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+The Project Gutenberg eBook, Sandhya, by Dhan Gopal Mukerji
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+Title: Sandhya
+ Songs of Twilight
+
+
+Author: Dhan Gopal Mukerji
+
+
+
+Release Date: October 2, 2007 [eBook #22848]
+
+Language: English
+
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+***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SANDHYA***
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+E-text prepared by Chris Curnow, Joseph Cooper, Sankar Viswanathan, and
+the Project Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team
+(http://www.pgdp.net)
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+
+
+SANDHYA
+
+Songs of Twilight
+
+by
+
+DHAN GOPAL MUKERJI
+
+Author of "Layla-Majnu"
+and "Rajani"
+
+
+
+
+
+
+
+Nineteen Seventeen
+Paul Elder and Company
+San Francisco
+
+Copyright, 1917
+by Paul Elder and Company
+San Francisco
+
+
+
+
+TO
+
+MRS. HANCOCK BANNING
+
+MRS. WILLIAM CLARK, JR.
+
+
+
+
+
+_FOREWORD_
+
+
+_Like "Rajani" [perhaps more than], "Sandhya" is a slender rill that
+has drawn its music from my Bengali which has told upon its English
+structure. This and many other faults of these poems are due to their
+unyielding adherence to spontaneity._
+
+_"Sandhya" came then, as "Rajani" in its own way through the bed of my
+Bengali reflecting its sound and sense, and trying to echo back its
+music that descends on all with the fading twilight._
+
+DHAN GOPAL MUKERJI.
+
+_N. B._--_Since some of these poems were born without, and defy
+titles, I have refrained from forcing any on them._
+
+
+
+
+
+CONTENTS
+
+ POEM
+SYMBOLISM 1
+SOURCE OF SINGING 2
+"WITH PURPLE SHADOWS THE MIST MEASURES THE INFINITE SEA" 3
+"O, OLD! O, NEW!" 4
+"THE FAR AWAY CALLED HER" 5
+LASSITUDE 6
+"AH! PALE, COOL LIPS THAT BURN" 7
+FORLORN 8
+AFTER A BENGALI SONG 9
+MOONRISE 10
+AT VENTURA, CALIFORNIA 11
+"THE SAME AIR THAT YOU BREATHE" 12
+"WHY THIS RETURN?" 13
+"BY THE VERGE OF THE WOODLAND" 14
+THE DREAM OF HIS SOUL 15
+THE EURASIAN 16
+"IN THE PERFUMED SHRINE OF LOVE" 17
+THE INFIRM BEGGAR SINGS 18
+"KISS, MY LOVE, KISS" 19
+COLOR-HARMONIES 20
+SANATAN (THE ABSOLUTE) 21
+COMING OF THE FOG 22
+"IN LOVE'S AFTERGLOW, FULL OF STARS" 23
+THE END 24
+THE CONFLUENCE 25
+"IN THE DEEPS OF DREAM" 26
+TO LEO B. MIHAN 27
+CHOPIN'S FUNERAL MARCH 28
+"IN THE GOLDEN AFTERGLOW YOU LAY" 29
+HENRIK IBSEN 30
+AFTER HEARING "MY OLD KENTUCKY HOME" 31
+THE COMING OF THE TIDE OF NIGHT 32
+DEAD LOVE 33
+"IT IS THE SAME TWILIGHT, DEAR" 34
+WEARINESS 35
+"A CALL, NOT A SONG" 36
+REMORSE 37
+POET 38
+WANDERER 39
+AT DAWN 40
+"FROM HER MANY-COLORED BOW, NATURE" 41
+"IF WORDS FAIL, SONG WILL COME" 42
+RAINY NIGHT 43
+GHOSTS 44
+RAIN 45
+EVENING WORSHIP 46
+"THE ROSY MIST STILLY POLISHES THE ROUND MIRROR" 47
+"THE SUN'S GOLDEN SPEAR" 48
+TRUCE 49
+A PARALLEL 50
+"'NOTHING ENDURES,' YOU SAID" 51
+DISAPPOINTMENT 52
+BUDDHA 53
+"ASK ME NOT TO STAND AT THY FRIENDSHIP'S GATE" 54
+"GOLDEN VINES THEY" 55
+AT SUNDOWN 56
+"TEARS WELL OUT FROM MY HEART" 57
+"AT LAST THOU COMEST" 58
+"THE LINGERING LIGHT OF THE SUN" 59
+"I HAVE DRUNK YOUR TEARS WITH INSATIATE LIPS" 60
+SOUND BUTTERFLIES (IN A FOUNTAIN) 61
+"EVEN IN SADNESS THOU ART BESIDE ME" 62
+"BY THE SEA OF SLEEP WALKS WHITE-ROBED NIGHT" 63
+FAREWELL (AFTER A HINDUSTANI SONG) 64
+SATIETY 65
+"DROWSY THE NOONDAY AIR" 66
+CHATTERTON 67
+"A SUMMER SONG IT WAS" 68
+"WHO KNOWS" 69
+THE FIRST VISION 70
+SHANTI 71
+
+
+
+
+SANDHYA, SONGS OF TWILIGHT
+
+I
+
+SYMBOLISM
+
+
+ Tongueless the bell!
+ Lute without a song!
+ It is not night
+ It is God's dawn,
+ Silence its unending song.
+
+ Over heart's valley,
+ In the soul's night,
+ Through pain's window
+ Behold! His light!
+ On Life's Height.
+
+ No prayer, now,
+ Though death-waves roll,
+ Faith's candle lit,
+ Beside it sits the soul
+ Reading Eternity's scroll.
+
+
+
+
+2
+
+SOURCE OF SINGING
+
+
+ A bruised heart,
+ A wounded soul,
+
+ A broken lute,
+ That is all!
+
+ A sad evening,
+ And a lone star,
+
+ Then song reddens--
+ Sets life's forest afire!
+
+
+
+
+3
+
+
+ With purple shadows the mist measures the infinite sea
+ That spreads her wave-raiment in lavender, violet, gray, and green;
+ While with thin silver rays a lone star seeks to sound the deeps.
+
+ The breeze-wings tire of flight;
+ The mist-threads weave a rose-fringed dusky drapery
+ To cover the bare breasts of the dunes from the moon's langour-heavy
+ eyes.
+
+ The shadows die in purple silence;
+ Fades the one star from the sky,
+ As the dark mist puts out the rose-red moon from its deep.
+
+ Pale gleams the lighthouse light;
+ No warring waves break the peace of sleep tonight
+ Nor a hungry wind shrieks in pain from the lea.
+
+ Under her heavy veil of black
+ A languid sea sluggishly flows
+ To some far land of forsaken dreams.
+
+
+
+
+4
+
+"O, OLD! O, NEW!"[1]
+
+
+ Who are you?
+ Why make me wait
+ From the hour of dew
+ Till another sunset?
+ Why do I look
+ For your coming?
+ Listen to the weeping brook
+ That might bring
+ To my lonely shore
+ A word from you.
+ Ah, nothing! not a leaf's tremor!
+ O, old! O, longed for new!
+ Who are you? I ask;
+ Know not why I seek
+ From day to dusk
+ Without waking or sleep,--
+ No sleep! no waking!
+ A dreaming, a longing;
+ Not knowing, yet seeking,
+ For your coming waiting--
+ O, spring-born!
+ O, autumn-clad!
+ O, soul's new morn!
+ O, old! O, glad!
+ So glad, so young!
+ O, unseen, unknown,
+ O, fugitive vision!
+ O, eternal moan
+ In my heart--
+
+ O, tearful Soul of laughter,
+ Untouched, unhurt,
+ O, sweet! O, bitter!
+ My born yet unborn,
+ Shadow not fallen
+ O, undawning morn--
+ O, message unbroken.
+ Why, how, when?
+ I wait, wait for you,
+ O embrace of earth and heaven;
+ O, Old! O, New!
+
+
+[Footnote 1: "O, Old! O, New!" is the cry of a "Poati," _e. g._, a
+mother's cry to her unborn child. "Poati" has no precise English
+synonym.]
+
+
+
+
+5
+
+
+ The far away called her--
+ A pilgrim on the hope-lit bark of youth,
+ A woman, a child, a soul
+ On an argosy for the lands of south.
+
+ It called her in her dreams;
+ Her waking into a deeper dream grew;
+ The flute of the distant
+ Played ceaselessly the music of the new.
+
+ With words of fire it called her,
+ Beyond the bourne of her days
+ To a silent sea of joy
+ Washed by unending twilight-rays.
+
+ It called her at dawn
+ When night shed the star-jewels from her hair;
+ It called her at sunset
+ When the moon mutely ascended the heaven's stair.
+
+ It called her without ceasing--
+ Hour after hour but a calling,
+ Till "Come, come, come!"
+ At her soul's door kept repeating:
+
+ Come, come, come!--in
+ Her word, her music, her song;
+ Far away, near, far again
+ Heedless of nightfall and dawn.
+
+ It called, it cried, it prayed,
+ Till She, the deity, made answer
+ Through youth, through age, through death
+ To her own far away's receding star.
+
+
+
+
+6
+
+LASSITUDE
+
+
+ Ah! to be able to sing,
+ To sorrow in melody;
+ To string with silver
+ Sorrow's dark harp!
+
+ Or, mount every thorn
+ Crowning life's brow
+ With lustrous stars--
+ Those tears of the sky.
+
+ Rolling down its face
+ When night's hand puts
+ Darkness's crown on its head
+ As twilight dies.
+
+ None of these, for my soul;
+ Only to weep is given to me,
+ To nourish my heart's crop
+ For the scythe of barrenness to reap.
+
+
+
+
+7
+
+
+ Ah! pale cool lips that burn,
+ Body that yields, though unyielding,
+ Oh, moon with the heat of the sun!
+ Flashing out a million lights
+ To cleave into nothing the endless firmament of my being.
+ Take all; my soul's mistress! heart's queen,
+ The flaming fancies of my dream-tortured night
+ The intoxicating fruits of my day dream,
+ The fiery lotus of my senses' delight
+ That rises from the abyss of my life.
+ The abysmal heaven of love and living
+ Now bruised, burnt, torn and thrown
+ To the winds of thy ravishing rejoicing
+ Whose inarticulate words of delight and moan
+ Make the ever-yielding music of my soul.
+
+
+
+
+8
+
+FORLORN
+
+
+ In the star-blurred hours of the night
+ When the cloud-dams stay the flow of winds,
+ Not even the shadow of a meteor moves,
+ As in the watch-tower of love I sit;
+ Through the casement of hope look for thy coming
+ Along the moss-grown path of stones--
+ Those agonies that time has built on my soul--
+ By the unfathomable lake of my tears
+ Shed when even prayers had failed
+ To bring thy returning.
+ Come, destroyer of my peace and sleep,
+ Plunderer of lights of my days!
+ Enigma on the scroll of my fate
+ Before the lightnings fired my tower
+ And thunders crashed in my life's sky.
+ Only send the echo of thy footfalls--
+ The ring of thy song,
+ And a star--reflection of thy smile--
+ Those million suns in the firmament of my dawn.
+
+
+
+
+9
+
+AFTER A BENGALI SONG
+
+
+ In the forest of my being the voice of your lute;
+ In the depth of my heart the pearl of your tear;
+ In the temple of my soul chimes the bell of your love.
+
+ The fire of dawn, shadow of eve,
+ Life's sorrow, and death's mute-enchanting peace
+ Steal away silently, fearfully, at thy flute's music.
+
+ O, frail, faint call which I seek to echo!
+ O, breath of love laden with the aroma of my soul!
+ Why seek I ever without, O guest at my door?
+
+
+
+
+10
+
+MOONRISE
+
+
+ A soft light mantle of rose wear the brown hills
+ As they look down on the valley where the rills
+ Spin their long silver embroideries
+ For the fringe of spring's greened draperies.
+
+ The cloud-banks recede with the fading breeze,
+ The warblers fall into silence in the trees
+ To listen to many-colored dream-melodies
+ That the mute stars make on sleep's endless seas.
+
+ The last light flickers out of the sky,
+ Shadows with golden feet o'er the green valley hie;
+ The silver rills trill like warblers from earth's deeps
+ As the moon, the sun of another dawn, heavenward leaps.
+
+
+
+
+11
+
+AT VENTURA, CALIFORNIA
+
+
+ The moon rises and washes the brine with silver;
+ The dunes like white elephants restfully asleep after the chase;
+ And the fog comes to bring the moon its veil of shades.
+ The waves stretch their phosphorescent arms
+ To embrace the night,
+ The wind like a wounded gull beats its wings
+ Over the land, over the sea, into the fog-vested intangibility.
+
+ Like a thousand trumpets the breakers
+ Proclaim the empiry of night,
+ The rocky caverns send back echoes
+ Like homage from vassals near and far;
+ A faint cry seemeth to flash like lightning;
+ Through the clouds of the roar of waves:
+ It is not from the rocks, nor from the sea;
+ Ah! it is the prayer of a mightier ocean--Humanity!
+
+
+
+
+12
+
+
+ The same air that you breathe
+ Is the air that caresses my sky;
+ The sunlight that lingers on your hair and lips
+ Sets fire to the pathway of my life;
+ And the call of nature's numberless birds
+ But reflects in world's mirror the music of our heart's singing--
+ Melody made of sweet agonies,
+ Exquisite joys poured from pitchers of pain,
+ As this summer's heat
+ From the ever-burning heart of heaven.
+ Not heaven alone;
+ The earth, the air, flowers, and leaves
+ Filled with passion that knows no slaking,
+ Yet tranquil like sleep's dream-billowed sea.
+ More than dream-billowed sea this love that I bring,
+ Its boistrous waves seek the firmament of your yielding;
+ While your heart-beats' arrows seek to slay my heart a'beating,
+ As I inhale the fragrance of your breath and hair;
+ And pour the perfume of my soul
+ On your sun-bathed feet.
+
+
+
+
+13
+
+
+ Why this return?
+ Why this sunlight
+ When all seemed without sun?
+
+ Whence this call?
+ I cannot tell,
+ Yet its mighty thralls.
+
+ Hold me, haunt me
+ Hour after hour,
+ With its name of thee.
+
+ All seems ended,
+ The last light lost
+ In the house of the dead.
+
+ Yet with time's tide
+ Rises thy face,
+ My heart, my soul, my bride.
+
+ Though poureth the rain,
+ And sorrow clouds my sky,
+ Yet not mine the pain.
+
+ What I hear
+ I can not tell,
+ And what I fear,
+
+ Will not endure:
+ But thou returnest,
+ O serene, O silent, O pure!
+
+
+
+
+14
+
+
+ By the verge of the woodland,
+ Where purling brooks loosen their brown tresses,
+ Where the music of the breeze
+ Is played on viols of the vines and trees,
+ Thy soft words I hear
+ Like songs from enchantment's strings.
+ Ah, vanishing moments of ecstacy!
+ Far-fleeing only to be nearer to my soul,
+ Rest, rest awhile on the hillside of my echoing!
+ Pour on it the sweet rain of thy words' melody
+ Till they mingle and drown my tears
+ Into thy kisses' passion-swept sea.
+
+
+
+
+15
+
+THE DREAM OF HIS SOUL
+
+
+ The Dream of his Soul, in flesh and blood--
+ Not to possess, but only to see--
+ Was given him, for an hour:
+ Ah, fool, he lingered longer,--
+ The Dream died like the shadow of a Star!
+
+
+
+
+16
+
+THE EURASIAN
+
+
+ Indignity your part today,
+ Suffering the guerdon of the gods;
+ No country to claim your own,
+ Nowhere to lay your head.
+ The ocean of ignorance separates us;
+ The snow-storm of commerce blinds the eye;
+ Yet you must stand true,
+ Bridge of blood and flesh between the West and East.
+ In ages to come, when
+ Man will love his brother,
+ Irrespective of birth and breed;
+ In the pantheon of the future, yours the immortal seat.
+ Son of man, you are brother!
+ Bearer of the cross of God!
+ Your destiny the lodestar of our epoch,
+ Your life our rood-littered road of the Lord.
+ Arise, awake, halt not
+ Till the goal is reached;
+ Raise high the Host of freedom
+ Blare the trumpet of light.
+ "Suffer you, for the world to rejoice";
+ "Die" so they "can live";
+ Live that you may bring the light
+ To the meeting place of the West and East.
+
+
+
+
+17
+
+
+ In the perfumed shrine of love,
+ Where burns memory's exhaustless incense
+ From the irridescent thurible of hope,
+ On the altar and couch of my heart
+ Rest thy limbs, O, god of my soul.
+ Drink of the unquenchable draught of caresses;
+ Tear the flowers of my dreams and fancies;
+ Scatter the sacred petals of my passion
+ To the four winds of thy rejoicing.
+
+ Thy rejoicing, that one festival of the High Gods,
+ Where no offering that I bring ever be too dear,
+ Where no soul burnt in the fire of senses can perish;
+ Where no suffering fails to be mother and daughter of joy.
+ Take all, great God among these Gods:
+ The pearl of my woman-soul buried in deeps of passion,
+ The coral-wreath from the ocean of my bleeding heart;
+ And ravish with exquisite merciless touch
+ The one star in my heaven that has led thee hither--
+ My life's eternity in this worship of an hour.
+
+
+
+
+18
+
+THE INFIRM BEGGAR SINGS
+
+
+ Broken and bruised by the hand of Fate,
+ Dark night, my staff,
+ Leaning on its shadowy strength I walk
+ Toward thee, my God.
+ Thy crescent my e'er-present friend;
+ Thy wind, thy voice,
+ Calls me to go on without end
+ To thy star that my soul hath seen.
+ The hour is black, my road unbuilt;
+ My beggar's song
+ I cannot sing; yet, thou knowest,
+ For thy love I long!
+ I come, O Lord! broken and battered
+ To thy world where sorrow is not.
+
+
+
+
+19
+
+
+ Kiss, my love, kiss
+ My burning, breaking being;
+ So when cold death
+ Will put out the light
+ In some wilderness
+ Of far forsaken life
+ Might each kiss blossom
+ Into a lotus and a Shephali.[2]
+ And in the desolate hours
+ Of loneliness of traveling
+ In the dusk of despair
+ One petal of these
+ Will cheer the vagrant souls
+ That tread the pathway
+ Of love's forsaking.
+ Or, when Death will sow
+ This Soul of mine
+ On the lake-shore of sorrow,
+ Like a weeping willow I will spring,
+ And with my green tresses
+ And bending body
+ Shall shelter secrecy-seeking lovers
+ That love for an hour,
+ As our twin hearts today.
+ Kiss then, with kisses of flame;
+ Touch me with rosy caresses;
+ Bury this, my hope, my dream,
+ And thy all-conquering love of me;
+ So the kiss-flowers may each be a dream!
+ May my willow be the vision of Eternal Spring.
+
+
+[Footnote 2: Flowers full of perfume, abounding in Lower Bengal,
+India.]
+
+
+
+
+20
+
+COLOR-HARMONIES
+
+
+ Violet hills,
+ Rosy mist,
+ Limpid pool,
+ Golden notes from sunset's lute
+ For shadows
+ Draped in green
+ With purple feet
+ To dance and swim
+ Through irridescent undulatings.
+ Dusk descends;
+ Mauve cloudlets--
+ Dying butterflies--
+ Flit and fly and die
+ In the opalescent ocean of mist
+ That grows dark and still,
+ Kisses away the last gold
+ From the brow of the hills;
+ Till the coral crescent
+ With its wand of breeze
+ Makes silver ripple-music
+ On the pool's shadow-laden deeps.
+
+
+
+
+21
+
+SANATAN
+
+(THE ABSOLUTE)[3]
+
+
+ Our hopes that fail
+ Are but truths that set
+ To illumine other spirits on their pathway;
+ As our joys that come true
+ Are their far-off dreams,
+ That through the cadence of our life
+ Ring out their pent-up tunes.
+ Whatever dies--needs must live,
+ Whatever breathes doth die too;
+ But above death and life
+ Shines that High Light
+ Where all find rest,
+ Yet endlessly move.
+
+
+[Footnote 3: The word _absolute_ is the synonym for the Sanskrit word
+Sanatan, meaning _Eternal and Immutable Truth_.]
+
+
+
+
+22
+
+COMING OF THE FOG
+
+
+ Killing the light,
+ Blurring the stars,
+ Marring the breeze--
+ Nature's many-stringed harp--
+
+ It comes
+ Silently, sinisterly,
+ Over the land, over the sea,
+ Spreading its beggar-raiment of brown.
+
+ Without stop, without sound,
+ Over the valley
+ Like a great serpent of silence
+ Coiling around the heart of sound.
+
+ A damp insidiousness
+ Creeps into the night;
+ A drab numbness sets in
+ Dripping in lugubrious drops
+ From the haggard fingers
+ Of the autumn trees.
+
+ It strangles the last sound,
+ It devours the last light,
+ Trembles in fear
+ To see its own visage;
+
+ It moves on, on, and around,
+ Ceaselessly, untiringly,
+ Till the black night is drowned
+ In an abyss of brown.
+
+
+
+
+23
+
+
+ In love's afterglow, full of stars,
+ Those lilies of the river of night,
+ Sing no song, dear, speak no word.
+
+ The white noontide has ebbed into gold;
+ Shores-breaking seas cease to roar;
+ Lo! the moonrise of our soul.
+
+ Hardly a kiss, or the shadow of a caress;
+ No decking the hour with the jasmines of touch;
+ But a rose-petal shivering in exquisite agony--our love.
+
+ The weary sunset has grown wearier;
+ A vague lassitude encircles us twain,
+ As separation builds its pathway of tears.
+
+ Cease weeping, yet the saffron light lingers;
+ The stars throb in nebulous lustre,
+ As our hearts to the music of desire.
+
+ What matters if winter be nigh?
+ We sang summer to sleep,
+ And autumn on its bed of leaves.
+
+ Now comes the hour of parting for us,
+ As the last light flickers and fades;
+ Even love's afterglow dying, and is dead.
+
+ Alas! thou art gone, as are the hours of day;
+ The hard gem-burning stars do not set! Oh,
+ In what dark, in what forest roamest thou?
+
+
+
+
+24
+
+THE END
+
+
+ Art thou about me
+ Amid falling leaves
+ And autumn's circling winds
+ When the golden shadows
+ Grow russet and rosy
+ And the purple sunset sets fire to the sky?
+ Art thou the breath
+ That burns my being
+ When cold feel my limbs in terror, and awe?
+ Who art thou? My love?
+ Stranger in a strange garb!
+ Far and farther to be nearer to my heart!
+ Why make spring-flames leap
+ From passion's autumn leaves?
+ Why this urge through fatigue
+ When time falls fast asleep
+ Under the shadow of its grave--
+ The winter ice?
+ Yet, and yet
+ The circling winds
+ Repeat passionate speech,
+ The sunset burns,
+ As my soul
+ In desire's golden heat,
+ Though night be not far
+ Shadows creep near
+ With chilling breath and clutching hands
+ To pluck
+ To destroy
+ The flowers of yielding from your heart:
+ Powerless, fear-stricken;
+ I tremble, I stagger, I fall
+ Into oblivion's pit
+ As time creeps
+ Into winter's grave
+ Silent, empty, white.
+
+
+
+
+25
+
+THE CONFLUENCE
+
+
+ Tears of Ages come in a stream,
+ Sighs flow in from Life's hoary height,
+ Souls of Sorrow bring their gleam
+ Of a light that is but a moan, not a sight.
+
+ The gray waves of the Sea of Death
+ Congeal under the cold Sun of Suffering,
+ While Time, playing the flute of Fate,
+ Charms them, snake-like, and doth bring.
+
+ Out of a Cave, beyond Lights and Shades
+ Present's storm,--made stormier by Future's promises,--
+ To mingle in the Ocean of Death
+ Like Sleep, yielding to Dream's caresses.
+
+
+
+
+26
+
+
+ In the deeps of Dream
+ O'er the pool of Sleep
+ A lone star her face
+ Seeking, with song-kindled eyes
+ Her Isle of Rest.
+
+ Across the dusky hills
+ The first flush of waking
+ Unfurls its silver banner
+ To signal the Isle for her:
+ She vanishes, as before, into the fading Night.
+
+ Thus the Eye of Life
+ Searches for the home of Peace
+ Night after night:
+ And when the sun of Death rises
+ It flees,--it loves its own night.
+
+
+
+
+27
+
+TO
+
+LEO B. MIHAN
+
+
+ Few notes out of the coffer of sound,
+ An image from the gallery of Nature,
+ An hour from the infinity of Time,--
+ Out of these, blessed creature,
+ Createst thou the world of endless rhyme!
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+
+CHOPIN'S FUNERAL MARCH
+
+
+ The keyboard black and white;
+ Shadow-Light the Evening's scale;
+ Half silent the voice of thy singing.
+ Quiver the notes in pain;
+ Exquisite, sad, the melody at thy touch;
+ Like the silver arrow of Desire
+ Piercing the Soul's golden heart.
+
+ The room is lost in dark.
+ The ivory keys, white fringe
+ Of a music long since mute;
+ Yet, in the black night
+ Tremble and toss notes
+ Unheard, undreamt,--like sleep
+ Sleepless, and waking full of smart.
+
+
+
+
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+
+
+ In the golden afterglow you lay,
+ When the emerald moon
+ Made thin silver fog-veils
+ For the bride of night,
+ Whose saffron-sandled feet
+ Walked the foam-strewn floor of the sea.
+ In my arms you listened
+ To words of love
+ Poured by the infinite heaven of my heart,
+ Echoed by the endless symphony of the sky.
+ Your silent gaze,
+ Deeper than the song of the sea,
+ Farther than the moon,
+ Nearer than your own heart-beat,
+ Asked mine for speech.
+ "What can my love say
+ At this sad sacred hour?"
+ Hour of parting this!
+ Love's ever-feared moment,
+ Longing's much-dreaded end,
+ Yet no voice sorrows in our being,
+ No woe dims the moon-face tonight.
+ Between the sheltering dunes and fading light
+ On an aerial couch lying,
+ Adorned in kiss-woven garments of nudity
+ Our spirits garlanded with myriad embraces,
+ Borne on passion's flaming wings
+ Cross this ocean of parting
+ Unto that far island of Cythera
+ Where only love reigns
+ In eternal majesty.
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+
+
+
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+
+HENRIK IBSEN
+
+
+ Lone as the lone north star,
+ Stern as the rocks that guard the sanctity of his home,
+ Pure as the white snow of his land,
+ And beauteous his visions like the fjords
+ At each turn of the mariner's helm.
+
+ The lofty glaciers engage his eyes,
+ As life's height the sight of his mind;
+ And his Imagination, expansive as the sea,
+ Tries to push the boundary-line of the sky, his Soul,
+ Further and further, where a new North Star
+ Awaits his exploring eye.
+
+
+
+
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+
+AFTER HEARING "MY OLD KENTUCKY HOME"
+
+
+ I know not whose the words,
+ Nor the maker of their music;
+ In my sorrow-laden heart
+ The aroma of its pathetic art
+ Like the soothing breath of dream.
+
+ Joy borrows its charm from sorrow;
+ Sorrow feverish with the color of joy;
+ An opaque crystal, a stone on life's string
+ Made of music that doth ring
+ As the stars on the lyre of night.
+
+ A pain it is, made perfect;
+ A call made clear by the voice of peace;
+ A silver stream of song
+ Darkened, yet floweth on and on
+ Between black banks of memory, into the Soul's white home.
+
+
+
+
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+
+THE COMING OF THE TIDE OF NIGHT
+
+
+ Pale this twilight-face,
+ Shade-ridden the horizon-light;
+ The forest, a green-gold vision of grace
+ In its frame of lavender mist.
+
+ No rose-leaf washed in moonlight;
+ No vine on vermilion walls;
+ Pale sunlight fading into night,
+ Dark tunes, the music of the hour.
+
+ No death, nor life is ours, here;
+ But the vast vague sea of black
+ Sounded by star-mariners
+ Seeking the Infinite's track.
+
+
+
+
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+
+DEAD LOVE
+
+
+ Pour no blood on ashes, brother,
+ That is not the way;
+ Better say nothing,
+ Blood is no life-giver;
+ It makes death look so gay.
+
+ Dead life, or dead love
+ Need no blood at all.
+ No trumpet's call can
+ Bring back what you lived, and strove:
+ The ashes know no thrall!
+
+ Why cry for a colored glass
+ That for jewel you took;
+ The magic--the dream--
+ All returning to dust and grass,
+ Not a day love your soul forsook.
+
+ At last, you have known it,
+ That is more than they do.
+ Be not afraid, O friend,
+ Alone, alas, alone! you have loved and lived it,
+ Pour no blood on the ashes, for blood can not turn into dew.
+
+
+
+
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+
+
+ It is the same twilight, dear,
+ The hour of love and tear
+ When in raiments of shadows
+ Fancies, fears, hopes, and sorrows
+ Tread the path of sunset,
+ While like barks of jet
+ Float the clouds from east to west.
+
+ I think of thee, my darling,
+ As in my heart strange chords ring
+ Out melodies of many memories,
+ And half-forgotten reveries
+ Telling of this or that scene,
+ That is and has been
+ Trod by thee, Queen of queens.
+
+ My dreams of thee are ceaseless,
+ As my love of thee is endless;
+ Whether it be sunset or sunrise,
+ Hour of star-song, or bird-cries
+ It is of thee that I dream,
+ In the heart of my soul's stream
+ That flows to thy feet, my darling.
+
+ Dark grows both east and west;
+ Flower-heads droop into rest,
+ As I seek to lay my heart and loving
+ On thy star-white breast, my darling,
+ And sink into that pool of sleep
+ That rises from thy singing's deep,
+ While all are silent, as my desires near thee, my Queen.
+
+ What peace thy presence breathes!
+ What serenity weaves its wreathes!
+ What myriad wonders touch hands
+ Across many seas, from many lands,
+ When a thought of thee
+ Heralds thy coming to me
+ Between palpitating desires, and fragrant dreams.
+
+
+
+
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+
+WEARINESS
+
+
+ Weariness the tune of this evening melody,
+ Pain the lute to which I sing;
+ Ah! goddess, why this gray measure
+ In thy starry harmony?
+
+ The white conch[4] of the half-moon
+ Silent as though all worship's ceased,
+ No incense-perfume from the forest censer
+ The breeze brings; all still, like torrid noon.
+
+ I row in a black bark on a copper-colored sea,
+ The sun fades like a golden bubble in its deep;
+ Weariness the chart that I hold in my hand,
+ Weariness the tune of this evening melody.
+
+
+[Footnote 4: In a Hindu temple conch shells are blown during or at the
+close of a worship.]
+
+
+
+
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+
+
+ A call, not a song;
+ A command, not a prayer;
+ No mellowing moonlight, but dawn,
+ Frail, fanciful, and fair
+ In the east of my dream and desire.
+ At the portal of unending desire,
+ Draped in diaphanous dreams,
+ With a whispered word of fire
+ That quivers and gleams
+ Through the clouds of my longing.
+ Longings poignant with pains and tears
+ Enfold, and fill my soul
+ That aches with hopes and fears
+ As thy chariot wheels' roll
+ Sets fire with torches of gold
+ To my words, my silences, my singing,
+ And to this black pyre of my life
+ To take my being on the wings of thy embracing
+ To sail away, far away from man's hate and strife
+ Where only love reigns on its throne of unending light.
+
+
+
+
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+
+REMORSE
+
+
+ Gently descending dark--
+ Curtain of silence
+ From heaven to earth;
+
+ The drama of day over,
+ Empty the seats of life,
+ Dead the twilight fire.
+
+ Curtains of black
+ Woven from threads of purple
+ By the hands of a star,
+
+ That lone soul weeping
+ Over the dead hours
+ Laid by mute time in the eternal's grave.
+
+ In the night of my soul
+ Not even a ray,
+ Nor a mourner present;
+
+ But a deep dark hollow
+ Where no fate weeps
+ Even fear is afraid to tread:
+
+ Fear-forsaken, hollow within hollow,
+ Even silence flees from me--
+ O, the pity of it!
+
+
+
+
+38
+
+POET
+
+
+ To distil a few golden drops of song
+ Through the gloom of this hour;
+ To filter true emotions
+ Through passion's burning fire
+ When the sun bubble-like fades in the west;
+ As our being craves for night's rest
+ That pool of silver in life's forest of distress.
+
+ To light some pale candles
+ In the cavern of a lonely isle
+ And draw the wine of day
+ From the must of midnight,
+ Or plant a star-seed in the gray-ploughed eve--
+ So out of the abyss of the blackness of night
+ Dawn's million-colored fountain might spring.
+
+
+
+
+39
+
+WANDERER
+
+
+ The silvery beach, a riband around the flowing hair of the sea,
+ Where gleam the foam-flowers garlanded in multitudinous nebulous rings:
+ Here, on the frontier of many worlds and the billow-rocked cradle of
+ eternal sleep,
+ No sound, no music, no silence that a wounded soul can heal.
+
+ A longing more tempestuous than the craven breeze-possessed deep,
+ And tears that outweigh the salt of the woeful brine,
+ Yet no sleep dream-robbed, or dream-laden, nor even death's pallid
+ peace;
+ But a ceaseless crying over my heart's forsaken valleys
+ Where love like a wraith haunts the empty tombs of memory.
+
+
+
+
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+
+AT DAWN
+
+
+ With the breath of dawn
+ Cooling thy feverish brow,
+ And the fading of the last footfall of the stars
+ No kiss can I bring to thy bedside,
+ Nor caresses of cooling fire, my sweet.
+ Yet through this dreamful silence
+ That writes on the rim of the golden light
+ The story of our love
+ With most eloquent poignancy,
+ More love we pour into each other
+ Than the tryst of an eternal night.
+
+
+
+
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+
+
+ From her many-colored bow Nature
+ Has hurled her silver arrows of rain
+ And slain the hosts of Dark.
+
+ Jeweled with a single star, the Moon
+ Walks the garden of Night;
+ Higher and higher
+ Through the star-enflowered pathways of sapphire
+ She draws her train of silver.
+
+
+
+
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+
+
+ If words fail, song will come;
+ If thought fades, souls will not be dumb;
+ If sound ceases, Silence our song;
+ If Life fails,--Death join our hands.
+
+
+
+
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+
+RAINY NIGHT
+
+
+ Like tears shed over a dream,
+ Like sighs that stream
+ In an unseen nameless way
+ Into the heart of our lay.
+
+ It seemed hour on hours,
+ Years like fading flowers
+ Scattered their petals and bloom
+ In a half-lit forest of gloom.
+
+ The softness of its sounds,
+ Like the coursing of a million hounds
+ Of dream over the glade of sleep
+ Where tortured silences creep.
+
+ Exquisite, pain-laden, peaceful,
+ This night most beautiful,
+ What love forsaken by loving
+ Sets his heart a'singing?
+
+ No torment in it, but tenderness;
+ A liquid star-music of sadness
+ Pours into my soul half asleep;
+ While the willows at my window weep.
+
+
+
+
+44
+
+GHOSTS
+
+
+ Flames flickered in the fireplace,
+ As memories on the hearth of life;
+ Two shadows we, watching, brooding,
+ To catch our reflection
+ In a non-existent stream.
+
+ The ghost-witness of it all,
+ The clock brings its proofs;
+ Moments melt into moments,
+ Like notes of sad music,
+ Like a white cerement.
+
+ Cold memories shroud our life;
+ Speech flees before this;
+ Faces turn away from each other;
+ The fire throws light on them;
+ There, too, flames burn and flicker.
+
+
+
+
+45
+
+RAIN
+
+
+ What world-agony distils its poignancy this day?
+ What pain-laden heart pours out its exhaustless lay
+ Of tormenting woe and tortured silences?
+
+ From the far reaches of the marshland
+ Along and beyond the crescent-bed of the sea-sand
+ What tempest on the wave's-strings makes its cadences?
+
+ The distant hills dimmed like dull and forgotten dreams
+ Raise their shadowy heads where pour in streams
+ The tears of the heart-hollowed mourners of the skies;
+
+ While into the turgid heart of the fens at their feet
+ Turbidly fall and dance sheet upon sheet
+ To the measureless measure of the wind's empty sighs.
+
+ No light but a dismal gray, that neither throbs nor quivers
+ On the torn banks of the heavens' cloud-rivers,
+ But stonily stands still, like death that dies never.
+
+ Not-dead, but a weeping world bathing its corpses--
+ Its memories, its lost hopes, in regret's hearses
+ To be buried in flowerless graves, without incense or prayer.
+
+ It writhes in agony, rolls out in undulating rills,
+ This rain-melody from the sea-waves to the farthest hills,
+ Thence to the dreary distance lost to hearing or sight.
+
+ It is all dark and dank, a mourning of earth and heaven,
+ Sorrow-laden, life-weary, long-lost, death-craven,
+ A day lost to time, a light more baleful than night.
+
+ No dead these, but a living death seeking peace
+ From the furies--their own thoughts--sorrow--surcease,
+ Kissing the lashing wind thinking it to be the breeze.
+
+ Pour, pour, pour, O relentless, exhaustless pain!
+ To the measure of thine own agony, thy woe's refrain,
+ These desolate streams of thy music, thy pangs of a million seas.
+
+
+
+
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+
+EVENING WORSHIP
+
+
+ The amber west melts into saffron,
+ The east, a misty vision of rose:
+ Like the sun, our souls seek repose.
+ The mountains, empurpled priests,
+ The river, the chant from their lips,
+ Sunlit the pine-candles' crimson tips.
+
+ At this hour of worship
+ Shadows spread their wings;
+ Silently the breeze-bell rings.
+ The stars put a silver riband round night's tresses,
+ The light fades like a receding song
+ As fall soundless sounds from Nature's
+ moon-gong.
+
+
+
+
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+
+
+ The rosy mist stilly polishes the round mirror,
+ The moon;
+ Golden her face
+
+ Reflecting the cool sweet glory of a
+ Baby sun
+ When dangling
+
+ His short golden arms in the cradle of the sky
+ After night
+ Gave him birth,
+
+ And herself died as day dies to see the moon,
+ This golden
+ Rose-washed stone
+
+ That the unseen hand puts on the crown of night
+ Beside it puts
+ Bits of white--
+
+ The star-jewels like million fancies, worshipping
+ The goddess
+ Of dream.
+
+
+
+
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+
+
+ The sun's golden spear,
+ The violet cloud writhing in pain;
+ Golden the tint of the sky,
+ The tall trees wave their green-gold hair.
+
+ Music of this hour!
+ The zephyr's perfume-laden argosy
+ Drifts with the song of lutes
+ Down the sunset-stream that falls from heaven's bower.
+
+ Another flow of light,
+ Tinkling like the intangible bells of paradise,
+ Flows out of my heart
+ Into the mysterious love-perfumed ocean of night.
+
+
+
+
+49
+
+TRUCE
+
+
+ A field of battle--this sky,
+ The sun, the hero bleeding to death;
+ The shadows and lights hurl their
+ Hosts of clouds ceaselessly:
+ No peace?
+ Warfare all?
+ Nay, lo! she cometh--
+ The Spirit of Truce,
+ The Evening Star!
+
+
+
+
+50
+
+A PARALLEL
+
+
+ Time has passed, since
+ Shadows trembled to watch
+ Twilight sweep the earth
+ For the phantoms to trip and mince.
+
+ A dark breeze the forest-heart stirs;
+ Yet merry the face of the sky--
+ Twinkling in joy
+ Its innumerable eyes, the stars.
+
+ Hushed the music within;
+ Pleasure's silver laugh, dead;
+ Thought lost in reverie--
+ Reverie receding into nothing.
+
+ The taper of dreams flickers
+ Out, leaving the soul in dusk
+ By the altar of love,
+ Flower-laden as the night with stars.
+
+
+
+
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+
+
+ "Nothing endures," you said;
+ "None can die," quoth love;
+ "In the firmament of loving
+ No stars set, no meteors fall."
+
+ Yet, nothing endures, nothing,
+ Naught but dust;
+ Naught but regret and vain desire
+ The twin monuments of life,
+
+ Reared by time, by wrecking
+ All that we seek and find.
+ Its relentless waves of years
+ Break even the impregnable wall of memory
+ That thought builds
+ On the embankment of hope.
+
+ Pass all away, even we who loved,
+ Dreamt as none dreamt before--
+ Borne by the tide of life--
+ But, lo! from our defeated destiny
+ Rise our seeds reared by time
+ Consecrated to love and living!
+
+
+
+
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+
+DISAPPOINTMENT
+
+
+ They think thee bitter:
+ Thou art not made o' laughter
+ Nor love's smile
+ Can thy vision beguile:
+ Like a black-fiery comet
+ Suddenly, sinisterly, thou comest;
+ Making thy fateful journey,
+ Littering the floor of destiny
+ With wreckages of life,
+ Of love, of heart--
+ Of all visitors thou art the surest;
+ Halting nowhere long, endlessly passest,
+ Dragging behind thee thy train of fire
+ That burneth all, heedless of curse or prayer.
+
+
+
+
+53
+
+BUDDHA
+
+
+ On thy Lotus-seat of Night,--
+ Meditation closing thy eyes,--
+ The Star Hosts thy awe-struck devotees:
+ The Moon, thy halo unchanging.
+ White-robed time telling his beads
+ Of aeons on the thread of Eternity
+ By the ocean of space
+ Slumbering in peace at thy feet;
+ While Destiny stringing the lyre of death
+ Sings Nirvana's hymn.
+
+
+
+
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+
+
+ Ask me not to stand at thy friendship's gate--
+ I, who loved thee, now must like a cold spectre from a far forgotten
+ land of snow
+ Watch thee fall asleep on the couch of freezing friendship?
+ In these arms thou sought and joyed on many delights
+ Excavated the ruins of passion to build them anew,
+ Or sailed on thy wings--these arms--over love's enchanted sea.
+ Friendship!
+ Barrier not this, but a coward's refuge--
+ A shadow, not the rainbow-light of loving and life.
+ O come, my pilot, conduct the bark of our twin souls
+ From cold friendship's haven
+ Over love's boistrous desire-foam-fringed ocean
+ Till in the sheer joy and fatigue of flying
+ We fail, fall and fade
+ Into the heart of Passion's another fire-born day.
+
+
+
+
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+
+
+ Golden vines they,
+ These thin lines of light,
+ Climbing the sky-wall
+ After the sun sank into sleep.
+
+ Like rills, thread-like,
+ Seen from a jutting rock
+ Where air is dizzy
+ And fancy infinite, free.
+
+ What fiery wine
+ Tingles in these vines
+ Weaving golden arabesques
+ On the pale evening sky?
+
+ Ah, the heavens this hour
+ Have drunk of sunset's ruby Wine
+ For those golden cobwebs to weave
+ Their magic of twilight dreams.
+
+
+
+
+56
+
+AT SUNDOWN
+
+
+ Two shadows fell, tremulous and frail,
+ From the upland over the lake-surface pale,
+ While the shivering reeds shook at sunset,
+ As the swans sailed into a sea of jet.
+
+ The rippling waters, and the breeze,
+ And the shadows that fall from the trees,
+ Mingled and melted with the twain,
+ A song of whitewashed away by its black refrain.
+
+ Only words remained, palpitating and few,
+ Falling through the gloom and night's dew
+ Like jewelled fancies rising out of a dream
+ That live for a moment and die ere they gleam.
+
+
+
+
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+
+
+ Tears well out from my heart,
+ As clouds overcast my soul,
+ And blur my vision of thee.
+
+ Melancholy this dawn,
+ When thy smile and words,
+ And thy sky-shaming eyes
+ Are not beside me to rouse me from sleep.
+
+ Though cry I without end,
+ Yet a thought of thee heals many wounds,
+ Why? thou ask me; how can I tell?
+
+ All thou wish to take is thine;
+ Not even the dust of thy feet I seek,
+ Only leave me the star of thy memory
+ To bathe in the rain of my weeping.
+
+
+
+
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+
+
+ At last thou comest;
+ Thy footsteps I hear across the ages,
+ Over wandering fancies,
+ Through shadows of dreams
+ Is thy coming, Queen of queens.
+
+ This shimmering summer of life
+ That thou bringest with thee
+ As a gift to my silent waiting
+ Is but what I prayed to bring
+ To the altar of thy coming.
+
+ I spread the seat of my soul,
+ For thee to rest thy tired limbs;
+ And wave the fan of my heart
+ To cool thy lotus-shaming face,
+ Lady of light, queen of grace.
+
+ Come to my bower of worship,
+ Where burns the incense of devotion,
+ Lay thy rose-robed body
+ In the shrine of my longing,
+ Where love's rainbow-songs are ringing.
+
+
+
+
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+
+
+ The lingering light of the sun
+ Takes from the chalice of the valley
+ Its mist-perfume to wash the
+ Moon-face with rose.
+ In the pool at my feet the goldfishes drag their trains of brown
+ Which cleave it into parts that ceaselessly mingle anew.
+ The moon, silver bright
+ Through thousand streams sends her light
+ Into the valley aswoon, listening to the harmony of night.
+
+
+
+
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+
+
+ I have drunk your tears with insatiate lips;
+ I have broken like a toy the heart of your life;
+ What have I given? your last query!
+ The cup of my heart filled I with love;
+ The chalice of soul with the substance of my God,
+ For thee to drink my life's first love.
+ Thou drankest as one that comes from a desert,
+ Thou spiltest the nectar heedless, like mad;
+ Yet I cursed not, nor shed tears;
+ But loved thee, longed to live for thy love.
+ Alas! thy tears grew salt, thy love thy self's greedy grasp,--
+ O, it is the end; let us part!
+ The morning of indifference wings the gray sky;
+ The bird-song of the other dawns the raven's shriek now,--
+ Shed no more tears, I tire of my drink;
+ Break not thy heart; thy soul? Let it be still!
+ Beyond the gray-cloud is the land of sunrise:
+ Let us part, dear, let us be wise.
+
+
+
+
+61
+
+SOUND BUTTERFLIES
+
+(IN A FOUNTAIN)
+
+
+ Like interpenetrating bells of silver,
+ The water-drops ring and melt
+ Into new drops, like new notes
+ From an untiring lyre,
+ That in colored succession
+ Paint our heart-beats
+ From the gold of sunrise into sunset fire;
+ Yet, not like that, this brush of water-drops
+ Limns on the silver rim of Joy
+ The dark Butterflies of Desire.
+
+
+
+
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+
+
+ Even in sadness thou art beside me,
+ In gladness, none so happy as thee;
+ I love thee;
+ May my love kiss the feet of thy love of me.
+
+ My dreams are thine, day or night,
+ My sleep sings in silence to the night
+ Of thy delight;
+ May thy heart's gifts like stars my heart's heaven bedight!
+
+ Though a sigh rises in my soul this hour;
+ Closes its petals in the west the golden day-flower;
+ In my bower
+ Let thy love pour its rainbow shower.
+
+
+
+
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+
+
+ By the sea of sleep walks white-robed Night;
+ The breeze but the faint rustle of her drapery
+ That calls the mist-made bark of dream
+ From the cavern of the Unknown to sail to us,
+ Laden with endless star-like fancies.
+ And She! the magician, walks on and on
+ Over the sapphire embankment of the sky
+ Like a moving magnet drawing behind her a million dream-argosies.
+
+
+
+
+64
+
+FAREWELL
+
+(AFTER A HINDUSTANI SONG)
+
+
+ Farewell, fairest of loves!
+ Life's most fanciful of gifts,
+ Joy and treasure, love and wonder,
+ Waking's elusive reality,
+ Dream's ever-yielding divinity.
+ Even thou must pass
+ Beyond time's starless bar:
+ Thy eyes, their lambent flames
+ Shall no more illumine my night;
+ Nor thy brow, home of many moods,
+ Tranquil yet tormented as a sea,
+ Shall ever wear the coronal of my kiss.
+ Ah, kisses! blisses of fire,
+ Passion's long lingering melody
+ Played by thy lips on mine.
+ Even they must die--
+ Intangible realities of rapture,
+ Ever present wonders of desire--
+ Now like autumn leaves
+ Fly with the west-wind of fear.
+ No, not fear that takes thee from me,
+ Nor love's slayer, satiety;
+ Yet art gone; thou art going.
+ Oh, not to crush thy heart on mine:
+ Thy breasts made but for my hands,
+ No more to quiver in rapture therein!
+ Who wills this cruel decree?
+ The warmth of thy body,
+ The staggering storm of thy yielding,
+ The intoxicating perfume of thy mouth:
+ These, and many other endless
+ Viols and lutes of passion, love, life,
+ Delights of a thousand heavens,
+ Who robs them of me?
+ Fate! that fool in the court of love,
+ Who hath no wit for laughter,
+ Steals it all from me
+ In the mid-hour of life;
+ And as it befits his mind,
+ Scatters it all over the turbid
+ Stream of fear and lies.
+
+
+
+
+65
+
+SATIETY
+
+
+ All thy gifts must die,
+ All thy thoughts must fail;
+ Such were the decree writ by time
+ With shadows on the scroll of fate.
+ Even thy memory recedes into forgetting,
+ Thy lustrous words star-like set,
+ Ah, sweet! autumn's breath withers all,
+ Even the west-wind fears to tread.
+ All yield to the power of relentless time
+ That no love nor passion can stay,
+ Blown like dried leaves we now
+ On the granite pavement of fate.
+ No more thy lip-touch on my brow,
+ Nor thy hands pleading caresses,
+ Thy gifts fall and fade into nothing,
+ Thy vision grows dim in life's sunset-west.
+
+
+
+
+66
+
+
+ Drowsy the noonday air,
+ Under the trees the still shadow
+ Like a fugitive fragment of night
+ Seeks shelter from the sun.
+
+ The bird has ceased singing,
+ The beggar unable to bear
+ The wealth of the sun
+ Spreads his torn garment,
+
+ To find peace in
+ The benign shadow of sleep.
+ Ah, lone soul like him,
+ I spread this rag of my song.
+
+ Under the tree of life
+ Over which blazes the sun of fate.
+ The calm of its shadow
+ Protects me, but where my peace?
+
+
+
+
+67
+
+CHATTERTON
+
+
+ For summers seventeen
+ This flower of spring
+ Scattered fragrance
+ That dwelt in its petals seventeen.
+ Seventeen song-hours,
+ A heart never weary;
+ A soul with honey of all flowers
+ A song as enchanting as stars.
+
+ A boy never grown old,
+ A lute never tiring to sing,
+ A mind ne'er chilled
+ Though Hunger's hand lay cold.
+
+ Steely-cold on his breast,
+ Yet the boy sang;
+ Loved as alone a poet can
+ Endlessly, without rest.
+ Just seventeen!
+ Ne'er old, though time passes;
+ A golden lyre-string
+ Has not yet ceased ringing:
+
+ Rings through the heart of time
+ O'er the summit of death
+ To the music of the Nine
+ Into the heart of Eternal Rhyme.
+
+
+
+
+68
+
+
+ A summer song it was,
+ Counting of many unseen stars
+ In an intangible sky
+ Making new milky ways--
+ Silver-shadow-paths that lead
+ From sapphire abysses
+ Into deeper abysses still.
+ The deeps of our souls
+ Lit by passion's burning flowers
+ Tremulous, timorous flames of silver,
+ That with thousand hands
+ Our hearts sought to pluck and scatter,
+ Or make barbed garlands
+ For love's nuptial hour.
+ Nuptial hour, briefer than a moment,
+ Longer than Heaven's Eternal summer,
+ When each flower burns to soothe,
+ And each soothing petal burns anew;
+ Till myriad streams of fire
+ Strewn with countless flaming stars
+ Bear us to the far sea of Time
+ Where no summer dies,
+ Nor endure the stinging moments of love's winter.
+
+
+
+
+69
+
+"WHO KNOWS"
+
+
+ Time's torment,
+ Life's woes,
+ And sorrow's wan gaze
+ Are but shades
+ In a picture of light
+ Where nothing abides,
+ All things fade.
+ In fading there is beauty,
+ By shedding tears
+ We bathe our hearts--
+ Those crushed flowers full of smart--
+ For a deity not far from our souls.
+ Yet, no solace in prayer,
+ Pain has no largess;
+ Dark has stars,
+ But no barren earth its flowers.
+ All are dismal and fallow;
+ Yet, from the mountain's stony heart
+ Spring multitudinous rivers
+ Sparkling at dawn, and
+ Deepening night's gloom with mysterious murmurs;
+ And who knows?
+ These streams that pass
+ By the balcony of our past,
+ Through present's wilderness,
+ Into desolate future
+ May reach the land of the farthest star.
+ Who knows? Ah! who knows?
+ May these song-rills
+ From my heart's little hill
+ Empty their singing waters
+ Into a sea of song-making
+ Where nothing endures
+ But the sound and echo of singing.
+ Where sound, and echo are one,
+ A moonset vale of sunset land,
+ Where light is wedded to shade
+ Without death, full of dying, yet not dead.
+
+
+
+
+70
+
+THE FIRST VISION
+
+
+ The impenetrable dark--
+ Darkness of cloud and night
+ Coming on black silent wings
+ Surround me in their folds,
+ As it sits by my side on the shore of time.
+
+ No fear, no sorrow, no hope,
+ Not even the footfall of a star;
+ Dim, deep sable tones
+ Rise from the organ of nothing
+ With its flats and sharps of clouds and night.
+
+ Ripples of moments
+ Waves of hours and years
+ Break on the shore of space
+ To speak vague, soundless words
+ To my soul, alone, shade among shades.
+
+ Not even the unheard whisper
+ Of the shadow of a breeze,
+ But silence ponderous, peaceful,
+ Afraid of its own self
+ A mute hound at my feet.
+
+ Who art thou?
+ Whom do I know in this emptiness?
+ Who has lived with me?
+ And called me from the deeps of time?
+
+ Recedes the bank of space;
+ Fades away even the unfilled time,
+ No light, no sound, not even a dream;
+ Yet who speaks through silence?
+ Who plays this music of night?
+
+ Like an intangible river it flows
+ With waves of shadow-sound
+ Between banks of mountainous silence--
+ O, who! who are you?
+ Light in a world of shadows,
+ Rainbow among sunless clouds,
+ Bark of song on this sea of silence,
+ O ferryman of the soul!
+ O Word on Infinite's scroll.
+
+
+
+
+71
+
+SHANTI[5]
+
+
+ Sleep shadows, sleep light;
+ Sleep tune, sleep speech;
+ Sleep night, sleep day;
+ Sleep children in the cradle of rest.
+
+ Dream stars, dream moon;
+ Dream sea; dream O, sun;
+ Dream rainbow, dream storm;
+ Dream rain, O, milk from Heaven's breast.
+
+ Rest ye feet, rest ye hands;
+ Rest bleeding hours of even;
+ Rest O, heart torn and burnt,
+ Rest my fancies, day is done.
+
+ Sleep night, sleep with star-eyes closed;
+ Sleep sorrow in death's silent repose;
+ Sleep O, Soul, be it twilight or morn;
+ Sleep thou too, O, sleep, heedless of moon and sun.
+
+
+[Footnote 5: Shanti is the Sanskrit for "Peace."]
+
+
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+
+ERRATA
+
+
+Page 17, lines 6 and 7 should read as follows:
+
+ Yet its mighty thrall
+ Holds me, haunts me
+
+
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