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diff --git a/23115.txt b/23115.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..1cbd7c8 --- /dev/null +++ b/23115.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6364 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Billow and the Rock, by Harriet Martineau + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Billow and the Rock + +Author: Harriet Martineau + +Illustrator: E.J. Wheeler + +Release Date: October 20, 2007 [EBook #23115] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BILLOW AND THE ROCK *** + + + + +Produced by Nick Hodson of London, England + + + + +The Billow and the Rock, by Harriet Martineau. + +________________________________________________________________________ +It is the time of the 1745 Rebellion, when the adherents of Prince +Charles, the Pretender to the Throne, landed in Scotland, and started to +march towards London. + +Lord Carse, and his friend Lord Lovat, are fearful that Lady Carse, who +has some knowledge and evidence of their political beliefs, may betray +them. So they abduct her from her home in Edinburgh and have her taken +away to a remote island in the Outer Hebrides. She was at first a most +unwilling prisoner, but gradually an instinct for survival let her eat +and drink, and ride pillion, and so survive the journey. + +The Edinburgh newspapers are fed a story of her illness, then of her +death, and finally of her burial. So there is no hue and cry. + +The story is well-written as one would hope from such an accomplished +writer. It makes a good audiobook, but probably you will need to listen +to it twice before the story and its background become clear to you. + +________________________________________________________________________ +THE BILLOW AND THE ROCK, BY HARRIET MARTINEAU. + + + +CHAPTER ONE. + +LORD AND LADY CARSE. + +Scotland was a strange and uncomfortable country to live in a hundred +years ago. Strange beyond measure its state of society appears to us +when we consider, not only that it was called a Christian country, but +that the people had shown that they really did care very much for their +religion, and were bent upon worshipping God according to their +conscience and true belief. Whilst earnest in their religion, their +state of society was yet very wicked: a thing which usually happens when +a whole people are passing from one way of living and being governed to +another. Scotland had not long been united with England. While the +wisest of the nation saw that the only hope for the country was in being +governed by the same king and parliament as the English, many of the +most powerful men wished not to be governed at all, but to be altogether +despotic over their dependents and neighbours, and to have their _own_ +way in everything. These lords and gentlemen did such violent things as +are never heard of now in civilised countries; and when their inferiors +had any strong desire or passion, they followed the example of the great +men, so that travelling was dangerous; citizens did not feel themselves +safe in their own houses if they had reason to believe they had enemies; +few had any trust in the protection of the law; and stories of fighting +and murder were familiar to children living in the heart of cities. + +Children, however, had less liberty then than in our time. The more +self-will there was in grown people, the more strictly were the children +kept in order, not only because the uppermost idea of everyone in +authority was that he would be obeyed, but because it would not do to +let little people see the mischief that was going on abroad. So, while +boys had their hair powdered, and wore long coats and waistcoats, and +little knee-breeches, and girls were laced tight in stays all stiff with +whalebone, they were trained to manners more formal than are ever seen +now. + +One autumn afternoon a party was expected at the house of Lord Carse, in +Edinburgh; a handsome house in a very odd situation, according to our +modern notions. It was at the bottom of a narrow lane of houses--that +sort of lane called a Wynd in Scotch cities. It had a court-yard in +front. It was necessary to have a court-yard to a good house in a +street too narrow for carriages. Visitors must come in sedan chairs and +there must be some place, aside from the street, where the chairs and +chairmen could wait for the guests. This old fashioned house had +sitting-rooms on the ground floor, and on the sills of the windows were +flower-pots, in which, on this occasion, some asters and other autumn +flowers were growing. + +Within the largest sitting-room was collected a formal group, awaiting +the arrival of visitors. Lord Carse's sister, Lady Rachel Ballino, was +there, surrounded by her nephews and nieces. As they came in, one after +another, dressed for company, and made their bow or curtsey at the door, +their aunt gave them permission to sit down till the arrival of the +first guest, after which time it would be a matter of course that they +should stand. Miss Janet and her brothers sat down on their low stools, +at some distance from each other; but little Miss Flora had no notion of +submitting to their restraints at her early age, and she scrambled up +the window-seat to look abroad as far as she could, which was through +the high iron gates to the tall houses on the other side the Wynd. + +Lady Rachel saw the boys and Janet looking at each other with smiles, +and this turned her attention to the child in the window, who was +nodding her little curly head very energetically to somebody outside. + +"Come down, Flora," said her aunt. + +But Flora was too busy, nodding, to hear that she was spoken to. + +"Flora, come down. Why are you nodding in that way?" + +"Lady nods," said Flora. + +Lady Rachel rose deliberately from her seat, and approached the window, +turning pale as she went. After a single glance in the court-yard, she +sank on a chair, and desired her nephew Orme to ring the bell twice. +Orme who saw that something was the matter, rang so vigorously as to +bring the butler in immediately. + +"John, you see?" said the pale lips of Lady Rachel, while she pointed, +with a trembling finger, to the court-yard. + +"Yes, my lady; the doors are fastened." + +"And Lord Carse not home yet?" + +"No, my lady. I think perhaps he is somewhere near, and cannot get +home." + +John looked irresolutely towards the child in the window. Once more +Flora was desired to come down, and once more she only replied, "Lady +nods at me." + +Janet was going towards the window to enforce her aunt's orders, but she +was desired to keep her seat, and John quickly took up Miss Flora in his +arms and set her down at her aunt's knee. The child cried and +struggled, said she would see the lady, and must infallibly have been +dismissed to the nursery, but her eye was caught, and her mind presently +engaged by Lady Rachel's painted fan, on which there was a burning +mountain, and a blue sea, and a shepherdess and her lamb--all very gay. +Flora was allowed to have the fan in her own hands--a very rare favour. +But presently she left off telling her aunt what she saw upon it, +dropped it, and clapped her hands, saying, as she looked at the window, +"Lady nods at me." + +"It is mamma!" cried the elder ones, starting to their feet, as the lady +thrust her face through the flowers, and close to the window-pane. + +"Go to the nursery, children," said Lady Rachel, making an effort to +rise. "I will send for you presently." The elder ones appeared glad to +escape, and they carried with them the struggling Flora. + +Lady Rachel threw up the sash, crossed her arms, and said, in the most +formal manner, "What do you want, Lady Carse?" + +"I want my children." + +"You cannot have them, as you well know. It is too late. I pity you; +but it is too late." + +"I will see my children. I will come home and live. I will make that +tyrant repent setting up anyone in my place at home. I have it in my +power to ruin him. I--" + +"Abstain from threats," said Lady Rachel, shutting the window, and +fastening the sash. + +Lady Carse doubled her fist, as if about to dash in a pane; but the iron +gates behind her creaked on their hinges, and she turned her head. A +chair was entering, on each side of which walked a footman, whose livery +Lady Carse well knew. Her handsome face, red before, was now more +flushed. She put her mouth close to the window, and said, "If it had +been anybody but Lovat you would not have been rid of me this evening. +I would have stood among the chairmen till midnight for the chance of +getting in. Be sure I shall to-morrow, or some day. But now I am off." +She darted past the chair, her face turned away, just as Lord Lovat was +issuing from it. + +"Ho! ho!" cried he, in a loud and mocking tone. "Ho, there! my Lady +Carse! A word with you!" But she ran up the Wynd as fast as she could +go. + +"You should not look so white upon it," Lord Lovat observed to Lady +Rachel, as soon as the door was shut. "Why do you let her see her power +over you?" + +"God knows!" replied Lady Rachel. "But it is not her threats alone that +make us nervous. It is the being incessantly subject--" + +She cleared her throat; but she could not go on. + +Lord Lovat swore that he would not submit to be tormented by a virago in +this way. If Lady Carse were his wife-- + +"Well! what would you do?" asked Lady Rachel. + +"I would get rid of her. I tell your brother so. I would get rid of +her in one way, if she threatened to get rid of me in another. She may +have learned from her father how to put her enemies out of the way." + +Lady Rachel grew paler than ever. Lord Lovat went on. + +"Her father carried pistols in the streets of Edinburgh and so may she. +Her father was hanged for it; and it is my belief that she would have no +objection to that end if she could have her revenge first. Ay! you +wonder why I say such things to you, frightened as you are already. I +do it that you may not infuse any weakness into your brother's purposes, +if he should think fit to rid the town of her one of these days. Come, +come! I did not say rid the world of her." + +"Merciful Heaven! no!" + +"There are places, you know, where troublesome people have no means of +doing mischief. I could point out such a place presently, if I were +asked--a place where she might be as safe as under lock and key, without +the trouble and risk of confining her, and having to consider the law." + +"You do not mean a prison, then?" + +"No. She has not yet done anything to make it easy to put her in prison +for life; and anything short of that would be more risk than comfort. +If Carse gives me authority, I will dispose of her where she can be free +to rove like the wild goats. If she should take a fancy to jump down a +precipice, or drown herself, that is her own affair, you know." + +The door opened for the entrance of company. Lord Lovat whispered once +more, "Only this. If Carse thinks of giving the case into my hands, +don't you oppose it. I will not touch her life, I swear to you." + +Lady Rachel knew, like the rest of the world, that Lord Lovat's swearing +went for no more than any of his other engagements. Though she would +have given all she had in the world to be freed from the terror of Lady +Carse, and to hope that the children might forget their unhappy mother, +she shrank from the idea of putting any person into the hands of the +hard, and mocking, and plotting Lord Lovat. As for the legality of +doing anything at all to Lady Carse while she did not herself break the +law, that was a consideration which no more occurred to Lady Rachel than +to the violent Lord Lovat himself. + +Lady Rachel was exerting herself to entertain her guests, and had sent +for the children, when, to her inexplicable relief, the butler brought +her the news that Lord Carse and his son Willie were home, and would +appear with all speed. They had been detained two hours in a tavern, +John said. + +"In a tavern?" + +"Yes, my lady. Could not get out. Did not wish to collect more people, +to cause a mob. It is all right now, my lady." + +When Lord Carse entered, he made formal apologies to his guests first, +and his sister afterwards, for his late appearance. He had been delayed +by an affair of importance on his way home. His rigid countenance was +somewhat paler than usual, and his manner more dictatorial. His hard +and unwavering voice was heard all the evening, prosing and explaining. +The only tokens of feeling were when he spoke to his eldest son Willie, +who was spiritless, and, as the close observer saw, tearful; and when he +took little Flora in his arms, and stroked her shining hair, and asked +her if she had been walking with the nurse. + +Flora did not answer. She was anxiously watching Lady Rachel's +countenance. Her papa bade her look at him and answer his question. +She did so, after glancing at her aunt, and saying eagerly, in a loud +whisper, "I am not going to say anything about the lady that came to the +window, and nodded at me." + +It did not mend the matter that her sister and brothers all said at +once, in a loud whisper, "Hush! Flora." + +Her father sat her down hastily. Lord Carse's domestic troubles were +pretty well-known throughout Edinburgh; and the company settled it in +their own minds that there had been a scene this afternoon. + +When they were gone, Lord Carse gave his sister his advice not to +instruct any very young child in any part to be acted. He assured her +that very young children have not the discretion of grown people, and +gave it as his opinion that when the simplicity, which is extremely +agreeable by the domestic fireside, becomes troublesome or dangerous in +society, the child is better disposed of in the nursery. + +Lady Rachel meekly submitted; only observing what a singular and painful +case was that of these children, who had to be so early trained to avoid +the very mention of their mother. She believed her brother to be the +most religious man she had ever known; yet she now heard him mutter +oaths so terrible that they made her blood run cold. + +"Brother! my dear brother," she expostulated. + +"I'll tell you what she has done," he said, from behind his set teeth. +"She has taken a lodging in this very Wynd, directly opposite my gates. +Not a child, not a servant, not a dog or cat can leave my house without +coming under her eye. She will be speaking to the children out of her +window." + +"She will be nodding at Flora from the court-yard as often as you are +out," cried Lady Rachel. "And if she should shoot you from her window, +brother." + +"She hints that she will; and there are many things more unlikely, +considering (as she herself says) whose daughter she is.--But, no," he +continued, seeing the dreadful alarm into which his sister was thrown. +"This will not be her method of revenge. There is another that pleases +her better, because she suspects that I dread it more.--You know what I +mean?" + +"Political secrets?" Lady Rachel whispered--not in Flora's kind of +whisper, but quite into her brother's ear. + +He nodded assent, and then he gravely informed her that his +acquaintance, Duncan Forbes, had sent a particular request to see him in +the morning. He should go, he said. It would not do to refuse waiting +on the President of the Court of Session, as he was known to be in +Edinburgh. But he wished he was a hundred miles off, if he was to hear +a Hanoverian lecture from a man so good natured, and so dignified by his +office, that he must always have his own way. + +Lady Rachel went to bed very miserable this night. She wished that Lady +Carse and King George, and all the House of Brunswick had never existed; +or that Prince Charlie, or some of the exiled royal family, would come +over at once and take possession of the kingdom, that her brother and +his friends might no longer be compelled to live in a state of suspicion +and dread--every day planning to bring in a new king, and every day +obliged to appear satisfied with the one they had; their secret, or some +part of it, being all the while at the mercy of a violent woman who +hated them all. + + + +CHAPTER TWO. + +THE TURBULENT. + +When Lord Carse issued from his own house the next morning to visit the +President, he had his daughter Janet by his side, and John behind him. +He took Janet in the hope that her presence, while it would be no +impediment to any properly legal business, would secure him from any +political conversation being introduced; and there was no need of any +apology for her visit, as the President usually asked why he had not the +pleasure of seeing her, if her father went alone. Duncan Forbes's good +nature to all young people was known to everybody; but he declared +himself an admirer of Janet above all others; and Janet never felt +herself of so much consequence as in the President's house. + +John went as an escort to his young lady on her return. + +Janet felt her father's arm twitch as they issued from their gates; and, +looking up to see why, she saw that his face was twitching too. She did +not know how near her mother was, nor that her father and John had their +ears on the stretch for a hail from the voice they dreaded above all +others in the world. But nothing was seen or heard of Lady Carse; and +when they turned out of the Wynd Lord Carse resumed his usual air and +step of formal importance; and Janet held up her head, and tried to take +steps as long as his. + +All was right about her going to the President's. He kissed her +forehead, and praised her father for bringing her, and picked out for +her the prettiest flowers from a bouquet before he sat down to business; +and then he rose again, and provided her with a portfolio of prints to +amuse herself with; and even then he did not forget her, but glanced +aside several times, to explain the subject of some print, or to draw +her attention to some beauty in the one she was looking at. + +"My dear lord," said he, "I have taken a liberty with your time; but I +want your opinion on a scheme I have drawn out at length for Government, +for preventing and punishing the use of tea among the common people." + +"Very good, very good!" observed Lord Carse, greatly relieved about the +reasons for his being sent for. "It is high time, if our agriculture is +to be preserved, that the use of malt should be promoted to the utmost +by those in power." + +"I am sure of it," said the President. "Things have got to such a pass, +that in towns the meanest people have tea at the morning's meal, to the +discontinuance of the ale which ought to be their diet; and poor women +dank this drug also in the afternoons, to the exclusion of the +twopenny." + +"It is very bad; _very_ unpatriotic; very immoral," declared Lord Carse. +"Such people must be dealt with outright." + +The President put on his spectacles, and opened his papers to explain +his plan--that plan, which it now appears almost incredible should have +come from a man so wise, so liberal, so kind-hearted as Duncan Forbes. +He showed how he would draw the line between those who ought and those +who ought not to be permitted to drink tea; how each was to be +described, and how, when anyone was suspected of taking tea, when he +ought to be drinking beer, he was to tell on oath what his income was, +that it might be judged whether he could pay the extremely high duty on +tea which the plan would impose. Houses might be visited, and cupboards +and cellars searched, at all hours, in cases of suspicion. + +"These provisions are pretty severe," the President himself observed. +"But--" + +"But not more than is necessary," declared Lord Carse. "I should say +they are too mild. If our agriculture is not supported, if the malt tax +falls off, what is to become of us?" + +And he sighed deeply. + +"If we find this scheme work well, as far as it goes," observed the +President, cheerfully, "we can easily render it as much more stringent +as occasion may require. And now, what can Miss Janet tell us on this +subject? Can she give information of any tea being drunk in the nursery +at home?" + +"Oh! to be sure," said Janet. "Nurse often lets me have some with her; +and Katie fills Flora's doll's teapot out of her own, almost every +afternoon." + +"Bless my soul!" cried Lord Carse, starting from his seat in +consternation. "My servants drink tea in my house! Off they shall go-- +every one of them who does it." + +"Oh! papa. No; pray papa!" implored Janet. "They will say I sent them +away. Oh! I wish nobody had asked me anything about it." + +"It was my doing," said the President. "My dear lord, I make it my +request that your servants may be forgiven." + +Lord Carse bowed his acquiescence; but he shook his head, and looked +very gloomy about such a thing happening in his house. The President +agreed with him that it must not happen again, on pain of instant +dismissal. + +The President next invited Janet to the drawing-room to see a grey +parrot, brought hither since her last visit--a very entertaining +companion in the evenings, the President declared. He told Lord Carse +he would be back in three minutes, and so he was--with a lady on his +arm, and that lady was--Lady Carse. + +She was not flushed now, nor angry, nor forward. She was quiet and +ladylike, while in the house of one of the most gentlemanly men of his +time. If her husband had looked at her, he would have seen her so much +like the woman he wooed and once dearly loved, that he might have +somewhat changed his feelings towards her. But he went abruptly to the +window when he discovered who she was, and nothing could make him turn +his head. Perhaps he was aware how pale he was, and desired that she +should not see it. + +The President placed the lady in a chair, and then approached Lord +Carse, and laid his hand on his shoulder, saying, "You will forgive me +when you know my reasons. I want you to join me in prevailing on this +good lady to give up a design which I think imprudent--I will say, +wrong." + +It was surprising, but Lady Carse for once bore quietly with somebody +thinking her wrong. Whatever she might feel, she said nothing. The +President went on. + +"Lady Carse--" + +He felt, as his hand lay on his friend's shoulder, that he winced, as if +the very name stung him. + +"Lady Carse," continued the President, "cannot be deterred by any +account that can be given her of the perils and hardships of a journey +to London. She declares her intention of going." + +"I am no baby; I am no coward," declared the lady. "The coach would not +have been set up, and it would not continue to go once a fortnight if +the journey were not practicable; and where others go I can go." + +"Of the dangers of the road, I tell this good lady," resumed the +President, "she can judge as well as you or I, my lord. But of the +perils of the rest of her errand she must, I think, admit that we may be +better judges." + +"How can you let your Hanoverian prejudices seduce you into +countenancing such a devil as that woman, and believing a word that she +says?" muttered Lord Carse, in a hoarse voice. + +"Why, my good friend," replied the President, "it does so vex my very +heart every day to see how the ladies, whom I would fain honour for +their discretion as much as I admire them for their other virtues, are +wild on behalf of the Pretender, or eager for a desperate and +treasonable war, that you must not wonder if I take pleasure in meeting +with one who is loyal to her rightful sovereign. Loyal, I must suppose, +at home, and in a quiet way; for she knows that I do not approve of her +journey to London to see the minister." + +"The minister!" faltered out Lord Carse. + +He heard, or fancied he heard his wife laughing behind him. + +"Come, now, my friends," said the President, with a good-humoured +seriousness, "let me tell you that the position of either of you is no +joke. It is too serious for any lightness and for any passion. I do +not want to hear a word about your grievances. I see quite enough. I +see a lady driven from home, deprived of her children, and tormenting +herself with thoughts of revenge because she has no other object. I see +a gentleman who has been cruelly put to shame in his own house and in +the public street, worn with anxiety about his innocent daughters, and +with natural fears--inevitable fears, of the mischief that may be done +to his character and fortunes by an ill use of the confidence he once +gave to the wife of his bosom." + +There was a suppressed groan from Lord Carse, and something like a +titter from the lady. The President went on even more gravely. + +"I know how easy it is for people to make each other wretched, and +especially for you two to ruin each other. If I could but persuade you +to sit down with me to a quiet discussion of a plan for living together +or apart, abstaining from mutual injury--" + +Lord Carse dissented audibly from their living together, and the lady +from living apart. + +"Why," remonstrated the President, "things cannot be worse than they are +now. You make life a hell--" + +"I am sure it is to me!" sighed Lord Carse. + +"It is not yet so to me," said the lady. "I--" + +"It is not!" thundered her husband, turning suddenly round upon her. +"Then I will take care it shall be." + +"For God's sake, hush!" exclaimed the President, shocked to the soul. + +"Do your worst," said the lady, rising. "We will try which has the most +power. You know what ruin is." + +"Stop a moment," said the President. "I don't exactly like to have this +quiet house of mine made a hell of. I cannot have you part on these +terms." + +But the lady had curtseyed, and was gone. For a minute or two nothing +was said. Then a sort of scream was heard from upstairs. + +"My Janet!" cried Lord Carse. + +"I will go and see," said the President. "Janet is my especial pet, you +know." + +He immediately returned, smiling, and said, "There is nothing amiss with +Janet. Come and see." + +Janet was on her mother's lap, her arms thrown round her neck, while the +mother's tears streamed over them both. "Can you resist this?" the +President asked of Lord Carse. "Can you keep them apart after this?" + +"I can," he replied. "I will not permit her the devilish pleasure she +wants--of making my own children my enemies." + +He was going to take Janet by force: but the President interfered, and +said authoritatively to Lady Carse that she had better go: her time was +not yet come. She must wait; and his advice was to wait patiently and +harmlessly. + +It could not have been believed how instantaneously a woman in such +emotion could recover herself. + +She put Janet off her knee. In an instant there were no more traces of +tears, and her face was composed, and her manner hard. + +"Good-bye, my dear," she said to the weeping Janet. "Don't cry so, my +dear. Keep your tears; for you will have something more to cry for +soon. I am going home to pack my trunk for London. Have my friends any +commands for London?" + +And she looked round steadily upon the three faces. + +The President was extremely grave when their eyes met; but even his eye +sank under hers. He offered his arm to conduct her downstairs, and took +leave of her at the gate with a silent bow. + +He met Lord Carse and Janet coming downstairs, and begged them to stay +awhile, dreading, perhaps, a street encounter. But Lord Carse was bent +on being gone immediately--and had not another moment to spare. + + + +CHAPTER THREE. + +THE WRONG JOURNEY. + +Lady Carse and her maid Bessie--an elderly woman who had served her from +her youth up, bearing with her temper for the sake of that family +attachment which exists so strongly in Scotland,--were busy packing +trunks this afternoon, when they were told that a gentleman must speak +with Lady Carse below stairs. + +"There will be no peace till we are off," observed the lady to her maid. +In answer to which Bessie only sighed deeply. + +"I want you to attend me downstairs," observed the lady. "But this +provoking nonsense of yours, this crying about going a journey, has made +you not fit to be seen. If any friend of my lord's saw your red eyes, +he would go and say that my own maid was on my lord's side. I must go +down alone." + +"Pray, madam, let me attend you. The gentleman will not think of +looking at me: and I will stand with my back to the light, and the room +is dark." + +"No; your very voice is full of tears. Stay where you are." + +Lady Carse sailed into the room very grandly, not knowing whom she was +to see. Nor was she any wiser when she did see him. He was muffled up, +and wore a shawl tied over his mouth, and kept his hat on; so that +little space was left between hat, periwig, and comforter. He +apologised for wearing his hat, and for keeping the lady standing--his +business was short:--in the first place to show her Lord Carse's ring, +which she would immediately recognise. + +She glanced at the ring, and knew it at once. + +"On the warrant of this ring," continued the gentleman, "I come from +your husband to require from you what you cannot refuse,--either as a +wife, or consistent with your safety. You hold a document,--a letter +from your husband, written to you in conjugal confidence five years ago, +from London,--a letter--" + +"You need not describe it further," said the lady. "It is my chief +treasure, and not likely to escape my recollection. It is a letter from +Lord Carse, containing treasonable expressions relating to the royal +family." + +"About the treason we might differ, madam; but my business is, not to +argue that, but to require of you to deliver up that paper to me, on +this warrant," again producing the ring. + +The lady laughed, and asked whether the gentleman was a fool or took her +to be one, that he asked her to give up what she had just told him was +the greatest treasure she had in the world,--her sure means of revenge +upon her enemies. + +"You will not?" asked the gentleman. + +"I will not." + +"Then hear what you have to expect, madam. Hear it, and then take time +to consider once more." + +"I have no time to spare," she replied. "I start for London early in +the morning; and my preparations are not complete." + +"You must hear me, however," said the gentleman. "If you do not yield +your husband will immediately and irrevocably put you to open shame." + +"He cannot," she replied. "I have no shame. I have the advantage of +him there." + +"You have, however, personal liberty at present. You have that to +lose,--and life, madam. You have that to lose." + +Lady Carse caught at the table, and leaned on it to support herself. It +was not from fear about her liberty or life; but because there was a +cruel tone in the utterance of the last words, which told her that it +was Lord Lovat who was threatening her; and she _was_ afraid of him. + +"I have shaken you now," said he. "Come: give me the letter." + +"It is not fear that shakes me," she replied. "It is disgust. The +disgust that some feel at reptiles I feel at you, my Lord Lovat." + +She quickly turned and left the room. When he followed she had her foot +on the stairs. He said aloud, "You will repent, madam. You will +repent." + +"That is my own affair." + +"True, madam, most true. I charge you to remember that you have +yourself said that it is your own affair if you find you have cause to +repent." + +Lady Carse stood on the stairs till her visitor had closed the house +door behind him, struggled up to her chamber, and fainted on the +threshold. + +"This journey will never do, madam," said Bessie, as her mistress +revived. + +"It is the very thing for me," protested the lady. "In twelve hours +more we shall have left this town and my enemies behind us; and then I +shall be happy." + +Bessie sighed. Her mistress often talked of being happy; but nobody had +ever yet seen her so. + +"This fainting is nothing," said Lady Carse, rising from the bed. "It +is only that my soul sickens when Lord Lovat comes near; and the visitor +below was Lord Lovat." + +"Mercy on us!" exclaimed Bessie. "What next?" + +"Why, that we must get this lock turned," said her lady, kneeling on the +lid of a trunk. "Now, try again. There it is! Give me the key. Get +me a cup of tea, and then to bed with you! I have a letter to write. +Call me at four, to a minute. Have you ordered two chairs, to save all +risk?" + +"Yes, madam; and the landlord will see your things to the coach office +to-night." + +Lady Carse had sealed her letter, and was winding up her watch with her +eyes fixed on the decaying fire, when she was startled by a knock at the +house door. Everybody else was in bed. In a vague fear she hastened to +her chamber, and held the door in her hand and listened while the +landlord went down. There were two voices besides his; and there was a +noise as of something heavy brought into the hall. When this was done, +and the bolts and bars were again fastened, she went to the stair-head +and saw the landlord coming up with a letter in his hand. The letter +was for her. It was heavy. Her trunks had come back from the coach +office. The London coach was gone. + +The letter contained the money paid for the fare of Lady Carse and her +maid to London, and explained that a person of importance having +occasion to go to London with attendants, and it being necessary to use +haste, the coach was compelled to start six hours earlier than usual; +and Lady Carse would have the first choice of places next time;--that is +in a fortnight. + +Bessie had never seen her mistress in such a rage as now: and poor +Bessie was never to see it again. At the first news, she was off her +guard, and thanked Heaven that this dangerous journey was put off for a +fortnight; and much might happen in that time. Her mistress turned +round upon her, said it was not put off,--she would go on horseback +alone,--she would go on foot,--she would crawl on her knees, sooner than +give up. Bessie was silent, well knowing that none of these ways would +or could be tried, and thankful that there was only this one coach to +England. Enraged at her silence, her mistress declared that no one who +was afraid to go to London was a proper servant for her, and turned her +off upon the spot. She paid her wages to the weeping Bessie, and with +the first light of morning, sent her from the house, herself closing the +door behind her. She then went to bed, drawing the curtains close round +it, remaining there all the next day, and refusing food. + +In the evening, she wearily rose, and slowly dressed herself,--for the +first time in her life without help. She was fretted and humbled at the +little difficulties of her toilet, and secretly wished, many times, that +Bessie would come back and offer her services, though she was resolved +to appear not to accept them without a very humble apology from Bessie +for her fears about London. At last, she was ready to go down to tea, +dressed in a wrapping-gown and slippers. When halfway down, she heard a +step behind her, and looked round. A Highlander was just two stairs +above her: another appeared at the foot of the flight; and more were in +the hall. She knew the livery. It was Lovat's tartan. They dragged +her downstairs, and into her parlour, where she struggled so violently +that she fell against the heavy table, and knocked out two teeth. They +fastened down her arms by swathing her with a plaid, tied a cloth over +her mouth, threw another over her head, and carried her to the door. In +the street was a sedan chair; and in the chair was a man who took her +upon his knees, and held her fast. Still she struggled so desperately, +that the chair rocked from side to side, and would have been thrown +over; but that there were plenty of attendants running along by the side +of it, who kept it upright. + +This did not last very long. When they had got out of the streets, the +chair stopped. The cloth was removed from her head; and she saw that +they were on the Linlithgow road, that some horsemen were waiting, one +of whom was on a very stout horse, which bore a pillion behind the +saddle. To this person she was formally introduced, and told that he +was Mr Forster of Corsebonny. She knew Mr Forster to be a gentleman +of character; and that therefore her personal safety was secure in his +hands. But her good opinion of him determined her to complain and +appeal to him in a way which she believed no gentleman could resist. +She did not think of making any outcry. The party was large; the road +was unfrequented at night; and she dreaded being gagged. She therefore +only spoke,--and that as calmly as she could. + +"What does this mean, Mr Forster? Where are you carrying me?" + +"I know little of Lord Carse's purposes, madam; and less of the meaning +of them probably than yourself." + +"My Lord Carse! Then I shall soon be among the dead. He will go +through life with murder on his soul." + +"You wrong him, madam. Your life is very safe." + +"No; I will not live to be the sport of my husband's mercy. I tell you, +sir, I will not live." + +"Let me advise you to be silent, madam. Whatever we have to say will be +better said at the end of our stage, where I hope you will enjoy good +rest, under my word that you shall not be molested." + +But the lady would not be silent. She declared very peremptorily her +determination to destroy herself on the first opportunity; and no one +who knew her temper could dispute the probability of her doing that, or +any other act of passion. From bewailing herself, she went on to say +things of her husband and Lord Lovat, and of her purposes in regard to +them, which Mr Forster felt that he and others ought not, for her own +sake, to hear. He quickened his pace, but she complained of cramp in +her side. He then halted, whispered to two men who watched for his +orders, and had the poor lady again silenced by the cloth being tied +over her mouth. She tried to drop off, but that only caused the strap +which bound her to the rider to be buckled tighter. She found herself +treated like a wayward child. When she could no longer make opposition, +the pace of the party was quickened, and it was not more than two hours +past midnight when they reached a country house, which she knew to +belong to an Edinburgh lawyer, a friend of her husband's. + +Servants were up--fires were burning--supper was on the table. The lady +was shown to a comfortable bedroom. + +From thence she refused to come down. Mr Forster and another gentleman +of the party therefore visited her to explain as much as they thought +proper of Lord Carse's plans, and of their own method of proceeding. + +They told her that Lord Carse found himself compelled, for family +reasons, to sequestrate her. For her life and safety there was no fear; +but she was to live where she could have that personal liberty of which +no one wished to deprive her, without opportunity of intercourse with +her family. + +"And where can that be?" she asked. "Who will undertake to say that I +shall live, in the first place, and that my children shall not hear from +me, in the next?" + +"Where your abode is to be, we do not know," replied Mr Forster. +"Perhaps it is not yet settled. As for your life, madam, I have engaged +to transfer you alive and safe, as far as lies in human power." + +"Transfer me! To whom?" + +"To another friend of your husband's, who will take equal care of you. +I am sorry for your threats of violence on yourself. They compel me to +do what I should not otherwise have thought of--to forbid your being +alone, even in this your own room." + +"You do not mean--" + +"I mean that you are not to be left unwatched for a single instant. +There is a woman in the house--the housekeeper. She and her husband +will enter this room when I leave it; and I advise you to say nothing to +them against this arrangement." + +"They shall have no peace with me." + +"I am sorry for it. It will be a bad preparation for your further +journey. You would do better to lie down and rest,--for which ample +time shall be allowed." + +The people in charge of the house were summoned, and ordered, in the +lady's hearing, to watch her rest, and on no account to leave the room +till desired to do so. A table was set out in one corner, with meat and +bread, wine and ale. But the unhappy lady would not attempt either to +eat or sleep. She sat by the fire, faint, weary and gloomy. She +listened to the sounds from below till the whole party had supped, and +lain down for the night. Then she watched her guards,--the woman +knitting, and the man reading his Bible. At last, she could hold up no +longer. Her head sank on her breast, and she was scarcely conscious of +being gently lifted, laid upon the bed, and covered up warm with cloak +and plaid. + + + +CHAPTER FOUR. + +NEWSPAPERS. + +Lady Carse did not awake till the afternoon of the next day; and then +she saw the housekeeper sitting knitting on the same chair, and looking +as if she had never stirred since she took her place there in the middle +of the night. The man was not there. + +The woman cheerfully invited the lady to rise and refresh herself, and +come to the fire, and then go down and dine. But Lady Carse's spirit +was awake as soon as her eyes were. She said she would never rise-- +never eat again. The woman begged her to think better of it, or she +should be obliged to call her husband to resume his watch, and to let +Mr Forster know of her refusal to take food. To this the poor lady +answered only by burying her face in the coverings, and remaining silent +and motionless, for all the woman could say. + +In a little while, up came Mr Forster, with three Highlanders. They +lifted her, as if she had been a child, placed her in an easy chair by +the fireside, held back her head, and poured down her throat a basin +full of strong broth. + +"It grieves me, madam," said Mr Forster, "to be compelled to treat you +thus--like a wayward child. But I am answerable for your life. You +will be fed in this way as often as you decline necessary food." + +"I defy you still," she cried. + +"Indeed!" said he, with a perplexed look. She had been searched by the +housekeeper in her sleep; and it was certain that no weapon and no drug +was about her person. She presently lay back in the chair, as if +wishing to sleep, throwing a shawl over her head; and all withdrew +except the housekeeper and her husband. + +In a little while some movement was perceived under the shawl, and there +was a suppressed choking sound. The desperate woman was swallowing her +hair, in order to vomit up the nourishment she had taken--as another +lady in desperate circumstances once did to get rid of poison. The +housekeeper was ordered to cut off her hair, and Mr Forster then rather +rejoiced in this proof that she carried no means of destroying her life. + +As soon as it was quite dark she was compelled to take more food, and +then wrapped up warmly for a night ride. Mr Forster invited her to +promise that she would not speak, that he might be spared the necessity +of bandaging her mouth. But she declared her intention of speaking on +every possible occasion; and she was therefore effectually prevented +from opening her mouth at all. + +On they rode through the night, stopping to dismount only twice; and +then it was not at any house, but at mere sheepfolds, where a fire was +kindled by some of the party, and where they drank whisky, and laughed +and talked in the warmth and glow of the fire, as if the poor lady had +not been present. Between her internal passion, her need of more food +than she would take, the strangeness of the scene, with the sparkling +cold stars overhead, and the heat and glow of the fire under the wall-- +amidst these distracting influences the lady felt confused and ill, and +would have been glad now to have been free to converse quietly, and to +accept the mercy Mr Forster had been ready to show her. He was as +watchful as ever, sat next her as she lay on the ground, said at last +that they had not much further to go, and felt her pulse. As the grey +light of morning strengthened, he went slower and slower, and encouraged +her to lean upon him, which her weakness compelled her to do. He sent +forward the factor of the estate they were now entering upon, desiring +him to see that everything was warm and comfortable. + +When the building they were approaching came in view, the poor lady +wondered how it could ever be made warm and comfortable. It was a +little old tower, the top of which was in ruins, and the rest as dreary +looking as possible. Cold and bare it stood on a waste hill-side. It +would have looked like a mere grey pillar set down on the scanty +pasture, but for a square patch behind, which was walled in by a hard +ugly wall of stones. A thin grey smoke arose from it, showing that +someone was within; and dogs began to bark as the party drew near. + +One woman was here as at the last resting place. She showed the way by +the narrow winding stair, up which Lady Carse was carried like a corpse, +and laid on a little bed in a _very_ small room, whose single window was +boarded up, leaving only a square of glass at the top to admit the +light. Mr Forster stood at the bedside, and said firmly, "Now, Lady +Carse, listen to me for a moment, and then you will be left with such +freedom as this room and this woman's attendance can afford you. You +are so exhausted, that we have changed our plan of travel. You will +remain here, in this room, till you have so recruited yourself by food +and rest as to be able to proceed to a place where all restraint will be +withdrawn. When you think yourself able to proceed, and declare your +willingness to do so, I, or a friend of mine, will be at your service-- +at your call at any hour. Till then this room is your abode; and till +then I bid you farewell." + +He unfastened the bandage, and was gone before she could speak to him. +What she wanted to say was, that on such terms she would never leave +this room again. She desired the woman to tell him so; but the woman +said she had orders to carry no messages. + +Where there is no help and no hope, any force of mere temper is sure to +give way, as Mr Forster well knew. Injured people who have done no +wrong, and who bear no anger against their enemies, have an inward +strength and liberty of mind which enable them to bear on firmly, and to +be immovable in their righteous purposes; so that, as has been shown by +many examples, they will be torn limb from limb sooner than yield. Lady +Carse was an injured person--most deeply injured, but she was not +innocent. She had a purpose; but it was a vindictive one; and her soul +was all tossed with passion, instead of being settled in patience. So +her intentions of starving herself--of making Mr Forster miserable by +killing herself through want of sleep and food, gave way; and then she +was in a rage with herself for having given way. When all was still in +the tower, and the silent woman who attended her knitted on for hours +together, as if she was a machine; and there was nothing to be seen from +the boarded window; and the smouldering peats in the fireplace looked as +if they were asleep, Lady Carse could not always keep awake, and, once +asleep, she did not wake for many hours. + +When, at length, she started up and looked around her, she was alone, +and the room was lighted only by a flickering blaze from the fireplace. +This dancing light fell on a little low round table, on which was a +plate with some slices of mutton-ham, some oatcake, three or four eggs, +and a pitcher. She was ravenously hungry, and she was alone. She +thought she would take something--so little as to save her pride, and +not to show that she had yielded. But, once yielding, this was +impossible. She ate, and ate, till all was gone--even the eggs; and it +would have been the same if they had been raw. The pitcher contained +ale, and she emptied it. When she had done, she could have died with +shame. She was just thinking of setting her dress on fire, when she +heard the woman's step on the stair. She threw herself on the bed, and +pretended to be asleep. Presently she was so, and she had another long +nap. When she woke the table had nothing on it but the woman's +knitting; the woman was putting peats on the fire, and she made no +remark, then or afterwards, on the disappearance of the food. From that +day forward food was laid out while the lady slept; and when she awoke, +she found herself alone to eat it. It was served without knife or fork, +with only bone spoons. It would have been intolerable shame to her if +she had known that she was watched, through a little hole in the door, +as a precaution against any attempt on her life. + +But her intentions of this kind too gave way. She was well aware that +though not free to go where she liked she could, any day, find herself +in the open air with liberty to converse, except on certain subjects; +and that she might presently be in some abode--she did not know what-- +where she could have full personal liberty, and her present confinement +being her own choice made it much less dignified, and this caused her to +waver about throwing off life and captivity together. The moment never +came when she was disposed to try. + +At the end of a week she felt great curiosity to know whether Mr +Forster was at the tower all this time waiting her pleasure. She would +not enquire lest she should be suspected of the truth--that she was +beginning to wish to see him. She tried one or two distant questions on +her attendant, but the woman knew nothing. There seemed to be no sort +of question that she could answer. + +In a few days more the desire for some conversation with somebody became +very pressing, and Lady Carse was not in the habit of denying herself +anything she wished for. Still, her pride pulled the other way. The +plan she thought of was to sit apparently musing or asleep by the fire +while her attendant swept the floor of her room, and suddenly to run +downstairs while the door was open. This she did one day, when she was +pretty sure she had heard an unusual sound of horses' feet below. If +Mr Forster should be going without her seeing him it would be dreadful. +If he should have arrived after an absence this would afford a pretext +for renewing intercourse with him. So she watched her moment, sprang to +the door, and was down the stair before her attendant could utter a cry +of warning to those below. + +Lady Carse stood on the last stair, gazing into the little kitchen, +which occupied the ground floor of the tower. Two or three people +turned and gazed at her, as startled, perhaps, as herself; and she _was_ +startled, for one of them was Lord Lovat. + +Mr Forster recovered himself, bowed, and said that perhaps she found +herself able to travel; in which case, he was at her service. + +"O dear, no!" she said. She had no intention whatever of travelling +further. She had heard an arrival of horsemen, and had merely come down +to know if there was any news from Edinburgh. + +Lord Lovat bowed, said he had just arrived from town, and would be happy +to wait on her upstairs with any tidings that she might enquire for. + +"By no means," she said, haughtily. She would wait for tidings rather +than learn them from Lord Lovat. She turned, and went upstairs again, +stung by hearing Lord Lovat's hateful laugh behind her as she went. + +As she sat by the fire, devouring her shame and wrath, her attendant +came up with a handful of newspapers, and Lord Lovat's compliments, and +he had sent her the latest Edinburgh news to read, as she did not wish +to hear it from him. She snatched the papers, meaning to thrust them +into the fire in token of contempt for the sender; but a longing to read +them came over her, and she might convey sufficient contempt by throwing +them on the bed--and this she accordingly did. + +She watched them, however, as a cat does a mouse. The woman seemed to +have no intention of going down any more to-day. Whether the lady was +watched, and her impatience detected, through the hole in the door, or +whether humanity suggested that the unhappy creature should be permitted +an hour of solitude on such an occasion, the woman was called down, and +did not immediately return. + +How impatiently, then, were the papers seized! How unsettled was the +eye which ran over the columns, while the mind was too feverish to +comprehend what it read! In a little while, however, the ordinary +method of newspaper reading established itself, and she went on from one +item to another with more amusement than anxiety. In this mood, and +with the utmost suddenness, she came upon the announcement, in large +letters, of "The Funeral of Lady Carse!" It was even so! In one paper +was a paragraph intimating the threatening illness of Lady Carse; in the +next, the announcement of her death; in the third, a full account of her +funeral, as taking place from her husband's house. + +Her fate was now clear. She was lost to the world for ever! In the +midst of the agony of this doom she could yet be stung by the thought +that this was the cause of Lord Lovat's complaisance in sending her the +newspapers; that here was the reason of the only indulgence which had +been permitted her! + +As for the rest, her mind made short work of it. Her object must now be +to confound her foes--to prove to the world that she was not dead and +buried. From this place she could not do this. Here there was no scope +and no hope. In travelling, and in her future residence, there might be +a thousand opportunities. She could not stay here another hour, and so +she sent word to Mr Forster. His reply was that he should be happy to +escort her that night. From the stair-head she told him that she could +not wait till night. He declared it impossible to make provision for +her comfort along the road without a few hours' notice by a horseman +sent forward. The messenger was already saddling his horse, and by nine +in the evening the rest of the party would follow. + +At nine the lady was on her pillion, but now comfortably clad in a +country dress--homely, but warm. It was dark, but she was informed that +the party thoroughly knew their road, and that in four or five days they +should have the benefit of the young moon. + +So, after four or five days, they were to be still travelling! Where +could they be carrying her? + + + +CHAPTER FIVE. + +CROSS ROADS AND SHORT SEAS. + +Where they were carrying her was more than Lady Carse herself could +discover. To the day of her death she never knew what country she had +traversed during the dreary and fatiguing week which ensued. She saw +Stirling Castle standing up on its mighty rock against the dim sky; and +she knew that before dawn they had entered the Highlands. + +But beyond this she was wholly ignorant. In those days there were no +milestones on the road she travelled. The party went near no town, +stopped at no inn, and never permitted her an opportunity of speaking to +anyone out of their own number. They always halted before daylight at +some solitary house--left open for them, but uninhabited--or at some +cowshed, where they shook down straw for her bed, made a fire, and +cooked their food; and at night they always remounted, and rode for many +hours, through a wild country, where the most hopeful of captives could +not dream of rescue. Sometimes they carried torches while ascending a +narrow ravine, where a winter torrent dashed down the steep rocks and +whirled away below, and where the lady unawares showed her desire to +live by clinging faster to the horseman behind whom she rode. Sometimes +she saw the whole starry hemisphere resting like a dome on a vast +moorland, the stars rising from the horizon here and sinking there, as +at sea. + +The party rarely passed any farmsteads or other dwellings; and when they +did silence was commanded, and the riders turned their horses on the +grass or soft earth, in order to appear as little as possible like a +cavalcade to any wakeful ears. Once, on such an occasion, Lady Carse +screamed aloud; but this only caused her to be carried at a gallop, +which instantly silenced her, and then to be gagged for the rest of the +night. She would have promised to make no such attempt again, such a +horror had she now of the muffle which bandaged her mouth, but nobody +asked her to promise. On the contrary, she heard one man say to +another, that the lady might scream all night long now, if she liked; +nobody but the eagles would answer her, now she was among the Frasers. + +Among the Frasers! Then she was on Lord Lovat's estates. Here there +was no hope for her; and all her anxiety was to get on, though every +step removed her further from her friends, and from the protection of +law. But this was exactly the place where she was to stop for a +considerable time. + +Having arrived at a solitary house among moorland hills, Mr Forster +told her that she would live here till the days should be longer, and +the weather warm enough for a more comfortable prosecution of her +further journey. He would advise her to take exercise in the garden, +small as it was, and to be cheerful, and preserve her health, in +expectation of the summer, when she would reach a place where all +restrictions on her personal liberty would cease. He would now bid her +farewell. + +"You are going back to Edinburgh," said she, rising from her seat by the +fire. "You will see Lord Carse. Tell him that though he has buried his +wife, he has not got rid of her. She will haunt him--she will shame +him--she will ruin him yet." + +"I see now--" observed a voice behind her. She turned and perceived +Lord Lovat, who addressed himself to Mr Forster, saying, "I see now +that it _is_ best to let such people live. If she were dead, we cannot +say but that she might haunt him; though I myself have no great belief +of it. As it is, she is safe out of his way--at any rate, till she dies +first. I see now that his method is the right one." + +"Why, I don't know, my lord," replied Lady Carse. "You should consider +how little trouble it would have cost to put me out of the way in my +grave; and how much trouble I am costing you now. It is some comfort to +me to think of the annoyance and risk, and fatigue and expense, I am +causing you all." + +"You mistake the thing, madam. We rejoice in these things, as incurred +for the sake of some people over the water. It gratifies our loyalty-- +our loyalty, madam, is a sentiment which exalts and endears the meanest +services, even that of sequestrating a spy, an informer." + +"Come, come, Lovat, it is time we were off," said Mr Forster, who was +at once ashamed of his companion's brutality, and alarmed at its effect +upon the lady. She looked as if she would die on the spot. She had not +been aware till now how her pride had been gratified by the sense of her +own importance, caused by so many gentlemen of consequence entering into +her husband's plot against her liberty. She was now rudely told that it +was all for their own sakes. She was controlled not as a dignified and +powerful person, but as a mischievous informer. She rallied quickly-- +not only through pride, but from the thought that power is power, +whencesoever derived, and that she might yet make Lord Lovat feel this. +She curtseyed to the gentlemen, saying, "It is your turn now to jeer, +gentlemen; and to board up windows, and the like. The day may come when +I shall sit at a window to see your heads fall." + +"Time will show," said Lord Lovat, with a smile, and an elegant bow. +And they left her alone. + +They no longer feared to leave her alone. Her temper was well-known to +them; and her purposes of ultimate revenge, once clearly announced, were +a guarantee that she would, if possible, live to execute them. She +would make no attempts upon her life henceforward. Weeks and months +passed on. The snow came, and lay long, and melted away. Beyond the +garden wall she saw sprinklings of young grass among the dark heather; +and now the bleat of a lamb, and now the scudding brood of the +moor-fowl, told her that spring was come. Long lines of wild geese in +the upper air, winging steadily northwards, indicated the advancing +season. The whins within view burst into blossom; and the morning +breeze which dried the dews wafted their fragrance. Then the brooding +mists drew off under the increasing warmth of the sun; and the lady +discovered that there was a lake within view--a wide expanse, winding +away among mountains till it was lost behind their promontories. She +strained her eyes to see vessels on this lake, and now and then she did +perceive a little sail hoisted, or a black speck, which must be a +rowboat traversing the waters when they were sheeny in the declining +sun. These things, and the lengthening and warmth of the days, +quickened her impatience to be removed. She often asked the people of +the house whether no news and no messengers had come; but they did not +improve in their knowledge of the English tongue any more than she did +in that of the Gaelic, and she could obtain no satisfaction. In the +sunny mornings she lay on the little turf plat in the garden, or walked +restlessly among the cabbage-beds (being allowed to go no further), or +shook the locked gate desperately, till someone came out to warn her to +let it alone. In the June nights she stood at her window, only one +small pane of which would open, watching the mists shifting and curling +in the moonlight, or the sheet lightning which now and then revealed the +lake in the bosom of the mountains, or appeared to lay open the whole +sky. But June passed away, and there was no change. July came and +went--the sun was visibly shortening his daily journey, and leaving an +hour of actual darkness in the middle of the night: and still there was +no prospect of a further journey. She began to doubt Mr Forster as +much as she hated Lord Lovat, and to say to herself that his promises of +further personal liberty in the summer were mere coaxing words, uttered +to secure a quiet retreat from her presence. If she could see him, for +only five minutes, how she would tell him her mind! + +She never again saw Mr Forster: but, one night in August, while she was +at the window, and just growing sleepy, she was summoned by the woman of +the house to dress herself for a night ride. She prepared herself +eagerly enough, and was off presently, without knowing anything of the +horsemen who escorted her. + +It was with a gleam of pleasure that she saw that they were approaching +the lake she had so often gazed at from afar: and her heart grew lighter +still when she found that she was to traverse it. She began to talk, in +her new exhilaration; and she did not leave off, though nobody replied. +But her exclamations about the sunrise, the clearness of the water, and +the leaping of the fish, died away when she looked from face to face of +those about her, and found them all strange and very stern. At last, +the dip of the oars was the only sound; but it was a pleasant and +soothing one. All went well this day. After landing, the party +proceeded westwards--as they did nightly for nearly a week. It mattered +little that they did not enter a house in all that time. The weather +was so fine, that a sheepfold, or a grassy nook of the moorland, served +all needful purposes of a resting place by day. + +On the sixth night, a surprise, and a terrible surprise, awaited the +poor lady. Her heart misgave her when the night wind brought the sound +of the sea to her ears--the surging sea which tosses and roars in the +rocky inlets of the western coast of Scotland. But her dismay was +dreadful when she discovered that there was a vessel below, on board +which she was to be carried without delay. On the instant, dreadful +visions arose before her imagination, of her being carried to a foreign +shore, to be delivered into the hands of the Stuarts, to be punished as +a traitor and spy; and of those far off plantations and dismal colonies +where people troublesome to their families were said to be sent, to be +chained to servile labour with criminals and slaves. She wept bitterly: +she clasped her hands--she threw herself at the feet of the conductor of +the party--she appealed to them all, telling them to do what they would +with her, if only they would not carry her to sea. Most of them looked +at one another, and made no reply--not understanding her language. The +conductor told her to fear nothing, as she was in the hands of the +Macdonalds, who had orders from Sir Alexander Macdonald, of Skye, to +provide for her safety. He promised that the voyage would not be a long +one; and that as soon as the sloop should have left the loch she should +be told where she was going. With that, he lifted her lightly, stepped +into a boat, and was rowed to the sloop, where she was received by the +owner, and half a dozen other Macdonalds. For some hours they waited +for a wind; and sorely did the master wish it would come; for the lady +lost not a glimpse of an opportunity of pleading her cause, explaining +that she was stolen from Edinburgh, against the laws. He told her she +had better be quiet, as nothing could be done. Sir Alexander Macdonald +was in the affair. He, for one, would never keep her or anyone against +their will unless Sir Alexander Macdonald were in it: but nothing could +be done. He saw, however, that some impression was made on one person, +who visited the sloop on business, one William Tolney, who had +connexions at Inverness, from having once been a merchant there, and who +was now a tenant of the Macleods, in a neighbouring island. This man +was evidently touched; and the Macdonalds held a consultation in +consequence, the result of which was that William Tolney was induced to +be silent on what he had seen and heard. But for many a weary year +after did Lady Carse turn with hope to the image of the stranger who had +listened to her on board the sloop, taken the address of her lawyer, and +said that in his opinion something must be done. + +In the evening the wind rose, and the sloop moved down the loch. With a +heavy heart the lady next morning watched the vanishing of the last of +Glengarry's seats, on a green platform between the grey and bald +mountains; then the last fishing hamlet on the shores; and, finally, a +flock of herons come abroad to the remotest point of the shore from +their roosting places in the tall trees that sheltered Glengarry's +abode. After that all was wretchedness. For many days she was on the +tossing sea--the sloop now scudding before the wind, now heaving on the +troubled waters, now creeping along between desolate looking islands, +now apparently lost amidst the boundless ocean. At length, soon after +sunrise, one bright morning, the sail was taken in, and the vessel lay +before the entrance of an harbour which looked like the mouth of a small +river. At noon the sun beat hot on the deck of the sloop. In the +afternoon the lady impatiently asked what they were waiting for--if this +really was, as she was told, their place of destination. The wind was +not contrary; what where they waiting for? + +"No, madam; the wind is fair. But it is a curious circumstance about +this harbour that it can be entered safely only at night. It is one of +the most dangerous harbours in all the isles." + +"And you dare to enter it at night? What do you mean?" + +"I will show you, madam, when night comes." + +Lady Carse suspected that the delay was on her account; that she was not +to land by daylight, less too much sympathy should be excited by her +among the inhabitants. Her indignation at this stimulated her to +observe all she could of the appearance of the island, in case of +opportunity occurring to turn to the account of an escape any knowledge +she might obtain. On the rocky ledges which stretched out into the sea +lay basking several seals; and all about them, and on every higher +ledge, were myriads of puffins. Hundreds of puffins and fulmars were in +the air, and skimming the waters. The fulmars poised themselves on +their long wings; the fat little puffins poffled about in the water, and +made a great commotion where everything else was quiet. From these +lower ridges of rock vast masses arose, black and solemn, some +perpendicular, some with a slope too steep and smooth to permit a +moment's dream of climbing them. Even on this warm day of August the +clouds had not risen above the highest peaks; and they threw a gloom +over the interior of the small island, while the skirting rocks and sea +were glittering in the sunshine. Even the scanty herbage of the slopes +at the top of the rocks looked almost a bright green where the sun fell +upon it; and especially where it descended so far as to come into +contrast with the blackness of the yawning caverns with which the rocky +wall was here and there perforated. + +The lady perceived no dwellings; but Macdonald, who observed her +searching gaze, pointed his glass and invited her to look through it. +At first she saw nothing but a dim confusion of grey rocks and dull +grass; but at length she made out a grey cottage, with a roof of turf, +and a peat stack beside it. + +"I see one dwelling," said the lady. + +"You see it," observed Macdonald, satisfied, and resuming his glass. +Then, observing the lady was not satisfied, he added, "There are more +dwellings, but they are behind yonder ridge, out of sight. That is +where my place is." + +Lady Carse did not at present discern where the dangerous sympathy with +her case was to come from. But there was no saying how many dwellings +there might be behind that ridge. She once more insisted on landing by +daylight; and was once more told that it was out of the question. She +resolved to keep as wide awake as her suspicions, in order to see what +was to be done with her. She was anxiously on the watch in the darkness +an hour before midnight, when Macdonald said to her, "Now for it, madam! +I will presently show you something curious." + +The sloop began to move under the soft breathing night wind; and in a +few minutes Macdonald asked her if she saw anything before her, a little +to the right. At first she did not; but was presently told that a tiny +spark, too minute to be noticed by any but those who were looking for +it, was a guiding light. + +"Where is it?" asked the lady. "Why have not you a more effectual +light?" + +"We are thankful enough to have any: and it serves our turn." + +"Oh! I suppose it is a smuggler's signal, and it would not do to make +it more conspicuous." + +"No, madam. It is far from being a smuggler's signal. There is a +woman, Annie Fleming, living in the grey house I showed you, an honest +and pious soul, who keeps up that light for all that want it." + +"Why? Who employs her?" + +"She does it of her own liking. Some have heard tell, but I don't know +it for true, that when she and her husband were young she saw him drown, +from his boat having run foul in the harbour that she overlooks, and +that from that day to this she has had a light up there every night. I +can say that I never miss it when I come home; and I always enter by +night, trusting to it as the best landmark in this difficult harbour." + +"And do the other inhabitants trust to it, and come in by night?" + +Macdonald answered that his was the only boat on the island; but he +believed that all who had business on the sea between this and Skye knew +that light, and made use of it, on occasion, in dangerous weather. And +now he must not talk, but see to his vessel. + +This is the only boat on the island! He must mean the only sloop. +There must be fishing boats. There must and should be, the lady +resolved; for she would get back to the mainland. She would not spend +her days here, beyond the westerly Skye, where she had just learned that +this island lay. + +The anxious business of entering the harbour was accomplished by slow +degrees, under the guidance of the spark on the hill-side. At dawn the +little vessel was moored to a natural pier of rock, and the lady was +asked whether she would proceed to Macdonald's house immediately or take +some hours' rest first. + +Here ended her fears of being secluded from popular sympathy. She was +weary of the sea and the vessel, and made all haste to leave them. + +Her choice lay between walking and being carried by Highlanders. She +chose to walk; and with some fatigue, and no little internal +indignation, she traversed a mile and a half of rocky and moorland ways, +then arriving at a sordid and dreary looking farmhouse, standing alone +in a wild place, to which Macdonald proudly introduced her as Sir +Alexander's estate on this island, of which he was the tenant. + + + +CHAPTER SIX. + +THE STEADFAST + +It was a serene evening when, the day after her landing, Lady Carse +approached Widow Fleming's abode. The sun was going down in a clear +sky; and when, turning from the dazzling western sea, the eye wandered +eastwards, the view was such as could not but transport a heart at ease. +The tide was low, and long shadows from the rocks lay upon the yellow +sands and darkened, near the shore, the translucent sea. At the +entrance of the black caverns the spray leaped up on the advance of +every wave,--not in threatening but as if at play. Far away over the +lilac and green waters arose the craggy peaks of Skye, their projections +and hollows in the softest light and shadow. As the sea-birds rose from +their rest upon the billows, opposite the sun, diamond drops fell from +their wings. Nearer at hand there was little beauty but what a +brilliant sunset sheds over every scene. There were shadows from the +cottage over the dull green sward, and from the two or three goats which +moved about on the ledges and slopes of the upper rocks. The cottage +itself was more lowly and much more odd than the lady had conceived from +anything she had yet seen or heard of. Its walls were six feet thick, +and roofed from the inside, leaving a sort of platform all round, which +was overgrown with coarse herbage. The outer and inner surfaces of the +wall were of stones, and the middle part was filled in with earth; so +that grass might well grow on the top. The roof was of thatch--part +straw, part sods, tied down to cross poles by ropes of twisted heather. +The walls did not rise more than five feet from the ground; and nothing +could be easier than for the goats to leap up, when tempted to graze +there. A kid was now amusing itself on one corner. As Lady Carse +walked round, she was startled at seeing a woman sitting on the opposite +corner. Her back was to the sun--her gaze fixed on the sea, and her +fingers were busy knitting. The lady had some doubts at first about its +being the widow, as this woman wore a bright cotton handkerchief tied +over her head: but a glance at the face when it was turned towards her +assured her that it was Annie Fleming herself. + +"No, do not come down," said the lady. "Let me come up beside you. I +see the way." + +And she stepped up by means of the projecting stones of the wall, and +threw herself down beside the quiet knitter. + +"What are you making? Mittens? And what of? What sort of wool is +this?" + +"It is goats' hair." + +"Tiresome work!" the lady observed. "Wool is bad enough; but these +short lengths of hair! I should never have patience." + +The widow replied that she had time in these summer evenings; and she +was glad to take the chance of selling a few pairs when Macdonald went +to the main, once or twice a year. + +"How do they sell? What do you get for them?" + +"I get oil to last me for some time." + +"And what else?" + +"Now and then I may want something else; but I get chiefly oil--as what +I want most." + +The widow saw that Lady Carse was not attending to what she said, and +was merely making an opening for what she herself wanted to utter: so +Annie said no more of her work and its payment, but waited. + +"This is a dreadful place," the lady burst out. "Nobody can live here." + +"I have heard there are kindlier places to live in," the widow replied. +"This island must appear rather bare to people who come from the +south,--as I partly remember myself." + +"Where did you come from? Do you know where I come from? Do you know +who I am?" cried the lady. + +"I came from Dumfries. I have not heard where you lived, my lady. I +was told by Macdonald that you came by Sir Alexander Macdonald's orders, +to live here henceforward." + +"I will not live here henceforward. I would sooner die." + +The widow looked surprised. In answer to that look Lady Carse said, +"Ah! you do not know who I am, nor what brought me here, or you would +see that I cannot live here, and why I would rather die.--Why do not you +speak? Why do you not ask me what I have suffered?" + +"I should not think of it, my lady. Those who have suffered are slow to +speak of their heart pain, and would be ashamed before God to say how +much oftener they would rather have died." + +"I must speak, however, and I will," declared Lady Carse. "You know I +must; and you are the only person in the island that I can speak to.--I +want to live with you. I must. I know you are a good woman. I know +you are kind. If you are kind to mere strangers that come in boats, and +keep a light to save them from shipwreck, you will not be cruel to me-- +the most ill used creature--the most wretched--the most--" + +She hid her face on her knees, and wept bitterly. + +"Take courage, my lady," said Annie. "If you have not strength enough +for your troubles to-day, it only shows that there is more to come." + +"I do not want strength," said the lady. "You do not know me. I am not +wanting in strength. What I want--what I must have--is justice." + +"Well--that is what we are all most sure of when God's day comes," said +Annie. "That we are quite sure of. And we may surely hope for patience +till then, if we really wish it. So I trust you will be comforted, my +lady." + +"I cannot stay here, however. There are no people here. There is +nobody that I can endure at Macdonald's, and there are none others but +labourers, and they speak only Gaelic. And it is a wretched place. +They have not even bread.--Mrs Fleming, I must come and live with you." + +"I have no bread, my lady. I have nothing so good as they have at +Macdonald's." + +"You have a kind heart. Never mind the bread now. We will see about +that. I don't care how I live; but I want to stay with you. I want +never to go back to Macdonald's." + +The widow stepped down to the ground, and beckoned to the lady to follow +her into the house. It was a poor place as could be seen:--one room +with a glazed window looking towards the harbour, a fireplace and a bed +opposite the window;--a rickety old bedstead, with an exhausted flock +bed and a rug upon it; and from one end of the apartment, a small dim +space partitioned off, in which was a still less comfortable bed, laid +on trestles made of driftwood. + +"Who sleeps here?" + +"My son, when he is at home. He is absent now, my lady: and see, this +is the only place;--no place for you, my lady." + +Lady Carse shrank back impatiently. She then turned and said, "I might +have this larger room, and you the other. I shall find means of paying +you--" + +"Impossible, madam," the widow replied. "I am obliged to occupy this +room." + +"For to-night, at least, you will let me have it. I cannot go back to +Macdonald's to-night. I will not go back at all; and you cannot turn me +out to-night. I have other reasons besides those I mentioned. I must +be in sight of the harbour. It is my only hope." + +"You can stay here, if you will, madam: and you can have that bed. But +I can never leave this room between dark and light. I have yonder lamp +to attend to." + +"Oh! I will attend to the lamp." + +The widow smiled, and observed that she hoped the lady would have better +sleep than she could enjoy if she had the lamp to watch; and that was a +business which she could not commit to another hand. In the course of +the argument, the lady discovered that it would be a serious matter to +let out both the fire and lamp, as there was no tinder-box on the +island, and no wood, except in the season of storms, when some was +drifted up wet. + +"I should like to live with you, and help you to keep up your lamp," +said the lady. "If you could only manage a room for me--Not that I mean +to stay in this island! I will not submit to that. But while I am +waiting to get away, I should like to spend my time with you. You have +a heart. You would feel for me." + +"I do feel for you, madam. This must be a terrible place for you, just +to-day,--and for many days to come. But oh! my lady, if you want peace +of mind, this is the place! It is a blessing that may be had anywhere, +I know. One would think it shone down from the sky or breathed out from +the air,--it is so sure to be wherever the sky bends over, or the air +wraps us round. But of all places, this is the one for peace of mind." + +"This!--this--dreary island!" + +"This quiet island. Look out now, and see if you can call it dreary. +Why, madam, there can hardly be a brighter glory, or a more cheerful +glow among the sons of God about the throne, than there is at this +moment over sea and shore, and near at home up to the very stone of my +threshold. Madam, I could never think this island dreary." + +"It is not always sunset, nor always summer time," said Lady Carse, who +could not deny nor wholly resist the beauty of the scene. + +"Other beauty comes by night and in the winter," observed the widow, +"and at times a grandeur which is better than the beauty. If the +softness of this sunshine nourishes our peace of mind, yet more does the +might of the storms. The beauty might be God's messenger. The might is +God Himself." + +"You speak as if you did not fear God," said the lady, with the light +inexperience of one to whom such subjects were not familiar. + +"As a sinner, I fear Him, madam. But as His child--Why, madam, what +else have we in all the universe? And having Him, what more do we +want?" + +"He has made us full of wants," said the lady. "I, for one, am all +bereaved, and very, very wretched.--But do not let us talk of that now. +One who is alone in this place, and knows and needs nothing beyond, +cannot enter into my sorrows at once. It will take long to make you +conceive such misery as mine. But it will be a comfort to me to open my +heart to you. And I must live within view of the harbour. I must see +every boat that comes. They say you do." + +"I do. They are few; but I see them all." + +"And you save a good many by the spark in your window." + +"It has pleased God to save some, it is thought, who would have perished +as some perished before them. He set me that task, in a solemn way, +many years ago; and any mercy that has grown out of it is His.--Do you +see any vessel on the sea, madam? I always look abroad the last thing +before the sun goes down. My eyes can hardly be much older than yours: +but they are much worn." + +"How have you so used your eyes? Is it that hair-knitting?" + +"That is not good. But it is more the sharp winds, and the night +watching, and the shine of the sea in the day." + +"I must live with you. I will watch for you, night and day. You think +I cannot. You think I shall tire. Why, you are not weary of it." + +"Oh, no! I shall never be weary of it." + +"Much less should I. You want only to keep up your lamp. I want to get +away. All the interests of my life lie beyond this sea; and do you +think I shall tire of watching for the opportunity?--I will watch +through this very night. You shall go to bed, and sleep securely, and I +will keep your lamp. And to-morrow we will arrange something. Why +should I not have a room,--a cottage built at the end of yours? I +will." + +"If you could find anyone to build it," suggested the widow. + +"Somebody built Macdonald's, I suppose. And yours." + +"Macdonald's is very old;--built, it is thought, at the same time with +the chapel, which has been in ruins these hundred years. My husband +built ours,--with me to help him; and also his brother, who died before +it was finished." + +"Where is your son?" inquired the lady. "If he will undertake to work +for me, I will get it done. Where is your son? And what is his +business?" + +"I do not know exactly where he is." + +"Well, but is he on the island?" + +"I believe so. He comes and goes according to his business. In the +early summer he seeks eggs all over the island; and, somewhat later, the +eider-down. When he can get nothing better he brings the birds +themselves." + +"What do you do with them?" + +"We keep the feathers, and also the skins. The skins are warm to cover +the feet with, when made into socks. If the birds are not very old, we +salt them for winter food: and at worst, I get some oil from them. But +I get most oil from the young seals, and from the livers of the fish he +catches at times." + +"Fish! then he has a boat! Does he go out in a boat to fish?" + +"I can hardly say that he has a boat," replied the mother, with an +extraordinary calmness of manner that told of internal effort. "Our +caverns run very deep into the rocks; and the ledges run out far into +the sea. Rollo has made a kind of raft of the driftwood he found: and +on this he crosses the water in the caverns, and passes from ledge to +ledge, fishing as he goes. This is our only way of getting fish, except +when a chance boat comes into the harbour." + +"Could that raft go out on a calm day,--on a very smooth sea,--to meet +any boat at a distance?" + +"Impossible! madam. I think it too dangerous in our smallest coves to +be used without sin. It is against my judgment that Rollo ever goes +round the end of a ledge, which he has been seen to do." + +"But it is impossible to get a boat? Have you never had a boat?" + +"We once had a boat, madam: and it was lost." Even the selfish Lady +Carse reproached herself for her question. It struck her now that boat +and husband had been lost together; for Macdonald had told her that +Annie Fleming had seen her husband drown. + +"I wish I knew where Rollo is," she said to break the silence. "I think +something might be done. I think I could find a way. Do not you wish +you knew where he was?" + +"No, madam." + +"Well! perhaps you might be uneasy about him if you did. But which way +did he go?" + +The widow pointed northwards, where huge masses of rock appeared tumbled +one upon another, and into the sea, at the base of a precipice two +hundred feet high. She further told, in reply to a question, that Rollo +went forth yesterday, without saying where he was going; and there were +caves among the rocks she had pointed out, where Rollo might possibly be +fishing. + +Lady Carse found it vexatious that darkness was coming on. She had a +purpose; but the sun did not set the later, nor promise to rise the +earlier, on that account. When the widow set before her some oaten +bread and dried fish, she ate, without perceiving that none was left for +her hostess. And when the widow lighted the iron lamp and set it in the +window, the lady made only faint pretences of a wish to sit up and watch +it. She also said nothing of occupying the meaner bed. She was +persuaded that her first duty was to obtain some good rest, preparatory +to going forth to seek Rollo, and induce him to take her on his raft to +some place whence she might escape to the mainland. So she lay down on +the widow's bed, and slept soundly,--her hungry hostess sitting by the +smouldering peats in the rude fireplace,--now and then smiling at the +idea of her guest's late zeal about watching the lamp for her, in order +to give her a good night's rest. When daylight came, she retired to her +son's bed, and had just dropped asleep when Lady Carse roused her to ask +for some breakfast to take with her, as she did not know when she should +be back from her expedition. Again the widow smiled as she said there +was nothing in the house. At this time of the year there were no +stores; and a good appetite at night left nothing for the morning. + +"O dear!" said the lady. "Well: I daresay your sitting up made you +hungry enough to finish everything while I was asleep. No doubt it +must. But what to do I know not. I will not go back to Macdonald's, if +I starve for it. Perhaps I may meet some fishermen, or somebody. I +will try.--Good morning. I shall come back: but I will not put you long +out of your ways. I will get a cottage built at the end of yours as +soon as possible." The door closed behind her, and once more the widow +smiled, as she composed herself to rest on her own bed. She had already +returned thanks for the blessings with which the new day had opened; and +especially that to one so lowly as herself was permitted the honour and +privilege--so unlooked for and unthought of--of dispensing hospitality. + + + +CHAPTER SEVEN. + +THE ROVING OF THE RESTLESS. + +The lady began walking at a great rate, being in a vast hurry to find +Rollo. She descended to the shore, knowing that if she kept on the +heights she should arrive at the precipices which would forbid all +access to the caves below. + +The tide was going down; and as soon as she reached the sands of a +little cove she was pleased to see a good many shell fish. Her first +thought was that she would collect some and carry them up for Annie +Fleming's breakfast; but she immediately remembered that this would add +to her fatigues, and consume her precious time; and she gave up the +thought, and began picking up cockles for herself--large blue cockles, +which she thought would afford her an excellent breakfast, if only she +could meet with some fresh bread and butter in some nook in the island. +She turned up her skirt--the skirt of the country woman's gown which she +wore--and made a bag of it for her cockles, rejoicing for the moment +that it was not one of her own silks. Then she remembered that she had +seen at the widow's a light and strong frail basket, made of the +sea-bent which grew in the sands. This basket would be useful to her: +so she would, after all, go up--carry some cockles for Annie, and borrow +the basket. She did so, and came away again without awakening the +widow. + +At first, Lady Carse thought that Annie was right, and that the island +was not so dreary after all. The morning breeze was fresh and +strengthening; the waves ran up gaily upon the sands, and leaped against +the projecting rocks, and fell back with a merry splash. And the +precipices were so fine, she longed for her sketch-book; and the romance +of her youth began to revive within her. Here was a whole day for +roving. She would somehow make a fire in a cave, and cook for herself. +She was sure she could live among these caves; and if she was missing +for a considerable time, the Macdonalds would think she had escaped, or +was drowned; and she could slip away at last, when some vessel put into +the harbour. She stopped and looked round; but on all the vast stretch +of waters there was no vessel to be seen but the sloop in the harbour; +while on shore there was no human being visible, nor any trace of +habitation. The solitude rather pressed on her heart; but she hastened +on, and rounded the point which would shut out from her the land view, +and prevent her being seen by any one from Macdonald's. She had no fear +of her return being cut off by the tide. She had the whole day before +her, and could climb the rocks to a safe height at any time. + +These were caves indeed! At sight of them her heart was in a sort of +tumult very different from any it had experienced for long. She eagerly +entered the first, and drew deep breath as the thunder of the waters and +the echoes together almost confounded her senses. At the lowest tides +there was some depth of water below, in a winding central channel. In +the evening how black that channel must be! how solemn the whole place! +Now the low sun was shining in, lighting up every point, and disclosing +all the hollows, and just catching a ripple now and then, which, in its +turn, made a ripple of light on the roof; and, far in, there was an +opening--a gaping chink in the side of the cave--which gave admission to +a second rocky chamber. + +Lady Carse was bent on reaching this opening; and did so, at last. She +could not cross the clear deep water in the channel below her. It was +just too wide for a safe leap. But she found a footing over the rocks +which confined it; and on she went--now ascending, now descending almost +to the water--amidst dancing lights and rising and falling echoes; on +she went, her heart throbbing, her spirits cheered--her whole soul full +of a joy which she had not experienced for long. She stepped over the +little chasm to which the waters narrowed at last, and, reaching the +opening thrust herself through it. + +She seemed to have left light and sound behind her. Dim, cool, and +almost silent was the cavern she now stood in. Its floor was thickly +strewn with fine sand, conveying the sensation that her own footsteps +were not to be heard. Black pillars of rock rose from a still pool +which lay in her way, and which she perceived only just in time to +prevent her stepping into it. These pillars and other dark masses of +rock sprang up and up till her eye lost them in the darkness; and if +there was a roof, she could not see it. A drip from above made a plash +about once in a minute in the pool; and the murmur from without was so +subdued--appeared to be so swallowed up in vastness and gloom--that the +minute drop was loud in comparison. Lady Carse lay down on the soft +sand, to rest, and listen, and think--to ponder plans of hiding and +escape. All her meditations brought her round to the same point: that +three things were necessary to any plan of escape--a supply of food, a +boat, and an accomplice. She arose, chilled and hungry, determined to +try whether she could not meet with one or all of these this very day. + +As she slowly proceeded round the pool, she became aware that it was not +so perfectly still as hitherto; and a gurgle of waters grew upon the +ear. It was only that the tide was coming up, and that the pool was +being fed by such influx as could take place through a few crannies. +She perceived that these crannies had let in a glimmering of light which +was now sensibly darkened. She had no fear--only the delicious awe +which thrills through the spirit on its admission to the extreme +privacies of nature. There was some light, and safe opportunity of +return by the way she had come. She would not go back till she had +tried whether she could get on. + +On she went--more than once in almost total darkness--more than once +slipping on a piece of wet and weedy rock where she expected to tread on +thick sand--more than once growing irritable at little difficulties, as +hungry people of better tempers than hers are apt to do in strange +places. A surprise awaited her at last. She had fancied she perceived +a glimmer of light before her; and she suddenly found herself at the top +of a steep bank of sand, at the bottom of which there was an opening--a +very low arch--to the outer air. While she was sliding down this bank, +she heard a voice outside. She was certain of it. Presently there was +a laugh, and the voice again. If she had found Rollo, there was +somebody else too; and if Rollo was not here, there was the more to hope +something from. + +Now the question was whether she could get through the arch. She pushed +her basket through first, and then her own head; and she saw what made +her lie still for some little time. The arch opened upon a cove, deep +and narrow, between projecting rocks. A small raft rose and fell on the +surface of the water; and on the raft stood a man, steading himself with +his legs wide apart, while he held a rope with both hands, and gazed +intently upwards. The raft was in a manner anchored; tied with ropes to +masses of rock on each side of the cove; but it still pitched so much +that Lady Carse thought the situation of the man very perilous: and she, +therefore, made no noise, lest she should startle him. She little +dreamed how safe was his situation compared with that of the comrade he +was watching. + +In a short time the man changed his occupation. He relaxed his hold of +the rope, fastened it to a corner of the raft, gazed about him like a +man of leisure, and then once more looked upwards, holding out his arms +as if to catch something good. And immediately a shower of sea-birds +began to fall: now one, now three, now one again: down they came, head +foremost, dead as a stone. Two fell into the water; but he fished them +up with a stick with a noose of hair at the end, and flung them on the +heap in the middle of the raft. + +When the shower began to slacken, Lady Carse thought it the time to make +herself heard. She put her head and shoulders through the low arch, and +asked the man if he thought she could get through. His start at the +voice, his bewildered look down the face of the rock, and the scared +expression of his countenance when he discovered the face that peeped +out at the bottom, amused Lady Carse extremely. She did not remember +how unlike her fair complexion and her hair were to those of the women +of these islands, nor that a stranger was in this place more rare than a +ghost. And as for the man--what could he suppose but that the handsome +face that he saw peeping out, laughing, from the base of the precipice, +was that of some rock spirit, sent perhaps for mischief? However, in +course of time the parties came to an explanation; that is, of all that +the lady said, the man caught one word--Macdonald; and he saw that she +had a basket of cockles, and knew the basket to be of island +manufacture. Moreover he found, when he ventured to help her out, that +her hand was of flesh and blood, though he had never before seen one so +slender and white. + +When she stood upright on the margin of the creek, what a scene it was! +Clear as the undulating waters were, no bottom was visible. Their +darkness and depth sent a chill through her frame. Overhead the +projecting rocks nearly shut out the sky, while the little strip that +remained was darkened by a cloud of fluttering and screaming sea-birds. +The cause of their commotion was pointed out to her. A man, whom she +could scarcely have distinguished but for the red cap on his head, was +on the face of the precipice; now appearing still, now moving, she could +not tell how, for the rock appeared to her as smooth up there as the +wall of a house. But it was not so--there were ledges; and on one of +these he stood, plundering the nests of the sea fowl, which were +screaming round his head. + +"Rollo?" the lady asked, as she turned away, her brain reeling at the +sight she had seen. + +"Rollo," replied the man, now entirely satisfied. No spirit would want +to be told who anyone was. + +And now Rollo was to descend. His comrade again stepped upon the raft, +pushed out to the middle of the channel, secured the raft, grasped the +rope, and steadied himself. Lady Carse thought she could not look; but +she glanced up now and then, when there was a call from above, or a +question from below, or when there was a fling of the rope or a pause in +the proceedings. When Rollo at last slid down upon the raft, hauled it +to shore, and jumped on the rock beside her, he was as careless as a +hedger coming home to breakfast, while she was trembling in every limb. + +And Rollo was thinking more of his breakfast than of the way he had +earned it, or of the presence of a stranger. He was a stout, and now +hungry, lad of eighteen, to whom any precipice was no more startling +than a ladder is to a builder. And, as his mother had taught him to +speak English, and he had on that account been employed to communicate +with such strangers as had now and then come to the island during +Macdonald's absence, he was little embarrassed by the apparition of the +lady. He was chiefly occupied with his pouchful of eggs, there being +more than he had expected to find so late in the season. It was all +very well, he said, for their provision to-day; but it was a sign that +somebody knew this cove as well as themselves, and that it was no longer +a property to himself and his comrade. + +"How so?" inquired the lady. "How can you possibly tell by the eggs +that anyone has been here?" + +Rollo glanced at his comrade, in a sort of droll assurance that it could +be no voice from the grave, no ghostly inhabitant of a cave, who could +require to have such a matter explained. He then condescendingly told +her that when the eggs of the eider-duck are taken she lays more; and +this twice over, before giving up in despair. Of course, this puts off +the season of hatching; and when, therefore, eggs are found fresh so +late in the season, it is pretty plain that someone has been there to +take those earlier laid. Rollo seemed pleased that the lady could +comprehend this when it was explained to her. He gave her an +encouraging nod, and began to scramble onward over the rocks, his +companion being already some paces in advance of him. The lady followed +with her basket as well as she could; but she soon found herself alone, +and in not the most amiable mood at being thus neglected. She had not +yet learned that she was in a place where women are accustomed to shift +for themselves, and precedence is not thought of, except by the +fireside, with aged people or a minister of the Gospel in presence. + +She smoothed her brow, however, when she regained sight of the young +men. They were on their knees in the entrance of a cavern, carefully +managing a smouldering peat so as to obtain a fire. It was ticklish +work; for the peat had been left to itself rather too long; and chips +and shavings were things never seen in these parts. A wisp of dry +grass, or a few fibres of heather, were made to serve instead; and it +was not easy to create with these heat enough to kindle fresh peats. At +last, however, it was done; and eggs were poked in, here and there, to +roast. The cockles must be roasted, too; and two or three little +mouse-coloured birds, the young of the eider-duck, were broiled as soon +as plucked. So much for the eating. As for the drinking, there was +nothing but pure whisky, unless the lady could drink sea-water. Thirsty +as she was she thought of the drip in the cave; but, besides that it was +far to go, and scanty when obtained, she remembered all the slime she +had seen, and she did not know whence that drip came. So she gulped +down two or three mouthfuls of whisky, and was surprised to find how +little she disliked it, and how well it agreed with her after her walk. + +As soon as Rollo could attend to her, she told him where she had spent +the night--how she had resolved to live with his mother, and in sight of +the harbour--and how she wanted two or more rooms built for her at the +end of the widow's cottage, unless, indeed, she could get a boat built +instead, to take her over to the main, for which she would engage to pay +hereafter whatever should be asked. Rollo told his companion this; and +they both laughed so at the idea of the boat, that the lady rose in +great anger, and walked away. Rollo attended her, and pointed to his +raft, saying that there was no other such craft as even that in the +island; and people did not think of boats, even in their dreams, though +he could fancy that any lady in the south might, for he had heard that +boats were common in the south. But, he went on to say, if she could +not have a boat, she might have a house. + +"Will you help to build it?" asked the lady. "Will your companion--will +all the people you know--help me to build it?" + +"Why, yes," Rollo replied. "We shall have to build some sort of a +cottage for the minister that is coming--for the minister and his wife; +and we may as well--" + +"Minister! Is there a minister coming?" cried the lady. + +"O thank God, whose servant he is! Thank God for sending me +deliverance, as He surely will by these means!" She had sunk on her +knees. Rollo patted her on the shoulder and said the folk were +certainly coming. What to make of Rollo she did not know. He treated +her as if she were a child. He used a coaxing way of talking, explained +to her the plainest things before her eyes, and patted her on the +shoulder. She drew away, looking very haughtily at him, but he only +nodded. + +"Why was I not told before that the minister and his wife were coming? +Macdonald did not tell me. Your mother did not tell me." + +"They do not know it yet. They seldom know things till I tell them; and +I did not want to be kept at home to build a house till I had got some +business of my own done." + +He would not tell how he had obtained his information; but explained +that it was the custom for a minister to live for some time on each of +the outlying islands, where there were too few people to retain a +constant pastor. This island was too little inhabited to have had a +minister on its shores since the chapel had gone to ruin, a hundred +years before--but the time was at hand at last. There had been a +disappointment in some arrangements in the nearest neighbour islet; and +Mr Ruthven and his wife were appointed to reside here for a year or +more, as might appear desirable. Rollo considered this great news. +Children and betrothed persons would be brought hither to be baptised +and married--arriving perhaps more than once in the course of the year; +and it would be strange if the minister were not, in that time, to be +sent for in a boat to bury somebody. Or, perhaps, a funeral or two +might come to the old chapel. Some traffic there must be; and that +would make it a great year for Rollo. And, to begin with, there would +be the house to build; and he might be sent for materials. He should +like that, though he did not much fancy the trouble of the building. + +After a moment's thought the lady asked him if he could not keep the +secret of the minister's coming till the last possible hour. She would +reward him well if he would get the house built as for her. Seeing how +precious was the opportunity, she gave Rollo her confidence, showed him +how it would tend to satisfy Macdonald if she appeared to be settling +herself quietly in the island; whereas, if he knew of the approach of +vessels with strangers, he would probably imprison her, or carry her +away to some yet wilder and more remote speck in the ocean. Rollo saw +something of her reasons, and said patronisingly, "Why, you talk like an +island woman now. You might almost have lived here, by the way you +understand things." + +Yet better did he apprehend her promises of vast rewards, if he would do +exactly as she wished. There was an air about her which enabled him to +fancy her some queen or other powerful personage; and as it happened to +suit him to keep the secret till the last moment, he promised, for +himself and his comrade, to be discreet, and obey orders. + +This settled, the lady turned homewards, with a basket full of eggs, and +fish, and young birds, and news for the widow that her son was safe, and +not far off, and about to come home to try his hand at building a house. + + + +CHAPTER EIGHT. + +THE WAITING OF THE WISE. + +The house proceeded well. Macdonald had no express orders about it; but +he had express orders to keep Lady Carse on the island, and, if +possible, in a quiet and orderly state of manners. When he saw how +completely engrossed she was in the building of this dwelling, and what +a close friendship she appeared to have formed with Annie Fleming, he +believed that she was a woman of a giddy mind and strong self-will, who +might be managed by humouring. If he could assist her in providing +herself with a succession of new objects, he hoped that she might be +kept from mischief and misery, as a child is by a change of toys. He +would try this method, and trust to his chief's repaying him any +expenses incurred for the strange lady's sake. So he granted the use of +his ponies and his people,--now a man or two,--and now their wives, to +bring stones and earth and turf, and to twist heather bands. Once or +twice he came himself, and lent a strong hand to raise a corner-stone, +and help to lay the hearthstone. The house consisted of two rooms, +divided by a passage. If Lady Carse had chosen to admit the idea of +remaining after the arrival of the Ruthvens, she would have added a +third room; but she had resolved that she would leave the island in the +vessel which brought them, or in the next that their arrival would +bring: and she would not dwell for an instant on any doubt of +accomplishing her purpose. + +So the thick walls rose, and the low roof was on, and the thatch well +bound down, and secured moreover with heavy stones, before the autumn +storms arrived. And before the hard rains came down, all Macdonald's +ponies were one evening seen approaching in a string, laden with peat--a +present to the lady. In the course of the day there was stacked, at the +end of her cottage, enough to last for some months. When the widow came +out to see it and wish her joy--for a good stack of well dried peat was +the richest of all possessions in that region--the lady smiled as +cheerfully as Annie; not at the peat, however, but at the thought that +she should see little or none of it burn. She intended to dispose of +her winter evenings far otherwise. + +As for the widow, she was thankful now that she had never thought her +situation dreary. If, in her former solitude, when her boy was absent, +she had murmured at that solitude, her present feelings would have been +a rebuke to her. She was not happy now; so far from it, that her former +life appeared, in comparison with it, as happy as she could desire. +Perhaps it had been too peaceful, she thought, and she might need some +exercise of patience. It was a great advantage, certainly, for both +herself and Rollo to hear the thing; the lady could tell of ways of +living in other places, and to learn such a variety of knowledge from a +person so much better informed than themselves. But then this knowledge +appeared to be all so unsanctified! It did not make the poor lady +herself strong in heart and peaceful in spirit. It was wonderful, and +very stirring to the mind, to learn how wise people were who lived in +cities and what great ability was required to conduct the affairs of +life where men were gathered together in numbers; but then these wonders +did not seem to impress those who lived in the midst of them. There was +no sign that they were watching and praising God's hand working among +the faculties of men, as more retired people do in much meaner things-- +in the warmth which the eider-duck gives to her eggs by wrapping them in +down from her own breast, and the punctuality with which the herring +shoals pass by in May and October, making the sea glitter with life and +light as they go. She feared that when people lived out of sight of +green pastures and still waters--and she looked at the moment upon the +down on which the goats were browsing, and the fresh water pool, where +the dragon fly hovered for a few hot days in summer--when men lived out +of sight of green pastures and still waters, she feared that they became +perplexed in a sort of Babel, where the call of the shepherd was too +gentle to be heard. At least, it appeared thus from the effect upon +Rollo of the lady's conversation. She had always feared for him the +effect of seeing the world, as she remembered the world--of his seeing +it before he had better learned to see God everywhere, and to be humble +accordingly--and the conversation he now heard was to him much like +being on the mainland, and even in a town. It had not made him more +humble, or more kind, or more helpful; except, indeed, to the lady-- +there was nothing he would not do to help her. + +And here Annie sighed and smiled at once, as the thought struck her that +while she was mourning over other people's corruption she was herself +not untouched. She detected herself admitting some dislike to the lady +because she so occupied Rollo that he had left off supplying his mother +with fishes' livers and seal-fat for oil. The best season had passed:-- +she had spoken to him several times not to lose the six-weeks-old seals; +but he had not attended to it; and now her stock of oil was very low; +and the long winter nights were before her. She must speak to Macdonald +to procure her some oil. But very strictly must she speak to herself +about this new trouble of discontent. Did she not know that He who +appointed her dwelling-place on that height, and who marked her for her +life's task by that touch on her heart-strings the night she saw her +husband drown, would supply the means? If her light was to be set on +the hill for men to see from the tossing billows and be saved, it would +be taken care of that, as of old, the widow's cruise of oil did not +fail. What _she_ had to look to was that the lamp of her soul did not +grow dim and go out. How lately was she thanking God for the new +opportunities afforded her by the arrival of this stranger! and now she +was shrinking from these very opportunities, and finding fault with +everybody before herself! + +There was some little truth in this, and it was very natural; for this +kind of trial was new to Annie. But she never yielded to it again--not +even when the trial was such as few would have been able to bear. + +As the dark blustering month of November advanced, the widow's +rheumatism came on more severely than ever before. She had given up her +bed to Lady Carse, and when Rollo was at home, slept on the floor, on +some ashes covered with a blanket; the only materials for a bed which +she had been able to command, as Rollo had been too busy to get +seal-skins, or go to any distance for heather while it was soft. She +had caught cold repeatedly, and was likely to have a bad winter with her +rheumatism, however soon the lady might get into her own house and yield +up the widow's bed. One gusty afternoon, when the wet fogs were driving +past, Annie waited long for the lady and Rollo to come in to the evening +meal. She could not think what detained them next door in such weather; +for it was no weather for working--besides that, it was getting dark. +She could not, with her stiff and painful limbs, go out of doors; and +when she perceived that her smallest lamp was gone, she satisfied +herself that they had some particular work to finish for which they +needed light, and would come in when it was done. + +But it grew dark, and the wind continued to rise, and they did not +appear. They did not mean to appear this night. Macdonald had been +informed, at last, from his chief, of the intended arrival of the +minister and his lady; had been very angry at the long concealment of +the news, and would now, Lady Carse apprehended, keep a careful watch +over her, and probably confine her till the expected boats had come and +gone. So she and her accomplices at once repaired to the cave--a cave +which Rollo was sure none of Macdonald's people had discovered--where +for some time past Rollo and his comrade had stored dried fish, such +small parcels of oatmeal as they could obtain, and plenty of peat for +fuel. There they were now sitting at supper over a good fire, kindled +in a deep sand, which would afford a warm and soft bed--they were at +supper while the widow was waiting for them in pain and anxiety--and, at +last, in cold and dreariness. + +When the fire was low, she rose painfully from her seat, to feed it, and +to trim and light the lamp. Alas! there were no peats in the corner. +She knew there were plenty at mid-day: but Lady Carse had, at the last +moment, bethought herself that the fuel in the cave might be damp, and +had carried off those in the corner, desiring Rollo to bring in more +from the stack to dry; and this Rollo had neglected to do. The fire +would be quite out in an hour. Annie saw that she must attempt to get +out to the stack. She did attempt it; but the stormy blast and the +thick cold drizzle so drove against her that she could not stand it, and +could only with difficulty shut the door. She turned to her lamp, to +light it while the fire was yet alive. There was but little oil in it. +She reached out her hand for the oil can. It was not there. Rollo had +considered that the lady would want light in the cave; Lady Carse had +considered that the widow might for one night make a good fire serve her +purposes; and so the oil can was gone to the same place with the peats. + +Annie sank down on her seat, almost subdued. Not quite subdued, +however, even by this threat of the baffling of the great object of her +life. Not quite subdued, for her heart and her ear were yet open to the +voices of nature. + +The scream of a sea-bird reached her, as the creature was swept by on +the blast. + +"That is for me," she said to herself, the blood returning to her +stricken heart and pale cheek. "How God sends His creatures to teach us +at the moment when we need His voice! I have seen the cormorant sitting +in his hole in wintry weather,--sitting there for days together, hungry +and cold, trying now and then to get out, and driven back by such a +blast as he cannot meet,--by such a blast as this. And then he sits on +patiently, and moves no more till the wind lulls and the sky clears. +And if his wing is weak at first it soon strengthens. The blast drives +me back to-night; but I, who have thoughts to rest upon, may well bear +what a winged creature can. That screamer was sent to me. I wonder +what has become of it. I hope it is not swept quite away." + +But it would not do to sit thinking while the fire was just out, and the +lamp likely to burn only an hour. She lighted the lamp with +difficulty,--with a beating heart and trembling hands, lest the last +available spark should go out first. But the wick caught; and the lamp +was placed in the window, sending, as it seemed to Annie, a gleam +through the night of her own mind, as well as through that of the stormy +air. It quickened her invention and her hopes. + +"There is an hour yet," thought she. "I am sure it will burn an hour; +and something may be sent by that time." + +She took off her cotton handkerchief, tore off the hem, and ravelled out +the cotton as quickly as she could, and twisted it into a wick which she +thought she could fix by a skewer across a tin cup from which Rollo +drank his whisky when at home. She brought down from the chimney and +looked over rapidly all the oily parts of the fish, and every fatty +portion of the dried meat hung up in the smoke for winter use; and these +she made a desperate endeavour to melt in the flames of her lamp. She +wrung out a few drops,--barely enough to soak her wick. This would not +burn five minutes. She persevered to the last moment,--saying to +herself, "Not once for these seventeen years since I saw my husband +drown, has there been a dark night between this window and the sea. Not +once has my spark been put out: and I will not think it now. God can +kindle fire where He pleases. I have heard tell that people in foreign +countries have seen a lightning-shaft dart down into a forest, and make +a tree blaze up like a torch. God has His own ways." + +All the while her hands wrought so busily that she scarcely felt their +aching in the cold of the night. But now her new wick was wanted, for +the old was going out. It blazed up, but she saw it must soon be gone. +She broke up her old stool, all shattered as it was already. Some +splinters she stuck one after another into the lamp; and then she burned +the larger pieces in the hearth, saying to herself incessantly, as if +for support, "God has His own ways." + +But the rising and falling flame became more and more uncertain; and at +last, very suddenly, it went quite out. There was not, in another +minute, a spark left. + +For a while there was silence in the cottage, now dark for the first +time since Annie was a widow. She crept to her cold bed; and there, +under cover of the strange darkness she shed a few tears. But soon she +said to herself, "God has His own ways of kindling our spirits as well +as the flame of a lamp. Perhaps by humbling me, or by changing my duty +when I became too fond of it, He may warm my heart to new trust in Him. +His will be done! But He will let me pray that there may be none in the +harbour this night who may drown, or be buffeted in the storm because He +is pleased to darken my light." + +Before she had quite calmed her heart with this prayer, there was noise +at a little distance, and red gleams on the fitful mist which drove past +the window; and then followed a loud knocking at the door. + +It was Macdonald with his people, come to see whether the lady was safe. +He looked perplexed and uneasy when Annie told him that she could not +think that the lady could be otherwise than safe, now she knew the +places about the island so well, and was so fearless. It often happened +that she was absent for a night and day; and no doubt the storm had this +night detained her and her companions in some sheltered place,--some +place where, she had reason to believe, they had fire and light. As for +herself, when Annie saw the torch that Macdonald carried, her eyes +glistened in the blaze, and she said once more in the depth of her mind, +"Surely God has His own ways." + +Macdonald was very wrathful when he learned by questioning Annie how it +was that her house was dark. As he hastily kindled the peats he brought +in from the stack, he muttered that it seemed to have pleased God to +afflict the island again with a witch, after all the pains that were +taken twenty years before, as he well remembered, to clear the place of +one. This woman must be a witch-- + +"Nay," said Annie. "I take her to be sent to us for good. Let us wait +and learn." + +"Good? What good?" + +"It is through her, you see, that I find how kind a neighbour you are, +at need," replied Annie; not adding aloud what she was thinking of,--how +this night had proved that God brings help at the least likely moments. + +"She is a witch," Macdonald persisted. "No power short of that could +have quenched your lamp, and drawn away your only son from honouring his +parent to be a slave to a stranger." + +As Annie could not at the moment speak, Macdonald went on raising a +flame meantime by flapping the end of his plaid. + +"It is the chapel, I know. Things have never gone well for any length +of time here since the chapel fell completely down, and the bleat of the +kid came out from where the psalm ought to sound. We must apply +ourselves to build up the chapel; and, as there is a minister coming, we +may hope to be released from witches and every kind of curse." + +"There will be little room for any kind of curse," thought Annie, "when +the minister has taught us to `be kindly affectioned one to another,' +and not to make our little island more stormy with passions than it ever +is with tempests of wind and hail." + +"There, now, there is a good fire for you," said Macdonald, rising from +his knees; "and I won't ask you. Annie, what was in your mind as the +blaze made your eyes shine. I won't ask you, because you might tell me +that I am in need of the minister, to make me merciful to a banished +lady. Ah, your smile shows that that is what you were thinking of. But +I can tell you this: she is a wicked woman. Her father committed +murder, and she is quite able and willing to do the same thing. So I +must go and find her, and take care that her foot is set in no boat but +mine." + +"Yours?" + +"Yes. I must carry her out of the way of all boats but mine. This +island was chosen for such a purpose, and now--" + +"And now," said Annie, "if the lady is afflicted with such hardness of +heart, is it not cruel to take her away from God's word and worship, +just when there is a minister coming? Oh, Macdonald! what would you do +to one who should carry away your poor sick little Malcolm to Saint +Kilda, just when your watching eye caught sight of an eastward sail, and +you knew it was the physician coming; sent, moreover, for Malcolm's +sake? What would you think then, Macdonald?" + +"I should think that if Sir Alexander was in it there could be nothing +done, and there ought to be nothing said. And Sir Alexander is in this, +so I must go." + +While Macdonald and his people were beating about among the caves, as +morning drew on, Lady Carse and Rollo slipped up to the house, partly to +secure a few more comforts that they had a mind for, and partly to +obtain a wide view over the sea, and a certainty whether any boats were +in sight. + +"Have you brought up my oil can, Rollo?" asked his mother. "If not, you +must go for it, and never again touch it without my leave." + +"I took it," said Lady Carse; "and I cannot spare it." + +"It cannot be spared from this room, my lady. It never left this room +before but by my order, and it never must again." + +"It shall never leave the place where it now is," declared Lady Carse, +reddening. "I threw myself on your hospitality, and you grudge me light +in the night. You, who are housed in a cottage of your own, with a +fire, and everything comfortable about you--that is, every comfort that +a poor woman like you knows how to value. You think yourself very +religious, I am aware, and I rather believe you think yourself +charitable, too; and you grudge me your oil can, when there is no one +thing on earth you can do for me but lend it." + +"Your way of thinking is natural, my lady, till you better know me and +my duty. But to-day I must say that the oil can is mine, and I cannot +lend it. You will please desire Rollo to bring it to me." + +"I know well enough about you and your duty, as you call it. I know +your particularity about a fancy of your own. I know well enough how +obstinate you are about it, and how selfish, that you would sacrifice me +to your whim about your duty, and your husband, and all that set of +notions. And I know more. I know what it is to have a husband, and +that you ought to be thankful that yours was gone before he could play +the tyrant over you. You pretend to speak with authority because this +cottage is yours, and your precious oil can, and your rotten old +bedstead. But, besides that, I can teach you many things. You may be +assured I can pay you for more oil than I shall burn to the end of my +days, and for more sleeps than I hope ever to have on your old bed. You +need not fear but that I shall pay for everything--pay more money than +you ever saw in your life." + +"Money will not do, madam. I must have my oil can. Rollo will fetch +it. And you will lie down, my lady--lie down and rest on my old bed, +without thinking of money, or of anything but ease to your head and your +weary heart. Lie down in safety here, madam, for your head and your +heart are aching sadly." + +"What do you know about my head and heart aching?" + +"By more signs than one. When anyone is hunted like the deer upon the +hills--" + +Lady Carse groaned. + +"That is only for a while, however," said Annie, tenderly. "When there +is peace of mind, there is no one to hunt us--no one to hurt us. We +abide here or anywhere; for the shadow of the Almighty is everywhere. +No one can hunt us from it, nor hurt us within it. And I assure you, my +lady, this is the place of all places for peace of mind." + +"I hurt you just now, however," said the lady; "and I left you little +peace of mind last night." + +"If so, it must be my own fault," said Annie, cheerfully. "But never +mind that. I never have any troubles now hardly; and you, madam, have +so many, and such sad ones." + +"That is true," said Lady Carse, as burning tears forced their way. +"You never knew--you cannot conceive--such misery as mine." + +Annie kissed the hand which was wet with those scalding tears, and laid +her own hand on the head which was shaken on the pillow with sobs. + +After a time, the lady murmured out, "This seems very childish: but it +is so long--so long since anyone--since I met with any tenderness--any +affection from anyone!" + +"Is that it?" said the widow, cheerfully. "Well--this is a poor place +enough; and we are no companions for anybody beyond ourselves: but what +you speak of is ours to give. That you may always depend on here." + +"In spite of anything I may say or do? You see how hasty I am at times. +Will you love me and caress me, through anything I may say or do?" + +"No doubt," replied Annie, smiling. "It will be the happiest way if you +constrain us to love and cherish you as your due. But if not, these are +charities that God has put into every hand that is reached out to Him, +that the very humblest and poorest may have the best of alms to give." + +"Alms!" sighed the lady. She shook off the kind hand that was upon her +aching brow, for the thought struck upon her heart that she was a +destitute beggar for those smallest offices of kindness and courtesy +which she had not affections or temper to reciprocate or claim. + + + +CHAPTER NINE. + +THE COVE. + +Rollo brought word that Macdonald and his people had left the eastern +caves, and were now exploring the large northern one called Asdrafil. +It was time the lady was returning to her hiding place. + +"O dear!" exclaimed she. "May I not rest under a roof for one night? +Will Macdonald come here again so soon?" + +The widow had little doubt he would. He would be popping in at all +times of the day or night till he could learn where his prisoner was. +She could not advise the lady to stay here, if she wished to remain on +the island till the minister came. + +"I must," said Lady Carse. "But I dread that cave. I hate it, with its +echoes that startle one every moment, and the rough walls that look so +strangely in the red light of the fire. I hate it. But," she continued +impetuously, "no matter! I hate this place" (looking round with +disgust). "I hate every place that I ever was in. I wish I was dead. +I wish I had never been born. Now don't look at me so piteously. I +won't be pitied. I can't bear to be pitied: and do you think I will let +you pity me? No, indeed, I may have my own troubles. God knows I have +troubles enough. But I would not change places with you--no, not for +all else that God or man could give me. Now what are you smiling at? +Woman, do you mean to insult my misfortunes? I am brought low indeed, +if I am to be smiled at by a hag in a desert--I who once--O! I see; you +don't choose to yield me the small respect of listening to what I say." + +Annie was now looking round her cottage to see what she could send down +to render the lady more comfortable in her retreat. She tried to absorb +her own attention in this business till Lady Carse should have exhausted +her anger and become silent. But Lady Carse once again seized the oil +can. + +"Pardon me, madam," said Annie, "I cannot spare that, as you know. +Rollo is carrying some things that I hope may make you comfortable. If +you see anything else that you wish for, you shall have it--anything but +my lamp and my oil." + +"The oil is the only thing I want; and a small matter it is for me, who +had dozens of wax-lights burning in my house at Edinburgh, and will have +dozens more before I die." + +"Your fire must serve you, madam. I give you what I have to bestow. My +light is not mine to give: it belongs to wanderers on the sea. You +cannot think, madam, of taking what belongs, as I may say, neither to +you nor me." + +Lady Carse had that in her countenance at this moment which alarmed the +widow for her light; and she therefore desired her son, with authority, +to relieve the lady of the oil can, and trim the lamp ready for night. + +Lady Carse, setting her teeth, and looking as malicious as an ill-bred +cur, said that if the light belonged to nobody here nobody else should +have the benefit of it; and attempted to empty the oil upon the hearth. +This was more than Rollo was disposed to permit. He seized her arm with +no gentle grasp, and saved all the oil but a few drops, which blazed +amongst the peats. He moreover told the lady, with an air of +superiority, that he had almost begun to think she had as much wit as +the islanders; but that he now saw his mistake; and she must manage her +own affairs. He should stay with his mother to-night. + +It was his mother who, rebuking his incivility, desired him to attend +upon the lady. It was his mother who, when Lady Carse burst away from +them and said she would be followed by nobody, awoke in Rollo something +of the feeling which she herself entertained. + +"Carry down these things," she said. "It is too true; as she says, that +every place is hateful to her; and that is the more reason why we should +do what we can to make some comfort in the place she is in." + +"But she says such things to you, mother! I don't want to hear any more +such things." + +"When people are in torment, Rollo, they do not know what they say. And +she has much to torment her, poor lady! Now go; and let us try to hide +her from Macdonald. If she and the minister can have speech of each +other, I trust she may become more settled in mind. You know God has +made His creatures to differ one from another. There are some that sit +all the more still in storms; and there are others that are sadly +bewildered in tempests: but, if one ray of God's sun is sent to them, it +is like a charm. They stop and watch it; and when it spreads about +them, it seems to change their nature: they lie down and bask in it, and +find content. It may be so with this lady if the minister gives her a +glimpse of light from above." + +"She shall not be carried off, if David and I can hide her," declared +Rollo. "One of us must watch the Macdonalds, while the other entertains +the lady." + +"While she entertains you, you mean," said Annie, smiling. "She has +many wonderful things to tell to such as we are." + +"Not more than we have to tell her. Why, mother, she knows no more--" + +"Well, well," said the mother, smiling; "you cannot do wrong in amusing +her to the best of your ability, till she can see the minister, and hear +better things. So go, my son." + +Rollo trimmed the lamp; saw that his mother was provided with fuel and +water, and departed; leaving her maternal heart cheered, so that her +almost bare cottage was like a palace to her. She was singing when +Macdonald put his head in, as he said, to bid her good night, but in +fact to see if Lady Carse had come home, David and Rollo acted in turn +as scouts; and from their report it appeared that, though the minister's +boat had not shown itself, there was a blockade of the eastern caves. +The lady's retreat was certainly suspected to be somewhere in this part +of the shore; for some of Macdonald's people were always in sight. Now +and then, a man, or a couple of women, came prying along the rocks; and +once two men took shelter in a cave which adjoined that in which the +trembling lady was sitting, afraid to move, and almost to breathe, lest +the echoes should betray her. The entrance to her retreat was so +curiously concealed by projections of rock, that she had nothing to fear +but from sound. But she could not be sure of this; and she would have +extinguished her fire by heaping sand upon it, and left herself in total +darkness in a labyrinth which was always sufficiently perplexing, if +Rollo had not held her hand. He stepped cautiously through the sand to +the nearest point to the foe, listened awhile, and then smiled and +nodded to Lady Carse, and seemed wonderfully delighted. This excited +her impatience so much that it seemed to her that the enemy would never +decamp. She was obliged to control herself; but by the time she might +speak, she was very irritable. She told Rollo not to grin and fidget in +that manner, but to let her know his news. + +"Great news!" Rollo declared. "The sloop which was to bring the +minister and his wife was to lie-to this very night, in a deep cove +close at hand; and the reason for its coming here, instead of into the +harbour, was--the best of reasons for the lady--that Macdonald had fears +that the Macleods who manned the vessel would be friendly to his +prisoner. So the minister and his party were to be landed in the +sloop's yawl; and the sloop was to be quietly brought into the cove +after dark, that the lady, supposed to be still on the island, might not +have _any_ opportunity of getting on board." + +This did appear a most promising opportunity of deliverance. The sloop +came round when expected; and, soon after she was moored, Rollo and +David went on their raft, and spoke from it to a man who appeared to be +in command, and who was, after some time, persuaded to think that he +could, for sufficient payment, go so far out of his way as to land a +lady passenger on the main--the lady being in anxiety about her family, +and able to pay handsomely for an early opportunity of joining them. +The negotiation was rather a long one, as some of the points were +difficult to arrange; and the master of the vessel appeared somewhat +careless about the whole matter. But at last Lady Carse's anxious ear +heard the slight splash of the raft approaching through the water; and +then the tall figures of the young men were dimly seen between her and +the sky. Her tongue was so parched that she could not speak the +question which swelled in her heart. + +"Come," said Rollo, aloud. "The master will land you on the main. You +had better get on board now, before the sea roughens. Come, they are +looking out for you." + +Lady Carse endeavoured to make haste; but her limbs would hardly support +her. Her companions lifted her upon the raft, and one held her steady +while the other paddled. Strong arms were ready on board the sloop to +hoist her up and carry her to a heap of plaids, made into a sort of bed +on deck. In another moment she sprang up, saying that she must speak to +her companions one more word. A sailor who stood over her held her +back; but she declared that she must thank those who had rendered her a +great service. At the bidding of someone who spoke in Gaelic, the +sailor withdrew his opposition, and she tottered to the side of the +vessel, called to Rollo, desired him to give her love to his mother, and +promised that he and David should find that she was not ungrateful. + +Rollo and his comrade leaped ashore with a comfortable feeling that +their business was all achieved; but yet with some little regret at +losing the excitements of their late employment, and of the lady's +presence and conversation. They talked her over while eating their +suppers, wondered what rewards she would send, and how angry Macdonald +would be; and they were about to lie down to sleep, when the night air +was rent by such a scream as they had never heard. They ran out upon +the rocks, and there they heard from the sloop shriek upon shriek. + +"What is it?" exclaimed David. "They are murdering her!" + +"No," said Rollo, after a pause. "They may be up to that, if this is a +trick; but they would not do it here, nor so soon. They could do it +more safely between this and Saint Kilda, with a rope and heavy stone. +No--they are not murdering her, whoever they may be." + +"What, then? Who are they?" + +"It may be a trick, and that would put the lady in a great passion; and +when she is in a passion, let me tell you, not all the birds in the face +of this rock can make more noise. I am not sure, but I think that is a +passionate scream." + +"I wish it would leave off," said David, turning away. "I don't like +it." + +"If you don't like it," said Rollo, "I should hardly think she can. I +must see about it. I think it is a trick, and that she is in a +passion." + +It was a trick from beginning to end. It was Macdonald's sloop; and +Macdonald himself was on board, prepared to carry his prisoner to Saint +Kilda. The conversation overheard by Rollo in the cavern was a trick. +A similar conversation had been held that day in _every_ cave known to +Macdonald along that part of the shore, in hopes of some one version +being overheard by the lady's accomplices. She had fallen into the trap +very easily. + +"And now," said Macdonald to a clansman, "I have nearly done with the +business. _We_ have only to land her in Saint Kilda; and then it will +be the Macleod's affair. I shall be glad to have done with the witch. +I have no wish to carry people anywhere against their wishes; and I +never would, if Sir Alexander Macdonald were not in it. But I shall +have done with the business presently." + + + +CHAPTER TEN. + +WHICH REFUGE? + +Macdonald's self congratulations were premature. He had more uneasiness +to undergo about the lady than he had suffered yet. When her screams of +rage had sunk into sobs and moans, and these again had been succeeded by +silence, he had left her undisturbed to cry herself to sleep. At +daylight he had gone to take a look, but she had, as he supposed, +muffled herself up in the plaids provided for her, so as to cover her +head, and thus conceal her face. But it soon after appeared that these +plaids had nothing under them--the lady was not there. + +No one had seen her move; and it must have been done in the thickest +darkness of the night. One man had heard a splash in the water +alongside. A cotton handkerchief, which she had worn on her head, was +found floating. It was to be feared that the lady had drowned herself. +After searching about in the neighbourhood all day, Macdonald departed +in his vessel, leaving a man to watch, in case of the body being thrown +up among the rocks. He had now no doubt of her death; and with a heavy +heart he went to confide this event--unfortunate for him, whether so or +not for anyone else--first to friends on the island, and next to his +chief. He met the minister on his landing, and took the opportunity of +whispering his news to some of those who came down to greet the pastor, +to his own wife, and to Annie Fleming, desiring them not to inform the +pastor, without his permission, that such a person as Lady Carse had +been among them. Then he set sail for Skye, to tell Sir Alexander, with +what face he might, that the poor lady would trouble them no more. It +would have been a vast relief to him to have anticipated the way in +which his chief would receive the news--how he would say that a great +perplexity was thus solved--that no harm could ensue, as the lady was +buried so long ago at Edinburgh--and that he had himself many times +repented having gone into the affair, and that he never would, but for +political and party reasons, and that he was heartily glad now to be +quit of it, in any way--to say nothing of this being, after all, a happy +event for the wretched lady herself and all belonging to her. + +Meanwhile Lady Carse was not yet out of their way. She had still voice +to utter political secrets, and temper all eager to punish her foes. +She had slipped away in the dark, thrown herself overboard when she +found Rollo below, got drenched with sea-water and bruised against the +rocks, but was safe in hiding again. + +Rollo's trouble was, that she laughed so heartily and so incessantly for +some time, that there was danger of her merriment betraying her. He +told her at last that she must try if she would leave off laughing when +left to herself. If she could not, she would then, at any rate, cause +no one but herself to be taken. He should go by a way of his own to a +point whence he could look out and see what was doing at sea and ashore. + +When he reappeared, it was with a face which would have stopped any +laughter on the side of the lady, if the laughter had not stopped of +itself long before. She must not hope to escape by the minister's boat. +Macdonald had so managed his plot as to allure the lady into his boat +just when she should have been attempting to get on board the other. It +was too late now. + +The lady would not be finally convinced of this till, by Rollo's +assistance, she had reached the spot whence she could observe the facts +for herself. The knowledge that there was a watch set below, who would +not fail to take her alive, though his affair was to pick up her dead +body, kept her from yielding to audible grief, but never had she been +more convulsed with passion. She pulled up the heather by handfuls. +She dashed her head against the ground, till Rollo restrained her. + +On the dun wintry sea a vessel was sailing northwards. It had deposited +the pastor and his lady, and had actually passed and repassed the very +shore where she had been concealed. The long looked for vessel had come +and gone. Another was sailing eastwards in the direction she longed to +go. This was Macdonald's; and seeing that it was going to Skye or the +main, she now bitterly lamented having left it. She would not believe a +word about the intention to carry her to Saint Kilda. She would rather +believe her own eyes, and passionately condemned herself for her haste +in returning to this dreary island. + +Rollo next turned her attention to the little procession which appeared +upon the hills, bringing the pastor and his wife to their new abode. +She looked that way; she saw the group ascending the hill--a sight so +unusual in this place, that Rollo was much excited about it; but her +eyes kept filling with tears, and she was so heart-sick that she could +not bear any thoughts but of her own troubles. She desired Rollo to +leave her. She wanted to be alone; nobody had any feeling for her; +people might go and amuse themselves; all she wanted was to live and die +alone. + +Rollo knew that she could not do that, but he wished to go where others +were going--said to himself that the lady would be the better for being +left to herself for awhile, and left her accordingly. He first asked +her whether he should help her down to the cave, but she made no answer, +so he walked off, leaving her lying on the heather in a cold and dreary +place. + +She did not feel the cold, and she was too dreary within to be sensible +of the desolation without. How deserted she felt as she saw Rollo +walking away, quickening his pace to a run when he reached the down. It +might be said that she was without a hope in heaven or on earth, but +that passion always hopes for its own gratification--always expects it, +in defiance of all probability, and in opposition to all reason. This +is one chief mode in which the indulgence of any kind of passion is +corrupting. It injures the integrity of the faculties and the +truthfulness of the mind, inducing its victims to trust to chances +instead of likelihood, and to dwell upon extravagances till they become +incapable of seeing things as they are. + +So Lady Carse now presently forgot that she was alone on a hill in a far +island of the Hebrides, with no means of getting away, and no chance of +letting any friend know that she was not buried long ago--and her +imagination was busy in London. She fancied herself there, and, if once +there, how she would accomplish her revenge. She imagined herself +talking to the minister, and repeating to him the things her husband had +written and said against himself and the royal family. She imagined +herself introduced to the king, and telling into his anxious ear the +tidings of the preparations made for driving him from the throne and +restoring the exiled family. She imagined the list made out of the +traitors to be punished, at the top of which she would put the names of +her own foes--her husband first, and Lord Lovat next. She imagined the +king's grateful command to her to accompany his messengers to Scotland, +that she might guide and help them to seize the offenders. She clasped +her hands behind her head in a kind of rapture when she pictured to +herself the party stealing a march upon her formal husband, presenting +themselves before him, and telling him what they came for--marking, and +showing him how they marked his deadly paleness, perhaps by making +courteous inquiries about his health. She feasted her fancy on scenes +in the presence of her old acquaintance, Duncan Forbes, when she would +distress him by driving home her charges against the friends of his +youth, and by appeals to his loyalty, which he could not resist. She +pictured to herself the trials and the sentences--and then the +executions--her slow driving through the streets in her coach in her +full triumph, people pointing her out all the way as the lady who was +pretended to be dead and buried, but who had come back, in favour with +the king, to avenge him and herself at once on their common enemies. +She wondered whether Lord Lovat's cool assurance would give way at such +a moment--she almost feared not--almost shrank already from the idea of +some wounding gibe--frowned and clenched her hands while fancying what +it would be, and then smiled at the thought of how she would smile, and +bow an eternal farewell to the dying man, reminding him of her old +promise to sit at a window and see his head fall. + +But the astonishment to all Edinburgh would be when she should look on +triumphantly to see her husband die. He had played the widower in sight +of all Edinburgh, and now it would be seen how great was the lie, and +nobody could dispute that the widowhood was hers. She hoped that he +would turn his prim figure and formal face her way, that she might make +him, too, an easy bow, showing how she despised the hypocrite, and how +completely he had failed in breaking her spirit. She hoped she should +be in good looks at that time, not owning the power of her enemies by +looking worn and haggard. She must consider her appearance a little +more than she had done lately in view of this future time. Her being +somewhat weather-browned would not matter; it would be rather an +advantage, as testifying to her banishment; but she must be in +comfortable plight, and for this purpose-- + +Here her meditations were cut short by the approach of some people. She +heard a pony's feet on the rock, and caught sight of a woman's head, +wrapped in a plaid, as the party mounted directed towards her. It was +too late for escape--and there was no need. The woman on the pony was +Annie; and nobody else was there but Rollo. + +"The wonder is that you are not frozen," said Rollo, "if you have been +lying here all this time. You look as red in the face, and as warm as +if you had been by the fire below in the snug sand. And that is where +we must go now directly; for mother cannot stand the cold up here. She +would come, as it happened she could have one of Macdonald's ponies +to-day. Well, I cannot but think how you could keep yourself warm, +unless you are a witch as Macdonald says you are." + +"It is the mother's heart in her, Rollo, that keeps out the cold and the +harm," said Annie. "It may be a wonder to you; for how should you know +what it is to have had a hope of seeing one's children, to have dreamed +of nothing else, waking or sleeping, and then to find it nothing but a +dream. See her now, Rollo, as the cold comes over her heart. The heart +can live warm on its own thoughts, when it is chilling to hear another +voice speak of them." + +Lady Carse was now very pale. She had once said, and then fully +believed it, that she had no shame. It was long since she had felt +shame. She felt it now, when it struck her that during all her long +reveries about her escape and her restoration to the world, not one +thought of her children had entered into the imagery of her dream. Like +all people of strong passions, she had taken for granted that there was +something grand and fine in the intensity of her feelings. Now, for a +moment, the clear mirror of Annie's mind was held up before her own, and +she saw herself as she was. For one instant she perceived that she was +worthy of her husband's detestation. But she was not one to tolerate +painful and humbling ideas long. She recurred to her unequalled wrongs, +and was proud and comforted. She walked down to her retreat without +looking behind her, leaving Rollo to tether the pony, and help his +mother down as he could. + +When Annie entered the cave, the drops were standing on her face, so +great had been the pain to her rheumatic limbs on descending to the +shore. + +"But," said she, as she sank down on the sand by the smouldering fire, +"I could not but come, when I heard from Rollo that you were still +breathing God's air." + +"Do you mean that that was good news or bad?" + +"Oh, good! Surely good news. At first, for a moment after Macdonald +told me you were drowned in the night, I felt thankful that your +troubles were over. But I soon saw it the right way; and when Rollo +whispered you were--" + +"What do you mean by seeing it the right way? How do you know that your +first feeling was not the right one? I am sure it was the kindest to +me. You think yourself religious, and so you ought to be glad when an +unhappy person is `where the wicked cease from troubling, and the weary +are at rest.'" + +Annie did not reply. She was looking at the fire, and by its light it +might be seen that tears were gathering in her eyes. + +"Ah!" said the irritable lady, "you, and such as you, who think you +abide in the Scriptures so that nothing can move you; what becomes of +you when you are answered by Scripture?" + +"I do not feel myself answered," Annie quietly replied. "Oh, indeed!" + +"I feel what you said out of Scripture to be quite true; and that it is +a great blessing that God has set the quiet grave before our eyes for +such as can find no other rest. But I would not forget that there is +another and a better rest, without waiting for the grave." + +"You are so narrow, Annie! You judge of everybody by yourself!" + +"That is a great danger I know," Annie agreed. "And I cannot speak from +my own knowledge of being troubled by the wicked. But I have read and +heard much of good men who were buffeted by the wicked for the best part +of their lives, and at last got over being troubled by it, and more than +that." + +"Ah! gloried in it, no doubt. Everyone is proud of something; and they +were proud of that." + +"Some such I fear there may have often been, madam; but I was not +thinking of those that could fall into such a snare as being proud of +the ill-will of their brethren. I was thinking of some who felt the ill +opinion of their brethren to be very humbling, and who humbled +themselves to bear it. Then in time they had comfort in forgiving their +enemies, and at last they grew fit for a sweeter pleasure still which +yet remained. Not that, as I believe, they spoke of it, unless at +moments when the joy would speak for itself; but then it has been known +to burst forth from the lips of the persecuted--from some as cruelly +persecuted as you, madam, that of all the thrillings that God's spirit +makes in men's hearts, there is none so sweet as the first stirrings of +the love of enemies." + +There was no answer, and Annie went on. + +"I could believe that there is no love so altogether good--at least for +us here. It is as yearning as that of a mother for her child, and as +tender as that of lovers; and I should say, more holy than either, for +theirs is natural to them in their mortal life, though it may be the +purest part of it; the other love is an instinct belonging to the +immortal life, a tongue of fire, sent down upon the head of a chosen one +here and there, gifting them with the language of angels, to tell us on +this side the grave what we shall find beyond. One must see that to +such as these the wicked have ceased from troubling, and their weariness +has long sunk into rest without help from death." + +Lady Carse sighed. + +"This was why I was glad, madam, to hear that death had not overtaken +you yet. If you may enter into a living rest which we may see, that +will, under God's blessing, be better than the blank rest of going away +from your enemies, when their old wrongs may be still in your heart, +making death a stinging serpent instead of a guiding dove." + +Some sweet old words here occurred to Lady Carse, linked with a sweet +old psalm tune--words of longing to have wings like a dove, to flee away +and be at rest. She murmured these words; and they brought softening +tears. + +"You see, madam," said Annie, "your nest is made for you. You have been +permitted to flee away from your enemies! now you are not to have wings, +for the sails of the vessels are out of sight, and this makes it plain +that here is to be your nest. It is but a stormy place to abide in, to +be sure; but if Christ be sought, He is here to command peace, and the +winds and the sea obey Him." + +"I cannot stay here," sobbed Lady Carse. "I cannot give up my hopes and +my efforts--the only aim of my life." + +"It _is_ hard," said the widow, with starting tears. "The last thing +that a mother can give up,--the very last thing she can lay freely into +God's hand is her yearning for her children. But you will--" + +"It is not my children that I most want. You say falsely that they are +the last to be given up. There is--" + +"Falsely!" cried Rollo, springing to his feet. "My mother speak +falsely! If you dare--" + +"Gently, my boy," said Annie. "We have not heard what the lady means." + +"Be quiet, Rollo," said Lady Carse. "Your mother speaks falsely as +regards me; but I do not say that it is not after her own kind that she +speaks. If God gives me to see my children, I will thank him devoutly; +but there is another thing that I want more--revenge on all my enemies, +and on my husband first." + +Rollo looked breathlessly at his mother. Her face was calm; but he +could see in the dim red light its expression of infinite sorrow. She +asked her son to help her to rise and go. + +"I came," said she to Lady Carse, "to entreat you to come among us, and +rest in a spirit of surrender to God, on His clear showing that He +chooses this to be your abiding place; and one reason for my coming was +to tell you that the minister has brought his children, lest the sight +of a child's face should move you too suddenly. But I see that your +thoughts are on other things; and that your spirit of surrender has yet +to be prayed for. Next Sabbath, we are to have worship once more, +and--" + +"Where?" + +"In the old chapel, if it can be enclosed by that time. If not, we must +wait another week: but I think it will be done. It needs but a word, +madam, and the minister will ask all our prayers for one under +affliction--" + +"By no means. I forbid you to speak of me, in one way or another, to +the minister or his wife. I insist on my wishes being observed in +this." + +"Certainly, madam. It is not for us to interfere with your plans." + +"Then go; go both of you: and do not come near me without my leave. I +want to be alone--I want to be at rest; that is--" + +"Ay--at rest," said Annie, half aloud. She was thinking that there +would be prayers from one heart at least in the chapel for peace to a +troubled spirit. + +And she did not wait for the Sabbath to pray. As, assisted by her son, +she painfully ascended to the heights, she saw the birds fly in and out, +and hover round on the face of the precipice, as at a bidding she did +not hear, she could not but silently ask that God would send His dove to +harbour in the hollow of this rock with one who sorely needed a +visitation of His peace. + + + +CHAPTER ELEVEN. + +FOLDING THE FLOCK. + +After the busiest week known in the island by anybody living there, the +Sabbath-day came in, calm and mild. The winters, however stormy, were +never severely cold in this sea-beaten spot. It was seldom that ice was +seen; and it was never more than half an inch thick. When, as on this +Sunday, the wind was lulled and the sky was clear, the climate was as +mild as in spring on the mainland. As soon as the aspect of the sunrise +showed the experienced that the day would be fair, busy hands moved into +the old roofless chapel the pulpit and benches which the pastor had +brought with him--the pulpit being a mere desk of unpainted wood, and +the benches of the roughest sort. For these the interior space of the +old building had been cleared during the week; the floor was trodden +hard and even; the walls were so far repaired as to make a complete +enclosure; and some rough stones were placed as steps whereby to enter +the burying-ground. Some willing hands had done more--had cleared the +burying-ground of stones, so that the graves, though sunk, and unmarked +by any memorial but a rough and broken headstone here and there, could +be distinguished by an eye interested in searching out the dead of a +century ago. + +Another week, if sufficiently fair, was to see the walls finished and +the roof on: and afterwards would be discharged the pious task of +enclosing the burying-ground, and preparing room for those whom death +would lay to rest in their own island. While the minister remained +here, no more of the dead would be carried over the sea to some place +where there was a pastor to commit them to the grave. Room was to be +secured for the graves of the fifty people who were now living on the +island, and for their children after them: and to all the inhabitants +the island appeared a better place when this arrangement was made. + +In the weak sunlight of that Sunday morning appeared gay groups of +people, all excited with the great thought that they were going to the +kirk. They were wonderfully cell clad. How such clothes could come out +of such dwellings would have been a marvel to any stranger. Festival +days were so rare that a holiday dress lasted for many years. The +women's cloth coats fitted at any age; and the caps with gay ribbons and +bright cotton handkerchiefs did not wear out. On this remarkable day +all wore their best, and a pretty sight it was to see the whole fifty +people drawing towards the chapel as the pastor, his wife, and two +children, issued from their lowly abode to meet the flock for the first +time. + +Presently the island might have appeared deserted. Far round as the eye +could reach not a human being was visible outside the chapel. But +something was heard which told that the place was not only inhabited, +but Christianised. The slow psalm rose into the still air. Everyone +who could speak could sing a psalm. It was a practice lovingly kept up +in every house. Some voices were tremulous, and a few failed; but this +was from emotion. The strongest was Annie's, for hers was the most +practised. It was her wont to sing some of the many psalms she knew on +summer days, when she sat at work on the platform of her house, and on +winter nights, when Rollo was away. Now that she was once more joining +in social worship, her soul was joyful, and she sang strong and clear-- +perhaps the more so for the thought of the one absent person, pining in +the cavern on the shore, or looking from afar, in desolation of heart, +at the little throng who came privileged to worship. Perhaps Annie's +voice might unconsciously rise as if to reach the lonely one, and invite +her to come to the house of God and seek rest. However this might be, +Annie's tones so animated some hearts and strengthened some voices as +that the psalm might be, and was, heard a long way off. It reached an +unwilling ear, and drew forward reluctant steps. The links of old +association, are, however, the strongest of chains, and no charm is so +magical as that of religious emotion. Lady Carse was drawn nearer and +nearer, in hope of hearing ano, her psalm, till the solemn tones of +prayer reached her, and presently she was crouching under the wall +outside, weeping like a sinner who dares not knock at the gate of +heaven. + +Before the service was quite finished, angry voices were heard from +without, almost overpowering that of the pastor as he gave the blessing. +One of Macdonald's people, who had stepped out to collect the ponies +for some of the women and children, had seen the lady, and, after one +start back as from the ghost of a drowned woman, had laid hold of her +gown, and said she must stay where she could be spoken with by Macdonald +on his return from Skye. She struggled to escape, and did break away-- +not down the hill, but into the chapel. + +The consternation was inexpressible. The people, supposing her drowned, +took her for a ghost, though there was no ghostly calm about her; but +her eyes were swollen, her hair disordered, her lips quivering with +violent emotion. There was a solemnity about her, too; for extreme +anguish is always solemn, in proportion as it approaches to despair. +She rushed to the front of the pulpit, and held out her hands, +exclaiming aloud to Mr Ruthven that she was the most persecuted and +tormented of human beings; that she appealed to him against her +persecutors; and if he did not see her righted, she warned him that he +would be damned deeper than hell. Mrs Ruthven shuddered, and left her +seat to place herself by her husband. And now she encountered the poor +lady's gaze, and, moreover, had her own grasped as it had never been +before. + +"Are these children yours?" she was asked. + +"Yes," faltered Mrs Ruthven. + +"Then you must help me to recover mine. Had you ever,"--and here she +turned to the pastor--"had you ever an enemy?" Her voice turned hoarse +as she uttered the word. + +"No--yes--Oh, yes!" said he. "I have had enemies, as every man has." + +"Then, as you wish them abased and tormented, you must help me to abase +and torment mine--my husband, and Lord Lovat--" + +"Lord Lovat!" repeated many wondering voices. + +"And Sir Alexander Macdonald; and his tenant of this place; and--" + +As Mr Ruthven looked round him, perplexed and amazed, one of +Macdonald's people went up to him, and whispered into his ear that this +lady had come from some place above or below, for she was drowned last +week. Mr Ruthven half smiled. + +"I will know," cried the lady, "what that fellow said. I will hear what +my enemies tell you against me. My only hope is in you. I am stolen +from Edinburgh; they pretended to bury me there--Eh? what?" she cried, +as another man whispered something into the pastor's other ear. "Mad! +There! I heard it. I heard him say I was mad. Did he not tell you I +was mad?" + +"He did; and one cannot--really I cannot--" + +As he looked round again in his perplexity, the widow rose from her +seat, and said, "I know this lady; my son and I know her better than +anyone else in the island does; and we should say that she is not mad." + +"_Not_ mad!" Mr Ruthven said, with a mingling of surprise in his tone +which did not escape the jealous ear of Lady Carse. + +"Not mad, sir; but grievously oppressed. If you could quietly hear the +story, sir, at a fitting time--" + +"Ay, ay; that will be best," declared Mr Ruthven. + +"Let me go home with you," said Lady Carse. "I will go home with you; +and--" + +Mrs Ruthven exchanged a glance with her husband, and then said, in an +embarrassed way, while giving a hand to each of the two children who +were clinging to her, that their house was very small, extremely small +indeed, with too little room for the children, and none whatever left +over. + +"It is my house," exclaimed Lady Carse, impatiently. "It was built with +a view to you; but it was done under my orders, and I have a claim upon +it. And what ails the children?" she cried, in a tone which made the +younger cry aloud. "What are they afraid of?" + +"I don't know, I am sure," said their mother, helping them, however, to +hide their faces in her gown. "But--" + +Again Annie rose and said, "There could be no difficulty about a place +for the lady if she would be pleased to do as she did before--live in +her cottage. The two dwellings might almost be called one, and if the +lady would go home with her--" + +Gratitude was showered on Annie from all the parties. As the lady moved +slowly towards the widow's house, holding Annie's arm, and weeping as +she went, and followed by the Ruthvens, the eyes of all the Macdonalds +gazed after her, in a sort of doubt whether she were a witch, or a +ghost, or really and truly a woman. + +As soon as Macdonald's sloop could be discerned on its approach the next +day, Mr Ruthven went down, and paced the shore while daylight lasted, +though assured that the vessel would not come up till night. As soon as +a signal could be made in the morning for the yawl, he passed to the +sloop, where he had a conference with Macdonald, the consequence of +which was, that as soon as he was set ashore the sloop again stood out +to sea. + +Mrs Ruthven and Lady Carse saw this, as they stood hand in hand at the +door of the new dwelling. They kissed each other at the sight. They +had already kissed each other very often, for they called themselves +dear and intimate friends who had now one great common object in life-- +to avenge Lady Carse's wrongs. + +"Well, what news?" they both cried, as Mr Ruthven came towards them, +panting from the haste with which he had ascended. + +"The tenant is gone back," said he, "he has returned to Sir Alexander to +contradict his last news--of your being drowned. By-the-way, I promised +to contradict it, too--to the man who is watching for the body every +tide." + +"Oh, he must have heard the facts from some of the people at the +chapel." + +"If he had he would not believe them, Macdonald says, on any other +authority than his. Nor will he leave his post till he finds the body, +or--" + +"Or sees me," cried Lady Carse, laughing. "Come, let us go and call to +him, and tell him he may leave off poking among the weeds. Come; I will +show you the way." + +And she ran on with the spirits and pace of a girl. Mr and Mrs +Ruthven looked at each other with smiles, and Mrs Ruthven exclaimed, +"What a charming creature this was, and how shocking it was to think of +her cruel fate." Mr Ruthven shook his head and declared that he +regarded the conduct of her persecutors with grave moral disapprobation. +Meantime Lady Carse looked back, beckoned to them with her hand, and +stamped with her foot, because they were stopping to talk. + +"What a simple creature she is! So childlike!" exclaimed Mrs Ruthven. + +"We must quicken our pace, my dear," replied her husband. "It would not +be right to detain the lady when she wishes to proceed." + +But now Lady Carse was beckoning to somebody else--to little Kate +Ruthven, who, with her brother Adam, was peeping from the door of their +new home. + +"Come, Katie," said her mother, "don't you see that Lady Carse calls +you? Bring Adam, and go with us." + +Kate turned very red, but did not come. Lady Carse came laughing back +to fetch them; but they bolted into the house, and, when still pursued, +scrambled under a bed. When caught, they screamed. + +"Well, to be sure," cried their mother; "what behaviour when a lady asks +you to go with her! I declare I am quite ashamed." + +Papa now came up, and said-- + +"My dears, I do not approve such behaviour as this." + +Kate began to sob, and Adam followed her example. + +"There, now, do not cry," said papa; "I cannot permit you to cry. You +may go with Lady Carse. Lady Carse is so kind as to wish you to go with +her. You will like to go with the lady. Why do you not reply, my +dears. You must reply when spoken to. You will like to go with the +lady--eh?" + +"No," murmured Kate. + +"No," whispered Adam. + +"I am astonished," papa declared. "I never saw them conduct themselves +in this manner before. Did you, my dear?" + +"No; but it is an accident, I dare say. Something has put them out." + +"I must ascertain the cause, however," papa declared. "Such an incident +must not pass uncorrected. Listen to me, my dears, and answer me when I +ask you a question. Look at this lady." + +Kate slowly lifted her eyes, and Adam then did the same. They seemed on +the verge of another scream; and this was not extraordinary; for Lady +Carse was not laughing now, but very far from it. There was something +in her face that made the children catch at mamma's gown. + +"Listen to me, my dears," papa went on; "and reply when I ask you a +question. This good lady is going to live with us--" + +A deeper plunge into the folds of mamma's gown. + +"And from this time forwards you must love this lady. You love this +lady now, my dears, don't you?" + +After as long a pause as they dared make, the children said, "No." + +"Well, I never heard--!" exclaimed mamma. + +"What can possess them?" inquired papa. "My dears, why do you not love +the lady, eh,--Kate?" + +"I don't know," said Kate. + +"You don't know?--That is foolish. Adam, why do you not love this lady +who is to live with us? Do not tell me that you don't know, for that is +foolish. Why do you not love the lady?" + +"Because I can't." + +"Why, that is worse still. How perverse," he said, looking at the +ladies, "how perverse is the human heart. My dear, you can, and you +must do what is right. You may love me and your mamma first, and next +you must love this lady. Say you will try." + +"I'll try," said Kate. + +Adam whimpered a little longer; but then he also said, "I'll try." + +"That is right. That is the least you can say after your extraordinary +behaviour. Now you may go with the lady, as she is so kind as to wish +it." + +Lady Carse moved off in silence; and the children, tightly grasping each +other's hands, followed as if going to a funeral. + +"Jump, my dears," said papa, when they had reached the down. "Jump +about: you may be merry now." + +Both looked as if they were immediately going to cry. "What now, Adam?" +stooping down that the child might speak confidentially to him, but +saying to Lady Carse as he did so, that it was necessary sometimes to +condescend to the weakness of children. "Adam, tell me why you are not +merry, when I assure you you may." + +"I can't," whispered Adam. + +"You can't! What a sudden fit of humility this boy has got, that he +can't do anything to-day. Unless, however, it be true, well-grounded +humility, I fear--" + +Mamma now tried what she could do. She saw, by Lady Carse's way of +walking on by herself, that she was displeased; and, under the +inspiration of this grief, Mrs Ruthven so strove to make her children +agreeable by causing them to forget everything disagreeable, that they +were soon like themselves again. Mamma permitted them to look for hens' +eggs among the whins, because they had heard that when she was a little +girl she used to look for them among bushes in a field. There was no +occasion to tell them at such a critical moment for their spirits that +it was mid-winter, or that whins would be found rather prickly by +poultry, or that there were no hens in the island but Mrs Macdonald's +well sheltered pets. They were told that the first egg they found was +to be presented to Lady Carse; and they themselves might divide the +next. + +Their mother's hope, that if they did not find hens' eggs, they might +light upon something else, was not disappointed. Perhaps she took care +that it should not. Adam found a barley-cake on the sheltered side of a +bush; and it was not long before Kate found one just as good. They were +desired to do with these what they would have done with the eggs-- +present one to Lady Carse and divide the other. As they were very +hungry, they hastened to fulfil the condition of beginning to eat. +Again grasping one another's hands, they walked with desperate courage +up to Lady Carse, and held out a cake, without yet daring, however, to +look up. + +"Well, what is that?" she asked sharply. + +"A barley-cake." + +"Who bade you bring it to me?" + +"Mamma." + +"You would not have brought it if mamma had not bid you?" + +"No." + +"Allow me to suggest," observed papa, "that they would not have +ventured. It would be a liberty unbecoming their years to--" + +"Oh, nonsense!" cried Lady Carse; "I hate these put-up manners. No, +miss--no, young master--I will not take your cake. I take gifts only +from those I love; and if you don't love me, I don't love you--and so +there is a Rowland for your Oliver." + +The children did not know anything about Rowlands and Olivers; but they +saw that the lady was very angry--so angry that they took to their +heels, scampered away over the downs, and never stopped till they +reached home, and had hidden themselves under the bed. + +They were not followed. Punishment for their act of absconding was +deferred till Lady Carse's errand should be finished. When once down +among the rocks, Lady Carse was eager to show her dear friends all the +secrets of her late hiding. As soon as Macdonald's watchman was +convinced by the lady that she was not drowned, and by the minister that +he might go home--as soon as he was fairly out of sight, the wonders of +the caves were revealed to the pastor and his wife. The party were so +interested in the anecdotes belonging to Lady Carse's season of retreat, +that they did not observe, sheltered as they were in eastern caves, that +a storm was coming up from the west--one of the tempests which +frequently rise from that quarter in the winter season, and break over +the Western Islands. + +The children were aware of it before their parents. When they found +they were not followed, they soon grew tired of whispering under the +bed, and came cautiously forth. + +It was very dark, strangely dark, till a glare of lightning came, which +was worse than the darkness. But the thunder was worse: it growled +fearfully, so as to make them hold their breath. The next clap made +them cry. After that cry came help. + +The widow heard the wail from next door, and called to the children from +her door; and glad enough were they to take refuge with a grown-up +person who smiled and spoke cheerfully, in spite of the thunder. + +"Are you not afraid of the thunder?" asked Kate, nestling so close to +the widow that she was advised to take care lest the sharp bone knitting +needles went into her eyes. "But are not you afraid of the thunder?" + +"Oh, no!" + +"Why?" + +"Because I am not afraid of anything." + +"What, not of anything at all?" + +"Not of anything at all. And there are many things much more harmful +than thunder." + +"What things?" + +"The wind is, perhaps, the most terrible of all." + +"How loud it is now!" said Adam, shivering as the rushing storm drowned +his voice. When the gust had passed, the widow said, "It was not the +wind that made all that noise, it was a dash of hail. Ah! if I do fear +anything, it is large hail; not because it will hurt me, but because it +may break my window, and let in the wind to blow out my lamp." + +"But why do not things hurt you? If the lightning was to kill you--" + +"That would not hurt me," said the widow, smiling. "I do not call that +being hurt, more than dying in any other way that God pleases." + +"But if it did not kill you quite, but hurt you--hurt you very much +indeed--burned you, or made you blind?" + +"Then I should know that it was no hurt, but in some way a blessing, +because the lightning comes from God. I always like to see it, +because--There!" she said, as a vivid flash illumined the place. "Did +you ever see anything so bright as that? How should we ever fancy the +brightness of God's throne, if He did not send us a single ray, now and +then, in this manner--one single ray, which is as much as we can bear? +I dare say you have heard it read in church how all things are God's +messengers, without any word being said about their hurting us,--`fire +and hail;' here they are!" + +When that gust was past, she went on, "`Snow and vapour, stormy winds +fulfilling His word.' Here we are in the midst of the fire and the hail +and the stormy winds. If we looked out, perhaps we might see the `snow +and vapour.'" + +The children did not seem to wish it. + +"Then again," the widow went on, "we are told that `He causeth His wind +to blow, and the waters flow.' I am sure I can show you that. I am +sure the sea must have risen much already, before such a wind as this. +Come!" she continued, wrapping her plaid round herself and the children; +"keep close to me and you will not be cold. The cold has not come yet: +and if we stand under the sheltered side of the house we shall not be +blown. Hark! there is the roar of the waves when the thunder stops. +Now we shall see how `He causeth His wind to blow and the waters flow.'" + +She looked so cheerful and promised them such a sight, that they did not +like to beg to stay within. Though the hail came pelting in gusts, +there was no rain at present to wet them. The wind almost strangled +them at the first moment; but they were under the eastern gable of the +cottage in an instant, out of the force of the blast. + +There they sat down, all huddled together; and there the children saw +more than they had been promised. + +The tempest had not yet reached Skye; and they could see, in the +intervals of rolling clouds, mountain peaks glittering with snow. + +"There is the snow!" said the widow. "And see the vapours!--the +tumbling, rolling vapours that we call steam-clouds! Look how the +lightning flash darts out of them! and how the sea seems swelling and +boiling up to meet the vapours! A little way from the land, the wind +catches the spray and carries it up and away. If the wind was now from +the east, as it will be in spring, that spray would wash over us, and +drench us to the skin in a minute." + +"What, up here?" + +"Oh, yes, and higher still. There! Adam felt some then." And well he +might. The sea was now wrought into such tumult that its waves rolled +in upon the rocks with tremendous force, causing the caverns to resound +with the thundering shock, and the very summit of the precipices to +vibrate. Every projection sent up columns of spray, the sprinklings of +which reached the heights, bedewing the window of the cottage, and +sending in the party under the gable. + +"There now," said the widow, when she had fed her fire, and sat down, +"we have seen a fine sight to-day; and there will be more to-morrow." + +"Shall we see it to-morrow?" + +"Oh, yes; if you like to come to me to-morrow, I think I can promise to +show you the shore all black with weed thrown up by the storm, and, +perhaps we may get some wood. These storms often cast up wood, +sometimes even thick logs. We must not touch the logs; they belong to +Sir Alexander Macdonald, but we may take the smaller pieces, those of us +who can get down before other people have taken them away. If the +minister is not aware of this, we must tell him, and the weeds will be +good to manure his kail-bed, if he can find nothing better." + +"Will you go to-morrow and pick up some wood?" + +"If I can get down alone; but I cannot climb up and down as I used to +do. I will show you something prettier than wood or weed that I picked +up, after one of these storms, when I was younger." And she took out of +her chest three shells, one very large and handsome, which had been cast +upon the western shore some years before. Adam thought this so +beautiful that he begged to have it; but the widow could not give it +away. She told him she must keep it for a particular reason; but he +could see it whenever lie liked to come to her for the purpose. + +But Adam thought he might pick up such an one himself, if he could go +to-morrow to the western shore; and his friend could not say that this +was impossible. Oh! then, would she not go and show him the way? Would +she not try if he and Kate helped her with all their strength? They +were very strong. If she would stand up they would show her how strong +they were. She stood up, and they tried to carry her. Their faces were +exceedingly red, and they were very near lifting up their friend, and +she was laughing and wondering whether they could carry her down the +rocks in that way, when the door burst open and Lady Carse appeared. + +"The children must come home," said she to Annie; "they have no business +here." + +"I called them in, my lady, when the thunder frightened them." + +"They should not have come. They should have told you that they were +under their parents' displeasure." + +All now looked grave enough. The children stole away home, skilfully +avoiding taking hold of the lady's offered hands. She pulled the door +after her in no gentle manner. She did not much care whether the +children were fond of her; but it was somehow disagreeable to her that +they should be happy with her next-door neighbour. + + + +CHAPTER TWELVE. + +THE STEWARD ON HIS ROUNDS. + +The return of Macdonald's boat was a great event; and especially to the +inhabitants of the hill-side cottages. Macdonald was accompanied by Sir +Alexander's steward, who brought some furniture and finishings for the +chapel and the minister's dwelling, and, for the first time, a parcel +for Lady Carse. + +When the package was brought up from the shore, Lady Carse rushed in to +tell Annie the news, and to bid her come and see the unpacking. + +The poor lady was sure that by means of Mr Johny, or through some other +channel, tidings of her existence and banishment had reached her friends +at Edinburgh, and that this parcel contained some warrant of release. +With raised colour and sparkling eyes, she talked of her departure the +next morning; of how it would be best to travel, when she once set foot +on the main; of how soon she could reach Edinburgh, and whether it would +not be better to go first to London, to lay her own case and the treason +of her enemies before the Prime Minister. Mrs Ruthven agreed to all +she said. Mr Ruthven walked to and fro before the door, stopping at +every turn to offer his congratulations. Annie looked anxious and +eager. + +When the package was deposited before the door, and the glee of the +party was at the highest, the children capered and shouted. Annie +quietly checked this, and kept them by her side; whereupon Lady Carse +smiled at Mrs Ruthven, and said she pitied people who were grave when +good fortune befell their friends, and who could not bear even to let +children sympathise in it. + +"You mistake me, madam," said Annie. "If this package was from +Edinburgh, I should feel more like dancing myself than stopping the +children's dancing; but I sadly fear this comes from no further off than +Skye. I know the Skye packages." + +"Nonsense!" cried Lady Carse. "I know nobody in Skye. I hate croakers. +Some people take a pleasure in spoiling other people's pleasure." + +"That is a temper that I do not approve of," observed Mr Ruthven. +"This life is to some such a vale of tears that I think it is ungrateful +not to pluck the few flowers of innocent pleasure which grow by the +wayside. I should think that a Christian temper would be ready to +assist the enjoyment. Here, my good men--" + +"What stupid fellows those men are!" cried Lady Carse. "They are +actually going away without helping us to uncord the package." + +She called after them; but in answer to her scolding, the men only +stared; which made Lady Carse tell them they were idiots. A word or two +from Annie in Gaelic brought them back directly, and obtained from them +what aid was needed. + +"Shall I enquire, madam," asked Annie, "anything that you may wish to +know?" + +"No," replied Lady Carse, sharply. "_You_ speak Gaelic, I think," she +said to Mr Ruthven. "Will you learn from the men all you can about +this package, and tell me every word they say?" + +Mr Ruthven bowed, cleared his throat, and began to examine the men. +Lady Carse meantime said to Mrs Ruthven, in Annie's hearing, that she +must wait, and restrain her patience a little while. There was no +saying what might be in the package, and they must be by themselves when +they opened it. + +Mrs Ruthven said she would send the children away; and Annie offered to +take them home with her. + +"The children!" exclaimed Lady Carse. "Oh, bless them! what harm can +they do? Let _them_ stay by all means. I hope there will be nobody to +spoil _their_ pleasure." + +Annie curtseyed, and withdrew to her own house. As she shut the door +and sank into a chair, she thought how bad her rheumatic pains were. +Her heart was swelling a little too; but it soon subsided as she said to +herself, "A vale of tears, indeed, is this life; or rather a waste and +howling wilderness, to that poor lady with her restless mind. God knows +I would not reckon hardly with her, or anyone so far from peace of mind. +Nor can I wonder, when I pity her so much, that others should also, and +forget other things when she is before their eyes. I did think, when I +heard the minister was coming--But I had no right to expect anything +beyond the blessing of the sabbath, and of burial, and the ordinances. +And oh, there is the comfort of the sabbath! The Word is preached, and +there is prayer and praise now on sabbath-days for a year to come; or, +perhaps, as many years as I shall live. If this was a place for peace +of mind before, what can trouble us now?" The closing psalm of last +sabbath had never been out of her ears and her heart since. She now +began to sing it, softly at first, but louder as her soul warmed to it. +She was soon stopped by a louder sound; a shrill cry from the next +house, and presently Mrs Ruthven rushed in to know what she was to do. +Lady Carse was hysterical. The package had contained no news from her +friends, but had brought cruel disappointment. It contained some +clothing, a stone of sugar, a pound of tea, six pecks of wheat, and an +anker of spirits; and there was a slip of paper to say that the same +quantity of these stores would be brought yearly by the steward when he +came to collect the heather rent. At this sentence of an abode of years +in this place, Lady Carse had given way to despair; had vowed she would +choke the steward in his sacks of feathers, that she might be tried for +murder on the main; and then she had attempted to scatter the wheat, and +to empty out the spirits, but that Mr Ruthven had held her hand, and +told her that the anker of spirits was, in fact, her purse--her means of +purchasing from Macdonald and others her daily meat and such service as +she needed. But now she was in hysterics, and they did not know what to +do next. Would Mrs Fleming come? + +Annie thought the lady would rather not see her; told Mrs Ruthven how +to treat the patient, and begged that the children might be sent to her, +if they were in the way. + +The children were with Annie all the rest of the day; for their father +and mother were exceedingly busy writing letters, to go by the steward. + +In the evening the steward paid them a visit, in his round back to the +boat. He was very civil, brought with him a girl, the handiest and +comeliest he said, that he could engage among Macdonald's people, to +wait upon Lady Carse; gave order for the immediate erection of a sort of +outhouse for her stores, and desired her to say if there was anything +else she was pressingly in want of. She would not say a word to him of +one kind or another, but turned him over to the minister. But the +minister could not carry his own points. He could not induce the +steward to convey a single letter of the several written that day. The +steward was sorry: had hoped it was understood that no letter was to +leave the island,--no written paper of any kind,--while Lady Carse +resided there. He would not take these to Sir Alexander: he would not +ask him to yield this point even to the minister. Sir Alexander's +orders were positive; and it was clear that in these parts that settled +the question. + +While the argument was going on, Lady Carse rose from her seat, and +passed behind the steward, to leave the room. She caught up the letters +unperceived, and unperceived slipped them into the steward's pocket: so +that while he bowed himself out, declining to touch the letters, he was +actually carrying them with him. + +Helsa, Lady Carse's new maid, witnessed this prank; and, not daring to +laugh at the moment, made up for this by telling the story to her +acquaintance, the widow, when sent for the children at night. + +"That will never do," Annie declared. "Harm may come of it, but no +good." + +And this set her thinking. + +The consequence of her meditation was that she roused the family from +their beds when even Lady Carse had been an hour asleep. When Mr +Ruthven found that there was neither fire nor illness in the case, he +declared to Annie his disapprobation of untimely hours; and said that if +those who had a lamp to keep burning became in time forgetful of the +difference between night and day, they should remember that it was not +so with others; and that the afflicted especially, who had griefs and +agitations during the day, should be permitted to enjoy undisturbed such +rest as might be mercifully sent them. + +Annie listened respectfully to all this, and acknowledged the truth of +it. It was, however, a hope that Lady Carse might possibly sleep +hereafter under the same roof with her children, if this night were not +lost, which made her take the liberty of rousing the minister at such an +hour. + +She was confident that the steward would either bring back the letters, +as soon as he put his hand upon them, or destroy them; for such a thing +was never heard of as an order of Sir Alexander's being disobeyed. She +had thought of a way of sending a note, if the minister could write on a +small piece of paper what would alarm the lady's friends. She had now +and then, at long intervals, a supply from a relation from Dumfries, of +a particular kind of thread which she used to knit into little socks and +mittens for sale. This knitting was now too fine for her eyes: but the +steward did not know this; and he would no doubt take her order, as he +had done before. She believed he would come up to return the letters +quite early in the morning. If she had a ball of thread ready, he would +take it as a pattern: and this ball might contain a little note;--a very +small one indeed, if the minister would write it. + +"How would the receiver know there was a note?" asked Mr Ruthven. + +"It might be years before the ball was used up," Mrs Ruthven observed: +"or it might come back as it went." + +"I thought," said Annie, "that I would give the order in this way. I +would say that I want four pieces of the thread, all exactly the same +length as the one that goes. The steward will set that down in his +book; and he always does what we ask him very carefully. Then my +relation will unwind the ball to see what the length is, and come upon +the note; and then--" + +"I see. I see it all," declared Mr Ruthven. "Do not you, my dear?" + +"Oh yes; I see. It will be delightful, will it not, Lady Carse?" + +"That is as it may be," said Lady Carse. "It is a plan which may work +two ways." + +"I do not see how it can work to any mischief," Annie quietly declared. +"I will leave you to consider it. If you think well of the plan, I +shall be found ready with my thread. If the steward returns, it will be +very early, that he may not lose the tide." + +As might be expected, Annie's offer was accepted; for even Lady Carse's +prejudiced mind could point out no risk, while the success might be +everything. There was something that touched her feelings in the +patient care with which the widow sat, in the lamplight, winding the +thread over and over the small slip of paper, so as to leave no speck +visible, and to make a tight and secure ball. + +The slip of paper contained a request that the reader would let Mr +Hope, advocate, Edinburgh, know that Lady Carse was not dead, though +pretended to be buried, but stolen away from Edinburgh, and now confined +to the after-mentioned island of the Hebrides. Then followed Lady +Carse's signature and that of the minister, with the date. + +"It will do! It will do!" exclaimed Mrs Ruthven. "My dear, dear Lady +Carse--" + +But Lady Carse turned away, and paced the room, "I don't wonder, I am +sure," declared Mrs Ruthven, "I don't wonder that you walk up and down. +To think what may hang on this night--Now, take my arm,--let me support +you." + +And she put her arm around the waist of her dear friend. But Lady Carse +shook her off, turned weeping to Annie, and sobbed out, "If you save +me--If this is all sincere in you, and--" + +"Sincere!" exclaimed Annie, in such surprise that she almost dropped the +ball. + +"O yes, yes; it is all right, and you are an angel to me. I--" + +"What an amiable creature she is!" said Mrs Ruthven to her husband, +gazing on Lady Carse. "What noble impulses she has!" + +"Very fine impulses," declared the minister. "It is very affecting. I +find myself much moved." And he began pacing up and down. + +"Sincere!" Annie repeated to herself in the same surprise. + +"Oh, dear!" observed Mrs Ruthven, in a whisper, which, however, the +widow heard: "how long it takes for some people to know some other +people. There is Mrs Fleming, now, all perplexed about the dear +creature. Why, she knew her; I mean, she had her with her before we +ever saw her, and now we know her--Oh! how well, how thoroughly we know +her--we know her to the bottom of her heart." + +"A most transparent being, indeed!" declared Mr Ruthven. "As guileless +as a child." + +"Call me a child; you may," sobbed Lady Carse. "None but children and +such as I quarrel with their best friends. She has been to me--" + +"You reproach yourself too severely, my dear lady," declared the +minister. "There are seasons of inequality in us all; not that I intend +to justify--" + +His wife did not wait for the end, but said, "Quarrel, my dear soul? +Quarrel with your best friends? You do such a thing! Let us see +whether you ever quarrel with us; and we _are_ friends, are we not; you +and we? Let us see whether you ever quarrel with us! Ah!" + +Annie had finished her work; and she was gone before the long kiss of +the new friends was over. + +"It is only two days more to the sabbath," thought she. Then she +smiled, and said, "Anyone might call me a child, counting the days as if +I could not wait for my treat. But, really, I did not know what the +comfort of the sabbath would be. The chapel is all weather-tight now; +and thank God for sending us a minister!" + +As all expected, up came the steward; very early and very angry. Nobody +from the minister's house cared to encounter him. He threw the letters +down upon the threshold of the door, and shouted out that his bringing +them back was more than the writer deserved. If he had read them, and +made mischief of their contents, nobody could, under the circumstances, +have blamed him. Here they were, however, as a lesson to the family not +to lose their time, and waste their precious ink and paper in writing +letters that would never leave the island. + +As he was turning to go away, the widow opened her door, and asked if he +would excuse her for troubling him with one little commission which she +had not thought of the day before, and she produced the ball of thread. + +Lady Carse was watching through a chink in a shutter. She saw the +steward's countenance relax, and heard his voice soften as he spoke to +the widow. She perceived that Annie had influence with him, if she +would use it faithfully and zealously. Next she observed the care with +which he wrote in his note book Annie's directions about her commission, +and how he deposited the precious ball in his securest pocket. She felt +that this chance of escape, though somewhat precarious, was the best +that had yet occurred. + +Before the steward was out of sight she opened the shutter, though it +creaked perilously, and kissed her hand to the surprised Annie, who was +watching her agent down the hill. Annie smiled, but secured caution by +immediately going in. + + + +CHAPTER THIRTEEN. + +TRUE SOLITUDE. + +The season advanced, bringing the due tokens of the approach of summer. +The gales came from the east instead of the west, and then subsided into +mild airs. The mists which had brooded over sea and land melted away, +and, as the days lengthened, permitted the purple heights of the rocky +Saint Kilda to be seen clear and sharp, as the sun went down behind +them. The weed which had blackened the shore of the island at the end +of winter was now gone from the silver sands. Some of it was buried in +the minister's garden as manure. The minister began to have hopes of +his garden. He had done his best to keep off the salt spray by building +the wall ten feet high; and it was thought that just under the wall a +few cabbages might grow; and in one corner there was an experiment going +forward to raise onions. Kate and Adam told the widow, from day to day, +the hopes and fears of the household about this garden; and it was then +that she knew that her son Rollo was now gardener, as he had been head +builder of the wall. + +From Rollo himself she heard less and less of his proceedings and +interests. Anxious as she was, she abstained from questioning or +reproving him on the few occasions when he spent an hour with her. She +was aware of his high opinion of himself, and of the point he made of +managing his own affairs; and she knew that there were those next door +who would certainly engross him if anything passed in his mother's house +to make him reluctant to stay there. She therefore mustered all her +cheerfulness when he appeared on the threshold, gave him her confidence, +made him as comfortable as she could, and never asked him whence he had +come, or how long he would stay. She had a strong persuasion that Rollo +would discover in time who was his best friend, and was supremely +anxious that when that time came there should be nothing to get over in +his return to her--no remembrance of painful scenes--no sting of +reproach--no shame but such as he must endure from his own heart. +Strong as was her confidence in the final issue, the time did seem long +to her yearning spirit, lonely as she was. Many a night she listened to +the melancholy song of the throstle from the hill-side, and watched the +mild twilight without thinking of sleep, till was silent; and was still +awake when the lark began its merry greeting to the dawn which was +streaking the east. Many a day she sat in the sun watching the pathways +by which she hoped her son might come to her; and then perhaps she would +hear his laugh from behind the high garden wall, and discover that he +had been close at hand all day without having a word to say to her. How +many true and impressive things passed through her mind that she thought +she would say to him! But they all remained unsaid. When the +opportunity came she saw it to be her duty to serve him by waiting and +loving, feeling and trusting that rebuke from God was the only shock +which would effectually reach this case, and reserving herself as the +consoler of the sinner when that hour should arrive. + +As for the other parties, they were far too busy--far too much devoted +to each other to have any time to spare for her, or any thought, except +when the children were wished out of the way, or when the much more +ardent desire was indulged that her house could be had for the residence +of Lady Carse and her maid. In spite of all the assurances given to +Lady Carse that her presence and friendship were an unmixed blessing, +the fact remained that the household were sadly crowded in the new +dwelling. There was talk, at times, of getting more rooms built: but +then there entered in a vague hope that the widow's house might be +obtained, which would be everything pleasant and convenient. At those +times she was thought of, but more and more as an obstruction--almost an +intruder. Now and then, when she startled them by some little act of +kindness, they remarked that she was a good creature, they believed, +though they considered that there was usually something dangerous about +people so very reserved and unsociable. + +One day this reserved and unsociable person volunteered a visit to her +astonished neighbours. She walked in, in the afternoon, looking rather +paler than usual, and somewhat exhausted. Mr Ruthven was outside the +door, smoking his pipe after dinner. He came in with the widow, and +placed a stool for her. His wife was not in the room. Lady Carse was +lying on the settle, flushed and apparently drowsy. She opened her eyes +as Annie and the minister entered, and then half-closed them again, +without stirring. + +"Yes, I have been walking," said the widow, in answer to Mr Ruthven's +observation. "But it is not that that has tired me. I have been only +as far as Macdonald's. But, sir, I must go further to-night, unless I +can interest you to do what must be done without loss of time." + +The minister raised his eyebrows, and looked inquiringly. "I have +learned, sir, that from this house invitations have been sent to +smugglers to begin a trade with these islands, and that it is about to +begin; and that this has been done by corrupting my son. I see well +enough the object of this. I see that Lady Carse hopes to escape to the +main by a smuggling vessel coming to this coast. I can enter into this. +I do not wonder at any effort the poor lady makes--" + +"You insufferable woman!" cried Lady Carse, starting up from her +half-sleep with a glowing face and a clenched hand. "Do you dare to +pity me?" + +"I do, madam: and I ask of you in return--I implore you to pity me. +This is the bitterest day to me since that which made my boy fatherless. +I have this day discovered that my fatherless boy has been corrupted by +those who--" + +"I do not approve of innuendo," declared Mr Ruthven. "I recommend you +to name names." + +"Certainly, sir. My son has been made a smuggler by the persuasion and +management of Lady Carse; and, as I have reason to believe, sir, with +your knowledge." + +"Here is treachery!" cried Lady Carse. "We must make our part good. I +will--I know how--" + +She was hastening out, when the minister stopped her at the door. She +made some resistance, and Annie heard her say something about a pistol +on the top of the bed, and the wonder if her father's daughter did not +know how to use it. + +Even in the midst of her own grief, Annie could not but remark to +herself how the lady's passions seemed to grow more violent, instead of +calming down. + +"You had better go, Mrs Fleming," said Mr Ruthven. "Make no +disturbance here, but go, and I will come in and speak to you." + +"How soon?" Annie anxiously enquired. + +"As soon as possible--immediately. Go now, for Lady Carse is very +angry." + +"I will, sir. But I owe it to you to tell you that the adventure is put +an end to. I have been to Macdonald's and told him, speaking as Rollo's +mother, of the danger my son was in; and Macdonald will take care that +no smuggling vessel reaches this coast to-night or in future." + +"Go instantly!" exclaimed Mr Ruthven, and, seeing Lady Carse's +countenance, Annie was glad to hasten out of her reach. + +The widow sat down on the threshold of her cottage awaiting the +minister. Her heart throbbed. A blessing might be in store at the end +of this weary day. Good might come out of evil. She might now have an +opportunity of appealing to her minister--of opening her heart to him +about the cares which she needed to share with him, and which should +have been his cares as pastor. She trusted she should be enabled to +speak freely and calmly. + +She prayed that she might; but her body was exhausted, so that she could +not overcome to her satisfaction the agitation of her mind. It did not +mend the matter that she was kept waiting very long; and when Mr +Ruthven came out at his own door, it was with some difficulty that Annie +rose to make respectful way for him. + +"Be seated," said Mr Ruthven, in a tone of severity; "I have much to +say to you." + +Both seated themselves. Mr Ruthven cleared his throat, and said-- + +"It is the most painful part of a pastor's duty to administer reproof, +and more especially to members of his flock whose years should have +brought them wisdom and self-control." + +Annie clasped her hands on her knees, and looked meekly in his face. + +"I should have hoped," Mr Ruthven went on, "that a Christian woman of +your standing, and one who is blest, as you yourself have been known to +acknowledge, with a life of peace, would have had compassion on a most +suffering sister, and have rather striven to alleviate her sorrows, and +to soften her occasional self-reproach for what she amiably calls her +infirmities of sensibility, than have wounded and upbraided her, and +treacherously cut off her frail chance of release from a most unjust +captivity." + +"I!--I wound and upbraid Lady Carse!" + +"Now, do not compel me to remind you of what you ought to know full +well--the deceitfulness of the human heart. Listen to me." + +Again Annie looked gently in his face. + +"I left that poor lady, already overwhelmed with misfortune, prostrated +anew by your attack of this afternoon. I left her dissolved in tears-- +shaken by agitation; and I resolved that my first act of duty should be +to remonstrate privately--observe, I say privately--against the +heartlessness which could pour in drops of bitterness to make the +already brimming cup overflow. Now, what have you to say?" + +"I should wish to know, sir, what part of my conduct it is that is +wrong. If I knew this, I am sure--" + +"If you knew! My good woman, this blindness and self-satisfaction +appear to show that this life of peace, which you yourself acknowledge +yours has been, has gone somewhat too far--has not been altogether +blessed to you. If you are really so satisfied with yourself as to be +unable to see any sin within you--" + +"Oh, sir! Do not think me impatient if I make haste to say that I never +harboured such a thought. It makes me sink with shame to think of my +ever having possibly such a thought. What I asked for, sir, was to know +my sin towards Lady Carse, that I might make reparation if I could, +and--will it please you, sir, to tell me--" + +"Tell me, rather, what sin you are conscious of; and we shall then get +at the bottom of this last offence. Come, let me hear!" + +Annie looked down, hesitated, blushed deeply, and said she supposed it +was owing to her not being accustomed to the blessing of having a pastor +that she found it so difficult to open her heart now that the blessing +was given for which she had so often prayed. She would strive to +overcome the difficulty. After a pause she said her chief trouble about +her state of mind was that some of her trust and peace seemed to have +left her. + +"Ah! the moment it is put to the test!" said Mr Ruthven. + +"Just so, sir; that is what I said to myself. As long as I lived alone, +out of the sound of any voice but Rollo's, I thought my peace was +settled, and that I was only waiting for the better peace which is to +come hereafter. Then, when Rollo was away, and my mind was searching +doubtfully after him, where he might be, and whether safe or killed, I +could always find rest, and say to myself that he was in God's hand, to +die _now_ or to live to close my eyes. But now, sir, there is a sadness +come over me; though I am obliged to your dear children for many +cheerful hours--I would not forget that. But as for my own child, when +I hear his voice merry from behind your garden wall, when I have been +longing for days to see his face--or when your children tell me things +that he has said, just while my ear is pining for his voice, I find +myself less settled in mind than I was--much less settled, sir, than I +think a Christian woman ought to be." + +"And this indicates more than you tell me," observed Mr Ruthven. "What +can you have done to drive your son from his home and from his mother's +side? Some mistake there must be, to say the very least--some fatal +mistake, I will call it, for I would not be severe--some awful mistake. +Eh?" + +"Perhaps so, sir." And she smothered a sigh. + +The minister then gave her, at some length, his views on education, +insisting much on the duty of making young people happy at home; ending +with saying that no young man could, he thought, expect much comfort in +the society of a mother who could be so reckless of anybody's peace as +she had shewn herself that afternoon. He hoped she would take what he +said in good part. It was not pleasant to him to deal rebuke but he +must not shrink from it; and he rose to go. + +"Certainly, sir," said Annie, rising too, and holding by the bed to +steady herself. "But, sir, if you would please to tell me particularly +what you think I have done so wrong to-day--Sir, you would not have me +let my son be made a smuggler?" + +"You should--Nothing can be clearer than that you should--I wonder you +need to be told that you should have spoken to me. Instead of which, +you went quietly and told Macdonald." + +"I am sure, sir, I thought you knew all about it." + +"What of that? I am here at hand, to be your adviser--not to be treated +with disrespect. I leave you now to think over what I have said. I +trust the result will be that you will make what reparation you can to +Lady Carse: though it is foolish to talk of reparation; for the mischief +done is, I fear, irreparable. I leave you to think of this. Good +evening!" + +Annie thought of all that had passed; and of a few other things. She +thought that while it was clear that a pastor might take a wrong view of +the state of mind and conduct of one of his flock, it was a privilege to +know, at least, what view he took. He was faithful, as far as plain +speaking went: and that was much. And then, it is so rarely that any +censure is uttered for which there is absolutely no foundation, that it +is usually profitable to receive it. While feeling that "it is a small +thing to be judged of man's judgment," it may be a great thing to know a +man's unfavourable opinion of us. She would soon recover from this +conversation; and then, if she had obtained any wisdom from it, it would +be, after all, the marking blessing of this day. She was not aware of +another: that Mr Ruthven had been somewhat touched by what she had said +of Rollo--his eyes somewhat opened. + +Once more her mind rested on the idea now become so prominent with her. +"The sabbath is coming round again," she thought. "It pleases God to +give us a complete blessing then. It is His word that is spoken then-- +His judgment that we are judged by. Nothing comes between us and Him +then. There is always the sabbath now to think of." + +Tired as she was, or as she thought herself till she found herself +enjoying the repose of the moonlight shore, there was one more walk +necessary before Annie could try to sleep. + +The sea was calm, and there was scarcely any wind. If the smuggling +vessel had approached the island in any part, it could hardly have got +away again. She had not seen it from her hill-side; but she must be +satisfied that it was not on the northern shore. The western was safe +enough, from its being overlooked from Macdonald's farm. + +Annie had just reached the longest and widest stretch of beach when the +large moon rose out of the still waters. There was not even the +slightest veil of mist obscuring the horizon; and the fluctuation of the +water-line was distinct upon the clear disk of the moon. The gush of +quivering light which instantaneously reached from the horizon to her +feet illumined Annie's heart no less than the scene around her. The +ripple of the little waves which played upon the pebbles was music to +her ear. In a tranquil and hopeful spirit she thought of her errand, +and looked steadily over the whole expanse of the sea, where, under the +broad moonlight, and a sky which had at this season no darkness in it, +there was certainly no vessel in sight. + +Pursuing her walk northwards, she perceived a small dark object lying on +the silvery sands. When she reached it, she found it was a little cask, +which the smell declared to contain rum. By the smell, and the cask +being light, it was clear that some of the spirit had been spilled. +Annie found a small hole, beside which lay a quill. She feared that +this told too plainly of the neighbourhood of smugglers, and her heart +sunk. She went on, and immediately saw another dark object lying on the +beach--a person, as she thought. It was a woman, in the common country +clothing, sound asleep. Annie hastened to wake her, thinking it unsafe +to sleep under the moon's rays. To her extreme surprise she found it +was Lady Carse. + +She could imagine the lady to have come down in hope of meeting a +smuggling vessel. She would not have wondered to meet her wandering +among the coves; but that on such an errand, at such a time, she should +be asleep, was surprising. + +Annie tried gentle means to rouse her, which would enable her to slip +away as the lady awoke, sparing her the pain of her presence. She +rattled the pebbles with her foot, coughed, and at last sang--but all +without causing the lady to stir. Then the widow was alarmed, and +stooped to look closer. The sleeper breathed heavily, her head was hot, +and her breath told the secret of her unseasonable drowsiness. Annie +shrank back in horror. At first she concluded that much of Lady Carse's +violent passion was now accounted for. But she presently considered it +more probable that this was a single instance of intemperance, caused by +the temptation of finding a leaking cask of spirit on the sands, just in +a moment of disappointment, and perhaps of great exhaustion. This +thought made Annie clear what to do. + +She went back to the cask, made the hole larger with a stone, and poured +out all the rum upon the sand. The cask was now so light that she could +easily roll it down to the margin of the tide, where she left it, half +full of sea-water. Having thus made all safe behind her, she proceeded +to the coves, where she found, not any signs of a vessel, but one of +Macdonald's men on the watch. From him she learned that Macdonald had +gone out to look for the smuggling boat; had seen it, and turned it +back; and that the smuggling crew had been obliged to throw overboard +some of their cargo to lighten their vessel for flight. Macdonald +thought they would hardly venture hither again for some time to come. +This was good news; but there was better; Rollo was not with the +smugglers. He was out fowling this afternoon. Perhaps by this time he +might be at home. + +Annie's errand was finished; and she might now return and rest. +Macdonald's man spoke of his hope of some goods being washed up by the +next tide. Annie told him nothing of the cask, nor of what she had done +with the rum. She commended him to his watch, and left him. + +Lady Carse was still sleeping, but less heavily. She roused herself +when spoken to, started up, and looked about her, somewhat bewildered. +"I took the liberty, madam, of speaking to you, to waken you," said +Annie; "because the moon is up, and was shining on your head, which is +considered bad for the health." + +"Really," said Lady Carse, "it is very odd. I don't know how I could +think of falling asleep here. I suppose I was very tired." + +"You look so now, madam. Better finish your sleep at home. And first, +if I may advise you, you will throw some salt water on your head, and +drink some fresh at the spring, when we come to it. The people here say +that bathing the head takes away the danger from sleeping under the +moon's rays." + +Lady Carse had no objection to do this, as her head was hot; and now +Annie hoped that she would escape detection by the Ruthvens, so that she +alone would know the secret. Both drank at the spring, and after that +it might be hoped that there would be little more smell of spirits about +the one than the other. + +When they passed the cask, now beginning to float in the rising tide, +Lady Carse started. It was clear that she now remembered what had made +her sleep. "There is a cask!" said she, in her hurry. + +"Yes, a cask of sea-water," Annie quietly observed. "I emptied out the +bad stuff that was in it, and--" + +"You did! What right had you?" + +"It was contraband," said Annie. "Macdonald saw the cargo thrown over: +nobody would have claimed it, and plenty would have helped themselves to +what is unfit to drink. So I poured it out upon the sand." + +"Very free and easy, I must say," observed Lady Carse. + +"Very," Annie agreed; "but less of a liberty than some would have taken, +if I had left it to tempt them. I threw away only what is some man's +unlawful property. Others would have thrown away that which belongs to +God, and is very precious in His eyes--the human reason, which he has +made but a little lower than the glory of the angels." + +Lady Carse spoke no more--not even when they reached their own doors. +Whether she was moody or conscience-stricken, Annie could not tell. All +the more anxious was she to do her part; and she went in to pray that +the suffering lady might be saved from this new peril--the most fearful +of the snares of her most perilous life. Annie did not forget to pray +that those who had driven the sufferer to such an extremity as that she +could not resist even this means of forgetting her woes, might be struck +with such a sense of their cruelty as to save their victim before it was +too late. + + + +CHAPTER FOURTEEN. + +HELSA'S NEWS. + +One day when Annie was trimming her lamp, she observed Helsa, Lady +Carse's maid, watching the process earnestly from the door, where she +was looking in. "Come in, Helsa," said the widow, in Gaelic, which was +more familiar to the girl than English. "Come in, if you have nothing +better to do than to see me trim my lamp." + +"I am afraid about that lamp, and that is the truth," replied Helsa. "I +had charge of a lamp at Macdonald's once, when my mother went to the +main for a week; but then, if it went out, nobody was much the worse. +If this one goes out, and anybody drowns in the harbour, and the blame +is mine, what shall I do?" + +"The blame yours!" said the widow, looking at her. + +"Yes; when you live at Macdonald's, and I have to keep the lamp. I am +not sure that I can keep awake all the night when winter comes: but they +say I must." + +Helsa was surprised to find that the widow knew nothing of the plan that +Lady Carse now talked of more than anything else: that Annie was to go +and live at Macdonald's, that Lady Carse and her maid might have the +widow's house, where Helsa was to do all the work in the day, and to +keep the lamp at night. The girl declared that the family never sat at +meals without talking of the approaching time when they could all have +more room and do whatever they pleased. Adam had cried yesterday about +the widow going away; but he had been forbidden to cry about what would +make Lady Carse so much happier; and when Kate had whispered to him that +Lady Carse would no longer live in their house, Adam had presently dried +his tears, and began to plan how he would meet the widow sometimes on +the western sands, to pick up the fine shells she had told him of. +Helsa went on to say that she could have cried longer than the boy, for +she was afraid to think of being alone with Lady Carse at times when-- + +Annie interrupted her by saying, with a smile, "You need not have any +dread of living in this house, Helsa. I have no thought of leaving it. +There is some mistake." + +Helsa was delighted with this assurance. But she proved her point--that +the mistake was not hers--that such a plan _was_ daily, almost hourly, +spoken of next door as settled. She was going on to tell how her +mistress frightened her by her ways: her being sleepy in the afternoons, +unless she was very merry or dreadfully passionate, and so low in the +mornings that she often did little but cry; but the widow checked this. +While at Mrs Ruthven's house Helsa should make no complaints to anybody +else; or, if she had serious complaints to make, it should be to +Macdonald. Helsa pleaded that Macdonald would then perhaps take away +the anker of spirits, as being at the bottom of the mischief; and then +Lady Carse would kill her. She had once shown her a pistol; but nobody +could find that pistol now. Helsa laughed, and looked us if she could +have told where it was. In a moment, however, she was grave enough, +hearing herself called by her mistress. + +"I shall say I came to learn about the lamp," said she; "and that is +true, you know." + +"Why do not you speak English, both of you?" demanded Lady Carse from +the door. "You both speak English. I will have no mysteries. I will +know what you were saying." + +Helsa faltered out that she came to see how Widow Fleming managed her +lamp. + +"Was it about the lamp that you were talking? I will know." + +"If we had any objection, madam, to your knowing what we were saying," +interposed Annie, "we are by no means bound to tell. But you are quite +welcome to it. I have been assuring Helsa that there is some mistake +about my leaving this house. Here have I lived, and here I hope to +die." + +"We must talk that matter over," declared Lady Carse. "We are so +crowded next door that we can bear it no longer; and I _must_ live in +sight of the harbour, you know." + +And she went over all the old arguments, while she sent Helsa to bring +in Mr Ruthven, that he might add his pastoral authority to her claims. +After having once declared herself immovable, Annie bore all in silence; +the pleas that her lamp was so seldom wanted; that it would be well +tended for her, while she could sleep all night, and every night; that +it had become a passion with Lady Carse to obtain this house, and that +anyone was an enemy who denied her the only thing she could enjoy. +These pleas Annie listened to in silence, and then to reproaches on her +selfishness, her obstinacy, her malice and cruelty. When both her +visitors had exhausted their arguments, she turned to Lady Carse, and +intimated that now they had all spoken their minds on this subject, she +wished to be alone in her own house. Then she turned to Mr Ruthven, +and told him that whatever he had to say as her pastor, she would gladly +listen to. + +"In some other place than this," he declared with severity. "I have +tried rebuke and remonstrance here, beside your own hearth, with a +perseverance which I fear has lowered the dignity of my office. I have +done. I enter this house no more as your pastor." + +Annie bowed her head, and remained standing till they were gone; then +she sank down, melting into tears. + +"This, then," and her heart swelled at the thought; "this, then, is the +end of my hope--the brightest hope I ever had since my great earthly +hope was extinguished! I thought I could bear anything if there was +only a pastor at hand. And now--but there is my duty still; nothing can +take that away. And I am forgetting that at this very moment, when I +have so little else left! crying in this way when I want better eyes +than mine are now for watching the sea. I have shed too many tears in +my day; more than a trusting Christian woman should; and now I must keep +my eyes dry and my heart firm for my duty. And I cannot see that I have +done any wrong in staying by the duty that God gave me, and the house +that I must do it in. With this house and God's house--" And her +thoughts recurred, as usual, to the blessing of the sabbath. She should +still have a pastor in God's house, if not in her own. And thus she +cheered her heart while she bathed her eyes that they might serve for +her evening gaze over the sea. + +She was destined, however, to be overtaken by dismay on the sabbath, and +in that holy house where she had supposed her peace could never be +disturbed. The pastor read and preached from the passage in the 18th +chapter of Matthew, which enjoins remonstrance with sinners, first in +private, then in the presence of one or two witnesses, and at last +before the church. The passage was read so emphatically that Annie's +heart beat thick and fast. But this did not prepare her for what +followed. In his sermon the pastor explained that though the scriptural +expression was, "If thy brother trespass," the exhortation was equally +applicable to any Christian sister who should offend. He declared that +if any Christian sister was present who was conscious of having +trespassed on the comfort and natural feelings of an afflicted and +persecuted personage whom they had the honour to entertain among them, +he besought the offending sister to enquire of herself whether she had +not been rebuked first alone, then in the presence of a witness--alas! +in vain; and whether, therefore, the time had not come for a rebuke +before the Church. He would, however, name no one, but leave yet some +place for repentance; and so forth. + +Annie's natural dismay, terrible as it was, soon yielded before the +appeal to her conscience, which the pastor supposed would appal her. +She knew that she was right; and in this knowledge she raised her bowed +head, and listened more calmly than many others. If there had been any +doubt among the small congregation as to who was meant, Lady Carse would +have dispersed it. She sat in the front row, with the minister's +family. Unable to restrain her vindictive satisfaction, she started up +and pointed with her finger, and nodded at Annie. The pitying calm gaze +with which Annie returned the insult went to many hearts, and even to +Mrs Ruthven's so far so that she pulled the lady by the skirt, and +implored her to sit down. + +There are many precious things which remain always secrets to those who +do not deserve to know them. For instance, tyrants know nothing of the +animating and delicious reaction which they cause in the souls of their +victims. The cheerfulness, sweetness and joy of their victims has ever +been, and will ever be, a perplexity to oppressors. It was so now to +Mr Ruthven, after an act of tyranny perpetrated, as most acts of +tyranny are, under a mistaken, an ignorant and arrogant sense of duty. +Not only did the widow stand up with others for the closing psalm--her +voice was the firmest, sweetest, clearest in the assembly--so sweet and +clear that it came back even upon her own ear with a sort of surprise. +As for others, all were more or less moved. But their emotion had the +common effect of making them draw back from the object of it. After the +service, nobody spoke to Annie. She heeded this but little, absorbed as +she was in thankfulness in finding that the privileges of God's house +were not disturbed--that her relation to Him and her rights of worship +were not touched by any fallibility in His minister. As she reached the +entrance of the churchyard, Macdonald overtook her, and made her use his +arm for the descent of the irregular steps. A few words from Helsa had +put him in possession of the case. He desired the widow not to think +for a moment of leaving her house. Everybody wished to do what could be +done to reconcile the stranger lady to her abode in the island; but +there was a point beyond which he was sure Sir Alexander would not +permit encroachment. His advice was to serve and please her in small +affairs, and leave it to Sir Alexander to deal with her in such an +important one as her having a house to herself. Annie smiled, and said +this was exactly her plan. + +That evening was, to the inhabitants of the island, the most memorable +one of the year--of the generation--of the century. This was not fully +known at the time. The most memorable days often appear just like other +days till they are past; and though there was some excitement and bustle +this evening, no one on the island saw the full meaning of what was +before his eyes. + +A little before sunset, the widow plainly saw a larger vessel than often +visited those seas approaching from the south-west. It was larger than +Macdonald's sloop. She was straining her eyes to see whether it had two +masts or three, when she heard the children's voices below. She called +them up to her platform for the help of their young eyes; but when they +came, they could spare little attention for the distant vessel, so full +were they of the news that their mother had run down to the harbour to +try to speak to some sailors who had landed from a boat which had come +up the harbour while everybody was at church. It was such a pity that +their father was gone, just at this time, to visit a sick person at +Macdonald's farm! But their mother went directly, as fast as she could +run, and Lady Carse and Helsa were to follow her as soon as Helsa had +put up a bundle. + +To recall Mr Ruthven was the first thing Annie thought of. She did not +venture to send the children over for him, lest their hurry and +excitement, or any air of mystery, should give the alarm to Macdonald. +She set out alone, doubtful as she was how and how soon she could +accomplish the walk, and bitterly lamenting that her son was not within +call. With her best exertions, her progress was so slow that she met +the pastor a quarter of a mile from Macdonald's house. + +Breathless as she was, Mr Ruthven would have from her a full, true, and +particular account of all she knew, and many declarations that she did +not know as much again, before he would walk on. At last, however, he +did set forth quickly on the shortest path to the harbour, while Annie +turned slowly homewards over the ridge. + +She was on the hill-side, not far from home, when she saw the well-known +group of neighbours--the pastor's family--coming homewards, slowly and +with many delays. She heard loud angry voices; and when she approached, +she saw tokens of distress in them all. Mr Ruthven was very pale, and +Helsa very red. Mrs Ruthven was in tears, and Lady Carse's clothes and +hair were dripping wet. It was clear that she had been in the water. + +"Alas! you have missed the boat!" exclaimed Annie. + +Lady Carse had just lost the chance of escape, as all believed; and all +were now quarrelling as to whose fault it was. Mrs Ruthven was turning +back from the shore, breathless from haste and vexation, as Lady Carse +and Helsa came down. The boat, with several armed men in it, had pushed +off when Mrs Ruthven appeared. They made no reply to her signs, but +lay on their oars at a little distance from the beach till Lady Carse +and her maid came down. After some delay, and many signals of entreaty +from the ladies, the boat again approached, and the man in command of it +was told that a lady of quality, wrongfully imprisoned in this island, +desired to be carried to the main, and that, once among her friends in +Edinburgh, she could give rewards for her escape to any amount. There +was a short consultation in the boat, a laugh, and a decisive pull to +shore. A sailor jumped out and seized the lady to carry her in. +Whether it was the unaccountable shout of triumph that she set up, or +something else that startled the sailor, he hastily set down his burden +on the rock, looked her in the face, and then spoke to his comrades in +the boat. They laughed again, but beckoned him on. He placed her in +the boat, but she stumbled, swayed over, caught at the side of the boat +as she went over, and very nearly upset it. The men swore at her, +declared her to be no lady in distress, but a tipsy gipsy, laid her down +on the shore, and rowed away. Mr Ruthven now declared that he could do +nothing in such a case. Lady Carse, now sobered from everything but +passion, protested that if he had had any sense or presence of mind, he +might have detained the strangers till she could produce from her +package proof of her rank and quality. If the wranglers could but have +known who these strangers were, and whence came the distant vessel to +which their boat belonged, all would have joined in thanksgiving for the +lady's escape from their hands. + +Annie had no more suspicion of the truth than they. She could only +attempt to calm them, and make the best of matters by showing that +possibly all might not be over yet. It was now nearly dark. If she +could light two lamps for this once, it might bring back the boat. If +the people on board were familiar with her light and its purpose, the +singular circumstance of its being double might attract their curiosity; +if strangers, they might attend to the signal from prudence. + +Mr Ruthven, being extremely cross, could see nothing but nonsense in +this plan. Lady Carse, being offended with her friends, thought it the +wisest and most promising scheme conceivable. Mr Ruthven would not +hear of spending a night down in the harbour, watching for a boat which +would never come. To ask such a thing of him after his sabbath-day's +services, and all for a woman's freak, was such a thing as--as he would +not describe. He could not think of doing such a thing. Lady Carse +said he was no friend of hers if he did not. While Mrs Ruthven +trembled and wept, Annie said that if she could only learn where Rollo +was, all would be easy. Rollo would watch in the harbour, she was sure. + +Mr Ruthven caught at this suggestion for saving his night's rest, and +went off to seek Rollo; not so rapidly, however, but that he heard the +remark sent after him by Lady Carse, that it was a pretty thing for a +man to stand up in his pulpit, where nobody could answer him, and +lecture people about Christian duty, and then to be outdone in the first +trial by the first of his flock that came into comparison with him. +Annie could not bear to hear this. She desired Helsa to assist Lady +Carse to bed, that her clothes might be speedily dried, in readiness for +any sudden chance of escape. + + + +CHAPTER FIFTEEN. + +ANNIE'S NEWS. + +Dull and sad was the first meal at the Ruthvens' the next morning. Lady +Carse could eat nothing, having cried herself ill, and being in feverish +expectation still of some news--she did not know what. Mr Ruthven +found fault with the children so indefatigably, that they gulped down +their porridge and slipped out under Helsa's arm as she opened the door, +and away to the next house, where the voice of scolding was never heard. +The pastor next began wondering whether Rollo was still playing the +watchman in the harbour--tired and hungry; and he was proceeding to +wonder how a clever lad like Rollo could let himself be made such a fool +of by his mother, when Helsa cut short the soliloquy by telling that +Rollo was at home. He had come up just now with the steward. + +"The steward," cried Lady Carse, springing to her feet. "I knew it! I +see it all!" And she wrung her hands. + +"What is it? my dear love, my precious friend,--what _is_ the matter? +Compose yourself!" said Mrs Ruthven, soothingly. + +But the lady would not hear of being soothed. It was plain now that the +distant vessel, the boat, the sailors, were sent by her friends. If Mr +Ruthven had only been quick enough to let them know who she was, she +should by this time have been safe. How could they suppose that she was +Lady Carse, dressed as she was, agitated as she was! A word from Mr +Ruthven, the least readiness on his part, would have saved her. And +now, here was the steward come to baffle all. Sir Alexander Macdonald +had had eyes for her deliverers, though her nearest friends had none. +Annie was her best friend after all. It was Annie's ball of thread, no +doubt, that had roused her friends, and made them send this vessel; and +Annie alone had shown any sense last night. + +Mr Ruthven did not understand or approve of very sudden conversions; +and this was really a sudden conversion, after pointing at the widow +Fleming in church yesterday. He ought to state too that he did not +approve of pointing at individuals in church. He should be sorry that +his children should learn the habit; and-- + +"You would?" interrupted Lady Carse. "Then take care I do not point at +her next sabbath as the only friend I have on this island." + +"My dear creature!" said Mrs Ruthven, "pray do not say such severe +things: you will break my heart. You do the greatest injustice to our +affection. Only let me show you! If this wicked steward prevents your +escape now, I will get away somehow, and tell your story to all the +world; and they shall send another vessel for you; and I will come with +it, and take you away. I will indeed." + +"Nonsense, my dear," said Lady Carse. + +"Nonsense, my dear," said the pastor. + +Lady Carse laughed at this accord. Mrs Ruthven cried. + +"If you get away," said Lady Carse, more gently, "you may be sure you +will not leave me behind." + +"It is all nonsense, the whole of it, about this vessel and the +steward," Mr Ruthven pronounced. "The steward comes, as usual, for the +feather-rent." + +"It is not the season for the feather-rent," declared Lady Carse. + +"The steward comes when it suits his convenience," decided the pastor; +"the season is a matter of but secondary regard." + +"You are mistaken," said the lady. "I have lived here longer than you; +and I know that he comes at the regular seasons, and at no other time." + +"Oh, here are the children," observed Mrs Ruthven, hoping to break up +the party. "My dears, don't leave the room; I want you to stay beside +me. There now, you may each carry your own porridge-bowl into the +kitchen, and then you may come back for papa's and mine." + +Mr Ruthven stalked out into the garden, to find fault with his +cabbages, if they were not growing dutifully. Lady Carse stood by the +window, fretted at the thick seamy glass which prevented her seeing +anything clearly. Mrs Ruthven sat down to sew. + +"Mamma," said Adam, presently, "what is a Pretender?" + +"A what, my dear?--a Pretender? I really scarcely know. That is a +question that you should ask your papa. A Pretender?" + +"No, no, Adam. It is Adventurer. That was what the steward said. I +know it, because that is the name of one of papa's books. I will show +it you." + +"I know that," said Adam. "But Widow Fleming called it Pretender, too." + +"What's that?" cried Lady Carse, turning hastily from the window. "What +are you talking about?" + +The children looked at each other, as they usually did when somebody +must answer the lady. "What are you talking about?" + +"The steward says the Pretender has come: and we do not know what that +means." + +"The Pretender come!" cried Mrs Ruthven, letting fall her work. "What +shall we do for news? Run, my dears, and ask Widow Fleming all about +it. I can't leave Lady Carse, you see." + +The children declared they dared not go. Widow Fleming was busy; and +she had sent them away. "Then go and tell your father. Ask him to come +in." Mr Ruthven was shocked into his usual manners when he saw Lady +Carse unable to stand or speak. His assurances that he did not believe +her in any personal danger, if the report were ever so true, were thrown +away. Her consternation was about a different aspect of the matter. +She at once concluded that the cause of the Stuarts would be triumphant. +She saw in imagination all her enemies victorious--her husband and Lord +Lovat successful in all their plottings, high in power and glory; while +she, who could have given timely intimation of their schemes--she who +could have saved the throne and kingdom--was confined to this island +like an eagle in a cage. For some time she sat paralysed by her +emotions; then she rose and went in silence to Annie's dwelling. The +steward was just departing, and he seemed in the more haste for the +lady's appearance; but Annie stopped him--gravely desired him to remain +while she told the lady what it concerned her to know. She then said, +"I learn from the steward, madam, that it is known throughout Edinburgh +that you are still in life, and that you are confined to some +out-of-the-way place, though, the steward believes, the real place is +not known." + +"It is not known," the steward declared; "and it is anything but kind of +you, in my opinion, Mrs Fleming, to delude Lady Carse with any hope of +escape. Her escape is, and will always be, impossible." + +"I think it my business," said Annie, "to inform the lady of whatever I +hear of her affairs. I think she ought to have the comfort of knowing +that her friends are alarmed: and I am sure I have no right to conceal +it from her." + +The steward walked away, while the lady stood lost in reverie. One set +of ideas had driven out the other. She had forgotten all about the +Jacobite news, and she stood staring with wide open eyes, as the vision +of her escape and triumph once more intoxicated her imagination. + +Annie gently drew her attention to the facts, telling her that it was +clear that the ball of thread had done its duty well. The alarm had +begun with Mr Hope, the advocate. He had demanded that the coffin +supposed to contain the remains of Lady Carse should be taken up and +searched. When he appeared likely to obtain his demand, Lord Carse had +avoided the scandal of the proceeding by acknowledging that it had been +a sham funeral. Annie believed that now the lady had only to wait as +patiently as she could, in the reasonable hope that her friends would +not rest until they had rescued her. + +At this moment Lady Carse's quick sense was caught by Adam's pulling the +widow's gown and asking in a whisper, "What is a Pretender?" and by +Annie's soft reply, "Hush, my dear!" + +"Hush! do you say?" exclaimed Lady Carse, with a start. "What do you +mean by saying `hush'? Is the Pretender come? Answer me. Has the +Pretender landed in Scotland?" + +"He has not landed, madam. He is in yonder vessel. You had a great +deliverance, madam, in not being taken away by his boat last night." + +"Deliverance! There is no deliverance for me," said the lady. "Every +hope is dashed. There is no kindness in holding out new hopes to me. +My enemies will not let me stay here now my friends know where to find +me. I shall be carried to Saint Kilda, or some other horrible place; +or, if they have not time to take care of me while they are setting up +their new king, they will murder me. Oh, I shall never live to see +Edinburgh again: and my husband and Lovat will be lording it there, and +laughing at me and my vain struggles during all these years, while I lie +helpless in my grave, or tossing like a weed in these cruel seas. If +God will but grant my prayer, and let me haunt them! Stop, stop: do not +go away." + +"I must, madam, if you talk so." + +"Stop. I want to know about this Pretender. Why did you not tell us +sooner? Why not the moment you knew?" + +"I considered it was the steward's business to tell what he thought +proper: but I have no objection to give all the particulars. I know he +whom they call Prince Charlie is in yonder vessel, which carries +eighteen guns. It cannot hold many soldiers; and Sir Alexander does not +believe that he will be joined by any from his islands. He is thought +to have a good many officers with him--" + +"How many?" + +"Some say twenty; some say forty. It is pretty sure that Glengarry will +join him--" + +"Glengarry! Then all is lost." + +"Sir Alexander thinks not. He and Macleod have written to the Lord +President, that not a man from these islands will join." + +"They have written to Duncan Forbes! Now, if they were wise, they would +send me to him--You need not look so surprised. He is a friend of mine; +and glad enough he would be at this moment to know what I could tell him +of the Edinburgh Jacobites. Where is the Lord President at this time?" + +"In the north, I think, preparing against the rising." + +"Ay; at his own place near Inverness. If I could but get a letter to +him--Perhaps he knows already that I am not dead. If I could see Sir +Alexander! Oh! there are so many ways opening, if I had but the least +help from anybody to use the opportunity! Sir Alexander ought to know +that I am a loyal subject of King George; and that my enemies are not." + +"True," said Annie. "I will endeavour to speak to the steward again +before he sails, and tell him that." + +"I will speak to him, myself. Ah! I see your unwillingness; but I have +learnt--it would be strange if I had not--to trust nobody with my +business. With Prince Charlie so near, there is no saying who is a +Jacobite, and who is not. I will see the steward myself." + +Annie knew that this would fail; and so it did. The steward's +dispositions were not improved by the lady's method of pleading. He +told her that Sir Alexander's loyalty to King George had nothing to do +with his pledge that Lord Carse should never more be troubled by her. +He had pledged his honour that she should cause no more disturbance, and +no political difficulties would make him forfeit his word. The steward +grew dogged during the interview. + +Did her friends in Edinburgh know that she was alive? she demanded. +"Perhaps so." + +Did they know where she was? "Perhaps so." + +Then, should she be carried somewhere else? "Perhaps so." + +To some wretched, outlandish place, further in the ocean? "Perhaps so." + +Would they murder her rather than yield her up? "Perhaps so." + +The steward's heart smote him as he said this, but he forgave himself on +the plea that the vixen brought it all upon herself. So, when she asked +the further question-- + +"Is there any chance for the Pretender?--any danger that he may +succeed?" the answer still was "Perhaps so." + +Mr Ruthven, who was prowling about in search of news, heard these last +words, and they produced a great effect upon him. + + + +CHAPTER SIXTEEN. + +TIMELY EVASION. + +Mr Ruthven was walking up and down his garden that afternoon in a +disturbed state of mind, when his wife came to him and asked him what he +thought Lady Carse could be in want of. She was searching among his +books and boxes as if she wanted something. He hastened in. + +"Yes," Lady Carse replied, in answer to his question; "I want that +pistol that used to be kept on the top of your bed. You need not look +so frightened. I am not going to shoot you, nor anybody you ought to +care for." + +"I should like to understand, however," observed the pastor. "It is +unusual for ladies to employ fire-arms, I believe, except in +apprehension of the midnight thief: and I am not aware of any danger +from burglars in these islands." + +"Why no," replied the lady. "We have no great temptation to offer to +burglars; and nothing to lose worth the waste of powder and bullet." + +"Then, if I may ask--" + +"O yes; you may ask what I want the pistol for. It strikes me that the +boat from yonder vessel may possibly be sent back for me yet. They may +think me a prize worth having, if the stupid people carried my story +right. I would go with them--I would go joyfully--for the chance of +shooting that young gentleman through the head." + +"Young gentleman!" repeated Mr Ruthven, aghast. + +"Yes, the young Pretender. My father lost his life for shooting a Lord +President. His daughter is the one to go beyond him, by getting rid of +a Prince Charlie. It would be a tale for history, that he was disposed +of among these islands by the bravery of a woman. Why, you look so +aghast," she continued, turning from the husband to the wife, "that-- +Yes, yes. Oh, ho! I have found you out!--you are Jacobites! I see it +in your faces. I see it. There now, don't deny it Jacobites you are-- +and henceforth my enemies." + +With stammering eagerness, both husband and wife denied the charge. The +fact was, they were not Jacobites; neither had they any sustaining +loyalty on the other side. They understood very little of the matter, +either way; and dreaded, above everything, being pressed to take any +part. They thought it very hard to have their lot cast in precisely +that corner of the empire where it was first necessary to take some part +before knowing what the nation, or the majority, meant to do. First, +they prevented the lady's finding the pistol, as the safest proceeding +on the whole; next, they wished themselves a thousand miles off, so +earnestly and so often, that it occurred to them to consider whether +they could not accomplish a part of this desire, and get a hundred miles +away, or fifty, or twenty--somewhere, at least, out of sight of the +Pretender's privateer. + +In a few hours the privateer was out of sight--"Gone about north," the +steward declared, "for supplies:" as nobody was willing to give them any +help while under the shadow of Macdonald and Macleod. In the evening, +little Kate rushed into Annie's cottage, silently threw her arms about +the widow's neck, and almost strangled her with a tight hug. Adam +followed, and struggled to do the same. When he wanted to speak, he +began to cry; and grievously he cried, sobbing out, "What will you do +without me? You can't see the boats at sea well now; and soon, perhaps, +you will hardly be able to see them at all. And I was to have helped +you: and now what will you do?" + +"And papa would not let us come sooner," said the weeping Kate, "because +we had to pack all our things in such a hurry. He said we need not come +to you till he came to bid you good-bye. But I made haste, and then I +came." + +"But, my dears, when are you going? where are you going?" + +"Oh, we are going directly: the steward is in such a hurry! And papa +says we are not to cry; and we are not to come back any more. And we +shall never get any of those beautiful shells on the long sands, that +you promised me; and--" + +Here Mr Ruthven entered. He had no time to sit down. He told the +children that they must not cry; but that they might kiss their friend, +and thank her for her kindness to them, and tell her that they should +never see her any more. There was so much difficulty with the sobbing +children on this last point, that he gave it up for want of time, +threatening to see about making them more obedient when he was settled +on the mainland. While they clung to Annie, and hid their faces in her +gown, he explained to her that his residence in this island had not +answered to his expectation; that he did not find it a congenial sphere; +that he was a man of peace, to whom neither domestic discord, nor the +prospect of war and difficulty without, were agreeable; and that he was, +therefore, taking advantage of the steward's vessel to remove himself to +some quiet retreat, where the pastoral authority might be exercised +without disturbance, and a man like himself might be placed in a more +congenial sphere. He was then careful to explain that, in speaking of +domestic discord, he was far from referring to Mrs Ruthven, who, he +thought he might say, however liable to the failings of humanity, was +not particularly open to blame on the ground of conjugal obedience. She +was, in fact, an excellent wife; and he should be grieved to cause the +most transient impression to the contrary. It was, in truth, another +person--a casual inmate of his family--whom he had in his eye; a lady +who-- + +"I understand, sir. If you will allow me to go home with you--" + +"Permit me to conclude what I was saying, Mrs Fleming. That unhappy +lady, in favour of whose temper it is impossible to say anything, has +caused us equal uneasiness by another tendency of late--a tendency to +indulge--" + +But Annie did not, at such a moment, stand upon ceremony. She was by +this time leading the children home, one in each hand. + +"So you are really going away, and immediately?" said she to Mrs +Ruthven. + +"Immediately," replied the heated, anxious Mrs Ruthven. + +"Where is Lady Carse?" + +The question again brought tears into Mrs Ruthven's swollen eyes. + +"I do not know. Mr Ruthven wishes to be gone before she returns from +her walk." + +"We leave her the entire house to herself," declared the pastor, now +entering. "Will you bear our farewell message to her, and wish her joy +from us of being possessor of the whole house; and of--" + +"Here she comes," said Annie, quietly. "Lady Carse," she said, "this is +a remarkable day. Here is another way opening for your deliverance--a +way which appears to me so clear that you have only to be patient for a +few weeks or months before your best wishes are fulfilled. Mrs Ruthven +will now be able to do for you what she has so often longed to do. She +is going to the main--perhaps to Edinburgh; she will see Mr Hope, and +others of your friends; and tell your story. She will--" + +"She will not have anything of the sort to do," interrupted Lady Carse. +"I shall go and do it myself. I told her, some time since, that +whenever she quitted this island I would not be left behind. I shall do +my own business myself, if you please." + +"That is well," interposed the pastor; "because I promised the steward, +passed my solemn word to him, as a condition of my departure, that it +should never become known through me or mine that Lady Carse had ever +been seen by any of us. I entirely approve of Lady Carse managing her +own affairs." + +Annie found means to declare solemnly to Mrs Ruthven her conviction +that no such promise could be binding on her, and that it was her +bounden duty to spare no effort for the poor lady's release. + +She was persuaded that Mrs Ruthven thought and felt with her; and that +something effectual would at last be done. + +The children now most needed her consolations. + +"Do not be afraid," she said cheerfully to them. "I shall never forget +you. I shall think of you every day. Whenever you see a sea-bird +winging over this way, send me your love: and when I see our birds go +south, I will send my love to you." + +"And whenever," said Helsa, "you see a light over the sea, you will +think of Widow Fleming's lamp, won't you?" + +"And whenever," said Lady Carse, with a solemnity which froze up the +children's tears, and made them look in her face, "whenever, in this +world or the next, you see a quiet angel keeping watch over a sinful, +unhappy mortal, you may think of Widow Fleming and me. Will you?" + +The awe-struck children promised, with a sincerity and warmth which +touched Lady Carse with a keen sense of humiliation; not the less keen +because she had brought it upon herself by a good impulse. + +The pastor and his family were presently gone; and without Lady Carse. +The steward guarded against that by bringing Macdonald to fasten her +into her house, and guard it, till the boat should be out of reach. + +Annie did not intrude upon her unhappy neighbour for the first few +hours. She thought it better to wait till she was wished for. + +"Our pastor gone!" thought she, as she sat alone. "No more children's +voices in this dwelling! No more worship in the church on sabbaths! +Thus is our Father always giving and taking away, that we may fix our +expectations on Him alone. But He always leaves us enough. He leaves +us our duty and our sabbaths, whether the church be open or in ruins. +And He has left me also an afflicted neighbour to comfort and +strengthen. Now that she thinks she depends on me alone, I may be the +better able to lead her to depend on Him." + +And she was presently absorbed in meditating how best to do this most +needful work. + + + +CHAPTER SEVENTEEN. + +THE LAMP BURNS. + +Annie had supposed that her life would be almost as quiet an one as it +used to be when the minister and his family were gone. Lady Carse was +her neighbour, to be sure; but every day showed more and more that even +to such restless beings as Lady Carse, a time of quiet must come. Her +health and strength had been wasting for some months, and now a change +came over her visibly from week to week. She rarely moved many yards +from the house, spending hours of fine weather in lying on the grass +looking over the sea; and when confined to the house by the cold, in +dozing on the settle. + +This happened just when her prison was, as it were, thrown open, or, at +least, much less carefully guarded than ever before. Prince Charlie's +successes were so great as to engross all minds in this region, and +almost throughout the whole of the kingdom. Wherever the Macdonalds and +the Macleods had influence, there was activity, day and night. Every +man in either clan, every youth capable of bearing arms, was raised and +drilled, and held in readiness to march, as soon as arms should be +provided by the government. + +Annie had many anxieties about Rollo,--many feelings of longing and +dread to hear where he was, and what he was doing. The first good news +she had was that of the whole population of Skye and the neighbouring +islands, not one man had joined the Pretender. The news was carefully +spread, in order that it might produce its effect on any waverers, that +Sir Alexander Macdonald had written to Lord President Forbes that not +one man under him or Macleod had joined the Pretender's army; and that +he should soon be ready to march a force of several hundred men, if arms +could be sent or provided for them against their arrival at Inverness. +Meantime, no day passed without the men being collected in parties, and +exercised with batons, in the absence of fire-arms. Rollo came to the +very first drill which took place on the island; and great was his +mother's relief; and great the satisfaction with which she made haste to +equip him, according to her small means, for a march to Inverness. + +Here was an object too for Lady Carse. She fretted sadly, but not quite +idly, about her strength failing just now when boats came to the island +so often that she might have had many chances of escape if she could now +have borne night watching, and exposure to weather and fatigue. She +complained and wept much; but all the time she worked as hard as Annie +to prepare Rollo for military service; for her very best chance now +appeared to be his seeing Lord President Forbes, and telling him her +story. The widow quite agreed in this; and it became the most earnest +desire of the whole party,--Helsa's sympathies being drawn in,--that the +summons to march might arrive. Somebody was always looking over towards +Skye; and there was so much traffic on these seas at present, that some +new excitement was perpetually arising. Now a meal bark arrived, +telling of the capture of others by the prince's privateer: and next +there was a seizure of fish for the king's service. Now all eyes were +engaged, for days together, in watching the man-of-war which hovered +round the coasts to prevent the rebels being reinforced by water, and +arms being landed from foreign vessels: and then there were rumours, and +sometimes visions, of suspicious boats skulking among the islands, or a +strange sail being visible on the horizon. Such excitements made the +island appear a new place, and changed entirely the life of the +inhabitants. The brave enjoyed all this: the timid sickened at it; and +Lady Carse wept over it as coming too late for her. + +"The lady looks ill," the steward observed to the Widow Fleming, one day +when, as often happened now, he came without notice. "She is so shrunk, +she is not like the same person." + +Annie told how she had lost strength and spirits of late. She had not +been down even to the harbour for two months. + +"Ay, it is a change," said the steward. "I was saying to Macdonald just +now that we have been rather careless of late, having had our heads so +full of other matters. I almost wondered that she had not slipped +through our fingers in the hurry and bustle: but I see now how that is. +However, Macdonald will keep a somewhat stricter watch; for, as I told +him, it concerns Sir Alexander's honour all the more that she should not +get loose, now that those who committed her to his charge are under +suspicion about their politics--Ah! you see the secret is getting out +now,--the reason of her punishment. She wanted to ruin them, no doubt, +by telling what she knew; and they put her out of the way for safety." + +"Is her husband with the Pretender then? And is Lord Lovat on that +side? They are the two she is most angry with." + +"Lord Carse is safe enough. He is a prudent man. He could not get into +favour with the king and the minister:--they knew two much harm of him +for that. So he has made himself a courtier of the Prince of Wales. He +has no idea of being thrust upon the dangers of rebellion while the +event is uncertain; so he attaches himself in a useless way to the +reigning family. And if Prince Charlie should succeed, Lord Carse can +easily show that he never favoured King George or his minister, or did +them any good.--As for Lovat, he is ill and quiet at home." + +"Which side is he on?" + +"He complains bitterly of his son being disobedient to him, and put upon +his disobedience by his Jacobite acquaintance. If the young man joins +Prince Charlie, it is thought that his father will stand by King George, +that the family estates may be safe whichever way the war ends,--Bless +me! what a sigh! One would think--Come now, what's the matter?" + +"The wickedness of it!" said Annie. + +"Oh! is that all? Lovat's wickedness is nothing new; and what better +could you expect from his son? By the same rule, I have great +expectations of your son. As you are sound, he will be sound too, and +do his king and country good service. You are both on the same side, +and not like the master of Lovat and his father." + +"We have no estates to corrupt our minds," observed Annie. "We have +only our duty to care for." + +"Ay, then, you are on the same side." + +"Rollo is ready to march with the men of these islands. I am on no +side, sir. I do not understand the matter, and I have nothing to do +with it. There is no occasion for me to take any side." + +"Why yes; as it happens, there is, Mrs Fleming: and that is one of the +things that brought me here to-day. Sir Alexander Macdonald desires +that you will oblige him by not burning your lamp in the night till the +troubles are over." + +"I am sorry that there is anything in which I cannot oblige Sir +Alexander Macdonald: but I must burn my lamp." + +"But hear: you do not know his reasons. There are some suspicious +vessels skulking about among these islands; and you ought to show them +no favour till they show what they are." + +"You do not think, sir, you cannot surely think that anybody on this +island is in danger from the enemy. There is nothing to bring them +here,--no arms, nor wealth of any kind;--nothing that it would be worth +the trouble of coming to take." + +"Oh no: you are all safe enough. No enemy would lose their time here. +But that is no reason why you should give them help and comfort with +your beacon-light." + +"You mean, sir, that if a storm drives them hither, or they lose their +way, you would have them perish. Yes; that is what you mean, and that I +cannot do. I must burn my lamp." + +"But my good friend, consider what you are doing. Consider the +responsibility if you should succour the king's enemies!" + +"I did consider it well, sir, some years ago, and made up my mind. That +was when the pirates were on the coast." + +"You don't mean that you would have lighted pirates to shore?" + +"I could not refuse to save them from drowning: and He who set me my +duty blessed the deed." + +"I remember hearing something of that. But if the pirates did no +mischief, your neighbours owe you nothing for that. You may thank the +poverty of the island." + +"Perhaps so," said Annie, smiling. "And if so, I am sure we may thank +God for the poverty of the island which permits us to save men's lives, +instead of letting them drown. And now you see, sir--" + +"I see you are as wilful on this point as I heard you were. I would not +believe it, because I always thought you a superior woman. But now--I +wish I could persuade you to see your duty better, Mrs Fleming." + +"As my duty appears to me, sir, it is to save people's lives without +regard to who they are, and what their business is." + +"If the Pretender should come--" + +"He would go as he came," said Annie, quietly. "He would get nothing +here that could hurt the king, while the men of the island are gone to +Inverness." + +"Well, to be sure, if you would succour and comfort pirates, there is +nobody whom you would not help." + +"That is true, sir." + +"But it is very dangerous, Mrs Fleming. Do you know the consequences +of aiding the enemy?" + +"I know the consequences of there being no light above the harbour," +said Annie, in a low voice. + +The steward knew it was useless to say more. He thought it better to +put into her hand some newspapers which contained a startling account of +the progress of the rebels, embellished with many terrifying fictions of +their barbarity, such as were greedily received by the alarmists of the +time. + +"Here," said he. "You can look these over while I go to speak to +Macdonald about removing the lady to some remoter place while we have +only women on the island. Pray look over these papers, and then you +will see what sort of people you may chance to bring upon your +neighbours, if you persist in burning your lamp. But Sir Alexander must +put forth his authority--even use force, if necessary. What do you say +to that?" + +"Some old words," said Annie, smiling, "given to those who are brought +before governors. It shall be given me in that same hour what I shall +speak." + +"I will look in for the papers as I return," said the steward. "You are +as wilful on your own points as your neighbour. But you must give way, +as you preach that she ought--" + +"I do not preach that, sir, I assure you. I wish, for her own peace, +that she would yield herself to God's disposal; but I would have her, in +the strength of law and justice, resist the oppression of man." + +The steward smiled, nodded, and left Annie to read the newspapers. + +The time was short. Lady Carse was asleep; but Annie woke her, and left +one paper with her while she went home to read the other. She was +absorbed in the narrative of the march of the rebels southwards, and +their intention of proceeding to London, eating children, as the +newspaper said, after the manner of Highlanders, all the way as they +went, when Lady Carse burst in, trembling from head to foot, and unable +to speak. She showed to Annie a short paragraph, which told that a +vessel chartered by Mr Hope, advocate, of Edinburgh, and bound to the +Western Islands, had put into the Horseshoe harbour in Lorn, to land a +lady whom the captain refused to carry to her destination through a +quarrel on the ground of difference of political sentiment. The lady, +wife of a minister of the kirk, had sought the aid of the resident +tenant to be escorted home through the disturbed districts in Argyle, +while the vessel proceeded on its way--not unwatched, however, as Mr +Hope's attachment to the house of Stuart was no secret, etcetera, +etcetera. + +The widow was perplexed; but Lady Carse knew that Mr Hope, her lawyer +and her friend, was a Jacobite--the only fault he had, she declared. +She was persuaded that the lady was Mrs Ruthven, and that the vessel +was on its way to rescue her--might arrive at any hour of the day or +night. + +"But," said Annie, "this lady is loyal to King George, and you +reproached the Ruthvens for being on the other side." + +"O! I was wrong about her, no doubt. I detest him; but she is a good +creature; and I was quite wrong ever to suspect her." + +"And you think your loyalty to the king would do you no harm with Mr +Hope? You think he would exert himself for you without thinking of your +politics?" + +"Why, don't you see what is before your eyes?" cried Lady Carse. "Is it +not there, as plain as black and white can make it?" + +The fact was so, though the lady's reasoning was not good. The vessel, +with armed men in it, was sent by Mr Hope to rescue Lady Carse; and +Mrs Ruthven was to act as guide. In consequence of a quarrel between +the captain and her, she was set ashore at the place where the little +town of Oban has since arisen; and the vessel sailed on out of sight. +It was an illegal proceeding of Mr Hope's, and resorted to only when +his attempts to obtain a warrant from the proper authority to search for +and liberate Lady Carse were frustrated by the influence of her husband +and his friends. + +"He will be coming! Burn the paper!" cried Lady Carse impatiently, +looking from the door. + +"Better not. Indeed we had better not," said Annie quietly. "They have +no suspicion, or they would not have let us see the paper. They do not +know that Mr Hope is your agent; and Mrs Ruthven's name is not +mentioned. If we do not return both the papers, there will be +suspicion; and you will be carried to Saint Kilda. If we quietly return +both papers, the danger may pass." + +"O! burn it, and say it was accident. How slow you are!" + +"I cannot tell a lie," said Annie. "And the steward would only get +another copy of the paper, and look over it carefully,--No, we have only +to give him back the papers, and thank him, without agitation." + +"I cannot do that," exclaimed Lady Carse. "If you will not tell a lie +in such a case, I shall act one. I shall go and pretend to be asleep. +I could not contain myself to speak to that man, with my deliverers +almost within hearing perhaps, and that detestable Saint Kilda within +sight." + +She commanded herself so far as to appear asleep, when the steward +looked in, on his return. Annie remarked on the news of the rebels, and +saw him depart evidently unaware of the weighty nature of what he +carried in his pocket. + + + +CHAPTER EIGHTEEN. + +OPENINGS. + +The autumn of this year is even now held in memory in the island as the +dearest ever known. The men were all gone to Inverness, to act under +the orders of President Forbes in defending the king's cause; and the +women they left behind pined for news which seldom or never came. As +the days grew short and dark, there was none of the activity and mirth +within doors which in northern climates usually meet the advances of +winter. In the cluster of houses about Macdonald's farm, there was +dulness and silence in the evenings, and anxious thoughts about fathers, +husbands, and brothers, with dread of the daylight which would bring +round the perpetual ineffectual watch for a boat on the waters, bearing +news of the brave companies of the Macdonalds and Macleods. Sir +Alexander remained in Skye, to watch against treason and danger there, +while Macleod had gone with the two companies. Such a thing as +murmuring against the chief was never heard of; but there were few of +the women who did not silently think, now and then, that Sir Alexander +might let them have a little more news--might consider their anxiety, +and send a messenger when he had tidings from Inverness. This was +unjust to Sir Alexander, who was no better off for news than themselves. +The rebels were so far successful that messengers could not carry +letters with any security by land or sea. It was only by folding his +notes so small as to admit of their being hidden in corners of the dress +that the President could get them conveyed to the authorities at +Edinburgh; and his correspondence with the Government was managed by +sending messengers in open boats to Berwick, whence the garrison officer +forwarded the despatches to London. In such a state of things, the +inhabitants of remote western islands must bear suspense as well as they +could. + +No one bore it so well as the Widow Fleming. Her only son was in one of +the absent companies; she had no other near relation in the world; and +she had on her hands a sinking and heart-sick neighbour, whose pains of +suspense were added to her own. Yet Annie was the most cheerful person +now on the island. When Helsa was fatigued and dispirited by her +attendance on Lady Carse, and was sent home for a day's holiday, she +always came back with alacrity, saying that after all, the Macdonalds' +side of the island was the most dismal of the two. Nobody there cared +to sing, whereas Annie would always sing when asked, and often was heard +to do so when alone. And she had such a store of tales about the old +sea-kings, and the heroes of these islands, and of Scotch history, that +some of the younger women came night after night to listen. As they +knitted or spun, or let fall their work, while their eyes were fixed on +Annie, they forget the troubles of their own time, and the blasts and +rains through which they should have to find their way home. + +At the end of these evenings, Lady Carse often declared herself growing +better; and she then went to sleep on the imagination that she would +soon be restored to Edinburgh life by Mr Hope's means, and be happy at +last. In the morning, she always declared herself sinking, and fretted +over the hardship of dying just when her release was drawing near. +Annie thought she was sinking, and never contradicted her when she said +so; but yet she tried to bring some of the cheerfulness of the evenings +into the morning. She sympathised in the pain of suspense, and of +increasing weakness when life was brightening; but she steadily spoke of +hope. + +She was sincerely convinced that efforts which could not fail were +making for Lady Carse's release, and she thought it likely that the +mother and children would meet on earth, though it were only to exchange +a hope that they might meet in heaven. Sincerely expecting some great +and speedy change in the poor lady's fortunes, she could dwell upon the +prospect from day to day with a sympathy which did not disappoint even +Lady Carse. Every morning she rose with the feeling that great things +might happen before night; and every night she assured her eager +neighbour that no doubt somebody had been busy on her behalf during the +day. Whether Lady Carse owned it to herself or not, this was certainly +the least miserable winter she had passed since she had left Edinburgh. + +"I am better, I am sure," she joyfully declared one night: "better in +every way. How do I look? Tell me how I look." + +"Sadly thin; not so as to do justice to the good food the steward sent +you," said Annie, cheerfully. "I should like to see these little hands +not quite so thin." + +"Ah! that is nothing. Everybody is thin and smoke-dried at the end of a +stormy winter," declared Lady Carse. "But I feel so much better! You +say it is hope; but you see how well I bear suspense." + +"I always have thought," said Annie, "that nothing is so good for us all +as happiness and peace. Your happiness in hoping to see your children +soon, and in obtaining justice, has done you a great deal of good; and I +trust there is much more in store yet." + +"O yes; and when I get back to my friends again, I shall be happier than +I was. We learn some things as we go on in life. I sometimes think +that I should in some respects act differently if I had to live my life +over again." + +"We all feel that," said Annie. + +"You know that feeling? Well, there have been some things in myself +which I rather wonder at now; some things that I would not do now. I +once struck my husband." + +"Once!" thought Annie in amazement. + +"And I think I may have been too peremptory with the children. There +was nobody then to lead me to discover such things as I do when I am +with you; and I believe now that if I were at home again--I hope--I +think--" + +"What will you do if it pleases God to restore you to your home?" + +"Why, I _have_ been told that they were afraid of me at home. Heaven +knows why! for I should have thought that pompous, heartless, rigid, +tyrannical wretch, my husband, was the one to be afraid of; and not a +warm-hearted creature like me." + +"Perhaps they were afraid of him too." + +"O yes, to be sure; and that is why I am here. But they need not have +cared for anything I say under an impulse. They might have known that I +love people when they do me justice. That, I own, I cannot dispense +with. I must have justice. But if people give me my due, I am ready +enough to love them." + +"And how will you do differently now, if you get home?" + +"I think I would be more dignified than I sometimes have been. I would +rely more upon myself. I may have encouraged my enemies by letting them +see how they could wound my sensitive feelings. I should not have been +so ill-treated by the whole world if I had not made some mistake of that +kind. I would rely more on myself, and let them see that they could not +touch my peace. Would not that be right?" + +"Certainly; by your having a peace which they could not touch." + +There was a short pause; after which Lady Carse said, in no unamiable +tone, "I do not say these things by way of asking your advice. I know +my own feelings and circumstances, and the behaviour of my family to me, +better than you can do. I may be left to judge for myself; but it is +natural, when a summons may come any day, to tell you what I think of +the past; and of how I shall act in the time to come." + +"I quite understand that," said Annie. "And I like to hear all you like +to tell me without judging or advising, unless you ask me." + +"Well, I fairly own to you--and you may take the confession for what it +is worth--if I had to live the last twenty years over again, I should in +some respects act differently, I now believe that I have said and done +some things that I had better not. But I was driven to it. I have been +most cruelly treated." + +"You have." + +"And if they had only known how to treat me! Why, you are not afraid of +me, are you?" + +"Not in the least." + +"And you never were?" + +"Never." + +"Why, there now! But you are a woman of sense." + +"I am not afraid of you, and never was," said Annie looking calmly in +her face; "but I can understand how some people might be." + +"Not people of sense," exclaimed Lady Carse quickly. + +"Perhaps not; but we do not expect all that we have dealings with to be +people of sense." + +"No, indeed! Nobody need ever look for sense in Lord Carse, for one. +Well! I am so glad you never were afraid of me; and I am sure, +moreover, that you love me: you are so kind to me!" + +"I do," said Annie, smiling in reply to the wistful gaze. + +Lady Carse's eyes filled with tears. + +"Good night! God bless you!" said she. + +"She says," thought Annie, "that I may take her confession for what it +is worth. How little she knows the worth of that confession!--a +confession that any acquaintance she has would blush or mock at, and +that any pastor in Scotland would rebuke! but to one who knows her as I +do, how precious it is! I like to be called to rejoice with the +neighbours when a child is born into the world: but it is a greater +thing to sit here alone and rejoice over the birth of a new soul in this +poor lady. It is but a feeble thing, this new born soul--born so much +too late; it is little better than blind and helpless, and with hard +struggles coming on before it has strength to meet them. But still it +is breathing with God's breath; and it may come freely to Christ. +Christ always spoke to souls; and what were the years of man's life to +Him? So I take it as an invitation in such a case as this, when He +says, `Suffer the little children to come unto Me.' O may the way be +kept clear for this infant soul to come to Him!" + +Annie had all the kindly and cheerful instincts which simple hearts have +everywhere; and among them the wish to welcome the newly born with +music. With the same feeling which make the people of many a heathen +island and Christian country pour out their music round the dwelling +which is gladdened by a new birth, Annie now sang a cheerful religious +welcome to the young conscience which she trusted must henceforth live +and grow for ever. Her voice was heard next door, just so as to be +favourable to rest. Without knowing the occasion of the song, the lady +reposed upon it; and without knowing it, Annie sang her charge to sleep, +as she had often done when Rollo was an infant on her knee. + +When at daylight she rose to put out her lamp, and observe the weather, +she saw what made her dress quickly, instead of going to bed for her +needful morning hour of sleep. A boat was making for the harbour +through the difficulties of the wintry sea. It rose and was borne on +the long swell so fast and so fearfully, that it appeared as if nothing +could save it from dashing on the ledges of projecting rock; and then, +before it reached them, it sank out of sight, to be lifted up and borne +along as before. There were four rowers, a steersman, and two others, +muffled in cloaks. Annie watched them till the boat disappeared in the +windings of the harbour; and she was out on the hill-side, in the cold +February wind, when she saw the whole party ascending from the shore, +and taking the road to Macdonald's. + +Here was news! There must be news. Better not tell even Helsa till she +had heard the news. So the widow made what haste she could by the +nearer road; but her best haste could not compare with the ordinary pace +of the strangers. They had arrived long before she reached Macdonald's +gate. + +She walked straight in: and as she did so, one of the gentlemen who was +standing before the fire glanced at another who was walking up and down. + +"We need no sentinels here, my lord," said the latter in reply to the +glance. "There are none but women and children on the island, and they +are all loyally disposed." + +"This is Sir Alexander Macdonald," said the hostess to Annie. And then +she told the chief that this was the Widow Fleming, who had no doubt +come to obtain tidings of her son, who had gone with the company under +Macleod. + +"The Lord President will give you more exact news of the company than I +can," said Sir Alexander. "I only know that my people are marched to +Aberdeen to protect that city from the insolence of the rebels." + +The President, who was sitting by the fire, looked up kindly, and +cheerfully told the widow that he had good news to give of the company +from these islands. They had not been in any engagement, and were all +in good health when they marched for Aberdeen, a fortnight before. "And +are they all in their duty, my lord?" + +"You remind me, friend, that I ought to have put that before my account +of their health and safety. They are in their duty, being proof, so +far, against both threat and seduction from the rebels." + +"Thus far?" + +"Why, yes; I used those words because their loyalty to the king is +likely to be tried to the utmost at the present time. The king's cause +is in adversity, we will hope only for a short time. The rebels have +won a battle at Falkirk, and dispersed the king's troops; and this +gentleman, the Earl of Loudon," pointing to the one who was standing by +the fire, "and I have had to run away from my house at Culloden, and +throw ourselves on the hospitality of Sir Alexander Macdonald." + +"And what will become of your house, my lord?" + +"I have thrown my house and fortune into the cause, as you have thrown +something much more important--your son. If you can wait God's disposal +cheerfully, much more should I. I cannot bestow a thought on my house." + +"Except," said Sir Alexander, "that you have nothing else to think about +here; and nothing to do but to think, for this day, at least. We must +remain here. So safe as it is, in comparison with any part of Skye, or +even Barra, I should recommend your staying here till we have some +assurance of safety elsewhere." + +"I will venture to offer something for the Lord President to think of +and to do," said the widow, coming forward with an earnestness which +fixed everybody's attention at once, and made Sir Alexander stop in his +walk. He was about to command silence on Annie's part, but a glance at +her face showed him that this would be useless. + +"Let me first be sure that I am right," said Annie. "Is the Lord +President whom I speak to named Duncan Forbes? And is he a friend of +Lord Carse?" + +"I am Duncan Forbes, and Lord Carse is an acquaintance of mine." + +"Has he ever told you that his unhappy wife is not dead, as he +pretended, but living in miserable banishment on this island?" + +"On this island! Nonsense!" cried Sir Alexander. + +When assured by the hostess and Annie that it was so, he swore at his +steward, his tenant, and himself. On first hearing of the alarm being +taken by the lady's friends at Edinburgh, he had ordered her removal to +Saint Kilda, and had supposed it effected long ago. The troubles of the +time, which left no boat or men disposable, had caused the delay; and +now, between his rage at any command of his having been disregarded, and +his sense of his absurdity in bringing a friend of his prisoner to her +very door, he was perfectly exasperated. He muttered curses as he +strode up and down. + +Meantime the Lord President was quietly preparing himself for a walk. +Everybody but Annie entreated him to stay till he had breakfasted, and +warmed himself, Lord Loudon adding that the lady would not fly away in +the course of the next hour if she had been detained so many years. It +did not escape the President's observant eye that these words struck Sir +Alexander, and that he made a movement towards the door. There being a +boat and rowers at hand, she might be found to have flown within the +hour, if he stayed to breakfast. + +He approached Sir Alexander, and laid his hand on his arm, saying-- + +"My good friend, I advise you to yield up this affair into my hands as +the first law officer of Scotland. All chance of concealment of this +lady's case has been over for some time. Measures have been taken for +some months to compel you to resign the charge which you surely cannot +wish to retain--" + +Sir Alexander broke in with curses on himself for having ever been +persuaded into involving himself in such a business. + +"By the desire, I presume, of Lord Carse, Lord Lovat, Mr Forster, and +others, not now particularly distinguished for their loyalty." + +"That is the cursed part of it," muttered Sir Alexander. "It was to +further their Jacobite plots that they put this vixen out of the way, +because she had some secrets in her power, and they laid it all on her +temper, which, they told me, caused my lord to go in fear of his +reputation and his life." + +"There was truth in that, to my knowledge," observed the President; "and +there were considerations connected with the daughters--natural +considerations, though leading to unnatural cruelty." + +"Politics were at the bottom, for all that," said the chief, "And now, +as she has been my prisoner for so long, I suppose they will throw the +whole responsibility upon me. The rebel leaders hate me for my loyalty +as they hate the devil. They hate me--" + +"As they hate Lord Loudon and myself," interposed the President, "which +they do, I take it, much more bitterly than they ever did the devil. +But, Sir Alexander, let me point out to you that your course in regard +to this lady is now clear. If the rebellion succeeds, let the leaders +find that you have taken out of their hands this weapon, which they +might otherwise use for your destruction. Let them find you acting with +me in restoring the lady to her rights. If, as I anticipate, the +rebellion is yet to fail, this is still your only safe course. It will +afford you the best chance of impunity--which impunity, however, it is +not for me to promise--for the illegality and the guilt of your past +conduct to the victim. There is something in our friend's countenance +here," he continued, turning to the widow with a smile, "which I should +like to understand. I fear I have not her good opinion, as I could +wish." + +Annie told exactly what she was thinking: that all this reasoning was +wrong, because wasteful of the right. Surely it was the shortest and +clearest thing to say that, late as it was, it was better for Sir +Alexander to begin doing right than persist in the wrong. + +"I quite agree with you," said the President, "and if people generally +were like you, we should be saved most of the argumentation of our law +courts--if, indeed, we should need the courts at all, or, perhaps, even +any human law. Come, Sir Alexander, let me beg your company to call on +Lady Carse. One needs the countenance of the chief, who is always and +everywhere welcome in his own territory, to excuse so early a visit." + +Sir Alexander positively declined going. He was, in truth, afraid of +the lady's tongue in the presence of a legal functionary, before whom he +could neither order nor threaten violence. + +It was a great relief to Annie that he did not go. She needed the +opportunity of the walk to prepare the President to meet his old +acquaintance, and to speak wisely to her. + +Even the President, with his habitual self-possession, could not conceal +his embarrassment at the change in Lady Carse. The light from the +window shone upon her face; yet he glanced at the widow, as in doubt +whether this could be the right person, before he made his complaints. +In the midst of her agitation at the meeting, Lady Carse said to herself +that the good man was losing his memory; and, indeed, it was time; for +he must be above sixty. She wondered whether it was a sign that her +husband might be losing his faculties too: but she feared Duncan Forbes +was a good deal the older of the two. + +It would have astonished those who did not know Duncan Forbes to see him +now. He was a fugitive from the rebels, who might at the moment be +burning his house, and impoverishing his tenants; he had been wandering +in the mountains for many days, and had spent the last night upon the +sea; his clothes were weather-stained, his periwig damp, and his buckles +rusted; he was at the moment weary and aching with cold and hunger; he +was in the presence of a lady whom he had for years supposed dead and +buried; and he was under the shock of seeing a face once full of health +and animation now not only wasted, but alive with misery in every fibre: +yet he sat on a bench in this island dwelling--in his eyes a hovel--with +his gold-headed cane between his knees, talking with all the courtesy, +calmness, and measured cheerfulness, which Edinburgh knew so well. +Nothing could be better for Lady Carse than his manner. It actually +took away the sense of wonder at their meeting, and meeting thus. While +he had stood at the threshold, and she heard whom she was to see, her +brain had reeled, and her countenance had become such as it might well +dismay him to see; but such was the influence of his composure, and of +the associations which his presence revived, that she soon appeared in +Annie's eyes a totally altered person. As the two sat at breakfast, +Annie saw before her the gentleman and lady complete, in spite of every +disguise of dress and circumstance. + +At the close of the meal, Annie slipped away to her own house: but it +was not long before she was sent for, at the desire, not of Lady Carse, +but of the President. He wished her to hear what he had to relate. He +told of Mr Hope's exertions in Edinburgh, and of his having at length +ventured upon an illegal proceeding for which only the disturbance of +the times could be pleaded in excuse. He had sent out a vessel, +containing a few armed men, and Mrs Ruthven, who had undertaken to act +as guide to Lady Carse's residence. It was understood that the captain +had set Mrs Ruthven ashore in Lorn, through some disagreement between +them; and that the vessel had proceeded as far as Barra, when the +captain was so certainly informed that the lady had been removed to the +mainland that he turned back; pleading, further, that there was such +evident want of sense in Mrs Ruthven, and such contradictory testimony +between her and her husband, that he doubted whether any portion of +their story was true. It was next believed that a commission of enquiry +would be soon sent to this and other islands: but this could not take +place until the public tranquillity should be in some degree restored. + +"Before that, I shall be dead," sighed Lady Carse, impatiently. + +"There is no need now to wait for the commission," said the President. +"Where I am, all violations of the law must cease. Your captivity is +now at an end, except in so far as you are subject to ill health, or, +like myself, to winter weather and most wintry fortunes." + +"The day is come, then," said Annie, through shining tears. "You are +now delivered out of the hand of man, and have to wait only God's +pleasure." + +"What matters it," murmured Lady Carse, "how you call my misfortunes? +Here I sit, a shivering exile--" + +"So far like myself," observed the President, moving nearer the scanty +fire. + +"You have not been heart-sick for years under insufferable wrongs," +declared Lady Carse. "And you have not the grave open at your feet +while everything you care for is beckoning to you to come away. You--" + +"Pardon me, my old friend," said he, mildly. "That is exactly my case. +I am old: the grave is open at my feet; and beyond it stands she who, +though early lost, has been the constant passion of my life. Perhaps my +heart may have pined under the privation of her society as sensibly as +yours under afflictions more strange in the eyes of the world. But it +is not wise--it does not give strength, but impair it--thus to compare +human afflictions. I should prefer cheerfully encouraging each other to +wait for release; I see little prospect of any release this day for us +exiles; so let me see what my memory is worth in my old age--let me see +what I can recall of our Janet. You know I always consider Janet my own +by favouritism; and she called me grandfather the last time we met, as +she used to do before she was able to spell so long a word." + +He told so much of Janet, that Lady Carse changed her opinion about his +loss of memory. Again Annie stole home: and there did the President +seek her, after a long conversation with her neighbour. + +"I wish to know," said he, "whether the great change that I observe in +this lady is recent." + +"She is greatly changed within a few months," replied the widow: "and I +think she has sunk within a few days. I see, sir, that you look for her +release soon." + +"If the change has been rapid of late," he replied, "it is my opinion +that she is dying." + +"Is there anything that you would wish done?" asked Annie. + +"What can we do? I perceive that she is in possession of what is +perhaps the only aid her case admits of--a friend who can at once soothe +her earthly life, and feed her heavenly one." + +Annie bowed her head, and then said-- + +"You would not have me conceal her state from herself, I think, sir." + +"I would not. I believe she is aware that I think her very ill-- +decisively ill." + +"I hope she is. I have seen in her of late that which makes me desire +for her the happy knowledge that she is going home to a place where she +may find more peace than near her enemies in a city of the earth." +Fancying that the President shook his head, Annie went on-- + +"I would not be presumptuous, sir, for another any more than for myself: +but when a better life is permitted to begin, ever so feebly, here, +surely God sends death, not to put it out, but to remove it to a safer +place." + +The President smiled kindly, and walked away. + + + +CHAPTER NINETEEN. + +FREE AT LAST! + +Sir Alexander and his guests remained on the island only a few days; but +during that time the President gave Lady Carse many hours of his +society. Full as his mind was of public and private affairs--charged as +he was with the defence of Scotland against the treason of the Pretender +and his followers--grieved as he was by the heart-sorrows which attend +civil war--and now a fugitive, destitute of means, and in peril of his +life--he still had cheerfulness and patience to minister to Lady Carse. +From his deliberate and courteous entrance, his air of leisure, his +quiet humour in conversation, and his clear remembrance of small +incidents relating to the lady's family and acquaintance, anyone would +have supposed that he had not a care in the world. For the hour, Lady +Carse almost felt as if she had none. She declared herself getting +quite well; and she did strive, by a self-command and prudence such as +astonished even Annie, to gain such ground as should enable her to leave +the island when the President did--that is, as she and others supposed, +when the spring should favour the sending an English army to contest the +empire once more with the still successful Pretender. + +But, in four days, there was a sudden break up. A faithful boatman of +Sir Alexander's came over from Skye to give warning of danger. There +were no three men in Scotland so hated by the rebels as the three +gentlemen now on the island; and no expense or pains were to be spared +in capturing them. They must not remain, from any mere hope of secrecy, +in a place which contained only women and children. They must go where +they could not only hide, but be guarded by fighting men. It was +decided to be off that very moment. The President desired one +half-hour, that he might see Lady Carse, and assure her of his care and +protection, and of relief, as soon as he could command the means. He +entered as deliberately as usual, and merely looked at his watch and +said that he had ten minutes, and no more. + +"You must not go," said she. "We cannot spare you. Oh, you need not +fear any danger! We have admirable hiding-places in our rock, where, to +my knowledge, you can have good fires, and a soft bed of warm sand. You +are better here. You must not go." + +Of course the President said he must, and civilly stopped the +remonstrance. Then she declared, with a forced quietness, "If you will +go, I must go with you. Do not say a word against it. I have your +promise, and I will hold you to it. Oh, yes, I am fit to go--fitter +than to stay. If I stay, I shall die this night. If I go, I shall live +to keep a certain promise of mine--to go and see my Lord Lovat's head +fall. I will not detain you; we have five minutes of your ten yet I +will be across the threshold before your ten minutes are up. Helsa! +Helsa, come with me." + +"What is to be done?" asked the President of Annie. "You know her best. +What if I compel her to stay? Would there be danger?" + +"I think she would probably die to-night, as she says. If she could +convince herself of her weakness, that would be best. She cannot walk +to the shore. She cannot sit in an open boat in winter weather." + +"You are right. I will let her try. She may endure conviction by such +means." + +"I will go with you to help her home." + +"That is well; but you are feeble yourself." + +"I am, sir; but I must try what I can do." Lady Carse was over the +threshold within the ten minutes, followed by Helsa with a bundle of +clothes. She cast a glance of fiery triumph back at the dwelling, and +round the whole desolate scene. For a few steps she walked firmly, then +she silently accepted the President's arm. Further on, she was glad to +have Helsa's on the other side. + +"Let me advise you to return," said the President, pausing when the +descent became steeper. "By recruiting here till the spring, you--" + +"I will recruit elsewhere, thank you. When I once get into the boat I +shall do very well. It is only this steep descent, and the treacherous +footing." + +She could not speak further. All her strength was required to keep +herself from falling between her two supporters. "You will not do +better in the boat. You mistake your condition," said the President. +"Plainly, my conviction is, that if you proceed you will die." + +"I shall not. I will not. If I stay, I shall not see another day. If +I go, I may live to seventy. You do not know me, my lord. You are not +entitled to speak of the power of my will." + +The President and the widow exchanged glances, and no further opposition +was offered. + +"We may as well spare your strength, however," said the President. "The +boatmen shall carry you. I will call them. Oh! I see. You are afraid +I should give you the slip. But you may release my skirts. Your +servants will do us the favour to go forward and send us help." + +The boatmen looked gloomy about conveying two women--one of them +evidently very ill; and Sir Alexander would have refused in any other +case whatever. But he had vowed to interfere no more in Lady Carse's +affairs, but to consider her wholly the President's charge. + +"I see your opinion in your face," said the President to him, "and I +entirely agree with you. But she is just about to die, at all events; +and if it is an indulgence to her to die in the exercise of a freedom +from which she has been debarred so long, I am not disposed to deny it +to her. I assume the responsibility." + +"My doubt is about the men," observed Sir Alexander; "but I will do what +I can." + +He did what he could by showing an interest in the embarkation of the +lady. He laid the cloaks and plaids for her in the bottom of the boat, +and spoke cheerfully to her--almost jokingly--of the uncertainty of +their destination. He lifted her in himself, and placed Helsa beside +her; and then his men dared not show further unwillingness but by +silence. + +Lady Carse raised herself and beckoned to Annie. Annie leaned over to +her, and said, "Dear Lady Carse, you look very pale. It is not too late +to say you will come home with me." + +Lady Carse tried to laugh; but it was no laugh, but a convulsion. She +struggled to say, "I shall do very well presently, when I feel I am +free. It is only the last prison airs that poison me. If we never meet +again--" + +"We shall not meet in life, Lady Carse. I shall pray for you." + +"I know you will. And I--I wished to say--but I cannot--" + +"I know what you would say. Lie down and rest. God be with you!" + +All appeared calm and right on board the boat, as long as Annie could +watch its course in the harbour. When it disappeared behind a headland, +she returned home to look for it again. She saw it soon, and for some +time, for it coasted the island to the northernmost point for the chance +of being unseen to the last possible moment. It was evidently +proceeding steadily on its course, and Annie hoped that the sense of +freedom might be acting as a restorative for the hour to the dying +woman. Those on board hoped the same; for the lady, when she had +covered her face with a handkerchief, lay very still. + +"She looks comfortable," whispered the President to Sir Alexander. "Can +you suggest anything more that we can do?" + +"Better let her sleep while she can, my lord. She appears comfortable +at present." + +Three more hours passed without anything being observable in Lady Carse, +but such slight movements now and then as showed that she was not +asleep. She then drew the handkerchief from her face and looked up at +Helsa, who exclaimed at the change in the countenance. The President +bent over her, and caught her words-- + +"It is not your fault--but I am dying. But I am sure I should have died +on land, and before this. And I have escaped! Tell my husband so." + +"I will. Shall I raise you?" + +"No; take no notice. I cannot bear to be pitied. I will not be pitied; +as this was my own act. But it is hard--" + +"It _is_ hard: but you have only to pass one other threshold +courageously, and then you are free indeed. Man cannot harm you there." + +"But, to-day, of all seasons--" + +"It _is_ hard: but you have done with captivity. No more captivity! My +dear Lady Carse, what remains! What is it you would have? You would +not wish for vengeance! No! it is pain!--you are in pain. Shall I +raise you?" + +"No, no: never mind the pain! But I did hope to see my husband again." + +"To forgive him. You mean, to forgive him?" + +"No: I meant--" + +"But you mean it now? He had something to pardon in you." + +"True. But I cannot--Do not ask me." + +"Then you hope that God will. I may tell him that you hope that God +will forgive him." + +"That is not my affair. Kiss my Janet for me." + +"I will; and all your children--What? `Is it growing dark?' Yes, it +is, to us as well as to you. What is that she says?" he inquired of +Helsa, who had a younger and quicker ear. + +"She says the widow is about lighting her lamp. Yes, my lady; but we +are too far off to see it." + +"Is she wandering?" asked the President. + +"No, sir: quite sensible, I think. Did you speak, my lady?" + +"My love!" + +"To Annie, my lady? I will not forget." + +She spoke no more. Sir Alexander contrived to keep from the knowledge +of the boatmen for some hours that there was a corpse on board. When +they could conceal it no longer, they forgot their fatigue in their +superstition, and rowed, as for their lives, to the nearest point of +land. This happened, fortunately, to be within the territories of Sir +Alexander Macdonald. + +In the early dawn the boat touched at Vaternish Point, and there landed +the body, which, with Helsa for its attendant, was committed by Sir +Alexander to a clansman who was to summon a distant minister, and see +the remains interred in the church at Trunban, where they now lie. + +When the President returned to his estate at Culloden; in the ensuing +spring, on the final overthrow of the Jacobite cause, his first use of +the re-established post was to write to Lord Carse, in London, tidings +of his wife's death, promising all particulars if he found that his +letter reached its destination in safety. The reply he received was +this:-- + +"I most heartily thank you, my dear friend, for the notice you have +given me of the death of _that person_. It would be a ridiculous +untruth to pretend grief for it; but as it brings to my mind a train of +various things for many years back, it gives me concern. Her retaining +wit and facetiousness to the last surprises me. These qualities none +found in her, no more than common sense or good nature, before she went +to those parts; and of the reverse of all which if she had not been +irrecoverably possessed, in an extraordinary and insufferable degree, +after many years' fruitless endeavours to reclaim her, she had never +seen those parts. I long for the particulars of her death, which, you +are pleased to tell me, I am to have by next post." + +"Hers was a singular death, at last," observed Lord Carse, when he put +the President's second letter into the hands of his sister. "I almost +wonder that they did not slip the body overboard, rather than expose +themselves to danger for the sake of giving Christian burial to such a +person." + +"Dust to dust," said Lady Rachel, thoughtfully. "Those were the words +said over her. I am glad it was so, rather than that one more was added +to the tossing billows. For what was she but a billow, driven by the +winds and tossed?" + +When, some few years after, the steward approached the island on an +autumn night, in honour of Rollo's invitation to attend the funeral of +the Widow Fleming, his eye unconsciously sought the guiding light on the +hill-side. + +"Ah!" said he, recollecting himself, "it is gone, and we shall see it no +more. Rollo will live on the main, and this side of the island will be +deserted. Her light gone! We should almost as soon thought of losing a +star. And she herself gone! We shall miss her, as if one of our lofty +old rocks had crumbled down into the sea. She was truly, though one +would not have dared to tell her so, an anchorage to people feebler than +herself. 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