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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Doctor Luttrell's First Patient + + +Author: Rosa Nouchette Carey + + + +Release Date: October 4, 2007 [eBook #22883] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DOCTOR LUTTRELL'S FIRST PATIENT*** + + +E-text prepared by Al Haines + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustrations. + See 22883-h.htm or 22883-h.zip: + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/2/8/8/22883/22883-h/22883-h.htm) + or + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/2/8/8/22883/22883-h.zip) + + + + + +DOCTOR LUTTRELL'S FIRST PATIENT + +by + +ROSA NOUCHETTE CAREY + +Author of "Little Miss Muffet," "Cousin Mona," + "The Mistress of Brae Farm," "Esther," Etc. + + + + + + + +[Frontispiece: "I hope you do not think I was wrong?"] + + + +Philadelphia +J. B. Lippincott Company +1900 + +Copyright, 1896, +by +J. B. Lippincott Company. + + + + +_Contents._ + + +CHAPTER I. + +AT THE CORNER HOUSE + + +CHAPTER II. + +THE MYSTERIOUS STRANGER + + +CHAPTER III. + +AUNT MADGE + + +CHAPTER IV. + +DR. LUTTRELL'S FIRST PATIENT + + +CHAPTER V. + +A VISIT TO GALVASTON HOUSE + + +CHAPTER VI. + +"I REMIND YOU OF SOMEONE?" + + +CHAPTER VII. + +BLOWING BUBBLES + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +"'TIS A LOVE TOKEN, I RECKON" + + +CHAPTER IX. + +THE CHRISTMAS GUEST + + +CHAPTER X. + +A GENTLEMANLY TRAMP + + +CHAPTER XI. + +THE NIGHT-BELL RINGS + + +CHAPTER XII. + +GRETA + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +FRESH COMPLICATIONS + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +AN EVENTFUL DAY + + +CHAPTER XV. + +"THEY WERE BOTH TO BLAME" + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +BUSY DAYS + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +PRODIGAL SONS + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +AUNT MADGE GIVES HER OPINION + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +DAME FORTUNE SMILES + + +CHAPTER XX. + +"SOMEBODY'S CRUTCH" + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +SUNSHINE AND CLOUDS + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +"YOU MUST NOT LOSE HEART" + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +"I HAVE COME TO STAY" + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +"NOT YET" + + + + +_Illustrations_ + + +"I hope you do not think I am wrong?" . . . _Frontispiece_ + +"Oh, Marcus, how happy we are!" + +"Olive, look what Mr. Gaythorne has given me" + +Mr. Gaythorne sat in his great ebony chair + +"It is beautiful--it is perfectly charming!" + +"They both looked so comfortable and contented" + + + + +Doctor Luttrell's First Patient + + +CHAPTER I. + +AT THE CORNER HOUSE. + +"Seek not that the things which happen should happen as you +wish."--_Epictetus_. + + +There is an old adage, worn almost threadbare with continual use, "When +poverty looks in at the door, love flies out at the window," and, +doubtless, there is an element of truth in the saying; nevertheless, +though there were lines of care on Marcus Luttrell's face, and in the +strong sunlight the seams of his wife's black gown looked a little +shiny, there was still peace, and the patience of a great and enduring +affection in the corner house at Galvaston Terrace. + +When the brass plate, glittering with newness, had been first affixed +to the door, Marcus Luttrell's heart had been sanguine with hope, and +he had brought his young _fiancee_ to see it. The small, narrow house, +with its dark, square entry, its double parlours communicating with +folding-doors, and the corner room, that would do for a surgery, had +seemed to them both a most desirable abode. + +Olivia, who prided herself on being unusually practical, pointed out +its numerous advantages with great satisfaction. The side entrance in +Harbut Street, for instance, and the front room where patients would be +interviewed, and which had a window in Galvaston Terrace. + +"It is so conspicuous, Marcus," she said, with legitimate pride in her +voice. "No one can overlook it, it is worth paying a few pounds more +rent, instead of being jammed in between two terrace houses. Harbut +Street is ever so much nicer than Galvaston Terrace, and the houses are +larger, and it is so convenient having those shops opposite." + +Olivia was disposed to see everything in _couleur de rose_, but to most +people Galvaston Terrace would have appeared woefully dingy. Two or +three of the houses had cards in the sitting-room windows, with +"Desirable apartments for a single gentleman" affixed thereon, and at +the farther end a French dressmaker eked out a slender income. + +The Terrace had by no means a prosperous look, a little fresh paint and +cleaner blinds would have been improvements. Nevertheless, people +lived out harmless lives there, and on the whole were tolerably +contented with their lot. + +When Marcus Luttrell made that fatal mistake of marrying in haste and +repenting at leisure, things had not looked so badly with him. He had +bought his partnership and had a little money in hand, and Olivia had +had sufficient for her modest trousseau. How could either of them have +suspected that the partnership was a deceit and a fraud--that old Dr. +Slade had let Marcus in for a rotten concern--that no paying patients +would crowd the small dining-room--and that two years of professional +profits would be represented in shillings? Now and then when he was +tired and discouraged Dr. Luttrell would accuse himself of rashness and +folly in no measured terms. + +"Your Aunt Madge is right, Olive," he would say, "we have been a couple +of fools; but I was the biggest. What business had I to tempt +Providence in this way? I do believe when a man is in love he loses +his judgment; look at the life to which my selfishness has condemned +you. You will be an old woman before your time, with the effort to +make a sixpence go as far as a shilling! And there is Dot----" And +here the young doctor sighed and frowned, but Olivia, who had plenty of +spirit, refused to be depressed. + +"You took me from such a luxurious home, did you not, Marcus?" she +would say, with a genial laugh. "A hard-working daily governess leads +such an enjoyable life, and it was so exhilarating and refreshing to +sit in one's lodgings of an evening, with no one to care if one were +tired and dull. Yes, dear old boy, of course I was ever so much +happier without you and Dot to worry me----" And, somehow, at these +cheering words the harassed frown on Marcus's brow relaxed. + +Had he been so wrong after all. How could he know that old Slade would +prove a rogue and a humbug; it would have been wiser to wait a little, +but then human nature is liable to make mistakes, and in spite of it +all, they had been so happy. Olive was such a splendid companion, she +had brains as well as heart. Yes, he had been a fool, but he knew that +under like circumstances many a man would have done the same. + +He remembered the events that had led to their hasty marriage. Olivia +had not long lost her mother, the widow's annuity had died with her, +and Olivia, who had only her salary as a daily governess in a large +family, had just moved into humbler lodgings. + +He had gone round with some flowers and a book that he thought would +interest her, and as she came forward to greet him, he could see her +eyes were red and swollen. + +"What is it, dear?" he had asked, kindly, and then the poor girl had +utterly broken down. + +"Oh, Marcus, what shall I do?" she said, when her sobs would allow her +to speak. "I cannot bear it; it is all so dull and miserable. I am +missing mother and I am so tired, and the children have been so cross +all day." And Olivia, whose nerves were on edge with the strain of +grief and worry, looked so pallid and woebegone that Marcus had been +filled with consternation. Never had he seen his sweetheart in such +distress, and then it was that the suggestion came to him. + +Why should they both be lonely? Olivia could marry him and do her work +as well, and there need be no more dull evenings for either of them. + +"You will trust me to make you as happy as I can, dearest," he said, +tenderly, as he pleaded for an early marriage. And as Olivia listened +to him the sad burden seemed lifted from her heart. + +"Are you quite sure we ought to do this, Marcus?" she had asked, a +little dubiously, for in spite of her youth she had plenty of good +sense, and then Marcus had been very ready with his arguments. + +A doctor ought to be a married man, his house was too large for a +bachelor, and needed a mistress. What was the use of Olivia paying for +lodgings when he wanted a wife to make him comfortable? And if she +liked she could still go on with her teaching. + +It was this last proviso that overcame Olivia's objections. If she +could keep her situation she would be no expense to Marcus. Her salary +was good, and until paying patients came she could subscribe towards +the housekeeping. + +It was just one of those arrangements that look so promising and +plausible until fairly tried, but before many months had passed there +was a hitch--something out of gear in the daily machinery. + +It was a dry summer, and Brompton is not exactly a bracing place. +Olivia began to flag a little, the long hours of teaching, the hurried +walks to and fro, tried her vigorous young frame. The little maids who +followed each other in quick succession were all equally inefficient +and unreliable. Marcus began to complain that such ill-cooked, +tasteless meals would in time impair their digestion. The Marthas and +Annes and Sallies, who clumped heavily about the corner house, with +smudges on their round faces and bare red arms, had never heard of the +School of Cookery at South Kensington. Olivia, fagged and weary, +looked ready to cry when she saw the blackened steak and unwholesome +chips set before Marcus. Not one man in a thousand, she thought, would +have borne it all so patiently. + +Then one hot oppressive evening the climax came. Olivia, who had never +fainted in her life, found herself to her great astonishment lying on +the little couch by the open window with her face very wet, and Marcus +looking at her with grave professional eyes. + +That night he spoke very plainly. There must be no more teaching. +Olivia was simply killing herself, and he refused to sanction such +madness any longer. In future he must be the only breadwinner. Until +patients were obliging enough to send for him, they must just live on +their little capital. Olivia must stay at home, and see after things +and take care of herself, or he would not answer for the consequences. + +"You have your husband to consider," he said, in a masterful tone, but +how absurdly boyish he looked, as he stood on the rug, tossing back a +loose wave of fair hair from his forehead. People always thought Dr. +Luttrell younger than he was in reality. He was eight-and-twenty, and +Olivia was six years younger. She was rather taller than her husband, +and had a slim erect figure. She had no claims to beauty; her features +were too irregular, but her clear, honest eyes and sweet smile and a +certain effective dimple redeemed her from plainness, and the soft +brown hair waving naturally over the temples had a sunny gleam in it. + +When baby Dot made her appearance--Dorothy Maud Luttrell, as she was +inscribed in the register--the young parents forgot their anxieties for +a time in their joy in watching their first-born. + +Marcus left his books to devote himself to nursing his pale wife back +to health. And as Olivia lay on the couch with her baby near her, and +feasted on the delicacies that Aunt Madge's thoughtfulness had +provided, or listened to Marcus as he read to her, it seemed to her, as +though the cup of her blessing were full. + +"Oh, Marcus, how happy we are!" she would whisper, and Marcus would +stifle a sigh bravely. + +[Illustration: "Oh, Marcus, how happy we are!"] + +Alas! he knew the little capital was dwindling sadly--rent and taxes, +bread and cheese, and even the modest wages of a second Martha were +draining his purse too heavily. He had plenty of poor patients, but no +one but the French dressmaker had yet sent for the late Dr. Slade's +partner. It was then that those careworn lines came to the young +doctor's brow. + +It was bitterly hard, for Marcus loved his profession, and had studied +hard. The poor people whom he attended were devoted to him. + +"He allus tells a body the truth," said old Widow Bates. "I do hate a +fellow who truckles and minces his words like that Sparks. Do you +suppose Jem Arkwright would have let his leg be cut off in that +lamb-like manner if it had been Benjamin Sparks to do it? + +"I was down at their place, and I heard when Dr. Luttrell said, 'Now, +my man, you must just make up your mind, and be quick about it. Will +you be a brave chap and part with this poor useless limb, or will you +leave your poor wife to bring up six fatherless children? I am telling +you the truth, Jem. If you will not consent to part with your leg, +there is no chance for you.' Laws' sakes, you would have thought he +was a grey-headed old fellow to hear him; it kind of made one jump to +see his young, beardless face; but there, he was good to Jem Arkwright, +that he was. Polly can't say enough for him. She fairly cries if one +mentions his name. + +"'I should have been Jem's widow but for Dr. Luttrell,' she said one +day. 'Why, before he came in Jem was lying there vowing "that he had +sooner die than part with his leg." It was the thought of the little +uns that broke him. My Jem always had a feeling heart.'" + +And other folks, although they had not Widow Bates's garrulous tongue, +were ready enough to sing the doctor's praises. + +When Dot was a year old and able to pull herself up by the help of her +mother's hand, things were no better at the corner house. Olivia had +even consulted her Aunt Madge about the advisability of sending Martha +away and doing the work of the house herself. + +"Martha is the best girl we have had yet," she said. "Marcus owned +that yesterday. She is rough, but her ways are nicer than Anne's or +Sally's, and she keeps herself clean; but then, Aunt Madge, she has +such a good appetite, and one cannot stint growing girls." + +"I should keep her a little longer," was Aunt Madge's reply to this. +"It will only take the heart out of Marcus, knowing that you have to +scrub and black-lead stoves, and he is discouraged enough already. +When Dot is able to run about, you may be able to dispense with +Martha's services," and Olivia returned a reluctant assent to this. + +But her conscience was not quite satisfied. Even Aunt Madge, she +thought, hardly knew how bad things really were. + +Mrs. Broderick was a chronic invalid, and never went beyond the two +rooms that made her little world. Most people would have considered it +a dull, narrow life, and one hardly worth living; but the invalid would +have contradicted this. + +Madge Broderick had learned the secret of contentment; she had lived +through great troubles--the loss of the husband she had idolised, and +her only little child. Since then acute suffering that the doctors had +been unable to relieve had wasted her strength. Nevertheless, there +was a peaceful atmosphere in the sunshiny room, where she lay hour +after hour reading and working with her faithful companion Zoe beside +her. + +Zoe was a beautiful brown-and-white spaniel, with eyes that were almost +human in their soft beseechingness, and Mrs. Broderick often lamented +that she could not eulogise his doggish virtues as Mrs. Browning had +immortalised her Flush. + +Olivia was devoted to her Aunt Madge; they had a mutual admiration for +each other's character, and her sister's child was dear to Mrs. +Broderick's heart, and perhaps the saddest hours she ever spent now +were passed in thinking over the young couple's future. + +"I was wrong," she would say to herself, with a painful contraction of +the brow. "I said too little at the time to discourage their marriage; +if I had been firm and reasoned with the child, she would have listened +to me. Livy is always so manageable, but I was a romantic old goose! +And then she was in love, poor dear! And now--oh, it breaks one's +heart to see their young anxious faces! I know so well what Marcus +feels; he is ready to go out into the roads and break stones if he can +only keep a roof over his wife's head." And there were tears in Madge +Broderick's eyes as she took up her work. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +THE MYSTERIOUS STRANGER. + +"I at least will do my duty."--_Caesar_. + + +Young Mrs. Luttrell stood at the window one November afternoon, +buttoning her gloves in an absent and perfunctory manner, as she looked +out at the slushy road and greasy pavement. There was a crinkle on her +smooth broad forehead, and an uneasy expression in her eyes--as though +some troublesome thought had obtruded itself--presently the crinkle +deepened and widened into a frown, and she walked impatiently to the +fireplace, where a black, uninviting fire smouldered in a cheerless +sort of way, and took up the poker in rather an aggressive manner, then +shook her head, as she glanced at the half-empty coal-scuttle. + +She was cold, and the clinging damp peculiar to November made her +shiver; but a cheery blaze would be too great a self-indulgence; left +to itself the fire would last until tea-time--she would be back in +plenty of time for Marcus's late tea--he should have a warm clear fire +to welcome him and a plate of smoking French toast, because it was so +economical and only took half the amount of butter. It had been a +favourite delicacy in her nursery days, and the revival had given her +great solace. + +Yes, he should have his tea first, and then she would bring in the +vexed subject for argument; in spite of Aunt Madge's well-meant advice, +it was a foregone conclusion in Olivia's mind that Martha must go. Of +course it was a pity. She liked the girl, she was so willing and +good-tempered; and her round childish face was always well washed and +free from smudges, and she was so good to Dot, caring for her as if she +were a baby sister of her own. Nevertheless, stern in her youthful +integrity, Olivia had already decided that Martha's hours at the corner +house were numbered. + +And then there was the stuff for Dot's new winter pelisse. Marcus +would give her the few shillings without a murmur, she was sure of +that, but he would sigh furtively as he counted out the coins. +Whatever deprivations they might be called upon to endure their little +one must be warmly clad. + +She must do without her new pair of gloves, that was all, and here +Olivia looked disconsolately at her worn finger-tips; she could ink the +seams and use her old muff, and no one would notice; what was the use +of buying new gloves, when her hands would soon be as red and rough as +Martha's. Olivia was just a little vain of her hands; they were not +small, but the long slender fingers with almond-shaped nails were full +of character, and Marcus had often praised them. + +For his sake she would try to take care of them, but black-leading +stoves and washing Dot's little garments would not help to beautify +them. Of course, it was nonsense to care about such trifles, she must +be strong-minded and live above such sublunary things. Marcus would +only honour her the more for her self-forgetfulness and labours of +love. Here the pucker vanished from Olivia's brow, and a sweet, +earnest look came to her face. + +The next moment her attention was distracted; a tall old man in a +great-coat with a fur-lined collar passed the window; he was a little +bent and walked feebly, leaning on a gold-headed stick. + +Olivia watched him until he was out of sight; for some occult reason, +not comprehensible even to her, she felt interested in the old man, +although she had never spoken to him; but he looked old and ill and +lonely; three decided claims on Olivia's bountiful and sympathetic +nature. + +She knew his name--Mr. Gaythorne--he was a neighbour of theirs, and he +lived at Galvaston House, the dull-looking red brick house, with two +stone lions on the gate-posts. + +Olivia had amused her husband more than once with imaginary stories +about their neighbour. "He was a miser--a recluse--a misanthrope--he +had a wife in a lunatic asylum--he had known some great trouble that +had embittered his life; he had made a vow never to let a human being +cross his threshold; he was a Roman Catholic priest in disguise, an +Agnostic, a Nihilist." There was no end to Olivia's quaint surmises, +but she could only be certain of two facts--that the mysterious Mr. +Gaythorne was methodical by nature, and whatever might be the weather +always took his exercise at the same hour, and also that only +tradespeople entered the lion-guarded portals of Galvaston House. + +Olivia had only once come face to face with him. She was hurrying +along one afternoon, when in turning a corner she almost ran against +him, and pulled herself up with a confused word of apology. + +A suppressed grunt answered her, a singular old face, with bright, +deeply-sunken eyes, and a white, peaked beard and moustache seemed to +rise stiffly from the fur-lined collar; then the old man's hand touched +his slouched hat mechanically, and he walked on. It was that night +that Olivia was convinced that Mr. Gaythorne was a Nihilist and an +Agnostic, and hinted darkly at the storage of dynamite and infernal +machines in the cellars of Galvaston House. + +"My dear child, you might write a novel," had been her husband's remark +on this. "Your imagination is really immense," but in spite of sarcasm +and gibes on Marcus's part, Olivia chose to indulge in these harmless +fancies. She had always enjoyed making up stories about her +neighbours, and it did no one any harm. + +When Mr. Gaythorne was out of sight she went to the kitchen to take a +last look at Dot, who was slumbering peacefully in her cot; the kitchen +was the warmest place, and Martha could clean her knives and wash her +plates and keep an eye on her. + +Martha gave her usual broad grin when her mistress entered; the little +handmaid adored her master and mistress and Dot. During her rare +holiday she always entertained her mother and brothers and sisters with +wonderful descriptions of her mistress's cleverness and Miss Baby's +ways. + +Martha had eleven brothers and sisters, and the house in Somers Row was +not a luxurious abode. Her mother took in washing, and eleven brothers +and sisters of all ages, and of every variety of snub-nose, made any +sort of privacy impossible. Nevertheless, on her previous holiday, as +Martha, or Patty, as they called her at home, sat in her best blue +merino frock, with her youngest sister on her lap and a paper-bag of +sugar-sticks for distribution to the family, there were few happier +girls to be found anywhere. + +"And I have brought you half-a-pound of really good tea, mother," +observed Martha, proudly. "I knew what a treat that would be to you +and father." + +"You are a good girl, Patty," returned her mother, winking away the +moisture in her eyes, as she went on with her ironing. "Amabel, don't +you be trampling on Patty's best dress, there's a good little lass. +Well, as I was saying, Patty, only the children do interrupt so. +There, Joe and Ben, just take your sugar-sticks and be off to play. I +think I have found a nice little place for Susan. She is to sleep at +home, but will have all her meals and half-a-crown a week, and the lady +will teach her everything; that is pretty fair for a beginning, and as +father says, the money will just find her in shoe-leather and aprons. +Father's looking out for a place for Joe now." + +"I wish Susan could have a place like mine, mother," returned Martha, +proudly. "They are real gentlefolks, that is what they are. 'Will you +be so good as to clean my boots, Martha?' or 'Thank you, Martha,' when +I dry the paper of a morning. Oh, it is like play living at the corner +house, and as for that darling Miss Baby----" but here words failed +Martha. + +It could not be denied that Olivia was unusually depressed that +afternoon, fog and damp always had this effect on her. Her nature +needed sunshine and crisp, bracing air. + +There was no buoyancy and elasticity in her tread. When people looked +at her, as they often did, for her pliant, slim figure rather attracted +notice, she thought they were only commenting on her old black hat and +jacket. Only one article of her dress satisfied her; her boots were +neat and strong. Marcus had found her one wet day warming her feet at +the fire and had gone off to examine her boots without a word. Olivia +had flushed up and looked uncomfortable when he came back with the +boots in his hand. + +"Do you want to be laid up with bronchitis or congestion of the lungs?" +he asked, rather sadly, as he showed her the thin, worn soles; "do you +think that will make things easier for me, Livy?" The next day he had +taken her himself to the bootmaker's and had had her fitted with a +serviceable stout pair. + +Somehow in spite of her pleasure in the boots and Marcus's +thoughtfulness she had felt rather like a scolded child. + +Her unusual pessimism had a moment's distraction, for as she passed the +print-shop, at the corner of Harbut Street, she saw her mysterious old +gentleman standing still on the pavement fixedly regarding a small +oil-painting. + +Olivia had a good view of the lean, cadaverous face and peaked white +beard; the heavy grey eyebrows seemed to beetle over the dark sunken +eyes. + +"After all he looks more like a Spaniard than a Russian," she thought, +and again her theory of the Roman Catholic priest came into her mind. +"If I could only see him without his hat, I should know if he had a +tonsure," and then with youthful curiosity she looked to see what +picture had interested him. + +It was a small painting of the Prodigal Son, but was evidently by no +amateur, the face of both father and son were admirably portrayed. The +strong Syrian faces were mellowed by the ruddy gleams of sunset. A +tame kid was gambolling behind them, and two women were grinding corn, +with the millstone between them. On the flat white roof of the house, +another woman had just laid aside her distaff in a hurry. The father's +arms with their gold bracelets were clasping the gaunt, sharp shoulders +of the starving youth. + +Olivia knew the picture well. Marcus had been very much struck with +it, it was good work, he said; the Syrian faces were perfect types, and +he had made Olivia notice the strong resemblance between father and son. + +"That is the mother, I suppose?" had been her comment; "she has just +caught sight of them, there is a puzzled look in her eyes as she lays +aside her distaff, as though she is not quite sure that that +wild-looking figure in sheep-skin is her own long-lost son." + +"It must be a grand thing to be an artist," was Marcus's reply to this. +"Goddard, I do not know the name; the picture is cheap, too, only 25 +pounds, but I would wager any money that it was painted in Syria." + +Olivia stole a second glance at the old man, but he never moved; then +she shivered, and walked faster. It was bitterly cold, a miserable +afternoon for Marcus, who was visiting his poor patients in the squalid +back streets and slums that fringed Brompton. + +Mayfield Villas were about ten minutes' walk from Galvaston Terrace; +the villas had verandahs and long, narrow gardens, but most of them had +lodgings to let. + +Mrs. Broderick and her maid occupied the first floor at number six, the +drawing-room and back bedroom belonged to the invalid, and Deborah had +a tiny room close by her mistress, the other room had been converted +into a kitchen; none of the rooms were large, but they were +well-furnished, and thoroughly comfortable. During her husband's +lifetime Mrs. Broderick had been comfortably off, and had had a good +house--the carved book-cases, Turkey-carpet, and deep easy-chairs, and +a few proof-engravings handsomely framed, all spoke of better days. + +When Olivia's foot sounded on the stairs, a tall, hard-featured woman +came out of the kitchen. + +"I knew it was you," she said. "Come in. My mistress is just wearying +for you. She never sleeps in daylight, and it is ill-reading and +working in the fading light. I will soon have the tea ready. I have +been baking some scones." + +Olivia sniffed the warm perfume delightedly. She was hungry, oh, so +hungry! although two hours had not elapsed since dinner-time, and Deb's +scones, with sweet, fresh country butter, was ambrosial food. + +"Don't let Deb keep you with her chatter, come ben, my woman, as my +poor Fergus would have said." + +The voice was peculiarly youthful and melodious, the timbre exquisite +in modulation and volume, but the face belonged to a woman aged more by +pain and trouble than years. + +Madge Broderick had never been a handsome woman, her nose was too long, +and her skin too sallow for beauty, but her bright eyes and a certain +gracefulness of figure, and her beautiful voice had been her charms. +Fergus Broderick, a rough Scotchman, with a tongue as uncouth as his +native dales, had fallen in love with her at their first meeting; he +had been invited to dine at the house of the senior partner, in whose +employ he was, and as the awkward, bashful young Scotchman entered the +firelit room, a clear laugh from amongst a group of girls gathered +round the hearth penetrated like music to his ear. + +"Parting is such sweet sorrow," said the voice, with much pathos, "that +I could say good-bye until the morrow; those are your sentiments, +Katie, are they not?" + +"Hush, Madge! here is Mr. Broderick waiting for us to speak to him," +and the daughter of the house rose with a laugh to greet him. + +When the lamps were lighted Fergus Broderick had scanned all the +girlish faces with furtive eagerness. He had felt a shock of +disappointment when the owner of the exquisite voice had revealed her +identity. Madge's long nose and sallow skin were no beauties +certainly; nevertheless, before the evening was over, Fergus Broderick +knew he had found his mate; and for eight blissful years Madge dwelt in +her woman's kingdom, and gathered more roses than thorns. + +Her first trouble had been the loss of her boy; he had succumbed to +some childish ailment; her husband's death--the result of an +accident--had followed a few months later. + +The strain of the long nursing and excessive grief had broken down +Madge Broderick's strength. The seeds of an unsuspected disease latent +in her system now showed itself, and for some two or three years her +sufferings, both mental and physical, would have killed most women. + +Then came alleviation and the lull that resembles peace; the pain was +no longer so acute; the disease had reached a stage when there would be +days and even weeks of tolerable comfort; then Madge courageously set +herself to make the most of her life. + +With a courage that was almost heroic, she divided and subdivided the +hours of each day--so many duties, so many hours of recreation. She +had her charity work, her fancy work, her heavy and light reading; +books and flowers were her luxuries; the newest books, the sweetest +flowers, were always to be found on the table beside her couch. + +Madge often said laughingly that she lived in a world of her own. "But +I have very good society," she would add; "the best and wisest of all +ages give me their company. This morning I was listening to Plato's +Dialogues, and this afternoon Sir Edwin Arnold was entertaining me at +the Maple Club in Tokio. This evening--well, please do not think me +frivolous, but affairs at Rome and a certain Prince Saracinesca claim +my attention. + +"A good novel puts me in a better humour and disposes me to sleep, you +know," she would finish, brightly, "that I always read aloud to Fergus +in the evening; we were going through a course of Thackeray--we were in +the middle of 'Philip on his way through the world' when the accident +happened. After that he could only bear a few verses or a psalm." + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +AUNT MADGE. + +"It is more delightful and more honourable to give than +receive."--_Epicurus_. + + +Most people thought it a strange thing that Mrs. Broderick spoke so +constantly of her husband. Mrs. Tolman, the Vicar's wife, who was a +frequent visitor, had been scandalised more than once, and had +expressed herself rather strongly on the subject to her husband. + +"I know you think very highly of poor Mrs. Broderick, Stephen, and so +do I," she remarked one day. "Very few women would bear things in that +quiet, uncomplaining way, and the amount of work she gets through is +astonishing; but that perpetual dragging in of her husband's name seems +to me such bad taste." + +"Upon my word, Isabella, I cannot say that I agree with you." And the +Vicar straightened himself on the rug in his favourite attitude. He +was a heavy, ponderous man, with an expression of shrewd good sense on +his face that won people's confidence. "I wish other women were as +faithful to their husband's memory, that flighty little Mrs. Martin, +for example." + +"My dear Stephen, what an absurd idea! Fancy talking of Lydia Martin, +every one knows she is making a dead set at Mr. Germaine, although poor +Jack Martin has hardly been dead a year. She is Mrs. Broderick's exact +opposite. Please do not misunderstand me in this tiresome way," and +here Mrs. Tolman frowned slightly. "It is the manner in which Mrs. +Broderick speaks of her husband that offends my tastes. In my +opinion"--compressing her lips as she spoke--"our departed dear ones +are sacred, and should not be mentioned in a secular manner." + +At the word "secular" there was a twinkle in the Vicar's eyes, though +he held his peace. And to tell the truth, Mrs. Tolman had been unable +to find the expression she needed. + +"But with Mrs. Broderick it is 'Fergus here' and 'Fergus there,' just +as though he were alive and in the next room, and she was expecting him +in every moment. Sometimes in the twilight it makes me quite creepy to +hear her speaking in that sprightly voice, just as though she were +making believe that he heard her." + +"Poor soul!" was the Vicar's answer to this; but he was used to keeping +his thoughts to himself--he and Mrs. Broderick understood each other +perfectly. She had not a firmer friend in the world, unless it was her +kind physician, Dr. Randolph. "Poor soul!" he repeated when his wife +in silent dudgeon had retired from the room. + +"It is not likely that Isabella would understand her; Mrs. Broderick is +the bravest and the brightest woman I know, and yet the furnace was +heated sevenfold for her. Make believe that he is alive! Why, he has +never been dead to her! It is her vivid faith and her vivid +imagination that has helped her to live all these years instead of +lying there a crushed wreck for people to patronise and pity." + +And here again there was a wicked little twinkle in the Vicar's eyes. +Did he not know his Isabella, and how good she was to those who would +allow her to advise and lecture them. + +"Mrs. Broderick has just laughed and put her foot down, that is why +Isabella is always complaining of her. They have not exactly hit it +off." And here the Vicar laughed softly as he sat down to consider his +sermon. + +"Aunt Madge, how cosy you look!" exclaimed Olivia, as she stood on the +threshold of the warm firelit room; and then a swift transition of +thought carried her back to the dismal little dining-room at Galvaston +Terrace, with its black smouldering fire, and the damp clinging to the +window-panes, and an involuntary shiver crossed her as she knelt down +beside her aunt's couch. + +"My dear Livy, you are a perfect iceberg!" exclaimed Mrs. Broderick. +"No, you shall not kiss me again until you are warmer. Sit down in +that easy-chair close to the fire where I can see you, and take that +handscreen for the good of your complexion.--Now, Deb, bring the +tea-things, like a good soul, for Mrs. Luttrell has made a poor dinner." + +"How could you guess that, Aunt Madge? Are you a witch or a magician?" +asked Olivia, in her astonished voice. It was pure guess-work on Mrs. +Broderick's part, but as usual her keen wits had grazed the truth. + +Olivia, who had a healthy girlish appetite, had risen from the midday +meal almost as hungry as when she had sat down. The dish of hashed +mutton had been small, and if Olivia had eaten her share, Martha would +have fared badly. A convenient flower-pot, a gift from Aunt Madge, had +prevented Marcus from seeing his wife's plate. Olivia, who had dined +off potatoes and gravy, was already faint from exhaustion. As usual, +she confessed the truth. + +"It was my fault, Aunt Madge," she said, basking like a blissful +salamander in the warm glow. "I ought to have known the meat would not +go round properly; but happily Marcus did not notice, or else there +would have been a fuss. He and Martha dined properly, and I mean to +enjoy my tea." + +But Mrs. Broderick's only answer was to ring her handbell. + +"Deb, boil two of those nice new-laid eggs that Mrs. Broughton sent me. +Mrs. Luttrell has had no dinner; if the scones are ready we will have +tea at once." And as Deborah nodded and vanished, she shook her head a +little sadly. "Olive dear, it won't pay; you are not the sort of +person who can safely starve. I thought there was something wrong +about you when you came in; you had a peaky, under-fed look. Oh, I +thought so!" as the tears rose to Olivia's eyes. "Now, I am not going +to say another word until you have had your tea. Look at Zoe; she +thinks you are in trouble about something, and wants to lick your face. +Is not the sympathy of a dumb creature touching? They don't understand +what is wrong, but they see plainly that their human friend is unhappy. +Come to me, Zoe, and I will explain matters. It is not much of a +trouble. Olive is not really miserable; she is only cold and hungry +and weak, and wants petting and cosseting." + +"I think I am rather unhappy, Aunt Madge," returned Olivia, in a sad +voice. "Things are getting worse, and Marcus looks so careworn; he was +talking in his sleep last night. We have so little money left--only +just enough for six months' rent and the coals, and ever so little for +housekeeping, and no patients come, and now I have made up my mind to +tell him to-night that Martha must go." + +"My dear Olivia, we talked that over a few weeks ago, and we decided +then that you had better keep her." + +"Yes, Aunt Madge, I know; but indeed, indeed we cannot afford her +food--these growing girls must be properly fed, and the amount of bread +and butter she eats would astonish Deb----" and here Olivia heaved a +harassed sigh. + +"Well, well, we will talk it over again"--and then Deb brought in the +tea-things, and the scones, and the new-laid eggs, and as Mrs. +Broderick sipped her tea it did her kind heart good to see how her +niece enjoyed the good things before her. + +"There now, you feel ever so much better," she said, when the meal was +finished. "Now we can talk comfortably. I have been thinking over +what you have said, and I suppose you are right from your point of +view, and that if you cannot afford Martha's food she must go, but I +have been thinking of Marcus. He is at the turning-point of his +career. Everything depends on his making a practice. When patients +send for him, and they will send for him by-and-by, do you think it +will look well for his wife to open the door to them." + +"But, Aunt Madge----" + +"Olive, you were always a good, honest little girl, and you have grown +up an honest woman; you want to do your duty and slave for Marcus and +Dot, and you have begun nobly by starving yourself until you are on the +verge of an hysterical attack, but we must think of Marcus. Martha +must not go, at least, not until the winter is over. I have been +saving a few pounds for your Christmas present I meant you to have had +a new dress and jacket, and a few other little things you needed; but +if you like to pay Martha's wages with it until Easter you can please +yourself--only take it and say no more--what, crying again! What +nonsense, as though I may not give my own niece a little present." + +"It is the goodness and the kindness," returned Olivia, with a low sob. +"Aunt Madge, why are you so good to me? You have saved all this, and +you have so little to spare--as though I do not know what a small +income you really have." + +"It is a very respectable income, and my dear Fergus worked hard to +make it. I never professed to be a rich woman, but I have everything I +want. If people would only cut their coat by their cloth, as Fergus +used to say, there would be less distress in the world; well, my wants +are few; I have no milliner's bills;" here there was a gleam of fun in +the invalid's eyes. "No smart bonnets or fashionable mantles needed at +this establishment; only just a cosy tea-gown now and then when the old +one is too shabby. Come, Olive, are you not going to count your +money?" And then Olivia emptied the contents of the little purse on +her lap. + +"Well?" as the slim fingers sorted the gold and silver; "will there be +enough for Martha's wages until Easter?" + +"Yes, indeed, Aunt Madge, and there will be some over. I can buy the +stuff for baby's winter pelisse without troubling Marcus, and do you +know," knitting her brows in careful calculation, "I do believe that +with a little contrivance and management I can get some new trimming +for my Sunday hat, and a pair of chevrette gloves; good chevrette +gloves are dear, but they wear splendidly, and a pair would last me +most of the winter--yes," her eyes brightening, "I am sure I could do +it; it does fret Marcus so to see me shabby." + +Mrs. Broderick nodded in a sympathising way--she knew the joy of these +small economies and contrivances; the little purse of savings had not +been gathered together without some self-denial; but as she saw the +lovely rainbow smile on Olivia's face, she felt that she had her reward. + +"This is my red-letter day," she said, quaintly; "it is always a +red-letter day when I can really help someone. I have my black-letter +days when I can do nothing special, when it is all noughts and crosses +in my diary, I have had my Christmas treat beforehand, and I shall be +quite happy till bed-time thinking about Dot's pelisse and the new +hat-trimming; by-the-bye, what colour is the pelisse to be?" + +"Blue, baby is so fair, and blue suits her best; I think I shall get +some cotton-backed velvet just to trim it;--I must not dream of fur." + +"How would miniver look round the cape and neck? I have two or three +yards in very good condition. Deb picked it off my wadded satin mantle +years ago. I was keeping it for some special occasion. If you buy a +really good cashmere, and trim it with my old miniver, Dot will have a +grand pelisse," and then Mrs. Broderick hunted in her key-basket for a +certain key, and instructed her niece to unlock a drawer in her +wardrobe. + +It was growing late by this time, and Olivia was obliged to take her +leave. Marcus had promised to be back by seven, and it was six o'clock +now; but as she walked briskly through the quiet streets she felt as +light-hearted as a child. + +What a happy evening she and Marcus would spend! There would be no +need now to tell him about Martha, or to beg him to give her the few +shillings for Dot's pelisse; he should have a nice tea. Aunt Madge had +made her take a couple of the new-laid eggs and a pot of Deb's +delicious marmalade home with her, and she knew how Marcus would enjoy +the little treat. + +"Dear Aunt Madge, how I love her? I think she is the very best woman +in the world;" but here Olivia gave a surprised start. She had reached +the print-shop at the corner of Harbut Street, and in the strong glare +of the gas-lamp she distinctly saw the tall, bent form of her +mysterious neighbour. + +He was coming out of the shop, and walking stiffly and with difficulty +in the direction of his house. She had never known him out so late +before. His afternoon walk was always timed for him to be back by +four. She glanced at the shop window, but there was no picture of "The +Prodigal Son" to be seen. + +Had he bought it? Was this the reason why he was out so late? Olivia +felt a little anxious as she noticed how feebly he walked; the greasy +pavements were rather slippery, and Galvaston Terrace was not a +well-lighted thoroughfare. Perhaps it was nonsense, but she would not +enter her house until she had seen him safely across the road, and +within the lion-guarded portals. + +It was just kindly womanly instinct, but all her life long Olivia was +glad that she had yielded to that impulse. She was still standing upon +the step, and the old man was nearly across the road, when she saw him +slip. A piece of orange-peel on the curb had escaped him in the +darkness, and he had put his foot on the slippery substance. Olivia +gave a quick exclamation as she saw him try to recover his balance, and +then fall forward rather heavily. No one was passing just then, and +happily the road was clear of vehicles. Olivia ran across and picked +up his stick, then she took him by the arm and helped him to rise. + +"I trust you have not hurt yourself," she said, anxiously. "Please do +not be afraid of leaning on me, I am very strong. Ah," as the old man +uttered a groan, "you have injured yourself in some way. The curb is +rather steep just here." + +"It is my ankle, but I must get home somehow. You are very good, +madam; if you will allow me to take your arm, I think I can manage +those few yards. I live there," pointing to the grim doorway. + +"Yes, I know: Mr. Gaythorne, of Galvaston House; we are neighbours of +yours, and I have seen you come out of the house frequently. Shall I +ring the bell for you, and perhaps"--hesitating a little, as though she +were taking a liberty--"you will allow me to go as far as the hall-door +with you." + +But to her alarm the old man suddenly stood still. It was pitchy dark +under the overhanging trees, and only a faint gleam from a large bow +window showed her the length of the garden-path that they would have to +traverse. + +"I can do no more," he said, faintly; "I believe I have broken my +ankle. Mrs. Crampton and the maids must find some way of getting me +in. Perhaps, madam, you will be so good as to explain the matter to +them. I see the door is open," and Olivia at once left him and went up +to the house. + +"Your master has met with a slight accident," she said to the +astonished maid. "He has fallen and hurt his foot, and it is quite +impossible for him to walk up to the house. He mentioned Mrs. +Crampton; perhaps you will ask her what is to be done," and the girl, a +good-natured, buxom country lass, at once ran off. + +Olivia stood patiently for a few minutes. The hall with its handsome +rugs and blazing fire looked delightfully inviting. A lean, old hound, +stretched on a tiger skin, turned its head and then rose stiffly and +came towards her. As its slender nose touched her dress, she saw the +poor thing was blind. The next moment a cheerful-looking, grey-haired +woman hurried towards her, followed by two maids. + +"What is it that Phoebe tells me, ma'am; Mr. Gaythorne has met with an +accident? Times out of number I have begged and prayed him not to go +out alone; but he was not to be persuaded." + +"He is down there by the gate, the trees hide him," returned Olivia, +hastily. "I think it would be best to take an arm-chair, if you think +we could carry him in. He is in dreadful pain and cannot walk a step +farther." + +"Phoebe, tell cook to light the lantern, and then you two girls bring +one of the study chairs--the lantern first, mind. + +"Now, ma'am, perhaps we had better find my master, and the lasses will +follow us. There are four of us, and Mr. Gaythorne is not so very +heavy, and we will have him on the library couch in no time." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +DR. LUTTRELL'S FIRST PATIENT. + +"Sudden the worst, turns the best to the brave,"--_Browning_. + + +Olivia felt as if she were dreaming as she followed the little +procession down the dark garden-path. Once she pinched her wrist +slightly to assure herself that she was awake. Mrs. Crampton held the +lantern, and the cook and the two maids carried the arm-chair, with +jolting uneven footsteps, that brought a suppressed groan to Mr. +Gaythorne's lips. As they lifted him on the couch he looked so white +that Olivia thought he was going to faint, and begged the housekeeper +to give him some wine; he was evidently in severe pain. + +"It would be better not to touch the foot until the doctor comes," she +observed. And then Mrs. Crampton looked perplexed. + +"My master does not hold with doctors, ma'am. I don't remember one +ever crossing the threshold since poor Miriam had typhoid fever. The +foot is swelling already, and it will be a job to get the boot off. +Ah, I thought so"--as Mr. Gaythorne winced and motioned her away--"he +will be afraid of one touching it!" + +"My husband lives just opposite--the corner house with the red lamp in +Harbut Street. He is a doctor and very clever, and I am nearly sure +that he is in just now." Olivia spoke a little breathlessly and +anxiously; then she bent over the old man. + +"If Mrs. Crampton does not know of another doctor would you mind one of +the maids running across the road for Dr. Luttrell? You are suffering +so much, and your foot ought to be treated at once. It is impossible +for any one to know if it be only a sprain until the boot is removed. +You fell so heavily that perhaps a small bone might be broken." + +"Yes--send--send," returned the invalid, irritably. "Clear the room, +Crampton. You know that I hate to have a parcel of women round +me.--There is no need for you to go, madam"--with an attempt at +civility as Olivia was about to withdraw at this plain speaking. "Give +the lady a chair, Phoebe." + +But Olivia, who had excellent tact, only smiled pleasantly, and shook +her head. + +"I think it will be best for me to send the doctor across, there is +nothing that I can do for you until he comes." + +She took the old man's hand as she spoke and pressed it gently. + +"I am so sorry to leave you in such pain, but I hope you will soon be +relieved. Perhaps you will not mind my inquiring another day, but a +stranger is only in the way to-night." + +Olivia's soft, well-modulated voice was so full of kindly sympathy, +that Mr. Gaythorne opened his weary eyes again. + +"Thank you," was all he said; but he watched her keenly as she crossed +the long room. + +Olivia walked so quickly that she was almost out of breath when she +reached her own door. The dining-room looked cold and comfortless. +Martha was on her knees before the fireplace trying to revive the +blackened embers with the help of the kitchen bellows, and Dr. +Luttrell, with a tired face and puckered brow, was watching the +proceedings somewhat impatiently. A tallow candle was guttering +uncomfortably on the table. + +"Is the fire out? Oh, Marcus, I am so sorry, but Martha and I will +soon put things to rights. Will you go across to Galvaston House at +once, please?"--and here Olivia's voice was full of suppressed +excitement. "Mr. Gaythorne has slipped against the curb and hurt his +foot; he is in great pain. I have been helping him, and then I said I +would send you. I have left the gate open so you can just go up to the +door." + +Marcus listened to these details with an astonished face; then he +caught up his black bag and nodded acquiescence. The tired frown left +his face, and he moved away with his quiet, professional step. + +Olivia watched him from the doorstep. As she closed the door after +him, she could have clapped her hands with sheer delight and +excitement. It was her doing that Marcus had his first patient. Those +foolish maids would never have thought of sending for him. Dot was +awake and singing to herself in her usual chuckling fashion in the +firelight, but Olivia had no time to play with her pet. + +"The bellows are no good, Martha," she said, quickly. "You must just +fetch a bundle of sticks and a newspaper, and relay the fire, while I +kindle the lamp and set the table for tea; the room feels like a vault." + +"There is a good fire in the kitchen, ma'am, if you want to make +toast," observed Martha, rising reluctantly from her knees; "I have +been ironing Miss Baby's pinnys." Olivia, who was drawing the heavy +curtain across the window, was relieved to hear this. + +In another quarter of an hour the little room wore a more cheerful +aspect. The sticks crackled and blazed lustily; the green-shaded lamp +diffused a mellow light. The tea-tray was set and the plate of French +toast was frizzling gently on a brass trivet. At the sound of her +master's footstep Martha had orders to fill up the teapot and boil the +eggs. + +After this Olivia played with Dot, and undressed her, and then brought +her in to say good-night to her father. But she waxed sleepy long +before he let himself in with his latch-key. + +Marcus paused on the threshold a moment as though something struck him. +Olivia's face looked fair and sweet as she sat in her low chair with +the sleepy child in her arms. She put back her head with a soft +questioning smile as he bent down to kiss her face. + +"Dot is nearly asleep, but I had not the heart to put her in her cot +until you had seen her; tea is quite ready, and Martha is boiling some +new-laid eggs. Aunt Madge has sent you, too, a pot of her home-made +marmalade, because she knows how fond you are of it. Sit down and +begin, I shall not be a moment," and Olivia's voice was so full of +suppressed excitement, that Marcus laughed as he drew his chair to the +table; he was tired and hungry, but he no longer felt impatient and +depressed. + +"Now tell me everything," she exclaimed, when she came back. "What +have you done? Was the foot very bad? Will you have to go to +Galvaston House again?" + +"Rather!" returned Marcus; "it is a pretty bad sprain, I can tell you. +Why, I should not be surprised if Mr. Gaythorne is laid up for the next +two or three weeks; he is not in good condition and the shaking and +fright have upset him. He will want good nursing and plenty of +attention, as I told his housekeeper. I am going again early in the +morning." + +"And was he civil to you? Mrs. Crampton says he hates doctors," and +Olivia's tone was a trifle anxious. + +"Well, he was a bit grumpy at first, but I had my work to do, and took +no notice, but when I had helped him upstairs and put him comfortable +for the night, he waxed a shade more gracious and thanked me quite +civilly. I fancy he is a character and has lived so long alone that he +has grown morose and unsociable. That blind hound of his followed us +upstairs and would not leave him. Did you notice him, Livy?" + +"Yes; and is it not a nice house, Marcus? That library is a beautiful +room. All those hundreds of well-bound books, and the massive oak +furniture. I had not time to notice things, but I could not help +feeling how deliciously soft and warm the carpets felt to one's feet, +and then those lovely rugs and skins in the hall." + +"His bedroom was just as luxurious. Mr. Gaythorne is evidently a rich +man, though he keeps no carriage. Mrs. Crampton told me so. He is +very fond of flowers; there is a sort of conservatory on the first +floor full of beautiful plants, and an alcove where he can sit and +enjoy them. I could not help stopping a moment to admire them, but +Mrs. Crampton did not invite me to go in. You may depend upon it the +old gentleman is a strict martinet, and rules his household with a rod +of iron. Mrs. Crampton seems a good creature, but he spoke pretty +sharply to her once or twice." + +"But he was in such pain, Marcus." + +"Yes, my dear, I know that. Oh, by-the-bye, he sent his compliments to +you. 'I am greatly indebted to Mrs. Luttrell, and I trust that I shall +soon have an opportunity of thanking her properly for her kind +helpfulness.' There, Livy, now we shall hear no more of the Nihilist +or the Roman priest." + +Dr. Luttrell was in spirits; it was easy to see that. The first +patient, the first brief, the first book--aye, and the first love. +What a halo remains round them! + +Our first-fruits may be immature, unripe, but to us they have a goodly +flavour, a subtle, sweet aroma of their own. All through his +successful life Dr. Luttrell will look back to this evening as the +turning-point of his career, when; he stood cold and tired watching +Martha's bellows, and his wife's voice with a triumphant ring in it had +called to him from the threshold. + +Marcus's first piece of good luck had so absorbed them that it was some +time before Olivia remembered to tell him about Aunt Madge's present. +Marcus forgot to go on with his tea when he saw the little heap of +coins in his wife's hand. Martha's wages, Dot's pelisse, and even the +gloves and new hat-trimming were all duly canvassed. When Marcus said, +abruptly, "Aunt Madge is a trump," his glistening eyes were eloquent +enough. They had so much to discuss that it was nearly bedtime before +he offered to go on with the book he was reading aloud, but after all +they were neither in the mood for other people's stories. + +In youth life is so interesting. No chapters of past memories, no wide +experiences are so beguiling and absorbing. "Oh, we lived then." How +often we hear that phrase, as the old man looks back over a long life, +to the time when lad's love filled his days with sunshine. + +When Marcus lay awake that night there was no deadly coldness at his +heart, no lurking demon of despondency, waiting for the small dark +hours to assail him. On the contrary, hope with seraph wings fanned +him blissfully. Marcus Luttrell was young, but he was no coward. For +two years he had waited patiently until the tide should turn. "Wait +till the clouds roll by," he used to say, cheerily, but only his wife +guessed how he was really losing heart, as day after day and month +after month passed and no paying patients presented themselves at the +corner house at Galvaston Terrace. + +Olivia was at the window the following morning with Dot in her arms. +As Dr. Luttrell, with his shabby black bag crossed the road, he looked +back once, and Dot kissed her dimpled hand to him. Olivia, who admired +her husband with all her honest girlish heart, watched eagerly until +the slight, well-built figure passed between the stone lions. + +"If he were only a little older-looking," she thought, regretfully, but +his smooth face and fair hair gave him a boyish look. + +It was absurd, of course, but she could settle to nothing until he came +back; but Marcus, who had a bad accident case on his mind, was in too +great a hurry to satisfy his wife's curiosity. "The foot was going on +as well as he expected, but Mr. Gaythorne was unable to leave his bed. +He was going again in the evening, and now he must be off to the model +lodging-house to see if the poor fellow had pulled through the night." + +Olivia had planned out her morning. She had her marketing to do, and +her purchases to make. Then it was only right to go round and tell +Aunt Madge of the wonderful piece of good fortune that had befallen +them. + +Mrs. Broderick was unfeignedly pleased. "Still, Olive," she remarked, +with commendable prudence, "one swallow does not make a summer." + +"No, Aunt Madge, of course not; but, as Marcus says, one patient brings +others. Galvaston House is a big place, and when the neighbours see +him going in and out, it will be a sort of testimonial; besides, I +shall quote Deb's favourite proverb, 'Every mickle makes a muckle.' +Now I really must go, for I want to cut out Dot's pelisse." + +"And the dinner, Olive; are you sure it will go round to-day?" + +Then Olivia laughed in a shamefaced way. + +"Yes, indeed; I have been dreadfully extravagant, and we are going to +have steaks and chips because it is Marcus's favourite dish, and Martha +does it so well. There is a whole pound of steak and just a little +over. I saw it cut myself, and it was such good weight." And +hesitating a little, "There are currant dumplings too." + +"Come--this is feasting indeed!" + +But Aunt Madge smiled a little sadly when she found herself alone. + +"Does Olive half realise how happy she is!" she said to herself. "She +is a rich woman in spite of all her poverty and cares. When one has +youth and love and health and a good conscience, every day is a feast +and a delight. One day Marcus will drive in his carriage and pair. He +is a clever fellow and there is real grit in him, and people will find +it out, they always do. And Olive will wear silk dresses, and get +stout with prosperity and good living; but I doubt if she will be quite +as happy as she is to-day--cutting out Dot's pelisse, and enjoying her +day-dreams." + +And very probably Mrs. Broderick was right. Marcus was more +communicative that evening when he returned from his second visit to +Galvaston House. Mr. Gaythorne was not exactly an ideal patient; he +had a will and a temper of his own, and already his opinion clashed +with his doctor's. + +Marcus had laid great stress on perfect rest. He wished his patient to +remain in bed for the next two or three days, but Mr. Gaythorne +perversely refused to do anything of the kind; he would put on his +dressing-gown and lie on the couch. He hated bed in the daytime--it +made him nervous, and spoilt his night's sleep. + +"I shall have to give in to him," went on Marcus, a little irritably. +"If I were in good practice I should just throw up the case. 'My good +sir,' I should say, 'if you will not follow my directions it will be +useless for me to prescribe for you. My professional reputation is at +stake, and I cannot stand by and see you retard your cure.' Can't you +fancy me saying it, Livy?"--and Marcus tossed back his wave of hair in +his old boyish way. + +"Yes, dear; but people will soon find out what a splendid doctor you +are; and so that poor glazier in the Models will recover, you think?" + +"Yes, I hope so; the chances are in his favour, poor chap; it was hard +lines crashing through the roof of that conservatory. If I had not +been on the spot he would have bled to death before they could have got +him to a hospital. You might go and see them, Livy; they are decent +people. She is a pleasant, hard-working young woman, and they have two +little children, and the place is as clean as possible. I told Mr. +Gaythorne about them just to amuse him, but he only grunted and looked +bored. By-the-way, you are right in one of your surmises--he has +bought your favourite picture of the Prodigal Son. It was on a chair +beside his bed, and he consulted me as to where he could have it hung. +I was going to suggest over the mantel-piece, but then I saw there was +a large picture there with a silk curtain over it." + +"That must be his wife's picture, Marcus. How nice of him to have +curtains over it!" + +"Very nice if we could be sure that Mr. Gaythorne has been married and +had a wife," he returned, a little dryly; "but I should not be +surprised to find that he was an old bachelor; he is far too fussy and +precise for a widower. But, my dear child, we are getting into very +gossiping ways, and I must really get on with that book Aunt Madge lent +us." And then Olivia consented to hold her tongue and let him read +aloud to her as usual. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +A VISIT TO GALVASTON HOUSE. + +"He who knows how to speak knows also when to speak."--_Plutarch_. + + +The next morning as Olivia sat at work with Dot on the rug at her feet, +playing with a limp furry monkey, over which she was gurgling and +cooing like a baby dove, Dr. Luttrell entered the room; there was a +pleased look on his face. + +"Olive," he said, "look what Mr. Gaythorne has given me for poor Jack +Travers," and he held a five-pound note before his wife's eyes. "Don't +you think we owe him a handsome apology for calling him a miser? it +does not do to judge by appearances in this world; Mr. Gaythorne is +eccentric, and a trifle cantankerous, but he is not stingy." + +[Illustration: "Olive, look what Mr. Gaythorne has given me."] + +"Jack Travers! is that the poor man in the Models? Oh, Marcus, how +splendid of him to give all that; it will be quite a fortune to the +poor things." + +"Yes, it will pay their rent until Travers gets about again; he is not +going to die this journey. Was it not liberal of the old fellow? but +if you had only seen the way he gave it to me, as though he were +ashamed of the whole thing. + +"'That is for the man you told me about last night,' he said, in quite +a grumpy voice; and he had hardly seemed as though he had listened +yesterday; and he would not let me thank him, he turned testy at once; +by-the-bye, Livy, he wants you to go and see him; you have evidently +won his heart, my dear. 'If Mrs. Luttrell has half an hour's leisure I +shall be pleased to see her,' those were his very words." + +"I hope you told him that it would be rather difficult to find leisure +with all my numerous engagements," returned Olivia, saucily, "but that +I would do my best for him. How many callers have we had since we were +married, Marcus? let me see, the Vicar and Mrs. Tolman, oh, and one day +Mrs. Tolman brought a friend. I remember how excited I was that +afternoon, and that horrid little Sarah Jane had her sleeves rolled up +to her elbows when she opened the door, and I dared not offer them tea +because I knew she would never have had boiling water. Oh, yes," +continued Olivia, merrily, "I will look over my visiting list, and see +how I am to squeeze in a call at Galvaston House. What hour do you +think would suit him best, Marcus?" + +Then Dr. Luttrell, who had been much amused by his wife's drollery, +gravely considered the point. + +"About three o'clock, I should say; I think he wants to show you his +flowers; he is going to have his couch wheeled into the conservatory, +or his winter garden, as he calls it. Why should you not go across +this afternoon? Now I must be off to the Models;" and as Olivia took +up her work again there was a soft flush on her cheek, and a happy look +in her eyes as she listened to his light springing tread. + +"Dear Marcus," she said to herself; "how pleased he is about this, it +has done him good already. Oh, how I hope Mr. Gaythorne will take a +fancy to him; he is rich and liberal, I am sure of that; he will pay +Marcus well, and perhaps before long someone else will send for him. +What, Dot, my sweet, must I love Jacko too?" as Dot laid her treasure +on her mother's lap. + +When Olivia rang at the bell of Galvaston House that afternoon the same +rosy-cheeked maid admitted her. + +"If you will step into the library a minute, ma'am," she observed, "I +will tell Mrs. Crampton," and Olivia was left alone in the beautiful +room she remembered so well. + +A bright fire burned cheerily on the hearth and the blind hound lay on +the rug; he came up to Olivia and thrust his slender nose into her hand +in a friendly fashion. It was in this room that Mr. Gaythorne +evidently passed his days; the tables bore signs of his numerous +occupations; one table seemed loaded with books of reference. A pile +of neatly written manuscripts were on the escritoire. Portfolios of +engravings and a microscope on a pedestal stand occupied one corner, +and a small inner room seemed full of cabinets and cases of stuffed +birds and butterflies. + +Mr. Gaythorne was evidently a collector and a man of culture; the +volumes in the carved oak book-cases were mostly bound in Russian calf. +Olivia had only time to read a few titles when Mrs. Crampton appeared; +her comely face had a pleased smile on it. + +"Mr. Gaythorne will be extremely obliged if you will step upstairs and +see him, ma'am," she said, civilly; "he has been wheeled into the +conservatory; my master thinks a deal of his flowers--books and +flowers--they are his main amusements when his cough keeps him from +going out Oh! you must come too, Eros, of course," as the hound +followed them closely. + +Galvaston House had been built in rather an unusual fashion; a +conservatory had been thrown out at the back of the first floor landing +and ran along one side of the house, forming a sort of verandah to the +lower rooms. + +As Mrs. Crampton opened the glass door, the warm fragrant air met them +deliciously. At the farther end Mr. Gaythorne lay on a couch under a +tall palm, with an oriental quilt thrown over him; his dark crimson +dressing-gown, and black velvet cap gave him a picturesque appearance; +with his white peaked beard and moustache, and his dark sunken eyes, he +would have passed for a Venetian Doge; the mass of brilliant bloom, and +the warm flower-scented air made Olivia slightly giddy. + +"This is very kind of you, Mrs. Luttrell," observed Mr. Gaythorne, in a +slow, precise voice, as she stooped over him and took his hand. +"Crampton, bring a chair for the lady. I have been wanting to thank +you for your kind assistance that unlucky evening. I told the doctor +so, and he has been good enough to give you my message." + +"Indeed, I did very little," returned Olivia, in her mellow voice. +"You seemed so feeble that I could not help watching you cross the +road; and then you slipped, and I felt you had hurt yourself. I fear +from what my husband tells me that it will be some little time before +you will be able to get out again." + +"So he says, and he threatens me with crutches," returned the old man, +grimly; "but, as I seldom cross the threshold in winter, I need not +trouble myself about that. Are you fond of flowers, Mrs. Luttrell?" as +Olivia's eyes wandered to the splendid exotics round her. "Crampton +shall cut you some presently. My library and my winter garden form my +entire world now." + +"And you live among all these lovely things!" observed Olivia, almost +in a tone of awe. "Oh, if only Aunt Madge could see these flowers!" + +She spoke impulsively without considering her words, and blushed a +little when she saw Mr. Gaythorne lift his eyebrows cynically. + +"I was only thinking of my aunt, Mrs. Broderick," she said, +apologetically. "She is such a sad invalid; she has never been out +once since Uncle Fergus died, and that is ever so many years ago, and +she suffers such dreadful pain sometimes. The doctors say her +complaint is incurable, and she is not at all old. She lives all alone +with her maid, and never goes beyond her two rooms, and yet no one +hears her complain." + +"Mrs. Broderick must be a wonderful person. She beats Job," returned +Mr. Gaythorne, with a cynical curl of his lip; but Olivia was too much +engrossed with her subject to notice it. + +"Oh, she is wonderful!" she returned, earnestly. "I never met any one +like her. She is the bravest woman I know. Even the Vicar says so. +Don't you love pluck, Mr. Gaythorne? So few people are plucky in that +sense. Aunt Madge has lost everything she cares for--husband and child +and health; but she bears it all so beautifully, and makes the best of +things. I could not help thinking of her when I saw all those lovely +flowers; she simply dotes on flowers! There are always some on her +little table; flowers and books, those are her sole pleasures." + +"What on earth made you hold forth on Aunt Madge's virtues, you absurd +child?" was Marcus's comment when Olivia repeated this portion of her +conversation. "Fancy entertaining Mr. Gaythorne with an account of +your relations!"--and Olivia blushed guiltily. + +"It does sound odd if you put it in that way, Marcus," she returned; +"but when I saw all those beautiful flowers, Aunt Madge just jumped +into my head, and I always do speak out my thoughts so. But I could +see he was interested. He said little sharp sneering things at first, +but afterwards he questioned me a good deal. Oh, we got on splendidly! +He began asking me about ourselves, and if you had much of a practice. +Oh, he said it quite nicely!" as Marcus dropped the loaf he was cutting +and frowned anxiously. "He was quite gentlemanly, and only hinted at +things; but I understood him, of course." + +"And you told him, I suppose, that he was my first patient," in an +annoyed tone. "You may as well own it, Livy; you are honest enough +even for that," and there was no denying that Marcus's voice was +decidedly sarcastic. With all her virtues Olivia never did know when +to hold her tongue. + +"Oh, Marcus dear, how could I help it," replied Olivia, nervously. "Of +course I had to tell him that we were just beginners, and how Dr. Slade +had deceived us; that there was no redress, as he was dead. But I told +him, too, how hard you worked among the poor---- He did not say much. +I don't think he is a great talker, but he stroked that funny beard of +his and nodded his head. Then when Mrs. Crampton came up he told her +to bring coffee, and he made me stay and pour it out for him. There +was such a lovely chased coffee-pot and cream-jug, and such delicious +cakes, and when I said at last that I must go he thanked me quite +pleasantly. 'It is long since I have been so well amused, and I hope +you will come and see me again.' Yes, he said that, Marcus, so I am +sure he did not mind my frankness. But oh, dear! he quite forgot to +tell Mrs. Crampton to cut me some flowers." + +"You need not expect any flowers now," returned her husband, +impatiently. "You have done for yourself and me too I expect. A +beginner you said, Livy, and you a sensible woman! When I go this +evening, I have no doubt I shall be civilly told that a second opinion +will be desirable. My dear girl, don't you know that a modest +reticence, a judicious silence, is sometimes the safest policy. A +professional beggar may whine and show his sores, but a needy doctor +out at elbows must wear a good appearance;" but Olivia, who was on the +verge of tears from sheer vexation at her own impulsiveness, did not +seek to defend herself. + +If she had imperilled Marcus's professional reputation by her +carelessness, she felt she should never hold up her head again, but +Marcus, who was tired and a little out of humour, was not disposed to +comfort her. + +He had had a worrying day among his poor patients, the one bright spot +had been his visit to the Models, when Jack Travers had sobbed and +broken down in the attempt to speak his gratitude. And now just as +they were getting on so well, Olivia's want of tact and that terribly +honest tongue of hers had spoilt everything. Was it likely--was it +within the bounds of possibility--that a man of the world--a rich man +too--would be content with the services of an unknown practitioner? If +he put himself in Mr. Gaythorne's place, he knew that he should be +disposed to request Dr. Bevan to call. It was not only a sprained +ankle. Mr. Gaythorne was an ailing man, and needed medical care. +Marcus, who was clever and quick-witted, had already formed a pretty +correct diagnosis of the case. "There is mental as well as physical +trouble," he had said to himself the previous evening, and with +professional reticence he had kept this opinion to himself, but he was +already deeply interested in his patient. So much was at stake, and +their fortunes were at so low an ebb, that Marcus might be pardoned for +his unusual touchiness. Yet when he left the room without further +remark, Olivia's heart sank within her. + +"Why could I not have held my tongue," she thought, with tardy +repentance. "What could have induced me to talk so much, but Mr. +Gaythorne really seemed interested, and somehow he encouraged me to go +on. If he had appeared bored or tired I should have stopped at once, +but he seemed so curious about Aunt Madge, he even asked if she had a +good doctor. Oh, dear, surely that is not Marcus going out!" as the +street door opened; and now there were actual tears in Olivia's eyes. + +In all the two years of their happy married life they had never had +more than a momentary misunderstanding. If a hasty word had been +uttered by one of them, the other had always an eager protest or a +smooth answer ready. When Olivia had been impatient and captious, +Marcus had only laughed and coaxed her into good humour again. And +even when he had indulged in a few sarcastic speeches, Olivia's soft +voice and ready acquiescence had avoided friction. + +Marcus often told her that they were a model couple, and had earned the +Dunmow Flitch over and over again, but in reality their mutual respect +and thorough understanding of each other's salient points had conduced +to this harmony. + +That Marcus should leave the house therefore without speaking to her +alarmed Olivia excessively. She must have vexed him, indeed, if he +could do such a thing as that, and here one or two bright drops ran +down on the blue pelisse. + +She was actually crying like a scolded child, when two or three minutes +later the parlour-door opened and Marcus entered. His face wore a +queer expression, and in each hand he held an exquisite bunch of +hot-house flowers; their perfume reached Olivia before he laid them +before her. + +"There, Olive," he said, "I take back my words;" then, as he caught +sight of her tear-stained face: "Oh, you foolish little woman, you +absurd child," but his hand rested affectionately on her soft, brown +hair, as she put back her head against him. + +"Oh, Marcus, I could not help crying to think I had vexed you so. +Somehow it is the one thing I cannot bear, to think my foolish tongue +should have harmed you." + +"I was in an awful funk, certainly," returned Marcus, frankly, "but I +never meant to bother you like that. Cheer up, Livy, I daresay it is +all right, and I know you will be a model of discretion for the future. +Aren't you going to look at your flowers?" and then Olivia did permit +herself to be consoled. + +"Think of his cutting all those lovely flowers for me," she cried, +ecstatically. "Is he not an old dear, Marcus? But why two bouquets?" +knitting her brows in a puzzled fashion. + +"You had better open that folded slip of paper," suggested her husband, +sensibly, "it may explain matters," and Olivia took his advice. + +"Mrs. Luttrell, with Mr. Gaythorne's compliments," was pencilled in a +shaky hand, and on the second slip, almost illegibly, "For Mrs. +Luttrell's aunt." + +"Oh, Marcus, how sweet of him!" and Olivia looked almost lovely in her +excitement, and Marcus agreed that he was a good old sort. + +"If you are going to write a note of thanks, you must just hurry up, as +it is nearly time for me to go across," and then Olivia put the flowers +in water, and got out her writing-case. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +"I REMIND YOU OF SOMEONE?" + + "The fire in the flint + Shows not till it be struck."--_Timon of Athens_. + + +Although Marcus had other visits to pay, and would not be back until +quite late, Olivia sat up for him on pretence of finishing Dot's pelisse, +but to her disappointment he had very little to tell her on his return. + +Mr. Gaythorne had been tired and out of spirits, and he had had no +inducement to prolong his visit; he had not read Olivia's note, only +placed it beside him. + +"Perhaps he was a shade more civil than usual," observed Marcus, dryly, +"but his manners certainly want mending. Could you not illuminate that +motto, Livy, 'Manners makyth man?' and we would frame it, and give it him +as a Christmas present." But Olivia could not be induced to see the +joke; Mr. Gaythorne was still an old dear, and the perfume of his flowers +was sweet to her. + +Marcus would have wondered if he had intercepted one of the searching +glances that were reading him so acutely; those deep-set, melancholy eyes +could pierce like a gimlet; sometimes a vivid blue light seemed to dart +from them. "When master has one of his awful looks on, I dare not face +him," Phoebe would say, and Mrs. Crampton, conscious as she was of +rectitude and the claim of long and faithful service, felt there were +limitations to her intercourse with her master. + +Once, and once only, had she ventured on a tabooed subject, and had +retired from the room with her comely face quite pale with fear. + +"I thought he would have struck me," she said to her confidante, the +middle-aged housemaid, "or that he would have had a fit; I should have +one myself if I ever tried it on again; but I never will, Rebecca, I will +take my oath of that." + +"Master has an awful temper when he is drove wrong," returned Rebecca, +primly; "I don't wonder at Mr. Alwyn myself. I don't hold with keeping +too tight a hand over a young man, it fairly throttles all the goodness +out of them. He was none so bad that he would not have done better, if +only he had had a word of encouragement instead of all those flouts and +jibes." + +"Those are exactly my sentiments, Becky," returned Mrs. Crampton, wiping +her eyes with her snowy-frilled apron, "and having a boy of my own, bless +him, I am a pretty fair judge. Tom was a pickle before he went to sea, +but neither his poor father nor me ever cast it at him. He ran away and +took the Queen's shilling, though it nigh broke our hearts. Well, he is +a sergeant now, and Polly makes him a good wife, and all's well that ends +well. But I must be looking after master's supper," and Mrs. Crampton +bustled away to her duties. + +Olivia took her flowers round to Aunt Madge as soon as her household +duties were done in the morning. Mrs. Broderick, who had had a sleepless +night of pain, looked more worn and languid than usual, but she +brightened up at the sight of the flowers, and poked her long nose into +the heart of a rose with an air of rapt enjoyment, but the next moment +she frowned. + +"Livy," she said, severely, "I am extremely angry! how dare you be +guilty of such extravagance, even if it be my birthday! Don't I know +what these exquisite flowers must have cost!" then Olivia's face fell a +little. + +"Oh, Aunt Madge, I had no idea it was your birthday, and I have brought +you nothing, nothing at all. Do let me explain," and then Mrs. Broderick +listened with much interest to Olivia's recital. + +"The flowers are even sweeter than I thought them," she said, presently, +and her face flushed a little. "I thought the day would be so blank, and +that I should just lie here missing Fergus. He always made such a fuss +on my birthdays; they were red-letter days to him, and now this friendly +message has come to me. Give me my writing-case, Livy. I must scrawl a +few lines to your old gentleman," and she refused to dictate the note to +Olivia. + + +"MY DEAR SIR," she wrote, "do you know what you have done? You have +given a poor invalid a very happy day. Your beautiful flowers have come +to me like a lovely message of sympathy and goodwill from an unknown +friend. + +"If you were ever sad and lonely, if life has not always been easy to +you, it will sweeten your solitary hours to know that you have given +enjoyment to a crippled sufferer. + +"To-day is my birthday, the forty-sixth milestone on my life's journey. +During a long, wakeful night of pain I have been counting up past +blessings, and the new day seemed a blank to me, and then your flowers +came, and I thanked God and took courage. + +"Dear sir, I remain, + "Yours gratefully, + "MARGARET BRODERICK (widow)." + + +That was one of Aunt Madge's fads, one of her harmless little +peculiarities, to sign herself in that fashion. "There is so much in the +word widow," she would say; "if it were not for seeming odd or making +people smile, I would always sign myself 'Fergus's widow,' instead of my +proper name," but nothing could induce her to send even a note without +that curious signature. + +Olivia could not quite get over her grievance of forgetting Aunt Madge's +birthday. + +"It was so horrid of me," she said, with a long face, "but, anyhow, I +will come to tea." + +"No, dear, not to-day," returned Mrs. Broderick, quietly. "To-morrow Deb +and I will be delighted to welcome you. And Deb shall bake some +shortbread and scones. Marcus might come too, it is long since I saw +him." + +"But why not to-day, dear Aunt Madge?" persisted Olivia, rather curiously. + +"Fergus and I always spent the day alone together, and I keep up the +custom still," returned Mrs. Broderick, in a dreamy voice. "He never +gave me his present until the evening, and it was always such a grand +surprise. His last present to me was that revolving book-table. How +splendid I thought it, and what a comfort it has been to me all these +years. Don't look so serious, Livy, I don't mean to be dull, I never am, +but I like to fancy that on my birthday I have Fergus near me still," and +nothing that Olivia could say would shake her resolution. + +Olivia hesitated to repeat her visit to Galvaston House, and when she +consulted Marcus he advised her to wait a little. + +"We must not be too pushing. I daresay one of these days Mr. Gaythorne +will send you another message. He is rather ailing and out of sorts just +now, and inclined to bristle up at a word," but, though Marcus laughed in +this way, he had not found his berth an easy one. + +Mr. Gaythorne was often irritable, and the least contradiction--even the +assertion of an opinion--would ruffle him. Once, when Marcus had +proposed discontinuing his evening visits, Mr. Gaythorne had appeared +quite affronted. + +"If I can afford to pay for medical advice, I suppose I may be allowed to +have it," he had returned, testily. "Of course, if your time is too +valuable----" + +But Marcus, flushing at the covert sneer, answered, in his quick, +straightforward way: + +"I wish it were more valuable; but as I have no wish to pick your pocket, +I thought it would be only honest to tell you that the evening visit is +no longer necessary." + +"Very well, then we will regard it in the light of a luxury," returned +Mr. Gaythorne, a little less grimly. "By-the-bye, Dr. Luttrell, I want +to ask you if you will kindly let me have your account at the end of the +month. Monthly payments are my rule, if it will not inconvenience you." + +Marcus assured him he was quite ready to meet his wishes. + +Olivia, who had few amusements, often thought longingly of that beautiful +winter garden, and wished to revisit it. She had described it so vividly +and graphically to Aunt Madge, that Mrs. Broderick declared she could +picture it exactly. She was never weary of hearing her niece's +description. + +"I feel as though my world were enlarged, and that I had got a new +friend," she said one day, and Olivia was amused to hear that the faded +flowers had been carefully pressed. + +She was much delighted then when one raw, foggy November morning Marcus +brought her a message. Mr. Gaythorne felt himself better, and would be +very pleased if Mrs. Luttrell would give him an hour that afternoon. + +Her visit was a very pleasant one. The yellow fog outside had been +extremely depressing, but as she stepped into the hall, the whole house +seemed brightly illuminated. Mr. Gaythorne, who was on crutches, met her +at the head of the staircase. He had discarded his dressing-gown, and +wore a black velvet coat that became him still better. + +The conservatory, lighted up by lamps cunningly concealed among the +foliage, looked more like fairyland than ever. And the deep easy-chairs, +with their crimson cushions, were deliciously inviting. + +Her admiration seemed to gratify Mr. Gaythorne, and as he pointed out his +favourite flowers, and descanted on their habits and peculiar beauties, +Olivia listened with such intelligent interest, and asked such sensible +and pertinent questions, that he was drawn insensibly into giving her a +botanical lesson. + +They were so engrossed with their subject that it was almost an effort to +break off when coffee was brought. + +Mrs. Crampton had sent up a profusion of dainty cakes, and as Olivia +drank her coffee and feasted on the various delicacies, the one drawback +to her pleasure was that Marcus was not there to share it. At this +present moment he was in some slum or other supplementing the labours of +the overworked parish doctor. + +How surprised Dr. Luttrell would have been if he could have seen the +transformation in his patient's appearance--the lean, cadaverous face had +lost its fretful look, the melancholy dark eyes had grown bright and +vivid, the slow precise voice had waxed animated and even eloquent as he +discoursed learnedly on his floral treasures. + +Flowers, butterflies, and birds were his great hobbies, and his +magnificent collections had been gathered from all parts of the world; he +had been a great traveller in his early manhood. + +"I have been everywhere and seen everything," he said once. Towards the +end of the afternoon Olivia had been much touched by a little incident; +she had asked him a question about a curious cactus. "If you will come +with me, my dear," he had answered, "I could show you a better +specimen"--and then a dull red had risen to his forehead. "Excuse me, +Mrs. Luttrell. I forgot whom I was addressing--and--and--you----" but +here he checked himself. + +"Oh, do finish your sentence!" she said, in her bright persuasive voice. +"You were going to say that I remind you of someone?"--and as he met her +kind friendly glance, his shy stiffness relaxed. + +"Yes," he said, simply, and a great sadness came into his eyes, "you +remind me of my daughter. That first evening when you spoke to me you +reminded me of her then." + +"And you have lost her! Oh, I am so sorry! Does it pain you to speak of +her? I should so like to know her name!" + +"Her name was Olivia," he returned, slowly, "but we always called her +Olive. She was born at Beyrout, under the Syrian sun, and in the land of +grey olive-trees." + +"How strange! What a curious coincidence!" returned young Mrs. Luttrell, +softly. "That is my name too, and Marcus often calls me Olive; and I +remind you of her?" + +"Yes, Olive spoke in just that brisk, cheerful manner. She was so full +of life and energy. She died of fever at Rome--we were staying there. +She was only two-and-twenty, and she was to have been married that +summer. Her poor mother never got over the shock; before the autumn she +had followed her." + +"Oh, how sad--how dreadfully sad!" observed Olivia, with tears in her +eyes. "What a tragedy to live through. And her poor lover too!" + +"Oh, yes, Arbuthnot; he was bitterly cut up. He is a judge now, and has +a good wife, but I doubt if he has ever forgotten Olive. She was no +beauty, but she had a way with her. Stay--I will show you her picture." + +"Poor man! No wonder he looks melancholy," thought Olivia, as he slowly +hobbled away on his crutches. "How strange that I should remind him of +her, and that she should be Olive too!" but when Mr. Gaythorne returned +and placed a beautiful miniature before her, she could see no resemblance +to herself in the dark sweet face of Olive Gaythorne. + +No, she was not beautiful, but there was something wonderfully attractive +and winning in her expression; the eyes, deep-set like her father's, had +a frank soft look. + +"Your only child--and you lost her," murmured Olivia, sympathetically. + +"My only daughter," corrected Mr. Gaythorne, in a tone so peculiar, that +Olivia raised her eyes, and then she felt a little frightened. There was +a curious pallor on Mr. Gaythorne's face, which made it look like old +ivory, and his bushy eyebrows were drawn closely together. + +"It is a sweet face--a dear face," returned Olivia, hurriedly. She was a +little nervous over her mistake. "It is kind of you to show me this, and +I like to think her name was Olive." And then she closed the case +reverently and put it back in his hands. "I must go now," she said; "it +has been such a lovely time, and you have taught me so much. Will you +send for me again when you want to see me? I think that is best; it +would be such a pity for me to disturb you when you felt tired or +disinclined for visitors." + +"You are my only visitor," returned Mr. Gaythorne, in his old grim +manner. "The Vicar's wife--what is the woman's name?--forced her way in +one day, but I do not think her reception pleased her. The Vicar himself +is an honest man. I have given him a hint that he will be welcome if he +comes alone, but no bustling prying vicaress for me." + +"Oh, poor Mrs. Tolman; well, she is a little officious, as Marcus calls +her, and I know she often sets Aunt Madge's nerves on edge." + +"Oh, by the way, I intend to send Mrs. Broderick some more flowers; will +it be a trouble to you to take them, or shall one of the lasses carry +them straight to her house?" + +"Oh, no; please let me have the pleasure of taking them. If you had only +seen Aunt Madge's delight----" + +"She wrote me a pretty sort of note," returned Mr. Gaythorne; "but tell +her not to do that again, gratitude is for favours to come; you may +remind her of that. Does she always sign her name in that +fashion--Margaret Broderick, widow----?" + +"Yes, always; it is one of Aunt Madge's whimsies; but you will never get +her to alter." + +"It does not sound badly, but it is certainly unique. How would it +answer if one were to follow her example. John Alwyn Gaythorne, +widower," and here Mr. Gaythorne gave a short sardonic laugh. + +"Marcus! oh, Marcus!" exclaimed Olivia, coming into the room in her +breezy fashion. "I have so much to tell you. Mr. Gaythorne is a +widower--and he has lost his only daughter, and her name was Olivia, and +that is why he has taken to me, because I remind him of her; +but"--checking herself as she caught sight of her husband's face--"you +have something to tell me too." + +"Only that they sent for me from Fairfax Lodge, that is that ivy-covered +house next to Galvaston House. A child taken suddenly with croup. I +have been there most of the afternoon." + +Then Olivia clapped her hands with a little exclamation of delight. +Marcus's tone had been quite cool and matter-of-fact, but there was a +glint of satisfaction in his eyes. The tide had turned at last. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +BLOWING BUBBLES. + +"How pleasant it is to be acquainted with new and clever +things."--_Aristophanes_. + + +Marcus certainly carried his head a little higher than usual that +evening; as for Olivia, she trod on air. As she sat at her needlework +later on, waiting until Marcus returned from his second visit to +Galvaston House, her thoughts were busy about the future. + +Marcus would soon have a large practice; it was all very well for Aunt +Madge to be sententious, and say that one swallow does not make a +spring; but already the second harbinger of good luck had put in an +appearance. + +There was no fear of parting with Martha now; before long Olivia was +building magnificent castles. The house next door to Galvaston House +was to let, it had a garden and a small conservatory, and Marcus had +once remarked that it was just the house for a medical man; the +reception-rooms were good and there was a capital stable. + +"Supposing we were ever rich enough to take Kempton Lodge," she said to +herself. + +Marcus threw back his head and indulged in a hearty laugh, when he +heard where his wife's imagination had landed her. + +"Kempton Lodge--my dear child--why do you not suggest Prince's Gate, or +Belgravia? My own thoughts had not gone further than a new greatcoat +this winter. I am afraid my old one is getting a little seedy." And +at this remark, Olivia's airily constructed fabric dissolved into +nothingness. + +To blow bubbles is an enchanting pastime even with grown-up children. +The big bright-coloured bubbles soar into the air and look so beautiful +before they burst. One is gone, but another takes its place, just as +rainbow-tinted, and gorgeous. There are people who blow endless +bubbles until their life's end, who cannot be induced to discontinue +the harmless pursuit. + +"Life is so hard and dreary," they say. "The wheels of drudgery are +for ever turning and grinding; let us sit in the sun a little and float +our fairy balls. What if they are dreams and never come to anything; +the dreams and the sunlight have made us happy; there is plenty of time +in which to do our work." + +Marcus laughed at his wife's fancies; but he never crushed them +ruthlessly. "Poor little Livy," he thought, "why should she not build +her air castles if they make her happy, and perhaps, after all, who +knows----" but Marcus did not finish his sentence even to himself. + +But the next day when he went to Maybrick Villas to fetch his wife +home, he had a good deal to say about his new patients. + +"I am in luck," he said, as he stood warming himself before the fire, +while the two women watched him. "I thought of course when they sent +for me that it was because I was the nearest doctor, and that perhaps +their own medical man was engaged--in an imminent case like that it is +impossible to wait--but no, it was nothing of the kind. Mrs. Stanwell +told me herself--she is such a nice little person, Livy--that they have +only been a few months at Fairfax Lodge, and that before that they had +lived in Yorkshire. + +"Being strangers in the place they were sadly perplexed on the subject +of doctors, until the nurse told her mistress that she had seen me +going in and out of Galvaston House. And this decided Mrs. Stanwell to +send for me. As I was able to do the child good, they are ridiculously +grateful. I am likely to have another patient there; Mrs. Stanwell has +an aunt living with her, and she is ailing. I have only taken a hasty +diagnosis of the case, but I am going again to-morrow. I am half +afraid the poor old lady is in a bad way." + +"It is a long lane that has no turning, Marcus," observed Aunt Madge. +"There, you must take Olive away, she has been wearying the past +half-hour to get back to Dot!" but as they left her alone in the +firelight she said to herself: + +"Dear things, how happy they look! at their age life is so dreadfully +exciting. I believe myself Marcus will get on; he is really clever, +and never spares himself, but I doubt if Livy or I will ever be so +interested in anyone as we are in Marcus's first patient." + +Olivia would have indorsed this sentiment readily; before long Mr. +Gaythorne became an important factor in her daily life, the friendship +between them ripened rapidly. + +Olivia kept to her resolution of never going to Galvaston House unless +she were specially invited; but every three or four days a message from +the old man reached her. + +Olivia, whose only dissipation had been a weekly tea with Aunt Madge, +and a biannual call at the Vicarage, with or without tea, according to +Mrs. Tolman's mood, found these afternoons at Galvaston House very +stimulating. + +At first she was sorry when Mr. Gaythorne gave up sitting in the winter +garden, and ensconced himself in the library, but she soon changed her +opinion when he began to show her his curiosities and rare prints. He +had so much to tell her about the birds and butterflies in the museum +as he called the inner room, that the hours flew past as she listened +to him, and it was always with real regret that she took her leave when +the time came for her to go home. + +"Aunt Madge and Marcus find me so much more interesting ever since you +have taken me in hand," she said once. "I try and repeat all you tell +me, but, of course, I forget half. Very often Marcus helps me to +remember--he has read so much on these subjects, you see." + +Perhaps it was this artless speech that led to Mr. Gaythorne showing +Marcus a case of curious insects, and Dr. Luttrell had been so +fascinated, so utterly engrossed, that the old man, much flattered, had +cordially invited him into the museum. Marcus, who had still much time +on his hands, often spent a pleasant hour or two with his patient. Mr. +Gaythorne lent him books, and gave him choice brands of cigars. + +Olivia was highly delighted at these evident marks of favour, but it +troubled her that Mr. Gaythorne never liked them to come together. +Olivia was always invited pointedly when Marcus's visit had been paid, +and now and then he would ask Dr. Luttrell to have a chat with him +after dinner. Once when Olivia had ventured to hint her disapproval of +this he had answered with unwonted irritability. + +"I like to take my pleasures singly, Mrs. Luttrell. I am sorry if I +keep you from your husband. I am a selfish old misanthrope, I am +afraid;" but Olivia, alarmed by this decided acerbity, hastened to +assure him that her remark had meant nothing. + +"It is so natural of me to want Marcus to share my pleasure," she said +so sweetly that Mr. Gaythorne was mollified. + +Even Marcus noticed a decided improvement in his patient's manner. He +was less irritable and contradictory, and was evidently grateful for +the relief he had derived from his doctor's treatment. The bare +civility with which he had at first tolerated Marcus soon changed into +greater cordiality. Dr. Luttrell's intelligence could appreciate Mr. +Gaythorne's culture and learning. Before long they were on the best of +terms, but it was Olivia who was the prime favourite. + +When Olivia's face appeared on the threshold Mr. Gaythorne's eyes +brightened under their rugged brows, and his voice insensibly softened. +To her, and her only, he showed his real self. + +"He has a strange complex nature," she said once to her husband. "He +is very reserved, there are some things of which he never speaks. He +has not once mentioned his son. I should not have known he had one, +only I saw the name of Alwyn Gaythorne in a book. 'I thought your +first name was John?' I said rather heedlessly. + +"'So it is, John Alwyn,' he returned; 'that book belonged to my son,' +but his voice was so constrained that I did not venture to say more. +Depend upon it there is a mystery there, Marcus." + +"'Perhaps Alwyn the younger is a Nihilist," returned Marcus, in a +teasing voice. "Probably he is at Portland at the present moment, +undergoing his sentence. No wonder poor Mr. Gaythorne is such a +recluse;" but Olivia refused to be entertained by this badinage. + +"I am quite in earnest," she returned, with a grave air. "So you need +not trouble yourself to be ridiculous, Marcus. Why should he talk so +much of his daughter and never mention his only son?" + +"According to you he is almost as silent on the subject of his wife." + +"Oh, that is different," she answered, hastily. "He once said to me +that he could never bear even to hear her name mentioned, that it upset +him so. 'I was a happy man as long as she lived,' he said, so sadly, +'but it was all up with me when I lost her. She was a peacemaker, she +always kept things smooth; her name was Olivia too.'" + +"Poor old boy," was Marcus's irrelevant remark at this. + +"Yes, he is a strange mixture," went on Olivia, thoughtfully. "He has +an affectionate nature, but he is hard too; he could be terribly hard, +I am sure of that. And then see how good he is to those poor Traverses +and to Aunt Madge. Could anyone be more generous. And yet he is not +liberal by nature. That very day that he sent Mrs. Crampton to the +Models with all those good things--jellies and beef-tea and chicken and +actually two bottles of port wine--he was as angry as possible with +Phoebe, because she had broken his medicine glass. Mrs. Crampton had +orders to deduct the price of the glass from her wages. 'I always do +that,' he said to me, 'it teaches them to be careful,' but poor Phoebe +cried about it afterwards. + +"'I call it real mean of master,' Phoebe had said; 'it is the first +thing that ever I broke in this house, and it was all through Eros +getting between my feet. It is not the few pence I mind, for we have +good wages paid down on the day, but I call it shabby of master to be +down on a poor servant-girl like that.' + +"His servants don't seem to love him," went on Olivia. "They serve him +well, because it is their interest to do so, but even Mrs. Crampton, +who has been with him twenty years, does not dare to contradict him." + +"Anyhow, he is liberal to us," returned Marcus, patting his waistcoat +pocket, for he had that morning received his first cheque. + +Marcus's first act had been to go to the coal merchant and order in a +ton of excellent coal, then he had gone home and told his wife in a +peremptory tone to put on her hat and jacket. + +"I am going to take you to Harvey and Phelps to get a new dress and +jacket," he said, severely. "I am not going to put up with that rusty +old serge any longer," and Olivia had remonstrated in vain against such +extravagance. + +It was all very well to blow bubbles and furnish Kempton Lodge from +garret to basement, but when it came to spending Marcus's first +cheque----! + +"Marcus, dear," she said, imploringly, "my old dress is quite tidy. I +put new braid round it yesterday, and I would so much rather you got a +new great-coat. Even Aunt Madge noticed that your present one was +dreadfully shabby." + +"Of course I shall get a new coat too," returned Dr. Luttrell, coolly. +Then at the thought of this lavishness Olivia was stricken dumb. + +Marcus made his purchases with great discretion; the grey tweed and +warm jacket to match suited Olivia's tall supple figure perfectly--he +had a momentary debate with himself before he ventured on a modest +black straw hat with velvet trimmings, but in the end the order was +given. + +"Oh, Marcus, how could you!" exclaimed Olivia, who was at fever point +by this time. + +"Hold your tongue, Livy!" returned Marcus, good-humouredly. "I mean my +wife to be well-dressed for once in her life. Now I must go to the +tailor's for that great-coat. There won't be much of Mr. Gaythorne's +cheque left by the time I get home. We shall want the balance for +Christmas groceries." + +Olivia groaned in spirit over Marcus's recklessness, but she could not +bear to damp his enjoyment. She unburdened her mind to Mrs. Broderick +the next day. + +"Don't you think it would have been wiser to have put it by for a rainy +day?" she said, anxiously. But Aunt Madge did not seem quite to share +this opinion. + +"My dear," she said, shrewdly, "I think Marcus knows what he is about; +it would never do for him to go to those good houses in a shabby +greatcoat. A little outlay is sometimes a good investment." + +"Oh, yes, but I was thinking of the dress and jacket and that hat, Aunt +Madge----" + +"Ah, well, we must forgive Marcus that extravagance! It hurt his pride +to see you calling at Galvaston House in that old serge dress. He is +not really improvident, Livy. You have enough in hand for present +necessities, and there will be something coming in next month." + +"Oh, dear, yes; and do you know, Aunt Madge, they have sent for Marcus +to attend the lodger at number seventeen. He is a music-teacher and +very respectable, and can afford to pay his doctor, so that is swallow +number three." + +"Then I am sure you can wear your new dress with an easy conscience," +and then Olivia's last scruples vanished. + +Olivia looked so distinguished in her grey tweed that Marcus made her +blush by telling her that she had never looked so handsome. + +Mr. Gaythorne gave her an odd penetrating glance when she entered the +library. + +"I hardly knew you, Mrs. Luttrell," he said, dryly, and then his manner +changed and softened. "That was her favourite colour," he said. +"Olive was always a grey bird; she liked soft, subdued tints; she was a +bit of a Puritan. I often told her so." + +"I am glad you like my new dress," returned Olivia, simply. "My +husband chose it for me, he has such good taste." + +"You need not tell me that, Mrs. Luttrell." And again Olivia blushed +like a girl at the implied compliment. + +Mr. Gaythorne was looking over a portfolio of water-colour paintings. +Olivia had not yet seen them, and she was full of outspoken admiration, +as Mr. Gaythorne placed one after another before her. + +"They are all the work of a young artist who died at Rome," he said. +"I bought them of his widow. They are very well done; he had great +promise, poor fellow. If he had lived, he would have done good work. +These were merely pot-boilers, as he called them--little things he +painted on the spur of the moment." + +"To me they are perfectly beautiful," returned Olivia. "Those two are +so lovely that I could not choose between them. Please let me look at +them a little longer, Mr. Gaythorne, I want to tell Aunt Madge about +them." And Olivia, who was always charmingly natural in her movements, +propped her chin on her hands, and looked long and earnestly at the +pictures. + +Their beauty lay in the soft rich colouring and a certain +suggestiveness in the subject. + +One was a little grey church on a hill-side; the church was ruinous and +out of repair, the churchyard full of weeds and thistles; a storm had +just broken, and an old shepherd in a ragged smock had taken refuge in +the porch, his rough-looking dog at his feet. The bowed figure and +knotted hands, and the peaceful look in the wrinkled face were +wonderfully striking, the patient eyes turned upwards were gazing at +the rainbow. "'Tis a love token, I reckon," were the words written +underneath the sketch. + +Olivia could almost hear them through the parted lips; ruins and +thistles and weeds and a broken storm, and beyond them the message of +peace, written on the bright tints of the rainbow, for one simple heart +to read. + +"Aunt Madge would understand that," she said to herself; "she would +like that picture best, but this is just as beautiful to my mind." + +The second sketch was equally suggestive; it was a cornfield with +poppies growing in it; under the hedge in the cool shade lay a brown +baby asleep. A dish tied up in a blue handkerchief and a stone bottle +lay beside the infant; an old terrier kept watch over them both. + +"Keeping watch and ward" was the title of this picture; it was +certainly very well painted. A breeze seemed rippling through the corn +in the nook where the child lay; there were festoons of honeysuckle and +dog-roses, and long sprays of traveller's joy. The stumpy grey terrier +sitting erect at his post of duty was full of significance and +individuality. The mother was evidently among the reapers in the far +distance. + +"One would never be tired of looking at that cornfield," observed +Olivia, and though Mr. Gaythorne smiled at her enthusiasm, he would not +spoil her enjoyment by pointing out to her one or two defects that he +had already noticed. + +By-and-by he called her to pour out the coffee--Mr. Gaythorne never +indulged in afternoon tea. + +"This is not much like Christmas weather," he said, looking out at the +cold mizzling rain; "the forecasts promise a change, however. I +suppose I must not ask if you dislike Christmas, it would not be a fair +question at your age." + +"No, indeed; I love it dearly. I have only had one sad Christmas--the +year dear mother died--it is my birthday too, that makes it doubly +festive. I am so glad I was born on such a beautiful day; that is why +my second name is Noel." + +"And you hold high festival on it?" + +"Well, we cannot do much. Marcus and I always go to the early service, +that is how we begin the day, and then he always has some little +present on the breakfast table. It is the one day in the year we +always dine with Aunt Madge; she is such an invalid, you see, that very +little tires her; but on Christmas Day, we first dine with her quietly, +and have an early tea, then come home; we are generally back by six +o'clock, and have a long evening by ourselves. Do you spend Christmas +Day quite alone, Mr. Gaythorne?" + +"Yes, quite alone," he returned, gloomily; "but I have plenty of ghosts +to visit me," and his face twitched, and he stooped over the pictures +as he spoke. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +"'TIS A LOVE TOKEN, I RECKON." + +"It is in men as in soils--where sometimes there is a vein of gold +which the owner knows not of."--_Dean Swift_. + + +"Marcus, I have an idea." + +Olivia had been sitting for some time in a brown study, staring into +the red caverns, where the yellow fire-elves were beating out their +rainbow gold on their glowing, hissing anvils. + +It was in the gloaming, and the little sitting-room was warm and cosy. +Dot was on her mother's lap, toasting her pink toes gleefully, and +chuckling over them in baby fashion. And Marcus, who had finished his +day's work, had left off trying to read by the light of the flickering +flame, and was indulging in a furtive doze. He roused up when Olivia's +clear voice broke the silence. + +"Marcus, do you hear me? I have such a nice plan." + +"Is it a riddle?" he returned, lazily. "I give it up." Then he +contemplated his small daughter with much satisfaction. "I wonder none +of you advanced women have ever turned your attention to +baby-language," he observed presently; "we are studying the +ape-vocabulary, you know. Dot has got quite a little language of her +own. As far as I can make out each sentence is finished off with a +'gurgle-doe.' Something between the 'gobble, gobble' of a turkey and +the coo of the ring-dove. I suppose it all means something." + +"Means something!" and Olivia kissed the little rings of curly hair +with passionate fondness. "Of course my girlie means something! I +understand her as well as possible. She is scolding the fire, because +it has burnt her dear little toes. Look, she is showing them to me. +Naughty fire, to burn my baby." And thereupon followed one of those +maternal and infantine duets, which appear such hopeless jargon to the +masculine mind. + +To Marcus it had a lulling effect, his eyes began to blink drowsily +again, but Olivia, who had passed a solitary day, was not disposed for +silence. + +"You are not a bit curious about my plan, dear," she said presently. +"I have been thinking so much of that sad, sad speech of Mr. +Gaythorne's yesterday. I cannot bear to think of him alone all +Christmas Day, with only the ghosts of happier years to haunt him." + +"There is no need for him to be alone," returned Marcus, coolly. "He +could invite us to supper. Why don't you propose it, Livy? You seem +to say anything that comes into your head. A good bowl of steaming +punch would drive all the grey and black spirits away. I would +undertake to amuse him." But Olivia only looked at him rebukingly. + +"Marcus, it is so tiresome that you will always joke when I want to be +serious. Now, do give me a straightforward answer, if you can. Shall +you have any visits to pay on Christmas Day?" + +"My dear child, how can you expect me to answer in that off-hand way, +and without consulting my visiting list? Well, if you must know," as +Olivia uttered an impatient exclamation, "I shall have to go up to the +Models after tea, to see that poor woman who was confined yesterday. +The baby is not likely to live; and then I shall look in on Travers. I +don't suppose I shall be out more than an hour." + +"Oh, that will do nicely," returned his wife, in a satisfied tone. +"Marcus, do you know, I have made up my mind to pay Mr. Gaythorne a +surprise visit on Christmas evening. We are always back by six, and I +know he does not dine until half-past seven. Do you think I dare +venture? You see, I have never been without an invitation yet." + +"And you actually mean 'to beard the lion in his den, and Douglas in +his hall,'" spouted Marcus. And then, in his ordinary voice, "Well, +you might try it, if you like; but I should not be surprised if you got +snubbed. Christmas ghosts have a ghastly effect, and rub a man up the +wrong way." + +"Oh, I will take my chance of that," returned Olivia, cheerfully. "Now +I will put Dot to bed, and leave you to finish your nap in peace." + +"Thank goodness!" was on the tip of Marcus's tongue, but he refrained +and only curled himself up afresh in his easy-chair. He had sat up +late over his books the previous night, wasting lamp-oil and coals, as +his wife had remarked, rather severely, and the cold air, with a touch +of frost in it, had made him sleepy. + +Olivia had been bristling all day, like a blissful porcupine, with +little plans and surprises: first, she had actually saved out of Aunt +Madge's Christmas gift enough money to buy Marcus another of +Thackeray's novels; last Christmas she had given him _The Newcomes_, +and this year she had fixed on _Esmond_. + +Marcus was devoted to Thackeray, and thirsted for a complete set of his +works, but at present only _Vanity Fair_ and _The Newcomes_ were on his +modest bookshelves. Neither the husband nor wife thought it right to +spend even those few shillings on the purchase of books, when they +could make use of the Free Library. + +The new copy of _Esmond_ looked decidedly inviting, with its clean, +uncut pages, and then there was really a handsome work-bag for Aunt +Madge, fashioned by Olivia's skilful fingers out of a yard of cretonne. +Olivia had already received her Christmas presents, and had nothing to +expect. Her new outfit, and Dot's pelisse, and Martha's wages were all +birthday and Christmas gifts. Nevertheless when Marcus came on +Christmas Eve to hang up their scanty store of holly, he was met by his +wife's excited face. + +"Oh, Marcus!" she exclaimed, "I thought you would never come home; +there is such a hamper from Galvaston House, and I am waiting for you +to open it. And oh! do you know, dear, Aunt Madge has sent us some of +her delicious mince pies, and a Christmas cake!" + +"She is a good old soul," returned Marcus, fervently. "By-the-bye, +Olive, could not we have supper earlier? for this sharp air--and it is +freezing hard, let me tell you--has made me as hungry as a hunter." +And as Olivia conceded this point graciously, he was induced to follow +her to the small kitchen, where Martha, all smiles and excitement, +awaited them. + +Martha had her best dress on, for she was going round to her mother's +presently, with her little store of Christmas gifts: a red knitted +shawl for her mother and half a pound of tea, a comforter for her +father, and some warm cuffs for the boys, and gingerbread-nuts and some +oranges for the children, to which Olivia had added a bag of mixed +sweets. + +Martha's round eyes widened with amazement when the hamper was opened, +and a plump turkey, and a fine York ham came to view; there were also +half a dozen bottles of old port-wine for Dr. Luttrell, with Mr. +Gaythorne's compliments, and a box of candied fruit and a jar of +preserved ginger for his wife. + +"Oh, Marcus! is not this kind?" Olivia's voice was almost awe-struck; +her acquaintance with turkeys had hitherto been strictly limited to a +partial view of their limp bodies as they dangled above her in the +poulterers' shops; now her little larder would be filled to overflowing. + +"Shall I step across and thank him, while you put those things away?" +suggested Marcus. And as Olivia agreed to this, he caught up his hat +and vanished. + +When everything was safely stowed away, and Martha had been made +supremely happy by the gift of two mince pies for her mother, and had +trotted off red in the face with excitement, Olivia busied herself in +getting the supper ready. The unsightly remains of a cold shoulder of +mutton had been transformed into tempting rissoles. Olivia always +treated her husband to a hot supper on Christmas Eve. Potatoes cooked +in their coats, and a couple of Deborah's mince pies, finished off the +_menu_, to which Marcus did ample justice. Afterwards he hung up their +holly, and then Olivia fetched her work-basket, and Marcus went on with +the novel that he was reading aloud, and both of them looked at the +clock in amazement when Martha's modest ring told them the evening was +over. + +When Marcus put on his new great-coat the next morning, he shrugged his +shoulders as he opened the front-door. Instead of the frost he had +expected, the icy coldness of the air and the heavy aspect of the +wintry sky were premonitory signs of a snow-storm. + +"It is hardly fit for you to go out," he said, as Olivia joined him, +but she only smiled at him, her vigorous young strength was proof +against the cold. + +"We must hurry, Marcus," she said, briskly, "or we shall be late, and I +want to enjoy my Christmas service," for she had already arranged to +take care of Dot during the morning, while Martha went to church. +Marcus had his rounds, and would fetch her in time for the early dinner +at Maybrick Villas. + +The quiet service in the warm, well-lighted church was very soothing +and refreshing. As Olivia knelt beside her husband, her heart swelled +with thankfulness for countless blessings. "I have not deserved to be +so happy," she said to herself, as she thought of her two treasures. + +Martha had breakfast ready for them on their return, and Olivia hurried +upstairs to take off her hat. She was just stepping into the +dining-room, when Marcus caught hold of her, and blindfolded her +playfully. + +"No, you are not to look yet!" he said, teasingly. "There is a +surprise in store for you." But as he took his hands from her eyes, +she uttered a little cry of ecstasy. + +On the breakfast-table, propped up with books, was a small framed +picture, the very cornfield, with the brown baby asleep under the +hedge, and the old terrier guarding it, that she had so admired. A +card, with Mr. Gaythorne's compliments and Christmas greeting, was +beside it. + +"What do you think of your friend now, Livy?" + +But Olivia seemed to have no answer ready, her lips trembled, and the +tears gathered in her bright eyes. Marcus, who was almost as pleased +as she was, patted her on the shoulder kindly, and bade her pour out +the coffee, but for a long time Olivia could not be induced to go on +with her breakfast. + +"If only I could take it to show Aunt Madge!" she said at last. But +Marcus negatived this at once; the picture was heavy, and the damp, +cold air might injure it. + +That was a happy morning to Olivia, as she played with Dot, and then +sang her to sleep. When Marcus came home he told her to wrap up as +warmly as possible. "The damp quite gets into one's bones," he said; +and even Olivia owned that it was disagreeably cold. + +Aunt Madge received them with her usual kind welcome, but she looked at +her niece with a queer expression. + +"Livy," she said, "I feel as though I were living in the days of +Aladdin and his wonderful lamp. I had to pinch myself this morning, to +be sure I was not dreaming. What do you think our dear old magician +has done now?" And as she pointed to the table beside her, Olivia saw +the picture of the ruined church, and the old shepherd in his tattered +smock. "'Tis a love token, I reckon," repeated Aunt Madge, but her +voice was not quite steady. As for Olivia, the tears were fairly +running down her face. + +"Dear Aunt Madge, I do love him for this. What do you think, he has +sent me the picture of the cornfield that I described to you, and such +a hamper of good things!" + +"Yes, and a brace of pheasants have come to me. Livy, do you know what +that picture means to me? I have just been feasting my eyes on it all +the morning. I mean to get an easel and stand it at the foot of my +couch, with that Indian scarf of mine just draped over it; won't it +cheer me up on one of my bad days when I can't read or work, and even +thinking is too hard for my poor head? ''Tis a love token, I reckon,' +I shall just say that to myself." + +"Marcus, I shall have to pay that visit," observed Olivia, desperately. +"Oh, dear, if only we could do something in return for him! Don't +laugh at me, you tiresome boy; it is all very well for you, you are +doing him a good turn every day, that is why it is so grand to be a +doctor, but Aunt Madge and I want to have our share too." + +"Take off your hat, Livy," interrupted Aunt Madge, "for I hear Deb +dishing up the dinner, and Marcus looks blue in the face with cold and +hunger." And at this reminder Olivia hurried. + +Mrs. Broderick always gave them the same dinner, a roast fowl and a +piece of boiled ham, with plum pudding and mince pies to follow, but +Deborah's cookery always gave it a different and most delicious flavour. + +When dinner was over they sat by the fire and roasted chestnuts, and +talked softly to each other, while Aunt Madge dozed. She roused up +when Deb brought in the tea-things, and chatted in her old bright way, +but Marcus's professional eyes detected lassitude, and in spite of her +entreaties took his wife away rather earlier than usual. + +"Livy," observed Aunt Madge, as her niece stooped over her to kiss her, +"I have not been able to write a note of thanks to Mr. Gaythorne yet, +but will you tell him that I have not had such a Christmas gift as that +since my husband left me, and that I have been praying for him off and +on all day, that he may have his heart's desire--there, tell him +that----" And then she sank back wearily on her pillows. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +THE CHRISTMAS GUEST. + + "This life of ours is a wild Aeolian harp of many a joyous strain; + But under them all there runs a loud perpetual wail, as of souls in + pain."--_Longfellow_. + + +Olivia felt a little nervous as she sent in her name by Phoebe; the +girl had looked at her dubiously. + +"I am not sure whether master will see you, ma'am," she said. "He +never sees anyone on Christmas Day; and Mrs. Crampton says he is but +poorly;" nevertheless, at Olivia's request, she had taken the message. + +After a brief delay she returned. Her master would see Mrs. Luttrell; +but Olivia's heart beat a little quickly as she entered the library. +For the first time she was not sure of her welcome. + +The grand old room looked unusually gloomy. The tall standard lamps +were unlighted, and only the blazing fire and a small green +reading-lamp made a spot of brightness. Deep shadows lurked in the +corners, and the heavy book-cases and window recesses only seemed to +add to the gloom. + +Mr. Gaythorne sat in his great ebony chair--with its crimson cushions. +His face looked more cadaverous and sunken than usual; the fine +features looked as if they were carved in old ivory, they were so fixed +and rigid; as he held out his hand to Olivia there was no smile of +welcome on his face--the melancholy deep-set eyes were sombre and +piercing. + +[Illustration: Mr. Gaythorne sat in his great ebony chair.] + +"This is indeed a surprise, Mrs. Luttrell." + +"I hope you will not think it an intrusion," she returned, a little +breathlessly. "I wanted so much to see you and give you Aunt Madge's +message. Somehow I could not bear to think that we were so happy and +that you were sitting alone and feeling sad. Are you vexed with me for +coming?" she continued, in her winning way; "I can see you are not a +bit pleased to see me." + +"My dear Mrs. Luttrell," he said, in his harsh, grating voice, "it is +one of my bad days, and nothing on earth would yield me pleasure. I +gave you warning, did I not? You are visiting a haunted man! The +Christmas ghosts have been holding high revel this evening; one of them +has been pointing and gibing at me for ever so long: 'You are reaping +what you have sown,' that was what it said. 'Why do you grumble at +your harvest--there is no ripening without sunshine? Young hearts must +be won by love and not severity; it is your own fault, your own +obstinacy, your own blindness'--that is what it has been saying over +and over again." + +He shivered slightly as he said this, and held out his thin hands to +the blaze. He had not asked her to sit down, but Olivia drew a small +chair forward and seated herself. + +"Do not listen to them any longer," she said, gently. "You are ill and +sad, and so everything looks black and hopeless--let me talk to you +instead; I want to tell you how we have spent our day." + +Olivia had a charming voice. As she went on with her simple narrative +the muscles of Mr. Gaythorne's face insensibly relaxed; hesitation, +nervousness, a touch of self-consciousness even, would have repelled +him; but her gentleness and childlike directness seemed to soothe him +in spite of himself. And as she repeated Mrs. Broderick's message, +though he shrugged his shoulders and muttered "Pshaw," she could see +that he was gratified; and even his remark--"that Mrs. Broderick must +be a very emotional person"--did not daunt her. + +"If Aunt Madge is emotional, I am too," she said, softly. "Do you know +what I said when I saw that picture of the old shepherd looking at the +rainbow? 'I love him for this,' and, dear Mr. Gaythorne, I meant it." + +"Tut, nonsense!" but as Olivia took his hand and held it in her firm +grasp, there was a sudden moisture in the old man's eyes. + +"No one has loved me since my two Olives left me," he muttered. "If +only one had been spared to me, only one; but I am left here alone with +my sorrow and remorse." + +"You are not really alone," she returned, soothingly. "Why do you +speak as if your wife and daughter had ceased to love you? Do you +imagine for one moment that they forget you? It would do you good to +talk to Aunt Madge; she has such wonderful ideas about all that. Some +people--people like Mrs. Tolman, our vicar's wife--laugh at her and +call her fanciful, but to me she is so real. Why should it not be +true?" she went on, with gathering excitement, "nothing that is good +can die! Love is eternal, and it is only pain and grief and sin that +can come to an end. That is what Aunt Madge says, and she does more +than say it, she lives it. Of course she misses her husband +dreadfully--they were everything to each other--but he never seems dead +like other women's husbands, if you know what I mean by that. She +seems to keep step with him somehow, and think his thoughts. I have +heard her say once that it is just as though a high wall separated +them. 'I cannot see him or hear him, but I know he is just the other +side of the wall; only he has all the sunshine, and I have to grope +alone in the shadows.'" + +"Oh, she is right there; I know what it is to grope among shadows. My +dear young lady," laying his hand heavily on her arm, "Mrs. Broderick +must be a wonderful woman, and I hope to see her some day; and I am not +above caring for a good woman's prayers, but our cases are not exactly +similar." + +"I daresay not," returned Olivia, hesitatingly. + +"No, indeed"--and Mr. Gaythorne's heavy eyebrows drew together--"look +here, Mrs. Luttrell, what sort of comfort do you suppose a man can have +in thinking of his wife, when he knows he has acted contrary to her +desires, when he has failed to carry out even the wishes expressed on +her deathbed. What would you say to that man?" + +"I would say that he must be very unhappy, and that no doubt +circumstances were too hard for him. Perhaps he did his best; but it +is not always possible for dying people to judge rightly, they may make +mistakes." + +"No, it was I who made all the mistakes," and there was such anguish in +the old man's eyes as he said this, that Olivia almost started; "but +God help me, if it were to come over again I should do the same. Mrs. +Luttrell, you do not know me; it is my whim to be generous now and +then. I like to give and it costs me nothing, but I am a hard, +domineering man; when people oppose and anger me, I can be relentless; +it is not easy for me to forgive, even when the offender is my own +flesh and blood, and I am no hypocrite. I must speak the truth at all +costs." + +"And yet we expect our Father to forgive us," returned Olivia, almost +to herself, but Mr. Gaythorne heard her, and a strange expression +crossed his face. + +"That is what she always said--my Olive, but it never seemed to make +any difference to me. Ah, well, it is no use talking, some spirits +refuse to be laid, but this is poor entertainment, my dear, and on your +birthday too!" + +"Please do not say that. I should love to stay, but I must not; it is +late now, and Marcus will be waiting for me," and Olivia rose as she +spoke. "And now before I go may I ring for the lamps to be lighted? +there is something uncanny in this darkness, and the fire is getting +hollow too." + +"Well, well, do as you like," was the abrupt answer. "I am going to +have my dinner here tonight, it is warmer," and so Olivia had her way. +As she bade him good-night, he said, a little wistfully, "You can come +to-morrow afternoon if you like. I have those views of Venice and +Florence to show you. I had an old Florentine palace for six months, +the year before my little Olive died; that was our last happy year." + +"Of course I will come," she replied, smiling at him. But as she left +the room she sighed; had she really exorcised those evil spirits? or +would they return again, with tenfold force? "remorse;" that was the +word he used, this was the canker-worm that was robbing him of peace. +"It is not easy for me to forgive even if the offender is my own flesh +and blood." How sad it was to hear him say that. + +"I think, after all, I did him some little good," she thought, as she +groped her way cautiously through the dark shrubbery. "That hard, +rigid look had quite disappeared before I left. I have a feeling +somehow that one day he will open his heart to me and tell me his +trouble. Every now and then he drops a word or two; perhaps this +evening, if I had not been so hurried, he would have spoken out." + +Olivia's warm heart was full of pity for the lonely man sitting beside +his desolate hearth, but she was young, and as the heavy gate closed +after her, and she hurried across the road, a sudden vision of her own +bright little parlour with Marcus waiting for her rose blissfully +before her. + +Marcus would have returned long ago and would be wondering at her +delay. She knew what he was doing--cutting the pages of _Esmond_ for +their evening reading. How charmed he had been with her gift, although +he had pretended to be angry at her extravagance. + +A few particles of snow powdered her as she rang the bell. Marcus +answered it himself. + +"Livy, my dear child," he said, quickly, "what an age you have been! +Come into the kitchen a moment, I want to speak to you, and Martha is +upstairs. No, not there," catching hold of her arm as she absently +turned the handle of the parlour door. "I said the kitchen." + +"Oh, Marcus, what is it?" in an alarmed voice, as she suddenly +perceived his grave, preoccupied look, "there is something wrong--with +baby," but his smile reassured her. + +"Nothing is wrong, I am only a little perplexed. Dot's all right, and +the house is not on fire, and Martha is enjoying her usual health, but +we have got a Christmas guest, that's all." + +"Marcus, what can you mean, when we know no one here? Is it one of +your old hospital friends? And why may I not go in and see him?" + +"So you shall, but I must explain matters first. I have a poor fellow +in there whom I picked up off a door-step. At first I thought he was +drunk, and I meant to call a policeman, but I very soon found out my +mistake. The poor wretch had fainted from cold and exhaustion, he was +simply starving." + +"Oh, how dreadful!" exclaimed Olivia, much shocked at this. "Have you +given him some food? But why is he not here instead of in the +sitting-room? Martha has a capital fire." + +"Yes, she has been making him some tea, and luckily there was some cold +bacon. He has had nothing but a penny roll and some coffee since +yesterday morning. Another night of exposure and want would have +killed him. I took him into the parlour because the couch was handy, +but directly he spoke I saw he was a gentleman--at least an educated +man, but his clothes are threadbare. He has parted with his waistcoat +for food. Now you know why I brought you in here, to save you a shock." + +"But, Marcus, what are we to do with him?" + +"Ah, that is what puzzles me. I have fed and warmed him, and could +give him money for a night's lodging, but he is not fit to move. When +he tried to sit up just now, he nearly fell back from exhaustion. I +should say from the look of him that he has been ill, perhaps in some +hospital, and has not got up his strength. And he is quite young +too--not more than five-and-twenty, I should say." + +"May I go and look at him first, and then we will think what is to be +done." + +"Yes, dear, that will be best. But, Livy, I really cannot wait just +now. All this has hindered me so that I have not been to the +Traverses'. I shall not be long--not more than half an hour." + +Olivia looked rather troubled at this, but it was no use making a fuss. +Marcus must do his work, but her vision of a cosy evening was sadly +marred. Instead of listening to _Esmond_ she had to interview a +strange man. + +Directly Marcus had gone she went into the sitting-room; the couch had +been drawn near the fire and Marcus's easy chair was pushed back, and +there in the warmth and firelight, with an old plaid thrown over him, +the forlorn wanderer lay sleeping as placidly as a child. + +Olivia trod on tiptoe as she crossed the room and stood beside the +couch, and studied him attentively. + +Marcus was right; of course he was a gentleman; in spite of his +emaciated appearance and poor, threadbare garments, this was evident; +the features were well-cut and refined; the wasted hands bore no signs +of manual labour, and the filbert nails were carefully attended. + +Some poor prodigal fallen to low estate lay before her, and yet he +looked so boyish and innocent in his sleep, that Olivia's heart grew +very pitiful over him. + +Turn him out in the winter's cold, and on Christmas night, too; when +all the merciful angels were moving betwixt heaven and earth. When the +bond of brotherhood that linked human beings together was drawn closer, +and the rich man's gift and the widow's mite were paid into the same +treasury of love, it was impossible! + +How soundly he was sleeping, poor fellow, lulled by the very fulness of +comfort, his sick hunger appeased, and his bones no longer aching with +cold. A fair moustache covered his mouth, but Olivia, who prided +herself on reading character, soon decided that the chin and lower part +of the face showed signs of weakness, but as the thought passed through +her mind a pair of deep blue eyes opened full on her face, and gazed at +her in bewilderment. + +"Where am I?" he said, feebly; "oh, I remember, I fainted on a +doorstep, and some good Samaritan carried me in;" then in the same weak +voice, "Forgive me, madam, but I am afraid to rise." + +"Lie still--please lie still until my husband comes back," returned +Olivia, a little nervously. How ill he looked--the eyes looked +preternaturally large in the wasted face. "It is sad to see anyone in +such distress," she continued, gently, "and on Christmas night, too." + +"Yes, I am down on my luck," returned the stranger; but even in his +feebleness he spoke a little recklessly; "I was always 'Murad the +Unlucky;' it would have been all over with me in a few hours if the +doctor had not found me. I was just at the end of my tether,"--but +here a hard cough seemed to tear him to pieces. + +"Lie still and try to sleep again," returned Olivia, hurriedly; then +she went out of the room and summoned Martha. + +When Marcus returned and went in search of her, he found her airing +some sheets at the kitchen fire. + +"Marcus," she said, "Martha has been lighting a fire in that little +empty room, where the iron bedstead is; there are the mattress and the +two blankets Aunt Madge lent me when I was ill; I am going to make up a +bed there for to-night." + +"You think we ought to keep him, then," returned her husband, looking +at her questioningly. "To be sure, I hardly know how we are to turn +him out; but if he falls ill on our hands, eh, Livy?" + +"If he be very ill, you would have to take him to a hospital," she +returned, quickly. "We have not got the cruise of oil, remember, and, +as Aunt Madge says, we must be just before we are generous--but he has +such a terrible cough, Marcus." + +"Oh, that is from cold and exhaustion, and, as I told you before, he +has evidently recovered from some severe illness, probably pleurisy or +pneumonia. Well, Livy, I think you are about right; we must do our +best for the poor beggar; now and then one must help 'lame dogs over +stiles,'" and Marcus, whose bump of benevolence was largely developed, +and who believed in practical religion, was sincerely grateful that his +wife had fallen in with his views. + +"I think you were sent to him to help him," returned Olivia, softly. +"'Inasmuch as ye have done it unto the least of these my brethren.' +Oh, Marcus, you know how that finishes," and Marcus smiled back at her +as he left the room. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +A GENTLEMANLY TRAMP. + + "'Tis not enough to help the feeble up, + But to support him after."--_Timon of Athens_. + + +When Olivia had finished her preparations she summoned Marcus upstairs, +and with an air of housewifely pride showed him all the arrangements +she had made. + +In his bachelor days Dr. Luttrell had been in the habit of picking up +all sorts of miscellaneous articles at sales, that he thought might be +useful some day, and though Olivia had often laughed at his purchases +and called them old lumber, they had often proved serviceable. + +The strip of faded carpet and shabby little shut up washstand intended +for the surgery, and a couple of chairs, had been put into the empty +room, and though it looked bare enough to Marcus's eyes, and in spite +of the bright little fire terribly chilly, it would doubtless be a +haven of refuge to their miserable guest. + +"He says it is just heaven," observed Marcus, when he came downstairs +to his wife; "the night before last, poor beggar, he was in the casual +ward, and last night he had a few hours in some refuge. 'Fancy the +casual ward for a gentleman's son,' he said to me so bitterly, 'and +there was actually a barrister there too, and we fraternised.' It is +just as I thought, Livy, he was discharged from the hospital about +three weeks ago, and has been roughing it ever since." + +"Did you ask him his name, Marcus?" + +"Yes, and he hesitated; I don't believe Robert Barton is his real name; +the way he gave it looked a bit shady; he is a good-looking fellow, and +I can't think he is vicious, but he is one of those weak fellows who +get led away. If we are to help him, he must tell us more about +himself." + +Olivia found her hands full the next day; when Marcus went up to see +Barton, he found him flushed and feverish, and complained of aching in +his limbs. + +"It is only a bad chill," he said, when Olivia looked grave at this +report; "but unless we take care of him well for a day or two, it will +be pneumonia or congestion of the lungs. I shall be pretty busy for +the next two or three hours, and am afraid I must leave him to you and +Martha. Don't let him talk, and keep the fire up, that room is still +like an ice-house. Are you sure you don't mind the bother, Livy?" + +And though Olivia was too truthful to answer in the negative, she +promised to do her best for Marcus's _protege_. + +Robert Barton looked more to advantage lying in bed in Dr. Luttrell's +old red striped blazer than he had done in his threadbare shabby +clothes the previous night; indeed, Olivia quite started when she saw +him; he was certainly what Marcus called him, a good-looking fellow, +the dark blue eyes were beautiful and full of expression; he flushed as +Olivia asked him kindly how he felt. + +"I feel pretty bad," he returned, "and the doctor says I must lie here. +I used not to think much of the story of the Good Samaritan, but I +believe in it now. Oh, if you knew what it was to feel clean linen +about me again." + +"My husband says you are not to talk," replied Olivia, gently, "so I +must carry out his orders; there is some medicine you are to take, and +by-and-by I shall bring you some hot broth; if only your cough were +easier you would be able to sleep, but perhaps the drops will do you +good." + +"Thanks awfully; if you will put them down by me, I will take them, but +please, please do not trouble about me, I am not worth it. I never was +worth anything;" he sighed and there were tears in his eyes; but Olivia +took no notice, she put things straight and then went about her +business. On her next visit she found him sleeping; but as she put +down the cup of hot broth beside him he half woke. + +"Mother," he said, in a hoarse voice, "I never did it, I swear to you +on my honour; I was never as bad as that; ask Olive, she believes in +me, she knows I could not be such a low cad." + +"Mr. Barton, I have brought you your broth; will you please take it +before it gets cold?" and Olivia's clear voice roused Robert Barton +effectually. + +"I was dreaming," he said, looking at her rather confusedly. "I +thought I was at Medhurst, in the old library; oh, what a fool I am!" +and there was almost a despairing look in his eyes. + +"You are weak, or you would not dream so, and yet it must be natural to +dream about your own people. I am so glad you have someone belonging +to you; last night we were afraid that you were quite friendless," then +she stopped as she remembered Marcus's injunctions. + +"No, I am not friendless," he returned, raising himself with +difficulty, and coughing as he spoke. "Even the prodigal son had +relatives, you know--a father and an elder brother; but he was better +off than I, for he knew where to find them"--but here such a terrible +fit of coughing came on, that Olivia forbade him to say another word. + +"You shall tell us all about it when you are better," she said, kindly; +"perhaps, who knows, we may be able to help you find your friends; we +are poor people ourselves, my husband is only just beginning to make a +practice, so there is not much that we can do." + +Then as she stooped over him and wiped his brow, she was almost +startled by the sweetness of the smile that crossed the young man's +face. + +"Not much," he reiterated; but Olivia shook her head at him to +inculcate silence, and carried away the empty cup. + +When Marcus came home at dinner-time, she proposed sending a note +across to Galvaston House to tell Mr. Gaythorne that she could not +leave home that afternoon, but to her surprise Dr. Luttrell objected to +this. + +"You know how crotchety Mr. Gaythorne is," he said, quickly, "and it +will never do to disappoint him; he might be a bit touchy. Barton will +be all right, and I shall be in myself the greater part of the +afternoon." And then Olivia's scruples vanished. + +She felt Marcus had been wise when she entered the library. Mr. +Gaythorne was evidently expecting her; he had a large portfolio open +before him. As he held out his hand to her without rising--for he had +still great difficulty in moving--there was a brighter look on his face. + +"We must make the most of the daylight," he said, and the next moment +Olivia found herself in Venice. + +The views were so beautiful and Mr. Gaythorne's descriptions so +interesting, that, as usual, the time passed quickly. It was not until +they were drinking their coffee in the pleasant firelight that Olivia +found an opportunity of narrating her husband's strange adventure of +the previous evening. + +Mr. Gaythorne listened with his usual air of half contemptuous +amusement; but before she came to the end of the recital he turned upon +her quickly. + +"Do you mean that the tramp is actually in your house at this moment?" +he asked, indignantly. + +"Oh, please don't call him that; he is a gentleman, he speaks in quite +an educated manner, and his ways are so refined. Marcus saw that at +once." + +"Pooh, nonsense! My dear Mrs. Luttrell, a gentlemanly tramp is the +worst kind; it is generally drink and profligacy that have dragged them +down. You will be robbed or burnt in your beds!" + +Olivia could not conceal her amusement. A vivid remembrance of the +flushed, weary young face of the wanderer rose before her; it was so +boyish-looking with the fair hair and golden brown moustache. + +"I am sure he does not drink," she returned, trying vainly to suppress +a smile; but this contradiction did not please Mr. Gaythorne. + +"How can you know anything about it?" he asked, testily; "from your own +account he has told you nothing except that he has been in a hospital +and a casual ward--they have plenty of cases of delirium tremens in +both places. Good heavens! and I thought Dr. Luttrell was a sensible +man. This is the way he takes care of his wife and child, harbouring a +frozen-out tramp." + +"Dear Mr. Gaythorne," returned Olivia, pleadingly, "just put yourself +in my husband's place. Marcus found the poor young fellow on a +doorstep in Harbut Road not a dozen yards from his own door. Being a +doctor, he saw at once that he must be warmed and fed or life would be +endangered, and Christmas night of all nights. How could he forbear in +sheer humanity to take in the poor creature, and then when he found how +weak he was, how was he to turn him out into the streets again?" + +"He might have sent for a cab and had him driven to a hospital." + +"No--Marcus said it was no case for a hospital, at least at present; +they would not have admitted him; indeed--indeed he could not have done +otherwise--I told him so at once. What is the use of going to church +and saying one's prayers if one shrinks from such a clear duty as that? +Why, we should never dare to read St. James again!" + +"And why not, may I ask?" + +"Because we should have set our faces against his teaching. Oh, you +know what I mean, Mr. Gaythorne," and Olivia repeated the text +reverently: "'If a brother or sister be naked and in lack of daily +food, and one of you say unto them go in peace, be ye clothed and fed, +and yet you give them not those things needful for the body, what doth +it profit?' Marcus does not only profess his religion. Oh"--finished +Olivia, with sparkling eyes--"I did feel so proud of my husband last +night." + +"Well--well; if you choose to be Quixotic it is your own affair, not +mine," but Mr. Gaythorne spoke with less irritation. "Now shall we go +on with the portfolio, or do you want to go back to your gentlemanly +tramp?" Then Olivia begged to finish the pictures. + +"I have nearly half an hour before Dot's bedtime," she said, +cheerfully, "and then I must go," and so harmony was restored. + +When the half-hour had passed, Olivia took her leave, but before she +reached the door, Mr. Gaythorne called her back and thrust something +into her hand. + +"That will help you to provide for your tramp," he said, hurriedly, +"and prevent him from eating you out of house and home. Mind you repay +yourself before you lay out any for him: do you suppose," in a cynical +tone, "that your husband's income will bear the expense of such an +inmate as that?" and Olivia, to her intense astonishment, found the two +crumpled bits of paper in her hand were five-pound notes. + +"Oh there is no need for this," she said, in distress; "have you +forgotten the turkey and all those good things Aunt Madge sent us?" but +Mr. Gaythorne waved her away. + +"Nonsense," he said, crossly; "do you suppose a trifle like that +matters to me? Why, I am not spending half my income; if you want any +more you can just let me know; but if you take my advice you will get +rid of that fellow as soon as possible." + +Marcus smiled when Olivia showed him the money. "Put it away for the +present," he said, "it will buy Barton some warm clothes; we can afford +to give him his bit and sup for a few days; he is stone broke, as they +call it, and a few pounds may be just what he requires, and put him on +his feet again." + +When Mrs. Broderick heard of the strange guest at No. 1, Galvaston +Terrace, she was deeply interested, and warmly commended Marcus's +philanthropy. + +"I wonder," she said, thoughtfully, after a few minutes' silence, +"whether any of Fergus's things would fit him; you know what a foolish +body I have been, Livy, to keep them all this time, and it gives Deb so +much trouble to preserve them from moth; but there, we all have our +crazes. + +"I have been meaning to part with them for a long time, and this seems +a good opportunity; it does seem such a pity to touch that money; it +would set him up to have a few pounds in hand." + +Olivia could not deny this, and in her secret heart she thought Aunt +Madge could not do better with her dead husband's things. + +"It will be a real act of charity," she said, frankly. "Oh, Aunt +Madge, if you could only see his clothes, they are so worn and +threadbare, and when Martha washed his shirt and socks she almost cried +over the holes; and then his boots!" + +"Say no more, my child, it shall be done, and at once," and Mrs. +Broderick's mouth looked unusually firm. + +The very next day Marcus carried a big parcel upstairs and opened it +before Robert Barton's astonished eyes. + +Mrs. Broderick, who did nothing grudgingly, had put up all she thought +requisite--a warm suit, and a great coat, a pair of boots, some +coloured flannel shirts and warm underclothing. + +"It has upset him a bit," Marcus said, when he re-entered the parlour, +"he is still so weak, you see. He fairly broke down when I showed him +the things. He is very grateful; by-the-bye, Livy," sitting down +beside her as he spoke, "he has been telling me more about himself +to-night; not much, certainly, he does not seem to like speaking of +himself, but he gave me a brief outline. + +"He has relations, only he has not seen them for some years; it +appeared he quarrelled with them or got wrong somehow; in fact, he +owned he had been a bit wild, and then things went from bad to worse +with him, and he had a run of ill-luck. + +"It seems he is an artist and rather fond of his profession, but he +hurt his hand, and blood-poisoning came on, and for some time he was +afraid he would lose his right arm; for months he could paint no +pictures, and so all his little capital was swallowed up." + +"But why did he not write to his people, Marcus, and make it up with +them?" + +"So he did, but his letters never got answered, and he got sick of it +at last. When he was pretty nearly at the end of his tether he came +back to England. I think he said he was in Paris then, or was it +Beyrout? well, never mind, he went straight to his old home; but to his +horror the house was shut up, and to let, and the caretaker told him +that no one had lived there for years, and that she believed the party +who had owned it was abroad; he could get nothing more than that out of +her. + +"He put up at a little wayside inn that night, meaning to make +inquiries in the neighbourhood, but the next day he fell ill, and after +a bit they took him to the hospital, and since then he drifted up to +London, hoping to see his father's old lawyer and glean intelligence +from him, but he found he was dead. His fixed intention was to go down +again to the place and see the vicar and prosecute his inquiries in +person, but ill-luck pursued him; he was robbed in some wretched +lodging, and soon found himself in actual want; 'but I mean, if I die +for it, to get to Medhurst somehow,' he said to me. 'I could have +found someone to identify me there; not that we had been there long, +for my people mostly lived abroad, but there must be some friends who +could tell me about them.' + +"It is a queer story altogether, and yet not a wholly improbable one; +but there is a mystery somewhere, Livy, and I am sure of one thing, +that his name is not Barton. I hinted as much, but he only flushed up +and said nothing." + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +THE NIGHT-BELL RINGS. + +"A bad beginning leads to a bad ending."--_Livy_. + + +The next few days passed quietly. Dr. Luttrell professed himself +perfectly satisfied with his patient's progress. In spite of his +delicate aspect, and the terrible hardships he had experienced, Robert +Barton proved that he had a fair amount of recuperative power. Perhaps +his youth was in his favour, and it was soon evident that he had a +naturally sanguine temperament. His nature was singularly +ill-balanced, he was always in extremes--either in the depths of +depression or else unaccountably excited. Olivia would sometimes find +him crouching over the fire with his head between his hands in a state +of morose misery. And at other times she would hear him whistling a +few bars from some opera in quite a light-hearted way. + +"If you do not mind, Olive, I think that Barton had better come down +to-morrow afternoon," Marcus observed one evening. "He will get on all +the faster." And as Olivia made no objection to this the matter was +settled. + +Marcus secretly wondered how Robert Barton could take things quite so +coolly. Perhaps it might be partly owing to his enfeebled state, but +he certainly did not seem to trouble himself much about the future. "I +feel as if I should pull through now," he said, once. "I only wanted a +helping hand to lift me out of the slough of despond. When I am a bit +stronger, doctor, I must paint a pot-boiler or two," and Marcus had +quietly assented to this. + +"I have made up my mind what I must do, Livy," continued Dr. Luttrell +later on that same evening, when he had arranged that his patient +should come downstairs. "You know that nice Mrs. Randall in the +Models; well, she has a lodger, but she expects that he will leave her +in a week or so, as he has work at a distance. I might take the room +for Barton, it is a clean, tidy little place. And Mrs. Randall is a +motherly sort of woman, and will look after him." + +"Oh, what a good idea, Marcus." + +"Yes, it came into my head when I was leaving the Models yesterday. +And I had half a mind to go back and ask the price of the room, but I +was in such a hurry. I would pay her a month in advance, and we would +use some of Mr. Gaythorne's money in buying him what he wants for his +painting. I have no idea what sort of an artist he is, but it seems +the only thing he can do." + +"Oh, how pleased he will be, poor fellow," exclaimed Olivia, "but +surely he is not well enough to leave us just now, and in this +weather?" for a hard frost had set in. + +"Not for another week, perhaps, but we must not let him think himself a +fixture here. We have had him ten days already." + +Marcus had not repented of his philanthropy, he was too highly +principled for that, but though he would not have confessed it to his +wife for worlds, he was a little alarmed at the responsibility so +suddenly thrown on him. + +Barton seemed such a happy-go-lucky, casual sort of person. The +gentlemanly tramp was not a bad name for him. He was not quite open, +either. In Dr. Luttrell's opinion he ought by this time to have +confided in them fully. "He is a bit shifty and hazy about things," he +said to himself, "and I shall be glad when Livy and I have the house to +ourselves." + +"Ten days," repeated Olivia, thoughtfully; "is it so long as that, +Marcus? How time flies when one is busy! Do you know, dear, I have +such an odd feeling sometimes. I feel as though that poor fellow was +sent to us for some special purpose, that we had a sort of mission +towards him. It is not that I want him, for of course his being here +makes so much work for Martha, but all the same, I do not wish you to +lose sight of him." + +"My dear child," returned Marcus, rather impatiently, "am I likely to +lose sight of him when I am at the Models at least three times a week?" + +"No, but we can see him so much better under our own roof," she +replied, quietly. "We must not get tired of him too soon. Yes, you +are tired, dear," laying her hand affectionately on his. "Do you think +I do not know that, although you are so good about it, and never +grumble, but it will be trying to us both when he comes downstairs." + +"Yes, and one hardly knows how to treat him," returned Marcus, feeling +it a relief to utter his thoughts. "He is clever and refined, and I +suppose we must allow that he is a gentleman, but it is impossible +somehow to trust him, or to feel at one's ease with him. There is +something that fascinates and yet repels one." + +"I know what you mean," replied Olivia, thoughtfully, "but somehow I +like him in spite of everything; Marcus, what a blessing it is to think +that I went to Galvaston House this afternoon, and so I shall be free +to-morrow," for Olivia's sunny, nature always looked on the bright side +of things. + +That night a wonderful thing happened. The night-bell rang. + +That sound so dreaded by the hard-worked doctor was like a triumphal +_reveille_ in Marcus's ears. And Robert Barton's muttered "poor devil" +as he turned on his pillow would not have been endorsed. + +Olivia indeed had been alarmed for a moment by the unaccustomed sound, +and thought drowsily that the house must be on fire, but she was soon +wide awake and hushing Dot. + +"Go to sleep, girlie, it is only someone come to see dada," she said, +rocking her little one. Dot had been startled and was cross in +consequence, and it was sometime before she could be pacified. + +The next minute Marcus came back fully dressed. "I must go round to +15, Brunswick Place," he said, hurriedly. "Don't expect me back till +you see me," and then she heard him running downstairs. + +"He expects to be detained, so I suppose some poor baby is to enter +this wintry world," she thought, as she composed herself to sleep, but +she little guessed the terribly hard work that was before Marcus. + +It was early morning and Martha had already crept softly past her door +in her stocking' feet, as she would have said, so as not to wake Miss +Baby, before Dr. Luttrell let himself in with his latchkey. + +He looked sadly jaded, but utterly refused to lie down and have a nap. +"I will have my tub and some breakfast instead," he observed. "They +gave me some hot coffee a couple of hours ago. My word, it is freezing +hard still. Tell Martha to give us a good-sized rasher of ham." + +"Is the poor thing all right," asked Olivia presently, when they were +seated at their breakfast, with Dot crawling between them. Then for +the moment Dr. Luttrell looked puzzled. + +"What poor thing--oh," with a laugh, "I see what you mean now, but it +was nothing of that sort. I have not had such a business since my +hospital days," he went on; "poor Livy, you would not have slept so +comfortably if you had known. It was a case of delirium tremens; an +elderly man, too, and his poor daughter was frightened out of her wits; +but she behaved splendidly; you women have pluck; I must tell you that +she actually helped me when the man-servant was afraid to come near his +master." + +"Oh, Marcus, he might have hurt you," and Olivia turned pale--perhaps +it is as well that doctors' wives know so little about their husbands' +experiences. + +"Oh, we had plenty of that sort of business at Bart's," he returned, +coolly; "but I shall have to get him a nurse. I must see after one at +once, or poor Miss Williams will be worn out; will you give me another +cup of tea, Livy?" + +"Are they new people too, Marcus, like the Stanwell's?" but Dr. +Luttrell shook his head. + +"No, they have lived in the place for years, but Mr. Williams +quarrelled with Dr. Bevan, and his daughter dared not send for him, and +as I was the nearest medical man, the servant came to me; it was just a +fluke, that's all." + +"Is there only one daughter, Marcus?" + +"Well, my dear, it was not likely that I questioned Miss Williams about +her family, but I imagine she is the only daughter; poor girl, I felt +sorry for her; there have been plenty of briers besetting her path, I +should say; as the poet writes so feelingly, she has had more kicks +than halfpence," and as usual, when Marcus began to joke, Olivia took +the hint and left off questioning him. + +The little parlour looked a haven of comfort to Robert Barton's eyes as +he entered it that afternoon, leaning on Dr. Luttrell's arm. + +Olivia was sitting at needlework as usual, with Dot playing at her +feet, and sprawling on the rug in exact imitation of Jet the black +kitten; she rose at once with a bright, welcoming smile, and arranged +the cushions in the easy-chair. + +"I daresay you are glad to be down again," she said, kindly, as Barton +sank back in them rather heavily; "but you must be careful, you are far +from strong yet." + +"Thanks, I am tolerably fit," but the weak, shaking hand rather +contradicted this. + +"Oh, what a pretty child! I should like to make a sketch of her. Will +you come to me, little one?" And Robert Barton's smile was so winning +that Dot crawled to him at once, and hauled herself up by the help of +one finger. + +Olivia gave her husband a quick glance which he quite understood; +"there cannot be much harm in him if he likes children," this was what +her look meant, and even Marcus was touched and surprised when he saw +his little daughter put up her round face to be kissed, and then make +playful dabs at him. + +"What a darling she is--rather like you, Mrs. Luttrell, but she has a +look of the doctor too. I have always been fond of children, they are +never afraid of me," and this speech completely won the young mother's +heart. + +"He is really very distinguished-looking," she said to herself, as she +watched him playing with Dot; "he is dreadfully thin, and, of course, +Uncle Fergus's clothes are too big for him, but no one could help +seeing that he is a gentleman." + +They began to talk presently in quite a friendly way, and after a time +Olivia said, quite simply: + +"Your name is not really Robert Barton, is it?" She had blurted this +out almost without thinking. + +"Well, no," he returned, reddening a little, "but I have been calling +myself by that name for the last month or two, it was handy," and his +face twitched. "I did not care to carry my father's name into the +places I have been obliged to frequent lately." + +"You have a father then, Mr. Barton?" in an interested tone. + +"Oh, yes, and a mother and a sister, though I have heard nothing of +them for half a dozen years." + +"Oh, not so long as that, surely," and then Olivia looked at him with +kindly gravity. "Why, you could only have been a boy when you left +home." + +"I am older than you think, Mrs. Luttrell--I shall soon be +eight-and-twenty--but I was young enough, certainly, when they shunted +me off. Confession may be good for the soul," he went on, with a +reckless laugh; "but it is not particularly pleasant. As I told your +husband, I quarrelled with my people. It was my own fault in a great +measure; but I do not mean to take all the blame; if they had treated +me differently, things would not have come to this; but this is all +ancient history; if a man sows thistles he must expect a harvest of the +same. I have had my evil things certainly, and perhaps I deserved +them." + +"And you wish now that you had acted differently;" then such a look of +intense pain crossed Robert Barton's face that Olivia was quite +startled. + +"I would give my right hand if those months could be blotted out," he +said, vehemently. "You know the proverb, Mrs. Luttrell--'Give a dog a +bad name, and hang him'--well, they were for hanging me, I mean +figuratively, so I took the bit between my teeth and bolted." + +"It seems to me, Mr. Barton," she said, thoughtfully, "that your one +chance to retrieve the past is to find out your own people. I +suppose"--hesitating a little--"that they are in a position to help +you?" + +"Most certainly they are; we lived mostly abroad, but always in good +style; the house we had at Medhurst was only taken on lease for a short +time; it was my father's fancy never to stay long in one place; he was +fond of travelling; when I am strong enough to brave the weather, I +will go down to Medhurst and hunt up an acquaintance or two; there must +be someone who knew him; but the doctor will not give me leave yet." + +"Did my husband say anything to you about the future?" asked Olivia, +tentatively; then Robert Barton's face, that had grown suddenly old and +haggard, brightened up. + +"He told me some old gentleman, a friend of yours, had been awfully +kind, and that he would be able to take a room for me for a month, and +get me some canvas and colours. If I only had my tools, I could take a +sketch of your little girl at once, just as she is now with the kitten. +I could call it 'Play-fellows,' just a small thing, you know, but it +would be sure to take. I do not paint badly, although I have not made +my mark yet, but I have sold two or three small pictures besides +pot-boilers. I could begin to-morrow if only I had my easel and +palette," and his tone was so eager, that Olivia promised to consult +her husband, and, if he approved, to go herself for the necessary +things. + +When Marcus came in he told them at once that he had been round to the +Models. "The room will be vacant next Tuesday, Barton," he said, +briskly, "and I have settled with Mrs. Randall that you will take it +for a month. It is a poor place, of course, but in my opinion it is +not so bare as your present diggings, and it is very clean and +comfortable, so you may be sure of board and lodging for a month. You +will have to be careful, you know," he went on, "as long as this +weather lasts. You must not think of moving about the country just yet +or you will be laid up again," and then Olivia chimed in, and after a +little consultation it was arranged that Olivia should go to the +picture-shop at the corner of Harbut Street the next morning. + +Robert Barton made a list of things required. He was in such good +spirits all tea-time, and told such amusing stories of his life in +Paris, that even Marcus, tired as he was, was much entertained. + +"He is really a well-informed fellow," he observed, when Barton had +retired. "I am not so sure that we shall find him in the way, after +all. He told us that story about the artist's model in quite a racy +fashion. He seems to be up to date in his notions. I am a bit curious +to find out if he can paint or if it is only tall talk, but he +certainly seems bent on it. Now I must turn in, for I am dead beat. +Oh, by-the-bye, Livy, I told Miss Williams that you would go round and +see her to-morrow afternoon. It would really be a charity," as Olivia +seemed very much astonished at this. "The poor girl is so lonely, she +has no brothers and sisters, and as far as I can find out no friends +either." + +"No friends, Marcus--and they live in one of those nice houses in +Brunswick Place, and keep a man-servant!" + +"Oh, I daresay they have a few acquaintances," returned Dr. Luttrell, +with a yawn. "Most likely it has been impossible for her to have +friends. When I proposed sending you to cheer her up, she looked quite +grateful. Poor soul, you will like her, Olive. She is just your sort; +no nonsense about her, plenty of feeling, but nothing hysterical." + +"Marcus," observed Olivia, slipping her hand through his arm, and +speaking very deliberately, "do you not think we had better have those +cards printed? our visiting acquaintance is so much increased," and +then Marcus laughed and turned down the lamp. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +GRETA. + +"For I am the only one of my friends that I can rely +on."--_Appolodamus_. + + +Olivia set out in good spirits to pay her call the next afternoon. It +was a clear, frosty day, sunless and excessively cold, but Olivia felt +a certain exhilaration in the ring of the horses' hoofs on the hard +road, and the brisk exercise brought such a glow to her face, that more +than one passer-by looked at her approvingly. + +There are no cosmetiques so beneficial as good health, happiness, and +an easy conscience. Olivia, who had never been handsome, looked so +fresh and comely, that many a languid beauty might have envied her. + +Brunswick Place was considered rather a desirable spot; it was quiet +and retired, and the houses were well-built and substantial looking. +They were chiefly inhabited by solicitors in good practice, and retired +army men who had private means of their own. The very air was redolent +of respectability and prosperity. No one with a small income would +have thought of settling down in Brunswick Place. + +The man-servant who admitted Olivia ushered her into a large, +handsomely furnished drawing-room with a conservatory opening out of +it, and the next moment Miss Williams joined her. + +To her great surprise Olivia recognised her at once. She was the tall +girl in brown that she had so often noticed in church, who was always +alone, and who looked so sad. Yes, it was the same tired-looking young +face, she was certain of it. + +"I am sure I have often seen you," she said, as they shook hands, and +Miss Williams smiled. + +"I was just thinking the same of you. You attend St. Matthew's, do you +not? I have seen you with Dr. Luttrell. Please sit down--no, not that +chair. Come a little closer to the fire, it is so bitterly cold," and +here she shivered a little. + +"I do not mind the cold as much as some people," replied Olivia, +sturdily. "I am very strong and take plenty of exercise. Perhaps you +have not been out; it is so difficult to keep warm indoors." + +"No, I have not been out," returned Miss Williams, and then she looked +at Olivia. "It is very kind of you to come and see me--Mrs. Luttrell." + +She spoke slowly, almost deliberately, but her voice was pleasant. In +her light tweed, she looked even taller than Olivia had thought her, +and very thin. + +In spite of her pale complexion and want of animation, Miss Williams +had some claims to good looks. She had soft grey eyes, with remarkably +long lashes, and the coils of fair hair set off a finely shaped head. + +"My husband thought that you seemed rather lonely," returned Olivia, in +her usual straightforward fashion. Then a faint colour rose to Miss +Williams's face. + +"Yes, it was so kind of him to propose it, and I was very grateful. I +suppose he told you that I had no friends--no one, I mean, that I could +ask to come in and sit with me a little. I know the next-door people +slightly. We call at intervals, and they have invited me to a party, +but I have never got beyond that. It has been difficult for me to make +friends. I am rather shy--and----" here she broke off rather awkwardly. + +"I think I know what you mean," replied Olivia. "When one is in +trouble, one wants real friends, not chance acquaintances, and if one +has not made them----" + +"Just so--that is precisely my case. Circumstances have been to blame, +for I think I am sociable by nature. Dr. Luttrell was very quick; he +understood at once, and he said it was not good for me to be so much +alone. Oh, he was such a comfort to me. Even the first moment he did +not seem like a stranger. I felt before half-an-hour was over that I +could trust him implicitly. And when he suggested yesterday that you +should come and cheer me up, I said yes at once." + +"I was very glad to come," replied Olivia, quickly. "Like yourself, I +have no friends here, with the exception of another patient of my +husband's, an old gentleman who lives opposite to us. So I hope you +will let me be of some use to you. You know," after a moment's +hesitation, "Dr. Luttrell is not one to talk about his patients, but he +told me a little about your trouble." + +"So I imagined, and of course it makes it easier for me." And here +Miss Williams's lips trembled slightly. "You could not help me or be +any comfort without knowing a little. Oh, Mrs. Luttrell, is it not +dreadful? My poor father, and such a good father, too. He is just +killing himself, I know that." + +"And you are all alone?" + +"Yes, since my mother died. Things were bad enough then, but they have +been worse since. She used to be able to influence him and keep him +straight, but he will not listen to me." + +"Have you had this to bear long?" and Olivia looked at her pityingly. +What a life for a young, sensitive girl! + +"For some years. Ever since Dacre, my brother, died. It was a boating +accident, and they brought him home quite dead. We thought it was the +shock, but Dr. Bevan, who attended him, then told us that it was due +also to hereditary disease. We dared not send for Dr. Bevan the other +night, though he understood him so thoroughly, and was so kind. My +father had quarrelled with him, but Dr. Luttrell saw him yesterday and +they had a long talk." + +"My husband always speaks so highly of Dr. Bevan." + +"Yes, and I liked him so much. He was such a comfort to me when poor +mother died, and I shall always be grateful to him, but I dared not run +the risk of exciting my father. He is a little better today; Dr. +Luttrell says so; but of course he is coming again to-night. We have a +good nurse, so things are more hopeful, but I shall have to get rid of +our man. He is no use. Dr. Luttrell says I must have someone older +and more reliable, who can help in an emergency. Roberts is far too +young to be any real good." + +Olivia listened and assented. She was quick-witted enough to see that +it would be better to let Miss Williams talk and unburden herself a +little. The girl, in spite of a naturally shy temperament, seemed +ready to open her heart to her. Perhaps Olivia's winning personality +had already won her. Human nature is so strangely constituted--the +laws of attraction and repulsion are so unaccountable. + +Some natures seem magnetic; they attract and draw us almost without our +own volition. With others we make no way, months and years of +intercourse will not bind us more closely. We are not on the same +plane. + +Olivia's sympathetic manner, the pitying kindness in her eyes, appealed +strongly to Greta Williams, the lonely girl--isolated by the worst +curse that can affect humanity--grievous hereditary vice--the innocent +scape-goat of another's sin. Alas, how many homes even in our favoured +land are desolated as well as desecrated from this one cause. What +piteous waste of sweet young life, crushed under unnatural burdens. +The sin of England, we say--the shameful curse of diseased +self-indulgence. + +Greta Williams seemed patient by nature; though it was a relief to talk +openly to another woman, she did not complain. In spite of her +father's faults, he was evidently very dear to her. + +"It is a disease--a madness," she said once, "but it would never do to +have young people here; one could not be sure, and for his sake it is +better not," and in these few words there lay a world of tragedy. + +To love, and yet not to be sure that the object of our love will not +disgrace us. What misery to a refined and sensitive nature, to have to +blush and grow pale from very shame and terror; to stretch out a +helping hand to some dear one who has sunk too low to reach it. Ah, +only One, the All-merciful, can rightly gauge the anguish of such a +sorrow. No wonder Greta Williams looked so worn and pale, and that her +eyes had grown sad. + +"He is worse than he has ever been," she whispered, presently. "Dr. +Luttrell does not tell me, but I know he was alarmed for him that +night. He has been so much better lately," she went on, with a little +sob in her throat. "I had felt almost comfortable; not quite +comfortable, you know, because it never really lasted, but he liked me +to read to him, and we played chess; but now"--her voice dropped into +weariness--"I shall never feel quite easy again." + +Olivia had long ago outstayed an ordinary conventional visit; but +Marcus had sent her for a purpose: she was to try and cheer, and, if +possible, comfort, this poor girl, so, when Greta rang for tea, she +simply stayed on, and towards the end of her visit she thought her +young hostess looked a shade brighter. + +"You will come and see me," she said when she rose to take leave; but +Miss Williams hesitated. + +"Will you forgive me if I do not return your call just now? I simply +dare not leave the house. You understand, do you not, Mrs. Luttrell? +but if you would be so very kind as to come again." + +"Most certainly I will come again; did you think that I should not? +but, dear Miss Williams, you must not shut yourself up too closely, or +your health will suffer." + +But Greta only smiled faintly at this. + +"I shall tell Dr. Luttrell that you have done me good," she said, +pressing Olivia's hand; "how strange it seems--there is no cure for +such a trouble as mine, and yet telling you about it has seemed to make +it more bearable. Oh, please come again soon--very soon," and of +course Olivia readily promised this. + +It was rather a disappointment on her return to find Marcus had been in +for tea and had gone out again. Robert Barton, who was reading by the +fire, said that he would not be back for an hour or two. + +"Have you had a pleasant afternoon, Mrs. Luttrell?" he asked, putting +down his book, and trying to stifle a yawn; but, though Olivia replied +in the affirmative, she did not vouchsafe any information about her +visit. + +When Marcus returned two hours later, he found their guest had betaken +himself to bed, and Olivia was able to give him a graphic account of +her afternoon. + +"I am very much interested in Miss Williams," she observed presently; +"fancy her turning out to be the very tall girl in brown at St. +Matthew's." + +"Did your ears burn just now, Livy," observed Marcus, mischievously. +"I am glad to find someone appreciates my wife properly; you seem to +have got on like a house on fire; well, you will be doing good work +there." + +"She said you were rather alarmed about her father that first night." + +"Did she? I never said so," he returned, dryly; "in some cases it is +best to reserve one's opinion; but of course at Mr. Williams's age it +is a grave matter;" then he drew his chair closer to the fire. "Life's +an awful muddle, Livy, as that man said in _Hard Times_; fancy the +loneliness of a young creature like that; why, she cannot be more than +two- or three-and-twenty, and her lawful protector drinking himself to +death." + +Olivia shuddered, her own young life had been anxious and hardworking; +but compared with Greta Williams it had been strewn with roses. Could +any parents have been more honoured than hers had been? And then had +she not always had Aunt Madge's wise counsel and sympathy to aid her? +and, lastly, had not the sunshine of a happy love glorified it? But +Miss Williams apparently had none of these things. + +"Not more than others I deserve, but God has given me more," she +thought, with a swelling heart, as she made her thanksgiving that night. + +In spite of outside weather, there was plenty of life and movement in +the corner house at Galvaston Terrace. The next day Mr. Barton began +his sketch of Dot, and he soon became so absorbed in it that he seemed +to forget his weakness and lassitude. + +Olivia watched the progress of the picture with intense delight, and +carried a favourable report of it on her next visit to Galvaston House. + +"It is a striking likeness of my little girl," she said. "Even my +husband, who is not easy to please in such matters, allows that. He +owned yesterday that Mr. Barton is certainly a good artist, and +understands his business. I like to watch him? he looks so happy when +he is painting, as though he has forgotten all his troubles; he is +staying with us a day or two longer on account of the picture, but he +will certainly leave us on Thursday." + +Mr. Gaythorne did not answer; he seemed to be considering something; at +last he said, rather abruptly: + +"Yes, Dr. Luttrell has been telling me what a clever fellow he seems, +and I think I shall get him to do a little job for me. + +"That picture I bought at Stangrove's wants touching up; it has been +injured; I knew that when I bought it; but it was so slight that it did +not matter, and I meant to get it put to rights. If I send it over +to-morrow or the next day, do you think Mr. Barton will undertake the +job? it will only take him an hour or two." + +"He will gladly do so, I am sure of that. Is it the picture that my +husband admired so much?" + +"Yes, the Prodigal Son; I bought it that day I sprained my ankle. Very +well, Mrs. Luttrell, it shall be sent to your house." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +FRESH COMPLICATIONS. + +"It is best to be cautious and avoid extremes."--_Plutarch_. + + +Greta Williams's pathetic little speech, "Come soon, very soon, +please," rather haunted Olivia, and she very speedily found an excuse +for repeating her visit. This time she was welcomed so warmly, and +Miss Williams seemed so unfeignedly pleased to see her, that she felt +she had done the right thing, and after that she went frequently to +Brunswick Place. + +Circumstances certainly favoured the rapid growth of their intimacy. +Greta, who had caught a severe cold, was obliged to remain closely +confined to the house, and Dr. Luttrell, who was sincerely sorry for +the lonely girl, encouraged his wife to go as often as possible. + +"She has not a soul belonging to her, at least in England," he said +once, "though she has relations in New Zealand, uncles and aunts and +cousins. There is a colony of Williamses in Christ-church. The worst +of it is people seemed to have left off calling, her father made +himself so disagreeable; it is hard lines for her, poor girl. I +believe Mrs. Tolman looks her up occasionally." Then Olivia, at the +mention of the vicar's wife, made a naughty little face. + +"Miss Williams rather dreads her visits," she replied. "She calls her +an east-windy sort of person, and I know what she means. Mrs. Tolman +is an excellent woman, but she rubs one up the wrong way. I always +feel bristly all over after one of her parochial visits, and I know +Aunt Madge feels the same. When the vicar is with her he seems to tone +her down somehow, but the very swing of her gown as she enters the +room, and the way she sits down, as though she were taking possession +of one's chair, irritates my nerves," but though Marcus laughed he did +not contradict this. + +The new friendship gave Olivia a great deal of pleasure. Since her +school-days she had never enjoyed the society of anyone of her own age. +The hard-working young governess had had scant leisure for cementing +intimacies. + +It had always been a wonder to her how Marcus had managed his courting, +and she often told him so. She had met him at the house of one of her +pupils, and, it being a wet day, he had offered his umbrella, and +walked back with her to her lodgings. + +She had a vague idea that he had detained her for such a long time +talking on the doorstep that her mother had come down and invited him +to wait until the rain was over, but Marcus always repudiated this, and +declared that she had talked so fast that he found it impossible to get +away; but after this he and her mother had seemed to play into each +other's hands. + +Perhaps under other circumstances Olivia would hardly have found Miss +Williams so attractive and interesting, for, though amiable and +affectionate, she was by no means clever. Her accomplishments +consisted in a tolerable knowledge of French and Italian picked up +abroad, but she had no decided tastes. She read little, knew nothing +of music, and her chief pleasure seemed the care of her flowers and her +beautiful needlework, for some French nuns had taught her embroidery +and lace-making. Olivia, who was intellectual and well read, and who +thought deeply on most subjects, had soon reached the limits of Greta's +knowledge, but happily there is culture of the heart as well as of the +head. + +Greta had plenty of sweet, womanly virtues. She was patient by nature +and capable of much long-suffering and endurance. Her affections were +warm and deep, but she had hitherto found no fitting scope for them. +The sad grey eyes told their own story: her youthful bloom had been +wasted amid sterile surroundings. Greta Williams had one of those +strong womanly characters that are meant to be the prop of weaker +natures, that are veritable towers of strength in hours of adversity. +It was for this that Olivia grew to love her when she knew her better. + +"She is so patient," she said once when she was discussing her with +Mrs. Broderick. "She has so much staying power, and then she never +quite loses her faith in anyone, however hopeless they seem. Even +Marcus has said more than once that her pluck is wonderful, but of +course it wears her out." + +"You must bring her to see me, Livy," returned Aunt Madge. "We will +have a little tea party, and Deb shall distinguish herself," but Greta +only smiled faintly when Olivia repeated this. + +"Some day, perhaps," she said, quietly, and then her eyes had suddenly +filled with tears. "Oh, Mrs. Luttrell, we have had such a dreadful +time. Nurse only left him a minute, and he managed to get to the +brandy. It must have been Roberts's fault that the cellarette was +unlocked, but ever since he has seemed quite mad; we were obliged to +send for Dr. Luttrell." And then at the thought of the grim shadows +brooding over that unhappy home, Olivia's little plans seemed out of +place. + +Mr. Gaythorne kept his promise, and before Robert Barton left them, the +picture was sent to the corner house. + +Mr. Barton, who had just finished his sketch of Dot and the kitten, had +that moment invited Olivia to look at it. + +"I may touch it up a bit more, but I suppose it will do now," he said, +in a tone of complacency. + +"Do! it is beautiful--it is perfectly charming. Oh, if we were only +rich enough to buy it for ourselves, but," looking at him severely, +"you know what my husband said this morning, Mr. Barton, that he would +not allow me to accept it as a gift. You are to take it round to that +picture dealer's in Harbut Street, and see if they will not give you a +fair price for it, and then you must set about something bigger for the +Royal Academy." And though Robert Barton shook his head in a +melancholy dissenting fashion, he knew that Dr. Luttrell had been right. + +[Illustration: "It is beautiful--it is perfectly charming."] + +"I should have liked you to have it," he said, with a sigh, "but I +suppose beggars ought not to be generous. If I only get on, I will +paint Dot again;" and then Martha had come in with the picture. + +"There is no light now. I shall have to wait till to-morrow, but of +course your old gentleman knows that." + +Robert Barton always spoke of him as the old gentleman, but when Olivia +had first mentioned his name, he had seemed a little startled, and had +questioned her about him. + +"He lives alone," he said presently; "it is rather an uncommon name. +There were some Gaythornes in London--a firm of solicitors--perhaps it +is one of those. They make plenty of money sometimes." And then the +subject had dropped. + +Olivia, who had promised to spend an hour or two with Mr. Gaythorne +that evening, looked at the clock, and then folded up her work; but as +she put it away, a sudden quick exclamation from Robert Barton made her +look at him. + +He was staring at the picture. "Why, it is my own work," he said, with +a flush of pleasure. "The picture I painted at Beyrout, and that I +sold for a mere song. Of course the fellow cheated me, he was a mean +sort of chap; but it is not so bad after all. And what's +this?--'Goddard.' Well, of all the cads! He has put his own name to +it, but I swear I painted it. Abdul and his son Hassan were my models. +Oh, I see by your face that you like it, Mrs. Luttrell. I don't think +myself that I ever did anything better. Isn't it Carlyle that says +'Genius is the capacity for taking infinite pains.' Well, I took lots +of pains with that picture. I meant to get it into the Royal Academy, +but ill-luck obliged me to sell it." + +"You painted that picture of the Prodigal Son!" exclaimed Olivia, +excitedly. + +"Oh, yes, I painted it all right. It was a nasty trick of Goddard's +putting his name to it. Look, that was Abdul's wife, the one with the +distaff; the other two were two women I saw sitting under a palm-tree +one evening. Well, your old gentleman has sent it to the right person +to touch it up. It shall be done to-morrow before I go." + +Olivia was so full of this wonderful piece of intelligence that she +could hardly wait until Phoebe had closed the library door. "Oh, Mr. +Gaythorne," she exclaimed, "what do you think! Your beautiful picture +of the Prodigal Son is Mr. Barton's work. Goddard is only the name of +the man who bought it. Yes," as Mr. Gaythorne looked very much +astonished at this. "You will not call him the gentlemanly tramp any +longer, now that he is a real artist." + +"Look here, Mrs. Luttrell," he said, abruptly, "I don't believe all +this. You are being gulled. Goddard painted that picture, not Barton; +I hate imposition. I daresay the fellow can paint in a pretty +amateurish sort of way, and he will be able to do my job, but I am not +going to swallow this without proof. Tell him to bring the picture +back himself, and you can come too if you like. If he has been +imposing on your credulity I shall very soon detect him." But Olivia +was indignant at this. + +"Of course he shall bring back the picture if you wish it," she said, a +little stiffly. "And I shall ask him to bring the sketch of Dot, too, +and then you will see for yourself how well he paints, but he is no +impostor, I am certain of that;" but as usual Mr. Gaythorne only held +obstinately to his opinion. + +"My dear young lady," he said, irritably, "you have hardly enough +experience to judge in a case like this. If Mr. Barton really painted +that picture, which I deny, for Goddard painted it, he is a worse scamp +than I thought him. What business had he to be starving on a doorstep +or supping off dry bread and thin cocoa in a casual ward? My dear, we +old fellows know the world better than that. Robert Barton is a black +sheep, and not all your charity can wash him white." + +Mr. Gaythorne was evidently in one of his obstinate moods, and Olivia +thought it prudent to say no more on this subject. Robert Barton would +be able to vindicate himself without difficulty. When Mr. Gaythorne +saw the sketch of Dot and the kitten he would be more lenient in his +judgment of the young artist. + +During the remainder of her visit she chatted to him cheerfully about a +book he had lent her; but just before she took her leave she +unfortunately broached the subject of her new friend. At the mention +of her name Mr. Gaythorne started and changed color. + +"Greta Williams," he observed, with a sharp, almost displeased +intonation in his voice. "That is not a common name. And she lives in +Brunswick Place?" + +"Yes; they have been living there for some years, but before that they +were in the country." But to her surprise Mr. Gaythorne interrupted +her impatiently. + +"Yes, yes, you said that before; go on with what you were telling me +about her father. He is a dipsomaniac, you say." And then Olivia +proceeded with her story. + +"Is it not sad for the poor girl?" she observed when she had finished, +but Mr. Gaythorne made no reply. He was sitting in a stooping attitude +over the fire and seemed lost in thought. + +His first remark took Olivia by surprise. "Have you ever mentioned my +name to Miss Williams?" he asked, with one of his keen searching looks. +"You are very frank, Mrs. Luttrell. I daresay you have dropped a word +or two about me." + +But Olivia shook her head. + +"I am quite sure that I have not done so. I have only seen Miss +Williams four or five times, and we have only talked about her own +troubles and--oh yes, a little about Mr. Barton. No, I am certain that +your name has never been mentioned." + +"That is well," he returned, slowly. "Perhaps you will be good enough +for the future to leave me out of your conversations when you go to +Brunswick Place. + +"The fact is, Mrs. Luttrell," he went on, slowly, "the Williamses were +old neighbours of ours. And Greta and my Olive were dear friends, but +they left the neighbourhood long before we did. I never liked Mr. +Williams; he had a knack of quarrelling with all his friends, and we +soon came to loggerheads. He made himself obnoxious in many ways, and +I declared I would never enter his house again. I am sorry to hear we +are such close neighbours." + +"What a pity!" observed Olivia, regretfully. "And poor Miss Williams +is so nice." + +"Oh, I have no fault to find with her," he returned, in a softer voice. +"She was a good creature, and my Olive was very fond of her. At one +time she was always in our house, and she and Alwyn--let me see, what +was I saying?" interrupting himself with a frown of vexation. "No, +there is no harm in the girl, and I shall always wish her well, for my +little Olive's sake. But it would be painful for us both to meet." He +stopped, sighed heavily, and then, shading his eyes, sat for some +minutes without speaking. + +Olivia rose at last. Her visit had not been a pleasant one; the +subjects of conversation had been unlucky. She was vexed with herself, +and yet it was no fault of hers. For once Mr. Gaythorne did not try to +detain her, but there was no want of cordiality in his manner as he bid +her good-bye. + +"I shall see you to-morrow," he said; "you had better come early, as +the afternoons are so short," but before she had closed the door he +seemed again lost in thought. + +That evening Robert Barton was in high spirits, and talked in a most +sanguine manner of his future. He would set about a picture for the +Royal Academy at once. He had his subject ready. A group in the +casual ward that had greatly impressed him. He had sketched it roughly +with an old, battered lead-pencil he had picked up. He discussed it +with animation all tea-time. + +"It is just the sort of thing to take the fancy of the public," he +said. "I shall take pains with it and work it up, patches and all. It +will be sure to sell." And Marcus applauded this resolution. + +During the rest of the evening Robert Barton was excellent company. He +told stories--pathetic stories and comical ones, until Olivia put down +her work to listen. And Marcus's laugh had more than once brought +Martha out of the kitchen. + +But towards the end of the evening, when Olivia brought him a cup of +hot cocoa, his gaiety suddenly vanished, and he looked at her a little +sadly. + +"To-morrow evening I shall be missing my kind nurse and hostess," he +said, gently, "and shall be wishing myself back in this cosy parlour," +and then he added, abruptly, "Look here, Mrs. Luttrell, I am not much +of a hand at making pretty speeches, but if ever I can do a good turn +for you and the doctor I shall be proud and happy to do it." + +"He is very grateful, Marcus," observed Olivia, as she lingered a +moment by her husband's side. "There were tears in his eyes as he said +that. Poor fellow, I cannot help liking him. There is something +_debonnaire_ and boyish about him, in spite of all he has been through, +and certainly he has been very amusing this evening, but," with a +little caressing touch, "how nice it will be when we are alone again!" +And Marcus smiled assent. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +AN EVENTFUL DAY. + +"Forget not thy sins that thou mayest sorrow and repent."--_Petrarch_. + + +When Olivia woke the next morning she was conscious of a curious +feeling; an indefinable presentiment that she could not put into words. +"How I wish the day were over," she said to herself; and the thought of +her visit to Galvaston House, and Mr. Gaythorne's sharp, cynical +speeches, quite oppressed her. + +"I hope he will be civil to Mr. Barton," she observed later on to her +husband. "Mr. Barton is very proud and touchy, and he will not submit +to a course of cross-examination from a stranger. I am quite dreading +the afternoon." But Marcus only laughed at her fears. + +"Barton can hold his own," was his reply. "He is a bit peppery, but he +is not such a fool as to quarrel with his bread and butter. He knows +Mr. Gaythorne is a connoisseur, and he will put up with a few sarcastic +speeches in the hope of future profits. Mr. Gaythorne could make him +extremely useful; he hinted as much to me this morning. There are some +pictures he wants rehung, and one or two that need cleaning and +varnishing. Barton has only got to prove without doubt that he and not +Goddard painted that picture, and then they will get on all right. You +must just hold your tongue, Livy, and leave them to fight it out." And +Olivia resolved to abide by this prudent advice. + +Robert Barton worked hard most of the morning, and then, as the sun +shone brightly, he went out for a stroll before the early dinner. + +He came back looking so pale and tired that Olivia scolded him for +taking too long a walk. + +"I have not been far," he returned, sitting down in rather a weary +manner, "and it was so warm and pleasant in the sunshine that I thought +it would do me good." Then he gave a short laugh, and said, abruptly, +"The fact is, something has bowled me over--I have seen a ghost." Then +Olivia, who was clearing the table for the early dinner, stared at him. + +"Oh, of course, I am only speaking figuratively," he went on. "I +suppose it was really flesh and blood that I saw; but no ghost could +have been more startling. I wonder"--speaking as though to +himself--"if my sight deceived me; but it was certainly a singular +likeness. If I had only had the courage to stop and speak; but when I +recollected myself the opportunity had gone--a passing omnibus hindered +me--and then I was too late." + +"Did you think it was someone you knew?" + +"Yes," very curtly--"a friend of my happier days." But he seemed +disinclined to say more. He was so silent and moody all dinner-time +that Dr. Luttrell looked at him in surprise more than once. + +"I suppose you will go straight to your lodgings from Galvaston House," +he said, presently; "it will never do for you to be out late, Barton." +And Robert Barton assented to this. + +"I shall just fetch my bag and one or two things; I do not suppose we +shall be long." And then he rose from the table and began putting up +his brushes, and then took up a book, which he read upside down, until +Olivia was ready to accompany him. + +As they crossed the road she said to him, gently: + +"I am sorry to see that you are a little out of spirits, and I am +afraid this visit may be rather trying--an elderly invalid has all +sorts of fads and cranks--but I hope you will be patient." Then Robert +Barton smiled pleasantly. + +"Oh, yes, I am quite prepared to be regarded as a fraud; but I shall +soon prove that Goddard is the cheat in this case." And then they rang +the bell, and Phoebe, telling them that her master was still in the +dining-room, ushered them into the library. + +"Please tell Mr. Gaythorne we are in no hurry," observed Olivia, vexed +that they had come so early; but Robert Barton, with one quick glance +round the beautiful room, busied himself with placing the pictures in +the best possible light. + +"There," he said, stepping back with a complacent smile, "I think your +old gentleman will own that the same artist painted those two pictures, +when he sees them side by side." + +But as he spoke the sound of footsteps made him look towards the open +door. As he did so, Olivia saw him suddenly recoil and turn deadly +white at the sight of Mr. Gaythorne standing rigid and motionless on +the threshold. + +A stifled voice cried, "Alwyn! Good Heavens! it is Alwyn!"--and the +next moment the heavy crutch-handled stick fell from the old man's +trembling hand with a sudden crash. + +At the sound, Robert Barton shivered and shrank back against the easel. + +Olivia picked it up, and tried to place it in Mr. Gaythorne's hand +again, but he never noticed her. His eyes were fixed with a look of +agonised intensity on the white face of the young artist. + +"It is Alwyn," he said again, in the same suppressed voice, "and yet he +does not speak or look at me!" And at the anguish in his tone the +young man raised his head. + +"Father, I was not prepared for this," he stammered; "what am I to say +to you?" And then, without advancing a step, he looked round him +wildly. "Father, what does this mean--am I dreaming--where are my +mother and Olive?" Then a low moan of intense pain broke from Mr. +Gaythorne's lips. + +"He does not know. Oh, this is too dreadful, Mrs. Luttrell!" He +looked at her almost appealingly, as though his strength were gone, and +then she put her arm round him and guided him gently to a chair. + +"Sit quiet for a moment," she whispered; "you are not fit for this." +And as she wiped the cold perspiration from his forehead, his ashen +look terrified her. "Dear Mr. Gaythorne, try to compose yourself. +Shall I ring for Mrs. Crampton?--perhaps she would know what to do." +But he shook his head vehemently. + +"No, no--only give me time. Ah, look there!"--for the blind hound that +had just come into the room was now whining and fawning upon Robert +Barton in the most excited way. + +"Eros knows him. Alwyn,"--trying to raise his voice, but it was +strangely feeble--"come nearer to me. When I told you you were never +to see my face again, that you were no son of mine, I was labouring +under a grievous mistake. I know now who forged that cheque--I have +known it for years. No, with all your faults you never did that." And +as he said this Mr. Gaythorne put out a shaking hand to his son, but +the young man did not take it. There was a fierce, angry light in his +blue eyes and a contemptuous smile on his lips. + +"I am glad you have done me this tardy justice, sir," he said, in a +firmer tone, "and that I have heard from your own lips that I am no +criminal. When we parted, I remember you threatened me with penal +servitude. No, I have not disgraced your name to that extent. I have +starved, and nearly died of cold on a doorstep, but I have kept my +hands clean." + +"Alwyn," exclaimed Mr. Gaythorne, piteously, "I was too hard, I will +confess that. All these years I have been longing to atone, and the +sorrow and remorse have made me an old man before my time. There was +much to forgive--much that you made me bear. Surely you cannot deny +that." + +"No, sir, I will not deny that I was a sad scapegrace, but you never +took the right way to keep me straight. But for my mother and Olive, I +should have run away long before. Father"--and here there was a +frightened look in his eyes--"where are they? Why are you alone?" +Then, as Mr. Gaythorne raised his hand with a solemn gesture, the young +man laid his head down on the mantelpiece and his whole frame shook +with convulsive sobs. + +"Dead! Oh, no--impossible! My own mother, who always believed in me, +and my little Olive!" he gasped out more than once. + +"Mr. Alwyn," observed Olivia, putting her hand on his shoulder, but the +tears were running down her face as she spoke, "your father cannot bear +much more. I am afraid he is ill." But even as she spoke, Mr. +Gaythorne, who had risen from his chair rather stiffly, suddenly fell +on the rug at his son's feet. + +The next moment the pealing of the bell brought Mrs. Crampton and the +frightened servants to the room. They found Mrs. Luttrell and the +stranger kneeling by the side of the prostrate form; but as the +housekeeper caught sight of the young artist's face, she uttered a +sudden cry. "It is Mr. Alwyn," she said, "and the joy of seeing him +has killed my master." But Olivia hushed her. + +"Send for Dr. Luttrell," she said; "we must do nothing till he comes. +Mr. Alwyn,"--for the unfortunate young man seemed on the verge of +fainting,--"I do not think he is dead; it is some sort of attack. We +must do the best we can for him, without moving him, until my husband +comes." But to her intense relief Marcus entered a moment afterwards. + +One quick glance at the young artist's agitated face gave Dr. Luttrell +a vague clue to the mystery, but he was soon too deeply engrossed with +his patient to think of anything else. Under his directions, a +temporary bed was made in the library, and the invalid was undressed +and laid on it. Mrs. Crampton, who was a capable nurse, carried out +the doctor's instructions, and Olivia made herself useful. + +After the first few minutes Alwyn had left the room, unable to endure +the sight any longer. An hour or two passed, then Dr. Luttrell rose +from his seat beside his patient, and beckoned his wife from the room. + +"Livy," he said, as they stood together by the hall fire, "I feel a +little more sanguine now there is partial consciousness, but everything +depends on keeping him quiet. I shall remain with him tonight and Mrs. +Crampton will be with me. I want you to tell me what brought on this +attack. From all your faces I can see something has happened. Barton +looked as if he would have a stroke, too?" + +"Oh, where is he, Marcus? I have not seen him for more than an hour. +Ah, you may well think that something has happened. I never was +present at such a scene. Mr. Barton is his son Alwyn. They recognised +each other in a moment. Poor Mr. Gaythorne accused himself of +harshness and made a sort of apology, but Mr. Alwyn looked so angry and +contemptuous, and would not shake hands. And then he asked after his +mother and sister--they are dead, you know. And then, oh, he broke +down and sobbed so dreadfully that it quite upset me. + +"I am sure the poor old man was trying to get to him when he suddenly +fell down at his feet, and Mr. Alwyn screamed out, thinking he was +dead." + +"Yes, I see, poor little Livy. What a sad scene; but you behaved very +well. Now, as there is nothing more you can do, suppose you take +Barton--I mean Gaythorne--back with you. We can't let him go to the +Models now, and it would not be safe to have him here. Give him some +food and talk to him. Mrs. Crampton will look after my comforts. I +will run across later on and tell you how he is." And then Olivia +reluctantly obeyed him. Marcus was right, and she would not venture to +contradict his orders, but how she longed to stay and share his watch. + +"Good child," he said, kissing her. "You are a splendid doctor's wife! +No fuss and no arguing." And this little bit of praise went far to +console her. + +"Promise me that you will take care of yourself and I will do my best +for Mr. Alwyn," she said, nestling up to him for a moment. And then +the door-bell rang, and Phoebe, with rather a scared face, went to the +door. + +"Is Dr. Luttrell here?" asked a clear voice that they both recognised +as Greta Williams's, and then she caught sight of them and stepped into +the hall. + +"They told me you were here, so I ventured to come across," she said, +in a low tone, as Marcus looked at her anxiously. "Oh, there is +nothing wrong, only nurse forgot to ask you something, and as it was a +fine evening I said I would call." + +"I am coming round later on. I am sorry you have had your walk for +nothing," returned Marcus. And then they went apart and talked +together for a few minutes. Then Marcus went back to his patient and +Greta joined Olivia, who was sitting on the oaken settee by the blazing +fire. She was tired out with the strain of the last two hours, and +felt in need of a little rest before she went in search of Alwyn. + +"Sit down, Greta,", she whispered. "How strange you should have come +to this house! But then everything is strange to-day----" But here +she stopped confusedly, as she remembered Mr. Gaythorne's injunction. + +"Why is it strange?" asked Greta, innocently. "There is someone +seriously ill here, is there not? But your servant did not tell me the +name. How pale and tired you look, Mrs. Luttrell! I suppose it is +some friend of yours who is ill?" She glanced at Olivia questioningly, +but she only nodded in answer. + +"Yes; it was a sudden attack--I think it must have been a stroke. Oh, +Greta, what is it?"--for Miss Williams had suddenly risen from her seat +with a startled exclamation and was gazing with wide, frightened eyes +and parted lips into the shadowy corner behind her. + +The next moment Robert Barton came forward into the firelight, with his +pale face and fair, dishevelled hair. He looked almost like a ghost of +himself, but Greta, with a little cry, held out her hand to him. + +"Alwyn, it is you; but how you startled me! Why did you stand there in +that silent, ghostly fashion?" But as he only looked at her in a dazed +way, and made no answer, she turned to Olivia. + +"Mrs. Luttrell," she said, piteously, "what does it all mean? Why does +he not speak to me, and we are such old friends? Is he ill? He looks +dreadful. I should hardly have known him--and yet--and yet--it must be +Alwyn." + +"Yes, I am Alwyn," returned the young man, in a hollow voice. "But you +must not touch me, Greta. I am not worthy to take your hand. I have +killed my father!" + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +"THEY WERE BOTH TO BLAME." + +"It befits a son to be dutiful to his father."--_Plautus_. + + +As Alwyn uttered these despairing words Greta shrank back in alarm, but +Olivia, with a reassuring smile, put her hand gently on his arm. + +"Do not talk so wildly, Mr. Alwyn," she said, soothingly; "you are +frightening poor Miss Williams. How can you have killed your father +when he is not dead? My husband has only just left me. He seems +hopeful about him; he thinks consciousness is returning; but he must +have perfect quiet. Even our voices may disturb him--that is why I +must beg you to come back with me at once." + +"You are not deceiving me, Mrs. Luttrell?" returned Alwyn, +suspiciously. "You are sure that he is not dead?" + +"Quite sure," she returned, quietly; and then again Greta put out her +hand. + +"You will come with us, will you not, Alwyn?" she said, with sisterly +tenderness; "there is so much that I have to hear and that you must +tell me, and we must not talk here. To think that we should have met +like this, by accident--if there be such a thing as accident in this +life of ours. But no; it was Providence that brought me to this +house." And as Olivia followed them down the dark shrubbery she could +hear her quiet tones still talking, as though to a younger brother. + +Olivia was too tired to do more than wonder vaguely as she listened; +the sight of her own little parlour and Martha's sturdy figure +arranging the tea-table gave her a pleasant revulsion of feeling. When +Martha whispered confidentially, as she brought in the lamp, "The +seed-cake is nicely baked; hadn't I better bring it in, ma'am?" Olivia +gave a little hysterical laugh. After all that tragedy it was so odd +to think of freshly baked cakes. + +"Yes, yes, and make the tea quickly," she said, waving off the little +handmaiden impatiently; and Martha, somewhat affronted and vaguely +alarmed, retreated to the kitchen. + +"What's come over the mistress?" she said to herself. "I have never +known her so huffy." But Olivia, with difficulty recovering her +calmness, busied herself in ministering to her guests. + +"Mr. Alwyn," she said, gently, "you must rest on that couch--you are +just worn out; but a cup of tea will do you good. Greta, you must stop +and have some too. Do you know this is the first time you have entered +this house? Dot is asleep. I am going up to see her now. Would you +like to come too?"--for she guessed intuitively that the girl was +longing to question her--and Greta, with a grateful look, followed her +at once. + +Olivia kissed the sleeping child with her usual tenderness. How she +longed to lie down beside Dot and sleep off her overpowering weariness; +but the day's work was not over. + +Greta, who had only just glanced at the little one, put her arms +suddenly round Olivia and drew her down beside her. + +"Mrs. Luttrell," she said, breathlessly, "tell me what it all means. +What has happened to Alwyn, and what makes him talk so strangely? Do +you know, for one moment, I believed him! In the old time they often +quarrelled--but of course it is paralysis." And then Olivia told her +all that had occurred that afternoon. + +Greta listened with painful attention; then her eyes filled with tears. + +"And he never knew that his mother and Olive were dead," she observed. +"Oh, Mrs. Luttrell, how sad--how terribly sad it all is! No wonder he +looked bewildered, poor fellow; it must have been such an awful shock +to hear that, and then to see his poor father fall at his feet." + +"Yes, and he had been ill too; think of all the hardships he has been +through." And Greta shivered as Olivia said this. + +"How little I thought," she said, "that when you were telling me about +the poor young artist that Dr. Luttrell had found on the doorstep on +Christmas night, that it was Alwyn Gaythorne, my old playmate and +friend!" Then she added, with a sigh, "What would his poor mother have +said? She and Olive almost worshipped that boy." + +"We ought not to leave him too long alone," observed Olivia, wearily. +"I promised my husband that I would look after him. We must coax him +to take some food, and then he must go to bed; he is very weak still, +and all this has exhausted him." And as Greta evidently shared her +anxiety, they went back to the parlour. + +They found Alwyn pacing the room restlessly. He stopped and looked +relieved as Greta entered. + +"I was afraid you had gone," he said, abruptly. "Do you know you +passed me in the street this morning? You had that thing on"--touching +her sealskin mantle--"but you were not looking at me. I thought it was +a ghost, and then I tried to follow you, but some vehicles got in my +way, and then you disappeared." + +"I wish I had seen you," she said, softly. And then Alwyn resumed his +restless walk. + +It was with difficulty that Olivia could induce him to come to the +table, and then he could not eat; his eyes looked feverishly bright, +and his cough made Greta glance at him anxiously. + +When tea was over Olivia left the room for a little. Alwyn had utterly +refused to go to bed until he had seen Dr. Luttrell; he was evidently +tormented by remorse for his hardness to his father, and Olivia thought +that he might unburden himself more freely to his old friend; and she +was right. On her return she found them talking together, and the +strained, hunted look had left Alwyn's eyes. + +Greta's were swollen with weeping, but there was a smile on her lips. + +"Alwyn has been telling me his troubles," she said, simply, "and I +could not help crying over them, he has suffered so, and I felt so +sorry for him. If only we had not gone abroad! But when we came back +the Grange was empty, and no one knew what had become of Alwyn. He had +quarrelled with his father, and it was supposed he had enlisted and +gone to India; and he had talked so often of doing this that I thought +it was probably the truth. Now I must go, but I shall come again +to-morrow." And then she smiled at him and rose from her seat. + +"He has talked it all out and it has done him good," she observed, as +she and Olivia lingered a moment in the passage; "but if his father +dies, Alwyn will never get over it. + +"Oh, he is much to blame," she went on; "he has been very wild, very +imprudent, utterly mad and reckless; but his poor father was to blame, +too. A high-spirited lad like Alwyn would not be kept in +leading-strings. Mr. Gaythorne was far too strict with him--his own +mother said so--and yet in his way he loved him. How often poor Olive +would cry about it to me. + +"Dear, dear Olive, how I loved her! And I was very fond of Mrs. +Gaythorne, too, she was so sweet and motherly; she always called us her +big and her little daughter. I was so much taller than Olive; but +there"--interrupting herself--"if I begin talking about the old days at +the Grange I shall never finish." + +"But you will come to-morrow?" + +"Yes; indeed, how could I keep away? Do you know that for years Alwyn +and I were just like brother and sister--I don't believe he cared much +more for Olive than he did for me. I think I understood him better +than she did--his mother always said so. Well, good-night, dear Mrs. +Luttrell; I shall come to-morrow as early as I can." + +When Olivia went back to the parlour she found Alwyn lying back in his +chair looking utterly spent and exhausted. + +"I believe I shall have to take your advice and go to bed," he said. +"All this has taken the starch out of me, and I feel dead beat"--and he +looked so ill that Olivia half thought of sending for her husband. +Fortunately he came in half an hour later, and went up at once to +Alwyn's room. + +He was some time with him, and then he came down and told Olivia that +she had better fill a hot-water bottle and heat some flannel. + +"It is a sort of nervous attack," he explained, "and his teeth are +chattering with cold, and he is shaking as though he were in an ague +fit; but I am going to mix him a composing draught, and he will soon +quiet down. I have brought him a favourable report of Mr. Gaythorne, +but he is too weak to be cheered by it. This will have done him no end +of harm. We shall have him in bed for the next day or two." + +Olivia gave a tired sigh, but she would not add to Marcus's burdens by +selfish complaints of her own fatigue. She would have taken the +eider-down off her own bed, but Marcus preferred borrowing a couple of +blankets from Mrs. Crampton. In a few minutes he returned again laden +with warm things that the housekeeper had sent for her young master's +use, and, soothed by the unaccustomed comfort and the powerful +narcotic, Alwyn sank into an exhausted sleep. + +It was eleven o'clock before Olivia could lay her own head on her +pillow. As Dot nestled to her with a sleepy cry, the young mother +breathed her nightly thanksgiving for her two blessings, and then knew +no more until Martha came to pull up her blinds in the morning. + +When Marcus came across for his breakfast he seemed in excellent +spirits. He had had three or four hours' rest, and, in his opinion, +the stroke was a slight one. Mr. Gaythorne had regained consciousness, +and, though the right arm and his speech were certainly affected, he +believed that it was only temporary mischief. + +"Of course one knows at his age that it is the danger signal," he went +on, "but I hope with care that his life may be prolonged for years. I +shall get Dr. Bevan to look at him, as I do not care for such undivided +responsibility. And perhaps it will be well to have a nurse for a week +or two. Mrs. Crampton is not as young as she was, and it is a pity to +knock her up." + +As the day wore on there were still more cheering reports. Mr. +Gaythorne had said a few words almost distinctly--at least, Dr. +Luttrell had understood him. + +"Where is Alwyn?" He was quite sure those were his words; but he had +seemed quite satisfied when Marcus told him he was with his wife, and +had not spoken again. + +Olivia had hoped for a talk with Aunt Madge, for it was quite three +days since she had been round to Mayfield Villas; but she found it +impossible to leave the house. Alwyn needed a great deal of attention; +he was very low and depressed. + +Marcus had given orders that he was to have frequent nourishment, and +as Mrs. Crampton had sent Phoebe across with a store of good +things--soup and jelly and grapes--there were no demands on Olivia's +simple larder. A ready-cooked pheasant would be sent for his dinner, +and anything else that he could fancy. + +"Mrs. Crampton says that she knows her master would approve, so I +suppose we need not be too scrupulous," observed Marcus; but at that +moment the surgery bell rang. + +Dr. Luttrell's services were required at number seventeen, and with an +expressive look at his wife Marcus took up his hat and hastened out. + +Olivia had expected Greta quite early, but she did not make her +appearance until late in the afternoon. She had been detained, she +said--nurse had asked her to take her place for a couple of hours. And +then she looked anxiously at Olivia. + +"I am afraid Alwyn is ill," she observed; but Olivia assured her that +it was only a temporary break-down. "We have such good news of Mr. +Gaythorne that he cannot fail to be cheered, but of course he is +fretting about the loss of his mother and sister. It was such a shock, +you see, and, as my husband says, we must give him time to pull himself +together. But you do not look very well yourself, Greta; you are +terribly pale." + +"Oh, that is nothing," she returned. "I suppose I was too much +excited, for I could not sleep for hours. I seemed to be living +through my old life again. They were such happy days, Mrs. Luttrell; +one's existence was not meagre and colourless then." + +"I wish you would tell me a little about it all," observed Olivia as +she ensconced Greta in the most comfortable chair. "You cannot imagine +how it interests me." And then Miss Williams smiled. + +"Oh, you are so sympathetic--that is your great charm; but indeed I +love to dwell on that part of my life. You know the Gaythornes lived +at Medlicott Grange. It was a quaint, picturesque, old house, covered +with ivy, and with a lovely garden. There was a lime-walk that was +delicious on hot summer afternoons; I can smell the limes now. + +"Mr. Gaythorne, who had been abroad a great many years, had taken a +fancy to the place and half thought of buying it, but he changed his +mind later. + +"We lived at the Lodge, a much smaller house, looking over the village +green; it was rather an inconvenient house, full of small rooms all +opening out of each other, and long, rambling passages; but dear mother +and I were very fond of it. We liked the three-cornered little +drawing-room with its bay-window, where we could sit and work and watch +the old men in their grey smocks having a palaver under the big elm in +the centre of the green. + +"Mrs. Luttrell"--interrupting herself--"do you know Ivy Dene Lodge is +to let now? I saw the advertisement in the _Standard_. Now, I should +love to live there again. If anything happened to poor father I know I +should go back there; it is the only place I ever called home. Don't +you love a village green, with geese waddling over it and a big pond +where little bare-legged urchins are always sailing their boats, and +then the church and the lich-gate and the vicarage smothered in +creepers?" + +"Why, Greta, what a charming description! You quite make me long to +see it." + +"But it is not as charming as it really is; even strangers allow that +Medlicott is a pretty village. It is true that Ivy Dene has not much +of a garden--just a little patch of lawn and a mulberry tree and a +flower-bed or two; but as I spent most of my time in the Grange garden +that did not matter. + +"Dear mother was always so unselfish. She would never let me stay at +home with her. She thought it good for me to be with young people of +my own age, and so Olive and Alwyn and I were always together. Olive +was my friend, but I always looked upon Alwyn as a dear younger +brother. He is not really much younger--only a few months--but I was +always a little older than my age." + +"He must have been very handsome," observed Olivia, and Greta coloured +slightly. + +"Yes; all the Gaythornes were handsome. Mr. Gaythorne himself was a +fine, stately-looking man, only a little foreign and unusual in his +dress. I was always a little afraid of him, and I never approved of +the way he treated Alwyn. He had been over-indulged and petted in his +boyhood, but later on his father thwarted him unnecessarily. He was +always calling him to account for some foolish imprudence. And though +his mother and Olive shielded him as much as possible, there were often +sad scenes at the Grange. Mr. Gaythorne had set his heart on Alwyn's +reading for the Bar. He thought he had sufficient money and influence +to warrant the hope that his only son might eventually enter +Parliament, but Alwyn had already secretly determined to be an artist. +He detested his law studies and could not be induced to work, and +spoilt all his father's plans. + +"As I told you last night," finished Greta, "they were both to blame. +But at the time I could not help taking Alwyn's part. He was not good +to his father, and often lost his temper and said disrespectful things. +But Mr. Gaythorne had no right to be so tyrannical. + +"When my mother died father would not hear of our living at Ivy Dene. +He said he hated the place, and we went to America for a year or two, +and there I heard of Olive's death. Olive had told me in her letters +of Alwyn's disappearance. + +"'There has been an awful scene,' she wrote, 'poor dear mother has been +so ill. Father thinks that Alwyn has done something very wrong, but of +course neither mother nor I believe it for a moment, though it cannot +be denied that appearances are terribly against him. Forgive me, +dearest Greta, if I do not enlarge on this painful subject. We do not +know what has become of Alwyn; but we think he has enlisted.' + +"This was the last letter I received from Olive. Before many months +had passed she died at Rome, and her mother did not long survive her." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +BUSY DAYS. + +"Rely upon it, the spiritual life is not knowing or learning, but +doing. We only know so far as we can do; we learn to do by doing; and +we learn to know by doing; what we do truly, rightly, in the way of +duty, that and only that we are."--_Rev. Frederick Robertson_. + + +When Alwyn heard that Greta was downstairs, he brightened perceptibly. +"She is a dear creature," he said; "except in looks she has not changed +a bit. She used to be rather a pretty girl,--interesting-looking, that +was the word for Greta; but she is very graceful still. Will you give +my love to her, Mrs. Luttrell? I shall hope to see her to-morrow or +the next day," and then he turned wearily on his pillow, as though +talking were too great an effort. + +The following afternoon Greta came earlier; but, as she was unable to +stay long, Olivia found an opportunity of going round to Mayfield +Villas. + +It was just in the gloaming,--Aunt Madge's rest hour, as she called +it,--and there was unmistakable gladness in her voice, when Olivia's +tall figure appeared on the threshold. "Welcome, welcome, little +stranger," she said, merrily; "do you know, Livy, that you have played +truant for four whole days. I was just thinking of sending Deb round +this evening to know if anything were the matter. Oh, I see," as her +bright, penetrating glance read her niece's face. "You have something +wonderful to tell me. Draw up your chair and I will be as quiet as a +mouse. I am a splendid listener, as my dear Fergus used to say." + +"Something wonderful," repeated Olivia, breathlessly. "Why, Aunt +Madge, I feel as though I were in the third volume of a sensational +novel. What do you think? Robert Barton, whom Marcus found starving +on a doorstep, is Mr. Gaythorne's long-lost son, Alwyn." + +It was evident that Mrs. Broderick was intensely surprised, for she +quite flushed up with excitement. + +"Go on. Tell me everything from the beginning. I will not interrupt," +she said, quickly, and Olivia, nothing loath, gave a graphic account of +the afternoon at Galvaston House. + +"Is it not grand, Aunt Madge?" she finished, but Mrs. Broderick's voice +was not so steady as usual as she answered,-- + +"So the blessing has come to him, and he will have his heart's desire; +but there is a heavy load laid on him, too, poor, stricken man. Oh, +Livy, we must just pray for him until he is able to pray for himself." + +"His brain is really much clearer to-day," returned Olivia; "he spoke +quite sensibly to Marcus, only his speech is a little affected. He +asked why his son had left the house, and then Marcus told him that he +was weak and needed rest, and that I was taking care of him. + +"'Crampton will see that he has all he requires,' he said, and Mrs. +Crampton came over of her own accord last night. Do you know, Aunt +Madge, I felt so ashamed of her seeing him in that bare little room, +and I tried to explain to her that it was only a sort of disused lumber +room, but she soon made plenty of suggestions for his comfort. She has +sent a pair of thick curtains for the window, and a big rug that nearly +covers the floor, and a softer mattress and another pillow. And now +the room looks so cosy. Marcus quite stared when he went up this +morning. It was quite touching to see Mr. Alwyn with her. He actually +kissed her and called her his dear old 'Goody.' I find she has lived +with them ever since they were quite children. I think she was Olive's +nurse. And the fuss she made over him, calling him her 'poor, ill-used +lamb.' It almost made me cry to hear her." + +"Poor fellow, he has certainly had his fill of husks." + +"Yes, indeed; but Mrs. Crampton is determined to kill the fatted calf +now. The things she sends over would feed half a dozen prodigal +sons,--game and soups, and jellies and fruit. She says her master has +given her _carte blanche_, and that the doctor has laid a great stress +on nourishment, so of course we can say nothing." + +"Well, Livy, your life is not exactly stagnant just now." + +"No, indeed; but, oh, there is one thing I forgot to tell you. Marcus +has another patient,--that is number five. Actually the surgery bell +rang twice yesterday." + +Mrs. Broderick clapped her hands. Then she said, in a teasing voice, +"Are you not glad that you kept Martha?" and Olivia laughed. + +"Why, Aunt Madge," she said in an amused tone, "Marcus actually +proposed this morning that we should get an older and more capable +servant, but I told him I would rather work twice as hard than part +with Martha; she is such a good, willing little soul." + +"Of course, as long as Mr. Alwyn keeps his room we shall have plenty of +running about, and Dot is cutting some more teeth, and is rather +fretful, so our hands are full; but the only thing that troubles me is +that I see so little of Marcus. He is out most of the evening, either +at Galvaston House or in Brunswick Place. Alas, things are no better +there, and if this influenza epidemic comes on, as the doctors predict, +he will have a busy spring." + +"No doubt, but as we have only to live one day at a time, we will not +trouble our heads about that. Well, you have given me food enough for +some days. I shall send Deb round to-morrow evening to inquire after +the invalids, but you must not come again until you are more at +leisure. Teething troubles and the care of a sick man are enough for +any woman." + +"Dear Aunt Madge!" exclaimed Olivia, affectionately. "If I could only +be as unselfish as you. I do believe you never think of yourself at +all." + +"Nonsense," returned Mrs. Broderick, "I am an old bundle of +selfishness. Well, I shall be thinking of those two poor things. My +heart aches for that young man, but I pity his father, too. I was +reading about the deaf man with an impediment in his speech this +morning; it is the lesson for to-day, you know, and I could not help +pondering for some time on those words, 'Jesus took him apart from the +multitude.' Just as though quiet and stillness were needed for the +healing. I think that is the lesson that sickness teaches us; the poor +sufferer is led apart to wait for the word of healing; sometimes he +waits long, but the time has not been lost. 'Lord, it is good for us +to be here;' I think some of us will say that when our painful +sojourning at the Mount of Suffering is over. Yes, it is good for us +to have drunk of His cup without complaining." + +Aunt Madge's eyes had a dreamy look in them; the beautiful voice +vibrated in Olive's ear like music; but as she stooped to kiss her, +somewhat awed by her unusual solemnity, the old kind smile returned to +her lips. + +"Good-bye, Livy darling, my love, and congratulations to Marcus." + +Olivia was putting a good face on things, but Marcus, oppressed with +the heavy responsibility of three serious cases, hardly knew how hard +she worked from morning to night. Dot, feverish and fretful, was +always wanting to be in her mother's arms. Martha, with all her +willingness, was too young and inexperienced to be a very efficient +help; so, although Olivia always wore a bright expression when Marcus +came in for his meals, and chatted to him in her old cheerful way, she +was often too weary to sleep. + +It was a relief, therefore, when Alwyn was able to leave his room and +lie on the couch downstairs. Greta's afternoon visits were then a real +boon; she could leave them together while she went out and did her +business. + +Olivia's healthy, robust constitution always needed fresh air and +regular exercise. Confinement to the house tried her, and the small +rooms and low ceilings at No. 1, Galvaston Terrace, were certainly +rather cramping. Half an hour's brisk walk always refreshed her and +acted like a tonic. She would look in at Mayfield Villas for ten +minutes and give her report of the invalids, and then come back to tea +looking so fresh and invigorated that Alwyn once told her that she was +as good as a whiff of moorland air. + +Alwyn was slow in recovering from that terrible shock. His nerves had +suffered severely, and at times his restlessness and depression were +sad to see. + +"If he could only be reconciled to his father," Greta would sigh; "but +the thought of another interview seems to terrify him. He is so +painfully morbid," she went on, "and distrusts himself. He is afraid +of saying and doing the wrong thing; somehow he seems to have lost all +faith in his father's love." + +"'I long for his forgiveness. I know that I have been a bad son,' he +said, yesterday. 'But he will never believe in my penitence.' Oh, it +is dreadful the way he talks and works himself up." + +"Marcus says it is a good deal owing to nervous exhaustion," returned +Olivia; "but he is very sorry for him. Mr. Gaythorne has begged more +than once to see him; he is evidently craving for a sight of him, but +Marcus dare not bring them together yet. Mr. Gaythorne is only just +able to sit up, and he is very weak. And then while Mr. Alwyn is in +this nervous state he is hardly to be trusted." + +"Yes, we must be patient, I suppose. I have perfect faith in Dr. +Luttrell's opinion," and then her manner changed, and she said, +mournfully, "Do you know how badly he thinks of father? He is afraid +he will never leave his bed again." + +"Yes, I know; and Dr. Bevan agrees with him. Poor Greta, I am so sorry +for you," and she laid her hand affectionately on her shoulder. + +"Yes, but I dare not murmur," returned the girl, in a low voice. "It +would be more merciful to let him die than linger on in suffering, +and"--with a little burst of feeling--"the disease that is killing him +has not been brought on by his own fault. Oh, the gratitude I felt +when Dr. Luttrell said that it has been latent in the system, and that +only lately Dr. Bevan suspected it. But, oh, dear Mrs. Luttrell, do +not wish him to live. No one who cared for him could wish it." + +"Poor child. Yes, I know; Marcus explained things to me." + +"He is quite himself," went on Greta, drying her eyes. "And so dear +and affectionate, but it hurt me so to hear him asking my pardon for +the life he had led me. 'I have not deserved such a good daughter,' he +said over and over again. 'Since your poor mother died you have been +my one blessing.'" + +"Dear Greta, you will let these words comfort you?" + +"Oh, yes; I was repeating them in my dreams all night. When he was +talking to me I felt that I had got the old father back. What do you +think, Mrs. Luttrell? he actually asked me if I should go on living at +Brunswick Place when he was gone, and then it came into my head to tell +him about Ivydene, and he was so interested. I am sure he was pleased +when I told him that I should like to go back there. He actually +wanted me to write to the lawyer about it. But when he saw how shocked +I was at the idea, he said perhaps we had better wait a little." + +Olivia thought over this conversation when Greta left her; her heart +ached for the lonely girl. When Marcus came in a few minutes later, he +seemed struck with her unusual gravity. + +"Is there anything wrong, Livy?" he asked. "You seem in the doldrums." +And as she smiled and shook her head, he continued cheerfully, "I am +glad to hear it. Do you know I have actually a free evening until ten? +I feel as though I was a schoolboy again, and had an unexpected +holiday. In my opinion, only busy people know how to enjoy a holiday +properly." + +"And I am really to have you to myself for three whole hours," and +Olivia's face beamed with delight. As Marcus drew his chair to the +fire and took up the long-neglected book, Greta's troubles went into +the background. + +"Oh don't read just now," she said, imploringly; "let us talk a little +first, Marcus, is it very naughty of me? but once or twice during the +last few days, when you have been too busy to stay with me, or to play +with Dot, I have thought that even prosperity will have its +limitations; that being a successful doctor means that I shall see far +too little of you." + +Then Marcus drew back his head with one of his boyish laughs. + +"Oh, Livy, what a child you are! have you just found out that? How +delightfully illogical a woman can be! It stands to reason that I +cannot be in two places at once." + +"Oh, of course your patients will want you, and I am not really +grumbling. Do you suppose that I shall not be proud of your success? +I was only trying to tell you that, in spite of all our difficulties +and little petty troubles, I have been perfectly happy." + +"Especially on Saturday evenings, when you totted up your little red +book, and the balance was always on the wrong side. I have seen you +pull an uncommonly long face on those occasions. I am not quite sure +about the perfect happiness then." Then, as Olivia looked +reproachfully at him, his teasing manner changed. + +"Dear Olive," he said, tenderly, "I am not really laughing at you. I +understand quite well what you mean. I am not such an old married man +that I cannot appreciate a compliment like that, when my wife tells me +with her own lips that my society can sweeten even poverty and hardship. + +"You are quite right, love; prosperity will have its limitations; these +pleasant evening hours will often have to be sacrificed. But in all +professions we must take the rough with the smooth. We must just put +our shoulder to the wheel, you and I, and 'Doe the nexte thinge,' eh, +Livy?" + +"Oh, yes," she answered, eagerly, "and yours is such a grand work. I +have always been so thankful you are a doctor. When I was quite young +I used to tell mother that I wanted to marry a clergyman. But I think +a doctor comes next. Oh, Marcus, did you ever read Whittier's verses +on this subject? Greta brought me his poems and read them to me. I +think I know the last two verses by heart,-- + + "'Beside the unveiled mysteries + Of life and death go stand + With guarded lips and reverent eyes + And pure of heart and hand. + The good physician liveth yet + Thy friend and guide to be, + The Healer by Gennesaret + Shall walk thy rounds with thee.'" + + +And as Olivia repeated the lines in a voice tremulous with deep +feeling, Dr. Luttrell's firm lips unbent with a moved expression. + +"That is beautiful," he said. "I think those words ought to be +illuminated and hung up in every doctor's waiting-room." + + "'The Healer by Gennesaret + Shall walk thy rounds with thee.'" + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +PRODIGAL SONS. + + "But by all thy nature's weakness, + Hidden faults and follies known, + Be thou in rebuking evil, + Conscious of thy own."--_Whittier_. + + +It was some few weeks before Mr. Gaythorne was allowed to see any one, +and then Olivia was his first visitor. To her great surprise he had +asked for her. + +"I think I can trust you," Marcus said to her; but there was a trace of +anxiety in his manner that did not escape her. "You must talk to him, +of course; but you must be very careful not to agitate him; he wants +all his strength for to-morrow;" for on the following day father and +son were to meet again. + +Olivia felt a little nervous. Marcus's professional gravity frightened +her. + +"Do you not think it would be better for me to wait a day or two," she +asked. "It is very nice of him to want to see me, but it seems to me +that Mr. Alwyn ought to be his first visitor;" but although Marcus +agreed with her, he said that Mr. Gaythorne had expressed such a strong +wish to see her first, that he dared not refuse him. + +"He was never fond of contradiction," he returned. "And we should only +excite him if we opposed his wish. Although he is quite himself, +little things irritate him; don't make yourself nervous beforehand; you +will say the right thing when the time comes for saying it;" and, +though Olivia could not be sure of this, she felt that it was sensible +advice. + +But when the moment came and she saw how shrunken and aged the invalid +looked, and heard the slight hesitation in his speech as he held out +his hands to her with a pathetic smile, Olivia's warm womanly nature +was not at fault, for she bent over him and kissed his cheek as a +daughter might have done. + +"Dear Mr. Gaythorne," she said, earnestly, "if you knew how thankful we +all are that you are better." + +"Thank you, thank you," he said, with a faint flush of pleasure. "You +speak kindly and as though you meant it. Sit down, my dear, we must +have a little talk together, you and I. If I ever get my boy back, if +the breach between us is ever healed, it will be owing to you and Dr. +Luttrell." + +"Oh, please do not say that, we were only the means under Providence." + +"Yes, yes," with a touch of impatience--"I am not forgetting that. In +some ways I am a civilised heathen; but I have never omitted my +prayers, thank God. 'He loveth best who prayeth best.' Who said that, +Mrs. Luttrell? Perhaps I never prayed enough, or my boy would not have +wandered so far. Ah, well, do you remember how hard I was on you for +sheltering tramps, and now I can only say, God bless you for your +divine charity." + +Olivia's eyes glistened, but she only pressed his hand in +acknowledgment of this. "And to-morrow you are to see him," she said, +softly. + +"Yes, to-morrow," he repeated slowly, "that is why I must not talk much +to-day; but I wanted to thank you for bringing Alwyn, and to tell you +how grateful I am to you both. + +"I am an old man," he continued, "old in sorrows more than in years; +for, with Jacob, I can truly say that 'few and evil have been my +years.' Oh, Mrs. Luttrell, my dear, take warning by me; you have a +little one of your own, and perhap in future years you may have sons +growing up beside you, never for one instant let anything come between +you and them." + +He paused for a moment and then went on: "When Alwyn was a little +child, I simply worshipped him; his own mother begged me with tears in +her eyes not to set my heart so much on him. He was delicate, and I +knew what she meant, that she feared whether we should rear him; and I +remember, as she said this, that I struck my hand passionately against +his little cot, 'if that boy dies I shall never hold up my head again;' +how well I remember that speech. Oh, my dear, the time came when I +wished that I had no son, when the sharpness of the serpent's tooth +entered my very vitals. God grant that you and Dr. Luttrell may never +have to blush for a son's misdoings." + +"Dear friend, remember you are not to agitate yourself." + +"No, no, I will take care; but I think it does me good to talk a +little; the steam must have vent, you know, and I have kept silence for +so many years. All these weeks they have kept my boy from me; but they +were right," his voice trembling with weakness. "I could not have +borne it, neither could Alwyn. Ah, how changed and ill he looked." + +"Dear Mr. Gaythorne," returned Olivia, beseechingly, "indeed I must go +away now, unless you will consent to rest and let me read to you a +little." + +"Well, well, do as you like," he replied, closing his eyes, "you all +tyrannise over the sick man, but perhaps I am a bit tired," and then +Olivia found a book and soon had the satisfaction of seeing him sink +into a peaceful sleep. What a grand face it looked with its fine +chiselled features and grey peaked beard lying against the dark red +cushions. Alwyn would never be such a handsome man as his father, +Olivia thought. There was power and intellect on the broad forehead, +the thin lips and obstinate chin were hidden under the drooping grey +moustache. + +Olivia sat by him for some time, and then softly left the room. When +Marcus had paid his evening visit he was able to assure her that her +little visit had done his patient no harm. + +Mr. Gaythorne had stipulated that he should see his son alone, but Dr. +Luttrell, who was keenly alive to the danger of any strong excitement, +had decided to remain in the house during the interview. + +Alwyn seemed so unnerved and miserable that it was impossible to do +more than give him a word of warning. + +"Say as little as possible, Gaythorne," he had observed as they walked +across together; "if you take my advice, you will just let bygones be +bygones. Don't be more emotional than you can help; remember how ill +he has been, very little excites him." + +And though Alwyn only nodded in answer to this, Marcus was sure that he +understood him; but as he stood by the hall fire caressing Eros he +could not help feeling very anxious. + +"They are neither of them to be trusted," he thought, and he determined +that if the talk were too prolonged he would make some excuse to go in +and interrupt them; then he raised his head uneasily and listened as +the sound of a man's stifled sobs reached his ear. + +It was what he had feared, that Alwyn, weak and unstrung, would break +down utterly, and the next moment Dr. Luttrell had opened the door of +the library. + +Neither of them perceived him as he stood for a moment, watching them +with keen professional eyes. Alwyn was kneeling with his face hidden +on his father's knees, and Mr. Gaythorne's clasped hands were resting +on his head. "My boy, we must both say it," he whispered. "Forgive us +our trespasses as we forgive them"--but Marcus heard no more, he closed +the door again softly--the scene was too sacred--not even to his dearer +self--his wife--did he ever speak of what he had seen. + +The Prodigal had eaten his fill of husks and had returned to his +father's roof and his father's love. But in this case the father had +also sinned, for surely undue severity and exacting hardness and +failure of sympathy are sins to be bitterly repented. No one can +gather grapes of thorns, or glean corn from a harvest of tares. And no +parent who has first unwisely indulged his son, and then ruled him with +a rod of iron, can well claim the glad obedience of a free son. + +If Alwyn Gaythorne, trammelled and embittered by his father's tyranny, +had dashed recklessly down the path that leads to destruction, his +father had first driven him to the verge of frenzy. + +Young limbs will not always adjust themselves to the Procrustean bed. +Alwyn, who had inherited his father's strong will, refused to bear the +yoke of his despotism. + +"I would rather starve, and have room to breathe," he had once said to +Greta. "There is no room here." + +Another half-hour passed before Dr. Luttrell ventured into the room +again. He found Mr. Gaythorne leaning back in his chair looking very +white and exhausted, but with a peaceful expression on his face. Alwyn +had just left his side and was standing by the window with a miniature +in his hand. + +"Dr. Luttrell," observed the old man feebly, as he gave him some +restorative, "my son will stay with me to-night." And then Alwyn +flushed as he met the doctor's eyes. + +"He wishes it very much, and perhaps it will be better," he said in a +low voice. "Will you explain how it is to Mrs. Luttrell? I will see +her tomorrow." + +"Very well, but there must be no more talking to-night. If you will go +into the next room I will see you presently," and Alwyn nodded. + +"It is all right, happiness never kills," observed Mr. Gaythorne, "and +for the matter of that, grief, either. We must just bide our time." +Then with a flash of strong feeling in the deeply-set eyes, he held out +his hand to the young doctor. + +"God bless you, Luttrell. He says you have been like a brother to him. +And as for your wife, he has no words for her goodness. May Heaven +repay you both for what you have done for me and my boy." + +When Marcus returned home he found Greta sitting with his wife; they +both looked at him anxiously. + +"Mr. Gaythorne will not part with his son," he informed them. "Mrs. +Crampton is getting a room ready for him, so your labours will be +lightened, Livy. She looks tired, does she not, Miss Williams? though +she will not confess it. Well, it has all passed off well. Mr. +Gaythorne is very much exhausted, but nurse is getting him to bed, and +I have told Alwyn to rest. I left Mrs. Crampton fussing round him, so +he will be all right," and then Olivia smiled as though she were +satisfied. + +But more than once that evening she observed to Marcus how quiet the +house seemed without their guest. + +"Do you know I quite miss him," she said. "I suppose one always get +attached to any one for whom one takes trouble. He was the sort of +person who was always wanting something; you could never forget him for +a moment. I wonder what Martha will say when I tell her he is gone +away for good. He gave her plenty to do, but I expect she will be +sorry to lose him." + +And Olivia was right. Martha burst out crying in quite a lamentable +manner. + +"Oh, ma'am," she sobbed, "and he was such a kind young gentleman. I am +sorry, that I am, that he won't live with us no more. And he painted +Miss Baby and the kitten so beautiful too; and he thought such a deal +of you and master." But though Olivia smiled at Martha's lugubrious +speeches, she could not help being rather sorry herself. + +Alwyn was not a perfect character by any means, but somehow he had such +nice ways with him,--little caressing ways that go to a woman's heart. +His nature was affectionate and emotional, and all his troubles had not +hardened him. Even Marcus had observed more than once lately that "he +could not help liking the fellow." + +"He was not cut out for a black sheep," he said once, "and the +character does not suit him. He has the makings of a good man, only he +has let himself drift so terribly. Well, he has pulled himself up in +time. He could not have roughed it much longer." + +When Olivia returned from her next visit to Galvaston House she went +straight to Marcus. + +"I just felt I must come and tell you all about it," she said in her +enthusiastic manner. "I have had such a happy afternoon. Mr. Alwyn +was reading to his father when I went in, and they both looked so +comfortable and contented. They made me stay and pour out their coffee +for them. At first Mr. Alwyn wanted to leave us; he declared that two +was company and three none, and that he was only in the way; but of +course I would not hear of that, and I was so glad to see him too." + +[Illustration: "They both looked so comfortable and contented."] + +"He is his father's right hand already, and does all sorts of things +for him. It is so lovely to see them together. When he went out of +the room for a moment, Mr. Gaythorne told me that he could scarcely +realise sometimes that it was Alwyn." + +"He has just Olive's ways," had been Mr. Gaythorne's words. "I could +almost fancy it was my little Olive near me. If he were only stronger +I should not have a wish ungratified, but I cannot help troubling about +his cough. Dr. Luttrell thinks a sea voyage would do him good, but I +do not know how I am to bring myself to part with him. + +"Oh, by-the-bye, did Alwyn tell you that Greta Williams is coming to +see us? She was my Olive's friend, so of course she will be welcome," +and then, in rather a meaning voice, "I rather think she is Alwyn's +friend too." + +Olivia made no answer to this remark, but more than once lately she had +noticed that Greta and Alwyn seemed very much engrossed with each +other, and she was almost sure that Marcus had noticed it too. + +"Surely Greta would never consent to marry him," she thought. "With +her sad experience she would never venture to link her life with a man +whom she could not wholly respect." + +Greta's nature was a noble one. She had lofty aims and a high sense of +duty. In spite of her gentleness she had plenty of firmness and +backbone. + +It was one thing to be sorry for her old friend and playmate, and to +show him a sister's tenderness, but quite another to give herself to +him, and more than once Olivia had felt uneasy, but delicacy had led +her to keep her thoughts to herself. + +"I do hope she would not carry self-sacrifice to such a length as +that," said the young wife to herself. "Alwyn may be lovable, but he +would never satisfy a girl like Greta. A woman ought to be able to +look up to her husband, as I look up to my dear Marcus, and not be +always trying to drag him up to her level. + +"I do want Greta to be married. When her father dies she will be so +utterly alone, but I cannot reconcile myself to her marrying Alwyn +Gaythorne. For one thing, his health is so unsatisfactory that his +wife would never be easy about him. Eyen Marcus owned the other day +that he feared he would never be fit for much. But there is no use in +trying to manage other people's lives. As Aunt Madge says, it takes +all our strength and cleverness to manage our own. 'A meddler is +always a muddler;' how well I remember her saying that. We did not +make the world, and we cannot rule the world. When I see grown-up folk +trying to arrange for other people, I always think of children playing +at snap-dragon. One gets one's fingers burnt so badly when we try to +pull out our neighbour's plum. No, no; bearing other people's burdens +never meant that." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +AUNT MADGE GIVES HER OPINION. + +"Death is a black camel that kneels at the gate of +all."--_Abd-el-Kader_. + + +After all, the dreaded influenza epidemic did not make its appearance, +and, though people still talked learnedly of germs and microbes, and +put meddling fingers into the medical pie, it was decided by the +legitimate authorities that the mischief had blown over for the present. + +It is a curious fact that there is a fashion even in talk. A subject +is discussed until it is worn thread-bare. When the germ theory was +exhausted the bicycle craze took its place. Perhaps future students of +hieroglyphics may yet discover in some palimpsest that in old days the +Egyptian maidens had quaint iron machines that carried them swiftly +through the desert. + +In the early March days, when the winds were keen and blusterous, Mr. +Williams died; his end was very sudden. + +Greta had just retired to her room for the night when the nurse noticed +a change in him and hastily summoned her. A messenger was sent for Dr. +Luttrell, but before he could reach the house Mr. Williams was dead. + +He could have done nothing if he had been there. That was the sole +comfort Marcus could give to the stricken daughter, and she knew that +he spoke the truth. + +The bow of the king of terrors is never drawn at a venture. The arrow +goes deep and true, but to Greta and Olivia he was only the angel of +sorrow, who did his master's bidding. Alwyn in after years worked out +this idea in a noble picture called the "House of Mourning." + +The little one, evidently the sole child and heir of a goodly heritage, +lay panting out his feeble life on the pillow. The broken-hearted +parents bent over him hand in hand. The filmy look of unshed tears in +the mother's eyes was wonderfully rendered. On the threshold stood a +kingly presence, in dark trailing robes of majesty and a starry crown +on his head. The face, solemn and beautiful, wore an expression of +infinite pity; the arms were stretched out to the child with a gesture +of tenderness. + +Underneath was written those striking words: "Is it well with the +child?" and the answer, "It is well." It was that picture that made +Alwyn Gaythorne's name. + +Olivia hurried round to Brunswick Place as soon as her husband broke +the news to her, and spent the greater part of each day there for the +next week or two. + +It was touching to see how the poor girl clung to her friends; she +would do nothing without their advice. + +Dr. Luttrell saved her as much as possible. He and Alwyn did the +necessary business, and Olivia brought her work and Dot, and strove in +every way to cheer and console her. + +It was a very quiet funeral. Only Marcus and his wife and Alwyn and +the lawyer were present. When they went back to the house the will was +read. The provisions were perfectly simple. Everything, with the +exception of a few minor legacies, was left to Greta,--the house in +Brunswick Place and an income of nearly three thousand a year. + +Olivia opened her eyes a little widely when she heard this. She had no +idea that Greta would be such a rich woman. But Greta herself seemed +utterly indifferent. + +"How am I to live on here alone?" she said, with an outburst of grief, +when she found herself left with Olivia. "Dear Mrs. Luttrell, you must +both help me. All my friends must help me to some decision, but to +live alone in this house just because it belongs to me; oh, I cannot do +it," with a sudden shiver of repulsion. "I would sooner go into a +hospital and learn nursing." But when Olivia repeated this speech to +Marcus he only smiled. + +"An attractive young woman with three thousand a year will soon +discover some object of interest," he said, a little dryly. "But it +would hardly do to hint at this just now. Nursing in a hospital is a +fine work, no doubt, for anyone who has a vocation, but you may as well +tell Miss Williams not to ask my advice. She has not the physical +strength; besides, in her position, the idea is absurd. + +"Why take the bread out of other women's mouths? No, no; just counsel +her to patience, and in a few months we shall see which way the wind +blows," for, though no word had yet passed between them, Marcus was +quite aware of Alwyn Gaythorne's _penchant_ for his old playfellow, +though the idea was hardly more pleasing to him than it was to Olivia. + +"There is not enough of him," he said to himself. "He does not come up +to her mark. It is not her money, for Mr. Gaythorne is a rich man and +his son will have plenty, but she stands on a higher plane than his, +and, in my humble opinion, Miss Williams could do better for herself." + +Strange to say, Mrs. Broderick differed from them. She had already +made Greta's acquaintance, and they had mutually taken to each other. +Greta had been charmed with Mrs. Broderick's cheerfulness and quaint +speeches, and Aunt Madge, in her turn, had declared herself fascinated +by Greta's gentleness. "She is exactly my idea of a young English +gentlewoman," she had said after her first visit. "I thought the +article had gone out of fashion. Oh," as Olivia looked shocked at +this, "I grant you there are hundreds and thousands of good, honest +girls, I'm thankful to say, but they are so terribly outspoken and up +to date. Of course, I am only an old-fashioned frump and sadly behind +the times, but though slang may not be sinful and a little outward +roughness is only the husk, and there is plenty of sweet, sound kernel +inside, yet I must own, Livy, I like gentleness as well." + +Alwyn and Aunt Madge were already firm friends. She shared his +artistic tastes and could talk intelligently to him on the subjects he +liked best, and from the first she refused to see any defects in him. + +"My dear Livy," she once said when Olivia had made a somewhat +disparaging remark about his want of steadiness, "you are far too +critical. You judge men by Marcus's standard, but you must remember +every one is not a moral son of Anak. + +"Now Mr. Alwyn is a great favourite of mine, and I think highly of him. +Few young men would be so good-natured as to come two or three times a +week to chat with an elderly invalid. And yet that is what Mr. Alwyn +does, and he knows I enjoy his visits. + +"Yesterday when he came in he found Miss Williams sitting with me, and +they both looked as pleased as though they had not met for years. And +it made me feel quite young to look at them. Oh!" in an exasperated +tone, as Olivia shook her head, "I know what that means,--that you and +Marcus forbid the banns,--but you might just as well try to stop an +express train with a penny whistle, so you may as well save your breath. + +"Those two mean to take each other for better or worse. They don't +know it themselves yet, but it is written already in the book of fate." + +"Oh, Aunt Madge, how can you say such things? You have not seen Greta +more than three or four times." + +"All the same, the oracle has spoken," with a wise nod of her head. +"My dear, Greta Williams was born into this world to be someone's +crutch. A strong, healthy-minded man could not utilise her best +qualities. She would be simply wasted on him. She has got to mother +her husband, you see, and that is what Mr. Alwyn wants his wife to do. +Leave them alone, they will soon find out their need of each other. +And then they will settle matters. And for pity's sake, Olive, don't +you try and put a spoke in their wheel." But Olivia, who was a little +huffy on the subject, refused to say another word. + +"It was no business of hers or anyone's," she said, pointedly, "whom +Alwyn Gaythorne chose to marry, but in her opinion it was always a pity +to couple names together beforehand," and with this virtuous snub she +rose to take her leave, but Mrs. Broderick only indulged in one of her +hearty laughs. + +"Livy, I do declare you are actually cross with me,--well, there, I +will not say another word; don't look as though I have been talking +treason. I quite allow your Greta is too good for any ordinary faulty +man, and that even my young friend is not worthy of her," and at this +admission Olivia's brow cleared. + +"Thank you for saying that, Aunt Madge. I know we do not really +differ, only--only," with a little laugh, "you are always so ready for +a love-story." + +"Yes, I love a lover," returned Mrs. Broderick, playfully, and then her +manner changed. "No, I will not jest about it; life and death and love +are no subjects for jests,--they are three splendid realities. Yes, my +dear Olive, you are right, and love-stories, even the poorest, interest +me. Haven't I lived mine? Do I not know how it glorifies life? but +we can only read the first chapters here,--there is eternity for us +presently. 'The many mansions,' I think I love those words more than +any in the Bible; they always make me think that even there there will +be a special home for Fergus and me and our boy." + +Olivia certainly found it difficult to satisfy the various claims on +her; her household tasks occupied most of the morning; as long as +Martha remained their sole domestic, it was necessary for the mistress +to superintend the cooking. To look after Marcus's comfort was her +first and paramount duty, and it was seldom that she found herself at +leisure until the afternoon, and then she and Greta were generally +together, either at Brunswick Place or Galvaston Terrace. + +Sometimes she would combine her duties by taking Greta with her when +she went to Mayfield Villas, but she never ventured to take her to +Galvaston House after her first visit, as she found that Mr. Gaythorne +preferred her to come alone. + +"Miss Williams is all very well," he said once, "and we are always +pleased to see her, but I like my pleasures singly; besides, Alwyn +always monopolizes her. Invalids are allowed to be exacting, so I may +tell you plainly that I like to have you to myself," and after that +Olivia went alone. + +It was always a pleasure to her to go there, she had such a warm +welcome from the father and son, and it did her heart good to see the +light of happiness in the old man's eyes, he seemed hardly able to bear +his son out of his sight. Alwyn's health, his comforts and his tastes +were his chief topics of conversation. One day he made Alwyn take her +upstairs and show her the new studio that had been planned; two rooms +were to be thrown into one, and a fresh window put in. + +Directly the work was commenced he and Alwyn were going to Bournemouth +for a few weeks. The sea-voyage had been postponed for the present. +Mr. Gaythorne fretted himself at the idea of parting so soon with his +boy, and he hated the thought of his going alone. + +"If there were someone to look after him," he would say to Dr. +Luttrell; "but I feel as though I could never trust him to take care of +himself again; look at him, he is a perfect wreck." And though Marcus +still held to his opinion that a long voyage would be his best remedy, +he thought it more prudent to wait a little, and on his side Alwyn +seemed reluctant to go. + +"I have been too much my ain lane already," he said; "I should prefer +to stay at home a little longer," and then Bournemouth was selected as +a compromise. Mrs. Crampton would go with them, and, at Mr. +Gaythorne's request, Marcus went down first and chose their rooms. + +"Why not go from Saturday to Monday, and take your wife down? I will +frank your expenses," he said, "and the little trip will do you both +good." And though Marcus hesitated over this, as Martha was too young +to be trusted with the care of Dot, Greta came to the rescue by +undertaking to look after the child. + +Olivia could scarcely believe her ears when this magnificent project +was unfolded to her. Two whole days with Marcus by the sea! And they +had neither of them had an outing since their modest wedding-trip,--a +week at St. Leonards. + +"It will be another honeymoon," she said, flushing with pleasure. And +as they sat together in the hotel garden that Saturday evening, she +thought of the humble lodging to which Marcus had taken her, and what +fun they had got out of their first attempt at housekeeping. + +The little change did them both good, but, though neither of them would +have owned it for the world, No. 1, Galvaston Terrace, certainly looked +a little dreary on their return. + +The bright spring weather only made the dinginess more apparent, but +nothing would induce the landlord to treat them to a fresh coat of +paint. Marcus whitewashed one or two of the rooms in the intervals of +his work, and Olivia put up clean curtains and purchased a plant or +two. As far as scrupulous cleanliness could avail, the little house +was in first-rate order. Nevertheless Marcus gave vent to an impatient +sigh now and then as he looked round the small, low room. The side +windows had been blocked up in the days of the window-tax, and the one +small window lighted the room imperfectly. + +"If we could only move," he said once. "I want you and Dot to have +more light and air. We are too near the cemetery, too. We should do +much better in Compton Street or Norfolk Terrace." And then, as Olivia +looked at him in surprise, he said a little impatiently: + +"Oh, I know it is not to be done yet. We shall have to want a little +longer. I believe it was that insufferable woman, Mrs. Tolman, put it +into my head. She actually told me that we ought to move, as no good +class of patients would ever come to Galvaston Terrace. It was just +like her impudence--eh, Livy?" + +"Oh, Marcus, I am so sorry," and Olivia put down her work and looked at +him sympathetically. "I thought something had annoyed you the moment +you came in. It is too bad of Mrs. Tolman always to tread upon +people's corns in this fashion. She might wait until one asks her +advice." + +"Oh, but it is true, all the same," he returned, with a tinge of +despondency in his voice. + +"A good house in a good neighbourhood would make all the difference to +the practice. A house in Brunswick Place, for example." + +But Olivia only laughed. "Someone besides myself can build +air-castles," she said, archly. "You might as well go on, Marcus. Why +not be Dr. Bevan's partner, too?" Then Marcus started, and an odd +little smile played round his mouth. The very same thought had already +occurred to him. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +DAME FORTUNE SMILES. + +"Of pleasures, those which occur most rarely give the greatest +pleasure."--_Epictetus_. + + +Dr. Luttrell's fit of pessimism did not last long. The very next day +he had a sharp twinge of remorse, when he went round to Galvaston House +to take leave of his patient, and Mr. Gaythorne put a slip of folded +paper in his hand. + +"I am an old man," he said,--and his thin fingers held the young +doctor's hand in a firm grasp,--"and I am using an old man's privilege. +I know what a hard, up-hill fight life is at present to you, and I +should like to ease the burden a little," and to Marcus's intense and +overwhelming surprise he found it was a cheque for five hundred pounds. + +Marcus never could remember what he said, but his first attempt to +stammer a few words of gratitude for this unexpected and magnificent +gift was promptly checked. + +"It is all very well," observed Alwyn rather gloomily when Olivia told +him of his father's munificence. She had shed tears of joy when Marcus +had shown her the cheque. + +"My father has settled up accounts with Dr. Luttrell after his own +fashion, but he has not paid my debts." And then in a deeply moved +voice, "There are some debts that cannot be paid. 'I was a stranger +and ye took me in.' How many doors do you suppose, Mrs. Luttrell, +would have opened to a starving outcast that Christmas night?" and then +his blue eyes flashed with an expression of intense feeling that became +him well. + +"I shall never be able to repay either of you. I shall never try," he +went on. "Do you know, as I lay on that doorstep too weak and stiff to +move, and the doctor bent over me, it seemed to me, in my dazed +condition, as though it were the face of a beneficent angel. God bless +you both, for you have made a man of me." And then he lifted the kind, +womanly hand to his lips. + +Olivia missed her friends at Galvaston House, sorely, but she had more +time to devote to Greta. + +One day they had a pleasant outing together. Greta, who still hankered +after her old home, had proposed that she and Olivia should go down to +Medhurst together. + +"It is only an hour's journey," she observed, "And there is a dear old +inn where we could have tea. And just now it will be at its best. The +horse-chestnuts will be out in the Grange garden, and the pink and +white may at Ivy Dene." And Olivia consented readily. But though she +thoroughly enjoyed the little expedition, and fell in love with +Medhurst and the old church, the longed-for visit was only productive +of disappointment to Greta. + +Ivy Dene, in Olivia's eyes, was not a desirable abode. The rooms were +low and cramped, and had a mouldy, disused smell in them. Even the +little three-cornered drawing-room with the bay-window overlooking the +village green and the elm-tree did not please her. The solitary old +man in a smock-frock, with a red handkerchief knotted loosely round his +lean old throat, might be a picturesque object in the distance, but on +wet days she fancied even the green might be a dreary outlook. As they +sat over their tea in the little inn parlour she gave her opinion in +her usual downright fashion. + +"Dear Greta," she said, "I do not advise your taking this step. Ivy +Dene Lodge would want a good deal of money spent on it to make it +decently habitable. And even if it were painted and papered from +garret to basement it would never be a really comfortable house. All +those small rooms opening into each other are so inconvenient. And +then it is damp. I am sure Marcus would say so; and then I am certain +you would be moped to death. There are no young people at the Grange. +Only that stout, middle-aged couple we met in the pony-carriage, and +the vicar is old and a widower. I do think it would be terribly dull +for you." And Greta owned rather regretfully that her friend was right. + +Her poor little air-castles had crumbled into nothingness. Her +longings for the sweet country air and rustic quiet were doomed to be +frustrated. In her heart she felt that Olivia was wise. A solitary +life at Ivy Dene would hardly content her. And after all was she so +ready to leave Brompton? She had found friends there--real +friends--the Luttrells and Mrs. Broderick and the Gaythornes, and +though she still felt terribly lonely in her big house, perhaps it +would be better for her to wait a little. + +"I suppose I should feel rather like a ghost if I tried to settle +here," she said, presently. "I do not think so badly of poor little +Ivy Dene as you do. It would be quite large enough for me, but somehow +Medhurst itself seems changed." + +After tea they walked to the Grange, and asked leave to go into the +garden, and Greta showed her friend the lime walk, and the orchard and +the big elm-tree where they had swung their hammock. + +"I think it looks just as lovely as it did in the old days," she said +as they paced down the smooth velvety lawn. And even Olivia allowed +that the Grange had not disappointed her. It was a fine, +picturesque-looking house, and as they passed to the front, she had a +glimpse of a handsome hall panelled in oak. "If you could only live at +the Grange," she said, and Greta smiled. + +Mrs. Broderick told her niece that she was growing very gay and +worldly. Actually Marcus had taken her and Greta to the Royal Academy +one afternoon, and they had sat in the Park afterwards. And Olivia in +her new spring dress and hat had looked the embodiment of youth and +freshness, and another afternoon they had gone to St. James's Hall to +hear Sarasate. + +"Livy has had more work than play. I mean her to enjoy herself a +little," he said when Aunt Madge accused him playfully of spoiling his +wife, but Olivia refused to endorse this. + +"No one could be happier," she told herself day after day. Marcus's +practice was certainly improving, and he was getting very intimate, +too, with Dr. Bevan, and it was already settled between them that he +should look after Dr. Bevan's patients while he was away in August. + +Dr. Bevan had an extensive practice and was not young, and Dr. Luttrell +suspected that he would soon take a partner. He had complained more +than once lately that he was sadly overworked, but Marcus never could +be sure if these hints were intentionally dropped. To be Dr. Bevan's +partner would be the acme of his ambition, but in that case a good +house would be absolutely necessary. + +Olivia had only been joking when she had made the observation. She had +no idea that Marcus even entertained such an idea for a moment, but +Marcus, who had his foot on the first rung of the ladder, was eager to +climb. All his spare time was spent in study. He still went to the +Models, to gain experience he would say, but in reality because the +people loved to have him, and because it gratified his organ of +benevolence. + +As the summer wore on the weather became exceedingly hot and +oppressive, and Greta, who had taken a small house at Eastbourne for +July and August, insisted on carrying off Olivia and Dot for the first +month. + +"It would be doing me the greatest kindness," she said almost tearfully +as she gave the invitation, "for how could I enjoy anything alone? Dr. +Luttrell has promised to run down from Saturday to Monday, and perhaps +we could even induce him to stay longer, and it would do Dot so much +good." And it was this last consideration that had the greatest weight +with Olivia. + +"But oh, Marcus! how am I to leave you?" she began in rather a dismal +voice. But Marcus soon proved to her that he was only too willing to +part with her. + +"My good child," he said, "the idea of your hesitating for a moment. +Miss Williams is behaving like a brick, and she had planned it all +beforehand, too. Do you suppose she would have taken a house, if she +had not meant you and Dot to go too?" + +"But, Marcus," she pleaded, "I do not really need the change; you only +said yourself the other day that I had never looked so well." + +"Yes, and Eastbourne will enable you to keep well," he returned, +cheerfully. "Think of a month of sea breezes; does not your maternal +heart swell at the idea of Dot in a big sun-bonnet, stumping over the +beach with her spade and bucket? Why, you and Miss Williams will be as +happy as the day is long." + +"Oh, no; not without you, Marcus," returned Olivia, tenderly. "Do you +think any enjoyment would be perfect without my husband?" But as +Marcus quietly reasoned with her, she yielded at last with a good grace. + +"I could not well refuse, Aunt Madge, could I?" she said to her usual +confidante, "when Greta wanted me so; and then it will do baby so much +good. Marcus declares that Martha will manage all right, and that he +will not be dull; and he has promised to spend a whole week with us if +he can. And really, it is so very, very kind of Greta, and she is so +happy about our coming." + +"You are a wise woman, Livy," replied Aunt Madge. "And I am proud of +you, and so is Marcus, for we both of us know you are making a brave +effort. Deb shall give Martha a helping hand, now and then, when I can +spare her. And Marcus has promised to have a cup of tea and chat with +me sometimes on his way home from the Models. By-the-bye, when do Mr. +Gaythorne and Mr. Alwyn return?" But Olivia could not answer this +question. + +Galvaston House would not be ready for them until the end of July. She +knew that in his last letter to Marcus, Alwyn had spoken of their going +on to Scarborough. He had given a good account of his father, he was +less feeble and walked better; but Bournemouth was too relaxing, and +they both felt the need of more bracing air. + +"I shall keep him away until September, unless he turns restless," he +had finished, and Marcus had strongly commended this. + +Greta sometimes heard from Alwyn. He wrote to her from time to time, +and she would read his letters to Olivia. + +The house that she had taken at Eastbourne was charmingly situated. +From the windows they had a view of the sea, and Beachy Head in the +distance. Marcus took them down and settled them in, and after the +first few days Olivia got over her homesickness and thoroughly enjoyed +her life. + +In the mornings they were always on the beach with Dot, either reading +or working, or watching the happy groups of children. + +In the afternoons and evenings they either drove or walked over the +downs. Greta, who was resolved to spare no expense, had hired a pretty +little victoria for the month. + +When Marcus came down for his promised week, he spent most of his time +boating, and one or two days they went out in a sailing-boat and +carried their luncheon with them. Both Greta and Olive proved +themselves good sailors. + +Greta had entreated her friend to prolong her visit, but Olivia would +not hear of this. + +"Martha had been left long enough," she said, decidedly, and she could +not remain away from Marcus any longer. And Marcus was too glad to get +his bright companion back to say a dissenting word. + +"Oh, Aunt Madge, I have had such a splendid time," were Olivia's first +words when she went round to Mayfield Villas on the morning after her +return. "Greta has been such a dear, she has thoroughly spoilt me; but +the loveliest time of all was the week Marcus spent with us." + +"You look the very essence of a sunbeam, Livy," returned Mrs. +Broderick, with an admiring look; "but what a nut-brown mayde you have +become. Well, was Marcus pleased to get his wife and child back?" And +then Olivia smiled happily, for only she knew how she had been missed. + +Dr. Bevan left town early in August and Dr. Luttrell took up his +position as _locum tenens_, and in spite of the emptiness of London +found plenty of work. + +Sometimes, as Olivia walked in the direction of Brunswick Place with +Dot toddling beside her, the victoria with its bay horses would pass +her. How Olivia would dimple with amusement as Marcus gravely lifted +his hat to her. + +Ever after a victoria with bay horses figured in Olivia's _chateaux +d'espagne_. + +Greta complained bitterly of her dullness when her friends had left. +"Eastbourne has lost its charms," she wrote, "and the crowds of people +on the Parade only make me feel more lonely. If it were not for fear +of Dr. Luttrell, I should come back to Brunswick Place at once, but I +dare not run the gauntlet of his sarcasms. + +"My one amusement is making smocks for Dot. I have finished the pale +blue one and it looks lovely, and now I have begun a cream-coloured +one; in spite of your stuck-up pride, Olive, you cannot prevent me from +working for my darling Dot." + +This reproachful sentence was the outcome of a hot argument. + +Greta had tried in her affectionate way to lavish gifts upon her +friend, but Olivia had steadily refused to allow this. + +"No, Greta," she had said, "you do far too much for me already. I have +been treated like a princess for a whole month, but I will not have +presents heaped on me. Even poor people have their feelings, you know, +and rich people must respect them." But this dignified speech made no +impression on Greta. + +"You may call it proper pride," she said, contemptuously, "but I call +it selfishness, for you are just depriving me of my greatest pleasure. +Well, if you choose to be stiff and obstinate you must have your way, +but you cannot hinder me from finishing those smocks." And Olivia, who +was full of admiration for Greta's exquisite smocking, announced +graciously that the smocks were to be the exception. + +"I was obliged to put my foot down, Marcus," she said afterwards, "or +she would have bought everything I admired. Perhaps I am proud, but no +one but my husband or Aunt Madge shall buy my frocks." And as Olivia +said this she held up her head, and looked so dignified and handsome +that Marcus refrained from teasing her. Evidently such pride was no +fault in his eyes, and it was certain that he very much enjoyed +choosing his wife's gowns. + +Greta was the first to return. The Gaythornes stayed away until the +middle of September. + +When Alwyn paid his first visit, Olivia was rejoiced to see the +improvement in him. He had gained weight and flesh, and looked very +handsome; but Marcus was less satisfied with Mr. Gaythorne. + +"He is an old man before his time," he observed. "I am afraid he will +never throw off his invalid habits now. He can just potter about in +the sunshine and amuse himself with his flowers and museum, but he will +never be capable of work again. The least effort to concentrate his +thoughts for more than a few minutes seems to irritate his brain. +Nothing pleases him better than to creep up to the grand new studio and +watch Alwyn at his work. + +"'I shall be proud of him yet,' he said that to me yesterday, and if +you had seen his face, Livy, when he said it!" + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +"SOMEBODY'S CRUTCH." + + "Of all the paths that lead to a woman's love + Pity's the straightest."--_Beaumont and Fletcher_. + + +One afternoon in October Olivia sat at her work in the front parlour. +She was expecting Greta to join her, and more than once she had looked +at the clock on the mantelpiece as though wondering at her lateness. + +The folding-doors were open; the young couple had taken advantage of +their improved circumstances to add to their scanty stock of furniture. +The dining-table and mahogany chairs bought second-hand in Dr. +Luttrell's bachelor days and the small, ugly chiffonier had been moved +into the smaller and duller back room, and the front parlour had been +transformed into a dainty sitting-room. Greta's skilful fingers and +good taste had been placed at her friend's service. To gratify +Marcus's love of comfort two really handsome saddle-back chairs were +beside the fireplace, and a little round table occupied the centre of +the room. A second-hand writing-table with drawers had been picked up +in the city as a great bargain and appropriated for Marcus's use. Over +it hung the sketch of Dot and the kitten, long ago presented by the +grateful artist. The pretty blue carpet and curtains gave an air of +finish. + +By Marcus's desire the folding-doors were always kept open, and Olivia +no longer felt herself stifled for want of air. This afternoon the +little sitting-room looked at its best. A bowl of dark-red cactus +dahlias stood on the table, an offering from Alwyn, and a magnificent +_Lilium auratum_, a gift from Greta, blocked up the dining-room window. + +When the door-bell rang Olivia laid down her work with a pleased smile, +and the next moment Greta entered the room. + +"How late you are, you naughty girl," she said, kissing her +affectionately. "I have been sewing for the last hour." + +"Yes, I know; something unforeseen detained me," and then Greta dropped +her eyes in sudden embarrassment and blushed. "Oh, Olive dear, can you +guess what I have to tell you this afternoon?" and then Olivia looked +at her steadily. + +"Do you mean," she began, anxiously--but Greta, blushing still more +rosily, interrupted her, "Yes, I do mean it; and, Olive, dear friend, +truest of friends, you must congratulate me, for I am so happy." + +"You take my breath away, Greta. Are you and Alwyn actually engaged?" + +"Yes, dear, we settled it this afternoon; but, of course--of course, I +have known for weeks what he meant and wished. He has gone round now +to tell his father, and will be here presently. Dear Olive, why are +you so silent? Are you not glad about this?" + +"I am glad that anything should make you happy," returned Olivia, +gently. "And you know how deeply interested I am in your and Alwyn's +welfare. But forgive me, Greta, if I ask one question. Are you sure, +are you perfectly sure, that this step will be for your happiness----" + +Then Greta looked at her in surprise, and there was a reproachful +expression in her grey eyes. + +"Sure! when I have loved him all these months. My dear Olive, what can +you mean? Alwyn is the only man I could ever marry." + +"Oh, how it relieves me to hear you say that Dear Greta, I am so fond +of you both. Alwyn is charming; but until you said that I was afraid +to congratulate you. You know my views on this subject, dear. Do you +remember how we talked on the beach at Eastbourne? I am afraid that +more than once I made you a little sad; but I was thinking of this. I +knew then in my own mind that Alwyn had begun to care for you, and I +wanted you to have plenty of time for consideration." + +"Oh, yes; you made your meaning clear to me even then," returned Greta, +smiling; "but, indeed, no consideration was necessary. When Alwyn came +to me and said quite simply that he loved me and wanted me to be his +wife, I just put my hand in his without a word. It almost shocked me +to see his gratitude. He kept saying over and over again that he was +not worthy of me; that he knew he had done nothing to win my respect, +and I should not be able to look up to him. Oh, Olive, he quite broke +down when he said this, but I soon comforted him. 'I only remember two +things,' I said to him,--'that you love me, and that you need me.' And +after that we understood each other." + +"Dearest Greta. Aunt Madge was right when she told me that you were +born into the world to be somebody's crutch." + +"Did she say that?" and Greta's eyes had a dreamy look in them; "but I +tell Alwyn that I mean to lean on him. Indeed, Olive, you must not +undervalue him. Alwyn is stronger than you think. He has repented +truly and deeply of all his boyish mistakes, and those who love him +should utterly and for ever wipe out the record of his past. See how +devotedly his father loves him; his forgiveness was absolute." + +"Dear, you need not say any more;" and Olivia embraced her with tears +in her eyes. "I can only wish you all the happiness you deserve." + +"In that case my happiness would be little enough; but, of course, I +know what you mean. And, Olive, for the first time in my life I can +say with truth that I have found my vocation. It will be such a +privilege to be allowed to take care of Alwyn; he is far from strong, +and he will need care for a long time. I wonder if you know the +feeling I have about that? With Dr. Luttrell you cannot have had it. +You have never been anxious about him; and then he has always taken +care of you. But I shall always have to think for Alwyn." + +"Oh, you are right there!" + +"We shall think for each other," she went on, fearing that she had +admitted too much. "And there is one thing of which I am certain that +I shall have every right to be proud of him. Do you know what his +father says? that he has genius, unmistakable genius, and he is no mean +judge. 'Mark my words, he will be an R.A. yet;' he only said that to +me a few days ago." + +"Marcus thinks the same; but, Greta, there is one thing: if you marry +Alwyn, you will have to take his father too; you can never separate +them." + +"Those were Alwyn's very words," returned Greta, with a soft flush +which made her look years younger; "but, indeed, I love him already for +Alwyn's sake, and because he is so good to him. Oh, Olive dear, if you +knew the joy it will be to me to have someone for whom I can care +again. I do not want my life to be too easy or free from +responsibility; but I do want it to be real, actual life. Mrs. +Broderick and I were only talking about it yesterday. She says what +single women miss in their lives is some absorbing interest; a work +that shall fill up all the crannies." + +"Oh, Aunt Madge is very strong on that point. I remember, before I +knew Marcus, that we had wonderful talks on this subject. She used to +be so fond of quoting Carmen Sylva's speech, 'A woman does not become a +mother, she is a mother from her birth. A woman's family satisfies her +vocation, but does not create it.' And she used to tell me to mother +my pupils. 'You must love them hard,' she would say, 'and live their +young lives as well as your own;' but, thank God, we can always find +objects for our love. I should make you laugh, Greta, if I told you +how I mapped out my future as an old maid; but I am quite sure I should +have made a good one." + +Just then the door-bell rang, and Alwyn entered; he looked eager and +excited. + +"Well, has she told you?" were his first words, as Olivia met him with +outstretched hands; and then, as she warmly congratulated him, his eyes +glowed with feeling. "I have not deserved such a prize, have I, Mrs. +Luttrell? but Greta has promised to make the best of me. Will you +forgive me if I take her away for a little? My father is most +impatient to welcome his new daughter, and he will only excite himself +if we keep him waiting." + +"Go with him, Greta, dear," returned Olivia; "Mr. Alwyn will bring you +back to us." And then Greta rose at once, though she looked a little +shy. + +As Olivia stood at the door watching them as they crossed the road, +Marcus came up Harbut Street. + +"Where are those two going?" he asked, curiously. "I thought Miss +Williams was to spend the evening with us." Then Olivia linked her arm +in his and drew him into the passage. + +"Oh, do come in, Marcus," she said, breathlessly. "I cannot talk at +the street-door, and I have such a lot to tell you." Then Marcus put +down his hat and drew off his gloves with exasperating slowness. + +"We have been married nearly three years," he said, flecking the dust +off his coat-collar, "but I never remember the day when, as you so +elegantly express it, you had not a 'lot to tell me.'" + +"Yes, but something has really happened," she returned, ignoring this +provoking speech. + +"Oh, indeed," was the cool answer; "so they have settled it at last, +have they? Well, I have changed my opinion lately. Gaythorne may not +be quite up to the mark, but he will make a good husband. I suppose he +is taking her across for the parental blessing?" And then Olivia +admitted that this was the case. + +"I am so glad that you really do not mind," she said, in a relieved +tone; "but I fancied you would not approve. You almost said as much +one day." + +"Oh, even great intellects change their opinions sometimes," returned +Marcus, dryly; "Sir Robert Peel and Gladstone, for example. And then +most people know their own business best. Perhaps if you were to +cross-examine me severely I might own that Alwyn Gaythorne is not the +man I should have selected for your interesting friend, but as she has +chosen him, she is evidently of another opinion, and this is one thing +in his favour, he is thoroughly in love with her, and really, take him +all in all, he is not a bad fellow," and Olivia, who understood her +husband perfectly, was quite content with this opinion. + +When Marcus went upstairs to wash his hands, whistling the air of "My +old Dutch," she knew he was quite as much excited as she was. + +When Greta came back she looked a little flushed and agitated, and, at +a sign from Alwyn, Olivia took her upstairs. + +"What is it, dear?" she said, gently, as Greta shed a few tears; "was +not Mr. Gaythorne nice to you?" + +"Nice?" repeated Greta, with a little sob; "he was as dear as possible. +If I had been Olive he could not have been more gentle. I tell Alwyn +that I shall be quite spoiled between them, but somehow as he talked to +me I could not help thinking of poor father and of my mother. How +happy mother would have been, for she was always so fond of Alwyn." + +"Yes; dear, I understand." + +"Yes, and Alwyn understands, too. He told me so just now. He said +that though this was the happiest day of his life, he could not help +missing his mother and Olive. Olivia, do you know that Mr. Gaythorne +means us to live with him? I was just a little bit frightened when I +heard that, and I am afraid Alwyn saw it, for he spoke about it +afterwards." + +"Does he wish it himself?" Olivia was careful to reserve her own +opinion. Both she and Marcus had their own views on this subject. + +"I do not know what he really wishes, and it was too soon to discuss +things, but he did say that he thought that his father ought not to be +left alone, and, of course, he is right, and it is for him to decide," +and then she gave an embarrassed little laugh. + +"Mr. Gaythorne was very good to me, but you know what an autocrat he +is. He wants it to be soon, very soon. Oh, he quite took my breath +away, and I could see Alwyn was sorry for me. He thinks it is the +impatience of the disease and that we must humour him a little. Alwyn +was so beautifully gentle with him and so considerate for me, but he +saw how overwhelmed I was." + +"Yes, one wants quiet at first to realise one's happiness," returned +Olivia, sympathetically. "Now I am going to make the tea, and you +shall join us when you like." + +But when she got downstairs she found Alwyn alone. He was pacing up +and down as though he were anxious. + +"Where is Marcus?" she asked at once. + +"Oh, someone wanted him at No. 25, Sligo Street. I was to tell you +that," and then, with a change of tone, "I hope my father did not +really upset Greta." + +"Oh, no; she was only a little overwhelmed." + +"No wonder! You know what my father is, Mrs. Luttrell. He never will +wait for anything. If a thing is to be done it must be done at once. +Only yesterday I was laughing at him, and telling him he would have +made an excellent slave-driver. He is immensely pleased and excited, +and he treated Greta as though she were a princess. He has fine +manners, you will allow that, but the dear girl looked dreadfully shy +and embarrassed. And then, to put her at her ease, he wanted her to +promise that she would marry me as soon as possible. It was no use +trying to hush him, for he would have his say. I got her away at last +by pretending you would be waiting tea for us. Oh, here she comes," +and his face brightened as he hurried to his _fiancee's_ side. Greta +had recovered her tranquillity, and when Marcus entered she received +his congratulations as happily as possible. + +Olivia went over to Galvaston House the next day. + +Mr. Gaythorne was evidently expecting her. + +"Well," he said, holding her hand, "I suppose you have come to +congratulate me on my new daughter. I tell Alwyn he is a lucky dog. A +sweet girl and three thousand a year. Not that either he or I care +about the money,--there will be plenty for Alwyn, plenty. I was +telling them both last night," he went on, "that there must be no delay +and nonsense. In my state of health any procrastination would be +foolish. I want to see him with a good wife. Crampton is all very +well, but a wife will understand him better. The house will hold us +all. With the exception of the library and my own bedroom, it will all +belong to them. Alwyn can refurnish the drawing-room, if he likes; and +there is that little room on the first floor, opening into the +conservatory, that would make a charming morning-room for Greta. He +can have _carte blanche_ to do what he likes, and she and Crampton will +manage the house between them, so what is the use of waiting?" + +And as Olivia noted the old man's feverish excitement she could not +help thinking that a short engagement would be best, and when Alwyn +walked with her to Mayfield Villas she told him so. + +"I quite agree with you," was his answer. "Dr. Luttrell and I had a +talk over things last night, but I do not mean Greta to be bothered +with plans and preparations until she has had a few days' quiet You do +not know her as well as I do, Mrs. Luttrell. Greta is so unselfish, so +absolutely self-less, that she will do anything for the good of those +she loves. In the old days she always yielded her wishes to Olive, and +she is just as ready to do so now," and, as Alwyn said this with his +bright, winning smile, Olivia was not quite so sure, after all, that +Greta had made a mistake. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +SUNSHINE AND CLOUDS. + +"A friend who is both intelligent and well-affected is the most +valuable of all possessions."--_Herodotus_. + + +About a fortnight after this eventful afternoon, Olivia received a note +from Greta begging her to bring her work and to spend a few hours with +her. The invitation was a pressing one. "Please do not disappoint +me," she wrote, "for I want to talk to you so much. I think I can +promise that we shall have no interruption. Alwyn is going up to town +for the afternoon, and will not pay his usual call." And then Olivia, +who had planned to have tea with Aunt Madge, put off her visit until +another day, and sent a verbal message of acceptance. + +It was one of those late October days, when a touch of frost in the air +gives a hint of the approaching winter, and the bright little fire in +Greta's pretty morning-room was very welcome. + +Greta was sitting at her embroidery frame as usual. Her deep mourning +was relieved by the little knot of white chrysanthemums and red leaves +that she wore, and her fair, serious face looked bright and animated. +"Dear Olive, it was so good of you to come," she said, as she ensconced +her guest in a big easy-chair. "I suppose you guessed that I wanted +you particularly," and Olivia nodded. + +"I could hardly sleep thinking about it all. Olive, we have settled +the day. Mr. Gaythorne gave Alwyn no peace, and so he was obliged to +speak to me. He said it was very soon to ask me, and that he would +willingly have given me more time, but that in his father's state of +health any delay would only harass him, so I said that I would be ready +by the middle of December. I hope you do not think I am wrong?" + +"No, indeed. I think you are very wise." + +"Alwyn was so grateful," went on Greta; "he knew my objection to a +winter wedding; but, as he says, it will be so nice to begin the new +year together; and, after all, what do these outward things matter? At +first I thought I would be married in my travelling-dress, and go +straight away from the church; and then I remembered how Alwyn once +said that brides ought always to wear white, that it was symbolical and +poetical, and that you agreed with him." + +"Marcus thought just the same!" returned Olivia; "and though I was in +mourning for dear mother, Aunt Madge bought me a lovely white cashmere. +Alas! I have never worn it since, but sometimes I take it out and look +at it. I remember how pleased Marcus was with it. Shall you wear silk +or satin, Greta?" and then Greta owned that she had already decided on +a rich ivory-coloured silk. + +"But we will not discuss my _trousseau_ just yet," she observed, +blushing. "There is plenty of time for that. I shall have seven weeks +for my preparations. I want to tell you about yesterday, Olive. You +know I had promised to have luncheon at Galvaston House, and that Alwyn +was to fetch me, but before we left this house it was all settled, and +after luncheon Alwyn told his father. The dear old man was so pleased; +he made Alwyn bring down his mother's trinkets, a pearl necklace and +some diamond stars, and such splendid rings that he had given her, and +he told Alwyn that they were all for me; you know I never cared much +for jewelry, but Alwyn will always want me to be well dressed, so I +shall have to be smart. I think I liked best a little cross set with +diamonds, that Olive used to wear; he gave me that, too." + +"How pleased Alwyn must have been." + +"Yes, and, of course, I was pleased, too; and then Mr. Gaythorne made +Alwyn take me over the house. What a handsome house it is, Olive! I +like it ever so much better than Brunswick Place. I had no idea it was +so large, but Mr. Gaythorne said that Italian palaces had spoilt him, +and that he must always have plenty of space. There is a room on the +first floor opening into the conservatory that will make a charming +morning-room, and then the studio is so lovely. Alwyn has been buying +such beautiful things, and there is to be a corner fitted up for my +use, where my embroidery frame can stand. I shall so love to watch him +work; but oh, Olive, is it not absurd? Mr. Gaythorne talks of +refurnishing the drawing-room, but it is not the least necessary. I +want you to convince him of this, and to beg him not to spend money so +needlessly. I have so many nice things of my own; all this beautiful +china and those inlaid Japanese cabinets. A new carpet and a little +fresh cretonne is all that is needed. And I know Alwyn agrees with me." + +"Very well, then, we must bring Mr. Gaythorne to reason." + +"I took Mrs. Crampton into confidence," went on Greta, "when she showed +me the kitchen and store-rooms. What a nice creature she is, and how +admirably she manages! There is to be another maid kept, so I asked if +I might bring Merton; she has been with us so many years that I should +dislike to part with her, and Alwyn has promised to speak to his +father." + +Olivia listened and approved; there was no mistaking Greta's happiness; +she looked on the bright side of everything, and would allow of no +drawbacks. When Olivia ventured to hint that Mr. Gaythorne might be +trying at times, Greta only smiled and said, "That was very likely, +only Alwyn managed him so beautifully, and she hoped in time to do the +same. I know that he dislikes visitors," she went on, "but, as you and +Dr. Luttrell are exceptions, I do not so much mind, and I shall be +quite happy with Alwyn." + +"Oh, no doubt," returned Olivia, in her quick, decided way; "but you +must remember, Greta dear, that we owe a duty to our fellow-creatures, +and you must not allow Mr. Gaythorne to carry his misanthropical views +too far. There is no need for him to be troubled with visitors; he is +far too ailing for much fatigue and exertion; but surely you and Alwyn +can entertain your friends in your own rooms," and, though Greta +hesitated and looked rather alarmed at the idea of opposing her +formidable father-in-law-elect, she was soon brought to acknowledge +that society would be good for Alwyn. + +"There is no hurry, we can be quiet this first winter," she said; "but, +of course, if people call upon me, I shall return their visits, but we +cannot settle beforehand. I shall first wait and see what Alwyn +wishes, and you must own, Olive, that I have not led a gay life here." + +"By-the-bye," observed Olivia, suddenly, "what have you decided to do +with this house and furniture?" but Greta had evidently not taken these +matters into consideration. + +"All the best things will go to Galvaston House, I suppose," she +replied, looking round her, "but most of the furniture is old-fashioned +and not up-to-date. I suppose people would call it handsome, and, of +course, the oak in the dining-room is in thoroughly good taste. I must +talk to Alwyn about it; perhaps it might be let furnished. Dear father +used to say selling furniture was such a mistake,--one never got the +full value." + +"I remember how grand I thought it the first day I called," returned +Olivia, smiling. "The drawing-room with that beautiful conservatory +opening out of it, and the plush curtains, and those luxurious couches +made me feel so shabby. But I suppose the drawing-room at Galvaston +House is still better. The glass door opening on the garden is so +pleasant, and those Venetian cabinets and that carved settle are really +beautiful." + +"Yes, and it would be such a pity to modernise the room. Besides, what +does one want with a drawing-room at all? I am sure I never enter +mine. I shall live in the morning-room and the studio, and I suppose +in the evenings we shall be in the library. Ah, you are laughing, +because I have thought it all out in this matter-of-fact way, but I +assure you I hardly slept last night." And then by mutual consent they +began on the mysteries of the _trousseau_, and they had not half +finished when Olivia looked at the clock and declared that she had +stayed too long. + +"The world goes up and the world goes down and the sunshine follows the +rain," says the old song, and human life is certainly made up of +passing clouds and gleams of sunshine. + +While Alwyn superintended the decorations of the new rooms at Galvaston +House, and brought his artistic taste to bear on every petty detail for +the use of his lady-love, and while Greta busied herself over her +_trousseau_, Dr. Luttrell was engaged from morning to night among his +patients. + +With the damp, foggy days of November had come the dreaded epidemic, +influenza. All the doctors were overworked, and more than one of them +succumbed to the malady,--amongst them Dr. Bevan. + +Marcus, who had been devoting himself to his poor patients, suddenly +found the charge of a large practice thrown on him, and had scarcely +time to take his meals. For a few days Dr. Bevan was extremely ill, +and even when a short change had recruited his health it was evident +that he would never be able to do the same amount of work again. + +"He has been overworking himself for years," Mrs. Bevan said to Marcus, +with tears in her eyes; "but he would never spare himself, and now Dr. +Randolph says that this utter breakdown is the result. Oh, it is all +very well for him to say that it is better to wear out than rust out, +but if a man has a wife and children he has no right to risk his life +in this way. It might not hurt a younger man to rise from his bed +night after night in the depths of winter, but for my husband it is +simply suicidal. When he gets well he must and shall have a partner. +What is the use of waiting until Wilfred is ready to come into the +practice," for Wilfred Bevan, the eldest son, was at that time walking +the hospitals. And here Mrs. Bevan, with her comely face looking quite +worn and aged with anxiety, hurried away to sit with her husband. + +Olivia had her own private anxieties. Those long solitary days were +very trying to her, but she never dared be long absent from home lest +she should miss one of Marcus's flying visits. His meals were taken at +any odd hour, but if he came in for a minute on his morning round there +was always a cup of good soup ready for him, or later in the day some +hot coffee. But perhaps the best cordial to the tired, harassed doctor +was the sight of his wife's bright face. He would drink the soup, +snatch up his little daughter for a kiss and go back to his work +refreshed, but even to him the strain was excessive. + +Olivia, who was unwilling to damp Greta's cheerfulness, would pour out +her troubles to her Aunt Madge, and Mrs. Broderick would listen with +her usual sympathy. + +"I hope it is not wicked of me, Aunt Madge," she would say, "but I do +feel so worried and anxious. Marcus declares he is quite well, but he +is so tired every night that he can hardly drag himself to bed, and +when morning comes he is not a bit rested. I think Dr. Bevan's illness +has made me nervous, for I am always dreading that Marcus will break +down too." + +"Women need lot of faith, don't they, Livy? Doctors' wives as well as +soldiers' wives, but I am not sure that you need fear for Marcus. He +is really strong, and at his age a little hard work will not hurt him. +He has his laurels to gather, you must remember that. 'It is an ill +wind that blows no one any good.'" But Olivia, who was tired and +depressed, was not so ready to be comforted. + +"I would rather go on being poor than see my poor boy work so hard," +she said, mournfully. "But it is not only that, Aunt Madge. Marcus is +very tender-hearted, and it makes him so unhappy when he loses a +patient. Of course I know why he looked so dull last night, that poor +young fellow Basil Greenwood is dead." + +"Yes, I know; Dr. Randolph was called in," returned Mrs. Broderick; +"but a hundred physicians could not have saved him, the fever ran too +high." + +"He was only eighteen and his poor mother doated on him, and now she is +ill too. They called Marcus up last night; he did not get back till +nearly five, but I had the fire lighted and some hot cocoa ready for +him. Marcus scolded me; he is always so afraid of my knocking up, but +I know he was glad of the cocoa. I tell Greta that I cannot be much +with her just now. I am so afraid of missing him when he comes in, and +of course she understands, but it is a little hard for her, poor child." + +"Greta is very good," returned Aunt Madge. "She makes the best of +things. By-the-bye, what is this I hear of a grand new dress for the +wedding?" And then Olivia did brighten up a little. + +Greta had begged in the most loving way that Olivia's dress and bonnet +for the occasion should be her gift, and the dark heliotrope silk and +dainty bonnet to match were at that moment in Greta's wardrobe. + +"I tell Greta that it is far too handsome," replied Olivia, "and that +Marcus will object to my being so smart, but she only laughs at me. +There is such a lovely cape to go with it, but somehow, in spite of +Greta's kindness, I shall not enjoy it one bit, unless Marcus has time +to go with me." + +"Oh, he will make time; don't be so lugubrious, Livy. You are just out +of heart about things, but we must have cloudy days some time. Don't +you remember what Longfellow says? + + "'Nothing that is can pause or stay, + The moon will wax, the moon will wane, + The mist and cloud will turn to rain, + The rain to mist and cloud again, + To-morrow be to-day.'" + + +"Yes, and November fogs will pass too. Well, dear Aunt Madge, I must +go, and as usual you have cheered me up. What should I do without you, +I wonder." + +"I am glad you find the old log useful," returned Mrs. Broderick, "so +come and grumble as often as you like. Greta is coming to tea with me +to-morrow, and Mr. Alwyn has promised to fetch her. Why don't you come +too, and you shall have a real Scotch tea, bannocks and scones and seed +cake," but Olivia shook her head at this tempting invitation. "Marcus +had asked her to go round to the model lodging houses," she said, "to +see two families in trouble. And then it was that poor boy's funeral." +And then Mrs. Broderick said no more. + +"Poor Livy," she said to herself, as she lay alone in the twilight, +"one may make light of her little troubles, but they are real to her. +And I do not wonder that she worries over Marcus. Dr. Randolph was +only speaking of him this morning. He told me what a splendid worker +he was. + +"'Bevan may be thankful to have got hold of such a man,' those were his +very words. 'But he must be prudent and not burn the candle at both +ends as Bevan did. "The foul fiend" has got hold of Harris now, he is +Dr. Mordaunt's partner, and was married a few weeks ago. Apollyon, as +we call it at our house, does not spare doctors,' but I hope, I really +do hope, that Livy has not heard this." + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +"YOU MUST NOT LOSE HEART." + +"Cherish those that love you; that if ye love, ye may be loved +again."--_Moschus_. + + +When Greta woke on her wedding morning, she was greeted by the pale +wintry sunshine. The weather was unusually mild for December, the sky +blue and cloudless, and only the bare blackness of the trees and their +stripped branches testified that winter had come. + +"Happy the bride that the sun shines on," says the old proverb, and as +Olivia repeated the saying, she felt her old cheerfulness and buoyancy +return. Marcus had promised to meet them at the church, and to return +with them to Brunswick Place, and her finery would not be thrown away. + +It would be of course a very quiet wedding, the only guests would be +the lawyer, Mr. Treherne, an old family friend, who had undertaken to +give the bride away, and Alwyn's best man, a young artist. + +As soon as the young couple had partaken of refreshment and Greta had +changed her dress, they were to drive round to Galvaston House on their +way to the station. The brief fortnight's honeymoon was to be spent at +St. Leonards. Mr. Gaythorne had begged that they would not go very far +away, and Alwyn had been reluctant to leave his father for a longer +time. + +Olivia had promised to spend the remainder of the day with Mr. +Gaythorne, and, if possible, Marcus was to join them in the evening, +but she had another visit to pay on her way to Brunswick Place, so when +the brougham came round she drove over in solitary state to Maybrick +Villas. + +Mrs. Broderick regarded her niece with satisfied eyes. "Why, Livy," +she said, admiringly, "I have not seen you look so well since your own +wedding-day. Fine feathers make fine birds. You are quite a +striking-looking woman. Marcus will be proud of his wife." + +"You must not make me vain," returned Olivia, blushing. She was as +pleased as a child with her beautiful dress. "Look what Alwyn has +given me," and she exhibited a pair of delicate gold bangles. "You +cannot think how smart I feel, for that pretty brooch that Marcus gave +me the day before we were married was my sole piece of jewelry." + +Mrs. Broderick smiled. "I am not much richer than you in that respect, +Livy. I never would let Fergus spend his money on trinkets. I told +him I was far too ugly, and that I preferred books. There are only two +handsome rings to come to you, Livy, when I am gone," but Olivia +frowned at this speech. She never could endure to think of anything +happening to Aunt Madge. + +Marcus was at the church door to meet her, and there was unmistakable +approval in his eyes as they stood together for a moment in the porch. +And as they walked up the empty church together each was thinking of +the day three years ago when they had plighted their troth in this very +church. + +Greta made a sweet-looking bride, there was a chastened gravity on her +fair face, but no tremor as she repeated the solemn responses, but +Alwyn was painfully nervous, and looked so pale, that Olivia feared +more than once he was ill. + +He looked more like himself when the service was over, but that he +realised his responsibilities intensely was evident from the few words +he said to Olivia while Greta was changing her dress. + +"I have not deserved all this, have I, Mrs. Luttrell?" he said, in his +impulsive way. "I feel as though coals of fire were heaped upon me. +Fancy a sweet girl like Greta consenting to link her lot with mine. +How am I to live up to it? but she believes in me, and God bless her. +I will try not to disappoint her," and there were tears in the young +man's eyes as he said this. + +"Good-bye, Olive darling," whispered Greta, as she put her arms +affectionately round her friend. "I am glad that we are not to be long +away, the dear new home will be quite ready for us," and then she took +her husband's arm and the little group of friends watched them as they +drove away. + +When Olive went to Mr. Gaythorne an hour later she found him looking +pleased and excited. "Alwyn is a happy man," he said, "he has got a +good wife. Greta has tact as well as heart. She will let him have his +own way whenever it is possible, and he will not find out that he is +guided. That is what Alwyn's nature needs. I have found that out by +bitter experience." And the old man sighed heavily. In spite of his +contentment the memory of the past was still painful, and both he and +Alwyn would carry their scars to their dying day. + +"I am sure you will love Greta dearly," Olivia observed. "She is a +little shy and quiet until she gets used to people, but she is so +wonderfully gentle." + +"Yes, and she was my little Olive's friend. I shall never forget that, +but as I told you just now, I have two daughters," and then he laid his +hand on Olivia's with one of his rare gestures of affection. "My dear, +Alwyn and I were talking last night. I told him that he must be master +here, and that he must put his wife in her proper place at once. I +shall want little during the few months or years that remain to me. +Just my quiet rooms and my children's affection and the society of the +one or two friends that remain to me. But Alwyn needs more. He loves +society, and to be a successful artist he must mix with his +fellow-workers, and rub against other minds. He must go into the world +and see and be seen." + +"I think you are right," returned Olivia, slowly; she was secretly very +much surprised by this speech. She had no idea how much he had brooded +over this question. + +"Yes," he returned, a little sadly, "I have learnt my lesson at last. +Those young lives must not be overshadowed by a sick man's whims. My +son must never be able to say again that his father's house was like a +jail, and that he felt cramped in body and mind. Sooner than that," +with a trace of the old excitement in his manner, "I would rather my +weary bones were laid in the earth." + +"Dear Mr. Gaythorne," in a soothing voice, "Alwyn loves you far too +well ever to say or think such a thing." + +"I hope so--I trust so, but I would rather not put his patience to the +proof. My boy must be happy, or I can know no peace. 'If you will +bring your wife here and stay with your old father I will never +interfere with either of you,' that is what I said to him. 'You may +turn the house out of window if you like, so that you leave me my two +quiet rooms;' but he only laughed in my face. 'We will see about +that,' was all he answered, but I shall prove to him that I meant what +I said." + +"Greta will not care for gaiety this winter. You must remember that +she has been used to a very quiet life." + +"That is for her and Alwyn to decide," returned Mr. Gaythorne. "Ah, +Mrs. Luttrell, my dear, what it will be to me to hear a woman's step +about the house again. It will be like music in my ears;" and then he +leant back in his chair as though he were exhausted and asked Olivia to +read to him. + +Later in the evening, as she walked back with Marcus, she told him of +this conversation, and then she added,-- + +"He will be very good to Greta, I am sure of that; his voice softened +so when he spoke of her. She is a link with the past, you see. But, +Marcus, as he talked he looked so old and broken that I cannot help +fearing that they will not have him with them for long." + +"Probably not. I have hinted this more than once to Alwyn, and though +he always turns it off, I think he understands me. It was his own +proposition that they should only be a fortnight away. Now I have two +or three patients to see, so you must not wait up for me;" and tired as +he was Marcus walked off briskly, whilst Olivia lingered on the +doorstep for a moment to look at the stars shining in the dark wintry +sky. Alwyn had begged her, as a special favour to him, to pay a daily +visit to Galvaston House, so for the next three or four days she found +it impossible to go round to Maybrick Villas. + +Mr. Gaythorne took her visits as a matter of course. There was always +something he wanted to discuss with her. Some fresh arrangement for +his daughter-in-law's comfort. One day he consulted her about a +brougham that he intended to buy as a surprise. + +"I shall get Dr. Luttrell to choose it," he said; "and there is a man I +know at Medhurst who will pick me up a pair of chestnuts. My son's +wife is a rich woman, and ought to have a pair for her carriage. There +is some good stabling to be got just by, and Dr. Luttrell knows a +capital coachman who has been thrown out of place by his master's +death. In the spring she might have a victoria, but a brougham will be +more serviceable at this season of the year when Alwyn takes her to +theatres and concerts." And though Olivia smiled, she could not but +own that the brougham would be a boon to Greta. + +"Then we will see about it at once," he returned, eagerly. "Would you +ask your husband to call to-morrow morning if he can spare the time?" +And as Olivia took her leave she promised to give the message. + +To her surprise she found Marcus reading by the fire; he looked up at +her a little gravely as she entered. + +"You are rather late, are you not, Livy?" he said, laying down his +paper. "Martha brought me some tea, but I waited to speak to you. I +shall have to go out again directly." + +"Let me give you Mr. Gaythorne's message first. He wants you to go +round and speak to him tomorrow morning about a new brougham for Greta. +How delighted she and Alwyn will be. Greta is not strong and does not +care for walking much in the winter, and she catches cold so easily." + +"It is just what Alwyn wished for her. Yes, I will try to run across +to-morrow morning, but I have a long day's work before me. Olive, +darling, I have rather bad news for you," and here he put his arm round +her. "Aunt Madge is ill." + +Olivia turned very pale. "Marcus, how did you know? Has Deb sent a +message? I hope--oh, I do hope, it is not influenza." + +"I fear it is," returned Marcus, reluctantly. "I met Randolph, and he +stopped and told me. He was just going there for the second time. He +wants to send a nurse in, but Deb was so against it that he did not +venture to insist; but I am afraid she is very ill, Livy." + +"I must go round at once. Marcus, do you think you can spare me? +Martha is very careful; she will look after Dot. But you know"--and +here there were hot, smarting tears in Olivia's eyes--"you know what +Aunt Madge is to me. I cannot leave her to Deb." + +Marcus sighed; he could not bear his wife to run the risk, and yet how +could he be selfish enough to deprive Mrs. Broderick of the comfort of +having her with her? He knew their deep affection for each other. +Aunt Madge was her second mother; few aunts were so fondly beloved. + +"I hate you to go, dearest," he said, "and yet I cannot deny that +Randolph is very anxious about her. It is the prostration he fears; +the fever has been so high these two days." + +"She has been ill two whole days, and Deb has never sent for me," and +Olivia sobbed in a heart-broken manner. + +"My dear girl, you must not lose heart in this way," and Marcus stroked +her hair tenderly. "Let me tell you exactly how it was. I went round +with Randolph and waited while he paid his visit. Deb came out to +speak to me; she is an obstinate, incorrigible, cross-grained old +woman, and I told her so. Oh, I spoke my mind to her. She cannot deny +that she has been up for three nights, and yet the mention of a nurse +throws her into tantrums. 'I have always nursed my mistress, and as +long as I can drag about she shall have no strangers to harass her dear +soul,' she said, defiantly. Now what are you to do with a woman like +that? I asked her why she had not let us know," he went on, "and she +confessed that Aunt Madge had made her promise not to send. So you see +Deb was not to blame for that." + +"No, I see;" and then Olivia looked up in her husband's face +pleadingly. "Marcus, dear, you will not forbid my sitting up with Aunt +Madge tonight. Deb will not mind me; she knows how Aunt Madge will +love to have me. I will be very careful, and do just as you tell me; +but I must! I must be with her!" and then very reluctantly Marcus gave +his permission. + +Martha was interviewed and Dot kissed in her cot, and then Olivia told +Marcus she was ready; and they walked to Maybrick Villas almost in +silence. + +Olivia's heart was too full for speech. If Aunt Madge died, she told +herself, the world would never be the same to her again; some of the +warmth and the light and the joy of life would have faded out of it. +"She is one of my few treasures," she thought. "Marcus and dear baby +come first, of course, but Aunt Madge has taken mother's place. All +these years she has helped me so with her wise, loving counsel and +sympathy." + +"While there is life there is hope, Livy," observed Marcus, gently; and +his hand touched hers in the darkness. + +"Dr. Randolph does not own himself beaten by any means. Do what you +can to help Deb, for she is just worn out, the foolish, faithful +creature;" and his voice changing, "do not forget me or Dot, and for +our sakes take care of yourself," and with these words he opened the +little gate and left her to go in alone. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +"I HAVE COME TO STAY." + + "The dear Lord's best interpreters + Are humble human souls; + The gospel of a life + Is more than books or scrolls."--_Whittier_. + + +"Deb, I have come to stay," were Olivia's first words, as the woman met +her on the top of the stairs; but Deborah's only answer was to lift her +hands in dumb protest and lead the way into the kitchen. + +Deb's strong, hard-featured face was haggard and drawn with fatigue and +anxiety, and she looked more gaunt and angular than ever: her reddened, +swollen eyelids told their own tale. + +"I am come to stay," repeated Olivia, firmly; but Deborah only shrugged +her shoulders and walked over to the fireplace. + +"You won't need to stay long, Miss Olive," she said, in a choked +voice--at moments of excitement it was still "Miss Olive" with +Deb--"she is failing fast, dear soul; the fever's gone and left her as +weak as a new-born babe. I always said my mistress was only fit to be +among the angels!" and Deb gave an expressive sniff as she filled her +kettle. Olivia felt a dull pain at her heart at this speech, but she +would not let herself give way. Deborah, as she knew, always took a +gloomy view of her mistress's illnesses. + +"Dr. Randolph is coming again to-night," she observed; "my husband told +me so;" but Olivia's hand shook as she took off her hat and jacket. + +"Yes, Miss Olive, the doctor is coming again, and that speaks for +itself, to my mind. I knew what it was four days ago, for she was +taken ill the very night after you drove round to see her, but I dare +not let you know. 'We won't tell Mrs. Luttrell, or she will be +anxious, and will insist on coming to nurse me. Promise me that you +will not send to Galvaston Terrace, Deb;' and what was a poor servant +to do? I suppose if Dr. Luttrell has sent you you will have to stop, +but I won't give up nursing my mistress even to you, Miss Olive," and +Deb sniffed defiantly. "There, you may go in while I warm her milk, +but she will not take any notice of you. She is too weak to speak." + +The folding-doors were open, and the little sitting-room, with its +cheery fire, had a cosy aspect, the sick-room was dimly lighted. As +Olivia bent over the invalid her heart contracted with anguish. Could +only four days have wrought such deadly havoc? + +Aunt Madge's face looked pinched and sunken, and so changed that Olivia +could hardly recognise it, but, as she hung over her in speechless +grief, the heavy eyelids unclosed, and something like a smile passed +over the features. "My little Livy" was all she whispered, but it was +the old caressing tone. + +When Dr. Randolph paid his last visit Olivia begged him to use his +influence with Deborah. "She has been up three nights and is utterly +worn out," she went on. "I want her to let me watch while she has a +good sleep on that couch. I would promise to wake her if I saw the +least change. Indeed, I know something of nursing, Dr. Randolph. I +was with my dear mother when she died, and I will carry out all your +instructions." + +"Well, you heard what I said to Mrs. Higgins," returned Dr. Randolph, +"that everything depends on frequent nourishment. The fever is down, +but there is a state of collapse that makes me uneasy. Mrs. Broderick +has a good constitution or she would not have got through her last +illness, so I still hope we may pull her through;" but Dr. Randolph's +voice was not sanguine as he said this. "Now I will go and have a talk +with Mrs. Higgins. I shall tell her that unless she does as she is +told to-night I shall bring round a nurse with me to-morrow. I think +that will fetch her," and Dr. Randolph was right. Possibly Deb felt +herself on the verge of breaking down, for she consented at last to lie +down on her mistress's couch for an hour or two, but it was midnight +before Olivia found herself in sole charge. + +There was very little to be done except to give medicine and +nourishment at stated intervals and to make up the two fires as +noiselessly as possible, but Olivia felt her responsibilities too +acutely to be overcome by drowsiness, though Deborah lay hour after +hour in the heavy sleep of utter exhaustion. + +Olivia's thoughts went back to her childhood as she sat there. A +hundred instances of Aunt Madge's affection and devotion recurred to +her. She remembered how the sprightly young aunt used to run up to the +nursery with some new toy or gaily-dressed doll that she had purchased +out of her scanty savings, for Aunt Madge had been a daily governess, +too. She could recall the Sunday afternoons when she sat in her lap +and the beautiful voice sang to her or told her stories,--Joseph and +his brethren and Daniel in the lions' den,--or on other days dear old +fairy stories such as children love. She had been her bridesmaid, too, +and had grown very fond of the honest, sturdy Scotchman whom his wife +so tenderly idealised. + +"Uncle Fergus was a good, kind man," she thought, "but he was not all +that Aunt Madge imagined him. Most people would not have called him +interesting, but he was devoted to her. What a bright creature she was +until little Malcolm died. That was the first of her troubles. What a +happy home theirs had been, but it was Aunt Madge who had been the +heart of the house, who had organised and planned. Uncle Fergus had +never originated anything. + +"And she loved him as dearly as I love Marcus," she went on. "And yet +when she lost him there was not a murmuring word. + +"'I thought it was too good to last,' she once said to me, 'but my +widow's cruse will never be empty. I have the sweetest memories, and +by-and-by I shall have my treasures again. Do you know I often pray, +Livy, that I may not long so much to die? God's will, not mine, even +in this.' + +"Oh, Aunt Madge, dear Aunt Madge, I cannot spare you yet," murmured +Olivia more than once that night, for it is hard for human affection to +rid itself of selfishness. + +When Olivia brought Deb a cup of tea at seven o'clock, the good +creature seemed quite shocked. "To think I have slept all these +hours," she said, in a dazed voice. + +"Miss Olive, why did you not wake me long ago? You are fit to drop, +and what will Dr. Luttrell say?" but Olivia shook her head with a faint +smile. + +"I will lie down now and get a nap. Deb, I am sure she is no worse; +she has taken all Dr. Randolph ordered, and though she has not spoken, +she seemed to me a shade less exhausted;" but, though Deb would not +endorse this, Olivia felt certain that she was right. + +She was sitting at her late breakfast, when Marcus called to see how +they had spent the night. And her account evidently relieved him. He +waited to hear Dr. Randolph's opinion. Olivia came back to him as soon +as possible. + +"Oh, Marcus," she said, the tears rushing to her eyes, "Dr. Randolph +says that the exhaustion is not quite so great, and he owned frankly +that he was afraid last night how he should find her this morning. We +are to go on just the same. Everything depends on frequent +nourishment; he thinks the heart is a little stronger, but she must not +be moved at all. 'We must see what nature and rest will do,' he said +to me; 'do not relax your efforts, we are not out of the woods yet.' +He is coming again about four." + +"Yes, I should not be surprised if she weathered it after all," +returned Marcus; "she must have a tough constitution to have gone +through all she has. Yesterday I certainly felt anxious, and so did +Randolph. We both feared sudden collapse. I worried myself for a long +time because I had not offered to sit up with you, Livy, but I have +been up two nights already this week, and one has one's work to do;" +but Olivia looked quite shocked at this. + +"My dear boy, how could you think of such a thing? It would have made +me more miserable than I was already; besides, there would have been no +room for you, this is such a tiny place. Oh, how I wish Aunt Madge +could move into better lodgings; her bedroom is far too small, and that +wardrobe quite fills it up. By-the-bye, Marcus, I wish you would tell +me what I had better do. May I come home for an hour or two and see +baby?" + +"I don't know that there would be any risk," he replied, slowly; "you +cannot give influenza unless you have it yourself; but, all the same, I +would keep away from Dot. She is perfectly well, and sat up in her +high-chair pouring out imaginary tea in her wooden set while I had my +breakfast, and Martha begged me to tell you 'that the butcher had +called, and she had ordered a steak for master, and would make a +rice-pudding for Miss Baby.'" + +"Very well, then, I will stay; but, Marcus, I shall see you again this +evening, shall I not?" and Marcus returned in an emphatic voice that he +certainly intended to keep an eye on her. + +"I won't have you getting into mischief and knocking yourself up," he +remarked, severely. "So be a wise woman, or you will have to reckon +with me!" + +There was plenty to do that morning, putting things tidy in the +sick-room and straightening the sitting-room. In the course of the day +some choice flowers came from Galvaston House with Mr. Gaythorne's +compliments, and at tea-time Marcus dropped in unexpectedly, and they +had a cosy half-hour together in Deb's spotless little kitchen; to her +surprise he told Olivia that Dot was at Galvaston House. + +"Mrs. Crampton begged to have her, and Mr. Gaythorne thought it would +be a good plan, so she fetched her this afternoon. I hope I have done +right, Livy;" and Marcus spoke in an apologetic tone, as though he felt +that he had trenched on the mother's prerogative; "but, you see, I am +so much out, and Martha is so busy, that I thought that we should both +be less anxious to know that Mrs. Crampton was looking after her," and +Olivia agreed to this. + +Olivia had already arranged to take the earlier part of the night in +the sick-room, and when Dr. Randolph had paid his evening visit, Deb +took possession of the couch again. Olivia had promised faithfully to +wake her at three o'clock. + +A long afternoon nap had refreshed Olivia, and a few hopeful words from +the doctor had cheered her immensely. A little after midnight she was +sitting down by the bedside with some knitting to keep her awake, when +a movement from the bed made her look up. Aunt Madge's eyes were fixed +on her; there was a strange solemnity and deep sadness in their +expression, and as Olivia rose hastily and bent over her with a tender +inquiry, the feeble voice whispered: + +"Don't fret any more, Livy, the Master does not need me yet--not yet," +and then scarcely audibly, "I shall not die, but live and declare the +works of the Lord," and then it seemed to Olivia that the weary eyelids +closed in sleep again. + +When her turn for rest came, Olivia felt almost too agitated to sleep; +the sad yearning in the sunken eyes haunted her; too well she knew that +the fresh gift of life would only be an additional cross laid on the +weary shoulders. What was life to Aunt Madge now but suffering and +deprivation, a daily stumbling among shadows, as she had once called it. + +There was no reserve and hesitation in Dr. Randolph's manner when he +came out of the sick-room the next day. + +"She has turned the corner now, but it was a narrow squeak," he said, +rubbing his hands. "Now, all we have to do is to build up her +strength. Your aunt is a wonderful woman, Mrs. Luttrell. I should not +wonder if she is good for twenty years yet, but we must be careful +still. I suppose you will be here for another day or two? Oh, that's +all right," as Olivia gave a decided assent to this. "It would be a +pity to knock Mrs. Higgins up. There are not many women like her; she +is simply invaluable." + +As the days went on the tension of anxiety was visibly relaxed. The +invalid's progress was slow but sure. In another day or two Olivia was +able to go home for an hour or two to have dinner with Marcus and give +Martha directions; but while the night-work continued it was impossible +for her to leave. And it was arranged that Dot was to remain at +Galvaston House for the present. + +Greta had written to beg for an extension of her visit. "She is such a +darling, and I shall be so delighted to have her," she wrote. "She +will not be at all in the way," and indeed Dot ruled royally over the +household. + +She and Mr. Gaythorne became great friends. "Great dada," as she +called him, took a good deal of notice of the pretty, golden-haired +child who played at his feet for hours, and Eros was devoted to her. + +Alwyn's first work when he returned was to paint a large picture of Dot +in her cream-coloured smock, hanging a withered garland round the neck +of the blind hound. + +"Friends" he called it. + +Olivia was able to spend an hour or two at Galvaston House the day +after the young couple returned. + +She found them in the studio with Dot and Eros. Alwyn was looking well +and handsome, and Greta's sweet face wore an expression of gentle +content. She carried Olivia off at once to the morning-room to have a +chat, as she said, looking archly at her husband. And though Alwyn +professed to grumble at the desertion, he was too busy stretching his +canvas for the new picture to resent it. + +"Let me know when tea is ready," he called after them, and then they +heard him whistling in his usual light-hearted fashion. + +"I need not ask you if you are happy, Greta," were Olivia's first +words, and then a charming blush crossed the young bride's face. + +"No, indeed! Oh, Olive, he is so good to me; if you only knew how he +studies all my wishes. It was like a dream yesterday coming to this +beautiful home. And then Mr. Gaythorne's delight at getting his son +back. Oh, it was so touching to see them together. Alwyn wants me to +call him 'Father,'" she continued, shyly. "He says it will please him +so, so I must try to do it. You know I always called my own father +dad. Now tell me about dear Mrs. Broderick. Poor Olive, what a time +you have had; and you are looking so pale and tired." And then Olive +poured out her anxieties and past troubles into Greta's sympathising +ears. + +"She is very weak still," she finished. "Dr. Randolph thinks it will +be some time before she will be able to leave her bed. I have found +such a nice woman who will come in and help Deb, for of course I cannot +leave Marcus any longer. I am to go home the day after to-morrow. Deb +will sleep on the couch in the sitting-room. She will have to give +nourishment every two hours, but Deb manages to sleep with one eye +open, as I tell her. I am to go for a couple of hours every afternoon, +that will allow her to have a little rest. Marcus thinks this will +work excellently. Oh, how glad I shall be to be at home again and look +after him!" + +"You want looking after yourself, dear," returned Greta, +affectionately. And then Alwyn came into the room with Dot on his +shoulder, but she clamoured to go to her mammy. + +"How do you think Mrs. Alwyn Gaythorne looks?" asked Alwyn, +mischievously. "She does me credit, does she not? By-the-bye, Greta, +do you think father will like us to have coffee with him in the library +this afternoon?" + +"I told Phoebe that we would have it up here; shall I go and ask him, +Alwyn?" + +"Do, love; the attention will please him, and I am sure Mrs. Luttrell +will not mind." Then as Greta left the room, he turned to Olivia and +said in a tone of deep feeling,-- + +"She looks well and happy, don't you think so? Oh, Mrs. Luttrell, +every day I feel more what a treasure I have. She is an embodied +sunbeam. I never knew anyone so gentle and yet so bright. How my +father will love her when he knows her better." And then, as his +wife's step sounded in the corridor, he sprang from his seat to open +the door. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +"NOT YET." + + "But here I bring within my trembling hand, + This will of mine, a thing that seemeth small, + And Thou alone, O Lord, can understand, + How when I yield Thee this, I yield mine all."--_Anon_. + + +It was some time before Aunt Madge could be lifted on to the couch in +the sitting-room, and even then Deb declared that she was not the +weight of a child of eight or nine. + +"There is nothing of her, Miss Olive," she grumbled. "She is worn to +such a shadow. Tire my arms, indeed--I could lift a heavier weight +than that," and Deb gave one of her ominous sniffs, and went off to her +kitchen to shed a few tears in private. + +All those weeks Olivia had been unremitting in her attentions, and all +other visits were interdicted; but the friends at Galvaston House +showed their sympathy in every possible way. Mr. Gaythorne sent choice +old wine and game, and Greta and Alwyn kept the invalid supplied with +fruit and flowers. Mrs. Crampton made jellies and soups, the little +larder at Mayfield Villas was filled to overflowing. Mrs. Broderick +took it all gratefully, and gave her nurses no trouble. "I am under +orders," she would say, with a pitiful attempt at her old drollery; but +only Olivia, who loved and understood her, ever guessed at the sadness +of those days of convalescence. + +One evening, as they were together in the twilight, Olivia ventured to +hint at this depression; she was waiting for Marcus to come and fetch +her, for they were to dine at Galvaston House. + +"Is it because you are too weak to feel cheerful, dear Aunt Madge?" she +asked, tenderly; but Mrs. Broderick shook her head. + +"It is because I am a coward," she returned, with a spirit of her old +energy. "Ah, Livy, I am ashamed to tell you what a coward I have been; +but I simply felt as though I could not face it. Let me explain +myself; I feel strong enough to talk, and it may do me good. Dear +child, dearest Livy," stroking her hand, "you have been such a comfort +to me! Do you remember that night when I told you I was not going to +die? Well, I had had a wonderful dream, a vision rather, for I shall +always think it one. I thought that I was wandering in some strange +place, some vast emptiness where there was nothing human but myself, +and that I came suddenly to a wide arched portal that seemed to reach +to the stars, and I said to myself, 'this is the Gate of Paradise.' As +I stood on the threshold I could see a green space like a valley bathed +in sunlight, and I even noticed the white starry flowers growing +everywhere, and then I saw my dear Fergus, looking just as he did in +life, only somehow with a grander and more peaceful look on his dear +face, and he was leading our little Malcolm by the hand. I thought I +kissed them both, and clung to them in a perfect ecstasy of joy, but +Fergus looked at me in such a tender solemn way. 'Not yet, Madge,' he +said, 'your work is not quite done yet; the Master has sent me to tell +you so; be patient, true heart. When the time comes, Malcolm and I +will be here.' And then I felt myself falling, and when I opened my +eyes I saw you sitting there by the bedside." + +"What a sweet dream, dearest!" + +"Yes, I am beginning to feel the comfort of it now; but that night I +felt as though my heart were broken to be so near and then to have to +go back; but, Livy, I am trying to say it--'Thy will, not mine, be +done.' God's will--not ours; surely our Father knows what is best for +His poor child." + +"And you are not unhappy?" + +"Only a little sad and tired, but that will pass, it is passing now," +and the old lovely smile came to her lips. "Don't you recollect what +Keble says,-- + + "''Tis sweet as year by year we lose + Friends out of sight, in faith to muse + How grows in Paradise our store.' + + +"What are a few more years of loneliness when Fergus and I have +eternity to spend together. There, I hear Marcus's knock; he will +scold me for making you look sad." + +But Aunt Madge was wrong, for once in his life Marcus was too +preoccupied to notice the signs of agitation on his wife's face. + +"What do you think, dear people," he said, brightly, when he had +greeted the invalid. "Dr. Bevan and I have settled matters; he will +have the deed of partnership drawn up at once. Nothing can be fairer +or more liberal than his terms. I told him I had only half-a-dozen +paying patients at present, but he said that I should soon have more. +We have turned the corner, Livy, and my wife shall walk in silk attire +yet," and Marcus flung back his head with a gesture of pride and +importance. + +"My dear laddie, I congratulate you with all my heart," returned Aunt +Madge, affectionately, as she grasped his hands. "Livy looks quite +dazed, and no wonder," and then a warm flush came to Olivia's cheek. + +"Dear Marcus, I am so glad, so thankful," she whispered. + +"Yes, but it will be uphill work at first," he returned, "and I shall +have plenty to do. Bevan is not the man he was, Randolph does not seem +satisfied about him; but he will pick up when the warm weather comes. +Oh, by-the-bye, Livy, I have not told you half yet. Bevan insists on +our moving at once; he wants me to take a good house, either in +Brunswick Place or Montague Square, or one of those roads leading out +of it; it is well that we have that nest egg, the five hundred pounds +untouched, it will pay for the necessary furniture, and the first +year's rent will be assured." + +"Yes, indeed," returned Olivia, in a low voice; she was awed and +overwhelmed by this unexpected good fortune; but Marcus would not allow +any more talking; his professional eyes had already noted the signs of +weariness and exhaustion in the invalid. + +"We must go now," he said, abruptly. "We will talk over details +another time; it is no use giving Aunt Madge a bad night," and then +Olivia rose reluctantly and put on her wraps. + +"I shall come to-morrow afternoon and tell you everything," she said, +and Mrs. Broderick nodded and smiled. + +But as they slipped out into the wintry darkness and Olivia took her +husband's arm, she said, with a little laugh,-- + +"I am so glad I have put on my wedding-dress to-night. I ought to be +smart for such an occasion. This is our first dinner-party since we +have been married." + +"Then it won't be our last," returned Marcus, in a tone of conviction. +"I wonder, Livy, whether we shall ever regret those cosy evenings in +the dear little room at No. 1, Galvaston Terrace," but Olivia only +sighed happily. She was too good a wife to regret anything that led to +her husband's advancement. Very likely her cares and responsibilities +would be doubled. She would have less of Marcus's society, and the +world would have claims upon them. The long three years' honeymoon was +over, but, thank God, something else was over too,--the dread of +approaching poverty, the sadness of unproductive labour, of work done +only for love's sake and without grudging. + +The following afternoon Mrs. Broderick lay tranquilly in the pleasant +fire-lit twilight, awaiting Olivia's promised visit. + +A pine log was spluttering and diffusing tiny coloured sparks. Zoe lay +curled up in a silken ball on the black bearskin rug, and Olivia's +favourite low chair had been wheeled to the foot of the couch, the +tea-things were on the table, and the brass trivet on the fender was +suggestive of hot buttered scones. + +"Oh, Aunt Madge, how cosy you look," were Olivia's first words. "May I +take off my hat and jacket? I am going to stay a long time, and Marcus +hopes to come round presently." + +"Then we will wait tea for him," returned Aunt Madge, with something +like her old briskness. + +"Will you tell Deb not to bring in the kettle and scones until we ring? +Come, this is like old times. It is months since Marcus had tea with +me. Now draw up your chair, Livy, and begin your story, for you are +just bursting with news," and, though Olivia laughed at this, she did +not deny it. + +"We had such a lovely time last night," she began. "Greta looked so +pretty in her black evening dress at the top of the table. She wore +the pearl necklace and Olive's diamond cross. She has such a beautiful +white throat the pearls hardly showed against it Mr. Gaythorne came in +to dinner and sat beside her, but he was very tired and left us +directly after, and we all went up to Greta's morning-room and sat +round the fire talking, just we four. It was so nice and cosy." + +"I suppose Mr. Gaythorne was told the grand news?" + +"Oh dear, yes. He and Alwyn were so keen about it. They drank the +health of Dr. Bevan's new partner. Mr. Gaythorne proposed the toast +himself. Just as we left the dining-room I noticed that Greta detained +Alwyn, and they did not follow upstairs for quite a quarter of an hour, +but of course Marcus and I took no notice. They both looked a little +bit excited when they came in. Greta gave my arm a funny little +squeeze, and Alwyn cleared his throat and looked at Marcus, and then +said in such a serious voice that he had an important proposal to make +to us. It was Greta's idea, but he heartily approved of it. The house +at Brunswick Place was waiting for a tenant. Why should not Marcus +take it? It was to be let furnished. They had decided on that +already, so there would be no delay or fuss necessary. 'You might go +in next week,' he finished. 'The rooms only need airing and warming.'" + +"My dear Livy, what a splendid idea. Three cheers for Greta, I say." + +"Yes, it was all Greta's thought; but oh, Aunt Madge, what a talk we +had. First, the terms that Alwyn proposed were so absurdly low that +Marcus got quite red and said in almost an annoyed tone--you know how +proud he is--that he must decline living at other people's expense. He +would pay a fair rent for the house or he would not have it at all. +And then Alwyn patted him on the back and told him to keep calm, for no +one wanted to insult him, and then they went on wrangling like two +schoolboys. Marcus called Alwyn a stuck-up millionaire, and Alwyn +retorted by telling him that he was as proud as a Highlander, and then +Greta and I called them to order, but we were laughing so that we could +hardly speak." + +"How I should have loved to hear them. Marcus is so delicious when he +gets on his high horse." + +"Well, it was arranged at last to everybody's satisfaction, though +Alwyn went on grumbling for a long time, and we are to move in next +month. Marcus is to pay the full rent, and there is to be a fixed sum +paid quarterly for the furniture, and at the end of two years it will +be ours. They both thought this the best plan. You see, expenses will +be heavy the first year, and we must not look for great profits. But +there is every reasonable hope, as Marcus says, if he keeps his health, +that in a year or two he may have a good practice. There is room for +another doctor; even Dr. Randolph says so." + +"Well, Livy dear, I can only congratulate you." + +"Yes, indeed; Greta and I have been in Brunswick Place all the morning +planning things. Oh, Aunt Madge, it is such a lovely house. The +dining-room and drawing-room are such handsome rooms, and there is such +a study for Marcus. It is too large for us, of course." And then +Olivia stopped and her eyes grew very wistful. + +"Aunt Madge, dear Aunt Madge, we want you and Deb to go with us. I +have set my heart on it, darling, and Marcus wants it too. Don't get +pale over it," as Mrs. Broderick gave a little gasp. "Listen to me a +moment," and Olivia knelt by the couch and put her arms round her. + +"There is Greta's morning-room on the first floor, it is such a large, +cheerful room, with a bay-window overlooking the nice, old-fashioned +garden, where you could lie and look out on the trees and flowers; here +you see nothing but the four walls. Greta's bedroom is next to it; you +would have that, too; it is a pleasant front room, very large and airy, +and so nicely furnished, and my room would be just opposite. Deb could +have the room just at the top of a short flight of stairs; it looks on +the garden, too, and she could sit there and do her sewing. There are +three or four other rooms besides attics, but they have not been used, +so you can judge what a good house it is. Aunt Madge, do say you will +come. It will make us so happy to know you are safe under our roof. +Think what it would be to me to have you at hand in all my little +difficulties. And you shall not be troubled; you shall live your old +life, and Deb will have nothing to do but take care of you." But Aunt +Madge made no answer, only a curiously sweet smite played round her +lips. + +"I should be no expense to you," she observed presently, in a +reflective tone. "I might even be able to help a little. By-the-bye, +Livy, how many servants do you propose to keep in this palatial +mansion?" + +"I am afraid we can only afford two good ones at present. That is my +difficulty, Aunt Madge. What am I to do with Martha? She is certainly +not eligible for a house-parlourmaid." + +"Keep her as Dot's nurse, and I will pay her wages. Yes, I mean it, +Livy. In a year or two with careful training that girl will be worth +her weight in gold. She will be a second Deb to you in time. Oh, that +is Marcus, and we have not finished." + +"Well, are you coming to us, Aunt Madge?" were Marcus's first words as +he entered the room. There was unmistakable eagerness in his tone. +"If you do not want Livy to cry out her eyes with disappointment, and +if I am to have a peaceful moment for the next six months, I entreat +you to consent." + +"Am I likely to refuse, Marcus?" But Aunt Madge's voice was not so +clear as usual. "Don't you think that I shall love to have you and +Livy caring for me? so it is 'yes,' and God bless you both." And a +slow tear rolled down Aunt Madge's pale face. + +Marcus and Olivia never repented that step. As the years went on and +other children's voices were heard in the house at Brunswick Place, +when three sturdy, boys climbed up on Dr. Luttrell's knees, and two +small, brown-eyed girls toddled after mother, Aunt Madge's room was the +heart and nucleus of the busy household. + +There would come Marcus for a greeting word and a jest before he set +off on his day's round, and there Olivia would betake herself for a +rest and a chat. When her household tasks had been despatched, she +seldom found Aunt Madge alone; Nigel or Hugh would have brought her +their kites to mend, or to beg that Deb would make them new sails for +their boat, and, of course, where Nigel went, fat, sturdy Ronald +followed. + +Or the twins would be playing with their Japanese babies on the carpet, +or rolling over each other and Zoe (not the same Zoe, alas!) like +kittens. But the most frequent visitor was Dot, dimpled and winsome as +ever. + +Olivia had verified Aunt Madge's words. She had grown a little stouter +and more matronly, and had become a fine-looking woman, but the eyes +were as frank and kindly as ever, and one only needed to look at her to +find out that she was thoroughly in harmony with her environment. + +And Madge Broderick was happy, although the years of her widowhood and +banishment stretched out indefinitely. + +"You will make an old woman yet," Dr. Randolph often told her, but she +had ceased to wince when he said it as though a cold hand had struck +her. + +And year by year a deep peacefulness steals over the dear face, and the +ring of cheerfulness in the full, mellow voice grows stronger. "I have +two lovely homes, Livy," she would say. "One here with you and Marcus +and the darling children, and one in the 'many mansions,' where Fergus +and baby boy wait for me." 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