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diff --git a/23070.txt b/23070.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..671e45a --- /dev/null +++ b/23070.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4305 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Clara Maynard, by W.H.G. Kingston + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Clara Maynard + The True and the False - A Tale of the Times + +Author: W.H.G. Kingston + +Release Date: October 17, 2007 [EBook #23070] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK CLARA MAYNARD *** + + + + +Produced by Nick Hodson of London, England + + + + +Clara Maynard; The True and the False--A Tale of the Times, By W.H.G. +Kingston. + +________________________________________________________________________ +This is a short book, about a quarter of the length of a typical +Kingston novel. Clara is the daughter of a retired Royal Navy Captain, +who owns a large yacht, a cutter. She can take a large number of guests +to sea, even more than the cutter in Marryat's "The Three Cutters". +They use the yacht as a means of getting to a picnic spot on a beach, +where they are met by even more people, including the new incumbent of +the local parish, the family who own the presentation to the living, and +a couple of Roman priests who are staying with them. + +In chapter two Clara's father dies after a series of strokes. Her +betrothed young man, who had been at the picnic, returns on Army service +to India, and she falls under the influence of the new vicar of the +parish, who persuades her to enter a nunnery. This is an absolute +disaster, as the cruelty and lack of goodness and charity of what went +on in that nunnery is quite intolerable. + +Eventually she breaks free, and is reunited with her fa +ily. Her betrothed comes back, she marries him and all is well. +________________________________________________________________________ + +CLARA MAYNARD; THE TRUE AND THE FALSE--A TALE OF THE TIMES, BY W.H.G. +KINGSTON. + + + +CHAPTER ONE. + +The blue waters of the British Channel sparkled brightly in the rays of +the sun, shining forth from a cloudless sky, as a light breeze from the +northward filled the sails of a small yacht which glided smoothly along +the southern coast of England. At the helm of the little vessel stood +her owner, Captain Maynard, a retired naval officer. Next to his fair +young daughter, Clara, the old sailor looked upon his yacht as one of +the most beautiful things in existence. Though her crew consisted but +of two men and a boy, and she measured scarcely five-and-twenty tons, he +declared that if it were necessary he would sail round the world in her +without the slightest hesitation. + +"Flatten in the jib, and take a pull at the main-sheet, my lads, and we +shall run into the bay without a tack, if the wind holds as it does +now," he sang out. + +The men, as they came aft to execute the latter order, had to disturb +some of the passengers, of whom there were several, seated on cloaks +round the skylight, or standing up holding on to the weather rigging, or +leaning against the main-boom. Clara Maynard, accustomed to yachting, +promptly moved to windward, aided by Harry Caulfield, a young military +officer, who had ridden over that morning to Luton, for the pleasure of +making a trip on board the yacht; but her aunt, Miss Sarah Pemberton, +looked somewhat annoyed at being asked to shift her seat. Harry, +however, came to her assistance, and placed a camp-stool for her against +the weather bulwarks. + +"I am sorry, Sarah, to inconvenience you," said the captain, +good-naturedly, "but we haven't as much room on board the _Ariadne_ as +on the deck of a line-of-battle ship." + +The captain had called his yacht after the first ship in which he went +to sea. + +The cutter having rounded a lofty point, a small and beautiful bay +opened out ahead; and the wind remaining steady, without making another +tack, she stood in directly for it. + +"We could not have chosen a more lovely spot for our picnic," exclaimed +Clara. "See, Aunt Sarah--I am sure you will be pleased when you get +there. Watch those picturesque cliffs, ever changing in shape as we +sail along--and see those breezy downs above them, and the fine yellow +sands below, and that pretty valley with the old fisherman's cottage on +one side, and the clear stream running down its centre, and leaping over +the rocks in a tiny cascade." + +"I shall be very glad to get safe on shore," answered Miss Pemberton, +who had been persuaded, much against her will, to venture for the first +time on board the little _Ariadne_. + +She had been invited, on the death of Clara's mother, her younger +sister, to take up her abode with her widowed brother-in-law, and had +only lately accepted his frequently repeated offer. Whatever good +qualities she might have possessed, she was certainly not attractive in +appearance, being tall and thin, with a cold and forbidding manner. +Clara treated her aunt with due respect, and did all she could to win +her affections, though she tried in vain to bestow that love she would +willingly have given. Miss Pemberton presented a strong contrast to her +niece, who was generally admired. Clara was very fair, of moderate +height, and of a slight and elegant figure, with regular features and a +pleasing smile; though a physiognomist might have suspected that she +wanted the valuable quality of firmness, which in her position was +especially necessary; for she already possessed a good fortune, and +would inherit a considerable one. Her father, although a sailor of the +old school, was not destitute of discernment, and thoroughly +understanding her character, earnestly wished to see her married to a +sensible, upright man, who would protect her and take good care of her +property. He had therefore given every encouragement to Harry +Caulfield, son of his old and esteemed friend, General Caulfield. He +had known and liked Harry from his boyhood, and fully believed that he +possessed those sterling qualities which would tend to secure his +daughter's happiness. Harry had met her when staying with some friends +at Cheltenham, and admired her before he knew that she possessed a +fortune. He had thus the satisfaction of feeling that his love was +purely disinterested. Of this she was aware, and it had greatly +influenced her in returning his affection. When Clara wrote to her +father, from whom she had no concealments, to tell him of the attention +she was receiving from Captain Caulfield, his reply was, "I am very glad +indeed to hear it; nothing could give me greater pleasure. Tell him to +come down to Luton, and that I shall be delighted to see him." + +Clara shortly afterwards returned home with her Aunt Sarah, and Harry of +course followed, accompanied by his father, the general, who, finding a +house in the neighbourhood vacant, engaged it for the sake of being near +Captain Maynard, and thus enabling the young people to be together +without depriving himself of his son's society. Harry's regiment was in +India, and he was under orders to rejoin it. Though fond of his +profession, in which he had gained distinction, and had every prospect +of rising, he at first thought of selling out; but to this his father +objected, and even Captain Maynard agreed that, as Clara was very young, +they might wait a couple of years till he had obtained another step in +rank, and that he would then consent to her accompanying him back, if +necessary, to India. The course of true love in this instance appeared +to run smoothly enough. Harry was most devoted in his attentions, and +admired Clara more and more every day he spent with her--while she was +satisfied that it would be impossible for her to love any one more; and +had not she felt that it was her duty to remain with her father, she +would willingly have married at once, and gone out to India. She saw +clearly, however, that her Aunt Sarah was not suited to take her place +or attend to her father, as she had observed of late that his health was +failing, so that even for Harry's sake she could not bring herself to +quit him. She had therefore consented to Harry's leaving her, though +not without a severe struggle. It was the first shadow which had come +over her young and hitherto happy life since the loss of her beloved +mother. She was convinced that Harry was in every way worthy of her +affections. He was a fine, handsome fellow, with frank agreeable +manners, and a large amount of good sense and judgment. He had managed +even to win the good opinion of Miss Sarah Pemberton, who was not in +general inclined to think well of young men especially of officers in +the army, whom she designated generally as an impudent, profligate set, +with fluent tongues and insinuating manners, whose chief occupation in +life was to break the hearts of young girls foolish enough to trust +them. + +Among the rest of the company on board the yacht was Mary Lennard, a +girl of about fourteen years old, a sweet young creature, and a great +favourite of Clara's. She was the daughter of the Reverend John +Lennard, who had been for some years vicar of the parish of +Luton-cum-Crosham, but only as _locum tenens_, he having been requested +to take charge of it by the patron, Sir Richard Bygrave, who had +promised to bestow it on his young relative, Dick Rushworth, as soon as +Dick was of an age to take orders. The said Dick Rushworth, however, +having lately unexpectedly come into a fortune, had quitted the +university, and declined becoming a clergyman; and Sir Reginald, +influenced by his wife, had bestowed the living on her cousin, the +Reverend Ambrose Lerew, who had graduated at Oxford, and had been for +some time a curate in that diocese. He had lately married a lady +somewhat older than himself, possessed of a fair fortune, who had been +considered a belle during two or three London seasons, but had failed to +secure such a matrimonial alliance as she and her friends considered +that she ought to make when she first came out. At length, awakening to +the fact that her youth was passing away and her beauty fading, she had +consented to give her hand, and as much of a heart as she possessed, to +the fashionable-looking and well-connected young curate, an especial +favourite of her friend, Lady Bygrave. + +Mr Lennard had held the living longer than he had expected, and to the +best of his ability had done his duty to his parishioners. He was a +genial, warm-hearted man, of good presence; his manners urbane and +courteous; fond of a joke, hospitable and kind, being consequently a +favourite with all classes. The more wealthy liked him for his pleasant +conversation and readiness to enter into all their gaieties and +amusements, and the poorer for the kind way in which he spoke to them, +and the assistance he afforded on all occasions when they were in +distress. He had lost his wife two or three years after he became vicar +of Luton-cum-Crosham. She had left two children, his dear little Mary, +and a son, Alfred, a tall, pale-faced youth, who was now on board the +yacht. The young gentleman had been with a tutor, and was about to go +up to Oxford. He was considered very well-behaved; but as he seldom +gave expression to his opinions, no one could ascertain much about his +character, or how he was likely to turn out. His father always spoke of +him as his good boy, who had never given him any trouble, and he fully +believed never would cause him a moments' anxiety. His tutor had sent +him home with a high character for diligence in his studies, and +attention to his religious duties, which consisted in a regular +attendance at church and at the morning and evening prayers of the +family; and his father was happy in the belief that he would do very +well in the world as a clergyman, or at the bar, or in any other +profession he might select. Still, Mary was undoubtedly his favourite, +and on her he bestowed the full affection of a father's heart. She was +indeed a most loveable little creature. Clara was especially fond of +her. Mary was so clever and sensible, that she was always a welcome +guest at Luton. Besides the persons already mentioned on board the +yacht, there was Lieutenant Sims, of the coastguard, with his wife and +daughter; a Mrs and Miss Prentiss, the latter young and pretty; Tom +Wesby, a friend of Alfred Lennard's, very like him in appearance and +manner; and an artist engaged in sketching in the neighbourhood, who had +brought a letter of introduction to Captain Maynard. + +As the cutter rounded the headland before spoken of, most of the party +evinced their admiration of the scenery by expressions of delight, and +the artist exhibited his skill by making a faithful sketch in a few +minutes. The wind freshening, the cutter made rapid progress towards +the bay. Harry had taken the telescope, and was directing it towards +the shore. + +"Some of our party are there already," he exclaimed; "I see my father +and Mr Lennard, and I conclude that the other people must be the new +vicar and his wife, from the unmistakable cut of the gentleman's coat, +and the lady's irreproachable costume. There are several more, though I +cannot exactly make out who they are; I see, however, that the servants +are bringing down the baskets of provisions, so we need have no fear of +starving." + +"I did not expect that they would arrive so soon. The wind has been +light, and we have had the tide against us," observed Captain Maynard. +"It will run long enough, however, to take us home again, if you young +people are on board in good time. I must trust to you, Harry, to +collect all our passengers; or, should the wind drop, we may find +ourselves drifting down Channel for the best part of the night." + +"Oh! that will be capital fun," cried Mrs Sims. "Mary, you'd like it +amazingly. We can sit on deck, and look at the stars, and sing songs, +and have our tea, and listen to the sailors' yarns--" + +"And have the chance of being run down and sunk by one of those big +blundering iron steam-kettles," growled the lieutenant, who had the +antipathy long felt by old sailors to all the modern innovations, as he +considered them, in the navy. + +As the cutter glided up towards the shore, the party standing on the +beach waved their handkerchiefs, and the ladies on board waved theirs. +The jib was taken in, the foresail hauled down, and the yacht rounding +to, the anchor was let drop at a short distance from the beach. + +"Haul the boat up alongside, Tom," said Captain Maynard. "Now, Mr +Sims, I must get you to take charge of the first party for the shore." + +"With the greatest pleasure in the world; I am always at the service of +the ladies," answered the lieutenant, bowing round to them, "but my +difficulty is to know who is to go first, unless I select by seniority. +Miss Sarah Pemberton, suppose I ask you--age before honesty, you know." + +"You do not wish to insult me, Mr Sims?" answered the lady, bridling +up. + +"Come, come, Sally, Sims never thought of such a thing; he was only +joking, or rather, let the words slip out of his mouth without knowing +what he was saying," said Captain Maynard. + +"I am not fond of joking," replied Miss Sarah; "but if you wish me to go +first, I shall be very glad to get on shore, I assure you." + +"Pardon me, madam," said the lieutenant, looking very penitent, and +offering his hand. "I wouldn't say a word to ruffle your sensitive +feelings, I do assure you." Miss Pemberton, being appeased, gave her +hand to the lieutenant, and though she at first showed some signs of +trepidation, stepped without difficulty into the sternsheets of the +boat. She was followed by Mrs and Miss Sims. + +"Come, young Lennard, you get into the bows, and help to trim the boat," +said Mr Sims; and shoving off, they pulled for the shore. + +The boat soon reached the beach, when Mr Alfred, jumping out, wetted +his shoes, greatly to his annoyance, and went running off without +stopping to offer his assistance to the ladies. Some of the rest of the +party, however, came down to welcome them, and Mrs and Miss Sims, +being, accustomed to boating, having jumped out, the lieutenant was able +to aid Miss Pemberton in performing that, to her, hazardous operation. + +"Trust to me, my good lady," he said in an encouraging tone; "now step +on this thwart--now on the next--now on the gunwale." + +"What's that?" asked Miss Pemberton. + +"The side of the boat, I should have said," answered the lieutenant. +"Now spring with all the agility you possess." At which the lady gave a +bound which nearly overset the gallant officer, and would have ended by +bringing her down on the sand, had not General Caulfield caught her in +his arms. + +"I hope you are not hurt, my dear madam!" he exclaimed. + +"I have nearly dislocated my ankle, I believe," answered Miss Pemberton. +"It is the first time I have ventured on board a yacht, and I intend +that it shall be the last, with my own good pleasure." + +On this the Reverend Mr Lerew stepped forward and expressed his +sympathy to Miss Pemberton, offering her his arm to conduct her up to a +rock under the cliff, where she could sit and rest her injured foot. + +"I feel grieved for you, my dear madam, that what was intended to be a +party of pleasure should commence with so untoward an event," he said. +"Do allow my wife to examine your injured ankle--she is all tenderness +and sympathy, and a gentle rubbing may perhaps restore it to its wonted +elasticity." + +"I hope that I shall recover after a little rest, without giving Mrs +Lerew the trouble," answered Miss Pemberton, touched with the interest +exhibited by the new vicar. "I am deeply grateful to you. But those +sea-officers, though well-intentioned, including my poor dear +brother-in-law, are dreadfully rough and unmannerly, and have not ceased +to alarm and annoy me since I got on board that horrible little vessel, +misnamed a pleasure yacht." + +"True charity would make me wish to gloss over their faults--though I +must confess I agree with you, my dear lady; but we must consider it the +result of their early education, or rather, want of education," observed +Mr Lerew, in a soft voice; "I fear, too, that their religious training +is as defective as their manners--we must, however, use our best +endeavours to correct the former, though it may be hopeless to attempt +an improvement in the latter--indeed, it is of so infinitely less +consequence, that provided we are successful in imparting the true +faith, we must rest satisfied." + +"Oh, yes, I daresay I do," answered Miss Pemberton, who was thinking +more about her ankle than of what Mr Lerew was saying to her; catching +one of his words, she added, "but I don't accuse my brother-in-law of +being irreligious; I assure you, he reads prayers every morning as the +clock strikes half-past eight, and every evening at ten, with a chapter +from the Old and New Testaments, with Ryle's expositions." + +"Pray, what prayers does he use?" asked Mr Lerew, in a tone which +showed that he considered the matter of great importance. + +"He generally uses Bickersteth's prayers," answered Miss Pemberton. + +"Sad! sad!" exclaimed Mr Lerew, in a tone of horror, "thus to neglect +the Prayer-Book and submit to the teaching of men the most deadly +enemies of the catholic faith. Do let me entreat you to beg that he +will banish Ryle and Bickersteth from his library, or rather, commit +them--I should say their works--to the flames at once, lest they should +fall into the hands of other ignorant people." + +"I never thought there was any harm in them," answered Miss Pemberton, +somewhat astonished at the vehemence with which the new vicar condemned +his two brother divines, whom she had hitherto considered sound, +trustworthy teachers. "I will mention what you say to my +brother-in-law, but I suspect that he will not be easily induced to do +as you advise. I know that he considers Canon Ryle a very sensible and +pious man, and I have often heard him say that he could understand his +writings better than those of any one else he ever met with." + +"Blind leaders of the blind," said Mr Lerew. "The pernicious +principles of such men are calculated to produce the overthrow of our +Holy Church, and to undermine all catholic doctrines." + +"Dear me, Mr Lerew, I always thought Ryle and Bickersteth very sound +churchmen and firm advocates of the truth," said Miss Pemberton. + +"Alas! alas! my dear lady; I fear there are many wolves in sheep's +clothing who have long beguiled their flocks by teaching them to rely on +their own judgment, instead of seeking for counsel and advice from those +pastors who, knowing themselves to be duly appointed from on high to +administer the holy sacraments, and grant absolution to humble +penitents, feel the importance of their sacred office," replied Mr +Lerew. + +Miss Pemberton did not quite understand Mr Lerew's meaning; but as he +exhibited so much feeling and sympathy for her sprained ankle, she sat +and listened, and thought that, though he was less agreeable than Mr +Lennard, he at all events must be a very pious and excellent young +clergyman, and that since the vicar, who had been so generally liked, +was compelled to resign his office, it was fortunate for the +parishioners that they had obtained so _superior_ a _minister_. + +In the meantime the boat had returned to the yacht for another freight, +Captain Maynard, with Harry, Clara, and Mary, being the last to land. +By this time most of the party had collected on the beach to welcome +them. General Caulfield, after shaking hands with the captain, led off +Clara, for the sake, as he said, of having a little talk with her. He +was very fond of his future daughter-in-law, who was exactly the girl he +desired as a wife for his son. While they were absent, the captain +chose a shady spot under the cliff for spreading the tablecloth. The +younger members of the party, under the superintendence of Mrs Sims, +were busily engaged in unpacking the hampers and baskets, and arranging +their contents. + +"Alfred, ahoy! bear a hand, and place the knives and forks alongside the +plates; I like to see young men making themselves useful, instead of +throwing all the work upon the ladies," exclaimed Captain Maynard, as he +saw young Lennard sauntering off by himself, to avoid the trouble of +speaking to any one. Thus summoned, Alfred was compelled to return, +when Mary, with a merry laugh, put a bundle of knives and forks into his +hands, and told him to go and arrange some on the opposite side of the +cloth. The picnic had been got up by some of the principal people in +the parish, as a compliment to their former vicar, as also for the +purpose of enabling his successor to become acquainted with them in an +easy and pleasant way. Sir Reginald and Lady Bygrave had been invited, +but had not yet arrived, and it would, of course, have been uncourteous +to commence luncheon, hungry as everybody was, till they appeared. The +party had, in the meantime, to amuse themselves according to their +tastes; some of the ladies had brought their sketch-books, others their +work--though the greater number preferred doing nothing. + +The ever busy Lieutenant Sims had sent off to the yacht for an iron pot, +which he filled up with potatoes and salt water, and having called some +of the young gentlemen to assist him in collecting a quantity of dry +wood which was seen scattered along the beach, he made a large fire, and +put on the pot to boil. "Now, by boys, take a lesson from an old tar," +he observed. "Whenever you want to cook potatoes to perfection, boil +them in salt water if you can get it, or if not, put in plenty of salt, +and let them remain till the water has evaporated. You will then have +them come out like lumps of meal, as these will, you'll see, before +long." + +Harry had soon stolen off, and joined Clara and his father. The latter +shortly after left the young people to themselves, while he went back to +meet Captain Maynard and Mr Lennard, who were strolling along the +beach. + +"I feel perfectly satisfied with my successor, as far as I am able at +present to judge," observed Mr Lennard. "He is a wonderfully zealous +and earnest man. He shows an evident desire to make himself popular, +and to win the affections of the people; and I cannot blame him if he +seems surprised that I have not introduced some of the more modern +improvements in churches." + +"For my part, I hope that what he calls improvements will not follow the +direction of the changes which have been made in some parishes," +observed General Caulfield. "There are many who would object to them, +as I should myself, and they can produce no real good." + +"New brooms sweep clean," said Mr Lennard. "He naturally wishes to be +doing something, and I shall not be jealous. It is all-important to +have peace and good-will in the parish." + +"It may be bought at too dear a price," said General Caulfield, "but we +will hope for the best. Here comes Mrs Lerew; she was, I understand, a +good deal in London society, and is an elegant and fashionable-looking +person, though she is somewhat older than Lerew, I suspect." + +"She may not make the worse wife for that," observed Captain Maynard. + +Harry and Clara had wandered away from the rest of the party, and were +seated on a rock, at some distance off. She had brought her +sketch-book, and was endeavouring to make a drawing of the bay, with the +headland to the eastward, round which they had come, and the little +yacht at anchor off the beach; but anxious as she was to produce a +satisfactory sketch, a duplicate of which Harry had begged her to give +to him, her hand trembled, and her heart felt very sad. It was the last +day they were to be together, and she thought of the long, long months +which must elapse before he was to return. + +"My memory will often fly back to this spot when I am far away," said +Harry; "and though leagues of land and ocean divide us, we shall here +meet in spirit and talk to each other, shall we not, dearest?" + +"I am sure of it," said Clara, looking into his handsome, honest +countenance. "I wish that I could make a better sketch, but I will try +to improve it at home." + +"Oh! no, no! leave it just as it is; I wish to think of you as you are +now," said Harry, "my own dear girl; and I would rather see every line +as you have traced it on the paper before my eyes." + +"Well, then, I will keep the copy for myself," said Clara; "or I can +come here with papa in the yacht, and take it over again." + +The sketch was finished, and seeing their friends assembling, and Mrs +Sims beckoning vehemently to them, they rose to return. + +"I hope that my father will remain at Updown till I come back," said +Harry. "You will always trust to him, Clara, as to one who loves you as +his daughter; and it will be a happiness to me to know that he will be +near you, should Captain Maynard's health fail." + +Clara sighed. "I much fear that is likely to happen--indeed, I have +been unable to conceal from myself that he has greatly altered lately." + +Harry, wishing to avoid melancholy thoughts, changed the subject. + +"I am not quite satisfied with your new vicar," he observed; "I am +afraid that he belongs to a school of which I have the utmost possible +dread. Believe me, dearest, I was most thankful to find, when I first +came down to Luton, that Captain Maynard held the opinions I do, and +that your parish was free from any of the ritualistic practices of the +day. Much as all must like Mr Lennard for his pleasant manners and +kind heart, he is not exactly what I should wish a clergyman to be, but +he is at all events thoroughly sound in practice. Believe me, Clara, +that however much I might admire a girl, and be inclined to love her, I +would not risk my domestic happiness by marrying, should I find that she +was enslaved by those plotting the overthrow of the Protestant +principles of our Church. You know, dearest, how strongly I feel on the +subject, and I trust that you will, for your own sake, as well as mine, +withstand all the allurements and artifices which either lay or clerical +ritualists may use to induce you to support or take a part in their +practices." + +"I hope so," said Clara, "though Lady Bygrave, when last she called on +us, told me that there are many true and devoted men who are called +ritualists; and I cannot say that I see any objection to good music and +elegantly built churches, which it is their chief aim to introduce for +the purpose of forwarding the cause of religion and devotion. Many +people are dissatisfied with the untrained attempts at harmony in our +too often unsightly churches." + +Harry was going to reply, but he found that the last remark had been +made unintentionally in the hearing of Mr Lerew. That gentleman +watched his opportunity, and while Harry had left Clara's side for a +moment, he observed in a low, soft voice, "I see, Miss Maynard, that you +are a young lady of good taste, and above the vulgar prejudices of the +Calvinistic school, who stubbornly refuse to dedicate the best of their +substance and talents to God, and rest satisfied with offering to Him +the ugliest buildings their imaginations can devise, and the refuse of +their possessions." + +He stopped on seeing Harry, who quickly rejoined Clara. + +"Here they come! here they come!" exclaimed several of the most hungry +of the party, as a tall gentleman and lady, accompanied by two sombre, +well-dressed persons, were seen descending the hill. "Who can those +people be with Sir Reginald and Lady Bygrave, I wonder?" cried Mrs +Sims; "they look to me for all the world like Jesuit priests." + +Mr Lerew's countenance brightened, and Master Alfred Lennard showed +more interest than he had hitherto exhibited in any of the proceedings +of the day. + +"So I fear they are," observed General Caulfield. "What can have +induced Sir Reginald and his wife to bring them here?" + +Mr Lerew, however, with several other persons, hurried up the pathway, +to greet the chief people of that part of their county. Lady Bygrave, +escorted by one of the priests, who gave her his hand at the steeper +parts of the path, came first, and at once introduced their friend +Monsieur l'Abbe Henon, who with his companion, Father Lascelles, had +arrived only that morning, and had begged leave to accompany them. They +had come to see Sir Reginald on the subject of forming a new settlement +in South America, as it was well known he was deeply interested in the +subject of colonisation, and they hoped to obtain his influence and +support. + +"They are most delightful people," whispered Lady Bygrave to Miss +Pemberton, who met her ladyship at the bottom of the descent; "everybody +will be pleased with them, they are so full of information, and so free +from prejudices--they will disabuse all our minds of the vulgar notion +that Catholic priests can talk of nothing but masses and penances; and +they are so noble-minded and philanthropic." + +The abbe, who overheard what was said, smiled blandly, and addressed +himself to Miss Pemberton. He spoke English perfectly, with only a +slight foreign accent, in a melodious voice, attractive and soothing to +his hearers. He and Father Lascelles bowed politely as they were +introduced to the company, and at once made themselves at home, uttering +not a word to which even the most prejudiced could object. + +Lady Bygrave was still young, with a decidedly aristocratic appearance, +and very pleasant manners when she had to be condescending. Sir +Reginald was a tall, good-looking man, who seldom expressed an opinion, +his florid countenance not exhibiting any large amount of intellect; but +as he was considered straightforward and honest, he was generally liked. + +With as little delay as possible, not to show the last comers too much +that they had been waited for, the party assembled round the ample +repast; and while the older gentlemen were employed in carving, the +younger ones, aided by Mrs Sims, busied themselves in carrying round +the plates. The usual conversation at picnics then became general. The +abbe and his companion, having glanced round the company, and carefully +noted each person present, were soon enabled to take part in it. They +said nothing very remarkable, but managed, notwithstanding, to draw out +the opinions of most of those to whom they addressed themselves. The +abbe was especially attentive to Mr and Mrs Lerew, and both seemed +highly flattered with what he said. He fixed his glance on Master +Alfred, and having ascertained who he was, spoke to him in a gentle, +encouraging tone. Mr Lennard himself seemed pleased with Sir +Reginald's visitors, and remarked to General Caulfield that he had +seldom met more agreeable foreigners. "I don't trust them," answered +the general; "the more pleasant and insinuating they are, the more +necessary it is to avoid them. I would never allow such men to enter my +house or become intimate with any of my family." + +Captain Maynard entertained much the same feeling as his friend. +Lieutenant Sims never did care about foreigners, and thought the idea of +getting Englishmen to emigrate to such a country as they talked of was +all humbug. The abbe and his friends might have heard many of the +observations made; but whether complimentary or not, they did not allow +a muscle of their countenances to change. Lady Bygrave happened to +upset her wineglass, and soon afterwards the abbe did exactly the same +thing; on which he turned with a bow to her ladyship, observing, "I am +sure whatever Lady Bygrave does is the right thing, and cannot therefore +be reproved." + +"I am thankful, Monsieur l'Abbe," said Lady Bygrave, smiling. "I am +sure that I can always rely upon you for support." + +"Ah, yes, madam, in spiritual matters as in temporal," whispered the +abbe. + +The conversation was, however, generally of a lively character, and all +agreed that the picnic was a success, and that they had enjoyed +themselves amazingly. Captain Maynard, however, looking at his watch, +declared that those who intended to return in the yacht must come on +board without delay. Miss Pemberton declined, if she could possibly get +a conveyance, and Lady Bygrave offered to take her in her carriage; +Father Lascelles begging leave to return in a pony-carriage which had +brought the hampers, if some one who knew the way would drive him--on +which Alfred Lennard requested to be allowed the honour of doing so. +Harry and Clara of course went back in the yacht, as did the rest of the +party who had come in her. + +"Mr Lennard must take care that that Jesuit priest does not get hold of +his son," observed Harry to Clara; "you might get Mary to speak to her +father and warn him, for he seemed as much pleased with the strangers as +Sir Reginald and Lady Bygrave. I hold with my father about them; and I +would as soon trust a couple of serpents within my doors." + +"Are you not rather severe on the poor men?" asked Clara. + +"Knowing their principles and their great object--to bring under +subjection the minds of their fellow-creatures, and thus to amass wealth +for the purpose of raising their order above all the ruling powers on +earth--I cannot say anything too severe. To attain their ends they will +allow nothing to stand in their way; they will hesitate at no crime, no +deceit; they will assume any character which suits them, and will +undertake the lowest offices, and will employ the vilest means, or will +pretend to the most exalted piety." + +"Surely, Harry, the men we saw to-day could not be guilty of such +conduct," said Clara. + +"Every Jesuit is trained in the same school, and I therefore make no +exceptions," answered Harry. "We shall find that even those gentlemen, +fascinating as they appeared, had some object in visiting Sir Reginald, +ulterior to that of presenting him with a scheme of colonisation. He is +wealthy; and depend on it, they were informed of the proclivities of +Lady Bygrave." + +Clara was not quite convinced. It was not likely, however, that the +abbe and his companion would pay a visit to Luton. + + + +CHAPTER TWO. + +Harry had gone. Clara felt very sad; her eye was constantly at the +telescope in the drawing-room, looking out for the steamer which was +conveying him to Alexandria. She at length caught sight of a long white +line and a puff of grey smoke above it, which she believed must belong +to the ship. She was still watching it as it was growing less and less +distinct, when her aunt, entering the room, said, "I am afraid that your +father is very ill. I went into his study just now; when I spoke to +him, he was unable to answer me." + +Clara flew to the study, and found her father seated in his arm-chair. +There was a pained expression in his eyes, and he was speechless. He +had been seized with a paralytic stroke. The servant was immediately +despatched to bring the doctor, who was found not far off, and quickly +came. He pronounced the captain to be in considerable danger. Clara, +ever dutiful and affectionate, was constant in her attendance on her +father. Even Miss Pemberton's manner softened, and she did her best to +comfort her niece. In the course of two or three days, Captain Maynard +had somewhat recovered, and was able to speak without much difficulty. +General Caulfield, who had heard of his illness, came over to see him. +The brave sailor believed himself to be dying. + +"It is a knock at my door to which I am bound to attend, General," he +said. + +"I have no fear for myself, for I trust in One `mighty to save;' but I +am anxious about my gentle Clara, so ill able to battle with the +troubles of life. I wish that we had not let Harry go; I could have +left her with confidence in his care. Would that he could be recalled!" + +"His ship is across the bay by this time. We acted for the best, and +must trust to Him who ever cares for the orphan and widow. While I +live, I will be a father to your child, and assist her aunt in watching +over her," answered the general; "but cheer up, my friend, I do not +speak to one ignorant of the truth, and therefore I can say that God may +still preserve your life for her sake, though you will undoubtedly be +the gainer by going hence, as all are who die in the Lord. We can pray +to Him to protect her." And the gallant old soldier knelt down by the +side of his friend, as by that of a beloved brother, and together they +lifted up their voices to Him in whom they trusted. Though Captain +Maynard could but faintly repeat the words uttered by the general, his +heart spoke with the fervency of a true Christian who expects soon to be +in the presence of his Saviour. He pressed the general's hand. "And +whatever happens, my dear friend, I feel confident that you will fulfil +your promise," he said. + +Before the general left the house, he spoke for some time to Miss +Pemberton, who was fully convinced that her brother-in-law had not many +hours to live. The captain, however, the next day had greatly +recovered; and while Miss Pemberton was seated in the drawing-room, +Clara being with her father, Mr and Mrs Lerew were announced. Mrs +Lerew advancing, took Miss Pemberton's hand, and sank into a seat, her +husband following with the most obsequious of bows and blandest of +smiles. + +"My dear lady, I rejoice to find you within," he said, "as I am anxious +to have some earnest conversation with you, while perhaps, if I may +venture to make the request, your niece will show the garden to Mrs +Lerew." + +"Clara is with her father, who is still, I regret to say, very ill," +answered Miss Pemberton; "but I will summon her, that she may have the +pleasure of seeing Mrs Lerew." + +"Not for the world," answered the vicar: "the present opportunity is +propitious. I was aware of Captain Maynard's serious illness; indeed, I +am most desirous to speak to him on the subject of his soul's welfare. +From what his medical attendant tells me, I fear that his days are +numbered; and you will pardon me when I say it, I grieve to hear that he +has been sadly neglectful of his religious duties." + +"I hope you are mistaken," answered Miss Pemberton, somewhat astonished +at the remark; "though I have not resided long with him, I have always +understood that he was specially attentive to them." + +"Not to some of the most important," said Mr Lerew: "he has not once +been to the celebration of the Holy Eucharist since I became vicar of +the parish, nor has he attended matin-song or even-song, which I have +performed daily; and I regret to observe that neither you nor your niece +have been present." + +"My brother-in-law has not been in the habit of attending any but Sunday +services, nor have I, I confess," said Miss Pemberton; "but I shall be +very happy, if he gets better, to drive over with my niece, should you +think it right." + +"Right!" exclaimed Mr Lerew in a tone of amazement; "I consider it a +great sin to neglect such means of grace, and by neglecting them you +encourage others to do so likewise; whereas if people of position set a +good example, it will be followed by their inferiors. But, my dear +lady, I fear that I have said what may sound harsh in your ears. One of +my great objects to-day is to see your brother-in-law alone, and I must +ask you to enable me to do so while Mrs Lerew is paying her respects to +your niece." + +Miss Pemberton, seeing no objection to this, undertook to send Clara +down, and to beg Captain Maynard to receive the vicar. She went +upstairs for this purpose. Of course the sick man could not decline the +vicar's visit, and Clara having very unwillingly left her father, Mr +Lerew was ushered into his room. The new vicar spoke softly and gently, +and expressed his sorrow to hear of the captain's serious illness. He +then went on to speak of the importance of being prepared for death. + +"I would urge you, therefore, my dear sir, to confess your sins to me, +that I may absolve you from them, as I have authority from my office." + +"Yes, sir, I have many sins to confess, and I have already with hearty +repentance done so to my God," answered the captain, sitting up in bed. +"I am very sure, too, that they are all washed away in the blood of +Jesus Christ." + +The vicar gave a suppressed hem. He at once saw that he must drop the +point of confession. "Then, my dear sir," he added, "I should have no +hesitation in administering to you the Holy Eucharist, which, knowing +your dangerous state, I reserved for you on Sunday last, and have now +brought in my pocket." + +"I do not exactly understand you, sir," answered the captain, wondering +what his visitor could mean. + +"You would surely wish to enjoy the benefit of that Holy Sacrament," +said the vicar, "and I have brought the consecrated elements with me, +the wafer and the wine mingled with water, which latter it is lawful in +the Anglican Church to administer." + +"I understand you now, and am much obliged to you for your kind +intentions," said the captain, "but the truth is, I should prefer taking +the sacrament with my old friends, Mr Lennard and General Caulfield, +with my daughter, and sister-in-law, and the members of my household. +We have always an ample supply of bread and wine for the purpose." + +"Of my predecessor I say nothing, and hope that he will be brought ere +long to the knowledge and practice of the truth," exclaimed Mr Lerew. +"General Caulfield--pardon me for saying it--is, I understand, a +schismatic with whom we are bound to hold no communion. He has for +several Sundays attended a dissenting conventicle, and actually takes +upon himself to preach and to attempt to teach his ignorant +fellow-creatures; for ignorant and benighted those must be who listen to +him. It will be at the peril of your soul, I am bound to tell you, +Captain Maynard, should you invite him to be present at the awful +ceremony you propose to hold." + +"I will be responsible for the risk I may run," answered Captain +Maynard, the spirit of the old sailor rising within him. "I cannot +allow my dearest friend, in whose truly religious character I have +unbounded confidence, to be so spoken of without protest. In my state, +especially, I would quarrel with no man. You made a mistake, Mr Lerew, +in thus speaking of that excellent man." + +"I deeply regret it," said the vicar. "I must not longer intrude on +you, but I am bound to tell you, Captain Maynard, that I consider your +soul in imminent danger, and I earnestly pray that another day, ere it +be too late, a benign influence may induce you more willingly to receive +my ministrations. Farewell." And Mr Lerew, rising with a frowning +brow, walked to the door, while the captain, sinking back on his pillow, +rang his bell. Soon after Mr Lerew had returned to the drawing-room, +the servant entered to say that the captain wished to see Miss Clara, +and she, without even stopping to say good-bye to her guests, hurried +upstairs. The vicar's manner was calm as usual. Miss Pemberton had +scarcely time to ask whether he had had a satisfactory interview with +her brother-in-law, when Lieutenant and Mrs Sims entered the room. +Miss Pemberton was compelled to shake hands with them, as the lieutenant +advanced in his usual hearty fashion, but she showed that their arrival +caused her no great satisfaction. Mr Lerew and his wife received them +in a stiff manner, and the former held out two fingers, which Sims +nearly dislocated as he grasped them in his rough palm. The lieutenant, +having enquired after Captain Maynard, and being informed by Miss +Pemberton that he was as well as she could hope, found himself compelled +to relapse into silence, as Mr Lerew, giving a hint to his wife to +attend to Mrs Sims, requested a few moments conversation with Miss +Pemberton in the bay window. Leading the lady to it, he spoke in so low +a voice, that even Mrs Sims, much as she might have wished to do so, +could not catch a word--while the honest lieutenant, who did not trouble +himself about the matter, endeavoured to make amends for the somewhat +unintelligible replies which his wife gave to Mrs Lerew. + +The first portion of the vicar's conversation had reference to Clara; he +then continued in the same suppressed tone, "The General, also, is not a +man on whose religious opinions you should place reliance, my dear +madam, and I would especially urge you to prevent him, by every means in +your power, from coming here. He can only lead your poor brother-in-law +from the right path, and may induce him to refrain from taking advantage +of the sacred offices I am so anxious to render." + +In a few minutes Mr Lerew and Miss Pemberton returned to their seats, +the former observing in a voice which he intended should be heard, +"General Caulfield may be a very worthy soldier, but I unhesitatingly +say, and I wish it to be known, that I consider any person, whatever his +rank, is to be greatly blamed who enters a dissenting chapel, and +without authority pretends to preach to the ignorant populace." + +"But, sir, I can say I once listened to as good a sermon preached by the +general as I ever heard from parson or bishop, begging your pardon," +exclaimed Mr Sims, the colour mounting to his honest cheeks as he +spoke; "he preaches simply from the Bible, and just says what the Bible +says; and that, I hold, is the best test of a good sermon." + +"The Bible, Mr Sims, is a very dangerous book, if read by the laity, +without the proper interpretation of those deputed by Holy Church to +explain its meaning," emphatically replied Mr Lerew. + +The lieutenant gave an involuntary whew. "Then I suppose that you mean +the Bible should not be read by us laity," he exclaimed. + +"Certainly, not without the written or verbal explanation of the priests +of our Church," answered Mr Lerew. + +"And that is your opinion?" asked the lieutenant, resolving then and +there that he would never allow the vicar an opportunity of explaining +the Bible to him or any of his family according to his interpretation; +"and you wish this to be known in the parish, Mr Lerew?" + +"Certainly, I do not desire to conceal my opinions--I speak with +authority," answered the vicar. + +"But, my dear, the people may misunderstand you," observed Mrs Lerew, +who reflected that her husband had made an acknowledgment which some of +his parishioners might take up, and perhaps cause him annoyance; but the +vicar was not a man to be withheld from expressing his opinion by any +such fears. He was aware that he would be supported by Sir Reginald and +Lady Bygrave, and he secretly held such persons as Lieutenant Sims and +the rest of his parishioners of inferior rank in the utmost contempt. + +"I will take good care that your opinion is known, though I do not agree +with it, I can tell you, Mr Lerew," exclaimed the lieutenant, rising. +"I am sorry, Miss Pemberton, that I cannot see my excellent friend this +morning. I served under him six years or more--there is no man I more +esteem, and I know what his opinion is of General Caulfield. Give him +my love and respects, and say I hope to have a talk with him another day +when he is better. Come, my dear, it is time we should be jogging +home." + +This was said to his wife; and the two rising, took their departure, +receiving the most freezing of looks from the vicar and the two ladies. +At that instant a servant girl entered, to beg that Miss Pemberton would +come up immediately into her master's room. + +"We didn't like to interrupt you, marm, but I am afraid the captain's in +a bad way," she said, "I will attend you," exclaimed Mr Lerew: "a +priest is ever in his proper place beside the bed of the dying." + +Without waiting for permission, he followed Miss Pemberton into Captain +Maynard's room. Clara was at her father's bedside, holding his hand. +She had found him, when she returned from the drawing-room after his +interview with the vicar, speechless. He had endeavoured to say +something to her, but his tongue refused its office; his mind was, +however, it was evident, unimpaired. He looked up with a pained +expression, and tried to show that he wished to write; but when a slate +was brought him, his fingers were unable to hold the pencil Clara had +immediately sent off for the doctor, and was now endeavouring, by +chafing her father's hands, to restore their power. + +On seeing the vicar in the doorway a peculiar expression passed over +Captain Maynard's countenance, and he made another desperate effort to +utter a few words in his daughter's ear, but in vain--no articulate +sounds proceeded from his lips. + +"I feel the deepest sympathy and compassion for you, my dear young +lady," said the vicar in a gentle tone. "We will pray for the soul of +the departing--join me, I beseech you--induce your niece to kneel with +us," he whispered to Miss Pemberton, who nodded, and placing a chair by +the bedside, almost compelled Clara to kneel on it, while she continued +the act of filial affection in which she had been engaged. The vicar +then taking from his pocket a book, read a service, of which poor Clara, +agitated as she was, did not comprehend a word. Captain Maynard all the +time was looking into her fair face with the same pained expression in +his eyes which they had assumed on the entrance of the vicar. Doctor +Brown, a worthy and excellent man, arrived just as the vicar had +concluded; and exercising his authority, requested him and Miss +Pemberton to leave the room, observing that perfect quiet was necessary +for his patient. + +"You may stay," he whispered to Miss Maynard, as he felt the captain's +pulse. "The captain has had another attack--very slight, I assure you-- +he'll rally from it, I hope, but we must allow nothing to agitate him. +There, there, he understands what we say. Don't be cast down, Captain; +God will take care of her, and she has many true friends. It is about +you, my dear, he is thinking--I know it by the way his eyes turn towards +you." + +Clara could no longer restrain her tears, though she tried to conceal +them from her father. The doctor's predictions were in part verified: +Captain Maynard again rallied sufficiently to make signs for everything +he wanted, and showed that his intellect was perfectly clear. With the +doctor's permission he received several visits from General Caulfield, +though no one else was allowed to see him. Mr Lerew called frequently. +On each occasion he had an interview with Miss Pemberton, and twice he +saw Clara, when she was not in attendance on her father. He did his +best, as he well knew how, to ingratiate himself with both ladies. He +was making way with Miss Pemberton, and hoped that he was gradually +winning over Clara. He took good care in her presence to say nothing +harsh of General Caulfield, though what he did say was calculated to +undermine him in her opinion, but he so cautiously expressed himself +that she had no suspicion of the object of his remarks. He managed also +never to call when the general was likely to be at the house, as he +especially wished to avoid meeting him in the presence of Clara or her +aunt. The vicar on three occasions ventured to speak much more openly +to Miss Pemberton than he did to Clara. + +"What a blessed thing it is, my dear lady, that our Holy Church +possesses divinely appointed priests who can unerringly guide and direct +their flock; who can rightly administer all the sacraments and interpret +the Scriptures! and how sad it is that any should obstinately refuse to +take full advantage of all these spiritual blessings!" he remarked. +"You and your sweet niece will, I trust, not be among those who thus +risk the loss of their souls." + +"I hope not," answered Miss Pemberton, becoming somewhat alarmed. "I am +sure that I wish to do everything which religion requires." + +"There is one great omission of which you have been guilty," continued +Mr Lerew. "I wish to speak with all love and gentleness. You have +never yet come to confession." + +"Is that necessary?" asked Miss Pemberton, feeling more than ever +uneasy, "I did not know that it was required by the Church of England." + +"You have read your Prayer-Book to little purpose, if you think so," +said Mr Lerew, with more sternness than he had hitherto shown. "Only +think of the unspeakable comfort obtained through priestly absolution, +which will be thus afforded you. You will then know that your sins are +put away. You will feel so holy, and clean, and pure. Let me, with all +loving earnestness, urge you and your sweet niece to come without delay +to that holy ordinance, too long ignored and neglected in our Church; +and let me assure you that I believe every true daughter of that Church, +were she aware of the blessed advantages to be gained, would avail +herself of the opportunities now being offered throughout the kingdom." + +"Your remarks take me, I own, by surprise," answered Miss Pemberton. +"None of my acquaintance, that I am aware of, have ever been in the +habit of confessing." + +"`Wide is the gate and broad is the way which leadeth to destruction; +many there be that go in thereat.' Think of that text, Miss Pemberton; +join the privileged few, and I shall be most thankful to receive you as +a penitent," answered Mr Lerew. "Endeavour, also, by all means to +induce your niece to follow your pious example. My dear friends, Sir +Reginald and Lady Bygrave, and many other persons of distinction, come +regularly to confession; and I trust that by degrees the whole of my +flock will take advantage of the opportunity, which I shall have the +happiness of offering them, of being absolved from sin." + +Miss Pemberton did not exactly say that she would go to confession, as +she felt rather doubtful whether Clara would accompany her, but she +promised that she would consider the matter; and the vicar on leaving +felt satisfied with the way he had made. As yet, however, he had not +got so far as to set up a confessional box in his church. He intended, +in the first instance, to employ the vestry for that purpose. He had +his doubts whether Mr Lennard might not withdraw the support he was now +affording him; still, he had made considerable progress. His first step +was to select a dozen of the schoolboys of the parish to form a choir, +and to clothe them in surplices; the instruments which had hitherto led +the parishioners in their singing being banished, an organ, presented by +Lady Bygrave, was put up, and an organist with high ritualistic +proclivities appointed. The hymn-books with the good old tunes which +all the parish knew by heart were discarded, and Hymns Ancient and +Modern were introduced. The communion-table was next raised and adorned +with a richly embroidered cover, and on the following Sunday four +magnificent branch candlesticks appeared upon it. Mr Lennard had +hitherto not made any remarks on the alterations going forward; but when +he saw the candlesticks, he enquired of Mr Lerew, who was calling on +him, what funds he possessed for the purchase of such articles, and what +was their object, as he feared that they would not be appreciated by the +parishioners at large. + +"I have ample funds for all such purposes; and ignorant as the people +are at present, we will so educate them that by degrees they will see +the value and significance of the improvements we are introducing," +answered Mr Lerew; "I contemplate having a reredos erected, which will +add greatly to the beauty of the church; as it will be expensive, I own, +I trust that you and other friends will contribute from your means +towards the important work. I wish to ornament those blank spaces along +the aisle with appropriate pictures. I should prefer having them +painted on the walls, of medallion shape; but as it may be difficult to +get an artist down here, we must be content to have them in moveable +frames. I purpose also having a large picture of the Crucifixion, or +perhaps one of the Holy Virgin, put up over the altar, instead of the +Ten Commandments, which greatly offend my eye; while I confess that I +cannot consider the altar complete without the symbol of our faith +placed on it. I should have preferred a crucifix of full size, and I +think that the cross might be so arranged that the figure can at any +time be added; but I fear that at present some of the parishioners in +their ignorance might raise objections which would cause us some +trouble." + +"I should think, indeed, that they would object!" exclaimed Mr Lennard. +"Are you not going on too fast? I do not complain that your +improvements cast some reflection on me; as being a mere _locum tenens_, +I could not have made the alterations you propose, even had I wished to +do so; but others might find very great fault with you." + +"You will come over fully to agree with me, as my kind friends Sir +Reginald and Lady Bygrave have done," said the vicar, and with a gentle +smile he bid his host good-bye. + +Scarcely had Mr Lerew gone than a note was brought to Mr Lennard, from +Lady Bygrave, requesting him, with his son and daughter, to spend a few +days at Swanston Hall. Lady Bygrave was a very charming person, and +pleasant people were generally to be met with at the Hall. He gladly +accepted the invitation. Alfred was delighted; Mary would rather have +gone back to stay with Clara. Mr Lennard was somewhat surprised to +find that the abbe and Father Lascelles were still there. "The friends +to whom they were going were unable to receive them, and Sir Reginald +requested them to stay on as long as they found it convenient," remarked +Lady Bygrave. Mr Lennard was disappointed at finding no one else at +the house, with the exception of a young lady rather older than Mary, of +grave and sedate manners. As she was dressed in black, Mr Lennard +concluded that she was in mourning for a parent or some other near +relative, which accounted for the gravity of one so young. She, +however, smiled very sweetly when Mary was introduced to her, and said +in a gentle voice, "I know that we shall become good friends, so pray +let us begin at once, and talk to each other without reserve." + +Mr Lennard, who had often wished that Mary could enjoy the +companionship of a girl of her own age, was glad to find so apparently +amiable a young lady in the house. The abbe, on entering the room, +expressed his pleasure at seeing Mr Lennard, and certainly did his best +to make amends for the want of other society. Father Lascelles, +observing that Alfred did not know what to do with himself, proposed +taking a turn round the grounds. "I am not much of a sportsman," he +said as they walked on, "but I am fond of fishing, as I dare say you +are, and we will fish together to-morrow, if you like." He had +discovered that angling--an art in which he was an adept in more ways +than one--was the only amusement which suited Alfred's tastes. + +The few days spent at the Hall went rapidly by. At first the abbe +carefully avoided any but secular subjects, and being a remarkably +well-informed man, he made himself very agreeable. Even when Sir +Reginald or Lady Bygrave seemed inclined to speak on religion, he +quickly turned the conversation, but by degrees he, with apparent +unwillingness, entered into matters of faith. Mr Lennard, who had +never given any attention to the Papal system, was surprised to find how +little, according to the abbe's showing, the Church of England differed +from that of Rome in all matters of importance. + +"Ah," remarked the abbe, with a smile, "your Church is like a wandering +child--though you have gone away from the parent, you retain all your +main features and doctrines, and have but to own obedience to the chief +head, and you would again be one with us. What a happy consummation! +Would that it were brought about! Why should those of the same kindred +be divided?" + +"It is sad that it should be so," remarked Lady Bygrave, "perhaps, if +His Holiness, the Pope, were not so exigeant in his demands, the +glorious union might soon be accomplished." + +"It is there that you are in error, my dear lady," remarked the abbe, +blandly; "His Holiness is too loving a parent to be exigeant without +good reason. Think of the parable of the Prodigal Son--what a warm +welcome! what rich treasures the father had for him, who was willing to +return! such as all will experience who, having eaten of the husks of +Protestantism, fly back to the bosom of the mother-Church." + +Mr Lennard above all things hated an argument, and would always rather +side with a companion than oppose him; still he was not won by the +sophisms of the abbe; but he did not, unhappily, reflect on the effect +they might produce on Alfred and Mary. He had studied the Thirty-nine +Articles when he had taken his ordination vows, and he saw that the +opinions expressed by Lady Bygrave, and occasionally by Sir Reginald, +who was even more open than his wife, could not be reconciled to them. +The abbe never uttered a word which showed that he considered there were +any material differences in the two creeds, with the exception of the +single one of want of obedience to the heads of the Church. + +"You have simplified your services; you have eliminated several +doctrines which we consider of importance; but such doctrines are, I +rejoice to see, in the course of being rapidly restored to their proper +position, as are many of the practices and observances of our Holy +Church," said the abbe, "and all you have now to say is, I will return, +I will obey, and the union is complete." + +"You make the matter certainly very easy," said Mr Lennard; "but having +been for forty years of my life accustomed to consider that there is a +much wider gap between our Churches than that you have so quickly passed +over, you must not be surprised if I hesitate to take the leap; but I +will consider the subject." + +"Far be it from me to advise you to do what your conscience might +disapprove," observed the abbe. + +Father Lascelles found that he could be more open with Alfred. His +chief aim was to impress upon the young man's mind that there was but +one true Church, and that of Rome being the most ancient and most +powerful, and holding out unspeakably greater advantages to its +followers, must be that true one. Still, Alfred was neither very +impressive not communicative; the Jesuit priest could draw no positive +conclusion as to the effect his remarks had produced, though he felt +sure that, could he obtain time to play the fish he had hooked, he +should land him safe at last. + +Mary's friend, Emmeline Tracy, was unexpectedly called away from the +Hall. Even to Mary she did not say where she was going, as she bid her +good-bye, but she hoped, she said, ere long to see her again. Mr +Lennard observed that his daughter looked more thoughtful and in less +good spirits than usual; it reminded him of his often expressed +determination of sending her to a finishing school, that she might have +the benefit of young companions, and form pleasant friendships. He +mentioned his idea to Lady Bygrave. "By all means, Mr Lennard; it is +what I should strongly recommend," answered her ladyship. "It is +curious that I was thinking of the same thing. There is a school at +Cheltenham exactly of the character you would wish for your daughter. +Mrs Barnett, the mistress, is a lady of high attainments and amiable +disposition, and she receives only girls of the first families; so that +Mary would be certain of forming desirable acquaintances. I shall have +great pleasure in writing to Mrs Barnett, saying who you are, and +requesting her to receive your daughter directly she has a vacancy." + +Mr Lennard returned home; and a few days afterwards Lady Bygrave sent +him a letter from Mrs Barnett, who said, that in consequence of the +very satisfactory account her ladyship had written of Mr Lennard and +his daughter, she should be happy to receive the young lady as an inmate +immediately, to fill up the only vacancy in her establishment, and which +she regretted that she could not keep open beyond a week or so. + +"Let me earnestly advise you to send Mary at once," added her ladyship. +"It would be a grievous pity to lose so favourable an opportunity of +placing her in a satisfactory school; for good schools are, I know, rare +enough." + +Mr Leonard accordingly made up his mind to take his daughter to +Cheltenham. Mary had only time to drive over and pay a short visit to +Clara. + +"I hope you will be happy," said Clara. "As I never was at school, I +don't know what sort of life you will have to lead, but I should think +with the companionship of a number of nice girls it must be very +cheerful. You can never for a moment feel out of spirits for want of +society, as I do too often here, now that I am unable to converse with +my poor father, and you know that Aunt Sarah is not the most +entertaining of persons." + +Mary went away in good spirits, promising to write to Clara, and tell +her all about the school. Mr Lennard and his daughter arrived safely +at Cheltenham, and reached Mrs Barnett's handsome mansion. Everything +about it appeared to be as he could desire; the sitting-rooms were well +furnished, and the bedroom his daughter was to occupy with several other +girls looked remarkably comfortable, the walls being adorned with +pictures, of which, however, he did not take much notice, though he saw +by a glance he gave at them that they were Scripture subjects. As they +were passing along a passage, the mistress hastily closed a door, but +not until he observed at the farther end of the room a table, on which +stood vases of flowers and candlesticks surmounted by what looked very +like a crucifix; but he was too polite to interrogate Mrs Barnett on +the subject, and she evidently did not intend that he should look into +the room. To most of his inquiries he received satisfactory answers: +the young ladies attended church regularly, and were visited and +catechised periodically by a clergyman in whose judgment and piety Mrs +Barnett said she had the most perfect confidence. Poor Mary threw her +arms round her father's neck as he was taking his leave, and burst into +tears. + +"I wish that I had not come, papa," she whispered. "I don't know why, +but I can't bear the thoughts of parting from you." + +He endeavoured to comfort her, and consoled himself that he had acted +for the best, though it cost him much to leave his little girl in the +hands of strangers. + +He had another duty to perform, less trying to his feelings, however. +It was to take Alfred up to Oxford. Alfred had specially requested to +be allowed to go to--College, which, though not enjoying the fame of +older institutions, Alfred averred that he should feel more at home at +than in any other. He was duly introduced to the head of his college, +where rooms were allotted to him, and forthwith matriculating, he became +an undergraduate. Mr Lennard, believing that he had performed his +duty, left his son to make his way as thousands of young men have had to +do before him. + + + +CHAPTER THREE. + +Clara was seated in the drawing-room. She had just written a long +letter to Harry, in which she told him of the various events which had +taken place in the neighbourhood. She wrote unreservedly, describing, +among other persons, Mr and Mrs Lerew, and the constant attention and +kindness they had shown her. She naturally spoke of the church, and of +the various improvements, as she called them, which had been introduced. +"Nothing can be more elegant than the reredos which our excellent vicar +has erected at his own expense," she wrote. "The altar, too, is +beautifully adorned, and the music, considering the performers, is +wonderfully good; for Mrs Lerew has taken great pains to instruct the +choir, and we occasionally have a first-rate musician from London to +lead them; while an air of solemnity pervades the service, both on +Sundays and week-days, very different to anything we have before had in +this neighbourhood." She did not say that she went to confession, but +she remarked that she derived great comfort from the spiritual advice of +the vicar. The letter was closed ready for the post, when General +Caulfield was announced. He came to bid her and her father a hurried +farewell, as he had just been summoned by telegram to the north of +England, to the bedside of a dying brother, whose executor he was, and +he greatly feared that some time might elapse before he should be able +to return. + +"I wish to suggest to you, my dear Clara, before I go," he said, "that +it will be well, in the position in which you are placed, to avoid too +great an intimacy with the vicar and his wife, of whose constant visits +to you I have heard. He may be, according to his own notions, a +religious man, but he is not acting faithfully to the Church of which he +is a minister. He has already made many innovations in this parish +which are contrary to the spirit and practice of that Protestant Church, +and, from what I hear and observe, he intends to make others; while he +has openly pleached several Romish doctrines, and I see his name among +the members of the Church Union, which avowedly repudiates Protestant +principles. I am sure that Harry would give you the advice I do, and I +deeply regret that I cannot remain to afford you any assistance you may +require." + +A blush rose on Clara's brow. She could not openly express any +disagreement with the general, but she thought he was harsh and +illiberal in the opinion he had uttered. She replied that she had +already written to Harry, and told him all about the church and the +vicar, and hoped that he would not find any great fault with her. + +The general appeared satisfied. He remained but a short time with his +poor friend, whom he believed that he should never again see on earth; +for he remarked, what Clara had failed to do, the great change in her +father's countenance since his last visit. He took an affectionate +farewell of his intended daughter-in-law and, not being aware of the +influence the vicar had already obtained over her and her aunt, he did +not further warn her against him. Still, he left her with some anxious +forebodings, regretting the stern necessity which compelled him to be +away from her at the time when his advice might be of so much +importance. The general's absence was felt by others in the parish; he +was looked upon as the person best calculated, from his position and +truly Christian character, to lead those desirous of opposing the +ritualistic practices introduced by the new vicar, which were already +making rapid progress. The general had been faithfully attached to the +establishment; he had gone, as usual, to the parish church, in spite of +the introduction of the surpliced choir, of "Hymns Ancient and Modern," +the richly adorned communion-table, and several other additions which +had been cautiously introduced; but when he heard from the lips of the +vicar the doctrine of transubstantiation clearly and unmistakably +enounced, and afterwards saw him habited in a robe resembling that of a +Romish priest elevate the elements, he felt compelled to absent himself, +and on the next Sunday to attend the service at a Congregational chapel. +He had, in in the meantime, expostulated with Mr Lerew, both +personally and by letter, but had received only a curt and +unsatisfactory reply. He had afterwards heard, from undoubted +authority, that the doctrine of purgatory was taught to the +schoolchildren; that prayers for the dead were offered up, as also +prayers to the Virgin Mary; that the saints were invoked; that a font +had been placed at the entrance of the church for the reception of holy +water. A considerable number of the parishioners had for some time +withdrawn themselves from the church; Lieutenant Sims had declared that +he would never enter it to listen to Mr Lerew, after he had heard him +say that the Bible was a dangerous book. Many sided with the +lieutenant; others asserted that he must have misunderstood the vicar-- +he could not have uttered such an opinion; some even went so far as to +say Mr Sims had through envy, hatred, and malice stated what he knew to +be a falsehood. The lieutenant, supported by his wife, boldly adhered +to what he had said; the parishioners were by the ears on the subject. +Miss Pemberton had been appealed to, but declared she could not +understand what Mr Lerew had said, and her evidence went rather against +Mr Sims; but when candles and flowers appeared on the altar, and a rich +cross rose above it, and the vicar, habited in new-fangled robes, turned +his back on the congregation, the partisans of the gallant lieutenant +increased, and each innovation introduced by the vicar brought Mr Sims +a fresh accession of supporters. They talked seriously of building +another church, and made arrangements to apply to the bishop; but it was +found that both parties were so scattered over the two parishes, which +were of very considerable extent, that their object was unattainable. +While General Caulfield remained among them, he prevented the flame of +discord from bursting forth. He allowed no angry word to escape his +lips, but contented himself with simply preaching the Gospel, either in +the Congregational Chapel on a week-day evening, or in a large barn he +had hired and fitted up for the purpose of holding meetings. It was +always full, and many came from the farther end of the parish. Calm and +calculating as Mr Lerew generally was, he became excessively indignant +on hearing of this; but he considered the general too important a person +to be attacked personally, though he spoke everywhere in the strongest +terms of his unwarrantable conduct, denominating him as a schismatic of +the worst description. Great was his satisfaction when he heard that +the general had gone away. He now fancied that he could carry on his +proceedings without opposition. He was mistaken, however; for +Lieutenant Sims and his party ceased not to protest against all he did; +and petitions were sent to the bishop, who, however, if he did not +encourage Mr Lerew's proceedings, took no steps to put a stop to them. +Mr Lennard was appealed to, but he declined to interfere, declaring +that he saw nothing so very objectionable in the changes which had been +made; and as to doctrines, the vicar of the parish was more likely to +know what was right or wrong than the parishioners whom he came to +teach. + +"In my opinion, our late vicar is as bad as the present one," exclaimed +Lieutenant Sims; "but how the poor man, whom all thought so much of, has +been so completely bamboozled is more than I can tell." + +Mr Lerew had lately, by the advice of Lady Bygrave, designed a grand +scheme. It was the establishment of a college or school for eighty +young ladies in the parish, for whose accommodation handsome buildings +were to be erected; and Lady Bygrave, with other ladies of consequence +in the county, undertook to be patronesses. In his prospectus Mr Lerew +dwelt especially on the importance of young ladies being carefully +trained in religious principles, and removed from the pernicious +influence of unauthorised instructors; whereas at Saint Agatha's they +would be placed under the direct superintendence of their lawful +priests, and instructed in catholic doctrine. Lady Bygrave had already +recommended as mother superior a lady of great piety and experience, and +the teachers were to be sisters of the community of Saint Mary the +Virgin, in the neighbouring town of Bansfield, who were celebrated for +their truly religious and self-denying lives. The young ladies, thus +judiciously trained, would, it was hoped, become the mothers of +England's future legislators, and materially contribute to the +establishment of catholic principles throughout the land. Mr Lerew +had, however, another prospectus more generally circulated among those +of whose principles he was uncertain, and in which he simply set forth +that an excellent first-class school was about to be established for the +benefit of their own and neighbouring counties, and asking for +subscriptions and support to so desirable an institution. +Subscriptions, however, did not come in with the same rapidity as he had +hoped, and he saw that he must employ other means for raising the +necessary funds. Mrs Lerew wrote to all her more wealthy +acquaintances, and Lady Bygrave was, as usual, most liberal. Few of the +parishioners would subscribe, with the exception of some of the +principal tradesmen, who hoped to do business with the new +establishment, Mr Rowe, an apothecary, who expected to be employed as +medical attendant, and the solicitor who had been engaged in making the +legal arrangements. + +People had begun to grow suspicious of the vicar, and even of Lady +Bygrave, in consequence of the long stay at the Hall of the abbe and +Father Lascelles. Lady Bygrave did her utmost to maintain her +popularity by incessantly driving about and visiting the houses of the +better-to-do people and the cottages of the poor, much as she would have +done on an electioneering canvass. She was, of course, politely +received by all classes; but though she won over some, a large number of +people were too sound Protestants to be influenced by her plausible and +attractive manners. It would have been happy for poor Clara and her +Aunt Sarah, had they been equally on their guard. Miss Pemberton, +indeed, declared that whatever so charming a person as Lady Bygrave did +must be right, and she now not only attended all the services at the +church on Sundays and week-days, but induced Clara to accompany her. +Though Clara went, she often felt that it was her duty to be watching by +the bedside of her father; she, indeed, sometimes begged on that plea to +remain at home. + +"But, my dear, your duties to God and the commands of our Holy Church +are superior to those you owe to a human parent, and you should +therefore not allow yourself to be influenced by the natural affections +of your heart," observed Miss Pemberton, using the argument she had +previously learned from Mr Lerew. + +Clara had been absent at one of these week-day services, and the vicar +had promised to call and have some conversation with her and her aunt, +when on her return she observed an expression of subdued sorrow and +alarm on the countenances of the servants. + +"Is my father worse?" she asked anxiously; and before any one could stop +her, she rushed upstairs, and entered Captain Maynard's room. She +approached the bed. There was no movement--his eyes were closed, and +the nurse was standing by the bedside--her father was dead. She knew it +at once, and as she leant over him, she sank fainting on his inanimate +body. Miss Pemberton, having learned the truth, quickly followed, and +directed that she should be carried from the room. On the application +of restoratives Clara revived; but scarcely had she returned to +consciousness than Mr Lerew drove up to the door. Though he was told +what had happened, he insisted on seeing Miss Maynard. + +"As a priest, I can afford her spiritual comfort and support," he said, +almost forcing his way in. Miss Pemberton, not daring to decline his +visit, ushered him into Clara's room. He took a seat by her side. He +spoke softly and gently. + +"We must look at what has happened as a dispensation of heaven," he +remarked; "but though, unhappily, your father to the last refused the +ordinances of our Church, I am fain to believe that he did so under +malign influence, and from weakness of mind induced by sickness. It is +a consolation to know that prayers continually offered in his behalf by +a true votaress to the loving Mother of God can in time release him from +the condition in which I fear he is placed. With what thankfulness you +should receive this glorious doctrine, my dear Miss Maynard! what calm +should it bring to your troubled heart! I will not fail, believe me, to +offer the prayers of the Church for the same object; and if you did but +consider their efficacy, you would cease to mourn as you now do." + +Poor Clara was too completely overwhelmed by grief to understand the +meaning of what the vicar said, though she heard the words issuing from +his mouth. + +"I will relieve you," he continued, "from all the painful arrangements +connected with the funeral, in conjunction with your aunt, whom I will +now join in the drawing-room." + +"Oh! thank you! thank you!" exclaimed Clara, between her sobs. "I shall +be most grateful--do whatever you think best." + +Mr Lerew retired; and after a conversation of some length with Miss +Pemberton he drove away. Clara--so absorbing was her grief--could with +difficulty regain her power of thought. She felt alone in the world. +Had General Caulfield been at home, she would have had him to consult; +but she had no confidence in her Aunt Sarah's judgment, though she had +of late been more guided by her than she was aware of. + +"Our excellent vicar and I have arranged everything," said Miss +Pemberton, on entering the room some time afterwards; "so do not further +trouble yourself about the matter." + +Clara expressed her thanks to her aunt. Completely prostrate, she +remained in bed. Workmen sent by the vicar came to the house, and were +employed for some time in her father's room. She dared not inquire what +they were about. At length she arose and dressed. She felt a longing +desire once more to gaze on those dear features. She inquired whether +she might go to the room. + +"Oh, yes, miss," was the answer. "It's all done up on purpose, and +looks so grand." + +She hurried on, and, entering, what was her astonishment to find the +room draped in black, the windows closed, and several long wax candles +arranged round the bed on which her father's body lay, dressed in his +naval uniform. She approached, and leant over the bed, on which, after +standing gazing at his features for some minutes, she sank down with her +arms extended, almost fainting. At that instant the vicar appeared at +the doorway. + +"What a lovely picture!" he whispered, as if to himself; "can anything +surpass it?" + +Clara heard him, and had still strength sufficient to rise. + +"We have done what we can to do honour to your father," he said, +advancing and taking her hand. "Had General Caulfield been present, we +should have been prevented from making these arrangements; and I lay all +the blame of Captain Maynard's neglect of the sacred ordinances on him, +as I am sure it will be laid at the day of judgment; therefore, my sweet +young lady, I would urge you to mourn not as those without hope. I come +to console and sympathise with you. Let me lead you from the room, as +others are anxious to pay their last respects to your parent; it will be +trying to your feelings to receive them." + +Clara submitted, and was led by the vicar into the drawing-room, where +she found her aunt. Mr Lerew now became more cheerful in his +conversation, and spoke of his new college, and of a society of Anglican +sisters of mercy, in which he was deeply interested. He enlarged on +their pious, self-denying labours, so admirably adapted to distract the +minds of the sorrowing from worldly cares and the thoughts of the past, +and the charming qualities of the lady superior, and of the calm +happiness enjoyed by all under her rule. + +"You will find subjects for consideration in these volumes," said Mr +Lerew, taking two books from his pocket; "the one describes fully the +joys of a religious life, and the other points out to you rules for your +daily government. Your aunt has already several works I left with her +some time ago, to which I would also draw your attention; and may they +prove a blessing to your soul." + +Saying this, the vicar took his leave. In the meantime several persons +had come to the house; and scarcely had the vicar left the room than the +voice of Mr Sims was heard exclaiming, "By whose authority, I should +like to know, has the death-bed of my poor friend been surrounded by +those popish play-acting mummeries which I witnessed just now? He was +one of the last men on earth who would have sanctioned such +proceedings." + +"Sir, sir!" exclaimed Mr Lerew in an angry tone, "I scarcely understand +your meaning; but if you allude to the arrangements in the chamber of +death above, I have to inform you that they were made by those who had +ample authority for doing as they thought right; and I have to add that +I consider your remarks indecorous and highly impertinent." + +"I differ with you on that point," answered the lieutenant, restraining +his anger; "and I only hope my poor friend's daughter has had nothing to +do with the matter. It signifies very little to him, or I believe he'd +get up and capsize all the candles, and cut down the black cloth rigged +round his bed. Why, I'm as sure as I am of my own existence that he +died like a true Christian, and is now in the glorious realms of the +blest, or I don't know what the Gospel means. What does he want with +all that black stuff round him? It's just robbing the orphan to put +money in the pockets of the undertakers. And now you've got my opinion, +I'll wish you good morning;" and Mr Sims walked out of the house, +leaving the vicar fuming and boiling with unwonted rage. + +Mr Sims had intended leaving a message expressive of his and his wife's +sympathy for poor Clara; but his indignation at what he had witnessed +very naturally threw everything else out of his head. He +notwithstanding attended Captain Maynard's funeral, which was conducted +with more ceremonies than had ever yet taken place in the parish. +Numerous carriages followed the hearse, and the procession formed in the +church walked after the coffin, the individuals forming it surrounding +the grave, chanting a requiem as the coffin was committed to its last +resting-place. + +The vicar had kept secret the last interview he had had with Captain +Maynard, who, he let it be supposed, had gone through all the required +ordinances of the Church before the last seizure, which had deprived him +of the power of speech. Those who knew the captain best averred that he +would never have consented to the performance in his presence of any +Romish ceremony, and that the vicar had some object in view in allowing +the idea to get abroad. The parish became more divided than ever, but +the original cause of dispute held its ground, and those who sided with +the vicar would no longer visit or speak to those who believed that he +had declared the Bible to be a dangerous book. + +Clara's grief for the loss of her father was sincere and deep. Her +nature was one requiring such consolation as a sympathising friend could +afford. Her aunt was never sympathising or gentle, and she had become +still less so since she had attended the frequent services of the +Church. Early rising did not suit her constitution; but though she +thoroughly disliked it, she considered it her duty to induce her niece +to accompany her. + +Thus time went on at Luton. General Caulfield was detained in the +North; he wrote frequently to Clara. Not aware of the influences to +which she was exposed, he did not mention the vicar, and failed to +caution her, as he otherwise would have done. She, knowing his +opinions, did not venture to tell him all that was occurring, though he +saw by the tone of her letters that she was unhappy and ill at ease from +some cause or other, besides the natural grief she felt for the loss of +her father, and her anxiety about Harry. She had heard of his arrival, +and that his regiment was ordered up the country, but she had received +no answer to the letter she wrote, describing the services at the +church, and the various changes introduced by the vicar. Her aunt had, +in the meantime, become less agreeable and communicative even than +before. She was constantly absorbed in the books lent her by Mr Lerew, +and she very frequently drove over to the Vicarage to see him. Clara +had at first felt but little interest in the two works he had presented +to her; she had glanced over their pages, and was somewhat startled at +the language used and the advice given in them, so different to that to +which she had been accustomed. On one of his visits he inquired whether +she had studied them, and she had to confess the truth. He then +entreated her not to risk her spiritual welfare by any longer neglecting +to read the works so calculated to advance it. She promised to follow +his advice. Had Clara known more of the world, and possessed more +self-reliance, her eyes might have been opened by what she read; but she +wanted some one to lean on, and on her aunt's judgment she had no +reliance. The vicar appeared, from his position and serious manner, to +be the person in whom she ought to confide. Had the general been at +Luton, she would have gone to him; but she could not write what she +might have spoken; and she finally gave herself up to the guidance of +Mr Lerew, as her aunt had long since done. + +The following Sunday the communion was to be held, or, as the vicar +expressed it, the Holy Eucharist was to be celebrated; "But," he added, +"I have made it a rule that I will administer it to none who have not +made confession and received that absolution I am authorised to grant." + +"I was not aware of that," said Clara; "how long has that rule existed?" + +"I have only lately made it," he replied, "and from it I cannot depart." + +Clara hesitated; but her aunt, who had several times gone to confession, +assured her that there was nothing in it very terrible, and overcame her +scruples. Clara promised to go. It was held in the vestry, one person +at a time only being admitted. The questions asked and the answers +given cannot be repeated. Clara, as she knelt leaning on a chair in +front of the priest, could with difficulty support herself; her heart +felt bursting; she was nearly fainting; the colour mounted to her cheeks +and brow; she could not lift her eyes from the ground towards the man +who was questioning her. More than once she was inclined to rise and +flee from the room rather than continue to undergo the mental torture +she was suffering. Never afterwards did she look the vicar in the face. +At length the ordeal was over, the _Te absolvo_ was pronounced, and +she, with trembling knees, hanging down her head, tottered to her pew by +the side of her aunt, where she knelt to conceal her features, while +uncontrollable sobs burst from her bosom. + +"What's the matter?" whispered Miss Pemberton. "Take my +smelling-bottle. Don't let people hear you; they'll fancy there must be +something very dreadful." + +The music that day was unusually good. Several first-rate performers +had been engaged to attend, with three or four clergymen from various +parts of the county. They, in their richest robes, glittering with +embroidery, walked round the church. There were the acolytes with +lighted candles, the thurifer, with the cross-bearer, and others +carrying banners; while the organ played, and the fumes of incense +filled the church. Clara's agitation ceased, but no peace was brought +to her soul. She returned home with her aunt, humbled and more wretched +than she had ever before felt in her life. + + + +CHAPTER FOUR. + +Monday morning brought Clara Harry's looked-for letter. She hurried +with it to her room. It was full of love and tenderness, but Harry +expressed his regret at hearing of the changes which had been made in +the church, and still more of the ritualistic practices of the new +vicar. + +"I need scarcely urge you, dearest, not to be inveigled by them," he +continued, "as I have often said I cannot conceive a man in his senses +marrying a girl who has submitted to the abominable confession--it must +ultimately deprave her mind, and prevent her from placing that +confidence in her husband which he has a right to expect; while it +proves her ignorance of one of the most vital truths of our holy faith, +that we have a High Priest in heaven, who knows our infirmities, and is +touched by our sorrows, and who is more tender and loving than any human +being, and is ever ready to receive those who come to Him. Oh! do warn +any girls of your acquaintance not to yield to the sophistries which +would persuade them that Christ allows a human being to stand in His +stead between Himself and the sinner. It is one of the numberless +devices of Satan to rob Him of the honour and love which are His due. +We are told when we have offended a fellow mortal to confess our fault, +and to ask pardon; but we are emphatically charged to confess our sins +to God alone, trusting to the all-sufficient atonement made once for all +for us by Christ on Calvary, and through His mediation we are assured of +perfect forgiveness. These impious sacerdotalists, for the sake of +gaining influence over the minds of those they hope to deceive, step in, +and daringly arrogate to themselves the position which our loving Lord +desires alone to hold. But I must not continue the subject--I know that +it is not necessary to say this to you. Should you ever be perplexed, +or require assistance, I am sure that you will apply to my kind and +excellent father, who is ever anxious to treat you as a beloved +daughter." + +Clara read the letter with burning cheek. + +"Oh, what have I done!" she exclaimed; "I am unworthy of the confidence +he places in me." Directly afterwards she tried to find an excuse for +herself. "Perhaps he is mistaken in his ideas; and Mr Lerew says that +the general is a schismatic, and Harry has imbibed his views. I dare +not refuse to obey the voice of the Church, and Mr Lerew tells me that +that insists on confession before absolution can be granted, and without +absolution we cannot partake of the Holy Eucharist." + +Such was her line of thought, and she determined to try and persuade +Harry to agree with her. She sat down and wrote to him, quoting several +passages from the books lent to her by the vicar. She implored him +seriously to consider the matter, and not to imperil his soul by +refusing obedience to the Church. So eager did she become as she warmed +in her subject, that she forgot to put in those affectionate expressions +which her previous letter had contained. No sooner had the epistle been +despatched than she began to regret having said some things in it and +omitted others. She tried to think over its contents; as she did so she +became more and more dissatisfied. At last she resolved to write +another, to confess that she was sorry she had written the first, to +tell Harry of her difficulties, and to ask his advice. Her aunt came in +just as she had closed it, and offered to post it for her. That letter +never reached its destination. + +Poor Clara, agitated by conflicting emotions, and all her previous +opinions upset, at last thought of writing to General Caulfield, telling +him of all her doubts and troubles, that perhaps he might see things in +the light in which the vicar presented them. Miss Pemberton found the +letter on the hall table, and suspecting its contents, took it to the +vicar, who advised that it should not be forwarded. Clara in vain +waited for a reply; no letters reached her from the general, and she +ultimately came to the conclusion that he was so much offended with her +for what she had said, that he would write no more. + +Week after week passed by, and no letter came from Harry. + +"Can he have cast me off because I show an anxiety about my spiritual +welfare?" she exclaimed, somewhat bitterly to herself. "Mr Lerew must +be right when he speaks of the bigotry of the Evangelical party." + +Mr Lerew called the next day, and spoke pathetically of the trials to +which the true sons and daughters of the Church must expect to be +exposed; and left some tracts, which especially pointed out the holy +delights of a convent life; one, indeed, declared that the only sure way +by which a woman could avoid the trials and troubles of the present evil +world and gain eternal happiness was by entering a convent and devoting +herself to the service of religion. Clara read them over and over, and +sighed often. Miss Pemberton expressed her high approval of them. + +"I am, indeed, my dear niece, contemplating myself becoming a Sister of +Charity, and only regret that I was not led in early life to do so--how +many wasted days of idleness and frivolity I might have avoided." Miss +Pemberton did not like to speak of years. + +The vicar, who had now become an almost daily visitor, just then +appeared. He held forth eloquently on the subject of which the ladies +had been speaking; a friend of his, a most charming, delightful person, +was the Lady Superior of one of the oldest and most devoted sisterhoods +which had been established in England since, as he expressed it, true +Catholic principles had been revived in the Church, He was sure that no +lady could do otherwise than rejoice to the end of her days, who should +become a member of her community. The Sisters were employed in numerous +meritorious works of charity; he had hoped that Miss Maynard would take +an active part in Saint Agatha's College; but some time must probably +elapse before more than a very limited number of teachers could find +occupation, and he besides doubted whether she would find the duties of +an instructress suited to her taste. + +"I should not, I fear, find my powers equal to them," answered Clara, +humbly; "and yet I have a longing for some occupation in the service of +the Church. Such means as I possess, however, I would gladly devote to +the establishment of Saint Agatha's." + +"Ah, my dear young lady, I rejoice to hear you say that," exclaimed Mr +Lerew. "Whatever you give, you give to the Church, remember, and she +has promised to repay you a hundredfold." + +Mrs Lerew frequently called on Clara, as also did Lady Bygrave. Both +spoke enthusiastically of the holy and happy life of Sisters of Mercy, +and still more so of those nuns who gave themselves up to religious +meditation. Lady Bygrave, especially, warmly pressed the subject on +Clara's consideration. + +"Were I young, I should certainly devote myself to a religious life; but +as I am married, my husband might raise objections," she remarked. + +Clara thought and thought on all she heard, and became more and more +interested in the books her advisers put into her hands. She resolved, +however, to wait before deciding till she received a letter from Harry. +She could not easily give him up; and she hoped, when she should be his +wife, to win him over to support the cause of the Church, which she +persuaded herself would be as acceptable to Heaven as should she become +a nun. + +While Clara had gone one day to return a visit from Lady Bygrave, Miss +Pemberton received and opened the postbag. It contained a letter for +Clara from India. She saw that it was from Harry. She turned it over +several times. + +"I must obey my spiritual adviser," she said to herself; "it can do the +child no harm." + +Replacing several other letters for Clara, she took this one up into her +own room. She had been instructed how carefully to open letters by the +vicar, for he had been at an English school, and having been taught in +his boyhood to consider breaking the seal of another person's letter a +disgraceful act, was glad to escape it. After a little time she +succeeded in reaching the enclosure. She glanced over the first +portion. + +"A part of your letter, dearest one, though I delight in hearing from +you, gave me great pain. I had hoped and believed that you were better +grounded in the fundamental truths of the Gospel than to express +yourself as you have done. You speak of Holy Church as if there were +one visible establishment on earth which all are bound to obey, when +Christ founded only one spiritual Church, on the great truth enunciated +by Peter, that He was the Christ, the Son of the living God. From that +time forward, throughout the whole of the New Testament, no other Church +is spoken of. Churches or assemblies existed, founded by the apostles, +but they were independent of each other, and were solely united by +having one faith and one allegiance to one great head, Jesus Christ; but +in such simple forms as were introduced for the convenience of public +worship they materially differed from each other. Under the new +covenant no material temple or worldly sanctuary exists; the old +covenant had ordinances of divine service and of worldly sanctuary, but +these, the apostle tells us, have waxed old and vanished away, Christ +being come, the High Priest of good things to come, by a greater and +more perfect tabernacle not made with hands; and he assures us that the +only temple now existing is the spiritual Church of the living God. +`Know ye not that ye are the temple of God, and that the Spirit of God +dwelleth in you? ye also as lively stones are built up a spiritual +house, a holy priesthood, to offer up spiritual sacrifices to God by +Jesus Christ, whose house are ye, Jesus Christ Himself being the chief +cornerstone;' and our Lord Himself tells us that where two or three are +gathered together, even there is He in their midst. The priest, the +sacrifice, the altar, and the temple of the old covenant were only types +of the good things to come under the Gospel. When Christ ascended on +high, all human priesthood was abolished; our only priestly mediator or +intercessor is Jesus Christ, the one Mediator between God and men, who +is the one righteous Advocate, the one ever-living Intercessor, and His +glory will He not give to another, He who has once suffered for sinners, +the just for the unjust, that He might bring us to God. The apostles +themselves never assumed the character of priests; they pointed to the +Great High Priest, Jesus Christ the righteous, and would have looked +upon it as blasphemy for any man to presume to act as such. To our +Great High Priest alone must we confess our sins; He is faithful and +just to forgive all those their sins, who put faith in the all-cleansing +power of His blood to absolve them. He, too, is One who knows our +infirmities, and can sympathise with us, having been tempted as we are. +With the Scriptures in our hands, we need no mortal man to declare this +glorious truth to us; and knowing it, we can come boldly to the throne +of grace, and He is ever ready to receive all who come to Him. All the +forms and ceremonies, the embellishments which you describe, are but +imitations of those of the Church of Rome, which are themselves taken +from the ceremonies of the old heathen temples, with large admixtures +from those of the Jews. From the earliest times, Satan has induced men +to assume the character of priests, for the purpose of deceiving their +fellow-creatures. The same spirit exists at the present day; and as he +can become an angel of light in appearance, so may those men who thus +blasphemously take the name of priests appear pure and holy in the sight +of those whom they deceive. Let me entreat you, my beloved Clara, to +break from the chains which have been thrown around you. Seek for grace +and strength from above, and consult my kind father. Tell him frankly +all that the vicar has endeavoured to teach you to believe, and I feel +assured that he will thoroughly satisfy your mind." + +Harry said more to the same effect. + +"It will never do for Clara to see this letter," thought Miss Pemberton; +"I must take it to Mr Lerew, and ascertain what he thinks." + +She set off at once, that she might get to the vicarage and back before +Clara's return. The vicar read it with knitted brow. + +"You did right, my dear sister," he said; "it might defeat all our +plans. Far better commit it to the flames. Let me think--will you +permit me to take possession of the letter? good may result from it; the +end, as you know, my dear lady, sanctifies the means." + +"Whatever you consider right, I of course will do," said Miss Pemberton, +giving the letter, which with the envelope the vicar put into his desk; +and the lady hastened home. + +"It is the aunt's doing, not mine," he muttered to himself; "but were +the poor girl to receive this abominable production, it might destroy +the result of all the training I have given her. No priest! no +sacrifice! no confession! no power of absolution! What would become of +the Church--what of us--if such principles were to regain their +ascendancy over the minds of the people? These abominable evangelical +notions must be crushed by every means in our power, or the efforts +which for years we have made to introduce Catholic doctrine would be +utterly lost. We must get the girl without delay to enter a convent, +and the sooner she is induced to do so the better." + +Mr Lerew waited for some days before he paid Clara another visit. She +had discovered that the Indian post had come in, and had brought her, as +she supposed, no letter from Harry. She began to imagine all sorts of +things; she saw that there were accounts of engagements with the +hill-tribes--could he have gone up the country with a detachment of his +regiment? or perhaps her letter had so offended him that he would not +again write. Mr Lerew, when he called, perceived that she was very +unhappy, and having drawn from her the cause of her grief, he assured +her that there was but one way by which she could regain peace of mind, +and insinuated that so bigoted a person as Captain Caulfield would in +all probability discard her when he found that she was anxious to serve +the Church. "It will prove a great trial to you, my dear sister," he +said; "but for such you must be prepared; and I would urge you to seek +in the duties of a religious life that comfort and consolation you are +sure to find." + +Several weeks more went by, during which the vicar's influence over poor +Clara increased. No letter came from Harry or from his father. + +"He has discarded me," exclaimed Clara. "I must seek for that peace and +rest where alone, Mr Lerew assures me, I can find it, or I shall die." + +The very next day, accompanied by Mr Lerew and his wife, Clara set off +to the town of --, in the neighbourhood of which was situated Saint +Barbara's, as the convent was called. It had originally been a +religious house, as the term is, and was encircled by a high wall, which +enclosed the garden and outhouses. It was a dark, red brick, sombre +pile, and the additions lately made to it had given it a thoroughly +conventual appearance. The carriage drove under an archway in front of +the entrance, closed on the outside, Mr Lerew got out and tugged at a +large iron bell-pull, when a slide in the door was pulled back, and the +face of a female, who narrowly scrutinised the visitors, appeared at the +opening. Mr Lerew quickly explained their object; no further words +were exchanged, and after a short delay the bars and bolts were +withdrawn, and the door was opened sufficiently to allow him and his +wife and Clara to pass through into a small hall, where they were left +standing, while the portress by signs summoned two serving Sisters +dressed in dark blue, with brass crosses at their necks, to bring in +Clara's luggage. The same person then beckoning the visitors to follow, +led them into a waiting-room on one side. All the time she had kept her +eyes fixed on the ground, not once looking at the vicar's countenance. +Having by signs desired them to be seated on some antique-looking +chairs, which with a table and writing materials were the sole furniture +of the room, she retired. Poor Clara felt dreadfully oppressed, and +very much inclined to beg that her trunks might be put back again into +the carriage, as she wished to return home; but pride, not unmixed with +fear of the remarks Mr Lerew would make, prevented her. She sat with +her hand on her sinking heart, wondering whether all the members of the +sisterhood would be expected to keep a perpetual silence. + +"This reminds me much of the convents I have visited in France and +Belgium," observed Mr Lerew, turning to his wife. "Our young friend +will soon learn the rules of the house, and see how suitable they are, +and calculated to advance the religious feelings." + +He spoke in a low tone, as if afraid of disturbing the solemn silence +which reigned in the building. Some time passed away, when the door +slowly opened, and a lady habited in grey, with a large cross inlaid +with ivory on her breast, glided into the room. She was of commanding +figure, and, in spite of her unbecoming head-dress and the white band +across her brow, she had evidently once been handsome. She smiled +benignantly as she glanced at Mrs Lerew and Clara, and advancing to the +vicar, bowed gracefully to him, and taking his hand, raised it to her +lips; then retiring without further noticing her other guests, sank into +a seat. "I have come with my wife to introduce a young friend who is +desirous of commencing, and I trust continuing, the life of a +_religieuse_," said Mr Lerew; "and from my knowledge of your admirable +sisterhood, I feel confident that she will here obtain all she desires." + +The Lady Superior now turned a piercing glance on Clara, which made her +involuntarily shrink and cast down her eyes on the ground. The former +did not speak till she had finished her scrutiny; she then said slowly-- + +"If you truly desire to embrace our holy calling, you will be gladly +received, understanding that you must conform to the rules of our order +in all respects. You will in the first instance enter as a postulant +for a short time, during which you will wear your secular habit; after +which you will become a probationer, and then, as I trust, we shall +receive you as a confirmed Sister on your vowing obedience to the three +fundamental rules of our order. Are you prepared to remain with us at +once?" + +"Certainly, certainly," exclaimed Mr Lerew; "Miss Maynard has come with +that especial object in view. He who puts his hand to the plough must +not turn back, nor would she, I am sure, wish to do so." + +"What I would urge upon you," said the Lady Superior, "is complete +self-surrender, and strict observance of the rule of holy obedience; +without that you cannot expect to enjoy spiritual life, nor can the +affairs of the community be properly carried on." + +"I will endeavour to the best of my power to observe the rules of the +order," said Clara, in a trembling voice. + +"Of course she will, of course," observed Mr Lerew; "it will be her +glory and pride to do so. Oh what a beneficent arrangement is that by +which a poor frail woman or layman can, by opening his or her heart to +the priest, obtain all the instruction or advice for which their souls +yearn!" + +"You will soon be accustomed to the quiet life we lead within these +walls," observed the Lady Superior, turning to Clara, without noticing +Mr Lerew's remark; "and I will invite you now to accompany me, when I +will make you known to the Deane, who will initiate you into the rules +and observances to which you will at once conform; and you may now bid +farewell to your friends, for they will excuse me, as my official duties +require my attention." + +Clara rose, and put out her hand to take that of Mr Lerew. Instead, he +bade her kneel, and placing his hands above her head, uttered a +benediction. She felt inclined to embrace Mrs Lerew--not that she had +any great affection for her, but it seemed as if Mrs Lerew was the only +link between her and the world she was leaving; at that moment, however, +the Lady Superior, taking her hand, led her towards the door. + +"May I request an interview with Dr Catton, should he be now living +here?" asked Mr Lerew. + +"Our spiritual adviser is at present in residence," answered the Lady +Superior, "and I will mention your wish to see him, should you be able +to remain till he is at leisure." + +"Oh, certainly, certainly. I must not hurry Dr Catton; but as it is a +matter of much importance, I much wish to consult him. I will wait his +pleasure," said Mr Lerew. + +Without having shown any act of courtesy to Mrs Lerew, the Lady +Superior left the room, still holding fast to Clara's hand. + +"Had I expected to be so treated, I should not have come," exclaimed +Mrs Lerew, as the door closed. "If these are conventual manners, I +hope that Clara may not adopt them. What caused the Lady Superior to +act as she did?" + +"If you insist on knowing, you must understand that she probably +considers priests ought to be celibates, and therefore looks upon you in +no favourable light," answered the vicar, with some acerbity in his +tone. + +Mrs Lerew was about to retort, when the door opened, and the spiritual +adviser of the establishment, Dr Catton, entered. He was a small thin +man, with sallow complexion, and that peculiar pucker about the mouth +which seems a characteristic of those who hold his views. The two +gentlemen were well known to each other. + +"I am anxious, my dear Doctor, to obtain your further advice regarding +my new female college," said Mr Lerew, "as I hope in a short time it +will be in a sufficient state of advancement to receive pupils." + +"I would gladly afford you my assistance in so holy a work," answered +Dr Catton, "as I consider it will tend greatly to the advancement of +the Church; but--" and he looked at Mrs Lerew. + +"She is discreet, and takes a deep interest in the institution," said +the vicar. + +Dr Catton looked as if he considered women were better out of the way +when any matter of importance was to be discussed. However, as the +vicar did not tell his wife to retire, he entered into the subject, +speaking more cautiously perhaps than he otherwise would have done. +Mrs Lerew sat on, her countenance expressing her dissatisfaction at the +want of confidence the Doctor placed in her. The rules and regulations +of the new college were discussed, as well as the means for obtaining +the necessary funds. "You will understand that the young lady who is +about to enter into this institution has a considerable fortune at her +disposal, with which I have every hope she will endow our college. It +must be a point of honour between us that she does not bestow it on the +convent, and I beg that you will impress that on the mind of the Lady +Superior. You will remember that I induced her to come here for that +important object, for she will not be of age for upwards of two years, +and she might in the meantime, were she to remain in the world, change +her mind and marry, and her property would be lost to the Church." + +"Of course," said Dr Catton, "I am equally interested with you in the +college, which I look upon as the nursing mother of those who will do +much to forward the great cause." + +After some further conversation on the subject, Mr and Mrs Lerew took +their departure, Dr Catton again promising that Clara's fortune should +be appropriated as her father confessor desired. Clara had, in the +meantime, been introduced to the Mother Eldress, a pleasant, fair lady +of about forty, who took her round the establishment. The chapel was +first visited. Over the high altar stood the crucifix, with paintings +of the Virgin Mary on one side, and that of Saint John on the other, and +on it were the usual candlesticks with large wax candles and vases of +flowers; while the walls were adorned with other paintings illustrating +the lives of various saints, in which monks and nuns frequently +appeared. The Mother Eldress drew aside a curtain which hung across a +small side-chapel, when Clara saw, with considerable astonishment, the +figure of the Virgin, richly dressed, standing on a small altar with +candles burning on it, and also vases of flowers, with which the whole +of the chapel was decked. The Mother Eldress bowed and crossed herself. + +"You should do as I do," she said, turning to Clara; "the Blessed Virgin +demands our most devoted love and adoration; we can never do her honour +enough." + +"I thought," observed Clara, "that as Protestants we did not worship the +Virgin." + +"Let me entreat you, my child, never to utter that odious word +Protestant," exclaimed the Mother Eldress. "We are Catholics of the +Anglican Church; we do not worship the Virgin either; but we love to do +her honour." + +Clara was puzzled; but thought it better just then to ask no further +questions. The refectory and other public rooms were next visited; they +were neat and scrupulously clean, but were destitute of every article of +luxury, or which might conduce to comfort--no sofas, no easy arm-chairs +were found in them. + +"You will now like to see the cells," said the Mother Eldress, as she +led the way upstairs. Passing along a gallery, she opened a door, and +exhibited a long narrow room containing a camp-bedstead, covered by a +white quilt, a small table and a chair, and in one corner a desk with a +Bible and a few books of devotion on it, as also a lamp, and above it a +picture of the crucifixion. It was lighted by a small, deep, oriel +window, with a broad sill, on which were arranged some flower-pots, +sweet-scented flowers growing in them. No carpet covered the floor; but +it was brightly polished, as was all the woodwork in the room. + +"Such will be your dormitory," observed the Mother Eldress. + +"Is there no fireplace?" asked Clara. + +"There are in some of the cells; but such are not allowed to novices," +was the answer. + +Clara, who had been accustomed to a fire in winter all her life, +shuddered; for even now, in the height of summer, the room felt cold. + +"I will now show you the rules," said the Mother Eldress, producing a +book in manuscript. "No letters must be written or received by the +Sisters of Saint Barbara, and any presents that may be made must be +given to the Mother Superior for the use of the community. Sisters are +always, whether by night or day, to enter the chapel with all alacrity, +and in a perfect spirit of recollection, in order to prepare their souls +for prayer. No Sister must be absent from the chapel without leave, and +all must recite the offices. You see how well our time is divided," +continued the lady; "we rise at three a.m.; there are primer, +meditation, etcetera, until seven, when we enjoy the Holy Communion. +After this we have prayers and self-examination until nine, and from +that hour till ten we work. At ten we dine, which is the first meal we +partake of in the day. We then take an hour for recreation, and another +till twelve for meditation. From one till four we work, when we attend +vespers, and from half-past four to half-past five we take tea and +listen to spiritual reading. From half-past five to six we have again +recreation, from six to seven prayers, at which hour we retire for the +night; but we rise for prayer during one hour of the night, and at +midnight on Thursdays we rise to spend an additional hour in prayer. +Thus, you see, every moment of the day is portioned out. During the +hours of work we tend the sick and visit the dying; we also are employed +in other good undertakings, and we hope before long to establish fresh +ones. So you see, my dear, that we work out our own salvation, though +those who have a vocation to a purely religious life can enter our +contemplative order, and devote themselves entirely to prayer and +meditation. You will be able to judge by-and-by to which you would wish +to belong, though you will, of course, be guided by the advice of the +Mother Superior." + +"Alas!" said Clara, "I do not feel myself fitted for either at present; +but I believe that I should prefer attempting to teach the young--at +least, the very young, for I should never manage big boys and girls. I +used to teach some of the cottagers' little children in our +neighbourhood, till I had entirely to devote myself to my dying father." + +"You will learn by experience," said the Mother Eldress. "I will +mention your wish to the Mother Superior, and she will probably appoint +you to the duty you select. She has great discernment, and will +perceive for which you are best fitted." + +Clara thought that she herself could judge best of what she could do. +She expressed as much to the Mother Eldress, who smiled, and reminded +her of the rule of obedience. Altogether, Clara was tolerably well +contented with the prospect before her. She was afterwards introduced +to a number of the Sisters during their hour of recreation; but she +could not help remarking that whenever one addressed another, a nun, who +she was told was the Deane, instantly interfered, and reminded the +speaker that private conversation was against the rule. She discovered +that there were to be no private intimacies, and that any conversation +must be general. + +"Can I not associate with any one whom I like?" asked Clara afterwards +of the Mother Eldress. + +"It is against the rule," was the answer; "private friendships would +destroy the harmony which must exist in our sisterhood." + +"But cannot I express my sorrow or anxiety to a sympathising friend?" +asked Clara, ingenuously. + +"Such must be poured into the ear alone of the Mother Superior or of +your father confessor," said the Mother Eldress in a stern tone; +"discipline could not be otherwise maintained." + +Clara felt unusually hungry at teatime, as she had had but a slight +luncheon; but as it was Friday--dry bread alone was allowed during the +meal. One of the Eldresses read an allegorical work, the meaning of +which Clara did not exactly comprehend, and from it therefore she did +not gain much spiritual advantage. Another half-hour was spent in +conversation, which was anything but spiritual, and then the nuns +adjourned to the chapel, where they joined in reciting prayers, the same +being repeated over and over again; and at seven they retired to their +cells. Clara, unaccustomed to go to bed at so early an hour, could not +sleep: the past would recur to her. Against all rule she thought of +Harry and the way she had treated him; then she remembered all must be +given up for the sake of following Christ--but was she following Him by +entering a convent? The conflict was severe; she burst into tears, and +sobbed as if her heart would break. Hour after hour went by, sleep +refusing to visit her eyelids, till, long after midnight, thoroughly +worn out, she sobbed herself into forgetfulness. + +The convent clock was striking three when a Sister entered her cell and +summoned her to rise and repair to the chapel. Hastily dressing, she +followed her conductress, who had remained to assist her. She there +found all the nuns assembled, and for four hours they remained repeating +prayers and chanting alternately, till Dr Catton entered, and after +going through a service, administered the Holy Communion, giving the +wafer instead of bread, and wine mixed with water. Faint and weary, for +nearly two hours more Clara remained, while the nuns repeated the +prayers, or sat silent, engaged in self-examination. Some of them who +had undertaken the duty of teachers then went into the schoolroom, where +some fifty children were assembled. Clara begged leave to accompany +them, and gladly took charge of three or four of the youngest, though by +this time she felt so exhausted that she could with difficulty speak. +The school over, the nuns hurried to the refectory, where a frugal +dinner was placed on the table by the serving Sisters. In silence the +nuns took their places; in silence they ate the portions served to them. +Clara, sick from hunger, had the greatest difficulty in swallowing the +coarse and unpalatable food. It notwithstanding restored her strength, +and she went through her duties in the schoolroom with rather more +spirit than in the morning. + +The following day was passed much as the first. Clara saw but little of +the Mother Superior, who kept herself much aloof from the community, in +her own apartments, which were furnished very differently to those of +the nuns. + +Several weeks passed by. Though Clara got accustomed to the ways of the +establishment, and strictly followed the rules, she did not find herself +more at home than at first, nor was she at all more intimate with the +Sisters; yet, girl as she was, she possessed an indomitable spirit. +Although the false religious fervour which had induced her to consent to +enter a nunnery had vanished, she was determined not to give in on +account of the disagreeables she experienced. Her aunt Sarah had +promised to write to her, and she herself had written several times; but +she received no letters, and dared not ask whether any had come for her. +She remembered that till she wrote her aunt would not know her address, +unless Mr Lerew had given it. + +The short time that it was necessary to remain as a postulant had +expired, and in a formal service in the chapel she was received as a +probationer, and assumed the dress of the order. Scarcely a day had +passed before she found herself exposed to annoyances which she had not +hitherto experienced. During the hours of recreation the Deane, whose +duty it was to keep the Sisters in order, was continually rebuking her +for some transgression of rules, either for laughing or talking too +much, or addressing a Sister in a voice which the rest could not hear; +and she had to undergo in consequence all sorts of penalties. She +submitted, as she considered that she was in duty bound to do, though +she felt that they were far severer than the faults demanded. She could +discover none of the religious fervour which she had expected to find +among the Sisters, or of love or sympathy. Her own spirit, though not +broken, was kept under a thraldom, against which her judgment rebelled. +It appeared to her that the system was far better adapted to keep in +subjection a household of people out of their minds than a collection of +ladies in their right senses, who wished to serve God and do their duty +to their fellow-creatures. No Sister was allowed to visit another in +her cell, and sometimes for days and weeks together Clara did not see +some of the Sisters whom she had met on her first arrival. Where they +had gone, or what they were about, she could not learn. Little +attention was paid to those who were ill, and no sympathy was expressed. +A young Sister who had been sent out on a begging expedition for the +order, and had to trudge through the wet day after day, caught cold, and +was obliged to return. She grew pale and thin, and the ominous red spot +appeared on her cheek. She coughed incessantly, but still went through +her duties. At night she suffered most; and to prevent the sound from +disturbing others, she was ordered to move to a distant cell, without a +stove by which it could be warmed. Clara determined, against the rules, +to speak to her, and offered to come and sit by her; but she shook her +head, replying, "It must not be--you are wrong;" at the same time the +countenance of the dying girl expressed her gratitude. Clara's +infraction of the rules being discovered, she was ordered to remain +during the hours of recreation in solitude in her own cell. + +The invalid Sister had crawled into the chapel one morning, and +contrived with tottering steps to find her way back to her cell. The +next morning she did not appear at matins, and when the Eldress went to +see what had become of her, she was found stretched on her bed, dead, +her pillow and sheets stained with blood, which had flowed from her +mouth. She was not the only one whose life was thus sacrificed during +Clara's novitiate. + +One day there was great commotion in the convent; the father of a novice +had appeared at the gate, armed with legal powers which the Lady +Superior dared not disobey, insisting on taking away his daughter. The +young lady was told that she might go, with a warning that by so doing +she was risking her soul's welfare. She had to take her departure in +the dress of the order, leaving behind every article she had brought in, +her own clothes having been sold for the benefit of the community. The +dreadful fate to which she was doomed, and the fearful crime of her +father, were daily expatiated on. + +Some months passed by, when her father died, and Dr Catton immediately +wrote, urging her to return, and stating that if she did not do so, he +could no longer remain her spiritual director, and thus she would lose +the benefit of absolution. Letter after letter was sent to the same +effect, and at length the poor girl, terrified by the consequences to +which, as she supposed, her conduct had exposed her, came back to the +convent. She was received in a stern manner by the Mother Superior, in +the presence of the community, being told that it was through love for +her soul that she had been readmitted; but that she must for a whole +year hold no intercourse with the other novices, and must remain in +solitude during the time allowed each day for recreation; while she was +pointed to as a warning to the rest. This discipline preyed greatly on +her mind, and Clara, whose cell was next to hers, heard her weeping +night after night. When she appeared in public, she hung down her head, +and scarcely tasted any of the meagre fare placed before her; taught to +suppose that fasting was a virtue, or else weary of the life she was +doomed to lead, she was starving herself to death. + +Notwithstanding all the vigilance exercised, the novices did contrive at +times to hold communication with each other, and one young girl, who +looked very sad, and was evidently dangerously ill, confessed to Clara +that she had escaped from her home to join the convent against the +express wishes of her father, whom notwithstanding she asserted that she +loved dearly. She had ever been among the most obedient to the commands +of the Lady Superior, and the strictest in complying with the rules of +the order. Her illness increased; she at last received the news of the +death of that parent whose wishes she had disobeyed. The thought that +her disobedience had deeply grieved him whom she was bound to love +preyed on her mind, and tended much to aggravate her disease; the +arguments brought forward by the Lady Superior, and Mother Eldress, and +her father confessor, that God had the first claims on her, failed to +assuage her sorrow, or to persuade her that she had acted rightly. +Clara, observing that she looked more than usually ill when they parted +in the evening, could not refrain from going into her cell. She found +her on her bed, gasping for breath. + +"Thank you for coming," whispered the poor girl; "it would have been +hard to die all alone. My poor father! my poor father!" she murmured; +"would that I could have been with him!" + +She could utter no more. Clara, to her horror, while bending over her, +found that the poor sufferer had breathed her last. She hurried to the +apartment of the Mother Eldress, who came somewhat agitated to the dead +Sister's cell; but instead of expressing any grief at the occurrence, +she sternly rebuked Clara for breaking the rules, and ordered her back +to her own cell. The Sisters assembled at the usual hour in the chapel; +but not a word was said of the occurrence of the night. The nun was +buried with ceremonies resembling those of Rome, and things went on as +usual. + +The Mother Eldress, who was looked upon as a very saintly person, was at +length taken ill, and Clara was ordered to attend on her. The medical +adviser of the sisterhood was sent for, and prescribed certain remedies +which Clara had to administer. A small spoon had been provided for +giving some powders in preserve; Clara used it daily for some time, till +the Mother Eldress recovered, when the Lady Superior took possession of +it. She had been in the habit of late of sending for Clara to impart +religious instruction, which, she observed, she much required; not +failing at times, however, to lecture her severely. The day after the +Mother Eldress had recovered from her illness the Lady Superior +addressed Clara in a more serious tone even than usual. + +"You will observe, my daughter," she said, "that miracles have not +ceased; but that some communions, alas! have not faith to perceive them. +We, holding the Catholic doctrine in its purity, have been more +favoured. Let me ask of what metal you conceive that the spoon with +which you used to administer the medicine to our beloved Mother Eldress +is composed." + +"It was, I should say, of silver, or rather plated," answered Clara. + +"Originally it might have been; but see here, it is turned to gold," +answered the Lady Superior, producing the spoon, which had now evidently +a yellow tinge. + +"I observed that before," said Clara, "and believed that it was produced +by the nature of the medicine." + +"Oh, hard of heart, and slow to believe!" exclaimed the Lady Superior; +"can you not now perceive that it is gold, pure gold? By what other +than by miraculous power could this change have been wrought? Let the +glorious fact be known among the Sisters, and all who desire may come +and witness it." + +Clara was not convinced; she went away wondering whether the Lady +Superior was deceived herself, or desired to deceive others. Many of +the nuns were highly delighted at hearing of the miracle, which tended +so much to prove that their establishment was under the especial +protection of Heaven. The Mother Eldress crossed her hands on her +bosom, while she meekly bowed her head, and expressed her gratitude that +she should have been so remarkably favoured. It was evident, however, +to Clara, that some of the Sisters were sceptical on the subject. + +Clara found the life she was doomed to lead more and more irksome; but +when she compared it with that of the Sisters who belonged to the order +of the Sacred Heart, the true nuns, who were even more strictly enclosed +(as the term is) than were she and her associates, she felt that she had +no right to complain. The nuns of the Sacred Heart, or as they were +frequently called, of the order of the Love of Jesus, were supposed to +spend their time in perpetual prayer for the living or the dead. The +whole of the twenty-four hours, Clara learned, are divided into what are +denominated watches; the night watches being kept by the nuns in the +following manner. The Sisters retire at seven o'clock, with the +exception of one who remains watching till eight. She then summons +another Sister, who rises and watches till nine, the latter again +summoning a fresh watcher, and thus they continue till three o'clock, +when all assemble in the chapel for matins. They also join in prayer +seven times in the day, at fixed periods, though they may be separated. +To the order of the Love of Jesus are attached companions who may mix in +the world, and whose real duties are to obtain proselytes. They are +expected to join in prayer at stated hours, wherever they may be, and on +every Thursday night, from midnight till one o'clock, the companions +unite in prayer. The Lady Superior in one of her more confidential +moods invited Clara to join the order. + +"My dear child," she observed, "it is a glorious thing to be thus +constantly engaged in prayer when you may; in every service and homage +you render, call to your aid the choirs of angelic spirits, and unite +yourself to them in spiritual companionship, in order that they may +supply your deficiencies." + +Clara had never before heard that it was necessary to obtain the aid of +angels for offering up prayer to God, and was somewhat startled at the +novelty of the notion; but she knew perfectly well that it would not do +to state her objections to so determined a person as her spiritual +mother. She did not, either, feel inclined to become one of the order +of the Sacred Heart, not having formed the very highest opinion of the +nuns belonging to it whom she had met. They appeared to her generally +weak-minded enthusiasts, and she still retained a belief that God is +best served by those who, in imitation of our blessed Lord and Master, +engage in the duties of active benevolence. On her declining, +therefore, the Lady Superior dismissed her in a stern manner, reminding +her that those who put their hands to the plough, and look back, are not +worthy of the kingdom of heaven. + +Clara, without uttering a word, left the room, and hoped to devote +herself with more zeal than ever to the duties she had actually +undertaken. With this feeling, she repaired at the appointed hour to +the schoolroom, where she took her class of children. They were, as it +happened, inclined to be less attentive and more unruly than was their +wont; some of them had only lately been induced to attend the school, +and were unaccustomed to the rules and regulations. A biggish boy was +trying to see how far he could proceed in impudence and lead on the +others, when Clara, finding that appealing to him was useless, gave him +a box on the ear. The Deane, at that moment entering, observed the act. + +"Sister Clare," she exclaimed, "I must take your class; retire to your +cell." + +Clara, not believing that she had done anything wrong, got up and obeyed +the order. Had she remained, she would have seen that the Deane's +temper was tried as much as hers had been. On reaching her cell she sat +down, wondering whether any further notice would be taken of her +conduct. Scarcely had the convent clock announced that school was over, +than the Deane appeared, and ordered her to go to the Lady Superior. +She was met with a frowning brow. + +"You have given way to temper--you require humbling, my daughter," +exclaimed the lady; "I must take means to lower that proud and haughty +spirit of yours. Return to your cell, and wait till the Mother Eldress +comes for you." + +Clara bowed and obeyed. After she had waited for some minutes, the +Mother Eldress appeared, and taking her hand, led her along the gallery +to an empty room, which, not having been used for many months, the floor +was covered with dust. + +"Enter there," she said, "and show your contrition by kneeling on your +knees, and licking with your tongue the form of the Blessed Cross on the +ground." + +Clara stood aghast. + +"Are you serious?" she asked. "It is the command of the Lady Superior, +and you are bound by your vow of obedience to obey her orders--break +them at the peril of your soul, Sister Clare," was the answer. "Go in, +and let me be able to report that you have exhibited sorrow for your +fault by performing the penance which your spiritual superior in her +wisdom has thought fit to inflict." + +No sooner had Clara entered the room than the door was locked on her. +Degraded and abased in her own eyes, all her moral feelings revolting +against the abominable indignity imposed on her, yet the threat which +had been uttered made her tremble. She had vowed implicit obedience. +With loathing at her heart, with a feeling too bitter to allow her tears +to flow, she performed the debasing act, forgetting that the marks she +was thus making on the ground was the accepted symbol of the Christian +faith. Still, the words occurred to her, "Rend your hearts, and not +your garments, and turn unto the Lord your God." Could the God of all +love and mercy and gentleness be pleased by such an act? It might +degrade her in her own sight; but could it make her heart more truly +humble, more anxious to serve Him who said, "Come unto me, all ye that +labour and are heavy-laden, and I will give you rest." + +Clara had a Bible in her pocket. To calm her agitation, she read a +portion, earnestly praying for instruction. The words which brought +conviction to Luther met her sight. Light beamed on her troubled mind. +The mists which the vicar's sophistries had gathered round her rolled +away. "From henceforth I will look to Jesus alone, to the teaching of +His Word, the guidance of His Holy Spirit," she exclaimed. Clara was +free. + + + +CHAPTER FIVE. + +At length General Caulfield, having arranged the affairs of his brother +who had died, returned to Luton. He had been made very anxious and +unhappy by the letters he received from Harry, who expressed his +astonishment at not hearing from Clara. The general, supposing that she +was still at home, and fearing that she must be ill, immediately on his +arrival set off to pay her a visit. + +"Miss Maynard is away; Miss Pemberton is at home, sir," said the servant +who opened the door. + +Miss Pemberton received him in a stiff and freezing manner. He +immediately enquired for Clara. + +"My niece has, for some time, left home, and has not communicated her +address to me, nor has she thought fit to write, so that I am in +ignorance of where she is," was the unsatisfactory answer. + +"That is most extraordinary," cried the general; "can you not give me +any clue by which I may discover her?" + +"I conclude, as she has not informed me of her abode, that she does not +wish it to be known," answered Miss Pemberton, evasively. + +"Though you do not know where your niece is, is Mr Lerew, or is her +father's old friend, Mr Lennard, acquainted with her present address?" +asked the general. + +"I should think that she would have informed me rather than any one +else," replied Miss Pemberton; and the general at length, finding that +he could get no information out of the lady, took his leave. + +"I will try, at all events, to ascertain what either Lennard or Lerew +know," said the general to himself, as he drove off. Though he +suspected that the vicar knew something about the matter, he decided +first to call on Mr Lennard. He believed him to be an honest man, but +he had no great opinion of his sense. Mr Lennard was at home; he +received the general in a kindly way. The latter observed that his +manner was unusually subdued. Without loss of time, the general +mentioned Miss Maynard, and expressed his regret at not finding her at +home. + +"Can you tell me where she has gone to?" he asked, "for her aunt +declares that she does not know, though it was evident from her manner +that she is not anxious about her." + +"I regret to say that I know no more than you do," answered Mr Lennard. +"I had been for some time absent, and on my return I was greatly +surprised to find that she had left Luton; and when I enquired of the +Lerews, they told me that she had resolved to devote herself to works of +charity, and was about to enter a sisterhood, but in what neighbourhood +they did not inform me." + +"In other words, that she is about to become a nun, to discard my poor +son, and to give up her property, as soon as she has the power of +disposing of it, to the safe keeping of one of those Romish +communities," exclaimed the general, with more vehemence than he was +accustomed to exhibit; "what do you say to that, Mr Lennard?" + +"I don't suppose that Miss Maynard purposes entering a Romish convent; +her intention, I conclude, is to join a sisterhood of the Anglican +Church," said Mr Lennard. + +"The Church of England, of which I suppose you speak, recognises no such +institutions," replied the general; "they are contrary to the spirit of +the Reformation. Unhappy will it be for our country if they ever gain +ground." + +"I had been inclined to suppose that they would prove a great advantage, +by enabling ladies to unite together and work under a good system in +visiting the sick and poor, and in the instruction of the children, and +in other beneficent labours; and I have, when requested, subscribed +towards their support," remarked Mr Lennard. + +"I do not insist that ladies should not thus employ themselves," +observed the general; "but my objection is to the mode in which they +unite themselves in the so-called religious system under which they are +placed. They may, in most instances, serve God far better by staying at +home and doing their duty in their families, instead of assuming the +dress and imitating the customs of the nuns of the middle ages." + +"I do not look at the subject in that light," observed Mr Lennard, "and +I know that it must be a hard matter for some young ladies to be +religious at home, where the rest of the family are worldly-minded." + +"Much more reason for them to stay at home and endeavour to improve the +tone of the rest of the household," answered the general. "Those who +know what human nature is should see that with whatever good intentions +these sisterhoods are begun, they must in the end lead to much that is +objectionable. If Miss Maynard has joined one of them, I must endeavour +to find the means of getting her out, or of ascertaining if she was +induced to join it, and remains of her own free will. I fear that Lerew +will not afford me any assistance, as from his Romish tendencies he will +probably consider them admirable institutions, and would think that he +had done a laudable act in inducing Clara to enter one. I must now wish +you good-bye. I hope that you have good accounts of your young daughter +Mary, and your son at Oxford." + +Mr Lennard shook his head. "I received a letter to-day from my little +girl, saying that she was very ill, and begging me to come and take her +home; but as the mistress did not write, I do not suppose that her +illness is serious. However, I intend to go to-morrow to Mary, and +ascertain how she is, and I trust that I shall not be obliged to take +her away from school." + +The general considered whether he should call on Mr Lerew; but he first +bethought himself of paying a visit to a lawyer in the neighbouring +town, with whom he was well acquainted, and who had been a friend of +Captain Maynard's. He was also an earnest religious man, and strongly +opposed to ritualism. The general was not a person to let the grass +grow under his feet. He was driving rapidly along, when he met +Lieutenant Sims, who made a sign to him to stop. The general did so, +and invited the lieutenant to accompany him into the town. + +"With all my heart, for I want to have a talk with you, general," +answered the lieutenant, springing in. "I have long been wishing for +your return. We've had some extraordinary goings on in this place. +What has concerned me most is the disappearance of my old friend's +daughter, in whom you, I know, take a deep interest. All I know is that +she went away with the vicar and his wife, and it is my belief that they +had an object in spiriting her off; but whether to shut her up in a +Romish or Ritualist convent is more than I can say. I don't think there +is much to choose between them; the vicar might select the Ritualist, or +the Anglican, as he would call it, as he, though a Papist at heart, +would prefer keeping his living, while his lady would recommend the +former; for it is said, and I believe it to be a fact, that she herself +has turned Romanist, with her dear friend Lady Bygrave. Haven't you +heard that both Sir Reginald and her ladyship were received last week +into the bosom of the Church of Rome, as the expression runs?" + +"Is it possible!" exclaimed the general; "but I ought not to be +surprised when I saw the characters they admitted into their house. I +thought that French abbe and Father Lascelles had some other object in +view than the establishment of a colony; but perhaps you have been +misinformed." + +"I tell you, general, I haven't a doubt about the matter," answered Mr +Sims. "They and Mrs Lerew attended the Romish church together, and I +am told had been baptised with all ceremony a few days before. I know +that two or three priests have been staying at the Hall ever since, and +Mrs Lerew goes there regularly. They are about to have a chapel built +in their grounds, and an architect came down from London about it; and +in the meantime they have got a room fitted up in the house. What +surprises me is that the vicar should allow his wife to turn; but that +she has done so seems probable, for she was not at church last Sunday. +Should Lerew object to his wife's perversion, he has only himself to +thank for it; he has led her up to the door as carefully as a man could +do, and cannot be surprised at her going inside. Of course she thinks +it safer to join what she has been taught to look upon as the true +church, and has therefore honestly gone over to it; while whatever he +may think, putting honesty and honour aside, he considers that it is +more to his advantage to retain his living, and lead others in the way +he has led his wife." + +"I suspect that you are right," observed the general; "too many have set +him the example. He, like them, has been trained in the school of the +Jesuits, who are fully persuaded that evil may be done that good may +come of it, and banish from their minds the principles which guide +honest men, and which they themselves would advocate in the ordinary +affairs of life. I can only wish that, unless Mr Lerew's mind is +enlightened, he would go over himself; as I am afraid, while he remains +in the Church of England, he may lead others in the same direction." + +"Not much fear of that," observed the lieutenant; "except a few silly +young people of the better classes, and the poor, who look out for the +loaves and fishes in the shape of coals and blankets and other creature +comforts, I don't think many are influenced by him. He is more likely +to empty his church, and to fill the Dissenting chapels." + +"Still," said the general, "he sows broadcast the germs of Romanism +through the doctrines he preaches, while he accustoms people to the +sight of the ceremonies and paraphernalia of Rome, keeping them in +ignorance at the same time of the simple truths of the Gospel, at the +bidding of those whose commands he obeys; for he and his ritualistic +brethren are but instruments in the hands of more cunning men than +themselves. I have little doubt that he was carefully educated at the +university for the part he is now playing, though he then had no idea of +the designs of his tutor. People laugh at the notion that a Jesuit plot +has long existed in England for the subversion of Protestantism; but I +have evidence, which receives daily corroboration, that Jesuits in +disguise matriculated at the universities for the express purpose of +perverting the minds of all whom they could bring under their influence. +The pupils in numberless instances went over to Rome, while the tutors +remained nominally in the Church of England, for the sake of trapping +others. The scheme has succeeded, and has since been greatly enlarged; +the Jesuits have now agents in every shape--some as incumbents of +parishes, as lay supporters, men and women, guilds and sisterhoods; they +have encouraged works of charity, schools, hospitals, refuges for the +fallen and destitute, _creches_, mothers' meetings, and other +institutions, all excellent in themselves, knowing how much such would +forward their object. Of that object, those who take part in them are, +I am ready to believe, in many instances utterly ignorant; they are +influenced by the desire to obey the commands of Christ, and to make +themselves useful to their fellow-creatures, though the idea that they +are thereby meriting heaven, and what they call working out their own +salvation, underlies all they do, as they misinterpret the passage. +They ignore the glorious truth that through simple faith in the atoning +blood of Christ salvation is gained--that it is their own, and that the +right motive of action must be through love and obedience to Him who has +already saved them. All the forms and ceremonies in which they indulge +are but will-worship, tending to obscure their view of Him, and to +destroy their spiritual life." + +"General," said the lieutenant, "I have seen a good deal of Roman +Catholic countries, where the priests have full sway, and I am very sure +that the system these Ritualists have introduced is tending in the same +direction. I know from experience that true religion makes a man all +that can be expected of him. We had a dozen or more such men on board +the last ship in which I served, and they were out and out the best men +we had; they could be trusted on all occasions; and if any dangerous +work had to be done, they were the first to volunteer. They were +Dissenters of some sort, I believe, and were not in favour with our +ritualistic chaplain, who had his followers both among officers and men. +I can't say much about those officers, and as to the men who pretended +to agree with him, they were the most sneaking rascals in the ship. He +tried to bring me over to his way of thinking, but my eyes were opened. +`No, no,' I answered; `if the ship was going down, and you had to take +your chance in one of the boats, which would you choose, the one manned +by those fellows you anathematise, or with the men you call obedient +sons of the Church?' He couldn't answer; but one day, he being left on +shore, the heretics, as he called them, brought him off through a heavy +surf, when no other men would venture. So you see, thanks to our +chaplain, when I found the new vicar working changes in the church, I +knew pretty well what he was about." + +The general found Mr Franklin, his solicitor, at home. + +"I am very glad you have come, general," said the latter. "Miss +Maynard, as you are probably aware, has been induced to leave home, or, +rather, has been entrapped by one of those conventual establishments, to +which she will in due course, when she has the power, be persuaded to +give up her property. Our business must be to get her out of their +hands before that time arrives; and yours, general, more especially to +point out to her the errors of the system which has thrown its glamour +over her; for, if I understand rightly, she has sacrificed an excellent +and satisfactory marriage, as well as the independence and comforts of +home. It was not for a considerable time that I discovered her absence +from Luton, when her aunt (who, no disrespect to the lady, I consider it +a misfortune was left one of her guardians) positively declared that she +did not know where she had gone. I, however, took steps to find out, +and lately ascertained that she is an inmate of Saint Barbara's, near +Staughton, to which place I discovered that she drove on leaving the +railway, in company with Mr and Mrs Lerew. Convinced that Miss +Pemberton was not likely to render any willing assistance, I awaited +your return to take legal measures to obtain her release. Our first +difficulty will be to communicate with her, for the nuns are allowed to +receive no letters till they are first seen by the Lady Superior. It +would be as well first to ascertain whether the young lady desires of +her own free will to leave the convent; she has had some experience of +it, and may by this time perhaps have repented of the step she has +taken. My belief is that she has been deceived and cajoled. I know +well of what those Ritualists are capable, influenced by what they +believe the best of motives, and I strongly suspect that there is some +misunderstanding between her and your son, brought about, I say without +hesitation, by their means. Either her letters have not been forwarded +to him, or his have not been received by her--perhaps the entire +correspondence has been intercepted--I will not go farther than that. I +say this as I wish to plead for your ward, at whose conduct you +naturally feel deeply grieved." + +"Poor girl! notwithstanding all the pain and suffering she has caused my +son, I am not angry with her," said the general; "my indignation is +directed against the system and persons by whom she has been deceived. +I suspect as you do with regard to the correspondence between her and my +son, for I am very sure she would not have given him up without +assigning any reason, or answering his letters." + +"Our first object must be to open a free communication with her; letters +sent in the ordinary way are sure to be read by the Lady Superior, and +the answers dictated by her, so that we shall not be wiser than at +first," remarked Mr Franklin. + +"I must try that simple plan, however, and if it fails, resort to +stronger measures," observed the general. "I will go to Staughton +myself, and write to say that, as her guardian, I wish to have a private +interview with her on a matter of importance, and to beg that I may be +allowed to call on her at the convent, or that she will come and see me +at my hotel." + +"I am afraid that means would be taken to prevent her from seeing you +alone," observed Mr Franklin. + +"What course do you then advise?" asked the general. + +"We must take legal proceedings, and they are very certain to have their +due effect, as the Lady Superior would be exceedingly loth to have the +internal arrangements of her convent made public, and she is well aware +that if she resists she will run the risk of that being the case. I +have already had something to do with her ladyship, as well as with two +or three other convents, and I know how jealous the managers are that +the secrets of their prison-houses should be revealed. Their aim is to +prove they have nothing to conceal, and that all is open as noon-day; +but the moment troublesome questions are asked, they exhibit a reticence +as to their rules and practices which shows how conscious they are that +outsiders will object to them." + +Before the general took his leave, it was arranged between him and Mr +Franklin that they should go over together to Epsworth, and act +according to circumstances. As he drove home he expressed a hope to the +honest lieutenant that he might be the means of emancipating Miss +Maynard from her present thraldom. + +"She has too much sense and right feeling not to be open to conviction," +answered Mr Sims; "what she wants is to be freed from the evil +influences to which she has of late been exposed, and to have the simple +truth placed before her; only don't let her meet her aunt or Mr Lerew +till she has thoroughly got rid of all her erroneous notions, and +understands the simple gospel as you well know how to put it." + +"You may depend on my following your advice," said the general. + +On reaching home, the general found a note from Mr Lennard. He wrote +in great distress of mind. He had received a letter from a friend at +Oxford, telling him that his son had left the university in company with +a Romish priest, and had declared his intention of seeking admission +into the Church of Rome. Mr Lennard was anxious, if possible, to find +out his son, and prevent him from taking the fatal step, at the same +time that he wished to be with his poor little girl at Cheltenham. + +"I am afraid," he continued, "that the tutor under whom I placed my boy, +by Mr Lerew's advice, has had much to do with it. I now hear that +three or four of his previous pupils have become Romanists, and others, +by all accounts, are likely to go over. I object to my son's becoming a +Romanist, though I consider that the Church of Rome is the mother of all +Churches, and has the advantage of antiquity on her side." + +"The mother of all abominations!" exclaimed the general to himself. "I +must endeavour to set my friend right on that subject, if he holds that +fundamental error." + +The general was a man of action. After taking a hurried meal, he drove +on to the house of Mr Lennard. His journey to Cheltenham had been +delayed, and he was now hesitating whether first to go in search of his +son or to proceed there immediately. The thought at once struck the +general that should he succeed in getting Clara out of the convent, he +might go on to Cheltenham with her, and that if Mary was fit to be +removed from the school, it would give Clara occupation to nurse her +friend. + +"I shall indeed be most grateful to you," said Mr Lennard, with the +tears in his eyes; "I was sorely perplexed what to do, and I specially +wish that Mary should not remain longer at the school than can be +helped, as from her letter it is evident that she is not only ill, but +very miserable there. + +"You must give me your written authority, and I will act upon it," said +the general. This was done. "Now, my friend," he continued, "I wish to +speak to you on the remark made in your letter, in which you say that +you consider the Church of Rome the mother of all Churches, and that it +has the advantage of antiquity. You evidently go first on the +assumption that our Lord instituted a visible Church on earth, and that +that Church, though corrupted, is the Church of Rome. Now I wish to +draw your attention to the origin of that wonderful establishment which +has for so long exerted a baneful influence over a large portion of the +human race. For three centuries true Christians, though becoming less +and less pure in their doctrine and form of worship, existed in Rome as +a despised and subordinate class, the purity of their faith gradually +decreasing as their numbers, wealth, and influence increased. At length +the Emperor Constantine professed himself to be a Christian, which he +did for the sake of obtaining the assistance of the Christians against +his rival Licinius, who was supported by the idolaters. Constantine +being victorious, and Licinius slain, the idolaters saw that they could +no longer hope to be predominant. There existed in Rome from the days +of Numa a college, or curia, the members of which, called pontiffs, had +the entire management of all matters connected with religion. The post +of head pontiff, or Pontifex Maximus, had been assumed by Julius Caesar +and his successors. They had probably no real belief in the idolatrous +system they supported; such secret faith as they had was centred in +Astarte, the divinity of the ancient Babylonians, whose worship had been +introduced at an early period into Etruria, as it had been previously +into Egypt and Greece. They were, in reality, the priests of Astarte, +and from them we derive our festival of Christmas, our Lady Day, and +many other festivals with Christian names. It had been their principle +from the first to admit any gods who had become popular, and thus were +added in rapid succession the numberless gods and goddesses of the +heathen mythology. At length Jesus of Nazareth was added to their +pantheon. These pontiffs, on perceiving that Christianity, patronised +by the Emperor, was likely to gain the day, saw that to maintain their +power they must themselves pretend to belong to the new faith. This +they did, and one of their number soon managed to get himself chosen the +Bishop of Rome, while the other pontiffs by an easy transition formed +the College of Cardinals. The title of Pontifex Maximus, being held by +the Emperor, was not assumed by the bishop of Rome till the Emperor +Gratian in 376 refused any longer to be addressed by that title. Having +banished some of the grosser practices of idolatry, they introduced the +remainder under different names, so that the pagans might readily +conform to the new worship. The apostles took the place of the various +gods, and the martyrs those of the inferior divinities; above them all +was raised Astarte, who, now named Mary the Mother of God and Queen of +Heaven, became the chief object of adoration. In truth, the established +worship at Rome remained as truly idolatrous as it had ever been, while +the great aim of the pontiffs was to increase their power, amass wealth, +and strengthen their position. From that period they acted, as might +have been expected, in direct opposition to all the principles of +Christianity. Bloody struggles often took place between rivals aiming +at the pontificate, while they endeavoured to destroy all those who +refused to obey them. It was not till a somewhat later period, when the +head pontiff set up a claim of superiority above all other bishops, +that, to strengthen it, it was asserted that he was in direct apostolic +succession from the apostle Peter, the pontiff who first made it being +ignorant, probably, that the Christian Church at Rome was founded +exclusively by Paul, and that the apostle Peter never was at Rome, he +having been all his life employed in founding churches in the East. `By +their fruits ye shall know them;' and we have only to reflect on the +lives of the popes, many of them monsters of atrocity, and the fearful +acts of persecution which they encouraged and authorised, to be +convinced that paganism, the invention of Satan, had usurped the name of +Christianity, and that the Romish Church, as it is called, instead of +being the mother of all Churches, is truly the Babylon of the +Apocalypse; yet this is the system which ministers of the Church of +England are endeavouring to introduce into our country, with its +idolatrous rites and dogmas, and which you and many excellent men like +yourself look at with a lenient eye, instead of regarding it with the +abhorrence it deserves." + +"My dear friend," said Mr Lennard, greatly astonished, "I certainly had +never regarded the Church of Rome in that light; I looked upon it as the +ancient Church, corrupted in the course of ages." + +"It has no true claim to be a Christian Church at all," said the +general; "it is like the cuckoo, which, hatched in the nest of the +hedge-warbler, by degrees forces out the other fledglings, and usurps +their place. So did paganism treat Christianity; although, fostered by +God, the latter was enabled to exist, persecuted and oppressed as it +was, and still to exert a benign influence in the world. On examining +the tenets of many who are called heretics, we find that it was not the +creed they held, but the opposition they offered to the Romish system, +which was their crime, and brought down persecution on their heads. +When we read of the horrible cruelties practised on the Waldenses and +Albigenses, the followers of Huss in Bohemia, the true Protestants of +all ages down to the time of Luther, the detestable system of the +Inquisition, the treatment of the inhabitants of the Netherlands by Alva +and the Spaniards, when whole hecatombs of victims were put to death at +the instigation of the pope and his cardinals, the destruction of +thousands and tens of thousands of Huguenots in France, the martyrdoms +of the noble Protestants of Spain, the massacre of Saint Bartholomew, +and the fires of Smithfield--all these diabolical acts performed with +the concurrence and approval of the papal power--can we for a moment +hesitate to believe that that power owes its origin, not to the Divine +Head of the Church, but to that spirit of evil, Satan, the deadly foe of +the human race? Can any system founded on it, however much reformed it +may appear, fail to partake of the evil inherent in the original itself. +It is from not seeing this that so many are led to embrace the errors-- +I would rather say the abominations--of Rome; while others are taught to +look at them with lenient eyes, and to believe that the system itself is +capable of reformation. Before true and simple faith can be established +throughout the world the whole must be overthrown and hurled into the +depths of the sea, as completely as have been the idols and idolatrous +practices of the inhabitants of the South Sea Islands, where +Christianity has been established." + +Mr Lennard leant his head on his hand. "I must think deeply of what +you say; you put the whole matter in a new light to me. I have had no +affection for Rome; still, I have always regarded her as a Church +founded on the apostles and prophets." + +"Yet which virtually forbids its followers to study those prophets and +apostles," remarked the general. "But what I want you to do is to look +into the subject for yourself. I have merely given you a hint for your +guidance; by referring carefully to the Scriptures, you will find more +and more light thrown on it, till you must be convinced that the view I +have taken is the correct one; and would that every clergyman and layman +in England might do the same! these ritualistic practices would then +soon be banished from the land." + +Never in his life had poor Mr Lennard been so perplexed and troubled. +He was invited to reconsider opinions which he had held, in a somewhat +lax fashion it may be granted, all his life. He had to search for his +son, and prevent him if possible from becoming a slave to the system he +had just heard so strongly denounced, and he was painfully anxious about +the health of his dear little Mary. While he was still in this unhappy +state of mind, the general left him to return home. The next morning +they both set off to their respective destinations, the general to +Epsworth, having called for Mr Franklin on his way, and Mr Lennard to +London. + +On reaching Epsworth, the general wrote a note to Clara, saying that as +her guardian it was necessary for him to see her at once, and that he +would either pay her a visit at the convent, or would request her to +come to his hotel. After waiting for some time, he received a note in a +strange handwriting; it was from a lady, who signed herself Sister +Agatha. She stated that she wrote by the command of the Lady Superior, +who was at present unwell, but would, on her recovery, reply to the +letter General Caulfield had addressed to Sister Clare, or, as she was +called in the world, Miss Clara Maynard. + +"We must give her ladyship a taste of the law," said Mr Franklin; "she +fancies that she can play the same game with us which she has +successfully employed with others. You shall write a note, stating that +your legal adviser, Mr Franklin, is with you; address it to the Lady +Superior, and say that you insist on seeing Miss Maynard at once." + +As soon as the letter was despatched, Mr Franklin, observing that he +had some business to transact, went out, leaving the general engaged in +writing. He had been for some time absent, when he hurriedly entered +the room. + +"I thought it would be so," he observed. "The Lady Superior is about to +remove Miss Maynard to some other establishment, and she will then +coolly inform you that, Sister Clare not being an inmate of the convent, +she cannot be answerable for her. I learnt this from one of several +people I placed on the watch, and I find that one of the serving Sisters +has come in to say that a conveyance is wanted immediately at the +convent. I have ordered our carriage, and we will follow the other; and +you can either speak to Miss Maynard as she comes out of the convent, or +meet her at whatever railway station she goes to." + +The general did not quite like this plan; he had hoped to see Clara +alone, and be able to speak to her for as long as might be necessary, so +as to convince her of the fearful mistake she had made, should she at +first show an unwillingness to leave the convent; still, he had no other +course but to follow Mr Franklin's advice. They accordingly entered +their carriage, and soon overtook another driving in the direction of +the convent. At a short distance from it, Mr Franklin ordered the +coachman to pull up, and got out. He and the general then walked +leisurely towards the gate, just as they got in sight of which, they +caught a glimpse of three muffled figures stepping into the carriage. + +"Now is our time," exclaimed Mr Franklin; "I've bribed the coachman not +to move on till I have given him leave, so that should one of those +dames prove to be the Lady Superior--and I know her very well--we shall +have an opportunity of addressing her; and I think what I say will make +her hesitate to use force in preventing Miss Maynard from accompanying +you, should you desire her to do so." + +The next instant they were alongside the carriage, just as the Lady +Superior--for she was one of those inside--had put her head out of the +window, peremptorily ordering the coachman to drive on as fast as he +could. Though he flourished his whip, he kept his reins tight; but Mr +Franklin, putting his hand on the door said, "Madam, my friend General +Caulfield, whom I have the honour to introduce to you, desires to have +some conversation on a matter of importance with Miss Maynard, and I am +glad to see that she is here to answer for herself." + +As he spoke, Clara sprang up, and though the Lady Superior and the other +Sister attempted to hold her back, she threw herself forward into the +general's arms. + +"Sister Clare, remember your vow of obedience; sit quiet, I order you," +cried the Lady Superior, in a stern tone; but Clara paid no attention to +the command. With an imploring look for protection, she gazed into the +general's countenance. + +"I wish to accompany you," she whispered; "take me, take me away! don't +scold me!" + +The general recognised the features of the once bright and blooming +girl, though her dress looked strange. + +"I have come on purpose to take you, my dear girl," he answered, holding +her tightly. "I am in your good father's place--trust to me." He then, +turning to the Lady Superior, said, "I have the right, as this young +lady's guardian, to take her away from you, as she has expressed her +wish to accompany me. Mr Franklin will explain all that is necessary. +I bid you good morning, Madam." + +"Sister Clare, remember your vows," again repeated the Lady Superior, in +a solemn voice; "the anathema--" + +"I cannot allow such language to be uttered to my client," said Mr +Franklin; and he went on to explain the legal rights of guardians in a +way which was calculated to keep the Lady Superior silent. The general, +meantime, half leading, half carrying poor Clara, reached his carriage, +which at a sign to the coachman approached to receive them. Mr +Franklin, observing that the general had handed in Clara, followed, +having directed the coachman to drive off, leaving the Lady Superior and +her companion in a state better imagined than described. Looking back, +the lawyer observed that they had re-entered the convent. + +Clara was no sooner seated than she burst into tears. "I have been very +miserable, but I have myself alone to blame," she said. "I knew what +you would think, while I obstinately listened to Mr and Mrs Lerew, and +to what they had taught Aunt Sarah to say to me. Still, I wanted to +consult you, but as you were too angry with me to write, I could not +have my doubts solved; and even Harry cast me off, and refused to have +any further correspondence with me. I don't blame him, for I knew his +opinions, and he warned me--" + +"My dear Clara, do you think it possible that I should not have written +to you, or that Harry should have neglected to do so?" interrupted the +general. "I wrote letter upon letter, and got no answer, and Harry told +me that he had written over and over again, and at last had enclosed a +letter to your aunt, but that she had returned it, saying that she did +so at the recommendation of your spiritual adviser, who considered that +it would be highly improper for you, who had become a bride of the +Church, to receive a letter from a mortal lover." + +"Then I have been deceived and betrayed," exclaimed Clara, "entirely +through my own folly, and I have caused Harry terrible pain and +annoyance." + +"There is no doubt that you have been deceived and betrayed," said the +general; "but we do not blame you, except that instead of seeking +guidance and direction from the loving Father who is ever ready to +afford it, you allowed yourself to be led by fallible human beings, who +in this instance had, I suspect, an object in inducing you to follow the +line they had pointed out. You did not distinguish between the works +which these Sisters of Charity propose undertaking and the system and +principles by which they are guided. The works themselves are such as +all Christians are bound to engage in or support, whereas the system is +idolatrous, and encourages will-worship; the works are made to support +the system, instead of, as it should be, love and obedience to our +heavenly Master producing the works. Our loving Father wishes His +children to be happy and to enjoy the good things with which He provides +them. No monastic rules, no peculiar dress, no vows of obedience to +fallible mortals like ourselves, no fasts or penances are required to +enable us to obey His laws; all we need is to seek for grace and +strength from Him to do His will; and knowing that the blood of Jesus +Christ cleanseth from all sin, we can go boldly to Him in prayer, +offered up through our sole High Priest and Mediator, who ever pleads +the efficacy of that blood." + +"I know you speak the truth," said Clara; "but I felt myself so +unworthy, I fancied that God would not receive me unless I made some +sacrifices in His service." + +"You dishonoured Him, my dear child, by thinking so," answered the +general; "He will in no wise cast out those who come to Him, and He +desires all to come just as they are, with humble and contrite spirits; +but not under the idea that they can first put away their sins, and +merit His love by any good deeds or penances they may perform. Such +acts as are pleasing in His sight must spring from loving obedience to +Him; all He does is of free grace; we can merit nothing, because we owe +Him everything. When you see this clearly, you will understand more +perfectly the wrong principles on which the whole Romish and ritualistic +systems, and, believe me, they are identical, are founded." + +Through the general's remarks Clara's eyes were quickly opened; it +appeared as if a thick veil had been thrown over them, which had +suddenly been removed, and she wondered how she could have been so +lamentably deceived. She looked upon her convent life, with its rigid +rules, its senseless silence, its hours of solitude, its meagre fare, +the cold and suffering uselessly endured, its unnatural vigils, its +mockeries of religious observances, the cruelties she had seen +practised, all tending to depress the spirits and lower the physical +powers, with just abhorrence; and then a choking sensation came into her +throat, and the colour rose to her cheeks as she thought of the +abominable confessional, the questions asked her, and the answers she +had had to give. She tried to shut them out from her thoughts. Could +she ever be worthy of the pure, honest-minded, open-hearted, noble +Harry? + +On reaching their sitting-room at the inn, the general looked at Clara's +costume. + +"I suppose, my dear child, that you would like to assume the ordinary +dress of a young lady of the nineteenth century," he said with a smile, +"in lieu of those garments of the dark ages." + +A smile almost rose to Clara's lips, though her cheeks were blushing and +her eyes suffused with tears as she answered, "Yes, I should very much, +and I must ask if you will be good enough to send them back to the +convent, as they belong to the community, and I have no right to keep +them." + +"With all imaginable pleasure," exclaimed Mr Franklin; "and I am happy +to say that I can assist you in procuring a desirable costume. I have a +relative residing here who is much about your height and figure, and as +she has some interest with the mantua-makers, I have no doubt that by +to-morrow morning she will induce them to supply you with a +travelling-dress and such other articles of apparel as you may require." + +Clara expressed her thankfulness, and added, "Pray let it be as simple +as possible." + +"Oh yes, it shall be such as will become a quakeress if you wish it; I +will lose no time about it," said Mr Franklin, hurrying out of the +room. + +"Why, he has gone without taking anything to eat; he must be almost +starving," observed the general. "I know that I am; and, my dear, I am +afraid that you must be hungry, unless you took a late luncheon." + +"We had dinner at ten, though I took but little," answered Clara; "but +we are accustomed to go a long time without food." + +"Your looks tell me that, my dear," exclaimed the general, ringing the +bell. "We must take more care of you in future than you have received +lately. I never knew starving enable a person the better to go through +the duties of life." + +The waiter entered, and the general ordered luncheon to be brought up at +once, in a tone which showed that he intended to be obeyed, adding, "Let +there be as many delicacies as your cook can provide off-hand." + +The lawyer had not returned when luncheon was placed on the table. +"Come, my dear, I want to see you do justice to some of these nice +things," said the general. + +Poor Clara hesitated; it was a fast-day in the convent--could she at +once transgress the rule? She was going to take simply some bread and +preserve, but the general placed a cutlet on her plate. "I must insist +on your eating that, and taking a glass or two of good wine to give you +strength for your journey to-morrow," he said. Clara had to explain her +difficulty. "I know of no command of the Lord to fast," he observed, +"though He stigmatised vain fasts and oblations. The apostles nowhere +command it, and the early Christians, until error crept in among them, +did not consider fasting a religious duty. In your case let me assure +you that it would be a sin to fast when you require your strength +restored. You have had much mental trial, and will have more to go +through. The mind suffers with the body, and it is your duty to +strengthen both. Come, come, eat up the cutlet, and take this glass of +sherry." + +Clara obeyed, and in a wonderfully short time began to see matters in a +brighter light. The general did not fail to explain that one of the +great objects of the system from which he wished to emancipate her was +that of weakening the minds of those it got into its toils to keep them +in subjection. "Such was their aim in insisting on confession, on +fasting, and on vigils. What is even a strong man fit for, who is +deprived of his sleep and half-starved? How completely does a man +become the slave of the fellow mortal to whom he confides every secret +of his heart! and how much more thoroughly must a weak woman become a +slave, who is subjected to the same system! Add to that the rule of +obedience which you tell me is so much insisted on. Obedience to whom? +to a woman as full of faults and weaknesses as other human beings. How +sad must be the result! It is terrible to see the name of religion +prostituted in such a cause." + +Clara ate up the cutlet without any further objection, and meekly +submitted to take some of the other delicacies the general placed before +her. + +"You'll do, my dear," he said, smiling; "we shall have the roses in your +cheeks again, I hope, in a few weeks. What I want you to do is to +distinguish between God's and man's religions. You have erred from +confounding the two. Our loving Father wants a joyous, willing +obedience; He allows no one to come between Him and us poor sinners, but +our one Mediator and great High Priest, to whom we must confess our +sins. He invites us to come direct to Him in prayer. Those dishonour +Him who fancy that either ministering angels or departed saints can +interfere with our glorious privilege. He who said, `Rend your heart, +and not your garments,' desires no debasing penances, no fasts, nothing +which could weaken the powers of the mind. When you come to look into +the subject, you will see that all such practices were invented by the +great enemy of souls to draw men off from their reliance on their loving +Father, who is ever ready to give grace and help in time of need." + +Before luncheon was quite over Mr Franklin returned. "You will excuse +us for not waiting for you," said the general. "Miss Maynard was nearly +starving." + +"I am glad you did not wait, indeed," answered Mr Franklin, "for I may +compliment Miss Maynard on looking much better than she did an hour ago. +I have been entirely successful in my mission; my cousin and her +milliner will be here in a few minutes. I have a message from my aunt, +Mrs Lawson, who begs that you and Miss Maynard will stay the night at +her house, as she can there make the arrangements about her dress with +far more convenience than here." + +The general, without stopping to consult Clara, at once accepted the +offer. Clara herself was thankful to move to a quiet house. Miss +Lawson, who was a sensible girl, understanding Clara's position and +feelings, with much thoughtfulness made every arrangement she could +require. Having supplied her from her own wardrobe, she took away the +conventual garments, which Mr Franklin with infinite satisfaction +carefully packed up and sent with a note, couched in legal phraseology, +to the Lady Superior, requesting that Miss Maynard's property might be +sent back by return. "I don't suppose we shall get it," he remarked to +his cousin; "but it is as well to see what her ladyship has to say about +the matter." + +Late in the evening a note arrived from the Lady Superior, who had to +assure Mr Franklin that she possessed nothing belonging to Miss +Maynard, who was well aware that any articles brought into the convent +became the property of the community, and that all secular dresses were +immediately disposed of as useless to those devoted to the service of +the Church. + +"I call it a perfect swindle," observed Mrs Lawson, who was not an +admirer of convents. "Miss Maynard tells me she took two trunks full of +summer and winter clothing. She had not a notion before she went to the +convent how she was to dress or what she was to do." + +"I am afraid, notwithstanding, that we cannot indict the Lady Superior +as a swindler, whatever opinion we may secretly form of her," answered +Mr Franklin, laughing. "I daresay that Miss Maynard will soon be able +to replace her loss. We would rather not have her adventure made +public, except for the sake of a warning to others." + +Miss Lawson, whose garments fortunately fitted Clara, begged that she +would take such as she might require until the dressmaker could forward +those which had been ordered. The next morning, heartily thanking Mr +Franklin and his relations, Clara and the general set off for +Cheltenham. It was not to be expected that Clara would at once recover +her spirits and serenity of mind; but fortunately they had the carriage +to themselves, and thus the general had an opportunity of further +explaining the subjects he had touched on on the previous day. As he +never was without his Bible, he was able to refer to that, and to point +to many texts which of late Clara had heard sadly perverted, or which +had been carefully avoided. He explained to her the origin of the whole +Romish system, and showed her how identical that of the Ritualists was +with it; the great object being to exalt and give power to a priestly +caste, who, pretending to stand between God and the sinner, thus obtain +power over the minds and property of their fellow-creatures. "Such has +been the object of certain men imbued with a desire to rule their more +ignorant and more superstitious fellows, from the earliest ages; it was +this spirit which influenced the priests of Egypt, Greece, and Rome; it +exists throughout India, among the savages of America in their +medicine--men, in the islands of the Pacific, and indeed in every region +of the world. It is the object of the Romish system, and is now +exhibiting itself in a more subtle form among the ministers of the +Church of England. We properly apply the term sacerdotalism to any +system the spirit of which seeks to place a human being in any +intermediate character between God and man. Sacerdotalism is in direct +opposition and antagonistic to the genius of the Gospel, which +enunciates the great truth that there is but one Mediator between God +and man, the Man Jesus Christ; that through the atoning blood of Christ, +man, if truly turning to Him, and heartily believing, receives directly, +and without any other agency whatever, pardon and absolution. He, and +He alone, pardoneth and absolveth all them that truly repent, that is, +look to Him and unfeignedly believe His holy Gospel. Christ, and Christ +alone, is the Way, the Truth, and the Life to seeking, travailing, +heavy-laden man; whereas the Romanists, as do the Ritualists, assert +that without the priestly function there is no complete remission, no +claim to all the benefit of the Passion, no assurance of God's +sanctifying grace. There must be, say these people, contrition, +confession, and satisfaction united with the sacerdotal function, a +succession of acts, the priest being the organ of God's sanctifying +grace." + +"Oh, then, of what mockery, of what sin, have I been guilty?" exclaimed +Clara. + +"Turn from it, and look to Jesus, and He grants immediate forgiveness," +answered the general. + +"Would that all who are misled as I have been might receive that +glorious truth!" cried Clara. "Oh, general, tell it everywhere, and +show me how I may help to open the eyes of others as mine have been +opened." + +"God alone can open the eyes of the blind; but we can become active +instruments in His hands by conveying to them the remedy for their +blindness," said the general, taking Clara's hand. "Your words afford +me infinite satisfaction, and remove an anxious weight from my heart on +your own account, and on that of one naturally still dearer to me. +Depend on it that, with God's grace, I will not relax in my efforts to +make known the simple Gospel, and to exhibit the sacerdotal system of +Rome, and of the so-called ritualism of England, in its true light." + + + +CHAPTER SIX. + +On reaching Cheltenham, the general took Clara to the house of his +sister-in-law, a Scotch lady, who received her with the most motherly +kindness. + +"I very well know the sort of glamour which has been thrown around you, +my dear," she said, "so that I can heartily sympathise with you; and I +praise God that it has been removed. You can now therefore look with +confidence for grace and strength from Him who is the giver of all good, +to walk forward in the enjoyment of that true happiness which God in His +mercy affords to His creatures. There is abundance of work for our sex, +which can be carried out in a straightforward, Protestant, English +fashion." + +"I shall be thankful to find it," said Clara. + +"You will not have long to wait, my dear," answered Mrs Caulfield; "but +at present you require being nursed yourself: you must let me take you +in hand." + +As soon as the general had deposited Clara with his sister-in-law, he +set off and paid his promised visit to Mary Lennard. On reaching Mrs +Barnett's establishment, he was shown into a handsome drawing-room, +where that lady soon presented herself, under the belief that he had +come to place a daughter with her. She bowed gracefully as she glided +into a seat, and smilingly enquired the object of his visit. + +"I have come to see Miss Mary Lennard, daughter of my particular friend, +the Reverend John Lennard," answered he. + +"She is too ill, I regret to say, to see visitors," answered the +schoolmistress. "Had her father come, I of course should not have +objected." + +"I am acting in the place of her father," said the general, "and I must +insist on seeing the young lady, who has, I understand, been made ill by +a system of fasting and penances which all right-minded people must +consider objectionable." + +"Sir, you astonish me," exclaimed Mrs Barnett. "I should suppose that +every clergyman would wish his daughter to fast on Fridays and other +days ordered by the Church; and with regard to penances, such have been +imposed by the priest to whom she has duly gone to confession." + +"Why, I thought this was a Protestant school," exclaimed the general, +astonished. + +"That term I repudiate," answered the lady. "I am a daughter of the +Anglican Church, and as such I wish to bring up all my pupils." + +"You may act according to your conscience, but parents may differ from +you as to whether you are right in compelling growing children to fast, +as also in allowing them to confess to a person whom you call a priest," +answered the general. "I regret having to act in any way which is +disagreeable to you, but I must insist, madam, with the authority given +me by Mr Lennard, on seeing his daughter alone, and judging what steps +I shall take." + +The lady hesitated; the general put Mr Lennard's letter into her hand. +She still hesitated. + +"Have you any reason for wishing me not to see Mary?" he asked. + +"She may appear worse than she really is," said Mrs Barnett. "Our +medical attendant has visited her daily." + +"That makes it more necessary for me to see her and judge for myself," +said the general, in a firm tone. + +Mrs Barnett rang the bell, and a servant appearing, she told her to +inform Miss Lennard that a friend of her father wished to see her. + +"She isn't able to get up, marm, I'm afraid," was the answer. + +"Then show me her room," said the general, rising; and without waiting +to hear Mrs Barnett's remarks, he followed the servant, who led the way +upstairs to a room containing four beds. A cough struck his ears as he +entered. On one of the beds lay poor Mary; her once rosy cheek was pale +and thin, and her large eyes unusually bright. She knew him at once, +and stretching out both her hands, said, "I am glad to see you; but I +thought papa would come." + +The general explained that Mr Lennard was prevented from doing what he +wished. + +"Then, will you take me away from this?" she asked, in a whisper; "I am +sure that papa would do so. I am not happy here; but do not let Mrs +Barnett know I said so." + +"If you can be removed without risk, I certainly will take you," +answered the general. + +"Oh, yes, yes! I shall be well soon. I could get up now if they will +give me my clothes," exclaimed Mary. + +The day was bright and warm; and as the general felt sure that Mary +could be removed without danger, he determined to take her to his +sister-in-law's immediately. + +"Take me! take me!" said Mary; "I feel quite strong enough, and the +doctor said that there was nothing particularly the matter with me." + +Her eagerness to go was still further increased when she heard that she +was to be taken care of by Clara Maynard. + +"I thought that she had been shut up in a convent," she exclaimed. "The +girls here were saying that it is a very holy life, though I don't know +that there are many who wish to lead it; but I was very, very sorry to +hear of Clara's being a nun, because I thought that perhaps I might +never see her again, and of all people I wondered that she should turn +nun." + +"I trust that she has given up all intention of becoming one," said the +general; "but you will see her soon, and she will tell you what she +thinks about the matter." + +The general then told the servant to assist Miss Lennard in dressing, +while he went out to obtain a conveyance. On returning to the house, he +desired again to see Mrs Barnett. The lady was somewhat indignant, and +warned him that he must be responsible for the consequences of removing +Miss Lennard. + +"Of course I am, and I am taking her where she can be more carefully +nursed than is possible in a school," answered the general. + +Mary was soon ready, and her box packed up. The thoughts of going away +restored her strength, and she walked downstairs without difficulty. +The general carefully wrapped her up, and telling her to keep the shawl +over her head and mouth, lifted her into the carriage. They had but a +short distance to go. Clara was delighted to find that Mary was to +remain; but on perceiving how ill the poor girl evidently was, she felt +very sad. Mary was, however, not at all the worse for being removed, +and Mrs Caulfield immediately sent for her own medical man to see her. +He looked very grave, but gave no decided opinion. "She has been poorly +fed, and her mind overtaxed for one so young," he remarked. "We must +see what proper care and nourishment will effect; but I must not +disguise from you that I am anxious about her." + +Clara begged that Mary might be placed in her bed, while she occupied a +small camp-bed at its foot. + +"But you will have no room to turn," observed Mrs Caulfield. + +"It is wider and far softer than the one to which I have been +accustomed," she answered, smiling, "and I shall be much happier to be +near Mary than away from her." + +Clara had now ample occupation in attending on her sick friend, though +Mrs Caulfield insisted on her driving out every day, and advised her to +receive the visits of several friends who called. With the +consciousness that she was of essential use to Mary, her own spirits +returned and her health improved. The rest of her time was spent in +working, or reading to Mary, or playing and singing to her. The healthy +literature the general procured for Mary benefited Clara as much as it +did her friend; it was an invigorating change from the monastic legends +and similar works which were alone allowed to be perused in the convent. +She thought it better not to say much about her own life there; but +Mary was not so reticent with regard to her school existence. The only +books allowed to be read were those written by priests, ritualists, or +Roman Catholics. "The books were mostly very dull," said Mary; "but as +we had no others, we were glad to get them. Then a clergyman came, who +told us that we were all very sinful, but that when we came to him at +confession he would give us absolution; and as we thought that very +nice, we did as he advised us; but I did not at all like the questions +he put; some of them were dreadful, and I know he said the same to the +other girls. Still, as we were kept very strict in school, we were glad +to get out to church as often as we could; there was the walk, which was +pleasant in fine weather; and then we could look at the people who were +there, and the music was often very fine, and the sermon was never very +long; and sometimes the young gentlemen used to come and sit near us, +and talk to the elder girls when no one was looking--at least, we +thought they were young gentlemen, but, as it turned out, they were +anything but such. One of them, especially, used to give notes to one +of the girls, and she wrote others in return, and we thought it very +romantic, and of course no one would tell Mrs Barnett of it. At last, +one day, we thought that the girl had gone into confession; but instead +of joining us she slipped out of the church at a side door, where her +lover was waiting to receive her. Away they went by the train to a +distance, where they were married, and could not be found for some time. +At last they came back, when it was discovered that the young man was +the son of a small tradesman in the place, though he had pretended that +he had a good fortune and excellent prospects. Mrs Barnett was +horrified, and tried to hush matters up, and I believe the parents of +the girl did not like to expose her for their own sakes. I know that I +and the rest were very wrong in our behaviour, and I will not excuse +myself, except to say that everything was done to make us hypocrites. +Religion was very much talked about on Sundays and saints' days; but I +have learnt more of the Gospel since I came here, from you and dear +General Caulfield, than I ever knew before." + +Clara sighed as she thought how little she herself had known till +lately. + +"You had better not talk any more about your school," she said; "let us +speak rather about what we read, and things of real importance." + +Clara had become very much alarmed about Mary. Wholesome and regular +food, and gentle exercise in the carriage when the weather was fine, +somewhat restored her strength; but there was the hectic spot on her +check, and the brightness of the eyes, which too surely told of +consumption. Mr Lennard at length arrived; he looked much depressed, +and was shocked at seeing the change in his daughter. He had a most +unsatisfactory account to give of his son, whom he had searched for for +some time in vain. At last he discovered that the young gentleman had +been formally received into the Romish Church, and that his friend the +priest was concealing him somewhere in London. The poor father found +out where his son was through a letter which was forwarded from Luton, +in which the youth asked for a remittance for his support, as he had +expended all his means, and could not longer, he observed, encroach on +the limited stipend of his friend, Father Lascelles. Mr Lennard, still +hoping that it might be possible to win back the youth, wrote entreating +him to return home, and on his declining to do this, he offered to let +him continue his course at Oxford, that he might fit himself for +entering one of the learned professions. After a delay of two or three +days, Alfred wrote saying that he had applied to his bishop, who would +not consent to his doing so, and that as he was now under his spiritual +guidance, he must obey him rather than a heretic father. + +"You will pardon me for calling you so," continued Master Alfred; "but +while you remain severed from the one true Church, such you must be in +the eyes of all Catholics, one of whom I have become." + +"I was too much grieved to laugh, as I might otherwise have done, at the +boy's impertinence," observed Mr Lennard to the general; "but as I look +upon him as deceived by artful men, I cannot treat him with the rigour +he deserves. What do you recommend, general?" + +"We must, if possible, get him to come home, and then put the truth +clearly before him," remarked the general. + +"I am afraid that I cannot say enough to induce him to change," said Mr +Lennard, with a deep sigh. + +"We must have recourse, whatever we do, to earnest prayer," observed the +general. "I cannot suppose that your son's mind is already so +completely perverted as to be impregnable to the truth." + +"Alas, it is not for so short a time," answered Mr Lennard; "the seed +was sown by the tutor with whom he spent a year or more, and finally +matured by this same Father Lascelles and his tutor at college. He is +the very man with whom Mr Lerew read, I find. I wonder that he was not +the means of his older pupil's perversion." + +"Mr Lerew is not so honest a man as your son," answered the general; +"Mr Lerew was about to take orders, and would prove a useful tool, +while it was more prudent to secure your son at once, as he, it was +supposed, would inherit your property. I wish that I could offer you +consolation; but I fear that you would consider me a Job's comforter at +the best." + +Mr Lennard had come hoping to take Mary home; but she appeared scarcely +able to undertake so long a journey, and Clara confessed that she +herself was unwilling to return as yet to Luton. Poor Mr Lennard was +nearly heart-broken on hearing from the doctor that he thought very +badly of Mary's case. + +"Could I not take her abroad, to Madeira, or the south of France?" he +asked. + +"It would be, I feel confident, useless," was the melancholy answer; +"had she strength to stand the journey, her life might possibly be +prolonged for a few weeks; but she would probably lose more by the +exertion of travelling than she would gain by the change. Here she is +under loving care, and we may alleviate her sufferings." + +Some more weeks wore by, and Mary grew worse. Mr Lennard felt, what +some parents do not, that it was his duty, though a painful one, to tell +his daughter that her days were numbered, and at the same time to afford +her such comfort as, according to his knowledge, he could. He gently +broke the subject. + +"I know it," she answered. "I asked Clara if she thought I was dying, +and she told me that the doctor said I could not recover; but, dear +papa, I am prepared to go away to One who loves me, though I am sorry, +very sorry, to leave you, and Clara, and the general, and those who have +been kind to me." + +The tears were falling from Mr Lennard's eyes. + +"You have been a dear good girl, and have enjoyed the blessing of +baptism, and have been confirmed, and have received the sacrament; you +shall receive it again if you wish, and I hope that God will take you to +heaven." + +"Oh, dear, dear papa, don't speak so," answered Mary; "I know that I am +a wretched sinner; I have done nothing to merit God's love and mercy; +but I know that Jesus Christ died for me, and that His blood cleanseth +from all sin; and, trusting to Him, I am sure that He will receive me in +the place He has gone before to prepare for those who love Him. I have +faith in Christ; that is my happiness, hope, and confidence. I am not +afraid to die, for I know that He will be with me through the shadow of +the valley of death." + +Mr Lennard gazed at her, unable to speak. He could not ask her further +questions, but was revolving in his own mind the meaning of what she had +said. She had no confidence in any of the objects which he had been +accustomed to present to the minds of the dying, if he believed them to +be good Churchmen, and if not, he had always urged them to repent of +their sins and to take the sacrament, in the hope that thus God might +receive them into heaven. Mary's remarks had brought new light to his +soul; she trusted solely to the _all-finished work_ of Christ, to whom +she looked as her Saviour, with full assurance that He would welcome her +to heaven. She thought not, she spoke not, of any of the rites and +ceremonies in which he had trusted himself, and had taught others to +trust, rather than to the blood of the Atonement. She did not ask even +him, her father, and, as he had fancied himself, a priest, to offer a +prayer on her behalf. No, she was resting joyfully on Christ as her +all-sufficient Saviour. + +"I see it all now," he said, half aloud; "it is this of which the +general has been speaking to me lately, but which I did not comprehend." + +"Yes, dear papa; Jesus did it all long ago; He saved me then, and I am +trusting in Him; that makes me so happy, so very happy," exclaimed Mary. + +"I believe as you do," answered Mr Lennard; "would that I had known and +taught your poor brother the same truth! it would have prevented him +from falling into the toils of Rome." + +"We can pray for him, that he may be rescued from them," said Mary. + +"I wished to make him a sound Churchman, and taught him that there is +but one true Church, and that that is the Church of England; and +miserable has been the result," said Mr Lennard. + +"Alfred may be brought back. God will hear our united prayers," +whispered Mary. + +"I cannot pray with faith that my prayer will be answered," he murmured. +"I did my utmost to instil the belief into him, and he has ever since +been with those who have done their utmost to forward the same notion." + +Mary now became her father's comforter. She lingered with those who +loved her for some time longer, proving an especial blessing to Clara, +who had, as her ever-watchful nurse, constant employment and occupation +for her thoughts and feelings. The general remained with his sister, +and afforded Clara that instruction and guidance she so much needed, +while he put into her hands such books as were best calculated to +strengthen her mind and to do away with all traces of that mysticism +which she had imbibed both before and during her life in the convent. +With clearer perceptions of truth than she had ever before enjoyed, she +was now better able to perform her duties in life. She had written to +her aunt, saying that she hoped some day to return home, but was at +present employed in nursing her young friend Mary Lennard, whom she +could not at present leave; but she did not think it necessary to speak +of her escape from the convent, or to enter into other particulars, so +that Miss Pemberton remained in ignorance of her change of opinions. + +Mr Lennard had twice gone away in the hope of meeting his son and +inducing him to attend the death-bed of his sister; but the priests, who +were well-informed of the religious opinions of those who had taken +charge of Mary, made him send various excuses, and poor Mary was +deprived of the satisfaction of seeing her brother again. When Mr +Lennard returned, Mary had become much weaker, and she could only +whisper, "Pray for poor Alfred; don't be angry with him--he may be +brought back;" and her young spirit went to be with the Saviour in whom +she trusted. Clara aided the general in comforting their friend. + +The bereaved father found peace at last; but often before that, in the +bitterness of his heart, he would exclaim, "It was that school, that +abominable system of fasting and penance, and that accursed +confessional, which killed her; and to have my poor weak misguided boy +carried off and enslaved body and soul by those wolves in sheep's +clothing, it is more than I can bear! It was I--I alone, who in my +blindness and ignorance and folly exposed them to the malign influences +which have caused their destruction. I have been the murderer of my +children!" + +A few days after Mary's funeral, Clara, with the general and Mr +Lennard, returned to Luton. Miss Pemberton received her niece with a +look of astonishment. + +"Why, I expected to see you dressed as a nun, Clara," she exclaimed; +"have you given up your vocation? Dear me! Mr Lerew will be very much +disappointed; he fully expected that you would devote your fortune to +Saint Agatha's." + +"I will explain matters to you, aunt, by-and-by," answered Clara, not +wishing on her first arrival at home to enter into any discussion. "I +hope that you have not felt yourself very solitary during my long +absence." + +"As to that, I can't say I have been very lively, for the whole +neighbourhood is divided, and because I go to church and confession, all +of your father's old friends have ceased to call on me; but of late I +have begun to think that they are not altogether wrong. I must +acknowledge that since Sir Reginald and Lady Bygrave, and Mrs Lerew, +and two or three other people turned Catholics, my confidence in the +vicar and the High Church has been a little shaken. Mrs Lerew wanted +me to turn too; but I was not going to do that, and even the vicar did +not advise it, though he said he couldn't help his wife going over; for +if so many went, people's suspicions would be aroused, and he should be +unable to establish his college." + +"I am truly thankful that you did not go over," answered Clara. "I have +learnt a good deal about the Ritualists of late, and I am very sure that +their tendency is towards Rome. I have one favour to ask, that is, +should Mr Lerew call, that you will not admit him, as it would be +painful to me to see him again, for I cannot receive him as a friend." + +"Why, have you found out anything about him?" asked Miss Pemberton, her +conscience accusing her. + +"There is much, aunt, to which, I object in him," answered Clara, +firmly. + +"Well, I don't wish you to be annoyed, my dear, in any way," said Miss +Pemberton; "and, in truth, I suspect that he wanted to get hold of your +fortune for his new college. If he finds that he has no chance of that, +I don't think he will trouble you much." + +"I would rather not think about him in any way," said Clara; "and do +pray tell me how Widow Jones and Mrs Humble and her blind daughter, and +the poor Hobbies, with their idiot boy, are getting on. I must go and +see them and my other friends as soon as possible." + +Clara then went on to make further enquiries about her poorer +neighbours, and was grieved to find that her aunt had not troubled +herself about them during her absence. + +"It was all my fault," she said to herself; "I was placed here to help +them, and I have neglected that very clear duty by giving way to +delusive fancies." + +Clara lost no time in carrying out her intentions, and was received with +a hearty welcome wherever she went. Very frequently remarks were made +which showed her that the poor had a clearer perception of the +tendencies of the ritualistic system than she herself had previously +possessed. + +"We be main glad to see you again looking so like yourself, Miss," +exclaimed Dame Hobby. "They said as how the vicar had got you to go +into a monkery that he might spend your money to pay for his fripperies +in the church, his candles, and that smoky stuff, and his pictures and +gold-embroidered dresses, and flags and crosses, and all they singing +men and women, and dressing up the little boys, as if God cared for such +things, or they could make us love Him and serve Him better, for that's +my notion of what religion should do. The Bible says we can go straight +to God through Jesus Christ, and pray to Him as our Father; and all +these things seem to me only to stand in the way; and when we want to be +praying, we are instead looking about at the goings on, and listening to +the music. 'Tisn't that I haven't a respect for the parson and the +church; but when I go to church, I go to pray and to hear God's word +read and explained from the pulpit in a way simple people can +understand." + +Clara found much the same opinions expressed by all she visited. The +general came every day to see her, to strengthen and support her. His +conversation had a very good effect on Miss Pemberton, whose eyes having +once been opened to the tendencies of the ritualistic system, she was +enabled to see it in its true light. She resolved to have nothing more +to say to Mr Lerew, and to refuse to receive him, should he call. Soon +after Clara returned home he had started on a tour to collect funds for +his college, and as he was absent, Clara was saved from the annoyance +she had expected. The general was fortunately paying a visit to Clara +and her aunt when Mr Lerew at length came to call on Miss Pemberton to +enquire why she had not during his absence attended church. It was +agreed that it would be better to admit him. He tried to assume his +usual unimpassioned manner as he entered the room; but the frown on his +brow and his puckered lips showed his annoyance and anger. He had not +had the early training which enables the Jesuit priest effectually to +conceal his feelings. He had evidently heard that Clara had left the +convent, as he showed no surprise at seeing her. He probably would have +behaved very differently to what he did, had not the general been +present. Shaking hands with all the party, he took a seat, and brushing +his hat with his glove, cleared his throat, and then said, "I was +afraid, Miss Pemberton, that you were ill, as you have not, I +understand, favoured the church with your presence for the last two +Sundays." + +"I had my reasons for not going," answered Miss Pemberton; "and I may as +well tell you that I purpose in future not to attend your church, as I +see clearly that your preaching and the system carried on there leads +Romeward; and I have no wish to become a Romanist or to encourage others +by my presence to run the risk of becoming so either." + +"Romanist! Romanist!" exclaimed Mr Lerew; "I have no dealings with +Rome; I don't want my people to become Romanists." + +"The proof of the pudding is in the eating, Mr Lerew," answered Miss +Pemberton, dryly. "I have expressed my resolution, and I hope to adhere +to it." + +Mr Lerew was not prepared with an answer; but turning to Clara, he +said, "I trust, Miss Maynard, that though you have thought fit to +abandon the sacred calling to which I had hoped you would have devoted +yourself, you will still remain faithful to the Church." + +"I cannot make any promise on the subject," answered Clara, being +anxious not to say anything to irritate the vicar. "I believe that I +was before blinded and led away from the truth, when I was induced to +enter the sisterhood of Saint Barbara, and I now desire to retrieve my +error." + +"I understand you, ladies," exclaimed the vicar, losing command of his +temper. "Remember that by deserting the Church you are guilty of the +heinous crime of schism, for which, till repented of, there is no pardon +here or hereafter. General Caulfield, I fear that you have much to +answer for in having set the example in my parish; you will excuse me +for saying so." + +"It is you and those who side with you who are guilty of the schism of +which you speak," said the general, mildly. "The Church of England +protests clearly against the errors of Rome; and you, by adopting many, +if not all those errors, are virtually cutting yourself off from that +Church, although you retain a post in it. But let me explain that the +schism spoken of in the New Testament is the departing from the truth of +the Gospel, and the practices it inculcates; in other words, those who +leave Christ's spiritual Church. My great object is to draw my +fellow-creatures into that Church; to induce them to accept Christ as +the Way, the Truth, and the Life; to persuade them to grasp that hand so +lovingly stretched forth to lead them to the Father. I ignore the +schism of which you speak, invented by the sacerdotalists to alarm the +uneducated. You have my reply, Mr Lerew, and I wish you clearly to +understand that I purpose, with God's assistance, by every means in my +power to make known the truth of the Gospel in this parish and in every +place where false teaching prevails." + +"Then I shall look upon you as a schismatic and a foe to our Church," +exclaimed Mr Lerew, rising. + +"I have already explained to you the true meaning of schism," said the +general, quietly, "and have particularly to request that all further +discussion on this subject may cease. Miss Pemberton and her niece have +expressed their sentiments, and you have long known mine. I trust that +none of us will change; and anything further said on the subject can +only cause annoyance." + +Mr Lerew saw that he had lost his influence over Clara and her aunt, +and not wishing to remain longer than he could help in the general's +society, quickly took his departure. He had not as yet seen Mr Lennard +since his return, nor had he heard the cause of poor Mary's death; he at +once drove over to his house. Instead of the hearty manner Mr Lennard +usually exhibited, he received his visitor with marked coldness. Mr +Lerew was puzzled. + +"I am sorry that my absence from home has prevented me hitherto from +calling on you," he said; "but I rejoice to have you back, and I hope +that you will assist at the celebrations in my church." + +"I come to a sad home, deprived of my young daughter by death, and my +son by his perversion to the Church of Rome," answered Mr Lennard, +gravely, not noticing the last remark. "I know that my child has left +this world for a far better; but I cannot forget that the seeds of her +disease were produced by the system practised at the school you +recommended, Mr Lerew, as also that my son's perversion was much owing +to the instruction received from the tutor under whom, by your advice, I +placed him. The daughter of my late friend Captain Maynard has happily +escaped from the toils you threw around her; and though I am ready +heartily to forgive the injuries you have inflicted on me, I feel myself +called on to expose the traitorous efforts you and others with whom you +are associated are making to uproot the Protestant principles of the +Church. I believe that I am actuated by no hostile feeling towards +yourself personally; but I will take every means in my power to put a +stop to the practices which you pursue in your church." + +"You acknowledge yourself, then, an enemy to me and to the Church!" +exclaimed Mr Lerew, who felt braver in the presence of Mr Lennard, +whom he considered a weak man, than he had in that of General Caulfield. + +"I desire not to be an enemy to you personally," answered Mr Lennard, +mildly; "but to your system, which is calculated to lead your flock +fearfully astray, I am, and trust I shall ever remain, an inveterate +foe." + +In vain did Mr Lerew endeavour to win back his former dupe. Mr +Lennard had clearly seen the chasm which divides the Protestant Church +of England from the Romish system and its counterpart, Ritualism, and, +as an honest man, he was not to be drawn over. Again defeated, the +vicar of Luton-cum-Crosham had to take his departure. He still, +however, found dupes to subscribe sufficient funds for the establishment +of his college, and a Lady Superior of high ritualistic proclivities to +take charge of it, and masters who, provided they got their stipends, +cared nothing about the object of the institution. By putting out his +candles and omitting some of the ceremonies at his church whenever the +bishop or rural dean came to visit it, he was able to retain his living. +By means of a plausible prospectus, he, with other ritualistic +brethren, induced the parents and guardians of a number of young ladies, +tempted by the moderate expense and advantages offered, to send them to +the college, where, with the usual superficial accomplishments they +received, their minds were thoroughly imbued with ritualistic +principles. General Caulfield and Mr Lennard prevented several of +their friends from being thus taken in. A good many people were +staggered when they heard that the vicar's wife and his patrons--Lady +Bygrave and Sir Reginald--had become Romanists. They had all three +lately set off for Rome itself, under the escort of the Abbe Henon. +They were there received with due honour by the Pope, and had the +satisfaction of hearing from the infallible lips of his Holiness that +England would, ere long, be won from the power of the infidel +Protestants, and restored to the bosom of the Catholic Church; and +believing themselves to be not the least important members of the +British race, they returned home to spread the joyful intelligence among +those who were ready to believe them. The chapel erected in their park +had almost as large a congregation as that of the parish church, +especially as winter approached, and blankets and coals were liberally +distributed among the worshippers. + +Clara, meantime, had pursued the even tenor of her way. Her aunt was +greatly changed for the better; she had become kind and considerate to +her, and frequently accompanied her in her visits among the poor and +suffering in the wide district she had taken under her charge. Though +Clara generally drove in her pony-carriage, she occasionally, when the +distance was not too great, went on foot. She had one day thus gone +out, carrying a basket stored with delicacies for several sick people, +when, as she was proceeding along a sheltered lane, overhung with trees, +she heard a quick footstep behind her. She turned her head and saw +Harry. Her first impulse was to rush towards him--then for a moment she +stopped. He held out his arms. + +"Can you forgive me for my folly, and the pain and grief I have caused +you?" she exclaimed. + +"I have forgotten it all in the happiness of seeing you thus employed, +exactly as I should wish," he answered; "never let us speak about it; my +father has told me all. You were ever dear to me, even when I thought +that I had lost you. You have learned to distinguish the true from the +false, and I shall never for a moment, in future, have the slightest +fear that, seeking for guidance from above, you will mistake the one for +the other." + +THE END. + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Clara Maynard, by W.H.G. Kingston + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK CLARA MAYNARD *** + +***** This file should be named 23070.txt or 23070.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/2/3/0/7/23070/ + +Produced by Nick Hodson of London, England + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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