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diff --git a/23119.txt b/23119.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..3dcfb87 --- /dev/null +++ b/23119.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6396 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of A Forgotten Hero, by Emily Sarah Holt + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: A Forgotten Hero + Not for Him + +Author: Emily Sarah Holt + +Illustrator: H. Petherick + +Release Date: October 20, 2007 [EBook #23119] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A FORGOTTEN HERO *** + + + + +Produced by Nick Hodson of London, England + + + + +A Forgotten Hero, or, Not for Him, by Emily Sarah Holt. + +________________________________________________________________________ + +This shortish book takes us to the end of the thirteenth century, and, +although the people in the book are mostly high-born, the scene is a +very domestic one. It gives us a good understanding of the way life was +lived in those days. Recommended for its social interest. +________________________________________________________________________ + +A FORGOTTEN HERO, OR, NOT FOR HIM, BY EMILY SARAH HOLT. + + + +CHAPTER ONE. + +CASTLES IN THE AIR. + + "O pale, pale face, so sweet and meek, Oriana!" + + Tennyson. + +"Is the linen all put away, Clarice?" + +"Ay, Dame." + +"And the rosemary not forgotten?" + +"I have laid it in the linen, Dame." + +"And thy day's task of spinning is done?" + +"All done, Dame." + +"Good. Then fetch thy sewing and come hither, and I will tell thee +somewhat touching the lady whom thou art to serve." + +"I humbly thank your Honour." And dropping a low courtesy, the girl +left the room, and returned in a minute with her work. + +"Thou mayest sit down, Clarice." + +Clarice, with another courtesy and a murmur of thanks, took her seat in +the recess of the window, where her mother was already sitting. For +these two were mother and daughter; a middle-aged, comfortable-looking +mother, with a mixture of firmness and good-nature in her face; and a +daughter of some sixteen years, rather pale and slender, but active and +intelligent in her appearance. Clarice's dark hair was smoothly brushed +and turned up in a curl all round her head, being cut sufficiently short +for that purpose. Her dress was long and loose, made in what we call +the Princess style, with a long train, which she tucked under one arm +when she walked. The upper sleeve was of a narrow bell shape, but under +it came down tight ones to the wrist, fastened by a row of large round +buttons quite up to the elbow. A large apron--which Clarice called a +barm-cloth--protected the dress from stain. A fillet of ribbon was +bound round her head, but she had no ornaments of any kind. Her mother +wore a similar costume, excepting that in her case the fillet round the +head was exchanged for a wimple, which was a close hood, covering head +and neck, and leaving no part exposed but the face. It was a very +comfortable article in cold weather, but an eminently unbecoming one. + +These two ladies were the wife and daughter of Sir Gilbert Le Theyn, a +knight of Surrey, who held his manor of the Earl of Cornwall; and the +date of the day when they thus sat in the window was the 26th of March +1290. + +It will strike modern readers as odd if I say that Clarice and her +mother knew very little of each other. She was her father's heir, being +an only child; and it was, therefore, considered the more necessary that +she should not live at home. It was usual at that time to send all +young girls of good family, not to school--there were no schools in +those days--but to be brought up under some lady of rank, where they +might receive a suitable education, and, on reaching the proper age, +have a husband provided for them, the one being just as much a matter of +course as the other. The consent of the parents was asked to the +matrimonial selection of the mistress, but public opinion required some +very strong reason to justify them in withholding it. The only +exception to this arrangement was when girls were destined for the +cloister, and in that case they received their education in a convent. +But there was one person who had absolutely no voice in the matter, and +that was the unfortunate girl in question. The very idea of consulting +her on any point of it, would have struck a mediaeval mother with +astonishment and dismay. + +Why ladies should have been considered competent in all instances to +educate anybody's daughters but their own is a mystery of the Middle +Ages. Dame La Theyn had under her care three girls, who were receiving +their education at her hands, and she never thought of questioning her +own competency to impart it; yet, also without a question, she sent +Clarice away from her, first to a neighbouring knight's wife, and now to +a Princess, to receive the education which she might just as well have +had at home. It was the command of Fashion; and who does not know that +Fashion, whether in the thirteenth century or the nineteenth, _must_ be +obeyed? + +Clarice was on the brink of high promotion. By means of a ladder of +several steps--a Dame requesting a Baroness, and the Baroness entreating +a Countess--the royal lady had been reached at last, whose husband was +the suzerain of Sir Gilbert. It made little difference to this lady +whether her bower-women were two or ten, provided that the attendance +given her was as much as she required; and she readily granted the +petition that Clarice La Theyn might be numbered among those young +ladies. The Earl of Cornwall was the richest man in England, not +excepting the King. It may be added that, at this period, Earl was the +highest title known short of the Prince of Wales. The first Duke had +not yet been created, while Marquis is a rank of much later date. + +Dame La Theyn, though she had some good points, had also one grand +failing. She was an inveterate gossip. And it made no difference to +her who was her listener, provided a listener could be had. A spicy +dish of scandal was her highest delight. She had not the least wish nor +intention of doing harm to the person whom she thus discussed. She had +not even the slightest notion that she did any. But her bower-maidens +knew perfectly well that, if one of them wanted to put the dame in high +good-humour before extracting a favour, the best way to do so was to +inform her that Mrs Sheppey had had words with her goodman, or that +Dame Rouse considered Joan Stick i' th' Lane [Note 1], no better than +she should be. + +An innocent request from Clarice, that she might know something about +her future mistress, had been to Dame La Theyn a delightful opportunity +for a good dish of gossip. Reticence was not in the Dame's nature; and +in the thirteenth century--and much later than that--facts which in the +nineteenth would be left in concealment, or, at most, only delicately +hinted at, were spoken out in the plainest English, even to young girls. +The fancy that the Countess of Cornwall might not like her whole life, +so far as it was known, laid bare to her new bower-woman was one which +never troubled the mind of Dame La Theyn. Privacy, to any person of +rank more especially, was an unknown thing in the Middle Ages. + +"Thou must know, Clarice," began the Dame, "that of old time, before +thou wert born, I was bower-maiden unto my most dear-worthy Lady of +Lincoln--that is brother's wife to my gracious Lady of Gloucester, +mother unto my Lady of Cornwall, that shall be thy mistress. The Lady +of Lincoln, that was mine, is a dame of most high degree, for her father +was my Lord of Saluces, [Note 2], in Italy--very nigh a king--and she +herself was wont to be called `Queen of Lincoln,' being of so high +degree. Ah, she gave me many a good gown, for I was twelve years in her +service. And a good woman she is, but rarely proud--as it is but like +such a princess should be. I mind one super-tunic she gave me, but half +worn,"--this was said impressively, for a garment only _half worn_ was +considered a fit gift from one peeress to another--"of blue damask, all +set with silver buttons, and broidered with ladies' heads along the +border. I gave it for a wedding gift unto Dame Rouse when she was wed, +and she hath it now, I warrant thee. Well! her lord's sister, our Lady +Maud, was wed to my Lord of Gloucester; but stay!--there is a tale to +tell thee thereabout." + +And Dame La Theyn bit off her thread with a complacent face. Nothing +suited her better than a tale to tell, unless it were one to hear. + +"Well-a-day, there be queer things in this world!" + +The Dame paused, as if to give time for Clarice to note that very +original sentiment. + +"Our Lady Maud was wed to her lord, the good Earl of Gloucester, with +but little liking of her side, and yet less on his. Nathless, she made +no plaint, but submitted herself, as a good maid should do--for mark +thou, Clarice, 'tis the greatest shame that can come to a maiden to set +her will against those of her father and mother in wedlock. A good +maid--as I trust thou art--should have no will in such matters but that +of those whom God hath set over her. And all love-matches end ill, +Clarice; take my word for it! Art noting me?" + +Clarice meekly responded that the moral lesson had reached her. She did +not add whether she meant to profit by it. Probably she had her own +ideas on the question, and it is quite possible that they did not +entirely correspond with those which her mother was instilling. + +"Now look on me, Clarice," pursued Dame La Theyn, earnestly. "When I +was a young maid I had foolish fancies like other maidens. Had I been +left to order mine own life, I warrant thee I should have wed with one +Master Pride, that was page to my good knight my father; and when I wist +that my said father had other thoughts for my disposal, I slept of a wet +pillow for many a night--ay, that did I. But now that I be come to +years of discretion, I do ensure thee that I am right thankful my said +father was wiser than I. For this Master Pride was slain at Evesham, +when I was of the age of five-and-twenty years, and left behind him not +so much as a mark of silver that should have come to me, his widow. It +was a good twenty-fold better that I should have wedded with thy father, +Sir Gilbert, that hath this good house, and forty acres of land, and +spendeth thirty marks by the year and more. Dost thou not see the +same?" + +No. Clarice heard, but she did not see. + +"Well-a-day! Now know, that when my good Lord of Gloucester, that wed +with our Lady Maud, was a young lad, being then in wardship unto Sir +Hubert, sometime Earl of Kent (whom God pardon!) he strake up a +love-match with the Lady Margaret, that was my said Lord of Kent his +daughter. And in very deed a good match it should have been, had it +been well liked of them that were above them; but the Lord King that +then was--the father unto King Edward that now is--rarely misliked the +same, and gat them divorced in all hate. It was not meet, as thou +mayest well guess, that such matters should be settled apart from his +royal pleasure. And forthwith, ere further mischief could ensue, he +caused my said Lord of Gloucester to wed with our Lady Maud. But look +thou, so obstinate was he, and so set of having his own way, that he +scarce ever said so much as `Good morrow' to the Lady Maud until he knew +that the said Lady Margaret was commanded to God. Never do thou be +obstinate, Clarice. 'Tis ill enough for a young man, but yet worse for +a maid." + +"How long time was that, Dame, an' it like you?" + +"Far too long," answered Dame La Theyn, somewhat severely. "Three years +and more." + +Three years and more! Clarice's thoughts went off on a long journey. +Three years of disappointed hope and passionate regret, three years of +weary waiting for death, on the part of the Lady Margaret! Naturally +enough her sympathies were with the girl. And three years, to Clarice, +at sixteen, seemed a small lifetime. + +"Now, this lady whom thou shalt serve, Clarice," pursued her mother--and +Clarice's mind came back to the subject in hand--"she is first-born +daughter unto the said Sir Richard de Clare, Lord of Gloucester, and our +Lady Maud, of whom I spake. Her name is Margaret, after the damsel that +died--a poor compliment, as methinks, to the said Lady Maud; and had I +been she, the maid should have been called aught else it liked my baron, +but not that." + +Ah, but had I been he, thought Clarice, it should have been just that! + +"And I have heard," said the Dame, biting off her thread, "that there +should of old time be some misliking--what I know not--betwixt the Lady +Margaret and her baron; but whether it were some olden love of his part +or of hers, or what so, I cast no doubt that she hath long ere this +overlived the same, and is now a good and loving lady unto him, as is +meet." + +Clarice felt disposed to cast very much doubt on this suggestion. She +held the old-fashioned idea that a true heart could love but once, and +could not forget. Her vivid imagination instantly erected an exquisite +castle in the air, wherein the chief part was played by the Lady +Margaret's youthful lover--a highly imaginary individual, of the most +perfect manners and unparalleled beauty, whom the unfortunate maiden +could never forget, though she was forced by her cruel parents to marry +the Earl of Cornwall. He, of course, was a monster of ugliness in +person, and of everything disagreeable in character, as a man in such +circumstances was bound to be. + +Poor Clarice! she had not seen much of the world. Her mental picture of +the lady whom she was to serve depicted her as sweet and sorrowful, with +a low plaintive voice and dark, starry, pathetic eyes, towards whom the +only feelings possible would be loving reverence and sympathy. + +"And now, Clarice, I have another thing to say." + +"At your pleasure, Dame." + +"I think it but meet to tell thee a thing I have heard from thy father-- +that the Lord Edmund, Earl of Cornwall, thy lady's baron, is one that +hath some queer ideas in his head. I know not well what kind they are; +but folk say that he is a strange man and hath strange talk. So do thou +mind what thou dost. Alway be reverent to him, as is meet; but suffer +him not to talk to thee but in presence of thy lady." + +Clarice felt rather frightened--all the more so from the extreme +vagueness of the warning. + +"And now lap up thy sewing, child, for I see thy father coming in, and +we will go down to hall." + +A few weeks later three horses stood ready saddled at the door of Sir +Gilbert's house. One was laden with luggage; the second was mounted by +a manservant; and the third, provided with saddle and pillion, was for +Clarice and her father. Sir Gilbert, fully armed, mounted his steed, +Clarice was helped up behind him, and with a final farewell to Dame La +Theyn, who stood in the doorway, they rode forth on their way to Oakham +Castle. Three days' journey brought them to their destination, and they +were witnesses of a curious ceremony just as they reached the Castle +gate. All over the gate horseshoes were nailed. A train of visitors +were arriving at the Castle, and the trumpeter sounded his horn for +entrance. + +"Who goes there?" demanded the warder. "The right noble and puissant +Prince Edmund, Earl of Lancaster, Leicester, and Derby; and his most +noble lady, Blanche, Queen Dowager of Navarre, Countess of the same, +cousins unto my gracious Lord of Cornwall." + +"Is this my said noble Lord's first visit unto the lordship of Oakham?" +asked the warder, without opening the gate. "It is." + +"Then our gracious Lord, as Lord of the said manor, demands of him one +of the shoes of the horse whereon he rides as tribute due from every +peer of the realm on his first coming to this lordship." + +"My right noble and puissant Lord," returned the trumpeter, "denies the +said shoe of his horse; but offers in the stead one silver penny, for +the purchase of a shoe in lieu thereof." + +"My gracious Lord deigns to receive the said silver penny in lieu of the +shoe, and lovingly prays your Lord and Lady to enter his said Castle." + +Then the portcullis was drawn up, and the long train filed noisily into +the courtyard. This ceremony was observed on the first visit of every +peer to Oakham Castle; but the visitor was allowed, if he chose, as in +this instance, to redeem the horse-shoe by the payment of money to buy +one. The shoes contributed by eminent persons were not unfrequently +gilded. + +The modest train of Sir Gilbert and Clarice crept quietly in at the end +of the royal suite. As he was only a knight, his horse-shoe was not in +request Sir Gilbert told the warder in a few words his name and errand, +whereupon that functionary summoned a boy, and desired him to conduct +the knight and maiden to Mistress Underdone. Having alighted from the +horse, Clarice shook down her riding-gown, and humbly followed Sir +Gilbert and the guide into the great hall, which was built like a +church, with centre and aisles, up a spiral staircase at one end of it, +and into a small room hung with green say [Note 3]. Here they had to +wait a while, for every one was too busily employed in the reception of +the royal guests to pay attention to such comparatively mean people. At +last--when Sir Gilbert had yawned a dozen times, and strummed upon the +table about as many, a door at the back of the room was opened, and a +portly, comfortable-looking woman came forward to meet them. Was this +the Countess? thought Clarice, with her heart fluttering. It was +extremely unlike her ideal picture. + +"Your servant, Sir Gilbert Le Theyn," said the newcomer, in a cheerful, +kindly voice. "I am Agatha Underdone, Mistress of the Maids unto my +gracious Lady of Cornwall. I bid thee welcome, Clarice--I think that is +thy name?" + +Clarice acknowledged her name, with a private comforting conviction that +Mistress Underdone, at least, would be pleasant enough to live with. + +"You will wish, without doubt, to go down to hall, where is good company +at this present," pursued the latter, addressing Sir Gilbert. "So, if +it please you to take leave of the maiden--" + +Sir Gilbert put two fingers on Clarice's head, as she immediately knelt +before him. For a father to kiss a daughter was a rare thing at that +time, and for the daughter to offer it would have been thought quite +disrespectful, and much too familiar. + +"Farewell, Clarice," said he. "Be a good maid, be obedient and meek; +please thy lady; and may God keep thee, and send thee an husband in good +time." + +There was nothing more necessary in Sir Gilbert's eyes. Obedience was +the one virtue for Clarice to cultivate, and a husband (quality +immaterial) was sufficient reward for any amount of virtue. + +Clarice saw her father depart without any feeling of regret. He was +even a greater stranger to her than her mother. She was a +self-contained, lonely-hearted girl, capable of intense love and +hero-worship, but never having come across one human being who had +attracted those qualities from their nest in her heart. + +"Now follow me, Clarice," said Mistress Underdone, "and I will introduce +thee to the maidens, thy fellows, of whom there are four beside thee at +this time." + +Clarice followed, silently, up a further spiral staircase, and into a +larger chamber, where four girls were sitting at work. + +"Maidens," said Mistress Underdone, "this is your new fellow, Clarice La +Theyn, daughter of Sir Gilbert Le Theyn and Dame Maisenta La Heron. +Stand, each in turn, while I tell her your names." + +The nearest of the four, a slight, delicate-looking, fair-haired girl, +rose at once, gathering her work on her arm. + +"Olympias Trusbut, youngest daughter of Sir Robert Trusbut, of the +county of Lincoln, and Dame Joan Twentymark," announced Mistress +Underdone. + +She turned to the next, a short, dark, merry-looking damsel. + +"Elaine Criketot, daughter of Sir William Criketot and Dame Alice La +Gerunell, of the county of Chester." + +The third was tall, stately, and sedate. + +"Diana Quappelad, daughter of Sir Walter Quappelad and Dame Beatrice +Cotele, of the county of Rutland." + +Lastly rose a quiet, gentle-looking girl. + +"Roisia de Levinton, daughter of Sir Hubert de Levinton and Dame Maud +Ingham, of the county of Surrey." + +Clarice's heart went faintly out to the girl from her own county, but +she was much too shy to utter a word. + +Having introduced the girls to each other, Mistress Underdone left them +to get acquainted at their leisure. + +"Art thou only just come?" asked Elaine, who was the first to speak. + +"Only just come," repeated Clarice, timidly. + +"Hast thou seen my Lady?" + +"Not yet: I should like to see her." + +Elaine's answer was a little half-suppressed laugh, which seemed the +concentration of amusement. + +"Maids, hear you this? Our new fellow has not seen the Lady. She would +like to see her." + +A smile was reflected on all four faces. Clarice thought Diana's was +slightly satirical; those of the other two were rather pitying. + +"Now, what dost thou expect her to be like?" pursued Elaine. + +"I may be quite wrong," answered Clarice, in the shy way which she was +not one to lose quickly. "I fancied she would be tall--" + +"Right there," said Olympias. + +"And dark--" + +"Oh, no, she is fair." + +"And very beautiful, with sorrowful eyes, and a low, mournful voice." + +All the girls laughed, Roisia and Olympias gently, Diana scornfully, +Elaine with shrill hilarity. + +"_Ha, jolife_!" cried the last-named young lady. "Heard one ever the +like? Only wait till supper. Then thou shalt see this lovely lady, +with the sweet, sorrowful eyes and the soft, low voice. _Pure foy_! I +shall die with laughing, Clarice, if thou sayest anything more." + +"Hush!" said Diana, sharply and suddenly; but Elaine's amusement had too +much impetus on it to be stopped all at once. She was sitting with her +back to the door, her mirthful laughter ringing through the room, when +the door was suddenly flung open, and two ladies appeared behind it. +The startled, terrified expression on the faces of Olympias and Roisia +warned Clarice that something unpleasant was going to happen. Had +Mistress Underdone a superior, between her and the Countess, whom to +offend was a very grave affair? Clarice looked round with much interest +and some trepidation at the new comers. + +------------------------------------------------------------------------ + +Note 1. Stykelane and Bakepuce--both most unpleasantly suggestive +names--occur on the Fines Roll for 1254. + +Note 2. Saluzzo. + +Note 3. A common coarse silk, used both for dress and upholstery. + + + +CHAPTER TWO. + +THE MISTS CLEAR AWAY. + + "Nec tecum possum vivere, nec sine te." + + Martial. + +One at least of the ladies who had disturbed Elaine's hilarity did not +look a person of whom it was necessary to be afraid. She was a matronly +woman of middle age, bearing the remains of extreme beauty. She had a +good-natured expression, and she rather shrank back, as if she were +there on sufferance only. But the other, who came forward into the +room, was tall, spare, upright, and angular, with a face which struck +Clarice as looking very like verjuice. + +"Agatha!" called the latter, sharply; and, laying her hand, not gently, +on Elaine's shoulder, she gave her a shake which rapidly reduced her to +gravity. + +"Ye weary, wretched giglots, what do ye thus laughing and tittering, +when I have distinctly forbidden the same?--Agatha!--Know ye not that +all ye be miserable sinners, and this lower world a vale of tears?-- +Agatha!" + +"Truly, Cousin Meg," observed the other lady, now coming forward, +"methinks you go far to make it such." + +"Agatha might have more sense," returned her acetous companion. "I have +bidden her forty times o'er to have these maids well ordered, and mine +house as like to an holy convent as might be compassed; and here is she +none knows whither--taking her pleasure, I reckon--and these caitiff +hildings making the very walls for to ring with their wicked foolish +laughter!--Agatha! bring me hither the rod. I will see if a good +whipping bring not down your ill-beseen spirits, mistress!" + +Elaine turned pale, and cast a beseeching glance at the pleasanter of +the ladies. + +"Nay, now, Cousin Meg," interposed she, "I pray you, let not this my +first visit to Oakham be linked with trouble to these young maids. I am +well assured you know grey heads cannot be well set on green shoulders." + +"Lady, I am right unwilling to deny any bidding of yours. But I do +desire of you to tell me if it be not enough to provoke a saint to +swear?" + +"What! to hear a young maid laugh, cousin? Nay, soothly, I would not +think so." + +Mistress Underdone had entered the room, and, after dropping a courtesy +to each of the ladies, stood waiting the pleasure of her mistress. +Clarice was slowly coming to the conclusion, with dire dismay, that the +sharp-featured, sharp-tongued woman before her was no other than the +Lady Margaret of Cornwall, her lovely lady with the pathetic eyes. + +"Give me the rod, Agatha," said the Countess, sternly. + +"Nay, Cousin Meg, I pray you, let Agatha give it to me." + +"_You'll_ not lay on!" said the Countess, with a contortion of her lips +which appeared to do duty for a smile. + +"Trust me, I will do the right thing," replied Queen Blanche, taking the +rod which Mistress Underdone presented to her on the knee. "Now. +Elaine, stand out here." + +Elaine, very pale and preternaturally grave, placed herself in the +required position. + +"Say after me. `I entreat pardon of my Lady for being so unhappy as to +offend her.'" + +Elaine faltered out the dictated words. + +"Kiss the rod," said the Queen. + +She was immediately obeyed. + +"Now, Cousin Meg, for my sake, I pray you, let that suffice." + +"Well, Lady, for _your_ sake," responded the Countess, with apparent +reluctance, looking rather like a kite from whose talons the Queen had +extracted a sparrow intended for its dinner. + +"Sit you in this chamber, Cousin Meg?" asked the Queen, taking a curule +chair as she spoke--the only one in the room. + +"Nay, Lady. 'Tis mine hour for repeating the seven penitential psalms. +I have no time to waste with these giglots." + +"Then, I pray you, give me leave to abide here myself for a season." + +"You will do your pleasure, Lady. I only pray of you to keep them from +laughing and such like wickedness." + +"Nay, for I will not promise that for myself," said Queen Blanche, with +a good-tempered smile. "Go your ways, Meg; we will work no evil." + +The Countess turned and stalked out of the door again. And Clarice's +first castle in the air fell into pieces behind her. + +"Now, Agatha, I pray thee shut the door," said the Queen, "that we +offend not my Cousin Margaret's ears in her psalms. Fare ye all well, +my maids? Thy face is strange to me, child." + +Clarice courtesied very low. "If it please the Lady Queen, I am but +just come hither." + +She had to tell her name and sundry biographical particulars, and then, +suddenly looking round, the Queen said, "And where is Heliet?" + +"Please it the Lady Queen, in my chamber," said Mistress Underdone. + +"Bid her hither, good Agatha--if she can come." + +"That can she, Lady." + +Mistress Underdone left the room, and in another minute the regular tap +of approaching crutches was audible. Clarice imagined their wearer to +be some old woman--perhaps the mother of Mistress Underdone. But as +soon as the door was opened again, she was surprised and touched to +perceive that the sufferer who used them was a girl little older than +herself. She came up to Queen Blanche, who welcomed her with a smile, +and held her hand to the girl's lips to be kissed. This was her only +way of paying homage, for to her courtesying and kneeling were alike +impossible. + +Clarice felt intuitively, as she looked into Heliet's face, that here +was a girl entirely different from the rest. She seemed as if Nature +had intended her to be tall, but had stopped and stunted her when only +half grown. Her shoulders were unnaturally high, and one leg was +considerably shorter than the other. Her face was not in any way +beautiful, yet there was a certain mysterious attraction about it. +Something looked out of her eyes which Clarice studied without being +able to define, but which disposed her to keep on looking. They were +dark, pathetic eyes, of the kind with which Clarice had gifted her very +imaginary Countess; but there was something beyond the pathos. + +"It looks," thought Clarice, "as if she had gone through the pathos and +the suffering, and had come out on the other side--on the shore of the +Golden Land, where they see what everything meant, and are satisfied." + +There was very little time for conversation before the supper-bell rang. +Queen Blanche made kind inquiries concerning Heliet's lameness and +general health, but had not reached any other subject when the sound of +the bell thrilled through the room. The four girls rapidly folded up +their work, as though the summons were welcome. Queen Blanche rose and +departed, with a kindly nod to all, and Heliet, turning to Clarice, +said, "Wilt thou come down with me? I cannot go fast, as thou mayest +see; but thou wilt sit next to me, and I can tell thee anything thou +mayest wish to know." + +Clarice thankfully assented, and they went down the spiral staircase +together into the great hall, where three tables were spread. At the +highest and smallest, on the dais, were already seated the Queen and the +Countess, two gentlemen, and two priests. At the head of the second +stood Mistress Underdone, next to whom was Diana, and Heliet led up +Clarice to her side. They faced the dais, so that Clarice could watch +its distinguished occupants at her pleasure. Tables for meals, at that +date, were simply boards placed on trestles, and removed when the repast +was over. On the table at the dais was silver plate, then a rare +luxury, restricted to the highest classes, the articles being spoons, +knives, plates, and goblets. There were no forks, for only one fork had +ever then been heard of as a thing to eat with, and this had been the +invention of the wife of a Doge of Venice, about two hundred years +previous, for which piece of refinement the public rewarded the lady by +considering her as proud as Lucifer. Forks existed, both in the form of +spice-forks and fire-forks, but no one ever thought of eating with them +in England until they were introduced from Italy in the reign of James +the First, and for some time after that the use of them marked either a +traveller, or a luxurious, effeminate man. Moreover, there were no +knives nor spoons provided for helping one's self from the dishes. Each +person had a knife and spoon for himself, with which he helped himself +at his convenience. People who were very delicate and particular wiped +their knives on a piece of bread before doing so, and licked their +spoons all over. When these were the practices of fastidious people, +the proceedings of those who were not such may be discreetly left to +imagination. The second table was served in a much more ordinary +manner. In this instance the knife was iron and the spoon pewter, the +plate a wooden trencher (never changed), and the drinking-cup of horn. +In the midst of the table stood a pewter salt-cellar, formed like a +castle, and _very_ much larger than we use them now. + +This salt-cellar acted as a barometer, not for weather, but for rank. +Every one of noble blood, or filling certain offices, sat above the +salt. + +With respect to cooking our fathers had some peculiarities. They ate +many things that we never touch, such as porpoises and herons, and they +used all manner of green things as vegetables. They liked their bread +hot from the oven (to give cold bread, even for dinner, was a shabby +proceeding), and their meat much underdone, for they thought that +overdone meat stirred up anger. They mixed most incongruous things +together; they loved very strong tastes, delighting in garlic and +verjuice; they never appear to have paid the slightest regard to their +digestion, and they were, in the most emphatic sense, not teetotallers. + +The dining-hall, but not the table, was decorated with flowers, and +singers, often placed in a gallery at one end, were employed the whole +time. A gentleman usher acted as butler, and a yeoman was always at +hand to keep out strange dogs, snuff candles, and light to bed the +guests, who were not always in a condition to find their way upstairs +without his help. The hours at this time were nine or ten o'clock for +dinner (except on fast-days, when it was at noon), and three or four for +supper. Two meals a day were thought sufficient for all men who were +not invalids. The sick and women sometimes had a "rear-supper" at six +o'clock or later. As to breakfast, it was a meal taken only by some +persons, and then served in the bedchamber or private boudoir at +convenience. Wine, with bread sopped in it, was a favourite breakfast, +especially for the old. Very delicate or exceptionally temperate people +took milk for breakfast; but though the Middle Ages present us with +examples of both vegetarians and total abstainers, yet of both there +were very few indeed, and they were mainly to be found among the +religious orders. + +In watching the illustrious persons on the dais one thing struck Clarice +as extremely odd, which would never be thought strange in the nineteenth +century. It was the custom in her day for husband and wife to sit +together at a meal, and, the highest ranks excepted, to eat from the +same plate. But the Earl and Countess of Cornwall were on opposite +sides of the table, with one of the priests between them. Clarice +thought they must have quarrelled, and softly demanded of Heliet if that +were the case. + +"No, indeed," was Heliet's rather sorrowful answer. "At least, not more +than usual. The Lady of Cornwall will never sit beside her baron, and, +as thou shalt shortly see, she will not even speak to him." + +"Not speak to him!" exclaimed Clarice. + +"I never heard her do so yet," said Heliet. + +"Does he entreat her very harshly?" + +"There are few gentlemen more kindly or generous towards a wife. Nay, +the harsh treatment is all on her side." + +"What a miserable life to live!" commented Clarice. + +"I fear he finds it so," said Heliet. + +The dillegrout, or white soup, was now brought in, and Clarice, being +hungry, attended more to her supper than to her mistress for a time. +But during the next interval between the courses she studied her master. + +He was a tall and rather fine-looking man, with a handsome face and a +gentle, pleasant expression. + +There certainly was not in his exterior any cause for repulsion. His +hair was light, his eyes bluish-grey. He seemed--or Clarice thought so +at first--a silent man, who left conversation very much to others; but +the decidedly intelligent glances of the grey eyes, and an occasional +twinkle of fun in them when any amusing remark was made, showed that he +was not in the least devoid of brains. + +Clarice thought that the priest who sat between the Earl and Countess +was a far more unprepossessing individual than his master. He was a +Franciscan friar, in the robe of his order; while the friar who sat on +the other side of the Countess was a Dominican, and much more agreeable +to look at. + +At this juncture the Earl of Lancaster, who bore a strong family +likeness to his cousin, the Earl of Cornwall--a likeness which extended +to character no less than person--inquired of the latter if any news had +been heard lately from France. + +"I have had no letters lately," replied his host; and, turning to the +Countess, he asked, "Have you, Lady?" + +Now, thought Clarice, she must speak to him. Much to her surprise, the +Countess, imagining, apparently, that the Franciscan friar was her +questioner, answered, [Note 1], "None, holy Father." + +The friar gravely turned his head and repeated the words to the Earl, +though he must have heard them. And Clarice became aware all at once +that her own puzzled face was a source of excessive amusement to her +_vis-a-vis_, Elaine. Her eyes inquired the reason. + +"Oh, I know!" said Elaine, in a loud whisper across the table. "I know +what perplexes thee. They are all like that when they first come. It +is such fun to watch them!" + +And she did not succeed in repressing a convulsion behind her +handkerchief, even with the aid of Diana's "Elaine! do be sensible." + +"Hush, my maid," said Mistress Underdone, gently. "If the Lady see thee +laugh--" + +"I shall be sent away without more supper, I know," said Elaine, +shrugging her shoulders. "It is Clarice who ought to be punished, not +I. I cannot help laughing when she looks so funny." + +Elaine having succeeded in recovering her gravity without attracting the +notice of the Countess, Clarice devoured her helping of salt beef along +with much cogitation concerning her mistress's singular ways. Still, +she could not restrain a supposition that the latter must have supposed +the priest to speak to her, when she heard the Earl say, "I hear from +Geoffrey Spenser, [Note 2], that our stock of salt ling is beyond what +is like to be wanted. Methinks the villeins might have a cade or two +thereof, my Lady." + +And again, turning to the friar, the Countess made answer, "It shall be +seen to, holy Father;" while the friar, with equal composure, as though +it were quite a matter of course, repeated to the Earl, "The Lady will +see to it, my Lord." + +"Does she always answer him so?" demanded Clarice of Heliet, in an +astonished whisper. "Always," replied Heliet, with a sad smile. "But +surely," said Clarice, her amazement getting the better of her shyness, +"it must be very wanting in reverence from a dame to her baron!" + +Clarice's ideas of wifely duty were of a very primitive kind. Unbounded +reverence, unreasoning obedience, and diligent care for the husband's +comfort and pleasure were the main items. As for love, in the sense in +which it is usually understood now, that was an item which simply might +come into the question, but it was not necessary by any means. Parents, +at that time, kept it out of the matter as much as possible, and +regarded it as more of an encumbrance than anything else. + +"It is a very sad tale, Clarice," answered Heliet, in a low tone. "He +loves her, and would cherish her dearly if she would let him. But there +is not any love in her. When she was a young maid, almost a child, she +set her heart on being a nun, and I think she has never forgiven her +baron for being the innocent means of preventing her. I scarcely know +which of them is the more to be pitied." + +"Oh, he, surely!" exclaimed Clarice. + +"Nay, I am not so sure. God help those who are unloved! but, far more, +God help those who cannot love! I think she deserves the more +compassion of the two." + +"May be," answered Clarice, slowly--her thoughts were running so fast +that her words came with hesitation. "But what shouldst thou say to one +that had outlived a sorrowful love, and now thought it a happy chance +that it had turned out contrary thereto?" + +"It would depend upon how she had outlived it," responded Heliet, +gravely. + +"I heard one say, not many days gone," remarked Clarice--not meaning to +let Heliet know from whom she had heard it--"that when she was young she +loved a squire of her father, which did let her from wedding with him; +and that now she was right thankful it so were, for he was killed on the +field, and left never a plack behind him, and she was far better off, +being now wed unto a gentleman of wealth and substance. What shouldst +thou say to that?" + +"If it were one of any kin to thee I would as lief say nothing to it," +was Heliet's rather dry rejoinder. + +"Nay, heed not that; I would fain know." + +"Then I think the squire may have loved her, but so did she never him." + +"In good sooth," said Clarice, "she told me she slept many a night on a +wet pillow." + +"So have I seen a child that had broken his toy," replied Heliet, +smiling. + +Clarice saw pretty plainly that Heliet thought such a state of things +was not love at all. + +"But how else can love be outlived?" she said. + +"Love cannot. But sorrow may be." + +"Some folks say love and sorrow be nigh the same." + +"Nay, 'tis sin and sorrow that be nigh the same. All selfishness is +sin, and very much of what men do commonly call love is but pure +selfishness." + +"Well, I never loved none yet," remarked Clarice. + +"God have mercy on thee!" answered Heliet. + +"Wherefore?" demanded Clarice, in surprise. + +"Because," said Heliet, softly, "`he that loveth not knoweth not God, +for God is charity.'" + +"Art thou destined for the cloister?" asked Clarice. + +Only priests, monks, and nuns, in her eyes, had any business to talk +religiously, or might reasonably be expected to do so. + +"I am destined to fulfil that which is God's will for me," was Heliet's +simple reply. "Whether that will be the cloister or no I have not yet +learned." + +Clarice cogitated upon this reply while she ate stewed apples. + +"Thou hast an odd name," she said, after a pause. + +"What, Heliet?" asked its bearer, with a smile. "It is taken from the +name of the holy prophet Elye, [Elijah] of old time." + +"Is it? But I mean the other." + +"Ah, I love it not," said Heliet. + +"No, it is very queer," replied Clarice, with an apologetic blush, "very +odd--Underdone!" + +"Oh, but that is not my name," answered Heliet, quickly, with a little +laugh; "but it is quite as bad. It is Pride." + +Clarice fancied she had heard the name before, but she could not +remember where. + +"But why is it bad?" said she. "Then I reckon Mistress Underdone hath +been twice wed?" + +"She hath," said Heliet, answering the last question first, as people +often do, "and my father was her first husband. Why is pride evil? +Surely thou knowest that." + +"Oh, I know it is one of the seven deadly sins, of course," responded +Clarice, quickly; "still it is very necessary and noble." + +Heliet's smile expressed a mixture of feelings. Clarice was not the +first person who has held one axiom theoretically, but has practically +behaved according to another. + +"The Lord saith that He hates pride," said the lame girl, softly. "How, +then, can it be necessary, not to say noble?" + +"Oh, but--" Clarice went no further. + +"But He did not mean what He said?" + +"Oh, yes, of course!" said Clarice. "But--" + +"Better drop the _but_," said Heliet, quaintly. "And Father Bevis is +about to say grace." + +The Dominican friar rose and returned thanks for the repast, and the +company broke up, the Earl and Countess, with their guests, leaving the +hall by the upper door, while the household retired by the lower. + +The preparations for sleep were almost as primitive as those for meals. +Exalted persons, such as the Earl and Countess, slept in handsome +bedsteads, of the tent form, hung with silk curtains, and spread with +coverlets of fur, silk, or tapestry. They washed in silver basins, with +ewers of the same costly metal; and they sat, the highest rank in curule +chairs, the lower upon velvet-cove red forms or stools. But ordinary +people, of whom Clarice was one, were not provided for in this luxurious +style. Bower-maidens slept in pallet-beds, which were made extremely +low, so as to run easily under one of the larger bedsteads, and thus be +put out of the way. All beds rejoiced in a quantity of pillows. Our +ancestors made much more use of pillows and cushions than we--a fact +easily accounted for, considering that they had no softly-stuffed +chairs, but only upright ones of hard carved wood. But Clarice's sheets +were simple "cloth of Rennes," while those of her mistress were set with +jewels. Her mattress was stuffed with hay instead of wool; she had +neither curtains nor fly-nets, and her coverlet was of plain cloth, +unwrought by the needle. In the matter of blankets they fared alike +except as to quality. But in the bower-maidens' chamber, where all the +girls slept together, there were no basins of any material. Early in +the morning a strong-armed maid came in, bearing a tub of water, which +she set down on one of the coffers of carved oak which stood at the foot +of each bed and held all the personal treasures of the sleeper. Then, +by means of a mop which she brought with her, she gently sprinkled every +face with water, thus intimating that it was time to get up. The tub +she left behind. It was to provide--on the principle of "first come, +first served"--for the ablutions of all the five young ladies, though +each had her personal towel. Virtue was thus its own reward, the +laziest girl being obliged to content herself with the dirtiest water. +It must, however, be remembered that she was a fastidious damsel who +washed more than face and hands. + +They then dressed themselves, carefully tying their respective amulets +round their necks, without which proceeding they would have anticipated +all manner of ill luck to befall them during the day. These articles +were small boxes of the nature of a locket, containing either a little +dust of one saint, a shred of the conventual habit of another, or a few +verses from a gospel, written very minutely, and folded up extremely +small. Then each girl, as she was ready, knelt in the window, and +gabbled over in Latin, which she did not understand, a Paternoster, ten +Aves, and the Angelical Salutation, not unfrequently breaking eagerly +into the conversation almost before the last Amen had left her lips. +Prayers over, they passed into the sitting-room next door, where they +generally found a basket of manchet bread and biscuits, with a large jug +of ale or wine. A gentleman usher called for Mistress Underdone and her +charges, and conducted them to mass in the chapel. Here they usually +found the Earl and Countess before them, who alone, except the priests, +were accommodated with seats. Each girl courtesied first to the altar, +then to the Countess, and lastly to the Earl, before she took her +allotted place. The Earl always returned the salutation by a quiet +inclination of his head. The Countess sat in stony dignity, and never +took any notice of it. Needlework followed until dinner, after which +the Countess gave audience for an hour to any person desiring to see +her, and usually concluded it by a half-hour's nap. Further needlework, +for such as were not summoned to active attendance on their mistress if +she went out, lasted until vespers, after which supper was served. +After supper was the recreation time, when in most houses the +bower-maidens enjoyed themselves with the gentlemen of the household in +games or dancing in the hall; but the Lady Margaret strictly forbade any +such frivolous doings in her maidens. They were still confined to their +own sitting-room, except on some extraordinary occasion, and the only +amusements allowed them were low-toned conversation, chess, draughts, or +illumination. Music, dancing (even by the girls alone), noisy games of +all kinds, and laughter, the Countess strictly forbade. The practical +result was that the young ladies fell back upon gossip and +ghost-stories, until there were few nights in the year when Roisia would +have dared to go to bed by herself for a king's ransom. An hour before +bed-time wine and cakes were served. After this Mistress Underdone +recited the Rosary, the girls making the responses, and at eight +o'clock--a late hour at that time--they trooped off to bed. All were +expected to be in bed and all lights out by half-past eight. The +unlucky maiden who loitered or was accidentally hindered had to finish +her undressing in the dark. + +------------------------------------------------------------------------ + +Note 1. This strange habit of the Countess is a fact, and sorely +distressed the Earl, as he has himself put on record, though with all +his annoyance he shows himself quite conscious of the comicality of the +proceeding. + +Note 2. The _depenseur_, or family provider. Hence comes the name of +Le Despenser, which, therefore, should not be spelt Despencer. + + + +CHAPTER THREE. + +ON THE THRESHOLD OF LIFE. + + "I will not dream of him handsome and strong-- + My ideal love may be weak and slight; + It matters not to what class he belong, + He would be noble enough in my sight; + But he must be courteous toward the lowly, + To the weak and sorrowful, loving too; + He must be courageous, refined, and holy, + By nature exalted, and firm, and true." + +By the time that Clarice had been six weeks at Oakham she had pretty +well made up her mind as to the characters of her companions. The +Countess did not belie the estimate formed on first seeing her. The +gentle, mournful, loving woman of Clarice's dreams had vanished, never +to be recalled. The girl came to count that a red-letter day on which +she did not see her mistress. Towards the Earl her feeling was an odd +mixture of reverential liking and compassion. He came far nearer the +ideal picture than his wife. His manners were unusually gentle and +considerate of others, and he was specially remarkable for one trait +very rarely found in the Middle Ages--he was always thoughtful of those +beneath him. Another peculiarity he had, not common in his time; he was +decidedly a humourist. The comic side even of his own troubles was +always patent to him. Yet he was a man of extremely sensitive feeling, +as well as of shrewd and delicate perceptions. He lived a most +uncomfortable life, and he was quite aware of it. The one person who +should have been his truest friend deliberately nursed baseless enmity +towards him. The only one whom he loved in all the world hated him with +deadly hatred. And there was no cause for it but one--the strongest +cause of all--the reason why Cain slew his brother. He was of God, and +she was of the world. Yet nothing could have persuaded her that he was +not on the high road to perdition, while she was a special favourite of +Heaven. + +Clarice found Mistress Underdone much what she had expected--a +good-natured, sensible supervisor. Her position, too, was not an easy +one. She had to submit her sense to the orders of folly, and to sink +her good-nature in submission to harshness. But she did her best, +steered as delicately as she could between her Scylla and Charybdis, and +always gave her girls the benefit of a doubt. + +The girls themselves were equally distinct as to character. Olympias +was delicate, with a failing of delicate people--a disposition to +complaining and fault-finding. Elaine was full of fun, ready to barter +any advantage in the future for enjoyment in the present. Diana was +caustic, proud of her high connections, which were a shade above those +of her companions, and inclined to be scornful towards everything not +immediately patent to her comprehension. Roisia, while the most +amiable, was also the weakest in character of the four; she was easily +led astray by Elaine, easily persuaded to deviate from the right through +fear of Diana. + +The two priests had also unfolded themselves. The Dominican, Father +Bevis, awoke in Clarice a certain amount of liking, not unmixed with +rather timorous respect. But he was a grave, silent, undemonstrative +man, who gave no encouragement to anything like personal affection, +though he was not harsh nor unkind. The Franciscan, Father Miles, was +of a type common in his day. The man and the priest were two different +characters. Father Miles in the confessional was a stern master; Father +Miles at the supper-table was a jovial playfellow. In his eyes, +religion was not the breath and salt of life, but something altogether +separate from it, and only to be mentioned on a Sunday. It was a bundle +of ceremonies, not a living principle. To Father Bevis, on the +contrary, religion was everything or nothing. If it had anything to do +with a man at all, it must pervade his thoughts and his life. It was +the leaven which leavened the whole lump; the salt whose absence left +all unsavoury and insipid; the breath, which virtually was identical +with life. One mistake Father Bevis made, a very natural mistake to a +man who had been repressed, misunderstood; and disliked, as he had been +ever since he could remember--he did not realise sufficiently that +warmth was a necessity of life, and that young creatures more especially +required a certain brooding tenderness to develop their faculties. No +one had ever given him love but God; and he was too apt to suppose that +religion could be fostered only in that way which had cherished his own. +His light burned bright to Godward, but it was not sufficiently visible +to men. + +Clarice La Theyn had by this time discovered that there were other +people in the household beyond those already mentioned. The Earl had +four squires of the body, and the Countess two pages in waiting, beside +a meaner crowd of dressers, sewers, porters, messengers, and all kinds +of officials. The squires and the pages were the only ones who came +much in contact with the bower-maidens. + +Both the pages were boys of about fifteen, of whom Osbert was quiet and +sedate for a boy, while Jordan was _espiegle_ and full of mischievous +tricks. The squires demand longer notice. + +Reginald de Echingham was the first to attract Clarice's notice--a fact +which, in Reginald's eyes, would only have been natural and proper. He +was a handsome young man, and no one was better aware of it than +himself. His principal virtue lay in a silky moustache, which he +perpetually caressed. The Earl called him Narcissus, and he deserved +it. + +Next came Fulk de Chaucombe, who was about as careless of his personal +appearance as Reginald was careful. He looked on his brother squire +with ineffable disdain, as a man only fit to hunt out rhymes for +sonnets, and hold skeins of silk for ladies. Call him a man! thought +Master Fulk, with supreme contempt. Fulk's notion of manly occupations +centred in war, with an occasional tournament by way of dessert. + +Third on the list was Vivian Barkworth. To Clarice, at least, he was a +perplexity. He was so chameleon-like that she could not make up her +mind about him. He could be extremely attractive when he liked, and he +could be just as repellent. + +Least frequently of any were her thoughts given to Ademar de Gernet. +She considered him at first entirely colourless. He was not talkative; +he was neither handsome nor ugly; he showed no special characteristic +which would serve to label him. She merely put him on one side, and +never thought of him unless she happened to see him. + +Her fellow bower-maidens also had their ideas concerning these young +gentlemen. Olympias was--or fancied herself--madly in love with the +handsome Reginald, on whom Elaine cracked jokes and played tricks, and +Diana exhausted all her satire. As to Reginald, he was too deeply in +love with himself to be sensible of the attractions of any other person. +It struck Clarice as very odd when she found that the weak and gentle +Roisia was a timid admirer of the bear-like De Chaucombe. As for Diana, +her shafts were levelled impartially at all; but in her inmost heart +Clarice fancied that she liked Vivian Barkeworth. Elaine was +heart-whole, and plainly showed it. + +The Countess had not improved on further acquaintance. She was not only +a tyrant, but a capricious one. Not merely was penalty sure to follow +on not pleasing her, but it was not easy to say what would please her at +any given moment. + +"We might as well be in a nunnery!" exclaimed Diana. + +"Nay," said Elaine, "for then we could not get out." + +"Don't flatter thyself on getting out, pray," returned Diana. "We shall +never get out except by marrying, or really going into a nunnery." + +"For which I am sure I have no vocation," laughed Elaine. "Oh, no! I +shall marry; and won't I lead my baron a dance!" + +"Who is it to be, Elaine?" asked Clarice. + +"_Ha, chetife_! How do I know? The Lady will settle that. I only hope +it won't be a man who puts oil on his hair and scents himself." + +This remark was a side-thrust at Reginald, as Olympias well knew, and +she looked reproachfully at Elaine. + +"Well, I hope it won't be one who kills half-a-dozen men every morning +before breakfast," said Diana, making a hit at Fulk. + +It was Roisia's turn to look reproachful. Clarice could not help +laughing. + +"What dost thou think of our giddy speeches, Heliet?" said she. + +Heliet looked up with her bright smile. + +"Very like maidens' fancies," she said. "For me, I am never like to +wed, so I can look on from the outside." + +"But what manner of man shouldst thou fancy, Heliet?" + +"Oh ay, do tell us!" cried more than one voice. + +"I warrant he'll be a priest," said Elaine. + +"He will have fair hair and soft manners," remarked Olympias. + +"Nay, he shall have such hair as shall please God," said Heliet, more +gravely. "But he must be gentle and loving, above all to the weak and +sorrowful: a true knight, to whom every woman is a holy thing, to be +guarded and tended with care. He must put full affiance in God, and +love Him supremely: and next, me; and below that, all other. He must +not fear danger, yet without fool-hardiness; but he must fear disgrace, +and fear and hate sin. He must be true to himself, and must aim at +making of himself the best man that ever he can. He must not be afraid +of ridicule, or of being thought odd. He must have firm convictions, +and be ready to draw sword for them, without looking to see whether +other men be on the same side or not. His heart must be open to all +misery, his brain to all true and innocent knowledge, his hand ready to +redress every wrong not done to himself. For his enemies he must have +forgiveness; for his friends, unswerving constancy: for all men, +courtesy." + +"And that is thy model man? _Ha, jolife_!" cried Elaine. "Why, I could +not stand a month of him." + +"I am afraid he would be rather soft and flat," said Diana, with a curl +of her lip. + +"No, I don't think that," answered Roisia. "But I should like to know +where Heliet expects to find him." + +"Do give his address, Heliet!" said Elaine, laughing. + +"Ah! I never knew but one that answered to that description," was +Heliet's reply. + +"_Ha, jolife_!" cried Elaine, clapping her hands. "Now for his name! I +hope I know him--but I am sure I don't." + +"You all know His name," said Heliet, gravely. "How many of us know +_Him_? For indeed, I know of no such man that ever lived, except only +Jesus Christ our Lord." + +There was no answer. A hush seemed to have fallen on the whole party, +which was at last broken by Olympias. + +"Well, but--thou knowest we cannot have Him." + +"Pardon me, I know no such thing," answered Heliet, in the same soft, +grave tone. "Does not the Psalmist say, `_Portio mea, Domine_'? [Note +1] And does not Solomon say, `_Dilectus meus mihi_?' [Note 2.] Is it +not the very glory of His infinitude, that all who are His can have all +of Him?" + +"Where did Heliet pick up these queer notions?" said Diana under her +breath. + +"She goes to such extremes!" Elaine whispered back. + +"But all that means to go into the cloister," replied Olympias in a +discontented tone. + +"Nay," said Heliet, taking up her crutches, "I hope a few will go to +Heaven who do not go into the cloister. But we may rest assured of +this, that not one will go there who has not chosen Christ for his +portion." + +"Well," said Diana, calmly, a minute after Heliet had disappeared, "I +suppose she means to be a nun! But she might let that alone till she is +one." + +"Let what alone?" asked Roisia. + +"Oh, all that parson's talk," returned Diana. "It is all very well for +priests and nuns, but secular people have nothing to do with it." + +"I thought even secular people wanted to go to Heaven," coolly put in +Elaine, not because she cared a straw for the question, but because she +delighted in taking the opposite side to Diana. + +"Let them go, then!" responded Diana, rather sharply. "They can keep it +to themselves, can't they?" + +"Well, I don't know," said Elaine, laughing. "Some people cannot keep +things to themselves. Just look at Olympias, whatever she is doing, how +she argues the whole thing out in public. `Oh, shall I go or not? Yes, +I think I will; no, I won't, though; yes, but I will; oh, can't somebody +tell me what to do?'" + +Elaine's mimicry was so perfect that Olympias herself joined in the +laugh. The last-named damsel carried on all her mental processes in +public, instead of presenting her neighbours, as most do, with results +only. And when people wear their hearts upon their sleeves, the daws +will come and peck at them. + +"Now, don't tease Olympias," said Roisia good-naturedly. + +"Oh, let one have a bit of fun," said Elaine, "when one lives in a +convent of the strictest order." + +"I suspect thou wouldst find a difference if thou wert to enter one," +sneered Diana. + +Elaine would most likely have fought out the question had not Mistress +Underdone entered at that moment with a plate of gingerbread in her hand +smoking hot from the oven. + +"Oh, Mistress, I am so hungry!" plaintively observed that young lady. + +Mistress Underdone laughed, and set down the plate. "There, part the +spice-cake among you," said she. "And when you be through, I have +somewhat to tell you." + +"Tell us now," said Elaine, as well as a mouthful of gingerbread allowed +her to speak. + +"Let me see, now--what day is this?" inquired Mistress Underdone. + +All the voices answered her at once, "Saint Dunstan's Eve!" [May 13th]. + +"So it is. Well--come Saint Botolph, [June 17th] as I have but now +learned, we go to Whitehall." + +"_Ha, jolife_!" cried Diana, Elaine, and Roisia at once. + +"Will Heliet go too?" asked Clarice, softly. + +"Oh, no; Heliet never leaves Oakham," responded Olympias. + +Mistress Underdone looked kindly at Clarice. "No, Heliet will not go," +she said. "She cannot ride, poor heart." And the mother sighed, as if +she felt the prospective pain of separation. + +"But there will be dozens of other maidens," said Elaine. "There are +plenty of girls in the world beside Heliet." + +Clarice was beginning to think there hardly were for her. + +"Oh, thou dost not know what thou wilt see at Westminster!" exclaimed +Elaine. "The Lord King, and the Lady Queen, and all the Court; and the +Abbey, with all its riches, and ever so many maids and gallants. It is +delicious beyond description, when the Lady is away visiting some +shrine, and she does that nearly every day." + +Roisia's "Hush!" had come too late. + +"I pray you say that again, my mistress!" said the well-known voice of +the Lady Margaret in the doorway. "Nay, I will have it.--Fetch me the +rod, Agatha.--Now then, minion, what saidst? Thou caitiff giglot! If I +had thee not in hand, that tongue of thine should bring thee to ruin. +What saidst, hussy?" + +And Elaine had to repeat the unlucky words, with the birch in prospect, +and immediately afterwards in actuality. + +"I will lock thee up when I go visiting shrines!" said the Countess with +her last stroke. "Agatha, remember when we are at Westminster that I +have said so." + +"Ay, Lady," observed Mistress Underdone, composedly. + +And the Lady Margaret, throwing down the birch, stalked away, and left +the sobbing Elaine to resume her composure at her leisure. + +In a vaulted upper chamber of the Palace of Westminster, on a bright +morning in June, four persons were seated. Three, who were of the +nobler sex, were engaged in converse; the last, a lady, sat apart with +her embroidery in modest silence. They were near relatives, for the men +were respectively husband, brother-in-law, and uncle of the woman, and +they were the most prominent members of the royal line of England, with +one who did not belong to it. + +Foremost of the group was the King. He was foremost in more senses than +one, for, as is well known, Edward the First, like Saul, was higher than +any of his people. Moreover, he was as spare as he was tall, which made +him look almost gigantic. His forehead was large and broad, his +features handsome and regular, but marred by that perpetual droop in his +left eyelid which he had inherited from his father. Hair and +complexion, originally fair, had been bronzed by his Eastern campaigns +till the crisp curling hair was almost black, and the delicate tint had +acquired a swarthy hue. He had a nose inclining to the Roman type, a +broad chest, agile arms, and excessively long legs. His dark eyes were +soft when he was in a good temper, but fierce as a tiger's when roused +to anger; and His Majesty's temper was--well, not precisely angelic. +[Note 3.] It was like lightning, in being as sudden and fierce, but it +did not resemble that natural phenomenon in disappearing as quickly as +it had come. On the contrary, Edward never forgot and hardly forgave an +injury. His abilities were beyond question, and, for his time, he was +an unusually independent and original thinker. His moral character, +however, was worse than is commonly supposed, though it did not descend +to the lowest depths it reached until after the death of his fair and +faithful Leonor. + +The King's brother Edmund was that same Earl of Lancaster whom we have +already seen at Oakham. He was a man of smaller intellectual calibre +than his royal brother, but of much pleasanter disposition. Extreme +gentleness was his principal characteristic, as it has been that of all +our royal Edmunds, though in some instances it degenerated into +excessive weakness. This was not the case with the Earl of Lancaster. +His great kindness of heart is abundantly attested by his own letters +and his brother's State papers. + +William de Valence, Earl of Pembroke, was the third member of the group, +and he was the uncle of the royal brothers, being a son of their +grandmother's second marriage with Hugh de Lusignan, Count de La Marche. +Though he made a deep mark upon his time, yet his character is not easy +to fathom beyond two points--that his ability had in it a little element +of craft, and that he took reasonable care of Number One. + +Over the head of the lady who sat in the curule chair, quietly +embroidering, twenty-five years had passed since she had been styled by +a poet, "the loveliest lady in all the land." She was hardly less even +now, when her fifty years were nearly numbered; when, unseen by any +earthly eyes, her days were drawing to their close, and the angel of +death stood close beside her, ready to strike before six months should +be fulfilled. Certainly, according to modern ideas of beauty, never was +a queen fairer than Leonor the Faithful, and very rarely has there been +one as fair. And--more unusual still--she was as good as she was +beautiful. The worst loss in all her husband's life was the loss of +her. + +So far from seeing any sorrow looming in the future was King Edward at +this moment, that he was extremely jubilant over a project which he had +just brought to a successful issue. + +"There!" said he, rubbing his hands in supreme satisfaction, "that +parchment settles the business. When both my brother of Scotland and I +are gone, our children will reign over one empire, king and queen of +both. Is not that worth living for?" + +"_Soit_!" [Be it so] ejaculated De Valence, shrugging his Provencal +shoulders. "A few acres of bare moss and a handful of stags, to say +nothing of the barbarians who dwell up in those misty regions. A fine +matter surely to clap one's hands over!" + +"Ah, fair uncle, you never travelled in Scotland," interposed the gentle +Lancaster, before the King could blaze up, "and you know not what sort +of country it is. From what I have heard, it would easily match your +land in respect of beauty." + +"Match Poitou? or Provence? Cousin, you must have taken leave of your +senses. You were not born on the banks of the Isere, or you would not +chatter such treason as that." + +"Truly no, fair Uncle, for I was born in the City of London, just +beyond," said Lancaster, with a good-humoured laugh; "and, verily, that +would rival neither Scotland nor Poitou, to say nothing of Dauphine and +Provence. The goddess of beauty was not in attendance when I was born." + +Perhaps few would have ventured on that assertion except himself. +Edmund of Lancaster was among the most handsome of our princes. + +"Beshrew you both!" cried King Edward, unfraternally; "wherever will +these fellows ramble with their tongues? Who said anything about +beauty? I care not, I, if the maiden Margaret were the ugliest lass +that ever tied a kerchief, so long as she is the heiress of Scotland. +Ned has beauty enough and to spare; let him stare in the glass if he +cannot look at his wife." + +The Queen looked up with an amused expression, and would, perhaps, have +spoken, had not the tapestry been lifted by some person unseen, and a +little boy of six years old bounded into the room. + +No wonder that the fire in the King's eyes died into instant softness. +It would have been a wonder if the parents had not been proud of that +boy, for he was one of the loveliest children on whom human eye ever +rested. Did it ever cross the minds of that father and mother that the +kindest deed they could have done to that darling child would have been +to smother him in his cradle? Had the roll of his life been held up +before them at that moment, they would have counted only thirty-seven +years, written within and without in lamentation, and mourning, and woe. + +King Edward lifted his little heir upon his knee. + +"Look here, Ned," said he. "Seest yonder parchment?" + +The blue eyes opened a little, and the fair curls shook with a nod of +affirmation. + +"What is it, thinkest?" + +A shake of the pretty little head was the reply. + +"Thy Cousin Margaret is coming to dwell with thee. That parchment will +bring her." + +"How old is she?" asked the Prince. + +"But just a year younger than thou." + +"Is she nice?" + +The King laughed. "How can I tell thee? I never saw her." + +"Will she play with us?" + +"I should think she will. She is just between thee and Beatrice." + +"Beatrice is only a baby!" remarked the Prince disdainfully. Six years +old is naturally scornful of four. + +"Not more of a baby than thou," said his uncle Lancaster, playfully. + +"But she's a girl, and I'm a man!" cried the insulted little Prince. + +King Edward, excessively amused, set his boy down on the floor. "There, +run to thy mother," said he. "Thou wilt be a man one of these days, I +dare say; but not just yet, Master Ned." + +And no angel voice whispered to one of them that it would have been well +for that child if he had never been a man, nor that ere he was six +months older, the mother, whose death was a worse calamity to him than +to any other, and the little Norwegian lassie to whom he was now +betrothed, would pass almost hand in hand into the silent land. Three +months later, Margaret, Princess of Norway and Queen of Scotland, set +sail from her father's coast for her mother's kingdom, whence she was to +travel to England, and be brought up under the tender care of the royal +Leonor as its future queen. But one of the sudden and terrible storms +of the North Sea met her ere she reached the shore of Scotland. She +just lived to be flung ashore at Kirkwall, in the Orkneys, and there, in +the pitying hands of the fishers' wives, the child breathed out her +little life, having lived five years, and reigned for nearly as long. +Who of us, looking back to the probable lot that would have awaited her +in England, shall dare to pity that little child? + +------------------------------------------------------------------------ + +Note 1. "Thou art my portion, O Lord."--Psalm 119, verse 57. + +Note 2. "My beloved is mine."--Canticles 2, verse 16. + +Note 3. Two anecdotes may be given which illustrate this in a manner +almost comical; the first has been published more than once, the latter +has not to my knowledge. When his youngest daughter Elizabeth was +married to the Earl of Hereford in 1302, the King, annoyed by some +unfortunate remark of the bride, snatched her coronet from her head and +threw it into the fire, nor did the Princess recover it undamaged. In +1305, writing to John de Fonteyne, the physician of his second wife, +Marguerite of France, who was then ill of small-pox, the King warns him +not on any account to allow the Queen to exert herself until she has +completely recovered, "and if you do," adds the monarch in French, of +considerably more force than elegance, and not too suitable for exact +quotation, "you shall pay for it!" + + + +CHAPTER FOUR. + +WAITING AND WEARY. + + "Oh! for the strength of God's right hand! the way is hard and dreary, + Through Him to walk and not to faint, to run and not be weary!" + + E.L. Marzials. + +We left the Royal party in conversation in the chamber at Westminster. + +"Have you quite resolved, Sire, to expel all the Jews from England?" +asked De Valence. + +"Resolved? Yes; I hope it is half done," replied the King. "You are +aware, fair Uncle, that our Commons voted us a fifteenth on this +condition?" + +"No, I did not hear that," said De Valence. + +"How many are there of those creatures?" inquired Lancaster. + +"How should I know?" returned Edward, with an oath. "I only know that +the Chancellor said the houses and goods were selling well to our +profit." + +"Fifteen thousand and sixty, my Lord of Surrey told me," said Lancaster. +"I doubted if it were not too high a computation; that is why I asked." + +"Oh, very likely not," responded Edward, carelessly. "There are as many +of them as gnats, and as much annoyance." + +"Well, it is a pious deed, of course," said Lancaster, stroking his +moustache, not in the dilettante style of De Echingham, but like a man +lost in thought. "It seems a pity, though, for the women and children." + +"My cousin of Lancaster, I do believe, sings _Dirige_ over the chickens +in his barnyard," sneered De Valence. + +Lancaster looked up with a good-tempered smile. + +"Does my fair Uncle never wish for the day when the lion shall eat straw +like the ox?" [Note 1.] + +"Not I!" cried De Valence, with a hearty laugh. "Why, what mean you? +are we to dine on a haunch of lion when it comes?" + +"Nay, for that were to make us worse than either, methinks. I suppose +we shall give over eating what has had life, at that time." + +"_Merci, mille fois_!" laughed his uncle. "My dinner will be spoiled. +Not thine, I dare say. I'll be bound, Sire, our fair cousin will munch +his apples and pears with all the gusto in the world, and send his +squire to the stable to inquire if the lion has a straw doubled under +him." + +"Bah!" said the King. "What are you talking about?" + +"How much will this business of the Jews cost your Grace?" asked De +Valence, dropping his sarcasms. + +"Cost _me_?" demanded Edward, with a short laugh. "Did our fair uncle +imagine we meant to execute such a project at our own expense? Let the +rogues pay their own travelling fees." + +"Ha! good!" said the Poitevin noble. "And our fair cousin of Lancaster +shall chant the _De Profundis_ while they embark, and I will offer a +silver fibula to Saint Edward that they may all be drowned. How sayest, +fair Cousin?" + +"Nay," was Lancaster's answer, in a doubtful tone. "I reckon we ought +not to pity them, being they that crucified our Lord. But--" + +But for all that, his heart cried out against his creed. Yet it did not +occur to him that the particular men who were being driven from their +homes for no fault of theirs, and forced with keen irony of oppression +to pay their own expenses, were not those who crucified Christ, but were +removed from them by many generations. The times of the Gentiles were +not yet fulfilled, and the cry, "His blood be on us, _and on our +children_" had not yet exhausted its awful power. + +There was one person not present who would heartily have agreed with +Lancaster. This was his cousin and namesake, Edmund, Earl of Cornwall, +who not only felt for the lower animals--a rare yet occasional state of +mind in the thirteenth century--but went further, and compassionated the +villeins--a sentiment which very few indeed would have dreamed of +sharing with him. The labourers on the land were serfs, and had no +feelings,--that is, none that could be recognised by the upper classes. +They were liable to be sold with the land which they tilled; nor could +they leave their "hundred" without a passport. Their sons might not be +educated to anything but agriculture; their daughters could not be +married without paying a fine to the master. Worse things than these +are told of some, for of course the condition of the serf largely +depended on the disposition of his owner. + +The journey from Oakham to Westminster was a pleasant change to all the +bower-maidens but one, and that was the one selected to travel with her +mistress in the litter. Each was secretly, if not openly, hoping not to +be that one; and it was with no little trepidation that Clarice received +the news that this honour was to be conferred on her. She discovered, +however, on the journey, that scolding was not the perpetual occupation +of the Countess. She spent part of every day in telling her beads, part +in reading books woefully dry to the apprehension of Clarice, and part +in sleeping, which not unfrequently succeeded the beads. Conversation +she never attempted, and Clarice, who dared not speak till she was +spoken to, began to entertain a fear of losing the use of her tongue. +Otherwise she was grave and quiet enough, poor girl! for she was not +naturally talkative. She was very sorry to part with Heliet, and she +felt, almost without knowing why, some apprehension concerning the +future. Sentiments of this sort were quite unknown to such girls as +Elaine, Diana, and Roisia, while with Olympias they arose solely from +delicate health. But Clarice was made of finer porcelain, and she could +not help mournfully feeling that she had not a friend in the world. Her +father and mother were not friends; they were strangers who might be +expected to do what they thought best for her, just as the authorities +of a workhouse might take conscientious care in the apprenticing of the +workhouse girls. But no more could be expected, and Clarice felt it. +If there had only been, anywhere in the world, somebody who loved her! +There was no such probability to which it was safe to look forward. +Possibly, some twenty or thirty years hence, some of her children might +love her. As for her husband, he was simply an embarrassing future +certainty, who--with almost equal certainty--would not care a straw +about her. That was only to be expected. The squire who liked Roisia +would be pretty sure to get Diana; while the girl who admired Reginald +de Echingham was safe to fall to Fulk de Chaucombe. Things always were +arranged so in this world. Perhaps, thought Clarice, those girls were +the happiest who did not care, who took life as it came, and made all +the fun they could out of it. But she knew well that this was how life +and she would never take each other. + +Whitehall was reached at last, on that eve of Saint Botolph. Clarice +was excessively tired, and only able to judge of the noise without, and +the superb decorations and lofty rooms within. Lofty, be it remembered, +to her eyes; they would not look so to ours. She supped upon salt +merling [whiting], pease-cods [green peas], and stewed fruit, and was +not sorry to get to bed. + +In the morning, she found the household considerably increased. Her +eyes were almost dazzled by the comers and goers; and she really noticed +only one person. Two young knights were among the new attendants of the +Earl, but one of them Clarice could not have distinguished from the +crowd. The other had attracted her notice by coming forward to help the +Countess from her litter, and, instead of attending his mistress +further, had, rather to Clarice's surprise, turned to help _her_. And +when she looked up to thank him, it struck her that his face was like +somebody she knew. She did not discover who it was till Roisia +observed, while the girls were undressing, that--"My cousin is growing a +beard, I declare. He had none the last time I saw him." + +"Which is thy cousin?" asked Clarice. + +"Why, Piers Ingham," said Roisia. "He that helped my Lady from the +litter." + +"Oh, is he thy cousin?" responded Clarice. + +"By the mother's side," answered Roisia. "He hath but been knighted +this last winter." + +"Then he is just ready for a wife," said Elaine. "I wonder which of us +it will be! It is tolerably sure to be one. I say, maids, I mean to +have a jolly time of it while we are here! It shall go hard with me if +I do not get promoted to be one of the Queen's bower-women!" + +"Oh, would I?" interpolated Diana. + +"Why?" asked more than one voice. + +"I am sure," said Olympias, "I had ever so much rather be under the Lady +Queen than our Lady." + +"Oh, that may be," said Diana. "I was not looking at it in that light. +There is some amusement in deceiving our Lady, and one doesn't feel it +wrong, because she is such a vixen; but there would be no fun in taking +in the Queen, she's too good." + +"I wonder what Father Bevis would say to that doctrine," demurely +remarked Elaine. "What it seems to mean is, that a lie is not such a +bad thing if you tell it to a bad person as it would be if you told it +to a good one. Now I doubt if Father Bevis would be quite of that +opinion." + +"Don't talk nonsense," was Diana's reply. + +"Well, but is it nonsense? Didst thou mean that?" + +It was rather unusual for Elaine thus to satirise Diana, and looked as +if the two had changed characters, especially when Diana walked away, +muttering something which no one distinctly heard. + +Elaine proved herself a tolerably true prophetess. _Fete_ followed +_fete_. Clarice found herself initiated into Court circles, and +discovered that she was enjoying herself very much. But whether the +attraction lay in the pageants, in the dancing, in her own bright array, +or in the companionship, she did not pause to ask herself. Perhaps if +she had paused, and made the inquiry, she might have discovered that +life had changed to her since she came to Westminster. The things +eternal, of which Heliet alone had spoken to her, had faded away into +far distance; they had been left behind at Oakham. The things temporal +were becoming everything. + +In a stone balcony overhanging the Thames, at Whitehall, sat Earl Edmund +of Cornwall, in a thoughtful attitude, resting his head upon his hand. +He had been alone for half an hour, but now a tall man in a Dominican +habit, who was not Father Bevis, came round the corner of the balcony, +which ran all along that side of the house. He was the Prior or Rector +of Ashridge, a collegiate community, founded by the Earl himself, of +which we shall hear more anon. + +The Friar sat down on the stone bench near the Earl, who took no further +notice of him than by a look, his eyes returning to dreamy contemplation +of the river. + +"Of what is my Lord thinking?" asked the Friar, gently. + +"Of life," said the Prince. + +"Not very hopefully, I imagine." + +"The hope comes at the beginning, Father. Look at yonder pleasure-boat, +with the lads and lasses in it, setting forth for a row. There is hope +enough in their faces. But when the journey comes near its end, and the +perilous bridge must be shot, and the night is setting in, what you see +in the faces then will not be hope. It will be weariness; perhaps +disgust and sorrow. And--in some voyages, the hope dies early." + +"True--if it has reference only to the day." + +"Ah," responded the Prince, with a smile which had more sadness than +mirth in it, "you mean to point me to the hope beyond. But the day is +long Father. The night has not come yet, and the bridge is still to be +shot. Ay, and the wind and rain are cold, as one drops slowly down the +river." + +"There is home at the end, nevertheless," answered the Dominican. "When +we sit round the fire in the banquet hall, and all we love are round us, +and the doors shut safe, we shall easily forget the cold wind on the +water." + +"When! Yes. But I am on the water yet, and it may be some hours before +my barge is moored at the garden steps. And--it is always the same, +Father. It does seem strange, when there is only one earthly thing for +which a man cares, that God should deny him that one thing. Why rouse +the hope which is never to be fulfilled? If the width of the world had +lain all our lives between me and my Lady, we should both have been +happier. Why should God bring us together to spoil each other's lives? +For I dare say she is as little pleased with her lot as I with mine-- +poor Magot!" + +"Will my Lord allow me to alter the figure he has chosen?" said the +Predicant Friar. "Look at your own barge moored down below. If the +rope were to break, what would become of the barge?" + +"It would drift down the river." + +"And if there were in it a little child, alone, too young to have either +skill or strength to steer it, what would become of him when the barge +shot the bridge?" + +"Poor soul!--destruction, without question." + +"And what if my Lord be that little child, safe as yet in the barge +which the Master has tied fast to the shore? The rope is his trouble. +What if it be his safety also? He would like far better to go drifting +down, amusing himself with the strange sights while daylight lasted; but +when night came, and the bridge to be passed, how then? Is it not +better to be safe moored, though there be no beauty or variety in the +scene?" + +"Nay, Father, but is there no third way? Might the bridge not be passed +in safety, and the child take his pleasure, and yet reach home well and +sound?" + +"Some children," said the Predicant Friar, with a tender intonation. +"But not that child." + +The Earl was silent. The Prior softly repeated a text of Scripture. + +"Endure chastisement. As sons God dealeth with you; what son then is +he, whom the Father chasteneth not?" [Hebrews 12, verse 7, Vulgate +version.] + +A low, half-repressed sigh from his companion reminded the Prior that he +was touching a sore place. One of the Prince's bitterest griefs was his +childlessness. [He has told us so himself.] The Prior tacked about, and +came into deeper water. + +"`Nor have we a High Priest who cannot sympathise with our infirmities, +for He was tempted in all things like us, except in sinning.'" [Hebrews +4, verse 15, Vulgate version.] + +"If one could see!" said the Earl, almost in a whisper. + +"It would be easier, without doubt. Yet `blessed are they who see not, +and believe.' God can see. I would rather He saw and not I, than--if +such a thing were possible--that I saw and not He. Whether is better, +my Lord, that the father see the danger and guard the child without his +knowing anything, or that the child see it too, and have all the pain +and apprehension consequent upon the seeing? The blind has the +advantage, sometimes." + +"Yet who would wish to be blind on that account?" answered the Earl, +quickly. + +"No man could wish it, nor need he. Only, the blind man may take the +comfort of it." + +"But you have not answered one point, Father. Why does God rouse +longings in our hearts which He never means to fulfil?" + +"Does God rouse them?" + +"Are they sin, then?" + +"No," answered the Prior, slowly, as if he were thinking out the +question, and had barely reached the answer. "I dare not say that. +They are nature. Some, I know, would have all that is nature to be sin; +but I doubt if God treats it thus in His Word. Still, I question if He +raises those longings. He allows them. Man raises them." + +"Does He never guide them?" + +"Yes, that I think He does." + +"Then the question comes to the same thing. Why does God not guide us +to long for the thing that He means to give us?" + +"He very often does." + +"Then," pursued the Earl, a little impatiently, "why does He not turn us +away from that which He does not intend us to have?" + +"My Lord," said the Predicant, gravely, "from the day of his fall, man +has always been asking God _why_. He will probably go on doing it to +the day of the dissolution of all things. But I do not observe that God +has ever yet answered the question." + +"It is wrong to ask it, then, I suppose," said the Earl, with a weary +sigh. + +"It is not faith that wants to know why. `He that believeth hasteneth +not.' [Isaiah 28, verse 16, Vulgate version.] `What I do, thou knowest +not now; but thou shalt know hereafter.' [John 13 verse 7.] We can +afford to wait, my Lord." + +"Easily enough," replied the Earl, with feeling, "if we knew it would +come right in the end." + +"It will come as He would have it who laid down His life that you should +live for ever. Is that not enough for my Lord?" + +Perhaps the Prince felt it enough. At all events, he gave no answer. + +"Well, that is not my notion of going comfortably through life!" +observed Miss Elaine Criketot, in a decided tone. "My idea is to pull +all the plums out of the cake, and leave the hard crusts for those that +like them." + +"Does anybody like them?" laughingly asked Clarice. + +"Well, for those who need them, then. Plenty of folks in this world are +glad of hard crusts or anything else." + +"Thy metaphor is becoming rather confused," observed Diana. + +"Dost thou not think, Elaine Criketot, that it might be only fair to +leave a few plums for those whose usual fare is crusts? A crust now and +then would scarcely hurt the dainty damsels who commonly regale +themselves on plums." + +It was a fourth voice which said this--a voice which nobody expected, +and the sound of which brought all the girls to their feet in an +instant. + +"Most certainly, Lord Earl," replied Elaine, courtesying low; "but I +hope they would be somebody else's plums than mine." + +"I see," said the Earl, with that sparkle of fun in his eyes, which they +all knew. "Self-denial is a holy and virtuous quality, to be cultivated +by all men--except me. Well, we might all subscribe that creed with +little sacrifice. But then where would be the self-denial?" + +"Please it the Lord Earl, it might be practised by those who liked it." + +"I should be happy to hear of any one who liked self-denial," responded +the Earl, laughing. "Is that not a contradiction in terms?" + +Elaine was about to make a half-saucy answer, mixed sufficiently with +reverence to take away any appearance of offence, when a sight met her +eyes which struck her into silent horror. In the doorway, looking a +shade more acetous than usual, stood Lady Margaret. It was well known +to all the bower-maidens of the Countess of Cornwall that there were two +crimes on her code which were treated as capital offences. Laughing was +the less, and being caught in conversation with a man was the greater. +But beneath both these depths was a deeper depth yet, and this was +talking to the Earl. Never was a more perfect exemplification of the +dog in the manger than the Lady Margaret of Cornwall. She did not want +the Earl for herself, but she was absolutely determined that no one else +should so much as speak to him. Here was Elaine, caught red-handed in +the commission of all three of these stupendous crimes. And if the +offence could be made worse, it was so by the Earl saying, as he walked +away, "I pray you, my Lady, visit not my sins on this young maid." + +Had one compassionate sensation remained in the mind of the Countess +towards Elaine, that unlucky speech would have extinguished it at once. +She did not, as usual, condescend to answer her lord; but she turned to +Elaine, and in a voice of concentrated anger, demanded the repetition of +every word which had passed. Diana gave it, for Elaine seemed almost +paralysed with terror. Clarice, on the demand of her mistress, +confirmed Diana's report as exact. The Countess turned back to Elaine. +Her words were scarcely to be reported, for she lost alike her temper +and her gentlewomanly manners. "And out of my house thou goest this +day," was the conclusion, "thou shameful, giglot hussey! And I will not +give thee an husband; thou shalt go back to thy father and thy mother, +with the best whipping that ever I gave maid. And she that shall be in +thy stead shall be the ugliest maid I can find, and still of tongue, and +sober of behaviour. Now, get thee gone!" + +And calling for Agatha as she went, the irate lady stalked away. + +Of no use was poor Elaine's flood of tears, nor the united entreaties of +her four companions. Clarice and Diana soon found that they were not to +come off scatheless. Neither had spoken to the Earl, as Elaine readily +confessed; but for the offence of listening to such treachery, both were +sent to bed by daylight, with bread and water for supper. The offences +of grown-up girls in those days were punished like those of little +children now. All took tearful farewells of poor Elaine, who dolefully +expressed her fear of another whipping when she reached home; and so she +passed out of their life. + +It was several weeks before the new bower-maiden appeared. Diana +suggested that the Countess found some difficulty in meeting with a girl +ugly enough to please her. But, at last, one evening in November, +Mistress Underdone introduced the new-comer, in the person of a girl of +eighteen, or thereabouts, as Felicia de Fay, daughter of Sir Stephen de +Fay and Dame Sabina Watefeud, of the county of Sussex. All the rest +looked with much curiosity at her. + +Felicia, while not absolutely ugly, was undeniably plain. Diana +remarked afterwards to Clarice that there were no ugly girls to be had, +as plainly appeared. But the one thing about her which really was ugly +was her expression. She looked no one in the face, while she diligently +studied every one who was not looking at her. Let any one attempt to +meet her eyes, and they dropped in a moment. Some do this from mere +bashfulness, but Felicia showed no bashfulness in any other way. +Clarice's feeling towards her was fear. + +"I'm not afraid!" said Diana. "I am sure I could be her match in fair +fight!" + +"It is the fair fight I doubt," said Clarice. "I am afraid there is +treachery in her eyes." + +"She makes me creep all over," added Olympias. + +"Well, she had better not try to measure swords with me," said Diana. +"I tell you, I have a presentiment that girl and I shall fight; but I +will come off victor; you see if I don't!" + +Clarice made no answer, but in her heart she thought that Diana was too +honest to be any match for Felicia. + +It was the Countess's custom to spend her afternoon, when the day was +fine, in visiting some shrine or abbey. When the day was not fine, she +passed the time in embroidering among her maidens, and woe betide the +unlucky damsel who selected a wrong shade, or set in a false stitch. +The natural result of this was that the pine-cone, kept by Olympias as a +private barometer, was anxiously consulted on the least appearance of +clouds. Diana asserted that she offered a wax candle to Saint Wulstan +every month for fair weather. One of the young ladies always had to +accompany her mistress, and the fervent hope of each was to escape this +promotion. Felicia alone never expressed this hope, never joined in any +tirades against the Countess, never got into disgrace with her, and +seemed to stand alone, like a drop of vinegar which would not mingle +with the oil around it. She appeared to see everything, and say +nothing. It was impossible to get at her likes and dislikes. She took +everything exactly alike. Either she had no prejudices, or she was all +prejudice, and nobody could tell which it was. + +------------------------------------------------------------------------ + +Note 1. Some readers will think such ideas too modern to have occurred +to any one in 1290. There is evidence to the contrary. + + + +CHAPTER FIVE. + +BUILDING A FRESH CASTLE. + + "Oh, had I wist, afore I kissed, + That loue had been sae ill to win, + I'd locked my heart wi' a key o' gowd, + And pinned it wi' a siller pin."--_Old Ballad_. + +On an afternoon early in December, the Countess sat among her +bower-women at work. Roisia was almost in tears, for she had just been +sharply chidden for choosing too pale a shade of blue. A little stir at +the door made all look up, and they saw Father Bevis. All rose to their +feet in an instant, the Countess dropping on her knees, and entreating +the priest's blessing. He gave it, but as if his thoughts were far +away. + +"Lady, my Lord hath sent me to you with tidings. May God grant they be +not the worst tidings for England that we have heard for many a day! A +messenger is come from the North, bringing news that the Lady Alianora +the Queen lieth dead in the marsh lands of Lincolnshire." + +It was a worse loss to England than any there knew. Yet they knew +enough to draw a cry of horror and sorrow from the lips of all those +that heard the news. And a fortnight later, on the 17th of December, +they all stood at Charing Cross, to see the funeral procession wind down +from the north road, and set down the black bier for its last momentary +rest on the way to Westminster. + +It is rather singular that the two items which alone the general reader +usually remembers of this good Queen's history should be two points +distinctly proved by research to be untrue. Leonor did not suck the +poison from her husband's arm--a statement never made until a hundred +and fifty years after her death, and virtually disproved by the +testimony of an eye-witness who makes no allusion to it, but who tells +us instead that she behaved like a very weak woman instead of a very +brave one, giving way to hysterical screams, and so distressing the +sufferer that he bade four of his knights to carry her out of the room. +Again, Edward's affectionate regret did not cause the erection of the +famous Eleanor Crosses wherever the bier rested on its journey. Leonor +herself desired their erection, and left money for it in her will. + +The domestic peace of the royal house died with her who had stood at its +head for nineteen years. To her son, above all others, her loss was +simply irreparable. The father and son were men of very different +tastes and proclivities; and the former never understood the latter. In +fact, Edward the Second was a man who did not belong to his century; and +such men always have a hard lot. His love of quiet, and hatred of war, +were, in the eyes of his father, spiritless meanness; while his musical +tastes and his love of animals went beyond womanish weakness, and were +looked upon as absolute vices. But perhaps to the nobles the worst +features of his character were two which, in the nineteenth century, +would entitle him to respect. He was extremely faithful in friendship, +and he had a strong impatience of etiquette. He loved to associate with +his people, to mix in their joys and sorrows, to be as one of them. His +favourite amusement was to row down the Thames on a summer evening, with +music on board, and to chat freely with the lieges who came down in +their barges, occasionally, and much to his own amusement, buying +cabbages and other wares from them. We should consider such actions +indicative of a kindly disposition and of simplicity of taste. But in +the eyes of his contemporaries they were inexpressibly low. And be it +remembered that it was not a question of associating with persons of +more or less education, whose mental standard might be unequal to his +own. There was no mental standard whereby to measure any one in the +thirteenth century. All (with a very few exceptions, and those chiefly +among the clergy) were uneducated alike. The moral standard looked upon +war and politics as the only occupations meet for a prince, and upon +hunting and falconry as the only amusements sufficiently noble. A man +who, like Edward, hated war, and had no fancy for either sport or +politics, was hardly a man in the eyes of a mediaeval noble. + +The hardest treatment to which Edward was subjected, whether from his +father in youth or from his people at a later time, arose out of that +touching constancy which was his greatest virtue. Perhaps he did not +always choose his friends well; he was inclined to put rather too much +trust in his fellow creatures; and Hugh Le Despenser the elder may have +been grasping and mean, and Piers Gavestone too extravagant. Yet we +must remember that we read their characters only as depicted by the pens +of men who hated them--of men who were simply unable to conceive that +two persons might be drawn together by mutual taste for some elevated +and innocent pursuit. The most wicked motives imaginable were +recklessly suggested for the attachment which Edward showed for these +chosen friends--who were not of noble origin, and had no handles to +their names till he conferred them. + +It is only through a thick mist of ignorance and prejudice that we of +this day can see the character of Edward the Second. We read it only in +the pages of monks who hated their Lollard King--in the angry complaints +of nobles who were jealous that he listened to and bestowed gifts on +other men than themselves. But we do see some faint glimpses of the +Edward that really was, in the letter-book but recently dug out of a +mass of State papers; in the pages of De La Moor, [Note 1], the only +chronicler of his deeds who did not hate him, and who, as his personal +attendant, must have known more of him in a month than the monks could +have learned in a century; and last, not least, in that touching Latin +poem in which, during the sad captivity which preceded his sadder death, +he poured out his soul to God, the only Friend whom he had left in all +the universe. + + "Oh, who that heard how once they praised my name, + Could think that from those tongues these slanders came? + ... I see Thy rod, and, Lord, I am content. + Weave Thou my life until the web is spun; + Chide me, O Father, till Thy will be done: + Thy child no longer murmurs to obey; + He only sorrows o'er the past delay. + Lost is my realm; yet I shall not repine, + If, after all, I win but that of Thine." + + [See Note 2.] + +To a character such as this, the loss of his chief friend and only +reliable intercessor, when just emerging from infancy into boyhood, was +a loss for which nothing could atone. It proved itself so in those +dreary after-years of perpetual misunderstandings and severities on the +part of his father, who set him no good example, and yet looked on the +son whose tastes were purer than his own as an instance of irredeemable +depravity. The easiest thing in the world to do is one against which +God has denounced a woe--to put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter. + +Another item of sorrowful news reached London with the coffin of Queen +Leonor. It was the death of the baby Queen of Scotland, by whose +betrothal to Prince Edward the King had vainly hoped to fuse the +northern and southern kingdoms into one. It left Scotland in a +condition of utter distraction, with no less than eleven different +claimants for the Crown, setting up claims good, bad, and indifferent; +but every one of them persuaded that all the others had not an inch of +ground to stand on, and that he was the sole true and rightful +inheritor. + +The only claimants who really had a shadow of right may be reduced to +three. If the old primitive custom of Scotland was to be regarded--a +custom dear to all Celtic nations--by which illegitimate children were +considered to have an equal right to the succession with the legitimate +ones, then there could be no question that the heir was Patrick de +Galithlys, son of Henry, the natural son of Alexander the Second. But +if not--and in this respect undoubtedly the custom had become obsolete-- +the struggle rested between John Baliol and Robert Bruce, of whom the +first was the son of Dervorgoyl, daughter of Margaret, eldest daughter +of David Earl of Huntingdon, brother of King William the Lion; while the +latter was the son of Isabel, the second daughter of David. Every +reader knows that the question was submitted by consent of the Scottish +nobles to Edward the First as arbitrator, and that he gave his decision +in favour of Baliol. In other words, he gave it against the existing +law both of England and Scotland, which did not recognise +representation, and according to which the son of the second sister +ought to have been preferred to the grandson of the elder. + +The anxiety of our kings to bring in this law of representation is a +curious psychological fact. Richard the First tried to do it by will, +in leaving the crown to his nephew Arthur; but the law was too strong +for him, and the rightful heir succeeded--his brother John. Edward the +First contrived to abrogate the law, so far as Scotland was concerned, a +hundred years later. And eighty years after him Edward the Third tried +again to alter the English law of succession, and this time the +experiment succeeded. But its success was due mainly to two reasons-- +the personal popularity of the dead Prince whose son was thus lifted +into the line of succession, while the rightful heir was extremely +unpopular; and the fact that the disinherited heir gave full consent and +assistance to the change in the law. + +------------------------------------------------------------------------ + +The knights and squires of the Earl of Cornwall's household were +gathered together on the balcony which faced the river. One only was +absent, Piers Ingham, who was occupied in a more interesting manner, as +will presently be seen. His colleague, Sir Lambert Aylmer, was holding +forth in a lively manner for the benefit of the four squires, who were +listening to him with various degrees of attention. Reginald de +Echingham could never spare much of that quality from his admirable +self, and De Chaucombe was an original thinker, who did not purchase +ready-made ideas from other people. Barkeworth invariably agreed with +the last speaker in public, but kept his private views an inscrutable +mystery; while all that could be said of Gernet's notions was that he +had "_un grand talent pour le silence_." + +To this quartette Sir Lambert was explaining his forecast of the +political weather. The young knight had a great fancy for airing his +politics, and an unwavering conviction of the infallibility of his +judgment. If Sir Lambert was to be believed, what King Edward would +undoubtedly do was to foment civil war in Scotland, until all the rival +male claimants had destroyed each other. He would then marry the +daughter of one of them, and annex Scotland as her appanage. All being +smooth in that quarter, the King would next undertake a pilgrimage to +Palestine, drive the Saracens out, and confer that country on one of his +sons-in-law. He would then carry fire and sword through Borussia, +Lithuania, and other heathen kingdoms in the north, subdue them all, put +a few more sons-in-law in possession as tributary governors, and being +by that time an old man, would then return to Westminster to end his +days in peace, a new Alexander, and to leave a magnificent empire to his +son. + +"Easier said than done," growled De Chaucombe, in his beard. + +"Charming!" observed De Echingham, caressing his pet moustache. + +"A lovely prospect, indeed," said De Barkeworth, with a bow, in a tone +so impartially suspended between conviction and cynicism that nobody +could tell which had dictated it. "I should like to win my spurs in +Lithuania." + +"Win thy spurs!" muttered De Chaucombe again. "There are no spurs for +carpet-knights [Note 3] in the wardrobe of the Future." + +"I think knights should have golden spurs, not gilt ones--don't you?" +inquired De Echingham. + +"Puppy!" sneered De Chaucombe. "If ever either are on thy heels it will +be a blunder of somebody's making." + +"Is it necessary to quarrel?" asked Gernet, speaking for the first time. + +"Oh, I trust I have more generosity than to quarrel with _him_," rather +contemptuously returned De Echingham, who, as every one present knew, +had as little physical courage as any girl. + +"Make thyself easy," was the answer of De Chaucombe, as he walked away. +"I should not think of running the risk." + +"What risk?" demanded Barkeworth, laughing. De Chaucombe looked back +over his shoulder, and discharged a Parthian dart. + +"The risk of turning my good Damascus blade on a toad," said he, to the +great amusement of Barkeworth. + +De Chaucombe went to the end of the balcony, descended the steps which +led to the ground floor, and came on a second terrace, also fronting the +river. As he turned a corner of the house he suddenly confronted two +people, who were walking slowly along the terrace, and conversing in +hushed tones. Sir Piers Ingham was evidently and deeply interested, his +head slightly bowed towards Clarice who was as earnestly engaged in the +dissection of one of the _few_ leaves which Christmas had left +fluttering on the garden bushes. As De Chaucombe approached she looked +up with a startled air, and blushed to her eyes. + +De Chaucombe muttered something indistinct which might pass for "Good +evening," and resumed his path rather more rapidly than before. + +"So the wind blows from that direction!" he said to himself. "Well, it +does not matter a straw to me. But what our amiable mistress will say +to the fair Clarice, when she comes to know of it, is another question. +I do believe that, if she had made up her mind to a match between them, +she would undo it again, if she thought they wished it. It would be +just like her." + +It had never occurred to Clarice to suppose that she did anything wrong +in thus disobeying point blank the known orders of her mistress that the +bower-maidens were to hold no intercourse whatever with the gentlemen of +the household. She knew perfectly well that if the Countess saw her +talking to Sir Piers, she would be exceedingly angry; and she knew that +her parents fully intended and expected her to obey her mistress as she +would themselves. Poor Clarice's code of morals looked upon discovery, +not disobedience, as the thing to be dreaded; and while she would have +recoiled with horror from the thought of unfaithfulness to her beloved, +she looked with absolute complacency on the idea of disloyalty to the +mistress whom she by no means loved. How could she do otherwise when +she had never been taught better? + +Clarice's standard was _loyaute d'amour_. It is the natural standard of +all men, the only difference being in the king whom they set up. A vast +number are loyal to themselves only, for it is themselves whom alone +they love. Fewer are loyal to some human being; and poor humanity being +a very fallible thing, they often make sad shipwreck. Very few indeed-- +in comparison of the mass--are loyal to the King who claims and has a +right to their hearts' best affections. And Clarice was not one of +these. + +Inside the house the Countess and Mistress Underdone were very busy +indeed. Before them, spread over forms and screens, lay piles of +material for clothing--linen, serge, silk, and crape, of many colours. +On a leaf-table at the side of the room a number of gold and silver +ornaments were displayed. Furs were heaped upon the bed, boots and +loose slippers stood in a row in one corner; while Mistress Underdone +was turning over for her mistress's inspection a quantity of embroidered +neckerchiefs. + +"Now, let me see," said the Countess, peremptorily. "Measure off linen +for four gowns, Agatha--two of brown and two of red. Serge for two--the +dark green. One silk will be enough, and one of crape." + +"How many ells the gown does my Lady choose to allow?" asked Mistress +Underdone, taking an ell-wand from the table. + +"Four," said the Countess, curtly. This was rather miserly measure, +four ells and a third being the usual reckoning; but Mistress Underdone +measured and cut in silence. + +"Thou mayest allow a third more for the silk and crape," said the +Countess, in a fit of unusual generosity. + +Mistress Underdone finished her measuring, laying each piece of material +neatly folded on the last, until the table held a tall heap of them. + +"Now for hoods," pursued the Countess. "Black cloth for two, lined with +cats' fur; russet for two more. Capes for outdoor wear--two of the +green serge; one of black cloth lined with cats' fur; one of silk. Four +linen wimples; two pairs of cloth boots, two of slippers; two corsets; +three of those broidered kerchiefs, one better than the others; four +pairs of hosen. Measure off also twenty-four ells of linen cloth." + +"Of what price, if it please my Lady?" + +"Fivepence the ell. And the boots of sixpence a pair. What did that +green serge cost?" + +"Threepence the ell, my Lady." + +"That is monstrous. Have I no cheaper? Twopence would be good enough +for her." + +"If it please my Lady, there is only that coarse grey serge at three +halfpence the ell, which was bought for the cook-maids." + +"Humph! I suppose that would scarcely do," said the Countess, in a tone +which sounded as if she wished it would. "Well, then--those ornaments. +She must have a silver fibula, I suppose; and a copper-gilt one for +common. What made thee put out all those other things? That is enough +for her. If she wants a silver chain, her husband must give it her; I +shall not. As to rings and necklaces, they are all nonsense--not fit +for such as she." + +"Would my Lady think proper to allow a dovecote with silver pins?" + +The dovecote was a head-dress, a kind of round caul of gold or silver +network, secured by gold or silver pins fastened in the hair. + +"Not I. Let her husband give her such fooleries." + +"And may I request to know what my Lady allows for making the garments?" + +"Three halfpence each." + +"Might I be pardoned if I remind my Lady that the usual price is +twopence each?" + +"For me, perhaps; not for her." + +Mistress Underdone went on measuring the linen in silence. + +"There, that finishes for Clarice," said the Countess. "Now for Diana. +She may have a silver chain in addition, two of the best kerchiefs, +and--no, that is enough. Otherwise let her have just the same." + +"If my Lady would graciously indulge her servant with permission to ask +it, do the maidens know yet what is to befall them?" + +"No. I shall tell them on Sunday. Time enough." + +And the Countess left Mistress Underdone to finish the work by herself. + +"On Sunday! Only two days beforehand!" said Agatha Underdone to +herself. "Diana will stand it. She is one that would not care much for +anything of that kind, and she will rule the house. But Clarice! If +she should have given her heart elsewhere!--and I have fancied, lately, +that she has given it somewhere. That poor child!" + +------------------------------------------------------------------------ + +"But how can we?" queried Clarice. "If I were to speak to the Lady-- +even if I dared--I doubt--" + +"I do not doubt, sweetheart," replied Sir Piers. "No, the path must be +rather mere winding than that, though I confess I hate tortuous paths. +Father Miles is the only person who has any influence with the Lady, and +Father Bevis is the only one who has any with him." + +"But Father Bevis would have no sympathy with a love-story." + +"I am not sure that he would. But my Lord will, I know; and Father +Bevis will listen to him. Leave this business to me, my fair Clarice. +If I can obtain my Lord's ear this evening after vespers, and I think I +can, we shall soon have matters in train; and I have a fine hawk for +Father Miles, which will put him in a good humour. Now, farewell, for I +hear the Lady's voice within." + +The lovers parted hastily, and Clarice went in to attire herself for +mass. For any one of her maidens to be absent from that ceremony would +have been a terrible offence in the eyes of the Countess; nor would any +less excuse than serious illness have availed to avert her displeasure. +Dinner followed mass, and a visit to the shrine of Saint Edward, +concluded by vespers, occupied the remainder of the afternoon. There +was half an hour to spare before supper, and the girls were chatting +together in their usual "bower," or boudoir, when, to their surprise, +the Countess entered. + +"I have ado but with two of you," she said, as she seated herself. + +Naturally, the girls supposed that some penalty was about to befall +those two. How had they offended her? and which of them were the +offenders? To displease the Countess, as they all knew, was so +extremely easy, that not one of them was prepared for the next sentence. + +"Two of you are to be wed on Tuesday." + +This was a bombshell. And it was the more serious because they were +aware that from this sentence there was no appeal. Troubled eyes, set +in white faces, hurriedly sought each other. + +Was it from sheer thoughtlessness, or from absolute malice, or even from +a momentary feeling of compassion towards the two who were to be +sacrificed, that the Countess made a long pause after each sentence? + +"Diana Quappelad," she said. + +Olympias, Roisia, and Clarice drew a sigh of relief. There were just +half the chances against each that there had been. Diana stood forward, +with a slight flush, but apparently not much concerned. + +"Thou art to wed with Master Fulk de Chaucombe, and thy bridegroom will +be knighted on the wedding-day. I shall give thee thy gear and thy +wedding-feast. Mistress Underdone will show thee the gear." + +The first momentary expression of Diana's face had been disappointment. +It passed in an instant, and one succeeded which was divided between +pleasurable excitement and amusement. She courtesied very low, and +thanked the Countess, as of course was expected of her. + +Roisia stood behind, with blank face and clasped hands. There might be +further pain in store, but pleasure for her there could now be none. +The Countess quite understood the dumb show, but she made no sign. + +"Clarice La Theyn." + +The girl stood out, listening for the next words as though her life hung +on them. + +"I shall also give thee thy gear, and thy squire will be knighted on the +wedding-day." + +The Countess was turning away as though she had said all. Clarice had +heard enough to make her feel as if life were not worth having. A +squire who still required knighthood was not Piers Ingham. Did it +matter who else it was? But she found, the next moment, that it might. + +"Would my Lady suffer me to let Clarice know whom she is to wed?" gently +suggested Mistress Underdone. + +"Oh, did I not mention it?" carelessly responded the Countess, turning +back to Clarice. "Vivian Barkeworth." + +She paused an instant for the courtesy and thanks which she expected. +But she got a good deal more than she expected. With a passionate sob +that came from her very heart, Clarice fell at the feet of the Lady +Margaret. + +"What is all this fuss about?" exclaimed her displeased mistress. "I +never heard such ado about nothing." + +Her displeasure, usually feared above all things, was nothing to Clarice +in that terrible instant. She sobbed forth that she loved elsewhere-- +she was already troth-plight. + +"Nonsense!" said the Countess, sharply. "What business hadst thou with +such foolery, unknown to me? All maidens are wed by orders from their +superiors. Why shouldst thou be an exception?" + +"Oh, have you no compassion?" cried poor Clarice, in her agony. "Lady, +did you never love?" + +All present were intently watching the face of the Countess, in the hope +of seeing some sign of relenting. But when this question was asked, the +stern lips grew more set and stern than ever, and something like fire +flashed out of the usually cold blue-grey eyes. + +"Who--I?" she exclaimed. "Thanks be to all the saints right verily, +nay. I never had ado with any such disgraceful folly. From mine +earliest years I have ever desired to be an holy sister, and never to +see a man's face. Get up, girl; it is of no use to kneel to me. There +was no kindness shown to me; my wishes were never considered; why should +thine be? I was made to array myself for my bridal, to the very +uprooting and destruction of all that I most loved and desired. Ah! if +my Lord and father had lived, it would not have been so; he always +encouraged my vocation. He said love was unhappy, and I thought it was +scandalous. No, Clarice; I have no compassion upon lovers. There never +ought to be any such thing. Let it be as I have said." + +And away stalked the Countess, looking more grey, square, and angular +than ever. + +------------------------------------------------------------------------ + +Note 1. De La Moor is the only chronicler in whose pages it is possible +to recognise the Edward of the letter-book, in which all his letters are +copied for the thirty-third year of his father's reign--1304-5. + +Note 2. Barnes's Edward the Third. I must in honesty confess that I +have taken the liberty of smoothing Dr Barnes's somewhat rugged +translation. + +Note 3. A carpet-knight was one whose heroism lay more in rhetorical +visions addressed to his partner in the intervals of dancing than in +hard blows given and taken in the field. + + + +CHAPTER SIX. + +DESTROYED BY THE HURRICANE. + + "Our plans may be disjointed, + But we may calmly rest: + What God has once appointed + Is better than our best."--Frances Ridley Havergal. + +The Countess left Clarice prostrate on the ground, sobbing as if her +heart would break--Olympias feebly trying to raise and soothe her, +Roisia looking half-stunned, and Felicia palpably amused by the scene. + +"Thou hadst better get up, child," said Diana, in a tone divided between +constraint and pity. "It will do thee no good to lie there. We shall +all have to put up with the same thing in our turn. I haven't got the +man I should have chosen; but I suppose it won't matter a hundred years +hence." + +"I am not so sure of that," said Roisia, in a low voice. + +"Oh, thou art disappointed, I know," said Diana. "I would hand Fulk +over to thee with pleasure, if I could. I don't want him. But I +suppose he will do as well as another, and I shall take care to be +mistress. It is something to be married--to anybody." + +"It is everything to be married to the right man," said Roisia; "but it +is something very awful to be married to the wrong one." + +"Oh, one soon gets over that," was Diana's answer. "So long as you can +have your own way, I don't see that anything signifies much. I shall +not admire myself in my wedding-dress any the less because my squire is +not exactly the one I hoped it might be." + +"Diana, I don't understand thee," responded Roisia. "What does it +matter, I should say, having thine own way in little nothings so long as +thou art not to have it in the one thing for which thou really carest? +Thou dost not mean to say that a velvet gown would console thee for +breaking thy heart?" + +"But I do," said Diana. "I must be a countess before I could wear +velvet; and I would marry any man in the world who would make me a +countess." + +Mistress Underdone, who had lifted up Clarice, and was holding her in +her arms, petting her into calmness as she would a baby, now thought fit +to interpose. + +"My maids," she said, "there are women who have lost their hearts, and +there are women who were born without any. The former case has the more +suffering, yet methinks the latter is really the more pitiable." + +"Well, I think those people pitiable enough who let their hearts break +their sleep and interfere with their appetites," replied Diana. "I have +got over my disappointment already; and Clarice will be a simpleton if +she do not." + +"I expect Clarice and I will be simpletons," said Roisia, quietly. + +"Please yourselves, and I will please myself," answered Diana. "Now, +mistress, Clarice seems to have given over crying for a few seconds; may +we see the gear?" + +"Oh, I want Father Bevis!" sobbed Clarice, with a fresh gush of tears. + +"Ay, my dove, thou wilt be the better of shriving," said Mistress +Underdone, tenderly. "Sit thee down a moment, and I will see to Father +Bevis. Wait awhile, Diana." + +It was not many minutes before she came back with Father Bevis, who took +Clarice into his oratory; and as it was a long while before she rejoined +them, the others--Roisia excepted--had almost time to forget the scene +they had witnessed, in the interest of turning over Diana's _trousseau_, +and watching her try on hoods and mantles. + +The interview with Father Bevis was unsatisfactory to Clarice. She +wanted comfort, and he gave her none. Advice he was ready with in +plenty; but comfort he could not give her, because he could not see why +she wanted it. He was simply incapable of understanding her. He was +very kind, and very anxious to comfort her, if he could only have told +how to do it. But love--spiritual love excepted--was a stranger to his +bosom. No one had ever loved him; he could not remember his parents; he +had never had brother nor sister; and he had never made a friend. His +heart was there, but it had never been warmed to life. Perhaps he came +nearest to loving the Earl his master; but even this feeling awakened +very faint pulsations. His capacity for loving human beings had been +simply starved to death. Such a man as this, however anxious to be kind +and helpful, of course could not enter in the least into the position of +Clarice. He told her many very true things, if she had been capable of +receiving them; he tried his very best to help her; but she felt through +it all that they were barbarians to each other, and that Father Bevis +regarded her as partially incomprehensible and wholly silly. + +Father Bevis told Clarice that the chief end of man was to glorify God, +and to enjoy Him for ever; that no love was worthy in comparison with +His; that he who loved father and mother more than Christ was not worthy +of Him. All very true, but the stunned brain and lacerated heart could +not take it in. The drugs were pure and precious, but they were not the +medicine for her complaint. She only felt a sensation of repulsion. + +Clarice did not know that the Earl was doing his very best to rescue +her. He insisted on Father Miles going to the Countess about it; nay, +he even ventured an appeal to her himself, though it always cost him +great pain to attempt a conversation with this beloved but irresponsive +woman. But he took nothing by his motion. The Countess was as +obstinate as she was absolute. If anything, the opposition to her will +left her just a shade more determined. In vain her husband pleaded +earnestly with her not to spoil two lives. Hers had been spoiled, she +replied candidly: these ought not to be better off, nor should they be. + +"Life has been spoiled for us both," said the Earl, sadly; "but I should +have thought that a reason why we might have been tenderer to others." + +"You are a fool!" said the Countess with a flash of angry scorn. + +They were the first words she had spoken to him for eighteen years. + +"Maybe, my Lady," was the gentle answer. "It would cost me less to be +accounted a fool than it would to break a heart." + +And he left her, feeling himself baffled and his endeavours useless, yet +with a glow at his heart notwithstanding. His Margaret had spoken to +him at last. That her words were angry, even abusive, was a +consideration lost in the larger fact. Tears which did not fall welled +up from the soft heart to the dove-like eyes, and he went out to the +terrace to compose himself. "O Margaret, Margaret! if you could have +loved me!" He never thought of blaming her--only of winning her as a +dim hope of some happy future, to be realised when it was God's will. +He had never yet dared to look his cross in the face sufficiently to +add, if it were God's will. + +When the Monday came, which was to be the last day of Clarice's maiden +life, it proved a busy, bustling day, with no time for thought until the +evening. Clarice lived through it as best she might. Diana seemed to +have put her disappointment completely behind her, and to be thoroughly +consoled by the bustle and her _trousseau_. + +One consideration never occurred to any of the parties concerned, which +would be thought rather desirable in the nineteenth century. This was, +that the respective bridegrooms should have any interview with their +brides elect, or in the slightest degree endeavour to make themselves +agreeable. They met at meals in the great hall, but they never +exchanged a word. Clarice did not dare to lift her eyes, lest she +should meet those either of Vivian or Piers. She kept them diligently +fixed upon her trencher, with which she did little else than look at it. + +The evening brought a lull in the excitement and busy labour. The +Countess, attended by Felicia, had gone to the Palace on royal +invitation. Clarice sat on the terrace, her eyes fixed on the river +which she did not see, her hands lying listlessly in her lap. Though +she had heard nothing, that unaccountable conviction of another +presence, which comes to us all at times, seized upon her; and she +looked up to see Piers Ingham. + +The interview was long, and there is no need to add that it was painful. +The end came at last. + +"Wilt thou forget me, Clarice?" softly asked Piers. + +"I ought," was the answer, with a gush of tears, "if I can." + +"I cannot," was the reply. "But one pain I can spare thee, my beloved. +The Lady means to retain thee in her service as damsel of the chamber." +[Note 1.] + +If Clarice could have felt any lesser grief beside the one great one, +she would have been sorry to hear that. + +"I shall retire," said Sir Piers, "from my Lord's household. I will not +give thee the misery of meeting me day by day. Rather I will do what I +can to help thee to forget me. It is the easier for me, since I have +had to offend my Lady by declining the hand of Felicia de Fay, which she +was pleased to offer me." + +"The Lady offered Felicia to thee?" + +Sir Piers bent his head in assent. Clarice felt as if she could have +poisoned Felicia, and have given what arsenic remained over to the Lady +Margaret. + +"And are we never to meet again?" she asked, with an intonation of +passionate sorrow. + +"That must depend on God's will," said Sir Piers, gravely. + +Clarice covered her face with both hands, and the bitter tears trickled +fast through her fingers. + +"Oh, why is God's will so hard?" she cried. "Could He not have left us +in peace? We had only each other." + +"Hush, sweet heart! It is wrong to say that. And yet it is hardly +possible not to think it." + +"It is not possible!" sobbed Clarice. "Does not God know it is not +possible?" + +"I suppose He must," said Sir Piers, gloomily. + +There was no comfort in the thought to either. There never is any to +those who do not know God. And Piers was only feeling after Him, if +haply he might find Him, and barely conscious even of that; while +Clarice had not reached even that point. To both of them, in this very +anguish, Christ was saying, "Come unto Me;" but their own cry of pain +hindered them from hearing Him. It was not likely they should hear, +just then, when the sunlight of life was being extinguished, and the +music was dying to its close. But afterwards, in the silence and the +darkness, when the sounds were hushed and the lights were out, and there +was nothing that could be done but to endure, then the still, small +voice might make itself heard, and the crushed hearts might sob out +their answer. + +So they parted. "They took but ane kiss, and tare themselves away," to +meet when it was God's will, and not knowing on which side of the river +of death that would be. + +Half an hour had passed since Sir Piers' step had died away on the +terrace, and Clarice still sat where he had left her, in crushed and +silent stillness. If this night could only be the end of it! If things +had not to go on! + +"Clarice," said a pitying voice; and a hand was laid upon her head as if +in fatherly blessing. + +Clarice was too stunned with pain to remember her courtly duties. She +only looked up at Earl Edmund. + +"Clarice, my poor child! I want thee to know that I did my best for +thee." + +"I humbly thank your Lordship," Clarice forced herself to say. + +"And it may be, my child, though it seems hard to believe, that God is +doing His best for thee too." + +"Then what would His worst be?" came in a gush from Clarice. + +"It might be that for which thou wouldst thank Him now." + +The sorrowing girl was arrested in spite of herself, for the Earl spoke +in that tone of quiet certainty which has more effect on an undecided +mind than any words. She wondered how he knew, not realising that he +knows "more than the ancients" who knows God and sorrow. + +"My child," said the Earl again, "man's best and God's best are often +very different things. In the eyes of Monseigneur Saint Jacob, the best +thing would have been to spare his son from being cast into the pit and +sold to the Ishmaelites. But God's best was to sell the boy into +slavery, and to send him into a dungeon, and then to lift him up to the +steps of the king's throne. When _then_ comes, Clarice, we shall be +satisfied with what happened to us now." + +"When will it come, my Lord?" asked Clarice, in a dreary tone. + +"When it is best," replied the Earl quietly. + +"Your Lordship speaks as if you knew!" said Clarice. + +"God knows. And he who knows God may be sure of everything else." + +"Is it so much to know God?" + +"It is life. `Without God' and `Without hope' are convertible terms." + +"My Lord," said Clarice, wondering much to hear a layman use language +which it seemed to her was only fit for priests, "how may one know God?" + +"Go and ask Him. How dost thou know any one? Is it not by converse and +companionship?" + +There was a silent pause till the Earl spoke again. + +"Clarice," he said, "our Lord has a lesson to teach thee. It rests with +thee to learn it well or ill. If thou choose to be idle and obstinate, +and refuse to learn, thou mayst sit all day long on the form in +disgrace, and only have the task perfect at last when thou art wearied +out with thine own perverseness. But if thou take the book willingly, +and apply thyself with heart and mind, the task will be soon over, and +the teacher may give thee leave to go out into the sunshine." + +"My Lord," said Clarice, "I do not know how to apply your words here. +How can I learn this task quickly?" + +"Dost thou know, first, what the task is?" + +"Truly, no." + +"Then let a brother tell thee who has had it set to him. It is a hard +lesson, Clarice, and one that an inattentive scholar can make yet harder +if he will. It is, `Not my will, but Thine, be done.'" + +"I cannot! I cannot!" cried Clarice passionately. + +"Some scholars say that," replied the Earl gently, "until the evening +shadows grow very long. They are the weariest of all when they reach +home." + +"My Lord, pardon me, but you cannot understand it!" Clarice stood up. +"I am young, and you--" + +"I am over forty years," replied the Earl. "Ah, child, dost thou make +that blunder?--dost thou think the child's sorrows worse than the man's? +I have known both, and I tell thee the one is not to be compared to the +other. Young hearts are apt to think it, for grief is a thing new and +strange to them. But if ever it become to thee as thy daily bread, thou +wilt understand it better. It has been mine, Clarice, for eighteen +years." + +That was a year more than Clarice had been in the world. She looked up +wonderingly into the saddened, dove-like Plantagenet eyes--those eyes +characteristic of the House--so sweet in repose, so fiery in anger. +Clarice had but a dim idea what his sorrow was. + +"My Lord," she said, half inquiringly, "methinks you never knew such a +grief as mine?" + +The smile which parted the Earl's lips was full of pity. + +"Say rather, maiden, that thou never knewest one like mine. But God +knows both, Clarice, and He pities both, and when His time comes He will +comfort both. At the best time, child! Only let us acquaint ourselves +with Him, for so only can we be at peace. And now, farewell. I had +better go in and preach my sermon to myself." + +Clarice was left alone again. She did not turn back to exactly the same +train of thought. A new idea had been given her, which was to become +the germ of a long train of others. She hardly put it into words, even +to herself; but it was this--that God meant something. He was not +sitting on the throne of the universe in placid indifference to her +sorrows; neither was He a malevolent Being who delighted in interfering +with the plans of His creatures simply to exhibit His own power. He was +doing this--somehow--for her benefit. She saw neither the how nor the +why; but He saw them, and He meant good to her. All the world was not +limited to the Slough of Despond at her feet. There was blue sky above. + +Very vaguely Clarice realised this. But it was sufficient to soften the +rocky hardness which had been the worst element of her pain--to take +away the blind chance against which her impotent wings had been beaten +in vain efforts to escape from the dark cage. It was that contact with +"the living will of a living person," which gives the human element to +what would otherwise be hard, blind, pitiless fate. + +Clarice rose, and looked up to the stars. No words came. The cry of +her heart was, "O Lord, I am oppressed; undertake for me." But she was +too ignorant to weave it into a prayer. When human hearts look up to +God in wordless agony, the Intercessor translates the attitude into the +words of Heaven. + +Sad or bright, there was no time for thought on the Tuesday morning. +The day was bitterly cold, for it was the 16th of January 1291, and a +heavy hoar-frost silvered all the trees, and weighed down the bushes in +the Palace garden. Diana, wrapped in her white furs, was the picture of +health and merriment. Was it because she really had not enough heart to +care, or because she was determined not to give herself a moment to +consider? Clarice, white as the fur round her throat, pale and +heavy-eyed, grave and silent, followed Diana into the Palace chapel. +The Countess was there, handsomely attired, and the Earl, in golden +armour; but they stood on opposite sides of the chancel, and the former +ignored her lord's existence. Diana's wedding came first. De Chaucombe +behaved a little more amiably than usual, and, contrary to all his +habits, actually offered his hand to assist his bride to rise. Then +Diana fell back to the side of the Countess, and Fulk to that of the +Earl, and Clarice recognised that the moment of her sacrifice was come. + +With one passionately pleading look at the Lady Margaret--who met it as +if she had been made of stone--Clarice slowly moved forward to the +altar. She shuddered inwardly as Vivian Barkeworth took her hand into +his clasp, and answered the queries addressed to her in so low a voice +that Father Miles took the words for granted. It seemed only a few +minutes before she woke to the miserable truth that she was now Vivian's +wife, and that to think any more of Piers Ingham was a sin against God. + +Clarice dragged herself through the bridal festivities--how, she never +knew. Diana was the life of the party. So bright and gay she was that +she might never have heard of such a thing as disappointment. She +danced with everybody, entered into all the games with the zest of an +eager child, and kept the hall ringing with merry laughter, while +Clarice moved through them all as if a weight of lead were upon her, and +looked as though she should never smile again. Accident at length threw +the two brides close together. + +"Art thou going to look thus woe-begone all thy life through, Clarice?" +inquired the Lady De Chaucombe. + +"I do not know," answered Clarice, gloomily. "I only hope it will not +be long." + +"What will not be long?--thy sorrowful looks?" + +"No--my life." + +"Don't let me hear such nonsense," exclaimed Diana, with a little of her +old sharpness. "Men are all deceivers, child. There is not one of them +worth spoiling a woman's life for. Clarice, don't be a simpleton!" + +"Not more than I can help," said Clarice, with the shadow of a smile; +and then De Echingham came up and besought her hand for the next dance, +and she was caught away again into the whirl. + +The dancing, which was so much a matter of course at a wedding, that +even the Countess did not venture to interfere with it, was followed by +the hoydenish romps which were considered equally necessary, and which +fell into final desuetude about the period of the accession of the House +of Hanover. King Charles the First's good taste had led him to frown +upon them, and utterly to prohibit them at his own wedding; but the +people in general were attached to their amusements, rough and even +gross as they often were, and the improvement filtered down from palace +to cottage only very slowly. + +The cutting of the two bride-cakes, as usual, was one of the most +interesting incidents. It was then, and long afterwards, customary to +insert three articles in a bride-cake, which were considered to foretell +the fortunes of the persons in whose possession they were found when the +cakes were cut up. The gold ring denoted speedy marriage; the silver +penny indicated future wealth; while the thimble infallibly doomed its +recipient to be an old maid. The division of Diana's cake revealed Sir +Reginald de Echingham in possession of the ring, evidently to his +satisfaction; while Olympias, with the reverse sensation, discovered in +her slice both the penny and the thimble. Clarice's cake proved even +more productive of mirth; for the thimble fell to the Countess, while +the Earl held up the silver penny, laughingly remarking that he was the +last person who ought to have had that, since he had already more of +them than he wanted. But the fun came to its apex when the ring was +discovered in the hand of Mistress Underdone, who indignantly asserted +that if a thousand gold rings were showered upon her from as many cakes +they would not induce her to marry again. She thought two husbands were +enough for any reasonable woman; and if not, she was too old now for +folly of that sort. Sir Lambert sent the company into convulsions of +laughter by clasping his hands on this announcement with a look of +pretended despair, upon which Mistress Underdone, justly indignant, gave +him such a box on the ear that he was occupied in rubbing it for the +next ten minutes, thereby increasing the merriment of the rest. Loudest +and brightest of all the laughers was Diana. She at least had not +broken her heart. Clarice, pale and silent in the corner, where she sat +and watched the rest, dimly wondered if Diana had any heart to break. + +------------------------------------------------------------------------ + +Note 1. There were two divisions of "damsels" in the household of a +mediaeval princess, the _domicellae_ and the _domicellae camera_. The +former, who corresponded to the modern Maids of Honour, were young and +unmarried; the latter, the Ladies of the Bedchamber, were always married +women. Sufficient notice of this distinction has not been taken by +modern writers. Had it so been, the supposition long held of the +identity of Philippa Chaucer, _domicella camera_, with Philippa Pycard, +_domicella_, could scarcely have arisen; nor should we be told that +Chaucer's marriage did not occur until 1369, or later, when we find +Philippa in office as Lady of the Bedchamber in 1366. + + + +CHAPTER SEVEN. + +DAME MAISENTA DOES NOT SEE IT. + + "With a little hoard of maxims, preaching down a daughter's + heart."--_Tennyson_. + +Earl Edmund had not been callous to the white, woeful face under one of +the bridal wreaths. He set himself to think how most pleasantly to +divert the thoughts of Clarice; and the result of his meditations was a +request to Father Miles that he would induce the Countess to invite the +parents of Clarice on a visit. The Countess always obeyed Father Miles, +though had she known whence the suggestion came, she might have been +less docile. A letter, tied up with red silk, and sealed with the +Countess's seal, was despatched by a messenger to Dame La Theyn, whom it +put into no small flutter of nervous excitement. + +A journey to London was a tremendous idea to that worthy woman, though +she lived but forty miles from the metropolis. She had never been there +in her life. Sir Gilbert had once visited it, and had dilated on the +size, splendour, and attractions of the place, till it stood, in the +Dame's eyes, next to going to Heaven. It may, indeed, be doubted if she +would not have found herself a good deal more at home in the former +place than the latter. + +Three sumpter-mules were laden with the richest garments and ornaments +in the wardrobes of knight and dame. Two armed servants were on one +horse, Sir Gilbert and his wife on another; and thus provided, late in +February, they drew bridle at the gate of Whitehall Palace. Clarice had +not been told of their coming by the Countess, because she was not +sufficiently interested; by the Earl, because he wished it to be a +pleasant surprise. She was called out into the ante-chamber one +afternoon, and, to her complete astonishment, found herself in the +presence of her parents. + +The greeting was tolerably warm. + +"Why, child, what hast done to thy cheeks?" demanded Sir Gilbert, when +he had kissed his palefaced daughter. "'Tis all the smoke--that's what +it is!" + +"Nay; be sure 'tis the late hours," responded the Dame. "I'll warrant +you they go not to bed here afore seven o' the clock. Eh, Clarice?" + +"Not before eight, Dame," answered Clarice, with a smile. + +"Eight!" cried Dame Maisenta. "Eh, deary me! Mine head to a pod of +peas, but that's a hearing! And what time get they up of a morrow?" + +"The Lady rises commonly by five or soon after." + +"Saint Wulstan be our aid! Heard I ever the like? Why, I am never abed +after three!" + +"So thou art become Dame Clarice?" said her father, jovially. + +The smile died instantly from Clarice's lips. "Yes," she said, +drearily. + +"Where is thy knight, lass?" demanded her mother. + +"You will see him in hall," replied Clarice. And when they went down to +supper she presented Vivian in due form. + +No one knew better than Vivian Barkeworth how to adapt himself to his +company. He measured his bride's parents as accurately, in the first +five minutes, as a draper would measure a yard of calico. It is not +surprising if they were both delighted with him. + +The Countess received her guests with careless condescension, the Earl +with kind cordiality. Dame La Theyn was deeply interested in seeing +both. But her chief aim was a long _tete-a-tete_ discourse with +Clarice, which she obtained on the day following her arrival. The +Countess, as usual, had gone to visit a shrine, and Clarice, being off +duty, took her mother to the terrace, where they could chat undisturbed. + +Some of us modern folks would rather shrink from sitting on an open +terrace in February; but our forefathers were wonderfully independent of +the weather, and seem to have been singularly callous in respect to heat +and cold. Dame La Theyn made no objection to the airiness of her +position, but settled herself comfortably in the corner of the stone +bench, and prepared for her chat with much gusto. + +"Well, child," was the Dame's first remark, "the good saints have +ordered matters rarely for thee. I ventured not to look for such good +fortune, not so soon as this. Trust me, but I was rejoiced when I read +thy lady's letter, to hear that thou wert well wed unto a knight, and +that she had found all the gear. I warrant thee, the grass grew not +under my feet afore Dame Rouse, and Mistress Swetapple, and every woman +of our neighbours, down to Joan Stick-i'-th'-Lane, knew the good luck +that was come to thee." + +Clarice sat with her hands in her lap looking out on the river. Good +luck! Could Dame La Theyn see no further than that! + +"Why, lass, what is come to thee?" demanded the Dame, when she found no +response. "Sure, thou art not ungrateful to thy lady for her care and +goodness! That were a sin to be shriven for." + +Clarice turned her wan face towards her mother. + +"Grateful!" she said. "For what should I be thankful to her? Dame, she +has torn me away from the only one in the world that I loved, and has +forced me to wed a man whom I alike fear and hate. Do you think that +matter for thankfulness, or does she!" + +"Tut, tut!" said the Dame. "Do not ruffle up thy feathers like a pigeon +that has got bread-crumbs when he looked for corn! Why, child, 'tis but +what all women have to put up with. We all have our calf-loves and bits +of maidenly fancies, but who ever thought they were to rule the roast? +Sure, Clarice, thou hast more sense than so?" + +"Dame, pardon me, but you understand not. This was no light love of +mine--no passing fancy that a newer one might have put out. It was the +one hope and joy of my whole life. I had nothing else to live for." + +To Clarice's horror, the rejoinder to her rhetoric was what the Dame +herself would have called "a jolly laugh." + +"Dear, dear, how like all young maids be!" cried the mother. "Just the +very thought had I when my good knight my father sent away Master Pride, +and told me I must needs wed with thy father, Sir Gilbert. That is +twenty years gone this winter Clarice, and I swear to thee I thought +mine heart was broke. Look on me now. Look I like a woman that had +brake her heart o' love? I trow not, by my troth!" + +No; certainly no one would have credited that rosy, comfortable matron +with having broken her heart any number of years ago. + +"And thou wilt see, too, when twenty years be over, Clarice, I warrant +thee thou shalt look back and laugh at thine own folly. Deary me, +child! Folks cannot weep for ever and the day after. Wait till thou +art forty, and then see if thy trouble be as sore in thy mind then as +now." + +Forty! Should she ever be forty? Clarice fondly hoped not. And would +any lapse of years change the love which seemed to her interwoven with +every fibre of her heart? That heart cried out and said, Impossible! +But Dame La Theyn heard no answer. + +"When thou hast dwelt on middle earth [Note 1], child, as long as I +have, thou wilt look on things more in proportion. There be other +affairs in life than lovemaking. Women spend not all their days +thinking of wooing, and men still less. I warrant thee thy lover, whoso +he be, shall right soon comfort himself with some other damsel. Never +suspect a man of constancy, child. They know not what the word means." + +Clarice's inner consciousness violently contradicted this sweeping +statement. But she kept silence still. + +"Ah, I see!" said her mother, laughing. "Not a word dost thou credit +me. I may as well save my breath to cool my porridge. Howsoe'er, +Clarice, when thou hast come to forty years, if I am yet alive, let me +hear thy thoughts thereupon. Long ere that time come, as sure as eggs +be eggs, thou shalt be a-reading the same lesson to a lass of thine, if +it please God so to bless thee. And she'll not believe thee a word, any +more than thou dost me. Eh, these young folks, these young folks! +truly, they be rare fun for us old ones. They think they've gotten all +the wisdom that ever dwelt in King Solomon's head, and we may stand +aside and doff our caps to them. Good lack!--but this world is a queer +place, and a merry!" + +Clarice thought she had not found it a merry locality by any means. + +"And what ails thee at thy knight, child? He is as well-favoured and +tall of his hands as e'er a one. Trust me, but I liked him well, and so +said thy father. He is a pleasant fellow, no less than a comely. What +ails thee at him?" + +"Dame, I cannot feel to trust him." + +"Give o'er with thy nonsense! Thou mayest trust him as well as another +man. They are all alike. They want their own way, and to please +themselves, and if they've gotten a bit of time and thought o'er they'll +maybe please thee at after. That's the way of the world, child. If +thou art one of those silly lasses that look for a man who shall never +let his eyes rove from thee, nor never make no love to nobody else, why, +thou mayest have thy search for thy pains. Thou art little like to +catch that lark afore the sky falls." + +Clarice thought that lark had been caught for her, and had been torn +from her. + +"And what matter?" continued Dame La Theyn. "If a man likes his wife +the best, and treats her reasonable kind, as the most do--and I make no +doubt thine shall--why should he not have his little pleasures? Thou +canst do a bit on thine own account. But mind thou, keep on the +windward side o' decency. 'Tis no good committing o' mortal sin, and a +deal o' trouble to get shriven for it. Mind thy ways afore the world! +And let not thy knight get angered with thee, no more. But I'll tell +thee, Clarice, thou wilt anger him afore long, to carry thyself thus +towards him. Of course a man knows he must put up with a bit of +perversity and bashfulness when he is first wed; because he can guess +reasonable well that the maid might not have chose him her own self. +But it does not do to keep it up. Thou must mind thy ways, child." + +Clarice was almost holding her breath. Whether horror or disgust were +the feeling uppermost in her mind, she would have found difficult to +tell. Was this her mother, who gave her such counsel? And were all +women like that? _One_ other distinct idea was left to her--that there +was an additional reason for dying--to get out of it all. + +"Thou art but a simple lass, I can see," reflectively added Dame La +Theyn. "Thou hast right the young lass's notions touching truth, and +faith, and constancy, and such like. All a parcel of moonshine, child! +There is no such thing, not in this world. Some folks be a bit worse +than others, but that's all. I dare reckon thy knight is one of the +better end. At any rate, thou wilt find it comfortable to think so." + +Clarice was inwardly convinced that Vivian belonged to the scrag end, so +far as character went. + +"That's the true way to get through the world, child. Shut thy eyes to +whatever thou wouldst not like to see. Nobody'll admire thee more for +having red rims to 'em. And, dear heart, where's the good? 'Tis none +but fools break their hearts. Wise folks jog on jollily. And if +there's somewhat to forgive on the one side, why, there'll be somewhat +on the other. Thou art not an angel--don't fancy it. And if he isn't +neither--" + +Of that fact Clarice felt superlatively convinced. + +"The best way is not to expect it of him, and thou wilt be the less +disappointed. So get out thy ribbons and busk thee, and let's have no +more tears shed. There's been a quart too much already." + +A slight movement of nervous impatience was the sole reply. + +"Eh, Clarice? Ne'er a word, trow?" + +Then she turned round a wan, set, distressed face, with fervent +determination glowing in the eyes. + +"Mother! I would rather die, and be out of it!" + +"Be out of what, quotha?" demanded Dame La Theyn, in astonished tones. + +"This world," said Clarice, through her set teeth. "This hard, cold, +cruel, miserable, wicked world. Is there only one of two lives before +me--either to harden into stone and crush other hearts, or to be crushed +by the others that have got hard before me? Oh, Mother, Mother! is +there nothing in the world for a woman but _that_?--God, let me die +before I come to either!" + +"Deary, deary, deary me!" seemed to be all that Dame La Theyn felt +herself capable of saying. + +"A few weeks ago," Clarice went on, "before--_this_, there was a higher +and better view of life given to me. One that would make _one's_ +crushed heart grow softer, and not harder; that was upward and not +downward; that led to Heaven and God, not to Hell and Satan. There is +no hope for me in this life but the hope of Heaven. For pity's sake let +me keep that! If every other human creature is going down--you seem to +think so--let me go higher, not lower. Because my life has been spoiled +for me, shall I deliberately poison my own soul? May God forbid it me! +If I am to spend my life with demons, let my spirit live with God." + +The feelings of Dame La Theyn, on hearing this speech from Clarice, were +not capable of expression in words. + +In her eyes, as in those of all Romanists, there were two lives which a +man or woman could lead--the religious and the secular. To lead a +religious life meant, as a matter of course, to go into the cloister. +Matrimony and piety were simply incompatible. Clarice was a married +woman: _ergo_, she could not possibly be religious. Dame La Theyn's +mind, to use one of her favourite expressions, was all of a jumble with +these extraordinary ideas of which her daughter had unaccountably got +hold. "What on earth is the child driving at? is she mad?" thought her +mother. + +"What dost thou mean, child?" inquired the extremely puzzled Dame. +"Thou canst not go into the cloister--thou art wed. Dear heart, but I +never reckoned thou hadst any vocation! Thou shouldst have told thy +lady." + +"I do not want the cloister," said Clarice. "I want to do God's will. +I want to belong to God." + +"Why, that is the same thing!" responded the still perplexed woman. + +"The Lord Earl is not a monk," replied Clarice. "And I am sure he +belongs to God, for he knows Him better than any priest that I ever +saw." + +"Child, child! Did I not tell thee, afore ever thou earnest into this +house, that thy Lord was a man full of queer fancies, and all manner of +strange things? Don't thee go and get notions into thine head, for +mercy's sake! Thou must live either in the world or the cloister. Who +ever heard of a wedded woman devote to religion? Thou canst not have +both--'tis nonsense. Is that one of thy Lord's queer notions? Sure, +these friars never taught thee so?" + +"The friars never taught me anything. Father Bevis tried to help me, +but he did not know how. My Lord was the only one who understood." + +"Understood? Understood what?" + +"Who understood me, and who understood God." + +"Clarice, what manner of tongue art thou talking? 'Tis none I never +learned." + +No, for Clarice was beginning to lisp the language of Canaan, and "they +that kept the fair were men of this world." What wonder if she and her +thoroughly time-serving mother found it impossible to understand each +other? + +"I cannot make thee out, lass. If thou wert aware afore thou wert wed +that thou hadst a vocation, 'twas right wicked of thee not to tell thy +confessor and thy mistress, both. But I cannot see how it well could, +when thou wert all head o'er ears o' love with some gallant or other-- +the saints know whom. I reckon it undecent, in very deed, Clarice, to +meddle up a love-tale with matters of religion. I do wonder thou hast +no more sense of fitness and decorum." + +"It were a sad thing," said Clarice quietly, "if only irreligious people +might love each other." + +"Love each other! Dear heart, thy brains must be made o' forcemeat! +Thou hast got love, and religion, and living, and all manner o' things, +jumbled up together in a pie. They've nought to do with each other, +thou silly lass." + +"If religion has nought to do with living, Dame, under your good +pleasure, what has it to do with?" + +A query which Dame La Theyn found it as difficult to comprehend as to +answer. In her eyes, religion was a thing to take to church on Sunday, +and life was restricted to the periods when people were not in church. +When she laid up her Sunday gown in lavender, she put her religion in +with it. Of course, nuns were religious every day, but nobody else ever +thought of such an unreasonable thing. Clarice's new ideas, therefore, +to her, were simply preposterous and irrational. + +"Clarice!" she said, in tones of considerable surprise, "I do wonder +what's come o'er thee! This is not the lass I sent to Oakham. Have the +fairies been and changed thee, or what on earth has happened to thee? I +cannot make thee out!" + +"I hardly know what has happened to me," was the answer, "but I think it +is that I have gone nearer God. He ploughed up my heart with the furrow +of bitter sorrow, and then He made it soft with the dew of His grace. I +suppose the seed will come next. What that is I do not know yet. But +my knowing does not matter if He knows." + +The difference which Dame La Theyn failed to understand was the +difference between life and death. The words of the Earl had been used +as a seed of life, and the life was growing. It is the necessity of +life to grow, and it is an impossibility that death should appreciate +life. + +"Well!" was the Dame's conclusion, delivered as she rose from the stone +bench, in a perplexed and disappointed tone, "I reckon thou wilt be like +to take thine own way, child, for I cannot make either head or tail of +thy notions. Only I do hope thou wilt not set up to be unlike everybody +else. Depend upon it, Clarice, a woman never comes to no good when she +sets up to be better than her neighbours. It is bad enough in anybody, +but 'tis worser in a woman than a man. I cannot tell who has stuck thy +queer notions into thee--whether 'tis thy Lord, or thy lover, or who; +but I would to all the saints he had let thee be. I liked thee a deal +better afore, I can tell thee. I never had no fancy for philosophy and +such." + +"Mother," said Clarice softly, "I think it was God." + +"Gently, child! No bad language, prithee." Dame La Theyn looked upon +pious language as profanity when uttered in an unconsecrated place. +"But if it were the Almighty that put these notions into thy head, I +pray He'll take 'em out again." + +"I think not," quietly replied Clarice. + +And so the scene closed. Neither had understood the other, so far, at +least, as spiritual matters were concerned. But in respect to the +secular question Dame La Theyn could enter into Clarice's thoughts more +than she chose to allow. The dialogue stirred within her faint +memories--not quite dead--of that earlier time when her tears had flowed +for the like cause, and when she had felt absolutely certain that she +could never be happy again. But her love had been of a selfish and +surface kind, and the wound, never more than skin-deep, had healed +rapidly and left no scar. Was it surprising if she took it for granted +that her daughter's was of the same class, and would heal with equal +rapidity and completeness? Beside this, she thought it very unwise +policy to let Clarice perceive that she did understand her in any wise. +It would encourage her in her folly, Dame La Theyn considered, if she +supposed that so wise a person as her mother could have any sympathy +with such notions. So she wrapped herself complacently in her mantle of +wisdom, and never perceived that she was severing the last strand of the +rope which bound her child's heart to her own. + +"O, purblind race of miserable men!" + +How strangely we all spend our lives in the anxious labour of straining +out gnats, while we scarcely detect the moment when we swallow the +camel! + +A long private conversation between Clarice's parents resulted the next +day in Sir Gilbert taking her in hand. His comprehension was even less +than her mother's, though it lay in a different direction. + +"Well, Clarice, my dame tells me thou art not altogether well pleased +with thy wedding. What didst thou wish otherwise, lass?" + +"The man," said Clarice, shortly enough. + +"What, is not one man as good as another?" demanded her father. + +"Not to me, Sir," said his daughter. + +"I am afeared, Clarice, thou hast some romantic notions. They are all +very pretty to play with, but they don't do for this world, child. Thou +hast better shake them out of thine head, and be content with thy lot." + +"It is a bad world, I know," replied Clarice. "But it is hard to be +content, when life has been emptied and spoiled for one." + +"Folly, child, folly!" said Sir Gilbert. "Thou mayest have as many silk +gowns now as thou couldst have had with any other knight; and I dare be +bound Sir Vivian should give thee a gold chain if thou wert pining for +it. Should that content thee?" + +"No, Sir." + +Sir Gilbert was puzzled. A woman whose perfect happiness could not be +secured by a gold chain was an enigma to him. + +"Then what would content thee?" he asked. + +"What I can never have now," answered Clarice. "It may be, as time goes +on, that God will make me content without it--content with His will, and +no more. But I doubt if even He could do that just yet. The wisest +physician living cannot heal a wound in a minute. It must have its +time." + +Sir Gilbert tried to puzzle his way through this speech. + +"Well, child, I do not see what I can do for thee." + +"I thank you for wishing it, fair Sir. No, you can do nothing. No one +can do anything for me, except let me alone, and pray to God to heal the +wound." + +"Well, lass, I can do that," said her father, brightening. "I will say +the rosary all over for thee once in the week, and give a candle to our +Lady. Will that do thee a bit of good, eh?" + +Clarice had an instinctive feeling, that while the rosary and the candle +might be a doubtful good, the rough tenderness of her father was a +positive one. Little as Sir Gilbert could enter into her ideas, his +affection was truer and more unselfish than that of her mother. Neither +of them was very deeply attached to her; but Sir Gilbert's love could +have borne the harder strain of the two. Clarice began to recognise the +fact with touched surprise. + +"Fair Sir, I shall be very thankful for your prayers. It will do me +good to be loved--so far as anything can do it." + +Sir Gilbert was also discovering, with a little astonishment himself, +that his only child lay nearer to his heart than he had supposed. His +heart was a plant which had never received much cultivation, either from +himself or any other; and love, even in faint throbs, was a rather +strange sensation. It made him feel as if something were the matter +with him, and he could not exactly tell what. He patted Clarice's +shoulder, and smoothed down her hair. + +"Well, well, child! I hope all things will settle comfortably by and +by. But if they should not, and in especial if thy knight were ever +unkindly toward thee--which God avert!--do not forget that thou hast a +friend in thine old father. Maybe he has not shown thee over much +kindliness neither, but I reckon, my lass, if it came to a pull, there'd +be a bit to pull at." + +Neither Sir Gilbert nor Dame Maisenta ever fully realised the result of +that visit. It found Clarice indifferent to both, but ready to reach +out a hand to either who would clasp it with any appearance of +tenderness and compassion. It left her with a heart closed for ever to +her mother, but for ever open to her father. + +------------------------------------------------------------------------ + +Note 1. This mediaeval term for the world had its rise in the notion +that earth stood midway between Heaven and Hell, the one being as far +below as the other was above. + + + +CHAPTER EIGHT. + +THE SHADOW OF THE FUTURE. + + In His name was struck the blow + That hath laid thy old life low + In a garb of blood-red woe. + +A very eventful year was 1291 in England and over all the civilised +world. It was the end of the Crusades, the Turks driving the Christians +from Acre, the last place which they held in Palestine. It opened with +the submission of the Scottish succession to the arbitrament of Edward +the First, and it closed with the funeral of his mother, Queen Eleonore +of Provence--a woman whom England was not able to thank for one good +deed during her long and stormy reign. She had been a youthful beauty, +she wrote poetry, and she had never scandalised the nation by any +impropriety of womanly conduct. But these three statements close the +list of her virtues. She was equally grasping, unscrupulous, and +extravagant. In her old age she retired to the Convent of Amesbury, +where her two granddaughters, Mary of England, and Alianora of Bretagne, +were nuns already, for the desirable purpose of "making her salvation." +Perhaps she thought she had made it when the summons came to her in the +autumn of 1291. No voice had whispered to her, all through her long +life of nearly eighty years, that if that ever were to be-- + + "Jesus Christ has done it all + Long, long ago." + +Matters had settled down quietly enough in Whitehall Palace. Sir Fulk +de Chaucombe and Diana had been promoted to the royal household--the +former as attendant upon the King, the latter as Lady of the Bedchamber +to his eldest daughter, the Princess Alianora, who, though twenty-seven +years of age, was still unmarried. It was a cause of some surprise in +her household that the Countess of Cornwall did not fill up the vacancy +created among her maidens by the marriages of Clarice and Diana. But +when December came it was evident that before she did so she meant to +make the vacancy still more complete. + +One dark afternoon in that cheerful month, the Lady Margaret marched +into the bower, where her female attendants usually sat when not engaged +in more active waiting upon her. It was Saturday. + +"Olympias Trusbut, Roisia de Levinton," she said in her harsh voice, +which did not sound unlike the rasping of a file, "ye are to be wed on +Monday morning." + +Olympias showed slight signs of going into hysterics, which being +observed by the Lady Margaret, she calmly desired Felicia to fetch a jug +of water. On this hint of what was likely to happen to her if she +imprudently screamed or fainted, Olympias managed to recover. + +"Ye are to wed the two squires," observed their imperious mistress. "I +gave the choice to Reginald de Echingham, and he fixed on thee, +Olympias." + +Olympias passed from terror to ecstasy. + +"Thou, Roisia, art to wed Ademar de Gernet. I will give both of you +your gear." + +And away walked the Countess. + +"I wish she would have let me alone," said Roisia, in doleful accents. + +"Too much to hope for," responded Felicia. + +"Dost thou not like De Gernet?" asked Clarice, sympathisingly. + +"Oh, I don't dislike him," said Roisia; "but I am not so fond of him as +that comes to." + +An hour or two later, however, Mistress Underdone appeared, in a state +of flurry by no means her normal one. + +"Well, here is a pretty tale," said she. "Not for thee, Olympias; +matters be running smooth for thee, though the Lord Earl did say," added +she, laughing, "that incense was as breath of life to Narcissus, and he +would needs choose the maid that should burn plenty on his altar. But-- +the thing is fair unheard of!--Ademar de Gernet refuses to wed under +direction from the Lady." + +"Why?" asked Roisia, looking rather insulted. + +"Oh, it has nought to do with thee, child," said Mistress Underdone. +"Quoth he that he desired all happiness to thee, and pardon of thee for +thus dealing; but having given his heart to another of the Lady's +damsels, he would not wed with any but her." + +"Why, that must be Felicia," said the other three together. + +Felicia looked flattered and conscious. + +"Well, I reckon so," answered Mistress Underdone. "Howbeit, the Lady +hath sent for him hither, to know of him in thy presence what he would +be at." + +"_Ha, chetife_!" exclaimed Roisia. "I wish it had been somewhere else." + +"Well, I cannot quite--. Hush! here she comes." + +And for the second time that day in stalked the Countess, and sat down +on the curule chair which Mistress Underdone set for her, looking like a +judge, and a very stern one, too. In another minute the culprit made +his appearance, in charge of Sir Lambert Aylmer. + +"Now, De Gernet, what means this?" irascibly demanded his mistress. + +"Lady, it means not disobedience to you, nor any displeasance done to +this young damsel"--and De Gernet turned and bowed to Roisia. "This it +means, that I dearly love another of your Ladyship's damsels, and I do +most humbly and heartily crave your permission to wed with her." + +"What, Felicia de Fay?" said the Countess. + +"Under your Ladyship's pleasure and her pardon, no." + +Felicia's face changed evilly. + +"But who, then? There is none other." + +"Let my Lady be pleased to pardon me. There is one other--Heliet +Pride." + +The faces in the bower just then might have furnished a study for an +artist. Those of Clarice and Olympias expressed surprise mixed with +some pleasure; so did Mistress Underdone's, but the degree of both was +intense. The Countess looked half vexed and wholly astonished, with a +little contempt superadded. Felicia's face foreboded nothing but ill to +either Ademar or Heliet. + +"Heliet Pride!" cried the Countess sharply. "Why, man, she goes on +crutches!" + +"They will carry her to the chapel, with my Lady's leave," answered De +Gernet, coolly. + +"Gramercy, but thou wilt have a lovely wife! There'll be no pride in +her outside her name," said the Countess, with a grim smile at her own +joke. Indeed, she was so much amused that she forgot to be angry. + +"I will see about that, if my Lady will grant me her grace," responded +De Gernet, in the same tone. + +"Eh, thou shalt have her," said the Countess. "I shall get Roisia +disposed of a sight easier than Heliet. So be it. Roisia, thou canst +still prepare for thy bridal; I will find somebody by Monday morning." + +The Countess was rising from her chair, when Sir Lambert, after a glance +at Roisia, observed that if her Ladyship found any difficulty in that +selection, he had no particular objection to be chosen. + +"You!" said the Countess. "Oh, very good; it will save trouble. Let it +be so." + +Roisia appeared to be, if anything, rather gratified by the exchange. +But Clarice, looking into the dark, passionate eyes of Felicia, felt +troubled for the happiness of Heliet. + +Olympias, like Clarice, was promoted to a vacancy among the ladies of +the bedchamber. But Sir Lambert and Roisia passed away from the life at +Whitehall. The new Maids of Honour were speedily appointed. Their +names proved to be Sabina Babingell, Ada Gresley, and Filomena Bray. +The Countess declared her intention of keeping four only in the future. + +The summer of 1292 saw the King on the Scottish border, and in his train +the Earl and Countess of Cornwall, with their household, moved north as +far as Oakham. The household had been increased by one more, for in the +April previous Clarice Barkeworth became the mother of a little girl. +This was the first event which helped to reconcile her to her lot. She +had been honestly trying hard to do her duty by Vivian, who scarcely +seemed to think that he had any duty towards her, beyond the obvious one +of civility in public. All thought of Piers Ingham had been resolutely +crushed down, except when it came--as it sometimes did--in the form of a +dream of bliss from which she awoke to desolation. A miserable day was +sure to follow one of those dreams. The only other moment when she +allowed herself to think of him was in her evening prayer. + +It was a relief to Clarice that she had never heard a word of Piers +since he left Whitehall. Her work would have been harder if his name +had remained a household word. And yet in another sense it was hard +never to know what had become of him, whether he were as sad as herself, +or had been comforted elsewhere. + +Vivian's manners in public were perfect to every one, and Clarice shared +with the rest. In private she was terribly snubbed whenever he was in a +bad temper, and carelessly ignored when he was in a good one. The baby +daughter, who was such a comfort to Clarice, was a source of bitter +vexation to Vivian. In his eyes, while a son would have been an +undoubted blessing, a daughter was something actively worse than a +disappointment. When Clarice timidly inquired what name he wished the +child to bear, Vivian distinctly intimated that the child and all her +belongings were totally beneath his notice. She could call the nuisance +what she liked. + +Clarice silently folded her insulted darling to her breast, and tacitly +promised it that its mother at least should never think it a nuisance. + +"What shall I call her?" she said to Mistress Underdone and Olympias, +both of whom were inclined to pet the baby exceedingly. + +"Oh, something pretty!" said Olympias. "Don't have a plain, common +name. Don't call her Joan, or Parnel, or Beatrice, or Margery, or Maud, +or Isabel. You meet those at every turn. I am quite glad I was not +called anything of that sort." + +"I wouldn't have it too long," was Mistress Underdone's recommendation. +"I'd never call her Frethesancia, or Florianora, or Aniflesia, or +Sauncelina. Let her have a good, honest name, Dame, one syllable, or at +most two. You'll have to clip it otherwise." + +"I thought of Rose," said Clarice, meditatively. + +"Well, it is not common," allowed Olympias. "Still, it is very short. +Couldn't you have had it a _little_ longer?" + +"That'll do," pronounced Mistress Underdone. "It is short, and it means +a pretty, sweet, pleasant thing. I don't know but I should have called +my girl Rose, if I'd chosen her name; but her father fancied Heliet, and +so it had to be so." + +"Well, we can call her Rosamond," comfortingly suggested Olympias. + +So, in the course of that evening, Father Bevis baptised little Rose +Barkeworth in the chapel of the palace, the Earl standing sponsor for +her, with the Lady de Chaucombe and the Lady de Echingham. The Countess +had been asked, but to Clarice's private satisfaction had declined, for +she would much rather have had the Earl, and the canon law forbade +husband and wife being sponsors to the same infant. + +Something was the matter with the Countess. Every one agreed upon this, +but nobody could guess what it was. She was quieter than her wont, and +was given to long, silent reveries, which had not been usual with her. + +Filomena, who was of a lively turn of mind, declared that life at +Whitehall was becoming absolutely intolerable, and that she should be +thankful to go to Oakham, for at least it would be something new. + +"Thou wilt be thankful to come away again," said Mistress Underdone, +with a smile. + +They reached Oakham about the middle of July, and found Heliet, leaning +on her crutches, ready to welcome them with smiles in the hall. No news +had reached her of their proceedings, and there was a great deal to tell +her; but Heliet and the baby took to one another in an instant, as if by +some unseen magical force. + +The item of news which most concerned herself was not told to Heliet +that night. The next morning, when all were seated at work, and baby +Rose, in Heliet's lap, was contentedly sucking her very small thumb, +Mistress Underdone said rather suddenly, "We have not told thee all, +Heliet." + +"I dare say not," replied Heliet, brightly. "You must have all done a +great deal more in these two years than you have told me." + +"Well, lass, 'tis somewhat I never looked I should have to tell thee. +There's somebody wants to wed thee." + +"Me!" cried Heliet, in large capitals. + +"Ay, thee--crutches and all," said her mother laughing. "He said he did +not care for thy crutches so they carried thee safe to chapel; and he +ran the risk of offending the Lady to get thee. So I reckon he sets +some store by thee, lass." + +"Who is it?" said Heliet, in a low voice, while a bright red spot burned +in each cheek. + +"Ademar de Gernet." Two or three voices told her. The bright spots +burned deeper. + +"Is it to be?" was the next question. + +"Ay, the Lady said so much; and I reckon she shall give thee thy gear." + +"God has been very good to me," said Heliet, softly, rocking little Rose +gently to and fro. "But I never thought He meant to give me _that_!" + +Clarice looked up, and saw a depth of happy love in the lame girl's +eyes, which made her sigh for herself. Then, looking further, she +perceived a depth of black hate in those of Felicia de Fay, which made +her tremble for Heliet. + +It appeared very shortly that the Countess was in a hurry to get the +wedding over. Perhaps she was weary of weddings in her household, for +she did not seem to be in a good temper about this. She always thought +Heliet would have had a vocation, she said, which would have been far +better for her, with her lameness, than to go limping into chapel to be +wed. She wondered nobody saw the impropriety of it. However, as she +had promised De Gernet, she supposed it must be so. She did not know +what she herself could have been thinking about to make such a foolish +promise. She was not usually so silly as that. However, if it must be, +it had better be got over. + +So got over it was, on an early morning in August, De Gernet receiving +knighthood from the Earl at the close of the ceremony. + +Mistress Underdone had petitioned that her lame and only child might not +be separated from her, and the Countess--according to her own authority, +in a moment of foolishness--had granted the petition. So Heliet was +drafted among the Ladies of the Bedchamber, but only as an honorary +distinction. + +The manner of the Countess continued to strike every one as unusual. +Long fits of musing with hands lying idle were becoming common with her, +and when she rose from them she would generally shut herself up in her +oratory for the remainder of the day. Clarice thought, and Heliet +agreed with her, that something was going to happen. Once, too, as +Clarice was carrying Rose along the terrace, she was met by the Earl, +who stopped and noticed the child, as in his intense and unsatisfied +love for little children he always did. Clarice thought he looked even +unwontedly sorrowful. + +From the child, Earl Edmund looked up into the pleased eyes of the young +mother. + +"Dame Clarice," he asked, gently, "are you happier than you were?" + +Her eyes grew suddenly grave. + +"Thus far," she said, touching the child. "Otherwise--I try to be +content with God's will, fair Lord. It is hard to bear heart-hunger." + +"Ah!" The Earl's tone was significant. "Yes, it is hard to bear in any +form," he said, after a pause. "May God send you never to know, Dame, +that there is a more terrible form than that wherein you bear it." + +And he left her almost abruptly. + +The winter of 1292 dragged slowly along. Filomena declared that her +body was as starved as her mind, and she should be frozen to death if +she stayed any longer. The next day, to everybody's astonishment, the +Countess issued orders to pack up for travelling. Sir Vivian and +Clarice were to go with her--where, she did not say. So were Olympias, +Felicia, and Ada. Mistress Underdone, Sir Reginald, Sir Ademar and +Heliet, Filomena and Sabina, were left behind at Oakham. + +Olympias grumbled extremely at being separated from her husband, and +Filomena at being left behind. The Countess would listen to neither. + +"When shall we return, under my Lady's leave?" asked Olympias, +disconsolately. + +"_You_ can return," was the curt answer, "when I have done with you. I +doubt if Sir Vivian and his dame will return at all. Ada certainly will +not." + +"_Ha, jolife_!" said Ada, under her breath. She did not like Oakham. + +Clarice, on the contrary, was inclined to make an exclamation of horror. +For never to return to Oakham meant never to see Heliet again. And +what could the Countess mean by a statement which sounded at least as if +_she_ were not intending to return? + +Concerning Felicia the Countess said nothing. That misnamed young lady +had during the past few months been trying her best to make Heliet +miserable. She began by attempting to flirt with Sir Ademar, but she +found him completely impervious material. Her arrows glanced upon his +shield, and simply dropped off without further notice. Then she took to +taunting Heliet with her lameness, but Heliet kept her temper. Next she +sneered at her religious views. Heliet answered her gently, gravely, +but held her own with undiminished calmness. This point had been +reached when the Countess's order was given to depart from Oakham. + +Even those least disposed to note the signs of the times felt the +pressure of some impending calamity. The strange manner of the +Countess, the restless misery of the Earl, whom they all loved, the +busy, bustling, secretly-triumphant air of Father Miles--all denoted +some hidden working. Father Bevis had been absent for some weeks, and +when he returned he wore the appearance of a baffled and out-wearied +man. + +"He looks both tired and disappointed," remarked Clarice to Heliet. + +"He looks," said Heliet, "like a man who had been trying very hard to +scale the wall of a tower, and had been flung back, bruised and +helpless, upon the stones below." + +During the four months last spent at Oakham, Clarice had been absolutely +silent to Heliet on the subject of her own peculiar trouble. Perhaps +she might have remained so, had it not been for the approaching +separation. But her lips were unsealed by the strong possibility that +they might never meet again. It was late on the last evening that +Clarice spoke, as she sat rocking Rose's cradle. She laid bare her +heart before Heliet's sympathising eyes, until she could trace the whole +weary journey through the arid desert sands. + +"And now tell me, friend," Clarice ended, "why our Lord deals so +differently with thee and with me. Are we not both His children? Yet +to thee He hath given the desire of thine heart, and on mine He lays His +hand, and says, `No, child, thou must not have it.'" + +"I suppose, beloved," was Heliet's gentle answer, "that the treatment +suitable for consumption will not answer for fever. We are both sick of +the deadly disease of sin; but it takes a different development in each. +Shall we wonder if the Physician bleeds the one, and administers +strengthening medicines to the other?" + +Clarice's lip quivered, but she rocked Rose's cradle without answering. + +"There is also another consideration," pursued Heliet. "If I mistake +not--to alter the figure--we have arrived at different points in our +education. If one of us can but decline `_puer_,' while the other is +half through the syntax, is it any wonder if the same lesson be not +given to us to learn? Dear Clarice, all God's children need keeping +down. I have been kept down all these years by my physical sufferings. +That is not appointed to thee; thou art tried in another way. Shall we +either marvel or murmur because our Father sees that each needs a +different class of discipline?" + +"Oh, Heliet, if I might have had thine! It seems to me so much the +lighter cross to carry." + +"Then, dear, I am the less honoured--the further from the full share of +the fellowship of our Lord's sufferings." + +Clarice shook her head as if she hardly saw it in that light. + +"Clarice, let me tell thee a parable which I read the other day in the +writings of the holy Fathers. There were once two monks, dwelling in +hermits' cells near to each other, each of whom had one choice tree +given him to cultivate. When this had lasted a year, the tree of the +one was in flourishing health, while that of the other was all stunted +and bare. `Why, brother,' said the first, `what hast thou done to thy +tree?' `Now, judge thou, my brother,' replied the second, `if I could +possibly have done more for my tree than I have done. I watched it +carefully every day. When I thought it looked dry, I prayed for rain; +when the ground was too wet, I prayed for dry weather; I prayed for +north wind or south wind, as I saw them needed. All that I asked, I +received; and yet look at my poor tree! But how didst thou treat thine? +for thy plan has been so much more successful than mine that I would +fain try it next year.' The other monk said only, `I prayed God to make +my tree flourish, and left it to Him to send what weather He saw good.'" + +"He has sent a bitter blast from the north-east," answered Clarice, with +trembling lips. + +"And a hedge to shelter the root of the tree," said Heliet, pointing to +Rose. + +"Oh, my little Rosie!" exclaimed Clarice, kissing the child +passionately. "But if God were to take her, Heliet, what would become +of me?" + +"Do not meet trouble half way, dear," said Heliet, gently. "There is no +apparent likelihood of any such thing." + +"I do not meet it--it comes!" cried poor Clarice. + +"Then wait till it comes. `Sufficient unto the day is the evil +thereof.'" + +"Yet when one has learned by experience that evil is perpetually coming, +how can one help looking forward to the morrow?" + +"Look forward," said Heliet. "But let it be to the day after +to-morrow--the day when we shall awake up after Christ's likeness, and +be satisfied with it--when the Lord our God shall come, and all the +saints with Him. Dear, a gem cannot be engraved without the +cutting-tools. Wouldst thou rather be spared the pain of the cutting +than have Christ's likeness graven upon thee?" + +"Oh, could it not be done with less cutting?" + +"Yes--and more faintly graven then." + +Clarice sobbed, without speaking. + +"If the likeness is to be in high relief, so that all men may see it, +and recognise the resemblance, and applaud the graver, Clarice, the tool +must cut deep." + +"If one could ever know that it was nearly done, it would be easier to +bear it." + +"Ay, but how if the vision were granted us, and we saw that it was not +nearly done by many a year? It is better not to know, dear. Yet it is +natural to us all to think that it would be far easier if we could see. +Therefore the more `blessed is he that hath not seen, and yet hath +believed.'" + +"I do think," said poor Clarice, drearily, "that I must be the worst +tried of all His people." + +"Clarice," answered Heliet, in a low voice, "I believe there is one in +this very castle far worse tried than thou--a cross borne which is ten +times heavier than thine, and has no rose-bud twined around it. And it +is carried with the patience of an angel, with the unselfish +forgetfulness of Christ. The tool is going very deep there, and already +the portrait stands out in beautiful relief. And that cross will never +be laid down till the sufferer parts with it at the very gate of Heaven. +At least, so it seems to me. As the years go on it grows heavier, and +it is crushing him almost into the dust now." + +"Whom dost thou mean, Heliet?" + +"The Lord Earl, our master." + +"I can see he is sorely tried; but I never quite understand what his +trouble is." + +"The sorrow of being actively hated by the only one whom he loves. The +prospect of being left to die, in wifeless and childless loneliness-- +that terrible loneliness of soul which is so much worse to bear than any +mere physical solitude. God, for some wise reason, has shut him up to +Himself. He has deprived him of all human relationship and human love; +has said to him, `Lean on Me, and walk loose from all other ties.' A +wedded man in the eyes of the world, God has called him in reality to be +an anchorite of the Order of Providence, to follow the Lamb +whithersoever He goeth. And unless mine eyes see very wrongly into the +future--as would God they did!--the Master is about to lead this dear +servant into the Gethsemane of His passion, that he may be fashioned +like Him in all things. Ah, Clarice, that takes close cutting!" + +"Heliet, what dost thou mean? Canst thou guess what the Lady is about +to do?" + +"I think she is going to leave him." + +"Alone?--for ever?" + +"For earth," said Heliet, softly. "God be thanked, that is not for +ever." + +"What an intensely cruel woman she is!" cried Clarice, indignantly. + +"Because, I believe, she is a most miserable one." + +"Canst thou feel any pity for _her_?" + +"It is not so easy as for him. Yet I suspect she needs it even more +than he does. Christ have mercy on them both!" + +"I cannot comprehend it," said Clarice. + +"I will tell thee one thing," answered Heliet. "I would rather change +with thee than with Sir Edmund the Earl; and a hundred times rather with +thee than with the Lady Margaret. It is hard to suffer; but it is worse +to be the occasion of suffering. Let me die a thousand times over with +Saint Stephen, before I keep the clothes of the persecutors with Saul." + +Clarice stooped and lifted the child from the cradle. + +"It is growing late," she said. "I suppose we ought not to be up +longer. Good-night, sweetheart, and many thanks for thy counsel. It is +all true, I know; yet--" + +"In twenty years, may be--or at the longest, when thou hast seen His +Face in righteousness--dear Clarice, thou wilt know it, and want to add +no _yet_." + +The soft tap of Heliet's crutches had died away, but Clarice stood still +with the child in her arms. + +"It must be _yet_ now, however," she said, half aloud. "Do Thy will +with me--cut me and perfect me; but, O God, leave me, leave me Rosie!" + + + +CHAPTER NINE. + +OVERWHELMED. + + "I am a useless and an evil man,-- + God planned my life, and let men spoil His plan." + + _Isabella Fyvie Mayo_. + +Oakham was left behind; and to the surprise of the party--except the +Countess, her Prime Minister, Father Miles, and her Foreign Secretary, +Felicia--they found themselves lodged in Rochester Castle. Here the +Countess shut herself up, and communicated with the outward world +through her Cabinet only. All orders were brought to the ladies by +Felicia, and were passed to Vivian by Father Miles. The latter was +closeted with his lady for long periods, and rolls of writing appeared +to be the result of these conferences. + +The winter moved on with leaden feet, according to the ideas of the +household, and of Ada more particularly. + +"This sort of life is really something dreadful!" said that young lady. +"If the frost would only break up, it would make something fresh to look +at. There is _nothing_ to be done!" + +"Poor Ada!" responded Olympias, laughing. "Do get some needlework." + +"I am tired of needlework," answered Ada. "I am tired of everything!" + +Felicia came in as the words were spoken. + +"I have permission to tell you something," she said, with a light in her +black eyes which Clarice felt sure meant mischief. "The Lady has +appealed to the holy Father for a divorce from the Lord Earl." + +"Will she get it?" asked Olympias. + +"No doubt of it," replied Felicia dogmatically. + +"And if so, what will she do then?" asked Ada. + +"Her pious intention," said Felicia, the black eyes dancing, "is to +become a holy Sister of the Order of the blessed Saint Dominic." + +"Then what is to become of the Lord Earl?" queried Olympias. "I suppose +he can marry somebody else. I hope he will." + +"That is no concern of the Lady's," said Felicia, in a tone of pious +severity. "The religious do not trouble their holy repose about +externs, except to offer prayers for their salvation." + +"Why, then, we shall all be turned out!" blankly cried Ada. "What is to +become of us all?" + +"What will become of me is already settled," replied Felicia demurely. +"I am about to make profession in the same convent with my mistress." + +"Thank the saints!" reached Clarice's ears in a whisper from Olympias, +and was deliberately echoed in the heart of the former. + +"But that will never do for me!" exclaimed Ada. "I am sure I have no +vocation. What am I to do?" + +"The Lady proposes, in her goodness," said the Countess's mouthpiece, +"to get thee an appointment in the household of one of the Ladies the +King's daughters." + +"_Ha, jolife_!" said Ada, and ceased her interjections. + +"For you, Dames," continued Felicia, turning to Clarice and Olympias, +"she says that, being wedded, you are already provided for, and need no +thought on her part." + +"Oh, then, I may go back to Oakham," answered Olympias in a satisfied +tone. "That is what I want." + +Clarice wondered sorrowfully what her lot would be--whether she might +return to Oakham. She felt more at home there than anywhere else. The +question was whether, Clarice being now at large, Vivian would continue +in the Earl's service; and even if he did, they might perhaps no longer +live in the Castle. Clarice took this new trouble where she carried +them all; but the Earl's sorrow was more in her mind than her own. She +was learning to cultivate:-- + + "A heart at leisure from itself, + To soothe and sympathise." + +She found that Vivian had already heard the news from Father Miles, and +she timidly ventured to ask him what he intended to do. + +After a few flights of rhetoric concerning the extreme folly of the +Countess--to forsake an earldom for the cloister was a proceeding not in +Vivian's line at all--that gentleman condescended so far to answer his +wife as to observe that he was not fool enough not to know when he was +well off. Clarice thankfully conjectured that they would return to +Oakham. She thought it better, however, to ask the question point +blank; and she received a reply--of course accompanied by a snub. + +"Why should we be such fools as to go to Oakham when my Lord is in +Bermondsey?" + +"Bermondsey!" Clarice was surprised. "You never know anything!" said +Vivian. "Of course he is come to town." + +Clarice received the snubbing in silence. "You are so taken up with +that everlasting brat of yours," added Rose's affectionate father, "that +you never know what anybody else is doing." + +There had been a time when Clarice would have defended herself against +such accusations. She was learning now that she suffered least when she +received them in meek silence. The only way to deal with Vivian +Barkeworth was to let him alone. + +Two long letters went to the Pope that February; one was from the +Countess, the other from the Earl. They are both yet extant, and they +show the character of each as no description could set it forth. + +The Countess's letter is a mixture of pious demureness and querulous +selfishness. She tells the Pope that all her life she has intensely +desired to be a nun: that she is, unhappily, in the irreligious position +of a matron, and, moreover, is the suffering wife of an impious husband. +This sinful man requires of her--of her, a soul devoted to religion-- +that she shall behave as if she belonged to the wicked world which holds +himself within its thrall, and shall sacrifice God to him. She humbly +and fervently entreats the holy Father to grant her a divorce from these +bonds of matrimony which so cruelly oppress her, and to set her soul +free that it may soar upwards unrestrained. It is the letter of a woman +who did wish to serve God, but who was incapable of recognising that it +was possible to do it without shutting herself up in stone walls, and +starving body and soul alike. + +The Earl's letter is of an entirely different calibre. He tells the +Pope in his turn that he is wedded to a woman whom he dearly loves, and +who resolutely keeps him at arm's length. She will not make a friend of +him, nor behave as a good wife ought to do. This is all he asks of her; +he is as far as can be from wishing to be unkind to her or to cross her +wishes. He only wants her to live with him on reasonable and ordinary +terms. But she--and here the Earl's irrepressible humour breaks out; he +must see the comical side even of his own sorest trouble, and certainly +this had its comical side--she will not sit next to him at table, but +insists on putting her confessor between; she will not answer Yes or No +to his simplest question, but invariably returns the answer through a +third person. When she goes into her private apartments, she turns the +key in his face. Does the holy Father think this is the way that a +rational wife ought to behave to her own husband? and will he not +remonstrate with her, and induce her to use him a little more kindly and +reasonably than she does? The Earl's letter is that of an injured and +justly provoked man; of a man who loves his wife too well to coerce or +quarrel with her, and who thoroughly perceives the absurdity of his +position no less than its pain. Yet he does feel the pain bitterly, and +he would do anything to end it. + +This letter to the Patriarch of Christendom was his last hope. +Entreaties, remonstrances, patient tenderness, loving kindness, all had +proved vain. Now:-- + + "He had set his life upon a cast, + And he must run the hazard of the die." + +Weary and miserable weeks they were, during which Earl Edmund waited the +Pope's answer. It came at last. The Pope replied as only a Romish +priest could be expected to reply. For the human anguish of the one he +had no sympathy; for the quasi-religious sorrows of the other he had +very much. He decreed, in the name of God, a full divorce between +Edmund Earl of Cornwall, and Margaret his wife, coldly admonishing the +Earl to take the Lord's chastening in good part, and to let the griefs +of earth lift his soul towards Heaven. + +But it was not there that this sorrow lifted it at first. The human +agony had to be lived through before the Divine calm and peace could +come to heal it. His last effort had been made in vain. The passionate +hope of twenty years, that the day would come when his long, patient +love should meet with its reward even on earth, was shattered to the +dust. Even if she wished to come back after this, she could never +retrace her steps. Compensation he might find in Heaven, but there +could be none left for him on earth now. Even hope was dead within him. + +The fatal Bull fell from the Earl's hand, and dropped a dead weight on +the rushes at his feet. He was a heart-wrecked man, and life had to go +on. + +Was this man--for his is no fancy picture--a poor weak creature, or was +he a strong, heroic soul? Many will write him down the weakling; +perhaps all but those who have themselves known much of that hope +deferred which maketh the heart sick, and drains away the moral +life-blood drop by drop. It may be that the registers of Heaven held +appended to his name a different epithet. It is harder to wait than to +work; hardest of all to awake after long suspense to the blank +conviction that all has been in vain, and then to take up the cross and +meekly follow the Crucified. + +Two hours later, a page brought a message to Reginald de Echingham to +the effect that he was wanted by his master. + +Reginald, in his own eyes, was a thoroughly miserable man. He had +nobody to talk with, and nothing to do. He missed Olympias sadly, for +as the Earl had once jestingly remarked, she burnt perpetual incense on +his altar, and flattery was a necessary of life to Reginald. Olympias +was the only person who admired him nearly as much as he did himself. +Like the old Romans, _partem et circenses_ constituted his list of +indispensables; and had it been inevitable to dispense with one of them +for a time, Reginald would have resigned the bread rather than the game. +On this particular morning, his basket of grievances was full. The +damp had put his moustache out of curl; he had found a poor breakfast +provided for him--and Reginald was by no means indifferent to his +breakfast--and, worst of all, the mirror was fixed so high up on the +wall that he could not see himself comfortably. The usual religious +rites of the morning before his own dear image had, therefore, to be +very imperfectly performed. Reginald grumbled sorely within himself as +he went through the cold stone passages which led to the Earl's chamber. + +His master lifted very sad eyes to his face. + +"De Echingham, I wish to set out for Ashridge to-morrow. Can you be +ready?" + +Ashridge! De Echingham would as soon have received marching orders for +Spitzbergen. If there were one place in the world which he hated in his +inmost soul, it was that Priory in Buckinghamshire, which Earl Edmund +had himself founded. He would be worse off there than even in +Bermondsey Palace, with nothing around him but silent walls and almost +equally silent monks. De Echingham ventured on remonstrance. + +"Would not your Lordship find Berkhamsted much more pleasurable, +especially at this season?" + +"I do not want pleasure," answered the Earl wearily. "I want rest." + +And he rose and began to walk aimlessly up and down the room, in that +restless manner which was well suited to emphasise his words. + +"But--your Lordship's pardon granted--would you not find it far better +to seek for distraction and pleasance in the Court, than to shut +yourself up in a gloomy cell with those monks?" + +Earl Edmund stopped in his walk and looked at Reginald, whose speech +touched his quick sense of humour. + +"I would advise you to give thanks in your prayers to-night, De +Echingham." + +"For what, my Lord?" + +"That you have as yet no conception of a sorrow which is past +distraction by pleasance. `Vinegar upon nitre!' You never tasted it, I +should think." + +"I thank your Lordship, I never did," said Reginald, who took the +allusion quite literally. + +"Well, I have done, and I did not like it," rejoined his master. "I +prefer the monks' _soupe maigre_, if you please. Be so good as to make +ready, De Echingham." + +Reginald obeyed, but grumbling bitterly within his disappointed soul. +Could there be any misery on earth worse than a cold stone bench, a bowl +of sorrel soup, and a chapter of Saint Augustine to flavour it? And +when they had only just touched the very edge of the London season! +Why, he would not get a single ball that spring. Poor Reginald! + +They stayed but one night at Berkhamsted, though, to the Earl, +Berkhamsted was home. It was the scene of his birth, and of that +blessed unapprehensive childhood, when brothers and sisters had played +with him on the Castle green, and light, happy laughter had rung through +the noble halls; when the hand of his fair Provencal mother had fallen +softly in caresses on his head, and his generous, if extravagant, father +had been only too ready to shower gold ducats in anticipation of his +slightest wish. All was gone now but the cold gold--hard, silent, +unfeeling; a miserable comforter indeed. There was one brother left, +but he was far away--too far to recall in this desolate hour. Like a +sufferer of later date, he must go alone with his God to bear his +passion. [Note 1.] + +The Priory of Ashridge--of the Order of Bonihomines--which Earl Edmund +had founded a few years before, was the only one of its class in +England. The Predicant Friars were an offshoot of the Dominican Order; +and the Boni-Homines were a special division of the Predicant Friars. +It is a singular fact that from this one source of Dominicans or Black +Monks, sprang the best and the worst issues that ever emanated from +monachism--the Bonihomines and the Inquisition. + +The Boni-Homines were, in a word, the Protestants of the Middle Ages. +And--a remarkable feature--they were not, like all other seceders, +persons who had separated themselves from the corruptions of Rome. They +were better off, for they had never been tainted with them. From the +first ages of primitive Christianity, while on all sides the stream was +gradually growing sluggish and turbid, in the little nest of valleys +between Dauphine and Piedmont it had flowed fresh and pure, fed by the +Word of God, which the Vaudois [Note 2] mountaineers suffered no Pope +nor Church to wrench or shut up from them. + +The oldest name by which we know these early Protestants is Paulikians, +probably having a reference to the Apostle Paul as either the exponent +of their doctrines, or the actual founder of their local church. A +little later we find them styled Cathari, or Pure Ones. Then we come on +their third name of Albigenses, derived from the neighbouring town of +Alby, where a Council was held which condemned them. But by whatever +name they are called they are the same people, living in the same +valleys, and holding unwaveringly and unadulterated the same faith. + +It was by their fourth name of Boni-Homines, or Good Men, that they took +advantage of the preaching movement set up by the Dominicans in the +thirteenth century. They permeated their ranks, however, very gradually +and quietly--perhaps all the more surely. For shortly after the date of +this story, in the early part of the fourteenth century, it is said that +of every three Predicant Friars, two were Bonihomines. + +The Boni-Homines were rife in France before they ever crept into +England; and the first man to introduce them into England was Edmund, +Earl of Cornwall. A hundred years later, when the Boni-Homines had +shown what they really were, and the leaven with which they had +saturated society had evolved itself in Lollardism, the monks of other +Orders did their best to bring both the movement and the men into +disrepute, and to paint in the blackest colours the name of the Prince +who had first introduced them into this country. In no monkish +chronicle, unless written by a Bonus Homo, will the name of Earl Edmund +be found recorded without some word of condemnation. And the +Boni-Homines, unfortunately for history, were not much given to writing +chronicles. Their business was saving souls. + +Most important is it to remember, in forming just estimates of the +character of things--whether men or events--in the Middle Ages, that +with few exceptions monks were the only historians. Before we can +truthfully set down this man as good, or that man as bad, we must, +therefore, consult other sources--the chronicles of those few writers +who were not monks, the State papers, but above all, where accessible, +the personal accounts and private letters of the individuals in +question. It is pitiable to see well-meaning Protestant writers, even +in our _own_ day, repeating after each other the old monkish calumnies, +and never so much as pausing to inquire, Are these things so? + +Late on the evening of the following day the Prior and monks of Ashridge +stood at the gate ready to receive their founder. The circumstances of +his coming were unknown to them, and they were prepared to make it a +triumphal occasion. But the first glance at his face altered all that. +The Prior quietly waved his monks back, and, going forward himself, +kissed his patron's hand, and led him silently into the monastery. + +Poor Sir Reginald found himself condemned to all the sorrows he had +anticipated, down to the sorrel soup--for it was a vigil--and the straw +mattress, which, though considerably softer than the plank beds of the +monks, was barely endurable to his ease-loving limbs. He looked as he +felt--extremely uncomfortable and exceedingly cross. + +The Prior wasted no attentions on him. Such troubles as these were not +worth a thought in his eyes; but his founder's face cost him many +thoughts. He saw too plainly that for him had come one of those dread +hours in life when the floods of deep waters overflow a man, and unless +God take him into the ark of His covenant mercy, he will go down in the +current. It was after some hours of prayer that the Prior tapped at the +door of the royal guest. + +Earl Edmund's quiet voice bade him enter. + +"How fares it with my Lord?" + +"How is it likely to fare," was the sorrowful answer, "with one who hath +lost hope?" + +The Prior sat down opposite his guest, where he might have the +opportunity of studying his countenance. He was himself the senior of +the Earl, being a man of about sixty years--a man in whom there had been +a great deal of fire, and in whose dark, gleaming eyes there were many +sparks left yet. + +"Father," said the Earl, in a low, pained voice, "I am perplexed to +understand God's dealings with me." + +"Did you expect to understand them?" was the reply. + +"Thus far I did--that I thought He would finish what He had begun. But +all my life--so far as this earthly life is concerned--I have been +striving for one aim, and it has come to utter wreck. I set one object +before me, and I thought--I _thought_ it was God's will that I should +pursue it. If He, by some act of His own providence, had shown me the +contrary, I could have understood it better. But He has let men step in +and spoil all. It is not He, but they who have brought about this +wreck. My barge is not shattered by the winds and waves of God, but +scuttled by the violence of pirates. My life is spoiled, and I do not +understand why. I have done nothing but what I thought He intended me +to do: I have set my heart on one thing, but it was a thing that I +believed He meant to give me. It is all mystery to me." + +"What is spoiled, my Lord? Is it what God meant you to do, or what you +meant God to do?" + +The sand grew to a larger heap in the hour-glass before another word was +spoken. + +"Father," said the Prince at last, "have I been intent on following my +own will, when I thought I was pursuing the Lord's will for me? Father +Bevis thinks so: he gave me some very hard words before I came here. He +accuses me of idolatry; of loving the creature more than the Creator-- +nay, of setting up my will and aim, and caring nothing for those of the +Lord. In his eyes, I ought to have perceived years ago that God called +me to a life apart with Him, and to have detached my heart from all but +Himself and His Church. Father, it is hard enough to realise the wreck +of all a man hoped and longed for: yet it is harder to know that the +very hope was sin, that the longing was contrary to the Divine purpose +for me. Have I so misunderstood my life? Have I so misunderstood my +Master?" + +The expression of the Prior's eyes was very pitying and full of +tenderness. Hard words were not what he thought needed as the medicine +for that patient. They were only to be expected from Father Bevis, who +had never suffered the least pang of that description of pain. + +"My Lord," answered the Prior, gently, "it is written of the wicked man, +`Thou hast removed Thy judgments from his eyes.' They are not to be +seen nor fathomed by him. And to a great extent it is equally true of +the righteous man. Man must not look to be able to comprehend the ways +of God--they are above him. It is enough for him if he can walk +submissively in them." + +"I wonder," said the Earl, still pursuing his own train of thought, "if +I ought to have been a monk. I never imagined it, for I never felt any +vocation. It seemed to me that Providence called me to a life entirely +different. Have I made an utter blunder all my life? I cannot think +it." + +"There is no need to think it, my Lord. We cannot all be monks, even if +we would. And why should we? It might, perhaps, be better for you to +think one other thing." + +"What?" asked the Earl, with more appearance of interest than he had +hitherto shown. + +"That what you suppose to be the spoiling of your life is just what God +intended for you." + +The Earl's face grew dark. "What! that all my life long He was leading +me up to _this_?" + +"It looks like it," said the Prior, quietly. + +"Oh! but why?" + +"Now, my Lord, you go beyond me. Neither you nor I can guess that. But +He knows." + +"Yes, I suppose He knows." But the consideration did not seem to +comfort him as it had done before when suggested by Father Bevis. + +"Perhaps," said the Prior again, softly, "there was no other way for +your Lordship to the gate of the Holy City. He leads us by diverse +ways; some through the flowery mead, and some over the desert sands +where no water is. But of all it is written, `He led them forth by the +right way, that they might reach the haven of their desire.' Would your +Lordship have preferred the mead and have missed the haven?" + +"No," answered the Earl, firmly. + +"Remember that you hold God's promise that when you awake up after His +likeness you shall be satisfied with it. And he is not satisfied with +his purchase who accounts it to have cost more than it was worth." + +"Will your figure hold if pressed further?" said the Earl, with a wintry +smile. "The purchase may be worth a thousand marks, but if I have but +five hundred in the world I shall starve to death before the gem is +mine." + +"No, my Lord, it will not hold. For you cannot pay the price of that +gem. The cost of it was His who will keep it safe for you, so that you +cannot fling it away in mistake or folly. Figures must fail somewhere; +and we want another in this case. My Lord, you are the gem, and the +heavenly Graver is fashioning on you the King's likeness. Will you stay +His hand before it is perfect?" + +"I would it were near perfection!" sighed the Earl. + +"Perhaps it is," said the Prior, gently. "Remember, it is your Father +who is graving it." + +The Earl's lip quivered. "If one could but know when it would be done! +If one might know that in seven years--ten years--it would be complete, +and one's heart and brain might find rest! But to think of its going on +for twenty, thirty, forty--" + +"They will look short enough, my Lord, when they are over." + +"True. But not while they are passing." + +"Nay, `No chastening for the present seemeth to be joyous.' Yet `faint +not when thou art rebuked of Him.'" + +"It is the going on, that is so terrible!" said the Earl, almost under +his breath. "If one might die when one's hope dies! Father, do you +know anything of that?" + +"In this world, my Lord, I dug a grave in mine own heart for all my +hopes, forty years ago." + +"And can you look back on that time calmly?" + +"That depends on what you mean by calmness. Trustfully, yes; +indifferently, no." + +"Yet the religious say that God requires their affections to be detached +from the world. That must produce deadness of feeling." + +"My Lord, there is such a thing as being alive from the dead. That is +what God requires. If we tarry at the dying, we shall stop short of His +perfection. We are to be dead to sin; but I nowhere find in Scripture +that we are to die to love and happiness. That is man's gloss upon +God's precept." + +"Is that what you teach in your valleys?" + +"We teach God's Word," said the Vaudois Prior. "Alas! for the men that +have made it void through their tradition! `If they speak not according +thereunto, it is because there is no light in them.'" + +"And you learn--" suggested the Earl in a more interested tone. + +"We learn that God requires of His servants that they shall overcome the +world; and He has told us what He means by the world--`The lust of the +flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life.' Whatever has +become that to me, that am I to overcome, if I would reign with Christ +when He cometh." + +We Protestants can hardly understand the fearful extent to which Rome +binds the souls of her votaries. When she goes so far--which she rarely +does--as to hold out God's Word with one hand, she carries in the other +an antidote to it which she calls the interpretation of the Church, +derived from the consent of the Fathers. That the Fathers scarcely ever +consent to anything does not trouble her. According to this +interpretation, all human affection comes for monk or nun under the head +of the lusts of the flesh. [Note 3.] A daughter's love for her mother, +a father's for his child, is thus branded. From his cradle Earl Edmund +had been taught this; was it any marvel if he found it impossible to get +rid of the idea? The Prior's eyes were less blinded. He had come +straight from those Piedmontese valleys where, from time immemorial, the +Word of God has not been bound, and whosoever would has been free to +slake his thirst at the pure fountain of the water of life. Love was +not dead in his heart, and he was not ashamed of it. + +"But then, Father, you must reckon all love a thing to be left behind?" +very naturally queried the Earl. + +"It will not be so in Heaven," answered the Prior; "then why should it +be on earth? Left behind! Think you I left behind me the one love of +my life when I became a Bonus Homo? I trow not. My Lord, forty years +ago this summer, I was a young man, just entering life, and betrothed to +a maiden of the Val Pellice. God laid His hand upon my hopes of earthly +happiness, and said, `Not so!' But must I, therefore, sweep my +Adelaide's memory out of my heart as if I had never loved her, and hold +it sin against God to bear her sweet face in tender remembrance? Nay, +verily, I have not so learned Christ." + +"What happened?" said the Earl. + +"God sent His angels for her," answered the Prior in a low voice. + +"Ah, but she loved you!" was the response, in a tone still lower. The +Earl did not know how much, in those few words, he told the Prior of +Ashridge. + +"My Lord," said the Prior, "did you ever purchase a gift for one you +loved, and keep it by you, carefully wrapped up, not letting him know +till the day came to produce it?" + +The Earl looked up as if he did not see the object of the question; but +he answered in the affirmative. + +"It may be," continued the Prior, "that God our Father does the same at +times. I believe that many will find gifts on their Father's table, at +the great marriage-feast of the Lamb, which they never knew they were to +have, and some which they fancied were lost irrevocably on earth. And +if there be anything for which our hearts cry out that is not waiting +for us, surely He can and will still the craving." + +The Prior scarcely realised the effect of his words. He saw afterwards +that the most painful part of the Earl's grief was lightened, that the +terrible strain was gone from his eyes. He thanked God and took +courage. He did not know that he had, to some extent, given him back +the most precious thing he had lost--hope. He had only moved it further +off--from earth to Heaven; and, if more distant, yet it was safer there. + +The Prior left the Earl alone after that interview--alone with the +Evangelisterium and the Psalter. The words of God were better for him +than any words of men. + +He stayed at Ashridge for about a fortnight, and then, to the ecstasy of +Sir Reginald, issued orders for return to Berkhamsted. Only a few words +passed between the Prior and his patron as they took leave of each other +at the gate. + +"Farewell, Father, and many thanks. You have done me good--as much good +as man can do me now." + +"My Lord, that acknowledgment is trust money, which I will pay into the +treasury of your Lord and mine." + +So they parted, to meet only once again. The Vaudois Prior was to go +down with his friend to the river-side, to the last point where man can +go with man. + +------------------------------------------------------------------------ + +Note 1. "Je vais seul avec mon Dieu souffrir ma passion."--Bonnivard, +Prior of Saint Victor. + +Note 2. Vaudois is not really an accurate epithet, since the +"Valley-Men" only acquired it when, in after years, ejected, from their +old home, they sought shelter in the Pays de Vaud. But it has come to +be regarded as a name expressive of certain doctrines. + +Note 3. "They (the Jesuits) were cut off from family and friends. +Their vow taught them to forget their father's house, and to esteem +themselves holy only when every affection and desire which nature had +planted in their breasts had been plucked up by the roots." +(_Jesuitism_, by the Reverend J.A. Wylie, Ll.D.) This statement is +simply a shade less true of the other monastic orders. + + + +CHAPTER TEN. + +FORGIVENESS NOT TO BE FORGIVEN. + + "Ay, there's a blank at my right hand + That ne'er can be made up to me."--_James Hogg_. + +Before leaving Bermondsey, the Earl had accomplished one of the hardest +pieces of work which ever fell to his lot. This was the execution of +the deed of separation which conveyed his legal assent to the departure +of his wife, and assigned to her certain lands for her separate +sustenance. Himself the richest man in England, he was determined that +she should remain the wealthiest woman. He assigned to her all his +lands in Norfolk and Suffolk, the manors of Kirketon in Lincolnshire, +Malmesbury and Wyntreslawe in Wiltshire, and an annuity on Queenhithe, +Middlesex--the whole sum amounting to 800 pounds per annum, which was +equivalent to at least 15,000 pounds a year. He reserved to himself the +appointments to all priories and churches, and the military feofs and +escheats. Moreover, the Countess was not to sell any of the lands, nor +had she the right to build castles. So far, in all probability, any man +would have gone. But one other item was added, which came straight from +the human heart of Earl Edmund, and was in the thirteenth century a very +strange item indeed. The Countess, it was expressly provided, should +not waste, exile, enslave, nor destroy "the serfs on these estates." +[Note 1.] + +The soul of Haman the Agagite, which had descended upon Margaret de +Clare, fiercely resented this unusual clause. On the same roll which +contains the Earl's grant, in ordinary legal language--which must have +cost him something where he records her wish, and his assent, "freely +_during her widowhood_ to dedicate herself to the service of God,"-- +there is another document, in very extraordinary language, wherein the +Lady Margaret recounts the wrongs which her lord is doing her in respect +of this 800 pounds a year. A more spiteful production was hardly ever +penned. From the opening address "to all who shall read or hear this +document" to the concluding assertion that she has hereto set her seal, +the indenture is crammed full of envy, hatred, and malice, and all +uncharitableness. She lets it plainly be seen that all the lands in +Norfolk and Suffolk avail her nothing, so long as these restraining +clauses are added to the grant. Margaret probably thought that she was +merely detailing her wrongs; she did not realise that she was exhibiting +her character. But for these four documents, the two letters, and the +two indentures, wherein Earl and Countess have respectively "pressed +their souls on paper," we might never have known which was to blame in +the matter. Out of her own mouth is Margaret judged. + +With amazing effrontery, and in flat contradiction not only of her +husband's assertion, but of her own admission, the Countess commenced +her tirade by bringing against her lord the charge of which she herself +was guilty. As he was much the more worthy of credit, I prefer to +believe him, confirmed as his statement is by her own letter to the +Pope. She went on to detail the terms of separation, making the most of +everything against her husband, and wound up with a sentence which must +have pierced his heart like a poignard. She solemnly promised never to +aggrieve him at any time by asking him to take her back, and never to +seek absolution [Note 2] from that oath! In one sentence of cold, +cruel, concentrated spite, she sarcastically swore never to demand from +him the love for which during one and twenty years he had sued to her in +vain. + +So now all was over between them. The worst that could come had come. + + "All was ended now, the hope, and the fear, and the sorrow, + All the aching heart, the restless unsatisfied longing, + All the dull deep pain, and constant anguish of patience!" + +There was no more left to fear, for there was nothing left to hope. + +The Countess, attended by Father Miles and Felicia, left Rochester in +June for Romsey Abbey, where she solemnly assumed the veil of a black +nun. She was now plain Sister Margaret, and in due course of time and +promotion, she would become Mother Margaret, and then, perhaps, Prioress +and Abbess. And then--her soul would be required of her. + +Mother Margaret! What bitter mockery of a title for the woman who had +deliberately flung away from her as a worthless weed the white flower of +love which she might have cherished! + +Of course, the household was now scattered. Ada had been received into +the household of the Countess of Gloucester, the King's daughter Joan. +Olympias was pining to return to Reginald, if she could form some idea +in what part of the world he might be found; Clarice was awaiting her +imperious lord's commands. The morning after the Countess had taken her +last farewell of them all, as they were still in this attitude of doubt +and expectation, in walked Sir Lambert Aylmer. He was greeted with +delight. Roisia was well, he reported, and sent her loving +commendations to all; but the object of his coming was not to talk about +Roisia. The Earl, with Sir Reginald, was at Restormel, one of his +Cornish castles; but in a letter received from the latter gentleman, Sir +Lambert had been requested to inform Olympias that their master desired +them all to repair to Berkhamsted, whither he meant to come shortly, and +they should then hear his intentions for the future. + +"The saints send he mean not to be a monk!" said Olympias, shrugging her +shoulders. + +But nothing was further from Earl Edmund's purpose. + +They reached Berkhamsted in a day or two, and to Clarice's great +delight, found there not only Mistress Underdone and the two +bower-maidens, but Sir Ademar and Heliet. It was a new and pleasant +discovery that Heliet could travel. It had been a sort of accepted +idea, never investigated, that her leaving Oakham was an impossibility; +but Ademar had coaxed her to try, and Heliet was quite willing. The +result was that she had reached Berkhamsted in safety, to her own +intense enjoyment; for she had never before been a mile from Oakham, and +the discovery that she was no longer a fixture, but could accompany her +husband wherever duty called him was to Heliet unspeakable delight. + +It was not till October that the Earl reached home; for he stayed at +Bristol for the wedding of the eldest princess, Alianora, with Henri +Duke of Barre, which took place on the twentieth of September. The +morning after his arrival he desired to speak with the whole of his +household, who were to assemble in the hall for that purpose. + +Olympias was positive that her master was about to take the cowl. "And +it would be so nice, you see," she said; "just a match to the Lady." + +"Nice, indeed!" said Reginald, pulling a terrible face. "Thou hast not +spent a fortnight at Ashridge." + +"Well, but he would not want to make a monk of thee," answered Olympias, +rather blankly. + +"He would not manage it, if he tried," responded her lord and master. + +When the Earl's intentions were stated, it appeared that he had no +further occasion for the services of Sir Reginald and Olympias, and he +had secured for them situations, if they chose to accept them, in the +household of the royal bride. Olympias was in ecstasies; to live in +France was a most delicious fate in her eyes, nor did Reginald in the +least object to it. Filomena and Sabina were provided for with the +Countess of Lincoln and the Princess Elizabeth, Mistress Underdone, +Heliet, and Sir Ademar would remain at Berkhamsted. And then the Earl, +turning to Vivian and Clarice, requested as a favour to himself that +they would remain also. It was necessary to have a lady of rank-- +namely, a knight's wife--at the head of the establishment. The Earl had +no sister who could take that position; and his brother's widow, the +Lady Constance d'Almayne, had preferred to return to her own home in +Bearn rather than live in England. Heliet might have answered, but the +Earl felt, with his usual considerate gentleness, that her lameness +would make it a great charge and trouble to her. He wished Clarice to +take it, if her husband would allow her, and was willing to continue in +his service. + +"And, truth to tell," said the Earl, with a sad smile at Rosie, who was +making frantic efforts to compass the fearful distance of three yards +between the Earl's chair and Clarice's outstretched hand, "you have here +a jewel which I were very loth to lose from my empty casket. So, Sir +Vivian, what say you?" + +What became of either Clarice or Rosie was a matter of very little +importance to Vivian, for he considered them both in the light of +encumbrances--which was rather hard on Clarice at least, as she would +thankfully have got out of his way if duty had allowed it. But, as he +had once said, he knew when he was well off, and he had no wish to pass +into the service either of a meaner nobleman or of a harder master. +Vivian assented without a qualifying word. + +Thus, with Clarice, life sank back into its old groove, and time sped +on, uneventful except for the two items that every day little Rosie grew +in intelligence and attractiveness, and every month, as it seemed to her +mother, the Earl grew a year older. Clarice doubted if Rosie were not +his sole tie to life. She became his chief companion, and on the little +child who was no kin of his he poured out all the rich treasure of that +warm great heart which his own held at so small a value. Rosie, +however, was by no means irresponsive. Any one seeing her would have +taken the Earl to be her father, and Sir Vivian a stranger of whom she +was rather frightened. + +The year 1294 was signalised by a remarkable action on the part of King +Edward. In order to defray the vast expenses of his Welsh and Breton +wars, he took into his own hands all the priories in England, committing +their lands and goods to the care of state officials, and allowing +eighteenpence per week for the sustenance of each monk. The allowance +was handsome, but the proceeding was very like burglary. + +The exact religious position of Edward the First is not so easy to +define as that of some other monarchs. With respect to any personal and +spiritual religion, it is, alas! only too easy. But it is difficult to +say how far his opposition to the Pope originated from a deliberate +policy, well thought out beforehand, and how far from the momentary +irritation of a crossed will. He certainly was not the intelligent +supporter of the Boni-Homines from personal conviction, that was to be +found in his son, Edward the Second, or in his cousin, Edmund, Earl of +Cornwall. Yet he did support them to a certain extent, though more in +the earlier part of his life than in the later. Like many another man +in his position, he was ready enough to assist a body of sensible +literary reformers, but, when the doctrine which they held began to +press personally on himself, he shrank from the touch of Ithuriel's +spear. That his subjects should be made better and more obedient by +means of the Decalogue, or any other code, was a most excellent thing; +but when the Decalogue came closer and said, "Thou shalt not," to +himself, then it was an intrusive nuisance. + +In the following year, 1295, the King laid the foundation of borough +representation, by directing the sheriffs of the various counties to +send to Parliament, along with the knights of the shire, two deputies +from each borough, who were to be elected by the townsmen, and empowered +to consent, in the name of their constituents, to the decrees of the +King and his Council. "It is a most equitable rule," added the Monarch, +"that what concerns all should be judged of by all." Concerning the +possibility of these members dissenting from his decrees, however, His +Majesty was not quite so eloquent. That contingency was one which a +sovereign in the thirteenth century could scarcely be expected to take +into his august consideration. + +But King Edward wanted more money, and apparently preferred to grind it +out of his monks rather than his peasants. He now instituted a search +of all the monasteries in England, and commanded the confiscation of all +cash. The monasteries resisting the excessive taxation laid upon them, +the King seized their lay fees. + +In the December of this year, Earl Edmund left Berkhamsted for Cornwall, +taking with him Vivian, and leaving Ademar behind as the only gentleman +in the party. He was going on an errand unpleasant to himself, for the +King had committed to his charge a portion of the Gascon army. War and +contention were altogether out of his line, yet he had no choice but to +obey. He joined his cousin, the Earl of Lancaster, and the Earl of +Lincoln, in Cornwall, and together they sailed on the fifteenth of +January 1296, from a Cornish port termed Plumhupe in the "Chronicle of +Worcester," but not easy to identify now, unless it be taken as a +blunder for Plymouth, and the chronicler be supposed ignorant of its +county. With them were twenty-five barons and a thousand knights. + +During the absence of the Earl, it struck his cousin, the King--for no +other reason can be guessed--that the Earl's treasury being much better +filled than his own, he might reasonably pay his debts out of his +cousin's overflowing coffers. Accordingly he sent to Berkhamsted, much +to the dismay of the household, and coolly annexed his cousin's +valuables to the Crown. But Earl Edmund was a man in whose eyes gold +was of comparatively small value, partly because he set other things +much higher, and partly because he had always had so much of it, that +poverty was a trouble which he was scarcely able to realise. + +A sad year was 1296 to the royal family of England. The Gascon +expedition proved so disastrous, that Edmund, Earl of Lancaster, died of +grief and disappointment at Bayonne on the fifth of June; and the +Scottish one, though brilliantly successful in a political light, cost +no less, for an arrow shot at a venture, at the siege of Berwick, +quenched the young life of Richard Plantagenet, the only brother and +last near relation of Edmund, Earl of Cornwall. The triumphant capture +of the coronation chair and the Stone of Destiny and their removal from +Dunstaffnage to England, was contrasted with a terrible famine, which so +affected the vines in particular, that there was hardly wine enough left +for mass. + +In the midst of these sharp contrasts of triumph and sorrow, Earl Edmund +returned to England, escorting his widowed cousin Queen Blanche, and +following the coffin of the Earl of Lancaster. They found the King +earnestly engaged in effecting a contract of marriage between the young +Prince Edward and a daughter of Guy, Count of Flanders, and binding +himself to march to Guy's assistance against the King of France. + +Ah, had it been God's will that the wife destined for Edward the Second +should have been the pure, high-minded, heroic Philippine of Flanders, +instead of the she-wolf of France, what a different history he would +have had! + +For among all the princesses of the thirteenth century one of the +fairest souls is this Flemish maiden, who literally laid down her life +in ransom for her father. It was not Prince Edward's fault that +Philippine was not Queen of England. It was the fault of the ambitious +policy alike of King Edward and the King of France, and perhaps still +more of his Navarrese Queen. They did not know that they were +sacrificing not only Philippine, but Edward. Would they have cared much +about it if they had done? + +The regalia of Scotland were solemnly offered at the shrine of Saint +Edward on the 17th of June. Earl Edmund was present at the ceremony, +and after it, "weary with the storms of earth," he went home to court +repose at Berkhamsted. + +It was the day after he came home, a soft, warm June day. Clarice and +Heliet were playing with Rosie, now a bright, lively little child of +five years old. In rushing away from Heliet, who was pretending to +catch her, Rosie, to the dismay of all parties, ran straight against her +father, who had just reached the top of the spiral staircase which led +to their own rooms. Vivian, never very amiable when his course was +impeded, either by a physical or a moral hindrance, impatiently pushed +the child on one side. It was the wrong side. Rosie struggled to +recover her balance for one moment, during which her father's hand +_might_ have grasped her, had he been quick to do it; her mother had not +time to reach her. Then, with an inarticulate cry for help, she went +down the well of the staircase. + +Past Heliet's exclamation of horror came a sharp ringing shriek--"O +Vivian! Rosie!" and darting by her astounded husband, down the stairs +fled Clarice, with a celerity that she would have thought impossible an +hour before. + +Vivian's state of mind was a mixture of selfishness and horror. He had +not intended to hurt the child, merely to get her out of his way; but +when selfishness and remorse struggle together, the worse of the two +usually comes to the front. Vivian's first articulate answer was a +growl at his wife. + +"Why did you not keep her out of my way? Gramercy, what a fuss about a +girl!" + +Then he read his guilt in Heliet's eyes, and began faltering out excuses +and asseverations that he had not meant anything. + +Clarice reached the foot of the stairs without heeding a word he said. +But other hands, as tender as her own, were there before her. + +"Little Rosie! my poor little child!" came from Earl Edmund's gentle +lips, as he lifted the bruised child in his arms. Tenderly as it was +done, Rosie could not repress a moan of pain which went to the two +hearts that loved her. + +She was not killed, but she was dying. + +"A few hours," said the Earl's physician, instantly summoned, "a few +hours. There was nothing to be done. She would very likely not suffer +much--would hardly be conscious of pain until the end came." + +The Earl bore her into his own chamber, and laid her on his bed. With +speechless agony Clarice watched beside her. + +Just once Rosie spoke. + +"Mother, Mother, don't cry!" + +Clarice was shedding no tears; they would not come yet; but in Rosie's +eyes her strained white face was an equivalent. + +"Mother, don't cry," said Rosie. "You said--I asked you--why people +died. You said our Lord called them. Must go--when our Lord calls." + +Clarice was not able to answer; but Rosie's words struck cold to her +heart. + +"Must go when our Lord calls!" + +She could hardly pray. What went up was not prayer, but rather a wild, +passionate cry that this thing could not be--should not be. + +There were those few hours of half-consciousness, and then, just at the +turn of the night, the Lord came and called, and Rosie heard His voice, +and went to Him. + +Sir Vivian Barkeworth, during that day and night, was not pursuing the +even tenor of his way in that state of complacent self-approval which +was the usual attitude of his mind. It was not that he mourned the +child; his affections were at all times of a microscopic character, and +the only spark of regard which he entertained for Rosie was not as his +little child, but as his future heiress. Nor was he at all troubled by +the sufferings of Clarice. Women were always crying about something; +they were decided hindrances and vexations in a man's way; in fact, the +existence of women at all, except to see to a man's comforts, and amuse +his leisure, was, in Sir Vivian's eyes, an unfortunate mistake in the +arrangements of Providence. He mourned first the good opinion which +people had of him, and which, by the way, was a much smaller package +than Sir Vivian thought it; and secondly, the far more important +disturbance of the excellent opinion which he had of himself. He could +not rid himself of the unpleasant conviction that a little more patience +and amiability on his part would have prevented all this disagreeable +affair, though he would not for the world have acknowledged this +conviction to Clarice. That was what he thought it--a disagreeable +affair. It was the purest accident, he said to himself, and might have +happened to any one. At the same time, something, which did not often +trouble Vivian, deep down in his inner man, distinctly told him that +such an accident would never have happened to the Earl or Sir Ademar. +Vivian only growled at his conscience when it gave him that faint prick. +He was so accustomed to bid it be quiet, that it had almost ceased to +give him any hints, and the pricking was very slight. + +"A disagreeable business!" he said, inwardly; "a most disagreeable +business. Why did not Clarice attend to her duties better? It was her +duty to keep that child from bothering me. What are women good for but +to keep their children out of mischief, and to see that their husbands' +paths through life are free from every thorn and pebble?" + +Sir Vivian had reached this point when one of the Earl's pages brought +him a message. His master wished his attendance in his private +sitting-room. Vivian inwardly anathematised the Earl, the page, Heliet +(as a witness), Rosie (as the offender), but above all, as the head and +front of all his misery, Clarice. He was not the less disposed to +anathemas when he found Sir Ademar, Heliet, Clarice, and Master Franco, +the physician, assembled to receive him with the Earl. It rasped him +further to perceive that they were all exceedingly grave, though how he +could have expected any of them to look hilarious it would be difficult +to say. Especially he resented the look of desolate despair in +Clarice's eyes, and the physical exhaustion and mental agony written in +every line of her white face. He would not have liked to admit that he +felt them all as so many trumpet-tongued accusers against him. + +"I desired you all to assemble," said the Earl, in tones as gentle as +usual, but with an under-current of pain, "because I wish to inquire in +what manner our poor little darling met her death. How came she to fall +down the staircase?" + +He looked at Heliet, and she was the one to reply. + +"It was an accident, my Lord, I think," she said. + +"`You think?' Is there some doubt, then?" + +No one answered him but Ademar. "Pardon me, my Lord; I was not +present." + +"Then I ask one who was present. Dame Heliet?" + +"I hope there is no doubt, my Lord," answered Heliet. "I should be +sorry to think so." + +The bushy eyebrows, which were the only blemish to the handsome +Plantagenet face of the Earl, were lowered at this reply. + +"What am I to understand by that?" he asked. "Did the child throw +herself down of her own will?" + +"Oh, no, my Lord, no!" + +"Did any one push her down?" + +Dead silence. + +"Sir Ademar was not present. Were you, Sir Vivian?" + +Vivian, whose face was far more eloquent in this instance than his +tongue, muttered an affirmative. + +"Then you can answer me. Did any one push her down?" + +Vivian's reply was unintelligible, being hardly articulate. + +"Will you have the goodness to repeat that, if you please?" said his +master. + +In Clarice's heart a terrible tempest had been raging. Ought she not to +speak, and declare the fact of which she felt sure, that Vivian had not +been intentionally the murderer of his child? that whatever he might +have done, he had meant no more than simply to push her aside? +Conscientiousness strove hard with bitterness and revenge. Why should +she go out of her way to shield the man who had been the misery of her +life from the just penalty which he deserved for having made that life +more desolate than ever? She knew that her voice would be the most +potent there--that her vote would outweigh twenty others. The pleading +of the bereaved mother in favour of the father of the dead child was +just what would make its way straight to the heart of his judge. +Clarice's own heart said passionately, No! Rosie's dead face must stand +between him and her for ever. But then upon her spirit's fever fell +calming words--words which she repeated every day of her life--words +which she had taught Rosie. + +"Forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors." + +If God were to forgive her as she forgave Vivian, what would become of +her? Would she ever see Rosie again? And then a cry for help and +strength to do it went up beyond the stars. + +The Earl was quietly waiting for the repetition of Vivian's answer. It +came at last--the answer--not a repetition. + +"Saint Mary love us, my Lord! I never meant any harm." + +"You never meant!" replied a stern voice, not at all like Earl Edmund's +gentle tones. "Did you _do_ it?" + +Before Vivian could reply, to every one's astonishment, and most of all +to his, Clarice threw herself down on her knees, and deprecatingly +kissed the hand which rested on the arm of her master's chair. + +"Mercy, my good Lord, I entreat you! It was a pure accident, and +nothing more. I know Sir Vivian meant no more than to push the child +gently out of his way. He did not calculate on the force he used. It +was only an accident--he never thought of hurting her. For the sake of +my dead darling, whom I know you loved, my gracious Lord, grant me mercy +for her father!" + +The silence was broken for a moment only by Heliet's sobs. The Earl had +covered his face with his hands. Then he looked into Clarice's pleading +eyes, with eyes in which unshed tears were glistening. + +"Dame Clarice," said Earl Edmund in his softest tone, "_you_ wish me to +grant Sir Vivian mercy?" + +"I implore it of your Lordship, for His sake to whom my child is gone, +and hers." + +The Earl's eyes went to Vivian, who stood looking the picture of guilt +and misery. + +"You hear, Sir Vivian? You are pardoned, but not for your sake. Be it +yours to repay this generous heart." + +The party dispersed in a few minutes. But when Ademar and Heliet found +themselves alone, the former said--"Will he love her after this?" + +"Love her!" returned Heliet. "My dear husband, thou dost not know that +man. He owes his life to her generosity, and he will never forgive her +for it." + +------------------------------------------------------------------------ + +Note 1. Rot. Pat., 22 Edward the First. + +Note 2. The language of this sentence is remarkable:--"Jeo ou nul autre +en moun noun purchace absolucion _ou de Apostoile ou de autre +souerein_." (Rot. Pat., 22 Edward the First.) + + + +CHAPTER ELEVEN. + +THE SUN BREAKS OUT. + + "If from Thine ordeal's heated bars, + Our feet are seamed with crimson scars, + Thy will be done!"--Whittier. + +Heliet's penetration had not deceived her. The mean, narrow, withered +article which Vivian Barkeworth called his soul, was unable to pardon +Clarice for having shown herself morally so much his superior. That his +wife should be better than himself was in his eyes an inversion of the +proper order of things. And as of course it was impossible that he +should be to blame, why, it must be her fault Clarice found herself most +cruelly snubbed for days after her interference in behalf of her +graceless husband. Not in public; for except in the one instance of +this examination, where his sense of shame and guilt had overcome him +for a moment, Vivian's company manners were faultless, and a surface +observer would have pronounced him a model husband. Poor Clarice had +learned by experience that any restraint which Vivian put upon himself +when inwardly vexed, was sure to rebound on her devoted head in the form +of after suffering in private. + +To Clarice herself the reaction came soon and severely. On the evening +before Rosie's funeral, Heliet found her seated by the little bier in +the hall, gazing dreamily on the face of her lost darling, with dry eyes +and strained expression. She sat down beside her. Clarice took no +notice. Heliet scarcely knew how to deal with her. If something could +be said which would set the tears flowing it might save her great +suffering; yet to say the wrong thing might do more harm than good. The +supper-bell rang before she had made up her mind. As they rose Clarice +slipped her hand into Heliet's arm, and, to the surprise of the latter, +thanked her. + +"For what?" said Heliet. + +"For the only thing any one can do for me--for feeling with me." + +After supper Clarice went up to her own rooms; but Heliet returned to +the hall where Rosie lay. To her astonishment, she found a sudden and +touching change in the surroundings of the dead child. Rosie lay now +wreathed round in white rosebuds, tastefully disposed, as by a hand +which had grudged neither love nor labour. + +"Who has done this?" Heliet spoke aloud in he surprise. + +"I have," said a voice beside her. It was no voice which Heliet knew. +She looked up into the face of a tall man, with dark hair and beard, and +eyes which were at once sad and compassionate. + +"You! Who are you?" asked Heliet in the same tone. + +"You may not know my name. I am--Piers Ingham." + +"Then I do know," replied Heliet, gravely. "But, Sir Piers, _she_ must +not know." + +"Certainly not," he said, quietly. "Tell her nothing; let her think, if +she will, that the angels did it. And--tell me nothing. Farewell." + +He stooped down and kissed the cold white brow of the dead child. + +"That can hurt no one," said Piers, in a low voice. "And she may be +glad to hear it--when she meets the child again." + +He glided out of the hall so softly that Heliet did not hear him go, and +only looked up and found herself alone. She knelt for a few minutes by +the bier and then went quietly to her own room. + +The next morning there were abundance of conjectures as to who could +have paid this tender and graceful tribute. The Earl was generally +suspected, but he at once said that it was no doing of his. Everybody +was asked, and all denied it. Father Bevis was appealed to, as being +better acquainted with the saints than the rest of the company, to state +whether he thought it probable that one of them had been the agent. But +Father Bevis's strong common sense declined to credit any but human +hands with the deed. + +Clarice was one of the last to appear. And when the sweet, fair tribute +to her darling broke suddenly upon her sight, the result was attained +for which all had been more or less hoping. That touch of nature set +the floodgates open, and dropping on her knees beside the bier, Clarice +poured forth a rain of passionate tears. + +When all was over, and Rosie had been hidden away from sight until the +angel-trump should call her, Clarice and Heliet went out together on the +Castle green. They sat down on one of the seats in an embrasure. The +Earl, with his thoughtful kindness, seeing them, sent word to the +commandant to keep the soldiers within so long as the ladies chose to +stay there. So they were left undisturbed. + +Heliet was longing intensely to comfort Clarice, but she felt entirely +at a loss what line to take. Clarice relieved her perplexity by being +the first to speak. + +"Heliet!" she said, "what does God mean by this?" + +"I cannot tell, dear heart, except that He means love and mercy. `All +the ways of the Lord are mercy and truth unto the lovers of His will and +testimony.' Is not that enough?" + +"It might be if one could see it." + +"Is it not enough, without seeing?" + +"O Heliet, Heliet, she was all I had!" + +"I know it, beloved. But how if He would have thee to make Him all thou +hast?" + +"Could I not have loved God and have had Rosie?" + +"Perhaps not," said Heliet, gently. + +"I hope He will take me soon," said Clarice. "Surely He can never leave +me long now!" + +"Or, it may be, make thee content to wait His will." + +Clarice shook her head, not so much with a negative air as with a +shrinking one. Just in that first agony, to be content with it seemed +beyond human nature. + +Heliet laid her hand on that of her friend. "Dear, would you have had +Rosie suffer as you have done?" + +For a moment Clarice's mental eyes ran forward, over what would most +likely, according to human prevision, have been the course of Rosie's +after life. The thought came to her as with a pang, and grew upon her, +that the future could have had no easy lot in store for Vivian +Barkeworth's daughter. He would have disposed of her without a thought +of her own wish, and no prayers nor tears from her would have availed to +turn him from his purpose. No--it was well with the child. + +"Thou art right," she said, in a pained voice. "It is better for Rosie +as it is. But for me?" + +"Leave that with God. He will show thee some day that it was better for +thee too." + +Clarice rose from her seat; but not till she had said the one thing +which Heliet had been hoping that she would not say. + +"Who could have laid those flowers there? Heliet, canst thou form any +idea? Dost thou think it _was_ an angel?" + +Heliet had an excuse in settling her crutches for delaying her reply for +a moment. Then she said in a low tone, the source of whose tenderness +it was well that Clarice could not guess--"I am not sure, dear, that it +was not." + +------------------------------------------------------------------------ + +If Clarice's sufferings had been passive before, they began to be active +now. Vivian made her life a torment to her by jealousy on the one hand, +and positive cruelty on the other; yet his manners in public were so +carefully veiled in courtesy that not one of her friends guessed how +much she really suffered. As much time as she could she spent in her +oratory, which was the only place where Vivian left her at peace, under +a vague idea that it would bring him ill luck to interrupt any one's +prayers. Unfortunately for Clarice, he had caught a glimpse of Piers, +and, having no conscientiousness in his own composition, he could not +imagine it in that of another. That Piers should be at Berkhamsted +without at least making an effort to open communication with Clarice, +was an idea which Vivian would have refused to entertain for a moment. +For what other earthly purpose could he be there? Vivian was a man who +had no faith in any human being. In his belief, the only possible means +to prevent Clarice from running away with Piers was to keep her either +in his sight or locked up when out of it. The idea of trusting to her +principles would have struck him as simply ridiculous. + +Sir Piers, however, had completely disappeared, as completely as though +he had never been seen. And after a while Vivian grew more confident, +and not so particular about keeping the key turned. Clarice knew +neither why he locked her in, nor why he gave over doing so. Had she +had a suspicion of the reason, her indignation would not have been +small. + +Public affairs meanwhile maintained their interest. The King marched +his army to Scotland, and routed Wallace's troops in the battle of +Falkirk; but his success was somewhat counterbalanced by the burning of +Westminster Palace and Abbey before he left home. It was about this +time that Piers Gavestone began to appear at Court, introduced by his +father with a view to making his fortune; and to the misfortune of the +young Prince Edward, their musical tastes being alike, they became fast +friends. The Prince was now only fourteen years of age; and, led by +Gavestone, he was guilty--if indeed the charge be true--of a mischievous +boyish frolic, in "breaking the parks" of the Bishop of Chester, and +appropriating his deer. The boy was fond of venison, and he was still +more fond of pets; but neither of these facts excused the raid on the +Bishop of Chester, who chose to take the offence far more seriously than +any modern bishop would be likely to do, and carried his complaint to +the King. The royal father, as his wont was, flew into a passion, and +weighted the boys' frolic with the heavy penalty of banishment for +Gavestone, and imprisonment for the Prince. In all probability young +Edward had never looked on his action in any other light than as a piece +of fun. Had his father been concerned about the sin committed against +God--exactly the sin of a boy who robs an orchard--he might, with less +outward severity, have produced a far more wholesome impression on his +son; but what he considered appears to have been merely the dignity of +the Prince, which was outraged by the act of the boy who bore the title. +A quiet, grave exhortation might have done him good, but imprisonment +did none, and left on many minds the impression that the boy had been +hardly used. + +One striking feature in the conduct of Edward the Second is the +remarkable meekness and submission with which he bore his father's angry +outbursts and severe punishments--often administered for mere youthful +follies, such as most fathers would think amply punished by a strong +lecture, and perhaps a few strokes of the cane. Edward the First seems +to have been one of those men who entirely forget their own childhood, +and are never able in after life to enter into the feelings of a child. + +His Majesty, however, had other matters to attend to beside the +provocation received from his heir; for in the month of September +following (1299) he was married at Canterbury to the Princess Marguerite +of France. It was a case approaching that of Rachel and Leah, for it +was the beautiful Princess Blanche for whom the King had been in treaty, +and Marguerite was foisted on him by a process of crafty diplomacy not +far removed from treachery. However, since Marguerite, though not so +fair as her sister, proved the better woman of the two, the King had no +reason to be disappointed in the end. + +The Council of Regency established in Scotland, discontented with +Edward's arbitration, referred the question of their independence to the +Pope, and that wily potentate settled the matter in his own interests, +by declaring Scotland a fief of the Holy See. The King was still +warring in that vicinity; the young Queen was left with her baby boy in +Yorkshire to await his return. + +It was a hot July day, and Vivian, who highly disapproved of the +stagnation of Berkhamsted, declared his intention of going out to hunt. +People hunted in all weathers and seasons in the Middle Ages. Ademar +declined to accompany him, and he contented himself by taking two of the +Earl's squires and a handful of archers as company. The Earl did not +interfere with Vivian's proceedings. He was quite aware that the quiet +which he loved was by no means to everybody's taste; and he left his +retinue at liberty to amuse themselves as they pleased. + +Vivian did not think it necessary to turn the key on Clarice; but he +gave her a severe lecture on discreet behaviour which astonished her, +since her conscience did not accuse her of any breach of that virtue, +and she could not trace the course of her husband's thoughts. Clarice +meekly promised to bear the recommendation in mind; and Vivian left her +to her own devices. + +The day dragged heavily. Mistress Underdone sat with Heliet and Clarice +at work; but not much work was gone through, for in everybody's opinion +it was too hot to do anything. The tower in which they were was at the +back of the Castle, and looked upon the inner court. The Earl's +apartments were in the next tower, and there, despite the heat, he was +going over sundry grants and indentures with Father Bevis and his +bailiff, always considering the comfort and advantage of his serfs and +tenants. The sound of a horn outside warned the ladies that in all +probability Vivian was returning home; and whether his temper were good, +bad, or indifferent was likely to depend on the condition of his +hunting-bags. Good, was almost too much to hope for. With a little +smothered sigh Clarice ventured to hope that it might not be worse than +indifferent. Her comfort for the next day or two would be much affected +by it. + +They looked out of the window, but all they saw was Ademar crossing the +inner court with rapid steps, and disappearing within the Earl's tower. +There was some noise in the outer court, but no discernible solution of +it. The ladies went back to their work. Much to their surprise, ten +minutes later, the Earl himself entered the chamber. It was not at all +his wont to come there. When he had occasion to send orders to Clarice +concerning his household arrangements, he either sent for her or +conveyed them through Vivian. These were the Countess's rooms which +they were now occupying, and the Earl had never crossed the threshold +since she left the Castle. + +They looked up, and saw in his face that he had news to tell them. And +all at once Clarice rose and exclaimed--"Vivian!" + +"Dame, I grieve to tell you that your knight has been somewhat hurt in +his hunting." + +Clarice was not conscious of any feeling but the necessity of knowing +all. And that she had not yet been told all she felt certain. + +"Much hurt?" she asked. + +"I fear so," answered the Earl. + +"My Lord, will you tell me all?" + +The Earl took her hand and looked kindly at her. "Dame, he is dead." + +Mistress Underdone raised her hands with an exclamation of shocked +surprise, to which Heliet's look of horror formed a fitting corollary. +Clarice was conscious only of a confused medley of feelings, from which +none but a sense of amazement stood out in the foreground. Then the +Earl quietly told her that, in leaping a wide ditch, Vivian had been +thrown from his horse, and had never spoken more. + +No one tried to comfort Clarice. Pitifully they all felt that comfort +was not wanted now. The death of Rosie had been a crushing blow; but +Vivian's, however sudden, could hardly be otherwise than a relief. The +only compassion that any one could feel was for him, for whom there +was-- + + "No reckoning made, but sent to his account + With all his imperfections on his head." + +The very fact that she could not regret him on her own account lay a +weight on Clarice's conscience, though it was purely his own fault. +Severely as she tried to judge herself, she could recall no instance in +which, so far as such a thing can be said of any human sinner, she had +not done her duty by that dead man. She had obeyed him in letter and +spirit, however distasteful it had often been to herself; she had +consulted his wishes before her own; she had even honestly tried to love +him, and he had made it impossible. Now, she could not resist the +overwhelming consciousness that his death was to her a release from her +fetters--a coming out of prison. She was free from the perpetual drag +of apprehension on the one hand, and of constantly endeavouring on the +other to please a man who was determined not to be pleased. The spirit +of the uncaged bird awoke within her--a sense of freedom, and light, and +rest, such as she had not known for those eight weary years of her +married slavery. + +Yet the future was no path of roses to the eyes of Clarice. She was not +free in the thirteenth century, in the sense in which she would have +been free in the nineteenth, for she had no power to choose her own lot. +All widows were wards of the Crown; and it was not at all usual for the +Crown to concern its august self respecting their wishes, unless they +bought leave to comply with them at a very costly price. By a singular +perversion of justice, the tax upon a widow who purchased permission to +remarry or not, at her pleasure, was far heavier than the fine exacted +from a man who married a ward of the Crown without royal licence. The +natural result of this arrangement was that the ladies who were either +dowered widows or spinster heiresses very often contracted clandestine +marriages, and their husbands quietly endured the subsequent fine and +imprisonment, as unavoidable evils which were soon over, and well worth +the advantage which they purchased. + +It seemed, however, as if blessings, no less than misfortunes, were not +to come single to Clarice Barkeworth. A few weeks after Vivian's death, +the Earl silently put a parchment into her hand, which conveyed to her +the information that King Edward had granted to his well-beloved cousin, +Edmund, Earl of Cornwall, the marriage of Clarice, widow of Vivian +Barkeworth, knight, with the usual proviso that she was not to marry one +of the King's enemies. This was, indeed, something for which to be +thankful. Clarice knew that her future was as safe in her master's +hands as in her own. + +"Ah!" said Heliet, when that remark was made to her, "if we could only +have felt, dear heart, that it was as safe in the hands of his Master!" + +"Was I very faithless, Heliet?" said Clarice, with tears in her eyes. + +"Dear heart, no more than I was!" was Heliet's answer. + +"But has it not occurred to thee, Heliet, now--why might I not have had +Rosie?" + +"I know not, dear Clarice, any more than Rosie knew, when she was a babe +in thine arms, why thou gavest her bitter medicine. Oh, leave all that +alone--our Master understands what He is doing." + +It was the middle of September, and about two months after Vivian's +death. Clarice sat sewing, robed in the white weeds of widowhood, in +the room which she usually occupied in the Countess's tower. The +garments worn by a widow were at this time extremely strict and very +unbecoming, though the period during which they were worn was much less +stringent than now. From one to six months was as long as many widows +remained in that condition. Heliet had not been seen for an hour or +more, and Mistress Underdone, with some barely intelligible remarks very +disparaging to "that Nell," who stood, under her, at the head of the +kitchen department, had disappeared to oversee the venison pasty. +Clarice was doing something which she had not done for eight years, +though hardly aware that she was doing it--humming a troubadour song. +Getting past an awkward place in her work, words as well as music became +audible-- + + "And though my lot were hard and bare, + And though my hopes were few, + Yet would I dare one vow to swear + My heart should still be true." + +"Wouldst thou, Clarice?" asked a voice behind her. + +Clarice's delicate embroidery got the worst of it, for it dropped in a +heap on the rushes, and nobody paid the slightest attention to it for a +considerable time. Nor did any one come near the room until Heliet made +her appearance, and she came so slowly, and heralded her approach by +such emphatic raps of her crutches on the stone floor, that Clarice +could scarcely avoid the conclusion that she was a conspirator in the +plot. The head and front of it all, however, was manifestly Earl +Edmund, who received Sir Piers with a smile and no other greeting--a +distinct intimation that it was not the first time they had met that +day. + +The wedding--which nobody felt inclined to dispute--was fixed for the +fifteenth of October. The Earl wished it to take place when he could be +present and give away the bride, and he wanted first a fortnight's +retreat at Ashridge, to which place he had arranged to go on the last +day of September. Sir Piers stepped at once into his old position, but +the Earl took Ademar with him to Ashridge. He gave the grant of +Clarice's marriage to Piers himself, in the presence of the household, +with the remark:-- + +"It will be better in your hands than mine; and there is no time like +the present." + +Into Clarice's hand her master put a shining pile of gold for the +purchase of wedding garments and jewellery. + +"I am glad," he said, "that your path through life is coming to the +roses now. I would hope the thorns are over for you--at least for some +time. There have been no roses for me; but I can rejoice, I hope, with +those for whom they blossom." + +And so he rode away from Berkhamsted, looking back to smile a farewell +to Heliet and Clarice, as they stood watching him in the gateway. Long +years afterwards they remembered that kind, almost affectionate, smile. + +As the ladies turned into their own tower, and began to ascend the +staircase--always a slow process with Heliet--Clarice said, "I cannot +understand why our Lord the Earl has such a lonely and sorrowful lot." + +"Thou wouldst like to understand everything, Clarice," returned Heliet, +smiling. + +"I would!" she answered. "I can understand my own troubles better, for +I know how much there is in me that needs setting right; but he--why he +is almost an angel already." + +"Perhaps he would tell thee the same thing," said Heliet. "I am afraid, +dear heart, if thou hadst the graving of our Lord's gems, thou wouldst +stop the tool before the portrait was in sufficient relief." + +"But when the portrait _is_ in sufficient relief?" answered Clarice, +earnestly. + +"Ah, dear heart!" said Heliet, "neither thine eyes nor mine are fine +enough to judge of that." + +"It seems almost a shame to be happy when I know he is not," replied +Clarice, the tears springing to her eyes; "our dear master, who has been +to me as a very angel of God." + +"Nay, dear, he would wish thee to be happy," gently remonstrated Heliet. +"I believe both thou and I are to him as daughters, Clarice." + +"I wish I could make him happy!" said Clarice, as they turned into her +rooms. + +"Ask God to do it," was Heliet's response. + +They both asked Him that night. And He heard and answered them, but, as +is often the case, not at all as they expected. + + + +CHAPTER TWELVE. + +IN THE CITY OF GOLD. + + "I am not eager, strong, + Nor bold--all that is past; + I am ready not to do, + At last--at last. + + "My half-day's work is done, + And this is all my part: + I give a patient God + My patient heart." + +Vespers were over at Ashridge on the last day of September, the evening +of the Earl's arrival. He sat in the guest-chamber, with the Prior and +his Buckinghamshire bailiff, to whom he was issuing instructions with +respect to some cottages to be built for the villeins on one of his +estates. The Prior sat by in silence, while the Earl impressed on the +mind of his agent that the cottages were to be made reasonably +comfortable for the habitation of immortal souls and not improbably +suffering bodies. When at last the bailiff had departed, the Prior +turned to his patron with a smile. "I would all lay lords--and +spiritual ones too--were as kindly thoughtful of their inferiors as your +Lordship." + +"Ah, how little one can do at the best!" said the Earl. "Life is full +of miseries for these poor serfs; shall we, who would follow Christ's +steps, not strive to lighten it?" + +"It is very truth," said the Prior. + +"Ay, and how short the boundary is!" pursued the Earl. "`Man is +ignorant what was before him; and what shall be after him, who can tell +him?' It may be, the next lord of these lands will be a hard man, who +will oppress his serfs, or at any rate take no care for their comfort. +Poor souls! let them be happy as long as they can." + +"When I last saw your Lordship, you seemed to think that short boundary +too long for your wishes." + +"It is seven years since that," answered the Earl. "It hardly seems so +far away now. And lately, Father--I scarcely can tell how--I have +imagined that my life will not be long. It makes me the more anxious to +do all I can ere `the night cometh in which no man can work.'" + +The Prior looked critically and anxiously at his patron. The seven +years which he had passed in sorrowful loneliness had aged him more than +seven years ought to have done. He was not fifty yet, but he was +beginning to look like an old man. The burden and heat of the day were +telling on him sadly. + +"Right, my Lord," replied the Prior; "yet let me beg of your Lordship +not to over-weary yourself. Your life is a precious thing to all +dependent on you, and not less to us, your poor bedesmen here." + +"Ah, Father! is my life precious to any one?" was the response, with a +sad smile. + +"Indeed it is," answered the Prior earnestly. "As your Lordship has +just said, he who shall come after you may be harsh and unkind, and your +poor serfs may sorely feel the change. No man has a right to throw away +life, my Lord, and you have much left to live for." + +Perhaps the Earl had grown a little morbid. Was it any wonder if he +had? He shook his head. + +"We have but one life," continued the Prior, "and it is our duty to make +the best of it--that is, to do God's will with it. And when it is God's +will to say unto us, `Come up higher,' we may be sorry that we have +served Him no better, but not, I think, that we have given no more time +to our own ease, nor even to our own sorrows." + +"And yet," said the Earl, resting his head upon one hand, "one gets +very, very tired sometimes of living." + +"Cannot we trust our Father to call us to rest when we really need it?" +asked the Prior. "Nor is it well that in looking onward to the future +glory we should miss the present rest to be had by coming to Him, and +casting all our cares and burdens at His feet." + +"Does He always take them?" + +"Always--if we give them. But there is such a thing as asking Him to +take them, and holding them out to Him, and yet keeping fast hold of the +other end ourselves. He will hardly take what we do not give." + +The Earl looked earnestly into his friend's eyes. + +"Father, I will confess that these seven years--nay! what am I saying? +these eight-and-twenty--I have not been willing that God should do His +will. I wanted my will done. For five-and-forty years, ever since I +could lisp the words, I have been saying to Him with my lips, _Fiat +voluntas tua_. But only within the last few days have I really said to +Him in my heart, Lord, have Thy way. It seemed to me--will you think it +very dreadful if I confess it?--that I wanted but one thing, and that it +was very hard of God not to let me have it. I did not say such a thing +in words; I could talk fluently of being resigned to His will, but down +at the core of my heart I was resigned to everything but one, and I was +not resigned to that at all. And I think I only became resigned when I +gave over trying and working at resignation, and sank down, like a tired +child, at my Father's feet. But now I am very tired, and I would fain +that my Father would take me up in His arms." + +The Prior did not speak. He could not. He only looked very sorrowfully +into the worn face of the heart-wearied man, with a conviction which he +was unable to repress, that the time of the call to come up higher was +not far away. He would have been thankful to disprove his conclusion, +but to stifle it he dared not. + +"I hope," said the Earl in the same low tone, "that there are quiet +corners in Heaven where weary men and women may lie down and rest a +while at our Lord's feet. I feel unfit to take a place all at once in +the angelic choir. Not unready to praise--I mean not that--only too +weary, just at first, to care for anything but rest." + +There were tears burning under the Prior's eyelids; but he was silent +still. That was not his idea of Heaven; but then he was less weary of +earth. He felt almost vexed that the only passage of Scripture which +would come to him was one utterly unsuited to the occasion--"They rest +not day nor night." Usually fluent and fervent, he was tongue-tied just +then. + +"Did Christ our Lord need the rest of His three days and nights in the +grave?" suggested the Earl, thoughtfully. "He must have been very weary +after the agony of His cross. I think He must have been very tired of +His life altogether. For was it not one passion from Bethlehem to +Calvary? And He could hardly have been one of those strong men who +never seem to feel tired. Twice we are told that He was weary--when He +sat on the well, and when He slept in the boat. Father, I ought to ask +your pardon for speaking when I should listen, and seeming to teach +where I ought to be taught." + +"Nay, my Lord, say not so, I pray you." The Prior found his voice at +last. "I have learned to recognise my Master's voice, whether I hear it +from the rostrum of the orator or from the lowly hovel of the serf. And +it is not the first time that I have heard it in yours." + +The Earl looked up with an expression of surprise, and then shook his +head again with a smile. + +"Nay, good Father, flatter me not so far." + +He might have added more, but the sound of an iron bar beaten on a +wooden board announced the hour of supper. The Earl conversed almost +cheerfully with the Prior and his head officers during supper; and +Ademar remarked to the Cellarer that he had not for a long while seen +his master so like his old self. + +The first of October rose clear and bright. At Berkhamsted, the ladies +were spending the morning in examining the contents of a pedlar's +well-stocked pack, and buying silk, lawn, furs, and trimmings for the +wedding. At Ashridge, the Earl was walking up and down the Priory +garden, looking over the dilapidations which time had wrought in his +monastery, and noting on his tables sundry items in respect of which he +meant to repair the ravages. At Romsey, Mother Margaret, in her black +patched habit and up-turned sleeves, was washing out the convent +refectory, and thereby, she fervently hoped, washing her sins out of +existence--without a thought of the chivalrous love which would have set +her high above all such menial labour, and would never have permitted +even the winds of heaven to "visit her cheek too roughly." Did it never +occur to her that she might have allowed the Redeemer of men to "make +her salvation" for her, and yet have allowed herself to make her +husband's life something better to him than a weary burden? + +The day's work was over, and the recreation time had come. The Prior of +Ashridge tapped at the door of the guest-chamber, and was desired to +enter. + +He found the Earl turning over the leaves of his Psalter. + +"Look here, Father," said the latter, pointing out the fifteenth verse +of the ninetieth Psalm. + +"We are glad for the days wherein Thou didst humiliate us; the years +wherein we have seen evil." + +"What does that mean?" said the Earl. "Is it that we thank God for the +afflictions He has given us? It surely does not mean--I hope not--that +our comfort is to last just as long as our afflictions have lasted, and +not a day longer." + +"Ah, my Lord, God is no grudging giver," answered the Prior. "The verse +before it, methinks, will reply to your Lordship--`we exult and are glad +all our days.' All our earthly life have we been afflicted; all our +heavenly one shall we be made glad." + +"Glad! I hardly know what the word means," was the pathetic reply. + +"You will know it then," said the Prior. + +"You will--but shall I? I have been such an unprofitable servant!" + +"Nay, good my Lord, but are you going to win Heaven by your own works?" +eagerly demanded the Bonus Homo. "`Beginning in the spirit, are ye +consummated in the flesh?' Surely you have not so learned Christ. Hath +He not said, `Life eternal give I to them; and they shall not perish for +ever, and none shall snatch them out of My hand'?" + +"True," said the Earl, bowing his head. + +But this was Vaudois teaching. And though Earl Edmund, first of all men +in England, had drunk in the Vaudois doctrines, yet even in him they had +to struggle with a mass of previous teaching which required to be +unlearned--with all that rubbish of man's invention which Rome has built +up on the One Foundation. It was hard, at times, to keep the old ghosts +from coming back, and troubling by their shadowy presence the soul whom +Christ had brought into His light. + +There was silence for a time. The Earl's head was bent forward upon his +clasped hands on the table, and the Prior, who thought that he might be +praying, forbore to disturb him. At length he said, "My Lord, the +supper-hour is come." + +The Earl gave no answer, and the Prior thought he had dropped asleep. +He waited till the board was struck with the iron bar as the signal for +supper. Then he rose and addressed the Earl again. The silence +distressed him now. He laid his hand upon his patron's shoulder, but +there was no response. Gently, with a sudden and terrible fear, he +lifted the bowed head and looked into his face. And then he knew that +the weary heart was glad at last--that life eternal in His beatific +presence had God given to him. From far and near the physicians were +summoned that night, but only to tell the Prior what he already knew. +They stood round the bed on which the corpse had been reverently laid, +and talked of his mysterious disease in hard words of sonorous Latin. +It would have been better had they called it in simple English what it +was--a broken heart. Why such a fate was allotted to one of the best of +all our princes, He knows who came to bind up the broken-hearted, and +who said by the lips of His prophet, "Reproach hath broken mine heart." + +Ademar was sent back to Berkhamsted with the woeful news. There was +bitter mourning there. It was not, perhaps, in many of the household, +unmixed with selfish considerations, for to a large proportion of them +the death of their master meant homelessness for the present, and to +nearly all sad apprehensions for the future. Yet there was a great deal +that was not selfish, for the gentle, loving, humane, self-abnegating +spirit of the dead had made him very dear to all his dependants, and +more hearts wept for him than he would ever have believed possible. + +But there was one person in especial to whom it was felt the news ought +to be sent. The Prior despatched no meaner member of the Order, but +went himself to tell the dark tidings at Romsey. + +He pleaded hard for a private interview with the Countess, but the +reigning Abbess of Romsey was a great stickler for rule, and she decided +that it was against precedent, and therefore propriety, that one of her +nuns should be thus singled out from the rest. The announcement must be +made in the usual way, to the whole convent, at vespers. + +So, in the well-known tones of the Prior of Ashridge,--some time the +Earl's confessor, and his frequent visitor,--with the customary request +to pray for the repose of the dead, to the ears of Mother Margaret, as +she knelt in her stall with the rest, came the sound of the familiar +name of Edmund, Earl of Cornwall. + +Very tender and pathetic was the tone in which the intimation was given. +The heart of the Prior himself was so wrung that he could not imagine +such a feeling as indifference in that of the woman who had been the +dearest thing earth held for that dead man. But if he looked down the +long row of black, silent figures for any sign or sound, he looked in +vain. There was not even a trembling of Mother Margaret's black veil as +her voice rose untroubled in the response with all the rest-- + + "_O Jesu dulcis! O Jesu pie! + O Jesu, Fili Maria! + Dona eis requiem_." + +In the recreation-time which followed, the Prior sought out Mother +Margaret. He found her without difficulty, seated on a form at the side +of the room, talking to a sister nun, and he caught a few words of the +conversation as he approached. + +"I assure thee, Sister Regina, it is quite a mistake. Mother Wymarca +told me distinctly that the holy Mother gave Sister Maud an unpatched +habit, and it is all nonsense in her to say there was a patch on the +elbow." + +The Prior bit his lips, but he restrained himself, and sat down, +reverently saluted by both nuns as he did so. Was she trying to hide +her feelings? thought he. + +"Sister Margaret, I brought you tidings," he said, as calmly as was in +him. + +The nun turned upon him a pair of cold, steel-blue eyes, as calm and +irresponsive as if he had brought her no tidings whatever. + +"I heard them, Father, if it please you. Has he left any will?" + +The priest-nature in the Prior compelled him officially to avoid any +reprehension of this perfect monastic calm; but the human nature, which +in his case lay beneath it, was surprised and repelled. + +"He has left a will, wherein you are fully provided for." + +"Oh, that is nice!" said Mother Margaret, in tones of unquestionable +gratulation. "And how much am I to have? Of course I care about it +only for the sake of the Abbey." + +The Prior had his private ideas on that point; for, as he well knew, the +vow of poverty was somewhat of a formality in the Middle Ages, since the +nun who brought to her convent a title and a fortune was usually not +treated in the same manner as a penniless commoner. + +"The customary dower to a widow, Sister." + +"Do you mean to say I am only to have my third? Well, I call that +shameful! And so fond of me as he always professed to be! I thought he +would have left me everything." + +The Prior experienced a curious sensation in his right arm, which, had +Mother Margaret not been a woman, or had he been less of a Christian and +a Church dignitary, might have resulted in the measuring of her length +on the floor of the recreation-room. But she was totally unconscious of +any such feeling on his part. Her heart--or that within her which did +duty for one--had been touched at last. + +"Well, I do call it disgraceful!" she repeated. + +"And is that all?" asked the Prior involuntarily, and not by any means +in consonance with his duty as a holy priest addressing a veiled nun. +But priests and nuns have no business with hearts of any sort, and he +ought to have known this as well as she did. + +"All?" she said, with a rather puzzled look in the frosty blue eyes. "I +would it had been a larger sum, Father; for the convent's sake, of +course." + +"And am I to hear no word of regret, Sister, for the man to whom you +were all the world?" + +This was, of course, a most shocking speech, considering the speaker and +the person whom he addressed; but it came warm from that inconvenient +heart which had no business to be beneath the Prior's cassock. Mother +Margaret was scandalised, and she showed it in her face, which awoke her +companion to the fact that he was not speaking in character. That a +professed nun should be expected to feel personal and unspiritual +interest in an extern! and, as if that were not enough, in a man! +Mother Margaret's sense of decorum was quite outraged. + +"How could such thoughts trouble the blessed peace of a holy sister?" +she wished to know. "Pardon me, Father; I shall pray for his soul, of +course. What could I do more?" + +And the Prior recognised at last that to the one treasure of that dead +man's heart, the news he brought was less than it had been to him. + +He bit his lips severely. It was all he could do to keep from telling +her that the pure, meek, self-abnegating soul which had passed from +earth demanded far fewer prayers than the cold, hard, selfish spirit +which dwelt within her own black habit. + +"It is I who require pardon, Sister," he said, in a constrained voice. +"May our Lord in His mercy forgive us all!" + +He made no further attempt to converse with Mother Margaret. But, as he +passed her a few minutes later, he heard that she and Sister Regina had +gone back to the previous subject, which they were discussing with some +interest in their tones. + +"O woman, woman!" groaned the Prior, in his heart; "the patch on Sister +Maud's elbow is more to thee than all the love thou hast lost. Ah, my +dear Lord! it is not you that I mourn. You are far better hence." + +From which speech it will be seen that the Bonus Homo was very far from +being a perfect monk. + +The actions of Mother Margaret admirably matched her words. She gave +herself heart and soul to the important business of securing her +miserable third of her dead lord's lands and goods. Not till they were +safe in her possession did she allow herself any rest. + +Did the day ever come when her feelings changed? During the ten years +which she outlived the man who had loved her with every fibre of his +warm, great heart, did her heart ever turn regretfully, when Abbesses +were harsh or life was miserable, to the thought of that tender, +faithful love which, so far as in it lay, would have sheltered her life +from every breath of discomfort? Did she ever in all those ten years +whisper to herself-- + + "Oh, if he would but come again, + I think I'd vex him so no more!" + +Did she ever murmur such words as-- + + "I was not worthy of you, Douglas, + Not half worthy the like of you!" + +...words which, honestly sobbed forth in very truth, would have been far +nearer real penitence than all the "acts of contrition" which passed her +lips day by day. + +God knoweth. Men will never know. But all history and experience tend +to assure us that women such as Margaret de Clare usually die as they +have lived, and that of all barriers to penitence and conversion there +is none so hard to overthrow as indulged malice and deliberate hardening +of the heart against the love of God and man. + +------------------------------------------------------------------------ + +There was not, as Piers and Clarice had feared there might have been, +any misfortune to them in the way of preventing their marriage. King +Edward had great respect for justice and honour, and finding that his +cousin had, though without legal formalities, granted Clarice's marriage +to Piers, he confirmed the grant, and Father Bevis married them quietly +in the chapel of Berkhamsted Castle, without any festivity or +rejoicings, for the embalmed body of the master to whom they owed so +much lay in state in the banquet-hall. It was a mournful ceremony, +where-- + + "The cheers that had erst made the welkin ring + Were drowned in the tears that were shed for the King." + +Clarice and Piers made no attempt to obtain any further promotion. They +retired to a little estate in Derbyshire, which shortly afterwards fell +to Piers, and there they spent their lives, in serving their generation +according to the will of God, often brightened by visits from Ademar and +Heliet, who had taken up their abode not far from them in the +neighbouring county of Rutland. And as time went on, around Clarice +grew up brave sons and fair daughters, to all of whom she made a very +loving mother; but, perhaps, no one was ever quite so dear to her heart +as the star which had gleamed on her life the brighter for the +surrounding darkness, the little white rosebud which had been gathered +for the garden of God. + + "In other springs her life might be + In bannered bloom unfurled; + But never, never match her wee + White Rose of all the world." + +It was not until the spring which followed his death was blooming into +green leaves and early flowers that the coffin of Edmund, Earl of +Cornwall, was borne to the magnificent Abbey of Hales in +Gloucestershire, founded by his father. There they laid him down by +father and mother--the grand, generous, spendthrift Prince who had so +nearly borne the proud title of Caesar Augustus, and the fair, soft, +characterless Princess who had been crowned with him as Queen of the +Romans. For the Prince who was laid beside them that Easter afternoon, +the world had prepared what it considers a splendid destiny. Throne and +diadem, glory and wealth, love and happiness, were to have been his, so +far as it lay in the world's power to give them; but on most of all +these God had laid His hand, and forbidden them to come near the soul +which He had marked for His own. For him there was to be an +incorruptible crown, but no corruptible; the love of the Lord that +bought him, but not the love of the woman on whom he set his heart. +Now--whatever he may have thought on earth--now, standing on the sea of +glass, and having the harp of God, he knows which was the better +portion. + +He wore no crown; he founded no dynasty; he passed away, like a name +written in water, followed only by the personal love of a few hearts +which were soon dust like him, and by the undying curses and calumnies +of the Church which he had done his best to purify against her will. +But shall we, looking back across the six centuries which lie between us +and him who brought Protestantism into England--shall we write on his +gravestone in the ruined Abbey of Hales, "This man lived in vain?" + +THE END. + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of A Forgotten Hero, by Emily Sarah Holt + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A FORGOTTEN HERO *** + +***** This file should be named 23119.txt or 23119.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/2/3/1/1/23119/ + +Produced by Nick Hodson of London, England + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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