination + exhibition. I didn’t know Hanford could talk like that. His words + were real pretty, kind of sorrowful you know. And it all come over + me that you ought to know about it. You’re married of course, and + can’t help it now, but ’taint every girl that has a boy care for + her like that from the time she’s a baby with a red hood on, and + you ought to know ’bout it, fer it wasn’t Hanford’s fault he + didn’t have time to tell you. He’s just been living fer you fer a + number of years, and its kind of hard on him. ’Course you may not + care, being you’re married and have a fine house and lots of + clo’es of your own and a good time, but it does seem hard for him. + It seems as if somebody ought to comfort him. I’d like to try if + you don’t mind. He does seem to like to talk about you to me, and + I feel so sorry for him I guess I could comfort him a little, for + it seems as if it would be the nicest thing in the world to have + some one like you that way for years, just as they do in books, + only every time I think about being a comfort to him I think he + belongs to you and it ain’t right. So Marsh, you just speak out + and say if your willing I should try to comfort him a little and + make up to him fer what he lost in you, being as you’re married + and fixed so nice yourself. + + “Of course I know I aint pretty like you, nor can’t hold my head + proud and step high as you always did, even when you was little, + but I can feel, and perhaps that’s something. Anyhow Hanford’s + been down three times to talk about you to me, and ef you don’t + mind I’m going to let him come some more. But if you mind the + leastest little bit I want you should say so, for things are mixed + in this world and I don’t want to get to trampling on any other + person’s feelings, much less you who have always been my best + friend and always will be as long as I live I guess. ’Member how + we used to play house on the old flat stone in the orchard, and + you give me all the prettiest pieces of china with sprigs on ’em? + I aint forgot that, and never will. I shall always say you made + the prettiest bride I ever saw, no matter how many more I see, and + I hope you won’t forget me. It’s lonesome here without you. If it + wasn’t for comforting Hanford I shouldn’t care much for anything. + I can’t think of you a grown up woman. Do you feel any different? + I spose you wouldn’t climb a fence nor run through the pasture lot + for anything now. Have you got a lot of new friends? I wish I + could see you. And now Marsh, I want you to write right off and + tell me what to do about comforting Hanford, and if you’ve any + message to send to him I think it would be real nice. I hope + you’ve got a good husband and are happy. + + “From your devoted and loving school mate, + + “MARY ANN FOTHERGILL.†+ + +Marcia laid down the letter and buried her face in her hands. To her too +had come a thrust which must search her life and change it. So while David +wrestled with his sorrow Marcia entered upon the knowledge of her own +heart. + +There was something in this revelation by Mary Ann of Hanford Weston’s +feelings toward her that touched her immeasurably. Had it all happened +before she left home, had Hanford come to her and told her of his love, +she would have turned from him in dismay, almost disgust, and have told +him that they were both but children, how could they talk of love. She +could never have loved him. She would have felt it instantly, and her +mocking laugh might have done a good deal toward saving him from sorrow. +But now, with miles between them, with the wall of the solemn marriage +vows to separate them forever, with her own youth locked up as she +supposed until the day of eternity should perhaps set it free, with no +hope of any bright dream of life such as girls have, could she turn from +even a school boy’s love without a passing tenderness, such as she would +never have felt if she had not come away from it all? Told in Mary Ann’s +blunt way, with her crude attempts at pathos, it reached her as it could +not otherwise. With her own new view of life she could sympathize better +with another’s disappointments. Perhaps her own loneliness gave her pity +for another. Whatever it was, Marcia’s heart suddenly turned toward +Hanford Weston with a great throb of gratitude. She felt that she had been +loved, even though it had been impossible for that love to be returned, +and that whatever happened she would not go unloved down to the end of her +days. Suddenly, out of the midst of the perplexity of her thoughts, there +formed a distinct knowledge of what was lacking in her life, a lack she +had never felt before, and probably would not have felt now had she not +thus suddenly stepped into a place much beyond her years. It seemed to the +girl as she sat in the great chintz chair and read and re-read that +letter, as if she lived years that afternoon, and all her life was to be +changed henceforth. It was not that she was sorry that she could not go +back, and live out her girlhood and have it crowned with Hanford Weston’s +love. Not at all. She knew, as well now as she ever had known, that he +could never be anything to her, but she knew also, or thought she knew, +that he could have given her something, in his clumsy way, that now she +could never have from any man, seeing she was David’s and David could not +love her that way, of course. + +Having come to this conclusion, she arose and wrote a letter giving and +bequeathing to Mary Ann Fothergill all right, title, and claim to the +affections of Hanford Weston, past, present, and future—sending him a +message calculated to smooth his ruffled feelings, with her pretty thanks +for his youthful adoration; comfort his sorrow with the thought that it +must have been a hallucination, that some day he would find his true ideal +which he had only thought he had found in her; and send him on his way +rejoicing with her blessings and good wishes for a happy life. As for Mary +Ann, for once she received her meed of Marcia’s love, for homesick Marcia +felt more tenderness for her than she had ever been able to feel before; +and Marcia’s loving messages set Mary Ann in a flutter of delight, as she +laid her plans for comforting Hanford Weston. + + + + + + CHAPTER XIV + + +David slowly recovered his poise. Faced by that terrible, impenetrable +wall of impossibility he stood helpless, his misery eating in upon his +soul, but there still remained the fact that there was nothing, absolutely +nothing, which he could possibly do. At times the truth rose to the +surface, the wretched truth, that Kate was at fault, that having done the +deed she should abide by it, and not try to keep a hold upon him, but it +was not often he was able to think in this way. Most of the time he +mourned over and for the lovely girl he had lost. + +As for Marcia, she came and went unobtrusively, making quiet comfort for +David which he scarcely noticed. At times he roused himself to be polite +to her, and made a labored effort to do something to amuse her, just as if +she had been visiting him as a favor and he felt in duty bound to make the +time pass pleasantly, but she troubled him so little with herself, that +nearly always he forgot her. Whenever there was any public function to +which they were bidden he always told her apologetically, as though it +must be as much of a bore to her as to him, and he regretted that it was +necessary to go in order to carry out their mutual agreement. Marcia, +hailing with delight every chance to go out in search of something which +would keep her from thinking the new thoughts which had come to her, +demurely covered her pleasure and dressed herself dutifully in the robes +made for her sister, hating them secretly the while, and was always ready +when he came for her. David had nothing to complain of in his wife, so far +as outward duty was concerned, but he was too busy with his own heart’s +bitterness to even recognize it. + +One afternoon, of a day when David had gone out of town not expecting to +return until late in the evening, there came a knock at the door. + +There was something womanish in the knock, Marcia thought, as she hastened +to answer it, and she wondered, hurriedly smoothing her shining hair, if +it could be the aunts come to make their fortnightly-afternoon penance +visit. She gave a hasty glance into the parlor hoping all was right, and +was relieved to make sure she had closed the piano. The aunts would +consider it a great breach of housewifely decorum to allow a moment’s dust +to settle upon its sacred keys. + +But it was not the aunts who stood upon the stoop, smiling and bowing with +a handsome assurance of his own welcome. It was Harry Temple. + +Marcia was not glad to see him. A sudden feeling of unreasoning alarm took +possession of her. + +“You’re all alone this time, sweet lady, aren’t you?†he asked with easy +nonchalance, as he lounged into the hall without waiting her bidding. + +“Sir!†said Marcia, half frightened, half wondering. + +But he smiled reassuringly down upon her and took the door knob in his own +hands to close the door. + +“Your good man is out this time, isn’t he?†he smiled again most +delightfully. His face was very handsome when he smiled. He knew this fact +well. + +Marcia did not smile. Why did he speak as if he knew where David was, and +seemed to be pleased that he was away? + +“My husband is not in at present,†she said guardedly, her innocent eyes +searching his face, “did you wish to see him?†+ +She was beautiful as she stood there in the wide hall, with only the light +from the high transom over the door, shedding an afternoon glow through +its pleated Swiss oval. She looked more sweet and little-girlish than +ever, and he felt a strong desire to take her in his arms and tell her so, +only he feared, from something he saw in those wide, sweet eyes, that she +might take alarm and run away too soon, so he only smiled and said that +his business with her husband could wait until another time, and meantime +he had called to fulfil his promise to play for her. + +She took him into the darkened parlor, gave him the stiffest and +stateliest hair-cloth chair; but he walked straight over to the +instrument, and with not at all the reverence she liked to treat it, flung +back the coverings, threw the lid open, and sat down. + +He had white fingers, and he ran them over the keys with an air of being +at home among them, light little airs dripping from his touch like dew +from a glistening grass blade. Marcia felt there were butterflies in the +air, and buzzing bees, and fairy flowers dancing on the slightest of +stems, with a sky so blue it seemed to be filled with the sound of lily +bells. The music he played was of the nature of what would be styled +to-day “popular,†for this man was master of nothing but having a good +time. Quick music with a jingle he played, that to the puritanic-bred girl +suggested nothing but a heart bubbling over with gladness, but he meant it +should make her heart flutter and her foot beat time to the tripping +measure. In his world feet were attuned to gay music. But Marcia stood +with quiet dignity a little away from the instrument, her lips parted, her +eyes bright with the pleasure of the melody, her hands clasped, and her +breath coming quickly. She was all absorbed with the music. All +unknowingly Marcia had placed herself where the light from the window fell +full across her face, and every flitting expression as she followed the +undulant sounds was visible. The young man gazed, almost as much pleased +with the lovely face as Marcia was with the music. + +At last he drew a chair quite near his own seat. + +“Come and sit down,†he said, “and I will sing to you. You did not know I +could sing, too, did you? Oh, I can. But you must sit down for I couldn’t +sing right when you are standing.†+ +He ended with his fascinating smile, and Marcia shyly sat down, though she +drew the chair a bit back from where he had placed it and sat up quite +straight and stiff with her shoulders erect and her head up. She had +forgotten her distrust of the man in what seemed to her his wonderful +music. It was all new and strange to her, and she could not know how +little there really was to it. She had decided as he played that she liked +the kind best that made her think of the birds and the sunny sky, rather +than the wild whirlly kind that seemed all a mad scramble. She meant to +ask him to play over again what he played at the beginning, but he struck +into a Scotch love ballad. The melody intoxicated her fancy, and her face +shone with pleasure. She had not noticed the words particularly, save that +they were of love, and she thought with pain of David and Kate, and how +the pleading tenderness might have been his heart calling to hers not to +forget his love for her. But Harry Temple mistook her expression for one +of interest in himself. With his eyes still upon hers, as a cat might +mesmerize a bird, he changed into a minor wail of heart-broken love, whose +sadness brought great tears to Marcia’s eyes, and deep color to her +already burning cheeks, while the music throbbed out her own half-realized +loneliness and sorrow. It was as if the sounds painted for her a picture +of what she had missed out of love, and set her sorrow flowing tangibly. + +The last note died away in an impressive diminuendo, and the young man +turned toward her. His eyes were languishing, his voice gentle, +persuasive, as though it had but been the song come a little nearer. + +“And that is the way I feel toward you, dear,†he said, and reached out +his white hands to where hers lay forgotten in her lap. + +But his hands had scarcely touched hers, before Marcia sprang back, in her +haste knocking over the chair. + +Erect, her hands snatched behind her, frightened, alert, she stood a +moment bewildered, all her fears to the front. + +Ah! but he was used to shy maidens. He was not to be baffled thus. A +little coaxing, a little gentle persuasion, a little boldness—that was all +he needed. He had conquered hearts before, why should he not this +unsophisticated one? + +“Don’t be afraid, dear; there is no one about. And surely there is no harm +in telling you I love you, and letting you comfort my poor broken heart to +think that I have found you too late—†+ +He had arisen and with a passionate gesture put his arms about Marcia and +before she could know what was coming had pressed a kiss upon her lips. + +But she was aroused now. Every angry force within her was fully awake. +Every sense of right and justice inherited and taught came flocking +forward. Horror unspeakable filled her, and wrath, that such a dreadful +thing should come to her. There was no time to think. She brought her two +strong supple hands up and beat him in the face, mouth, cheeks, and eyes, +with all her might, until he turned blinded; and then she struggled away +crying, “You are a wicked man!†and fled from the room. + +Out through the hall she sped to the kitchen, and flinging wide the door +before her, the nearest one at hand, she fairly flew down the garden walk, +past the nodding dahlias, past the basking pumpkins, past the whispering +corn, down through the berry bushes, at the lower end of the lot, and +behind the currant bushes. She crouched a moment looking back to see if +she were pursued. Then imagining she heard a noise from the open door, she +scrambled over the low back fence, the high comb with which her hair was +fastened falling out unheeded behind her, and all her dark waves of hair +coming about her shoulders in wild disarray. + +She was in a field of wheat now, and the tall shocks were like waves all +about her, thick and close, kissing her as she passed with their bended +stalks. Ahead of her it looked like an endless sea to cross before she +could reach another fence, and a bare field, and then another fence and +the woods. She knew not that in her wake she left a track as clear as if +she had set up signals all along the way. She felt that the kind wheat +would flow back like real waves and hide the way she had passed over. She +only sped on, to the woods. In all the wide world there seemed no refuge +but the woods. The woods were home to her. She loved the tall shadows, the +whispering music in the upper branches, the quiet places underneath, the +hushed silence like a city of refuge with cool wings whereunder to hide. +And to it, as her only friend, she was hastening. She went to the woods as +she would have flown to the minister’s wife at home, if she only had been +near, and buried her face in her lap and sobbed out her horror and shame. +Breathless she sped, without looking once behind her, now over the next +fence and still another. They were nothing to her. She forgot that she was +wearing Kate’s special sprigged muslin, and that it might tear on the +rough fences. She forgot that she was a matron and must not run wild +through strange fields. She forgot that some one might be watching her. +She forgot everything save that she must get away and hide her poor shamed +face. + +At last she reached the shelter of the woods, and, with one wild furtive +look behind her to assure herself that she was not pursued, she flung +herself into the lap of mother earth, and buried her face in the soft moss +at the foot of a tree. There she sobbed out her horror and sorrow and +loneliness, sobbed until it seemed to her that her heart had gone out with +great shudders. Sobbed and sobbed and sobbed! For a time she could not +even think clearly. Her brain was confused with the magnitude of what had +come to her. She tried to go over the whole happening that afternoon and +see if she might have prevented anything. She blamed herself most +unmercifully for listening to the foolish music and, too, after her own +suspicions had been aroused, though how could she dream any man in his +senses would do a thing like that! Not even Captain Leavenworth would +stoop to that, she thought. Poor child! She knew so little of the world, +and her world had been kept so sweet and pure and free from contamination. +She turned cold at the thought of her father’s anger if he should hear +about this strange young man. She felt sure he would blame her for +allowing it. He had tried to teach his girls that they must exercise +judgment and discretion, and surely, surely, she must have failed in both +or this would not have happened. Oh, why had not the aunts come that +afternoon! Why had they not arrived before this man came! And yet, oh, +horror! if they had come after he was there! How disgusting he seemed to +her with his smirky smile, and slim white fingers! How utterly unfit +beside David did he seem to breathe the same air even. David, her +David—no, Kate’s David! Oh, pity! What a pain the world was! + +There was nowhere to turn that she might find a trace of comfort. For what +would David say, and how could she ever tell him? Would he find it out if +she did not? What would he think of her? Would he blame her? Oh, the agony +of it all! What would the aunts think of her! Ah! that was worse than all, +for even now she could see the tilt of Aunt Hortense’s head, and the purse +of Aunt Amelia’s lips. How dreadful if they should have to know of it. +They would not believe her, unless perhaps Aunt Clarinda might. She did +not look wise, but she seemed kind and loving. If it had not been for the +other two she might have fled to Aunt Clarinda. Oh, if she might but flee +home to her father’s house! How could she ever go back to David’s house! +How could she ever play on that dreadful piano again? She would always see +that hateful, smiling face sitting there and think how he had looked at +her. Then she shuddered and sobbed harder than ever. And mother earth, +true to all her children, received the poor child with open arms. There +she lay upon the resinous pine needles, at the foot of the tall trees, and +the trees looked down tenderly upon her and consulted in whispers with +their heads bent together. The winds blew sweetness from the buckwheat +fields in the valley about her, murmuring delicious music in the air above +her, and even the birds hushed their loud voices and peeped curiously at +the tired, sorrowful creature of another kind that had come among them. + +Marcia’s overwrought nerves were having their revenge. Tears had their way +until she was worn out, and then the angel of sleep came down upon her. +There upon the pine-needle bed, with tear-wet cheeks she lay, and slept +like a tired child come home to its mother from the tumult of the world. + +Harry Temple, recovering from his rebuff, and left alone in the parlor, +looked about him with surprise. Never before in all his short and +brilliant career as a heart breaker had he met with the like, and this +from a mere child! He could not believe his senses! She must have been in +play. He would sit still and presently she would come back with eyes full +of mischief and beg his pardon. But even as he sat down to wait her +coming, something told him he was mistaken and that she would not come. +There had been something beside mischief in the smart raps whose tingle +even now his cheeks and lips felt. The house, too, had grown strangely +hushed as though no one else besides himself were in it. She must have +gone out. Perhaps she had been really frightened and would tell somebody! +How awkward if she should presently return with one of those grim aunts, +or that solemn puritan-like husband of hers. Perhaps he had better decamp +while the coast was still clear. She did not seem to be returning and +there was no telling what the little fool might do. + +With a deliberation which suddenly became feverish in his haste to be +away, he compelled himself to walk slowly, nonchalantly out through the +hall. Still as a thief he opened and closed the front door and got himself +down the front steps, but not so still but that a quick ear caught the +sound of the latch as it flew back into place, and the scrape of a boot on +the path; and not so invisibly nor so quickly but that a pair of keen eyes +saw him. + +When Harry Temple had made his way toward the Spafford house that +afternoon, with his dauntless front and conceited smile, Miranda had been +sent out to pick raspberries along the fence that separated the Heath +garden from the Spafford garden. + +Harry Temple was too new in the town not to excite comment among the young +girls wherever he might go, and Miranda was always having her eye out for +anything new. Not for herself! Bless you! no! Miranda never expected +anything from a young man for herself, but she was keenly interested in +what befell other girls. + +So Miranda, crouched behind the berry bushes, watched Harry Temple saunter +down the street and saw with surprise that he stopped at the house of her +new admiration. Now, although Marcia was a married woman, Miranda felt +pleased that she should have the attention of others, and a feeling of +pride in her idol, and of triumph over her cousin Hannah that he had not +stopped to see her, swelled in her brown calico breast. + +She managed to bring her picking as near to the region of the Spafford +parlor windows as possible, and much did her ravished ear delight itself +in the music that tinkled through the green shaded window, for Miranda had +tastes that were greatly appealed to by the gay dance music. She fancied +that her idol was the player. But then she heard a man’s voice, and her +picking stopped short insomuch that her grandmother’s strident tones +mingled with the liquid tenor of Mr. Temple, calling to Miranda to “be +spry there or the sun’ll catch you ’fore you get a quart.†All at once the +music ceased, and then in a minute or two Miranda heard the Spafford +kitchen door thrown violently open and saw Marcia rush forth. + +She gazed in astonishment, too surprised to call out to her, or to +remember to keep on picking for a moment. She watched her as she fairly +flew down between the rows of currant bushes, saw the comb fly from her +hair, saw the glow of excitement on her cheek, and the fire in her eye, +saw her mount the first fence. Then suddenly a feeling of protection arose +within her, and, with a hasty glance toward her grandmother’s window to +satisfy herself that no one else saw the flying figure, she fell to +picking with all her might, but what went into her pail, whether +raspberries or green leaves or briars, she did not know. Her eyes were on +the flying figure through the wheat, and she progressed in her picking +very fast toward the lower end of the lot where nothing but runty old sour +berries ever grew, if any at all. Once hidden behind the tall corn that +grew between her and her grandmother’s vigilant gaze, she hastened to the +end of the lot and watched Marcia; watched her as she climbed the fences, +held her breath at the daring leaps from the top rails, expecting to see +the delicate muslin catch on the rough fence and send the flying figure to +the ground senseless perhaps. It was like a theatre to Miranda, this +watching the beautiful girl in her flight, the long dark hair in the wind, +the graceful untrammeled bounds. Miranda watched with unveiled admiration +until the dark of the green-blue wood had swallowed her up, then slowly +her eyes traveled back over the path which Marcia had taken, back through +the meadow and the wheat, to the kitchen door left standing wide. Slowly, +painfully, Miranda set herself to understand it. Something had happened! +That was flight with fear behind it, fear that left everything else +forgotten. What had happened? + +Miranda was wiser in her generation than Marcia. She began to put two and +two together. Her brows darkened, and a look of cunning came into her +honest blue eyes. Stealthily she crept with cat-like quickness along the +fence near to the front, and there she stood like a red-haired Nemesis in +a sunbonnet, with irate red face, confronting the unsuspecting man as he +sauntered forth from the unwelcoming roof where he had whiled away a +mistaken hour. + +“What you ben sayin’ to her?†+ +It was as if a serpent had stung him, so unexpected, so direct. He jumped +aside and turned deadly pale. She knew her chance arrow had struck the +truth. But he recovered himself almost immediately when he saw what a +harmless looking creature had attacked him. + +“Why, my dear girl,†he said patronizingly, “you quite startled me! I’m +sure you must have made some mistake!†+ +“I ain’t your girl, thank goodness!†snapped Miranda, “and I guess by your +looks there ain’t anybody ‘dear’ to you but yourself. But I ain’t made a +mistake. It’s you I was asking. _What you bin in there for?_†There was a +blaze of defiance in Miranda’s eyes, and her stubby forefinger pointed at +him like a shotgun. Before her the bold black eyes quailed for an instant. +The young man’s hand sought his pocket, brought out a piece of money and +extended it. + +“Look here, my friend,†he said trying another line, “you take this and +say nothing more about it. That’s a good girl. No harm’s been done.†+ +Miranda looked him in the face with noble scorn, and with a sudden motion +of her brown hand sent the coin flying on the stone pavement. + +“I tell you I’m not your friend, and I don’t want your money. I wouldn’t +trust its goodness any more than your face. As fer keepin’ still I’ll do +as I see fit about it. I intend to know what this means, and if you’ve +made _her_ any trouble you’d better leave this town, for I’ll make it too +unpleasant fer you to stay here!†+ +With a stealthy glance about him, cautious, concerned, the young man +suddenly hurried down the street. He wanted no more parley with this +loud-voiced avenging maiden. His fear came back upon him in double force, +and he was seen to glance at his watch and quicken his pace almost to a +run as though a forgotten engagement had suddenly come to mind. Miranda, +scowling, stood and watched him disappear around the corner, then she +turned back and began to pick raspberries with a diligence that would have +astonished her grandmother had she not been for the last hour engaged with +a calling neighbor in the room at the other side of the house, where they +were overhauling the character of a fellow church member. + +Miranda picked on, and thought on, and could not make up her mind what she +ought to do. From time to time she glanced anxiously toward the woods, and +then at the lowering sun in the West, and half meditated going after +Marcia, but a wholesome fear of her grandmother held her hesitating. + +At length she heard a firm step coming down the street. Could it be? Yes, +it was David Spafford. How was it he happened to come home so soon? +Miranda had heard in a round-about-way, as neighbors hear and know these +things, that David had taken the stage that morning, presumably on +business to New York, and was hardly expected to return for several days. +She had wondered if Marcia would stay all night alone in the house or if +she would go to the aunts. But now here was David! + +Miranda looked again over the wheat, half expecting to see the flying +figure returning in haste, but the parted wheat waved on and sang its song +of the harvest, unmindful and alone, with only a fluttering butterfly to +give life to the landscape. A little rusty-throated cricket piped a +doleful sentence now and then between the silences. + +David Spafford let himself in at his own door, and went in search of +Marcia. + +He wanted to find Marcia for a purpose. The business which had taken him +away in the morning, and which he had hardly expected to accomplish before +late that night, had been partly transacted at a little tavern where the +coach horses had been changed that morning, and where he had met most +unexpectedly the two men whom he had been going to see, who were coming +straight to his town. So he turned him back with them and came home, and +they were at this minute attending to some other business in the town, +while he had come home to announce to Marcia that they would take supper +with him and perhaps spend the night. + +Marcia was nowhere to be found. He went upstairs and timidly knocked at +her door, but no answer came. Then he thought she might be asleep and +knocked louder, but only the humming-bird in the honeysuckle outside her +window sent back a little humming answer through the latch-hole. Finally +he ventured to open the door and peep in, but he saw that quiet loneliness +reigned there. + +He went downstairs again and searched in the pantry and kitchen and then +stood still. The back door was stretched open as though it had been thrown +back in haste. He followed its suggestion and went out, looking down the +little brick path that led to the garden. Ah! what was that? Something +gleamed in the sun with a spot of blue behind it. The bit of blue ribbon +she had worn at her throat, with a tiny gold brooch unclasped sticking in. + +Miranda caught sight of him coming, and crouched behind the currants. + +David came on searching the path on every side. A bit of a branch had been +torn from a succulent, tender plant that leaned over the path and was +lying in the way. It seemed another blaze along the trail. Further down +where the bushes almost met a single fragment of a thread waved on a thorn +as though it had snatched for more in the passing and had caught only +this. David hardly knew whether he was following these little things or +not, but at any rate they were apparently not leading him anywhere for he +stopped abruptly in front of the fence and looked both ways behind the +bushes that grew along in front of it. Then he turned to go back again. +Miranda held her breath. Something touched David’s foot in turning, and, +looking down, he saw Marcia’s large shell comb lying there in the grass. +Curiously he picked it up and examined it. It was like finding fragments +of a wreck along the sand. + +All at once Miranda arose from her hiding place and confronted him +timidly. She was not the same Miranda who came down upon Harry Temple, +however. + +“She ain’t in the house,†she said hoarsely. “She’s gone over there!†+ +David Spafford turned surprised. + +“Is that you, Miranda? Oh, thank you! Where do you say she has gone? +Where?†+ +“Through there, don’t you see?†and again the stubby forefinger pointed to +the rift in the wheat. + +David gazed stupidly at the path in the wheat, but gradually it began to +dawn upon him that there was a distinct line through it where some one +must have gone. + +“Yes, I see,†he said thinking aloud, “but why should she have gone there? +There is nothing over there.†+ +“She went on further, she went to the woods,†said Miranda, looking +fearfully around lest even now her grandmother might be upon her, “and she +was scared, I guess. She looked it. Her hair all come tumblin’ down when +she clum the fence, an’ she just went flyin’ over like some bird, didn’t +care a feather if she did fall, an’ she never oncet looked behind her till +she come to the woods.†+ +David’s bewilderment was growing uncomfortable. There was a shade of alarm +in his face and of the embarrassment one feels when a neighbor divulges +news about a member of one’s own household. + +“Why, surely, Miranda, you must be mistaken. Maybe it was some one else +you saw. I do not think Mrs. Spafford would be likely to run over there +that way, and what in the world would she have to be frightened at?†+ +“No, I ain’t mistaken,†said Miranda half sullenly, nettled at his +unbelief. “It was her all right. She came flyin’ out the kitchen door when +I was picking raspberries, and down that path to the fence, and never +stopped fer fence ner wheat, ner medder lot, but went into them woods +there, right up to the left of them tall pines, and she,—she looked plum +scared to death ’s if a whole circus menagerie was after her, lions and +’nelefunts an’ all. An’ I guess she had plenty to be scared at ef I ain’t +mistaken. That dandy Temple feller went there to call on her, an’ I heard +him tinklin’ that music box, and its my opinion he needs a wallupin’! You +better go after her! It’s gettin’ late and you’ll have hard times finding +her in the dark. Just you foller her path in the wheat, and then make fer +them pines. I’d a gone after her myself only grandma’d make sech a fuss, +and hev to know it all. You needn’t be afraid o’ me. I’ll keep still.†+ +By this time David was thoroughly alive to the situation and much alarmed. +He mounted the fence with alacrity, gave one glance with “thank you†at +Miranda, and disappeared through the wheat, Miranda watched him till she +was sure he was making for the right spot, then with a sigh of relief she +hastened into the house with her now brimming pail of berries. + + + + + + CHAPTER XV + + +As David made his way with rapid strides through the rippling wheat, he +experienced a series of sensations. For the first time since his wedding +day he was aroused to entirely forget himself and his pain. What did it +mean? Marcia frightened! What at? Harry Temple at their house! What did he +know of Harry Temple? Nothing beyond the mere fact that Hannah Heath had +introduced him and that he was doing business in the town. But why had Mr. +Temple visited the house? He could have no possible business with himself, +David was sure; moreover he now remembered having seen the young man +standing near the stable that morning when he took his seat in the coach, +and knew that he must have heard his remark that he would not return till +the late coach that night, or possibly not till the next day. He +remembered as he said it that he had unconsciously studied Mr. Temple’s +face and noted its weak points. Did the young man then have a purpose in +coming to the house during his absence? A great anger rose within him at +the thought. + +There was one strange thing about David’s thoughts. For the first time he +looked at himself in the light of Marcia’s natural protector—her husband. +He suddenly saw a duty from himself to her, aside from the mere feeding +and clothing her. He felt a personal responsibility, and an actual +interest in her. Out of the whole world, now, he was the only one she +could look to for help. + +It gave him a feeling of possession that was new, and almost seemed +pleasant. He forgot entirely the errand that had made him come to search +for Marcia in the first place, and the two men who were probably at that +moment preparing to go to his house according to their invitation. He +forgot everything but Marcia, and strode into the purply-blue shadows of +the wood and stopped to listen. + +The hush there seemed intense. There were no echoes lingering of flying +feet down that pine-padded pathway of the aisle of the woods. It was long +since he had had time to wander in the woods, and he wondered at their +silence. So much whispering above, the sky so far away, the breeze so +quiet, the bird notes so subdued, it seemed almost uncanny. He had not +remembered that it was thus in the woods. It struck him in passing that +here would be a good place to bring his pain some day when he had time to +face it again, and wished to be alone with it. + +He took his hat in his hand and stepped firmly into the vast solemnity as +if he had entered a great church when the service was going on, on an +errand of life and death that gave excuse for profaning the holy silence. +He went a few paces and stopped again, listening. Was that a long-drawn +sighing breath he heard, or only the wind soughing through the waving +tassels overhead? He summoned his voice to call. It seemed a great effort, +and sounded weak and feeble under the grandeur of the vaulted green dome. +“Marcia!†he called,—and “Marcia!†realizing as he did so that it was the +first time he had called her by her name, or sought after her in any way. +He had always said “you†to her, or “child,†or spoken of her in company +as “Mrs. Spafford,†a strange and far-off mythical person whose very +intangibility had separated her from himself immeasurably. + +He went further into the forest, called again, and yet again, and stood to +listen. All was still about him, but in the far distance he heard the +faint report of a gun. With a new thought of danger coming to mind he +hurried further into the shadows. The gun sounded again more clearly. He +shuddered involuntarily and looked about in all directions, hoping to see +the gleam of her gown. It was not likely there were any wild beasts about +these parts, so near the town and yet, they had been seen occasionally,—a +stray fox, or even a bear,—and the sun was certainly very low. He glanced +back, and the low line of the horizon gleamed the gold of intensified +shining that is the sun’s farewell for the night. The gun again! Stray +shots had been known to kill people wandering in the forest. He was +growing nervous as a woman now, and went this way and that calling, but +still no answer came. He began to think he was not near the clump of pines +of which Miranda spoke, and went a little to the right and then turned to +look back to where he had entered the wood, and there, almost at his feet, +she lay! + +She slept as soundly as if she had been lying on a couch of velvet, one +round white arm under her cheek. Her face was flushed with weeping, and +her lashes still wet. Her tender, sensitive mouth still quivered slightly +as she gave a long-drawn breath with a catch in it that seemed like a sob, +and all her lovely dark hair floated about her as if it were spread upon a +wave that upheld her. She was beautiful indeed as she lay there sleeping, +and the man, thus suddenly come upon her, anxious and troubled and every +nerve quivering, stopped, awed with the beauty of her as if she had been +some heavenly being suddenly confronting him. He stepped softly to her +side and bending down observed her, first anxiously, to make sure she was +alive and safe, then searchingly, as though he would know every detail of +the picture there before him because it was his, and he not only had a +right but a duty to possess it, and to care for it. + +She might have been a statue or a painting as he looked upon her and noted +the lovely curve of her flushed cheek, but when his eyes reached the firm +little brown hand and the slender finger on which gleamed the wedding ring +that was not really hers, something pathetic in the tear-wet lashes, and +the whole sorrowful, beautiful figure, touched him with a great +tenderness, and he stooped down gently and put his arm about her. + +“Marcia,—child!†he said in a low, almost crooning voice, as one might +wake a baby from its sleep, “Marcia, open your eyes, child, and tell me if +you are all right.†+ +At first she only stirred uneasily and slept on, the sleep of utter +exhaustion; but he raised her, and, sitting down beside her, put her head +upon his shoulder, speaking gently. Then Marcia opened her eyes +bewildered, and with a start, sprang back and looked at David, as though +she would be sure it was he and not that other dreadful man from whom she +had fled. + +“Why, child! What’s the matter?†said David, brushing her hair back from +her face. Bewildered still, Marcia scarcely knew him, his voice was so +strangely sweet and sympathetic. The tears were coming back, but she could +not stop them. She made one effort to control herself and speak, but her +lips quivered a moment, and then the flood-gates opened again, and she +covered her face with her hands and shook with sobs. How could she tell +David what a dreadful thing had happened, now, when he was kinder to her +than he had ever thought of being before! He would grow grave and stern +when she had told him, and she could not bear that. He would likely blame +her too, and how could she endure more? + +But he drew her to him again and laid her head against his coat, trying to +smooth her hair with unaccustomed passes of his hand. By and by the tears +subsided and she could control herself again. She hushed her sobs and drew +back a little from the comforting rough coat where she had lain. + +“Indeed, indeed, I could not help it, David,â€â€”she faltered, trying to +smile like a bit of rainbow through the rain. + +“I know you couldn’t, child.†His answer was wonderfully kind and his eyes +smiled at her as they had never done before. Her heart gave a leap of +astonishment and fluttered with gladness over it. It was so good to have +David care. She had not known how much she wanted him to speak to her as +if he saw her and thought a little about her. + +“And now what was it? Remember I do not know. Tell me quick, for it is +growing late and damp, and you will take cold out here in the woods with +that thin frock on. You are chilly already.†+ +“I better go at once,†she said reservedly, willing to put off the telling +as long as possible, peradventure to avoid it altogether. + +“No, child,†he said firmly drawing her back again beside him, “you must +rest a minute yet before taking that long walk. You are weary and excited, +and besides it will do you good to tell me. What made you run off up here? +Are you homesick?†+ +He scanned her face anxiously. He began to fear with sudden compunction +that the sacrifice he had accepted so easily had been too much for the +victim, and it suddenly began to be a great comfort to him to have Marcia +with him, to help him hide his sorrow from the world. He did not know +before that he cared. + +“I was frightened,†she said, with drooping lashes. She was trying to keep +her lips and fingers from trembling, for she feared greatly to tell him +all. But though the woods were growing dusky he saw the fluttering little +fingers and gathered them firmly in his own. + +“Now, child,†he said in that tone that even his aunts obeyed, “tell me +all. What frightened you, and why did you come up here away from everybody +instead of calling for help?†+ +Brought to bay she lifted her beautiful eyes to his face and told him +briefly the story, beginning with the night when she had first met Harry +Temple. She said as little about music as possible, because she feared +that the mention of the piano might be painful to David, but she made the +whole matter quite plain in a few words, so that David could readily fill +in between the lines. + +“Scoundrel!†he murmured clenching his fists, “he ought to be strung up!†+Then quite gently again, “Poor child! How frightened you must have been! +You did right to run away, but it was a dangerous thing to run out here! +Why, he might have followed you!†+ +“Oh!†said Marcia, turning pale, “I never thought of that. I only wanted +to get away from everybody. It seemed so dreadful I did not want anybody +to know. I did not want you to know. I wanted to run away and hide, and +never come back!†She covered her face with her hands and shuddered. David +thought the tears were coming back again. + +“Child, child!†he said gently, “you must not talk that way. What would I +do if you did that?†and he laid his hand softly upon the bowed head. + +It was the first time that anything like a personal talk had passed +between them, and Marcia felt a thrill of delight at his words. It was +like heavenly comfort to her wounded spirit. + +She stole a shy look at him under her lashes, and wished she dared say +something, but no words came. They sat for a moment in silence, each +feeling a sort of comforting sense of the other’s presence, and each +clasping the hand of the other with clinging pressure, yet neither fully +aware of the fact. + +The last rays of the sun which had been lying for a while at their feet +upon the pine needles suddenly slipped away unperceived, and behold! the +world was in gloom, and the place where the two sat was almost utterly +dark. David became aware of it first, and with sudden remembrance of his +expected guests he started in dismay. + +“Child!†said he,—but he did not let go of her hand, nor forget to put the +tenderness in his voice, “the sun has gone down, and here have I been +forgetting what I came to tell you in the astonishment over what you had +to tell me. We must hurry and get back. We have guests to-night to supper, +two gentlemen, very distinguished in their lines of work. We have business +together, and I must make haste. I doubt not they are at the house +already, and what they think of me I cannot tell; let us hurry as fast as +possible.†+ +“Oh, David!†she said in dismay. “And you had to come out here after me, +and have stayed so long! What a foolish girl I have been and what a mess I +have made! They will perhaps be angry and go away, and I will be to blame. +I am afraid you can never forgive me.†+ +“Don’t worry, child,†he said pleasantly. “It couldn’t be helped, you +know, and is in no wise your fault. I am only sorry that these two +gentlemen will delay me in the pleasure of hunting up that scoundrel of a +Temple and suggesting that he leave town by the early morning stage. I +should like to give him what Miranda suggested, a good ‘wallupin’,’ but +perhaps that would be undignified.†+ +He laughed as he said it, a hearty laugh with a ring to it like his old +self. Marcia felt happy at the sound. How wonderful it would be if he +would be like that to her all the time! Her heart swelled with the great +thought of it. + +He helped her to her feet and taking her hand led her out to the open +field where they could walk faster. As he walked he told her about Miranda +waiting for him behind the currant bushes. They laughed together and made +the way seem short. + +It was quite dark now, with the faded moon trembling feebly in the West as +though it meant to retire early, and wished they would hurry home while +she held her light for them. David had drawn Marcia’s arm within his, and +then, noticing that her dress was thin, he pulled off his coat and put it +firmly about her despite her protest that she did not need it, and so, +warmed, comforted, and cheered Marcia’s feet hurried back over the path +she had taken in such sorrow and fright a few hours before. + +When they could see the lights of the village twinkling close below them +David began to tell her about the two men who were to be their guests, if +they were still waiting, and so interesting was his brief story of each +that Marcia hardly knew they were at home before David was helping her +over their own back fence. + +“Oh, David! There seems to be a light in the kitchen! Do you suppose they +have gone in and are getting their own supper? What shall I do with my +hair? I cannot go in with it this way. How did that light get there?†+ +“Here!†said David, fumbling in his pocket, “will this help you?†and he +brought out the shell comb he had picked up in the garden. + +By the light of the feeble old moon David watched her coil the long wavy +hair and stood to pass his criticism upon the effect before they should go +in. They were just back of the tall sunflowers, and talked in whispers. It +was all so cheery, and comradey, and merry, that Marcia hated to go in and +have it over, for she could not feel that this sweet evening hour could +last. Then they took hold of hands and swiftly, cautiously, stole up to +the kitchen window and looked in. The door still stood open as both had +left it that afternoon, and there seemed to be no one in the kitchen. A +candle was burning on the high little shelf over the table, and the tea +kettle was singing on the crane by the hearth, but the room was without +occupant. Cautiously, looking questioningly at one another, they stole +into the kitchen, each dreading lest the aunts had come by chance and +discovered their lapse. There was a light in the front part of the house +and they could hear voices, two men were earnestly discussing politics. +They listened longer, but no other presence was revealed. + +David in pantomime outlined the course of action, and Marcia, +understanding perfectly flew up the back stairs as noiselessly as a mouse, +to make her toilet after her nap in the woods, while David with much show +and to-do of opening and shutting the wide-open kitchen door walked +obviously into the kitchen and hurried through to greet his guests +wondering,—not suspecting in the least,—what good angel had been there to +let them in. + +Good fortune had favored Miranda. The neighbor had stayed longer than +usual, perhaps in hopes of an invitation to stay to tea and share in the +gingerbread she could smell being taken from the oven by Hannah, who +occasionally varied her occupations by a turn at the culinary art. Hannah +could make delicious gingerbread. Her grandmother had taught her when she +was but a child. + +Miranda stole into the kitchen when Hannah’s back was turned and picked +over her berries so fast that when Hannah came into the pantry to set her +gingerbread to cool Miranda had nearly all her berries in the big yellow +bowl ready to wash, and Hannah might conjecture if she pleased that +Miranda had been some time picking them over. It is not stated just how +thoroughly those berries were picked over. But Miranda cared little for +that. Her mind was upon other things. The pantry window overlooked the +hills and the woods. She could see if David and Marcia were coming back +soon. She wanted to watch her play till the close, and had no fancy for +having the curtain fall in the middle of the most exciting act, the rescue +of the princess. But the talk in the sitting room went on and on. By and +by Hannah Heath washed her hands, untied her apron, and taking her +sunbonnet slipped over to Ann Bertram’s for a pattern of her new sleeve. +Miranda took the opportunity to be off again. + +Swiftly down behind the currants she ran, and standing on the fence behind +the corn she looked off across the wheat, but no sign of anybody yet +coming out of the woods was granted her. She stood so a long time. It was +growing dusk. She wondered if Harry Temple had shut the front door when he +went out. But then David went in that way, and he would have closed it, of +course. Still, he went away in a hurry, maybe it would be as well to go +and look. She did not wish to be caught by her grandmother, so she stole +along like a cat close to the dark berry bushes, and the gathering dusk +hid her well. She thought she could see from the front of the fence +whether the door looked as if it were closed. But there were people coming +up the street. She would wait till they had passed before she looked over +the fence. + +They were two men coming, slowly, and in earnest conversation upon some +deeply interesting theme. Each carried a heavy carpet-bag, and they walked +wearily, as if their business were nearly over for the day and they were +coming to a place of rest. + +“This must be the house, I think,†said one. “He said it was exactly +opposite the Seceder church. That’s the church, I believe. I was here once +before.†+ +“There doesn’t seem to be a light in the house,†said the other, looking +up to the windows over the street. “Are you sure? Brother Spafford said he +was coming directly home to let his wife know of our arrival.†+ +“A little strange there’s no light yet, for it is quite dark now, but I’m +sure this must be the house. Maybe they are all in the kitchen and not +expecting us quite so soon. Let’s try anyhow,†said the other, setting +down his carpet-bag on the stoop and lifting the big brass knocker. + +Miranda stood still debating but a moment. The situation was made plain to +her in an instant. Not for nothing had she stood at Grandma Heath’s elbow +for years watching the movements of her neighbors and interpreting exactly +what they meant. Miranda’s wits were sharpened for situations of all +kinds. Miranda was ready and loyal to those she adored. Without further +ado she hastened to a sheltered spot she knew and climbed the picket fence +which separated the Heath garden from the Spafford side yard. Before the +brass knocker had sounded through the empty house the second time Miranda +had crossed the side porch, thrown her sunbonnet upon a chair in the dark +kitchen, and was hastening with noisy, encouraging steps to the front +door. + +She flung it wide open, saying in a breezy voice, “Just wait till I get a +light, won’t you, the wind blew the candle out.†+ +There wasn’t a particle of wind about that soft September night, but that +made little difference to Miranda. She was part of a play and she was +acting her best. If her impromptu part was a little irregular, it was at +least well meant, boldly and bravely presented. + +Miranda found a candle on the shelf and, stooping to the smouldering fire +upon the hearth, blew and coaxed it into flame enough to light it. + +“This is Mr. Spafford’s home, is it not?†questioned the old gentleman +whom Miranda had heard speak first on the sidewalk. + +“Oh, yes, indeed,†said the girl glibly. “Jest come in and set down. Here, +let me take your hats. Jest put your bags right there on the floor.†+ +“You are— Are you—Mrs. Spafford?†hesitated the courtly old gentleman. + +“Oh, landy sakes, no, I ain’t her,†laughed Miranda well pleased. “Mis’ +Spafford had jest stepped out a bit when her husband come home, an’ he’s +gone after her. You see she didn’t expect her husband home till late +to-night. But you set down. They’ll be home real soon now. They’d oughter +ben here before this. I ’spose she’d gone on further’n she thought she’d +go when she stepped out.†+ +“It’s all right,†said the other gentleman, “no harm done, I’m sure. I +hope we shan’t inconvenience Mrs. Spafford any coming so unexpectedly.†+ +“No, indeedy!†said quick-witted Miranda. “You can’t ketch Mis’ Spafford +unprepared if you come in the middle o’ the night. She’s allus ready fer +comp’ny.†Miranda’s eyes shone. She felt she was getting on finely doing +the honors. + +“Well, that’s very nice. I’m sure it makes one feel at home. I wonder now +if she would mind if we were to go right up to our room and wash our +hands. I feel so travel-stained. I’d like to be more presentable before we +meet her,†said the first gentleman, who looked very weary. + +But Miranda was not dashed. + +“Why, that’s all right. ’Course you ken go right up. Jest you set in the +keepin’ room a minnit while I run up’n be sure the water pitcher’s filled. +I ain’t quite sure ’bout it. I won’t be long.†+ +Miranda seated them in the parlor with great gusto and hastened up the +back stairs to investigate. She was not at all sure which room would be +called the guest room and whether the two strangers would have a room +apiece or occupy the same together. At least it would be safe to show them +one till the mistress of the house returned. She peeped into Marcia’s +room, and knew it instinctively before she caught sight of a cameo brooch +on the pin cushion, and a rose colored ribbon neatly folded lying on the +foot of the bed where it had been forgotten. That question settled, she +thought any other room would do, and chose the large front room across the +hall with its high four-poster and the little ball fringe on the valance +and canopy. Having lighted the candle which stood in a tall glass +candlestick on the high chest of drawers, she hurried down to bid her +guests come up. + +Then she hastened back into the kitchen and went to work with swift +skilful fingers. Her breath came quickly and her cheeks grew red with the +excitement of it all. It was like playing fairy. She would get supper for +them and have everything all ready when the mistress came, so that there +would be no bad breaks. She raked the fire and filled the tea kettle, +swinging it from the crane. Then she searched where she thought such +things should be and found a table cloth and set the table. Her hands +trembled as she put out the sprigged china that was kept in the corner +cupboard. Perhaps this was wrong, and she would be blamed for it, but at +least it was what she would have done, she thought, if she were mistress +of this house and had two nice gentlemen come to stay to tea. It was not +often that Grandmother Heath allowed her to handle her sprigged china, to +be sure, so Miranda felt the joy and daring of it all the more. Once a +delicate cup slipped and rolled over on the table and almost reached the +edge. A little more and it would have rolled off to the floor and been +shivered into a dozen fragments, but Miranda spread her apron in front and +caught it fairly as it started and then hugged it in fear and delight for +a moment as she might have done a baby that had been in danger. It was a +great pleasure to her to set that table. In the first place she was not +doing it to order but because she wanted to please and surprise some one +whom she adored, and in the second place it was an adventure. Miranda had +longed for an adventure all her life and now she thought it had come to +her. + +When the table was set it looked very pretty. She slipped into the pantry +and searched out the stores. It was not hard to find all that was needed; +cold ham, cheese, pickles, seed cakes, gingerbread, fruit cake, preserves +and jelly, bread and raised biscuit, then she went down cellar and found +the milk and cream and butter. She had just finished the table and set out +the tea pot and caddy of tea when she heard the two gentlemen coming down +the stairs. They went into the parlor and sat down, remarking that their +friend had a pleasant home, and then Miranda heard them plunge into a +political discussion again and she felt that they were safe for a while. +She stole out into the dewy dark to see if there were yet signs of the +home-comers. A screech owl hooted across the night. She stood a while by +the back fence looking out across the dark sea of whispering wheat. By and +by she thought she heard subdued voices above the soft swish of the +parting wheat, and by the light of the stars she saw them coming. Quick as +a wink she slid over the fence into the Heath back-yard and crouched in +her old place behind the currant bushes. So she saw them come up together, +saw David help Marcia over the fence and watched them till they had passed +up the walk to the light of the kitchen door. Then swiftly she turned and +glided to her own home, well knowing the reckoning that would be in store +for her for this daring bit of recreation. There was about her, however, +an air of triumphant joy as she entered. + +“Where have you ben to, Miranda Griscom, and what on airth you ben up to +now?†was the greeting she received as she lifted the latch of the old +green kitchen door of her grandmother’s house. + +Miranda knew that the worst was to come now, for her grandmother never +mentioned the name of Griscom unless she meant business. It was a hated +name to her because of the man who had broken the heart of her daughter. +Grandma Heath always felt that Miranda was an out and out Griscom with not +a streak of Heath about her. The Griscoms all had red hair. But Miranda +lifted her chin high and felt like a princess in disguise. + +“Ben huntin’ hen’s eggs down in the grass,†she said, taking the first +excuse that came into her head. “Is it time to get supper?†+ +“Hen’s eggs! This time o’ night an’ dark as pitch. Miranda Griscom, you +ken go up to your room an’ not come down tell I call you!†+ +It was a dire punishment, or would have been if Miranda had not had her +head full of other things, for the neighbor had been asked to tea and +there would have been much to hear at the table. Besides, it was apparent +that her disgrace was to be made public. However, Miranda did not care. +She hastened to her little attic window, which looked down, as good +fortune would have it, upon the dining-room windows of the Spafford house. +With joy Miranda observed that no one had thought to draw down the shades +and she might sit and watch the supper served over the way,—the supper she +had prepared,—and might think how delectable the doughnuts were, and let +her mouth water over the currant jelly and the quince preserves and +pretend she was a guest, and forget the supper downstairs she was missing. + + + + + + CHAPTER XVI + + +David made what apology he could for his absence on the arrival of his +guests, and pondered in his heart who it could have been that they +referred to as “the maid,†until he suddenly remembered Miranda, and +inwardly blessed her for her kindliness. It was more than he would have +expected from any member of the Heath household. Miranda’s honest face +among the currant bushes when she had said, “You needn’t be afraid of me, +I’ll keep still,†came to mind. Miranda had evidently scented out the true +state of the case and filled in the breach, taking care not to divulge a +word. He blest her kindly heart and resolved to show his gratitude to her +in some way. Could poor Miranda, sitting supperless in the dark, have but +known his thought, her lonely heart would have fluttered happily. But she +did not, and virtue had to bring its own reward in a sense of duty done. +Then, too, there was a spice of adventure to Miranda’s monotonous life in +what she had done, and she was not altogether sad as she sat and let her +imagination revel in what the Spaffords had said and thought, when they +found the house lighted and supper ready. It was better than playing house +down behind the barn when she was a little girl. + +Marcia was the most astonished when she slipped down from her hurried +toilet and found the table decked out in all the house afforded, fairly +groaning under its weight of pickles, preserves, doughnuts, and pie. In +fact, everything that Miranda had found she had put upon that table, and +it is safe to say that the result was not quite as it would have been had +the preparation of the supper been left to Marcia. + +She stood before it and looked, and could not keep from laughing softly to +herself at the array of little dishes of things. Marcia thought at first +that one of the aunts must be here, in the parlor, probably entertaining +the guests, and that the supper was a reproof to her for being away when +she should have been at home attending to her duties, but still she was +puzzled. It scarcely seemed like the aunts to set a table in such a +peculiar manner. The best china was set out, it is true, but so many +little bits of things were in separate dishes. There was half a mould of +currant jelly in a large china plate, there was a fresh mould of quince +jelly quivering on a common dish. All over the table in every available +inch there was something. It would not do to call the guests out to a +table like that. What would David say? And yet, if one of the aunts had +set it and was going to stay to tea, would she be hurt? She tiptoed to the +door and listened, but heard no sound save of men’s voices. If an aunt had +been here she was surely gone now and would be none the wiser if a few +dishes were removed. + +With swift fingers Marcia weeded out the things, and set straight those +that were to remain, and then made the tea. She was so quick about it +David had scarcely time to begin to worry because supper was not announced +before she stood in the parlor door, shy and sweet, with a brilliant color +in her cheeks. His little comrade, David felt her to be, and again it +struck him that she was beautiful as he arose to introduce her to the +guests. He saw their open admiration as they greeted her, and he found +himself wondering what they would have thought of Kate, wild-rose Kate +with her graceful witching ways. A tinge of sadness came into his face, +but something suggested to him the thought that Marcia was even more +beautiful than Kate, more like a half-blown bud of a thing. He wondered +that he had never noticed before how her eyes shone. He gave her a +pleasant smile as they passed into the hall, which set the color flaming +in her cheeks again. David seemed different somehow, and that lonely, +set-apart feeling that she had had ever since she came here to live was +gone. David was there and he understood, at least a little bit, and they +had something,—just something, even though it was but a few minutes in a +lonely woods and some gentle words of his,—to call their very own +together. At least that experience did not belong to Kate, never had been +hers, and could not have been borrowed from her. Marcia sighed a happy +sigh as she took her seat at the table. + +The talk ran upon Andrew Jackson, and some utterances of his in his last +message to Congress. The elder of the two gentlemen expressed grave fears +that a mistake had been made in policy and that the country would suffer. + +Governor Clinton was mentioned and his policy discussed. But all this talk +was familiar to Marcia. Her father had been interested in public affairs +always, and she had been brought up to listen to discussions deep and +long, and to think about such things for herself. When she was quite a +little girl her father had made her read the paper aloud to him, from one +end to the other, as he lay back in his big chair with his eyes closed and +his shaggy brows drawn thoughtfully into a frown. Sometimes as she read he +would burst forth with a tirade against this or that man or set of men who +were in opposition to his own pronounced views, and he would pour out a +lengthy reply to little Marcia as she sat patient, waiting for a chance to +go on with her reading. As she grew older she became proud of the +distinction of being her father’s _confidante_ politically, and she was +able to talk on such matters as intelligently and as well if not better +than most of the men who came to the house. It was a position which no one +disputed with her. Kate had been much too full of her own plans and Madam +Schuyler too busy with household affairs to bother with politics and +newspapers, so Marcia had always been the one called upon to read when her +father’s eyes were tired. As a consequence she was far beyond other girls +of her age in knowledge on public affairs. Well she knew what Andrew +Jackson thought about the tariff, and about the system of canals, and +about improvements in general. She knew which men in Congress were opposed +to and which in favor of certain bills. All through the struggle for +improvements in New York state she had been an eager observer. The +minutest detail of the Erie canal project had interested her, and she was +never without her own little private opinion in the matter, which, +however, seldom found voice except in her eager eyes, whose listening +lights would have been an inspiration to the most eloquent speaker. + +Therefore, Marcia as she sat behind her sprigged china teacups and +demurely poured tea, was taking in all that had been said, and she drew +her breath quickly in a way she had when she was deeply excited, as at +last the conversation neared the one great subject of interest which to +her seemed of most importance in the country at the present day, the +project of a railroad run by steam. + +Nothing was too great for Marcia to believe. Her father had been inclined +to be conservative in great improvements. He had favored the Erie canal, +though had feared it would be impossible to carry so great a project +through, and Marcia in her girlish mind had rejoiced with a joy that to +her was unspeakable when it had been completed and news had come that many +packets were travelling day and night upon the wonderful new water way. +There had been a kind of triumph in her heart to think that men who could +study out these big schemes and plan it all, had been able against so +great odds to carry out their project and prove to all unbelievers that it +was not only possible but practicable. + +Marcia’s brain was throbbing with the desire for progress. If she were a +man with money and influence she felt she would so much like to go out +into the world and make stupid people do the things for the country that +ought to be done. Progress had been the keynote of her upbringing, and she +was teeming with energy which she had no hope could ever be used to help +along that for which she felt her ambitions rising. She wanted to see the +world alive, and busy, the great cities connected with one another. She +longed to have free access to cities, to great libraries, to pictures, to +wonderful music. She longed to meet great men and women, the men and women +who were making the history of the world, writing, speaking, and doing +things that were moulding public opinion. Reforms of all sorts were what +helped along and made possible her desires. Why did not the people want a +steam railroad? Why were they so ready to say it could never succeed, that +it would be an impossibility; that the roads could not be made strong +enough to bear so great weights and so constant wear and tear? Why did +they interpose objections to every suggestion made by inventors and +thinking men? Why did even her dear father who was so far in advance of +his times in many ways, why did even he too shake his head and say that he +feared it would never be in this country, at least not in his day, that it +was impracticable? + +The talk was very interesting to Marcia. She ate bits of her biscuit +without knowing, and she left her tea untasted till it was cold. The +younger of the two guests was talking. His name was Jervis. Marcia thought +she had heard the name somewhere, but had not yet placed him in her mind: + +“Yes,†said he, with an eager look on his face, “it is coming, it is +coming sooner than they think. Oliver Evans said, you know, that good +roads were all we could expect one generation to do. The next must make +canals, the next might build a railroad which should run by horse power, +and perhaps the next would run a railroad by steam. But we shall not have +to wait so long. We shall have steam moving railway carriages before +another year.†+ +“What!†said David, “you don’t mean it! Have you really any foundation for +such a statement?†He leaned forward, his eyes shining and his whole +attitude one of deep interest. Marcia watched him, and a great pride began +to glow within her that she belonged to him. She looked at the other men. +Their eyes were fixed upon David with heightening pleasure and pride. + +The older man watched the little tableau a moment and then he explained: + +“The Mohawk and Hudson Company have just made an engagement with Mr. +Jervis as chief engineer of their road. He expects to run that road by +steam!†+ +He finished his fruit cake and preserves under the spell of astonishment +he had cast upon his host and hostess. + +David and Marcia turned simultaneously toward Mr. Jervis for a +confirmation of this statement. Mr. Jervis smiled in affirmation. + +“But will it not be like all the rest, no funds?†asked David a trifle +sadly. “It may be years even yet before it is really started.†+ +But Mr. Jervis’ face was reassuring. + +“The contract is let for the grading. In fact work has already begun. I +expect to begin laying the track by next Spring, perhaps sooner. As soon +as the track is laid we shall show them.†+ +David’s eyes shone and he reached out and grasped the hand of the man who +had the will and apparently the means of accomplishing this great thing +for the country. + +“It will make a wonderful change in the whole land,†said David musingly. +He had forgotten to eat. His face was aglow and a side of his nature which +Marcia did not know was uppermost. Marcia saw the man, the thinker, the +writer, the former of public opinion, the idealist. Heretofore David had +been to her in the light of her sister’s lover, a young man of promise, +but that was all. Now she saw something more earnest, and at once it was +revealed to her what a man he was, a man like her father. David’s eyes +were suddenly drawn to meet hers. He looked on Marcia and seemed to be +sharing his thought with her, and smiled a smile of comradeship. He felt +all at once that she could and would understand his feelings about this +great new enterprise, and would be glad too. It pleased him to feel this. +It took a little of his loneliness away. Kate would never have been +interested in these things. He had never expected such sympathy from her. +She had been something beautiful and apart from his world, and as such he +had adored her. But it was pleasant to have some one who could understand +and feel as he did. Just then he was not thinking of his lost Kate. So he +smiled and Marcia felt the glow of warmth from his look and returned it, +and the two visitors knew that they were among friends who understood and +sympathized. + +“Yes, it will make a change,†said the older man. “I hope I may live to +see at least a part of it.†+ +“If you succeed there will be many others to follow. The land will soon be +a network of railroads,†went on David, still musing. + +“We shall succeed!†said Mr. Jervis, closing his lips firmly in a way that +made one sure he knew whereof he spoke. + +“And now tell me about it,†said David, with his most engaging smile, as a +child will ask to have a story. David could be most fascinating when he +felt he was in a sympathetic company. At other times he was wont to be +grave, almost to severity. But those who knew him best and had seen him +thus melted into child-like enthusiasm, felt his lovableness as the others +never dreamed. + +The table talk launched into a description of the proposed road, the road +bed, the manner of laying the rails, their thickness and width, and the +way of bolting them down to the heavy timbers that lay underneath. It was +all intensely fascinating to Marcia. Mr. Jervis took knives and forks to +illustrate and then showed by plates and spoons how they were fastened +down. + +David asked a question now and then, took out his note book and wrote down +some things. The two guests were eager and plain in their answers. They +wanted David to write it up. They wanted the information to be accurate +and full. + +“The other day I saw a question in a Baltimore paper, sent in by a +subscriber, ‘What is a railroad?’†said the old gentleman, “and the +editor’s reply was, ‘Can any of our readers answer this question and tell +us what is a railroad?’†+ +There was a hearty laugh over the unenlightened unbelievers who seemed to +be only too willing to remain in ignorance of the march of improvement. + +David finally laid down his note book, feeling that he had gained all the +information he needed at present. “I have much faith in you and your +skill, but I do not quite see how you are going to overcome all the +obstacles. How, for instance, are you going to overcome the inequalities +in the road? Our country is not a flat even one like those abroad where +the railroad has been tried. There are sharp grades, and many curves will +be necessary,†said he. + +Mr. Jervis had shoved his chair back from the table, but now he drew it up +again sharply and began to move the dishes back from his place, a look of +eagerness gleaming in his face. + +Once again the dishes and cups were brought into requisition as the +engineer showed a crude model, in china and cutlery, of an engine he +proposed to have constructed, illustrating his own idea about a truck for +the forward wheels which should move separately from the back wheels and +enable the engine to conform to curves more readily. + +Marcia sat with glowing cheeks watching the outline of history that was to +be, not knowing that the little model before her, made from her own +teacups and saucers, was to be the model for all the coming engines of the +many railroads of the future. + +Finally the chairs were pushed back, and yet the talk went on. Marcia +slipped silently about conveying the dishes away. And still the guests sat +talking. She could hear all they said even when she was in the kitchen +washing the china, for she did it very softly and never a clink hid a +word. They talked of Governor Clinton again and of his attitude toward the +railroad. They spoke of Thurlow Weed and a number of others whose names +were familiar to Marcia in the papers she had read to her father. They +told how lately on the Baltimore and Ohio railroad Peter Cooper had +experimented with a little locomotive, and had beaten a gray horse +attached to another car. + +Marcia smiled brightly as she listened, and laid the delicate china teapot +down with care lest she should lose a word. But ever with her interest in +the march of civilization, there were other thoughts mingling. Thoughts of +David and of how he would be connected with it all. He would write it up +and be identified with it. He was brave enough to face any new movement. + +David’s paper was a temperance paper. There were not many temperance +papers in those days. David was brave. He had already faced a number of +unpleasant circumstances in consequence. He was not afraid of sneers or +sarcasms, nor of being called a fanatic. He had taken such a stand that +even those who were opposed had to respect him. Marcia felt the joy of a +great pride in David to-night. + +She sang a happy little song at the bottom of her heart as she worked. The +new railroad was an assured thing, and David was her comrade, that was the +song, and the refrain was, “David, David, David!†+ +Later, after the guests had talked themselves out and taken their candles +to their rooms, David with another comrade’s smile, and a look in his eyes +that saw visions of the country’s future, and for this one night at least +promised not to dream of the past, bade her good night. + +She went up to her white chamber and lay down upon the pillow, whose case +was fragrant of lavendar blossoms, dreaming with a smile of to-morrow. She +thought she was riding in a strange new railroad train with David’s arm +about her and Harry Temple running along at his very best pace to try to +catch them, but he could not. + +Miranda, at her supperless window, watched the evening hours and thought +many thoughts. She wondered why they stayed in the dining room so late, +and why they did not go into the parlor and make Marcia play the “music +box†as she called it; and why there was a light so long in that back +chamber over the kitchen. Could it be they had put one of the guests +there? Surely not. Perhaps that was David’s study. Perhaps he was writing. +Ah! She had guessed aright. David was sitting up to write while the +inspiration was upon him. + +But Miranda slept and ceased to wonder long before David’s light was +extinguished, and when he finally lay down it was with a body healthily +weary, and a mind for the time free from any intruding thought of himself +and his troubles. + +He had written a most captivating article that would appear in his paper +in a few days, and which must convince many doubters that a railroad was +at last an established fact among them. + +There were one or two points which he must ask the skilled engineer in the +morning, but as he reviewed what he had written he felt a sense of deep +satisfaction, and a true delight in his work. His soul thrilled with the +power of his gift. He loved it, exulted in it. It was pleasant to feel +that delight in his work once more. He had thought since his marriage that +it was gone forever, but perhaps by and by it would return to console him, +and he would be able to do greater things in the world because of his +suffering. + +Just as he dropped to sleep there came a thought of Marcia, pleasantly, as +one remembers a flower. He felt that there was a comfort about Marcia, a +something helpful in her smile. There was more to her than he had +supposed. She was not merely a child. How her face had glowed as the men +talked of the projected railroad, and almost she seemed to understand as +they described the proposed engine with its movable trucks. She would be a +companion who would be interested in his pursuits. He had hoped to teach +Kate to understand his life work and perhaps help him some, but Kate was +by nature a butterfly, a bird of gay colors, always on the wing. He would +not have wanted her to be troubled with deep thoughts. Marcia seemed to +enjoy such things. What if he should take pains to teach her, read with +her, help cultivate her mind? It would at least be an occupation for +leisure hours, something to interest him and keep away the awful pall of +sadness. + +How sweet she had looked as she lay asleep in the woods with the tears on +her cheek like the dew-drops upon a rose petal! She was a dear little girl +and he must take care of her and protect her. That scoundrel Temple! What +were such men made for? He must settle him to-morrow. + +And so he fell asleep. + + + + + + CHAPTER XVII + + +Harry Temple sat in his office the next morning with his feet upon the +table and his wooden armed chair tilted back against the wall. + +He had letters to write, a number of them, that should go out with the +afternoon coach, to reach the night packet. There were at least three men +he ought to go and see at once if he would do the best for his employers, +and the office he sat in was by no means in the best of order. But his +feet were elevated comfortably on the table and he was deep in the pages +of a story of the French Court, its loves and hates and intrigues. + +It was therefore with annoyance that he looked up at the opening of the +office door. + +But the frown changed to apprehension, as he saw who was his visitor. He +brought the chair legs suddenly to the floor and his own legs followed +them swiftly. David Spafford was not a man before whom another would sit +with his feet on a table, even to transact business. + +There was a look of startled enquiry on Harry Temple’s face. For an +instant his self-complacency was shaken. He hesitated, wondering what tack +to take. Perhaps after all his alarm was unnecessary. Marcia likely had +been too frightened to tell of what had occurred. He noticed the broad +shoulder, the lean, active body, the keen eye, and the grave poise of his +visitor, and thought he would hardly care to fight a duel with that man. +It was natural for him to think at once of a duel on account of the French +court life from which his mind had just emerged. A flash of wonder passed +through his mind whether it would be swords or pistols, and then he set +himself to face the other man. + +David Spafford stood for a full minute and looked into the face of the man +he had come to shame. He looked at him with a calm eye and brow, but with +a growing contempt that did not need words to express it. Harry Temple +felt the color rise in his cheek, and his soul quaked for an instant. Then +his habitual conceit arose and he tried to parry with his eye that keen +piercing gaze of the other. It must have lasted a full minute, though it +seemed to Mr. Temple it was five at the least. He made an attempt to offer +his visitor a chair, but it was not noticed. David Spafford looked his man +through and through, and knew him for exactly what he was. At last he +spoke, quietly, in a tone that was too courteous to be contemptuous, but +it humiliated the listener more even than contempt: + +“It would be well for you to leave town at once.†+ +That was all. The listener felt that it was a command. His wrath arose +hotly, and beat itself against the calm exterior of his visitor’s gaze in +a look that was brazen enough to have faced a whole town of accusers. +Harry Temple could look innocent and handsome when he chose. + +“I do not understand you, sir!†he said. “That is a most extraordinary +statement!†+ +“It would be well for you to leave town at once.†+ +This time the command was imperative. Harry’s eyes blazed. + +“Why?†He asked it with that impertinent tilt to his chin which usually +angered his opponent in any argument. Once he could break that steady, +iron, self-control he felt he would have the best of things. He could +easily persuade David Spafford that everything was all right if he could +get him off his guard and make him angry. An angry man could do little but +bluster. + +“You understand very well,†replied David, his voice still, steady and his +gaze not swerving. + +“Indeed! Well, this is most extraordinary,†said Harry, losing control of +himself again. “Of what do you accuse me, may I enquire?†+ +“Of nothing that your own heart does not accuse you,†said David. And +somehow there was more than human indignation in the gaze now: there was +pity, a sense of shame for another soul who could lower himself to do +unseemly things. Before that look the blood crept into Harry’s cheek +again. An uncomfortable sensation entirely new was stealing over him. A +sense of sin—no, not that exactly,—a sense that he had made a mistake, +perhaps. He never was very hard upon himself even when the evidence was +clear against him. It angered him to feel humiliated. What a fuss to make +about a little thing! What a tiresome old cad to care about a little +flirtation with his wife! He wished he had let the pretty baby alone +entirely. She was of no finer stuff than many another who had accepted his +advances with pleasure. He stiffened his neck and replied with much +haughtiness: + +“My heart accuses me of nothing, sir. I assure you I consider your words +an insult! I demand satisfaction for your insulting language, sir!†Harry +Temple had never fought a duel, and had never been present when others +fought, but that was the language in which a challenge was usually +delivered in French novels. + +“It is not a matter for discussion!†said David Spafford, utterly ignoring +the other’s blustering words. “I am fully informed as to all that occurred +yesterday afternoon, and I tell you once more, it would be well for you to +leave town at once. I have nothing further to say.†+ +David turned and walked toward the door, and Harry stood, ignored, angry, +crestfallen, and watched him until he reached the door. + +“You would better ask your informant further of her part in the matter!†+he hissed, suddenly, an open sneer in his voice and a covert implication +of deep meaning. + +David turned, his face flashing with righteous indignation. The man who +was withered by the scorn of that glance wished heartily that he had not +uttered the false sentence. He felt the smallness of his own soul, during +the instant of silence in which his visitor stood looking at him. + +Then David spoke deliberately: + +“I knew you were a knave,†said he, “but I did not suppose you were also a +coward. A man who is not a coward will not try to put the blame upon a +woman, especially upon an innocent one. You, sir, will leave town this +evening. Any business further than you can settle between this and that I +will see properly attended to. I warn you, sir, it will be unwise for you +to remain longer than till the evening coach.†+ +Perfectly courteous were David’s tones, keen command was in his eye and +determination in every line of his face. Harry could not recover himself +to reply, could not master his frenzy of anger and humiliation to face the +righteous look of his accuser. Before he realized it, David was gone. + +He stood by the window and watched him go down the street with rapid, firm +tread and upright bearing. Every line in that erect form spoke of +determination. The conviction grew within him that the last words of his +visitor were true, and that it would be wise for him to leave town. He +rebelled at the idea. He did not wish to leave, for business matters were +in such shape, or rather in such chaos, that it would be extremely awkward +for him to meet his employers and explain his desertion at that time. +Moreover there were several homes in the town open to him whenever he +chose, where were many attractions. It was a lazy pleasant life he had +been leading here, fully trusted, and wholly disloyal to the trust, +troubled by no uneasy overseers, not even his own conscience, dined and +smiled upon with lovely languishing eyes. He did not care to go, even +though he had decried the town as dull and monotonous. + +But, on the other hand, things had occurred—not the unfortunate little +mistake of yesterday, of course, but others, more serious things—that he +would hardly care to have brought to the light of day, especially through +the keen sarcastic columns of David Spafford’s paper. He had seen other +sinners brought to a bloodless retribution in those columns by dauntless +weapons of sarcasm and wit which in David Spafford’s hands could be made +to do valiant work. He did not care to be humiliated in that way. He could +not brazen it out. He was convinced that the man meant what he said, and +from what he knew of his influence he felt that he would leave no stone +unturned till he had made the place too hot to hold him. Only Harry Temple +himself knew how easy that would be to do, for no one else knew how many +“mistakes†(?) Harry had made, and he, unfortunately for himself, did not +know how many of them were not known, by any who could harm him. + +He stood a long time clinking some sixpences and shillings together in his +pocket, and scowling down the street after David had disappeared from +sight. + +“Blame that little pink-cheeked, baby-eyed fool!†he said at last, turning +on his heel with a sigh. “I might have known she was too goody-goody. Such +people ought to die young before they grow up to make fools of other +people. Bah! Think of a wife like that with no spirit of her own. A baby! +Merely a baby!†+ +Nevertheless, in his secret heart, he knew he honored Marcia and felt a +true shame that she had looked into his tarnished soul. + +Then he looked round about upon his papers that represented a whole week’s +hard work and maybe more before they were cleared away, and reflected how +much easier after all it would be to get up a good excuse and go away, +leaving all this to some poor drudge who should be sent here in his place. +He looked around again and his eyes lighted upon his book. He remembered +the exciting crisis in which he had left the heroine and down he sat to +his story again. At least there was nothing demanding attention this +moment. He need not decide what he would do. If he went there were few +preparations to make. He would toss some things into his carpet-bag and +pretend to have been summoned to see a sick and dying relative, a +long-lost brother or something. It would be easy to invent one when the +time came. Then he could leave directions for the rest of his things to be +packed if he did not return, and get rid of the trouble of it all. As for +the letters, if he was going what use to bother with them? Let them wait +till his successor should come. It mattered little to him whether his +employers suffered for his negligence or not so long as he finished his +story. Besides, it would not do to let that cad think he had frightened +him. He would pretend he was not going, at least during his hours of +grace. So he picked up his book and went on reading. + +At noon he sauntered back to his boarding house as usual for his dinner, +having professed an unusually busy morning to those who came in to the +office on business and made appointments with them for the next day. This +had brought him much satisfaction as the morning wore away and he was left +free to his book, and so before dinner he had come to within a very few +pages of the end. + +After a leisurely dinner he sauntered back to the office again, rejoicing +in the fact that circumstances had so arranged themselves that he had +passed David Spafford in front of the newspaper office and given him a +most elaborate and friendly bow in the presence of four or five +bystanders. David’s look in return had meant volumes, and decided Harry +Temple to do as he had been ordered, not, of course, because he had been +ordered to do so, but because it would be an easier thing to do. In fact +he made up his mind that he was weary of this part of the country. He went +back to his book. + +About the middle of the afternoon he finished the last pages. He rose up +with alacrity then and began to think what he should do. He glanced around +the room, sought out a few papers, took some daguerreotypes of girls from +a drawer of his desk, gave a farewell glance around the dismal little room +that had seen so much shirking for the past few months, and then went out +and locked the door. + +He paused at the corner. Which way should he go? He did not care to go +back to the office, for his book was done, and he scarcely needed to go to +his room at his boarding place yet either, for the afternoon was but half +over and he wished his departure to appear to be entirely unpremeditated. +A daring thought came into his head. He would walk past David Spafford’s +house. He would let Marcia see him if possible. He would show them that he +was not afraid in the least. He even meditated going in and explaining to +Marcia that she had made a great mistake, that he had been merely admiring +her, and that there was no harm in anything he had said or done yesterday, +that he was exceedingly grieved and mortified that she should have +mistaken his meaning for an insult, and so on and so on. He knew well how +to make such honeyed talk when he chose, but the audacity of the thing was +a trifle too much for even his bold nature, so he satisfied himself by +strolling in a leisurely manner by the house. + +When he was directly opposite to it he raised his eyes casually and bowed +and smiled with his most graceful air. True, he did not see any one, for +Marcia had caught sight of him as she was coming out upon the stoop and +had fled into her own room with the door buttoned, she was watching unseen +from behind the folds of her curtain, but he made the bow as complete as +though a whole family had been greeting him from the windows. Marcia, poor +child, thought he must see her, and she felt frozen to the spot, and +stared wildly through the little fold of her curtain with trembling hands +and weak knees till he was passed. Well pleased at himself the young man +walked on, knowing that at least three prominent citizens had seen him bow +and smile, and that they would be witnesses, against anything David might +say to the contrary, that he was on friendly terms with Mrs. Spafford. + +Hannah Heath was sitting on the front stoop with her knitting. She often +sat there dressed daintily of an afternoon. Her hands were white and +looked well against the blue yarn she was knitting. Besides there was +something domestic and sentimental in a stocking. It gave a cosy, homey, +air to a woman, Hannah considered. So she sat and knitted and smiled at +whomsoever passed by, luring many in to sit and talk with her, so that the +stockings never grew rapidly, but always kept at about the same stage. If +it had been Miranda, Grandmother Heath would have made some sharp remarks +about the length of time it took to finish that blue stocking, but as it +was Hannah it was all right. + +Hannah sat upon the stoop and knitted as Harry Temple came by. Now, Hannah +was not so great a favorite with Harry as Harry was with Hannah. She was +of the kind who was conquered too easily, and he did not consider it worth +his while to waste time upon her simperings usually. But this afternoon +was different. He had nowhere to go for a little while, and Hannah’s +appearance on the stoop was opportune and gave him an idea. He would +lounge there with her. Perchance fortune would favor him again and David +Spafford would pass by and see him. There would be one more opportunity to +stare insolently at him and defy him, before he bent his neck to obey. +David had given him the day in which to do what he would, and he would +make no move until the time was over and the coach he had named departed, +but he knew that then he would bring down retribution. In just what form +that retribution would come he was not quite certain, but he knew it would +be severe. + +So when Hannah smiled upon him, Harry Temple stepped daintily across the +mud in the road, and came and sat down beside her. He toyed with her +knitting, caught one of her plump white hands, the one on the side away +from the street, and held it, while Hannah pretended not to notice, and +drooped her long eyelashes in a telling way. Hannah knew how. She had been +at it a good many years. + +So he sat, toward five o’clock, when David came by, and bowed gravely to +Hannah, but seemed not to see Harry. Harry let his eyes follow the tall +figure in an insolent stare. + +“What a dough-faced cad that man is!†he said lazily, “no wonder his +little pink-cheeked wife seeks other society. Handsome baby, though, isn’t +she?†+ +Hannah pricked up her ears. Her loss of David was too recent not to cause +her extreme jealousy of his pretty young wife. Already she fairly hated +her. Her upbringing in the atmosphere of Grandmother Heath’s sarcastic, +ill-natured gossip had prepared her to be quick to see meaning in any +insinuation. + +She looked at him keenly, archly for a moment, then replied with drooping +gaze and coquettish manner: + +“You should not blame any one for enjoying your company.†+ +Hannah stole sly glances to see how he took this, but Harry was an old +hand and proof against such scrutiny. He only shrugged his shoulder +carelessly, as though he dropped all blame like a garment that he had no +need for. + +“And what’s the matter with David?†asked Hannah, watching David as he +mounted his own steps, and thinking how often she had watched that tall +form go down the street, and thought of him as destined to belong to her. +The mortification that he had chosen some one else was not yet forgotten. +It amounted almost to a desire for revenge. + +Harry lingered longer than he intended. Hannah begged him to remain to +supper, but he declined, and when she pressed him to do so he looked +troubled and said he was expecting a letter and must hurry back to see if +it came in the afternoon coach. He told her that a dear friend, a beloved +cousin, was lying very ill, and he might be summoned at any moment to his +bedside, and Hannah said some comforting little things in a caressing +voice, and hoped he would find the letter saying the cousin was better. +Then he hurried away. + +It was easy at his boarding house to say he had been called away, and he +rushed up to his room and threw some necessaries into his carpet-bag, +scattering things around the room and helping out the impression that he +was called away in a great hurry. When he was ready he looked at his +watch. It was growing late. The evening coach left in half an hour. He +knew its route well. It started at the village inn, and went down the old +turnpike, stopping here and there to pick up passengers. There was always +a convocation when it started. Perhaps David Spafford would be there and +witness his obedience to the command given him. He set his lips and made +up his mind to escape that at least. He would cheat his adversary of that +satisfaction. + +It would involve a sacrifice. He would have to go without his supper, and +he could smell the frying bacon coming up the stairs. But it would help +the illusion and he could perhaps get something on the way when the coach +stopped to change horses. + +He rushed downstairs and told his landlady that he must start at once, as +he must see a man before the coach went, and she, poor lady, had no chance +to suggest that he leave her a little deposit on the sum of his board +which he already owed her. There was perhaps some method in his hurry for +that reason also. It always bothered him to pay his bills, he had so many +other ways of spending his money. + +So he hurried away and caught a ride in a farm wagon going toward the +Cross Roads. When it turned off he walked a little way until another wagon +came along; finally crossed several fields at a breathless pace and caught +the coach just as it was leaving the Cross Roads, which was the last +stopping place anywhere near the village. He climbed up beside the driver, +still in a breathless condition, and detailed to him how he had received +word, just before the coach started, by a messenger who came +across-country on horseback, that his cousin was dying. + +After he had answered the driver’s minutest questions, he sat back and +reflected upon his course with satisfaction. He was off, and he had not +been seen nor questioned by a single citizen, and by to-morrow night his +story as he had told it to the driver would be fully known and circulated +through the place he had just left. The stage driver was one of the best +means of advertisement. It was well to give him full particulars. + +The driver after he had satisfied his curiosity about the young man by his +side, and his reasons for leaving town so hastily, began to wax eloquent +upon the one theme which now occupied his spare moments and his fluent +tongue, the subject of a projected railroad. Whether some of the +sentiments he uttered were his own, or whether he had but borrowed from +others, they were at least uttered with force and apparent conviction, and +many a traveller sat and listened as they were retailed and viewed the +subject from the standpoint of the loud-mouthed coachman. + +A little later Tony Weller, called by some one “the best beloved of all +coachmen,†uttered much the same sentiments in the following words: + +“I consider that the railroad is unconstitutional and an invader o’ +privileges. As to the comfort, as an old coachman I may say it,—vere’s the +comfort o’ sittin’ in a harm-chair a lookin’ at brick walls, and heaps o’ +mud, never comin’ to a public ’ouse, never seein’ a glass o’ ale, never +goin’ through a pike, never meetin’ a change o’ no kind (hosses or +otherwise), but always comin’ to a place, ven you comes to vun at all, the +werry picter o’ the last. + +“As to the honor an’ dignity o’ travellin’ vere can that be without a +coachman, and vat’s the rail, to sich coachmen as is sometimes forced to +go by it, but an outrage and an hinsult? As to the ingen, a nasty, +wheezin’, gaspin’, puffin’, bustin’ monster always out o’ breath, with a +shiny green and gold back like an onpleasant beetle; as to the ingen as is +always a pourin’ out red ’ot coals at night an’ black smoke in the day, +the sensiblest thing it does, in my opinion, is ven there’s somethin’ in +the vay, it sets up that ’ere frightful scream vich seems to say, ‘Now +’ere’s two ’undred an’ forty passengers in the werry greatest extremity o’ +danger, an’ ’ere’s their two ’undred an’ forty screams in vun!’†+ +But such sentiments as these troubled Harry Temple not one whit. He cared +not whether the present century had a railroad or whether it travelled by +foot. He would not lift a white finger to help it along or hinder. As the +talk went on he was considering how and where he might get his supper. + + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII + + +The weather turned suddenly cold and raw that Fall, and almost in one day, +the trees that had been green, or yellowing in the sunshine, put on their +autumn garments of defeat, flaunted them for a brief hour, and dropped +them early in despair. The pleasant woods, to which Marcia had fled in her +dismay, became a mass of finely penciled branches against a wintry sky, +save for the one group of tall pines that hung out heavy above the rest, +and seemed to defy even snowy blasts. + +Marcia could see those pines from her kitchen window, and sometimes as she +worked, if her heart was heavy, she would look out and away to them, and +think of the day she laid her head down beneath them to sob out her +trouble, and awoke to find comfort. Somehow the memory of that little talk +that she and David had then grew into vast proportions in her mind, and +she loved to cherish it. + +There had come letters from home. Her stepmother had written, a stiff, not +unloving letter, full of injunctions to be sure to remember this, and not +do that, and on no account to let any relative or neighbor persuade her +out of the ways in which she had been brought up. She was attempting to do +as many mothers do, when they see the faults in the child they have +brought up, try to bring them up over again. At some of the sentences a +wild homesickness took possession of her. Some little homely phrase about +one of the servants, or the mention of a pet hen or cow, would bring the +longing tears to her eyes, and she would feel that she must throw away +this new life and run back to the old one. + +School was begun at home. Mary Ann and Hanford would be taking the long +walk back and forth together twice a day to the old school-house. She half +envied them their happy, care-free life. She liked to think of the shy +courting that she had often seen between scholars in the upper classes. +Her imagination pleased itself sometimes when she was going to sleep, +trying to picture out the school goings and home comings, and their sober +talk. Not that she ever looked back to Hanford Weston with regret, not +she. She knew always that he was not for her, and perhaps, even so early +as that in her new life, if the choice had been given her whether she +would go back to her girlhood again and be as she was before Kate had run +away, or whether she would choose to stay here in the new life with David, +it is likely she would have chosen to stay. + +There were occasional letters from Squire Schuyler. He wrote of politics, +and sent many messages to his son-in-law which Marcia handed over to David +at the tea table to read, and which always seemed to soften David and +bring a sweet sadness into his eyes. He loved and respected his +father-in-law. It was as if he were bound to him by the love of some one +who had died. Marcia thought of that every time she handed David a letter, +and sat and watched him read it. + +Sometimes little Harriet or the boys printed out a few words about the +family cat, or the neighbors’ children, and Marcia laughed and cried over +the poor little attempts at letters and longed to have the eager childish +faces of the writers to kiss. + +But in all of them there was never a mention of the bright, beautiful, +selfish girl around whom the old home life used to centre and who seemed +now, judging from the home letters, to be worse than dead to them all. But +since the afternoon upon the hill a new and pleasant intercourse had +sprung up between David and Marcia. True it was confined mainly to +discussions of the new railroad, the possibilities of its success, and the +construction of engines, tracks, etc. David was constantly writing up the +subject for his paper, and he fell into the habit of reading his articles +aloud to Marcia when they were finished. She would listen with breathless +admiration, sometimes combating a point ably, with the old vim she had +used in her discussion over the newspaper with her father, but mainly +agreeing with every word he wrote, and always eager to understand it down +to the minutest detail. + +He always seemed pleased at her praise, and wrote on while she put away +the tea-things with a contented expression as though he had passed a high +critic, and need not fear any other. Once he looked up with a quizzical +expression and made a jocose remark about “our article,†taking her into a +sort of partnership with him in it, which set her heart to beating +happily, until it seemed as if she were really in some part at least +growing into his life. + +But after all their companionship was a shy, distant one, more like that +of a brother and sister who had been separated all their lives and were +just beginning to get acquainted, and ever there was a settled sadness +about the lines of David’s mouth and eyes. They sat around one table now, +the evenings when they were at home, for there were still occasional +tea-drinkings at their friends’ houses; and there was one night a week +held religiously for a formal supper with the aunts, which David kindly +acquiesced in—more for the sake of his Aunt Clarinda than the +others,—whenever he was not detained by actual business. Then, too, there +was the weekly prayer meeting held at “early candle light†in the dim old +shadowed church. They always walked down the twilighted streets together, +and it seemed to Marcia there was a sweet solemnity about that walk. They +never said much to each other on the way. David seemed preoccupied with +holy thoughts, and Marcia walked softly beside him as if he had been the +minister, looking at him proudly and reverently now and then. David was +often called upon to pray in meeting and Marcia loved to listen to his +words. He seemed to be more intimate with God than the others, who were +mostly old men and prayed with long, rolling, solemn sentences that put +the whole community down into the dust and ashes before their Creator. + +Marcia rather enjoyed the hour spent in the sombreness of the church, with +the flickering candle light making grotesque forms of shadows on the wall +and among the tall pews. The old minister reminded her of the one she had +left at home, though he was more learned and scholarly, and when he had +read the Scripture passages he would take his spectacles off and lay them +across the great Bible where the candle light played at glances with the +steel bows, and say: “Let us pray!†Then would come that soft stir and +hush as the people took the attitude of prayer. Marcia sometimes joined in +the prayer in her heart, uttering shy little petitions that were vague and +indefinite, and had to do mostly with the days when she was troubled and +homesick, and felt that David belonged wholly to Kate. Always her clear +voice joined in the slow hymns that quavered out now and again, lined out +to the worshippers. + +Marcia and David went out from that meeting down the street to their home +with the hush upon them that must have been upon the Israelites of old +after they had been to the solemn congregation. + +But once David had come in earlier than usual and had caught Marcia +reading the Scottish Chiefs, and while she started guiltily to be found +thus employed he smiled indulgently. After supper he said: “Get your book, +child, and sit down. I have some writing to do, and after it is done I +will read it to you.†So after that, more and more often, it was a book +that Marcia held in her hands in the long evenings when they sat together, +instead of some useful employment, and so her education progressed. Thus +she read Epictetus, Rasselas, The Deserted Village, The Vicar of +Wakefield, Paradise Lost, the Mysteries of the Human Heart, Marshall’s +Life of Columbus, The Spy, The Pioneers, and The Last of the Mohicans. + +She had been asked to sing in the village choir. David sang a sweet high +tenor there, and Marcia’s voice was clear and strong as a blackbird’s, +with the plaintive sweetness of the wood-robin’s. + +Hannah Heath was in the choir also, and jealously watched her every move, +but of this Marcia was unaware until informed of it by Miranda. With her +inherited sweetness of nature she scarcely credited it, until one Sunday, +a few weeks after the departure of Harry Temple, Hannah leaned forward +from her seat among the altos and whispered quite distinctly, so that +those around could hear—it was just before the service—“I’ve just had a +letter from your friend Mr. Temple. I thought you might like to know that +his cousin got well and he has gone back to New York. He won’t be +returning here this year. On some accounts he thought it was better not.†+ +It was all said pointedly, with double emphasis upon the “your friend,†+and “some accounts.†Marcia felt her cheeks glow, much to her vexation, +and tried to control her whisper to seem kindly as she answered +indifferently enough. + +“Oh, indeed! But you must have made a mistake. Mr. Temple is a very slight +acquaintance of mine. I have met him only a few times, and I know nothing +about his cousin. I was not aware even that he had gone away.†+ +Hannah raised her speaking eyebrows and replied, quite loud now, for the +choir leader had stood up already with his tuning-fork in hand, and one +could hear it faintly twang: + +“Indeed!â€â€”using Marcia’s own word—and quite coldly, “I should have thought +differently from what Harry himself told me,†and there was that in her +tone which deepened the color in Marcia’s cheeks and caused it to stay +there during the entire morning service as she sat puzzling over what +Hannah could have meant. It rankled in her mind during the whole day. She +longed to ask David about it, but could not get up the courage. + +She could not bear to revive the memory of what seemed to be her shame. It +was at the minister’s donation party that Hannah planted another thorn in +her heart,—Hannah, in a green plaid silk with delicate undersleeves of +lace, and a tiny black velvet jacket. + +She selected a time when Lemuel was near, and when Aunt Amelia and Aunt +Hortense, who believed that all the young men in town were hovering about +David’s wife, sat one on either side of Marcia, as if to guard her for +their beloved nephew—who was discussing politics with Mr. Heath—and who +never seemed to notice, so blind he was in his trust of her. + +So Hannah paused and posed before the three ladies, and with Lemuel +smiling just at her elbow, began in her affected way: + +“I’ve had another letter from New York, from your friend Mr. Temple,†she +said it with the slightest possible glance over her shoulder to get the +effect of her words upon the faithful Lemuel, “and he tells me he has met +a sister of yours. By the way, she told him that David used to be very +fond of her before she was married. I suppose she’ll be coming to visit +you now she’s so near as New York.†+ +Two pairs of suspicious steely eyes flew like stinging insects to gaze +upon her, one on either side, and Marcia’s heart stood still for just one +instant, but she felt that here was her trying time, and if she would help +David and do the work for which she had become his wife, she must protect +him now from any suspicions or disagreeable tongues. By very force of will +she controlled the trembling of her lips. + +“My sister will not likely visit us this winter, I think,†she replied as +coolly as if she had had a letter to that effect that morning, and then +she deliberately looked at Lemuel Skinner and asked if he had heard of the +offer of prizes of four thousand dollars in cash that the Baltimore and +Ohio railroad had just made for the most approved engine delivered for +trial before June first, 1831, not to exceed three and a half tons in +weight and capable of drawing, day by day, fifteen tons inclusive of +weight of wagons, fifteen miles per hour. Lemuel looked at her blankly and +said he had not heard of it. He was engaged in thinking over what Hannah +had said about a letter from Harry Temple. He cared nothing about +railroads. + +“The second prize is thirty-five hundred dollars,†stated Marcia eagerly, +as though it were of the utmost importance to her. + +“Are you thinking of trying for one of the prizes?†sneered Hannah, +piercing her with her eyes, and now indeed the ready color flowed into +Marcia’s face. Her ruse had been detected. + +“If I were a man and understood machinery I believe I would. What a grand +thing it would be to be able to invent a thing like an engine that would +be of so much use to the world,†she answered bravely. + +“They are most dangerous machines,†said Aunt Amelia disapprovingly. “No +right-minded Christian who wishes to live out the life his Creator has +given him would ever ride behind one. I have heard that boilers always +explode.†+ +“They are most unnecessary!†said Aunt Hortense severely, as if that +settled the question for all time and all railroad corporations. + +But Marcia was glad for once of their disapproval and entered most +heartily into a discussion of the pros and cons of engines and steam, +quoting largely from David’s last article for the paper on the subject, +until Hannah and Lemuel moved slowly away. The discussion served to keep +the aunts from inquiring further that evening about the sister in New +York. + +Marcia begged them to go with her into the kitchen and see the store of +good things that had been brought to the minister’s house by his loving +parishioners. Bags of flour and meal, pumpkins, corn in the ear, eggs, and +nice little pats of butter. A great wooden tub of doughnuts, baskets of +apples and quinces, pounds of sugar and tea, barrels of potatoes, whole +hams, a side of pork, a quarter of beef, hanks of yarn, and strings of +onions. It was a goodly array. Marcia felt that the minister must be +beloved by his people. She watched him and his wife as they greeted their +people, and wished she knew them better, and might come and see them +sometimes, and perhaps eventually feel as much at home with them as with +her own dear minister. + +She avoided Hannah during the remainder of the evening. When the evening +was over and she went upstairs to get her wraps from the high four-poster +bedstead, she had almost forgotten Hannah and her ill-natured, prying +remarks. But Hannah had not forgotten her. She came forth from behind the +bed curtains where she had been searching for a lost glove, and remarked +that she should think Marcia would be lonely this first winter away from +home and want her sister with her a while. + +But the presence of Hannah always seemed a mental stimulus to the spirit +of Marcia. + +“Oh, I’m not in the least lonely,†she laughed merrily. “I have a great +many interesting things to do, and I love music and books.†+ +“Oh, yes, I forgot you are very fond of music. Harry Temple told me about +it,†said Hannah. Again there was that disagreeable hint of something more +behind her words, that aggravated Marcia almost beyond control. For an +instant a cutting reply was upon her lips and her eyes flashed fire; then +it came to her how futile it would be, and she caught the words in time +and walked swiftly down the stairs. David watching her come down saw the +admiring glances of all who stood in the hall below, and took her under +his protection with a measure of pride in her youth and beauty that he did +not himself at all realize. All the way home he talked with her about the +new theory of railroad construction, quite contented in her companionship, +while she, poor child, much perturbed in spirit, wondered how he would +feel if he knew what Hannah had said. + +David fell into a deep study with a book and his papers about him, after +they had reached home. Marcia went up to her quiet, lonely chamber, put +her face in the pillow and thought and wept and prayed. When at last she +lay down to rest she did not know anything she could do but just to go on +living day by day and helping David all she could. At most there was +nothing to fear for herself, save a kind of shame that she had not been +the first sister chosen, and she found to her surprise that that was +growing to be deeper than she had supposed. + +She wished as she fell asleep that her girl-dreams might have been left to +develop and bloom like other girls’, and that she might have had a real +lover,—like David in every way, yet of course not David because he was +Kate’s. But a real lover who would meet her as David had done that night +when he thought she was Kate, and speak to her tenderly. + +One afternoon David, being wearied with an unusual round of taxing cares, +came home to rest and study up some question in his library. + +Finding the front door fastened, and remembering that he had left his key +in his other pocket, he came around to the back door, and much preoccupied +with thought went through the kitchen and nearly to the hall before the +unusual sounds of melody penetrated to his ears. He stopped for an instant +amazed, forgetting the piano, then comprehending he wondered who was +playing. Perhaps some visitor was in the parlor. He would listen and find +out. He was weary and dusty with the soil of the office upon his hands and +clothes. He did not care to meet a visitor, so under cover of the music he +slipped into the door of his library across the hall from the parlor and +dropped into his great arm-chair. + +Softly and tenderly stole the music through the open door, all about him, +like the gentle dropping of some tender psalms or comforting chapter in +the Bible to an aching heart. It touched his brow like a soft soothing +hand, and seemed to know and recognize all the agonies his heart had been +passing through, and all the weariness his body felt. + +He put his head back and let it float over him and rest him. Tinkling +brooks and gentle zephyrs, waving of forest trees, and twitterings of +birds, calm lazy clouds floating by, a sweetness in the atmosphere, bells +far away, lowing herds, music of the angels high in heaven, the soothing +strain from each extracted and brought to heal his broken heart. It fell +like dew upon his spirit. Then, like a fresh breeze with zest and life +borne on, came a new strain, grand and fine and high, calling him to +better things. He did not know it was a strain of Handel’s music grown +immortal, but his spirit recognized the higher call, commanding him to +follow, and straightway he felt strengthened to go onward in the course he +had been pursuing. Old troubles seemed to grow less, anguish fell away +from him. He took new lease of life. Nothing seemed impossible. + +Then she played by ear one or two of the old tunes they sang in church, +touching the notes tenderly and almost making them speak the words. It +seemed a benediction. Suddenly the playing ceased and Marcia remembered it +was nearly supper time. + +He met her in the doorway with a new look in his eyes, a look of high +purpose and exultation. He smiled upon her and said: “That was good, +child. I did not know you could do it. You must give it to us often.†+Marcia felt a glow of pleasure in his kindliness, albeit she felt that the +look in his eyes set him apart and above her, and made her feel the child +she was. She hurried out to get the supper between pleasure and a nameless +unrest. She was glad of this much, but she wanted more, a something to +meet her soul and satisfy. + + + + + + CHAPTER XIX + + +The world had not gone well with Mistress Kate Leavenworth, and she was +ill-pleased. She had not succeeded in turning her father’s heart toward +herself as she had confidently expected to do when she ran away with her +sea captain. She had written a gay letter home, taking for granted, in a +pretty way, the forgiveness she did not think it necessary to ask, but +there had come in return a brief harsh statement from her father that she +was no longer his daughter and must cease from further communication with +the family in any way; that she should never enter his house again and not +a penny of his money should ever pass to her. He also informed her plainly +that the trousseau made for her had been given to her sister who was now +the wife of the man she had not seen fit to marry. + +Over this letter Mistress Kate at first stormed, then wept, and finally +sat down to frame epistle after epistle in petulant, penitent language. +These epistles following each other by daily mail coaches still brought +nothing further from her irate parent, and my lady was at last forced to +face the fact that she must bear the penalty of her own misdeeds; a lesson +she should have learned much earlier in life. + +The young captain, who had always made it appear that he had plenty of +money, had spent his salary, and most of his mother’s fortune, which had +been left in his keeping as administrator of his father’s estate; so he +had really very little to offer the spoiled and petted beauty, who simply +would not settle down to the inevitable and accept the fate she had +brought upon herself and others. Day after day she fretted and blamed her +husband until he heartily wished her back from whence he had taken her; +wished her back with her straitlaced lover from whom he had stolen her; +wished her anywhere save where she was. Her brightness and beauty seemed +all gone: she was a sulky child insisting upon the moon or nothing. She +waited to go to New York and be established in a fine house with plenty of +servants and a carriage and horses, and the young captain had not the +wherewithal to furnish these accessories to an elegant and luxurious life. + +He had loved her so far as his shallow nature could love, and perhaps she +had returned it in the beginning. He wanted to spend his furlough in quiet +places where he might have a honeymoon of his ideal, bantering Kate’s +sparkling sentences, looking into her beautiful eyes, touching her rosy +lips with his own as often as he chose. But Mistress Kate had lost her +sparkle. She would not be kissed until she had gained her point, her +lovely eyes were full of disfiguring tears and angry flashes, and her +speech scintillated with cutting sarcasms, which were none the less hard +to bear that they pressed home some disagreeable truths to the easy, +careless spendthrift. The rose had lost its dew and was making its thorns +felt. + +And so they quarreled through their honeymoon, and Captain Leavenworth was +not sorry when a hasty and unexpected end came to his furlough and he was +ordered off with his ship for an indefinite length of time. + +Even then Kate thought to get her will before he left, and held on her +sullen ways and her angry, blameful talk until the last minute, so that he +hurried away without even one good-bye kiss, and with her angry sentences +sounding in his ears. + +True, he repented somewhat on board the ship and sent her back more money +than she could reasonably have expected under the circumstances, but he +sent it without one word of gentleness, and Kate’s heart was hard toward +her husband. + +Then with bitterness and anguish,—that was new and fairly astonishing that +it had come to her who had always had her way,—she sat down to think of +the man she had jilted. He would have been kind to her. He would have +given her all she asked and more. He would even have moved his business to +New York to please her, she felt sure. Why had she been so foolish! And +then, like many another sinner who is made at last to see the error of his +ways, she cast hard thoughts at a Fate which had allowed her to make so +great a mistake, and pitied her poor little self out of all recognition of +the character she had formed. + +But she took her money and went to New York, for she felt that there only +could she be at all happy, and have some little taste of the delights of +true living. + +She took up her abode with an ancient relative of her own mother’s, who +lived in a quiet respectable part of the city, and who was glad to piece +out her small annuity with the modest sum that Kate agreed to pay for her +board. + +It was not long before Mistress Kate, with her beautiful face, and the +pretty clothes which she took care to provide at once for herself, +spending lavishly out of the diminishing sum her husband had sent her, and +thinking not of the morrow, nor the day when the board bills would be due, +became well known. The musty little parlor of the ancient relative was +daily filled with visitors, and every evening Kate held court, with the +old aunt nodding in her chair by the fireside. + +Neither did the poor old lady have a very easy time of it, in spite of the +promise of weekly pay. Kate laughed at the old furniture and the old ways. +She demanded new things, and got them, too, until the old lady saw little +hope of any help from the board money when Kate was constantly saying: “I +saw this in a shop down town, auntie, and as I knew you needed it I just +bought it. My board this week will just pay for it.†As always, Kate +ruled. The little parlor took on an air of brightness, and Kate became +popular. A few women of fashion took her up, and Kate launched herself +upon a gay life, her one object to have as good a time as possible, +regardless of what her husband or any one else might think. + +When Kate had been in New York about two months it happened one day that +she went out to drive with one of her new acquaintances, a young married +woman of about her own age, who had been given all in a worldly way that +had been denied to Kate. + +They made some calls in Brooklyn, and returned on the ferry-boat, carriage +and all, just as the sun was setting. + +The view was marvellous. The water a flood of pink and green and gold; the +sails of the vessels along the shore lit up resplendently; the buildings +of the city beyond sent back occasional flashes of reflected light from +window glass or church spire. It was a picture worth looking upon, and +Kate’s companion was absorbed in it. + +Not so Kate. She loved display above all things. She sat up statelily, +aware that she looked well in her new frock with the fine lace collar she +had extravagantly purchased the day before, and her leghorn bonnet with +its real ostrich feather, which was becoming in the extreme. She enjoyed +sitting back of the colored coachman, her elegant friend by her side, and +being admired by the two ladies and the little girl who sat in the ladies’ +cabin and occasionally peeped curiously at her from the window. She drew +herself up haughtily and let her soul “delight itself in fatnessâ€â€”borrowed +fatness, perhaps, but still, the long desired. She told herself she had a +right to it, for was she not a Schuyler? That name was respected +everywhere. + +She bore a grudge at a man and woman who stood by the railing absorbed in +watching the sunset haze that lay over the river showing the white sails +in gleams like flashes of white birds here and there. + +A young man well set up, and fashionably attired, sauntered up to the +carriage. He spoke to Kate’s friend, and was introduced. Kate felt in her +heart it was because of her presence there he came. His bold black eyes +told her as much and she was flattered. + +They fell to talking. + +“You say you spent the summer near Albany, Mr. Temple,†said Kate +presently, “I wonder if you happen to know any of my friends. Did you meet +a Mr. Spafford? David Spafford?†+ +“Of course I did, knew him well,†said the young man with guarded tone. +But a quick flash of dislike, and perhaps fear had crossed his face at the +name. Kate was keen. She analyzed that look. She parted her charming red +lips and showed her sharp little teeth like the treacherous pearls in a +white kitten’s pink mouth. + +“He was once a lover of mine,†said Kate carelessly, wrinkling her piquant +little nose as if the idea were comical, and laughing out a sweet ripple +of mirth that would have cut David to the heart. + +“Indeed!†said the ever ready Harry, “and I do not wonder. Is not every +one that at once they see you, Madam Leavenworth? How kind of your husband +to stay away at sea for so long a time and give us other poor fellows a +chance to say pleasant things.†+ +Then Kate pouted her pretty lips in a way she had and tapped the delighted +Harry with her carriage parasol across the fingers of his hand that had +taken familiar hold of the carriage beside her arm. + +“Oh, you naughty man!†she exclaimed prettily. “How dare you! Yes, David +Spafford and I were quite good friends. I almost gave in at one time and +became Mrs. Spafford, but he was too good for me!†+ +She uttered this truth in a mocking tone, and Harry saw her lead and +hastened to follow. Here was a possible chance for revenge. He was ready +for any. He studied the lady before him keenly. Of what did that face +remind him? Had he ever seen her before? + +“I should judge him a little straitlaced for your merry ways,†he +responded gallantly, “but he’s like all the rest, fickle, you know. He’s +married. Have you heard?†+ +Kate’s face darkened with something hard and cruel, but her voice was soft +as a cat’s purr: + +“Yes,†she sighed, “I know. He married my sister. Poor child! I am sorry +for her. I think he did it out of revenge, and she was too young to know +her own mind. But they, poor things, will have to bear the consequences of +what they have done. Isn’t it a pity that that has to be, Mr. Temple? It +is dreadful to have the innocent suffer. I have been greatly anxious about +my sister.†She lifted her large eyes swimming in tears, and he did not +perceive the insincerity in her purring voice just then. He was thanking +his lucky stars that he had been saved from any remarks about young Mrs. +Spafford, whom her sister seemed to love so deeply. It had been on the tip +of his tongue to suggest that she might be able to lead her husband a gay +little dance if she chose. How lucky he had not spoken! He tried to say +some pleasant comforting nothings, and found it delightful to see her face +clear into smiles and her blue eyes look into his so confidingly. By the +time the boat touched the New York side the two felt well acquainted, and +Harry Temple had promised to call soon, which promise he lost no time in +keeping. + +Kate’s heart had grown bitter against the young sister who had dared to +take her place, and against the lover who had so easily solaced himself. +She could not understand it. + +She resolved to learn all that Mr. Temple knew about David, and to find +out if possible whether he were happy. It was Kate’s nature not to be able +to give up anything even though she did not want it. She desired the +life-long devotion of every man who came near her, and have it she would +or punish him. + +Harry Temple, meanwhile, was reflecting upon his chance meeting that +afternoon and wondering if in some way he might not yet have revenge upon +the man who had humbled him. Possibly this woman could help him. + +After some thought he sat down and penned a letter to Hannah Heath, +begemming it here and there with devoted sentences which caused that young +woman’s eyes to sparkle and a smile of anticipation to wreathe her lips. +When she heard of the handsome sister in New York, and of her former +relations with David Spafford, her eyes narrowed speculatively, and her +fair brow drew into puzzled frowns. Harry Temple had drawn a word picture +of Mrs. Leavenworth. Harry should have been a novelist. If he had not been +too lazy he would have been a success. Gold hair! Ah! Hannah had heard of +gold hair before, and in connection with David’s promised wife. Here was a +mystery and Hannah resolved to look into it. It would at least be +interesting to note the effect of her knowledge upon the young bride next +door. She would try it. + +Meantime, the acquaintance of Harry Temple and Kate Leavenworth had +progressed rapidly. The second sight of the lady proved more interesting +than the first, for now her beautiful gold hair added to the charm of her +handsome face. Harry ever delighted in beauty of whatever type, and a +blonde was more fascinating to him than a brunette. Kate had dressed +herself bewitchingly, and her manner was charming. She knew how to assume +pretty child-like airs, but she was not afraid to look him boldly in the +eyes, and the light in her own seemed to challenge him. Here was a +delightful new study. A woman fresh from the country, having all the charm +of innocence, almost as child-like as her sister, yet with none of her +prudishness. Kate’s eyes held latent wickedness in them, or he was much +mistaken. She did not droop her lids and blush when he looked boldly and +admiringly into her face, but stared him back, smilingly, merrily, +daringly, as though she would go quite as far as he would. Moreover, with +her he was sure he need feel none of the compunctions he might have felt +with her younger sister who was so obviously innocent, for whether Kate’s +boldness was from lack of knowledge, or from lack of innocence, she was +quite able to protect herself, that was plain. + +So Harry settled into his chair with a smile of pleasant anticipation upon +his face. He not only had the prospect before him of a possible ally in +revenge against David Spafford, but he had the promise of a most unusually +delightful flirtation with a woman who was worthy of his best efforts in +that line. + +Almost at once it began, with pleasant banter, adorned with personal +compliments. + +“Lovelier than I thought, my lady,†said Harry, bowing low over the hand +she gave him, in a courtly manner he had acquired, perhaps from the +old-world novels he had read, and he brushed her pink finger tips with his +lips in a way that signified he was her abject slave. + +Kate blushed and smiled, greatly pleased, for though she had held her own +little court in the village where she was brought up, and queened it over +the young men who had flocked about her willingly, she had not been used +to the fulsome flattery that breathed from Harry Temple in every word and +glance. + +He looked at her keenly as he stood back a moment, to see if she were in +any wise offended with his salutation, and saw as he expected that she was +pleased and flattered. Her cheeks had grown rosier, and her eyes sparkled +with pleasure as she responded with a pretty, gracious speech. + +Then they sat down and faced one another. A good woman would have called +his look impudent—insulting. Kate returned it with a look that did not +shrink, nor waver, but fearlessly, recklessly accepted the challenge. +Playing with fire, were these two, and with no care for the fearful +results which might follow. Both knew it was dangerous, and liked it the +better for that. There was a long silence. The game was opening on a wider +scale than either had ever played before. + +“Do you believe in affinities?†asked the devil, through the man’s voice. + +The woman colored and showed she understood his deeper meaning. Her eyes +drooped for just the shade of an instant, and then she looked up and faced +him saucily, provokingly: + +“Why?†+ +He admired her with his gaze, and waited, lazily watching the color play +in her cheeks. + +“Do you need to ask why?†he said at last, looking at her significantly. +“I knew that you were my affinity the moment I laid my eyes upon you, and +I hoped you felt the same. But perhaps I was mistaken.†He searched her +face. + +She kept her eyes upon his, returning their full gaze, as if to hold it +from going too deep into her soul. + +“I did not say you were mistaken, did I?†said the rosy lips coquettishly, +and Kate drooped her long lashes till they fell in becoming sweeps over +her burning cheeks. + +Something in the curve of cheek and chin, and sweep of dark lash over +velvet skin, reminded him of her sister. It was so she had sat, though +utterly unconscious, while he had been singing, when there had come over +him that overwhelming desire to kiss her. If he should kiss this fair lady +would she slap him in the face and run into the garden? He thought not. +Still, she was brought up by the same father and mother in all likelihood, +and it was well to go slow. He reached forward, drawing his chair a little +nearer to her, and then boldly took one of her small unresisting hands, +gently, that he might not frighten her, and smoothed it thoughtfully +between his own. He held it in a close grasp and looked into her face +again, she meanwhile watching her hand amusedly, as though it were +something apart from herself, a sort of distant possession, for which she +was in no wise responsible. + +“I feel that you belong to me,†he said boldly looking into her eyes with +a languishing gaze. “I have known it from the first moment.†+ +Kate let her hand lie in his as if she liked it, but she said: + +“And what makes you think that, most audacious sir? Did you not know that +I am married?†Then she swept her gaze up provokingly at him again and +smiled, showing her dainty, treacherous, little teeth. She was so +bewitchingly pretty and tempting then that he had a mind to kiss her on +the spot, but a thought came to him that he would rather lead her further +first. He was succeeding well. She had no mind to be afraid. She did her +part admirably. + +“That makes no difference,†said he smiling. “That another man has secured +you first, and has the right to provide for you, and be near you, is my +misfortune of course, but it makes no difference, you are mine? By all the +power of love you are mine. Can any other man keep my soul from yours, can +he keep my eyes from looking into yours, or my thoughts from hovering over +you, or—†he hesitated and looked at her keenly, while she furtively +watched him, holding her breath and half inviting him—“or my lips from +drinking life from yours?†He stooped quickly and pressed his lips upon +hers. + +Kate gave a quick little gasp like a sob and drew back. The aunt nodding +over her Bible in the next room had not heard,—she was very deaf,—but for +an instant the young woman felt that all the shades of her worthy +patriarchal ancestors were hurrying around and away from her in horror. +She had come of too good Puritan stock not to know that she was treading +in the path of unrighteousness. Nevertheless it was a broad path, and +easy. It tempted her. It was exciting. It lured her with promise of +satisfying some of her untamed longings and impulses. + +She did not look offended. She only drew back to get breath and consider. +The wild beating of her heart, the tumult of her cheeks and eyes were all +a part of a new emotion. Her vanity was excited, and she thrilled with a +wild pleasure. As a duck will take to swimming so she took to the new +game, with wonderful facility. + +“But I didn’t say you might,†she cried with a bewildering smile. + +“I beg your pardon, fair lady, may I have another?†+ +His bold, bad face was near her own, so that she did not see the evil +triumph that lurked there. She had come to the turning of another way in +her life, and just here she might have drawn back if she would. Half she +knew this, yet she toyed with the opportunity, and it was gone. The new +way seemed so alluring. + +“You will first have to prove your right!†she said decidedly, with that +pretty commanding air that had conquered so many times. + +And in like manner on they went through the evening, frittering the time +away at playing with edged tools. + +A friendship so begun—if so unworthy an intimacy may be called by that +sweet name—boded no good to either of the two, and that evening marked a +decided turn for the worse in Kate Leavenworth’s career. + + + + + + CHAPTER XX + + +David had found it necessary to take a journey which might keep him away +for several weeks. + +He told Marcia in the evening when he came home from the office. He told +her as he would have told his clerk. It meant nothing to him but an +annoyance that he had to start out in the early winter, leave his business +in other’s hands for an indefinite period, and go among strangers. He did +not see the whitening of Marcia’s lips, nor the quick little movement of +her hand to her heart. Even Marcia herself did not realize all that it +meant to her. She felt as if a sudden shock had almost knocked her off her +feet. This quiet life in the big house, with only David at intervals to +watch and speak to occasionally, and no one to open her true heart to, had +been lonely; and many a time when she was alone at night she had wept +bitter tears upon her pillow,—why she did not quite know. But now when she +knew that it was to cease, and David was going away from her for a long +time, perhaps weeks, her heart suddenly tightened and she knew how sweet +it had been growing. Almost the tears came to her eyes, but she made a +quick errand to the hearth for the teapot, busying herself there till they +were under control again. When she returned to her place at the table she +was able to ask David some commonplace question about the journey which +kept her true feeling quite hidden from him. + +He was to start the next evening if possible. It appeared that there was +something important about railroading coming up in Congress. It was +necessary that he should be present to hear the debate, and also that he +should see and interview influential men. It meant much to the success of +the great new enterprises that were just in their infancy that he should +go and find out all about them and write them up as only he whose heart +was in it could do. He was pleased to have been selected for this; he was +lifted for the time above himself and his life troubles, and given to feel +that he had a work in the world that was worth while, a high calling, a +chance to give a push to the unrolling of the secret possibilities of the +universe and help them on their way. + +Marcia understood it all, and was proud and glad for him, but her own +heart which beat in such perfect sympathy with the work felt lonely and +left out. If only she could have helped too! + +There was no time for David to take Marcia to her home to stay during his +absence. He spoke of it regretfully just as he was about to leave, and +asked if she would like him to get some one to escort her by coach to her +father’s house until he could come for her; but she held back the tears by +main force and shook her head. She had canvassed that question in the +still hours of the night. She had met in imagination the home village with +its kindly and unkindly curiosity, she had seen their hands lifted in +suspicion; heard their covert whispers as to why her husband did not come +with her; why he had left her so soon after the honeymoon; why—a hundred +things. She had even thought of Aunt Polly and her acrid tongue and made +up her mind that whatever happened she did not want to go home to stay. + +The only other alternative was to go to the aunts. David expected it, and +the aunts spoke of it as if nothing else were possible. Marcia would have +preferred to remain alone in her own house, with her beloved piano, but +David would not consent, and the aunts were scandalized at the suggestion. +So to the aunts went Marcia, and they took her in with a hope in their +hearts that she might get the same good from the visit that the sluggard +in the Bible is bidden to find. + +“We must do our duty by her for David’s sake,†said Aunt Hortense, with +pursed lips and capable, folded hands that seemed fairly to ache to get at +the work of reconstructing the new niece. + +“Yes, it is our opportunity,†said Aunt Amelia with a snap as though she +thoroughly enjoyed the prospect. “Poor David!†and so they sat and laid +out their plans for their sweet young victim, who all unknowingly was +coming to one of those tests in her life whereby we are tried for greater +things and made perfect in patience and sweetness. + +It began with the first breakfast—the night before she had been company, +at supper—but when the morning came they felt she must be counted one of +the family. They examined her thoroughly on what she had been taught with +regard to housekeeping. They made her tell her recipes for pickling and +preserving. They put her through a catechism of culinary lore, and always +after her most animated account of the careful way in which she had been +trained in this or that housewifely art she looked up with wistful eyes +that longed to please, only to be met by the hard set lips and steely +glances of the two mentors who regretted that she should not have been +taught their way which was so much better. + +Aunt Hortense even went so far once as to suggest that Marcia write to her +stepmother and tell her how much better it was to salt the water in which +potatoes were to be boiled before putting them in, and was much offended +by the clear girlish laugh that bubbled up involuntarily at the thought of +teaching her stepmother anything about cooking. + +“Excuse me,†she said, instantly sobering as she saw the grim look of the +aunt, and felt frightened at what she had done. “I did not mean to laugh, +indeed I did not; but it seemed so funny to think of my telling mother how +to do anything.†+ +“People are never too old to learn,†remarked Aunt Hortense with offended +mien, “and one ought never to be too proud when there is a better way.†+ +“But mother thinks there is no better way I am sure. She says that it +makes potatoes soggy to boil them in salt. All that grows below the ground +should be salted after it is cooked and all that grows above the ground +should be cooked in salted water, is her rule.†+ +“I am surprised that your stepmother should uphold any such superstitious +ideas,†said Aunt Amelia with a self-satisfied expression. + +“One should never be too proud to learn something better,†Aunt Hortense +said grimly, and Marcia retreated in dire consternation at the thought of +what might follow if these three notable housekeeping gentlewomen should +come together. Somehow she felt a wicked little triumph in the thought +that it would be hard to down her stepmother. + +Marcia was given a few light duties ostensibly to “make her feel at home,†+but in reality, she knew, because the aunts felt she needed their +instruction. She was asked if she would like to wash the china and glass; +and regularly after each meal a small wooden tub and a mop were brought in +with hot water and soap, and she was expected to handle the costly +heirlooms under the careful scrutiny of their worshipping owners, who +evidently watched each process with strained nerves lest any bit of +treasured pottery should be cracked or broken. It was a trying ordeal. + +The girl would have been no girl if she had not chafed under this +treatment. To hold her temper steady and sweet under it was almost more +than she could bear. + +There were long afternoons when it was decreed that they should knit. + +Marcia had been used to take long walks at home, over the smooth crust of +the snow, going to her beloved woods, where she delighted to wander among +the bare and creaking trees; fancying them whispering sadly to one another +of the summer that was gone and the leaves they had borne now dead. But it +would be a dreadful thing in the aunts’ opinion for a woman, and +especially a young one, to take a long walk in the woods alone, in winter +too, and with no object whatever in view but a walk! What a waste of time! + +There were two places of refuge for Marcia during the weeks that followed. +There was home. How sweet that word sounded to her! How she longed to go +back there, with David coming home to his quiet meals three times a day, +and with her own time to herself to do as she pleased. With housewifely +zeal that was commendable in the eyes of the aunts, Marcia insisted upon +going down to her own house every morning to see that all was right, +guiltily knowing that in her heart she meant to hurry to her beloved books +and piano. To be sure it was cold and cheerless in the empty house. She +dared not make up fires and leave them, and she dared not stay too long +lest the aunts would feel hurt at her absence, but she longed with an +inexpressible longing to be back there by herself, away from that terrible +supervision and able to live her own glad little life and think her own +thoughts untrammeled by primness. + +Sometimes she would curl up in David’s big arm-chair and have a good cry, +after which she would take a book and read until the creeping chills down +her spine warned her she must stop. Even then she would run up and down +the hall or take a broom and sweep vigorously to warm herself and then go +to the cold keys and play a sad little tune. All her tunes seemed sad like +a wail while David was gone. + +The other place of refuge was Aunt Clarinda’s room. Thither she would +betake herself after supper, to the delight of the old lady. Then the +other two occupants of the house were left to themselves and might unbend +from their rigid surveillance for a little while. Marcia often wondered if +they ever did unbend. + +There was a large padded rocking chair in Aunt Clarinda’s room and Marcia +would laughingly take the little old lady in her arms and place her +comfortably in it, after a pleasant struggle on Miss Clarinda’s part to +put her guest into it. They had this same little play every evening, and +it seemed to please the old lady mightily. Then when she was conquered she +always sat meekly laughing, a fine pink color in her soft peachy cheek, +the candle light from the high shelf making flickering sparkles in her old +eyes that always seemed young; and she would say: “That’s just as David +used to do.†+ +Then Marcia drew up the little mahogany stool covered with the worsted dog +which Aunt Clarinda had worked when she was ten years old, and snuggling +down at the old lady’s feet exclaimed delightedly: “Tell me about it!†and +they settled down to solid comfort. + +There came a letter from David after he had been gone a little over a +week. Marcia had not expected to hear from him. He had said nothing about +writing, and their relations were scarcely such as to make it necessary. +Letters were an expensive luxury in those days. But when the letter was +handed to her, Marcia’s heart went pounding against her breast, the color +flew into her cheeks, and she sped away home on feet swift as the wings of +a bird. The postmaster’s daughter looked after her, and remarked to her +father: “My, but don’t she think a lot of him!†+ +Straight to the cold, lonely house she flew, and sitting down in his big +chair read it. + +It was a pleasant letter, beginning formally: “My dear Marcia,†and asking +after her health. It brought back a little of the unacquaintedness she had +felt when he was at home, and which had been swept away in part by her +knowledge of his childhood. But it went on quite happily telling all about +his journey and describing minutely the places he had passed through and +the people he had met on the way; detailing every little incident as only +a born writer and observer could do, until she felt as if he were talking +to her. He told her of the men whom he had met who were interested in the +new project. He told of new plans and described minutely his visit to the +foundry at West Point and the machinery he had seen. Marcia read it all +breathlessly, in search of something, she knew not what, that was not +there. When she had finished and found it not, there was a sense of +aloofness, a sad little disappointment which welled up in her throat. She +sat back to think about it. He was having a good time, and he was not +lonely. He had no longing to be back in the house and everything running +as before he had gone. He was out in the big glorious world having to do +with progress, and coming in contact with men who were making history. Of +course he did not dream how lonely she was here, and how she longed, if +for nothing else, just to be back here alone and do as she pleased, and +not to be watched over. If only she might steal Aunt Clarinda and bring +her back to live here with her while David was away! But that was not to +be thought of, of course. By and by she mustered courage to be glad of her +letter, and to read it over once more. + +That night she read the letter to Aunt Clarinda and together they +discussed the great inventions, and the changes that were coming to pass +in the land. Aunt Clarinda was just a little beyond her depth in such a +conversation, but Marcia did most of the talking, and the dear old lady +made an excellent listener, with a pat here, and a “Dearie me! Now you +don’t say so!†there, and a “Bless the boy! What great things he does +expect. And I hope he won’t be disappointed.†+ +That letter lasted them for many a day until another came, this time from +Washington, with many descriptions of public men and public doings, and a +word picture of the place which made it appear much like any other place +after all if it was the capitol of the country. And once there was a +sentence which Marcia treasured. It was, “I wish you could be here and see +everything. You would enjoy it I know.†+ +There came another letter later beginning, “My dear little girl.†There +was nothing else in it to make Marcia’s heart throb, it was all about his +work, but Marcia carried it many days in her bosom. It gave her a thrill +of delight to think of those words at the beginning. Of course it meant no +more than that he thought of her as a girl, his little sister that was to +have been, but there was a kind of ownership in the words that was sweet +to Marcia’s lonely heart. It had come to her that she was always looking +for something that would make her feel that she belonged to David. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXI + + +When David had been in New York about three weeks, he happened one day to +pass the house where Kate Leavenworth was living. + +Kate was standing listlessly by the window looking into the street. She +was cross and felt a great depression settling over her. The flirtation +with Harry Temple had begun to pall upon her. She wanted new worlds to +conquer. She was restless and feverish. There was not excitement enough in +the life she was living. She would like to meet more people, senators and +statesmen—and to have plenty of money to dress as became her beauty, and +be admired publicly. She half wished for the return of her husband, and +meditated making up with him for the sake of going to Washington to have a +good time in society there. What was the use of running away with a naval +officer if one could not have the benefit of it? She had been a fool. Here +she was almost to the last penny, and so many things she wanted. No word +had come from her husband since he sent her the money at sailing. She felt +a bitter resentment toward him for urging her to marry him. If she had +only gone on and married David she would be living a life of ease +now—plenty of money—nothing to do but what she pleased and no anxiety +whatever, for David would have done just what she wanted. + +Then suddenly she looked up and David passed before her! + +He was walking with a tall splendid-looking man, with whom he was engaged +in most earnest conversation, and his look was grave and deeply absorbed. +He did not know of Kate’s presence in New York, and passed the house in +utter unconsciousness of the eyes watching him. + +Kate’s lips grew white, and her limbs seemed suddenly weak, but she +strained her face against the window to watch the retreating figure of the +man who had almost been her husband. How well she knew the familiar +outline. How fine and handsome he appeared now! Why had she not thought so +before? Were her eyes blind, or had she been under some strange +enchantment? Why had she not known that her happiness lay in the way that +had been marked out for her? Well, at least she knew it now. + +She sat all day by that window and watched. She professed to have no +appetite when pressed to come to the table, though she permitted herself +to languidly consume the bountiful tray of good things that was brought +her, but her eyes were on the street. She was watching to see if David +would pass that way again. But though she watched until the sun went down +and dusk sifted through the streets, she saw no sign nor heard the sound +of his footsteps. Then she hastened up to her room, which faced upon the +street also, and there, wrapped in blankets she sat in the cold frosty +air, waiting and listening. And while she watched she was thinking bitter +feverish thoughts. She heard Harry Temple knock and knew that he was told +that she was not feeling well and had retired early. She watched him pause +on the stoop thoughtfully as if considering what to do with the time thus +unexpectedly thrown upon his hands, then saw him saunter up the street +unconcernedly, and she wondered idly where he would go, and what he would +do. + +It grew late, even for New York. One by one the lights in the houses along +the street went out, and all was quiet. She drew back from the window at +last, weary with excitement and thinking, and lay down on the bed, but she +could not sleep. The window was open and her ears were on the alert, and +by and by there came the distant echo of feet ringing on the pavement. +Some one was coming. She sprang up. She felt sure he was coming. Yes, +there were two men. They were coming back together. She could hear their +voices. She fancied she heard David’s long before it was possible to +distinguish any words. She leaned far out of her upper window till she +could discern dim forms under the starlight, and then just as they were +under the window she distinctly heard David say: + +“There is no doubt but we shall win. The right is on our side, and it is +the march of progress. Some of the best men in Congress are with us, and +now that we are to have your influence I do not feel afraid of the issue.†+ +They had passed by rapidly, like men who had been on a long day’s jaunt of +some kind and were hastening home to rest. There was little in the +sentence that Kate could understand. She had no more idea whether the +subject of their discourse was railroads or the last hay crop. The +sentence meant to her but one thing. It showed that David companioned with +the great men of the land, and his position would have given her a +standing that would have been above the one she now occupied. Tears of +defeat ran down her cheeks. She had made a bad mistake and she saw no way +to rectify it. If her husband should die,—and it might be, for the sea was +often treacherous—of course there were all sorts of possibilities,—but +even then there was Marcia! She set her sharp little teeth into her red +lips till the blood came. She could not get over her anger at Marcia. It +would not have been so bad if David had remained her lone lorn lover, +ready to fly to her if others failed. Her self-love was wounded sorely, +and she, poor silly soul, mistook it for love of David. She began to fancy +that after all she had loved him, and that Fate had somehow played her a +mad trick and tied her to a husband she had not wanted. + +Then out of the watchings of the day and the fancies of the night, there +grew a thought—and the thought widened into a plan. She thought of her +intimacy with Harry and her new found power. Might she perhaps exercise it +over others as well as Harry Temple? Might she possibly lead back this man +who had once been her lover, to bow at her feet again and worship her? If +that might be she could bear all the rest. She began to long with intense +craving to see David grovel at her feet, to hear him plead for a kiss from +her, and tell her once more how beautiful she was, and how she fulfilled +all his soul’s ideals. She sat by the open window yet with the icy air of +the night blowing upon her, but her cheeks burned red in the darkness, and +her eyes glowed like coals of fire from the tawny framing of her fallen +hair. The blankets slipped away from her throat and still she heeded not +the cold, but sat with hot clenched hands planning with the devil’s own +strategy her shameless scheme. + +By and by she lighted a candle and drew her writing materials toward her +to write, but it was long she sat and thought before she finally wrote the +hastily scrawled note, signed and sealed it, and blowing out her candle +lay down to sleep. + +The letter was addressed to David, and it ran thus: + + + “DEAR DAVID:†+ + “I have just heard that you are in New York. I am in great + distress and do not know where to turn for help. For the sake of + what we have been to each other in the past will you come to me? + + “Hastily, your loving KATE.†+ + +She did not know where David was but she felt reasonably sure she could +find out his address in the morning. There was a small boy living next +door who was capable of ferreting out almost anything for money. Kate had +employed him more than once as an amateur detective in cases of minor +importance. So, with a bit of silver and her letter she made her way to +his familiar haunts and explained most carefully that the letter was to be +delivered to no one but the man to whom it was addressed, naming several +stopping places where he might be likely to be found, and hinting that +there was more silver to be forthcoming when he should bring her an answer +to the note. With a minute description of David the keen-eyed urchin set +out, while Kate betook herself to her room to dress for David’s coming. +She felt sure he would be found, and confident that he would come at once. + +The icy wind of the night before blowing on her exposed throat and chest +had given her a severe cold, but she paid no heed to that. Her eyes and +cheeks were shining with fever. She knew she was entering upon a dangerous +and unholy way. The excitement of it stimulated her. She felt she did not +care for anything, right or wrong, sin or sorrow, only to win. She wanted +to see David at her feet again. It was the only thing that would satisfy +this insatiable longing in her, this wounded pride of self. + +When she was dressed she stood before the mirror and surveyed herself. She +knew she was beautiful, and she defied the glass to tell her anything +else. She raised her chin in haughty challenge to the unseen David to +resist her charms. She would bring him low before her. She would make him +forget Marcia, and his home and his staid Puritan notions, and all else he +held dear but herself. He should bend and kiss her hand as Harry had done, +only more warmly, for instinctively she felt that his had been the purer +life and therefore his surrender would mean more. He should do whatever +she chose. And her eyes glowed with an unhallowed light. + +She had chosen to array herself regally, in velvet, but in black, without +a touch of color or of white. From her rich frock her slender throat rose +daintily, like a stem upon which nodded the tempting flower of her face. +No enameled complexion could have been more striking in its vivid reds and +whites, and her mass of gold hair made her seem more lovely than she +really was, for in her face was love of self, alluring, but heartless and +cruel. + +The boy found David, as Kate had thought he would, in one of the quieter +hostelries where men of letters were wont to stop when in New York, and +David read the letter and came at once. She had known that he would do +that, too. His heart beat wildly, to the exclusion of all other thoughts +save that she was in trouble, his love, his dear one. He forgot Marcia, +and the young naval officer, and everything but her trouble, and before he +had reached her house the sorrow had grown in his imagination into some +great danger to protect her from which he was hastening. + +She received him alone in the room where Harry Temple had first called, +and a moment later Harry himself came to knock and enquire for the health +of Mistress Leavenworth, and was told she was very much engaged at present +with a gentleman and could not see any one, whereupon Harry scowled, and +set himself at a suitable distance from the house to watch who should come +out. + +David’s face was white as death as he entered, his eyes shining like dark +jewels blazing at her as if he would absorb the vision for the lonely +future. She stood and posed,—not by any means the picture of broken sorrow +he had expected to find from her note,—and let the sense of her beauty +reach him. There she stood with the look on her face he had pictured to +himself many a time when he had thought of her as his wife. It was a look +of love unutterable, bewildering, alluring, compelling. It was so he had +thought she would meet him when he came home to her from his daily +business cares. And now she was there, looking that way, and he stood +here, so near her, and yet a great gulf fixed! It was heaven and hell met +together, and he had no power to change either. + +He did not come over to her and bow low to kiss the white hand as Harry +had done,—as she had thought she could compel him to do. He only stood and +looked at her with the pain of an anguish beyond her comprehension, until +the look would have burned through to her heart—if she had had a heart. + +“You are in trouble,†he spoke hoarsely, as if murmuring an excuse for +having come. + +She melted at once into the loveliest sorrow, her mobile features taking +on a wan cast only enlivened by the glow of her cheeks. + +“Sit down,†she said, “you were so good to come to me, and so soon—†and +her voice was like lily-bells in a quiet church-yard among the +head-stones. She placed him a chair. + +“Yes, I am in trouble. But that is a slight thing compared to my +unhappiness. I think I am the most miserable creature that breathes upon +this earth.†+ +And with that she dropped into a low chair and hid her glowing face in a +dainty, lace bordered kerchief that suppressed a well-timed sob. + +Kate had wisely calculated how she could reach David’s heart. If she had +looked up then and seen his white, drawn look, and the tense grasp of his +hands that only the greatest self-control kept quiet on his knee, perhaps +even her mercilessness would have been softened. But she did not look, and +she felt her part was well taken. She sobbed quietly, and waited, and his +hoarse voice asked once more, as gently as a woman’s through his pain: + +“Will you tell me what it is and how I can help you?†He longed to take +her in his arms like a little child and comfort her, but he might not. She +was another’s. And perhaps that other had been cruel to her! His clenched +fists showed how terrible was the thought. But still the bowed figure in +its piteous black sobbed and did not reply anything except, “Oh, I am so +unhappy! I cannot bear it any longer.†+ +“Is—your—your—husband unkind to you?†The words tore themselves from his +tense lips as though they were beyond his control. + +“Oh, no,—not exactly unkind—that is—he was not very nice before he went +away,†wailed out a sad voice from behind the linen cambric and lace, “and +he went away without a kind word, and left me hardly any money—and he +hasn’t sent me any word since—and fa-father won’t have anything to do with +me any more—but—but—it’s not that I mind, David. I don’t think about those +things at all. I’m so unhappy about you. I feel you do not forgive me, and +I cannot stand it any longer. I have made a fearful mistake, and you are +angry with me—I think about it at nightâ€â€”the voice was growing lower now, +and the sentences broken by sobs that told better than words what distress +the sufferer would convey. + +“I have been so wicked—and you were so good and kind—and now you will +never forgive me—I think it will kill me to keep on thinking about it—†+her voice trailed off in tears again. + +David white with anguish sprang to his feet. + +“Oh, Kate,†he cried, “my darling! Don’t talk that way. You know I forgive +you. Look up and tell me you know I forgive you.†+ +Almost she smiled her triumph beneath her sobs in the little lace border, +but she looked up with real tears on her face. Even her tears obeyed her +will. She was a good actress, also she knew her power over David. + +“Oh, David,†she cried, standing up and clasping her hands beseechingly, +“can it be true? Do you really forgive me? Tell me again.†+ +She came and stood temptingly near to the stern, suffering man wild with +the tumult that raged within him. Her golden head was near his shoulder +where it had rested more than once in time gone by. He looked down at her +from his suffering height his arms folded tightly and said, as though +taking oath before a court of justice: + +“I do.†+ +She looked up with her pleading blue eyes, like two jewels of light now, +questioning whether she might yet go one step further. Her breath came +quick and soft, he fancied it touched his cheek, though she was not tall +enough for that. She lifted her tear-wet face like a flower after a storm, +and pleaded with her eyes once more, saying in a whisper very soft and +sweet: + +“If you really forgive me, then kiss me, just once, so I may remember it +always.†+ +It was more than he could bear. He caught her to himself and pressed his +lips upon hers in one frenzied kiss of torture. It was as if wrung from +him against his will. Then suddenly it came upon him what he had done, as +he held her in his arms, and he put her from him gently, as a mother might +put away the precious child she was sacrificing tenderly, agonizingly, but +finally. He put her from him thus and stood a moment looking at her, while +she almost sparkled her pleasure at him through the tears. She felt that +she had won. + +But gradually the silence grew ominous. She perceived he was not smiling. +His mien was like one who looks into an open grave, and gazes for the last +time at all that remains of one who is dear. He did not seem like one who +had yielded a moral point and was ready now to serve her as she would. She +grew uneasy under his gaze. She moved forward and put out her hands +inviting, yielding, as only such a woman could do, and the spell which +bound him seemed to be broken. He fumbled for a moment in his waistcoat +pocket and brought out a large roll of bills which he laid upon the table, +and taking up his hat turned toward the door. A cold wave of weakness +seemed to pass over her, stung here and there by mortal pride that was in +fear of being wounded beyond recovery. + +“Where are you going?†she asked weakly, and her voice sounded to her from +miles away, and strange. + +He turned and looked at her again and she knew the look meant farewell. He +did not speak. Her whole being rose for one more mighty effort. + +“You are not going to leave me—now?†There was angelic sweetness in the +voice, pleading, reproachful, piteous. + +“I must!†he said, and his voice sounded harsh. “I have just done that for +which, were I your husband, I would feel like killing any other man. I +must protect you against yourself,—against myself. You must be kept pure +before God if it kills us both. I would gladly die if that could help you, +but I am not even free to do that, for I belong to another.†+ +Then he turned and was gone. + +Kate’s hands fell to her sides, and seemed stiff and lifeless. The bright +color faded from her cheeks, and a cold frenzy of horror took possession +of her. “Pure before God!†She shuddered at the name, and crimson shame +rolled over forehead and cheek. She sank in a little heap on the floor +with her face buried in the chair beside which she had been standing, and +the waters of humiliation rolled wave on wave above her. She had failed, +and for one brief moment she was seeing her own sinful heart as it was. + +But the devil was there also. He whispered to her now the last sentence +that David had spoken: “I belong to another!†+ +Up to that moment Marcia had been a very negative factor in the affair to +Kate’s mind. She had been annoyed and angry at her as one whose ignorance +and impertinence had brought her into an affair where she did not belong, +but now she suddenly faced the fact that Marcia must be reckoned with. +Marcia the child, who had for years been her slave and done her bidding, +had arisen in her way, and she hated her with a sudden vindictive hate +that would have killed without flinching if the opportunity had presented +at that moment. Kate had no idea how utterly uncontrolled was her whole +nature. She was at the mercy of any passing passion. Hate and revenge took +possession of her now. With flashing eyes she rose to her feet, brushing +her tumbled hair back and wiping away angry tears. She was too much +agitated to notice that some one had knocked at the front door and been +admitted, and when Harry Temple walked into the room he found her standing +so with hands clenched together, and tears flowing down her cheeks +unchecked. + +Now a woman in tears, when the tears were not caused by his own actions, +was Harry’s opportunity. He had ways of comforting which were as +unscrupulous as they generally proved effective, and so with affectionate +tenderness he took Kate’s hand and held it impressively, calling her +“dear.†He spoke soothing words, smoothed her hair, and kissed her flushed +cheeks and eyes. It was all very pleasant to Kate’s hurt pride. She let +Harry comfort her, and pet her a while, and at last he said: + +“Now tell me all about it, dear. I saw Lord Spafford trail dejectedly away +from here looking like death, and I come here and find my lady in a fine +fury. What has happened? If I mistake not the insufferable cad has got +badly hurt, but it seems to have ruffled the lady also.†+ +This helped. It was something to feel that David was suffering. She wanted +him to suffer. He had brought shame and humiliation upon her. She never +realized that the thing that shamed her was that he thought her better +than she was. + +“He is offensively good. I _hate_ him!†she remarked as a kitten might who +had got hurt at playing with a mouse in a trap. + +The man’s face grew bland with satisfaction. + +“Not so good, my lady, but that he has been making love to you, if I +mistake not, and he with a wife at home.†The words were said quietly, but +there was more of a question in them than the tone conveyed. The man +wished to have evidence against his enemy. + +Kate colored uneasily and drooped her lashes. + +Harry studied her face keenly, and then went on cautiously: + +“If his wife were not your sister I should say that one might punish him +well through her.†+ +Kate cast him a hard, scrutinizing look. + +“You have some score against him yourself,†she said with conviction. + +“Perhaps I have, my lady. Perhaps I too hate him. He is offensively good, +you know.†+ +There was silence in the room for a full minute while the devil worked in +both hearts. + +“What did you mean by saying one might punish him through his wife? He +does not love his wife.†+ +“Are you sure?†+ +“Quite sure.†+ +“Perhaps he loves some one else, my lady.†+ +“He does.†She said it proudly. + +“Perhaps he loves you, my lady.†He said it softly like the suggestion +from another world. The lady was silent, but he needed no other answer. + +“Then indeed, the way would be even clearer,—were not his wife your +sister.†+ +Kate looked at him, a half knowledge of his meaning beginning to dawn in +her eyes. + +“How?†she asked laconically. + +“In case his wife should leave him do you think my lord would hold his +head so high?†+ +Kate still looked puzzled. + +“If some one else should win her affection, and should persuade her to +leave a husband who did not love her, and who was bestowing his heartâ€â€”he +hesitated an instant and his eye traveled significantly to the roll of +bills still lying where David had left them—“and his gifts,†he hazarded, +“upon another woman——†+ +Kate grasped the thought at once and an evil glint of eagerness showed in +her eyes. She could see what an advantage it would be to herself to have +Marcia removed from the situation. It would break one more cord of honor +that bound David to a code which was hateful to her now, because its +existence shamed her. Nevertheless, unscrupulous as she was she could not +see how this was a possibility. + +“But she is offensively good too,†she said as if answering her own +thoughts. + +“All goodness has its weak spot,†sneered the man. “If I mistake not you +have found my lord’s. It is possible I might find his wife’s.†+ +The two pairs of eyes met then, filled with evil light. It was as if for +an instant they were permitted to look into the pit, and see the +possibilities of wickedness, and exult in it. The lurid glare of their +thoughts played in their faces. All the passion of hate and revenge rushed +upon Kate in a frenzy. With all her heart she wished this might be. She +looked her co-operation in the plan even before her hard voice answered: + +“You need not stop because she is my sister.†+ +He felt he had her permission, and he permitted himself a glance of +admiration for the depths to which she could go without being daunted. +Here was evil courage worthy of his teaching. She seemed to him beautiful +enough and daring enough for Satan himself to admire. + +“And may I have the pleasure of knowing that I would by so doing serve my +lady in some wise?†+ +She drooped her shameless eyes and murmured guardedly, “Perhaps.†Then she +swept him a coquettish glance that meant they understood one another. + +“Then I shall feel well rewarded,†he said gallantly, and bowing with more +than his ordinary flattery of look bade her good day and went out. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXII + + +David stumbled blindly out the door and down the street. His one thought +was to get to his room at the tavern and shut the door. He had an +important appointment that morning, but it passed completely from his +mind. He met one or two men whom he knew, but he did not see them, and +passed them swiftly without a glance of recognition. They said one to +another, “How absorbed he is in the great themes of the world!†but David +passed on in his pain and misery and humiliation and never knew they were +near him. + +He went to the room that had been his since he had reached New York, and +fastening the door against all intrusion fell upon his knees beside the +bed, and let the flood-tide of his sorrow roll over him. Not even when +Kate had played him false on his wedding morning had he felt the pain that +now cut into his very soul. For now there was mingled with it the agony of +consciousness of sin. He had sinned against heaven, against honor and +love, and all that was pure and good. He was just like any bad man. He had +yielded to sudden temptation and taken another man’s wife in his arms and +kissed her! That the woman had been his by first right, and that he loved +her: that she had invited the kiss, indeed pleaded for it, his sensitive +conscience told him in no wise lessened the offense. He had also caused +her whom he loved to sin. He was a man and knew the world. He should have +shielded her against herself. And yet as he went over and over the whole +painful scene through which he had just passed his soul cried out in agony +and he felt his weakness more and more. He had failed, failed most +miserably. Acted like any coward! + +The humiliation of it was unspeakable. Could any sorrow be like unto his? +Like a knife flashing through the gloom of his own shame would come the +echo of her words as she pleaded with him to kiss her. It was a kiss of +forgiveness she had wanted, and she had put her heart into her eyes and +begged as for her very life. How could he have refused? Then he would +parley with himself for a long time trying to prove to himself that the +kiss and the embrace were justified, that he had done no wrong in God’s +sight. And ever after this round of confused arguing he would end with the +terrible conviction that he had sinned. + +Sometimes Marcia’s sweet face and troubled eyes would appear to him as he +wrestled all alone, and seemed to be longing to help him, and again would +come the piercing thought that he had harmed this gentle girl also. He had +tangled her into his own spoiled web of life, and been disloyal to her. +She was pure and true and good. She had given up every thing to help him +and he had utterly forgotten her. He had promised to love, cherish, and +protect her! That was another sin. He could not love and cherish her when +his whole heart was another’s. Then he thought of Kate’s husband, that +treacherous man who had stolen his bride and now gone away and left her +sorrowing—left her without money, penniless in a strange city. Why had he +not been more calm and questioned her before he came away. Perhaps she was +in great need. It comforted him to think he had left her all the money he +had with him. There was enough to keep her from want for a while. And yet, +perhaps he had been wrong to give it to her. He had no right to give it! + +He groaned aloud at the thought of his helplessness to help her +helplessness. Was there not some way he could find out and help her +without doing wrong? + +Over and over he went through the whole dreadful day, until his brain was +weary and his heart failed him. The heavens seemed brass and no answer +came to his cry,—the appeal of a broken soul. It seemed that he could not +get up from his knees, could not go out into the world again and face +life. He had been tried and had failed, and yet though he knew his sin he +felt an intolerable longing to commit it over again. He was frightened at +his own weakness, and with renewed vigor he began to pray for help. It was +like the prayer of Jacob of old, the crying out of a soul that would not +be denied. All day long the struggle continued, and far into the night. At +last a great peace began to settle upon David’s soul. Things that had been +confused by his passionate longings grew clear as day. Self dropped away, +and sin, conquered, slunk out of sight. Right and Wrong were once more +clearly defined in his mind. However wrong it might or might not be he was +here in this situation. He had married Marcia and promised to be true to +her. He was doubly cut off from Kate by her own act and by his. That was +his punishment,—and hers. He must not seek to lessen it even for her, for +it was God-sent. Henceforth his path and hers must be apart. If she were +to be helped in any way from whatsoever trouble was hers, it was not +permitted him to be the instrument. He had shown his unfitness for it in +his interview that morning, even if in the eyes of the world it could have +been at all. It was his duty to cut himself off from her forever. He must +not even think of her any more. He must be as true and good to Marcia as +was possible. He must do no more wrong. He must grow strong and suffer. + +The peace that came with conviction brought sleep to his weary mind and +body. + +When he awoke it was almost noon. He remembered the missed appointment of +the day before, and the journey to Washington which he had planned for +that day. With a start of horror he looked at his watch and found he had +but a few hours in which to try to make up for the remissness of yesterday +before the evening coach left for Philadelphia. It was as if some guardian +angel had met his first waking thoughts with business that could not be +delayed and so kept him from going over the painful events of the day +before. He arose and hastened out into the world once more. + +Late in the afternoon he found the man he was to have met the day before, +and succeeded in convincing him that he ought to help the new enterprise. +He was standing on the corner saying the last few words as the two +separated, when Kate drove by in a friend’s carriage, surrounded by +parcels. She had been on a shopping tour spending the money that David had +given her, for silks and laces and jewelry, and now she was returning in +high glee with her booty. The carriage passed quite near to David who +stood with his back to the street, and she could see his animated face as +he smiled at the other man, a fine looking man who looked as if he might +be some one of note. The momentary glance did not show the haggard look of +David’s face nor the lines that his vigil of the night before had traced +under his eyes, and Kate was angered to see him so unconcerned and +forgetful of his pain of yesterday. Her face darkened with spite, and she +resolved to make him suffer yet, and to the utmost, for the sin of +forgetting her. + +But David was in the way of duty, and he did not see her, for his guardian +angel was hovering close at hand. + + + +As the Fall wore on and the winter set in Harry’s letters became less +frequent and less intimate. Hannah was troubled, and after consultation +with her grandmother, to which Miranda listened at the latch hole, duly +reporting quotations to her adored Mrs. Spafford, Hannah decided upon an +immediate trip to the metropolis. + +“Hannah’s gone to New York to find out what’s become of that nimshi Harry +Temple. She thought she had him fast, an’ she’s been holdin’ him over poor +Lemuel Skinner’s head like thet there sword hangin’ by a hair I heard the +minister tell about last Sunday, till Lemuel, he don’t know but every +minute’s gone’ll be his last. You mark my words, she’ll hev to take poor +Lem after all, an’ be glad she’s got him, too,—and she’s none too good for +him neither. He’s ben faithful to her ever since she wore pantalets, an’ +she’s ben keepin’ him off’n on an’ hopin’ an’ tryin’ fer somebody bigger. +It would jes’ serve her right ef she’d get that fool of a Harry Temple, +but she won’t. He’s too sharp for that ef he _is_ a fool. He don’t want to +tie himself up to no woman’s aprun strings. He rather dandle about after +’em all an’ say pretty things, an’ keep his earnin’s fer himself.†+ +Hannah reached New York the week after David left for Washington. She +wrote beforehand to Harry to let him know she was coming, and made plain +that she expected his attentions exclusively while there, and he smiled +blandly as he read the letter and read her intentions between the lines. +He told Kate a good deal about her that evening when he went to call, told +her how he had heard she was an old flame of David’s, and Kate’s jealousy +was immediately aroused. She wished to meet Hannah Heath. There was a sort +of triumph in the thought that she had scorned and flung aside the man +whom this woman had “set her cap†for, even though another woman was now +in the place that neither had. Hannah went to visit a cousin in New York +who lived in a quiet part of the city and did not go out much, but for +reasons best known to themselves, both Kate Leavenworth and Harry Temple +elected to see a good deal of her while she was in the city. Harry was +pleasant and attentive, but not more to one woman than to the other. +Hannah, watching him jealously, decided that at least Kate was not her +rival in his affections, and so Hannah and Kate became quite friendly. +Kate had a way of making much of her women friends when she chose, and she +happened to choose in this case, for it occurred to her it would be well +to have a friend in the town where lived her sister and her former lover. +There might be reasons why, sometime. She opened her heart of hearts to +Hannah, and Hannah, quite discreetly, and without wasting much of her +scanty store of love, entered, and the friendship was sealed. They had not +known each other many days before Kate had confided to Hannah the story of +her own marriage and her sister’s, embellished of course as she chose. +Hannah, astonished, puzzled, wondering, curious, at the tragedy that had +been enacted at her very home door, became more friendly than ever and +hated more cordially than ever the young and innocent wife who had stepped +into the vacant place and so made her own hopes and ambitions impossible. +She felt that she would like to put down the pert young thing for daring +to be there, and to be pretty, and now she felt she had the secret which +would help her to do so. + +As the visit went on and it became apparent to Hannah Heath that she was +not the one woman in all the world to Harry Temple, she hinted to Kate +that it was likely she would be married soon. She even went so far as to +say that she had come away from home to decide the matter, and that she +had but to say the word and the ceremony would come off. Kate questioned +eagerly, and seeing her opportunity asked if she might come to the +wedding. Hannah, flattered, and seeing a grand opportunity for a wholesale +triumph and revenge, assented with pleasure. Afterward as Hannah had hoped +and intended, Kate carried the news of the impending decision and probable +wedding to the ears of Harry Temple. + +But Hannah’s hint had no further effect upon the redoubtable Harry. Two +days later he appeared, smiling, congratulatory, deploring the fact that +she would be lost in a certain sense to his friendship, although he hoped +always to be looked upon as a little more than a friend. + +Hannah covered her mortification under a calm and condescending exterior. +She blushed appropriately, said some sentimental things about hoping their +friendship would not be affected by the change, told him how much she had +enjoyed their correspondence, but gave him to understand that it had been +mere friendship of course from her point of view, and Harry indulgently +allowed her to think that he had hoped for more and was grieved but +consolable over the outcome. + +They waxed a trifle sentimental at the parting, but when Harry was gone, +Hannah wrote a most touching letter to Lemuel Skinner which raised him to +the seventh heaven of delight, causing him to feel that he was treading +upon air as he walked the prosaic streets of his native town where he had +been going about during Hannah’s absence like a lost spirit without a +guiding star. + + + “DEAR LEMUEL:†she wrote:— + + “I am coming home. I wonder if you will be glad? + + +(Artful Hannah, as if she did not know!) + + + “It is very delightful in New York and I have been having a gay + time since I came, and everybody has been most pleasant, but— + + “’Mid pleasures and palaces though we may roam, + Still, be it ever so humble, there’s no place like home. + A charm from the skies seems to hallow it there, + Which, go through the world, you’ll not meet with elsewhere. + Home, home, sweet home! + There’s no place like home. + + “That is a new song, Lemuel, that everybody here is singing. It is + written by a young American named John Howard Payne who is in + London now acting in a great playhouse. Everybody is wild over + this song. I’ll sing it for you when I come home. + + “I shall be at home in time for singing school next week, Lemuel. + I wonder if you’ll come to see me at once and welcome me. You + cannot think how glad I shall be to get home again. It seems as + though I had been gone a year at least. Hoping to see you soon, I + remain + + “Always your sincere friend, + + “HANNAH HEATH.†+ + +And thus did Hannah make smooth her path before her, and very soon after +inditing this epistle she bade good-bye to New York and took her way home +resolved to waste no further time in chasing will-o-the-wisps. + +When Lemuel received that letter he took a good look at himself in the +glass. More than seven years had he served for Hannah, and little hope had +he had of a final reward. He was older by ten years than she, and already +his face began to show it. He examined himself critically, and was pleased +to find with that light of hope in his eyes he was not so bad looking as +he feared. He betook himself to the village tailor forthwith and ordered a +new suit of clothes, though his Sunday best was by no means shiny yet. He +realized that if he did not win now he never would, and he resolved to do +his best. + +On the way home, during all the joltings of the coach over rough roads +Hannah Heath was planning two campaigns, one of love with Lemuel, and one +of hate with Marcia Spafford. She was possessed of knowledge which she +felt would help her in the latter, and often she smiled vindictively as +she laid her neat plans for the destruction of the bride’s complacency. + +That night the fire in the Heath parlor burned high and glowed, and the +candles in their silver holders flickered across fair Hannah’s face as she +dimpled and smiled and coquetted with poor Lemuel. But Lemuel needed no +pity. He was not afraid of Hannah. Not for nothing had he served his seven +years, and he understood every fancy and foible of her shallow nature. He +knew his time had come at last, and he was getting what he had wanted +long, for Lemuel had admired and loved Hannah in spite of the dance she +had led him, and in spite of the other lovers she had allowed to come +between them. + +Hannah had not been at home many days before she called upon Marcia. + +Marcia had just seated herself at the piano when Hannah appeared to her +from the hall, coming in unannounced through the kitchen door according to +old neighborly fashion. + +Marcia was vexed. She arose from the instrument and led the way to the +little morning room which was sunny and cosy, and bare of music or books. +She did not like to visit with Hannah in the parlor. Somehow her presence +reminded her of the evil face of Harry Temple as he had stooped to kiss +her. + +“You know how to play, too, don’t you?†said Hannah as they sat down. +“Your sister plays beautifully. Do you know the new song, ‘Home, Sweet +Home?’ She plays it with so much feeling and sings it so that one would +think her heart was breaking for her home. You must have been a united +family.†Hannah said it with sharp scrutiny in voice and eyes. + +“Sit down, Miss Heath,†said Marcia coolly, lowering the yellow shades +that her visitor’s eyes might not be troubled by a broad sunbeam. “Did you +have a pleasant time in New York?†+ +Hannah could not be sure whether or not the question was an evasion. The +utterly child-like manner of Marcia disarmed suspicion. + +“Oh, delightful, of course. Could any one have anything else in New York?†+ +Hannah laughed disagreeably. She realized the limitations of life in a +town. + +“I suppose,†said Marcia, her eyes shining with the thought, “that you saw +all the wonderful things of the city. I should enjoy being in New York a +little while. I have heard of so many new things. Were there any ships in +the harbor? I have always wanted to go over a great ship. Did you have +opportunity of seeing one?†+ +“Oh, dear me. No!†said Hannah. “I shouldn’t have cared in the least for +that. I’m sure I don’t know whether there were any ships in or not. I +suppose there were. I saw a lot of sails on the water, but I did not ask +about them. I’m not interested in dirty boats. I liked visiting the shops +best. Your sister took me about everywhere. She is a most charming +creature. You must miss her greatly. You were a sly little thing to cut +her out.†+ +Marcia’s face flamed crimson with anger and amazement. Hannah’s dart had +hit the mark, and she was watching keenly to see her victim quiver. + +“I do not understand you,†said Marcia with girlish dignity. + +“Oh, now don’t pretend to misunderstand. I’ve heard all about it from +headquarters,†she said it archly, laughing. “But then I don’t blame you. +David was worth it.†Hannah ended with a sigh. If she had ever cared for +any one besides herself that one was David Spafford. + +“I do not understand you,†said Marcia again, drawing herself up with all +the Schuyler haughtiness she could master, till she quite resembled her +father. + +“Now, Mrs. Spafford,†said the visitor, looking straight into her face and +watching every expression as a cat would watch a mouse, “you don’t mean to +tell me your sister was not at one time very intimate with your husband.†+ +“Mr. Spafford has been intimate in our family for a number of years,†said +Marcia proudly, her fighting fire up, “but as for my having ‘cut my sister +out’ as you call it, you have certainly been misinformed. Excuse me, I +think I will close the kitchen door. It seems to blow in here and make a +draft.†+ +Marcia left the room with her head up and her fine color well under +control, and when she came back her head was still up and a distant +expression was in her face. Somehow Hannah felt she had not gained much +after all. But Marcia, after Hannah’s departure, went up to her cold room +and wept bitter tears on her pillow alone. + + [Illustration: Copyright by C. Klackner + MARCIA PASSED FROM THE OLD STONE CHURCH WITH THE TWO AUNTS.] + + Copyright by C. Klackner + MARCIA PASSED FROM THE OLD STONE CHURCH WITH THE TWO AUNTS. + + +After that first visit Hannah never found the kitchen door unlocked when +she came to make a morning call, but she improved every little opportunity +to torment her gentle victim. She had had a letter from Kate and had +Marcia heard? How often did Kate write her? Did Marcia know how fond Harry +Temple was of Kate? And where was Kate’s husband? Would he likely be +ordered home soon? These little annoyances were almost unbearable +sometimes and Marcia had much ado to keep her sweetness of outward +demeanor. + +People looked upon Lemuel with new respect. He had finally won where they +had considered him a fool for years for hanging on. The added respect +brought added self-respect. He took on new manliness. Grandmother Heath +felt that he really was not so bad after all, and perhaps Hannah might as +well have taken him at first. Altogether the Heath family were well +pleased, and preparations began at once for a wedding in the near future. + +And still David lingered, held here and there by a call from first one man +and then another, and by important doings in Congress. He seemed to be +rarely fitted for the work. + +Once he was called back to New York for a day or two, and Harry Temple +happened to see him as he arrived. That night he wrote to Hannah a +friendly letter—Harry was by no means through with Hannah yet—and casually +remarked that he saw David Spafford was in New York again. He supposed now +that Mrs. Leavenworth’s evenings would be fully occupied and society would +see little of her while he remained. + +The day after Hannah received that letter was Sunday. + +The weeks had gone by rapidly since David left his home, and now the +spring was coming on. The grass was already green as summer and the willow +tree by the graveyard gate was tender and green like a spring-plume. All +the foliage was out and fluttering its new leaves in the sunshine as +Marcia passed from the old stone church with the two aunts and opened her +little green sunshade. Her motion made David’s last letter rustle in her +bosom. It thrilled her with pleasure that not even the presence of Hannah +Heath behind her could cloud. + +However prim and fault-finding the two aunts might be in the seclusion of +their own home, in public no two could have appeared more adoring than +Amelia and Hortense Spafford. They hovered near Marcia and delighted to +show how very close and intimate was the relationship between themselves +and their new and beautiful niece, of whom in their secret hearts they +were prouder than they would have cared to tell. In their best black silks +and their fine lace shawls they walked beside her and talked almost +eagerly, if those two stately beings could have anything to do with a +quality so frivolous as eagerness. They wished it understood that David’s +wife was worthy of appreciation and they were more conscious than she of +the many glances of admiration in her direction. + +Hannah Heath encountered some of those admiring glances and saw jealously +for whom they were meant. She hastened to lean forward and greet Marcia, +her spiteful tongue all ready for a stab. + +“Good morning, Mrs. Spafford. Is that husband of yours not home yet? +Really! Why, he’s quite deserted you. I call that hard for the first year, +and your honeymoon scarcely over yet.†+ +“He’s been called back to New York again,†said Marcia annoyed over the +spiteful little sentences. “He says he may be at home soon, but he cannot +be sure. His business is rather uncertain.†+ +“New York!†said Hannah, and her voice was annoyingly loud. “What! Not +again! There must be some great attraction there,†and then with a meaning +glance, “I suppose your sister is still there!†+ +Marcia felt her face crimsoning, and the tears starting from angry eyes. +She felt a sudden impulse to slap Hannah. What if she should! What would +the aunts say? The thought of the tumult she might make roused her sense +of humor and a laugh bubbled up instead of the tears, and Hannah, +watching, cat-like, could only see eyes dancing with fun though the cheeks +were charmingly red. By Hannah’s expression Marcia knew she was baffled, +but Marcia could not get away from the disagreeable suggestion that had +been made. + +Yes, David was in New York, and Kate was there. Not for an instant did she +doubt her husband’s nobleness. She knew David would be good and true. She +knew little of the world’s wickedness, and never thought of any blame, as +other women might, in such a suggestion. But a great jealousy sprang into +being that she never dreamed existed. Kate was there, and he would perhaps +see her, and all his old love and disappointment would be brought to mind +again. Had she, Marcia, been hoping he would forget it? Had she been +claiming something of him in her heart for herself? She could not tell. +She did not know what all this tumult of feeling meant. She longed to get +away and think it over, but the solemn Sunday must be observed. She must +fold away her church things, put on another frock and come down to the +oppressive Sunday dinner, hear Deacon Brown’s rheumatism discussed, or +listen to a long comparison of the morning’s sermon with one preached +twenty years ago by the minister, now long dead upon the same text. It was +all very hard to keep her mind upon, with these other thoughts rushing +pell-mell through her brain; and when Aunt Amelia asked her to pass the +butter, she handed the sugar-bowl instead. Miss Amelia looked as shocked +as if she had broken the great-grandmother’s china teapot. + +Aunt Clarinda claimed her after dinner and carried her off to her room to +talk about David, so that Marcia had no chance to think even then. Miss +Clarinda looked into the sweet shadowed eyes and wondered why the girl +looked so sad. She thought it was because David stayed away so long, and +so she kept her with her all the rest of the day. + +When Marcia went to her room that night she threw herself on her knees +beside the bed and tried to pray. She felt more lonely and heartsick than +she ever felt before in her life. She did not know what the great hunger +in her heart meant. It was terrible to think David had loved Kate. Kate +never loved him in return in the right way. Marcia felt very sure of that. +She wished she might have had the chance in Kate’s place, and then all of +a sudden the revelation came to her. She loved David herself with a great +overwhelming love. Not just a love that could come and keep house for him +and save him from the criticisms and comments of others; but with a love +that demanded to be loved in return; a love that was mindful of every dear +lineament of his countenance. The knowledge thrilled through her with a +great sweetness. She did not seem to care for anything else just now, only +to know that she loved David. David could never love her of course, not in +that way, but she would love him. She would try to shut out the thought of +Kate from him forever. + +And so, dreaming, hovering on the edge of all that was bitter and all that +was sweet, she fell asleep with David’s letter clasped close over her +heart. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII + + +Marcia had gone down to her own house the next morning very early. She had +hoped for a letter but none had come. Her soul was in torment between her +attempt to keep out of her mind the hateful things Hannah Heath had said, +and reproaching herself for what seemed to her her unseemly feeling toward +David, who loved another and could never love her. It was not a part of +her life-dream to love one who belonged to another. Yet her heart was his +and she was beginning to know that everything belonging to him was dear to +her. She went and sat in his place at the table, she touched with +tenderness the books upon his desk that he had used before he went away, +she went up to his room and laid her lips for one precious daring instant +upon his pillow, and then drew back with wildly beating heart ashamed of +her emotion. She knelt beside his bed and prayed: “Oh, God, I love him, I +love him! I cannot help it!†as if she would apologize for herself, and +then she hugged the thought of her love to herself, feeling its sweet pain +drift through her like some delicious agony. Her love had come through +sorrow to her, and was not as she would have had it could she have chosen. +It brought no ray of happy hope for the future, save just the happiness of +loving in secret, and of doing for the object loved, with no thought of a +returned affection. + +Then she went slowly down the stairs, trying to think how it would seem +when David came back. He had been so long gone that it seemed as if +perhaps he might never return. She felt that it had been no part of the +spirit of her contract with David that she should render to him this wild +sweet love that he had expected Kate to give. He had not wanted it. He had +only wanted a wife in name. + +Then the color would sweep over her face in a crimson drift and leave it +painfully white, and she would glide to the piano like a ghost of her +former self and play some sad sweet strain, and sometimes sing. + +She had no heart for her dear old woods in these days. She had tried it +one day in spring; slipped over the back fence and away through the +ploughed field where the sea of silver oats had surged, and up to the +hillside and the woods; but she was so reminded of David that it only +brought heart aches and tears. She wondered if it was because she was +getting old that the hillside did not seem so joyous now, and she did not +care to look up into the sky just for the pure joy of sky and air and +clouds, nor to listen to the branches whisper to the robins nesting. She +stooped and picked a great handful of spring beauties, but they did not +seem to give her pleasure, and by and by she dropped them from listless +fingers and walked sedately down to the house once more. + +On this morning she did not even care to play. She went into the parlor +and touched a few notes, but her heart was heavy and sad. Life was growing +too complex. + +Last week there had come a letter from Harry Temple. It had startled her +when it arrived. She feared it was some ill-news about David, coming as it +did from New York and being written in a strange hand. + +It had been a plea for forgiveness, representing that the writer had +experienced nothing but deep repentance and sorrow since the time he had +seen her last. He set forth his case in a masterly way, with little +touching facts of his childhood, and lonely upbringing, with no mother to +guide. He told her that her noble action toward him had but made him +revere her the more, and that, in short, she had made a new creature of +him by refusing to return his kiss that day, and leaving him alone with so +severe a rebuke. He felt that if all women were so good and true men would +be a different race, and now he looked up to her as one might look up to +an angel, and he felt he could never be happy again on this earth until he +had her written word of forgiveness. With that he felt he could live a new +life, and she must rest assured that he would never offer other than +reverence to any woman again. He further added that his action had not +intended any insult to her, that he was merely expressing his natural +admiration for a spirit so good and true, and that his soul was innocent +of any intention of evil. With sophistry in the use of which he was an +adept, he closed his epistle, fully clearing himself, and assuring her +that he could have made her understand it that day if she had not left so +suddenly, and he had not been almost immediately called away to the dying +bed of his dear cousin. This contradictory letter had troubled Marcia +greatly. She was keen enough to see that his logic was at fault, and that +the two pages of his letter did not hang together, but one thing was +plain, that he wished her forgiveness. The Bible said that one must +forgive, and surely it was right to let him know that she did, though when +she thought of the fright he had given her it was hard to do. Still, it +was right, and if he was so unhappy, perhaps she had better let him know. +She would rather have waited until David returned to consult him in the +matter, but the letter seemed so insistent that she had finally written a +stiff little note, in formal language, “Mrs. Spafford sends herewith her +full and free forgiveness to Mr. Harry Temple, and promises to think no +more of the matter.†+ +She would have liked to consult some one. She almost thought of taking +Aunt Clarinda into her confidence, but decided that she might not +understand. So she finally sent off the brief missive, and let her +troubled thoughts wander after it more than once. + +She was standing by the window looking out into the yard perplexing +herself over this again when there came a loud knocking at the front door. +She started, half frightened, for the knock sounded through the empty +house so insistently. It seemed like trouble coming. She felt nervous as +she went down the hall. + +It was only a little urchin, barefoot, and tow-headed. He had ridden an +old mare to the door, and left her nosing at the dusty grass. He brought +her a letter. Again her heart fluttered excitedly. Who could be writing to +her? It was not David. Why did the handwriting look familiar? It could not +be from any one at home. Father? Mother? No, it was no one she knew. She +tore it open, and the boy jumped on his horse and was off down the street +before she realized that he was gone. + + + “DEAR MADAM:†the letter read, + + “I bring you news of your husband, and having met with an accident + I am unable to come further. You will find me at the Green Tavern + two miles out on the corduroy road. As the business is private, + please come alone. + + “A MESSENGER.†+ + +Marcia trembled so that she sat down on the stairs. A sudden weakness went +over her like a wave, and the hall grew dark around her as though she were +going to faint. But she did not. She was strong and well and had never +fainted in her life. She rallied in a moment and tried to think. Something +had happened to David. Something dreadful, perhaps, and she must go at +once and find out. Still it must be something mysterious, for the man had +said it was private. Of course that meant David would not want it known. +David had intended that the man would come to her and tell her by herself. +She must go. There was nothing else to be done. She must go at once and +get rid of this awful suspense. It was a good day for the message to have +come, for she had brought her lunch expecting to do some spring cleaning. +David had been expected home soon, and she liked to make a bustle of +preparation as if he might come in any day, for it kept up her good cheer. + +Having resolved to go she got up at once, closed the doors and windows, +put on her bonnet and went out down the street toward the old corduroy +road. It frightened her to think what might be at the end of her journey. +Possibly David himself, hurt or dying, and he had sent for her in this way +that she might break the news gently to his aunts. As she walked along she +conjured various forms of trouble that might have come to him. Now and +then she would try to take a cheerful view, saying to herself that David +might have needed more important papers, papers which he would not like +everyone to know about, and had sent by special messenger to her to get +them. Then her face would brighten and her step grow more brisk. But +always would come the dull thud of possibility of something more serious. +Her heart beat so fast sometimes that she was forced to lessen her speed +to get her breath, for though she was going through town, and must +necessarily walk somewhat soberly lest she call attention to herself, she +found that her nerves and imagination were fairly running ahead, and +waiting impatiently for her feet to catch up at every turning place. + +At last she came to the corduroy road—a long stretch of winding way +overlaid with logs which made an unpleasant path. Most of the way was +swampy, and bordered in some places by thick, dark woods. Marcia sped on +from log to log, with a nervous feeling that she must step on each one or +her errand would not be successful. She was not afraid of the loneliness, +only of what might be coming at the end of her journey. + +But suddenly, in the densest part of the wood, she became conscious of +footsteps echoing hers, and a chill laid hold upon her. She turned her +head and there, wildly gesticulating and running after her, was Miranda! + +Annoyed, and impatient to be on her way, and wondering what to do with +Miranda, or what she could possibly want, Marcia stopped to wait for her. + +“I thought—as you was goin’ ’long my wayâ€â€”puffed Miranda, “I’d jes’ step +along beside you. You don’t mind, do you?†+ +Marcia looked troubled. If she should say she did then Miranda would think +it queer and perhaps suspect something. + +She tried to smile and ask how far Miranda was going. + +“Oh, I’m goin’ to hunt fer wild strawberries,†said the girl nonchalantly +clattering a big tin pail. + +“Isn’t it early yet for strawberries?†questioned Marcia. + +“Well, mebbe, an’ then ag’in mebbe ’tain’t. I know a place I’m goin’ to +look anyway. Are you goin’ ’s fur ’s the Green Tavern?†+ +Miranda’s bright eyes looked her through and through, and Marcia’s +truthful ones could not evade. Suddenly as she looked into the girl’s +homely face, filled with a kind of blind adoration, her heart yearned for +counsel in this trying situation. She was reminded of Miranda’s +helpfulness the time she ran away to the woods, and the care with which +she had guarded the whole matter so that no one ever heard of it. An +impulse came to her to confide in Miranda. She was a girl of sharp common +sense, and would perhaps be able to help with her advice. At least she +could get comfort from merely telling her trouble and anxiety. + +“Miranda,†she said, “can you keep a secret?†+ +The girl nodded. + +“Well, I’m going to tell you something, just because I am so troubled and +I feel as if it would do me good to tell it.†She smiled and Miranda +answered the smile with much satisfaction and no surprise. Miranda had +come for this, though she did not expect her way to be so easy. + +“I’ll be mum as an oyster,†said Miranda. “You jest tell me anything you +please. You needn’t be afraid Hannah Heath’ll know a grain about it. +She’n’ I are two people. I know when to shut up.†+ +“Well, Miranda, I’m in great perplexity and anxiety. I’ve just had a note +from a messenger my husband has sent asking me to come out to that Green +Tavern you were talking about. He was sent to me with some message and has +had an accident so he couldn’t come. It kind of frightened me to think +what might be the matter. I’m glad you are going this way because it keeps +me from thinking about it. Are we nearly there? I never went out this road +so far before.†+ +“It ain’t fur,†said Miranda as if that were a minor matter. “I’ll go +right along in with you, then you needn’t feel lonely. I guess likely it’s +business. Don’t you worry.†The tone was reassuring, but Marcia’s face +looked troubled. + +“No, I guess that won’t do, Miranda, for the note says it is a private +matter and I must come alone. You know Mr. Spafford has matters to write +about that are very important, railroads, and such things, and sometimes +he doesn’t care to have any one get hold of his ideas before they appear +in the paper. His enemies might use them to stop the plans of the great +improvements he is writing about.†+ +“Let me see that note!†demanded Miranda. “Got it with you?†Marcia +hesitated. Perhaps she ought not to show it, and yet there was nothing in +the note but what she had already told the girl, and she felt sure she +would not breathe a word to a living soul after her promise. She handed +Miranda the letter, and they stopped a moment while she slowly spelled it +out. Miranda was no scholar. Marcia watched her face eagerly, as if to +gather a ray of hope from it, but she was puzzled by Miranda’s look. A +kind of satisfaction had overspread her homely countenance. + +“Should you think from that that David was hurt—or ill—or—or—killed—or +anything?†She asked the question as if Miranda were a wizard, and hung +anxiously upon her answer. + +“Naw, I don’t reckon so!†said Miranda. “Don’t you worry. David’s all +right somehow. I’ll take care o’ you. You go ’long up and see what’s the +business, an’ I’ll wait here out o’ sight o’ the tavern. Likely’s not he +might take a notion not to tell you ef he see me come along with you. You +jest go ahead, and I’ll be on hand when you get through. If you need me +fer anything you jest holler out ‘Randy!’ good and loud an’ I’ll hear you. +Guess I’ll set on this log. The tavern’s jest round that bend in the road. +Naw, you needn’t thank me. This is a real pretty mornin’ to set an’ rest. +Good-bye.†+ +Marcia hurried on, glancing back happily at her protector in a calico +sunbonnet seated stolidly on a log with her tin pail beside her. + +Poor stupid Miranda! Of course she could not understand what a comfort it +was to have confided her trouble. Marcia went up to the tavern with almost +a smile on her face, though her heart began to beat wildly as a slatternly +girl led her into a big room at the right of the hall. + +As Marcia disappeared behind the bend in the road, Miranda stealthily +stole along the edge of the woods, till she stood hidden behind a clump of +alders where she could peer out and watch Marcia until she reached the +tavern and passed safely by the row of lounging, smoking men, and on into +the doorway. Then Miranda waited just an instant to look in all +directions, and sped across the road, mounting the fence and on through +two meadows, and the barnyard to the kitchen door of the tavern. + +“Mornin’! Mis’ Green,†she said to the slovenly looking woman who sat by +the table peeling potatoes. “Mind givin’ me a drink o’ water? I’m terrible +thirsty, and seemed like I couldn’t find the spring. Didn’t thare used to +be a spring ’tween here’n town?†+ +“Goodness sakes! Randy! Where’d you come from? Water! Jes’ help yourself. +There’s the bucket jes’ from the spring five minutes since, an’ there’s +the gourd hanging up on the wall. I can’t get up, I’m that busy. Twelve to +dinner to-day, an’ only me to do the cookin’. ’Melia she’s got to be +upstairs helpin’ at the bar.†+ +“Who all you got here?†questioned Miranda as she took a draught from the +old gourd. + +“Well, got a gentleman from New York fur one. He’s real pretty. Quite a +beau. His clo’es are that nice you’d think he was goin’ to court. He’s +that particular ’bout his eatin’ I feel flustered. Nothin’ would do but he +hed to hev a downstairs room. He said he didn’t like goin’ upstairs. He +don’t look sickly, neither.†+ +“Mebbe he’s had a accident an’ lamed himself,†suggested Miranda +cunningly. “Heard o’ any accidents? How’d he come? Coach or horseback?†+ +“Coach,†said Mrs. Green. “Why do you ask? Got any friends in New York?†+ +“Not many,†responded Miranda importantly, “but my cousin Hannah Heath +has. You know she’s ben up there for a spell visitin’ an’ they say there +was lots of gentlemen in love with her. There’s one in particular used to +come round a good deal. It might be him come round to see ef it’s true +Hannah’s goin’ to get married to Lem Skinner. Know what this fellow’s name +is?†+ +“You don’t say! Well now it might be. No, I don’t rightly remember his +name. Seems though it was something like Church er Chapel. ’Melia could +tell ye, but she’s busy.†+ +“Where’s he at? Mebbe I could get a glimpse o’ him. I’d jest like to know +ef he was comin’ to bother our Hannah.†+ +“Well now. Mebbe you could get a sight o’ him. There’s a cupboard between +his room an’ the room back. It has a door both sides. Mebbe ef you was to +slip in there you might see him through the latch hole. I ain’t usin’ that +back room fer anythin’ but a store-room this spring, so look out you don’t +stumble over nothin’ when you go in fer it’s dark as a pocket. You go +right ’long in. I reckon you’ll find the way. Yes, it’s on the right hand +side o’ the hall. I’ve got to set here an’ finish these potatoes er +dinner’ll be late. I’d like to know real well ef he’s one o’ Hannah +Heath’s beaux.†+ +Miranda needed no second bidding. She slipped through the hall and store +room, and in a moment stood before the door of the closet. Softly she +opened it, and stepped in, lifting her feet cautiously, for the closet +floor seemed full of old boots and shoes. + +It was dark in there, very dark, and only one slat of light stabbed the +blackness coming through the irregular shape of the latch hole. She could +hear voices in low tones speaking on the other side of the door. Gradually +her eyes grew accustomed to the light and one by one objects came out of +the shadows and looked at her. A white pitcher with a broken nose, a row +of bottles, a bunch of seed corn with the husks braided together and hung +on a nail, an old coat on another nail. + +Down on her knees beside the crack of light went Miranda. First her eye +and then her ear were applied to the small aperture. She could see nothing +but a table directly in front of the door about a foot away on which were +quills, paper, and a large horn inkstand filled with ink. Some one +evidently had been writing, for a page was half done, and the pen was laid +down beside a word. + +The limits of the latch hole made it impossible for Miranda to make out +any more. She applied her ear and could hear a man’s voice talking in low +insinuating tones, but she could make little of what was said. It drove +her fairly frantic to think that she was losing time. Miranda had no mind +to be balked in her purpose. She meant to find out who was in that room +and what was going on. She felt a righteous interest in it. + +Her eyes could see quite plainly now in the dark closet. There was a big +button on the door. She no sooner discovered it than she put up her hand +and tried to turn it. It was tight and made a slight squeak in turning. +She stopped but the noise seemed to have no effect upon the evenly +modulated tones inside. Cautiously she moved the button again, holding the +latch firmly in her other hand lest the door should suddenly fly open. It +was an exciting moment when at last the button was turned entirely away +from the door frame and the lifted latch swung free in Miranda’s hand. The +door opened outward. If it were allowed to go it would probably strike +against the table. Miranda only allowed it to open a crack. She could hear +words now, and the voice reminded her of something unpleasant. The least +little bit more she dared open the door, and she could see, as she had +expected, Marcia’s bonnet and shoulder cape as she sat at the other side +of the room. This then was the room of the messenger who had sent for Mrs. +Spafford so peremptorily. The next thing was to discover the identity of +the messenger. Miranda had suspicions. + +The night before she had seen a man lurking near the Spafford house when +she went out in the garden to feed the chickens. She had watched him from +behind the lilac bush, and when he had finally gone away she had followed +him some distance until he turned into the old corduroy road and was lost +in the gathering dusk. The man she had seen before, and had reason to +suspect. It was not for nothing that she had braved her grandmother and +gone hunting wild strawberries out of season. + +With the caution of a creature of the forest Miranda opened the door an +inch further, and applied her eye to the latch hole again. The man’s head +was in full range of her eye then, and her suspicion proved true. + +When Marcia entered the big room and the heavy oak door closed behind her +her heart seemed almost choking her, but she tried with all her might to +be calm. She was to know the worst now. + +On the other side of the room in a large arm-chair, with his feet extended +on another and covered by a travelling shawl, reclined a man. Marcia went +toward him eagerly, and then stopped: + +“Mr. Temple!†There was horror, fear, reproach in the way she spoke it. + +“I know you are astonished, Mrs. Spafford, that the messenger should be +one so unworthy, and let me say at the beginning that I am more thankful +than I can express that your letter of forgiveness reached me before I was +obliged to start on my sorrowful commission. I beg you will sit down and +be as comfortable as you can while I explain further. Pardon my not +rising. I have met with a bad sprain caused by falling from my horse on +the way, and was barely able to reach this stopping place. My ankle is +swollen so badly that I cannot step upon my foot.†+ +Marcia, with white face, moved to the chair he indicated near him, and sat +down. The one thought his speech had conveyed to her had come through +those words “my sorrowful commission.†She felt the need of sitting down, +for her limbs would no longer bear her up, and she felt she must +immediately know what was the matter. + +“Mrs. Spafford, may I ask you once more to speak your forgiveness? Before +I begin to tell you what I have come for, I long to hear you say the words +‘I forgive you.’ Will you give me your hand and say them?†+ +“Mr. Temple, I beg you will tell me what is the matter. Do not think any +further about that other matter. I meant what I said in the note. Tell me +quick! Is my husband—has anything happened to Mr. Spafford? Is he ill? Is +he hurt?†+ +“My poor child! How can I bear to tell you? It seems terrible to put your +love and trust upon another human being and then suddenly find—— But wait. +Let me tell the story in my own way. No, your husband is not hurt, +physically. Illness, and death even, are not the worst things that can +happen to a mortal soul. It seems to me cruel, as I see you sit there so +young and tender and beautiful, that I should have to hurt you by what I +have to say. I come from the purest of motives to tell you a sad truth +about one who should be nearest and dearest to you of all the earth. I beg +you will look upon me kindly and believe that it hurts me to have to tell +you these things. Before I begin I pray you will tell me that you forgive +me for all I have to say. Put your hand in mine and say so.†+ +Marcia had listened to this torrent of words unable to stop them, a +choking sensation in her throat, fear gripping her heart. Some terrible +thing had happened. Her senses refused to name the possibility. Would he +never tell? What ailed the man that he wanted her hand in forgiveness? Of +course she forgave him. She could not speak, and he kept urging. + +“I cannot talk until I have your hand as a pledge that you will forgive me +and think not unkindly of me for what I am about to tell you.†+ +He must have seen how powerfully he wrought upon her, for he continued +until wild with frantic fear she stumbled toward him and laid her hand in +his. He grasped it and thanked her profusely. He looked at the little cold +hand in his own, and his lying tongue went on: + +“Mrs. Spafford, you are good and true. You have saved me from a life of +uselessness, and your example and high noble character have given me new +inspiration. It seems a poor gratitude that would turn and stab you to the +heart. Ah! I cannot do it, and yet I must.†+ +This was torture indeed! Marcia drew her hand sharply away and held it to +her heart. She felt her brain reeling with the strain. Harry Temple saw he +must go on at once or he would lose what he had gained. He had meant to +keep that little hand and touch it gently with a comforting pressure as +his story went on, but it would not do to frighten her or she might take +sudden alarm. + +“Sit down,†he begged, reaching out and drawing a chair near to his own, +but she stepped back and dropped into the one which she had first taken. + +“You know your husband has been in New York?†he began. She nodded. She +could not speak. + +“Did you never suspect why he is there and why he stays so long?†A cold +vise gripped Marcia’s heart, but though she turned white she said nothing, +only looked steadily into the false eyes that glowed and burned at her +like two hateful coals of fire that would scorch her soul and David’s to a +horrid death. + +“Poor child, you cannot answer. You have trusted perfectly. You thought he +was there on business connected with his writing, but did it never occur +to you what a very long time he has been away and that—that there might be +some other reason also which he has not told? But you must know it now, my +child. I am sorry to say it, but he has been keeping it from you, and +those who love you think you ought to know. Let me explain. Very soon +after he reached New York he met a lady whom he used to know and admire. +She is a very beautiful woman, and though she is married is still much +sought after. Your husband, like the rest of her admirers, soon lost his +heart completely, and his head. Strange that he could so easily forget the +pearl of women he had left behind! He went to see her. He showed his +affection for her in every possible way. He gave her large sums of money. +In fact, to make a long story short, he is lingering in New York just to +be near her. I hesitate to speak the whole truth, but he has surely done +that which you cannot forgive. You with your lofty ideas—Mrs. Spafford—he +has cut himself off from any right to your respect or love. + +“And now I am here to-day to offer to do all in my power to help you. From +what I know of your husband’s movements, he is likely to return to you +soon. You cannot meet him knowing that the lips that will salute you have +been pressed upon the lips of another woman, and that woman _your own +sister_, dear Mrs. Spafford! + +“Ah! Now you understand, poor child. Your lips quiver! You have reason to +understand. I know, I know you cannot think what to do. Let me think for +you.†His eyes were glowing and his face animated. He was using all his +persuasive power, and her gaze was fixed upon him as though he had +mesmerized her. She could not resist the flood-tide of his eloquence. She +could only look on and seem to be gradually turning to stone—frozen with +horror. + +He felt he had almost won, and with demoniacal skill he phrased his +sentences. + +“I am here for that purpose. I am here to help you and for no other +reason. In the stable are horses harnessed and a comfortable carriage. My +advice to you is to fly from here as fast as these fleet horses can carry +you. Where you go is for you to say. I should advise going to your +father’s house. That I am sure is what will please him best. He is your +natural refuge at such a time as this. If, however, you shrink from +appearing before the eyes of the village gossips in your native town, I +will take you to the home of a dear old friend of mine, hidden among the +quiet hills, where you will be cared for most royally and tenderly for my +sake, and where you can work out your life problem in the way that seems +best to you. It is there that I am planning to take you to-night. We can +easily reach there before evening if we start at once.†+ +Marcia started to her feet in horror. + +“What do you mean?†she stammered in a choking voice. “I could never go +anywhere with you Mr. Temple. You are a bad man! You have been telling me +lies! I do not believe one word of what you have said. My husband is noble +and good. If he did any of those things you say he did he had a reason for +it. I shall never distrust him.†+ +Marcia’s head was up grandly now and her voice had come back. She looked +the man in the eye until he quailed, but still he sought to hold his power +over her. + +“You poor child!†and his voice was gentleness and forbearance itself. “I +do not wonder in your first horror and surprise that you feel as you do. I +anticipated this. Sit down and calm yourself and let me tell you more +about it. I can prove everything that I have said. I have letters here——†+and he swept his hand toward a pile of letters lying on the table; Miranda +in the closet marked well the position of those letters. “All that I have +said is only too true, I am sorry to say, and you must listen to me——†+ +Marcia interrupted him, her eyes blazing, her face excited: “Mr. Temple, I +shall not listen to another word you say. You are a wicked man and I was +wrong to come here at all. You deceived me or I should not have come. I +must go home at once.†With that she started toward the door. + +Harry Temple flung aside the shawl that covered his sometime sprained +ankle and arose quickly, placing himself before her, forgetful of his +invalid rôle: + +“Not so fast, my pretty lady,†he said, grasping her wrists fiercely in +both his hands. “You need not think to escape so easily. You shall not +leave this room except in my company. Do you not know that you are in my +power? You have spent nearly an hour alone in my bedchamber, and what will +your precious husband have to do with you after this is known?†+ + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV + + +Miranda’s time had come. She had seen it coming and was prepared. + +With a movement like a flash she pushed open the closet door, seized the +pot of ink from the table, and before the two excited occupants of the +room had time to even hear her or realize that she was near, she hurled +the ink pot full into the insolent face of Harry Temple. The inkstand +itself was a light affair of horn and inflicted only a slight wound, but +the ink came into his eyes in a deluge blinding him completely, as Miranda +had meant it should do. She had seen no other weapon of defense at hand. + +Harry Temple dropped Marcia’s wrists and groaned in pain, staggering back +against the wall and sinking to the floor. But Miranda would not stay to +see the effect of her punishment. She seized the frightened Marcia, +dragged her toward the cupboard door, sweeping as she passed the pile of +letters, finished and unfinished, into her apron, and closed the cupboard +doors carefully behind her. Then she guided Marcia through the dark mazes +of the store room to the hall, and pushing her toward the front door, +whispered: “Go quick ’fore he gets his eyes open. I’ve got to go this way. +Run down the road fast as you can an’ I’ll be at the meetin’ place first. +Hurry, quick!†+ +Marcia went with feet that shook so that every step seemed like to slip, +but with beating heart she finally traversed the length of the piazza with +a show of dignity, passed the loungers, and was out in the road. Then +indeed she took courage and fairly flew. + +Miranda, breathless, but triumphant, went back into the kitchen: “I guess +’tain’t him after all,†she said to the interested woman who was putting +on the potatoes to boil. “He’s real interesting to look at though. I’d +like to stop and watch him longer but I must be goin’. I come out to hunt +ferâ€â€”Miranda hesitated for a suitable object before this country-bred +woman who well knew that strawberries were not ripe yet—“wintergreens fer +Grandma,†she added cheerfully, not quite sure whether they grew around +these parts, “and I must be in a hurry. Good-bye! Thank you fer the +drink.†+ +Miranda whizzed out of the door breezily, calling a good morning to one of +the hostlers as she passed the barnyard, and was off through the meadows +and over the fence like a bird, the package of letters rustling loud in +her bosom where she had tucked them before she entered the kitchen. + +Neither of the two girls spoke for some minutes after they met, but +continued their rapid gait, until the end of the corduroy road was in +sight and they felt comparatively safe. + +“Wal, that feller certainly ought to be strung up an’ walluped, now, fer +sure,†remarked Miranda, “an I’d like to help at the wallupin’.†+ +Marcia’s overstrung nerves suddenly dissolved into hysterical laughter. +The contrast from the tragic to the ridiculous was too much for her. She +laughed until the tears rolled down her cheeks, and then she cried in +earnest. Miranda stopped and put her arms about her as gently as a mother +might have done, and smoothed her hair back from the hot cheek, speaking +tenderly: + +“There now, you poor pretty little flower. Jest you cry ’s hard ’s you +want to. I know how good it makes you feel to cry. I’ve done it many a +time up garret where nobody couldn’t hear me. That old Satan, he won’t +trouble you fer a good long spell again. When he gets his evil eyes open, +if he ever does, he’ll be glad to get out o’ these parts or I miss my +guess. Now don’t you worry no more. He can’t hurt you one mite. An’ don’t +you think a thing about what he said. He’s a great big liar, that’s what +he is.†+ +“Miranda, you saved me. Yes, you did. I never can thank you enough. If you +hadn’t come and helped me something awful might have happened!†Marcia +shuddered and began to sob convulsively again. + +“Nonsense!†said Miranda, pleased. “I didn’t do a thing worth mentioning. +Now you jest wipe your eyes and chirk up. We’ve got to go through town an’ +you don’t want folks to wonder what’s up.†+ +Miranda led Marcia up to the spring whose location had been known to her +all the time of course, and Marcia bathed her eyes and was soon looking +more like herself, though there was a nervous tremor to her lips now and +then. But her companion talked gaily, and tried to keep her mind from +going over the events of the morning. + +When they reached the village Miranda suggested they go home by the back +street, slipping through a field of spring wheat and climbing the garden +fence. She had a mind to keep out of her grandmother’s sight for a while +longer. + +“I might’s well be hung for a sheep’s a lamb,†she remarked, as she slid +in at Marcia’s kitchen door in the shadow of the morning-glory vines. “I’m +goin’ to stay here a spell an’ get you some dinner while you go upstairs +an’ lie down. You don’t need to go back to your aunt’s till near night, +an’ you can wait till dusk an’ I’ll go with you. Then you needn’t be out +alone at all. I know how you feel, but I don’t believe you need worry. +He’ll be done with you now forever, er I’ll miss my guess. Now you go lie +down till I make a cup o’ tea.†+ +Marcia was glad to be alone, and soon fell asleep, worn out with the +excitement, her brain too weary to go over the awful occurrences of the +morning. That would come later. Now her body demanded rest. + +Miranda, coming upstairs with the tea, tiptoed in and looked at her,—one +round arm thrown over her head, and her smooth peachy cheek resting +against it. Miranda, homely, and with no hope of ever attaining any of the +beautiful things of life, loved unselfishly this girl who had what she had +not, and longed with all her heart to comfort and protect the sweet young +thing who seemed so ill-prepared to protect herself. She stooped over the +sleeper for one yearning moment, and touched her hair lightly with her +lips. She felt a great desire to kiss the soft round cheek, but was afraid +of wakening her. Then she took the cup of tea and tiptoed out again, her +eyes shining with satisfaction. She had a self-imposed task before her, +and was well pleased that Marcia slept, for it gave her plenty of +opportunity to carry out her plans. + +She went quickly to David’s library, opened drawers and doors in the desk +until she found writing materials, and sat down to work. She had a letter +to write, and a letter, to Miranda, was the achievement of a lifetime. She +did not much expect to ever have to write another. She plunged into her +subject at once. + + + “DEAR MR. DAVID:†(she was afraid that sounded a little stiff, but + she felt it was almost too familiar to say “David†as he was + always called.) + + “I ain’t much on letters, but this one has got to be writ. + Something happened and somebody’s got to tell you about it. I’m + most sure she wont, and nobody else knows cept me. + + “Last night ’bout dark I went out to feed the chickens, an’ I see + that nimshi Harry Temple skulkin round your house. It was all dark + there, an he walked in the side gate and tried to peek in the + winders, only the shades was down an he couldn’t see a thing. I + thought he was up to some mischief so I followed him down the + street a piece till he turned down the old corduroy road. It was + dark by then an I come home, but I was on the watchout this + morning, and after Mis’ Spafford come down to the house I heard a + horse gallopin by an I looked out an saw a boy get off an take a + letter to the door an ride away, an pretty soon all in a hurry + your wife come out tyin her bonnet and hurryin along lookin + scared. I grabbed my sunbonnet an clipped after her, but she went + so fast I didn’t get up to her till she got on the old corduroy + road. She was awful scared lookin an she didn’t want me much I + see, but pretty soon she up an told me she had a note sayin there + was a messenger with news from you out to the old Green Tavern. He + had a accident an couldn’t come no further. He wanted her to come + alone cause the business was private, so I stayed down by the turn + of the road till she got in an then I went cross lots an round to + the kitchen an called on Mis’ Green a spell. She was tellin me + about her boarders an I told her I thought mebbe one of em was a + friend o’ Hannah Heath’s so she said I might peek through the key + hole of the cubberd an see. She was busy so I went alone. + + “Well sir, I jest wish you’d been there. That lying nimshi was + jest goin on the sweetest, as respectful an nice a thankin your + wife fer comin, an excusin himself fer sendin fer her, and sayin + he couldn’t bear to tell her what he’d come fer, an pretty soon + when she was scared ’s death he up an told her a awful fib bout + you an a woman called Kate, whoever she is, an he jest poured the + words out fast so she couldn’t speak, an he said things about you + he shouldn’t uv, an you could see he was makin it up as he went + along, an he said he had proof. So he pointed at a pile of letters + on the table an I eyed em good through the hole in the door. + Pretty soon he ups and perposes that he carry her off in a + carriage he has all ready, and takes her to a friend of his, so + she wont be here when you come home, cause you’re so bad, and she + gets up looking like she wanted to scream only she didn’t dare, + and she says he dont tell the truth, it wasn’t so any of it, and + if it was it was all right anyway, that you had some reason, an + she wouldn’t go a step with him anywhere. An then he forgets all + about the lame ankle he had kept covered up on a chair pertendin + it was hurt fallin off his horse when the coach brought him all + the way fer I asked Mis’ Green—and he ketches her by the wrists, + and he says she can’t go without him, and she needn’t be in such a + hurry fer you wouldn’t have no more to do with her anyway after + her being shut up there with him so long, an then she looked jest + like she was going to faint, an I bust out through the door an + ketched up the ink pot, it want heavy enough to kill him, an I + slung it at him, an the ink went square in his eyes, an we slipped + through the closet an got away quick fore anybody knew a thing. + + “I brought all the letters along so here they be. I havn’t read a + one, cause I thought mebbe you’d ruther not. She aint seen em + neither. She dont know I’ve got em. I hid em in my dress. She’s + all wore out with cryin and hurryin, and being scared, so she’s + upstairs now asleep, an she dont know I’m writing. I’m goin to + send this off fore she knows, fer I think she wouldn’t tell you + fear of worryin you. I’ll look after her es well’s I can till you + get back, but I think that feller ought to be strung up. But + you’ll know what to do, so no more at present from your obedient + servent, + + “MIRANDA GRISCOM.†+ + +Having at last succeeded in sealing her packet to her satisfaction and the +diminishing of the stick of sealing wax she had found in the drawer, +Miranda slid out the front door, and by a detour went to David Spafford’s +office. + +“Good afternoon, Mr. Clark,†she said to the clerk importantly. “Grandma +sends her respecks and wants to know ef you’d be so kind as to back this +letter fer her to Mr. David Spafford. She’s writin’ to him on business an’ +she don’t rightly know his street an’ number in New York.†+ +Mr. Clark willingly wrote the address, and Miranda took it to the post +office, and sped back to Marcia, happy in the accomplishment of her +purpose. + + + +In the same mail bag that brought Miranda’s package came a letter from +Aunt Clarinda. David’s face lit up with a pleased smile. Her letters were +so infrequent that they were a rare pleasure. He put aside the thick +package written in his clerk’s hand. It was doubtless some business papers +and could wait. + +Aunt Clarinda wrote in a fine old script that in spite of her eighty years +was clear and legible. She told about the beauty of the weather, and how +Amelia and Hortense were almost done with the house cleaning, and how +Marcia had been going to their house every day putting it in order. Then +she added a paragraph which David, knowing the old lady well, understood +to be the _raison d’être_ of the whole letter: + +“I think your wife misses you very much, Davie, she looks sort of peeked +and sad. It is hard on her being separated from you so long this first +year. Men don’t think of those things, but it is lonely for a young thing +like her here with three old women, and you know Hortense and Amelia never +try to make it lively for anybody. I have been watching her, and I think +if I were you I would let the business finish itself up as soon as +possible and hurry back to put a bit of cheer into that child. She’s +whiter than she ought to be.†+ +David read it over three times in astonishment with growing, mingled +feelings which he could not quite analyze. + +Poor Aunt Clarinda! Of course she did not understand the situation, and +equally of course she was mistaken. Marcia was not sighing for him, though +it might be dull for her at the old house. He ought to have thought of +that; and a great burden suddenly settled down upon him. He was not doing +right by Marcia. It could not be himself of course that Marcia was +missing, if indeed Aunt Clarinda was right and she was worried about +anything. Perhaps something had occurred to trouble her. Could that snake +of a Temple have turned up again? No, he felt reasonably sure he would +have heard of that, besides he saw him not long ago on the street at a +distance. Could it be some boy-lover at home whose memory came to trouble +her? Or had she discovered what a sacrifice she had made of her young +life? Whatever it was, it was careless and cruel in him to have left her +alone with his aunts all this time. He was a selfish man, he told himself, +to have accepted her quiet little sacrifice of all for him. He read the +letter over again, and suddenly there came to him a wish that Marcia _was_ +missing him. It seemed a pleasant thought to have her care. He had been +trying to train himself to the fact that no one would ever care for him +again, but now it seemed dear and desirable that his sweet young companion +should like to have him back. He had a vision of home as it had been, so +pleasant and restful, always the food that he liked, always the thought +for his wishes, and he felt condemned. He had not noticed or cared. Had +she thought him ungrateful? + +He read the letter over again, noting every mention of his wife in the +account of the daily living at home. He was searching for some clue that +would give him more information about her. And when he reached the last +paragraph about missing him, a little tingle of pleasure shot through him +at the thought. He did not understand it. After all she was his, and if it +was possible he must help to make up to her for what she had lost in +giving herself to him. If the thought of doing so brought a sense of +satisfaction to him that was unexpected, he was not to blame in any wise. + +Since his interview with Kate, and the terrible night of agony through +which he had passed, David had plunged into his business with all his +might. Whenever a thought of Kate came he banished it if possible, and if +it would not go he got out his writing materials and went to work at an +article, to absorb his mind. He had several times arisen in the night to +write because he could not sleep, and must think. + +When he was obliged to be in New York he had steadily kept away from the +house where Kate lived, and never walked through the streets without +occupying his mind as fully as possible so that he should not chance to +see her. In this way his sorrow was growing old without having been worn +out, and he was really regaining a large amount of his former happiness +and interest in life. Not so often now did the vision of Kate come to +trouble him. He thought she was still his one ideal of womanly beauty and +grace and perfection of course, and always would be, but she was not for +him to think upon any more. A strong true man he was growing, out of his +sorrow. And now when the thought of Marcia came to him with a certain +sweetness he could be glad that it was so, and not resent it. Of course no +one could ever take the place of Kate, that was impossible. + +So reflecting, with a pleasant smile upon his face, he opened Miranda’s +epistle. + +Puzzled and surprised he began to read the strange chirography, and as he +read his face darkened and he drew his brows in a heavy frown. “The +scoundrel!†he muttered as he turned the sheet. Then as he went on his +look grew anxious. He scanned the page quickly as if he would gather the +meaning from the crooked ill-spelled words without taking them one by one. +But he had to go slowly, for Miranda had not written with as much +plainness as haste. He fairly held his breath when he thought of the +gentle girl in the hands of the unscrupulous man of the world. A terrible +fear gripped his heart, Marcia, little Marcia, so sweet and pure and good. +A vision of her face as she lay asleep in the woods came between him and +the paper. Why had he left her unprotected all these months? Fool that he +was! She was worth more than all the railroads put together. As if his own +life was in the balance, he read on, growing sick with horror. Poor child! +what had she thought? And how had his own sin and weakness been found out, +or was it merely Harry Temple’s wicked heart that had evolved these +stories? The letter smote him with terrible accusation, and all at once it +was fearful to him to think that Marcia had heard such things about him. +When he came to her trust in him he groaned aloud and buried his face in +the letter, and then raised it quickly to read to the end. + +When he had finished he rose with sudden determination to pack his +carpet-bag and go home at once. Marcia needed him, and he felt a strong +desire to be near her, to see her and know she was safe. It was +overwhelming. He had not known he could ever feel strongly again. He must +confess his own weakness of course, and he would. She should know all and +know that she might trust his after all. + +But the motion of rising had sent the other papers to the floor, and in +falling the bundle of letters that Miranda had enclosed, scattered about +him. He stooped to pick them up and saw his own name written in Kate’s +handwriting. Old association held him, and wondering, fearful, not wholly +glad to see it, he picked up the letter. It was an epistle of Kate’s, +written in intimate style to Harry Temple and speaking of himself in terms +of the utmost contempt. She even stooped to detail to Harry an account of +her own triumph on that miserable morning when he had taken her in his +arms and kissed her. There were expressions in the letter that showed her +own wicked heart, as nothing else could ever have done, to David. As he +read, his soul growing sick within him,—read one letter after another, and +saw how she had plotted with this bad man to wreck the life of her young +sister for her own triumph and revenge,—the beautiful woman whom he had +loved, and whom he had thought beautiful within as well as without, +crumbled into dust before him. When he looked up at last with white face +and firmly set lips, he found that his soul was free forever from the +fetters that had bound him to her. + +He went to the fireplace and laid the pile of letters among the embers, +blowing them into a blaze, and watched them until they were eaten up by +the fire and nothing remained but dead grey ashes. The thought came to him +that that was like his old love. It was burnt out. There had not been the +right kind of fuel to feed it. Kate was worthless, but his own self was +alive, and please God he would yet see better days. He would go home at +once to the child wife who needed him, and whom now he might love as she +should be loved. The thought became wondrously sweet to him as he rapidly +threw the things into his travelling bag and went about arrangements for +his trip home. He determined that if he ever came to New York again Marcia +should come with him. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXV + + +Marcia hurried down to her own house early one morning. The phantoms of +her experiences in the old Green Tavern were pursuing her. + +Once there she could do nothing but go over and over the dreadful things +that Harry Temple had said. In vain did she try to work. She went into the +library and took up a book, but her mind would wander to David. + +She sat down at the piano and played a few tender chords and sang an old +Italian song which somebody had left at their house several years before: + + “Dearest, believe, + When e’er we part: + Lonely I grieve, + In my sad heart:—†+ +With a sob her head dropped upon her hands in one sad little crash of +wailing tones, while the sound died away in reverberation after +reverberation of the strings till Marcia felt as if a sea of sound were +about her in soft ebbing, flowing waves. + +The sound covered the lifting of the side door latch and the quiet step of +a foot. Marcia was absorbed in her own thoughts. Her smothered sobs were +mingling with the dying sounds of the music, still audible to her fine +ear. + +David had come by instinct to his own home first. He felt that Marcia +would be there, and now that he was come and the morning sun flooded +everything and made home look so good he felt that he must find her first +of all before his relationship with home had been re-established. He +passed through kitchen, dining room and hall, and by the closed parlor +door. He never thought of her being in there with the door closed. He +glanced into the library and saw the book lying in his chair as she had +left it, and it gave a touch of her presence which pleased him. He went +softly toward the stairs thinking to find her. He had stopped at a shop +the last thing and bought a beautiful creamy shawl of China crêpe heavily +embroidered, and finished with long silken fringe. He had taken it from +his carpet-bag and was carrying it in its rice paper wrappings lest it +should be crushed. He was pleased as a child at the present he had brought +her, and felt strangely shy about giving it to her. + +Just then there came a sound from the parlor, sweet and tender and +plaintive. Marcia had conquered her sobs and was singing again with her +whole soul, singing as if she were singing to David. The words drew him +strangely, wonderingly toward the parlor door, yet so softly that he heard +every syllable. + + “Dearest, believe, + When e’er we part: + Lonely I grieve, + In my sad heart:— + Thy faithful slave, + Languishing sighs, + Haste then and save—†+ +Here the words trailed away again into a half sob, and the melody +continued in broken, halting chords that flickered out and faded into the +shadows of the room. + +David’s heart was pierced with a belief that Aunt Clarinda was right and +something was the matter with Marcia. A great trouble and tenderness, and +almost jealousy, leaped up in his heart which were incomprehensible to +him. Who was Marcia singing this song for? That it was a true cry from a +lonely soul he could but believe. Was she feeling her prison-bars here in +the lonely old house with only a forlorn man whose life and love had been +thrown away upon another? Poor child! Poor child! If he might but save her +from suffering, cover her with his own tenderness and make her content +with that. Would it be possible if he devoted himself to it to make her +forget the one for whom she was sighing; to bring peace and a certain sort +of sweet forgetfulness and interest in other things into her life? He +wanted to make a new life for her, his little girl whom he had so +unthinkingly torn from the home nest and her future, and compelled to take +up his barren way with him. He would make it up to her if such a thing +were possible. Then he opened the door. + +In the soft green light of the noonday coming through the shades Marcia’s +color did not show as it flew into her cheeks. Her hands grew weak and +dropped upon the keys with a soft little tinkle of surprise and joy. She +sprang up and came a step toward him, then clasped her hands against her +breast and stopped shyly. David coming into the room, questioning, +wondering, anxious, stopped midway too, and for an instant they looked +upon one another. David saw a new look in the girl’s face. She seemed +older, much older than when he had left her. The sweet round cheeks were +thinner, her mouth drooped sadly, pathetically. For an instant he longed +to take her in his arms and kiss her. The longing startled him. So many +months he had thought of only Kate in that way, and then had tried to +teach himself never to think of Kate or any woman as one to be caressed by +him, that it shocked him. He felt that he had been disloyal to himself, to +honor,—to Kate—no—not to Kate, he had no call to be loyal to her. She had +not been loyal to him ever. Perhaps rather he would have put it loyalty to +Love for Love’s sake, love that is worthy to be crowned by a woman’s love. + +With all these mingling feelings David was embarrassed. He came toward her +slowly, trying to be natural, trying to get back his former way with her. +He put out his hand stiffly to shake hands as he had done when he left, +and timidly she put hers into it, yet as their fingers closed there leaped +from one to the other a thrill of sweetness, that neither guessed the +other knew and each put by in memory for closer inspection as to what it +could mean. Their hands clung together longer than either had meant, and +there was something pleasant to each in the fact that they were together +again. David thought it was just because it was home, rest, and peace, and +a relief from his anxiety about Marcia now that he saw she was all right. +Marcia knew it was better to have David standing there with his strong +fingers about her trembling ones, than to have anything else in the world. +But she would not have told him so. + +“That was a sweet song you were singing,†said David. “I hope you were +singing it for me, and that it was true! I am glad I am come home, and you +must sing it again for me soon.†+ +It was not in the least what he intended to say, and the words tumbled +themselves out so tumultuously that he was almost ashamed and wondered if +Marcia would think he had lost his mind in New York. Marcia, dear child, +treasured them every word and hugged them to her heart, and carried them +in her prayers. + +They went out together and got dinner as if they had been two children, +with a wild excited kind of glee; and they tried to get back their natural +ways of doing and saying things, but they could not. + +Instead they were forever blundering and halting in what they said; coming +face to face and almost running over one another as they tried to help +each other; laughing and blushing and blundering again. + +When they each tried to reach for the tea kettle to fill the coffee pot +and their fingers touched, each drew back and pretended not to notice, but +yet had felt the contact sweet. + +They were lingering over the dinner when Hannah Heath came to the door. +David had been telling of some of his adventures in detail and was +enjoying the play of expression on Marcia’s face as she listened eagerly +to every word. They had pushed their chairs back a little and were sitting +there talking,—or rather David was talking, Marcia listening. Hannah stood +for one jealous instant and saw it all. This was what she had dreamed for +her own long years back, she and David. She had questioned much just what +feeling there might be between him and Marcia, and now more than ever she +desired to bring him face to face with Kate and read for herself what the +truth had been. She hated Marcia for that look of intense delight and +sympathy upon her face; hated her that she had the right to sit there and +hear what David had to say—some stupid stuff about railroads. She did not +see that she herself would have made an ill companion for a man like +David. + +As yet neither Marcia nor David had touched upon the subjects which had +troubled them. They did not realize it, but they were so suddenly happy in +each other’s company they had forgotten for the moment. The pleasant +converse was broken up at once. Marcia’s face hardened into something like +alarm as she saw who stood in the doorway. + +“Why, David, have you got home at last?†said Hannah. “I did not know it.†+That was an untruth. She had watched him from behind Grandmother Heath’s +rose bush. “Where did you come from last? New York? Oh, then you saw Mrs. +Leavenworth. How is she? I fell in love with her when I was there.†+ +Now David had never fully taken in Kate’s married name. He knew it of +course, but in his present state of happiness at getting home, and his +absorption in the work he had been doing, the name “Mrs. Leavenworth†+conveyed nothing whatever to David’s mind. He looked blankly at Hannah and +replied indifferently enough with a cool air. “No, Miss Hannah, I had no +time for social life. I was busy every minute I was away.†+ +David never expected Hannah to say anything worth listening to, and he was +so full of his subject that he had not noticed that she made no reply. + +Hannah watched him curiously as he talked, his remarks after all were +directed more to Marcia than to her, and when he paused she said with a +contemptuous sneer in her voice, “I never could understand, David, how you +who seem to have so much sense in other things will take up with such +fanciful, impractical dreams as this railroad. Lemuel says it’ll never +run.†+ +Hannah quoted her lover with a proud bridling of her head as if the matter +were settled once and for all. It was the first time she had allowed the +world to see that she acknowledged her relation to Lemuel. She was not +averse to having David understand that she felt there were other men in +the world besides himself. But David turned merry eyes on her. + +“Lemuel says?†he repeated, and he made a sudden movement with his arm +which sent a knife and spoon from the table in a clatter upon the floor. + +“And how much does Lemuel know about the matter?†+ +“Lemuel has good practical common sense,†said Hannah, vexed, “and he +knows what is possible and what is not. He does not need to travel all +over the country on a wild goose chase to learn that.†+ +Now that she had accepted him Hannah did not intend to allow Lemuel to be +discounted. + +“He has not long to wait to be convinced,†said David thoughtfully and +unaware of her tart tone. “Before the year is out it will be a settled +fact that every one can see.†+ +“Well, it’s beyond comprehension what you care, anyway,†said Hannah +contemptuously. “Did you really spend all your time in New York on such +things? It seems incredible. There certainly must have been other +attractions?†+ +There was insinuation in Hannah’s voice though it was smooth as butter, +but David had had long years of experience in hearing Hannah Heath’s sharp +tongue. He minded it no more than he would have minded the buzzing of a +fly. Marcia’s color rose, however. She made a hasty errand to the pantry +to put away the bread, and her eyes flashed at Hannah through the close +drawn pantry door. But Hannah did not give up so easily. + +“It is strange you did not stay with Mrs. Leavenworth,†she said. “She +told me you were one of her dearest friends, and you used to be quite fond +of one another.†+ +Then it suddenly dawned upon David who Mrs. Leavenworth was, and a +sternness overspread his face. + +“Mrs. Leavenworth, did you say? Ah! I did not understand. I saw her but +once and that for only a few minutes soon after I first arrived. I did not +see her again.†His voice was cool and steady. Marcia coming from the +pantry with set face, ready for defence if there was any she could give, +marvelled at his coolness. Her heart was gripped with fear, and yet +leaping with joy at David’s words. He had not seen Kate but once. He had +known she was there and yet had kept away. Hannah’s insinuations were +false. Mr. Temple’s words were untrue. She had known it all the time, yet +what sorrow they had given her! + +“By the way, Marcia,†said David, turning toward her with a smile that +seemed to erase the sternness in his voice but a moment before. “Did you +not write me some news? Miss Hannah, you are to be congratulated I +believe. Lemuel is a good man. I wish you much happiness.†+ +And thus did David, with a pleasant speech, turn aside Hannah Heath’s +dart. Yet while she went from the house with a smile and a sound of +pleasant wishes in her ears, she carried with her a bitter heart and a +revengeful one. + +David was suddenly brought face to face with the thing he had to tell +Marcia. He sat watching her as she went back and forth from pantry to +kitchen, and at last he came and stood beside her and took her hands in +his looking down earnestly into her face. It seemed terrible to him to +tell this thing to the innocent girl, now, just when he was growing +anxious to win her confidence, but it must be told, and better now than +later lest he might be tempted not to tell it at all. + +“Marcia!†He said the name tenderly, with an inflection he had never used +before. It was not lover-like, nor passionate, but it reached her heart +and drew her eyes to his and the color to her cheeks. She thought how +different his clasp was from Harry Temple’s hateful touch. She looked up +at him trustingly, and waited. + +“You heard what I said to Hannah Heath just now, about—your——†He paused, +dissatisfied—“about Mrs. Leavenworthâ€â€”it was as if he would set the +subject of his words far from them. Marcia’s heart beat wildly, +remembering all that she had been told, yet she looked bravely, trustingly +into his eyes. + +“It was true what I told her. I met Mrs. Leavenworth but once while I was +away. It was in her own home and she sent for me saying she was in +trouble. She told me that she was in terrible anxiety lest I would not +forgive her. She begged me to say that I forgave her, and when I told her +I did she asked me to kiss her once to prove it. I was utterly overcome +and did so, but the moment my lips touched hers I knew that I was doing +wrong and I put her from me. She begged me to remain, and I now know that +she was utterly false from the first. It was but a part she was playing +when she touched my heart until I yielded and sinned. I have only learned +that recently, within a few days, and from words written by her own hand +to another. I will tell you about it all sometime. But I want to confess +to you this wrong I have done, and to let you know that I went away from +her that day and have never seen her since. She had said she was without +money, and I left her all I had with me. I know now that that too was +unwise,—perhaps wrong. I feel that all this was a sin against you. I would +like you to forgive me if you can, and I want you to know that this other +woman who was the cause of our coming together, and yet has separated us +ever since we have been together, is no longer anything to me. Even if she +and I were both free as we were when we first met, we could never be +anything but strangers. Can you forgive me now, Marcia, and can you ever +trust me after what I have told you?†+ +Marcia looked into his eyes, and loved him but the more for his +confession. She felt she could forgive him anything, and her whole soul in +her countenance answered with her voice, as she said: “I can.†It made +David think of their wedding day, and suddenly it came over him with a +thrill that this sweet womanly woman belonged to him. He marvelled at her +sweet forgiveness. The joy of it surprised him beyond measure. + +“You have had some sad experiences yourself. Will you tell me now all +about it?†He asked the question wistfully still holding her hands in a +firm close grasp, and she let them lie nestling there feeling safe as +birds in the nest. + +“Why, how did you know?†questioned Marcia, her whole face flooded with +rosy light for joy at his kind ways and relief that she did not have to +open the story. + +“Oh, a little bird, or a guardian angel whispered the tale,†he said +pleasantly. “Come into the room where we can be sure no Hannah Heaths will +trouble us,†and he drew her into the library and seated her beside him on +the sofa. + +“But, indeed, Marcia,†and his face sobered, “it is no light matter to me, +what has happened to you. I have been in an agony all the way home lest I +might not find you safe and well after having escaped so terrible a +danger.†+ +He drew the whole story from her bit by bit, tenderly questioning her, his +face blazing with righteous wrath, and darkening with his wider knowledge +as she told on to the end, and showed him plainly the black heart of the +villain who had dared so diabolical a conspiracy; and the inhumanity of +the woman who had helped in the intrigue against her own sister,—nay even +instigated it. His feelings were too deep for utterance. He was shaken to +the depths. His new comprehension of Kate’s character was confirmed at the +worst. Marcia could only guess his deep feelings from his shaken +countenance and the earnest way in which he folded his hands over hers and +said in low tones filled with emotion: “We should be deeply thankful to +God for saving you, and I must be very careful of you after this. That +villain shall be searched out and punished if it takes a lifetime, and +Miranda,—what shall we do for Miranda? Perhaps we can induce her +grandmother to let us have her sometime to help take care of us. We seem +to be unable to get on without her. We’ll see what we can do sometime in +return for the great service she has rendered.†+ +But the old clock striking in the hall suddenly reminded David that he +should go at once to the office, so he hurried away and Marcia set about +her work with energy, a happy song of praise in her heart. + +There was much to be done. David had said he would scarcely have time to +go over to his aunts that night, so she had decided to invite them to tea. +She would far rather have had David to herself this first evening, but it +would please them to come, especially Aunt Clarinda. There was not much +time to prepare supper to be sure, but she would stir up a gingerbread, +make some puffy cream biscuits, and there was lovely white honey and fresh +eggs and peach preserves. + +So she ran to Deacon Appleby’s to get some cream for her biscuits and to +ask Tommy Appleby to harness David’s horse and drive over for Aunt +Clarinda. Then she hurried down to the aunts to give her invitation. + +Aunt Clarinda sat down in her calico-covered rocking chair, wiped her dear +old eyes and her glasses, and said, over and over again: “Dear child! +Bless her! Bless her!†+ +It was a happy gathering that evening. David was as pleased as they could +have desired, and looked about upon the group in the dining-room with +genuine boyish pleasure. It did his heart good to see Aunt Clarinda there. +It had never occurred to him before that she could come. He turned to +Marcia with a light in his eyes that fully repaid her for the little +trouble she had had in carrying out her plan. He began to feel that home +meant something even though he had lost the home of his long dreams and +ideals. + +He talked a great deal about his trip, and in between the sentences, he +caught himself watching Marcia, noting the curve of her round chin, the +dimple in her left cheek when she smiled, the way her hair waved off from +her forehead, the pink curves of her well-shaped ears. He found a distinct +pleasure in noting these things and he wondered at himself. It was as if +he had suddenly been placed before some great painting and become +possessed of the knowledge wherewith to appreciate art to its fullest. It +was as if he had heard a marvellous piece of music and had the eyes and +ears of his understanding opened to take in the gracious melodies and +majestic harmonies. + +Aunt Clarinda watched his eyes, and Aunt Clarinda was satisfied. Aunt +Hortense watched his eyes, jealously and sighed. Aunt Amelia watched his +eyes and set her lips and feared to herself. “He will spoil her if he does +like that. She will think she can walk right over him.†But Aunt Clarinda +knew better. She recognized the eternal right of love. + +They took the three old ladies home in the rising of an early moon, Marcia +walking demurely on the sidewalk with Aunt Amelia, while David drove the +chaise with Aunt Clarinda and Aunt Hortense. + +As he gently lifted Aunt Clarinda down and helped her to her room David +felt her old hands tremble and press his arm, and when he had reached her +door he stooped and kissed her. + +“Davie,†she said in the voice that used to comfort his little childish +troubles, or tell him of some nice surprise she had for him, “Davie, she’s +a dear child! She’s just as good as gold. She’s the princess I used to put +in all your fairy-tales. David, she’s just the right one for you!†and +David answered earnestly, solemnly, as if he were discovering a truth +which surprised him but yet was not unwelcome. “I believe she is, Aunt +Clarinda.†+ +They drove to the barn and Marcia sat in the chaise in the sweet +hay-scented darkness while David put up the horse by the cobwebby light of +the lantern; then they walked quietly back to the house. David had drawn +Marcia’s hand through his arm and it rested softly on his coat sleeve. She +was silently happy, she knew not why, afraid to think of it lest to-morrow +would show her there was nothing out of the ordinary monotony to be happy +about. + +David was silent, wondering at himself. What was this that had come to +him? A new pleasure in life. A little trembling rill of joy bubbling up in +his heart; a rift in the dark clouds of fate; a show of sunshine where he +had expected never to see the light again. Why was it so pleasant to have +that little hand resting upon his arm? Was it really pleasant or was it +only a part of the restfulness of getting home again away from strange +faces and uncomfortable beds, and poor tables? + +They let themselves into the house as if they were walking into a new +world together and both were glad to be there again. When she got up to +her room Marcia went and stood before the glass and looked at herself by +the flickering flame of the candle. Her eyes were bright and her cheeks +burned red in the centre like two soft deep roses. She felt she hardly +knew herself. She tried to be critical. Was this person she was examining +a pretty person? Would she be called so in comparison with Kate and Hannah +Heath? Would a man,—would David,—if his heart were not filled,—think so? +She decided not. She felt she was too immature. There was too much shyness +in her glance, too much babyishness about her mouth. No, David could never +have thought her beautiful, even if he had seen her before he knew Kate. +But perhaps, if Kate had been married first and away and then he had come +to their home, perhaps if he knew no one else well enough to love,—could +he have cared for her? + +Oh, it was a dreadful, beautiful thought. It thrilled through and through +her till she hid her face from her own gaze. She suddenly kissed the hand +that had rested on his sleeve, and then reproached herself for it. She +loved him, but was it right to do so? + +As for David, he was sitting on the side of his bed with his chin in his +hands examining himself. + +He had supposed that with the reading of those letters which had come to +him but two short days before all possibility of love and happiness had +died, but lo! he found himself thrilling with pleasure over the look in a +girl’s soft eyes, and the touch of her hand. And that girl was his wife. +It was enough to keep him awake to try to understand himself. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXVI + + +Hannah Heath’s wedding day dawned bright enough for a less calculating +bride. + +David did not get home until half past three. He had been obliged to drive +out to the starting place of the new railroad, near Albany, where it was +important that he get a few points correctly. On the morrow was to be the +initial trip, by the Mohawk and Hudson Railroad, of the first train drawn +by a steam engine in the state of New York. + +His article about it, bargained for by a New York paper, must be on its +way by special post as soon after the starting of the train as possible. +He must have all items accurate; technicalities of preparation; +description of engine and coaches; details of arrangements, etc.; before +he added the final paragraphs describing the actual start of the train. +His article was practically done now, save for these few items. He had +started early that morning on his long drive, and, being detained longer +than he had expected, arrived at home with barely time to put himself into +wedding garments, and hasten in at the last moment with Marcia who stood +quietly waiting for him in the front hall. They were the last guests to +arrive. It was time for the ceremony, but the bride, true to her nature to +the last, still kept Lemuel waiting; and Lemuel, true to the end, stood +smiling and patient awaiting her pleasure. + +David and Marcia entered the wide parlor and shook hands here and there +with those assembled, though for the most part a hushed air pervaded the +room, as it always does when something is about to happen. + +Soon after their arrival some one in purple silk came down the stairs and +seated herself in a vacant chair close to where the bride was to stand. +She had gold hair and eyes like forget-me-nots. She was directly opposite +to David and Marcia. David was engrossed in a whispered conversation with +Mr. Brentwood about the events of the morrow, and did not notice her +entrance, though she paused in the doorway and searched him directly from +amongst the company before she took her seat. Marcia, who was talking with +Rose Brentwood, caught the vision of purple and gold and turned to face +for one brief instant the scornful, half-merry glance of her sister. The +blood in her face fled back to her heart and left it white. + +Then Marcia summoned all her courage and braced herself to face what was +to come. She forced herself to smile in answer to Rose Brentwood’s +question. But all the while she was trying to understand what it was in +her sister’s look that had hurt her so. It was not the anger,—for that she +was prepared. It was not the scorn, for she had often faced that. Was it +the almost merriment? Yes, there was the sting. She had felt it so keenly +when as a little girl Kate had taken to making fun of some whim of hers. +She could not see why Kate should find cause for fun just now. It was as +if she by her look ignored Marcia’s relation to David in scornful laugh +and appropriated him herself. Marcia’s inmost soul rebelled. The color +came back as if by force of her will. She would show Kate,—or she would +show David at least,—that she could bear all things for him. She would +play well her part of wife this day. The happy two months that had passed +since David came back from New York had made her almost feel as if she was +really his and he hers. For this hour she would forget that it was +otherwise. She would look at him and speak to him as if he had been her +husband for years, as if there were the truest understanding between +them,—as indeed, of a certain wistful, pleasant sort there was. She would +not let the dreadful thought of Kate cloud her face for others to see. +Bravely she faced the company, but her heart under Kate’s blue frock sent +up a swift and pleading prayer demanding of a higher Power something she +knew she had not in herself, and must therefore find in Him who had +created her. It was the most trustful, and needy prayer that Marcia ever +uttered and yet there were no words, not even the closing of an eyelid. +Only her heart took the attitude of prayer. + +The door upstairs opened in a business-like way, and Hannah’s composed +voice was heard giving a direction. Hannah’s silken tread began to be +audible. Miranda told Marcia afterward that she kept her standing at the +window for an hour beforehand to see when David arrived, and when they +started over to the house. Hannah kept herself posted on what was going on +in the room below as well as if she were down there. She knew where David +and Marcia stood, and told Kate exactly where to go. It was like Hannah +that in the moment of her sacrifice of the long cherished hopes of her +life she should have planned a dramatic revenge to help carry her through. + +The bride’s rustle became at last so audible that even David and Mr. +Brentwood heard and turned from their absorbing conversation to the +business in hand. + +Hannah was in the doorway when David looked up, very cold and beautiful in +her bridal array despite the years she had waited, and almost at once +David saw the vision in purple and gold like a saucy pansy, standing near +her. + +Kate’s eyes were fixed upon him with their most bewitching, dancing smile +of recognition, like a naughty little child who had been in hiding for a +time and now peeps out laughing over the discomfiture of its elders. So +Kate encountered the steadfast gaze of David’s astonished eyes. + +But there was no light of love in those eyes as she had expected to see. +Instead there grew in his face such a blaze of righteous indignation as +the lord of the wedding feast might have turned upon the person who came +in without a wedding garment. In spite of herself Kate was disconcerted. +She was astonished. She felt that David was challenging her presence +there. It seemed to her he was looking through her, searching her, judging +her, sentencing her, and casting her out, and presently his eyes wandered +beyond her through the open hall door and out into God’s green world; and +when they came back and next rested upon her his look had frozen into the +glance of a stranger. + +Angry, ashamed, baffled, she bit her lips in vexation, but tried to keep +the merry smile. In her heart she hated him, and vowed to make him bow +before her smiles once more. + +David did not see the bride at all to notice her, but the bride, unlike +the one of the psalmist’s vision whose eyes were upon “her dear +bridegroom’s face,†was looking straight across the room with evident +intent to observe David. + +The ceremony proceeded, and Hannah went through her part correctly and +calmly, aware that she was giving herself to Lemuel Skinner irrevocably, +yet perfectly aware also of the discomfiture of the sweet-faced girl-wife +who sat across the room bravely watching the ceremony with white cheeks +and eyes that shone like righteous lights. + +Marcia did not look at David. She was with him in heart, suffering with +him, feeling for him, quivering in every nerve for what he might be +enduring. She had no need to look. Her part was to ignore, and help to +cover. + +They went through it all well. Not once did Aunt Amelia or Aunt Hortense +notice anything strange in the demeanor of their nephew or his wife. Aunt +Clarinda was not there. She was not fond of Hannah. + +As soon as the service was over and the relatives had broken the solemn +hush by kissing the bride, David turned and spoke to Rose Brentwood, +making some smiling remark about the occasion. Rose Brentwood was looking +her very prettiest in a rose-sprigged delaine and her wavy dark hair in a +beaded net tied round with a rose-colored lute-string ribbon. + +Kate flushed angrily at this. If it had been Marcia to whom he had spoken +she would have judged he did it out of pique, but a pretty stranger coming +upon the scene at this critical moment was trying. And then, too, David’s +manner was so indifferent, so utterly natural. He did not seem in the +least troubled by the sight of herself. + +David and Marcia did not go up to speak to the bride at once. David +stepped back into the deep window seat to talk with Mr. Brentwood, and +seemed to be in no hurry to follow the procession who were filing past the +calm bride to congratulate her. Marcia remained quietly talking to Rose +Brentwood. + +At last David turned toward his wife with a smile as though he had known +she was there all the time, and had felt her sympathy. Her heart leaped up +with new strength at that look, and her husband’s firm touch as he drew +her hand within his arm to lead her over to the bride gave her courage. +She felt that she could face the battle, and with a bright smile that lit +up her whole lovely face she marched bravely to the front to do or to die. + +“I had about given up expecting any congratulations from you,†said Hannah +sharply as they came near. It was quite evident she had been watching for +them. + +“I wish you much joy, Mrs. Skinner,†said David mechanically, scarcely +feeling that she would have it for he knew her unhappy, dissatisfied +nature. + +“Yes,†said Marcia, “I wish you may be happy,—as happy as I am!†+ +It was an impetuous, childish thing to say, and Marcia scarcely realized +what words she meant to speak until they were out, and then she blushed +rosy red. Was she happy? Why was she happy? Yes, even in the present +trying circumstances she suddenly felt a great deep happiness bubbling up +in her heart. Was it David’s look and his strong arm under her hand? + +Hannah darted a look at her. She was stung by the words. But did the +girl-bride before her mean to flaunt her own triumphs in her face? Did she +fully understand? Or was she trying to act a part and make them believe +she was happy? Hannah was baffled once more as she had been before with +Marcia. + +Kate turned upon Marcia for one piercing instant again, that look of +understanding, mocking merriment, which cut through the soul of her +sister. + +But did Marcia imagine it, or was it true that at her words to Hannah, +David’s arm had pressed hers closer as they stood there in the crowd? The +thought thrilled through her and gave her greater strength. + +Hannah turned toward Kate. + +“David,†she said, as she had always called him, and it is possible that +she enjoyed the triumph of this touch of intimacy before her guest, “you +knew my friend Mrs. Leavenworth!†+ +David bowed gravely, but did not attempt to put out his hand to take the +one which Kate offered in greeting. Instead he laid it over Marcia’s +little trembling one on his arm as if to steady it. + +“We have met before,†said David briefly in an impenetrable tone, and +turning passed out of the room to make way for the Brentwoods who were +behind him. + +Hannah scarcely treated the Brentwoods with decency, so vexed was she with +the way things were turning out. To think that David should so completely +baffle her. She turned an annoyed look at Kate, who flashed her blue eyes +contemptuously as if to blame Hannah. + +Soon the whole little gathering were in the dining-room and wide hall +being served with Grandmother Heath’s fried chicken and currant jelly, +delicate soda biscuits, and fruit cake baked months before and left to +ripen. + +The ordeal through which they were passing made David and Marcia feel, as +they sat down, that they would not be able to swallow a mouthful, but +strangely enough they found themselves eating with relish, each to +encourage the other perhaps, but almost enjoying it, and feeling that they +had not yet met more than they would be able to withstand. + +Kate was seated on the other side of the dining-room, by Hannah, and she +watched the two incessantly with that half merry contemptuous look, toying +with her own food, and apparently waiting for their acting to cease and +David to put on his true character. She never doubted for an instant that +they were acting. + +The wedding supper was over at last. The guests crowded out to the front +stoop to bid good-bye to the happy bridegroom and cross-looking bride, who +seemed as if she left the gala scene reluctantly. + +Marcia, for the instant, was separated from David, who stepped down upon +the grass and stood to one side to let the bridal party pass. The minister +was at the other side. Marcia had slipped into the shelter of Aunt +Amelia’s black silk presence and wished she might run out the back door +and away home. + +Suddenly a shimmer of gold with the sunlight through it caught her gaze, +and a glimpse of sheeny purple. There, close behind David, standing upon +the top step, quite unseen by him, stood her sister Kate. + +Marcia’s heart gave a quick thump and seemed to stop, then went painfully +laboring on. She stood quite still watching for the moment to come when +David would turn around and see Kate that she might look into his face and +read there what was written. + +Hannah had been put carefully into the carriage by the adoring Lemuel, +with many a pat, and a shaking of cushions, and an adjustment of curtains +to suit her whim. It pleased Hannah, now in her last lingering moment of +freedom, to be exacting and show others what a slave her husband was. + +They all stood for an instant looking after the carriage, but Marcia +watched David. Then, just as the carriage wound around the curve in the +road and was lost from view, she saw him turn, and at once knew she must +not see his face as he looked at Kate. Closing her eyes like a flash she +turned and fled upstairs to get her shawl and bonnet. There she took +refuge behind the great white curtains, and hid her face for several +minutes, praying wildly, she hardly knew what, thankful she had been kept +from the sight which yet she had longed to behold. + +As David turned to go up the steps and search for Marcia he was confronted +by Kate’s beautiful, smiling face, radiant as it used to be when it had +first charmed him. He exulted, as he looked into it, that it did not any +longer charm. + +“David, you don’t seem a bit glad to see me,†blamed Kate sweetly in her +pretty, childish tones, looking into his face with those blue eyes so like +to liquid skies. Almost there was a hint of tears in them. He had been +wont to kiss them when she looked like that. Now he felt only disgust as +some of the flippant sentences in her letters to Harry Temple came to his +mind. + +His face was stern and unrecognizing. + +“David, you are angry with me yet! You said you would forgive!†The gentle +reproach minimized the crime, and enlarged the punishment. It was Kate’s +way. The pretty pout on the rosy lips was the same as it used to be when +she chided him for some trifling forgetfulness of her wishes. + +The other guests had all gone into the house now. David made no response, +but, nothing daunted, Kate spoke again. + +“I have something very important to consult you about. I came here on +purpose. Can you give me some time to-morrow morning?†+ +She wrinkled her pretty face into a thousand dimples and looked her most +bewitching like a naughty child who knew she was loved in spite of +anything, and coquettishly putting her head on one side, added, in the +tone she used of old to cajole him: + +“You know you never could refuse me anything, David.†+ +David did not smile. He did not answer the look. With a voice that +recognized her only as a stranger he said gravely: + +“I have an important engagement to-morrow morning.†+ +“But you will put off the engagement.†She said it confidently. + +“It is impossible!†said David decidedly. “I am starting quite early to +drive over to Albany. I am under obligation to be present at the starting +of the new steam railroad.†+ +“Oh, how nice!†said Kate, clapping her hands childishly, “I have wanted +to be there, and now you will take me. Then I—we—can talk on the way. How +like old times that will be!†She flashed him a smile of molten sunshine, +alluring and transforming. + +“That, too, is impossible, Mrs. Leavenworth. My wife accompanies me!†he +answered her promptly and clearly and with a curt bow left her and went +into the house. + +Kate Leavenworth was angry, and for Kate to be angry, meant to visit it +upon some one, the offender if possible, if not the nearest to the +offender. She had failed utterly in her attempt to win back the friendship +of her former lover. She had hoped to enjoy his attention to a certain +extent and bathe her sad (?) heart in the wistful glances of the man she +had jilted; and incidentally perhaps be invited to spend a little time in +his house, by which she would contrive to have a good many of her own +ways. A rich brother-in-law who adored one was not a bad thing to have, +especially when his wife was one’s own little sister whom one had always +dominated. She was tired of New York and at this season of the year the +country was much preferable. She could thus contrive to hoard her small +income, and save for the next winter, as well as secure a possible +entrance finally into her father’s good graces again through the +forgiveness of David and Marcia. But she had failed. Could it be that he +cared for Marcia! That child! Scout the idea! She would discover at once. + +Hurriedly she searched through the rooms downstairs and then went +stealthily upstairs. Instinctively she went to the room where Marcia had +hidden herself. + +Marcia, with that strong upward breath of prayer had grown steady again. +She was standing with her back to the door looking out of the window +toward her own home when Kate entered the room. Without turning about she +felt Kate’s presence and knew that it was she. The moment had come. She +turned around, her face calm and sweet, with two red spots upon her +cheeks, and her bonnet,—Kate’s bonnet and shawl, Kate’s fine lace shawl +sent from Paris—grasped in her hands. + +They faced each other, the sisters, and much was understood between them +in a flash without a word spoken. Marcia suddenly saw herself standing +there in Kate’s rightful place, Kate’s things in her hands, Kate’s +garments upon her body, Kate’s husband held by her. It was as if Kate +charged her with all these things, as she looked her through and over, +from her slipper tips to the ruffle around the neck. And oh, the scorn +that flamed from Kate’s eyes playing over her, and scorching her cheeks +into crimson, and burning her lips dry and stiff! And yet when Kate’s eyes +reached her face and charged her with the supreme offense of taking David +from her, Marcia’s eyes looked bravely back, and were not burned by the +fire, and she felt that her soul was not even scorched by it. Something +about the thought of David like an angelic presence seemed to save her. + +The silence between them was so intense that nothing else could be heard +by the two. The voices below were drowned by it, the footstep on the stair +was as if it were not. + +At last Kate spoke, angered still more by her sister’s soft eyes which +gazed steadily back and did not droop before her own flashing onslaught. +Her voice was cold and cruel. There was nothing sisterly in it, nothing to +remind either that the other had ever been beloved. + +“Fool!†hissed Kate. “Silly fool! Did you think you could steal a husband +as you stole your clothes? Did you suppose marrying David would make him +yours, as putting on my clothes seemed to make them yours? Well I can tell +you he will never be a husband to you. He doesn’t love you and he never +can. He will always love me. He’s as much mine as if I had married him, in +spite of all your attempts to take him. Oh, you needn’t put up your baby +mouth and pucker it as if you were going to cry. Cry away. It won’t do any +good. You can’t make a man yours, any more than you can make somebody’s +clothes yours. They don’t fit you any more than he does. You look horrid +in blue, and you know it, in spite of all your prinking around and +pretending. I’d be ashamed to be tricked out that way and know that every +dud I had was made for somebody else. As for going around and pretending +you have a husband—it’s a lie. You know he’s nothing to you. You know he +never told you he cared for you. I tell you he’s mine, and he always will +be.†+ +“Kate, you’re married!†cried Marcia in shocked tones. “How can you talk +like that?†+ +“Married! Nonsense! What difference does that make? It’s hearts that +count, not marriages. Has your marriage made you a wife? Answer me that! +Has it? Does David love you? Does he ever kiss you? Yet he came to see me +in New York this winter, and took me in his arms and kissed me. He gave me +money too. See this brooch?â€â€”she exhibited a jeweled pin—“that was bought +with his money. You see he loves me still. I could bring him to my feet +with a word to-day. He would kiss me if I asked him. He is weak as water +in my hands.†+ +Marcia’s cheeks burned with shame and anger. Almost she felt at the limit +of her strength. For the first time in her life she felt like +striking,—striking her own sister. Horrified over her feelings, and the +rage which was tearing her soul, she looked up, and there stood David in +the doorway, like some tall avenging angel! + +Kate had her back that way and did not see at once, but Marcia’s eyes +rested on him hungrily, pleadingly, and his answered hers. From her sudden +calmness Kate saw there was some one near, and turning, looked at David. +But he did not glance her way. How much or how little he had heard of +Kate’s tirade, which in her passion had been keyed in a high voice, he +never let them know and neither dared to ask him, lest perhaps he had not +heard anything. There was a light of steel in his eyes toward everything +but Marcia, and his tone had in it kindness and a recognition of mutual +understanding as he said: + +“If you are ready we had better go now, dear, had we not?†+ +Oh how gladly Marcia followed her husband down the stairs and out the +door! She scarcely knew how she went through the formalities of getting +away. It seemed as she looked back upon them that David had sheltered her +from it all, and said everything needful for her, and all she had done was +to smile an assent. He talked calmly to her all the way home; told her Mr. +Brentwood’s opinion about the change in the commerce of the country the +new railroad was going to make; told her though he must have known she +could not listen. Perhaps both were conscious of the bedroom window over +the way and a pair of blue eyes that might be watching them as they passed +into the house. David took hold of her arm and helped her up the steps of +their own home as if she had been some great lady. Marcia wondered if Kate +saw that. In her heart she blessed David for this outward sign of their +relationship. It gave her shame a little cover at least. She glanced up +toward the next house as she passed in and felt sure she saw a glimmer of +purple move away from the window. Then David shut the door behind them and +led her gently in. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII + + +He made her go into the parlor and sit down and she was all unnerved by +his gentle ways. The tears would come in spite of her. He took his own +fine wedding handkerchief and wiped them softly off her hot cheeks. He +untied the bonnet that was not hers, and flung it far into a corner in the +room. Marcia thought he put force into the fling. Then he unfolded the +shawl from her shoulders and threw that into another corner. Kate’s +beautiful thread lace shawl. Marcia felt a hysterical desire to laugh, but +David’s voice was steady and quiet when he spoke as one might speak to a +little child in trouble. + +“There now, dear,†he said. He had never called her dear before. “There, +that was an ordeal, and I’m glad, it’s over. It will never trouble us that +way again. Let us put it aside and never think about it any more. We have +our own lives to live. I want you to go with me to-morrow morning to see +the train start if you feel able. We must start early and you must take a +good rest. Would you like to go?†+ +Marcia’s face like a radiant rainbow answered for her as she smiled behind +her tears, and all the while he talked David’s hand, as tender as a +woman’s, was passing back and forth on Marcia’s hot forehead and smoothing +the hair. He talked on quietly to soothe her, and give her a chance to +regain her composure, speaking of a few necessary arrangements for the +morning’s ride. Then he said, still in his quiet voice: “Now dear, I want +you to go to bed, for we must start rather early, but first do you think +you could sing me that little song you were singing the day I came home? +Don’t if you feel too tired, you know.†+ +Then Marcia, an eager light in her eyes, sprang up and went to the piano, +and began to play softly and sing the tender words she had sung once +before when he was listening and she knew it not. + + “Dearest, believe, + When e’er we part: + Lonely I grieve, + In my sad heart:—†+ +Kate, standing within the chintz curtains across the yard shedding angry +tears upon her purple silk, heard presently the sweet tones of the piano, +which might have been hers; heard her sister’s voice singing, and began to +understand that she must bear the punishment of her own rash deeds. + +The room had grown from a purple dusk into quiet darkness while Marcia was +singing, for the sun was almost down when they walked home. When the song +was finished David stood half wistfully looking at Marcia for a moment. +Her eyes shone to his through the dusk like two bright stars. He hesitated +as though he wanted to say something more, and then thought better of it. +At last he stooped and lifted her hand from the keys and led her toward +the door. + +“You must go to sleep at once,†he said gently. “You’ll need all the rest +you can get.†He lighted a candle for her and said good-night with his +eyes as well as his lips. Marcia felt that she was moving up the stairs +under a spell of some gentle loving power that surrounded her and would +always guard her. + +And it was about this time that Miranda, having been sent over to take a +forgotten piece of bride’s cake to Marcia, and having heard the piano, and +stolen discreetly to the parlor window for a moment, returned and detailed +for the delectation of that most unhappy guest Mrs. Leavenworth why she +could not get in and would have to take it over in the morning: + +“The window was open in the parlor and they were in there, them two, but +they was so plum took up with their two selves, as they always are, that +there wasn’t no use knockin’ fer they’d never hev heard.†+ +Miranda enjoyed making those remarks to the guest. Some keen instinct +always told her where best to strike her blows. + +When Marcia had reached the top stair she looked down and there was David +smiling up to her. + +“Marcia,†said he in a tone that seemed half ashamed and half amused, +“have you, any—that is—things—that you had before—all your own I mean?†+With quick intuition Marcia understood and her own sweet shame about her +clothes that were not her own came back upon her with double force. She +suddenly saw herself again standing before the censure of her sister. She +wondered if David had heard. If not, how then did he know? Oh, the shame +of it! + +She sat down weakly upon the stair. + +“Yes,†said she, trying to think. “Some old things, and one frock.†+ +“Wear it then to-morrow, dear,†said David, in a compelling voice and with +the sweet smile that took the hurt out of his most severe words. + +Marcia smiled. “It is very plain,†she said, “only chintz, pink and white. +I made it myself.†+ +“Charming!†said David. “Wear it, dear. Marcia, one thing more. Don’t wear +any more things that don’t belong to you. Not a Dud. Promise me? Can you +get along without it?†+ +“Why, I guess so,†said Marcia laughing joyfully. “I’ll try to manage. But +I haven’t any bonnet. Nothing but a pink sunbonnet.†+ +“All right, wear that,†said David. + +“It will look a little queer, won’t it?†said Marcia doubtfully, and yet +as if the idea expressed a certain freedom which was grateful to her. + +“Never mind,†said David. “Wear it. Don’t wear any more of those other +things. Pack them all up and send them where they belong, just as quick as +we get home.†+ +There was something masterful and delightful in David’s voice, and Marcia +with a happy laugh took her candle and got up saying, with a ring of joy +in her voice: “All right!†She went to her room with David’s second +good-night ringing in her ears and her heart so light she wanted to sing. + +Not at once did Marcia go to her bed. She set her candle upon the bureau +and began to search wildly in a little old hair-cloth trunk, her own +special old trunk that had contained her treasures and which had been sent +her after she left home. She had scarcely looked into it since she came to +the new home. It seemed as if her girlhood were shut up in it. Now she +pulled it out from the closet. + +What a flood of memories rushed over her as she opened it! There were +relics of her school days, and of her little childhood. But she had no +time for them now. She was in search of something. She touched them +tenderly, but laid them all out one after another upon the floor until +down in the lower corner she found a roll of soft white cloth. It +contained a number of white garments, half a dozen perhaps in all, +finished, and several others cut out barely begun. They were her own work, +every stitch, the first begun when she was quite a little girl, and her +stepmother started to teach her to sew. What pride she had taken in them! +How pleased she had been when allowed to put real tucks in some of them! +She had thought as she sewed upon them at different times that they were +to be a part of her own wedding trousseau. And then her wedding had come +upon her unawares, with the trousseau ready-made, and everything belonged +to some one else. She had folded her own poor little garments away and +thought never to take them out again, for they seemed to belong to her +dead self. + +But now that dead self had suddenly come to life again. These hated things +that she had worn for a year that were not hers were to be put away, and, +pretty as they were, many of them, she regretted not a thread of them. + +She laid the white garments out upon a chair and decided that she would +put on what she needed of them on the morrow, even though they were +rumpled with long lying away. She even searched out an old pair of her own +stockings and laid them on a chair with the other things. They were neatly +darned as all things had always been under her stepmother’s supervision. +Further search brought a pair of partly worn prunella slippers to light, +with narrow ankle ribbons. + +Then Marcia took down the pink sprigged chintz that she had made a year +ago and laid it near the other things, with a bit of black velvet and the +quaint old brooch. She felt a little dubious about appearing on such a +great occasion, almost in Albany, in a chintz dress and with no wrap. +Stay! There was the white crêpe shawl, all her own, that David had brought +her. She had not felt like wearing it to Hannah Heath’s wedding, it seemed +too precious to take near an unloving person like Hannah. Before that she +had never felt an occasion great enough. Now she drew it forth +breathlessly. A white crêpe shawl and a pink calico sunbonnet! Marcia +laughed softly. But then, what matter! David had said wear it. + +All things were ready for the morrow now. There were even her white lace +mitts that Aunt Polly in an unusual fit of benevolence had given her. + +Then, as if to make the change complete, she searched out an old night +robe, plain but smooth and clean and arrayed herself in it, and so, +thankful, happy, she lay down as she had been bidden and fell asleep. + +David in the room below pondered, strange to say, the subject of dress. +There was some pride beneath it all, of course; there always is behind the +great problem of dress. It was the rejected bonnet lying in the corner +with its blue ribbons limp and its blue flowers crushed that made that +subject paramount among so many others he might have chosen for his +night’s meditation. + +He was going over to close the parlor window, when he saw the thing lying +innocent and discarded in the corner. Though it bore an injured look, it +yet held enough of its original aristocratic style to cause him to stop +and think. + +It was all well enough to suggest that Marcia wear a pink sunbonnet. It +sounded deliciously picturesque. She looked lovely in pink and a sunbonnet +was pretty and sensible on any one; but the morrow was a great day. David +would be seen of many and his wife would come under strict scrutiny. +Moreover it was possible that Kate might be upon the scene to jeer at her +sister in a sunbonnet. In fact, when he considered it he would not like to +take his wife to Albany in a sunbonnet. It behoved him to consider. The +outrageous words which he had heard Mistress Leavenworth speak to his wife +still burned in his brain like needles of torture: revelation of the true +character of the woman he had once longed to call his own. + +But that bonnet! He stood and examined it. What was a bonnet like? The +proper kind of a bonnet for a woman in his wife’s position to wear. He had +never noticed a woman’s bonnet before except as he had absent-mindedly +observed them in front of him in meeting. Now he brought his mind to bear +upon that bonnet. It seemed to be made up of three component parts—a +foundation: a girdle apparently to bind together and tie on the head; and +a decoration. Straw, silk and some kind of unreal flowers. Was that all? +He stooped down and picked the thing up with the tips of his fingers, held +it at arms length as though it were contaminating, and examined the +inside. Ah! There was another element in its construction, a sort of frill +of something thin,—hardly lace,—more like the foam of a cloud. He touched +the tulle clumsily with his thumb and finger and then he dropped the +bonnet back into the corner again. He thought he understood well enough to +know one again. He stood pondering a moment, and looked at his watch. + +Yes, it was still early enough to try at least, though of course the shop +would be closed. But the village milliner lived behind her little store. +It would be easy enough to rouse her, and he had known her all his life. +He took his hat as eagerly as he had done when as a boy Aunt Clarinda had +given him a penny to buy a top and permission to go to the corner and buy +it before Aunt Amelia woke up from her nap. He went quietly out of the +door, fastening it behind him and walked rapidly down the street. + +Yes, the milliner’s shop was closed, but a light in the side windows +shining through the veiling hop-vines guided him, and he was presently +tapping at Miss Mitchell’s side door. She opened the door cautiously and +peeped over her glasses at him, and then a bright smile overspread her +face. Who in the whole village did not welcome David whenever he chanced +to come? Miss Mitchell was resting from her labors and reading the village +paper. She had finished the column of gossip and was quite ready for a +visitor. + +“Come right in, David,†she said heartily, for she had known him all the +years, “it does a body good to see you though your visits are as few and +far between as angels’ visits. I’m right glad to see you! Sit down.†But +David was too eager about his business. + +“I haven’t any time to sit down to-night, Miss Susan,†he said eagerly, +“I’ve come to buy a bonnet. Have you got one? I hope it isn’t too late +because I want it very early in the morning.†+ +“A bonnet! Bless me! For yourself?†said Miss Mitchell from mere force of +commercial habit. But neither of them saw the joke, so intent upon +business were they. “For my wife, Miss Mitchell. You see she is going with +me over to Albany to-morrow morning and we start quite early. We are going +to see the new railroad train start, you know, and she seems to think she +hasn’t a bonnet that’s suitable.†+ +“Going to see a steam engine start, are you! Well, take care, David, you +don’t get too near. They do say they’re terrible dangerous things, and fer +my part I can’t see what good they’ll be, fer nobody’ll ever be willin’ to +ride behind ’em, but I’d like to see it start well enough. And that sweet +little wife of yours thinks she ain’t got a good enough bonnet. Land +sakes! What is the matter with her Dunstable straw, and what’s become of +that one trimmed with blue lutestrings, and where’s the shirred silk one +she wore last Sunday? They’re every one fine bonnets and ought to last her +a good many years yet if she cares fer ’em. The mice haven’t got into the +house and et them, hev they?†+ +“No, Miss Susan, those bonnets are all whole yet I believe, but they don’t +seem to be just the suitable thing. In fact, I don’t think they’re +over-becoming to her, do you? You see they’re mostly blue——†+ +“That’s so!†said Miss Mitchell. “I think myself she’d look better in +pink. How’d you like white? I’ve got a pretty thing that I made fer Hannah +Heath an’ when it was done Hannah thought it was too plain and wouldn’t +have it. I sent for the flowers to New York and they cost a high price. +Wait! I will show it to you.†+ +She took a candle and he followed her to the dark front room ghostly with +bonnets in various stages of perfection. + +It was a pretty thing. Its foundation was of fine Milan braid, creamy +white and smooth and even. He knew at a glance it belonged to the higher +order of things, and was superior to most of the bonnets produced in the +village. + +It was trimmed with plain white taffeta ribbon, soft and silky. That was +all on the outside. Around the face was a soft ruching of tulle, and +clambering among it a vine of delicate green leaves that looked as if they +were just plucked from a wild rose bank. David was delighted. Somehow the +bonnet looked like Marcia. He paid the price at once, declining to look at +anything else. It was enough that he liked it and that Hannah Heath had +not. He had never admired Hannah’s taste. He carried it home in triumph, +letting himself softly into the house, lighted three candles, took the +bonnet out and hung it upon a chair. Then he walked around it surveying it +critically, first from this side, then from that. It pleased him +exceedingly. He half wished Marcia would hear him and come down. He wanted +to see it on her, but concluded that he was growing boyish and had better +get himself under control. + +The bonnet approved, he walked back and forth through the kitchen and +dining-room thinking. He compelled himself to go over the events of the +afternoon and analyze most carefully his own innermost feelings. In fact, +after doing that he began further back and tried to find out how he felt +toward Marcia. What was this something that had been growing in him +unaware through the months; that had made his homecoming so sweet, and had +brightened every succeeding day; and had made this meeting with Kate a +mere commonplace? What was this precious thing that nestled in his heart? +Might he, had he a right to call it love? Surely! Now all at once his +pulses thrilled with gladness. He loved her! It was good to love her! She +was the most precious being on earth to him. What was Kate in comparison +with her? Kate who had shown herself cold and cruel and unloving in every +way? + +His anger flamed anew as he thought of those cutting sentences he had +overheard, taunting her own sister about the clothes she wore. Boasting +that he still belonged to her! She, a married woman! A woman who had of +her own free will left him at the last moment and gone away with another! +His whole nature recoiled against her. She had sinned against her +womanhood, and might no longer demand from man the homage that a true +woman had a right to claim. + +Poor little bruised flower! His heart went out to Marcia. He could not +bear to think of her having to stand and listen to that heartless tirade. +And he had been the cause of all this. He had allowed her to take a +position which threw her open to Kate’s vile taunts. + +Up and down he paced till the torrent of his anger spent itself, and he +was able to think more calmly. Then he went back in his thoughts to the +time when he had first met Kate and she had bewitched him. He could see +now the heartlessness of her. He had met her first at the house of a +friend where he was visiting, partly on pleasure, partly on business. She +had devoted herself to him during the time of her stay in a most charming +way, though now he recalled that she had also been equally devoted to the +son of the house whom he was visiting. When she went home she had asked +him to come and call, for her home was but seven miles away. He had been +so charmed with her that he had accepted the invitation, and, rashly he +now saw, had engaged himself to her, after having known her in all face to +face but a few days. To be sure he had known of her father for years, and +he took a good deal for granted on account of her fine family. They had +corresponded after their engagement which had lasted for nearly a year, +and in that time David had seen her but twice, for a day or two at a time, +and each time he had thought her grown more lovely. Her letters had been +marvels of modesty, and shy admiration. It was easy for Kate to maintain +her character upon paper, though she had had little trouble in making +people love her under any circumstances. Now as he looked back he could +recall many instances when she had shown a cruel, heartless nature. + +Then, all at once, with a throb of joy, it came to him to be thankful to +God for the experience through which he had passed. After all it had not +been taken from him to love with a love enduring, for though Kate had been +snatched from him just at the moment of his possession, Marcia had been +given him. Fool that he was! He had been blind to his own salvation. +Suppose he had been allowed to go on and marry Kate! Suppose he had had +her character revealed to him suddenly as those letters of hers to Harry +Temple had revealed it—as it surely would have been revealed in time, for +such things cannot be hid,—and she had been his _wife!_ He shuddered. How +he would have loathed her! How he loathed her now! + +Strangely enough the realization of that fact gave him joy. He sprang up +and waved his hands about in silent delight. He felt as if he must shout +for gladness. Then he gravely knelt beside his chair and uttered an +audible thanksgiving for his escape and the joy he had been given. Nothing +else seemed fitting expression of his feelings. + +There was one other question to consider—Marcia’s feelings. She had always +been kind and gentle and loving to him, just as a sister might have been. +She was exceedingly young yet. Did she know, could she understand what it +meant to be loved the way he was sure he could love a woman? And would she +ever be able to love him in that way? She was so silent and shy he hardly +knew whether she cared for him or not. But there was one thought that gave +him unbounded joy and that was that she was his wife. At least no one else +could take her from him. He had felt condemned that he had married her +when his heart was heavy lest she would lose the joy of life, but all that +was changed now. Unless she loved some one else surely such love as his +could compel hers and finally make her as happy as a woman could be made. + +A twinge of misgiving crossed his mind as he admitted the possibility that +Marcia might love some one else. True, he knew of no one, and she was so +young it was scarcely likely she had left any one back in her girlhood to +whom her heart had turned when she was out of his sight. Still there were +instances of strong union of hearts of those who had loved from early +childhood. It might be that Marcia’s sometime-sadness was over a companion +of her girlhood. + +A great longing took possession of him to rush up and waken her and find +out if she could ever care for him. He scarcely knew himself. This was not +his dignified contained self that he had lived with for twenty-seven +years. + +It was very late before he finally went upstairs. He walked softly lest he +disturb Marcia. He paused before her door listening to see if she was +asleep, but there was only the sound of the katydids in the branches +outside her window, and the distant tree-toads singing a fugue in an +orchard not far away. He tiptoed to his room but he did not light his +candle, therefore there was no light in the back room of the Spafford +house that night for any watching eyes to ponder over. He threw himself +upon the bed. He was weary in body yet his soul seemed buoyant as a bird +in the morning air. The moon was casting long bars of silver across the +rag carpet and white counterpane. It was almost full moon. Yes, to-morrow +it would be entirely full. It was full moon the night he had met Marcia +down by the gate, and kissed her. It was the first time he had thought of +that kiss with anything but pain. It used to hurt him that he had made the +mistake and taken her for Kate. It had seemed like an ill-omen of what was +to come. But now, it thrilled him with a great new joy. After all he had +given the kiss to the right one. It was Marcia to whom his soul bowed in +the homage that a man may give to a woman. Did his good angel guide him to +her that night? And how was it he had not seen the sweetness of Marcia +sooner? How had he lived with her nearly a year, and watched her dainty +ways, and loving ministry and not known that his heart was hers? How was +it he had grieved so long over Kate, and now since he had seen her once +more, not a regret was in his heart that she was not his; but a beautiful +revelation of his own love to Marcia had been wrought in him? How came it? + +And the importunate little songsters in the night answered him a thousand +times: “Kate-did-it! Kate-she-did it! Yes she did! I say she did. Kate did +it!†+ +Had angel voices reached him through his dreams, and suddenly given him +the revelation which the little insects had voiced in their ridiculous +colloquy? It was Kate herself who had shown him how he loved Marcia. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII + + +Slowly the moon rode over the house, and down toward its way in the West, +and after its vanishing chariot the night stretched wistful arms. Softly +the grey in the East tinged into violet and glowed into rose and gold. The +birds woke up and told one another that the first of August was come and +life was good. + +The breath that came in the early dawn savored of new-mown hay, and the +bird songs thrilled Marcia as if it were the day of her dreams. + +She forgot all her troubles; forgot even her wayward sister next door; and +rose with the song of the birds in her heart. This was to be a great day. +No matter what happened she had now this day to date from. David had asked +her to go somewhere just because he wanted her to. She knew it from the +look in his eyes when he told her, and she knew it because he might have +asked a dozen men to go with him. There was no reason why he need have +taken her to-day, for it was distinctly an affair for men, this great +wonder of machinery. It was a privilege for a woman to go. She felt it. +She understood the honor. + +With fingers trembling from joy she dressed. Not the sight of her pink +calico sunbonnet lying on the chair, nor the thought of wearing it upon so +grand an occasion, could spoil the pleasure of the day. Among so large a +company her bonnet would hardly be noticed. If David was satisfied why +what difference did it make? She was glad it would be early when they +drove by the aunts, else they might be scandalized. But never mind! Trill! +She hummed a merry little tune which melted into the melody of the song +she had sung last night. + +Then she smiled at herself in the glass. She was fastening the brooch in +the bit of velvet round her neck, and she thought of the day a year ago +when she had fastened that brooch. She had wondered then how she would +feel if the next day was to be her own wedding day. Now as she smiled back +at herself in the glass all at once she thought it seemed as if this was +her wedding day. Somehow last night had seemed to realize her dreams. A +wonderful joy had descended upon her heart. Maybe she was foolish, but was +she not going to ride with David? She did not long for the green fields +and a chance to run wild through the wood now. This was better than those +childish pleasures. This was real happiness. And to think it should have +come through David! + +She hurried with the arrangement of her hair until her fingers trembled +with excitement. She wanted to get downstairs and see if it were all +really true or if she were dreaming it. Would David look at her as he had +done last night? Would he speak that precious word “dear†to her again +to-day? Would he take her by the hand and lead her sometimes, or was that +a special gentleness because he knew she had suffered from her sister’s +words? She clasped her hands with a quick, convulsive gesture over her +heart and looking back to the sweet face in the glass, said softly, “Oh, I +love him, love him! And it cannot be wrong, for Kate is married.†+ +But though she was up early David had been down before her. The fire was +ready lighted and the kettle singing over it on the crane. He had even +pulled out the table and put up the leaf, and made some attempt to put the +dishes upon it for breakfast. He was sitting by the hearth impatient for +her coming, with a bandbox by his side. + +It was like another sunrise to watch their eyes light up as they saw one +another. Their glances rushed together as though they had been a long time +withholden from each other, and a rosy glow came over Marcia’s face that +made her long to hide it for a moment from view. Then she knew in her +heart that her dream was not all a dream. David was the same. It had +lasted, whatever this wonderful thing was that bound them together. She +stood still in her happy bewilderment, looking at him, and he, enjoying +the radiant morning vision of her, stood too. + +David found that longing to take her in his arms overcoming him again. He +had made strict account with himself and was resolved to be careful and +not frighten her. He must be sure it would not be unpleasant to her before +he let her know his great deep love. He must be careful. He must not take +advantage of the fact that she was his and could not run away from him. If +she dreaded his attentions, neither could she any more say no. + +And so their two looks met, and longed to come closer, but were held back, +and a lovely shyness crept over Marcia’s sweet face. Then David bethought +himself of his bandbox. + +He took up the box and untied it with unaccustomed fingers, fumbling among +the tissue paper for the handle end of the thing. Where did they take hold +of bonnets anyway? He had no trouble with it the night before, but then he +was not thinking about it. Now he was half afraid she might not like it. +He remembered that Hannah Heath had pronounced against it. It suddenly +seemed impossible that he should have bought a bonnet that a pretty woman +had said was not right. There must be something wrong with it after all. + +Marcia stood wondering. + +“I thought maybe this would do instead of the sunbonnet,†he said at last, +getting out the bonnet by one string and holding it dangling before him. + +Marcia caught it with deft careful hands and an exclamation of delight. He +watched her anxiously. It had all the requisite number of materials,—one, +two, three, four,—like the despised bonnet he threw on the floor—straw, +silk, lace and flowers. Would she like it? Her face showed that she did. +Her cheeks flushed with pleasure, and her eyes danced with joy. Marcia’s +face always showed it when she liked anything. There was nothing half-way +about her. + +“Oh, it is beautiful!†she said delightedly. “It is so sweet and white and +cool with that green vine. Oh, I am glad, glad, glad! I shall never wear +that old blue bonnet again.†She went over to the glass and put it on. The +soft ruching settled about her brown hair, and made a lovely setting for +her face. The green vine twined and peeped in and out under the round brim +and the ribbon sat in a prim bow beneath her pretty chin. + +She gave one comprehensive glance at herself in the glass and then turned +to David. In that glance was revealed to her just how much she had dreaded +wearing her pink sunbonnet, and just how relieved she was to have a +substitute. + +Her look was shy and sweet as she said with eyes that dared and then +drooped timidly: + +“You—are—very—good to me!†+ +Almost he forgot his vow of carefulness at that, but remembered when he +had got half across the room toward her, and answered earnestly: + +“Dear, _you_ have been very good to _me_.†+ +Marcia’s eyes suddenly sobered and half the glow faded from her face. Was +it then only gratitude? She took off the bonnet and touched the bows with +wistful tenderness as she laid it by till after breakfast. He watched her +and misinterpreted the look. Was she then disappointed in the bonnet? Was +it not right after all? Had Hannah known better than he? He hesitated and +then asked her: + +“Is there—— Is it—— That is—perhaps you would rather take it back and and +choose another. You know how to choose one better than I. There were +others I think. In fact, I forgot to look at any but this because I liked +it, but I’m only a man——†he finished helplessly. + +“No! No! No!†said Marcia, her eyes sparkling emphatically again. “There +couldn’t be a better one. This is just exactly what I like. I do not want +anything else. And I—like it all the better because you selected it,†she +added daringly, suddenly lifting her face to his with a spice of her own +childish freedom. + +His eyes admired her. + +“She told me Hannah Heath thought it too plain,†he added honestly. + +“Then I’m sure I like it all the better for that,†said Marcia so +emphatically that they both laughed. + +It all at once became necessary to hurry, for the old clock in the hall +clanged out the hour and David became aware that haste was imperative. + +Early as Marcia had come down, David had been up long before her, his +heart too light to sleep. In a dream, or perchance on the borders of the +morning, an idea had come to him. He told Marcia that he must go out now +to see about the horse, but he also made a hurried visit to the home of +his office clerk and another to the aunts, and when he returned with the +horse he had left things in such train that if he did not return that +evening he would not be greatly missed. But he said nothing to Marcia +about it. He laughed to himself as he thought of the sleepy look on his +clerk’s face, and the offended dignity expressed in the ruffle of Aunt +Hortense’s night cap all awry as she had peered over the balusters to +receive his unprecedentedly early visit. The aunts were early risers. They +prided themselves upon it. It hurt their dignity and their pride to have +anything short of sudden serious illness, or death, or a fire cause others +to arise before them. Therefore they did not receive the message that +David was meditating another trip away from the village for a few days +with good grace. Aunt Hortense asked Aunt Amelia if she had ever feared +that Marcia would have a bad effect upon David by making him frivolous. +Perhaps he would lose interest in his business with all his careering +around the country. Aunt Amelia agreed that Marcia must be to blame in +some way, and then discovering they had a whole hour before their usual +rising time, the two good ladies settled themselves with indignant +composure to their interrupted repose. + +Breakfast was ready when David returned. Marcia supposed he had only been +to harness the horse. She glanced out happily through the window to where +the horse stood tied to the post in front of the house. She felt like +waving her hand to him, and he turned and seemed to see her; rolling the +whites of his eyes around, and tossing his head as if in greeting. + +Marcia would scarcely have eaten anything in her excitement if David had +not urged her to do so. She hurried with her clearing away, and then flew +upstairs to arrange her bonnet before the glass and don the lovely folds +of the creamy crêpe shawl, folding it demurely around her shoulders and +knotting it in front. She put on her mitts, took her handkerchief folded +primly, and came down ready. + +But David no longer seemed in such haste. He made a great fuss fastening +up everything. She wondered at his unusual care, for she thought +everything quite safe for the day. + +She raised one shade toward the Heath house. It was the first time she had +permitted herself this morning to think of Kate. Was she there yet? +Probably, for no coach had left since last night, and unless she had gone +by private conveyance there would have been no way to go. She looked up to +the front corner guest room where the windows were open and the white +muslin curtains swayed in the morning breeze. No one seemed to be moving +about in the room. Perhaps Kate was not awake. Just then she caught the +flutter of a blue muslin down on the front stoop. Kate was up, early as it +was, and was coming out. A sudden misgiving seized Marcia’s heart, as when +a little child, she had seen her sister coming to eat up the piece of cake +or sweetmeat that had been given to her. Many a time had that happened. +Now, she felt that in some mysterious way Kate would contrive to take from +her her new-found joy. + +She could not resist her,—David could not resist her,—no one could ever +resist Kate. Her face turned white and her hand began to tremble so that +she dropped the curtain she had been holding up. + +Just then came David’s clear voice, louder than would have been necessary, +and pitched as if he were calling to some one upstairs, though he knew she +was just inside the parlor where she had gone to make sure of the window +fastening. + +“Come, dear! Aren’t you ready? It is more than time we started.†+ +There was a glad ring in David’s voice that somehow belied the somewhat +exacting words he had spoken, and Marcia’s heart leaped up to meet him. + +“Yes, I’m all ready, dear!†she called back with a hysterical little +laugh. Of course Kate could not hear so far, but it gave her satisfaction +to say it. The final word was unpremeditated. It bubbled up out of the +depths of her heart and made the red rush back into her cheeks when she +realized what she had said. It was the first time she had ever used a term +of endearment toward David. She wondered if he noticed it and if he would +think her very—bold,—queer,—immodest, to use it. She looked shyly up at +him, enquiring with her eyes, as she came out to him on the front stoop, +and he looked down with such a smile she felt as if it were a caress. And +yet neither was quite conscious of this little real by-play they were +enacting for the benefit of the audience of one in blue muslin over the +way. How much she heard, or how little they could not tell, but it gave +satisfaction to go through with it inasmuch as it was real, and not acting +at all. + +David fastened the door and then helped Marcia into the carriage. They +were both laughing happily like two children starting upon a picnic. +Marcia was serenely conscious of her new bonnet, and it was pleasant to +have David tuck the linen lap robe over her chintz frock so carefully. She +was certain Kate could not identify it now at that distance, thanks to the +lap robe and her crêpe shawl. At least Kate could not see any of her own +trousseau on her sister now. + +Kate was sitting on the little white seat in the shelter of the +honeysuckle vine facing them on the stoop of the Heath house. It was +impossible for them to know whether she was watching them or not. They did +not look up to see. She was talking with Mr. Heath who, in his milking +garb, was putting to rights some shrubs and plants near the walk that had +been trampled upon during the wedding festivities. But Kate must have seen +a good deal that went on. + +David took up the reins, settled himself with a smile at Marcia, touched +the horse with the tip of the whip, which caused him to spring forward in +astonishment—that from David! No horse in town would have expected it of +him. They had known him from babyhood, most of them, and he was gentleness +itself. It must have been a mistake. But the impression lasted long enough +to carry them a rod or two past the Heath house at a swift pace, with only +time for a lifting of David’s hat, prolonged politely,—which might or +might not have included Kate, and they were out upon their way together. + +Marcia could scarcely believe her senses that she was really here beside +David, riding with him swiftly through the village and leaving Kate +behind. She felt a passing pity for Kate. Then she looked shyly up at +David. Would his gaiety pass when they were away, and would he grow grave +and sad again so soon as he was out of Kate’s sight? She had learned +enough of David’s principles to know that he would not think it right to +let his thoughts stray to Kate now, but did his heart still turn that way +in spite of him? + +Through the town they sped, glad with every roll of the wheels that took +them further away from Kate. Each was conscious, as they rolled along, of +that day one year ago when they rode together thus, out through the fields +into the country. It was a day much as that other one, just as bright, +just as warm, yet oh, so much more radiant to both! Then they were sad and +fearful of the future. All their life seemed in the past. Now the darkness +had been led through, and they had reached the brightness again. In fact, +all the future stretched out before them that fair morning and looked +bright as the day. + +They were conscious of the blueness of the sky, of the soft clouds that +hovered in haziness on the rim of the horizon, as holding off far enough +to spoil no moment of that perfect day. They were conscious of the waving +grains and of the perfume of the buckwheat drifting like snow in the +fields beyond the wheat; conscious of the meadow-lark and the wood-robin’s +note; of the whirr of a locust; and the thud of a frog in the cool green +of a pool deep with brown shadows; conscious of the circling of mated +butterflies in the simmering gold air; of the wild roses lifting fair pink +petals from the brambly banks beside the road; conscious of the whispering +pine needles in a wood they passed; the fluttering chatter of leaves and +silver flash of the lining of poplar leaves, where tall trees stood like +sentinels, apart and sad; conscious of a little brook that tinkled under a +log bridge they crossed, then hurried on its way unmindful of their happy +crossing; conscious of the dusty daisy beside the road, closing with a +bumbling bee who wanted honey below the market price; conscious of all +these things; but most conscious of each other, close, side by side. + +It was all so dear, that ride, and over so soon. Marcia was just trying to +get used to looking up into the dazzling light of David’s eyes. She had to +droop her own almost immediately for the truth she read in his was +overpowering. Could it be? A fluttering thought came timidly to her heart +and would not be denied. + +“Can it be, can it be that he cares for me? He loves me. He loves me!†It +sang its way in with thrill after thrill of joy and more and more David’s +eyes told the story which his lips dared not risk yet. But eyes and hearts +are not held by the conventions that bind lips. They rushed into their +inheritance of each other and had that day ahead, a day so rare and sweet +that it would do to set among the jewels of fair days for all time and for +any one. + +All too soon they began to turn into roads where were other vehicles, many +of them, and all going in the same direction. Men and women in gala day +attire all laughing and talking expectantly and looking at one another as +the carriages passed with a degree of familiar curiosity which betokens a +common errand. Family coaches, farm wagons, with kitchen chairs for +accommodation of the family; old one-horse chaises, carryalls, and even a +stage coach or two wheeled into the old turnpike. David and Marcia settled +into subdued quiet, their joy not expressing itself in the ripples of +laughter that had rung out earlier in the morning when they were alone. +They sought each other’s eyes often and often, and in one of these +excursions that David’s eyes made to Marcia’s face he noticed how +extremely becoming the new bonnet was. After thinking it over he decided +to risk letting her know. He was not shy about it now. + +“Do you know, dear,†he said,—there had been a good many “dear’s†slipping +back and forth all unannounced during that ride, and not openly +acknowledged either. “Do you know how becoming your new bonnet is to you? +You look prettier than I ever saw you look but once before.†He kept his +eyes upon her face and watched the sweet color steal up to her drooping +eyelashes. + +“When was that?†she asked coyly, to hide her embarrassment, and sweeping +him one laughing glance. + +“Why, that night, dear, at the gate, in the moonlight. Don’t you +remember?†+ +“Oh-h-h-h!†Marcia caught her breath and a thrill of joy passed through +her that made her close her eyes lest the glad tears should come. Then the +little bird in her heart set up the song in earnest to the tune of Wonder: +“He loves me, He loves me, He loves me!†+ +He leaned a little closer to her. + +“If there were not so many people looking I think I should have to kiss +you now.†+ +“Oh-h-h-h!†said Marcia drawing in her breath and looking around +frightened on the number of people that were driving all about them, for +they were come almost to the railroad now, and could see the black smoke +of the engine a little beyond as it stood puffing and snorting upon its +track like some sulky animal that had been caught and chained and +harnessed and was longing to leap forward and upset its load. + +But though Marcia looked about in her happy fright, and sat a trifle +straighter in the chaise, she did not move her hand away that lay next +David’s, underneath the linen lap robe, and he put his own hand over it +and covered it close in his firm hold. Marcia trembled and was so happy +she was almost faint with joy. She wondered if she were very foolish +indeed to feel so, and if all love had this terrible element of solemn joy +in it that made it seem too great to be real. + +They had to stop a number of times to speak to people. Everybody knew +David, it appeared. This man and that had a word to speak with him, some +bit of news that he must not omit to notice in his article, some new +development about the attitude of a man of influence that was important; +the change of two or three of those who were to go in the coaches on this +trial trip. + +To all of them David introduced his wife, with a ring of pride in his +voice as he said the words “My wife,†and all of them stopped whatever +business they had in hand and stepped back to bow most deferentially to +the beautiful woman who sat smiling by his side. They wondered why they +had not heard of her before, and they looked curiously, enviously at +David, and back in admiration at Marcia. It was quite a little court she +held sitting there in the chaise by David’s side. + +Men who have since won a mention in the pages of history were there that +day, and nearly all of them had a word for David Spafford and his lovely +wife. Many of them stood for some time and talked with her. Mr. Thurlow +Weed was the last one to leave them before the train was actually ready +for starting, and he laid an urging hand upon David’s arm as he went. +“Then you think you cannot go with us? Better come. Mrs. Spafford will let +you I am sure. You’re not afraid are you, Mrs. Spafford? I am sure you are +a brave woman. Better come, Spafford.†+ +But David laughingly thanked him again as he had thanked others, and said +that he would not be able to go, as he and his wife had other plans, and +he must go on to Albany as soon as the train had started. + +Marcia looked up at him half worshipfully as he said this, wondering what +it was, instinctively knowing that it was for her sake he was giving up +this honor which they all wished to put upon him. It would naturally have +been an interesting thing to him to have taken this first ride behind the +new engine “Dewitt Clinton.†+ +Then, suddenly, like a chill wind from a thunder cloud that has stolen up +unannounced and clutched the little wild flowers before they have time to +bind up their windy locks and duck their heads under cover, there happened +a thing that clutched Marcia’s heart and froze all the joy in her veins. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXIX + + +A coach was approaching filled with people, some of them Marcia knew; they +were friends and neighbors from their own village, and behind it plodding +along came a horse with a strangely familiar gait drawing four people. The +driver was old Mr. Heath looking unbelievingly at the scene before him. He +did not believe that an engine would be able to haul a train any +appreciable distance whatever, and he believed that he had come out here +to witness this entire company of fanatics circumvented by the ill-natured +iron steed who stood on the track ahead surrounded by gaping boys and a +flock of quacking ganders, living symbol of the people who had come to see +the thing start; so thought Mr. Heath. He told himself he was as much of a +goose as any of them to have let this chit of a woman fool him into coming +off out here when he ought to have been in the hay field to-day. + +By his side in all the glory of shimmering blue with a wide white lace +bertha and a bonnet with a steeple crown wreathed about heavily with roses +sat Kate, a blue silk parasol shading her eyes from the sun, those eyes +that looked to conquer, and seemed to pierce beyond and through her sister +and ignore her. Old Mrs. Heath and Miranda were along, but they did not +count, except to themselves. Miranda was all eyes, under an ugly bonnet. +She desired above all things to see that wonderful engine in which David +was so interested. + +Marcia shrunk and seemed to wither where she sat. All her bright bloom +faded in an instant and a kind of frenzy seized her. She had a wild desire +to get down out of the carriage and run with all her might away from this +hateful scene. The sky seemed to have suddenly clouded over and the hum +and buzz of voices about seemed a babel that would never cease. + +David felt the arm beside his cringe, and shrink back, and looking down +saw the look upon her sweet frightened face; following her glance his own +face hardened into what might have been termed righteous wrath. But not a +word did he say, and neither did he apparently notice the oncoming +carriage. He busied himself at once talking with a man who happened to +pass the carriage, and when Mr. Heath drove by to get a better view of the +engine he was so absorbed in his conversation that he did not notice them, +which seemed but natural. + +But Kate was not to be thus easily foiled. She had much at stake and she +must win if possible. She worked it about that Squire Heath should drive +around to the end of the line of coaches, quite out of sight of the engine +and where there was little chance of seeing the train and its +passengers,—the only thing Squire Heath cared about. But there was an +excellent view of David’s carriage and Kate would be within hailing +distance if it should transpire that she had no further opportunity of +speaking with David. It seemed strange to Squire Heath, as he sat there +behind the last coach patiently, that he had done what she asked. She did +not look like a woman who was timid about horses, yet she had professed a +terrible fear that the screech of the engine would frighten the staid old +Heath horse. Miranda, at that, had insisted upon changing seats, thereby +getting herself nearer the horse, and the scene of action. Miranda did not +like to miss seeing the engine start. + +At last word to start was given. A man ran along by the train and mounted +into his high seat with his horn in his hand ready to blow. The fireman +ceased his raking of the glowing fire and every traveller sprang into his +seat and looked toward the crowd of spectators importantly. This was a +great moment for all interested. The little ones whose fathers were in the +train began to call good-bye and wave their hands, and one old lady whose +only son was going as one of the train assistants began to sob aloud. + +A horse in the crowd began to act badly. Every snort of the engine as the +steam was let off made him start and rear. He was directly behind Marcia, +and she turned her head and looked straight into his fiery frightened +eyes, red with fear and frenzy, and felt his hot breath upon her cheek. A +man was trying most ineffectually to hold him, but it seemed as if in +another minute he would come plunging into the seat with them. Marcia +uttered a frightened cry and clutched at David’s arm. He turned, and +seeing instantly what was the matter, placed his arm protectingly about +her and at once guided his own horse out of the crowd, and around nearer +to the engine. Somehow that protecting arm gave Marcia a steadiness once +more and she was able to watch the wonderful wheels begin to turn and the +whole train slowly move and start on its way. Her lips parted, her breath +came quick, and for the instant she forgot her trouble. David’s arm was +still about her, and there was a reassuring pressure in it. He seemed to +have forgotten that the crowd might see him—if the crowd had not been too +busy watching something more wonderful. It is probable that only one +person in that whole company saw David sitting with his arm about his +wife—for he soon remembered and put it quietly on the back of the seat, +where it would call no one’s attention—and that person was Kate. She had +not come to this hot dusty place to watch an engine creak along a track, +she had come to watch David, and she was vexed and angry at what she saw. +Here was Marcia flaunting her power over David directly in her face. +Spiteful thing! She would pay her back yet and let her know that she could +not touch the things that she, Kate, had put her own sign and seal upon. +For this reason it was that at the last minute Kate allowed poor Squire +Heath to drive around near the front of the train, saying that as David +Spafford seemed to find it safe she supposed she ought not to hold them +back for her fears. It needed but the word to send the vexed and curious +Squire around through the crowd to a spot directly behind David’s +carriage, and there Miranda could see quite well, and Kate could sit and +watch David and frame her plans for immediate action so soon as the +curtain should fall upon this ridiculous engine play over which everybody +was wild. + +And so, amid shouts and cheers, and squawking of the geese that attempted +to precede the engine like a white frightened body-guard down the track; +amid the waving of handkerchiefs, the shouts of excited little boys, and +the neighing of frightened horses, the first steam engine that ever drew a +train in New York state started upon its initial trip. + +Then there came a great hush upon the spectators assembled. The wheels +were rolling, the carriages were moving, the train was actually going by +them, and what had been so long talked about was an assured fact. They +were seeing it with their own eyes, and might be witnesses of it to all +their acquaintances. It was true. They dared not speak nor breathe lest +something should happen and the great miracle should stop. They hushed +simultaneously as though at the passing of some great soul. They watched +in silence until the train went on between the meadows, grew smaller in +the distance, slipped into the shadow of the wood, flashed out into the +sunlight beyond again, and then was lost behind a hill. A low murmur +growing rapidly into a shout of cheer arose as the crowd turned and faced +one another and the fact of what they had seen. + +“By gum! She kin do it!†ejaculated Squire Heath, who had watched the +melting of his skeptical opinions in speechless amazement. + +The words were the first intimation the Spaffords had of the proximity of +Kate. They made David smile, but Marcia turned white with sudden fear +again. Not for nothing had she lived with her sister so many years. She +knew that cruel nature and dreaded it. + +David looked at Marcia for sympathy in his smile at the old Squire, but +when he saw her face he turned frowning toward those behind him. + +Kate saw her opportunity. She leaned forward with honeyed smile, and wily +as the serpent addressed her words to Marcia, loud and clear enough for +all those about them to hear. + +“Oh, Mrs. Spafford! I am going to ask a great favor of you. I am sure you +will grant it when you know I have so little time. I am extremely anxious +to get a word of advice from your husband upon business matters that are +very pressing. Would you kindly change places with me during the ride +home, and give me a chance to talk with him about it? I would not ask it +but that I must leave for New York on the evening coach and shall have no +other opportunity to see him.†+ +Kate’s smile was roses and cream touched with frosty sunshine, and to +onlookers nothing could have been sweeter. But her eyes were coldly cruel +as sharpened steel, and they said to her sister as plainly as words could +have spoken: “Do you obey my wish, my lady, or I will freeze the heart out +of you.†+ +Marcia turned white and sick. She felt as if her lips had suddenly +stiffened and refused to obey her when they ought to have smiled. What +would all these people think of her, and how was she behaving? For David’s +sake she ought to do something, say something, look something, but +what—what should she do? + +While she was thinking this, with the freezing in her heart creeping up +into her throat, the great tears beating at the portals of her eyes, and +time standing suddenly still waiting for her leaden tongue to speak, David +answered: + +All gracefully ’twas done, with not so much as a second’s +hesitation,—though it had seemed so long to Marcia,—nor the shadow of a +sign that he was angry: + +“Mrs. Leavenworth,†he said in his masterful voice, “I am sure my wife +would not wish to seem ungracious, or unwilling to comply with your +request, but as it happens it is impossible. We are not returning home for +several days. My wife has some shopping to do in Albany, and in fact we +are expecting to take a little trip. A sort of second honeymoon, you +know,â€â€”he added, smiling toward Mrs. Heath and Miranda; “it is the first +time I have had leisure to plan for it since we were married. I am sorry I +have to hurry away, but I am sure that my friend Squire Heath can give as +much help in a business way as I could, and furthermore, Squire Schuyler +is now in New York for a few days as I learned in a letter from him which +arrived last evening. I am sure he can give you more and better advice +than any I could give. I wish you good morning. Good morning, Mrs. Heath. +Good morning, Miss Miranda!†+ +Lifting his hat David drove away from them and straight over to the little +wayside hostelry where he was to finish his article to send by the +messenger who was even then ready mounted for the purpose. + +“My! Don’t he think a lot of her though!†said Miranda, rolling the words +as a sweet morsel under her tongue. “It must be nice to have a man so fond +of you.†This was one of the occasions when Miranda wished she had eyes in +the back of her head. She was sharp and she had seen a thing or two, also +she had heard scraps of her cousin Hannah’s talk. But she sat demurely in +the recesses of her deep, ugly bonnet and tried to imagine how the guest +behind her looked. + +All trembling sat Marcia in the rusty parlor of the little hostelry, while +David at the table wrote with hurried hand, glancing up at her to smile +now and then, and passing over the sheets as he finished them for her +criticism. She thought she had seen the Heath wagon drive away in the home +direction, but she was not sure. She half expected to see the door open +and Kate walk in. Her heart was thumping so she could scarcely sit still +and the brightness of the world outside seemed to make her dizzy. She was +glad to have the sheets to look over, for it took her thoughts away from +herself and her nameless fears. She was not quite sure what it was she +feared, only that in some way Kate would have power over David to take him +away from her. As he wrote she studied the dear lines of his face and +knew, as well as human heart may ever know, how dear another soul had +grown to hers. + +David had not much to write and it was soon signed, approved, and sealed. +He sent his messenger on the way and then coming back closed the door and +went and stood before Marcia. + +As though she felt some critical moment had come she arose, trembling, and +looked into his eyes questioningly. + +“Marcia,†he said, and his tone was grave and earnest, putting her upon an +equality with him, not as if she were a child any more. “Marcia, I have +come to ask your forgiveness for the terrible thing I did to you in +allowing you, who scarcely knew what you were doing then, to give your +life away to a man who loved another woman.†+ +Marcia’s heart stood still with horror. It had come then, the dreadful +thing she had feared. The blow was going to fall. He did not love her! +What a fool she had been! + +But the steady voice went on, though the blood in her neck and temples +throbbed in such loud waves that she could scarcely hear the words to +understand them. + +“It was a crime, Marcia, and I have come to realize it more and more +during all the days of this year that you have so uncomplainingly spent +yourself for me. I know now, as I did not think then in my careless, +selfish sorrow, that I was as cruel to you, with your sweet young life, as +your sister was cruel to me. You might already have given your heart to +some one else; I never stopped to inquire. You might have had plans and +hopes for your own future; I never even thought of it. I was a brute. Can +you forgive me? Sometimes the thought of the responsibility I took upon +myself has been so terrible to me that I felt I could not stand it. You +did not realize what it was then that you were giving, perhaps, but +somehow I think you have begun to realize now. Will you forgive me?†He +stopped and looked at her anxiously. She was drooped and white as if a +blast had suddenly struck her and faded her sweet bloom. Her throat was +hot and dry and she had to try three times before she could frame the +words, “Yes, I forgive.†+ +There was no hope, no joy in the words, and a sudden fear descended upon +David’s heart. Had he then done more damage than he knew? Was the child’s +heart broken by him, and did she just realize it? What could he do? Must +he conceal his love from her? Perhaps this was no time to tell it. But he +must. He could not bear the burden of having done her harm and not also +tell her how he loved her. He would be very careful, very considerate, he +would not press his love as a claim, but he must tell her. + +“And Marcia, I must tell you the rest,†he went on, his own words seeming +to stay upon his lips, and then tumble over one another; “I have learned +to love you as I never loved your sister. I love you more and better than +I ever could have loved her. I can see how God has led me away from her +and brought me to you. I can look back to that night when I came to her +and found you there waiting for me, and kissed you,—darling. Do you +remember?†He took her cold little trembling hands and held them firmly as +he talked, his whole soul in his face, as if his life depended upon the +next few moments. “I was troubled at the time, dear, for having kissed +you, and given you the greeting that I thought belonged to her. I have +rebuked myself for thinking since how lovely you looked as you stood there +in the moonlight. But afterward I knew that it was you after all that my +love belonged to, and to you rightfully the kiss should have gone. I am +glad it was so, glad that God overruled my foolish choosing. Lately I have +been looking back to that night I met you at the gate, and feeling jealous +that that meeting was not all ours; that it should be shadowed for us by +the heartlessness of another. It gives me much joy now to think how I took +you in my arms and kissed you. I cannot bear to think it was a mistake. +Yet glad as I am that God sent you down to that gate to meet me, and much +as I love you, I would rather have died than feel that I have brought +sorrow into your life, and bound you to one whom you cannot love. Marcia, +tell me truly, never mind my feelings, tell me! Can you ever love me?†+ +Then did Marcia lift her flower-like face, all bright with tears of joy +and a flood of rosy smiles, the light of seven stars in her eyes. But she +could not speak, she could only look, and after a little whisper, “Oh, +David, I think I have always loved you! I think I was waiting for you that +night, though I did not know it. And look!â€â€”with sudden thought—— + +She drew from the folds of her dress a little old-fashioned locket hung by +a chain about her neck out of sight. She opened it and showed him a soft +gold curl which she touched gently with her lips, as though it were +something very sacred. + +“What is it, darling?†asked David perplexed, half happy, half afraid as +he took the locket and touched the curl more thrilled with the thought +that she had carried it next her heart than with the sight of it. + +“It is yours,†she said, disappointed that he did not understand. “Aunt +Clarinda gave it to me while you were away. I’ve worn it ever since. And +she gave me other things, and told me all about you. I know it all, about +the tops and marbles, and the spelling book, and I’ve cried with you over +your punishments, and—I—love it all!†+ +He had fastened the door before he began to talk, but he caught her in his +arms now, regardless of the fact that the shades were not drawn down, and +that they swayed in the summer breeze. + +“Oh, my darling! My wife!†he cried, and kissed her lips for the third +time. + +The world was changed then for those two. They belonged to each other they +believed, as no two that ever walked through Eden had ever belonged. When +they thought of the precious bond that bound them together their hearts +throbbed with a happiness that well-nigh overwhelmed them. + +A dinner of stewed chickens and little white soda biscuits was served +them, fit for a wedding breakfast, for the barmaid whispered to the cook +that she was sure there was a bride and groom in the parlor they looked so +happy and seemed to forget anybody else was by. But it might have been ham +and eggs for all they knew what it was they ate, these two who were so +happy they could but look into each other’s eyes. + +When the dinner was over and they started on their way again, with Albany +shimmering in the hot sun in the distance, and David’s arm sliding from +the top of the seat to circle Marcia’s waist, David whispered: + +“This is our real wedding journey, dearest, and this is our bridal day. +We’ll go to Albany and buy you a trousseau, and then we will go wherever +you wish. I can stay a whole week if you wish. Would you like to go home +for a visit?†+ +Marcia, with shining eyes and glowing cheeks, looked her love into his +face and answered: “Yes, _now_ I would like to go home,—just for a few +days—and then back to our home.†+ +And David looking into her eyes understood why she had not wanted to go +before. She was taking her husband, _her_ husband, not Kate’s, with her +now, and might be proud of his love. She could go among her old comrades +and be happy, for he loved her. He looked a moment, comprehended, +sympathized, and then pressing her hand close—for he might not kiss her, +as there was a load of hay coming their way—he said: “Darling!†But their +eyes said more. + + + + + + + AD PAGES + + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- + + FAMOUS COPYRIGHT BOOKS + IN POPULAR PRICED EDITIONS + +Re-issues of the great literary successes of the time. Library size. +Printed on excellent paper—most of them with illustrations of marked +beauty—and handsomely bound in cloth. Price, 75 cents a volume, postpaid. + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +BEVERLY OF GRAUSTARK. By George Barr McCutcheon. With Color Frontispiece +and other illustrations by Harrison Fisher. 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With illustrations by E. +Pollak. + +A thoroughly good story that keeps you guessing to the very end, and never +attempts to instruct or reform you. It is a strictly up-to-date story of +love and mystery with wireless telegraphy and all the modern improvements. +The events nearly all take place on a big Atlantic liner and the romance +of the deep is skilfully made to serve as a setting for the romance, old +as mankind, yet always new, involving our hero. + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- + + GROSSET & DUNLAP, - NEW YORK + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- + + + + + + ERRATA + + + CHAPTER I + Changed: girl in the *fairy tale* who left jewels + To: girl in the *fairy-tale* who left jewels + + CHAPTER I + Changed: ever walked in *fairy tale*. But she saw + To: ever walked in *fairy-tale*. But she saw + + CHAPTER III + Changed: before, but covered *wth* confusion and shame, + To: before, but covered *with* confusion and shame, + + CHAPTER III + Changed: and she turned *delberately*, one dainty, slippered + To: and she turned *deliberately*, one dainty, slippered + + CHAPTER V + Changed: her that this *wholsale* disposal of Marcia + To: her that this *wholesale* disposal of Marcia + + CHAPTER V + Changed: Phoebe takes your place and then come back.* * + To: Phoebe takes your place and then come back.*â€* + + CHAPTER V + Changed: fine places, to *tea drinkings* and the like, + To: fine places, to *tea-drinkings* and the like, + + CHAPTER VI + Changed: out radiant and *childlike* through her tears. + To: out radiant and *child-like* through her tears. + + CHAPTER X + Changed: was always something *childlike* about Marcia’s + To: was always something *child-like* about Marcia’s + + CHAPTER X + Changed: her old home *plentfully* supplied with those + To: her old home *plentifully* supplied with those + + CHAPTER XII + Changed: got David that’s worth everything.* * + To: got David that’s worth everything.*â€* + + CHAPTER XII + Changed: position on the *haircloth* sofa. But if + To: position on the *hair-cloth* sofa. But if + + CHAPTER XIII + Changed: had Mary Ann’s *hand-writing* looked so pleasant + To: had Mary Ann’s *handwriting* looked so pleasant + + CHAPTER XIII + Changed: seemed half a *life-time* to the girl + To: seemed half a *lifetime* to the girl + + CHAPTER XIII + Changed: my old calico *tomorrow* morning again, and + To: my old calico *to-morrow* morning again, and + + CHAPTER XIII + Changed: house with big *collums* to the front + To: house with big *columns* to the front + + CHAPTER XV + Changed: table, and the *tea-kettle* was singing on + To: table, and the *tea kettle* was singing on + + CHAPTER XV + Changed: The neighbor had *staid* longer than usual, + To: The neighbor had *stayed* longer than usual, + + CHAPTER XVI + Changed: thus melted into *childlike* enthusiasm, felt his + To: thus melted into *child-like* enthusiasm, felt his + + CHAPTER XVIII + Changed: with the flickering *candle-light* making grotesque + To: with the flickering *candle light* making grotesque + + CHAPTER XVIII + Changed: Bible where the *candle-light* played at glances + To: Bible where the *candle light* played at glances + + CHAPTER XXI + Changed: if he would *absord* the vision for + To: if he would *absorb* the vision for + + CHAPTER XXII + Changed: and let the *floodtide* of his sorrow + To: and let the *flood-tide* of his sorrow + + CHAPTER XXII + Changed: an’ hopin’ an’ *tryin* fer somebody bigger. + To: an’ hopin’ an’ *tryin’* fer somebody bigger. + + CHAPTER XXII + Changed: There’s no place like home.*’* + To: There’s no place like home.* * + + CHAPTER XXIV + Changed: * *MIRANDA GRISCOM.†+ To: *“*MIRANDA GRISCOM.†+ + CHAPTER XXVI + Changed: all items accurate* * technicalities of preparation; + To: all items accurate*;* technicalities of preparation; + + CHAPTER XXVII + Changed: need all the rest you can get.* * + To: need all the rest you can get.*â€* + + CHAPTER XXVII + Changed: had before—all your own I mean?* * + To: had before—all your own I mean?*â€* + + CHAPTER XXVII + Changed: any bonnet. Nothing but a pink sunbonnet.* * + To: any bonnet. Nothing but a pink sunbonnet.*â€* + + CHAPTER XXVII + Changed: a little old *haircloth* trunk, her own + To: a little old *hair-cloth* trunk, her own + + CHAPTER XXVII + Changed: had done when* *a boy Aunt Clarinda + To: had done when* as *a boy Aunt Clarinda + + CHAPTER XXVII + Changed: Kate a mere *common-place*? What was this + To: Kate a mere *commonplace*? What was this + + CHAPTER XXIX + Changed: Marcia lift her *flowerlike* face, all bright + To: Marcia lift her *flower-like* face, all bright + + AD PAGES + Changed: love story well told.â€â€”_Boston Transcript_*,* + To: love story well told.â€â€”_Boston Transcript_*.* + + AD PAGES + Changed: by Frank Haviland. *Medalion* in color on + To: by Frank Haviland. *Medallion* in color on + + AD PAGES + Changed: *Suberb* color portraits of many familiar flowers + To: *Superb* color portraits of many familiar flowers + + AD PAGES + Changed: her magnificent *personalty*, her transcendent + To: her magnificent *personality*, her transcendent + + + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MARCIA SCHUYLER*** + + + +CREDITS + + +October 20, 2007 + + Project Gutenberg Edition + Roland Schlenker and + Online Distributed Proofreading Team + + + +A WORD FROM PROJECT GUTENBERG + + +This file should be named 23132-0.txt or 23132-0.zip. + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + + + http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/3/1/3/23132/ + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one — the old editions will be +renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no one +owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation (and +you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without permission +and without paying copyright royalties. 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Klackner“Oh, You Naughty Man!†She Exclaimed Prettily, “How Dare You!â€" title="Copyright by C. Klackner “Oh, You Naughty Man!†She Exclaimed Prettily, “How Dare You!â€" /><div class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 50%">Copyright by C. Klackner</span></span><br /> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span class="tei tei-q" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 63%; font-variant: small-caps">“</span><span style="font-size: 63%; font-variant: small-caps">Oh, You Naughty + Man!</span><span style="font-size: 63%; font-variant: small-caps">â€</span></span><span style="font-size: 63%; font-variant: small-caps"> She Exclaimed Prettily, </span><span class="tei tei-q" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 63%; font-variant: small-caps">“</span><span style="font-size: 63%; font-variant: small-caps">How Dare You!</span><span style="font-size: 63%; font-variant: small-caps">â€</span></span></span></div></div> + </div> + + <hr class="doublepage" /><div class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> + <span class="tei tei-pb" id="page5"></span><a name="Pg5" id="Pg5" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 2.50em"><span style="font-size: 250%">Marcia + Schuyler</span><br /><br /></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 0.75em"><span style="font-size: 75%">by</span><br /><br /><span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 150%">Grace Livingston Hill + Lutz</span></span><br /><span style="font-size: 75%">Author of </span><span class="tei tei-q" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 75%">“</span><span style="font-size: 75%">The Story of a Whim,</span><span style="font-size: 75%">â€</span></span> <span class="tei tei-q" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 75%">“</span><span style="font-size: 75%">According to + the</span><br /><span style="font-size: 75%">Pattern,</span><span style="font-size: 75%">â€</span></span> <span class="tei tei-q" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 75%">“</span><span style="font-size: 75%">An Unwilling Guest,</span><span style="font-size: 75%">â€</span></span><span style="font-size: 75%"> etc.</span><br /><br /></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 0.75em"><span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 75%; font-style: italic">Illustrations by</span></span><br /><span style="font-size: 75%">E. L. HENRY, + N.A.</span><br /><br /></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 1.00em">GROSSET + & DUNLAP<br /><span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 75%">PUBLISHERS · + NEW YORK</span></span></p> + </div> + + <hr class="page" /><div class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> + <span class="tei tei-pb" id="page6"></span><a name="Pg6" id="Pg6" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 0.50em"><span style="font-size: 50%">Copyright, + 1908</span><br /><span style="font-size: 50%">By J. B. Lippincott Company</span><br /><br /></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 0.50em"><span style="font-size: 50%">Published + February, 1908</span><br /><br /></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 0.50em"><span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 50%; font-style: italic">Electrotyped and printed by J. B. + Lippincott Company</span><br /><span style="font-size: 50%; font-style: italic">The Washington Square Press, Philadelphia, U. S. + A.</span></span></p> + </div> + + <hr class="doublepage" /><div class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> + <span class="tei tei-pb" id="page7"></span><a name="Pg7" id="Pg7" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 0.50em"><span style="font-size: 50%">TO</span><br /><span style="font-size: 50%">THE + DEAR MEMORY OF</span><br /><span style="font-size: 50%">MY FATHER</span><br /><span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 75%">The Rev. + CHARLES MONTGOMERY LIVINGSTON</span></span><br /><span style="font-size: 50%">WHOSE COMPANIONSHIP AND + ENCOURAGEMENT</span><br /><span style="font-size: 50%">HAVE BEEN MY HELP THROUGH</span><br /><span style="font-size: 50%">THE YEARS</span></p> + </div> + + + + <hr class="doublepage" /><div class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> + <a name="pdf1" id="pdf1"></a> + <h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"><span style="font-size: 173%">CONTENTS</span></h1> + <ul class="tei tei-index tei-index-toc"><li><a href="#toc2"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER I</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc4"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER II</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc6"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER III</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc8"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER IV</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc10"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER V</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc12"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER VI</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc14"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER VII</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc16"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER VIII</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc18"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER IX</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc20"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER X</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc22"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XI</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc24"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XII</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc26"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XIII</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc28"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XIV</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc30"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XV</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc32"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XVI</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc34"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XVII</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc36"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XVIII</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc38"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XIX</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc40"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XX</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc42"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XXI</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc44"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XXII</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc46"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XXIII</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc48"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XXIV</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc50"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XXV</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc52"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XXVI</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc54"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XXVII</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc56"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XXVIII</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc58"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XXIX</span> +</a></li><li><a href="#toc60"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">AD PAGES</span> + </a></li><li><a href="#toc62"> + <span style="font-size: 100%">ERRATA</span> + </a></li></ul> + </div> +</div> + +<div class="tei tei-body" style="margin-bottom: 6.00em; margin-top: 6.00em"> +<hr class="doublepage" /><div id="MS01" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page9"></span><a name="Pg9" id="Pg9" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc2" id="toc2"></a> +<a name="pdf3" id="pdf3"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 2.88em; margin-top: 2.88em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 183%">Marcia Schuyler</span></span> +</h1> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER I</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The sun was already up and the grass blades were twinkling +with sparkles of dew, as Marcia stepped from the +kitchen door.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She wore a chocolate calico with little sprigs of red and +white scattered over it, her hair was in smooth brown braids +down her back, and there was a flush on her round cheeks that +might have been but the reflection of the rosy light in the +East. Her face was as untroubled as the summer morning, +in its freshness, and her eyes as dreamy as the soft clouds that +hovered upon the horizon uncertain where they were to be sent +for the day.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia walked lightly through the grass, and the way +behind her sparkled again like that of the girl in the +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E1" id="E1" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e1" class="tei tei-ref">fairy-tale</a></span> +who left jewels wherever she passed.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">A rail fence stopped her, which she mounted as though it +had been a steed to carry her onward, and sat a moment +looking at the beauty of the morning, her eyes taking on +that far-away look that annoyed her stepmother when she +wanted her to hurry with the dishes, or finish a long seam +before it was time to get supper.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She loitered but a moment, for her mind was full of +business, and she wished to accomplish much before the day +was done. Swinging easily down to the other side of the +fence she moved on through the meadow, over another fence, +and another meadow, skirting the edge of a cool little strip +of woods which lured her with its green mysterious shadows, +its whispering leaves, and twittering birds. One wistful +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page10"></span><a name="Pg10" id="Pg10" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +glance she gave into the sweet silence, seeing a clump of +maiden-hair ferns rippling their feathery locks in the breeze. +Then resolutely turning away she sped on to the slope of +Blackberry Hill.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was not a long climb to where the blackberries grew, +and she was soon at work, the great luscious berries dropping +into her pail almost with a touch. But while she worked +the vision of the hills, the sheep meadow below, the river +winding between the neighboring farms, melted away, and +she did not even see the ripe fruit before her, because she +was planning the new frock she was to buy with these +berries she had come to pick.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Pink and white it was to be; she had seen it in the store +the last time she went for sugar and spice. There were +dainty sprigs of pink over the white ground, and every berry +that dropped into her bright pail was no longer a berry but a +sprig of pink chintz. While she worked she went over her +plans for the day.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There had been busy times at the old house during the past +weeks. Kate, her elder sister, was to be married. It was +only a few days now to the wedding.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There had been a whole year of preparation: spinning and +weaving and fine sewing. The smooth white linen lay ready, +packed between rose leaves and lavender. There had been +yards and yards of tatting and embroidery made by the two +girls for the trousseau, and the village dressmaker had spent +days at the house, cutting, fitting, shirring, till now there +was a goodly array of gorgeous apparel piled high upon bed, +and chairs, and hanging in the closets of the great spare bedroom. +The outfit was as fine as that made for Patience +Hartrandt six months before, and Mr. Hartrandt had given +his one daughter all she had asked for in the way of a <span class="tei tei-q">“setting +out.â€</span> Kate had seen to it that her things were as fine as +Patience’s,—but, they were all for Kate!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Of course, that was right! Kate was to be married, not +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page11"></span><a name="Pg11" id="Pg11" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +Marcia, and everything must make way for that. Marcia +was scarcely more than a child as yet, barely seventeen. No +one thought of anything new for her just then, and she +did not expect it. But into her heart there had stolen a +longing for a new frock herself amid all this finery for +Kate. She had her best one of course. That was good, and +pretty, and quite nice enough to wear to the wedding, and +her stepmother had taken much relief in the thought that +Marcia would need nothing during the rush of getting Kate +ready.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But there were people coming to the house every day, +especially in the afternoons, friends of Kate, and of her stepmother, +to be shown Kate’s wardrobe, and to talk things over +curiously. Marcia could not wear her best dress all the +time. And <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">he</span></span> was coming! That was the way Marcia +always denominated the prospective bridegroom in her mind.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">His name was David Spafford, and Kate often called him +Dave, but Marcia, even to herself, could never bring herself +to breathe the name so familiarly. She held him in great +awe. He was so fine and strong and good, with a face like +a young saint in some old picture, she thought. She often +wondered how her wild, sparkling sister Kate dared to be so +familiar with him. She had ventured the thought once +when she watched Kate dressing to go out with some young +people and preening herself like a bird of Paradise before the +glass. It all came over her, the vanity and frivolousness of +the life that Kate loved, and she spoke out with conviction:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Kate, you’ll have to be very different when you’re +married.â€</span> Kate had faced about amusedly and asked why.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Because <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">he</span></span> is so good,â€</span> Marcia had replied, unable to +explain further.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, is that all?â€</span> said the daring sister, wheeling back to +the glass. <span class="tei tei-q">“Don’t you worry; I’ll soon take that out of him.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But Kate’s indifference had never lessened her young sister’s +awe of her prospective brother-in-law. She had listened +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page12"></span><a name="Pg12" id="Pg12" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +to his conversations with her father during the brief visits +he had made, and she had watched his face at church while +he and Kate sang together as the minister lined it out: +<span class="tei tei-q">“Rock of Ages cleft for me, Let me hide myself in Thee,â€</span> +a new song which had just been written. And she had mused +upon the charmed life Kate would lead. It was wonderful +to be a woman and be loved as Kate was loved, thought +Marcia.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">So in all the hurry no one seemed to think much about +Marcia, and she was not satisfied with her brown delaine +afternoon dress. Truth to tell, it needed letting down, and +there was no more left to let down. It made her feel like +last year to go about in it with her slender ankles so plainly +revealed. So she set her heart upon the new chintz.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Now, with Marcia, to decide was to do. She did not speak +to her stepmother about it, for she knew it would be useless; +neither did she think it worth while to go to her father, for +she knew that both his wife and Kate would find it out and +charge her with useless expense just now when there were +so many other uses for money, and they were anxious to have +it all flow their way. She had an independent spirit, so she +took the time that belonged to herself, and went to the blackberry +patch which belonged to everybody.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s fingers were nimble and accustomed, and the sun +was not very high in the heavens when she had finished her +task and turned happily toward the village. The pails would +not hold another berry.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Her cheeks were glowing with the sun and exercise, and +little wisps of wavy curls had escaped about her brow, damp +with perspiration. Her eyes were shining with her purpose, +half fulfilled, as she hastened down the hill.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Crossing a field she met Hanford Weston with a rake over +his shoulder and a wide-brimmed straw hat like a small shed +over him. He was on his way to the South meadow. He +blushed and greeted her as she passed shyly by. When she +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page13"></span><a name="Pg13" id="Pg13" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +had passed he paused and looked admiringly after her. They +had been in the same classes at school all winter, the girl at +the head, the boy at the foot. But Hanford Weston’s father +owned the largest farm in all the country round about, and +he felt that did not so much matter. He would rather see +Marcia at the head anyway, though there never had been the +slightest danger that he would take her place. He felt a +sudden desire now to follow her. It would be a pleasure to +carry those pails that she bore as if they were mere featherweights.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He watched her long, elastic step for a moment, considered +the sun in the sky, and his father’s command about the South +meadow, and then strode after her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It did not take long to reach her side, swiftly as she had +gone.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">As well as he could, with the sudden hotness in his face +and the tremor in his throat, he made out to ask if he might +carry her burden for her. Marcia stopped annoyed. She +had forgotten all about him, though he was an attractive +fellow, sometimes called by the girls <span class="tei tei-q">“handsome Hanford.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She had been planning exactly how that pink sprigged +chintz was to be made, and which parts she would cut first +in order to save time and material. She did not wish to be +interrupted. The importance of the matter was too great to +be marred by the appearance of just a schoolmate whom +she might meet every day, and whom she could so easily +<span class="tei tei-q">“spell down.â€</span> She summoned her thoughts from the details +of mutton-leg sleeves and looked the boy over, to his great +confusion. She did not want him along, and she was considering +how best to get rid of him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Weren’t you going somewhere else?â€</span> she asked sweetly. +<span class="tei tei-q">“Wasn’t there a rake over your shoulder? What have you +done with it?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The culprit blushed deeper.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Where were you going?â€</span> she demanded.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page14"></span><a name="Pg14" id="Pg14" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“To the South meadow,â€</span> he stammered out.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, well, then you must go back. I shall do quite well, +thank you. Your father will not be pleased to have you +neglect your work for me, though I’m much obliged I’m +sure.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Was there some foreshadowing of her womanhood in the +decided way she spoke, and the quaint, prim set of her head +as she bowed him good morning and went on her way once +more? The boy did not understand. He only felt abashed, +and half angry that she had ordered him back to work; and, +too, in a tone that forbade him to take her memory with him +as he went. Nevertheless her image lingered by the way, and +haunted the South meadow all day long as he worked.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia, unconscious of the admiration she had stirred in +the boyish heart, went her way on fleet feet, her spirit one +with the sunny morning, her body light with anticipation, for +a new frock of her own choice was yet an event in her life.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She had thought many times, as she spent long hours +putting delicate stitches into her sister’s wedding garments, +how it would seem if they were being made for her. She +had whiled away many a dreary seam by thinking out, in a +sort of dream-story, how she would put on this or that at +will if it were her own, and go here or there, and have people +love and admire her as they did Kate. It would never come +true, of course. She never expected to be admired and loved +like Kate. Kate was beautiful, bright and gay. Everybody +loved her, no matter how she treated them. It was a matter +of course for Kate to have everything she wanted. Marcia +felt that she never could attain to such heights. In the first +place she considered her own sweet serious face with its pure +brown eyes as exceedingly plain. She could not catch the +lights that played at hide and seek in her eyes when she +talked with animation. Indeed few saw her at her best, +because she seldom talked freely. It was only with certain +people that she could forget herself.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page15"></span><a name="Pg15" id="Pg15" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She did not envy Kate. She was proud of her sister, and +loved her, though there was an element of anxiety in the love. +But she never thought of her many faults. She felt that +they were excusable because Kate was Kate. It was as if you +should find fault with a wild rose because it carried a thorn. +Kate was set about with many a thorn, but amid them all she +bloomed, her fragrant pink self, as apparently unconscious +of the many pricks she gave, and as unconcerned, as the flower +itself.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">So Marcia never thought to be jealous that Kate had so +many lovely things, and was going out into the world to do +just as she pleased, and lead a charmed life with a man who +was greater in the eyes of this girl than any prince that ever +walked in <span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E2" id="E2" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e2" class="tei tei-ref">fairy-tale</a></span>. But she saw no harm in playing a +delightful little dream-game of <span class="tei tei-q">“pretendâ€</span> now and then, +and letting her imagination make herself the beautiful, admired, +elder sister instead of the plain younger one.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But this morning on her way to the village store with her +berries she thought no more of her sister’s things, for her +mind was upon her own little frock which she would purchase +with the price of the berries, and then go home and +make.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">A whole long day she had to herself, for Kate and her +stepmother were gone up to the neighboring town on the +packet to make a few last purchases.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She had told no one of her plans, and was awake betimes +in the morning to see the travellers off, eager to have them +gone that she might begin to carry out her plan.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Just at the edge of the village Marcia put down the pails +of berries by a large flat stone and sat down for a moment +to tidy herself. The lacing of one shoe had come untied, and +her hair was rumpled by exercise. But she could not sit long +to rest, and taking up her burdens was soon upon the way +again.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Mary Ann Fothergill stepped from her own gate lingering +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page16"></span><a name="Pg16" id="Pg16" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +till Marcia should come up, and the two girls walked along +side by side. Mary Ann had stiff, straight, light hair, and +high cheek bones. Her eyes were light and her eyelashes +almost white. They did not show up well beneath her +checked sunbonnet. Her complexion was dull and tanned. +She was a contrast to Marcia with her clear red and white +skin. She was tall and awkward and wore a linsey-woolsey +frock as though it were a meal sack temporarily appropriated. +She had the air of always trying to hide her feet and hands. +Mary Ann had some fine qualities, but beauty was not one of +them. Beside her Marcia’s delicate features showed clear-cut +like a cameo, and her every movement spoke of patrician blood.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Mary Ann regarded Marcia’s smooth brown braids enviously. +Her own sparse hair barely reached to her shoulders, +and straggled about her neck helplessly and hopelessly, in +spite of her constant efforts.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“It must be lots of fun at your house these days,â€</span> said +Mary Ann wistfully. <span class="tei tei-q">“Are you most ready for the wedding?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia nodded. Her eyes were bright. She could see the +sign of the village store just ahead and knew the bolts of +new chintz were displaying their charms in the window.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“My, but your cheeks do look pretty,â€</span> admired Mary Ann +impulsively. <span class="tei tei-q">“Say, how many of each has your sister got?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Two dozens,â€</span> said Marcia conscious of a little swelling +of pride in her breast. It was not every girl that had such a +setting out as her sister.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“My!â€</span> sighed Mary Ann. <span class="tei tei-q">“And outside things, too. I +’spose she’s got one of every color. What are her frocks? +Tell me about them. I’ve been up to Dutchess county and +just got back last night, but Ma wrote Aunt Tilly that Mis’ +Hotchkiss said her frocks was the prettiest Miss Hancock’s +ever sewed on.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“We think they are pretty,â€</span> admitted Marcia modestly. +<span class="tei tei-q">“There’s a sprigged chin—â€</span> here she caught herself, remembering, +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page17"></span><a name="Pg17" id="Pg17" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +and laughed. <span class="tei tei-q">“I mean muslin-de-laine, and a blue +delaine, and a blue silk——â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“My! silk!â€</span> breathed Mary Ann in an ecstasy of wonder. +<span class="tei tei-q">“And what’s she going to be married in?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“White,â€</span> answered Marcia, <span class="tei tei-q">“white satin. And the veil +was mother’s—our own mother’s, you know.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia spoke it reverently, her eyes shining with something +far away that made Mary Ann think she looked like +an angel.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, my! Don’t you just envy her?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“No,â€</span> said Marcia slowly; <span class="tei tei-q">“I think not. At least—I hope +not. It wouldn’t be right, you know. And then she’s my +sister and I love her dearly, and it’s nearly as nice to have +one’s sister have nice things and a good time as to have them +one’s self.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You’re good,â€</span> said Mary Ann decidedly as if that were +a foregone conclusion. <span class="tei tei-q">“But I should envy her, I just should. +Mis’ Hotchkiss told Ma there wa’nt many lots in life so all +honey-and-dew-prepared like your sister’s. All the money +she wanted to spend on clo’es, and a nice set out, and a man +as handsome as you’ll find anywhere, and he’s well off too, +ain’t he? Ma said she heard he kept a horse and lived right +in the village too, not as how he needed to keep one to get +anywhere, either. That’s what I call luxury—a horse to ride +around with. And then Mr. What’s-his-name? I can’t remember. +Oh, yes, Spafford. He’s good, and everybody says +he won’t make a bit of fuss if Kate does go around and have +a good time. He’ll just let her do as she pleases. Only old +Grandma Doolittle says she doesn’t believe it. She thinks +every man, no matter how good he is, wants to manage his +wife, just for the name of it. She says your sister’ll have +to change her ways or else there’ll be trouble. But that’s +Grandma! Everybody knows her. She croaks! Ma says +Kate’s got her nest feathered well if ever a girl had. My! +I only wish I had the same chance!â€</span></p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page18"></span><a name="Pg18" id="Pg18" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia held her head a trifle high when Mary Ann touched +upon her sister’s personal character, but they were nearing +the store, and everybody knew Mary Ann was blunt. Poor +Mary Ann! She meant no harm. She was but repeating the +village gossip. Besides, Marcia must give her mind to +sprigged chintz. There was no time for discussions if she +would accomplish her purpose before the folks came home +that night.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Mary Ann,â€</span> she said in her sweet, prim way that always +made the other girl stand a little in awe of her, <span class="tei tei-q">“you mustn’t +listen to gossip. It isn’t worth while. I’m sure my sister +Kate will be very happy. I’m going in the store now, are +you?â€</span> And the conversation was suddenly concluded.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Mary Ann followed meekly watching with wonder and envy +as Marcia made her bargain with the kindly merchant, and +selected her chintz. What a delicious swish the scissors +made as they went through the width of cloth, and how +delightfully the paper crackled as the bundle was being +wrapped! Mary Ann did not know whether Kate or Marcia +was more to be envied.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Did you say you were going to make it up yourself?â€</span> +asked Mary Ann.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia nodded.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, my! Ain’t you afraid? I would be. It’s the +prettiest I ever saw. Don’t you go and cut both sleeves for +one arm. That’s what I did the only time Ma ever let me +try.â€</span> And Mary Ann touched the package under Marcia’s +arm with wistful fingers.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They had reached the turn of the road and Mary Ann +hoped that Marcia would ask her out to <span class="tei tei-q">“help,â€</span> but Marcia +had no such purpose.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Well, good-bye! Will you wear it next Sunday?â€</span> she +asked.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Perhaps,â€</span> answered Marcia breathlessly, and sped on her +homeward way, her cheeks bright with excitement.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"> + </p><div class="tei tei-figure" style="width: 100%; text-align: center"><img src="images/image02.png" width="760" height="435" alt="Illustration: Copyright by C. KlacknerKate and Her Stepmother were Gone Up to the Neighboring Town on the Packet." title="Copyright by C. Klackner Kate and Her Stepmother were Gone Up to the Neighboring Town on the Packet." /><div class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 50%">Copyright by C. Klackner</span></span><br /> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 63%; font-variant: small-caps">Kate and Her + Stepmother were Gone Up to the Neighboring Town on the + Packet.</span></span></div></div> + +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page19"></span><a name="Pg19" id="Pg19" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">In her own room she spread the chintz out upon the bed +and with trembling fingers set about her task. The bright +shears clipped the edge and tore off the lengths exultantly +as if in league with the girl. The bees hummed outside in +the clover, and now and again buzzed between the muslin +curtains of the open window, looked in and grumbled out +again. The birds sang across the meadows and the sun +mounted to the zenith and began its downward march, but +still the busy fingers worked on. Well for Marcia’s scheme +that the fashion of the day was simple, wherein were few +puckers and plaits and tucks, and little trimming required, +else her task would have been impossible.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Her heart beat high as she tried it on at last, the new chintz +that she had made. She went into the spare room and stood +before the long mirror in its wide gilt frame that rested on +two gilt knobs standing out from the wall like giant rosettes. +She had dared to make the skirt a little longer than that of +her best frock. It was almost as long as Kate’s, and for a +moment she lingered, sweeping backward and forward before +the glass and admiring herself in the long graceful folds. +She caught up her braids in the fashion that Kate wore her +hair and smiled at the reflection of herself in the mirror. +How funny it seemed to think she would soon be a woman +like Kate. When Kate was gone they would begin to call +her <span class="tei tei-q">“Missâ€</span> sometimes. Somehow she did not care to look +ahead. The present seemed enough. She had so wrapped +her thoughts in her sister’s new life that her own seemed +flat and stale in comparison.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The sound of a distant hay wagon on the road reminded +her that the sun was near to setting. The family carryall +would soon be coming up the lane from the evening packet. +She must hurry and take off her frock and be dressed before +they arrived.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia was so tired that night after supper that she was +glad to slip away to bed, without waiting to hear Kate’s +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page20"></span><a name="pg20" id="pg20" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +voluble account of her day in town, the beauties she had seen +and the friends she had met.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She lay down and dreamed of the morrow, and of the next +day, and the next. In strange bewilderment she awoke in +the night and found the moonlight streaming full into her +face. Then she laughed and rubbed her eyes and tried to go +to sleep again; but she could not, for she had dreamed that she +was the bride herself, and the words of Mary Ann kept going +over and over in her mind. <span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, don’t you envy her?â€</span> <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Did</span></span> +she envy her sister? But that was wicked. It troubled her +to think of it, and she tried to banish the dream, but it would +come again and again with a strange sweet pleasure.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She lay wondering if such a time of joy would ever come +to her as had come to Kate, and whether the spare bed would +ever be piled high with clothes and fittings for her new life. +What a wonderful thing it was anyway to be a woman and +be loved!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then her dreams blended again with the soft perfume of +the honeysuckle at the window, and the hooting of a young +owl.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The moon dropped lower, the bright stars paled, dawn stole +up through the edges of the woods far away and awakened a +day that was to bring a strange transformation over Marcia’s +life.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS02" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page21"></span><a name="pg21" id="pg21" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc4" id="toc4"></a> +<a name="pdf5" id="pdf5"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER II</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">As a natural consequence of her hard work and her midnight +awakening, Marcia overslept the next morning. Her +stepmother called her sharply and she dressed in haste, not +even taking time to glance toward the new folds of chintz +that drew her thoughts closetward. She dared not say anything +about it yet. There was much to be done, and not +even Kate had time for an idle word with her. Marcia was +called upon to run errands, to do odds and ends of things, to +fill in vacant places, to sew on lost buttons, to do everything +for which nobody else had time. The household had suddenly +become aware that there was now but one more intervening +day between them and the wedding.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was not until late in the afternoon that Marcia ventured +to put on her frock. Even then she felt shy about appearing +in it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Madam Schuyler was busy in the parlor with callers, and +Kate was locked in her own room whither she had gone to +rest. There was no one to notice if Marcia should <span class="tei tei-q">“dress +up,â€</span> and it was not unlikely that she might escape much +notice even at the supper table, as everybody was so absorbed +in other things.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She lingered before her own little glass looking wistfully +at herself. She was pleased with the frock she had made and +liked her appearance in it, but yet there was something +disappointing about it. It had none of the style of her +sister’s garments, newly come from the hand of the village +mantua-maker. It was girlish, and showed her slip of a +form prettily in the fashion of the day, but she felt too +young. She wanted to look older. She searched her drawer +and found a bit of black velvet which she pinned about her +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page22"></span><a name="pg22" id="pg22" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +throat with a pin containing the miniature of her mother, +then with a second thought she drew the long braids up in +loops and fastened them about her head in older fashion. It +suited her well, and the change it made astonished her. She +decided to wear them so and see if others would notice. +Surely, some day she would be a young woman, and perhaps +then she would be allowed to have a will of her own occasionally.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She drew a quick breath as she descended the stairs and +found her stepmother and the visitor just coming into the +hall from the parlor.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They both involuntarily ceased their talk and looked at +her in surprise. Over Madam Schuyler’s face there came a +look as if she had received a revelation. Marcia was no longer +a child, but had suddenly blossomed into young womanhood. +It was not the time she would have chosen for such an event. +There was enough going on, and Marcia was still in school. +She had no desire to steer another young soul through the +various dangers and follies that beset a pretty girl from the +time she puts up her hair until she is safely married to the +right man—or the wrong one. She had just begun to look +forward with relief to having Kate well settled in life. Kate +had been a hard one to manage. She had too much will of +her own and a pretty way of always having it. She had no +deep sense of reverence for old, staid manners and customs. +Many a long lecture had Madam Schuyler delivered to Kate +upon her unseemly ways. It did not please her to think of +having to go through it all so soon again, therefore upon her +usually complacent brow there came a look of dismay.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Why!â€</span> exclaimed the visitor, <span class="tei tei-q">“is this the bride? How +tall she looks! No! Bless me! it isn’t, is it? Yes,—Well! +I’ll declare. It’s just Marsh! What have you got on, child? +How old you look!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia flushed. It was not pleasant to have her young +womanhood questioned, and in a tone so familiar and patronizing. +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page23"></span><a name="pg23" id="pg23" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +She disliked the name of <span class="tei tei-q">“Marshâ€</span> exceedingly, +especially upon the lips of this woman, a sort of second cousin +of her stepmother’s. She would rather have chosen the new +frock to pass under inspection of her stepmother without +witnesses, but it was too late to turn back now. She must +face it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Though Madam Schuyler’s equilibrium was a trifle disturbed, +she was not one to show it before a visitor. Instantly +she recovered her balance, and perhaps Marcia’s ordeal was +less trying than if there had been no third person present.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“That looks very well, child!â€</span> she said critically with a +shade of complacence in her voice. It is true that Marcia +had gone beyond orders in purchasing and making garments +unknown to her, yet the neatness and fit could but reflect +well upon her training. It did no harm for cousin Maria +to see what a child of her training could do. It was, on the +whole, a very creditable piece of work, and Madam Schuyler +grew more reconciled to it as Marcia came down toward them.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Make it herself?â€</span> asked cousin Maria. <span class="tei tei-q">“Why, Marsh, +you did real well. My Matilda does all her own clothes now. +It’s time you were learning. It’s a trifle longish to what +you’ve been wearing them, isn’t it? But you’ll grow into it, +I dare say. Got your hair a new way too. I thought you +were Kate when you first started down stairs. You’ll make a +good-looking young lady when you grow up; only don’t be +in too much hurry. Take your girlhood while you’ve got it, +is what I always tell Matilda.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Matilda was well on to thirty and showed no signs of taking +anything else.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Madam Schuyler smoothed an imaginary pucker across the +shoulders and again pronounced the work good.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I picked berries and got the cloth,â€</span> confessed Marcia.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Madam Schuyler smiled benevolently and patted Marcia’s +cheek.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You needn’t have done that, child. Why didn’t you come +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page24"></span><a name="pg24" id="pg24" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +to me for money? You needed something new, and that is a +very good purchase, a little light, perhaps, but very pretty. +We’ve been so busy with Kate’s things you have been +neglected.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia smiled with pleasure and passed into the dining +room wondering what power the visitor had over her stepmother +to make her pass over this digression from her rules +so sweetly,—nay, even with praise.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">At supper they all rallied Marcia upon her changed appearance. +Her father jokingly said that when the bridegroom +arrived he would hardly know which sister to choose, and he +looked from one comely daughter to the other with fatherly +pride. He praised Marcia for doing the work so neatly, and +inwardly admired the courage and independence that +prompted her to get the money by her own unaided efforts +rather than to ask for it, and later, as he passed through the +room where she was helping to remove the dishes from the +table, he paused and handed her a crisp five-dollar note. It +had occurred to him that one daughter was getting all the +good things and the other was having nothing. There was +a pleasant tenderness in his eyes, a recognition of her rights +as a young woman, that made Marcia’s heart exceedingly +light. There was something strange about the influence this +little new frock seemed to have upon people.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Even Kate had taken a new tone with her. Much of the +time at supper she had sat staring at her sister. Marcia +wondered about it as she walked down toward the gate after +her work was done. Kate had never seemed so quiet. Was +she just beginning to realize that she was leaving home forever, +and was she thinking how the home would be after she +had left it? How she, Marcia, would take the place of elder +sister, with only little Harriet and the boys, their stepsister +and brothers, left? Was Kate sad over the thought of +going so far away from them, or was she feeling suddenly +the responsibility of the new position she was to occupy and +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page25"></span><a name="pg25" id="pg25" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +the duties that would be hers? No, that could not be it, for +surely that would bring a softening of expression, a sweetness +of anticipation, and Kate’s expression had been wondering, +perplexed, almost troubled. If she had not been her own +sister Marcia would have added, <span class="tei tei-q">“hard,â€</span> but she stopped +short at that.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was a lovely evening. The twilight was not yet over as +she stepped from the low piazza that ran the length of the +house bearing another above it on great white pillars. A +drapery of wistaria in full bloom festooned across one end +and half over the front. Marcia stepped back across the +stone flagging and driveway to look up the purple clusters +of graceful fairy-like shape that embowered the house, and +thought how beautiful it would look when the wedding +guests should arrive the day after the morrow. Then she +turned into the little gravel path, box-bordered, that led to +the gate. Here and there on either side luxuriant blooms of +dahlias, peonies and roses leaned over into the night and +peered at her. The yard had never looked so pretty. The +flowers truly had done their best for the occasion, and they +seemed to be asking some word of commendation from her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They nodded their dewy heads sleepily as she went on.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">To-morrow the children would be coming back from Aunt +Eliza’s, where they had been sent safely out of the way for a +few days, and the last things would arrive,—and <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">he</span></span> would +come. Not later than three in the afternoon he ought to +arrive, Kate had said, though there was a possibility that he +might come in the morning, but Kate was not counting upon +it. He was to drive from his home to Schenectady and, leaving +his own horse there to rest, come on by coach. Then he +and Kate would go back in fine style to Schenectady in a +coach and pair, with a colored coachman, and at Schenectady +take their own horse and drive on to their home, a long +beautiful ride, so thought Marcia half enviously. How beautiful +it would be! What endless delightful talks they might +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page26"></span><a name="pg26" id="pg26" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +have about the trees and birds and things they saw in passing +only Kate did not love to talk about such things. But then +she would be with David, and he talked beautifully about +nature or anything else. Kate would learn to love it if she +loved him. Did Kate love David? Of course she must or +why should she marry him? Marcia resented the thought +that Kate might have other objects in view, such as Mary Ann +Fothergill had suggested for instance. Of course Kate would +never marry any man unless she loved him. That would +be a dreadful thing to do. Love was the greatest thing in +the world. Marcia looked up to the stars, her young soul +thrilling with awe and reverence for the great mysteries of +life. She wondered again if life would open sometime for +her in some such great way, and if she would ever know +better than now what it meant. Would some one come and +love her? Some one whom she could love in return with +all the fervor of her nature?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She had dreamed such dreams before many times, as girls +will, while lovers and future are all in one dreamy, sweet +blending of rosy tints and joyous mystery, but never had they +come to her with such vividness as that night. Perhaps it +was because the household had recognized the woman in her +for the first time that evening. Perhaps because the vision +she had seen reflected in her mirror before she left her room +that afternoon had opened the door of the future a little wider +than it had ever opened before.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She stood by the gate where the syringa and lilac bushes +leaned over and arched the way, and the honeysuckle climbed +about the fence in a wild pretty way of its own and flung +sweetness on the air in vivid, erratic whiffs.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The sidewalk outside was brick, and whenever she heard +footsteps coming she stepped back into the shadow of the +syringa and was hidden from view. She was in no mood +to talk with any one.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She could look out into the dusty road and see dimly the +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page27"></span><a name="pg27" id="pg27" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +horses and carryalls as they passed, and recognize an occasional +laughing voice of some village maiden out with her +best young man for a ride. Others strolled along the sidewalk, +and fragments of talk floated back. Almost every one +had a word to say about the wedding as they neared the gate, +and if Marcia had been in another mood it would have been +interesting and gratifying to her pride. Every one had a +good word for Kate, though many disapproved of her in a +general way for principle’s sake.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hanford Weston passed, with long, slouching gait, hands +in his trousers pockets, and a frightened, hasty, sideways +glance toward the lights of the house beyond. He would +have gone in boldly to call if he had dared, and told Marcia +that he had done her bidding and now wanted a reward, but +John Middleton had joined him at the corner and he dared +not make the attempt. John would have done it in a minute +if he had wished. He was brazen by nature, but Hanford +knew that he would as readily laugh at another for doing it. +Hanford shrank from a laugh more than from the cannon’s +mouth, so he slouched on, not knowing that his goddess held +her breath behind a lilac bush not three feet away, her heart +beating in annoyed taps to be again interrupted by him in her +pleasant thoughts.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Merry, laughing voices mingling with many footsteps came +sounding down the street and paused beside the gate. Marcia +knew the voices and again slid behind the shrubbery that +bordered all the way to the house, and not even a gleam of +her light frock was visible. They trooped in, three or four +girl friends of Kate’s and a couple of young men.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia watched them pass up the box-bordered path from +her shadowy retreat, and thought how they would miss Kate, +and wondered if the young men who had been coming there +so constantly to see her had no pangs of heart that their +friend and leader was about to leave them. Then she smiled +at herself in the dark. She seemed to be doing the retrospect +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page28"></span><a name="pg28" id="pg28" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +for Kate, taking leave of all the old friends, home, and +life, in Kate’s place. It was not her life anyway, and why +should she bother herself and sigh and feel this sadness +creeping over her for some one else? Was it that she was +going to lose her sister? No, for Kate had never been much +of a companion to her. She had always put her down as a +little girl and made distinct and clear the difference in their +ages. Marcia had been the little maid to fetch and carry, the +errand girl, and unselfish, devoted slave in Kate’s life. There +had been nothing protective and elder-sisterly in her manner +toward Marcia. At times Marcia had felt this keenly, but +no expression of this lack had ever crossed her lips, and afterwards +her devotion to her sister had been the greater, to in a +measure compensate for this reproachful thought.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But Marcia could not shake the sadness off. She stole in +further among the trees to think about it till the callers should +go away. She felt no desire to meet any of them.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She began again to wonder how she would feel if day after +to-morrow were her wedding day, and she were going away +from home and friends and all the scenes with which she had +been familiar since babyhood. Would she mind very much +leaving them all? Father? Yes, father had been good to +her, and loved her and was proud of her in a way. But one +does not lose one’s father no matter how far one goes. A +father is a father always; and Mr. Schuyler was not a demonstrative +man. Marcia felt that her father would not miss her +deeply, and she was not sure she would miss him so very +much. She had read to him a great deal and talked politics +with him whenever he had no one better by, but aside from +that her life had been lived much apart from him. Her stepmother? +Yes, she would miss her as one misses a perfect +mentor and guide. She had been used to looking to her for +direction. She was thoroughly conscious that she had a will +of her own and would like a chance to exercise it, still, she +knew that in many cases without her stepmother she would +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page29"></span><a name="pg29" id="pg29" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +be like a rudderless ship, a guideless traveller. And she loved +her stepmother too, as a young girl can love a good woman +who has been her guide and helper, even though there never +has been great tenderness between them. Yes, she would miss +her stepmother, but she would not feel so very sad over it. +Harriet and the little brothers? Oh, yes, she would miss +them, they were dear little things and devoted to her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then there were the neighbors, and the schoolmates, and +the people of the village. She would miss the minister,—the +dear old minister and his wife. Many a time she had gone +with her arms full of flowers to the parsonage down the +street, and spent the afternoon with the minister’s wife. Her +smooth white hair under its muslin cap, and her soft wrinkled +cheek were very dear to the young girl. She had talked to +this friend more freely about her innermost thoughts than +she had ever spoken to any living being. Oh, she would miss +the minister’s wife very much if she were to go away.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The names of her schoolmates came to her. Harriet Woodgate, +Eliza Buchanan, Margaret Fletcher, three girls who +were her intimates. She would miss them, of course, but how +much? She could scarcely tell. Margaret Fletcher more +than the other two. Mary Ann Fothergill? She almost +laughed at the thought of anybody missing Mary Ann. John +Middleton? Hanford Weston? There was not a boy in the +school she would miss for an instant, she told herself with +conviction. Not one of them realized her ideal. There was +much pairing off of boy and girl in school, but Marcia, like +the heroine of <span class="tei tei-q">“Comin’ thro’ the Rye,â€</span> was good friends with +all the boys and intimate with none. They all counted it an +honor to wait upon her, and she cared not a farthing for any. +She felt herself too young, of course, to think of such things, +but when she dreamed her day dreams the lover and prince +who figured in them bore no familiar form or feature. He +was a prince and these were only schoolboys.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The merry chatter of the young people in the house floated +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page30"></span><a name="pg30" id="pg30" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +through the open windows, and Marcia could hear her sister’s +voice above them all. Chameleon-like she was all gaiety and +laughter now, since her gravity at supper.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They were coming out the front door and down the walk. +Kate was with them. Marcia could catch glimpses of the +girls’ white frocks as they came nearer. She saw that her +sister was walking with Captain Leavenworth. He was a +handsome young man who made a fine appearance in his +uniform. He and Kate had been intimate for two years, +and it might have been more than friendship had not Kate’s +father interfered between them. He did not think so well +of the handsome young captain as did either his daughter +Kate or the United States Navy who had given him his position. +Squire Schuyler required deep integrity and strength +of moral character in the man who aspired to be his son-in-law. +The captain did not number much of either among his +virtues.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There had been a short, sharp contest which had ended in +the departure of young Leavenworth from the town some +three years before, and the temporary plunging of Kate +Schuyler into a season of tears and pouting. But it had not +been long before her gay laughter was ringing again, and her +father thought she had forgotten. About that time David +Spafford had appeared and promptly fallen in love with the +beautiful girl, and the Schuyler mind was relieved. So it +came about that, upon the reappearance of the handsome +young captain wearing the insignia of his first honors, the +Squire received him graciously. He even felt that he might +be more lenient about his moral character, and told himself +that perhaps he was not so bad after all, he must have something +in him or the United States government would not have +seen fit to honor him. It was easier to think so, now Kate +was safe.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia watched her sister and the captain go laughing +down to the gate, and out into the street. She wondered that +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page31"></span><a name="pg31" id="pg31" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +Kate could care to go out to-night when it was to be almost +her last evening at home; wondered, too, that Kate would +walk with Captain Leavenworth when she belonged to David +now. She might have managed it to go with one of the girls. +But that was Kate’s way. Kate’s ways were not Marcia’s +ways.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia wondered if she would miss Kate, and was obliged +to acknowledge to herself that in many ways her sister’s +absence would be a relief to her. While she recognized the +power of her sister’s beauty and will over her, she felt +oppressed sometimes by the strain she was under to please, +and wearied of the constant, half-fretful, half playful fault-finding.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The gay footsteps and voices died away down the village +street, and Marcia ventured forth from her retreat. The +moon was just rising and came up a glorious burnished disk, +silhouetting her face as she stood a moment listening to the +stirring of a bird among the branches. It was her will +to-night to be alone and let her fancies wander where they +would. The beauty and the mystery of a wedding was upon +her, touching all her deeper feelings, and she wished to dream +it out and wonder over it. Again it came to her what if the +day after the morrow were her wedding day and she stood +alone thinking about it. She would not have gone off down +the street with a lot of giggling girls nor walked with another +young man. She would have stood here, or down by the +gate—and she moved on toward her favorite arch of lilac and +syringa—yes, down by the gate in the darkness looking out +and thinking how it would be when he should come. She felt +sure if it had been herself who expected David she would +have begun to watch for him a week before the time he had +set for coming, heralding it again and again to her heart in +joyous thrills of happiness, for who knew but he might come +sooner and surprise her? She would have rejoiced that to-night +she was alone, and would have excused herself from +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page32"></span><a name="pg32" id="pg32" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +everything else to come down there in the stillness and watch +for him, and think how it would be when he would really get +there. She would hear his step echoing down the street and +would recognize it as his. She would lean far over the gate +to listen and watch, and it would come nearer and nearer, +and her heart would beat faster and faster, and her breath +come quicker, until he was at last by her side, his beautiful +surprise for her in his eyes. But now, if David should really +try to surprise Kate by coming that way to-night he would +not find her waiting nor thinking of him at all, but off with +Captain Leavenworth.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">With a passing pity for David she went back to her own +dream. With one elbow on the gate and her cheek in her +hand she thought it all over. The delayed evening coach +rumbled up to the tavern not far away and halted. Real +footsteps came up the street, but Marcia did not notice them +only as they made more vivid her thoughts.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Her dream went on and the steps drew nearer until suddenly +they halted and some one appeared out of the shadow. +Her heart stood still, for form and face in the darkness seemed +unreal, and the dreams had been most vivid. Then with +tender masterfulness two strong arms were flung about her +and her face was drawn close to his across the vine-twined gate +until her lips touched his. One long clinging kiss of tenderness +he gave her and held her head close against his breast +for just a moment while he murmured: <span class="tei tei-q">“My darling! My +precious, precious Kate, I have you at last!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The spell was broken! Marcia’s dream was shattered. +Her mind awoke. With a scream she sprang from him, horror +and a wild but holy joy mingling with her perplexity. She +put her hand upon her heart, marvelling over the sweetness +that lingered upon her lips, trying to recover her senses as +she faced the eager lover who opened the little gate and came +quickly toward her, as yet unaware that it was not Kate to +whom he had been talking.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS03" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page33"></span><a name="pg33" id="pg33" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc6" id="toc6"></a> +<a name="pdf7" id="pdf7"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER III</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia stood quivering, trembling. She comprehended all +in an instant. David Spafford had come a day earlier than +he had been expected, to surprise Kate, and Kate was off +having a good time with some one else. He had mistaken +her for Kate. Her long dress and her put-up hair had +deceived him in the moonlight. She tried to summon some +womanly courage, and in her earnestness to make things right +she forgot her natural timidity.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“It is not Kate,â€</span> she said gently; <span class="tei tei-q">“it is only Marcia. +Kate did not know you were coming to-night. She did not +expect you till to-morrow. She had to go out,—that is—she +has gone with—â€</span> the truthful, youthful, troubled sister +paused. To her mind it was a calamity that Kate was not +present to meet her lover. She should at least have been in +the house ready for a surprise like this. Would David not +feel the omission keenly? She must keep it from him if she +could about Captain Leavenworth. There was no reason why +he should feel badly about it, of course, and yet it might +annoy him. But he stepped back laughing at his mistake.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Why! Marcia, is it you, child? How you have grown! +I never should have known you!â€</span> said the young man +pleasantly. He had always a grave tenderness for this little +sister of his love. <span class="tei tei-q">“Of course your sister did not know I +was coming,â€</span> he went on, <span class="tei tei-q">“and doubtless she has many +things to attend to. I did not expect her to be out here +watching for me, though for a moment I did think she was +at the gate. You say she is gone out? Then we will go up +to the house and I will be there to surprise her when she +comes.â€</span></p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page34"></span><a name="pg34" id="pg34" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia turned with relief. He had not asked where Kate +was gone, nor with whom.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The Squire and Madam Schuyler greeted the arrival with +elaborate welcome. The Squire like Marcia seemed much +annoyed that Kate had gone out. He kept fuming back and +forth from the window to the door and asking: <span class="tei tei-q">“What did +she go out for to-night? She ought to have stayed at home!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But Madam Schuyler wore ample satisfaction upon her +smooth brow. The bridegroom had arrived. There could be +no further hitch in the ceremonies. He had arrived a day +before the time, it is true; but he had not found <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">her</span></span> unprepared. +So far as she was concerned, with a few extra touches +the wedding might proceed at once. She was always ready +for everything in time. No one could find a screw loose in +the machinery of her household.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She bustled about, giving orders and laying a bountiful +supper before the young man, while the Squire sat and talked +with him, and Marcia hovered watchfully, waiting upon the +table, noticing with admiring eyes the beautiful wave of his +abundant hair, tossed back from his forehead. She took a +kind of pride of possession in his handsome face,—the far-removed +possession of a sister-in-law. There was his sunny +smile, that seemed as though it could bring joy out of the +gloom of a bleak December day, and there were the two +dimples—not real dimples, of course, men never had dimples—but +hints, suggestions of dimples, that caught themselves +when he smiled, here and there like hidden mischief well kept +under control, but still merrily ready to come to the surface. +His hands were white and firm, the fingers long and shapely, +the hands of a brain worker. The vision of Hanford Weston’s +hands, red and bony, came up to her in contrast. She +had not known that she looked at them that day when he had +stood awkwardly asking if he might walk with her. Poor +Hanford! He would ill compare with this cultured scholarly +man who was his senior by ten years, though it is possible that +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page35"></span><a name="pg35" id="pg35" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +with the ten years added he would have been quite worthy +of the admiration of any of the village girls.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The fruit cake and raspberry preserves and doughnuts and +all the various viands that Madam Schuyler had ordered set +out for the delectation of her guest had been partaken of, and +David and the Squire sat talking of the news of the day, +touching on politics, with a bit of laughter from the Squire +at the man who thought he had invented a machine to draw +carriages by steam in place of horses.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“There’s a good deal in it, I believe,â€</span> said the younger +man. <span class="tei tei-q">“His theory is all right if he can get some one to help +him carry it out.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Well, maybe, maybe,â€</span> said the Squire shaking his head +dubiously, <span class="tei tei-q">“but it seems to me a very fanciful scheme. Horses +are good enough for me. I shouldn’t like to trust myself +to an unknown quantity like steam, but time will tell.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Yes, and the world is progressing. Something of the sort +is sure to come. It has come in England. It would make +a vast change in our country, binding city to city and practically +eradicating space.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Visionary schemes, David, visionary schemes, that’s what +I call them. You and I’ll never see them in our day, I’m +sure of that. Remember this is a new country and must go +slow.â€</span> The Squire was half laughing, half in earnest.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Amid the talk Marcia had quietly slipped out. It had +occurred to her that perhaps the captain might return with +her sister.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She must watch for Kate and warn her. Like a shadow in +the moonlight she stepped softly down the gravel path once +more and waited at the gate. Did not that sacred kiss placed +upon her lips all by mistake bind her to this solemn duty? +Had it not been given to her to see as in a revelation, by +that kiss, the love of one man for one woman, deep and tender +and true?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">In the fragrant darkness her soul stood still and wondered +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page36"></span><a name="pg36" id="pg36" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +over Love, the marvellous. With an insight such as few have +who have not tasted years of wedded joy, Marcia comprehended +the possibility and joy of sacrifice that made even +sad things bright because of Love. She saw like a flash how +Kate could give up her gay life, her home, her friends, everything +that life had heretofore held dear for her, that she +might be by the side of the man who loved her so. But with +this knowledge of David’s love for Kate came a troubled +doubt. Did Kate love David that way? If Kate had been +the one who received that kiss would she have returned it +with the same tenderness and warmth with which it was +given? Marcia dared not try to answer this. It was Kate’s +question, not hers, and she must never let it enter her mind +again. Of course she must love him that way or she would +never marry him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The night crept slowly for the anxious little watcher at the +gate. Had she been sure where to look for her sister, and +not afraid of the tongues of a few interested neighbors who +had watched everything at the house for days that no item +about the wedding should escape them, she would have started +on a search at once. She knew if she just ran into old Miss +Pemberton’s, whose house stood out upon the street with two +straight-backed little, high, white seats each side of the stoop, +a most delightful post of observation, she could discover at +once in which direction Kate had gone, and perhaps a good +deal more of hints and suggestions besides. But Marcia had +no mind to make gossip. She must wait as patiently as she +could for Kate. Moreover Kate might be walking even now +in some secluded, rose-lined lane arm in arm with the captain, +saying a pleasant farewell. It was Kate’s way and no one +might gainsay her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s dreams came back once more, the thoughts that +had been hers as she stood there an hour before. She thought +how the kiss had fitted into the dream. Then all at once +conscience told her it was Kate’s lover, not her own, whose +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page37"></span><a name="pg37" id="pg37" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +arms had encircled her. And now there was a strange unwillingness +to go back to the dreams at all, a lingering longing +for the joys into whose glory she had been for a moment +permitted to look. She drew back from all thoughts and +tried to close the door upon them. They seemed too sacred +to enter. Her maidenhood was but just begun and she had +much yet to learn of life. She was glad, glad for Kate that +such wonderfulness was coming to her. Kate would be +sweeter, softer in her ways now. She could not help it with +a love like that enfolding her life.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">At last there were footsteps! Hark! Two people—only +two! Just what Marcia had expected. The other girls and +boys had dropped into other streets or gone home. Kate and +her former lover were coming home alone. And, furthermore, +Kate would not be glad to see her sister at the gate. This +last thought came with sudden conviction, but Marcia did not +falter.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Kate, David has come!â€</span> Marcia said it in low, almost +accusing tones, at least so it sounded to Kate, before the two +had hardly reached the gate. They had been loitering along +talking in low tones, and the young captain’s head was bent +over his companion in an earnest, pleading attitude. Marcia +could not bear to look, and did not wish to see more, so she +had spoken.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate, startled, sprang away from her companion, a white +angry look in her face.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“How you scared me, Marsh!â€</span> she exclaimed pettishly. +<span class="tei tei-q">“What if he has come? That’s nothing. I guess he can wait +a few minutes. He had no business to come to-night anyway. +He knew we wouldn’t be ready for him till to-morrow.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate was recovering her self-possession in proportion as +she realized the situation. That she was vexed over her +bridegroom’s arrival neither of the two witnesses could doubt. +It stung her sister with a deep pity for David. He was not +getting as much in Kate as he was giving. But there was +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page38"></span><a name="pg38" id="pg38" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +no time for such thoughts, besides Marcia was trembling +from head to foot, partly with her own daring, partly with +wrath at her sister’s words.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“For shame, Kate!â€</span> she cried. <span class="tei tei-q">“How can you talk so, +even in fun! David came to surprise you, and I think he +had a right to expect to find you here so near to the time of +your marriage.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was a flash in the young eyes as she said it, and a +delicate lifting of her chin with the conviction of the truth +she was speaking, that gave her a new dignity even in the +moonlight. Captain Leavenworth looked at her in lazy +admiration and said:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Why, Marsh, you’re developing into quite a spitfire. What +have you got on to-night that makes you look so tall and +handsome? Why didn’t you stay in and talk to your fine +gentleman? I’m sure he would have been just as well satisfied +with you as your sister.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia gave one withering glance at the young man and +then turned her back full upon him. He was not worth +noticing. Besides he was to be pitied, for he evidently cared +still for Kate.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But Kate was fairly white with anger. Perhaps her own +accusing conscience helped it on. Her voice was imperious +and cold. She drew herself up haughtily and pointed toward +the house.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Marcia Schuyler,â€</span> she said coldly, facing her sister, <span class="tei tei-q">“go +into the house and attend to your own affairs. You’ll find +that you’ll get into serious trouble if you attempt to meddle +with mine. You’re nothing but a child yet and ought to be +punished for your impudence. Go! I tell you!â€</span> she stamped +her foot, <span class="tei tei-q">“I will come in when I get ready.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia went. Not proudly as she might have gone the +moment before, but covered <span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E3" id="E3" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e3" class="tei tei-ref">with</a></span> confusion and shame, her +head drooping like some crushed lily on a bleeding stalk. +Through her soul rushed indignation, mighty and forceful; +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page39"></span><a name="pg39" id="pg39" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +indignation and shame, for her sister, for David, for herself. +She did not stop to analyze her various feelings, nor did she +stop to speak further with those in the house. She fled to +her own room, and burying her face in the pillow she wept +until she fell asleep.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The moon-shadows grew longer about the arbored gateway +where the two she had left stood talking in low tones, looking +furtively now and then toward the house, and withdrawing +into the covert of the bushes by the walk. But Kate dared +not linger long. She could see her father’s profile by the +candle light in the dining room. She did not wish to receive +further rebuke, and so in a very few minutes the two parted +and Kate ran up the box-edged path, beginning to hum a +sweet old love song in a gay light voice, as she tripped by +the dining-room windows, and thus announced her arrival. +She guessed that Marcia would have gone straight to her +room and told nothing. Kate intended to be fully surprised. +She paused in the hall to hang up the light shawl she had +worn, calling good-night to her stepmother and saying she +was very tired and was going straight to bed to be ready for +to-morrow. Then she ran lightly across the hall to the stairs.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She knew they would call her back, and that they would +all come into the hall with David to see the effect of his surprise +upon her. She had planned to a nicety just which stair +she could reach before they got there, and where she would +pause and turn and poise, and what pose she would take with +her round white arm stretched to the handrail, the sleeve +turned carelessly back. She had ready her countenances, a +sleepy indifference, then a pleased surprise, and a climax of +delight. She carried it all out, this little bit of impromptu +acting, as well as though she had rehearsed it for a month.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They called her, and she turned <span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E4" id="E4" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e4" class="tei tei-ref">deliberately</a></span>, one dainty, +slippered foot, with its crossed black ribbons about the slender +ankle, just leaving the stair below, and showing the arch of +the aristocratic instep. Her gown was blue and she held it +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page40"></span><a name="pg40" id="pg40" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +back just enough for the stiff white frill of her petticoat to +peep below. Well she read the admiration in the eyes below +her. Admiration was Kate’s life: she thrived upon it. She +could not do without it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David stood still, his love in his eyes, looking upon the +vision of his bride, and his heart swelled within him that so +great a treasure should be his. Then straightway they all +forgot to question where she had been or to rebuke her that +she had been at all. She had known they would. She ever +possessed the power to make others forget her wrong doings +when it was worth her while to try.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The next morning things were astir even earlier than usual. +There was the sound of the beating of eggs, the stirring of +cakes, the clatter of pots and pans from the wide, stone-flagged +kitchen.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia, fresh as a flower from its morning dew in spite +of her cry the night before, had arisen to new opportunities +for service. She was glad with the joyous forgetfulness of +youth when she looked at David’s happy face, and she thought +no more of Kate’s treatment of herself.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David followed Kate with a true lover’s eyes and was never +for more than a few moments out of her sight, though it +seemed to Marcia that Kate did not try very hard to stay with +him. When afternoon came she dismissed him for what she +called her <span class="tei tei-q">“beauty nap.â€</span> Marcia was passing through the +hall at the time and she caught the tender look upon his face +as he touched her brow with reverent fingers and told her she +had no need for that. Her eyes met Kate’s as they were going +up the stairs, and in spite of what Kate had said the night +before Marcia could not refrain from saying: <span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, Kate! +how could you when he loves you so? You know you never +take a nap in the daytime!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You silly girl!â€</span> said Kate pleasantly enough, <span class="tei tei-q">“don’t you +know the less a man sees of one the more he thinks of her?â€</span> +With this remark she closed and fastened her door after her.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page41"></span><a name="pg41" id="pg41" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia pondered these words of wisdom for some time, +wondering whether Kate had really done it for that reason, +or whether she did not care for the company of her lover. +And why should it be so that a man loved you less because +he saw you more? In her straightforward code the more you +loved persons the more you desired to be in their company.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate had issued from her <span class="tei tei-q">“beauty napâ€</span> with a feverish +restlessness in her eyes, an averted face, and ink upon one +finger. At supper she scarcely spoke, and when she did she +laughed excitedly over little things. Her lover watched her +with eyes of pride and ever increasing wonder over her beauty, +and Marcia, seeing the light in his face, watched for its +answer in her sister’s, and finding it not was troubled.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She watched them from her bedroom window as they +walked down the path where she had gone the evening before, +decorously side by side, Kate holding her light muslin frock +back from the dew on the hedges. She wondered if it was +because Kate had more respect for David than for Captain +Leavenworth that she never seemed to treat him with as +much familiarity. She did not take possession of him in +the same sweet imperious way.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia had not lighted her candle. The moon gave light +enough and she was very weary, so she undressed in the dim +chamber and pondered upon the ways of the great world. +Out there in the moonlight were those two who to-morrow +would be one, and here was she, alone. The world seemed +all circling about that white chamber of hers, and echoing +with her own consciousness of self, and a loneliness she had +never felt before. She wondered what it might be. Was it +all sadness at parting with Kate, or was it the sadness over +inevitable partings of all human relationships, and the all-aloneness +of every living spirit?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She stood for a moment, white-robed, beside her window, +looking up into the full round moon, and wondering if God +knew the ache of loneliness in His little human creatures’ +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page42"></span><a name="pg42" id="pg42" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +souls that He had made, and whether He had ready something +wherewith to satisfy. Then her meek soul bowed before +the faith that was in her and she knelt for her shy but +reverent evening prayer.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She heard the two lovers come in early and go upstairs, and +she heard her father fastening up the doors and windows +for the night. Then stillness gradually settled down and she +fell asleep. Later, in her dreams, there echoed the sound of +hastening hoofs far down the deserted street and over the old +covered bridge, but she took no note of any sound, and the +weary household slept on.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS04" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page43"></span><a name="pg43" id="pg43" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc8" id="toc8"></a> +<a name="pdf9" id="pdf9"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER IV</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The wedding was set for ten o’clock in the morning, after +which there was to be a wedding breakfast and the married +couple were to start immediately for their new home.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David had driven the day before with his own horse and +chaise to a town some twenty miles away, and there left his +horse at a tavern to rest for the return trip, for Kate would +have it that they must leave the house in high style. So the +finest equipage the town afforded had been secured to bear +them on the first stage of their journey, with a portly negro +driver and everything according to the custom of the greatest +of the land. Nothing that Kate desired about the arrangements +had been left undone.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The household was fully astir by half past four, for the +family breakfast was to be at six promptly, that all might be +cleared away and in readiness for the early arrival of the +various aunts and uncles and cousins and friends who would +<span class="tei tei-q">“drive overâ€</span> from the country round about. It would have +been something Madam Schuyler would never have been able +to get over if aught had been awry when a single uncle or +aunt appeared upon the scene, or if there seemed to be the +least evidence of fluster and nervousness.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The rosy sunlight in the east was mixing the morning with +fresher air, and new odors for the new day that was dawning, +when Marcia awoke. The sharp click of spoons and dishes, +the voices of the maids, the sizzle, sputter, odor of frying +ham and eggs, mingled with the early chorus of the birds, +and calling to life of all living creatures, like an intrusion +upon nature. It seemed not right to steal the morning’s +<span class="tei tei-q">“quiet hourâ€</span> thus rudely. The thought flitted through the +girl’s mind, and in an instant more the whole panorama of +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page44"></span><a name="pg44" id="pg44" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +the day’s excitement was before her, and she sprang from her +bed. As if it had been her own wedding day instead of her +sister’s, she performed her dainty toilet, for though there was +need for haste, she knew she would have no further time +beyond a moment to slip on her best gown and smooth her +hair.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia hurried downstairs just as the bell rang for breakfast, +and David, coming down smiling behind her, patted her +cheek and greeted her with, <span class="tei tei-q">“Well, little sister, you look as +rested as if you had not done a thing all day yesterday.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She smiled shyly back at him, and her heart filled with +pleasure over his new name for her. It sounded pleasantly +from his happy lips. She was conscious of a gladness +that he was to be so nearly related to her. She fancied +how it would seem to say to Mary Ann: <span class="tei tei-q">“My brother-in-law +says so and so.â€</span> It would be grand to call such a +man <span class="tei tei-q">“brother.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They were all seated at the table but Kate, and Squire +Schuyler waited with pleasantly frowning brows to ask the +blessing on the morning food. Kate was often late. She +was the only member of the family who dared to be late to +breakfast, and being the bride and the centre of the occasion +more leniency was granted her this morning than ever before. +Madam Schuyler waited until every one at the table was +served to ham and eggs, coffee and bread-and-butter, and +steaming griddle cakes, before she said, looking anxiously at +the tall clock: <span class="tei tei-q">“Marcia, perhaps you better go up and see if +your sister needs any help. She ought to be down by now. +Uncle Joab and Aunt Polly will be sure to be here by eight. +She must have overslept, but we made so much noise she is +surely awake by this time.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia left her half-eaten breakfast and went slowly upstairs. +She knew her sister would not welcome her, for she +had often been sent on like errands before, and the brunt of +Kate’s anger had fallen upon the hapless messenger, wearing +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page45"></span><a name="pg45" id="pg45" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +itself out there so that she might descend all smiles to greet +father and mother and smooth off the situation in a most +harmonious manner.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia paused before the door to listen. Perhaps Kate was +nearly ready and her distasteful errand need not be performed. +But though she held her breath to listen, no sound +came from the closed door. Very softly she tried to lift the +latch and peep in. Kate must still be asleep. It was not the +first time Marcia had found that to be the case when sent +to bring her sister.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But the latch would not lift. The catch was firmly down +from the inside. Marcia applied her eye to the keyhole, but +could get no vision save a dim outline of the window on the +other side of the room. She tapped gently once or twice and +waited again, then called softly: <span class="tei tei-q">“Kate, Kate! Wake up. +Breakfast is ready and everybody is eating. Aunt Polly and +Uncle Joab will soon be here.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She repeated her tapping and calling, growing louder as she +received no answer. Kate would often keep still to tease her +thus. Surely though she would not do so upon her wedding +morning!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She called and called and shook the door, not daring, however, +to make much of an uproar lest David should hear. +She could not bear he should know the shortcomings of his +bride.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But at last she grew alarmed. Perhaps Kate was ill. At +any rate, whatever it was, it was time she was up. She worked +for some minutes trying to loosen the catch that held the +latch, but all to no purpose. She was forced to go down +stairs and whisper to her stepmother the state of the case.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Madam Schuyler, excusing herself from the table, went upstairs, +purposeful decision in every line of her substantial +body, determination in every sound of her footfall. Bride +though she be, Kate would have meted out to her just dues +this time. Company and a lover and the nearness of the +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page46"></span><a name="pg46" id="pg46" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +wedding hour were things not to be trifled with even by a +charming Kate.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But Madam Schuyler returned in a short space of time, +puffing and panting, somewhat short of breath, and color in +her face. She looked troubled, and she interrupted the Squire +without waiting for him to finish his sentence to David.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I cannot understand what is the matter with Kate,â€</span> she +said, looking at her husband. <span class="tei tei-q">“She does not seem to be awake, +and I cannot get her door open. She sleeps soundly, and I +suppose the unusual excitement has made her very tired. But +I should think she ought to hear my voice. Perhaps you +better see if you can open the door.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was studied calm in her voice, but her face belied +her words. She was anxious lest Kate was playing one of her +pranks. She knew Kate’s careless, fun-loving ways. It was +more to her that all things should move decently and in order +than that Kate should even be perfectly well. But Marcia’s +white face behind her stepmother’s ample shoulder showed a +dread of something worse than a mere indisposition. David +Spafford took alarm at once. He put down the silver syrup +jug from which he had been pouring golden maple syrup on +his cakes, and pushed his chair back with a click.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Perhaps she has fainted!â€</span> he said, and Marcia saw how +deeply he was concerned. Father and lover both started up +stairs, the father angry, the lover alarmed. The Squire +grumbled all the way up that Kate should sleep so late, but +David said nothing. He waited anxiously behind while the +Squire worked with the door. Madam Schuyler and Marcia +had followed them, and halting curiously just behind came +the two maids. They all loved Miss Kate and were deeply +interested in the day’s doings. They did not want anything +to interfere with the well-planned pageant.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The Squire fumbled nervously with the latch, all the time +calling upon his daughter to open the door; then wrathfully +placed his solid shoulder and knee in just the right place, +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page47"></span><a name="pg47" id="pg47" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +and with a groan and wrench the latch gave way, and the +solid oak door swung open, precipitating the anxious group +somewhat suddenly into the room.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Almost immediately they all became aware that there was +no one there. David had stood with averted eyes at first, but +that second sense which makes us aware without sight when +others are near or absent, brought with it an unnamed anxiety. +He looked wildly about.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The bed had not been slept in; that they all saw at once. +The room was in confusion, but perhaps not more than might +have been expected when the occupant was about to leave +on the morrow. There were pieces of paper and string upon +the floor and one or two garments lying about as if carelessly +cast off in a hurry. David recognized the purple muslin +frock Kate had worn the night before, and put out his +hand to touch it as it lay across the foot of the bed, vainly +reaching after her who was not there.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They stood in silence, father, mother, sister, and lover, +and took in every detail of the deserted room, then looked +blankly into one another’s white faces, and in the eyes of each +a terrible question began to dawn. Where was she?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Madam Schuyler recovered her senses first. With her sharp +practical system she endeavored to find out the exact situation.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Who saw her last?â€</span> she asked sharply looking from one +to the other. <span class="tei tei-q">“Who saw her last? Has she been down +stairs this morning?â€</span> she looked straight at Marcia this time, +but the girl shook her head.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I went to bed last night before they came in,â€</span> she said, +looking questioningly at David, but a sudden remembrance +and fear seized her heart. She turned away to the window +to face it where they could not look at her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“We came in early,â€</span> said David, trying to keep the anxiety +out of his voice, as he remembered his well-beloved’s good-night. +Surely, surely, nothing very dreadful could have happened +just over night, and in her father’s own house. He +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page48"></span><a name="pg48" id="pg48" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +looked about again to see the natural, every-day, little things +that would help him drive away the thoughts of possible +tragedy.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Kate was tired. She said she was going to get up very +early this morning and wash her face in the dew on the +grass.â€</span> He braved a smile and looked about on the troubled +group. <span class="tei tei-q">“She must be out somewhere upon the place,â€</span> he +continued, gathering courage with the thought; <span class="tei tei-q">“she told me +it was an old superstition. She has maybe wandered further +than she intended, and perhaps got into some trouble. I’d +better go and search for her. Is there any place near here +where she would be likely to be?â€</span> He turned to Marcia for +help.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“But Kate would never delay so long I’m sure,â€</span> said the +stepmother severely. <span class="tei tei-q">“She’s not such a fool as to go traipsing +through the wet grass before daylight for any nonsense. If +it were Marcia now, you might expect anything, but Kate +would be satisfied with the dew on the grass by the kitchen +pump. I know Kate.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s face crimsoned at her stepmother’s words, but she +turned her troubled eyes to David and tried to answer him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“There are plenty of places, but Kate has never cared to +go to them. I could go out and look everywhere.â€</span> She +started to go down, but as she passed the wide mahogany +bureau she saw a bit of folded paper lying under the corner +of the pincushion. With a smothered exclamation she went +over and picked it up. It was addressed to David in Kate’s +handwriting, fine and even like copperplate. Without a word +Marcia handed it to him, and then stood back where the +wide draperies of the window would shadow her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Madam Schuyler, with sudden keen prescience, took alarm. +Noticing the two maids standing wide-mouthed in the hallway, +she summoned her most commandatory tone, stepped +into the hall, half closing the door behind her, and cowed the +two handmaidens under her glance.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page49"></span><a name="pg49" id="pg49" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“It is all right!â€</span> she said calmly. <span class="tei tei-q">“Miss Kate has left +a note, and will soon return. Go down and keep her breakfast +warm, and not a word to a soul! Dolly, Debby, do you +understand? Not a word of this! Now hurry and do all +that I told you before breakfast.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They went with downcast eyes and disappointed droops to +their mouths, but she knew that not a word would pass their +lips. They knew that if they disobeyed that command they +need never hope for favor more from madam. Madam’s word +was law. She would be obeyed. Therefore with remarkable +discretion they masked their wondering looks and did as +they were bidden. So while the family stood in solemn +conclave in Kate’s room the preparations for the wedding +moved steadily forward below stairs, and only two solemn +maids, of all the helpers that morning, knew that a tragedy +was hovering in the air and might burst about them.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David had grasped for the letter eagerly, and fumbled it +open with trembling hand, but as he read, the smile of expectation +froze upon his lips and his face grew ashen. He +tottered and grasped for the mantel shelf to steady himself +as he read further, but he did not seem to take in the meaning +of what he read. The others waited breathless, a reasonable +length of time, Madam Schuyler impatiently patient. She +felt that long delay would be perilous to her arrangements. +She ought to know the whole truth at once and be put in +command of the situation. Marcia with sorrowful face and +drooping eyelashes stood quiet behind the curtain, while over +and over the echo of a horse’s hoofs in a silent street and +over a bridge sounded in her brain. She did not need to be +told, she knew intuitively what had happened, and she dared +not look at David.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Well, what has she done with herself?â€</span> said the Squire +impatiently. He had not finished his plate of cakes, and +now that there was word he wanted to know it at once and +go back to his breakfast. The sight of his daughter’s handwriting +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page50"></span><a name="pg50" id="pg50" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +relieved and reassured him. Some crazy thing she +had done of course, but then Kate had always done queer +things, and probably would to the end of time. She was a +hussy to frighten them so, and he meant to tell her so when +she returned, if it was her wedding day. But then, Kate +would be Kate, and his breakfast was getting cold. He had +the horses to look after and orders to give to the hands +before the early guests arrived.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But David did not answer, and the sight of him was alarming. +He stood as one stricken dumb all in a moment. He +raised his eyes to the Squire’s—pleading, pitiful. His face +had grown strained and haggard.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Speak out, man, doesn’t the letter tell?â€</span> said the Squire +imperiously. <span class="tei tei-q">“Where is the girl?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And this time David managed to say brokenly: <span class="tei tei-q">“She’s +gone!â€</span> and then his head dropped forward on his cold hand +that rested on the mantel. Great beads of perspiration stood +out upon his white forehead, and the letter fluttered gayly, +coquettishly to the floor, a reminder of the uncertain ways +of its writer.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The Squire reached for it impatiently, and wiping his +spectacles laboriously put them on and drew near to the +window to read, his heavy brows lowering in a frown. But +his wife did not need to read the letter, for she, like Marcia, +had divined its purport, and already her able faculties were +marshalled to face the predicament.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The Squire with deepening frown was studying his elder +daughter’s letter, scarce able to believe the evidence of his +senses that a girl of his could be so heartless.</p> + +<div class="block tei tei-quote" style="margin-bottom: 1.80em; margin-left: 3.60em; margin-top: 1.80em; margin-right: 3.60em"> + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-size: 90%; font-variant: small-caps">Dear David</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%">,</span><span style="font-size: 90%">â€</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%"> + the letter ran,—written as though in a hurry, done at the last + moment,—which indeed it was:—</span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">I want you to forgive me for what I am + doing. I know you will feel bad about it, but really I never was the right + one for you. I’m sure you thought me all too good, and I never could + have stayed in a strait-jacket, it would have + </span><span class="tei tei-pb" id="page51"></span><a name="pg51" id="pg51" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><span style="font-size: 90%"> + killed me. I shall always consider you the best man in the world, and I + like you better than anyone else except Captain Leavenworth. I can’t + help it, you know, that I care more for him than anyone else, though + I’ve tried. So I am going away to-night and when you read this we + shall have been married. You are so very good that I know you will forgive + me, and be glad I am happy. Don’t think hardly of me for I always did + care a great deal for you.</span></span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: right; margin-bottom: 0.90em; margin-right: 4.50em"><span class="tei tei-q" style="text-align: right"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">Your + loving</span></span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: right; margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q" style="text-align: right"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: right"><span style="font-size: 90%; font-variant: small-caps">Kate.</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%">â€</span></span></p> +</div> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was characteristic of Kate that she demanded the love +and loyalty of her betrayed lover to the bitter end, false and +heartless though she had been. The coquette in her played +with him even now in the midst of the bitter pain she must +have known she was inflicting. No word of contrition spoke +she, but took her deed as one of her prerogatives, just as she +had always taken everything she chose. She did not even +spare him the loving salutation that had been her custom in +her letters to him, but wrote herself down as she would have +done the day before when all was fair and dear between them. +She did not hint at any better day for David, or give him +permission to forget her, but held him for all time as her +own, as she had known she would by those words of hers, +<span class="tei tei-q">“I like you better than anyone else except!—â€</span> Ah! That +fatal <span class="tei tei-q">“except!â€</span> Could any knife cut deeper and more ways? +They sank into the young man’s heart as he stood there those +first few minutes and faced his trouble, his head bowed upon +the mantel-piece.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Meantime Madam Schuyler’s keen vision had spied another +folded paper beside the pincushion. Smaller it was than the +other, and evidently intended to be placed further out of +sight. It was addressed to Kate’s father, and her stepmother +opened it and read with hard pressure of her thin lips, slanted +down at the corners, and a steely look in her eyes. Was it +possible that the girl, even in the midst of her treachery, had +enjoyed with a sort of malicious glee the thought of her stepmother +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page52"></span><a name="pg52" id="pg52" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +reading that note and facing the horror of a wedding +party with no bride? Knowing her stepmother’s vast resources +did she not think that at last she had brought her to a +situation to which she was unequal? There had always been +this unseen, unspoken struggle for supremacy between them; +though it had been a friendly one, a sort of testing on the +girl’s part of the powers and expedients of the woman, with +a kind of vast admiration, mingled with amusement, but no +fear for the stepmother who had been uniformly kind and +loving toward her, and for whom she cared, perhaps as much +as she could have cared for her own mother. The other note +read:</p> + +<div class="block tei tei-quote" style="margin-bottom: 1.80em; margin-left: 3.60em; margin-top: 1.80em; margin-right: 3.60em"> + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-size: 90%; font-variant: small-caps">Dear + Father</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%">:—I am going away to-night to marry Captain Leavenworth. + You wouldn’t let me have him in the right way, so I had to take this. + I tried very hard to forget him and get interested in David, but it was no + use. You couldn’t stop it. So now I hope you will see it the way we + do and forgive us. We are going to Washington and you can write us there + and say you forgive us, and then we will come home. I know you will forgive + us, Daddy dear. You know you always loved your little Kate and you + couldn’t really want me to be unhappy. Please send my trunks to + Washington. I’ve tacked the card with the address on the ends.</span></span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: right; margin-bottom: 0.90em; margin-right: 4.50em"><span class="tei tei-q" style="text-align: right"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">Your + loving little girl,</span></span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: right; margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q" style="text-align: right"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: right"><span style="font-size: 90%; font-variant: small-caps">Kate.</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%">â€</span></span></p> +</div> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was a terrible stillness in the room, broken only by +the crackling of paper as the notes were turned in the hands +of their readers. Marcia felt as if centuries were passing. +David’s soul was pierced by one awful thought. He had no +room for others. She was gone! Life was a blank for him! +stretching out into interminable years. Of her treachery and +false-heartedness in doing what she had done in the way she +had done it, he had no time to take account. That would +come later. Now he was trying to understand this one awful +fact.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page53"></span><a name="pg53" id="pg53" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Madam Schuyler handed the second note to her husband, +and with set lips quickly skimmed through the other one. +As she read, indignation rose within her, and a great desire +to outwit everybody. If it had been possible to bring the +erring girl back and make her face her disgraced wedding +alone, Madam Schuyler would have been glad to do it. She +knew that upon her would likely rest all the re-arrangements, +and her ready brain was already taking account of her servants +and the number of messages that would have to be sent +out to stop the guests from arriving. She waited impatiently +for her husband to finish reading that she might consult +with him as to the best message to send, but she was scarcely +prepared for the burst of anger that came with the finish of +the letters. The old man crushed his daughter’s note in his +hand and flung it from him. He had great respect and love +for David, and the sight of him broken in grief, the deed of +his daughter, roused in him a mighty indignation. His voice +shook, but there was a deep note of command in it that made +Madam Schuyler step aside and wait. The Squire had arisen +to the situation, and she recognized her lord and master.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“She must be brought back at once at all costs!â€</span> he +exclaimed. <span class="tei tei-q">“That rascal shall not outwit us. Fool that I +was to trust him in the house! Tell the men to saddle the +horses. They cannot have gone far yet, and there are not so +many roads to Washington. We may yet overtake them, and +married or unmarried the hussy shall be here for her wedding!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But David raised his head from the mantel-shelf and +steadied his voice:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“No, no, you must not do that—father—â€</span> the appellative +came from his lips almost tenderly, as if he had long considered +the use of it with pleasure, and now he spoke it as a +tender bond meant to comfort.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The older man started and his face softened. A flash of +understanding and love passed between the two men.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page54"></span><a name="pg54" id="pg54" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Remember, she has said she loves some one else. She could +never be mine now.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was terrible sadness in the words as David spoke +them, and his voice broke. Madam Schuyler turned away +and took out her handkerchief, an article of apparel for which +she seldom had use except as it belonged to every well ordered +toilet.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The father stood looking hopelessly at David and taking in +the thought. Then he too bowed his head and groaned.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“And my daughter, <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">my little Kate</span></span> has done it!â€</span> Marcia +covered her face with the curtains and her tears fell fast.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David went and stood beside the Squire and touched his +arm.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Don’t!â€</span> he said pleadingly. <span class="tei tei-q">“You could not help it. It +was not your fault. Do not take it so to heart!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“But it is my disgrace. I have brought up a child who +could do it. I cannot escape from that. It is the most dishonorable +thing a woman can do. And look how she has done +it, brought shame upon us all! Here we have a wedding on +our hands, and little or no time to do anything! I have +lived in honor all my life, and now to be disgraced by my +own daughter!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia shuddered at her father’s agony. She could not +bear it longer. With a soft cry she went to him, and nestled +her head against his breast unnoticed.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Father, father, don’t!â€</span> she cried.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But her father went on without seeming to see her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“To be disgraced and deserted and dishonored by my own +child! Something must be done. Send the servants! Let +the wedding be stopped!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He looked at Madam and she started toward the door to +carry out his bidding, but he recalled her immediately.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“No, stay!â€</span> he cried. <span class="tei tei-q">“It is too late to stop them all. +Let them come. Let them be told! Let the disgrace rest +upon the one to whom it belongs!â€</span></p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page55"></span><a name="pg55" id="pg55" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Madam stopped in consternation! A wedding without a +bride! Yet she knew it was a serious thing to try to dispute +with her husband in that mood. She paused to consider.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, father!â€</span> exclaimed Marcia, <span class="tei tei-q">“we couldn’t! Think +of David.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Her words seemed to touch the right chord, for he turned +toward the young man, intense, tender pity in his face.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Yes, David! We are forgetting David! We must do all +we can to make it easier for you. You will be wanting to get +away from us as quickly as possible. How can we manage it +for you? And where will you go? You will not want to go +home just yet?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He paused, a new agony of the knowledge of David’s part +coming to him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“No, I cannot go home,â€</span> said David hopelessly, a look of +keen pain darting across his face, <span class="tei tei-q">“for the house will be all +ready for her, and the table set. The friends will be coming +in, and we are invited to dinner and tea everywhere. They +will all be coming to the house, my friends, to welcome us. +No, I cannot go home.â€</span> Then he passed his hand over his +forehead blindly, and added, in a stupefied tone, <span class="tei tei-q">“and yet I +must—sometime—I must—go—home!â€</span></p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS05" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page56"></span><a name="pg56" id="pg56" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc10" id="toc10"></a> +<a name="pdf11" id="pdf11"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER V</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The room was very still as he spoke. Madam Schuyler +forgot the coming guests and the preparations, in consternation +over the thought of David and his sorrow. Marcia +sobbed softly upon her father’s breast, and her father involuntarily +placed his arm about her as he stood in painful thought.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“It is terrible!â€</span> he murmured, <span class="tei tei-q">“terrible! How could she +bear to inflict such sorrow! She might have saved us the +scorn of all of our friends. David, you must not go back +alone. It must not be. You must not bear that. There +are lovely girls in plenty elsewhere. Find another one and +marry her. Take your bride home with you, and no one in +your home need be the wiser. Don’t sorrow for that cruel +girl of mine. Give her not the satisfaction of feeling that your +life is broken. Take another. Any girl might be proud to +go with you for the asking. Had I a dozen other daughters +you should have your pick of them, and one should go with +you, if you would condescend to choose another from the +home where you have been so treacherously dealt with. But +I have only this one little girl. She is but a child as yet +and cannot compare with what you thought you had. I blame +you not if you do not wish to wed another Schuyler, but if +you will she is yours. And she is a good girl. David, though +she is but a child. Speak up, child, and say if you will make +amends for the wrong your sister has done!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The room was so still one could almost hear the heartbeats. +David had raised his head once more and was looking +at Marcia. Sad and searching was his gaze, as if he fain +would find the features of Kate in her face, yet it seemed to +Marcia, as she raised wide tear-filled eyes from her father’s +breast where her head still lay, that he saw her not. He was +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page57"></span><a name="pg57" id="pg57" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +looking beyond her and facing the home-going alone, and the +empty life that would follow.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Her thoughts the last few days had matured her wonderfully. +She understood and pitied, and her woman-nature +longed to give comfort, yet she shrunk from going unasked. +It was all terrible, this sudden situation thrust upon her, yet +she felt a willing sacrifice if she but felt sure it was his wish.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But David did not seem to know that he must speak. He +waited, looking earnestly at her, through her, beyond her, to +see if Heaven would grant this small relief to his sufferings. +At last Marcia summoned her voice:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“If David wishes I will go.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She spoke the words solemnly, her eyes lifted slightly above +him as if she were speaking to Another One higher than he. +It was like an answer to a call from God. It had come to +Marcia this way. It seemed to leave her no room for drawing +back, if indeed she had wished to do so. Other considerations +were not present. There was just the one great desire in her +heart to make amends in some measure for the wrong that had +been done. She felt almost responsible for it, a family responsibility. +She seemed to feel the shame and pain as her +father was feeling it. She would step into the empty place +that Kate had left and fill it as far as she could. Her only +fear was that she was not acceptable, not worthy to fill so high +a place. She trembled over it, yet she could not hold back +from the high calling. It was so she stood in a kind of +sorrowful exaltation waiting for David. Her eyes lowered +again, looking at him through the lashes and pleading for +recognition. She did not feel that she was pleading for anything +for herself, only for the chance to help him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Her voice had broken the spell. David looked down upon +her kindly, a pleasant light of gratitude flashing through +the sternness and sorrow in his face. Here was comradeship +in trouble, and his voice recognized it as he said:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Child, you are good to me, and I thank you. I will try +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page58"></span><a name="pg58" id="pg58" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +to make you happy if you will go with me, and I am sure your +going will be a comfort in many ways, but I would not have +you go unwillingly.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was a dull ache in Marcia’s heart, its cause she could +not understand, but she was conscious of a gladness that she +was not counted unworthy to be accepted, young though she +was, and child though he called her. His tone had been +kindness itself, the gentle kindliness that had won her childish +sisterly love when first he began to visit her sister. She had +that answer of his to remember for many a long day, and to +live upon, when questionings and loneliness came upon her. +But she raised her face to her father now, and said: <span class="tei tei-q">“I will +go, father!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The Squire stooped and kissed his little girl for the last +time. Perhaps he realized that from this time forth she +would be a little girl no longer, and that he would never look +into those child-eyes of hers again, unclouded with the sorrows +of life, and filled only with the wonder-pictures of a +rosy future. She seemed to him and to herself to be renouncing +her own life forever, and to be taking up one of +sacrificial penitence for her sister’s wrong doing.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The father then took Marcia’s hand and placed it in +David’s, and the betrothal was complete.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Madam Schuyler, whose reign for the time was set aside, +stood silent, half disapproving, yet not interfering. Her +conscience told her that this <span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E5" id="E5" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e5" class="tei tei-ref">wholesale</a></span> disposal of Marcia was +against nature. The new arrangement was a relief to her in +many ways, and would make the solution of the day less +trying for every one. But she was a woman and knew a +woman’s heart. Marcia was not having her chance in life as +her sister had had, as every woman had a right to have. Then +her face hardened. How had Kate used her chances? Perhaps +it was better for Marcia to be well placed in life before +she grew headstrong enough to make a fool of herself as Kate +had done. David would be good to her, that was certain. +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page59"></span><a name="pg59" id="pg59" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +One could not look at the strong, pleasant lines of his well +cut mouth and chin and not be sure of that. Perhaps it was +all for the best. At least it was not her doing. And it was +only the night before that she had been looking at Marcia and +worrying because she was growing into a woman so fast. Now +she would be relieved of that care, and could take her ease and +enjoy life until her own children were grown up. But the +voice of her husband aroused her to the present.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Let the wedding go on as planned, Sarah, and no one need +know until the ceremony is over except the minister. I +myself will go and tell the minister. There will need to be +but a change of names.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“But,â€</span> said the Madam, with housewifely alarm, as the +suddenness of the whole thing flashed over her, <span class="tei tei-q">“Marcia is +not ready. She has no suitable clothes for her wedding.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Not ready! No clothes!â€</span> said the Squire, now thoroughly +irritated over this trivial objection, as a fly will sometimes +ruffle the temper of a man who has kept calm under fire +of an enemy. <span class="tei tei-q">“And where are all the clothes that have been +making these weeks and months past? What more preparation +does she need? Did the hussy take her wedding things +with her? What’s in this trunk?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“But those are Kate’s things, father,â€</span> said Marcia in gentle +explanation. <span class="tei tei-q">“Kate would be very angry if I took her things. +They were made for her, you know.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“And what if they were made for her?â€</span> answered the +father, very angry now at Kate. <span class="tei tei-q">“You are near of a size. +What will do for one is good enough for the other, and Kate +may be angry and get over it, for not one rag of it all will +she get, nor a penny of my money will ever go to her again. +She is no daughter of mine from henceforth. That rascal +has beaten me and stolen my daughter, but he gets a dowerless +lass. Not a penny will ever go from the Schuyler estate into +his pocket, and no trunk will ever travel from here to Washington +for that heartless girl. I forbid it. Let her feel some +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page60"></span><a name="pg60" id="pg60" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +of the sorrow she has inflicted upon others more innocent. I +forbid it, do you hear?â€</span> He brought his fist down upon the +solid mahogany bureau until the prisms on a candle-stand in +front of the mirror jangled discordantly.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, father!â€</span> gasped Marcia, and turned with terror to +her stepmother. But David stood with his back toward the +rest looking out of the window. He had forgotten them all.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Madam Schuyler was now in command again. For once +the Squire had anticipated his wife, and the next move +had been planned without her help, but it was as she would +have it. Her face had lost its consternation and beamed with +satisfaction beneath its mask of grave perplexity. She could +not help it that she was glad to have the terrible ordeal of a +wedding without a bride changed into something less formidable.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">At least the country round about could not pity, for who +was to say but that David was as well suited with one sister +as with the other? And Marcia was a good girl; doubtless she +would grow into a good wife. Far more suitable for so good +and steady a man as David than pretty, imperious Kate.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Madam Schuyler took her place of command once more and +began to issue her orders.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Come, then, Marcia, we have no time to waste. It is +all right, as your father has said. Kate’s things will fit you +nicely and you must go at once and put everything in readiness. +You will want all your time to dress, and pack a few +things, and get calm. Go to your room right away and pick +up anything you will want to take with you, and I’ll go down +and see that Phoebe takes your place and then come back.<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E6" id="E6" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e6" class="tei tei-ref">â€</a></span></span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David and the Squire went out like two men who had suddenly +grown old, and had not the strength to walk rapidly. +No one thought any more of breakfast. It was half-past seven +by the old tall clock that stood upon the stair-landing. It +would not be long before Aunt Polly and Uncle Joab would +be driving up to the door.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page61"></span><a name="pg61" id="pg61" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Straight ahead went the preparations, just as if nothing +had happened, and if Mistress Kate Leavenworth could have +looked into her old room an hour after the discovery of her +flight she would have been astonished beyond measure.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Up in her own room stood poor bewildered Marcia. She +looked about upon her little white bed, and thought she would +never likely sleep in it again. She looked out of the small-paned +window with its view of distant hill and river, and +thought she was bidding it good-bye forever. She went toward +her closet and put out her hand to choose what she +would take with her, and her heart sank. There hung the +faded old ginghams short and scant, and scorned but yesterday, +yet her heart wildly clung to them. Almost would she +have put one on and gone back to her happy care-free school +life. The thought of the new life frightened her. She must +give up her girlhood all at once. She might not keep a +vestige of it, for that would betray David. She must be Kate +from morning to evening. Like a sword thrust came the remembrance +that she had envied Kate, and God had given +her the punishment of being Kate in very truth. Only there +was this great difference. She was not the chosen one, and +Kate had been. She must bear about forever in her heart the +thought of Kate’s sin.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The voice of her stepmother drew nearer and warned her +that her time alone was almost over, and out on the lawn +she could hear the voices of Uncle Joab and Aunt Polly who +had just arrived.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She dropped upon her knees for one brief moment and let +her young soul pour itself out in one great cry of distress to +God, a cry without words borne only on the breath of a sob. +Then she arose, hastily dashed cold water in her face, and +dried away the traces of tears. There was no more time to +think. With hurried hand she began to gather a few trifles +together from closet and drawer.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">One last lingering look she took about her room as she left +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page62"></span><a name="pg62" id="pg62" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +it, her arms filled with the things she had hastily culled +from among her own. Then she shut the door quickly and +went down the hall to her sister’s room to enter upon her +new life. She was literally putting off herself and putting +on a new being as far as it was possible to do so outwardly.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There on the bed lay the bridal outfit. Madam Schuyler +had just brought it from the spare room that there might be +no more going back and forth through the halls to excite +suspicion. She was determined that there should be no +excitement or demonstration or opportunity for gossip among +the guests at least until the ceremony was over. She had +satisfied herself that not a soul outside the family save the +two maids suspected that aught was the matter, and she felt +sure of their silence.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate had taken very little with her, evidently fearing to +excite suspicion, and having no doubt that her father would +relent and send all her trousseau as she had requested in her +letter. For once Mistress Kate had forgotten her fineries and +made good her escape with but two frocks and a few other +necessaries in a small hand-bag.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Madam Schuyler was relieved to the point of genuine cheerfulness, +over this, despite the cloud of tragedy that hung over +the day. She began to talk to Marcia as if she had been Kate, +as she smoothed down this and that article and laid them back +in the trunk, telling how the blue gown would be the best for +church and the green silk for going out to very fine places, to +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E7" id="E7" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e7" class="tei tei-ref">tea-drinkings</a></span> +and the like, and how she must always be +sure to wear the cream undersleeves with the Irish point lace +with her silk gown as they set it off to perfection. She recalled, +too, how little experience Marcia had had in the ways +of the world, and all the while the girl was being dressed in +the dainty bridal garments she gave her careful instructions +in the art of being a success in society, until Marcia felt that +the green fields and the fences and trees to climb and the +excursions after blackberries, and all the joyful merry-makings +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page63"></span><a name="pg63" id="pg63" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +of the boys and girls were receding far from her. She +could even welcome Hanford Weston as a playfellow in her +new future, if thereby a little fresh air and freedom of her +girlhood might be left. Nevertheless there gradually came +over her an elation of excitement. The feel of the dainty garments, +the delicate embroidery, the excitement lest the white +slippers would not fit her, the difficulty of making her hair +stay up in just Kate’s style—for her stepmother insisted that +she must dress it exactly like Kate’s and make herself look as +nearly as possible as Kate would have looked,—all drove sadness +from her mind and she began to taste a little delight in +the pretty clothes, the great occasion, and her own importance. +The vision in the looking-glass, too, told her that her own +face was winsome, and the new array not unbecoming. Something +of this she had seen the night before when she put on +her new chintz; now the change was complete, as she stood in +the white satin and lace with the string of seed pearls that +had been her mother’s tied about her soft white throat. She +thought about the tradition of the pearls that Kate’s girl +friends had laughingly reminded her of a few days before +when they were looking at the bridal garments. They had +said that each pearl a bride wore meant a tear she would shed. +She wondered if Kate had escaped the tears with the pearls, +and left them for her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She was ready at last, even to the veil that had been her +mother’s, and her mother’s mother’s before her. It fell in its +rich folds, yellowed by age, from her head to her feet, with its +creamy frost-work of rarest handiwork, transforming the girl +into a woman and a bride.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Madam Schuyler arranged and rearranged the folds, and +finally stood back to look with half-closed eyes at the effect, +deciding that very few would notice that the bride was other +than they had expected until the ceremony was over and the +veil thrown back. The sisters had never looked alike, yet there +was a general family resemblance that was now accentuated by +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page64"></span><a name="pg64" id="pg64" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +the dress; perhaps only those nearest would notice that it was +Marcia instead of Kate. At least the guests would have the +good grace to keep their wonderment to themselves until the +ceremony was over.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then Marcia was left to herself with trembling hands and +wildly throbbing heart. What would Mary Ann think! What +would all the girls and boys think? Some of them would be +there, and others would be standing along the shady streets to +watch the progress of the carriage as it drove away. And +they would see her going away instead of Kate. Perhaps +they would think it all a great joke and that she had been +going to be married all the time and not Kate. But no; the +truth would soon come out. People would not be astonished +at anything Kate did. They would only say it was just what +they had all along expected of her, and pity her father, and +pity her perhaps. But they would look at her and admire her +and for once she would be the centre of attraction. The pink +of pride swelled up into her cheeks, and then realizing what +she was thinking she crushed the feeling down. How could +she think of such things when Kate had done such a dreadful +thing, and David was suffering so terribly? Here was she +actually enjoying, and delighting in the thought of being in +Kate’s place. Oh, she was wicked, wicked! She must not +be happy for a moment in what was Kate’s shame and David’s +sorrow. Of her future with David she did not now think. +It was of the pageant of the day that her thoughts were full. +If the days and weeks and months that were to follow came +into her mind at all between the other things it was always +that she was to care for David and to help him, and that she +would have to grow up quickly; and remember all the hard +housewifely things her stepmother had taught her; and try +to order his house well. But that troubled her not at all at +present. She was more concerned with the ceremony, and the +many eyes that would be turned upon her. It was a relief +when a tap came on the door and the dear old minister entered.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS06" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page65"></span><a name="pg65" id="pg65" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc12" id="toc12"></a> +<a name="pdf13" id="pdf13"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER VI</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He stood a moment by the door looking at her, half startled. +Then he came over beside her, put his hands upon her shoulders, +looking down into her upturned, veiled face.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“My child!â€</span> he said tenderly, <span class="tei tei-q">“my little Marcia, is this +you? I did not know you in all this beautiful dress. You +look as your own mother looked when she was married. I +remember perfectly as if it were but yesterday, her face as +she stood by your father’s side. I was but a young man then, +you know, and it was my first wedding in my new church, so +you see I could not forget it. Your mother was a beautiful +woman, Marcia, and you are like her both in face and life.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The tears came into Marcia’s eyes and her lips trembled.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Are you sure, child,â€</span> went on the gentle voice of the old +man, <span class="tei tei-q">“that you understand what a solemn thing you are +doing? It is not a light thing to give yourself in marriage +to any man. You are so young yet! Are you doing this +thing quite willingly, little girl? Are you sure? Your +father is a good man, and a dear old friend of mine, but I +know what has happened has been a terrible blow to him, and +a great humiliation. It has perhaps unnerved his judgment +for the time. No one should have brought pressure to bear +upon a child like you to make you marry against your will. +Are you sure it is all right, dear?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, yes, sir!â€</span> Marcia raised her tear-filled eyes. <span class="tei tei-q">“I am +doing it quite of myself. No one has made me. I was glad +I might. It was so dreadful for David!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“But child, do you love him?â€</span> the old minister said, +searching her face closely.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s eyes shone out radiant and +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E8" id="E8" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e8" class="tei tei-ref">child-like</a></span> +through her tears.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page66"></span><a name="pg66" id="pg66" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, yes, sir! I love him of course. No one could help +loving David.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was a tap at the door and the Squire entered. With +a sigh the minister turned away, but there was trouble in his +heart. The love of the girl had been all too frankly confessed. +It was not as he would have had things for a daughter +of his, but it could not be helped of course, and he had +no right to interfere. He would like to speak to David, but +David had not come out of his room yet. When he did there +was but a moment for them alone and all he had opportunity +to say was:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Mr. Spafford, you will be good to the little girl, and remember +she is but a child. She has been dear to us all.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David looked at him wonderingly, earnestly, in reply:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I will do all in my power to make her happy,â€</span> he said.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The hour had come, and all things, just as Madam Schuyler +had planned, were ready. The minister took his place, and +the impatient bridesmaids were in a flutter, wondering why +Kate did not call them in to see her. Slowly, with measured +step, as if she had practised many times, Marcia, the maiden, +walked down the hall on her father’s arm. He was bowed +with his trouble and his face bore marks of the sudden +calamity that had befallen his house, but the watching guests +thought it was for sorrow at giving up his lovely Kate, and +they said one to another, <span class="tei tei-q">“How much he loved her!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The girl’s face drooped with gentle gravity. She scarcely +felt the presence of the guests she had so much dreaded, for +to her the ceremony was holy. She was giving herself as a +sacrifice for the sin of her sister. She was too young and +inexperienced to know all that would be thought and said as +soon as the company understood. She also felt secure behind +that film of lace. It seemed impossible that they could know +her, so softly and so mistily it shut her in from the world. +It was like a kind of moving house about her, a protection +from all eyes. So sheltered she might go through the ceremony +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page67"></span><a name="pg67" id="pg67" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +with composure. As yet she had not begun to dread +the afterward. The hall was wide through which she passed, +and the day was bright, but the windows were so shadowed +by the waiting bridesmaids that the light did not fall in full +glare upon her, and it was not strange they did not know +her at once. She heard their smothered exclamations of wonder +and admiration, and one, Kate’s dearest friend, whispered +softly behind her: <span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, Kate, why did you keep us waiting, +you sly girl! How lovely you are! You look like an angel +straight from heaven.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There were other whispered words which Marcia heard +sadly. They gave her no pleasure. The words were for Kate, +not her. What would they say when they knew all?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was David in the distance waiting for her. How +fine he looked in his wedding clothes! How proud Kate +might have been of him! How pitiful was his white face! +He had summoned his courage and put on a mask of happiness +for the eyes of those who saw him, but it could not +deceive the heart of Marcia. Surely not since the days when +Jacob served seven years for Rachel and then lifted the bridal +veil to look upon the face of her sister Leah, walked there +sadder bridegroom on this earth than David Spafford walked +that day.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Down the stairs and through the wide hall they came, +Marcia not daring to look up, yet seeing familiar glimpses +as she passed. That green plaid silk lap at one side of the +parlor door, in which lay two nervous little hands and a neatly +folded pocket handkerchief, belonged to Sabrina Bates, she +knew; and the round lace collar a little farther on, fastened +by the brooch with a colored daguerreotype encircled by a +braid of faded brown hair under glass, must be about the neck +of Aunt Polly. There was not another brooch like that in +New York state, Marcia felt sure. Beyond were Uncle Joab’s +small meek Sunday boots, toeing in, and next were little feet +covered by white stockings and slippers fastened with crossed +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page68"></span><a name="pg68" id="pg68" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +black ribbons, some child’s, not Harriet—Marcia dared not +raise her eyes to identify them now. She must fix her mind +upon the great things before her. She wondered at herself +for noticing such trivial things when she was walking up to +the presence of the great God, and there before her stood the +minister with his open book!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Now, at last, with the most of the audience behind her, +shut in by the film of lace, she could raise her eyes to the +minister’s familiar face, take David’s arm without letting her +hand tremble much, and listen to the solemn words read out +to her. For her alone they seemed to be read. David’s heart +she knew was crushed, and it was only a form for him. She +must take double vows upon her for the sake of the wrong +done to him. So she listened:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Dearly beloved, we are gathered togetherâ€</span>—how the +words thrilled her!—<span class="tei tei-q">“in the sight of God and in the presence +of this company to join together this man and woman +in the bonds of holy matrimony;â€</span>—a deathly stillness rested +upon the room and the painful throbbing of her heart was all +the little bride could hear. She was glad she might look +straight into the dear face of the old minister. Had her +mother felt this way when she was being married? Did her +stepmother understand it? Yes, she must, in part at least, +for she had bent and kissed her most tenderly upon the brow +just before leaving her, a most unusually sentimental thing +for her to do. It touched Marcia deeply, though she was fond +of her stepmother at all times.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She waited breathless with drooped eyes while the minister +demanded, <span class="tei tei-q">“If any man can show just cause why they may +not be lawfully joined together, let him now declare it, or else +hereafter forever hold his peace.â€</span> What if some one should +recognize her and, thinking she had usurped Kate’s place, speak +out and stop the marriage! How would David feel? And +she? She would sink to the floor. Oh, did they any of them +know? How she wished she dared raise her eyes to look about +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page69"></span><a name="pg69" id="pg69" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +and see. But she must not. She must listen. She must +shake off these worldly thoughts. She was not hearing for +idle thinking. It was a solemn, holy vow she was taking +upon herself for life. She brought herself sharply back to +the ceremony. It was to David the minister was talking +now:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Wilt thou love her, comfort her, honor and keep her, in +sickness and in health, and forsaking all other, keep thee +only unto her, so long as ye both shall live?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was hard to make David promise that when his heart +belonged to Kate. She wondered that his voice could be so +steady when it said, <span class="tei tei-q">“I will,â€</span> and the white glove of Kate’s +which was just a trifle large for her, trembled on David’s +arm as the minister next turned to her:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Wilt thou, Marciaâ€</span>—Ah! It was out now! and the +sharp rustle of silk and stiff linen showed that all the company +were aware at last who was the bride; but the minister +went steadily on. He cared not what the listening assembly +thought. He was talking earnestly to his little friend, +Marcia,—<span class="tei tei-q">“have this man to be thy wedded husband, to live +together after God’s ordinance in the holy estate of matrimony? +Wilt thou obey him, and serve him, love, honor, and +keep him, in sickness and in healthâ€</span>—the words of the pledge +went on. It was not hard. The girl felt she could do all +that. She was relieved to find it no more terrible, and to +know that she was no longer acting a lie. They all knew who +she was now. She held up her flower-like head and answered +in her clear voice, that made her few schoolmates present gasp +with admiration:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I will!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And the dear old minister’s wife, sitting sweet and dove-like +in her soft grey poplin, fine white kerchief, and cap of +book muslin, smiled to herself at the music in Marcia’s voice +and nodded approval. She felt that all was well with her +little friend.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page70"></span><a name="pg70" id="pg70" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They waited, those astonished people, till the ceremony +was concluded and the prayer over, and then they broke forth. +There had been lifted brows and looks passing from one to +another, of question, of disclaiming any knowledge in the +matter, and just as soon as the minister turned and took the +bride’s hand to congratulate her the heads bent together +behind fans and the soft buzz of whispers began.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">What does it mean? Where is Kate? She isn’t in the +room! Did he change his mind at the last minute? How +old is Marcia? Mercy me! Nothing but a child! Are you +sure? Why, my Mary Ann is older than that by three months, +and she’s no more able to become mistress of a home than a +nine-days-old kitten. Are you sure it’s Marcia? Didn’t the +minister make a mistake in the name? It looked to me like +Kate. Look again. She’s put her veil back. No, it can’t +be! Yes, it is! No, it looks like Kate! Her hair’s done the +same, but, no, Kate never had such a sweet innocent look as +that. Why, when she was a child her face always had a +sharpness to it. Look at Marcia’s eyes, poor lamb! I don’t +see how her father could bear it, and she so young. But +Kate! Where can she be? What has happened? You don’t +say! Yes, I did see that captain about again last week or +so. Do you believe it? Surely she never would. Who told +you? Was he sure? But Maria and Janet are bridesmaids +and they didn’t see any signs of anything. They were over +here yesterday. Yes, Kate showed them everything and +planned how they would all walk in. No, she didn’t do anything +queer, for Janet would have mentioned it. Janet always +sees everything. Well, they say he’s a good man and Marcia’ll +be well provided for. Madam Schuyler’ll be relieved about +that. Marcia can’t ever lead her the dance Kate has among +the young men. How white he looks! Do you suppose he +loves her? What on earth can it all mean? Do you s’pose +Kate feels bad? Where is she anyway? Wouldn’t she come +down? Well, if ’twas his choosing it serves her right. She’s +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page71"></span><a name="pg71" id="pg71" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +too much of a flirt for a good man and maybe he found her +out. She’s probably got just what she deserves, and <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">I</span></span> think +Marcia’ll make a good little wife. She always was a quiet, +grown-up child and Madam Schuyler has trained her well! +But what will Kate do now? Hush! They are coming this +way. How do you suppose we can find out? Go ask Cousin +Janet, perhaps they’ve told her, or Aunt Polly. Surely she +knows.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But Aunt Polly sat with pursed lips of disapproval. She +had not been told, and it was her prerogative to know everything. +She always made a point of being on hand early at +all funerals and weddings, especially in the family circle, and +learning the utmost details, which she dispensed at her discretion +to late comers in fine sepulchral whispers.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Now she sat silent, disgraced, unable to explain a thing. +It was unhandsome of Sarah Schuyler, she felt, though no +more than she might have expected of her, she told herself. +She had never liked her. Well, wait until her opportunity +came. If they did not wish her to say the truth she must +say something. She could at least tell what she thought. +And what more natural than to let it be known that Sarah +Schuyler had always held a dislike for Marcia, and to suggest +that it was likely she was glad to get her off her hands. Aunt +Polly meant to find a trail somewhere, no matter how many +times they threw her off the scent.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Meantime for Marcia the sun seemed to have shined out +once more with something of its old brightness. The terrible +deed of self-renunciation was over, and familiar faces actually +were smiling upon her and wishing her joy. She felt the +flutter of her heart in her throat beneath the string of pearls, +and wondered if after all she might hope for a little happiness +of her own. She could climb no more fences nor wade in +gurgling brooks, but might there not be other happy things +as good? A little touch of the pride of life had settled upon +her. The relatives were coming with pleasant words and +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page72"></span><a name="pg72" id="pg72" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +kisses. The blushes upon her cheeks were growing deeper. +She almost forgot David in the pretty excitement. A few of +her girl friends ventured shyly near, as one might look at a +mate suddenly and unexpectedly translated into eternal bliss. +They put out cold fingers in salute with distant, stiff phrases +belonging to a grown-up world. Not one of them save Mary +Ann dared recognize their former bond of playmates. Mary +Ann leaned down and whispered with a giggle: <span class="tei tei-q">“Say, you +didn’t need to envy Kate, did you? My! Ain’t you in +clover! Say, Marsh,â€</span> wistfully, <span class="tei tei-q">“do invite me fer a visit +sometime, won’t you?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Now Mary Ann was not quite on a par with the Schuylers +socially, and had it not been for a distant mutual relative +she would not have been asked to the wedding. Marcia never +liked her very much, but now, with the uncertain, dim future +it seemed pleasant and home-like to think of a visit from Mary +Ann and she nodded and said childishly: <span class="tei tei-q">“Sometime, Mary +Ann, if I can.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Mary Ann squeezed her hand, kissed her, blushed and +giggled herself out of the way of the next comer.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They went out to the dining room and sat around the long +table. It was Marcia’s timid hand that cut the bridecake, +and all the room full watched her. Seeing the pretty color +come and go in her excited cheeks, they wondered that they +had never noticed before how beautiful Marcia was growing. +A handsome couple they would make! And they looked from +Marcia to David and back again, wondering and trying to +fathom the mystery.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was gradually stealing about the company, the truth +about Kate and Captain Leavenworth. The minister had told +it in his sad and gentle way. Just the facts. No gossip. +Naturally every one was bristling with questions, but not much +could be got from the minister.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I really do not know,â€</span> he would say in his courteous, old-worldly +way, and few dared ask further. Perhaps the minister, +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page73"></span><a name="pg73" id="pg73" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +wise by reason of much experience, had taken care to +ask as few questions as possible himself, and not to know too +much before undertaking this task for his old friend the +Squire.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And so Kate’s marriage went into the annals of the village, +at least so far as that morning was concerned, quietly, and +with little exclamation before the family. The Squire and +his wife controlled their faces wonderfully. There was an +austerity about the Squire as he talked with his friends that +was new to his pleasant face, but Madam conversed with her +usual placid self-poise, and never gave cause for conjecture +as to her true feelings.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There were some who dared to offer their surprised condolences. +To such the stepmother replied that of course the +outcome of events had been a sore trial to the Squire, and all +of them, but they were delighted at the happy arrangement +that had been made. She glanced contentedly toward the +child-bride.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was a revelation to the whole village that Marcia had +grown up and was so handsome.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Dismay filled the breasts of the village gossips. They had +been defrauded. Here was a fine scandal which they had +failed to discover in time and spread abroad in its due course.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Everybody was shy of speaking to the bride. She sat in +her lovely finery like some wild rose caught as a sacrifice. +Yet every one admitted that she might have done far worse. +David was a good man, with prospects far beyond most young +men of his time. Moreover he was known to have a brilliant +mind, and the career he had chosen, that of journalism, in +which he was already making his mark, was one that promised +to be lucrative as well as influential.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was all very hurried at the last. Madam Schuyler and +Dolly the maid helped her off with the satin and lace +finery, and she was soon out of her bridal attire and struggling +with the intricacies of Kate’s travelling costume.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page74"></span><a name="pg74" id="pg74" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia was not Marcia any longer, but Mrs. David Spafford. +She had been made to feel the new name almost at +once, and it gave her a sense of masquerading pleasant enough +for the time being, but with a dim foreboding of nameless +dread and emptiness for the future, like all masquerading +which must end sometime. And when the mask is taken off +how sad if one is not to find one’s real self again: or worse +still if one may never remove the mask, but must grow to it +and be it from the soul.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">All this Marcia felt but dimly of course, for she was young +and light hearted naturally, and the excitement and pretty +things about her could not but be pleasant.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">To have Kate’s friends stand about her, half shyly trying +to joke with her as they might have done with Kate, to feel +their admiring glances, and half envious references to her +handsome husband, almost intoxicated her for the moment. +Her cheeks grew rosier as she tied on Kate’s pretty poke +bonnet whose nodding blue flowers had been brought over +from Paris by a friend of Kate’s. It seemed a shame that +Kate should not have her things after all. The pleasure died +out of Marcia’s eyes as she carefully looped the soft blue ribbons +under her round chin and drew on Kate’s long gloves. +There was no denying the fact that Kate’s outfit was becoming +to Marcia, for she had that complexion that looks well with +any color under the sun, though in blue she was not at her +best.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When Marcia was ready she stood back from the little +looking-glass, with a frightened, half-childish gaze about the +room.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Now that the last minute was come, there was no one to +understand Marcia’s feelings nor help her. Even the girls +were merely standing there waiting to say the last formal farewell +that they might be free to burst into an astonished chatter +of exclamations over Kate’s romantic disappearance. They +were Kate’s friends, not Marcia’s, and they were bidding +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page75"></span><a name="pg75" id="pg75" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +Kate’s clothes good-bye for want of the original bride. Marcia’s +friends were too young and too shy to do more than +stand back in awe and gaze at their mate so suddenly promoted +to a life which but yesterday had seemed years away +for any of them.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"> + </p><div class="tei tei-figure" style="width: 100%; text-align: center"><img src="images/image03.png" width="760" height="455" alt="Illustration: Copyright by C. KlacknerThe Stepmother’s Arms were Around Her." title="Copyright by C. Klackner The Stepmother’s Arms were Around Her." /><div class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 50%">Copyright by C. Klackner</span></span><br /> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 63%; font-variant: small-caps">The + Stepmother’s Arms were Around Her.</span></span></div></div> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">So Marcia walked alone down the hall—yet, no, not all the +way alone. A little wrinkled hand was laid upon her gloved +one, and a little old lady, her true friend, the minister’s wife, +walked down the stairs with the bride arm in arm. Marcia’s +heart fluttered back to warmth again and was glad for her +friend, yet all she had said was: <span class="tei tei-q">“My dear!â€</span> but there was +that in her touch and the tone of her gentle voice that comforted +Marcia.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She stood at the edge of the steps, with her white hair +shining in the morning, her kind-faced husband just behind +her during all the farewell, and Marcia felt happier because +of her motherly presence.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The guests were all out on the piazza in the gorgeousness +of the summer morning. David stood on the flagging below +the step beside the open coach door, a carriage lap-robe over +his arm and his hat on, ready. He was talking with the +Squire. Every one was looking at them, and they were entirely +conscious of the fact. They laughed and talked with studied +pleasantness, though there seemed to be an undertone of sadness +that the most obtuse guest could not fail to detect.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Harriet, as a small flower-girl, stood upon the broad low +step ready to fling posies before the bride as she stepped into +the coach.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The little boys, to whom a wedding merely meant a delightful +increase of opportunities, stood behind a pillar munching +cake, more of which protruded from their bulging pockets.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia, with a lump in her throat that threatened tears, +slipped behind the people, caught the two little step-brothers +in her arms and smothered them with kisses, amid their loud +protestations and the laughter of those who stood about. But +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page76"></span><a name="pg76" id="pg76" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +the little skirmish had served to hide the tears, and the bride +came back most decorously to where her stepmother stood +awaiting her with a smile of complacent—almost completed—duty +upon her face. She wore the sense of having carried off +a trying situation in a most creditable manner, and she knew +she had won the respect and awe of every matron present +thereby. That was a great deal to Madam Schuyler.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The stepmother’s arms were around her and Marcia remembered +how kindly they had felt when they first clasped her +little body years ago, and she had been kissed, and told to be +a good little girl. She had always liked her stepmother. +And now, as she came to say good-bye to the only mother she +had ever known, who had been a true mother to her in many +ways, her young heart almost gave way, and she longed to +hide in that ample bosom and stay under the wing of one who +had so ably led her thus far along the path of life.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Perhaps Madam Schuyler felt the clinging of the girl’s +arms about her, and perchance her heart rebuked her that she +had let so young and inexperienced a girl go out to the cares +of life all of a sudden in this way. At least she stooped and +kissed Marcia again and whispered: <span class="tei tei-q">“You have been a good +girl, Marcia.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Afterwards, Marcia cherished that sentence among memory’s +dearest treasures. It seemed as though it meant that +she had fulfilled her stepmother’s first command, given on +the night when her father brought home their new mother.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then the flowers were thrown upon the pavement, to make +it bright for the bride. She was handed into the coach behind +the white-haired negro coachman, and by his side Kate’s fine +new hair trunk. Ah! That was a bitter touch! Kate’s +trunk! Kate’s things! Kate’s husband! If it had only +been her own little moth-eaten trunk that had belonged to +her mother, and filled with her own things—and if he had +only been her own husband! Yet she wanted no other than +David—only if he could have been <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">her</span></span> David!</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page77"></span><a name="pg77" id="pg77" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then Madam Schuyler, her heart still troubled about +Marcia, stepped down and whispered:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“David, you will remember she is young. You will deal +gently with her?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Gravely David bent his head and answered:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I will remember. She shall not be troubled. I will care +for her as I would care for my own sister.â€</span> And Madam +Schuyler turned away half satisfied. After all, was that what +woman wanted? Would she have been satisfied to have been +cared for as a sister?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then gravely, with his eyes half unseeing her, the father +kissed his daughter good-bye, David got into the coach, the +door was slammed shut, and the white horses arched their +necks and stepped away, amid a shower of rice and slippers.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS07" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page78"></span><a name="pg78" id="pg78" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc14" id="toc14"></a> +<a name="pdf15" id="pdf15"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER VII</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">For some distance the way was lined with people they knew, +servants and negroes, standing about the driveway and outside +the fence, people of the village grouped along the sidewalk, +everybody out upon their doorsteps to watch the coach +go by, and to all the face of the bride was a puzzle and a +surprise. They half expected to see another coach coming +with the other bride behind.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia nodded brightly to those she knew, and threw +flowers from the great nosegay that had been put upon her lap +by Harriet. She felt for a few minutes like a girl in a fairy-tale +riding in this fine coach in grand attire. She stole a look +at David. He certainly looked like a prince, but gravity was +already settling about his mouth. Would he always look so +now, she wondered, would he never laugh and joke again as he +used to do? Could she manage to make him happy sometimes +for a little while and help him to forget?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Down through the village they passed, in front of the store +and post-office where Marcia had bought her frock but three +days before, and they turned up the road she had come with +Mary Ann. How long ago that seemed! How light her +heart was then, and how young! All life was before her with +its delightful possibilities. Now it seemed to have closed for +her and she was some one else. A great ache came upon her +heart. For a moment she longed to jump down and run away +from the coach and David and the new clothes that were not +hers. Away from the new life that had been planned for +some one else which she must live now. She must always be a +woman, never a girl any more.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Out past Granny McVane’s they drove, the old lady sitting +upon her front porch knitting endless stockings. She stared +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page79"></span><a name="pg79" id="pg79" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +mildly, unrecognizingly at Marcia and paused in her rocking +to crane her neck after the coach.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The tall corn rustled and waved green arms to them as they +passed, and the cows looked up munching from the pasture in +mild surprise at the turnout. The little coach dog stepped +aside from the road to give them a bark as he passed, and +then pattered and pattered his tiny feet to catch up. The +old school house came in sight with its worn playground and +dejected summer air, and Marcia’s eyes searched out the window +where she used to sit to eat her lunch in winters, and the +tree under which she used to sit in summers, and the path by +which she and Mary Ann used to wander down to the brook, +or go in search of butternuts, even the old door knob that +her hand would probably never grasp again. She searched +them all out and bade them good-bye with her eyes. Then +once she turned a little to see if she could catch a glimpse of +the old blackboard through the window where she and +Susanna Brown and Miller Thompson used to do arithmetic +examples. The dust of the coach, or the bees in the sunshine, +or something in her eyes blurred her vision. She could only +see a long slant ray of a sunbeam crossing the wall where she +knew it must be. Then the road wound around through a +maple grove and the school was lost to view.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They passed the South meadow belonging to the Westons, +and Hanford was plowing. Marcia could see him stop to +wipe the perspiration from his brow, and her heart warmed +even to this boy admirer now that she was going from him +forever.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hanford had caught sight of the coach and he turned to +watch it thinking to see Kate sitting in the bride’s place. +He wondered if the bride would notice him, and turned a +deeper red under his heavy coat of tan.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And the bride did notice him. She smiled the sweetest +smile the boy had ever seen upon her face, the smile he had +dreamed of as he thought of her, at night standing under the +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page80"></span><a name="pg80" id="pg80" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +stars all alone by his father’s gate post whittling the cross +bar of the gate. For a moment he forgot that it was the +bridal party passing, forgot the stern-faced bridegroom, and +saw only Marcia—his girl love. His heart stood still, and a +bright light of response filled his eyes. He took off his wide +straw hat and bowed her reverence. He would have called +to her, and tried three times, but his dry throat gave forth +no utterance, and when he looked again the coach was passed +and only the flutter of a white handkerchief came back to him +and told him the beginning of the truth.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then the poor boy’s face grew white, yes, white and stricken +under the tan, and he tottered to the roadside and sat down +with his face in his hands to try and comprehend what it +might mean, while the old horse dragged the plow whither +he would in search of a bite of tender grass.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">What could it mean? And why did Marcia occupy that +place beside the stranger, obviously the bridegroom? Was +she going on a visit? He had heard of no such plan. Where +was her sister? Would there be another coach presently, and +was this man then not the bridegroom but merely a friend +of the family? Of course, that must be it. He got up and +staggered to the fence to look down the road, but no one came +by save the jogging old gray and carryall, with Aunt Polly +grim and offended and Uncle Joab meek and depressed +beside her. Could he have missed the bridal carriage when +he was at the other end of the lot? Could they have gone +another way? He had a half a mind to call to Uncle Joab +to enquire only he was a timid boy and shrank back until it +was too late.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But why had Marcia as she rode away wafted that strange +farewell that had in it the familiarity of the final? And +why did he feel so strange and weak in his knees?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia was to help his mother next week at the quilting +bee. She had not gone away to stay, of course. He got up +and tried to whistle and turn the furrows evenly as before, +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page81"></span><a name="pg81" id="pg81" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +but his heart was heavy, and, try as he would, he could not +understand the feeling that kept telling him Marcia was gone +out of his life forever.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">At last his day’s work was done and he could hasten to +the house. Without waiting for his supper, he <span class="tei tei-q">“slicked up,â€</span> +as he called it, and went at once to the village, where he +learned the bitter truth.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was Mary Ann who told him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Mary Ann, the plain, the awkward, who secretly admired +Hanford Weston as she might have admired an angel, and +who as little expected him to speak to her as if he had been +one. Mary Ann stood by her front gate in the dusk of the +summer evening, the halo of her unusual wedding finery upon +her, for she had taken advantage of being dressed up to make +two or three visits since the wedding, and so prolong the +holiday. The light of the sunset softened her plain features, +and gave her a gentler look than was her wont. Was it that, +and an air of lonesomeness akin to his own, that made Hanford +stop and speak to her?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And then she told him. She could not keep it in long. It +was the wonder of her life, and it filled her so that her thought +had no room for anything else. To think of Marcia taken +in a day, gone from their midst forever, gone to be a grown-up +woman in a new world! It was as strange as sudden death, +and almost as terrible and beautiful.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There were tears in her eyes, and in the eyes of the boy as +they spoke about the one who was gone, and the kind dusk +hid the sight so that neither knew, but each felt a subtle +sympathy with the other, and before Hanford started upon +his desolate way home under the burden of his first sorrow +he took Mary Ann’s slim bony hand in his and said quite +stiffly: <span class="tei tei-q">“Well, good night, Miss Mary Ann. I’m glad you +told me,â€</span> and Mary Ann responded, with a deep blush under +her freckles in the dark, <span class="tei tei-q">“Good night, Mr. Weston, and—call +again!â€</span></p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page82"></span><a name="pg82" id="pg82" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Something of the sympathy lingered with the boy as he +went on his way and he was not without a certain sort of +comfort, while Mary Ann climbed to her little chamber in +the loft with a new wonder to dream over.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Meanwhile the coach drove on, and Marcia passed from +her childhood’s home into the great world of men and women, +changes, heartbreakings, sorrows and joys.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David spoke to her kindly now and then; asked if she +was comfortable; if she would prefer to change seats with +him; if the cushions were right; and if she had forgotten +anything. He seemed nervous, and anxious to have this +part of the journey over and asked the coachman frequent +questions about the horses and the speed they could make. +Marcia thought she understood that he was longing to get +away from the painful reminder of what he had expected to +be a joyful trip, and her young heart pitied him, while yet it +felt an undertone of hurt for herself. She found so much +unadulterated joy in this charming ride with the beautiful +horses, in this luxurious coach, that she could not bear to have +it spoiled by the thought that only David’s sadness and pain +had made it possible for her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Constantly as the scene changed, and new sights came +upon her view, she had to restrain herself from crying out +with happiness over the beauty and calling David’s attention. +Once she did point out a bird just leaving a stalk of goldenrod, +its light touch making the spray to bow and bend. +David had looked with unseeing eyes, and smiled with uncomprehending +assent. Marcia felt she might as well have +been talking to herself. He was not even the old friend and +brother he used to be. She drew a gentle little sigh and +wished this might have been only a happy ride with the ending +at home, and a longer girlhood uncrossed by this wall of +trouble that Kate had put up in a night for them all.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The coach came at last to the town where they were to stop +for dinner and a change of horses.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page83"></span><a name="pg83" id="pg83" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia looked about with interest at the houses, streets, and +people. There were two girls of about her own age with +long hair braided down their backs. They were walking with +arms about each other as she and Mary Ann had often done. +She wondered if any such sudden changes might be coming +to them as had come into her life. They turned and looked +at her curiously, enviously it seemed, as the coach drew up to +the tavern and she was helped out with ceremony. Doubtless +they thought of her as she had thought of Kate but last week.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She was shown into the dim parlor of the tavern and seated +in a stiff hair-cloth chair. It was all new and strange and +delightful.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Before a high gilt mirror set on great glass knobs like +rosettes, she smoothed her wind-blown hair, and looked back +at the reflection of her strange self with startled eyes. Even +her face seemed changed. She knew the bonnet and arrangement +of hair were becoming, but she felt unacquainted with +them, and wished for her own modest braids and plain bonnet. +Even a sunbonnet would have been welcome and have made +her feel more like herself.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David did not see how pretty she looked when he came to +take her to the dining room ten minutes later. His eyes were +looking into the hard future, and he was steeling himself +against the glances of others. He must be the model bridegroom +in the sight of all who knew him. His pride bore him +out in this. He had acquaintances all along the way home.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They were expecting the bridal party, for David had arranged +that a fine dinner should be ready for his bride. Fine +it was, with the best cooking and table service the mistress of +the tavern could command, and with many a little touch +new and strange to Marcia, and therefore interesting. It was +all a lovely play till she looked at David.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David ate but little, and Marcia felt she must hurry through +the meal for his sake. Then when the carryall was ready he +put her in and they drove away.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page84"></span><a name="pg84" id="pg84" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s keen intuition told her how many little things had +been thought of and planned for, for the comfort of the one +who was to have taken this journey with David. Gradually +the thought of how terrible it was for him, and how dreadful +of Kate to have brought this sorrow upon him, overcame +all other thoughts.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Sitting thus quietly, with her hands folded tight in the +faded bunch of roses little Harriet had given her at parting, +the last remaining of the flowers she had carried with her, +Marcia let the tears come. Silently they flowed in gentle +rain, and had not David been borne down with the thought of +his own sorrow he must have noticed long before he did the +sadness of the sweet young face beside him. But she turned +away from him as much as possible that he might not see, +and so they must have driven for half an hour through a dim +sweet wood before he happened to catch a sight of the tear-wet +face, and knew suddenly that there were other troubles in +the world beside his own.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Why, child, what is the matter?â€</span> he said, turning to her +with grave concern. <span class="tei tei-q">“Are you so tired? I’m afraid I have +been very dull company,â€</span> with a sigh. <span class="tei tei-q">“You must forgive +me—child, to-day.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, David, don’t,â€</span> said Marcia putting her face down +into her hands and crying now regardless of the roses. <span class="tei tei-q">“I do +not want you to think of me. It is dreadful, dreadful for +you. I am so sorry for you. I wish I could do something.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Dear child!â€</span> he said, putting his hand upon hers. <span class="tei tei-q">“Bless +you for that. But do not let your heart be troubled about me. +Try to forget me and be happy. It is not for you to bear, +this trouble.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“But I must bear it,â€</span> said Marcia, sitting up and trying +to stop crying. <span class="tei tei-q">“She was my sister and she did an awful +thing. I cannot forget it. How could she, how <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">could</span></span> she +do it? How could she leave a man like you that—â€</span> Marcia +stopped, her brown eyes flashing fiercely as she thought of +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page85"></span><a name="pg85" id="pg85" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +Captain Leavenworth’s hateful look at her that night in the +moonlight. She shuddered and hid her face in her hands +once more and cried with all the fervor of her young and +undisciplined soul.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David did not know what to do with a young woman in +tears. Had it been Kate his alarm would have vied with a +delicious sense of his own power to comfort, but even the +thought of comforting any one but Kate was now a bitter +thing. Was it always going to be so? Would he always have +to start and shrink with sudden remembrance of his pain at +every turn of his way? He drew a deep sigh and looked helplessly +at his companion. Then he did a hard thing. He +tried to justify Kate, just as he had been trying all the morning +to justify her to himself. The odd thing about it all was +that the very deepest sting of his sorrow was that Kate could +have done this thing! His peerless Kate!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“She cared for him,â€</span> he breathed the words as if they +hurt him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“She should have told you so before then. She should +not have let you think she cared for you—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">ever!</span></span>â€</span> said Marcia +fiercely. Strangely enough the plain truth was bitter to the +man to hear, although he had been feeling it in his soul ever +since they had discovered the flight of the bride.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Perhaps there was too much pressure brought to bear +upon her,â€</span> he said lamely. <span class="tei tei-q">“Looking back I can see times +when she did not second me with regard to hurrying the +marriage, so warmly as I could have wished. I laid it to her +shyness. Yet she seemed happy when we met. Did you—did +she—have you any idea she had been planning this for +long, or was it sudden?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The words were out now, the thing he longed to know. It +had been writing its fiery way through his soul. Had she +meant to torture him this way all along, or was it the yielding +to a sudden impulse that perhaps she had already repented? +He looked at Marcia with piteous, almost pleading eyes, and +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page86"></span><a name="pg86" id="pg86" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +her tortured young soul would have given anything to have +been able to tell him what he wanted to know. Yet she could +not help him. She knew no more than he. She steadied her +own nerves and tried to tell all she knew or surmised, tried her +best to reveal Kate in her true character before him. Not +that she wished to speak ill of her sister, only that she would +be true and give this lover a chance to escape some of the +pain if possible, by seeing the real Kate as she was at home +without varnish or furbelows. Yet she reflected that those +who knew Kate’s shallowness well, still loved her in spite of +it, and always bowed to her wishes.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Gradually their talk subsided into deep silence once more, +broken only by the jog-trot of the horse or the stray note of +some bird.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The road wound into the woods with its fragrant scents +of hemlock, spruce and wintergreen, and out into a broad, +hot, sunny way.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The bees hummed in the flowers, and the grasshoppers sang +hotly along the side of the dusty road. Over the whole +earth there seemed to be the sound of a soft simmering, as if +nature were boiling down her sweets, the better to keep them +during the winter.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The strain of the day’s excitement and hurry and the +weariness of sorrow were beginning to tell upon the two +travellers. The road was heavy with dust and the horse +plodded monotonously through it. With the drone of the +insects and the glare of the afternoon sun, it was not strange +that little by little a great drowsiness came over Marcia and +her head began to droop like a poor wilted flower until she was +fast asleep.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David noticed that she slept, and drew her head against +his shoulder that she might rest more comfortably. Then he +settled back to his own pain, a deeper pang coming as he +thought how different it would have been if the head resting +against his shoulder had been golden instead of brown. Then +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page87"></span><a name="pg87" id="pg87" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +soon he too fell asleep, and the old horse, going slow, and yet +more slowly, finding no urging voice behind her and seeing +no need to hurry herself, came at last on the way to the +shade of an apple tree, and halted, finding it a pleasant place +to remain and think until the heat of the afternoon was +passed. Awhile she ate the tender grass that grew beneath +the generous shade, and nipped daintily at an apple or two +that hung within tempting reach. Then she too drooped her +white lashes, and nodded and drooped, and took an afternoon +nap.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">A farmer, trundling by in his empty hay wagon, found +them so, looked curiously at them, then drew up his team and +came and prodded David in the chest with his long hickory +stick.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Wake up, there, stranger, and move on,â€</span> he called, as he +jumped back into his wagon and took up the reins. <span class="tei tei-q">“We +don’t want no tipsy folks around these parts,â€</span> and with a loud +clatter he rode on.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David, whose strong temperance principles had made him +somewhat marked in his own neighborhood, roused and flushed +over the insinuation, and started up the lazy horse, which flung +out guiltily upon the way as if to make up for lost time. The +driver, however, was soon lost in his own troubles, which returned +upon him with redoubled sharpness as new sorrow +always does after brief sleep.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But Marcia slept on.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS08" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page88"></span><a name="pg88" id="pg88" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc16" id="toc16"></a> +<a name="pdf17" id="pdf17"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER VIII</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Owing to the horse’s nap by the roadside, it was quite late +in the evening when they reached the town and David saw +the lights of his own neighborhood gleaming in the distance. +He was glad it was late, for now there would be no one to meet +them that night. His friends would think, perhaps, that +they had changed their plans and stopped over night on the +way, or met with some detention.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia still slept.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David as he drew near the house began to feel that perhaps +he had made a mistake in carrying out his marriage just as +if nothing had happened and everything was all right. It +would be too great a strain upon him to live there in that +house without Kate, and come home every night just as he had +planned it, and not to find her there to greet him as he had +hoped. Oh, if he might turn even now and flee from it, +out into the wilderness somewhere and hide himself from +human kind, where no one would know, and no one ever ask +him about his wife!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He groaned in spirit as the horse drew up to the door, and +the heavy head of the sweet girl who was his wife reminded +him that he could not go away, but must stay and face the +responsibilities of life which he had taken upon himself, and +bear the pain that was his. It was not the fault of the girl +he had married. She sorrowed for him truly, and he felt +deeply grateful for the great thing she had done to save +his pride.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He leaned over and touched her shoulder gently to rouse +her, but her sleep was deep and healthy, the sleep of exhausted +youth. She did not rouse nor even open her eyes, but murmured +half audibly; <span class="tei tei-q">“David has come, Kate, hurry!â€</span></p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page89"></span><a name="pg89" id="pg89" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Half guessing what had passed the night he arrived, David +stooped and tenderly gathered her up in his arms. He felt +a bond of kindliness far deeper than brotherly love. It was +a bond of common suffering, and by her own choice she had +made herself his comrade in his trouble. He would at least +save her what suffering he could.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She did not waken as he carried her into the house, nor +when he took her upstairs and laid her gently upon the white +bed that had been prepared for the bridal chamber.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The moonlight stole in at the small-paned windows and fell +across the floor, showing every object in the room plainly. +David lighted a candle and set it upon the high mahogany +chest of drawers. The light flickered and played over the +sweet face and Marcia slept on.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David went downstairs and put up the horse, and then +returned, but Marcia had not stirred. He stood a moment +looking at her helplessly. It did not seem right to leave her +this way, and yet it was a pity to disturb her sleep, she seemed +so weary. It had been a long ride and the day had been +filled with unwonted excitement. He felt it himself, and +what must it be for her? She was a woman.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David had the old-fashioned gallant idea of woman.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Clumsily he untied the gay blue ribbons and pulled the +jaunty poke bonnet out of her way. The luxuriant hair, unused +to the confinement of combs, fell rich about her sleep-flushed +face. Contentedly she nestled down, the bonnet out +of her way, her red lips parted the least bit with a half smile, +the black lashes lying long upon her rosy cheek, one childish +hand upon which gleamed the new wedding ring—that was +not hers,—lying relaxed and appealing upon her breast, rising +and falling with her breath. A lovely bride!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David, stern, true, pained and appreciative, suddenly +awakened to what a dreadful thing he had done.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Here was this lovely woman, her womanhood not yet unfolded +from the bud, but lovely in promise even as her sister +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page90"></span><a name="pg90" id="pg90" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +had been in truth, her charms, her dreams, her woman’s +ways, her love, her very life, taken by him as ruthlessly and +as thoughtlessly as though she had been but a wax doll, and +put into a home where she could not possibly be what she +ought to be, because the place belonged to another. Thrown +away upon a man without a heart! That was what she was! +A sacrifice to his pride! There was no other way to put it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It fairly frightened him to think of the promises he had +made. <span class="tei tei-q">“Love, honor, cherish,â€</span> yes, all those he had promised, +and in a way he could perform, but not in the sense +that the wedding ceremony had meant, not in the way in +which he would have performed them had the bride been +Kate, the choice of his love. Oh, why, why had this awful +thing come upon him!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And now his conscience told him he had done wrong to take +this girl away from the possibilities of joy in the life that +might have been hers, and sacrifice her for the sake of saving +his own sufferings, and to keep his friends from knowing that +the girl he was to marry had jilted him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">As he stood before the lovely, defenceless girl her very +beauty and innocence arraigned him. He felt that God would +hold him accountable for the act he had so thoughtlessly +committed that day, and a burden of responsibility settled +upon his weight of sorrow that made him groan aloud. For +a moment his soul cried out against it in rebellion. Why +could he not have loved this sweet self-sacrificing girl instead +of her fickle sister? Why? Why? She might perhaps have +loved him in return, but now nothing could ever be! Earth +was filled with a black sorrow, and life henceforth meant renunciation +and one long struggle to hide his trouble from the +world.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But the girl whom he had selfishly drawn into the darkness +of his sorrow with him, she must not be made to suffer more +than he could help. He must try to make her happy, and +keep her as much as possible from knowing what she had +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page91"></span><a name="pg91" id="pg91" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +missed by coming with him! His lips set in stern resolve, +and a purpose, half prayer, went up on record before God, +that he would save her as much as he knew how.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Lying helpless so, she appealed to him. Asking nothing +she yet demanded all from him in the name of true chivalry. +How readily had she given up all for him! How sweetly she +had said she would fill the place left vacant by her sister, just +to save him pain and humiliation!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">A desire to stoop and kiss the fair face came to him, not +for affection’s sake, but reverently, as if to render to her +before God some fitting sign that he knew and understood her +act of self sacrifice, and would not presume upon it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Slowly, as though he were performing a religious ceremony, +a sacred duty laid upon him on high, David stooped over her, +bringing his face to the gentle sleeping one. Her sweet +breath fanned his cheek like the almost imperceptible fragrance +of a bud not fully opened yet to give forth its sweetness +to the world. His soul, awake and keen through the thoughts +that had just come to him, gave homage to her sweetness, +sadly, wistfully, half wishing his spirit free to gather this +sweetness for his own.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And so he brought his lips to hers, and kissed her, his +bride, yet not his bride. Kissed her for the second time. +That thought came to him with the touch of the warm lips +and startled him. Had there been something significant in +the fact that he had met Marcia first and kissed her instead +of Kate by mistake?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It seemed as though the sleeping lips clung to his lingeringly, +and half responded to the kiss, as Marcia in her dreams +lived over again the kiss she had received by her father’s +gate in the moonlight. Only the dream lover was her own +and not another’s. David, as he lifted up his head and looked +at her gravely, saw a half smile illuminating her lips as if +the sleeping soul within had felt the touch and answered to +the call.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page92"></span><a name="pg92" id="pg92" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">With a deep sigh he turned away, blew out the candle, and +left her with the moonbeams in her chamber. He walked +sadly to a rear room of the house and lay down upon the +bed, his whole soul crying out in agony at his miserable state.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"></p><div class="tei tei-tb"> </div> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate, the careless one, who had made all this heart-break +and misery, had quarreled with her husband already because +he did not further some expensive whim of hers. She had +told him she was sorry she had not stayed where she was and +carried on her marriage with David as she had planned to do. +Now she sat sulkily in her room alone, too angry to sleep; +while her husband smoked sullenly in the barroom below, and +drank frequent glasses of brandy to fortify himself against +Kate’s moods.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate was considering whether or not she had been a fool +in marrying the captain instead of David, though she called +herself by a much milder word than that. The romance +was already worn away. She wished for her trunk and her +pretty furbelows. Her father’s word of reconciliation would +doubtless come in a few days, also the trunks.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">After all there was intense satisfaction to Kate in having +broken all bounds and done as she pleased. Of course it +would have been a bit more comfortable if David had not been +so absurdly in earnest, and believed in her so thoroughly. +But it was nice to have some one believe in you no matter +what you did, and David would always do that. It began +to look doubtful if the captain would. But David would +never marry, she was sure, and perhaps, by and by, when +everything had been forgotten and forgiven, she might establish +a pleasant relationship with him again. It would be +charming to coquet with him. He made love so earnestly, +and his great eyes were so handsome when he looked at one +with his whole soul in them. Yes, she certainly must keep +in with him, for it would be good to have a friend like that +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page93"></span><a name="pg93" id="pg93" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +when her husband was off at sea with his ship. Now that she +was a married woman she would be free from all such childish +trammels as being guarded at home and never going anywhere +alone. She could go to New York, and she would let +David know where she was and he would come up on business +and perhaps take her to the theatre. To be sure, she had +heard David express views against theatre-going, and she knew +he was as much of a church man, almost, as her father, but +she was sure she could coax him to do anything for her, and +she had always wanted to go to the theatre. His scruples +might be strong, but she knew his love for her, and thought +it was stronger. She had read in his eyes that it would never +fail her. Yes, she thought, she would begin at once to make +a friend of David. She would write him a letter asking forgiveness, +and then she would keep him under her influence. +There was no telling what might happen with her husband +off at sea so much. It was well to be foresighted, besides, it +would be wholesome for the captain to know she had another +friend. He might be less stubborn. What a nuisance that the +marriage vows had to be taken for life! It would be much +nicer if they could be put off as easily as they were put on. +Rather hard on some women perhaps, but she could keep any +man as long as she chose, and then—she snapped her pretty +thumb and finger in the air to express her utter disdain for +the man whom she chose to cast off.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It seemed that Kate, in running away from her father’s +house and her betrothed bridegroom, and breaking the laws +of respectable society, had with that act given over all attempt +at any principle.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">So she set herself down to write her letter, with a pout +here and a dimple there, and as much pretty gentleness as if +she had been talking with her own bewitching face and eyes +quite near to his. She knew she could bewitch him if she +chose, and she was in the mood just now to choose very +much, for she was deeply angry with her husband.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page94"></span><a name="pg94" id="pg94" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She had ever been utterly heartless when she pleased, knowing +that it needed but her returning smile, sweet as a May +morning, to bring her much abused subjects fondly to her +feet once more. It did not strike her that this time she had +sinned not only against her friends, but against heaven, and +God-given love, and that a time of reckoning must come to +her,—had come, indeed.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She had never believed they would be angry with her, her +father least of all. She had no thought they would do anything +desperate. She had expected the wedding would be put +off indefinitely, that the servants would be sent out hither and +yon in hot haste to unbid the guests, upon some pretext of +accident or illness, and that it would be left to rest until the +village had ceased to wonder and her real marriage with +Captain Leavenworth could be announced.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She had counted upon David to stand up for her. She had +not understood how her father’s righteous soul would be +stirred to the depths of shame and utter disgrace over her +wanton action. Not that she would have been in the least +deterred from doing as she pleased had she understood, only +that she counted upon too great power with all of them.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When the letter was written it sounded quite pathetic and +penitent, putting all the blame of her action upon her husband, +and making herself out a poor, helpless, sweet thing, bewildered +by so much love put upon her, and suggesting, just in +a hint, that perhaps after all she had made a mistake not to +have kept David’s love instead of the wilder, fiercer one. +She ended by begging David to be her friend forever, and +leaving an impression with him, though it was but slight, that +already shadows had crossed her path that made her feel his +friendship might be needed some day.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was a letter calculated to drive such a lover as David +had been, half mad with anguish, even without the fact of his +hasty marriage added to the situation.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And in due time, by coach, the letter came to David.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS09" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page95"></span><a name="pg95" id="pg95" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc18" id="toc18"></a> +<a name="pdf19" id="pdf19"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER IX</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The morning sunbeams fell across the floor when Marcia +awoke suddenly to a sense of her new surroundings. For a +moment she could not think where she was nor how she came +there. She looked about the unfamiliar walls, covered with +paper decorated in landscapes—a hill in the distance with a +tall castle among the trees, a blue lake in the foreground and +two maidens sitting pensively upon a green bank with their +arms about one another. Marcia liked it. She felt there +was a story in it. She would like to imagine about the lives +of those two girls when she had more time.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There were no pictures in the room to mar those upon the +paper, but the walls did not look bare. Everything was new +and stiff and needed a woman’s hand to bring the little homey +touches, but the newness was a delight to the girl. It was as +good as the time when she was a little girl and played house +with Mary Ann down on the old flat stone in the pasture, +with acorns for cups and saucers, and bits of broken china +carefully treasured upon the mossy shelves in among the roots +of the old elm tree that arched over the stone.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She was stiff from the long ride, but her sleep had wonderfully +refreshed her, and now she was ready to go to work. +She wondered as she rose how she got upon that bed, how the +blue bonnet got untied and laid upon the chair beside her. +Surely she could not have done it herself and have no memory +of it. Had she walked upstairs herself, or did some one carry +her? Did David perhaps? Good kind David! A bird +hopped upon the window seat and trilled a song, perked his +head knowingly at her and flitted away. Marcia went to the +window to look after him, and was held by the new sights +that met her gaze. She could catch glimpses of houses through +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page96"></span><a name="pg96" id="pg96" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +bowers of vines, and smoke rising from chimneys. She wondered +who lived near, and if there were girls who would prove +pleasant companions. Then she suddenly remembered that +she was a girl no longer and must associate with married +women hereafter.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But suddenly the clock on the church steeple across the way +warned her that it was late, and with a sense of deserving +reprimand she hurried downstairs.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The fire was already lighted and David had brought +in fresh water. So much his intuition had told him was +necessary. He had been brought up by three maiden aunts +who thought that a man in the kitchen was out of his sphere, +so the kitchen was an unknown quantity to him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia entered the room as if she were not quite certain +of her welcome. She was coming into a kingdom she only +half understood.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Good morning,â€</span> she said shyly, and a lovely color stole +into her cheeks. Once more David’s conscience smote him as +her waking beauty intensified the impression made the night +before.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Good morning,â€</span> he said gravely, studying her face as +he might have studied some poor waif whom he had unknowingly +run over in the night and picked up to resuscitate. +<span class="tei tei-q">“Are you rested? You were very tired last night.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“What a baby I was!â€</span> said Marcia deprecatingly, with a +soft little gurgle of a laugh like a merry brook. David was +amazed to find she had two dimples located about as Kate’s +were, only deeper, and more gentle in their expression.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Did I sleep all the afternoon after we left the canal? +And did you have hard work to get me into the house and +upstairs?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You slept most soundly,â€</span> said David, smiling in spite of +his heavy heart. <span class="tei tei-q">“It seemed a pity to waken you, so I did +the next best thing and put you to bed as well as I knew how.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“It was very good of you,â€</span> said Marcia, coming over to +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page97"></span><a name="pg97" id="pg97" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +him with her hands clasped earnestly, <span class="tei tei-q">“and I don’t know +how to thank you.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was something quaint and old-fashioned in her way +of speaking, and it struck David pitifully that she should be +thanking her husband, the man who had pledged himself to +care for her all his life. It seemed that everywhere he turned +his conscience would be continually reproaching him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was a dainty breakfast to which they presently sat down. +There was plenty of bread and fresh butter just from the hands +of the best butter-maker in the county; the eggs had been laid +the day before, and the bacon was browned just right. Marcia +well knew how to make coffee, there was cream rich and yellow +as ever came from the cows at home and there were blackberries +as large and fine every bit as those Marcia picked but +a few days before for the purchase of her pink sprigged chintz.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David watched her deft movements and all at once keen +smiting conscience came to remind him that Marcia was +defrauded of all the loving interchange of mirth that would +have been if Kate had been here. Also, keener still the +thought that Kate had not wanted it: that she had preferred +the love of another man to his, and that these joys +had not been held in dear anticipation with her as they had +with him. He had been a fool. All these months of waiting +for his marriage he had thought that he and Kate held feelings +in common, joys and hopes and tender thoughts of one +another; and, behold, he was having these feelings all to himself, +fool and blind that he was! A bitter sigh came to his +lips, and Marcia, eager in the excitement of getting her first +breakfast upon her own responsibility, heard and forgot to +smile over the completed work. She could hardly eat what +she had prepared, her heart felt David’s sadness so keenly.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Shyly she poured the amber coffee and passed it to David. +She was pleased that he drank it eagerly and passed his cup +back for more. He ate but little, but seemed to approve of +all she had done.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page98"></span><a name="pg98" id="pg98" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">After breakfast David went down to the office. He had +told Marcia that he would step over and tell his aunts of +their arrival, and they would probably come over in the course +of the day to greet her. He would be back to dinner at +twelve. He suggested that she spend her time in resting, as +she must be weary yet. Then hesitating, he went out and +closed the door behind him. He waited again on the door +stone outside and opened the door to ask:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You won’t be lonesome, will you, child?â€</span> He had the +feeling of troubled responsibility upon him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, no!â€</span> said Marcia brightly, smiling back. She +thought it so kind of him to take the trouble to think of her. +She was quite anticipating a trip of investigation over her +new domain, and the pleasure of feeling that she was mistress +and might do as she pleased. Yet she stood by the window +after he was gone and watched his easy strides down the +street with a feeling of mingled pride and disappointment. +It was a very nice play she was going through, and David +was handsome, and her young heart swelled with pride to +belong to him, but after all there was something left out. A +great lack, a great unknown longing unsatisfied. What was +it? What made it? Was it David’s sorrow?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She turned with a sigh as he disappeared around a curve +in the sidewalk and was lost to view. Then casting aside +the troubles which were trying to settle upon her, she gave +herself up to a morning of pure delight.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She flew about the kitchen putting things to rights, washing +the delicate sprigged china with its lavendar sprays and +buff bands, and putting it tenderly upon the shelves behind +the glass doors; shoving the table back against the wall +demurely with dropped leaves. It did not take long.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was no need to worry about the dinner. There was +a leg of lamb beautifully cooked, half a dozen pies, their flaky +crusts bearing witness to the culinary skill of the aunts, a +fruit cake, a pound cake, a jar of delectable cookies and another +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page99"></span><a name="pg99" id="pg99" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +of fat sugary doughnuts, three loaves of bread, and a +sheet of puffy rusks with their shining tops dusted with sugar. +Besides the preserve closet was rich in all kinds of preserves, +jellies and pickles. No, it would not take long to get dinner.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was into the great parlor that Marcia peeped first. It +had been toward that room that her hopes and fears had +turned while she washed the dishes.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The Schuylers were one of the few families in those days +that possessed a musical instrument, and it had been the +delight of Marcia’s heart. She seemed to have a natural +talent for music, and many an hour she spent at the old +spinet drawing tender tones from the yellowed keys. The +spinet had been in the family for a number of years and +very proud had the Schuyler girls been of it. Kate could +rattle off gay waltzes and merry, rollicking tunes that fairly +made the feet of the sedate village maidens flutter in time +to their melody, but Marcia’s music had always been more +tender and spiritual. Dear old hymns, she loved, and some +of the old classics. <span class="tei tei-q">“Stupid old things without any tune,â€</span> +Kate called them. But Marcia persevered in playing them +until she could bring out the beautiful passages in a way +that at least satisfied herself. Her one great desire had been +to take lessons of a real musician and be able to play the +wonderful things that the old masters had composed. It is +true that very few of these had come in her way. One somewhat +mutilated copy of Handel’s <span class="tei tei-q">“Creation,â€</span> a copy of +Haydn’s <span class="tei tei-q">“Messiah,â€</span> and a few fragments of an old book of +Bach’s Fugues and Preludes. Many of these she could not +play at all, but others she had managed to pick out. A visit +from a cousin who lived in Boston and told of the concerts +given there by the Handel and Haydn Society had served to +strengthen her deeper interest in music. The one question +that had been going over in her mind ever since she awoke had +been whether there was a musical instrument in the house. +She felt that if there was not she would miss the old spinet +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page100"></span><a name="pg100" id="pg100" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +in her father’s house more than any other thing about her +childhood’s home.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">So with fear and trepidation she entered the darkened +room, where the careful aunts had drawn the thick green +shades. The furniture stood about in shadowed corners, and +every footfall seemed a fearsome thing.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s bright eyes hurried furtively about, noting the +great glass knobs that held the lace curtains with heavy silk +cords, the round mahogany table, with its china vase of +<span class="tei tei-q">“everlastings,â€</span> the high, stiff-backed chairs all decked in +elaborate antimacassars of intricate pattern. Then, in the +furthest corner, shrouded in dark coverings she found what +she was searching for. With a cry she sprang to it, touched +its polished wood with gentle fingers, and lovingly felt for the +keyboard. It was closed. Marcia pushed up the shade to see +better, and opened the instrument cautiously.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was a pianoforte of the latest pattern, and with exclamations +of delight she sat down and began to strike chords, +softly at first, as if half afraid, then more boldly. The tone +was sweeter than the old spinet, or the harpsichord owned +by Squire Hartrandt. Marcia marvelled at the volume of +sound. It filled the room and seemed to echo through the +empty halls.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She played soft little airs from memory, and her soul was +filled with joy. Now she knew she would never be lonely +in the new life, for she would always have this wonderful +instrument to flee to when she felt homesick.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Across the hall were two square rooms, the front one furnished +as a library. Here were rows of books behind glass +doors. Marcia looked at them with awe. Might she read +them all? She resolved to cultivate her mind that she might +be a fit companion for David. She knew he was wise beyond +his years for she had heard her father say so. She went +nearer and scanned the titles, and at once there looked out to +her from the rows of bindings a few familiar faces of books +she had read and re-read. <span class="tei tei-q">“Thaddeus of Warsaw,â€</span> <span class="tei tei-q">“The +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page101"></span><a name="pg101" id="pg101" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +Scottish Chiefs,â€</span> <span class="tei tei-q">“Mysteries of Udolpho,â€</span> <span class="tei tei-q">“Romance of the +Forest,â€</span> <span class="tei tei-q">“Baker’s Livy,â€</span> <span class="tei tei-q">“Rollin’s History,â€</span> <span class="tei tei-q">“Pilgrim’s +Progress,â€</span> and a whole row of Sir Walter Scott’s novels. She +caught her breath with delight. What pleasure was opening +before her! All of Scott! And she had read but one!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was with difficulty she tore herself away from the tempting +shelves and went on to the rest of the house.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Back of David’s library was a sunny sitting room, or breakfast +room,—or <span class="tei tei-q">“dining roomâ€</span> as it would be called at the +present time. In Marcia’s time the family ate most of their +meals in one end of the large bright kitchen, that end furnished +with a comfortable lounge, a few bookshelves, a thick +ingrain carpet, and a blooming geranium in the wide window +seat. But there was always the other room for company, for +<span class="tei tei-q">“high days and holidays.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Out of this morning room the pantry opened with its spicy +odors of preserves and fruit cake.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia looked about her well pleased. The house itself +was a part of David’s inheritance, his mother’s family homestead. +Things were all on a grand scale for a bride. Most +brides began in a very simple way and climbed up year by +year. How Kate would have liked it all! David must have +had in mind her fastidious tastes, and spent a great deal of +money in trying to please her. That piano must have been +very expensive. Once more Marcia felt how David had loved +Kate and a pang went through her as she wondered however he +was to live without her. Her young soul had not yet awakened +to the question of how <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">she</span></span> was to live <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">with</span></span> him, while his heart +went continually mourning for one who was lost to him forever.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The rooms upstairs were all pleasant, spacious, and comfortably +furnished. There was no suggestion of bareness or +anything left unfinished. Much of the furniture was old, +having belonged to David’s mother, and was in a state of fine +preservation, a possession of which to be justly proud.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There were four rooms besides the one in which Marcia +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page102"></span><a name="pg102" id="pg102" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +had slept: a front and back on the opposite side of the hall, +a room just back of her own, and one at the end of the hall +over the large kitchen.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She entered them all and looked about. The three beside +her own in the front part of the house were all large and +airy, furnished with high four-posted bedsteads, and pretty +chintz hangings. Each was immaculate in its appointments. +Cautiously she lifted the latch of the back room. David had +not slept in any of the others, for the bedcoverings and +pillows were plump and undisturbed. Ah! It was here +in the back room that he had carried his heavy heart, as far +away from the rest of the house as possible!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The bed was rumpled as if some one had thrown himself +heavily down without stopping to undress. There was water +in the washbowl and a towel lay carelessly across a chair as +if it had been hastily used. There was a newspaper on the +bureau and a handkerchief on the floor. Marcia looked sadly +about at these signs of occupancy, her eyes dwelling upon +each detail. It was here that David had suffered, and her +loving heart longed to help him in his suffering.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But there was nothing in the room to keep her, and remembering +the fire she had left upon the hearth, which must be +almost spent and need replenishing by this time, she turned +to go downstairs.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Just at the door something caught her eye under the edge +of the chintz valence round the bed. It was but the very +tip of the corner of an old daguerreotype, but for some reason +Marcia was moved to stoop and draw it from its concealment. +Then she saw it was her sister’s saucy, pretty face that laughed +back at her in defiance from the picture.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">As if she had touched something red hot Marcia dropped +it, and pushed it with her foot far back under the bed. Then +shutting the door quickly she went downstairs. Was it always +to be thus? Would Kate ever blight all her joy from this +time forth?</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS10" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page103"></span><a name="pg103" id="pg103" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc20" id="toc20"></a> +<a name="pdf21" id="pdf21"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER X</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s cheeks were flushed when David came home to +dinner, for at the last she had to hurry.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">As he stood in the doorway of the wide kitchen and caught +the odor of the steaming platter of green corn she was putting +upon the table, David suddenly realized that he had eaten +scarcely anything for breakfast.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Also, he felt a certain comfort from the sweet steady look +of wistful sympathy in Marcia’s eyes. Did he fancy it, or +was there a new look upon her face, a more reserved bearing, +less childish, more touched by sad knowledge of life and its +bitterness? It was mere fancy of course, something he had +just not noticed. He had seen so little of her before.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">In the heart of the maiden there stirred a something which +she did not quite understand, something brought to life by +the sight of her sister’s daguerreotype lying at the edge of +the valence, where it must have fallen from David’s pocket +without his knowledge as he lay asleep. It had seemed to +put into tangible form the solid wall of fact that hung between +her and any hope of future happiness as a wife, and for the +first time she too began to realize what she had sacrificed in +thus impetuously throwing her young life into the breach +that it might be healed. But she was not sorry,—not yet, +anyway,—only frightened, and filled with dreary forebodings.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The meal was a pleasant one, though constrained. David +roused himself to be cheerful for Marcia’s sake, as he would +have done with any other stranger, and the girl, suddenly +grown sensitive, felt it, and appreciated it, yet did not +understand why it made her unhappy.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She was anxious to please him, and kept asking if the +potatoes were seasoned right and if his corn were tender, and +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page104"></span><a name="pg104" id="pg104" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +if he wouldn’t have another cup of coffee. Her cheeks were +quite red with the effort at matronly dignity when David was +finally through his dinner and gone back to the office, and +two big tears came and sat in her eyes for a moment, but +were persuaded with a determined effort to sink back again +into those unfathomable wells that lie in the depths of a +woman’s eyes. She longed to get out of doors and run wild +and free in the old south pasture for relief. She did not +know how different it all was from the first dinner of the +ordinary young married couple; so stiff and formal, with no +gentle touches, no words of love, no glances that told more +than words. And yet, child as she was, she felt it, a lack +somewhere, she knew not what.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But training is a great thing. Marcia had been trained to +be on the alert for the next duty and to do it before she gave +herself time for any of her own thoughts. The dinner table +was awaiting her attention, and there was company coming.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She glanced at the tall clock in the hall and found she had +scarcely an hour before she might expect David’s aunts, for +David had brought her word that they would come and spend +the afternoon and stay to tea.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She shrank from the ordeal and wished David had seen fit +to stay and introduce her. It would have been a relief to +have had him for a shelter. Somehow she knew that he would +have stayed if it had been Kate, and that thought pained her, +with a quick sharpness like the sting of an insect. She wondered +if she were growing selfish, that it should hurt to find +herself of so little account. And, yet, it was to be expected, +and she must stop thinking about it. Of course, Kate was +the one he had chosen and Kate would always be the only +one to him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It did not take her long to reduce the dinner table to +order and put all things in readiness for tea time; and in +doing her work Marcia’s thoughts flew to pleasanter themes. +She wondered what Dolly and Debby, the servants at home, +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page105"></span><a name="pg105" id="pg105" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +would say if they could see her pretty china and the nice +kitchen. They had always been fond of her, and naturally +her new honors made her wish to have her old friends see her. +What would Mary Ann say? What fun it would be to have +Mary Ann there sometime. It would be almost like the days +when they had played house under the old elm on the big flat +stone, only this would be a real house with real sprigged china +instead of bits of broken things. Then she fell into a song, +one they sang in school,</p> + +<div class="tei tei-lg" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-left: 13.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left; margin-left: -1.00em">“Sister, thou wast mild and lovely,</div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left; margin-left: 2.00em">Gentle as the summer breeze,</div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left">Pleasant as the air of evening</div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left; margin-left: 2.00em">When it floats among the trees.â€</div> +</div> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But the first words set her to thinking of her own +sister, and how little the song applied to her, and she thought with a sigh +how much better it would have been, how much less bitter, if +Kate had been that way and had lain down to die and they +could have laid her away in the little hilly graveyard under +the weeping willows, and felt about her as they did about the +girl for whom that song was written.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The work was done, and Marcia arrayed in one of the +simplest of Kate’s afternoon frocks, when the brass knocker +sounded through the house, startling her with its unfamiliar +sound.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Breathlessly she hurried downstairs. The crucial moment +had come when she must stand to meet her new relatives alone. +With her hand trembling she opened the door, but there was +only one person standing on the stoop, a girl of about her +own age, perhaps a few months younger. Her hair was red, +her face was freckled, and her blue eyes under the red lashes +danced with repressed mischief. Her dress was plain and +she wore a calico sunbonnet of chocolate color.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Let me in quick before Grandma sees me,â€</span> she demanded +unceremoniously, entering at once before there was opportunity +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page106"></span><a name="pg106" id="pg106" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +for invitation. <span class="tei tei-q">“Grandma thinks I’ve gone to the +store, so she won’t expect me for a little while. I was jest +crazy to see how you looked. I’ve ben watchin’ out o’ the +window all the morning, but I couldn’t ketch a glimpse of +you. When David came out this morning I thought you’d +sure be at the kitchen door to kiss him good-bye, but you +wasn’t, and I watched every chance I could get, but I couldn’t +see you till you run out in the garden fer corn. Then I saw +you good, fer I was out hangin’ up dish towels. You didn’t +have a sunbonnet on, so I could see real well. And when I +saw how young you was I made up my mind I’d get acquainted +in spite of Grandma. You don’t mind my comin’ over this +way without bein’ dressed up, do you? There wouldn’t be +any way to get here without Grandma seeing me, you know, if +I put on my Sunday clo’es.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I’m glad you came!â€</span> said Marcia impulsively, feeling a +rush of something like tears in her throat at the relief of +delay from the aunts. <span class="tei tei-q">“Come in and sit down. Who are +you, and why wouldn’t your Grandmother like you to come?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The strange girl laughed a mirthless laugh.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Me? Oh, I’m Mirandy. Nobody ever calls me anything +but Mirandy. My pa left ma when I was a baby an’ never +come back, an’ ma died, and I live with Grandma Heath. +An’ Grandma’s mad ’cause David didn’t marry Hannah Heath. +She wanted him to an’ she did everything she could to make +him pay ’tention to Hannah, give her fine silk frocks, two of +’em, and a real pink parasol, but David he never seemed to +know the parasol was pink at all, fer he’d never offer to hold +it over Hannah even when Grandma made him walk with her +home from church ahead of us. So when it come out that +David was really going to marry, and wouldn’t take Hannah, +Grandma got as mad as could be and said we never any of us +should step over his door sill. But I’ve stepped, I have, and +Grandma can’t help herself.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“And who is Hannah Heath?â€</span> questioned the dazed young +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page107"></span><a name="pg107" id="pg107" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +bride. It appeared there was more than a sister to be taken +into account.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Hannah? Oh, Hannah is my cousin, Uncle Jim’s oldest +daughter, and she’s getting on toward thirty somewhere. She +has whitey-yellow hair and light blue eyes and is tall and real +pretty. She held her head high fer a good many years waitin’ +fer David, and I guess she feels she made a mistake now. +I noticed she bowed real sweet to Hermon Worcester last +Sunday and let him hold her parasol all the way to Grandma’s +gate. Hannah was mad as hops when she heard that you had +gold hair and blue eyes, for it did seem hard to be beaten +by a girl of the same kind? but you haven’t, have you? Your +hair is almost black and your eyes are brownie-brown. You’re +years younger than Hannah, too. My! Won’t she be astonished +when she sees you! But I don’t understand how it got +around about your having gold hair. It was a man that +stopped at your father’s house once told it——â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“It was my sister!â€</span> said Marcia, and then blushed crimson +to think how near she had come to revealing the truth which +must not be known.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Your sister? Have you got a sister with gold hair?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Yes, he must have seen her,â€</span> said Marcia confusedly. +She was not used to evasion.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“How funny!â€</span> said Miranda. <span class="tei tei-q">“Well, I’m glad he did, +for it made Hannah so jealous it was funny. But I guess +she’ll get a set-back when she sees how young you are. You’re +not as pretty as I thought you would be, but I believe I like +you better.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda’s frank speech reminded Marcia of Mary Ann +and made her feel quite at home with her curious visitor. +She did not mind being told she was not up to the mark of +beauty. From her point of view she was not nearly so pretty +as Kate, and her only fear was that her lack of beauty might +reveal the secret and bring confusion to David. But she need +not have feared: no one watching the two girls, as they sat in +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page108"></span><a name="pg108" id="pg108" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +the large sunny room and faced each other, but would have +smiled to think the homely crude girl could suggest that the +other calm, cool bud of womanhood was not as near perfection +of beauty as a bud could be expected to come. There was +always something +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E9" id="E9" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e9" class="tei tei-ref">child-like</a></span> +about Marcia’s face, especially her +profile, something deep and other-world-like in her eyes, that +gave her an appearance so distinguished from other girls that +the word <span class="tei tei-q">“prettyâ€</span> did not apply, and surface observers might +have passed her by when searching for prettiness, but not so +those who saw soul beauties.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But Miranda’s time was limited, and she wanted to make +as much of it as possible.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Say, I heard you making music this morning. Won’t +you do it for me? I’d just love to hear you.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s face lit up with responsive enthusiasm, and she led +the way to the darkened parlor and folded back the covers of +the precious piano. She played some tender little airs she +loved as she would have played them for Mary Ann, and the +two young things stood there together, children in thought +and feeling, half a generation apart in position, and neither +recognized the difference.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“My land!â€</span> said the visitor, <span class="tei tei-q">“’f I could play like that I +wouldn’t care ef I had freckles and no father and red hair,â€</span> +and looking up Marcia saw tears in the light blue eyes, and +knew she had a kindred feeling in her heart for Miranda.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They had been talking a minute or two when the knocker +suddenly sounded through the long hall again making both +girls start. Miranda boldly tiptoed over to the front window +and peeped between the green slats of the Venetian blind to +see who was at the door, while Marcia started guiltily and +quickly closed the instrument.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“It’s David’s aunts,â€</span> announced Miranda in a stage whisper +hurriedly. <span class="tei tei-q">“I might ’a’ known they would come this afternoon. +Well, I had first try at you anyway, and I like you real +well. May I come again and hear you play? You go quick +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page109"></span><a name="pg109" id="pg109" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +to the door, and I’ll slip into the kitchen till they get in, and +then I’ll go out the kitchen door and round the house out the +little gate so Grandma won’t see me. I must hurry for I +ought to have been back ten minutes ago.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“But you haven’t been to the store,â€</span> said Marcia in a dismayed +whisper.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, well, that don’t matter! I’ll tell her they didn’t +have what she sent me for. Good-bye. You better hurry.â€</span> +So saying, she disappeared into the kitchen; and Marcia, +startled by such easy morality, stood dazed until the knocker +sounded forth again, this time a little more peremptorily, as +the elder aunt took her turn at it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And so at last Marcia was face to face with the Misses +Spafford.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They came in, each with her knitting in a black silk bag +on her slim arm, and greeted the flushed, perturbed Marcia +with gentle, righteous, rigid inspection. She felt with the +first glance that she was being tried in the fire, and that it +was to be no easy ordeal through which she was to pass. They +had come determined to sift her to the depths and know at +once the worst of what their beloved nephew had brought upon +himself. If they found aught wrong with her they meant +to be kindly and loving with her, but they meant to take it +out of her. This had been the unspoken understanding between +them as they wended their dignified, determined way to +David’s house that afternoon, and this was what Marcia faced +as she opened the door for them.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She gasped a little, as any girl overwhelmed thus might +have done. She did not tilt her chin in defiance as Kate +would have done. The thought of David came to support her, +and she grasped for her own little part and tried to play it +creditably. She did not know whether the aunts knew of her +true identity or not, but she was not left long in doubt.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“My dear, we have long desired to know you, of whom we +have heard so much,â€</span> recited Miss Amelia, with slightly +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page110"></span><a name="pg110" id="pg110" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +agitated mien, as she bestowed a cool kiss of duty upon +Marcia’s warm cheek. It chilled the girl, like the breath +from a funeral flower.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Yes, it is indeed a pleasure to us to at last look upon our +dear nephew’s wife,â€</span> said Miss Hortense quite precisely, and +laid the sister kiss upon the other cheek. In spite of her there +flitted through Marcia’s brain the verse, <span class="tei tei-q">“Whosoever shall +smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also.â€</span> +Then she was shocked at her own irreverence and tried to put +away a hysterical desire to laugh.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The aunts, too, were somewhat taken aback. They had +not looked for so girlish a wife. She was not at all what they +had pictured. David had tried to describe Kate to them +once, and this young, sweet, disarming thing did not in the +least fit their preconceived ideas of her. What should they +do? How could they carry on a campaign planned against a +certain kind of enemy, when lo, as they came upon the field +of action the supposed enemy had taken another and more +bewildering form than the one for whom they had prepared. +They were for the moment silent, gathering their thoughts, +and trying to fit their intended tactics to the present situation.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">During this operation Marcia helped them to remove their +bonnets and silk capes and to lay them neatly on the parlor +sofa. She gave them chairs, suggested palm-leaf fans, and +looked about, for the moment forgetting that this was not her +old home +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E10" id="E10" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e10" class="tei tei-ref">plentifully</a></span> +supplied with those gracious breeze +wafters.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They watched her graceful movements, those two angular +old ladies, and marvelled over her roundness and suppleness. +They saw with appalled hearts what a power youth and beauty +might have over a man. Perhaps she might be even worse +than they had feared, though if you could have heard them +talk about their nephew’s coming bride to their neighbors for +months beforehand, you would have supposed they knew her +to be a model in every required direction. But their stately +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page111"></span><a name="pg111" id="pg111" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +pride required that of them, an outward loyalty at least. Now +that loyalty was to be tried, and Marcia had two old, narrow +and well-fortified hearts to conquer ere her way would be +entirely smooth.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Well might Madam Schuyler have been proud of her pupil +as alone and unaided she faced the trying situation and +mastered it in a sweet and unassuming way.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They began their inquisition at once, so soon as they were +seated, and the preliminary sentences uttered. The gleaming +knitting needles seemed to Marcia like so many swarming, +vindictive bees, menacing her peace of mind.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You look young, child, to have the care of so large a +house as this,â€</span> said Aunt Amelia, looking at Marcia over her +spectacles as if she were expected to take the first bite out of +her. <span class="tei tei-q">“It’s a great responsibility!â€</span> she shut her thin lips +tightly and shook her head, as if she had said: <span class="tei tei-q">“It’s a great +<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">impossibility</span></span>.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Have you ever had the care of a house?â€</span> asked Miss +Hortense, going in a little deeper. <span class="tei tei-q">“David likes everything +nice, you know, he has always been used to it.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was something in the tone, and in the set of the bow +on Aunt Hortense’s purple-trimmed cap that roused the spirit +in Marcia.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I think I rather enjoy housework,â€</span> she responded coolly. +This unexpected statement somewhat mollified the aunts. +They had heard to the contrary from some one who had lived +in the same town with the Schuylers. Kate’s reputation was +widely known, as that of a spoiled beauty, who did not care +to work, and would do whatever she pleased. The aunts had +entertained many forebodings from the few stray hints an old +neighbor of Kate’s had dared to utter in their hearing.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The talk drifted at once into household matters, as though +that were the first division of the examination the young bride +was expected to undergo. Marcia took early opportunity to +still further mollify her visitors by her warmest praise of the +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page112"></span><a name="pg112" id="pg112" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +good things with which the pantry and store-closet had been +filled. The expression that came upon the two old faces was +that of receiving but what is due. If the praise had not +been forthcoming they would have marked it down against +her, but it counted for very little with them, warm as it was.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Can you make good bread?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The question was flung out by Aunt Hortense like a challenge, +and the very set of her nostrils gave Marcia warning. +But it was in a relieved voice that ended almost in a ripple of +laugh that she answered quite assuredly: <span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, yes, indeed. +I can make beautiful bread. I just love to make it, too!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“But how do you make it?â€</span> quickly questioned Aunt +Amelia, like a repeating rifle. If the first shot had not struck +home, the second was likely to. <span class="tei tei-q">“Do you use hop yeast? +Potatoes? I thought so. Don’t know how to make salt-rising, +do you? It’s just what might have been expected.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“David has always been used to salt-rising bread,â€</span> said +Aunt Hortense with a grim set of her lips as though she were +delivering a judgment. <span class="tei tei-q">“He was raised on it.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“If David does not like my bread,â€</span> said Marcia with a +rising color and a nervous little laugh, <span class="tei tei-q">“then I shall try to +make some that he does like.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was an assurance about the <span class="tei tei-q">“ifâ€</span> that did not please +the oracle.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“David was raised on salt-rising bread,â€</span> said Aunt Hortense +again as if that settled it. <span class="tei tei-q">“We can send you down a +loaf or two every time we bake until you learn how.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I’m sure it’s very kind of you,â€</span> said Marcia, not at all +pleased, <span class="tei tei-q">“but I do not think that will be necessary. David +has always seemed to like our bread when he visited at home. +Indeed he often praised it.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“David would not be impolite,â€</span> said Aunt Amelia, after a +suitable pause in which Marcia felt disapprobation in the air. +<span class="tei tei-q">“It would be best for us to send it. David’s health might +suffer if he was not suitably nourished.â€</span></p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page113"></span><a name="pg113" id="pg113" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s cheeks grew redder. Bread had been one of her +stepmother’s strong points, well infused into her young pupil. +Madam Schuyler had never been able to say enough to sufficiently +express her scorn of people who made salt-rising +bread.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“My stepmother made beautiful bread,â€</span> she said quite +childishly; <span class="tei tei-q">“she did not think salt-rising was so healthy as +that made from hop yeast. She disliked the odor in the +house from salt-rising bread.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Now indeed the aunts exchanged glances of <span class="tei tei-q">“On to the +combat.â€</span> Four red spots flamed giddily out in their four +sallow cheeks, and eight shining knitting needles suddenly +became idle. The moment was too momentous to work. It +was as they feared, even the worst. For, be it known, salt-rising +bread was one of their most tender points, and for it +they would fight to the bitter end. They looked at her with +four cold, forbidding, steely, spectacled eyes, and Marcia felt +that their looks said volumes: <span class="tei tei-q">“And she so young too! To +be so out of the way!â€</span> was what they might have expressed to +one another. Marcia felt she had been unwise in uttering +her honest, indignant sentiments concerning salt-rising bread.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The pause was long and impressive, and the bride felt like +a naughty little four-year-old.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">At last Aunt Hortense took up her knitting again with the +air that all was over and an unrevokable verdict was passed +upon the culprit.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“People have never seemed to stay away from our house +on that account,â€</span> she said dryly. <span class="tei tei-q">“I’m sure I hope it will +not be so disagreeable that it will affect your coming to see +us sometimes with David.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was an iciness in her manner that seemed to suggest +a long line of offended family portraits of ancestors frowning +down upon her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s cheeks flamed crimson and her heart fairly +stopped beating.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page114"></span><a name="pg114" id="pg114" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I beg your pardon,â€</span> she said quickly, <span class="tei tei-q">“I did not mean to +say anything disagreeable. I am sure I shall be glad to come +as often as you will let me.â€</span> As she said it Marcia wondered +if that were quite true. Would she ever be glad to go to the +home of those two severe-looking aunts? There were three +of them. Perhaps the other one would be even more withered +and severe than these two. A slight shudder passed over +Marcia, and a sudden realization of a side of married life that +had never come into her thoughts before. For a moment she +longed with all the intensity of a child for her father’s house +and the shelter of his loving protection, amply supported by +her stepmother’s capable, self-sufficient, comforting countenance. +Her heart sank with the fear that she would never be +able to do justice to the position of David’s wife, and David +would be disappointed in her and sorry he had accepted her +sacrifice. She roused herself to do better, and bit her tongue +to remind it that it must make no more blunders. She praised +the garden, the house and the furnishings, in voluble, eager, +girlish language until the thin lines of lips relaxed and the +drawn muscles of the aunts’ cheeks took on a less severe +aspect. They liked to be appreciated, and they certainly had +taken a great deal of pains with the house—for David’s sake—not +for hers. They did not care to have her deluded by the +idea that they had done it for her sake. David was to them +a young god, and with this one supreme idea of his supremacy +they wished to impress his young wife. It was a foregone +conclusion in their minds that no mere pretty young girl was +capable of appreciating David, as could they, who had watched +him from babyhood, and pampered and petted and been severe +with him by turns, until if he had not had the temper of an +angel he would surely have been spoiled.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“We did our best to make the house just as David would +have wished to have it,â€</span> said Aunt Amelia at last, a self-satisfied +shadow of what answered for a smile with her, passing +over her face for a moment.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page115"></span><a name="pg115" id="pg115" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“We did not at all approve of this big house, nor indeed of +David’s setting up in a separate establishment for himself,â€</span> +said Aunt Hortense, taking up her knitting again. <span class="tei tei-q">“We +thought it utterly unnecessary and uneconomical, when he +might have brought his wife home to us, but he seemed to +think you would want a house to yourself, so we did the best +we could.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was a martyr-like air in Aunt Hortense’s words that +made Marcia feel herself again a criminal, albeit she knew she +was suffering vicariously. But in her heart she felt a sudden +thankfulness that she was spared the trial of living daily +under the scrutiny of these two, and she blest David for his +thoughtfulness, even though it had not been meant for her. +She went into pleased ecstasies once more over the house, and +its furnishings, and ended by her pleasure over the piano.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was grim stillness when she touched upon that subject. +The aunts did not approve of that musical instrument, +that was plain. Marcia wondered if they always paused so +long before speaking when they disapproved, in order to show +their displeasure. In fact, did they always disapprove of +everything?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You will want to be very careful of it,â€</span> said Aunt Amelia, +looking at the disputed article over her glasses, <span class="tei tei-q">“it cost a good +deal of money. It was the most foolish thing I ever knew +David to do, buying that.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Yes,â€</span> said Aunt Hortense, <span class="tei tei-q">“you will not want to use it +much, it might get scratched. It has a fine polish. I’d keep +it closed up only when I had company. You ought to be very +proud to have a husband who could buy a thing like that. +There’s not many has them. When I was a girl my grandfather +had a spinet, the only one for miles around, and it +was taken great care of. The case hadn’t a scratch on it.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia had started toward the piano intending to open it +and play for her new relatives, but she halted midway in the +room and came back to her seat after that speech, feeling +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page116"></span><a name="pg116" id="pg116" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +that she must just sit and hold her hands until it was time +to get supper, while these dreadful aunts picked her to pieces, +body, soul and spirit.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was with great relief at last that she heard David’s step +and knew she might leave the room and put the tea things +upon the table.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS11" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page117"></span><a name="pg117" id="pg117" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc22" id="toc22"></a> +<a name="pdf23" id="pdf23"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XI</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They got through the supper without any trouble, and the +aunts went home in the early twilight, each with her bonnet +strings tied precisely, her lace mitts drawn smoothly over her +bony hands, and her little knitting bag over her right arm. +They walked decorously up the shaded, elm-domed street, each +mindful of her aristocratic instep, and trying to walk erect as +in the days when they were gazed upon with admiration, +knowing that still an air of former greatness hovered about +them wherever they went.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They had brightened considerably at the supper table, under +the genial influence of David’s presence. They came as near +to worshiping David as one can possibly come to worshiping +a human being. David, desirous above all things of +blinding their keen, sure-to-say-<span class="tei tei-q">“I-told-you-soâ€</span> old eyes, +roused to be his former gay self with them, and pleased +them so that they did not notice how little lover-like reference +he made to his bride, who was decidedly in the background +for the time, the aunts, perhaps purposely, desiring to show +her a wife’s true place,—at least the true place of a wife of +a David.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They had allowed her to bring their things and help them +on with capes and bonnets, and, when they were ready to +leave, Aunt Amelia put out a lifeless hand, that felt in its +silk mitt like a dead fish in a net, and said to Marcia:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Our sister Clarinda is desirous of seeing David’s wife. +She wished us most particularly to give you her love and say +to you that she wishes you to come to her at the earliest possible +moment. You know she is lame and cannot easily get +about.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Young folks should always be ready to wait upon their +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page118"></span><a name="pg118" id="pg118" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +elders,â€</span> said Aunt Hortense, grimly. <span class="tei tei-q">“Come as soon as you +can,—that is, if you think you can stand the smell of salt-rising.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s face flushed painfully, and she glanced quickly at +David to see if he had noticed what his aunt had said, but +David was already anticipating the moment when he would +be free to lay aside his mask and bury his face in his hands +and his thoughts in sadness.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s heart sank as she went about clearing off the +supper things. Was life always to be thus? Would she be +forever under the espionage of those two grim spectres of +women, who seemed, to her girlish imagination, to have nothing +about them warm or loving or woman-like?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She seemed to herself to be standing outside of a married +life and looking on at it as one might gaze on a panorama. It +was all new and painful, and she was one of the central +figures expected to act on through all the pictures, taking +another’s place, yet doing it as if it were her own. She +glanced over at David’s pale, grave face, set in its sadness, and +a sharp pain went through her heart. Would he ever get +over it? Would life never be more cheerful than it now was?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He spoke to her occasionally, in a pleasant abstracted way, +as to one who understood him and was kind not to trouble +his sadness, and he lighted a candle for her when the work +was done and said he hoped she would rest well, that she must +still be weary from the long journey. And so she went up +to her room again.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She did not go to bed at once, but sat down by the window +looking out on the moonlit street. There had been some sort +of a meeting at the church across the way, and the people were +filing out and taking their various ways home, calling pleasant +good nights, and speaking cheerily of the morrow. The moon, +though beginning to wane, was bright and cast sharp shadows. +Marcia longed to get out into the night. If she could have +got downstairs without being heard she would have slipped +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page119"></span><a name="pg119" id="pg119" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +out into the garden. But downstairs she could hear David +pacing back and forth like some hurt, caged thing. Steadily, +dully, he walked from the front hall back into the kitchen and +back again. There was no possibility of escaping his notice. +Marcia felt as if she might breathe freer in the open air, so +she leaned far out of her window and looked up and down +the street, and thought. Finally,—her heart swelled to +bursting, as young hearts with their first little troubles will +do,—she leaned down her dark head upon the window seat +and wept and wept, alone.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was the next morning at breakfast that David told her +of the festivities that were planned in honor of their home +coming. He spoke as if they were a great trial through which +they both must pass in order to have any peace, and expressed +his gratitude once more that she had been willing to come +here with him and pass through it. Marcia had the impression, +after he was done speaking and had gone away to the +office, that he felt that she had come here merely for these +few days of ceremony and after they were passed she was dismissed, +her duty done, and she might go home. A great lump +arose in her throat and she suddenly wished very much indeed +that it were so. For if it were, how much, how very much +she would enjoy queening it for a few days—except for +David’s sadness. But already, there had begun to be an element +to her in that sadness which in spite of herself she +resented. It was a heavy burden which she began dimly to +see would be harder and harder to bear as the days went by. +She had not yet begun to think of the time before her in +years.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They were to go to the aunts’ to tea that evening, and after +tea a company of David’s old friends—or rather the old +friends of David’s aunts—were coming in to meet them. This +the aunts had planned: but it seemed they had not counted her +worthy to be told of the plans, and had only divulged them to +David. Marcia had not thought that a little thing could annoy +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page120"></span><a name="pg120" id="pg120" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +her so much, but she found it vexed her more and more +as she thought upon it going about her work.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was not so much to be done in the house that morning +after the breakfast things were cleared away. Dinners +and suppers would not be much of a problem for some days to +come, for the house was well stocked with good things.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The beds done and the rooms left in dainty order with the +sweet summer breeze blowing the green tassels on the window +shades, Marcia went softly down like some half guilty +creature to the piano. She opened it and was forthwith lost +in delight of the sounds her own fingers brought forth.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She had been playing perhaps half an hour when she became +conscious of another presence in the room. She looked up +with a start, feeling that some one had been there for some +time, she could not tell just how long. Peering into the +shadowy room lighted only from the window behind her, she +made out a head looking in at the door, the face almost hidden +by a capacious sunbonnet. She was not long in recognizing +her visitor of the day before. It was like a sudden dropping +from a lofty mountain height down into a valley of annoyance +to hear Miranda’s sharp metallic voice:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Morning!â€</span> she courtesied, coming in as soon as she perceived +that she was seen. <span class="tei tei-q">“At it again? I ben listening +sometime. It’s as pretty as Silas Drew’s harmonicker when +he comes home evenings behind the cows.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia drew her hands sharply from the keys as if she had +been struck. Somehow Miranda and music were inharmonious. +She scarcely knew what to say. She felt as if her +morning were spoiled. But Miranda was too full of her own +errand to notice the clouded face and cool welcome. <span class="tei tei-q">“Say, +you can’t guess how I got over here. I’ll tell you. You’re +going over to the Spafford house to-night, ain’t you? and +there’s going to be a lot of folks there. Of course we all know +all about it. It’s been planned for months. And my cousin +Hannah Heath has an invite. You can’t think how fond +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page121"></span><a name="pg121" id="pg121" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +Miss Amelia and Miss Hortense are of her. They tried their +level best to make David pay attention to her, but it didn’t +work. Well, she was talking about what she’d wear. She’s +had three new frocks made last week, all frilled and fancy. +You see she don’t want to let folks think she is down in the +mouth the least bit about David. She’ll likely make up to +you, to your face, a whole lot, and pretend she’s the best +friend you’ve got in the world. But I’ve just got this to +say, don’t you be too sure of her friendship. She’s smooth +as butter, but she can give you a slap in the face if you don’t +serve her purpose. I don’t mind telling you for she’s given +me many a one,â€</span> and the pale eyes snapped in unison with +the color of her hair. <span class="tei tei-q">“Well, you see I heard her talking to +Grandma, and she said she’d give anything to know what you +were going to wear to-night.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“How curious!â€</span> said Marcia surprised. <span class="tei tei-q">“I’m sure I do +not see why she should care!â€</span> There was the coolness born +of utter indifference in her reply which filled the younger +girl with admiration. Perhaps too there was the least mite +of haughtiness in her manner, born of the knowledge that she +belonged to an old and honored family, and that she had in +her possession a trunk full of clothes that could vie with any +that Hannah Heath could display. Miranda wished silently +that she could convey that cool manner and that wide-eyed +indifference to the sight of her cousin Hannah.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“H’m!â€</span> giggled Miranda. <span class="tei tei-q">“Well, she does! If you +were going to wear blue you’d see she’d put on her green. +She’s got one that’ll kill any blue that’s in the same room +with it, no matter if it’s on the other side. Its just sick’ning +to see them together. And she looks real well in it too. So +when she said she wanted to know so bad, Grandma said she’d +send me over to know if you’d accept a jar of her fresh pickle-lily, +and mebbe I could find out about your clothes. The +pickle-lily’s on the kitchen table. I left it when I came +through. It’s good, but there ain’t any love in it.â€</span> And +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page122"></span><a name="pg122" id="pg122" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +Miranda laughed a hard mirthless laugh, and then settled +down to her subject again.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Now, you needn’t be a mite afraid to tell me about it. I +won’t tell it straight, you know. I’d just like to see what you +are going to wear so I could keep her out of her tricks for +once. Is your frock blue?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Now it is true that the trunk upstairs contained a goodly +amount of the color blue, for Kate Schuyler had been her +bonniest in blue, and the particular frock which had been +made with reference to this very first significant gathering was +blue. Marcia had accepted the fact as unalterable. The +garment was made for a purpose, and its mission must be fulfilled +however much she might wish to wear something else, +but suddenly as Miranda spoke there came to her mind the +thought of rebellion. Why should she be bound down to do +exactly as Kate would do in her place? If she had accepted +the sacrifice of living Kate’s life for her, she might at least +have the privilege of living it in the pleasantest possible way, +and surely the matter of dress was one she might be allowed +to settle for herself if she was old enough at all to be trusted +away from home. Among the pretty things that Kate had +made was a sweet rose-pink silk tissue. Madam Schuyler +had frowned upon it as frivolous, and besides she did not +think it becoming to Kate. She had a fixed theory that people +with blue eyes and gold hair should never wear pink or red, +but Kate as usual had her own way, and with her wild rose +complexion had succeeded in looking like the wild rose itself +in spite of blue eyes and golden hair. Marcia knew in her +heart, in fact she had known from the minute the lovely +pink thing had come into the house, that it was the very thing +to set her off. Her dark eyes and hair made a charming +contrast with the rose, and her complexion was even fresher +than Kate’s. Her heart grew suddenly eager to don this +dainty, frilley thing and outshine Hannah Heath beyond any +chance of further trying. There were other frocks, too, in +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page123"></span><a name="pg123" id="pg123" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +the trunk. Why should she be confined to the stately blue +one that had been marked out for this occasion? Marcia, +with sudden inspiration, answered calmly, just as though all +these tumultuous possibilities of clothes had not been whirling +through her brain in that half second’s hesitation:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I have not quite decided what I shall wear. It is not +an important matter, I’m sure. Let us go and see the piccalilli. +I’m very much obliged to your grandmother, I’m sure. +It was kind of her.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Somewhat awed, Miranda followed her hostess into the +kitchen. She could not reconcile this girl’s face with the +stately little airs that she wore, but she liked her and forthwith +she told her so.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I like you,â€</span> she said fervently. <span class="tei tei-q">“You remind me of one +of Grandma’s sturtions, bright and independent and lively, +with a spice and a color to ’em, and Hannah makes you +think of one of them tall spikes of gladiolus all fixed up +without any smell.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia tried to smile over the doubtful compliment. Somehow +there was something about Miranda that reminded her +of Mary Ann. Poor Mary Ann! <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Dear</span></span> Mary Ann! For +suddenly she realized that everything that reminded her of +the precious life of her childhood, left behind forever, was +dear. If she could see Mary Ann at this moment she would +throw her arms about her neck and call her <span class="tei tei-q">“Dear Mary +Ann,â€</span> and say, <span class="tei tei-q">“I love you,â€</span> to her. Perhaps this feeling +made her more gentle with the annoying Miranda than she +might have been.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When Miranda was gone the precious play hour was gone +too. Marcia had only time to steal hurriedly into the parlor, +close the instrument, and then fly about getting her dinner +ready. But as she worked she had other thoughts to occupy +her mind. She was becoming adjusted to her new environment +and she found many unexpected things to make it hard. +Here, for instance, was Hannah Heath. Why did there have +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page124"></span><a name="pg124" id="pg124" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +to be a Hannah Heath? And what was Hannah Heath to +her? Kate might feel jealous, indeed, but not she, not the +unloved, unreal, wife of David. She should rather pity +Hannah that David had not loved her instead of Kate, or +pity David that he had not. But somehow she did not, somehow +she could not. Somehow Hannah Heath had become a +living, breathing enemy to be met and conquered. Marcia +felt her fighting blood rising, felt the Schuyler in her coming +to the front. However little there was in her wifehood, its +name at least was hers. The tale that Miranda had told was +enough, if it were true, to put any woman, however young +she might be, into battle array. Marcia was puzzling her +mind over the question that has been more or less of a weary +burden to every woman since the fatal day that Eve made her +great mistake.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David was silent and abstracted at the dinner table, and +Marcia absorbed in her own problems did not feel cut by it. +She was trying to determine whether to blossom out in pink, +or to be crushed and set aside into insignificance in blue, or +to choose a happy medium and wear neither. She ventured +a timid little question before David went away again: Did +he, would he,—that is, was there any thing,—any word he +would like to say to her? Would she have to do anything to-night?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David looked at her in surprise. Why, no! He knew of +nothing. Just go and speak pleasantly to every one. He was +sure she knew what to do. He had always thought her very +well behaved. She had manners like any woman. She need +not feel shy. No one knew of her peculiar position, and +he felt reasonably sure that the story would not soon get +around. Her position would be thoroughly established before +it did, at least. She need not feel uncomfortable. He looked +down at her thinking he had said all that could be expected of +him, but somehow he felt the trouble in the girl’s eyes and +asked her gently if there was anything more.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page125"></span><a name="pg125" id="pg125" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“No,â€</span> she said slowly, <span class="tei tei-q">“unless, perhaps—I don’t suppose +you know what it would be proper for me to wear.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, that does not matter in the least,â€</span> he replied +promptly. <span class="tei tei-q">“Anything. You always look nice. Why, I’ll +tell you, wear the frock you had on the night I came.â€</span> Then +he suddenly remembered the reason why that was a pleasant +memory to him, and that it was not for her sake at all, but +for the sake of one who was lost to him forever. His face +contracted with sudden pain, and Marcia, cut to the heart, +read the meaning, and felt sick and sore too.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, I could not wear that,â€</span> she said sadly, <span class="tei tei-q">“it is only +chintz. It would not be nice enough, but thank you. I shall +be all right. Don’t trouble about me,â€</span> and she forced a weak +smile to light him from the house, and shut from his pained +eyes the knowledge of how he had hurt her, for with those +words of his had come the vision of herself that happy night +as she stood at the gate in the stillness and moonlight looking +from the portal of her maidenhood into the vista of her +womanhood, which had seemed then so far away and bright, +and was now upon her in sad reality. Oh, if she could but +have caught that sentence of his about her little chintz frock +to her heart with the joy of possession, and known that he +said it because he too had a happy memory about her in it, +as she had always felt the coming, misty, dream-expected lover +would do!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She spread the available frocks out upon the bed after the +other things were put neatly away in closet and drawer, and +sat down to decide the matter. David’s suggestion while +impossible had given her an idea, and she proceeded to carry +it out. There was a soft sheer white muslin, whereon Kate +had expended her daintiest embroidering, edged with the finest +of little lace frills. It was quaint and simple and girlish, the +sweetest, most simple affair in all of Kate’s elaborate wardrobe, +and yet, perhaps, from an artistic point of view, the most +elegant. Marcia soon made up her mind.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page126"></span><a name="pg126" id="pg126" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She dressed herself early, for David had said he would be +home by four o’clock and they would start as soon after as +he could get ready. His aunts wished to show her the old +garden before dark.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When she came to the arrangement of her hair she paused. +Somehow her soul rebelled at the style of Kate. It did not +suit her face. It did not accord with her feeling. It made +her seem unlike herself, or unlike the self she would ever +wish to be. It suited Kate well, but not her. With sudden +determination she pulled it all down again from the top of +her head and loosened its rich waves about her face, then +loosely twisted it behind, low on her neck, falling over her +delicate ears, until her head looked like that of an old Greek +statue. It was not fashion, it was pure instinct the child +was following out, and there was enough conformity to one +of the fashionable modes of the day to keep her from looking +odd. It was lovely. Marcia could not help seeing herself +that it was much more becoming than the way she had arranged +it for her marriage, though then she had had the +wedding veil to soften the tightly drawn outlines of her head. +She put on the sheer white embroidered frock then, and as a +last touch pinned the bit of black velvet about her throat with +a single pearl that had been her mother’s. It was the bit of +black velvet she had worn the night David came. It gave her +pleasure to think that in so far she was conforming to his +suggestion.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She had just completed her toilet when she heard David’s +step coming up the walk.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David, coming in out of the sunshine and beholding this +beautiful girl in the coolness and shadow of the hall awaiting +him shyly, almost started back as he rubbed his eyes and +looked at her again. She was beautiful. He had to admit it +to himself, even in the midst of his sadness, and he smiled +at her, and felt another pang of condemnation that he had +taken this beauty from some other man’s lot perhaps, and +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page127"></span><a name="pg127" id="pg127" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +appropriated it to shield himself from the world’s exclamation +about his own lonely life.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You have done it admirably. I do not see that there is +anything left to be desired,â€</span> he said in his pleasant voice that +used to make her girl-heart flutter with pride that her new +brother-to-be was pleased with her. It fluttered now, but +there was a wider sweep to its wings, and a longer flight +ahead of the thought.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Quite demurely the young wife accepted her compliment, +and then she meekly folded her little white muslin cape with +its dainty frills about her pretty shoulders, drew on the new +lace mitts, and tied beneath her chin the white strings of a +shirred gauze bonnet with tiny rosebuds nestling in the +ruching of tulle about the face.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Once more the bride walked down the world the observed +of all observers, the gazed at of the town, only this time it was +brick pavement not oaken stairs she trod, and most of the eyes +that looked upon her were sheltered behind green jalousies. +None the less, however, was she conscious of them as she +made her way to the house of solemn feasting with David by +her side. Her eyes rested upon the ground, or glanced quietly +at things in the distance, when they were not lifted for a +moment in wifely humility to her husband’s face at some +word of his. Just as she imagined a hundred times in her +girlish thoughts that her sister Kate would do, so did she, +and after what seemed to her an interminable walk, though +in reality it was but four village blocks, they arrived at the +house of Spafford.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS12" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page128"></span><a name="pg128" id="pg128" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc24" id="toc24"></a> +<a name="pdf25" id="pdf25"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XII</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“This is your Aunt Clarinda!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was challenge in the severely spoken pronoun Aunt +Hortense used. It seemed to Marcia that she wished to +remind her that all her old life and relations were passed away, +and she had nothing now but David’s, especially David’s +relatives. She shrank from lifting her eyes, expecting to +find the third aunt, who was older, as much sourer and sharper +in proportion to the other two, but she controlled herself and +lifted her flower face to meet a gentle, meek, old face set in +soft white frills of a cap, with white ribbons flying, and +though the old lady leaned upon a crutch she managed to give +the impression that she had fairly flown in her gladness to +welcome her new niece. There was the lighting of a repressed +nature let free in her kind old face as she looked with true +pleasure upon the lovely young one, and Marcia felt herself +folded in truly loving arms in an embrace which her own +passionate, much repressed, loving nature returned with +heartiness. At last she had found a friend!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She felt it every time she spoke, more and more. They +walked out into the garden almost immediately, and Aunt +Clarinda insisted upon hobbling along by Marcia’s side, +though her sisters both protested that it would be too hard for +her that warm afternoon. Every time that Marcia spoke she +felt the kind old eyes upon her, and she knew that at least +one of the aunts was satisfied with her as a wife for David, +for her eyes would travel from David to Marcia and back +again to David, and when they met Marcia’s there was not a +shade of disparagement in them.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was rather a tiresome walk through a tiresome old +garden, laid out in the ways of the past generation, and +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page129"></span><a name="pg129" id="pg129" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +bordered with much funereal box. The sisters, Amelia and +Hortense, took the new member of the family, conscientiously, +through every path, and faithfully told how each spot was +associated with some happening in the family history. Occasionally +there was a solemn pause for the purpose of properly +impressing the new member of the house, and Amelia wiped +her eyes with her carefully folded handkerchief. Marcia felt +extremely like laughing. She was sure that if Kate had been +obliged to pass through this ordeal she would have giggled +out at once and said some shockingly funny thing that would +have horrified the aunts beyond forgiveness. The thought of +this nerved her to keep a sober face. She wondered what +David thought of it all, but when she looked at him she wondered +no longer, for David stood as one waiting for a certain +ceremony to be over, a ceremony which he knew to be +inevitable, but which was wholly and familiarly uninteresting. +He did not even see how it must strike the girl who was going +through it all for him, for David’s thoughts were out on the +flood-tide of sorrow, drifting against the rocks of the might-have-been.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They went in to tea presently, just when the garden was +growing loveliest with a tinge of the setting sun, and Marcia +longed to run up and down the little paths like a child and +call to them all to catch her if they could. The house was +dark and stately and gloomy.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You are coming up to my room for a few minutes after +supper,â€</span> whispered Aunt Clarinda encouragingly as they +passed into the dark hall. The supper table was alight with +a fine old silver candelabra whose many wavering lights cast +a solemn, grotesque shadow on the different faces.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Beside her plate the young bride saw an ostentatious plate +of puffy soda biscuits, and involuntarily her eyes searched the +table for the bread plate.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Aunt Clarinda almost immediately pounced upon the bread +plate and passed it with a smile to Marcia, and as Marcia +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page130"></span><a name="pg130" id="pg130" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +with an answering smile took a generous slice she heard the +other two aunts exclaim in chorus, <span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, don’t pass her the +bread, Clarinda; take it away sister, quick! She does not like +salt-rising! It is unpleasant to her!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then with blazing cheeks the girl protested that she wished +to keep the bread, that they were mistaken, she had not said +it was obnoxious to her, but had merely given them her stepmother’s +opinion when they asked. They must excuse her +for her seeming rudeness, for she had not intended to hurt +them. She presumed salt-rising bread was very nice; it +looked beautiful. This was a long speech for shy Marcia to +make before so many strangers, but David’s wondering, +troubled eyes were upon her, questioning what it all might +mean, and she felt she could do anything to save David from +more suffering or annoyance of any kind.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David said little. He seemed to perceive that there had +been an unpleasant prelude to this, and perhaps knew from +former experience that the best way to do was to change the +subject. He launched into a detailed account of their wedding +journey. Marcia on her part was grateful to him, for +when she took the first brave bite into the very puffy, very +white slice of bread she had taken, she perceived that it was +much worse than that which had been baked for their homecoming, +and not only justified all her stepmother’s execrations, +but in addition it was sour. For an instant, perceiving +down the horoscope of time whole calendars full of such +suppers with the aunts, and this bread, her soul shuddered +and shrank. Could she ever learn to like it? Impossible! +Could she ever tolerate it? Could she? She doubted. Then +she swallowed bravely and perceived that the impossible had +been accomplished once. It could be again, but she must go +slowly else she might have to eat two slices instead of one. +David was kind. He had roused himself to help his helper. +Perhaps something in her girlish beauty and helplessness, +helpless here for his sake, appealed to him. At least his eyes +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page131"></span><a name="pg131" id="pg131" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +sought hers often with a tender interest to see if she were +comfortable, and once, when Aunt Amelia asked if they +stopped nowhere for rest on their journey, his eyes sought +Marcia’s with a twinkling reminder of their roadside nap, +and he answered, <span class="tei tei-q">“Once, Aunt Amelia. No, it was not a +regular inn. It was quieter than that. Not many people +stopping there.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s merry laugh almost bubbled forth, but she suppressed +it just in time, horrified to think what Aunt Hortense +would say, but somehow after David had said that her heart +felt a trifle lighter and she took a big bite from the salt-rising +and smiled as she swallowed it. There were worse things in +the world, after all, than salt-rising, and, when one could +smother it in Aunt Amelia’s peach preserves, it was quite +bearable.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Aunt Clarinda slipped her off to her own room after +supper, and left the other two sisters with their beloved idol, +David. In their stately parlor lighted with many candles in +honor of the occasion, they sat and talked in low tones with +him, their voices suggesting condolence with his misfortune +of having married out of the family, and disapproval with +the married state in general. Poor souls! How their hard, +loving hearts would have been wrung could they but have +known the true state of the case! And, strange anomaly, how +much deeper would have been their antagonism toward poor, +self-sacrificing, loving Marcia! Just because she had dared +to think herself fit for David, belonging as she did to her +renegade sister Kate. But they did not know, and for this +fact David was profoundly thankful. Those were not the +days of rapid transit, of telegraph and telephone, nor even +of much letter writing, else the story would probably have +reached the aunts even before the bride and bridegroom +arrived at home. As it was, David had some hope of keeping +the tragedy of his life from the ears of his aunts forever. +Patiently he answered their questions concerning the wedding, +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page132"></span><a name="pg132" id="pg132" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +questions that were intended to bring out facts showing +whether David had received his due amount of respect, and +whether the family he had so greatly honored felt the burden +of that honor sufficiently.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Upstairs in a quaint old-fashioned room Aunt Clarinda +was taking Marcia’s face in her two wrinkled hands and looking +lovingly into her eyes; then she kissed her on each rosy +cheek and said:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Dear child! You look just as I did when I was young. +You wouldn’t think it from me now, would you? But it’s +true. I might not have grown to be such a dried-up old thing +if I had had somebody like David. I’m so glad you’ve got +David. He’ll take good care of you. He’s a dear boy. He’s +always been good to me. But you mustn’t let the others +crush those roses out of your cheeks. They crushed mine out. +They wouldn’t let me have my life the way I wanted it, and +the pink in my cheeks all went back into my heart and burst +it a good many years ago. But they can’t spoil your life, +for you’ve got David and that’s worth everything.<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E11" id="E11" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e11" class="tei tei-ref">â€</a></span></span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then she kissed her on the lips and cheeks and eyes and +let her go. But that one moment had given Marcia a glimpse +into another life-story and put her in touch forever with Aunt +Clarinda, setting athrob the chord of loving sympathy.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When they came into the parlor the other two aunts looked +up with a quick, suspicious glance from one to the other and +then fastened disapproving eyes upon Marcia. They rather +resented it that she was so pretty. Hannah had been their +favorite, and Hannah was beautiful in their eyes. They +wanted no other to outshine her. Albeit they would be proud +enough before their neighbors to have it said that their +nephew’s wife was beautiful.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">After a chilling pause in which David was wondering anew +at Marcia’s beauty, Aunt Hortense asked, as though it were +an omission from the former examination, <span class="tei tei-q">“Did you ever +make a shirt?â€</span></p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page133"></span><a name="pg133" id="pg133" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, plenty of them!â€</span> said Marcia, with a merry laugh, +so relieved that she fairly bubbled. <span class="tei tei-q">“I think I could make +a shirt with my eyes shut.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Aunt Clarinda beamed on her with delight. A shirt was +something she had never succeeded in making right. It was +one of the things which her sisters had against her that she +could not make good shirts. Any one who could not make a +shirt was deficient. Clarinda was deficient. She could not +make a shirt. Meekly had she tried year after year. Humbly +had she ripped out gusset and seam and band, having put +them on upside down or inside out. Never could she learn +the ins and outs of a shirt. But her old heart trembled with +delight that the new girl, who was going to take the place in +her heart of her old dead self and live out all the beautiful +things which had been lost to her, had mastered this one great +accomplishment in which she had failed so supremely.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But Aunt Hortense was not pleased. True, it was one of +the seven virtues in her mind which a young wife should +possess, and she had carefully instructed Hannah Heath for +a number of years back, while Hannah bungled out a couple +for her father occasionally, but Aunt Hortense had been sure +that if Hannah ever became David’s wife she might still +have the honor of making most of David’s shirts. That had +been her happy task ever since David had worn a shirt, and +she hoped to hold the position of shirt-maker to David until +she left this mortal clay. Therefore Aunt Hortense was not +pleased, even though David’s wife was not lacking, and, too, +even though she foreheard herself telling her neighbors next +day how many shirts David’s wife had made.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Well, David will not need any for some time,â€</span> she said +grimly. <span class="tei tei-q">“I made him a dozen just before he was married.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia reflected that it seemed to be impossible to make +any headway into the good graces of either Aunt Hortense +or Aunt Amelia. Aunt Amelia then took her turn at a +question.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page134"></span><a name="pg134" id="pg134" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Hortense,â€</span> said she, and there was an ominous inflection +in the word as if the question were portentous, <span class="tei tei-q">“have you +asked our new niece by what name she desires us to call her?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I have not,â€</span> said Miss Hortense solemnly, <span class="tei tei-q">“but I intend +to do so immediately,â€</span> and then both pairs of steely eyes were +leveled at the girl. Marcia suddenly was face to face with a +question she had not considered, and David started upright +from his position on the +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E12" id="E12" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e12" class="tei tei-ref">hair-cloth</a></span> +sofa. But if a thunderbolt +had fallen from heaven and rendered him utterly unconscious +David would not have been more helpless than he +was for the time being. Marcia saw the mingled pain and +perplexity in David’s face, and her own courage gathered itself +to brave it out in some way. The color flew to her cheeks, +and rose slowly in David’s, through heavy veins that swelled +in his neck till he could feel their pulsation against his stock, +but his smooth shaven lips were white. He felt that a moment +had come which he could not bear to face.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then with a hesitation that was but pardonable, and with +a shy sweet look, Marcia answered; and though her voice +trembled just the least bit, her true, dear eyes looked into +the battalion of steel ones bravely.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I would like you to call me Marcia, if you please.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Marcia!â€</span> Miss Hortense snipped the word out as if with +scissors of surprise.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But there was a distinct relaxation about Miss Amelia’s +mouth. She heaved a relieved sigh. Marcia was so much +better than Kate, so much more classical, so much more to be +compared with Hannah, for instance.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Well, I’m glad!â€</span> she allowed herself to remark. <span class="tei tei-q">“David +has been calling you ‘Kate’ till it made me sick, such a +frivolous name and no sense in it either. Marcia sounds +quite sensible. I suppose Katharine is your middle name. +Do you spell it with a K or a C?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But the knocker sounded on the street door and Marcia was +spared the torture of a reply. She dared not look at David’s +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page135"></span><a name="pg135" id="pg135" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +face, for she knew there must be pain and mortification +mingling there, and she hoped that the trying subject would +not come up again for discussion.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The guests began to arrive. Old Mrs. Heath and her +daughter-in-law and grand-daughter came first.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah’s features were handsome and she knew exactly +how to manage her shapely hands with their long white +fingers. The soft delicate undersleeves fell away from arms +white and well moulded, and she carried her height gracefully. +Her hair was elaborately stowed upon the top of her +head in many puffs, ending in little ringlets carelessly and +coquettishly straying over temple, or ears, or gracefully curved +neck. She wore a frock of green, and its color sent a pang +through the bride’s heart to realize that perhaps it had been +worn with an unkindly purpose. Nevertheless Hannah Heath +was beautiful and fascinated Marcia. She resolved to try to +think the best of her, and to make her a friend if possible. +Why, after all, should she be to blame for wanting David? +Was he not a man to be admired and desired? It was unwomanly, +of course, that she had let it be known, but perhaps +her relatives were more to blame than herself. At least +Marcia made up her mind to try and like her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah’s frock was of silk, not a common material in those +days, soft and shimmery and green enough to take away the +heart from anything blue that was ever made, but Hannah +was stately and her skin as white as the lily she resembled, in +her bright leaf green.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah chose to be effusive and condescending to the bride, +giving the impression that she and David had been like +brother and sister all their lives and that she might have +been his choice if she had chosen, but as she had not chosen, +she was glad that David had found some one wherewith to +console himself. She did not say all this in so many words, +but Marcia found that impression left after the evening +was over.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page136"></span><a name="pg136" id="pg136" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">With sweet dignity Marcia received her introductions, given +in Miss Amelia’s most commanding tone, <span class="tei tei-q">“Our niece, +Marcia!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Marshy! Marshy!â€</span> the bride heard old Mrs. Heath +murmur to Miss Spafford. <span class="tei tei-q">“Why, I thought ’twas to be +Kate!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Her name is Marcia,â€</span> said Miss Amelia in a most satisfied +tone; <span class="tei tei-q">“you must have misunderstood.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia caught a look in Miss Heath’s eyes, alert, keen, +questioning, which flashed all over her like something searching +and bright but not friendly.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She felt a painful shyness stealing over her and wished that +David were by her side. She looked across the room at him. +His face had recovered its usual calmness, though he looked +pale. He was talking on his favorite theme with old Mr. +Heath: the newly invented steam engine and its possibilities. +He had forgotten everything else for the time, and his face +lighted with animation as he tried to answer William Heath’s +arguments against it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Have you read what the Boston <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Courier</span></span> said, David? +’Long in June it was I think,â€</span> Marcia heard Mr. Heath ask. +Indeed his voice was so large that it filled the room, and for +the moment Marcia had been left to herself while some new +people were being ushered in. <span class="tei tei-q">“It says, David, that ‘the project +of a railroad from Bawston to Albany is impracticable as +everybody knows who knows the simplest rule of arithmetic, +and the expense would be little less than the market value of +the whole territory of Massachusetts; and which, if practicable, +every person of common sense knows would be as useless as +a railroad from Bawston to the moon.’ There, David, what +do ye think o’ that?â€</span> and William Heath slapped David on +the knee with his broad, fat fist and laughed heartily, as +though he had him in a tight corner.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia would have given a good deal to slip in beside David +on the sofa and listen to the discussion. She wanted with all +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page137"></span><a name="pg137" id="pg137" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +her heart to know how he would answer this man who +could be so insufferably wise, but there was other work for +her, and her attention was brought back to her own uncomfortable +part by Hannah Heath’s voice:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Come right ovah heah, Mistah Skinnah, if you want to +meet the bride. You must speak verra nice to me or I sha’n’t +introduce you at all.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">A tall lanky man with stiff sandy hair and a rubicund +complexion was making his way around the room. He had +a small mouth puckered a little as if he might be going to +whistle, and his chin had the look of having been pushed +back out of the way, a stiff fuzz of sandy whiskers made a +hedge down either cheek, and but for that he was clean +shaven. The skin over his high cheek bones was stretched +smooth and tight as if it were a trifle too close a fit for the +genial cushion beneath. He did not look brilliant, and he +certainly was not handsome, but there was an inoffensive +desire to please about him. He was introduced as Mr. Lemuel +Skinner. He bowed low over Marcia’s hand, said a few embarrassed, +stiff sentences and turned to Hannah Heath with +relief. It was evident that Hannah was in his eyes a great +and shining light, to which he fluttered as naturally as does +the moth to the candle. But Hannah did not scruple to +singe his wings whenever she chose. Perhaps she knew, no +matter how badly he was burned he would only flutter back +again whenever she scintillated. She had turned her back +upon him now, and left him to Marcia’s tender mercies. +Hannah was engaged in talking to a younger man. <span class="tei tei-q">“Harry +Temple, from New York,â€</span> Lemuel explained to Marcia.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The young man, Harry Temple, had large lazy eyes and +heavy dark hair. There was a discontented look in his face, +and a looseness about the set of his lips that Marcia did not +like, although she had to admit that he was handsome. Something +about him reminded her of Captain Leavenworth, and +she instinctively shrank from him. But Harry Temple had +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page138"></span><a name="pg138" id="pg138" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +no mind to talk to any one but Marcia that evening, and he +presently so managed it that he and she were ensconced in a +corner of the room away from others. Marcia felt perturbed. +She did not feel flattered by the man’s attentions, and she +wanted to be at the other end of the room listening to the +conversation.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She listened as intently as she might between sentences, +and her keen ears could catch a word or two of what David +was saying. After all, it was not so much the new railroad +project that she cared about, though that was strange and +interesting enough, but she wanted to watch and listen to +David.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Harry Temple said a great many pretty things to Marcia. +She did not half hear some of them at first, but after a time +she began to realize that she must have made a good impression, +and the pretty flush in her cheeks grew deeper. She +did little talking. Mr. Temple did it all. He told her of +New York. He asked if she were not dreadfully bored with +this little town and its doings, and bewailed her lot when he +learned that she had not had much experience there. Then +he asked if she had ever been to New York and began to +tell of some of its attractions. Among other things he mentioned +some concerts, and immediately Marcia was all attention. +Her dark eyes glowed and her speaking face gave +eager response to his words. Seeing he had interested her at +last, he kept on, for he was possessor of a glib tongue, and +what he did not know he could fabricate without the slightest +compunction. He had been about the world and gathered up +superficial knowledge enough to help him do this admirably, +therefore he was able to use a few musical terms, and to bring +before Marcia’s vivid imagination the scene of the performance +of Handel’s great <span class="tei tei-q">“Creationâ€</span> given in Boston, and +of certain musical events that were to be attempted soon in +New York. He admitted that he could play a little upon the +harpsichord, and, when he learned that Marcia could play also +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page139"></span><a name="pg139" id="pg139" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +and that she was the possessor of a piano, one of the latest +improved makes, he managed to invite himself to play upon +it. Marcia found to her dismay that she actually seemed to +have invited him to come some afternoon when her husband +was away. She had only said politely that she would like to +hear him play sometime, and expressed her great delight in +music, and he had done the rest, but in her inexperience somehow +it had happened and she did not know what to do.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It troubled her a good deal, and she turned again toward +the other end of the room, where the attention of most of +the company was riveted upon the group who were discussing +the railroad, its pros and cons. David was the centre of that +group.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Let us go over and hear what they are saying,â€</span> she said, +turning to her companion eagerly.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, it is all stupid politics and arguments about that +ridiculous fairy-tale of a railroad scheme. You would not +enjoy it,â€</span> answered the young man disappointedly. He saw +in Marcia a beautiful young soul, the only one who had really +attracted him since he had left New York, and he wished +to become intimate enough with her to enjoy himself.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It mattered not to him that she was married to another +man. He felt secure in his own attractions. He had ever +been able to while away the time with whom he chose, why +should a simple village maiden resist him? And this was an +unusual one, the contour of her head was like a Greek statue.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Nevertheless he was obliged to stroll after her. Once she +had spoken. She had suddenly become aware that they had +been in their corner together a long time, and that Aunt +Amelia’s cold eyes were fastened upon her in disapproval.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“The farmers would be ruined, man alive!â€</span> Mr. Heath +was saying. <span class="tei tei-q">“Why, all the horses would have to be killed, +because they would be wholly useless if this new fandango +came in, and then where would be a market for the wheat +and oats?â€</span></p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page140"></span><a name="pg140" id="pg140" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Yes, an’ I’ve heard some say the hens wouldn’t lay, on +account of the noise,â€</span> ventured Lemuel Skinner in his high +voice. <span class="tei tei-q">“And think of the fires from the sparks of the +engine. I tell you it would be dangerous.â€</span> He looked over +at Hannah triumphantly, but Hannah was endeavoring to +signal Harry Temple to her side and did not see nor hear.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I tell you,â€</span> put in Mr. Heath’s heavy voice again, <span class="tei tei-q">“I tell +you, Dave, it can’t be done. It’s impractical. Why, no car +could advance against the wind.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“They told Columbus he couldn’t sail around the earth, +but he did it!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was sudden stillness in the room, for it was Marcia’s +clear, grave voice that had answered Mr. Heath’s excited +tones, and she had not known she was going to speak aloud. +It came before she realized it. She had been used to speak +her mind sometimes with her father, but seldom when there +were others by, and now she was covered with confusion to +think what she had done. The aunts, Amelia and Hortense, +were shocked. It was so unladylike. A woman should not +speak on such subjects. She should be silent and leave such +topics to her husband.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Deah me, she’s strong minded, isn’t she?â€</span> giggled Hannah +Heath to Lemuel, who had taken the signals to himself +and come to her side.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Quite so, quite so!â€</span> murmured Lemuel, his lips looking +puffier and more cherry-fied than ever and his chin flattened +itself back till he looked like a frustrated old hen who did not +understand the perplexities of life and was clucking to find +out, after having been startled half out of its senses.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But Marcia was not wholly without consolation, for David +had flashed a look of approval at her and had made room +for her to sit down by his side on the sofa. It was almost +like belonging to him for a minute or two. Marcia felt her +heart glow with something new and pleasant.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Mr. William Heath drew his heavy grey brows together +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page141"></span><a name="pg141" id="pg141" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +and looked at her grimly over his spectacles, poking his bristly +under-lip out in astonishment, bewildered that he should have +been answered by a gentle, pretty woman, all frills and sparkle +like his own daughter. He had been wont to look upon a +woman as something like a kitten,—that is, a young woman,—and +suddenly the kitten had lifted a velvet paw and struck him +squarely in the face. He had felt there were claws in the +blow, too, for there had been a truth behind her words that +set the room a mocking him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Well, Dave, you’ve got your wife well trained already!â€</span> +he laughed, concluding it was best to put a smiling front +upon the defeat. <span class="tei tei-q">“She knows just when to come in and help +when your side’s getting weak!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They served cake and raspberry vinegar then, and a little +while after everybody went home. It was later than the hours +usually kept in the village, and the lights in most of the +houses were out, or burning dimly in upper stories. The +voices of the guests sounded subdued in the misty waning +moonlight air. Marcia could hear Hannah Heath’s voice +ahead giggling affectedly to Harry Temple and Lemuel Skinner, +as they walked one on either side of her, while her father +and mother and grandmother came more slowly.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David drew Marcia’s hand within his arm and walked with +her quietly down the street, making their steps hushed instinctively +that they might so seem more removed from the +others. They were both tired with the unusual excitement +and the strain they had been through, and each was glad +of the silence of the other.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But when they reached their own doorstep David said: +<span class="tei tei-q">“You spoke well, child. You must have thought about these +things.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia felt a sob rising in a tide of joy into her throat. +Then he was not angry with her, and he did not disapprove +as the two aunts had done. Aunt Clarinda had kissed her +good-night and murmured, <span class="tei tei-q">“You are a bright little girl, +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page142"></span><a name="pg142" id="pg142" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +Marcia, and you will make a good wife for David. You will +come soon to see me, won’t you?â€</span> and that had made her +glad, but these words of David’s were so good and so unexpected +that Marcia could hardly hide her happy tears.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I was afraid I had been forward,â€</span> murmured Marcia in +the shadow of the front stoop.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Not at all, child, I like to hear a woman speak her +mind,—that is, allowing she has any mind to speak. That +can’t be said of all women. There’s Hannah Heath, for +instance. I don’t believe she would know a railroad project +from an essay on ancient art.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">After that the house seemed a pleasant place aglow as they +entered it, and Marcia went up to her rest with a lighter +heart.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But the child knew not that she had made a great impression +that night upon all who saw her as being beautiful and +wise.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The aunts would not express it even to each other,—for +they felt in duty bound to discountenance her boldness in +speaking out before the men and making herself so prominent, +joining in their discussions,—but each in spite of her +convictions felt a deep satisfaction that their neighbors had +seen what a beautiful and bright wife David had selected. +They even felt triumphant over their favorite Hannah, and +thought secretly that Marcia compared well with her in +every way, but they would not have told this even to themselves, +no, not for worlds.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">So the kindly gossipy town slept, and the young bride +became a part of its daily life.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS13" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page143"></span><a name="pg143" id="pg143" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc26" id="toc26"></a> +<a name="pdf27" id="pdf27"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XIII</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Life began to take on a more familiar and interesting +aspect to Marcia after that. She had her daily round of +pleasant household duties and she enjoyed them.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There were many other gatherings in honor of the bride +and groom, tea-drinkings and evening calls, and a few called +in to a neighbor’s house to meet them. It was very pleasant +to Marcia as she became better acquainted with the people +and grew to like some of them, only there was the constant +drawback of feeling that it was all a pain and weariness to +David.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But Marcia was young, and it was only natural that she +should enjoy her sudden promotion to the privileges of a +matron, and the marked attention that was paid her. It was +a mercy that her head was not turned, living as she did to +herself, and with no one in whom she could confide. For +David had shrunk within himself to such an extent that she +did not like to trouble him with anything.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was only two days after the evening at the old Spafford +house that David came home to tea with ashen face, haggard +eyes and white lips. He scarcely tasted his supper and said +he would go and lie down, that his head ached. Marcia heard +him sigh deeply as he went upstairs. It was that afternoon +that the post had brought him Kate’s letter.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Sadly Marcia put away the tea things, for she could not +eat anything either, though it was an unusually inviting +meal she had prepared. Slowly she went up to her room and +sat looking out into the quiet, darkening summer night, +wondering what additional sorrow had come to David.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David’s face looked like death the next morning when +he came down. He drank a cup of coffee feverishly, then took +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page144"></span><a name="pg144" id="pg144" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +his hat as if he would go to the office, but paused at the door +and came back saying he would not go if Marcia would not +mind taking a message for him. His head felt badly. She +need only tell the man to go on with things as they had +planned and say he was detained. Marcia was ready at once +to do his bidding with quiet sympathy in her manner.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She delivered her message with the frank straightforward +look of a school girl, mingled with a touch of matronly dignity +she was trying to assume, which added to her charm; and she +smiled her open smile of comradeship, such as she would +have dispensed about the old red school house at home, upon +boys and girls alike, leaving the clerk and type-setters in a +most subjected state, and ready to do anything in the service +of their master’s wife. It is to be feared that they almost +envied David. They watched her as she moved gracefully +down the street, and their eyes had a reverent look as they +turned away from the window to their work, as though they +had been looking upon something sacred.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Harry Temple watched her come out of the office.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She impressed him again as something fresh and different +from the common run of maidens in the village. He lazily +stepped from the store where he had been lounging and walked +down the street to intercept her as she crossed and turned the +corner.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Good morning, Mrs. Spafford,â€</span> he said, with a courtly +grace that was certainly captivating, <span class="tei tei-q">“are you going to your +home? Then our ways lie together. May I walk beside +you?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia smiled and tried to seem gracious, though she would +rather have been alone just then, for she wanted to enjoy the +day and not be bothered with talking.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Harry Temple mentioned having a letter from a friend in +Boston who had lately heard a great chorus rendered. He +could not be quite sure of the name of the composer because +he had read the letter hurriedly and his friend was a blind-writer, +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page145"></span><a name="pg145" id="pg145" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +but that made no difference to Harry. He could fill +in facts enough about the grandeur of the music from his +own imagination to make up for the lack of a little matter +like the name of a composer. He was keen enough to see +that Marcia was more interested in music than in anything +he said, therefore he racked his brains for all the music talk +he had ever heard, and made up what he did not know, +which was not hard to do, for Marcia was very ignorant on +the subject.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">At the door they paused. Marcia was eager to get in. She +began to wonder how David felt, and she longed to do something +for him. Harry Temple looked at her admiringly, noted +the dainty set of chin, the clear curve of cheek, the lovely +sweep of eyelashes, and resolved to get better acquainted with +this woman, so young and so lovely.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I have not forgotten my promise to play for you,â€</span> he said +lightly, watching to see if the flush of rose would steal into +her cheek, and that deep light into her expressive eyes. <span class="tei tei-q">“How +about this afternoon? Shall you be at home and disengaged?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But welcome did not flash into Marcia’s face as he had +hoped. Instead a troubled look came into her eyes.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I am afraid it will not be possible this afternoon,â€</span> said +Marcia, the trouble in her eyes creeping into her voice. <span class="tei tei-q">“That +is—I expect to be at home, but—I am not sure of being +disengaged.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Ah! I see!â€</span> he raised his eyebrows archly, looking her +meanwhile straight in the eyes; <span class="tei tei-q">“some one else more fortunate +than I. Some one else coming?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Although Marcia did not in the least understand his insinuation, +the color flowed into her cheeks in a hurry now, +for she instinctively felt that there was something unpleasant +in his tone, something below her standard of morals or culture, +she did not quite know what. But she felt she must protect +herself at any cost. She drew up a little mantle of dignity.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page146"></span><a name="pg146" id="pg146" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, no,â€</span> she said quickly, <span class="tei tei-q">“I’m not expecting any one at +all, but Mr. Spafford had a severe headache this morning, and +I am not sure but the sound of the piano would make it worse. +I think it would be better for you to come another time, although +he may be better by that time.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, I see! Your husband’s at home!â€</span> said the young +man with relief. His manner implied that he had a perfect +understanding of something that Marcia did not mean nor +comprehend.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I understand perfectly,â€</span> he said, with another meaning +smile as though he and she had a secret together; <span class="tei tei-q">“I’ll come +some other time,â€</span> and he took himself very quickly away, +much to Marcia’s relief. But the trouble did not go out of +her eyes as she saw him turn the corner. Instead she went in +and stood at the dining room window a long time looking +out on the Heaths’ hollyhocks beaming in the sun behind +the picket fence, and wondered what he could have meant, +and why he smiled in that hateful way. She decided she did +not like him, and she hoped he would never come. She +did not think she would care to hear him play. There was +something about him that reminded her of Captain Leavenworth, +and now that she saw it in him she would dislike to +have him about.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">With a sigh she turned to the getting of a dinner which +she feared would not be eaten. Nevertheless, she put more +dainty thought in it than usual, and when it was done and +steaming upon the table she went gently up and tapped on +David’s door. A voice hoarse with emotion and weariness +answered. Marcia scarcely heard the first time.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Dinner is ready. Isn’t your head any better,—David?â€</span> +There was caressing in his name. It wrung David’s heart. +Oh, if it were but Kate, his Kate, his little bride that were +calling him, how his heart would leap with joy! How his +headache would disappear and he would be with her in an +instant.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page147"></span><a name="pg147" id="pg147" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">For Kate’s letter had had its desired effect. All her wrongdoings, +her crowning outrage of his noble intentions, had been +forgotten in the one little plaintive appeal she had managed +to breathe in a minor wail throughout that treacherous letter, +treacherous alike to her husband and to her lover. Just as +Kate had always been able to do with every one about her, +she had blinded him to her faults, and managed to put herself +in the light of an abused, troubled maiden, who was in a +predicament through no fault of her own, and sat in sorrow +and a baby-innocence that was bewilderingly sweet.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There had been times when David’s anger had been hot +enough to waft away this filmy mist of fancies that Kate had +woven about herself and let him see the true Kate as she really +was. At such times David would confess that she must be +wholly heartless. That bright as she was it was impossible +for her to have been so easily persuaded into running away +with a man she did not love. He had never found it so easy +to persuade her against her will. Did she love him? Had +she truly loved him, and was she suffering now? His very +soul writhed in agony to think of his bride the wife of another +against her will. If he might but go and rescue her. If he +might but kill that other man! Then his soul would be +confronted with the thought of murder. Never before had +he felt hate, such hate, for a human being. Then again +his heart would soften toward him as he felt how the other +must have loved her, Kate, his little wild rose! and there +was a fellow feeling between them too, for had she not let +him see that she did not half care aright for that other one? +Then his mind would stop in a whirl of mingled feeling and +he would pause, and pray for steadiness to think and know +what was right.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Around and around through this maze of arguing he had +gone through the long hours of the morning, always coming +sharp against the thought that there was nothing he could +possibly do in the matter but bear it, and that Kate, after all, +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page148"></span><a name="pg148" id="pg148" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +the Kate he loved with his whole soul, had done it and must +therefore be to blame. Then he would read her letter over, +burning every word of it upon his brain, until the piteous +minor appeal would torture him once more and he would begin +again to try to get hold of some thread of thought that would +unravel this snarl and bring peace.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Like a sound from another world came Marcia’s sweet voice, +its very sweetness reminding him of that other lost voice, +whose tantalizing music floated about his imagination like a +string of phantom silver bells that all but sounded and then +vanished into silence.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And while all this was going on, this spiritual torture, his +living, suffering, physical self was able to summon its thoughts, +to answer gently that he did not want any dinner; that his +head was no better; that he thanked her for her thought of +him; and that he would take the tea she offered if it was not +too much trouble.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Gladly, with hurried breath and fingers that almost trembled, +Marcia hastened to the kitchen once more and prepared +a dainty tray, not even glancing at the dinner table all +so fine and ready for its guest, and back again she went to +his door, an eager light in her eyes, as if she had obtained +audience to a king.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He opened the door this time and took the tray from her +with a smile. It was a smile of ashen hue, and fell like a pall +upon Marcia’s soul. It was as if she had been permitted for +a moment to gaze upon a martyred soul upon the rack. +Marcia fled from it and went to her own room, where she +flung herself on her knees beside her bed and buried her +face in the pillows. There she knelt, unmindful of the dinner +waiting downstairs, unmindful of the bright day that was +droning on its hours. Whether she prayed she knew not, +whether she was weeping she could not have told. Her heart +was crying out in one great longing to have this cloud of +sorrow that had settled upon David lifted.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page149"></span><a name="pg149" id="pg149" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She might have knelt there until night had there not come +the sound of a knock upon the front door. It startled her to +her feet in an instant, and she hastily smoothed her rumpled +hair, dashed some water on her eyes, and ran down.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was the clerk from the office with a letter for her. The +post chaise had brought it that afternoon, and he had thought +perhaps she would like to have it at once as it was postmarked +from her home. Would she tell Mr. Spafford when he returned—he +seemed to take it for granted that David was out +of town for the day—that everything had been going on all +right at the office during his absence and the paper was ready +to send to press. He took his departure with a series of bows +and smiles, and Marcia flew up to her room to read her letter. +It was in the round unformed hand of Mary Ann. Marcia +tore it open eagerly. Never had Mary Ann’s +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E13" id="E13" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e13" class="tei tei-ref">handwriting</a></span> +looked so pleasant as at that moment. A letter in those days +was a rarity at all times, and this one to Marcia in her distress +of mind seemed little short of a miracle. It began in Mary +Ann’s abrupt way, and opened up to her the world of home +since she had left it. But a few short days had passed, +scarcely yet numbering into weeks, since she left, yet it +seemed half a +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E14" id="E14" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e14" class="tei tei-ref">lifetime</a></span> +to the girl promoted so suddenly into +womanhood without the accompanying joy of love and close +companionship that usually makes desolation impossible.</p> + +<div class="block tei tei-quote" style="margin-bottom: 1.80em; margin-left: 3.60em; margin-top: 1.80em; margin-right: 3.60em"> + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-size: 90%; font-variant: small-caps">Dear Marsh</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%">,</span><span style="font-size: 90%">â€</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%">—the + letter ran:—</span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">I expect you think queer of me to write you so + soon. I ain’t much on writing you know, but something happened right + after you leaving and has kept right on happening that made me feel I + kinder like to tell you. Don’t you mind the mistakes I make. + I’m thankful to goodness you ain’t the school teacher or + I’d never write ‘slong s’ I’m living, but ennyhow + I’m going to tell you all about it.</span></span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">The night you went away I was standing down by the + gate under the old elm. I had on my best things yet from the wedding, and I + hated to go in and have the day over and have to begin putting on my old + calico </span><span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E15" id="E15" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e15" class="tei tei-ref"><span style="font-size: 90%">to-morrow</span></a></span><span style="font-size: 90%"> morning + </span><span class="tei tei-pb" id="page150"></span><a name="pg150" id="pg150" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><span style="font-size: 90%"> + again, and washing dishes just the same. Seemed as if I couldn’t bear + to have the world just the same now you was gone away. Well, I heard + someone coming down the street, and who do you think it was? Why, Hanford + Weston. He came right up to the gate and stopped. I don’t + know’s he ever spoke two words to me in my life except that time he + stopped the big boys from snow-balling me and told me to run along quick + and git in the school-house while he fit ’em. Well, he stopped and + spoke, and he looked so sad, seemed like I knew just what he was feeling + sad about, and I told him all about you getting married instead of your + sister. He looked at me like he couldn’t move for a while and his + face was as white as that marble man in the cemetery over Squire + Hancock’s grave. He grabbed the gate real hard and I thought he was + going to fall. He couldn’t even move his lips for a while. I felt + just awful sorry for him. Something came in my throat like a big stone and + my eyes got all blurred with the moonlight. He looked real handsome. I just + couldn’t help thinking you ought to see him. Bimeby he got his voice + back again, and we talked a lot about you. He told me how he used to watch + you when you was a little girl wearing pantalettes. You used to sit in the + church pew across from his father’s and he could just see your big + eyes over the top of the door. He says he always thought to himself he would + marry you when he grew up. Then when you began to go to school and was so + bright he tried hard to study and keep up just to have you think him good + enough for you. He owned up he was a bad speller and he’d tried his + level best to do better but it didn’t seem to come natural, and he + thought maybe ef he was a good farmer you wouldn’t mind about the + spelling. He hired out to his father for the summer and he was trying with + all his might to get to be the kind of man t’would suit you, and then + when he was plowing and planning all what kind of a house with big + </span><span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E16" id="E16" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e16" class="tei tei-ref"><span style="font-size: 90%">columns</span></a></span><span style="font-size: 90%"> + to the front he would build here comes the + coach driving by and </span><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-size: 90%; font-style: italic">you</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%"> in it! He said + he thought the sky and fields was all mixed up and his heart was going out + of him. He couldn’t work any more and he started out after supper to + see what it all meant.</span></span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">That wasn’t just the exact way he told it, + Marsh, it was + </span><span class="tei tei-pb" id="page151"></span><a name="pg151" id="pg151" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><span style="font-size: 90%"> + more like poetry, that kind in our reader about “Lord Ullin’s + daughterâ€â€”you know. We used to recite it on examination + exhibition. I didn’t know Hanford could talk like that. His words + were real pretty, kind of sorrowful you know. And it all come over me that + you ought to know about it. You’re married of course, and can’t + help it now, but ’taint every girl that has a boy care for her like + that from the time she’s a baby with a red hood on, and you ought to + know ’bout it, fer it wasn’t Hanford’s fault he + didn’t have time to tell you. He’s just been living fer you fer + a number of years, and its kind of hard on him. ’Course you may not + care, being you’re married and have a fine house and lots of + clo’es of your own and a good time, but it does seem hard for him. It + seems as if somebody ought to comfort him. I’d like to try if you + don’t mind. He does seem to like to talk about you to me, and I feel + so sorry for him I guess I could comfort him a little, for it seems as if + it would be the nicest thing in the world to have some one like you that + way for years, just as they do in books, only every time I think about + being a comfort to him I think he belongs to you and it ain’t right. + So Marsh, you just speak out and say if your willing I should try to + comfort him a little and make up to him fer what he lost in you, being as + you’re married and fixed so nice yourself.</span></span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">Of course I know I aint pretty like you, nor + can’t hold my head proud and step high as you always did, even when + you was little, but I can feel, and perhaps that’s something. Anyhow + Hanford’s been down three times to talk about you to me, and ef you + don’t mind I’m going to let him come some more. But if you mind + the leastest little bit I want you should say so, for things are mixed in + this world and I don’t want to get to trampling on any other + person’s feelings, much less you who have always been my best friend + and always will be as long as I live I guess. ’Member how we used to + play house on the old flat stone in the orchard, and you give me all the + prettiest pieces of china with sprigs on ’em? I aint forgot that, and + never will. I shall always say you made the prettiest bride I ever saw, no + matter how many more I see, and I hope you won’t forget me. + It’s lonesome here without you. If it wasn’t for comforting + Hanford I shouldn’t care much for + </span><span class="tei tei-pb" id="page152"></span><a name="pg152" id="pg152" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><span style="font-size: 90%"> + anything. I can’t think of you a grown up woman. Do you feel any + different? I spose you wouldn’t climb a fence nor run through the + pasture lot for anything now. Have you got a lot of new friends? I wish I + could see you. And now Marsh, I want you to write right off and tell me + what to do about comforting Hanford, and if you’ve any message to + send to him I think it would be real nice. I hope you’ve got a good + husband and are happy.</span></span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: right; margin-bottom: 0.90em; margin-right: 4.50em"><span class="tei tei-q" style="text-align: right"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">From your + devoted and loving school mate,</span></span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: right; margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q" style="text-align: right"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: right"><span style="font-size: 90%; font-variant: small-caps">Mary Ann + Fothergill.</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%">â€</span></span></p> +</div> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia laid down the letter and buried her face in her +hands. To her too had come a thrust which must search her +life and change it. So while David wrestled with his sorrow +Marcia entered upon the knowledge of her own heart.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was something in this revelation by Mary Ann of +Hanford Weston’s feelings toward her that touched her +immeasurably. Had it all happened before she left home, +had Hanford come to her and told her of his love, she would +have turned from him in dismay, almost disgust, and have +told him that they were both but children, how could they +talk of love. She could never have loved him. She would +have felt it instantly, and her mocking laugh might have done +a good deal toward saving him from sorrow. But now, with +miles between them, with the wall of the solemn marriage +vows to separate them forever, with her own youth locked +up as she supposed until the day of eternity should perhaps +set it free, with no hope of any bright dream of life such as +girls have, could she turn from even a school boy’s love without +a passing tenderness, such as she would never have felt if +she had not come away from it all? Told in Mary Ann’s +blunt way, with her crude attempts at pathos, it reached her +as it could not otherwise. With her own new view of life she +could sympathize better with another’s disappointments. Perhaps +her own loneliness gave her pity for another. Whatever +it was, Marcia’s heart suddenly turned toward Hanford Weston +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page153"></span><a name="pg153" id="pg153" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +with a great throb of gratitude. She felt that she had +been loved, even though it had been impossible for that love +to be returned, and that whatever happened she would not go +unloved down to the end of her days. Suddenly, out of the +midst of the perplexity of her thoughts, there formed a distinct +knowledge of what was lacking in her life, a lack she +had never felt before, and probably would not have felt now +had she not thus suddenly stepped into a place much beyond +her years. It seemed to the girl as she sat in the great chintz +chair and read and re-read that letter, as if she lived years +that afternoon, and all her life was to be changed henceforth. +It was not that she was sorry that she could not go back, and +live out her girlhood and have it crowned with Hanford +Weston’s love. Not at all. She knew, as well now as she +ever had known, that he could never be anything to her, but +she knew also, or thought she knew, that he could have given +her something, in his clumsy way, that now she could never +have from any man, seeing she was David’s and David could +not love her that way, of course.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Having come to this conclusion, she arose and wrote a letter +giving and bequeathing to Mary Ann Fothergill all right, +title, and claim to the affections of Hanford Weston, past, +present, and future—sending him a message calculated to +smooth his ruffled feelings, with her pretty thanks for his +youthful adoration; comfort his sorrow with the thought +that it must have been a hallucination, that some day he +would find his true ideal which he had only thought he had +found in her; and send him on his way rejoicing with her +blessings and good wishes for a happy life. As for Mary +Ann, for once she received her meed of Marcia’s love, for +homesick Marcia felt more tenderness for her than she had +ever been able to feel before; and Marcia’s loving messages +set Mary Ann in a flutter of delight, as she laid her plans for +comforting Hanford Weston.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS14" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page154"></span><a name="pg154" id="pg154" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc28" id="toc28"></a> +<a name="pdf29" id="pdf29"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XIV</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David slowly recovered his poise. Faced by that terrible, +impenetrable wall of impossibility he stood helpless, +his misery eating in upon his soul, but there still remained +the fact that there was nothing, absolutely nothing, which +he could possibly do. At times the truth rose to the surface, +the wretched truth, that Kate was at fault, that having done +the deed she should abide by it, and not try to keep a hold +upon him, but it was not often he was able to think in this +way. Most of the time he mourned over and for the lovely +girl he had lost.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">As for Marcia, she came and went unobtrusively, making +quiet comfort for David which he scarcely noticed. At times +he roused himself to be polite to her, and made a labored +effort to do something to amuse her, just as if she had been +visiting him as a favor and he felt in duty bound to make +the time pass pleasantly, but she troubled him so little with +herself, that nearly always he forgot her. Whenever there +was any public function to which they were bidden he always +told her apologetically, as though it must be as much of a +bore to her as to him, and he regretted that it was necessary +to go in order to carry out their mutual agreement. Marcia, +hailing with delight every chance to go out in search of +something which would keep her from thinking the new +thoughts which had come to her, demurely covered her pleasure +and dressed herself dutifully in the robes made for her +sister, hating them secretly the while, and was always ready +when he came for her. David had nothing to complain of +in his wife, so far as outward duty was concerned, but he +was too busy with his own heart’s bitterness to even recognize +it.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page155"></span><a name="pg155" id="pg155" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">One afternoon, of a day when David had gone out of +town not expecting to return until late in the evening, there +came a knock at the door.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was something womanish in the knock, Marcia +thought, as she hastened to answer it, and she wondered, +hurriedly smoothing her shining hair, if it could be the aunts +come to make their fortnightly-afternoon penance visit. She +gave a hasty glance into the parlor hoping all was right, and +was relieved to make sure she had closed the piano. The +aunts would consider it a great breach of housewifely +decorum to allow a moment’s dust to settle upon its sacred +keys.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But it was not the aunts who stood upon the stoop, smiling +and bowing with a handsome assurance of his own welcome. +It was Harry Temple.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia was not glad to see him. A sudden feeling of +unreasoning alarm took possession of her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You’re all alone this time, sweet lady, aren’t you?â€</span> he +asked with easy nonchalance, as he lounged into the hall +without waiting her bidding.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Sir!â€</span> said Marcia, half frightened, half wondering.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But he smiled reassuringly down upon her and took the +door knob in his own hands to close the door.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Your good man is out this time, isn’t he?â€</span> he smiled +again most delightfully. His face was very handsome when +he smiled. He knew this fact well.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia did not smile. Why did he speak as if he knew +where David was, and seemed to be pleased that he was away?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“My husband is not in at present,â€</span> she said guardedly, +her innocent eyes searching his face, <span class="tei tei-q">“did you wish to see +him?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She was beautiful as she stood there in the wide hall, with +only the light from the high transom over the door, shedding +an afternoon glow through its pleated Swiss oval. She looked +more sweet and little-girlish than ever, and he felt a strong +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page156"></span><a name="pg156" id="pg156" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +desire to take her in his arms and tell her so, only he feared, +from something he saw in those wide, sweet eyes, that she +might take alarm and run away too soon, so he only smiled +and said that his business with her husband could wait until +another time, and meantime he had called to fulfil his +promise to play for her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She took him into the darkened parlor, gave him the stiffest +and stateliest hair-cloth chair; but he walked straight over +to the instrument, and with not at all the reverence she liked +to treat it, flung back the coverings, threw the lid open, +and sat down.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He had white fingers, and he ran them over the keys with +an air of being at home among them, light little airs dripping +from his touch like dew from a glistening grass blade. Marcia +felt there were butterflies in the air, and buzzing bees, and +fairy flowers dancing on the slightest of stems, with a sky +so blue it seemed to be filled with the sound of lily bells. +The music he played was of the nature of what would be +styled to-day <span class="tei tei-q">“popular,â€</span> for this man was master of nothing +but having a good time. Quick music with a jingle he played, +that to the puritanic-bred girl suggested nothing but a heart +bubbling over with gladness, but he meant it should make +her heart flutter and her foot beat time to the tripping +measure. In his world feet were attuned to gay music. But +Marcia stood with quiet dignity a little away from the instrument, +her lips parted, her eyes bright with the pleasure of +the melody, her hands clasped, and her breath coming quickly. +She was all absorbed with the music. All unknowingly +Marcia had placed herself where the light from the window +fell full across her face, and every flitting expression as she +followed the undulant sounds was visible. The young man +gazed, almost as much pleased with the lovely face as Marcia +was with the music.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">At last he drew a chair quite near his own seat.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Come and sit down,â€</span> he said, <span class="tei tei-q">“and I will sing to you. +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page157"></span><a name="pg157" id="pg157" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +You did not know I could sing, too, did you? Oh, I can. +But you must sit down for I couldn’t sing right when you +are standing.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He ended with his fascinating smile, and Marcia shyly +sat down, though she drew the chair a bit back from where +he had placed it and sat up quite straight and stiff with her +shoulders erect and her head up. She had forgotten her +distrust of the man in what seemed to her his wonderful +music. It was all new and strange to her, and she could not +know how little there really was to it. She had decided as he +played that she liked the kind best that made her think of +the birds and the sunny sky, rather than the wild whirlly kind +that seemed all a mad scramble. She meant to ask him to +play over again what he played at the beginning, but he +struck into a Scotch love ballad. The melody intoxicated +her fancy, and her face shone with pleasure. She had not +noticed the words particularly, save that they were of love, +and she thought with pain of David and Kate, and how the +pleading tenderness might have been his heart calling to +hers not to forget his love for her. But Harry Temple mistook +her expression for one of interest in himself. With his +eyes still upon hers, as a cat might mesmerize a bird, he +changed into a minor wail of heart-broken love, whose sadness +brought great tears to Marcia’s eyes, and deep color to +her already burning cheeks, while the music throbbed out her +own half-realized loneliness and sorrow. It was as if the +sounds painted for her a picture of what she had missed out +of love, and set her sorrow flowing tangibly.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The last note died away in an impressive diminuendo, and +the young man turned toward her. His eyes were languishing, +his voice gentle, persuasive, as though it had but been +the song come a little nearer.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“And that is the way I feel toward you, dear,â€</span> he said, +and reached out his white hands to where hers lay forgotten +in her lap.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page158"></span><a name="pg158" id="pg158" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But his hands had scarcely touched hers, before Marcia +sprang back, in her haste knocking over the chair.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Erect, her hands snatched behind her, frightened, alert, +she stood a moment bewildered, all her fears to the front.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Ah! but he was used to shy maidens. He was not to be +baffled thus. A little coaxing, a little gentle persuasion, a +little boldness—that was all he needed. He had conquered +hearts before, why should he not this unsophisticated one?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Don’t be afraid, dear; there is no one about. And surely +there is no harm in telling you I love you, and letting you +comfort my poor broken heart to think that I have found you +too late—â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He had arisen and with a passionate gesture put his arms +about Marcia and before she could know what was coming +had pressed a kiss upon her lips.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But she was aroused now. Every angry force within her +was fully awake. Every sense of right and justice inherited +and taught came flocking forward. Horror unspeakable +filled her, and wrath, that such a dreadful thing should come +to her. There was no time to think. She brought her +two strong supple hands up and beat him in the face, mouth, +cheeks, and eyes, with all her might, until he turned blinded; +and then she struggled away crying, <span class="tei tei-q">“You are a wicked +man!â€</span> and fled from the room.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Out through the hall she sped to the kitchen, and flinging +wide the door before her, the nearest one at hand, she fairly +flew down the garden walk, past the nodding dahlias, past the +basking pumpkins, past the whispering corn, down through +the berry bushes, at the lower end of the lot, and behind the +currant bushes. She crouched a moment looking back to see +if she were pursued. Then imagining she heard a noise from +the open door, she scrambled over the low back fence, the +high comb with which her hair was fastened falling out +unheeded behind her, and all her dark waves of hair coming +about her shoulders in wild disarray.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page159"></span><a name="pg159" id="pg159" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She was in a field of wheat now, and the tall shocks were +like waves all about her, thick and close, kissing her as she +passed with their bended stalks. Ahead of her it looked like +an endless sea to cross before she could reach another fence, +and a bare field, and then another fence and the woods. She +knew not that in her wake she left a track as clear as if she +had set up signals all along the way. She felt that the kind +wheat would flow back like real waves and hide the way she +had passed over. She only sped on, to the woods. In all +the wide world there seemed no refuge but the woods. The +woods were home to her. She loved the tall shadows, the +whispering music in the upper branches, the quiet places +underneath, the hushed silence like a city of refuge with cool +wings whereunder to hide. And to it, as her only friend, she +was hastening. She went to the woods as she would have +flown to the minister’s wife at home, if she only had been +near, and buried her face in her lap and sobbed out her horror +and shame. Breathless she sped, without looking once behind +her, now over the next fence and still another. They +were nothing to her. She forgot that she was wearing Kate’s +special sprigged muslin, and that it might tear on the rough +fences. She forgot that she was a matron and must not run +wild through strange fields. She forgot that some one might +be watching her. She forgot everything save that she must +get away and hide her poor shamed face.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">At last she reached the shelter of the woods, and, with one +wild furtive look behind her to assure herself that she was not +pursued, she flung herself into the lap of mother earth, and +buried her face in the soft moss at the foot of a tree. There +she sobbed out her horror and sorrow and loneliness, sobbed +until it seemed to her that her heart had gone out with great +shudders. Sobbed and sobbed and sobbed! For a time +she could not even think clearly. Her brain was confused +with the magnitude of what had come to her. She +tried to go over the whole happening that afternoon and see +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page160"></span><a name="pg160" id="pg160" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +if she might have prevented anything. She blamed herself +most unmercifully for listening to the foolish music and, too, +after her own suspicions had been aroused, though how could +she dream any man in his senses would do a thing like that! +Not even Captain Leavenworth would stoop to that, she +thought. Poor child! She knew so little of the world, and +her world had been kept so sweet and pure and free from +contamination. She turned cold at the thought of her +father’s anger if he should hear about this strange young +man. She felt sure he would blame her for allowing it. +He had tried to teach his girls that they must exercise +judgment and discretion, and surely, surely, she must have +failed in both or this would not have happened. Oh, why +had not the aunts come that afternoon! Why had they +not arrived before this man came! And yet, oh, horror! +if they had come after he was there! How disgusting he +seemed to her with his smirky smile, and slim white fingers! +How utterly unfit beside David did he seem to breathe the +same air even. David, her David—no, Kate’s David! Oh, +pity! What a pain the world was!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was nowhere to turn that she might find a trace of +comfort. For what would David say, and how could she ever +tell him? Would he find it out if she did not? What would +he think of her? Would he blame her? Oh, the agony of +it all! What would the aunts think of her! Ah! that was +worse than all, for even now she could see the tilt of +Aunt Hortense’s head, and the purse of Aunt Amelia’s lips. +How dreadful if they should have to know of it. They +would not believe her, unless perhaps Aunt Clarinda might. +She did not look wise, but she seemed kind and loving. If +it had not been for the other two she might have fled to +Aunt Clarinda. Oh, if she might but flee home to her +father’s house! How could she ever go back to David’s +house! How could she ever play on that dreadful piano +again? She would always see that hateful, smiling face +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page161"></span><a name="pg161" id="pg161" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +sitting there and think how he had looked at her. Then she +shuddered and sobbed harder than ever. And mother earth, +true to all her children, received the poor child with open +arms. There she lay upon the resinous pine needles, at the +foot of the tall trees, and the trees looked down tenderly +upon her and consulted in whispers with their heads bent +together. The winds blew sweetness from the buckwheat +fields in the valley about her, murmuring delicious music in +the air above her, and even the birds hushed their loud voices +and peeped curiously at the tired, sorrowful creature of another +kind that had come among them.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s overwrought nerves were having their revenge. +Tears had their way until she was worn out, and then the +angel of sleep came down upon her. There upon the pine-needle +bed, with tear-wet cheeks she lay, and slept like a tired +child come home to its mother from the tumult of the world.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Harry Temple, recovering from his rebuff, and left alone in +the parlor, looked about him with surprise. Never before +in all his short and brilliant career as a heart breaker had he +met with the like, and this from a mere child! He could +not believe his senses! She must have been in play. He +would sit still and presently she would come back with eyes +full of mischief and beg his pardon. But even as he sat +down to wait her coming, something told him he was mistaken +and that she would not come. There had been something +beside mischief in the smart raps whose tingle even now his +cheeks and lips felt. The house, too, had grown strangely +hushed as though no one else besides himself were in it. She +must have gone out. Perhaps she had been really frightened +and would tell somebody! How awkward if she should presently +return with one of those grim aunts, or that solemn +puritan-like husband of hers. Perhaps he had better decamp +while the coast was still clear. She did not seem to be returning +and there was no telling what the little fool might do.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">With a deliberation which suddenly became feverish in his +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page162"></span><a name="pg162" id="pg162" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +haste to be away, he compelled himself to walk slowly, nonchalantly +out through the hall. Still as a thief he opened and +closed the front door and got himself down the front steps, +but not so still but that a quick ear caught the sound of the +latch as it flew back into place, and the scrape of a boot on +the path; and not so invisibly nor so quickly but that a pair +of keen eyes saw him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When Harry Temple had made his way toward the Spafford +house that afternoon, with his dauntless front and conceited +smile, Miranda had been sent out to pick raspberries along +the fence that separated the Heath garden from the Spafford +garden.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Harry Temple was too new in the town not to excite +comment among the young girls wherever he might go, and +Miranda was always having her eye out for anything new. +Not for herself! Bless you! no! Miranda never expected +anything from a young man for herself, but she was keenly +interested in what befell other girls.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">So Miranda, crouched behind the berry bushes, watched +Harry Temple saunter down the street and saw with surprise +that he stopped at the house of her new admiration. +Now, although Marcia was a married woman, Miranda felt +pleased that she should have the attention of others, and a +feeling of pride in her idol, and of triumph over her cousin +Hannah that he had not stopped to see her, swelled in her +brown calico breast.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She managed to bring her picking as near to the region +of the Spafford parlor windows as possible, and much did her +ravished ear delight itself in the music that tinkled through +the green shaded window, for Miranda had tastes that were +greatly appealed to by the gay dance music. She fancied +that her idol was the player. But then she heard a man’s +voice, and her picking stopped short insomuch that her grandmother’s +strident tones mingled with the liquid tenor of Mr. +Temple, calling to Miranda to <span class="tei tei-q">“be spry there or the sun’ll +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page163"></span><a name="pg163" id="pg163" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +catch you ’fore you get a quart.â€</span> All at once the music +ceased, and then in a minute or two Miranda heard the Spafford +kitchen door thrown violently open and saw Marcia +rush forth.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She gazed in astonishment, too surprised to call out to her, +or to remember to keep on picking for a moment. She +watched her as she fairly flew down between the rows of +currant bushes, saw the comb fly from her hair, saw the glow +of excitement on her cheek, and the fire in her eye, saw her +mount the first fence. Then suddenly a feeling of protection +arose within her, and, with a hasty glance toward her grandmother’s +window to satisfy herself that no one else saw the +flying figure, she fell to picking with all her might, but what +went into her pail, whether raspberries or green leaves or +briars, she did not know. Her eyes were on the flying figure +through the wheat, and she progressed in her picking very +fast toward the lower end of the lot where nothing but runty +old sour berries ever grew, if any at all. Once hidden behind +the tall corn that grew between her and her grandmother’s +vigilant gaze, she hastened to the end of the lot and watched +Marcia; watched her as she climbed the fences, held her +breath at the daring leaps from the top rails, expecting to see +the delicate muslin catch on the rough fence and send the flying +figure to the ground senseless perhaps. It was like a +theatre to Miranda, this watching the beautiful girl in her +flight, the long dark hair in the wind, the graceful untrammeled +bounds. Miranda watched with unveiled admiration +until the dark of the green-blue wood had swallowed her up, +then slowly her eyes traveled back over the path which Marcia +had taken, back through the meadow and the wheat, to the +kitchen door left standing wide. Slowly, painfully, Miranda +set herself to understand it. Something had happened! +That was flight with fear behind it, fear that left everything +else forgotten. What had happened?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda was wiser in her generation than Marcia. She +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page164"></span><a name="pg164" id="pg164" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +began to put two and two together. Her brows darkened, +and a look of cunning came into her honest blue eyes. +Stealthily she crept with cat-like quickness along the fence +near to the front, and there she stood like a red-haired +Nemesis in a sunbonnet, with irate red face, confronting the +unsuspecting man as he sauntered forth from the unwelcoming +roof where he had whiled away a mistaken hour.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“What you ben sayin’ to her?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was as if a serpent had stung him, so unexpected, so +direct. He jumped aside and turned deadly pale. She knew +her chance arrow had struck the truth. But he recovered +himself almost immediately when he saw what a harmless +looking creature had attacked him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Why, my dear girl,â€</span> he said patronizingly, <span class="tei tei-q">“you quite +startled me! I’m sure you must have made some mistake!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I ain’t your girl, thank goodness!â€</span> snapped Miranda, +<span class="tei tei-q">“and I guess by your looks there ain’t anybody ‘dear’ to +you but yourself. But I ain’t made a mistake. It’s you I +was asking. <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">What you bin in there for?</span></span>â€</span> There was a blaze +of defiance in Miranda’s eyes, and her stubby forefinger +pointed at him like a shotgun. Before her the bold black +eyes quailed for an instant. The young man’s hand sought +his pocket, brought out a piece of money and extended it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Look here, my friend,â€</span> he said trying another line, <span class="tei tei-q">“you +take this and say nothing more about it. That’s a good girl. +No harm’s been done.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda looked him in the face with noble scorn, and with +a sudden motion of her brown hand sent the coin flying on +the stone pavement.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I tell you I’m not your friend, and I don’t want your +money. I wouldn’t trust its goodness any more than your +face. As fer keepin’ still I’ll do as I see fit about it. I +intend to know what this means, and if you’ve made <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">her</span></span> +any trouble you’d better leave this town, for I’ll make it too +unpleasant fer you to stay here!â€</span></p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page165"></span><a name="pg165" id="pg165" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">With a stealthy glance about him, cautious, concerned, the +young man suddenly hurried down the street. He wanted +no more parley with this loud-voiced avenging maiden. His +fear came back upon him in double force, and he was seen to +glance at his watch and quicken his pace almost to a run as +though a forgotten engagement had suddenly come to mind. +Miranda, scowling, stood and watched him disappear around +the corner, then she turned back and began to pick raspberries +with a diligence that would have astonished her grandmother +had she not been for the last hour engaged with a +calling neighbor in the room at the other side of the house, +where they were overhauling the character of a fellow church +member.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda picked on, and thought on, and could not make up +her mind what she ought to do. From time to time she +glanced anxiously toward the woods, and then at the lowering +sun in the West, and half meditated going after Marcia, +but a wholesome fear of her grandmother held her hesitating.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">At length she heard a firm step coming down the street. +Could it be? Yes, it was David Spafford. How was it he +happened to come home so soon? Miranda had heard in a +round-about-way, as neighbors hear and know these things, +that David had taken the stage that morning, presumably on +business to New York, and was hardly expected to return for +several days. She had wondered if Marcia would stay all +night alone in the house or if she would go to the aunts. +But now here was David!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda looked again over the wheat, half expecting to +see the flying figure returning in haste, but the parted wheat +waved on and sang its song of the harvest, unmindful and +alone, with only a fluttering butterfly to give life to the landscape. +A little rusty-throated cricket piped a doleful sentence +now and then between the silences.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David Spafford let himself in at his own door, and went in +search of Marcia.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page166"></span><a name="pg166" id="pg166" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He wanted to find Marcia for a purpose. The business +which had taken him away in the morning, and which he had +hardly expected to accomplish before late that night, had been +partly transacted at a little tavern where the coach horses +had been changed that morning, and where he had met most +unexpectedly the two men whom he had been going to see, +who were coming straight to his town. So he turned him +back with them and came home, and they were at this minute +attending to some other business in the town, while he had +come home to announce to Marcia that they would take supper +with him and perhaps spend the night.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia was nowhere to be found. He went upstairs and +timidly knocked at her door, but no answer came. Then he +thought she might be asleep and knocked louder, but only the +humming-bird in the honeysuckle outside her window sent +back a little humming answer through the latch-hole. Finally +he ventured to open the door and peep in, but he saw that +quiet loneliness reigned there.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He went downstairs again and searched in the pantry and +kitchen and then stood still. The back door was stretched +open as though it had been thrown back in haste. He followed +its suggestion and went out, looking down the little +brick path that led to the garden. Ah! what was that? +Something gleamed in the sun with a spot of blue behind +it. The bit of blue ribbon she had worn at her throat, with +a tiny gold brooch unclasped sticking in.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda caught sight of him coming, and crouched behind +the currants.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David came on searching the path on every side. A bit +of a branch had been torn from a succulent, tender plant that +leaned over the path and was lying in the way. It seemed +another blaze along the trail. Further down where the bushes +almost met a single fragment of a thread waved on a thorn +as though it had snatched for more in the passing and had +caught only this. David hardly knew whether he was following +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page167"></span><a name="pg167" id="pg167" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +these little things or not, but at any rate they were +apparently not leading him anywhere for he stopped abruptly +in front of the fence and looked both ways behind the bushes +that grew along in front of it. Then he turned to go back +again. Miranda held her breath. Something touched David’s +foot in turning, and, looking down, he saw Marcia’s large shell +comb lying there in the grass. Curiously he picked it up +and examined it. It was like finding fragments of a wreck +along the sand.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">All at once Miranda arose from her hiding place and confronted +him timidly. She was not the same Miranda who +came down upon Harry Temple, however.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“She ain’t in the house,â€</span> she said hoarsely. <span class="tei tei-q">“She’s gone +over there!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David Spafford turned surprised.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Is that you, Miranda? Oh, thank you! Where do you +say she has gone? Where?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Through there, don’t you see?â€</span> and again the stubby +forefinger pointed to the rift in the wheat.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David gazed stupidly at the path in the wheat, but gradually +it began to dawn upon him that there was a distinct line +through it where some one must have gone.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Yes, I see,â€</span> he said thinking aloud, <span class="tei tei-q">“but why should she +have gone there? There is nothing over there.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“She went on further, she went to the woods,â€</span> said +Miranda, looking fearfully around lest even now her grandmother +might be upon her, <span class="tei tei-q">“and she was scared, I guess. +She looked it. Her hair all come tumblin’ down when she +clum the fence, an’ she just went flyin’ over like some bird, +didn’t care a feather if she did fall, an’ she never oncet looked +behind her till she come to the woods.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David’s bewilderment was growing uncomfortable. There +was a shade of alarm in his face and of the embarrassment +one feels when a neighbor divulges news about a member of +one’s own household.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page168"></span><a name="pg168" id="pg168" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Why, surely, Miranda, you must be mistaken. Maybe it +was some one else you saw. I do not think Mrs. Spafford +would be likely to run over there that way, and what in the +world would she have to be frightened at?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“No, I ain’t mistaken,â€</span> said Miranda half sullenly, nettled +at his unbelief. <span class="tei tei-q">“It was her all right. She came flyin’ out +the kitchen door when I was picking raspberries, and down +that path to the fence, and never stopped fer fence ner wheat, +ner medder lot, but went into them woods there, right up to +the left of them tall pines, and she,—she looked plum scared +to death ’s if a whole circus menagerie was after her, lions +and ’nelefunts an’ all. An’ I guess she had plenty to be +scared at ef I ain’t mistaken. That dandy Temple feller +went there to call on her, an’ I heard him tinklin’ that music +box, and its my opinion he needs a wallupin’! You better +go after her! It’s gettin’ late and you’ll have hard times +finding her in the dark. Just you foller her path in the +wheat, and then make fer them pines. I’d a gone after her +myself only grandma’d make sech a fuss, and hev to know it +all. You needn’t be afraid o’ me. I’ll keep still.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">By this time David was thoroughly alive to the situation +and much alarmed. He mounted the fence with alacrity, gave +one glance with <span class="tei tei-q">“thank youâ€</span> at Miranda, and disappeared +through the wheat, Miranda watched him till she was sure +he was making for the right spot, then with a sigh of relief +she hastened into the house with her now brimming pail of +berries.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS15" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page169"></span><a name="pg169" id="pg169" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc30" id="toc30"></a> +<a name="pdf31" id="pdf31"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XV</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">As David made his way with rapid strides through the +rippling wheat, he experienced a series of sensations. For +the first time since his wedding day he was aroused to entirely +forget himself and his pain. What did it mean? Marcia +frightened! What at? Harry Temple at their house! What +did he know of Harry Temple? Nothing beyond the mere +fact that Hannah Heath had introduced him and that he was +doing business in the town. But why had Mr. Temple +visited the house? He could have no possible business with +himself, David was sure; moreover he now remembered having +seen the young man standing near the stable that morning +when he took his seat in the coach, and knew that he must +have heard his remark that he would not return till the late +coach that night, or possibly not till the next day. He remembered +as he said it that he had unconsciously studied +Mr. Temple’s face and noted its weak points. Did the young +man then have a purpose in coming to the house during his +absence? A great anger rose within him at the thought.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was one strange thing about David’s thoughts. For +the first time he looked at himself in the light of Marcia’s +natural protector—her husband. He suddenly saw a duty +from himself to her, aside from the mere feeding and clothing +her. He felt a personal responsibility, and an actual +interest in her. Out of the whole world, now, he was the +only one she could look to for help.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It gave him a feeling of possession that was new, and +almost seemed pleasant. He forgot entirely the errand that +had made him come to search for Marcia in the first place, +and the two men who were probably at that moment preparing +to go to his house according to their invitation. He forgot +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page170"></span><a name="pg170" id="pg170" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +everything but Marcia, and strode into the purply-blue +shadows of the wood and stopped to listen.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The hush there seemed intense. There were no echoes +lingering of flying feet down that pine-padded pathway of +the aisle of the woods. It was long since he had had time to +wander in the woods, and he wondered at their silence. So +much whispering above, the sky so far away, the breeze so +quiet, the bird notes so subdued, it seemed almost uncanny. +He had not remembered that it was thus in the woods. It +struck him in passing that here would be a good place to +bring his pain some day when he had time to face it again, +and wished to be alone with it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He took his hat in his hand and stepped firmly into the +vast solemnity as if he had entered a great church when +the service was going on, on an errand of life and death that +gave excuse for profaning the holy silence. He went a few +paces and stopped again, listening. Was that a long-drawn +sighing breath he heard, or only the wind soughing through +the waving tassels overhead? He summoned his voice to call. +It seemed a great effort, and sounded weak and feeble under +the grandeur of the vaulted green dome. <span class="tei tei-q">“Marcia!â€</span> he +called,—and <span class="tei tei-q">“Marcia!â€</span> realizing as he did so that it was the +first time he had called her by her name, or sought after her +in any way. He had always said <span class="tei tei-q">“youâ€</span> to her, or <span class="tei tei-q">“child,â€</span> +or spoken of her in company as <span class="tei tei-q">“Mrs. Spafford,â€</span> a strange +and far-off mythical person whose very intangibility had +separated her from himself immeasurably.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He went further into the forest, called again, and yet again, +and stood to listen. All was still about him, but in the far +distance he heard the faint report of a gun. With a new +thought of danger coming to mind he hurried further into +the shadows. The gun sounded again more clearly. He +shuddered involuntarily and looked about in all directions, +hoping to see the gleam of her gown. It was not likely there +were any wild beasts about these parts, so near the town and +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page171"></span><a name="pg171" id="pg171" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +yet, they had been seen occasionally,—a stray fox, or even a +bear,—and the sun was certainly very low. He glanced back, +and the low line of the horizon gleamed the gold of intensified +shining that is the sun’s farewell for the night. The gun +again! Stray shots had been known to kill people wandering +in the forest. He was growing nervous as a woman now, and +went this way and that calling, but still no answer came. +He began to think he was not near the clump of pines of +which Miranda spoke, and went a little to the right and then +turned to look back to where he had entered the wood, and +there, almost at his feet, she lay!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She slept as soundly as if she had been lying on a couch +of velvet, one round white arm under her cheek. Her face +was flushed with weeping, and her lashes still wet. Her tender, +sensitive mouth still quivered slightly as she gave a long-drawn +breath with a catch in it that seemed like a sob, and +all her lovely dark hair floated about her as if it were spread +upon a wave that upheld her. She was beautiful indeed as she +lay there sleeping, and the man, thus suddenly come upon +her, anxious and troubled and every nerve quivering, stopped, +awed with the beauty of her as if she had been some heavenly +being suddenly confronting him. He stepped softly to her +side and bending down observed her, first anxiously, to make +sure she was alive and safe, then searchingly, as though he +would know every detail of the picture there before him +because it was his, and he not only had a right but a duty to +possess it, and to care for it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She might have been a statue or a painting as he looked +upon her and noted the lovely curve of her flushed cheek, +but when his eyes reached the firm little brown hand and the +slender finger on which gleamed the wedding ring that was +not really hers, something pathetic in the tear-wet lashes, +and the whole sorrowful, beautiful figure, touched him with a +great tenderness, and he stooped down gently and put his +arm about her.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page172"></span><a name="pg172" id="pg172" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Marcia,—child!â€</span> he said in a low, almost crooning voice, +as one might wake a baby from its sleep, <span class="tei tei-q">“Marcia, open your +eyes, child, and tell me if you are all right.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">At first she only stirred uneasily and slept on, the sleep +of utter exhaustion; but he raised her, and, sitting down beside +her, put her head upon his shoulder, speaking gently. Then +Marcia opened her eyes bewildered, and with a start, sprang +back and looked at David, as though she would be sure it +was he and not that other dreadful man from whom she had +fled.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Why, child! What’s the matter?â€</span> said David, brushing +her hair back from her face. Bewildered still, Marcia scarcely +knew him, his voice was so strangely sweet and sympathetic. +The tears were coming back, but she could not stop them. +She made one effort to control herself and speak, but her lips +quivered a moment, and then the flood-gates opened again, +and she covered her face with her hands and shook with sobs. +How could she tell David what a dreadful thing had happened, +now, when he was kinder to her than he had ever +thought of being before! He would grow grave and stern +when she had told him, and she could not bear that. He +would likely blame her too, and how could she endure more?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But he drew her to him again and laid her head against his +coat, trying to smooth her hair with unaccustomed passes +of his hand. By and by the tears subsided and she could +control herself again. She hushed her sobs and drew back a +little from the comforting rough coat where she had lain.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Indeed, indeed, I could not help it, David,â€</span>—she faltered, +trying to smile like a bit of rainbow through the rain.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I know you couldn’t, child.â€</span> His answer was wonderfully +kind and his eyes smiled at her as they had never done +before. Her heart gave a leap of astonishment and fluttered +with gladness over it. It was so good to have David care. +She had not known how much she wanted him to speak to her +as if he saw her and thought a little about her.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page173"></span><a name="pg173" id="pg173" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“And now what was it? Remember I do not know. Tell +me quick, for it is growing late and damp, and you will take +cold out here in the woods with that thin frock on. You +are chilly already.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I better go at once,â€</span> she said reservedly, willing to put +off the telling as long as possible, peradventure to avoid it +altogether.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“No, child,â€</span> he said firmly drawing her back again beside +him, <span class="tei tei-q">“you must rest a minute yet before taking that long +walk. You are weary and excited, and besides it will do you +good to tell me. What made you run off up here? Are you +homesick?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He scanned her face anxiously. He began to fear with +sudden compunction that the sacrifice he had accepted so +easily had been too much for the victim, and it suddenly +began to be a great comfort to him to have Marcia with him, +to help him hide his sorrow from the world. He did not +know before that he cared.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I was frightened,â€</span> she said, with drooping lashes. She +was trying to keep her lips and fingers from trembling, for she +feared greatly to tell him all. But though the woods were +growing dusky he saw the fluttering little fingers and gathered +them firmly in his own.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Now, child,â€</span> he said in that tone that even his aunts +obeyed, <span class="tei tei-q">“tell me all. What frightened you, and why did you +come up here away from everybody instead of calling for +help?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Brought to bay she lifted her beautiful eyes to his face +and told him briefly the story, beginning with the night when +she had first met Harry Temple. She said as little about +music as possible, because she feared that the mention of the +piano might be painful to David, but she made the whole +matter quite plain in a few words, so that David could readily +fill in between the lines.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Scoundrel!â€</span> he murmured clenching his fists, <span class="tei tei-q">“he ought +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page174"></span><a name="pg174" id="pg174" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +to be strung up!â€</span> Then quite gently again, <span class="tei tei-q">“Poor child! +How frightened you must have been! You did right to run +away, but it was a dangerous thing to run out here! Why, he +might have followed you!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh!â€</span> said Marcia, turning pale, <span class="tei tei-q">“I never thought of +that. I only wanted to get away from everybody. It seemed +so dreadful I did not want anybody to know. I did not want +you to know. I wanted to run away and hide, and never +come back!â€</span> She covered her face with her hands and +shuddered. David thought the tears were coming back again.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Child, child!â€</span> he said gently, <span class="tei tei-q">“you must not talk that +way. What would I do if you did that?â€</span> and he laid his +hand softly upon the bowed head.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was the first time that anything like a personal talk +had passed between them, and Marcia felt a thrill of delight +at his words. It was like heavenly comfort to her wounded +spirit.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She stole a shy look at him under her lashes, and wished +she dared say something, but no words came. They sat for a +moment in silence, each feeling a sort of comforting sense +of the other’s presence, and each clasping the hand of the +other with clinging pressure, yet neither fully aware of the +fact.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The last rays of the sun which had been lying for a while +at their feet upon the pine needles suddenly slipped away unperceived, +and behold! the world was in gloom, and the place +where the two sat was almost utterly dark. David became +aware of it first, and with sudden remembrance of his expected +guests he started in dismay.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Child!â€</span> said he,—but he did not let go of her hand, +nor forget to put the tenderness in his voice, <span class="tei tei-q">“the sun has +gone down, and here have I been forgetting what I came to +tell you in the astonishment over what you had to tell me. +We must hurry and get back. We have guests to-night to +supper, two gentlemen, very distinguished in their lines of +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page175"></span><a name="pg175" id="pg175" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +work. We have business together, and I must make haste. +I doubt not they are at the house already, and what they think +of me I cannot tell; let us hurry as fast as possible.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, David!â€</span> she said in dismay. <span class="tei tei-q">“And you had to +come out here after me, and have stayed so long! What a +foolish girl I have been and what a mess I have made! They +will perhaps be angry and go away, and I will be to blame. +I am afraid you can never forgive me.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Don’t worry, child,â€</span> he said pleasantly. <span class="tei tei-q">“It couldn’t +be helped, you know, and is in no wise your fault. I am +only sorry that these two gentlemen will delay me in the +pleasure of hunting up that scoundrel of a Temple and suggesting +that he leave town by the early morning stage. I +should like to give him what Miranda suggested, a good +‘wallupin’,’ but perhaps that would be undignified.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He laughed as he said it, a hearty laugh with a ring to it +like his old self. Marcia felt happy at the sound. How +wonderful it would be if he would be like that to her all +the time! Her heart swelled with the great thought of it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He helped her to her feet and taking her hand led her out +to the open field where they could walk faster. As he walked +he told her about Miranda waiting for him behind the currant +bushes. They laughed together and made the way seem +short.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was quite dark now, with the faded moon trembling +feebly in the West as though it meant to retire early, and +wished they would hurry home while she held her light for +them. David had drawn Marcia’s arm within his, and then, +noticing that her dress was thin, he pulled off his coat +and put it firmly about her despite her protest that she did +not need it, and so, warmed, comforted, and cheered Marcia’s +feet hurried back over the path she had taken in such sorrow +and fright a few hours before.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When they could see the lights of the village twinkling +close below them David began to tell her about the two men +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page176"></span><a name="pg176" id="pg176" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +who were to be their guests, if they were still waiting, and so +interesting was his brief story of each that Marcia hardly +knew they were at home before David was helping her over +their own back fence.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, David! There seems to be a light in the kitchen! +Do you suppose they have gone in and are getting their own +supper? What shall I do with my hair? I cannot go in +with it this way. How did that light get there?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Here!â€</span> said David, fumbling in his pocket, <span class="tei tei-q">“will this +help you?â€</span> and he brought out the shell comb he had picked +up in the garden.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">By the light of the feeble old moon David watched her +coil the long wavy hair and stood to pass his criticism upon +the effect before they should go in. They were just back of +the tall sunflowers, and talked in whispers. It was all so +cheery, and comradey, and merry, that Marcia hated to go +in and have it over, for she could not feel that this sweet evening +hour could last. Then they took hold of hands and +swiftly, cautiously, stole up to the kitchen window and looked +in. The door still stood open as both had left it that afternoon, +and there seemed to be no one in the kitchen. A candle +was burning on the high little shelf over the table, and the +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E17" id="E17" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e17" class="tei tei-ref">tea kettle</a></span> +was singing on the crane by the hearth, but the room +was without occupant. Cautiously, looking questioningly at +one another, they stole into the kitchen, each dreading lest +the aunts had come by chance and discovered their lapse. +There was a light in the front part of the house and they +could hear voices, two men were earnestly discussing politics. +They listened longer, but no other presence was revealed.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David in pantomime outlined the course of action, and +Marcia, understanding perfectly flew up the back stairs as +noiselessly as a mouse, to make her toilet after her nap in +the woods, while David with much show and to-do of opening +and shutting the wide-open kitchen door walked obviously +into the kitchen and hurried through to greet his guests +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page177"></span><a name="pg177" id="pg177" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +wondering,—not suspecting in the least,—what good angel +had been there to let them in.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Good fortune had favored Miranda. The neighbor had +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E38" id="E38" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e38" class="tei tei-ref">stayed</a></span> +longer than usual, perhaps in hopes of an invitation to +stay to tea and share in the gingerbread she could smell +being taken from the oven by Hannah, who occasionally +varied her occupations by a turn at the culinary art. Hannah +could make delicious gingerbread. Her grandmother had +taught her when she was but a child.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda stole into the kitchen when Hannah’s back was +turned and picked over her berries so fast that when Hannah +came into the pantry to set her gingerbread to cool Miranda +had nearly all her berries in the big yellow bowl ready to +wash, and Hannah might conjecture if she pleased that +Miranda had been some time picking them over. It is not +stated just how thoroughly those berries were picked over. +But Miranda cared little for that. Her mind was upon other +things. The pantry window overlooked the hills and the +woods. She could see if David and Marcia were coming +back soon. She wanted to watch her play till the close, and +had no fancy for having the curtain fall in the middle of +the most exciting act, the rescue of the princess. But the +talk in the sitting room went on and on. By and by Hannah +Heath washed her hands, untied her apron, and taking her +sunbonnet slipped over to Ann Bertram’s for a pattern of +her new sleeve. Miranda took the opportunity to be off +again.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Swiftly down behind the currants she ran, and standing on +the fence behind the corn she looked off across the wheat, +but no sign of anybody yet coming out of the woods was +granted her. She stood so a long time. It was growing +dusk. She wondered if Harry Temple had shut the front +door when he went out. But then David went in that way, +and he would have closed it, of course. Still, he went away +in a hurry, maybe it would be as well to go and look. She +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page178"></span><a name="pg178" id="pg178" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +did not wish to be caught by her grandmother, so she stole +along like a cat close to the dark berry bushes, and the gathering +dusk hid her well. She thought she could see from the +front of the fence whether the door looked as if it were +closed. But there were people coming up the street. She +would wait till they had passed before she looked over the +fence.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They were two men coming, slowly, and in earnest conversation +upon some deeply interesting theme. Each carried +a heavy carpet-bag, and they walked wearily, as if their business +were nearly over for the day and they were coming to +a place of rest.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“This must be the house, I think,â€</span> said one. <span class="tei tei-q">“He said +it was exactly opposite the Seceder church. That’s the +church, I believe. I was here once before.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“There doesn’t seem to be a light in the house,â€</span> said the +other, looking up to the windows over the street. <span class="tei tei-q">“Are you +sure? Brother Spafford said he was coming directly home to +let his wife know of our arrival.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“A little strange there’s no light yet, for it is quite dark +now, but I’m sure this must be the house. Maybe they are +all in the kitchen and not expecting us quite so soon. Let’s +try anyhow,â€</span> said the other, setting down his carpet-bag on +the stoop and lifting the big brass knocker.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda stood still debating but a moment. The situation +was made plain to her in an instant. Not for nothing had +she stood at Grandma Heath’s elbow for years watching the +movements of her neighbors and interpreting exactly what +they meant. Miranda’s wits were sharpened for situations +of all kinds. Miranda was ready and loyal to those she +adored. Without further ado she hastened to a sheltered +spot she knew and climbed the picket fence which separated +the Heath garden from the Spafford side yard. Before the +brass knocker had sounded through the empty house the +second time Miranda had crossed the side porch, thrown her +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page179"></span><a name="pg179" id="pg179" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +sunbonnet upon a chair in the dark kitchen, and was hastening +with noisy, encouraging steps to the front door.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She flung it wide open, saying in a breezy voice, <span class="tei tei-q">“Just +wait till I get a light, won’t you, the wind blew the candle +out.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There wasn’t a particle of wind about that soft September +night, but that made little difference to Miranda. She was +part of a play and she was acting her best. If her impromptu +part was a little irregular, it was at least well meant, boldly +and bravely presented.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda found a candle on the shelf and, stooping to the +smouldering fire upon the hearth, blew and coaxed it into +flame enough to light it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“This is Mr. Spafford’s home, is it not?â€</span> questioned the +old gentleman whom Miranda had heard speak first on the +sidewalk.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, yes, indeed,â€</span> said the girl glibly. <span class="tei tei-q">“Jest come in +and set down. Here, let me take your hats. Jest put your +bags right there on the floor.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You are— Are you—Mrs. Spafford?â€</span> hesitated the +courtly old gentleman.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, landy sakes, no, I ain’t her,â€</span> laughed Miranda well +pleased. <span class="tei tei-q">“Mis’ Spafford had jest stepped out a bit when +her husband come home, an’ he’s gone after her. You see she +didn’t expect her husband home till late to-night. But you +set down. They’ll be home real soon now. They’d oughter +ben here before this. I ’spose she’d gone on further’n she +thought she’d go when she stepped out.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“It’s all right,â€</span> said the other gentleman, <span class="tei tei-q">“no harm done, +I’m sure. I hope we shan’t inconvenience Mrs. Spafford any +coming so unexpectedly.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“No, indeedy!â€</span> said quick-witted Miranda. <span class="tei tei-q">“You can’t +ketch Mis’ Spafford unprepared if you come in the middle o’ +the night. She’s allus ready fer comp’ny.â€</span> Miranda’s eyes +shone. She felt she was getting on finely doing the honors.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page180"></span><a name="pg180" id="pg180" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Well, that’s very nice. I’m sure it makes one feel at +home. I wonder now if she would mind if we were to go +right up to our room and wash our hands. I feel so travel-stained. +I’d like to be more presentable before we meet her,â€</span> +said the first gentleman, who looked very weary.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But Miranda was not dashed.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Why, that’s all right. ’Course you ken go right up. Jest +you set in the keepin’ room a minnit while I run up’n be +sure the water pitcher’s filled. I ain’t quite sure ’bout it. +I won’t be long.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda seated them in the parlor with great gusto and +hastened up the back stairs to investigate. She was not at all +sure which room would be called the guest room and whether +the two strangers would have a room apiece or occupy the +same together. At least it would be safe to show them one +till the mistress of the house returned. She peeped into +Marcia’s room, and knew it instinctively before she caught +sight of a cameo brooch on the pin cushion, and a rose +colored ribbon neatly folded lying on the foot of the bed +where it had been forgotten. That question settled, she +thought any other room would do, and chose the large front +room across the hall with its high four-poster and the little +ball fringe on the valance and canopy. Having lighted the +candle which stood in a tall glass candlestick on the high +chest of drawers, she hurried down to bid her guests come up.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then she hastened back into the kitchen and went to work +with swift skilful fingers. Her breath came quickly and her +cheeks grew red with the excitement of it all. It was like +playing fairy. She would get supper for them and have +everything all ready when the mistress came, so that there +would be no bad breaks. She raked the fire and filled the +tea kettle, swinging it from the crane. Then she searched +where she thought such things should be and found a table +cloth and set the table. Her hands trembled as she put out +the sprigged china that was kept in the corner cupboard. +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page181"></span><a name="pg181" id="pg181" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +Perhaps this was wrong, and she would be blamed for it, but +at least it was what she would have done, she thought, if she +were mistress of this house and had two nice gentlemen come +to stay to tea. It was not often that Grandmother Heath +allowed her to handle her sprigged china, to be sure, so +Miranda felt the joy and daring of it all the more. Once a +delicate cup slipped and rolled over on the table and almost +reached the edge. A little more and it would have rolled off +to the floor and been shivered into a dozen fragments, but +Miranda spread her apron in front and caught it fairly as +it started and then hugged it in fear and delight for a moment +as she might have done a baby that had been in danger. It +was a great pleasure to her to set that table. In the first +place she was not doing it to order but because she wanted +to please and surprise some one whom she adored, and in the +second place it was an adventure. Miranda had longed for +an adventure all her life and now she thought it had come +to her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When the table was set it looked very pretty. She slipped +into the pantry and searched out the stores. It was not hard +to find all that was needed; cold ham, cheese, pickles, seed +cakes, gingerbread, fruit cake, preserves and jelly, bread and +raised biscuit, then she went down cellar and found the milk +and cream and butter. She had just finished the table and +set out the tea pot and caddy of tea when she heard the two +gentlemen coming down the stairs. They went into the +parlor and sat down, remarking that their friend had a +pleasant home, and then Miranda heard them plunge into a +political discussion again and she felt that they were safe for +a while. She stole out into the dewy dark to see if there were +yet signs of the home-comers. A screech owl hooted across +the night. She stood a while by the back fence looking out +across the dark sea of whispering wheat. By and by she +thought she heard subdued voices above the soft swish of +the parting wheat, and by the light of the stars she saw +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page182"></span><a name="pg182" id="pg182" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +them coming. Quick as a wink she slid over the fence into +the Heath back-yard and crouched in her old place behind +the currant bushes. So she saw them come up together, saw +David help Marcia over the fence and watched them till they +had passed up the walk to the light of the kitchen door. Then +swiftly she turned and glided to her own home, well knowing +the reckoning that would be in store for her for this daring +bit of recreation. There was about her, however, an air of +triumphant joy as she entered.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Where have you ben to, Miranda Griscom, and what on +airth you ben up to now?â€</span> was the greeting she received as +she lifted the latch of the old green kitchen door of her +grandmother’s house.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda knew that the worst was to come now, for her +grandmother never mentioned the name of Griscom unless +she meant business. It was a hated name to her because of +the man who had broken the heart of her daughter. Grandma +Heath always felt that Miranda was an out and out Griscom +with not a streak of Heath about her. The Griscoms all had +red hair. But Miranda lifted her chin high and felt like a +princess in disguise.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Ben huntin’ hen’s eggs down in the grass,â€</span> she said, +taking the first excuse that came into her head. <span class="tei tei-q">“Is it time +to get supper?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Hen’s eggs! This time o’ night an’ dark as pitch. +Miranda Griscom, you ken go up to your room an’ not come +down tell I call you!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was a dire punishment, or would have been if Miranda +had not had her head full of other things, for the neighbor +had been asked to tea and there would have been much to hear +at the table. Besides, it was apparent that her disgrace was +to be made public. However, Miranda did not care. She +hastened to her little attic window, which looked down, as +good fortune would have it, upon the dining-room windows +of the Spafford house. With joy Miranda observed that no +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page183"></span><a name="pg183" id="pg183" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +one had thought to draw down the shades and she might sit +and watch the supper served over the way,—the supper she +had prepared,—and might think how delectable the doughnuts +were, and let her mouth water over the currant jelly and +the quince preserves and pretend she was a guest, and forget +the supper downstairs she was missing.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS16" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page184"></span><a name="pg184" id="pg184" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc32" id="toc32"></a> +<a name="pdf33" id="pdf33"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XVI</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David made what apology he could for his absence on the +arrival of his guests, and pondered in his heart who it could +have been that they referred to as <span class="tei tei-q">“the maid,â€</span> until he suddenly +remembered Miranda, and inwardly blessed her for her +kindliness. It was more than he would have expected from +any member of the Heath household. Miranda’s honest face +among the currant bushes when she had said, <span class="tei tei-q">“You needn’t +be afraid of me, I’ll keep still,â€</span> came to mind. Miranda had +evidently scented out the true state of the case and filled in +the breach, taking care not to divulge a word. He blest her +kindly heart and resolved to show his gratitude to her in +some way. Could poor Miranda, sitting supperless in the +dark, have but known his thought, her lonely heart would +have fluttered happily. But she did not, and virtue had to +bring its own reward in a sense of duty done. Then, too, +there was a spice of adventure to Miranda’s monotonous life +in what she had done, and she was not altogether sad as she +sat and let her imagination revel in what the Spaffords had +said and thought, when they found the house lighted and +supper ready. It was better than playing house down behind +the barn when she was a little girl.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia was the most astonished when she slipped down +from her hurried toilet and found the table decked out in all +the house afforded, fairly groaning under its weight of pickles, +preserves, doughnuts, and pie. In fact, everything that +Miranda had found she had put upon that table, and it is +safe to say that the result was not quite as it would have +been had the preparation of the supper been left to Marcia.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She stood before it and looked, and could not keep from +laughing softly to herself at the array of little dishes of +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page185"></span><a name="pg185" id="pg185" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +things. Marcia thought at first that one of the aunts must +be here, in the parlor, probably entertaining the guests, and +that the supper was a reproof to her for being away when +she should have been at home attending to her duties, but +still she was puzzled. It scarcely seemed like the aunts to +set a table in such a peculiar manner. The best china was +set out, it is true, but so many little bits of things were in +separate dishes. There was half a mould of currant jelly in +a large china plate, there was a fresh mould of quince jelly +quivering on a common dish. All over the table in every +available inch there was something. It would not do to call +the guests out to a table like that. What would David say? +And yet, if one of the aunts had set it and was going to stay +to tea, would she be hurt? She tiptoed to the door and +listened, but heard no sound save of men’s voices. If an +aunt had been here she was surely gone now and would be +none the wiser if a few dishes were removed.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">With swift fingers Marcia weeded out the things, and set +straight those that were to remain, and then made the tea. +She was so quick about it David had scarcely time to begin +to worry because supper was not announced before she stood +in the parlor door, shy and sweet, with a brilliant color in her +cheeks. His little comrade, David felt her to be, and again +it struck him that she was beautiful as he arose to introduce +her to the guests. He saw their open admiration as they +greeted her, and he found himself wondering what they would +have thought of Kate, wild-rose Kate with her graceful witching +ways. A tinge of sadness came into his face, but something +suggested to him the thought that Marcia was even +more beautiful than Kate, more like a half-blown bud of a +thing. He wondered that he had never noticed before how +her eyes shone. He gave her a pleasant smile as they passed +into the hall, which set the color flaming in her cheeks again. +David seemed different somehow, and that lonely, set-apart +feeling that she had had ever since she came here to live was +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page186"></span><a name="pg186" id="pg186" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +gone. David was there and he understood, at least a little +bit, and they had something,—just something, even though +it was but a few minutes in a lonely woods and some gentle +words of his,—to call their very own together. At least that +experience did not belong to Kate, never had been hers, and +could not have been borrowed from her. Marcia sighed a +happy sigh as she took her seat at the table.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The talk ran upon Andrew Jackson, and some utterances +of his in his last message to Congress. The elder of the two +gentlemen expressed grave fears that a mistake had been +made in policy and that the country would suffer.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Governor Clinton was mentioned and his policy discussed. +But all this talk was familiar to Marcia. Her father had +been interested in public affairs always, and she had been +brought up to listen to discussions deep and long, and to +think about such things for herself. When she was quite a +little girl her father had made her read the paper aloud to +him, from one end to the other, as he lay back in his big chair +with his eyes closed and his shaggy brows drawn thoughtfully +into a frown. Sometimes as she read he would burst forth +with a tirade against this or that man or set of men who +were in opposition to his own pronounced views, and he +would pour out a lengthy reply to little Marcia as she sat +patient, waiting for a chance to go on with her reading. As +she grew older she became proud of the distinction of being +her father’s <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">confidante</span></span> politically, and she was able to talk on +such matters as intelligently and as well if not better than most +of the men who came to the house. It was a position which no +one disputed with her. Kate had been much too full of her +own plans and Madam Schuyler too busy with household +affairs to bother with politics and newspapers, so Marcia had +always been the one called upon to read when her father’s +eyes were tired. As a consequence she was far beyond other +girls of her age in knowledge on public affairs. Well she +knew what Andrew Jackson thought about the tariff, and +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page187"></span><a name="pg187" id="pg187" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +about the system of canals, and about improvements in general. +She knew which men in Congress were opposed to and +which in favor of certain bills. All through the struggle for +improvements in New York state she had been an eager +observer. The minutest detail of the Erie canal project had +interested her, and she was never without her own little +private opinion in the matter, which, however, seldom found +voice except in her eager eyes, whose listening lights would +have been an inspiration to the most eloquent speaker.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Therefore, Marcia as she sat behind her sprigged china teacups +and demurely poured tea, was taking in all that had been +said, and she drew her breath quickly in a way she had when +she was deeply excited, as at last the conversation neared the +one great subject of interest which to her seemed of most +importance in the country at the present day, the project of +a railroad run by steam.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Nothing was too great for Marcia to believe. Her father +had been inclined to be conservative in great improvements. +He had favored the Erie canal, though had feared it would +be impossible to carry so great a project through, and Marcia +in her girlish mind had rejoiced with a joy that to her was +unspeakable when it had been completed and news had come +that many packets were travelling day and night upon the +wonderful new water way. There had been a kind of +triumph in her heart to think that men who could study +out these big schemes and plan it all, had been able against +so great odds to carry out their project and prove to all unbelievers +that it was not only possible but practicable.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s brain was throbbing with the desire for progress. +If she were a man with money and influence she felt she +would so much like to go out into the world and make stupid +people do the things for the country that ought to be done. +Progress had been the keynote of her upbringing, and she +was teeming with energy which she had no hope could ever +be used to help along that for which she felt her ambitions +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page188"></span><a name="pg188" id="pg188" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +rising. She wanted to see the world alive, and busy, the +great cities connected with one another. She longed to have +free access to cities, to great libraries, to pictures, to wonderful +music. She longed to meet great men and women, the +men and women who were making the history of the world, +writing, speaking, and doing things that were moulding +public opinion. Reforms of all sorts were what helped along +and made possible her desires. Why did not the people want +a steam railroad? Why were they so ready to say it could +never succeed, that it would be an impossibility; that the +roads could not be made strong enough to bear so great +weights and so constant wear and tear? Why did they interpose +objections to every suggestion made by inventors and +thinking men? Why did even her dear father who was so +far in advance of his times in many ways, why did even he +too shake his head and say that he feared it would never be +in this country, at least not in his day, that it was impracticable?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The talk was very interesting to Marcia. She ate bits of +her biscuit without knowing, and she left her tea untasted +till it was cold. The younger of the two guests was talking. +His name was Jervis. Marcia thought she had heard the +name somewhere, but had not yet placed him in her mind:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Yes,â€</span> said he, with an eager look on his face, <span class="tei tei-q">“it is +coming, it is coming sooner than they think. Oliver Evans +said, you know, that good roads were all we could expect one +generation to do. The next must make canals, the next +might build a railroad which should run by horse power, and +perhaps the next would run a railroad by steam. But we +shall not have to wait so long. We shall have steam moving +railway carriages before another year.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“What!â€</span> said David, <span class="tei tei-q">“you don’t mean it! Have you +really any foundation for such a statement?â€</span> He leaned +forward, his eyes shining and his whole attitude one of deep +interest. Marcia watched him, and a great pride began to +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page189"></span><a name="pg189" id="pg189" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +glow within her that she belonged to him. She looked at the +other men. Their eyes were fixed upon David with heightening +pleasure and pride.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The older man watched the little tableau a moment and +then he explained:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“The Mohawk and Hudson Company have just made an +engagement with Mr. Jervis as chief engineer of their road. +He expects to run that road by steam!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He finished his fruit cake and preserves under the spell of +astonishment he had cast upon his host and hostess.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David and Marcia turned simultaneously toward Mr. Jervis +for a confirmation of this statement. Mr. Jervis smiled in +affirmation.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“But will it not be like all the rest, no funds?â€</span> asked +David a trifle sadly. <span class="tei tei-q">“It may be years even yet before it is +really started.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But Mr. Jervis’ face was reassuring.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“The contract is let for the grading. In fact work has +already begun. I expect to begin laying the track by next +Spring, perhaps sooner. As soon as the track is laid we shall +show them.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David’s eyes shone and he reached out and grasped the +hand of the man who had the will and apparently the means +of accomplishing this great thing for the country.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“It will make a wonderful change in the whole land,â€</span> said +David musingly. He had forgotten to eat. His face was +aglow and a side of his nature which Marcia did not know +was uppermost. Marcia saw the man, the thinker, the +writer, the former of public opinion, the idealist. Heretofore +David had been to her in the light of her sister’s lover, a young +man of promise, but that was all. Now she saw something +more earnest, and at once it was revealed to her what a man +he was, a man like her father. David’s eyes were suddenly +drawn to meet hers. He looked on Marcia and seemed to be +sharing his thought with her, and smiled a smile of comradeship. +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page190"></span><a name="pg190" id="pg190" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +He felt all at once that she could and would understand +his feelings about this great new enterprise, and would +be glad too. It pleased him to feel this. It took a little of +his loneliness away. Kate would never have been interested +in these things. He had never expected such sympathy from +her. She had been something beautiful and apart from his +world, and as such he had adored her. But it was pleasant +to have some one who could understand and feel as he did. +Just then he was not thinking of his lost Kate. So he smiled +and Marcia felt the glow of warmth from his look and returned +it, and the two visitors knew that they were among +friends who understood and sympathized.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Yes, it will make a change,â€</span> said the older man. <span class="tei tei-q">“I +hope I may live to see at least a part of it.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“If you succeed there will be many others to follow. The +land will soon be a network of railroads,â€</span> went on David, +still musing.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“We shall succeed!â€</span> said Mr. Jervis, closing his lips firmly +in a way that made one sure he knew whereof he spoke.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“And now tell me about it,â€</span> said David, with his most +engaging smile, as a child will ask to have a story. David +could be most fascinating when he felt he was in a sympathetic +company. At other times he was wont to be grave, +almost to severity. But those who knew him best and had +seen him thus melted into +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E18" id="E18" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e18" class="tei tei-ref">child-like</a></span> +enthusiasm, felt his lovableness +as the others never dreamed.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The table talk launched into a description of the proposed +road, the road bed, the manner of laying the rails, their +thickness and width, and the way of bolting them down to the +heavy timbers that lay underneath. It was all intensely +fascinating to Marcia. Mr. Jervis took knives and forks to +illustrate and then showed by plates and spoons how they +were fastened down.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David asked a question now and then, took out his note +book and wrote down some things. The two guests were +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page191"></span><a name="pg191" id="pg191" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +eager and plain in their answers. They wanted David to +write it up. They wanted the information to be accurate +and full.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“The other day I saw a question in a Baltimore paper, sent +in by a subscriber, ‘What is a railroad?’â€</span> said the old gentleman, +<span class="tei tei-q">“and the editor’s reply was, ‘Can any of our readers +answer this question and tell us what is a railroad?’â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was a hearty laugh over the unenlightened unbelievers +who seemed to be only too willing to remain in ignorance +of the march of improvement.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David finally laid down his note book, feeling that he had +gained all the information he needed at present. <span class="tei tei-q">“I have +much faith in you and your skill, but I do not quite see how +you are going to overcome all the obstacles. How, for instance, +are you going to overcome the inequalities in the road? +Our country is not a flat even one like those abroad where +the railroad has been tried. There are sharp grades, and +many curves will be necessary,â€</span> said he.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Mr. Jervis had shoved his chair back from the table, but +now he drew it up again sharply and began to move the +dishes back from his place, a look of eagerness gleaming in +his face.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Once again the dishes and cups were brought into requisition +as the engineer showed a crude model, in china and +cutlery, of an engine he proposed to have constructed, illustrating +his own idea about a truck for the forward wheels which +should move separately from the back wheels and enable the +engine to conform to curves more readily.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia sat with glowing cheeks watching the outline of +history that was to be, not knowing that the little model +before her, made from her own teacups and saucers, was to +be the model for all the coming engines of the many railroads +of the future.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Finally the chairs were pushed back, and yet the talk went +on. Marcia slipped silently about conveying the dishes away. +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page192"></span><a name="pg192" id="pg192" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +And still the guests sat talking. She could hear all they said +even when she was in the kitchen washing the china, for she +did it very softly and never a clink hid a word. They talked +of Governor Clinton again and of his attitude toward the +railroad. They spoke of Thurlow Weed and a number of +others whose names were familiar to Marcia in the papers +she had read to her father. They told how lately on the +Baltimore and Ohio railroad Peter Cooper had experimented +with a little locomotive, and had beaten a gray horse attached +to another car.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia smiled brightly as she listened, and laid the delicate +china teapot down with care lest she should lose a word. But +ever with her interest in the march of civilization, there were +other thoughts mingling. Thoughts of David and of how he +would be connected with it all. He would write it up and be +identified with it. He was brave enough to face any new +movement.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David’s paper was a temperance paper. There were not +many temperance papers in those days. David was brave. He +had already faced a number of unpleasant circumstances in +consequence. He was not afraid of sneers or sarcasms, nor of +being called a fanatic. He had taken such a stand that even +those who were opposed had to respect him. Marcia felt the +joy of a great pride in David to-night.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She sang a happy little song at the bottom of her heart as +she worked. The new railroad was an assured thing, and +David was her comrade, that was the song, and the refrain +was, <span class="tei tei-q">“David, David, David!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Later, after the guests had talked themselves out and taken +their candles to their rooms, David with another comrade’s +smile, and a look in his eyes that saw visions of the country’s +future, and for this one night at least promised not to dream +of the past, bade her good night.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She went up to her white chamber and lay down upon the +pillow, whose case was fragrant of lavendar blossoms, dreaming +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page193"></span><a name="pg193" id="pg193" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +with a smile of to-morrow. She thought she was riding +in a strange new railroad train with David’s arm about her +and Harry Temple running along at his very best pace to try +to catch them, but he could not.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda, at her supperless window, watched the evening +hours and thought many thoughts. She wondered why they +stayed in the dining room so late, and why they did not go +into the parlor and make Marcia play the <span class="tei tei-q">“music boxâ€</span> as +she called it; and why there was a light so long in that back +chamber over the kitchen. Could it be they had put one of +the guests there? Surely not. Perhaps that was David’s +study. Perhaps he was writing. Ah! She had guessed +aright. David was sitting up to write while the inspiration +was upon him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But Miranda slept and ceased to wonder long before +David’s light was extinguished, and when he finally lay down +it was with a body healthily weary, and a mind for the time +free from any intruding thought of himself and his troubles.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He had written a most captivating article that would appear +in his paper in a few days, and which must convince +many doubters that a railroad was at last an established fact +among them.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There were one or two points which he must ask the skilled +engineer in the morning, but as he reviewed what he had +written he felt a sense of deep satisfaction, and a true delight +in his work. His soul thrilled with the power of his gift. +He loved it, exulted in it. It was pleasant to feel that delight +in his work once more. He had thought since his marriage +that it was gone forever, but perhaps by and by it would +return to console him, and he would be able to do greater +things in the world because of his suffering.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Just as he dropped to sleep there came a thought of +Marcia, pleasantly, as one remembers a flower. He felt that +there was a comfort about Marcia, a something helpful in her +smile. There was more to her than he had supposed. She +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page194"></span><a name="pg194" id="pg194" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +was not merely a child. How her face had glowed as the +men talked of the projected railroad, and almost she seemed +to understand as they described the proposed engine with its +movable trucks. She would be a companion who would be +interested in his pursuits. He had hoped to teach Kate to +understand his life work and perhaps help him some, but +Kate was by nature a butterfly, a bird of gay colors, always +on the wing. He would not have wanted her to be troubled +with deep thoughts. Marcia seemed to enjoy such things. +What if he should take pains to teach her, read with her, help +cultivate her mind? It would at least be an occupation for +leisure hours, something to interest him and keep away the +awful pall of sadness.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">How sweet she had looked as she lay asleep in the woods +with the tears on her cheek like the dew-drops upon a rose +petal! She was a dear little girl and he must take care of +her and protect her. That scoundrel Temple! What were +such men made for? He must settle him to-morrow.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And so he fell asleep.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS17" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page195"></span><a name="pg195" id="pg195" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc34" id="toc34"></a> +<a name="pdf35" id="pdf35"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XVII</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Harry Temple sat in his office the next morning with his +feet upon the table and his wooden armed chair tilted back +against the wall.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He had letters to write, a number of them, that should go +out with the afternoon coach, to reach the night packet. +There were at least three men he ought to go and see at once +if he would do the best for his employers, and the office he +sat in was by no means in the best of order. But his feet +were elevated comfortably on the table and he was deep in +the pages of a story of the French Court, its loves and hates +and intrigues.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was therefore with annoyance that he looked up at the +opening of the office door.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But the frown changed to apprehension, as he saw who was +his visitor. He brought the chair legs suddenly to the floor +and his own legs followed them swiftly. David Spafford was +not a man before whom another would sit with his feet on a +table, even to transact business.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was a look of startled enquiry on Harry Temple’s +face. For an instant his self-complacency was shaken. He +hesitated, wondering what tack to take. Perhaps after all +his alarm was unnecessary. Marcia likely had been too frightened +to tell of what had occurred. He noticed the broad +shoulder, the lean, active body, the keen eye, and the grave +poise of his visitor, and thought he would hardly care to +fight a duel with that man. It was natural for him to think +at once of a duel on account of the French court life from +which his mind had just emerged. A flash of wonder passed +through his mind whether it would be swords or pistols, and +then he set himself to face the other man.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page196"></span><a name="pg196" id="pg196" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David Spafford stood for a full minute and looked into the +face of the man he had come to shame. He looked at him +with a calm eye and brow, but with a growing contempt that +did not need words to express it. Harry Temple felt the +color rise in his cheek, and his soul quaked for an instant. +Then his habitual conceit arose and he tried to parry with his +eye that keen piercing gaze of the other. It must have lasted +a full minute, though it seemed to Mr. Temple it was five at +the least. He made an attempt to offer his visitor a chair, +but it was not noticed. David Spafford looked his man +through and through, and knew him for exactly what he was. +At last he spoke, quietly, in a tone that was too courteous to +be contemptuous, but it humiliated the listener more even +than contempt:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“It would be well for you to leave town at once.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">That was all. The listener felt that it was a command. +His wrath arose hotly, and beat itself against the calm exterior +of his visitor’s gaze in a look that was brazen enough +to have faced a whole town of accusers. Harry Temple could +look innocent and handsome when he chose.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I do not understand you, sir!â€</span> he said. <span class="tei tei-q">“That is a +most extraordinary statement!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“It would be well for you to leave town at once.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">This time the command was imperative. Harry’s eyes +blazed.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Why?â€</span> He asked it with that impertinent tilt to his +chin which usually angered his opponent in any argument. +Once he could break that steady, iron, self-control he felt he +would have the best of things. He could easily persuade +David Spafford that everything was all right if he could get +him off his guard and make him angry. An angry man could +do little but bluster.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You understand very well,â€</span> replied David, his voice still, +steady and his gaze not swerving.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Indeed! Well, this is most extraordinary,â€</span> said Harry, +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page197"></span><a name="pg197" id="pg197" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +losing control of himself again. <span class="tei tei-q">“Of what do you accuse me, +may I enquire?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Of nothing that your own heart does not accuse you,â€</span> +said David. And somehow there was more than human indignation +in the gaze now: there was pity, a sense of shame +for another soul who could lower himself to do unseemly +things. Before that look the blood crept into Harry’s cheek +again. An uncomfortable sensation entirely new was stealing +over him. A sense of sin—no, not that exactly,—a sense +that he had made a mistake, perhaps. He never was very +hard upon himself even when the evidence was clear against +him. It angered him to feel humiliated. What a fuss to +make about a little thing! What a tiresome old cad to care +about a little flirtation with his wife! He wished he had +let the pretty baby alone entirely. She was of no finer stuff +than many another who had accepted his advances with +pleasure. He stiffened his neck and replied with much +haughtiness:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“My heart accuses me of nothing, sir. I assure you I +consider your words an insult! I demand satisfaction for +your insulting language, sir!â€</span> Harry Temple had never +fought a duel, and had never been present when others fought, +but that was the language in which a challenge was usually +delivered in French novels.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“It is not a matter for discussion!â€</span> said David Spafford, +utterly ignoring the other’s blustering words. <span class="tei tei-q">“I am fully +informed as to all that occurred yesterday afternoon, and I +tell you once more, it would be well for you to leave town at +once. I have nothing further to say.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David turned and walked toward the door, and Harry +stood, ignored, angry, crestfallen, and watched him until he +reached the door.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You would better ask your informant further of her part +in the matter!â€</span> he hissed, suddenly, an open sneer in his +voice and a covert implication of deep meaning.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page198"></span><a name="pg198" id="pg198" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David turned, his face flashing with righteous indignation. +The man who was withered by the scorn of that glance wished +heartily that he had not uttered the false sentence. He felt +the smallness of his own soul, during the instant of silence +in which his visitor stood looking at him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then David spoke deliberately:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I knew you were a knave,â€</span> said he, <span class="tei tei-q">“but I did not suppose +you were also a coward. A man who is not a coward +will not try to put the blame upon a woman, especially upon +an innocent one. You, sir, will leave town this evening. +Any business further than you can settle between this and +that I will see properly attended to. I warn you, sir, it will +be unwise for you to remain longer than till the evening +coach.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Perfectly courteous were David’s tones, keen command was +in his eye and determination in every line of his face. Harry +could not recover himself to reply, could not master his +frenzy of anger and humiliation to face the righteous look of +his accuser. Before he realized it, David was gone.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He stood by the window and watched him go down the +street with rapid, firm tread and upright bearing. Every +line in that erect form spoke of determination. The conviction +grew within him that the last words of his visitor were +true, and that it would be wise for him to leave town. He +rebelled at the idea. He did not wish to leave, for business +matters were in such shape, or rather in such chaos, that it +would be extremely awkward for him to meet his employers +and explain his desertion at that time. Moreover there were +several homes in the town open to him whenever he chose, +where were many attractions. It was a lazy pleasant life he +had been leading here, fully trusted, and wholly disloyal to +the trust, troubled by no uneasy overseers, not even his own +conscience, dined and smiled upon with lovely languishing +eyes. He did not care to go, even though he had decried +the town as dull and monotonous.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page199"></span><a name="pg199" id="pg199" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But, on the other hand, things had occurred—not the +unfortunate little mistake of yesterday, of course, but others, +more serious things—that he would hardly care to have +brought to the light of day, especially through the keen sarcastic +columns of David Spafford’s paper. He had seen other +sinners brought to a bloodless retribution in those columns +by dauntless weapons of sarcasm and wit which in David +Spafford’s hands could be made to do valiant work. He +did not care to be humiliated in that way. He could not +brazen it out. He was convinced that the man meant what +he said, and from what he knew of his influence he felt that +he would leave no stone unturned till he had made the place +too hot to hold him. Only Harry Temple himself knew how +easy that would be to do, for no one else knew how many +<span class="tei tei-q">“mistakesâ€</span> (?) Harry had made, and he, unfortunately +for himself, did not know how many of them were not known, +by any who could harm him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He stood a long time clinking some sixpences and shillings +together in his pocket, and scowling down the street after +David had disappeared from sight.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Blame that little pink-cheeked, baby-eyed fool!â€</span> he said +at last, turning on his heel with a sigh. <span class="tei tei-q">“I might have +known she was too goody-goody. Such people ought to die +young before they grow up to make fools of other people. +Bah! Think of a wife like that with no spirit of her own. +A baby! Merely a baby!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Nevertheless, in his secret heart, he knew he honored +Marcia and felt a true shame that she had looked into his +tarnished soul.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then he looked round about upon his papers that represented +a whole week’s hard work and maybe more before they +were cleared away, and reflected how much easier after all +it would be to get up a good excuse and go away, leaving all +this to some poor drudge who should be sent here in his place. +He looked around again and his eyes lighted upon his book. +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page200"></span><a name="pg200" id="pg200" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +He remembered the exciting crisis in which he had left the +heroine and down he sat to his story again. At least there +was nothing demanding attention this moment. He need not +decide what he would do. If he went there were few preparations +to make. He would toss some things into his carpet-bag +and pretend to have been summoned to see a sick and dying +relative, a long-lost brother or something. It would be easy +to invent one when the time came. Then he could leave +directions for the rest of his things to be packed if he did +not return, and get rid of the trouble of it all. As for the +letters, if he was going what use to bother with them? Let +them wait till his successor should come. It mattered little +to him whether his employers suffered for his negligence or +not so long as he finished his story. Besides, it would not do +to let that cad think he had frightened him. He would pretend +he was not going, at least during his hours of grace. +So he picked up his book and went on reading.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">At noon he sauntered back to his boarding house as usual +for his dinner, having professed an unusually busy morning +to those who came in to the office on business and made appointments +with them for the next day. This had brought +him much satisfaction as the morning wore away and he was +left free to his book, and so before dinner he had come to +within a very few pages of the end.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">After a leisurely dinner he sauntered back to the office +again, rejoicing in the fact that circumstances had so arranged +themselves that he had passed David Spafford in front +of the newspaper office and given him a most elaborate and +friendly bow in the presence of four or five bystanders. +David’s look in return had meant volumes, and decided Harry +Temple to do as he had been ordered, not, of course, because +he had been ordered to do so, but because it would be an +easier thing to do. In fact he made up his mind that he +was weary of this part of the country. He went back to his +book.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page201"></span><a name="pg201" id="pg201" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">About the middle of the afternoon he finished the last +pages. He rose up with alacrity then and began to think +what he should do. He glanced around the room, sought out +a few papers, took some daguerreotypes of girls from a drawer +of his desk, gave a farewell glance around the dismal little +room that had seen so much shirking for the past few +months, and then went out and locked the door.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He paused at the corner. Which way should he go? He +did not care to go back to the office, for his book was done, +and he scarcely needed to go to his room at his boarding +place yet either, for the afternoon was but half over and +he wished his departure to appear to be entirely unpremeditated. +A daring thought came into his head. He would +walk past David Spafford’s house. He would let Marcia see +him if possible. He would show them that he was not afraid +in the least. He even meditated going in and explaining to +Marcia that she had made a great mistake, that he had been +merely admiring her, and that there was no harm in anything +he had said or done yesterday, that he was exceedingly +grieved and mortified that she should have mistaken his +meaning for an insult, and so on and so on. He knew well +how to make such honeyed talk when he chose, but the audacity +of the thing was a trifle too much for even his bold +nature, so he satisfied himself by strolling in a leisurely +manner by the house.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When he was directly opposite to it he raised his eyes +casually and bowed and smiled with his most graceful air. +True, he did not see any one, for Marcia had caught sight of +him as she was coming out upon the stoop and had fled into +her own room with the door buttoned, she was watching +unseen from behind the folds of her curtain, but he made the +bow as complete as though a whole family had been greeting +him from the windows. Marcia, poor child, thought he must +see her, and she felt frozen to the spot, and stared wildly +through the little fold of her curtain with trembling hands +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page202"></span><a name="pg202" id="pg202" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +and weak knees till he was passed. Well pleased at himself +the young man walked on, knowing that at least three prominent +citizens had seen him bow and smile, and that they would +be witnesses, against anything David might say to the contrary, +that he was on friendly terms with Mrs. Spafford.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah Heath was sitting on the front stoop with her +knitting. She often sat there dressed daintily of an afternoon. +Her hands were white and looked well against the +blue yarn she was knitting. Besides there was something +domestic and sentimental in a stocking. It gave a cosy, +homey, air to a woman, Hannah considered. So she sat and +knitted and smiled at whomsoever passed by, luring many in to +sit and talk with her, so that the stockings never grew rapidly, +but always kept at about the same stage. If it had been +Miranda, Grandmother Heath would have made some sharp +remarks about the length of time it took to finish that blue +stocking, but as it was Hannah it was all right.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah sat upon the stoop and knitted as Harry Temple +came by. Now, Hannah was not so great a favorite with +Harry as Harry was with Hannah. She was of the kind who +was conquered too easily, and he did not consider it worth his +while to waste time upon her simperings usually. But this +afternoon was different. He had nowhere to go for a little +while, and Hannah’s appearance on the stoop was opportune +and gave him an idea. He would lounge there with her. +Perchance fortune would favor him again and David Spafford +would pass by and see him. There would be one more +opportunity to stare insolently at him and defy him, before +he bent his neck to obey. David had given him the day in +which to do what he would, and he would make no move +until the time was over and the coach he had named departed, +but he knew that then he would bring down retribution. In +just what form that retribution would come he was not quite +certain, but he knew it would be severe.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">So when Hannah smiled upon him, Harry Temple stepped +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page203"></span><a name="pg203" id="pg203" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +daintily across the mud in the road, and came and sat down +beside her. He toyed with her knitting, caught one of her +plump white hands, the one on the side away from the +street, and held it, while Hannah pretended not to notice, +and drooped her long eyelashes in a telling way. Hannah +knew how. She had been at it a good many years.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">So he sat, toward five o’clock, when David came by, and +bowed gravely to Hannah, but seemed not to see Harry. +Harry let his eyes follow the tall figure in an insolent stare.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“What a dough-faced cad that man is!â€</span> he said lazily, +<span class="tei tei-q">“no wonder his little pink-cheeked wife seeks other society. +Handsome baby, though, isn’t she?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah pricked up her ears. Her loss of David was too +recent not to cause her extreme jealousy of his pretty young +wife. Already she fairly hated her. Her upbringing in +the atmosphere of Grandmother Heath’s sarcastic, ill-natured +gossip had prepared her to be quick to see meaning in any +insinuation.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She looked at him keenly, archly for a moment, then replied +with drooping gaze and coquettish manner:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You should not blame any one for enjoying your company.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah stole sly glances to see how he took this, but Harry +was an old hand and proof against such scrutiny. He only +shrugged his shoulder carelessly, as though he dropped all +blame like a garment that he had no need for.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“And what’s the matter with David?â€</span> asked Hannah, +watching David as he mounted his own steps, and thinking +how often she had watched that tall form go down the street, +and thought of him as destined to belong to her. The mortification +that he had chosen some one else was not yet forgotten. +It amounted almost to a desire for revenge.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Harry lingered longer than he intended. Hannah begged +him to remain to supper, but he declined, and when she +pressed him to do so he looked troubled and said he was +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page204"></span><a name="pg204" id="pg204" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +expecting a letter and must hurry back to see if it came in +the afternoon coach. He told her that a dear friend, a +beloved cousin, was lying very ill, and he might be summoned +at any moment to his bedside, and Hannah said some comforting +little things in a caressing voice, and hoped he would find +the letter saying the cousin was better. Then he hurried +away.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was easy at his boarding house to say he had been called +away, and he rushed up to his room and threw some necessaries +into his carpet-bag, scattering things around the room +and helping out the impression that he was called away +in a great hurry. When he was ready he looked at his +watch. It was growing late. The evening coach left in +half an hour. He knew its route well. It started at the +village inn, and went down the old turnpike, stopping here +and there to pick up passengers. There was always a convocation +when it started. Perhaps David Spafford would be +there and witness his obedience to the command given him. +He set his lips and made up his mind to escape that at least. +He would cheat his adversary of that satisfaction.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It would involve a sacrifice. He would have to go without +his supper, and he could smell the frying bacon coming up the +stairs. But it would help the illusion and he could perhaps get +something on the way when the coach stopped to change horses.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He rushed downstairs and told his landlady that he must +start at once, as he must see a man before the coach went, and +she, poor lady, had no chance to suggest that he leave her a +little deposit on the sum of his board which he already owed +her. There was perhaps some method in his hurry for that +reason also. It always bothered him to pay his bills, he had +so many other ways of spending his money.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">So he hurried away and caught a ride in a farm wagon +going toward the Cross Roads. When it turned off he walked +a little way until another wagon came along; finally crossed +several fields at a breathless pace and caught the coach just as +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page205"></span><a name="pg205" id="pg205" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +it was leaving the Cross Roads, which was the last stopping +place anywhere near the village. He climbed up beside the +driver, still in a breathless condition, and detailed to him +how he had received word, just before the coach started, by a +messenger who came across-country on horseback, that his +cousin was dying.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">After he had answered the driver’s minutest questions, he +sat back and reflected upon his course with satisfaction. He +was off, and he had not been seen nor questioned by a single +citizen, and by to-morrow night his story as he had told it to +the driver would be fully known and circulated through the +place he had just left. The stage driver was one of the best +means of advertisement. It was well to give him full particulars.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The driver after he had satisfied his curiosity about the +young man by his side, and his reasons for leaving town so +hastily, began to wax eloquent upon the one theme which now +occupied his spare moments and his fluent tongue, the subject +of a projected railroad. Whether some of the sentiments +he uttered were his own, or whether he had but borrowed from +others, they were at least uttered with force and apparent +conviction, and many a traveller sat and listened as they were +retailed and viewed the subject from the standpoint of the +loud-mouthed coachman.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">A little later Tony Weller, called by some one <span class="tei tei-q">“the best +beloved of all coachmen,â€</span> uttered much the same sentiments +in the following words:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I consider that the railroad is unconstitutional and +an invader o’ privileges. As to the comfort, as an old coachman I may +say it,—vere’s the comfort o’ sittin’ in a harm-chair +a lookin’ at brick walls, and heaps o’ mud, never comin’ +to a public ’ouse, never seein’ a glass o’ ale, never +goin’ +through a pike, never meetin’ a change o’ no kind (hosses or +otherwise), but always comin’ to a place, ven you comes to +vun at all, the werry picter o’ the last.</span></p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page206"></span><a name="pg206" id="pg206" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“As to the honor an’ dignity o’ travellin’ vere can that +be without a coachman, and vat’s the rail, to sich coachmen as +is sometimes forced to go by it, but an outrage and an hinsult? +As to the ingen, a nasty, wheezin’, gaspin’, puffin’, +bustin’ +monster always out o’ breath, with a shiny green and gold +back like an onpleasant beetle; as to the ingen as is always a +pourin’ out red ’ot coals at night an’ black smoke in the day, +the sensiblest thing it does, in my opinion, is ven there’s +somethin’ in the vay, it sets up that ’ere frightful scream +vich seems to say, ‘Now ’ere’s two ’undred an’ forty passengers +in the werry greatest extremity o’ danger, an’ ’ere’s +their two ’undred an’ forty screams in vun!’â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But such sentiments as these troubled Harry Temple not +one whit. He cared not whether the present century had a +railroad or whether it travelled by foot. He would not lift +a white finger to help it along or hinder. As the talk went +on he was considering how and where he might get his supper.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS18" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page207"></span><a name="pg207" id="pg207" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc36" id="toc36"></a> +<a name="pdf37" id="pdf37"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XVIII</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The weather turned suddenly cold and raw that Fall, and +almost in one day, the trees that had been green, or yellowing +in the sunshine, put on their autumn garments of defeat, +flaunted them for a brief hour, and dropped them early in +despair. The pleasant woods, to which Marcia had fled in her +dismay, became a mass of finely penciled branches against a +wintry sky, save for the one group of tall pines that hung out +heavy above the rest, and seemed to defy even snowy blasts.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia could see those pines from her kitchen window, and +sometimes as she worked, if her heart was heavy, she would +look out and away to them, and think of the day she laid her +head down beneath them to sob out her trouble, and awoke to +find comfort. Somehow the memory of that little talk that +she and David had then grew into vast proportions in her +mind, and she loved to cherish it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There had come letters from home. Her stepmother had +written, a stiff, not unloving letter, full of injunctions to be +sure to remember this, and not do that, and on no account to +let any relative or neighbor persuade her out of the ways in +which she had been brought up. She was attempting to do +as many mothers do, when they see the faults in the child +they have brought up, try to bring them up over again. At +some of the sentences a wild homesickness took possession of +her. Some little homely phrase about one of the servants, +or the mention of a pet hen or cow, would bring the longing +tears to her eyes, and she would feel that she must throw +away this new life and run back to the old one.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">School was begun at home. Mary Ann and Hanford +would be taking the long walk back and forth together twice +a day to the old school-house. She half envied them their +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page208"></span><a name="pg208" id="pg208" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +happy, care-free life. She liked to think of the shy courting +that she had often seen between scholars in the upper classes. +Her imagination pleased itself sometimes when she was going +to sleep, trying to picture out the school goings and home +comings, and their sober talk. Not that she ever looked back +to Hanford Weston with regret, not she. She knew always +that he was not for her, and perhaps, even so early as that +in her new life, if the choice had been given her whether she +would go back to her girlhood again and be as she was before +Kate had run away, or whether she would choose to stay here +in the new life with David, it is likely she would have chosen +to stay.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There were occasional letters from Squire Schuyler. He +wrote of politics, and sent many messages to his son-in-law +which Marcia handed over to David at the tea table to read, +and which always seemed to soften David and bring a sweet +sadness into his eyes. He loved and respected his father-in-law. +It was as if he were bound to him by the love of some +one who had died. Marcia thought of that every time she +handed David a letter, and sat and watched him read it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Sometimes little Harriet or the boys printed out a few +words about the family cat, or the neighbors’ children, and +Marcia laughed and cried over the poor little attempts at +letters and longed to have the eager childish faces of the +writers to kiss.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But in all of them there was never a mention of the bright, +beautiful, selfish girl around whom the old home life used +to centre and who seemed now, judging from the home letters, +to be worse than dead to them all. But since the afternoon +upon the hill a new and pleasant intercourse had sprung up +between David and Marcia. True it was confined mainly to +discussions of the new railroad, the possibilities of its success, +and the construction of engines, tracks, etc. David was constantly +writing up the subject for his paper, and he fell into +the habit of reading his articles aloud to Marcia when they +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page209"></span><a name="pg209" id="pg209" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +were finished. She would listen with breathless admiration, +sometimes combating a point ably, with the old vim she had +used in her discussion over the newspaper with her father, +but mainly agreeing with every word he wrote, and always +eager to understand it down to the minutest detail.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He always seemed pleased at her praise, and wrote on +while she put away the tea-things with a contented expression +as though he had passed a high critic, and need not fear any +other. Once he looked up with a quizzical expression and +made a jocose remark about <span class="tei tei-q">“our article,â€</span> taking her into a +sort of partnership with him in it, which set her heart to +beating happily, until it seemed as if she were really in some +part at least growing into his life.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But after all their companionship was a shy, distant one, +more like that of a brother and sister who had been separated +all their lives and were just beginning to get acquainted, +and ever there was a settled sadness about the lines of David’s +mouth and eyes. They sat around one table now, the evenings +when they were at home, for there were still occasional +tea-drinkings at their friends’ houses; and there was one +night a week held religiously for a formal supper with the +aunts, which David kindly acquiesced in—more for the sake +of his Aunt Clarinda than the others,—whenever he was not +detained by actual business. Then, too, there was the weekly +prayer meeting held at <span class="tei tei-q">“early candle lightâ€</span> in the dim old +shadowed church. They always walked down the twilighted +streets together, and it seemed to Marcia there was a sweet +solemnity about that walk. They never said much to each +other on the way. David seemed preoccupied with holy +thoughts, and Marcia walked softly beside him as if he had +been the minister, looking at him proudly and reverently now +and then. David was often called upon to pray in meeting +and Marcia loved to listen to his words. He seemed to be +more intimate with God than the others, who were mostly +old men and prayed with long, rolling, solemn sentences that +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page210"></span><a name="pg210" id="pg210" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +put the whole community down into the dust and ashes before +their Creator.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia rather enjoyed the hour spent in the sombreness +of the church, with the flickering +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E19" id="E19" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e19" class="tei tei-ref">candle light</a></span> +making grotesque +forms of shadows on the wall and among the tall pews. +The old minister reminded her of the one she had left at +home, though he was more learned and scholarly, and when +he had read the Scripture passages he would take his spectacles +off and lay them across the great Bible where the +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E20" id="E20" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e20" class="tei tei-ref">candle light</a></span> +played at glances with the steel bows, and say: +<span class="tei tei-q">“Let us pray!â€</span> Then would come that soft stir and hush +as the people took the attitude of prayer. Marcia sometimes +joined in the prayer in her heart, uttering shy little petitions +that were vague and indefinite, and had to do mostly with +the days when she was troubled and homesick, and felt that +David belonged wholly to Kate. Always her clear voice +joined in the slow hymns that quavered out now and again, +lined out to the worshippers.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia and David went out from that meeting down the +street to their home with the hush upon them that must have +been upon the Israelites of old after they had been to the +solemn congregation.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But once David had come in earlier than usual and had +caught Marcia reading the Scottish Chiefs, and while she +started guiltily to be found thus employed he smiled indulgently. +After supper he said: <span class="tei tei-q">“Get your book, child, and +sit down. I have some writing to do, and after it is done I +will read it to you.â€</span> So after that, more and more often, +it was a book that Marcia held in her hands in the long evenings +when they sat together, instead of some useful employment, +and so her education progressed. Thus she read +Epictetus, Rasselas, The Deserted Village, The Vicar of +Wakefield, Paradise Lost, the Mysteries of the Human Heart, +Marshall’s Life of Columbus, The Spy, The Pioneers, and +The Last of the Mohicans.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page211"></span><a name="pg211" id="pg211" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She had been asked to sing in the village choir. David +sang a sweet high tenor there, and Marcia’s voice was clear +and strong as a blackbird’s, with the plaintive sweetness of +the wood-robin’s.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah Heath was in the choir also, and jealously watched +her every move, but of this Marcia was unaware until informed +of it by Miranda. With her inherited sweetness of +nature she scarcely credited it, until one Sunday, a few weeks +after the departure of Harry Temple, Hannah leaned forward +from her seat among the altos and whispered quite +distinctly, so that those around could hear—it was just before +the service—<span class="tei tei-q">“I’ve just had a letter from your friend Mr. +Temple. I thought you might like to know that his cousin +got well and he has gone back to New York. He won’t be +returning here this year. On some accounts he thought it +was better not.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was all said pointedly, with double emphasis upon the +<span class="tei tei-q">“your friend,â€</span> and <span class="tei tei-q">“some accounts.â€</span> Marcia felt her cheeks +glow, much to her vexation, and tried to control her whisper +to seem kindly as she answered indifferently enough.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, indeed! But you must have made a mistake. Mr. +Temple is a very slight acquaintance of mine. I have met +him only a few times, and I know nothing about his cousin. +I was not aware even that he had gone away.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah raised her speaking eyebrows and replied, quite +loud now, for the choir leader had stood up already with his +tuning-fork in hand, and one could hear it faintly twang:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Indeed!â€</span>—using Marcia’s own word—and quite coldly, +<span class="tei tei-q">“I should have thought differently from what Harry himself +told me,â€</span> and there was that in her tone which deepened +the color in Marcia’s cheeks and caused it to stay there during +the entire morning service as she sat puzzling over what +Hannah could have meant. It rankled in her mind during +the whole day. She longed to ask David about it, but could +not get up the courage.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page212"></span><a name="pg212" id="pg212" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She could not bear to revive the memory of what seemed to +be her shame. It was at the minister’s donation party that +Hannah planted another thorn in her heart,—Hannah, in a +green plaid silk with delicate undersleeves of lace, and a tiny +black velvet jacket.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She selected a time when Lemuel was near, and when Aunt +Amelia and Aunt Hortense, who believed that all the young +men in town were hovering about David’s wife, sat one on +either side of Marcia, as if to guard her for their beloved +nephew—who was discussing politics with Mr. Heath—and +who never seemed to notice, so blind he was in his trust of +her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">So Hannah paused and posed before the three ladies, and +with Lemuel smiling just at her elbow, began in her affected +way:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I’ve had another letter from New York, from your friend +Mr. Temple,â€</span> she said it with the slightest possible glance +over her shoulder to get the effect of her words upon the +faithful Lemuel, <span class="tei tei-q">“and he tells me he has met a sister of yours. +By the way, she told him that David used to be very fond +of her before she was married. I suppose she’ll be coming +to visit you now she’s so near as New York.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Two pairs of suspicious steely eyes flew like stinging insects +to gaze upon her, one on either side, and Marcia’s heart stood +still for just one instant, but she felt that here was her trying +time, and if she would help David and do the work for which +she had become his wife, she must protect him now from any +suspicions or disagreeable tongues. By very force of will she +controlled the trembling of her lips.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“My sister will not likely visit us this winter, I think,â€</span> +she replied as coolly as if she had had a letter to that effect +that morning, and then she deliberately looked at Lemuel +Skinner and asked if he had heard of the offer of prizes of +four thousand dollars in cash that the Baltimore and Ohio +railroad had just made for the most approved engine delivered +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page213"></span><a name="pg213" id="pg213" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +for trial before June first, 1831, not to exceed three and +a half tons in weight and capable of drawing, day by day, +fifteen tons inclusive of weight of wagons, fifteen miles +per hour. Lemuel looked at her blankly and said he had not +heard of it. He was engaged in thinking over what Hannah +had said about a letter from Harry Temple. He cared nothing +about railroads.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“The second prize is thirty-five hundred dollars,â€</span> stated +Marcia eagerly, as though it were of the utmost importance +to her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Are you thinking of trying for one of the prizes?â€</span> +sneered Hannah, piercing her with her eyes, and now indeed +the ready color flowed into Marcia’s face. Her ruse had been +detected.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“If I were a man and understood machinery I believe I +would. What a grand thing it would be to be able to invent +a thing like an engine that would be of so much use to the +world,â€</span> she answered bravely.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“They are most dangerous machines,â€</span> said Aunt Amelia +disapprovingly. <span class="tei tei-q">“No right-minded Christian who wishes to +live out the life his Creator has given him would ever ride +behind one. I have heard that boilers always explode.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“They are most unnecessary!â€</span> said Aunt Hortense +severely, as if that settled the question for all time and all +railroad corporations.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But Marcia was glad for once of their disapproval and +entered most heartily into a discussion of the pros and cons +of engines and steam, quoting largely from David’s last +article for the paper on the subject, until Hannah and +Lemuel moved slowly away. The discussion served to keep +the aunts from inquiring further that evening about the sister +in New York.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia begged them to go with her into the kitchen and see +the store of good things that had been brought to the minister’s +house by his loving parishioners. Bags of flour and +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page214"></span><a name="pg214" id="pg214" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +meal, pumpkins, corn in the ear, eggs, and nice little pats +of butter. A great wooden tub of doughnuts, baskets of +apples and quinces, pounds of sugar and tea, barrels of +potatoes, whole hams, a side of pork, a quarter of beef, hanks +of yarn, and strings of onions. It was a goodly array. +Marcia felt that the minister must be beloved by his people. +She watched him and his wife as they greeted their people, +and wished she knew them better, and might come and see +them sometimes, and perhaps eventually feel as much at home +with them as with her own dear minister.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She avoided Hannah during the remainder of the evening. +When the evening was over and she went upstairs to get +her wraps from the high four-poster bedstead, she had almost +forgotten Hannah and her ill-natured, prying remarks. But +Hannah had not forgotten her. She came forth from behind +the bed curtains where she had been searching for a lost +glove, and remarked that she should think Marcia would be +lonely this first winter away from home and want her sister +with her a while.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But the presence of Hannah always seemed a mental +stimulus to the spirit of Marcia.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, I’m not in the least lonely,â€</span> she laughed merrily. +<span class="tei tei-q">“I have a great many interesting things to do, and I love +music and books.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, yes, I forgot you are very fond of music. Harry +Temple told me about it,â€</span> said Hannah. Again there was +that disagreeable hint of something more behind her words, +that aggravated Marcia almost beyond control. For an instant +a cutting reply was upon her lips and her eyes flashed +fire; then it came to her how futile it would be, and she +caught the words in time and walked swiftly down the stairs. +David watching her come down saw the admiring glances of +all who stood in the hall below, and took her under his protection +with a measure of pride in her youth and beauty that +he did not himself at all realize. All the way home he talked +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page215"></span><a name="pg215" id="pg215" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +with her about the new theory of railroad construction, quite +contented in her companionship, while she, poor child, much +perturbed in spirit, wondered how he would feel if he knew +what Hannah had said.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David fell into a deep study with a book and his papers +about him, after they had reached home. Marcia went up to +her quiet, lonely chamber, put her face in the pillow and +thought and wept and prayed. When at last she lay down to +rest she did not know anything she could do but just to go +on living day by day and helping David all she could. At +most there was nothing to fear for herself, save a kind of +shame that she had not been the first sister chosen, and she +found to her surprise that that was growing to be deeper than +she had supposed.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She wished as she fell asleep that her girl-dreams might +have been left to develop and bloom like other girls’, and that +she might have had a real lover,—like David in every way, +yet of course not David because he was Kate’s. But a real +lover who would meet her as David had done that night +when he thought she was Kate, and speak to her tenderly.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">One afternoon David, being wearied with an unusual round +of taxing cares, came home to rest and study up some question +in his library.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Finding the front door fastened, and remembering that +he had left his key in his other pocket, he came around to the +back door, and much preoccupied with thought went through +the kitchen and nearly to the hall before the unusual sounds +of melody penetrated to his ears. He stopped for an instant +amazed, forgetting the piano, then comprehending he wondered +who was playing. Perhaps some visitor was in the +parlor. He would listen and find out. He was weary and +dusty with the soil of the office upon his hands and clothes. +He did not care to meet a visitor, so under cover of the +music he slipped into the door of his library across the hall +from the parlor and dropped into his great arm-chair.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page216"></span><a name="pg216" id="pg216" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Softly and tenderly stole the music through the open door, +all about him, like the gentle dropping of some tender psalms +or comforting chapter in the Bible to an aching heart. It +touched his brow like a soft soothing hand, and seemed to +know and recognize all the agonies his heart had been passing +through, and all the weariness his body felt.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He put his head back and let it float over him and rest him. +Tinkling brooks and gentle zephyrs, waving of forest trees, +and twitterings of birds, calm lazy clouds floating by, a sweetness +in the atmosphere, bells far away, lowing herds, music +of the angels high in heaven, the soothing strain from each +extracted and brought to heal his broken heart. It fell like +dew upon his spirit. Then, like a fresh breeze with zest +and life borne on, came a new strain, grand and fine and high, +calling him to better things. He did not know it was a strain +of Handel’s music grown immortal, but his spirit recognized +the higher call, commanding him to follow, and straightway +he felt strengthened to go onward in the course he had been +pursuing. Old troubles seemed to grow less, anguish fell +away from him. He took new lease of life. Nothing seemed +impossible.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then she played by ear one or two of the old tunes they +sang in church, touching the notes tenderly and almost +making them speak the words. It seemed a benediction. +Suddenly the playing ceased and Marcia remembered it was +nearly supper time.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He met her in the doorway with a new look in his eyes, a +look of high purpose and exultation. He smiled upon her +and said: <span class="tei tei-q">“That was good, child. I did not know you could +do it. You must give it to us often.â€</span> Marcia felt a glow +of pleasure in his kindliness, albeit she felt that the look in +his eyes set him apart and above her, and made her feel the +child she was. She hurried out to get the supper between +pleasure and a nameless unrest. She was glad of this much, +but she wanted more, a something to meet her soul and satisfy.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS19" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page217"></span><a name="pg217" id="pg217" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc38" id="toc38"></a> +<a name="pdf39" id="pdf39"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XIX</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The world had not gone well with Mistress Kate Leavenworth, +and she was ill-pleased. She had not succeeded in +turning her father’s heart toward herself as she had confidently +expected to do when she ran away with her sea captain. +She had written a gay letter home, taking for granted, in a +pretty way, the forgiveness she did not think it necessary to +ask, but there had come in return a brief harsh statement from +her father that she was no longer his daughter and must cease +from further communication with the family in any way; +that she should never enter his house again and not a penny +of his money should ever pass to her. He also informed her +plainly that the trousseau made for her had been given to her +sister who was now the wife of the man she had not seen fit +to marry.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Over this letter Mistress Kate at first stormed, then wept, +and finally sat down to frame epistle after epistle in petulant, +penitent language. These epistles following each other by +daily mail coaches still brought nothing further from her +irate parent, and my lady was at last forced to face the fact +that she must bear the penalty of her own misdeeds; a lesson +she should have learned much earlier in life.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The young captain, who had always made it appear that +he had plenty of money, had spent his salary, and most of +his mother’s fortune, which had been left in his keeping as +administrator of his father’s estate; so he had really very +little to offer the spoiled and petted beauty, who simply +would not settle down to the inevitable and accept the fate +she had brought upon herself and others. Day after day she +fretted and blamed her husband until he heartily wished her +back from whence he had taken her; wished her back with +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page218"></span><a name="pg218" id="pg218" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +her straitlaced lover from whom he had stolen her; wished +her anywhere save where she was. Her brightness and beauty +seemed all gone: she was a sulky child insisting upon the +moon or nothing. She waited to go to New York and be +established in a fine house with plenty of servants and a +carriage and horses, and the young captain had not the wherewithal +to furnish these accessories to an elegant and luxurious +life.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He had loved her so far as his shallow nature could love, +and perhaps she had returned it in the beginning. He +wanted to spend his furlough in quiet places where he might +have a honeymoon of his ideal, bantering Kate’s sparkling +sentences, looking into her beautiful eyes, touching her rosy +lips with his own as often as he chose. But Mistress Kate +had lost her sparkle. She would not be kissed until she had +gained her point, her lovely eyes were full of disfiguring +tears and angry flashes, and her speech scintillated with cutting +sarcasms, which were none the less hard to bear that +they pressed home some disagreeable truths to the easy, careless +spendthrift. The rose had lost its dew and was making +its thorns felt.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And so they quarreled through their honeymoon, and +Captain Leavenworth was not sorry when a hasty and unexpected +end came to his furlough and he was ordered off with +his ship for an indefinite length of time.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Even then Kate thought to get her will before he left, and +held on her sullen ways and her angry, blameful talk until the +last minute, so that he hurried away without even one good-bye +kiss, and with her angry sentences sounding in his ears.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">True, he repented somewhat on board the ship and sent her +back more money than she could reasonably have expected +under the circumstances, but he sent it without one word of +gentleness, and Kate’s heart was hard toward her husband.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then with bitterness and anguish,—that was new and +fairly astonishing that it had come to her who had always +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page219"></span><a name="pg219" id="pg219" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +had her way,—she sat down to think of the man she had +jilted. He would have been kind to her. He would have +given her all she asked and more. He would even have +moved his business to New York to please her, she felt sure. +Why had she been so foolish! And then, like many another +sinner who is made at last to see the error of his ways, she +cast hard thoughts at a Fate which had allowed her to make +so great a mistake, and pitied her poor little self out of all +recognition of the character she had formed.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But she took her money and went to New York, for she +felt that there only could she be at all happy, and have some +little taste of the delights of true living.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She took up her abode with an ancient relative of her +own mother’s, who lived in a quiet respectable part of the +city, and who was glad to piece out her small annuity with +the modest sum that Kate agreed to pay for her board.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was not long before Mistress Kate, with her beautiful +face, and the pretty clothes which she took care to provide +at once for herself, spending lavishly out of the diminishing +sum her husband had sent her, and thinking not of the +morrow, nor the day when the board bills would be due, +became well known. The musty little parlor of the ancient +relative was daily filled with visitors, and every evening Kate +held court, with the old aunt nodding in her chair by the +fireside.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Neither did the poor old lady have a very easy time of it, +in spite of the promise of weekly pay. Kate laughed at the +old furniture and the old ways. She demanded new things, +and got them, too, until the old lady saw little hope of any +help from the board money when Kate was constantly saying: +<span class="tei tei-q">“I saw this in a shop down town, auntie, and as I knew you +needed it I just bought it. My board this week will just pay +for it.â€</span> As always, Kate ruled. The little parlor took on an +air of brightness, and Kate became popular. A few women +of fashion took her up, and Kate launched herself upon a +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page220"></span><a name="pg220" id="pg220" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +gay life, her one object to have as good a time as possible, +regardless of what her husband or any one else might think.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When Kate had been in New York about two months it +happened one day that she went out to drive with one of her +new acquaintances, a young married woman of about her own +age, who had been given all in a worldly way that had been +denied to Kate.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They made some calls in Brooklyn, and returned on the +ferry-boat, carriage and all, just as the sun was setting.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The view was marvellous. The water a flood of pink and +green and gold; the sails of the vessels along the shore lit +up resplendently; the buildings of the city beyond sent back +occasional flashes of reflected light from window glass or +church spire. It was a picture worth looking upon, and +Kate’s companion was absorbed in it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Not so Kate. She loved display above all things. She sat +up statelily, aware that she looked well in her new frock with +the fine lace collar she had extravagantly purchased the day +before, and her leghorn bonnet with its real ostrich feather, +which was becoming in the extreme. She enjoyed sitting +back of the colored coachman, her elegant friend by her side, +and being admired by the two ladies and the little girl who +sat in the ladies’ cabin and occasionally peeped curiously at +her from the window. She drew herself up haughtily and let +her soul <span class="tei tei-q">“delight itself in fatnessâ€</span>—borrowed fatness, perhaps, +but still, the long desired. She told herself she had a +right to it, for was she not a Schuyler? That name was respected +everywhere.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She bore a grudge at a man and woman who stood by +the railing absorbed in watching the sunset haze that lay +over the river showing the white sails in gleams like +flashes of white birds here and there.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">A young man well set up, and fashionably attired, sauntered +up to the carriage. He spoke to Kate’s friend, and was +introduced. Kate felt in her heart it was because of her +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page221"></span><a name="pg221" id="pg221" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +presence there he came. His bold black eyes told her as much +and she was flattered.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They fell to talking.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You say you spent the summer near Albany, Mr. Temple,â€</span> +said Kate presently, <span class="tei tei-q">“I wonder if you happen to know +any of my friends. Did you meet a Mr. Spafford? David +Spafford?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Of course I did, knew him well,â€</span> said the young man +with guarded tone. But a quick flash of dislike, and perhaps +fear had crossed his face at the name. Kate was keen. She +analyzed that look. She parted her charming red lips and +showed her sharp little teeth like the treacherous pearls in a +white kitten’s pink mouth.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“He was once a lover of mine,â€</span> said Kate carelessly, +wrinkling her piquant little nose as if the idea were comical, +and laughing out a sweet ripple of mirth that would have +cut David to the heart.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Indeed!â€</span> said the ever ready Harry, <span class="tei tei-q">“and I do not +wonder. Is not every one that at once they see you, Madam +Leavenworth? How kind of your husband to stay away +at sea for so long a time and give us other poor fellows +a chance to say pleasant things.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then Kate pouted her pretty lips in a way she had and +tapped the delighted Harry with her carriage parasol across +the fingers of his hand that had taken familiar hold of the +carriage beside her arm.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, you naughty man!â€</span> she exclaimed prettily. <span class="tei tei-q">“How +dare you! Yes, David Spafford and I were quite good +friends. I almost gave in at one time and became Mrs. +Spafford, but he was too good for me!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She uttered this truth in a mocking tone, and Harry saw +her lead and hastened to follow. Here was a possible chance +for revenge. He was ready for any. He studied the lady +before him keenly. Of what did that face remind him? +Had he ever seen her before?</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page222"></span><a name="pg222" id="pg222" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I should judge him a little straitlaced for your merry +ways,â€</span> he responded gallantly, <span class="tei tei-q">“but he’s like all the rest, +fickle, you know. He’s married. Have you heard?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate’s face darkened with something hard and cruel, but +her voice was soft as a cat’s purr:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Yes,â€</span> she sighed, <span class="tei tei-q">“I know. He married my sister. +Poor child! I am sorry for her. I think he did it out of +revenge, and she was too young to know her own mind. +But they, poor things, will have to bear the consequences of +what they have done. Isn’t it a pity that that has to be, +Mr. Temple? It is dreadful to have the innocent suffer. I +have been greatly anxious about my sister.â€</span> She lifted her +large eyes swimming in tears, and he did not perceive the +insincerity in her purring voice just then. He was thanking +his lucky stars that he had been saved from any remarks +about young Mrs. Spafford, whom her sister seemed to love +so deeply. It had been on the tip of his tongue to suggest +that she might be able to lead her husband a gay little dance +if she chose. How lucky he had not spoken! He tried to +say some pleasant comforting nothings, and found it delightful +to see her face clear into smiles and her blue eyes look +into his so confidingly. By the time the boat touched the +New York side the two felt well acquainted, and Harry +Temple had promised to call soon, which promise he lost no +time in keeping.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate’s heart had grown bitter against the young sister who +had dared to take her place, and against the lover who had so +easily solaced himself. She could not understand it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She resolved to learn all that Mr. Temple knew about +David, and to find out if possible whether he were happy. It +was Kate’s nature not to be able to give up anything even +though she did not want it. She desired the life-long devotion +of every man who came near her, and have it she would +or punish him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Harry Temple, meanwhile, was reflecting upon his chance +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page223"></span><a name="pg223" id="pg223" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +meeting that afternoon and wondering if in some way he +might not yet have revenge upon the man who had humbled +him. Possibly this woman could help him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">After some thought he sat down and penned a letter to +Hannah Heath, begemming it here and there with devoted +sentences which caused that young woman’s eyes to sparkle +and a smile of anticipation to wreathe her lips. When she +heard of the handsome sister in New York, and of her former +relations with David Spafford, her eyes narrowed speculatively, +and her fair brow drew into puzzled frowns. Harry Temple +had drawn a word picture of Mrs. Leavenworth. Harry +should have been a novelist. If he had not been too lazy he +would have been a success. Gold hair! Ah! Hannah had +heard of gold hair before, and in connection with David’s +promised wife. Here was a mystery and Hannah resolved +to look into it. It would at least be interesting to note the +effect of her knowledge upon the young bride next door. She +would try it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Meantime, the acquaintance of Harry Temple and Kate +Leavenworth had progressed rapidly. The second sight of +the lady proved more interesting than the first, for now her +beautiful gold hair added to the charm of her handsome face. +Harry ever delighted in beauty of whatever type, and a blonde +was more fascinating to him than a brunette. Kate had +dressed herself bewitchingly, and her manner was charming. +She knew how to assume pretty child-like airs, but she was not +afraid to look him boldly in the eyes, and the light in her +own seemed to challenge him. Here was a delightful new +study. A woman fresh from the country, having all the +charm of innocence, almost as child-like as her sister, yet with +none of her prudishness. Kate’s eyes held latent wickedness +in them, or he was much mistaken. She did not droop her +lids and blush when he looked boldly and admiringly into +her face, but stared him back, smilingly, merrily, daringly, +as though she would go quite as far as he would. Moreover, +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page224"></span><a name="pg224" id="pg224" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +with her he was sure he need feel none of the compunctions +he might have felt with her younger sister who was so +obviously innocent, for whether Kate’s boldness was from +lack of knowledge, or from lack of innocence, she was quite +able to protect herself, that was plain.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">So Harry settled into his chair with a smile of pleasant +anticipation upon his face. He not only had the prospect +before him of a possible ally in revenge against David Spafford, +but he had the promise of a most unusually delightful +flirtation with a woman who was worthy of his best efforts in +that line.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Almost at once it began, with pleasant banter, adorned +with personal compliments.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Lovelier than I thought, my lady,â€</span> said Harry, bowing low +over the hand she gave him, in a courtly manner he had +acquired, perhaps from the old-world novels he had read, +and he brushed her pink finger tips with his lips in a way +that signified he was her abject slave.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate blushed and smiled, greatly pleased, for though +she had held her own little court in the village where she +was brought up, and queened it over the young men who had +flocked about her willingly, she had not been used to the +fulsome flattery that breathed from Harry Temple in every +word and glance.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He looked at her keenly as he stood back a moment, to see +if she were in any wise offended with his salutation, and +saw as he expected that she was pleased and flattered. Her +cheeks had grown rosier, and her eyes sparkled with pleasure +as she responded with a pretty, gracious speech.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then they sat down and faced one another. A good woman +would have called his look impudent—insulting. Kate returned +it with a look that did not shrink, nor waver, but fearlessly, +recklessly accepted the challenge. Playing with fire, +were these two, and with no care for the fearful results which +might follow. Both knew it was dangerous, and liked it the +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page225"></span><a name="pg225" id="pg225" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +better for that. There was a long silence. The game was +opening on a wider scale than either had ever played before.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Do you believe in affinities?â€</span> asked the devil, through +the man’s voice.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The woman colored and showed she understood his deeper +meaning. Her eyes drooped for just the shade of an instant, +and then she looked up and faced him saucily, provokingly:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Why?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He admired her with his gaze, and waited, lazily watching +the color play in her cheeks.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Do you need to ask why?â€</span> he said at last, looking at +her significantly. <span class="tei tei-q">“I knew that you were my affinity the +moment I laid my eyes upon you, and I hoped you felt the +same. But perhaps I was mistaken.â€</span> He searched her face.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She kept her eyes upon his, returning their full gaze, as +if to hold it from going too deep into her soul.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I did not say you were mistaken, did I?â€</span> said the rosy +lips coquettishly, and Kate drooped her long lashes till they +fell in becoming sweeps over her burning cheeks.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Something in the curve of cheek and chin, and sweep of +dark lash over velvet skin, reminded him of her sister. It was +so she had sat, though utterly unconscious, while he had been +singing, when there had come over him that overwhelming +desire to kiss her. If he should kiss this fair lady would +she slap him in the face and run into the garden? He +thought not. Still, she was brought up by the same father +and mother in all likelihood, and it was well to go slow. +He reached forward, drawing his chair a little nearer to her, +and then boldly took one of her small unresisting hands, +gently, that he might not frighten her, and smoothed it +thoughtfully between his own. He held it in a close grasp +and looked into her face again, she meanwhile watching her +hand amusedly, as though it were something apart from +herself, a sort of distant possession, for which she was in no +wise responsible.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page226"></span><a name="pg226" id="pg226" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I feel that you belong to me,â€</span> he said boldly looking into +her eyes with a languishing gaze. <span class="tei tei-q">“I have known it from +the first moment.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate let her hand lie in his as if she liked it, but she said:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“And what makes you think that, most audacious sir? +Did you not know that I am married?â€</span> Then she swept +her gaze up provokingly at him again and smiled, showing +her dainty, treacherous, little teeth. She was so bewitchingly +pretty and tempting then that he had a mind to kiss her on +the spot, but a thought came to him that he would rather +lead her further first. He was succeeding well. She had +no mind to be afraid. She did her part admirably.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“That makes no difference,â€</span> said he smiling. <span class="tei tei-q">“That +another man has secured you first, and has the right to provide +for you, and be near you, is my misfortune of course, but it +makes no difference, you are mine? By all the power of +love you are mine. Can any other man keep my soul from +yours, can he keep my eyes from looking into yours, or my +thoughts from hovering over you, or—â€</span> he hesitated and +looked at her keenly, while she furtively watched him, holding +her breath and half inviting him—<span class="tei tei-q">“or my lips from +drinking life from yours?â€</span> He stooped quickly and pressed +his lips upon hers.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate gave a quick little gasp like a sob and drew back. +The aunt nodding over her Bible in the next room had not +heard,—she was very deaf,—but for an instant the young +woman felt that all the shades of her worthy patriarchal +ancestors were hurrying around and away from her in horror. +She had come of too good Puritan stock not to know that +she was treading in the path of unrighteousness. Nevertheless +it was a broad path, and easy. It tempted her. It was +exciting. It lured her with promise of satisfying some of +her untamed longings and impulses.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She did not look offended. She only drew back to get +breath and consider. The wild beating of her heart, the +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page227"></span><a name="pg227" id="pg227" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +tumult of her cheeks and eyes were all a part of a new emotion. +Her vanity was excited, and she thrilled with a wild +pleasure. As a duck will take to swimming so she took to the +new game, with wonderful facility.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“But I didn’t say you might,â€</span> she cried with a bewildering +smile.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I beg your pardon, fair lady, may I have another?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">His bold, bad face was near her own, so that she did not +see the evil triumph that lurked there. She had come to +the turning of another way in her life, and just here she +might have drawn back if she would. Half she knew this, +yet she toyed with the opportunity, and it was gone. The +new way seemed so alluring.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You will first have to prove your right!â€</span> she said decidedly, +with that pretty commanding air that had conquered +so many times.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And in like manner on they went through the evening, frittering +the time away at playing with edged tools.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">A friendship so begun—if so unworthy an intimacy may +be called by that sweet name—boded no good to either of the +two, and that evening marked a decided turn for the worse +in Kate Leavenworth’s career.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS20" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page228"></span><a name="pg228" id="pg228" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc40" id="toc40"></a> +<a name="pdf41" id="pdf41"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XX</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David had found it necessary to take a journey which +might keep him away for several weeks.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He told Marcia in the evening when he came home from +the office. He told her as he would have told his clerk. It +meant nothing to him but an annoyance that he had to +start out in the early winter, leave his business in other’s +hands for an indefinite period, and go among strangers. He +did not see the whitening of Marcia’s lips, nor the quick little +movement of her hand to her heart. Even Marcia herself +did not realize all that it meant to her. She felt as if a +sudden shock had almost knocked her off her feet. This +quiet life in the big house, with only David at intervals to +watch and speak to occasionally, and no one to open her true +heart to, had been lonely; and many a time when she was +alone at night she had wept bitter tears upon her pillow,—why +she did not quite know. But now when she knew that +it was to cease, and David was going away from her for a +long time, perhaps weeks, her heart suddenly tightened +and she knew how sweet it had been growing. Almost +the tears came to her eyes, but she made a quick errand to +the hearth for the teapot, busying herself there till they were +under control again. When she returned to her place at the +table she was able to ask David some commonplace question +about the journey which kept her true feeling quite hidden +from him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He was to start the next evening if possible. It appeared +that there was something important about railroading coming +up in Congress. It was necessary that he should be +present to hear the debate, and also that he should see and +interview influential men. It meant much to the success of +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page229"></span><a name="pg229" id="pg229" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +the great new enterprises that were just in their infancy +that he should go and find out all about them and write +them up as only he whose heart was in it could do. He +was pleased to have been selected for this; he was lifted for +the time above himself and his life troubles, and given to feel +that he had a work in the world that was worth while, a high +calling, a chance to give a push to the unrolling of the secret +possibilities of the universe and help them on their way.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia understood it all, and was proud and glad for him, +but her own heart which beat in such perfect sympathy with +the work felt lonely and left out. If only she could have +helped too!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was no time for David to take Marcia to her home +to stay during his absence. He spoke of it regretfully just +as he was about to leave, and asked if she would like him +to get some one to escort her by coach to her father’s house +until he could come for her; but she held back the tears by +main force and shook her head. She had canvassed that +question in the still hours of the night. She had met in +imagination the home village with its kindly and unkindly +curiosity, she had seen their hands lifted in suspicion; heard +their covert whispers as to why her husband did not come +with her; why he had left her so soon after the honeymoon; +why—a hundred things. She had even thought of Aunt +Polly and her acrid tongue and made up her mind that whatever +happened she did not want to go home to stay.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The only other alternative was to go to the aunts. David +expected it, and the aunts spoke of it as if nothing else were +possible. Marcia would have preferred to remain alone in +her own house, with her beloved piano, but David would not +consent, and the aunts were scandalized at the suggestion. So +to the aunts went Marcia, and they took her in with a hope +in their hearts that she might get the same good from the +visit that the sluggard in the Bible is bidden to find.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“We must do our duty by her for David’s sake,â€</span> said +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page230"></span><a name="pg230" id="pg230" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +Aunt Hortense, with pursed lips and capable, folded hands +that seemed fairly to ache to get at the work of reconstructing +the new niece.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Yes, it is our opportunity,â€</span> said Aunt Amelia with a +snap as though she thoroughly enjoyed the prospect. <span class="tei tei-q">“Poor +David!â€</span> and so they sat and laid out their plans for their +sweet young victim, who all unknowingly was coming to one +of those tests in her life whereby we are tried for greater +things and made perfect in patience and sweetness.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It began with the first breakfast—the night before she had +been company, at supper—but when the morning came they +felt she must be counted one of the family. They examined +her thoroughly on what she had been taught with regard to +housekeeping. They made her tell her recipes for pickling +and preserving. They put her through a catechism of culinary +lore, and always after her most animated account of the +careful way in which she had been trained in this or that +housewifely art she looked up with wistful eyes that longed +to please, only to be met by the hard set lips and steely +glances of the two mentors who regretted that she should not +have been taught their way which was so much better.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Aunt Hortense even went so far once as to suggest that +Marcia write to her stepmother and tell her how much +better it was to salt the water in which potatoes were to be +boiled before putting them in, and was much offended by +the clear girlish laugh that bubbled up involuntarily at the +thought of teaching her stepmother anything about cooking.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Excuse me,â€</span> she said, instantly sobering as she saw the +grim look of the aunt, and felt frightened at what she had +done. <span class="tei tei-q">“I did not mean to laugh, indeed I did not; but +it seemed so funny to think of my telling mother how to do +anything.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“People are never too old to learn,â€</span> remarked Aunt Hortense +with offended mien, <span class="tei tei-q">“and one ought never to be too +proud when there is a better way.â€</span></p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page231"></span><a name="pg231" id="pg231" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“But mother thinks there is no better way I am sure. +She says that it makes potatoes soggy to boil them in salt. +All that grows below the ground should be salted after it +is cooked and all that grows above the ground should be +cooked in salted water, is her rule.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I am surprised that your stepmother should uphold any +such superstitious ideas,â€</span> said Aunt Amelia with a self-satisfied +expression.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“One should never be too proud to learn something better,â€</span> +Aunt Hortense said grimly, and Marcia retreated in dire +consternation at the thought of what might follow if these +three notable housekeeping gentlewomen should come together. +Somehow she felt a wicked little triumph in the +thought that it would be hard to down her stepmother.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia was given a few light duties ostensibly to <span class="tei tei-q">“make +her feel at home,â€</span> but in reality, she knew, because the aunts +felt she needed their instruction. She was asked if she +would like to wash the china and glass; and regularly after +each meal a small wooden tub and a mop were brought in +with hot water and soap, and she was expected to handle the +costly heirlooms under the careful scrutiny of their worshipping +owners, who evidently watched each process with +strained nerves lest any bit of treasured pottery should be +cracked or broken. It was a trying ordeal.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The girl would have been no girl if she had not chafed +under this treatment. To hold her temper steady and sweet +under it was almost more than she could bear.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There were long afternoons when it was decreed that they +should knit.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia had been used to take long walks at home, over +the smooth crust of the snow, going to her beloved woods, +where she delighted to wander among the bare and creaking +trees; fancying them whispering sadly to one another of the +summer that was gone and the leaves they had borne now +dead. But it would be a dreadful thing in the aunts’ opinion +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page232"></span><a name="pg232" id="pg232" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +for a woman, and especially a young one, to take a long walk +in the woods alone, in winter too, and with no object whatever +in view but a walk! What a waste of time!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There were two places of refuge for Marcia during the +weeks that followed. There was home. How sweet that +word sounded to her! How she longed to go back there, with +David coming home to his quiet meals three times a day, and +with her own time to herself to do as she pleased. With +housewifely zeal that was commendable in the eyes of the +aunts, Marcia insisted upon going down to her own house +every morning to see that all was right, guiltily knowing that +in her heart she meant to hurry to her beloved books and +piano. To be sure it was cold and cheerless in the empty +house. She dared not make up fires and leave them, and +she dared not stay too long lest the aunts would feel hurt +at her absence, but she longed with an inexpressible longing +to be back there by herself, away from that terrible supervision +and able to live her own glad little life and think +her own thoughts untrammeled by primness.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Sometimes she would curl up in David’s big arm-chair +and have a good cry, after which she would take a book +and read until the creeping chills down her spine warned +her she must stop. Even then she would run up and down +the hall or take a broom and sweep vigorously to warm +herself and then go to the cold keys and play a sad little +tune. All her tunes seemed sad like a wail while David +was gone.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The other place of refuge was Aunt Clarinda’s room. +Thither she would betake herself after supper, to the delight +of the old lady. Then the other two occupants of the house +were left to themselves and might unbend from their rigid +surveillance for a little while. Marcia often wondered if +they ever did unbend.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was a large padded rocking chair in Aunt Clarinda’s +room and Marcia would laughingly take the little old lady +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page233"></span><a name="pg233" id="pg233" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +in her arms and place her comfortably in it, after a pleasant +struggle on Miss Clarinda’s part to put her guest into it. +They had this same little play every evening, and it seemed to +please the old lady mightily. Then when she was conquered +she always sat meekly laughing, a fine pink color in her soft +peachy cheek, the candle light from the high shelf making +flickering sparkles in her old eyes that always seemed young; +and she would say: <span class="tei tei-q">“That’s just as David used to do.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then Marcia drew up the little mahogany stool covered +with the worsted dog which Aunt Clarinda had worked when +she was ten years old, and snuggling down at the old lady’s +feet exclaimed delightedly: <span class="tei tei-q">“Tell me about it!â€</span> and they +settled down to solid comfort.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There came a letter from David after he had been gone +a little over a week. Marcia had not expected to hear from +him. He had said nothing about writing, and their relations +were scarcely such as to make it necessary. Letters were an +expensive luxury in those days. But when the letter was +handed to her, Marcia’s heart went pounding against her +breast, the color flew into her cheeks, and she sped away +home on feet swift as the wings of a bird. The postmaster’s +daughter looked after her, and remarked to her father: +<span class="tei tei-q">“My, but don’t she think a lot of him!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Straight to the cold, lonely house she flew, and sitting +down in his big chair read it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was a pleasant letter, beginning formally: <span class="tei tei-q">“My dear +Marcia,â€</span> and asking after her health. It brought back a +little of the unacquaintedness she had felt when he was at +home, and which had been swept away in part by her knowledge +of his childhood. But it went on quite happily telling +all about his journey and describing minutely the places he +had passed through and the people he had met on the way; +detailing every little incident as only a born writer and +observer could do, until she felt as if he were talking to her. +He told her of the men whom he had met who were interested +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page234"></span><a name="pg234" id="pg234" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +in the new project. He told of new plans and described +minutely his visit to the foundry at West Point and +the machinery he had seen. Marcia read it all breathlessly, +in search of something, she knew not what, that was not there. +When she had finished and found it not, there was a sense of +aloofness, a sad little disappointment which welled up in her +throat. She sat back to think about it. He was having a +good time, and he was not lonely. He had no longing to be +back in the house and everything running as before he had +gone. He was out in the big glorious world having to do +with progress, and coming in contact with men who were +making history. Of course he did not dream how lonely +she was here, and how she longed, if for nothing else, +just to be back here alone and do as she pleased, and not to +be watched over. If only she might steal Aunt Clarinda +and bring her back to live here with her while David was +away! But that was not to be thought of, of course. By and +by she mustered courage to be glad of her letter, and to read +it over once more.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">That night she read the letter to Aunt Clarinda and together +they discussed the great inventions, and the changes +that were coming to pass in the land. Aunt Clarinda was +just a little beyond her depth in such a conversation, but +Marcia did most of the talking, and the dear old lady made +an excellent listener, with a pat here, and a <span class="tei tei-q">“Dearie me! +Now you don’t say so!â€</span> there, and a <span class="tei tei-q">“Bless the boy! What +great things he does expect. And I hope he won’t be disappointed.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">That letter lasted them for many a day until another came, +this time from Washington, with many descriptions of public +men and public doings, and a word picture of the place which +made it appear much like any other place after all if it was +the capitol of the country. And once there was a sentence +which Marcia treasured. It was, <span class="tei tei-q">“I wish you could be here +and see everything. You would enjoy it I know.â€</span></p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page235"></span><a name="pg235" id="pg235" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There came another letter later beginning, <span class="tei tei-q">“My dear little +girl.â€</span> There was nothing else in it to make Marcia’s heart +throb, it was all about his work, but Marcia carried it many +days in her bosom. It gave her a thrill of delight to think of +those words at the beginning. Of course it meant no more +than that he thought of her as a girl, his little sister that was +to have been, but there was a kind of ownership in the words +that was sweet to Marcia’s lonely heart. It had come to her +that she was always looking for something that would make +her feel that she belonged to David.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS21" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page236"></span><a name="pg236" id="pg236" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc42" id="toc42"></a> +<a name="pdf43" id="pdf43"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XXI</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When David had been in New York about three weeks, +he happened one day to pass the house where Kate Leavenworth +was living.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate was standing listlessly by the window looking into +the street. She was cross and felt a great depression settling +over her. The flirtation with Harry Temple had begun to +pall upon her. She wanted new worlds to conquer. She +was restless and feverish. There was not excitement enough +in the life she was living. She would like to meet more +people, senators and statesmen—and to have plenty of money +to dress as became her beauty, and be admired publicly. She +half wished for the return of her husband, and meditated +making up with him for the sake of going to Washington to +have a good time in society there. What was the use of +running away with a naval officer if one could not have the +benefit of it? She had been a fool. Here she was almost to +the last penny, and so many things she wanted. No word +had come from her husband since he sent her the money at +sailing. She felt a bitter resentment toward him for urging +her to marry him. If she had only gone on and married +David she would be living a life of ease now—plenty of +money—nothing to do but what she pleased and no anxiety +whatever, for David would have done just what she wanted.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then suddenly she looked up and David passed before her!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He was walking with a tall splendid-looking man, with +whom he was engaged in most earnest conversation, and his +look was grave and deeply absorbed. He did not know of +Kate’s presence in New York, and passed the house in utter +unconsciousness of the eyes watching him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate’s lips grew white, and her limbs seemed suddenly +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page237"></span><a name="pg237" id="pg237" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +weak, but she strained her face against the window to watch +the retreating figure of the man who had almost been her +husband. How well she knew the familiar outline. How +fine and handsome he appeared now! Why had she not +thought so before? Were her eyes blind, or had she been +under some strange enchantment? Why had she not known +that her happiness lay in the way that had been marked out +for her? Well, at least she knew it now.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She sat all day by that window and watched. She professed +to have no appetite when pressed to come to the table, +though she permitted herself to languidly consume the bountiful +tray of good things that was brought her, but her eyes +were on the street. She was watching to see if David would +pass that way again. But though she watched until the sun +went down and dusk sifted through the streets, she saw no +sign nor heard the sound of his footsteps. Then she hastened +up to her room, which faced upon the street also, and there, +wrapped in blankets she sat in the cold frosty air, waiting +and listening. And while she watched she was thinking bitter +feverish thoughts. She heard Harry Temple knock and +knew that he was told that she was not feeling well and had +retired early. She watched him pause on the stoop thoughtfully +as if considering what to do with the time thus unexpectedly +thrown upon his hands, then saw him saunter up +the street unconcernedly, and she wondered idly where he +would go, and what he would do.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It grew late, even for New York. One by one the lights +in the houses along the street went out, and all was quiet. +She drew back from the window at last, weary with excitement +and thinking, and lay down on the bed, but she could +not sleep. The window was open and her ears were on the +alert, and by and by there came the distant echo of feet ringing +on the pavement. Some one was coming. She sprang +up. She felt sure he was coming. Yes, there were two men. +They were coming back together. She could hear their voices. +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page238"></span><a name="pg238" id="pg238" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +She fancied she heard David’s long before it was possible +to distinguish any words. She leaned far out of her upper +window till she could discern dim forms under the starlight, +and then just as they were under the window she distinctly +heard David say:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“There is no doubt but we shall win. The right is on our +side, and it is the march of progress. Some of the best men +in Congress are with us, and now that we are to have your +influence I do not feel afraid of the issue.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They had passed by rapidly, like men who had been on a +long day’s jaunt of some kind and were hastening home to +rest. There was little in the sentence that Kate could understand. +She had no more idea whether the subject of their +discourse was railroads or the last hay crop. The sentence +meant to her but one thing. It showed that David companioned +with the great men of the land, and his position +would have given her a standing that would have been above +the one she now occupied. Tears of defeat ran down her +cheeks. She had made a bad mistake and she saw no way +to rectify it. If her husband should die,—and it might be, +for the sea was often treacherous—of course there were all +sorts of possibilities,—but even then there was Marcia! She +set her sharp little teeth into her red lips till the blood came. +She could not get over her anger at Marcia. It would not +have been so bad if David had remained her lone lorn lover, +ready to fly to her if others failed. Her self-love was wounded +sorely, and she, poor silly soul, mistook it for love of David. +She began to fancy that after all she had loved him, and +that Fate had somehow played her a mad trick and tied her +to a husband she had not wanted.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then out of the watchings of the day and the fancies of +the night, there grew a thought—and the thought widened +into a plan. She thought of her intimacy with Harry and +her new found power. Might she perhaps exercise it over +others as well as Harry Temple? Might she possibly lead +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page239"></span><a name="pg239" id="pg239" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +back this man who had once been her lover, to bow at her +feet again and worship her? If that might be she could bear +all the rest. She began to long with intense craving to see +David grovel at her feet, to hear him plead for a kiss from +her, and tell her once more how beautiful she was, and +how she fulfilled all his soul’s ideals. She sat by the open +window yet with the icy air of the night blowing upon her, +but her cheeks burned red in the darkness, and her eyes +glowed like coals of fire from the tawny framing of her fallen +hair. The blankets slipped away from her throat and still +she heeded not the cold, but sat with hot clenched hands +planning with the devil’s own strategy her shameless scheme.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">By and by she lighted a candle and drew her writing materials +toward her to write, but it was long she sat and thought +before she finally wrote the hastily scrawled note, signed and +sealed it, and blowing out her candle lay down to sleep.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The letter was addressed to David, and it ran thus:</p> + +<div class="block tei tei-quote" style="margin-bottom: 1.80em; margin-left: 3.60em; margin-top: 1.80em; margin-right: 3.60em"> + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-size: 90%; font-variant: small-caps">Dear David</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%">:</span><span style="font-size: 90%">â€</span></span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">I have just heard that you are in New York. I am in + great distress and do not know where to turn for help. For the sake of + what we have been to each other in the past will you come to me?</span></span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: right; margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q" style="text-align: right"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">Hastily, your loving </span><span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: right"><span style="font-size: 90%; font-variant: small-caps">Kate</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%">.</span><span style="font-size: 90%">â€</span></span></p> +</div> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She did not know where David was but she felt reasonably +sure she could find out his address in the morning. There +was a small boy living next door who was capable of ferreting +out almost anything for money. Kate had employed him +more than once as an amateur detective in cases of minor +importance. So, with a bit of silver and her letter she made +her way to his familiar haunts and explained most carefully +that the letter was to be delivered to no one but the man +to whom it was addressed, naming several stopping places +where he might be likely to be found, and hinting that there +was more silver to be forthcoming when he should bring her +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page240"></span><a name="pg240" id="pg240" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +an answer to the note. With a minute description of David +the keen-eyed urchin set out, while Kate betook herself to +her room to dress for David’s coming. She felt sure he would +be found, and confident that he would come at once.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The icy wind of the night before blowing on her exposed +throat and chest had given her a severe cold, but she paid no +heed to that. Her eyes and cheeks were shining with fever. +She knew she was entering upon a dangerous and unholy way. +The excitement of it stimulated her. She felt she did not +care for anything, right or wrong, sin or sorrow, only to win. +She wanted to see David at her feet again. It was the only +thing that would satisfy this insatiable longing in her, this +wounded pride of self.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When she was dressed she stood before the mirror and surveyed +herself. She knew she was beautiful, and she defied +the glass to tell her anything else. She raised her chin in +haughty challenge to the unseen David to resist her charms. +She would bring him low before her. She would make him +forget Marcia, and his home and his staid Puritan notions, +and all else he held dear but herself. He should bend and +kiss her hand as Harry had done, only more warmly, for +instinctively she felt that his had been the purer life and +therefore his surrender would mean more. He should do +whatever she chose. And her eyes glowed with an unhallowed +light.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She had chosen to array herself regally, in velvet, but in +black, without a touch of color or of white. From her rich +frock her slender throat rose daintily, like a stem upon which +nodded the tempting flower of her face. No enameled complexion +could have been more striking in its vivid reds and +whites, and her mass of gold hair made her seem more lovely +than she really was, for in her face was love of self, alluring, +but heartless and cruel.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The boy found David, as Kate had thought he would, in +one of the quieter hostelries where men of letters were wont +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page241"></span><a name="pg241" id="pg241" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +to stop when in New York, and David read the letter and +came at once. She had known that he would do that, too. +His heart beat wildly, to the exclusion of all other thoughts +save that she was in trouble, his love, his dear one. He forgot +Marcia, and the young naval officer, and everything but +her trouble, and before he had reached her house the sorrow +had grown in his imagination into some great danger to +protect her from which he was hastening.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She received him alone in the room where Harry Temple +had first called, and a moment later Harry himself came to +knock and enquire for the health of Mistress Leavenworth, +and was told she was very much engaged at present with a +gentleman and could not see any one, whereupon Harry +scowled, and set himself at a suitable distance from the house +to watch who should come out.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David’s face was white as death as he entered, his eyes +shining like dark jewels blazing at her as if he would +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E21" id="E21" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e21" class="tei tei-ref">absorb</a></span> +the vision for the lonely future. She stood and posed,—not +by any means the picture of broken sorrow he had expected +to find from her note,—and let the sense of her beauty reach +him. There she stood with the look on her face he had +pictured to himself many a time when he had thought of +her as his wife. It was a look of love unutterable, bewildering, +alluring, compelling. It was so he had thought she +would meet him when he came home to her from his daily +business cares. And now she was there, looking that way, and +he stood here, so near her, and yet a great gulf fixed! It +was heaven and hell met together, and he had no power to +change either.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He did not come over to her and bow low to kiss the white +hand as Harry had done,—as she had thought she could +compel him to do. He only stood and looked at her with the +pain of an anguish beyond her comprehension, until the look +would have burned through to her heart—if she had had a +heart.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page242"></span><a name="pg242" id="pg242" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You are in trouble,â€</span> he spoke hoarsely, as if murmuring +an excuse for having come.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She melted at once into the loveliest sorrow, her mobile +features taking on a wan cast only enlivened by the glow of +her cheeks.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Sit down,â€</span> she said, <span class="tei tei-q">“you were so good to come to me, +and so soon—â€</span> and her voice was like lily-bells in a quiet +church-yard among the head-stones. She placed him a chair.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Yes, I am in trouble. But that is a slight thing compared +to my unhappiness. I think I am the most miserable +creature that breathes upon this earth.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And with that she dropped into a low chair and hid her +glowing face in a dainty, lace bordered kerchief that suppressed +a well-timed sob.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate had wisely calculated how she could reach David’s +heart. If she had looked up then and seen his white, drawn +look, and the tense grasp of his hands that only the greatest +self-control kept quiet on his knee, perhaps even her mercilessness +would have been softened. But she did not look, +and she felt her part was well taken. She sobbed quietly, +and waited, and his hoarse voice asked once more, as gently +as a woman’s through his pain:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Will you tell me what it is and how I can help you?â€</span> +He longed to take her in his arms like a little child and comfort +her, but he might not. She was another’s. And perhaps +that other had been cruel to her! His clenched fists +showed how terrible was the thought. But still the bowed +figure in its piteous black sobbed and did not reply anything +except, <span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, I am so unhappy! I cannot bear it any longer.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Is—your—your—husband unkind to you?â€</span> The words +tore themselves from his tense lips as though they were beyond +his control.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, no,—not exactly unkind—that is—he was not very +nice before he went away,â€</span> wailed out a sad voice from behind +the linen cambric and lace, <span class="tei tei-q">“and he went away without a +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page243"></span><a name="pg243" id="pg243" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +kind word, and left me hardly any money—and he hasn’t +sent me any word since—and fa-father won’t have anything +to do with me any more—but—but—it’s not that I mind, +David. I don’t think about those things at all. I’m so unhappy +about you. I feel you do not forgive me, and I cannot +stand it any longer. I have made a fearful mistake, and +you are angry with me—I think about it at nightâ€</span>—the +voice was growing lower now, and the sentences broken by +sobs that told better than words what distress the sufferer +would convey.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I have been so wicked—and you were so good and kind—and +now you will never forgive me—I think it will kill me to +keep on thinking about it—â€</span> her voice trailed off in tears +again.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David white with anguish sprang to his feet.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, Kate,â€</span> he cried, <span class="tei tei-q">“my darling! Don’t talk that way. +You know I forgive you. Look up and tell me you know I +forgive you.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Almost she smiled her triumph beneath her sobs in the +little lace border, but she looked up with real tears on her face. +Even her tears obeyed her will. She was a good actress, also +she knew her power over David.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, David,â€</span> she cried, standing up and clasping her hands +beseechingly, <span class="tei tei-q">“can it be true? Do you really forgive me? +Tell me again.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She came and stood temptingly near to the stern, suffering +man wild with the tumult that raged within him. Her +golden head was near his shoulder where it had rested more +than once in time gone by. He looked down at her from +his suffering height his arms folded tightly and said, as +though taking oath before a court of justice:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I do.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She looked up with her pleading blue eyes, like two jewels +of light now, questioning whether she might yet go one step +further. Her breath came quick and soft, he fancied it +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page244"></span><a name="pg244" id="pg244" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +touched his cheek, though she was not tall enough for that. +She lifted her tear-wet face like a flower after a storm, and +pleaded with her eyes once more, saying in a whisper very +soft and sweet:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“If you really forgive me, then kiss me, just once, so I may +remember it always.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was more than he could bear. He caught her to himself +and pressed his lips upon hers in one frenzied kiss of +torture. It was as if wrung from him against his will. Then +suddenly it came upon him what he had done, as he held her +in his arms, and he put her from him gently, as a mother +might put away the precious child she was sacrificing tenderly, +agonizingly, but finally. He put her from him thus +and stood a moment looking at her, while she almost sparkled +her pleasure at him through the tears. She felt that she had +won.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But gradually the silence grew ominous. She perceived he +was not smiling. His mien was like one who looks into an +open grave, and gazes for the last time at all that remains of +one who is dear. He did not seem like one who had yielded +a moral point and was ready now to serve her as she would. +She grew uneasy under his gaze. She moved forward and +put out her hands inviting, yielding, as only such a woman +could do, and the spell which bound him seemed to be broken. +He fumbled for a moment in his waistcoat pocket and +brought out a large roll of bills which he laid upon the +table, and taking up his hat turned toward the door. A cold +wave of weakness seemed to pass over her, stung here and +there by mortal pride that was in fear of being wounded +beyond recovery.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Where are you going?â€</span> she asked weakly, and her voice +sounded to her from miles away, and strange.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He turned and looked at her again and she knew the look +meant farewell. He did not speak. Her whole being rose +for one more mighty effort.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page245"></span><a name="pg245" id="pg245" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You are not going to leave me—now?â€</span> There was +angelic sweetness in the voice, pleading, reproachful, piteous.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I must!â€</span> he said, and his voice sounded harsh. <span class="tei tei-q">“I have +just done that for which, were I your husband, I would feel +like killing any other man. I must protect you against yourself,—against +myself. You must be kept pure before God if +it kills us both. I would gladly die if that could help you, +but I am not even free to do that, for I belong to another.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then he turned and was gone.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate’s hands fell to her sides, and seemed stiff and lifeless. +The bright color faded from her cheeks, and a cold frenzy +of horror took possession of her. <span class="tei tei-q">“Pure before God!â€</span> She +shuddered at the name, and crimson shame rolled over forehead +and cheek. She sank in a little heap on the floor with +her face buried in the chair beside which she had been standing, +and the waters of humiliation rolled wave on wave above +her. She had failed, and for one brief moment she was +seeing her own sinful heart as it was.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But the devil was there also. He whispered to her now +the last sentence that David had spoken: <span class="tei tei-q">“I belong to another!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Up to that moment Marcia had been a very negative factor +in the affair to Kate’s mind. She had been annoyed and +angry at her as one whose ignorance and impertinence had +brought her into an affair where she did not belong, but +now she suddenly faced the fact that Marcia must be +reckoned with. Marcia the child, who had for years been her +slave and done her bidding, had arisen in her way, and she +hated her with a sudden vindictive hate that would have killed +without flinching if the opportunity had presented at that +moment. Kate had no idea how utterly uncontrolled was +her whole nature. She was at the mercy of any passing passion. +Hate and revenge took possession of her now. With +flashing eyes she rose to her feet, brushing her tumbled hair +back and wiping away angry tears. She was too much agitated +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page246"></span><a name="pg246" id="pg246" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +to notice that some one had knocked at the front door +and been admitted, and when Harry Temple walked into the +room he found her standing so with hands clenched together, +and tears flowing down her cheeks unchecked.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Now a woman in tears, when the tears were not caused by +his own actions, was Harry’s opportunity. He had ways of +comforting which were as unscrupulous as they generally +proved effective, and so with affectionate tenderness he took +Kate’s hand and held it impressively, calling her <span class="tei tei-q">“dear.â€</span> +He spoke soothing words, smoothed her hair, and kissed her +flushed cheeks and eyes. It was all very pleasant to Kate’s +hurt pride. She let Harry comfort her, and pet her a while, +and at last he said:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Now tell me all about it, dear. I saw Lord Spafford +trail dejectedly away from here looking like death, and I +come here and find my lady in a fine fury. What has happened? +If I mistake not the insufferable cad has got badly +hurt, but it seems to have ruffled the lady also.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">This helped. It was something to feel that David was suffering. +She wanted him to suffer. He had brought shame +and humiliation upon her. She never realized that the thing +that shamed her was that he thought her better than she +was.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“He is offensively good. I <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">hate</span></span> him!â€</span> she remarked as a +kitten might who had got hurt at playing with a mouse in a +trap.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The man’s face grew bland with satisfaction.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Not so good, my lady, but that he has been making love +to you, if I mistake not, and he with a wife at home.â€</span> The +words were said quietly, but there was more of a question +in them than the tone conveyed. The man wished to have +evidence against his enemy.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate colored uneasily and drooped her lashes.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Harry studied her face keenly, and then went on cautiously:</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page247"></span><a name="pg247" id="pg247" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“If his wife were not your sister I should say that one +might punish him well through her.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate cast him a hard, scrutinizing look.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You have some score against him yourself,â€</span> she said +with conviction.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Perhaps I have, my lady. Perhaps I too hate him. He +is offensively good, you know.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was silence in the room for a full minute while the +devil worked in both hearts.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“What did you mean by saying one might punish him +through his wife? He does not love his wife.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Are you sure?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Quite sure.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Perhaps he loves some one else, my lady.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“He does.â€</span> She said it proudly.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Perhaps he loves you, my lady.â€</span> He said it softly like +the suggestion from another world. The lady was silent, but +he needed no other answer.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Then indeed, the way would be even clearer,—were not +his wife your sister.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate looked at him, a half knowledge of his meaning beginning +to dawn in her eyes.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“How?â€</span> she asked laconically.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“In case his wife should leave him do you think my lord +would hold his head so high?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate still looked puzzled.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“If some one else should win her affection, and should +persuade her to leave a husband who did not love her, and +who was bestowing his heartâ€</span>—he hesitated an instant and +his eye traveled significantly to the roll of bills still lying +where David had left them—<span class="tei tei-q">“and his gifts,â€</span> he hazarded, +<span class="tei tei-q">“upon another woman——â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate grasped the thought at once and an evil glint of +eagerness showed in her eyes. She could see what an advantage +it would be to herself to have Marcia removed from the +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page248"></span><a name="pg248" id="pg248" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +situation. It would break one more cord of honor that +bound David to a code which was hateful to her now, because +its existence shamed her. Nevertheless, unscrupulous as she +was she could not see how this was a possibility.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“But she is offensively good too,â€</span> she said as if answering +her own thoughts.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“All goodness has its weak spot,â€</span> sneered the man. <span class="tei tei-q">“If I +mistake not you have found my lord’s. It is possible I might +find his wife’s.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The two pairs of eyes met then, filled with evil light. It +was as if for an instant they were permitted to look into +the pit, and see the possibilities of wickedness, and exult in +it. The lurid glare of their thoughts played in their faces. +All the passion of hate and revenge rushed upon Kate in a +frenzy. With all her heart she wished this might be. She +looked her co-operation in the plan even before her hard voice +answered:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You need not stop because she is my sister.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He felt he had her permission, and he permitted himself a +glance of admiration for the depths to which she could go +without being daunted. Here was evil courage worthy of +his teaching. She seemed to him beautiful enough and daring +enough for Satan himself to admire.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“And may I have the pleasure of knowing that I would +by so doing serve my lady in some wise?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She drooped her shameless eyes and murmured guardedly, +<span class="tei tei-q">“Perhaps.â€</span> Then she swept him a coquettish glance that +meant they understood one another.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Then I shall feel well rewarded,â€</span> he said gallantly, and +bowing with more than his ordinary flattery of look bade her +good day and went out.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS22" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page249"></span><a name="pg249" id="pg249" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc44" id="toc44"></a> +<a name="pdf45" id="pdf45"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XXII</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David stumbled blindly out the door and down the street. +His one thought was to get to his room at the tavern and +shut the door. He had an important appointment that morning, +but it passed completely from his mind. He met one +or two men whom he knew, but he did not see them, and +passed them swiftly without a glance of recognition. They +said one to another, <span class="tei tei-q">“How absorbed he is in the great +themes of the world!â€</span> but David passed on in his pain and +misery and humiliation and never knew they were near him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He went to the room that had been his since he had reached +New York, and fastening the door against all intrusion fell +upon his knees beside the bed, and let the +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E22" id="E22" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e22" class="tei tei-ref">flood-tide</a></span> +of his sorrow roll over him. Not even when Kate had played him +false on his wedding morning had he felt the pain that now +cut into his very soul. For now there was mingled with it +the agony of consciousness of sin. He had sinned against +heaven, against honor and love, and all that was pure and +good. He was just like any bad man. He had yielded to +sudden temptation and taken another man’s wife in his arms +and kissed her! That the woman had been his by first right, +and that he loved her: that she had invited the kiss, indeed +pleaded for it, his sensitive conscience told him in no wise +lessened the offense. He had also caused her whom he loved +to sin. He was a man and knew the world. He should have +shielded her against herself. And yet as he went over and +over the whole painful scene through which he had just passed +his soul cried out in agony and he felt his weakness more and +more. He had failed, failed most miserably. Acted like +any coward!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The humiliation of it was unspeakable. Could any sorrow +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page250"></span><a name="pg250" id="pg250" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +be like unto his? Like a knife flashing through the gloom +of his own shame would come the echo of her words as she +pleaded with him to kiss her. It was a kiss of forgiveness +she had wanted, and she had put her heart into her eyes and +begged as for her very life. How could he have refused? +Then he would parley with himself for a long time trying +to prove to himself that the kiss and the embrace were +justified, that he had done no wrong in God’s sight. And +ever after this round of confused arguing he would end with +the terrible conviction that he had sinned.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Sometimes Marcia’s sweet face and troubled eyes would +appear to him as he wrestled all alone, and seemed to be longing +to help him, and again would come the piercing thought +that he had harmed this gentle girl also. He had tangled +her into his own spoiled web of life, and been disloyal to her. +She was pure and true and good. She had given up every +thing to help him and he had utterly forgotten her. He had +promised to love, cherish, and protect her! That was another +sin. He could not love and cherish her when his whole +heart was another’s. Then he thought of Kate’s husband, +that treacherous man who had stolen his bride and now gone +away and left her sorrowing—left her without money, penniless +in a strange city. Why had he not been more calm and +questioned her before he came away. Perhaps she was in +great need. It comforted him to think he had left her all the +money he had with him. There was enough to keep her from +want for a while. And yet, perhaps he had been wrong to +give it to her. He had no right to give it!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He groaned aloud at the thought of his helplessness to help +her helplessness. Was there not some way he could find out +and help her without doing wrong?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Over and over he went through the whole dreadful day, +until his brain was weary and his heart failed him. The +heavens seemed brass and no answer came to his cry,—the +appeal of a broken soul. It seemed that he could not get up +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page251"></span><a name="pg251" id="pg251" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +from his knees, could not go out into the world again and +face life. He had been tried and had failed, and yet though +he knew his sin he felt an intolerable longing to commit it +over again. He was frightened at his own weakness, and +with renewed vigor he began to pray for help. It was like +the prayer of Jacob of old, the crying out of a soul that +would not be denied. All day long the struggle continued, +and far into the night. At last a great peace began to settle +upon David’s soul. Things that had been confused by his +passionate longings grew clear as day. Self dropped away, +and sin, conquered, slunk out of sight. Right and Wrong were +once more clearly defined in his mind. However wrong it +might or might not be he was here in this situation. He had +married Marcia and promised to be true to her. He was +doubly cut off from Kate by her own act and by his. That +was his punishment,—and hers. He must not seek to lessen +it even for her, for it was God-sent. Henceforth his path +and hers must be apart. If she were to be helped in any way +from whatsoever trouble was hers, it was not permitted him +to be the instrument. He had shown his unfitness for it in +his interview that morning, even if in the eyes of the world +it could have been at all. It was his duty to cut himself +off from her forever. He must not even think of her any +more. He must be as true and good to Marcia as was possible. +He must do no more wrong. He must grow strong +and suffer.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The peace that came with conviction brought sleep to his +weary mind and body.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When he awoke it was almost noon. He remembered the +missed appointment of the day before, and the journey to +Washington which he had planned for that day. With a start +of horror he looked at his watch and found he had but a few +hours in which to try to make up for the remissness of yesterday +before the evening coach left for Philadelphia. It +was as if some guardian angel had met his first waking +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page252"></span><a name="pg252" id="pg252" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +thoughts with business that could not be delayed and so +kept him from going over the painful events of the day +before. He arose and hastened out into the world once +more.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Late in the afternoon he found the man he was to have +met the day before, and succeeded in convincing him that he +ought to help the new enterprise. He was standing on the +corner saying the last few words as the two separated, when +Kate drove by in a friend’s carriage, surrounded by parcels. +She had been on a shopping tour spending the money that +David had given her, for silks and laces and jewelry, and +now she was returning in high glee with her booty. The +carriage passed quite near to David who stood with his back +to the street, and she could see his animated face as he +smiled at the other man, a fine looking man who looked as +if he might be some one of note. The momentary glance did +not show the haggard look of David’s face nor the lines that +his vigil of the night before had traced under his eyes, and +Kate was angered to see him so unconcerned and forgetful of +his pain of yesterday. Her face darkened with spite, and she +resolved to make him suffer yet, and to the utmost, for the +sin of forgetting her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But David was in the way of duty, and he did not see her, +for his guardian angel was hovering close at hand.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"></p><div class="tei tei-tb"> </div> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">As the Fall wore on and the winter set in Harry’s letters +became less frequent and less intimate. Hannah was +troubled, and after consultation with her grandmother, to +which Miranda listened at the latch hole, duly reporting quotations +to her adored Mrs. Spafford, Hannah decided upon an +immediate trip to the metropolis.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Hannah’s gone to New York to find out what’s become +of that nimshi Harry Temple. She thought she had him +fast, an’ she’s been holdin’ him over poor Lemuel Skinner’s +head like thet there sword hangin’ by a hair I heard the +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page253"></span><a name="pg253" id="pg253" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +minister tell about last Sunday, till Lemuel, he don’t know +but every minute’s gone’ll be his last. You mark my words, +she’ll hev to take poor Lem after all, an’ be glad she’s got +him, too,—and she’s none too good for him neither. He’s +ben faithful to her ever since she wore pantalets, an’ she’s +ben keepin’ him off’n on an’ hopin’ an’ +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E23" id="E23" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e23" class="tei tei-ref">tryin’</a></span> +fer somebody bigger. It would jes’ serve her right ef she’d get +that fool of a Harry Temple, but she won’t. He’s too sharp for +that ef he <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">is</span></span> a fool. He don’t want +to tie himself up to no woman’s aprun strings. He rather dandle about +after ’em all an’ say pretty things, an’ keep his +earnin’s fer himself.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah reached New York the week after David left for +Washington. She wrote beforehand to Harry to let him +know she was coming, and made plain that she expected his +attentions exclusively while there, and he smiled blandly as +he read the letter and read her intentions between the lines. +He told Kate a good deal about her that evening when he +went to call, told her how he had heard she was an old flame +of David’s, and Kate’s jealousy was immediately aroused. +She wished to meet Hannah Heath. There was a sort of +triumph in the thought that she had scorned and flung aside +the man whom this woman had <span class="tei tei-q">“set her capâ€</span> for, even +though another woman was now in the place that neither had. +Hannah went to visit a cousin in New York who lived in a +quiet part of the city and did not go out much, but for reasons +best known to themselves, both Kate Leavenworth and +Harry Temple elected to see a good deal of her while she was +in the city. Harry was pleasant and attentive, but not more +to one woman than to the other. Hannah, watching him +jealously, decided that at least Kate was not her rival in his +affections, and so Hannah and Kate became quite friendly. +Kate had a way of making much of her women friends when +she chose, and she happened to choose in this case, for it +occurred to her it would be well to have a friend in the +town where lived her sister and her former lover. There +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page254"></span><a name="pg254" id="pg254" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +might be reasons why, sometime. She opened her heart of +hearts to Hannah, and Hannah, quite discreetly, and without +wasting much of her scanty store of love, entered, and the +friendship was sealed. They had not known each other many +days before Kate had confided to Hannah the story of her +own marriage and her sister’s, embellished of course as she +chose. Hannah, astonished, puzzled, wondering, curious, at +the tragedy that had been enacted at her very home door, +became more friendly than ever and hated more cordially +than ever the young and innocent wife who had stepped into +the vacant place and so made her own hopes and ambitions +impossible. She felt that she would like to put down the pert +young thing for daring to be there, and to be pretty, and now +she felt she had the secret which would help her to do so.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">As the visit went on and it became apparent to Hannah +Heath that she was not the one woman in all the world to +Harry Temple, she hinted to Kate that it was likely she would +be married soon. She even went so far as to say that she had +come away from home to decide the matter, and that she had +but to say the word and the ceremony would come off. Kate +questioned eagerly, and seeing her opportunity asked if she +might come to the wedding. Hannah, flattered, and seeing a +grand opportunity for a wholesale triumph and revenge, assented +with pleasure. Afterward as Hannah had hoped and +intended, Kate carried the news of the impending decision +and probable wedding to the ears of Harry Temple.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But Hannah’s hint had no further effect upon the redoubtable +Harry. Two days later he appeared, smiling, congratulatory, +deploring the fact that she would be lost in a certain +sense to his friendship, although he hoped always to be looked +upon as a little more than a friend.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah covered her mortification under a calm and condescending +exterior. She blushed appropriately, said some +sentimental things about hoping their friendship would not +be affected by the change, told him how much she had enjoyed +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page255"></span><a name="pg255" id="pg255" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +their correspondence, but gave him to understand that it had +been mere friendship of course from her point of view, and +Harry indulgently allowed her to think that he had hoped for +more and was grieved but consolable over the outcome.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They waxed a trifle sentimental at the parting, but when +Harry was gone, Hannah wrote a most touching letter to +Lemuel Skinner which raised him to the seventh heaven +of delight, causing him to feel that he was treading upon air +as he walked the prosaic streets of his native town where he +had been going about during Hannah’s absence like a lost +spirit without a guiding star.</p> + +<div class="block tei tei-quote" style="margin-bottom: 1.80em; margin-left: 3.60em; margin-top: 1.80em; margin-right: 3.60em"> + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-size: 90%; font-variant: small-caps">Dear Lemuel</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%">:</span><span style="font-size: 90%">â€</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%"> she + wrote:—</span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">I am coming home. I wonder if you will be + glad?</span></span></p> +</div> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">(Artful Hannah, as if she did not know!)</p> + +<div class="block tei tei-quote" style="margin-bottom: 1.80em; margin-left: 3.60em; margin-top: 1.80em; margin-right: 3.60em"> + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">It is very delightful in New York and I have been + having a gay time since I came, and everybody has been most pleasant, + but—</span></span></p> + + <div class="tei tei-lg" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em; margin-left: 1.80em; margin-top: 0.90em"> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">“’Mid pleasures and palaces though we may roam,</span></div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">Still, be it ever so humble, there’s no place like home.</span></div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">A charm from the skies seems to hallow it there,</span></div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">Which, go through the world, you’ll not meet with elsewhere.</span></div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 90%">Home, home, sweet home!</span></div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 90%">There’s no place like + home.</span><span class="tei tei-corr" style="text-align: center"><a name="E24" id="E24" class="tei tei-anchor" style="text-align: center"></a><a href="#e24" class="tei tei-ref" style="text-align: center"> </a></span></div> + </div> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">That is a new song, Lemuel, that everybody + here is singing. It is written by a young American named John Howard Payne + who is in London now acting in a great playhouse. Everybody is wild over + this song. I’ll sing it for you when I come home.</span></span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">I shall be at home in time for singing school + next week, Lemuel. I wonder if you’ll come to see me at once and + welcome me. You cannot think how glad I shall be to get home again. It + seems as though I had been gone a year at least. Hoping to see you soon, I + remain</span></span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: right; margin-bottom: 0.90em; margin-right: 4.50em"><span class="tei tei-q" style="text-align: right"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">Always + your sincere friend,</span></span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: right; margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q" style="text-align: right"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: right"><span style="font-size: 90%; font-variant: small-caps">Hannah + Heath.</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%">â€</span></span></p> +</div> + +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page256"></span><a name="pg256" id="pg256" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And thus did Hannah make smooth her path before her, +and very soon after inditing this epistle she bade good-bye +to New York and took her way home resolved to waste no +further time in chasing will-o-the-wisps.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When Lemuel received that letter he took a good look at +himself in the glass. More than seven years had he served +for Hannah, and little hope had he had of a final reward. +He was older by ten years than she, and already his face +began to show it. He examined himself critically, and was +pleased to find with that light of hope in his eyes he was not +so bad looking as he feared. He betook himself to the village +tailor forthwith and ordered a new suit of clothes, though his +Sunday best was by no means shiny yet. He realized that if +he did not win now he never would, and he resolved to do +his best.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">On the way home, during all the joltings of the coach over +rough roads Hannah Heath was planning two campaigns, +one of love with Lemuel, and one of hate with Marcia Spafford. +She was possessed of knowledge which she felt would help +her in the latter, and often she smiled vindictively as she +laid her neat plans for the destruction of the bride’s complacency.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">That night the fire in the Heath parlor burned high and +glowed, and the candles in their silver holders flickered across +fair Hannah’s face as she dimpled and smiled and coquetted +with poor Lemuel. But Lemuel needed no pity. He was not +afraid of Hannah. Not for nothing had he served his seven +years, and he understood every fancy and foible of her shallow +nature. He knew his time had come at last, and he was getting +what he had wanted long, for Lemuel had admired and +loved Hannah in spite of the dance she had led him, and in +spite of the other lovers she had allowed to come between +them.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah had not been at home many days before she called +upon Marcia.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page257"></span><a name="pg257" id="pg257" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia had just seated herself at the piano when Hannah +appeared to her from the hall, coming in unannounced +through the kitchen door according to old neighborly fashion.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia was vexed. She arose from the instrument and +led the way to the little morning room which was sunny and +cosy, and bare of music or books. She did not like to visit +with Hannah in the parlor. Somehow her presence reminded +her of the evil face of Harry Temple as he had stooped to +kiss her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You know how to play, too, don’t you?â€</span> said Hannah +as they sat down. <span class="tei tei-q">“Your sister plays beautifully. Do you +know the new song, ‘Home, Sweet Home?’ She plays it +with so much feeling and sings it so that one would think +her heart was breaking for her home. You must have been a +united family.â€</span> Hannah said it with sharp scrutiny in voice +and eyes.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Sit down, Miss Heath,â€</span> said Marcia coolly, lowering the +yellow shades that her visitor’s eyes might not be troubled +by a broad sunbeam. <span class="tei tei-q">“Did you have a pleasant time in New +York?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah could not be sure whether or not the question was +an evasion. The utterly child-like manner of Marcia disarmed +suspicion.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, delightful, of course. Could any one have anything +else in New York?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah laughed disagreeably. She realized the limitations +of life in a town.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I suppose,â€</span> said Marcia, her eyes shining with the thought, +<span class="tei tei-q">“that you saw all the wonderful things of the city. I should +enjoy being in New York a little while. I have heard of so +many new things. Were there any ships in the harbor? I +have always wanted to go over a great ship. Did you have +opportunity of seeing one?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, dear me. No!â€</span> said Hannah. <span class="tei tei-q">“I shouldn’t have +cared in the least for that. I’m sure I don’t know whether +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page258"></span><a name="pg258" id="pg258" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +there were any ships in or not. I suppose there were. I saw +a lot of sails on the water, but I did not ask about them. I’m +not interested in dirty boats. I liked visiting the shops best. +Your sister took me about everywhere. She is a most charming +creature. You must miss her greatly. You were a sly +little thing to cut her out.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s face flamed crimson with anger and amazement. +Hannah’s dart had hit the mark, and she was watching keenly +to see her victim quiver.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I do not understand you,â€</span> said Marcia with girlish +dignity.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, now don’t pretend to misunderstand. I’ve heard all +about it from headquarters,â€</span> she said it archly, laughing. +<span class="tei tei-q">“But then I don’t blame you. David was worth it.â€</span> Hannah +ended with a sigh. If she had ever cared for any one +besides herself that one was David Spafford.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I do not understand you,â€</span> said Marcia again, drawing +herself up with all the Schuyler haughtiness she could master, +till she quite resembled her father.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Now, Mrs. Spafford,â€</span> said the visitor, looking straight into +her face and watching every expression as a cat would watch +a mouse, <span class="tei tei-q">“you don’t mean to tell me your sister was not at +one time very intimate with your husband.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Mr. Spafford has been intimate in our family for a number +of years,â€</span> said Marcia proudly, her fighting fire up, <span class="tei tei-q">“but +as for my having ‘cut my sister out’ as you call it, you have +certainly been misinformed. Excuse me, I think I will close +the kitchen door. It seems to blow in here and make a +draft.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia left the room with her head up and her fine color +well under control, and when she came back her head was still +up and a distant expression was in her face. Somehow Hannah +felt she had not gained much after all. But Marcia, +after Hannah’s departure, went up to her cold room and wept +bitter tears on her pillow alone.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"> + </p><div class="tei tei-figure" style="width: 100%; text-align: center"><img src="images/image04.png" width="760" height="506" alt="Illustration: Copyright by C. KlacknerMarcia Passed From the Old Stone Church with the Two Aunts." title="Copyright by C. Klackner Marcia Passed From the Old Stone Church with the Two Aunts." /><div class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 50%">Copyright by C. Klackner</span></span><br /> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 63%; font-variant: small-caps">Marcia Passed From + the Old Stone Church with the Two Aunts.</span></span></div></div> + +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page259"></span><a name="pg259" id="pg259" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">After that first visit Hannah never found the kitchen door +unlocked when she came to make a morning call, but she +improved every little opportunity to torment her gentle victim. +She had had a letter from Kate and had Marcia heard? How +often did Kate write her? Did Marcia know how fond Harry +Temple was of Kate? And where was Kate’s husband? +Would he likely be ordered home soon? These little annoyances +were almost unbearable sometimes and Marcia had much +ado to keep her sweetness of outward demeanor.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">People looked upon Lemuel with new respect. He had +finally won where they had considered him a fool for years +for hanging on. The added respect brought added self-respect. +He took on new manliness. Grandmother Heath +felt that he really was not so bad after all, and perhaps Hannah +might as well have taken him at first. Altogether the +Heath family were well pleased, and preparations began at +once for a wedding in the near future.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And still David lingered, held here and there by a call +from first one man and then another, and by important doings +in Congress. He seemed to be rarely fitted for the work.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Once he was called back to New York for a day or two, +and Harry Temple happened to see him as he arrived. That +night he wrote to Hannah a friendly letter—Harry was by no +means through with Hannah yet—and casually remarked that +he saw David Spafford was in New York again. He supposed +now that Mrs. Leavenworth’s evenings would be fully occupied +and society would see little of her while he remained.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The day after Hannah received that letter was Sunday.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The weeks had gone by rapidly since David left his home, +and now the spring was coming on. The grass was already +green as summer and the willow tree by the graveyard gate +was tender and green like a spring-plume. All the foliage +was out and fluttering its new leaves in the sunshine as Marcia +passed from the old stone church with the two aunts and +opened her little green sunshade. Her motion made David’s +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page260"></span><a name="pg260" id="pg260" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +last letter rustle in her bosom. It thrilled her with pleasure +that not even the presence of Hannah Heath behind her could +cloud.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">However prim and fault-finding the two aunts might be in +the seclusion of their own home, in public no two could have +appeared more adoring than Amelia and Hortense Spafford. +They hovered near Marcia and delighted to show how very +close and intimate was the relationship between themselves +and their new and beautiful niece, of whom in their secret +hearts they were prouder than they would have cared to tell. +In their best black silks and their fine lace shawls they walked +beside her and talked almost eagerly, if those two stately +beings could have anything to do with a quality so frivolous +as eagerness. They wished it understood that David’s wife +was worthy of appreciation and they were more conscious +than she of the many glances of admiration in her direction.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah Heath encountered some of those admiring glances +and saw jealously for whom they were meant. She hastened +to lean forward and greet Marcia, her spiteful tongue all +ready for a stab.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Good morning, Mrs. Spafford. Is that husband of yours +not home yet? Really! Why, he’s quite deserted you. I +call that hard for the first year, and your honeymoon scarcely +over yet.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“He’s been called back to New York again,â€</span> said Marcia +annoyed over the spiteful little sentences. <span class="tei tei-q">“He says he may +be at home soon, but he cannot be sure. His business is rather +uncertain.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“New York!â€</span> said Hannah, and her voice was annoyingly +loud. <span class="tei tei-q">“What! Not again! There must be some great +attraction there,â€</span> and then with a meaning glance, <span class="tei tei-q">“I suppose +your sister is still there!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia felt her face crimsoning, and the tears starting from +angry eyes. She felt a sudden impulse to slap Hannah. +What if she should! What would the aunts say? The +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page261"></span><a name="pg261" id="pg261" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +thought of the tumult she might make roused her sense of +humor and a laugh bubbled up instead of the tears, and +Hannah, watching, cat-like, could only see eyes dancing with +fun though the cheeks were charmingly red. By Hannah’s +expression Marcia knew she was baffled, but Marcia could not +get away from the disagreeable suggestion that had been made.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Yes, David was in New York, and Kate was there. Not +for an instant did she doubt her husband’s nobleness. She +knew David would be good and true. She knew little of the +world’s wickedness, and never thought of any blame, as other +women might, in such a suggestion. But a great jealousy +sprang into being that she never dreamed existed. Kate was +there, and he would perhaps see her, and all his old love and +disappointment would be brought to mind again. Had she, +Marcia, been hoping he would forget it? Had she been +claiming something of him in her heart for herself? She +could not tell. She did not know what all this tumult of +feeling meant. She longed to get away and think it over, +but the solemn Sunday must be observed. She must fold +away her church things, put on another frock and come down +to the oppressive Sunday dinner, hear Deacon Brown’s +rheumatism discussed, or listen to a long comparison of the +morning’s sermon with one preached twenty years ago by the +minister, now long dead upon the same text. It was all very +hard to keep her mind upon, with these other thoughts rushing +pell-mell through her brain; and when Aunt Amelia +asked her to pass the butter, she handed the sugar-bowl +instead. Miss Amelia looked as shocked as if she had broken +the great-grandmother’s china teapot.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Aunt Clarinda claimed her after dinner and carried her +off to her room to talk about David, so that Marcia had no +chance to think even then. Miss Clarinda looked into the +sweet shadowed eyes and wondered why the girl looked so +sad. She thought it was because David stayed away so long, +and so she kept her with her all the rest of the day.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page262"></span><a name="pg262" id="pg262" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When Marcia went to her room that night she threw herself +on her knees beside the bed and tried to pray. She felt +more lonely and heartsick than she ever felt before in her +life. She did not know what the great hunger in her heart +meant. It was terrible to think David had loved Kate. Kate +never loved him in return in the right way. Marcia felt very +sure of that. She wished she might have had the chance in +Kate’s place, and then all of a sudden the revelation came +to her. She loved David herself with a great overwhelming +love. Not just a love that could come and keep house for +him and save him from the criticisms and comments of others; +but with a love that demanded to be loved in return; a love +that was mindful of every dear lineament of his countenance. +The knowledge thrilled through her with a great sweetness. +She did not seem to care for anything else just now, only to +know that she loved David. David could never love her of +course, not in that way, but she would love him. She would +try to shut out the thought of Kate from him forever.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And so, dreaming, hovering on the edge of all that was +bitter and all that was sweet, she fell asleep with David’s +letter clasped close over her heart.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS23" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page263"></span><a name="pg263" id="pg263" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc46" id="toc46"></a> +<a name="pdf47" id="pdf47"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XXIII</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia had gone down to her own house the next morning +very early. She had hoped for a letter but none had come. +Her soul was in torment between her attempt to keep out of +her mind the hateful things Hannah Heath had said, and +reproaching herself for what seemed to her her unseemly +feeling toward David, who loved another and could never love +her. It was not a part of her life-dream to love one who +belonged to another. Yet her heart was his and she was +beginning to know that everything belonging to him was +dear to her. She went and sat in his place at the table, she +touched with tenderness the books upon his desk that he had +used before he went away, she went up to his room and laid +her lips for one precious daring instant upon his pillow, and +then drew back with wildly beating heart ashamed of her +emotion. She knelt beside his bed and prayed: <span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, God, I +love him, I love him! I cannot help it!â€</span> as if she would +apologize for herself, and then she hugged the thought of her +love to herself, feeling its sweet pain drift through her like +some delicious agony. Her love had come through sorrow +to her, and was not as she would have had it could she have +chosen. It brought no ray of happy hope for the future, +save just the happiness of loving in secret, and of doing for +the object loved, with no thought of a returned affection.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then she went slowly down the stairs, trying to think how +it would seem when David came back. He had been so long +gone that it seemed as if perhaps he might never return. She +felt that it had been no part of the spirit of her contract with +David that she should render to him this wild sweet love that +he had expected Kate to give. He had not wanted it. He +had only wanted a wife in name.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page264"></span><a name="pg264" id="pg264" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then the color would sweep over her face in a crimson drift +and leave it painfully white, and she would glide to the piano +like a ghost of her former self and play some sad sweet strain, +and sometimes sing.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She had no heart for her dear old woods in these days. +She had tried it one day in spring; slipped over the back +fence and away through the ploughed field where the sea of +silver oats had surged, and up to the hillside and the woods; +but she was so reminded of David that it only brought heart +aches and tears. She wondered if it was because she was +getting old that the hillside did not seem so joyous now, and +she did not care to look up into the sky just for the pure joy +of sky and air and clouds, nor to listen to the branches +whisper to the robins nesting. She stooped and picked a +great handful of spring beauties, but they did not seem to +give her pleasure, and by and by she dropped them from +listless fingers and walked sedately down to the house once +more.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">On this morning she did not even care to play. She +went into the parlor and touched a few notes, but her heart +was heavy and sad. Life was growing too complex.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Last week there had come a letter from Harry Temple. +It had startled her when it arrived. She feared it was some +ill-news about David, coming as it did from New York and +being written in a strange hand.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It had been a plea for forgiveness, representing that the +writer had experienced nothing but deep repentance and sorrow +since the time he had seen her last. He set forth his +case in a masterly way, with little touching facts of his childhood, +and lonely upbringing, with no mother to guide. He +told her that her noble action toward him had but made him +revere her the more, and that, in short, she had made a new +creature of him by refusing to return his kiss that day, and +leaving him alone with so severe a rebuke. He felt that if +all women were so good and true men would be a different +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page265"></span><a name="pg265" id="pg265" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +race, and now he looked up to her as one might look up to an +angel, and he felt he could never be happy again on this earth +until he had her written word of forgiveness. With that he +felt he could live a new life, and she must rest assured that +he would never offer other than reverence to any woman again. +He further added that his action had not intended any insult +to her, that he was merely expressing his natural admiration +for a spirit so good and true, and that his soul was innocent +of any intention of evil. With sophistry in the use of which +he was an adept, he closed his epistle, fully clearing himself, +and assuring her that he could have made her understand it +that day if she had not left so suddenly, and he had not been +almost immediately called away to the dying bed of his dear +cousin. This contradictory letter had troubled Marcia greatly. +She was keen enough to see that his logic was at fault, and +that the two pages of his letter did not hang together, but one +thing was plain, that he wished her forgiveness. The Bible +said that one must forgive, and surely it was right to let him +know that she did, though when she thought of the fright he +had given her it was hard to do. Still, it was right, and if +he was so unhappy, perhaps she had better let him know. +She would rather have waited until David returned to consult +him in the matter, but the letter seemed so insistent that she +had finally written a stiff little note, in formal language, +<span class="tei tei-q">“Mrs. Spafford sends herewith her full and free forgiveness +to Mr. Harry Temple, and promises to think no more of the +matter.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She would have liked to consult some one. She almost +thought of taking Aunt Clarinda into her confidence, but +decided that she might not understand. So she finally sent +off the brief missive, and let her troubled thoughts wander +after it more than once.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She was standing by the window looking out into the yard +perplexing herself over this again when there came a loud +knocking at the front door. She started, half frightened, +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page266"></span><a name="pg266" id="pg266" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +for the knock sounded through the empty house so insistently. +It seemed like trouble coming. She felt nervous as she went +down the hall.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was only a little urchin, barefoot, and tow-headed. He +had ridden an old mare to the door, and left her nosing at +the dusty grass. He brought her a letter. Again her heart +fluttered excitedly. Who could be writing to her? It was +not David. Why did the handwriting look familiar? It +could not be from any one at home. Father? Mother? No, +it was no one she knew. She tore it open, and the boy jumped +on his horse and was off down the street before she realized +that he was gone.</p> + +<div class="block tei tei-quote" style="margin-bottom: 1.80em; margin-left: 3.60em; margin-top: 1.80em; margin-right: 3.60em"> + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-size: 90%; font-variant: small-caps">Dear Madam</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%">:</span><span style="font-size: 90%">â€</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%"> the letter + read,</span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">I bring you news of your husband, and having met + with an accident I am unable to come further. You will find me at the Green + Tavern two miles out on the corduroy road. As the business is private, + please come alone.</span></span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: right; margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q" style="text-align: right"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: right"><span style="font-size: 90%; font-variant: small-caps">A + Messenger.</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%">â€</span></span></p> +</div> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia trembled so that she sat down on the stairs. A +sudden weakness went over her like a wave, and the hall grew +dark around her as though she were going to faint. But +she did not. She was strong and well and had never fainted +in her life. She rallied in a moment and tried to think. +Something had happened to David. Something dreadful, +perhaps, and she must go at once and find out. Still it must +be something mysterious, for the man had said it was private. +Of course that meant David would not want it known. David +had intended that the man would come to her and tell her +by herself. She must go. There was nothing else to be done. +She must go at once and get rid of this awful suspense. It +was a good day for the message to have come, for she had +brought her lunch expecting to do some spring cleaning. +David had been expected home soon, and she liked to make +a bustle of preparation as if he might come in any day, for +it kept up her good cheer.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page267"></span><a name="pg267" id="pg267" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Having resolved to go she got up at once, closed the doors +and windows, put on her bonnet and went out down the street +toward the old corduroy road. It frightened her to think +what might be at the end of her journey. Possibly David +himself, hurt or dying, and he had sent for her in this way +that she might break the news gently to his aunts. As she +walked along she conjured various forms of trouble that might +have come to him. Now and then she would try to take a +cheerful view, saying to herself that David might have needed +more important papers, papers which he would not like everyone +to know about, and had sent by special messenger to her +to get them. Then her face would brighten and her step +grow more brisk. But always would come the dull thud +of possibility of something more serious. Her heart beat so +fast sometimes that she was forced to lessen her speed to get +her breath, for though she was going through town, and must +necessarily walk somewhat soberly lest she call attention to +herself, she found that her nerves and imagination were fairly +running ahead, and waiting impatiently for her feet to catch +up at every turning place.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">At last she came to the corduroy road—a long stretch of +winding way overlaid with logs which made an unpleasant +path. Most of the way was swampy, and bordered in some +places by thick, dark woods. Marcia sped on from log to +log, with a nervous feeling that she must step on each one +or her errand would not be successful. She was not afraid +of the loneliness, only of what might be coming at the end +of her journey.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But suddenly, in the densest part of the wood, she became +conscious of footsteps echoing hers, and a chill laid hold +upon her. She turned her head and there, wildly gesticulating +and running after her, was Miranda!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Annoyed, and impatient to be on her way, and wondering +what to do with Miranda, or what she could possibly want, +Marcia stopped to wait for her.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page268"></span><a name="pg268" id="pg268" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I thought—as you was goin’ ’long my wayâ€</span>—puffed +Miranda, <span class="tei tei-q">“I’d jes’ step along beside you. You don’t mind, +do you?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia looked troubled. If she should say she did then +Miranda would think it queer and perhaps suspect something.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She tried to smile and ask how far Miranda was going.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, I’m goin’ to hunt fer wild strawberries,â€</span> said the +girl nonchalantly clattering a big tin pail.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Isn’t it early yet for strawberries?â€</span> questioned Marcia.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Well, mebbe, an’ then ag’in mebbe ’tain’t. I know a place +I’m goin’ to look anyway. Are you goin’ ’s fur ’s the Green +Tavern?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda’s bright eyes looked her through and through, +and Marcia’s truthful ones could not evade. Suddenly as she +looked into the girl’s homely face, filled with a kind of +blind adoration, her heart yearned for counsel in this trying +situation. She was reminded of Miranda’s helpfulness the +time she ran away to the woods, and the care with which she +had guarded the whole matter so that no one ever heard of it. +An impulse came to her to confide in Miranda. She was a +girl of sharp common sense, and would perhaps be able to +help with her advice. At least she could get comfort from +merely telling her trouble and anxiety.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Miranda,â€</span> she said, <span class="tei tei-q">“can you keep a secret?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The girl nodded.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Well, I’m going to tell you something, just because I +am so troubled and I feel as if it would do me good to tell it.â€</span> +She smiled and Miranda answered the smile with much satisfaction +and no surprise. Miranda had come for this, though +she did not expect her way to be so easy.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I’ll be mum as an oyster,â€</span> said Miranda. <span class="tei tei-q">“You jest tell +me anything you please. You needn’t be afraid Hannah +Heath’ll know a grain about it. She’n’ I are two people. I +know when to shut up.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Well, Miranda, I’m in great perplexity and anxiety. +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page269"></span><a name="pg269" id="pg269" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +I’ve just had a note from a messenger my husband has sent +asking me to come out to that Green Tavern you were talking +about. He was sent to me with some message and has had +an accident so he couldn’t come. It kind of frightened me +to think what might be the matter. I’m glad you are going +this way because it keeps me from thinking about it. Are we +nearly there? I never went out this road so far before.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“It ain’t fur,â€</span> said Miranda as if that were a minor matter. +<span class="tei tei-q">“I’ll go right along in with you, then you needn’t feel lonely. +I guess likely it’s business. Don’t you worry.â€</span> The tone +was reassuring, but Marcia’s face looked troubled.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“No, I guess that won’t do, Miranda, for the note says it is +a private matter and I must come alone. You know Mr. +Spafford has matters to write about that are very important, +railroads, and such things, and sometimes he doesn’t care to +have any one get hold of his ideas before they appear in the +paper. His enemies might use them to stop the plans of the +great improvements he is writing about.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Let me see that note!â€</span> demanded Miranda. <span class="tei tei-q">“Got it +with you?â€</span> Marcia hesitated. Perhaps she ought not to +show it, and yet there was nothing in the note but what she +had already told the girl, and she felt sure she would not +breathe a word to a living soul after her promise. She +handed Miranda the letter, and they stopped a moment while +she slowly spelled it out. Miranda was no scholar. Marcia +watched her face eagerly, as if to gather a ray of hope from it, +but she was puzzled by Miranda’s look. A kind of satisfaction +had overspread her homely countenance.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Should you think from that that David was hurt—or ill—or—or—killed—or +anything?â€</span> She asked the question as if +Miranda were a wizard, and hung anxiously upon her answer.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Naw, I don’t reckon so!â€</span> said Miranda. <span class="tei tei-q">“Don’t you +worry. David’s all right somehow. I’ll take care o’ you. +You go ’long up and see what’s the business, an’ I’ll wait here +out o’ sight o’ the tavern. Likely’s not he might take a notion +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page270"></span><a name="pg270" id="pg270" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +not to tell you ef he see me come along with you. You jest +go ahead, and I’ll be on hand when you get through. If you +need me fer anything you jest holler out ‘Randy!’ good and +loud an’ I’ll hear you. Guess I’ll set on this log. The +tavern’s jest round that bend in the road. Naw, you needn’t +thank me. This is a real pretty mornin’ to set an’ rest. +Good-bye.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia hurried on, glancing back happily at her protector +in a calico sunbonnet seated stolidly on a log with her tin pail +beside her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Poor stupid Miranda! Of course she could not understand +what a comfort it was to have confided her trouble. Marcia +went up to the tavern with almost a smile on her face, though +her heart began to beat wildly as a slatternly girl led her into +a big room at the right of the hall.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">As Marcia disappeared behind the bend in the road, +Miranda stealthily stole along the edge of the woods, till +she stood hidden behind a clump of alders where she could +peer out and watch Marcia until she reached the tavern and +passed safely by the row of lounging, smoking men, and on +into the doorway. Then Miranda waited just an instant to +look in all directions, and sped across the road, mounting the +fence and on through two meadows, and the barnyard to the +kitchen door of the tavern.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Mornin’! Mis’ Green,â€</span> she said to the slovenly looking +woman who sat by the table peeling potatoes. <span class="tei tei-q">“Mind givin’ +me a drink o’ water? I’m terrible thirsty, and seemed like I +couldn’t find the spring. Didn’t thare used to be a spring +’tween here’n town?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Goodness sakes! Randy! Where’d you come from? +Water! Jes’ help yourself. There’s the bucket jes’ from the +spring five minutes since, an’ there’s the gourd hanging up +on the wall. I can’t get up, I’m that busy. Twelve to dinner +to-day, an’ only me to do the cookin’. ’Melia she’s got to +be upstairs helpin’ at the bar.â€</span></p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page271"></span><a name="pg271" id="pg271" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Who all you got here?â€</span> questioned Miranda as she took +a draught from the old gourd.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Well, got a gentleman from New York fur one. He’s +real pretty. Quite a beau. His clo’es are that nice you’d +think he was goin’ to court. He’s that particular ’bout his +eatin’ I feel flustered. Nothin’ would do but he hed to hev +a downstairs room. He said he didn’t like goin’ upstairs. +He don’t look sickly, neither.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Mebbe he’s had a accident an’ lamed himself,â€</span> suggested +Miranda cunningly. <span class="tei tei-q">“Heard o’ any accidents? How’d he +come? Coach or horseback?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Coach,â€</span> said Mrs. Green. <span class="tei tei-q">“Why do you ask? Got any +friends in New York?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Not many,â€</span> responded Miranda importantly, <span class="tei tei-q">“but my +cousin Hannah Heath has. You know she’s ben up there for +a spell visitin’ an’ they say there was lots of gentlemen in +love with her. There’s one in particular used to come round +a good deal. It might be him come round to see ef it’s true +Hannah’s goin’ to get married to Lem Skinner. Know what +this fellow’s name is?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You don’t say! Well now it might be. No, I don’t +rightly remember his name. Seems though it was something +like Church er Chapel. ’Melia could tell ye, but she’s busy.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Where’s he at? Mebbe I could get a glimpse o’ him. +I’d jest like to know ef he was comin’ to bother our Hannah.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Well now. Mebbe you could get a sight o’ him. There’s +a cupboard between his room an’ the room back. It has a door +both sides. Mebbe ef you was to slip in there you might see +him through the latch hole. I ain’t usin’ that back room fer +anythin’ but a store-room this spring, so look out you don’t +stumble over nothin’ when you go in fer it’s dark as a pocket. +You go right ’long in. I reckon you’ll find the way. Yes, it’s +on the right hand side o’ the hall. I’ve got to set here an’ +finish these potatoes er dinner’ll be late. I’d like to know real +well ef he’s one o’ Hannah Heath’s beaux.â€</span></p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page272"></span><a name="pg272" id="pg272" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda needed no second bidding. She slipped through +the hall and store room, and in a moment stood before the +door of the closet. Softly she opened it, and stepped in, lifting +her feet cautiously, for the closet floor seemed full of old +boots and shoes.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was dark in there, very dark, and only one slat of light +stabbed the blackness coming through the irregular shape of +the latch hole. She could hear voices in low tones speaking +on the other side of the door. Gradually her eyes grew accustomed +to the light and one by one objects came out of the +shadows and looked at her. A white pitcher with a broken +nose, a row of bottles, a bunch of seed corn with the husks +braided together and hung on a nail, an old coat on another +nail.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Down on her knees beside the crack of light went Miranda. +First her eye and then her ear were applied to the small +aperture. She could see nothing but a table directly in front +of the door about a foot away on which were quills, paper, and +a large horn inkstand filled with ink. Some one evidently +had been writing, for a page was half done, and the pen was +laid down beside a word.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The limits of the latch hole made it impossible for Miranda +to make out any more. She applied her ear and could hear +a man’s voice talking in low insinuating tones, but she could +make little of what was said. It drove her fairly frantic to +think that she was losing time. Miranda had no mind to be +balked in her purpose. She meant to find out who was in +that room and what was going on. She felt a righteous +interest in it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Her eyes could see quite plainly now in the dark closet. +There was a big button on the door. She no sooner discovered +it than she put up her hand and tried to turn it. It +was tight and made a slight squeak in turning. She stopped +but the noise seemed to have no effect upon the evenly modulated +tones inside. Cautiously she moved the button again, +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page273"></span><a name="pg273" id="pg273" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +holding the latch firmly in her other hand lest the door +should suddenly fly open. It was an exciting moment when +at last the button was turned entirely away from the door +frame and the lifted latch swung free in Miranda’s hand. +The door opened outward. If it were allowed to go it would +probably strike against the table. Miranda only allowed it +to open a crack. She could hear words now, and the voice +reminded her of something unpleasant. The least little bit +more she dared open the door, and she could see, as she had +expected, Marcia’s bonnet and shoulder cape as she sat at the +other side of the room. This then was the room of the messenger +who had sent for Mrs. Spafford so peremptorily. The +next thing was to discover the identity of the messenger. +Miranda had suspicions.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The night before she had seen a man lurking near the +Spafford house when she went out in the garden to feed the +chickens. She had watched him from behind the lilac bush, +and when he had finally gone away she had followed him some +distance until he turned into the old corduroy road and was +lost in the gathering dusk. The man she had seen before, +and had reason to suspect. It was not for nothing that she +had braved her grandmother and gone hunting wild strawberries +out of season.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">With the caution of a creature of the forest Miranda opened +the door an inch further, and applied her eye to the latch +hole again. The man’s head was in full range of her eye +then, and her suspicion proved true.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When Marcia entered the big room and the heavy oak door +closed behind her her heart seemed almost choking her, but +she tried with all her might to be calm. She was to know +the worst now.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">On the other side of the room in a large arm-chair, with his +feet extended on another and covered by a travelling shawl, +reclined a man. Marcia went toward him eagerly, and then +stopped:</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page274"></span><a name="pg274" id="pg274" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Mr. Temple!â€</span> There was horror, fear, reproach in the +way she spoke it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I know you are astonished, Mrs. Spafford, that the +messenger should be one so unworthy, and let me say +at the beginning that I am more thankful than I can express +that your letter of forgiveness reached me before I was obliged +to start on my sorrowful commission. I beg you will sit down +and be as comfortable as you can while I explain further. +Pardon my not rising. I have met with a bad sprain caused +by falling from my horse on the way, and was barely able to +reach this stopping place. My ankle is swollen so badly that +I cannot step upon my foot.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia, with white face, moved to the chair he indicated +near him, and sat down. The one thought his speech had +conveyed to her had come through those words <span class="tei tei-q">“my sorrowful +commission.â€</span> She felt the need of sitting down, for her +limbs would no longer bear her up, and she felt she must +immediately know what was the matter.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Mrs. Spafford, may I ask you once more to speak your +forgiveness? Before I begin to tell you what I have come for, +I long to hear you say the words ‘I forgive you.’ Will you +give me your hand and say them?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Mr. Temple, I beg you will tell me what is the matter. +Do not think any further about that other matter. I meant +what I said in the note. Tell me quick! Is my husband—has +anything happened to Mr. Spafford? Is he ill? Is he hurt?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“My poor child! How can I bear to tell you? It seems +terrible to put your love and trust upon another human +being and then suddenly find—— But wait. Let me tell +the story in my own way. No, your husband is not hurt, +physically. Illness, and death even, are not the worst things +that can happen to a mortal soul. It seems to me cruel, as I +see you sit there so young and tender and beautiful, that I +should have to hurt you by what I have to say. I come from +the purest of motives to tell you a sad truth about one who +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page275"></span><a name="pg275" id="pg275" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +should be nearest and dearest to you of all the earth. I beg +you will look upon me kindly and believe that it hurts me to +have to tell you these things. Before I begin I pray you will +tell me that you forgive me for all I have to say. Put your +hand in mine and say so.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia had listened to this torrent of words unable to stop +them, a choking sensation in her throat, fear gripping her +heart. Some terrible thing had happened. Her senses refused +to name the possibility. Would he never tell? What +ailed the man that he wanted her hand in forgiveness? Of +course she forgave him. She could not speak, and he kept +urging.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I cannot talk until I have your hand as a pledge that +you will forgive me and think not unkindly of me for what +I am about to tell you.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He must have seen how powerfully he wrought upon her, for +he continued until wild with frantic fear she stumbled toward +him and laid her hand in his. He grasped it and thanked +her profusely. He looked at the little cold hand in his own, +and his lying tongue went on:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Mrs. Spafford, you are good and true. You have saved +me from a life of uselessness, and your example and high +noble character have given me new inspiration. It seems a +poor gratitude that would turn and stab you to the heart. Ah! +I cannot do it, and yet I must.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">This was torture indeed! Marcia drew her hand sharply +away and held it to her heart. She felt her brain reeling with +the strain. Harry Temple saw he must go on at once or he +would lose what he had gained. He had meant to keep that +little hand and touch it gently with a comforting pressure as +his story went on, but it would not do to frighten her or she +might take sudden alarm.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Sit down,â€</span> he begged, reaching out and drawing a chair +near to his own, but she stepped back and dropped into the +one which she had first taken.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page276"></span><a name="pg276" id="pg276" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You know your husband has been in New York?â€</span> he +began. She nodded. She could not speak.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Did you never suspect why he is there and why he stays so +long?â€</span> A cold vise gripped Marcia’s heart, but though she +turned white she said nothing, only looked steadily into the +false eyes that glowed and burned at her like two hateful coals +of fire that would scorch her soul and David’s to a horrid +death.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Poor child, you cannot answer. You have trusted +perfectly. You thought he was there on business connected with +his writing, but did it never occur to you what a very long +time he has been away and that—that there might be some +other reason also which he has not told? But you must know +it now, my child. I am sorry to say it, but he has been keeping +it from you, and those who love you think you ought to +know. Let me explain. Very soon after he reached New +York he met a lady whom he used to know and admire. She +is a very beautiful woman, and though she is married is still +much sought after. Your husband, like the rest of her admirers, +soon lost his heart completely, and his head. Strange +that he could so easily forget the pearl of women he had left +behind! He went to see her. He showed his affection for +her in every possible way. He gave her large sums of money. +In fact, to make a long story short, he is lingering in New +York just to be near her. I hesitate to speak the whole +truth, but he has surely done that which you cannot forgive. +You with your lofty ideas—Mrs. Spafford—he has cut himself +off from any right to your respect or love.</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“And now I am here to-day to offer to do all in my +power to help you. From what I know of your husband’s movements, +he is likely to return to you soon. You cannot meet +him knowing that the lips that will salute you have been +pressed upon the lips of another woman, and that woman <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">your own sister</span></span>, dear Mrs. Spafford!</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Ah! Now you understand, poor child. Your lips +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page277"></span><a name="pg277" id="pg277" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +quiver! You have reason to understand. I know, I know +you cannot think what to do. Let me think for you.â€</span> His +eyes were glowing and his face animated. He was using all +his persuasive power, and her gaze was fixed upon him as +though he had mesmerized her. She could not resist the +flood-tide of his eloquence. She could only look on and +seem to be gradually turning to stone—frozen with horror.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He felt he had almost won, and with demoniacal skill he +phrased his sentences.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I am here for that purpose. I am here to help you and +for no other reason. In the stable are horses harnessed and a +comfortable carriage. My advice to you is to fly from here +as fast as these fleet horses can carry you. Where you go is +for you to say. I should advise going to your father’s house. +That I am sure is what will please him best. He is your +natural refuge at such a time as this. If, however, you shrink +from appearing before the eyes of the village gossips in your +native town, I will take you to the home of a dear old friend +of mine, hidden among the quiet hills, where you will be cared +for most royally and tenderly for my sake, and where you +can work out your life problem in the way that seems best to +you. It is there that I am planning to take you to-night. +We can easily reach there before evening if we start at once.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia started to her feet in horror.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“What do you mean?â€</span> she stammered in a choking voice. +<span class="tei tei-q">“I could never go anywhere with you Mr. Temple. You are +a bad man! You have been telling me lies! I do not believe +one word of what you have said. My husband is noble and +good. If he did any of those things you say he did he had a +reason for it. I shall never distrust him.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s head was up grandly now and her voice had come +back. She looked the man in the eye until he quailed, but still +he sought to hold his power over her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You poor child!â€</span> and his voice was gentleness and forbearance +itself. <span class="tei tei-q">“I do not wonder in your first horror and +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page278"></span><a name="pg278" id="pg278" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +surprise that you feel as you do. I anticipated this. Sit +down and calm yourself and let me tell you more about it. +I can prove everything that I have said. I have letters +here——â€</span> and he swept his hand toward a pile of letters +lying on the table; Miranda in the closet marked well the +position of those letters. <span class="tei tei-q">“All that I have said is only too +true, I am sorry to say, and you must listen to me——â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia interrupted him, her eyes blazing, her face excited: +<span class="tei tei-q">“Mr. Temple, I shall not listen to another word you say. +You are a wicked man and I was wrong to come here at all. +You deceived me or I should not have come. I must go +home at once.â€</span> With that she started toward the door.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Harry Temple flung aside the shawl that covered his sometime +sprained ankle and arose quickly, placing himself before +her, forgetful of his invalid rôle:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Not so fast, my pretty lady,â€</span> he said, grasping her wrists +fiercely in both his hands. <span class="tei tei-q">“You need not think to escape +so easily. You shall not leave this room except in my company. +Do you not know that you are in my power? You +have spent nearly an hour alone in my bedchamber, and what +will your precious husband have to do with you after this is +known?â€</span></p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS24" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page279"></span><a name="pg279" id="pg279" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc48" id="toc48"></a> +<a name="pdf49" id="pdf49"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XXIV</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda’s time had come. She had seen it coming and +was prepared.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">With a movement like a flash she pushed open the closet +door, seized the pot of ink from the table, and before the two +excited occupants of the room had time to even hear her or +realize that she was near, she hurled the ink pot full into +the insolent face of Harry Temple. The inkstand itself was +a light affair of horn and inflicted only a slight wound, but +the ink came into his eyes in a deluge blinding him completely, +as Miranda had meant it should do. She had seen +no other weapon of defense at hand.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Harry Temple dropped Marcia’s wrists and groaned in pain, +staggering back against the wall and sinking to the floor. +But Miranda would not stay to see the effect of her punishment. +She seized the frightened Marcia, dragged her toward +the cupboard door, sweeping as she passed the pile of letters, +finished and unfinished, into her apron, and closed the cupboard +doors carefully behind her. Then she guided Marcia +through the dark mazes of the store room to the hall, and +pushing her toward the front door, whispered: <span class="tei tei-q">“Go quick +’fore he gets his eyes open. I’ve got to go this way. Run +down the road fast as you can an’ I’ll be at the meetin’ place +first. Hurry, quick!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia went with feet that shook so that every step seemed +like to slip, but with beating heart she finally traversed the +length of the piazza with a show of dignity, passed the loungers, +and was out in the road. Then indeed she took courage +and fairly flew.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda, breathless, but triumphant, went back into the +kitchen: <span class="tei tei-q">“I guess ’tain’t him after all,â€</span> she said to the interested +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page280"></span><a name="pg280" id="pg280" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +woman who was putting on the potatoes to boil. <span class="tei tei-q">“He’s +real interesting to look at though. I’d like to stop and watch +him longer but I must be goin’. I come out to hunt ferâ€</span>—Miranda +hesitated for a suitable object before this country-bred +woman who well knew that strawberries were not ripe +yet—<span class="tei tei-q">“wintergreens fer Grandma,â€</span> she added cheerfully, not +quite sure whether they grew around these parts, <span class="tei tei-q">“and I +must be in a hurry. Good-bye! Thank you fer the drink.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda whizzed out of the door breezily, calling a good +morning to one of the hostlers as she passed the barnyard, +and was off through the meadows and over the fence like a +bird, the package of letters rustling loud in her bosom where +she had tucked them before she entered the kitchen.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Neither of the two girls spoke for some minutes after they +met, but continued their rapid gait, until the end of the corduroy +road was in sight and they felt comparatively safe.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Wal, that feller certainly ought to be strung up an’ walluped, +now, fer sure,â€</span> remarked Miranda, <span class="tei tei-q">“an I’d like to help +at the wallupin’.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s overstrung nerves suddenly dissolved into hysterical +laughter. The contrast from the tragic to the ridiculous +was too much for her. She laughed until the tears rolled +down her cheeks, and then she cried in earnest. Miranda +stopped and put her arms about her as gently as a mother +might have done, and smoothed her hair back from the hot +cheek, speaking tenderly:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“There now, you poor pretty little flower. Jest you cry ’s +hard ’s you want to. I know how good it makes you feel to cry. +I’ve done it many a time up garret where nobody couldn’t +hear me. That old Satan, he won’t trouble you fer a good +long spell again. When he gets his evil eyes open, if he ever +does, he’ll be glad to get out o’ these parts or I miss my guess. +Now don’t you worry no more. He can’t hurt you one mite. +An’ don’t you think a thing about what he said. He’s a +great big liar, that’s what he is.â€</span></p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page281"></span><a name="pg281" id="pg281" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Miranda, you saved me. Yes, you did. I never can thank +you enough. If you hadn’t come and helped me something +awful might have happened!â€</span> Marcia shuddered and began +to sob convulsively again.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Nonsense!â€</span> said Miranda, pleased. <span class="tei tei-q">“I didn’t do a +thing worth mentioning. Now you jest wipe your eyes and +chirk up. We’ve got to go through town an’ you don’t want +folks to wonder what’s up.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda led Marcia up to the spring whose location had +been known to her all the time of course, and Marcia bathed +her eyes and was soon looking more like herself, though there +was a nervous tremor to her lips now and then. But her companion +talked gaily, and tried to keep her mind from going +over the events of the morning.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When they reached the village Miranda suggested they go +home by the back street, slipping through a field of spring +wheat and climbing the garden fence. She had a mind to +keep out of her grandmother’s sight for a while longer.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I might’s well be hung for a sheep’s a lamb,â€</span> she remarked, +as she slid in at Marcia’s kitchen door in the shadow of +the morning-glory vines. <span class="tei tei-q">“I’m goin’ to stay here a spell +an’ +get you some dinner while you go upstairs an’ lie down. You +don’t need to go back to your aunt’s till near night, an’ you +can wait till dusk an’ I’ll go with you. Then you needn’t be +out alone at all. I know how you feel, but I don’t believe +you need worry. He’ll be done with you now forever, er I’ll +miss my guess. Now you go lie down till I make a cup o’ +tea.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia was glad to be alone, and soon fell asleep, worn out +with the excitement, her brain too weary to go over the awful +occurrences of the morning. That would come later. Now +her body demanded rest.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda, coming upstairs with the tea, tiptoed in and +looked at her,—one round arm thrown over her head, +and her smooth peachy cheek resting against it. Miranda, +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page282"></span><a name="pg282" id="pg282" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +homely, and with no hope of ever attaining any of the +beautiful things of life, loved unselfishly this girl who +had what she had not, and longed with all her heart to comfort +and protect the sweet young thing who seemed so ill-prepared +to protect herself. She stooped over the sleeper for +one yearning moment, and touched her hair lightly with her +lips. She felt a great desire to kiss the soft round cheek, +but was afraid of wakening her. Then she took the cup of +tea and tiptoed out again, her eyes shining with satisfaction. +She had a self-imposed task before her, and was well pleased +that Marcia slept, for it gave her plenty of opportunity to carry +out her plans.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She went quickly to David’s library, opened drawers and +doors in the desk until she found writing materials, and sat +down to work. She had a letter to write, and a letter, to +Miranda, was the achievement of a lifetime. She did not +much expect to ever have to write another. She plunged +into her subject at once.</p> + +<div class="block tei tei-quote" style="margin-bottom: 1.80em; margin-left: 3.60em; margin-top: 1.80em; margin-right: 3.60em"> + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-size: 90%; font-variant: small-caps">Dear Mr. David</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%">:</span><span style="font-size: 90%">â€</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%"> (she was + afraid that sounded a little stiff, but she felt it was almost too familiar + to say </span><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">David</span><span style="font-size: 90%">â€</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%"> as he was always called.)</span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">I ain’t much on letters, but this one has got + to be writ. Something happened and somebody’s got to tell you about + it. I’m most sure she wont, and nobody else knows cept me.</span></span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">Last night ’bout dark I went out to feed the + chickens, an’ I see that nimshi Harry Temple skulkin round your + house. It was all dark there, an he walked in the side gate and tried to + peek in the winders, only the shades was down an he couldn’t see a + thing. I thought he was up to some mischief so I followed him down the + street a piece till he turned down the old corduroy road. It was dark by + then an I come home, but I was on the watchout this morning, and after + Mis’ Spafford come down to the house I heard a horse gallopin by an I + looked out an saw a boy get off an take a letter to the door an ride away, + an pretty soon all in a hurry your wife come out tyin her bonnet and + hurryin along lookin scared. I grabbed my sunbonnet an + </span><span class="tei tei-pb" id="page283"></span><a name="pg283" id="pg283" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><span style="font-size: 90%"> + clipped after her, but she went so fast I didn’t get up to her till + she got on the old corduroy road. She was awful scared lookin an she + didn’t want me much I see, but pretty soon she up an told me she had + a note sayin there was a messenger with news from you out to the old Green + Tavern. He had a accident an couldn’t come no further. He wanted her + to come alone cause the business was private, so I stayed down by the turn + of the road till she got in an then I went cross lots an round to the + kitchen an called on Mis’ Green a spell. She was tellin me about her + boarders an I told her I thought mebbe one of em was a friend o’ + Hannah Heath’s so she said I might peek through the key hole of the + cubberd an see. She was busy so I went alone.</span></span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">Well sir, I jest wish you’d been there. That + lying nimshi was jest goin on the sweetest, as respectful an nice a thankin + your wife fer comin, an excusin himself fer sendin fer her, and sayin he + couldn’t bear to tell her what he’d come fer, an pretty soon + when she was scared ’s death he up an told her a awful fib bout you + an a woman called Kate, whoever she is, an he jest poured the words out + fast so she couldn’t speak, an he said things about you he + shouldn’t uv, an you could see he was makin it up as he went along, + an he said he had proof. So he pointed at a pile of letters on the table an + I eyed em good through the hole in the door. Pretty soon he ups and + perposes that he carry her off in a carriage he has all ready, and takes + her to a friend of his, so she wont be here when you come home, cause + you’re so bad, and she gets up looking like she wanted to scream only + she didn’t dare, and she says he dont tell the truth, it wasn’t + so any of it, and if it was it was all right anyway, that you had some + reason, an she wouldn’t go a step with him anywhere. An then he + forgets all about the lame ankle he had kept covered up on a chair + pertendin it was hurt fallin off his horse when the coach brought him all + the way fer I asked Mis’ Green—and he ketches her by the + wrists, and he says she can’t go without him, and she needn’t + be in such a hurry fer you wouldn’t have no more to do with her + anyway after her being shut up there with him so long, an then she looked + jest like she was going to faint, an I bust out through the door an + ketched up the ink pot, it want heavy enough to + </span><span class="tei tei-pb" id="page284"></span><a name="pg284" id="pg284" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><span style="font-size: 90%"> + kill him, an I slung it at him, an the ink went square in his eyes, an we + slipped through the closet an got away quick fore anybody knew a + thing.</span></span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span><span style="font-size: 90%">I brought all the letters along so here they be. I + havn’t read a one, cause I thought mebbe you’d ruther not. She + aint seen em neither. She dont know I’ve got em. I hid em in my + dress. She’s all wore out with cryin and hurryin, and being scared, + so she’s upstairs now asleep, an she dont know I’m writing. + I’m goin to send this off fore she knows, fer I think she + wouldn’t tell you fear of worryin you. I’ll look after her es + well’s I can till you get back, but I think that feller ought to be + strung up. But you’ll know what to do, so no more at present from + your obedient servent,</span></span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: right; margin-bottom: 0.90em"><span class="tei tei-q" style="text-align: right"><span class="tei tei-corr" style="text-align: right"><a name="E25" id="E25" class="tei tei-anchor" style="text-align: right"></a><a href="#e25" class="tei tei-ref" style="text-align: right"><span style="font-size: 90%">“</span></a></span><span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: right"><span style="font-size: 90%; font-variant: small-caps">Miranda Griscom.</span></span><span style="font-size: 90%">â€</span></span></p> +</div> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Having at last succeeded in sealing her packet to her satisfaction +and the diminishing of the stick of sealing wax she +had found in the drawer, Miranda slid out the front door, +and by a detour went to David Spafford’s office.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Good afternoon, Mr. Clark,â€</span> she said to the clerk importantly. +<span class="tei tei-q">“Grandma sends her respecks and wants to know +ef you’d be so kind as to back this letter fer her to Mr. David +Spafford. She’s writin’ to him on business an’ she don’t +rightly know his street an’ number in New York.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Mr. Clark willingly wrote the address, and Miranda took +it to the post office, and sped back to Marcia, happy in the +accomplishment of her purpose.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"></p><div class="tei tei-tb"> </div> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">In the same mail bag that brought Miranda’s package came +a letter from Aunt Clarinda. David’s face lit up with a pleased +smile. Her letters were so infrequent that they were a rare +pleasure. He put aside the thick package written in his clerk’s +hand. It was doubtless some business papers and could wait.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Aunt Clarinda wrote in a fine old script that in spite of +her eighty years was clear and legible. She told about the +beauty of the weather, and how Amelia and Hortense were +almost done with the house cleaning, and how Marcia had been +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page285"></span><a name="pg285" id="pg285" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +going to their house every day putting it in order. Then she +added a paragraph which David, knowing the old lady well, +understood to be the <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">raison d’être</span></span> of the whole letter:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I think your wife misses you very much, Davie, she looks +sort of peeked and sad. It is hard on her being separated +from you so long this first year. Men don’t think of those +things, but it is lonely for a young thing like her here with +three old women, and you know Hortense and Amelia never +try to make it lively for anybody. I have been watching her, +and I think if I were you I would let the business finish itself +up as soon as possible and hurry back to put a bit of cheer +into that child. She’s whiter than she ought to be.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David read it over three times in astonishment with growing, +mingled feelings which he could not quite analyze.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Poor Aunt Clarinda! Of course she did not understand +the situation, and equally of course she was mistaken. Marcia +was not sighing for him, though it might be dull for her at +the old house. He ought to have thought of that; and a +great burden suddenly settled down upon him. He was not +doing right by Marcia. It could not be himself of course that +Marcia was missing, if indeed Aunt Clarinda was right and +she was worried about anything. Perhaps something had +occurred to trouble her. Could that snake of a Temple have +turned up again? No, he felt reasonably sure he would have +heard of that, besides he saw him not long ago on the street +at a distance. Could it be some boy-lover at home whose +memory came to trouble her? Or had she discovered what a +sacrifice she had made of her young life? Whatever it was, +it was careless and cruel in him to have left her alone with his +aunts all this time. He was a selfish man, he told himself, +to have accepted her quiet little sacrifice of all for him. He +read the letter over again, and suddenly there came to him a +wish that Marcia <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">was</span></span> missing him. It seemed a pleasant +thought to have her care. He had been trying to train himself +to the fact that no one would ever care for him again, +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page286"></span><a name="pg286" id="pg286" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +but now it seemed dear and desirable that his sweet young +companion should like to have him back. He had a vision +of home as it had been, so pleasant and restful, always the +food that he liked, always the thought for his wishes, and he +felt condemned. He had not noticed or cared. Had she +thought him ungrateful?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He read the letter over again, noting every mention of his +wife in the account of the daily living at home. He was +searching for some clue that would give him more information +about her. And when he reached the last paragraph about +missing him, a little tingle of pleasure shot through him at +the thought. He did not understand it. After all she was +his, and if it was possible he must help to make up to her +for what she had lost in giving herself to him. If the thought +of doing so brought a sense of satisfaction to him that was +unexpected, he was not to blame in any wise.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Since his interview with Kate, and the terrible night of +agony through which he had passed, David had plunged into +his business with all his might. Whenever a thought of Kate +came he banished it if possible, and if it would not go he got +out his writing materials and went to work at an article, to +absorb his mind. He had several times arisen in the night +to write because he could not sleep, and must think.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When he was obliged to be in New York he had steadily +kept away from the house where Kate lived, and never walked +through the streets without occupying his mind as fully as +possible so that he should not chance to see her. In this way +his sorrow was growing old without having been worn out, +and he was really regaining a large amount of his former +happiness and interest in life. Not so often now did the +vision of Kate come to trouble him. He thought she was still +his one ideal of womanly beauty and grace and perfection of +course, and always would be, but she was not for him to think +upon any more. A strong true man he was growing, out of +his sorrow. And now when the thought of Marcia came to +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page287"></span><a name="pg287" id="pg287" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +him with a certain sweetness he could be glad that it was so, +and not resent it. Of course no one could ever take the place +of Kate, that was impossible.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">So reflecting, with a pleasant smile upon his face, he opened +Miranda’s epistle.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Puzzled and surprised he began to read the strange chirography, +and as he read his face darkened and he drew his brows +in a heavy frown. <span class="tei tei-q">“The scoundrel!â€</span> he muttered as he +turned the sheet. Then as he went on his look grew anxious. +He scanned the page quickly as if he would gather the meaning +from the crooked ill-spelled words without taking them one +by one. But he had to go slowly, for Miranda had not written +with as much plainness as haste. He fairly held his breath +when he thought of the gentle girl in the hands of the unscrupulous +man of the world. A terrible fear gripped his +heart, Marcia, little Marcia, so sweet and pure and good. A +vision of her face as she lay asleep in the woods came between +him and the paper. Why had he left her unprotected all these +months? Fool that he was! She was worth more than all +the railroads put together. As if his own life was in the +balance, he read on, growing sick with horror. Poor child! +what had she thought? And how had his own sin and weakness +been found out, or was it merely Harry Temple’s wicked +heart that had evolved these stories? The letter smote him +with terrible accusation, and all at once it was fearful to him +to think that Marcia had heard such things about him. When +he came to her trust in him he groaned aloud and buried his +face in the letter, and then raised it quickly to read to the end.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When he had finished he rose with sudden determination +to pack his carpet-bag and go home at once. Marcia needed +him, and he felt a strong desire to be near her, to see her +and know she was safe. It was overwhelming. He had not +known he could ever feel strongly again. He must confess +his own weakness of course, and he would. She should know +all and know that she might trust his after all.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page288"></span><a name="pg288" id="pg288" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But the motion of rising had sent the other papers to the +floor, and in falling the bundle of letters that Miranda had +enclosed, scattered about him. He stooped to pick them up +and saw his own name written in Kate’s handwriting. Old +association held him, and wondering, fearful, not wholly glad +to see it, he picked up the letter. It was an epistle of Kate’s, +written in intimate style to Harry Temple and speaking of +himself in terms of the utmost contempt. She even stooped to +detail to Harry an account of her own triumph on that miserable +morning when he had taken her in his arms and kissed +her. There were expressions in the letter that showed her +own wicked heart, as nothing else could ever have done, to +David. As he read, his soul growing sick within him,—read +one letter after another, and saw how she had plotted with this +bad man to wreck the life of her young sister for her own +triumph and revenge,—the beautiful woman whom he had +loved, and whom he had thought beautiful within as well as +without, crumbled into dust before him. When he looked +up at last with white face and firmly set lips, he found that +his soul was free forever from the fetters that had bound him +to her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He went to the fireplace and laid the pile of letters among +the embers, blowing them into a blaze, and watched them +until they were eaten up by the fire and nothing remained but +dead grey ashes. The thought came to him that that was +like his old love. It was burnt out. There had not been the +right kind of fuel to feed it. Kate was worthless, but his own +self was alive, and please God he would yet see better days. +He would go home at once to the child wife who needed him, +and whom now he might love as she should be loved. The +thought became wondrously sweet to him as he rapidly threw +the things into his travelling bag and went about arrangements +for his trip home. He determined that if he ever came +to New York again Marcia should come with him.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS25" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page289"></span><a name="pg289" id="pg289" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc50" id="toc50"></a> +<a name="pdf51" id="pdf51"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XXV</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia hurried down to her own house early one morning. +The phantoms of her experiences in the old Green Tavern +were pursuing her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Once there she could do nothing but go over and over the +dreadful things that Harry Temple had said. In vain did +she try to work. She went into the library and took up a +book, but her mind would wander to David.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She sat down at the piano and played a few tender chords +and sang an old Italian song which somebody had left at their +house several years before:</p> + +<div class="tei tei-lg" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-left: 17.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left; margin-left: -1.00em">“Dearest, believe,</div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left; margin-left: 2.00em">When e’er we part:</div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left">Lonely I grieve,</div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left; margin-left: 2.00em">In my sad heart:—â€</div> +</div> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">With a sob her head dropped upon her hands in one sad +little crash of wailing tones, while the sound died away in +reverberation after reverberation of the strings till Marcia +felt as if a sea of sound were about her in soft ebbing, flowing +waves.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The sound covered the lifting of the side door latch and the +quiet step of a foot. Marcia was absorbed in her own +thoughts. Her smothered sobs were mingling with the dying +sounds of the music, still audible to her fine ear.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David had come by instinct to his own home first. He felt +that Marcia would be there, and now that he was come and the +morning sun flooded everything and made home look so good +he felt that he must find her first of all before his relationship +with home had been re-established. He passed through +kitchen, dining room and hall, and by the closed parlor door. +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page290"></span><a name="pg290" id="pg290" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +He never thought of her being in there with the door closed. +He glanced into the library and saw the book lying in his +chair as she had left it, and it gave a touch of her presence +which pleased him. He went softly toward the stairs thinking +to find her. He had stopped at a shop the last thing and +bought a beautiful creamy shawl of China crêpe heavily embroidered, +and finished with long silken fringe. He had taken +it from his carpet-bag and was carrying it in its rice paper +wrappings lest it should be crushed. He was pleased as a +child at the present he had brought her, and felt strangely +shy about giving it to her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Just then there came a sound from the parlor, sweet and +tender and plaintive. Marcia had conquered her sobs and was +singing again with her whole soul, singing as if she were singing +to David. The words drew him strangely, wonderingly +toward the parlor door, yet so softly that he heard every +syllable.</p> + +<div class="tei tei-lg" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-left: 17.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left; margin-left: -1.00em">“Dearest, believe,</div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left; margin-left: 2.00em">When e’er we part:</div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left">Lonely I grieve,</div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left; margin-left: 2.00em">In my sad heart:—</div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left">Thy faithful slave,</div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left; margin-left: 2.00em">Languishing sighs,</div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left">Haste then and save—â€</div> +</div> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Here the words trailed away again into a half sob, and the +melody continued in broken, halting chords that flickered out +and faded into the shadows of the room.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David’s heart was pierced with a belief that Aunt Clarinda +was right and something was the matter with Marcia. A +great trouble and tenderness, and almost jealousy, leaped up +in his heart which were incomprehensible to him. Who was +Marcia singing this song for? That it was a true cry from +a lonely soul he could but believe. Was she feeling her prison-bars +here in the lonely old house with only a forlorn man +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page291"></span><a name="pg291" id="pg291" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +whose life and love had been thrown away upon another? +Poor child! Poor child! If he might but save her from +suffering, cover her with his own tenderness and make her +content with that. Would it be possible if he devoted himself +to it to make her forget the one for whom she was sighing; +to bring peace and a certain sort of sweet forgetfulness and +interest in other things into her life? He wanted to make +a new life for her, his little girl whom he had so unthinkingly +torn from the home nest and her future, and compelled to +take up his barren way with him. He would make it up to +her if such a thing were possible. Then he opened the door.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">In the soft green light of the noonday coming through the +shades Marcia’s color did not show as it flew into her cheeks. +Her hands grew weak and dropped upon the keys with a soft +little tinkle of surprise and joy. She sprang up and came a +step toward him, then clasped her hands against her breast +and stopped shyly. David coming into the room, questioning, +wondering, anxious, stopped midway too, and for an instant +they looked upon one another. David saw a new look in the +girl’s face. She seemed older, much older than when he had +left her. The sweet round cheeks were thinner, her mouth +drooped sadly, pathetically. For an instant he longed +to take her in his arms and kiss her. The longing startled +him. So many months he had thought of only Kate in that +way, and then had tried to teach himself never to think of +Kate or any woman as one to be caressed by him, that it +shocked him. He felt that he had been disloyal to himself, +to honor,—to Kate—no—not to Kate, he had no call to be +loyal to her. She had not been loyal to him ever. Perhaps +rather he would have put it loyalty to Love for Love’s sake, +love that is worthy to be crowned by a woman’s love.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">With all these mingling feelings David was embarrassed. +He came toward her slowly, trying to be natural, trying to +get back his former way with her. He put out his hand +stiffly to shake hands as he had done when he left, and timidly +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page292"></span><a name="pg292" id="pg292" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +she put hers into it, yet as their fingers closed there leaped +from one to the other a thrill of sweetness, that neither guessed +the other knew and each put by in memory for closer inspection +as to what it could mean. Their hands clung together +longer than either had meant, and there was something pleasant +to each in the fact that they were together again. David +thought it was just because it was home, rest, and peace, and +a relief from his anxiety about Marcia now that he saw she +was all right. Marcia knew it was better to have David standing +there with his strong fingers about her trembling ones, +than to have anything else in the world. But she would not +have told him so.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“That was a sweet song you were singing,â€</span> said David. +<span class="tei tei-q">“I hope you were singing it for me, and that it was true! I +am glad I am come home, and you must sing it again for me +soon.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was not in the least what he intended to say, and the +words tumbled themselves out so tumultuously that he was +almost ashamed and wondered if Marcia would think he had +lost his mind in New York. Marcia, dear child, treasured +them every word and hugged them to her heart, and carried +them in her prayers.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They went out together and got dinner as if they had been +two children, with a wild excited kind of glee; and they tried +to get back their natural ways of doing and saying things, but +they could not.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Instead they were forever blundering and halting in what +they said; coming face to face and almost running over one +another as they tried to help each other; laughing and blushing +and blundering again.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When they each tried to reach for the tea kettle to fill +the coffee pot and their fingers touched, each drew back and +pretended not to notice, but yet had felt the contact sweet.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They were lingering over the dinner when Hannah Heath +came to the door. David had been telling of some of his +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page293"></span><a name="pg293" id="pg293" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +adventures in detail and was enjoying the play of expression +on Marcia’s face as she listened eagerly to every word. They +had pushed their chairs back a little and were sitting there +talking,—or rather David was talking, Marcia listening. +Hannah stood for one jealous instant and saw it all. This +was what she had dreamed for her own long years back, she and +David. She had questioned much just what feeling there +might be between him and Marcia, and now more than ever +she desired to bring him face to face with Kate and read for +herself what the truth had been. She hated Marcia for that +look of intense delight and sympathy upon her face; hated +her that she had the right to sit there and hear what David +had to say—some stupid stuff about railroads. She did not +see that she herself would have made an ill companion for +a man like David.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">As yet neither Marcia nor David had touched upon the +subjects which had troubled them. They did not realize it, +but they were so suddenly happy in each other’s company they +had forgotten for the moment. The pleasant converse was +broken up at once. Marcia’s face hardened into something +like alarm as she saw who stood in the doorway.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Why, David, have you got home at last?â€</span> said Hannah. +<span class="tei tei-q">“I did not know it.â€</span> That was an untruth. She had +watched him from behind Grandmother Heath’s rose bush. +<span class="tei tei-q">“Where did you come from last? New York? Oh, then +you saw Mrs. Leavenworth. How is she? I fell in love with +her when I was there.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Now David had never fully taken in Kate’s married name. +He knew it of course, but in his present state of happiness at +getting home, and his absorption in the work he had been +doing, the name <span class="tei tei-q">“Mrs. Leavenworthâ€</span> conveyed nothing whatever +to David’s mind. He looked blankly at Hannah and +replied indifferently enough with a cool air. <span class="tei tei-q">“No, Miss Hannah, +I had no time for social life. I was busy every minute +I was away.â€</span></p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page294"></span><a name="pg294" id="pg294" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David never expected Hannah to say anything worth listening +to, and he was so full of his subject that he had not +noticed that she made no reply.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah watched him curiously as he talked, his remarks +after all were directed more to Marcia than to her, and when +he paused she said with a contemptuous sneer in her voice, +<span class="tei tei-q">“I never could understand, David, how you who seem to have +so much sense in other things will take up with such fanciful, +impractical dreams as this railroad. Lemuel says it’ll never +run.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah quoted her lover with a proud bridling of her head +as if the matter were settled once and for all. It was the +first time she had allowed the world to see that she acknowledged +her relation to Lemuel. She was not averse to having +David understand that she felt there were other men in the +world besides himself. But David turned merry eyes on her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Lemuel says?â€</span> he repeated, and he made a sudden movement +with his arm which sent a knife and spoon from the +table in a clatter upon the floor.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“And how much does Lemuel know about the matter?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Lemuel has good practical common sense,â€</span> said Hannah, +vexed, <span class="tei tei-q">“and he knows what is possible and what is not. He +does not need to travel all over the country on a wild goose +chase to learn that.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Now that she had accepted him Hannah did not intend to +allow Lemuel to be discounted.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“He has not long to wait to be convinced,â€</span> said David +thoughtfully and unaware of her tart tone. <span class="tei tei-q">“Before the +year is out it will be a settled fact that every one can see.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Well, it’s beyond comprehension what you care, anyway,â€</span> +said Hannah contemptuously. <span class="tei tei-q">“Did you really spend all +your time in New York on such things? It seems incredible. +There certainly must have been other attractions?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was insinuation in Hannah’s voice though it was +smooth as butter, but David had had long years of experience +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page295"></span><a name="pg295" id="pg295" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +in hearing Hannah Heath’s sharp tongue. He minded it no +more than he would have minded the buzzing of a fly. +Marcia’s color rose, however. She made a hasty errand to +the pantry to put away the bread, and her eyes flashed at Hannah +through the close drawn pantry door. But Hannah did +not give up so easily.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“It is strange you did not stay with Mrs. Leavenworth,â€</span> +she said. <span class="tei tei-q">“She told me you were one of her dearest friends, +and you used to be quite fond of one another.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then it suddenly dawned upon David who Mrs. Leavenworth +was, and a sternness overspread his face.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Mrs. Leavenworth, did you say? Ah! I did not understand. +I saw her but once and that for only a few minutes +soon after I first arrived. I did not see her again.â€</span> His +voice was cool and steady. Marcia coming from the pantry +with set face, ready for defence if there was any she could +give, marvelled at his coolness. Her heart was gripped with +fear, and yet leaping with joy at David’s words. He had not +seen Kate but once. He had known she was there and yet +had kept away. Hannah’s insinuations were false. Mr. +Temple’s words were untrue. She had known it all the time, +yet what sorrow they had given her!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“By the way, Marcia,â€</span> said David, turning toward her +with a smile that seemed to erase the sternness in his voice +but a moment before. <span class="tei tei-q">“Did you not write me some news? +Miss Hannah, you are to be congratulated I believe. Lemuel +is a good man. I wish you much happiness.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And thus did David, with a pleasant speech, turn aside Hannah +Heath’s dart. Yet while she went from the house with +a smile and a sound of pleasant wishes in her ears, she carried +with her a bitter heart and a revengeful one.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David was suddenly brought face to face with the thing +he had to tell Marcia. He sat watching her as she went back +and forth from pantry to kitchen, and at last he came and +stood beside her and took her hands in his looking down earnestly +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page296"></span><a name="pg296" id="pg296" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +into her face. It seemed terrible to him to tell this +thing to the innocent girl, now, just when he was growing +anxious to win her confidence, but it must be told, and better +now than later lest he might be tempted not to tell it at all.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Marcia!â€</span> He said the name tenderly, with an inflection +he had never used before. It was not lover-like, nor passionate, +but it reached her heart and drew her eyes to his and the +color to her cheeks. She thought how different his clasp +was from Harry Temple’s hateful touch. She looked up at +him trustingly, and waited.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You heard what I said to Hannah Heath just now, +about—your——â€</span> He paused, dissatisfied—<span class="tei tei-q">“about Mrs. +Leavenworthâ€</span>—it was as if he would set the subject of his +words far from them. Marcia’s heart beat wildly, remembering +all that she had been told, yet she looked bravely, +trustingly into his eyes.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“It was true what I told her. I met Mrs. Leavenworth +but once while I was away. It was in her own home and she +sent for me saying she was in trouble. She told me that she +was in terrible anxiety lest I would not forgive her. She +begged me to say that I forgave her, and when I told her I did +she asked me to kiss her once to prove it. I was utterly overcome +and did so, but the moment my lips touched hers I knew +that I was doing wrong and I put her from me. She begged +me to remain, and I now know that she was utterly false from +the first. It was but a part she was playing when she touched +my heart until I yielded and sinned. I have only learned that +recently, within a few days, and from words written by her +own hand to another. I will tell you about it all sometime. +But I want to confess to you this wrong I have done, and to +let you know that I went away from her that day and have +never seen her since. She had said she was without money, +and I left her all I had with me. I know now that that too +was unwise,—perhaps wrong. I feel that all this was a sin +against you. I would like you to forgive me if you can, and +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page297"></span><a name="pg297" id="pg297" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +I want you to know that this other woman who was the cause +of our coming together, and yet has separated us ever since +we have been together, is no longer anything to me. Even +if she and I were both free as we were when we first met, we +could never be anything but strangers. Can you forgive me +now, Marcia, and can you ever trust me after what I have +told you?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia looked into his eyes, and loved him but the more +for his confession. She felt she could forgive him anything, +and her whole soul in her countenance answered with her +voice, as she said: <span class="tei tei-q">“I can.â€</span> It made David think of their +wedding day, and suddenly it came over him with a thrill +that this sweet womanly woman belonged to him. He marvelled +at her sweet forgiveness. The joy of it surprised him +beyond measure.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You have had some sad experiences yourself. Will you +tell me now all about it?â€</span> He asked the question wistfully +still holding her hands in a firm close grasp, and she let them +lie nestling there feeling safe as birds in the nest.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Why, how did you know?â€</span> questioned Marcia, her whole +face flooded with rosy light for joy at his kind ways and relief +that she did not have to open the story.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, a little bird, or a guardian angel whispered the tale,â€</span> +he said pleasantly. <span class="tei tei-q">“Come into the room where we can be sure +no Hannah Heaths will trouble us,â€</span> and he drew her into the +library and seated her beside him on the sofa.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“But, indeed, Marcia,â€</span> and his face sobered, <span class="tei tei-q">“it is no +light matter to me, what has happened to you. I have been +in an agony all the way home lest I might not find you safe +and well after having escaped so terrible a danger.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He drew the whole story from her bit by bit, tenderly +questioning her, his face blazing with righteous wrath, and +darkening with his wider knowledge as she told on to the end, +and showed him plainly the black heart of the villain who had +dared so diabolical a conspiracy; and the inhumanity of the +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page298"></span><a name="pg298" id="pg298" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +woman who had helped in the intrigue against her own sister,—nay +even instigated it. His feelings were too deep for utterance. +He was shaken to the depths. His new comprehension +of Kate’s character was confirmed at the worst. Marcia could +only guess his deep feelings from his shaken countenance and +the earnest way in which he folded his hands over hers and +said in low tones filled with emotion: <span class="tei tei-q">“We should be deeply +thankful to God for saving you, and I must be very careful of +you after this. That villain shall be searched out and punished +if it takes a lifetime, and Miranda,—what shall we do +for Miranda? Perhaps we can induce her grandmother to let +us have her sometime to help take care of us. We seem to be +unable to get on without her. We’ll see what we can do +sometime in return for the great service she has rendered.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But the old clock striking in the hall suddenly reminded +David that he should go at once to the office, so he hurried +away and Marcia set about her work with energy, a happy +song of praise in her heart.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was much to be done. David had said he would +scarcely have time to go over to his aunts that night, so she +had decided to invite them to tea. She would far rather have +had David to herself this first evening, but it would please +them to come, especially Aunt Clarinda. There was not much +time to prepare supper to be sure, but she would stir up a +gingerbread, make some puffy cream biscuits, and there was +lovely white honey and fresh eggs and peach preserves.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">So she ran to Deacon Appleby’s to get some cream for her +biscuits and to ask Tommy Appleby to harness David’s horse +and drive over for Aunt Clarinda. Then she hurried down +to the aunts to give her invitation.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Aunt Clarinda sat down in her calico-covered rocking chair, +wiped her dear old eyes and her glasses, and said, over and +over again: <span class="tei tei-q">“Dear child! Bless her! Bless her!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was a happy gathering that evening. David was as +pleased as they could have desired, and looked about upon +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page299"></span><a name="pg299" id="pg299" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +the group in the dining-room with genuine boyish pleasure. +It did his heart good to see Aunt Clarinda there. It had +never occurred to him before that she could come. He turned +to Marcia with a light in his eyes that fully repaid her for +the little trouble she had had in carrying out her plan. He +began to feel that home meant something even though he had +lost the home of his long dreams and ideals.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He talked a great deal about his trip, and in between the +sentences, he caught himself watching Marcia, noting the +curve of her round chin, the dimple in her left cheek when +she smiled, the way her hair waved off from her forehead, +the pink curves of her well-shaped ears. He found a distinct +pleasure in noting these things and he wondered at himself. +It was as if he had suddenly been placed before some great +painting and become possessed of the knowledge wherewith to +appreciate art to its fullest. It was as if he had heard a +marvellous piece of music and had the eyes and ears of his +understanding opened to take in the gracious melodies and +majestic harmonies.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Aunt Clarinda watched his eyes, and Aunt Clarinda was +satisfied. Aunt Hortense watched his eyes, jealously and +sighed. Aunt Amelia watched his eyes and set her lips and +feared to herself. <span class="tei tei-q">“He will spoil her if he does like that. +She will think she can walk right over him.â€</span> But Aunt +Clarinda knew better. She recognized the eternal right of +love.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They took the three old ladies home in the rising of an early +moon, Marcia walking demurely on the sidewalk with Aunt +Amelia, while David drove the chaise with Aunt Clarinda +and Aunt Hortense.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">As he gently lifted Aunt Clarinda down and helped her to +her room David felt her old hands tremble and press his arm, +and when he had reached her door he stooped and kissed her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Davie,â€</span> she said in the voice that used to comfort his +little childish troubles, or tell him of some nice surprise she +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page300"></span><a name="pg300" id="pg300" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +had for him, <span class="tei tei-q">“Davie, she’s a dear child! She’s just as good +as gold. She’s the princess I used to put in all your fairy-tales. +David, she’s just the right one for you!â€</span> and David +answered earnestly, solemnly, as if he were discovering a +truth which surprised him but yet was not unwelcome. <span class="tei tei-q">“I +believe she is, Aunt Clarinda.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They drove to the barn and Marcia sat in the chaise in the +sweet hay-scented darkness while David put up the horse by +the cobwebby light of the lantern; then they walked quietly +back to the house. David had drawn Marcia’s hand through +his arm and it rested softly on his coat sleeve. She was +silently happy, she knew not why, afraid to think of it lest +to-morrow would show her there was nothing out of the ordinary +monotony to be happy about.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David was silent, wondering at himself. What was this +that had come to him? A new pleasure in life. A little +trembling rill of joy bubbling up in his heart; a rift in the +dark clouds of fate; a show of sunshine where he had expected +never to see the light again. Why was it so pleasant to have +that little hand resting upon his arm? Was it really pleasant +or was it only a part of the restfulness of getting home again +away from strange faces and uncomfortable beds, and poor +tables?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They let themselves into the house as if they were walking +into a new world together and both were glad to be there +again. When she got up to her room Marcia went and stood +before the glass and looked at herself by the flickering flame +of the candle. Her eyes were bright and her cheeks burned +red in the centre like two soft deep roses. She felt she hardly +knew herself. She tried to be critical. Was this person she +was examining a pretty person? Would she be called so in +comparison with Kate and Hannah Heath? Would a man,—would +David,—if his heart were not filled,—think so? She +decided not. She felt she was too immature. There was too +much shyness in her glance, too much babyishness about her +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page301"></span><a name="pg301" id="pg301" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +mouth. No, David could never have thought her beautiful, +even if he had seen her before he knew Kate. But perhaps, +if Kate had been married first and away and then he had +come to their home, perhaps if he knew no one else well +enough to love,—could he have cared for her?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Oh, it was a dreadful, beautiful thought. It thrilled +through and through her till she hid her face from her own +gaze. She suddenly kissed the hand that had rested on his +sleeve, and then reproached herself for it. She loved him, but +was it right to do so?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">As for David, he was sitting on the side of his bed with his +chin in his hands examining himself.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He had supposed that with the reading of those letters +which had come to him but two short days before all possibility +of love and happiness had died, but lo! he found himself +thrilling with pleasure over the look in a girl’s soft eyes, and +the touch of her hand. And that girl was his wife. It was +enough to keep him awake to try to understand himself.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS26" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page302"></span><a name="pg302" id="pg302" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc52" id="toc52"></a> +<a name="pdf53" id="pdf53"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XXVI</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah Heath’s wedding day dawned bright enough for +a less calculating bride.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David did not get home until half past three. He had +been obliged to drive out to the starting place of the new +railroad, near Albany, where it was important that he get a +few points correctly. On the morrow was to be the initial +trip, by the Mohawk and Hudson Railroad, of the first train +drawn by a steam engine in the state of New York.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">His article about it, bargained for by a New York paper, +must be on its way by special post as soon after the starting +of the train as possible. He must have all items accurate<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E26" id="E26" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e26" class="tei tei-ref">;</a></span> +technicalities of preparation; description of engine and +coaches; details of arrangements, etc.; before he added the +final paragraphs describing the actual start of the train. His +article was practically done now, save for these few items. +He had started early that morning on his long drive, and, +being detained longer than he had expected, arrived at home +with barely time to put himself into wedding garments, and +hasten in at the last moment with Marcia who stood quietly +waiting for him in the front hall. They were the last guests +to arrive. It was time for the ceremony, but the bride, +true to her nature to the last, still kept Lemuel waiting; and +Lemuel, true to the end, stood smiling and patient awaiting +her pleasure.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David and Marcia entered the wide parlor and shook hands +here and there with those assembled, though for the most part +a hushed air pervaded the room, as it always does when something +is about to happen.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Soon after their arrival some one in purple silk came down +the stairs and seated herself in a vacant chair close to where +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page303"></span><a name="pg303" id="pg303" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +the bride was to stand. She had gold hair and eyes like +forget-me-nots. She was directly opposite to David and Marcia. +David was engrossed in a whispered conversation with Mr. +Brentwood about the events of the morrow, and did not notice +her entrance, though she paused in the doorway and searched +him directly from amongst the company before she took her +seat. Marcia, who was talking with Rose Brentwood, caught +the vision of purple and gold and turned to face for one brief +instant the scornful, half-merry glance of her sister. The +blood in her face fled back to her heart and left it white.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then Marcia summoned all her courage and braced herself +to face what was to come. She forced herself to smile in +answer to Rose Brentwood’s question. But all the while she +was trying to understand what it was in her sister’s look that +had hurt her so. It was not the anger,—for that she was +prepared. It was not the scorn, for she had often faced that. +Was it the almost merriment? Yes, there was the sting. +She had felt it so keenly when as a little girl Kate had taken +to making fun of some whim of hers. She could not see why +Kate should find cause for fun just now. It was as if she +by her look ignored Marcia’s relation to David in scornful +laugh and appropriated him herself. Marcia’s inmost soul +rebelled. The color came back as if by force of her will. +She would show Kate,—or she would show David at least,—that +she could bear all things for him. She would play well +her part of wife this day. The happy two months that had +passed since David came back from New York had made her +almost feel as if she was really his and he hers. For this +hour she would forget that it was otherwise. She would look +at him and speak to him as if he had been her husband for +years, as if there were the truest understanding between them,—as +indeed, of a certain wistful, pleasant sort there was. +She would not let the dreadful thought of Kate cloud her face +for others to see. Bravely she faced the company, but her +heart under Kate’s blue frock sent up a swift and pleading +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page304"></span><a name="pg304" id="pg304" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +prayer demanding of a higher Power something she knew she +had not in herself, and must therefore find in Him who had +created her. It was the most trustful, and needy prayer that +Marcia ever uttered and yet there were no words, not even +the closing of an eyelid. Only her heart took the attitude +of prayer.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The door upstairs opened in a business-like way, and Hannah’s +composed voice was heard giving a direction. Hannah’s +silken tread began to be audible. Miranda told Marcia +afterward that she kept her standing at the window for an +hour beforehand to see when David arrived, and when they +started over to the house. Hannah kept herself posted on +what was going on in the room below as well as if she were +down there. She knew where David and Marcia stood, and +told Kate exactly where to go. It was like Hannah that in +the moment of her sacrifice of the long cherished hopes of her +life she should have planned a dramatic revenge to help carry +her through.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The bride’s rustle became at last so audible that even +David and Mr. Brentwood heard and turned from their +absorbing conversation to the business in hand.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah was in the doorway when David looked up, very +cold and beautiful in her bridal array despite the years she +had waited, and almost at once David saw the vision in purple +and gold like a saucy pansy, standing near her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate’s eyes were fixed upon him with their most bewitching, +dancing smile of recognition, like a naughty little child who +had been in hiding for a time and now peeps out laughing over +the discomfiture of its elders. So Kate encountered the +steadfast gaze of David’s astonished eyes.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But there was no light of love in those eyes as she had expected +to see. Instead there grew in his face such a blaze of +righteous indignation as the lord of the wedding feast might +have turned upon the person who came in without a wedding +garment. In spite of herself Kate was disconcerted. She +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page305"></span><a name="pg305" id="pg305" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +was astonished. She felt that David was challenging her +presence there. It seemed to her he was looking through her, +searching her, judging her, sentencing her, and casting her +out, and presently his eyes wandered beyond her through the +open hall door and out into God’s green world; and when +they came back and next rested upon her his look had frozen +into the glance of a stranger.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Angry, ashamed, baffled, she bit her lips in vexation, but +tried to keep the merry smile. In her heart she hated him, +and vowed to make him bow before her smiles once more.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David did not see the bride at all to notice her, but the +bride, unlike the one of the psalmist’s vision whose eyes were +upon <span class="tei tei-q">“her dear bridegroom’s face,â€</span> was looking straight +across the room with evident intent to observe David.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The ceremony proceeded, and Hannah went through her +part correctly and calmly, aware that she was giving herself +to Lemuel Skinner irrevocably, yet perfectly aware also of +the discomfiture of the sweet-faced girl-wife who sat across +the room bravely watching the ceremony with white cheeks +and eyes that shone like righteous lights.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia did not look at David. She was with him in heart, +suffering with him, feeling for him, quivering in every nerve +for what he might be enduring. She had no need to look. +Her part was to ignore, and help to cover.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They went through it all well. Not once did Aunt Amelia +or Aunt Hortense notice anything strange in the demeanor +of their nephew or his wife. Aunt Clarinda was not there. +She was not fond of Hannah.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">As soon as the service was over and the relatives had +broken the solemn hush by kissing the bride, David turned +and spoke to Rose Brentwood, making some smiling remark +about the occasion. Rose Brentwood was looking her very +prettiest in a rose-sprigged delaine and her wavy dark hair +in a beaded net tied round with a rose-colored lute-string +ribbon.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page306"></span><a name="pg306" id="pg306" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate flushed angrily at this. If it had been Marcia to +whom he had spoken she would have judged he did it out +of pique, but a pretty stranger coming upon the scene at this +critical moment was trying. And then, too, David’s manner +was so indifferent, so utterly natural. He did not seem in the +least troubled by the sight of herself.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David and Marcia did not go up to speak to the bride at +once. David stepped back into the deep window seat to talk +with Mr. Brentwood, and seemed to be in no hurry to follow +the procession who were filing past the calm bride to congratulate +her. Marcia remained quietly talking to Rose +Brentwood.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">At last David turned toward his wife with a smile as +though he had known she was there all the time, and had +felt her sympathy. Her heart leaped up with new strength +at that look, and her husband’s firm touch as he drew her +hand within his arm to lead her over to the bride gave her +courage. She felt that she could face the battle, and with a +bright smile that lit up her whole lovely face she marched +bravely to the front to do or to die.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I had about given up expecting any congratulations from +you,â€</span> said Hannah sharply as they came near. It was quite +evident she had been watching for them.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I wish you much joy, Mrs. Skinner,â€</span> said David mechanically, +scarcely feeling that she would have it for he knew +her unhappy, dissatisfied nature.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Yes,â€</span> said Marcia, <span class="tei tei-q">“I wish you may be happy,—as happy +as I am!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was an impetuous, childish thing to say, and Marcia +scarcely realized what words she meant to speak until they +were out, and then she blushed rosy red. Was she happy? +Why was she happy? Yes, even in the present trying circumstances +she suddenly felt a great deep happiness bubbling +up in her heart. Was it David’s look and his strong arm +under her hand?</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page307"></span><a name="pg307" id="pg307" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah darted a look at her. She was stung by the words. +But did the girl-bride before her mean to flaunt her own +triumphs in her face? Did she fully understand? Or was +she trying to act a part and make them believe she was happy? +Hannah was baffled once more as she had been before with +Marcia.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate turned upon Marcia for one piercing instant again, +that look of understanding, mocking merriment, which cut +through the soul of her sister.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But did Marcia imagine it, or was it true that at her words +to Hannah, David’s arm had pressed hers closer as they stood +there in the crowd? The thought thrilled through her and +gave her greater strength.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah turned toward Kate.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“David,â€</span> she said, as she had always called him, and it +is possible that she enjoyed the triumph of this touch of +intimacy before her guest, <span class="tei tei-q">“you knew my friend Mrs. +Leavenworth!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David bowed gravely, but did not attempt to put out his +hand to take the one which Kate offered in greeting. Instead +he laid it over Marcia’s little trembling one on his arm as if +to steady it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“We have met before,â€</span> said David briefly in an impenetrable +tone, and turning passed out of the room to make way +for the Brentwoods who were behind him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah scarcely treated the Brentwoods with decency, so +vexed was she with the way things were turning out. To +think that David should so completely baffle her. She turned +an annoyed look at Kate, who flashed her blue eyes contemptuously +as if to blame Hannah.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Soon the whole little gathering were in the dining-room +and wide hall being served with Grandmother Heath’s fried +chicken and currant jelly, delicate soda biscuits, and fruit +cake baked months before and left to ripen.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The ordeal through which they were passing made David +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page308"></span><a name="pg308" id="pg308" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +and Marcia feel, as they sat down, that they would not be able +to swallow a mouthful, but strangely enough they found +themselves eating with relish, each to encourage the other +perhaps, but almost enjoying it, and feeling that they had not +yet met more than they would be able to withstand.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate was seated on the other side of the dining-room, by +Hannah, and she watched the two incessantly with that half +merry contemptuous look, toying with her own food, and +apparently waiting for their acting to cease and David +to put on his true character. She never doubted for an +instant that they were acting.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The wedding supper was over at last. The guests crowded +out to the front stoop to bid good-bye to the happy bridegroom +and cross-looking bride, who seemed as if she left the +gala scene reluctantly.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia, for the instant, was separated from David, who +stepped down upon the grass and stood to one side to let the +bridal party pass. The minister was at the other side. +Marcia had slipped into the shelter of Aunt Amelia’s black +silk presence and wished she might run out the back door +and away home.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Suddenly a shimmer of gold with the sunlight through it +caught her gaze, and a glimpse of sheeny purple. There, +close behind David, standing upon the top step, quite unseen +by him, stood her sister Kate.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s heart gave a quick thump and seemed to stop, then +went painfully laboring on. She stood quite still watching +for the moment to come when David would turn around and +see Kate that she might look into his face and read there +what was written.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hannah had been put carefully into the carriage by the +adoring Lemuel, with many a pat, and a shaking of cushions, +and an adjustment of curtains to suit her whim. It pleased +Hannah, now in her last lingering moment of freedom, to be +exacting and show others what a slave her husband was.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page309"></span><a name="pg309" id="pg309" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They all stood for an instant looking after the carriage, +but Marcia watched David. Then, just as the carriage +wound around the curve in the road and was lost from view, +she saw him turn, and at once knew she must not see his face +as he looked at Kate. Closing her eyes like a flash she turned +and fled upstairs to get her shawl and bonnet. There she +took refuge behind the great white curtains, and hid her face +for several minutes, praying wildly, she hardly knew what, +thankful she had been kept from the sight which yet she had +longed to behold.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">As David turned to go up the steps and search for Marcia +he was confronted by Kate’s beautiful, smiling face, radiant +as it used to be when it had first charmed him. He exulted, +as he looked into it, that it did not any longer charm.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“David, you don’t seem a bit glad to see me,â€</span> blamed Kate +sweetly in her pretty, childish tones, looking into his face +with those blue eyes so like to liquid skies. Almost there was +a hint of tears in them. He had been wont to kiss them +when she looked like that. Now he felt only disgust as some +of the flippant sentences in her letters to Harry Temple +came to his mind.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">His face was stern and unrecognizing.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“David, you are angry with me yet! You said you would +forgive!â€</span> The gentle reproach minimized the crime, and +enlarged the punishment. It was Kate’s way. The pretty +pout on the rosy lips was the same as it used to be when +she chided him for some trifling forgetfulness of her wishes.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The other guests had all gone into the house now. David +made no response, but, nothing daunted, Kate spoke again.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I have something very important to consult you about. +I came here on purpose. Can you give me some time to-morrow +morning?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She wrinkled her pretty face into a thousand dimples and +looked her most bewitching like a naughty child who knew +she was loved in spite of anything, and coquettishly putting +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page310"></span><a name="pg310" id="pg310" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +her head on one side, added, in the tone she used of old to +cajole him:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You know you never could refuse me anything, David.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David did not smile. He did not answer the look. With a +voice that recognized her only as a stranger he said gravely:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I have an important engagement to-morrow morning.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“But you will put off the engagement.â€</span> She said it +confidently.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“It is impossible!â€</span> said David decidedly. <span class="tei tei-q">“I am starting +quite early to drive over to Albany. I am under obligation +to be present at the starting of the new steam railroad.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, how nice!â€</span> said Kate, clapping her hands childishly, +<span class="tei tei-q">“I have wanted to be there, and now you will take me. Then +I—we—can talk on the way. How like old times that will +be!â€</span> She flashed him a smile of molten sunshine, alluring +and transforming.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“That, too, is impossible, Mrs. Leavenworth. My wife +accompanies me!â€</span> he answered her promptly and clearly and +with a curt bow left her and went into the house.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate Leavenworth was angry, and for Kate to be angry, +meant to visit it upon some one, the offender if possible, if +not the nearest to the offender. She had failed utterly in +her attempt to win back the friendship of her former lover. +She had hoped to enjoy his attention to a certain extent and +bathe her sad (?) heart in the wistful glances of the man +she had jilted; and incidentally perhaps be invited to spend +a little time in his house, by which she would contrive to have +a good many of her own ways. A rich brother-in-law who +adored one was not a bad thing to have, especially when his +wife was one’s own little sister whom one had always dominated. +She was tired of New York and at this season of +the year the country was much preferable. She could thus +contrive to hoard her small income, and save for the next +winter, as well as secure a possible entrance finally into her +father’s good graces again through the forgiveness of David +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page311"></span><a name="pg311" id="pg311" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +and Marcia. But she had failed. Could it be that he cared +for Marcia! That child! Scout the idea! She would +discover at once.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Hurriedly she searched through the rooms downstairs and +then went stealthily upstairs. Instinctively she went to the +room where Marcia had hidden herself.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia, with that strong upward breath of prayer had +grown steady again. She was standing with her back to the +door looking out of the window toward her own home when +Kate entered the room. Without turning about she felt +Kate’s presence and knew that it was she. The moment +had come. She turned around, her face calm and sweet, with +two red spots upon her cheeks, and her bonnet,—Kate’s bonnet +and shawl, Kate’s fine lace shawl sent from Paris—grasped +in her hands.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They faced each other, the sisters, and much was understood +between them in a flash without a word spoken. Marcia +suddenly saw herself standing there in Kate’s rightful place, +Kate’s things in her hands, Kate’s garments upon her body, +Kate’s husband held by her. It was as if Kate charged her +with all these things, as she looked her through and over, +from her slipper tips to the ruffle around the neck. And oh, +the scorn that flamed from Kate’s eyes playing over her, and +scorching her cheeks into crimson, and burning her lips dry +and stiff! And yet when Kate’s eyes reached her face and +charged her with the supreme offense of taking David from +her, Marcia’s eyes looked bravely back, and were not burned +by the fire, and she felt that her soul was not even scorched +by it. Something about the thought of David like an angelic +presence seemed to save her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The silence between them was so intense that nothing else +could be heard by the two. The voices below were drowned +by it, the footstep on the stair was as if it were not.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">At last Kate spoke, angered still more by her sister’s soft +eyes which gazed steadily back and did not droop before her +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page312"></span><a name="pg312" id="pg312" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +own flashing onslaught. Her voice was cold and cruel. +There was nothing sisterly in it, nothing to remind either that +the other had ever been beloved.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Fool!â€</span> hissed Kate. <span class="tei tei-q">“Silly fool! Did you think you +could steal a husband as you stole your clothes? Did you +suppose marrying David would make him yours, as putting +on my clothes seemed to make them yours? Well I can tell +you he will never be a husband to you. He doesn’t love you +and he never can. He will always love me. He’s as much +mine as if I had married him, in spite of all your attempts +to take him. Oh, you needn’t put up your baby mouth and +pucker it as if you were going to cry. Cry away. It won’t +do any good. You can’t make a man yours, any more than +you can make somebody’s clothes yours. They don’t fit you +any more than he does. You look horrid in blue, and you +know it, in spite of all your prinking around and pretending. +I’d be ashamed to be tricked out that way and know that +every dud I had was made for somebody else. As for going +around and pretending you have a husband—it’s a lie. You +know he’s nothing to you. You know he never told you he +cared for you. I tell you he’s mine, and he always will be.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Kate, you’re married!â€</span> cried Marcia in shocked tones. +<span class="tei tei-q">“How can you talk like that?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Married! Nonsense! What difference does that make? +It’s hearts that count, not marriages. Has your marriage +made you a wife? Answer me that! Has it? Does David +love you? Does he ever kiss you? Yet he came to see me +in New York this winter, and took me in his arms and kissed +me. He gave me money too. See this brooch?â€</span>—she exhibited +a jeweled pin—<span class="tei tei-q">“that was bought with his money. You +see he loves me still. I could bring him to my feet with a +word to-day. He would kiss me if I asked him. He is +weak as water in my hands.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s cheeks burned with shame and anger. Almost +she felt at the limit of her strength. For the first time in +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page313"></span><a name="pg313" id="pg313" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +her life she felt like striking,—striking her own sister. Horrified +over her feelings, and the rage which was tearing her +soul, she looked up, and there stood David in the doorway, +like some tall avenging angel!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate had her back that way and did not see at once, but +Marcia’s eyes rested on him hungrily, pleadingly, and his +answered hers. From her sudden calmness Kate saw there +was some one near, and turning, looked at David. But he +did not glance her way. How much or how little he had heard +of Kate’s tirade, which in her passion had been keyed in a +high voice, he never let them know and neither dared to ask +him, lest perhaps he had not heard anything. There was a +light of steel in his eyes toward everything but Marcia, and +his tone had in it kindness and a recognition of mutual +understanding as he said:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“If you are ready we had better go now, dear, had we not?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Oh how gladly Marcia followed her husband down the stairs +and out the door! She scarcely knew how she went through +the formalities of getting away. It seemed as she looked +back upon them that David had sheltered her from it all, +and said everything needful for her, and all she had done +was to smile an assent. He talked calmly to her all the way +home; told her Mr. Brentwood’s opinion about the change +in the commerce of the country the new railroad was going +to make; told her though he must have known she could not +listen. Perhaps both were conscious of the bedroom window +over the way and a pair of blue eyes that might be watching +them as they passed into the house. David took hold of her +arm and helped her up the steps of their own home as if she +had been some great lady. Marcia wondered if Kate saw that. +In her heart she blessed David for this outward sign of their +relationship. It gave her shame a little cover at least. She +glanced up toward the next house as she passed in and felt +sure she saw a glimmer of purple move away from the window. +Then David shut the door behind them and led her gently in.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS27" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page314"></span><a name="pg314" id="pg314" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc54" id="toc54"></a> +<a name="pdf55" id="pdf55"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XXVII</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He made her go into the parlor and sit down and she was +all unnerved by his gentle ways. The tears would come in +spite of her. He took his own fine wedding handkerchief +and wiped them softly off her hot cheeks. He untied the +bonnet that was not hers, and flung it far into a corner in the +room. Marcia thought he put force into the fling. Then +he unfolded the shawl from her shoulders and threw that into +another corner. Kate’s beautiful thread lace shawl. Marcia +felt a hysterical desire to laugh, but David’s voice was steady +and quiet when he spoke as one might speak to a little child +in trouble.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“There now, dear,â€</span> he said. He had never called her +dear before. <span class="tei tei-q">“There, that was an ordeal, and I’m glad, it’s +over. It will never trouble us that way again. Let us put +it aside and never think about it any more. We have our +own lives to live. I want you to go with me to-morrow +morning to see the train start if you feel able. We must +start early and you must take a good rest. Would you like +to go?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s face like a radiant rainbow answered for her as she +smiled behind her tears, and all the while he talked David’s +hand, as tender as a woman’s, was passing back and forth on +Marcia’s hot forehead and smoothing the hair. He talked +on quietly to soothe her, and give her a chance to regain her +composure, speaking of a few necessary arrangements for the +morning’s ride. Then he said, still in his quiet voice: <span class="tei tei-q">“Now +dear, I want you to go to bed, for we must start rather early, +but first do you think you could sing me that little song you +were singing the day I came home? Don’t if you feel too +tired, you know.â€</span></p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page315"></span><a name="pg315" id="pg315" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then Marcia, an eager light in her eyes, sprang up and +went to the piano, and began to play softly and sing the tender +words she had sung once before when he was listening and +she knew it not.</p> + +<div class="tei tei-lg" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-left: 17.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left; margin-left: -1.00em">“Dearest, believe,</div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left; margin-left: 2.00em">When e’er we part:</div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left">Lonely I grieve,</div> + <div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left; margin-left: 2.00em">In my sad heart:—â€</div> +</div> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate, standing within the chintz curtains across the yard +shedding angry tears upon her purple silk, heard presently the +sweet tones of the piano, which might have been hers; heard +her sister’s voice singing, and began to understand that she +must bear the punishment of her own rash deeds.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The room had grown from a purple dusk into quiet darkness +while Marcia was singing, for the sun was almost down when +they walked home. When the song was finished David stood +half wistfully looking at Marcia for a moment. Her eyes +shone to his through the dusk like two bright stars. He hesitated +as though he wanted to say something more, and then +thought better of it. At last he stooped and lifted her hand +from the keys and led her toward the door.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You must go to sleep at once,â€</span> he said gently. <span class="tei tei-q">“You’ll need all the rest you can get.<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E27" id="E27" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e27" class="tei tei-ref">â€</a></span></span> He lighted a candle for +her and said good-night with his eyes as well as his lips. Marcia felt that +she was moving up the stairs under a spell of some gentle loving power that +surrounded her and would always guard her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And it was about this time that Miranda, having been +sent over to take a forgotten piece of bride’s cake to Marcia, +and having heard the piano, and stolen discreetly to the parlor +window for a moment, returned and detailed for the delectation +of that most unhappy guest Mrs. Leavenworth why she +could not get in and would have to take it over in the +morning:</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page316"></span><a name="pg316" id="pg316" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“The window was open in the parlor and they were in +there, them two, but they was so plum took up with their +two selves, as they always are, that there wasn’t no use +knockin’ fer they’d never hev heard.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miranda enjoyed making those remarks to the guest. +Some keen instinct always told her where best to strike her +blows.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When Marcia had reached the top stair she looked down and +there was David smiling up to her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Marcia,â€</span> said he in a tone that seemed half ashamed and half amused, +<span class="tei tei-q">“have you, any—that is—things—that you +had before—all your own I mean?<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E28" id="E28" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e28" class="tei tei-ref">â€</a></span></span> With quick intuition Marcia understood +and her own sweet shame about her clothes that were not her own came back +upon her with double force. She suddenly saw herself again standing before +the censure of her sister. She wondered if David had heard. If not, how then +did he know? Oh, the shame of it!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She sat down weakly upon the stair.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Yes,â€</span> said she, trying to think. <span class="tei tei-q">“Some old things, and +one frock.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Wear it then to-morrow, dear,â€</span> said David, in a compelling +voice and with the sweet smile that took the hurt out of +his most severe words.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia smiled. <span class="tei tei-q">“It is very plain,â€</span> she said, <span class="tei tei-q">“only chintz, +pink and white. I made it myself.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Charming!â€</span> said David. <span class="tei tei-q">“Wear it, dear. Marcia, one +thing more. Don’t wear any more things that don’t belong to +you. Not a Dud. Promise me? Can you get along without it?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Why, I guess so,â€</span> said Marcia laughing joyfully. <span class="tei tei-q">“I’ll try to manage. But I haven’t any bonnet. Nothing but a +pink sunbonnet.<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E29" id="E29" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e29" class="tei tei-ref">â€</a></span></span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“All right, wear that,â€</span> said David.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“It will look a little queer, won’t it?â€</span> said Marcia doubtfully, +and yet as if the idea expressed a certain freedom which +was grateful to her.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page317"></span><a name="pg317" id="pg317" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Never mind,â€</span> said David. <span class="tei tei-q">“Wear it. Don’t wear any +more of those other things. Pack them all up and send them +where they belong, just as quick as we get home.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was something masterful and delightful in David’s +voice, and Marcia with a happy laugh took her candle and got +up saying, with a ring of joy in her voice: <span class="tei tei-q">“All right!â€</span> She +went to her room with David’s second good-night ringing in +her ears and her heart so light she wanted to sing.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Not at once did Marcia go to her bed. She set her candle +upon the bureau and began to search wildly in a little old +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E30" id="E30" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e30" class="tei tei-ref">hair-cloth</a></span> +trunk, her own special old trunk that had contained +her treasures and which had been sent her after she left home. +She had scarcely looked into it since she came to the new +home. It seemed as if her girlhood were shut up in it. Now +she pulled it out from the closet.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">What a flood of memories rushed over her as she opened it! +There were relics of her school days, and of her little childhood. +But she had no time for them now. She was in search +of something. She touched them tenderly, but laid them all +out one after another upon the floor until down in the lower +corner she found a roll of soft white cloth. It contained a +number of white garments, half a dozen perhaps in all, finished, +and several others cut out barely begun. They were her +own work, every stitch, the first begun when she was quite a +little girl, and her stepmother started to teach her to sew. +What pride she had taken in them! How pleased she had +been when allowed to put real tucks in some of them! She +had thought as she sewed upon them at different times that +they were to be a part of her own wedding trousseau. And +then her wedding had come upon her unawares, with the +trousseau ready-made, and everything belonged to some one +else. She had folded her own poor little garments away and +thought never to take them out again, for they seemed to +belong to her dead self.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But now that dead self had suddenly come to life again. +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page318"></span><a name="pg318" id="pg318" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +These hated things that she had worn for a year that were not +hers were to be put away, and, pretty as they were, many of +them, she regretted not a thread of them.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She laid the white garments out upon a chair and decided +that she would put on what she needed of them on the morrow, +even though they were rumpled with long lying away. She +even searched out an old pair of her own stockings and laid +them on a chair with the other things. They were neatly +darned as all things had always been under her stepmother’s +supervision. Further search brought a pair of partly worn +prunella slippers to light, with narrow ankle ribbons.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then Marcia took down the pink sprigged chintz that she +had made a year ago and laid it near the other things, with a +bit of black velvet and the quaint old brooch. She felt a little +dubious about appearing on such a great occasion, almost in +Albany, in a chintz dress and with no wrap. Stay! There +was the white crêpe shawl, all her own, that David had brought +her. She had not felt like wearing it to Hannah Heath’s +wedding, it seemed too precious to take near an unloving +person like Hannah. Before that she had never felt an +occasion great enough. Now she drew it forth breathlessly. +A white crêpe shawl and a pink calico sunbonnet! Marcia +laughed softly. But then, what matter! David had said +wear it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">All things were ready for the morrow now. There were +even her white lace mitts that Aunt Polly in an unusual fit +of benevolence had given her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then, as if to make the change complete, she searched out +an old night robe, plain but smooth and clean and arrayed +herself in it, and so, thankful, happy, she lay down as she +had been bidden and fell asleep.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David in the room below pondered, strange to say, the subject +of dress. There was some pride beneath it all, of course; +there always is behind the great problem of dress. It was the +rejected bonnet lying in the corner with its blue ribbons limp +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page319"></span><a name="pg319" id="pg319" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +and its blue flowers crushed that made that subject paramount +among so many others he might have chosen for his night’s +meditation.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He was going over to close the parlor window, when he saw +the thing lying innocent and discarded in the corner. Though +it bore an injured look, it yet held enough of its original +aristocratic style to cause him to stop and think.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was all well enough to suggest that Marcia wear a pink +sunbonnet. It sounded deliciously picturesque. She looked +lovely in pink and a sunbonnet was pretty and sensible on +any one; but the morrow was a great day. David would be +seen of many and his wife would come under strict scrutiny. +Moreover it was possible that Kate might be upon the scene +to jeer at her sister in a sunbonnet. In fact, when he considered +it he would not like to take his wife to Albany in a +sunbonnet. It behoved him to consider. The outrageous +words which he had heard Mistress Leavenworth speak to his +wife still burned in his brain like needles of torture: revelation +of the true character of the woman he had once longed to +call his own.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But that bonnet! He stood and examined it. What +was a bonnet like? The proper kind of a bonnet for a +woman in his wife’s position to wear. He had never noticed +a woman’s bonnet before except as he had absent-mindedly +observed them in front of him in meeting. Now he brought +his mind to bear upon that bonnet. It seemed to be made +up of three component parts—a foundation: a girdle apparently +to bind together and tie on the head; and a decoration. +Straw, silk and some kind of unreal flowers. Was that all? +He stooped down and picked the thing up with the tips of his +fingers, held it at arms length as though it were contaminating, +and examined the inside. Ah! There was another element +in its construction, a sort of frill of something thin,—hardly +lace,—more like the foam of a cloud. He touched the +tulle clumsily with his thumb and finger and then he dropped +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page320"></span><a name="pg320" id="pg320" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +the bonnet back into the corner again. He thought he understood +well enough to know one again. He stood pondering +a moment, and looked at his watch.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Yes, it was still early enough to try at least, though of +course the shop would be closed. But the village milliner +lived behind her little store. It would be easy enough to +rouse her, and he had known her all his life. He took his +hat as eagerly as he had done when +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E31" id="E31" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e31" class="tei tei-ref">as</a></span> +a boy Aunt Clarinda had +given him a penny to buy a top and permission to go to the +corner and buy it before Aunt Amelia woke up from her nap. +He went quietly out of the door, fastening it behind him +and walked rapidly down the street.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Yes, the milliner’s shop was closed, but a light in the side +windows shining through the veiling hop-vines guided him, +and he was presently tapping at Miss Mitchell’s side door. +She opened the door cautiously and peeped over her glasses at +him, and then a bright smile overspread her face. Who in +the whole village did not welcome David whenever he chanced +to come? Miss Mitchell was resting from her labors and +reading the village paper. She had finished the column of +gossip and was quite ready for a visitor.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Come right in, David,â€</span> she said heartily, for she had +known him all the years, <span class="tei tei-q">“it does a body good to see you +though your visits are as few and far between as angels’ visits. +I’m right glad to see you! Sit down.â€</span> But David was too +eager about his business.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I haven’t any time to sit down to-night, Miss Susan,â€</span> he +said eagerly, <span class="tei tei-q">“I’ve come to buy a bonnet. Have you got one? +I hope it isn’t too late because I want it very early in the +morning.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“A bonnet! Bless me! For yourself?â€</span> said Miss Mitchell +from mere force of commercial habit. But neither of +them saw the joke, so intent upon business were they. <span class="tei tei-q">“For +my wife, Miss Mitchell. You see she is going with me over +to Albany to-morrow morning and we start quite early. We +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page321"></span><a name="pg321" id="pg321" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +are going to see the new railroad train start, you know, and she +seems to think she hasn’t a bonnet that’s suitable.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Going to see a steam engine start, are you! Well, take +care, David, you don’t get too near. They do say they’re terrible +dangerous things, and fer my part I can’t see what good +they’ll be, fer nobody’ll ever be willin’ to ride behind +’em, +but I’d like to see it start well enough. And that sweet little +wife of yours thinks she ain’t got a good enough bonnet. +Land sakes! What is the matter with her Dunstable straw, +and what’s become of that one trimmed with blue lutestrings, +and where’s the shirred silk one she wore last Sunday? +They’re every one fine bonnets and ought to last her a good +many years yet if she cares fer ’em. The mice haven’t got +into the house and et them, hev they?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“No, Miss Susan, those bonnets are all whole yet I believe, +but they don’t seem to be just the suitable thing. In fact, I +don’t think they’re over-becoming to her, do you? You see +they’re mostly blue——â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“That’s so!â€</span> said Miss Mitchell. <span class="tei tei-q">“I think myself she’d +look better in pink. How’d you like white? I’ve got a pretty +thing that I made fer Hannah Heath an’ when it was done +Hannah thought it was too plain and wouldn’t have it. I +sent for the flowers to New York and they cost a high price. +Wait! I will show it to you.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She took a candle and he followed her to the dark front +room ghostly with bonnets in various stages of perfection.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was a pretty thing. Its foundation was of fine Milan +braid, creamy white and smooth and even. He knew at a +glance it belonged to the higher order of things, and was +superior to most of the bonnets produced in the village.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was trimmed with plain white taffeta ribbon, soft and +silky. That was all on the outside. Around the face was +a soft ruching of tulle, and clambering among it a vine of +delicate green leaves that looked as if they were just plucked +from a wild rose bank. David was delighted. Somehow the +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page322"></span><a name="pg322" id="pg322" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +bonnet looked like Marcia. He paid the price at once, declining +to look at anything else. It was enough that he liked +it and that Hannah Heath had not. He had never admired +Hannah’s taste. He carried it home in triumph, letting himself +softly into the house, lighted three candles, took the +bonnet out and hung it upon a chair. Then he walked around +it surveying it critically, first from this side, then from that. +It pleased him exceedingly. He half wished Marcia would +hear him and come down. He wanted to see it on her, but +concluded that he was growing boyish and had better get himself +under control.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The bonnet approved, he walked back and forth through the +kitchen and dining-room thinking. He compelled himself to +go over the events of the afternoon and analyze most carefully +his own innermost feelings. In fact, after doing that he began +further back and tried to find out how he felt toward +Marcia. What was this something that had been growing in +him unaware through the months; that had made his homecoming +so sweet, and had brightened every succeeding day; +and had made this meeting with Kate a mere +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E32" id="E32" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e32" class="tei tei-ref">commonplace</a></span>? +What was this precious thing that nestled in his heart? +Might he, had he a right to call it love? Surely! Now all +at once his pulses thrilled with gladness. He loved her! It +was good to love her! She was the most precious being on +earth to him. What was Kate in comparison with her? Kate +who had shown herself cold and cruel and unloving in every +way?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">His anger flamed anew as he thought of those cutting sentences +he had overheard, taunting her own sister about the +clothes she wore. Boasting that he still belonged to her! +She, a married woman! A woman who had of her own free +will left him at the last moment and gone away with another! +His whole nature recoiled against her. She had sinned +against her womanhood, and might no longer demand from +man the homage that a true woman had a right to claim.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page323"></span><a name="pg323" id="pg323" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Poor little bruised flower! His heart went out to Marcia. +He could not bear to think of her having to stand and listen +to that heartless tirade. And he had been the cause of all +this. He had allowed her to take a position which threw +her open to Kate’s vile taunts.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Up and down he paced till the torrent of his anger spent +itself, and he was able to think more calmly. Then he went +back in his thoughts to the time when he had first met Kate +and she had bewitched him. He could see now the heartlessness +of her. He had met her first at the house of a friend +where he was visiting, partly on pleasure, partly on business. +She had devoted herself to him during the time of her stay +in a most charming way, though now he recalled that she +had also been equally devoted to the son of the house whom +he was visiting. When she went home she had asked him +to come and call, for her home was but seven miles away. +He had been so charmed with her that he had accepted the +invitation, and, rashly he now saw, had engaged himself to +her, after having known her in all face to face but a few days. +To be sure he had known of her father for years, and he took +a good deal for granted on account of her fine family. They +had corresponded after their engagement which had lasted +for nearly a year, and in that time David had seen her but +twice, for a day or two at a time, and each time he had +thought her grown more lovely. Her letters had been marvels +of modesty, and shy admiration. It was easy for Kate to +maintain her character upon paper, though she had had little +trouble in making people love her under any circumstances. +Now as he looked back he could recall many instances when +she had shown a cruel, heartless nature.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then, all at once, with a throb of joy, it came to him +to be thankful to God for the experience through which he +had passed. After all it had not been taken from him to +love with a love enduring, for though Kate had been snatched +from him just at the moment of his possession, Marcia had +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page324"></span><a name="pg324" id="pg324" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +been given him. Fool that he was! He had been blind to +his own salvation. Suppose he had been allowed to go on +and marry Kate! Suppose he had had her character revealed +to him suddenly as those letters of hers to Harry +Temple had revealed it—as it surely would have been revealed +in time, for such things cannot be hid,—and she had been +his <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">wife!</span></span> He shuddered. How he would have loathed her! +How he loathed her now!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Strangely enough the realization of that fact gave him +joy. He sprang up and waved his hands about in silent +delight. He felt as if he must shout for gladness. Then +he gravely knelt beside his chair and uttered an audible +thanksgiving for his escape and the joy he had been given. +Nothing else seemed fitting expression of his feelings.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was one other question to consider—Marcia’s feelings. +She had always been kind and gentle and loving to +him, just as a sister might have been. She was exceedingly +young yet. Did she know, could she understand what it +meant to be loved the way he was sure he could love a woman? +And would she ever be able to love him in that way? She +was so silent and shy he hardly knew whether she cared for +him or not. But there was one thought that gave him unbounded +joy and that was that she was his wife. At least +no one else could take her from him. He had felt condemned +that he had married her when his heart was heavy lest she +would lose the joy of life, but all that was changed now. +Unless she loved some one else surely such love as his could +compel hers and finally make her as happy as a woman could +be made.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">A twinge of misgiving crossed his mind as he admitted the +possibility that Marcia might love some one else. True, he +knew of no one, and she was so young it was scarcely likely +she had left any one back in her girlhood to whom her heart +had turned when she was out of his sight. Still there were +instances of strong union of hearts of those who had loved +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page325"></span><a name="pg325" id="pg325" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +from early childhood. It might be that Marcia’s sometime-sadness +was over a companion of her girlhood.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">A great longing took possession of him to rush up and +waken her and find out if she could ever care for him. He +scarcely knew himself. This was not his dignified contained +self that he had lived with for twenty-seven years.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was very late before he finally went upstairs. He walked +softly lest he disturb Marcia. He paused before her door +listening to see if she was asleep, but there was only the sound +of the katydids in the branches outside her window, and +the distant tree-toads singing a fugue in an orchard not far +away. He tiptoed to his room but he did not light his candle, +therefore there was no light in the back room of the Spafford +house that night for any watching eyes to ponder over. He +threw himself upon the bed. He was weary in body yet his +soul seemed buoyant as a bird in the morning air. The moon +was casting long bars of silver across the rag carpet and white +counterpane. It was almost full moon. Yes, to-morrow +it would be entirely full. It was full moon the night he had +met Marcia down by the gate, and kissed her. It was the first +time he had thought of that kiss with anything but pain. It +used to hurt him that he had made the mistake and taken +her for Kate. It had seemed like an ill-omen of what was to +come. But now, it thrilled him with a great new joy. After +all he had given the kiss to the right one. It was Marcia +to whom his soul bowed in the homage that a man may give +to a woman. Did his good angel guide him to her that night? +And how was it he had not seen the sweetness of Marcia +sooner? How had he lived with her nearly a year, and +watched her dainty ways, and loving ministry and not known +that his heart was hers? How was it he had grieved so long +over Kate, and now since he had seen her once more, not a +regret was in his heart that she was not his; but a beautiful +revelation of his own love to Marcia had been wrought in +him? How came it?</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page326"></span><a name="pg326" id="pg326" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And the importunate little songsters in the night answered +him a thousand times: <span class="tei tei-q">“Kate-did-it! Kate-she-did it! Yes +she did! I say she did. Kate did it!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Had angel voices reached him through his dreams, and +suddenly given him the revelation which the little insects +had voiced in their ridiculous colloquy? It was Kate herself +who had shown him how he loved Marcia.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS28" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page327"></span><a name="pg327" id="pg327" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc56" id="toc56"></a> +<a name="pdf57" id="pdf57"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XXVIII</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Slowly the moon rode over the house, and down toward +its way in the West, and after its vanishing chariot the night +stretched wistful arms. Softly the grey in the East tinged +into violet and glowed into rose and gold. The birds woke +up and told one another that the first of August was come +and life was good.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The breath that came in the early dawn savored of new-mown +hay, and the bird songs thrilled Marcia as if it were +the day of her dreams.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She forgot all her troubles; forgot even her wayward sister +next door; and rose with the song of the birds in her heart. +This was to be a great day. No matter what happened she +had now this day to date from. David had asked her to go +somewhere just because he wanted her to. She knew it from +the look in his eyes when he told her, and she knew it because +he might have asked a dozen men to go with him. There +was no reason why he need have taken her to-day, for it was +distinctly an affair for men, this great wonder of machinery. +It was a privilege for a woman to go. She felt it. She +understood the honor.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">With fingers trembling from joy she dressed. Not the +sight of her pink calico sunbonnet lying on the chair, nor the +thought of wearing it upon so grand an occasion, could spoil +the pleasure of the day. Among so large a company her +bonnet would hardly be noticed. If David was satisfied why +what difference did it make? She was glad it would be early +when they drove by the aunts, else they might be scandalized. +But never mind! Trill! She hummed a merry little +tune which melted into the melody of the song she had sung +last night.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page328"></span><a name="pg328" id="pg328" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then she smiled at herself in the glass. She was fastening +the brooch in the bit of velvet round her neck, and she +thought of the day a year ago when she had fastened that +brooch. She had wondered then how she would feel if the +next day was to be her own wedding day. Now as she smiled +back at herself in the glass all at once she thought it seemed +as if this was her wedding day. Somehow last night had +seemed to realize her dreams. A wonderful joy had descended +upon her heart. Maybe she was foolish, but was she not +going to ride with David? She did not long for the green +fields and a chance to run wild through the wood now. This +was better than those childish pleasures. This was real +happiness. And to think it should have come through David!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She hurried with the arrangement of her hair until her +fingers trembled with excitement. She wanted to get downstairs +and see if it were all really true or if she were dreaming +it. Would David look at her as he had done last night? +Would he speak that precious word <span class="tei tei-q">“dearâ€</span> to her again to-day? +Would he take her by the hand and lead her sometimes, +or was that a special gentleness because he knew she had +suffered from her sister’s words? She clasped her hands +with a quick, convulsive gesture over her heart and looking +back to the sweet face in the glass, said softly, <span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, I love +him, love him! And it cannot be wrong, for Kate is +married.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But though she was up early David had been down before +her. The fire was ready lighted and the kettle singing over +it on the crane. He had even pulled out the table and put +up the leaf, and made some attempt to put the dishes upon it +for breakfast. He was sitting by the hearth impatient for +her coming, with a bandbox by his side.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was like another sunrise to watch their eyes light up as +they saw one another. Their glances rushed together as +though they had been a long time withholden from each other, +and a rosy glow came over Marcia’s face that made her long +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page329"></span><a name="pg329" id="pg329" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +to hide it for a moment from view. Then she knew in her +heart that her dream was not all a dream. David was the +same. It had lasted, whatever this wonderful thing was that +bound them together. She stood still in her happy bewilderment, +looking at him, and he, enjoying the radiant +morning vision of her, stood too.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David found that longing to take her in his arms overcoming +him again. He had made strict account with himself +and was resolved to be careful and not frighten her. He must +be sure it would not be unpleasant to her before he let her +know his great deep love. He must be careful. He must not +take advantage of the fact that she was his and could not run +away from him. If she dreaded his attentions, neither could +she any more say no.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And so their two looks met, and longed to come closer, +but were held back, and a lovely shyness crept over Marcia’s +sweet face. Then David bethought himself of his bandbox.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He took up the box and untied it with unaccustomed fingers, +fumbling among the tissue paper for the handle end of the +thing. Where did they take hold of bonnets anyway? He +had no trouble with it the night before, but then he was not +thinking about it. Now he was half afraid she might not like +it. He remembered that Hannah Heath had pronounced +against it. It suddenly seemed impossible that he should +have bought a bonnet that a pretty woman had said was not +right. There must be something wrong with it after all.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia stood wondering.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“I thought maybe this would do instead of the sunbonnet,â€</span> +he said at last, getting out the bonnet by one string and +holding it dangling before him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia caught it with deft careful hands and an exclamation +of delight. He watched her anxiously. It had all the +requisite number of materials,—one, two, three, four,—like +the despised bonnet he threw on the floor—straw, silk, lace +and flowers. Would she like it? Her face showed that she +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page330"></span><a name="pg330" id="pg330" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +did. Her cheeks flushed with pleasure, and her eyes danced +with joy. Marcia’s face always showed it when she liked +anything. There was nothing half-way about her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, it is beautiful!â€</span> she said delightedly. <span class="tei tei-q">“It is so +sweet and white and cool with that green vine. Oh, I am +glad, glad, glad! I shall never wear that old blue bonnet +again.â€</span> She went over to the glass and put it on. The +soft ruching settled about her brown hair, and made a lovely +setting for her face. The green vine twined and peeped in +and out under the round brim and the ribbon sat in a prim +bow beneath her pretty chin.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She gave one comprehensive glance at herself in the glass +and then turned to David. In that glance was revealed to +her just how much she had dreaded wearing her pink sunbonnet, +and just how relieved she was to have a substitute.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Her look was shy and sweet as she said with eyes that dared +and then drooped timidly:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You—are—very—good to me!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Almost he forgot his vow of carefulness at that, but remembered +when he had got half across the room toward her, and +answered earnestly:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Dear, <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">you</span></span> have been very good to <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">me</span></span>.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s eyes suddenly sobered and half the glow faded +from her face. Was it then only gratitude? She took off the +bonnet and touched the bows with wistful tenderness as she +laid it by till after breakfast. He watched her and misinterpreted +the look. Was she then disappointed in the bonnet? +Was it not right after all? Had Hannah known better than +he? He hesitated and then asked her:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Is there—— Is it—— That is—perhaps you would +rather take it back and and choose another. You know how +to choose one better than I. There were others I think. +In fact, I forgot to look at any but this because I liked it, +but I’m only a man——â€</span> he finished helplessly.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“No! No! No!â€</span> said Marcia, her eyes sparkling emphatically +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page331"></span><a name="pg331" id="pg331" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +again. <span class="tei tei-q">“There couldn’t be a better one. This +is just exactly what I like. I do not want anything else. +And I—like it all the better because you selected it,â€</span> she +added daringly, suddenly lifting her face to his with a spice +of her own childish freedom.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">His eyes admired her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“She told me Hannah Heath thought it too plain,â€</span> he +added honestly.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Then I’m sure I like it all the better for that,â€</span> said +Marcia so emphatically that they both laughed.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It all at once became necessary to hurry, for the old clock +in the hall clanged out the hour and David became aware +that haste was imperative.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Early as Marcia had come down, David had been up long +before her, his heart too light to sleep. In a dream, or perchance +on the borders of the morning, an idea had come to +him. He told Marcia that he must go out now to see about +the horse, but he also made a hurried visit to the home of his +office clerk and another to the aunts, and when he returned +with the horse he had left things in such train that if he +did not return that evening he would not be greatly missed. +But he said nothing to Marcia about it. He laughed to himself +as he thought of the sleepy look on his clerk’s face, and +the offended dignity expressed in the ruffle of Aunt Hortense’s +night cap all awry as she had peered over the balusters to +receive his unprecedentedly early visit. The aunts were early +risers. They prided themselves upon it. It hurt their dignity +and their pride to have anything short of sudden serious +illness, or death, or a fire cause others to arise before them. +Therefore they did not receive the message that David was +meditating another trip away from the village for a few days +with good grace. Aunt Hortense asked Aunt Amelia if she +had ever feared that Marcia would have a bad effect upon +David by making him frivolous. Perhaps he would lose interest +in his business with all his careering around the country. +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page332"></span><a name="pg332" id="pg332" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +Aunt Amelia agreed that Marcia must be to blame in some +way, and then discovering they had a whole hour before their +usual rising time, the two good ladies settled themselves with +indignant composure to their interrupted repose.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Breakfast was ready when David returned. Marcia supposed +he had only been to harness the horse. She glanced +out happily through the window to where the horse stood tied +to the post in front of the house. She felt like waving her +hand to him, and he turned and seemed to see her; rolling +the whites of his eyes around, and tossing his head as if in +greeting.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia would scarcely have eaten anything in her excitement +if David had not urged her to do so. She hurried with +her clearing away, and then flew upstairs to arrange her +bonnet before the glass and don the lovely folds of the creamy +crêpe shawl, folding it demurely around her shoulders and +knotting it in front. She put on her mitts, took her handkerchief +folded primly, and came down ready.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But David no longer seemed in such haste. He made a +great fuss fastening up everything. She wondered at his +unusual care, for she thought everything quite safe for the +day.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She raised one shade toward the Heath house. It was the +first time she had permitted herself this morning to think +of Kate. Was she there yet? Probably, for no coach had left +since last night, and unless she had gone by private conveyance +there would have been no way to go. She looked up to +the front corner guest room where the windows were open +and the white muslin curtains swayed in the morning breeze. +No one seemed to be moving about in the room. Perhaps +Kate was not awake. Just then she caught the flutter of a +blue muslin down on the front stoop. Kate was up, early as +it was, and was coming out. A sudden misgiving seized +Marcia’s heart, as when a little child, she had seen her sister +coming to eat up the piece of cake or sweetmeat that had been +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page333"></span><a name="pg333" id="pg333" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +given to her. Many a time had that happened. Now, she +felt that in some mysterious way Kate would contrive to take +from her her new-found joy.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She could not resist her,—David could not resist her,—no +one could ever resist Kate. Her face turned white and her +hand began to tremble so that she dropped the curtain she +had been holding up.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Just then came David’s clear voice, louder than would have +been necessary, and pitched as if he were calling to some one +upstairs, though he knew she was just inside the parlor where +she had gone to make sure of the window fastening.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Come, dear! Aren’t you ready? It is more than time +we started.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was a glad ring in David’s voice that somehow belied +the somewhat exacting words he had spoken, and Marcia’s +heart leaped up to meet him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Yes, I’m all ready, dear!â€</span> she called back with a hysterical +little laugh. Of course Kate could not hear so far, but +it gave her satisfaction to say it. The final word was unpremeditated. +It bubbled up out of the depths of her heart +and made the red rush back into her cheeks when she realized +what she had said. It was the first time she had ever used a +term of endearment toward David. She wondered if he +noticed it and if he would think her very—bold,—queer,—immodest, +to use it. She looked shyly up at him, enquiring +with her eyes, as she came out to him on the front stoop, and +he looked down with such a smile she felt as if it were a +caress. And yet neither was quite conscious of this little real +by-play they were enacting for the benefit of the audience of +one in blue muslin over the way. How much she heard, or +how little they could not tell, but it gave satisfaction to go +through with it inasmuch as it was real, and not acting at all.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David fastened the door and then helped Marcia into the +carriage. They were both laughing happily like two children +starting upon a picnic. Marcia was serenely conscious of her +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page334"></span><a name="pg334" id="pg334" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +new bonnet, and it was pleasant to have David tuck the linen +lap robe over her chintz frock so carefully. She was certain +Kate could not identify it now at that distance, thanks to the +lap robe and her crêpe shawl. At least Kate could not see +any of her own trousseau on her sister now.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate was sitting on the little white seat in the shelter of +the honeysuckle vine facing them on the stoop of the Heath +house. It was impossible for them to know whether she was +watching them or not. They did not look up to see. She +was talking with Mr. Heath who, in his milking garb, was +putting to rights some shrubs and plants near the walk that +had been trampled upon during the wedding festivities. But +Kate must have seen a good deal that went on.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David took up the reins, settled himself with a smile at +Marcia, touched the horse with the tip of the whip, which +caused him to spring forward in astonishment—that from +David! No horse in town would have expected it of him. +They had known him from babyhood, most of them, and he +was gentleness itself. It must have been a mistake. But the +impression lasted long enough to carry them a rod or two +past the Heath house at a swift pace, with only time for a +lifting of David’s hat, prolonged politely,—which might or +might not have included Kate, and they were out upon their +way together.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia could scarcely believe her senses that she was really +here beside David, riding with him swiftly through the village +and leaving Kate behind. She felt a passing pity for Kate. +Then she looked shyly up at David. Would his gaiety pass +when they were away, and would he grow grave and sad again +so soon as he was out of Kate’s sight? She had learned +enough of David’s principles to know that he would not think +it right to let his thoughts stray to Kate now, but did his +heart still turn that way in spite of him?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Through the town they sped, glad with every roll of the +wheels that took them further away from Kate. Each was +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page335"></span><a name="pg335" id="pg335" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +conscious, as they rolled along, of that day one year ago when +they rode together thus, out through the fields into the country. +It was a day much as that other one, just as bright, +just as warm, yet oh, so much more radiant to both! Then +they were sad and fearful of the future. All their life seemed +in the past. Now the darkness had been led through, and +they had reached the brightness again. In fact, all the future +stretched out before them that fair morning and looked bright +as the day.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They were conscious of the blueness of the sky, of the soft +clouds that hovered in haziness on the rim of the horizon, as +holding off far enough to spoil no moment of that perfect +day. They were conscious of the waving grains and of the +perfume of the buckwheat drifting like snow in the fields +beyond the wheat; conscious of the meadow-lark and the +wood-robin’s note; of the whirr of a locust; and the thud +of a frog in the cool green of a pool deep with brown shadows; +conscious of the circling of mated butterflies in the simmering +gold air; of the wild roses lifting fair pink petals from the +brambly banks beside the road; conscious of the whispering +pine needles in a wood they passed; the fluttering chatter of +leaves and silver flash of the lining of poplar leaves, where +tall trees stood like sentinels, apart and sad; conscious of a +little brook that tinkled under a log bridge they crossed, then +hurried on its way unmindful of their happy crossing; conscious +of the dusty daisy beside the road, closing with a +bumbling bee who wanted honey below the market price; +conscious of all these things; but most conscious of each +other, close, side by side.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">It was all so dear, that ride, and over so soon. Marcia was +just trying to get used to looking up into the dazzling light of +David’s eyes. She had to droop her own almost immediately +for the truth she read in his was overpowering. Could it be? +A fluttering thought came timidly to her heart and would not +be denied.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page336"></span><a name="pg336" id="pg336" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Can it be, can it be that he cares for me? He loves me. +He loves me!â€</span> It sang its way in with thrill after thrill of +joy and more and more David’s eyes told the story which his +lips dared not risk yet. But eyes and hearts are not held by +the conventions that bind lips. They rushed into their inheritance +of each other and had that day ahead, a day so rare +and sweet that it would do to set among the jewels of fair +days for all time and for any one.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">All too soon they began to turn into roads where were +other vehicles, many of them, and all going in the same direction. +Men and women in gala day attire all laughing and +talking expectantly and looking at one another as the carriages +passed with a degree of familiar curiosity which betokens +a common errand. Family coaches, farm wagons, with +kitchen chairs for accommodation of the family; old one-horse +chaises, carryalls, and even a stage coach or two +wheeled into the old turnpike. David and Marcia settled +into subdued quiet, their joy not expressing itself in the ripples +of laughter that had rung out earlier in the morning when +they were alone. They sought each other’s eyes often and +often, and in one of these excursions that David’s eyes made +to Marcia’s face he noticed how extremely becoming the new +bonnet was. After thinking it over he decided to risk letting +her know. He was not shy about it now.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Do you know, dear,â€</span> he said,—there had been a good +many <span class="tei tei-q">“dear’sâ€</span> slipping back and forth all unannounced during +that ride, and not openly acknowledged either. <span class="tei tei-q">“Do +you know how becoming your new bonnet is to you? You +look prettier than I ever saw you look but once before.â€</span> He +kept his eyes upon her face and watched the sweet color steal +up to her drooping eyelashes.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“When was that?â€</span> she asked coyly, to hide her embarrassment, +and sweeping him one laughing glance.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Why, that night, dear, at the gate, in the moonlight. +Don’t you remember?â€</span></p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page337"></span><a name="pg337" id="pg337" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh-h-h-h!â€</span> Marcia caught her breath and a thrill of joy +passed through her that made her close her eyes lest the glad +tears should come. Then the little bird in her heart set up +the song in earnest to the tune of Wonder: <span class="tei tei-q">“He loves me, +He loves me, He loves me!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He leaned a little closer to her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“If there were not so many people looking I think I should +have to kiss you now.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh-h-h-h!â€</span> said Marcia drawing in her breath and looking +around frightened on the number of people that were +driving all about them, for they were come almost to the +railroad now, and could see the black smoke of the engine a +little beyond as it stood puffing and snorting upon its track +like some sulky animal that had been caught and chained +and harnessed and was longing to leap forward and upset its +load.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But though Marcia looked about in her happy fright, and +sat a trifle straighter in the chaise, she did not move her hand +away that lay next David’s, underneath the linen lap robe, +and he put his own hand over it and covered it close in his +firm hold. Marcia trembled and was so happy she was almost +faint with joy. She wondered if she were very foolish indeed +to feel so, and if all love had this terrible element of +solemn joy in it that made it seem too great to be real.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">They had to stop a number of times to speak to people. +Everybody knew David, it appeared. This man and that +had a word to speak with him, some bit of news that he must +not omit to notice in his article, some new development about +the attitude of a man of influence that was important; the +change of two or three of those who were to go in the coaches +on this trial trip.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">To all of them David introduced his wife, with a ring of +pride in his voice as he said the words <span class="tei tei-q">“My wife,â€</span> and all +of them stopped whatever business they had in hand and +stepped back to bow most deferentially to the beautiful woman +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page338"></span><a name="pg338" id="pg338" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +who sat smiling by his side. They wondered why they had +not heard of her before, and they looked curiously, enviously +at David, and back in admiration at Marcia. It was quite +a little court she held sitting there in the chaise by David’s +side.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Men who have since won a mention in the pages of history +were there that day, and nearly all of them had a word for +David Spafford and his lovely wife. Many of them stood +for some time and talked with her. Mr. Thurlow Weed was +the last one to leave them before the train was actually ready +for starting, and he laid an urging hand upon David’s arm as +he went. <span class="tei tei-q">“Then you think you cannot go with us? Better +come. Mrs. Spafford will let you I am sure. You’re not +afraid are you, Mrs. Spafford? I am sure you are a brave +woman. Better come, Spafford.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But David laughingly thanked him again as he had thanked +others, and said that he would not be able to go, as he and +his wife had other plans, and he must go on to Albany as soon +as the train had started.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia looked up at him half worshipfully as he said this, +wondering what it was, instinctively knowing that it was for +her sake he was giving up this honor which they all wished +to put upon him. It would naturally have been an interesting +thing to him to have taken this first ride behind the +new engine <span class="tei tei-q">“Dewitt Clinton.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then, suddenly, like a chill wind from a thunder cloud that +has stolen up unannounced and clutched the little wild flowers +before they have time to bind up their windy locks and duck +their heads under cover, there happened a thing that clutched +Marcia’s heart and froze all the joy in her veins.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="page" /><div id="MS29" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page339"></span><a name="pg339" id="pg339" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +<a name="toc58" id="toc58"></a> +<a name="pdf59" id="pdf59"></a> +<h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">CHAPTER XXIX</span></span> +</h1> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">A coach was approaching filled with people, some of them +Marcia knew; they were friends and neighbors from their +own village, and behind it plodding along came a horse with +a strangely familiar gait drawing four people. The driver +was old Mr. Heath looking unbelievingly at the scene before +him. He did not believe that an engine would be able to haul +a train any appreciable distance whatever, and he believed +that he had come out here to witness this entire company of +fanatics circumvented by the ill-natured iron steed who stood +on the track ahead surrounded by gaping boys and a flock +of quacking ganders, living symbol of the people who had +come to see the thing start; so thought Mr. Heath. He told +himself he was as much of a goose as any of them to have let +this chit of a woman fool him into coming off out here when +he ought to have been in the hay field to-day.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">By his side in all the glory of shimmering blue with a wide +white lace bertha and a bonnet with a steeple crown wreathed +about heavily with roses sat Kate, a blue silk parasol shading +her eyes from the sun, those eyes that looked to conquer, and +seemed to pierce beyond and through her sister and ignore +her. Old Mrs. Heath and Miranda were along, but they did +not count, except to themselves. Miranda was all eyes, under +an ugly bonnet. She desired above all things to see that +wonderful engine in which David was so interested.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia shrunk and seemed to wither where she sat. All +her bright bloom faded in an instant and a kind of frenzy +seized her. She had a wild desire to get down out of the carriage +and run with all her might away from this hateful scene. +The sky seemed to have suddenly clouded over and the hum +and buzz of voices about seemed a babel that would never +cease.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page340"></span><a name="pg340" id="pg340" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David felt the arm beside his cringe, and shrink back, and +looking down saw the look upon her sweet frightened face; +following her glance his own face hardened into what might +have been termed righteous wrath. But not a word did he say, +and neither did he apparently notice the oncoming carriage. +He busied himself at once talking with a man who happened +to pass the carriage, and when Mr. Heath drove by to get a +better view of the engine he was so absorbed in his conversation +that he did not notice them, which seemed but natural.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But Kate was not to be thus easily foiled. She had +much at stake and she must win if possible. She worked +it about that Squire Heath should drive around to the end +of the line of coaches, quite out of sight of the engine and +where there was little chance of seeing the train and its +passengers,—the only thing Squire Heath cared about. But +there was an excellent view of David’s carriage and Kate +would be within hailing distance if it should transpire that +she had no further opportunity of speaking with David. It +seemed strange to Squire Heath, as he sat there behind the +last coach patiently, that he had done what she asked. She +did not look like a woman who was timid about horses, yet +she had professed a terrible fear that the screech of the engine +would frighten the staid old Heath horse. Miranda, at that, +had insisted upon changing seats, thereby getting herself +nearer the horse, and the scene of action. Miranda did not +like to miss seeing the engine start.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">At last word to start was given. A man ran along by the +train and mounted into his high seat with his horn in his +hand ready to blow. The fireman ceased his raking of the +glowing fire and every traveller sprang into his seat and +looked toward the crowd of spectators importantly. This +was a great moment for all interested. The little ones whose +fathers were in the train began to call good-bye and wave their +hands, and one old lady whose only son was going as one of the +train assistants began to sob aloud.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page341"></span><a name="pg341" id="pg341" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">A horse in the crowd began to act badly. Every snort of +the engine as the steam was let off made him start and rear. +He was directly behind Marcia, and she turned her head and +looked straight into his fiery frightened eyes, red with fear and +frenzy, and felt his hot breath upon her cheek. A man was +trying most ineffectually to hold him, but it seemed as if in +another minute he would come plunging into the seat with +them. Marcia uttered a frightened cry and clutched at +David’s arm. He turned, and seeing instantly what was the +matter, placed his arm protectingly about her and at once +guided his own horse out of the crowd, and around nearer to +the engine. Somehow that protecting arm gave Marcia a +steadiness once more and she was able to watch the wonderful +wheels begin to turn and the whole train slowly move and +start on its way. Her lips parted, her breath came quick, and +for the instant she forgot her trouble. David’s arm was still +about her, and there was a reassuring pressure in it. He +seemed to have forgotten that the crowd might see him—if +the crowd had not been too busy watching something more +wonderful. It is probable that only one person in that whole +company saw David sitting with his arm about his wife—for +he soon remembered and put it quietly on the back of the +seat, where it would call no one’s attention—and that person +was Kate. She had not come to this hot dusty place to watch +an engine creak along a track, she had come to watch +David, and she was vexed and angry at what she saw. Here +was Marcia flaunting her power over David directly in her +face. Spiteful thing! She would pay her back yet and let +her know that she could not touch the things that she, Kate, +had put her own sign and seal upon. For this reason it was +that at the last minute Kate allowed poor Squire Heath to +drive around near the front of the train, saying that as David +Spafford seemed to find it safe she supposed she ought not +to hold them back for her fears. It needed but the word +to send the vexed and curious Squire around through the +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page342"></span><a name="pg342" id="pg342" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +crowd to a spot directly behind David’s carriage, and there +Miranda could see quite well, and Kate could sit and watch +David and frame her plans for immediate action so soon as +the curtain should fall upon this ridiculous engine play over +which everybody was wild.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And so, amid shouts and cheers, and squawking of the geese +that attempted to precede the engine like a white frightened +body-guard down the track; amid the waving of handkerchiefs, +the shouts of excited little boys, and the neighing of +frightened horses, the first steam engine that ever drew a +train in New York state started upon its initial trip.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then there came a great hush upon the spectators assembled. +The wheels were rolling, the carriages were moving, +the train was actually going by them, and what had been +so long talked about was an assured fact. They were seeing +it with their own eyes, and might be witnesses of it to all +their acquaintances. It was true. They dared not speak nor +breathe lest something should happen and the great miracle +should stop. They hushed simultaneously as though at the +passing of some great soul. They watched in silence until the +train went on between the meadows, grew smaller in the distance, +slipped into the shadow of the wood, flashed out into +the sunlight beyond again, and then was lost behind a hill. +A low murmur growing rapidly into a shout of cheer arose +as the crowd turned and faced one another and the fact of +what they had seen.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“By gum! She kin do it!â€</span> ejaculated Squire Heath, who +had watched the melting of his skeptical opinions in speechless +amazement.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The words were the first intimation the Spaffords had of +the proximity of Kate. They made David smile, but Marcia +turned white with sudden fear again. Not for nothing had +she lived with her sister so many years. She knew that cruel +nature and dreaded it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David looked at Marcia for sympathy in his smile at the +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page343"></span><a name="pg343" id="pg343" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +old Squire, but when he saw her face he turned frowning +toward those behind him.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate saw her opportunity. She leaned forward with +honeyed smile, and wily as the serpent addressed her words +to Marcia, loud and clear enough for all those about them +to hear.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, Mrs. Spafford! I am going to ask a great favor +of you. I am sure you will grant it when you know I have +so little time. I am extremely anxious to get a word of advice +from your husband upon business matters that are very pressing. +Would you kindly change places with me during the +ride home, and give me a chance to talk with him about it? +I would not ask it but that I must leave for New York on the +evening coach and shall have no other opportunity to see +him.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Kate’s smile was roses and cream touched with frosty sunshine, +and to onlookers nothing could have been sweeter. +But her eyes were coldly cruel as sharpened steel, and they +said to her sister as plainly as words could have spoken: +<span class="tei tei-q">“Do you obey my wish, my lady, or I will freeze the heart +out of you.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia turned white and sick. She felt as if her lips had +suddenly stiffened and refused to obey her when they ought +to have smiled. What would all these people think of her, +and how was she behaving? For David’s sake she ought to do +something, say something, look something, but what—what +should she do?</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">While she was thinking this, with the freezing in her heart +creeping up into her throat, the great tears beating at the +portals of her eyes, and time standing suddenly still waiting +for her leaden tongue to speak, David answered:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">All gracefully ’twas done, with not so much as a second’s +hesitation,—though it had seemed so long to Marcia,—nor +the shadow of a sign that he was angry:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Mrs. Leavenworth,â€</span> he said in his masterful voice, <span class="tei tei-q">“I +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page344"></span><a name="pg344" id="pg344" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +am sure my wife would not wish to seem ungracious, or unwilling +to comply with your request, but as it happens it is +impossible. We are not returning home for several days. +My wife has some shopping to do in Albany, and in fact we +are expecting to take a little trip. A sort of second honeymoon, +you know,â€</span>—he added, smiling toward Mrs. Heath +and Miranda; <span class="tei tei-q">“it is the first time I have had leisure to +plan for it since we were married. I am sorry I have to +hurry away, but I am sure that my friend Squire Heath can +give as much help in a business way as I could, and furthermore, +Squire Schuyler is now in New York for a few days +as I learned in a letter from him which arrived last evening. +I am sure he can give you more and better advice than any +I could give. I wish you good morning. Good morning, +Mrs. Heath. Good morning, Miss Miranda!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Lifting his hat David drove away from them and straight +over to the little wayside hostelry where he was to finish his +article to send by the messenger who was even then ready +mounted for the purpose.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“My! Don’t he think a lot of her though!â€</span> said Miranda, +rolling the words as a sweet morsel under her tongue. <span class="tei tei-q">“It +must be nice to have a man so fond of you.â€</span> This was one +of the occasions when Miranda wished she had eyes in the +back of her head. She was sharp and she had seen a thing +or two, also she had heard scraps of her cousin Hannah’s talk. +But she sat demurely in the recesses of her deep, ugly bonnet +and tried to imagine how the guest behind her looked.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">All trembling sat Marcia in the rusty parlor of the little +hostelry, while David at the table wrote with hurried hand, +glancing up at her to smile now and then, and passing over +the sheets as he finished them for her criticism. She thought +she had seen the Heath wagon drive away in the home direction, +but she was not sure. She half expected to see the +door open and Kate walk in. Her heart was thumping +so she could scarcely sit still and the brightness of the +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page345"></span><a name="pg345" id="pg345" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +world outside seemed to make her dizzy. She was glad to +have the sheets to look over, for it took her thoughts away +from herself and her nameless fears. She was not quite sure +what it was she feared, only that in some way Kate would have +power over David to take him away from her. As he wrote she +studied the dear lines of his face and knew, as well as human +heart may ever know, how dear another soul had grown to hers.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">David had not much to write and it was soon signed, +approved, and sealed. He sent his messenger on the way and +then coming back closed the door and went and stood before +Marcia.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">As though she felt some critical moment had come she +arose, trembling, and looked into his eyes questioningly.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Marcia,â€</span> he said, and his tone was grave and earnest, +putting her upon an equality with him, not as if she were +a child any more. <span class="tei tei-q">“Marcia, I have come to ask your forgiveness +for the terrible thing I did to you in allowing you, +who scarcely knew what you were doing then, to give your +life away to a man who loved another woman.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia’s heart stood still with horror. It had come then, +the dreadful thing she had feared. The blow was going to +fall. He did not love her! What a fool she had been!</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">But the steady voice went on, though the blood in her neck +and temples throbbed in such loud waves that she could +scarcely hear the words to understand them.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“It was a crime, Marcia, and I have come to realize it +more and more during all the days of this year that you have +so uncomplainingly spent yourself for me. I know now, +as I did not think then in my careless, selfish sorrow, that +I was as cruel to you, with your sweet young life, as your +sister was cruel to me. You might already have given your +heart to some one else; I never stopped to inquire. You +might have had plans and hopes for your own future; I +never even thought of it. I was a brute. Can you forgive +me? Sometimes the thought of the responsibility I took upon +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page346"></span><a name="pg346" id="pg346" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +myself has been so terrible to me that I felt I could not stand +it. You did not realize what it was then that you were +giving, perhaps, but somehow I think you have begun to +realize now. Will you forgive me?â€</span> He stopped and looked +at her anxiously. She was drooped and white as if a blast +had suddenly struck her and faded her sweet bloom. Her +throat was hot and dry and she had to try three times before +she could frame the words, <span class="tei tei-q">“Yes, I forgive.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">There was no hope, no joy in the words, and a sudden fear +descended upon David’s heart. Had he then done more +damage than he knew? Was the child’s heart broken by +him, and did she just realize it? What could he do? Must +he conceal his love from her? Perhaps this was no time to +tell it. But he must. He could not bear the burden of +having done her harm and not also tell her how he loved her. +He would be very careful, very considerate, he would not +press his love as a claim, but he must tell her.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“And Marcia, I must tell you the rest,â€</span> he went on, his +own words seeming to stay upon his lips, and then tumble over +one another; <span class="tei tei-q">“I have learned to love you as I never loved +your sister. I love you more and better than I ever could +have loved her. I can see how God has led me away from her +and brought me to you. I can look back to that night when +I came to her and found you there waiting for me, and kissed +you,—darling. Do you remember?â€</span> He took her cold +little trembling hands and held them firmly as he talked, +his whole soul in his face, as if his life depended upon the next +few moments. <span class="tei tei-q">“I was troubled at the time, dear, for having +kissed you, and given you the greeting that I thought belonged +to her. I have rebuked myself for thinking since how lovely +you looked as you stood there in the moonlight. But afterward +I knew that it was you after all that my love belonged +to, and to you rightfully the kiss should have gone. I am +glad it was so, glad that God overruled my foolish choosing. +Lately I have been looking back to that night I met you at +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page347"></span><a name="pg347" id="pg347" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> +the gate, and feeling jealous that that meeting was not all +ours; that it should be shadowed for us by the heartlessness +of another. It gives me much joy now to think how I took +you in my arms and kissed you. I cannot bear to think it +was a mistake. Yet glad as I am that God sent you down +to that gate to meet me, and much as I love you, I would +rather have died than feel that I have brought sorrow into +your life, and bound you to one whom you cannot love. +Marcia, tell me truly, never mind my feelings, tell me! Can +you ever love me?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Then did Marcia lift her +<span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E33" id="E33" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e33" class="tei tei-ref">flower-like</a></span> +face, all bright with +tears of joy and a flood of rosy smiles, the light of seven +stars in her eyes. But she could not speak, she could only +look, and after a little whisper, <span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, David, I think I have +always loved you! I think I was waiting for you that night, +though I did not know it. And look!â€</span>—with sudden +thought——</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">She drew from the folds of her dress a little old-fashioned +locket hung by a chain about her neck out of sight. She +opened it and showed him a soft gold curl which she touched +gently with her lips, as though it were something very sacred.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“What is it, darling?â€</span> asked David perplexed, half happy, +half afraid as he took the locket and touched the curl more +thrilled with the thought that she had carried it next her +heart than with the sight of it.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“It is yours,â€</span> she said, disappointed that he did not understand. +<span class="tei tei-q">“Aunt Clarinda gave it to me while you were away. +I’ve worn it ever since. And she gave me other things, and +told me all about you. I know it all, about the tops and +marbles, and the spelling book, and I’ve cried with you over +your punishments, and—I—love it all!â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">He had fastened the door before he began to talk, but he +caught her in his arms now, regardless of the fact that the +shades were not drawn down, and that they swayed in the +summer breeze.</p> +<span class="tei tei-pb" id="page348"></span><a name="pg348" id="pg348" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, my darling! My wife!â€</span> he cried, and kissed her +lips for the third time.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The world was changed then for those two. They belonged +to each other they believed, as no two that ever walked +through Eden had ever belonged. When they thought of +the precious bond that bound them together their hearts +throbbed with a happiness that well-nigh overwhelmed them.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">A dinner of stewed chickens and little white soda biscuits +was served them, fit for a wedding breakfast, for the barmaid +whispered to the cook that she was sure there was a +bride and groom in the parlor they looked so happy and +seemed to forget anybody else was by. But it might have +been ham and eggs for all they knew what it was they ate, +these two who were so happy they could but look into each +other’s eyes.</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">When the dinner was over and they started on their way +again, with Albany shimmering in the hot sun in the distance, +and David’s arm sliding from the top of the seat to circle +Marcia’s waist, David whispered:</p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“This is our real wedding journey, dearest, and this is +our bridal day. We’ll go to Albany and buy you a trousseau, +and then we will go wherever you wish. I can stay a whole +week if you wish. Would you like to go home for a visit?â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Marcia, with shining eyes and glowing cheeks, looked her +love into his face and answered: <span class="tei tei-q">“Yes, <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">now</span></span> I would like to +go home,—just for a few days—and then back to our home.â€</span></p> + +<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">And David looking into her eyes understood why she had not +wanted to go before. She was taking her husband, <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">her</span></span> husband, +not Kate’s, with her now, and might be proud of his love. +She could go among her old comrades and be happy, for +he loved her. He looked a moment, comprehended, sympathized, +and then pressing her hand close—for he might not +kiss her, as there was a load of hay coming their way—he +said: <span class="tei tei-q">“Darling!â€</span> But their eyes said more.</p> +</div> +</div> + +<div class="tei tei-back" style="margin-bottom: 2.00em; margin-top: 6.00em"> + <hr class="doublepage" /><div class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> + <a name="toc60" id="toc60"></a> + <a name="pdf61" id="pdf61"></a> + <h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">AD PAGES</span></span> + </h1> + + <div class="tei tei-tb"><hr style="width: 100%" /></div> + <span class="tei tei-pb" id="page349"></span><a name="Pg349" id="Pg349" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 1.50em"><span style="font-size: 150%">FAMOUS + COPYRIGHT BOOKS</span><br /><span style="font-size: 150%">IN POPULAR PRICED EDITIONS</span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Re-issues of the great literary successes of the time. Library size. + Printed on excellent paper—most of them with illustrations of + marked beauty—and handsomely bound in cloth. Price, 75 cents a + volume, postpaid.</p> + + <div class="tei tei-tb"><hr style="width: 100%" /></div> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">BEVERLY OF GRAUSTARK. By George Barr McCutcheon. + With Color Frontispiece and other illustrations by Harrison Fisher. + Beautiful inlay picture in colors of Beverly on the cover.</p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“The most fascinating, engrossing and picturesque of the + season’s novels.â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Boston + Herald.</span></span> <span class="tei tei-q">“‘Beverly’ is altogether charming—almost + living flesh and blood.â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Louisville Times.</span></span> <span class="tei tei-q">“Better than + ‘Graustark’.â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Mail and + Express.</span></span> <span class="tei tei-q">“A sequel quite as impossible as ‘Graustark’ + and quite as entertaining.â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Bookman.</span></span> <span class="tei tei-q">“A charming love story well told.â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Boston Transcript</span></span><span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E34" id="E34" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e34" class="tei tei-ref">.</a></span><br /><br /></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">HALF A ROGUE. By Harold MacGrath. With + illustrations and inlay cover picture by Harrison Fisher.</p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Here are dexterity of plot, glancing play at witty talk, characters + really human and humanly real, spirit and gladness, freshness and quick + movement. ‘Half a Rogue’ is as brisk as a horseback ride on a + glorious morning. It is as varied as an April day. It is as charming as + two most charming girls can make it. Love and honor and success and all + the great things worth fighting for and living for the involved in + ‘Half a Rogue.’â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Phila. Press.</span></span><br /><br /></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">THE GIRL FROM TIM’S PLACE. By Charles + Clark Munn. With illustrations by Frank T. Merrill.</p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Figuring in the pages of this story there are several strong + characters. Typical New England folk and an especially sturdy one, old Cy + Walker, through whose instrumentality Chip comes to happiness and + fortune. There is a chain of comedy, tragedy, pathos and love, which + makes a dramatic story.â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Boston + Herald.</span></span><br /><br /></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">THE LION AND THE MOUSE. A story of American + Life. By Charles Klein, and Arthur Hornblow. With illustrations by Stuart + Travis, and Scenes from the Play.</p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The novel duplicated the success of the play; in fact the book is + greater than the play. A portentous clash of dominant personalties that + form the essence of the play are necessarily touched upon but briefly in + the short space of four acts. 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With + illustrations by John Rae, and colored inlay cover.</p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The following, taken from story, will best describe the heroine: A + TOAST: <span class="tei tei-q">“To the bravest comrade in misfortune, the sweetest companion in + peace and at all times the most courageous of women.â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Barbara Winslow.</span></span> <span class="tei tei-q">“A romantic story, + buoyant, eventful, and in matters of love exactly what the heart could + desire.â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">New York + Sun.</span></span><br /><br /></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">SUSAN. By Ernest Oldmeadow. With a color + frontispiece by Frank Haviland. <span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E35" id="E35" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e35" class="tei tei-ref">Medallion</a></span> in color on front + cover.</p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Lord Ruddington falls helplessly in love with Miss Langley, whom he + sees in one of her walks accompanied by her maid, Susan. Through a + misapprehension of personalities his lordship addresses a love missive to + the maid. Susan accepts in perfect good faith, and an epistolary + love-making goes on till they are disillusioned. It naturally makes a + droll and delightful little comedy; and is a story that is particularly + clever in the telling.<br /><br /></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">WHEN PATTY WENT TO COLLEGE. By Jean Webster. + With illustrations by C. D. 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Press.</span></span> <span class="tei tei-q">“To any woman who has enjoyed the pleasures + of a college life this book cannot fail to bring back many sweet + recollections; and to those who have not been to college the wit, + lightness, and charm of Patty are sure to be no less + delightful.â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Public + Opinion.</span></span><br /><br /></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">THE MASQUERADER. By Katherine Cecil Thurston. + With illustrations by Clarence F. Underwood.</p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“You can’t drop it till you have turned the last + page.â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Cleveland Leader.</span></span> + <span class="tei tei-q">“Its very audacity of motive, of execution, of solution, almost takes + one’s breath away. The boldness of its denouement is + sublime.â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Boston Transcript.</span></span> + <span class="tei tei-q">“The literary hit of a generation. The best of it is the story deserves + all its success. A masterly story.â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">St. Louis Dispatch.</span></span> <span class="tei tei-q">“The story is ingeniously told, and + cleverly constructed.â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">The + Dial.</span></span><br /><br /></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">THE GAMBLER. By Katherine Cecil Thurston. With + illustrations by John Campbell.</p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“Tells of a high strung young Irish woman who has a passion for + gambling, inherited from a long line of sporting ancestors. She has a + high sense of honor, too, and that causes complications. She is a very + human, lovable character, and love saves her.â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">N. Y. Times.</span></span></p> + + <div class="tei tei-tb"><hr style="width: 100%" /></div> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 1.00em">GROSSET & DUNLAP, - + NEW YORK</p> + + <div class="tei tei-tb"><hr style="width: 100%" /></div> + + <div class="tei tei-tb"><hr style="width: 100%" /></div> + <span class="tei tei-pb" id="page351"></span><a name="Pg351" id="Pg351" class="tei tei-anchor"></a> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 1.50em"><span style="font-size: 150%">FAMOUS + COPYRIGHT BOOKS</span><br /><span style="font-size: 150%">IN POPULAR PRICED EDITIONS</span></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Re-issues of the great literary successes of the time. Library size. + Printed on excellent paper—most of them with illustrations of + marked beauty—and handsomely bound in cloth. Price, 75 cents a + volume, postpaid.</p> + + <div class="tei tei-tb"><hr style="width: 100%" /></div> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">THE AFFAIR AT THE INN. By Kate Douglas Wiggin. + With illustrations by Martin Justice.</p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“As superlatively clever in the writing as it is entertaining in the + reading. It is actual comedy of the most artistic sort, and it is handled + with a freshness and originality that is unquestionably + novel.â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Boston Transcript.</span></span> + <span class="tei tei-q">“A feast of humor and good cheer, yet subtly pervaded by special shades + of feeling, fancy, tenderness, or whimsicality. A merry thing in + prose.â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">St. Louis + Democrat.</span></span><br /><br /></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">ROSE O’ THE RIVER. By Kate Douglas Wiggin. + With illustrations by George Wright.</p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em"><span class="tei tei-q">“‘Rose o’ the River,’ a charming bit of sentiment, + gracefully written and deftly touched with a gentle humor. It is a dainty + book—daintily illustrated.â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">New York Tribune.</span></span> <span class="tei tei-q">“A wholesome, bright, refreshing story, + an ideal book to give a young girl.â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Chicago Record-Herald.</span></span> <span class="tei tei-q">“An idyllic story, replete with + pathos and inimitable humor. 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By their aid alone the novice can name the flowers + met afield.</p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Intimate life-histories of over five hundred species of wild flowers, + written in untechnical, vivid language, emphasize the marvelously + interesting and vital relationship existing between these flowers and the + special insect to which each is adapted.</p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The flowers are divided into five color groups, because by this + arrangement any one with no knowledge of botany whatever can readily + identify the specimens met during a walk. The various popular names by + which each species is known, its preferred dwelling-place, months of + blooming and geographical distribution follow its description. 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Library size. + Printed on excellent paper—most of them with illustrations of + marked beauty—and handsomely bound in cloth. Price, 75 cents a + volume, postpaid.</p> + + <div class="tei tei-tb"><hr style="width: 100%" /></div> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">THE SPIRIT OF THE SERVICE. By Edith Elmer Wood. + With illustrations by Rufus Zogbaum.</p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">The standards and life of <span class="tei tei-q">“the new navyâ€</span> are breezily set forth + with a genuine ring impossible from the most gifted <span class="tei tei-q">“outsider.â€</span> + <span class="tei tei-q">“The story of the destruction of the ‘Maine,’ and of the + Battle of Manila, are very dramatic. The author is the daughter of one + naval officer and the wife of another. Naval folks will find much to + interest them in ‘The Spirit of the Service.’â€</span>—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">The Book Buyer.</span></span><br /><br /></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">A SPECTRE OF POWER. By Charles Egbert + Craddock.</p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">Miss Murfree has pictured Tennessee mountains and the mountain people + in striking colors and with dramatic vividness, but goes back to the time + of the struggles of the French and English in the early eighteenth + century for possession of the Cherokee territory. The story abounds in + adventure, mystery, peril and suspense.<br /><br /></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">THE STORM CENTRE. By Charles Egbert Craddock.</p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">A war story; but more of flirtation, love and courtship than of + fighting or history. The tale is thoroughly readable and takes its + readers again into golden Tennessee, into the atmosphere which has + distinguished all of Miss Murfree’s novels.<br /><br /></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">THE ADVENTURESS. By Coralie Stanton. With color + frontispiece by Harrison Fisher, and attractive inlay cover in colors.</p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">As a penalty for her crimes, her evil nature, her flint-like + callousness, her more than inhuman cruelty, her contempt for the laws of + God and man, she was condemned to bury her magnificent <span class="tei tei-corr"><a name="E37" id="E37" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><a href="#e37" class="tei tei-ref">personality</a></span>, her transcendent beauty, her + superhuman charms, in gilded obscurity at a King’s left hand. A + powerful story powerfully told.<br /><br /></p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">THE GOLDEN GREYHOUND. A Novel by Dwight Tilton. + With illustrations by E. Pollak.</p> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">A thoroughly good story that keeps you guessing to the very end, and + never attempts to instruct or reform you. It is a strictly up-to-date + story of love and mystery with wireless telegraphy and all the modern + improvements. The events nearly all take place on a big Atlantic liner + and the romance of the deep is skilfully made to serve as a setting for + the romance, old as mankind, yet always new, involving our hero.</p> + + <div class="tei tei-tb"><hr style="width: 100%" /></div> + + <p class="tei tei-p" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 1.00em">GROSSET & DUNLAP, - + NEW YORK</p> + + <div class="tei tei-tb"><hr style="width: 100%" /></div> + + + + + </div> + + <hr class="doublepage" /><div class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> + <a name="toc62" id="toc62"></a> + <a name="pdf63" id="pdf63"></a> + <h1 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: center; margin-bottom: 3.46em; margin-top: 3.46em"> + <span class="tei tei-hi" style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 100%">ERRATA</span></span> + </h1> + + <a name="e1" id="e1" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER I</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: girl in the <a href="#E1" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">fairy tale</span></span></a> + who left jewels</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: girl in the <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">fairy-tale</span></span> + who left jewels</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e2" id="e2" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER I</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: ever walked in <a href="#E2" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">fairy tale</span></span></a>. + But she saw</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: ever walked in <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">fairy-tale</span></span>. + But she saw</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e3" id="e3" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER III</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: before, but covered <a href="#E3" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">wth</span></span></a> + confusion and shame,</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: before, but covered <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">with</span></span> + confusion and shame,</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e4" id="e4" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER III</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: and she turned <a href="#E4" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">delberately</span></span></a>, + one dainty, slippered</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: and she turned <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">deliberately</span></span>, + one dainty, slippered</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e5" id="e5" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER V</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: her that this <a href="#E5" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">wholsale</span></span></a> + disposal of Marcia</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: her that this <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">wholesale</span></span> + disposal of Marcia</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e6" id="e6" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER V</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: Phoebe takes your place and then come back.<a href="#E6" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"> </span></a></td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: Phoebe takes your place and then come back.<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">â€</span></span></td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e7" id="e7" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER V</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: fine places, to <a href="#E7" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">tea drinkings</span></span></a> + and the like,</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: fine places, to <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">tea-drinkings</span></span> + and the like,</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e8" id="e8" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER VI</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: out radiant and <a href="#E8" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">childlike</span></span></a> + through her tears.</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: out radiant and <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">child-like</span></span> + through her tears.</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e9" id="e9" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER X</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: was always something <a href="#E9" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">childlike</span></span></a> + about Marcia’s</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: was always something <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">child-like</span></span> + about Marcia’s</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e10" id="e10" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER X</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: her old home <a href="#E10" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">plentfully</span></span></a> + supplied with those</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: her old home <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">plentifully</span></span> + supplied with those</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e11" id="e11" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XII</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: got David that’s worth everything.<a href="#E11" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"> </span></a></td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: got David that’s worth everything.<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">â€</span></span></td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e12" id="e12" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XII</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: position on the <a href="#E12" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">haircloth</span></span></a> + sofa. But if</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: position on the <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">hair-cloth</span></span> + sofa. But if</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e13" id="e13" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XIII</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: had Mary Ann’s <a href="#E13" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">hand-writing</span></span></a> + looked so pleasant</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: had Mary Ann’s <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">handwriting</span></span> + looked so pleasant</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e14" id="e14" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XIII</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: seemed half a <a href="#E14" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">life-time</span></span></a> + to the girl</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: seemed half a <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">lifetime</span></span> + to the girl</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e15" id="e15" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XIII</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: my old calico <a href="#E15" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">tomorrow</span></span></a> + morning again, and</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: my old calico <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">to-morrow</span></span> + morning again, and</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e16" id="e16" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XIII</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: house with big <a href="#E16" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">collums</span></span></a> + to the front</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: house with big <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">columns</span></span> + to the front</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e17" id="e17" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XV</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: table, and the <a href="#E17" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">tea-kettle</span></span></a> + was singing on</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: table, and the <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">tea kettle</span></span> + was singing on</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e38" id="e38" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XV</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: The neighbor had <a href="#E38" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">staid</span></span></a> + longer than usual,</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: The neighbor had <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">stayed</span></span> + longer than usual,</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e18" id="e18" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XVI</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: thus melted into <a href="#E18" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">childlike</span></span></a> + enthusiasm, felt his</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: thus melted into <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">child-like</span></span> + enthusiasm, felt his</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e19" id="e19" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XVIII</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: with the flickering <a href="#E19" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">candle-light</span></span></a> + making grotesque</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: with the flickering <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">candle light</span></span> + making grotesque</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e20" id="e20" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XVIII</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: Bible where the <a href="#E20" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">candle-light</span></span></a> + played at glances</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: Bible where the <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">candle light</span></span> + played at glances</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e21" id="e21" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XXI</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: if he would <a href="#E21" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">absord</span></span></a> + the vision for</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: if he would <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">absorb</span></span> + the vision for</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e22" id="e22" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XXII</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: and let the <a href="#E22" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">floodtide</span></span></a> + of his sorrow</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: and let the <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">flood-tide</span></span> + of his sorrow</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e23" id="e23" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XXII</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: an’ hopin’ an’ <a href="#E23" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">tryin</span></span></a> + fer somebody bigger.</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: an’ hopin’ an’ <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">tryin’</span></span> + fer somebody bigger.</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e24" id="e24" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XXII</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: There’s no place like home.<a href="#E24" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">’</span></span></a></td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: There’s no place like home.<span class="tei tei-hi"> </span></td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e25" id="e25" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XXIV</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: <a href="#E25" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"> </span></a><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-variant: small-caps">Miranda + Griscom.</span></span>â€</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">“</span></span><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-variant: small-caps">Miranda Griscom.</span></span>â€</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e26" id="e26" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XXVI</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: all items accurate<a href="#E26" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"> </span></a> + technicalities of preparation;</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: all items accurate<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">;</span></span> + technicalities of preparation;</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e27" id="e27" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XXVII</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: need all the rest you can get.<a href="#E27" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"> </span></a></td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: need all the rest you can get.<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">â€</span></span></td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e28" id="e28" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XXVII</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: had before—all your own I mean?<a href="#E28" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"> </span></a> + </td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: had before—all your own I mean?<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">â€</span></span> + </td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e29" id="e29" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XXVII</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: any bonnet. Nothing but a pink sunbonnet.<a href="#E29" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"> </span></a></td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: any bonnet. Nothing but a pink sunbonnet.<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">â€</span></span></td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e30" id="e30" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XXVII</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: a little old <a href="#E30" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">haircloth</span></span></a> + trunk, her own</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: a little old <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">hair-cloth</span></span> + trunk, her own</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e31" id="e31" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XXVII</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: had done when<a href="#E31" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"> </span></a>a boy Aunt Clarinda</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: had done when<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700"> as </span></span>a boy Aunt Clarinda</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e32" id="e32" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XXVII</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: Kate a mere <a href="#E32" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">common-place</span></span></a>? + What was this</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: Kate a mere <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">commonplace</span></span>? + What was this</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e33" id="e33" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">CHAPTER XXIX</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: Marcia lift her <a href="#E33" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">flowerlike</span></span></a> + face, all bright</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: Marcia lift her <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">flower-like</span></span> + face, all bright</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e34" id="e34" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">AD PAGES</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: love story well told.â€â€”<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Boston Transcript</span></span><a href="#E34" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">,</span></span></a></td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: love story well told.â€â€”<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Boston Transcript</span></span><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">.</span></span></td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e35" id="e35" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">AD PAGES</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: by Frank Haviland. <a href="#E35" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">Medalion</span></span></a> + in color on</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: by Frank Haviland. <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">Medallion</span></span> + in color on</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e36" id="e36" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">AD PAGES</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: <a href="#E36" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">Suberb</span></span></a> + color portraits of many familiar flowers</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">Superb</span></span> + color portraits of many familiar flowers</td></tr></tbody></table> + + <a name="e37" id="e37" class="tei tei-anchor"></a><table summary="This is a list." class="tei tei-list" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em; margin-top: 1.00em"><tbody><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">AD PAGES</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">Changed: her magnificent <a href="#E37" class="tei tei-ref"><span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">personalty</span></span></a>, + her transcendent</td></tr><tr class="tei tei-labelitem"><th class="tei tei-label"></th><td class="tei tei-item">To: her magnificent <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-weight: 700">personality</span></span>, + her transcendent</td></tr></tbody></table> + </div> + + <div class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 5.00em; margin-top: 5.00em"> + <div id="pgfooter" class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 4.00em; margin-top: 4.00em"><pre class="pre tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 3.00em; margin-top: 3.00em">***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MARCIA SCHUYLER*** +</pre><hr class="doublepage" /><div class="tei tei-div" style="margin-bottom: 3.00em; 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You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under +the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included with this eBook or +online at http://www.gutenberg.org/license + + + +Title: Marcia Schuyler + +Author: Grace Livingston Hill Lutz + +Release Date: August 2007 [Ebook #23132] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO 8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MARCIA SCHUYLER*** + + + + + +Marcia Schuyler + + +by Grace Livingston Hill Lutz + + + + +Edition 1, (August 2007) + + + + + + MARCIA SCHUYLER + + + SIXTH EDITION + + + + + + [Illustration: Copyright by C. Klackner + "OH, YOU NAUGHTY MAN!" SHE EXCLAIMED PRETTILY, "HOW DARE YOU!"] + + Copyright by C. Klackner + "OH, YOU NAUGHTY MAN!" SHE EXCLAIMED PRETTILY, "HOW DARE YOU!" + + + + + + Marcia Schuyler + + + by + + Grace Livingston Hill Lutz + Author of "The Story of a Whim," "According to the + Pattern," "An Unwilling Guest," etc. + + + _Illustrations by_ + E. L. HENRY, N.A. + + + GROSSET & DUNLAP + PUBLISHERS · NEW YORK + + + + + + Copyright, 1908 + By J. B. Lippincott Company + + + Published February, 1908 + + + _Electrotyped and printed by J. B. Lippincott Company_ + _The Washington Square Press, Philadelphia, U. S. A._ + + + + + + TO + THE DEAR MEMORY OF + MY FATHER + The Rev. CHARLES MONTGOMERY LIVINGSTON + WHOSE COMPANIONSHIP AND ENCOURAGEMENT + HAVE BEEN MY HELP THROUGH + THE YEARS + + + + + + CONTENTS + + +CHAPTER I +CHAPTER II +CHAPTER III +CHAPTER IV +CHAPTER V +CHAPTER VI +CHAPTER VII +CHAPTER VIII +CHAPTER IX +CHAPTER X +CHAPTER XI +CHAPTER XII +CHAPTER XIII +CHAPTER XIV +CHAPTER XV +CHAPTER XVI +CHAPTER XVII +CHAPTER XVIII +CHAPTER XIX +CHAPTER XX +CHAPTER XXI +CHAPTER XXII +CHAPTER XXIII +CHAPTER XXIV +CHAPTER XXV +CHAPTER XXVI +CHAPTER XXVII +CHAPTER XXVIII +CHAPTER XXIX +AD PAGES +ERRATA + + + + + + + Marcia Schuyler + + + CHAPTER I + + +The sun was already up and the grass blades were twinkling with sparkles +of dew, as Marcia stepped from the kitchen door. + +She wore a chocolate calico with little sprigs of red and white scattered +over it, her hair was in smooth brown braids down her back, and there was +a flush on her round cheeks that might have been but the reflection of the +rosy light in the East. Her face was as untroubled as the summer morning, +in its freshness, and her eyes as dreamy as the soft clouds that hovered +upon the horizon uncertain where they were to be sent for the day. + +Marcia walked lightly through the grass, and the way behind her sparkled +again like that of the girl in the fairy-tale who left jewels wherever she +passed. + +A rail fence stopped her, which she mounted as though it had been a steed +to carry her onward, and sat a moment looking at the beauty of the +morning, her eyes taking on that far-away look that annoyed her stepmother +when she wanted her to hurry with the dishes, or finish a long seam before +it was time to get supper. + +She loitered but a moment, for her mind was full of business, and she +wished to accomplish much before the day was done. Swinging easily down to +the other side of the fence she moved on through the meadow, over another +fence, and another meadow, skirting the edge of a cool little strip of +woods which lured her with its green mysterious shadows, its whispering +leaves, and twittering birds. One wistful glance she gave into the sweet +silence, seeing a clump of maiden-hair ferns rippling their feathery locks +in the breeze. Then resolutely turning away she sped on to the slope of +Blackberry Hill. + +It was not a long climb to where the blackberries grew, and she was soon +at work, the great luscious berries dropping into her pail almost with a +touch. But while she worked the vision of the hills, the sheep meadow +below, the river winding between the neighboring farms, melted away, and +she did not even see the ripe fruit before her, because she was planning +the new frock she was to buy with these berries she had come to pick. + +Pink and white it was to be; she had seen it in the store the last time +she went for sugar and spice. There were dainty sprigs of pink over the +white ground, and every berry that dropped into her bright pail was no +longer a berry but a sprig of pink chintz. While she worked she went over +her plans for the day. + +There had been busy times at the old house during the past weeks. Kate, +her elder sister, was to be married. It was only a few days now to the +wedding. + +There had been a whole year of preparation: spinning and weaving and fine +sewing. The smooth white linen lay ready, packed between rose leaves and +lavender. There had been yards and yards of tatting and embroidery made by +the two girls for the trousseau, and the village dressmaker had spent days +at the house, cutting, fitting, shirring, till now there was a goodly +array of gorgeous apparel piled high upon bed, and chairs, and hanging in +the closets of the great spare bedroom. The outfit was as fine as that +made for Patience Hartrandt six months before, and Mr. Hartrandt had given +his one daughter all she had asked for in the way of a "setting out." Kate +had seen to it that her things were as fine as Patience's,--but, they were +all for Kate! + +Of course, that was right! Kate was to be married, not Marcia, and +everything must make way for that. Marcia was scarcely more than a child +as yet, barely seventeen. No one thought of anything new for her just +then, and she did not expect it. But into her heart there had stolen a +longing for a new frock herself amid all this finery for Kate. She had her +best one of course. That was good, and pretty, and quite nice enough to +wear to the wedding, and her stepmother had taken much relief in the +thought that Marcia would need nothing during the rush of getting Kate +ready. + +But there were people coming to the house every day, especially in the +afternoons, friends of Kate, and of her stepmother, to be shown Kate's +wardrobe, and to talk things over curiously. Marcia could not wear her +best dress all the time. And _he_ was coming! That was the way Marcia +always denominated the prospective bridegroom in her mind. + +His name was David Spafford, and Kate often called him Dave, but Marcia, +even to herself, could never bring herself to breathe the name so +familiarly. She held him in great awe. He was so fine and strong and good, +with a face like a young saint in some old picture, she thought. She often +wondered how her wild, sparkling sister Kate dared to be so familiar with +him. She had ventured the thought once when she watched Kate dressing to +go out with some young people and preening herself like a bird of Paradise +before the glass. It all came over her, the vanity and frivolousness of +the life that Kate loved, and she spoke out with conviction: + +"Kate, you'll have to be very different when you're married." Kate had +faced about amusedly and asked why. + +"Because _he_ is so good," Marcia had replied, unable to explain further. + +"Oh, is that all?" said the daring sister, wheeling back to the glass. +"Don't you worry; I'll soon take that out of him." + +But Kate's indifference had never lessened her young sister's awe of her +prospective brother-in-law. She had listened to his conversations with her +father during the brief visits he had made, and she had watched his face +at church while he and Kate sang together as the minister lined it out: +"Rock of Ages cleft for me, Let me hide myself in Thee," a new song which +had just been written. And she had mused upon the charmed life Kate would +lead. It was wonderful to be a woman and be loved as Kate was loved, +thought Marcia. + +So in all the hurry no one seemed to think much about Marcia, and she was +not satisfied with her brown delaine afternoon dress. Truth to tell, it +needed letting down, and there was no more left to let down. It made her +feel like last year to go about in it with her slender ankles so plainly +revealed. So she set her heart upon the new chintz. + +Now, with Marcia, to decide was to do. She did not speak to her stepmother +about it, for she knew it would be useless; neither did she think it worth +while to go to her father, for she knew that both his wife and Kate would +find it out and charge her with useless expense just now when there were +so many other uses for money, and they were anxious to have it all flow +their way. She had an independent spirit, so she took the time that +belonged to herself, and went to the blackberry patch which belonged to +everybody. + +Marcia's fingers were nimble and accustomed, and the sun was not very high +in the heavens when she had finished her task and turned happily toward +the village. The pails would not hold another berry. + +Her cheeks were glowing with the sun and exercise, and little wisps of +wavy curls had escaped about her brow, damp with perspiration. Her eyes +were shining with her purpose, half fulfilled, as she hastened down the +hill. + +Crossing a field she met Hanford Weston with a rake over his shoulder and +a wide-brimmed straw hat like a small shed over him. He was on his way to +the South meadow. He blushed and greeted her as she passed shyly by. When +she had passed he paused and looked admiringly after her. They had been in +the same classes at school all winter, the girl at the head, the boy at +the foot. But Hanford Weston's father owned the largest farm in all the +country round about, and he felt that did not so much matter. He would +rather see Marcia at the head anyway, though there never had been the +slightest danger that he would take her place. He felt a sudden desire now +to follow her. It would be a pleasure to carry those pails that she bore +as if they were mere featherweights. + +He watched her long, elastic step for a moment, considered the sun in the +sky, and his father's command about the South meadow, and then strode +after her. + +It did not take long to reach her side, swiftly as she had gone. + +As well as he could, with the sudden hotness in his face and the tremor in +his throat, he made out to ask if he might carry her burden for her. +Marcia stopped annoyed. She had forgotten all about him, though he was an +attractive fellow, sometimes called by the girls "handsome Hanford." + +She had been planning exactly how that pink sprigged chintz was to be +made, and which parts she would cut first in order to save time and +material. She did not wish to be interrupted. The importance of the matter +was too great to be marred by the appearance of just a schoolmate whom she +might meet every day, and whom she could so easily "spell down." She +summoned her thoughts from the details of mutton-leg sleeves and looked +the boy over, to his great confusion. She did not want him along, and she +was considering how best to get rid of him. + +"Weren't you going somewhere else?" she asked sweetly. "Wasn't there a +rake over your shoulder? What have you done with it?" + +The culprit blushed deeper. + +"Where were you going?" she demanded. + +"To the South meadow," he stammered out. + +"Oh, well, then you must go back. I shall do quite well, thank you. Your +father will not be pleased to have you neglect your work for me, though +I'm much obliged I'm sure." + +Was there some foreshadowing of her womanhood in the decided way she +spoke, and the quaint, prim set of her head as she bowed him good morning +and went on her way once more? The boy did not understand. He only felt +abashed, and half angry that she had ordered him back to work; and, too, +in a tone that forbade him to take her memory with him as he went. +Nevertheless her image lingered by the way, and haunted the South meadow +all day long as he worked. + +Marcia, unconscious of the admiration she had stirred in the boyish heart, +went her way on fleet feet, her spirit one with the sunny morning, her +body light with anticipation, for a new frock of her own choice was yet an +event in her life. + +She had thought many times, as she spent long hours putting delicate +stitches into her sister's wedding garments, how it would seem if they +were being made for her. She had whiled away many a dreary seam by +thinking out, in a sort of dream-story, how she would put on this or that +at will if it were her own, and go here or there, and have people love and +admire her as they did Kate. It would never come true, of course. She +never expected to be admired and loved like Kate. Kate was beautiful, +bright and gay. Everybody loved her, no matter how she treated them. It +was a matter of course for Kate to have everything she wanted. Marcia felt +that she never could attain to such heights. In the first place she +considered her own sweet serious face with its pure brown eyes as +exceedingly plain. She could not catch the lights that played at hide and +seek in her eyes when she talked with animation. Indeed few saw her at her +best, because she seldom talked freely. It was only with certain people +that she could forget herself. + +She did not envy Kate. She was proud of her sister, and loved her, though +there was an element of anxiety in the love. But she never thought of her +many faults. She felt that they were excusable because Kate was Kate. It +was as if you should find fault with a wild rose because it carried a +thorn. Kate was set about with many a thorn, but amid them all she +bloomed, her fragrant pink self, as apparently unconscious of the many +pricks she gave, and as unconcerned, as the flower itself. + +So Marcia never thought to be jealous that Kate had so many lovely things, +and was going out into the world to do just as she pleased, and lead a +charmed life with a man who was greater in the eyes of this girl than any +prince that ever walked in fairy-tale. But she saw no harm in playing a +delightful little dream-game of "pretend" now and then, and letting her +imagination make herself the beautiful, admired, elder sister instead of +the plain younger one. + +But this morning on her way to the village store with her berries she +thought no more of her sister's things, for her mind was upon her own +little frock which she would purchase with the price of the berries, and +then go home and make. + +A whole long day she had to herself, for Kate and her stepmother were gone +up to the neighboring town on the packet to make a few last purchases. + +She had told no one of her plans, and was awake betimes in the morning to +see the travellers off, eager to have them gone that she might begin to +carry out her plan. + +Just at the edge of the village Marcia put down the pails of berries by a +large flat stone and sat down for a moment to tidy herself. The lacing of +one shoe had come untied, and her hair was rumpled by exercise. But she +could not sit long to rest, and taking up her burdens was soon upon the +way again. + +Mary Ann Fothergill stepped from her own gate lingering till Marcia should +come up, and the two girls walked along side by side. Mary Ann had stiff, +straight, light hair, and high cheek bones. Her eyes were light and her +eyelashes almost white. They did not show up well beneath her checked +sunbonnet. Her complexion was dull and tanned. She was a contrast to +Marcia with her clear red and white skin. She was tall and awkward and +wore a linsey-woolsey frock as though it were a meal sack temporarily +appropriated. She had the air of always trying to hide her feet and hands. +Mary Ann had some fine qualities, but beauty was not one of them. Beside +her Marcia's delicate features showed clear-cut like a cameo, and her +every movement spoke of patrician blood. + +Mary Ann regarded Marcia's smooth brown braids enviously. Her own sparse +hair barely reached to her shoulders, and straggled about her neck +helplessly and hopelessly, in spite of her constant efforts. + +"It must be lots of fun at your house these days," said Mary Ann +wistfully. "Are you most ready for the wedding?" + +Marcia nodded. Her eyes were bright. She could see the sign of the village +store just ahead and knew the bolts of new chintz were displaying their +charms in the window. + +"My, but your cheeks do look pretty," admired Mary Ann impulsively. "Say, +how many of each has your sister got?" + +"Two dozens," said Marcia conscious of a little swelling of pride in her +breast. It was not every girl that had such a setting out as her sister. + +"My!" sighed Mary Ann. "And outside things, too. I 'spose she's got one of +every color. What are her frocks? Tell me about them. I've been up to +Dutchess county and just got back last night, but Ma wrote Aunt Tilly that +Mis' Hotchkiss said her frocks was the prettiest Miss Hancock's ever sewed +on." + +"We think they are pretty," admitted Marcia modestly. "There's a sprigged +chin--" here she caught herself, remembering, and laughed. "I mean +muslin-de-laine, and a blue delaine, and a blue silk----" + +"My! silk!" breathed Mary Ann in an ecstasy of wonder. "And what's she +going to be married in?" + +"White," answered Marcia, "white satin. And the veil was mother's--our own +mother's, you know." + +Marcia spoke it reverently, her eyes shining with something far away that +made Mary Ann think she looked like an angel. + +"Oh, my! Don't you just envy her?" + +"No," said Marcia slowly; "I think not. At least--I hope not. It wouldn't +be right, you know. And then she's my sister and I love her dearly, and +it's nearly as nice to have one's sister have nice things and a good time +as to have them one's self." + +"You're good," said Mary Ann decidedly as if that were a foregone +conclusion. "But I should envy her, I just should. Mis' Hotchkiss told Ma +there wa'nt many lots in life so all honey-and-dew-prepared like your +sister's. All the money she wanted to spend on clo'es, and a nice set out, +and a man as handsome as you'll find anywhere, and he's well off too, +ain't he? Ma said she heard he kept a horse and lived right in the village +too, not as how he needed to keep one to get anywhere, either. That's what +I call luxury--a horse to ride around with. And then Mr. What's-his-name? I +can't remember. Oh, yes, Spafford. He's good, and everybody says he won't +make a bit of fuss if Kate does go around and have a good time. He'll just +let her do as she pleases. Only old Grandma Doolittle says she doesn't +believe it. She thinks every man, no matter how good he is, wants to +manage his wife, just for the name of it. She says your sister'll have to +change her ways or else there'll be trouble. But that's Grandma! Everybody +knows her. She croaks! Ma says Kate's got her nest feathered well if ever +a girl had. My! I only wish I had the same chance!" + +Marcia held her head a trifle high when Mary Ann touched upon her sister's +personal character, but they were nearing the store, and everybody knew +Mary Ann was blunt. Poor Mary Ann! She meant no harm. She was but +repeating the village gossip. Besides, Marcia must give her mind to +sprigged chintz. There was no time for discussions if she would accomplish +her purpose before the folks came home that night. + +"Mary Ann," she said in her sweet, prim way that always made the other +girl stand a little in awe of her, "you mustn't listen to gossip. It isn't +worth while. I'm sure my sister Kate will be very happy. I'm going in the +store now, are you?" And the conversation was suddenly concluded. + +Mary Ann followed meekly watching with wonder and envy as Marcia made her +bargain with the kindly merchant, and selected her chintz. What a +delicious swish the scissors made as they went through the width of cloth, +and how delightfully the paper crackled as the bundle was being wrapped! +Mary Ann did not know whether Kate or Marcia was more to be envied. + +"Did you say you were going to make it up yourself?" asked Mary Ann. + +Marcia nodded. + +"Oh, my! Ain't you afraid? I would be. It's the prettiest I ever saw. +Don't you go and cut both sleeves for one arm. That's what I did the only +time Ma ever let me try." And Mary Ann touched the package under Marcia's +arm with wistful fingers. + +They had reached the turn of the road and Mary Ann hoped that Marcia would +ask her out to "help," but Marcia had no such purpose. + +"Well, good-bye! Will you wear it next Sunday?" she asked. + +"Perhaps," answered Marcia breathlessly, and sped on her homeward way, her +cheeks bright with excitement. + + [Illustration: Copyright by C. Klackner + KATE AND HER STEPMOTHER WERE GONE UP TO THE NEIGHBORING TOWN ON THE + PACKET.] + + Copyright by C. Klackner + KATE AND HER STEPMOTHER WERE GONE UP TO THE NEIGHBORING TOWN ON THE + PACKET. + + +In her own room she spread the chintz out upon the bed and with trembling +fingers set about her task. The bright shears clipped the edge and tore +off the lengths exultantly as if in league with the girl. The bees hummed +outside in the clover, and now and again buzzed between the muslin +curtains of the open window, looked in and grumbled out again. The birds +sang across the meadows and the sun mounted to the zenith and began its +downward march, but still the busy fingers worked on. Well for Marcia's +scheme that the fashion of the day was simple, wherein were few puckers +and plaits and tucks, and little trimming required, else her task would +have been impossible. + +Her heart beat high as she tried it on at last, the new chintz that she +had made. She went into the spare room and stood before the long mirror in +its wide gilt frame that rested on two gilt knobs standing out from the +wall like giant rosettes. She had dared to make the skirt a little longer +than that of her best frock. It was almost as long as Kate's, and for a +moment she lingered, sweeping backward and forward before the glass and +admiring herself in the long graceful folds. She caught up her braids in +the fashion that Kate wore her hair and smiled at the reflection of +herself in the mirror. How funny it seemed to think she would soon be a +woman like Kate. When Kate was gone they would begin to call her "Miss" +sometimes. Somehow she did not care to look ahead. The present seemed +enough. She had so wrapped her thoughts in her sister's new life that her +own seemed flat and stale in comparison. + +The sound of a distant hay wagon on the road reminded her that the sun was +near to setting. The family carryall would soon be coming up the lane from +the evening packet. She must hurry and take off her frock and be dressed +before they arrived. + +Marcia was so tired that night after supper that she was glad to slip away +to bed, without waiting to hear Kate's voluble account of her day in town, +the beauties she had seen and the friends she had met. + +She lay down and dreamed of the morrow, and of the next day, and the next. +In strange bewilderment she awoke in the night and found the moonlight +streaming full into her face. Then she laughed and rubbed her eyes and +tried to go to sleep again; but she could not, for she had dreamed that +she was the bride herself, and the words of Mary Ann kept going over and +over in her mind. "Oh, don't you envy her?" _Did_ she envy her sister? But +that was wicked. It troubled her to think of it, and she tried to banish +the dream, but it would come again and again with a strange sweet +pleasure. + +She lay wondering if such a time of joy would ever come to her as had come +to Kate, and whether the spare bed would ever be piled high with clothes +and fittings for her new life. What a wonderful thing it was anyway to be +a woman and be loved! + +Then her dreams blended again with the soft perfume of the honeysuckle at +the window, and the hooting of a young owl. + +The moon dropped lower, the bright stars paled, dawn stole up through the +edges of the woods far away and awakened a day that was to bring a strange +transformation over Marcia's life. + + + + + + CHAPTER II + + +As a natural consequence of her hard work and her midnight awakening, +Marcia overslept the next morning. Her stepmother called her sharply and +she dressed in haste, not even taking time to glance toward the new folds +of chintz that drew her thoughts closetward. She dared not say anything +about it yet. There was much to be done, and not even Kate had time for an +idle word with her. Marcia was called upon to run errands, to do odds and +ends of things, to fill in vacant places, to sew on lost buttons, to do +everything for which nobody else had time. The household had suddenly +become aware that there was now but one more intervening day between them +and the wedding. + +It was not until late in the afternoon that Marcia ventured to put on her +frock. Even then she felt shy about appearing in it. + +Madam Schuyler was busy in the parlor with callers, and Kate was locked in +her own room whither she had gone to rest. There was no one to notice if +Marcia should "dress up," and it was not unlikely that she might escape +much notice even at the supper table, as everybody was so absorbed in +other things. + +She lingered before her own little glass looking wistfully at herself. She +was pleased with the frock she had made and liked her appearance in it, +but yet there was something disappointing about it. It had none of the +style of her sister's garments, newly come from the hand of the village +mantua-maker. It was girlish, and showed her slip of a form prettily in +the fashion of the day, but she felt too young. She wanted to look older. +She searched her drawer and found a bit of black velvet which she pinned +about her throat with a pin containing the miniature of her mother, then +with a second thought she drew the long braids up in loops and fastened +them about her head in older fashion. It suited her well, and the change +it made astonished her. She decided to wear them so and see if others +would notice. Surely, some day she would be a young woman, and perhaps +then she would be allowed to have a will of her own occasionally. + +She drew a quick breath as she descended the stairs and found her +stepmother and the visitor just coming into the hall from the parlor. + +They both involuntarily ceased their talk and looked at her in surprise. +Over Madam Schuyler's face there came a look as if she had received a +revelation. Marcia was no longer a child, but had suddenly blossomed into +young womanhood. It was not the time she would have chosen for such an +event. There was enough going on, and Marcia was still in school. She had +no desire to steer another young soul through the various dangers and +follies that beset a pretty girl from the time she puts up her hair until +she is safely married to the right man--or the wrong one. She had just +begun to look forward with relief to having Kate well settled in life. +Kate had been a hard one to manage. She had too much will of her own and a +pretty way of always having it. She had no deep sense of reverence for +old, staid manners and customs. Many a long lecture had Madam Schuyler +delivered to Kate upon her unseemly ways. It did not please her to think +of having to go through it all so soon again, therefore upon her usually +complacent brow there came a look of dismay. + +"Why!" exclaimed the visitor, "is this the bride? How tall she looks! No! +Bless me! it isn't, is it? Yes,--Well! I'll declare. It's just Marsh! What +have you got on, child? How old you look!" + +Marcia flushed. It was not pleasant to have her young womanhood +questioned, and in a tone so familiar and patronizing. She disliked the +name of "Marsh" exceedingly, especially upon the lips of this woman, a +sort of second cousin of her stepmother's. She would rather have chosen +the new frock to pass under inspection of her stepmother without +witnesses, but it was too late to turn back now. She must face it. + +Though Madam Schuyler's equilibrium was a trifle disturbed, she was not +one to show it before a visitor. Instantly she recovered her balance, and +perhaps Marcia's ordeal was less trying than if there had been no third +person present. + +"That looks very well, child!" she said critically with a shade of +complacence in her voice. It is true that Marcia had gone beyond orders in +purchasing and making garments unknown to her, yet the neatness and fit +could but reflect well upon her training. It did no harm for cousin Maria +to see what a child of her training could do. It was, on the whole, a very +creditable piece of work, and Madam Schuyler grew more reconciled to it as +Marcia came down toward them. + +"Make it herself?" asked cousin Maria. "Why, Marsh, you did real well. My +Matilda does all her own clothes now. It's time you were learning. It's a +trifle longish to what you've been wearing them, isn't it? But you'll grow +into it, I dare say. Got your hair a new way too. I thought you were Kate +when you first started down stairs. You'll make a good-looking young lady +when you grow up; only don't be in too much hurry. Take your girlhood +while you've got it, is what I always tell Matilda." + +Matilda was well on to thirty and showed no signs of taking anything else. + +Madam Schuyler smoothed an imaginary pucker across the shoulders and again +pronounced the work good. + +"I picked berries and got the cloth," confessed Marcia. + +Madam Schuyler smiled benevolently and patted Marcia's cheek. + +"You needn't have done that, child. Why didn't you come to me for money? +You needed something new, and that is a very good purchase, a little +light, perhaps, but very pretty. We've been so busy with Kate's things you +have been neglected." + +Marcia smiled with pleasure and passed into the dining room wondering what +power the visitor had over her stepmother to make her pass over this +digression from her rules so sweetly,--nay, even with praise. + +At supper they all rallied Marcia upon her changed appearance. Her father +jokingly said that when the bridegroom arrived he would hardly know which +sister to choose, and he looked from one comely daughter to the other with +fatherly pride. He praised Marcia for doing the work so neatly, and +inwardly admired the courage and independence that prompted her to get the +money by her own unaided efforts rather than to ask for it, and later, as +he passed through the room where she was helping to remove the dishes from +the table, he paused and handed her a crisp five-dollar note. It had +occurred to him that one daughter was getting all the good things and the +other was having nothing. There was a pleasant tenderness in his eyes, a +recognition of her rights as a young woman, that made Marcia's heart +exceedingly light. There was something strange about the influence this +little new frock seemed to have upon people. + +Even Kate had taken a new tone with her. Much of the time at supper she +had sat staring at her sister. Marcia wondered about it as she walked down +toward the gate after her work was done. Kate had never seemed so quiet. +Was she just beginning to realize that she was leaving home forever, and +was she thinking how the home would be after she had left it? How she, +Marcia, would take the place of elder sister, with only little Harriet and +the boys, their stepsister and brothers, left? Was Kate sad over the +thought of going so far away from them, or was she feeling suddenly the +responsibility of the new position she was to occupy and the duties that +would be hers? No, that could not be it, for surely that would bring a +softening of expression, a sweetness of anticipation, and Kate's +expression had been wondering, perplexed, almost troubled. If she had not +been her own sister Marcia would have added, "hard," but she stopped short +at that. + +It was a lovely evening. The twilight was not yet over as she stepped from +the low piazza that ran the length of the house bearing another above it +on great white pillars. A drapery of wistaria in full bloom festooned +across one end and half over the front. Marcia stepped back across the +stone flagging and driveway to look up the purple clusters of graceful +fairy-like shape that embowered the house, and thought how beautiful it +would look when the wedding guests should arrive the day after the morrow. +Then she turned into the little gravel path, box-bordered, that led to the +gate. Here and there on either side luxuriant blooms of dahlias, peonies +and roses leaned over into the night and peered at her. The yard had never +looked so pretty. The flowers truly had done their best for the occasion, +and they seemed to be asking some word of commendation from her. + +They nodded their dewy heads sleepily as she went on. + +To-morrow the children would be coming back from Aunt Eliza's, where they +had been sent safely out of the way for a few days, and the last things +would arrive,--and _he_ would come. Not later than three in the afternoon +he ought to arrive, Kate had said, though there was a possibility that he +might come in the morning, but Kate was not counting upon it. He was to +drive from his home to Schenectady and, leaving his own horse there to +rest, come on by coach. Then he and Kate would go back in fine style to +Schenectady in a coach and pair, with a colored coachman, and at +Schenectady take their own horse and drive on to their home, a long +beautiful ride, so thought Marcia half enviously. How beautiful it would +be! What endless delightful talks they might have about the trees and +birds and things they saw in passing only Kate did not love to talk about +such things. But then she would be with David, and he talked beautifully +about nature or anything else. Kate would learn to love it if she loved +him. Did Kate love David? Of course she must or why should she marry him? +Marcia resented the thought that Kate might have other objects in view, +such as Mary Ann Fothergill had suggested for instance. Of course Kate +would never marry any man unless she loved him. That would be a dreadful +thing to do. Love was the greatest thing in the world. Marcia looked up to +the stars, her young soul thrilling with awe and reverence for the great +mysteries of life. She wondered again if life would open sometime for her +in some such great way, and if she would ever know better than now what it +meant. Would some one come and love her? Some one whom she could love in +return with all the fervor of her nature? + +She had dreamed such dreams before many times, as girls will, while lovers +and future are all in one dreamy, sweet blending of rosy tints and joyous +mystery, but never had they come to her with such vividness as that night. +Perhaps it was because the household had recognized the woman in her for +the first time that evening. Perhaps because the vision she had seen +reflected in her mirror before she left her room that afternoon had opened +the door of the future a little wider than it had ever opened before. + +She stood by the gate where the syringa and lilac bushes leaned over and +arched the way, and the honeysuckle climbed about the fence in a wild +pretty way of its own and flung sweetness on the air in vivid, erratic +whiffs. + +The sidewalk outside was brick, and whenever she heard footsteps coming +she stepped back into the shadow of the syringa and was hidden from view. +She was in no mood to talk with any one. + +She could look out into the dusty road and see dimly the horses and +carryalls as they passed, and recognize an occasional laughing voice of +some village maiden out with her best young man for a ride. Others +strolled along the sidewalk, and fragments of talk floated back. Almost +every one had a word to say about the wedding as they neared the gate, and +if Marcia had been in another mood it would have been interesting and +gratifying to her pride. Every one had a good word for Kate, though many +disapproved of her in a general way for principle's sake. + +Hanford Weston passed, with long, slouching gait, hands in his trousers +pockets, and a frightened, hasty, sideways glance toward the lights of the +house beyond. He would have gone in boldly to call if he had dared, and +told Marcia that he had done her bidding and now wanted a reward, but John +Middleton had joined him at the corner and he dared not make the attempt. +John would have done it in a minute if he had wished. He was brazen by +nature, but Hanford knew that he would as readily laugh at another for +doing it. Hanford shrank from a laugh more than from the cannon's mouth, +so he slouched on, not knowing that his goddess held her breath behind a +lilac bush not three feet away, her heart beating in annoyed taps to be +again interrupted by him in her pleasant thoughts. + +Merry, laughing voices mingling with many footsteps came sounding down the +street and paused beside the gate. Marcia knew the voices and again slid +behind the shrubbery that bordered all the way to the house, and not even +a gleam of her light frock was visible. They trooped in, three or four +girl friends of Kate's and a couple of young men. + +Marcia watched them pass up the box-bordered path from her shadowy +retreat, and thought how they would miss Kate, and wondered if the young +men who had been coming there so constantly to see her had no pangs of +heart that their friend and leader was about to leave them. Then she +smiled at herself in the dark. She seemed to be doing the retrospect for +Kate, taking leave of all the old friends, home, and life, in Kate's +place. It was not her life anyway, and why should she bother herself and +sigh and feel this sadness creeping over her for some one else? Was it +that she was going to lose her sister? No, for Kate had never been much of +a companion to her. She had always put her down as a little girl and made +distinct and clear the difference in their ages. Marcia had been the +little maid to fetch and carry, the errand girl, and unselfish, devoted +slave in Kate's life. There had been nothing protective and elder-sisterly +in her manner toward Marcia. At times Marcia had felt this keenly, but no +expression of this lack had ever crossed her lips, and afterwards her +devotion to her sister had been the greater, to in a measure compensate +for this reproachful thought. + +But Marcia could not shake the sadness off. She stole in further among the +trees to think about it till the callers should go away. She felt no +desire to meet any of them. + +She began again to wonder how she would feel if day after to-morrow were +her wedding day, and she were going away from home and friends and all the +scenes with which she had been familiar since babyhood. Would she mind +very much leaving them all? Father? Yes, father had been good to her, and +loved her and was proud of her in a way. But one does not lose one's +father no matter how far one goes. A father is a father always; and Mr. +Schuyler was not a demonstrative man. Marcia felt that her father would +not miss her deeply, and she was not sure she would miss him so very much. +She had read to him a great deal and talked politics with him whenever he +had no one better by, but aside from that her life had been lived much +apart from him. Her stepmother? Yes, she would miss her as one misses a +perfect mentor and guide. She had been used to looking to her for +direction. She was thoroughly conscious that she had a will of her own and +would like a chance to exercise it, still, she knew that in many cases +without her stepmother she would be like a rudderless ship, a guideless +traveller. And she loved her stepmother too, as a young girl can love a +good woman who has been her guide and helper, even though there never has +been great tenderness between them. Yes, she would miss her stepmother, +but she would not feel so very sad over it. Harriet and the little +brothers? Oh, yes, she would miss them, they were dear little things and +devoted to her. + +Then there were the neighbors, and the schoolmates, and the people of the +village. She would miss the minister,--the dear old minister and his wife. +Many a time she had gone with her arms full of flowers to the parsonage +down the street, and spent the afternoon with the minister's wife. Her +smooth white hair under its muslin cap, and her soft wrinkled cheek were +very dear to the young girl. She had talked to this friend more freely +about her innermost thoughts than she had ever spoken to any living being. +Oh, she would miss the minister's wife very much if she were to go away. + +The names of her schoolmates came to her. Harriet Woodgate, Eliza +Buchanan, Margaret Fletcher, three girls who were her intimates. She would +miss them, of course, but how much? She could scarcely tell. Margaret +Fletcher more than the other two. Mary Ann Fothergill? She almost laughed +at the thought of anybody missing Mary Ann. John Middleton? Hanford +Weston? There was not a boy in the school she would miss for an instant, +she told herself with conviction. Not one of them realized her ideal. +There was much pairing off of boy and girl in school, but Marcia, like the +heroine of "Comin' thro' the Rye," was good friends with all the boys and +intimate with none. They all counted it an honor to wait upon her, and she +cared not a farthing for any. She felt herself too young, of course, to +think of such things, but when she dreamed her day dreams the lover and +prince who figured in them bore no familiar form or feature. He was a +prince and these were only schoolboys. + +The merry chatter of the young people in the house floated through the +open windows, and Marcia could hear her sister's voice above them all. +Chameleon-like she was all gaiety and laughter now, since her gravity at +supper. + +They were coming out the front door and down the walk. Kate was with them. +Marcia could catch glimpses of the girls' white frocks as they came +nearer. She saw that her sister was walking with Captain Leavenworth. He +was a handsome young man who made a fine appearance in his uniform. He and +Kate had been intimate for two years, and it might have been more than +friendship had not Kate's father interfered between them. He did not think +so well of the handsome young captain as did either his daughter Kate or +the United States Navy who had given him his position. Squire Schuyler +required deep integrity and strength of moral character in the man who +aspired to be his son-in-law. The captain did not number much of either +among his virtues. + +There had been a short, sharp contest which had ended in the departure of +young Leavenworth from the town some three years before, and the temporary +plunging of Kate Schuyler into a season of tears and pouting. But it had +not been long before her gay laughter was ringing again, and her father +thought she had forgotten. About that time David Spafford had appeared and +promptly fallen in love with the beautiful girl, and the Schuyler mind was +relieved. So it came about that, upon the reappearance of the handsome +young captain wearing the insignia of his first honors, the Squire +received him graciously. He even felt that he might be more lenient about +his moral character, and told himself that perhaps he was not so bad after +all, he must have something in him or the United States government would +not have seen fit to honor him. It was easier to think so, now Kate was +safe. + +Marcia watched her sister and the captain go laughing down to the gate, +and out into the street. She wondered that Kate could care to go out +to-night when it was to be almost her last evening at home; wondered, too, +that Kate would walk with Captain Leavenworth when she belonged to David +now. She might have managed it to go with one of the girls. But that was +Kate's way. Kate's ways were not Marcia's ways. + +Marcia wondered if she would miss Kate, and was obliged to acknowledge to +herself that in many ways her sister's absence would be a relief to her. +While she recognized the power of her sister's beauty and will over her, +she felt oppressed sometimes by the strain she was under to please, and +wearied of the constant, half-fretful, half playful fault-finding. + +The gay footsteps and voices died away down the village street, and Marcia +ventured forth from her retreat. The moon was just rising and came up a +glorious burnished disk, silhouetting her face as she stood a moment +listening to the stirring of a bird among the branches. It was her will +to-night to be alone and let her fancies wander where they would. The +beauty and the mystery of a wedding was upon her, touching all her deeper +feelings, and she wished to dream it out and wonder over it. Again it came +to her what if the day after the morrow were her wedding day and she stood +alone thinking about it. She would not have gone off down the street with +a lot of giggling girls nor walked with another young man. She would have +stood here, or down by the gate--and she moved on toward her favorite arch +of lilac and syringa--yes, down by the gate in the darkness looking out and +thinking how it would be when he should come. She felt sure if it had been +herself who expected David she would have begun to watch for him a week +before the time he had set for coming, heralding it again and again to her +heart in joyous thrills of happiness, for who knew but he might come +sooner and surprise her? She would have rejoiced that to-night she was +alone, and would have excused herself from everything else to come down +there in the stillness and watch for him, and think how it would be when +he would really get there. She would hear his step echoing down the street +and would recognize it as his. She would lean far over the gate to listen +and watch, and it would come nearer and nearer, and her heart would beat +faster and faster, and her breath come quicker, until he was at last by +her side, his beautiful surprise for her in his eyes. But now, if David +should really try to surprise Kate by coming that way to-night he would +not find her waiting nor thinking of him at all, but off with Captain +Leavenworth. + +With a passing pity for David she went back to her own dream. With one +elbow on the gate and her cheek in her hand she thought it all over. The +delayed evening coach rumbled up to the tavern not far away and halted. +Real footsteps came up the street, but Marcia did not notice them only as +they made more vivid her thoughts. + +Her dream went on and the steps drew nearer until suddenly they halted and +some one appeared out of the shadow. Her heart stood still, for form and +face in the darkness seemed unreal, and the dreams had been most vivid. +Then with tender masterfulness two strong arms were flung about her and +her face was drawn close to his across the vine-twined gate until her lips +touched his. One long clinging kiss of tenderness he gave her and held her +head close against his breast for just a moment while he murmured: "My +darling! My precious, precious Kate, I have you at last!" + +The spell was broken! Marcia's dream was shattered. Her mind awoke. With a +scream she sprang from him, horror and a wild but holy joy mingling with +her perplexity. She put her hand upon her heart, marvelling over the +sweetness that lingered upon her lips, trying to recover her senses as she +faced the eager lover who opened the little gate and came quickly toward +her, as yet unaware that it was not Kate to whom he had been talking. + + + + + + CHAPTER III + + +Marcia stood quivering, trembling. She comprehended all in an instant. +David Spafford had come a day earlier than he had been expected, to +surprise Kate, and Kate was off having a good time with some one else. He +had mistaken her for Kate. Her long dress and her put-up hair had deceived +him in the moonlight. She tried to summon some womanly courage, and in her +earnestness to make things right she forgot her natural timidity. + +"It is not Kate," she said gently; "it is only Marcia. Kate did not know +you were coming to-night. She did not expect you till to-morrow. She had +to go out,--that is--she has gone with--" the truthful, youthful, troubled +sister paused. To her mind it was a calamity that Kate was not present to +meet her lover. She should at least have been in the house ready for a +surprise like this. Would David not feel the omission keenly? She must +keep it from him if she could about Captain Leavenworth. There was no +reason why he should feel badly about it, of course, and yet it might +annoy him. But he stepped back laughing at his mistake. + +"Why! Marcia, is it you, child? How you have grown! I never should have +known you!" said the young man pleasantly. He had always a grave +tenderness for this little sister of his love. "Of course your sister did +not know I was coming," he went on, "and doubtless she has many things to +attend to. I did not expect her to be out here watching for me, though for +a moment I did think she was at the gate. You say she is gone out? Then we +will go up to the house and I will be there to surprise her when she +comes." + +Marcia turned with relief. He had not asked where Kate was gone, nor with +whom. + +The Squire and Madam Schuyler greeted the arrival with elaborate welcome. +The Squire like Marcia seemed much annoyed that Kate had gone out. He kept +fuming back and forth from the window to the door and asking: "What did +she go out for to-night? She ought to have stayed at home!" + +But Madam Schuyler wore ample satisfaction upon her smooth brow. The +bridegroom had arrived. There could be no further hitch in the ceremonies. +He had arrived a day before the time, it is true; but he had not found +_her_ unprepared. So far as she was concerned, with a few extra touches +the wedding might proceed at once. She was always ready for everything in +time. No one could find a screw loose in the machinery of her household. + +She bustled about, giving orders and laying a bountiful supper before the +young man, while the Squire sat and talked with him, and Marcia hovered +watchfully, waiting upon the table, noticing with admiring eyes the +beautiful wave of his abundant hair, tossed back from his forehead. She +took a kind of pride of possession in his handsome face,--the far-removed +possession of a sister-in-law. There was his sunny smile, that seemed as +though it could bring joy out of the gloom of a bleak December day, and +there were the two dimples--not real dimples, of course, men never had +dimples--but hints, suggestions of dimples, that caught themselves when he +smiled, here and there like hidden mischief well kept under control, but +still merrily ready to come to the surface. His hands were white and firm, +the fingers long and shapely, the hands of a brain worker. The vision of +Hanford Weston's hands, red and bony, came up to her in contrast. She had +not known that she looked at them that day when he had stood awkwardly +asking if he might walk with her. Poor Hanford! He would ill compare with +this cultured scholarly man who was his senior by ten years, though it is +possible that with the ten years added he would have been quite worthy of +the admiration of any of the village girls. + +The fruit cake and raspberry preserves and doughnuts and all the various +viands that Madam Schuyler had ordered set out for the delectation of her +guest had been partaken of, and David and the Squire sat talking of the +news of the day, touching on politics, with a bit of laughter from the +Squire at the man who thought he had invented a machine to draw carriages +by steam in place of horses. + +"There's a good deal in it, I believe," said the younger man. "His theory +is all right if he can get some one to help him carry it out." + +"Well, maybe, maybe," said the Squire shaking his head dubiously, "but it +seems to me a very fanciful scheme. Horses are good enough for me. I +shouldn't like to trust myself to an unknown quantity like steam, but time +will tell." + +"Yes, and the world is progressing. Something of the sort is sure to come. +It has come in England. It would make a vast change in our country, +binding city to city and practically eradicating space." + +"Visionary schemes, David, visionary schemes, that's what I call them. You +and I'll never see them in our day, I'm sure of that. Remember this is a +new country and must go slow." The Squire was half laughing, half in +earnest. + +Amid the talk Marcia had quietly slipped out. It had occurred to her that +perhaps the captain might return with her sister. + +She must watch for Kate and warn her. Like a shadow in the moonlight she +stepped softly down the gravel path once more and waited at the gate. Did +not that sacred kiss placed upon her lips all by mistake bind her to this +solemn duty? Had it not been given to her to see as in a revelation, by +that kiss, the love of one man for one woman, deep and tender and true? + +In the fragrant darkness her soul stood still and wondered over Love, the +marvellous. With an insight such as few have who have not tasted years of +wedded joy, Marcia comprehended the possibility and joy of sacrifice that +made even sad things bright because of Love. She saw like a flash how Kate +could give up her gay life, her home, her friends, everything that life +had heretofore held dear for her, that she might be by the side of the man +who loved her so. But with this knowledge of David's love for Kate came a +troubled doubt. Did Kate love David that way? If Kate had been the one who +received that kiss would she have returned it with the same tenderness and +warmth with which it was given? Marcia dared not try to answer this. It +was Kate's question, not hers, and she must never let it enter her mind +again. Of course she must love him that way or she would never marry him. + +The night crept slowly for the anxious little watcher at the gate. Had she +been sure where to look for her sister, and not afraid of the tongues of a +few interested neighbors who had watched everything at the house for days +that no item about the wedding should escape them, she would have started +on a search at once. She knew if she just ran into old Miss Pemberton's, +whose house stood out upon the street with two straight-backed little, +high, white seats each side of the stoop, a most delightful post of +observation, she could discover at once in which direction Kate had gone, +and perhaps a good deal more of hints and suggestions besides. But Marcia +had no mind to make gossip. She must wait as patiently as she could for +Kate. Moreover Kate might be walking even now in some secluded, rose-lined +lane arm in arm with the captain, saying a pleasant farewell. It was +Kate's way and no one might gainsay her. + +Marcia's dreams came back once more, the thoughts that had been hers as +she stood there an hour before. She thought how the kiss had fitted into +the dream. Then all at once conscience told her it was Kate's lover, not +her own, whose arms had encircled her. And now there was a strange +unwillingness to go back to the dreams at all, a lingering longing for the +joys into whose glory she had been for a moment permitted to look. She +drew back from all thoughts and tried to close the door upon them. They +seemed too sacred to enter. Her maidenhood was but just begun and she had +much yet to learn of life. She was glad, glad for Kate that such +wonderfulness was coming to her. Kate would be sweeter, softer in her ways +now. She could not help it with a love like that enfolding her life. + +At last there were footsteps! Hark! Two people--only two! Just what Marcia +had expected. The other girls and boys had dropped into other streets or +gone home. Kate and her former lover were coming home alone. And, +furthermore, Kate would not be glad to see her sister at the gate. This +last thought came with sudden conviction, but Marcia did not falter. + +"Kate, David has come!" Marcia said it in low, almost accusing tones, at +least so it sounded to Kate, before the two had hardly reached the gate. +They had been loitering along talking in low tones, and the young +captain's head was bent over his companion in an earnest, pleading +attitude. Marcia could not bear to look, and did not wish to see more, so +she had spoken. + +Kate, startled, sprang away from her companion, a white angry look in her +face. + +"How you scared me, Marsh!" she exclaimed pettishly. "What if he has come? +That's nothing. I guess he can wait a few minutes. He had no business to +come to-night anyway. He knew we wouldn't be ready for him till +to-morrow." + +Kate was recovering her self-possession in proportion as she realized the +situation. That she was vexed over her bridegroom's arrival neither of the +two witnesses could doubt. It stung her sister with a deep pity for David. +He was not getting as much in Kate as he was giving. But there was no time +for such thoughts, besides Marcia was trembling from head to foot, partly +with her own daring, partly with wrath at her sister's words. + +"For shame, Kate!" she cried. "How can you talk so, even in fun! David +came to surprise you, and I think he had a right to expect to find you +here so near to the time of your marriage." + +There was a flash in the young eyes as she said it, and a delicate lifting +of her chin with the conviction of the truth she was speaking, that gave +her a new dignity even in the moonlight. Captain Leavenworth looked at her +in lazy admiration and said: + +"Why, Marsh, you're developing into quite a spitfire. What have you got on +to-night that makes you look so tall and handsome? Why didn't you stay in +and talk to your fine gentleman? I'm sure he would have been just as well +satisfied with you as your sister." + +Marcia gave one withering glance at the young man and then turned her back +full upon him. He was not worth noticing. Besides he was to be pitied, for +he evidently cared still for Kate. + +But Kate was fairly white with anger. Perhaps her own accusing conscience +helped it on. Her voice was imperious and cold. She drew herself up +haughtily and pointed toward the house. + +"Marcia Schuyler," she said coldly, facing her sister, "go into the house +and attend to your own affairs. You'll find that you'll get into serious +trouble if you attempt to meddle with mine. You're nothing but a child yet +and ought to be punished for your impudence. Go! I tell you!" she stamped +her foot, "I will come in when I get ready." + +Marcia went. Not proudly as she might have gone the moment before, but +covered with confusion and shame, her head drooping like some crushed lily +on a bleeding stalk. Through her soul rushed indignation, mighty and +forceful; indignation and shame, for her sister, for David, for herself. +She did not stop to analyze her various feelings, nor did she stop to +speak further with those in the house. She fled to her own room, and +burying her face in the pillow she wept until she fell asleep. + +The moon-shadows grew longer about the arbored gateway where the two she +had left stood talking in low tones, looking furtively now and then toward +the house, and withdrawing into the covert of the bushes by the walk. But +Kate dared not linger long. She could see her father's profile by the +candle light in the dining room. She did not wish to receive further +rebuke, and so in a very few minutes the two parted and Kate ran up the +box-edged path, beginning to hum a sweet old love song in a gay light +voice, as she tripped by the dining-room windows, and thus announced her +arrival. She guessed that Marcia would have gone straight to her room and +told nothing. Kate intended to be fully surprised. She paused in the hall +to hang up the light shawl she had worn, calling good-night to her +stepmother and saying she was very tired and was going straight to bed to +be ready for to-morrow. Then she ran lightly across the hall to the +stairs. + +She knew they would call her back, and that they would all come into the +hall with David to see the effect of his surprise upon her. She had +planned to a nicety just which stair she could reach before they got +there, and where she would pause and turn and poise, and what pose she +would take with her round white arm stretched to the handrail, the sleeve +turned carelessly back. She had ready her countenances, a sleepy +indifference, then a pleased surprise, and a climax of delight. She +carried it all out, this little bit of impromptu acting, as well as though +she had rehearsed it for a month. + +They called her, and she turned deliberately, one dainty, slippered foot, +with its crossed black ribbons about the slender ankle, just leaving the +stair below, and showing the arch of the aristocratic instep. Her gown was +blue and she held it back just enough for the stiff white frill of her +petticoat to peep below. Well she read the admiration in the eyes below +her. Admiration was Kate's life: she thrived upon it. She could not do +without it. + +David stood still, his love in his eyes, looking upon the vision of his +bride, and his heart swelled within him that so great a treasure should be +his. Then straightway they all forgot to question where she had been or to +rebuke her that she had been at all. She had known they would. She ever +possessed the power to make others forget her wrong doings when it was +worth her while to try. + +The next morning things were astir even earlier than usual. There was the +sound of the beating of eggs, the stirring of cakes, the clatter of pots +and pans from the wide, stone-flagged kitchen. + +Marcia, fresh as a flower from its morning dew in spite of her cry the +night before, had arisen to new opportunities for service. She was glad +with the joyous forgetfulness of youth when she looked at David's happy +face, and she thought no more of Kate's treatment of herself. + +David followed Kate with a true lover's eyes and was never for more than a +few moments out of her sight, though it seemed to Marcia that Kate did not +try very hard to stay with him. When afternoon came she dismissed him for +what she called her "beauty nap." Marcia was passing through the hall at +the time and she caught the tender look upon his face as he touched her +brow with reverent fingers and told her she had no need for that. Her eyes +met Kate's as they were going up the stairs, and in spite of what Kate had +said the night before Marcia could not refrain from saying: "Oh, Kate! how +could you when he loves you so? You know you never take a nap in the +daytime!" + +"You silly girl!" said Kate pleasantly enough, "don't you know the less a +man sees of one the more he thinks of her?" With this remark she closed +and fastened her door after her. + +Marcia pondered these words of wisdom for some time, wondering whether +Kate had really done it for that reason, or whether she did not care for +the company of her lover. And why should it be so that a man loved you +less because he saw you more? In her straightforward code the more you +loved persons the more you desired to be in their company. + +Kate had issued from her "beauty nap" with a feverish restlessness in her +eyes, an averted face, and ink upon one finger. At supper she scarcely +spoke, and when she did she laughed excitedly over little things. Her +lover watched her with eyes of pride and ever increasing wonder over her +beauty, and Marcia, seeing the light in his face, watched for its answer +in her sister's, and finding it not was troubled. + +She watched them from her bedroom window as they walked down the path +where she had gone the evening before, decorously side by side, Kate +holding her light muslin frock back from the dew on the hedges. She +wondered if it was because Kate had more respect for David than for +Captain Leavenworth that she never seemed to treat him with as much +familiarity. She did not take possession of him in the same sweet +imperious way. + +Marcia had not lighted her candle. The moon gave light enough and she was +very weary, so she undressed in the dim chamber and pondered upon the ways +of the great world. Out there in the moonlight were those two who +to-morrow would be one, and here was she, alone. The world seemed all +circling about that white chamber of hers, and echoing with her own +consciousness of self, and a loneliness she had never felt before. She +wondered what it might be. Was it all sadness at parting with Kate, or was +it the sadness over inevitable partings of all human relationships, and +the all-aloneness of every living spirit? + +She stood for a moment, white-robed, beside her window, looking up into +the full round moon, and wondering if God knew the ache of loneliness in +His little human creatures' souls that He had made, and whether He had +ready something wherewith to satisfy. Then her meek soul bowed before the +faith that was in her and she knelt for her shy but reverent evening +prayer. + +She heard the two lovers come in early and go upstairs, and she heard her +father fastening up the doors and windows for the night. Then stillness +gradually settled down and she fell asleep. Later, in her dreams, there +echoed the sound of hastening hoofs far down the deserted street and over +the old covered bridge, but she took no note of any sound, and the weary +household slept on. + + + + + + CHAPTER IV + + +The wedding was set for ten o'clock in the morning, after which there was +to be a wedding breakfast and the married couple were to start immediately +for their new home. + +David had driven the day before with his own horse and chaise to a town +some twenty miles away, and there left his horse at a tavern to rest for +the return trip, for Kate would have it that they must leave the house in +high style. So the finest equipage the town afforded had been secured to +bear them on the first stage of their journey, with a portly negro driver +and everything according to the custom of the greatest of the land. +Nothing that Kate desired about the arrangements had been left undone. + +The household was fully astir by half past four, for the family breakfast +was to be at six promptly, that all might be cleared away and in readiness +for the early arrival of the various aunts and uncles and cousins and +friends who would "drive over" from the country round about. It would have +been something Madam Schuyler would never have been able to get over if +aught had been awry when a single uncle or aunt appeared upon the scene, +or if there seemed to be the least evidence of fluster and nervousness. + +The rosy sunlight in the east was mixing the morning with fresher air, and +new odors for the new day that was dawning, when Marcia awoke. The sharp +click of spoons and dishes, the voices of the maids, the sizzle, sputter, +odor of frying ham and eggs, mingled with the early chorus of the birds, +and calling to life of all living creatures, like an intrusion upon +nature. It seemed not right to steal the morning's "quiet hour" thus +rudely. The thought flitted through the girl's mind, and in an instant +more the whole panorama of the day's excitement was before her, and she +sprang from her bed. As if it had been her own wedding day instead of her +sister's, she performed her dainty toilet, for though there was need for +haste, she knew she would have no further time beyond a moment to slip on +her best gown and smooth her hair. + +Marcia hurried downstairs just as the bell rang for breakfast, and David, +coming down smiling behind her, patted her cheek and greeted her with, +"Well, little sister, you look as rested as if you had not done a thing +all day yesterday." + +She smiled shyly back at him, and her heart filled with pleasure over his +new name for her. It sounded pleasantly from his happy lips. She was +conscious of a gladness that he was to be so nearly related to her. She +fancied how it would seem to say to Mary Ann: "My brother-in-law says so +and so." It would be grand to call such a man "brother." + +They were all seated at the table but Kate, and Squire Schuyler waited +with pleasantly frowning brows to ask the blessing on the morning food. +Kate was often late. She was the only member of the family who dared to be +late to breakfast, and being the bride and the centre of the occasion more +leniency was granted her this morning than ever before. Madam Schuyler +waited until every one at the table was served to ham and eggs, coffee and +bread-and-butter, and steaming griddle cakes, before she said, looking +anxiously at the tall clock: "Marcia, perhaps you better go up and see if +your sister needs any help. She ought to be down by now. Uncle Joab and +Aunt Polly will be sure to be here by eight. She must have overslept, but +we made so much noise she is surely awake by this time." + +Marcia left her half-eaten breakfast and went slowly upstairs. She knew +her sister would not welcome her, for she had often been sent on like +errands before, and the brunt of Kate's anger had fallen upon the hapless +messenger, wearing itself out there so that she might descend all smiles +to greet father and mother and smooth off the situation in a most +harmonious manner. + +Marcia paused before the door to listen. Perhaps Kate was nearly ready and +her distasteful errand need not be performed. But though she held her +breath to listen, no sound came from the closed door. Very softly she +tried to lift the latch and peep in. Kate must still be asleep. It was not +the first time Marcia had found that to be the case when sent to bring her +sister. + +But the latch would not lift. The catch was firmly down from the inside. +Marcia applied her eye to the keyhole, but could get no vision save a dim +outline of the window on the other side of the room. She tapped gently +once or twice and waited again, then called softly: "Kate, Kate! Wake up. +Breakfast is ready and everybody is eating. Aunt Polly and Uncle Joab will +soon be here." + +She repeated her tapping and calling, growing louder as she received no +answer. Kate would often keep still to tease her thus. Surely though she +would not do so upon her wedding morning! + +She called and called and shook the door, not daring, however, to make +much of an uproar lest David should hear. She could not bear he should +know the shortcomings of his bride. + +But at last she grew alarmed. Perhaps Kate was ill. At any rate, whatever +it was, it was time she was up. She worked for some minutes trying to +loosen the catch that held the latch, but all to no purpose. She was +forced to go down stairs and whisper to her stepmother the state of the +case. + +Madam Schuyler, excusing herself from the table, went upstairs, purposeful +decision in every line of her substantial body, determination in every +sound of her footfall. Bride though she be, Kate would have meted out to +her just dues this time. Company and a lover and the nearness of the +wedding hour were things not to be trifled with even by a charming Kate. + +But Madam Schuyler returned in a short space of time, puffing and panting, +somewhat short of breath, and color in her face. She looked troubled, and +she interrupted the Squire without waiting for him to finish his sentence +to David. + +"I cannot understand what is the matter with Kate," she said, looking at +her husband. "She does not seem to be awake, and I cannot get her door +open. She sleeps soundly, and I suppose the unusual excitement has made +her very tired. But I should think she ought to hear my voice. Perhaps you +better see if you can open the door." + +There was studied calm in her voice, but her face belied her words. She +was anxious lest Kate was playing one of her pranks. She knew Kate's +careless, fun-loving ways. It was more to her that all things should move +decently and in order than that Kate should even be perfectly well. But +Marcia's white face behind her stepmother's ample shoulder showed a dread +of something worse than a mere indisposition. David Spafford took alarm at +once. He put down the silver syrup jug from which he had been pouring +golden maple syrup on his cakes, and pushed his chair back with a click. + +"Perhaps she has fainted!" he said, and Marcia saw how deeply he was +concerned. Father and lover both started up stairs, the father angry, the +lover alarmed. The Squire grumbled all the way up that Kate should sleep +so late, but David said nothing. He waited anxiously behind while the +Squire worked with the door. Madam Schuyler and Marcia had followed them, +and halting curiously just behind came the two maids. They all loved Miss +Kate and were deeply interested in the day's doings. They did not want +anything to interfere with the well-planned pageant. + +The Squire fumbled nervously with the latch, all the time calling upon his +daughter to open the door; then wrathfully placed his solid shoulder and +knee in just the right place, and with a groan and wrench the latch gave +way, and the solid oak door swung open, precipitating the anxious group +somewhat suddenly into the room. + +Almost immediately they all became aware that there was no one there. +David had stood with averted eyes at first, but that second sense which +makes us aware without sight when others are near or absent, brought with +it an unnamed anxiety. He looked wildly about. + +The bed had not been slept in; that they all saw at once. The room was in +confusion, but perhaps not more than might have been expected when the +occupant was about to leave on the morrow. There were pieces of paper and +string upon the floor and one or two garments lying about as if carelessly +cast off in a hurry. David recognized the purple muslin frock Kate had +worn the night before, and put out his hand to touch it as it lay across +the foot of the bed, vainly reaching after her who was not there. + +They stood in silence, father, mother, sister, and lover, and took in +every detail of the deserted room, then looked blankly into one another's +white faces, and in the eyes of each a terrible question began to dawn. +Where was she? + +Madam Schuyler recovered her senses first. With her sharp practical system +she endeavored to find out the exact situation. + +"Who saw her last?" she asked sharply looking from one to the other. "Who +saw her last? Has she been down stairs this morning?" she looked straight +at Marcia this time, but the girl shook her head. + +"I went to bed last night before they came in," she said, looking +questioningly at David, but a sudden remembrance and fear seized her +heart. She turned away to the window to face it where they could not look +at her. + +"We came in early," said David, trying to keep the anxiety out of his +voice, as he remembered his well-beloved's good-night. Surely, surely, +nothing very dreadful could have happened just over night, and in her +father's own house. He looked about again to see the natural, every-day, +little things that would help him drive away the thoughts of possible +tragedy. + +"Kate was tired. She said she was going to get up very early this morning +and wash her face in the dew on the grass." He braved a smile and looked +about on the troubled group. "She must be out somewhere upon the place," +he continued, gathering courage with the thought; "she told me it was an +old superstition. She has maybe wandered further than she intended, and +perhaps got into some trouble. I'd better go and search for her. Is there +any place near here where she would be likely to be?" He turned to Marcia +for help. + +"But Kate would never delay so long I'm sure," said the stepmother +severely. "She's not such a fool as to go traipsing through the wet grass +before daylight for any nonsense. If it were Marcia now, you might expect +anything, but Kate would be satisfied with the dew on the grass by the +kitchen pump. I know Kate." + +Marcia's face crimsoned at her stepmother's words, but she turned her +troubled eyes to David and tried to answer him. + +"There are plenty of places, but Kate has never cared to go to them. I +could go out and look everywhere." She started to go down, but as she +passed the wide mahogany bureau she saw a bit of folded paper lying under +the corner of the pincushion. With a smothered exclamation she went over +and picked it up. It was addressed to David in Kate's handwriting, fine +and even like copperplate. Without a word Marcia handed it to him, and +then stood back where the wide draperies of the window would shadow her. + +Madam Schuyler, with sudden keen prescience, took alarm. Noticing the two +maids standing wide-mouthed in the hallway, she summoned her most +commandatory tone, stepped into the hall, half closing the door behind +her, and cowed the two handmaidens under her glance. + +"It is all right!" she said calmly. "Miss Kate has left a note, and will +soon return. Go down and keep her breakfast warm, and not a word to a +soul! Dolly, Debby, do you understand? Not a word of this! Now hurry and +do all that I told you before breakfast." + +They went with downcast eyes and disappointed droops to their mouths, but +she knew that not a word would pass their lips. They knew that if they +disobeyed that command they need never hope for favor more from madam. +Madam's word was law. She would be obeyed. Therefore with remarkable +discretion they masked their wondering looks and did as they were bidden. +So while the family stood in solemn conclave in Kate's room the +preparations for the wedding moved steadily forward below stairs, and only +two solemn maids, of all the helpers that morning, knew that a tragedy was +hovering in the air and might burst about them. + +David had grasped for the letter eagerly, and fumbled it open with +trembling hand, but as he read, the smile of expectation froze upon his +lips and his face grew ashen. He tottered and grasped for the mantel shelf +to steady himself as he read further, but he did not seem to take in the +meaning of what he read. The others waited breathless, a reasonable length +of time, Madam Schuyler impatiently patient. She felt that long delay +would be perilous to her arrangements. She ought to know the whole truth +at once and be put in command of the situation. Marcia with sorrowful face +and drooping eyelashes stood quiet behind the curtain, while over and over +the echo of a horse's hoofs in a silent street and over a bridge sounded +in her brain. She did not need to be told, she knew intuitively what had +happened, and she dared not look at David. + +"Well, what has she done with herself?" said the Squire impatiently. He +had not finished his plate of cakes, and now that there was word he wanted +to know it at once and go back to his breakfast. The sight of his +daughter's handwriting relieved and reassured him. Some crazy thing she +had done of course, but then Kate had always done queer things, and +probably would to the end of time. She was a hussy to frighten them so, +and he meant to tell her so when she returned, if it was her wedding day. +But then, Kate would be Kate, and his breakfast was getting cold. He had +the horses to look after and orders to give to the hands before the early +guests arrived. + +But David did not answer, and the sight of him was alarming. He stood as +one stricken dumb all in a moment. He raised his eyes to the +Squire's--pleading, pitiful. His face had grown strained and haggard. + +"Speak out, man, doesn't the letter tell?" said the Squire imperiously. +"Where is the girl?" + +And this time David managed to say brokenly: "She's gone!" and then his +head dropped forward on his cold hand that rested on the mantel. Great +beads of perspiration stood out upon his white forehead, and the letter +fluttered gayly, coquettishly to the floor, a reminder of the uncertain +ways of its writer. + +The Squire reached for it impatiently, and wiping his spectacles +laboriously put them on and drew near to the window to read, his heavy +brows lowering in a frown. But his wife did not need to read the letter, +for she, like Marcia, had divined its purport, and already her able +faculties were marshalled to face the predicament. + +The Squire with deepening frown was studying his elder daughter's letter, +scarce able to believe the evidence of his senses that a girl of his could +be so heartless. + + + "DEAR DAVID," the letter ran,--written as though in a hurry, done + at the last moment,--which indeed it was:-- + + "I want you to forgive me for what I am doing. I know you will + feel bad about it, but really I never was the right one for you. + I'm sure you thought me all too good, and I never could have + stayed in a strait-jacket, it would have killed me. I shall always + consider you the best man in the world, and I like you better than + anyone else except Captain Leavenworth. I can't help it, you know, + that I care more for him than anyone else, though I've tried. So I + am going away to-night and when you read this we shall have been + married. You are so very good that I know you will forgive me, and + be glad I am happy. Don't think hardly of me for I always did care + a great deal for you. + + "Your loving + + "KATE." + + +It was characteristic of Kate that she demanded the love and loyalty of +her betrayed lover to the bitter end, false and heartless though she had +been. The coquette in her played with him even now in the midst of the +bitter pain she must have known she was inflicting. No word of contrition +spoke she, but took her deed as one of her prerogatives, just as she had +always taken everything she chose. She did not even spare him the loving +salutation that had been her custom in her letters to him, but wrote +herself down as she would have done the day before when all was fair and +dear between them. She did not hint at any better day for David, or give +him permission to forget her, but held him for all time as her own, as she +had known she would by those words of hers, "I like you better than anyone +else except!--" Ah! That fatal "except!" Could any knife cut deeper and +more ways? They sank into the young man's heart as he stood there those +first few minutes and faced his trouble, his head bowed upon the +mantel-piece. + +Meantime Madam Schuyler's keen vision had spied another folded paper +beside the pincushion. Smaller it was than the other, and evidently +intended to be placed further out of sight. It was addressed to Kate's +father, and her stepmother opened it and read with hard pressure of her +thin lips, slanted down at the corners, and a steely look in her eyes. Was +it possible that the girl, even in the midst of her treachery, had enjoyed +with a sort of malicious glee the thought of her stepmother reading that +note and facing the horror of a wedding party with no bride? Knowing her +stepmother's vast resources did she not think that at last she had brought +her to a situation to which she was unequal? There had always been this +unseen, unspoken struggle for supremacy between them; though it had been a +friendly one, a sort of testing on the girl's part of the powers and +expedients of the woman, with a kind of vast admiration, mingled with +amusement, but no fear for the stepmother who had been uniformly kind and +loving toward her, and for whom she cared, perhaps as much as she could +have cared for her own mother. The other note read: + + + "DEAR FATHER:--I am going away to-night to marry Captain + Leavenworth. You wouldn't let me have him in the right way, so I + had to take this. I tried very hard to forget him and get + interested in David, but it was no use. You couldn't stop it. So + now I hope you will see it the way we do and forgive us. We are + going to Washington and you can write us there and say you forgive + us, and then we will come home. I know you will forgive us, Daddy + dear. You know you always loved your little Kate and you couldn't + really want me to be unhappy. Please send my trunks to Washington. + I've tacked the card with the address on the ends. + + "Your loving little girl, + + "KATE." + + +There was a terrible stillness in the room, broken only by the crackling +of paper as the notes were turned in the hands of their readers. Marcia +felt as if centuries were passing. David's soul was pierced by one awful +thought. He had no room for others. She was gone! Life was a blank for +him! stretching out into interminable years. Of her treachery and +false-heartedness in doing what she had done in the way she had done it, +he had no time to take account. That would come later. Now he was trying +to understand this one awful fact. + +Madam Schuyler handed the second note to her husband, and with set lips +quickly skimmed through the other one. As she read, indignation rose +within her, and a great desire to outwit everybody. If it had been +possible to bring the erring girl back and make her face her disgraced +wedding alone, Madam Schuyler would have been glad to do it. She knew that +upon her would likely rest all the re-arrangements, and her ready brain +was already taking account of her servants and the number of messages that +would have to be sent out to stop the guests from arriving. She waited +impatiently for her husband to finish reading that she might consult with +him as to the best message to send, but she was scarcely prepared for the +burst of anger that came with the finish of the letters. The old man +crushed his daughter's note in his hand and flung it from him. He had +great respect and love for David, and the sight of him broken in grief, +the deed of his daughter, roused in him a mighty indignation. His voice +shook, but there was a deep note of command in it that made Madam Schuyler +step aside and wait. The Squire had arisen to the situation, and she +recognized her lord and master. + +"She must be brought back at once at all costs!" he exclaimed. "That +rascal shall not outwit us. Fool that I was to trust him in the house! +Tell the men to saddle the horses. They cannot have gone far yet, and +there are not so many roads to Washington. We may yet overtake them, and +married or unmarried the hussy shall be here for her wedding!" + +But David raised his head from the mantel-shelf and steadied his voice: + +"No, no, you must not do that--father--" the appellative came from his lips +almost tenderly, as if he had long considered the use of it with pleasure, +and now he spoke it as a tender bond meant to comfort. + +The older man started and his face softened. A flash of understanding and +love passed between the two men. + +"Remember, she has said she loves some one else. She could never be mine +now." + +There was terrible sadness in the words as David spoke them, and his voice +broke. Madam Schuyler turned away and took out her handkerchief, an +article of apparel for which she seldom had use except as it belonged to +every well ordered toilet. + +The father stood looking hopelessly at David and taking in the thought. +Then he too bowed his head and groaned. + +"And my daughter, _my little Kate_ has done it!" Marcia covered her face +with the curtains and her tears fell fast. + +David went and stood beside the Squire and touched his arm. + +"Don't!" he said pleadingly. "You could not help it. It was not your +fault. Do not take it so to heart!" + +"But it is my disgrace. I have brought up a child who could do it. I +cannot escape from that. It is the most dishonorable thing a woman can do. +And look how she has done it, brought shame upon us all! Here we have a +wedding on our hands, and little or no time to do anything! I have lived +in honor all my life, and now to be disgraced by my own daughter!" + +Marcia shuddered at her father's agony. She could not bear it longer. With +a soft cry she went to him, and nestled her head against his breast +unnoticed. + +"Father, father, don't!" she cried. + +But her father went on without seeming to see her. + +"To be disgraced and deserted and dishonored by my own child! Something +must be done. Send the servants! Let the wedding be stopped!" + +He looked at Madam and she started toward the door to carry out his +bidding, but he recalled her immediately. + +"No, stay!" he cried. "It is too late to stop them all. Let them come. Let +them be told! Let the disgrace rest upon the one to whom it belongs!" + +Madam stopped in consternation! A wedding without a bride! Yet she knew it +was a serious thing to try to dispute with her husband in that mood. She +paused to consider. + +"Oh, father!" exclaimed Marcia, "we couldn't! Think of David." + +Her words seemed to touch the right chord, for he turned toward the young +man, intense, tender pity in his face. + +"Yes, David! We are forgetting David! We must do all we can to make it +easier for you. You will be wanting to get away from us as quickly as +possible. How can we manage it for you? And where will you go? You will +not want to go home just yet?" + +He paused, a new agony of the knowledge of David's part coming to him. + +"No, I cannot go home," said David hopelessly, a look of keen pain darting +across his face, "for the house will be all ready for her, and the table +set. The friends will be coming in, and we are invited to dinner and tea +everywhere. They will all be coming to the house, my friends, to welcome +us. No, I cannot go home." Then he passed his hand over his forehead +blindly, and added, in a stupefied tone, "and yet I must--sometime--I +must--go--home!" + + + + + + CHAPTER V + + +The room was very still as he spoke. Madam Schuyler forgot the coming +guests and the preparations, in consternation over the thought of David +and his sorrow. Marcia sobbed softly upon her father's breast, and her +father involuntarily placed his arm about her as he stood in painful +thought. + +"It is terrible!" he murmured, "terrible! How could she bear to inflict +such sorrow! She might have saved us the scorn of all of our friends. +David, you must not go back alone. It must not be. You must not bear that. +There are lovely girls in plenty elsewhere. Find another one and marry +her. Take your bride home with you, and no one in your home need be the +wiser. Don't sorrow for that cruel girl of mine. Give her not the +satisfaction of feeling that your life is broken. Take another. Any girl +might be proud to go with you for the asking. Had I a dozen other +daughters you should have your pick of them, and one should go with you, +if you would condescend to choose another from the home where you have +been so treacherously dealt with. But I have only this one little girl. +She is but a child as yet and cannot compare with what you thought you +had. I blame you not if you do not wish to wed another Schuyler, but if +you will she is yours. And she is a good girl. David, though she is but a +child. Speak up, child, and say if you will make amends for the wrong your +sister has done!" + +The room was so still one could almost hear the heartbeats. David had +raised his head once more and was looking at Marcia. Sad and searching was +his gaze, as if he fain would find the features of Kate in her face, yet +it seemed to Marcia, as she raised wide tear-filled eyes from her father's +breast where her head still lay, that he saw her not. He was looking +beyond her and facing the home-going alone, and the empty life that would +follow. + +Her thoughts the last few days had matured her wonderfully. She understood +and pitied, and her woman-nature longed to give comfort, yet she shrunk +from going unasked. It was all terrible, this sudden situation thrust upon +her, yet she felt a willing sacrifice if she but felt sure it was his +wish. + +But David did not seem to know that he must speak. He waited, looking +earnestly at her, through her, beyond her, to see if Heaven would grant +this small relief to his sufferings. At last Marcia summoned her voice: + +"If David wishes I will go." + +She spoke the words solemnly, her eyes lifted slightly above him as if she +were speaking to Another One higher than he. It was like an answer to a +call from God. It had come to Marcia this way. It seemed to leave her no +room for drawing back, if indeed she had wished to do so. Other +considerations were not present. There was just the one great desire in +her heart to make amends in some measure for the wrong that had been done. +She felt almost responsible for it, a family responsibility. She seemed to +feel the shame and pain as her father was feeling it. She would step into +the empty place that Kate had left and fill it as far as she could. Her +only fear was that she was not acceptable, not worthy to fill so high a +place. She trembled over it, yet she could not hold back from the high +calling. It was so she stood in a kind of sorrowful exaltation waiting for +David. Her eyes lowered again, looking at him through the lashes and +pleading for recognition. She did not feel that she was pleading for +anything for herself, only for the chance to help him. + +Her voice had broken the spell. David looked down upon her kindly, a +pleasant light of gratitude flashing through the sternness and sorrow in +his face. Here was comradeship in trouble, and his voice recognized it as +he said: + +"Child, you are good to me, and I thank you. I will try to make you happy +if you will go with me, and I am sure your going will be a comfort in many +ways, but I would not have you go unwillingly." + +There was a dull ache in Marcia's heart, its cause she could not +understand, but she was conscious of a gladness that she was not counted +unworthy to be accepted, young though she was, and child though he called +her. His tone had been kindness itself, the gentle kindliness that had won +her childish sisterly love when first he began to visit her sister. She +had that answer of his to remember for many a long day, and to live upon, +when questionings and loneliness came upon her. But she raised her face to +her father now, and said: "I will go, father!" + +The Squire stooped and kissed his little girl for the last time. Perhaps +he realized that from this time forth she would be a little girl no +longer, and that he would never look into those child-eyes of hers again, +unclouded with the sorrows of life, and filled only with the +wonder-pictures of a rosy future. She seemed to him and to herself to be +renouncing her own life forever, and to be taking up one of sacrificial +penitence for her sister's wrong doing. + +The father then took Marcia's hand and placed it in David's, and the +betrothal was complete. + +Madam Schuyler, whose reign for the time was set aside, stood silent, half +disapproving, yet not interfering. Her conscience told her that this +wholesale disposal of Marcia was against nature. The new arrangement was a +relief to her in many ways, and would make the solution of the day less +trying for every one. But she was a woman and knew a woman's heart. Marcia +was not having her chance in life as her sister had had, as every woman +had a right to have. Then her face hardened. How had Kate used her +chances? Perhaps it was better for Marcia to be well placed in life before +she grew headstrong enough to make a fool of herself as Kate had done. +David would be good to her, that was certain. One could not look at the +strong, pleasant lines of his well cut mouth and chin and not be sure of +that. Perhaps it was all for the best. At least it was not her doing. And +it was only the night before that she had been looking at Marcia and +worrying because she was growing into a woman so fast. Now she would be +relieved of that care, and could take her ease and enjoy life until her +own children were grown up. But the voice of her husband aroused her to +the present. + +"Let the wedding go on as planned, Sarah, and no one need know until the +ceremony is over except the minister. I myself will go and tell the +minister. There will need to be but a change of names." + +"But," said the Madam, with housewifely alarm, as the suddenness of the +whole thing flashed over her, "Marcia is not ready. She has no suitable +clothes for her wedding." + +"Not ready! No clothes!" said the Squire, now thoroughly irritated over +this trivial objection, as a fly will sometimes ruffle the temper of a man +who has kept calm under fire of an enemy. "And where are all the clothes +that have been making these weeks and months past? What more preparation +does she need? Did the hussy take her wedding things with her? What's in +this trunk?" + +"But those are Kate's things, father," said Marcia in gentle explanation. +"Kate would be very angry if I took her things. They were made for her, +you know." + +"And what if they were made for her?" answered the father, very angry now +at Kate. "You are near of a size. What will do for one is good enough for +the other, and Kate may be angry and get over it, for not one rag of it +all will she get, nor a penny of my money will ever go to her again. She +is no daughter of mine from henceforth. That rascal has beaten me and +stolen my daughter, but he gets a dowerless lass. Not a penny will ever go +from the Schuyler estate into his pocket, and no trunk will ever travel +from here to Washington for that heartless girl. I forbid it. Let her feel +some of the sorrow she has inflicted upon others more innocent. I forbid +it, do you hear?" He brought his fist down upon the solid mahogany bureau +until the prisms on a candle-stand in front of the mirror jangled +discordantly. + +"Oh, father!" gasped Marcia, and turned with terror to her stepmother. But +David stood with his back toward the rest looking out of the window. He +had forgotten them all. + +Madam Schuyler was now in command again. For once the Squire had +anticipated his wife, and the next move had been planned without her help, +but it was as she would have it. Her face had lost its consternation and +beamed with satisfaction beneath its mask of grave perplexity. She could +not help it that she was glad to have the terrible ordeal of a wedding +without a bride changed into something less formidable. + +At least the country round about could not pity, for who was to say but +that David was as well suited with one sister as with the other? And +Marcia was a good girl; doubtless she would grow into a good wife. Far +more suitable for so good and steady a man as David than pretty, imperious +Kate. + +Madam Schuyler took her place of command once more and began to issue her +orders. + +"Come, then, Marcia, we have no time to waste. It is all right, as your +father has said. Kate's things will fit you nicely and you must go at once +and put everything in readiness. You will want all your time to dress, and +pack a few things, and get calm. Go to your room right away and pick up +anything you will want to take with you, and I'll go down and see that +Phoebe takes your place and then come back." + +David and the Squire went out like two men who had suddenly grown old, and +had not the strength to walk rapidly. No one thought any more of +breakfast. It was half-past seven by the old tall clock that stood upon +the stair-landing. It would not be long before Aunt Polly and Uncle Joab +would be driving up to the door. + +Straight ahead went the preparations, just as if nothing had happened, and +if Mistress Kate Leavenworth could have looked into her old room an hour +after the discovery of her flight she would have been astonished beyond +measure. + +Up in her own room stood poor bewildered Marcia. She looked about upon her +little white bed, and thought she would never likely sleep in it again. +She looked out of the small-paned window with its view of distant hill and +river, and thought she was bidding it good-bye forever. She went toward +her closet and put out her hand to choose what she would take with her, +and her heart sank. There hung the faded old ginghams short and scant, and +scorned but yesterday, yet her heart wildly clung to them. Almost would +she have put one on and gone back to her happy care-free school life. The +thought of the new life frightened her. She must give up her girlhood all +at once. She might not keep a vestige of it, for that would betray David. +She must be Kate from morning to evening. Like a sword thrust came the +remembrance that she had envied Kate, and God had given her the punishment +of being Kate in very truth. Only there was this great difference. She was +not the chosen one, and Kate had been. She must bear about forever in her +heart the thought of Kate's sin. + +The voice of her stepmother drew nearer and warned her that her time alone +was almost over, and out on the lawn she could hear the voices of Uncle +Joab and Aunt Polly who had just arrived. + +She dropped upon her knees for one brief moment and let her young soul +pour itself out in one great cry of distress to God, a cry without words +borne only on the breath of a sob. Then she arose, hastily dashed cold +water in her face, and dried away the traces of tears. There was no more +time to think. With hurried hand she began to gather a few trifles +together from closet and drawer. + +One last lingering look she took about her room as she left it, her arms +filled with the things she had hastily culled from among her own. Then she +shut the door quickly and went down the hall to her sister's room to enter +upon her new life. She was literally putting off herself and putting on a +new being as far as it was possible to do so outwardly. + +There on the bed lay the bridal outfit. Madam Schuyler had just brought it +from the spare room that there might be no more going back and forth +through the halls to excite suspicion. She was determined that there +should be no excitement or demonstration or opportunity for gossip among +the guests at least until the ceremony was over. She had satisfied herself +that not a soul outside the family save the two maids suspected that aught +was the matter, and she felt sure of their silence. + +Kate had taken very little with her, evidently fearing to excite +suspicion, and having no doubt that her father would relent and send all +her trousseau as she had requested in her letter. For once Mistress Kate +had forgotten her fineries and made good her escape with but two frocks +and a few other necessaries in a small hand-bag. + +Madam Schuyler was relieved to the point of genuine cheerfulness, over +this, despite the cloud of tragedy that hung over the day. She began to +talk to Marcia as if she had been Kate, as she smoothed down this and that +article and laid them back in the trunk, telling how the blue gown would +be the best for church and the green silk for going out to very fine +places, to tea-drinkings and the like, and how she must always be sure to +wear the cream undersleeves with the Irish point lace with her silk gown +as they set it off to perfection. She recalled, too, how little experience +Marcia had had in the ways of the world, and all the while the girl was +being dressed in the dainty bridal garments she gave her careful +instructions in the art of being a success in society, until Marcia felt +that the green fields and the fences and trees to climb and the excursions +after blackberries, and all the joyful merry-makings of the boys and girls +were receding far from her. She could even welcome Hanford Weston as a +playfellow in her new future, if thereby a little fresh air and freedom of +her girlhood might be left. Nevertheless there gradually came over her an +elation of excitement. The feel of the dainty garments, the delicate +embroidery, the excitement lest the white slippers would not fit her, the +difficulty of making her hair stay up in just Kate's style--for her +stepmother insisted that she must dress it exactly like Kate's and make +herself look as nearly as possible as Kate would have looked,--all drove +sadness from her mind and she began to taste a little delight in the +pretty clothes, the great occasion, and her own importance. The vision in +the looking-glass, too, told her that her own face was winsome, and the +new array not unbecoming. Something of this she had seen the night before +when she put on her new chintz; now the change was complete, as she stood +in the white satin and lace with the string of seed pearls that had been +her mother's tied about her soft white throat. She thought about the +tradition of the pearls that Kate's girl friends had laughingly reminded +her of a few days before when they were looking at the bridal garments. +They had said that each pearl a bride wore meant a tear she would shed. +She wondered if Kate had escaped the tears with the pearls, and left them +for her. + +She was ready at last, even to the veil that had been her mother's, and +her mother's mother's before her. It fell in its rich folds, yellowed by +age, from her head to her feet, with its creamy frost-work of rarest +handiwork, transforming the girl into a woman and a bride. + +Madam Schuyler arranged and rearranged the folds, and finally stood back +to look with half-closed eyes at the effect, deciding that very few would +notice that the bride was other than they had expected until the ceremony +was over and the veil thrown back. The sisters had never looked alike, yet +there was a general family resemblance that was now accentuated by the +dress; perhaps only those nearest would notice that it was Marcia instead +of Kate. At least the guests would have the good grace to keep their +wonderment to themselves until the ceremony was over. + +Then Marcia was left to herself with trembling hands and wildly throbbing +heart. What would Mary Ann think! What would all the girls and boys think? +Some of them would be there, and others would be standing along the shady +streets to watch the progress of the carriage as it drove away. And they +would see her going away instead of Kate. Perhaps they would think it all +a great joke and that she had been going to be married all the time and +not Kate. But no; the truth would soon come out. People would not be +astonished at anything Kate did. They would only say it was just what they +had all along expected of her, and pity her father, and pity her perhaps. +But they would look at her and admire her and for once she would be the +centre of attraction. The pink of pride swelled up into her cheeks, and +then realizing what she was thinking she crushed the feeling down. How +could she think of such things when Kate had done such a dreadful thing, +and David was suffering so terribly? Here was she actually enjoying, and +delighting in the thought of being in Kate's place. Oh, she was wicked, +wicked! She must not be happy for a moment in what was Kate's shame and +David's sorrow. Of her future with David she did not now think. It was of +the pageant of the day that her thoughts were full. If the days and weeks +and months that were to follow came into her mind at all between the other +things it was always that she was to care for David and to help him, and +that she would have to grow up quickly; and remember all the hard +housewifely things her stepmother had taught her; and try to order his +house well. But that troubled her not at all at present. She was more +concerned with the ceremony, and the many eyes that would be turned upon +her. It was a relief when a tap came on the door and the dear old minister +entered. + + + + + + CHAPTER VI + + +He stood a moment by the door looking at her, half startled. Then he came +over beside her, put his hands upon her shoulders, looking down into her +upturned, veiled face. + +"My child!" he said tenderly, "my little Marcia, is this you? I did not +know you in all this beautiful dress. You look as your own mother looked +when she was married. I remember perfectly as if it were but yesterday, +her face as she stood by your father's side. I was but a young man then, +you know, and it was my first wedding in my new church, so you see I could +not forget it. Your mother was a beautiful woman, Marcia, and you are like +her both in face and life." + +The tears came into Marcia's eyes and her lips trembled. + +"Are you sure, child," went on the gentle voice of the old man, "that you +understand what a solemn thing you are doing? It is not a light thing to +give yourself in marriage to any man. You are so young yet! Are you doing +this thing quite willingly, little girl? Are you sure? Your father is a +good man, and a dear old friend of mine, but I know what has happened has +been a terrible blow to him, and a great humiliation. It has perhaps +unnerved his judgment for the time. No one should have brought pressure to +bear upon a child like you to make you marry against your will. Are you +sure it is all right, dear?" + +"Oh, yes, sir!" Marcia raised her tear-filled eyes. "I am doing it quite +of myself. No one has made me. I was glad I might. It was so dreadful for +David!" + +"But child, do you love him?" the old minister said, searching her face +closely. + +Marcia's eyes shone out radiant and child-like through her tears. + +"Oh, yes, sir! I love him of course. No one could help loving David." + +There was a tap at the door and the Squire entered. With a sigh the +minister turned away, but there was trouble in his heart. The love of the +girl had been all too frankly confessed. It was not as he would have had +things for a daughter of his, but it could not be helped of course, and he +had no right to interfere. He would like to speak to David, but David had +not come out of his room yet. When he did there was but a moment for them +alone and all he had opportunity to say was: + +"Mr. Spafford, you will be good to the little girl, and remember she is +but a child. She has been dear to us all." + +David looked at him wonderingly, earnestly, in reply: + +"I will do all in my power to make her happy," he said. + +The hour had come, and all things, just as Madam Schuyler had planned, +were ready. The minister took his place, and the impatient bridesmaids +were in a flutter, wondering why Kate did not call them in to see her. +Slowly, with measured step, as if she had practised many times, Marcia, +the maiden, walked down the hall on her father's arm. He was bowed with +his trouble and his face bore marks of the sudden calamity that had +befallen his house, but the watching guests thought it was for sorrow at +giving up his lovely Kate, and they said one to another, "How much he +loved her!" + +The girl's face drooped with gentle gravity. She scarcely felt the +presence of the guests she had so much dreaded, for to her the ceremony +was holy. She was giving herself as a sacrifice for the sin of her sister. +She was too young and inexperienced to know all that would be thought and +said as soon as the company understood. She also felt secure behind that +film of lace. It seemed impossible that they could know her, so softly and +so mistily it shut her in from the world. It was like a kind of moving +house about her, a protection from all eyes. So sheltered she might go +through the ceremony with composure. As yet she had not begun to dread the +afterward. The hall was wide through which she passed, and the day was +bright, but the windows were so shadowed by the waiting bridesmaids that +the light did not fall in full glare upon her, and it was not strange they +did not know her at once. She heard their smothered exclamations of wonder +and admiration, and one, Kate's dearest friend, whispered softly behind +her: "Oh, Kate, why did you keep us waiting, you sly girl! How lovely you +are! You look like an angel straight from heaven." + +There were other whispered words which Marcia heard sadly. They gave her +no pleasure. The words were for Kate, not her. What would they say when +they knew all? + +There was David in the distance waiting for her. How fine he looked in his +wedding clothes! How proud Kate might have been of him! How pitiful was +his white face! He had summoned his courage and put on a mask of happiness +for the eyes of those who saw him, but it could not deceive the heart of +Marcia. Surely not since the days when Jacob served seven years for Rachel +and then lifted the bridal veil to look upon the face of her sister Leah, +walked there sadder bridegroom on this earth than David Spafford walked +that day. + +Down the stairs and through the wide hall they came, Marcia not daring to +look up, yet seeing familiar glimpses as she passed. That green plaid silk +lap at one side of the parlor door, in which lay two nervous little hands +and a neatly folded pocket handkerchief, belonged to Sabrina Bates, she +knew; and the round lace collar a little farther on, fastened by the +brooch with a colored daguerreotype encircled by a braid of faded brown +hair under glass, must be about the neck of Aunt Polly. There was not +another brooch like that in New York state, Marcia felt sure. Beyond were +Uncle Joab's small meek Sunday boots, toeing in, and next were little feet +covered by white stockings and slippers fastened with crossed black +ribbons, some child's, not Harriet--Marcia dared not raise her eyes to +identify them now. She must fix her mind upon the great things before her. +She wondered at herself for noticing such trivial things when she was +walking up to the presence of the great God, and there before her stood +the minister with his open book! + +Now, at last, with the most of the audience behind her, shut in by the +film of lace, she could raise her eyes to the minister's familiar face, +take David's arm without letting her hand tremble much, and listen to the +solemn words read out to her. For her alone they seemed to be read. +David's heart she knew was crushed, and it was only a form for him. She +must take double vows upon her for the sake of the wrong done to him. So +she listened: + +"Dearly beloved, we are gathered together"--how the words thrilled her!--"in +the sight of God and in the presence of this company to join together this +man and woman in the bonds of holy matrimony;"--a deathly stillness rested +upon the room and the painful throbbing of her heart was all the little +bride could hear. She was glad she might look straight into the dear face +of the old minister. Had her mother felt this way when she was being +married? Did her stepmother understand it? Yes, she must, in part at +least, for she had bent and kissed her most tenderly upon the brow just +before leaving her, a most unusually sentimental thing for her to do. It +touched Marcia deeply, though she was fond of her stepmother at all times. + +She waited breathless with drooped eyes while the minister demanded, "If +any man can show just cause why they may not be lawfully joined together, +let him now declare it, or else hereafter forever hold his peace." What if +some one should recognize her and, thinking she had usurped Kate's place, +speak out and stop the marriage! How would David feel? And she? She would +sink to the floor. Oh, did they any of them know? How she wished she dared +raise her eyes to look about and see. But she must not. She must listen. +She must shake off these worldly thoughts. She was not hearing for idle +thinking. It was a solemn, holy vow she was taking upon herself for life. +She brought herself sharply back to the ceremony. It was to David the +minister was talking now: + +"Wilt thou love her, comfort her, honor and keep her, in sickness and in +health, and forsaking all other, keep thee only unto her, so long as ye +both shall live?" + +It was hard to make David promise that when his heart belonged to Kate. +She wondered that his voice could be so steady when it said, "I will," and +the white glove of Kate's which was just a trifle large for her, trembled +on David's arm as the minister next turned to her: + +"Wilt thou, Marcia"--Ah! It was out now! and the sharp rustle of silk and +stiff linen showed that all the company were aware at last who was the +bride; but the minister went steadily on. He cared not what the listening +assembly thought. He was talking earnestly to his little friend, +Marcia,--"have this man to be thy wedded husband, to live together after +God's ordinance in the holy estate of matrimony? Wilt thou obey him, and +serve him, love, honor, and keep him, in sickness and in health"--the words +of the pledge went on. It was not hard. The girl felt she could do all +that. She was relieved to find it no more terrible, and to know that she +was no longer acting a lie. They all knew who she was now. She held up her +flower-like head and answered in her clear voice, that made her few +schoolmates present gasp with admiration: + +"I will!" + +And the dear old minister's wife, sitting sweet and dove-like in her soft +grey poplin, fine white kerchief, and cap of book muslin, smiled to +herself at the music in Marcia's voice and nodded approval. She felt that +all was well with her little friend. + +They waited, those astonished people, till the ceremony was concluded and +the prayer over, and then they broke forth. There had been lifted brows +and looks passing from one to another, of question, of disclaiming any +knowledge in the matter, and just as soon as the minister turned and took +the bride's hand to congratulate her the heads bent together behind fans +and the soft buzz of whispers began. + +What does it mean? Where is Kate? She isn't in the room! Did he change his +mind at the last minute? How old is Marcia? Mercy me! Nothing but a child! +Are you sure? Why, my Mary Ann is older than that by three months, and +she's no more able to become mistress of a home than a nine-days-old +kitten. Are you sure it's Marcia? Didn't the minister make a mistake in +the name? It looked to me like Kate. Look again. She's put her veil back. +No, it can't be! Yes, it is! No, it looks like Kate! Her hair's done the +same, but, no, Kate never had such a sweet innocent look as that. Why, +when she was a child her face always had a sharpness to it. Look at +Marcia's eyes, poor lamb! I don't see how her father could bear it, and +she so young. But Kate! Where can she be? What has happened? You don't +say! Yes, I did see that captain about again last week or so. Do you +believe it? Surely she never would. Who told you? Was he sure? But Maria +and Janet are bridesmaids and they didn't see any signs of anything. They +were over here yesterday. Yes, Kate showed them everything and planned how +they would all walk in. No, she didn't do anything queer, for Janet would +have mentioned it. Janet always sees everything. Well, they say he's a +good man and Marcia'll be well provided for. Madam Schuyler'll be relieved +about that. Marcia can't ever lead her the dance Kate has among the young +men. How white he looks! Do you suppose he loves her? What on earth can it +all mean? Do you s'pose Kate feels bad? Where is she anyway? Wouldn't she +come down? Well, if 'twas his choosing it serves her right. She's too much +of a flirt for a good man and maybe he found her out. She's probably got +just what she deserves, and _I_ think Marcia'll make a good little wife. +She always was a quiet, grown-up child and Madam Schuyler has trained her +well! But what will Kate do now? Hush! They are coming this way. How do +you suppose we can find out? Go ask Cousin Janet, perhaps they've told +her, or Aunt Polly. Surely she knows. + +But Aunt Polly sat with pursed lips of disapproval. She had not been told, +and it was her prerogative to know everything. She always made a point of +being on hand early at all funerals and weddings, especially in the family +circle, and learning the utmost details, which she dispensed at her +discretion to late comers in fine sepulchral whispers. + +Now she sat silent, disgraced, unable to explain a thing. It was +unhandsome of Sarah Schuyler, she felt, though no more than she might have +expected of her, she told herself. She had never liked her. Well, wait +until her opportunity came. If they did not wish her to say the truth she +must say something. She could at least tell what she thought. And what +more natural than to let it be known that Sarah Schuyler had always held a +dislike for Marcia, and to suggest that it was likely she was glad to get +her off her hands. Aunt Polly meant to find a trail somewhere, no matter +how many times they threw her off the scent. + +Meantime for Marcia the sun seemed to have shined out once more with +something of its old brightness. The terrible deed of self-renunciation +was over, and familiar faces actually were smiling upon her and wishing +her joy. She felt the flutter of her heart in her throat beneath the +string of pearls, and wondered if after all she might hope for a little +happiness of her own. She could climb no more fences nor wade in gurgling +brooks, but might there not be other happy things as good? A little touch +of the pride of life had settled upon her. The relatives were coming with +pleasant words and kisses. The blushes upon her cheeks were growing +deeper. She almost forgot David in the pretty excitement. A few of her +girl friends ventured shyly near, as one might look at a mate suddenly and +unexpectedly translated into eternal bliss. They put out cold fingers in +salute with distant, stiff phrases belonging to a grown-up world. Not one +of them save Mary Ann dared recognize their former bond of playmates. Mary +Ann leaned down and whispered with a giggle: "Say, you didn't need to envy +Kate, did you? My! Ain't you in clover! Say, Marsh," wistfully, "do invite +me fer a visit sometime, won't you?" + +Now Mary Ann was not quite on a par with the Schuylers socially, and had +it not been for a distant mutual relative she would not have been asked to +the wedding. Marcia never liked her very much, but now, with the +uncertain, dim future it seemed pleasant and home-like to think of a visit +from Mary Ann and she nodded and said childishly: "Sometime, Mary Ann, if +I can." + +Mary Ann squeezed her hand, kissed her, blushed and giggled herself out of +the way of the next comer. + +They went out to the dining room and sat around the long table. It was +Marcia's timid hand that cut the bridecake, and all the room full watched +her. Seeing the pretty color come and go in her excited cheeks, they +wondered that they had never noticed before how beautiful Marcia was +growing. A handsome couple they would make! And they looked from Marcia to +David and back again, wondering and trying to fathom the mystery. + +It was gradually stealing about the company, the truth about Kate and +Captain Leavenworth. The minister had told it in his sad and gentle way. +Just the facts. No gossip. Naturally every one was bristling with +questions, but not much could be got from the minister. + +"I really do not know," he would say in his courteous, old-worldly way, +and few dared ask further. Perhaps the minister, wise by reason of much +experience, had taken care to ask as few questions as possible himself, +and not to know too much before undertaking this task for his old friend +the Squire. + +And so Kate's marriage went into the annals of the village, at least so +far as that morning was concerned, quietly, and with little exclamation +before the family. The Squire and his wife controlled their faces +wonderfully. There was an austerity about the Squire as he talked with his +friends that was new to his pleasant face, but Madam conversed with her +usual placid self-poise, and never gave cause for conjecture as to her +true feelings. + +There were some who dared to offer their surprised condolences. To such +the stepmother replied that of course the outcome of events had been a +sore trial to the Squire, and all of them, but they were delighted at the +happy arrangement that had been made. She glanced contentedly toward the +child-bride. + +It was a revelation to the whole village that Marcia had grown up and was +so handsome. + +Dismay filled the breasts of the village gossips. They had been defrauded. +Here was a fine scandal which they had failed to discover in time and +spread abroad in its due course. + +Everybody was shy of speaking to the bride. She sat in her lovely finery +like some wild rose caught as a sacrifice. Yet every one admitted that she +might have done far worse. David was a good man, with prospects far beyond +most young men of his time. Moreover he was known to have a brilliant +mind, and the career he had chosen, that of journalism, in which he was +already making his mark, was one that promised to be lucrative as well as +influential. + +It was all very hurried at the last. Madam Schuyler and Dolly the maid +helped her off with the satin and lace finery, and she was soon out of her +bridal attire and struggling with the intricacies of Kate's travelling +costume. + +Marcia was not Marcia any longer, but Mrs. David Spafford. She had been +made to feel the new name almost at once, and it gave her a sense of +masquerading pleasant enough for the time being, but with a dim foreboding +of nameless dread and emptiness for the future, like all masquerading +which must end sometime. And when the mask is taken off how sad if one is +not to find one's real self again: or worse still if one may never remove +the mask, but must grow to it and be it from the soul. + +All this Marcia felt but dimly of course, for she was young and light +hearted naturally, and the excitement and pretty things about her could +not but be pleasant. + +To have Kate's friends stand about her, half shyly trying to joke with her +as they might have done with Kate, to feel their admiring glances, and +half envious references to her handsome husband, almost intoxicated her +for the moment. Her cheeks grew rosier as she tied on Kate's pretty poke +bonnet whose nodding blue flowers had been brought over from Paris by a +friend of Kate's. It seemed a shame that Kate should not have her things +after all. The pleasure died out of Marcia's eyes as she carefully looped +the soft blue ribbons under her round chin and drew on Kate's long gloves. +There was no denying the fact that Kate's outfit was becoming to Marcia, +for she had that complexion that looks well with any color under the sun, +though in blue she was not at her best. + +When Marcia was ready she stood back from the little looking-glass, with a +frightened, half-childish gaze about the room. + +Now that the last minute was come, there was no one to understand Marcia's +feelings nor help her. Even the girls were merely standing there waiting +to say the last formal farewell that they might be free to burst into an +astonished chatter of exclamations over Kate's romantic disappearance. +They were Kate's friends, not Marcia's, and they were bidding Kate's +clothes good-bye for want of the original bride. Marcia's friends were too +young and too shy to do more than stand back in awe and gaze at their mate +so suddenly promoted to a life which but yesterday had seemed years away +for any of them. + + [Illustration: Copyright by C. Klackner + THE STEPMOTHER'S ARMS WERE AROUND HER.] + + Copyright by C. Klackner + THE STEPMOTHER'S ARMS WERE AROUND HER. + + +So Marcia walked alone down the hall--yet, no, not all the way alone. A +little wrinkled hand was laid upon her gloved one, and a little old lady, +her true friend, the minister's wife, walked down the stairs with the +bride arm in arm. Marcia's heart fluttered back to warmth again and was +glad for her friend, yet all she had said was: "My dear!" but there was +that in her touch and the tone of her gentle voice that comforted Marcia. + +She stood at the edge of the steps, with her white hair shining in the +morning, her kind-faced husband just behind her during all the farewell, +and Marcia felt happier because of her motherly presence. + +The guests were all out on the piazza in the gorgeousness of the summer +morning. David stood on the flagging below the step beside the open coach +door, a carriage lap-robe over his arm and his hat on, ready. He was +talking with the Squire. Every one was looking at them, and they were +entirely conscious of the fact. They laughed and talked with studied +pleasantness, though there seemed to be an undertone of sadness that the +most obtuse guest could not fail to detect. + +Harriet, as a small flower-girl, stood upon the broad low step ready to +fling posies before the bride as she stepped into the coach. + +The little boys, to whom a wedding merely meant a delightful increase of +opportunities, stood behind a pillar munching cake, more of which +protruded from their bulging pockets. + +Marcia, with a lump in her throat that threatened tears, slipped behind +the people, caught the two little step-brothers in her arms and smothered +them with kisses, amid their loud protestations and the laughter of those +who stood about. But the little skirmish had served to hide the tears, and +the bride came back most decorously to where her stepmother stood awaiting +her with a smile of complacent--almost completed--duty upon her face. She +wore the sense of having carried off a trying situation in a most +creditable manner, and she knew she had won the respect and awe of every +matron present thereby. That was a great deal to Madam Schuyler. + +The stepmother's arms were around her and Marcia remembered how kindly +they had felt when they first clasped her little body years ago, and she +had been kissed, and told to be a good little girl. She had always liked +her stepmother. And now, as she came to say good-bye to the only mother +she had ever known, who had been a true mother to her in many ways, her +young heart almost gave way, and she longed to hide in that ample bosom +and stay under the wing of one who had so ably led her thus far along the +path of life. + +Perhaps Madam Schuyler felt the clinging of the girl's arms about her, and +perchance her heart rebuked her that she had let so young and +inexperienced a girl go out to the cares of life all of a sudden in this +way. At least she stooped and kissed Marcia again and whispered: "You have +been a good girl, Marcia." + +Afterwards, Marcia cherished that sentence among memory's dearest +treasures. It seemed as though it meant that she had fulfilled her +stepmother's first command, given on the night when her father brought +home their new mother. + +Then the flowers were thrown upon the pavement, to make it bright for the +bride. She was handed into the coach behind the white-haired negro +coachman, and by his side Kate's fine new hair trunk. Ah! That was a +bitter touch! Kate's trunk! Kate's things! Kate's husband! If it had only +been her own little moth-eaten trunk that had belonged to her mother, and +filled with her own things--and if he had only been her own husband! Yet +she wanted no other than David--only if he could have been _her_ David! + +Then Madam Schuyler, her heart still troubled about Marcia, stepped down +and whispered: + +"David, you will remember she is young. You will deal gently with her?" + +Gravely David bent his head and answered: + +"I will remember. She shall not be troubled. I will care for her as I +would care for my own sister." And Madam Schuyler turned away half +satisfied. After all, was that what woman wanted? Would she have been +satisfied to have been cared for as a sister? + +Then gravely, with his eyes half unseeing her, the father kissed his +daughter good-bye, David got into the coach, the door was slammed shut, +and the white horses arched their necks and stepped away, amid a shower of +rice and slippers. + + + + + + CHAPTER VII + + +For some distance the way was lined with people they knew, servants and +negroes, standing about the driveway and outside the fence, people of the +village grouped along the sidewalk, everybody out upon their doorsteps to +watch the coach go by, and to all the face of the bride was a puzzle and a +surprise. They half expected to see another coach coming with the other +bride behind. + +Marcia nodded brightly to those she knew, and threw flowers from the great +nosegay that had been put upon her lap by Harriet. She felt for a few +minutes like a girl in a fairy-tale riding in this fine coach in grand +attire. She stole a look at David. He certainly looked like a prince, but +gravity was already settling about his mouth. Would he always look so now, +she wondered, would he never laugh and joke again as he used to do? Could +she manage to make him happy sometimes for a little while and help him to +forget? + +Down through the village they passed, in front of the store and +post-office where Marcia had bought her frock but three days before, and +they turned up the road she had come with Mary Ann. How long ago that +seemed! How light her heart was then, and how young! All life was before +her with its delightful possibilities. Now it seemed to have closed for +her and she was some one else. A great ache came upon her heart. For a +moment she longed to jump down and run away from the coach and David and +the new clothes that were not hers. Away from the new life that had been +planned for some one else which she must live now. She must always be a +woman, never a girl any more. + +Out past Granny McVane's they drove, the old lady sitting upon her front +porch knitting endless stockings. She stared mildly, unrecognizingly at +Marcia and paused in her rocking to crane her neck after the coach. + +The tall corn rustled and waved green arms to them as they passed, and the +cows looked up munching from the pasture in mild surprise at the turnout. +The little coach dog stepped aside from the road to give them a bark as he +passed, and then pattered and pattered his tiny feet to catch up. The old +school house came in sight with its worn playground and dejected summer +air, and Marcia's eyes searched out the window where she used to sit to +eat her lunch in winters, and the tree under which she used to sit in +summers, and the path by which she and Mary Ann used to wander down to the +brook, or go in search of butternuts, even the old door knob that her hand +would probably never grasp again. She searched them all out and bade them +good-bye with her eyes. Then once she turned a little to see if she could +catch a glimpse of the old blackboard through the window where she and +Susanna Brown and Miller Thompson used to do arithmetic examples. The dust +of the coach, or the bees in the sunshine, or something in her eyes +blurred her vision. She could only see a long slant ray of a sunbeam +crossing the wall where she knew it must be. Then the road wound around +through a maple grove and the school was lost to view. + +They passed the South meadow belonging to the Westons, and Hanford was +plowing. Marcia could see him stop to wipe the perspiration from his brow, +and her heart warmed even to this boy admirer now that she was going from +him forever. + +Hanford had caught sight of the coach and he turned to watch it thinking +to see Kate sitting in the bride's place. He wondered if the bride would +notice him, and turned a deeper red under his heavy coat of tan. + +And the bride did notice him. She smiled the sweetest smile the boy had +ever seen upon her face, the smile he had dreamed of as he thought of her, +at night standing under the stars all alone by his father's gate post +whittling the cross bar of the gate. For a moment he forgot that it was +the bridal party passing, forgot the stern-faced bridegroom, and saw only +Marcia--his girl love. His heart stood still, and a bright light of +response filled his eyes. He took off his wide straw hat and bowed her +reverence. He would have called to her, and tried three times, but his dry +throat gave forth no utterance, and when he looked again the coach was +passed and only the flutter of a white handkerchief came back to him and +told him the beginning of the truth. + +Then the poor boy's face grew white, yes, white and stricken under the +tan, and he tottered to the roadside and sat down with his face in his +hands to try and comprehend what it might mean, while the old horse +dragged the plow whither he would in search of a bite of tender grass. + +What could it mean? And why did Marcia occupy that place beside the +stranger, obviously the bridegroom? Was she going on a visit? He had heard +of no such plan. Where was her sister? Would there be another coach +presently, and was this man then not the bridegroom but merely a friend of +the family? Of course, that must be it. He got up and staggered to the +fence to look down the road, but no one came by save the jogging old gray +and carryall, with Aunt Polly grim and offended and Uncle Joab meek and +depressed beside her. Could he have missed the bridal carriage when he was +at the other end of the lot? Could they have gone another way? He had a +half a mind to call to Uncle Joab to enquire only he was a timid boy and +shrank back until it was too late. + +But why had Marcia as she rode away wafted that strange farewell that had +in it the familiarity of the final? And why did he feel so strange and +weak in his knees? + +Marcia was to help his mother next week at the quilting bee. She had not +gone away to stay, of course. He got up and tried to whistle and turn the +furrows evenly as before, but his heart was heavy, and, try as he would, +he could not understand the feeling that kept telling him Marcia was gone +out of his life forever. + +At last his day's work was done and he could hasten to the house. Without +waiting for his supper, he "slicked up," as he called it, and went at once +to the village, where he learned the bitter truth. + +It was Mary Ann who told him. + +Mary Ann, the plain, the awkward, who secretly admired Hanford Weston as +she might have admired an angel, and who as little expected him to speak +to her as if he had been one. Mary Ann stood by her front gate in the dusk +of the summer evening, the halo of her unusual wedding finery upon her, +for she had taken advantage of being dressed up to make two or three +visits since the wedding, and so prolong the holiday. The light of the +sunset softened her plain features, and gave her a gentler look than was +her wont. Was it that, and an air of lonesomeness akin to his own, that +made Hanford stop and speak to her? + +And then she told him. She could not keep it in long. It was the wonder of +her life, and it filled her so that her thought had no room for anything +else. To think of Marcia taken in a day, gone from their midst forever, +gone to be a grown-up woman in a new world! It was as strange as sudden +death, and almost as terrible and beautiful. + +There were tears in her eyes, and in the eyes of the boy as they spoke +about the one who was gone, and the kind dusk hid the sight so that +neither knew, but each felt a subtle sympathy with the other, and before +Hanford started upon his desolate way home under the burden of his first +sorrow he took Mary Ann's slim bony hand in his and said quite stiffly: +"Well, good night, Miss Mary Ann. I'm glad you told me," and Mary Ann +responded, with a deep blush under her freckles in the dark, "Good night, +Mr. Weston, and--call again!" + +Something of the sympathy lingered with the boy as he went on his way and +he was not without a certain sort of comfort, while Mary Ann climbed to +her little chamber in the loft with a new wonder to dream over. + +Meanwhile the coach drove on, and Marcia passed from her childhood's home +into the great world of men and women, changes, heartbreakings, sorrows +and joys. + +David spoke to her kindly now and then; asked if she was comfortable; if +she would prefer to change seats with him; if the cushions were right; and +if she had forgotten anything. He seemed nervous, and anxious to have this +part of the journey over and asked the coachman frequent questions about +the horses and the speed they could make. Marcia thought she understood +that he was longing to get away from the painful reminder of what he had +expected to be a joyful trip, and her young heart pitied him, while yet it +felt an undertone of hurt for herself. She found so much unadulterated joy +in this charming ride with the beautiful horses, in this luxurious coach, +that she could not bear to have it spoiled by the thought that only +David's sadness and pain had made it possible for her. + +Constantly as the scene changed, and new sights came upon her view, she +had to restrain herself from crying out with happiness over the beauty and +calling David's attention. Once she did point out a bird just leaving a +stalk of goldenrod, its light touch making the spray to bow and bend. +David had looked with unseeing eyes, and smiled with uncomprehending +assent. Marcia felt she might as well have been talking to herself. He was +not even the old friend and brother he used to be. She drew a gentle +little sigh and wished this might have been only a happy ride with the +ending at home, and a longer girlhood uncrossed by this wall of trouble +that Kate had put up in a night for them all. + +The coach came at last to the town where they were to stop for dinner and +a change of horses. + +Marcia looked about with interest at the houses, streets, and people. +There were two girls of about her own age with long hair braided down +their backs. They were walking with arms about each other as she and Mary +Ann had often done. She wondered if any such sudden changes might be +coming to them as had come into her life. They turned and looked at her +curiously, enviously it seemed, as the coach drew up to the tavern and she +was helped out with ceremony. Doubtless they thought of her as she had +thought of Kate but last week. + +She was shown into the dim parlor of the tavern and seated in a stiff +hair-cloth chair. It was all new and strange and delightful. + +Before a high gilt mirror set on great glass knobs like rosettes, she +smoothed her wind-blown hair, and looked back at the reflection of her +strange self with startled eyes. Even her face seemed changed. She knew +the bonnet and arrangement of hair were becoming, but she felt +unacquainted with them, and wished for her own modest braids and plain +bonnet. Even a sunbonnet would have been welcome and have made her feel +more like herself. + +David did not see how pretty she looked when he came to take her to the +dining room ten minutes later. His eyes were looking into the hard future, +and he was steeling himself against the glances of others. He must be the +model bridegroom in the sight of all who knew him. His pride bore him out +in this. He had acquaintances all along the way home. + +They were expecting the bridal party, for David had arranged that a fine +dinner should be ready for his bride. Fine it was, with the best cooking +and table service the mistress of the tavern could command, and with many +a little touch new and strange to Marcia, and therefore interesting. It +was all a lovely play till she looked at David. + +David ate but little, and Marcia felt she must hurry through the meal for +his sake. Then when the carryall was ready he put her in and they drove +away. + +Marcia's keen intuition told her how many little things had been thought +of and planned for, for the comfort of the one who was to have taken this +journey with David. Gradually the thought of how terrible it was for him, +and how dreadful of Kate to have brought this sorrow upon him, overcame +all other thoughts. + +Sitting thus quietly, with her hands folded tight in the faded bunch of +roses little Harriet had given her at parting, the last remaining of the +flowers she had carried with her, Marcia let the tears come. Silently they +flowed in gentle rain, and had not David been borne down with the thought +of his own sorrow he must have noticed long before he did the sadness of +the sweet young face beside him. But she turned away from him as much as +possible that he might not see, and so they must have driven for half an +hour through a dim sweet wood before he happened to catch a sight of the +tear-wet face, and knew suddenly that there were other troubles in the +world beside his own. + +"Why, child, what is the matter?" he said, turning to her with grave +concern. "Are you so tired? I'm afraid I have been very dull company," +with a sigh. "You must forgive me--child, to-day." + +"Oh, David, don't," said Marcia putting her face down into her hands and +crying now regardless of the roses. "I do not want you to think of me. It +is dreadful, dreadful for you. I am so sorry for you. I wish I could do +something." + +"Dear child!" he said, putting his hand upon hers. "Bless you for that. +But do not let your heart be troubled about me. Try to forget me and be +happy. It is not for you to bear, this trouble." + +"But I must bear it," said Marcia, sitting up and trying to stop crying. +"She was my sister and she did an awful thing. I cannot forget it. How +could she, how _could_ she do it? How could she leave a man like you +that--" Marcia stopped, her brown eyes flashing fiercely as she thought of +Captain Leavenworth's hateful look at her that night in the moonlight. She +shuddered and hid her face in her hands once more and cried with all the +fervor of her young and undisciplined soul. + +David did not know what to do with a young woman in tears. Had it been +Kate his alarm would have vied with a delicious sense of his own power to +comfort, but even the thought of comforting any one but Kate was now a +bitter thing. Was it always going to be so? Would he always have to start +and shrink with sudden remembrance of his pain at every turn of his way? +He drew a deep sigh and looked helplessly at his companion. Then he did a +hard thing. He tried to justify Kate, just as he had been trying all the +morning to justify her to himself. The odd thing about it all was that the +very deepest sting of his sorrow was that Kate could have done this thing! +His peerless Kate! + +"She cared for him," he breathed the words as if they hurt him. + +"She should have told you so before then. She should not have let you +think she cared for you--_ever!_" said Marcia fiercely. Strangely enough +the plain truth was bitter to the man to hear, although he had been +feeling it in his soul ever since they had discovered the flight of the +bride. + +"Perhaps there was too much pressure brought to bear upon her," he said +lamely. "Looking back I can see times when she did not second me with +regard to hurrying the marriage, so warmly as I could have wished. I laid +it to her shyness. Yet she seemed happy when we met. Did you--did she--have +you any idea she had been planning this for long, or was it sudden?" + +The words were out now, the thing he longed to know. It had been writing +its fiery way through his soul. Had she meant to torture him this way all +along, or was it the yielding to a sudden impulse that perhaps she had +already repented? He looked at Marcia with piteous, almost pleading eyes, +and her tortured young soul would have given anything to have been able to +tell him what he wanted to know. Yet she could not help him. She knew no +more than he. She steadied her own nerves and tried to tell all she knew +or surmised, tried her best to reveal Kate in her true character before +him. Not that she wished to speak ill of her sister, only that she would +be true and give this lover a chance to escape some of the pain if +possible, by seeing the real Kate as she was at home without varnish or +furbelows. Yet she reflected that those who knew Kate's shallowness well, +still loved her in spite of it, and always bowed to her wishes. + +Gradually their talk subsided into deep silence once more, broken only by +the jog-trot of the horse or the stray note of some bird. + +The road wound into the woods with its fragrant scents of hemlock, spruce +and wintergreen, and out into a broad, hot, sunny way. + +The bees hummed in the flowers, and the grasshoppers sang hotly along the +side of the dusty road. Over the whole earth there seemed to be the sound +of a soft simmering, as if nature were boiling down her sweets, the better +to keep them during the winter. + +The strain of the day's excitement and hurry and the weariness of sorrow +were beginning to tell upon the two travellers. The road was heavy with +dust and the horse plodded monotonously through it. With the drone of the +insects and the glare of the afternoon sun, it was not strange that little +by little a great drowsiness came over Marcia and her head began to droop +like a poor wilted flower until she was fast asleep. + +David noticed that she slept, and drew her head against his shoulder that +she might rest more comfortably. Then he settled back to his own pain, a +deeper pang coming as he thought how different it would have been if the +head resting against his shoulder had been golden instead of brown. Then +soon he too fell asleep, and the old horse, going slow, and yet more +slowly, finding no urging voice behind her and seeing no need to hurry +herself, came at last on the way to the shade of an apple tree, and +halted, finding it a pleasant place to remain and think until the heat of +the afternoon was passed. Awhile she ate the tender grass that grew +beneath the generous shade, and nipped daintily at an apple or two that +hung within tempting reach. Then she too drooped her white lashes, and +nodded and drooped, and took an afternoon nap. + +A farmer, trundling by in his empty hay wagon, found them so, looked +curiously at them, then drew up his team and came and prodded David in the +chest with his long hickory stick. + +"Wake up, there, stranger, and move on," he called, as he jumped back into +his wagon and took up the reins. "We don't want no tipsy folks around +these parts," and with a loud clatter he rode on. + +David, whose strong temperance principles had made him somewhat marked in +his own neighborhood, roused and flushed over the insinuation, and started +up the lazy horse, which flung out guiltily upon the way as if to make up +for lost time. The driver, however, was soon lost in his own troubles, +which returned upon him with redoubled sharpness as new sorrow always does +after brief sleep. + +But Marcia slept on. + + + + + + CHAPTER VIII + + +Owing to the horse's nap by the roadside, it was quite late in the evening +when they reached the town and David saw the lights of his own +neighborhood gleaming in the distance. He was glad it was late, for now +there would be no one to meet them that night. His friends would think, +perhaps, that they had changed their plans and stopped over night on the +way, or met with some detention. + +Marcia still slept. + +David as he drew near the house began to feel that perhaps he had made a +mistake in carrying out his marriage just as if nothing had happened and +everything was all right. It would be too great a strain upon him to live +there in that house without Kate, and come home every night just as he had +planned it, and not to find her there to greet him as he had hoped. Oh, if +he might turn even now and flee from it, out into the wilderness somewhere +and hide himself from human kind, where no one would know, and no one ever +ask him about his wife! + +He groaned in spirit as the horse drew up to the door, and the heavy head +of the sweet girl who was his wife reminded him that he could not go away, +but must stay and face the responsibilities of life which he had taken +upon himself, and bear the pain that was his. It was not the fault of the +girl he had married. She sorrowed for him truly, and he felt deeply +grateful for the great thing she had done to save his pride. + +He leaned over and touched her shoulder gently to rouse her, but her sleep +was deep and healthy, the sleep of exhausted youth. She did not rouse nor +even open her eyes, but murmured half audibly; "David has come, Kate, +hurry!" + +Half guessing what had passed the night he arrived, David stooped and +tenderly gathered her up in his arms. He felt a bond of kindliness far +deeper than brotherly love. It was a bond of common suffering, and by her +own choice she had made herself his comrade in his trouble. He would at +least save her what suffering he could. + +She did not waken as he carried her into the house, nor when he took her +upstairs and laid her gently upon the white bed that had been prepared for +the bridal chamber. + +The moonlight stole in at the small-paned windows and fell across the +floor, showing every object in the room plainly. David lighted a candle +and set it upon the high mahogany chest of drawers. The light flickered +and played over the sweet face and Marcia slept on. + +David went downstairs and put up the horse, and then returned, but Marcia +had not stirred. He stood a moment looking at her helplessly. It did not +seem right to leave her this way, and yet it was a pity to disturb her +sleep, she seemed so weary. It had been a long ride and the day had been +filled with unwonted excitement. He felt it himself, and what must it be +for her? She was a woman. + +David had the old-fashioned gallant idea of woman. + +Clumsily he untied the gay blue ribbons and pulled the jaunty poke bonnet +out of her way. The luxuriant hair, unused to the confinement of combs, +fell rich about her sleep-flushed face. Contentedly she nestled down, the +bonnet out of her way, her red lips parted the least bit with a half +smile, the black lashes lying long upon her rosy cheek, one childish hand +upon which gleamed the new wedding ring--that was not hers,--lying relaxed +and appealing upon her breast, rising and falling with her breath. A +lovely bride! + +David, stern, true, pained and appreciative, suddenly awakened to what a +dreadful thing he had done. + +Here was this lovely woman, her womanhood not yet unfolded from the bud, +but lovely in promise even as her sister had been in truth, her charms, +her dreams, her woman's ways, her love, her very life, taken by him as +ruthlessly and as thoughtlessly as though she had been but a wax doll, and +put into a home where she could not possibly be what she ought to be, +because the place belonged to another. Thrown away upon a man without a +heart! That was what she was! A sacrifice to his pride! There was no other +way to put it. + +It fairly frightened him to think of the promises he had made. "Love, +honor, cherish," yes, all those he had promised, and in a way he could +perform, but not in the sense that the wedding ceremony had meant, not in +the way in which he would have performed them had the bride been Kate, the +choice of his love. Oh, why, why had this awful thing come upon him! + +And now his conscience told him he had done wrong to take this girl away +from the possibilities of joy in the life that might have been hers, and +sacrifice her for the sake of saving his own sufferings, and to keep his +friends from knowing that the girl he was to marry had jilted him. + +As he stood before the lovely, defenceless girl her very beauty and +innocence arraigned him. He felt that God would hold him accountable for +the act he had so thoughtlessly committed that day, and a burden of +responsibility settled upon his weight of sorrow that made him groan +aloud. For a moment his soul cried out against it in rebellion. Why could +he not have loved this sweet self-sacrificing girl instead of her fickle +sister? Why? Why? She might perhaps have loved him in return, but now +nothing could ever be! Earth was filled with a black sorrow, and life +henceforth meant renunciation and one long struggle to hide his trouble +from the world. + +But the girl whom he had selfishly drawn into the darkness of his sorrow +with him, she must not be made to suffer more than he could help. He must +try to make her happy, and keep her as much as possible from knowing what +she had missed by coming with him! His lips set in stern resolve, and a +purpose, half prayer, went up on record before God, that he would save her +as much as he knew how. + +Lying helpless so, she appealed to him. Asking nothing she yet demanded +all from him in the name of true chivalry. How readily had she given up +all for him! How sweetly she had said she would fill the place left vacant +by her sister, just to save him pain and humiliation! + +A desire to stoop and kiss the fair face came to him, not for affection's +sake, but reverently, as if to render to her before God some fitting sign +that he knew and understood her act of self sacrifice, and would not +presume upon it. + +Slowly, as though he were performing a religious ceremony, a sacred duty +laid upon him on high, David stooped over her, bringing his face to the +gentle sleeping one. Her sweet breath fanned his cheek like the almost +imperceptible fragrance of a bud not fully opened yet to give forth its +sweetness to the world. His soul, awake and keen through the thoughts that +had just come to him, gave homage to her sweetness, sadly, wistfully, half +wishing his spirit free to gather this sweetness for his own. + +And so he brought his lips to hers, and kissed her, his bride, yet not his +bride. Kissed her for the second time. That thought came to him with the +touch of the warm lips and startled him. Had there been something +significant in the fact that he had met Marcia first and kissed her +instead of Kate by mistake? + +It seemed as though the sleeping lips clung to his lingeringly, and half +responded to the kiss, as Marcia in her dreams lived over again the kiss +she had received by her father's gate in the moonlight. Only the dream +lover was her own and not another's. David, as he lifted up his head and +looked at her gravely, saw a half smile illuminating her lips as if the +sleeping soul within had felt the touch and answered to the call. + +With a deep sigh he turned away, blew out the candle, and left her with +the moonbeams in her chamber. He walked sadly to a rear room of the house +and lay down upon the bed, his whole soul crying out in agony at his +miserable state. + + + +Kate, the careless one, who had made all this heart-break and misery, had +quarreled with her husband already because he did not further some +expensive whim of hers. She had told him she was sorry she had not stayed +where she was and carried on her marriage with David as she had planned to +do. Now she sat sulkily in her room alone, too angry to sleep; while her +husband smoked sullenly in the barroom below, and drank frequent glasses +of brandy to fortify himself against Kate's moods. + +Kate was considering whether or not she had been a fool in marrying the +captain instead of David, though she called herself by a much milder word +than that. The romance was already worn away. She wished for her trunk and +her pretty furbelows. Her father's word of reconciliation would doubtless +come in a few days, also the trunks. + +After all there was intense satisfaction to Kate in having broken all +bounds and done as she pleased. Of course it would have been a bit more +comfortable if David had not been so absurdly in earnest, and believed in +her so thoroughly. But it was nice to have some one believe in you no +matter what you did, and David would always do that. It began to look +doubtful if the captain would. But David would never marry, she was sure, +and perhaps, by and by, when everything had been forgotten and forgiven, +she might establish a pleasant relationship with him again. It would be +charming to coquet with him. He made love so earnestly, and his great eyes +were so handsome when he looked at one with his whole soul in them. Yes, +she certainly must keep in with him, for it would be good to have a friend +like that when her husband was off at sea with his ship. Now that she was +a married woman she would be free from all such childish trammels as being +guarded at home and never going anywhere alone. She could go to New York, +and she would let David know where she was and he would come up on +business and perhaps take her to the theatre. To be sure, she had heard +David express views against theatre-going, and she knew he was as much of +a church man, almost, as her father, but she was sure she could coax him +to do anything for her, and she had always wanted to go to the theatre. +His scruples might be strong, but she knew his love for her, and thought +it was stronger. She had read in his eyes that it would never fail her. +Yes, she thought, she would begin at once to make a friend of David. She +would write him a letter asking forgiveness, and then she would keep him +under her influence. There was no telling what might happen with her +husband off at sea so much. It was well to be foresighted, besides, it +would be wholesome for the captain to know she had another friend. He +might be less stubborn. What a nuisance that the marriage vows had to be +taken for life! It would be much nicer if they could be put off as easily +as they were put on. Rather hard on some women perhaps, but she could keep +any man as long as she chose, and then--she snapped her pretty thumb and +finger in the air to express her utter disdain for the man whom she chose +to cast off. + +It seemed that Kate, in running away from her father's house and her +betrothed bridegroom, and breaking the laws of respectable society, had +with that act given over all attempt at any principle. + +So she set herself down to write her letter, with a pout here and a dimple +there, and as much pretty gentleness as if she had been talking with her +own bewitching face and eyes quite near to his. She knew she could bewitch +him if she chose, and she was in the mood just now to choose very much, +for she was deeply angry with her husband. + +She had ever been utterly heartless when she pleased, knowing that it +needed but her returning smile, sweet as a May morning, to bring her much +abused subjects fondly to her feet once more. It did not strike her that +this time she had sinned not only against her friends, but against heaven, +and God-given love, and that a time of reckoning must come to her,--had +come, indeed. + +She had never believed they would be angry with her, her father least of +all. She had no thought they would do anything desperate. She had expected +the wedding would be put off indefinitely, that the servants would be sent +out hither and yon in hot haste to unbid the guests, upon some pretext of +accident or illness, and that it would be left to rest until the village +had ceased to wonder and her real marriage with Captain Leavenworth could +be announced. + +She had counted upon David to stand up for her. She had not understood how +her father's righteous soul would be stirred to the depths of shame and +utter disgrace over her wanton action. Not that she would have been in the +least deterred from doing as she pleased had she understood, only that she +counted upon too great power with all of them. + +When the letter was written it sounded quite pathetic and penitent, +putting all the blame of her action upon her husband, and making herself +out a poor, helpless, sweet thing, bewildered by so much love put upon +her, and suggesting, just in a hint, that perhaps after all she had made a +mistake not to have kept David's love instead of the wilder, fiercer one. +She ended by begging David to be her friend forever, and leaving an +impression with him, though it was but slight, that already shadows had +crossed her path that made her feel his friendship might be needed some +day. + +It was a letter calculated to drive such a lover as David had been, half +mad with anguish, even without the fact of his hasty marriage added to the +situation. + +And in due time, by coach, the letter came to David. + + + + + + CHAPTER IX + + +The morning sunbeams fell across the floor when Marcia awoke suddenly to a +sense of her new surroundings. For a moment she could not think where she +was nor how she came there. She looked about the unfamiliar walls, covered +with paper decorated in landscapes--a hill in the distance with a tall +castle among the trees, a blue lake in the foreground and two maidens +sitting pensively upon a green bank with their arms about one another. +Marcia liked it. She felt there was a story in it. She would like to +imagine about the lives of those two girls when she had more time. + +There were no pictures in the room to mar those upon the paper, but the +walls did not look bare. Everything was new and stiff and needed a woman's +hand to bring the little homey touches, but the newness was a delight to +the girl. It was as good as the time when she was a little girl and played +house with Mary Ann down on the old flat stone in the pasture, with acorns +for cups and saucers, and bits of broken china carefully treasured upon +the mossy shelves in among the roots of the old elm tree that arched over +the stone. + +She was stiff from the long ride, but her sleep had wonderfully refreshed +her, and now she was ready to go to work. She wondered as she rose how she +got upon that bed, how the blue bonnet got untied and laid upon the chair +beside her. Surely she could not have done it herself and have no memory +of it. Had she walked upstairs herself, or did some one carry her? Did +David perhaps? Good kind David! A bird hopped upon the window seat and +trilled a song, perked his head knowingly at her and flitted away. Marcia +went to the window to look after him, and was held by the new sights that +met her gaze. She could catch glimpses of houses through bowers of vines, +and smoke rising from chimneys. She wondered who lived near, and if there +were girls who would prove pleasant companions. Then she suddenly +remembered that she was a girl no longer and must associate with married +women hereafter. + +But suddenly the clock on the church steeple across the way warned her +that it was late, and with a sense of deserving reprimand she hurried +downstairs. + +The fire was already lighted and David had brought in fresh water. So much +his intuition had told him was necessary. He had been brought up by three +maiden aunts who thought that a man in the kitchen was out of his sphere, +so the kitchen was an unknown quantity to him. + +Marcia entered the room as if she were not quite certain of her welcome. +She was coming into a kingdom she only half understood. + +"Good morning," she said shyly, and a lovely color stole into her cheeks. +Once more David's conscience smote him as her waking beauty intensified +the impression made the night before. + +"Good morning," he said gravely, studying her face as he might have +studied some poor waif whom he had unknowingly run over in the night and +picked up to resuscitate. "Are you rested? You were very tired last +night." + +"What a baby I was!" said Marcia deprecatingly, with a soft little gurgle +of a laugh like a merry brook. David was amazed to find she had two +dimples located about as Kate's were, only deeper, and more gentle in +their expression. + +"Did I sleep all the afternoon after we left the canal? And did you have +hard work to get me into the house and upstairs?" + +"You slept most soundly," said David, smiling in spite of his heavy heart. +"It seemed a pity to waken you, so I did the next best thing and put you +to bed as well as I knew how." + +"It was very good of you," said Marcia, coming over to him with her hands +clasped earnestly, "and I don't know how to thank you." + +There was something quaint and old-fashioned in her way of speaking, and +it struck David pitifully that she should be thanking her husband, the man +who had pledged himself to care for her all his life. It seemed that +everywhere he turned his conscience would be continually reproaching him. + +It was a dainty breakfast to which they presently sat down. There was +plenty of bread and fresh butter just from the hands of the best +butter-maker in the county; the eggs had been laid the day before, and the +bacon was browned just right. Marcia well knew how to make coffee, there +was cream rich and yellow as ever came from the cows at home and there +were blackberries as large and fine every bit as those Marcia picked but a +few days before for the purchase of her pink sprigged chintz. + +David watched her deft movements and all at once keen smiting conscience +came to remind him that Marcia was defrauded of all the loving interchange +of mirth that would have been if Kate had been here. Also, keener still +the thought that Kate had not wanted it: that she had preferred the love +of another man to his, and that these joys had not been held in dear +anticipation with her as they had with him. He had been a fool. All these +months of waiting for his marriage he had thought that he and Kate held +feelings in common, joys and hopes and tender thoughts of one another; +and, behold, he was having these feelings all to himself, fool and blind +that he was! A bitter sigh came to his lips, and Marcia, eager in the +excitement of getting her first breakfast upon her own responsibility, +heard and forgot to smile over the completed work. She could hardly eat +what she had prepared, her heart felt David's sadness so keenly. + +Shyly she poured the amber coffee and passed it to David. She was pleased +that he drank it eagerly and passed his cup back for more. He ate but +little, but seemed to approve of all she had done. + +After breakfast David went down to the office. He had told Marcia that he +would step over and tell his aunts of their arrival, and they would +probably come over in the course of the day to greet her. He would be back +to dinner at twelve. He suggested that she spend her time in resting, as +she must be weary yet. Then hesitating, he went out and closed the door +behind him. He waited again on the door stone outside and opened the door +to ask: + +"You won't be lonesome, will you, child?" He had the feeling of troubled +responsibility upon him. + +"Oh, no!" said Marcia brightly, smiling back. She thought it so kind of +him to take the trouble to think of her. She was quite anticipating a trip +of investigation over her new domain, and the pleasure of feeling that she +was mistress and might do as she pleased. Yet she stood by the window +after he was gone and watched his easy strides down the street with a +feeling of mingled pride and disappointment. It was a very nice play she +was going through, and David was handsome, and her young heart swelled +with pride to belong to him, but after all there was something left out. A +great lack, a great unknown longing unsatisfied. What was it? What made +it? Was it David's sorrow? + +She turned with a sigh as he disappeared around a curve in the sidewalk +and was lost to view. Then casting aside the troubles which were trying to +settle upon her, she gave herself up to a morning of pure delight. + +She flew about the kitchen putting things to rights, washing the delicate +sprigged china with its lavendar sprays and buff bands, and putting it +tenderly upon the shelves behind the glass doors; shoving the table back +against the wall demurely with dropped leaves. It did not take long. + +There was no need to worry about the dinner. There was a leg of lamb +beautifully cooked, half a dozen pies, their flaky crusts bearing witness +to the culinary skill of the aunts, a fruit cake, a pound cake, a jar of +delectable cookies and another of fat sugary doughnuts, three loaves of +bread, and a sheet of puffy rusks with their shining tops dusted with +sugar. Besides the preserve closet was rich in all kinds of preserves, +jellies and pickles. No, it would not take long to get dinner. + +It was into the great parlor that Marcia peeped first. It had been toward +that room that her hopes and fears had turned while she washed the dishes. + +The Schuylers were one of the few families in those days that possessed a +musical instrument, and it had been the delight of Marcia's heart. She +seemed to have a natural talent for music, and many an hour she spent at +the old spinet drawing tender tones from the yellowed keys. The spinet had +been in the family for a number of years and very proud had the Schuyler +girls been of it. Kate could rattle off gay waltzes and merry, rollicking +tunes that fairly made the feet of the sedate village maidens flutter in +time to their melody, but Marcia's music had always been more tender and +spiritual. Dear old hymns, she loved, and some of the old classics. +"Stupid old things without any tune," Kate called them. But Marcia +persevered in playing them until she could bring out the beautiful +passages in a way that at least satisfied herself. Her one great desire +had been to take lessons of a real musician and be able to play the +wonderful things that the old masters had composed. It is true that very +few of these had come in her way. One somewhat mutilated copy of Handel's +"Creation," a copy of Haydn's "Messiah," and a few fragments of an old +book of Bach's Fugues and Preludes. Many of these she could not play at +all, but others she had managed to pick out. A visit from a cousin who +lived in Boston and told of the concerts given there by the Handel and +Haydn Society had served to strengthen her deeper interest in music. The +one question that had been going over in her mind ever since she awoke had +been whether there was a musical instrument in the house. She felt that if +there was not she would miss the old spinet in her father's house more +than any other thing about her childhood's home. + +So with fear and trepidation she entered the darkened room, where the +careful aunts had drawn the thick green shades. The furniture stood about +in shadowed corners, and every footfall seemed a fearsome thing. + +Marcia's bright eyes hurried furtively about, noting the great glass knobs +that held the lace curtains with heavy silk cords, the round mahogany +table, with its china vase of "everlastings," the high, stiff-backed +chairs all decked in elaborate antimacassars of intricate pattern. Then, +in the furthest corner, shrouded in dark coverings she found what she was +searching for. With a cry she sprang to it, touched its polished wood with +gentle fingers, and lovingly felt for the keyboard. It was closed. Marcia +pushed up the shade to see better, and opened the instrument cautiously. + +It was a pianoforte of the latest pattern, and with exclamations of +delight she sat down and began to strike chords, softly at first, as if +half afraid, then more boldly. The tone was sweeter than the old spinet, +or the harpsichord owned by Squire Hartrandt. Marcia marvelled at the +volume of sound. It filled the room and seemed to echo through the empty +halls. + +She played soft little airs from memory, and her soul was filled with joy. +Now she knew she would never be lonely in the new life, for she would +always have this wonderful instrument to flee to when she felt homesick. + +Across the hall were two square rooms, the front one furnished as a +library. Here were rows of books behind glass doors. Marcia looked at them +with awe. Might she read them all? She resolved to cultivate her mind that +she might be a fit companion for David. She knew he was wise beyond his +years for she had heard her father say so. She went nearer and scanned the +titles, and at once there looked out to her from the rows of bindings a +few familiar faces of books she had read and re-read. "Thaddeus of +Warsaw," "The Scottish Chiefs," "Mysteries of Udolpho," "Romance of the +Forest," "Baker's Livy," "Rollin's History," "Pilgrim's Progress," and a +whole row of Sir Walter Scott's novels. She caught her breath with +delight. What pleasure was opening before her! All of Scott! And she had +read but one! + +It was with difficulty she tore herself away from the tempting shelves and +went on to the rest of the house. + +Back of David's library was a sunny sitting room, or breakfast room,--or +"dining room" as it would be called at the present time. In Marcia's time +the family ate most of their meals in one end of the large bright kitchen, +that end furnished with a comfortable lounge, a few bookshelves, a thick +ingrain carpet, and a blooming geranium in the wide window seat. But there +was always the other room for company, for "high days and holidays." + +Out of this morning room the pantry opened with its spicy odors of +preserves and fruit cake. + +Marcia looked about her well pleased. The house itself was a part of +David's inheritance, his mother's family homestead. Things were all on a +grand scale for a bride. Most brides began in a very simple way and +climbed up year by year. How Kate would have liked it all! David must have +had in mind her fastidious tastes, and spent a great deal of money in +trying to please her. That piano must have been very expensive. Once more +Marcia felt how David had loved Kate and a pang went through her as she +wondered however he was to live without her. Her young soul had not yet +awakened to the question of how _she_ was to live _with_ him, while his +heart went continually mourning for one who was lost to him forever. + +The rooms upstairs were all pleasant, spacious, and comfortably furnished. +There was no suggestion of bareness or anything left unfinished. Much of +the furniture was old, having belonged to David's mother, and was in a +state of fine preservation, a possession of which to be justly proud. + +There were four rooms besides the one in which Marcia had slept: a front +and back on the opposite side of the hall, a room just back of her own, +and one at the end of the hall over the large kitchen. + +She entered them all and looked about. The three beside her own in the +front part of the house were all large and airy, furnished with high +four-posted bedsteads, and pretty chintz hangings. Each was immaculate in +its appointments. Cautiously she lifted the latch of the back room. David +had not slept in any of the others, for the bedcoverings and pillows were +plump and undisturbed. Ah! It was here in the back room that he had +carried his heavy heart, as far away from the rest of the house as +possible! + +The bed was rumpled as if some one had thrown himself heavily down without +stopping to undress. There was water in the washbowl and a towel lay +carelessly across a chair as if it had been hastily used. There was a +newspaper on the bureau and a handkerchief on the floor. Marcia looked +sadly about at these signs of occupancy, her eyes dwelling upon each +detail. It was here that David had suffered, and her loving heart longed +to help him in his suffering. + +But there was nothing in the room to keep her, and remembering the fire +she had left upon the hearth, which must be almost spent and need +replenishing by this time, she turned to go downstairs. + +Just at the door something caught her eye under the edge of the chintz +valence round the bed. It was but the very tip of the corner of an old +daguerreotype, but for some reason Marcia was moved to stoop and draw it +from its concealment. Then she saw it was her sister's saucy, pretty face +that laughed back at her in defiance from the picture. + +As if she had touched something red hot Marcia dropped it, and pushed it +with her foot far back under the bed. Then shutting the door quickly she +went downstairs. Was it always to be thus? Would Kate ever blight all her +joy from this time forth? + + + + + + CHAPTER X + + +Marcia's cheeks were flushed when David came home to dinner, for at the +last she had to hurry. + +As he stood in the doorway of the wide kitchen and caught the odor of the +steaming platter of green corn she was putting upon the table, David +suddenly realized that he had eaten scarcely anything for breakfast. + +Also, he felt a certain comfort from the sweet steady look of wistful +sympathy in Marcia's eyes. Did he fancy it, or was there a new look upon +her face, a more reserved bearing, less childish, more touched by sad +knowledge of life and its bitterness? It was mere fancy of course, +something he had just not noticed. He had seen so little of her before. + +In the heart of the maiden there stirred a something which she did not +quite understand, something brought to life by the sight of her sister's +daguerreotype lying at the edge of the valence, where it must have fallen +from David's pocket without his knowledge as he lay asleep. It had seemed +to put into tangible form the solid wall of fact that hung between her and +any hope of future happiness as a wife, and for the first time she too +began to realize what she had sacrificed in thus impetuously throwing her +young life into the breach that it might be healed. But she was not +sorry,--not yet, anyway,--only frightened, and filled with dreary +forebodings. + +The meal was a pleasant one, though constrained. David roused himself to +be cheerful for Marcia's sake, as he would have done with any other +stranger, and the girl, suddenly grown sensitive, felt it, and appreciated +it, yet did not understand why it made her unhappy. + +She was anxious to please him, and kept asking if the potatoes were +seasoned right and if his corn were tender, and if he wouldn't have +another cup of coffee. Her cheeks were quite red with the effort at +matronly dignity when David was finally through his dinner and gone back +to the office, and two big tears came and sat in her eyes for a moment, +but were persuaded with a determined effort to sink back again into those +unfathomable wells that lie in the depths of a woman's eyes. She longed to +get out of doors and run wild and free in the old south pasture for +relief. She did not know how different it all was from the first dinner of +the ordinary young married couple; so stiff and formal, with no gentle +touches, no words of love, no glances that told more than words. And yet, +child as she was, she felt it, a lack somewhere, she knew not what. + +But training is a great thing. Marcia had been trained to be on the alert +for the next duty and to do it before she gave herself time for any of her +own thoughts. The dinner table was awaiting her attention, and there was +company coming. + +She glanced at the tall clock in the hall and found she had scarcely an +hour before she might expect David's aunts, for David had brought her word +that they would come and spend the afternoon and stay to tea. + +She shrank from the ordeal and wished David had seen fit to stay and +introduce her. It would have been a relief to have had him for a shelter. +Somehow she knew that he would have stayed if it had been Kate, and that +thought pained her, with a quick sharpness like the sting of an insect. +She wondered if she were growing selfish, that it should hurt to find +herself of so little account. And, yet, it was to be expected, and she +must stop thinking about it. Of course, Kate was the one he had chosen and +Kate would always be the only one to him. + +It did not take her long to reduce the dinner table to order and put all +things in readiness for tea time; and in doing her work Marcia's thoughts +flew to pleasanter themes. She wondered what Dolly and Debby, the servants +at home, would say if they could see her pretty china and the nice +kitchen. They had always been fond of her, and naturally her new honors +made her wish to have her old friends see her. What would Mary Ann say? +What fun it would be to have Mary Ann there sometime. It would be almost +like the days when they had played house under the old elm on the big flat +stone, only this would be a real house with real sprigged china instead of +bits of broken things. Then she fell into a song, one they sang in school, + + "Sister, thou wast mild and lovely, + Gentle as the summer breeze, + Pleasant as the air of evening + When it floats among the trees." + +But the first words set her to thinking of her own sister, and how little +the song applied to her, and she thought with a sigh how much better it +would have been, how much less bitter, if Kate had been that way and had +lain down to die and they could have laid her away in the little hilly +graveyard under the weeping willows, and felt about her as they did about +the girl for whom that song was written. + +The work was done, and Marcia arrayed in one of the simplest of Kate's +afternoon frocks, when the brass knocker sounded through the house, +startling her with its unfamiliar sound. + +Breathlessly she hurried downstairs. The crucial moment had come when she +must stand to meet her new relatives alone. With her hand trembling she +opened the door, but there was only one person standing on the stoop, a +girl of about her own age, perhaps a few months younger. Her hair was red, +her face was freckled, and her blue eyes under the red lashes danced with +repressed mischief. Her dress was plain and she wore a calico sunbonnet of +chocolate color. + +"Let me in quick before Grandma sees me," she demanded unceremoniously, +entering at once before there was opportunity for invitation. "Grandma +thinks I've gone to the store, so she won't expect me for a little while. +I was jest crazy to see how you looked. I've ben watchin' out o' the +window all the morning, but I couldn't ketch a glimpse of you. When David +came out this morning I thought you'd sure be at the kitchen door to kiss +him good-bye, but you wasn't, and I watched every chance I could get, but +I couldn't see you till you run out in the garden fer corn. Then I saw you +good, fer I was out hangin' up dish towels. You didn't have a sunbonnet +on, so I could see real well. And when I saw how young you was I made up +my mind I'd get acquainted in spite of Grandma. You don't mind my comin' +over this way without bein' dressed up, do you? There wouldn't be any way +to get here without Grandma seeing me, you know, if I put on my Sunday +clo'es." + +"I'm glad you came!" said Marcia impulsively, feeling a rush of something +like tears in her throat at the relief of delay from the aunts. "Come in +and sit down. Who are you, and why wouldn't your Grandmother like you to +come?" + +The strange girl laughed a mirthless laugh. + +"Me? Oh, I'm Mirandy. Nobody ever calls me anything but Mirandy. My pa +left ma when I was a baby an' never come back, an' ma died, and I live +with Grandma Heath. An' Grandma's mad 'cause David didn't marry Hannah +Heath. She wanted him to an' she did everything she could to make him pay +'tention to Hannah, give her fine silk frocks, two of 'em, and a real pink +parasol, but David he never seemed to know the parasol was pink at all, +fer he'd never offer to hold it over Hannah even when Grandma made him +walk with her home from church ahead of us. So when it come out that David +was really going to marry, and wouldn't take Hannah, Grandma got as mad as +could be and said we never any of us should step over his door sill. But +I've stepped, I have, and Grandma can't help herself." + +"And who is Hannah Heath?" questioned the dazed young bride. It appeared +there was more than a sister to be taken into account. + +"Hannah? Oh, Hannah is my cousin, Uncle Jim's oldest daughter, and she's +getting on toward thirty somewhere. She has whitey-yellow hair and light +blue eyes and is tall and real pretty. She held her head high fer a good +many years waitin' fer David, and I guess she feels she made a mistake +now. I noticed she bowed real sweet to Hermon Worcester last Sunday and +let him hold her parasol all the way to Grandma's gate. Hannah was mad as +hops when she heard that you had gold hair and blue eyes, for it did seem +hard to be beaten by a girl of the same kind? but you haven't, have you? +Your hair is almost black and your eyes are brownie-brown. You're years +younger than Hannah, too. My! Won't she be astonished when she sees you! +But I don't understand how it got around about your having gold hair. It +was a man that stopped at your father's house once told it----" + +"It was my sister!" said Marcia, and then blushed crimson to think how +near she had come to revealing the truth which must not be known. + +"Your sister? Have you got a sister with gold hair?" + +"Yes, he must have seen her," said Marcia confusedly. She was not used to +evasion. + +"How funny!" said Miranda. "Well, I'm glad he did, for it made Hannah so +jealous it was funny. But I guess she'll get a set-back when she sees how +young you are. You're not as pretty as I thought you would be, but I +believe I like you better." + +Miranda's frank speech reminded Marcia of Mary Ann and made her feel quite +at home with her curious visitor. She did not mind being told she was not +up to the mark of beauty. From her point of view she was not nearly so +pretty as Kate, and her only fear was that her lack of beauty might reveal +the secret and bring confusion to David. But she need not have feared: no +one watching the two girls, as they sat in the large sunny room and faced +each other, but would have smiled to think the homely crude girl could +suggest that the other calm, cool bud of womanhood was not as near +perfection of beauty as a bud could be expected to come. There was always +something child-like about Marcia's face, especially her profile, +something deep and other-world-like in her eyes, that gave her an +appearance so distinguished from other girls that the word "pretty" did +not apply, and surface observers might have passed her by when searching +for prettiness, but not so those who saw soul beauties. + +But Miranda's time was limited, and she wanted to make as much of it as +possible. + +"Say, I heard you making music this morning. Won't you do it for me? I'd +just love to hear you." + +Marcia's face lit up with responsive enthusiasm, and she led the way to +the darkened parlor and folded back the covers of the precious piano. She +played some tender little airs she loved as she would have played them for +Mary Ann, and the two young things stood there together, children in +thought and feeling, half a generation apart in position, and neither +recognized the difference. + +"My land!" said the visitor, "'f I could play like that I wouldn't care ef +I had freckles and no father and red hair," and looking up Marcia saw +tears in the light blue eyes, and knew she had a kindred feeling in her +heart for Miranda. + +They had been talking a minute or two when the knocker suddenly sounded +through the long hall again making both girls start. Miranda boldly +tiptoed over to the front window and peeped between the green slats of the +Venetian blind to see who was at the door, while Marcia started guiltily +and quickly closed the instrument. + +"It's David's aunts," announced Miranda in a stage whisper hurriedly. "I +might 'a' known they would come this afternoon. Well, I had first try at +you anyway, and I like you real well. May I come again and hear you play? +You go quick to the door, and I'll slip into the kitchen till they get in, +and then I'll go out the kitchen door and round the house out the little +gate so Grandma won't see me. I must hurry for I ought to have been back +ten minutes ago." + +"But you haven't been to the store," said Marcia in a dismayed whisper. + +"Oh, well, that don't matter! I'll tell her they didn't have what she sent +me for. Good-bye. You better hurry." So saying, she disappeared into the +kitchen; and Marcia, startled by such easy morality, stood dazed until the +knocker sounded forth again, this time a little more peremptorily, as the +elder aunt took her turn at it. + +And so at last Marcia was face to face with the Misses Spafford. + +They came in, each with her knitting in a black silk bag on her slim arm, +and greeted the flushed, perturbed Marcia with gentle, righteous, rigid +inspection. She felt with the first glance that she was being tried in the +fire, and that it was to be no easy ordeal through which she was to pass. +They had come determined to sift her to the depths and know at once the +worst of what their beloved nephew had brought upon himself. If they found +aught wrong with her they meant to be kindly and loving with her, but they +meant to take it out of her. This had been the unspoken understanding +between them as they wended their dignified, determined way to David's +house that afternoon, and this was what Marcia faced as she opened the +door for them. + +She gasped a little, as any girl overwhelmed thus might have done. She did +not tilt her chin in defiance as Kate would have done. The thought of +David came to support her, and she grasped for her own little part and +tried to play it creditably. She did not know whether the aunts knew of +her true identity or not, but she was not left long in doubt. + +"My dear, we have long desired to know you, of whom we have heard so +much," recited Miss Amelia, with slightly agitated mien, as she bestowed a +cool kiss of duty upon Marcia's warm cheek. It chilled the girl, like the +breath from a funeral flower. + +"Yes, it is indeed a pleasure to us to at last look upon our dear nephew's +wife," said Miss Hortense quite precisely, and laid the sister kiss upon +the other cheek. In spite of her there flitted through Marcia's brain the +verse, "Whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the +other also." Then she was shocked at her own irreverence and tried to put +away a hysterical desire to laugh. + +The aunts, too, were somewhat taken aback. They had not looked for so +girlish a wife. She was not at all what they had pictured. David had tried +to describe Kate to them once, and this young, sweet, disarming thing did +not in the least fit their preconceived ideas of her. What should they do? +How could they carry on a campaign planned against a certain kind of +enemy, when lo, as they came upon the field of action the supposed enemy +had taken another and more bewildering form than the one for whom they had +prepared. They were for the moment silent, gathering their thoughts, and +trying to fit their intended tactics to the present situation. + +During this operation Marcia helped them to remove their bonnets and silk +capes and to lay them neatly on the parlor sofa. She gave them chairs, +suggested palm-leaf fans, and looked about, for the moment forgetting that +this was not her old home plentifully supplied with those gracious breeze +wafters. + +They watched her graceful movements, those two angular old ladies, and +marvelled over her roundness and suppleness. They saw with appalled hearts +what a power youth and beauty might have over a man. Perhaps she might be +even worse than they had feared, though if you could have heard them talk +about their nephew's coming bride to their neighbors for months +beforehand, you would have supposed they knew her to be a model in every +required direction. But their stately pride required that of them, an +outward loyalty at least. Now that loyalty was to be tried, and Marcia had +two old, narrow and well-fortified hearts to conquer ere her way would be +entirely smooth. + +Well might Madam Schuyler have been proud of her pupil as alone and +unaided she faced the trying situation and mastered it in a sweet and +unassuming way. + +They began their inquisition at once, so soon as they were seated, and the +preliminary sentences uttered. The gleaming knitting needles seemed to +Marcia like so many swarming, vindictive bees, menacing her peace of mind. + +"You look young, child, to have the care of so large a house as this," +said Aunt Amelia, looking at Marcia over her spectacles as if she were +expected to take the first bite out of her. "It's a great responsibility!" +she shut her thin lips tightly and shook her head, as if she had said: +"It's a great _impossibility_." + +"Have you ever had the care of a house?" asked Miss Hortense, going in a +little deeper. "David likes everything nice, you know, he has always been +used to it." + +There was something in the tone, and in the set of the bow on Aunt +Hortense's purple-trimmed cap that roused the spirit in Marcia. + +"I think I rather enjoy housework," she responded coolly. This unexpected +statement somewhat mollified the aunts. They had heard to the contrary +from some one who had lived in the same town with the Schuylers. Kate's +reputation was widely known, as that of a spoiled beauty, who did not care +to work, and would do whatever she pleased. The aunts had entertained many +forebodings from the few stray hints an old neighbor of Kate's had dared +to utter in their hearing. + +The talk drifted at once into household matters, as though that were the +first division of the examination the young bride was expected to undergo. +Marcia took early opportunity to still further mollify her visitors by her +warmest praise of the good things with which the pantry and store-closet +had been filled. The expression that came upon the two old faces was that +of receiving but what is due. If the praise had not been forthcoming they +would have marked it down against her, but it counted for very little with +them, warm as it was. + +"Can you make good bread?" + +The question was flung out by Aunt Hortense like a challenge, and the very +set of her nostrils gave Marcia warning. But it was in a relieved voice +that ended almost in a ripple of laugh that she answered quite assuredly: +"Oh, yes, indeed. I can make beautiful bread. I just love to make it, +too!" + +"But how do you make it?" quickly questioned Aunt Amelia, like a repeating +rifle. If the first shot had not struck home, the second was likely to. +"Do you use hop yeast? Potatoes? I thought so. Don't know how to make +salt-rising, do you? It's just what might have been expected." + +"David has always been used to salt-rising bread," said Aunt Hortense with +a grim set of her lips as though she were delivering a judgment. "He was +raised on it." + +"If David does not like my bread," said Marcia with a rising color and a +nervous little laugh, "then I shall try to make some that he does like." + +There was an assurance about the "if" that did not please the oracle. + +"David was raised on salt-rising bread," said Aunt Hortense again as if +that settled it. "We can send you down a loaf or two every time we bake +until you learn how." + +"I'm sure it's very kind of you," said Marcia, not at all pleased, "but I +do not think that will be necessary. David has always seemed to like our +bread when he visited at home. Indeed he often praised it." + +"David would not be impolite," said Aunt Amelia, after a suitable pause in +which Marcia felt disapprobation in the air. "It would be best for us to +send it. David's health might suffer if he was not suitably nourished." + +Marcia's cheeks grew redder. Bread had been one of her stepmother's strong +points, well infused into her young pupil. Madam Schuyler had never been +able to say enough to sufficiently express her scorn of people who made +salt-rising bread. + +"My stepmother made beautiful bread," she said quite childishly; "she did +not think salt-rising was so healthy as that made from hop yeast. She +disliked the odor in the house from salt-rising bread." + +Now indeed the aunts exchanged glances of "On to the combat." Four red +spots flamed giddily out in their four sallow cheeks, and eight shining +knitting needles suddenly became idle. The moment was too momentous to +work. It was as they feared, even the worst. For, be it known, salt-rising +bread was one of their most tender points, and for it they would fight to +the bitter end. They looked at her with four cold, forbidding, steely, +spectacled eyes, and Marcia felt that their looks said volumes: "And she +so young too! To be so out of the way!" was what they might have expressed +to one another. Marcia felt she had been unwise in uttering her honest, +indignant sentiments concerning salt-rising bread. + +The pause was long and impressive, and the bride felt like a naughty +little four-year-old. + +At last Aunt Hortense took up her knitting again with the air that all was +over and an unrevokable verdict was passed upon the culprit. + +"People have never seemed to stay away from our house on that account," +she said dryly. "I'm sure I hope it will not be so disagreeable that it +will affect your coming to see us sometimes with David." + +There was an iciness in her manner that seemed to suggest a long line of +offended family portraits of ancestors frowning down upon her. + +Marcia's cheeks flamed crimson and her heart fairly stopped beating. + +"I beg your pardon," she said quickly, "I did not mean to say anything +disagreeable. I am sure I shall be glad to come as often as you will let +me." As she said it Marcia wondered if that were quite true. Would she +ever be glad to go to the home of those two severe-looking aunts? There +were three of them. Perhaps the other one would be even more withered and +severe than these two. A slight shudder passed over Marcia, and a sudden +realization of a side of married life that had never come into her +thoughts before. For a moment she longed with all the intensity of a child +for her father's house and the shelter of his loving protection, amply +supported by her stepmother's capable, self-sufficient, comforting +countenance. Her heart sank with the fear that she would never be able to +do justice to the position of David's wife, and David would be +disappointed in her and sorry he had accepted her sacrifice. She roused +herself to do better, and bit her tongue to remind it that it must make no +more blunders. She praised the garden, the house and the furnishings, in +voluble, eager, girlish language until the thin lines of lips relaxed and +the drawn muscles of the aunts' cheeks took on a less severe aspect. They +liked to be appreciated, and they certainly had taken a great deal of +pains with the house--for David's sake--not for hers. They did not care to +have her deluded by the idea that they had done it for her sake. David was +to them a young god, and with this one supreme idea of his supremacy they +wished to impress his young wife. It was a foregone conclusion in their +minds that no mere pretty young girl was capable of appreciating David, as +could they, who had watched him from babyhood, and pampered and petted and +been severe with him by turns, until if he had not had the temper of an +angel he would surely have been spoiled. + +"We did our best to make the house just as David would have wished to have +it," said Aunt Amelia at last, a self-satisfied shadow of what answered +for a smile with her, passing over her face for a moment. + +"We did not at all approve of this big house, nor indeed of David's +setting up in a separate establishment for himself," said Aunt Hortense, +taking up her knitting again. "We thought it utterly unnecessary and +uneconomical, when he might have brought his wife home to us, but he +seemed to think you would want a house to yourself, so we did the best we +could." + +There was a martyr-like air in Aunt Hortense's words that made Marcia feel +herself again a criminal, albeit she knew she was suffering vicariously. +But in her heart she felt a sudden thankfulness that she was spared the +trial of living daily under the scrutiny of these two, and she blest David +for his thoughtfulness, even though it had not been meant for her. She +went into pleased ecstasies once more over the house, and its furnishings, +and ended by her pleasure over the piano. + +There was grim stillness when she touched upon that subject. The aunts did +not approve of that musical instrument, that was plain. Marcia wondered if +they always paused so long before speaking when they disapproved, in order +to show their displeasure. In fact, did they always disapprove of +everything? + +"You will want to be very careful of it," said Aunt Amelia, looking at the +disputed article over her glasses, "it cost a good deal of money. It was +the most foolish thing I ever knew David to do, buying that." + +"Yes," said Aunt Hortense, "you will not want to use it much, it might get +scratched. It has a fine polish. I'd keep it closed up only when I had +company. You ought to be very proud to have a husband who could buy a +thing like that. There's not many has them. When I was a girl my +grandfather had a spinet, the only one for miles around, and it was taken +great care of. The case hadn't a scratch on it." + +Marcia had started toward the piano intending to open it and play for her +new relatives, but she halted midway in the room and came back to her seat +after that speech, feeling that she must just sit and hold her hands until +it was time to get supper, while these dreadful aunts picked her to +pieces, body, soul and spirit. + +It was with great relief at last that she heard David's step and knew she +might leave the room and put the tea things upon the table. + + + + + + CHAPTER XI + + +They got through the supper without any trouble, and the aunts went home +in the early twilight, each with her bonnet strings tied precisely, her +lace mitts drawn smoothly over her bony hands, and her little knitting bag +over her right arm. They walked decorously up the shaded, elm-domed +street, each mindful of her aristocratic instep, and trying to walk erect +as in the days when they were gazed upon with admiration, knowing that +still an air of former greatness hovered about them wherever they went. + +They had brightened considerably at the supper table, under the genial +influence of David's presence. They came as near to worshiping David as +one can possibly come to worshiping a human being. David, desirous above +all things of blinding their keen, sure-to-say-"I-told-you-so" old eyes, +roused to be his former gay self with them, and pleased them so that they +did not notice how little lover-like reference he made to his bride, who +was decidedly in the background for the time, the aunts, perhaps +purposely, desiring to show her a wife's true place,--at least the true +place of a wife of a David. + +They had allowed her to bring their things and help them on with capes and +bonnets, and, when they were ready to leave, Aunt Amelia put out a +lifeless hand, that felt in its silk mitt like a dead fish in a net, and +said to Marcia: + +"Our sister Clarinda is desirous of seeing David's wife. She wished us +most particularly to give you her love and say to you that she wishes you +to come to her at the earliest possible moment. You know she is lame and +cannot easily get about." + +"Young folks should always be ready to wait upon their elders," said Aunt +Hortense, grimly. "Come as soon as you can,--that is, if you think you can +stand the smell of salt-rising." + +Marcia's face flushed painfully, and she glanced quickly at David to see +if he had noticed what his aunt had said, but David was already +anticipating the moment when he would be free to lay aside his mask and +bury his face in his hands and his thoughts in sadness. + +Marcia's heart sank as she went about clearing off the supper things. Was +life always to be thus? Would she be forever under the espionage of those +two grim spectres of women, who seemed, to her girlish imagination, to +have nothing about them warm or loving or woman-like? + +She seemed to herself to be standing outside of a married life and looking +on at it as one might gaze on a panorama. It was all new and painful, and +she was one of the central figures expected to act on through all the +pictures, taking another's place, yet doing it as if it were her own. She +glanced over at David's pale, grave face, set in its sadness, and a sharp +pain went through her heart. Would he ever get over it? Would life never +be more cheerful than it now was? + +He spoke to her occasionally, in a pleasant abstracted way, as to one who +understood him and was kind not to trouble his sadness, and he lighted a +candle for her when the work was done and said he hoped she would rest +well, that she must still be weary from the long journey. And so she went +up to her room again. + +She did not go to bed at once, but sat down by the window looking out on +the moonlit street. There had been some sort of a meeting at the church +across the way, and the people were filing out and taking their various +ways home, calling pleasant good nights, and speaking cheerily of the +morrow. The moon, though beginning to wane, was bright and cast sharp +shadows. Marcia longed to get out into the night. If she could have got +downstairs without being heard she would have slipped out into the garden. +But downstairs she could hear David pacing back and forth like some hurt, +caged thing. Steadily, dully, he walked from the front hall back into the +kitchen and back again. There was no possibility of escaping his notice. +Marcia felt as if she might breathe freer in the open air, so she leaned +far out of her window and looked up and down the street, and thought. +Finally,--her heart swelled to bursting, as young hearts with their first +little troubles will do,--she leaned down her dark head upon the window +seat and wept and wept, alone. + +It was the next morning at breakfast that David told her of the +festivities that were planned in honor of their home coming. He spoke as +if they were a great trial through which they both must pass in order to +have any peace, and expressed his gratitude once more that she had been +willing to come here with him and pass through it. Marcia had the +impression, after he was done speaking and had gone away to the office, +that he felt that she had come here merely for these few days of ceremony +and after they were passed she was dismissed, her duty done, and she might +go home. A great lump arose in her throat and she suddenly wished very +much indeed that it were so. For if it were, how much, how very much she +would enjoy queening it for a few days--except for David's sadness. But +already, there had begun to be an element to her in that sadness which in +spite of herself she resented. It was a heavy burden which she began dimly +to see would be harder and harder to bear as the days went by. She had not +yet begun to think of the time before her in years. + +They were to go to the aunts' to tea that evening, and after tea a company +of David's old friends--or rather the old friends of David's aunts--were +coming in to meet them. This the aunts had planned: but it seemed they had +not counted her worthy to be told of the plans, and had only divulged them +to David. Marcia had not thought that a little thing could annoy her so +much, but she found it vexed her more and more as she thought upon it +going about her work. + +There was not so much to be done in the house that morning after the +breakfast things were cleared away. Dinners and suppers would not be much +of a problem for some days to come, for the house was well stocked with +good things. + +The beds done and the rooms left in dainty order with the sweet summer +breeze blowing the green tassels on the window shades, Marcia went softly +down like some half guilty creature to the piano. She opened it and was +forthwith lost in delight of the sounds her own fingers brought forth. + +She had been playing perhaps half an hour when she became conscious of +another presence in the room. She looked up with a start, feeling that +some one had been there for some time, she could not tell just how long. +Peering into the shadowy room lighted only from the window behind her, she +made out a head looking in at the door, the face almost hidden by a +capacious sunbonnet. She was not long in recognizing her visitor of the +day before. It was like a sudden dropping from a lofty mountain height +down into a valley of annoyance to hear Miranda's sharp metallic voice: + +"Morning!" she courtesied, coming in as soon as she perceived that she was +seen. "At it again? I ben listening sometime. It's as pretty as Silas +Drew's harmonicker when he comes home evenings behind the cows." + +Marcia drew her hands sharply from the keys as if she had been struck. +Somehow Miranda and music were inharmonious. She scarcely knew what to +say. She felt as if her morning were spoiled. But Miranda was too full of +her own errand to notice the clouded face and cool welcome. "Say, you +can't guess how I got over here. I'll tell you. You're going over to the +Spafford house to-night, ain't you? and there's going to be a lot of folks +there. Of course we all know all about it. It's been planned for months. +And my cousin Hannah Heath has an invite. You can't think how fond Miss +Amelia and Miss Hortense are of her. They tried their level best to make +David pay attention to her, but it didn't work. Well, she was talking +about what she'd wear. She's had three new frocks made last week, all +frilled and fancy. You see she don't want to let folks think she is down +in the mouth the least bit about David. She'll likely make up to you, to +your face, a whole lot, and pretend she's the best friend you've got in +the world. But I've just got this to say, don't you be too sure of her +friendship. She's smooth as butter, but she can give you a slap in the +face if you don't serve her purpose. I don't mind telling you for she's +given me many a one," and the pale eyes snapped in unison with the color +of her hair. "Well, you see I heard her talking to Grandma, and she said +she'd give anything to know what you were going to wear to-night." + +"How curious!" said Marcia surprised. "I'm sure I do not see why she +should care!" There was the coolness born of utter indifference in her +reply which filled the younger girl with admiration. Perhaps too there was +the least mite of haughtiness in her manner, born of the knowledge that +she belonged to an old and honored family, and that she had in her +possession a trunk full of clothes that could vie with any that Hannah +Heath could display. Miranda wished silently that she could convey that +cool manner and that wide-eyed indifference to the sight of her cousin +Hannah. + +"H'm!" giggled Miranda. "Well, she does! If you were going to wear blue +you'd see she'd put on her green. She's got one that'll kill any blue +that's in the same room with it, no matter if it's on the other side. Its +just sick'ning to see them together. And she looks real well in it too. So +when she said she wanted to know so bad, Grandma said she'd send me over +to know if you'd accept a jar of her fresh pickle-lily, and mebbe I could +find out about your clothes. The pickle-lily's on the kitchen table. I +left it when I came through. It's good, but there ain't any love in it." +And Miranda laughed a hard mirthless laugh, and then settled down to her +subject again. + +"Now, you needn't be a mite afraid to tell me about it. I won't tell it +straight, you know. I'd just like to see what you are going to wear so I +could keep her out of her tricks for once. Is your frock blue?" + +Now it is true that the trunk upstairs contained a goodly amount of the +color blue, for Kate Schuyler had been her bonniest in blue, and the +particular frock which had been made with reference to this very first +significant gathering was blue. Marcia had accepted the fact as +unalterable. The garment was made for a purpose, and its mission must be +fulfilled however much she might wish to wear something else, but suddenly +as Miranda spoke there came to her mind the thought of rebellion. Why +should she be bound down to do exactly as Kate would do in her place? If +she had accepted the sacrifice of living Kate's life for her, she might at +least have the privilege of living it in the pleasantest possible way, and +surely the matter of dress was one she might be allowed to settle for +herself if she was old enough at all to be trusted away from home. Among +the pretty things that Kate had made was a sweet rose-pink silk tissue. +Madam Schuyler had frowned upon it as frivolous, and besides she did not +think it becoming to Kate. She had a fixed theory that people with blue +eyes and gold hair should never wear pink or red, but Kate as usual had +her own way, and with her wild rose complexion had succeeded in looking +like the wild rose itself in spite of blue eyes and golden hair. Marcia +knew in her heart, in fact she had known from the minute the lovely pink +thing had come into the house, that it was the very thing to set her off. +Her dark eyes and hair made a charming contrast with the rose, and her +complexion was even fresher than Kate's. Her heart grew suddenly eager to +don this dainty, frilley thing and outshine Hannah Heath beyond any chance +of further trying. There were other frocks, too, in the trunk. Why should +she be confined to the stately blue one that had been marked out for this +occasion? Marcia, with sudden inspiration, answered calmly, just as though +all these tumultuous possibilities of clothes had not been whirling +through her brain in that half second's hesitation: + +"I have not quite decided what I shall wear. It is not an important +matter, I'm sure. Let us go and see the piccalilli. I'm very much obliged +to your grandmother, I'm sure. It was kind of her." + +Somewhat awed, Miranda followed her hostess into the kitchen. She could +not reconcile this girl's face with the stately little airs that she wore, +but she liked her and forthwith she told her so. + +"I like you," she said fervently. "You remind me of one of Grandma's +sturtions, bright and independent and lively, with a spice and a color to +'em, and Hannah makes you think of one of them tall spikes of gladiolus +all fixed up without any smell." + +Marcia tried to smile over the doubtful compliment. Somehow there was +something about Miranda that reminded her of Mary Ann. Poor Mary Ann! +_Dear_ Mary Ann! For suddenly she realized that everything that reminded +her of the precious life of her childhood, left behind forever, was dear. +If she could see Mary Ann at this moment she would throw her arms about +her neck and call her "Dear Mary Ann," and say, "I love you," to her. +Perhaps this feeling made her more gentle with the annoying Miranda than +she might have been. + +When Miranda was gone the precious play hour was gone too. Marcia had only +time to steal hurriedly into the parlor, close the instrument, and then +fly about getting her dinner ready. But as she worked she had other +thoughts to occupy her mind. She was becoming adjusted to her new +environment and she found many unexpected things to make it hard. Here, +for instance, was Hannah Heath. Why did there have to be a Hannah Heath? +And what was Hannah Heath to her? Kate might feel jealous, indeed, but not +she, not the unloved, unreal, wife of David. She should rather pity Hannah +that David had not loved her instead of Kate, or pity David that he had +not. But somehow she did not, somehow she could not. Somehow Hannah Heath +had become a living, breathing enemy to be met and conquered. Marcia felt +her fighting blood rising, felt the Schuyler in her coming to the front. +However little there was in her wifehood, its name at least was hers. The +tale that Miranda had told was enough, if it were true, to put any woman, +however young she might be, into battle array. Marcia was puzzling her +mind over the question that has been more or less of a weary burden to +every woman since the fatal day that Eve made her great mistake. + +David was silent and abstracted at the dinner table, and Marcia absorbed +in her own problems did not feel cut by it. She was trying to determine +whether to blossom out in pink, or to be crushed and set aside into +insignificance in blue, or to choose a happy medium and wear neither. She +ventured a timid little question before David went away again: Did he, +would he,--that is, was there any thing,--any word he would like to say to +her? Would she have to do anything to-night? + +David looked at her in surprise. Why, no! He knew of nothing. Just go and +speak pleasantly to every one. He was sure she knew what to do. He had +always thought her very well behaved. She had manners like any woman. She +need not feel shy. No one knew of her peculiar position, and he felt +reasonably sure that the story would not soon get around. Her position +would be thoroughly established before it did, at least. She need not feel +uncomfortable. He looked down at her thinking he had said all that could +be expected of him, but somehow he felt the trouble in the girl's eyes and +asked her gently if there was anything more. + +"No," she said slowly, "unless, perhaps--I don't suppose you know what it +would be proper for me to wear." + +"Oh, that does not matter in the least," he replied promptly. "Anything. +You always look nice. Why, I'll tell you, wear the frock you had on the +night I came." Then he suddenly remembered the reason why that was a +pleasant memory to him, and that it was not for her sake at all, but for +the sake of one who was lost to him forever. His face contracted with +sudden pain, and Marcia, cut to the heart, read the meaning, and felt sick +and sore too. + +"Oh, I could not wear that," she said sadly, "it is only chintz. It would +not be nice enough, but thank you. I shall be all right. Don't trouble +about me," and she forced a weak smile to light him from the house, and +shut from his pained eyes the knowledge of how he had hurt her, for with +those words of his had come the vision of herself that happy night as she +stood at the gate in the stillness and moonlight looking from the portal +of her maidenhood into the vista of her womanhood, which had seemed then +so far away and bright, and was now upon her in sad reality. Oh, if she +could but have caught that sentence of his about her little chintz frock +to her heart with the joy of possession, and known that he said it because +he too had a happy memory about her in it, as she had always felt the +coming, misty, dream-expected lover would do! + +She spread the available frocks out upon the bed after the other things +were put neatly away in closet and drawer, and sat down to decide the +matter. David's suggestion while impossible had given her an idea, and she +proceeded to carry it out. There was a soft sheer white muslin, whereon +Kate had expended her daintiest embroidering, edged with the finest of +little lace frills. It was quaint and simple and girlish, the sweetest, +most simple affair in all of Kate's elaborate wardrobe, and yet, perhaps, +from an artistic point of view, the most elegant. Marcia soon made up her +mind. + +She dressed herself early, for David had said he would be home by four +o'clock and they would start as soon after as he could get ready. His +aunts wished to show her the old garden before dark. + +When she came to the arrangement of her hair she paused. Somehow her soul +rebelled at the style of Kate. It did not suit her face. It did not accord +with her feeling. It made her seem unlike herself, or unlike the self she +would ever wish to be. It suited Kate well, but not her. With sudden +determination she pulled it all down again from the top of her head and +loosened its rich waves about her face, then loosely twisted it behind, +low on her neck, falling over her delicate ears, until her head looked +like that of an old Greek statue. It was not fashion, it was pure instinct +the child was following out, and there was enough conformity to one of the +fashionable modes of the day to keep her from looking odd. It was lovely. +Marcia could not help seeing herself that it was much more becoming than +the way she had arranged it for her marriage, though then she had had the +wedding veil to soften the tightly drawn outlines of her head. She put on +the sheer white embroidered frock then, and as a last touch pinned the bit +of black velvet about her throat with a single pearl that had been her +mother's. It was the bit of black velvet she had worn the night David +came. It gave her pleasure to think that in so far she was conforming to +his suggestion. + +She had just completed her toilet when she heard David's step coming up +the walk. + +David, coming in out of the sunshine and beholding this beautiful girl in +the coolness and shadow of the hall awaiting him shyly, almost started +back as he rubbed his eyes and looked at her again. She was beautiful. He +had to admit it to himself, even in the midst of his sadness, and he +smiled at her, and felt another pang of condemnation that he had taken +this beauty from some other man's lot perhaps, and appropriated it to +shield himself from the world's exclamation about his own lonely life. + +"You have done it admirably. I do not see that there is anything left to +be desired," he said in his pleasant voice that used to make her +girl-heart flutter with pride that her new brother-to-be was pleased with +her. It fluttered now, but there was a wider sweep to its wings, and a +longer flight ahead of the thought. + +Quite demurely the young wife accepted her compliment, and then she meekly +folded her little white muslin cape with its dainty frills about her +pretty shoulders, drew on the new lace mitts, and tied beneath her chin +the white strings of a shirred gauze bonnet with tiny rosebuds nestling in +the ruching of tulle about the face. + +Once more the bride walked down the world the observed of all observers, +the gazed at of the town, only this time it was brick pavement not oaken +stairs she trod, and most of the eyes that looked upon her were sheltered +behind green jalousies. None the less, however, was she conscious of them +as she made her way to the house of solemn feasting with David by her +side. Her eyes rested upon the ground, or glanced quietly at things in the +distance, when they were not lifted for a moment in wifely humility to her +husband's face at some word of his. Just as she imagined a hundred times +in her girlish thoughts that her sister Kate would do, so did she, and +after what seemed to her an interminable walk, though in reality it was +but four village blocks, they arrived at the house of Spafford. + + + + + + CHAPTER XII + + +"This is your Aunt Clarinda!" + +There was challenge in the severely spoken pronoun Aunt Hortense used. It +seemed to Marcia that she wished to remind her that all her old life and +relations were passed away, and she had nothing now but David's, +especially David's relatives. She shrank from lifting her eyes, expecting +to find the third aunt, who was older, as much sourer and sharper in +proportion to the other two, but she controlled herself and lifted her +flower face to meet a gentle, meek, old face set in soft white frills of a +cap, with white ribbons flying, and though the old lady leaned upon a +crutch she managed to give the impression that she had fairly flown in her +gladness to welcome her new niece. There was the lighting of a repressed +nature let free in her kind old face as she looked with true pleasure upon +the lovely young one, and Marcia felt herself folded in truly loving arms +in an embrace which her own passionate, much repressed, loving nature +returned with heartiness. At last she had found a friend! + +She felt it every time she spoke, more and more. They walked out into the +garden almost immediately, and Aunt Clarinda insisted upon hobbling along +by Marcia's side, though her sisters both protested that it would be too +hard for her that warm afternoon. Every time that Marcia spoke she felt +the kind old eyes upon her, and she knew that at least one of the aunts +was satisfied with her as a wife for David, for her eyes would travel from +David to Marcia and back again to David, and when they met Marcia's there +was not a shade of disparagement in them. + +It was rather a tiresome walk through a tiresome old garden, laid out in +the ways of the past generation, and bordered with much funereal box. The +sisters, Amelia and Hortense, took the new member of the family, +conscientiously, through every path, and faithfully told how each spot was +associated with some happening in the family history. Occasionally there +was a solemn pause for the purpose of properly impressing the new member +of the house, and Amelia wiped her eyes with her carefully folded +handkerchief. Marcia felt extremely like laughing. She was sure that if +Kate had been obliged to pass through this ordeal she would have giggled +out at once and said some shockingly funny thing that would have horrified +the aunts beyond forgiveness. The thought of this nerved her to keep a +sober face. She wondered what David thought of it all, but when she looked +at him she wondered no longer, for David stood as one waiting for a +certain ceremony to be over, a ceremony which he knew to be inevitable, +but which was wholly and familiarly uninteresting. He did not even see how +it must strike the girl who was going through it all for him, for David's +thoughts were out on the flood-tide of sorrow, drifting against the rocks +of the might-have-been. + +They went in to tea presently, just when the garden was growing loveliest +with a tinge of the setting sun, and Marcia longed to run up and down the +little paths like a child and call to them all to catch her if they could. +The house was dark and stately and gloomy. + +"You are coming up to my room for a few minutes after supper," whispered +Aunt Clarinda encouragingly as they passed into the dark hall. The supper +table was alight with a fine old silver candelabra whose many wavering +lights cast a solemn, grotesque shadow on the different faces. + +Beside her plate the young bride saw an ostentatious plate of puffy soda +biscuits, and involuntarily her eyes searched the table for the bread +plate. + +Aunt Clarinda almost immediately pounced upon the bread plate and passed +it with a smile to Marcia, and as Marcia with an answering smile took a +generous slice she heard the other two aunts exclaim in chorus, "Oh, don't +pass her the bread, Clarinda; take it away sister, quick! She does not +like salt-rising! It is unpleasant to her!" + +Then with blazing cheeks the girl protested that she wished to keep the +bread, that they were mistaken, she had not said it was obnoxious to her, +but had merely given them her stepmother's opinion when they asked. They +must excuse her for her seeming rudeness, for she had not intended to hurt +them. She presumed salt-rising bread was very nice; it looked beautiful. +This was a long speech for shy Marcia to make before so many strangers, +but David's wondering, troubled eyes were upon her, questioning what it +all might mean, and she felt she could do anything to save David from more +suffering or annoyance of any kind. + +David said little. He seemed to perceive that there had been an unpleasant +prelude to this, and perhaps knew from former experience that the best way +to do was to change the subject. He launched into a detailed account of +their wedding journey. Marcia on her part was grateful to him, for when +she took the first brave bite into the very puffy, very white slice of +bread she had taken, she perceived that it was much worse than that which +had been baked for their homecoming, and not only justified all her +stepmother's execrations, but in addition it was sour. For an instant, +perceiving down the horoscope of time whole calendars full of such suppers +with the aunts, and this bread, her soul shuddered and shrank. Could she +ever learn to like it? Impossible! Could she ever tolerate it? Could she? +She doubted. Then she swallowed bravely and perceived that the impossible +had been accomplished once. It could be again, but she must go slowly else +she might have to eat two slices instead of one. David was kind. He had +roused himself to help his helper. Perhaps something in her girlish beauty +and helplessness, helpless here for his sake, appealed to him. At least +his eyes sought hers often with a tender interest to see if she were +comfortable, and once, when Aunt Amelia asked if they stopped nowhere for +rest on their journey, his eyes sought Marcia's with a twinkling reminder +of their roadside nap, and he answered, "Once, Aunt Amelia. No, it was not +a regular inn. It was quieter than that. Not many people stopping there." + +Marcia's merry laugh almost bubbled forth, but she suppressed it just in +time, horrified to think what Aunt Hortense would say, but somehow after +David had said that her heart felt a trifle lighter and she took a big +bite from the salt-rising and smiled as she swallowed it. There were worse +things in the world, after all, than salt-rising, and, when one could +smother it in Aunt Amelia's peach preserves, it was quite bearable. + +Aunt Clarinda slipped her off to her own room after supper, and left the +other two sisters with their beloved idol, David. In their stately parlor +lighted with many candles in honor of the occasion, they sat and talked in +low tones with him, their voices suggesting condolence with his misfortune +of having married out of the family, and disapproval with the married +state in general. Poor souls! How their hard, loving hearts would have +been wrung could they but have known the true state of the case! And, +strange anomaly, how much deeper would have been their antagonism toward +poor, self-sacrificing, loving Marcia! Just because she had dared to think +herself fit for David, belonging as she did to her renegade sister Kate. +But they did not know, and for this fact David was profoundly thankful. +Those were not the days of rapid transit, of telegraph and telephone, nor +even of much letter writing, else the story would probably have reached +the aunts even before the bride and bridegroom arrived at home. As it was, +David had some hope of keeping the tragedy of his life from the ears of +his aunts forever. Patiently he answered their questions concerning the +wedding, questions that were intended to bring out facts showing whether +David had received his due amount of respect, and whether the family he +had so greatly honored felt the burden of that honor sufficiently. + +Upstairs in a quaint old-fashioned room Aunt Clarinda was taking Marcia's +face in her two wrinkled hands and looking lovingly into her eyes; then +she kissed her on each rosy cheek and said: + +"Dear child! You look just as I did when I was young. You wouldn't think +it from me now, would you? But it's true. I might not have grown to be +such a dried-up old thing if I had had somebody like David. I'm so glad +you've got David. He'll take good care of you. He's a dear boy. He's +always been good to me. But you mustn't let the others crush those roses +out of your cheeks. They crushed mine out. They wouldn't let me have my +life the way I wanted it, and the pink in my cheeks all went back into my +heart and burst it a good many years ago. But they can't spoil your life, +for you've got David and that's worth everything." + +Then she kissed her on the lips and cheeks and eyes and let her go. But +that one moment had given Marcia a glimpse into another life-story and put +her in touch forever with Aunt Clarinda, setting athrob the chord of +loving sympathy. + +When they came into the parlor the other two aunts looked up with a quick, +suspicious glance from one to the other and then fastened disapproving +eyes upon Marcia. They rather resented it that she was so pretty. Hannah +had been their favorite, and Hannah was beautiful in their eyes. They +wanted no other to outshine her. Albeit they would be proud enough before +their neighbors to have it said that their nephew's wife was beautiful. + +After a chilling pause in which David was wondering anew at Marcia's +beauty, Aunt Hortense asked, as though it were an omission from the former +examination, "Did you ever make a shirt?" + +"Oh, plenty of them!" said Marcia, with a merry laugh, so relieved that +she fairly bubbled. "I think I could make a shirt with my eyes shut." + +Aunt Clarinda beamed on her with delight. A shirt was something she had +never succeeded in making right. It was one of the things which her +sisters had against her that she could not make good shirts. Any one who +could not make a shirt was deficient. Clarinda was deficient. She could +not make a shirt. Meekly had she tried year after year. Humbly had she +ripped out gusset and seam and band, having put them on upside down or +inside out. Never could she learn the ins and outs of a shirt. But her old +heart trembled with delight that the new girl, who was going to take the +place in her heart of her old dead self and live out all the beautiful +things which had been lost to her, had mastered this one great +accomplishment in which she had failed so supremely. + +But Aunt Hortense was not pleased. True, it was one of the seven virtues +in her mind which a young wife should possess, and she had carefully +instructed Hannah Heath for a number of years back, while Hannah bungled +out a couple for her father occasionally, but Aunt Hortense had been sure +that if Hannah ever became David's wife she might still have the honor of +making most of David's shirts. That had been her happy task ever since +David had worn a shirt, and she hoped to hold the position of shirt-maker +to David until she left this mortal clay. Therefore Aunt Hortense was not +pleased, even though David's wife was not lacking, and, too, even though +she foreheard herself telling her neighbors next day how many shirts +David's wife had made. + +"Well, David will not need any for some time," she said grimly. "I made +him a dozen just before he was married." + +Marcia reflected that it seemed to be impossible to make any headway into +the good graces of either Aunt Hortense or Aunt Amelia. Aunt Amelia then +took her turn at a question. + +"Hortense," said she, and there was an ominous inflection in the word as +if the question were portentous, "have you asked our new niece by what +name she desires us to call her?" + +"I have not," said Miss Hortense solemnly, "but I intend to do so +immediately," and then both pairs of steely eyes were leveled at the girl. +Marcia suddenly was face to face with a question she had not considered, +and David started upright from his position on the hair-cloth sofa. But if +a thunderbolt had fallen from heaven and rendered him utterly unconscious +David would not have been more helpless than he was for the time being. +Marcia saw the mingled pain and perplexity in David's face, and her own +courage gathered itself to brave it out in some way. The color flew to her +cheeks, and rose slowly in David's, through heavy veins that swelled in +his neck till he could feel their pulsation against his stock, but his +smooth shaven lips were white. He felt that a moment had come which he +could not bear to face. + +Then with a hesitation that was but pardonable, and with a shy sweet look, +Marcia answered; and though her voice trembled just the least bit, her +true, dear eyes looked into the battalion of steel ones bravely. + +"I would like you to call me Marcia, if you please." + +"Marcia!" Miss Hortense snipped the word out as if with scissors of +surprise. + +But there was a distinct relaxation about Miss Amelia's mouth. She heaved +a relieved sigh. Marcia was so much better than Kate, so much more +classical, so much more to be compared with Hannah, for instance. + +"Well, I'm glad!" she allowed herself to remark. "David has been calling +you 'Kate' till it made me sick, such a frivolous name and no sense in it +either. Marcia sounds quite sensible. I suppose Katharine is your middle +name. Do you spell it with a K or a C?" + +But the knocker sounded on the street door and Marcia was spared the +torture of a reply. She dared not look at David's face, for she knew there +must be pain and mortification mingling there, and she hoped that the +trying subject would not come up again for discussion. + +The guests began to arrive. Old Mrs. Heath and her daughter-in-law and +grand-daughter came first. + +Hannah's features were handsome and she knew exactly how to manage her +shapely hands with their long white fingers. The soft delicate +undersleeves fell away from arms white and well moulded, and she carried +her height gracefully. Her hair was elaborately stowed upon the top of her +head in many puffs, ending in little ringlets carelessly and coquettishly +straying over temple, or ears, or gracefully curved neck. She wore a frock +of green, and its color sent a pang through the bride's heart to realize +that perhaps it had been worn with an unkindly purpose. Nevertheless +Hannah Heath was beautiful and fascinated Marcia. She resolved to try to +think the best of her, and to make her a friend if possible. Why, after +all, should she be to blame for wanting David? Was he not a man to be +admired and desired? It was unwomanly, of course, that she had let it be +known, but perhaps her relatives were more to blame than herself. At least +Marcia made up her mind to try and like her. + +Hannah's frock was of silk, not a common material in those days, soft and +shimmery and green enough to take away the heart from anything blue that +was ever made, but Hannah was stately and her skin as white as the lily +she resembled, in her bright leaf green. + +Hannah chose to be effusive and condescending to the bride, giving the +impression that she and David had been like brother and sister all their +lives and that she might have been his choice if she had chosen, but as +she had not chosen, she was glad that David had found some one wherewith +to console himself. She did not say all this in so many words, but Marcia +found that impression left after the evening was over. + +With sweet dignity Marcia received her introductions, given in Miss +Amelia's most commanding tone, "Our niece, Marcia!" + +"Marshy! Marshy!" the bride heard old Mrs. Heath murmur to Miss Spafford. +"Why, I thought 'twas to be Kate!" + +"Her name is Marcia," said Miss Amelia in a most satisfied tone; "you must +have misunderstood." + +Marcia caught a look in Miss Heath's eyes, alert, keen, questioning, which +flashed all over her like something searching and bright but not friendly. + +She felt a painful shyness stealing over her and wished that David were by +her side. She looked across the room at him. His face had recovered its +usual calmness, though he looked pale. He was talking on his favorite +theme with old Mr. Heath: the newly invented steam engine and its +possibilities. He had forgotten everything else for the time, and his face +lighted with animation as he tried to answer William Heath's arguments +against it. + +"Have you read what the Boston _Courier_ said, David? 'Long in June it was +I think," Marcia heard Mr. Heath ask. Indeed his voice was so large that +it filled the room, and for the moment Marcia had been left to herself +while some new people were being ushered in. "It says, David, that 'the +project of a railroad from Bawston to Albany is impracticable as everybody +knows who knows the simplest rule of arithmetic, and the expense would be +little less than the market value of the whole territory of Massachusetts; +and which, if practicable, every person of common sense knows would be as +useless as a railroad from Bawston to the moon.' There, David, what do ye +think o' that?" and William Heath slapped David on the knee with his +broad, fat fist and laughed heartily, as though he had him in a tight +corner. + +Marcia would have given a good deal to slip in beside David on the sofa +and listen to the discussion. She wanted with all her heart to know how he +would answer this man who could be so insufferably wise, but there was +other work for her, and her attention was brought back to her own +uncomfortable part by Hannah Heath's voice: + +"Come right ovah heah, Mistah Skinnah, if you want to meet the bride. You +must speak verra nice to me or I sha'n't introduce you at all." + +A tall lanky man with stiff sandy hair and a rubicund complexion was +making his way around the room. He had a small mouth puckered a little as +if he might be going to whistle, and his chin had the look of having been +pushed back out of the way, a stiff fuzz of sandy whiskers made a hedge +down either cheek, and but for that he was clean shaven. The skin over his +high cheek bones was stretched smooth and tight as if it were a trifle too +close a fit for the genial cushion beneath. He did not look brilliant, and +he certainly was not handsome, but there was an inoffensive desire to +please about him. He was introduced as Mr. Lemuel Skinner. He bowed low +over Marcia's hand, said a few embarrassed, stiff sentences and turned to +Hannah Heath with relief. It was evident that Hannah was in his eyes a +great and shining light, to which he fluttered as naturally as does the +moth to the candle. But Hannah did not scruple to singe his wings whenever +she chose. Perhaps she knew, no matter how badly he was burned he would +only flutter back again whenever she scintillated. She had turned her back +upon him now, and left him to Marcia's tender mercies. Hannah was engaged +in talking to a younger man. "Harry Temple, from New York," Lemuel +explained to Marcia. + +The young man, Harry Temple, had large lazy eyes and heavy dark hair. +There was a discontented look in his face, and a looseness about the set +of his lips that Marcia did not like, although she had to admit that he +was handsome. Something about him reminded her of Captain Leavenworth, and +she instinctively shrank from him. But Harry Temple had no mind to talk to +any one but Marcia that evening, and he presently so managed it that he +and she were ensconced in a corner of the room away from others. Marcia +felt perturbed. She did not feel flattered by the man's attentions, and +she wanted to be at the other end of the room listening to the +conversation. + +She listened as intently as she might between sentences, and her keen ears +could catch a word or two of what David was saying. After all, it was not +so much the new railroad project that she cared about, though that was +strange and interesting enough, but she wanted to watch and listen to +David. + +Harry Temple said a great many pretty things to Marcia. She did not half +hear some of them at first, but after a time she began to realize that she +must have made a good impression, and the pretty flush in her cheeks grew +deeper. She did little talking. Mr. Temple did it all. He told her of New +York. He asked if she were not dreadfully bored with this little town and +its doings, and bewailed her lot when he learned that she had not had much +experience there. Then he asked if she had ever been to New York and began +to tell of some of its attractions. Among other things he mentioned some +concerts, and immediately Marcia was all attention. Her dark eyes glowed +and her speaking face gave eager response to his words. Seeing he had +interested her at last, he kept on, for he was possessor of a glib tongue, +and what he did not know he could fabricate without the slightest +compunction. He had been about the world and gathered up superficial +knowledge enough to help him do this admirably, therefore he was able to +use a few musical terms, and to bring before Marcia's vivid imagination +the scene of the performance of Handel's great "Creation" given in Boston, +and of certain musical events that were to be attempted soon in New York. +He admitted that he could play a little upon the harpsichord, and, when he +learned that Marcia could play also and that she was the possessor of a +piano, one of the latest improved makes, he managed to invite himself to +play upon it. Marcia found to her dismay that she actually seemed to have +invited him to come some afternoon when her husband was away. She had only +said politely that she would like to hear him play sometime, and expressed +her great delight in music, and he had done the rest, but in her +inexperience somehow it had happened and she did not know what to do. + +It troubled her a good deal, and she turned again toward the other end of +the room, where the attention of most of the company was riveted upon the +group who were discussing the railroad, its pros and cons. David was the +centre of that group. + +"Let us go over and hear what they are saying," she said, turning to her +companion eagerly. + +"Oh, it is all stupid politics and arguments about that ridiculous +fairy-tale of a railroad scheme. You would not enjoy it," answered the +young man disappointedly. He saw in Marcia a beautiful young soul, the +only one who had really attracted him since he had left New York, and he +wished to become intimate enough with her to enjoy himself. + +It mattered not to him that she was married to another man. He felt secure +in his own attractions. He had ever been able to while away the time with +whom he chose, why should a simple village maiden resist him? And this was +an unusual one, the contour of her head was like a Greek statue. + +Nevertheless he was obliged to stroll after her. Once she had spoken. She +had suddenly become aware that they had been in their corner together a +long time, and that Aunt Amelia's cold eyes were fastened upon her in +disapproval. + +"The farmers would be ruined, man alive!" Mr. Heath was saying. "Why, all +the horses would have to be killed, because they would be wholly useless +if this new fandango came in, and then where would be a market for the +wheat and oats?" + +"Yes, an' I've heard some say the hens wouldn't lay, on account of the +noise," ventured Lemuel Skinner in his high voice. "And think of the fires +from the sparks of the engine. I tell you it would be dangerous." He +looked over at Hannah triumphantly, but Hannah was endeavoring to signal +Harry Temple to her side and did not see nor hear. + +"I tell you," put in Mr. Heath's heavy voice again, "I tell you, Dave, it +can't be done. It's impractical. Why, no car could advance against the +wind." + +"They told Columbus he couldn't sail around the earth, but he did it!" + +There was sudden stillness in the room, for it was Marcia's clear, grave +voice that had answered Mr. Heath's excited tones, and she had not known +she was going to speak aloud. It came before she realized it. She had been +used to speak her mind sometimes with her father, but seldom when there +were others by, and now she was covered with confusion to think what she +had done. The aunts, Amelia and Hortense, were shocked. It was so +unladylike. A woman should not speak on such subjects. She should be +silent and leave such topics to her husband. + +"Deah me, she's strong minded, isn't she?" giggled Hannah Heath to Lemuel, +who had taken the signals to himself and come to her side. + +"Quite so, quite so!" murmured Lemuel, his lips looking puffier and more +cherry-fied than ever and his chin flattened itself back till he looked +like a frustrated old hen who did not understand the perplexities of life +and was clucking to find out, after having been startled half out of its +senses. + +But Marcia was not wholly without consolation, for David had flashed a +look of approval at her and had made room for her to sit down by his side +on the sofa. It was almost like belonging to him for a minute or two. +Marcia felt her heart glow with something new and pleasant. + +Mr. William Heath drew his heavy grey brows together and looked at her +grimly over his spectacles, poking his bristly under-lip out in +astonishment, bewildered that he should have been answered by a gentle, +pretty woman, all frills and sparkle like his own daughter. He had been +wont to look upon a woman as something like a kitten,--that is, a young +woman,--and suddenly the kitten had lifted a velvet paw and struck him +squarely in the face. He had felt there were claws in the blow, too, for +there had been a truth behind her words that set the room a mocking him. + +"Well, Dave, you've got your wife well trained already!" he laughed, +concluding it was best to put a smiling front upon the defeat. "She knows +just when to come in and help when your side's getting weak!" + +They served cake and raspberry vinegar then, and a little while after +everybody went home. It was later than the hours usually kept in the +village, and the lights in most of the houses were out, or burning dimly +in upper stories. The voices of the guests sounded subdued in the misty +waning moonlight air. Marcia could hear Hannah Heath's voice ahead +giggling affectedly to Harry Temple and Lemuel Skinner, as they walked one +on either side of her, while her father and mother and grandmother came +more slowly. + +David drew Marcia's hand within his arm and walked with her quietly down +the street, making their steps hushed instinctively that they might so +seem more removed from the others. They were both tired with the unusual +excitement and the strain they had been through, and each was glad of the +silence of the other. + +But when they reached their own doorstep David said: "You spoke well, +child. You must have thought about these things." + +Marcia felt a sob rising in a tide of joy into her throat. Then he was not +angry with her, and he did not disapprove as the two aunts had done. Aunt +Clarinda had kissed her good-night and murmured, "You are a bright little +girl, Marcia, and you will make a good wife for David. You will come soon +to see me, won't you?" and that had made her glad, but these words of +David's were so good and so unexpected that Marcia could hardly hide her +happy tears. + +"I was afraid I had been forward," murmured Marcia in the shadow of the +front stoop. + +"Not at all, child, I like to hear a woman speak her mind,--that is, +allowing she has any mind to speak. That can't be said of all women. +There's Hannah Heath, for instance. I don't believe she would know a +railroad project from an essay on ancient art." + +After that the house seemed a pleasant place aglow as they entered it, and +Marcia went up to her rest with a lighter heart. + +But the child knew not that she had made a great impression that night +upon all who saw her as being beautiful and wise. + +The aunts would not express it even to each other,--for they felt in duty +bound to discountenance her boldness in speaking out before the men and +making herself so prominent, joining in their discussions,--but each in +spite of her convictions felt a deep satisfaction that their neighbors had +seen what a beautiful and bright wife David had selected. They even felt +triumphant over their favorite Hannah, and thought secretly that Marcia +compared well with her in every way, but they would not have told this +even to themselves, no, not for worlds. + +So the kindly gossipy town slept, and the young bride became a part of its +daily life. + + + + + + CHAPTER XIII + + +Life began to take on a more familiar and interesting aspect to Marcia +after that. She had her daily round of pleasant household duties and she +enjoyed them. + +There were many other gatherings in honor of the bride and groom, +tea-drinkings and evening calls, and a few called in to a neighbor's house +to meet them. It was very pleasant to Marcia as she became better +acquainted with the people and grew to like some of them, only there was +the constant drawback of feeling that it was all a pain and weariness to +David. + +But Marcia was young, and it was only natural that she should enjoy her +sudden promotion to the privileges of a matron, and the marked attention +that was paid her. It was a mercy that her head was not turned, living as +she did to herself, and with no one in whom she could confide. For David +had shrunk within himself to such an extent that she did not like to +trouble him with anything. + +It was only two days after the evening at the old Spafford house that +David came home to tea with ashen face, haggard eyes and white lips. He +scarcely tasted his supper and said he would go and lie down, that his +head ached. Marcia heard him sigh deeply as he went upstairs. It was that +afternoon that the post had brought him Kate's letter. + +Sadly Marcia put away the tea things, for she could not eat anything +either, though it was an unusually inviting meal she had prepared. Slowly +she went up to her room and sat looking out into the quiet, darkening +summer night, wondering what additional sorrow had come to David. + +David's face looked like death the next morning when he came down. He +drank a cup of coffee feverishly, then took his hat as if he would go to +the office, but paused at the door and came back saying he would not go if +Marcia would not mind taking a message for him. His head felt badly. She +need only tell the man to go on with things as they had planned and say he +was detained. Marcia was ready at once to do his bidding with quiet +sympathy in her manner. + +She delivered her message with the frank straightforward look of a school +girl, mingled with a touch of matronly dignity she was trying to assume, +which added to her charm; and she smiled her open smile of comradeship, +such as she would have dispensed about the old red school house at home, +upon boys and girls alike, leaving the clerk and type-setters in a most +subjected state, and ready to do anything in the service of their master's +wife. It is to be feared that they almost envied David. They watched her +as she moved gracefully down the street, and their eyes had a reverent +look as they turned away from the window to their work, as though they had +been looking upon something sacred. + +Harry Temple watched her come out of the office. + +She impressed him again as something fresh and different from the common +run of maidens in the village. He lazily stepped from the store where he +had been lounging and walked down the street to intercept her as she +crossed and turned the corner. + +"Good morning, Mrs. Spafford," he said, with a courtly grace that was +certainly captivating, "are you going to your home? Then our ways lie +together. May I walk beside you?" + +Marcia smiled and tried to seem gracious, though she would rather have +been alone just then, for she wanted to enjoy the day and not be bothered +with talking. + +Harry Temple mentioned having a letter from a friend in Boston who had +lately heard a great chorus rendered. He could not be quite sure of the +name of the composer because he had read the letter hurriedly and his +friend was a blind-writer, but that made no difference to Harry. He could +fill in facts enough about the grandeur of the music from his own +imagination to make up for the lack of a little matter like the name of a +composer. He was keen enough to see that Marcia was more interested in +music than in anything he said, therefore he racked his brains for all the +music talk he had ever heard, and made up what he did not know, which was +not hard to do, for Marcia was very ignorant on the subject. + +At the door they paused. Marcia was eager to get in. She began to wonder +how David felt, and she longed to do something for him. Harry Temple +looked at her admiringly, noted the dainty set of chin, the clear curve of +cheek, the lovely sweep of eyelashes, and resolved to get better +acquainted with this woman, so young and so lovely. + +"I have not forgotten my promise to play for you," he said lightly, +watching to see if the flush of rose would steal into her cheek, and that +deep light into her expressive eyes. "How about this afternoon? Shall you +be at home and disengaged?" + +But welcome did not flash into Marcia's face as he had hoped. Instead a +troubled look came into her eyes. + +"I am afraid it will not be possible this afternoon," said Marcia, the +trouble in her eyes creeping into her voice. "That is--I expect to be at +home, but--I am not sure of being disengaged." + +"Ah! I see!" he raised his eyebrows archly, looking her meanwhile straight +in the eyes; "some one else more fortunate than I. Some one else coming?" + +Although Marcia did not in the least understand his insinuation, the color +flowed into her cheeks in a hurry now, for she instinctively felt that +there was something unpleasant in his tone, something below her standard +of morals or culture, she did not quite know what. But she felt she must +protect herself at any cost. She drew up a little mantle of dignity. + +"Oh, no," she said quickly, "I'm not expecting any one at all, but Mr. +Spafford had a severe headache this morning, and I am not sure but the +sound of the piano would make it worse. I think it would be better for you +to come another time, although he may be better by that time." + +"Oh, I see! Your husband's at home!" said the young man with relief. His +manner implied that he had a perfect understanding of something that +Marcia did not mean nor comprehend. + +"I understand perfectly," he said, with another meaning smile as though he +and she had a secret together; "I'll come some other time," and he took +himself very quickly away, much to Marcia's relief. But the trouble did +not go out of her eyes as she saw him turn the corner. Instead she went in +and stood at the dining room window a long time looking out on the Heaths' +hollyhocks beaming in the sun behind the picket fence, and wondered what +he could have meant, and why he smiled in that hateful way. She decided +she did not like him, and she hoped he would never come. She did not think +she would care to hear him play. There was something about him that +reminded her of Captain Leavenworth, and now that she saw it in him she +would dislike to have him about. + +With a sigh she turned to the getting of a dinner which she feared would +not be eaten. Nevertheless, she put more dainty thought in it than usual, +and when it was done and steaming upon the table she went gently up and +tapped on David's door. A voice hoarse with emotion and weariness +answered. Marcia scarcely heard the first time. + +"Dinner is ready. Isn't your head any better,--David?" There was caressing +in his name. It wrung David's heart. Oh, if it were but Kate, his Kate, +his little bride that were calling him, how his heart would leap with joy! +How his headache would disappear and he would be with her in an instant. + +For Kate's letter had had its desired effect. All her wrongdoings, her +crowning outrage of his noble intentions, had been forgotten in the one +little plaintive appeal she had managed to breathe in a minor wail +throughout that treacherous letter, treacherous alike to her husband and +to her lover. Just as Kate had always been able to do with every one about +her, she had blinded him to her faults, and managed to put herself in the +light of an abused, troubled maiden, who was in a predicament through no +fault of her own, and sat in sorrow and a baby-innocence that was +bewilderingly sweet. + +There had been times when David's anger had been hot enough to waft away +this filmy mist of fancies that Kate had woven about herself and let him +see the true Kate as she really was. At such times David would confess +that she must be wholly heartless. That bright as she was it was +impossible for her to have been so easily persuaded into running away with +a man she did not love. He had never found it so easy to persuade her +against her will. Did she love him? Had she truly loved him, and was she +suffering now? His very soul writhed in agony to think of his bride the +wife of another against her will. If he might but go and rescue her. If he +might but kill that other man! Then his soul would be confronted with the +thought of murder. Never before had he felt hate, such hate, for a human +being. Then again his heart would soften toward him as he felt how the +other must have loved her, Kate, his little wild rose! and there was a +fellow feeling between them too, for had she not let him see that she did +not half care aright for that other one? Then his mind would stop in a +whirl of mingled feeling and he would pause, and pray for steadiness to +think and know what was right. + +Around and around through this maze of arguing he had gone through the +long hours of the morning, always coming sharp against the thought that +there was nothing he could possibly do in the matter but bear it, and that +Kate, after all, the Kate he loved with his whole soul, had done it and +must therefore be to blame. Then he would read her letter over, burning +every word of it upon his brain, until the piteous minor appeal would +torture him once more and he would begin again to try to get hold of some +thread of thought that would unravel this snarl and bring peace. + +Like a sound from another world came Marcia's sweet voice, its very +sweetness reminding him of that other lost voice, whose tantalizing music +floated about his imagination like a string of phantom silver bells that +all but sounded and then vanished into silence. + +And while all this was going on, this spiritual torture, his living, +suffering, physical self was able to summon its thoughts, to answer gently +that he did not want any dinner; that his head was no better; that he +thanked her for her thought of him; and that he would take the tea she +offered if it was not too much trouble. + +Gladly, with hurried breath and fingers that almost trembled, Marcia +hastened to the kitchen once more and prepared a dainty tray, not even +glancing at the dinner table all so fine and ready for its guest, and back +again she went to his door, an eager light in her eyes, as if she had +obtained audience to a king. + +He opened the door this time and took the tray from her with a smile. It +was a smile of ashen hue, and fell like a pall upon Marcia's soul. It was +as if she had been permitted for a moment to gaze upon a martyred soul +upon the rack. Marcia fled from it and went to her own room, where she +flung herself on her knees beside her bed and buried her face in the +pillows. There she knelt, unmindful of the dinner waiting downstairs, +unmindful of the bright day that was droning on its hours. Whether she +prayed she knew not, whether she was weeping she could not have told. Her +heart was crying out in one great longing to have this cloud of sorrow +that had settled upon David lifted. + +She might have knelt there until night had there not come the sound of a +knock upon the front door. It startled her to her feet in an instant, and +she hastily smoothed her rumpled hair, dashed some water on her eyes, and +ran down. + +It was the clerk from the office with a letter for her. The post chaise +had brought it that afternoon, and he had thought perhaps she would like +to have it at once as it was postmarked from her home. Would she tell Mr. +Spafford when he returned--he seemed to take it for granted that David was +out of town for the day--that everything had been going on all right at the +office during his absence and the paper was ready to send to press. He +took his departure with a series of bows and smiles, and Marcia flew up to +her room to read her letter. It was in the round unformed hand of Mary +Ann. Marcia tore it open eagerly. Never had Mary Ann's handwriting looked +so pleasant as at that moment. A letter in those days was a rarity at all +times, and this one to Marcia in her distress of mind seemed little short +of a miracle. It began in Mary Ann's abrupt way, and opened up to her the +world of home since she had left it. But a few short days had passed, +scarcely yet numbering into weeks, since she left, yet it seemed half a +lifetime to the girl promoted so suddenly into womanhood without the +accompanying joy of love and close companionship that usually makes +desolation impossible. + + + "DEAR MARSH,"--the letter ran:-- + + "I expect you think queer of me to write you so soon. I ain't much + on writing you know, but something happened right after you + leaving and has kept right on happening that made me feel I kinder + like to tell you. Don't you mind the mistakes I make. I'm thankful + to goodness you ain't the school teacher or I'd never write 'slong + s' I'm living, but ennyhow I'm going to tell you all about it. + + "The night you went away I was standing down by the gate under the + old elm. I had on my best things yet from the wedding, and I hated + to go in and have the day over and have to begin putting on my old + calico to-morrow morning again, and washing dishes just the same. + Seemed as if I couldn't bear to have the world just the same now + you was gone away. Well, I heard someone coming down the street, + and who do you think it was? Why, Hanford Weston. He came right up + to the gate and stopped. I don't know's he ever spoke two words to + me in my life except that time he stopped the big boys from + snow-balling me and told me to run along quick and git in the + school-house while he fit 'em. Well, he stopped and spoke, and he + looked so sad, seemed like I knew just what he was feeling sad + about, and I told him all about you getting married instead of + your sister. He looked at me like he couldn't move for a while and + his face was as white as that marble man in the cemetery over + Squire Hancock's grave. He grabbed the gate real hard and I + thought he was going to fall. He couldn't even move his lips for a + while. I felt just awful sorry for him. Something came in my + throat like a big stone and my eyes got all blurred with the + moonlight. He looked real handsome. I just couldn't help thinking + you ought to see him. Bimeby he got his voice back again, and we + talked a lot about you. He told me how he used to watch you when + you was a little girl wearing pantalettes. You used to sit in the + church pew across from his father's and he could just see your big + eyes over the top of the door. He says he always thought to + himself he would marry you when he grew up. Then when you began to + go to school and was so bright he tried hard to study and keep up + just to have you think him good enough for you. He owned up he was + a bad speller and he'd tried his level best to do better but it + didn't seem to come natural, and he thought maybe ef he was a good + farmer you wouldn't mind about the spelling. He hired out to his + father for the summer and he was trying with all his might to get + to be the kind of man t'would suit you, and then when he was + plowing and planning all what kind of a house with big columns to + the front he would build here comes the coach driving by and _you_ + in it! He said he thought the sky and fields was all mixed up and + his heart was going out of him. He couldn't work any more and he + started out after supper to see what it all meant. + + "That wasn't just the exact way he told it, Marsh, it was more + like poetry, that kind in our reader about "Lord Ullin's + daughter"--you know. We used to recite it on examination + exhibition. I didn't know Hanford could talk like that. His words + were real pretty, kind of sorrowful you know. And it all come over + me that you ought to know about it. You're married of course, and + can't help it now, but 'taint every girl that has a boy care for + her like that from the time she's a baby with a red hood on, and + you ought to know 'bout it, fer it wasn't Hanford's fault he + didn't have time to tell you. He's just been living fer you fer a + number of years, and its kind of hard on him. 'Course you may not + care, being you're married and have a fine house and lots of + clo'es of your own and a good time, but it does seem hard for him. + It seems as if somebody ought to comfort him. I'd like to try if + you don't mind. He does seem to like to talk about you to me, and + I feel so sorry for him I guess I could comfort him a little, for + it seems as if it would be the nicest thing in the world to have + some one like you that way for years, just as they do in books, + only every time I think about being a comfort to him I think he + belongs to you and it ain't right. So Marsh, you just speak out + and say if your willing I should try to comfort him a little and + make up to him fer what he lost in you, being as you're married + and fixed so nice yourself. + + "Of course I know I aint pretty like you, nor can't hold my head + proud and step high as you always did, even when you was little, + but I can feel, and perhaps that's something. Anyhow Hanford's + been down three times to talk about you to me, and ef you don't + mind I'm going to let him come some more. But if you mind the + leastest little bit I want you should say so, for things are mixed + in this world and I don't want to get to trampling on any other + person's feelings, much less you who have always been my best + friend and always will be as long as I live I guess. 'Member how + we used to play house on the old flat stone in the orchard, and + you give me all the prettiest pieces of china with sprigs on 'em? + I aint forgot that, and never will. I shall always say you made + the prettiest bride I ever saw, no matter how many more I see, and + I hope you won't forget me. It's lonesome here without you. If it + wasn't for comforting Hanford I shouldn't care much for anything. + I can't think of you a grown up woman. Do you feel any different? + I spose you wouldn't climb a fence nor run through the pasture lot + for anything now. Have you got a lot of new friends? I wish I + could see you. And now Marsh, I want you to write right off and + tell me what to do about comforting Hanford, and if you've any + message to send to him I think it would be real nice. I hope + you've got a good husband and are happy. + + "From your devoted and loving school mate, + + "MARY ANN FOTHERGILL." + + +Marcia laid down the letter and buried her face in her hands. To her too +had come a thrust which must search her life and change it. So while David +wrestled with his sorrow Marcia entered upon the knowledge of her own +heart. + +There was something in this revelation by Mary Ann of Hanford Weston's +feelings toward her that touched her immeasurably. Had it all happened +before she left home, had Hanford come to her and told her of his love, +she would have turned from him in dismay, almost disgust, and have told +him that they were both but children, how could they talk of love. She +could never have loved him. She would have felt it instantly, and her +mocking laugh might have done a good deal toward saving him from sorrow. +But now, with miles between them, with the wall of the solemn marriage +vows to separate them forever, with her own youth locked up as she +supposed until the day of eternity should perhaps set it free, with no +hope of any bright dream of life such as girls have, could she turn from +even a school boy's love without a passing tenderness, such as she would +never have felt if she had not come away from it all? Told in Mary Ann's +blunt way, with her crude attempts at pathos, it reached her as it could +not otherwise. With her own new view of life she could sympathize better +with another's disappointments. Perhaps her own loneliness gave her pity +for another. Whatever it was, Marcia's heart suddenly turned toward +Hanford Weston with a great throb of gratitude. She felt that she had been +loved, even though it had been impossible for that love to be returned, +and that whatever happened she would not go unloved down to the end of her +days. Suddenly, out of the midst of the perplexity of her thoughts, there +formed a distinct knowledge of what was lacking in her life, a lack she +had never felt before, and probably would not have felt now had she not +thus suddenly stepped into a place much beyond her years. It seemed to the +girl as she sat in the great chintz chair and read and re-read that +letter, as if she lived years that afternoon, and all her life was to be +changed henceforth. It was not that she was sorry that she could not go +back, and live out her girlhood and have it crowned with Hanford Weston's +love. Not at all. She knew, as well now as she ever had known, that he +could never be anything to her, but she knew also, or thought she knew, +that he could have given her something, in his clumsy way, that now she +could never have from any man, seeing she was David's and David could not +love her that way, of course. + +Having come to this conclusion, she arose and wrote a letter giving and +bequeathing to Mary Ann Fothergill all right, title, and claim to the +affections of Hanford Weston, past, present, and future--sending him a +message calculated to smooth his ruffled feelings, with her pretty thanks +for his youthful adoration; comfort his sorrow with the thought that it +must have been a hallucination, that some day he would find his true ideal +which he had only thought he had found in her; and send him on his way +rejoicing with her blessings and good wishes for a happy life. As for Mary +Ann, for once she received her meed of Marcia's love, for homesick Marcia +felt more tenderness for her than she had ever been able to feel before; +and Marcia's loving messages set Mary Ann in a flutter of delight, as she +laid her plans for comforting Hanford Weston. + + + + + + CHAPTER XIV + + +David slowly recovered his poise. Faced by that terrible, impenetrable +wall of impossibility he stood helpless, his misery eating in upon his +soul, but there still remained the fact that there was nothing, absolutely +nothing, which he could possibly do. At times the truth rose to the +surface, the wretched truth, that Kate was at fault, that having done the +deed she should abide by it, and not try to keep a hold upon him, but it +was not often he was able to think in this way. Most of the time he +mourned over and for the lovely girl he had lost. + +As for Marcia, she came and went unobtrusively, making quiet comfort for +David which he scarcely noticed. At times he roused himself to be polite +to her, and made a labored effort to do something to amuse her, just as if +she had been visiting him as a favor and he felt in duty bound to make the +time pass pleasantly, but she troubled him so little with herself, that +nearly always he forgot her. Whenever there was any public function to +which they were bidden he always told her apologetically, as though it +must be as much of a bore to her as to him, and he regretted that it was +necessary to go in order to carry out their mutual agreement. Marcia, +hailing with delight every chance to go out in search of something which +would keep her from thinking the new thoughts which had come to her, +demurely covered her pleasure and dressed herself dutifully in the robes +made for her sister, hating them secretly the while, and was always ready +when he came for her. David had nothing to complain of in his wife, so far +as outward duty was concerned, but he was too busy with his own heart's +bitterness to even recognize it. + +One afternoon, of a day when David had gone out of town not expecting to +return until late in the evening, there came a knock at the door. + +There was something womanish in the knock, Marcia thought, as she hastened +to answer it, and she wondered, hurriedly smoothing her shining hair, if +it could be the aunts come to make their fortnightly-afternoon penance +visit. She gave a hasty glance into the parlor hoping all was right, and +was relieved to make sure she had closed the piano. The aunts would +consider it a great breach of housewifely decorum to allow a moment's dust +to settle upon its sacred keys. + +But it was not the aunts who stood upon the stoop, smiling and bowing with +a handsome assurance of his own welcome. It was Harry Temple. + +Marcia was not glad to see him. A sudden feeling of unreasoning alarm took +possession of her. + +"You're all alone this time, sweet lady, aren't you?" he asked with easy +nonchalance, as he lounged into the hall without waiting her bidding. + +"Sir!" said Marcia, half frightened, half wondering. + +But he smiled reassuringly down upon her and took the door knob in his own +hands to close the door. + +"Your good man is out this time, isn't he?" he smiled again most +delightfully. His face was very handsome when he smiled. He knew this fact +well. + +Marcia did not smile. Why did he speak as if he knew where David was, and +seemed to be pleased that he was away? + +"My husband is not in at present," she said guardedly, her innocent eyes +searching his face, "did you wish to see him?" + +She was beautiful as she stood there in the wide hall, with only the light +from the high transom over the door, shedding an afternoon glow through +its pleated Swiss oval. She looked more sweet and little-girlish than +ever, and he felt a strong desire to take her in his arms and tell her so, +only he feared, from something he saw in those wide, sweet eyes, that she +might take alarm and run away too soon, so he only smiled and said that +his business with her husband could wait until another time, and meantime +he had called to fulfil his promise to play for her. + +She took him into the darkened parlor, gave him the stiffest and +stateliest hair-cloth chair; but he walked straight over to the +instrument, and with not at all the reverence she liked to treat it, flung +back the coverings, threw the lid open, and sat down. + +He had white fingers, and he ran them over the keys with an air of being +at home among them, light little airs dripping from his touch like dew +from a glistening grass blade. Marcia felt there were butterflies in the +air, and buzzing bees, and fairy flowers dancing on the slightest of +stems, with a sky so blue it seemed to be filled with the sound of lily +bells. The music he played was of the nature of what would be styled +to-day "popular," for this man was master of nothing but having a good +time. Quick music with a jingle he played, that to the puritanic-bred girl +suggested nothing but a heart bubbling over with gladness, but he meant it +should make her heart flutter and her foot beat time to the tripping +measure. In his world feet were attuned to gay music. But Marcia stood +with quiet dignity a little away from the instrument, her lips parted, her +eyes bright with the pleasure of the melody, her hands clasped, and her +breath coming quickly. She was all absorbed with the music. All +unknowingly Marcia had placed herself where the light from the window fell +full across her face, and every flitting expression as she followed the +undulant sounds was visible. The young man gazed, almost as much pleased +with the lovely face as Marcia was with the music. + +At last he drew a chair quite near his own seat. + +"Come and sit down," he said, "and I will sing to you. You did not know I +could sing, too, did you? Oh, I can. But you must sit down for I couldn't +sing right when you are standing." + +He ended with his fascinating smile, and Marcia shyly sat down, though she +drew the chair a bit back from where he had placed it and sat up quite +straight and stiff with her shoulders erect and her head up. She had +forgotten her distrust of the man in what seemed to her his wonderful +music. It was all new and strange to her, and she could not know how +little there really was to it. She had decided as he played that she liked +the kind best that made her think of the birds and the sunny sky, rather +than the wild whirlly kind that seemed all a mad scramble. She meant to +ask him to play over again what he played at the beginning, but he struck +into a Scotch love ballad. The melody intoxicated her fancy, and her face +shone with pleasure. She had not noticed the words particularly, save that +they were of love, and she thought with pain of David and Kate, and how +the pleading tenderness might have been his heart calling to hers not to +forget his love for her. But Harry Temple mistook her expression for one +of interest in himself. With his eyes still upon hers, as a cat might +mesmerize a bird, he changed into a minor wail of heart-broken love, whose +sadness brought great tears to Marcia's eyes, and deep color to her +already burning cheeks, while the music throbbed out her own half-realized +loneliness and sorrow. It was as if the sounds painted for her a picture +of what she had missed out of love, and set her sorrow flowing tangibly. + +The last note died away in an impressive diminuendo, and the young man +turned toward her. His eyes were languishing, his voice gentle, +persuasive, as though it had but been the song come a little nearer. + +"And that is the way I feel toward you, dear," he said, and reached out +his white hands to where hers lay forgotten in her lap. + +But his hands had scarcely touched hers, before Marcia sprang back, in her +haste knocking over the chair. + +Erect, her hands snatched behind her, frightened, alert, she stood a +moment bewildered, all her fears to the front. + +Ah! but he was used to shy maidens. He was not to be baffled thus. A +little coaxing, a little gentle persuasion, a little boldness--that was all +he needed. He had conquered hearts before, why should he not this +unsophisticated one? + +"Don't be afraid, dear; there is no one about. And surely there is no harm +in telling you I love you, and letting you comfort my poor broken heart to +think that I have found you too late--" + +He had arisen and with a passionate gesture put his arms about Marcia and +before she could know what was coming had pressed a kiss upon her lips. + +But she was aroused now. Every angry force within her was fully awake. +Every sense of right and justice inherited and taught came flocking +forward. Horror unspeakable filled her, and wrath, that such a dreadful +thing should come to her. There was no time to think. She brought her two +strong supple hands up and beat him in the face, mouth, cheeks, and eyes, +with all her might, until he turned blinded; and then she struggled away +crying, "You are a wicked man!" and fled from the room. + +Out through the hall she sped to the kitchen, and flinging wide the door +before her, the nearest one at hand, she fairly flew down the garden walk, +past the nodding dahlias, past the basking pumpkins, past the whispering +corn, down through the berry bushes, at the lower end of the lot, and +behind the currant bushes. She crouched a moment looking back to see if +she were pursued. Then imagining she heard a noise from the open door, she +scrambled over the low back fence, the high comb with which her hair was +fastened falling out unheeded behind her, and all her dark waves of hair +coming about her shoulders in wild disarray. + +She was in a field of wheat now, and the tall shocks were like waves all +about her, thick and close, kissing her as she passed with their bended +stalks. Ahead of her it looked like an endless sea to cross before she +could reach another fence, and a bare field, and then another fence and +the woods. She knew not that in her wake she left a track as clear as if +she had set up signals all along the way. She felt that the kind wheat +would flow back like real waves and hide the way she had passed over. She +only sped on, to the woods. In all the wide world there seemed no refuge +but the woods. The woods were home to her. She loved the tall shadows, the +whispering music in the upper branches, the quiet places underneath, the +hushed silence like a city of refuge with cool wings whereunder to hide. +And to it, as her only friend, she was hastening. She went to the woods as +she would have flown to the minister's wife at home, if she only had been +near, and buried her face in her lap and sobbed out her horror and shame. +Breathless she sped, without looking once behind her, now over the next +fence and still another. They were nothing to her. She forgot that she was +wearing Kate's special sprigged muslin, and that it might tear on the +rough fences. She forgot that she was a matron and must not run wild +through strange fields. She forgot that some one might be watching her. +She forgot everything save that she must get away and hide her poor shamed +face. + +At last she reached the shelter of the woods, and, with one wild furtive +look behind her to assure herself that she was not pursued, she flung +herself into the lap of mother earth, and buried her face in the soft moss +at the foot of a tree. There she sobbed out her horror and sorrow and +loneliness, sobbed until it seemed to her that her heart had gone out with +great shudders. Sobbed and sobbed and sobbed! For a time she could not +even think clearly. Her brain was confused with the magnitude of what had +come to her. She tried to go over the whole happening that afternoon and +see if she might have prevented anything. She blamed herself most +unmercifully for listening to the foolish music and, too, after her own +suspicions had been aroused, though how could she dream any man in his +senses would do a thing like that! Not even Captain Leavenworth would +stoop to that, she thought. Poor child! She knew so little of the world, +and her world had been kept so sweet and pure and free from contamination. +She turned cold at the thought of her father's anger if he should hear +about this strange young man. She felt sure he would blame her for +allowing it. He had tried to teach his girls that they must exercise +judgment and discretion, and surely, surely, she must have failed in both +or this would not have happened. Oh, why had not the aunts come that +afternoon! Why had they not arrived before this man came! And yet, oh, +horror! if they had come after he was there! How disgusting he seemed to +her with his smirky smile, and slim white fingers! How utterly unfit +beside David did he seem to breathe the same air even. David, her +David--no, Kate's David! Oh, pity! What a pain the world was! + +There was nowhere to turn that she might find a trace of comfort. For what +would David say, and how could she ever tell him? Would he find it out if +she did not? What would he think of her? Would he blame her? Oh, the agony +of it all! What would the aunts think of her! Ah! that was worse than all, +for even now she could see the tilt of Aunt Hortense's head, and the purse +of Aunt Amelia's lips. How dreadful if they should have to know of it. +They would not believe her, unless perhaps Aunt Clarinda might. She did +not look wise, but she seemed kind and loving. If it had not been for the +other two she might have fled to Aunt Clarinda. Oh, if she might but flee +home to her father's house! How could she ever go back to David's house! +How could she ever play on that dreadful piano again? She would always see +that hateful, smiling face sitting there and think how he had looked at +her. Then she shuddered and sobbed harder than ever. And mother earth, +true to all her children, received the poor child with open arms. There +she lay upon the resinous pine needles, at the foot of the tall trees, and +the trees looked down tenderly upon her and consulted in whispers with +their heads bent together. The winds blew sweetness from the buckwheat +fields in the valley about her, murmuring delicious music in the air above +her, and even the birds hushed their loud voices and peeped curiously at +the tired, sorrowful creature of another kind that had come among them. + +Marcia's overwrought nerves were having their revenge. Tears had their way +until she was worn out, and then the angel of sleep came down upon her. +There upon the pine-needle bed, with tear-wet cheeks she lay, and slept +like a tired child come home to its mother from the tumult of the world. + +Harry Temple, recovering from his rebuff, and left alone in the parlor, +looked about him with surprise. Never before in all his short and +brilliant career as a heart breaker had he met with the like, and this +from a mere child! He could not believe his senses! She must have been in +play. He would sit still and presently she would come back with eyes full +of mischief and beg his pardon. But even as he sat down to wait her +coming, something told him he was mistaken and that she would not come. +There had been something beside mischief in the smart raps whose tingle +even now his cheeks and lips felt. The house, too, had grown strangely +hushed as though no one else besides himself were in it. She must have +gone out. Perhaps she had been really frightened and would tell somebody! +How awkward if she should presently return with one of those grim aunts, +or that solemn puritan-like husband of hers. Perhaps he had better decamp +while the coast was still clear. She did not seem to be returning and +there was no telling what the little fool might do. + +With a deliberation which suddenly became feverish in his haste to be +away, he compelled himself to walk slowly, nonchalantly out through the +hall. Still as a thief he opened and closed the front door and got himself +down the front steps, but not so still but that a quick ear caught the +sound of the latch as it flew back into place, and the scrape of a boot on +the path; and not so invisibly nor so quickly but that a pair of keen eyes +saw him. + +When Harry Temple had made his way toward the Spafford house that +afternoon, with his dauntless front and conceited smile, Miranda had been +sent out to pick raspberries along the fence that separated the Heath +garden from the Spafford garden. + +Harry Temple was too new in the town not to excite comment among the young +girls wherever he might go, and Miranda was always having her eye out for +anything new. Not for herself! Bless you! no! Miranda never expected +anything from a young man for herself, but she was keenly interested in +what befell other girls. + +So Miranda, crouched behind the berry bushes, watched Harry Temple saunter +down the street and saw with surprise that he stopped at the house of her +new admiration. Now, although Marcia was a married woman, Miranda felt +pleased that she should have the attention of others, and a feeling of +pride in her idol, and of triumph over her cousin Hannah that he had not +stopped to see her, swelled in her brown calico breast. + +She managed to bring her picking as near to the region of the Spafford +parlor windows as possible, and much did her ravished ear delight itself +in the music that tinkled through the green shaded window, for Miranda had +tastes that were greatly appealed to by the gay dance music. She fancied +that her idol was the player. But then she heard a man's voice, and her +picking stopped short insomuch that her grandmother's strident tones +mingled with the liquid tenor of Mr. Temple, calling to Miranda to "be +spry there or the sun'll catch you 'fore you get a quart." All at once the +music ceased, and then in a minute or two Miranda heard the Spafford +kitchen door thrown violently open and saw Marcia rush forth. + +She gazed in astonishment, too surprised to call out to her, or to +remember to keep on picking for a moment. She watched her as she fairly +flew down between the rows of currant bushes, saw the comb fly from her +hair, saw the glow of excitement on her cheek, and the fire in her eye, +saw her mount the first fence. Then suddenly a feeling of protection arose +within her, and, with a hasty glance toward her grandmother's window to +satisfy herself that no one else saw the flying figure, she fell to +picking with all her might, but what went into her pail, whether +raspberries or green leaves or briars, she did not know. Her eyes were on +the flying figure through the wheat, and she progressed in her picking +very fast toward the lower end of the lot where nothing but runty old sour +berries ever grew, if any at all. Once hidden behind the tall corn that +grew between her and her grandmother's vigilant gaze, she hastened to the +end of the lot and watched Marcia; watched her as she climbed the fences, +held her breath at the daring leaps from the top rails, expecting to see +the delicate muslin catch on the rough fence and send the flying figure to +the ground senseless perhaps. It was like a theatre to Miranda, this +watching the beautiful girl in her flight, the long dark hair in the wind, +the graceful untrammeled bounds. Miranda watched with unveiled admiration +until the dark of the green-blue wood had swallowed her up, then slowly +her eyes traveled back over the path which Marcia had taken, back through +the meadow and the wheat, to the kitchen door left standing wide. Slowly, +painfully, Miranda set herself to understand it. Something had happened! +That was flight with fear behind it, fear that left everything else +forgotten. What had happened? + +Miranda was wiser in her generation than Marcia. She began to put two and +two together. Her brows darkened, and a look of cunning came into her +honest blue eyes. Stealthily she crept with cat-like quickness along the +fence near to the front, and there she stood like a red-haired Nemesis in +a sunbonnet, with irate red face, confronting the unsuspecting man as he +sauntered forth from the unwelcoming roof where he had whiled away a +mistaken hour. + +"What you ben sayin' to her?" + +It was as if a serpent had stung him, so unexpected, so direct. He jumped +aside and turned deadly pale. She knew her chance arrow had struck the +truth. But he recovered himself almost immediately when he saw what a +harmless looking creature had attacked him. + +"Why, my dear girl," he said patronizingly, "you quite startled me! I'm +sure you must have made some mistake!" + +"I ain't your girl, thank goodness!" snapped Miranda, "and I guess by your +looks there ain't anybody 'dear' to you but yourself. But I ain't made a +mistake. It's you I was asking. _What you bin in there for?_" There was a +blaze of defiance in Miranda's eyes, and her stubby forefinger pointed at +him like a shotgun. Before her the bold black eyes quailed for an instant. +The young man's hand sought his pocket, brought out a piece of money and +extended it. + +"Look here, my friend," he said trying another line, "you take this and +say nothing more about it. That's a good girl. No harm's been done." + +Miranda looked him in the face with noble scorn, and with a sudden motion +of her brown hand sent the coin flying on the stone pavement. + +"I tell you I'm not your friend, and I don't want your money. I wouldn't +trust its goodness any more than your face. As fer keepin' still I'll do +as I see fit about it. I intend to know what this means, and if you've +made _her_ any trouble you'd better leave this town, for I'll make it too +unpleasant fer you to stay here!" + +With a stealthy glance about him, cautious, concerned, the young man +suddenly hurried down the street. He wanted no more parley with this +loud-voiced avenging maiden. His fear came back upon him in double force, +and he was seen to glance at his watch and quicken his pace almost to a +run as though a forgotten engagement had suddenly come to mind. Miranda, +scowling, stood and watched him disappear around the corner, then she +turned back and began to pick raspberries with a diligence that would have +astonished her grandmother had she not been for the last hour engaged with +a calling neighbor in the room at the other side of the house, where they +were overhauling the character of a fellow church member. + +Miranda picked on, and thought on, and could not make up her mind what she +ought to do. From time to time she glanced anxiously toward the woods, and +then at the lowering sun in the West, and half meditated going after +Marcia, but a wholesome fear of her grandmother held her hesitating. + +At length she heard a firm step coming down the street. Could it be? Yes, +it was David Spafford. How was it he happened to come home so soon? +Miranda had heard in a round-about-way, as neighbors hear and know these +things, that David had taken the stage that morning, presumably on +business to New York, and was hardly expected to return for several days. +She had wondered if Marcia would stay all night alone in the house or if +she would go to the aunts. But now here was David! + +Miranda looked again over the wheat, half expecting to see the flying +figure returning in haste, but the parted wheat waved on and sang its song +of the harvest, unmindful and alone, with only a fluttering butterfly to +give life to the landscape. A little rusty-throated cricket piped a +doleful sentence now and then between the silences. + +David Spafford let himself in at his own door, and went in search of +Marcia. + +He wanted to find Marcia for a purpose. The business which had taken him +away in the morning, and which he had hardly expected to accomplish before +late that night, had been partly transacted at a little tavern where the +coach horses had been changed that morning, and where he had met most +unexpectedly the two men whom he had been going to see, who were coming +straight to his town. So he turned him back with them and came home, and +they were at this minute attending to some other business in the town, +while he had come home to announce to Marcia that they would take supper +with him and perhaps spend the night. + +Marcia was nowhere to be found. He went upstairs and timidly knocked at +her door, but no answer came. Then he thought she might be asleep and +knocked louder, but only the humming-bird in the honeysuckle outside her +window sent back a little humming answer through the latch-hole. Finally +he ventured to open the door and peep in, but he saw that quiet loneliness +reigned there. + +He went downstairs again and searched in the pantry and kitchen and then +stood still. The back door was stretched open as though it had been thrown +back in haste. He followed its suggestion and went out, looking down the +little brick path that led to the garden. Ah! what was that? Something +gleamed in the sun with a spot of blue behind it. The bit of blue ribbon +she had worn at her throat, with a tiny gold brooch unclasped sticking in. + +Miranda caught sight of him coming, and crouched behind the currants. + +David came on searching the path on every side. A bit of a branch had been +torn from a succulent, tender plant that leaned over the path and was +lying in the way. It seemed another blaze along the trail. Further down +where the bushes almost met a single fragment of a thread waved on a thorn +as though it had snatched for more in the passing and had caught only +this. David hardly knew whether he was following these little things or +not, but at any rate they were apparently not leading him anywhere for he +stopped abruptly in front of the fence and looked both ways behind the +bushes that grew along in front of it. Then he turned to go back again. +Miranda held her breath. Something touched David's foot in turning, and, +looking down, he saw Marcia's large shell comb lying there in the grass. +Curiously he picked it up and examined it. It was like finding fragments +of a wreck along the sand. + +All at once Miranda arose from her hiding place and confronted him +timidly. She was not the same Miranda who came down upon Harry Temple, +however. + +"She ain't in the house," she said hoarsely. "She's gone over there!" + +David Spafford turned surprised. + +"Is that you, Miranda? Oh, thank you! Where do you say she has gone? +Where?" + +"Through there, don't you see?" and again the stubby forefinger pointed to +the rift in the wheat. + +David gazed stupidly at the path in the wheat, but gradually it began to +dawn upon him that there was a distinct line through it where some one +must have gone. + +"Yes, I see," he said thinking aloud, "but why should she have gone there? +There is nothing over there." + +"She went on further, she went to the woods," said Miranda, looking +fearfully around lest even now her grandmother might be upon her, "and she +was scared, I guess. She looked it. Her hair all come tumblin' down when +she clum the fence, an' she just went flyin' over like some bird, didn't +care a feather if she did fall, an' she never oncet looked behind her till +she come to the woods." + +David's bewilderment was growing uncomfortable. There was a shade of alarm +in his face and of the embarrassment one feels when a neighbor divulges +news about a member of one's own household. + +"Why, surely, Miranda, you must be mistaken. Maybe it was some one else +you saw. I do not think Mrs. Spafford would be likely to run over there +that way, and what in the world would she have to be frightened at?" + +"No, I ain't mistaken," said Miranda half sullenly, nettled at his +unbelief. "It was her all right. She came flyin' out the kitchen door when +I was picking raspberries, and down that path to the fence, and never +stopped fer fence ner wheat, ner medder lot, but went into them woods +there, right up to the left of them tall pines, and she,--she looked plum +scared to death 's if a whole circus menagerie was after her, lions and +'nelefunts an' all. An' I guess she had plenty to be scared at ef I ain't +mistaken. That dandy Temple feller went there to call on her, an' I heard +him tinklin' that music box, and its my opinion he needs a wallupin'! You +better go after her! It's gettin' late and you'll have hard times finding +her in the dark. Just you foller her path in the wheat, and then make fer +them pines. I'd a gone after her myself only grandma'd make sech a fuss, +and hev to know it all. You needn't be afraid o' me. I'll keep still." + +By this time David was thoroughly alive to the situation and much alarmed. +He mounted the fence with alacrity, gave one glance with "thank you" at +Miranda, and disappeared through the wheat, Miranda watched him till she +was sure he was making for the right spot, then with a sigh of relief she +hastened into the house with her now brimming pail of berries. + + + + + + CHAPTER XV + + +As David made his way with rapid strides through the rippling wheat, he +experienced a series of sensations. For the first time since his wedding +day he was aroused to entirely forget himself and his pain. What did it +mean? Marcia frightened! What at? Harry Temple at their house! What did he +know of Harry Temple? Nothing beyond the mere fact that Hannah Heath had +introduced him and that he was doing business in the town. But why had Mr. +Temple visited the house? He could have no possible business with himself, +David was sure; moreover he now remembered having seen the young man +standing near the stable that morning when he took his seat in the coach, +and knew that he must have heard his remark that he would not return till +the late coach that night, or possibly not till the next day. He +remembered as he said it that he had unconsciously studied Mr. Temple's +face and noted its weak points. Did the young man then have a purpose in +coming to the house during his absence? A great anger rose within him at +the thought. + +There was one strange thing about David's thoughts. For the first time he +looked at himself in the light of Marcia's natural protector--her husband. +He suddenly saw a duty from himself to her, aside from the mere feeding +and clothing her. He felt a personal responsibility, and an actual +interest in her. Out of the whole world, now, he was the only one she +could look to for help. + +It gave him a feeling of possession that was new, and almost seemed +pleasant. He forgot entirely the errand that had made him come to search +for Marcia in the first place, and the two men who were probably at that +moment preparing to go to his house according to their invitation. He +forgot everything but Marcia, and strode into the purply-blue shadows of +the wood and stopped to listen. + +The hush there seemed intense. There were no echoes lingering of flying +feet down that pine-padded pathway of the aisle of the woods. It was long +since he had had time to wander in the woods, and he wondered at their +silence. So much whispering above, the sky so far away, the breeze so +quiet, the bird notes so subdued, it seemed almost uncanny. He had not +remembered that it was thus in the woods. It struck him in passing that +here would be a good place to bring his pain some day when he had time to +face it again, and wished to be alone with it. + +He took his hat in his hand and stepped firmly into the vast solemnity as +if he had entered a great church when the service was going on, on an +errand of life and death that gave excuse for profaning the holy silence. +He went a few paces and stopped again, listening. Was that a long-drawn +sighing breath he heard, or only the wind soughing through the waving +tassels overhead? He summoned his voice to call. It seemed a great effort, +and sounded weak and feeble under the grandeur of the vaulted green dome. +"Marcia!" he called,--and "Marcia!" realizing as he did so that it was the +first time he had called her by her name, or sought after her in any way. +He had always said "you" to her, or "child," or spoken of her in company +as "Mrs. Spafford," a strange and far-off mythical person whose very +intangibility had separated her from himself immeasurably. + +He went further into the forest, called again, and yet again, and stood to +listen. All was still about him, but in the far distance he heard the +faint report of a gun. With a new thought of danger coming to mind he +hurried further into the shadows. The gun sounded again more clearly. He +shuddered involuntarily and looked about in all directions, hoping to see +the gleam of her gown. It was not likely there were any wild beasts about +these parts, so near the town and yet, they had been seen occasionally,--a +stray fox, or even a bear,--and the sun was certainly very low. He glanced +back, and the low line of the horizon gleamed the gold of intensified +shining that is the sun's farewell for the night. The gun again! Stray +shots had been known to kill people wandering in the forest. He was +growing nervous as a woman now, and went this way and that calling, but +still no answer came. He began to think he was not near the clump of pines +of which Miranda spoke, and went a little to the right and then turned to +look back to where he had entered the wood, and there, almost at his feet, +she lay! + +She slept as soundly as if she had been lying on a couch of velvet, one +round white arm under her cheek. Her face was flushed with weeping, and +her lashes still wet. Her tender, sensitive mouth still quivered slightly +as she gave a long-drawn breath with a catch in it that seemed like a sob, +and all her lovely dark hair floated about her as if it were spread upon a +wave that upheld her. She was beautiful indeed as she lay there sleeping, +and the man, thus suddenly come upon her, anxious and troubled and every +nerve quivering, stopped, awed with the beauty of her as if she had been +some heavenly being suddenly confronting him. He stepped softly to her +side and bending down observed her, first anxiously, to make sure she was +alive and safe, then searchingly, as though he would know every detail of +the picture there before him because it was his, and he not only had a +right but a duty to possess it, and to care for it. + +She might have been a statue or a painting as he looked upon her and noted +the lovely curve of her flushed cheek, but when his eyes reached the firm +little brown hand and the slender finger on which gleamed the wedding ring +that was not really hers, something pathetic in the tear-wet lashes, and +the whole sorrowful, beautiful figure, touched him with a great +tenderness, and he stooped down gently and put his arm about her. + +"Marcia,--child!" he said in a low, almost crooning voice, as one might +wake a baby from its sleep, "Marcia, open your eyes, child, and tell me if +you are all right." + +At first she only stirred uneasily and slept on, the sleep of utter +exhaustion; but he raised her, and, sitting down beside her, put her head +upon his shoulder, speaking gently. Then Marcia opened her eyes +bewildered, and with a start, sprang back and looked at David, as though +she would be sure it was he and not that other dreadful man from whom she +had fled. + +"Why, child! What's the matter?" said David, brushing her hair back from +her face. Bewildered still, Marcia scarcely knew him, his voice was so +strangely sweet and sympathetic. The tears were coming back, but she could +not stop them. She made one effort to control herself and speak, but her +lips quivered a moment, and then the flood-gates opened again, and she +covered her face with her hands and shook with sobs. How could she tell +David what a dreadful thing had happened, now, when he was kinder to her +than he had ever thought of being before! He would grow grave and stern +when she had told him, and she could not bear that. He would likely blame +her too, and how could she endure more? + +But he drew her to him again and laid her head against his coat, trying to +smooth her hair with unaccustomed passes of his hand. By and by the tears +subsided and she could control herself again. She hushed her sobs and drew +back a little from the comforting rough coat where she had lain. + +"Indeed, indeed, I could not help it, David,"--she faltered, trying to +smile like a bit of rainbow through the rain. + +"I know you couldn't, child." His answer was wonderfully kind and his eyes +smiled at her as they had never done before. Her heart gave a leap of +astonishment and fluttered with gladness over it. It was so good to have +David care. She had not known how much she wanted him to speak to her as +if he saw her and thought a little about her. + +"And now what was it? Remember I do not know. Tell me quick, for it is +growing late and damp, and you will take cold out here in the woods with +that thin frock on. You are chilly already." + +"I better go at once," she said reservedly, willing to put off the telling +as long as possible, peradventure to avoid it altogether. + +"No, child," he said firmly drawing her back again beside him, "you must +rest a minute yet before taking that long walk. You are weary and excited, +and besides it will do you good to tell me. What made you run off up here? +Are you homesick?" + +He scanned her face anxiously. He began to fear with sudden compunction +that the sacrifice he had accepted so easily had been too much for the +victim, and it suddenly began to be a great comfort to him to have Marcia +with him, to help him hide his sorrow from the world. He did not know +before that he cared. + +"I was frightened," she said, with drooping lashes. She was trying to keep +her lips and fingers from trembling, for she feared greatly to tell him +all. But though the woods were growing dusky he saw the fluttering little +fingers and gathered them firmly in his own. + +"Now, child," he said in that tone that even his aunts obeyed, "tell me +all. What frightened you, and why did you come up here away from everybody +instead of calling for help?" + +Brought to bay she lifted her beautiful eyes to his face and told him +briefly the story, beginning with the night when she had first met Harry +Temple. She said as little about music as possible, because she feared +that the mention of the piano might be painful to David, but she made the +whole matter quite plain in a few words, so that David could readily fill +in between the lines. + +"Scoundrel!" he murmured clenching his fists, "he ought to be strung up!" +Then quite gently again, "Poor child! How frightened you must have been! +You did right to run away, but it was a dangerous thing to run out here! +Why, he might have followed you!" + +"Oh!" said Marcia, turning pale, "I never thought of that. I only wanted +to get away from everybody. It seemed so dreadful I did not want anybody +to know. I did not want you to know. I wanted to run away and hide, and +never come back!" She covered her face with her hands and shuddered. David +thought the tears were coming back again. + +"Child, child!" he said gently, "you must not talk that way. What would I +do if you did that?" and he laid his hand softly upon the bowed head. + +It was the first time that anything like a personal talk had passed +between them, and Marcia felt a thrill of delight at his words. It was +like heavenly comfort to her wounded spirit. + +She stole a shy look at him under her lashes, and wished she dared say +something, but no words came. They sat for a moment in silence, each +feeling a sort of comforting sense of the other's presence, and each +clasping the hand of the other with clinging pressure, yet neither fully +aware of the fact. + +The last rays of the sun which had been lying for a while at their feet +upon the pine needles suddenly slipped away unperceived, and behold! the +world was in gloom, and the place where the two sat was almost utterly +dark. David became aware of it first, and with sudden remembrance of his +expected guests he started in dismay. + +"Child!" said he,--but he did not let go of her hand, nor forget to put the +tenderness in his voice, "the sun has gone down, and here have I been +forgetting what I came to tell you in the astonishment over what you had +to tell me. We must hurry and get back. We have guests to-night to supper, +two gentlemen, very distinguished in their lines of work. We have business +together, and I must make haste. I doubt not they are at the house +already, and what they think of me I cannot tell; let us hurry as fast as +possible." + +"Oh, David!" she said in dismay. "And you had to come out here after me, +and have stayed so long! What a foolish girl I have been and what a mess I +have made! They will perhaps be angry and go away, and I will be to blame. +I am afraid you can never forgive me." + +"Don't worry, child," he said pleasantly. "It couldn't be helped, you +know, and is in no wise your fault. I am only sorry that these two +gentlemen will delay me in the pleasure of hunting up that scoundrel of a +Temple and suggesting that he leave town by the early morning stage. I +should like to give him what Miranda suggested, a good 'wallupin',' but +perhaps that would be undignified." + +He laughed as he said it, a hearty laugh with a ring to it like his old +self. Marcia felt happy at the sound. How wonderful it would be if he +would be like that to her all the time! Her heart swelled with the great +thought of it. + +He helped her to her feet and taking her hand led her out to the open +field where they could walk faster. As he walked he told her about Miranda +waiting for him behind the currant bushes. They laughed together and made +the way seem short. + +It was quite dark now, with the faded moon trembling feebly in the West as +though it meant to retire early, and wished they would hurry home while +she held her light for them. David had drawn Marcia's arm within his, and +then, noticing that her dress was thin, he pulled off his coat and put it +firmly about her despite her protest that she did not need it, and so, +warmed, comforted, and cheered Marcia's feet hurried back over the path +she had taken in such sorrow and fright a few hours before. + +When they could see the lights of the village twinkling close below them +David began to tell her about the two men who were to be their guests, if +they were still waiting, and so interesting was his brief story of each +that Marcia hardly knew they were at home before David was helping her +over their own back fence. + +"Oh, David! There seems to be a light in the kitchen! Do you suppose they +have gone in and are getting their own supper? What shall I do with my +hair? I cannot go in with it this way. How did that light get there?" + +"Here!" said David, fumbling in his pocket, "will this help you?" and he +brought out the shell comb he had picked up in the garden. + +By the light of the feeble old moon David watched her coil the long wavy +hair and stood to pass his criticism upon the effect before they should go +in. They were just back of the tall sunflowers, and talked in whispers. It +was all so cheery, and comradey, and merry, that Marcia hated to go in and +have it over, for she could not feel that this sweet evening hour could +last. Then they took hold of hands and swiftly, cautiously, stole up to +the kitchen window and looked in. The door still stood open as both had +left it that afternoon, and there seemed to be no one in the kitchen. A +candle was burning on the high little shelf over the table, and the tea +kettle was singing on the crane by the hearth, but the room was without +occupant. Cautiously, looking questioningly at one another, they stole +into the kitchen, each dreading lest the aunts had come by chance and +discovered their lapse. There was a light in the front part of the house +and they could hear voices, two men were earnestly discussing politics. +They listened longer, but no other presence was revealed. + +David in pantomime outlined the course of action, and Marcia, +understanding perfectly flew up the back stairs as noiselessly as a mouse, +to make her toilet after her nap in the woods, while David with much show +and to-do of opening and shutting the wide-open kitchen door walked +obviously into the kitchen and hurried through to greet his guests +wondering,--not suspecting in the least,--what good angel had been there to +let them in. + +Good fortune had favored Miranda. The neighbor had stayed longer than +usual, perhaps in hopes of an invitation to stay to tea and share in the +gingerbread she could smell being taken from the oven by Hannah, who +occasionally varied her occupations by a turn at the culinary art. Hannah +could make delicious gingerbread. Her grandmother had taught her when she +was but a child. + +Miranda stole into the kitchen when Hannah's back was turned and picked +over her berries so fast that when Hannah came into the pantry to set her +gingerbread to cool Miranda had nearly all her berries in the big yellow +bowl ready to wash, and Hannah might conjecture if she pleased that +Miranda had been some time picking them over. It is not stated just how +thoroughly those berries were picked over. But Miranda cared little for +that. Her mind was upon other things. The pantry window overlooked the +hills and the woods. She could see if David and Marcia were coming back +soon. She wanted to watch her play till the close, and had no fancy for +having the curtain fall in the middle of the most exciting act, the rescue +of the princess. But the talk in the sitting room went on and on. By and +by Hannah Heath washed her hands, untied her apron, and taking her +sunbonnet slipped over to Ann Bertram's for a pattern of her new sleeve. +Miranda took the opportunity to be off again. + +Swiftly down behind the currants she ran, and standing on the fence behind +the corn she looked off across the wheat, but no sign of anybody yet +coming out of the woods was granted her. She stood so a long time. It was +growing dusk. She wondered if Harry Temple had shut the front door when he +went out. But then David went in that way, and he would have closed it, of +course. Still, he went away in a hurry, maybe it would be as well to go +and look. She did not wish to be caught by her grandmother, so she stole +along like a cat close to the dark berry bushes, and the gathering dusk +hid her well. She thought she could see from the front of the fence +whether the door looked as if it were closed. But there were people coming +up the street. She would wait till they had passed before she looked over +the fence. + +They were two men coming, slowly, and in earnest conversation upon some +deeply interesting theme. Each carried a heavy carpet-bag, and they walked +wearily, as if their business were nearly over for the day and they were +coming to a place of rest. + +"This must be the house, I think," said one. "He said it was exactly +opposite the Seceder church. That's the church, I believe. I was here once +before." + +"There doesn't seem to be a light in the house," said the other, looking +up to the windows over the street. "Are you sure? Brother Spafford said he +was coming directly home to let his wife know of our arrival." + +"A little strange there's no light yet, for it is quite dark now, but I'm +sure this must be the house. Maybe they are all in the kitchen and not +expecting us quite so soon. Let's try anyhow," said the other, setting +down his carpet-bag on the stoop and lifting the big brass knocker. + +Miranda stood still debating but a moment. The situation was made plain to +her in an instant. Not for nothing had she stood at Grandma Heath's elbow +for years watching the movements of her neighbors and interpreting exactly +what they meant. Miranda's wits were sharpened for situations of all +kinds. Miranda was ready and loyal to those she adored. Without further +ado she hastened to a sheltered spot she knew and climbed the picket fence +which separated the Heath garden from the Spafford side yard. Before the +brass knocker had sounded through the empty house the second time Miranda +had crossed the side porch, thrown her sunbonnet upon a chair in the dark +kitchen, and was hastening with noisy, encouraging steps to the front +door. + +She flung it wide open, saying in a breezy voice, "Just wait till I get a +light, won't you, the wind blew the candle out." + +There wasn't a particle of wind about that soft September night, but that +made little difference to Miranda. She was part of a play and she was +acting her best. If her impromptu part was a little irregular, it was at +least well meant, boldly and bravely presented. + +Miranda found a candle on the shelf and, stooping to the smouldering fire +upon the hearth, blew and coaxed it into flame enough to light it. + +"This is Mr. Spafford's home, is it not?" questioned the old gentleman +whom Miranda had heard speak first on the sidewalk. + +"Oh, yes, indeed," said the girl glibly. "Jest come in and set down. Here, +let me take your hats. Jest put your bags right there on the floor." + +"You are-- Are you--Mrs. Spafford?" hesitated the courtly old gentleman. + +"Oh, landy sakes, no, I ain't her," laughed Miranda well pleased. "Mis' +Spafford had jest stepped out a bit when her husband come home, an' he's +gone after her. You see she didn't expect her husband home till late +to-night. But you set down. They'll be home real soon now. They'd oughter +ben here before this. I 'spose she'd gone on further'n she thought she'd +go when she stepped out." + +"It's all right," said the other gentleman, "no harm done, I'm sure. I +hope we shan't inconvenience Mrs. Spafford any coming so unexpectedly." + +"No, indeedy!" said quick-witted Miranda. "You can't ketch Mis' Spafford +unprepared if you come in the middle o' the night. She's allus ready fer +comp'ny." Miranda's eyes shone. She felt she was getting on finely doing +the honors. + +"Well, that's very nice. I'm sure it makes one feel at home. I wonder now +if she would mind if we were to go right up to our room and wash our +hands. I feel so travel-stained. I'd like to be more presentable before we +meet her," said the first gentleman, who looked very weary. + +But Miranda was not dashed. + +"Why, that's all right. 'Course you ken go right up. Jest you set in the +keepin' room a minnit while I run up'n be sure the water pitcher's filled. +I ain't quite sure 'bout it. I won't be long." + +Miranda seated them in the parlor with great gusto and hastened up the +back stairs to investigate. She was not at all sure which room would be +called the guest room and whether the two strangers would have a room +apiece or occupy the same together. At least it would be safe to show them +one till the mistress of the house returned. She peeped into Marcia's +room, and knew it instinctively before she caught sight of a cameo brooch +on the pin cushion, and a rose colored ribbon neatly folded lying on the +foot of the bed where it had been forgotten. That question settled, she +thought any other room would do, and chose the large front room across the +hall with its high four-poster and the little ball fringe on the valance +and canopy. Having lighted the candle which stood in a tall glass +candlestick on the high chest of drawers, she hurried down to bid her +guests come up. + +Then she hastened back into the kitchen and went to work with swift +skilful fingers. Her breath came quickly and her cheeks grew red with the +excitement of it all. It was like playing fairy. She would get supper for +them and have everything all ready when the mistress came, so that there +would be no bad breaks. She raked the fire and filled the tea kettle, +swinging it from the crane. Then she searched where she thought such +things should be and found a table cloth and set the table. Her hands +trembled as she put out the sprigged china that was kept in the corner +cupboard. Perhaps this was wrong, and she would be blamed for it, but at +least it was what she would have done, she thought, if she were mistress +of this house and had two nice gentlemen come to stay to tea. It was not +often that Grandmother Heath allowed her to handle her sprigged china, to +be sure, so Miranda felt the joy and daring of it all the more. Once a +delicate cup slipped and rolled over on the table and almost reached the +edge. A little more and it would have rolled off to the floor and been +shivered into a dozen fragments, but Miranda spread her apron in front and +caught it fairly as it started and then hugged it in fear and delight for +a moment as she might have done a baby that had been in danger. It was a +great pleasure to her to set that table. In the first place she was not +doing it to order but because she wanted to please and surprise some one +whom she adored, and in the second place it was an adventure. Miranda had +longed for an adventure all her life and now she thought it had come to +her. + +When the table was set it looked very pretty. She slipped into the pantry +and searched out the stores. It was not hard to find all that was needed; +cold ham, cheese, pickles, seed cakes, gingerbread, fruit cake, preserves +and jelly, bread and raised biscuit, then she went down cellar and found +the milk and cream and butter. She had just finished the table and set out +the tea pot and caddy of tea when she heard the two gentlemen coming down +the stairs. They went into the parlor and sat down, remarking that their +friend had a pleasant home, and then Miranda heard them plunge into a +political discussion again and she felt that they were safe for a while. +She stole out into the dewy dark to see if there were yet signs of the +home-comers. A screech owl hooted across the night. She stood a while by +the back fence looking out across the dark sea of whispering wheat. By and +by she thought she heard subdued voices above the soft swish of the +parting wheat, and by the light of the stars she saw them coming. Quick as +a wink she slid over the fence into the Heath back-yard and crouched in +her old place behind the currant bushes. So she saw them come up together, +saw David help Marcia over the fence and watched them till they had passed +up the walk to the light of the kitchen door. Then swiftly she turned and +glided to her own home, well knowing the reckoning that would be in store +for her for this daring bit of recreation. There was about her, however, +an air of triumphant joy as she entered. + +"Where have you ben to, Miranda Griscom, and what on airth you ben up to +now?" was the greeting she received as she lifted the latch of the old +green kitchen door of her grandmother's house. + +Miranda knew that the worst was to come now, for her grandmother never +mentioned the name of Griscom unless she meant business. It was a hated +name to her because of the man who had broken the heart of her daughter. +Grandma Heath always felt that Miranda was an out and out Griscom with not +a streak of Heath about her. The Griscoms all had red hair. But Miranda +lifted her chin high and felt like a princess in disguise. + +"Ben huntin' hen's eggs down in the grass," she said, taking the first +excuse that came into her head. "Is it time to get supper?" + +"Hen's eggs! This time o' night an' dark as pitch. Miranda Griscom, you +ken go up to your room an' not come down tell I call you!" + +It was a dire punishment, or would have been if Miranda had not had her +head full of other things, for the neighbor had been asked to tea and +there would have been much to hear at the table. Besides, it was apparent +that her disgrace was to be made public. However, Miranda did not care. +She hastened to her little attic window, which looked down, as good +fortune would have it, upon the dining-room windows of the Spafford house. +With joy Miranda observed that no one had thought to draw down the shades +and she might sit and watch the supper served over the way,--the supper she +had prepared,--and might think how delectable the doughnuts were, and let +her mouth water over the currant jelly and the quince preserves and +pretend she was a guest, and forget the supper downstairs she was missing. + + + + + + CHAPTER XVI + + +David made what apology he could for his absence on the arrival of his +guests, and pondered in his heart who it could have been that they +referred to as "the maid," until he suddenly remembered Miranda, and +inwardly blessed her for her kindliness. It was more than he would have +expected from any member of the Heath household. Miranda's honest face +among the currant bushes when she had said, "You needn't be afraid of me, +I'll keep still," came to mind. Miranda had evidently scented out the true +state of the case and filled in the breach, taking care not to divulge a +word. He blest her kindly heart and resolved to show his gratitude to her +in some way. Could poor Miranda, sitting supperless in the dark, have but +known his thought, her lonely heart would have fluttered happily. But she +did not, and virtue had to bring its own reward in a sense of duty done. +Then, too, there was a spice of adventure to Miranda's monotonous life in +what she had done, and she was not altogether sad as she sat and let her +imagination revel in what the Spaffords had said and thought, when they +found the house lighted and supper ready. It was better than playing house +down behind the barn when she was a little girl. + +Marcia was the most astonished when she slipped down from her hurried +toilet and found the table decked out in all the house afforded, fairly +groaning under its weight of pickles, preserves, doughnuts, and pie. In +fact, everything that Miranda had found she had put upon that table, and +it is safe to say that the result was not quite as it would have been had +the preparation of the supper been left to Marcia. + +She stood before it and looked, and could not keep from laughing softly to +herself at the array of little dishes of things. Marcia thought at first +that one of the aunts must be here, in the parlor, probably entertaining +the guests, and that the supper was a reproof to her for being away when +she should have been at home attending to her duties, but still she was +puzzled. It scarcely seemed like the aunts to set a table in such a +peculiar manner. The best china was set out, it is true, but so many +little bits of things were in separate dishes. There was half a mould of +currant jelly in a large china plate, there was a fresh mould of quince +jelly quivering on a common dish. All over the table in every available +inch there was something. It would not do to call the guests out to a +table like that. What would David say? And yet, if one of the aunts had +set it and was going to stay to tea, would she be hurt? She tiptoed to the +door and listened, but heard no sound save of men's voices. If an aunt had +been here she was surely gone now and would be none the wiser if a few +dishes were removed. + +With swift fingers Marcia weeded out the things, and set straight those +that were to remain, and then made the tea. She was so quick about it +David had scarcely time to begin to worry because supper was not announced +before she stood in the parlor door, shy and sweet, with a brilliant color +in her cheeks. His little comrade, David felt her to be, and again it +struck him that she was beautiful as he arose to introduce her to the +guests. He saw their open admiration as they greeted her, and he found +himself wondering what they would have thought of Kate, wild-rose Kate +with her graceful witching ways. A tinge of sadness came into his face, +but something suggested to him the thought that Marcia was even more +beautiful than Kate, more like a half-blown bud of a thing. He wondered +that he had never noticed before how her eyes shone. He gave her a +pleasant smile as they passed into the hall, which set the color flaming +in her cheeks again. David seemed different somehow, and that lonely, +set-apart feeling that she had had ever since she came here to live was +gone. David was there and he understood, at least a little bit, and they +had something,--just something, even though it was but a few minutes in a +lonely woods and some gentle words of his,--to call their very own +together. At least that experience did not belong to Kate, never had been +hers, and could not have been borrowed from her. Marcia sighed a happy +sigh as she took her seat at the table. + +The talk ran upon Andrew Jackson, and some utterances of his in his last +message to Congress. The elder of the two gentlemen expressed grave fears +that a mistake had been made in policy and that the country would suffer. + +Governor Clinton was mentioned and his policy discussed. But all this talk +was familiar to Marcia. Her father had been interested in public affairs +always, and she had been brought up to listen to discussions deep and +long, and to think about such things for herself. When she was quite a +little girl her father had made her read the paper aloud to him, from one +end to the other, as he lay back in his big chair with his eyes closed and +his shaggy brows drawn thoughtfully into a frown. Sometimes as she read he +would burst forth with a tirade against this or that man or set of men who +were in opposition to his own pronounced views, and he would pour out a +lengthy reply to little Marcia as she sat patient, waiting for a chance to +go on with her reading. As she grew older she became proud of the +distinction of being her father's _confidante_ politically, and she was +able to talk on such matters as intelligently and as well if not better +than most of the men who came to the house. It was a position which no one +disputed with her. Kate had been much too full of her own plans and Madam +Schuyler too busy with household affairs to bother with politics and +newspapers, so Marcia had always been the one called upon to read when her +father's eyes were tired. As a consequence she was far beyond other girls +of her age in knowledge on public affairs. Well she knew what Andrew +Jackson thought about the tariff, and about the system of canals, and +about improvements in general. She knew which men in Congress were opposed +to and which in favor of certain bills. All through the struggle for +improvements in New York state she had been an eager observer. The +minutest detail of the Erie canal project had interested her, and she was +never without her own little private opinion in the matter, which, +however, seldom found voice except in her eager eyes, whose listening +lights would have been an inspiration to the most eloquent speaker. + +Therefore, Marcia as she sat behind her sprigged china teacups and +demurely poured tea, was taking in all that had been said, and she drew +her breath quickly in a way she had when she was deeply excited, as at +last the conversation neared the one great subject of interest which to +her seemed of most importance in the country at the present day, the +project of a railroad run by steam. + +Nothing was too great for Marcia to believe. Her father had been inclined +to be conservative in great improvements. He had favored the Erie canal, +though had feared it would be impossible to carry so great a project +through, and Marcia in her girlish mind had rejoiced with a joy that to +her was unspeakable when it had been completed and news had come that many +packets were travelling day and night upon the wonderful new water way. +There had been a kind of triumph in her heart to think that men who could +study out these big schemes and plan it all, had been able against so +great odds to carry out their project and prove to all unbelievers that it +was not only possible but practicable. + +Marcia's brain was throbbing with the desire for progress. If she were a +man with money and influence she felt she would so much like to go out +into the world and make stupid people do the things for the country that +ought to be done. Progress had been the keynote of her upbringing, and she +was teeming with energy which she had no hope could ever be used to help +along that for which she felt her ambitions rising. She wanted to see the +world alive, and busy, the great cities connected with one another. She +longed to have free access to cities, to great libraries, to pictures, to +wonderful music. She longed to meet great men and women, the men and women +who were making the history of the world, writing, speaking, and doing +things that were moulding public opinion. Reforms of all sorts were what +helped along and made possible her desires. Why did not the people want a +steam railroad? Why were they so ready to say it could never succeed, that +it would be an impossibility; that the roads could not be made strong +enough to bear so great weights and so constant wear and tear? Why did +they interpose objections to every suggestion made by inventors and +thinking men? Why did even her dear father who was so far in advance of +his times in many ways, why did even he too shake his head and say that he +feared it would never be in this country, at least not in his day, that it +was impracticable? + +The talk was very interesting to Marcia. She ate bits of her biscuit +without knowing, and she left her tea untasted till it was cold. The +younger of the two guests was talking. His name was Jervis. Marcia thought +she had heard the name somewhere, but had not yet placed him in her mind: + +"Yes," said he, with an eager look on his face, "it is coming, it is +coming sooner than they think. Oliver Evans said, you know, that good +roads were all we could expect one generation to do. The next must make +canals, the next might build a railroad which should run by horse power, +and perhaps the next would run a railroad by steam. But we shall not have +to wait so long. We shall have steam moving railway carriages before +another year." + +"What!" said David, "you don't mean it! Have you really any foundation for +such a statement?" He leaned forward, his eyes shining and his whole +attitude one of deep interest. Marcia watched him, and a great pride began +to glow within her that she belonged to him. She looked at the other men. +Their eyes were fixed upon David with heightening pleasure and pride. + +The older man watched the little tableau a moment and then he explained: + +"The Mohawk and Hudson Company have just made an engagement with Mr. +Jervis as chief engineer of their road. He expects to run that road by +steam!" + +He finished his fruit cake and preserves under the spell of astonishment +he had cast upon his host and hostess. + +David and Marcia turned simultaneously toward Mr. Jervis for a +confirmation of this statement. Mr. Jervis smiled in affirmation. + +"But will it not be like all the rest, no funds?" asked David a trifle +sadly. "It may be years even yet before it is really started." + +But Mr. Jervis' face was reassuring. + +"The contract is let for the grading. In fact work has already begun. I +expect to begin laying the track by next Spring, perhaps sooner. As soon +as the track is laid we shall show them." + +David's eyes shone and he reached out and grasped the hand of the man who +had the will and apparently the means of accomplishing this great thing +for the country. + +"It will make a wonderful change in the whole land," said David musingly. +He had forgotten to eat. His face was aglow and a side of his nature which +Marcia did not know was uppermost. Marcia saw the man, the thinker, the +writer, the former of public opinion, the idealist. Heretofore David had +been to her in the light of her sister's lover, a young man of promise, +but that was all. Now she saw something more earnest, and at once it was +revealed to her what a man he was, a man like her father. David's eyes +were suddenly drawn to meet hers. He looked on Marcia and seemed to be +sharing his thought with her, and smiled a smile of comradeship. He felt +all at once that she could and would understand his feelings about this +great new enterprise, and would be glad too. It pleased him to feel this. +It took a little of his loneliness away. Kate would never have been +interested in these things. He had never expected such sympathy from her. +She had been something beautiful and apart from his world, and as such he +had adored her. But it was pleasant to have some one who could understand +and feel as he did. Just then he was not thinking of his lost Kate. So he +smiled and Marcia felt the glow of warmth from his look and returned it, +and the two visitors knew that they were among friends who understood and +sympathized. + +"Yes, it will make a change," said the older man. "I hope I may live to +see at least a part of it." + +"If you succeed there will be many others to follow. The land will soon be +a network of railroads," went on David, still musing. + +"We shall succeed!" said Mr. Jervis, closing his lips firmly in a way that +made one sure he knew whereof he spoke. + +"And now tell me about it," said David, with his most engaging smile, as a +child will ask to have a story. David could be most fascinating when he +felt he was in a sympathetic company. At other times he was wont to be +grave, almost to severity. But those who knew him best and had seen him +thus melted into child-like enthusiasm, felt his lovableness as the others +never dreamed. + +The table talk launched into a description of the proposed road, the road +bed, the manner of laying the rails, their thickness and width, and the +way of bolting them down to the heavy timbers that lay underneath. It was +all intensely fascinating to Marcia. Mr. Jervis took knives and forks to +illustrate and then showed by plates and spoons how they were fastened +down. + +David asked a question now and then, took out his note book and wrote down +some things. The two guests were eager and plain in their answers. They +wanted David to write it up. They wanted the information to be accurate +and full. + +"The other day I saw a question in a Baltimore paper, sent in by a +subscriber, 'What is a railroad?'" said the old gentleman, "and the +editor's reply was, 'Can any of our readers answer this question and tell +us what is a railroad?'" + +There was a hearty laugh over the unenlightened unbelievers who seemed to +be only too willing to remain in ignorance of the march of improvement. + +David finally laid down his note book, feeling that he had gained all the +information he needed at present. "I have much faith in you and your +skill, but I do not quite see how you are going to overcome all the +obstacles. How, for instance, are you going to overcome the inequalities +in the road? Our country is not a flat even one like those abroad where +the railroad has been tried. There are sharp grades, and many curves will +be necessary," said he. + +Mr. Jervis had shoved his chair back from the table, but now he drew it up +again sharply and began to move the dishes back from his place, a look of +eagerness gleaming in his face. + +Once again the dishes and cups were brought into requisition as the +engineer showed a crude model, in china and cutlery, of an engine he +proposed to have constructed, illustrating his own idea about a truck for +the forward wheels which should move separately from the back wheels and +enable the engine to conform to curves more readily. + +Marcia sat with glowing cheeks watching the outline of history that was to +be, not knowing that the little model before her, made from her own +teacups and saucers, was to be the model for all the coming engines of the +many railroads of the future. + +Finally the chairs were pushed back, and yet the talk went on. Marcia +slipped silently about conveying the dishes away. And still the guests sat +talking. She could hear all they said even when she was in the kitchen +washing the china, for she did it very softly and never a clink hid a +word. They talked of Governor Clinton again and of his attitude toward the +railroad. They spoke of Thurlow Weed and a number of others whose names +were familiar to Marcia in the papers she had read to her father. They +told how lately on the Baltimore and Ohio railroad Peter Cooper had +experimented with a little locomotive, and had beaten a gray horse +attached to another car. + +Marcia smiled brightly as she listened, and laid the delicate china teapot +down with care lest she should lose a word. But ever with her interest in +the march of civilization, there were other thoughts mingling. Thoughts of +David and of how he would be connected with it all. He would write it up +and be identified with it. He was brave enough to face any new movement. + +David's paper was a temperance paper. There were not many temperance +papers in those days. David was brave. He had already faced a number of +unpleasant circumstances in consequence. He was not afraid of sneers or +sarcasms, nor of being called a fanatic. He had taken such a stand that +even those who were opposed had to respect him. Marcia felt the joy of a +great pride in David to-night. + +She sang a happy little song at the bottom of her heart as she worked. The +new railroad was an assured thing, and David was her comrade, that was the +song, and the refrain was, "David, David, David!" + +Later, after the guests had talked themselves out and taken their candles +to their rooms, David with another comrade's smile, and a look in his eyes +that saw visions of the country's future, and for this one night at least +promised not to dream of the past, bade her good night. + +She went up to her white chamber and lay down upon the pillow, whose case +was fragrant of lavendar blossoms, dreaming with a smile of to-morrow. She +thought she was riding in a strange new railroad train with David's arm +about her and Harry Temple running along at his very best pace to try to +catch them, but he could not. + +Miranda, at her supperless window, watched the evening hours and thought +many thoughts. She wondered why they stayed in the dining room so late, +and why they did not go into the parlor and make Marcia play the "music +box" as she called it; and why there was a light so long in that back +chamber over the kitchen. Could it be they had put one of the guests +there? Surely not. Perhaps that was David's study. Perhaps he was writing. +Ah! She had guessed aright. David was sitting up to write while the +inspiration was upon him. + +But Miranda slept and ceased to wonder long before David's light was +extinguished, and when he finally lay down it was with a body healthily +weary, and a mind for the time free from any intruding thought of himself +and his troubles. + +He had written a most captivating article that would appear in his paper +in a few days, and which must convince many doubters that a railroad was +at last an established fact among them. + +There were one or two points which he must ask the skilled engineer in the +morning, but as he reviewed what he had written he felt a sense of deep +satisfaction, and a true delight in his work. His soul thrilled with the +power of his gift. He loved it, exulted in it. It was pleasant to feel +that delight in his work once more. He had thought since his marriage that +it was gone forever, but perhaps by and by it would return to console him, +and he would be able to do greater things in the world because of his +suffering. + +Just as he dropped to sleep there came a thought of Marcia, pleasantly, as +one remembers a flower. He felt that there was a comfort about Marcia, a +something helpful in her smile. There was more to her than he had +supposed. She was not merely a child. How her face had glowed as the men +talked of the projected railroad, and almost she seemed to understand as +they described the proposed engine with its movable trucks. She would be a +companion who would be interested in his pursuits. He had hoped to teach +Kate to understand his life work and perhaps help him some, but Kate was +by nature a butterfly, a bird of gay colors, always on the wing. He would +not have wanted her to be troubled with deep thoughts. Marcia seemed to +enjoy such things. What if he should take pains to teach her, read with +her, help cultivate her mind? It would at least be an occupation for +leisure hours, something to interest him and keep away the awful pall of +sadness. + +How sweet she had looked as she lay asleep in the woods with the tears on +her cheek like the dew-drops upon a rose petal! She was a dear little girl +and he must take care of her and protect her. That scoundrel Temple! What +were such men made for? He must settle him to-morrow. + +And so he fell asleep. + + + + + + CHAPTER XVII + + +Harry Temple sat in his office the next morning with his feet upon the +table and his wooden armed chair tilted back against the wall. + +He had letters to write, a number of them, that should go out with the +afternoon coach, to reach the night packet. There were at least three men +he ought to go and see at once if he would do the best for his employers, +and the office he sat in was by no means in the best of order. But his +feet were elevated comfortably on the table and he was deep in the pages +of a story of the French Court, its loves and hates and intrigues. + +It was therefore with annoyance that he looked up at the opening of the +office door. + +But the frown changed to apprehension, as he saw who was his visitor. He +brought the chair legs suddenly to the floor and his own legs followed +them swiftly. David Spafford was not a man before whom another would sit +with his feet on a table, even to transact business. + +There was a look of startled enquiry on Harry Temple's face. For an +instant his self-complacency was shaken. He hesitated, wondering what tack +to take. Perhaps after all his alarm was unnecessary. Marcia likely had +been too frightened to tell of what had occurred. He noticed the broad +shoulder, the lean, active body, the keen eye, and the grave poise of his +visitor, and thought he would hardly care to fight a duel with that man. +It was natural for him to think at once of a duel on account of the French +court life from which his mind had just emerged. A flash of wonder passed +through his mind whether it would be swords or pistols, and then he set +himself to face the other man. + +David Spafford stood for a full minute and looked into the face of the man +he had come to shame. He looked at him with a calm eye and brow, but with +a growing contempt that did not need words to express it. Harry Temple +felt the color rise in his cheek, and his soul quaked for an instant. Then +his habitual conceit arose and he tried to parry with his eye that keen +piercing gaze of the other. It must have lasted a full minute, though it +seemed to Mr. Temple it was five at the least. He made an attempt to offer +his visitor a chair, but it was not noticed. David Spafford looked his man +through and through, and knew him for exactly what he was. At last he +spoke, quietly, in a tone that was too courteous to be contemptuous, but +it humiliated the listener more even than contempt: + +"It would be well for you to leave town at once." + +That was all. The listener felt that it was a command. His wrath arose +hotly, and beat itself against the calm exterior of his visitor's gaze in +a look that was brazen enough to have faced a whole town of accusers. +Harry Temple could look innocent and handsome when he chose. + +"I do not understand you, sir!" he said. "That is a most extraordinary +statement!" + +"It would be well for you to leave town at once." + +This time the command was imperative. Harry's eyes blazed. + +"Why?" He asked it with that impertinent tilt to his chin which usually +angered his opponent in any argument. Once he could break that steady, +iron, self-control he felt he would have the best of things. He could +easily persuade David Spafford that everything was all right if he could +get him off his guard and make him angry. An angry man could do little but +bluster. + +"You understand very well," replied David, his voice still, steady and his +gaze not swerving. + +"Indeed! Well, this is most extraordinary," said Harry, losing control of +himself again. "Of what do you accuse me, may I enquire?" + +"Of nothing that your own heart does not accuse you," said David. And +somehow there was more than human indignation in the gaze now: there was +pity, a sense of shame for another soul who could lower himself to do +unseemly things. Before that look the blood crept into Harry's cheek +again. An uncomfortable sensation entirely new was stealing over him. A +sense of sin--no, not that exactly,--a sense that he had made a mistake, +perhaps. He never was very hard upon himself even when the evidence was +clear against him. It angered him to feel humiliated. What a fuss to make +about a little thing! What a tiresome old cad to care about a little +flirtation with his wife! He wished he had let the pretty baby alone +entirely. She was of no finer stuff than many another who had accepted his +advances with pleasure. He stiffened his neck and replied with much +haughtiness: + +"My heart accuses me of nothing, sir. I assure you I consider your words +an insult! I demand satisfaction for your insulting language, sir!" Harry +Temple had never fought a duel, and had never been present when others +fought, but that was the language in which a challenge was usually +delivered in French novels. + +"It is not a matter for discussion!" said David Spafford, utterly ignoring +the other's blustering words. "I am fully informed as to all that occurred +yesterday afternoon, and I tell you once more, it would be well for you to +leave town at once. I have nothing further to say." + +David turned and walked toward the door, and Harry stood, ignored, angry, +crestfallen, and watched him until he reached the door. + +"You would better ask your informant further of her part in the matter!" +he hissed, suddenly, an open sneer in his voice and a covert implication +of deep meaning. + +David turned, his face flashing with righteous indignation. The man who +was withered by the scorn of that glance wished heartily that he had not +uttered the false sentence. He felt the smallness of his own soul, during +the instant of silence in which his visitor stood looking at him. + +Then David spoke deliberately: + +"I knew you were a knave," said he, "but I did not suppose you were also a +coward. A man who is not a coward will not try to put the blame upon a +woman, especially upon an innocent one. You, sir, will leave town this +evening. Any business further than you can settle between this and that I +will see properly attended to. I warn you, sir, it will be unwise for you +to remain longer than till the evening coach." + +Perfectly courteous were David's tones, keen command was in his eye and +determination in every line of his face. Harry could not recover himself +to reply, could not master his frenzy of anger and humiliation to face the +righteous look of his accuser. Before he realized it, David was gone. + +He stood by the window and watched him go down the street with rapid, firm +tread and upright bearing. Every line in that erect form spoke of +determination. The conviction grew within him that the last words of his +visitor were true, and that it would be wise for him to leave town. He +rebelled at the idea. He did not wish to leave, for business matters were +in such shape, or rather in such chaos, that it would be extremely awkward +for him to meet his employers and explain his desertion at that time. +Moreover there were several homes in the town open to him whenever he +chose, where were many attractions. It was a lazy pleasant life he had +been leading here, fully trusted, and wholly disloyal to the trust, +troubled by no uneasy overseers, not even his own conscience, dined and +smiled upon with lovely languishing eyes. He did not care to go, even +though he had decried the town as dull and monotonous. + +But, on the other hand, things had occurred--not the unfortunate little +mistake of yesterday, of course, but others, more serious things--that he +would hardly care to have brought to the light of day, especially through +the keen sarcastic columns of David Spafford's paper. He had seen other +sinners brought to a bloodless retribution in those columns by dauntless +weapons of sarcasm and wit which in David Spafford's hands could be made +to do valiant work. He did not care to be humiliated in that way. He could +not brazen it out. He was convinced that the man meant what he said, and +from what he knew of his influence he felt that he would leave no stone +unturned till he had made the place too hot to hold him. Only Harry Temple +himself knew how easy that would be to do, for no one else knew how many +"mistakes" (?) Harry had made, and he, unfortunately for himself, did not +know how many of them were not known, by any who could harm him. + +He stood a long time clinking some sixpences and shillings together in his +pocket, and scowling down the street after David had disappeared from +sight. + +"Blame that little pink-cheeked, baby-eyed fool!" he said at last, turning +on his heel with a sigh. "I might have known she was too goody-goody. Such +people ought to die young before they grow up to make fools of other +people. Bah! Think of a wife like that with no spirit of her own. A baby! +Merely a baby!" + +Nevertheless, in his secret heart, he knew he honored Marcia and felt a +true shame that she had looked into his tarnished soul. + +Then he looked round about upon his papers that represented a whole week's +hard work and maybe more before they were cleared away, and reflected how +much easier after all it would be to get up a good excuse and go away, +leaving all this to some poor drudge who should be sent here in his place. +He looked around again and his eyes lighted upon his book. He remembered +the exciting crisis in which he had left the heroine and down he sat to +his story again. At least there was nothing demanding attention this +moment. He need not decide what he would do. If he went there were few +preparations to make. He would toss some things into his carpet-bag and +pretend to have been summoned to see a sick and dying relative, a +long-lost brother or something. It would be easy to invent one when the +time came. Then he could leave directions for the rest of his things to be +packed if he did not return, and get rid of the trouble of it all. As for +the letters, if he was going what use to bother with them? Let them wait +till his successor should come. It mattered little to him whether his +employers suffered for his negligence or not so long as he finished his +story. Besides, it would not do to let that cad think he had frightened +him. He would pretend he was not going, at least during his hours of +grace. So he picked up his book and went on reading. + +At noon he sauntered back to his boarding house as usual for his dinner, +having professed an unusually busy morning to those who came in to the +office on business and made appointments with them for the next day. This +had brought him much satisfaction as the morning wore away and he was left +free to his book, and so before dinner he had come to within a very few +pages of the end. + +After a leisurely dinner he sauntered back to the office again, rejoicing +in the fact that circumstances had so arranged themselves that he had +passed David Spafford in front of the newspaper office and given him a +most elaborate and friendly bow in the presence of four or five +bystanders. David's look in return had meant volumes, and decided Harry +Temple to do as he had been ordered, not, of course, because he had been +ordered to do so, but because it would be an easier thing to do. In fact +he made up his mind that he was weary of this part of the country. He went +back to his book. + +About the middle of the afternoon he finished the last pages. He rose up +with alacrity then and began to think what he should do. He glanced around +the room, sought out a few papers, took some daguerreotypes of girls from +a drawer of his desk, gave a farewell glance around the dismal little room +that had seen so much shirking for the past few months, and then went out +and locked the door. + +He paused at the corner. Which way should he go? He did not care to go +back to the office, for his book was done, and he scarcely needed to go to +his room at his boarding place yet either, for the afternoon was but half +over and he wished his departure to appear to be entirely unpremeditated. +A daring thought came into his head. He would walk past David Spafford's +house. He would let Marcia see him if possible. He would show them that he +was not afraid in the least. He even meditated going in and explaining to +Marcia that she had made a great mistake, that he had been merely admiring +her, and that there was no harm in anything he had said or done yesterday, +that he was exceedingly grieved and mortified that she should have +mistaken his meaning for an insult, and so on and so on. He knew well how +to make such honeyed talk when he chose, but the audacity of the thing was +a trifle too much for even his bold nature, so he satisfied himself by +strolling in a leisurely manner by the house. + +When he was directly opposite to it he raised his eyes casually and bowed +and smiled with his most graceful air. True, he did not see any one, for +Marcia had caught sight of him as she was coming out upon the stoop and +had fled into her own room with the door buttoned, she was watching unseen +from behind the folds of her curtain, but he made the bow as complete as +though a whole family had been greeting him from the windows. Marcia, poor +child, thought he must see her, and she felt frozen to the spot, and +stared wildly through the little fold of her curtain with trembling hands +and weak knees till he was passed. Well pleased at himself the young man +walked on, knowing that at least three prominent citizens had seen him bow +and smile, and that they would be witnesses, against anything David might +say to the contrary, that he was on friendly terms with Mrs. Spafford. + +Hannah Heath was sitting on the front stoop with her knitting. She often +sat there dressed daintily of an afternoon. Her hands were white and +looked well against the blue yarn she was knitting. Besides there was +something domestic and sentimental in a stocking. It gave a cosy, homey, +air to a woman, Hannah considered. So she sat and knitted and smiled at +whomsoever passed by, luring many in to sit and talk with her, so that the +stockings never grew rapidly, but always kept at about the same stage. If +it had been Miranda, Grandmother Heath would have made some sharp remarks +about the length of time it took to finish that blue stocking, but as it +was Hannah it was all right. + +Hannah sat upon the stoop and knitted as Harry Temple came by. Now, Hannah +was not so great a favorite with Harry as Harry was with Hannah. She was +of the kind who was conquered too easily, and he did not consider it worth +his while to waste time upon her simperings usually. But this afternoon +was different. He had nowhere to go for a little while, and Hannah's +appearance on the stoop was opportune and gave him an idea. He would +lounge there with her. Perchance fortune would favor him again and David +Spafford would pass by and see him. There would be one more opportunity to +stare insolently at him and defy him, before he bent his neck to obey. +David had given him the day in which to do what he would, and he would +make no move until the time was over and the coach he had named departed, +but he knew that then he would bring down retribution. In just what form +that retribution would come he was not quite certain, but he knew it would +be severe. + +So when Hannah smiled upon him, Harry Temple stepped daintily across the +mud in the road, and came and sat down beside her. He toyed with her +knitting, caught one of her plump white hands, the one on the side away +from the street, and held it, while Hannah pretended not to notice, and +drooped her long eyelashes in a telling way. Hannah knew how. She had been +at it a good many years. + +So he sat, toward five o'clock, when David came by, and bowed gravely to +Hannah, but seemed not to see Harry. Harry let his eyes follow the tall +figure in an insolent stare. + +"What a dough-faced cad that man is!" he said lazily, "no wonder his +little pink-cheeked wife seeks other society. Handsome baby, though, isn't +she?" + +Hannah pricked up her ears. Her loss of David was too recent not to cause +her extreme jealousy of his pretty young wife. Already she fairly hated +her. Her upbringing in the atmosphere of Grandmother Heath's sarcastic, +ill-natured gossip had prepared her to be quick to see meaning in any +insinuation. + +She looked at him keenly, archly for a moment, then replied with drooping +gaze and coquettish manner: + +"You should not blame any one for enjoying your company." + +Hannah stole sly glances to see how he took this, but Harry was an old +hand and proof against such scrutiny. He only shrugged his shoulder +carelessly, as though he dropped all blame like a garment that he had no +need for. + +"And what's the matter with David?" asked Hannah, watching David as he +mounted his own steps, and thinking how often she had watched that tall +form go down the street, and thought of him as destined to belong to her. +The mortification that he had chosen some one else was not yet forgotten. +It amounted almost to a desire for revenge. + +Harry lingered longer than he intended. Hannah begged him to remain to +supper, but he declined, and when she pressed him to do so he looked +troubled and said he was expecting a letter and must hurry back to see if +it came in the afternoon coach. He told her that a dear friend, a beloved +cousin, was lying very ill, and he might be summoned at any moment to his +bedside, and Hannah said some comforting little things in a caressing +voice, and hoped he would find the letter saying the cousin was better. +Then he hurried away. + +It was easy at his boarding house to say he had been called away, and he +rushed up to his room and threw some necessaries into his carpet-bag, +scattering things around the room and helping out the impression that he +was called away in a great hurry. When he was ready he looked at his +watch. It was growing late. The evening coach left in half an hour. He +knew its route well. It started at the village inn, and went down the old +turnpike, stopping here and there to pick up passengers. There was always +a convocation when it started. Perhaps David Spafford would be there and +witness his obedience to the command given him. He set his lips and made +up his mind to escape that at least. He would cheat his adversary of that +satisfaction. + +It would involve a sacrifice. He would have to go without his supper, and +he could smell the frying bacon coming up the stairs. But it would help +the illusion and he could perhaps get something on the way when the coach +stopped to change horses. + +He rushed downstairs and told his landlady that he must start at once, as +he must see a man before the coach went, and she, poor lady, had no chance +to suggest that he leave her a little deposit on the sum of his board +which he already owed her. There was perhaps some method in his hurry for +that reason also. It always bothered him to pay his bills, he had so many +other ways of spending his money. + +So he hurried away and caught a ride in a farm wagon going toward the +Cross Roads. When it turned off he walked a little way until another wagon +came along; finally crossed several fields at a breathless pace and caught +the coach just as it was leaving the Cross Roads, which was the last +stopping place anywhere near the village. He climbed up beside the driver, +still in a breathless condition, and detailed to him how he had received +word, just before the coach started, by a messenger who came +across-country on horseback, that his cousin was dying. + +After he had answered the driver's minutest questions, he sat back and +reflected upon his course with satisfaction. He was off, and he had not +been seen nor questioned by a single citizen, and by to-morrow night his +story as he had told it to the driver would be fully known and circulated +through the place he had just left. The stage driver was one of the best +means of advertisement. It was well to give him full particulars. + +The driver after he had satisfied his curiosity about the young man by his +side, and his reasons for leaving town so hastily, began to wax eloquent +upon the one theme which now occupied his spare moments and his fluent +tongue, the subject of a projected railroad. Whether some of the +sentiments he uttered were his own, or whether he had but borrowed from +others, they were at least uttered with force and apparent conviction, and +many a traveller sat and listened as they were retailed and viewed the +subject from the standpoint of the loud-mouthed coachman. + +A little later Tony Weller, called by some one "the best beloved of all +coachmen," uttered much the same sentiments in the following words: + +"I consider that the railroad is unconstitutional and an invader o' +privileges. As to the comfort, as an old coachman I may say it,--vere's the +comfort o' sittin' in a harm-chair a lookin' at brick walls, and heaps o' +mud, never comin' to a public 'ouse, never seein' a glass o' ale, never +goin' through a pike, never meetin' a change o' no kind (hosses or +otherwise), but always comin' to a place, ven you comes to vun at all, the +werry picter o' the last. + +"As to the honor an' dignity o' travellin' vere can that be without a +coachman, and vat's the rail, to sich coachmen as is sometimes forced to +go by it, but an outrage and an hinsult? As to the ingen, a nasty, +wheezin', gaspin', puffin', bustin' monster always out o' breath, with a +shiny green and gold back like an onpleasant beetle; as to the ingen as is +always a pourin' out red 'ot coals at night an' black smoke in the day, +the sensiblest thing it does, in my opinion, is ven there's somethin' in +the vay, it sets up that 'ere frightful scream vich seems to say, 'Now +'ere's two 'undred an' forty passengers in the werry greatest extremity o' +danger, an' 'ere's their two 'undred an' forty screams in vun!'" + +But such sentiments as these troubled Harry Temple not one whit. He cared +not whether the present century had a railroad or whether it travelled by +foot. He would not lift a white finger to help it along or hinder. As the +talk went on he was considering how and where he might get his supper. + + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII + + +The weather turned suddenly cold and raw that Fall, and almost in one day, +the trees that had been green, or yellowing in the sunshine, put on their +autumn garments of defeat, flaunted them for a brief hour, and dropped +them early in despair. The pleasant woods, to which Marcia had fled in her +dismay, became a mass of finely penciled branches against a wintry sky, +save for the one group of tall pines that hung out heavy above the rest, +and seemed to defy even snowy blasts. + +Marcia could see those pines from her kitchen window, and sometimes as she +worked, if her heart was heavy, she would look out and away to them, and +think of the day she laid her head down beneath them to sob out her +trouble, and awoke to find comfort. Somehow the memory of that little talk +that she and David had then grew into vast proportions in her mind, and +she loved to cherish it. + +There had come letters from home. Her stepmother had written, a stiff, not +unloving letter, full of injunctions to be sure to remember this, and not +do that, and on no account to let any relative or neighbor persuade her +out of the ways in which she had been brought up. She was attempting to do +as many mothers do, when they see the faults in the child they have +brought up, try to bring them up over again. At some of the sentences a +wild homesickness took possession of her. Some little homely phrase about +one of the servants, or the mention of a pet hen or cow, would bring the +longing tears to her eyes, and she would feel that she must throw away +this new life and run back to the old one. + +School was begun at home. Mary Ann and Hanford would be taking the long +walk back and forth together twice a day to the old school-house. She half +envied them their happy, care-free life. She liked to think of the shy +courting that she had often seen between scholars in the upper classes. +Her imagination pleased itself sometimes when she was going to sleep, +trying to picture out the school goings and home comings, and their sober +talk. Not that she ever looked back to Hanford Weston with regret, not +she. She knew always that he was not for her, and perhaps, even so early +as that in her new life, if the choice had been given her whether she +would go back to her girlhood again and be as she was before Kate had run +away, or whether she would choose to stay here in the new life with David, +it is likely she would have chosen to stay. + +There were occasional letters from Squire Schuyler. He wrote of politics, +and sent many messages to his son-in-law which Marcia handed over to David +at the tea table to read, and which always seemed to soften David and +bring a sweet sadness into his eyes. He loved and respected his +father-in-law. It was as if he were bound to him by the love of some one +who had died. Marcia thought of that every time she handed David a letter, +and sat and watched him read it. + +Sometimes little Harriet or the boys printed out a few words about the +family cat, or the neighbors' children, and Marcia laughed and cried over +the poor little attempts at letters and longed to have the eager childish +faces of the writers to kiss. + +But in all of them there was never a mention of the bright, beautiful, +selfish girl around whom the old home life used to centre and who seemed +now, judging from the home letters, to be worse than dead to them all. But +since the afternoon upon the hill a new and pleasant intercourse had +sprung up between David and Marcia. True it was confined mainly to +discussions of the new railroad, the possibilities of its success, and the +construction of engines, tracks, etc. David was constantly writing up the +subject for his paper, and he fell into the habit of reading his articles +aloud to Marcia when they were finished. She would listen with breathless +admiration, sometimes combating a point ably, with the old vim she had +used in her discussion over the newspaper with her father, but mainly +agreeing with every word he wrote, and always eager to understand it down +to the minutest detail. + +He always seemed pleased at her praise, and wrote on while she put away +the tea-things with a contented expression as though he had passed a high +critic, and need not fear any other. Once he looked up with a quizzical +expression and made a jocose remark about "our article," taking her into a +sort of partnership with him in it, which set her heart to beating +happily, until it seemed as if she were really in some part at least +growing into his life. + +But after all their companionship was a shy, distant one, more like that +of a brother and sister who had been separated all their lives and were +just beginning to get acquainted, and ever there was a settled sadness +about the lines of David's mouth and eyes. They sat around one table now, +the evenings when they were at home, for there were still occasional +tea-drinkings at their friends' houses; and there was one night a week +held religiously for a formal supper with the aunts, which David kindly +acquiesced in--more for the sake of his Aunt Clarinda than the +others,--whenever he was not detained by actual business. Then, too, there +was the weekly prayer meeting held at "early candle light" in the dim old +shadowed church. They always walked down the twilighted streets together, +and it seemed to Marcia there was a sweet solemnity about that walk. They +never said much to each other on the way. David seemed preoccupied with +holy thoughts, and Marcia walked softly beside him as if he had been the +minister, looking at him proudly and reverently now and then. David was +often called upon to pray in meeting and Marcia loved to listen to his +words. He seemed to be more intimate with God than the others, who were +mostly old men and prayed with long, rolling, solemn sentences that put +the whole community down into the dust and ashes before their Creator. + +Marcia rather enjoyed the hour spent in the sombreness of the church, with +the flickering candle light making grotesque forms of shadows on the wall +and among the tall pews. The old minister reminded her of the one she had +left at home, though he was more learned and scholarly, and when he had +read the Scripture passages he would take his spectacles off and lay them +across the great Bible where the candle light played at glances with the +steel bows, and say: "Let us pray!" Then would come that soft stir and +hush as the people took the attitude of prayer. Marcia sometimes joined in +the prayer in her heart, uttering shy little petitions that were vague and +indefinite, and had to do mostly with the days when she was troubled and +homesick, and felt that David belonged wholly to Kate. Always her clear +voice joined in the slow hymns that quavered out now and again, lined out +to the worshippers. + +Marcia and David went out from that meeting down the street to their home +with the hush upon them that must have been upon the Israelites of old +after they had been to the solemn congregation. + +But once David had come in earlier than usual and had caught Marcia +reading the Scottish Chiefs, and while she started guiltily to be found +thus employed he smiled indulgently. After supper he said: "Get your book, +child, and sit down. I have some writing to do, and after it is done I +will read it to you." So after that, more and more often, it was a book +that Marcia held in her hands in the long evenings when they sat together, +instead of some useful employment, and so her education progressed. Thus +she read Epictetus, Rasselas, The Deserted Village, The Vicar of +Wakefield, Paradise Lost, the Mysteries of the Human Heart, Marshall's +Life of Columbus, The Spy, The Pioneers, and The Last of the Mohicans. + +She had been asked to sing in the village choir. David sang a sweet high +tenor there, and Marcia's voice was clear and strong as a blackbird's, +with the plaintive sweetness of the wood-robin's. + +Hannah Heath was in the choir also, and jealously watched her every move, +but of this Marcia was unaware until informed of it by Miranda. With her +inherited sweetness of nature she scarcely credited it, until one Sunday, +a few weeks after the departure of Harry Temple, Hannah leaned forward +from her seat among the altos and whispered quite distinctly, so that +those around could hear--it was just before the service--"I've just had a +letter from your friend Mr. Temple. I thought you might like to know that +his cousin got well and he has gone back to New York. He won't be +returning here this year. On some accounts he thought it was better not." + +It was all said pointedly, with double emphasis upon the "your friend," +and "some accounts." Marcia felt her cheeks glow, much to her vexation, +and tried to control her whisper to seem kindly as she answered +indifferently enough. + +"Oh, indeed! But you must have made a mistake. Mr. Temple is a very slight +acquaintance of mine. I have met him only a few times, and I know nothing +about his cousin. I was not aware even that he had gone away." + +Hannah raised her speaking eyebrows and replied, quite loud now, for the +choir leader had stood up already with his tuning-fork in hand, and one +could hear it faintly twang: + +"Indeed!"--using Marcia's own word--and quite coldly, "I should have thought +differently from what Harry himself told me," and there was that in her +tone which deepened the color in Marcia's cheeks and caused it to stay +there during the entire morning service as she sat puzzling over what +Hannah could have meant. It rankled in her mind during the whole day. She +longed to ask David about it, but could not get up the courage. + +She could not bear to revive the memory of what seemed to be her shame. It +was at the minister's donation party that Hannah planted another thorn in +her heart,--Hannah, in a green plaid silk with delicate undersleeves of +lace, and a tiny black velvet jacket. + +She selected a time when Lemuel was near, and when Aunt Amelia and Aunt +Hortense, who believed that all the young men in town were hovering about +David's wife, sat one on either side of Marcia, as if to guard her for +their beloved nephew--who was discussing politics with Mr. Heath--and who +never seemed to notice, so blind he was in his trust of her. + +So Hannah paused and posed before the three ladies, and with Lemuel +smiling just at her elbow, began in her affected way: + +"I've had another letter from New York, from your friend Mr. Temple," she +said it with the slightest possible glance over her shoulder to get the +effect of her words upon the faithful Lemuel, "and he tells me he has met +a sister of yours. By the way, she told him that David used to be very +fond of her before she was married. I suppose she'll be coming to visit +you now she's so near as New York." + +Two pairs of suspicious steely eyes flew like stinging insects to gaze +upon her, one on either side, and Marcia's heart stood still for just one +instant, but she felt that here was her trying time, and if she would help +David and do the work for which she had become his wife, she must protect +him now from any suspicions or disagreeable tongues. By very force of will +she controlled the trembling of her lips. + +"My sister will not likely visit us this winter, I think," she replied as +coolly as if she had had a letter to that effect that morning, and then +she deliberately looked at Lemuel Skinner and asked if he had heard of the +offer of prizes of four thousand dollars in cash that the Baltimore and +Ohio railroad had just made for the most approved engine delivered for +trial before June first, 1831, not to exceed three and a half tons in +weight and capable of drawing, day by day, fifteen tons inclusive of +weight of wagons, fifteen miles per hour. Lemuel looked at her blankly and +said he had not heard of it. He was engaged in thinking over what Hannah +had said about a letter from Harry Temple. He cared nothing about +railroads. + +"The second prize is thirty-five hundred dollars," stated Marcia eagerly, +as though it were of the utmost importance to her. + +"Are you thinking of trying for one of the prizes?" sneered Hannah, +piercing her with her eyes, and now indeed the ready color flowed into +Marcia's face. Her ruse had been detected. + +"If I were a man and understood machinery I believe I would. What a grand +thing it would be to be able to invent a thing like an engine that would +be of so much use to the world," she answered bravely. + +"They are most dangerous machines," said Aunt Amelia disapprovingly. "No +right-minded Christian who wishes to live out the life his Creator has +given him would ever ride behind one. I have heard that boilers always +explode." + +"They are most unnecessary!" said Aunt Hortense severely, as if that +settled the question for all time and all railroad corporations. + +But Marcia was glad for once of their disapproval and entered most +heartily into a discussion of the pros and cons of engines and steam, +quoting largely from David's last article for the paper on the subject, +until Hannah and Lemuel moved slowly away. The discussion served to keep +the aunts from inquiring further that evening about the sister in New +York. + +Marcia begged them to go with her into the kitchen and see the store of +good things that had been brought to the minister's house by his loving +parishioners. Bags of flour and meal, pumpkins, corn in the ear, eggs, and +nice little pats of butter. A great wooden tub of doughnuts, baskets of +apples and quinces, pounds of sugar and tea, barrels of potatoes, whole +hams, a side of pork, a quarter of beef, hanks of yarn, and strings of +onions. It was a goodly array. Marcia felt that the minister must be +beloved by his people. She watched him and his wife as they greeted their +people, and wished she knew them better, and might come and see them +sometimes, and perhaps eventually feel as much at home with them as with +her own dear minister. + +She avoided Hannah during the remainder of the evening. When the evening +was over and she went upstairs to get her wraps from the high four-poster +bedstead, she had almost forgotten Hannah and her ill-natured, prying +remarks. But Hannah had not forgotten her. She came forth from behind the +bed curtains where she had been searching for a lost glove, and remarked +that she should think Marcia would be lonely this first winter away from +home and want her sister with her a while. + +But the presence of Hannah always seemed a mental stimulus to the spirit +of Marcia. + +"Oh, I'm not in the least lonely," she laughed merrily. "I have a great +many interesting things to do, and I love music and books." + +"Oh, yes, I forgot you are very fond of music. Harry Temple told me about +it," said Hannah. Again there was that disagreeable hint of something more +behind her words, that aggravated Marcia almost beyond control. For an +instant a cutting reply was upon her lips and her eyes flashed fire; then +it came to her how futile it would be, and she caught the words in time +and walked swiftly down the stairs. David watching her come down saw the +admiring glances of all who stood in the hall below, and took her under +his protection with a measure of pride in her youth and beauty that he did +not himself at all realize. All the way home he talked with her about the +new theory of railroad construction, quite contented in her companionship, +while she, poor child, much perturbed in spirit, wondered how he would +feel if he knew what Hannah had said. + +David fell into a deep study with a book and his papers about him, after +they had reached home. Marcia went up to her quiet, lonely chamber, put +her face in the pillow and thought and wept and prayed. When at last she +lay down to rest she did not know anything she could do but just to go on +living day by day and helping David all she could. At most there was +nothing to fear for herself, save a kind of shame that she had not been +the first sister chosen, and she found to her surprise that that was +growing to be deeper than she had supposed. + +She wished as she fell asleep that her girl-dreams might have been left to +develop and bloom like other girls', and that she might have had a real +lover,--like David in every way, yet of course not David because he was +Kate's. But a real lover who would meet her as David had done that night +when he thought she was Kate, and speak to her tenderly. + +One afternoon David, being wearied with an unusual round of taxing cares, +came home to rest and study up some question in his library. + +Finding the front door fastened, and remembering that he had left his key +in his other pocket, he came around to the back door, and much preoccupied +with thought went through the kitchen and nearly to the hall before the +unusual sounds of melody penetrated to his ears. He stopped for an instant +amazed, forgetting the piano, then comprehending he wondered who was +playing. Perhaps some visitor was in the parlor. He would listen and find +out. He was weary and dusty with the soil of the office upon his hands and +clothes. He did not care to meet a visitor, so under cover of the music he +slipped into the door of his library across the hall from the parlor and +dropped into his great arm-chair. + +Softly and tenderly stole the music through the open door, all about him, +like the gentle dropping of some tender psalms or comforting chapter in +the Bible to an aching heart. It touched his brow like a soft soothing +hand, and seemed to know and recognize all the agonies his heart had been +passing through, and all the weariness his body felt. + +He put his head back and let it float over him and rest him. Tinkling +brooks and gentle zephyrs, waving of forest trees, and twitterings of +birds, calm lazy clouds floating by, a sweetness in the atmosphere, bells +far away, lowing herds, music of the angels high in heaven, the soothing +strain from each extracted and brought to heal his broken heart. It fell +like dew upon his spirit. Then, like a fresh breeze with zest and life +borne on, came a new strain, grand and fine and high, calling him to +better things. He did not know it was a strain of Handel's music grown +immortal, but his spirit recognized the higher call, commanding him to +follow, and straightway he felt strengthened to go onward in the course he +had been pursuing. Old troubles seemed to grow less, anguish fell away +from him. He took new lease of life. Nothing seemed impossible. + +Then she played by ear one or two of the old tunes they sang in church, +touching the notes tenderly and almost making them speak the words. It +seemed a benediction. Suddenly the playing ceased and Marcia remembered it +was nearly supper time. + +He met her in the doorway with a new look in his eyes, a look of high +purpose and exultation. He smiled upon her and said: "That was good, +child. I did not know you could do it. You must give it to us often." +Marcia felt a glow of pleasure in his kindliness, albeit she felt that the +look in his eyes set him apart and above her, and made her feel the child +she was. She hurried out to get the supper between pleasure and a nameless +unrest. She was glad of this much, but she wanted more, a something to +meet her soul and satisfy. + + + + + + CHAPTER XIX + + +The world had not gone well with Mistress Kate Leavenworth, and she was +ill-pleased. She had not succeeded in turning her father's heart toward +herself as she had confidently expected to do when she ran away with her +sea captain. She had written a gay letter home, taking for granted, in a +pretty way, the forgiveness she did not think it necessary to ask, but +there had come in return a brief harsh statement from her father that she +was no longer his daughter and must cease from further communication with +the family in any way; that she should never enter his house again and not +a penny of his money should ever pass to her. He also informed her plainly +that the trousseau made for her had been given to her sister who was now +the wife of the man she had not seen fit to marry. + +Over this letter Mistress Kate at first stormed, then wept, and finally +sat down to frame epistle after epistle in petulant, penitent language. +These epistles following each other by daily mail coaches still brought +nothing further from her irate parent, and my lady was at last forced to +face the fact that she must bear the penalty of her own misdeeds; a lesson +she should have learned much earlier in life. + +The young captain, who had always made it appear that he had plenty of +money, had spent his salary, and most of his mother's fortune, which had +been left in his keeping as administrator of his father's estate; so he +had really very little to offer the spoiled and petted beauty, who simply +would not settle down to the inevitable and accept the fate she had +brought upon herself and others. Day after day she fretted and blamed her +husband until he heartily wished her back from whence he had taken her; +wished her back with her straitlaced lover from whom he had stolen her; +wished her anywhere save where she was. Her brightness and beauty seemed +all gone: she was a sulky child insisting upon the moon or nothing. She +waited to go to New York and be established in a fine house with plenty of +servants and a carriage and horses, and the young captain had not the +wherewithal to furnish these accessories to an elegant and luxurious life. + +He had loved her so far as his shallow nature could love, and perhaps she +had returned it in the beginning. He wanted to spend his furlough in quiet +places where he might have a honeymoon of his ideal, bantering Kate's +sparkling sentences, looking into her beautiful eyes, touching her rosy +lips with his own as often as he chose. But Mistress Kate had lost her +sparkle. She would not be kissed until she had gained her point, her +lovely eyes were full of disfiguring tears and angry flashes, and her +speech scintillated with cutting sarcasms, which were none the less hard +to bear that they pressed home some disagreeable truths to the easy, +careless spendthrift. The rose had lost its dew and was making its thorns +felt. + +And so they quarreled through their honeymoon, and Captain Leavenworth was +not sorry when a hasty and unexpected end came to his furlough and he was +ordered off with his ship for an indefinite length of time. + +Even then Kate thought to get her will before he left, and held on her +sullen ways and her angry, blameful talk until the last minute, so that he +hurried away without even one good-bye kiss, and with her angry sentences +sounding in his ears. + +True, he repented somewhat on board the ship and sent her back more money +than she could reasonably have expected under the circumstances, but he +sent it without one word of gentleness, and Kate's heart was hard toward +her husband. + +Then with bitterness and anguish,--that was new and fairly astonishing that +it had come to her who had always had her way,--she sat down to think of +the man she had jilted. He would have been kind to her. He would have +given her all she asked and more. He would even have moved his business to +New York to please her, she felt sure. Why had she been so foolish! And +then, like many another sinner who is made at last to see the error of his +ways, she cast hard thoughts at a Fate which had allowed her to make so +great a mistake, and pitied her poor little self out of all recognition of +the character she had formed. + +But she took her money and went to New York, for she felt that there only +could she be at all happy, and have some little taste of the delights of +true living. + +She took up her abode with an ancient relative of her own mother's, who +lived in a quiet respectable part of the city, and who was glad to piece +out her small annuity with the modest sum that Kate agreed to pay for her +board. + +It was not long before Mistress Kate, with her beautiful face, and the +pretty clothes which she took care to provide at once for herself, +spending lavishly out of the diminishing sum her husband had sent her, and +thinking not of the morrow, nor the day when the board bills would be due, +became well known. The musty little parlor of the ancient relative was +daily filled with visitors, and every evening Kate held court, with the +old aunt nodding in her chair by the fireside. + +Neither did the poor old lady have a very easy time of it, in spite of the +promise of weekly pay. Kate laughed at the old furniture and the old ways. +She demanded new things, and got them, too, until the old lady saw little +hope of any help from the board money when Kate was constantly saying: "I +saw this in a shop down town, auntie, and as I knew you needed it I just +bought it. My board this week will just pay for it." As always, Kate +ruled. The little parlor took on an air of brightness, and Kate became +popular. A few women of fashion took her up, and Kate launched herself +upon a gay life, her one object to have as good a time as possible, +regardless of what her husband or any one else might think. + +When Kate had been in New York about two months it happened one day that +she went out to drive with one of her new acquaintances, a young married +woman of about her own age, who had been given all in a worldly way that +had been denied to Kate. + +They made some calls in Brooklyn, and returned on the ferry-boat, carriage +and all, just as the sun was setting. + +The view was marvellous. The water a flood of pink and green and gold; the +sails of the vessels along the shore lit up resplendently; the buildings +of the city beyond sent back occasional flashes of reflected light from +window glass or church spire. It was a picture worth looking upon, and +Kate's companion was absorbed in it. + +Not so Kate. She loved display above all things. She sat up statelily, +aware that she looked well in her new frock with the fine lace collar she +had extravagantly purchased the day before, and her leghorn bonnet with +its real ostrich feather, which was becoming in the extreme. She enjoyed +sitting back of the colored coachman, her elegant friend by her side, and +being admired by the two ladies and the little girl who sat in the ladies' +cabin and occasionally peeped curiously at her from the window. She drew +herself up haughtily and let her soul "delight itself in fatness"--borrowed +fatness, perhaps, but still, the long desired. She told herself she had a +right to it, for was she not a Schuyler? That name was respected +everywhere. + +She bore a grudge at a man and woman who stood by the railing absorbed in +watching the sunset haze that lay over the river showing the white sails +in gleams like flashes of white birds here and there. + +A young man well set up, and fashionably attired, sauntered up to the +carriage. He spoke to Kate's friend, and was introduced. Kate felt in her +heart it was because of her presence there he came. His bold black eyes +told her as much and she was flattered. + +They fell to talking. + +"You say you spent the summer near Albany, Mr. Temple," said Kate +presently, "I wonder if you happen to know any of my friends. Did you meet +a Mr. Spafford? David Spafford?" + +"Of course I did, knew him well," said the young man with guarded tone. +But a quick flash of dislike, and perhaps fear had crossed his face at the +name. Kate was keen. She analyzed that look. She parted her charming red +lips and showed her sharp little teeth like the treacherous pearls in a +white kitten's pink mouth. + +"He was once a lover of mine," said Kate carelessly, wrinkling her piquant +little nose as if the idea were comical, and laughing out a sweet ripple +of mirth that would have cut David to the heart. + +"Indeed!" said the ever ready Harry, "and I do not wonder. Is not every +one that at once they see you, Madam Leavenworth? How kind of your husband +to stay away at sea for so long a time and give us other poor fellows a +chance to say pleasant things." + +Then Kate pouted her pretty lips in a way she had and tapped the delighted +Harry with her carriage parasol across the fingers of his hand that had +taken familiar hold of the carriage beside her arm. + +"Oh, you naughty man!" she exclaimed prettily. "How dare you! Yes, David +Spafford and I were quite good friends. I almost gave in at one time and +became Mrs. Spafford, but he was too good for me!" + +She uttered this truth in a mocking tone, and Harry saw her lead and +hastened to follow. Here was a possible chance for revenge. He was ready +for any. He studied the lady before him keenly. Of what did that face +remind him? Had he ever seen her before? + +"I should judge him a little straitlaced for your merry ways," he +responded gallantly, "but he's like all the rest, fickle, you know. He's +married. Have you heard?" + +Kate's face darkened with something hard and cruel, but her voice was soft +as a cat's purr: + +"Yes," she sighed, "I know. He married my sister. Poor child! I am sorry +for her. I think he did it out of revenge, and she was too young to know +her own mind. But they, poor things, will have to bear the consequences of +what they have done. Isn't it a pity that that has to be, Mr. Temple? It +is dreadful to have the innocent suffer. I have been greatly anxious about +my sister." She lifted her large eyes swimming in tears, and he did not +perceive the insincerity in her purring voice just then. He was thanking +his lucky stars that he had been saved from any remarks about young Mrs. +Spafford, whom her sister seemed to love so deeply. It had been on the tip +of his tongue to suggest that she might be able to lead her husband a gay +little dance if she chose. How lucky he had not spoken! He tried to say +some pleasant comforting nothings, and found it delightful to see her face +clear into smiles and her blue eyes look into his so confidingly. By the +time the boat touched the New York side the two felt well acquainted, and +Harry Temple had promised to call soon, which promise he lost no time in +keeping. + +Kate's heart had grown bitter against the young sister who had dared to +take her place, and against the lover who had so easily solaced himself. +She could not understand it. + +She resolved to learn all that Mr. Temple knew about David, and to find +out if possible whether he were happy. It was Kate's nature not to be able +to give up anything even though she did not want it. She desired the +life-long devotion of every man who came near her, and have it she would +or punish him. + +Harry Temple, meanwhile, was reflecting upon his chance meeting that +afternoon and wondering if in some way he might not yet have revenge upon +the man who had humbled him. Possibly this woman could help him. + +After some thought he sat down and penned a letter to Hannah Heath, +begemming it here and there with devoted sentences which caused that young +woman's eyes to sparkle and a smile of anticipation to wreathe her lips. +When she heard of the handsome sister in New York, and of her former +relations with David Spafford, her eyes narrowed speculatively, and her +fair brow drew into puzzled frowns. Harry Temple had drawn a word picture +of Mrs. Leavenworth. Harry should have been a novelist. If he had not been +too lazy he would have been a success. Gold hair! Ah! Hannah had heard of +gold hair before, and in connection with David's promised wife. Here was a +mystery and Hannah resolved to look into it. It would at least be +interesting to note the effect of her knowledge upon the young bride next +door. She would try it. + +Meantime, the acquaintance of Harry Temple and Kate Leavenworth had +progressed rapidly. The second sight of the lady proved more interesting +than the first, for now her beautiful gold hair added to the charm of her +handsome face. Harry ever delighted in beauty of whatever type, and a +blonde was more fascinating to him than a brunette. Kate had dressed +herself bewitchingly, and her manner was charming. She knew how to assume +pretty child-like airs, but she was not afraid to look him boldly in the +eyes, and the light in her own seemed to challenge him. Here was a +delightful new study. A woman fresh from the country, having all the charm +of innocence, almost as child-like as her sister, yet with none of her +prudishness. Kate's eyes held latent wickedness in them, or he was much +mistaken. She did not droop her lids and blush when he looked boldly and +admiringly into her face, but stared him back, smilingly, merrily, +daringly, as though she would go quite as far as he would. Moreover, with +her he was sure he need feel none of the compunctions he might have felt +with her younger sister who was so obviously innocent, for whether Kate's +boldness was from lack of knowledge, or from lack of innocence, she was +quite able to protect herself, that was plain. + +So Harry settled into his chair with a smile of pleasant anticipation upon +his face. He not only had the prospect before him of a possible ally in +revenge against David Spafford, but he had the promise of a most unusually +delightful flirtation with a woman who was worthy of his best efforts in +that line. + +Almost at once it began, with pleasant banter, adorned with personal +compliments. + +"Lovelier than I thought, my lady," said Harry, bowing low over the hand +she gave him, in a courtly manner he had acquired, perhaps from the +old-world novels he had read, and he brushed her pink finger tips with his +lips in a way that signified he was her abject slave. + +Kate blushed and smiled, greatly pleased, for though she had held her own +little court in the village where she was brought up, and queened it over +the young men who had flocked about her willingly, she had not been used +to the fulsome flattery that breathed from Harry Temple in every word and +glance. + +He looked at her keenly as he stood back a moment, to see if she were in +any wise offended with his salutation, and saw as he expected that she was +pleased and flattered. Her cheeks had grown rosier, and her eyes sparkled +with pleasure as she responded with a pretty, gracious speech. + +Then they sat down and faced one another. A good woman would have called +his look impudent--insulting. Kate returned it with a look that did not +shrink, nor waver, but fearlessly, recklessly accepted the challenge. +Playing with fire, were these two, and with no care for the fearful +results which might follow. Both knew it was dangerous, and liked it the +better for that. There was a long silence. The game was opening on a wider +scale than either had ever played before. + +"Do you believe in affinities?" asked the devil, through the man's voice. + +The woman colored and showed she understood his deeper meaning. Her eyes +drooped for just the shade of an instant, and then she looked up and faced +him saucily, provokingly: + +"Why?" + +He admired her with his gaze, and waited, lazily watching the color play +in her cheeks. + +"Do you need to ask why?" he said at last, looking at her significantly. +"I knew that you were my affinity the moment I laid my eyes upon you, and +I hoped you felt the same. But perhaps I was mistaken." He searched her +face. + +She kept her eyes upon his, returning their full gaze, as if to hold it +from going too deep into her soul. + +"I did not say you were mistaken, did I?" said the rosy lips coquettishly, +and Kate drooped her long lashes till they fell in becoming sweeps over +her burning cheeks. + +Something in the curve of cheek and chin, and sweep of dark lash over +velvet skin, reminded him of her sister. It was so she had sat, though +utterly unconscious, while he had been singing, when there had come over +him that overwhelming desire to kiss her. If he should kiss this fair lady +would she slap him in the face and run into the garden? He thought not. +Still, she was brought up by the same father and mother in all likelihood, +and it was well to go slow. He reached forward, drawing his chair a little +nearer to her, and then boldly took one of her small unresisting hands, +gently, that he might not frighten her, and smoothed it thoughtfully +between his own. He held it in a close grasp and looked into her face +again, she meanwhile watching her hand amusedly, as though it were +something apart from herself, a sort of distant possession, for which she +was in no wise responsible. + +"I feel that you belong to me," he said boldly looking into her eyes with +a languishing gaze. "I have known it from the first moment." + +Kate let her hand lie in his as if she liked it, but she said: + +"And what makes you think that, most audacious sir? Did you not know that +I am married?" Then she swept her gaze up provokingly at him again and +smiled, showing her dainty, treacherous, little teeth. She was so +bewitchingly pretty and tempting then that he had a mind to kiss her on +the spot, but a thought came to him that he would rather lead her further +first. He was succeeding well. She had no mind to be afraid. She did her +part admirably. + +"That makes no difference," said he smiling. "That another man has secured +you first, and has the right to provide for you, and be near you, is my +misfortune of course, but it makes no difference, you are mine? By all the +power of love you are mine. Can any other man keep my soul from yours, can +he keep my eyes from looking into yours, or my thoughts from hovering over +you, or--" he hesitated and looked at her keenly, while she furtively +watched him, holding her breath and half inviting him--"or my lips from +drinking life from yours?" He stooped quickly and pressed his lips upon +hers. + +Kate gave a quick little gasp like a sob and drew back. The aunt nodding +over her Bible in the next room had not heard,--she was very deaf,--but for +an instant the young woman felt that all the shades of her worthy +patriarchal ancestors were hurrying around and away from her in horror. +She had come of too good Puritan stock not to know that she was treading +in the path of unrighteousness. Nevertheless it was a broad path, and +easy. It tempted her. It was exciting. It lured her with promise of +satisfying some of her untamed longings and impulses. + +She did not look offended. She only drew back to get breath and consider. +The wild beating of her heart, the tumult of her cheeks and eyes were all +a part of a new emotion. Her vanity was excited, and she thrilled with a +wild pleasure. As a duck will take to swimming so she took to the new +game, with wonderful facility. + +"But I didn't say you might," she cried with a bewildering smile. + +"I beg your pardon, fair lady, may I have another?" + +His bold, bad face was near her own, so that she did not see the evil +triumph that lurked there. She had come to the turning of another way in +her life, and just here she might have drawn back if she would. Half she +knew this, yet she toyed with the opportunity, and it was gone. The new +way seemed so alluring. + +"You will first have to prove your right!" she said decidedly, with that +pretty commanding air that had conquered so many times. + +And in like manner on they went through the evening, frittering the time +away at playing with edged tools. + +A friendship so begun--if so unworthy an intimacy may be called by that +sweet name--boded no good to either of the two, and that evening marked a +decided turn for the worse in Kate Leavenworth's career. + + + + + + CHAPTER XX + + +David had found it necessary to take a journey which might keep him away +for several weeks. + +He told Marcia in the evening when he came home from the office. He told +her as he would have told his clerk. It meant nothing to him but an +annoyance that he had to start out in the early winter, leave his business +in other's hands for an indefinite period, and go among strangers. He did +not see the whitening of Marcia's lips, nor the quick little movement of +her hand to her heart. Even Marcia herself did not realize all that it +meant to her. She felt as if a sudden shock had almost knocked her off her +feet. This quiet life in the big house, with only David at intervals to +watch and speak to occasionally, and no one to open her true heart to, had +been lonely; and many a time when she was alone at night she had wept +bitter tears upon her pillow,--why she did not quite know. But now when she +knew that it was to cease, and David was going away from her for a long +time, perhaps weeks, her heart suddenly tightened and she knew how sweet +it had been growing. Almost the tears came to her eyes, but she made a +quick errand to the hearth for the teapot, busying herself there till they +were under control again. When she returned to her place at the table she +was able to ask David some commonplace question about the journey which +kept her true feeling quite hidden from him. + +He was to start the next evening if possible. It appeared that there was +something important about railroading coming up in Congress. It was +necessary that he should be present to hear the debate, and also that he +should see and interview influential men. It meant much to the success of +the great new enterprises that were just in their infancy that he should +go and find out all about them and write them up as only he whose heart +was in it could do. He was pleased to have been selected for this; he was +lifted for the time above himself and his life troubles, and given to feel +that he had a work in the world that was worth while, a high calling, a +chance to give a push to the unrolling of the secret possibilities of the +universe and help them on their way. + +Marcia understood it all, and was proud and glad for him, but her own +heart which beat in such perfect sympathy with the work felt lonely and +left out. If only she could have helped too! + +There was no time for David to take Marcia to her home to stay during his +absence. He spoke of it regretfully just as he was about to leave, and +asked if she would like him to get some one to escort her by coach to her +father's house until he could come for her; but she held back the tears by +main force and shook her head. She had canvassed that question in the +still hours of the night. She had met in imagination the home village with +its kindly and unkindly curiosity, she had seen their hands lifted in +suspicion; heard their covert whispers as to why her husband did not come +with her; why he had left her so soon after the honeymoon; why--a hundred +things. She had even thought of Aunt Polly and her acrid tongue and made +up her mind that whatever happened she did not want to go home to stay. + +The only other alternative was to go to the aunts. David expected it, and +the aunts spoke of it as if nothing else were possible. Marcia would have +preferred to remain alone in her own house, with her beloved piano, but +David would not consent, and the aunts were scandalized at the suggestion. +So to the aunts went Marcia, and they took her in with a hope in their +hearts that she might get the same good from the visit that the sluggard +in the Bible is bidden to find. + +"We must do our duty by her for David's sake," said Aunt Hortense, with +pursed lips and capable, folded hands that seemed fairly to ache to get at +the work of reconstructing the new niece. + +"Yes, it is our opportunity," said Aunt Amelia with a snap as though she +thoroughly enjoyed the prospect. "Poor David!" and so they sat and laid +out their plans for their sweet young victim, who all unknowingly was +coming to one of those tests in her life whereby we are tried for greater +things and made perfect in patience and sweetness. + +It began with the first breakfast--the night before she had been company, +at supper--but when the morning came they felt she must be counted one of +the family. They examined her thoroughly on what she had been taught with +regard to housekeeping. They made her tell her recipes for pickling and +preserving. They put her through a catechism of culinary lore, and always +after her most animated account of the careful way in which she had been +trained in this or that housewifely art she looked up with wistful eyes +that longed to please, only to be met by the hard set lips and steely +glances of the two mentors who regretted that she should not have been +taught their way which was so much better. + +Aunt Hortense even went so far once as to suggest that Marcia write to her +stepmother and tell her how much better it was to salt the water in which +potatoes were to be boiled before putting them in, and was much offended +by the clear girlish laugh that bubbled up involuntarily at the thought of +teaching her stepmother anything about cooking. + +"Excuse me," she said, instantly sobering as she saw the grim look of the +aunt, and felt frightened at what she had done. "I did not mean to laugh, +indeed I did not; but it seemed so funny to think of my telling mother how +to do anything." + +"People are never too old to learn," remarked Aunt Hortense with offended +mien, "and one ought never to be too proud when there is a better way." + +"But mother thinks there is no better way I am sure. She says that it +makes potatoes soggy to boil them in salt. All that grows below the ground +should be salted after it is cooked and all that grows above the ground +should be cooked in salted water, is her rule." + +"I am surprised that your stepmother should uphold any such superstitious +ideas," said Aunt Amelia with a self-satisfied expression. + +"One should never be too proud to learn something better," Aunt Hortense +said grimly, and Marcia retreated in dire consternation at the thought of +what might follow if these three notable housekeeping gentlewomen should +come together. Somehow she felt a wicked little triumph in the thought +that it would be hard to down her stepmother. + +Marcia was given a few light duties ostensibly to "make her feel at home," +but in reality, she knew, because the aunts felt she needed their +instruction. She was asked if she would like to wash the china and glass; +and regularly after each meal a small wooden tub and a mop were brought in +with hot water and soap, and she was expected to handle the costly +heirlooms under the careful scrutiny of their worshipping owners, who +evidently watched each process with strained nerves lest any bit of +treasured pottery should be cracked or broken. It was a trying ordeal. + +The girl would have been no girl if she had not chafed under this +treatment. To hold her temper steady and sweet under it was almost more +than she could bear. + +There were long afternoons when it was decreed that they should knit. + +Marcia had been used to take long walks at home, over the smooth crust of +the snow, going to her beloved woods, where she delighted to wander among +the bare and creaking trees; fancying them whispering sadly to one another +of the summer that was gone and the leaves they had borne now dead. But it +would be a dreadful thing in the aunts' opinion for a woman, and +especially a young one, to take a long walk in the woods alone, in winter +too, and with no object whatever in view but a walk! What a waste of time! + +There were two places of refuge for Marcia during the weeks that followed. +There was home. How sweet that word sounded to her! How she longed to go +back there, with David coming home to his quiet meals three times a day, +and with her own time to herself to do as she pleased. With housewifely +zeal that was commendable in the eyes of the aunts, Marcia insisted upon +going down to her own house every morning to see that all was right, +guiltily knowing that in her heart she meant to hurry to her beloved books +and piano. To be sure it was cold and cheerless in the empty house. She +dared not make up fires and leave them, and she dared not stay too long +lest the aunts would feel hurt at her absence, but she longed with an +inexpressible longing to be back there by herself, away from that terrible +supervision and able to live her own glad little life and think her own +thoughts untrammeled by primness. + +Sometimes she would curl up in David's big arm-chair and have a good cry, +after which she would take a book and read until the creeping chills down +her spine warned her she must stop. Even then she would run up and down +the hall or take a broom and sweep vigorously to warm herself and then go +to the cold keys and play a sad little tune. All her tunes seemed sad like +a wail while David was gone. + +The other place of refuge was Aunt Clarinda's room. Thither she would +betake herself after supper, to the delight of the old lady. Then the +other two occupants of the house were left to themselves and might unbend +from their rigid surveillance for a little while. Marcia often wondered if +they ever did unbend. + +There was a large padded rocking chair in Aunt Clarinda's room and Marcia +would laughingly take the little old lady in her arms and place her +comfortably in it, after a pleasant struggle on Miss Clarinda's part to +put her guest into it. They had this same little play every evening, and +it seemed to please the old lady mightily. Then when she was conquered she +always sat meekly laughing, a fine pink color in her soft peachy cheek, +the candle light from the high shelf making flickering sparkles in her old +eyes that always seemed young; and she would say: "That's just as David +used to do." + +Then Marcia drew up the little mahogany stool covered with the worsted dog +which Aunt Clarinda had worked when she was ten years old, and snuggling +down at the old lady's feet exclaimed delightedly: "Tell me about it!" and +they settled down to solid comfort. + +There came a letter from David after he had been gone a little over a +week. Marcia had not expected to hear from him. He had said nothing about +writing, and their relations were scarcely such as to make it necessary. +Letters were an expensive luxury in those days. But when the letter was +handed to her, Marcia's heart went pounding against her breast, the color +flew into her cheeks, and she sped away home on feet swift as the wings of +a bird. The postmaster's daughter looked after her, and remarked to her +father: "My, but don't she think a lot of him!" + +Straight to the cold, lonely house she flew, and sitting down in his big +chair read it. + +It was a pleasant letter, beginning formally: "My dear Marcia," and asking +after her health. It brought back a little of the unacquaintedness she had +felt when he was at home, and which had been swept away in part by her +knowledge of his childhood. But it went on quite happily telling all about +his journey and describing minutely the places he had passed through and +the people he had met on the way; detailing every little incident as only +a born writer and observer could do, until she felt as if he were talking +to her. He told her of the men whom he had met who were interested in the +new project. He told of new plans and described minutely his visit to the +foundry at West Point and the machinery he had seen. Marcia read it all +breathlessly, in search of something, she knew not what, that was not +there. When she had finished and found it not, there was a sense of +aloofness, a sad little disappointment which welled up in her throat. She +sat back to think about it. He was having a good time, and he was not +lonely. He had no longing to be back in the house and everything running +as before he had gone. He was out in the big glorious world having to do +with progress, and coming in contact with men who were making history. Of +course he did not dream how lonely she was here, and how she longed, if +for nothing else, just to be back here alone and do as she pleased, and +not to be watched over. If only she might steal Aunt Clarinda and bring +her back to live here with her while David was away! But that was not to +be thought of, of course. By and by she mustered courage to be glad of her +letter, and to read it over once more. + +That night she read the letter to Aunt Clarinda and together they +discussed the great inventions, and the changes that were coming to pass +in the land. Aunt Clarinda was just a little beyond her depth in such a +conversation, but Marcia did most of the talking, and the dear old lady +made an excellent listener, with a pat here, and a "Dearie me! Now you +don't say so!" there, and a "Bless the boy! What great things he does +expect. And I hope he won't be disappointed." + +That letter lasted them for many a day until another came, this time from +Washington, with many descriptions of public men and public doings, and a +word picture of the place which made it appear much like any other place +after all if it was the capitol of the country. And once there was a +sentence which Marcia treasured. It was, "I wish you could be here and see +everything. You would enjoy it I know." + +There came another letter later beginning, "My dear little girl." There +was nothing else in it to make Marcia's heart throb, it was all about his +work, but Marcia carried it many days in her bosom. It gave her a thrill +of delight to think of those words at the beginning. Of course it meant no +more than that he thought of her as a girl, his little sister that was to +have been, but there was a kind of ownership in the words that was sweet +to Marcia's lonely heart. It had come to her that she was always looking +for something that would make her feel that she belonged to David. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXI + + +When David had been in New York about three weeks, he happened one day to +pass the house where Kate Leavenworth was living. + +Kate was standing listlessly by the window looking into the street. She +was cross and felt a great depression settling over her. The flirtation +with Harry Temple had begun to pall upon her. She wanted new worlds to +conquer. She was restless and feverish. There was not excitement enough in +the life she was living. She would like to meet more people, senators and +statesmen--and to have plenty of money to dress as became her beauty, and +be admired publicly. She half wished for the return of her husband, and +meditated making up with him for the sake of going to Washington to have a +good time in society there. What was the use of running away with a naval +officer if one could not have the benefit of it? She had been a fool. Here +she was almost to the last penny, and so many things she wanted. No word +had come from her husband since he sent her the money at sailing. She felt +a bitter resentment toward him for urging her to marry him. If she had +only gone on and married David she would be living a life of ease +now--plenty of money--nothing to do but what she pleased and no anxiety +whatever, for David would have done just what she wanted. + +Then suddenly she looked up and David passed before her! + +He was walking with a tall splendid-looking man, with whom he was engaged +in most earnest conversation, and his look was grave and deeply absorbed. +He did not know of Kate's presence in New York, and passed the house in +utter unconsciousness of the eyes watching him. + +Kate's lips grew white, and her limbs seemed suddenly weak, but she +strained her face against the window to watch the retreating figure of the +man who had almost been her husband. How well she knew the familiar +outline. How fine and handsome he appeared now! Why had she not thought so +before? Were her eyes blind, or had she been under some strange +enchantment? Why had she not known that her happiness lay in the way that +had been marked out for her? Well, at least she knew it now. + +She sat all day by that window and watched. She professed to have no +appetite when pressed to come to the table, though she permitted herself +to languidly consume the bountiful tray of good things that was brought +her, but her eyes were on the street. She was watching to see if David +would pass that way again. But though she watched until the sun went down +and dusk sifted through the streets, she saw no sign nor heard the sound +of his footsteps. Then she hastened up to her room, which faced upon the +street also, and there, wrapped in blankets she sat in the cold frosty +air, waiting and listening. And while she watched she was thinking bitter +feverish thoughts. She heard Harry Temple knock and knew that he was told +that she was not feeling well and had retired early. She watched him pause +on the stoop thoughtfully as if considering what to do with the time thus +unexpectedly thrown upon his hands, then saw him saunter up the street +unconcernedly, and she wondered idly where he would go, and what he would +do. + +It grew late, even for New York. One by one the lights in the houses along +the street went out, and all was quiet. She drew back from the window at +last, weary with excitement and thinking, and lay down on the bed, but she +could not sleep. The window was open and her ears were on the alert, and +by and by there came the distant echo of feet ringing on the pavement. +Some one was coming. She sprang up. She felt sure he was coming. Yes, +there were two men. They were coming back together. She could hear their +voices. She fancied she heard David's long before it was possible to +distinguish any words. She leaned far out of her upper window till she +could discern dim forms under the starlight, and then just as they were +under the window she distinctly heard David say: + +"There is no doubt but we shall win. The right is on our side, and it is +the march of progress. Some of the best men in Congress are with us, and +now that we are to have your influence I do not feel afraid of the issue." + +They had passed by rapidly, like men who had been on a long day's jaunt of +some kind and were hastening home to rest. There was little in the +sentence that Kate could understand. She had no more idea whether the +subject of their discourse was railroads or the last hay crop. The +sentence meant to her but one thing. It showed that David companioned with +the great men of the land, and his position would have given her a +standing that would have been above the one she now occupied. Tears of +defeat ran down her cheeks. She had made a bad mistake and she saw no way +to rectify it. If her husband should die,--and it might be, for the sea was +often treacherous--of course there were all sorts of possibilities,--but +even then there was Marcia! She set her sharp little teeth into her red +lips till the blood came. She could not get over her anger at Marcia. It +would not have been so bad if David had remained her lone lorn lover, +ready to fly to her if others failed. Her self-love was wounded sorely, +and she, poor silly soul, mistook it for love of David. She began to fancy +that after all she had loved him, and that Fate had somehow played her a +mad trick and tied her to a husband she had not wanted. + +Then out of the watchings of the day and the fancies of the night, there +grew a thought--and the thought widened into a plan. She thought of her +intimacy with Harry and her new found power. Might she perhaps exercise it +over others as well as Harry Temple? Might she possibly lead back this man +who had once been her lover, to bow at her feet again and worship her? If +that might be she could bear all the rest. She began to long with intense +craving to see David grovel at her feet, to hear him plead for a kiss from +her, and tell her once more how beautiful she was, and how she fulfilled +all his soul's ideals. She sat by the open window yet with the icy air of +the night blowing upon her, but her cheeks burned red in the darkness, and +her eyes glowed like coals of fire from the tawny framing of her fallen +hair. The blankets slipped away from her throat and still she heeded not +the cold, but sat with hot clenched hands planning with the devil's own +strategy her shameless scheme. + +By and by she lighted a candle and drew her writing materials toward her +to write, but it was long she sat and thought before she finally wrote the +hastily scrawled note, signed and sealed it, and blowing out her candle +lay down to sleep. + +The letter was addressed to David, and it ran thus: + + + "DEAR DAVID:" + + "I have just heard that you are in New York. I am in great + distress and do not know where to turn for help. For the sake of + what we have been to each other in the past will you come to me? + + "Hastily, your loving KATE." + + +She did not know where David was but she felt reasonably sure she could +find out his address in the morning. There was a small boy living next +door who was capable of ferreting out almost anything for money. Kate had +employed him more than once as an amateur detective in cases of minor +importance. So, with a bit of silver and her letter she made her way to +his familiar haunts and explained most carefully that the letter was to be +delivered to no one but the man to whom it was addressed, naming several +stopping places where he might be likely to be found, and hinting that +there was more silver to be forthcoming when he should bring her an answer +to the note. With a minute description of David the keen-eyed urchin set +out, while Kate betook herself to her room to dress for David's coming. +She felt sure he would be found, and confident that he would come at once. + +The icy wind of the night before blowing on her exposed throat and chest +had given her a severe cold, but she paid no heed to that. Her eyes and +cheeks were shining with fever. She knew she was entering upon a dangerous +and unholy way. The excitement of it stimulated her. She felt she did not +care for anything, right or wrong, sin or sorrow, only to win. She wanted +to see David at her feet again. It was the only thing that would satisfy +this insatiable longing in her, this wounded pride of self. + +When she was dressed she stood before the mirror and surveyed herself. She +knew she was beautiful, and she defied the glass to tell her anything +else. She raised her chin in haughty challenge to the unseen David to +resist her charms. She would bring him low before her. She would make him +forget Marcia, and his home and his staid Puritan notions, and all else he +held dear but herself. He should bend and kiss her hand as Harry had done, +only more warmly, for instinctively she felt that his had been the purer +life and therefore his surrender would mean more. He should do whatever +she chose. And her eyes glowed with an unhallowed light. + +She had chosen to array herself regally, in velvet, but in black, without +a touch of color or of white. From her rich frock her slender throat rose +daintily, like a stem upon which nodded the tempting flower of her face. +No enameled complexion could have been more striking in its vivid reds and +whites, and her mass of gold hair made her seem more lovely than she +really was, for in her face was love of self, alluring, but heartless and +cruel. + +The boy found David, as Kate had thought he would, in one of the quieter +hostelries where men of letters were wont to stop when in New York, and +David read the letter and came at once. She had known that he would do +that, too. His heart beat wildly, to the exclusion of all other thoughts +save that she was in trouble, his love, his dear one. He forgot Marcia, +and the young naval officer, and everything but her trouble, and before he +had reached her house the sorrow had grown in his imagination into some +great danger to protect her from which he was hastening. + +She received him alone in the room where Harry Temple had first called, +and a moment later Harry himself came to knock and enquire for the health +of Mistress Leavenworth, and was told she was very much engaged at present +with a gentleman and could not see any one, whereupon Harry scowled, and +set himself at a suitable distance from the house to watch who should come +out. + +David's face was white as death as he entered, his eyes shining like dark +jewels blazing at her as if he would absorb the vision for the lonely +future. She stood and posed,--not by any means the picture of broken sorrow +he had expected to find from her note,--and let the sense of her beauty +reach him. There she stood with the look on her face he had pictured to +himself many a time when he had thought of her as his wife. It was a look +of love unutterable, bewildering, alluring, compelling. It was so he had +thought she would meet him when he came home to her from his daily +business cares. And now she was there, looking that way, and he stood +here, so near her, and yet a great gulf fixed! It was heaven and hell met +together, and he had no power to change either. + +He did not come over to her and bow low to kiss the white hand as Harry +had done,--as she had thought she could compel him to do. He only stood and +looked at her with the pain of an anguish beyond her comprehension, until +the look would have burned through to her heart--if she had had a heart. + +"You are in trouble," he spoke hoarsely, as if murmuring an excuse for +having come. + +She melted at once into the loveliest sorrow, her mobile features taking +on a wan cast only enlivened by the glow of her cheeks. + +"Sit down," she said, "you were so good to come to me, and so soon--" and +her voice was like lily-bells in a quiet church-yard among the +head-stones. She placed him a chair. + +"Yes, I am in trouble. But that is a slight thing compared to my +unhappiness. I think I am the most miserable creature that breathes upon +this earth." + +And with that she dropped into a low chair and hid her glowing face in a +dainty, lace bordered kerchief that suppressed a well-timed sob. + +Kate had wisely calculated how she could reach David's heart. If she had +looked up then and seen his white, drawn look, and the tense grasp of his +hands that only the greatest self-control kept quiet on his knee, perhaps +even her mercilessness would have been softened. But she did not look, and +she felt her part was well taken. She sobbed quietly, and waited, and his +hoarse voice asked once more, as gently as a woman's through his pain: + +"Will you tell me what it is and how I can help you?" He longed to take +her in his arms like a little child and comfort her, but he might not. She +was another's. And perhaps that other had been cruel to her! His clenched +fists showed how terrible was the thought. But still the bowed figure in +its piteous black sobbed and did not reply anything except, "Oh, I am so +unhappy! I cannot bear it any longer." + +"Is--your--your--husband unkind to you?" The words tore themselves from his +tense lips as though they were beyond his control. + +"Oh, no,--not exactly unkind--that is--he was not very nice before he went +away," wailed out a sad voice from behind the linen cambric and lace, "and +he went away without a kind word, and left me hardly any money--and he +hasn't sent me any word since--and fa-father won't have anything to do with +me any more--but--but--it's not that I mind, David. I don't think about those +things at all. I'm so unhappy about you. I feel you do not forgive me, and +I cannot stand it any longer. I have made a fearful mistake, and you are +angry with me--I think about it at night"--the voice was growing lower now, +and the sentences broken by sobs that told better than words what distress +the sufferer would convey. + +"I have been so wicked--and you were so good and kind--and now you will +never forgive me--I think it will kill me to keep on thinking about it--" +her voice trailed off in tears again. + +David white with anguish sprang to his feet. + +"Oh, Kate," he cried, "my darling! Don't talk that way. You know I forgive +you. Look up and tell me you know I forgive you." + +Almost she smiled her triumph beneath her sobs in the little lace border, +but she looked up with real tears on her face. Even her tears obeyed her +will. She was a good actress, also she knew her power over David. + +"Oh, David," she cried, standing up and clasping her hands beseechingly, +"can it be true? Do you really forgive me? Tell me again." + +She came and stood temptingly near to the stern, suffering man wild with +the tumult that raged within him. Her golden head was near his shoulder +where it had rested more than once in time gone by. He looked down at her +from his suffering height his arms folded tightly and said, as though +taking oath before a court of justice: + +"I do." + +She looked up with her pleading blue eyes, like two jewels of light now, +questioning whether she might yet go one step further. Her breath came +quick and soft, he fancied it touched his cheek, though she was not tall +enough for that. She lifted her tear-wet face like a flower after a storm, +and pleaded with her eyes once more, saying in a whisper very soft and +sweet: + +"If you really forgive me, then kiss me, just once, so I may remember it +always." + +It was more than he could bear. He caught her to himself and pressed his +lips upon hers in one frenzied kiss of torture. It was as if wrung from +him against his will. Then suddenly it came upon him what he had done, as +he held her in his arms, and he put her from him gently, as a mother might +put away the precious child she was sacrificing tenderly, agonizingly, but +finally. He put her from him thus and stood a moment looking at her, while +she almost sparkled her pleasure at him through the tears. She felt that +she had won. + +But gradually the silence grew ominous. She perceived he was not smiling. +His mien was like one who looks into an open grave, and gazes for the last +time at all that remains of one who is dear. He did not seem like one who +had yielded a moral point and was ready now to serve her as she would. She +grew uneasy under his gaze. She moved forward and put out her hands +inviting, yielding, as only such a woman could do, and the spell which +bound him seemed to be broken. He fumbled for a moment in his waistcoat +pocket and brought out a large roll of bills which he laid upon the table, +and taking up his hat turned toward the door. A cold wave of weakness +seemed to pass over her, stung here and there by mortal pride that was in +fear of being wounded beyond recovery. + +"Where are you going?" she asked weakly, and her voice sounded to her from +miles away, and strange. + +He turned and looked at her again and she knew the look meant farewell. He +did not speak. Her whole being rose for one more mighty effort. + +"You are not going to leave me--now?" There was angelic sweetness in the +voice, pleading, reproachful, piteous. + +"I must!" he said, and his voice sounded harsh. "I have just done that for +which, were I your husband, I would feel like killing any other man. I +must protect you against yourself,--against myself. You must be kept pure +before God if it kills us both. I would gladly die if that could help you, +but I am not even free to do that, for I belong to another." + +Then he turned and was gone. + +Kate's hands fell to her sides, and seemed stiff and lifeless. The bright +color faded from her cheeks, and a cold frenzy of horror took possession +of her. "Pure before God!" She shuddered at the name, and crimson shame +rolled over forehead and cheek. She sank in a little heap on the floor +with her face buried in the chair beside which she had been standing, and +the waters of humiliation rolled wave on wave above her. She had failed, +and for one brief moment she was seeing her own sinful heart as it was. + +But the devil was there also. He whispered to her now the last sentence +that David had spoken: "I belong to another!" + +Up to that moment Marcia had been a very negative factor in the affair to +Kate's mind. She had been annoyed and angry at her as one whose ignorance +and impertinence had brought her into an affair where she did not belong, +but now she suddenly faced the fact that Marcia must be reckoned with. +Marcia the child, who had for years been her slave and done her bidding, +had arisen in her way, and she hated her with a sudden vindictive hate +that would have killed without flinching if the opportunity had presented +at that moment. Kate had no idea how utterly uncontrolled was her whole +nature. She was at the mercy of any passing passion. Hate and revenge took +possession of her now. With flashing eyes she rose to her feet, brushing +her tumbled hair back and wiping away angry tears. She was too much +agitated to notice that some one had knocked at the front door and been +admitted, and when Harry Temple walked into the room he found her standing +so with hands clenched together, and tears flowing down her cheeks +unchecked. + +Now a woman in tears, when the tears were not caused by his own actions, +was Harry's opportunity. He had ways of comforting which were as +unscrupulous as they generally proved effective, and so with affectionate +tenderness he took Kate's hand and held it impressively, calling her +"dear." He spoke soothing words, smoothed her hair, and kissed her flushed +cheeks and eyes. It was all very pleasant to Kate's hurt pride. She let +Harry comfort her, and pet her a while, and at last he said: + +"Now tell me all about it, dear. I saw Lord Spafford trail dejectedly away +from here looking like death, and I come here and find my lady in a fine +fury. What has happened? If I mistake not the insufferable cad has got +badly hurt, but it seems to have ruffled the lady also." + +This helped. It was something to feel that David was suffering. She wanted +him to suffer. He had brought shame and humiliation upon her. She never +realized that the thing that shamed her was that he thought her better +than she was. + +"He is offensively good. I _hate_ him!" she remarked as a kitten might who +had got hurt at playing with a mouse in a trap. + +The man's face grew bland with satisfaction. + +"Not so good, my lady, but that he has been making love to you, if I +mistake not, and he with a wife at home." The words were said quietly, but +there was more of a question in them than the tone conveyed. The man +wished to have evidence against his enemy. + +Kate colored uneasily and drooped her lashes. + +Harry studied her face keenly, and then went on cautiously: + +"If his wife were not your sister I should say that one might punish him +well through her." + +Kate cast him a hard, scrutinizing look. + +"You have some score against him yourself," she said with conviction. + +"Perhaps I have, my lady. Perhaps I too hate him. He is offensively good, +you know." + +There was silence in the room for a full minute while the devil worked in +both hearts. + +"What did you mean by saying one might punish him through his wife? He +does not love his wife." + +"Are you sure?" + +"Quite sure." + +"Perhaps he loves some one else, my lady." + +"He does." She said it proudly. + +"Perhaps he loves you, my lady." He said it softly like the suggestion +from another world. The lady was silent, but he needed no other answer. + +"Then indeed, the way would be even clearer,--were not his wife your +sister." + +Kate looked at him, a half knowledge of his meaning beginning to dawn in +her eyes. + +"How?" she asked laconically. + +"In case his wife should leave him do you think my lord would hold his +head so high?" + +Kate still looked puzzled. + +"If some one else should win her affection, and should persuade her to +leave a husband who did not love her, and who was bestowing his heart"--he +hesitated an instant and his eye traveled significantly to the roll of +bills still lying where David had left them--"and his gifts," he hazarded, +"upon another woman----" + +Kate grasped the thought at once and an evil glint of eagerness showed in +her eyes. She could see what an advantage it would be to herself to have +Marcia removed from the situation. It would break one more cord of honor +that bound David to a code which was hateful to her now, because its +existence shamed her. Nevertheless, unscrupulous as she was she could not +see how this was a possibility. + +"But she is offensively good too," she said as if answering her own +thoughts. + +"All goodness has its weak spot," sneered the man. "If I mistake not you +have found my lord's. It is possible I might find his wife's." + +The two pairs of eyes met then, filled with evil light. It was as if for +an instant they were permitted to look into the pit, and see the +possibilities of wickedness, and exult in it. The lurid glare of their +thoughts played in their faces. All the passion of hate and revenge rushed +upon Kate in a frenzy. With all her heart she wished this might be. She +looked her co-operation in the plan even before her hard voice answered: + +"You need not stop because she is my sister." + +He felt he had her permission, and he permitted himself a glance of +admiration for the depths to which she could go without being daunted. +Here was evil courage worthy of his teaching. She seemed to him beautiful +enough and daring enough for Satan himself to admire. + +"And may I have the pleasure of knowing that I would by so doing serve my +lady in some wise?" + +She drooped her shameless eyes and murmured guardedly, "Perhaps." Then she +swept him a coquettish glance that meant they understood one another. + +"Then I shall feel well rewarded," he said gallantly, and bowing with more +than his ordinary flattery of look bade her good day and went out. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXII + + +David stumbled blindly out the door and down the street. His one thought +was to get to his room at the tavern and shut the door. He had an +important appointment that morning, but it passed completely from his +mind. He met one or two men whom he knew, but he did not see them, and +passed them swiftly without a glance of recognition. They said one to +another, "How absorbed he is in the great themes of the world!" but David +passed on in his pain and misery and humiliation and never knew they were +near him. + +He went to the room that had been his since he had reached New York, and +fastening the door against all intrusion fell upon his knees beside the +bed, and let the flood-tide of his sorrow roll over him. Not even when +Kate had played him false on his wedding morning had he felt the pain that +now cut into his very soul. For now there was mingled with it the agony of +consciousness of sin. He had sinned against heaven, against honor and +love, and all that was pure and good. He was just like any bad man. He had +yielded to sudden temptation and taken another man's wife in his arms and +kissed her! That the woman had been his by first right, and that he loved +her: that she had invited the kiss, indeed pleaded for it, his sensitive +conscience told him in no wise lessened the offense. He had also caused +her whom he loved to sin. He was a man and knew the world. He should have +shielded her against herself. And yet as he went over and over the whole +painful scene through which he had just passed his soul cried out in agony +and he felt his weakness more and more. He had failed, failed most +miserably. Acted like any coward! + +The humiliation of it was unspeakable. Could any sorrow be like unto his? +Like a knife flashing through the gloom of his own shame would come the +echo of her words as she pleaded with him to kiss her. It was a kiss of +forgiveness she had wanted, and she had put her heart into her eyes and +begged as for her very life. How could he have refused? Then he would +parley with himself for a long time trying to prove to himself that the +kiss and the embrace were justified, that he had done no wrong in God's +sight. And ever after this round of confused arguing he would end with the +terrible conviction that he had sinned. + +Sometimes Marcia's sweet face and troubled eyes would appear to him as he +wrestled all alone, and seemed to be longing to help him, and again would +come the piercing thought that he had harmed this gentle girl also. He had +tangled her into his own spoiled web of life, and been disloyal to her. +She was pure and true and good. She had given up every thing to help him +and he had utterly forgotten her. He had promised to love, cherish, and +protect her! That was another sin. He could not love and cherish her when +his whole heart was another's. Then he thought of Kate's husband, that +treacherous man who had stolen his bride and now gone away and left her +sorrowing--left her without money, penniless in a strange city. Why had he +not been more calm and questioned her before he came away. Perhaps she was +in great need. It comforted him to think he had left her all the money he +had with him. There was enough to keep her from want for a while. And yet, +perhaps he had been wrong to give it to her. He had no right to give it! + +He groaned aloud at the thought of his helplessness to help her +helplessness. Was there not some way he could find out and help her +without doing wrong? + +Over and over he went through the whole dreadful day, until his brain was +weary and his heart failed him. The heavens seemed brass and no answer +came to his cry,--the appeal of a broken soul. It seemed that he could not +get up from his knees, could not go out into the world again and face +life. He had been tried and had failed, and yet though he knew his sin he +felt an intolerable longing to commit it over again. He was frightened at +his own weakness, and with renewed vigor he began to pray for help. It was +like the prayer of Jacob of old, the crying out of a soul that would not +be denied. All day long the struggle continued, and far into the night. At +last a great peace began to settle upon David's soul. Things that had been +confused by his passionate longings grew clear as day. Self dropped away, +and sin, conquered, slunk out of sight. Right and Wrong were once more +clearly defined in his mind. However wrong it might or might not be he was +here in this situation. He had married Marcia and promised to be true to +her. He was doubly cut off from Kate by her own act and by his. That was +his punishment,--and hers. He must not seek to lessen it even for her, for +it was God-sent. Henceforth his path and hers must be apart. If she were +to be helped in any way from whatsoever trouble was hers, it was not +permitted him to be the instrument. He had shown his unfitness for it in +his interview that morning, even if in the eyes of the world it could have +been at all. It was his duty to cut himself off from her forever. He must +not even think of her any more. He must be as true and good to Marcia as +was possible. He must do no more wrong. He must grow strong and suffer. + +The peace that came with conviction brought sleep to his weary mind and +body. + +When he awoke it was almost noon. He remembered the missed appointment of +the day before, and the journey to Washington which he had planned for +that day. With a start of horror he looked at his watch and found he had +but a few hours in which to try to make up for the remissness of yesterday +before the evening coach left for Philadelphia. It was as if some guardian +angel had met his first waking thoughts with business that could not be +delayed and so kept him from going over the painful events of the day +before. He arose and hastened out into the world once more. + +Late in the afternoon he found the man he was to have met the day before, +and succeeded in convincing him that he ought to help the new enterprise. +He was standing on the corner saying the last few words as the two +separated, when Kate drove by in a friend's carriage, surrounded by +parcels. She had been on a shopping tour spending the money that David had +given her, for silks and laces and jewelry, and now she was returning in +high glee with her booty. The carriage passed quite near to David who +stood with his back to the street, and she could see his animated face as +he smiled at the other man, a fine looking man who looked as if he might +be some one of note. The momentary glance did not show the haggard look of +David's face nor the lines that his vigil of the night before had traced +under his eyes, and Kate was angered to see him so unconcerned and +forgetful of his pain of yesterday. Her face darkened with spite, and she +resolved to make him suffer yet, and to the utmost, for the sin of +forgetting her. + +But David was in the way of duty, and he did not see her, for his guardian +angel was hovering close at hand. + + + +As the Fall wore on and the winter set in Harry's letters became less +frequent and less intimate. Hannah was troubled, and after consultation +with her grandmother, to which Miranda listened at the latch hole, duly +reporting quotations to her adored Mrs. Spafford, Hannah decided upon an +immediate trip to the metropolis. + +"Hannah's gone to New York to find out what's become of that nimshi Harry +Temple. She thought she had him fast, an' she's been holdin' him over poor +Lemuel Skinner's head like thet there sword hangin' by a hair I heard the +minister tell about last Sunday, till Lemuel, he don't know but every +minute's gone'll be his last. You mark my words, she'll hev to take poor +Lem after all, an' be glad she's got him, too,--and she's none too good for +him neither. He's ben faithful to her ever since she wore pantalets, an' +she's ben keepin' him off'n on an' hopin' an' tryin' fer somebody bigger. +It would jes' serve her right ef she'd get that fool of a Harry Temple, +but she won't. He's too sharp for that ef he _is_ a fool. He don't want to +tie himself up to no woman's aprun strings. He rather dandle about after +'em all an' say pretty things, an' keep his earnin's fer himself." + +Hannah reached New York the week after David left for Washington. She +wrote beforehand to Harry to let him know she was coming, and made plain +that she expected his attentions exclusively while there, and he smiled +blandly as he read the letter and read her intentions between the lines. +He told Kate a good deal about her that evening when he went to call, told +her how he had heard she was an old flame of David's, and Kate's jealousy +was immediately aroused. She wished to meet Hannah Heath. There was a sort +of triumph in the thought that she had scorned and flung aside the man +whom this woman had "set her cap" for, even though another woman was now +in the place that neither had. Hannah went to visit a cousin in New York +who lived in a quiet part of the city and did not go out much, but for +reasons best known to themselves, both Kate Leavenworth and Harry Temple +elected to see a good deal of her while she was in the city. Harry was +pleasant and attentive, but not more to one woman than to the other. +Hannah, watching him jealously, decided that at least Kate was not her +rival in his affections, and so Hannah and Kate became quite friendly. +Kate had a way of making much of her women friends when she chose, and she +happened to choose in this case, for it occurred to her it would be well +to have a friend in the town where lived her sister and her former lover. +There might be reasons why, sometime. She opened her heart of hearts to +Hannah, and Hannah, quite discreetly, and without wasting much of her +scanty store of love, entered, and the friendship was sealed. They had not +known each other many days before Kate had confided to Hannah the story of +her own marriage and her sister's, embellished of course as she chose. +Hannah, astonished, puzzled, wondering, curious, at the tragedy that had +been enacted at her very home door, became more friendly than ever and +hated more cordially than ever the young and innocent wife who had stepped +into the vacant place and so made her own hopes and ambitions impossible. +She felt that she would like to put down the pert young thing for daring +to be there, and to be pretty, and now she felt she had the secret which +would help her to do so. + +As the visit went on and it became apparent to Hannah Heath that she was +not the one woman in all the world to Harry Temple, she hinted to Kate +that it was likely she would be married soon. She even went so far as to +say that she had come away from home to decide the matter, and that she +had but to say the word and the ceremony would come off. Kate questioned +eagerly, and seeing her opportunity asked if she might come to the +wedding. Hannah, flattered, and seeing a grand opportunity for a wholesale +triumph and revenge, assented with pleasure. Afterward as Hannah had hoped +and intended, Kate carried the news of the impending decision and probable +wedding to the ears of Harry Temple. + +But Hannah's hint had no further effect upon the redoubtable Harry. Two +days later he appeared, smiling, congratulatory, deploring the fact that +she would be lost in a certain sense to his friendship, although he hoped +always to be looked upon as a little more than a friend. + +Hannah covered her mortification under a calm and condescending exterior. +She blushed appropriately, said some sentimental things about hoping their +friendship would not be affected by the change, told him how much she had +enjoyed their correspondence, but gave him to understand that it had been +mere friendship of course from her point of view, and Harry indulgently +allowed her to think that he had hoped for more and was grieved but +consolable over the outcome. + +They waxed a trifle sentimental at the parting, but when Harry was gone, +Hannah wrote a most touching letter to Lemuel Skinner which raised him to +the seventh heaven of delight, causing him to feel that he was treading +upon air as he walked the prosaic streets of his native town where he had +been going about during Hannah's absence like a lost spirit without a +guiding star. + + + "DEAR LEMUEL:" she wrote:-- + + "I am coming home. I wonder if you will be glad? + + +(Artful Hannah, as if she did not know!) + + + "It is very delightful in New York and I have been having a gay + time since I came, and everybody has been most pleasant, but-- + + "'Mid pleasures and palaces though we may roam, + Still, be it ever so humble, there's no place like home. + A charm from the skies seems to hallow it there, + Which, go through the world, you'll not meet with elsewhere. + Home, home, sweet home! + There's no place like home. + + "That is a new song, Lemuel, that everybody here is singing. It is + written by a young American named John Howard Payne who is in + London now acting in a great playhouse. Everybody is wild over + this song. I'll sing it for you when I come home. + + "I shall be at home in time for singing school next week, Lemuel. + I wonder if you'll come to see me at once and welcome me. You + cannot think how glad I shall be to get home again. It seems as + though I had been gone a year at least. Hoping to see you soon, I + remain + + "Always your sincere friend, + + "HANNAH HEATH." + + +And thus did Hannah make smooth her path before her, and very soon after +inditing this epistle she bade good-bye to New York and took her way home +resolved to waste no further time in chasing will-o-the-wisps. + +When Lemuel received that letter he took a good look at himself in the +glass. More than seven years had he served for Hannah, and little hope had +he had of a final reward. He was older by ten years than she, and already +his face began to show it. He examined himself critically, and was pleased +to find with that light of hope in his eyes he was not so bad looking as +he feared. He betook himself to the village tailor forthwith and ordered a +new suit of clothes, though his Sunday best was by no means shiny yet. He +realized that if he did not win now he never would, and he resolved to do +his best. + +On the way home, during all the joltings of the coach over rough roads +Hannah Heath was planning two campaigns, one of love with Lemuel, and one +of hate with Marcia Spafford. She was possessed of knowledge which she +felt would help her in the latter, and often she smiled vindictively as +she laid her neat plans for the destruction of the bride's complacency. + +That night the fire in the Heath parlor burned high and glowed, and the +candles in their silver holders flickered across fair Hannah's face as she +dimpled and smiled and coquetted with poor Lemuel. But Lemuel needed no +pity. He was not afraid of Hannah. Not for nothing had he served his seven +years, and he understood every fancy and foible of her shallow nature. He +knew his time had come at last, and he was getting what he had wanted +long, for Lemuel had admired and loved Hannah in spite of the dance she +had led him, and in spite of the other lovers she had allowed to come +between them. + +Hannah had not been at home many days before she called upon Marcia. + +Marcia had just seated herself at the piano when Hannah appeared to her +from the hall, coming in unannounced through the kitchen door according to +old neighborly fashion. + +Marcia was vexed. She arose from the instrument and led the way to the +little morning room which was sunny and cosy, and bare of music or books. +She did not like to visit with Hannah in the parlor. Somehow her presence +reminded her of the evil face of Harry Temple as he had stooped to kiss +her. + +"You know how to play, too, don't you?" said Hannah as they sat down. +"Your sister plays beautifully. Do you know the new song, 'Home, Sweet +Home?' She plays it with so much feeling and sings it so that one would +think her heart was breaking for her home. You must have been a united +family." Hannah said it with sharp scrutiny in voice and eyes. + +"Sit down, Miss Heath," said Marcia coolly, lowering the yellow shades +that her visitor's eyes might not be troubled by a broad sunbeam. "Did you +have a pleasant time in New York?" + +Hannah could not be sure whether or not the question was an evasion. The +utterly child-like manner of Marcia disarmed suspicion. + +"Oh, delightful, of course. Could any one have anything else in New York?" + +Hannah laughed disagreeably. She realized the limitations of life in a +town. + +"I suppose," said Marcia, her eyes shining with the thought, "that you saw +all the wonderful things of the city. I should enjoy being in New York a +little while. I have heard of so many new things. Were there any ships in +the harbor? I have always wanted to go over a great ship. Did you have +opportunity of seeing one?" + +"Oh, dear me. No!" said Hannah. "I shouldn't have cared in the least for +that. I'm sure I don't know whether there were any ships in or not. I +suppose there were. I saw a lot of sails on the water, but I did not ask +about them. I'm not interested in dirty boats. I liked visiting the shops +best. Your sister took me about everywhere. She is a most charming +creature. You must miss her greatly. You were a sly little thing to cut +her out." + +Marcia's face flamed crimson with anger and amazement. Hannah's dart had +hit the mark, and she was watching keenly to see her victim quiver. + +"I do not understand you," said Marcia with girlish dignity. + +"Oh, now don't pretend to misunderstand. I've heard all about it from +headquarters," she said it archly, laughing. "But then I don't blame you. +David was worth it." Hannah ended with a sigh. If she had ever cared for +any one besides herself that one was David Spafford. + +"I do not understand you," said Marcia again, drawing herself up with all +the Schuyler haughtiness she could master, till she quite resembled her +father. + +"Now, Mrs. Spafford," said the visitor, looking straight into her face and +watching every expression as a cat would watch a mouse, "you don't mean to +tell me your sister was not at one time very intimate with your husband." + +"Mr. Spafford has been intimate in our family for a number of years," said +Marcia proudly, her fighting fire up, "but as for my having 'cut my sister +out' as you call it, you have certainly been misinformed. Excuse me, I +think I will close the kitchen door. It seems to blow in here and make a +draft." + +Marcia left the room with her head up and her fine color well under +control, and when she came back her head was still up and a distant +expression was in her face. Somehow Hannah felt she had not gained much +after all. But Marcia, after Hannah's departure, went up to her cold room +and wept bitter tears on her pillow alone. + + [Illustration: Copyright by C. Klackner + MARCIA PASSED FROM THE OLD STONE CHURCH WITH THE TWO AUNTS.] + + Copyright by C. Klackner + MARCIA PASSED FROM THE OLD STONE CHURCH WITH THE TWO AUNTS. + + +After that first visit Hannah never found the kitchen door unlocked when +she came to make a morning call, but she improved every little opportunity +to torment her gentle victim. She had had a letter from Kate and had +Marcia heard? How often did Kate write her? Did Marcia know how fond Harry +Temple was of Kate? And where was Kate's husband? Would he likely be +ordered home soon? These little annoyances were almost unbearable +sometimes and Marcia had much ado to keep her sweetness of outward +demeanor. + +People looked upon Lemuel with new respect. He had finally won where they +had considered him a fool for years for hanging on. The added respect +brought added self-respect. He took on new manliness. Grandmother Heath +felt that he really was not so bad after all, and perhaps Hannah might as +well have taken him at first. Altogether the Heath family were well +pleased, and preparations began at once for a wedding in the near future. + +And still David lingered, held here and there by a call from first one man +and then another, and by important doings in Congress. He seemed to be +rarely fitted for the work. + +Once he was called back to New York for a day or two, and Harry Temple +happened to see him as he arrived. That night he wrote to Hannah a +friendly letter--Harry was by no means through with Hannah yet--and casually +remarked that he saw David Spafford was in New York again. He supposed now +that Mrs. Leavenworth's evenings would be fully occupied and society would +see little of her while he remained. + +The day after Hannah received that letter was Sunday. + +The weeks had gone by rapidly since David left his home, and now the +spring was coming on. The grass was already green as summer and the willow +tree by the graveyard gate was tender and green like a spring-plume. All +the foliage was out and fluttering its new leaves in the sunshine as +Marcia passed from the old stone church with the two aunts and opened her +little green sunshade. Her motion made David's last letter rustle in her +bosom. It thrilled her with pleasure that not even the presence of Hannah +Heath behind her could cloud. + +However prim and fault-finding the two aunts might be in the seclusion of +their own home, in public no two could have appeared more adoring than +Amelia and Hortense Spafford. They hovered near Marcia and delighted to +show how very close and intimate was the relationship between themselves +and their new and beautiful niece, of whom in their secret hearts they +were prouder than they would have cared to tell. In their best black silks +and their fine lace shawls they walked beside her and talked almost +eagerly, if those two stately beings could have anything to do with a +quality so frivolous as eagerness. They wished it understood that David's +wife was worthy of appreciation and they were more conscious than she of +the many glances of admiration in her direction. + +Hannah Heath encountered some of those admiring glances and saw jealously +for whom they were meant. She hastened to lean forward and greet Marcia, +her spiteful tongue all ready for a stab. + +"Good morning, Mrs. Spafford. Is that husband of yours not home yet? +Really! Why, he's quite deserted you. I call that hard for the first year, +and your honeymoon scarcely over yet." + +"He's been called back to New York again," said Marcia annoyed over the +spiteful little sentences. "He says he may be at home soon, but he cannot +be sure. His business is rather uncertain." + +"New York!" said Hannah, and her voice was annoyingly loud. "What! Not +again! There must be some great attraction there," and then with a meaning +glance, "I suppose your sister is still there!" + +Marcia felt her face crimsoning, and the tears starting from angry eyes. +She felt a sudden impulse to slap Hannah. What if she should! What would +the aunts say? The thought of the tumult she might make roused her sense +of humor and a laugh bubbled up instead of the tears, and Hannah, +watching, cat-like, could only see eyes dancing with fun though the cheeks +were charmingly red. By Hannah's expression Marcia knew she was baffled, +but Marcia could not get away from the disagreeable suggestion that had +been made. + +Yes, David was in New York, and Kate was there. Not for an instant did she +doubt her husband's nobleness. She knew David would be good and true. She +knew little of the world's wickedness, and never thought of any blame, as +other women might, in such a suggestion. But a great jealousy sprang into +being that she never dreamed existed. Kate was there, and he would perhaps +see her, and all his old love and disappointment would be brought to mind +again. Had she, Marcia, been hoping he would forget it? Had she been +claiming something of him in her heart for herself? She could not tell. +She did not know what all this tumult of feeling meant. She longed to get +away and think it over, but the solemn Sunday must be observed. She must +fold away her church things, put on another frock and come down to the +oppressive Sunday dinner, hear Deacon Brown's rheumatism discussed, or +listen to a long comparison of the morning's sermon with one preached +twenty years ago by the minister, now long dead upon the same text. It was +all very hard to keep her mind upon, with these other thoughts rushing +pell-mell through her brain; and when Aunt Amelia asked her to pass the +butter, she handed the sugar-bowl instead. Miss Amelia looked as shocked +as if she had broken the great-grandmother's china teapot. + +Aunt Clarinda claimed her after dinner and carried her off to her room to +talk about David, so that Marcia had no chance to think even then. Miss +Clarinda looked into the sweet shadowed eyes and wondered why the girl +looked so sad. She thought it was because David stayed away so long, and +so she kept her with her all the rest of the day. + +When Marcia went to her room that night she threw herself on her knees +beside the bed and tried to pray. She felt more lonely and heartsick than +she ever felt before in her life. She did not know what the great hunger +in her heart meant. It was terrible to think David had loved Kate. Kate +never loved him in return in the right way. Marcia felt very sure of that. +She wished she might have had the chance in Kate's place, and then all of +a sudden the revelation came to her. She loved David herself with a great +overwhelming love. Not just a love that could come and keep house for him +and save him from the criticisms and comments of others; but with a love +that demanded to be loved in return; a love that was mindful of every dear +lineament of his countenance. The knowledge thrilled through her with a +great sweetness. She did not seem to care for anything else just now, only +to know that she loved David. David could never love her of course, not in +that way, but she would love him. She would try to shut out the thought of +Kate from him forever. + +And so, dreaming, hovering on the edge of all that was bitter and all that +was sweet, she fell asleep with David's letter clasped close over her +heart. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII + + +Marcia had gone down to her own house the next morning very early. She had +hoped for a letter but none had come. Her soul was in torment between her +attempt to keep out of her mind the hateful things Hannah Heath had said, +and reproaching herself for what seemed to her her unseemly feeling toward +David, who loved another and could never love her. It was not a part of +her life-dream to love one who belonged to another. Yet her heart was his +and she was beginning to know that everything belonging to him was dear to +her. She went and sat in his place at the table, she touched with +tenderness the books upon his desk that he had used before he went away, +she went up to his room and laid her lips for one precious daring instant +upon his pillow, and then drew back with wildly beating heart ashamed of +her emotion. She knelt beside his bed and prayed: "Oh, God, I love him, I +love him! I cannot help it!" as if she would apologize for herself, and +then she hugged the thought of her love to herself, feeling its sweet pain +drift through her like some delicious agony. Her love had come through +sorrow to her, and was not as she would have had it could she have chosen. +It brought no ray of happy hope for the future, save just the happiness of +loving in secret, and of doing for the object loved, with no thought of a +returned affection. + +Then she went slowly down the stairs, trying to think how it would seem +when David came back. He had been so long gone that it seemed as if +perhaps he might never return. She felt that it had been no part of the +spirit of her contract with David that she should render to him this wild +sweet love that he had expected Kate to give. He had not wanted it. He had +only wanted a wife in name. + +Then the color would sweep over her face in a crimson drift and leave it +painfully white, and she would glide to the piano like a ghost of her +former self and play some sad sweet strain, and sometimes sing. + +She had no heart for her dear old woods in these days. She had tried it +one day in spring; slipped over the back fence and away through the +ploughed field where the sea of silver oats had surged, and up to the +hillside and the woods; but she was so reminded of David that it only +brought heart aches and tears. She wondered if it was because she was +getting old that the hillside did not seem so joyous now, and she did not +care to look up into the sky just for the pure joy of sky and air and +clouds, nor to listen to the branches whisper to the robins nesting. She +stooped and picked a great handful of spring beauties, but they did not +seem to give her pleasure, and by and by she dropped them from listless +fingers and walked sedately down to the house once more. + +On this morning she did not even care to play. She went into the parlor +and touched a few notes, but her heart was heavy and sad. Life was growing +too complex. + +Last week there had come a letter from Harry Temple. It had startled her +when it arrived. She feared it was some ill-news about David, coming as it +did from New York and being written in a strange hand. + +It had been a plea for forgiveness, representing that the writer had +experienced nothing but deep repentance and sorrow since the time he had +seen her last. He set forth his case in a masterly way, with little +touching facts of his childhood, and lonely upbringing, with no mother to +guide. He told her that her noble action toward him had but made him +revere her the more, and that, in short, she had made a new creature of +him by refusing to return his kiss that day, and leaving him alone with so +severe a rebuke. He felt that if all women were so good and true men would +be a different race, and now he looked up to her as one might look up to +an angel, and he felt he could never be happy again on this earth until he +had her written word of forgiveness. With that he felt he could live a new +life, and she must rest assured that he would never offer other than +reverence to any woman again. He further added that his action had not +intended any insult to her, that he was merely expressing his natural +admiration for a spirit so good and true, and that his soul was innocent +of any intention of evil. With sophistry in the use of which he was an +adept, he closed his epistle, fully clearing himself, and assuring her +that he could have made her understand it that day if she had not left so +suddenly, and he had not been almost immediately called away to the dying +bed of his dear cousin. This contradictory letter had troubled Marcia +greatly. She was keen enough to see that his logic was at fault, and that +the two pages of his letter did not hang together, but one thing was +plain, that he wished her forgiveness. The Bible said that one must +forgive, and surely it was right to let him know that she did, though when +she thought of the fright he had given her it was hard to do. Still, it +was right, and if he was so unhappy, perhaps she had better let him know. +She would rather have waited until David returned to consult him in the +matter, but the letter seemed so insistent that she had finally written a +stiff little note, in formal language, "Mrs. Spafford sends herewith her +full and free forgiveness to Mr. Harry Temple, and promises to think no +more of the matter." + +She would have liked to consult some one. She almost thought of taking +Aunt Clarinda into her confidence, but decided that she might not +understand. So she finally sent off the brief missive, and let her +troubled thoughts wander after it more than once. + +She was standing by the window looking out into the yard perplexing +herself over this again when there came a loud knocking at the front door. +She started, half frightened, for the knock sounded through the empty +house so insistently. It seemed like trouble coming. She felt nervous as +she went down the hall. + +It was only a little urchin, barefoot, and tow-headed. He had ridden an +old mare to the door, and left her nosing at the dusty grass. He brought +her a letter. Again her heart fluttered excitedly. Who could be writing to +her? It was not David. Why did the handwriting look familiar? It could not +be from any one at home. Father? Mother? No, it was no one she knew. She +tore it open, and the boy jumped on his horse and was off down the street +before she realized that he was gone. + + + "DEAR MADAM:" the letter read, + + "I bring you news of your husband, and having met with an accident + I am unable to come further. You will find me at the Green Tavern + two miles out on the corduroy road. As the business is private, + please come alone. + + "A MESSENGER." + + +Marcia trembled so that she sat down on the stairs. A sudden weakness went +over her like a wave, and the hall grew dark around her as though she were +going to faint. But she did not. She was strong and well and had never +fainted in her life. She rallied in a moment and tried to think. Something +had happened to David. Something dreadful, perhaps, and she must go at +once and find out. Still it must be something mysterious, for the man had +said it was private. Of course that meant David would not want it known. +David had intended that the man would come to her and tell her by herself. +She must go. There was nothing else to be done. She must go at once and +get rid of this awful suspense. It was a good day for the message to have +come, for she had brought her lunch expecting to do some spring cleaning. +David had been expected home soon, and she liked to make a bustle of +preparation as if he might come in any day, for it kept up her good cheer. + +Having resolved to go she got up at once, closed the doors and windows, +put on her bonnet and went out down the street toward the old corduroy +road. It frightened her to think what might be at the end of her journey. +Possibly David himself, hurt or dying, and he had sent for her in this way +that she might break the news gently to his aunts. As she walked along she +conjured various forms of trouble that might have come to him. Now and +then she would try to take a cheerful view, saying to herself that David +might have needed more important papers, papers which he would not like +everyone to know about, and had sent by special messenger to her to get +them. Then her face would brighten and her step grow more brisk. But +always would come the dull thud of possibility of something more serious. +Her heart beat so fast sometimes that she was forced to lessen her speed +to get her breath, for though she was going through town, and must +necessarily walk somewhat soberly lest she call attention to herself, she +found that her nerves and imagination were fairly running ahead, and +waiting impatiently for her feet to catch up at every turning place. + +At last she came to the corduroy road--a long stretch of winding way +overlaid with logs which made an unpleasant path. Most of the way was +swampy, and bordered in some places by thick, dark woods. Marcia sped on +from log to log, with a nervous feeling that she must step on each one or +her errand would not be successful. She was not afraid of the loneliness, +only of what might be coming at the end of her journey. + +But suddenly, in the densest part of the wood, she became conscious of +footsteps echoing hers, and a chill laid hold upon her. She turned her +head and there, wildly gesticulating and running after her, was Miranda! + +Annoyed, and impatient to be on her way, and wondering what to do with +Miranda, or what she could possibly want, Marcia stopped to wait for her. + +"I thought--as you was goin' 'long my way"--puffed Miranda, "I'd jes' step +along beside you. You don't mind, do you?" + +Marcia looked troubled. If she should say she did then Miranda would think +it queer and perhaps suspect something. + +She tried to smile and ask how far Miranda was going. + +"Oh, I'm goin' to hunt fer wild strawberries," said the girl nonchalantly +clattering a big tin pail. + +"Isn't it early yet for strawberries?" questioned Marcia. + +"Well, mebbe, an' then ag'in mebbe 'tain't. I know a place I'm goin' to +look anyway. Are you goin' 's fur 's the Green Tavern?" + +Miranda's bright eyes looked her through and through, and Marcia's +truthful ones could not evade. Suddenly as she looked into the girl's +homely face, filled with a kind of blind adoration, her heart yearned for +counsel in this trying situation. She was reminded of Miranda's +helpfulness the time she ran away to the woods, and the care with which +she had guarded the whole matter so that no one ever heard of it. An +impulse came to her to confide in Miranda. She was a girl of sharp common +sense, and would perhaps be able to help with her advice. At least she +could get comfort from merely telling her trouble and anxiety. + +"Miranda," she said, "can you keep a secret?" + +The girl nodded. + +"Well, I'm going to tell you something, just because I am so troubled and +I feel as if it would do me good to tell it." She smiled and Miranda +answered the smile with much satisfaction and no surprise. Miranda had +come for this, though she did not expect her way to be so easy. + +"I'll be mum as an oyster," said Miranda. "You jest tell me anything you +please. You needn't be afraid Hannah Heath'll know a grain about it. +She'n' I are two people. I know when to shut up." + +"Well, Miranda, I'm in great perplexity and anxiety. I've just had a note +from a messenger my husband has sent asking me to come out to that Green +Tavern you were talking about. He was sent to me with some message and has +had an accident so he couldn't come. It kind of frightened me to think +what might be the matter. I'm glad you are going this way because it keeps +me from thinking about it. Are we nearly there? I never went out this road +so far before." + +"It ain't fur," said Miranda as if that were a minor matter. "I'll go +right along in with you, then you needn't feel lonely. I guess likely it's +business. Don't you worry." The tone was reassuring, but Marcia's face +looked troubled. + +"No, I guess that won't do, Miranda, for the note says it is a private +matter and I must come alone. You know Mr. Spafford has matters to write +about that are very important, railroads, and such things, and sometimes +he doesn't care to have any one get hold of his ideas before they appear +in the paper. His enemies might use them to stop the plans of the great +improvements he is writing about." + +"Let me see that note!" demanded Miranda. "Got it with you?" Marcia +hesitated. Perhaps she ought not to show it, and yet there was nothing in +the note but what she had already told the girl, and she felt sure she +would not breathe a word to a living soul after her promise. She handed +Miranda the letter, and they stopped a moment while she slowly spelled it +out. Miranda was no scholar. Marcia watched her face eagerly, as if to +gather a ray of hope from it, but she was puzzled by Miranda's look. A +kind of satisfaction had overspread her homely countenance. + +"Should you think from that that David was hurt--or ill--or--or--killed--or +anything?" She asked the question as if Miranda were a wizard, and hung +anxiously upon her answer. + +"Naw, I don't reckon so!" said Miranda. "Don't you worry. David's all +right somehow. I'll take care o' you. You go 'long up and see what's the +business, an' I'll wait here out o' sight o' the tavern. Likely's not he +might take a notion not to tell you ef he see me come along with you. You +jest go ahead, and I'll be on hand when you get through. If you need me +fer anything you jest holler out 'Randy!' good and loud an' I'll hear you. +Guess I'll set on this log. The tavern's jest round that bend in the road. +Naw, you needn't thank me. This is a real pretty mornin' to set an' rest. +Good-bye." + +Marcia hurried on, glancing back happily at her protector in a calico +sunbonnet seated stolidly on a log with her tin pail beside her. + +Poor stupid Miranda! Of course she could not understand what a comfort it +was to have confided her trouble. Marcia went up to the tavern with almost +a smile on her face, though her heart began to beat wildly as a slatternly +girl led her into a big room at the right of the hall. + +As Marcia disappeared behind the bend in the road, Miranda stealthily +stole along the edge of the woods, till she stood hidden behind a clump of +alders where she could peer out and watch Marcia until she reached the +tavern and passed safely by the row of lounging, smoking men, and on into +the doorway. Then Miranda waited just an instant to look in all +directions, and sped across the road, mounting the fence and on through +two meadows, and the barnyard to the kitchen door of the tavern. + +"Mornin'! Mis' Green," she said to the slovenly looking woman who sat by +the table peeling potatoes. "Mind givin' me a drink o' water? I'm terrible +thirsty, and seemed like I couldn't find the spring. Didn't thare used to +be a spring 'tween here'n town?" + +"Goodness sakes! Randy! Where'd you come from? Water! Jes' help yourself. +There's the bucket jes' from the spring five minutes since, an' there's +the gourd hanging up on the wall. I can't get up, I'm that busy. Twelve to +dinner to-day, an' only me to do the cookin'. 'Melia she's got to be +upstairs helpin' at the bar." + +"Who all you got here?" questioned Miranda as she took a draught from the +old gourd. + +"Well, got a gentleman from New York fur one. He's real pretty. Quite a +beau. His clo'es are that nice you'd think he was goin' to court. He's +that particular 'bout his eatin' I feel flustered. Nothin' would do but he +hed to hev a downstairs room. He said he didn't like goin' upstairs. He +don't look sickly, neither." + +"Mebbe he's had a accident an' lamed himself," suggested Miranda +cunningly. "Heard o' any accidents? How'd he come? Coach or horseback?" + +"Coach," said Mrs. Green. "Why do you ask? Got any friends in New York?" + +"Not many," responded Miranda importantly, "but my cousin Hannah Heath +has. You know she's ben up there for a spell visitin' an' they say there +was lots of gentlemen in love with her. There's one in particular used to +come round a good deal. It might be him come round to see ef it's true +Hannah's goin' to get married to Lem Skinner. Know what this fellow's name +is?" + +"You don't say! Well now it might be. No, I don't rightly remember his +name. Seems though it was something like Church er Chapel. 'Melia could +tell ye, but she's busy." + +"Where's he at? Mebbe I could get a glimpse o' him. I'd jest like to know +ef he was comin' to bother our Hannah." + +"Well now. Mebbe you could get a sight o' him. There's a cupboard between +his room an' the room back. It has a door both sides. Mebbe ef you was to +slip in there you might see him through the latch hole. I ain't usin' that +back room fer anythin' but a store-room this spring, so look out you don't +stumble over nothin' when you go in fer it's dark as a pocket. You go +right 'long in. I reckon you'll find the way. Yes, it's on the right hand +side o' the hall. I've got to set here an' finish these potatoes er +dinner'll be late. I'd like to know real well ef he's one o' Hannah +Heath's beaux." + +Miranda needed no second bidding. She slipped through the hall and store +room, and in a moment stood before the door of the closet. Softly she +opened it, and stepped in, lifting her feet cautiously, for the closet +floor seemed full of old boots and shoes. + +It was dark in there, very dark, and only one slat of light stabbed the +blackness coming through the irregular shape of the latch hole. She could +hear voices in low tones speaking on the other side of the door. Gradually +her eyes grew accustomed to the light and one by one objects came out of +the shadows and looked at her. A white pitcher with a broken nose, a row +of bottles, a bunch of seed corn with the husks braided together and hung +on a nail, an old coat on another nail. + +Down on her knees beside the crack of light went Miranda. First her eye +and then her ear were applied to the small aperture. She could see nothing +but a table directly in front of the door about a foot away on which were +quills, paper, and a large horn inkstand filled with ink. Some one +evidently had been writing, for a page was half done, and the pen was laid +down beside a word. + +The limits of the latch hole made it impossible for Miranda to make out +any more. She applied her ear and could hear a man's voice talking in low +insinuating tones, but she could make little of what was said. It drove +her fairly frantic to think that she was losing time. Miranda had no mind +to be balked in her purpose. She meant to find out who was in that room +and what was going on. She felt a righteous interest in it. + +Her eyes could see quite plainly now in the dark closet. There was a big +button on the door. She no sooner discovered it than she put up her hand +and tried to turn it. It was tight and made a slight squeak in turning. +She stopped but the noise seemed to have no effect upon the evenly +modulated tones inside. Cautiously she moved the button again, holding the +latch firmly in her other hand lest the door should suddenly fly open. It +was an exciting moment when at last the button was turned entirely away +from the door frame and the lifted latch swung free in Miranda's hand. The +door opened outward. If it were allowed to go it would probably strike +against the table. Miranda only allowed it to open a crack. She could hear +words now, and the voice reminded her of something unpleasant. The least +little bit more she dared open the door, and she could see, as she had +expected, Marcia's bonnet and shoulder cape as she sat at the other side +of the room. This then was the room of the messenger who had sent for Mrs. +Spafford so peremptorily. The next thing was to discover the identity of +the messenger. Miranda had suspicions. + +The night before she had seen a man lurking near the Spafford house when +she went out in the garden to feed the chickens. She had watched him from +behind the lilac bush, and when he had finally gone away she had followed +him some distance until he turned into the old corduroy road and was lost +in the gathering dusk. The man she had seen before, and had reason to +suspect. It was not for nothing that she had braved her grandmother and +gone hunting wild strawberries out of season. + +With the caution of a creature of the forest Miranda opened the door an +inch further, and applied her eye to the latch hole again. The man's head +was in full range of her eye then, and her suspicion proved true. + +When Marcia entered the big room and the heavy oak door closed behind her +her heart seemed almost choking her, but she tried with all her might to +be calm. She was to know the worst now. + +On the other side of the room in a large arm-chair, with his feet extended +on another and covered by a travelling shawl, reclined a man. Marcia went +toward him eagerly, and then stopped: + +"Mr. Temple!" There was horror, fear, reproach in the way she spoke it. + +"I know you are astonished, Mrs. Spafford, that the messenger should be +one so unworthy, and let me say at the beginning that I am more thankful +than I can express that your letter of forgiveness reached me before I was +obliged to start on my sorrowful commission. I beg you will sit down and +be as comfortable as you can while I explain further. Pardon my not +rising. I have met with a bad sprain caused by falling from my horse on +the way, and was barely able to reach this stopping place. My ankle is +swollen so badly that I cannot step upon my foot." + +Marcia, with white face, moved to the chair he indicated near him, and sat +down. The one thought his speech had conveyed to her had come through +those words "my sorrowful commission." She felt the need of sitting down, +for her limbs would no longer bear her up, and she felt she must +immediately know what was the matter. + +"Mrs. Spafford, may I ask you once more to speak your forgiveness? Before +I begin to tell you what I have come for, I long to hear you say the words +'I forgive you.' Will you give me your hand and say them?" + +"Mr. Temple, I beg you will tell me what is the matter. Do not think any +further about that other matter. I meant what I said in the note. Tell me +quick! Is my husband--has anything happened to Mr. Spafford? Is he ill? Is +he hurt?" + +"My poor child! How can I bear to tell you? It seems terrible to put your +love and trust upon another human being and then suddenly find---- But wait. +Let me tell the story in my own way. No, your husband is not hurt, +physically. Illness, and death even, are not the worst things that can +happen to a mortal soul. It seems to me cruel, as I see you sit there so +young and tender and beautiful, that I should have to hurt you by what I +have to say. I come from the purest of motives to tell you a sad truth +about one who should be nearest and dearest to you of all the earth. I beg +you will look upon me kindly and believe that it hurts me to have to tell +you these things. Before I begin I pray you will tell me that you forgive +me for all I have to say. Put your hand in mine and say so." + +Marcia had listened to this torrent of words unable to stop them, a +choking sensation in her throat, fear gripping her heart. Some terrible +thing had happened. Her senses refused to name the possibility. Would he +never tell? What ailed the man that he wanted her hand in forgiveness? Of +course she forgave him. She could not speak, and he kept urging. + +"I cannot talk until I have your hand as a pledge that you will forgive me +and think not unkindly of me for what I am about to tell you." + +He must have seen how powerfully he wrought upon her, for he continued +until wild with frantic fear she stumbled toward him and laid her hand in +his. He grasped it and thanked her profusely. He looked at the little cold +hand in his own, and his lying tongue went on: + +"Mrs. Spafford, you are good and true. You have saved me from a life of +uselessness, and your example and high noble character have given me new +inspiration. It seems a poor gratitude that would turn and stab you to the +heart. Ah! I cannot do it, and yet I must." + +This was torture indeed! Marcia drew her hand sharply away and held it to +her heart. She felt her brain reeling with the strain. Harry Temple saw he +must go on at once or he would lose what he had gained. He had meant to +keep that little hand and touch it gently with a comforting pressure as +his story went on, but it would not do to frighten her or she might take +sudden alarm. + +"Sit down," he begged, reaching out and drawing a chair near to his own, +but she stepped back and dropped into the one which she had first taken. + +"You know your husband has been in New York?" he began. She nodded. She +could not speak. + +"Did you never suspect why he is there and why he stays so long?" A cold +vise gripped Marcia's heart, but though she turned white she said nothing, +only looked steadily into the false eyes that glowed and burned at her +like two hateful coals of fire that would scorch her soul and David's to a +horrid death. + +"Poor child, you cannot answer. You have trusted perfectly. You thought he +was there on business connected with his writing, but did it never occur +to you what a very long time he has been away and that--that there might be +some other reason also which he has not told? But you must know it now, my +child. I am sorry to say it, but he has been keeping it from you, and +those who love you think you ought to know. Let me explain. Very soon +after he reached New York he met a lady whom he used to know and admire. +She is a very beautiful woman, and though she is married is still much +sought after. Your husband, like the rest of her admirers, soon lost his +heart completely, and his head. Strange that he could so easily forget the +pearl of women he had left behind! He went to see her. He showed his +affection for her in every possible way. He gave her large sums of money. +In fact, to make a long story short, he is lingering in New York just to +be near her. I hesitate to speak the whole truth, but he has surely done +that which you cannot forgive. You with your lofty ideas--Mrs. Spafford--he +has cut himself off from any right to your respect or love. + +"And now I am here to-day to offer to do all in my power to help you. From +what I know of your husband's movements, he is likely to return to you +soon. You cannot meet him knowing that the lips that will salute you have +been pressed upon the lips of another woman, and that woman _your own +sister_, dear Mrs. Spafford! + +"Ah! Now you understand, poor child. Your lips quiver! You have reason to +understand. I know, I know you cannot think what to do. Let me think for +you." His eyes were glowing and his face animated. He was using all his +persuasive power, and her gaze was fixed upon him as though he had +mesmerized her. She could not resist the flood-tide of his eloquence. She +could only look on and seem to be gradually turning to stone--frozen with +horror. + +He felt he had almost won, and with demoniacal skill he phrased his +sentences. + +"I am here for that purpose. I am here to help you and for no other +reason. In the stable are horses harnessed and a comfortable carriage. My +advice to you is to fly from here as fast as these fleet horses can carry +you. Where you go is for you to say. I should advise going to your +father's house. That I am sure is what will please him best. He is your +natural refuge at such a time as this. If, however, you shrink from +appearing before the eyes of the village gossips in your native town, I +will take you to the home of a dear old friend of mine, hidden among the +quiet hills, where you will be cared for most royally and tenderly for my +sake, and where you can work out your life problem in the way that seems +best to you. It is there that I am planning to take you to-night. We can +easily reach there before evening if we start at once." + +Marcia started to her feet in horror. + +"What do you mean?" she stammered in a choking voice. "I could never go +anywhere with you Mr. Temple. You are a bad man! You have been telling me +lies! I do not believe one word of what you have said. My husband is noble +and good. If he did any of those things you say he did he had a reason for +it. I shall never distrust him." + +Marcia's head was up grandly now and her voice had come back. She looked +the man in the eye until he quailed, but still he sought to hold his power +over her. + +"You poor child!" and his voice was gentleness and forbearance itself. "I +do not wonder in your first horror and surprise that you feel as you do. I +anticipated this. Sit down and calm yourself and let me tell you more +about it. I can prove everything that I have said. I have letters here----" +and he swept his hand toward a pile of letters lying on the table; Miranda +in the closet marked well the position of those letters. "All that I have +said is only too true, I am sorry to say, and you must listen to me----" + +Marcia interrupted him, her eyes blazing, her face excited: "Mr. Temple, I +shall not listen to another word you say. You are a wicked man and I was +wrong to come here at all. You deceived me or I should not have come. I +must go home at once." With that she started toward the door. + +Harry Temple flung aside the shawl that covered his sometime sprained +ankle and arose quickly, placing himself before her, forgetful of his +invalid rôle: + +"Not so fast, my pretty lady," he said, grasping her wrists fiercely in +both his hands. "You need not think to escape so easily. You shall not +leave this room except in my company. Do you not know that you are in my +power? You have spent nearly an hour alone in my bedchamber, and what will +your precious husband have to do with you after this is known?" + + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV + + +Miranda's time had come. She had seen it coming and was prepared. + +With a movement like a flash she pushed open the closet door, seized the +pot of ink from the table, and before the two excited occupants of the +room had time to even hear her or realize that she was near, she hurled +the ink pot full into the insolent face of Harry Temple. The inkstand +itself was a light affair of horn and inflicted only a slight wound, but +the ink came into his eyes in a deluge blinding him completely, as Miranda +had meant it should do. She had seen no other weapon of defense at hand. + +Harry Temple dropped Marcia's wrists and groaned in pain, staggering back +against the wall and sinking to the floor. But Miranda would not stay to +see the effect of her punishment. She seized the frightened Marcia, +dragged her toward the cupboard door, sweeping as she passed the pile of +letters, finished and unfinished, into her apron, and closed the cupboard +doors carefully behind her. Then she guided Marcia through the dark mazes +of the store room to the hall, and pushing her toward the front door, +whispered: "Go quick 'fore he gets his eyes open. I've got to go this way. +Run down the road fast as you can an' I'll be at the meetin' place first. +Hurry, quick!" + +Marcia went with feet that shook so that every step seemed like to slip, +but with beating heart she finally traversed the length of the piazza with +a show of dignity, passed the loungers, and was out in the road. Then +indeed she took courage and fairly flew. + +Miranda, breathless, but triumphant, went back into the kitchen: "I guess +'tain't him after all," she said to the interested woman who was putting +on the potatoes to boil. "He's real interesting to look at though. I'd +like to stop and watch him longer but I must be goin'. I come out to hunt +fer"--Miranda hesitated for a suitable object before this country-bred +woman who well knew that strawberries were not ripe yet--"wintergreens fer +Grandma," she added cheerfully, not quite sure whether they grew around +these parts, "and I must be in a hurry. Good-bye! Thank you fer the +drink." + +Miranda whizzed out of the door breezily, calling a good morning to one of +the hostlers as she passed the barnyard, and was off through the meadows +and over the fence like a bird, the package of letters rustling loud in +her bosom where she had tucked them before she entered the kitchen. + +Neither of the two girls spoke for some minutes after they met, but +continued their rapid gait, until the end of the corduroy road was in +sight and they felt comparatively safe. + +"Wal, that feller certainly ought to be strung up an' walluped, now, fer +sure," remarked Miranda, "an I'd like to help at the wallupin'." + +Marcia's overstrung nerves suddenly dissolved into hysterical laughter. +The contrast from the tragic to the ridiculous was too much for her. She +laughed until the tears rolled down her cheeks, and then she cried in +earnest. Miranda stopped and put her arms about her as gently as a mother +might have done, and smoothed her hair back from the hot cheek, speaking +tenderly: + +"There now, you poor pretty little flower. Jest you cry 's hard 's you +want to. I know how good it makes you feel to cry. I've done it many a +time up garret where nobody couldn't hear me. That old Satan, he won't +trouble you fer a good long spell again. When he gets his evil eyes open, +if he ever does, he'll be glad to get out o' these parts or I miss my +guess. Now don't you worry no more. He can't hurt you one mite. An' don't +you think a thing about what he said. He's a great big liar, that's what +he is." + +"Miranda, you saved me. Yes, you did. I never can thank you enough. If you +hadn't come and helped me something awful might have happened!" Marcia +shuddered and began to sob convulsively again. + +"Nonsense!" said Miranda, pleased. "I didn't do a thing worth mentioning. +Now you jest wipe your eyes and chirk up. We've got to go through town an' +you don't want folks to wonder what's up." + +Miranda led Marcia up to the spring whose location had been known to her +all the time of course, and Marcia bathed her eyes and was soon looking +more like herself, though there was a nervous tremor to her lips now and +then. But her companion talked gaily, and tried to keep her mind from +going over the events of the morning. + +When they reached the village Miranda suggested they go home by the back +street, slipping through a field of spring wheat and climbing the garden +fence. She had a mind to keep out of her grandmother's sight for a while +longer. + +"I might's well be hung for a sheep's a lamb," she remarked, as she slid +in at Marcia's kitchen door in the shadow of the morning-glory vines. "I'm +goin' to stay here a spell an' get you some dinner while you go upstairs +an' lie down. You don't need to go back to your aunt's till near night, +an' you can wait till dusk an' I'll go with you. Then you needn't be out +alone at all. I know how you feel, but I don't believe you need worry. +He'll be done with you now forever, er I'll miss my guess. Now you go lie +down till I make a cup o' tea." + +Marcia was glad to be alone, and soon fell asleep, worn out with the +excitement, her brain too weary to go over the awful occurrences of the +morning. That would come later. Now her body demanded rest. + +Miranda, coming upstairs with the tea, tiptoed in and looked at her,--one +round arm thrown over her head, and her smooth peachy cheek resting +against it. Miranda, homely, and with no hope of ever attaining any of the +beautiful things of life, loved unselfishly this girl who had what she had +not, and longed with all her heart to comfort and protect the sweet young +thing who seemed so ill-prepared to protect herself. She stooped over the +sleeper for one yearning moment, and touched her hair lightly with her +lips. She felt a great desire to kiss the soft round cheek, but was afraid +of wakening her. Then she took the cup of tea and tiptoed out again, her +eyes shining with satisfaction. She had a self-imposed task before her, +and was well pleased that Marcia slept, for it gave her plenty of +opportunity to carry out her plans. + +She went quickly to David's library, opened drawers and doors in the desk +until she found writing materials, and sat down to work. She had a letter +to write, and a letter, to Miranda, was the achievement of a lifetime. She +did not much expect to ever have to write another. She plunged into her +subject at once. + + + "DEAR MR. DAVID:" (she was afraid that sounded a little stiff, but + she felt it was almost too familiar to say "David" as he was + always called.) + + "I ain't much on letters, but this one has got to be writ. + Something happened and somebody's got to tell you about it. I'm + most sure she wont, and nobody else knows cept me. + + "Last night 'bout dark I went out to feed the chickens, an' I see + that nimshi Harry Temple skulkin round your house. It was all dark + there, an he walked in the side gate and tried to peek in the + winders, only the shades was down an he couldn't see a thing. I + thought he was up to some mischief so I followed him down the + street a piece till he turned down the old corduroy road. It was + dark by then an I come home, but I was on the watchout this + morning, and after Mis' Spafford come down to the house I heard a + horse gallopin by an I looked out an saw a boy get off an take a + letter to the door an ride away, an pretty soon all in a hurry + your wife come out tyin her bonnet and hurryin along lookin + scared. I grabbed my sunbonnet an clipped after her, but she went + so fast I didn't get up to her till she got on the old corduroy + road. She was awful scared lookin an she didn't want me much I + see, but pretty soon she up an told me she had a note sayin there + was a messenger with news from you out to the old Green Tavern. He + had a accident an couldn't come no further. He wanted her to come + alone cause the business was private, so I stayed down by the turn + of the road till she got in an then I went cross lots an round to + the kitchen an called on Mis' Green a spell. She was tellin me + about her boarders an I told her I thought mebbe one of em was a + friend o' Hannah Heath's so she said I might peek through the key + hole of the cubberd an see. She was busy so I went alone. + + "Well sir, I jest wish you'd been there. That lying nimshi was + jest goin on the sweetest, as respectful an nice a thankin your + wife fer comin, an excusin himself fer sendin fer her, and sayin + he couldn't bear to tell her what he'd come fer, an pretty soon + when she was scared 's death he up an told her a awful fib bout + you an a woman called Kate, whoever she is, an he jest poured the + words out fast so she couldn't speak, an he said things about you + he shouldn't uv, an you could see he was makin it up as he went + along, an he said he had proof. So he pointed at a pile of letters + on the table an I eyed em good through the hole in the door. + Pretty soon he ups and perposes that he carry her off in a + carriage he has all ready, and takes her to a friend of his, so + she wont be here when you come home, cause you're so bad, and she + gets up looking like she wanted to scream only she didn't dare, + and she says he dont tell the truth, it wasn't so any of it, and + if it was it was all right anyway, that you had some reason, an + she wouldn't go a step with him anywhere. An then he forgets all + about the lame ankle he had kept covered up on a chair pertendin + it was hurt fallin off his horse when the coach brought him all + the way fer I asked Mis' Green--and he ketches her by the wrists, + and he says she can't go without him, and she needn't be in such a + hurry fer you wouldn't have no more to do with her anyway after + her being shut up there with him so long, an then she looked jest + like she was going to faint, an I bust out through the door an + ketched up the ink pot, it want heavy enough to kill him, an I + slung it at him, an the ink went square in his eyes, an we slipped + through the closet an got away quick fore anybody knew a thing. + + "I brought all the letters along so here they be. I havn't read a + one, cause I thought mebbe you'd ruther not. She aint seen em + neither. She dont know I've got em. I hid em in my dress. She's + all wore out with cryin and hurryin, and being scared, so she's + upstairs now asleep, an she dont know I'm writing. I'm goin to + send this off fore she knows, fer I think she wouldn't tell you + fear of worryin you. I'll look after her es well's I can till you + get back, but I think that feller ought to be strung up. But + you'll know what to do, so no more at present from your obedient + servent, + + "MIRANDA GRISCOM." + + +Having at last succeeded in sealing her packet to her satisfaction and the +diminishing of the stick of sealing wax she had found in the drawer, +Miranda slid out the front door, and by a detour went to David Spafford's +office. + +"Good afternoon, Mr. Clark," she said to the clerk importantly. "Grandma +sends her respecks and wants to know ef you'd be so kind as to back this +letter fer her to Mr. David Spafford. She's writin' to him on business an' +she don't rightly know his street an' number in New York." + +Mr. Clark willingly wrote the address, and Miranda took it to the post +office, and sped back to Marcia, happy in the accomplishment of her +purpose. + + + +In the same mail bag that brought Miranda's package came a letter from +Aunt Clarinda. David's face lit up with a pleased smile. Her letters were +so infrequent that they were a rare pleasure. He put aside the thick +package written in his clerk's hand. It was doubtless some business papers +and could wait. + +Aunt Clarinda wrote in a fine old script that in spite of her eighty years +was clear and legible. She told about the beauty of the weather, and how +Amelia and Hortense were almost done with the house cleaning, and how +Marcia had been going to their house every day putting it in order. Then +she added a paragraph which David, knowing the old lady well, understood +to be the _raison d'être_ of the whole letter: + +"I think your wife misses you very much, Davie, she looks sort of peeked +and sad. It is hard on her being separated from you so long this first +year. Men don't think of those things, but it is lonely for a young thing +like her here with three old women, and you know Hortense and Amelia never +try to make it lively for anybody. I have been watching her, and I think +if I were you I would let the business finish itself up as soon as +possible and hurry back to put a bit of cheer into that child. She's +whiter than she ought to be." + +David read it over three times in astonishment with growing, mingled +feelings which he could not quite analyze. + +Poor Aunt Clarinda! Of course she did not understand the situation, and +equally of course she was mistaken. Marcia was not sighing for him, though +it might be dull for her at the old house. He ought to have thought of +that; and a great burden suddenly settled down upon him. He was not doing +right by Marcia. It could not be himself of course that Marcia was +missing, if indeed Aunt Clarinda was right and she was worried about +anything. Perhaps something had occurred to trouble her. Could that snake +of a Temple have turned up again? No, he felt reasonably sure he would +have heard of that, besides he saw him not long ago on the street at a +distance. Could it be some boy-lover at home whose memory came to trouble +her? Or had she discovered what a sacrifice she had made of her young +life? Whatever it was, it was careless and cruel in him to have left her +alone with his aunts all this time. He was a selfish man, he told himself, +to have accepted her quiet little sacrifice of all for him. He read the +letter over again, and suddenly there came to him a wish that Marcia _was_ +missing him. It seemed a pleasant thought to have her care. He had been +trying to train himself to the fact that no one would ever care for him +again, but now it seemed dear and desirable that his sweet young companion +should like to have him back. He had a vision of home as it had been, so +pleasant and restful, always the food that he liked, always the thought +for his wishes, and he felt condemned. He had not noticed or cared. Had +she thought him ungrateful? + +He read the letter over again, noting every mention of his wife in the +account of the daily living at home. He was searching for some clue that +would give him more information about her. And when he reached the last +paragraph about missing him, a little tingle of pleasure shot through him +at the thought. He did not understand it. After all she was his, and if it +was possible he must help to make up to her for what she had lost in +giving herself to him. If the thought of doing so brought a sense of +satisfaction to him that was unexpected, he was not to blame in any wise. + +Since his interview with Kate, and the terrible night of agony through +which he had passed, David had plunged into his business with all his +might. Whenever a thought of Kate came he banished it if possible, and if +it would not go he got out his writing materials and went to work at an +article, to absorb his mind. He had several times arisen in the night to +write because he could not sleep, and must think. + +When he was obliged to be in New York he had steadily kept away from the +house where Kate lived, and never walked through the streets without +occupying his mind as fully as possible so that he should not chance to +see her. In this way his sorrow was growing old without having been worn +out, and he was really regaining a large amount of his former happiness +and interest in life. Not so often now did the vision of Kate come to +trouble him. He thought she was still his one ideal of womanly beauty and +grace and perfection of course, and always would be, but she was not for +him to think upon any more. A strong true man he was growing, out of his +sorrow. And now when the thought of Marcia came to him with a certain +sweetness he could be glad that it was so, and not resent it. Of course no +one could ever take the place of Kate, that was impossible. + +So reflecting, with a pleasant smile upon his face, he opened Miranda's +epistle. + +Puzzled and surprised he began to read the strange chirography, and as he +read his face darkened and he drew his brows in a heavy frown. "The +scoundrel!" he muttered as he turned the sheet. Then as he went on his +look grew anxious. He scanned the page quickly as if he would gather the +meaning from the crooked ill-spelled words without taking them one by one. +But he had to go slowly, for Miranda had not written with as much +plainness as haste. He fairly held his breath when he thought of the +gentle girl in the hands of the unscrupulous man of the world. A terrible +fear gripped his heart, Marcia, little Marcia, so sweet and pure and good. +A vision of her face as she lay asleep in the woods came between him and +the paper. Why had he left her unprotected all these months? Fool that he +was! She was worth more than all the railroads put together. As if his own +life was in the balance, he read on, growing sick with horror. Poor child! +what had she thought? And how had his own sin and weakness been found out, +or was it merely Harry Temple's wicked heart that had evolved these +stories? The letter smote him with terrible accusation, and all at once it +was fearful to him to think that Marcia had heard such things about him. +When he came to her trust in him he groaned aloud and buried his face in +the letter, and then raised it quickly to read to the end. + +When he had finished he rose with sudden determination to pack his +carpet-bag and go home at once. Marcia needed him, and he felt a strong +desire to be near her, to see her and know she was safe. It was +overwhelming. He had not known he could ever feel strongly again. He must +confess his own weakness of course, and he would. She should know all and +know that she might trust his after all. + +But the motion of rising had sent the other papers to the floor, and in +falling the bundle of letters that Miranda had enclosed, scattered about +him. He stooped to pick them up and saw his own name written in Kate's +handwriting. Old association held him, and wondering, fearful, not wholly +glad to see it, he picked up the letter. It was an epistle of Kate's, +written in intimate style to Harry Temple and speaking of himself in terms +of the utmost contempt. She even stooped to detail to Harry an account of +her own triumph on that miserable morning when he had taken her in his +arms and kissed her. There were expressions in the letter that showed her +own wicked heart, as nothing else could ever have done, to David. As he +read, his soul growing sick within him,--read one letter after another, and +saw how she had plotted with this bad man to wreck the life of her young +sister for her own triumph and revenge,--the beautiful woman whom he had +loved, and whom he had thought beautiful within as well as without, +crumbled into dust before him. When he looked up at last with white face +and firmly set lips, he found that his soul was free forever from the +fetters that had bound him to her. + +He went to the fireplace and laid the pile of letters among the embers, +blowing them into a blaze, and watched them until they were eaten up by +the fire and nothing remained but dead grey ashes. The thought came to him +that that was like his old love. It was burnt out. There had not been the +right kind of fuel to feed it. Kate was worthless, but his own self was +alive, and please God he would yet see better days. He would go home at +once to the child wife who needed him, and whom now he might love as she +should be loved. The thought became wondrously sweet to him as he rapidly +threw the things into his travelling bag and went about arrangements for +his trip home. He determined that if he ever came to New York again Marcia +should come with him. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXV + + +Marcia hurried down to her own house early one morning. The phantoms of +her experiences in the old Green Tavern were pursuing her. + +Once there she could do nothing but go over and over the dreadful things +that Harry Temple had said. In vain did she try to work. She went into the +library and took up a book, but her mind would wander to David. + +She sat down at the piano and played a few tender chords and sang an old +Italian song which somebody had left at their house several years before: + + "Dearest, believe, + When e'er we part: + Lonely I grieve, + In my sad heart:--" + +With a sob her head dropped upon her hands in one sad little crash of +wailing tones, while the sound died away in reverberation after +reverberation of the strings till Marcia felt as if a sea of sound were +about her in soft ebbing, flowing waves. + +The sound covered the lifting of the side door latch and the quiet step of +a foot. Marcia was absorbed in her own thoughts. Her smothered sobs were +mingling with the dying sounds of the music, still audible to her fine +ear. + +David had come by instinct to his own home first. He felt that Marcia +would be there, and now that he was come and the morning sun flooded +everything and made home look so good he felt that he must find her first +of all before his relationship with home had been re-established. He +passed through kitchen, dining room and hall, and by the closed parlor +door. He never thought of her being in there with the door closed. He +glanced into the library and saw the book lying in his chair as she had +left it, and it gave a touch of her presence which pleased him. He went +softly toward the stairs thinking to find her. He had stopped at a shop +the last thing and bought a beautiful creamy shawl of China crêpe heavily +embroidered, and finished with long silken fringe. He had taken it from +his carpet-bag and was carrying it in its rice paper wrappings lest it +should be crushed. He was pleased as a child at the present he had brought +her, and felt strangely shy about giving it to her. + +Just then there came a sound from the parlor, sweet and tender and +plaintive. Marcia had conquered her sobs and was singing again with her +whole soul, singing as if she were singing to David. The words drew him +strangely, wonderingly toward the parlor door, yet so softly that he heard +every syllable. + + "Dearest, believe, + When e'er we part: + Lonely I grieve, + In my sad heart:-- + Thy faithful slave, + Languishing sighs, + Haste then and save--" + +Here the words trailed away again into a half sob, and the melody +continued in broken, halting chords that flickered out and faded into the +shadows of the room. + +David's heart was pierced with a belief that Aunt Clarinda was right and +something was the matter with Marcia. A great trouble and tenderness, and +almost jealousy, leaped up in his heart which were incomprehensible to +him. Who was Marcia singing this song for? That it was a true cry from a +lonely soul he could but believe. Was she feeling her prison-bars here in +the lonely old house with only a forlorn man whose life and love had been +thrown away upon another? Poor child! Poor child! If he might but save her +from suffering, cover her with his own tenderness and make her content +with that. Would it be possible if he devoted himself to it to make her +forget the one for whom she was sighing; to bring peace and a certain sort +of sweet forgetfulness and interest in other things into her life? He +wanted to make a new life for her, his little girl whom he had so +unthinkingly torn from the home nest and her future, and compelled to take +up his barren way with him. He would make it up to her if such a thing +were possible. Then he opened the door. + +In the soft green light of the noonday coming through the shades Marcia's +color did not show as it flew into her cheeks. Her hands grew weak and +dropped upon the keys with a soft little tinkle of surprise and joy. She +sprang up and came a step toward him, then clasped her hands against her +breast and stopped shyly. David coming into the room, questioning, +wondering, anxious, stopped midway too, and for an instant they looked +upon one another. David saw a new look in the girl's face. She seemed +older, much older than when he had left her. The sweet round cheeks were +thinner, her mouth drooped sadly, pathetically. For an instant he longed +to take her in his arms and kiss her. The longing startled him. So many +months he had thought of only Kate in that way, and then had tried to +teach himself never to think of Kate or any woman as one to be caressed by +him, that it shocked him. He felt that he had been disloyal to himself, to +honor,--to Kate--no--not to Kate, he had no call to be loyal to her. She had +not been loyal to him ever. Perhaps rather he would have put it loyalty to +Love for Love's sake, love that is worthy to be crowned by a woman's love. + +With all these mingling feelings David was embarrassed. He came toward her +slowly, trying to be natural, trying to get back his former way with her. +He put out his hand stiffly to shake hands as he had done when he left, +and timidly she put hers into it, yet as their fingers closed there leaped +from one to the other a thrill of sweetness, that neither guessed the +other knew and each put by in memory for closer inspection as to what it +could mean. Their hands clung together longer than either had meant, and +there was something pleasant to each in the fact that they were together +again. David thought it was just because it was home, rest, and peace, and +a relief from his anxiety about Marcia now that he saw she was all right. +Marcia knew it was better to have David standing there with his strong +fingers about her trembling ones, than to have anything else in the world. +But she would not have told him so. + +"That was a sweet song you were singing," said David. "I hope you were +singing it for me, and that it was true! I am glad I am come home, and you +must sing it again for me soon." + +It was not in the least what he intended to say, and the words tumbled +themselves out so tumultuously that he was almost ashamed and wondered if +Marcia would think he had lost his mind in New York. Marcia, dear child, +treasured them every word and hugged them to her heart, and carried them +in her prayers. + +They went out together and got dinner as if they had been two children, +with a wild excited kind of glee; and they tried to get back their natural +ways of doing and saying things, but they could not. + +Instead they were forever blundering and halting in what they said; coming +face to face and almost running over one another as they tried to help +each other; laughing and blushing and blundering again. + +When they each tried to reach for the tea kettle to fill the coffee pot +and their fingers touched, each drew back and pretended not to notice, but +yet had felt the contact sweet. + +They were lingering over the dinner when Hannah Heath came to the door. +David had been telling of some of his adventures in detail and was +enjoying the play of expression on Marcia's face as she listened eagerly +to every word. They had pushed their chairs back a little and were sitting +there talking,--or rather David was talking, Marcia listening. Hannah stood +for one jealous instant and saw it all. This was what she had dreamed for +her own long years back, she and David. She had questioned much just what +feeling there might be between him and Marcia, and now more than ever she +desired to bring him face to face with Kate and read for herself what the +truth had been. She hated Marcia for that look of intense delight and +sympathy upon her face; hated her that she had the right to sit there and +hear what David had to say--some stupid stuff about railroads. She did not +see that she herself would have made an ill companion for a man like +David. + +As yet neither Marcia nor David had touched upon the subjects which had +troubled them. They did not realize it, but they were so suddenly happy in +each other's company they had forgotten for the moment. The pleasant +converse was broken up at once. Marcia's face hardened into something like +alarm as she saw who stood in the doorway. + +"Why, David, have you got home at last?" said Hannah. "I did not know it." +That was an untruth. She had watched him from behind Grandmother Heath's +rose bush. "Where did you come from last? New York? Oh, then you saw Mrs. +Leavenworth. How is she? I fell in love with her when I was there." + +Now David had never fully taken in Kate's married name. He knew it of +course, but in his present state of happiness at getting home, and his +absorption in the work he had been doing, the name "Mrs. Leavenworth" +conveyed nothing whatever to David's mind. He looked blankly at Hannah and +replied indifferently enough with a cool air. "No, Miss Hannah, I had no +time for social life. I was busy every minute I was away." + +David never expected Hannah to say anything worth listening to, and he was +so full of his subject that he had not noticed that she made no reply. + +Hannah watched him curiously as he talked, his remarks after all were +directed more to Marcia than to her, and when he paused she said with a +contemptuous sneer in her voice, "I never could understand, David, how you +who seem to have so much sense in other things will take up with such +fanciful, impractical dreams as this railroad. Lemuel says it'll never +run." + +Hannah quoted her lover with a proud bridling of her head as if the matter +were settled once and for all. It was the first time she had allowed the +world to see that she acknowledged her relation to Lemuel. She was not +averse to having David understand that she felt there were other men in +the world besides himself. But David turned merry eyes on her. + +"Lemuel says?" he repeated, and he made a sudden movement with his arm +which sent a knife and spoon from the table in a clatter upon the floor. + +"And how much does Lemuel know about the matter?" + +"Lemuel has good practical common sense," said Hannah, vexed, "and he +knows what is possible and what is not. He does not need to travel all +over the country on a wild goose chase to learn that." + +Now that she had accepted him Hannah did not intend to allow Lemuel to be +discounted. + +"He has not long to wait to be convinced," said David thoughtfully and +unaware of her tart tone. "Before the year is out it will be a settled +fact that every one can see." + +"Well, it's beyond comprehension what you care, anyway," said Hannah +contemptuously. "Did you really spend all your time in New York on such +things? It seems incredible. There certainly must have been other +attractions?" + +There was insinuation in Hannah's voice though it was smooth as butter, +but David had had long years of experience in hearing Hannah Heath's sharp +tongue. He minded it no more than he would have minded the buzzing of a +fly. Marcia's color rose, however. She made a hasty errand to the pantry +to put away the bread, and her eyes flashed at Hannah through the close +drawn pantry door. But Hannah did not give up so easily. + +"It is strange you did not stay with Mrs. Leavenworth," she said. "She +told me you were one of her dearest friends, and you used to be quite fond +of one another." + +Then it suddenly dawned upon David who Mrs. Leavenworth was, and a +sternness overspread his face. + +"Mrs. Leavenworth, did you say? Ah! I did not understand. I saw her but +once and that for only a few minutes soon after I first arrived. I did not +see her again." His voice was cool and steady. Marcia coming from the +pantry with set face, ready for defence if there was any she could give, +marvelled at his coolness. Her heart was gripped with fear, and yet +leaping with joy at David's words. He had not seen Kate but once. He had +known she was there and yet had kept away. Hannah's insinuations were +false. Mr. Temple's words were untrue. She had known it all the time, yet +what sorrow they had given her! + +"By the way, Marcia," said David, turning toward her with a smile that +seemed to erase the sternness in his voice but a moment before. "Did you +not write me some news? Miss Hannah, you are to be congratulated I +believe. Lemuel is a good man. I wish you much happiness." + +And thus did David, with a pleasant speech, turn aside Hannah Heath's +dart. Yet while she went from the house with a smile and a sound of +pleasant wishes in her ears, she carried with her a bitter heart and a +revengeful one. + +David was suddenly brought face to face with the thing he had to tell +Marcia. He sat watching her as she went back and forth from pantry to +kitchen, and at last he came and stood beside her and took her hands in +his looking down earnestly into her face. It seemed terrible to him to +tell this thing to the innocent girl, now, just when he was growing +anxious to win her confidence, but it must be told, and better now than +later lest he might be tempted not to tell it at all. + +"Marcia!" He said the name tenderly, with an inflection he had never used +before. It was not lover-like, nor passionate, but it reached her heart +and drew her eyes to his and the color to her cheeks. She thought how +different his clasp was from Harry Temple's hateful touch. She looked up +at him trustingly, and waited. + +"You heard what I said to Hannah Heath just now, about--your----" He paused, +dissatisfied--"about Mrs. Leavenworth"--it was as if he would set the +subject of his words far from them. Marcia's heart beat wildly, +remembering all that she had been told, yet she looked bravely, trustingly +into his eyes. + +"It was true what I told her. I met Mrs. Leavenworth but once while I was +away. It was in her own home and she sent for me saying she was in +trouble. She told me that she was in terrible anxiety lest I would not +forgive her. She begged me to say that I forgave her, and when I told her +I did she asked me to kiss her once to prove it. I was utterly overcome +and did so, but the moment my lips touched hers I knew that I was doing +wrong and I put her from me. She begged me to remain, and I now know that +she was utterly false from the first. It was but a part she was playing +when she touched my heart until I yielded and sinned. I have only learned +that recently, within a few days, and from words written by her own hand +to another. I will tell you about it all sometime. But I want to confess +to you this wrong I have done, and to let you know that I went away from +her that day and have never seen her since. She had said she was without +money, and I left her all I had with me. I know now that that too was +unwise,--perhaps wrong. I feel that all this was a sin against you. I would +like you to forgive me if you can, and I want you to know that this other +woman who was the cause of our coming together, and yet has separated us +ever since we have been together, is no longer anything to me. Even if she +and I were both free as we were when we first met, we could never be +anything but strangers. Can you forgive me now, Marcia, and can you ever +trust me after what I have told you?" + +Marcia looked into his eyes, and loved him but the more for his +confession. She felt she could forgive him anything, and her whole soul in +her countenance answered with her voice, as she said: "I can." It made +David think of their wedding day, and suddenly it came over him with a +thrill that this sweet womanly woman belonged to him. He marvelled at her +sweet forgiveness. The joy of it surprised him beyond measure. + +"You have had some sad experiences yourself. Will you tell me now all +about it?" He asked the question wistfully still holding her hands in a +firm close grasp, and she let them lie nestling there feeling safe as +birds in the nest. + +"Why, how did you know?" questioned Marcia, her whole face flooded with +rosy light for joy at his kind ways and relief that she did not have to +open the story. + +"Oh, a little bird, or a guardian angel whispered the tale," he said +pleasantly. "Come into the room where we can be sure no Hannah Heaths will +trouble us," and he drew her into the library and seated her beside him on +the sofa. + +"But, indeed, Marcia," and his face sobered, "it is no light matter to me, +what has happened to you. I have been in an agony all the way home lest I +might not find you safe and well after having escaped so terrible a +danger." + +He drew the whole story from her bit by bit, tenderly questioning her, his +face blazing with righteous wrath, and darkening with his wider knowledge +as she told on to the end, and showed him plainly the black heart of the +villain who had dared so diabolical a conspiracy; and the inhumanity of +the woman who had helped in the intrigue against her own sister,--nay even +instigated it. His feelings were too deep for utterance. He was shaken to +the depths. His new comprehension of Kate's character was confirmed at the +worst. Marcia could only guess his deep feelings from his shaken +countenance and the earnest way in which he folded his hands over hers and +said in low tones filled with emotion: "We should be deeply thankful to +God for saving you, and I must be very careful of you after this. That +villain shall be searched out and punished if it takes a lifetime, and +Miranda,--what shall we do for Miranda? Perhaps we can induce her +grandmother to let us have her sometime to help take care of us. We seem +to be unable to get on without her. We'll see what we can do sometime in +return for the great service she has rendered." + +But the old clock striking in the hall suddenly reminded David that he +should go at once to the office, so he hurried away and Marcia set about +her work with energy, a happy song of praise in her heart. + +There was much to be done. David had said he would scarcely have time to +go over to his aunts that night, so she had decided to invite them to tea. +She would far rather have had David to herself this first evening, but it +would please them to come, especially Aunt Clarinda. There was not much +time to prepare supper to be sure, but she would stir up a gingerbread, +make some puffy cream biscuits, and there was lovely white honey and fresh +eggs and peach preserves. + +So she ran to Deacon Appleby's to get some cream for her biscuits and to +ask Tommy Appleby to harness David's horse and drive over for Aunt +Clarinda. Then she hurried down to the aunts to give her invitation. + +Aunt Clarinda sat down in her calico-covered rocking chair, wiped her dear +old eyes and her glasses, and said, over and over again: "Dear child! +Bless her! Bless her!" + +It was a happy gathering that evening. David was as pleased as they could +have desired, and looked about upon the group in the dining-room with +genuine boyish pleasure. It did his heart good to see Aunt Clarinda there. +It had never occurred to him before that she could come. He turned to +Marcia with a light in his eyes that fully repaid her for the little +trouble she had had in carrying out her plan. He began to feel that home +meant something even though he had lost the home of his long dreams and +ideals. + +He talked a great deal about his trip, and in between the sentences, he +caught himself watching Marcia, noting the curve of her round chin, the +dimple in her left cheek when she smiled, the way her hair waved off from +her forehead, the pink curves of her well-shaped ears. He found a distinct +pleasure in noting these things and he wondered at himself. It was as if +he had suddenly been placed before some great painting and become +possessed of the knowledge wherewith to appreciate art to its fullest. It +was as if he had heard a marvellous piece of music and had the eyes and +ears of his understanding opened to take in the gracious melodies and +majestic harmonies. + +Aunt Clarinda watched his eyes, and Aunt Clarinda was satisfied. Aunt +Hortense watched his eyes, jealously and sighed. Aunt Amelia watched his +eyes and set her lips and feared to herself. "He will spoil her if he does +like that. She will think she can walk right over him." But Aunt Clarinda +knew better. She recognized the eternal right of love. + +They took the three old ladies home in the rising of an early moon, Marcia +walking demurely on the sidewalk with Aunt Amelia, while David drove the +chaise with Aunt Clarinda and Aunt Hortense. + +As he gently lifted Aunt Clarinda down and helped her to her room David +felt her old hands tremble and press his arm, and when he had reached her +door he stooped and kissed her. + +"Davie," she said in the voice that used to comfort his little childish +troubles, or tell him of some nice surprise she had for him, "Davie, she's +a dear child! She's just as good as gold. She's the princess I used to put +in all your fairy-tales. David, she's just the right one for you!" and +David answered earnestly, solemnly, as if he were discovering a truth +which surprised him but yet was not unwelcome. "I believe she is, Aunt +Clarinda." + +They drove to the barn and Marcia sat in the chaise in the sweet +hay-scented darkness while David put up the horse by the cobwebby light of +the lantern; then they walked quietly back to the house. David had drawn +Marcia's hand through his arm and it rested softly on his coat sleeve. She +was silently happy, she knew not why, afraid to think of it lest to-morrow +would show her there was nothing out of the ordinary monotony to be happy +about. + +David was silent, wondering at himself. What was this that had come to +him? A new pleasure in life. A little trembling rill of joy bubbling up in +his heart; a rift in the dark clouds of fate; a show of sunshine where he +had expected never to see the light again. Why was it so pleasant to have +that little hand resting upon his arm? Was it really pleasant or was it +only a part of the restfulness of getting home again away from strange +faces and uncomfortable beds, and poor tables? + +They let themselves into the house as if they were walking into a new +world together and both were glad to be there again. When she got up to +her room Marcia went and stood before the glass and looked at herself by +the flickering flame of the candle. Her eyes were bright and her cheeks +burned red in the centre like two soft deep roses. She felt she hardly +knew herself. She tried to be critical. Was this person she was examining +a pretty person? Would she be called so in comparison with Kate and Hannah +Heath? Would a man,--would David,--if his heart were not filled,--think so? +She decided not. She felt she was too immature. There was too much shyness +in her glance, too much babyishness about her mouth. No, David could never +have thought her beautiful, even if he had seen her before he knew Kate. +But perhaps, if Kate had been married first and away and then he had come +to their home, perhaps if he knew no one else well enough to love,--could +he have cared for her? + +Oh, it was a dreadful, beautiful thought. It thrilled through and through +her till she hid her face from her own gaze. She suddenly kissed the hand +that had rested on his sleeve, and then reproached herself for it. She +loved him, but was it right to do so? + +As for David, he was sitting on the side of his bed with his chin in his +hands examining himself. + +He had supposed that with the reading of those letters which had come to +him but two short days before all possibility of love and happiness had +died, but lo! he found himself thrilling with pleasure over the look in a +girl's soft eyes, and the touch of her hand. And that girl was his wife. +It was enough to keep him awake to try to understand himself. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXVI + + +Hannah Heath's wedding day dawned bright enough for a less calculating +bride. + +David did not get home until half past three. He had been obliged to drive +out to the starting place of the new railroad, near Albany, where it was +important that he get a few points correctly. On the morrow was to be the +initial trip, by the Mohawk and Hudson Railroad, of the first train drawn +by a steam engine in the state of New York. + +His article about it, bargained for by a New York paper, must be on its +way by special post as soon after the starting of the train as possible. +He must have all items accurate; technicalities of preparation; +description of engine and coaches; details of arrangements, etc.; before +he added the final paragraphs describing the actual start of the train. +His article was practically done now, save for these few items. He had +started early that morning on his long drive, and, being detained longer +than he had expected, arrived at home with barely time to put himself into +wedding garments, and hasten in at the last moment with Marcia who stood +quietly waiting for him in the front hall. They were the last guests to +arrive. It was time for the ceremony, but the bride, true to her nature to +the last, still kept Lemuel waiting; and Lemuel, true to the end, stood +smiling and patient awaiting her pleasure. + +David and Marcia entered the wide parlor and shook hands here and there +with those assembled, though for the most part a hushed air pervaded the +room, as it always does when something is about to happen. + +Soon after their arrival some one in purple silk came down the stairs and +seated herself in a vacant chair close to where the bride was to stand. +She had gold hair and eyes like forget-me-nots. She was directly opposite +to David and Marcia. David was engrossed in a whispered conversation with +Mr. Brentwood about the events of the morrow, and did not notice her +entrance, though she paused in the doorway and searched him directly from +amongst the company before she took her seat. Marcia, who was talking with +Rose Brentwood, caught the vision of purple and gold and turned to face +for one brief instant the scornful, half-merry glance of her sister. The +blood in her face fled back to her heart and left it white. + +Then Marcia summoned all her courage and braced herself to face what was +to come. She forced herself to smile in answer to Rose Brentwood's +question. But all the while she was trying to understand what it was in +her sister's look that had hurt her so. It was not the anger,--for that she +was prepared. It was not the scorn, for she had often faced that. Was it +the almost merriment? Yes, there was the sting. She had felt it so keenly +when as a little girl Kate had taken to making fun of some whim of hers. +She could not see why Kate should find cause for fun just now. It was as +if she by her look ignored Marcia's relation to David in scornful laugh +and appropriated him herself. Marcia's inmost soul rebelled. The color +came back as if by force of her will. She would show Kate,--or she would +show David at least,--that she could bear all things for him. She would +play well her part of wife this day. The happy two months that had passed +since David came back from New York had made her almost feel as if she was +really his and he hers. For this hour she would forget that it was +otherwise. She would look at him and speak to him as if he had been her +husband for years, as if there were the truest understanding between +them,--as indeed, of a certain wistful, pleasant sort there was. She would +not let the dreadful thought of Kate cloud her face for others to see. +Bravely she faced the company, but her heart under Kate's blue frock sent +up a swift and pleading prayer demanding of a higher Power something she +knew she had not in herself, and must therefore find in Him who had +created her. It was the most trustful, and needy prayer that Marcia ever +uttered and yet there were no words, not even the closing of an eyelid. +Only her heart took the attitude of prayer. + +The door upstairs opened in a business-like way, and Hannah's composed +voice was heard giving a direction. Hannah's silken tread began to be +audible. Miranda told Marcia afterward that she kept her standing at the +window for an hour beforehand to see when David arrived, and when they +started over to the house. Hannah kept herself posted on what was going on +in the room below as well as if she were down there. She knew where David +and Marcia stood, and told Kate exactly where to go. It was like Hannah +that in the moment of her sacrifice of the long cherished hopes of her +life she should have planned a dramatic revenge to help carry her through. + +The bride's rustle became at last so audible that even David and Mr. +Brentwood heard and turned from their absorbing conversation to the +business in hand. + +Hannah was in the doorway when David looked up, very cold and beautiful in +her bridal array despite the years she had waited, and almost at once +David saw the vision in purple and gold like a saucy pansy, standing near +her. + +Kate's eyes were fixed upon him with their most bewitching, dancing smile +of recognition, like a naughty little child who had been in hiding for a +time and now peeps out laughing over the discomfiture of its elders. So +Kate encountered the steadfast gaze of David's astonished eyes. + +But there was no light of love in those eyes as she had expected to see. +Instead there grew in his face such a blaze of righteous indignation as +the lord of the wedding feast might have turned upon the person who came +in without a wedding garment. In spite of herself Kate was disconcerted. +She was astonished. She felt that David was challenging her presence +there. It seemed to her he was looking through her, searching her, judging +her, sentencing her, and casting her out, and presently his eyes wandered +beyond her through the open hall door and out into God's green world; and +when they came back and next rested upon her his look had frozen into the +glance of a stranger. + +Angry, ashamed, baffled, she bit her lips in vexation, but tried to keep +the merry smile. In her heart she hated him, and vowed to make him bow +before her smiles once more. + +David did not see the bride at all to notice her, but the bride, unlike +the one of the psalmist's vision whose eyes were upon "her dear +bridegroom's face," was looking straight across the room with evident +intent to observe David. + +The ceremony proceeded, and Hannah went through her part correctly and +calmly, aware that she was giving herself to Lemuel Skinner irrevocably, +yet perfectly aware also of the discomfiture of the sweet-faced girl-wife +who sat across the room bravely watching the ceremony with white cheeks +and eyes that shone like righteous lights. + +Marcia did not look at David. She was with him in heart, suffering with +him, feeling for him, quivering in every nerve for what he might be +enduring. She had no need to look. Her part was to ignore, and help to +cover. + +They went through it all well. Not once did Aunt Amelia or Aunt Hortense +notice anything strange in the demeanor of their nephew or his wife. Aunt +Clarinda was not there. She was not fond of Hannah. + +As soon as the service was over and the relatives had broken the solemn +hush by kissing the bride, David turned and spoke to Rose Brentwood, +making some smiling remark about the occasion. Rose Brentwood was looking +her very prettiest in a rose-sprigged delaine and her wavy dark hair in a +beaded net tied round with a rose-colored lute-string ribbon. + +Kate flushed angrily at this. If it had been Marcia to whom he had spoken +she would have judged he did it out of pique, but a pretty stranger coming +upon the scene at this critical moment was trying. And then, too, David's +manner was so indifferent, so utterly natural. He did not seem in the +least troubled by the sight of herself. + +David and Marcia did not go up to speak to the bride at once. David +stepped back into the deep window seat to talk with Mr. Brentwood, and +seemed to be in no hurry to follow the procession who were filing past the +calm bride to congratulate her. Marcia remained quietly talking to Rose +Brentwood. + +At last David turned toward his wife with a smile as though he had known +she was there all the time, and had felt her sympathy. Her heart leaped up +with new strength at that look, and her husband's firm touch as he drew +her hand within his arm to lead her over to the bride gave her courage. +She felt that she could face the battle, and with a bright smile that lit +up her whole lovely face she marched bravely to the front to do or to die. + +"I had about given up expecting any congratulations from you," said Hannah +sharply as they came near. It was quite evident she had been watching for +them. + +"I wish you much joy, Mrs. Skinner," said David mechanically, scarcely +feeling that she would have it for he knew her unhappy, dissatisfied +nature. + +"Yes," said Marcia, "I wish you may be happy,--as happy as I am!" + +It was an impetuous, childish thing to say, and Marcia scarcely realized +what words she meant to speak until they were out, and then she blushed +rosy red. Was she happy? Why was she happy? Yes, even in the present +trying circumstances she suddenly felt a great deep happiness bubbling up +in her heart. Was it David's look and his strong arm under her hand? + +Hannah darted a look at her. She was stung by the words. But did the +girl-bride before her mean to flaunt her own triumphs in her face? Did she +fully understand? Or was she trying to act a part and make them believe +she was happy? Hannah was baffled once more as she had been before with +Marcia. + +Kate turned upon Marcia for one piercing instant again, that look of +understanding, mocking merriment, which cut through the soul of her +sister. + +But did Marcia imagine it, or was it true that at her words to Hannah, +David's arm had pressed hers closer as they stood there in the crowd? The +thought thrilled through her and gave her greater strength. + +Hannah turned toward Kate. + +"David," she said, as she had always called him, and it is possible that +she enjoyed the triumph of this touch of intimacy before her guest, "you +knew my friend Mrs. Leavenworth!" + +David bowed gravely, but did not attempt to put out his hand to take the +one which Kate offered in greeting. Instead he laid it over Marcia's +little trembling one on his arm as if to steady it. + +"We have met before," said David briefly in an impenetrable tone, and +turning passed out of the room to make way for the Brentwoods who were +behind him. + +Hannah scarcely treated the Brentwoods with decency, so vexed was she with +the way things were turning out. To think that David should so completely +baffle her. She turned an annoyed look at Kate, who flashed her blue eyes +contemptuously as if to blame Hannah. + +Soon the whole little gathering were in the dining-room and wide hall +being served with Grandmother Heath's fried chicken and currant jelly, +delicate soda biscuits, and fruit cake baked months before and left to +ripen. + +The ordeal through which they were passing made David and Marcia feel, as +they sat down, that they would not be able to swallow a mouthful, but +strangely enough they found themselves eating with relish, each to +encourage the other perhaps, but almost enjoying it, and feeling that they +had not yet met more than they would be able to withstand. + +Kate was seated on the other side of the dining-room, by Hannah, and she +watched the two incessantly with that half merry contemptuous look, toying +with her own food, and apparently waiting for their acting to cease and +David to put on his true character. She never doubted for an instant that +they were acting. + +The wedding supper was over at last. The guests crowded out to the front +stoop to bid good-bye to the happy bridegroom and cross-looking bride, who +seemed as if she left the gala scene reluctantly. + +Marcia, for the instant, was separated from David, who stepped down upon +the grass and stood to one side to let the bridal party pass. The minister +was at the other side. Marcia had slipped into the shelter of Aunt +Amelia's black silk presence and wished she might run out the back door +and away home. + +Suddenly a shimmer of gold with the sunlight through it caught her gaze, +and a glimpse of sheeny purple. There, close behind David, standing upon +the top step, quite unseen by him, stood her sister Kate. + +Marcia's heart gave a quick thump and seemed to stop, then went painfully +laboring on. She stood quite still watching for the moment to come when +David would turn around and see Kate that she might look into his face and +read there what was written. + +Hannah had been put carefully into the carriage by the adoring Lemuel, +with many a pat, and a shaking of cushions, and an adjustment of curtains +to suit her whim. It pleased Hannah, now in her last lingering moment of +freedom, to be exacting and show others what a slave her husband was. + +They all stood for an instant looking after the carriage, but Marcia +watched David. Then, just as the carriage wound around the curve in the +road and was lost from view, she saw him turn, and at once knew she must +not see his face as he looked at Kate. Closing her eyes like a flash she +turned and fled upstairs to get her shawl and bonnet. There she took +refuge behind the great white curtains, and hid her face for several +minutes, praying wildly, she hardly knew what, thankful she had been kept +from the sight which yet she had longed to behold. + +As David turned to go up the steps and search for Marcia he was confronted +by Kate's beautiful, smiling face, radiant as it used to be when it had +first charmed him. He exulted, as he looked into it, that it did not any +longer charm. + +"David, you don't seem a bit glad to see me," blamed Kate sweetly in her +pretty, childish tones, looking into his face with those blue eyes so like +to liquid skies. Almost there was a hint of tears in them. He had been +wont to kiss them when she looked like that. Now he felt only disgust as +some of the flippant sentences in her letters to Harry Temple came to his +mind. + +His face was stern and unrecognizing. + +"David, you are angry with me yet! You said you would forgive!" The gentle +reproach minimized the crime, and enlarged the punishment. It was Kate's +way. The pretty pout on the rosy lips was the same as it used to be when +she chided him for some trifling forgetfulness of her wishes. + +The other guests had all gone into the house now. David made no response, +but, nothing daunted, Kate spoke again. + +"I have something very important to consult you about. I came here on +purpose. Can you give me some time to-morrow morning?" + +She wrinkled her pretty face into a thousand dimples and looked her most +bewitching like a naughty child who knew she was loved in spite of +anything, and coquettishly putting her head on one side, added, in the +tone she used of old to cajole him: + +"You know you never could refuse me anything, David." + +David did not smile. He did not answer the look. With a voice that +recognized her only as a stranger he said gravely: + +"I have an important engagement to-morrow morning." + +"But you will put off the engagement." She said it confidently. + +"It is impossible!" said David decidedly. "I am starting quite early to +drive over to Albany. I am under obligation to be present at the starting +of the new steam railroad." + +"Oh, how nice!" said Kate, clapping her hands childishly, "I have wanted +to be there, and now you will take me. Then I--we--can talk on the way. How +like old times that will be!" She flashed him a smile of molten sunshine, +alluring and transforming. + +"That, too, is impossible, Mrs. Leavenworth. My wife accompanies me!" he +answered her promptly and clearly and with a curt bow left her and went +into the house. + +Kate Leavenworth was angry, and for Kate to be angry, meant to visit it +upon some one, the offender if possible, if not the nearest to the +offender. She had failed utterly in her attempt to win back the friendship +of her former lover. She had hoped to enjoy his attention to a certain +extent and bathe her sad (?) heart in the wistful glances of the man she +had jilted; and incidentally perhaps be invited to spend a little time in +his house, by which she would contrive to have a good many of her own +ways. A rich brother-in-law who adored one was not a bad thing to have, +especially when his wife was one's own little sister whom one had always +dominated. She was tired of New York and at this season of the year the +country was much preferable. She could thus contrive to hoard her small +income, and save for the next winter, as well as secure a possible +entrance finally into her father's good graces again through the +forgiveness of David and Marcia. But she had failed. Could it be that he +cared for Marcia! That child! Scout the idea! She would discover at once. + +Hurriedly she searched through the rooms downstairs and then went +stealthily upstairs. Instinctively she went to the room where Marcia had +hidden herself. + +Marcia, with that strong upward breath of prayer had grown steady again. +She was standing with her back to the door looking out of the window +toward her own home when Kate entered the room. Without turning about she +felt Kate's presence and knew that it was she. The moment had come. She +turned around, her face calm and sweet, with two red spots upon her +cheeks, and her bonnet,--Kate's bonnet and shawl, Kate's fine lace shawl +sent from Paris--grasped in her hands. + +They faced each other, the sisters, and much was understood between them +in a flash without a word spoken. Marcia suddenly saw herself standing +there in Kate's rightful place, Kate's things in her hands, Kate's +garments upon her body, Kate's husband held by her. It was as if Kate +charged her with all these things, as she looked her through and over, +from her slipper tips to the ruffle around the neck. And oh, the scorn +that flamed from Kate's eyes playing over her, and scorching her cheeks +into crimson, and burning her lips dry and stiff! And yet when Kate's eyes +reached her face and charged her with the supreme offense of taking David +from her, Marcia's eyes looked bravely back, and were not burned by the +fire, and she felt that her soul was not even scorched by it. Something +about the thought of David like an angelic presence seemed to save her. + +The silence between them was so intense that nothing else could be heard +by the two. The voices below were drowned by it, the footstep on the stair +was as if it were not. + +At last Kate spoke, angered still more by her sister's soft eyes which +gazed steadily back and did not droop before her own flashing onslaught. +Her voice was cold and cruel. There was nothing sisterly in it, nothing to +remind either that the other had ever been beloved. + +"Fool!" hissed Kate. "Silly fool! Did you think you could steal a husband +as you stole your clothes? Did you suppose marrying David would make him +yours, as putting on my clothes seemed to make them yours? Well I can tell +you he will never be a husband to you. He doesn't love you and he never +can. He will always love me. He's as much mine as if I had married him, in +spite of all your attempts to take him. Oh, you needn't put up your baby +mouth and pucker it as if you were going to cry. Cry away. It won't do any +good. You can't make a man yours, any more than you can make somebody's +clothes yours. They don't fit you any more than he does. You look horrid +in blue, and you know it, in spite of all your prinking around and +pretending. I'd be ashamed to be tricked out that way and know that every +dud I had was made for somebody else. As for going around and pretending +you have a husband--it's a lie. You know he's nothing to you. You know he +never told you he cared for you. I tell you he's mine, and he always will +be." + +"Kate, you're married!" cried Marcia in shocked tones. "How can you talk +like that?" + +"Married! Nonsense! What difference does that make? It's hearts that +count, not marriages. Has your marriage made you a wife? Answer me that! +Has it? Does David love you? Does he ever kiss you? Yet he came to see me +in New York this winter, and took me in his arms and kissed me. He gave me +money too. See this brooch?"--she exhibited a jeweled pin--"that was bought +with his money. You see he loves me still. I could bring him to my feet +with a word to-day. He would kiss me if I asked him. He is weak as water +in my hands." + +Marcia's cheeks burned with shame and anger. Almost she felt at the limit +of her strength. For the first time in her life she felt like +striking,--striking her own sister. Horrified over her feelings, and the +rage which was tearing her soul, she looked up, and there stood David in +the doorway, like some tall avenging angel! + +Kate had her back that way and did not see at once, but Marcia's eyes +rested on him hungrily, pleadingly, and his answered hers. From her sudden +calmness Kate saw there was some one near, and turning, looked at David. +But he did not glance her way. How much or how little he had heard of +Kate's tirade, which in her passion had been keyed in a high voice, he +never let them know and neither dared to ask him, lest perhaps he had not +heard anything. There was a light of steel in his eyes toward everything +but Marcia, and his tone had in it kindness and a recognition of mutual +understanding as he said: + +"If you are ready we had better go now, dear, had we not?" + +Oh how gladly Marcia followed her husband down the stairs and out the +door! She scarcely knew how she went through the formalities of getting +away. It seemed as she looked back upon them that David had sheltered her +from it all, and said everything needful for her, and all she had done was +to smile an assent. He talked calmly to her all the way home; told her Mr. +Brentwood's opinion about the change in the commerce of the country the +new railroad was going to make; told her though he must have known she +could not listen. Perhaps both were conscious of the bedroom window over +the way and a pair of blue eyes that might be watching them as they passed +into the house. David took hold of her arm and helped her up the steps of +their own home as if she had been some great lady. Marcia wondered if Kate +saw that. In her heart she blessed David for this outward sign of their +relationship. It gave her shame a little cover at least. She glanced up +toward the next house as she passed in and felt sure she saw a glimmer of +purple move away from the window. Then David shut the door behind them and +led her gently in. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII + + +He made her go into the parlor and sit down and she was all unnerved by +his gentle ways. The tears would come in spite of her. He took his own +fine wedding handkerchief and wiped them softly off her hot cheeks. He +untied the bonnet that was not hers, and flung it far into a corner in the +room. Marcia thought he put force into the fling. Then he unfolded the +shawl from her shoulders and threw that into another corner. Kate's +beautiful thread lace shawl. Marcia felt a hysterical desire to laugh, but +David's voice was steady and quiet when he spoke as one might speak to a +little child in trouble. + +"There now, dear," he said. He had never called her dear before. "There, +that was an ordeal, and I'm glad, it's over. It will never trouble us that +way again. Let us put it aside and never think about it any more. We have +our own lives to live. I want you to go with me to-morrow morning to see +the train start if you feel able. We must start early and you must take a +good rest. Would you like to go?" + +Marcia's face like a radiant rainbow answered for her as she smiled behind +her tears, and all the while he talked David's hand, as tender as a +woman's, was passing back and forth on Marcia's hot forehead and smoothing +the hair. He talked on quietly to soothe her, and give her a chance to +regain her composure, speaking of a few necessary arrangements for the +morning's ride. Then he said, still in his quiet voice: "Now dear, I want +you to go to bed, for we must start rather early, but first do you think +you could sing me that little song you were singing the day I came home? +Don't if you feel too tired, you know." + +Then Marcia, an eager light in her eyes, sprang up and went to the piano, +and began to play softly and sing the tender words she had sung once +before when he was listening and she knew it not. + + "Dearest, believe, + When e'er we part: + Lonely I grieve, + In my sad heart:--" + +Kate, standing within the chintz curtains across the yard shedding angry +tears upon her purple silk, heard presently the sweet tones of the piano, +which might have been hers; heard her sister's voice singing, and began to +understand that she must bear the punishment of her own rash deeds. + +The room had grown from a purple dusk into quiet darkness while Marcia was +singing, for the sun was almost down when they walked home. When the song +was finished David stood half wistfully looking at Marcia for a moment. +Her eyes shone to his through the dusk like two bright stars. He hesitated +as though he wanted to say something more, and then thought better of it. +At last he stooped and lifted her hand from the keys and led her toward +the door. + +"You must go to sleep at once," he said gently. "You'll need all the rest +you can get." He lighted a candle for her and said good-night with his +eyes as well as his lips. Marcia felt that she was moving up the stairs +under a spell of some gentle loving power that surrounded her and would +always guard her. + +And it was about this time that Miranda, having been sent over to take a +forgotten piece of bride's cake to Marcia, and having heard the piano, and +stolen discreetly to the parlor window for a moment, returned and detailed +for the delectation of that most unhappy guest Mrs. Leavenworth why she +could not get in and would have to take it over in the morning: + +"The window was open in the parlor and they were in there, them two, but +they was so plum took up with their two selves, as they always are, that +there wasn't no use knockin' fer they'd never hev heard." + +Miranda enjoyed making those remarks to the guest. Some keen instinct +always told her where best to strike her blows. + +When Marcia had reached the top stair she looked down and there was David +smiling up to her. + +"Marcia," said he in a tone that seemed half ashamed and half amused, +"have you, any--that is--things--that you had before--all your own I mean?" +With quick intuition Marcia understood and her own sweet shame about her +clothes that were not her own came back upon her with double force. She +suddenly saw herself again standing before the censure of her sister. She +wondered if David had heard. If not, how then did he know? Oh, the shame +of it! + +She sat down weakly upon the stair. + +"Yes," said she, trying to think. "Some old things, and one frock." + +"Wear it then to-morrow, dear," said David, in a compelling voice and with +the sweet smile that took the hurt out of his most severe words. + +Marcia smiled. "It is very plain," she said, "only chintz, pink and white. +I made it myself." + +"Charming!" said David. "Wear it, dear. Marcia, one thing more. Don't wear +any more things that don't belong to you. Not a Dud. Promise me? Can you +get along without it?" + +"Why, I guess so," said Marcia laughing joyfully. "I'll try to manage. But +I haven't any bonnet. Nothing but a pink sunbonnet." + +"All right, wear that," said David. + +"It will look a little queer, won't it?" said Marcia doubtfully, and yet +as if the idea expressed a certain freedom which was grateful to her. + +"Never mind," said David. "Wear it. Don't wear any more of those other +things. Pack them all up and send them where they belong, just as quick as +we get home." + +There was something masterful and delightful in David's voice, and Marcia +with a happy laugh took her candle and got up saying, with a ring of joy +in her voice: "All right!" She went to her room with David's second +good-night ringing in her ears and her heart so light she wanted to sing. + +Not at once did Marcia go to her bed. She set her candle upon the bureau +and began to search wildly in a little old hair-cloth trunk, her own +special old trunk that had contained her treasures and which had been sent +her after she left home. She had scarcely looked into it since she came to +the new home. It seemed as if her girlhood were shut up in it. Now she +pulled it out from the closet. + +What a flood of memories rushed over her as she opened it! There were +relics of her school days, and of her little childhood. But she had no +time for them now. She was in search of something. She touched them +tenderly, but laid them all out one after another upon the floor until +down in the lower corner she found a roll of soft white cloth. It +contained a number of white garments, half a dozen perhaps in all, +finished, and several others cut out barely begun. They were her own work, +every stitch, the first begun when she was quite a little girl, and her +stepmother started to teach her to sew. What pride she had taken in them! +How pleased she had been when allowed to put real tucks in some of them! +She had thought as she sewed upon them at different times that they were +to be a part of her own wedding trousseau. And then her wedding had come +upon her unawares, with the trousseau ready-made, and everything belonged +to some one else. She had folded her own poor little garments away and +thought never to take them out again, for they seemed to belong to her +dead self. + +But now that dead self had suddenly come to life again. These hated things +that she had worn for a year that were not hers were to be put away, and, +pretty as they were, many of them, she regretted not a thread of them. + +She laid the white garments out upon a chair and decided that she would +put on what she needed of them on the morrow, even though they were +rumpled with long lying away. She even searched out an old pair of her own +stockings and laid them on a chair with the other things. They were neatly +darned as all things had always been under her stepmother's supervision. +Further search brought a pair of partly worn prunella slippers to light, +with narrow ankle ribbons. + +Then Marcia took down the pink sprigged chintz that she had made a year +ago and laid it near the other things, with a bit of black velvet and the +quaint old brooch. She felt a little dubious about appearing on such a +great occasion, almost in Albany, in a chintz dress and with no wrap. +Stay! There was the white crêpe shawl, all her own, that David had brought +her. She had not felt like wearing it to Hannah Heath's wedding, it seemed +too precious to take near an unloving person like Hannah. Before that she +had never felt an occasion great enough. Now she drew it forth +breathlessly. A white crêpe shawl and a pink calico sunbonnet! Marcia +laughed softly. But then, what matter! David had said wear it. + +All things were ready for the morrow now. There were even her white lace +mitts that Aunt Polly in an unusual fit of benevolence had given her. + +Then, as if to make the change complete, she searched out an old night +robe, plain but smooth and clean and arrayed herself in it, and so, +thankful, happy, she lay down as she had been bidden and fell asleep. + +David in the room below pondered, strange to say, the subject of dress. +There was some pride beneath it all, of course; there always is behind the +great problem of dress. It was the rejected bonnet lying in the corner +with its blue ribbons limp and its blue flowers crushed that made that +subject paramount among so many others he might have chosen for his +night's meditation. + +He was going over to close the parlor window, when he saw the thing lying +innocent and discarded in the corner. Though it bore an injured look, it +yet held enough of its original aristocratic style to cause him to stop +and think. + +It was all well enough to suggest that Marcia wear a pink sunbonnet. It +sounded deliciously picturesque. She looked lovely in pink and a sunbonnet +was pretty and sensible on any one; but the morrow was a great day. David +would be seen of many and his wife would come under strict scrutiny. +Moreover it was possible that Kate might be upon the scene to jeer at her +sister in a sunbonnet. In fact, when he considered it he would not like to +take his wife to Albany in a sunbonnet. It behoved him to consider. The +outrageous words which he had heard Mistress Leavenworth speak to his wife +still burned in his brain like needles of torture: revelation of the true +character of the woman he had once longed to call his own. + +But that bonnet! He stood and examined it. What was a bonnet like? The +proper kind of a bonnet for a woman in his wife's position to wear. He had +never noticed a woman's bonnet before except as he had absent-mindedly +observed them in front of him in meeting. Now he brought his mind to bear +upon that bonnet. It seemed to be made up of three component parts--a +foundation: a girdle apparently to bind together and tie on the head; and +a decoration. Straw, silk and some kind of unreal flowers. Was that all? +He stooped down and picked the thing up with the tips of his fingers, held +it at arms length as though it were contaminating, and examined the +inside. Ah! There was another element in its construction, a sort of frill +of something thin,--hardly lace,--more like the foam of a cloud. He touched +the tulle clumsily with his thumb and finger and then he dropped the +bonnet back into the corner again. He thought he understood well enough to +know one again. He stood pondering a moment, and looked at his watch. + +Yes, it was still early enough to try at least, though of course the shop +would be closed. But the village milliner lived behind her little store. +It would be easy enough to rouse her, and he had known her all his life. +He took his hat as eagerly as he had done when as a boy Aunt Clarinda had +given him a penny to buy a top and permission to go to the corner and buy +it before Aunt Amelia woke up from her nap. He went quietly out of the +door, fastening it behind him and walked rapidly down the street. + +Yes, the milliner's shop was closed, but a light in the side windows +shining through the veiling hop-vines guided him, and he was presently +tapping at Miss Mitchell's side door. She opened the door cautiously and +peeped over her glasses at him, and then a bright smile overspread her +face. Who in the whole village did not welcome David whenever he chanced +to come? Miss Mitchell was resting from her labors and reading the village +paper. She had finished the column of gossip and was quite ready for a +visitor. + +"Come right in, David," she said heartily, for she had known him all the +years, "it does a body good to see you though your visits are as few and +far between as angels' visits. I'm right glad to see you! Sit down." But +David was too eager about his business. + +"I haven't any time to sit down to-night, Miss Susan," he said eagerly, +"I've come to buy a bonnet. Have you got one? I hope it isn't too late +because I want it very early in the morning." + +"A bonnet! Bless me! For yourself?" said Miss Mitchell from mere force of +commercial habit. But neither of them saw the joke, so intent upon +business were they. "For my wife, Miss Mitchell. You see she is going with +me over to Albany to-morrow morning and we start quite early. We are going +to see the new railroad train start, you know, and she seems to think she +hasn't a bonnet that's suitable." + +"Going to see a steam engine start, are you! Well, take care, David, you +don't get too near. They do say they're terrible dangerous things, and fer +my part I can't see what good they'll be, fer nobody'll ever be willin' to +ride behind 'em, but I'd like to see it start well enough. And that sweet +little wife of yours thinks she ain't got a good enough bonnet. Land +sakes! What is the matter with her Dunstable straw, and what's become of +that one trimmed with blue lutestrings, and where's the shirred silk one +she wore last Sunday? They're every one fine bonnets and ought to last her +a good many years yet if she cares fer 'em. The mice haven't got into the +house and et them, hev they?" + +"No, Miss Susan, those bonnets are all whole yet I believe, but they don't +seem to be just the suitable thing. In fact, I don't think they're +over-becoming to her, do you? You see they're mostly blue----" + +"That's so!" said Miss Mitchell. "I think myself she'd look better in +pink. How'd you like white? I've got a pretty thing that I made fer Hannah +Heath an' when it was done Hannah thought it was too plain and wouldn't +have it. I sent for the flowers to New York and they cost a high price. +Wait! I will show it to you." + +She took a candle and he followed her to the dark front room ghostly with +bonnets in various stages of perfection. + +It was a pretty thing. Its foundation was of fine Milan braid, creamy +white and smooth and even. He knew at a glance it belonged to the higher +order of things, and was superior to most of the bonnets produced in the +village. + +It was trimmed with plain white taffeta ribbon, soft and silky. That was +all on the outside. Around the face was a soft ruching of tulle, and +clambering among it a vine of delicate green leaves that looked as if they +were just plucked from a wild rose bank. David was delighted. Somehow the +bonnet looked like Marcia. He paid the price at once, declining to look at +anything else. It was enough that he liked it and that Hannah Heath had +not. He had never admired Hannah's taste. He carried it home in triumph, +letting himself softly into the house, lighted three candles, took the +bonnet out and hung it upon a chair. Then he walked around it surveying it +critically, first from this side, then from that. It pleased him +exceedingly. He half wished Marcia would hear him and come down. He wanted +to see it on her, but concluded that he was growing boyish and had better +get himself under control. + +The bonnet approved, he walked back and forth through the kitchen and +dining-room thinking. He compelled himself to go over the events of the +afternoon and analyze most carefully his own innermost feelings. In fact, +after doing that he began further back and tried to find out how he felt +toward Marcia. What was this something that had been growing in him +unaware through the months; that had made his homecoming so sweet, and had +brightened every succeeding day; and had made this meeting with Kate a +mere commonplace? What was this precious thing that nestled in his heart? +Might he, had he a right to call it love? Surely! Now all at once his +pulses thrilled with gladness. He loved her! It was good to love her! She +was the most precious being on earth to him. What was Kate in comparison +with her? Kate who had shown herself cold and cruel and unloving in every +way? + +His anger flamed anew as he thought of those cutting sentences he had +overheard, taunting her own sister about the clothes she wore. Boasting +that he still belonged to her! She, a married woman! A woman who had of +her own free will left him at the last moment and gone away with another! +His whole nature recoiled against her. She had sinned against her +womanhood, and might no longer demand from man the homage that a true +woman had a right to claim. + +Poor little bruised flower! His heart went out to Marcia. He could not +bear to think of her having to stand and listen to that heartless tirade. +And he had been the cause of all this. He had allowed her to take a +position which threw her open to Kate's vile taunts. + +Up and down he paced till the torrent of his anger spent itself, and he +was able to think more calmly. Then he went back in his thoughts to the +time when he had first met Kate and she had bewitched him. He could see +now the heartlessness of her. He had met her first at the house of a +friend where he was visiting, partly on pleasure, partly on business. She +had devoted herself to him during the time of her stay in a most charming +way, though now he recalled that she had also been equally devoted to the +son of the house whom he was visiting. When she went home she had asked +him to come and call, for her home was but seven miles away. He had been +so charmed with her that he had accepted the invitation, and, rashly he +now saw, had engaged himself to her, after having known her in all face to +face but a few days. To be sure he had known of her father for years, and +he took a good deal for granted on account of her fine family. They had +corresponded after their engagement which had lasted for nearly a year, +and in that time David had seen her but twice, for a day or two at a time, +and each time he had thought her grown more lovely. Her letters had been +marvels of modesty, and shy admiration. It was easy for Kate to maintain +her character upon paper, though she had had little trouble in making +people love her under any circumstances. Now as he looked back he could +recall many instances when she had shown a cruel, heartless nature. + +Then, all at once, with a throb of joy, it came to him to be thankful to +God for the experience through which he had passed. After all it had not +been taken from him to love with a love enduring, for though Kate had been +snatched from him just at the moment of his possession, Marcia had been +given him. Fool that he was! He had been blind to his own salvation. +Suppose he had been allowed to go on and marry Kate! Suppose he had had +her character revealed to him suddenly as those letters of hers to Harry +Temple had revealed it--as it surely would have been revealed in time, for +such things cannot be hid,--and she had been his _wife!_ He shuddered. How +he would have loathed her! How he loathed her now! + +Strangely enough the realization of that fact gave him joy. He sprang up +and waved his hands about in silent delight. He felt as if he must shout +for gladness. Then he gravely knelt beside his chair and uttered an +audible thanksgiving for his escape and the joy he had been given. Nothing +else seemed fitting expression of his feelings. + +There was one other question to consider--Marcia's feelings. She had always +been kind and gentle and loving to him, just as a sister might have been. +She was exceedingly young yet. Did she know, could she understand what it +meant to be loved the way he was sure he could love a woman? And would she +ever be able to love him in that way? She was so silent and shy he hardly +knew whether she cared for him or not. But there was one thought that gave +him unbounded joy and that was that she was his wife. At least no one else +could take her from him. He had felt condemned that he had married her +when his heart was heavy lest she would lose the joy of life, but all that +was changed now. Unless she loved some one else surely such love as his +could compel hers and finally make her as happy as a woman could be made. + +A twinge of misgiving crossed his mind as he admitted the possibility that +Marcia might love some one else. True, he knew of no one, and she was so +young it was scarcely likely she had left any one back in her girlhood to +whom her heart had turned when she was out of his sight. Still there were +instances of strong union of hearts of those who had loved from early +childhood. It might be that Marcia's sometime-sadness was over a companion +of her girlhood. + +A great longing took possession of him to rush up and waken her and find +out if she could ever care for him. He scarcely knew himself. This was not +his dignified contained self that he had lived with for twenty-seven +years. + +It was very late before he finally went upstairs. He walked softly lest he +disturb Marcia. He paused before her door listening to see if she was +asleep, but there was only the sound of the katydids in the branches +outside her window, and the distant tree-toads singing a fugue in an +orchard not far away. He tiptoed to his room but he did not light his +candle, therefore there was no light in the back room of the Spafford +house that night for any watching eyes to ponder over. He threw himself +upon the bed. He was weary in body yet his soul seemed buoyant as a bird +in the morning air. The moon was casting long bars of silver across the +rag carpet and white counterpane. It was almost full moon. Yes, to-morrow +it would be entirely full. It was full moon the night he had met Marcia +down by the gate, and kissed her. It was the first time he had thought of +that kiss with anything but pain. It used to hurt him that he had made the +mistake and taken her for Kate. It had seemed like an ill-omen of what was +to come. But now, it thrilled him with a great new joy. After all he had +given the kiss to the right one. It was Marcia to whom his soul bowed in +the homage that a man may give to a woman. Did his good angel guide him to +her that night? And how was it he had not seen the sweetness of Marcia +sooner? How had he lived with her nearly a year, and watched her dainty +ways, and loving ministry and not known that his heart was hers? How was +it he had grieved so long over Kate, and now since he had seen her once +more, not a regret was in his heart that she was not his; but a beautiful +revelation of his own love to Marcia had been wrought in him? How came it? + +And the importunate little songsters in the night answered him a thousand +times: "Kate-did-it! Kate-she-did it! Yes she did! I say she did. Kate did +it!" + +Had angel voices reached him through his dreams, and suddenly given him +the revelation which the little insects had voiced in their ridiculous +colloquy? It was Kate herself who had shown him how he loved Marcia. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII + + +Slowly the moon rode over the house, and down toward its way in the West, +and after its vanishing chariot the night stretched wistful arms. Softly +the grey in the East tinged into violet and glowed into rose and gold. The +birds woke up and told one another that the first of August was come and +life was good. + +The breath that came in the early dawn savored of new-mown hay, and the +bird songs thrilled Marcia as if it were the day of her dreams. + +She forgot all her troubles; forgot even her wayward sister next door; and +rose with the song of the birds in her heart. This was to be a great day. +No matter what happened she had now this day to date from. David had asked +her to go somewhere just because he wanted her to. She knew it from the +look in his eyes when he told her, and she knew it because he might have +asked a dozen men to go with him. There was no reason why he need have +taken her to-day, for it was distinctly an affair for men, this great +wonder of machinery. It was a privilege for a woman to go. She felt it. +She understood the honor. + +With fingers trembling from joy she dressed. Not the sight of her pink +calico sunbonnet lying on the chair, nor the thought of wearing it upon so +grand an occasion, could spoil the pleasure of the day. Among so large a +company her bonnet would hardly be noticed. If David was satisfied why +what difference did it make? She was glad it would be early when they +drove by the aunts, else they might be scandalized. But never mind! Trill! +She hummed a merry little tune which melted into the melody of the song +she had sung last night. + +Then she smiled at herself in the glass. She was fastening the brooch in +the bit of velvet round her neck, and she thought of the day a year ago +when she had fastened that brooch. She had wondered then how she would +feel if the next day was to be her own wedding day. Now as she smiled back +at herself in the glass all at once she thought it seemed as if this was +her wedding day. Somehow last night had seemed to realize her dreams. A +wonderful joy had descended upon her heart. Maybe she was foolish, but was +she not going to ride with David? She did not long for the green fields +and a chance to run wild through the wood now. This was better than those +childish pleasures. This was real happiness. And to think it should have +come through David! + +She hurried with the arrangement of her hair until her fingers trembled +with excitement. She wanted to get downstairs and see if it were all +really true or if she were dreaming it. Would David look at her as he had +done last night? Would he speak that precious word "dear" to her again +to-day? Would he take her by the hand and lead her sometimes, or was that +a special gentleness because he knew she had suffered from her sister's +words? She clasped her hands with a quick, convulsive gesture over her +heart and looking back to the sweet face in the glass, said softly, "Oh, I +love him, love him! And it cannot be wrong, for Kate is married." + +But though she was up early David had been down before her. The fire was +ready lighted and the kettle singing over it on the crane. He had even +pulled out the table and put up the leaf, and made some attempt to put the +dishes upon it for breakfast. He was sitting by the hearth impatient for +her coming, with a bandbox by his side. + +It was like another sunrise to watch their eyes light up as they saw one +another. Their glances rushed together as though they had been a long time +withholden from each other, and a rosy glow came over Marcia's face that +made her long to hide it for a moment from view. Then she knew in her +heart that her dream was not all a dream. David was the same. It had +lasted, whatever this wonderful thing was that bound them together. She +stood still in her happy bewilderment, looking at him, and he, enjoying +the radiant morning vision of her, stood too. + +David found that longing to take her in his arms overcoming him again. He +had made strict account with himself and was resolved to be careful and +not frighten her. He must be sure it would not be unpleasant to her before +he let her know his great deep love. He must be careful. He must not take +advantage of the fact that she was his and could not run away from him. If +she dreaded his attentions, neither could she any more say no. + +And so their two looks met, and longed to come closer, but were held back, +and a lovely shyness crept over Marcia's sweet face. Then David bethought +himself of his bandbox. + +He took up the box and untied it with unaccustomed fingers, fumbling among +the tissue paper for the handle end of the thing. Where did they take hold +of bonnets anyway? He had no trouble with it the night before, but then he +was not thinking about it. Now he was half afraid she might not like it. +He remembered that Hannah Heath had pronounced against it. It suddenly +seemed impossible that he should have bought a bonnet that a pretty woman +had said was not right. There must be something wrong with it after all. + +Marcia stood wondering. + +"I thought maybe this would do instead of the sunbonnet," he said at last, +getting out the bonnet by one string and holding it dangling before him. + +Marcia caught it with deft careful hands and an exclamation of delight. He +watched her anxiously. It had all the requisite number of materials,--one, +two, three, four,--like the despised bonnet he threw on the floor--straw, +silk, lace and flowers. Would she like it? Her face showed that she did. +Her cheeks flushed with pleasure, and her eyes danced with joy. Marcia's +face always showed it when she liked anything. There was nothing half-way +about her. + +"Oh, it is beautiful!" she said delightedly. "It is so sweet and white and +cool with that green vine. Oh, I am glad, glad, glad! I shall never wear +that old blue bonnet again." She went over to the glass and put it on. The +soft ruching settled about her brown hair, and made a lovely setting for +her face. The green vine twined and peeped in and out under the round brim +and the ribbon sat in a prim bow beneath her pretty chin. + +She gave one comprehensive glance at herself in the glass and then turned +to David. In that glance was revealed to her just how much she had dreaded +wearing her pink sunbonnet, and just how relieved she was to have a +substitute. + +Her look was shy and sweet as she said with eyes that dared and then +drooped timidly: + +"You--are--very--good to me!" + +Almost he forgot his vow of carefulness at that, but remembered when he +had got half across the room toward her, and answered earnestly: + +"Dear, _you_ have been very good to _me_." + +Marcia's eyes suddenly sobered and half the glow faded from her face. Was +it then only gratitude? She took off the bonnet and touched the bows with +wistful tenderness as she laid it by till after breakfast. He watched her +and misinterpreted the look. Was she then disappointed in the bonnet? Was +it not right after all? Had Hannah known better than he? He hesitated and +then asked her: + +"Is there---- Is it---- That is--perhaps you would rather take it back and and +choose another. You know how to choose one better than I. There were +others I think. In fact, I forgot to look at any but this because I liked +it, but I'm only a man----" he finished helplessly. + +"No! No! No!" said Marcia, her eyes sparkling emphatically again. "There +couldn't be a better one. This is just exactly what I like. I do not want +anything else. And I--like it all the better because you selected it," she +added daringly, suddenly lifting her face to his with a spice of her own +childish freedom. + +His eyes admired her. + +"She told me Hannah Heath thought it too plain," he added honestly. + +"Then I'm sure I like it all the better for that," said Marcia so +emphatically that they both laughed. + +It all at once became necessary to hurry, for the old clock in the hall +clanged out the hour and David became aware that haste was imperative. + +Early as Marcia had come down, David had been up long before her, his +heart too light to sleep. In a dream, or perchance on the borders of the +morning, an idea had come to him. He told Marcia that he must go out now +to see about the horse, but he also made a hurried visit to the home of +his office clerk and another to the aunts, and when he returned with the +horse he had left things in such train that if he did not return that +evening he would not be greatly missed. But he said nothing to Marcia +about it. He laughed to himself as he thought of the sleepy look on his +clerk's face, and the offended dignity expressed in the ruffle of Aunt +Hortense's night cap all awry as she had peered over the balusters to +receive his unprecedentedly early visit. The aunts were early risers. They +prided themselves upon it. It hurt their dignity and their pride to have +anything short of sudden serious illness, or death, or a fire cause others +to arise before them. Therefore they did not receive the message that +David was meditating another trip away from the village for a few days +with good grace. Aunt Hortense asked Aunt Amelia if she had ever feared +that Marcia would have a bad effect upon David by making him frivolous. +Perhaps he would lose interest in his business with all his careering +around the country. Aunt Amelia agreed that Marcia must be to blame in +some way, and then discovering they had a whole hour before their usual +rising time, the two good ladies settled themselves with indignant +composure to their interrupted repose. + +Breakfast was ready when David returned. Marcia supposed he had only been +to harness the horse. She glanced out happily through the window to where +the horse stood tied to the post in front of the house. She felt like +waving her hand to him, and he turned and seemed to see her; rolling the +whites of his eyes around, and tossing his head as if in greeting. + +Marcia would scarcely have eaten anything in her excitement if David had +not urged her to do so. She hurried with her clearing away, and then flew +upstairs to arrange her bonnet before the glass and don the lovely folds +of the creamy crêpe shawl, folding it demurely around her shoulders and +knotting it in front. She put on her mitts, took her handkerchief folded +primly, and came down ready. + +But David no longer seemed in such haste. He made a great fuss fastening +up everything. She wondered at his unusual care, for she thought +everything quite safe for the day. + +She raised one shade toward the Heath house. It was the first time she had +permitted herself this morning to think of Kate. Was she there yet? +Probably, for no coach had left since last night, and unless she had gone +by private conveyance there would have been no way to go. She looked up to +the front corner guest room where the windows were open and the white +muslin curtains swayed in the morning breeze. No one seemed to be moving +about in the room. Perhaps Kate was not awake. Just then she caught the +flutter of a blue muslin down on the front stoop. Kate was up, early as it +was, and was coming out. A sudden misgiving seized Marcia's heart, as when +a little child, she had seen her sister coming to eat up the piece of cake +or sweetmeat that had been given to her. Many a time had that happened. +Now, she felt that in some mysterious way Kate would contrive to take from +her her new-found joy. + +She could not resist her,--David could not resist her,--no one could ever +resist Kate. Her face turned white and her hand began to tremble so that +she dropped the curtain she had been holding up. + +Just then came David's clear voice, louder than would have been necessary, +and pitched as if he were calling to some one upstairs, though he knew she +was just inside the parlor where she had gone to make sure of the window +fastening. + +"Come, dear! Aren't you ready? It is more than time we started." + +There was a glad ring in David's voice that somehow belied the somewhat +exacting words he had spoken, and Marcia's heart leaped up to meet him. + +"Yes, I'm all ready, dear!" she called back with a hysterical little +laugh. Of course Kate could not hear so far, but it gave her satisfaction +to say it. The final word was unpremeditated. It bubbled up out of the +depths of her heart and made the red rush back into her cheeks when she +realized what she had said. It was the first time she had ever used a term +of endearment toward David. She wondered if he noticed it and if he would +think her very--bold,--queer,--immodest, to use it. She looked shyly up at +him, enquiring with her eyes, as she came out to him on the front stoop, +and he looked down with such a smile she felt as if it were a caress. And +yet neither was quite conscious of this little real by-play they were +enacting for the benefit of the audience of one in blue muslin over the +way. How much she heard, or how little they could not tell, but it gave +satisfaction to go through with it inasmuch as it was real, and not acting +at all. + +David fastened the door and then helped Marcia into the carriage. They +were both laughing happily like two children starting upon a picnic. +Marcia was serenely conscious of her new bonnet, and it was pleasant to +have David tuck the linen lap robe over her chintz frock so carefully. She +was certain Kate could not identify it now at that distance, thanks to the +lap robe and her crêpe shawl. At least Kate could not see any of her own +trousseau on her sister now. + +Kate was sitting on the little white seat in the shelter of the +honeysuckle vine facing them on the stoop of the Heath house. It was +impossible for them to know whether she was watching them or not. They did +not look up to see. She was talking with Mr. Heath who, in his milking +garb, was putting to rights some shrubs and plants near the walk that had +been trampled upon during the wedding festivities. But Kate must have seen +a good deal that went on. + +David took up the reins, settled himself with a smile at Marcia, touched +the horse with the tip of the whip, which caused him to spring forward in +astonishment--that from David! No horse in town would have expected it of +him. They had known him from babyhood, most of them, and he was gentleness +itself. It must have been a mistake. But the impression lasted long enough +to carry them a rod or two past the Heath house at a swift pace, with only +time for a lifting of David's hat, prolonged politely,--which might or +might not have included Kate, and they were out upon their way together. + +Marcia could scarcely believe her senses that she was really here beside +David, riding with him swiftly through the village and leaving Kate +behind. She felt a passing pity for Kate. Then she looked shyly up at +David. Would his gaiety pass when they were away, and would he grow grave +and sad again so soon as he was out of Kate's sight? She had learned +enough of David's principles to know that he would not think it right to +let his thoughts stray to Kate now, but did his heart still turn that way +in spite of him? + +Through the town they sped, glad with every roll of the wheels that took +them further away from Kate. Each was conscious, as they rolled along, of +that day one year ago when they rode together thus, out through the fields +into the country. It was a day much as that other one, just as bright, +just as warm, yet oh, so much more radiant to both! Then they were sad and +fearful of the future. All their life seemed in the past. Now the darkness +had been led through, and they had reached the brightness again. In fact, +all the future stretched out before them that fair morning and looked +bright as the day. + +They were conscious of the blueness of the sky, of the soft clouds that +hovered in haziness on the rim of the horizon, as holding off far enough +to spoil no moment of that perfect day. They were conscious of the waving +grains and of the perfume of the buckwheat drifting like snow in the +fields beyond the wheat; conscious of the meadow-lark and the wood-robin's +note; of the whirr of a locust; and the thud of a frog in the cool green +of a pool deep with brown shadows; conscious of the circling of mated +butterflies in the simmering gold air; of the wild roses lifting fair pink +petals from the brambly banks beside the road; conscious of the whispering +pine needles in a wood they passed; the fluttering chatter of leaves and +silver flash of the lining of poplar leaves, where tall trees stood like +sentinels, apart and sad; conscious of a little brook that tinkled under a +log bridge they crossed, then hurried on its way unmindful of their happy +crossing; conscious of the dusty daisy beside the road, closing with a +bumbling bee who wanted honey below the market price; conscious of all +these things; but most conscious of each other, close, side by side. + +It was all so dear, that ride, and over so soon. Marcia was just trying to +get used to looking up into the dazzling light of David's eyes. She had to +droop her own almost immediately for the truth she read in his was +overpowering. Could it be? A fluttering thought came timidly to her heart +and would not be denied. + +"Can it be, can it be that he cares for me? He loves me. He loves me!" It +sang its way in with thrill after thrill of joy and more and more David's +eyes told the story which his lips dared not risk yet. But eyes and hearts +are not held by the conventions that bind lips. They rushed into their +inheritance of each other and had that day ahead, a day so rare and sweet +that it would do to set among the jewels of fair days for all time and for +any one. + +All too soon they began to turn into roads where were other vehicles, many +of them, and all going in the same direction. Men and women in gala day +attire all laughing and talking expectantly and looking at one another as +the carriages passed with a degree of familiar curiosity which betokens a +common errand. Family coaches, farm wagons, with kitchen chairs for +accommodation of the family; old one-horse chaises, carryalls, and even a +stage coach or two wheeled into the old turnpike. David and Marcia settled +into subdued quiet, their joy not expressing itself in the ripples of +laughter that had rung out earlier in the morning when they were alone. +They sought each other's eyes often and often, and in one of these +excursions that David's eyes made to Marcia's face he noticed how +extremely becoming the new bonnet was. After thinking it over he decided +to risk letting her know. He was not shy about it now. + +"Do you know, dear," he said,--there had been a good many "dear's" slipping +back and forth all unannounced during that ride, and not openly +acknowledged either. "Do you know how becoming your new bonnet is to you? +You look prettier than I ever saw you look but once before." He kept his +eyes upon her face and watched the sweet color steal up to her drooping +eyelashes. + +"When was that?" she asked coyly, to hide her embarrassment, and sweeping +him one laughing glance. + +"Why, that night, dear, at the gate, in the moonlight. Don't you +remember?" + +"Oh-h-h-h!" Marcia caught her breath and a thrill of joy passed through +her that made her close her eyes lest the glad tears should come. Then the +little bird in her heart set up the song in earnest to the tune of Wonder: +"He loves me, He loves me, He loves me!" + +He leaned a little closer to her. + +"If there were not so many people looking I think I should have to kiss +you now." + +"Oh-h-h-h!" said Marcia drawing in her breath and looking around +frightened on the number of people that were driving all about them, for +they were come almost to the railroad now, and could see the black smoke +of the engine a little beyond as it stood puffing and snorting upon its +track like some sulky animal that had been caught and chained and +harnessed and was longing to leap forward and upset its load. + +But though Marcia looked about in her happy fright, and sat a trifle +straighter in the chaise, she did not move her hand away that lay next +David's, underneath the linen lap robe, and he put his own hand over it +and covered it close in his firm hold. Marcia trembled and was so happy +she was almost faint with joy. She wondered if she were very foolish +indeed to feel so, and if all love had this terrible element of solemn joy +in it that made it seem too great to be real. + +They had to stop a number of times to speak to people. Everybody knew +David, it appeared. This man and that had a word to speak with him, some +bit of news that he must not omit to notice in his article, some new +development about the attitude of a man of influence that was important; +the change of two or three of those who were to go in the coaches on this +trial trip. + +To all of them David introduced his wife, with a ring of pride in his +voice as he said the words "My wife," and all of them stopped whatever +business they had in hand and stepped back to bow most deferentially to +the beautiful woman who sat smiling by his side. They wondered why they +had not heard of her before, and they looked curiously, enviously at +David, and back in admiration at Marcia. It was quite a little court she +held sitting there in the chaise by David's side. + +Men who have since won a mention in the pages of history were there that +day, and nearly all of them had a word for David Spafford and his lovely +wife. Many of them stood for some time and talked with her. Mr. Thurlow +Weed was the last one to leave them before the train was actually ready +for starting, and he laid an urging hand upon David's arm as he went. +"Then you think you cannot go with us? Better come. Mrs. Spafford will let +you I am sure. You're not afraid are you, Mrs. Spafford? I am sure you are +a brave woman. Better come, Spafford." + +But David laughingly thanked him again as he had thanked others, and said +that he would not be able to go, as he and his wife had other plans, and +he must go on to Albany as soon as the train had started. + +Marcia looked up at him half worshipfully as he said this, wondering what +it was, instinctively knowing that it was for her sake he was giving up +this honor which they all wished to put upon him. It would naturally have +been an interesting thing to him to have taken this first ride behind the +new engine "Dewitt Clinton." + +Then, suddenly, like a chill wind from a thunder cloud that has stolen up +unannounced and clutched the little wild flowers before they have time to +bind up their windy locks and duck their heads under cover, there happened +a thing that clutched Marcia's heart and froze all the joy in her veins. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXIX + + +A coach was approaching filled with people, some of them Marcia knew; they +were friends and neighbors from their own village, and behind it plodding +along came a horse with a strangely familiar gait drawing four people. The +driver was old Mr. Heath looking unbelievingly at the scene before him. He +did not believe that an engine would be able to haul a train any +appreciable distance whatever, and he believed that he had come out here +to witness this entire company of fanatics circumvented by the ill-natured +iron steed who stood on the track ahead surrounded by gaping boys and a +flock of quacking ganders, living symbol of the people who had come to see +the thing start; so thought Mr. Heath. He told himself he was as much of a +goose as any of them to have let this chit of a woman fool him into coming +off out here when he ought to have been in the hay field to-day. + +By his side in all the glory of shimmering blue with a wide white lace +bertha and a bonnet with a steeple crown wreathed about heavily with roses +sat Kate, a blue silk parasol shading her eyes from the sun, those eyes +that looked to conquer, and seemed to pierce beyond and through her sister +and ignore her. Old Mrs. Heath and Miranda were along, but they did not +count, except to themselves. Miranda was all eyes, under an ugly bonnet. +She desired above all things to see that wonderful engine in which David +was so interested. + +Marcia shrunk and seemed to wither where she sat. All her bright bloom +faded in an instant and a kind of frenzy seized her. She had a wild desire +to get down out of the carriage and run with all her might away from this +hateful scene. The sky seemed to have suddenly clouded over and the hum +and buzz of voices about seemed a babel that would never cease. + +David felt the arm beside his cringe, and shrink back, and looking down +saw the look upon her sweet frightened face; following her glance his own +face hardened into what might have been termed righteous wrath. But not a +word did he say, and neither did he apparently notice the oncoming +carriage. He busied himself at once talking with a man who happened to +pass the carriage, and when Mr. Heath drove by to get a better view of the +engine he was so absorbed in his conversation that he did not notice them, +which seemed but natural. + +But Kate was not to be thus easily foiled. She had much at stake and she +must win if possible. She worked it about that Squire Heath should drive +around to the end of the line of coaches, quite out of sight of the engine +and where there was little chance of seeing the train and its +passengers,--the only thing Squire Heath cared about. But there was an +excellent view of David's carriage and Kate would be within hailing +distance if it should transpire that she had no further opportunity of +speaking with David. It seemed strange to Squire Heath, as he sat there +behind the last coach patiently, that he had done what she asked. She did +not look like a woman who was timid about horses, yet she had professed a +terrible fear that the screech of the engine would frighten the staid old +Heath horse. Miranda, at that, had insisted upon changing seats, thereby +getting herself nearer the horse, and the scene of action. Miranda did not +like to miss seeing the engine start. + +At last word to start was given. A man ran along by the train and mounted +into his high seat with his horn in his hand ready to blow. The fireman +ceased his raking of the glowing fire and every traveller sprang into his +seat and looked toward the crowd of spectators importantly. This was a +great moment for all interested. The little ones whose fathers were in the +train began to call good-bye and wave their hands, and one old lady whose +only son was going as one of the train assistants began to sob aloud. + +A horse in the crowd began to act badly. Every snort of the engine as the +steam was let off made him start and rear. He was directly behind Marcia, +and she turned her head and looked straight into his fiery frightened +eyes, red with fear and frenzy, and felt his hot breath upon her cheek. A +man was trying most ineffectually to hold him, but it seemed as if in +another minute he would come plunging into the seat with them. Marcia +uttered a frightened cry and clutched at David's arm. He turned, and +seeing instantly what was the matter, placed his arm protectingly about +her and at once guided his own horse out of the crowd, and around nearer +to the engine. Somehow that protecting arm gave Marcia a steadiness once +more and she was able to watch the wonderful wheels begin to turn and the +whole train slowly move and start on its way. Her lips parted, her breath +came quick, and for the instant she forgot her trouble. David's arm was +still about her, and there was a reassuring pressure in it. He seemed to +have forgotten that the crowd might see him--if the crowd had not been too +busy watching something more wonderful. It is probable that only one +person in that whole company saw David sitting with his arm about his +wife--for he soon remembered and put it quietly on the back of the seat, +where it would call no one's attention--and that person was Kate. She had +not come to this hot dusty place to watch an engine creak along a track, +she had come to watch David, and she was vexed and angry at what she saw. +Here was Marcia flaunting her power over David directly in her face. +Spiteful thing! She would pay her back yet and let her know that she could +not touch the things that she, Kate, had put her own sign and seal upon. +For this reason it was that at the last minute Kate allowed poor Squire +Heath to drive around near the front of the train, saying that as David +Spafford seemed to find it safe she supposed she ought not to hold them +back for her fears. It needed but the word to send the vexed and curious +Squire around through the crowd to a spot directly behind David's +carriage, and there Miranda could see quite well, and Kate could sit and +watch David and frame her plans for immediate action so soon as the +curtain should fall upon this ridiculous engine play over which everybody +was wild. + +And so, amid shouts and cheers, and squawking of the geese that attempted +to precede the engine like a white frightened body-guard down the track; +amid the waving of handkerchiefs, the shouts of excited little boys, and +the neighing of frightened horses, the first steam engine that ever drew a +train in New York state started upon its initial trip. + +Then there came a great hush upon the spectators assembled. The wheels +were rolling, the carriages were moving, the train was actually going by +them, and what had been so long talked about was an assured fact. They +were seeing it with their own eyes, and might be witnesses of it to all +their acquaintances. It was true. They dared not speak nor breathe lest +something should happen and the great miracle should stop. They hushed +simultaneously as though at the passing of some great soul. They watched +in silence until the train went on between the meadows, grew smaller in +the distance, slipped into the shadow of the wood, flashed out into the +sunlight beyond again, and then was lost behind a hill. A low murmur +growing rapidly into a shout of cheer arose as the crowd turned and faced +one another and the fact of what they had seen. + +"By gum! She kin do it!" ejaculated Squire Heath, who had watched the +melting of his skeptical opinions in speechless amazement. + +The words were the first intimation the Spaffords had of the proximity of +Kate. They made David smile, but Marcia turned white with sudden fear +again. Not for nothing had she lived with her sister so many years. She +knew that cruel nature and dreaded it. + +David looked at Marcia for sympathy in his smile at the old Squire, but +when he saw her face he turned frowning toward those behind him. + +Kate saw her opportunity. She leaned forward with honeyed smile, and wily +as the serpent addressed her words to Marcia, loud and clear enough for +all those about them to hear. + +"Oh, Mrs. Spafford! I am going to ask a great favor of you. I am sure you +will grant it when you know I have so little time. I am extremely anxious +to get a word of advice from your husband upon business matters that are +very pressing. Would you kindly change places with me during the ride +home, and give me a chance to talk with him about it? I would not ask it +but that I must leave for New York on the evening coach and shall have no +other opportunity to see him." + +Kate's smile was roses and cream touched with frosty sunshine, and to +onlookers nothing could have been sweeter. But her eyes were coldly cruel +as sharpened steel, and they said to her sister as plainly as words could +have spoken: "Do you obey my wish, my lady, or I will freeze the heart out +of you." + +Marcia turned white and sick. She felt as if her lips had suddenly +stiffened and refused to obey her when they ought to have smiled. What +would all these people think of her, and how was she behaving? For David's +sake she ought to do something, say something, look something, but +what--what should she do? + +While she was thinking this, with the freezing in her heart creeping up +into her throat, the great tears beating at the portals of her eyes, and +time standing suddenly still waiting for her leaden tongue to speak, David +answered: + +All gracefully 'twas done, with not so much as a second's +hesitation,--though it had seemed so long to Marcia,--nor the shadow of a +sign that he was angry: + +"Mrs. Leavenworth," he said in his masterful voice, "I am sure my wife +would not wish to seem ungracious, or unwilling to comply with your +request, but as it happens it is impossible. We are not returning home for +several days. My wife has some shopping to do in Albany, and in fact we +are expecting to take a little trip. A sort of second honeymoon, you +know,"--he added, smiling toward Mrs. Heath and Miranda; "it is the first +time I have had leisure to plan for it since we were married. I am sorry I +have to hurry away, but I am sure that my friend Squire Heath can give as +much help in a business way as I could, and furthermore, Squire Schuyler +is now in New York for a few days as I learned in a letter from him which +arrived last evening. I am sure he can give you more and better advice +than any I could give. I wish you good morning. Good morning, Mrs. Heath. +Good morning, Miss Miranda!" + +Lifting his hat David drove away from them and straight over to the little +wayside hostelry where he was to finish his article to send by the +messenger who was even then ready mounted for the purpose. + +"My! Don't he think a lot of her though!" said Miranda, rolling the words +as a sweet morsel under her tongue. "It must be nice to have a man so fond +of you." This was one of the occasions when Miranda wished she had eyes in +the back of her head. She was sharp and she had seen a thing or two, also +she had heard scraps of her cousin Hannah's talk. But she sat demurely in +the recesses of her deep, ugly bonnet and tried to imagine how the guest +behind her looked. + +All trembling sat Marcia in the rusty parlor of the little hostelry, while +David at the table wrote with hurried hand, glancing up at her to smile +now and then, and passing over the sheets as he finished them for her +criticism. She thought she had seen the Heath wagon drive away in the home +direction, but she was not sure. She half expected to see the door open +and Kate walk in. Her heart was thumping so she could scarcely sit still +and the brightness of the world outside seemed to make her dizzy. She was +glad to have the sheets to look over, for it took her thoughts away from +herself and her nameless fears. She was not quite sure what it was she +feared, only that in some way Kate would have power over David to take him +away from her. As he wrote she studied the dear lines of his face and +knew, as well as human heart may ever know, how dear another soul had +grown to hers. + +David had not much to write and it was soon signed, approved, and sealed. +He sent his messenger on the way and then coming back closed the door and +went and stood before Marcia. + +As though she felt some critical moment had come she arose, trembling, and +looked into his eyes questioningly. + +"Marcia," he said, and his tone was grave and earnest, putting her upon an +equality with him, not as if she were a child any more. "Marcia, I have +come to ask your forgiveness for the terrible thing I did to you in +allowing you, who scarcely knew what you were doing then, to give your +life away to a man who loved another woman." + +Marcia's heart stood still with horror. It had come then, the dreadful +thing she had feared. The blow was going to fall. He did not love her! +What a fool she had been! + +But the steady voice went on, though the blood in her neck and temples +throbbed in such loud waves that she could scarcely hear the words to +understand them. + +"It was a crime, Marcia, and I have come to realize it more and more +during all the days of this year that you have so uncomplainingly spent +yourself for me. I know now, as I did not think then in my careless, +selfish sorrow, that I was as cruel to you, with your sweet young life, as +your sister was cruel to me. You might already have given your heart to +some one else; I never stopped to inquire. You might have had plans and +hopes for your own future; I never even thought of it. I was a brute. Can +you forgive me? Sometimes the thought of the responsibility I took upon +myself has been so terrible to me that I felt I could not stand it. You +did not realize what it was then that you were giving, perhaps, but +somehow I think you have begun to realize now. Will you forgive me?" He +stopped and looked at her anxiously. She was drooped and white as if a +blast had suddenly struck her and faded her sweet bloom. Her throat was +hot and dry and she had to try three times before she could frame the +words, "Yes, I forgive." + +There was no hope, no joy in the words, and a sudden fear descended upon +David's heart. Had he then done more damage than he knew? Was the child's +heart broken by him, and did she just realize it? What could he do? Must +he conceal his love from her? Perhaps this was no time to tell it. But he +must. He could not bear the burden of having done her harm and not also +tell her how he loved her. He would be very careful, very considerate, he +would not press his love as a claim, but he must tell her. + +"And Marcia, I must tell you the rest," he went on, his own words seeming +to stay upon his lips, and then tumble over one another; "I have learned +to love you as I never loved your sister. I love you more and better than +I ever could have loved her. I can see how God has led me away from her +and brought me to you. I can look back to that night when I came to her +and found you there waiting for me, and kissed you,--darling. Do you +remember?" He took her cold little trembling hands and held them firmly as +he talked, his whole soul in his face, as if his life depended upon the +next few moments. "I was troubled at the time, dear, for having kissed +you, and given you the greeting that I thought belonged to her. I have +rebuked myself for thinking since how lovely you looked as you stood there +in the moonlight. But afterward I knew that it was you after all that my +love belonged to, and to you rightfully the kiss should have gone. I am +glad it was so, glad that God overruled my foolish choosing. Lately I have +been looking back to that night I met you at the gate, and feeling jealous +that that meeting was not all ours; that it should be shadowed for us by +the heartlessness of another. It gives me much joy now to think how I took +you in my arms and kissed you. I cannot bear to think it was a mistake. +Yet glad as I am that God sent you down to that gate to meet me, and much +as I love you, I would rather have died than feel that I have brought +sorrow into your life, and bound you to one whom you cannot love. Marcia, +tell me truly, never mind my feelings, tell me! Can you ever love me?" + +Then did Marcia lift her flower-like face, all bright with tears of joy +and a flood of rosy smiles, the light of seven stars in her eyes. But she +could not speak, she could only look, and after a little whisper, "Oh, +David, I think I have always loved you! I think I was waiting for you that +night, though I did not know it. And look!"--with sudden thought---- + +She drew from the folds of her dress a little old-fashioned locket hung by +a chain about her neck out of sight. She opened it and showed him a soft +gold curl which she touched gently with her lips, as though it were +something very sacred. + +"What is it, darling?" asked David perplexed, half happy, half afraid as +he took the locket and touched the curl more thrilled with the thought +that she had carried it next her heart than with the sight of it. + +"It is yours," she said, disappointed that he did not understand. "Aunt +Clarinda gave it to me while you were away. I've worn it ever since. And +she gave me other things, and told me all about you. I know it all, about +the tops and marbles, and the spelling book, and I've cried with you over +your punishments, and--I--love it all!" + +He had fastened the door before he began to talk, but he caught her in his +arms now, regardless of the fact that the shades were not drawn down, and +that they swayed in the summer breeze. + +"Oh, my darling! My wife!" he cried, and kissed her lips for the third +time. + +The world was changed then for those two. They belonged to each other they +believed, as no two that ever walked through Eden had ever belonged. When +they thought of the precious bond that bound them together their hearts +throbbed with a happiness that well-nigh overwhelmed them. + +A dinner of stewed chickens and little white soda biscuits was served +them, fit for a wedding breakfast, for the barmaid whispered to the cook +that she was sure there was a bride and groom in the parlor they looked so +happy and seemed to forget anybody else was by. But it might have been ham +and eggs for all they knew what it was they ate, these two who were so +happy they could but look into each other's eyes. + +When the dinner was over and they started on their way again, with Albany +shimmering in the hot sun in the distance, and David's arm sliding from +the top of the seat to circle Marcia's waist, David whispered: + +"This is our real wedding journey, dearest, and this is our bridal day. +We'll go to Albany and buy you a trousseau, and then we will go wherever +you wish. I can stay a whole week if you wish. Would you like to go home +for a visit?" + +Marcia, with shining eyes and glowing cheeks, looked her love into his +face and answered: "Yes, _now_ I would like to go home,--just for a few +days--and then back to our home." + +And David looking into her eyes understood why she had not wanted to go +before. She was taking her husband, _her_ husband, not Kate's, with her +now, and might be proud of his love. 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A masterly story."--_St. Louis +Dispatch._ "The story is ingeniously told, and cleverly constructed."--_The +Dial._ + + +THE GAMBLER. By Katherine Cecil Thurston. With illustrations by John +Campbell. + +"Tells of a high strung young Irish woman who has a passion for gambling, +inherited from a long line of sporting ancestors. She has a high sense of +honor, too, and that causes complications. She is a very human, lovable +character, and love saves her."--_N. Y. Times._ + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- + + GROSSET & DUNLAP, - NEW YORK + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- + + FAMOUS COPYRIGHT BOOKS + IN POPULAR PRICED EDITIONS + +Re-issues of the great literary successes of the time. Library size. +Printed on excellent paper--most of them with illustrations of marked +beauty--and handsomely bound in cloth. 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It is a dainty book--daintily +illustrated."--_New York Tribune._ "A wholesome, bright, refreshing story, +an ideal book to give a young girl."--_Chicago Record-Herald._ "An idyllic +story, replete with pathos and inimitable humor. As story-telling it is +perfection, and as portrait-painting it is true to the life."--_London +Mail._ + + +TILLIE: A Mennonite Maid. By Helen R. Martin. With illustrations by +Florence Scovel Shinn. + +The little "Mennonite Maid" who wanders through these pages is something +quite new in fiction. Tillie is hungry for books and beauty and love; and +she comes into her inheritance at the end. "Tillie is faulty, sensitive, +big-hearted, eminently human, and first, last and always lovable. Her +charm glows warmly, the story is well handled, the characters skilfully +developed."--_The Book Buyer._ + + +LADY ROSE'S DAUGHTER. By Mrs. Humphry Ward. With illustrations by Howard +Chandler Christy. + +"The most marvellous work of its wonderful author."--_New York World._ "We +touch regions and attain altitudes which it is not given to the ordinary +novelist even to approach."--_London Times._ "In no other story has Mrs. +Ward approached the brilliancy and vivacity of Lady Rose's +Daughter."--_North American Review._ + + +THE BANKER AND THE BEAR. By Henry K. Webster. + +"An exciting and absorbing story."--_New York Times._ "Intensely thrilling +in parts, but an unusually good story all through. There is a love affair +of real charm and most novel surroundings, there is a run on the bank +which is almost worth a year's growth, and there is all manner of +exhilarating men and deeds which should bring the book into high and +permanent favor."--_Chicago Evening Post._ + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- + + GROSSET & DUNLAP, - NEW YORK + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- + + NATURE BOOKS + + With Colored Plates, and Photographs from Life. + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +BIRD NEIGHBORS. An Introductory Acquaintance with 150 Birds Commonly Found +in the Woods, Fields and Gardens About Our Homes. By Neltje Blanchan. With +an Introduction by John Burroughs, and many plates of birds in natural +colors. Large Quarto, size 7-3/4 x 10-3/8, Cloth. Formerly published at +$2.00. 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Our special price, $1.25. + +Superb color portraits of many familiar flowers in their living tints, and +no less beautiful pictures in black and white of others--each blossom +photographed directly from nature--form an unrivaled series. By their aid +alone the novice can name the flowers met afield. + +Intimate life-histories of over five hundred species of wild flowers, +written in untechnical, vivid language, emphasize the marvelously +interesting and vital relationship existing between these flowers and the +special insect to which each is adapted. + +The flowers are divided into five color groups, because by this +arrangement any one with no knowledge of botany whatever can readily +identify the specimens met during a walk. The various popular names by +which each species is known, its preferred dwelling-place, months of +blooming and geographical distribution follow its description. 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The story abounds in adventure, +mystery, peril and suspense. + + +THE STORM CENTRE. By Charles Egbert Craddock. + +A war story; but more of flirtation, love and courtship than of fighting +or history. The tale is thoroughly readable and takes its readers again +into golden Tennessee, into the atmosphere which has distinguished all of +Miss Murfree's novels. + + +THE ADVENTURESS. By Coralie Stanton. With color frontispiece by Harrison +Fisher, and attractive inlay cover in colors. + +As a penalty for her crimes, her evil nature, her flint-like callousness, +her more than inhuman cruelty, her contempt for the laws of God and man, +she was condemned to bury her magnificent personality, her transcendent +beauty, her superhuman charms, in gilded obscurity at a King's left hand. +A powerful story powerfully told. + + +THE GOLDEN GREYHOUND. A Novel by Dwight Tilton. With illustrations by E. +Pollak. + +A thoroughly good story that keeps you guessing to the very end, and never +attempts to instruct or reform you. It is a strictly up-to-date story of +love and mystery with wireless telegraphy and all the modern improvements. +The events nearly all take place on a big Atlantic liner and the romance +of the deep is skilfully made to serve as a setting for the romance, old +as mankind, yet always new, involving our hero. + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- + + GROSSET & DUNLAP, - NEW YORK + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- + + + + + + ERRATA + + + CHAPTER I + Changed: girl in the *fairy tale* who left jewels + To: girl in the *fairy-tale* who left jewels + + CHAPTER I + Changed: ever walked in *fairy tale*. But she saw + To: ever walked in *fairy-tale*. But she saw + + CHAPTER III + Changed: before, but covered *wth* confusion and shame, + To: before, but covered *with* confusion and shame, + + CHAPTER III + Changed: and she turned *delberately*, one dainty, slippered + To: and she turned *deliberately*, one dainty, slippered + + CHAPTER V + Changed: her that this *wholsale* disposal of Marcia + To: her that this *wholesale* disposal of Marcia + + CHAPTER V + Changed: Phoebe takes your place and then come back.* * + To: Phoebe takes your place and then come back.*"* + + CHAPTER V + Changed: fine places, to *tea drinkings* and the like, + To: fine places, to *tea-drinkings* and the like, + + CHAPTER VI + Changed: out radiant and *childlike* through her tears. + To: out radiant and *child-like* through her tears. + + CHAPTER X + Changed: was always something *childlike* about Marcia's + To: was always something *child-like* about Marcia's + + CHAPTER X + Changed: her old home *plentfully* supplied with those + To: her old home *plentifully* supplied with those + + CHAPTER XII + Changed: got David that's worth everything.* * + To: got David that's worth everything.*"* + + CHAPTER XII + Changed: position on the *haircloth* sofa. But if + To: position on the *hair-cloth* sofa. But if + + CHAPTER XIII + Changed: had Mary Ann's *hand-writing* looked so pleasant + To: had Mary Ann's *handwriting* looked so pleasant + + CHAPTER XIII + Changed: seemed half a *life-time* to the girl + To: seemed half a *lifetime* to the girl + + CHAPTER XIII + Changed: my old calico *tomorrow* morning again, and + To: my old calico *to-morrow* morning again, and + + CHAPTER XIII + Changed: house with big *collums* to the front + To: house with big *columns* to the front + + CHAPTER XV + Changed: table, and the *tea-kettle* was singing on + To: table, and the *tea kettle* was singing on + + CHAPTER XV + Changed: The neighbor had *staid* longer than usual, + To: The neighbor had *stayed* longer than usual, + + CHAPTER XVI + Changed: thus melted into *childlike* enthusiasm, felt his + To: thus melted into *child-like* enthusiasm, felt his + + CHAPTER XVIII + Changed: with the flickering *candle-light* making grotesque + To: with the flickering *candle light* making grotesque + + CHAPTER XVIII + Changed: Bible where the *candle-light* played at glances + To: Bible where the *candle light* played at glances + + CHAPTER XXI + Changed: if he would *absord* the vision for + To: if he would *absorb* the vision for + + CHAPTER XXII + Changed: and let the *floodtide* of his sorrow + To: and let the *flood-tide* of his sorrow + + CHAPTER XXII + Changed: an' hopin' an' *tryin* fer somebody bigger. + To: an' hopin' an' *tryin'* fer somebody bigger. + + CHAPTER XXII + Changed: There's no place like home.*'* + To: There's no place like home.* * + + CHAPTER XXIV + Changed: * *MIRANDA GRISCOM." + To: *"*MIRANDA GRISCOM." + + CHAPTER XXVI + Changed: all items accurate* * technicalities of preparation; + To: all items accurate*;* technicalities of preparation; + + CHAPTER XXVII + Changed: need all the rest you can get.* * + To: need all the rest you can get.*"* + + CHAPTER XXVII + Changed: had before--all your own I mean?* * + To: had before--all your own I mean?*"* + + CHAPTER XXVII + Changed: any bonnet. Nothing but a pink sunbonnet.* * + To: any bonnet. Nothing but a pink sunbonnet.*"* + + CHAPTER XXVII + Changed: a little old *haircloth* trunk, her own + To: a little old *hair-cloth* trunk, her own + + CHAPTER XXVII + Changed: had done when* *a boy Aunt Clarinda + To: had done when* as *a boy Aunt Clarinda + + CHAPTER XXVII + Changed: Kate a mere *common-place*? What was this + To: Kate a mere *commonplace*? What was this + + CHAPTER XXIX + Changed: Marcia lift her *flowerlike* face, all bright + To: Marcia lift her *flower-like* face, all bright + + AD PAGES + Changed: love story well told."--_Boston Transcript_*,* + To: love story well told."--_Boston Transcript_*.* + + AD PAGES + Changed: by Frank Haviland. *Medalion* in color on + To: by Frank Haviland. *Medallion* in color on + + AD PAGES + Changed: *Suberb* color portraits of many familiar flowers + To: *Superb* color portraits of many familiar flowers + + AD PAGES + Changed: her magnificent *personalty*, her transcendent + To: her magnificent *personality*, her transcendent + + + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MARCIA SCHUYLER*** + + + +CREDITS + + +October 20, 2007 + + Project Gutenberg Edition + Roland Schlenker and + Online Distributed Proofreading Team + + + +A WORD FROM PROJECT GUTENBERG + + +This file should be named 23132-8.txt or 23132-8.zip. + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + + + http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/3/1/3/23132/ + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one -- the old editions will be +renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no one +owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation (and +you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without permission +and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under +the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included with this eBook or +online at http://www.gutenberg.org/license + + + +Title: Marcia Schuyler + +Author: Grace Livingston Hill Lutz + +Release Date: August 2007 [Ebook #23132] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: US-ASCII + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MARCIA SCHUYLER*** + + + + + +Marcia Schuyler + + +by Grace Livingston Hill Lutz + + + + +Edition 1, (August 2007) + + + + + + MARCIA SCHUYLER + + + SIXTH EDITION + + + + + + [Illustration: Copyright by C. Klackner + "OH, YOU NAUGHTY MAN!" SHE EXCLAIMED PRETTILY, "HOW DARE YOU!"] + + Copyright by C. Klackner + "OH, YOU NAUGHTY MAN!" SHE EXCLAIMED PRETTILY, "HOW DARE YOU!" + + + + + + Marcia Schuyler + + + by + + Grace Livingston Hill Lutz + Author of "The Story of a Whim," "According to the + Pattern," "An Unwilling Guest," etc. + + + _Illustrations by_ + E. L. HENRY, N.A. + + + GROSSET & DUNLAP + PUBLISHERS . NEW YORK + + + + + + Copyright, 1908 + By J. B. Lippincott Company + + + Published February, 1908 + + + _Electrotyped and printed by J. B. Lippincott Company_ + _The Washington Square Press, Philadelphia, U. S. A._ + + + + + + TO + THE DEAR MEMORY OF + MY FATHER + The Rev. CHARLES MONTGOMERY LIVINGSTON + WHOSE COMPANIONSHIP AND ENCOURAGEMENT + HAVE BEEN MY HELP THROUGH + THE YEARS + + + + + + CONTENTS + + +CHAPTER I +CHAPTER II +CHAPTER III +CHAPTER IV +CHAPTER V +CHAPTER VI +CHAPTER VII +CHAPTER VIII +CHAPTER IX +CHAPTER X +CHAPTER XI +CHAPTER XII +CHAPTER XIII +CHAPTER XIV +CHAPTER XV +CHAPTER XVI +CHAPTER XVII +CHAPTER XVIII +CHAPTER XIX +CHAPTER XX +CHAPTER XXI +CHAPTER XXII +CHAPTER XXIII +CHAPTER XXIV +CHAPTER XXV +CHAPTER XXVI +CHAPTER XXVII +CHAPTER XXVIII +CHAPTER XXIX +AD PAGES +ERRATA + + + + + + + Marcia Schuyler + + + CHAPTER I + + +The sun was already up and the grass blades were twinkling with sparkles +of dew, as Marcia stepped from the kitchen door. + +She wore a chocolate calico with little sprigs of red and white scattered +over it, her hair was in smooth brown braids down her back, and there was +a flush on her round cheeks that might have been but the reflection of the +rosy light in the East. Her face was as untroubled as the summer morning, +in its freshness, and her eyes as dreamy as the soft clouds that hovered +upon the horizon uncertain where they were to be sent for the day. + +Marcia walked lightly through the grass, and the way behind her sparkled +again like that of the girl in the fairy-tale who left jewels wherever she +passed. + +A rail fence stopped her, which she mounted as though it had been a steed +to carry her onward, and sat a moment looking at the beauty of the +morning, her eyes taking on that far-away look that annoyed her stepmother +when she wanted her to hurry with the dishes, or finish a long seam before +it was time to get supper. + +She loitered but a moment, for her mind was full of business, and she +wished to accomplish much before the day was done. Swinging easily down to +the other side of the fence she moved on through the meadow, over another +fence, and another meadow, skirting the edge of a cool little strip of +woods which lured her with its green mysterious shadows, its whispering +leaves, and twittering birds. One wistful glance she gave into the sweet +silence, seeing a clump of maiden-hair ferns rippling their feathery locks +in the breeze. Then resolutely turning away she sped on to the slope of +Blackberry Hill. + +It was not a long climb to where the blackberries grew, and she was soon +at work, the great luscious berries dropping into her pail almost with a +touch. But while she worked the vision of the hills, the sheep meadow +below, the river winding between the neighboring farms, melted away, and +she did not even see the ripe fruit before her, because she was planning +the new frock she was to buy with these berries she had come to pick. + +Pink and white it was to be; she had seen it in the store the last time +she went for sugar and spice. There were dainty sprigs of pink over the +white ground, and every berry that dropped into her bright pail was no +longer a berry but a sprig of pink chintz. While she worked she went over +her plans for the day. + +There had been busy times at the old house during the past weeks. Kate, +her elder sister, was to be married. It was only a few days now to the +wedding. + +There had been a whole year of preparation: spinning and weaving and fine +sewing. The smooth white linen lay ready, packed between rose leaves and +lavender. There had been yards and yards of tatting and embroidery made by +the two girls for the trousseau, and the village dressmaker had spent days +at the house, cutting, fitting, shirring, till now there was a goodly +array of gorgeous apparel piled high upon bed, and chairs, and hanging in +the closets of the great spare bedroom. The outfit was as fine as that +made for Patience Hartrandt six months before, and Mr. Hartrandt had given +his one daughter all she had asked for in the way of a "setting out." Kate +had seen to it that her things were as fine as Patience's,--but, they were +all for Kate! + +Of course, that was right! Kate was to be married, not Marcia, and +everything must make way for that. Marcia was scarcely more than a child +as yet, barely seventeen. No one thought of anything new for her just +then, and she did not expect it. But into her heart there had stolen a +longing for a new frock herself amid all this finery for Kate. She had her +best one of course. That was good, and pretty, and quite nice enough to +wear to the wedding, and her stepmother had taken much relief in the +thought that Marcia would need nothing during the rush of getting Kate +ready. + +But there were people coming to the house every day, especially in the +afternoons, friends of Kate, and of her stepmother, to be shown Kate's +wardrobe, and to talk things over curiously. Marcia could not wear her +best dress all the time. And _he_ was coming! That was the way Marcia +always denominated the prospective bridegroom in her mind. + +His name was David Spafford, and Kate often called him Dave, but Marcia, +even to herself, could never bring herself to breathe the name so +familiarly. She held him in great awe. He was so fine and strong and good, +with a face like a young saint in some old picture, she thought. She often +wondered how her wild, sparkling sister Kate dared to be so familiar with +him. She had ventured the thought once when she watched Kate dressing to +go out with some young people and preening herself like a bird of Paradise +before the glass. It all came over her, the vanity and frivolousness of +the life that Kate loved, and she spoke out with conviction: + +"Kate, you'll have to be very different when you're married." Kate had +faced about amusedly and asked why. + +"Because _he_ is so good," Marcia had replied, unable to explain further. + +"Oh, is that all?" said the daring sister, wheeling back to the glass. +"Don't you worry; I'll soon take that out of him." + +But Kate's indifference had never lessened her young sister's awe of her +prospective brother-in-law. She had listened to his conversations with her +father during the brief visits he had made, and she had watched his face +at church while he and Kate sang together as the minister lined it out: +"Rock of Ages cleft for me, Let me hide myself in Thee," a new song which +had just been written. And she had mused upon the charmed life Kate would +lead. It was wonderful to be a woman and be loved as Kate was loved, +thought Marcia. + +So in all the hurry no one seemed to think much about Marcia, and she was +not satisfied with her brown delaine afternoon dress. Truth to tell, it +needed letting down, and there was no more left to let down. It made her +feel like last year to go about in it with her slender ankles so plainly +revealed. So she set her heart upon the new chintz. + +Now, with Marcia, to decide was to do. She did not speak to her stepmother +about it, for she knew it would be useless; neither did she think it worth +while to go to her father, for she knew that both his wife and Kate would +find it out and charge her with useless expense just now when there were +so many other uses for money, and they were anxious to have it all flow +their way. She had an independent spirit, so she took the time that +belonged to herself, and went to the blackberry patch which belonged to +everybody. + +Marcia's fingers were nimble and accustomed, and the sun was not very high +in the heavens when she had finished her task and turned happily toward +the village. The pails would not hold another berry. + +Her cheeks were glowing with the sun and exercise, and little wisps of +wavy curls had escaped about her brow, damp with perspiration. Her eyes +were shining with her purpose, half fulfilled, as she hastened down the +hill. + +Crossing a field she met Hanford Weston with a rake over his shoulder and +a wide-brimmed straw hat like a small shed over him. He was on his way to +the South meadow. He blushed and greeted her as she passed shyly by. When +she had passed he paused and looked admiringly after her. They had been in +the same classes at school all winter, the girl at the head, the boy at +the foot. But Hanford Weston's father owned the largest farm in all the +country round about, and he felt that did not so much matter. He would +rather see Marcia at the head anyway, though there never had been the +slightest danger that he would take her place. He felt a sudden desire now +to follow her. It would be a pleasure to carry those pails that she bore +as if they were mere featherweights. + +He watched her long, elastic step for a moment, considered the sun in the +sky, and his father's command about the South meadow, and then strode +after her. + +It did not take long to reach her side, swiftly as she had gone. + +As well as he could, with the sudden hotness in his face and the tremor in +his throat, he made out to ask if he might carry her burden for her. +Marcia stopped annoyed. She had forgotten all about him, though he was an +attractive fellow, sometimes called by the girls "handsome Hanford." + +She had been planning exactly how that pink sprigged chintz was to be +made, and which parts she would cut first in order to save time and +material. She did not wish to be interrupted. The importance of the matter +was too great to be marred by the appearance of just a schoolmate whom she +might meet every day, and whom she could so easily "spell down." She +summoned her thoughts from the details of mutton-leg sleeves and looked +the boy over, to his great confusion. She did not want him along, and she +was considering how best to get rid of him. + +"Weren't you going somewhere else?" she asked sweetly. "Wasn't there a +rake over your shoulder? What have you done with it?" + +The culprit blushed deeper. + +"Where were you going?" she demanded. + +"To the South meadow," he stammered out. + +"Oh, well, then you must go back. I shall do quite well, thank you. Your +father will not be pleased to have you neglect your work for me, though +I'm much obliged I'm sure." + +Was there some foreshadowing of her womanhood in the decided way she +spoke, and the quaint, prim set of her head as she bowed him good morning +and went on her way once more? The boy did not understand. He only felt +abashed, and half angry that she had ordered him back to work; and, too, +in a tone that forbade him to take her memory with him as he went. +Nevertheless her image lingered by the way, and haunted the South meadow +all day long as he worked. + +Marcia, unconscious of the admiration she had stirred in the boyish heart, +went her way on fleet feet, her spirit one with the sunny morning, her +body light with anticipation, for a new frock of her own choice was yet an +event in her life. + +She had thought many times, as she spent long hours putting delicate +stitches into her sister's wedding garments, how it would seem if they +were being made for her. She had whiled away many a dreary seam by +thinking out, in a sort of dream-story, how she would put on this or that +at will if it were her own, and go here or there, and have people love and +admire her as they did Kate. It would never come true, of course. She +never expected to be admired and loved like Kate. Kate was beautiful, +bright and gay. Everybody loved her, no matter how she treated them. It +was a matter of course for Kate to have everything she wanted. Marcia felt +that she never could attain to such heights. In the first place she +considered her own sweet serious face with its pure brown eyes as +exceedingly plain. She could not catch the lights that played at hide and +seek in her eyes when she talked with animation. Indeed few saw her at her +best, because she seldom talked freely. It was only with certain people +that she could forget herself. + +She did not envy Kate. She was proud of her sister, and loved her, though +there was an element of anxiety in the love. But she never thought of her +many faults. She felt that they were excusable because Kate was Kate. It +was as if you should find fault with a wild rose because it carried a +thorn. Kate was set about with many a thorn, but amid them all she +bloomed, her fragrant pink self, as apparently unconscious of the many +pricks she gave, and as unconcerned, as the flower itself. + +So Marcia never thought to be jealous that Kate had so many lovely things, +and was going out into the world to do just as she pleased, and lead a +charmed life with a man who was greater in the eyes of this girl than any +prince that ever walked in fairy-tale. But she saw no harm in playing a +delightful little dream-game of "pretend" now and then, and letting her +imagination make herself the beautiful, admired, elder sister instead of +the plain younger one. + +But this morning on her way to the village store with her berries she +thought no more of her sister's things, for her mind was upon her own +little frock which she would purchase with the price of the berries, and +then go home and make. + +A whole long day she had to herself, for Kate and her stepmother were gone +up to the neighboring town on the packet to make a few last purchases. + +She had told no one of her plans, and was awake betimes in the morning to +see the travellers off, eager to have them gone that she might begin to +carry out her plan. + +Just at the edge of the village Marcia put down the pails of berries by a +large flat stone and sat down for a moment to tidy herself. The lacing of +one shoe had come untied, and her hair was rumpled by exercise. But she +could not sit long to rest, and taking up her burdens was soon upon the +way again. + +Mary Ann Fothergill stepped from her own gate lingering till Marcia should +come up, and the two girls walked along side by side. Mary Ann had stiff, +straight, light hair, and high cheek bones. Her eyes were light and her +eyelashes almost white. They did not show up well beneath her checked +sunbonnet. Her complexion was dull and tanned. She was a contrast to +Marcia with her clear red and white skin. She was tall and awkward and +wore a linsey-woolsey frock as though it were a meal sack temporarily +appropriated. She had the air of always trying to hide her feet and hands. +Mary Ann had some fine qualities, but beauty was not one of them. Beside +her Marcia's delicate features showed clear-cut like a cameo, and her +every movement spoke of patrician blood. + +Mary Ann regarded Marcia's smooth brown braids enviously. Her own sparse +hair barely reached to her shoulders, and straggled about her neck +helplessly and hopelessly, in spite of her constant efforts. + +"It must be lots of fun at your house these days," said Mary Ann +wistfully. "Are you most ready for the wedding?" + +Marcia nodded. Her eyes were bright. She could see the sign of the village +store just ahead and knew the bolts of new chintz were displaying their +charms in the window. + +"My, but your cheeks do look pretty," admired Mary Ann impulsively. "Say, +how many of each has your sister got?" + +"Two dozens," said Marcia conscious of a little swelling of pride in her +breast. It was not every girl that had such a setting out as her sister. + +"My!" sighed Mary Ann. "And outside things, too. I 'spose she's got one of +every color. What are her frocks? Tell me about them. I've been up to +Dutchess county and just got back last night, but Ma wrote Aunt Tilly that +Mis' Hotchkiss said her frocks was the prettiest Miss Hancock's ever sewed +on." + +"We think they are pretty," admitted Marcia modestly. "There's a sprigged +chin--" here she caught herself, remembering, and laughed. "I mean +muslin-de-laine, and a blue delaine, and a blue silk----" + +"My! silk!" breathed Mary Ann in an ecstasy of wonder. "And what's she +going to be married in?" + +"White," answered Marcia, "white satin. And the veil was mother's--our own +mother's, you know." + +Marcia spoke it reverently, her eyes shining with something far away that +made Mary Ann think she looked like an angel. + +"Oh, my! Don't you just envy her?" + +"No," said Marcia slowly; "I think not. At least--I hope not. It wouldn't +be right, you know. And then she's my sister and I love her dearly, and +it's nearly as nice to have one's sister have nice things and a good time +as to have them one's self." + +"You're good," said Mary Ann decidedly as if that were a foregone +conclusion. "But I should envy her, I just should. Mis' Hotchkiss told Ma +there wa'nt many lots in life so all honey-and-dew-prepared like your +sister's. All the money she wanted to spend on clo'es, and a nice set out, +and a man as handsome as you'll find anywhere, and he's well off too, +ain't he? Ma said she heard he kept a horse and lived right in the village +too, not as how he needed to keep one to get anywhere, either. That's what +I call luxury--a horse to ride around with. And then Mr. What's-his-name? I +can't remember. Oh, yes, Spafford. He's good, and everybody says he won't +make a bit of fuss if Kate does go around and have a good time. He'll just +let her do as she pleases. Only old Grandma Doolittle says she doesn't +believe it. She thinks every man, no matter how good he is, wants to +manage his wife, just for the name of it. She says your sister'll have to +change her ways or else there'll be trouble. But that's Grandma! Everybody +knows her. She croaks! Ma says Kate's got her nest feathered well if ever +a girl had. My! I only wish I had the same chance!" + +Marcia held her head a trifle high when Mary Ann touched upon her sister's +personal character, but they were nearing the store, and everybody knew +Mary Ann was blunt. Poor Mary Ann! She meant no harm. She was but +repeating the village gossip. Besides, Marcia must give her mind to +sprigged chintz. There was no time for discussions if she would accomplish +her purpose before the folks came home that night. + +"Mary Ann," she said in her sweet, prim way that always made the other +girl stand a little in awe of her, "you mustn't listen to gossip. It isn't +worth while. I'm sure my sister Kate will be very happy. I'm going in the +store now, are you?" And the conversation was suddenly concluded. + +Mary Ann followed meekly watching with wonder and envy as Marcia made her +bargain with the kindly merchant, and selected her chintz. What a +delicious swish the scissors made as they went through the width of cloth, +and how delightfully the paper crackled as the bundle was being wrapped! +Mary Ann did not know whether Kate or Marcia was more to be envied. + +"Did you say you were going to make it up yourself?" asked Mary Ann. + +Marcia nodded. + +"Oh, my! Ain't you afraid? I would be. It's the prettiest I ever saw. +Don't you go and cut both sleeves for one arm. That's what I did the only +time Ma ever let me try." And Mary Ann touched the package under Marcia's +arm with wistful fingers. + +They had reached the turn of the road and Mary Ann hoped that Marcia would +ask her out to "help," but Marcia had no such purpose. + +"Well, good-bye! Will you wear it next Sunday?" she asked. + +"Perhaps," answered Marcia breathlessly, and sped on her homeward way, her +cheeks bright with excitement. + + [Illustration: Copyright by C. Klackner + KATE AND HER STEPMOTHER WERE GONE UP TO THE NEIGHBORING TOWN ON THE + PACKET.] + + Copyright by C. Klackner + KATE AND HER STEPMOTHER WERE GONE UP TO THE NEIGHBORING TOWN ON THE + PACKET. + + +In her own room she spread the chintz out upon the bed and with trembling +fingers set about her task. The bright shears clipped the edge and tore +off the lengths exultantly as if in league with the girl. The bees hummed +outside in the clover, and now and again buzzed between the muslin +curtains of the open window, looked in and grumbled out again. The birds +sang across the meadows and the sun mounted to the zenith and began its +downward march, but still the busy fingers worked on. Well for Marcia's +scheme that the fashion of the day was simple, wherein were few puckers +and plaits and tucks, and little trimming required, else her task would +have been impossible. + +Her heart beat high as she tried it on at last, the new chintz that she +had made. She went into the spare room and stood before the long mirror in +its wide gilt frame that rested on two gilt knobs standing out from the +wall like giant rosettes. She had dared to make the skirt a little longer +than that of her best frock. It was almost as long as Kate's, and for a +moment she lingered, sweeping backward and forward before the glass and +admiring herself in the long graceful folds. She caught up her braids in +the fashion that Kate wore her hair and smiled at the reflection of +herself in the mirror. How funny it seemed to think she would soon be a +woman like Kate. When Kate was gone they would begin to call her "Miss" +sometimes. Somehow she did not care to look ahead. The present seemed +enough. She had so wrapped her thoughts in her sister's new life that her +own seemed flat and stale in comparison. + +The sound of a distant hay wagon on the road reminded her that the sun was +near to setting. The family carryall would soon be coming up the lane from +the evening packet. She must hurry and take off her frock and be dressed +before they arrived. + +Marcia was so tired that night after supper that she was glad to slip away +to bed, without waiting to hear Kate's voluble account of her day in town, +the beauties she had seen and the friends she had met. + +She lay down and dreamed of the morrow, and of the next day, and the next. +In strange bewilderment she awoke in the night and found the moonlight +streaming full into her face. Then she laughed and rubbed her eyes and +tried to go to sleep again; but she could not, for she had dreamed that +she was the bride herself, and the words of Mary Ann kept going over and +over in her mind. "Oh, don't you envy her?" _Did_ she envy her sister? But +that was wicked. It troubled her to think of it, and she tried to banish +the dream, but it would come again and again with a strange sweet +pleasure. + +She lay wondering if such a time of joy would ever come to her as had come +to Kate, and whether the spare bed would ever be piled high with clothes +and fittings for her new life. What a wonderful thing it was anyway to be +a woman and be loved! + +Then her dreams blended again with the soft perfume of the honeysuckle at +the window, and the hooting of a young owl. + +The moon dropped lower, the bright stars paled, dawn stole up through the +edges of the woods far away and awakened a day that was to bring a strange +transformation over Marcia's life. + + + + + + CHAPTER II + + +As a natural consequence of her hard work and her midnight awakening, +Marcia overslept the next morning. Her stepmother called her sharply and +she dressed in haste, not even taking time to glance toward the new folds +of chintz that drew her thoughts closetward. She dared not say anything +about it yet. There was much to be done, and not even Kate had time for an +idle word with her. Marcia was called upon to run errands, to do odds and +ends of things, to fill in vacant places, to sew on lost buttons, to do +everything for which nobody else had time. The household had suddenly +become aware that there was now but one more intervening day between them +and the wedding. + +It was not until late in the afternoon that Marcia ventured to put on her +frock. Even then she felt shy about appearing in it. + +Madam Schuyler was busy in the parlor with callers, and Kate was locked in +her own room whither she had gone to rest. There was no one to notice if +Marcia should "dress up," and it was not unlikely that she might escape +much notice even at the supper table, as everybody was so absorbed in +other things. + +She lingered before her own little glass looking wistfully at herself. She +was pleased with the frock she had made and liked her appearance in it, +but yet there was something disappointing about it. It had none of the +style of her sister's garments, newly come from the hand of the village +mantua-maker. It was girlish, and showed her slip of a form prettily in +the fashion of the day, but she felt too young. She wanted to look older. +She searched her drawer and found a bit of black velvet which she pinned +about her throat with a pin containing the miniature of her mother, then +with a second thought she drew the long braids up in loops and fastened +them about her head in older fashion. It suited her well, and the change +it made astonished her. She decided to wear them so and see if others +would notice. Surely, some day she would be a young woman, and perhaps +then she would be allowed to have a will of her own occasionally. + +She drew a quick breath as she descended the stairs and found her +stepmother and the visitor just coming into the hall from the parlor. + +They both involuntarily ceased their talk and looked at her in surprise. +Over Madam Schuyler's face there came a look as if she had received a +revelation. Marcia was no longer a child, but had suddenly blossomed into +young womanhood. It was not the time she would have chosen for such an +event. There was enough going on, and Marcia was still in school. She had +no desire to steer another young soul through the various dangers and +follies that beset a pretty girl from the time she puts up her hair until +she is safely married to the right man--or the wrong one. She had just +begun to look forward with relief to having Kate well settled in life. +Kate had been a hard one to manage. She had too much will of her own and a +pretty way of always having it. She had no deep sense of reverence for +old, staid manners and customs. Many a long lecture had Madam Schuyler +delivered to Kate upon her unseemly ways. It did not please her to think +of having to go through it all so soon again, therefore upon her usually +complacent brow there came a look of dismay. + +"Why!" exclaimed the visitor, "is this the bride? How tall she looks! No! +Bless me! it isn't, is it? Yes,--Well! I'll declare. It's just Marsh! What +have you got on, child? How old you look!" + +Marcia flushed. It was not pleasant to have her young womanhood +questioned, and in a tone so familiar and patronizing. She disliked the +name of "Marsh" exceedingly, especially upon the lips of this woman, a +sort of second cousin of her stepmother's. She would rather have chosen +the new frock to pass under inspection of her stepmother without +witnesses, but it was too late to turn back now. She must face it. + +Though Madam Schuyler's equilibrium was a trifle disturbed, she was not +one to show it before a visitor. Instantly she recovered her balance, and +perhaps Marcia's ordeal was less trying than if there had been no third +person present. + +"That looks very well, child!" she said critically with a shade of +complacence in her voice. It is true that Marcia had gone beyond orders in +purchasing and making garments unknown to her, yet the neatness and fit +could but reflect well upon her training. It did no harm for cousin Maria +to see what a child of her training could do. It was, on the whole, a very +creditable piece of work, and Madam Schuyler grew more reconciled to it as +Marcia came down toward them. + +"Make it herself?" asked cousin Maria. "Why, Marsh, you did real well. My +Matilda does all her own clothes now. It's time you were learning. It's a +trifle longish to what you've been wearing them, isn't it? But you'll grow +into it, I dare say. Got your hair a new way too. I thought you were Kate +when you first started down stairs. You'll make a good-looking young lady +when you grow up; only don't be in too much hurry. Take your girlhood +while you've got it, is what I always tell Matilda." + +Matilda was well on to thirty and showed no signs of taking anything else. + +Madam Schuyler smoothed an imaginary pucker across the shoulders and again +pronounced the work good. + +"I picked berries and got the cloth," confessed Marcia. + +Madam Schuyler smiled benevolently and patted Marcia's cheek. + +"You needn't have done that, child. Why didn't you come to me for money? +You needed something new, and that is a very good purchase, a little +light, perhaps, but very pretty. We've been so busy with Kate's things you +have been neglected." + +Marcia smiled with pleasure and passed into the dining room wondering what +power the visitor had over her stepmother to make her pass over this +digression from her rules so sweetly,--nay, even with praise. + +At supper they all rallied Marcia upon her changed appearance. Her father +jokingly said that when the bridegroom arrived he would hardly know which +sister to choose, and he looked from one comely daughter to the other with +fatherly pride. He praised Marcia for doing the work so neatly, and +inwardly admired the courage and independence that prompted her to get the +money by her own unaided efforts rather than to ask for it, and later, as +he passed through the room where she was helping to remove the dishes from +the table, he paused and handed her a crisp five-dollar note. It had +occurred to him that one daughter was getting all the good things and the +other was having nothing. There was a pleasant tenderness in his eyes, a +recognition of her rights as a young woman, that made Marcia's heart +exceedingly light. There was something strange about the influence this +little new frock seemed to have upon people. + +Even Kate had taken a new tone with her. Much of the time at supper she +had sat staring at her sister. Marcia wondered about it as she walked down +toward the gate after her work was done. Kate had never seemed so quiet. +Was she just beginning to realize that she was leaving home forever, and +was she thinking how the home would be after she had left it? How she, +Marcia, would take the place of elder sister, with only little Harriet and +the boys, their stepsister and brothers, left? Was Kate sad over the +thought of going so far away from them, or was she feeling suddenly the +responsibility of the new position she was to occupy and the duties that +would be hers? No, that could not be it, for surely that would bring a +softening of expression, a sweetness of anticipation, and Kate's +expression had been wondering, perplexed, almost troubled. If she had not +been her own sister Marcia would have added, "hard," but she stopped short +at that. + +It was a lovely evening. The twilight was not yet over as she stepped from +the low piazza that ran the length of the house bearing another above it +on great white pillars. A drapery of wistaria in full bloom festooned +across one end and half over the front. Marcia stepped back across the +stone flagging and driveway to look up the purple clusters of graceful +fairy-like shape that embowered the house, and thought how beautiful it +would look when the wedding guests should arrive the day after the morrow. +Then she turned into the little gravel path, box-bordered, that led to the +gate. Here and there on either side luxuriant blooms of dahlias, peonies +and roses leaned over into the night and peered at her. The yard had never +looked so pretty. The flowers truly had done their best for the occasion, +and they seemed to be asking some word of commendation from her. + +They nodded their dewy heads sleepily as she went on. + +To-morrow the children would be coming back from Aunt Eliza's, where they +had been sent safely out of the way for a few days, and the last things +would arrive,--and _he_ would come. Not later than three in the afternoon +he ought to arrive, Kate had said, though there was a possibility that he +might come in the morning, but Kate was not counting upon it. He was to +drive from his home to Schenectady and, leaving his own horse there to +rest, come on by coach. Then he and Kate would go back in fine style to +Schenectady in a coach and pair, with a colored coachman, and at +Schenectady take their own horse and drive on to their home, a long +beautiful ride, so thought Marcia half enviously. How beautiful it would +be! What endless delightful talks they might have about the trees and +birds and things they saw in passing only Kate did not love to talk about +such things. But then she would be with David, and he talked beautifully +about nature or anything else. Kate would learn to love it if she loved +him. Did Kate love David? Of course she must or why should she marry him? +Marcia resented the thought that Kate might have other objects in view, +such as Mary Ann Fothergill had suggested for instance. Of course Kate +would never marry any man unless she loved him. That would be a dreadful +thing to do. Love was the greatest thing in the world. Marcia looked up to +the stars, her young soul thrilling with awe and reverence for the great +mysteries of life. She wondered again if life would open sometime for her +in some such great way, and if she would ever know better than now what it +meant. Would some one come and love her? Some one whom she could love in +return with all the fervor of her nature? + +She had dreamed such dreams before many times, as girls will, while lovers +and future are all in one dreamy, sweet blending of rosy tints and joyous +mystery, but never had they come to her with such vividness as that night. +Perhaps it was because the household had recognized the woman in her for +the first time that evening. Perhaps because the vision she had seen +reflected in her mirror before she left her room that afternoon had opened +the door of the future a little wider than it had ever opened before. + +She stood by the gate where the syringa and lilac bushes leaned over and +arched the way, and the honeysuckle climbed about the fence in a wild +pretty way of its own and flung sweetness on the air in vivid, erratic +whiffs. + +The sidewalk outside was brick, and whenever she heard footsteps coming +she stepped back into the shadow of the syringa and was hidden from view. +She was in no mood to talk with any one. + +She could look out into the dusty road and see dimly the horses and +carryalls as they passed, and recognize an occasional laughing voice of +some village maiden out with her best young man for a ride. Others +strolled along the sidewalk, and fragments of talk floated back. Almost +every one had a word to say about the wedding as they neared the gate, and +if Marcia had been in another mood it would have been interesting and +gratifying to her pride. Every one had a good word for Kate, though many +disapproved of her in a general way for principle's sake. + +Hanford Weston passed, with long, slouching gait, hands in his trousers +pockets, and a frightened, hasty, sideways glance toward the lights of the +house beyond. He would have gone in boldly to call if he had dared, and +told Marcia that he had done her bidding and now wanted a reward, but John +Middleton had joined him at the corner and he dared not make the attempt. +John would have done it in a minute if he had wished. He was brazen by +nature, but Hanford knew that he would as readily laugh at another for +doing it. Hanford shrank from a laugh more than from the cannon's mouth, +so he slouched on, not knowing that his goddess held her breath behind a +lilac bush not three feet away, her heart beating in annoyed taps to be +again interrupted by him in her pleasant thoughts. + +Merry, laughing voices mingling with many footsteps came sounding down the +street and paused beside the gate. Marcia knew the voices and again slid +behind the shrubbery that bordered all the way to the house, and not even +a gleam of her light frock was visible. They trooped in, three or four +girl friends of Kate's and a couple of young men. + +Marcia watched them pass up the box-bordered path from her shadowy +retreat, and thought how they would miss Kate, and wondered if the young +men who had been coming there so constantly to see her had no pangs of +heart that their friend and leader was about to leave them. Then she +smiled at herself in the dark. She seemed to be doing the retrospect for +Kate, taking leave of all the old friends, home, and life, in Kate's +place. It was not her life anyway, and why should she bother herself and +sigh and feel this sadness creeping over her for some one else? Was it +that she was going to lose her sister? No, for Kate had never been much of +a companion to her. She had always put her down as a little girl and made +distinct and clear the difference in their ages. Marcia had been the +little maid to fetch and carry, the errand girl, and unselfish, devoted +slave in Kate's life. There had been nothing protective and elder-sisterly +in her manner toward Marcia. At times Marcia had felt this keenly, but no +expression of this lack had ever crossed her lips, and afterwards her +devotion to her sister had been the greater, to in a measure compensate +for this reproachful thought. + +But Marcia could not shake the sadness off. She stole in further among the +trees to think about it till the callers should go away. She felt no +desire to meet any of them. + +She began again to wonder how she would feel if day after to-morrow were +her wedding day, and she were going away from home and friends and all the +scenes with which she had been familiar since babyhood. Would she mind +very much leaving them all? Father? Yes, father had been good to her, and +loved her and was proud of her in a way. But one does not lose one's +father no matter how far one goes. A father is a father always; and Mr. +Schuyler was not a demonstrative man. Marcia felt that her father would +not miss her deeply, and she was not sure she would miss him so very much. +She had read to him a great deal and talked politics with him whenever he +had no one better by, but aside from that her life had been lived much +apart from him. Her stepmother? Yes, she would miss her as one misses a +perfect mentor and guide. She had been used to looking to her for +direction. She was thoroughly conscious that she had a will of her own and +would like a chance to exercise it, still, she knew that in many cases +without her stepmother she would be like a rudderless ship, a guideless +traveller. And she loved her stepmother too, as a young girl can love a +good woman who has been her guide and helper, even though there never has +been great tenderness between them. Yes, she would miss her stepmother, +but she would not feel so very sad over it. Harriet and the little +brothers? Oh, yes, she would miss them, they were dear little things and +devoted to her. + +Then there were the neighbors, and the schoolmates, and the people of the +village. She would miss the minister,--the dear old minister and his wife. +Many a time she had gone with her arms full of flowers to the parsonage +down the street, and spent the afternoon with the minister's wife. Her +smooth white hair under its muslin cap, and her soft wrinkled cheek were +very dear to the young girl. She had talked to this friend more freely +about her innermost thoughts than she had ever spoken to any living being. +Oh, she would miss the minister's wife very much if she were to go away. + +The names of her schoolmates came to her. Harriet Woodgate, Eliza +Buchanan, Margaret Fletcher, three girls who were her intimates. She would +miss them, of course, but how much? She could scarcely tell. Margaret +Fletcher more than the other two. Mary Ann Fothergill? She almost laughed +at the thought of anybody missing Mary Ann. John Middleton? Hanford +Weston? There was not a boy in the school she would miss for an instant, +she told herself with conviction. Not one of them realized her ideal. +There was much pairing off of boy and girl in school, but Marcia, like the +heroine of "Comin' thro' the Rye," was good friends with all the boys and +intimate with none. They all counted it an honor to wait upon her, and she +cared not a farthing for any. She felt herself too young, of course, to +think of such things, but when she dreamed her day dreams the lover and +prince who figured in them bore no familiar form or feature. He was a +prince and these were only schoolboys. + +The merry chatter of the young people in the house floated through the +open windows, and Marcia could hear her sister's voice above them all. +Chameleon-like she was all gaiety and laughter now, since her gravity at +supper. + +They were coming out the front door and down the walk. Kate was with them. +Marcia could catch glimpses of the girls' white frocks as they came +nearer. She saw that her sister was walking with Captain Leavenworth. He +was a handsome young man who made a fine appearance in his uniform. He and +Kate had been intimate for two years, and it might have been more than +friendship had not Kate's father interfered between them. He did not think +so well of the handsome young captain as did either his daughter Kate or +the United States Navy who had given him his position. Squire Schuyler +required deep integrity and strength of moral character in the man who +aspired to be his son-in-law. The captain did not number much of either +among his virtues. + +There had been a short, sharp contest which had ended in the departure of +young Leavenworth from the town some three years before, and the temporary +plunging of Kate Schuyler into a season of tears and pouting. But it had +not been long before her gay laughter was ringing again, and her father +thought she had forgotten. About that time David Spafford had appeared and +promptly fallen in love with the beautiful girl, and the Schuyler mind was +relieved. So it came about that, upon the reappearance of the handsome +young captain wearing the insignia of his first honors, the Squire +received him graciously. He even felt that he might be more lenient about +his moral character, and told himself that perhaps he was not so bad after +all, he must have something in him or the United States government would +not have seen fit to honor him. It was easier to think so, now Kate was +safe. + +Marcia watched her sister and the captain go laughing down to the gate, +and out into the street. She wondered that Kate could care to go out +to-night when it was to be almost her last evening at home; wondered, too, +that Kate would walk with Captain Leavenworth when she belonged to David +now. She might have managed it to go with one of the girls. But that was +Kate's way. Kate's ways were not Marcia's ways. + +Marcia wondered if she would miss Kate, and was obliged to acknowledge to +herself that in many ways her sister's absence would be a relief to her. +While she recognized the power of her sister's beauty and will over her, +she felt oppressed sometimes by the strain she was under to please, and +wearied of the constant, half-fretful, half playful fault-finding. + +The gay footsteps and voices died away down the village street, and Marcia +ventured forth from her retreat. The moon was just rising and came up a +glorious burnished disk, silhouetting her face as she stood a moment +listening to the stirring of a bird among the branches. It was her will +to-night to be alone and let her fancies wander where they would. The +beauty and the mystery of a wedding was upon her, touching all her deeper +feelings, and she wished to dream it out and wonder over it. Again it came +to her what if the day after the morrow were her wedding day and she stood +alone thinking about it. She would not have gone off down the street with +a lot of giggling girls nor walked with another young man. She would have +stood here, or down by the gate--and she moved on toward her favorite arch +of lilac and syringa--yes, down by the gate in the darkness looking out and +thinking how it would be when he should come. She felt sure if it had been +herself who expected David she would have begun to watch for him a week +before the time he had set for coming, heralding it again and again to her +heart in joyous thrills of happiness, for who knew but he might come +sooner and surprise her? She would have rejoiced that to-night she was +alone, and would have excused herself from everything else to come down +there in the stillness and watch for him, and think how it would be when +he would really get there. She would hear his step echoing down the street +and would recognize it as his. She would lean far over the gate to listen +and watch, and it would come nearer and nearer, and her heart would beat +faster and faster, and her breath come quicker, until he was at last by +her side, his beautiful surprise for her in his eyes. But now, if David +should really try to surprise Kate by coming that way to-night he would +not find her waiting nor thinking of him at all, but off with Captain +Leavenworth. + +With a passing pity for David she went back to her own dream. With one +elbow on the gate and her cheek in her hand she thought it all over. The +delayed evening coach rumbled up to the tavern not far away and halted. +Real footsteps came up the street, but Marcia did not notice them only as +they made more vivid her thoughts. + +Her dream went on and the steps drew nearer until suddenly they halted and +some one appeared out of the shadow. Her heart stood still, for form and +face in the darkness seemed unreal, and the dreams had been most vivid. +Then with tender masterfulness two strong arms were flung about her and +her face was drawn close to his across the vine-twined gate until her lips +touched his. One long clinging kiss of tenderness he gave her and held her +head close against his breast for just a moment while he murmured: "My +darling! My precious, precious Kate, I have you at last!" + +The spell was broken! Marcia's dream was shattered. Her mind awoke. With a +scream she sprang from him, horror and a wild but holy joy mingling with +her perplexity. She put her hand upon her heart, marvelling over the +sweetness that lingered upon her lips, trying to recover her senses as she +faced the eager lover who opened the little gate and came quickly toward +her, as yet unaware that it was not Kate to whom he had been talking. + + + + + + CHAPTER III + + +Marcia stood quivering, trembling. She comprehended all in an instant. +David Spafford had come a day earlier than he had been expected, to +surprise Kate, and Kate was off having a good time with some one else. He +had mistaken her for Kate. Her long dress and her put-up hair had deceived +him in the moonlight. She tried to summon some womanly courage, and in her +earnestness to make things right she forgot her natural timidity. + +"It is not Kate," she said gently; "it is only Marcia. Kate did not know +you were coming to-night. She did not expect you till to-morrow. She had +to go out,--that is--she has gone with--" the truthful, youthful, troubled +sister paused. To her mind it was a calamity that Kate was not present to +meet her lover. She should at least have been in the house ready for a +surprise like this. Would David not feel the omission keenly? She must +keep it from him if she could about Captain Leavenworth. There was no +reason why he should feel badly about it, of course, and yet it might +annoy him. But he stepped back laughing at his mistake. + +"Why! Marcia, is it you, child? How you have grown! I never should have +known you!" said the young man pleasantly. He had always a grave +tenderness for this little sister of his love. "Of course your sister did +not know I was coming," he went on, "and doubtless she has many things to +attend to. I did not expect her to be out here watching for me, though for +a moment I did think she was at the gate. You say she is gone out? Then we +will go up to the house and I will be there to surprise her when she +comes." + +Marcia turned with relief. He had not asked where Kate was gone, nor with +whom. + +The Squire and Madam Schuyler greeted the arrival with elaborate welcome. +The Squire like Marcia seemed much annoyed that Kate had gone out. He kept +fuming back and forth from the window to the door and asking: "What did +she go out for to-night? She ought to have stayed at home!" + +But Madam Schuyler wore ample satisfaction upon her smooth brow. The +bridegroom had arrived. There could be no further hitch in the ceremonies. +He had arrived a day before the time, it is true; but he had not found +_her_ unprepared. So far as she was concerned, with a few extra touches +the wedding might proceed at once. She was always ready for everything in +time. No one could find a screw loose in the machinery of her household. + +She bustled about, giving orders and laying a bountiful supper before the +young man, while the Squire sat and talked with him, and Marcia hovered +watchfully, waiting upon the table, noticing with admiring eyes the +beautiful wave of his abundant hair, tossed back from his forehead. She +took a kind of pride of possession in his handsome face,--the far-removed +possession of a sister-in-law. There was his sunny smile, that seemed as +though it could bring joy out of the gloom of a bleak December day, and +there were the two dimples--not real dimples, of course, men never had +dimples--but hints, suggestions of dimples, that caught themselves when he +smiled, here and there like hidden mischief well kept under control, but +still merrily ready to come to the surface. His hands were white and firm, +the fingers long and shapely, the hands of a brain worker. The vision of +Hanford Weston's hands, red and bony, came up to her in contrast. She had +not known that she looked at them that day when he had stood awkwardly +asking if he might walk with her. Poor Hanford! He would ill compare with +this cultured scholarly man who was his senior by ten years, though it is +possible that with the ten years added he would have been quite worthy of +the admiration of any of the village girls. + +The fruit cake and raspberry preserves and doughnuts and all the various +viands that Madam Schuyler had ordered set out for the delectation of her +guest had been partaken of, and David and the Squire sat talking of the +news of the day, touching on politics, with a bit of laughter from the +Squire at the man who thought he had invented a machine to draw carriages +by steam in place of horses. + +"There's a good deal in it, I believe," said the younger man. "His theory +is all right if he can get some one to help him carry it out." + +"Well, maybe, maybe," said the Squire shaking his head dubiously, "but it +seems to me a very fanciful scheme. Horses are good enough for me. I +shouldn't like to trust myself to an unknown quantity like steam, but time +will tell." + +"Yes, and the world is progressing. Something of the sort is sure to come. +It has come in England. It would make a vast change in our country, +binding city to city and practically eradicating space." + +"Visionary schemes, David, visionary schemes, that's what I call them. You +and I'll never see them in our day, I'm sure of that. Remember this is a +new country and must go slow." The Squire was half laughing, half in +earnest. + +Amid the talk Marcia had quietly slipped out. It had occurred to her that +perhaps the captain might return with her sister. + +She must watch for Kate and warn her. Like a shadow in the moonlight she +stepped softly down the gravel path once more and waited at the gate. Did +not that sacred kiss placed upon her lips all by mistake bind her to this +solemn duty? Had it not been given to her to see as in a revelation, by +that kiss, the love of one man for one woman, deep and tender and true? + +In the fragrant darkness her soul stood still and wondered over Love, the +marvellous. With an insight such as few have who have not tasted years of +wedded joy, Marcia comprehended the possibility and joy of sacrifice that +made even sad things bright because of Love. She saw like a flash how Kate +could give up her gay life, her home, her friends, everything that life +had heretofore held dear for her, that she might be by the side of the man +who loved her so. But with this knowledge of David's love for Kate came a +troubled doubt. Did Kate love David that way? If Kate had been the one who +received that kiss would she have returned it with the same tenderness and +warmth with which it was given? Marcia dared not try to answer this. It +was Kate's question, not hers, and she must never let it enter her mind +again. Of course she must love him that way or she would never marry him. + +The night crept slowly for the anxious little watcher at the gate. Had she +been sure where to look for her sister, and not afraid of the tongues of a +few interested neighbors who had watched everything at the house for days +that no item about the wedding should escape them, she would have started +on a search at once. She knew if she just ran into old Miss Pemberton's, +whose house stood out upon the street with two straight-backed little, +high, white seats each side of the stoop, a most delightful post of +observation, she could discover at once in which direction Kate had gone, +and perhaps a good deal more of hints and suggestions besides. But Marcia +had no mind to make gossip. She must wait as patiently as she could for +Kate. Moreover Kate might be walking even now in some secluded, rose-lined +lane arm in arm with the captain, saying a pleasant farewell. It was +Kate's way and no one might gainsay her. + +Marcia's dreams came back once more, the thoughts that had been hers as +she stood there an hour before. She thought how the kiss had fitted into +the dream. Then all at once conscience told her it was Kate's lover, not +her own, whose arms had encircled her. And now there was a strange +unwillingness to go back to the dreams at all, a lingering longing for the +joys into whose glory she had been for a moment permitted to look. She +drew back from all thoughts and tried to close the door upon them. They +seemed too sacred to enter. Her maidenhood was but just begun and she had +much yet to learn of life. She was glad, glad for Kate that such +wonderfulness was coming to her. Kate would be sweeter, softer in her ways +now. She could not help it with a love like that enfolding her life. + +At last there were footsteps! Hark! Two people--only two! Just what Marcia +had expected. The other girls and boys had dropped into other streets or +gone home. Kate and her former lover were coming home alone. And, +furthermore, Kate would not be glad to see her sister at the gate. This +last thought came with sudden conviction, but Marcia did not falter. + +"Kate, David has come!" Marcia said it in low, almost accusing tones, at +least so it sounded to Kate, before the two had hardly reached the gate. +They had been loitering along talking in low tones, and the young +captain's head was bent over his companion in an earnest, pleading +attitude. Marcia could not bear to look, and did not wish to see more, so +she had spoken. + +Kate, startled, sprang away from her companion, a white angry look in her +face. + +"How you scared me, Marsh!" she exclaimed pettishly. "What if he has come? +That's nothing. I guess he can wait a few minutes. He had no business to +come to-night anyway. He knew we wouldn't be ready for him till +to-morrow." + +Kate was recovering her self-possession in proportion as she realized the +situation. That she was vexed over her bridegroom's arrival neither of the +two witnesses could doubt. It stung her sister with a deep pity for David. +He was not getting as much in Kate as he was giving. But there was no time +for such thoughts, besides Marcia was trembling from head to foot, partly +with her own daring, partly with wrath at her sister's words. + +"For shame, Kate!" she cried. "How can you talk so, even in fun! David +came to surprise you, and I think he had a right to expect to find you +here so near to the time of your marriage." + +There was a flash in the young eyes as she said it, and a delicate lifting +of her chin with the conviction of the truth she was speaking, that gave +her a new dignity even in the moonlight. Captain Leavenworth looked at her +in lazy admiration and said: + +"Why, Marsh, you're developing into quite a spitfire. What have you got on +to-night that makes you look so tall and handsome? Why didn't you stay in +and talk to your fine gentleman? I'm sure he would have been just as well +satisfied with you as your sister." + +Marcia gave one withering glance at the young man and then turned her back +full upon him. He was not worth noticing. Besides he was to be pitied, for +he evidently cared still for Kate. + +But Kate was fairly white with anger. Perhaps her own accusing conscience +helped it on. Her voice was imperious and cold. She drew herself up +haughtily and pointed toward the house. + +"Marcia Schuyler," she said coldly, facing her sister, "go into the house +and attend to your own affairs. You'll find that you'll get into serious +trouble if you attempt to meddle with mine. You're nothing but a child yet +and ought to be punished for your impudence. Go! I tell you!" she stamped +her foot, "I will come in when I get ready." + +Marcia went. Not proudly as she might have gone the moment before, but +covered with confusion and shame, her head drooping like some crushed lily +on a bleeding stalk. Through her soul rushed indignation, mighty and +forceful; indignation and shame, for her sister, for David, for herself. +She did not stop to analyze her various feelings, nor did she stop to +speak further with those in the house. She fled to her own room, and +burying her face in the pillow she wept until she fell asleep. + +The moon-shadows grew longer about the arbored gateway where the two she +had left stood talking in low tones, looking furtively now and then toward +the house, and withdrawing into the covert of the bushes by the walk. But +Kate dared not linger long. She could see her father's profile by the +candle light in the dining room. She did not wish to receive further +rebuke, and so in a very few minutes the two parted and Kate ran up the +box-edged path, beginning to hum a sweet old love song in a gay light +voice, as she tripped by the dining-room windows, and thus announced her +arrival. She guessed that Marcia would have gone straight to her room and +told nothing. Kate intended to be fully surprised. She paused in the hall +to hang up the light shawl she had worn, calling good-night to her +stepmother and saying she was very tired and was going straight to bed to +be ready for to-morrow. Then she ran lightly across the hall to the +stairs. + +She knew they would call her back, and that they would all come into the +hall with David to see the effect of his surprise upon her. She had +planned to a nicety just which stair she could reach before they got +there, and where she would pause and turn and poise, and what pose she +would take with her round white arm stretched to the handrail, the sleeve +turned carelessly back. She had ready her countenances, a sleepy +indifference, then a pleased surprise, and a climax of delight. She +carried it all out, this little bit of impromptu acting, as well as though +she had rehearsed it for a month. + +They called her, and she turned deliberately, one dainty, slippered foot, +with its crossed black ribbons about the slender ankle, just leaving the +stair below, and showing the arch of the aristocratic instep. Her gown was +blue and she held it back just enough for the stiff white frill of her +petticoat to peep below. Well she read the admiration in the eyes below +her. Admiration was Kate's life: she thrived upon it. She could not do +without it. + +David stood still, his love in his eyes, looking upon the vision of his +bride, and his heart swelled within him that so great a treasure should be +his. Then straightway they all forgot to question where she had been or to +rebuke her that she had been at all. She had known they would. She ever +possessed the power to make others forget her wrong doings when it was +worth her while to try. + +The next morning things were astir even earlier than usual. There was the +sound of the beating of eggs, the stirring of cakes, the clatter of pots +and pans from the wide, stone-flagged kitchen. + +Marcia, fresh as a flower from its morning dew in spite of her cry the +night before, had arisen to new opportunities for service. She was glad +with the joyous forgetfulness of youth when she looked at David's happy +face, and she thought no more of Kate's treatment of herself. + +David followed Kate with a true lover's eyes and was never for more than a +few moments out of her sight, though it seemed to Marcia that Kate did not +try very hard to stay with him. When afternoon came she dismissed him for +what she called her "beauty nap." Marcia was passing through the hall at +the time and she caught the tender look upon his face as he touched her +brow with reverent fingers and told her she had no need for that. Her eyes +met Kate's as they were going up the stairs, and in spite of what Kate had +said the night before Marcia could not refrain from saying: "Oh, Kate! how +could you when he loves you so? You know you never take a nap in the +daytime!" + +"You silly girl!" said Kate pleasantly enough, "don't you know the less a +man sees of one the more he thinks of her?" With this remark she closed +and fastened her door after her. + +Marcia pondered these words of wisdom for some time, wondering whether +Kate had really done it for that reason, or whether she did not care for +the company of her lover. And why should it be so that a man loved you +less because he saw you more? In her straightforward code the more you +loved persons the more you desired to be in their company. + +Kate had issued from her "beauty nap" with a feverish restlessness in her +eyes, an averted face, and ink upon one finger. At supper she scarcely +spoke, and when she did she laughed excitedly over little things. Her +lover watched her with eyes of pride and ever increasing wonder over her +beauty, and Marcia, seeing the light in his face, watched for its answer +in her sister's, and finding it not was troubled. + +She watched them from her bedroom window as they walked down the path +where she had gone the evening before, decorously side by side, Kate +holding her light muslin frock back from the dew on the hedges. She +wondered if it was because Kate had more respect for David than for +Captain Leavenworth that she never seemed to treat him with as much +familiarity. She did not take possession of him in the same sweet +imperious way. + +Marcia had not lighted her candle. The moon gave light enough and she was +very weary, so she undressed in the dim chamber and pondered upon the ways +of the great world. Out there in the moonlight were those two who +to-morrow would be one, and here was she, alone. The world seemed all +circling about that white chamber of hers, and echoing with her own +consciousness of self, and a loneliness she had never felt before. She +wondered what it might be. Was it all sadness at parting with Kate, or was +it the sadness over inevitable partings of all human relationships, and +the all-aloneness of every living spirit? + +She stood for a moment, white-robed, beside her window, looking up into +the full round moon, and wondering if God knew the ache of loneliness in +His little human creatures' souls that He had made, and whether He had +ready something wherewith to satisfy. Then her meek soul bowed before the +faith that was in her and she knelt for her shy but reverent evening +prayer. + +She heard the two lovers come in early and go upstairs, and she heard her +father fastening up the doors and windows for the night. Then stillness +gradually settled down and she fell asleep. Later, in her dreams, there +echoed the sound of hastening hoofs far down the deserted street and over +the old covered bridge, but she took no note of any sound, and the weary +household slept on. + + + + + + CHAPTER IV + + +The wedding was set for ten o'clock in the morning, after which there was +to be a wedding breakfast and the married couple were to start immediately +for their new home. + +David had driven the day before with his own horse and chaise to a town +some twenty miles away, and there left his horse at a tavern to rest for +the return trip, for Kate would have it that they must leave the house in +high style. So the finest equipage the town afforded had been secured to +bear them on the first stage of their journey, with a portly negro driver +and everything according to the custom of the greatest of the land. +Nothing that Kate desired about the arrangements had been left undone. + +The household was fully astir by half past four, for the family breakfast +was to be at six promptly, that all might be cleared away and in readiness +for the early arrival of the various aunts and uncles and cousins and +friends who would "drive over" from the country round about. It would have +been something Madam Schuyler would never have been able to get over if +aught had been awry when a single uncle or aunt appeared upon the scene, +or if there seemed to be the least evidence of fluster and nervousness. + +The rosy sunlight in the east was mixing the morning with fresher air, and +new odors for the new day that was dawning, when Marcia awoke. The sharp +click of spoons and dishes, the voices of the maids, the sizzle, sputter, +odor of frying ham and eggs, mingled with the early chorus of the birds, +and calling to life of all living creatures, like an intrusion upon +nature. It seemed not right to steal the morning's "quiet hour" thus +rudely. The thought flitted through the girl's mind, and in an instant +more the whole panorama of the day's excitement was before her, and she +sprang from her bed. As if it had been her own wedding day instead of her +sister's, she performed her dainty toilet, for though there was need for +haste, she knew she would have no further time beyond a moment to slip on +her best gown and smooth her hair. + +Marcia hurried downstairs just as the bell rang for breakfast, and David, +coming down smiling behind her, patted her cheek and greeted her with, +"Well, little sister, you look as rested as if you had not done a thing +all day yesterday." + +She smiled shyly back at him, and her heart filled with pleasure over his +new name for her. It sounded pleasantly from his happy lips. She was +conscious of a gladness that he was to be so nearly related to her. She +fancied how it would seem to say to Mary Ann: "My brother-in-law says so +and so." It would be grand to call such a man "brother." + +They were all seated at the table but Kate, and Squire Schuyler waited +with pleasantly frowning brows to ask the blessing on the morning food. +Kate was often late. She was the only member of the family who dared to be +late to breakfast, and being the bride and the centre of the occasion more +leniency was granted her this morning than ever before. Madam Schuyler +waited until every one at the table was served to ham and eggs, coffee and +bread-and-butter, and steaming griddle cakes, before she said, looking +anxiously at the tall clock: "Marcia, perhaps you better go up and see if +your sister needs any help. She ought to be down by now. Uncle Joab and +Aunt Polly will be sure to be here by eight. She must have overslept, but +we made so much noise she is surely awake by this time." + +Marcia left her half-eaten breakfast and went slowly upstairs. She knew +her sister would not welcome her, for she had often been sent on like +errands before, and the brunt of Kate's anger had fallen upon the hapless +messenger, wearing itself out there so that she might descend all smiles +to greet father and mother and smooth off the situation in a most +harmonious manner. + +Marcia paused before the door to listen. Perhaps Kate was nearly ready and +her distasteful errand need not be performed. But though she held her +breath to listen, no sound came from the closed door. Very softly she +tried to lift the latch and peep in. Kate must still be asleep. It was not +the first time Marcia had found that to be the case when sent to bring her +sister. + +But the latch would not lift. The catch was firmly down from the inside. +Marcia applied her eye to the keyhole, but could get no vision save a dim +outline of the window on the other side of the room. She tapped gently +once or twice and waited again, then called softly: "Kate, Kate! Wake up. +Breakfast is ready and everybody is eating. Aunt Polly and Uncle Joab will +soon be here." + +She repeated her tapping and calling, growing louder as she received no +answer. Kate would often keep still to tease her thus. Surely though she +would not do so upon her wedding morning! + +She called and called and shook the door, not daring, however, to make +much of an uproar lest David should hear. She could not bear he should +know the shortcomings of his bride. + +But at last she grew alarmed. Perhaps Kate was ill. At any rate, whatever +it was, it was time she was up. She worked for some minutes trying to +loosen the catch that held the latch, but all to no purpose. She was +forced to go down stairs and whisper to her stepmother the state of the +case. + +Madam Schuyler, excusing herself from the table, went upstairs, purposeful +decision in every line of her substantial body, determination in every +sound of her footfall. Bride though she be, Kate would have meted out to +her just dues this time. Company and a lover and the nearness of the +wedding hour were things not to be trifled with even by a charming Kate. + +But Madam Schuyler returned in a short space of time, puffing and panting, +somewhat short of breath, and color in her face. She looked troubled, and +she interrupted the Squire without waiting for him to finish his sentence +to David. + +"I cannot understand what is the matter with Kate," she said, looking at +her husband. "She does not seem to be awake, and I cannot get her door +open. She sleeps soundly, and I suppose the unusual excitement has made +her very tired. But I should think she ought to hear my voice. Perhaps you +better see if you can open the door." + +There was studied calm in her voice, but her face belied her words. She +was anxious lest Kate was playing one of her pranks. She knew Kate's +careless, fun-loving ways. It was more to her that all things should move +decently and in order than that Kate should even be perfectly well. But +Marcia's white face behind her stepmother's ample shoulder showed a dread +of something worse than a mere indisposition. David Spafford took alarm at +once. He put down the silver syrup jug from which he had been pouring +golden maple syrup on his cakes, and pushed his chair back with a click. + +"Perhaps she has fainted!" he said, and Marcia saw how deeply he was +concerned. Father and lover both started up stairs, the father angry, the +lover alarmed. The Squire grumbled all the way up that Kate should sleep +so late, but David said nothing. He waited anxiously behind while the +Squire worked with the door. Madam Schuyler and Marcia had followed them, +and halting curiously just behind came the two maids. They all loved Miss +Kate and were deeply interested in the day's doings. They did not want +anything to interfere with the well-planned pageant. + +The Squire fumbled nervously with the latch, all the time calling upon his +daughter to open the door; then wrathfully placed his solid shoulder and +knee in just the right place, and with a groan and wrench the latch gave +way, and the solid oak door swung open, precipitating the anxious group +somewhat suddenly into the room. + +Almost immediately they all became aware that there was no one there. +David had stood with averted eyes at first, but that second sense which +makes us aware without sight when others are near or absent, brought with +it an unnamed anxiety. He looked wildly about. + +The bed had not been slept in; that they all saw at once. The room was in +confusion, but perhaps not more than might have been expected when the +occupant was about to leave on the morrow. There were pieces of paper and +string upon the floor and one or two garments lying about as if carelessly +cast off in a hurry. David recognized the purple muslin frock Kate had +worn the night before, and put out his hand to touch it as it lay across +the foot of the bed, vainly reaching after her who was not there. + +They stood in silence, father, mother, sister, and lover, and took in +every detail of the deserted room, then looked blankly into one another's +white faces, and in the eyes of each a terrible question began to dawn. +Where was she? + +Madam Schuyler recovered her senses first. With her sharp practical system +she endeavored to find out the exact situation. + +"Who saw her last?" she asked sharply looking from one to the other. "Who +saw her last? Has she been down stairs this morning?" she looked straight +at Marcia this time, but the girl shook her head. + +"I went to bed last night before they came in," she said, looking +questioningly at David, but a sudden remembrance and fear seized her +heart. She turned away to the window to face it where they could not look +at her. + +"We came in early," said David, trying to keep the anxiety out of his +voice, as he remembered his well-beloved's good-night. Surely, surely, +nothing very dreadful could have happened just over night, and in her +father's own house. He looked about again to see the natural, every-day, +little things that would help him drive away the thoughts of possible +tragedy. + +"Kate was tired. She said she was going to get up very early this morning +and wash her face in the dew on the grass." He braved a smile and looked +about on the troubled group. "She must be out somewhere upon the place," +he continued, gathering courage with the thought; "she told me it was an +old superstition. She has maybe wandered further than she intended, and +perhaps got into some trouble. I'd better go and search for her. Is there +any place near here where she would be likely to be?" He turned to Marcia +for help. + +"But Kate would never delay so long I'm sure," said the stepmother +severely. "She's not such a fool as to go traipsing through the wet grass +before daylight for any nonsense. If it were Marcia now, you might expect +anything, but Kate would be satisfied with the dew on the grass by the +kitchen pump. I know Kate." + +Marcia's face crimsoned at her stepmother's words, but she turned her +troubled eyes to David and tried to answer him. + +"There are plenty of places, but Kate has never cared to go to them. I +could go out and look everywhere." She started to go down, but as she +passed the wide mahogany bureau she saw a bit of folded paper lying under +the corner of the pincushion. With a smothered exclamation she went over +and picked it up. It was addressed to David in Kate's handwriting, fine +and even like copperplate. Without a word Marcia handed it to him, and +then stood back where the wide draperies of the window would shadow her. + +Madam Schuyler, with sudden keen prescience, took alarm. Noticing the two +maids standing wide-mouthed in the hallway, she summoned her most +commandatory tone, stepped into the hall, half closing the door behind +her, and cowed the two handmaidens under her glance. + +"It is all right!" she said calmly. "Miss Kate has left a note, and will +soon return. Go down and keep her breakfast warm, and not a word to a +soul! Dolly, Debby, do you understand? Not a word of this! Now hurry and +do all that I told you before breakfast." + +They went with downcast eyes and disappointed droops to their mouths, but +she knew that not a word would pass their lips. They knew that if they +disobeyed that command they need never hope for favor more from madam. +Madam's word was law. She would be obeyed. Therefore with remarkable +discretion they masked their wondering looks and did as they were bidden. +So while the family stood in solemn conclave in Kate's room the +preparations for the wedding moved steadily forward below stairs, and only +two solemn maids, of all the helpers that morning, knew that a tragedy was +hovering in the air and might burst about them. + +David had grasped for the letter eagerly, and fumbled it open with +trembling hand, but as he read, the smile of expectation froze upon his +lips and his face grew ashen. He tottered and grasped for the mantel shelf +to steady himself as he read further, but he did not seem to take in the +meaning of what he read. The others waited breathless, a reasonable length +of time, Madam Schuyler impatiently patient. She felt that long delay +would be perilous to her arrangements. She ought to know the whole truth +at once and be put in command of the situation. Marcia with sorrowful face +and drooping eyelashes stood quiet behind the curtain, while over and over +the echo of a horse's hoofs in a silent street and over a bridge sounded +in her brain. She did not need to be told, she knew intuitively what had +happened, and she dared not look at David. + +"Well, what has she done with herself?" said the Squire impatiently. He +had not finished his plate of cakes, and now that there was word he wanted +to know it at once and go back to his breakfast. The sight of his +daughter's handwriting relieved and reassured him. Some crazy thing she +had done of course, but then Kate had always done queer things, and +probably would to the end of time. She was a hussy to frighten them so, +and he meant to tell her so when she returned, if it was her wedding day. +But then, Kate would be Kate, and his breakfast was getting cold. He had +the horses to look after and orders to give to the hands before the early +guests arrived. + +But David did not answer, and the sight of him was alarming. He stood as +one stricken dumb all in a moment. He raised his eyes to the +Squire's--pleading, pitiful. His face had grown strained and haggard. + +"Speak out, man, doesn't the letter tell?" said the Squire imperiously. +"Where is the girl?" + +And this time David managed to say brokenly: "She's gone!" and then his +head dropped forward on his cold hand that rested on the mantel. Great +beads of perspiration stood out upon his white forehead, and the letter +fluttered gayly, coquettishly to the floor, a reminder of the uncertain +ways of its writer. + +The Squire reached for it impatiently, and wiping his spectacles +laboriously put them on and drew near to the window to read, his heavy +brows lowering in a frown. But his wife did not need to read the letter, +for she, like Marcia, had divined its purport, and already her able +faculties were marshalled to face the predicament. + +The Squire with deepening frown was studying his elder daughter's letter, +scarce able to believe the evidence of his senses that a girl of his could +be so heartless. + + + "DEAR DAVID," the letter ran,--written as though in a hurry, done + at the last moment,--which indeed it was:-- + + "I want you to forgive me for what I am doing. I know you will + feel bad about it, but really I never was the right one for you. + I'm sure you thought me all too good, and I never could have + stayed in a strait-jacket, it would have killed me. I shall always + consider you the best man in the world, and I like you better than + anyone else except Captain Leavenworth. I can't help it, you know, + that I care more for him than anyone else, though I've tried. So I + am going away to-night and when you read this we shall have been + married. You are so very good that I know you will forgive me, and + be glad I am happy. Don't think hardly of me for I always did care + a great deal for you. + + "Your loving + + "KATE." + + +It was characteristic of Kate that she demanded the love and loyalty of +her betrayed lover to the bitter end, false and heartless though she had +been. The coquette in her played with him even now in the midst of the +bitter pain she must have known she was inflicting. No word of contrition +spoke she, but took her deed as one of her prerogatives, just as she had +always taken everything she chose. She did not even spare him the loving +salutation that had been her custom in her letters to him, but wrote +herself down as she would have done the day before when all was fair and +dear between them. She did not hint at any better day for David, or give +him permission to forget her, but held him for all time as her own, as she +had known she would by those words of hers, "I like you better than anyone +else except!--" Ah! That fatal "except!" Could any knife cut deeper and +more ways? They sank into the young man's heart as he stood there those +first few minutes and faced his trouble, his head bowed upon the +mantel-piece. + +Meantime Madam Schuyler's keen vision had spied another folded paper +beside the pincushion. Smaller it was than the other, and evidently +intended to be placed further out of sight. It was addressed to Kate's +father, and her stepmother opened it and read with hard pressure of her +thin lips, slanted down at the corners, and a steely look in her eyes. Was +it possible that the girl, even in the midst of her treachery, had enjoyed +with a sort of malicious glee the thought of her stepmother reading that +note and facing the horror of a wedding party with no bride? Knowing her +stepmother's vast resources did she not think that at last she had brought +her to a situation to which she was unequal? There had always been this +unseen, unspoken struggle for supremacy between them; though it had been a +friendly one, a sort of testing on the girl's part of the powers and +expedients of the woman, with a kind of vast admiration, mingled with +amusement, but no fear for the stepmother who had been uniformly kind and +loving toward her, and for whom she cared, perhaps as much as she could +have cared for her own mother. The other note read: + + + "DEAR FATHER:--I am going away to-night to marry Captain + Leavenworth. You wouldn't let me have him in the right way, so I + had to take this. I tried very hard to forget him and get + interested in David, but it was no use. You couldn't stop it. So + now I hope you will see it the way we do and forgive us. We are + going to Washington and you can write us there and say you forgive + us, and then we will come home. I know you will forgive us, Daddy + dear. You know you always loved your little Kate and you couldn't + really want me to be unhappy. Please send my trunks to Washington. + I've tacked the card with the address on the ends. + + "Your loving little girl, + + "KATE." + + +There was a terrible stillness in the room, broken only by the crackling +of paper as the notes were turned in the hands of their readers. Marcia +felt as if centuries were passing. David's soul was pierced by one awful +thought. He had no room for others. She was gone! Life was a blank for +him! stretching out into interminable years. Of her treachery and +false-heartedness in doing what she had done in the way she had done it, +he had no time to take account. That would come later. Now he was trying +to understand this one awful fact. + +Madam Schuyler handed the second note to her husband, and with set lips +quickly skimmed through the other one. As she read, indignation rose +within her, and a great desire to outwit everybody. If it had been +possible to bring the erring girl back and make her face her disgraced +wedding alone, Madam Schuyler would have been glad to do it. She knew that +upon her would likely rest all the re-arrangements, and her ready brain +was already taking account of her servants and the number of messages that +would have to be sent out to stop the guests from arriving. She waited +impatiently for her husband to finish reading that she might consult with +him as to the best message to send, but she was scarcely prepared for the +burst of anger that came with the finish of the letters. The old man +crushed his daughter's note in his hand and flung it from him. He had +great respect and love for David, and the sight of him broken in grief, +the deed of his daughter, roused in him a mighty indignation. His voice +shook, but there was a deep note of command in it that made Madam Schuyler +step aside and wait. The Squire had arisen to the situation, and she +recognized her lord and master. + +"She must be brought back at once at all costs!" he exclaimed. "That +rascal shall not outwit us. Fool that I was to trust him in the house! +Tell the men to saddle the horses. They cannot have gone far yet, and +there are not so many roads to Washington. We may yet overtake them, and +married or unmarried the hussy shall be here for her wedding!" + +But David raised his head from the mantel-shelf and steadied his voice: + +"No, no, you must not do that--father--" the appellative came from his lips +almost tenderly, as if he had long considered the use of it with pleasure, +and now he spoke it as a tender bond meant to comfort. + +The older man started and his face softened. A flash of understanding and +love passed between the two men. + +"Remember, she has said she loves some one else. She could never be mine +now." + +There was terrible sadness in the words as David spoke them, and his voice +broke. Madam Schuyler turned away and took out her handkerchief, an +article of apparel for which she seldom had use except as it belonged to +every well ordered toilet. + +The father stood looking hopelessly at David and taking in the thought. +Then he too bowed his head and groaned. + +"And my daughter, _my little Kate_ has done it!" Marcia covered her face +with the curtains and her tears fell fast. + +David went and stood beside the Squire and touched his arm. + +"Don't!" he said pleadingly. "You could not help it. It was not your +fault. Do not take it so to heart!" + +"But it is my disgrace. I have brought up a child who could do it. I +cannot escape from that. It is the most dishonorable thing a woman can do. +And look how she has done it, brought shame upon us all! Here we have a +wedding on our hands, and little or no time to do anything! I have lived +in honor all my life, and now to be disgraced by my own daughter!" + +Marcia shuddered at her father's agony. She could not bear it longer. With +a soft cry she went to him, and nestled her head against his breast +unnoticed. + +"Father, father, don't!" she cried. + +But her father went on without seeming to see her. + +"To be disgraced and deserted and dishonored by my own child! Something +must be done. Send the servants! Let the wedding be stopped!" + +He looked at Madam and she started toward the door to carry out his +bidding, but he recalled her immediately. + +"No, stay!" he cried. "It is too late to stop them all. Let them come. Let +them be told! Let the disgrace rest upon the one to whom it belongs!" + +Madam stopped in consternation! A wedding without a bride! Yet she knew it +was a serious thing to try to dispute with her husband in that mood. She +paused to consider. + +"Oh, father!" exclaimed Marcia, "we couldn't! Think of David." + +Her words seemed to touch the right chord, for he turned toward the young +man, intense, tender pity in his face. + +"Yes, David! We are forgetting David! We must do all we can to make it +easier for you. You will be wanting to get away from us as quickly as +possible. How can we manage it for you? And where will you go? You will +not want to go home just yet?" + +He paused, a new agony of the knowledge of David's part coming to him. + +"No, I cannot go home," said David hopelessly, a look of keen pain darting +across his face, "for the house will be all ready for her, and the table +set. The friends will be coming in, and we are invited to dinner and tea +everywhere. They will all be coming to the house, my friends, to welcome +us. No, I cannot go home." Then he passed his hand over his forehead +blindly, and added, in a stupefied tone, "and yet I must--sometime--I +must--go--home!" + + + + + + CHAPTER V + + +The room was very still as he spoke. Madam Schuyler forgot the coming +guests and the preparations, in consternation over the thought of David +and his sorrow. Marcia sobbed softly upon her father's breast, and her +father involuntarily placed his arm about her as he stood in painful +thought. + +"It is terrible!" he murmured, "terrible! How could she bear to inflict +such sorrow! She might have saved us the scorn of all of our friends. +David, you must not go back alone. It must not be. You must not bear that. +There are lovely girls in plenty elsewhere. Find another one and marry +her. Take your bride home with you, and no one in your home need be the +wiser. Don't sorrow for that cruel girl of mine. Give her not the +satisfaction of feeling that your life is broken. Take another. Any girl +might be proud to go with you for the asking. Had I a dozen other +daughters you should have your pick of them, and one should go with you, +if you would condescend to choose another from the home where you have +been so treacherously dealt with. But I have only this one little girl. +She is but a child as yet and cannot compare with what you thought you +had. I blame you not if you do not wish to wed another Schuyler, but if +you will she is yours. And she is a good girl. David, though she is but a +child. Speak up, child, and say if you will make amends for the wrong your +sister has done!" + +The room was so still one could almost hear the heartbeats. David had +raised his head once more and was looking at Marcia. Sad and searching was +his gaze, as if he fain would find the features of Kate in her face, yet +it seemed to Marcia, as she raised wide tear-filled eyes from her father's +breast where her head still lay, that he saw her not. He was looking +beyond her and facing the home-going alone, and the empty life that would +follow. + +Her thoughts the last few days had matured her wonderfully. She understood +and pitied, and her woman-nature longed to give comfort, yet she shrunk +from going unasked. It was all terrible, this sudden situation thrust upon +her, yet she felt a willing sacrifice if she but felt sure it was his +wish. + +But David did not seem to know that he must speak. He waited, looking +earnestly at her, through her, beyond her, to see if Heaven would grant +this small relief to his sufferings. At last Marcia summoned her voice: + +"If David wishes I will go." + +She spoke the words solemnly, her eyes lifted slightly above him as if she +were speaking to Another One higher than he. It was like an answer to a +call from God. It had come to Marcia this way. It seemed to leave her no +room for drawing back, if indeed she had wished to do so. Other +considerations were not present. There was just the one great desire in +her heart to make amends in some measure for the wrong that had been done. +She felt almost responsible for it, a family responsibility. She seemed to +feel the shame and pain as her father was feeling it. She would step into +the empty place that Kate had left and fill it as far as she could. Her +only fear was that she was not acceptable, not worthy to fill so high a +place. She trembled over it, yet she could not hold back from the high +calling. It was so she stood in a kind of sorrowful exaltation waiting for +David. Her eyes lowered again, looking at him through the lashes and +pleading for recognition. She did not feel that she was pleading for +anything for herself, only for the chance to help him. + +Her voice had broken the spell. David looked down upon her kindly, a +pleasant light of gratitude flashing through the sternness and sorrow in +his face. Here was comradeship in trouble, and his voice recognized it as +he said: + +"Child, you are good to me, and I thank you. I will try to make you happy +if you will go with me, and I am sure your going will be a comfort in many +ways, but I would not have you go unwillingly." + +There was a dull ache in Marcia's heart, its cause she could not +understand, but she was conscious of a gladness that she was not counted +unworthy to be accepted, young though she was, and child though he called +her. His tone had been kindness itself, the gentle kindliness that had won +her childish sisterly love when first he began to visit her sister. She +had that answer of his to remember for many a long day, and to live upon, +when questionings and loneliness came upon her. But she raised her face to +her father now, and said: "I will go, father!" + +The Squire stooped and kissed his little girl for the last time. Perhaps +he realized that from this time forth she would be a little girl no +longer, and that he would never look into those child-eyes of hers again, +unclouded with the sorrows of life, and filled only with the +wonder-pictures of a rosy future. She seemed to him and to herself to be +renouncing her own life forever, and to be taking up one of sacrificial +penitence for her sister's wrong doing. + +The father then took Marcia's hand and placed it in David's, and the +betrothal was complete. + +Madam Schuyler, whose reign for the time was set aside, stood silent, half +disapproving, yet not interfering. Her conscience told her that this +wholesale disposal of Marcia was against nature. The new arrangement was a +relief to her in many ways, and would make the solution of the day less +trying for every one. But she was a woman and knew a woman's heart. Marcia +was not having her chance in life as her sister had had, as every woman +had a right to have. Then her face hardened. How had Kate used her +chances? Perhaps it was better for Marcia to be well placed in life before +she grew headstrong enough to make a fool of herself as Kate had done. +David would be good to her, that was certain. One could not look at the +strong, pleasant lines of his well cut mouth and chin and not be sure of +that. Perhaps it was all for the best. At least it was not her doing. And +it was only the night before that she had been looking at Marcia and +worrying because she was growing into a woman so fast. Now she would be +relieved of that care, and could take her ease and enjoy life until her +own children were grown up. But the voice of her husband aroused her to +the present. + +"Let the wedding go on as planned, Sarah, and no one need know until the +ceremony is over except the minister. I myself will go and tell the +minister. There will need to be but a change of names." + +"But," said the Madam, with housewifely alarm, as the suddenness of the +whole thing flashed over her, "Marcia is not ready. She has no suitable +clothes for her wedding." + +"Not ready! No clothes!" said the Squire, now thoroughly irritated over +this trivial objection, as a fly will sometimes ruffle the temper of a man +who has kept calm under fire of an enemy. "And where are all the clothes +that have been making these weeks and months past? What more preparation +does she need? Did the hussy take her wedding things with her? What's in +this trunk?" + +"But those are Kate's things, father," said Marcia in gentle explanation. +"Kate would be very angry if I took her things. They were made for her, +you know." + +"And what if they were made for her?" answered the father, very angry now +at Kate. "You are near of a size. What will do for one is good enough for +the other, and Kate may be angry and get over it, for not one rag of it +all will she get, nor a penny of my money will ever go to her again. She +is no daughter of mine from henceforth. That rascal has beaten me and +stolen my daughter, but he gets a dowerless lass. Not a penny will ever go +from the Schuyler estate into his pocket, and no trunk will ever travel +from here to Washington for that heartless girl. I forbid it. Let her feel +some of the sorrow she has inflicted upon others more innocent. I forbid +it, do you hear?" He brought his fist down upon the solid mahogany bureau +until the prisms on a candle-stand in front of the mirror jangled +discordantly. + +"Oh, father!" gasped Marcia, and turned with terror to her stepmother. But +David stood with his back toward the rest looking out of the window. He +had forgotten them all. + +Madam Schuyler was now in command again. For once the Squire had +anticipated his wife, and the next move had been planned without her help, +but it was as she would have it. Her face had lost its consternation and +beamed with satisfaction beneath its mask of grave perplexity. She could +not help it that she was glad to have the terrible ordeal of a wedding +without a bride changed into something less formidable. + +At least the country round about could not pity, for who was to say but +that David was as well suited with one sister as with the other? And +Marcia was a good girl; doubtless she would grow into a good wife. Far +more suitable for so good and steady a man as David than pretty, imperious +Kate. + +Madam Schuyler took her place of command once more and began to issue her +orders. + +"Come, then, Marcia, we have no time to waste. It is all right, as your +father has said. Kate's things will fit you nicely and you must go at once +and put everything in readiness. You will want all your time to dress, and +pack a few things, and get calm. Go to your room right away and pick up +anything you will want to take with you, and I'll go down and see that +Phoebe takes your place and then come back." + +David and the Squire went out like two men who had suddenly grown old, and +had not the strength to walk rapidly. No one thought any more of +breakfast. It was half-past seven by the old tall clock that stood upon +the stair-landing. It would not be long before Aunt Polly and Uncle Joab +would be driving up to the door. + +Straight ahead went the preparations, just as if nothing had happened, and +if Mistress Kate Leavenworth could have looked into her old room an hour +after the discovery of her flight she would have been astonished beyond +measure. + +Up in her own room stood poor bewildered Marcia. She looked about upon her +little white bed, and thought she would never likely sleep in it again. +She looked out of the small-paned window with its view of distant hill and +river, and thought she was bidding it good-bye forever. She went toward +her closet and put out her hand to choose what she would take with her, +and her heart sank. There hung the faded old ginghams short and scant, and +scorned but yesterday, yet her heart wildly clung to them. Almost would +she have put one on and gone back to her happy care-free school life. The +thought of the new life frightened her. She must give up her girlhood all +at once. She might not keep a vestige of it, for that would betray David. +She must be Kate from morning to evening. Like a sword thrust came the +remembrance that she had envied Kate, and God had given her the punishment +of being Kate in very truth. Only there was this great difference. She was +not the chosen one, and Kate had been. She must bear about forever in her +heart the thought of Kate's sin. + +The voice of her stepmother drew nearer and warned her that her time alone +was almost over, and out on the lawn she could hear the voices of Uncle +Joab and Aunt Polly who had just arrived. + +She dropped upon her knees for one brief moment and let her young soul +pour itself out in one great cry of distress to God, a cry without words +borne only on the breath of a sob. Then she arose, hastily dashed cold +water in her face, and dried away the traces of tears. There was no more +time to think. With hurried hand she began to gather a few trifles +together from closet and drawer. + +One last lingering look she took about her room as she left it, her arms +filled with the things she had hastily culled from among her own. Then she +shut the door quickly and went down the hall to her sister's room to enter +upon her new life. She was literally putting off herself and putting on a +new being as far as it was possible to do so outwardly. + +There on the bed lay the bridal outfit. Madam Schuyler had just brought it +from the spare room that there might be no more going back and forth +through the halls to excite suspicion. She was determined that there +should be no excitement or demonstration or opportunity for gossip among +the guests at least until the ceremony was over. She had satisfied herself +that not a soul outside the family save the two maids suspected that aught +was the matter, and she felt sure of their silence. + +Kate had taken very little with her, evidently fearing to excite +suspicion, and having no doubt that her father would relent and send all +her trousseau as she had requested in her letter. For once Mistress Kate +had forgotten her fineries and made good her escape with but two frocks +and a few other necessaries in a small hand-bag. + +Madam Schuyler was relieved to the point of genuine cheerfulness, over +this, despite the cloud of tragedy that hung over the day. She began to +talk to Marcia as if she had been Kate, as she smoothed down this and that +article and laid them back in the trunk, telling how the blue gown would +be the best for church and the green silk for going out to very fine +places, to tea-drinkings and the like, and how she must always be sure to +wear the cream undersleeves with the Irish point lace with her silk gown +as they set it off to perfection. She recalled, too, how little experience +Marcia had had in the ways of the world, and all the while the girl was +being dressed in the dainty bridal garments she gave her careful +instructions in the art of being a success in society, until Marcia felt +that the green fields and the fences and trees to climb and the excursions +after blackberries, and all the joyful merry-makings of the boys and girls +were receding far from her. She could even welcome Hanford Weston as a +playfellow in her new future, if thereby a little fresh air and freedom of +her girlhood might be left. Nevertheless there gradually came over her an +elation of excitement. The feel of the dainty garments, the delicate +embroidery, the excitement lest the white slippers would not fit her, the +difficulty of making her hair stay up in just Kate's style--for her +stepmother insisted that she must dress it exactly like Kate's and make +herself look as nearly as possible as Kate would have looked,--all drove +sadness from her mind and she began to taste a little delight in the +pretty clothes, the great occasion, and her own importance. The vision in +the looking-glass, too, told her that her own face was winsome, and the +new array not unbecoming. Something of this she had seen the night before +when she put on her new chintz; now the change was complete, as she stood +in the white satin and lace with the string of seed pearls that had been +her mother's tied about her soft white throat. She thought about the +tradition of the pearls that Kate's girl friends had laughingly reminded +her of a few days before when they were looking at the bridal garments. +They had said that each pearl a bride wore meant a tear she would shed. +She wondered if Kate had escaped the tears with the pearls, and left them +for her. + +She was ready at last, even to the veil that had been her mother's, and +her mother's mother's before her. It fell in its rich folds, yellowed by +age, from her head to her feet, with its creamy frost-work of rarest +handiwork, transforming the girl into a woman and a bride. + +Madam Schuyler arranged and rearranged the folds, and finally stood back +to look with half-closed eyes at the effect, deciding that very few would +notice that the bride was other than they had expected until the ceremony +was over and the veil thrown back. The sisters had never looked alike, yet +there was a general family resemblance that was now accentuated by the +dress; perhaps only those nearest would notice that it was Marcia instead +of Kate. At least the guests would have the good grace to keep their +wonderment to themselves until the ceremony was over. + +Then Marcia was left to herself with trembling hands and wildly throbbing +heart. What would Mary Ann think! What would all the girls and boys think? +Some of them would be there, and others would be standing along the shady +streets to watch the progress of the carriage as it drove away. And they +would see her going away instead of Kate. Perhaps they would think it all +a great joke and that she had been going to be married all the time and +not Kate. But no; the truth would soon come out. People would not be +astonished at anything Kate did. They would only say it was just what they +had all along expected of her, and pity her father, and pity her perhaps. +But they would look at her and admire her and for once she would be the +centre of attraction. The pink of pride swelled up into her cheeks, and +then realizing what she was thinking she crushed the feeling down. How +could she think of such things when Kate had done such a dreadful thing, +and David was suffering so terribly? Here was she actually enjoying, and +delighting in the thought of being in Kate's place. Oh, she was wicked, +wicked! She must not be happy for a moment in what was Kate's shame and +David's sorrow. Of her future with David she did not now think. It was of +the pageant of the day that her thoughts were full. If the days and weeks +and months that were to follow came into her mind at all between the other +things it was always that she was to care for David and to help him, and +that she would have to grow up quickly; and remember all the hard +housewifely things her stepmother had taught her; and try to order his +house well. But that troubled her not at all at present. She was more +concerned with the ceremony, and the many eyes that would be turned upon +her. It was a relief when a tap came on the door and the dear old minister +entered. + + + + + + CHAPTER VI + + +He stood a moment by the door looking at her, half startled. Then he came +over beside her, put his hands upon her shoulders, looking down into her +upturned, veiled face. + +"My child!" he said tenderly, "my little Marcia, is this you? I did not +know you in all this beautiful dress. You look as your own mother looked +when she was married. I remember perfectly as if it were but yesterday, +her face as she stood by your father's side. I was but a young man then, +you know, and it was my first wedding in my new church, so you see I could +not forget it. Your mother was a beautiful woman, Marcia, and you are like +her both in face and life." + +The tears came into Marcia's eyes and her lips trembled. + +"Are you sure, child," went on the gentle voice of the old man, "that you +understand what a solemn thing you are doing? It is not a light thing to +give yourself in marriage to any man. You are so young yet! Are you doing +this thing quite willingly, little girl? Are you sure? Your father is a +good man, and a dear old friend of mine, but I know what has happened has +been a terrible blow to him, and a great humiliation. It has perhaps +unnerved his judgment for the time. No one should have brought pressure to +bear upon a child like you to make you marry against your will. Are you +sure it is all right, dear?" + +"Oh, yes, sir!" Marcia raised her tear-filled eyes. "I am doing it quite +of myself. No one has made me. I was glad I might. It was so dreadful for +David!" + +"But child, do you love him?" the old minister said, searching her face +closely. + +Marcia's eyes shone out radiant and child-like through her tears. + +"Oh, yes, sir! I love him of course. No one could help loving David." + +There was a tap at the door and the Squire entered. With a sigh the +minister turned away, but there was trouble in his heart. The love of the +girl had been all too frankly confessed. It was not as he would have had +things for a daughter of his, but it could not be helped of course, and he +had no right to interfere. He would like to speak to David, but David had +not come out of his room yet. When he did there was but a moment for them +alone and all he had opportunity to say was: + +"Mr. Spafford, you will be good to the little girl, and remember she is +but a child. She has been dear to us all." + +David looked at him wonderingly, earnestly, in reply: + +"I will do all in my power to make her happy," he said. + +The hour had come, and all things, just as Madam Schuyler had planned, +were ready. The minister took his place, and the impatient bridesmaids +were in a flutter, wondering why Kate did not call them in to see her. +Slowly, with measured step, as if she had practised many times, Marcia, +the maiden, walked down the hall on her father's arm. He was bowed with +his trouble and his face bore marks of the sudden calamity that had +befallen his house, but the watching guests thought it was for sorrow at +giving up his lovely Kate, and they said one to another, "How much he +loved her!" + +The girl's face drooped with gentle gravity. She scarcely felt the +presence of the guests she had so much dreaded, for to her the ceremony +was holy. She was giving herself as a sacrifice for the sin of her sister. +She was too young and inexperienced to know all that would be thought and +said as soon as the company understood. She also felt secure behind that +film of lace. It seemed impossible that they could know her, so softly and +so mistily it shut her in from the world. It was like a kind of moving +house about her, a protection from all eyes. So sheltered she might go +through the ceremony with composure. As yet she had not begun to dread the +afterward. The hall was wide through which she passed, and the day was +bright, but the windows were so shadowed by the waiting bridesmaids that +the light did not fall in full glare upon her, and it was not strange they +did not know her at once. She heard their smothered exclamations of wonder +and admiration, and one, Kate's dearest friend, whispered softly behind +her: "Oh, Kate, why did you keep us waiting, you sly girl! How lovely you +are! You look like an angel straight from heaven." + +There were other whispered words which Marcia heard sadly. They gave her +no pleasure. The words were for Kate, not her. What would they say when +they knew all? + +There was David in the distance waiting for her. How fine he looked in his +wedding clothes! How proud Kate might have been of him! How pitiful was +his white face! He had summoned his courage and put on a mask of happiness +for the eyes of those who saw him, but it could not deceive the heart of +Marcia. Surely not since the days when Jacob served seven years for Rachel +and then lifted the bridal veil to look upon the face of her sister Leah, +walked there sadder bridegroom on this earth than David Spafford walked +that day. + +Down the stairs and through the wide hall they came, Marcia not daring to +look up, yet seeing familiar glimpses as she passed. That green plaid silk +lap at one side of the parlor door, in which lay two nervous little hands +and a neatly folded pocket handkerchief, belonged to Sabrina Bates, she +knew; and the round lace collar a little farther on, fastened by the +brooch with a colored daguerreotype encircled by a braid of faded brown +hair under glass, must be about the neck of Aunt Polly. There was not +another brooch like that in New York state, Marcia felt sure. Beyond were +Uncle Joab's small meek Sunday boots, toeing in, and next were little feet +covered by white stockings and slippers fastened with crossed black +ribbons, some child's, not Harriet--Marcia dared not raise her eyes to +identify them now. She must fix her mind upon the great things before her. +She wondered at herself for noticing such trivial things when she was +walking up to the presence of the great God, and there before her stood +the minister with his open book! + +Now, at last, with the most of the audience behind her, shut in by the +film of lace, she could raise her eyes to the minister's familiar face, +take David's arm without letting her hand tremble much, and listen to the +solemn words read out to her. For her alone they seemed to be read. +David's heart she knew was crushed, and it was only a form for him. She +must take double vows upon her for the sake of the wrong done to him. So +she listened: + +"Dearly beloved, we are gathered together"--how the words thrilled her!--"in +the sight of God and in the presence of this company to join together this +man and woman in the bonds of holy matrimony;"--a deathly stillness rested +upon the room and the painful throbbing of her heart was all the little +bride could hear. She was glad she might look straight into the dear face +of the old minister. Had her mother felt this way when she was being +married? Did her stepmother understand it? Yes, she must, in part at +least, for she had bent and kissed her most tenderly upon the brow just +before leaving her, a most unusually sentimental thing for her to do. It +touched Marcia deeply, though she was fond of her stepmother at all times. + +She waited breathless with drooped eyes while the minister demanded, "If +any man can show just cause why they may not be lawfully joined together, +let him now declare it, or else hereafter forever hold his peace." What if +some one should recognize her and, thinking she had usurped Kate's place, +speak out and stop the marriage! How would David feel? And she? She would +sink to the floor. Oh, did they any of them know? How she wished she dared +raise her eyes to look about and see. But she must not. She must listen. +She must shake off these worldly thoughts. She was not hearing for idle +thinking. It was a solemn, holy vow she was taking upon herself for life. +She brought herself sharply back to the ceremony. It was to David the +minister was talking now: + +"Wilt thou love her, comfort her, honor and keep her, in sickness and in +health, and forsaking all other, keep thee only unto her, so long as ye +both shall live?" + +It was hard to make David promise that when his heart belonged to Kate. +She wondered that his voice could be so steady when it said, "I will," and +the white glove of Kate's which was just a trifle large for her, trembled +on David's arm as the minister next turned to her: + +"Wilt thou, Marcia"--Ah! It was out now! and the sharp rustle of silk and +stiff linen showed that all the company were aware at last who was the +bride; but the minister went steadily on. He cared not what the listening +assembly thought. He was talking earnestly to his little friend, +Marcia,--"have this man to be thy wedded husband, to live together after +God's ordinance in the holy estate of matrimony? Wilt thou obey him, and +serve him, love, honor, and keep him, in sickness and in health"--the words +of the pledge went on. It was not hard. The girl felt she could do all +that. She was relieved to find it no more terrible, and to know that she +was no longer acting a lie. They all knew who she was now. She held up her +flower-like head and answered in her clear voice, that made her few +schoolmates present gasp with admiration: + +"I will!" + +And the dear old minister's wife, sitting sweet and dove-like in her soft +grey poplin, fine white kerchief, and cap of book muslin, smiled to +herself at the music in Marcia's voice and nodded approval. She felt that +all was well with her little friend. + +They waited, those astonished people, till the ceremony was concluded and +the prayer over, and then they broke forth. There had been lifted brows +and looks passing from one to another, of question, of disclaiming any +knowledge in the matter, and just as soon as the minister turned and took +the bride's hand to congratulate her the heads bent together behind fans +and the soft buzz of whispers began. + +What does it mean? Where is Kate? She isn't in the room! Did he change his +mind at the last minute? How old is Marcia? Mercy me! Nothing but a child! +Are you sure? Why, my Mary Ann is older than that by three months, and +she's no more able to become mistress of a home than a nine-days-old +kitten. Are you sure it's Marcia? Didn't the minister make a mistake in +the name? It looked to me like Kate. Look again. She's put her veil back. +No, it can't be! Yes, it is! No, it looks like Kate! Her hair's done the +same, but, no, Kate never had such a sweet innocent look as that. Why, +when she was a child her face always had a sharpness to it. Look at +Marcia's eyes, poor lamb! I don't see how her father could bear it, and +she so young. But Kate! Where can she be? What has happened? You don't +say! Yes, I did see that captain about again last week or so. Do you +believe it? Surely she never would. Who told you? Was he sure? But Maria +and Janet are bridesmaids and they didn't see any signs of anything. They +were over here yesterday. Yes, Kate showed them everything and planned how +they would all walk in. No, she didn't do anything queer, for Janet would +have mentioned it. Janet always sees everything. Well, they say he's a +good man and Marcia'll be well provided for. Madam Schuyler'll be relieved +about that. Marcia can't ever lead her the dance Kate has among the young +men. How white he looks! Do you suppose he loves her? What on earth can it +all mean? Do you s'pose Kate feels bad? Where is she anyway? Wouldn't she +come down? Well, if 'twas his choosing it serves her right. She's too much +of a flirt for a good man and maybe he found her out. She's probably got +just what she deserves, and _I_ think Marcia'll make a good little wife. +She always was a quiet, grown-up child and Madam Schuyler has trained her +well! But what will Kate do now? Hush! They are coming this way. How do +you suppose we can find out? Go ask Cousin Janet, perhaps they've told +her, or Aunt Polly. Surely she knows. + +But Aunt Polly sat with pursed lips of disapproval. She had not been told, +and it was her prerogative to know everything. She always made a point of +being on hand early at all funerals and weddings, especially in the family +circle, and learning the utmost details, which she dispensed at her +discretion to late comers in fine sepulchral whispers. + +Now she sat silent, disgraced, unable to explain a thing. It was +unhandsome of Sarah Schuyler, she felt, though no more than she might have +expected of her, she told herself. She had never liked her. Well, wait +until her opportunity came. If they did not wish her to say the truth she +must say something. She could at least tell what she thought. And what +more natural than to let it be known that Sarah Schuyler had always held a +dislike for Marcia, and to suggest that it was likely she was glad to get +her off her hands. Aunt Polly meant to find a trail somewhere, no matter +how many times they threw her off the scent. + +Meantime for Marcia the sun seemed to have shined out once more with +something of its old brightness. The terrible deed of self-renunciation +was over, and familiar faces actually were smiling upon her and wishing +her joy. She felt the flutter of her heart in her throat beneath the +string of pearls, and wondered if after all she might hope for a little +happiness of her own. She could climb no more fences nor wade in gurgling +brooks, but might there not be other happy things as good? A little touch +of the pride of life had settled upon her. The relatives were coming with +pleasant words and kisses. The blushes upon her cheeks were growing +deeper. She almost forgot David in the pretty excitement. A few of her +girl friends ventured shyly near, as one might look at a mate suddenly and +unexpectedly translated into eternal bliss. They put out cold fingers in +salute with distant, stiff phrases belonging to a grown-up world. Not one +of them save Mary Ann dared recognize their former bond of playmates. Mary +Ann leaned down and whispered with a giggle: "Say, you didn't need to envy +Kate, did you? My! Ain't you in clover! Say, Marsh," wistfully, "do invite +me fer a visit sometime, won't you?" + +Now Mary Ann was not quite on a par with the Schuylers socially, and had +it not been for a distant mutual relative she would not have been asked to +the wedding. Marcia never liked her very much, but now, with the +uncertain, dim future it seemed pleasant and home-like to think of a visit +from Mary Ann and she nodded and said childishly: "Sometime, Mary Ann, if +I can." + +Mary Ann squeezed her hand, kissed her, blushed and giggled herself out of +the way of the next comer. + +They went out to the dining room and sat around the long table. It was +Marcia's timid hand that cut the bridecake, and all the room full watched +her. Seeing the pretty color come and go in her excited cheeks, they +wondered that they had never noticed before how beautiful Marcia was +growing. A handsome couple they would make! And they looked from Marcia to +David and back again, wondering and trying to fathom the mystery. + +It was gradually stealing about the company, the truth about Kate and +Captain Leavenworth. The minister had told it in his sad and gentle way. +Just the facts. No gossip. Naturally every one was bristling with +questions, but not much could be got from the minister. + +"I really do not know," he would say in his courteous, old-worldly way, +and few dared ask further. Perhaps the minister, wise by reason of much +experience, had taken care to ask as few questions as possible himself, +and not to know too much before undertaking this task for his old friend +the Squire. + +And so Kate's marriage went into the annals of the village, at least so +far as that morning was concerned, quietly, and with little exclamation +before the family. The Squire and his wife controlled their faces +wonderfully. There was an austerity about the Squire as he talked with his +friends that was new to his pleasant face, but Madam conversed with her +usual placid self-poise, and never gave cause for conjecture as to her +true feelings. + +There were some who dared to offer their surprised condolences. To such +the stepmother replied that of course the outcome of events had been a +sore trial to the Squire, and all of them, but they were delighted at the +happy arrangement that had been made. She glanced contentedly toward the +child-bride. + +It was a revelation to the whole village that Marcia had grown up and was +so handsome. + +Dismay filled the breasts of the village gossips. They had been defrauded. +Here was a fine scandal which they had failed to discover in time and +spread abroad in its due course. + +Everybody was shy of speaking to the bride. She sat in her lovely finery +like some wild rose caught as a sacrifice. Yet every one admitted that she +might have done far worse. David was a good man, with prospects far beyond +most young men of his time. Moreover he was known to have a brilliant +mind, and the career he had chosen, that of journalism, in which he was +already making his mark, was one that promised to be lucrative as well as +influential. + +It was all very hurried at the last. Madam Schuyler and Dolly the maid +helped her off with the satin and lace finery, and she was soon out of her +bridal attire and struggling with the intricacies of Kate's travelling +costume. + +Marcia was not Marcia any longer, but Mrs. David Spafford. She had been +made to feel the new name almost at once, and it gave her a sense of +masquerading pleasant enough for the time being, but with a dim foreboding +of nameless dread and emptiness for the future, like all masquerading +which must end sometime. And when the mask is taken off how sad if one is +not to find one's real self again: or worse still if one may never remove +the mask, but must grow to it and be it from the soul. + +All this Marcia felt but dimly of course, for she was young and light +hearted naturally, and the excitement and pretty things about her could +not but be pleasant. + +To have Kate's friends stand about her, half shyly trying to joke with her +as they might have done with Kate, to feel their admiring glances, and +half envious references to her handsome husband, almost intoxicated her +for the moment. Her cheeks grew rosier as she tied on Kate's pretty poke +bonnet whose nodding blue flowers had been brought over from Paris by a +friend of Kate's. It seemed a shame that Kate should not have her things +after all. The pleasure died out of Marcia's eyes as she carefully looped +the soft blue ribbons under her round chin and drew on Kate's long gloves. +There was no denying the fact that Kate's outfit was becoming to Marcia, +for she had that complexion that looks well with any color under the sun, +though in blue she was not at her best. + +When Marcia was ready she stood back from the little looking-glass, with a +frightened, half-childish gaze about the room. + +Now that the last minute was come, there was no one to understand Marcia's +feelings nor help her. Even the girls were merely standing there waiting +to say the last formal farewell that they might be free to burst into an +astonished chatter of exclamations over Kate's romantic disappearance. +They were Kate's friends, not Marcia's, and they were bidding Kate's +clothes good-bye for want of the original bride. Marcia's friends were too +young and too shy to do more than stand back in awe and gaze at their mate +so suddenly promoted to a life which but yesterday had seemed years away +for any of them. + + [Illustration: Copyright by C. Klackner + THE STEPMOTHER'S ARMS WERE AROUND HER.] + + Copyright by C. Klackner + THE STEPMOTHER'S ARMS WERE AROUND HER. + + +So Marcia walked alone down the hall--yet, no, not all the way alone. A +little wrinkled hand was laid upon her gloved one, and a little old lady, +her true friend, the minister's wife, walked down the stairs with the +bride arm in arm. Marcia's heart fluttered back to warmth again and was +glad for her friend, yet all she had said was: "My dear!" but there was +that in her touch and the tone of her gentle voice that comforted Marcia. + +She stood at the edge of the steps, with her white hair shining in the +morning, her kind-faced husband just behind her during all the farewell, +and Marcia felt happier because of her motherly presence. + +The guests were all out on the piazza in the gorgeousness of the summer +morning. David stood on the flagging below the step beside the open coach +door, a carriage lap-robe over his arm and his hat on, ready. He was +talking with the Squire. Every one was looking at them, and they were +entirely conscious of the fact. They laughed and talked with studied +pleasantness, though there seemed to be an undertone of sadness that the +most obtuse guest could not fail to detect. + +Harriet, as a small flower-girl, stood upon the broad low step ready to +fling posies before the bride as she stepped into the coach. + +The little boys, to whom a wedding merely meant a delightful increase of +opportunities, stood behind a pillar munching cake, more of which +protruded from their bulging pockets. + +Marcia, with a lump in her throat that threatened tears, slipped behind +the people, caught the two little step-brothers in her arms and smothered +them with kisses, amid their loud protestations and the laughter of those +who stood about. But the little skirmish had served to hide the tears, and +the bride came back most decorously to where her stepmother stood awaiting +her with a smile of complacent--almost completed--duty upon her face. She +wore the sense of having carried off a trying situation in a most +creditable manner, and she knew she had won the respect and awe of every +matron present thereby. That was a great deal to Madam Schuyler. + +The stepmother's arms were around her and Marcia remembered how kindly +they had felt when they first clasped her little body years ago, and she +had been kissed, and told to be a good little girl. She had always liked +her stepmother. And now, as she came to say good-bye to the only mother +she had ever known, who had been a true mother to her in many ways, her +young heart almost gave way, and she longed to hide in that ample bosom +and stay under the wing of one who had so ably led her thus far along the +path of life. + +Perhaps Madam Schuyler felt the clinging of the girl's arms about her, and +perchance her heart rebuked her that she had let so young and +inexperienced a girl go out to the cares of life all of a sudden in this +way. At least she stooped and kissed Marcia again and whispered: "You have +been a good girl, Marcia." + +Afterwards, Marcia cherished that sentence among memory's dearest +treasures. It seemed as though it meant that she had fulfilled her +stepmother's first command, given on the night when her father brought +home their new mother. + +Then the flowers were thrown upon the pavement, to make it bright for the +bride. She was handed into the coach behind the white-haired negro +coachman, and by his side Kate's fine new hair trunk. Ah! That was a +bitter touch! Kate's trunk! Kate's things! Kate's husband! If it had only +been her own little moth-eaten trunk that had belonged to her mother, and +filled with her own things--and if he had only been her own husband! Yet +she wanted no other than David--only if he could have been _her_ David! + +Then Madam Schuyler, her heart still troubled about Marcia, stepped down +and whispered: + +"David, you will remember she is young. You will deal gently with her?" + +Gravely David bent his head and answered: + +"I will remember. She shall not be troubled. I will care for her as I +would care for my own sister." And Madam Schuyler turned away half +satisfied. After all, was that what woman wanted? Would she have been +satisfied to have been cared for as a sister? + +Then gravely, with his eyes half unseeing her, the father kissed his +daughter good-bye, David got into the coach, the door was slammed shut, +and the white horses arched their necks and stepped away, amid a shower of +rice and slippers. + + + + + + CHAPTER VII + + +For some distance the way was lined with people they knew, servants and +negroes, standing about the driveway and outside the fence, people of the +village grouped along the sidewalk, everybody out upon their doorsteps to +watch the coach go by, and to all the face of the bride was a puzzle and a +surprise. They half expected to see another coach coming with the other +bride behind. + +Marcia nodded brightly to those she knew, and threw flowers from the great +nosegay that had been put upon her lap by Harriet. She felt for a few +minutes like a girl in a fairy-tale riding in this fine coach in grand +attire. She stole a look at David. He certainly looked like a prince, but +gravity was already settling about his mouth. Would he always look so now, +she wondered, would he never laugh and joke again as he used to do? Could +she manage to make him happy sometimes for a little while and help him to +forget? + +Down through the village they passed, in front of the store and +post-office where Marcia had bought her frock but three days before, and +they turned up the road she had come with Mary Ann. How long ago that +seemed! How light her heart was then, and how young! All life was before +her with its delightful possibilities. Now it seemed to have closed for +her and she was some one else. A great ache came upon her heart. For a +moment she longed to jump down and run away from the coach and David and +the new clothes that were not hers. Away from the new life that had been +planned for some one else which she must live now. She must always be a +woman, never a girl any more. + +Out past Granny McVane's they drove, the old lady sitting upon her front +porch knitting endless stockings. She stared mildly, unrecognizingly at +Marcia and paused in her rocking to crane her neck after the coach. + +The tall corn rustled and waved green arms to them as they passed, and the +cows looked up munching from the pasture in mild surprise at the turnout. +The little coach dog stepped aside from the road to give them a bark as he +passed, and then pattered and pattered his tiny feet to catch up. The old +school house came in sight with its worn playground and dejected summer +air, and Marcia's eyes searched out the window where she used to sit to +eat her lunch in winters, and the tree under which she used to sit in +summers, and the path by which she and Mary Ann used to wander down to the +brook, or go in search of butternuts, even the old door knob that her hand +would probably never grasp again. She searched them all out and bade them +good-bye with her eyes. Then once she turned a little to see if she could +catch a glimpse of the old blackboard through the window where she and +Susanna Brown and Miller Thompson used to do arithmetic examples. The dust +of the coach, or the bees in the sunshine, or something in her eyes +blurred her vision. She could only see a long slant ray of a sunbeam +crossing the wall where she knew it must be. Then the road wound around +through a maple grove and the school was lost to view. + +They passed the South meadow belonging to the Westons, and Hanford was +plowing. Marcia could see him stop to wipe the perspiration from his brow, +and her heart warmed even to this boy admirer now that she was going from +him forever. + +Hanford had caught sight of the coach and he turned to watch it thinking +to see Kate sitting in the bride's place. He wondered if the bride would +notice him, and turned a deeper red under his heavy coat of tan. + +And the bride did notice him. She smiled the sweetest smile the boy had +ever seen upon her face, the smile he had dreamed of as he thought of her, +at night standing under the stars all alone by his father's gate post +whittling the cross bar of the gate. For a moment he forgot that it was +the bridal party passing, forgot the stern-faced bridegroom, and saw only +Marcia--his girl love. His heart stood still, and a bright light of +response filled his eyes. He took off his wide straw hat and bowed her +reverence. He would have called to her, and tried three times, but his dry +throat gave forth no utterance, and when he looked again the coach was +passed and only the flutter of a white handkerchief came back to him and +told him the beginning of the truth. + +Then the poor boy's face grew white, yes, white and stricken under the +tan, and he tottered to the roadside and sat down with his face in his +hands to try and comprehend what it might mean, while the old horse +dragged the plow whither he would in search of a bite of tender grass. + +What could it mean? And why did Marcia occupy that place beside the +stranger, obviously the bridegroom? Was she going on a visit? He had heard +of no such plan. Where was her sister? Would there be another coach +presently, and was this man then not the bridegroom but merely a friend of +the family? Of course, that must be it. He got up and staggered to the +fence to look down the road, but no one came by save the jogging old gray +and carryall, with Aunt Polly grim and offended and Uncle Joab meek and +depressed beside her. Could he have missed the bridal carriage when he was +at the other end of the lot? Could they have gone another way? He had a +half a mind to call to Uncle Joab to enquire only he was a timid boy and +shrank back until it was too late. + +But why had Marcia as she rode away wafted that strange farewell that had +in it the familiarity of the final? And why did he feel so strange and +weak in his knees? + +Marcia was to help his mother next week at the quilting bee. She had not +gone away to stay, of course. He got up and tried to whistle and turn the +furrows evenly as before, but his heart was heavy, and, try as he would, +he could not understand the feeling that kept telling him Marcia was gone +out of his life forever. + +At last his day's work was done and he could hasten to the house. Without +waiting for his supper, he "slicked up," as he called it, and went at once +to the village, where he learned the bitter truth. + +It was Mary Ann who told him. + +Mary Ann, the plain, the awkward, who secretly admired Hanford Weston as +she might have admired an angel, and who as little expected him to speak +to her as if he had been one. Mary Ann stood by her front gate in the dusk +of the summer evening, the halo of her unusual wedding finery upon her, +for she had taken advantage of being dressed up to make two or three +visits since the wedding, and so prolong the holiday. The light of the +sunset softened her plain features, and gave her a gentler look than was +her wont. Was it that, and an air of lonesomeness akin to his own, that +made Hanford stop and speak to her? + +And then she told him. She could not keep it in long. It was the wonder of +her life, and it filled her so that her thought had no room for anything +else. To think of Marcia taken in a day, gone from their midst forever, +gone to be a grown-up woman in a new world! It was as strange as sudden +death, and almost as terrible and beautiful. + +There were tears in her eyes, and in the eyes of the boy as they spoke +about the one who was gone, and the kind dusk hid the sight so that +neither knew, but each felt a subtle sympathy with the other, and before +Hanford started upon his desolate way home under the burden of his first +sorrow he took Mary Ann's slim bony hand in his and said quite stiffly: +"Well, good night, Miss Mary Ann. I'm glad you told me," and Mary Ann +responded, with a deep blush under her freckles in the dark, "Good night, +Mr. Weston, and--call again!" + +Something of the sympathy lingered with the boy as he went on his way and +he was not without a certain sort of comfort, while Mary Ann climbed to +her little chamber in the loft with a new wonder to dream over. + +Meanwhile the coach drove on, and Marcia passed from her childhood's home +into the great world of men and women, changes, heartbreakings, sorrows +and joys. + +David spoke to her kindly now and then; asked if she was comfortable; if +she would prefer to change seats with him; if the cushions were right; and +if she had forgotten anything. He seemed nervous, and anxious to have this +part of the journey over and asked the coachman frequent questions about +the horses and the speed they could make. Marcia thought she understood +that he was longing to get away from the painful reminder of what he had +expected to be a joyful trip, and her young heart pitied him, while yet it +felt an undertone of hurt for herself. She found so much unadulterated joy +in this charming ride with the beautiful horses, in this luxurious coach, +that she could not bear to have it spoiled by the thought that only +David's sadness and pain had made it possible for her. + +Constantly as the scene changed, and new sights came upon her view, she +had to restrain herself from crying out with happiness over the beauty and +calling David's attention. Once she did point out a bird just leaving a +stalk of goldenrod, its light touch making the spray to bow and bend. +David had looked with unseeing eyes, and smiled with uncomprehending +assent. Marcia felt she might as well have been talking to herself. He was +not even the old friend and brother he used to be. She drew a gentle +little sigh and wished this might have been only a happy ride with the +ending at home, and a longer girlhood uncrossed by this wall of trouble +that Kate had put up in a night for them all. + +The coach came at last to the town where they were to stop for dinner and +a change of horses. + +Marcia looked about with interest at the houses, streets, and people. +There were two girls of about her own age with long hair braided down +their backs. They were walking with arms about each other as she and Mary +Ann had often done. She wondered if any such sudden changes might be +coming to them as had come into her life. They turned and looked at her +curiously, enviously it seemed, as the coach drew up to the tavern and she +was helped out with ceremony. Doubtless they thought of her as she had +thought of Kate but last week. + +She was shown into the dim parlor of the tavern and seated in a stiff +hair-cloth chair. It was all new and strange and delightful. + +Before a high gilt mirror set on great glass knobs like rosettes, she +smoothed her wind-blown hair, and looked back at the reflection of her +strange self with startled eyes. Even her face seemed changed. She knew +the bonnet and arrangement of hair were becoming, but she felt +unacquainted with them, and wished for her own modest braids and plain +bonnet. Even a sunbonnet would have been welcome and have made her feel +more like herself. + +David did not see how pretty she looked when he came to take her to the +dining room ten minutes later. His eyes were looking into the hard future, +and he was steeling himself against the glances of others. He must be the +model bridegroom in the sight of all who knew him. His pride bore him out +in this. He had acquaintances all along the way home. + +They were expecting the bridal party, for David had arranged that a fine +dinner should be ready for his bride. Fine it was, with the best cooking +and table service the mistress of the tavern could command, and with many +a little touch new and strange to Marcia, and therefore interesting. It +was all a lovely play till she looked at David. + +David ate but little, and Marcia felt she must hurry through the meal for +his sake. Then when the carryall was ready he put her in and they drove +away. + +Marcia's keen intuition told her how many little things had been thought +of and planned for, for the comfort of the one who was to have taken this +journey with David. Gradually the thought of how terrible it was for him, +and how dreadful of Kate to have brought this sorrow upon him, overcame +all other thoughts. + +Sitting thus quietly, with her hands folded tight in the faded bunch of +roses little Harriet had given her at parting, the last remaining of the +flowers she had carried with her, Marcia let the tears come. Silently they +flowed in gentle rain, and had not David been borne down with the thought +of his own sorrow he must have noticed long before he did the sadness of +the sweet young face beside him. But she turned away from him as much as +possible that he might not see, and so they must have driven for half an +hour through a dim sweet wood before he happened to catch a sight of the +tear-wet face, and knew suddenly that there were other troubles in the +world beside his own. + +"Why, child, what is the matter?" he said, turning to her with grave +concern. "Are you so tired? I'm afraid I have been very dull company," +with a sigh. "You must forgive me--child, to-day." + +"Oh, David, don't," said Marcia putting her face down into her hands and +crying now regardless of the roses. "I do not want you to think of me. It +is dreadful, dreadful for you. I am so sorry for you. I wish I could do +something." + +"Dear child!" he said, putting his hand upon hers. "Bless you for that. +But do not let your heart be troubled about me. Try to forget me and be +happy. It is not for you to bear, this trouble." + +"But I must bear it," said Marcia, sitting up and trying to stop crying. +"She was my sister and she did an awful thing. I cannot forget it. How +could she, how _could_ she do it? How could she leave a man like you +that--" Marcia stopped, her brown eyes flashing fiercely as she thought of +Captain Leavenworth's hateful look at her that night in the moonlight. She +shuddered and hid her face in her hands once more and cried with all the +fervor of her young and undisciplined soul. + +David did not know what to do with a young woman in tears. Had it been +Kate his alarm would have vied with a delicious sense of his own power to +comfort, but even the thought of comforting any one but Kate was now a +bitter thing. Was it always going to be so? Would he always have to start +and shrink with sudden remembrance of his pain at every turn of his way? +He drew a deep sigh and looked helplessly at his companion. Then he did a +hard thing. He tried to justify Kate, just as he had been trying all the +morning to justify her to himself. The odd thing about it all was that the +very deepest sting of his sorrow was that Kate could have done this thing! +His peerless Kate! + +"She cared for him," he breathed the words as if they hurt him. + +"She should have told you so before then. She should not have let you +think she cared for you--_ever!_" said Marcia fiercely. Strangely enough +the plain truth was bitter to the man to hear, although he had been +feeling it in his soul ever since they had discovered the flight of the +bride. + +"Perhaps there was too much pressure brought to bear upon her," he said +lamely. "Looking back I can see times when she did not second me with +regard to hurrying the marriage, so warmly as I could have wished. I laid +it to her shyness. Yet she seemed happy when we met. Did you--did she--have +you any idea she had been planning this for long, or was it sudden?" + +The words were out now, the thing he longed to know. It had been writing +its fiery way through his soul. Had she meant to torture him this way all +along, or was it the yielding to a sudden impulse that perhaps she had +already repented? He looked at Marcia with piteous, almost pleading eyes, +and her tortured young soul would have given anything to have been able to +tell him what he wanted to know. Yet she could not help him. She knew no +more than he. She steadied her own nerves and tried to tell all she knew +or surmised, tried her best to reveal Kate in her true character before +him. Not that she wished to speak ill of her sister, only that she would +be true and give this lover a chance to escape some of the pain if +possible, by seeing the real Kate as she was at home without varnish or +furbelows. Yet she reflected that those who knew Kate's shallowness well, +still loved her in spite of it, and always bowed to her wishes. + +Gradually their talk subsided into deep silence once more, broken only by +the jog-trot of the horse or the stray note of some bird. + +The road wound into the woods with its fragrant scents of hemlock, spruce +and wintergreen, and out into a broad, hot, sunny way. + +The bees hummed in the flowers, and the grasshoppers sang hotly along the +side of the dusty road. Over the whole earth there seemed to be the sound +of a soft simmering, as if nature were boiling down her sweets, the better +to keep them during the winter. + +The strain of the day's excitement and hurry and the weariness of sorrow +were beginning to tell upon the two travellers. The road was heavy with +dust and the horse plodded monotonously through it. With the drone of the +insects and the glare of the afternoon sun, it was not strange that little +by little a great drowsiness came over Marcia and her head began to droop +like a poor wilted flower until she was fast asleep. + +David noticed that she slept, and drew her head against his shoulder that +she might rest more comfortably. Then he settled back to his own pain, a +deeper pang coming as he thought how different it would have been if the +head resting against his shoulder had been golden instead of brown. Then +soon he too fell asleep, and the old horse, going slow, and yet more +slowly, finding no urging voice behind her and seeing no need to hurry +herself, came at last on the way to the shade of an apple tree, and +halted, finding it a pleasant place to remain and think until the heat of +the afternoon was passed. Awhile she ate the tender grass that grew +beneath the generous shade, and nipped daintily at an apple or two that +hung within tempting reach. Then she too drooped her white lashes, and +nodded and drooped, and took an afternoon nap. + +A farmer, trundling by in his empty hay wagon, found them so, looked +curiously at them, then drew up his team and came and prodded David in the +chest with his long hickory stick. + +"Wake up, there, stranger, and move on," he called, as he jumped back into +his wagon and took up the reins. "We don't want no tipsy folks around +these parts," and with a loud clatter he rode on. + +David, whose strong temperance principles had made him somewhat marked in +his own neighborhood, roused and flushed over the insinuation, and started +up the lazy horse, which flung out guiltily upon the way as if to make up +for lost time. The driver, however, was soon lost in his own troubles, +which returned upon him with redoubled sharpness as new sorrow always does +after brief sleep. + +But Marcia slept on. + + + + + + CHAPTER VIII + + +Owing to the horse's nap by the roadside, it was quite late in the evening +when they reached the town and David saw the lights of his own +neighborhood gleaming in the distance. He was glad it was late, for now +there would be no one to meet them that night. His friends would think, +perhaps, that they had changed their plans and stopped over night on the +way, or met with some detention. + +Marcia still slept. + +David as he drew near the house began to feel that perhaps he had made a +mistake in carrying out his marriage just as if nothing had happened and +everything was all right. It would be too great a strain upon him to live +there in that house without Kate, and come home every night just as he had +planned it, and not to find her there to greet him as he had hoped. Oh, if +he might turn even now and flee from it, out into the wilderness somewhere +and hide himself from human kind, where no one would know, and no one ever +ask him about his wife! + +He groaned in spirit as the horse drew up to the door, and the heavy head +of the sweet girl who was his wife reminded him that he could not go away, +but must stay and face the responsibilities of life which he had taken +upon himself, and bear the pain that was his. It was not the fault of the +girl he had married. She sorrowed for him truly, and he felt deeply +grateful for the great thing she had done to save his pride. + +He leaned over and touched her shoulder gently to rouse her, but her sleep +was deep and healthy, the sleep of exhausted youth. She did not rouse nor +even open her eyes, but murmured half audibly; "David has come, Kate, +hurry!" + +Half guessing what had passed the night he arrived, David stooped and +tenderly gathered her up in his arms. He felt a bond of kindliness far +deeper than brotherly love. It was a bond of common suffering, and by her +own choice she had made herself his comrade in his trouble. He would at +least save her what suffering he could. + +She did not waken as he carried her into the house, nor when he took her +upstairs and laid her gently upon the white bed that had been prepared for +the bridal chamber. + +The moonlight stole in at the small-paned windows and fell across the +floor, showing every object in the room plainly. David lighted a candle +and set it upon the high mahogany chest of drawers. The light flickered +and played over the sweet face and Marcia slept on. + +David went downstairs and put up the horse, and then returned, but Marcia +had not stirred. He stood a moment looking at her helplessly. It did not +seem right to leave her this way, and yet it was a pity to disturb her +sleep, she seemed so weary. It had been a long ride and the day had been +filled with unwonted excitement. He felt it himself, and what must it be +for her? She was a woman. + +David had the old-fashioned gallant idea of woman. + +Clumsily he untied the gay blue ribbons and pulled the jaunty poke bonnet +out of her way. The luxuriant hair, unused to the confinement of combs, +fell rich about her sleep-flushed face. Contentedly she nestled down, the +bonnet out of her way, her red lips parted the least bit with a half +smile, the black lashes lying long upon her rosy cheek, one childish hand +upon which gleamed the new wedding ring--that was not hers,--lying relaxed +and appealing upon her breast, rising and falling with her breath. A +lovely bride! + +David, stern, true, pained and appreciative, suddenly awakened to what a +dreadful thing he had done. + +Here was this lovely woman, her womanhood not yet unfolded from the bud, +but lovely in promise even as her sister had been in truth, her charms, +her dreams, her woman's ways, her love, her very life, taken by him as +ruthlessly and as thoughtlessly as though she had been but a wax doll, and +put into a home where she could not possibly be what she ought to be, +because the place belonged to another. Thrown away upon a man without a +heart! That was what she was! A sacrifice to his pride! There was no other +way to put it. + +It fairly frightened him to think of the promises he had made. "Love, +honor, cherish," yes, all those he had promised, and in a way he could +perform, but not in the sense that the wedding ceremony had meant, not in +the way in which he would have performed them had the bride been Kate, the +choice of his love. Oh, why, why had this awful thing come upon him! + +And now his conscience told him he had done wrong to take this girl away +from the possibilities of joy in the life that might have been hers, and +sacrifice her for the sake of saving his own sufferings, and to keep his +friends from knowing that the girl he was to marry had jilted him. + +As he stood before the lovely, defenceless girl her very beauty and +innocence arraigned him. He felt that God would hold him accountable for +the act he had so thoughtlessly committed that day, and a burden of +responsibility settled upon his weight of sorrow that made him groan +aloud. For a moment his soul cried out against it in rebellion. Why could +he not have loved this sweet self-sacrificing girl instead of her fickle +sister? Why? Why? She might perhaps have loved him in return, but now +nothing could ever be! Earth was filled with a black sorrow, and life +henceforth meant renunciation and one long struggle to hide his trouble +from the world. + +But the girl whom he had selfishly drawn into the darkness of his sorrow +with him, she must not be made to suffer more than he could help. He must +try to make her happy, and keep her as much as possible from knowing what +she had missed by coming with him! His lips set in stern resolve, and a +purpose, half prayer, went up on record before God, that he would save her +as much as he knew how. + +Lying helpless so, she appealed to him. Asking nothing she yet demanded +all from him in the name of true chivalry. How readily had she given up +all for him! How sweetly she had said she would fill the place left vacant +by her sister, just to save him pain and humiliation! + +A desire to stoop and kiss the fair face came to him, not for affection's +sake, but reverently, as if to render to her before God some fitting sign +that he knew and understood her act of self sacrifice, and would not +presume upon it. + +Slowly, as though he were performing a religious ceremony, a sacred duty +laid upon him on high, David stooped over her, bringing his face to the +gentle sleeping one. Her sweet breath fanned his cheek like the almost +imperceptible fragrance of a bud not fully opened yet to give forth its +sweetness to the world. His soul, awake and keen through the thoughts that +had just come to him, gave homage to her sweetness, sadly, wistfully, half +wishing his spirit free to gather this sweetness for his own. + +And so he brought his lips to hers, and kissed her, his bride, yet not his +bride. Kissed her for the second time. That thought came to him with the +touch of the warm lips and startled him. Had there been something +significant in the fact that he had met Marcia first and kissed her +instead of Kate by mistake? + +It seemed as though the sleeping lips clung to his lingeringly, and half +responded to the kiss, as Marcia in her dreams lived over again the kiss +she had received by her father's gate in the moonlight. Only the dream +lover was her own and not another's. David, as he lifted up his head and +looked at her gravely, saw a half smile illuminating her lips as if the +sleeping soul within had felt the touch and answered to the call. + +With a deep sigh he turned away, blew out the candle, and left her with +the moonbeams in her chamber. He walked sadly to a rear room of the house +and lay down upon the bed, his whole soul crying out in agony at his +miserable state. + + + +Kate, the careless one, who had made all this heart-break and misery, had +quarreled with her husband already because he did not further some +expensive whim of hers. She had told him she was sorry she had not stayed +where she was and carried on her marriage with David as she had planned to +do. Now she sat sulkily in her room alone, too angry to sleep; while her +husband smoked sullenly in the barroom below, and drank frequent glasses +of brandy to fortify himself against Kate's moods. + +Kate was considering whether or not she had been a fool in marrying the +captain instead of David, though she called herself by a much milder word +than that. The romance was already worn away. She wished for her trunk and +her pretty furbelows. Her father's word of reconciliation would doubtless +come in a few days, also the trunks. + +After all there was intense satisfaction to Kate in having broken all +bounds and done as she pleased. Of course it would have been a bit more +comfortable if David had not been so absurdly in earnest, and believed in +her so thoroughly. But it was nice to have some one believe in you no +matter what you did, and David would always do that. It began to look +doubtful if the captain would. But David would never marry, she was sure, +and perhaps, by and by, when everything had been forgotten and forgiven, +she might establish a pleasant relationship with him again. It would be +charming to coquet with him. He made love so earnestly, and his great eyes +were so handsome when he looked at one with his whole soul in them. Yes, +she certainly must keep in with him, for it would be good to have a friend +like that when her husband was off at sea with his ship. Now that she was +a married woman she would be free from all such childish trammels as being +guarded at home and never going anywhere alone. She could go to New York, +and she would let David know where she was and he would come up on +business and perhaps take her to the theatre. To be sure, she had heard +David express views against theatre-going, and she knew he was as much of +a church man, almost, as her father, but she was sure she could coax him +to do anything for her, and she had always wanted to go to the theatre. +His scruples might be strong, but she knew his love for her, and thought +it was stronger. She had read in his eyes that it would never fail her. +Yes, she thought, she would begin at once to make a friend of David. She +would write him a letter asking forgiveness, and then she would keep him +under her influence. There was no telling what might happen with her +husband off at sea so much. It was well to be foresighted, besides, it +would be wholesome for the captain to know she had another friend. He +might be less stubborn. What a nuisance that the marriage vows had to be +taken for life! It would be much nicer if they could be put off as easily +as they were put on. Rather hard on some women perhaps, but she could keep +any man as long as she chose, and then--she snapped her pretty thumb and +finger in the air to express her utter disdain for the man whom she chose +to cast off. + +It seemed that Kate, in running away from her father's house and her +betrothed bridegroom, and breaking the laws of respectable society, had +with that act given over all attempt at any principle. + +So she set herself down to write her letter, with a pout here and a dimple +there, and as much pretty gentleness as if she had been talking with her +own bewitching face and eyes quite near to his. She knew she could bewitch +him if she chose, and she was in the mood just now to choose very much, +for she was deeply angry with her husband. + +She had ever been utterly heartless when she pleased, knowing that it +needed but her returning smile, sweet as a May morning, to bring her much +abused subjects fondly to her feet once more. It did not strike her that +this time she had sinned not only against her friends, but against heaven, +and God-given love, and that a time of reckoning must come to her,--had +come, indeed. + +She had never believed they would be angry with her, her father least of +all. She had no thought they would do anything desperate. She had expected +the wedding would be put off indefinitely, that the servants would be sent +out hither and yon in hot haste to unbid the guests, upon some pretext of +accident or illness, and that it would be left to rest until the village +had ceased to wonder and her real marriage with Captain Leavenworth could +be announced. + +She had counted upon David to stand up for her. She had not understood how +her father's righteous soul would be stirred to the depths of shame and +utter disgrace over her wanton action. Not that she would have been in the +least deterred from doing as she pleased had she understood, only that she +counted upon too great power with all of them. + +When the letter was written it sounded quite pathetic and penitent, +putting all the blame of her action upon her husband, and making herself +out a poor, helpless, sweet thing, bewildered by so much love put upon +her, and suggesting, just in a hint, that perhaps after all she had made a +mistake not to have kept David's love instead of the wilder, fiercer one. +She ended by begging David to be her friend forever, and leaving an +impression with him, though it was but slight, that already shadows had +crossed her path that made her feel his friendship might be needed some +day. + +It was a letter calculated to drive such a lover as David had been, half +mad with anguish, even without the fact of his hasty marriage added to the +situation. + +And in due time, by coach, the letter came to David. + + + + + + CHAPTER IX + + +The morning sunbeams fell across the floor when Marcia awoke suddenly to a +sense of her new surroundings. For a moment she could not think where she +was nor how she came there. She looked about the unfamiliar walls, covered +with paper decorated in landscapes--a hill in the distance with a tall +castle among the trees, a blue lake in the foreground and two maidens +sitting pensively upon a green bank with their arms about one another. +Marcia liked it. She felt there was a story in it. She would like to +imagine about the lives of those two girls when she had more time. + +There were no pictures in the room to mar those upon the paper, but the +walls did not look bare. Everything was new and stiff and needed a woman's +hand to bring the little homey touches, but the newness was a delight to +the girl. It was as good as the time when she was a little girl and played +house with Mary Ann down on the old flat stone in the pasture, with acorns +for cups and saucers, and bits of broken china carefully treasured upon +the mossy shelves in among the roots of the old elm tree that arched over +the stone. + +She was stiff from the long ride, but her sleep had wonderfully refreshed +her, and now she was ready to go to work. She wondered as she rose how she +got upon that bed, how the blue bonnet got untied and laid upon the chair +beside her. Surely she could not have done it herself and have no memory +of it. Had she walked upstairs herself, or did some one carry her? Did +David perhaps? Good kind David! A bird hopped upon the window seat and +trilled a song, perked his head knowingly at her and flitted away. Marcia +went to the window to look after him, and was held by the new sights that +met her gaze. She could catch glimpses of houses through bowers of vines, +and smoke rising from chimneys. She wondered who lived near, and if there +were girls who would prove pleasant companions. Then she suddenly +remembered that she was a girl no longer and must associate with married +women hereafter. + +But suddenly the clock on the church steeple across the way warned her +that it was late, and with a sense of deserving reprimand she hurried +downstairs. + +The fire was already lighted and David had brought in fresh water. So much +his intuition had told him was necessary. He had been brought up by three +maiden aunts who thought that a man in the kitchen was out of his sphere, +so the kitchen was an unknown quantity to him. + +Marcia entered the room as if she were not quite certain of her welcome. +She was coming into a kingdom she only half understood. + +"Good morning," she said shyly, and a lovely color stole into her cheeks. +Once more David's conscience smote him as her waking beauty intensified +the impression made the night before. + +"Good morning," he said gravely, studying her face as he might have +studied some poor waif whom he had unknowingly run over in the night and +picked up to resuscitate. "Are you rested? You were very tired last +night." + +"What a baby I was!" said Marcia deprecatingly, with a soft little gurgle +of a laugh like a merry brook. David was amazed to find she had two +dimples located about as Kate's were, only deeper, and more gentle in +their expression. + +"Did I sleep all the afternoon after we left the canal? And did you have +hard work to get me into the house and upstairs?" + +"You slept most soundly," said David, smiling in spite of his heavy heart. +"It seemed a pity to waken you, so I did the next best thing and put you +to bed as well as I knew how." + +"It was very good of you," said Marcia, coming over to him with her hands +clasped earnestly, "and I don't know how to thank you." + +There was something quaint and old-fashioned in her way of speaking, and +it struck David pitifully that she should be thanking her husband, the man +who had pledged himself to care for her all his life. It seemed that +everywhere he turned his conscience would be continually reproaching him. + +It was a dainty breakfast to which they presently sat down. There was +plenty of bread and fresh butter just from the hands of the best +butter-maker in the county; the eggs had been laid the day before, and the +bacon was browned just right. Marcia well knew how to make coffee, there +was cream rich and yellow as ever came from the cows at home and there +were blackberries as large and fine every bit as those Marcia picked but a +few days before for the purchase of her pink sprigged chintz. + +David watched her deft movements and all at once keen smiting conscience +came to remind him that Marcia was defrauded of all the loving interchange +of mirth that would have been if Kate had been here. Also, keener still +the thought that Kate had not wanted it: that she had preferred the love +of another man to his, and that these joys had not been held in dear +anticipation with her as they had with him. He had been a fool. All these +months of waiting for his marriage he had thought that he and Kate held +feelings in common, joys and hopes and tender thoughts of one another; +and, behold, he was having these feelings all to himself, fool and blind +that he was! A bitter sigh came to his lips, and Marcia, eager in the +excitement of getting her first breakfast upon her own responsibility, +heard and forgot to smile over the completed work. She could hardly eat +what she had prepared, her heart felt David's sadness so keenly. + +Shyly she poured the amber coffee and passed it to David. She was pleased +that he drank it eagerly and passed his cup back for more. He ate but +little, but seemed to approve of all she had done. + +After breakfast David went down to the office. He had told Marcia that he +would step over and tell his aunts of their arrival, and they would +probably come over in the course of the day to greet her. He would be back +to dinner at twelve. He suggested that she spend her time in resting, as +she must be weary yet. Then hesitating, he went out and closed the door +behind him. He waited again on the door stone outside and opened the door +to ask: + +"You won't be lonesome, will you, child?" He had the feeling of troubled +responsibility upon him. + +"Oh, no!" said Marcia brightly, smiling back. She thought it so kind of +him to take the trouble to think of her. She was quite anticipating a trip +of investigation over her new domain, and the pleasure of feeling that she +was mistress and might do as she pleased. Yet she stood by the window +after he was gone and watched his easy strides down the street with a +feeling of mingled pride and disappointment. It was a very nice play she +was going through, and David was handsome, and her young heart swelled +with pride to belong to him, but after all there was something left out. A +great lack, a great unknown longing unsatisfied. What was it? What made +it? Was it David's sorrow? + +She turned with a sigh as he disappeared around a curve in the sidewalk +and was lost to view. Then casting aside the troubles which were trying to +settle upon her, she gave herself up to a morning of pure delight. + +She flew about the kitchen putting things to rights, washing the delicate +sprigged china with its lavendar sprays and buff bands, and putting it +tenderly upon the shelves behind the glass doors; shoving the table back +against the wall demurely with dropped leaves. It did not take long. + +There was no need to worry about the dinner. There was a leg of lamb +beautifully cooked, half a dozen pies, their flaky crusts bearing witness +to the culinary skill of the aunts, a fruit cake, a pound cake, a jar of +delectable cookies and another of fat sugary doughnuts, three loaves of +bread, and a sheet of puffy rusks with their shining tops dusted with +sugar. Besides the preserve closet was rich in all kinds of preserves, +jellies and pickles. No, it would not take long to get dinner. + +It was into the great parlor that Marcia peeped first. It had been toward +that room that her hopes and fears had turned while she washed the dishes. + +The Schuylers were one of the few families in those days that possessed a +musical instrument, and it had been the delight of Marcia's heart. She +seemed to have a natural talent for music, and many an hour she spent at +the old spinet drawing tender tones from the yellowed keys. The spinet had +been in the family for a number of years and very proud had the Schuyler +girls been of it. Kate could rattle off gay waltzes and merry, rollicking +tunes that fairly made the feet of the sedate village maidens flutter in +time to their melody, but Marcia's music had always been more tender and +spiritual. Dear old hymns, she loved, and some of the old classics. +"Stupid old things without any tune," Kate called them. But Marcia +persevered in playing them until she could bring out the beautiful +passages in a way that at least satisfied herself. Her one great desire +had been to take lessons of a real musician and be able to play the +wonderful things that the old masters had composed. It is true that very +few of these had come in her way. One somewhat mutilated copy of Handel's +"Creation," a copy of Haydn's "Messiah," and a few fragments of an old +book of Bach's Fugues and Preludes. Many of these she could not play at +all, but others she had managed to pick out. A visit from a cousin who +lived in Boston and told of the concerts given there by the Handel and +Haydn Society had served to strengthen her deeper interest in music. The +one question that had been going over in her mind ever since she awoke had +been whether there was a musical instrument in the house. She felt that if +there was not she would miss the old spinet in her father's house more +than any other thing about her childhood's home. + +So with fear and trepidation she entered the darkened room, where the +careful aunts had drawn the thick green shades. The furniture stood about +in shadowed corners, and every footfall seemed a fearsome thing. + +Marcia's bright eyes hurried furtively about, noting the great glass knobs +that held the lace curtains with heavy silk cords, the round mahogany +table, with its china vase of "everlastings," the high, stiff-backed +chairs all decked in elaborate antimacassars of intricate pattern. Then, +in the furthest corner, shrouded in dark coverings she found what she was +searching for. With a cry she sprang to it, touched its polished wood with +gentle fingers, and lovingly felt for the keyboard. It was closed. Marcia +pushed up the shade to see better, and opened the instrument cautiously. + +It was a pianoforte of the latest pattern, and with exclamations of +delight she sat down and began to strike chords, softly at first, as if +half afraid, then more boldly. The tone was sweeter than the old spinet, +or the harpsichord owned by Squire Hartrandt. Marcia marvelled at the +volume of sound. It filled the room and seemed to echo through the empty +halls. + +She played soft little airs from memory, and her soul was filled with joy. +Now she knew she would never be lonely in the new life, for she would +always have this wonderful instrument to flee to when she felt homesick. + +Across the hall were two square rooms, the front one furnished as a +library. Here were rows of books behind glass doors. Marcia looked at them +with awe. Might she read them all? She resolved to cultivate her mind that +she might be a fit companion for David. She knew he was wise beyond his +years for she had heard her father say so. She went nearer and scanned the +titles, and at once there looked out to her from the rows of bindings a +few familiar faces of books she had read and re-read. "Thaddeus of +Warsaw," "The Scottish Chiefs," "Mysteries of Udolpho," "Romance of the +Forest," "Baker's Livy," "Rollin's History," "Pilgrim's Progress," and a +whole row of Sir Walter Scott's novels. She caught her breath with +delight. What pleasure was opening before her! All of Scott! And she had +read but one! + +It was with difficulty she tore herself away from the tempting shelves and +went on to the rest of the house. + +Back of David's library was a sunny sitting room, or breakfast room,--or +"dining room" as it would be called at the present time. In Marcia's time +the family ate most of their meals in one end of the large bright kitchen, +that end furnished with a comfortable lounge, a few bookshelves, a thick +ingrain carpet, and a blooming geranium in the wide window seat. But there +was always the other room for company, for "high days and holidays." + +Out of this morning room the pantry opened with its spicy odors of +preserves and fruit cake. + +Marcia looked about her well pleased. The house itself was a part of +David's inheritance, his mother's family homestead. Things were all on a +grand scale for a bride. Most brides began in a very simple way and +climbed up year by year. How Kate would have liked it all! David must have +had in mind her fastidious tastes, and spent a great deal of money in +trying to please her. That piano must have been very expensive. Once more +Marcia felt how David had loved Kate and a pang went through her as she +wondered however he was to live without her. Her young soul had not yet +awakened to the question of how _she_ was to live _with_ him, while his +heart went continually mourning for one who was lost to him forever. + +The rooms upstairs were all pleasant, spacious, and comfortably furnished. +There was no suggestion of bareness or anything left unfinished. Much of +the furniture was old, having belonged to David's mother, and was in a +state of fine preservation, a possession of which to be justly proud. + +There were four rooms besides the one in which Marcia had slept: a front +and back on the opposite side of the hall, a room just back of her own, +and one at the end of the hall over the large kitchen. + +She entered them all and looked about. The three beside her own in the +front part of the house were all large and airy, furnished with high +four-posted bedsteads, and pretty chintz hangings. Each was immaculate in +its appointments. Cautiously she lifted the latch of the back room. David +had not slept in any of the others, for the bedcoverings and pillows were +plump and undisturbed. Ah! It was here in the back room that he had +carried his heavy heart, as far away from the rest of the house as +possible! + +The bed was rumpled as if some one had thrown himself heavily down without +stopping to undress. There was water in the washbowl and a towel lay +carelessly across a chair as if it had been hastily used. There was a +newspaper on the bureau and a handkerchief on the floor. Marcia looked +sadly about at these signs of occupancy, her eyes dwelling upon each +detail. It was here that David had suffered, and her loving heart longed +to help him in his suffering. + +But there was nothing in the room to keep her, and remembering the fire +she had left upon the hearth, which must be almost spent and need +replenishing by this time, she turned to go downstairs. + +Just at the door something caught her eye under the edge of the chintz +valence round the bed. It was but the very tip of the corner of an old +daguerreotype, but for some reason Marcia was moved to stoop and draw it +from its concealment. Then she saw it was her sister's saucy, pretty face +that laughed back at her in defiance from the picture. + +As if she had touched something red hot Marcia dropped it, and pushed it +with her foot far back under the bed. Then shutting the door quickly she +went downstairs. Was it always to be thus? Would Kate ever blight all her +joy from this time forth? + + + + + + CHAPTER X + + +Marcia's cheeks were flushed when David came home to dinner, for at the +last she had to hurry. + +As he stood in the doorway of the wide kitchen and caught the odor of the +steaming platter of green corn she was putting upon the table, David +suddenly realized that he had eaten scarcely anything for breakfast. + +Also, he felt a certain comfort from the sweet steady look of wistful +sympathy in Marcia's eyes. Did he fancy it, or was there a new look upon +her face, a more reserved bearing, less childish, more touched by sad +knowledge of life and its bitterness? It was mere fancy of course, +something he had just not noticed. He had seen so little of her before. + +In the heart of the maiden there stirred a something which she did not +quite understand, something brought to life by the sight of her sister's +daguerreotype lying at the edge of the valence, where it must have fallen +from David's pocket without his knowledge as he lay asleep. It had seemed +to put into tangible form the solid wall of fact that hung between her and +any hope of future happiness as a wife, and for the first time she too +began to realize what she had sacrificed in thus impetuously throwing her +young life into the breach that it might be healed. But she was not +sorry,--not yet, anyway,--only frightened, and filled with dreary +forebodings. + +The meal was a pleasant one, though constrained. David roused himself to +be cheerful for Marcia's sake, as he would have done with any other +stranger, and the girl, suddenly grown sensitive, felt it, and appreciated +it, yet did not understand why it made her unhappy. + +She was anxious to please him, and kept asking if the potatoes were +seasoned right and if his corn were tender, and if he wouldn't have +another cup of coffee. Her cheeks were quite red with the effort at +matronly dignity when David was finally through his dinner and gone back +to the office, and two big tears came and sat in her eyes for a moment, +but were persuaded with a determined effort to sink back again into those +unfathomable wells that lie in the depths of a woman's eyes. She longed to +get out of doors and run wild and free in the old south pasture for +relief. She did not know how different it all was from the first dinner of +the ordinary young married couple; so stiff and formal, with no gentle +touches, no words of love, no glances that told more than words. And yet, +child as she was, she felt it, a lack somewhere, she knew not what. + +But training is a great thing. Marcia had been trained to be on the alert +for the next duty and to do it before she gave herself time for any of her +own thoughts. The dinner table was awaiting her attention, and there was +company coming. + +She glanced at the tall clock in the hall and found she had scarcely an +hour before she might expect David's aunts, for David had brought her word +that they would come and spend the afternoon and stay to tea. + +She shrank from the ordeal and wished David had seen fit to stay and +introduce her. It would have been a relief to have had him for a shelter. +Somehow she knew that he would have stayed if it had been Kate, and that +thought pained her, with a quick sharpness like the sting of an insect. +She wondered if she were growing selfish, that it should hurt to find +herself of so little account. And, yet, it was to be expected, and she +must stop thinking about it. Of course, Kate was the one he had chosen and +Kate would always be the only one to him. + +It did not take her long to reduce the dinner table to order and put all +things in readiness for tea time; and in doing her work Marcia's thoughts +flew to pleasanter themes. She wondered what Dolly and Debby, the servants +at home, would say if they could see her pretty china and the nice +kitchen. They had always been fond of her, and naturally her new honors +made her wish to have her old friends see her. What would Mary Ann say? +What fun it would be to have Mary Ann there sometime. It would be almost +like the days when they had played house under the old elm on the big flat +stone, only this would be a real house with real sprigged china instead of +bits of broken things. Then she fell into a song, one they sang in school, + + "Sister, thou wast mild and lovely, + Gentle as the summer breeze, + Pleasant as the air of evening + When it floats among the trees." + +But the first words set her to thinking of her own sister, and how little +the song applied to her, and she thought with a sigh how much better it +would have been, how much less bitter, if Kate had been that way and had +lain down to die and they could have laid her away in the little hilly +graveyard under the weeping willows, and felt about her as they did about +the girl for whom that song was written. + +The work was done, and Marcia arrayed in one of the simplest of Kate's +afternoon frocks, when the brass knocker sounded through the house, +startling her with its unfamiliar sound. + +Breathlessly she hurried downstairs. The crucial moment had come when she +must stand to meet her new relatives alone. With her hand trembling she +opened the door, but there was only one person standing on the stoop, a +girl of about her own age, perhaps a few months younger. Her hair was red, +her face was freckled, and her blue eyes under the red lashes danced with +repressed mischief. Her dress was plain and she wore a calico sunbonnet of +chocolate color. + +"Let me in quick before Grandma sees me," she demanded unceremoniously, +entering at once before there was opportunity for invitation. "Grandma +thinks I've gone to the store, so she won't expect me for a little while. +I was jest crazy to see how you looked. I've ben watchin' out o' the +window all the morning, but I couldn't ketch a glimpse of you. When David +came out this morning I thought you'd sure be at the kitchen door to kiss +him good-bye, but you wasn't, and I watched every chance I could get, but +I couldn't see you till you run out in the garden fer corn. Then I saw you +good, fer I was out hangin' up dish towels. You didn't have a sunbonnet +on, so I could see real well. And when I saw how young you was I made up +my mind I'd get acquainted in spite of Grandma. You don't mind my comin' +over this way without bein' dressed up, do you? There wouldn't be any way +to get here without Grandma seeing me, you know, if I put on my Sunday +clo'es." + +"I'm glad you came!" said Marcia impulsively, feeling a rush of something +like tears in her throat at the relief of delay from the aunts. "Come in +and sit down. Who are you, and why wouldn't your Grandmother like you to +come?" + +The strange girl laughed a mirthless laugh. + +"Me? Oh, I'm Mirandy. Nobody ever calls me anything but Mirandy. My pa +left ma when I was a baby an' never come back, an' ma died, and I live +with Grandma Heath. An' Grandma's mad 'cause David didn't marry Hannah +Heath. She wanted him to an' she did everything she could to make him pay +'tention to Hannah, give her fine silk frocks, two of 'em, and a real pink +parasol, but David he never seemed to know the parasol was pink at all, +fer he'd never offer to hold it over Hannah even when Grandma made him +walk with her home from church ahead of us. So when it come out that David +was really going to marry, and wouldn't take Hannah, Grandma got as mad as +could be and said we never any of us should step over his door sill. But +I've stepped, I have, and Grandma can't help herself." + +"And who is Hannah Heath?" questioned the dazed young bride. It appeared +there was more than a sister to be taken into account. + +"Hannah? Oh, Hannah is my cousin, Uncle Jim's oldest daughter, and she's +getting on toward thirty somewhere. She has whitey-yellow hair and light +blue eyes and is tall and real pretty. She held her head high fer a good +many years waitin' fer David, and I guess she feels she made a mistake +now. I noticed she bowed real sweet to Hermon Worcester last Sunday and +let him hold her parasol all the way to Grandma's gate. Hannah was mad as +hops when she heard that you had gold hair and blue eyes, for it did seem +hard to be beaten by a girl of the same kind? but you haven't, have you? +Your hair is almost black and your eyes are brownie-brown. You're years +younger than Hannah, too. My! Won't she be astonished when she sees you! +But I don't understand how it got around about your having gold hair. It +was a man that stopped at your father's house once told it----" + +"It was my sister!" said Marcia, and then blushed crimson to think how +near she had come to revealing the truth which must not be known. + +"Your sister? Have you got a sister with gold hair?" + +"Yes, he must have seen her," said Marcia confusedly. She was not used to +evasion. + +"How funny!" said Miranda. "Well, I'm glad he did, for it made Hannah so +jealous it was funny. But I guess she'll get a set-back when she sees how +young you are. You're not as pretty as I thought you would be, but I +believe I like you better." + +Miranda's frank speech reminded Marcia of Mary Ann and made her feel quite +at home with her curious visitor. She did not mind being told she was not +up to the mark of beauty. From her point of view she was not nearly so +pretty as Kate, and her only fear was that her lack of beauty might reveal +the secret and bring confusion to David. But she need not have feared: no +one watching the two girls, as they sat in the large sunny room and faced +each other, but would have smiled to think the homely crude girl could +suggest that the other calm, cool bud of womanhood was not as near +perfection of beauty as a bud could be expected to come. There was always +something child-like about Marcia's face, especially her profile, +something deep and other-world-like in her eyes, that gave her an +appearance so distinguished from other girls that the word "pretty" did +not apply, and surface observers might have passed her by when searching +for prettiness, but not so those who saw soul beauties. + +But Miranda's time was limited, and she wanted to make as much of it as +possible. + +"Say, I heard you making music this morning. Won't you do it for me? I'd +just love to hear you." + +Marcia's face lit up with responsive enthusiasm, and she led the way to +the darkened parlor and folded back the covers of the precious piano. She +played some tender little airs she loved as she would have played them for +Mary Ann, and the two young things stood there together, children in +thought and feeling, half a generation apart in position, and neither +recognized the difference. + +"My land!" said the visitor, "'f I could play like that I wouldn't care ef +I had freckles and no father and red hair," and looking up Marcia saw +tears in the light blue eyes, and knew she had a kindred feeling in her +heart for Miranda. + +They had been talking a minute or two when the knocker suddenly sounded +through the long hall again making both girls start. Miranda boldly +tiptoed over to the front window and peeped between the green slats of the +Venetian blind to see who was at the door, while Marcia started guiltily +and quickly closed the instrument. + +"It's David's aunts," announced Miranda in a stage whisper hurriedly. "I +might 'a' known they would come this afternoon. Well, I had first try at +you anyway, and I like you real well. May I come again and hear you play? +You go quick to the door, and I'll slip into the kitchen till they get in, +and then I'll go out the kitchen door and round the house out the little +gate so Grandma won't see me. I must hurry for I ought to have been back +ten minutes ago." + +"But you haven't been to the store," said Marcia in a dismayed whisper. + +"Oh, well, that don't matter! I'll tell her they didn't have what she sent +me for. Good-bye. You better hurry." So saying, she disappeared into the +kitchen; and Marcia, startled by such easy morality, stood dazed until the +knocker sounded forth again, this time a little more peremptorily, as the +elder aunt took her turn at it. + +And so at last Marcia was face to face with the Misses Spafford. + +They came in, each with her knitting in a black silk bag on her slim arm, +and greeted the flushed, perturbed Marcia with gentle, righteous, rigid +inspection. She felt with the first glance that she was being tried in the +fire, and that it was to be no easy ordeal through which she was to pass. +They had come determined to sift her to the depths and know at once the +worst of what their beloved nephew had brought upon himself. If they found +aught wrong with her they meant to be kindly and loving with her, but they +meant to take it out of her. This had been the unspoken understanding +between them as they wended their dignified, determined way to David's +house that afternoon, and this was what Marcia faced as she opened the +door for them. + +She gasped a little, as any girl overwhelmed thus might have done. She did +not tilt her chin in defiance as Kate would have done. The thought of +David came to support her, and she grasped for her own little part and +tried to play it creditably. She did not know whether the aunts knew of +her true identity or not, but she was not left long in doubt. + +"My dear, we have long desired to know you, of whom we have heard so +much," recited Miss Amelia, with slightly agitated mien, as she bestowed a +cool kiss of duty upon Marcia's warm cheek. It chilled the girl, like the +breath from a funeral flower. + +"Yes, it is indeed a pleasure to us to at last look upon our dear nephew's +wife," said Miss Hortense quite precisely, and laid the sister kiss upon +the other cheek. In spite of her there flitted through Marcia's brain the +verse, "Whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the +other also." Then she was shocked at her own irreverence and tried to put +away a hysterical desire to laugh. + +The aunts, too, were somewhat taken aback. They had not looked for so +girlish a wife. She was not at all what they had pictured. David had tried +to describe Kate to them once, and this young, sweet, disarming thing did +not in the least fit their preconceived ideas of her. What should they do? +How could they carry on a campaign planned against a certain kind of +enemy, when lo, as they came upon the field of action the supposed enemy +had taken another and more bewildering form than the one for whom they had +prepared. They were for the moment silent, gathering their thoughts, and +trying to fit their intended tactics to the present situation. + +During this operation Marcia helped them to remove their bonnets and silk +capes and to lay them neatly on the parlor sofa. She gave them chairs, +suggested palm-leaf fans, and looked about, for the moment forgetting that +this was not her old home plentifully supplied with those gracious breeze +wafters. + +They watched her graceful movements, those two angular old ladies, and +marvelled over her roundness and suppleness. They saw with appalled hearts +what a power youth and beauty might have over a man. Perhaps she might be +even worse than they had feared, though if you could have heard them talk +about their nephew's coming bride to their neighbors for months +beforehand, you would have supposed they knew her to be a model in every +required direction. But their stately pride required that of them, an +outward loyalty at least. Now that loyalty was to be tried, and Marcia had +two old, narrow and well-fortified hearts to conquer ere her way would be +entirely smooth. + +Well might Madam Schuyler have been proud of her pupil as alone and +unaided she faced the trying situation and mastered it in a sweet and +unassuming way. + +They began their inquisition at once, so soon as they were seated, and the +preliminary sentences uttered. The gleaming knitting needles seemed to +Marcia like so many swarming, vindictive bees, menacing her peace of mind. + +"You look young, child, to have the care of so large a house as this," +said Aunt Amelia, looking at Marcia over her spectacles as if she were +expected to take the first bite out of her. "It's a great responsibility!" +she shut her thin lips tightly and shook her head, as if she had said: +"It's a great _impossibility_." + +"Have you ever had the care of a house?" asked Miss Hortense, going in a +little deeper. "David likes everything nice, you know, he has always been +used to it." + +There was something in the tone, and in the set of the bow on Aunt +Hortense's purple-trimmed cap that roused the spirit in Marcia. + +"I think I rather enjoy housework," she responded coolly. This unexpected +statement somewhat mollified the aunts. They had heard to the contrary +from some one who had lived in the same town with the Schuylers. Kate's +reputation was widely known, as that of a spoiled beauty, who did not care +to work, and would do whatever she pleased. The aunts had entertained many +forebodings from the few stray hints an old neighbor of Kate's had dared +to utter in their hearing. + +The talk drifted at once into household matters, as though that were the +first division of the examination the young bride was expected to undergo. +Marcia took early opportunity to still further mollify her visitors by her +warmest praise of the good things with which the pantry and store-closet +had been filled. The expression that came upon the two old faces was that +of receiving but what is due. If the praise had not been forthcoming they +would have marked it down against her, but it counted for very little with +them, warm as it was. + +"Can you make good bread?" + +The question was flung out by Aunt Hortense like a challenge, and the very +set of her nostrils gave Marcia warning. But it was in a relieved voice +that ended almost in a ripple of laugh that she answered quite assuredly: +"Oh, yes, indeed. I can make beautiful bread. I just love to make it, +too!" + +"But how do you make it?" quickly questioned Aunt Amelia, like a repeating +rifle. If the first shot had not struck home, the second was likely to. +"Do you use hop yeast? Potatoes? I thought so. Don't know how to make +salt-rising, do you? It's just what might have been expected." + +"David has always been used to salt-rising bread," said Aunt Hortense with +a grim set of her lips as though she were delivering a judgment. "He was +raised on it." + +"If David does not like my bread," said Marcia with a rising color and a +nervous little laugh, "then I shall try to make some that he does like." + +There was an assurance about the "if" that did not please the oracle. + +"David was raised on salt-rising bread," said Aunt Hortense again as if +that settled it. "We can send you down a loaf or two every time we bake +until you learn how." + +"I'm sure it's very kind of you," said Marcia, not at all pleased, "but I +do not think that will be necessary. David has always seemed to like our +bread when he visited at home. Indeed he often praised it." + +"David would not be impolite," said Aunt Amelia, after a suitable pause in +which Marcia felt disapprobation in the air. "It would be best for us to +send it. David's health might suffer if he was not suitably nourished." + +Marcia's cheeks grew redder. Bread had been one of her stepmother's strong +points, well infused into her young pupil. Madam Schuyler had never been +able to say enough to sufficiently express her scorn of people who made +salt-rising bread. + +"My stepmother made beautiful bread," she said quite childishly; "she did +not think salt-rising was so healthy as that made from hop yeast. She +disliked the odor in the house from salt-rising bread." + +Now indeed the aunts exchanged glances of "On to the combat." Four red +spots flamed giddily out in their four sallow cheeks, and eight shining +knitting needles suddenly became idle. The moment was too momentous to +work. It was as they feared, even the worst. For, be it known, salt-rising +bread was one of their most tender points, and for it they would fight to +the bitter end. They looked at her with four cold, forbidding, steely, +spectacled eyes, and Marcia felt that their looks said volumes: "And she +so young too! To be so out of the way!" was what they might have expressed +to one another. Marcia felt she had been unwise in uttering her honest, +indignant sentiments concerning salt-rising bread. + +The pause was long and impressive, and the bride felt like a naughty +little four-year-old. + +At last Aunt Hortense took up her knitting again with the air that all was +over and an unrevokable verdict was passed upon the culprit. + +"People have never seemed to stay away from our house on that account," +she said dryly. "I'm sure I hope it will not be so disagreeable that it +will affect your coming to see us sometimes with David." + +There was an iciness in her manner that seemed to suggest a long line of +offended family portraits of ancestors frowning down upon her. + +Marcia's cheeks flamed crimson and her heart fairly stopped beating. + +"I beg your pardon," she said quickly, "I did not mean to say anything +disagreeable. I am sure I shall be glad to come as often as you will let +me." As she said it Marcia wondered if that were quite true. Would she +ever be glad to go to the home of those two severe-looking aunts? There +were three of them. Perhaps the other one would be even more withered and +severe than these two. A slight shudder passed over Marcia, and a sudden +realization of a side of married life that had never come into her +thoughts before. For a moment she longed with all the intensity of a child +for her father's house and the shelter of his loving protection, amply +supported by her stepmother's capable, self-sufficient, comforting +countenance. Her heart sank with the fear that she would never be able to +do justice to the position of David's wife, and David would be +disappointed in her and sorry he had accepted her sacrifice. She roused +herself to do better, and bit her tongue to remind it that it must make no +more blunders. She praised the garden, the house and the furnishings, in +voluble, eager, girlish language until the thin lines of lips relaxed and +the drawn muscles of the aunts' cheeks took on a less severe aspect. They +liked to be appreciated, and they certainly had taken a great deal of +pains with the house--for David's sake--not for hers. They did not care to +have her deluded by the idea that they had done it for her sake. David was +to them a young god, and with this one supreme idea of his supremacy they +wished to impress his young wife. It was a foregone conclusion in their +minds that no mere pretty young girl was capable of appreciating David, as +could they, who had watched him from babyhood, and pampered and petted and +been severe with him by turns, until if he had not had the temper of an +angel he would surely have been spoiled. + +"We did our best to make the house just as David would have wished to have +it," said Aunt Amelia at last, a self-satisfied shadow of what answered +for a smile with her, passing over her face for a moment. + +"We did not at all approve of this big house, nor indeed of David's +setting up in a separate establishment for himself," said Aunt Hortense, +taking up her knitting again. "We thought it utterly unnecessary and +uneconomical, when he might have brought his wife home to us, but he +seemed to think you would want a house to yourself, so we did the best we +could." + +There was a martyr-like air in Aunt Hortense's words that made Marcia feel +herself again a criminal, albeit she knew she was suffering vicariously. +But in her heart she felt a sudden thankfulness that she was spared the +trial of living daily under the scrutiny of these two, and she blest David +for his thoughtfulness, even though it had not been meant for her. She +went into pleased ecstasies once more over the house, and its furnishings, +and ended by her pleasure over the piano. + +There was grim stillness when she touched upon that subject. The aunts did +not approve of that musical instrument, that was plain. Marcia wondered if +they always paused so long before speaking when they disapproved, in order +to show their displeasure. In fact, did they always disapprove of +everything? + +"You will want to be very careful of it," said Aunt Amelia, looking at the +disputed article over her glasses, "it cost a good deal of money. It was +the most foolish thing I ever knew David to do, buying that." + +"Yes," said Aunt Hortense, "you will not want to use it much, it might get +scratched. It has a fine polish. I'd keep it closed up only when I had +company. You ought to be very proud to have a husband who could buy a +thing like that. There's not many has them. When I was a girl my +grandfather had a spinet, the only one for miles around, and it was taken +great care of. The case hadn't a scratch on it." + +Marcia had started toward the piano intending to open it and play for her +new relatives, but she halted midway in the room and came back to her seat +after that speech, feeling that she must just sit and hold her hands until +it was time to get supper, while these dreadful aunts picked her to +pieces, body, soul and spirit. + +It was with great relief at last that she heard David's step and knew she +might leave the room and put the tea things upon the table. + + + + + + CHAPTER XI + + +They got through the supper without any trouble, and the aunts went home +in the early twilight, each with her bonnet strings tied precisely, her +lace mitts drawn smoothly over her bony hands, and her little knitting bag +over her right arm. They walked decorously up the shaded, elm-domed +street, each mindful of her aristocratic instep, and trying to walk erect +as in the days when they were gazed upon with admiration, knowing that +still an air of former greatness hovered about them wherever they went. + +They had brightened considerably at the supper table, under the genial +influence of David's presence. They came as near to worshiping David as +one can possibly come to worshiping a human being. David, desirous above +all things of blinding their keen, sure-to-say-"I-told-you-so" old eyes, +roused to be his former gay self with them, and pleased them so that they +did not notice how little lover-like reference he made to his bride, who +was decidedly in the background for the time, the aunts, perhaps +purposely, desiring to show her a wife's true place,--at least the true +place of a wife of a David. + +They had allowed her to bring their things and help them on with capes and +bonnets, and, when they were ready to leave, Aunt Amelia put out a +lifeless hand, that felt in its silk mitt like a dead fish in a net, and +said to Marcia: + +"Our sister Clarinda is desirous of seeing David's wife. She wished us +most particularly to give you her love and say to you that she wishes you +to come to her at the earliest possible moment. You know she is lame and +cannot easily get about." + +"Young folks should always be ready to wait upon their elders," said Aunt +Hortense, grimly. "Come as soon as you can,--that is, if you think you can +stand the smell of salt-rising." + +Marcia's face flushed painfully, and she glanced quickly at David to see +if he had noticed what his aunt had said, but David was already +anticipating the moment when he would be free to lay aside his mask and +bury his face in his hands and his thoughts in sadness. + +Marcia's heart sank as she went about clearing off the supper things. Was +life always to be thus? Would she be forever under the espionage of those +two grim spectres of women, who seemed, to her girlish imagination, to +have nothing about them warm or loving or woman-like? + +She seemed to herself to be standing outside of a married life and looking +on at it as one might gaze on a panorama. It was all new and painful, and +she was one of the central figures expected to act on through all the +pictures, taking another's place, yet doing it as if it were her own. She +glanced over at David's pale, grave face, set in its sadness, and a sharp +pain went through her heart. Would he ever get over it? Would life never +be more cheerful than it now was? + +He spoke to her occasionally, in a pleasant abstracted way, as to one who +understood him and was kind not to trouble his sadness, and he lighted a +candle for her when the work was done and said he hoped she would rest +well, that she must still be weary from the long journey. And so she went +up to her room again. + +She did not go to bed at once, but sat down by the window looking out on +the moonlit street. There had been some sort of a meeting at the church +across the way, and the people were filing out and taking their various +ways home, calling pleasant good nights, and speaking cheerily of the +morrow. The moon, though beginning to wane, was bright and cast sharp +shadows. Marcia longed to get out into the night. If she could have got +downstairs without being heard she would have slipped out into the garden. +But downstairs she could hear David pacing back and forth like some hurt, +caged thing. Steadily, dully, he walked from the front hall back into the +kitchen and back again. There was no possibility of escaping his notice. +Marcia felt as if she might breathe freer in the open air, so she leaned +far out of her window and looked up and down the street, and thought. +Finally,--her heart swelled to bursting, as young hearts with their first +little troubles will do,--she leaned down her dark head upon the window +seat and wept and wept, alone. + +It was the next morning at breakfast that David told her of the +festivities that were planned in honor of their home coming. He spoke as +if they were a great trial through which they both must pass in order to +have any peace, and expressed his gratitude once more that she had been +willing to come here with him and pass through it. Marcia had the +impression, after he was done speaking and had gone away to the office, +that he felt that she had come here merely for these few days of ceremony +and after they were passed she was dismissed, her duty done, and she might +go home. A great lump arose in her throat and she suddenly wished very +much indeed that it were so. For if it were, how much, how very much she +would enjoy queening it for a few days--except for David's sadness. But +already, there had begun to be an element to her in that sadness which in +spite of herself she resented. It was a heavy burden which she began dimly +to see would be harder and harder to bear as the days went by. She had not +yet begun to think of the time before her in years. + +They were to go to the aunts' to tea that evening, and after tea a company +of David's old friends--or rather the old friends of David's aunts--were +coming in to meet them. This the aunts had planned: but it seemed they had +not counted her worthy to be told of the plans, and had only divulged them +to David. Marcia had not thought that a little thing could annoy her so +much, but she found it vexed her more and more as she thought upon it +going about her work. + +There was not so much to be done in the house that morning after the +breakfast things were cleared away. Dinners and suppers would not be much +of a problem for some days to come, for the house was well stocked with +good things. + +The beds done and the rooms left in dainty order with the sweet summer +breeze blowing the green tassels on the window shades, Marcia went softly +down like some half guilty creature to the piano. She opened it and was +forthwith lost in delight of the sounds her own fingers brought forth. + +She had been playing perhaps half an hour when she became conscious of +another presence in the room. She looked up with a start, feeling that +some one had been there for some time, she could not tell just how long. +Peering into the shadowy room lighted only from the window behind her, she +made out a head looking in at the door, the face almost hidden by a +capacious sunbonnet. She was not long in recognizing her visitor of the +day before. It was like a sudden dropping from a lofty mountain height +down into a valley of annoyance to hear Miranda's sharp metallic voice: + +"Morning!" she courtesied, coming in as soon as she perceived that she was +seen. "At it again? I ben listening sometime. It's as pretty as Silas +Drew's harmonicker when he comes home evenings behind the cows." + +Marcia drew her hands sharply from the keys as if she had been struck. +Somehow Miranda and music were inharmonious. She scarcely knew what to +say. She felt as if her morning were spoiled. But Miranda was too full of +her own errand to notice the clouded face and cool welcome. "Say, you +can't guess how I got over here. I'll tell you. You're going over to the +Spafford house to-night, ain't you? and there's going to be a lot of folks +there. Of course we all know all about it. It's been planned for months. +And my cousin Hannah Heath has an invite. You can't think how fond Miss +Amelia and Miss Hortense are of her. They tried their level best to make +David pay attention to her, but it didn't work. Well, she was talking +about what she'd wear. She's had three new frocks made last week, all +frilled and fancy. You see she don't want to let folks think she is down +in the mouth the least bit about David. She'll likely make up to you, to +your face, a whole lot, and pretend she's the best friend you've got in +the world. But I've just got this to say, don't you be too sure of her +friendship. She's smooth as butter, but she can give you a slap in the +face if you don't serve her purpose. I don't mind telling you for she's +given me many a one," and the pale eyes snapped in unison with the color +of her hair. "Well, you see I heard her talking to Grandma, and she said +she'd give anything to know what you were going to wear to-night." + +"How curious!" said Marcia surprised. "I'm sure I do not see why she +should care!" There was the coolness born of utter indifference in her +reply which filled the younger girl with admiration. Perhaps too there was +the least mite of haughtiness in her manner, born of the knowledge that +she belonged to an old and honored family, and that she had in her +possession a trunk full of clothes that could vie with any that Hannah +Heath could display. Miranda wished silently that she could convey that +cool manner and that wide-eyed indifference to the sight of her cousin +Hannah. + +"H'm!" giggled Miranda. "Well, she does! If you were going to wear blue +you'd see she'd put on her green. She's got one that'll kill any blue +that's in the same room with it, no matter if it's on the other side. Its +just sick'ning to see them together. And she looks real well in it too. So +when she said she wanted to know so bad, Grandma said she'd send me over +to know if you'd accept a jar of her fresh pickle-lily, and mebbe I could +find out about your clothes. The pickle-lily's on the kitchen table. I +left it when I came through. It's good, but there ain't any love in it." +And Miranda laughed a hard mirthless laugh, and then settled down to her +subject again. + +"Now, you needn't be a mite afraid to tell me about it. I won't tell it +straight, you know. I'd just like to see what you are going to wear so I +could keep her out of her tricks for once. Is your frock blue?" + +Now it is true that the trunk upstairs contained a goodly amount of the +color blue, for Kate Schuyler had been her bonniest in blue, and the +particular frock which had been made with reference to this very first +significant gathering was blue. Marcia had accepted the fact as +unalterable. The garment was made for a purpose, and its mission must be +fulfilled however much she might wish to wear something else, but suddenly +as Miranda spoke there came to her mind the thought of rebellion. Why +should she be bound down to do exactly as Kate would do in her place? If +she had accepted the sacrifice of living Kate's life for her, she might at +least have the privilege of living it in the pleasantest possible way, and +surely the matter of dress was one she might be allowed to settle for +herself if she was old enough at all to be trusted away from home. Among +the pretty things that Kate had made was a sweet rose-pink silk tissue. +Madam Schuyler had frowned upon it as frivolous, and besides she did not +think it becoming to Kate. She had a fixed theory that people with blue +eyes and gold hair should never wear pink or red, but Kate as usual had +her own way, and with her wild rose complexion had succeeded in looking +like the wild rose itself in spite of blue eyes and golden hair. Marcia +knew in her heart, in fact she had known from the minute the lovely pink +thing had come into the house, that it was the very thing to set her off. +Her dark eyes and hair made a charming contrast with the rose, and her +complexion was even fresher than Kate's. Her heart grew suddenly eager to +don this dainty, frilley thing and outshine Hannah Heath beyond any chance +of further trying. There were other frocks, too, in the trunk. Why should +she be confined to the stately blue one that had been marked out for this +occasion? Marcia, with sudden inspiration, answered calmly, just as though +all these tumultuous possibilities of clothes had not been whirling +through her brain in that half second's hesitation: + +"I have not quite decided what I shall wear. It is not an important +matter, I'm sure. Let us go and see the piccalilli. I'm very much obliged +to your grandmother, I'm sure. It was kind of her." + +Somewhat awed, Miranda followed her hostess into the kitchen. She could +not reconcile this girl's face with the stately little airs that she wore, +but she liked her and forthwith she told her so. + +"I like you," she said fervently. "You remind me of one of Grandma's +sturtions, bright and independent and lively, with a spice and a color to +'em, and Hannah makes you think of one of them tall spikes of gladiolus +all fixed up without any smell." + +Marcia tried to smile over the doubtful compliment. Somehow there was +something about Miranda that reminded her of Mary Ann. Poor Mary Ann! +_Dear_ Mary Ann! For suddenly she realized that everything that reminded +her of the precious life of her childhood, left behind forever, was dear. +If she could see Mary Ann at this moment she would throw her arms about +her neck and call her "Dear Mary Ann," and say, "I love you," to her. +Perhaps this feeling made her more gentle with the annoying Miranda than +she might have been. + +When Miranda was gone the precious play hour was gone too. Marcia had only +time to steal hurriedly into the parlor, close the instrument, and then +fly about getting her dinner ready. But as she worked she had other +thoughts to occupy her mind. She was becoming adjusted to her new +environment and she found many unexpected things to make it hard. Here, +for instance, was Hannah Heath. Why did there have to be a Hannah Heath? +And what was Hannah Heath to her? Kate might feel jealous, indeed, but not +she, not the unloved, unreal, wife of David. She should rather pity Hannah +that David had not loved her instead of Kate, or pity David that he had +not. But somehow she did not, somehow she could not. Somehow Hannah Heath +had become a living, breathing enemy to be met and conquered. Marcia felt +her fighting blood rising, felt the Schuyler in her coming to the front. +However little there was in her wifehood, its name at least was hers. The +tale that Miranda had told was enough, if it were true, to put any woman, +however young she might be, into battle array. Marcia was puzzling her +mind over the question that has been more or less of a weary burden to +every woman since the fatal day that Eve made her great mistake. + +David was silent and abstracted at the dinner table, and Marcia absorbed +in her own problems did not feel cut by it. She was trying to determine +whether to blossom out in pink, or to be crushed and set aside into +insignificance in blue, or to choose a happy medium and wear neither. She +ventured a timid little question before David went away again: Did he, +would he,--that is, was there any thing,--any word he would like to say to +her? Would she have to do anything to-night? + +David looked at her in surprise. Why, no! He knew of nothing. Just go and +speak pleasantly to every one. He was sure she knew what to do. He had +always thought her very well behaved. She had manners like any woman. She +need not feel shy. No one knew of her peculiar position, and he felt +reasonably sure that the story would not soon get around. Her position +would be thoroughly established before it did, at least. She need not feel +uncomfortable. He looked down at her thinking he had said all that could +be expected of him, but somehow he felt the trouble in the girl's eyes and +asked her gently if there was anything more. + +"No," she said slowly, "unless, perhaps--I don't suppose you know what it +would be proper for me to wear." + +"Oh, that does not matter in the least," he replied promptly. "Anything. +You always look nice. Why, I'll tell you, wear the frock you had on the +night I came." Then he suddenly remembered the reason why that was a +pleasant memory to him, and that it was not for her sake at all, but for +the sake of one who was lost to him forever. His face contracted with +sudden pain, and Marcia, cut to the heart, read the meaning, and felt sick +and sore too. + +"Oh, I could not wear that," she said sadly, "it is only chintz. It would +not be nice enough, but thank you. I shall be all right. Don't trouble +about me," and she forced a weak smile to light him from the house, and +shut from his pained eyes the knowledge of how he had hurt her, for with +those words of his had come the vision of herself that happy night as she +stood at the gate in the stillness and moonlight looking from the portal +of her maidenhood into the vista of her womanhood, which had seemed then +so far away and bright, and was now upon her in sad reality. Oh, if she +could but have caught that sentence of his about her little chintz frock +to her heart with the joy of possession, and known that he said it because +he too had a happy memory about her in it, as she had always felt the +coming, misty, dream-expected lover would do! + +She spread the available frocks out upon the bed after the other things +were put neatly away in closet and drawer, and sat down to decide the +matter. David's suggestion while impossible had given her an idea, and she +proceeded to carry it out. There was a soft sheer white muslin, whereon +Kate had expended her daintiest embroidering, edged with the finest of +little lace frills. It was quaint and simple and girlish, the sweetest, +most simple affair in all of Kate's elaborate wardrobe, and yet, perhaps, +from an artistic point of view, the most elegant. Marcia soon made up her +mind. + +She dressed herself early, for David had said he would be home by four +o'clock and they would start as soon after as he could get ready. His +aunts wished to show her the old garden before dark. + +When she came to the arrangement of her hair she paused. Somehow her soul +rebelled at the style of Kate. It did not suit her face. It did not accord +with her feeling. It made her seem unlike herself, or unlike the self she +would ever wish to be. It suited Kate well, but not her. With sudden +determination she pulled it all down again from the top of her head and +loosened its rich waves about her face, then loosely twisted it behind, +low on her neck, falling over her delicate ears, until her head looked +like that of an old Greek statue. It was not fashion, it was pure instinct +the child was following out, and there was enough conformity to one of the +fashionable modes of the day to keep her from looking odd. It was lovely. +Marcia could not help seeing herself that it was much more becoming than +the way she had arranged it for her marriage, though then she had had the +wedding veil to soften the tightly drawn outlines of her head. She put on +the sheer white embroidered frock then, and as a last touch pinned the bit +of black velvet about her throat with a single pearl that had been her +mother's. It was the bit of black velvet she had worn the night David +came. It gave her pleasure to think that in so far she was conforming to +his suggestion. + +She had just completed her toilet when she heard David's step coming up +the walk. + +David, coming in out of the sunshine and beholding this beautiful girl in +the coolness and shadow of the hall awaiting him shyly, almost started +back as he rubbed his eyes and looked at her again. She was beautiful. He +had to admit it to himself, even in the midst of his sadness, and he +smiled at her, and felt another pang of condemnation that he had taken +this beauty from some other man's lot perhaps, and appropriated it to +shield himself from the world's exclamation about his own lonely life. + +"You have done it admirably. I do not see that there is anything left to +be desired," he said in his pleasant voice that used to make her +girl-heart flutter with pride that her new brother-to-be was pleased with +her. It fluttered now, but there was a wider sweep to its wings, and a +longer flight ahead of the thought. + +Quite demurely the young wife accepted her compliment, and then she meekly +folded her little white muslin cape with its dainty frills about her +pretty shoulders, drew on the new lace mitts, and tied beneath her chin +the white strings of a shirred gauze bonnet with tiny rosebuds nestling in +the ruching of tulle about the face. + +Once more the bride walked down the world the observed of all observers, +the gazed at of the town, only this time it was brick pavement not oaken +stairs she trod, and most of the eyes that looked upon her were sheltered +behind green jalousies. None the less, however, was she conscious of them +as she made her way to the house of solemn feasting with David by her +side. Her eyes rested upon the ground, or glanced quietly at things in the +distance, when they were not lifted for a moment in wifely humility to her +husband's face at some word of his. Just as she imagined a hundred times +in her girlish thoughts that her sister Kate would do, so did she, and +after what seemed to her an interminable walk, though in reality it was +but four village blocks, they arrived at the house of Spafford. + + + + + + CHAPTER XII + + +"This is your Aunt Clarinda!" + +There was challenge in the severely spoken pronoun Aunt Hortense used. It +seemed to Marcia that she wished to remind her that all her old life and +relations were passed away, and she had nothing now but David's, +especially David's relatives. She shrank from lifting her eyes, expecting +to find the third aunt, who was older, as much sourer and sharper in +proportion to the other two, but she controlled herself and lifted her +flower face to meet a gentle, meek, old face set in soft white frills of a +cap, with white ribbons flying, and though the old lady leaned upon a +crutch she managed to give the impression that she had fairly flown in her +gladness to welcome her new niece. There was the lighting of a repressed +nature let free in her kind old face as she looked with true pleasure upon +the lovely young one, and Marcia felt herself folded in truly loving arms +in an embrace which her own passionate, much repressed, loving nature +returned with heartiness. At last she had found a friend! + +She felt it every time she spoke, more and more. They walked out into the +garden almost immediately, and Aunt Clarinda insisted upon hobbling along +by Marcia's side, though her sisters both protested that it would be too +hard for her that warm afternoon. Every time that Marcia spoke she felt +the kind old eyes upon her, and she knew that at least one of the aunts +was satisfied with her as a wife for David, for her eyes would travel from +David to Marcia and back again to David, and when they met Marcia's there +was not a shade of disparagement in them. + +It was rather a tiresome walk through a tiresome old garden, laid out in +the ways of the past generation, and bordered with much funereal box. The +sisters, Amelia and Hortense, took the new member of the family, +conscientiously, through every path, and faithfully told how each spot was +associated with some happening in the family history. Occasionally there +was a solemn pause for the purpose of properly impressing the new member +of the house, and Amelia wiped her eyes with her carefully folded +handkerchief. Marcia felt extremely like laughing. She was sure that if +Kate had been obliged to pass through this ordeal she would have giggled +out at once and said some shockingly funny thing that would have horrified +the aunts beyond forgiveness. The thought of this nerved her to keep a +sober face. She wondered what David thought of it all, but when she looked +at him she wondered no longer, for David stood as one waiting for a +certain ceremony to be over, a ceremony which he knew to be inevitable, +but which was wholly and familiarly uninteresting. He did not even see how +it must strike the girl who was going through it all for him, for David's +thoughts were out on the flood-tide of sorrow, drifting against the rocks +of the might-have-been. + +They went in to tea presently, just when the garden was growing loveliest +with a tinge of the setting sun, and Marcia longed to run up and down the +little paths like a child and call to them all to catch her if they could. +The house was dark and stately and gloomy. + +"You are coming up to my room for a few minutes after supper," whispered +Aunt Clarinda encouragingly as they passed into the dark hall. The supper +table was alight with a fine old silver candelabra whose many wavering +lights cast a solemn, grotesque shadow on the different faces. + +Beside her plate the young bride saw an ostentatious plate of puffy soda +biscuits, and involuntarily her eyes searched the table for the bread +plate. + +Aunt Clarinda almost immediately pounced upon the bread plate and passed +it with a smile to Marcia, and as Marcia with an answering smile took a +generous slice she heard the other two aunts exclaim in chorus, "Oh, don't +pass her the bread, Clarinda; take it away sister, quick! She does not +like salt-rising! It is unpleasant to her!" + +Then with blazing cheeks the girl protested that she wished to keep the +bread, that they were mistaken, she had not said it was obnoxious to her, +but had merely given them her stepmother's opinion when they asked. They +must excuse her for her seeming rudeness, for she had not intended to hurt +them. She presumed salt-rising bread was very nice; it looked beautiful. +This was a long speech for shy Marcia to make before so many strangers, +but David's wondering, troubled eyes were upon her, questioning what it +all might mean, and she felt she could do anything to save David from more +suffering or annoyance of any kind. + +David said little. He seemed to perceive that there had been an unpleasant +prelude to this, and perhaps knew from former experience that the best way +to do was to change the subject. He launched into a detailed account of +their wedding journey. Marcia on her part was grateful to him, for when +she took the first brave bite into the very puffy, very white slice of +bread she had taken, she perceived that it was much worse than that which +had been baked for their homecoming, and not only justified all her +stepmother's execrations, but in addition it was sour. For an instant, +perceiving down the horoscope of time whole calendars full of such suppers +with the aunts, and this bread, her soul shuddered and shrank. Could she +ever learn to like it? Impossible! Could she ever tolerate it? Could she? +She doubted. Then she swallowed bravely and perceived that the impossible +had been accomplished once. It could be again, but she must go slowly else +she might have to eat two slices instead of one. David was kind. He had +roused himself to help his helper. Perhaps something in her girlish beauty +and helplessness, helpless here for his sake, appealed to him. At least +his eyes sought hers often with a tender interest to see if she were +comfortable, and once, when Aunt Amelia asked if they stopped nowhere for +rest on their journey, his eyes sought Marcia's with a twinkling reminder +of their roadside nap, and he answered, "Once, Aunt Amelia. No, it was not +a regular inn. It was quieter than that. Not many people stopping there." + +Marcia's merry laugh almost bubbled forth, but she suppressed it just in +time, horrified to think what Aunt Hortense would say, but somehow after +David had said that her heart felt a trifle lighter and she took a big +bite from the salt-rising and smiled as she swallowed it. There were worse +things in the world, after all, than salt-rising, and, when one could +smother it in Aunt Amelia's peach preserves, it was quite bearable. + +Aunt Clarinda slipped her off to her own room after supper, and left the +other two sisters with their beloved idol, David. In their stately parlor +lighted with many candles in honor of the occasion, they sat and talked in +low tones with him, their voices suggesting condolence with his misfortune +of having married out of the family, and disapproval with the married +state in general. Poor souls! How their hard, loving hearts would have +been wrung could they but have known the true state of the case! And, +strange anomaly, how much deeper would have been their antagonism toward +poor, self-sacrificing, loving Marcia! Just because she had dared to think +herself fit for David, belonging as she did to her renegade sister Kate. +But they did not know, and for this fact David was profoundly thankful. +Those were not the days of rapid transit, of telegraph and telephone, nor +even of much letter writing, else the story would probably have reached +the aunts even before the bride and bridegroom arrived at home. As it was, +David had some hope of keeping the tragedy of his life from the ears of +his aunts forever. Patiently he answered their questions concerning the +wedding, questions that were intended to bring out facts showing whether +David had received his due amount of respect, and whether the family he +had so greatly honored felt the burden of that honor sufficiently. + +Upstairs in a quaint old-fashioned room Aunt Clarinda was taking Marcia's +face in her two wrinkled hands and looking lovingly into her eyes; then +she kissed her on each rosy cheek and said: + +"Dear child! You look just as I did when I was young. You wouldn't think +it from me now, would you? But it's true. I might not have grown to be +such a dried-up old thing if I had had somebody like David. I'm so glad +you've got David. He'll take good care of you. He's a dear boy. He's +always been good to me. But you mustn't let the others crush those roses +out of your cheeks. They crushed mine out. They wouldn't let me have my +life the way I wanted it, and the pink in my cheeks all went back into my +heart and burst it a good many years ago. But they can't spoil your life, +for you've got David and that's worth everything." + +Then she kissed her on the lips and cheeks and eyes and let her go. But +that one moment had given Marcia a glimpse into another life-story and put +her in touch forever with Aunt Clarinda, setting athrob the chord of +loving sympathy. + +When they came into the parlor the other two aunts looked up with a quick, +suspicious glance from one to the other and then fastened disapproving +eyes upon Marcia. They rather resented it that she was so pretty. Hannah +had been their favorite, and Hannah was beautiful in their eyes. They +wanted no other to outshine her. Albeit they would be proud enough before +their neighbors to have it said that their nephew's wife was beautiful. + +After a chilling pause in which David was wondering anew at Marcia's +beauty, Aunt Hortense asked, as though it were an omission from the former +examination, "Did you ever make a shirt?" + +"Oh, plenty of them!" said Marcia, with a merry laugh, so relieved that +she fairly bubbled. "I think I could make a shirt with my eyes shut." + +Aunt Clarinda beamed on her with delight. A shirt was something she had +never succeeded in making right. It was one of the things which her +sisters had against her that she could not make good shirts. Any one who +could not make a shirt was deficient. Clarinda was deficient. She could +not make a shirt. Meekly had she tried year after year. Humbly had she +ripped out gusset and seam and band, having put them on upside down or +inside out. Never could she learn the ins and outs of a shirt. But her old +heart trembled with delight that the new girl, who was going to take the +place in her heart of her old dead self and live out all the beautiful +things which had been lost to her, had mastered this one great +accomplishment in which she had failed so supremely. + +But Aunt Hortense was not pleased. True, it was one of the seven virtues +in her mind which a young wife should possess, and she had carefully +instructed Hannah Heath for a number of years back, while Hannah bungled +out a couple for her father occasionally, but Aunt Hortense had been sure +that if Hannah ever became David's wife she might still have the honor of +making most of David's shirts. That had been her happy task ever since +David had worn a shirt, and she hoped to hold the position of shirt-maker +to David until she left this mortal clay. Therefore Aunt Hortense was not +pleased, even though David's wife was not lacking, and, too, even though +she foreheard herself telling her neighbors next day how many shirts +David's wife had made. + +"Well, David will not need any for some time," she said grimly. "I made +him a dozen just before he was married." + +Marcia reflected that it seemed to be impossible to make any headway into +the good graces of either Aunt Hortense or Aunt Amelia. Aunt Amelia then +took her turn at a question. + +"Hortense," said she, and there was an ominous inflection in the word as +if the question were portentous, "have you asked our new niece by what +name she desires us to call her?" + +"I have not," said Miss Hortense solemnly, "but I intend to do so +immediately," and then both pairs of steely eyes were leveled at the girl. +Marcia suddenly was face to face with a question she had not considered, +and David started upright from his position on the hair-cloth sofa. But if +a thunderbolt had fallen from heaven and rendered him utterly unconscious +David would not have been more helpless than he was for the time being. +Marcia saw the mingled pain and perplexity in David's face, and her own +courage gathered itself to brave it out in some way. The color flew to her +cheeks, and rose slowly in David's, through heavy veins that swelled in +his neck till he could feel their pulsation against his stock, but his +smooth shaven lips were white. He felt that a moment had come which he +could not bear to face. + +Then with a hesitation that was but pardonable, and with a shy sweet look, +Marcia answered; and though her voice trembled just the least bit, her +true, dear eyes looked into the battalion of steel ones bravely. + +"I would like you to call me Marcia, if you please." + +"Marcia!" Miss Hortense snipped the word out as if with scissors of +surprise. + +But there was a distinct relaxation about Miss Amelia's mouth. She heaved +a relieved sigh. Marcia was so much better than Kate, so much more +classical, so much more to be compared with Hannah, for instance. + +"Well, I'm glad!" she allowed herself to remark. "David has been calling +you 'Kate' till it made me sick, such a frivolous name and no sense in it +either. Marcia sounds quite sensible. I suppose Katharine is your middle +name. Do you spell it with a K or a C?" + +But the knocker sounded on the street door and Marcia was spared the +torture of a reply. She dared not look at David's face, for she knew there +must be pain and mortification mingling there, and she hoped that the +trying subject would not come up again for discussion. + +The guests began to arrive. Old Mrs. Heath and her daughter-in-law and +grand-daughter came first. + +Hannah's features were handsome and she knew exactly how to manage her +shapely hands with their long white fingers. The soft delicate +undersleeves fell away from arms white and well moulded, and she carried +her height gracefully. Her hair was elaborately stowed upon the top of her +head in many puffs, ending in little ringlets carelessly and coquettishly +straying over temple, or ears, or gracefully curved neck. She wore a frock +of green, and its color sent a pang through the bride's heart to realize +that perhaps it had been worn with an unkindly purpose. Nevertheless +Hannah Heath was beautiful and fascinated Marcia. She resolved to try to +think the best of her, and to make her a friend if possible. Why, after +all, should she be to blame for wanting David? Was he not a man to be +admired and desired? It was unwomanly, of course, that she had let it be +known, but perhaps her relatives were more to blame than herself. At least +Marcia made up her mind to try and like her. + +Hannah's frock was of silk, not a common material in those days, soft and +shimmery and green enough to take away the heart from anything blue that +was ever made, but Hannah was stately and her skin as white as the lily +she resembled, in her bright leaf green. + +Hannah chose to be effusive and condescending to the bride, giving the +impression that she and David had been like brother and sister all their +lives and that she might have been his choice if she had chosen, but as +she had not chosen, she was glad that David had found some one wherewith +to console himself. She did not say all this in so many words, but Marcia +found that impression left after the evening was over. + +With sweet dignity Marcia received her introductions, given in Miss +Amelia's most commanding tone, "Our niece, Marcia!" + +"Marshy! Marshy!" the bride heard old Mrs. Heath murmur to Miss Spafford. +"Why, I thought 'twas to be Kate!" + +"Her name is Marcia," said Miss Amelia in a most satisfied tone; "you must +have misunderstood." + +Marcia caught a look in Miss Heath's eyes, alert, keen, questioning, which +flashed all over her like something searching and bright but not friendly. + +She felt a painful shyness stealing over her and wished that David were by +her side. She looked across the room at him. His face had recovered its +usual calmness, though he looked pale. He was talking on his favorite +theme with old Mr. Heath: the newly invented steam engine and its +possibilities. He had forgotten everything else for the time, and his face +lighted with animation as he tried to answer William Heath's arguments +against it. + +"Have you read what the Boston _Courier_ said, David? 'Long in June it was +I think," Marcia heard Mr. Heath ask. Indeed his voice was so large that +it filled the room, and for the moment Marcia had been left to herself +while some new people were being ushered in. "It says, David, that 'the +project of a railroad from Bawston to Albany is impracticable as everybody +knows who knows the simplest rule of arithmetic, and the expense would be +little less than the market value of the whole territory of Massachusetts; +and which, if practicable, every person of common sense knows would be as +useless as a railroad from Bawston to the moon.' There, David, what do ye +think o' that?" and William Heath slapped David on the knee with his +broad, fat fist and laughed heartily, as though he had him in a tight +corner. + +Marcia would have given a good deal to slip in beside David on the sofa +and listen to the discussion. She wanted with all her heart to know how he +would answer this man who could be so insufferably wise, but there was +other work for her, and her attention was brought back to her own +uncomfortable part by Hannah Heath's voice: + +"Come right ovah heah, Mistah Skinnah, if you want to meet the bride. You +must speak verra nice to me or I sha'n't introduce you at all." + +A tall lanky man with stiff sandy hair and a rubicund complexion was +making his way around the room. He had a small mouth puckered a little as +if he might be going to whistle, and his chin had the look of having been +pushed back out of the way, a stiff fuzz of sandy whiskers made a hedge +down either cheek, and but for that he was clean shaven. The skin over his +high cheek bones was stretched smooth and tight as if it were a trifle too +close a fit for the genial cushion beneath. He did not look brilliant, and +he certainly was not handsome, but there was an inoffensive desire to +please about him. He was introduced as Mr. Lemuel Skinner. He bowed low +over Marcia's hand, said a few embarrassed, stiff sentences and turned to +Hannah Heath with relief. It was evident that Hannah was in his eyes a +great and shining light, to which he fluttered as naturally as does the +moth to the candle. But Hannah did not scruple to singe his wings whenever +she chose. Perhaps she knew, no matter how badly he was burned he would +only flutter back again whenever she scintillated. She had turned her back +upon him now, and left him to Marcia's tender mercies. Hannah was engaged +in talking to a younger man. "Harry Temple, from New York," Lemuel +explained to Marcia. + +The young man, Harry Temple, had large lazy eyes and heavy dark hair. +There was a discontented look in his face, and a looseness about the set +of his lips that Marcia did not like, although she had to admit that he +was handsome. Something about him reminded her of Captain Leavenworth, and +she instinctively shrank from him. But Harry Temple had no mind to talk to +any one but Marcia that evening, and he presently so managed it that he +and she were ensconced in a corner of the room away from others. Marcia +felt perturbed. She did not feel flattered by the man's attentions, and +she wanted to be at the other end of the room listening to the +conversation. + +She listened as intently as she might between sentences, and her keen ears +could catch a word or two of what David was saying. After all, it was not +so much the new railroad project that she cared about, though that was +strange and interesting enough, but she wanted to watch and listen to +David. + +Harry Temple said a great many pretty things to Marcia. She did not half +hear some of them at first, but after a time she began to realize that she +must have made a good impression, and the pretty flush in her cheeks grew +deeper. She did little talking. Mr. Temple did it all. He told her of New +York. He asked if she were not dreadfully bored with this little town and +its doings, and bewailed her lot when he learned that she had not had much +experience there. Then he asked if she had ever been to New York and began +to tell of some of its attractions. Among other things he mentioned some +concerts, and immediately Marcia was all attention. Her dark eyes glowed +and her speaking face gave eager response to his words. Seeing he had +interested her at last, he kept on, for he was possessor of a glib tongue, +and what he did not know he could fabricate without the slightest +compunction. He had been about the world and gathered up superficial +knowledge enough to help him do this admirably, therefore he was able to +use a few musical terms, and to bring before Marcia's vivid imagination +the scene of the performance of Handel's great "Creation" given in Boston, +and of certain musical events that were to be attempted soon in New York. +He admitted that he could play a little upon the harpsichord, and, when he +learned that Marcia could play also and that she was the possessor of a +piano, one of the latest improved makes, he managed to invite himself to +play upon it. Marcia found to her dismay that she actually seemed to have +invited him to come some afternoon when her husband was away. She had only +said politely that she would like to hear him play sometime, and expressed +her great delight in music, and he had done the rest, but in her +inexperience somehow it had happened and she did not know what to do. + +It troubled her a good deal, and she turned again toward the other end of +the room, where the attention of most of the company was riveted upon the +group who were discussing the railroad, its pros and cons. David was the +centre of that group. + +"Let us go over and hear what they are saying," she said, turning to her +companion eagerly. + +"Oh, it is all stupid politics and arguments about that ridiculous +fairy-tale of a railroad scheme. You would not enjoy it," answered the +young man disappointedly. He saw in Marcia a beautiful young soul, the +only one who had really attracted him since he had left New York, and he +wished to become intimate enough with her to enjoy himself. + +It mattered not to him that she was married to another man. He felt secure +in his own attractions. He had ever been able to while away the time with +whom he chose, why should a simple village maiden resist him? And this was +an unusual one, the contour of her head was like a Greek statue. + +Nevertheless he was obliged to stroll after her. Once she had spoken. She +had suddenly become aware that they had been in their corner together a +long time, and that Aunt Amelia's cold eyes were fastened upon her in +disapproval. + +"The farmers would be ruined, man alive!" Mr. Heath was saying. "Why, all +the horses would have to be killed, because they would be wholly useless +if this new fandango came in, and then where would be a market for the +wheat and oats?" + +"Yes, an' I've heard some say the hens wouldn't lay, on account of the +noise," ventured Lemuel Skinner in his high voice. "And think of the fires +from the sparks of the engine. I tell you it would be dangerous." He +looked over at Hannah triumphantly, but Hannah was endeavoring to signal +Harry Temple to her side and did not see nor hear. + +"I tell you," put in Mr. Heath's heavy voice again, "I tell you, Dave, it +can't be done. It's impractical. Why, no car could advance against the +wind." + +"They told Columbus he couldn't sail around the earth, but he did it!" + +There was sudden stillness in the room, for it was Marcia's clear, grave +voice that had answered Mr. Heath's excited tones, and she had not known +she was going to speak aloud. It came before she realized it. She had been +used to speak her mind sometimes with her father, but seldom when there +were others by, and now she was covered with confusion to think what she +had done. The aunts, Amelia and Hortense, were shocked. It was so +unladylike. A woman should not speak on such subjects. She should be +silent and leave such topics to her husband. + +"Deah me, she's strong minded, isn't she?" giggled Hannah Heath to Lemuel, +who had taken the signals to himself and come to her side. + +"Quite so, quite so!" murmured Lemuel, his lips looking puffier and more +cherry-fied than ever and his chin flattened itself back till he looked +like a frustrated old hen who did not understand the perplexities of life +and was clucking to find out, after having been startled half out of its +senses. + +But Marcia was not wholly without consolation, for David had flashed a +look of approval at her and had made room for her to sit down by his side +on the sofa. It was almost like belonging to him for a minute or two. +Marcia felt her heart glow with something new and pleasant. + +Mr. William Heath drew his heavy grey brows together and looked at her +grimly over his spectacles, poking his bristly under-lip out in +astonishment, bewildered that he should have been answered by a gentle, +pretty woman, all frills and sparkle like his own daughter. He had been +wont to look upon a woman as something like a kitten,--that is, a young +woman,--and suddenly the kitten had lifted a velvet paw and struck him +squarely in the face. He had felt there were claws in the blow, too, for +there had been a truth behind her words that set the room a mocking him. + +"Well, Dave, you've got your wife well trained already!" he laughed, +concluding it was best to put a smiling front upon the defeat. "She knows +just when to come in and help when your side's getting weak!" + +They served cake and raspberry vinegar then, and a little while after +everybody went home. It was later than the hours usually kept in the +village, and the lights in most of the houses were out, or burning dimly +in upper stories. The voices of the guests sounded subdued in the misty +waning moonlight air. Marcia could hear Hannah Heath's voice ahead +giggling affectedly to Harry Temple and Lemuel Skinner, as they walked one +on either side of her, while her father and mother and grandmother came +more slowly. + +David drew Marcia's hand within his arm and walked with her quietly down +the street, making their steps hushed instinctively that they might so +seem more removed from the others. They were both tired with the unusual +excitement and the strain they had been through, and each was glad of the +silence of the other. + +But when they reached their own doorstep David said: "You spoke well, +child. You must have thought about these things." + +Marcia felt a sob rising in a tide of joy into her throat. Then he was not +angry with her, and he did not disapprove as the two aunts had done. Aunt +Clarinda had kissed her good-night and murmured, "You are a bright little +girl, Marcia, and you will make a good wife for David. You will come soon +to see me, won't you?" and that had made her glad, but these words of +David's were so good and so unexpected that Marcia could hardly hide her +happy tears. + +"I was afraid I had been forward," murmured Marcia in the shadow of the +front stoop. + +"Not at all, child, I like to hear a woman speak her mind,--that is, +allowing she has any mind to speak. That can't be said of all women. +There's Hannah Heath, for instance. I don't believe she would know a +railroad project from an essay on ancient art." + +After that the house seemed a pleasant place aglow as they entered it, and +Marcia went up to her rest with a lighter heart. + +But the child knew not that she had made a great impression that night +upon all who saw her as being beautiful and wise. + +The aunts would not express it even to each other,--for they felt in duty +bound to discountenance her boldness in speaking out before the men and +making herself so prominent, joining in their discussions,--but each in +spite of her convictions felt a deep satisfaction that their neighbors had +seen what a beautiful and bright wife David had selected. They even felt +triumphant over their favorite Hannah, and thought secretly that Marcia +compared well with her in every way, but they would not have told this +even to themselves, no, not for worlds. + +So the kindly gossipy town slept, and the young bride became a part of its +daily life. + + + + + + CHAPTER XIII + + +Life began to take on a more familiar and interesting aspect to Marcia +after that. She had her daily round of pleasant household duties and she +enjoyed them. + +There were many other gatherings in honor of the bride and groom, +tea-drinkings and evening calls, and a few called in to a neighbor's house +to meet them. It was very pleasant to Marcia as she became better +acquainted with the people and grew to like some of them, only there was +the constant drawback of feeling that it was all a pain and weariness to +David. + +But Marcia was young, and it was only natural that she should enjoy her +sudden promotion to the privileges of a matron, and the marked attention +that was paid her. It was a mercy that her head was not turned, living as +she did to herself, and with no one in whom she could confide. For David +had shrunk within himself to such an extent that she did not like to +trouble him with anything. + +It was only two days after the evening at the old Spafford house that +David came home to tea with ashen face, haggard eyes and white lips. He +scarcely tasted his supper and said he would go and lie down, that his +head ached. Marcia heard him sigh deeply as he went upstairs. It was that +afternoon that the post had brought him Kate's letter. + +Sadly Marcia put away the tea things, for she could not eat anything +either, though it was an unusually inviting meal she had prepared. Slowly +she went up to her room and sat looking out into the quiet, darkening +summer night, wondering what additional sorrow had come to David. + +David's face looked like death the next morning when he came down. He +drank a cup of coffee feverishly, then took his hat as if he would go to +the office, but paused at the door and came back saying he would not go if +Marcia would not mind taking a message for him. His head felt badly. She +need only tell the man to go on with things as they had planned and say he +was detained. Marcia was ready at once to do his bidding with quiet +sympathy in her manner. + +She delivered her message with the frank straightforward look of a school +girl, mingled with a touch of matronly dignity she was trying to assume, +which added to her charm; and she smiled her open smile of comradeship, +such as she would have dispensed about the old red school house at home, +upon boys and girls alike, leaving the clerk and type-setters in a most +subjected state, and ready to do anything in the service of their master's +wife. It is to be feared that they almost envied David. They watched her +as she moved gracefully down the street, and their eyes had a reverent +look as they turned away from the window to their work, as though they had +been looking upon something sacred. + +Harry Temple watched her come out of the office. + +She impressed him again as something fresh and different from the common +run of maidens in the village. He lazily stepped from the store where he +had been lounging and walked down the street to intercept her as she +crossed and turned the corner. + +"Good morning, Mrs. Spafford," he said, with a courtly grace that was +certainly captivating, "are you going to your home? Then our ways lie +together. May I walk beside you?" + +Marcia smiled and tried to seem gracious, though she would rather have +been alone just then, for she wanted to enjoy the day and not be bothered +with talking. + +Harry Temple mentioned having a letter from a friend in Boston who had +lately heard a great chorus rendered. He could not be quite sure of the +name of the composer because he had read the letter hurriedly and his +friend was a blind-writer, but that made no difference to Harry. He could +fill in facts enough about the grandeur of the music from his own +imagination to make up for the lack of a little matter like the name of a +composer. He was keen enough to see that Marcia was more interested in +music than in anything he said, therefore he racked his brains for all the +music talk he had ever heard, and made up what he did not know, which was +not hard to do, for Marcia was very ignorant on the subject. + +At the door they paused. Marcia was eager to get in. She began to wonder +how David felt, and she longed to do something for him. Harry Temple +looked at her admiringly, noted the dainty set of chin, the clear curve of +cheek, the lovely sweep of eyelashes, and resolved to get better +acquainted with this woman, so young and so lovely. + +"I have not forgotten my promise to play for you," he said lightly, +watching to see if the flush of rose would steal into her cheek, and that +deep light into her expressive eyes. "How about this afternoon? Shall you +be at home and disengaged?" + +But welcome did not flash into Marcia's face as he had hoped. Instead a +troubled look came into her eyes. + +"I am afraid it will not be possible this afternoon," said Marcia, the +trouble in her eyes creeping into her voice. "That is--I expect to be at +home, but--I am not sure of being disengaged." + +"Ah! I see!" he raised his eyebrows archly, looking her meanwhile straight +in the eyes; "some one else more fortunate than I. Some one else coming?" + +Although Marcia did not in the least understand his insinuation, the color +flowed into her cheeks in a hurry now, for she instinctively felt that +there was something unpleasant in his tone, something below her standard +of morals or culture, she did not quite know what. But she felt she must +protect herself at any cost. She drew up a little mantle of dignity. + +"Oh, no," she said quickly, "I'm not expecting any one at all, but Mr. +Spafford had a severe headache this morning, and I am not sure but the +sound of the piano would make it worse. I think it would be better for you +to come another time, although he may be better by that time." + +"Oh, I see! Your husband's at home!" said the young man with relief. His +manner implied that he had a perfect understanding of something that +Marcia did not mean nor comprehend. + +"I understand perfectly," he said, with another meaning smile as though he +and she had a secret together; "I'll come some other time," and he took +himself very quickly away, much to Marcia's relief. But the trouble did +not go out of her eyes as she saw him turn the corner. Instead she went in +and stood at the dining room window a long time looking out on the Heaths' +hollyhocks beaming in the sun behind the picket fence, and wondered what +he could have meant, and why he smiled in that hateful way. She decided +she did not like him, and she hoped he would never come. She did not think +she would care to hear him play. There was something about him that +reminded her of Captain Leavenworth, and now that she saw it in him she +would dislike to have him about. + +With a sigh she turned to the getting of a dinner which she feared would +not be eaten. Nevertheless, she put more dainty thought in it than usual, +and when it was done and steaming upon the table she went gently up and +tapped on David's door. A voice hoarse with emotion and weariness +answered. Marcia scarcely heard the first time. + +"Dinner is ready. Isn't your head any better,--David?" There was caressing +in his name. It wrung David's heart. Oh, if it were but Kate, his Kate, +his little bride that were calling him, how his heart would leap with joy! +How his headache would disappear and he would be with her in an instant. + +For Kate's letter had had its desired effect. All her wrongdoings, her +crowning outrage of his noble intentions, had been forgotten in the one +little plaintive appeal she had managed to breathe in a minor wail +throughout that treacherous letter, treacherous alike to her husband and +to her lover. Just as Kate had always been able to do with every one about +her, she had blinded him to her faults, and managed to put herself in the +light of an abused, troubled maiden, who was in a predicament through no +fault of her own, and sat in sorrow and a baby-innocence that was +bewilderingly sweet. + +There had been times when David's anger had been hot enough to waft away +this filmy mist of fancies that Kate had woven about herself and let him +see the true Kate as she really was. At such times David would confess +that she must be wholly heartless. That bright as she was it was +impossible for her to have been so easily persuaded into running away with +a man she did not love. He had never found it so easy to persuade her +against her will. Did she love him? Had she truly loved him, and was she +suffering now? His very soul writhed in agony to think of his bride the +wife of another against her will. If he might but go and rescue her. If he +might but kill that other man! Then his soul would be confronted with the +thought of murder. Never before had he felt hate, such hate, for a human +being. Then again his heart would soften toward him as he felt how the +other must have loved her, Kate, his little wild rose! and there was a +fellow feeling between them too, for had she not let him see that she did +not half care aright for that other one? Then his mind would stop in a +whirl of mingled feeling and he would pause, and pray for steadiness to +think and know what was right. + +Around and around through this maze of arguing he had gone through the +long hours of the morning, always coming sharp against the thought that +there was nothing he could possibly do in the matter but bear it, and that +Kate, after all, the Kate he loved with his whole soul, had done it and +must therefore be to blame. Then he would read her letter over, burning +every word of it upon his brain, until the piteous minor appeal would +torture him once more and he would begin again to try to get hold of some +thread of thought that would unravel this snarl and bring peace. + +Like a sound from another world came Marcia's sweet voice, its very +sweetness reminding him of that other lost voice, whose tantalizing music +floated about his imagination like a string of phantom silver bells that +all but sounded and then vanished into silence. + +And while all this was going on, this spiritual torture, his living, +suffering, physical self was able to summon its thoughts, to answer gently +that he did not want any dinner; that his head was no better; that he +thanked her for her thought of him; and that he would take the tea she +offered if it was not too much trouble. + +Gladly, with hurried breath and fingers that almost trembled, Marcia +hastened to the kitchen once more and prepared a dainty tray, not even +glancing at the dinner table all so fine and ready for its guest, and back +again she went to his door, an eager light in her eyes, as if she had +obtained audience to a king. + +He opened the door this time and took the tray from her with a smile. It +was a smile of ashen hue, and fell like a pall upon Marcia's soul. It was +as if she had been permitted for a moment to gaze upon a martyred soul +upon the rack. Marcia fled from it and went to her own room, where she +flung herself on her knees beside her bed and buried her face in the +pillows. There she knelt, unmindful of the dinner waiting downstairs, +unmindful of the bright day that was droning on its hours. Whether she +prayed she knew not, whether she was weeping she could not have told. Her +heart was crying out in one great longing to have this cloud of sorrow +that had settled upon David lifted. + +She might have knelt there until night had there not come the sound of a +knock upon the front door. It startled her to her feet in an instant, and +she hastily smoothed her rumpled hair, dashed some water on her eyes, and +ran down. + +It was the clerk from the office with a letter for her. The post chaise +had brought it that afternoon, and he had thought perhaps she would like +to have it at once as it was postmarked from her home. Would she tell Mr. +Spafford when he returned--he seemed to take it for granted that David was +out of town for the day--that everything had been going on all right at the +office during his absence and the paper was ready to send to press. He +took his departure with a series of bows and smiles, and Marcia flew up to +her room to read her letter. It was in the round unformed hand of Mary +Ann. Marcia tore it open eagerly. Never had Mary Ann's handwriting looked +so pleasant as at that moment. A letter in those days was a rarity at all +times, and this one to Marcia in her distress of mind seemed little short +of a miracle. It began in Mary Ann's abrupt way, and opened up to her the +world of home since she had left it. But a few short days had passed, +scarcely yet numbering into weeks, since she left, yet it seemed half a +lifetime to the girl promoted so suddenly into womanhood without the +accompanying joy of love and close companionship that usually makes +desolation impossible. + + + "DEAR MARSH,"--the letter ran:-- + + "I expect you think queer of me to write you so soon. I ain't much + on writing you know, but something happened right after you + leaving and has kept right on happening that made me feel I kinder + like to tell you. Don't you mind the mistakes I make. I'm thankful + to goodness you ain't the school teacher or I'd never write 'slong + s' I'm living, but ennyhow I'm going to tell you all about it. + + "The night you went away I was standing down by the gate under the + old elm. I had on my best things yet from the wedding, and I hated + to go in and have the day over and have to begin putting on my old + calico to-morrow morning again, and washing dishes just the same. + Seemed as if I couldn't bear to have the world just the same now + you was gone away. Well, I heard someone coming down the street, + and who do you think it was? Why, Hanford Weston. He came right up + to the gate and stopped. I don't know's he ever spoke two words to + me in my life except that time he stopped the big boys from + snow-balling me and told me to run along quick and git in the + school-house while he fit 'em. Well, he stopped and spoke, and he + looked so sad, seemed like I knew just what he was feeling sad + about, and I told him all about you getting married instead of + your sister. He looked at me like he couldn't move for a while and + his face was as white as that marble man in the cemetery over + Squire Hancock's grave. He grabbed the gate real hard and I + thought he was going to fall. He couldn't even move his lips for a + while. I felt just awful sorry for him. Something came in my + throat like a big stone and my eyes got all blurred with the + moonlight. He looked real handsome. I just couldn't help thinking + you ought to see him. Bimeby he got his voice back again, and we + talked a lot about you. He told me how he used to watch you when + you was a little girl wearing pantalettes. You used to sit in the + church pew across from his father's and he could just see your big + eyes over the top of the door. He says he always thought to + himself he would marry you when he grew up. Then when you began to + go to school and was so bright he tried hard to study and keep up + just to have you think him good enough for you. He owned up he was + a bad speller and he'd tried his level best to do better but it + didn't seem to come natural, and he thought maybe ef he was a good + farmer you wouldn't mind about the spelling. He hired out to his + father for the summer and he was trying with all his might to get + to be the kind of man t'would suit you, and then when he was + plowing and planning all what kind of a house with big columns to + the front he would build here comes the coach driving by and _you_ + in it! He said he thought the sky and fields was all mixed up and + his heart was going out of him. He couldn't work any more and he + started out after supper to see what it all meant. + + "That wasn't just the exact way he told it, Marsh, it was more + like poetry, that kind in our reader about "Lord Ullin's + daughter"--you know. We used to recite it on examination + exhibition. I didn't know Hanford could talk like that. His words + were real pretty, kind of sorrowful you know. And it all come over + me that you ought to know about it. You're married of course, and + can't help it now, but 'taint every girl that has a boy care for + her like that from the time she's a baby with a red hood on, and + you ought to know 'bout it, fer it wasn't Hanford's fault he + didn't have time to tell you. He's just been living fer you fer a + number of years, and its kind of hard on him. 'Course you may not + care, being you're married and have a fine house and lots of + clo'es of your own and a good time, but it does seem hard for him. + It seems as if somebody ought to comfort him. I'd like to try if + you don't mind. He does seem to like to talk about you to me, and + I feel so sorry for him I guess I could comfort him a little, for + it seems as if it would be the nicest thing in the world to have + some one like you that way for years, just as they do in books, + only every time I think about being a comfort to him I think he + belongs to you and it ain't right. So Marsh, you just speak out + and say if your willing I should try to comfort him a little and + make up to him fer what he lost in you, being as you're married + and fixed so nice yourself. + + "Of course I know I aint pretty like you, nor can't hold my head + proud and step high as you always did, even when you was little, + but I can feel, and perhaps that's something. Anyhow Hanford's + been down three times to talk about you to me, and ef you don't + mind I'm going to let him come some more. But if you mind the + leastest little bit I want you should say so, for things are mixed + in this world and I don't want to get to trampling on any other + person's feelings, much less you who have always been my best + friend and always will be as long as I live I guess. 'Member how + we used to play house on the old flat stone in the orchard, and + you give me all the prettiest pieces of china with sprigs on 'em? + I aint forgot that, and never will. I shall always say you made + the prettiest bride I ever saw, no matter how many more I see, and + I hope you won't forget me. It's lonesome here without you. If it + wasn't for comforting Hanford I shouldn't care much for anything. + I can't think of you a grown up woman. Do you feel any different? + I spose you wouldn't climb a fence nor run through the pasture lot + for anything now. Have you got a lot of new friends? I wish I + could see you. And now Marsh, I want you to write right off and + tell me what to do about comforting Hanford, and if you've any + message to send to him I think it would be real nice. I hope + you've got a good husband and are happy. + + "From your devoted and loving school mate, + + "MARY ANN FOTHERGILL." + + +Marcia laid down the letter and buried her face in her hands. To her too +had come a thrust which must search her life and change it. So while David +wrestled with his sorrow Marcia entered upon the knowledge of her own +heart. + +There was something in this revelation by Mary Ann of Hanford Weston's +feelings toward her that touched her immeasurably. Had it all happened +before she left home, had Hanford come to her and told her of his love, +she would have turned from him in dismay, almost disgust, and have told +him that they were both but children, how could they talk of love. She +could never have loved him. She would have felt it instantly, and her +mocking laugh might have done a good deal toward saving him from sorrow. +But now, with miles between them, with the wall of the solemn marriage +vows to separate them forever, with her own youth locked up as she +supposed until the day of eternity should perhaps set it free, with no +hope of any bright dream of life such as girls have, could she turn from +even a school boy's love without a passing tenderness, such as she would +never have felt if she had not come away from it all? Told in Mary Ann's +blunt way, with her crude attempts at pathos, it reached her as it could +not otherwise. With her own new view of life she could sympathize better +with another's disappointments. Perhaps her own loneliness gave her pity +for another. Whatever it was, Marcia's heart suddenly turned toward +Hanford Weston with a great throb of gratitude. She felt that she had been +loved, even though it had been impossible for that love to be returned, +and that whatever happened she would not go unloved down to the end of her +days. Suddenly, out of the midst of the perplexity of her thoughts, there +formed a distinct knowledge of what was lacking in her life, a lack she +had never felt before, and probably would not have felt now had she not +thus suddenly stepped into a place much beyond her years. It seemed to the +girl as she sat in the great chintz chair and read and re-read that +letter, as if she lived years that afternoon, and all her life was to be +changed henceforth. It was not that she was sorry that she could not go +back, and live out her girlhood and have it crowned with Hanford Weston's +love. Not at all. She knew, as well now as she ever had known, that he +could never be anything to her, but she knew also, or thought she knew, +that he could have given her something, in his clumsy way, that now she +could never have from any man, seeing she was David's and David could not +love her that way, of course. + +Having come to this conclusion, she arose and wrote a letter giving and +bequeathing to Mary Ann Fothergill all right, title, and claim to the +affections of Hanford Weston, past, present, and future--sending him a +message calculated to smooth his ruffled feelings, with her pretty thanks +for his youthful adoration; comfort his sorrow with the thought that it +must have been a hallucination, that some day he would find his true ideal +which he had only thought he had found in her; and send him on his way +rejoicing with her blessings and good wishes for a happy life. As for Mary +Ann, for once she received her meed of Marcia's love, for homesick Marcia +felt more tenderness for her than she had ever been able to feel before; +and Marcia's loving messages set Mary Ann in a flutter of delight, as she +laid her plans for comforting Hanford Weston. + + + + + + CHAPTER XIV + + +David slowly recovered his poise. Faced by that terrible, impenetrable +wall of impossibility he stood helpless, his misery eating in upon his +soul, but there still remained the fact that there was nothing, absolutely +nothing, which he could possibly do. At times the truth rose to the +surface, the wretched truth, that Kate was at fault, that having done the +deed she should abide by it, and not try to keep a hold upon him, but it +was not often he was able to think in this way. Most of the time he +mourned over and for the lovely girl he had lost. + +As for Marcia, she came and went unobtrusively, making quiet comfort for +David which he scarcely noticed. At times he roused himself to be polite +to her, and made a labored effort to do something to amuse her, just as if +she had been visiting him as a favor and he felt in duty bound to make the +time pass pleasantly, but she troubled him so little with herself, that +nearly always he forgot her. Whenever there was any public function to +which they were bidden he always told her apologetically, as though it +must be as much of a bore to her as to him, and he regretted that it was +necessary to go in order to carry out their mutual agreement. Marcia, +hailing with delight every chance to go out in search of something which +would keep her from thinking the new thoughts which had come to her, +demurely covered her pleasure and dressed herself dutifully in the robes +made for her sister, hating them secretly the while, and was always ready +when he came for her. David had nothing to complain of in his wife, so far +as outward duty was concerned, but he was too busy with his own heart's +bitterness to even recognize it. + +One afternoon, of a day when David had gone out of town not expecting to +return until late in the evening, there came a knock at the door. + +There was something womanish in the knock, Marcia thought, as she hastened +to answer it, and she wondered, hurriedly smoothing her shining hair, if +it could be the aunts come to make their fortnightly-afternoon penance +visit. She gave a hasty glance into the parlor hoping all was right, and +was relieved to make sure she had closed the piano. The aunts would +consider it a great breach of housewifely decorum to allow a moment's dust +to settle upon its sacred keys. + +But it was not the aunts who stood upon the stoop, smiling and bowing with +a handsome assurance of his own welcome. It was Harry Temple. + +Marcia was not glad to see him. A sudden feeling of unreasoning alarm took +possession of her. + +"You're all alone this time, sweet lady, aren't you?" he asked with easy +nonchalance, as he lounged into the hall without waiting her bidding. + +"Sir!" said Marcia, half frightened, half wondering. + +But he smiled reassuringly down upon her and took the door knob in his own +hands to close the door. + +"Your good man is out this time, isn't he?" he smiled again most +delightfully. His face was very handsome when he smiled. He knew this fact +well. + +Marcia did not smile. Why did he speak as if he knew where David was, and +seemed to be pleased that he was away? + +"My husband is not in at present," she said guardedly, her innocent eyes +searching his face, "did you wish to see him?" + +She was beautiful as she stood there in the wide hall, with only the light +from the high transom over the door, shedding an afternoon glow through +its pleated Swiss oval. She looked more sweet and little-girlish than +ever, and he felt a strong desire to take her in his arms and tell her so, +only he feared, from something he saw in those wide, sweet eyes, that she +might take alarm and run away too soon, so he only smiled and said that +his business with her husband could wait until another time, and meantime +he had called to fulfil his promise to play for her. + +She took him into the darkened parlor, gave him the stiffest and +stateliest hair-cloth chair; but he walked straight over to the +instrument, and with not at all the reverence she liked to treat it, flung +back the coverings, threw the lid open, and sat down. + +He had white fingers, and he ran them over the keys with an air of being +at home among them, light little airs dripping from his touch like dew +from a glistening grass blade. Marcia felt there were butterflies in the +air, and buzzing bees, and fairy flowers dancing on the slightest of +stems, with a sky so blue it seemed to be filled with the sound of lily +bells. The music he played was of the nature of what would be styled +to-day "popular," for this man was master of nothing but having a good +time. Quick music with a jingle he played, that to the puritanic-bred girl +suggested nothing but a heart bubbling over with gladness, but he meant it +should make her heart flutter and her foot beat time to the tripping +measure. In his world feet were attuned to gay music. But Marcia stood +with quiet dignity a little away from the instrument, her lips parted, her +eyes bright with the pleasure of the melody, her hands clasped, and her +breath coming quickly. She was all absorbed with the music. All +unknowingly Marcia had placed herself where the light from the window fell +full across her face, and every flitting expression as she followed the +undulant sounds was visible. The young man gazed, almost as much pleased +with the lovely face as Marcia was with the music. + +At last he drew a chair quite near his own seat. + +"Come and sit down," he said, "and I will sing to you. You did not know I +could sing, too, did you? Oh, I can. But you must sit down for I couldn't +sing right when you are standing." + +He ended with his fascinating smile, and Marcia shyly sat down, though she +drew the chair a bit back from where he had placed it and sat up quite +straight and stiff with her shoulders erect and her head up. She had +forgotten her distrust of the man in what seemed to her his wonderful +music. It was all new and strange to her, and she could not know how +little there really was to it. She had decided as he played that she liked +the kind best that made her think of the birds and the sunny sky, rather +than the wild whirlly kind that seemed all a mad scramble. She meant to +ask him to play over again what he played at the beginning, but he struck +into a Scotch love ballad. The melody intoxicated her fancy, and her face +shone with pleasure. She had not noticed the words particularly, save that +they were of love, and she thought with pain of David and Kate, and how +the pleading tenderness might have been his heart calling to hers not to +forget his love for her. But Harry Temple mistook her expression for one +of interest in himself. With his eyes still upon hers, as a cat might +mesmerize a bird, he changed into a minor wail of heart-broken love, whose +sadness brought great tears to Marcia's eyes, and deep color to her +already burning cheeks, while the music throbbed out her own half-realized +loneliness and sorrow. It was as if the sounds painted for her a picture +of what she had missed out of love, and set her sorrow flowing tangibly. + +The last note died away in an impressive diminuendo, and the young man +turned toward her. His eyes were languishing, his voice gentle, +persuasive, as though it had but been the song come a little nearer. + +"And that is the way I feel toward you, dear," he said, and reached out +his white hands to where hers lay forgotten in her lap. + +But his hands had scarcely touched hers, before Marcia sprang back, in her +haste knocking over the chair. + +Erect, her hands snatched behind her, frightened, alert, she stood a +moment bewildered, all her fears to the front. + +Ah! but he was used to shy maidens. He was not to be baffled thus. A +little coaxing, a little gentle persuasion, a little boldness--that was all +he needed. He had conquered hearts before, why should he not this +unsophisticated one? + +"Don't be afraid, dear; there is no one about. And surely there is no harm +in telling you I love you, and letting you comfort my poor broken heart to +think that I have found you too late--" + +He had arisen and with a passionate gesture put his arms about Marcia and +before she could know what was coming had pressed a kiss upon her lips. + +But she was aroused now. Every angry force within her was fully awake. +Every sense of right and justice inherited and taught came flocking +forward. Horror unspeakable filled her, and wrath, that such a dreadful +thing should come to her. There was no time to think. She brought her two +strong supple hands up and beat him in the face, mouth, cheeks, and eyes, +with all her might, until he turned blinded; and then she struggled away +crying, "You are a wicked man!" and fled from the room. + +Out through the hall she sped to the kitchen, and flinging wide the door +before her, the nearest one at hand, she fairly flew down the garden walk, +past the nodding dahlias, past the basking pumpkins, past the whispering +corn, down through the berry bushes, at the lower end of the lot, and +behind the currant bushes. She crouched a moment looking back to see if +she were pursued. Then imagining she heard a noise from the open door, she +scrambled over the low back fence, the high comb with which her hair was +fastened falling out unheeded behind her, and all her dark waves of hair +coming about her shoulders in wild disarray. + +She was in a field of wheat now, and the tall shocks were like waves all +about her, thick and close, kissing her as she passed with their bended +stalks. Ahead of her it looked like an endless sea to cross before she +could reach another fence, and a bare field, and then another fence and +the woods. She knew not that in her wake she left a track as clear as if +she had set up signals all along the way. She felt that the kind wheat +would flow back like real waves and hide the way she had passed over. She +only sped on, to the woods. In all the wide world there seemed no refuge +but the woods. The woods were home to her. She loved the tall shadows, the +whispering music in the upper branches, the quiet places underneath, the +hushed silence like a city of refuge with cool wings whereunder to hide. +And to it, as her only friend, she was hastening. She went to the woods as +she would have flown to the minister's wife at home, if she only had been +near, and buried her face in her lap and sobbed out her horror and shame. +Breathless she sped, without looking once behind her, now over the next +fence and still another. They were nothing to her. She forgot that she was +wearing Kate's special sprigged muslin, and that it might tear on the +rough fences. She forgot that she was a matron and must not run wild +through strange fields. She forgot that some one might be watching her. +She forgot everything save that she must get away and hide her poor shamed +face. + +At last she reached the shelter of the woods, and, with one wild furtive +look behind her to assure herself that she was not pursued, she flung +herself into the lap of mother earth, and buried her face in the soft moss +at the foot of a tree. There she sobbed out her horror and sorrow and +loneliness, sobbed until it seemed to her that her heart had gone out with +great shudders. Sobbed and sobbed and sobbed! For a time she could not +even think clearly. Her brain was confused with the magnitude of what had +come to her. She tried to go over the whole happening that afternoon and +see if she might have prevented anything. She blamed herself most +unmercifully for listening to the foolish music and, too, after her own +suspicions had been aroused, though how could she dream any man in his +senses would do a thing like that! Not even Captain Leavenworth would +stoop to that, she thought. Poor child! She knew so little of the world, +and her world had been kept so sweet and pure and free from contamination. +She turned cold at the thought of her father's anger if he should hear +about this strange young man. She felt sure he would blame her for +allowing it. He had tried to teach his girls that they must exercise +judgment and discretion, and surely, surely, she must have failed in both +or this would not have happened. Oh, why had not the aunts come that +afternoon! Why had they not arrived before this man came! And yet, oh, +horror! if they had come after he was there! How disgusting he seemed to +her with his smirky smile, and slim white fingers! How utterly unfit +beside David did he seem to breathe the same air even. David, her +David--no, Kate's David! Oh, pity! What a pain the world was! + +There was nowhere to turn that she might find a trace of comfort. For what +would David say, and how could she ever tell him? Would he find it out if +she did not? What would he think of her? Would he blame her? Oh, the agony +of it all! What would the aunts think of her! Ah! that was worse than all, +for even now she could see the tilt of Aunt Hortense's head, and the purse +of Aunt Amelia's lips. How dreadful if they should have to know of it. +They would not believe her, unless perhaps Aunt Clarinda might. She did +not look wise, but she seemed kind and loving. If it had not been for the +other two she might have fled to Aunt Clarinda. Oh, if she might but flee +home to her father's house! How could she ever go back to David's house! +How could she ever play on that dreadful piano again? She would always see +that hateful, smiling face sitting there and think how he had looked at +her. Then she shuddered and sobbed harder than ever. And mother earth, +true to all her children, received the poor child with open arms. There +she lay upon the resinous pine needles, at the foot of the tall trees, and +the trees looked down tenderly upon her and consulted in whispers with +their heads bent together. The winds blew sweetness from the buckwheat +fields in the valley about her, murmuring delicious music in the air above +her, and even the birds hushed their loud voices and peeped curiously at +the tired, sorrowful creature of another kind that had come among them. + +Marcia's overwrought nerves were having their revenge. Tears had their way +until she was worn out, and then the angel of sleep came down upon her. +There upon the pine-needle bed, with tear-wet cheeks she lay, and slept +like a tired child come home to its mother from the tumult of the world. + +Harry Temple, recovering from his rebuff, and left alone in the parlor, +looked about him with surprise. Never before in all his short and +brilliant career as a heart breaker had he met with the like, and this +from a mere child! He could not believe his senses! She must have been in +play. He would sit still and presently she would come back with eyes full +of mischief and beg his pardon. But even as he sat down to wait her +coming, something told him he was mistaken and that she would not come. +There had been something beside mischief in the smart raps whose tingle +even now his cheeks and lips felt. The house, too, had grown strangely +hushed as though no one else besides himself were in it. She must have +gone out. Perhaps she had been really frightened and would tell somebody! +How awkward if she should presently return with one of those grim aunts, +or that solemn puritan-like husband of hers. Perhaps he had better decamp +while the coast was still clear. She did not seem to be returning and +there was no telling what the little fool might do. + +With a deliberation which suddenly became feverish in his haste to be +away, he compelled himself to walk slowly, nonchalantly out through the +hall. Still as a thief he opened and closed the front door and got himself +down the front steps, but not so still but that a quick ear caught the +sound of the latch as it flew back into place, and the scrape of a boot on +the path; and not so invisibly nor so quickly but that a pair of keen eyes +saw him. + +When Harry Temple had made his way toward the Spafford house that +afternoon, with his dauntless front and conceited smile, Miranda had been +sent out to pick raspberries along the fence that separated the Heath +garden from the Spafford garden. + +Harry Temple was too new in the town not to excite comment among the young +girls wherever he might go, and Miranda was always having her eye out for +anything new. Not for herself! Bless you! no! Miranda never expected +anything from a young man for herself, but she was keenly interested in +what befell other girls. + +So Miranda, crouched behind the berry bushes, watched Harry Temple saunter +down the street and saw with surprise that he stopped at the house of her +new admiration. Now, although Marcia was a married woman, Miranda felt +pleased that she should have the attention of others, and a feeling of +pride in her idol, and of triumph over her cousin Hannah that he had not +stopped to see her, swelled in her brown calico breast. + +She managed to bring her picking as near to the region of the Spafford +parlor windows as possible, and much did her ravished ear delight itself +in the music that tinkled through the green shaded window, for Miranda had +tastes that were greatly appealed to by the gay dance music. She fancied +that her idol was the player. But then she heard a man's voice, and her +picking stopped short insomuch that her grandmother's strident tones +mingled with the liquid tenor of Mr. Temple, calling to Miranda to "be +spry there or the sun'll catch you 'fore you get a quart." All at once the +music ceased, and then in a minute or two Miranda heard the Spafford +kitchen door thrown violently open and saw Marcia rush forth. + +She gazed in astonishment, too surprised to call out to her, or to +remember to keep on picking for a moment. She watched her as she fairly +flew down between the rows of currant bushes, saw the comb fly from her +hair, saw the glow of excitement on her cheek, and the fire in her eye, +saw her mount the first fence. Then suddenly a feeling of protection arose +within her, and, with a hasty glance toward her grandmother's window to +satisfy herself that no one else saw the flying figure, she fell to +picking with all her might, but what went into her pail, whether +raspberries or green leaves or briars, she did not know. Her eyes were on +the flying figure through the wheat, and she progressed in her picking +very fast toward the lower end of the lot where nothing but runty old sour +berries ever grew, if any at all. Once hidden behind the tall corn that +grew between her and her grandmother's vigilant gaze, she hastened to the +end of the lot and watched Marcia; watched her as she climbed the fences, +held her breath at the daring leaps from the top rails, expecting to see +the delicate muslin catch on the rough fence and send the flying figure to +the ground senseless perhaps. It was like a theatre to Miranda, this +watching the beautiful girl in her flight, the long dark hair in the wind, +the graceful untrammeled bounds. Miranda watched with unveiled admiration +until the dark of the green-blue wood had swallowed her up, then slowly +her eyes traveled back over the path which Marcia had taken, back through +the meadow and the wheat, to the kitchen door left standing wide. Slowly, +painfully, Miranda set herself to understand it. Something had happened! +That was flight with fear behind it, fear that left everything else +forgotten. What had happened? + +Miranda was wiser in her generation than Marcia. She began to put two and +two together. Her brows darkened, and a look of cunning came into her +honest blue eyes. Stealthily she crept with cat-like quickness along the +fence near to the front, and there she stood like a red-haired Nemesis in +a sunbonnet, with irate red face, confronting the unsuspecting man as he +sauntered forth from the unwelcoming roof where he had whiled away a +mistaken hour. + +"What you ben sayin' to her?" + +It was as if a serpent had stung him, so unexpected, so direct. He jumped +aside and turned deadly pale. She knew her chance arrow had struck the +truth. But he recovered himself almost immediately when he saw what a +harmless looking creature had attacked him. + +"Why, my dear girl," he said patronizingly, "you quite startled me! I'm +sure you must have made some mistake!" + +"I ain't your girl, thank goodness!" snapped Miranda, "and I guess by your +looks there ain't anybody 'dear' to you but yourself. But I ain't made a +mistake. It's you I was asking. _What you bin in there for?_" There was a +blaze of defiance in Miranda's eyes, and her stubby forefinger pointed at +him like a shotgun. Before her the bold black eyes quailed for an instant. +The young man's hand sought his pocket, brought out a piece of money and +extended it. + +"Look here, my friend," he said trying another line, "you take this and +say nothing more about it. That's a good girl. No harm's been done." + +Miranda looked him in the face with noble scorn, and with a sudden motion +of her brown hand sent the coin flying on the stone pavement. + +"I tell you I'm not your friend, and I don't want your money. I wouldn't +trust its goodness any more than your face. As fer keepin' still I'll do +as I see fit about it. I intend to know what this means, and if you've +made _her_ any trouble you'd better leave this town, for I'll make it too +unpleasant fer you to stay here!" + +With a stealthy glance about him, cautious, concerned, the young man +suddenly hurried down the street. He wanted no more parley with this +loud-voiced avenging maiden. His fear came back upon him in double force, +and he was seen to glance at his watch and quicken his pace almost to a +run as though a forgotten engagement had suddenly come to mind. Miranda, +scowling, stood and watched him disappear around the corner, then she +turned back and began to pick raspberries with a diligence that would have +astonished her grandmother had she not been for the last hour engaged with +a calling neighbor in the room at the other side of the house, where they +were overhauling the character of a fellow church member. + +Miranda picked on, and thought on, and could not make up her mind what she +ought to do. From time to time she glanced anxiously toward the woods, and +then at the lowering sun in the West, and half meditated going after +Marcia, but a wholesome fear of her grandmother held her hesitating. + +At length she heard a firm step coming down the street. Could it be? Yes, +it was David Spafford. How was it he happened to come home so soon? +Miranda had heard in a round-about-way, as neighbors hear and know these +things, that David had taken the stage that morning, presumably on +business to New York, and was hardly expected to return for several days. +She had wondered if Marcia would stay all night alone in the house or if +she would go to the aunts. But now here was David! + +Miranda looked again over the wheat, half expecting to see the flying +figure returning in haste, but the parted wheat waved on and sang its song +of the harvest, unmindful and alone, with only a fluttering butterfly to +give life to the landscape. A little rusty-throated cricket piped a +doleful sentence now and then between the silences. + +David Spafford let himself in at his own door, and went in search of +Marcia. + +He wanted to find Marcia for a purpose. The business which had taken him +away in the morning, and which he had hardly expected to accomplish before +late that night, had been partly transacted at a little tavern where the +coach horses had been changed that morning, and where he had met most +unexpectedly the two men whom he had been going to see, who were coming +straight to his town. So he turned him back with them and came home, and +they were at this minute attending to some other business in the town, +while he had come home to announce to Marcia that they would take supper +with him and perhaps spend the night. + +Marcia was nowhere to be found. He went upstairs and timidly knocked at +her door, but no answer came. Then he thought she might be asleep and +knocked louder, but only the humming-bird in the honeysuckle outside her +window sent back a little humming answer through the latch-hole. Finally +he ventured to open the door and peep in, but he saw that quiet loneliness +reigned there. + +He went downstairs again and searched in the pantry and kitchen and then +stood still. The back door was stretched open as though it had been thrown +back in haste. He followed its suggestion and went out, looking down the +little brick path that led to the garden. Ah! what was that? Something +gleamed in the sun with a spot of blue behind it. The bit of blue ribbon +she had worn at her throat, with a tiny gold brooch unclasped sticking in. + +Miranda caught sight of him coming, and crouched behind the currants. + +David came on searching the path on every side. A bit of a branch had been +torn from a succulent, tender plant that leaned over the path and was +lying in the way. It seemed another blaze along the trail. Further down +where the bushes almost met a single fragment of a thread waved on a thorn +as though it had snatched for more in the passing and had caught only +this. David hardly knew whether he was following these little things or +not, but at any rate they were apparently not leading him anywhere for he +stopped abruptly in front of the fence and looked both ways behind the +bushes that grew along in front of it. Then he turned to go back again. +Miranda held her breath. Something touched David's foot in turning, and, +looking down, he saw Marcia's large shell comb lying there in the grass. +Curiously he picked it up and examined it. It was like finding fragments +of a wreck along the sand. + +All at once Miranda arose from her hiding place and confronted him +timidly. She was not the same Miranda who came down upon Harry Temple, +however. + +"She ain't in the house," she said hoarsely. "She's gone over there!" + +David Spafford turned surprised. + +"Is that you, Miranda? Oh, thank you! Where do you say she has gone? +Where?" + +"Through there, don't you see?" and again the stubby forefinger pointed to +the rift in the wheat. + +David gazed stupidly at the path in the wheat, but gradually it began to +dawn upon him that there was a distinct line through it where some one +must have gone. + +"Yes, I see," he said thinking aloud, "but why should she have gone there? +There is nothing over there." + +"She went on further, she went to the woods," said Miranda, looking +fearfully around lest even now her grandmother might be upon her, "and she +was scared, I guess. She looked it. Her hair all come tumblin' down when +she clum the fence, an' she just went flyin' over like some bird, didn't +care a feather if she did fall, an' she never oncet looked behind her till +she come to the woods." + +David's bewilderment was growing uncomfortable. There was a shade of alarm +in his face and of the embarrassment one feels when a neighbor divulges +news about a member of one's own household. + +"Why, surely, Miranda, you must be mistaken. Maybe it was some one else +you saw. I do not think Mrs. Spafford would be likely to run over there +that way, and what in the world would she have to be frightened at?" + +"No, I ain't mistaken," said Miranda half sullenly, nettled at his +unbelief. "It was her all right. She came flyin' out the kitchen door when +I was picking raspberries, and down that path to the fence, and never +stopped fer fence ner wheat, ner medder lot, but went into them woods +there, right up to the left of them tall pines, and she,--she looked plum +scared to death 's if a whole circus menagerie was after her, lions and +'nelefunts an' all. An' I guess she had plenty to be scared at ef I ain't +mistaken. That dandy Temple feller went there to call on her, an' I heard +him tinklin' that music box, and its my opinion he needs a wallupin'! You +better go after her! It's gettin' late and you'll have hard times finding +her in the dark. Just you foller her path in the wheat, and then make fer +them pines. I'd a gone after her myself only grandma'd make sech a fuss, +and hev to know it all. You needn't be afraid o' me. I'll keep still." + +By this time David was thoroughly alive to the situation and much alarmed. +He mounted the fence with alacrity, gave one glance with "thank you" at +Miranda, and disappeared through the wheat, Miranda watched him till she +was sure he was making for the right spot, then with a sigh of relief she +hastened into the house with her now brimming pail of berries. + + + + + + CHAPTER XV + + +As David made his way with rapid strides through the rippling wheat, he +experienced a series of sensations. For the first time since his wedding +day he was aroused to entirely forget himself and his pain. What did it +mean? Marcia frightened! What at? Harry Temple at their house! What did he +know of Harry Temple? Nothing beyond the mere fact that Hannah Heath had +introduced him and that he was doing business in the town. But why had Mr. +Temple visited the house? He could have no possible business with himself, +David was sure; moreover he now remembered having seen the young man +standing near the stable that morning when he took his seat in the coach, +and knew that he must have heard his remark that he would not return till +the late coach that night, or possibly not till the next day. He +remembered as he said it that he had unconsciously studied Mr. Temple's +face and noted its weak points. Did the young man then have a purpose in +coming to the house during his absence? A great anger rose within him at +the thought. + +There was one strange thing about David's thoughts. For the first time he +looked at himself in the light of Marcia's natural protector--her husband. +He suddenly saw a duty from himself to her, aside from the mere feeding +and clothing her. He felt a personal responsibility, and an actual +interest in her. Out of the whole world, now, he was the only one she +could look to for help. + +It gave him a feeling of possession that was new, and almost seemed +pleasant. He forgot entirely the errand that had made him come to search +for Marcia in the first place, and the two men who were probably at that +moment preparing to go to his house according to their invitation. He +forgot everything but Marcia, and strode into the purply-blue shadows of +the wood and stopped to listen. + +The hush there seemed intense. There were no echoes lingering of flying +feet down that pine-padded pathway of the aisle of the woods. It was long +since he had had time to wander in the woods, and he wondered at their +silence. So much whispering above, the sky so far away, the breeze so +quiet, the bird notes so subdued, it seemed almost uncanny. He had not +remembered that it was thus in the woods. It struck him in passing that +here would be a good place to bring his pain some day when he had time to +face it again, and wished to be alone with it. + +He took his hat in his hand and stepped firmly into the vast solemnity as +if he had entered a great church when the service was going on, on an +errand of life and death that gave excuse for profaning the holy silence. +He went a few paces and stopped again, listening. Was that a long-drawn +sighing breath he heard, or only the wind soughing through the waving +tassels overhead? He summoned his voice to call. It seemed a great effort, +and sounded weak and feeble under the grandeur of the vaulted green dome. +"Marcia!" he called,--and "Marcia!" realizing as he did so that it was the +first time he had called her by her name, or sought after her in any way. +He had always said "you" to her, or "child," or spoken of her in company +as "Mrs. Spafford," a strange and far-off mythical person whose very +intangibility had separated her from himself immeasurably. + +He went further into the forest, called again, and yet again, and stood to +listen. All was still about him, but in the far distance he heard the +faint report of a gun. With a new thought of danger coming to mind he +hurried further into the shadows. The gun sounded again more clearly. He +shuddered involuntarily and looked about in all directions, hoping to see +the gleam of her gown. It was not likely there were any wild beasts about +these parts, so near the town and yet, they had been seen occasionally,--a +stray fox, or even a bear,--and the sun was certainly very low. He glanced +back, and the low line of the horizon gleamed the gold of intensified +shining that is the sun's farewell for the night. The gun again! Stray +shots had been known to kill people wandering in the forest. He was +growing nervous as a woman now, and went this way and that calling, but +still no answer came. He began to think he was not near the clump of pines +of which Miranda spoke, and went a little to the right and then turned to +look back to where he had entered the wood, and there, almost at his feet, +she lay! + +She slept as soundly as if she had been lying on a couch of velvet, one +round white arm under her cheek. Her face was flushed with weeping, and +her lashes still wet. Her tender, sensitive mouth still quivered slightly +as she gave a long-drawn breath with a catch in it that seemed like a sob, +and all her lovely dark hair floated about her as if it were spread upon a +wave that upheld her. She was beautiful indeed as she lay there sleeping, +and the man, thus suddenly come upon her, anxious and troubled and every +nerve quivering, stopped, awed with the beauty of her as if she had been +some heavenly being suddenly confronting him. He stepped softly to her +side and bending down observed her, first anxiously, to make sure she was +alive and safe, then searchingly, as though he would know every detail of +the picture there before him because it was his, and he not only had a +right but a duty to possess it, and to care for it. + +She might have been a statue or a painting as he looked upon her and noted +the lovely curve of her flushed cheek, but when his eyes reached the firm +little brown hand and the slender finger on which gleamed the wedding ring +that was not really hers, something pathetic in the tear-wet lashes, and +the whole sorrowful, beautiful figure, touched him with a great +tenderness, and he stooped down gently and put his arm about her. + +"Marcia,--child!" he said in a low, almost crooning voice, as one might +wake a baby from its sleep, "Marcia, open your eyes, child, and tell me if +you are all right." + +At first she only stirred uneasily and slept on, the sleep of utter +exhaustion; but he raised her, and, sitting down beside her, put her head +upon his shoulder, speaking gently. Then Marcia opened her eyes +bewildered, and with a start, sprang back and looked at David, as though +she would be sure it was he and not that other dreadful man from whom she +had fled. + +"Why, child! What's the matter?" said David, brushing her hair back from +her face. Bewildered still, Marcia scarcely knew him, his voice was so +strangely sweet and sympathetic. The tears were coming back, but she could +not stop them. She made one effort to control herself and speak, but her +lips quivered a moment, and then the flood-gates opened again, and she +covered her face with her hands and shook with sobs. How could she tell +David what a dreadful thing had happened, now, when he was kinder to her +than he had ever thought of being before! He would grow grave and stern +when she had told him, and she could not bear that. He would likely blame +her too, and how could she endure more? + +But he drew her to him again and laid her head against his coat, trying to +smooth her hair with unaccustomed passes of his hand. By and by the tears +subsided and she could control herself again. She hushed her sobs and drew +back a little from the comforting rough coat where she had lain. + +"Indeed, indeed, I could not help it, David,"--she faltered, trying to +smile like a bit of rainbow through the rain. + +"I know you couldn't, child." His answer was wonderfully kind and his eyes +smiled at her as they had never done before. Her heart gave a leap of +astonishment and fluttered with gladness over it. It was so good to have +David care. She had not known how much she wanted him to speak to her as +if he saw her and thought a little about her. + +"And now what was it? Remember I do not know. Tell me quick, for it is +growing late and damp, and you will take cold out here in the woods with +that thin frock on. You are chilly already." + +"I better go at once," she said reservedly, willing to put off the telling +as long as possible, peradventure to avoid it altogether. + +"No, child," he said firmly drawing her back again beside him, "you must +rest a minute yet before taking that long walk. You are weary and excited, +and besides it will do you good to tell me. What made you run off up here? +Are you homesick?" + +He scanned her face anxiously. He began to fear with sudden compunction +that the sacrifice he had accepted so easily had been too much for the +victim, and it suddenly began to be a great comfort to him to have Marcia +with him, to help him hide his sorrow from the world. He did not know +before that he cared. + +"I was frightened," she said, with drooping lashes. She was trying to keep +her lips and fingers from trembling, for she feared greatly to tell him +all. But though the woods were growing dusky he saw the fluttering little +fingers and gathered them firmly in his own. + +"Now, child," he said in that tone that even his aunts obeyed, "tell me +all. What frightened you, and why did you come up here away from everybody +instead of calling for help?" + +Brought to bay she lifted her beautiful eyes to his face and told him +briefly the story, beginning with the night when she had first met Harry +Temple. She said as little about music as possible, because she feared +that the mention of the piano might be painful to David, but she made the +whole matter quite plain in a few words, so that David could readily fill +in between the lines. + +"Scoundrel!" he murmured clenching his fists, "he ought to be strung up!" +Then quite gently again, "Poor child! How frightened you must have been! +You did right to run away, but it was a dangerous thing to run out here! +Why, he might have followed you!" + +"Oh!" said Marcia, turning pale, "I never thought of that. I only wanted +to get away from everybody. It seemed so dreadful I did not want anybody +to know. I did not want you to know. I wanted to run away and hide, and +never come back!" She covered her face with her hands and shuddered. David +thought the tears were coming back again. + +"Child, child!" he said gently, "you must not talk that way. What would I +do if you did that?" and he laid his hand softly upon the bowed head. + +It was the first time that anything like a personal talk had passed +between them, and Marcia felt a thrill of delight at his words. It was +like heavenly comfort to her wounded spirit. + +She stole a shy look at him under her lashes, and wished she dared say +something, but no words came. They sat for a moment in silence, each +feeling a sort of comforting sense of the other's presence, and each +clasping the hand of the other with clinging pressure, yet neither fully +aware of the fact. + +The last rays of the sun which had been lying for a while at their feet +upon the pine needles suddenly slipped away unperceived, and behold! the +world was in gloom, and the place where the two sat was almost utterly +dark. David became aware of it first, and with sudden remembrance of his +expected guests he started in dismay. + +"Child!" said he,--but he did not let go of her hand, nor forget to put the +tenderness in his voice, "the sun has gone down, and here have I been +forgetting what I came to tell you in the astonishment over what you had +to tell me. We must hurry and get back. We have guests to-night to supper, +two gentlemen, very distinguished in their lines of work. We have business +together, and I must make haste. I doubt not they are at the house +already, and what they think of me I cannot tell; let us hurry as fast as +possible." + +"Oh, David!" she said in dismay. "And you had to come out here after me, +and have stayed so long! What a foolish girl I have been and what a mess I +have made! They will perhaps be angry and go away, and I will be to blame. +I am afraid you can never forgive me." + +"Don't worry, child," he said pleasantly. "It couldn't be helped, you +know, and is in no wise your fault. I am only sorry that these two +gentlemen will delay me in the pleasure of hunting up that scoundrel of a +Temple and suggesting that he leave town by the early morning stage. I +should like to give him what Miranda suggested, a good 'wallupin',' but +perhaps that would be undignified." + +He laughed as he said it, a hearty laugh with a ring to it like his old +self. Marcia felt happy at the sound. How wonderful it would be if he +would be like that to her all the time! Her heart swelled with the great +thought of it. + +He helped her to her feet and taking her hand led her out to the open +field where they could walk faster. As he walked he told her about Miranda +waiting for him behind the currant bushes. They laughed together and made +the way seem short. + +It was quite dark now, with the faded moon trembling feebly in the West as +though it meant to retire early, and wished they would hurry home while +she held her light for them. David had drawn Marcia's arm within his, and +then, noticing that her dress was thin, he pulled off his coat and put it +firmly about her despite her protest that she did not need it, and so, +warmed, comforted, and cheered Marcia's feet hurried back over the path +she had taken in such sorrow and fright a few hours before. + +When they could see the lights of the village twinkling close below them +David began to tell her about the two men who were to be their guests, if +they were still waiting, and so interesting was his brief story of each +that Marcia hardly knew they were at home before David was helping her +over their own back fence. + +"Oh, David! There seems to be a light in the kitchen! Do you suppose they +have gone in and are getting their own supper? What shall I do with my +hair? I cannot go in with it this way. How did that light get there?" + +"Here!" said David, fumbling in his pocket, "will this help you?" and he +brought out the shell comb he had picked up in the garden. + +By the light of the feeble old moon David watched her coil the long wavy +hair and stood to pass his criticism upon the effect before they should go +in. They were just back of the tall sunflowers, and talked in whispers. It +was all so cheery, and comradey, and merry, that Marcia hated to go in and +have it over, for she could not feel that this sweet evening hour could +last. Then they took hold of hands and swiftly, cautiously, stole up to +the kitchen window and looked in. The door still stood open as both had +left it that afternoon, and there seemed to be no one in the kitchen. A +candle was burning on the high little shelf over the table, and the tea +kettle was singing on the crane by the hearth, but the room was without +occupant. Cautiously, looking questioningly at one another, they stole +into the kitchen, each dreading lest the aunts had come by chance and +discovered their lapse. There was a light in the front part of the house +and they could hear voices, two men were earnestly discussing politics. +They listened longer, but no other presence was revealed. + +David in pantomime outlined the course of action, and Marcia, +understanding perfectly flew up the back stairs as noiselessly as a mouse, +to make her toilet after her nap in the woods, while David with much show +and to-do of opening and shutting the wide-open kitchen door walked +obviously into the kitchen and hurried through to greet his guests +wondering,--not suspecting in the least,--what good angel had been there to +let them in. + +Good fortune had favored Miranda. The neighbor had stayed longer than +usual, perhaps in hopes of an invitation to stay to tea and share in the +gingerbread she could smell being taken from the oven by Hannah, who +occasionally varied her occupations by a turn at the culinary art. Hannah +could make delicious gingerbread. Her grandmother had taught her when she +was but a child. + +Miranda stole into the kitchen when Hannah's back was turned and picked +over her berries so fast that when Hannah came into the pantry to set her +gingerbread to cool Miranda had nearly all her berries in the big yellow +bowl ready to wash, and Hannah might conjecture if she pleased that +Miranda had been some time picking them over. It is not stated just how +thoroughly those berries were picked over. But Miranda cared little for +that. Her mind was upon other things. The pantry window overlooked the +hills and the woods. She could see if David and Marcia were coming back +soon. She wanted to watch her play till the close, and had no fancy for +having the curtain fall in the middle of the most exciting act, the rescue +of the princess. But the talk in the sitting room went on and on. By and +by Hannah Heath washed her hands, untied her apron, and taking her +sunbonnet slipped over to Ann Bertram's for a pattern of her new sleeve. +Miranda took the opportunity to be off again. + +Swiftly down behind the currants she ran, and standing on the fence behind +the corn she looked off across the wheat, but no sign of anybody yet +coming out of the woods was granted her. She stood so a long time. It was +growing dusk. She wondered if Harry Temple had shut the front door when he +went out. But then David went in that way, and he would have closed it, of +course. Still, he went away in a hurry, maybe it would be as well to go +and look. She did not wish to be caught by her grandmother, so she stole +along like a cat close to the dark berry bushes, and the gathering dusk +hid her well. She thought she could see from the front of the fence +whether the door looked as if it were closed. But there were people coming +up the street. She would wait till they had passed before she looked over +the fence. + +They were two men coming, slowly, and in earnest conversation upon some +deeply interesting theme. Each carried a heavy carpet-bag, and they walked +wearily, as if their business were nearly over for the day and they were +coming to a place of rest. + +"This must be the house, I think," said one. "He said it was exactly +opposite the Seceder church. That's the church, I believe. I was here once +before." + +"There doesn't seem to be a light in the house," said the other, looking +up to the windows over the street. "Are you sure? Brother Spafford said he +was coming directly home to let his wife know of our arrival." + +"A little strange there's no light yet, for it is quite dark now, but I'm +sure this must be the house. Maybe they are all in the kitchen and not +expecting us quite so soon. Let's try anyhow," said the other, setting +down his carpet-bag on the stoop and lifting the big brass knocker. + +Miranda stood still debating but a moment. The situation was made plain to +her in an instant. Not for nothing had she stood at Grandma Heath's elbow +for years watching the movements of her neighbors and interpreting exactly +what they meant. Miranda's wits were sharpened for situations of all +kinds. Miranda was ready and loyal to those she adored. Without further +ado she hastened to a sheltered spot she knew and climbed the picket fence +which separated the Heath garden from the Spafford side yard. Before the +brass knocker had sounded through the empty house the second time Miranda +had crossed the side porch, thrown her sunbonnet upon a chair in the dark +kitchen, and was hastening with noisy, encouraging steps to the front +door. + +She flung it wide open, saying in a breezy voice, "Just wait till I get a +light, won't you, the wind blew the candle out." + +There wasn't a particle of wind about that soft September night, but that +made little difference to Miranda. She was part of a play and she was +acting her best. If her impromptu part was a little irregular, it was at +least well meant, boldly and bravely presented. + +Miranda found a candle on the shelf and, stooping to the smouldering fire +upon the hearth, blew and coaxed it into flame enough to light it. + +"This is Mr. Spafford's home, is it not?" questioned the old gentleman +whom Miranda had heard speak first on the sidewalk. + +"Oh, yes, indeed," said the girl glibly. "Jest come in and set down. Here, +let me take your hats. Jest put your bags right there on the floor." + +"You are-- Are you--Mrs. Spafford?" hesitated the courtly old gentleman. + +"Oh, landy sakes, no, I ain't her," laughed Miranda well pleased. "Mis' +Spafford had jest stepped out a bit when her husband come home, an' he's +gone after her. You see she didn't expect her husband home till late +to-night. But you set down. They'll be home real soon now. They'd oughter +ben here before this. I 'spose she'd gone on further'n she thought she'd +go when she stepped out." + +"It's all right," said the other gentleman, "no harm done, I'm sure. I +hope we shan't inconvenience Mrs. Spafford any coming so unexpectedly." + +"No, indeedy!" said quick-witted Miranda. "You can't ketch Mis' Spafford +unprepared if you come in the middle o' the night. She's allus ready fer +comp'ny." Miranda's eyes shone. She felt she was getting on finely doing +the honors. + +"Well, that's very nice. I'm sure it makes one feel at home. I wonder now +if she would mind if we were to go right up to our room and wash our +hands. I feel so travel-stained. I'd like to be more presentable before we +meet her," said the first gentleman, who looked very weary. + +But Miranda was not dashed. + +"Why, that's all right. 'Course you ken go right up. Jest you set in the +keepin' room a minnit while I run up'n be sure the water pitcher's filled. +I ain't quite sure 'bout it. I won't be long." + +Miranda seated them in the parlor with great gusto and hastened up the +back stairs to investigate. She was not at all sure which room would be +called the guest room and whether the two strangers would have a room +apiece or occupy the same together. At least it would be safe to show them +one till the mistress of the house returned. She peeped into Marcia's +room, and knew it instinctively before she caught sight of a cameo brooch +on the pin cushion, and a rose colored ribbon neatly folded lying on the +foot of the bed where it had been forgotten. That question settled, she +thought any other room would do, and chose the large front room across the +hall with its high four-poster and the little ball fringe on the valance +and canopy. Having lighted the candle which stood in a tall glass +candlestick on the high chest of drawers, she hurried down to bid her +guests come up. + +Then she hastened back into the kitchen and went to work with swift +skilful fingers. Her breath came quickly and her cheeks grew red with the +excitement of it all. It was like playing fairy. She would get supper for +them and have everything all ready when the mistress came, so that there +would be no bad breaks. She raked the fire and filled the tea kettle, +swinging it from the crane. Then she searched where she thought such +things should be and found a table cloth and set the table. Her hands +trembled as she put out the sprigged china that was kept in the corner +cupboard. Perhaps this was wrong, and she would be blamed for it, but at +least it was what she would have done, she thought, if she were mistress +of this house and had two nice gentlemen come to stay to tea. It was not +often that Grandmother Heath allowed her to handle her sprigged china, to +be sure, so Miranda felt the joy and daring of it all the more. Once a +delicate cup slipped and rolled over on the table and almost reached the +edge. A little more and it would have rolled off to the floor and been +shivered into a dozen fragments, but Miranda spread her apron in front and +caught it fairly as it started and then hugged it in fear and delight for +a moment as she might have done a baby that had been in danger. It was a +great pleasure to her to set that table. In the first place she was not +doing it to order but because she wanted to please and surprise some one +whom she adored, and in the second place it was an adventure. Miranda had +longed for an adventure all her life and now she thought it had come to +her. + +When the table was set it looked very pretty. She slipped into the pantry +and searched out the stores. It was not hard to find all that was needed; +cold ham, cheese, pickles, seed cakes, gingerbread, fruit cake, preserves +and jelly, bread and raised biscuit, then she went down cellar and found +the milk and cream and butter. She had just finished the table and set out +the tea pot and caddy of tea when she heard the two gentlemen coming down +the stairs. They went into the parlor and sat down, remarking that their +friend had a pleasant home, and then Miranda heard them plunge into a +political discussion again and she felt that they were safe for a while. +She stole out into the dewy dark to see if there were yet signs of the +home-comers. A screech owl hooted across the night. She stood a while by +the back fence looking out across the dark sea of whispering wheat. By and +by she thought she heard subdued voices above the soft swish of the +parting wheat, and by the light of the stars she saw them coming. Quick as +a wink she slid over the fence into the Heath back-yard and crouched in +her old place behind the currant bushes. So she saw them come up together, +saw David help Marcia over the fence and watched them till they had passed +up the walk to the light of the kitchen door. Then swiftly she turned and +glided to her own home, well knowing the reckoning that would be in store +for her for this daring bit of recreation. There was about her, however, +an air of triumphant joy as she entered. + +"Where have you ben to, Miranda Griscom, and what on airth you ben up to +now?" was the greeting she received as she lifted the latch of the old +green kitchen door of her grandmother's house. + +Miranda knew that the worst was to come now, for her grandmother never +mentioned the name of Griscom unless she meant business. It was a hated +name to her because of the man who had broken the heart of her daughter. +Grandma Heath always felt that Miranda was an out and out Griscom with not +a streak of Heath about her. The Griscoms all had red hair. But Miranda +lifted her chin high and felt like a princess in disguise. + +"Ben huntin' hen's eggs down in the grass," she said, taking the first +excuse that came into her head. "Is it time to get supper?" + +"Hen's eggs! This time o' night an' dark as pitch. Miranda Griscom, you +ken go up to your room an' not come down tell I call you!" + +It was a dire punishment, or would have been if Miranda had not had her +head full of other things, for the neighbor had been asked to tea and +there would have been much to hear at the table. Besides, it was apparent +that her disgrace was to be made public. However, Miranda did not care. +She hastened to her little attic window, which looked down, as good +fortune would have it, upon the dining-room windows of the Spafford house. +With joy Miranda observed that no one had thought to draw down the shades +and she might sit and watch the supper served over the way,--the supper she +had prepared,--and might think how delectable the doughnuts were, and let +her mouth water over the currant jelly and the quince preserves and +pretend she was a guest, and forget the supper downstairs she was missing. + + + + + + CHAPTER XVI + + +David made what apology he could for his absence on the arrival of his +guests, and pondered in his heart who it could have been that they +referred to as "the maid," until he suddenly remembered Miranda, and +inwardly blessed her for her kindliness. It was more than he would have +expected from any member of the Heath household. Miranda's honest face +among the currant bushes when she had said, "You needn't be afraid of me, +I'll keep still," came to mind. Miranda had evidently scented out the true +state of the case and filled in the breach, taking care not to divulge a +word. He blest her kindly heart and resolved to show his gratitude to her +in some way. Could poor Miranda, sitting supperless in the dark, have but +known his thought, her lonely heart would have fluttered happily. But she +did not, and virtue had to bring its own reward in a sense of duty done. +Then, too, there was a spice of adventure to Miranda's monotonous life in +what she had done, and she was not altogether sad as she sat and let her +imagination revel in what the Spaffords had said and thought, when they +found the house lighted and supper ready. It was better than playing house +down behind the barn when she was a little girl. + +Marcia was the most astonished when she slipped down from her hurried +toilet and found the table decked out in all the house afforded, fairly +groaning under its weight of pickles, preserves, doughnuts, and pie. In +fact, everything that Miranda had found she had put upon that table, and +it is safe to say that the result was not quite as it would have been had +the preparation of the supper been left to Marcia. + +She stood before it and looked, and could not keep from laughing softly to +herself at the array of little dishes of things. Marcia thought at first +that one of the aunts must be here, in the parlor, probably entertaining +the guests, and that the supper was a reproof to her for being away when +she should have been at home attending to her duties, but still she was +puzzled. It scarcely seemed like the aunts to set a table in such a +peculiar manner. The best china was set out, it is true, but so many +little bits of things were in separate dishes. There was half a mould of +currant jelly in a large china plate, there was a fresh mould of quince +jelly quivering on a common dish. All over the table in every available +inch there was something. It would not do to call the guests out to a +table like that. What would David say? And yet, if one of the aunts had +set it and was going to stay to tea, would she be hurt? She tiptoed to the +door and listened, but heard no sound save of men's voices. If an aunt had +been here she was surely gone now and would be none the wiser if a few +dishes were removed. + +With swift fingers Marcia weeded out the things, and set straight those +that were to remain, and then made the tea. She was so quick about it +David had scarcely time to begin to worry because supper was not announced +before she stood in the parlor door, shy and sweet, with a brilliant color +in her cheeks. His little comrade, David felt her to be, and again it +struck him that she was beautiful as he arose to introduce her to the +guests. He saw their open admiration as they greeted her, and he found +himself wondering what they would have thought of Kate, wild-rose Kate +with her graceful witching ways. A tinge of sadness came into his face, +but something suggested to him the thought that Marcia was even more +beautiful than Kate, more like a half-blown bud of a thing. He wondered +that he had never noticed before how her eyes shone. He gave her a +pleasant smile as they passed into the hall, which set the color flaming +in her cheeks again. David seemed different somehow, and that lonely, +set-apart feeling that she had had ever since she came here to live was +gone. David was there and he understood, at least a little bit, and they +had something,--just something, even though it was but a few minutes in a +lonely woods and some gentle words of his,--to call their very own +together. At least that experience did not belong to Kate, never had been +hers, and could not have been borrowed from her. Marcia sighed a happy +sigh as she took her seat at the table. + +The talk ran upon Andrew Jackson, and some utterances of his in his last +message to Congress. The elder of the two gentlemen expressed grave fears +that a mistake had been made in policy and that the country would suffer. + +Governor Clinton was mentioned and his policy discussed. But all this talk +was familiar to Marcia. Her father had been interested in public affairs +always, and she had been brought up to listen to discussions deep and +long, and to think about such things for herself. When she was quite a +little girl her father had made her read the paper aloud to him, from one +end to the other, as he lay back in his big chair with his eyes closed and +his shaggy brows drawn thoughtfully into a frown. Sometimes as she read he +would burst forth with a tirade against this or that man or set of men who +were in opposition to his own pronounced views, and he would pour out a +lengthy reply to little Marcia as she sat patient, waiting for a chance to +go on with her reading. As she grew older she became proud of the +distinction of being her father's _confidante_ politically, and she was +able to talk on such matters as intelligently and as well if not better +than most of the men who came to the house. It was a position which no one +disputed with her. Kate had been much too full of her own plans and Madam +Schuyler too busy with household affairs to bother with politics and +newspapers, so Marcia had always been the one called upon to read when her +father's eyes were tired. As a consequence she was far beyond other girls +of her age in knowledge on public affairs. Well she knew what Andrew +Jackson thought about the tariff, and about the system of canals, and +about improvements in general. She knew which men in Congress were opposed +to and which in favor of certain bills. All through the struggle for +improvements in New York state she had been an eager observer. The +minutest detail of the Erie canal project had interested her, and she was +never without her own little private opinion in the matter, which, +however, seldom found voice except in her eager eyes, whose listening +lights would have been an inspiration to the most eloquent speaker. + +Therefore, Marcia as she sat behind her sprigged china teacups and +demurely poured tea, was taking in all that had been said, and she drew +her breath quickly in a way she had when she was deeply excited, as at +last the conversation neared the one great subject of interest which to +her seemed of most importance in the country at the present day, the +project of a railroad run by steam. + +Nothing was too great for Marcia to believe. Her father had been inclined +to be conservative in great improvements. He had favored the Erie canal, +though had feared it would be impossible to carry so great a project +through, and Marcia in her girlish mind had rejoiced with a joy that to +her was unspeakable when it had been completed and news had come that many +packets were travelling day and night upon the wonderful new water way. +There had been a kind of triumph in her heart to think that men who could +study out these big schemes and plan it all, had been able against so +great odds to carry out their project and prove to all unbelievers that it +was not only possible but practicable. + +Marcia's brain was throbbing with the desire for progress. If she were a +man with money and influence she felt she would so much like to go out +into the world and make stupid people do the things for the country that +ought to be done. Progress had been the keynote of her upbringing, and she +was teeming with energy which she had no hope could ever be used to help +along that for which she felt her ambitions rising. She wanted to see the +world alive, and busy, the great cities connected with one another. She +longed to have free access to cities, to great libraries, to pictures, to +wonderful music. She longed to meet great men and women, the men and women +who were making the history of the world, writing, speaking, and doing +things that were moulding public opinion. Reforms of all sorts were what +helped along and made possible her desires. Why did not the people want a +steam railroad? Why were they so ready to say it could never succeed, that +it would be an impossibility; that the roads could not be made strong +enough to bear so great weights and so constant wear and tear? Why did +they interpose objections to every suggestion made by inventors and +thinking men? Why did even her dear father who was so far in advance of +his times in many ways, why did even he too shake his head and say that he +feared it would never be in this country, at least not in his day, that it +was impracticable? + +The talk was very interesting to Marcia. She ate bits of her biscuit +without knowing, and she left her tea untasted till it was cold. The +younger of the two guests was talking. His name was Jervis. Marcia thought +she had heard the name somewhere, but had not yet placed him in her mind: + +"Yes," said he, with an eager look on his face, "it is coming, it is +coming sooner than they think. Oliver Evans said, you know, that good +roads were all we could expect one generation to do. The next must make +canals, the next might build a railroad which should run by horse power, +and perhaps the next would run a railroad by steam. But we shall not have +to wait so long. We shall have steam moving railway carriages before +another year." + +"What!" said David, "you don't mean it! Have you really any foundation for +such a statement?" He leaned forward, his eyes shining and his whole +attitude one of deep interest. Marcia watched him, and a great pride began +to glow within her that she belonged to him. She looked at the other men. +Their eyes were fixed upon David with heightening pleasure and pride. + +The older man watched the little tableau a moment and then he explained: + +"The Mohawk and Hudson Company have just made an engagement with Mr. +Jervis as chief engineer of their road. He expects to run that road by +steam!" + +He finished his fruit cake and preserves under the spell of astonishment +he had cast upon his host and hostess. + +David and Marcia turned simultaneously toward Mr. Jervis for a +confirmation of this statement. Mr. Jervis smiled in affirmation. + +"But will it not be like all the rest, no funds?" asked David a trifle +sadly. "It may be years even yet before it is really started." + +But Mr. Jervis' face was reassuring. + +"The contract is let for the grading. In fact work has already begun. I +expect to begin laying the track by next Spring, perhaps sooner. As soon +as the track is laid we shall show them." + +David's eyes shone and he reached out and grasped the hand of the man who +had the will and apparently the means of accomplishing this great thing +for the country. + +"It will make a wonderful change in the whole land," said David musingly. +He had forgotten to eat. His face was aglow and a side of his nature which +Marcia did not know was uppermost. Marcia saw the man, the thinker, the +writer, the former of public opinion, the idealist. Heretofore David had +been to her in the light of her sister's lover, a young man of promise, +but that was all. Now she saw something more earnest, and at once it was +revealed to her what a man he was, a man like her father. David's eyes +were suddenly drawn to meet hers. He looked on Marcia and seemed to be +sharing his thought with her, and smiled a smile of comradeship. He felt +all at once that she could and would understand his feelings about this +great new enterprise, and would be glad too. It pleased him to feel this. +It took a little of his loneliness away. Kate would never have been +interested in these things. He had never expected such sympathy from her. +She had been something beautiful and apart from his world, and as such he +had adored her. But it was pleasant to have some one who could understand +and feel as he did. Just then he was not thinking of his lost Kate. So he +smiled and Marcia felt the glow of warmth from his look and returned it, +and the two visitors knew that they were among friends who understood and +sympathized. + +"Yes, it will make a change," said the older man. "I hope I may live to +see at least a part of it." + +"If you succeed there will be many others to follow. The land will soon be +a network of railroads," went on David, still musing. + +"We shall succeed!" said Mr. Jervis, closing his lips firmly in a way that +made one sure he knew whereof he spoke. + +"And now tell me about it," said David, with his most engaging smile, as a +child will ask to have a story. David could be most fascinating when he +felt he was in a sympathetic company. At other times he was wont to be +grave, almost to severity. But those who knew him best and had seen him +thus melted into child-like enthusiasm, felt his lovableness as the others +never dreamed. + +The table talk launched into a description of the proposed road, the road +bed, the manner of laying the rails, their thickness and width, and the +way of bolting them down to the heavy timbers that lay underneath. It was +all intensely fascinating to Marcia. Mr. Jervis took knives and forks to +illustrate and then showed by plates and spoons how they were fastened +down. + +David asked a question now and then, took out his note book and wrote down +some things. The two guests were eager and plain in their answers. They +wanted David to write it up. They wanted the information to be accurate +and full. + +"The other day I saw a question in a Baltimore paper, sent in by a +subscriber, 'What is a railroad?'" said the old gentleman, "and the +editor's reply was, 'Can any of our readers answer this question and tell +us what is a railroad?'" + +There was a hearty laugh over the unenlightened unbelievers who seemed to +be only too willing to remain in ignorance of the march of improvement. + +David finally laid down his note book, feeling that he had gained all the +information he needed at present. "I have much faith in you and your +skill, but I do not quite see how you are going to overcome all the +obstacles. How, for instance, are you going to overcome the inequalities +in the road? Our country is not a flat even one like those abroad where +the railroad has been tried. There are sharp grades, and many curves will +be necessary," said he. + +Mr. Jervis had shoved his chair back from the table, but now he drew it up +again sharply and began to move the dishes back from his place, a look of +eagerness gleaming in his face. + +Once again the dishes and cups were brought into requisition as the +engineer showed a crude model, in china and cutlery, of an engine he +proposed to have constructed, illustrating his own idea about a truck for +the forward wheels which should move separately from the back wheels and +enable the engine to conform to curves more readily. + +Marcia sat with glowing cheeks watching the outline of history that was to +be, not knowing that the little model before her, made from her own +teacups and saucers, was to be the model for all the coming engines of the +many railroads of the future. + +Finally the chairs were pushed back, and yet the talk went on. Marcia +slipped silently about conveying the dishes away. And still the guests sat +talking. She could hear all they said even when she was in the kitchen +washing the china, for she did it very softly and never a clink hid a +word. They talked of Governor Clinton again and of his attitude toward the +railroad. They spoke of Thurlow Weed and a number of others whose names +were familiar to Marcia in the papers she had read to her father. They +told how lately on the Baltimore and Ohio railroad Peter Cooper had +experimented with a little locomotive, and had beaten a gray horse +attached to another car. + +Marcia smiled brightly as she listened, and laid the delicate china teapot +down with care lest she should lose a word. But ever with her interest in +the march of civilization, there were other thoughts mingling. Thoughts of +David and of how he would be connected with it all. He would write it up +and be identified with it. He was brave enough to face any new movement. + +David's paper was a temperance paper. There were not many temperance +papers in those days. David was brave. He had already faced a number of +unpleasant circumstances in consequence. He was not afraid of sneers or +sarcasms, nor of being called a fanatic. He had taken such a stand that +even those who were opposed had to respect him. Marcia felt the joy of a +great pride in David to-night. + +She sang a happy little song at the bottom of her heart as she worked. The +new railroad was an assured thing, and David was her comrade, that was the +song, and the refrain was, "David, David, David!" + +Later, after the guests had talked themselves out and taken their candles +to their rooms, David with another comrade's smile, and a look in his eyes +that saw visions of the country's future, and for this one night at least +promised not to dream of the past, bade her good night. + +She went up to her white chamber and lay down upon the pillow, whose case +was fragrant of lavendar blossoms, dreaming with a smile of to-morrow. She +thought she was riding in a strange new railroad train with David's arm +about her and Harry Temple running along at his very best pace to try to +catch them, but he could not. + +Miranda, at her supperless window, watched the evening hours and thought +many thoughts. She wondered why they stayed in the dining room so late, +and why they did not go into the parlor and make Marcia play the "music +box" as she called it; and why there was a light so long in that back +chamber over the kitchen. Could it be they had put one of the guests +there? Surely not. Perhaps that was David's study. Perhaps he was writing. +Ah! She had guessed aright. David was sitting up to write while the +inspiration was upon him. + +But Miranda slept and ceased to wonder long before David's light was +extinguished, and when he finally lay down it was with a body healthily +weary, and a mind for the time free from any intruding thought of himself +and his troubles. + +He had written a most captivating article that would appear in his paper +in a few days, and which must convince many doubters that a railroad was +at last an established fact among them. + +There were one or two points which he must ask the skilled engineer in the +morning, but as he reviewed what he had written he felt a sense of deep +satisfaction, and a true delight in his work. His soul thrilled with the +power of his gift. He loved it, exulted in it. It was pleasant to feel +that delight in his work once more. He had thought since his marriage that +it was gone forever, but perhaps by and by it would return to console him, +and he would be able to do greater things in the world because of his +suffering. + +Just as he dropped to sleep there came a thought of Marcia, pleasantly, as +one remembers a flower. He felt that there was a comfort about Marcia, a +something helpful in her smile. There was more to her than he had +supposed. She was not merely a child. How her face had glowed as the men +talked of the projected railroad, and almost she seemed to understand as +they described the proposed engine with its movable trucks. She would be a +companion who would be interested in his pursuits. He had hoped to teach +Kate to understand his life work and perhaps help him some, but Kate was +by nature a butterfly, a bird of gay colors, always on the wing. He would +not have wanted her to be troubled with deep thoughts. Marcia seemed to +enjoy such things. What if he should take pains to teach her, read with +her, help cultivate her mind? It would at least be an occupation for +leisure hours, something to interest him and keep away the awful pall of +sadness. + +How sweet she had looked as she lay asleep in the woods with the tears on +her cheek like the dew-drops upon a rose petal! She was a dear little girl +and he must take care of her and protect her. That scoundrel Temple! What +were such men made for? He must settle him to-morrow. + +And so he fell asleep. + + + + + + CHAPTER XVII + + +Harry Temple sat in his office the next morning with his feet upon the +table and his wooden armed chair tilted back against the wall. + +He had letters to write, a number of them, that should go out with the +afternoon coach, to reach the night packet. There were at least three men +he ought to go and see at once if he would do the best for his employers, +and the office he sat in was by no means in the best of order. But his +feet were elevated comfortably on the table and he was deep in the pages +of a story of the French Court, its loves and hates and intrigues. + +It was therefore with annoyance that he looked up at the opening of the +office door. + +But the frown changed to apprehension, as he saw who was his visitor. He +brought the chair legs suddenly to the floor and his own legs followed +them swiftly. David Spafford was not a man before whom another would sit +with his feet on a table, even to transact business. + +There was a look of startled enquiry on Harry Temple's face. For an +instant his self-complacency was shaken. He hesitated, wondering what tack +to take. Perhaps after all his alarm was unnecessary. Marcia likely had +been too frightened to tell of what had occurred. He noticed the broad +shoulder, the lean, active body, the keen eye, and the grave poise of his +visitor, and thought he would hardly care to fight a duel with that man. +It was natural for him to think at once of a duel on account of the French +court life from which his mind had just emerged. A flash of wonder passed +through his mind whether it would be swords or pistols, and then he set +himself to face the other man. + +David Spafford stood for a full minute and looked into the face of the man +he had come to shame. He looked at him with a calm eye and brow, but with +a growing contempt that did not need words to express it. Harry Temple +felt the color rise in his cheek, and his soul quaked for an instant. Then +his habitual conceit arose and he tried to parry with his eye that keen +piercing gaze of the other. It must have lasted a full minute, though it +seemed to Mr. Temple it was five at the least. He made an attempt to offer +his visitor a chair, but it was not noticed. David Spafford looked his man +through and through, and knew him for exactly what he was. At last he +spoke, quietly, in a tone that was too courteous to be contemptuous, but +it humiliated the listener more even than contempt: + +"It would be well for you to leave town at once." + +That was all. The listener felt that it was a command. His wrath arose +hotly, and beat itself against the calm exterior of his visitor's gaze in +a look that was brazen enough to have faced a whole town of accusers. +Harry Temple could look innocent and handsome when he chose. + +"I do not understand you, sir!" he said. "That is a most extraordinary +statement!" + +"It would be well for you to leave town at once." + +This time the command was imperative. Harry's eyes blazed. + +"Why?" He asked it with that impertinent tilt to his chin which usually +angered his opponent in any argument. Once he could break that steady, +iron, self-control he felt he would have the best of things. He could +easily persuade David Spafford that everything was all right if he could +get him off his guard and make him angry. An angry man could do little but +bluster. + +"You understand very well," replied David, his voice still, steady and his +gaze not swerving. + +"Indeed! Well, this is most extraordinary," said Harry, losing control of +himself again. "Of what do you accuse me, may I enquire?" + +"Of nothing that your own heart does not accuse you," said David. And +somehow there was more than human indignation in the gaze now: there was +pity, a sense of shame for another soul who could lower himself to do +unseemly things. Before that look the blood crept into Harry's cheek +again. An uncomfortable sensation entirely new was stealing over him. A +sense of sin--no, not that exactly,--a sense that he had made a mistake, +perhaps. He never was very hard upon himself even when the evidence was +clear against him. It angered him to feel humiliated. What a fuss to make +about a little thing! What a tiresome old cad to care about a little +flirtation with his wife! He wished he had let the pretty baby alone +entirely. She was of no finer stuff than many another who had accepted his +advances with pleasure. He stiffened his neck and replied with much +haughtiness: + +"My heart accuses me of nothing, sir. I assure you I consider your words +an insult! I demand satisfaction for your insulting language, sir!" Harry +Temple had never fought a duel, and had never been present when others +fought, but that was the language in which a challenge was usually +delivered in French novels. + +"It is not a matter for discussion!" said David Spafford, utterly ignoring +the other's blustering words. "I am fully informed as to all that occurred +yesterday afternoon, and I tell you once more, it would be well for you to +leave town at once. I have nothing further to say." + +David turned and walked toward the door, and Harry stood, ignored, angry, +crestfallen, and watched him until he reached the door. + +"You would better ask your informant further of her part in the matter!" +he hissed, suddenly, an open sneer in his voice and a covert implication +of deep meaning. + +David turned, his face flashing with righteous indignation. The man who +was withered by the scorn of that glance wished heartily that he had not +uttered the false sentence. He felt the smallness of his own soul, during +the instant of silence in which his visitor stood looking at him. + +Then David spoke deliberately: + +"I knew you were a knave," said he, "but I did not suppose you were also a +coward. A man who is not a coward will not try to put the blame upon a +woman, especially upon an innocent one. You, sir, will leave town this +evening. Any business further than you can settle between this and that I +will see properly attended to. I warn you, sir, it will be unwise for you +to remain longer than till the evening coach." + +Perfectly courteous were David's tones, keen command was in his eye and +determination in every line of his face. Harry could not recover himself +to reply, could not master his frenzy of anger and humiliation to face the +righteous look of his accuser. Before he realized it, David was gone. + +He stood by the window and watched him go down the street with rapid, firm +tread and upright bearing. Every line in that erect form spoke of +determination. The conviction grew within him that the last words of his +visitor were true, and that it would be wise for him to leave town. He +rebelled at the idea. He did not wish to leave, for business matters were +in such shape, or rather in such chaos, that it would be extremely awkward +for him to meet his employers and explain his desertion at that time. +Moreover there were several homes in the town open to him whenever he +chose, where were many attractions. It was a lazy pleasant life he had +been leading here, fully trusted, and wholly disloyal to the trust, +troubled by no uneasy overseers, not even his own conscience, dined and +smiled upon with lovely languishing eyes. He did not care to go, even +though he had decried the town as dull and monotonous. + +But, on the other hand, things had occurred--not the unfortunate little +mistake of yesterday, of course, but others, more serious things--that he +would hardly care to have brought to the light of day, especially through +the keen sarcastic columns of David Spafford's paper. He had seen other +sinners brought to a bloodless retribution in those columns by dauntless +weapons of sarcasm and wit which in David Spafford's hands could be made +to do valiant work. He did not care to be humiliated in that way. He could +not brazen it out. He was convinced that the man meant what he said, and +from what he knew of his influence he felt that he would leave no stone +unturned till he had made the place too hot to hold him. Only Harry Temple +himself knew how easy that would be to do, for no one else knew how many +"mistakes" (?) Harry had made, and he, unfortunately for himself, did not +know how many of them were not known, by any who could harm him. + +He stood a long time clinking some sixpences and shillings together in his +pocket, and scowling down the street after David had disappeared from +sight. + +"Blame that little pink-cheeked, baby-eyed fool!" he said at last, turning +on his heel with a sigh. "I might have known she was too goody-goody. Such +people ought to die young before they grow up to make fools of other +people. Bah! Think of a wife like that with no spirit of her own. A baby! +Merely a baby!" + +Nevertheless, in his secret heart, he knew he honored Marcia and felt a +true shame that she had looked into his tarnished soul. + +Then he looked round about upon his papers that represented a whole week's +hard work and maybe more before they were cleared away, and reflected how +much easier after all it would be to get up a good excuse and go away, +leaving all this to some poor drudge who should be sent here in his place. +He looked around again and his eyes lighted upon his book. He remembered +the exciting crisis in which he had left the heroine and down he sat to +his story again. At least there was nothing demanding attention this +moment. He need not decide what he would do. If he went there were few +preparations to make. He would toss some things into his carpet-bag and +pretend to have been summoned to see a sick and dying relative, a +long-lost brother or something. It would be easy to invent one when the +time came. Then he could leave directions for the rest of his things to be +packed if he did not return, and get rid of the trouble of it all. As for +the letters, if he was going what use to bother with them? Let them wait +till his successor should come. It mattered little to him whether his +employers suffered for his negligence or not so long as he finished his +story. Besides, it would not do to let that cad think he had frightened +him. He would pretend he was not going, at least during his hours of +grace. So he picked up his book and went on reading. + +At noon he sauntered back to his boarding house as usual for his dinner, +having professed an unusually busy morning to those who came in to the +office on business and made appointments with them for the next day. This +had brought him much satisfaction as the morning wore away and he was left +free to his book, and so before dinner he had come to within a very few +pages of the end. + +After a leisurely dinner he sauntered back to the office again, rejoicing +in the fact that circumstances had so arranged themselves that he had +passed David Spafford in front of the newspaper office and given him a +most elaborate and friendly bow in the presence of four or five +bystanders. David's look in return had meant volumes, and decided Harry +Temple to do as he had been ordered, not, of course, because he had been +ordered to do so, but because it would be an easier thing to do. In fact +he made up his mind that he was weary of this part of the country. He went +back to his book. + +About the middle of the afternoon he finished the last pages. He rose up +with alacrity then and began to think what he should do. He glanced around +the room, sought out a few papers, took some daguerreotypes of girls from +a drawer of his desk, gave a farewell glance around the dismal little room +that had seen so much shirking for the past few months, and then went out +and locked the door. + +He paused at the corner. Which way should he go? He did not care to go +back to the office, for his book was done, and he scarcely needed to go to +his room at his boarding place yet either, for the afternoon was but half +over and he wished his departure to appear to be entirely unpremeditated. +A daring thought came into his head. He would walk past David Spafford's +house. He would let Marcia see him if possible. He would show them that he +was not afraid in the least. He even meditated going in and explaining to +Marcia that she had made a great mistake, that he had been merely admiring +her, and that there was no harm in anything he had said or done yesterday, +that he was exceedingly grieved and mortified that she should have +mistaken his meaning for an insult, and so on and so on. He knew well how +to make such honeyed talk when he chose, but the audacity of the thing was +a trifle too much for even his bold nature, so he satisfied himself by +strolling in a leisurely manner by the house. + +When he was directly opposite to it he raised his eyes casually and bowed +and smiled with his most graceful air. True, he did not see any one, for +Marcia had caught sight of him as she was coming out upon the stoop and +had fled into her own room with the door buttoned, she was watching unseen +from behind the folds of her curtain, but he made the bow as complete as +though a whole family had been greeting him from the windows. Marcia, poor +child, thought he must see her, and she felt frozen to the spot, and +stared wildly through the little fold of her curtain with trembling hands +and weak knees till he was passed. Well pleased at himself the young man +walked on, knowing that at least three prominent citizens had seen him bow +and smile, and that they would be witnesses, against anything David might +say to the contrary, that he was on friendly terms with Mrs. Spafford. + +Hannah Heath was sitting on the front stoop with her knitting. She often +sat there dressed daintily of an afternoon. Her hands were white and +looked well against the blue yarn she was knitting. Besides there was +something domestic and sentimental in a stocking. It gave a cosy, homey, +air to a woman, Hannah considered. So she sat and knitted and smiled at +whomsoever passed by, luring many in to sit and talk with her, so that the +stockings never grew rapidly, but always kept at about the same stage. If +it had been Miranda, Grandmother Heath would have made some sharp remarks +about the length of time it took to finish that blue stocking, but as it +was Hannah it was all right. + +Hannah sat upon the stoop and knitted as Harry Temple came by. Now, Hannah +was not so great a favorite with Harry as Harry was with Hannah. She was +of the kind who was conquered too easily, and he did not consider it worth +his while to waste time upon her simperings usually. But this afternoon +was different. He had nowhere to go for a little while, and Hannah's +appearance on the stoop was opportune and gave him an idea. He would +lounge there with her. Perchance fortune would favor him again and David +Spafford would pass by and see him. There would be one more opportunity to +stare insolently at him and defy him, before he bent his neck to obey. +David had given him the day in which to do what he would, and he would +make no move until the time was over and the coach he had named departed, +but he knew that then he would bring down retribution. In just what form +that retribution would come he was not quite certain, but he knew it would +be severe. + +So when Hannah smiled upon him, Harry Temple stepped daintily across the +mud in the road, and came and sat down beside her. He toyed with her +knitting, caught one of her plump white hands, the one on the side away +from the street, and held it, while Hannah pretended not to notice, and +drooped her long eyelashes in a telling way. Hannah knew how. She had been +at it a good many years. + +So he sat, toward five o'clock, when David came by, and bowed gravely to +Hannah, but seemed not to see Harry. Harry let his eyes follow the tall +figure in an insolent stare. + +"What a dough-faced cad that man is!" he said lazily, "no wonder his +little pink-cheeked wife seeks other society. Handsome baby, though, isn't +she?" + +Hannah pricked up her ears. Her loss of David was too recent not to cause +her extreme jealousy of his pretty young wife. Already she fairly hated +her. Her upbringing in the atmosphere of Grandmother Heath's sarcastic, +ill-natured gossip had prepared her to be quick to see meaning in any +insinuation. + +She looked at him keenly, archly for a moment, then replied with drooping +gaze and coquettish manner: + +"You should not blame any one for enjoying your company." + +Hannah stole sly glances to see how he took this, but Harry was an old +hand and proof against such scrutiny. He only shrugged his shoulder +carelessly, as though he dropped all blame like a garment that he had no +need for. + +"And what's the matter with David?" asked Hannah, watching David as he +mounted his own steps, and thinking how often she had watched that tall +form go down the street, and thought of him as destined to belong to her. +The mortification that he had chosen some one else was not yet forgotten. +It amounted almost to a desire for revenge. + +Harry lingered longer than he intended. Hannah begged him to remain to +supper, but he declined, and when she pressed him to do so he looked +troubled and said he was expecting a letter and must hurry back to see if +it came in the afternoon coach. He told her that a dear friend, a beloved +cousin, was lying very ill, and he might be summoned at any moment to his +bedside, and Hannah said some comforting little things in a caressing +voice, and hoped he would find the letter saying the cousin was better. +Then he hurried away. + +It was easy at his boarding house to say he had been called away, and he +rushed up to his room and threw some necessaries into his carpet-bag, +scattering things around the room and helping out the impression that he +was called away in a great hurry. When he was ready he looked at his +watch. It was growing late. The evening coach left in half an hour. He +knew its route well. It started at the village inn, and went down the old +turnpike, stopping here and there to pick up passengers. There was always +a convocation when it started. Perhaps David Spafford would be there and +witness his obedience to the command given him. He set his lips and made +up his mind to escape that at least. He would cheat his adversary of that +satisfaction. + +It would involve a sacrifice. He would have to go without his supper, and +he could smell the frying bacon coming up the stairs. But it would help +the illusion and he could perhaps get something on the way when the coach +stopped to change horses. + +He rushed downstairs and told his landlady that he must start at once, as +he must see a man before the coach went, and she, poor lady, had no chance +to suggest that he leave her a little deposit on the sum of his board +which he already owed her. There was perhaps some method in his hurry for +that reason also. It always bothered him to pay his bills, he had so many +other ways of spending his money. + +So he hurried away and caught a ride in a farm wagon going toward the +Cross Roads. When it turned off he walked a little way until another wagon +came along; finally crossed several fields at a breathless pace and caught +the coach just as it was leaving the Cross Roads, which was the last +stopping place anywhere near the village. He climbed up beside the driver, +still in a breathless condition, and detailed to him how he had received +word, just before the coach started, by a messenger who came +across-country on horseback, that his cousin was dying. + +After he had answered the driver's minutest questions, he sat back and +reflected upon his course with satisfaction. He was off, and he had not +been seen nor questioned by a single citizen, and by to-morrow night his +story as he had told it to the driver would be fully known and circulated +through the place he had just left. The stage driver was one of the best +means of advertisement. It was well to give him full particulars. + +The driver after he had satisfied his curiosity about the young man by his +side, and his reasons for leaving town so hastily, began to wax eloquent +upon the one theme which now occupied his spare moments and his fluent +tongue, the subject of a projected railroad. Whether some of the +sentiments he uttered were his own, or whether he had but borrowed from +others, they were at least uttered with force and apparent conviction, and +many a traveller sat and listened as they were retailed and viewed the +subject from the standpoint of the loud-mouthed coachman. + +A little later Tony Weller, called by some one "the best beloved of all +coachmen," uttered much the same sentiments in the following words: + +"I consider that the railroad is unconstitutional and an invader o' +privileges. As to the comfort, as an old coachman I may say it,--vere's the +comfort o' sittin' in a harm-chair a lookin' at brick walls, and heaps o' +mud, never comin' to a public 'ouse, never seein' a glass o' ale, never +goin' through a pike, never meetin' a change o' no kind (hosses or +otherwise), but always comin' to a place, ven you comes to vun at all, the +werry picter o' the last. + +"As to the honor an' dignity o' travellin' vere can that be without a +coachman, and vat's the rail, to sich coachmen as is sometimes forced to +go by it, but an outrage and an hinsult? As to the ingen, a nasty, +wheezin', gaspin', puffin', bustin' monster always out o' breath, with a +shiny green and gold back like an onpleasant beetle; as to the ingen as is +always a pourin' out red 'ot coals at night an' black smoke in the day, +the sensiblest thing it does, in my opinion, is ven there's somethin' in +the vay, it sets up that 'ere frightful scream vich seems to say, 'Now +'ere's two 'undred an' forty passengers in the werry greatest extremity o' +danger, an' 'ere's their two 'undred an' forty screams in vun!'" + +But such sentiments as these troubled Harry Temple not one whit. He cared +not whether the present century had a railroad or whether it travelled by +foot. He would not lift a white finger to help it along or hinder. As the +talk went on he was considering how and where he might get his supper. + + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII + + +The weather turned suddenly cold and raw that Fall, and almost in one day, +the trees that had been green, or yellowing in the sunshine, put on their +autumn garments of defeat, flaunted them for a brief hour, and dropped +them early in despair. The pleasant woods, to which Marcia had fled in her +dismay, became a mass of finely penciled branches against a wintry sky, +save for the one group of tall pines that hung out heavy above the rest, +and seemed to defy even snowy blasts. + +Marcia could see those pines from her kitchen window, and sometimes as she +worked, if her heart was heavy, she would look out and away to them, and +think of the day she laid her head down beneath them to sob out her +trouble, and awoke to find comfort. Somehow the memory of that little talk +that she and David had then grew into vast proportions in her mind, and +she loved to cherish it. + +There had come letters from home. Her stepmother had written, a stiff, not +unloving letter, full of injunctions to be sure to remember this, and not +do that, and on no account to let any relative or neighbor persuade her +out of the ways in which she had been brought up. She was attempting to do +as many mothers do, when they see the faults in the child they have +brought up, try to bring them up over again. At some of the sentences a +wild homesickness took possession of her. Some little homely phrase about +one of the servants, or the mention of a pet hen or cow, would bring the +longing tears to her eyes, and she would feel that she must throw away +this new life and run back to the old one. + +School was begun at home. Mary Ann and Hanford would be taking the long +walk back and forth together twice a day to the old school-house. She half +envied them their happy, care-free life. She liked to think of the shy +courting that she had often seen between scholars in the upper classes. +Her imagination pleased itself sometimes when she was going to sleep, +trying to picture out the school goings and home comings, and their sober +talk. Not that she ever looked back to Hanford Weston with regret, not +she. She knew always that he was not for her, and perhaps, even so early +as that in her new life, if the choice had been given her whether she +would go back to her girlhood again and be as she was before Kate had run +away, or whether she would choose to stay here in the new life with David, +it is likely she would have chosen to stay. + +There were occasional letters from Squire Schuyler. He wrote of politics, +and sent many messages to his son-in-law which Marcia handed over to David +at the tea table to read, and which always seemed to soften David and +bring a sweet sadness into his eyes. He loved and respected his +father-in-law. It was as if he were bound to him by the love of some one +who had died. Marcia thought of that every time she handed David a letter, +and sat and watched him read it. + +Sometimes little Harriet or the boys printed out a few words about the +family cat, or the neighbors' children, and Marcia laughed and cried over +the poor little attempts at letters and longed to have the eager childish +faces of the writers to kiss. + +But in all of them there was never a mention of the bright, beautiful, +selfish girl around whom the old home life used to centre and who seemed +now, judging from the home letters, to be worse than dead to them all. But +since the afternoon upon the hill a new and pleasant intercourse had +sprung up between David and Marcia. True it was confined mainly to +discussions of the new railroad, the possibilities of its success, and the +construction of engines, tracks, etc. David was constantly writing up the +subject for his paper, and he fell into the habit of reading his articles +aloud to Marcia when they were finished. She would listen with breathless +admiration, sometimes combating a point ably, with the old vim she had +used in her discussion over the newspaper with her father, but mainly +agreeing with every word he wrote, and always eager to understand it down +to the minutest detail. + +He always seemed pleased at her praise, and wrote on while she put away +the tea-things with a contented expression as though he had passed a high +critic, and need not fear any other. Once he looked up with a quizzical +expression and made a jocose remark about "our article," taking her into a +sort of partnership with him in it, which set her heart to beating +happily, until it seemed as if she were really in some part at least +growing into his life. + +But after all their companionship was a shy, distant one, more like that +of a brother and sister who had been separated all their lives and were +just beginning to get acquainted, and ever there was a settled sadness +about the lines of David's mouth and eyes. They sat around one table now, +the evenings when they were at home, for there were still occasional +tea-drinkings at their friends' houses; and there was one night a week +held religiously for a formal supper with the aunts, which David kindly +acquiesced in--more for the sake of his Aunt Clarinda than the +others,--whenever he was not detained by actual business. Then, too, there +was the weekly prayer meeting held at "early candle light" in the dim old +shadowed church. They always walked down the twilighted streets together, +and it seemed to Marcia there was a sweet solemnity about that walk. They +never said much to each other on the way. David seemed preoccupied with +holy thoughts, and Marcia walked softly beside him as if he had been the +minister, looking at him proudly and reverently now and then. David was +often called upon to pray in meeting and Marcia loved to listen to his +words. He seemed to be more intimate with God than the others, who were +mostly old men and prayed with long, rolling, solemn sentences that put +the whole community down into the dust and ashes before their Creator. + +Marcia rather enjoyed the hour spent in the sombreness of the church, with +the flickering candle light making grotesque forms of shadows on the wall +and among the tall pews. The old minister reminded her of the one she had +left at home, though he was more learned and scholarly, and when he had +read the Scripture passages he would take his spectacles off and lay them +across the great Bible where the candle light played at glances with the +steel bows, and say: "Let us pray!" Then would come that soft stir and +hush as the people took the attitude of prayer. Marcia sometimes joined in +the prayer in her heart, uttering shy little petitions that were vague and +indefinite, and had to do mostly with the days when she was troubled and +homesick, and felt that David belonged wholly to Kate. Always her clear +voice joined in the slow hymns that quavered out now and again, lined out +to the worshippers. + +Marcia and David went out from that meeting down the street to their home +with the hush upon them that must have been upon the Israelites of old +after they had been to the solemn congregation. + +But once David had come in earlier than usual and had caught Marcia +reading the Scottish Chiefs, and while she started guiltily to be found +thus employed he smiled indulgently. After supper he said: "Get your book, +child, and sit down. I have some writing to do, and after it is done I +will read it to you." So after that, more and more often, it was a book +that Marcia held in her hands in the long evenings when they sat together, +instead of some useful employment, and so her education progressed. Thus +she read Epictetus, Rasselas, The Deserted Village, The Vicar of +Wakefield, Paradise Lost, the Mysteries of the Human Heart, Marshall's +Life of Columbus, The Spy, The Pioneers, and The Last of the Mohicans. + +She had been asked to sing in the village choir. David sang a sweet high +tenor there, and Marcia's voice was clear and strong as a blackbird's, +with the plaintive sweetness of the wood-robin's. + +Hannah Heath was in the choir also, and jealously watched her every move, +but of this Marcia was unaware until informed of it by Miranda. With her +inherited sweetness of nature she scarcely credited it, until one Sunday, +a few weeks after the departure of Harry Temple, Hannah leaned forward +from her seat among the altos and whispered quite distinctly, so that +those around could hear--it was just before the service--"I've just had a +letter from your friend Mr. Temple. I thought you might like to know that +his cousin got well and he has gone back to New York. He won't be +returning here this year. On some accounts he thought it was better not." + +It was all said pointedly, with double emphasis upon the "your friend," +and "some accounts." Marcia felt her cheeks glow, much to her vexation, +and tried to control her whisper to seem kindly as she answered +indifferently enough. + +"Oh, indeed! But you must have made a mistake. Mr. Temple is a very slight +acquaintance of mine. I have met him only a few times, and I know nothing +about his cousin. I was not aware even that he had gone away." + +Hannah raised her speaking eyebrows and replied, quite loud now, for the +choir leader had stood up already with his tuning-fork in hand, and one +could hear it faintly twang: + +"Indeed!"--using Marcia's own word--and quite coldly, "I should have thought +differently from what Harry himself told me," and there was that in her +tone which deepened the color in Marcia's cheeks and caused it to stay +there during the entire morning service as she sat puzzling over what +Hannah could have meant. It rankled in her mind during the whole day. She +longed to ask David about it, but could not get up the courage. + +She could not bear to revive the memory of what seemed to be her shame. It +was at the minister's donation party that Hannah planted another thorn in +her heart,--Hannah, in a green plaid silk with delicate undersleeves of +lace, and a tiny black velvet jacket. + +She selected a time when Lemuel was near, and when Aunt Amelia and Aunt +Hortense, who believed that all the young men in town were hovering about +David's wife, sat one on either side of Marcia, as if to guard her for +their beloved nephew--who was discussing politics with Mr. Heath--and who +never seemed to notice, so blind he was in his trust of her. + +So Hannah paused and posed before the three ladies, and with Lemuel +smiling just at her elbow, began in her affected way: + +"I've had another letter from New York, from your friend Mr. Temple," she +said it with the slightest possible glance over her shoulder to get the +effect of her words upon the faithful Lemuel, "and he tells me he has met +a sister of yours. By the way, she told him that David used to be very +fond of her before she was married. I suppose she'll be coming to visit +you now she's so near as New York." + +Two pairs of suspicious steely eyes flew like stinging insects to gaze +upon her, one on either side, and Marcia's heart stood still for just one +instant, but she felt that here was her trying time, and if she would help +David and do the work for which she had become his wife, she must protect +him now from any suspicions or disagreeable tongues. By very force of will +she controlled the trembling of her lips. + +"My sister will not likely visit us this winter, I think," she replied as +coolly as if she had had a letter to that effect that morning, and then +she deliberately looked at Lemuel Skinner and asked if he had heard of the +offer of prizes of four thousand dollars in cash that the Baltimore and +Ohio railroad had just made for the most approved engine delivered for +trial before June first, 1831, not to exceed three and a half tons in +weight and capable of drawing, day by day, fifteen tons inclusive of +weight of wagons, fifteen miles per hour. Lemuel looked at her blankly and +said he had not heard of it. He was engaged in thinking over what Hannah +had said about a letter from Harry Temple. He cared nothing about +railroads. + +"The second prize is thirty-five hundred dollars," stated Marcia eagerly, +as though it were of the utmost importance to her. + +"Are you thinking of trying for one of the prizes?" sneered Hannah, +piercing her with her eyes, and now indeed the ready color flowed into +Marcia's face. Her ruse had been detected. + +"If I were a man and understood machinery I believe I would. What a grand +thing it would be to be able to invent a thing like an engine that would +be of so much use to the world," she answered bravely. + +"They are most dangerous machines," said Aunt Amelia disapprovingly. "No +right-minded Christian who wishes to live out the life his Creator has +given him would ever ride behind one. I have heard that boilers always +explode." + +"They are most unnecessary!" said Aunt Hortense severely, as if that +settled the question for all time and all railroad corporations. + +But Marcia was glad for once of their disapproval and entered most +heartily into a discussion of the pros and cons of engines and steam, +quoting largely from David's last article for the paper on the subject, +until Hannah and Lemuel moved slowly away. The discussion served to keep +the aunts from inquiring further that evening about the sister in New +York. + +Marcia begged them to go with her into the kitchen and see the store of +good things that had been brought to the minister's house by his loving +parishioners. Bags of flour and meal, pumpkins, corn in the ear, eggs, and +nice little pats of butter. A great wooden tub of doughnuts, baskets of +apples and quinces, pounds of sugar and tea, barrels of potatoes, whole +hams, a side of pork, a quarter of beef, hanks of yarn, and strings of +onions. It was a goodly array. Marcia felt that the minister must be +beloved by his people. She watched him and his wife as they greeted their +people, and wished she knew them better, and might come and see them +sometimes, and perhaps eventually feel as much at home with them as with +her own dear minister. + +She avoided Hannah during the remainder of the evening. When the evening +was over and she went upstairs to get her wraps from the high four-poster +bedstead, she had almost forgotten Hannah and her ill-natured, prying +remarks. But Hannah had not forgotten her. She came forth from behind the +bed curtains where she had been searching for a lost glove, and remarked +that she should think Marcia would be lonely this first winter away from +home and want her sister with her a while. + +But the presence of Hannah always seemed a mental stimulus to the spirit +of Marcia. + +"Oh, I'm not in the least lonely," she laughed merrily. "I have a great +many interesting things to do, and I love music and books." + +"Oh, yes, I forgot you are very fond of music. Harry Temple told me about +it," said Hannah. Again there was that disagreeable hint of something more +behind her words, that aggravated Marcia almost beyond control. For an +instant a cutting reply was upon her lips and her eyes flashed fire; then +it came to her how futile it would be, and she caught the words in time +and walked swiftly down the stairs. David watching her come down saw the +admiring glances of all who stood in the hall below, and took her under +his protection with a measure of pride in her youth and beauty that he did +not himself at all realize. All the way home he talked with her about the +new theory of railroad construction, quite contented in her companionship, +while she, poor child, much perturbed in spirit, wondered how he would +feel if he knew what Hannah had said. + +David fell into a deep study with a book and his papers about him, after +they had reached home. Marcia went up to her quiet, lonely chamber, put +her face in the pillow and thought and wept and prayed. When at last she +lay down to rest she did not know anything she could do but just to go on +living day by day and helping David all she could. At most there was +nothing to fear for herself, save a kind of shame that she had not been +the first sister chosen, and she found to her surprise that that was +growing to be deeper than she had supposed. + +She wished as she fell asleep that her girl-dreams might have been left to +develop and bloom like other girls', and that she might have had a real +lover,--like David in every way, yet of course not David because he was +Kate's. But a real lover who would meet her as David had done that night +when he thought she was Kate, and speak to her tenderly. + +One afternoon David, being wearied with an unusual round of taxing cares, +came home to rest and study up some question in his library. + +Finding the front door fastened, and remembering that he had left his key +in his other pocket, he came around to the back door, and much preoccupied +with thought went through the kitchen and nearly to the hall before the +unusual sounds of melody penetrated to his ears. He stopped for an instant +amazed, forgetting the piano, then comprehending he wondered who was +playing. Perhaps some visitor was in the parlor. He would listen and find +out. He was weary and dusty with the soil of the office upon his hands and +clothes. He did not care to meet a visitor, so under cover of the music he +slipped into the door of his library across the hall from the parlor and +dropped into his great arm-chair. + +Softly and tenderly stole the music through the open door, all about him, +like the gentle dropping of some tender psalms or comforting chapter in +the Bible to an aching heart. It touched his brow like a soft soothing +hand, and seemed to know and recognize all the agonies his heart had been +passing through, and all the weariness his body felt. + +He put his head back and let it float over him and rest him. Tinkling +brooks and gentle zephyrs, waving of forest trees, and twitterings of +birds, calm lazy clouds floating by, a sweetness in the atmosphere, bells +far away, lowing herds, music of the angels high in heaven, the soothing +strain from each extracted and brought to heal his broken heart. It fell +like dew upon his spirit. Then, like a fresh breeze with zest and life +borne on, came a new strain, grand and fine and high, calling him to +better things. He did not know it was a strain of Handel's music grown +immortal, but his spirit recognized the higher call, commanding him to +follow, and straightway he felt strengthened to go onward in the course he +had been pursuing. Old troubles seemed to grow less, anguish fell away +from him. He took new lease of life. Nothing seemed impossible. + +Then she played by ear one or two of the old tunes they sang in church, +touching the notes tenderly and almost making them speak the words. It +seemed a benediction. Suddenly the playing ceased and Marcia remembered it +was nearly supper time. + +He met her in the doorway with a new look in his eyes, a look of high +purpose and exultation. He smiled upon her and said: "That was good, +child. I did not know you could do it. You must give it to us often." +Marcia felt a glow of pleasure in his kindliness, albeit she felt that the +look in his eyes set him apart and above her, and made her feel the child +she was. She hurried out to get the supper between pleasure and a nameless +unrest. She was glad of this much, but she wanted more, a something to +meet her soul and satisfy. + + + + + + CHAPTER XIX + + +The world had not gone well with Mistress Kate Leavenworth, and she was +ill-pleased. She had not succeeded in turning her father's heart toward +herself as she had confidently expected to do when she ran away with her +sea captain. She had written a gay letter home, taking for granted, in a +pretty way, the forgiveness she did not think it necessary to ask, but +there had come in return a brief harsh statement from her father that she +was no longer his daughter and must cease from further communication with +the family in any way; that she should never enter his house again and not +a penny of his money should ever pass to her. He also informed her plainly +that the trousseau made for her had been given to her sister who was now +the wife of the man she had not seen fit to marry. + +Over this letter Mistress Kate at first stormed, then wept, and finally +sat down to frame epistle after epistle in petulant, penitent language. +These epistles following each other by daily mail coaches still brought +nothing further from her irate parent, and my lady was at last forced to +face the fact that she must bear the penalty of her own misdeeds; a lesson +she should have learned much earlier in life. + +The young captain, who had always made it appear that he had plenty of +money, had spent his salary, and most of his mother's fortune, which had +been left in his keeping as administrator of his father's estate; so he +had really very little to offer the spoiled and petted beauty, who simply +would not settle down to the inevitable and accept the fate she had +brought upon herself and others. Day after day she fretted and blamed her +husband until he heartily wished her back from whence he had taken her; +wished her back with her straitlaced lover from whom he had stolen her; +wished her anywhere save where she was. Her brightness and beauty seemed +all gone: she was a sulky child insisting upon the moon or nothing. She +waited to go to New York and be established in a fine house with plenty of +servants and a carriage and horses, and the young captain had not the +wherewithal to furnish these accessories to an elegant and luxurious life. + +He had loved her so far as his shallow nature could love, and perhaps she +had returned it in the beginning. He wanted to spend his furlough in quiet +places where he might have a honeymoon of his ideal, bantering Kate's +sparkling sentences, looking into her beautiful eyes, touching her rosy +lips with his own as often as he chose. But Mistress Kate had lost her +sparkle. She would not be kissed until she had gained her point, her +lovely eyes were full of disfiguring tears and angry flashes, and her +speech scintillated with cutting sarcasms, which were none the less hard +to bear that they pressed home some disagreeable truths to the easy, +careless spendthrift. The rose had lost its dew and was making its thorns +felt. + +And so they quarreled through their honeymoon, and Captain Leavenworth was +not sorry when a hasty and unexpected end came to his furlough and he was +ordered off with his ship for an indefinite length of time. + +Even then Kate thought to get her will before he left, and held on her +sullen ways and her angry, blameful talk until the last minute, so that he +hurried away without even one good-bye kiss, and with her angry sentences +sounding in his ears. + +True, he repented somewhat on board the ship and sent her back more money +than she could reasonably have expected under the circumstances, but he +sent it without one word of gentleness, and Kate's heart was hard toward +her husband. + +Then with bitterness and anguish,--that was new and fairly astonishing that +it had come to her who had always had her way,--she sat down to think of +the man she had jilted. He would have been kind to her. He would have +given her all she asked and more. He would even have moved his business to +New York to please her, she felt sure. Why had she been so foolish! And +then, like many another sinner who is made at last to see the error of his +ways, she cast hard thoughts at a Fate which had allowed her to make so +great a mistake, and pitied her poor little self out of all recognition of +the character she had formed. + +But she took her money and went to New York, for she felt that there only +could she be at all happy, and have some little taste of the delights of +true living. + +She took up her abode with an ancient relative of her own mother's, who +lived in a quiet respectable part of the city, and who was glad to piece +out her small annuity with the modest sum that Kate agreed to pay for her +board. + +It was not long before Mistress Kate, with her beautiful face, and the +pretty clothes which she took care to provide at once for herself, +spending lavishly out of the diminishing sum her husband had sent her, and +thinking not of the morrow, nor the day when the board bills would be due, +became well known. The musty little parlor of the ancient relative was +daily filled with visitors, and every evening Kate held court, with the +old aunt nodding in her chair by the fireside. + +Neither did the poor old lady have a very easy time of it, in spite of the +promise of weekly pay. Kate laughed at the old furniture and the old ways. +She demanded new things, and got them, too, until the old lady saw little +hope of any help from the board money when Kate was constantly saying: "I +saw this in a shop down town, auntie, and as I knew you needed it I just +bought it. My board this week will just pay for it." As always, Kate +ruled. The little parlor took on an air of brightness, and Kate became +popular. A few women of fashion took her up, and Kate launched herself +upon a gay life, her one object to have as good a time as possible, +regardless of what her husband or any one else might think. + +When Kate had been in New York about two months it happened one day that +she went out to drive with one of her new acquaintances, a young married +woman of about her own age, who had been given all in a worldly way that +had been denied to Kate. + +They made some calls in Brooklyn, and returned on the ferry-boat, carriage +and all, just as the sun was setting. + +The view was marvellous. The water a flood of pink and green and gold; the +sails of the vessels along the shore lit up resplendently; the buildings +of the city beyond sent back occasional flashes of reflected light from +window glass or church spire. It was a picture worth looking upon, and +Kate's companion was absorbed in it. + +Not so Kate. She loved display above all things. She sat up statelily, +aware that she looked well in her new frock with the fine lace collar she +had extravagantly purchased the day before, and her leghorn bonnet with +its real ostrich feather, which was becoming in the extreme. She enjoyed +sitting back of the colored coachman, her elegant friend by her side, and +being admired by the two ladies and the little girl who sat in the ladies' +cabin and occasionally peeped curiously at her from the window. She drew +herself up haughtily and let her soul "delight itself in fatness"--borrowed +fatness, perhaps, but still, the long desired. She told herself she had a +right to it, for was she not a Schuyler? That name was respected +everywhere. + +She bore a grudge at a man and woman who stood by the railing absorbed in +watching the sunset haze that lay over the river showing the white sails +in gleams like flashes of white birds here and there. + +A young man well set up, and fashionably attired, sauntered up to the +carriage. He spoke to Kate's friend, and was introduced. Kate felt in her +heart it was because of her presence there he came. His bold black eyes +told her as much and she was flattered. + +They fell to talking. + +"You say you spent the summer near Albany, Mr. Temple," said Kate +presently, "I wonder if you happen to know any of my friends. Did you meet +a Mr. Spafford? David Spafford?" + +"Of course I did, knew him well," said the young man with guarded tone. +But a quick flash of dislike, and perhaps fear had crossed his face at the +name. Kate was keen. She analyzed that look. She parted her charming red +lips and showed her sharp little teeth like the treacherous pearls in a +white kitten's pink mouth. + +"He was once a lover of mine," said Kate carelessly, wrinkling her piquant +little nose as if the idea were comical, and laughing out a sweet ripple +of mirth that would have cut David to the heart. + +"Indeed!" said the ever ready Harry, "and I do not wonder. Is not every +one that at once they see you, Madam Leavenworth? How kind of your husband +to stay away at sea for so long a time and give us other poor fellows a +chance to say pleasant things." + +Then Kate pouted her pretty lips in a way she had and tapped the delighted +Harry with her carriage parasol across the fingers of his hand that had +taken familiar hold of the carriage beside her arm. + +"Oh, you naughty man!" she exclaimed prettily. "How dare you! Yes, David +Spafford and I were quite good friends. I almost gave in at one time and +became Mrs. Spafford, but he was too good for me!" + +She uttered this truth in a mocking tone, and Harry saw her lead and +hastened to follow. Here was a possible chance for revenge. He was ready +for any. He studied the lady before him keenly. Of what did that face +remind him? Had he ever seen her before? + +"I should judge him a little straitlaced for your merry ways," he +responded gallantly, "but he's like all the rest, fickle, you know. He's +married. Have you heard?" + +Kate's face darkened with something hard and cruel, but her voice was soft +as a cat's purr: + +"Yes," she sighed, "I know. He married my sister. Poor child! I am sorry +for her. I think he did it out of revenge, and she was too young to know +her own mind. But they, poor things, will have to bear the consequences of +what they have done. Isn't it a pity that that has to be, Mr. Temple? It +is dreadful to have the innocent suffer. I have been greatly anxious about +my sister." She lifted her large eyes swimming in tears, and he did not +perceive the insincerity in her purring voice just then. He was thanking +his lucky stars that he had been saved from any remarks about young Mrs. +Spafford, whom her sister seemed to love so deeply. It had been on the tip +of his tongue to suggest that she might be able to lead her husband a gay +little dance if she chose. How lucky he had not spoken! He tried to say +some pleasant comforting nothings, and found it delightful to see her face +clear into smiles and her blue eyes look into his so confidingly. By the +time the boat touched the New York side the two felt well acquainted, and +Harry Temple had promised to call soon, which promise he lost no time in +keeping. + +Kate's heart had grown bitter against the young sister who had dared to +take her place, and against the lover who had so easily solaced himself. +She could not understand it. + +She resolved to learn all that Mr. Temple knew about David, and to find +out if possible whether he were happy. It was Kate's nature not to be able +to give up anything even though she did not want it. She desired the +life-long devotion of every man who came near her, and have it she would +or punish him. + +Harry Temple, meanwhile, was reflecting upon his chance meeting that +afternoon and wondering if in some way he might not yet have revenge upon +the man who had humbled him. Possibly this woman could help him. + +After some thought he sat down and penned a letter to Hannah Heath, +begemming it here and there with devoted sentences which caused that young +woman's eyes to sparkle and a smile of anticipation to wreathe her lips. +When she heard of the handsome sister in New York, and of her former +relations with David Spafford, her eyes narrowed speculatively, and her +fair brow drew into puzzled frowns. Harry Temple had drawn a word picture +of Mrs. Leavenworth. Harry should have been a novelist. If he had not been +too lazy he would have been a success. Gold hair! Ah! Hannah had heard of +gold hair before, and in connection with David's promised wife. Here was a +mystery and Hannah resolved to look into it. It would at least be +interesting to note the effect of her knowledge upon the young bride next +door. She would try it. + +Meantime, the acquaintance of Harry Temple and Kate Leavenworth had +progressed rapidly. The second sight of the lady proved more interesting +than the first, for now her beautiful gold hair added to the charm of her +handsome face. Harry ever delighted in beauty of whatever type, and a +blonde was more fascinating to him than a brunette. Kate had dressed +herself bewitchingly, and her manner was charming. She knew how to assume +pretty child-like airs, but she was not afraid to look him boldly in the +eyes, and the light in her own seemed to challenge him. Here was a +delightful new study. A woman fresh from the country, having all the charm +of innocence, almost as child-like as her sister, yet with none of her +prudishness. Kate's eyes held latent wickedness in them, or he was much +mistaken. She did not droop her lids and blush when he looked boldly and +admiringly into her face, but stared him back, smilingly, merrily, +daringly, as though she would go quite as far as he would. Moreover, with +her he was sure he need feel none of the compunctions he might have felt +with her younger sister who was so obviously innocent, for whether Kate's +boldness was from lack of knowledge, or from lack of innocence, she was +quite able to protect herself, that was plain. + +So Harry settled into his chair with a smile of pleasant anticipation upon +his face. He not only had the prospect before him of a possible ally in +revenge against David Spafford, but he had the promise of a most unusually +delightful flirtation with a woman who was worthy of his best efforts in +that line. + +Almost at once it began, with pleasant banter, adorned with personal +compliments. + +"Lovelier than I thought, my lady," said Harry, bowing low over the hand +she gave him, in a courtly manner he had acquired, perhaps from the +old-world novels he had read, and he brushed her pink finger tips with his +lips in a way that signified he was her abject slave. + +Kate blushed and smiled, greatly pleased, for though she had held her own +little court in the village where she was brought up, and queened it over +the young men who had flocked about her willingly, she had not been used +to the fulsome flattery that breathed from Harry Temple in every word and +glance. + +He looked at her keenly as he stood back a moment, to see if she were in +any wise offended with his salutation, and saw as he expected that she was +pleased and flattered. Her cheeks had grown rosier, and her eyes sparkled +with pleasure as she responded with a pretty, gracious speech. + +Then they sat down and faced one another. A good woman would have called +his look impudent--insulting. Kate returned it with a look that did not +shrink, nor waver, but fearlessly, recklessly accepted the challenge. +Playing with fire, were these two, and with no care for the fearful +results which might follow. Both knew it was dangerous, and liked it the +better for that. There was a long silence. The game was opening on a wider +scale than either had ever played before. + +"Do you believe in affinities?" asked the devil, through the man's voice. + +The woman colored and showed she understood his deeper meaning. Her eyes +drooped for just the shade of an instant, and then she looked up and faced +him saucily, provokingly: + +"Why?" + +He admired her with his gaze, and waited, lazily watching the color play +in her cheeks. + +"Do you need to ask why?" he said at last, looking at her significantly. +"I knew that you were my affinity the moment I laid my eyes upon you, and +I hoped you felt the same. But perhaps I was mistaken." He searched her +face. + +She kept her eyes upon his, returning their full gaze, as if to hold it +from going too deep into her soul. + +"I did not say you were mistaken, did I?" said the rosy lips coquettishly, +and Kate drooped her long lashes till they fell in becoming sweeps over +her burning cheeks. + +Something in the curve of cheek and chin, and sweep of dark lash over +velvet skin, reminded him of her sister. It was so she had sat, though +utterly unconscious, while he had been singing, when there had come over +him that overwhelming desire to kiss her. If he should kiss this fair lady +would she slap him in the face and run into the garden? He thought not. +Still, she was brought up by the same father and mother in all likelihood, +and it was well to go slow. He reached forward, drawing his chair a little +nearer to her, and then boldly took one of her small unresisting hands, +gently, that he might not frighten her, and smoothed it thoughtfully +between his own. He held it in a close grasp and looked into her face +again, she meanwhile watching her hand amusedly, as though it were +something apart from herself, a sort of distant possession, for which she +was in no wise responsible. + +"I feel that you belong to me," he said boldly looking into her eyes with +a languishing gaze. "I have known it from the first moment." + +Kate let her hand lie in his as if she liked it, but she said: + +"And what makes you think that, most audacious sir? Did you not know that +I am married?" Then she swept her gaze up provokingly at him again and +smiled, showing her dainty, treacherous, little teeth. She was so +bewitchingly pretty and tempting then that he had a mind to kiss her on +the spot, but a thought came to him that he would rather lead her further +first. He was succeeding well. She had no mind to be afraid. She did her +part admirably. + +"That makes no difference," said he smiling. "That another man has secured +you first, and has the right to provide for you, and be near you, is my +misfortune of course, but it makes no difference, you are mine? By all the +power of love you are mine. Can any other man keep my soul from yours, can +he keep my eyes from looking into yours, or my thoughts from hovering over +you, or--" he hesitated and looked at her keenly, while she furtively +watched him, holding her breath and half inviting him--"or my lips from +drinking life from yours?" He stooped quickly and pressed his lips upon +hers. + +Kate gave a quick little gasp like a sob and drew back. The aunt nodding +over her Bible in the next room had not heard,--she was very deaf,--but for +an instant the young woman felt that all the shades of her worthy +patriarchal ancestors were hurrying around and away from her in horror. +She had come of too good Puritan stock not to know that she was treading +in the path of unrighteousness. Nevertheless it was a broad path, and +easy. It tempted her. It was exciting. It lured her with promise of +satisfying some of her untamed longings and impulses. + +She did not look offended. She only drew back to get breath and consider. +The wild beating of her heart, the tumult of her cheeks and eyes were all +a part of a new emotion. Her vanity was excited, and she thrilled with a +wild pleasure. As a duck will take to swimming so she took to the new +game, with wonderful facility. + +"But I didn't say you might," she cried with a bewildering smile. + +"I beg your pardon, fair lady, may I have another?" + +His bold, bad face was near her own, so that she did not see the evil +triumph that lurked there. She had come to the turning of another way in +her life, and just here she might have drawn back if she would. Half she +knew this, yet she toyed with the opportunity, and it was gone. The new +way seemed so alluring. + +"You will first have to prove your right!" she said decidedly, with that +pretty commanding air that had conquered so many times. + +And in like manner on they went through the evening, frittering the time +away at playing with edged tools. + +A friendship so begun--if so unworthy an intimacy may be called by that +sweet name--boded no good to either of the two, and that evening marked a +decided turn for the worse in Kate Leavenworth's career. + + + + + + CHAPTER XX + + +David had found it necessary to take a journey which might keep him away +for several weeks. + +He told Marcia in the evening when he came home from the office. He told +her as he would have told his clerk. It meant nothing to him but an +annoyance that he had to start out in the early winter, leave his business +in other's hands for an indefinite period, and go among strangers. He did +not see the whitening of Marcia's lips, nor the quick little movement of +her hand to her heart. Even Marcia herself did not realize all that it +meant to her. She felt as if a sudden shock had almost knocked her off her +feet. This quiet life in the big house, with only David at intervals to +watch and speak to occasionally, and no one to open her true heart to, had +been lonely; and many a time when she was alone at night she had wept +bitter tears upon her pillow,--why she did not quite know. But now when she +knew that it was to cease, and David was going away from her for a long +time, perhaps weeks, her heart suddenly tightened and she knew how sweet +it had been growing. Almost the tears came to her eyes, but she made a +quick errand to the hearth for the teapot, busying herself there till they +were under control again. When she returned to her place at the table she +was able to ask David some commonplace question about the journey which +kept her true feeling quite hidden from him. + +He was to start the next evening if possible. It appeared that there was +something important about railroading coming up in Congress. It was +necessary that he should be present to hear the debate, and also that he +should see and interview influential men. It meant much to the success of +the great new enterprises that were just in their infancy that he should +go and find out all about them and write them up as only he whose heart +was in it could do. He was pleased to have been selected for this; he was +lifted for the time above himself and his life troubles, and given to feel +that he had a work in the world that was worth while, a high calling, a +chance to give a push to the unrolling of the secret possibilities of the +universe and help them on their way. + +Marcia understood it all, and was proud and glad for him, but her own +heart which beat in such perfect sympathy with the work felt lonely and +left out. If only she could have helped too! + +There was no time for David to take Marcia to her home to stay during his +absence. He spoke of it regretfully just as he was about to leave, and +asked if she would like him to get some one to escort her by coach to her +father's house until he could come for her; but she held back the tears by +main force and shook her head. She had canvassed that question in the +still hours of the night. She had met in imagination the home village with +its kindly and unkindly curiosity, she had seen their hands lifted in +suspicion; heard their covert whispers as to why her husband did not come +with her; why he had left her so soon after the honeymoon; why--a hundred +things. She had even thought of Aunt Polly and her acrid tongue and made +up her mind that whatever happened she did not want to go home to stay. + +The only other alternative was to go to the aunts. David expected it, and +the aunts spoke of it as if nothing else were possible. Marcia would have +preferred to remain alone in her own house, with her beloved piano, but +David would not consent, and the aunts were scandalized at the suggestion. +So to the aunts went Marcia, and they took her in with a hope in their +hearts that she might get the same good from the visit that the sluggard +in the Bible is bidden to find. + +"We must do our duty by her for David's sake," said Aunt Hortense, with +pursed lips and capable, folded hands that seemed fairly to ache to get at +the work of reconstructing the new niece. + +"Yes, it is our opportunity," said Aunt Amelia with a snap as though she +thoroughly enjoyed the prospect. "Poor David!" and so they sat and laid +out their plans for their sweet young victim, who all unknowingly was +coming to one of those tests in her life whereby we are tried for greater +things and made perfect in patience and sweetness. + +It began with the first breakfast--the night before she had been company, +at supper--but when the morning came they felt she must be counted one of +the family. They examined her thoroughly on what she had been taught with +regard to housekeeping. They made her tell her recipes for pickling and +preserving. They put her through a catechism of culinary lore, and always +after her most animated account of the careful way in which she had been +trained in this or that housewifely art she looked up with wistful eyes +that longed to please, only to be met by the hard set lips and steely +glances of the two mentors who regretted that she should not have been +taught their way which was so much better. + +Aunt Hortense even went so far once as to suggest that Marcia write to her +stepmother and tell her how much better it was to salt the water in which +potatoes were to be boiled before putting them in, and was much offended +by the clear girlish laugh that bubbled up involuntarily at the thought of +teaching her stepmother anything about cooking. + +"Excuse me," she said, instantly sobering as she saw the grim look of the +aunt, and felt frightened at what she had done. "I did not mean to laugh, +indeed I did not; but it seemed so funny to think of my telling mother how +to do anything." + +"People are never too old to learn," remarked Aunt Hortense with offended +mien, "and one ought never to be too proud when there is a better way." + +"But mother thinks there is no better way I am sure. She says that it +makes potatoes soggy to boil them in salt. All that grows below the ground +should be salted after it is cooked and all that grows above the ground +should be cooked in salted water, is her rule." + +"I am surprised that your stepmother should uphold any such superstitious +ideas," said Aunt Amelia with a self-satisfied expression. + +"One should never be too proud to learn something better," Aunt Hortense +said grimly, and Marcia retreated in dire consternation at the thought of +what might follow if these three notable housekeeping gentlewomen should +come together. Somehow she felt a wicked little triumph in the thought +that it would be hard to down her stepmother. + +Marcia was given a few light duties ostensibly to "make her feel at home," +but in reality, she knew, because the aunts felt she needed their +instruction. She was asked if she would like to wash the china and glass; +and regularly after each meal a small wooden tub and a mop were brought in +with hot water and soap, and she was expected to handle the costly +heirlooms under the careful scrutiny of their worshipping owners, who +evidently watched each process with strained nerves lest any bit of +treasured pottery should be cracked or broken. It was a trying ordeal. + +The girl would have been no girl if she had not chafed under this +treatment. To hold her temper steady and sweet under it was almost more +than she could bear. + +There were long afternoons when it was decreed that they should knit. + +Marcia had been used to take long walks at home, over the smooth crust of +the snow, going to her beloved woods, where she delighted to wander among +the bare and creaking trees; fancying them whispering sadly to one another +of the summer that was gone and the leaves they had borne now dead. But it +would be a dreadful thing in the aunts' opinion for a woman, and +especially a young one, to take a long walk in the woods alone, in winter +too, and with no object whatever in view but a walk! What a waste of time! + +There were two places of refuge for Marcia during the weeks that followed. +There was home. How sweet that word sounded to her! How she longed to go +back there, with David coming home to his quiet meals three times a day, +and with her own time to herself to do as she pleased. With housewifely +zeal that was commendable in the eyes of the aunts, Marcia insisted upon +going down to her own house every morning to see that all was right, +guiltily knowing that in her heart she meant to hurry to her beloved books +and piano. To be sure it was cold and cheerless in the empty house. She +dared not make up fires and leave them, and she dared not stay too long +lest the aunts would feel hurt at her absence, but she longed with an +inexpressible longing to be back there by herself, away from that terrible +supervision and able to live her own glad little life and think her own +thoughts untrammeled by primness. + +Sometimes she would curl up in David's big arm-chair and have a good cry, +after which she would take a book and read until the creeping chills down +her spine warned her she must stop. Even then she would run up and down +the hall or take a broom and sweep vigorously to warm herself and then go +to the cold keys and play a sad little tune. All her tunes seemed sad like +a wail while David was gone. + +The other place of refuge was Aunt Clarinda's room. Thither she would +betake herself after supper, to the delight of the old lady. Then the +other two occupants of the house were left to themselves and might unbend +from their rigid surveillance for a little while. Marcia often wondered if +they ever did unbend. + +There was a large padded rocking chair in Aunt Clarinda's room and Marcia +would laughingly take the little old lady in her arms and place her +comfortably in it, after a pleasant struggle on Miss Clarinda's part to +put her guest into it. They had this same little play every evening, and +it seemed to please the old lady mightily. Then when she was conquered she +always sat meekly laughing, a fine pink color in her soft peachy cheek, +the candle light from the high shelf making flickering sparkles in her old +eyes that always seemed young; and she would say: "That's just as David +used to do." + +Then Marcia drew up the little mahogany stool covered with the worsted dog +which Aunt Clarinda had worked when she was ten years old, and snuggling +down at the old lady's feet exclaimed delightedly: "Tell me about it!" and +they settled down to solid comfort. + +There came a letter from David after he had been gone a little over a +week. Marcia had not expected to hear from him. He had said nothing about +writing, and their relations were scarcely such as to make it necessary. +Letters were an expensive luxury in those days. But when the letter was +handed to her, Marcia's heart went pounding against her breast, the color +flew into her cheeks, and she sped away home on feet swift as the wings of +a bird. The postmaster's daughter looked after her, and remarked to her +father: "My, but don't she think a lot of him!" + +Straight to the cold, lonely house she flew, and sitting down in his big +chair read it. + +It was a pleasant letter, beginning formally: "My dear Marcia," and asking +after her health. It brought back a little of the unacquaintedness she had +felt when he was at home, and which had been swept away in part by her +knowledge of his childhood. But it went on quite happily telling all about +his journey and describing minutely the places he had passed through and +the people he had met on the way; detailing every little incident as only +a born writer and observer could do, until she felt as if he were talking +to her. He told her of the men whom he had met who were interested in the +new project. He told of new plans and described minutely his visit to the +foundry at West Point and the machinery he had seen. Marcia read it all +breathlessly, in search of something, she knew not what, that was not +there. When she had finished and found it not, there was a sense of +aloofness, a sad little disappointment which welled up in her throat. She +sat back to think about it. He was having a good time, and he was not +lonely. He had no longing to be back in the house and everything running +as before he had gone. He was out in the big glorious world having to do +with progress, and coming in contact with men who were making history. Of +course he did not dream how lonely she was here, and how she longed, if +for nothing else, just to be back here alone and do as she pleased, and +not to be watched over. If only she might steal Aunt Clarinda and bring +her back to live here with her while David was away! But that was not to +be thought of, of course. By and by she mustered courage to be glad of her +letter, and to read it over once more. + +That night she read the letter to Aunt Clarinda and together they +discussed the great inventions, and the changes that were coming to pass +in the land. Aunt Clarinda was just a little beyond her depth in such a +conversation, but Marcia did most of the talking, and the dear old lady +made an excellent listener, with a pat here, and a "Dearie me! Now you +don't say so!" there, and a "Bless the boy! What great things he does +expect. And I hope he won't be disappointed." + +That letter lasted them for many a day until another came, this time from +Washington, with many descriptions of public men and public doings, and a +word picture of the place which made it appear much like any other place +after all if it was the capitol of the country. And once there was a +sentence which Marcia treasured. It was, "I wish you could be here and see +everything. You would enjoy it I know." + +There came another letter later beginning, "My dear little girl." There +was nothing else in it to make Marcia's heart throb, it was all about his +work, but Marcia carried it many days in her bosom. It gave her a thrill +of delight to think of those words at the beginning. Of course it meant no +more than that he thought of her as a girl, his little sister that was to +have been, but there was a kind of ownership in the words that was sweet +to Marcia's lonely heart. It had come to her that she was always looking +for something that would make her feel that she belonged to David. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXI + + +When David had been in New York about three weeks, he happened one day to +pass the house where Kate Leavenworth was living. + +Kate was standing listlessly by the window looking into the street. She +was cross and felt a great depression settling over her. The flirtation +with Harry Temple had begun to pall upon her. She wanted new worlds to +conquer. She was restless and feverish. There was not excitement enough in +the life she was living. She would like to meet more people, senators and +statesmen--and to have plenty of money to dress as became her beauty, and +be admired publicly. She half wished for the return of her husband, and +meditated making up with him for the sake of going to Washington to have a +good time in society there. What was the use of running away with a naval +officer if one could not have the benefit of it? She had been a fool. Here +she was almost to the last penny, and so many things she wanted. No word +had come from her husband since he sent her the money at sailing. She felt +a bitter resentment toward him for urging her to marry him. If she had +only gone on and married David she would be living a life of ease +now--plenty of money--nothing to do but what she pleased and no anxiety +whatever, for David would have done just what she wanted. + +Then suddenly she looked up and David passed before her! + +He was walking with a tall splendid-looking man, with whom he was engaged +in most earnest conversation, and his look was grave and deeply absorbed. +He did not know of Kate's presence in New York, and passed the house in +utter unconsciousness of the eyes watching him. + +Kate's lips grew white, and her limbs seemed suddenly weak, but she +strained her face against the window to watch the retreating figure of the +man who had almost been her husband. How well she knew the familiar +outline. How fine and handsome he appeared now! Why had she not thought so +before? Were her eyes blind, or had she been under some strange +enchantment? Why had she not known that her happiness lay in the way that +had been marked out for her? Well, at least she knew it now. + +She sat all day by that window and watched. She professed to have no +appetite when pressed to come to the table, though she permitted herself +to languidly consume the bountiful tray of good things that was brought +her, but her eyes were on the street. She was watching to see if David +would pass that way again. But though she watched until the sun went down +and dusk sifted through the streets, she saw no sign nor heard the sound +of his footsteps. Then she hastened up to her room, which faced upon the +street also, and there, wrapped in blankets she sat in the cold frosty +air, waiting and listening. And while she watched she was thinking bitter +feverish thoughts. She heard Harry Temple knock and knew that he was told +that she was not feeling well and had retired early. She watched him pause +on the stoop thoughtfully as if considering what to do with the time thus +unexpectedly thrown upon his hands, then saw him saunter up the street +unconcernedly, and she wondered idly where he would go, and what he would +do. + +It grew late, even for New York. One by one the lights in the houses along +the street went out, and all was quiet. She drew back from the window at +last, weary with excitement and thinking, and lay down on the bed, but she +could not sleep. The window was open and her ears were on the alert, and +by and by there came the distant echo of feet ringing on the pavement. +Some one was coming. She sprang up. She felt sure he was coming. Yes, +there were two men. They were coming back together. She could hear their +voices. She fancied she heard David's long before it was possible to +distinguish any words. She leaned far out of her upper window till she +could discern dim forms under the starlight, and then just as they were +under the window she distinctly heard David say: + +"There is no doubt but we shall win. The right is on our side, and it is +the march of progress. Some of the best men in Congress are with us, and +now that we are to have your influence I do not feel afraid of the issue." + +They had passed by rapidly, like men who had been on a long day's jaunt of +some kind and were hastening home to rest. There was little in the +sentence that Kate could understand. She had no more idea whether the +subject of their discourse was railroads or the last hay crop. The +sentence meant to her but one thing. It showed that David companioned with +the great men of the land, and his position would have given her a +standing that would have been above the one she now occupied. Tears of +defeat ran down her cheeks. She had made a bad mistake and she saw no way +to rectify it. If her husband should die,--and it might be, for the sea was +often treacherous--of course there were all sorts of possibilities,--but +even then there was Marcia! She set her sharp little teeth into her red +lips till the blood came. She could not get over her anger at Marcia. It +would not have been so bad if David had remained her lone lorn lover, +ready to fly to her if others failed. Her self-love was wounded sorely, +and she, poor silly soul, mistook it for love of David. She began to fancy +that after all she had loved him, and that Fate had somehow played her a +mad trick and tied her to a husband she had not wanted. + +Then out of the watchings of the day and the fancies of the night, there +grew a thought--and the thought widened into a plan. She thought of her +intimacy with Harry and her new found power. Might she perhaps exercise it +over others as well as Harry Temple? Might she possibly lead back this man +who had once been her lover, to bow at her feet again and worship her? If +that might be she could bear all the rest. She began to long with intense +craving to see David grovel at her feet, to hear him plead for a kiss from +her, and tell her once more how beautiful she was, and how she fulfilled +all his soul's ideals. She sat by the open window yet with the icy air of +the night blowing upon her, but her cheeks burned red in the darkness, and +her eyes glowed like coals of fire from the tawny framing of her fallen +hair. The blankets slipped away from her throat and still she heeded not +the cold, but sat with hot clenched hands planning with the devil's own +strategy her shameless scheme. + +By and by she lighted a candle and drew her writing materials toward her +to write, but it was long she sat and thought before she finally wrote the +hastily scrawled note, signed and sealed it, and blowing out her candle +lay down to sleep. + +The letter was addressed to David, and it ran thus: + + + "DEAR DAVID:" + + "I have just heard that you are in New York. I am in great + distress and do not know where to turn for help. For the sake of + what we have been to each other in the past will you come to me? + + "Hastily, your loving KATE." + + +She did not know where David was but she felt reasonably sure she could +find out his address in the morning. There was a small boy living next +door who was capable of ferreting out almost anything for money. Kate had +employed him more than once as an amateur detective in cases of minor +importance. So, with a bit of silver and her letter she made her way to +his familiar haunts and explained most carefully that the letter was to be +delivered to no one but the man to whom it was addressed, naming several +stopping places where he might be likely to be found, and hinting that +there was more silver to be forthcoming when he should bring her an answer +to the note. With a minute description of David the keen-eyed urchin set +out, while Kate betook herself to her room to dress for David's coming. +She felt sure he would be found, and confident that he would come at once. + +The icy wind of the night before blowing on her exposed throat and chest +had given her a severe cold, but she paid no heed to that. Her eyes and +cheeks were shining with fever. She knew she was entering upon a dangerous +and unholy way. The excitement of it stimulated her. She felt she did not +care for anything, right or wrong, sin or sorrow, only to win. She wanted +to see David at her feet again. It was the only thing that would satisfy +this insatiable longing in her, this wounded pride of self. + +When she was dressed she stood before the mirror and surveyed herself. She +knew she was beautiful, and she defied the glass to tell her anything +else. She raised her chin in haughty challenge to the unseen David to +resist her charms. She would bring him low before her. She would make him +forget Marcia, and his home and his staid Puritan notions, and all else he +held dear but herself. He should bend and kiss her hand as Harry had done, +only more warmly, for instinctively she felt that his had been the purer +life and therefore his surrender would mean more. He should do whatever +she chose. And her eyes glowed with an unhallowed light. + +She had chosen to array herself regally, in velvet, but in black, without +a touch of color or of white. From her rich frock her slender throat rose +daintily, like a stem upon which nodded the tempting flower of her face. +No enameled complexion could have been more striking in its vivid reds and +whites, and her mass of gold hair made her seem more lovely than she +really was, for in her face was love of self, alluring, but heartless and +cruel. + +The boy found David, as Kate had thought he would, in one of the quieter +hostelries where men of letters were wont to stop when in New York, and +David read the letter and came at once. She had known that he would do +that, too. His heart beat wildly, to the exclusion of all other thoughts +save that she was in trouble, his love, his dear one. He forgot Marcia, +and the young naval officer, and everything but her trouble, and before he +had reached her house the sorrow had grown in his imagination into some +great danger to protect her from which he was hastening. + +She received him alone in the room where Harry Temple had first called, +and a moment later Harry himself came to knock and enquire for the health +of Mistress Leavenworth, and was told she was very much engaged at present +with a gentleman and could not see any one, whereupon Harry scowled, and +set himself at a suitable distance from the house to watch who should come +out. + +David's face was white as death as he entered, his eyes shining like dark +jewels blazing at her as if he would absorb the vision for the lonely +future. She stood and posed,--not by any means the picture of broken sorrow +he had expected to find from her note,--and let the sense of her beauty +reach him. There she stood with the look on her face he had pictured to +himself many a time when he had thought of her as his wife. It was a look +of love unutterable, bewildering, alluring, compelling. It was so he had +thought she would meet him when he came home to her from his daily +business cares. And now she was there, looking that way, and he stood +here, so near her, and yet a great gulf fixed! It was heaven and hell met +together, and he had no power to change either. + +He did not come over to her and bow low to kiss the white hand as Harry +had done,--as she had thought she could compel him to do. He only stood and +looked at her with the pain of an anguish beyond her comprehension, until +the look would have burned through to her heart--if she had had a heart. + +"You are in trouble," he spoke hoarsely, as if murmuring an excuse for +having come. + +She melted at once into the loveliest sorrow, her mobile features taking +on a wan cast only enlivened by the glow of her cheeks. + +"Sit down," she said, "you were so good to come to me, and so soon--" and +her voice was like lily-bells in a quiet church-yard among the +head-stones. She placed him a chair. + +"Yes, I am in trouble. But that is a slight thing compared to my +unhappiness. I think I am the most miserable creature that breathes upon +this earth." + +And with that she dropped into a low chair and hid her glowing face in a +dainty, lace bordered kerchief that suppressed a well-timed sob. + +Kate had wisely calculated how she could reach David's heart. If she had +looked up then and seen his white, drawn look, and the tense grasp of his +hands that only the greatest self-control kept quiet on his knee, perhaps +even her mercilessness would have been softened. But she did not look, and +she felt her part was well taken. She sobbed quietly, and waited, and his +hoarse voice asked once more, as gently as a woman's through his pain: + +"Will you tell me what it is and how I can help you?" He longed to take +her in his arms like a little child and comfort her, but he might not. She +was another's. And perhaps that other had been cruel to her! His clenched +fists showed how terrible was the thought. But still the bowed figure in +its piteous black sobbed and did not reply anything except, "Oh, I am so +unhappy! I cannot bear it any longer." + +"Is--your--your--husband unkind to you?" The words tore themselves from his +tense lips as though they were beyond his control. + +"Oh, no,--not exactly unkind--that is--he was not very nice before he went +away," wailed out a sad voice from behind the linen cambric and lace, "and +he went away without a kind word, and left me hardly any money--and he +hasn't sent me any word since--and fa-father won't have anything to do with +me any more--but--but--it's not that I mind, David. I don't think about those +things at all. I'm so unhappy about you. I feel you do not forgive me, and +I cannot stand it any longer. I have made a fearful mistake, and you are +angry with me--I think about it at night"--the voice was growing lower now, +and the sentences broken by sobs that told better than words what distress +the sufferer would convey. + +"I have been so wicked--and you were so good and kind--and now you will +never forgive me--I think it will kill me to keep on thinking about it--" +her voice trailed off in tears again. + +David white with anguish sprang to his feet. + +"Oh, Kate," he cried, "my darling! Don't talk that way. You know I forgive +you. Look up and tell me you know I forgive you." + +Almost she smiled her triumph beneath her sobs in the little lace border, +but she looked up with real tears on her face. Even her tears obeyed her +will. She was a good actress, also she knew her power over David. + +"Oh, David," she cried, standing up and clasping her hands beseechingly, +"can it be true? Do you really forgive me? Tell me again." + +She came and stood temptingly near to the stern, suffering man wild with +the tumult that raged within him. Her golden head was near his shoulder +where it had rested more than once in time gone by. He looked down at her +from his suffering height his arms folded tightly and said, as though +taking oath before a court of justice: + +"I do." + +She looked up with her pleading blue eyes, like two jewels of light now, +questioning whether she might yet go one step further. Her breath came +quick and soft, he fancied it touched his cheek, though she was not tall +enough for that. She lifted her tear-wet face like a flower after a storm, +and pleaded with her eyes once more, saying in a whisper very soft and +sweet: + +"If you really forgive me, then kiss me, just once, so I may remember it +always." + +It was more than he could bear. He caught her to himself and pressed his +lips upon hers in one frenzied kiss of torture. It was as if wrung from +him against his will. Then suddenly it came upon him what he had done, as +he held her in his arms, and he put her from him gently, as a mother might +put away the precious child she was sacrificing tenderly, agonizingly, but +finally. He put her from him thus and stood a moment looking at her, while +she almost sparkled her pleasure at him through the tears. She felt that +she had won. + +But gradually the silence grew ominous. She perceived he was not smiling. +His mien was like one who looks into an open grave, and gazes for the last +time at all that remains of one who is dear. He did not seem like one who +had yielded a moral point and was ready now to serve her as she would. She +grew uneasy under his gaze. She moved forward and put out her hands +inviting, yielding, as only such a woman could do, and the spell which +bound him seemed to be broken. He fumbled for a moment in his waistcoat +pocket and brought out a large roll of bills which he laid upon the table, +and taking up his hat turned toward the door. A cold wave of weakness +seemed to pass over her, stung here and there by mortal pride that was in +fear of being wounded beyond recovery. + +"Where are you going?" she asked weakly, and her voice sounded to her from +miles away, and strange. + +He turned and looked at her again and she knew the look meant farewell. He +did not speak. Her whole being rose for one more mighty effort. + +"You are not going to leave me--now?" There was angelic sweetness in the +voice, pleading, reproachful, piteous. + +"I must!" he said, and his voice sounded harsh. "I have just done that for +which, were I your husband, I would feel like killing any other man. I +must protect you against yourself,--against myself. You must be kept pure +before God if it kills us both. I would gladly die if that could help you, +but I am not even free to do that, for I belong to another." + +Then he turned and was gone. + +Kate's hands fell to her sides, and seemed stiff and lifeless. The bright +color faded from her cheeks, and a cold frenzy of horror took possession +of her. "Pure before God!" She shuddered at the name, and crimson shame +rolled over forehead and cheek. She sank in a little heap on the floor +with her face buried in the chair beside which she had been standing, and +the waters of humiliation rolled wave on wave above her. She had failed, +and for one brief moment she was seeing her own sinful heart as it was. + +But the devil was there also. He whispered to her now the last sentence +that David had spoken: "I belong to another!" + +Up to that moment Marcia had been a very negative factor in the affair to +Kate's mind. She had been annoyed and angry at her as one whose ignorance +and impertinence had brought her into an affair where she did not belong, +but now she suddenly faced the fact that Marcia must be reckoned with. +Marcia the child, who had for years been her slave and done her bidding, +had arisen in her way, and she hated her with a sudden vindictive hate +that would have killed without flinching if the opportunity had presented +at that moment. Kate had no idea how utterly uncontrolled was her whole +nature. She was at the mercy of any passing passion. Hate and revenge took +possession of her now. With flashing eyes she rose to her feet, brushing +her tumbled hair back and wiping away angry tears. She was too much +agitated to notice that some one had knocked at the front door and been +admitted, and when Harry Temple walked into the room he found her standing +so with hands clenched together, and tears flowing down her cheeks +unchecked. + +Now a woman in tears, when the tears were not caused by his own actions, +was Harry's opportunity. He had ways of comforting which were as +unscrupulous as they generally proved effective, and so with affectionate +tenderness he took Kate's hand and held it impressively, calling her +"dear." He spoke soothing words, smoothed her hair, and kissed her flushed +cheeks and eyes. It was all very pleasant to Kate's hurt pride. She let +Harry comfort her, and pet her a while, and at last he said: + +"Now tell me all about it, dear. I saw Lord Spafford trail dejectedly away +from here looking like death, and I come here and find my lady in a fine +fury. What has happened? If I mistake not the insufferable cad has got +badly hurt, but it seems to have ruffled the lady also." + +This helped. It was something to feel that David was suffering. She wanted +him to suffer. He had brought shame and humiliation upon her. She never +realized that the thing that shamed her was that he thought her better +than she was. + +"He is offensively good. I _hate_ him!" she remarked as a kitten might who +had got hurt at playing with a mouse in a trap. + +The man's face grew bland with satisfaction. + +"Not so good, my lady, but that he has been making love to you, if I +mistake not, and he with a wife at home." The words were said quietly, but +there was more of a question in them than the tone conveyed. The man +wished to have evidence against his enemy. + +Kate colored uneasily and drooped her lashes. + +Harry studied her face keenly, and then went on cautiously: + +"If his wife were not your sister I should say that one might punish him +well through her." + +Kate cast him a hard, scrutinizing look. + +"You have some score against him yourself," she said with conviction. + +"Perhaps I have, my lady. Perhaps I too hate him. He is offensively good, +you know." + +There was silence in the room for a full minute while the devil worked in +both hearts. + +"What did you mean by saying one might punish him through his wife? He +does not love his wife." + +"Are you sure?" + +"Quite sure." + +"Perhaps he loves some one else, my lady." + +"He does." She said it proudly. + +"Perhaps he loves you, my lady." He said it softly like the suggestion +from another world. The lady was silent, but he needed no other answer. + +"Then indeed, the way would be even clearer,--were not his wife your +sister." + +Kate looked at him, a half knowledge of his meaning beginning to dawn in +her eyes. + +"How?" she asked laconically. + +"In case his wife should leave him do you think my lord would hold his +head so high?" + +Kate still looked puzzled. + +"If some one else should win her affection, and should persuade her to +leave a husband who did not love her, and who was bestowing his heart"--he +hesitated an instant and his eye traveled significantly to the roll of +bills still lying where David had left them--"and his gifts," he hazarded, +"upon another woman----" + +Kate grasped the thought at once and an evil glint of eagerness showed in +her eyes. She could see what an advantage it would be to herself to have +Marcia removed from the situation. It would break one more cord of honor +that bound David to a code which was hateful to her now, because its +existence shamed her. Nevertheless, unscrupulous as she was she could not +see how this was a possibility. + +"But she is offensively good too," she said as if answering her own +thoughts. + +"All goodness has its weak spot," sneered the man. "If I mistake not you +have found my lord's. It is possible I might find his wife's." + +The two pairs of eyes met then, filled with evil light. It was as if for +an instant they were permitted to look into the pit, and see the +possibilities of wickedness, and exult in it. The lurid glare of their +thoughts played in their faces. All the passion of hate and revenge rushed +upon Kate in a frenzy. With all her heart she wished this might be. She +looked her co-operation in the plan even before her hard voice answered: + +"You need not stop because she is my sister." + +He felt he had her permission, and he permitted himself a glance of +admiration for the depths to which she could go without being daunted. +Here was evil courage worthy of his teaching. She seemed to him beautiful +enough and daring enough for Satan himself to admire. + +"And may I have the pleasure of knowing that I would by so doing serve my +lady in some wise?" + +She drooped her shameless eyes and murmured guardedly, "Perhaps." Then she +swept him a coquettish glance that meant they understood one another. + +"Then I shall feel well rewarded," he said gallantly, and bowing with more +than his ordinary flattery of look bade her good day and went out. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXII + + +David stumbled blindly out the door and down the street. His one thought +was to get to his room at the tavern and shut the door. He had an +important appointment that morning, but it passed completely from his +mind. He met one or two men whom he knew, but he did not see them, and +passed them swiftly without a glance of recognition. They said one to +another, "How absorbed he is in the great themes of the world!" but David +passed on in his pain and misery and humiliation and never knew they were +near him. + +He went to the room that had been his since he had reached New York, and +fastening the door against all intrusion fell upon his knees beside the +bed, and let the flood-tide of his sorrow roll over him. Not even when +Kate had played him false on his wedding morning had he felt the pain that +now cut into his very soul. For now there was mingled with it the agony of +consciousness of sin. He had sinned against heaven, against honor and +love, and all that was pure and good. He was just like any bad man. He had +yielded to sudden temptation and taken another man's wife in his arms and +kissed her! That the woman had been his by first right, and that he loved +her: that she had invited the kiss, indeed pleaded for it, his sensitive +conscience told him in no wise lessened the offense. He had also caused +her whom he loved to sin. He was a man and knew the world. He should have +shielded her against herself. And yet as he went over and over the whole +painful scene through which he had just passed his soul cried out in agony +and he felt his weakness more and more. He had failed, failed most +miserably. Acted like any coward! + +The humiliation of it was unspeakable. Could any sorrow be like unto his? +Like a knife flashing through the gloom of his own shame would come the +echo of her words as she pleaded with him to kiss her. It was a kiss of +forgiveness she had wanted, and she had put her heart into her eyes and +begged as for her very life. How could he have refused? Then he would +parley with himself for a long time trying to prove to himself that the +kiss and the embrace were justified, that he had done no wrong in God's +sight. And ever after this round of confused arguing he would end with the +terrible conviction that he had sinned. + +Sometimes Marcia's sweet face and troubled eyes would appear to him as he +wrestled all alone, and seemed to be longing to help him, and again would +come the piercing thought that he had harmed this gentle girl also. He had +tangled her into his own spoiled web of life, and been disloyal to her. +She was pure and true and good. She had given up every thing to help him +and he had utterly forgotten her. He had promised to love, cherish, and +protect her! That was another sin. He could not love and cherish her when +his whole heart was another's. Then he thought of Kate's husband, that +treacherous man who had stolen his bride and now gone away and left her +sorrowing--left her without money, penniless in a strange city. Why had he +not been more calm and questioned her before he came away. Perhaps she was +in great need. It comforted him to think he had left her all the money he +had with him. There was enough to keep her from want for a while. And yet, +perhaps he had been wrong to give it to her. He had no right to give it! + +He groaned aloud at the thought of his helplessness to help her +helplessness. Was there not some way he could find out and help her +without doing wrong? + +Over and over he went through the whole dreadful day, until his brain was +weary and his heart failed him. The heavens seemed brass and no answer +came to his cry,--the appeal of a broken soul. It seemed that he could not +get up from his knees, could not go out into the world again and face +life. He had been tried and had failed, and yet though he knew his sin he +felt an intolerable longing to commit it over again. He was frightened at +his own weakness, and with renewed vigor he began to pray for help. It was +like the prayer of Jacob of old, the crying out of a soul that would not +be denied. All day long the struggle continued, and far into the night. At +last a great peace began to settle upon David's soul. Things that had been +confused by his passionate longings grew clear as day. Self dropped away, +and sin, conquered, slunk out of sight. Right and Wrong were once more +clearly defined in his mind. However wrong it might or might not be he was +here in this situation. He had married Marcia and promised to be true to +her. He was doubly cut off from Kate by her own act and by his. That was +his punishment,--and hers. He must not seek to lessen it even for her, for +it was God-sent. Henceforth his path and hers must be apart. If she were +to be helped in any way from whatsoever trouble was hers, it was not +permitted him to be the instrument. He had shown his unfitness for it in +his interview that morning, even if in the eyes of the world it could have +been at all. It was his duty to cut himself off from her forever. He must +not even think of her any more. He must be as true and good to Marcia as +was possible. He must do no more wrong. He must grow strong and suffer. + +The peace that came with conviction brought sleep to his weary mind and +body. + +When he awoke it was almost noon. He remembered the missed appointment of +the day before, and the journey to Washington which he had planned for +that day. With a start of horror he looked at his watch and found he had +but a few hours in which to try to make up for the remissness of yesterday +before the evening coach left for Philadelphia. It was as if some guardian +angel had met his first waking thoughts with business that could not be +delayed and so kept him from going over the painful events of the day +before. He arose and hastened out into the world once more. + +Late in the afternoon he found the man he was to have met the day before, +and succeeded in convincing him that he ought to help the new enterprise. +He was standing on the corner saying the last few words as the two +separated, when Kate drove by in a friend's carriage, surrounded by +parcels. She had been on a shopping tour spending the money that David had +given her, for silks and laces and jewelry, and now she was returning in +high glee with her booty. The carriage passed quite near to David who +stood with his back to the street, and she could see his animated face as +he smiled at the other man, a fine looking man who looked as if he might +be some one of note. The momentary glance did not show the haggard look of +David's face nor the lines that his vigil of the night before had traced +under his eyes, and Kate was angered to see him so unconcerned and +forgetful of his pain of yesterday. Her face darkened with spite, and she +resolved to make him suffer yet, and to the utmost, for the sin of +forgetting her. + +But David was in the way of duty, and he did not see her, for his guardian +angel was hovering close at hand. + + + +As the Fall wore on and the winter set in Harry's letters became less +frequent and less intimate. Hannah was troubled, and after consultation +with her grandmother, to which Miranda listened at the latch hole, duly +reporting quotations to her adored Mrs. Spafford, Hannah decided upon an +immediate trip to the metropolis. + +"Hannah's gone to New York to find out what's become of that nimshi Harry +Temple. She thought she had him fast, an' she's been holdin' him over poor +Lemuel Skinner's head like thet there sword hangin' by a hair I heard the +minister tell about last Sunday, till Lemuel, he don't know but every +minute's gone'll be his last. You mark my words, she'll hev to take poor +Lem after all, an' be glad she's got him, too,--and she's none too good for +him neither. He's ben faithful to her ever since she wore pantalets, an' +she's ben keepin' him off'n on an' hopin' an' tryin' fer somebody bigger. +It would jes' serve her right ef she'd get that fool of a Harry Temple, +but she won't. He's too sharp for that ef he _is_ a fool. He don't want to +tie himself up to no woman's aprun strings. He rather dandle about after +'em all an' say pretty things, an' keep his earnin's fer himself." + +Hannah reached New York the week after David left for Washington. She +wrote beforehand to Harry to let him know she was coming, and made plain +that she expected his attentions exclusively while there, and he smiled +blandly as he read the letter and read her intentions between the lines. +He told Kate a good deal about her that evening when he went to call, told +her how he had heard she was an old flame of David's, and Kate's jealousy +was immediately aroused. She wished to meet Hannah Heath. There was a sort +of triumph in the thought that she had scorned and flung aside the man +whom this woman had "set her cap" for, even though another woman was now +in the place that neither had. Hannah went to visit a cousin in New York +who lived in a quiet part of the city and did not go out much, but for +reasons best known to themselves, both Kate Leavenworth and Harry Temple +elected to see a good deal of her while she was in the city. Harry was +pleasant and attentive, but not more to one woman than to the other. +Hannah, watching him jealously, decided that at least Kate was not her +rival in his affections, and so Hannah and Kate became quite friendly. +Kate had a way of making much of her women friends when she chose, and she +happened to choose in this case, for it occurred to her it would be well +to have a friend in the town where lived her sister and her former lover. +There might be reasons why, sometime. She opened her heart of hearts to +Hannah, and Hannah, quite discreetly, and without wasting much of her +scanty store of love, entered, and the friendship was sealed. They had not +known each other many days before Kate had confided to Hannah the story of +her own marriage and her sister's, embellished of course as she chose. +Hannah, astonished, puzzled, wondering, curious, at the tragedy that had +been enacted at her very home door, became more friendly than ever and +hated more cordially than ever the young and innocent wife who had stepped +into the vacant place and so made her own hopes and ambitions impossible. +She felt that she would like to put down the pert young thing for daring +to be there, and to be pretty, and now she felt she had the secret which +would help her to do so. + +As the visit went on and it became apparent to Hannah Heath that she was +not the one woman in all the world to Harry Temple, she hinted to Kate +that it was likely she would be married soon. She even went so far as to +say that she had come away from home to decide the matter, and that she +had but to say the word and the ceremony would come off. Kate questioned +eagerly, and seeing her opportunity asked if she might come to the +wedding. Hannah, flattered, and seeing a grand opportunity for a wholesale +triumph and revenge, assented with pleasure. Afterward as Hannah had hoped +and intended, Kate carried the news of the impending decision and probable +wedding to the ears of Harry Temple. + +But Hannah's hint had no further effect upon the redoubtable Harry. Two +days later he appeared, smiling, congratulatory, deploring the fact that +she would be lost in a certain sense to his friendship, although he hoped +always to be looked upon as a little more than a friend. + +Hannah covered her mortification under a calm and condescending exterior. +She blushed appropriately, said some sentimental things about hoping their +friendship would not be affected by the change, told him how much she had +enjoyed their correspondence, but gave him to understand that it had been +mere friendship of course from her point of view, and Harry indulgently +allowed her to think that he had hoped for more and was grieved but +consolable over the outcome. + +They waxed a trifle sentimental at the parting, but when Harry was gone, +Hannah wrote a most touching letter to Lemuel Skinner which raised him to +the seventh heaven of delight, causing him to feel that he was treading +upon air as he walked the prosaic streets of his native town where he had +been going about during Hannah's absence like a lost spirit without a +guiding star. + + + "DEAR LEMUEL:" she wrote:-- + + "I am coming home. I wonder if you will be glad? + + +(Artful Hannah, as if she did not know!) + + + "It is very delightful in New York and I have been having a gay + time since I came, and everybody has been most pleasant, but-- + + "'Mid pleasures and palaces though we may roam, + Still, be it ever so humble, there's no place like home. + A charm from the skies seems to hallow it there, + Which, go through the world, you'll not meet with elsewhere. + Home, home, sweet home! + There's no place like home. + + "That is a new song, Lemuel, that everybody here is singing. It is + written by a young American named John Howard Payne who is in + London now acting in a great playhouse. Everybody is wild over + this song. I'll sing it for you when I come home. + + "I shall be at home in time for singing school next week, Lemuel. + I wonder if you'll come to see me at once and welcome me. You + cannot think how glad I shall be to get home again. It seems as + though I had been gone a year at least. Hoping to see you soon, I + remain + + "Always your sincere friend, + + "HANNAH HEATH." + + +And thus did Hannah make smooth her path before her, and very soon after +inditing this epistle she bade good-bye to New York and took her way home +resolved to waste no further time in chasing will-o-the-wisps. + +When Lemuel received that letter he took a good look at himself in the +glass. More than seven years had he served for Hannah, and little hope had +he had of a final reward. He was older by ten years than she, and already +his face began to show it. He examined himself critically, and was pleased +to find with that light of hope in his eyes he was not so bad looking as +he feared. He betook himself to the village tailor forthwith and ordered a +new suit of clothes, though his Sunday best was by no means shiny yet. He +realized that if he did not win now he never would, and he resolved to do +his best. + +On the way home, during all the joltings of the coach over rough roads +Hannah Heath was planning two campaigns, one of love with Lemuel, and one +of hate with Marcia Spafford. She was possessed of knowledge which she +felt would help her in the latter, and often she smiled vindictively as +she laid her neat plans for the destruction of the bride's complacency. + +That night the fire in the Heath parlor burned high and glowed, and the +candles in their silver holders flickered across fair Hannah's face as she +dimpled and smiled and coquetted with poor Lemuel. But Lemuel needed no +pity. He was not afraid of Hannah. Not for nothing had he served his seven +years, and he understood every fancy and foible of her shallow nature. He +knew his time had come at last, and he was getting what he had wanted +long, for Lemuel had admired and loved Hannah in spite of the dance she +had led him, and in spite of the other lovers she had allowed to come +between them. + +Hannah had not been at home many days before she called upon Marcia. + +Marcia had just seated herself at the piano when Hannah appeared to her +from the hall, coming in unannounced through the kitchen door according to +old neighborly fashion. + +Marcia was vexed. She arose from the instrument and led the way to the +little morning room which was sunny and cosy, and bare of music or books. +She did not like to visit with Hannah in the parlor. Somehow her presence +reminded her of the evil face of Harry Temple as he had stooped to kiss +her. + +"You know how to play, too, don't you?" said Hannah as they sat down. +"Your sister plays beautifully. Do you know the new song, 'Home, Sweet +Home?' She plays it with so much feeling and sings it so that one would +think her heart was breaking for her home. You must have been a united +family." Hannah said it with sharp scrutiny in voice and eyes. + +"Sit down, Miss Heath," said Marcia coolly, lowering the yellow shades +that her visitor's eyes might not be troubled by a broad sunbeam. "Did you +have a pleasant time in New York?" + +Hannah could not be sure whether or not the question was an evasion. The +utterly child-like manner of Marcia disarmed suspicion. + +"Oh, delightful, of course. Could any one have anything else in New York?" + +Hannah laughed disagreeably. She realized the limitations of life in a +town. + +"I suppose," said Marcia, her eyes shining with the thought, "that you saw +all the wonderful things of the city. I should enjoy being in New York a +little while. I have heard of so many new things. Were there any ships in +the harbor? I have always wanted to go over a great ship. Did you have +opportunity of seeing one?" + +"Oh, dear me. No!" said Hannah. "I shouldn't have cared in the least for +that. I'm sure I don't know whether there were any ships in or not. I +suppose there were. I saw a lot of sails on the water, but I did not ask +about them. I'm not interested in dirty boats. I liked visiting the shops +best. Your sister took me about everywhere. She is a most charming +creature. You must miss her greatly. You were a sly little thing to cut +her out." + +Marcia's face flamed crimson with anger and amazement. Hannah's dart had +hit the mark, and she was watching keenly to see her victim quiver. + +"I do not understand you," said Marcia with girlish dignity. + +"Oh, now don't pretend to misunderstand. I've heard all about it from +headquarters," she said it archly, laughing. "But then I don't blame you. +David was worth it." Hannah ended with a sigh. If she had ever cared for +any one besides herself that one was David Spafford. + +"I do not understand you," said Marcia again, drawing herself up with all +the Schuyler haughtiness she could master, till she quite resembled her +father. + +"Now, Mrs. Spafford," said the visitor, looking straight into her face and +watching every expression as a cat would watch a mouse, "you don't mean to +tell me your sister was not at one time very intimate with your husband." + +"Mr. Spafford has been intimate in our family for a number of years," said +Marcia proudly, her fighting fire up, "but as for my having 'cut my sister +out' as you call it, you have certainly been misinformed. Excuse me, I +think I will close the kitchen door. It seems to blow in here and make a +draft." + +Marcia left the room with her head up and her fine color well under +control, and when she came back her head was still up and a distant +expression was in her face. Somehow Hannah felt she had not gained much +after all. But Marcia, after Hannah's departure, went up to her cold room +and wept bitter tears on her pillow alone. + + [Illustration: Copyright by C. Klackner + MARCIA PASSED FROM THE OLD STONE CHURCH WITH THE TWO AUNTS.] + + Copyright by C. Klackner + MARCIA PASSED FROM THE OLD STONE CHURCH WITH THE TWO AUNTS. + + +After that first visit Hannah never found the kitchen door unlocked when +she came to make a morning call, but she improved every little opportunity +to torment her gentle victim. She had had a letter from Kate and had +Marcia heard? How often did Kate write her? Did Marcia know how fond Harry +Temple was of Kate? And where was Kate's husband? Would he likely be +ordered home soon? These little annoyances were almost unbearable +sometimes and Marcia had much ado to keep her sweetness of outward +demeanor. + +People looked upon Lemuel with new respect. He had finally won where they +had considered him a fool for years for hanging on. The added respect +brought added self-respect. He took on new manliness. Grandmother Heath +felt that he really was not so bad after all, and perhaps Hannah might as +well have taken him at first. Altogether the Heath family were well +pleased, and preparations began at once for a wedding in the near future. + +And still David lingered, held here and there by a call from first one man +and then another, and by important doings in Congress. He seemed to be +rarely fitted for the work. + +Once he was called back to New York for a day or two, and Harry Temple +happened to see him as he arrived. That night he wrote to Hannah a +friendly letter--Harry was by no means through with Hannah yet--and casually +remarked that he saw David Spafford was in New York again. He supposed now +that Mrs. Leavenworth's evenings would be fully occupied and society would +see little of her while he remained. + +The day after Hannah received that letter was Sunday. + +The weeks had gone by rapidly since David left his home, and now the +spring was coming on. The grass was already green as summer and the willow +tree by the graveyard gate was tender and green like a spring-plume. All +the foliage was out and fluttering its new leaves in the sunshine as +Marcia passed from the old stone church with the two aunts and opened her +little green sunshade. Her motion made David's last letter rustle in her +bosom. It thrilled her with pleasure that not even the presence of Hannah +Heath behind her could cloud. + +However prim and fault-finding the two aunts might be in the seclusion of +their own home, in public no two could have appeared more adoring than +Amelia and Hortense Spafford. They hovered near Marcia and delighted to +show how very close and intimate was the relationship between themselves +and their new and beautiful niece, of whom in their secret hearts they +were prouder than they would have cared to tell. In their best black silks +and their fine lace shawls they walked beside her and talked almost +eagerly, if those two stately beings could have anything to do with a +quality so frivolous as eagerness. They wished it understood that David's +wife was worthy of appreciation and they were more conscious than she of +the many glances of admiration in her direction. + +Hannah Heath encountered some of those admiring glances and saw jealously +for whom they were meant. She hastened to lean forward and greet Marcia, +her spiteful tongue all ready for a stab. + +"Good morning, Mrs. Spafford. Is that husband of yours not home yet? +Really! Why, he's quite deserted you. I call that hard for the first year, +and your honeymoon scarcely over yet." + +"He's been called back to New York again," said Marcia annoyed over the +spiteful little sentences. "He says he may be at home soon, but he cannot +be sure. His business is rather uncertain." + +"New York!" said Hannah, and her voice was annoyingly loud. "What! Not +again! There must be some great attraction there," and then with a meaning +glance, "I suppose your sister is still there!" + +Marcia felt her face crimsoning, and the tears starting from angry eyes. +She felt a sudden impulse to slap Hannah. What if she should! What would +the aunts say? The thought of the tumult she might make roused her sense +of humor and a laugh bubbled up instead of the tears, and Hannah, +watching, cat-like, could only see eyes dancing with fun though the cheeks +were charmingly red. By Hannah's expression Marcia knew she was baffled, +but Marcia could not get away from the disagreeable suggestion that had +been made. + +Yes, David was in New York, and Kate was there. Not for an instant did she +doubt her husband's nobleness. She knew David would be good and true. She +knew little of the world's wickedness, and never thought of any blame, as +other women might, in such a suggestion. But a great jealousy sprang into +being that she never dreamed existed. Kate was there, and he would perhaps +see her, and all his old love and disappointment would be brought to mind +again. Had she, Marcia, been hoping he would forget it? Had she been +claiming something of him in her heart for herself? She could not tell. +She did not know what all this tumult of feeling meant. She longed to get +away and think it over, but the solemn Sunday must be observed. She must +fold away her church things, put on another frock and come down to the +oppressive Sunday dinner, hear Deacon Brown's rheumatism discussed, or +listen to a long comparison of the morning's sermon with one preached +twenty years ago by the minister, now long dead upon the same text. It was +all very hard to keep her mind upon, with these other thoughts rushing +pell-mell through her brain; and when Aunt Amelia asked her to pass the +butter, she handed the sugar-bowl instead. Miss Amelia looked as shocked +as if she had broken the great-grandmother's china teapot. + +Aunt Clarinda claimed her after dinner and carried her off to her room to +talk about David, so that Marcia had no chance to think even then. Miss +Clarinda looked into the sweet shadowed eyes and wondered why the girl +looked so sad. She thought it was because David stayed away so long, and +so she kept her with her all the rest of the day. + +When Marcia went to her room that night she threw herself on her knees +beside the bed and tried to pray. She felt more lonely and heartsick than +she ever felt before in her life. She did not know what the great hunger +in her heart meant. It was terrible to think David had loved Kate. Kate +never loved him in return in the right way. Marcia felt very sure of that. +She wished she might have had the chance in Kate's place, and then all of +a sudden the revelation came to her. She loved David herself with a great +overwhelming love. Not just a love that could come and keep house for him +and save him from the criticisms and comments of others; but with a love +that demanded to be loved in return; a love that was mindful of every dear +lineament of his countenance. The knowledge thrilled through her with a +great sweetness. She did not seem to care for anything else just now, only +to know that she loved David. David could never love her of course, not in +that way, but she would love him. She would try to shut out the thought of +Kate from him forever. + +And so, dreaming, hovering on the edge of all that was bitter and all that +was sweet, she fell asleep with David's letter clasped close over her +heart. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII + + +Marcia had gone down to her own house the next morning very early. She had +hoped for a letter but none had come. Her soul was in torment between her +attempt to keep out of her mind the hateful things Hannah Heath had said, +and reproaching herself for what seemed to her her unseemly feeling toward +David, who loved another and could never love her. It was not a part of +her life-dream to love one who belonged to another. Yet her heart was his +and she was beginning to know that everything belonging to him was dear to +her. She went and sat in his place at the table, she touched with +tenderness the books upon his desk that he had used before he went away, +she went up to his room and laid her lips for one precious daring instant +upon his pillow, and then drew back with wildly beating heart ashamed of +her emotion. She knelt beside his bed and prayed: "Oh, God, I love him, I +love him! I cannot help it!" as if she would apologize for herself, and +then she hugged the thought of her love to herself, feeling its sweet pain +drift through her like some delicious agony. Her love had come through +sorrow to her, and was not as she would have had it could she have chosen. +It brought no ray of happy hope for the future, save just the happiness of +loving in secret, and of doing for the object loved, with no thought of a +returned affection. + +Then she went slowly down the stairs, trying to think how it would seem +when David came back. He had been so long gone that it seemed as if +perhaps he might never return. She felt that it had been no part of the +spirit of her contract with David that she should render to him this wild +sweet love that he had expected Kate to give. He had not wanted it. He had +only wanted a wife in name. + +Then the color would sweep over her face in a crimson drift and leave it +painfully white, and she would glide to the piano like a ghost of her +former self and play some sad sweet strain, and sometimes sing. + +She had no heart for her dear old woods in these days. She had tried it +one day in spring; slipped over the back fence and away through the +ploughed field where the sea of silver oats had surged, and up to the +hillside and the woods; but she was so reminded of David that it only +brought heart aches and tears. She wondered if it was because she was +getting old that the hillside did not seem so joyous now, and she did not +care to look up into the sky just for the pure joy of sky and air and +clouds, nor to listen to the branches whisper to the robins nesting. She +stooped and picked a great handful of spring beauties, but they did not +seem to give her pleasure, and by and by she dropped them from listless +fingers and walked sedately down to the house once more. + +On this morning she did not even care to play. She went into the parlor +and touched a few notes, but her heart was heavy and sad. Life was growing +too complex. + +Last week there had come a letter from Harry Temple. It had startled her +when it arrived. She feared it was some ill-news about David, coming as it +did from New York and being written in a strange hand. + +It had been a plea for forgiveness, representing that the writer had +experienced nothing but deep repentance and sorrow since the time he had +seen her last. He set forth his case in a masterly way, with little +touching facts of his childhood, and lonely upbringing, with no mother to +guide. He told her that her noble action toward him had but made him +revere her the more, and that, in short, she had made a new creature of +him by refusing to return his kiss that day, and leaving him alone with so +severe a rebuke. He felt that if all women were so good and true men would +be a different race, and now he looked up to her as one might look up to +an angel, and he felt he could never be happy again on this earth until he +had her written word of forgiveness. With that he felt he could live a new +life, and she must rest assured that he would never offer other than +reverence to any woman again. He further added that his action had not +intended any insult to her, that he was merely expressing his natural +admiration for a spirit so good and true, and that his soul was innocent +of any intention of evil. With sophistry in the use of which he was an +adept, he closed his epistle, fully clearing himself, and assuring her +that he could have made her understand it that day if she had not left so +suddenly, and he had not been almost immediately called away to the dying +bed of his dear cousin. This contradictory letter had troubled Marcia +greatly. She was keen enough to see that his logic was at fault, and that +the two pages of his letter did not hang together, but one thing was +plain, that he wished her forgiveness. The Bible said that one must +forgive, and surely it was right to let him know that she did, though when +she thought of the fright he had given her it was hard to do. Still, it +was right, and if he was so unhappy, perhaps she had better let him know. +She would rather have waited until David returned to consult him in the +matter, but the letter seemed so insistent that she had finally written a +stiff little note, in formal language, "Mrs. Spafford sends herewith her +full and free forgiveness to Mr. Harry Temple, and promises to think no +more of the matter." + +She would have liked to consult some one. She almost thought of taking +Aunt Clarinda into her confidence, but decided that she might not +understand. So she finally sent off the brief missive, and let her +troubled thoughts wander after it more than once. + +She was standing by the window looking out into the yard perplexing +herself over this again when there came a loud knocking at the front door. +She started, half frightened, for the knock sounded through the empty +house so insistently. It seemed like trouble coming. She felt nervous as +she went down the hall. + +It was only a little urchin, barefoot, and tow-headed. He had ridden an +old mare to the door, and left her nosing at the dusty grass. He brought +her a letter. Again her heart fluttered excitedly. Who could be writing to +her? It was not David. Why did the handwriting look familiar? It could not +be from any one at home. Father? Mother? No, it was no one she knew. She +tore it open, and the boy jumped on his horse and was off down the street +before she realized that he was gone. + + + "DEAR MADAM:" the letter read, + + "I bring you news of your husband, and having met with an accident + I am unable to come further. You will find me at the Green Tavern + two miles out on the corduroy road. As the business is private, + please come alone. + + "A MESSENGER." + + +Marcia trembled so that she sat down on the stairs. A sudden weakness went +over her like a wave, and the hall grew dark around her as though she were +going to faint. But she did not. She was strong and well and had never +fainted in her life. She rallied in a moment and tried to think. Something +had happened to David. Something dreadful, perhaps, and she must go at +once and find out. Still it must be something mysterious, for the man had +said it was private. Of course that meant David would not want it known. +David had intended that the man would come to her and tell her by herself. +She must go. There was nothing else to be done. She must go at once and +get rid of this awful suspense. It was a good day for the message to have +come, for she had brought her lunch expecting to do some spring cleaning. +David had been expected home soon, and she liked to make a bustle of +preparation as if he might come in any day, for it kept up her good cheer. + +Having resolved to go she got up at once, closed the doors and windows, +put on her bonnet and went out down the street toward the old corduroy +road. It frightened her to think what might be at the end of her journey. +Possibly David himself, hurt or dying, and he had sent for her in this way +that she might break the news gently to his aunts. As she walked along she +conjured various forms of trouble that might have come to him. Now and +then she would try to take a cheerful view, saying to herself that David +might have needed more important papers, papers which he would not like +everyone to know about, and had sent by special messenger to her to get +them. Then her face would brighten and her step grow more brisk. But +always would come the dull thud of possibility of something more serious. +Her heart beat so fast sometimes that she was forced to lessen her speed +to get her breath, for though she was going through town, and must +necessarily walk somewhat soberly lest she call attention to herself, she +found that her nerves and imagination were fairly running ahead, and +waiting impatiently for her feet to catch up at every turning place. + +At last she came to the corduroy road--a long stretch of winding way +overlaid with logs which made an unpleasant path. Most of the way was +swampy, and bordered in some places by thick, dark woods. Marcia sped on +from log to log, with a nervous feeling that she must step on each one or +her errand would not be successful. She was not afraid of the loneliness, +only of what might be coming at the end of her journey. + +But suddenly, in the densest part of the wood, she became conscious of +footsteps echoing hers, and a chill laid hold upon her. She turned her +head and there, wildly gesticulating and running after her, was Miranda! + +Annoyed, and impatient to be on her way, and wondering what to do with +Miranda, or what she could possibly want, Marcia stopped to wait for her. + +"I thought--as you was goin' 'long my way"--puffed Miranda, "I'd jes' step +along beside you. You don't mind, do you?" + +Marcia looked troubled. If she should say she did then Miranda would think +it queer and perhaps suspect something. + +She tried to smile and ask how far Miranda was going. + +"Oh, I'm goin' to hunt fer wild strawberries," said the girl nonchalantly +clattering a big tin pail. + +"Isn't it early yet for strawberries?" questioned Marcia. + +"Well, mebbe, an' then ag'in mebbe 'tain't. I know a place I'm goin' to +look anyway. Are you goin' 's fur 's the Green Tavern?" + +Miranda's bright eyes looked her through and through, and Marcia's +truthful ones could not evade. Suddenly as she looked into the girl's +homely face, filled with a kind of blind adoration, her heart yearned for +counsel in this trying situation. She was reminded of Miranda's +helpfulness the time she ran away to the woods, and the care with which +she had guarded the whole matter so that no one ever heard of it. An +impulse came to her to confide in Miranda. She was a girl of sharp common +sense, and would perhaps be able to help with her advice. At least she +could get comfort from merely telling her trouble and anxiety. + +"Miranda," she said, "can you keep a secret?" + +The girl nodded. + +"Well, I'm going to tell you something, just because I am so troubled and +I feel as if it would do me good to tell it." She smiled and Miranda +answered the smile with much satisfaction and no surprise. Miranda had +come for this, though she did not expect her way to be so easy. + +"I'll be mum as an oyster," said Miranda. "You jest tell me anything you +please. You needn't be afraid Hannah Heath'll know a grain about it. +She'n' I are two people. I know when to shut up." + +"Well, Miranda, I'm in great perplexity and anxiety. I've just had a note +from a messenger my husband has sent asking me to come out to that Green +Tavern you were talking about. He was sent to me with some message and has +had an accident so he couldn't come. It kind of frightened me to think +what might be the matter. I'm glad you are going this way because it keeps +me from thinking about it. Are we nearly there? I never went out this road +so far before." + +"It ain't fur," said Miranda as if that were a minor matter. "I'll go +right along in with you, then you needn't feel lonely. I guess likely it's +business. Don't you worry." The tone was reassuring, but Marcia's face +looked troubled. + +"No, I guess that won't do, Miranda, for the note says it is a private +matter and I must come alone. You know Mr. Spafford has matters to write +about that are very important, railroads, and such things, and sometimes +he doesn't care to have any one get hold of his ideas before they appear +in the paper. His enemies might use them to stop the plans of the great +improvements he is writing about." + +"Let me see that note!" demanded Miranda. "Got it with you?" Marcia +hesitated. Perhaps she ought not to show it, and yet there was nothing in +the note but what she had already told the girl, and she felt sure she +would not breathe a word to a living soul after her promise. She handed +Miranda the letter, and they stopped a moment while she slowly spelled it +out. Miranda was no scholar. Marcia watched her face eagerly, as if to +gather a ray of hope from it, but she was puzzled by Miranda's look. A +kind of satisfaction had overspread her homely countenance. + +"Should you think from that that David was hurt--or ill--or--or--killed--or +anything?" She asked the question as if Miranda were a wizard, and hung +anxiously upon her answer. + +"Naw, I don't reckon so!" said Miranda. "Don't you worry. David's all +right somehow. I'll take care o' you. You go 'long up and see what's the +business, an' I'll wait here out o' sight o' the tavern. Likely's not he +might take a notion not to tell you ef he see me come along with you. You +jest go ahead, and I'll be on hand when you get through. If you need me +fer anything you jest holler out 'Randy!' good and loud an' I'll hear you. +Guess I'll set on this log. The tavern's jest round that bend in the road. +Naw, you needn't thank me. This is a real pretty mornin' to set an' rest. +Good-bye." + +Marcia hurried on, glancing back happily at her protector in a calico +sunbonnet seated stolidly on a log with her tin pail beside her. + +Poor stupid Miranda! Of course she could not understand what a comfort it +was to have confided her trouble. Marcia went up to the tavern with almost +a smile on her face, though her heart began to beat wildly as a slatternly +girl led her into a big room at the right of the hall. + +As Marcia disappeared behind the bend in the road, Miranda stealthily +stole along the edge of the woods, till she stood hidden behind a clump of +alders where she could peer out and watch Marcia until she reached the +tavern and passed safely by the row of lounging, smoking men, and on into +the doorway. Then Miranda waited just an instant to look in all +directions, and sped across the road, mounting the fence and on through +two meadows, and the barnyard to the kitchen door of the tavern. + +"Mornin'! Mis' Green," she said to the slovenly looking woman who sat by +the table peeling potatoes. "Mind givin' me a drink o' water? I'm terrible +thirsty, and seemed like I couldn't find the spring. Didn't thare used to +be a spring 'tween here'n town?" + +"Goodness sakes! Randy! Where'd you come from? Water! Jes' help yourself. +There's the bucket jes' from the spring five minutes since, an' there's +the gourd hanging up on the wall. I can't get up, I'm that busy. Twelve to +dinner to-day, an' only me to do the cookin'. 'Melia she's got to be +upstairs helpin' at the bar." + +"Who all you got here?" questioned Miranda as she took a draught from the +old gourd. + +"Well, got a gentleman from New York fur one. He's real pretty. Quite a +beau. His clo'es are that nice you'd think he was goin' to court. He's +that particular 'bout his eatin' I feel flustered. Nothin' would do but he +hed to hev a downstairs room. He said he didn't like goin' upstairs. He +don't look sickly, neither." + +"Mebbe he's had a accident an' lamed himself," suggested Miranda +cunningly. "Heard o' any accidents? How'd he come? Coach or horseback?" + +"Coach," said Mrs. Green. "Why do you ask? Got any friends in New York?" + +"Not many," responded Miranda importantly, "but my cousin Hannah Heath +has. You know she's ben up there for a spell visitin' an' they say there +was lots of gentlemen in love with her. There's one in particular used to +come round a good deal. It might be him come round to see ef it's true +Hannah's goin' to get married to Lem Skinner. Know what this fellow's name +is?" + +"You don't say! Well now it might be. No, I don't rightly remember his +name. Seems though it was something like Church er Chapel. 'Melia could +tell ye, but she's busy." + +"Where's he at? Mebbe I could get a glimpse o' him. I'd jest like to know +ef he was comin' to bother our Hannah." + +"Well now. Mebbe you could get a sight o' him. There's a cupboard between +his room an' the room back. It has a door both sides. Mebbe ef you was to +slip in there you might see him through the latch hole. I ain't usin' that +back room fer anythin' but a store-room this spring, so look out you don't +stumble over nothin' when you go in fer it's dark as a pocket. You go +right 'long in. I reckon you'll find the way. Yes, it's on the right hand +side o' the hall. I've got to set here an' finish these potatoes er +dinner'll be late. I'd like to know real well ef he's one o' Hannah +Heath's beaux." + +Miranda needed no second bidding. She slipped through the hall and store +room, and in a moment stood before the door of the closet. Softly she +opened it, and stepped in, lifting her feet cautiously, for the closet +floor seemed full of old boots and shoes. + +It was dark in there, very dark, and only one slat of light stabbed the +blackness coming through the irregular shape of the latch hole. She could +hear voices in low tones speaking on the other side of the door. Gradually +her eyes grew accustomed to the light and one by one objects came out of +the shadows and looked at her. A white pitcher with a broken nose, a row +of bottles, a bunch of seed corn with the husks braided together and hung +on a nail, an old coat on another nail. + +Down on her knees beside the crack of light went Miranda. First her eye +and then her ear were applied to the small aperture. She could see nothing +but a table directly in front of the door about a foot away on which were +quills, paper, and a large horn inkstand filled with ink. Some one +evidently had been writing, for a page was half done, and the pen was laid +down beside a word. + +The limits of the latch hole made it impossible for Miranda to make out +any more. She applied her ear and could hear a man's voice talking in low +insinuating tones, but she could make little of what was said. It drove +her fairly frantic to think that she was losing time. Miranda had no mind +to be balked in her purpose. She meant to find out who was in that room +and what was going on. She felt a righteous interest in it. + +Her eyes could see quite plainly now in the dark closet. There was a big +button on the door. She no sooner discovered it than she put up her hand +and tried to turn it. It was tight and made a slight squeak in turning. +She stopped but the noise seemed to have no effect upon the evenly +modulated tones inside. Cautiously she moved the button again, holding the +latch firmly in her other hand lest the door should suddenly fly open. It +was an exciting moment when at last the button was turned entirely away +from the door frame and the lifted latch swung free in Miranda's hand. The +door opened outward. If it were allowed to go it would probably strike +against the table. Miranda only allowed it to open a crack. She could hear +words now, and the voice reminded her of something unpleasant. The least +little bit more she dared open the door, and she could see, as she had +expected, Marcia's bonnet and shoulder cape as she sat at the other side +of the room. This then was the room of the messenger who had sent for Mrs. +Spafford so peremptorily. The next thing was to discover the identity of +the messenger. Miranda had suspicions. + +The night before she had seen a man lurking near the Spafford house when +she went out in the garden to feed the chickens. She had watched him from +behind the lilac bush, and when he had finally gone away she had followed +him some distance until he turned into the old corduroy road and was lost +in the gathering dusk. The man she had seen before, and had reason to +suspect. It was not for nothing that she had braved her grandmother and +gone hunting wild strawberries out of season. + +With the caution of a creature of the forest Miranda opened the door an +inch further, and applied her eye to the latch hole again. The man's head +was in full range of her eye then, and her suspicion proved true. + +When Marcia entered the big room and the heavy oak door closed behind her +her heart seemed almost choking her, but she tried with all her might to +be calm. She was to know the worst now. + +On the other side of the room in a large arm-chair, with his feet extended +on another and covered by a travelling shawl, reclined a man. Marcia went +toward him eagerly, and then stopped: + +"Mr. Temple!" There was horror, fear, reproach in the way she spoke it. + +"I know you are astonished, Mrs. Spafford, that the messenger should be +one so unworthy, and let me say at the beginning that I am more thankful +than I can express that your letter of forgiveness reached me before I was +obliged to start on my sorrowful commission. I beg you will sit down and +be as comfortable as you can while I explain further. Pardon my not +rising. I have met with a bad sprain caused by falling from my horse on +the way, and was barely able to reach this stopping place. My ankle is +swollen so badly that I cannot step upon my foot." + +Marcia, with white face, moved to the chair he indicated near him, and sat +down. The one thought his speech had conveyed to her had come through +those words "my sorrowful commission." She felt the need of sitting down, +for her limbs would no longer bear her up, and she felt she must +immediately know what was the matter. + +"Mrs. Spafford, may I ask you once more to speak your forgiveness? Before +I begin to tell you what I have come for, I long to hear you say the words +'I forgive you.' Will you give me your hand and say them?" + +"Mr. Temple, I beg you will tell me what is the matter. Do not think any +further about that other matter. I meant what I said in the note. Tell me +quick! Is my husband--has anything happened to Mr. Spafford? Is he ill? Is +he hurt?" + +"My poor child! How can I bear to tell you? It seems terrible to put your +love and trust upon another human being and then suddenly find---- But wait. +Let me tell the story in my own way. No, your husband is not hurt, +physically. Illness, and death even, are not the worst things that can +happen to a mortal soul. It seems to me cruel, as I see you sit there so +young and tender and beautiful, that I should have to hurt you by what I +have to say. I come from the purest of motives to tell you a sad truth +about one who should be nearest and dearest to you of all the earth. I beg +you will look upon me kindly and believe that it hurts me to have to tell +you these things. Before I begin I pray you will tell me that you forgive +me for all I have to say. Put your hand in mine and say so." + +Marcia had listened to this torrent of words unable to stop them, a +choking sensation in her throat, fear gripping her heart. Some terrible +thing had happened. Her senses refused to name the possibility. Would he +never tell? What ailed the man that he wanted her hand in forgiveness? Of +course she forgave him. She could not speak, and he kept urging. + +"I cannot talk until I have your hand as a pledge that you will forgive me +and think not unkindly of me for what I am about to tell you." + +He must have seen how powerfully he wrought upon her, for he continued +until wild with frantic fear she stumbled toward him and laid her hand in +his. He grasped it and thanked her profusely. He looked at the little cold +hand in his own, and his lying tongue went on: + +"Mrs. Spafford, you are good and true. You have saved me from a life of +uselessness, and your example and high noble character have given me new +inspiration. It seems a poor gratitude that would turn and stab you to the +heart. Ah! I cannot do it, and yet I must." + +This was torture indeed! Marcia drew her hand sharply away and held it to +her heart. She felt her brain reeling with the strain. Harry Temple saw he +must go on at once or he would lose what he had gained. He had meant to +keep that little hand and touch it gently with a comforting pressure as +his story went on, but it would not do to frighten her or she might take +sudden alarm. + +"Sit down," he begged, reaching out and drawing a chair near to his own, +but she stepped back and dropped into the one which she had first taken. + +"You know your husband has been in New York?" he began. She nodded. She +could not speak. + +"Did you never suspect why he is there and why he stays so long?" A cold +vise gripped Marcia's heart, but though she turned white she said nothing, +only looked steadily into the false eyes that glowed and burned at her +like two hateful coals of fire that would scorch her soul and David's to a +horrid death. + +"Poor child, you cannot answer. You have trusted perfectly. You thought he +was there on business connected with his writing, but did it never occur +to you what a very long time he has been away and that--that there might be +some other reason also which he has not told? But you must know it now, my +child. I am sorry to say it, but he has been keeping it from you, and +those who love you think you ought to know. Let me explain. Very soon +after he reached New York he met a lady whom he used to know and admire. +She is a very beautiful woman, and though she is married is still much +sought after. Your husband, like the rest of her admirers, soon lost his +heart completely, and his head. Strange that he could so easily forget the +pearl of women he had left behind! He went to see her. He showed his +affection for her in every possible way. He gave her large sums of money. +In fact, to make a long story short, he is lingering in New York just to +be near her. I hesitate to speak the whole truth, but he has surely done +that which you cannot forgive. You with your lofty ideas--Mrs. Spafford--he +has cut himself off from any right to your respect or love. + +"And now I am here to-day to offer to do all in my power to help you. From +what I know of your husband's movements, he is likely to return to you +soon. You cannot meet him knowing that the lips that will salute you have +been pressed upon the lips of another woman, and that woman _your own +sister_, dear Mrs. Spafford! + +"Ah! Now you understand, poor child. Your lips quiver! You have reason to +understand. I know, I know you cannot think what to do. Let me think for +you." His eyes were glowing and his face animated. He was using all his +persuasive power, and her gaze was fixed upon him as though he had +mesmerized her. She could not resist the flood-tide of his eloquence. She +could only look on and seem to be gradually turning to stone--frozen with +horror. + +He felt he had almost won, and with demoniacal skill he phrased his +sentences. + +"I am here for that purpose. I am here to help you and for no other +reason. In the stable are horses harnessed and a comfortable carriage. My +advice to you is to fly from here as fast as these fleet horses can carry +you. Where you go is for you to say. I should advise going to your +father's house. That I am sure is what will please him best. He is your +natural refuge at such a time as this. If, however, you shrink from +appearing before the eyes of the village gossips in your native town, I +will take you to the home of a dear old friend of mine, hidden among the +quiet hills, where you will be cared for most royally and tenderly for my +sake, and where you can work out your life problem in the way that seems +best to you. It is there that I am planning to take you to-night. We can +easily reach there before evening if we start at once." + +Marcia started to her feet in horror. + +"What do you mean?" she stammered in a choking voice. "I could never go +anywhere with you Mr. Temple. You are a bad man! You have been telling me +lies! I do not believe one word of what you have said. My husband is noble +and good. If he did any of those things you say he did he had a reason for +it. I shall never distrust him." + +Marcia's head was up grandly now and her voice had come back. She looked +the man in the eye until he quailed, but still he sought to hold his power +over her. + +"You poor child!" and his voice was gentleness and forbearance itself. "I +do not wonder in your first horror and surprise that you feel as you do. I +anticipated this. Sit down and calm yourself and let me tell you more +about it. I can prove everything that I have said. I have letters here----" +and he swept his hand toward a pile of letters lying on the table; Miranda +in the closet marked well the position of those letters. "All that I have +said is only too true, I am sorry to say, and you must listen to me----" + +Marcia interrupted him, her eyes blazing, her face excited: "Mr. Temple, I +shall not listen to another word you say. You are a wicked man and I was +wrong to come here at all. You deceived me or I should not have come. I +must go home at once." With that she started toward the door. + +Harry Temple flung aside the shawl that covered his sometime sprained +ankle and arose quickly, placing himself before her, forgetful of his +invalid role: + +"Not so fast, my pretty lady," he said, grasping her wrists fiercely in +both his hands. "You need not think to escape so easily. You shall not +leave this room except in my company. Do you not know that you are in my +power? You have spent nearly an hour alone in my bedchamber, and what will +your precious husband have to do with you after this is known?" + + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV + + +Miranda's time had come. She had seen it coming and was prepared. + +With a movement like a flash she pushed open the closet door, seized the +pot of ink from the table, and before the two excited occupants of the +room had time to even hear her or realize that she was near, she hurled +the ink pot full into the insolent face of Harry Temple. The inkstand +itself was a light affair of horn and inflicted only a slight wound, but +the ink came into his eyes in a deluge blinding him completely, as Miranda +had meant it should do. She had seen no other weapon of defense at hand. + +Harry Temple dropped Marcia's wrists and groaned in pain, staggering back +against the wall and sinking to the floor. But Miranda would not stay to +see the effect of her punishment. She seized the frightened Marcia, +dragged her toward the cupboard door, sweeping as she passed the pile of +letters, finished and unfinished, into her apron, and closed the cupboard +doors carefully behind her. Then she guided Marcia through the dark mazes +of the store room to the hall, and pushing her toward the front door, +whispered: "Go quick 'fore he gets his eyes open. I've got to go this way. +Run down the road fast as you can an' I'll be at the meetin' place first. +Hurry, quick!" + +Marcia went with feet that shook so that every step seemed like to slip, +but with beating heart she finally traversed the length of the piazza with +a show of dignity, passed the loungers, and was out in the road. Then +indeed she took courage and fairly flew. + +Miranda, breathless, but triumphant, went back into the kitchen: "I guess +'tain't him after all," she said to the interested woman who was putting +on the potatoes to boil. "He's real interesting to look at though. I'd +like to stop and watch him longer but I must be goin'. I come out to hunt +fer"--Miranda hesitated for a suitable object before this country-bred +woman who well knew that strawberries were not ripe yet--"wintergreens fer +Grandma," she added cheerfully, not quite sure whether they grew around +these parts, "and I must be in a hurry. Good-bye! Thank you fer the +drink." + +Miranda whizzed out of the door breezily, calling a good morning to one of +the hostlers as she passed the barnyard, and was off through the meadows +and over the fence like a bird, the package of letters rustling loud in +her bosom where she had tucked them before she entered the kitchen. + +Neither of the two girls spoke for some minutes after they met, but +continued their rapid gait, until the end of the corduroy road was in +sight and they felt comparatively safe. + +"Wal, that feller certainly ought to be strung up an' walluped, now, fer +sure," remarked Miranda, "an I'd like to help at the wallupin'." + +Marcia's overstrung nerves suddenly dissolved into hysterical laughter. +The contrast from the tragic to the ridiculous was too much for her. She +laughed until the tears rolled down her cheeks, and then she cried in +earnest. Miranda stopped and put her arms about her as gently as a mother +might have done, and smoothed her hair back from the hot cheek, speaking +tenderly: + +"There now, you poor pretty little flower. Jest you cry 's hard 's you +want to. I know how good it makes you feel to cry. I've done it many a +time up garret where nobody couldn't hear me. That old Satan, he won't +trouble you fer a good long spell again. When he gets his evil eyes open, +if he ever does, he'll be glad to get out o' these parts or I miss my +guess. Now don't you worry no more. He can't hurt you one mite. An' don't +you think a thing about what he said. He's a great big liar, that's what +he is." + +"Miranda, you saved me. Yes, you did. I never can thank you enough. If you +hadn't come and helped me something awful might have happened!" Marcia +shuddered and began to sob convulsively again. + +"Nonsense!" said Miranda, pleased. "I didn't do a thing worth mentioning. +Now you jest wipe your eyes and chirk up. We've got to go through town an' +you don't want folks to wonder what's up." + +Miranda led Marcia up to the spring whose location had been known to her +all the time of course, and Marcia bathed her eyes and was soon looking +more like herself, though there was a nervous tremor to her lips now and +then. But her companion talked gaily, and tried to keep her mind from +going over the events of the morning. + +When they reached the village Miranda suggested they go home by the back +street, slipping through a field of spring wheat and climbing the garden +fence. She had a mind to keep out of her grandmother's sight for a while +longer. + +"I might's well be hung for a sheep's a lamb," she remarked, as she slid +in at Marcia's kitchen door in the shadow of the morning-glory vines. "I'm +goin' to stay here a spell an' get you some dinner while you go upstairs +an' lie down. You don't need to go back to your aunt's till near night, +an' you can wait till dusk an' I'll go with you. Then you needn't be out +alone at all. I know how you feel, but I don't believe you need worry. +He'll be done with you now forever, er I'll miss my guess. Now you go lie +down till I make a cup o' tea." + +Marcia was glad to be alone, and soon fell asleep, worn out with the +excitement, her brain too weary to go over the awful occurrences of the +morning. That would come later. Now her body demanded rest. + +Miranda, coming upstairs with the tea, tiptoed in and looked at her,--one +round arm thrown over her head, and her smooth peachy cheek resting +against it. Miranda, homely, and with no hope of ever attaining any of the +beautiful things of life, loved unselfishly this girl who had what she had +not, and longed with all her heart to comfort and protect the sweet young +thing who seemed so ill-prepared to protect herself. She stooped over the +sleeper for one yearning moment, and touched her hair lightly with her +lips. She felt a great desire to kiss the soft round cheek, but was afraid +of wakening her. Then she took the cup of tea and tiptoed out again, her +eyes shining with satisfaction. She had a self-imposed task before her, +and was well pleased that Marcia slept, for it gave her plenty of +opportunity to carry out her plans. + +She went quickly to David's library, opened drawers and doors in the desk +until she found writing materials, and sat down to work. She had a letter +to write, and a letter, to Miranda, was the achievement of a lifetime. She +did not much expect to ever have to write another. She plunged into her +subject at once. + + + "DEAR MR. DAVID:" (she was afraid that sounded a little stiff, but + she felt it was almost too familiar to say "David" as he was + always called.) + + "I ain't much on letters, but this one has got to be writ. + Something happened and somebody's got to tell you about it. I'm + most sure she wont, and nobody else knows cept me. + + "Last night 'bout dark I went out to feed the chickens, an' I see + that nimshi Harry Temple skulkin round your house. It was all dark + there, an he walked in the side gate and tried to peek in the + winders, only the shades was down an he couldn't see a thing. I + thought he was up to some mischief so I followed him down the + street a piece till he turned down the old corduroy road. It was + dark by then an I come home, but I was on the watchout this + morning, and after Mis' Spafford come down to the house I heard a + horse gallopin by an I looked out an saw a boy get off an take a + letter to the door an ride away, an pretty soon all in a hurry + your wife come out tyin her bonnet and hurryin along lookin + scared. I grabbed my sunbonnet an clipped after her, but she went + so fast I didn't get up to her till she got on the old corduroy + road. She was awful scared lookin an she didn't want me much I + see, but pretty soon she up an told me she had a note sayin there + was a messenger with news from you out to the old Green Tavern. He + had a accident an couldn't come no further. He wanted her to come + alone cause the business was private, so I stayed down by the turn + of the road till she got in an then I went cross lots an round to + the kitchen an called on Mis' Green a spell. She was tellin me + about her boarders an I told her I thought mebbe one of em was a + friend o' Hannah Heath's so she said I might peek through the key + hole of the cubberd an see. She was busy so I went alone. + + "Well sir, I jest wish you'd been there. That lying nimshi was + jest goin on the sweetest, as respectful an nice a thankin your + wife fer comin, an excusin himself fer sendin fer her, and sayin + he couldn't bear to tell her what he'd come fer, an pretty soon + when she was scared 's death he up an told her a awful fib bout + you an a woman called Kate, whoever she is, an he jest poured the + words out fast so she couldn't speak, an he said things about you + he shouldn't uv, an you could see he was makin it up as he went + along, an he said he had proof. So he pointed at a pile of letters + on the table an I eyed em good through the hole in the door. + Pretty soon he ups and perposes that he carry her off in a + carriage he has all ready, and takes her to a friend of his, so + she wont be here when you come home, cause you're so bad, and she + gets up looking like she wanted to scream only she didn't dare, + and she says he dont tell the truth, it wasn't so any of it, and + if it was it was all right anyway, that you had some reason, an + she wouldn't go a step with him anywhere. An then he forgets all + about the lame ankle he had kept covered up on a chair pertendin + it was hurt fallin off his horse when the coach brought him all + the way fer I asked Mis' Green--and he ketches her by the wrists, + and he says she can't go without him, and she needn't be in such a + hurry fer you wouldn't have no more to do with her anyway after + her being shut up there with him so long, an then she looked jest + like she was going to faint, an I bust out through the door an + ketched up the ink pot, it want heavy enough to kill him, an I + slung it at him, an the ink went square in his eyes, an we slipped + through the closet an got away quick fore anybody knew a thing. + + "I brought all the letters along so here they be. I havn't read a + one, cause I thought mebbe you'd ruther not. She aint seen em + neither. She dont know I've got em. I hid em in my dress. She's + all wore out with cryin and hurryin, and being scared, so she's + upstairs now asleep, an she dont know I'm writing. I'm goin to + send this off fore she knows, fer I think she wouldn't tell you + fear of worryin you. I'll look after her es well's I can till you + get back, but I think that feller ought to be strung up. But + you'll know what to do, so no more at present from your obedient + servent, + + "MIRANDA GRISCOM." + + +Having at last succeeded in sealing her packet to her satisfaction and the +diminishing of the stick of sealing wax she had found in the drawer, +Miranda slid out the front door, and by a detour went to David Spafford's +office. + +"Good afternoon, Mr. Clark," she said to the clerk importantly. "Grandma +sends her respecks and wants to know ef you'd be so kind as to back this +letter fer her to Mr. David Spafford. She's writin' to him on business an' +she don't rightly know his street an' number in New York." + +Mr. Clark willingly wrote the address, and Miranda took it to the post +office, and sped back to Marcia, happy in the accomplishment of her +purpose. + + + +In the same mail bag that brought Miranda's package came a letter from +Aunt Clarinda. David's face lit up with a pleased smile. Her letters were +so infrequent that they were a rare pleasure. He put aside the thick +package written in his clerk's hand. It was doubtless some business papers +and could wait. + +Aunt Clarinda wrote in a fine old script that in spite of her eighty years +was clear and legible. She told about the beauty of the weather, and how +Amelia and Hortense were almost done with the house cleaning, and how +Marcia had been going to their house every day putting it in order. Then +she added a paragraph which David, knowing the old lady well, understood +to be the _raison d'etre_ of the whole letter: + +"I think your wife misses you very much, Davie, she looks sort of peeked +and sad. It is hard on her being separated from you so long this first +year. Men don't think of those things, but it is lonely for a young thing +like her here with three old women, and you know Hortense and Amelia never +try to make it lively for anybody. I have been watching her, and I think +if I were you I would let the business finish itself up as soon as +possible and hurry back to put a bit of cheer into that child. She's +whiter than she ought to be." + +David read it over three times in astonishment with growing, mingled +feelings which he could not quite analyze. + +Poor Aunt Clarinda! Of course she did not understand the situation, and +equally of course she was mistaken. Marcia was not sighing for him, though +it might be dull for her at the old house. He ought to have thought of +that; and a great burden suddenly settled down upon him. He was not doing +right by Marcia. It could not be himself of course that Marcia was +missing, if indeed Aunt Clarinda was right and she was worried about +anything. Perhaps something had occurred to trouble her. Could that snake +of a Temple have turned up again? No, he felt reasonably sure he would +have heard of that, besides he saw him not long ago on the street at a +distance. Could it be some boy-lover at home whose memory came to trouble +her? Or had she discovered what a sacrifice she had made of her young +life? Whatever it was, it was careless and cruel in him to have left her +alone with his aunts all this time. He was a selfish man, he told himself, +to have accepted her quiet little sacrifice of all for him. He read the +letter over again, and suddenly there came to him a wish that Marcia _was_ +missing him. It seemed a pleasant thought to have her care. He had been +trying to train himself to the fact that no one would ever care for him +again, but now it seemed dear and desirable that his sweet young companion +should like to have him back. He had a vision of home as it had been, so +pleasant and restful, always the food that he liked, always the thought +for his wishes, and he felt condemned. He had not noticed or cared. Had +she thought him ungrateful? + +He read the letter over again, noting every mention of his wife in the +account of the daily living at home. He was searching for some clue that +would give him more information about her. And when he reached the last +paragraph about missing him, a little tingle of pleasure shot through him +at the thought. He did not understand it. After all she was his, and if it +was possible he must help to make up to her for what she had lost in +giving herself to him. If the thought of doing so brought a sense of +satisfaction to him that was unexpected, he was not to blame in any wise. + +Since his interview with Kate, and the terrible night of agony through +which he had passed, David had plunged into his business with all his +might. Whenever a thought of Kate came he banished it if possible, and if +it would not go he got out his writing materials and went to work at an +article, to absorb his mind. He had several times arisen in the night to +write because he could not sleep, and must think. + +When he was obliged to be in New York he had steadily kept away from the +house where Kate lived, and never walked through the streets without +occupying his mind as fully as possible so that he should not chance to +see her. In this way his sorrow was growing old without having been worn +out, and he was really regaining a large amount of his former happiness +and interest in life. Not so often now did the vision of Kate come to +trouble him. He thought she was still his one ideal of womanly beauty and +grace and perfection of course, and always would be, but she was not for +him to think upon any more. A strong true man he was growing, out of his +sorrow. And now when the thought of Marcia came to him with a certain +sweetness he could be glad that it was so, and not resent it. Of course no +one could ever take the place of Kate, that was impossible. + +So reflecting, with a pleasant smile upon his face, he opened Miranda's +epistle. + +Puzzled and surprised he began to read the strange chirography, and as he +read his face darkened and he drew his brows in a heavy frown. "The +scoundrel!" he muttered as he turned the sheet. Then as he went on his +look grew anxious. He scanned the page quickly as if he would gather the +meaning from the crooked ill-spelled words without taking them one by one. +But he had to go slowly, for Miranda had not written with as much +plainness as haste. He fairly held his breath when he thought of the +gentle girl in the hands of the unscrupulous man of the world. A terrible +fear gripped his heart, Marcia, little Marcia, so sweet and pure and good. +A vision of her face as she lay asleep in the woods came between him and +the paper. Why had he left her unprotected all these months? Fool that he +was! She was worth more than all the railroads put together. As if his own +life was in the balance, he read on, growing sick with horror. Poor child! +what had she thought? And how had his own sin and weakness been found out, +or was it merely Harry Temple's wicked heart that had evolved these +stories? The letter smote him with terrible accusation, and all at once it +was fearful to him to think that Marcia had heard such things about him. +When he came to her trust in him he groaned aloud and buried his face in +the letter, and then raised it quickly to read to the end. + +When he had finished he rose with sudden determination to pack his +carpet-bag and go home at once. Marcia needed him, and he felt a strong +desire to be near her, to see her and know she was safe. It was +overwhelming. He had not known he could ever feel strongly again. He must +confess his own weakness of course, and he would. She should know all and +know that she might trust his after all. + +But the motion of rising had sent the other papers to the floor, and in +falling the bundle of letters that Miranda had enclosed, scattered about +him. He stooped to pick them up and saw his own name written in Kate's +handwriting. Old association held him, and wondering, fearful, not wholly +glad to see it, he picked up the letter. It was an epistle of Kate's, +written in intimate style to Harry Temple and speaking of himself in terms +of the utmost contempt. She even stooped to detail to Harry an account of +her own triumph on that miserable morning when he had taken her in his +arms and kissed her. There were expressions in the letter that showed her +own wicked heart, as nothing else could ever have done, to David. As he +read, his soul growing sick within him,--read one letter after another, and +saw how she had plotted with this bad man to wreck the life of her young +sister for her own triumph and revenge,--the beautiful woman whom he had +loved, and whom he had thought beautiful within as well as without, +crumbled into dust before him. When he looked up at last with white face +and firmly set lips, he found that his soul was free forever from the +fetters that had bound him to her. + +He went to the fireplace and laid the pile of letters among the embers, +blowing them into a blaze, and watched them until they were eaten up by +the fire and nothing remained but dead grey ashes. The thought came to him +that that was like his old love. It was burnt out. There had not been the +right kind of fuel to feed it. Kate was worthless, but his own self was +alive, and please God he would yet see better days. He would go home at +once to the child wife who needed him, and whom now he might love as she +should be loved. The thought became wondrously sweet to him as he rapidly +threw the things into his travelling bag and went about arrangements for +his trip home. He determined that if he ever came to New York again Marcia +should come with him. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXV + + +Marcia hurried down to her own house early one morning. The phantoms of +her experiences in the old Green Tavern were pursuing her. + +Once there she could do nothing but go over and over the dreadful things +that Harry Temple had said. In vain did she try to work. She went into the +library and took up a book, but her mind would wander to David. + +She sat down at the piano and played a few tender chords and sang an old +Italian song which somebody had left at their house several years before: + + "Dearest, believe, + When e'er we part: + Lonely I grieve, + In my sad heart:--" + +With a sob her head dropped upon her hands in one sad little crash of +wailing tones, while the sound died away in reverberation after +reverberation of the strings till Marcia felt as if a sea of sound were +about her in soft ebbing, flowing waves. + +The sound covered the lifting of the side door latch and the quiet step of +a foot. Marcia was absorbed in her own thoughts. Her smothered sobs were +mingling with the dying sounds of the music, still audible to her fine +ear. + +David had come by instinct to his own home first. He felt that Marcia +would be there, and now that he was come and the morning sun flooded +everything and made home look so good he felt that he must find her first +of all before his relationship with home had been re-established. He +passed through kitchen, dining room and hall, and by the closed parlor +door. He never thought of her being in there with the door closed. He +glanced into the library and saw the book lying in his chair as she had +left it, and it gave a touch of her presence which pleased him. He went +softly toward the stairs thinking to find her. He had stopped at a shop +the last thing and bought a beautiful creamy shawl of China crepe heavily +embroidered, and finished with long silken fringe. He had taken it from +his carpet-bag and was carrying it in its rice paper wrappings lest it +should be crushed. He was pleased as a child at the present he had brought +her, and felt strangely shy about giving it to her. + +Just then there came a sound from the parlor, sweet and tender and +plaintive. Marcia had conquered her sobs and was singing again with her +whole soul, singing as if she were singing to David. The words drew him +strangely, wonderingly toward the parlor door, yet so softly that he heard +every syllable. + + "Dearest, believe, + When e'er we part: + Lonely I grieve, + In my sad heart:-- + Thy faithful slave, + Languishing sighs, + Haste then and save--" + +Here the words trailed away again into a half sob, and the melody +continued in broken, halting chords that flickered out and faded into the +shadows of the room. + +David's heart was pierced with a belief that Aunt Clarinda was right and +something was the matter with Marcia. A great trouble and tenderness, and +almost jealousy, leaped up in his heart which were incomprehensible to +him. Who was Marcia singing this song for? That it was a true cry from a +lonely soul he could but believe. Was she feeling her prison-bars here in +the lonely old house with only a forlorn man whose life and love had been +thrown away upon another? Poor child! Poor child! If he might but save her +from suffering, cover her with his own tenderness and make her content +with that. Would it be possible if he devoted himself to it to make her +forget the one for whom she was sighing; to bring peace and a certain sort +of sweet forgetfulness and interest in other things into her life? He +wanted to make a new life for her, his little girl whom he had so +unthinkingly torn from the home nest and her future, and compelled to take +up his barren way with him. He would make it up to her if such a thing +were possible. Then he opened the door. + +In the soft green light of the noonday coming through the shades Marcia's +color did not show as it flew into her cheeks. Her hands grew weak and +dropped upon the keys with a soft little tinkle of surprise and joy. She +sprang up and came a step toward him, then clasped her hands against her +breast and stopped shyly. David coming into the room, questioning, +wondering, anxious, stopped midway too, and for an instant they looked +upon one another. David saw a new look in the girl's face. She seemed +older, much older than when he had left her. The sweet round cheeks were +thinner, her mouth drooped sadly, pathetically. For an instant he longed +to take her in his arms and kiss her. The longing startled him. So many +months he had thought of only Kate in that way, and then had tried to +teach himself never to think of Kate or any woman as one to be caressed by +him, that it shocked him. He felt that he had been disloyal to himself, to +honor,--to Kate--no--not to Kate, he had no call to be loyal to her. She had +not been loyal to him ever. Perhaps rather he would have put it loyalty to +Love for Love's sake, love that is worthy to be crowned by a woman's love. + +With all these mingling feelings David was embarrassed. He came toward her +slowly, trying to be natural, trying to get back his former way with her. +He put out his hand stiffly to shake hands as he had done when he left, +and timidly she put hers into it, yet as their fingers closed there leaped +from one to the other a thrill of sweetness, that neither guessed the +other knew and each put by in memory for closer inspection as to what it +could mean. Their hands clung together longer than either had meant, and +there was something pleasant to each in the fact that they were together +again. David thought it was just because it was home, rest, and peace, and +a relief from his anxiety about Marcia now that he saw she was all right. +Marcia knew it was better to have David standing there with his strong +fingers about her trembling ones, than to have anything else in the world. +But she would not have told him so. + +"That was a sweet song you were singing," said David. "I hope you were +singing it for me, and that it was true! I am glad I am come home, and you +must sing it again for me soon." + +It was not in the least what he intended to say, and the words tumbled +themselves out so tumultuously that he was almost ashamed and wondered if +Marcia would think he had lost his mind in New York. Marcia, dear child, +treasured them every word and hugged them to her heart, and carried them +in her prayers. + +They went out together and got dinner as if they had been two children, +with a wild excited kind of glee; and they tried to get back their natural +ways of doing and saying things, but they could not. + +Instead they were forever blundering and halting in what they said; coming +face to face and almost running over one another as they tried to help +each other; laughing and blushing and blundering again. + +When they each tried to reach for the tea kettle to fill the coffee pot +and their fingers touched, each drew back and pretended not to notice, but +yet had felt the contact sweet. + +They were lingering over the dinner when Hannah Heath came to the door. +David had been telling of some of his adventures in detail and was +enjoying the play of expression on Marcia's face as she listened eagerly +to every word. They had pushed their chairs back a little and were sitting +there talking,--or rather David was talking, Marcia listening. Hannah stood +for one jealous instant and saw it all. This was what she had dreamed for +her own long years back, she and David. She had questioned much just what +feeling there might be between him and Marcia, and now more than ever she +desired to bring him face to face with Kate and read for herself what the +truth had been. She hated Marcia for that look of intense delight and +sympathy upon her face; hated her that she had the right to sit there and +hear what David had to say--some stupid stuff about railroads. She did not +see that she herself would have made an ill companion for a man like +David. + +As yet neither Marcia nor David had touched upon the subjects which had +troubled them. They did not realize it, but they were so suddenly happy in +each other's company they had forgotten for the moment. The pleasant +converse was broken up at once. Marcia's face hardened into something like +alarm as she saw who stood in the doorway. + +"Why, David, have you got home at last?" said Hannah. "I did not know it." +That was an untruth. She had watched him from behind Grandmother Heath's +rose bush. "Where did you come from last? New York? Oh, then you saw Mrs. +Leavenworth. How is she? I fell in love with her when I was there." + +Now David had never fully taken in Kate's married name. He knew it of +course, but in his present state of happiness at getting home, and his +absorption in the work he had been doing, the name "Mrs. Leavenworth" +conveyed nothing whatever to David's mind. He looked blankly at Hannah and +replied indifferently enough with a cool air. "No, Miss Hannah, I had no +time for social life. I was busy every minute I was away." + +David never expected Hannah to say anything worth listening to, and he was +so full of his subject that he had not noticed that she made no reply. + +Hannah watched him curiously as he talked, his remarks after all were +directed more to Marcia than to her, and when he paused she said with a +contemptuous sneer in her voice, "I never could understand, David, how you +who seem to have so much sense in other things will take up with such +fanciful, impractical dreams as this railroad. Lemuel says it'll never +run." + +Hannah quoted her lover with a proud bridling of her head as if the matter +were settled once and for all. It was the first time she had allowed the +world to see that she acknowledged her relation to Lemuel. She was not +averse to having David understand that she felt there were other men in +the world besides himself. But David turned merry eyes on her. + +"Lemuel says?" he repeated, and he made a sudden movement with his arm +which sent a knife and spoon from the table in a clatter upon the floor. + +"And how much does Lemuel know about the matter?" + +"Lemuel has good practical common sense," said Hannah, vexed, "and he +knows what is possible and what is not. He does not need to travel all +over the country on a wild goose chase to learn that." + +Now that she had accepted him Hannah did not intend to allow Lemuel to be +discounted. + +"He has not long to wait to be convinced," said David thoughtfully and +unaware of her tart tone. "Before the year is out it will be a settled +fact that every one can see." + +"Well, it's beyond comprehension what you care, anyway," said Hannah +contemptuously. "Did you really spend all your time in New York on such +things? It seems incredible. There certainly must have been other +attractions?" + +There was insinuation in Hannah's voice though it was smooth as butter, +but David had had long years of experience in hearing Hannah Heath's sharp +tongue. He minded it no more than he would have minded the buzzing of a +fly. Marcia's color rose, however. She made a hasty errand to the pantry +to put away the bread, and her eyes flashed at Hannah through the close +drawn pantry door. But Hannah did not give up so easily. + +"It is strange you did not stay with Mrs. Leavenworth," she said. "She +told me you were one of her dearest friends, and you used to be quite fond +of one another." + +Then it suddenly dawned upon David who Mrs. Leavenworth was, and a +sternness overspread his face. + +"Mrs. Leavenworth, did you say? Ah! I did not understand. I saw her but +once and that for only a few minutes soon after I first arrived. I did not +see her again." His voice was cool and steady. Marcia coming from the +pantry with set face, ready for defence if there was any she could give, +marvelled at his coolness. Her heart was gripped with fear, and yet +leaping with joy at David's words. He had not seen Kate but once. He had +known she was there and yet had kept away. Hannah's insinuations were +false. Mr. Temple's words were untrue. She had known it all the time, yet +what sorrow they had given her! + +"By the way, Marcia," said David, turning toward her with a smile that +seemed to erase the sternness in his voice but a moment before. "Did you +not write me some news? Miss Hannah, you are to be congratulated I +believe. Lemuel is a good man. I wish you much happiness." + +And thus did David, with a pleasant speech, turn aside Hannah Heath's +dart. Yet while she went from the house with a smile and a sound of +pleasant wishes in her ears, she carried with her a bitter heart and a +revengeful one. + +David was suddenly brought face to face with the thing he had to tell +Marcia. He sat watching her as she went back and forth from pantry to +kitchen, and at last he came and stood beside her and took her hands in +his looking down earnestly into her face. It seemed terrible to him to +tell this thing to the innocent girl, now, just when he was growing +anxious to win her confidence, but it must be told, and better now than +later lest he might be tempted not to tell it at all. + +"Marcia!" He said the name tenderly, with an inflection he had never used +before. It was not lover-like, nor passionate, but it reached her heart +and drew her eyes to his and the color to her cheeks. She thought how +different his clasp was from Harry Temple's hateful touch. She looked up +at him trustingly, and waited. + +"You heard what I said to Hannah Heath just now, about--your----" He paused, +dissatisfied--"about Mrs. Leavenworth"--it was as if he would set the +subject of his words far from them. Marcia's heart beat wildly, +remembering all that she had been told, yet she looked bravely, trustingly +into his eyes. + +"It was true what I told her. I met Mrs. Leavenworth but once while I was +away. It was in her own home and she sent for me saying she was in +trouble. She told me that she was in terrible anxiety lest I would not +forgive her. She begged me to say that I forgave her, and when I told her +I did she asked me to kiss her once to prove it. I was utterly overcome +and did so, but the moment my lips touched hers I knew that I was doing +wrong and I put her from me. She begged me to remain, and I now know that +she was utterly false from the first. It was but a part she was playing +when she touched my heart until I yielded and sinned. I have only learned +that recently, within a few days, and from words written by her own hand +to another. I will tell you about it all sometime. But I want to confess +to you this wrong I have done, and to let you know that I went away from +her that day and have never seen her since. She had said she was without +money, and I left her all I had with me. I know now that that too was +unwise,--perhaps wrong. I feel that all this was a sin against you. I would +like you to forgive me if you can, and I want you to know that this other +woman who was the cause of our coming together, and yet has separated us +ever since we have been together, is no longer anything to me. Even if she +and I were both free as we were when we first met, we could never be +anything but strangers. Can you forgive me now, Marcia, and can you ever +trust me after what I have told you?" + +Marcia looked into his eyes, and loved him but the more for his +confession. She felt she could forgive him anything, and her whole soul in +her countenance answered with her voice, as she said: "I can." It made +David think of their wedding day, and suddenly it came over him with a +thrill that this sweet womanly woman belonged to him. He marvelled at her +sweet forgiveness. The joy of it surprised him beyond measure. + +"You have had some sad experiences yourself. Will you tell me now all +about it?" He asked the question wistfully still holding her hands in a +firm close grasp, and she let them lie nestling there feeling safe as +birds in the nest. + +"Why, how did you know?" questioned Marcia, her whole face flooded with +rosy light for joy at his kind ways and relief that she did not have to +open the story. + +"Oh, a little bird, or a guardian angel whispered the tale," he said +pleasantly. "Come into the room where we can be sure no Hannah Heaths will +trouble us," and he drew her into the library and seated her beside him on +the sofa. + +"But, indeed, Marcia," and his face sobered, "it is no light matter to me, +what has happened to you. I have been in an agony all the way home lest I +might not find you safe and well after having escaped so terrible a +danger." + +He drew the whole story from her bit by bit, tenderly questioning her, his +face blazing with righteous wrath, and darkening with his wider knowledge +as she told on to the end, and showed him plainly the black heart of the +villain who had dared so diabolical a conspiracy; and the inhumanity of +the woman who had helped in the intrigue against her own sister,--nay even +instigated it. His feelings were too deep for utterance. He was shaken to +the depths. His new comprehension of Kate's character was confirmed at the +worst. Marcia could only guess his deep feelings from his shaken +countenance and the earnest way in which he folded his hands over hers and +said in low tones filled with emotion: "We should be deeply thankful to +God for saving you, and I must be very careful of you after this. That +villain shall be searched out and punished if it takes a lifetime, and +Miranda,--what shall we do for Miranda? Perhaps we can induce her +grandmother to let us have her sometime to help take care of us. We seem +to be unable to get on without her. We'll see what we can do sometime in +return for the great service she has rendered." + +But the old clock striking in the hall suddenly reminded David that he +should go at once to the office, so he hurried away and Marcia set about +her work with energy, a happy song of praise in her heart. + +There was much to be done. David had said he would scarcely have time to +go over to his aunts that night, so she had decided to invite them to tea. +She would far rather have had David to herself this first evening, but it +would please them to come, especially Aunt Clarinda. There was not much +time to prepare supper to be sure, but she would stir up a gingerbread, +make some puffy cream biscuits, and there was lovely white honey and fresh +eggs and peach preserves. + +So she ran to Deacon Appleby's to get some cream for her biscuits and to +ask Tommy Appleby to harness David's horse and drive over for Aunt +Clarinda. Then she hurried down to the aunts to give her invitation. + +Aunt Clarinda sat down in her calico-covered rocking chair, wiped her dear +old eyes and her glasses, and said, over and over again: "Dear child! +Bless her! Bless her!" + +It was a happy gathering that evening. David was as pleased as they could +have desired, and looked about upon the group in the dining-room with +genuine boyish pleasure. It did his heart good to see Aunt Clarinda there. +It had never occurred to him before that she could come. He turned to +Marcia with a light in his eyes that fully repaid her for the little +trouble she had had in carrying out her plan. He began to feel that home +meant something even though he had lost the home of his long dreams and +ideals. + +He talked a great deal about his trip, and in between the sentences, he +caught himself watching Marcia, noting the curve of her round chin, the +dimple in her left cheek when she smiled, the way her hair waved off from +her forehead, the pink curves of her well-shaped ears. He found a distinct +pleasure in noting these things and he wondered at himself. It was as if +he had suddenly been placed before some great painting and become +possessed of the knowledge wherewith to appreciate art to its fullest. It +was as if he had heard a marvellous piece of music and had the eyes and +ears of his understanding opened to take in the gracious melodies and +majestic harmonies. + +Aunt Clarinda watched his eyes, and Aunt Clarinda was satisfied. Aunt +Hortense watched his eyes, jealously and sighed. Aunt Amelia watched his +eyes and set her lips and feared to herself. "He will spoil her if he does +like that. She will think she can walk right over him." But Aunt Clarinda +knew better. She recognized the eternal right of love. + +They took the three old ladies home in the rising of an early moon, Marcia +walking demurely on the sidewalk with Aunt Amelia, while David drove the +chaise with Aunt Clarinda and Aunt Hortense. + +As he gently lifted Aunt Clarinda down and helped her to her room David +felt her old hands tremble and press his arm, and when he had reached her +door he stooped and kissed her. + +"Davie," she said in the voice that used to comfort his little childish +troubles, or tell him of some nice surprise she had for him, "Davie, she's +a dear child! She's just as good as gold. She's the princess I used to put +in all your fairy-tales. David, she's just the right one for you!" and +David answered earnestly, solemnly, as if he were discovering a truth +which surprised him but yet was not unwelcome. "I believe she is, Aunt +Clarinda." + +They drove to the barn and Marcia sat in the chaise in the sweet +hay-scented darkness while David put up the horse by the cobwebby light of +the lantern; then they walked quietly back to the house. David had drawn +Marcia's hand through his arm and it rested softly on his coat sleeve. She +was silently happy, she knew not why, afraid to think of it lest to-morrow +would show her there was nothing out of the ordinary monotony to be happy +about. + +David was silent, wondering at himself. What was this that had come to +him? A new pleasure in life. A little trembling rill of joy bubbling up in +his heart; a rift in the dark clouds of fate; a show of sunshine where he +had expected never to see the light again. Why was it so pleasant to have +that little hand resting upon his arm? Was it really pleasant or was it +only a part of the restfulness of getting home again away from strange +faces and uncomfortable beds, and poor tables? + +They let themselves into the house as if they were walking into a new +world together and both were glad to be there again. When she got up to +her room Marcia went and stood before the glass and looked at herself by +the flickering flame of the candle. Her eyes were bright and her cheeks +burned red in the centre like two soft deep roses. She felt she hardly +knew herself. She tried to be critical. Was this person she was examining +a pretty person? Would she be called so in comparison with Kate and Hannah +Heath? Would a man,--would David,--if his heart were not filled,--think so? +She decided not. She felt she was too immature. There was too much shyness +in her glance, too much babyishness about her mouth. No, David could never +have thought her beautiful, even if he had seen her before he knew Kate. +But perhaps, if Kate had been married first and away and then he had come +to their home, perhaps if he knew no one else well enough to love,--could +he have cared for her? + +Oh, it was a dreadful, beautiful thought. It thrilled through and through +her till she hid her face from her own gaze. She suddenly kissed the hand +that had rested on his sleeve, and then reproached herself for it. She +loved him, but was it right to do so? + +As for David, he was sitting on the side of his bed with his chin in his +hands examining himself. + +He had supposed that with the reading of those letters which had come to +him but two short days before all possibility of love and happiness had +died, but lo! he found himself thrilling with pleasure over the look in a +girl's soft eyes, and the touch of her hand. And that girl was his wife. +It was enough to keep him awake to try to understand himself. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXVI + + +Hannah Heath's wedding day dawned bright enough for a less calculating +bride. + +David did not get home until half past three. He had been obliged to drive +out to the starting place of the new railroad, near Albany, where it was +important that he get a few points correctly. On the morrow was to be the +initial trip, by the Mohawk and Hudson Railroad, of the first train drawn +by a steam engine in the state of New York. + +His article about it, bargained for by a New York paper, must be on its +way by special post as soon after the starting of the train as possible. +He must have all items accurate; technicalities of preparation; +description of engine and coaches; details of arrangements, etc.; before +he added the final paragraphs describing the actual start of the train. +His article was practically done now, save for these few items. He had +started early that morning on his long drive, and, being detained longer +than he had expected, arrived at home with barely time to put himself into +wedding garments, and hasten in at the last moment with Marcia who stood +quietly waiting for him in the front hall. They were the last guests to +arrive. It was time for the ceremony, but the bride, true to her nature to +the last, still kept Lemuel waiting; and Lemuel, true to the end, stood +smiling and patient awaiting her pleasure. + +David and Marcia entered the wide parlor and shook hands here and there +with those assembled, though for the most part a hushed air pervaded the +room, as it always does when something is about to happen. + +Soon after their arrival some one in purple silk came down the stairs and +seated herself in a vacant chair close to where the bride was to stand. +She had gold hair and eyes like forget-me-nots. She was directly opposite +to David and Marcia. David was engrossed in a whispered conversation with +Mr. Brentwood about the events of the morrow, and did not notice her +entrance, though she paused in the doorway and searched him directly from +amongst the company before she took her seat. Marcia, who was talking with +Rose Brentwood, caught the vision of purple and gold and turned to face +for one brief instant the scornful, half-merry glance of her sister. The +blood in her face fled back to her heart and left it white. + +Then Marcia summoned all her courage and braced herself to face what was +to come. She forced herself to smile in answer to Rose Brentwood's +question. But all the while she was trying to understand what it was in +her sister's look that had hurt her so. It was not the anger,--for that she +was prepared. It was not the scorn, for she had often faced that. Was it +the almost merriment? Yes, there was the sting. She had felt it so keenly +when as a little girl Kate had taken to making fun of some whim of hers. +She could not see why Kate should find cause for fun just now. It was as +if she by her look ignored Marcia's relation to David in scornful laugh +and appropriated him herself. Marcia's inmost soul rebelled. The color +came back as if by force of her will. She would show Kate,--or she would +show David at least,--that she could bear all things for him. She would +play well her part of wife this day. The happy two months that had passed +since David came back from New York had made her almost feel as if she was +really his and he hers. For this hour she would forget that it was +otherwise. She would look at him and speak to him as if he had been her +husband for years, as if there were the truest understanding between +them,--as indeed, of a certain wistful, pleasant sort there was. She would +not let the dreadful thought of Kate cloud her face for others to see. +Bravely she faced the company, but her heart under Kate's blue frock sent +up a swift and pleading prayer demanding of a higher Power something she +knew she had not in herself, and must therefore find in Him who had +created her. It was the most trustful, and needy prayer that Marcia ever +uttered and yet there were no words, not even the closing of an eyelid. +Only her heart took the attitude of prayer. + +The door upstairs opened in a business-like way, and Hannah's composed +voice was heard giving a direction. Hannah's silken tread began to be +audible. Miranda told Marcia afterward that she kept her standing at the +window for an hour beforehand to see when David arrived, and when they +started over to the house. Hannah kept herself posted on what was going on +in the room below as well as if she were down there. She knew where David +and Marcia stood, and told Kate exactly where to go. It was like Hannah +that in the moment of her sacrifice of the long cherished hopes of her +life she should have planned a dramatic revenge to help carry her through. + +The bride's rustle became at last so audible that even David and Mr. +Brentwood heard and turned from their absorbing conversation to the +business in hand. + +Hannah was in the doorway when David looked up, very cold and beautiful in +her bridal array despite the years she had waited, and almost at once +David saw the vision in purple and gold like a saucy pansy, standing near +her. + +Kate's eyes were fixed upon him with their most bewitching, dancing smile +of recognition, like a naughty little child who had been in hiding for a +time and now peeps out laughing over the discomfiture of its elders. So +Kate encountered the steadfast gaze of David's astonished eyes. + +But there was no light of love in those eyes as she had expected to see. +Instead there grew in his face such a blaze of righteous indignation as +the lord of the wedding feast might have turned upon the person who came +in without a wedding garment. In spite of herself Kate was disconcerted. +She was astonished. She felt that David was challenging her presence +there. It seemed to her he was looking through her, searching her, judging +her, sentencing her, and casting her out, and presently his eyes wandered +beyond her through the open hall door and out into God's green world; and +when they came back and next rested upon her his look had frozen into the +glance of a stranger. + +Angry, ashamed, baffled, she bit her lips in vexation, but tried to keep +the merry smile. In her heart she hated him, and vowed to make him bow +before her smiles once more. + +David did not see the bride at all to notice her, but the bride, unlike +the one of the psalmist's vision whose eyes were upon "her dear +bridegroom's face," was looking straight across the room with evident +intent to observe David. + +The ceremony proceeded, and Hannah went through her part correctly and +calmly, aware that she was giving herself to Lemuel Skinner irrevocably, +yet perfectly aware also of the discomfiture of the sweet-faced girl-wife +who sat across the room bravely watching the ceremony with white cheeks +and eyes that shone like righteous lights. + +Marcia did not look at David. She was with him in heart, suffering with +him, feeling for him, quivering in every nerve for what he might be +enduring. She had no need to look. Her part was to ignore, and help to +cover. + +They went through it all well. Not once did Aunt Amelia or Aunt Hortense +notice anything strange in the demeanor of their nephew or his wife. Aunt +Clarinda was not there. She was not fond of Hannah. + +As soon as the service was over and the relatives had broken the solemn +hush by kissing the bride, David turned and spoke to Rose Brentwood, +making some smiling remark about the occasion. Rose Brentwood was looking +her very prettiest in a rose-sprigged delaine and her wavy dark hair in a +beaded net tied round with a rose-colored lute-string ribbon. + +Kate flushed angrily at this. If it had been Marcia to whom he had spoken +she would have judged he did it out of pique, but a pretty stranger coming +upon the scene at this critical moment was trying. And then, too, David's +manner was so indifferent, so utterly natural. He did not seem in the +least troubled by the sight of herself. + +David and Marcia did not go up to speak to the bride at once. David +stepped back into the deep window seat to talk with Mr. Brentwood, and +seemed to be in no hurry to follow the procession who were filing past the +calm bride to congratulate her. Marcia remained quietly talking to Rose +Brentwood. + +At last David turned toward his wife with a smile as though he had known +she was there all the time, and had felt her sympathy. Her heart leaped up +with new strength at that look, and her husband's firm touch as he drew +her hand within his arm to lead her over to the bride gave her courage. +She felt that she could face the battle, and with a bright smile that lit +up her whole lovely face she marched bravely to the front to do or to die. + +"I had about given up expecting any congratulations from you," said Hannah +sharply as they came near. It was quite evident she had been watching for +them. + +"I wish you much joy, Mrs. Skinner," said David mechanically, scarcely +feeling that she would have it for he knew her unhappy, dissatisfied +nature. + +"Yes," said Marcia, "I wish you may be happy,--as happy as I am!" + +It was an impetuous, childish thing to say, and Marcia scarcely realized +what words she meant to speak until they were out, and then she blushed +rosy red. Was she happy? Why was she happy? Yes, even in the present +trying circumstances she suddenly felt a great deep happiness bubbling up +in her heart. Was it David's look and his strong arm under her hand? + +Hannah darted a look at her. She was stung by the words. But did the +girl-bride before her mean to flaunt her own triumphs in her face? Did she +fully understand? Or was she trying to act a part and make them believe +she was happy? Hannah was baffled once more as she had been before with +Marcia. + +Kate turned upon Marcia for one piercing instant again, that look of +understanding, mocking merriment, which cut through the soul of her +sister. + +But did Marcia imagine it, or was it true that at her words to Hannah, +David's arm had pressed hers closer as they stood there in the crowd? The +thought thrilled through her and gave her greater strength. + +Hannah turned toward Kate. + +"David," she said, as she had always called him, and it is possible that +she enjoyed the triumph of this touch of intimacy before her guest, "you +knew my friend Mrs. Leavenworth!" + +David bowed gravely, but did not attempt to put out his hand to take the +one which Kate offered in greeting. Instead he laid it over Marcia's +little trembling one on his arm as if to steady it. + +"We have met before," said David briefly in an impenetrable tone, and +turning passed out of the room to make way for the Brentwoods who were +behind him. + +Hannah scarcely treated the Brentwoods with decency, so vexed was she with +the way things were turning out. To think that David should so completely +baffle her. She turned an annoyed look at Kate, who flashed her blue eyes +contemptuously as if to blame Hannah. + +Soon the whole little gathering were in the dining-room and wide hall +being served with Grandmother Heath's fried chicken and currant jelly, +delicate soda biscuits, and fruit cake baked months before and left to +ripen. + +The ordeal through which they were passing made David and Marcia feel, as +they sat down, that they would not be able to swallow a mouthful, but +strangely enough they found themselves eating with relish, each to +encourage the other perhaps, but almost enjoying it, and feeling that they +had not yet met more than they would be able to withstand. + +Kate was seated on the other side of the dining-room, by Hannah, and she +watched the two incessantly with that half merry contemptuous look, toying +with her own food, and apparently waiting for their acting to cease and +David to put on his true character. She never doubted for an instant that +they were acting. + +The wedding supper was over at last. The guests crowded out to the front +stoop to bid good-bye to the happy bridegroom and cross-looking bride, who +seemed as if she left the gala scene reluctantly. + +Marcia, for the instant, was separated from David, who stepped down upon +the grass and stood to one side to let the bridal party pass. The minister +was at the other side. Marcia had slipped into the shelter of Aunt +Amelia's black silk presence and wished she might run out the back door +and away home. + +Suddenly a shimmer of gold with the sunlight through it caught her gaze, +and a glimpse of sheeny purple. There, close behind David, standing upon +the top step, quite unseen by him, stood her sister Kate. + +Marcia's heart gave a quick thump and seemed to stop, then went painfully +laboring on. She stood quite still watching for the moment to come when +David would turn around and see Kate that she might look into his face and +read there what was written. + +Hannah had been put carefully into the carriage by the adoring Lemuel, +with many a pat, and a shaking of cushions, and an adjustment of curtains +to suit her whim. It pleased Hannah, now in her last lingering moment of +freedom, to be exacting and show others what a slave her husband was. + +They all stood for an instant looking after the carriage, but Marcia +watched David. Then, just as the carriage wound around the curve in the +road and was lost from view, she saw him turn, and at once knew she must +not see his face as he looked at Kate. Closing her eyes like a flash she +turned and fled upstairs to get her shawl and bonnet. There she took +refuge behind the great white curtains, and hid her face for several +minutes, praying wildly, she hardly knew what, thankful she had been kept +from the sight which yet she had longed to behold. + +As David turned to go up the steps and search for Marcia he was confronted +by Kate's beautiful, smiling face, radiant as it used to be when it had +first charmed him. He exulted, as he looked into it, that it did not any +longer charm. + +"David, you don't seem a bit glad to see me," blamed Kate sweetly in her +pretty, childish tones, looking into his face with those blue eyes so like +to liquid skies. Almost there was a hint of tears in them. He had been +wont to kiss them when she looked like that. Now he felt only disgust as +some of the flippant sentences in her letters to Harry Temple came to his +mind. + +His face was stern and unrecognizing. + +"David, you are angry with me yet! You said you would forgive!" The gentle +reproach minimized the crime, and enlarged the punishment. It was Kate's +way. The pretty pout on the rosy lips was the same as it used to be when +she chided him for some trifling forgetfulness of her wishes. + +The other guests had all gone into the house now. David made no response, +but, nothing daunted, Kate spoke again. + +"I have something very important to consult you about. I came here on +purpose. Can you give me some time to-morrow morning?" + +She wrinkled her pretty face into a thousand dimples and looked her most +bewitching like a naughty child who knew she was loved in spite of +anything, and coquettishly putting her head on one side, added, in the +tone she used of old to cajole him: + +"You know you never could refuse me anything, David." + +David did not smile. He did not answer the look. With a voice that +recognized her only as a stranger he said gravely: + +"I have an important engagement to-morrow morning." + +"But you will put off the engagement." She said it confidently. + +"It is impossible!" said David decidedly. "I am starting quite early to +drive over to Albany. I am under obligation to be present at the starting +of the new steam railroad." + +"Oh, how nice!" said Kate, clapping her hands childishly, "I have wanted +to be there, and now you will take me. Then I--we--can talk on the way. How +like old times that will be!" She flashed him a smile of molten sunshine, +alluring and transforming. + +"That, too, is impossible, Mrs. Leavenworth. My wife accompanies me!" he +answered her promptly and clearly and with a curt bow left her and went +into the house. + +Kate Leavenworth was angry, and for Kate to be angry, meant to visit it +upon some one, the offender if possible, if not the nearest to the +offender. She had failed utterly in her attempt to win back the friendship +of her former lover. She had hoped to enjoy his attention to a certain +extent and bathe her sad (?) heart in the wistful glances of the man she +had jilted; and incidentally perhaps be invited to spend a little time in +his house, by which she would contrive to have a good many of her own +ways. A rich brother-in-law who adored one was not a bad thing to have, +especially when his wife was one's own little sister whom one had always +dominated. She was tired of New York and at this season of the year the +country was much preferable. She could thus contrive to hoard her small +income, and save for the next winter, as well as secure a possible +entrance finally into her father's good graces again through the +forgiveness of David and Marcia. But she had failed. Could it be that he +cared for Marcia! That child! Scout the idea! She would discover at once. + +Hurriedly she searched through the rooms downstairs and then went +stealthily upstairs. Instinctively she went to the room where Marcia had +hidden herself. + +Marcia, with that strong upward breath of prayer had grown steady again. +She was standing with her back to the door looking out of the window +toward her own home when Kate entered the room. Without turning about she +felt Kate's presence and knew that it was she. The moment had come. She +turned around, her face calm and sweet, with two red spots upon her +cheeks, and her bonnet,--Kate's bonnet and shawl, Kate's fine lace shawl +sent from Paris--grasped in her hands. + +They faced each other, the sisters, and much was understood between them +in a flash without a word spoken. Marcia suddenly saw herself standing +there in Kate's rightful place, Kate's things in her hands, Kate's +garments upon her body, Kate's husband held by her. It was as if Kate +charged her with all these things, as she looked her through and over, +from her slipper tips to the ruffle around the neck. And oh, the scorn +that flamed from Kate's eyes playing over her, and scorching her cheeks +into crimson, and burning her lips dry and stiff! And yet when Kate's eyes +reached her face and charged her with the supreme offense of taking David +from her, Marcia's eyes looked bravely back, and were not burned by the +fire, and she felt that her soul was not even scorched by it. Something +about the thought of David like an angelic presence seemed to save her. + +The silence between them was so intense that nothing else could be heard +by the two. The voices below were drowned by it, the footstep on the stair +was as if it were not. + +At last Kate spoke, angered still more by her sister's soft eyes which +gazed steadily back and did not droop before her own flashing onslaught. +Her voice was cold and cruel. There was nothing sisterly in it, nothing to +remind either that the other had ever been beloved. + +"Fool!" hissed Kate. "Silly fool! Did you think you could steal a husband +as you stole your clothes? Did you suppose marrying David would make him +yours, as putting on my clothes seemed to make them yours? Well I can tell +you he will never be a husband to you. He doesn't love you and he never +can. He will always love me. He's as much mine as if I had married him, in +spite of all your attempts to take him. Oh, you needn't put up your baby +mouth and pucker it as if you were going to cry. Cry away. It won't do any +good. You can't make a man yours, any more than you can make somebody's +clothes yours. They don't fit you any more than he does. You look horrid +in blue, and you know it, in spite of all your prinking around and +pretending. I'd be ashamed to be tricked out that way and know that every +dud I had was made for somebody else. As for going around and pretending +you have a husband--it's a lie. You know he's nothing to you. You know he +never told you he cared for you. I tell you he's mine, and he always will +be." + +"Kate, you're married!" cried Marcia in shocked tones. "How can you talk +like that?" + +"Married! Nonsense! What difference does that make? It's hearts that +count, not marriages. Has your marriage made you a wife? Answer me that! +Has it? Does David love you? Does he ever kiss you? Yet he came to see me +in New York this winter, and took me in his arms and kissed me. He gave me +money too. See this brooch?"--she exhibited a jeweled pin--"that was bought +with his money. You see he loves me still. I could bring him to my feet +with a word to-day. He would kiss me if I asked him. He is weak as water +in my hands." + +Marcia's cheeks burned with shame and anger. Almost she felt at the limit +of her strength. For the first time in her life she felt like +striking,--striking her own sister. Horrified over her feelings, and the +rage which was tearing her soul, she looked up, and there stood David in +the doorway, like some tall avenging angel! + +Kate had her back that way and did not see at once, but Marcia's eyes +rested on him hungrily, pleadingly, and his answered hers. From her sudden +calmness Kate saw there was some one near, and turning, looked at David. +But he did not glance her way. How much or how little he had heard of +Kate's tirade, which in her passion had been keyed in a high voice, he +never let them know and neither dared to ask him, lest perhaps he had not +heard anything. There was a light of steel in his eyes toward everything +but Marcia, and his tone had in it kindness and a recognition of mutual +understanding as he said: + +"If you are ready we had better go now, dear, had we not?" + +Oh how gladly Marcia followed her husband down the stairs and out the +door! She scarcely knew how she went through the formalities of getting +away. It seemed as she looked back upon them that David had sheltered her +from it all, and said everything needful for her, and all she had done was +to smile an assent. He talked calmly to her all the way home; told her Mr. +Brentwood's opinion about the change in the commerce of the country the +new railroad was going to make; told her though he must have known she +could not listen. Perhaps both were conscious of the bedroom window over +the way and a pair of blue eyes that might be watching them as they passed +into the house. David took hold of her arm and helped her up the steps of +their own home as if she had been some great lady. Marcia wondered if Kate +saw that. In her heart she blessed David for this outward sign of their +relationship. It gave her shame a little cover at least. She glanced up +toward the next house as she passed in and felt sure she saw a glimmer of +purple move away from the window. Then David shut the door behind them and +led her gently in. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII + + +He made her go into the parlor and sit down and she was all unnerved by +his gentle ways. The tears would come in spite of her. He took his own +fine wedding handkerchief and wiped them softly off her hot cheeks. He +untied the bonnet that was not hers, and flung it far into a corner in the +room. Marcia thought he put force into the fling. Then he unfolded the +shawl from her shoulders and threw that into another corner. Kate's +beautiful thread lace shawl. Marcia felt a hysterical desire to laugh, but +David's voice was steady and quiet when he spoke as one might speak to a +little child in trouble. + +"There now, dear," he said. He had never called her dear before. "There, +that was an ordeal, and I'm glad, it's over. It will never trouble us that +way again. Let us put it aside and never think about it any more. We have +our own lives to live. I want you to go with me to-morrow morning to see +the train start if you feel able. We must start early and you must take a +good rest. Would you like to go?" + +Marcia's face like a radiant rainbow answered for her as she smiled behind +her tears, and all the while he talked David's hand, as tender as a +woman's, was passing back and forth on Marcia's hot forehead and smoothing +the hair. He talked on quietly to soothe her, and give her a chance to +regain her composure, speaking of a few necessary arrangements for the +morning's ride. Then he said, still in his quiet voice: "Now dear, I want +you to go to bed, for we must start rather early, but first do you think +you could sing me that little song you were singing the day I came home? +Don't if you feel too tired, you know." + +Then Marcia, an eager light in her eyes, sprang up and went to the piano, +and began to play softly and sing the tender words she had sung once +before when he was listening and she knew it not. + + "Dearest, believe, + When e'er we part: + Lonely I grieve, + In my sad heart:--" + +Kate, standing within the chintz curtains across the yard shedding angry +tears upon her purple silk, heard presently the sweet tones of the piano, +which might have been hers; heard her sister's voice singing, and began to +understand that she must bear the punishment of her own rash deeds. + +The room had grown from a purple dusk into quiet darkness while Marcia was +singing, for the sun was almost down when they walked home. When the song +was finished David stood half wistfully looking at Marcia for a moment. +Her eyes shone to his through the dusk like two bright stars. He hesitated +as though he wanted to say something more, and then thought better of it. +At last he stooped and lifted her hand from the keys and led her toward +the door. + +"You must go to sleep at once," he said gently. "You'll need all the rest +you can get." He lighted a candle for her and said good-night with his +eyes as well as his lips. Marcia felt that she was moving up the stairs +under a spell of some gentle loving power that surrounded her and would +always guard her. + +And it was about this time that Miranda, having been sent over to take a +forgotten piece of bride's cake to Marcia, and having heard the piano, and +stolen discreetly to the parlor window for a moment, returned and detailed +for the delectation of that most unhappy guest Mrs. Leavenworth why she +could not get in and would have to take it over in the morning: + +"The window was open in the parlor and they were in there, them two, but +they was so plum took up with their two selves, as they always are, that +there wasn't no use knockin' fer they'd never hev heard." + +Miranda enjoyed making those remarks to the guest. Some keen instinct +always told her where best to strike her blows. + +When Marcia had reached the top stair she looked down and there was David +smiling up to her. + +"Marcia," said he in a tone that seemed half ashamed and half amused, +"have you, any--that is--things--that you had before--all your own I mean?" +With quick intuition Marcia understood and her own sweet shame about her +clothes that were not her own came back upon her with double force. She +suddenly saw herself again standing before the censure of her sister. She +wondered if David had heard. If not, how then did he know? Oh, the shame +of it! + +She sat down weakly upon the stair. + +"Yes," said she, trying to think. "Some old things, and one frock." + +"Wear it then to-morrow, dear," said David, in a compelling voice and with +the sweet smile that took the hurt out of his most severe words. + +Marcia smiled. "It is very plain," she said, "only chintz, pink and white. +I made it myself." + +"Charming!" said David. "Wear it, dear. Marcia, one thing more. Don't wear +any more things that don't belong to you. Not a Dud. Promise me? Can you +get along without it?" + +"Why, I guess so," said Marcia laughing joyfully. "I'll try to manage. But +I haven't any bonnet. Nothing but a pink sunbonnet." + +"All right, wear that," said David. + +"It will look a little queer, won't it?" said Marcia doubtfully, and yet +as if the idea expressed a certain freedom which was grateful to her. + +"Never mind," said David. "Wear it. Don't wear any more of those other +things. Pack them all up and send them where they belong, just as quick as +we get home." + +There was something masterful and delightful in David's voice, and Marcia +with a happy laugh took her candle and got up saying, with a ring of joy +in her voice: "All right!" She went to her room with David's second +good-night ringing in her ears and her heart so light she wanted to sing. + +Not at once did Marcia go to her bed. She set her candle upon the bureau +and began to search wildly in a little old hair-cloth trunk, her own +special old trunk that had contained her treasures and which had been sent +her after she left home. She had scarcely looked into it since she came to +the new home. It seemed as if her girlhood were shut up in it. Now she +pulled it out from the closet. + +What a flood of memories rushed over her as she opened it! There were +relics of her school days, and of her little childhood. But she had no +time for them now. She was in search of something. She touched them +tenderly, but laid them all out one after another upon the floor until +down in the lower corner she found a roll of soft white cloth. It +contained a number of white garments, half a dozen perhaps in all, +finished, and several others cut out barely begun. They were her own work, +every stitch, the first begun when she was quite a little girl, and her +stepmother started to teach her to sew. What pride she had taken in them! +How pleased she had been when allowed to put real tucks in some of them! +She had thought as she sewed upon them at different times that they were +to be a part of her own wedding trousseau. And then her wedding had come +upon her unawares, with the trousseau ready-made, and everything belonged +to some one else. She had folded her own poor little garments away and +thought never to take them out again, for they seemed to belong to her +dead self. + +But now that dead self had suddenly come to life again. These hated things +that she had worn for a year that were not hers were to be put away, and, +pretty as they were, many of them, she regretted not a thread of them. + +She laid the white garments out upon a chair and decided that she would +put on what she needed of them on the morrow, even though they were +rumpled with long lying away. She even searched out an old pair of her own +stockings and laid them on a chair with the other things. They were neatly +darned as all things had always been under her stepmother's supervision. +Further search brought a pair of partly worn prunella slippers to light, +with narrow ankle ribbons. + +Then Marcia took down the pink sprigged chintz that she had made a year +ago and laid it near the other things, with a bit of black velvet and the +quaint old brooch. She felt a little dubious about appearing on such a +great occasion, almost in Albany, in a chintz dress and with no wrap. +Stay! There was the white crepe shawl, all her own, that David had brought +her. She had not felt like wearing it to Hannah Heath's wedding, it seemed +too precious to take near an unloving person like Hannah. Before that she +had never felt an occasion great enough. Now she drew it forth +breathlessly. A white crepe shawl and a pink calico sunbonnet! Marcia +laughed softly. But then, what matter! David had said wear it. + +All things were ready for the morrow now. There were even her white lace +mitts that Aunt Polly in an unusual fit of benevolence had given her. + +Then, as if to make the change complete, she searched out an old night +robe, plain but smooth and clean and arrayed herself in it, and so, +thankful, happy, she lay down as she had been bidden and fell asleep. + +David in the room below pondered, strange to say, the subject of dress. +There was some pride beneath it all, of course; there always is behind the +great problem of dress. It was the rejected bonnet lying in the corner +with its blue ribbons limp and its blue flowers crushed that made that +subject paramount among so many others he might have chosen for his +night's meditation. + +He was going over to close the parlor window, when he saw the thing lying +innocent and discarded in the corner. Though it bore an injured look, it +yet held enough of its original aristocratic style to cause him to stop +and think. + +It was all well enough to suggest that Marcia wear a pink sunbonnet. It +sounded deliciously picturesque. She looked lovely in pink and a sunbonnet +was pretty and sensible on any one; but the morrow was a great day. David +would be seen of many and his wife would come under strict scrutiny. +Moreover it was possible that Kate might be upon the scene to jeer at her +sister in a sunbonnet. In fact, when he considered it he would not like to +take his wife to Albany in a sunbonnet. It behoved him to consider. The +outrageous words which he had heard Mistress Leavenworth speak to his wife +still burned in his brain like needles of torture: revelation of the true +character of the woman he had once longed to call his own. + +But that bonnet! He stood and examined it. What was a bonnet like? The +proper kind of a bonnet for a woman in his wife's position to wear. He had +never noticed a woman's bonnet before except as he had absent-mindedly +observed them in front of him in meeting. Now he brought his mind to bear +upon that bonnet. It seemed to be made up of three component parts--a +foundation: a girdle apparently to bind together and tie on the head; and +a decoration. Straw, silk and some kind of unreal flowers. Was that all? +He stooped down and picked the thing up with the tips of his fingers, held +it at arms length as though it were contaminating, and examined the +inside. Ah! There was another element in its construction, a sort of frill +of something thin,--hardly lace,--more like the foam of a cloud. He touched +the tulle clumsily with his thumb and finger and then he dropped the +bonnet back into the corner again. He thought he understood well enough to +know one again. He stood pondering a moment, and looked at his watch. + +Yes, it was still early enough to try at least, though of course the shop +would be closed. But the village milliner lived behind her little store. +It would be easy enough to rouse her, and he had known her all his life. +He took his hat as eagerly as he had done when as a boy Aunt Clarinda had +given him a penny to buy a top and permission to go to the corner and buy +it before Aunt Amelia woke up from her nap. He went quietly out of the +door, fastening it behind him and walked rapidly down the street. + +Yes, the milliner's shop was closed, but a light in the side windows +shining through the veiling hop-vines guided him, and he was presently +tapping at Miss Mitchell's side door. She opened the door cautiously and +peeped over her glasses at him, and then a bright smile overspread her +face. Who in the whole village did not welcome David whenever he chanced +to come? Miss Mitchell was resting from her labors and reading the village +paper. She had finished the column of gossip and was quite ready for a +visitor. + +"Come right in, David," she said heartily, for she had known him all the +years, "it does a body good to see you though your visits are as few and +far between as angels' visits. I'm right glad to see you! Sit down." But +David was too eager about his business. + +"I haven't any time to sit down to-night, Miss Susan," he said eagerly, +"I've come to buy a bonnet. Have you got one? I hope it isn't too late +because I want it very early in the morning." + +"A bonnet! Bless me! For yourself?" said Miss Mitchell from mere force of +commercial habit. But neither of them saw the joke, so intent upon +business were they. "For my wife, Miss Mitchell. You see she is going with +me over to Albany to-morrow morning and we start quite early. We are going +to see the new railroad train start, you know, and she seems to think she +hasn't a bonnet that's suitable." + +"Going to see a steam engine start, are you! Well, take care, David, you +don't get too near. They do say they're terrible dangerous things, and fer +my part I can't see what good they'll be, fer nobody'll ever be willin' to +ride behind 'em, but I'd like to see it start well enough. And that sweet +little wife of yours thinks she ain't got a good enough bonnet. Land +sakes! What is the matter with her Dunstable straw, and what's become of +that one trimmed with blue lutestrings, and where's the shirred silk one +she wore last Sunday? They're every one fine bonnets and ought to last her +a good many years yet if she cares fer 'em. The mice haven't got into the +house and et them, hev they?" + +"No, Miss Susan, those bonnets are all whole yet I believe, but they don't +seem to be just the suitable thing. In fact, I don't think they're +over-becoming to her, do you? You see they're mostly blue----" + +"That's so!" said Miss Mitchell. "I think myself she'd look better in +pink. How'd you like white? I've got a pretty thing that I made fer Hannah +Heath an' when it was done Hannah thought it was too plain and wouldn't +have it. I sent for the flowers to New York and they cost a high price. +Wait! I will show it to you." + +She took a candle and he followed her to the dark front room ghostly with +bonnets in various stages of perfection. + +It was a pretty thing. Its foundation was of fine Milan braid, creamy +white and smooth and even. He knew at a glance it belonged to the higher +order of things, and was superior to most of the bonnets produced in the +village. + +It was trimmed with plain white taffeta ribbon, soft and silky. That was +all on the outside. Around the face was a soft ruching of tulle, and +clambering among it a vine of delicate green leaves that looked as if they +were just plucked from a wild rose bank. David was delighted. Somehow the +bonnet looked like Marcia. He paid the price at once, declining to look at +anything else. It was enough that he liked it and that Hannah Heath had +not. He had never admired Hannah's taste. He carried it home in triumph, +letting himself softly into the house, lighted three candles, took the +bonnet out and hung it upon a chair. Then he walked around it surveying it +critically, first from this side, then from that. It pleased him +exceedingly. He half wished Marcia would hear him and come down. He wanted +to see it on her, but concluded that he was growing boyish and had better +get himself under control. + +The bonnet approved, he walked back and forth through the kitchen and +dining-room thinking. He compelled himself to go over the events of the +afternoon and analyze most carefully his own innermost feelings. In fact, +after doing that he began further back and tried to find out how he felt +toward Marcia. What was this something that had been growing in him +unaware through the months; that had made his homecoming so sweet, and had +brightened every succeeding day; and had made this meeting with Kate a +mere commonplace? What was this precious thing that nestled in his heart? +Might he, had he a right to call it love? Surely! Now all at once his +pulses thrilled with gladness. He loved her! It was good to love her! She +was the most precious being on earth to him. What was Kate in comparison +with her? Kate who had shown herself cold and cruel and unloving in every +way? + +His anger flamed anew as he thought of those cutting sentences he had +overheard, taunting her own sister about the clothes she wore. Boasting +that he still belonged to her! She, a married woman! A woman who had of +her own free will left him at the last moment and gone away with another! +His whole nature recoiled against her. She had sinned against her +womanhood, and might no longer demand from man the homage that a true +woman had a right to claim. + +Poor little bruised flower! His heart went out to Marcia. He could not +bear to think of her having to stand and listen to that heartless tirade. +And he had been the cause of all this. He had allowed her to take a +position which threw her open to Kate's vile taunts. + +Up and down he paced till the torrent of his anger spent itself, and he +was able to think more calmly. Then he went back in his thoughts to the +time when he had first met Kate and she had bewitched him. He could see +now the heartlessness of her. He had met her first at the house of a +friend where he was visiting, partly on pleasure, partly on business. She +had devoted herself to him during the time of her stay in a most charming +way, though now he recalled that she had also been equally devoted to the +son of the house whom he was visiting. When she went home she had asked +him to come and call, for her home was but seven miles away. He had been +so charmed with her that he had accepted the invitation, and, rashly he +now saw, had engaged himself to her, after having known her in all face to +face but a few days. To be sure he had known of her father for years, and +he took a good deal for granted on account of her fine family. They had +corresponded after their engagement which had lasted for nearly a year, +and in that time David had seen her but twice, for a day or two at a time, +and each time he had thought her grown more lovely. Her letters had been +marvels of modesty, and shy admiration. It was easy for Kate to maintain +her character upon paper, though she had had little trouble in making +people love her under any circumstances. Now as he looked back he could +recall many instances when she had shown a cruel, heartless nature. + +Then, all at once, with a throb of joy, it came to him to be thankful to +God for the experience through which he had passed. After all it had not +been taken from him to love with a love enduring, for though Kate had been +snatched from him just at the moment of his possession, Marcia had been +given him. Fool that he was! He had been blind to his own salvation. +Suppose he had been allowed to go on and marry Kate! Suppose he had had +her character revealed to him suddenly as those letters of hers to Harry +Temple had revealed it--as it surely would have been revealed in time, for +such things cannot be hid,--and she had been his _wife!_ He shuddered. How +he would have loathed her! How he loathed her now! + +Strangely enough the realization of that fact gave him joy. He sprang up +and waved his hands about in silent delight. He felt as if he must shout +for gladness. Then he gravely knelt beside his chair and uttered an +audible thanksgiving for his escape and the joy he had been given. Nothing +else seemed fitting expression of his feelings. + +There was one other question to consider--Marcia's feelings. She had always +been kind and gentle and loving to him, just as a sister might have been. +She was exceedingly young yet. Did she know, could she understand what it +meant to be loved the way he was sure he could love a woman? And would she +ever be able to love him in that way? She was so silent and shy he hardly +knew whether she cared for him or not. But there was one thought that gave +him unbounded joy and that was that she was his wife. At least no one else +could take her from him. He had felt condemned that he had married her +when his heart was heavy lest she would lose the joy of life, but all that +was changed now. Unless she loved some one else surely such love as his +could compel hers and finally make her as happy as a woman could be made. + +A twinge of misgiving crossed his mind as he admitted the possibility that +Marcia might love some one else. True, he knew of no one, and she was so +young it was scarcely likely she had left any one back in her girlhood to +whom her heart had turned when she was out of his sight. Still there were +instances of strong union of hearts of those who had loved from early +childhood. It might be that Marcia's sometime-sadness was over a companion +of her girlhood. + +A great longing took possession of him to rush up and waken her and find +out if she could ever care for him. He scarcely knew himself. This was not +his dignified contained self that he had lived with for twenty-seven +years. + +It was very late before he finally went upstairs. He walked softly lest he +disturb Marcia. He paused before her door listening to see if she was +asleep, but there was only the sound of the katydids in the branches +outside her window, and the distant tree-toads singing a fugue in an +orchard not far away. He tiptoed to his room but he did not light his +candle, therefore there was no light in the back room of the Spafford +house that night for any watching eyes to ponder over. He threw himself +upon the bed. He was weary in body yet his soul seemed buoyant as a bird +in the morning air. The moon was casting long bars of silver across the +rag carpet and white counterpane. It was almost full moon. Yes, to-morrow +it would be entirely full. It was full moon the night he had met Marcia +down by the gate, and kissed her. It was the first time he had thought of +that kiss with anything but pain. It used to hurt him that he had made the +mistake and taken her for Kate. It had seemed like an ill-omen of what was +to come. But now, it thrilled him with a great new joy. After all he had +given the kiss to the right one. It was Marcia to whom his soul bowed in +the homage that a man may give to a woman. Did his good angel guide him to +her that night? And how was it he had not seen the sweetness of Marcia +sooner? How had he lived with her nearly a year, and watched her dainty +ways, and loving ministry and not known that his heart was hers? How was +it he had grieved so long over Kate, and now since he had seen her once +more, not a regret was in his heart that she was not his; but a beautiful +revelation of his own love to Marcia had been wrought in him? How came it? + +And the importunate little songsters in the night answered him a thousand +times: "Kate-did-it! Kate-she-did it! Yes she did! I say she did. Kate did +it!" + +Had angel voices reached him through his dreams, and suddenly given him +the revelation which the little insects had voiced in their ridiculous +colloquy? It was Kate herself who had shown him how he loved Marcia. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII + + +Slowly the moon rode over the house, and down toward its way in the West, +and after its vanishing chariot the night stretched wistful arms. Softly +the grey in the East tinged into violet and glowed into rose and gold. The +birds woke up and told one another that the first of August was come and +life was good. + +The breath that came in the early dawn savored of new-mown hay, and the +bird songs thrilled Marcia as if it were the day of her dreams. + +She forgot all her troubles; forgot even her wayward sister next door; and +rose with the song of the birds in her heart. This was to be a great day. +No matter what happened she had now this day to date from. David had asked +her to go somewhere just because he wanted her to. She knew it from the +look in his eyes when he told her, and she knew it because he might have +asked a dozen men to go with him. There was no reason why he need have +taken her to-day, for it was distinctly an affair for men, this great +wonder of machinery. It was a privilege for a woman to go. She felt it. +She understood the honor. + +With fingers trembling from joy she dressed. Not the sight of her pink +calico sunbonnet lying on the chair, nor the thought of wearing it upon so +grand an occasion, could spoil the pleasure of the day. Among so large a +company her bonnet would hardly be noticed. If David was satisfied why +what difference did it make? She was glad it would be early when they +drove by the aunts, else they might be scandalized. But never mind! Trill! +She hummed a merry little tune which melted into the melody of the song +she had sung last night. + +Then she smiled at herself in the glass. She was fastening the brooch in +the bit of velvet round her neck, and she thought of the day a year ago +when she had fastened that brooch. She had wondered then how she would +feel if the next day was to be her own wedding day. Now as she smiled back +at herself in the glass all at once she thought it seemed as if this was +her wedding day. Somehow last night had seemed to realize her dreams. A +wonderful joy had descended upon her heart. Maybe she was foolish, but was +she not going to ride with David? She did not long for the green fields +and a chance to run wild through the wood now. This was better than those +childish pleasures. This was real happiness. And to think it should have +come through David! + +She hurried with the arrangement of her hair until her fingers trembled +with excitement. She wanted to get downstairs and see if it were all +really true or if she were dreaming it. Would David look at her as he had +done last night? Would he speak that precious word "dear" to her again +to-day? Would he take her by the hand and lead her sometimes, or was that +a special gentleness because he knew she had suffered from her sister's +words? She clasped her hands with a quick, convulsive gesture over her +heart and looking back to the sweet face in the glass, said softly, "Oh, I +love him, love him! And it cannot be wrong, for Kate is married." + +But though she was up early David had been down before her. The fire was +ready lighted and the kettle singing over it on the crane. He had even +pulled out the table and put up the leaf, and made some attempt to put the +dishes upon it for breakfast. He was sitting by the hearth impatient for +her coming, with a bandbox by his side. + +It was like another sunrise to watch their eyes light up as they saw one +another. Their glances rushed together as though they had been a long time +withholden from each other, and a rosy glow came over Marcia's face that +made her long to hide it for a moment from view. Then she knew in her +heart that her dream was not all a dream. David was the same. It had +lasted, whatever this wonderful thing was that bound them together. She +stood still in her happy bewilderment, looking at him, and he, enjoying +the radiant morning vision of her, stood too. + +David found that longing to take her in his arms overcoming him again. He +had made strict account with himself and was resolved to be careful and +not frighten her. He must be sure it would not be unpleasant to her before +he let her know his great deep love. He must be careful. He must not take +advantage of the fact that she was his and could not run away from him. If +she dreaded his attentions, neither could she any more say no. + +And so their two looks met, and longed to come closer, but were held back, +and a lovely shyness crept over Marcia's sweet face. Then David bethought +himself of his bandbox. + +He took up the box and untied it with unaccustomed fingers, fumbling among +the tissue paper for the handle end of the thing. Where did they take hold +of bonnets anyway? He had no trouble with it the night before, but then he +was not thinking about it. Now he was half afraid she might not like it. +He remembered that Hannah Heath had pronounced against it. It suddenly +seemed impossible that he should have bought a bonnet that a pretty woman +had said was not right. There must be something wrong with it after all. + +Marcia stood wondering. + +"I thought maybe this would do instead of the sunbonnet," he said at last, +getting out the bonnet by one string and holding it dangling before him. + +Marcia caught it with deft careful hands and an exclamation of delight. He +watched her anxiously. It had all the requisite number of materials,--one, +two, three, four,--like the despised bonnet he threw on the floor--straw, +silk, lace and flowers. Would she like it? Her face showed that she did. +Her cheeks flushed with pleasure, and her eyes danced with joy. Marcia's +face always showed it when she liked anything. There was nothing half-way +about her. + +"Oh, it is beautiful!" she said delightedly. "It is so sweet and white and +cool with that green vine. Oh, I am glad, glad, glad! I shall never wear +that old blue bonnet again." She went over to the glass and put it on. The +soft ruching settled about her brown hair, and made a lovely setting for +her face. The green vine twined and peeped in and out under the round brim +and the ribbon sat in a prim bow beneath her pretty chin. + +She gave one comprehensive glance at herself in the glass and then turned +to David. In that glance was revealed to her just how much she had dreaded +wearing her pink sunbonnet, and just how relieved she was to have a +substitute. + +Her look was shy and sweet as she said with eyes that dared and then +drooped timidly: + +"You--are--very--good to me!" + +Almost he forgot his vow of carefulness at that, but remembered when he +had got half across the room toward her, and answered earnestly: + +"Dear, _you_ have been very good to _me_." + +Marcia's eyes suddenly sobered and half the glow faded from her face. Was +it then only gratitude? She took off the bonnet and touched the bows with +wistful tenderness as she laid it by till after breakfast. He watched her +and misinterpreted the look. Was she then disappointed in the bonnet? Was +it not right after all? Had Hannah known better than he? He hesitated and +then asked her: + +"Is there---- Is it---- That is--perhaps you would rather take it back and and +choose another. You know how to choose one better than I. There were +others I think. In fact, I forgot to look at any but this because I liked +it, but I'm only a man----" he finished helplessly. + +"No! No! No!" said Marcia, her eyes sparkling emphatically again. "There +couldn't be a better one. This is just exactly what I like. I do not want +anything else. And I--like it all the better because you selected it," she +added daringly, suddenly lifting her face to his with a spice of her own +childish freedom. + +His eyes admired her. + +"She told me Hannah Heath thought it too plain," he added honestly. + +"Then I'm sure I like it all the better for that," said Marcia so +emphatically that they both laughed. + +It all at once became necessary to hurry, for the old clock in the hall +clanged out the hour and David became aware that haste was imperative. + +Early as Marcia had come down, David had been up long before her, his +heart too light to sleep. In a dream, or perchance on the borders of the +morning, an idea had come to him. He told Marcia that he must go out now +to see about the horse, but he also made a hurried visit to the home of +his office clerk and another to the aunts, and when he returned with the +horse he had left things in such train that if he did not return that +evening he would not be greatly missed. But he said nothing to Marcia +about it. He laughed to himself as he thought of the sleepy look on his +clerk's face, and the offended dignity expressed in the ruffle of Aunt +Hortense's night cap all awry as she had peered over the balusters to +receive his unprecedentedly early visit. The aunts were early risers. They +prided themselves upon it. It hurt their dignity and their pride to have +anything short of sudden serious illness, or death, or a fire cause others +to arise before them. Therefore they did not receive the message that +David was meditating another trip away from the village for a few days +with good grace. Aunt Hortense asked Aunt Amelia if she had ever feared +that Marcia would have a bad effect upon David by making him frivolous. +Perhaps he would lose interest in his business with all his careering +around the country. Aunt Amelia agreed that Marcia must be to blame in +some way, and then discovering they had a whole hour before their usual +rising time, the two good ladies settled themselves with indignant +composure to their interrupted repose. + +Breakfast was ready when David returned. Marcia supposed he had only been +to harness the horse. She glanced out happily through the window to where +the horse stood tied to the post in front of the house. She felt like +waving her hand to him, and he turned and seemed to see her; rolling the +whites of his eyes around, and tossing his head as if in greeting. + +Marcia would scarcely have eaten anything in her excitement if David had +not urged her to do so. She hurried with her clearing away, and then flew +upstairs to arrange her bonnet before the glass and don the lovely folds +of the creamy crepe shawl, folding it demurely around her shoulders and +knotting it in front. She put on her mitts, took her handkerchief folded +primly, and came down ready. + +But David no longer seemed in such haste. He made a great fuss fastening +up everything. She wondered at his unusual care, for she thought +everything quite safe for the day. + +She raised one shade toward the Heath house. It was the first time she had +permitted herself this morning to think of Kate. Was she there yet? +Probably, for no coach had left since last night, and unless she had gone +by private conveyance there would have been no way to go. She looked up to +the front corner guest room where the windows were open and the white +muslin curtains swayed in the morning breeze. No one seemed to be moving +about in the room. Perhaps Kate was not awake. Just then she caught the +flutter of a blue muslin down on the front stoop. Kate was up, early as it +was, and was coming out. A sudden misgiving seized Marcia's heart, as when +a little child, she had seen her sister coming to eat up the piece of cake +or sweetmeat that had been given to her. Many a time had that happened. +Now, she felt that in some mysterious way Kate would contrive to take from +her her new-found joy. + +She could not resist her,--David could not resist her,--no one could ever +resist Kate. Her face turned white and her hand began to tremble so that +she dropped the curtain she had been holding up. + +Just then came David's clear voice, louder than would have been necessary, +and pitched as if he were calling to some one upstairs, though he knew she +was just inside the parlor where she had gone to make sure of the window +fastening. + +"Come, dear! Aren't you ready? It is more than time we started." + +There was a glad ring in David's voice that somehow belied the somewhat +exacting words he had spoken, and Marcia's heart leaped up to meet him. + +"Yes, I'm all ready, dear!" she called back with a hysterical little +laugh. Of course Kate could not hear so far, but it gave her satisfaction +to say it. The final word was unpremeditated. It bubbled up out of the +depths of her heart and made the red rush back into her cheeks when she +realized what she had said. It was the first time she had ever used a term +of endearment toward David. She wondered if he noticed it and if he would +think her very--bold,--queer,--immodest, to use it. She looked shyly up at +him, enquiring with her eyes, as she came out to him on the front stoop, +and he looked down with such a smile she felt as if it were a caress. And +yet neither was quite conscious of this little real by-play they were +enacting for the benefit of the audience of one in blue muslin over the +way. How much she heard, or how little they could not tell, but it gave +satisfaction to go through with it inasmuch as it was real, and not acting +at all. + +David fastened the door and then helped Marcia into the carriage. They +were both laughing happily like two children starting upon a picnic. +Marcia was serenely conscious of her new bonnet, and it was pleasant to +have David tuck the linen lap robe over her chintz frock so carefully. She +was certain Kate could not identify it now at that distance, thanks to the +lap robe and her crepe shawl. At least Kate could not see any of her own +trousseau on her sister now. + +Kate was sitting on the little white seat in the shelter of the +honeysuckle vine facing them on the stoop of the Heath house. It was +impossible for them to know whether she was watching them or not. They did +not look up to see. She was talking with Mr. Heath who, in his milking +garb, was putting to rights some shrubs and plants near the walk that had +been trampled upon during the wedding festivities. But Kate must have seen +a good deal that went on. + +David took up the reins, settled himself with a smile at Marcia, touched +the horse with the tip of the whip, which caused him to spring forward in +astonishment--that from David! No horse in town would have expected it of +him. They had known him from babyhood, most of them, and he was gentleness +itself. It must have been a mistake. But the impression lasted long enough +to carry them a rod or two past the Heath house at a swift pace, with only +time for a lifting of David's hat, prolonged politely,--which might or +might not have included Kate, and they were out upon their way together. + +Marcia could scarcely believe her senses that she was really here beside +David, riding with him swiftly through the village and leaving Kate +behind. She felt a passing pity for Kate. Then she looked shyly up at +David. Would his gaiety pass when they were away, and would he grow grave +and sad again so soon as he was out of Kate's sight? She had learned +enough of David's principles to know that he would not think it right to +let his thoughts stray to Kate now, but did his heart still turn that way +in spite of him? + +Through the town they sped, glad with every roll of the wheels that took +them further away from Kate. Each was conscious, as they rolled along, of +that day one year ago when they rode together thus, out through the fields +into the country. It was a day much as that other one, just as bright, +just as warm, yet oh, so much more radiant to both! Then they were sad and +fearful of the future. All their life seemed in the past. Now the darkness +had been led through, and they had reached the brightness again. In fact, +all the future stretched out before them that fair morning and looked +bright as the day. + +They were conscious of the blueness of the sky, of the soft clouds that +hovered in haziness on the rim of the horizon, as holding off far enough +to spoil no moment of that perfect day. They were conscious of the waving +grains and of the perfume of the buckwheat drifting like snow in the +fields beyond the wheat; conscious of the meadow-lark and the wood-robin's +note; of the whirr of a locust; and the thud of a frog in the cool green +of a pool deep with brown shadows; conscious of the circling of mated +butterflies in the simmering gold air; of the wild roses lifting fair pink +petals from the brambly banks beside the road; conscious of the whispering +pine needles in a wood they passed; the fluttering chatter of leaves and +silver flash of the lining of poplar leaves, where tall trees stood like +sentinels, apart and sad; conscious of a little brook that tinkled under a +log bridge they crossed, then hurried on its way unmindful of their happy +crossing; conscious of the dusty daisy beside the road, closing with a +bumbling bee who wanted honey below the market price; conscious of all +these things; but most conscious of each other, close, side by side. + +It was all so dear, that ride, and over so soon. Marcia was just trying to +get used to looking up into the dazzling light of David's eyes. She had to +droop her own almost immediately for the truth she read in his was +overpowering. Could it be? A fluttering thought came timidly to her heart +and would not be denied. + +"Can it be, can it be that he cares for me? He loves me. He loves me!" It +sang its way in with thrill after thrill of joy and more and more David's +eyes told the story which his lips dared not risk yet. But eyes and hearts +are not held by the conventions that bind lips. They rushed into their +inheritance of each other and had that day ahead, a day so rare and sweet +that it would do to set among the jewels of fair days for all time and for +any one. + +All too soon they began to turn into roads where were other vehicles, many +of them, and all going in the same direction. Men and women in gala day +attire all laughing and talking expectantly and looking at one another as +the carriages passed with a degree of familiar curiosity which betokens a +common errand. Family coaches, farm wagons, with kitchen chairs for +accommodation of the family; old one-horse chaises, carryalls, and even a +stage coach or two wheeled into the old turnpike. David and Marcia settled +into subdued quiet, their joy not expressing itself in the ripples of +laughter that had rung out earlier in the morning when they were alone. +They sought each other's eyes often and often, and in one of these +excursions that David's eyes made to Marcia's face he noticed how +extremely becoming the new bonnet was. After thinking it over he decided +to risk letting her know. He was not shy about it now. + +"Do you know, dear," he said,--there had been a good many "dear's" slipping +back and forth all unannounced during that ride, and not openly +acknowledged either. "Do you know how becoming your new bonnet is to you? +You look prettier than I ever saw you look but once before." He kept his +eyes upon her face and watched the sweet color steal up to her drooping +eyelashes. + +"When was that?" she asked coyly, to hide her embarrassment, and sweeping +him one laughing glance. + +"Why, that night, dear, at the gate, in the moonlight. Don't you +remember?" + +"Oh-h-h-h!" Marcia caught her breath and a thrill of joy passed through +her that made her close her eyes lest the glad tears should come. Then the +little bird in her heart set up the song in earnest to the tune of Wonder: +"He loves me, He loves me, He loves me!" + +He leaned a little closer to her. + +"If there were not so many people looking I think I should have to kiss +you now." + +"Oh-h-h-h!" said Marcia drawing in her breath and looking around +frightened on the number of people that were driving all about them, for +they were come almost to the railroad now, and could see the black smoke +of the engine a little beyond as it stood puffing and snorting upon its +track like some sulky animal that had been caught and chained and +harnessed and was longing to leap forward and upset its load. + +But though Marcia looked about in her happy fright, and sat a trifle +straighter in the chaise, she did not move her hand away that lay next +David's, underneath the linen lap robe, and he put his own hand over it +and covered it close in his firm hold. Marcia trembled and was so happy +she was almost faint with joy. She wondered if she were very foolish +indeed to feel so, and if all love had this terrible element of solemn joy +in it that made it seem too great to be real. + +They had to stop a number of times to speak to people. Everybody knew +David, it appeared. This man and that had a word to speak with him, some +bit of news that he must not omit to notice in his article, some new +development about the attitude of a man of influence that was important; +the change of two or three of those who were to go in the coaches on this +trial trip. + +To all of them David introduced his wife, with a ring of pride in his +voice as he said the words "My wife," and all of them stopped whatever +business they had in hand and stepped back to bow most deferentially to +the beautiful woman who sat smiling by his side. They wondered why they +had not heard of her before, and they looked curiously, enviously at +David, and back in admiration at Marcia. It was quite a little court she +held sitting there in the chaise by David's side. + +Men who have since won a mention in the pages of history were there that +day, and nearly all of them had a word for David Spafford and his lovely +wife. Many of them stood for some time and talked with her. Mr. Thurlow +Weed was the last one to leave them before the train was actually ready +for starting, and he laid an urging hand upon David's arm as he went. +"Then you think you cannot go with us? Better come. Mrs. Spafford will let +you I am sure. You're not afraid are you, Mrs. Spafford? I am sure you are +a brave woman. Better come, Spafford." + +But David laughingly thanked him again as he had thanked others, and said +that he would not be able to go, as he and his wife had other plans, and +he must go on to Albany as soon as the train had started. + +Marcia looked up at him half worshipfully as he said this, wondering what +it was, instinctively knowing that it was for her sake he was giving up +this honor which they all wished to put upon him. It would naturally have +been an interesting thing to him to have taken this first ride behind the +new engine "Dewitt Clinton." + +Then, suddenly, like a chill wind from a thunder cloud that has stolen up +unannounced and clutched the little wild flowers before they have time to +bind up their windy locks and duck their heads under cover, there happened +a thing that clutched Marcia's heart and froze all the joy in her veins. + + + + + + CHAPTER XXIX + + +A coach was approaching filled with people, some of them Marcia knew; they +were friends and neighbors from their own village, and behind it plodding +along came a horse with a strangely familiar gait drawing four people. The +driver was old Mr. Heath looking unbelievingly at the scene before him. He +did not believe that an engine would be able to haul a train any +appreciable distance whatever, and he believed that he had come out here +to witness this entire company of fanatics circumvented by the ill-natured +iron steed who stood on the track ahead surrounded by gaping boys and a +flock of quacking ganders, living symbol of the people who had come to see +the thing start; so thought Mr. Heath. He told himself he was as much of a +goose as any of them to have let this chit of a woman fool him into coming +off out here when he ought to have been in the hay field to-day. + +By his side in all the glory of shimmering blue with a wide white lace +bertha and a bonnet with a steeple crown wreathed about heavily with roses +sat Kate, a blue silk parasol shading her eyes from the sun, those eyes +that looked to conquer, and seemed to pierce beyond and through her sister +and ignore her. Old Mrs. Heath and Miranda were along, but they did not +count, except to themselves. Miranda was all eyes, under an ugly bonnet. +She desired above all things to see that wonderful engine in which David +was so interested. + +Marcia shrunk and seemed to wither where she sat. All her bright bloom +faded in an instant and a kind of frenzy seized her. She had a wild desire +to get down out of the carriage and run with all her might away from this +hateful scene. The sky seemed to have suddenly clouded over and the hum +and buzz of voices about seemed a babel that would never cease. + +David felt the arm beside his cringe, and shrink back, and looking down +saw the look upon her sweet frightened face; following her glance his own +face hardened into what might have been termed righteous wrath. But not a +word did he say, and neither did he apparently notice the oncoming +carriage. He busied himself at once talking with a man who happened to +pass the carriage, and when Mr. Heath drove by to get a better view of the +engine he was so absorbed in his conversation that he did not notice them, +which seemed but natural. + +But Kate was not to be thus easily foiled. She had much at stake and she +must win if possible. She worked it about that Squire Heath should drive +around to the end of the line of coaches, quite out of sight of the engine +and where there was little chance of seeing the train and its +passengers,--the only thing Squire Heath cared about. But there was an +excellent view of David's carriage and Kate would be within hailing +distance if it should transpire that she had no further opportunity of +speaking with David. It seemed strange to Squire Heath, as he sat there +behind the last coach patiently, that he had done what she asked. She did +not look like a woman who was timid about horses, yet she had professed a +terrible fear that the screech of the engine would frighten the staid old +Heath horse. Miranda, at that, had insisted upon changing seats, thereby +getting herself nearer the horse, and the scene of action. Miranda did not +like to miss seeing the engine start. + +At last word to start was given. A man ran along by the train and mounted +into his high seat with his horn in his hand ready to blow. The fireman +ceased his raking of the glowing fire and every traveller sprang into his +seat and looked toward the crowd of spectators importantly. This was a +great moment for all interested. The little ones whose fathers were in the +train began to call good-bye and wave their hands, and one old lady whose +only son was going as one of the train assistants began to sob aloud. + +A horse in the crowd began to act badly. Every snort of the engine as the +steam was let off made him start and rear. He was directly behind Marcia, +and she turned her head and looked straight into his fiery frightened +eyes, red with fear and frenzy, and felt his hot breath upon her cheek. A +man was trying most ineffectually to hold him, but it seemed as if in +another minute he would come plunging into the seat with them. Marcia +uttered a frightened cry and clutched at David's arm. He turned, and +seeing instantly what was the matter, placed his arm protectingly about +her and at once guided his own horse out of the crowd, and around nearer +to the engine. Somehow that protecting arm gave Marcia a steadiness once +more and she was able to watch the wonderful wheels begin to turn and the +whole train slowly move and start on its way. Her lips parted, her breath +came quick, and for the instant she forgot her trouble. David's arm was +still about her, and there was a reassuring pressure in it. He seemed to +have forgotten that the crowd might see him--if the crowd had not been too +busy watching something more wonderful. It is probable that only one +person in that whole company saw David sitting with his arm about his +wife--for he soon remembered and put it quietly on the back of the seat, +where it would call no one's attention--and that person was Kate. She had +not come to this hot dusty place to watch an engine creak along a track, +she had come to watch David, and she was vexed and angry at what she saw. +Here was Marcia flaunting her power over David directly in her face. +Spiteful thing! She would pay her back yet and let her know that she could +not touch the things that she, Kate, had put her own sign and seal upon. +For this reason it was that at the last minute Kate allowed poor Squire +Heath to drive around near the front of the train, saying that as David +Spafford seemed to find it safe she supposed she ought not to hold them +back for her fears. It needed but the word to send the vexed and curious +Squire around through the crowd to a spot directly behind David's +carriage, and there Miranda could see quite well, and Kate could sit and +watch David and frame her plans for immediate action so soon as the +curtain should fall upon this ridiculous engine play over which everybody +was wild. + +And so, amid shouts and cheers, and squawking of the geese that attempted +to precede the engine like a white frightened body-guard down the track; +amid the waving of handkerchiefs, the shouts of excited little boys, and +the neighing of frightened horses, the first steam engine that ever drew a +train in New York state started upon its initial trip. + +Then there came a great hush upon the spectators assembled. The wheels +were rolling, the carriages were moving, the train was actually going by +them, and what had been so long talked about was an assured fact. They +were seeing it with their own eyes, and might be witnesses of it to all +their acquaintances. It was true. They dared not speak nor breathe lest +something should happen and the great miracle should stop. They hushed +simultaneously as though at the passing of some great soul. They watched +in silence until the train went on between the meadows, grew smaller in +the distance, slipped into the shadow of the wood, flashed out into the +sunlight beyond again, and then was lost behind a hill. A low murmur +growing rapidly into a shout of cheer arose as the crowd turned and faced +one another and the fact of what they had seen. + +"By gum! She kin do it!" ejaculated Squire Heath, who had watched the +melting of his skeptical opinions in speechless amazement. + +The words were the first intimation the Spaffords had of the proximity of +Kate. They made David smile, but Marcia turned white with sudden fear +again. Not for nothing had she lived with her sister so many years. She +knew that cruel nature and dreaded it. + +David looked at Marcia for sympathy in his smile at the old Squire, but +when he saw her face he turned frowning toward those behind him. + +Kate saw her opportunity. She leaned forward with honeyed smile, and wily +as the serpent addressed her words to Marcia, loud and clear enough for +all those about them to hear. + +"Oh, Mrs. Spafford! I am going to ask a great favor of you. I am sure you +will grant it when you know I have so little time. I am extremely anxious +to get a word of advice from your husband upon business matters that are +very pressing. Would you kindly change places with me during the ride +home, and give me a chance to talk with him about it? I would not ask it +but that I must leave for New York on the evening coach and shall have no +other opportunity to see him." + +Kate's smile was roses and cream touched with frosty sunshine, and to +onlookers nothing could have been sweeter. But her eyes were coldly cruel +as sharpened steel, and they said to her sister as plainly as words could +have spoken: "Do you obey my wish, my lady, or I will freeze the heart out +of you." + +Marcia turned white and sick. She felt as if her lips had suddenly +stiffened and refused to obey her when they ought to have smiled. What +would all these people think of her, and how was she behaving? For David's +sake she ought to do something, say something, look something, but +what--what should she do? + +While she was thinking this, with the freezing in her heart creeping up +into her throat, the great tears beating at the portals of her eyes, and +time standing suddenly still waiting for her leaden tongue to speak, David +answered: + +All gracefully 'twas done, with not so much as a second's +hesitation,--though it had seemed so long to Marcia,--nor the shadow of a +sign that he was angry: + +"Mrs. Leavenworth," he said in his masterful voice, "I am sure my wife +would not wish to seem ungracious, or unwilling to comply with your +request, but as it happens it is impossible. We are not returning home for +several days. My wife has some shopping to do in Albany, and in fact we +are expecting to take a little trip. A sort of second honeymoon, you +know,"--he added, smiling toward Mrs. Heath and Miranda; "it is the first +time I have had leisure to plan for it since we were married. I am sorry I +have to hurry away, but I am sure that my friend Squire Heath can give as +much help in a business way as I could, and furthermore, Squire Schuyler +is now in New York for a few days as I learned in a letter from him which +arrived last evening. I am sure he can give you more and better advice +than any I could give. I wish you good morning. Good morning, Mrs. Heath. +Good morning, Miss Miranda!" + +Lifting his hat David drove away from them and straight over to the little +wayside hostelry where he was to finish his article to send by the +messenger who was even then ready mounted for the purpose. + +"My! Don't he think a lot of her though!" said Miranda, rolling the words +as a sweet morsel under her tongue. "It must be nice to have a man so fond +of you." This was one of the occasions when Miranda wished she had eyes in +the back of her head. She was sharp and she had seen a thing or two, also +she had heard scraps of her cousin Hannah's talk. But she sat demurely in +the recesses of her deep, ugly bonnet and tried to imagine how the guest +behind her looked. + +All trembling sat Marcia in the rusty parlor of the little hostelry, while +David at the table wrote with hurried hand, glancing up at her to smile +now and then, and passing over the sheets as he finished them for her +criticism. She thought she had seen the Heath wagon drive away in the home +direction, but she was not sure. She half expected to see the door open +and Kate walk in. Her heart was thumping so she could scarcely sit still +and the brightness of the world outside seemed to make her dizzy. She was +glad to have the sheets to look over, for it took her thoughts away from +herself and her nameless fears. She was not quite sure what it was she +feared, only that in some way Kate would have power over David to take him +away from her. As he wrote she studied the dear lines of his face and +knew, as well as human heart may ever know, how dear another soul had +grown to hers. + +David had not much to write and it was soon signed, approved, and sealed. +He sent his messenger on the way and then coming back closed the door and +went and stood before Marcia. + +As though she felt some critical moment had come she arose, trembling, and +looked into his eyes questioningly. + +"Marcia," he said, and his tone was grave and earnest, putting her upon an +equality with him, not as if she were a child any more. "Marcia, I have +come to ask your forgiveness for the terrible thing I did to you in +allowing you, who scarcely knew what you were doing then, to give your +life away to a man who loved another woman." + +Marcia's heart stood still with horror. It had come then, the dreadful +thing she had feared. The blow was going to fall. He did not love her! +What a fool she had been! + +But the steady voice went on, though the blood in her neck and temples +throbbed in such loud waves that she could scarcely hear the words to +understand them. + +"It was a crime, Marcia, and I have come to realize it more and more +during all the days of this year that you have so uncomplainingly spent +yourself for me. I know now, as I did not think then in my careless, +selfish sorrow, that I was as cruel to you, with your sweet young life, as +your sister was cruel to me. You might already have given your heart to +some one else; I never stopped to inquire. You might have had plans and +hopes for your own future; I never even thought of it. I was a brute. Can +you forgive me? Sometimes the thought of the responsibility I took upon +myself has been so terrible to me that I felt I could not stand it. You +did not realize what it was then that you were giving, perhaps, but +somehow I think you have begun to realize now. Will you forgive me?" He +stopped and looked at her anxiously. She was drooped and white as if a +blast had suddenly struck her and faded her sweet bloom. Her throat was +hot and dry and she had to try three times before she could frame the +words, "Yes, I forgive." + +There was no hope, no joy in the words, and a sudden fear descended upon +David's heart. Had he then done more damage than he knew? Was the child's +heart broken by him, and did she just realize it? What could he do? Must +he conceal his love from her? Perhaps this was no time to tell it. But he +must. He could not bear the burden of having done her harm and not also +tell her how he loved her. He would be very careful, very considerate, he +would not press his love as a claim, but he must tell her. + +"And Marcia, I must tell you the rest," he went on, his own words seeming +to stay upon his lips, and then tumble over one another; "I have learned +to love you as I never loved your sister. I love you more and better than +I ever could have loved her. I can see how God has led me away from her +and brought me to you. I can look back to that night when I came to her +and found you there waiting for me, and kissed you,--darling. Do you +remember?" He took her cold little trembling hands and held them firmly as +he talked, his whole soul in his face, as if his life depended upon the +next few moments. "I was troubled at the time, dear, for having kissed +you, and given you the greeting that I thought belonged to her. I have +rebuked myself for thinking since how lovely you looked as you stood there +in the moonlight. But afterward I knew that it was you after all that my +love belonged to, and to you rightfully the kiss should have gone. I am +glad it was so, glad that God overruled my foolish choosing. Lately I have +been looking back to that night I met you at the gate, and feeling jealous +that that meeting was not all ours; that it should be shadowed for us by +the heartlessness of another. It gives me much joy now to think how I took +you in my arms and kissed you. I cannot bear to think it was a mistake. +Yet glad as I am that God sent you down to that gate to meet me, and much +as I love you, I would rather have died than feel that I have brought +sorrow into your life, and bound you to one whom you cannot love. Marcia, +tell me truly, never mind my feelings, tell me! Can you ever love me?" + +Then did Marcia lift her flower-like face, all bright with tears of joy +and a flood of rosy smiles, the light of seven stars in her eyes. But she +could not speak, she could only look, and after a little whisper, "Oh, +David, I think I have always loved you! I think I was waiting for you that +night, though I did not know it. And look!"--with sudden thought---- + +She drew from the folds of her dress a little old-fashioned locket hung by +a chain about her neck out of sight. She opened it and showed him a soft +gold curl which she touched gently with her lips, as though it were +something very sacred. + +"What is it, darling?" asked David perplexed, half happy, half afraid as +he took the locket and touched the curl more thrilled with the thought +that she had carried it next her heart than with the sight of it. + +"It is yours," she said, disappointed that he did not understand. "Aunt +Clarinda gave it to me while you were away. I've worn it ever since. And +she gave me other things, and told me all about you. I know it all, about +the tops and marbles, and the spelling book, and I've cried with you over +your punishments, and--I--love it all!" + +He had fastened the door before he began to talk, but he caught her in his +arms now, regardless of the fact that the shades were not drawn down, and +that they swayed in the summer breeze. + +"Oh, my darling! My wife!" he cried, and kissed her lips for the third +time. + +The world was changed then for those two. They belonged to each other they +believed, as no two that ever walked through Eden had ever belonged. When +they thought of the precious bond that bound them together their hearts +throbbed with a happiness that well-nigh overwhelmed them. + +A dinner of stewed chickens and little white soda biscuits was served +them, fit for a wedding breakfast, for the barmaid whispered to the cook +that she was sure there was a bride and groom in the parlor they looked so +happy and seemed to forget anybody else was by. But it might have been ham +and eggs for all they knew what it was they ate, these two who were so +happy they could but look into each other's eyes. + +When the dinner was over and they started on their way again, with Albany +shimmering in the hot sun in the distance, and David's arm sliding from +the top of the seat to circle Marcia's waist, David whispered: + +"This is our real wedding journey, dearest, and this is our bridal day. +We'll go to Albany and buy you a trousseau, and then we will go wherever +you wish. I can stay a whole week if you wish. Would you like to go home +for a visit?" + +Marcia, with shining eyes and glowing cheeks, looked her love into his +face and answered: "Yes, _now_ I would like to go home,--just for a few +days--and then back to our home." + +And David looking into her eyes understood why she had not wanted to go +before. She was taking her husband, _her_ husband, not Kate's, with her +now, and might be proud of his love. She could go among her old comrades +and be happy, for he loved her. He looked a moment, comprehended, +sympathized, and then pressing her hand close--for he might not kiss her, +as there was a load of hay coming their way--he said: "Darling!" But their +eyes said more. + + + + + + + AD PAGES + + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- + + FAMOUS COPYRIGHT BOOKS + IN POPULAR PRICED EDITIONS + +Re-issues of the great literary successes of the time. Library size. +Printed on excellent paper--most of them with illustrations of marked +beauty--and handsomely bound in cloth. Price, 75 cents a volume, postpaid. + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +BEVERLY OF GRAUSTARK. By George Barr McCutcheon. With Color Frontispiece +and other illustrations by Harrison Fisher. 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With illustrations by E. +Pollak. + +A thoroughly good story that keeps you guessing to the very end, and never +attempts to instruct or reform you. It is a strictly up-to-date story of +love and mystery with wireless telegraphy and all the modern improvements. +The events nearly all take place on a big Atlantic liner and the romance +of the deep is skilfully made to serve as a setting for the romance, old +as mankind, yet always new, involving our hero. + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- + + GROSSET & DUNLAP, - NEW YORK + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------- + + + + + + ERRATA + + + CHAPTER I + Changed: girl in the *fairy tale* who left jewels + To: girl in the *fairy-tale* who left jewels + + CHAPTER I + Changed: ever walked in *fairy tale*. But she saw + To: ever walked in *fairy-tale*. But she saw + + CHAPTER III + Changed: before, but covered *wth* confusion and shame, + To: before, but covered *with* confusion and shame, + + CHAPTER III + Changed: and she turned *delberately*, one dainty, slippered + To: and she turned *deliberately*, one dainty, slippered + + CHAPTER V + Changed: her that this *wholsale* disposal of Marcia + To: her that this *wholesale* disposal of Marcia + + CHAPTER V + Changed: Phoebe takes your place and then come back.* * + To: Phoebe takes your place and then come back.*"* + + CHAPTER V + Changed: fine places, to *tea drinkings* and the like, + To: fine places, to *tea-drinkings* and the like, + + CHAPTER VI + Changed: out radiant and *childlike* through her tears. + To: out radiant and *child-like* through her tears. + + CHAPTER X + Changed: was always something *childlike* about Marcia's + To: was always something *child-like* about Marcia's + + CHAPTER X + Changed: her old home *plentfully* supplied with those + To: her old home *plentifully* supplied with those + + CHAPTER XII + Changed: got David that's worth everything.* * + To: got David that's worth everything.*"* + + CHAPTER XII + Changed: position on the *haircloth* sofa. But if + To: position on the *hair-cloth* sofa. But if + + CHAPTER XIII + Changed: had Mary Ann's *hand-writing* looked so pleasant + To: had Mary Ann's *handwriting* looked so pleasant + + CHAPTER XIII + Changed: seemed half a *life-time* to the girl + To: seemed half a *lifetime* to the girl + + CHAPTER XIII + Changed: my old calico *tomorrow* morning again, and + To: my old calico *to-morrow* morning again, and + + CHAPTER XIII + Changed: house with big *collums* to the front + To: house with big *columns* to the front + + CHAPTER XV + Changed: table, and the *tea-kettle* was singing on + To: table, and the *tea kettle* was singing on + + CHAPTER XV + Changed: The neighbor had *staid* longer than usual, + To: The neighbor had *stayed* longer than usual, + + CHAPTER XVI + Changed: thus melted into *childlike* enthusiasm, felt his + To: thus melted into *child-like* enthusiasm, felt his + + CHAPTER XVIII + Changed: with the flickering *candle-light* making grotesque + To: with the flickering *candle light* making grotesque + + CHAPTER XVIII + Changed: Bible where the *candle-light* played at glances + To: Bible where the *candle light* played at glances + + CHAPTER XXI + Changed: if he would *absord* the vision for + To: if he would *absorb* the vision for + + CHAPTER XXII + Changed: and let the *floodtide* of his sorrow + To: and let the *flood-tide* of his sorrow + + CHAPTER XXII + Changed: an' hopin' an' *tryin* fer somebody bigger. + To: an' hopin' an' *tryin'* fer somebody bigger. + + CHAPTER XXII + Changed: There's no place like home.*'* + To: There's no place like home.* * + + CHAPTER XXIV + Changed: * *MIRANDA GRISCOM." + To: *"*MIRANDA GRISCOM." + + CHAPTER XXVI + Changed: all items accurate* * technicalities of preparation; + To: all items accurate*;* technicalities of preparation; + + CHAPTER XXVII + Changed: need all the rest you can get.* * + To: need all the rest you can get.*"* + + CHAPTER XXVII + Changed: had before--all your own I mean?* * + To: had before--all your own I mean?*"* + + CHAPTER XXVII + Changed: any bonnet. Nothing but a pink sunbonnet.* * + To: any bonnet. Nothing but a pink sunbonnet.*"* + + CHAPTER XXVII + Changed: a little old *haircloth* trunk, her own + To: a little old *hair-cloth* trunk, her own + + CHAPTER XXVII + Changed: had done when* *a boy Aunt Clarinda + To: had done when* as *a boy Aunt Clarinda + + CHAPTER XXVII + Changed: Kate a mere *common-place*? What was this + To: Kate a mere *commonplace*? What was this + + CHAPTER XXIX + Changed: Marcia lift her *flowerlike* face, all bright + To: Marcia lift her *flower-like* face, all bright + + AD PAGES + Changed: love story well told."--_Boston Transcript_*,* + To: love story well told."--_Boston Transcript_*.* + + AD PAGES + Changed: by Frank Haviland. *Medalion* in color on + To: by Frank Haviland. *Medallion* in color on + + AD PAGES + Changed: *Suberb* color portraits of many familiar flowers + To: *Superb* color portraits of many familiar flowers + + AD PAGES + Changed: her magnificent *personalty*, her transcendent + To: her magnificent *personality*, her transcendent + + + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MARCIA SCHUYLER*** + + + +CREDITS + + +October 20, 2007 + + Project Gutenberg Edition + Roland Schlenker and + Online Distributed Proofreading Team + + + +A WORD FROM PROJECT GUTENBERG + + +This file should be named 23132.txt or 23132.zip. + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + + + http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/3/1/3/23132/ + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one -- the old editions will be +renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no one +owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation (and +you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without permission +and without paying copyright royalties. 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