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diff --git a/2279.txt b/2279.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..3613044 --- /dev/null +++ b/2279.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4296 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of A Waif of the Plains, by Bret Harte + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: A Waif of the Plains + +Author: Bret Harte + +Release Date: May 13, 2006 [EBook #2279] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A WAIF OF THE PLAINS *** + + + + +Produced by Donald Lainson + + + + + +A WAIF OF THE PLAINS + +by Bret Harte + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +A long level of dull gray that further away became a faint blue, with +here and there darker patches that looked like water. At times an open +space, blackened and burnt in an irregular circle, with a shred of +newspaper, an old rag, or broken tin can lying in the ashes. Beyond +these always a low dark line that seemed to sink into the ground at +night, and rose again in the morning with the first light, but never +otherwise changed its height and distance. A sense of always moving with +some indefinite purpose, but of always returning at night to the same +place--with the same surroundings, the same people, the same bedclothes, +and the same awful black canopy dropped down from above. A chalky taste +of dust on the mouth and lips, a gritty sense of earth on the fingers, +and an all-pervading heat and smell of cattle. + +This was "The Great Plains" as they seemed to two children from the +hooded depth of an emigrant wagon, above the swaying heads of toiling +oxen, in the summer of 1852. + +It had appeared so to them for two weeks, always the same and always +without the least sense to them of wonder or monotony. When they viewed +it from the road, walking beside the wagon, there was only the team +itself added to the unvarying picture. One of the wagons bore on +its canvas hood the inscription, in large black letters, "Off to +California!" on the other "Root, Hog, or Die," but neither of them +awoke in the minds of the children the faintest idea of playfulness or +jocularity. Perhaps it was difficult to connect the serious men, who +occasionally walked beside them and seemed to grow more taciturn and +depressed as the day wore on, with this past effusive pleasantry. + +Yet the impressions of the two children differed slightly. The eldest, a +boy of eleven, was apparently new to the domestic habits and customs of +a life to which the younger, a girl of seven, was evidently native and +familiar. The food was coarse and less skillfully prepared than that to +which he had been accustomed. There was a certain freedom and roughness +in their intercourse, a simplicity that bordered almost on rudeness +in their domestic arrangements, and a speech that was at times almost +untranslatable to him. He slept in his clothes, wrapped up in blankets; +he was conscious that in the matter of cleanliness he was left to +himself to overcome the difficulties of finding water and towels. But it +is doubtful if in his youthfulness it affected him more than a novelty. +He ate and slept well, and found his life amusing. Only at times the +rudeness of his companions, or, worse, an indifference that made him +feel his dependency upon them, awoke a vague sense of some wrong that +had been done to him which while it was voiceless to all others and +even uneasily put aside by himself, was still always slumbering in his +childish consciousness. + +To the party he was known as an orphan put on the train at "St. Jo" by +some relative of his stepmother, to be delivered to another relative at +Sacramento. As his stepmother had not even taken leave of him, but had +entrusted his departure to the relative with whom he had been lately +living, it was considered as an act of "riddance," and accepted as such +by her party, and even vaguely acquiesced in by the boy himself. What +consideration had been offered for his passage he did not know; he only +remembered that he had been told "to make himself handy." This he had +done cheerfully, if at times with the unskillfulness of a novice; but it +was not a peculiar or a menial task in a company where all took part in +manual labor, and where existence seemed to him to bear the charm of +a prolonged picnic. Neither was he subjected to any difference of +affection or treatment from Mrs. Silsbee, the mother of his little +companion, and the wife of the leader of the train. Prematurely old, +of ill-health, and harassed with cares, she had no time to waste in +discriminating maternal tenderness for her daughter, but treated the +children with equal and unbiased querulousness. + +The rear wagon creaked, swayed, and rolled on slowly and heavily. The +hoofs of the draft-oxen, occasionally striking in the dust with a +dull report, sent little puffs like smoke on either side of the track. +Within, the children were playing "keeping store." The little girl, as +an opulent and extravagant customer, was purchasing of the boy, who sat +behind a counter improvised from a nail-keg and the front seat, most of +the available contents of the wagon, either under their own names or an +imaginary one as the moment suggested, and paying for them in the easy +and liberal currency of dried beans and bits of paper. Change was given +by the expeditious method of tearing the paper into smaller fragments. +The diminution of stock was remedied by buying the same article over +again under a different name. Nevertheless, in spite of these favorable +commercial conditions, the market seemed dull. + +"I can show you a fine quality of sheeting at four cents a yard, double +width," said the boy, rising and leaning on his fingers on the counter +as he had seen the shopmen do. "All wool and will wash," he added, with +easy gravity. + +"I can buy it cheaper at Jackson's," said the girl, with the intuitive +duplicity of her bargaining sex. + +"Very well," said the boy. "I won't play any more." + +"Who cares?" said the girl indifferently. The boy here promptly upset +the counter; the rolled-up blanket which had deceitfully represented the +desirable sheeting falling on the wagon floor. It apparently suggested +a new idea to the former salesman. "I say! let's play 'damaged stock.' +See, I'll tumble all the things down here right on top o' the others, +and sell 'em for less than cost." + +The girl looked up. The suggestion was bold, bad, and momentarily +attractive. But she only said "No," apparently from habit, picked up her +doll, and the boy clambered to the front of the wagon. The incomplete +episode terminated at once with that perfect forgetfulness, +indifference, and irresponsibility common to all young animals. If +either could have flown away or bounded off finally at that moment, they +would have done so with no more concern for preliminary detail than a +bird or squirrel. The wagon rolled steadily on. The boy could see that +one of the teamsters had climbed up on the tail-board of the preceding +vehicle. The other seemed to be walking in a dusty sleep. + +"Kla'uns," said the girl. + +The boy, without turning his head, responded, "Susy." + +"Wot are you going to be?" said the girl. + +"Goin' to be?" repeated Clarence. + +"When you is growed," explained Susy. + +Clarence hesitated. His settled determination had been to become a +pirate, merciless yet discriminating. But reading in a bethumbed "Guide +to the Plains" that morning of Fort Lamarie and Kit Carson, he had +decided upon the career of a "scout," as being more accessible and +requiring less water. Yet, out of compassion for Susy's possible +ignorance, he said neither, and responded with the American boy's modest +conventionality, "President." It was safe, required no embarrassing +description, and had been approved by benevolent old gentlemen with +their hands on his head. + +"I'm goin' to be a parson's wife," said Susy, "and keep hens, and +have things giv' to me. Baby clothes, and apples, and apple sass--and +melasses! and more baby clothes! and pork when you kill." + +She had thrown herself at the bottom of the wagon, with her back towards +him and her doll in her lap. He could see the curve of her curly head, +and beyond, her bare dimpled knees, which were raised, and over which +she was trying to fold the hem of her brief skirt. + +"I wouldn't be a President's wife," she said presently. + +"You couldn't!" + +"Could if I wanted to!" + +"Couldn't!" + +"Could now!" + +"Couldn't!" + +"Why?" + +Finding it difficult to explain his convictions of her ineligibility, +Clarence thought it equally crushing not to give any. There was a long +silence. It was very hot and dusty. The wagon scarcely seemed to move. +Clarence gazed at the vignette of the track behind them formed by +the hood of the rear. Presently he rose and walked past her to the +tail-board. "Goin' to get down," he said, putting his legs over. + +"Maw says 'No,'" said Susy. + +Clarence did not reply, but dropped to the ground beside the slowly +turning wheels. Without quickening his pace he could easily keep his +hand on the tail-board. + +"Kla'uns." + +He looked up. + +"Take me." + +She had already clapped on her sun-bonnet and was standing at the edge +of the tail-board, her little arms extended in such perfect confidence +of being caught that the boy could not resist. He caught her cleverly. +They halted a moment and let the lumbering vehicle move away from them, +as it swayed from side to side as if laboring in a heavy sea. They +remained motionless until it had reached nearly a hundred yards, and +then, with a sudden half-real, half-assumed, but altogether delightful +trepidation, ran forward and caught up with it again. This they repeated +two or three times until both themselves and the excitement were +exhausted, and they again plodded on hand in hand. Presently Clarence +uttered a cry. + +"My! Susy--look there!" + +The rear wagon had once more slipped away from them a considerable +distance. Between it and them, crossing its track, a most extraordinary +creature had halted. + +At first glance it seemed a dog--a discomfited, shameless, ownerless +outcast of streets and byways, rather than an honest stray of some +drover's train. It was so gaunt, so dusty, so greasy, so slouching, +and so lazy! But as they looked at it more intently they saw that the +grayish hair of its back had a bristly ridge, and there were great +poisonous-looking dark blotches on its flanks, and that the slouch of +its haunches was a peculiarity of its figure, and not the cowering of +fear. As it lifted its suspicious head towards them they could see that +its thin lips, too short to cover its white teeth, were curled in a +perpetual sneer. + +"Here, doggie!" said Clarence excitedly. "Good dog! Come." + +Susy burst into a triumphant laugh. "Et tain't no dog, silly; it's er +coyote." + +Clarence blushed. It wasn't the first time the pioneer's daughter had +shown her superior knowledge. He said quickly, to hide his discomfiture, +"I'll ketch him, any way; he's nothin' mor'n a ki yi." + +"Ye can't, tho," said Susy, shaking her sun-bonnet. "He's faster nor a +hoss!" + +Nevertheless, Clarence ran towards him, followed by Susy. When they had +come within twenty feet of him, the lazy creature, without apparently +the least effort, took two or three limping bounds to one side, and +remained at the same distance as before. They repeated this onset three +or four times with more or less excitement and hilarity, the animal +evading them to one side, but never actually retreating before them. +Finally, it occurred to them both that although they were not catching +him they were not driving him away. The consequences of that thought +were put into shape by Susy with round-eyed significance. + +"Kla'uns, he bites." + +Clarence picked up a hard sun-baked clod, and, running forward, threw +it at the coyote. It was a clever shot, and struck him on his slouching +haunches. He snapped and gave a short snarling yelp, and vanished. +Clarence returned with a victorious air to his companion. But she was +gazing intently in the opposite direction, and for the first time he +discovered that the coyote had been leading them half round a circle. + +"Kla'uns," said Susy, with a hysterical little laugh. + +"Well?" + +"The wagon's gone." + +Clarence started. It was true. Not only their wagon, but the whole train +of oxen and teamsters had utterly disappeared, vanishing as completely +as if they had been caught up in a whirlwind or engulfed in the earth! +Even the low cloud of dust that usually marked their distant course by +day was nowhere to be seen. The long level plain stretched before them +to the setting sun, without a sign or trace of moving life or animation. +That great blue crystal bowl, filled with dust and fire by day, with +stars and darkness by night, which had always seemed to drop its rim +round them everywhere and shut them in, seemed to them now to have +been lifted to let the train pass out, and then closed down upon them +forever. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +Their first sensation was one of purely animal freedom. + +They looked at each other with sparkling eyes and long silent breaths. +But this spontaneous outburst of savage nature soon passed. Susy's +little hand presently reached forward and clutched Clarence's jacket. +The boy understood it, and said quickly,-- + +"They ain't gone far, and they'll stop as soon as they find us gone." + +They trotted on a little faster; the sun they had followed every day and +the fresh wagon tracks being their unfailing guides; the keen, cool air +of the plains, taking the place of that all-pervading dust and smell of +the perspiring oxen, invigorating them with its breath. + +"We ain't skeered a bit, are we?" said Susy. + +"What's there to be afraid of?" said Clarence scornfully. He said this +none the less strongly because he suddenly remembered that they had been +often left alone in the wagon for hours without being looked after, +and that their absence might not be noticed until the train stopped to +encamp at dusk, two hours later. They were not running very fast, yet +either they were more tired than they knew, or the air was thinner, for +they both seemed to breathe quickly. Suddenly Clarence stopped. + +"There they are now." + +He was pointing to a light cloud of dust in the far-off horizon, from +which the black hulk of a wagon emerged for a moment and was lost. But +even as they gazed the cloud seemed to sink like a fairy mirage to the +earth again, the whole train disappeared, and only the empty stretching +track returned. They did not know that this seemingly flat and level +plain was really undulatory, and that the vanished train had simply +dipped below their view on some further slope even as it had once +before. But they knew they were disappointed, and that disappointment +revealed to them the fact that they had concealed it from each other. +The girl was the first to succumb, and burst into a quick spasm of +angry tears. That single act of weakness called out the boy's pride and +strength. There was no longer an equality of suffering; he had become +her protector; he felt himself responsible for both. Considering her no +longer his equal, he was no longer frank with her. + +"There's nothin' to boo-boo for," he said, with a half-affected +brusqueness. "So quit, now! They'll stop in a minit, and send some one +back for us. Shouldn't wonder if they're doin' it now." + +But Susy, with feminine discrimination detecting the hollow ring in his +voice, here threw herself upon him and began to beat him violently with +her little fists. "They ain't! They ain't! They ain't. You know it! +How dare you?" Then, exhausted with her struggles, she suddenly threw +herself flat on the dry grass, shut her eyes tightly, and clutched at +the stubble. + +"Get up," said the boy, with a pale, determined face that seemed to have +got much older. + +"You leave me be," said Susy. + +"Do you want me to go away and leave you?" asked the boy. + +Susy opened one blue eye furtively in the secure depths of her +sun-bonnet, and gazed at his changed face. + +"Ye-e-s." + +He pretended to turn away, but really to look at the height of the +sinking sun. + +"Kla'uns!" + +"Well?" + +"Take me." + +She was holding up her hands. He lifted her gently in his arms, dropping +her head over his shoulder. "Now," he said cheerfully, "you keep a good +lookout that way, and I this, and we'll soon be there." + +The idea seemed to please her. After Clarence had stumbled on for a few +moments, she said, "Do you see anything, Kla'uns?" + +"Not yet." + +"No more don't I." This equality of perception apparently satisfied her. +Presently she lay more limp in his arms. She was asleep. + +The sun was sinking lower; it had already touched the edge of the +horizon, and was level with his dazzled and straining eyes. At times it +seemed to impede his eager search and task his vision. Haze and black +spots floated across the horizon, and round wafers, like duplicates of +the sun, glittered back from the dull surface of the plains. Then he +resolved to look no more until he had counted fifty, a hundred, +but always with the same result, the return of the empty, unending +plains--the disk growing redder as it neared the horizon, the fire it +seemed to kindle as it sank, but nothing more. + +Staggering under his burden, he tried to distract himself by fancying +how the discovery of their absence would be made. He heard the listless, +half-querulous discussion about the locality that regularly pervaded +the nightly camp. He heard the discontented voice of Jake Silsbee as he +halted beside the wagon, and said, "Come out o' that now, you two, and +mighty quick about it." He heard the command harshly repeated. He saw +the look of irritation on Silsbee's dusty, bearded face, that followed +his hurried glance into the empty wagon. He heard the query, "What's +gone o' them limbs now?" handed from wagon to wagon. He heard a few +oaths; Mrs. Silsbee's high rasping voice, abuse of himself, the hurried +and discontented detachment of a search party, Silsbee and one of the +hired men, and vociferation and blame. Blame always for himself, the +elder, who might have "known better!" A little fear, perhaps, but he +could not fancy either pity or commiseration. Perhaps the thought upheld +his pride; under the prospect of sympathy he might have broken down. + +At last he stumbled, and stopped to keep himself from falling forward on +his face. He could go no further; his breath was spent; he was dripping +with perspiration; his legs were trembling under him; there was +a roaring in his ears; round red disks of the sun were scattered +everywhere around him like spots of blood. To the right of the trail +there seemed to be a slight mound where he could rest awhile, and yet +keep his watchful survey of the horizon. But on reaching it he found +that it was only a tangle of taller mesquite grass, into which he sank +with his burden. Nevertheless, if useless as a point of vantage, it +offered a soft couch for Susy, who seemed to have fallen quite naturally +into her usual afternoon siesta, and in a measure it shielded her from a +cold breeze that had sprung up from the west. Utterly exhausted himself, +but not daring to yield to the torpor that seemed to be creeping over +him, Clarence half sat, half knelt down beside her, supporting himself +with one hand, and, partly hidden in the long grass, kept his straining +eyes fixed on the lonely track. + +The red disk was sinking lower. It seemed to have already crumbled away +a part of the distance with its eating fires. As it sank still lower, +it shot out long, luminous rays, diverging fan-like across the plain, +as if, in the boy's excited fancy, it too were searching for the lost +estrays. And as one long beam seemed to linger over his hiding-place, +he even thought that it might serve as a guide to Silsbee and the other +seekers, and was constrained to stagger to his feet, erect in its +light. But it soon sank, and with it Clarence dropped back again to his +crouching watch. Yet he knew that the daylight was still good for an +hour, and with the withdrawal of that mystic sunset glory objects became +even more distinct and sharply defined than at any other time. And with +the merciful sheathing of that flaming sword which seemed to have swayed +between him and the vanished train, his eyes already felt a blessed +relief. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +With the setting of the sun an ominous silence fell. He could hear the +low breathing of Susy, and even fancied he could hear the beating of his +own heart in that oppressive hush of all nature. For the day's march had +always been accompanied by the monotonous creaking of wheels and axles, +and even the quiet of the night encampment had been always more or less +broken by the movement of unquiet sleepers on the wagon beds, or the +breathing of the cattle. But here there was neither sound nor motion. +Susy's prattle, and even the sound of his own voice, would have broken +the benumbing spell, but it was a part of his growing self-denial now +that he refrained from waking her even by a whisper. She would awaken +soon enough to thirst and hunger, perhaps, and then what was he to do? +If that looked-for help would only come now--while she still slept. For +it was part of his boyish fancy that if he could deliver her asleep and +undemonstrative of fear and suffering, he would be less blameful, and +she less mindful of her trouble. If it did not come--but he would not +think of that yet! If she was thirsty meantime--well, it might rain, and +there was always the dew which they used to brush off the morning grass; +he would take off his shirt and catch it in that, like a shipwrecked +mariner. It would be funny, and make her laugh. For himself he would not +laugh; he felt he was getting very old and grown up in this loneliness. + +It was getting darker--they should be looking into the wagons now. A new +doubt began to assail him. Ought he not, now that he was rested, make +the most of the remaining moments of daylight, and before the glow faded +from the west, when he would no longer have any bearings to guide him? +But there was always the risk of waking her!--to what? The fear of being +confronted again with HER fear and of being unable to pacify her, at +last decided him to remain. But he crept softly through the grass, and +in the dust of the track traced the four points of the compass, as he +could still determine them by the sunset light, with a large printed W +to indicate the west! This boyish contrivance particularly pleased him. +If he had only had a pole, a stick, or even a twig, on which to tie his +handkerchief and erect it above the clump of mesquite as a signal to the +searchers in case they should be overcome by fatigue or sleep, he would +have been happy. But the plain was barren of brush or timber; he did +not dream that this omission and the very unobtrusiveness of his +hiding-place would be his salvation from a greater danger. + +With the coming darkness the wind arose and swept the plain with a +long-drawn sigh. This increased to a murmur, till presently the whole +expanse--before sunk in awful silence--seemed to awake with vague +complaints, incessant sounds, and low moanings. At times he thought he +heard the halloaing of distant voices, at times it seemed as a whisper +in his own ear. In the silence that followed each blast he fancied he +could detect the creaking of the wagon, the dull thud of the oxen's +hoofs, or broken fragments of speech, blown and scattered even as he +strained his ears to listen by the next gust. This tension of the ear +began to confuse his brain, as his eyes had been previously dazzled by +the sunlight, and a strange torpor began to steal over his faculties. +Once or twice his head dropped. + +He awoke with a start. A moving figure had suddenly uplifted itself +between him and the horizon! It was not twenty yards away, so clearly +outlined against the still luminous sky that it seemed even nearer. +A human figure, but so disheveled, so fantastic, and yet so mean and +puerile in its extravagance, that it seemed the outcome of a childish +dream. It was a mounted figure, but so ludicrously disproportionate to +the pony it bestrode, whose slim legs were stiffly buried in the dust in +a breathless halt, that it might have been a straggler from some vulgar +wandering circus. A tall hat, crownless and rimless, a castaway of +civilization, surmounted by a turkey's feather, was on its head; over +its shoulders hung a dirty tattered blanket that scarcely covered the +two painted legs which seemed clothed in soiled yellow hose. In one hand +it held a gun; the other was bent above its eyes in eager scrutiny of +some distant point beyond and east of the spot where the children lay +concealed. Presently, with a dozen quick noiseless strides of the pony's +legs, the apparition moved to the right, its gaze still fixed on that +mysterious part of the horizon. There was no mistaking it now! The +painted Hebraic face, the large curved nose, the bony cheek, the broad +mouth, the shadowed eyes, the straight long matted locks! It was an +Indian! Not the picturesque creature of Clarence's imagination, but +still an Indian! The boy was uneasy, suspicious, antagonistic, but +not afraid. He looked at the heavy animal face with the superiority of +intelligence, at the half-naked figure with the conscious supremacy of +dress, at the lower individuality with the contempt of a higher race. +Yet a moment after, when the figure wheeled and disappeared towards the +undulating west, a strange chill crept over him. Yet he did not know +that in this puerile phantom and painted pigmy the awful majesty of +Death had passed him by. + +"Mamma!" + +It was Susy's voice, struggling into consciousness. Perhaps she had been +instinctively conscious of the boy's sudden fears. + +"Hush!" + +He had just turned to the objective point of the Indian's gaze. There +WAS something! A dark line was moving along with the gathering darkness. +For a moment he hardly dared to voice his thoughts even to himself. +It was a following train overtaking them from the rear! And from the +rapidity of its movements a train with horses, hurrying forward to +evening camp. He had never dreamt of help from that quarter. This +was what the Indian's keen eyes had been watching, and why he had so +precipitately fled. + +The strange train was now coming up at a round trot. It was evidently +well appointed with five or six large wagons and several outriders. In +half an hour it would be here. Yet he refrained from waking Susy, who +had fallen asleep again; his old superstition of securing her safety +first being still uppermost. He took off his jacket to cover her +shoulders, and rearranged her nest. Then he glanced again at the coming +train. But for some unaccountable reason it had changed its direction, +and instead of following the track that should have brought it to his +side it had turned off to the left! In ten minutes it would pass abreast +of him a mile and a half away! If he woke Susy now, he knew she would be +helpless in her terror, and he could not carry her half that distance. +He might rush to the train himself and return with help, but he would +never leave her alone--in the darkness. Never! If she woke she would die +of fright, perhaps, or wander blindly and aimlessly away. No! The train +would pass and with it that hope of rescue. Something was in his throat, +but he gulped it down and was quiet again albeit he shivered in the +night wind. + +The train was nearly abreast of him now. He ran out of the tall grass, +waving his straw hat above his head in the faint hope of attracting +attention. But he did not go far, for he found to his alarm that when +he turned back again the clump of mesquite was scarcely distinguishable +from the rest of the plain. This settled all question of his going. Even +if he reached the train and returned with some one, how would he ever +find her again in this desolate expanse? + +He watched the train slowly pass--still mechanically, almost hopelessly, +waving his hat as he ran up and down before the mesquite, as if he were +waving a last farewell to his departing hope. Suddenly it appeared to +him that three of the outriders who were preceding the first wagon had +changed their shape. They were no longer sharp, oblong, black blocks +against the horizon but had become at first blurred and indistinct, +then taller and narrower, until at last they stood out like exclamation +points against the sky. He continued to wave his hat, they continued to +grow taller and narrower. He understood it now--the three transformed +blocks were the outriders coming towards him. + +This is what he had seen-- + +[Drawing of three black blocks] + +This is what he saw now-- + +! ! ! + +He ran back to Susy to see if she still slept, for his foolish desire +to have her saved unconsciously was stronger than ever now that safety +seemed so near. She was still sleeping, although she had moved slightly. +He ran to the front again. + +The outriders had apparently halted. What were they doing? Why wouldn't +they come on? + +Suddenly a blinding flash of light seemed to burst from one of them. +Away over his head something whistled like a rushing bird, and sped +off invisible. They had fired a gun; they were signaling to +him--Clarence--like a grown-up man. He would have given his life at that +moment to have had a gun. But he could only wave his hat frantically. + +One of the figures here bore away and impetuously darted forward again. +He was coming nearer, powerful, gigantic, formidable, as he loomed +through the darkness. All at once he threw up his arm with a wild +gesture to the others; and his voice, manly, frank, and assuring, came +ringing before him. + +"Hold up! Good God! It's no Injun--it's a child!" + +In another moment he had reined up beside Clarence and leaned over him, +bearded, handsome, powerful and protecting. + +"Hallo! What's all this? What are you doing here?" + +"Lost from Mr. Silsbee's train," said Clarence, pointing to the darkened +west. + +"Lost?--how long?" + +"About three hours. I thought they'd come back for us," said Clarence +apologetically to this big, kindly man. + +"And you kalkilated to wait here for 'em?" + +"Yes, yes--I did--till I saw you." + +"Then why in thunder didn't you light out straight for us, instead of +hanging round here and drawing us out?" + +The boy hung his head. He knew his reasons were unchanged, but all at +once they seemed very foolish and unmanly to speak out. + +"Only that we were on the keen jump for Injins," continued the stranger, +"we wouldn't have seen you at all, and might hev shot you when we did. +What possessed you to stay here?" + +The boy was still silent. "Kla'uns," said a faint, sleepy voice from the +mesquite, "take me." The rifle-shot had awakened Susy. + +The stranger turned quickly towards the sound. Clarence started and +recalled himself. "There," he said bitterly, "you've done it now, you've +wakened her! THAT'S why I stayed. I couldn't carry her over there to +you. I couldn't let her walk, for she'd be frightened. I wouldn't wake +her up, for she'd be frightened, and I mightn't find her again. There!" +He had made up his mind to be abused, but he was reckless now that she +was safe. + +The men glanced at each other. "Then," said the spokesman quietly, "you +didn't strike out for us on account of your sister?" + +"She ain't my sister," said Clarence quickly. "She's a little girl. +She's Mrs. Silsbee's little girl. We were in the wagon and got down. +It's my fault. I helped her down." + +The three men reined their horses closely round him, leaning forward +from their saddles, with their hands on their knees and their heads on +one side. "Then," said the spokesman gravely, "you just reckoned to stay +here, old man, and take your chances with her rather than run the risk +of frightening or leaving her--though it was your one chance of life!" + +"Yes," said the boy, scornful of this feeble, grown-up repetition. + +"Come here." + +The boy came doggedly forward. The man pushed back the well-worn straw +hat from Clarence's forehead and looked into his lowering face. With his +hand still on the boy's head he turned him round to the others, and said +quietly,-- + +"Suthin of a pup, eh?" + +"You bet," they responded. + +The voice was not unkindly, although the speaker had thrown his lower +jaw forward as if to pronounce the word "pup" with a humorous suggestion +of a mastiff. Before Clarence could make up his mind if the epithet +was insulting or not, the man put out his stirruped foot, and, with a +gesture of invitation, said, "Jump up." + +"But Susy," said Clarence, drawing back. + +"Look; she's making up to Phil already." + +Clarence looked. Susy had crawled out of the mesquite, and with her +sun-bonnet hanging down her back, her curls tossed around her face, +still flushed with sleep, and Clarence's jacket over her shoulders, was +gazing up with grave satisfaction in the laughing eyes of one of the men +who was with outstretched hands bending over her. Could he believe his +senses? The terror-stricken, willful, unmanageable Susy, whom he would +have translated unconsciously to safety without this terrible ordeal of +being awakened to the loss of her home and parents at any sacrifice +to himself--this ingenuous infant was absolutely throwing herself with +every appearance of forgetfulness into the arms of the first new-comer! +Yet his perception of this fact was accompanied by no sense of +ingratitude. For her sake he felt relieved, and with a boyish smile +of satisfaction and encouragement vaulted into the saddle before the +stranger. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +The dash forward to the train, securely held in the saddle by the arms +of their deliverers, was a secret joy to the children that seemed only +too quickly over. The resistless gallop of the fiery mustangs, the rush +of the night wind, the gathering darkness in which the distant wagons, +now halted and facing them, looked like domed huts in the horizon--all +these seemed but a delightful and fitting climax to the events of the +day. In the sublime forgetfulness of youth, all they had gone through +had left no embarrassing record behind it; they were willing to repeat +their experiences on the morrow, confident of some equally happy end. +And when Clarence, timidly reaching his hand towards the horse-hair +reins lightly held by his companion, had them playfully yielded up to +him by that hold and confident rider, the boy felt himself indeed a man. + +But a greater surprise was in store for them. As they neared the wagons, +now formed into a circle with a certain degree of military formality, +they could see that the appointments of the strange party were larger +and more liberal than their own, or indeed anything they had ever known +of the kind. Forty or fifty horses were tethered within the circle, and +the camp fires were already blazing. Before one of them a large tent +was erected, and through the parted flaps could be seen a table actually +spread with a white cloth. Was it a school feast, or was this their +ordinary household arrangement? Clarence and Susy thought of their own +dinners, usually laid on bare boards beneath the sky, or under the low +hood of the wagon in rainy weather, and marveled. And when they finally +halted, and were lifted from their horses, and passed one wagon fitted +up as a bedroom and another as a kitchen, they could only nudge each +other with silent appreciation. But here again the difference already +noted in the quality of the sensations of the two children was +observable. Both were equally and agreeably surprised. But Susy's wonder +was merely the sense of novelty and inexperience, and a slight disbelief +in the actual necessity of what she saw; while Clarence, whether from +some previous general experience or peculiar temperament, had the +conviction that what he saw here was the usual custom, and what he had +known with the Silsbees was the novelty. The feeling was attended with a +slight sense of wounded pride for Susy, as if her enthusiasm had exposed +her to ridicule. + +The man who had carried him, and seemed to be the head of the party, had +already preceded them to the tent, and presently reappeared with a lady +with whom he had exchanged a dozen hurried words. They seemed to refer +to him and Susy; but Clarence was too much preoccupied with the fact +that the lady was pretty, that her clothes were neat and thoroughly +clean, that her hair was tidy and not rumpled, and that, although she +wore an apron, it was as clean as her gown, and even had ribbons on it, +to listen to what was said. And when she ran eagerly forward, and with +a fascinating smile lifted the astonished Susy in her arms, Clarence, in +his delight for his young charge, quite forgot that she had not noticed +him. The bearded man, who seemed to be the lady's husband, evidently +pointed out the omission, with some additions that Clarence could not +catch; for after saying, with a pretty pout, "Well, why shouldn't he?" +she came forward with the same dazzling smile, and laid her small and +clean white hand upon his shoulder. + +"And so you took good care of the dear little thing? She's such an +angel, isn't she? and you must love her very much." + +Clarence colored with delight. It was true it had never occurred to him +to look at Susy in the light of a celestial visitant, and I fear he was +just then more struck with the fair complimenter than the compliment +to his companion, but he was pleased for her sake. He was not yet +old enough to be conscious of the sex's belief in its irresistible +domination over mankind at all ages, and that Johnny in his check apron +would be always a hopeless conquest of Jeannette in her pinafore, and +that he ought to have been in love with Susy. + +Howbeit, the lady suddenly whisked her away to the recesses of her own +wagon, to reappear later, washed, curled, and beribboned like a new +doll, and Clarence was left alone with the husband and another of the +party. + +"Well, my boy, you haven't told me your name yet." + +"Clarence, sir." + +"So Susy calls you, but what else?" + +"Clarence Brant." + +"Any relation to Colonel Brant?" asked the second man carelessly. + +"He was my father," said the boy, brightening under this faint prospect +of recognition in his loneliness. + +The two men glanced at each other. The leader looked at the boy +curiously, and said,-- + +"Are you the son of Colonel Brant, of Louisville?" + +"Yes, sir," said the boy, with a dim stirring of uneasiness in his +heart. "But he's dead now," he added finally. + +"Ah, when did he die?" said the man quickly. + +"Oh, a long time ago. I don't remember him much. I was very little," +said the boy, half apologetically. + +"Ah, you don't remember him?" + +"No," said Clarence shortly. He was beginning to fall back upon that +certain dogged repetition which in sensitive children arises from their +hopeless inability to express their deeper feelings. He also had an +instinctive consciousness that this want of a knowledge of his father +was part of that vague wrong that had been done him. It did not help his +uneasiness that he could see that one of the two men, who turned away +with a half-laugh, misunderstood or did not believe him. + +"How did you come with the Silsbees?" asked the first man. + +Clarence repeated mechanically, with a child's distaste of practical +details, how he had lived with an aunt at St. Jo, and how his stepmother +had procured his passage with the Silsbees to California, where he was +to meet his cousin. All this with a lack of interest and abstraction +that he was miserably conscious told against him, but he was yet +helpless to resist. + +The first man remained thoughtful, and then glanced at Clarence's +sunburnt hands. Presently his large, good-humored smile returned. + +"Well, I suppose you are hungry?" + +"Yes," said Clarence shyly. "But--" + +"But what?" + +"I should like to wash myself a little," he returned hesitatingly, +thinking of the clean tent, the clean lady, and Susy's ribbons. + +"Certainly," said his friend, with a pleased look. "Come with me." +Instead of leading Clarence to the battered tin basin and bar of yellow +soap which had formed the toilet service of the Silsbee party, he +brought the boy into one of the wagons, where there was a washstand, a +china basin, and a cake of scented soap. Standing beside Clarence, he +watched him perform his ablutions with an approving air which rather +embarrassed his protege. Presently he said, almost abruptly,-- + +"Do you remember your father's house at Louisville?" + +"Yes, sir; but it was a long time ago." + +Clarence remembered it as being very different from his home at St. +Joseph's, but from some innate feeling of diffidence he would have +shrunk from describing it in that way. He, however, said he thought it +was a large house. Yet the modest answer only made his new friend look +at him the more keenly. + +"Your father was Colonel Hamilton Brant, of Louisville, wasn't he?" he +said, half-confidentially. + +"Yes," said Clarence hopelessly. + +"Well," said his friend cheerfully, as if dismissing an abstruse problem +from his mind, "Let's go to supper." + +When they reached the tent again, Clarence noticed that the supper was +laid only for his host and wife and the second man--who was familiarly +called "Harry," but who spoke of the former always as "Mr. and Mrs. +Peyton"--while the remainder of the party, a dozen men, were at a second +camp fire, and evidently enjoying themselves in a picturesque fashion. +Had the boy been allowed to choose, he would have joined them, partly +because it seemed more "manly," and partly that he dreaded a renewal of +the questioning. + +But here, Susy, sitting bolt upright on an extemporized high stool, +happily diverted his attention by pointing to the empty chair beside +her. + +"Kla'uns," she said suddenly, with her usual clear and appalling +frankness, "they is chickens, and hamanaigs, and hot biksquits, and +lasses, and Mister Peyton says I kin have 'em all." + +Clarence, who had begun suddenly to feel that he was responsible for +Susy's deportment and was balefully conscious that she was holding her +plated fork in her chubby fist by its middle, and, from his previous +knowledge of her, was likely at any moment to plunge it into the dish +before her, said softly,-- + +"Hush!" + +"Yes, you shall, dear," said Mrs. Peyton, with tenderly beaming +assurance to Susy and a half-reproachful glance at the boy. "Eat what +you like, darling." + +"It's a fork," whispered the still uneasy Clarence, as Susy now seemed +inclined to stir her bowl of milk with it. + +"'Tain't, now, Kla'uns, it's only a split spoon," said Susy. + +But Mrs. Peyton, in her rapt admiration, took small note of these +irregularities, plying the child with food, forgetting her own meal, and +only stopping at times to lift back the forward straying curls on Susy's +shoulders. Mr. Peyton looked on gravely and contentedly. Suddenly the +eyes of husband and wife met. + +"She'd have been nearly as old as this, John," said Mrs. Peyton, in a +faint voice. + +John Peyton nodded without speaking, and turned his eyes away into the +gathering darkness. The man "Harry" also looked abstractedly at his +plate, as if he was saying grace. Clarence wondered who "she" was, and +why two little tears dropped from Mrs. Peyton's lashes into Susy's milk, +and whether Susy might not violently object to it. He did not know until +later that the Peytons had lost their only child, and Susy comfortably +drained this mingled cup of a mother's grief and tenderness without +suspicion. + +"I suppose we'll come up with their train early tomorrow, if some of +them don't find us to-night," said Mrs. Peyton, with a long sigh and a +regretful glance at Susy. "Perhaps we might travel together for a little +while," she added timidly. + +Harry laughed, and Mr. Peyton replied gravely, "I am afraid we wouldn't +travel with them, even for company's sake; and," he added, in a lower +and graver voice, "it's rather odd the search party hasn't come upon +us yet, though I'm keeping Pete and Hank patrolling the trail to meet +them." + +"It's heartless--so it is!" said Mrs. Peyton, with sudden indignation. +"It would be all very well if it was only this boy, who can take care of +himself; but to be so careless of a mere baby like this, it's shameful!" + +For the first time Clarence tasted the cruelty of discrimination. All +the more keenly that he was beginning to worship, after his boyish +fashion, this sweet-faced, clean, and tender-hearted woman. Perhaps Mr. +Peyton noticed it, for he came quietly to his aid. + +"Maybe they knew better than we in what careful hands they had left +her," he said, with a cheerful nod towards Clarence. "And, again, they +may have been fooled as we were by Injin signs and left the straight +road." + +This suggestion instantly recalled to Clarence his vision in the +mesquite. Should he dare tell them? Would they believe him, or would +they laugh at him before her? He hesitated, and at last resolved to tell +it privately to the husband. When the meal was ended, and he was made +happy by Mrs. Peyton's laughing acceptance of his offer to help her +clear the table and wash the dishes, they all gathered comfortably in +front of the tent before the large camp fire. At the other fire the rest +of the party were playing cards and laughing, but Clarence no longer +cared to join them. He was quite tranquil in the maternal propinquity +of his hostess, albeit a little uneasy as to his reticence about the +Indian. + +"Kla'uns," said Susy, relieving a momentary pause, in her highest voice, +"knows how to speak. Speak, Kla'uns!" + +It appearing from Clarence's blushing explanation that this gift was not +the ordinary faculty of speech, but a capacity to recite verse, he was +politely pressed by the company for a performance. + +"Speak 'em, Kla'uns, the boy what stood unto the burnin' deck, and said, +'The boy, oh, where was he?'" said Susy, comfortably lying down on Mrs. +Peyton's lap, and contemplating her bare knees in the air. "It's 'bout +a boy," she added confidentially to Mrs. Peyton, "whose father wouldn't +never, never stay with him on a burnin' ship, though he said, 'Stay, +father, stay,' ever so much." + +With this clear, lucid, and perfectly satisfactory explanation of +Mrs. Hemans's "Casabianca," Clarence began. Unfortunately, his actual +rendering of this popular school performance was more an effort of +memory than anything else, and was illustrated by those wooden gestures +which a Western schoolmaster had taught him. He described the flames +that "roared around him," by indicating with his hand a perfect circle, +of which he was the axis; he adjured his father, the late Admiral +Casabianca, by clasping his hands before his chin, as if wanting to +be manacled in an attitude which he was miserably conscious was unlike +anything he himself had ever felt or seen before; he described that +father "faint in death below," and "the flag on high," with one +single motion. Yet something that the verses had kindled in his +active imagination, perhaps, rather than an illustration of the verses +themselves, at times brightened his gray eyes, became tremulous in +his youthful voice, and I fear occasionally incoherent on his lips. At +times, when not conscious of his affected art, the plain and all upon it +seemed to him to slip away into the night, the blazing camp fire at +his feet to wrap him in a fateful glory, and a vague devotion to +something--he knew not what--so possessed him that he communicated it, +and probably some of his own youthful delight in extravagant voice, to +his hearers, until, when he ceased with a glowing face, he was surprised +to find that the card players had deserted their camp fires and gathered +round the tent. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +"You didn't say 'Stay, father, stay,' enough, Kla'uns," said Susy +critically. Then suddenly starting upright in Mrs. Peyton's lap, she +continued rapidly, "I kin dance. And sing. I kin dance High Jambooree." + +"What's High Jambooree, dear?" asked Mrs. Peyton. + +"You'll see. Lemme down." And Susy slipped to the ground. + +The dance of High Jambooree, evidently of remote mystical African +origin, appeared to consist of three small skips to the right and +then to the left, accompanied by the holding up of very short skirts, +incessant "teetering" on the toes of small feet, the exhibition of +much bare knee and stocking, and a gurgling accompaniment of childish +laughter. Vehemently applauded, it left the little performer breathless, +but invincible and ready for fresh conquest. + +"I kin sing, too," she gasped hurriedly, as if unwilling that the +applause should lapse. "I kin sing. Oh, dear! Kla'uns," piteously, "WHAT +is it I sing?" + +"Ben Bolt," suggested Clarence. + +"Oh, yes. Oh, don't you remember sweet Alers Ben Bolt?" began Susy, in +the same breath and the wrong key. "Sweet Alers, with hair so brown, who +wept with delight when you giv'd her a smile, and--" with knitted brows +and appealing recitative, "what's er rest of it, Kla'uns?" + +"Who trembled with fear at your frown?" prompted Clarence. + +"Who trembled with fear at my frown?" shrilled Susy. "I forget er rest. +Wait! I kin sing--" + +"Praise God," suggested Clarence. + +"Yes." Here Susy, a regular attendant in camp and prayer-meetings, was +on firmer ground. + +Promptly lifting her high treble, yet with a certain acquired +deliberation, she began, "Praise God, from whom all blessings flow." At +the end of the second line the whispering and laughing ceased. A deep +voice to the right, that of the champion poker player, suddenly rose +on the swell of the third line. He was instantly followed by a dozen +ringing voices, and by the time the last line was reached it was given +with a full chorus, in which the dull chant of teamsters and drivers +mingled with the soprano of Mrs. Peyton and Susy's childish treble. +Again and again it was repeated, with forgetful eyes and abstracted +faces, rising and falling with the night wind and the leap and gleam of +the camp fires, and fading again like them in the immeasurable mystery +of the darkened plain. + +In the deep and embarrassing silence that followed, at last the party +hesitatingly broke up, Mrs. Peyton retiring with Susy after offering +the child to Clarence for a perfunctory "good-night" kiss, an unusual +proceeding, which somewhat astonished them both--and Clarence found +himself near Mr. Peyton. + +"I think," said Clarence timidly, "I saw an Injin to-day." + +Mr. Peyton bent down towards him. "An Injin--where?" he asked quickly, +with the same look of doubting interrogatory with which he had received +Clarence's name and parentage. + +The boy for a moment regretted having spoken. But with his old +doggedness he particularized his statement. Fortunately, being gifted +with a keen perception, he was able to describe the stranger accurately, +and to impart with his description that contempt for its subject +which he had felt, and which to his frontier auditor established its +truthfulness. Peyton turned abruptly away, but presently returned with +Harry and another man. + +"You are sure of this?" said Peyton, half-encouragingly. + +"Yes, sir." + +"As sure as you are that your father is Colonel Brant and is dead?" said +Harry, with a light laugh. + +Tears sprang into the boy's lowering eyes. "I don't lie," he said +doggedly. + +"I believe you, Clarence," said Peyton quietly. "But why didn't you say +it before?" + +"I didn't like to say it before Susy and--her!" stammered the boy. + +"Her?" + +"Yes, sir--Mrs. Peyton," said Clarence blushingly. + +"Oh," said Harry sarcastically, "how blessed polite we are!" + +"That'll do. Let up on him, will you?" said Peyton, roughly, to his +subordinate. "The boy knows what he's about. But," he continued, +addressing Clarence, "how was it the Injin didn't see you?" + +"I was very still on account of not waking Susy," said Clarence, "and--" +He hesitated. + +"And what?" + +"He seemed more keen watching what YOU were doing," said the boy boldly. + +"That's so," broke in the second man, who happened to be experienced, +"and as he was to wind'ard o' the boy he was off HIS scent and bearings. +He was one of their rear scouts; the rest o' them's ahead crossing our +track to cut us off. Ye didn't see anything else?" + +"I saw a coyote first," said Clarence, greatly encouraged. + +"Hold on!" said the expert, as Harry turned away with a sneer. "That's +a sign, too. Wolf don't go where wolf hez been, and coyote don't foller +Injins--there's no pickin's! How long afore did you see the coyote?" + +"Just after we left the wagon," said Clarence. + +"That's it," said the man, thoughtfully. "He was driven on ahead, or +hanging on their flanks. These Injins are betwixt us and that ar train, +or following it." + +Peyton made a hurried gesture of warning, as if reminding the speaker +of Clarence's presence--a gesture which the boy noticed and wondered +at. Then the conversation of the three men took a lower tone, although +Clarence distinctly heard the concluding opinion of the expert. + +"It ain't no good now, Mr. Peyton, and you'd be only exposing yourself +on their ground by breakin' camp agin to-night. And you don't know +that it ain't US they're watchin'. You see, if we hadn't turned off the +straight road when we got that first scare from these yer lost children, +we might hev gone on and walked plump into some cursed trap of those +devils. To my mind, we're just in nigger luck, and with a good watch and +my patrol we're all right to be fixed where we be till daylight." + +Mr. Peyton presently turned away, taking Clarence with him. "As we'll +be up early and on the track of your train to-morrow, my boy, you had +better turn in now. I've put you up in my wagon, and as I expect to be +in the saddle most of the night, I reckon I won't trouble you much." He +led the way to a second wagon--drawn up beside the one where Susy and +Mrs. Peyton had retired--which Clarence was surprised to find fitted +with a writing table and desk, a chair, and even a bookshelf containing +some volumes. A long locker, fitted like a lounge, had been made up as +a couch for him, with the unwonted luxury of clean white sheets and +pillow-cases. A soft matting covered the floor of the heavy wagon bed, +which, Mr. Peyton explained, was hung on centre springs to prevent +jarring. The sides and roof of the vehicle were of lightly paneled wood, +instead of the usual hooked canvas frame of the ordinary emigrant wagon, +and fitted with a glazed door and movable window for light and air. +Clarence wondered why the big, powerful man, who seemed at home on +horseback, should ever care to sit in this office like a merchant or +a lawyer; and if this train sold things to the other trains, or took +goods, like the peddlers, to towns on the route; but there seemed to be +nothing to sell, and the other wagons were filled with only the goods +required by the party. He would have liked to ask Mr. Peyton who HE was, +and have questioned HIM as freely as he himself had been questioned. But +as the average adult man never takes into consideration the injustice +of denying to the natural and even necessary curiosity of childhood +that questioning which he himself is so apt to assume without right, and +almost always without delicacy, Clarence had no recourse. Yet the +boy, like all children, was conscious that if he had been afterwards +questioned about THIS inexplicable experience, he would have been +blamed for his ignorance concerning it. Left to himself presently, and +ensconced between the sheets, he lay for some moments staring about him. +The unwonted comfort of his couch, so different from the stuffy blanket +in the hard wagon bed which he had shared with one of the teamsters, and +the novelty, order, and cleanliness of his surroundings, while they were +grateful to his instincts, began in some vague way to depress him. +To his loyal nature it seemed a tacit infidelity to his former rough +companions to be lying here; he had a dim idea that he had lost that +independence which equal discomfort and equal pleasure among them had +given him. There seemed a sense of servitude in accepting this luxury +which was not his. This set him endeavoring to remember something of +his father's house, of the large rooms, drafty staircases, and far-off +ceilings, and the cold formality of a life that seemed made up of +strange faces; some stranger--his parents; some kinder--the servants; +particularly the black nurse who had him in charge. Why did Mr. Peyton +ask him about it? Why, if it were so important to strangers, had not +his mother told him more of it? And why was she not like this good woman +with the gentle voice who was so kind to--to Susy? And what did they +mean by making HIM so miserable? Something rose in his throat, but with +an effort he choked it back, and, creeping from the lounge, went softly +to the window, opened it to see if it "would work," and looked out. The +shrouded camp fires, the stars that glittered but gave no light, the dim +moving bulk of a patrol beyond the circle, all seemed to intensify the +darkness, and changed the current of his thoughts. He remembered what +Mr. Peyton had said of him when they first met. "Suthin of a pup, ain't +he?" Surely that meant something that was not bad! He crept back to the +couch again. + +Lying there, still awake, he reflected that he wouldn't be a scout when +he grew up, but would be something like Mr. Peyton, and have a train +like this, and invite the Silsbees and Susy to accompany him. For this +purpose, he and Susy, early to-morrow morning, would get permission to +come in here and play at that game. This would familiarize him with the +details, so that he would be able at any time to take charge of it. He +was already an authority on the subject of Indians! He had once been +fired at--as an Indian. He would always carry a rifle like that hanging +from the hooks at the end of the wagon before him, and would eventually +slay many Indians and keep an account of them in a big book like that +on the desk. Susy would help him, having grown up a lady, and they would +both together issue provisions and rations from the door of the wagon to +the gathered crowds. He would be known as the "White Chief," his Indian +name being "Suthin of a Pup." He would have a circus van attached to +the train, in which he would occasionally perform. He would also have +artillery for protection. There would be a terrific engagement, and he +would rush into the wagon, heated and blackened with gunpowder; and +Susy would put down an account of it in a book, and Mrs. Peyton--for she +would be there in some vague capacity--would say, "Really, now, I don't +see but what we were very lucky in having such a boy as Clarence with +us. I begin to understand him better." And Harry, who, for purposes of +vague poetical retaliation, would also drop in at that moment, would +mutter and say, "He is certainly the son of Colonel Brant; dear me!" and +apologize. And his mother would come in also, in her coldest and most +indifferent manner, in a white ball dress, and start and say, "Good +gracious, how that boy has grown! I am sorry I did not see more of +him when he was young." Yet even in the midst of this came a confusing +numbness, and then the side of the wagon seemed to melt away, and he +drifted out again alone into the empty desolate plain from which even +the sleeping Susy had vanished, and he was left deserted and forgotten. +Then all was quiet in the wagon, and only the night wind moving round +it. But lo! the lashes of the sleeping White Chief--the dauntless +leader, the ruthless destroyer of Indians--were wet with glittering +tears! + +Yet it seemed only a moment afterwards that he awoke with a faint +consciousness of some arrested motion. To his utter consternation, +the sun, three hours high, was shining in the wagon, already hot and +stifling in its beams. There was the familiar smell and taste of the +dirty road in the air about him. There was a faint creaking of boards +and springs, a slight oscillation, and beyond the audible rattle of +harness, as if the train had been under way, the wagon moving, and then +there had been a sudden halt. They had probably come up with the Silsbee +train; in a few moments the change would be effected and all of his +strange experience would be over. He must get up now. Yet, with the +morning laziness of the healthy young animal, he curled up a moment +longer in his luxurious couch. + +How quiet it was! There were far-off voices, but they seemed suppressed +and hurried. Through the window he saw one of the teamsters run rapidly +past him with a strange, breathless, preoccupied face, halt a moment at +one of the following wagons, and then run back again to the front. + +Then two of the voices came nearer, with the dull beating of hoofs in +the dust. + +"Rout out the boy and ask him," said a half-suppressed, impatient voice, +which Clarence at once recognized as the man Harry's. + +"Hold on till Peyton comes up," said the second voice, in a low tone; +"leave it to him." + +"Better find out what they were like, at once," grumbled Harry. + +"Wait, stand back," said Peyton's voice, joining the others; "I'LL ask +him." + +Clarence looked wonderingly at the door. It opened on Mr. Peyton, dusty +and dismounted, with a strange, abstracted look in his face. + +"How many wagons are in your train, Clarence?" + +"Three, sir." + +"Any marks on them?" + +"Yes, sir," said Clarence, eagerly: "'Off to California' and 'Root, Hog, +or Die.'" + +Mr. Peyton's eye seemed to leap up and hold Clarence's with a sudden, +strange significance, and then looked down. + +"How many were you in all?" he continued. + +"Five, and there was Mrs. Silsbee." + +"No other woman?" + +"No." + +"Get up and dress yourself," he said gravely, "and wait here till I +come back. Keep cool and have your wits about you." He dropped his +voice slightly. "Perhaps something's happened that you'll have to show +yourself a little man again for, Clarence!" + +The door closed, and the boy heard the same muffled hoofs and voices die +away towards the front. He began to dress himself mechanically, almost +vacantly, yet conscious always of a vague undercurrent of thrilling +excitement. When he had finished he waited almost breathlessly, feeling +the same beating of his heart that he had felt when he was following the +vanished train the day before. At last he could stand the suspense no +longer, and opened the door. Everything was still in the motionless +caravan, except--it struck him oddly even then--the unconcerned +prattling voice of Susy from one of the nearer wagons. Perhaps a +sudden feeling that this was something that concerned HER, perhaps an +irresistible impulse overcame him, but the next moment he had leaped to +the ground, faced about, and was running feverishly to the front. + +The first thing that met his eyes was the helpless and desolate bulk of +one of the Silsbee wagons a hundred rods away, bereft of oxen and pole, +standing alone and motionless against the dazzling sky! Near it was the +broken frame of another wagon, its fore wheels and axles gone, pitched +forward on its knees like an ox under the butcher's sledge. Not far away +there were the burnt and blackened ruins of a third, around which the +whole party on foot and horseback seemed to be gathered. As the boy ran +violently on, the group opened to make way for two men carrying some +helpless but awful object between them. A terrible instinct made +Clarence swerve from it in his headlong course, but he was at the same +moment discovered by the others, and a cry arose of "Go back!" "Stop!" +"Keep him back!" Heeding it no more than the wind that whistled by him, +Clarence made directly for the foremost wagon--the one in which he +and Susy had played. A powerful hand caught his shoulder; it was Mr. +Peyton's. + +"Mrs. Silsbee's wagon," said the boy, with white lips, pointing to it. +"Where is she?" + +"She's missing," said Peyton, "and one other--the rest are dead." + +"She must be there," said the boy, struggling, and pointing to the +wagon; "let me go." + +"Clarence," said Peyton sternly, accenting his grasp upon the boy's arm, +"be a man! Look around you. Try and tell us who these are." + +There seemed to be one or two heaps of old clothes lying on the ground, +and further on, where the men at a command from Peyton had laid down +their burden, another. In those ragged, dusty heaps of clothes, from +which all the majesty of life seemed to have been ruthlessly stamped +out, only what was ignoble and grotesque appeared to be left. There +was nothing terrible in this. The boy moved slowly towards them; and, +incredible even to himself, the overpowering fear of them that a moment +before had overcome him left him as suddenly. He walked from the one to +the other, recognizing them by certain marks and signs, and mentioning +name after name. The groups gazed at him curiously; he was conscious +that he scarcely understood himself, still less the same quiet purpose +that made him turn towards the furthest wagon. + +"There's nothing there," said Peyton; "we've searched it." But the boy, +without replying, continued his way, and the crowd followed him. + +The deserted wagon, more rude, disorderly, and slovenly than it had +ever seemed to him before, was now heaped and tumbled with broken bones, +cans, scattered provisions, pots, pans, blankets, and clothing in the +foul confusion of a dust-heap. But in this heterogeneous mingling the +boy's quick eye caught sight of a draggled edge of calico. + +"That's Mrs. Silsbee's dress!" he cried, and leapt into the wagon. + +At first the men stared at each other, but an instant later a dozen +hands were helping him, nervously digging and clearing away the rubbish. +Then one man uttered a sudden cry, and fell back with frantic but +furious eyes uplifted against the pitiless, smiling sky above him. + +"Great God! look here!" + +It was the yellowish, waxen face of Mrs. Silsbee that had been +uncovered. But to the fancy of the boy it had changed; the old familiar +lines of worry, care, and querulousness had given way to a look of +remote peace and statue-like repose. He had often vexed her in her +aggressive life; he was touched with remorse at her cold, passionless +apathy now, and pressed timidly forward. Even as he did so, the man, +with a quick but warning gesture, hurriedly threw his handkerchief +over the matted locks, as if to shut out something awful from his view. +Clarence felt himself drawn back; but not before the white lips of a +bystander had whispered a single word-- + +"Scalped, too! by God!" + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +Then followed days and weeks that seemed to Clarence as a dream. At +first, an interval of hushed and awed restraint when he and Susy were +kept apart, a strange and artificial interest taken little note of by +him, but afterwards remembered when others had forgotten it; the burial +of Mrs. Silsbee beneath a cairn of stones, with some ceremonies that, +simple though they were, seemed to usurp the sacred rights of grief from +him and Susy, and leave them cold and frightened; days of frequent and +incoherent childish outbursts from Susy, growing fainter and rarer as +time went on, until they ceased, he knew not when; the haunting by night +of that morning vision of the three or four heaps of ragged clothes on +the ground and a half regret that he had not examined them more closely; +a recollection of the awful loneliness and desolation of the broken and +abandoned wagon left behind on its knees as if praying mutely when the +train went on and left it; the trundling behind of the fateful wagon +in which Mrs. Silsbee's body had been found, superstitiously shunned by +every one, and when at last turned over to the authorities at an outpost +garrison, seeming to drop the last link from the dragging chain of the +past. The revelation to the children of a new experience in that brief +glimpse of the frontier garrison; the handsome officer in uniform and +belted sword, an heroic, vengeful figure to be admired and imitated +hereafter; the sudden importance and respect given to Susy and himself +as "survivors"; the sympathetic questioning and kindly exaggerations +of their experiences, quickly accepted by Susy--all these, looking back +upon them afterwards, seemed to have passed in a dream. + +No less strange and visionary to them seemed the real transitions they +noted from the moving train. How one morning they missed the changeless, +motionless, low, dark line along the horizon, and before noon found +themselves among the rocks and trees and a swiftly rushing river. +How there suddenly appeared beside them a few days later a great gray +cloud-covered ridge of mountains that they were convinced was that same +dark line that they had seen so often. How the men laughed at them, and +said that for the last three days they had been CROSSING that dark line, +and that it was HIGHER than the great gray-clouded range before them, +which it had always hidden from their view! How Susy firmly believed +that these changes took place in her sleep, when she always "kinder felt +they were crawlin' up," and how Clarence, in the happy depreciation of +extreme youth, expressed his conviction that they "weren't a bit high, +after all." How the weather became cold, though it was already summer, +and at night the camp fire was a necessity, and there was a stove in +the tent with Susy; and yet how all this faded away, and they were again +upon a dazzling, burnt, and sun-dried plain! But always as in a dream! + +More real were the persons who composed the party--whom they seemed to +have always known--and who, in the innocent caprice of children, had +become to them more actual than the dead had even been. There was Mr. +Peyton, who they now knew owned the train, and who was so rich that he +"needn't go to California if he didn't want to, and was going to buy +a great deal of it if he liked it," and who was also a lawyer and +"policeman"--which was Susy's rendering of "politician"--and was called +"Squire" and "Judge" at the frontier outpost, and could order anybody to +be "took up if he wanted to," and who knew everybody by their Christian +names; and Mrs. Peyton, who had been delicate and was ordered by the +doctor to live in the open air for six months, and "never go into a +house or a town agin," and who was going to adopt Susy as soon as her +husband could arrange with Susy's relatives, and draw up the papers! How +"Harry" was Henry Benham, Mrs. Peyton's brother, and a kind of partner +of Mr. Peyton. And how the scout's name was Gus Gildersleeve, or the +"White Crow," and how, through his recognized intrepidity, an attack +upon their train was no doubt averted. Then there was "Bill," the +stock herder, and "Texas Jim," the vaquero--the latter marvelous and +unprecedented in horsemanship. Such were their companions, as +appeared through the gossip of the train and their own inexperienced +consciousness. To them, they were all astounding and important +personages. But, either from boyish curiosity or some sense of being +misunderstood, Clarence was more attracted by the two individuals of the +party who were least kind to him--namely, Mrs. Peyton and her brother +Harry. I fear that, after the fashion of most children, and some +grown-up people, he thought less of the steady kindness of Mr. Peyton +and the others than of the rare tolerance of Harry or the polite +concessions of his sister. Miserably conscious of this at times, he +quite convinced himself that if he could only win a word of approbation +from Harry, or a smile from Mrs. Peyton, he would afterwards revenge +himself by "running away." Whether he would or not, I cannot say. I am +writing of a foolish, growing, impressionable boy of eleven, of whose +sentiments nothing could be safely predicted but uncertainty. + +It was at this time that he became fascinated by another member of the +party whose position had been too humble and unimportant to be included +in the group already noted. Of the same appearance as the other +teamsters in size, habits, and apparel, he had not at first exhibited to +Clarence any claim to sympathy. But it appeared that he was actually +a youth of only sixteen--a hopeless incorrigible of St. Joseph, whose +parents had prevailed on Peyton to allow him to join the party, by way +of removing him from evil associations and as a method of reform. Of +this Clarence was at first ignorant, not from any want of frankness on +the part of the youth, for that ingenious young gentleman later informed +him that he had killed three men in St. Louis, two in St. Jo, and that +the officers of justice were after him. But it was evident that to +precocious habits of drinking, smoking, chewing, and card-playing this +overgrown youth added a strong tendency to exaggeration of statement. +Indeed, he was known as "Lying Jim Hooker," and his various qualities +presented a problem to Clarence that was attractive and inspiring, +doubtful, but always fascinating. With the hoarse voice of early +wickedness and a contempt for ordinary courtesy, he had a round, +perfectly good-humored face, and a disposition that when not called +upon to act up to his self-imposed role of reckless wickedness, was not +unkindly. + +It was only a few days after the massacre, and while the children were +still wrapped in the gloomy interest and frightened reticence which +followed it, that "Jim Hooker" first characteristically flashed upon +Clarence's perceptions. Hanging half on and half off the saddle of +an Indian pony, the lank Jim suddenly made his appearance, dashing +violently up and down the track, and around the wagon in which Clarence +was sitting, tugging desperately at the reins, with every indication of +being furiously run away with, and retaining his seat only with the most +dauntless courage and skill. Round and round they went, the helpless +rider at times hanging by a single stirrup near the ground, and again +recovering himself by--as it seemed to Clarence--almost superhuman +effort. Clarence sat open-mouthed with anxiety and excitement, and yet +a few of the other teamsters laughed. Then the voice of Mr. Peyton, from +the window of his car, said quietly,-- + +"There, that will do, Jim. Quit it!" + +The furious horse and rider instantly disappeared. A few moments after, +the bewildered Clarence saw the redoubted horseman trotting along +quietly in the dust of the rear, on the same fiery steed, who in that +prosaic light bore an astounding resemblance to an ordinary team horse. +Later in the day he sought an explanation from the rider. + +"You see," answered Jim gloomily, "thar ain't a galoot in this yer crowd +ez knows jist WHAT'S in that hoss! And them ez suspecks daren't say! It +wouldn't do for to hev it let out that the Judge hez a Morgan-Mexican +plug that's killed two men afore he got him, and is bound to kill +another afore he gets through! Why, on'y the week afore we kem up to +you, that thar hoss bolted with me at camping! Bucked and throwed me, +but I kept my holt o' the stirrups with my foot--so! Dragged me a matter +of two miles, head down, and me keepin' away rocks with my hand--so!" + +"Why didn't you loose your foot and let go?" asked Clarence +breathlessly. + +"YOU might," said Jim, with deep scorn; "that ain't MY style. I just +laid low till we kem to a steep pitched hill, and goin' down when the +hoss was, so to speak, kinder BELOW me, I just turned a hand spring, so, +and that landed me onter his back again." + +This action, though vividly illustrated by Jim's throwing his hands down +like feet beneath him, and indicating the parabola of a spring in +the air, proving altogether too much for Clarence's mind to grasp, he +timidly turned to a less difficult detail. + +"What made the horse bolt first, Mr. Hooker?" + +"Smelt Injins!" said Jim, carelessly expectorating tobacco juice in +a curving jet from the side of his mouth--a singularly fascinating +accomplishment, peculiarly his own, "'n' likely YOUR Injins." + +"But," argued Clarence hesitatingly, "you said it was a week +before--and--" + +"Er Mexican plug kin smell Injins fifty, yes, a hundred miles away," +said Jim, with scornful deliberation; "'n' if Judge Peyton had took my +advice, and hadn't been so mighty feared about the character of his hoss +gettin' out he'd hev played roots on them Injins afore they tetched ye. +But," he added, with gloomy dejection, "there ain't no sand in this yer +crowd, thar ain't no vim, thar ain't nothin'; and thar kan't be ez long +ez thar's women and babies, and women and baby fixin's, mixed up with +it. I'd hev cut the whole blamed gang ef it weren't for one or two +things," he added darkly. + +Clarence, impressed by Jim's mysterious manner, for the moment forgot +his contemptuous allusion to Mr. Peyton, and the evident implication of +Susy and himself, and asked hurriedly, "What things?" + +Jim, as if forgetful of the boy's presence in his fitful mood, +abstractedly half drew a glittering bowie knife from his bootleg, +and then slowly put it back again. "Thar's one or two old scores," he +continued, in a low voice, although no one was in hearing distance of +them, "one or two private accounts," he went on tragically, averting +his eyes as if watched by some one, "thet hev to be wiped out with blood +afore I leave. Thar's one or two men TOO MANY alive and breathin' in +this yer crowd. Mebbee it's Gus Gildersleeve; mebbee it's Harry Benham; +mebbee," he added, with a dark yet noble disinterestedness, "it's ME." + +"Oh, no," said Clarence, with polite deprecation. + +Far from placating the gloomy Jim, this seemed only to awake his +suspicions. "Mebbee," he said, dancing suddenly away from Clarence, +"mebbee you think I'm lyin'. Mebbee you think, because you're Colonel +Brant's son, yer kin run ME with this yer train. Mebbee," he continued, +dancing violently back again, "ye kalkilate, because ye run off'n' +stampeded a baby, ye kin tote me round too, sonny. Mebbee," he went +on, executing a double shuffle in the dust and alternately striking +his hands on the sides of his boots, "mebbee you're spyin' round and +reportin' to the Judge." + +Firmly convinced that Jim was working himself up by an Indian war-dance +to some desperate assault on himself, but resenting the last unjust +accusation, Clarence had recourse to one of his old dogged silences. +Happily at this moment an authoritative voice called out, "Now, then, +you Jim Hooker!" and the desperate Hooker, as usual, vanished instantly. +Nevertheless, he appeared an hour or two later beside the wagon in which +Susy and Clarence were seated, with an expression of satiated vengeance +and remorseful bloodguiltiness in his face, and his hair combed Indian +fashion over his eyes. As he generously contented himself with only +passing a gloomy and disparaging criticism on the game of cards that +the children were playing, it struck Clarence for the first time that a +great deal of his real wickedness resided in his hair. This set him to +thinking that it was strange that Mr. Peyton did not try to reform him +with a pair of scissors, but not until Clarence himself had for at +least four days attempted to imitate Jim by combing his own hair in that +fashion. + +A few days later, Jim again casually favored him with a confidential +interview. Clarence had been allowed to bestride one of the team leaders +postillionwise, and was correspondingly elevated, when Jim joined him, +on the Mexican plug, which appeared--no doubt a part of its wicked +art--heavily docile, and even slightly lame. + +"How much," said Jim, in a tone of gloomy confidence,--"how much did you +reckon to make by stealin' that gal-baby, sonny?" + +"Nothing," replied Clarence with a smile. Perhaps it was an evidence of +the marked influence that Jim was beginning to exert over him that +he already did not attempt to resent this fascinating implication of +grownup guilt. + +"It orter bin a good job, if it warn't revenge," continued Jim moodily. + +"No, it wasn't revenge," said Clarence hurriedly. + +"Then ye kalkilated ter get er hundred dollars reward ef the old man and +old woman hadn't bin scelped afore yet got up to 'em?" said Jim. "That's +your blamed dodgasted luck, eh! Enyhow, you'll make Mrs. Peyton plank +down suthin' if she adopts the babby. Look yer, young feller," he said, +starting suddenly and throwing his face forward, glaring fiendishly +through his matted side-locks, "d'ye mean ter tell me it wasn't a +plant--a skin game--the hull thing?" + +"A what?" said Clarence. + +"D'ye mean to say"--it was wonderful how gratuitously husky his voice +became at this moment--"d'ye mean ter tell me ye didn't set on them +Injins to wipe out the Silsbees, so that ye could hev an out-an'-out gal +ORFEN on hand fer Mrs. Peyton ter adopt--eh?" + +But here Clarence was forced to protest, and strongly, although Jim +contemptuously ignored it. "Don't lie ter me," he repeated mysteriously, +"I'm fly. I'm dark, young fel. We're cahoots in this thing?" And with +this artful suggestion of being in possession of Clarence's guilty +secret he departed in time to elude the usual objurgation of his +superior, "Phil," the head teamster. + +Nor was his baleful fascination exercised entirely on Clarence. In +spite of Mrs. Peyton's jealously affectionate care, Clarence's frequent +companionship, and the little circle of admiring courtiers that always +surrounded Susy, it became evident that this small Eve had been secretly +approached and tempted by the Satanic Jim. She was found one day to +have a few heron's feathers in her possession with which she adorned her +curls, and at another time was discovered to have rubbed her face and +arms with yellow and red ochre, confessedly the free gift of Jim Hooker. +It was to Clarence alone that she admitted the significance and purport +of these offerings. "Jim gived 'em to me," she said, "and Jim's a kind +of Injin hisself that won't hurt me; and when bad Injins come, they'll +think I'm his Injin baby and run away. And Jim said if I'd just told the +Injins when they came to kill papa and mamma, that I b'longed to him, +they'd hev runned away." + +"But," said the practical Clarence, "you could not; you know you were +with Mrs. Peyton all the time." + +"Kla'uns," said Susy, shaking her head and fixing her round blue eyes +with calm mendacity on the boy, "don't you tell me. I WAS THERE!" + +Clarence started back, and nearly fell over the wagon in hopeless dismay +at this dreadful revelation of Susy's powers of exaggeration. "But," he +gasped, "you know, Susy, you and me left before--" + +"Kla'uns," said Susy calmly, making a little pleat in the skirt of her +dress with her small thumb and fingers, "don't you talk to me. I was +there. I'se a SERIVER! The men at the fort said so! The SERIVERS is +allus, allus there, and allus allus knows everythin'." + +Clarence was too dumfounded to reply. He had a vague recollection +of having noticed before that Susy was very much fascinated by the +reputation given to her at Fort Ridge as a "survivor," and was trying +in an infantile way to live up to it. This the wicked Jim had evidently +encouraged. For a day or two Clarence felt a little afraid of her, and +more lonely than ever. + +It was in this state, and while he was doggedly conscious that his +association with Jim did not prepossess Mrs. Peyton or her brother in +his favor, and that the former even believed him responsible for Susy's +unhallowed acquaintance with Jim, that he drifted into one of those +youthful escapades on which elders are apt to sit in severe but not +always considerate judgment. Believing, like many other children, that +nobody cared particularly for him, except to RESTRAIN him, discovering, +as children do, much sooner than we complacently imagine, that love and +preference have no logical connection with desert or character, Clarence +became boyishly reckless. But when, one day, it was rumored that a herd +of buffalo was in the vicinity, and that the train would be delayed the +next morning in order that a hunt might be organized, by Gildersleeve, +Benham, and a few others, Clarence listened willingly to Jim's +proposition that they should secretly follow it. + +To effect their unhallowed purpose required boldness and duplicity. +It was arranged that shortly after the departure of the hunting party +Clarence should ask permission to mount and exercise one of the team +horses--a favor that had been frequently granted him; that in the +outskirts of the camp he should pretend that the horse ran away with +him, and Jim would start in pursuit. The absence of the shooting party +with so large a contingent of horses and men would preclude any further +detachment from the camp to assist them. Once clear, they would follow +the track of the hunters, and, if discovered by them, would offer the +same excuse, with the addition that they had lost their way to the camp. +The plan was successful. The details were carried out with almost too +perfect effect; as it appeared that Jim, in order to give dramatic +intensity to the fractiousness of Clarence's horse, had inserted a thorn +apple under the neck of his saddle, which Clarence only discovered +in time to prevent himself from being unseated. Urged forward by +ostentatious "Whoas!" and surreptitious cuts in the rear from Jim, +pursuer and pursued presently found themselves safely beyond the +half-dry stream and fringe of alder bushes that skirted the camp. They +were not followed. Whether the teamsters suspected and winked at this +design, or believed that the boys could take care of themselves, and ran +no risk of being lost in the proximity of the hunting party, there was +no general alarm. + +Thus reassured, and having a general idea of the direction of the hunt, +the boys pushed hilariously forward. Before them opened a vast expanse +of bottom land, slightly sloping on the right to a distant half-filled +lagoon, formed by the main river overflow, on whose tributary they had +encamped. The lagoon was partly hidden by straggling timber and "brush," +and beyond that again stretched the unlimitable plains--the pasture +of their mighty game. Hither, Jim hoarsely informed his companion, the +buffaloes came to water. A few rods further on, he started dramatically, +and, alighting, proceeded to slowly examine the ground. It seemed to +be scattered over with half-circular patches, which he pointed out +mysteriously as "buffalo chip." To Clarence's inexperienced perception +the plain bore a singular resemblance to the surface of an ordinary +unromantic cattle pasture that somewhat chilled his heroic fancy. +However, the two companions halted and professionally examined their +arms and equipments. + +These, I grieve to say, though varied, were scarcely full or +satisfactory. The necessities of their flight had restricted Jim to an +old double-barreled fowling-piece, which he usually carried slung across +his shoulders; an old-fashioned "six-shooter," whose barrels revolved +occasionally and unexpectedly, known as "Allen's Pepper Box" on account +of its culinary resemblance; and a bowie-knife. Clarence carried an +Indian bow and arrow with which he had been exercising, and a hatchet +which he had concealed under the flanks of his saddle. To this Jim +generously added the six-shooter, taking the hatchet in exchange--a +transfer that at first delighted Clarence, until, seeing the warlike +and picturesque effect of the hatchet in Jim's belt, he regretted the +transfer. The gun, Jim meantime explained "extry charged," "chuck up" +to the middle with slugs and revolver bullets, could only be fired by +himself, and even then he darkly added, not without danger. This poverty +of equipment was, however, compensated by opposite statements from +Jim of the extraordinary results obtained by these simple weapons from +"fellers I knew:" how HE himself had once brought down a "bull" by a +bold shot with a revolver through its open bellowing mouth that pierced +his "innards;" how a friend of his--an intimate in fact--now in jail at +Louisville for killing a sheriff's deputy, had once found himself alone +and dismounted with a simple clasp-knife and a lariat among a herd of +buffaloes; how, leaping calmly upon the shaggy shoulders of the biggest +bull, he lashed himself with the lariat firmly to its horns, goading it +onward with his clasp-knife, and subsisting for days upon the flesh cut +from its living body, until, abandoned by its fellows and exhausted +by the loss of blood, it finally succumbed to its victor at the very +outskirts of the camp to which he had artfully driven it! It must be +confessed that this recital somewhat took away Clarence's breath, and +he would have liked to ask a few questions. But they were alone on the +prairie, and linked by a common transgression; the glorious sun was +coming up victoriously, the pure, crisp air was intoxicating their +nerves; in the bright forecast of youth everything WAS possible! + +The surface of the bottom land that they were crossing was here and +there broken up by fissures and "potholes," and some circumspection in +their progress became necessary. In one of these halts, Clarence was +struck by a dull, monotonous jarring that sounded like the heavy regular +fall of water over a dam. Each time that they slackened their pace the +sound would become more audible, and was at last accompanied by that +slight but unmistakable tremor of the earth that betrayed the vicinity +of a waterfall. Hesitating over the phenomenon, which seemed to imply +that their topography was wrong and that they had blundered from the +track, they were presently startled by the fact that the sound was +actually APPROACHING them! With a sudden instinct they both galloped +towards the lagoon. As the timber opened before them Jim uttered a long +ecstatic shout. "Why, it's THEM!" + +At a first glance it seemed to Clarence as if the whole plain beyond +was broken up and rolling in tumbling waves or furrows towards them. A +second glance showed the tossing fronts of a vast herd of buffaloes, and +here and there, darting in and out and among them, or emerging from the +cloud of dust behind, wild figures and flashes of fire. With the idea of +water still in his mind, it seemed as if some tumultuous tidal wave were +sweeping unseen towards the lagoon, carrying everything before it. He +turned with eager eyes, in speechless expectancy, to his companion. + +Alack! that redoubtable hero and mighty hunter was, to all appearances, +equally speechless and astonished. It was true that he remained rooted +to the saddle, a lank, still heroic figure, alternately grasping his +hatchet and gun with a kind of spasmodic regularity. How long he would +have continued this would never be known, for the next moment, with a +deafening crash, the herd broke through the brush, and, swerving at the +right of the lagoon, bore down directly upon them. All further doubt or +hesitation on their part was stopped. The farseeing, sagacious Mexican +plug with a terrific snort wheeled and fled furiously with his rider. +Moved, no doubt, by touching fidelity, Clarence's humbler team-horse +instantly followed. In a few moments those devoted animals struggled +neck to neck in noble emulation. + +"What are we goin' off this way for?" gasped the simple Clarence. + +"Peyton and Gildersleeve are back there--and they'll see us," gasped Jim +in reply. It struck Clarence that the buffaloes were much nearer them +than the hunting party, and that the trampling hoofs of a dozen bulls +were close behind them, but with another gasp he shouted, + +"When are we going to hunt 'em?" + +"Hunt THEM!" screamed Jim, with a hysterical outburst of truth; "why, +they're huntin' US--dash it!" + +Indeed, there was no doubt that their frenzied horses were flying before +the equally frenzied herd behind them. They gained a momentary advantage +by riding into one of the fissures, and out again on the other side, +while their pursuers were obliged to make a detour. But in a few minutes +they were overtaken by that part of the herd who had taken the other and +nearer side of the lagoon, and were now fairly in the midst of them. The +ground shook with their trampling hoofs; their steaming breath, mingling +with the stinging dust that filled the air, half choked and blinded +Clarence. He was dimly conscious that Jim had wildly thrown his hatchet +at a cow buffalo pressing close upon his flanks. As they swept down into +another gully he saw him raise his fateful gun with utter desperation. +Clarence crouched low on his horse's outstretched neck. There was a +blinding flash, a single stunning report of both barrels; Jim reeled in +one way half out of the saddle, while the smoking gun seemed to leap in +another over his head, and then rider and horse vanished in a choking +cloud of dust and gunpowder. A moment after Clarence's horse stopped +with a sudden check, and the boy felt himself hurled over its head into +the gully, alighting on something that seemed to be a bounding cushion +of curled and twisted hair. It was the shaggy shoulder of an enormous +buffalo! For Jim's desperate random shot and double charge had taken +effect on the near hind leg of a preceding bull, tearing away the flesh +and ham-stringing the animal, who had dropped in the gully just in front +of Clarence's horse. + +Dazed but unhurt, the boy rolled from the lifted fore quarters of the +struggling brute to the ground. When he staggered to his feet again, not +only his horse was gone but the whole herd of buffaloes seemed to have +passed too, and he could hear the shouts of unseen hunters now ahead of +him. They had evidently overlooked his fall, and the gully had concealed +him. The sides before him were too steep for his aching limbs to climb; +the slope by which he and the bull had descended when the collision +occurred was behind the wounded animal. Clarence was staggering towards +it when the bull, by a supreme effort, lifted itself on three legs, half +turned, and faced him. + +These events had passed too quickly for the inexperienced boy to +have felt any active fear, or indeed anything but wild excitement and +confusion. But the spectacle of that shaggy and enormous front, that +seemed to fill the whole gully, rising with awful deliberation between +him and escape, sent a thrill of terror through his frame. The great, +dull, bloodshot eyes glared at him with a dumb, wondering fury; the +large wet nostrils were so near that their first snort of inarticulate +rage made him reel backwards as from a blow. The gully was only a +narrow and short fissure or subsidence of the plain; a few paces more of +retreat and he would be at its end, against an almost perpendicular +bank fifteen feet high. If he attempted to climb its crumbling sides and +fell, there would be those short but terrible horns waiting to impale +him! It seemed too terrible, too cruel! He was so small beside this +overgrown monster. It wasn't fair! The tears started to his eyes, and +then, in a rage at the injustice of Fate, he stood doggedly still with +clenched fists. He fixed his gaze with half-hysterical, childish fury on +those lurid eyes; he did not know that, owing to the strange magnifying +power of the bull's convex pupils, he, Clarence, appeared much bigger +than he really was to the brute's heavy consciousness, the distance from +him most deceptive, and that it was to this fact that hunters so often +owed their escape. He only thought of some desperate means of attack. +Ah! the six-shooter. It was still in his pocket. He drew it nervously, +hopelessly--it looked so small compared with his large enemy! + +He presented it with flashing eyes, and pulled the trigger. A feeble +click followed, another, and again! Even THIS had mocked him. He +pulled the trigger once more, wildly; there was a sudden explosion, and +another. He stepped back; the balls had apparently flattened themselves +harmlessly on the bull's forehead. He pulled again, hopelessly; there +was another report, a sudden furious bellow, and the enormous brute +threw his head savagely to one side, burying his left horn deep in the +crumbling bank beside him. Again and again he charged the bank, driving +his left horn home, and bringing down the stones and earth in showers. +It was some seconds before Clarence saw in a single glimpse of that +wildly tossing crest the reason of this fury. The blood was pouring from +his left eye, penetrated by the last bullet; the bull was blinded! A +terrible revulsion of feeling, a sudden sense of remorse that was for +the moment more awful than even his previous fear, overcame him. HE +had done THAT THING! As much to fly from the dreadful spectacle as +any instinct of self-preservation, he took advantage of the next mad +paroxysms of pain and blindness, that always impelled the suffering +beast towards the left, to slip past him on the right, reach the +incline, and scramble wildly up to the plain again. Here he ran +confusedly forward, not knowing whither--only caring to escape that +agonized bellowing, to shut out forever the accusing look of that huge +blood-weltering eye. + +Suddenly he heard a distant angry shout. To his first hurried glance +the plain had seemed empty, but, looking up, he saw two horsemen rapidly +advancing with a led horse behind them--his own. With the blessed sense +of relief that overtook him now came the fevered desire for sympathy +and to tell them all. But as they came nearer he saw that they were +Gildersleeve, the scout, and Henry Benham, and that, far from sharing +any delight in his deliverance, their faces only exhibited irascible +impatience. Overcome by this new defeat, the boy stopped, again dumb and +dogged. + +"Now, then, blank it all, WILL you get up and come along, or do +you reckon to keep the train waiting another hour over your blanked +foolishness?" said Gildersleeve savagely. + +The boy hesitated, and then mounted mechanically, without a word. + +"'Twould have served 'em right to have gone and left 'em," muttered +Benham vindictively. + +For one wild instant Clarence thought of throwing himself from his +horse and bidding them go on and leave him. But before he could put his +thought into action the two men were galloping forward, with his horse +led by a lariat fastened to the horn of Gildersleeve's saddle. + +In two hours more they had overtaken the train, already on the march, +and were in the midst of the group of outriders. Judge Peyton's face, +albeit a trifle perplexed, turned towards Clarence with a kindly, +half-tolerant look of welcome. The boy's heart instantly melted with +forgiveness. + +"Well, my boy, let's hear YOUR story. What happened?" + +Clarence cast a hurried glance around, and saw Jim, with face averted, +riding gloomily behind. Then nervously and hurriedly he told how he had +been thrown into the gully on the back of the wounded buffalo, and the +manner of his escape. An audible titter ran through the cavalcade. +Mr. Peyton regarded him gravely. "But how did the buffalo get so +conveniently into the gully?" he asked. + +"Jim Hooker lamed him with a shotgun, and he fell over," said Clarence +timidly. + +A roar of Homeric laughter went up from the party. Clarence looked up, +stung and startled, but caught a single glimpse of Jim Hooker's face +that made him forget his own mortification. In its hopeless, heart-sick, +and utterly beaten dejection--the first and only real expression he had +seen on it--he read the dreadful truth. Jim's REPUTATION had ruined him! +The one genuine and striking episode of his life, the one trustworthy +account he had given of it, had been unanimously accepted as the biggest +and most consummate lie of his record! + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +With this incident of the hunt closed, to Clarence, the last remembered +episode of his journey. But he did not know until long after that it had +also closed to him what might have been the opening of a new career. +For it had been Judge Peyton's intention in adopting Susy to include a +certain guardianship and protection of the boy, provided he could get +the consent of that vague relation to whom he was consigned. But it +had been pointed out by Mrs. Peyton and her brother that Clarence's +association with Jim Hooker had made him a doubtful companion for Susy, +and even the Judge himself was forced to admit that the boy's apparent +taste for evil company was inconsistent with his alleged birth and +breeding. Unfortunately, Clarence, in the conviction of being hopelessly +misunderstood, and that dogged acquiescence to fate which was one of his +characteristics, was too proud to correct the impression by any of the +hypocracies of childhood. He had also a cloudy instinct of loyalty to +Jim in his disgrace, without, however, experiencing either the sympathy +of an equal or the zeal of a partisan, but rather--if it could be said +of a boy of his years--with the patronage and protection of a superior. +So he accepted without demur the intimation that when the train reached +California he would be forwarded from Stockton with an outfit and a +letter of explanation to Sacramento, it being understood that in the +event of not finding his relative he would return to the Peytons in one +of the southern valleys, where they elected to purchase a tract of land. + +With this outlook, and the prospect of change, independence, and all +the rich possibilities that to the imagination of youth are included in +them, Clarence had found the days dragging. The halt at Salt Lake, +the transit of the dreary Alkali desert, even the wild passage of the +Sierras, were but a blurred picture in his memory. The sight of eternal +snows and the rolling of endless ranks of pines, the first glimpse of a +hillside of wild oats, the spectacle of a rushing yellow river that to +his fancy seemed tinged with gold, were momentary excitements, quickly +forgotten. But when, one morning, halting at the outskirts of a +struggling settlement, he found the entire party eagerly gathered around +a passing stranger, who had taken from his saddle-bags a small buckskin +pouch to show them a double handful of shining scales of metal, Clarence +felt the first feverish and overmastering thrill of the gold-seekers. +Breathlessly he followed the breathless questions and careless replies. +The gold had been dug out of a placer only thirty miles away. It might +be worth, say, a hundred and fifty dollars; it was only HIS share of a +week's work with two partners. It was not much; "the country was +getting played out with fresh arrivals and greenhorns." All this falling +carelessly from the unshaven lips of a dusty, roughly dressed man, with +a long-handled shovel and pickaxe strapped on his back, and a frying-pan +depending from his saddle. But no panoplied or armed knight ever seemed +so heroic or independent a figure to Clarence. What could be finer than +the noble scorn conveyed in his critical survey of the train, with its +comfortable covered wagons and appliances of civilization? "Ye'll hev to +get rid of them ther fixin's if yer goin' in for placer diggin'!" What +a corroboration of Clarence's real thoughts! What a picture of +independence was this! The picturesque scout, the all-powerful Judge +Peyton, the daring young officer, all crumbled on their clayey pedestals +before this hero in a red flannel shirt and high-topped boots. To stroll +around in the open air all day, and pick up those shining bits of metal, +without study, without method or routine--this was really life; to some +day come upon that large nugget "you couldn't lift," that was worth as +much as the train and horses--such a one as the stranger said was found +the other day at Sawyer's Bar--this was worth giving up everything for. +That rough man, with his smile of careless superiority, was the living +link between Clarence and the Thousand and One Nights; in him were +Aladdin and Sindbad incarnate. + +Two days later they reached Stockton. Here Clarence, whose single suit +of clothes had been reinforced by patching, odds and ends from Peyton's +stores, and an extraordinary costume of army cloth, got up by the +regimental tailor at Fort Ridge, was taken to be refitted at a general +furnishing "emporium." But alas! in the selection of the clothing for +that adult locality scant provision seemed to have been made for a +boy of Clarence's years, and he was with difficulty fitted from an +old condemned Government stores with "a boy's" seaman suit and a +brass-buttoned pea-jacket. To this outfit Mr. Peyton added a small sum +of money for his expenses, and a letter of explanation to his cousin. +The stage-coach was to start at noon. It only remained for Clarence to +take leave of the party. The final parting with Susy had been discounted +on the two previous days with some tears, small frights and clingings, +and the expressed determination on the child's part "to go with him;" +but in the excitement of the arrival at Stockton it was still +further mitigated, and under the influence of a little present from +Clarence--his first disbursement of his small capital--had at last taken +the form and promise of merely temporary separation. Nevertheless, when +the boy's scanty pack was deposited under the stage-coach seat, and he +had been left alone, he ran rapidly back to the train for one moment +more with Susy. Panting and a little frightened, he reached Mrs. +Peyton's car. + +"Goodness! You're not gone yet," said Mrs. Peyton sharply. "Do you want +to lose the stage?" + +An instant before, in his loneliness, he might have answered, "Yes." +But under the cruel sting of Mrs. Peyton's evident annoyance at his +reappearance he felt his legs suddenly tremble, and his voice left him. +He did not dare to look at Susy. But her voice rose comfortably from the +depths of the wagon where she was sitting. + +"The stage will be gone away, Kla'uns." + +She too! Shame at his foolish weakness sent the yearning blood that had +settled round his heart flying back into his face. + +"I was looking for--for--for Jim, ma'am," he said at last, boldly. + +He saw a look of disgust pass over Mrs. Peyton's face, and felt a +malicious satisfaction as he turned and ran back to the stage. But here, +to his surprise, he actually found Jim, whom he really hadn't thought +of, darkly watching the last strapping of luggage. With a manner +calculated to convey the impression to the other passengers that he was +parting from a brother criminal, probably on his way to a state prison, +Jim shook hands gloomily with Clarence, and eyed the other passengers +furtively between his mated locks. + +"Ef ye hear o' anythin' happenin', ye'll know what's up," he said, in a +low, hoarse, but perfectly audible whisper. "Me and them's bound to part +company afore long. Tell the fellows at Deadman's Gulch to look out for +me at any time." + +Although Clarence was not going to Deadman's Gulch, knew nothing of it, +and had a faint suspicion that Jim was equally ignorant, yet as one or +two of the passengers glanced anxiously at the demure, gray-eyed boy +who seemed booked for such a baleful destination, he really felt the +half-delighted, half-frightened consciousness that he was starting in +life under fascinating immoral pretenses. But the forward spring of the +fine-spirited horses, the quickened motion, the glittering sunlight, and +the thought that he really was leaving behind him all the shackles of +dependence and custom, and plunging into a life of freedom, drove +all else from his mind. He turned at last from this hopeful, blissful +future, and began to examine his fellow passengers with boyish +curiosity. Wedged in between two silent men on the front seat, one of +whom seemed a farmer, and the other, by his black attire, a professional +man, Clarence was finally attracted by a black-mantled, dark-haired, +bonnetless woman on the back seat, whose attention seemed to be +monopolized by the jocular gallantries of her companions and the two +men before her in the middle seat. From her position he could see little +more than her dark eyes, which occasionally seemed to meet his frank +curiosity in an amused sort of way, but he was chiefly struck by the +pretty foreign sound of her musical voice, which was unlike anything +he had ever heard before, and--alas for the inconstancy of youth--much +finer than Mrs. Peyton's. Presently his farmer companion, casting a +patronizing glance on Clarence's pea-jacket and brass buttons, said +cheerily-- + +"Jest off a voyage, sonny?" + +"No, sir," stammered Clarence; "I came across the plains." + +"Then I reckon that's the rig-out for the crew of a prairie schooner, +eh?" There was a laugh at this which perplexed Clarence. Observing it, +the humorist kindly condescended to explain that "prairie schooner" was +the current slang for an emigrant wagon. + +"I couldn't," explained Clarence, naively looking at the dark eyes on +the back seat, "get any clothes at Stockton but these; I suppose the +folks didn't think there'd ever be boys in California." + +The simplicity of this speech evidently impressed the others, for +the two men in the middle seats turned at a whisper from the lady and +regarded him curiously. Clarence blushed slightly and became silent. +Presently the vehicle began to slacken its speed. They were ascending +a hill; on either bank grew huge cottonwoods, from which occasionally +depended a beautiful scarlet vine. + +"Ah! eet ees pretty," said the lady, nodding her black-veiled head +towards it. "Eet is good in ze hair." + +One of the men made an awkward attempt to clutch a spray from the +window. A brilliant inspiration flashed upon Clarence. When the stage +began the ascent of the next hill, following the example of an outside +passenger, he jumped down to walk. At the top of the hill he rejoined +the stage, flushed and panting, but carrying a small branch of the vine +in his scratched hands. Handing it to the man on the middle seat, he +said, with grave, boyish politeness--"Please--for the lady." + +A slight smile passed over the face of Clarence's neighbors. The +bonnetless woman nodded a pleasant acknowledgment, and coquettishly +wound the vine in her glossy hair. The dark man at his side, who hadn't +spoken yet, turned to Clarence dryly. + +"If you're goin' to keep up this gait, sonny, I reckon ye won't find +much trouble gettin' a man's suit to fit you by the time you reach +Sacramento." + +Clarence didn't quite understand him, but noticed that a singular +gravity seemed to overtake the two jocular men on the middle seat, and +the lady looked out of the window. He came to the conclusion that he had +made a mistake about alluding to his clothes and his size. He must try +and behave more manly. That opportunity seemed to be offered two hours +later, when the stage stopped at a wayside hotel or restaurant. + +Two or three passengers had got down to refresh themselves at the bar. +His right and left hand neighbors were, however, engaged in a drawling +conversation on the comparative merits of San Francisco sandhill +and water lots; the jocular occupants of the middle seat were still +engrossed with the lady. Clarence slipped out of the stage and entered +the bar-room with some ostentation. The complete ignoring of his person +by the barkeeper and his customers, however, somewhat disconcerted him. +He hesitated a moment, and then returned gravely to the stage door and +opened it. + +"Would you mind taking a drink with me, sir?" said Clarence politely, +addressing the farmer-looking passenger who had been most civil to him. +A dead silence followed. The two men on the middle seat faced entirely +around to gaze at him. + +"The Commodore asks if you'll take a drink with him," explained one of +the men to Clarence's friend with the greatest seriousness. + +"Eh? Oh, yes, certainly," returned that gentleman, changing his +astonished expression to one of the deepest gravity, "seeing it's the +Commodore." + +"And perhaps you and your friend will join, too?" said Clarence timidly +to the passenger who had explained; "and you too, sir?" he added to the +dark man. + +"Really, gentlemen, I don't see how we can refuse," said the latter, +with the greatest formality, and appealing to the others. "A compliment +of this kind from our distinguished friend is not to be taken lightly." + +"I have observed, sir, that the Commodore's head is level," returned the +other man with equal gravity. + +Clarence could have wished they had not treated his first hospitable +effort quite so formally, but as they stepped from the coach with +unbending faces he led them, a little frightened, into the bar-room. +Here, unfortunately, as he was barely able to reach over the counter, +the barkeeper would have again overlooked him but for a quick glance +from the dark man, which seemed to change even the barkeeper's +perfunctory smiling face into supernatural gravity. + +"The Commodore is standing treat," said the dark man, with unbroken +seriousness, indicating Clarence, and leaning back with an air of +respectful formality. "I will take straight whiskey. The Commodore, +on account of just changing climate, will, I believe, for the present +content himself with lemon soda." + +Clarence had previously resolved to take whiskey, like the others, but +a little doubtful of the politeness of countermanding his guest's +order, and perhaps slightly embarrassed by the fact that all the other +customers seemed to have gathered round him and his party with equally +immovable faces, he said hurriedly: + +"Lemon soda for me, please." + +"The Commodore," said the barkeeper with impassive features, as he bent +forward and wiped the counter with professional deliberation, "is right. +No matter how much a man may be accustomed all his life to liquor, when +he is changing climate, gentlemen, he says 'Lemon soda for me' all the +time." + +"Perhaps," said Clarence, brightening, "you will join too?" + +"I shall be proud on this occasion, sir." + +"I think," said the tall man, still as ceremoniously unbending as +before, "that there can be but one toast here, gentlemen. I give you the +health of the Commodore. May his shadow never be less." + +The health was drunk solemnly. Clarence felt his cheeks tingle and +in his excitement drank his own health with the others. Yet he was +disappointed that there was not more joviality; he wondered if men +always drank together so stiffly. And it occurred to him that it would +be expensive. Nevertheless, he had his purse all ready ostentatiously +in his hand; in fact, the paying for it out of his own money was not +the least manly and independent pleasure he had promised himself. "How +much?" he asked, with an affectation of carelessness. + +The barkeeper cast his eye professionally over the barroom. "I think you +said treats for the crowd; call it twenty dollars to make even change." + +Clarence's heart sank. He had heard already of the exaggeration +of California prices. Twenty dollars! It was half his fortune. +Nevertheless, with an heroic effort, he controlled himself, and with +slightly nervous fingers counted out the money. It struck him, however, +as curious, not to say ungentlemanly, that the bystanders craned their +necks over his shoulder to look at the contents of his purse, although +some slight explanation was offered by the tall man. + +"The Commodore's purse, gentlemen, is really a singular one. Permit me," +he said, taking it from Clarence's hand with great politeness. "It is +one of the new pattern, you observe, quite worthy of inspection." He +handed it to a man behind him, who in turn handed it to another, while +a chorus of "suthin quite new," "the latest style," followed it in its +passage round the room, and indicated to Clarence its whereabouts. +It was presently handed back to the barkeeper, who had begged also to +inspect it, and who, with an air of scrupulous ceremony insisted upon +placing it himself in Clarence's side pocket, as if it were an +important part of his function. The driver here called "all aboard." +The passengers hurriedly reseated themselves, and the episode abruptly +ended. For, to Clarence's surprise, these attentive friends of a moment +ago at once became interested in the views of a new passenger concerning +the local politics of San Francisco, and he found himself utterly +forgotten. The bonnetless woman had changed her position, and her head +was no longer visible. The disillusion and depression that overcame him +suddenly were as complete as his previous expectations and hopefulness +had been extravagant. For the first time his utter unimportance in +the world and his inadequacy to this new life around him came upon him +crushingly. + +The heat and jolting of the stage caused him to fall into a slight +slumber and when he awoke he found his two neighbors had just got out +at a wayside station. They had evidently not cared to waken him to say +"Good-by." From the conversation of the other passengers he learned that +the tall man was a well-known gambler, and the one who looked like a +farmer was a ship captain who had become a wealthy merchant. Clarence +thought he understood now why the latter had asked him if he came off a +voyage, and that the nickname of "Commodore" given to him, Clarence, was +some joke intended for the captain's understanding. He missed them, for +he wanted to talk to them about his relative at Sacramento, whom he was +now so soon to see. At last, between sleeping and waking, the end of +his journey was unexpectedly reached. It was dark, but, being "steamer +night," the shops and business places were still open, and Mr. Peyton +had arranged that the stage-driver should deliver Clarence at the +address of his relative in "J Street,"--an address which Clarence had +luckily remembered. But the boy was somewhat discomfited to find that +it was a large office or banking-house. He, however, descended from the +stage, and with his small pack in his hand entered the building as the +stage drove off, and, addressing one of the busy clerks, asked for "Mr. +Jackson Brant." + +There was no such person in the office. There never had been any such +person. The bank had always occupied that building. Was there not some +mistake in the number? No; the name, number, and street had been deeply +engrafted in the boy's recollection. Stop! it might be the name of a +customer who had given his address at the bank. The clerk who made this +suggestion disappeared promptly to make inquiries in the counting-room. +Clarence, with a rapidly beating heart, awaited him. The clerk returned. +There was no such name on the books. Jackson Brant was utterly unknown +to every one in the establishment. + +For an instant the counter against which the boy was leaning seemed to +yield with his weight; he was obliged to steady himself with both hands +to keep from falling. It was not his disappointment, which was terrible; +it was not a thought of his future, which seemed hopeless; it was not +his injured pride at appearing to have willfully deceived Mr. Peyton, +which was more dreadful than all else; but it was the sudden, sickening +sense that HE himself had been deceived, tricked, and fooled! For it +flashed upon him for the first time that the vague sense of wrong which +had always haunted him was this--that this was the vile culmination of +a plan to GET RID OF HIM, and that he had been deliberately lost and led +astray by his relatives as helplessly and completely as a useless cat or +dog! + +Perhaps there was something of this in his face, for the clerk, staring +at him, bade him sit down for a moment, and again vanished into the +mysterious interior. Clarence had no conception how long he was absent, +or indeed anything but his own breathless thoughts, for he was conscious +of wondering afterwards why the clerk was leading him through a door in +the counter into an inner room of many desks, and again through a glass +door into a smaller office, where a preternaturally busy-looking man +sat writing at a desk. Without looking up, but pausing only to apply a +blotting-pad to the paper before him, the man said crisply-- + +"So you've been consigned to some one who don't seem to turn up, and +can't be found, eh? Never mind that," as Clarence laid Peyton's letter +before him. "Can't read it now. Well, I suppose you want to be shipped +back to Stockton?" + +"No!" said the boy, recovering his voice with an effort. + +"Eh, that's business, though. Know anybody here?" + +"Not a living soul; that's why they sent me," said the boy, in sudden +reckless desperation. He was the more furious that he knew the tears +were standing in his eyes. + +The idea seemed to strike the man amusingly. "Looks a little like it, +don't it?" he said, smiling grimly at the paper before him. "Got any +money?" + +"A little." + +"How much?" + +"About twenty dollars," said Clarence hesitatingly. The man opened a +drawer at his side, mechanically, for he did not raise his eyes, and +took out two ten-dollar gold pieces. "I'll go twenty better," he said, +laying them down on the desk. "That'll give you a chance to look around. +Come back here, if you don't see your way clear." He dipped his pen into +the ink with a significant gesture as if closing the interview. + +Clarence pushed back the coin. "I'm not a beggar," he said doggedly. + +The man this time raised his head and surveyed the boy with two keen +eyes. "You're not, hey? Well, do I look like one?" + +"No," stammered Clarence, as he glanced into the man's haughty eyes. + +"Yet, if I were in your fix, I'd take that money and be glad to get it." + +"If you'll let me pay you back again," said Clarence, a little ashamed, +and considerably frightened at his implied accusation of the man before +him. + +"You can," said the man, bending over his desk again. + +Clarence took up the money and awkwardly drew out his purse. But it was +the first time he had touched it since it was returned to him in the +bar-room, and it struck him that it was heavy and full--indeed, so +full that on opening it a few coins rolled out on to the floor. The man +looked up abruptly. + +"I thought you said you had only twenty dollars?" he remarked grimly. + +"Mr. Peyton gave me forty," returned Clarence, stupefied and blushing. +"I spent twenty dollars for drinks at the bar--and," he stammered, +"I--I--I don't know how the rest came here." + +"You spent twenty dollars for DRINKS?" said the man, laying down his +pen, and leaning back in his chair to gaze at the boy. + +"Yes--that is--I treated some gentlemen of the stage, sir, at Davidson's +Crossing." + +"Did you treat the whole stage company?" + +"No, sir, only about four or five--and the bar-keeper. But everything's +so dear in California. I know that." + +"Evidently. But it don't seem to make much difference with YOU," said +the man, glancing at the purse. + +"They wanted my purse to look at," said Clarence hurriedly, "and that's +how the thing happened. Somebody put HIS OWN MONEY back into MY purse by +accident." + +"Of course," said the man grimly. + +"Yes, that's the reason," said Clarence, a little relieved, but somewhat +embarrassed by the man's persistent eyes. + +"Then, of course," said the other quietly, "you don't require my twenty +dollars now." + +"But," returned Clarence hesitatingly, "this isn't MY money. I must +find out who it belongs to, and give it back again. Perhaps," he added +timidly, "I might leave it here with you, and call for it when I find +the man, or send him here." + +With the greatest gravity he here separated the surplus from what was +left of Peyton's gift and the twenty dollars he had just received. The +balance unaccounted for was forty dollars. He laid it on the desk before +the man, who, still looking at him, rose and opened the door. + +"Mr. Reed." + +The clerk who had shown Clarence in appeared. + +"Open an account with--" He stopped and turned interrogatively to +Clarence. + +"Clarence Brant," said Clarence, coloring with excitement. + +"With Clarence Brant. Take that deposit"--pointing to the money--"and +give him a receipt." He paused as the clerk retired with a wondering +gaze at the money, looked again at Clarence, said, "I think YOU'LL do," +and reentered the private office, closing the door behind him. + +I hope it will not be deemed inconceivable that Clarence, only a few +moments before crushed with bitter disappointment and the hopeless +revelation of his abandonment by his relatives, now felt himself lifted +up suddenly into an imaginary height of independence and manhood. He was +leaving the bank, in which he stood a minute before a friendless boy, +not as a successful beggar, for this important man had disclaimed the +idea, but absolutely as a customer! a depositor! a business man like +the grown-up clients who were thronging the outer office, and before the +eyes of the clerk who had pitied him! And he, Clarence, had been spoken +to by this man, whose name he now recognized as the one that was on the +door of the building--a man of whom his fellow-passengers had spoken +with admiring envy--a banker famous in all California! Will it be deemed +incredible that this imaginative and hopeful boy, forgetting all else, +the object of his visit, and even the fact that he considered this +money was not his own, actually put his hat a little on one side as he +strolled out on his way to the streets and prospective fortune? + +Two hours later the banker had another visitor. It chanced to be the +farmer-looking man who had been Clarence's fellow-passenger. Evidently a +privileged person, he was at once ushered as "Captain Stevens" into the +presence of the banker. At the end of a familiar business interview the +captain asked carelessly-- + +"Any letters for me?" + +The busy banker pointed with his pen to the letter "S" in a row of +alphabetically labeled pigeon-holes against the wall. The captain, +having selected his correspondence, paused with a letter in his hand. + +"Look here, Carden, there are letters here for some chap called 'John +Silsbee.' They were here when I called, ten weeks ago." + +"Well?" + +"That's the name of that Pike County man who was killed by Injins in the +plains. The 'Frisco papers had all the particulars last night; may be +it's for that fellow. It hasn't got a postmark. Who left it here?" + +Mr. Carden summoned a clerk. It appeared that the letter had been left +by a certain Brant Fauquier, to be called for. + +Captain Stevens smiled. "Brant's been too busy dealin' faro to think of +'em agin, and since that shootin' affair at Angels' I hear he's skipped +to the southern coast somewhere. Cal Johnson, his old chum, was in the +up stage from Stockton this afternoon." + +"Did you come by the up stage from Stockton this afternoon?" said +Carden, looking up. + +"Yes, as far as Ten-mile Station--rode the rest of the way here." + +"Did you notice a queer little old-fashioned kid--about so high--like a +runaway school-boy?" + +"Did I? By G--d, sir, he treated me to drinks." + +Carden jumped from his chair. "Then he wasn't lying!" + +"No! We let him do it; but we made it good for the little chap +afterwards. Hello! What's up?" + +But Mr. Carden was already in the outer office beside the clerk who had +admitted Clarence. + +"You remember that boy Brant who was here?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Where did he go?" + +"Don't know, sir." + +"Go and find him somewhere and somehow. Go to all the hotels, +restaurants, and gin-mills near here, and hunt him up. Take some one +with you, if you can't do it alone. Bring him back here, quick!" + +It was nearly midnight when the clerk fruitlessly returned. It was the +fierce high noon of "steamer nights"; light flashed brilliantly from +shops, counting-houses, drinking-saloons, and gambling-hells. The +streets were yet full of eager, hurrying feet--swift of fortune, +ambition, pleasure, or crime. But from among these deeper harsher +footfalls the echo of the homeless boy's light, innocent tread seemed to +have died out forever. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +When Clarence was once more in the busy street before the bank, it +seemed clear to his boyish mind that, being now cast adrift upon the +world and responsible to no one, there was no reason why he should not +at once proceed to the nearest gold mines! The idea of returning to +Mr. Peyton and Susy, as a disowned and abandoned outcast, was not to +be thought of. He would purchase some kind of an outfit, such as he had +seen the miners carry, and start off as soon as he had got his supper. +But although one of his most delightful anticipations had been the +unfettered freedom of ordering a meal at a restaurant, on entering the +first one he found himself the object of so much curiosity, partly +from his size and partly from his dress, which the unfortunate boy was +beginning to suspect was really preposterous, and he turned away with a +stammered excuse, and did not try another. Further on he found a baker's +shop, where he refreshed himself with some gingerbread and lemon soda. +At an adjacent grocery he purchased some herrings, smoked beef, and +biscuits, as future provisions for his "pack" or kit. Then began his +real quest for an outfit. In an hour he had secured--ostensibly for some +friend, to avoid curious inquiry--a pan, a blanket, a shovel and +pick, all of which he deposited at the baker's, his unostentatious +headquarters, with the exception of a pair of disguising high boots that +half hid his sailor trousers, which he kept to put on at the last. Even +to his inexperience the cost of these articles seemed enormous; when +his purchases were complete, of his entire capital scarcely four dollars +remained! Yet in the fond illusions of boyhood these rude appointments +seemed possessed of far more value than the gold he had given in +exchange for them, and he had enjoyed a child's delight in testing the +transforming magic of money. + +Meanwhile, the feverish contact of the crowded street had, strange +to say, increased his loneliness, while the ruder joviality of its +dissipations began to fill him with vague uneasiness. The passing +glimpse of dancing halls and gaudily whirled figures that seemed only +feminine in their apparel; the shouts and boisterous choruses from +concert rooms; the groups of drunken roisterers that congregated around +the doors of saloons or, hilariously charging down the streets, elbowed +him against the wall, or humorously insisted on his company, discomposed +and frightened him. He had known rude companionship before, but it +was serious, practical, and under control. There was something in this +vulgar degradation of intellect and power--qualities that Clarence had +always boyishly worshiped--which sickened and disillusioned him. Later +on a pistol shot in a crowd beyond, the rush of eager men past him, the +disclosure of a limp and helpless figure against the wall, the closing +of the crowd again around it, although it stirred him with a fearful +curiosity, actually shocked him less hopelessly than their brutish +enjoyments and abandonment. + +It was in one of these rushes that he had been crushed against a +swinging door, which, giving way to his pressure, disclosed to his +wondering eyes a long, glitteringly adorned, and brightly lit room, +densely filled with a silent, attentive throng in attitudes of decorous +abstraction and preoccupation, that even the shouts and tumult at its +very doors could not disturb. Men of all ranks and conditions, plainly +or elaborately clad, were grouped together under this magic spell of +silence and attention. The tables before them were covered with cards +and loose heaps of gold and silver. A clicking, the rattling of an ivory +ball, and the frequent, formal, lazy reiteration of some unintelligible +sentence was all that he heard. But by a sudden instinct he UNDERSTOOD +it all. It was a gambling saloon! + +Encouraged by the decorous stillness, and the fact that everybody +appeared too much engaged to notice him, the boy drew timidly beside +one of the tables. It was covered with a number of cards, on which were +placed certain sums of money. Looking down, Clarence saw that he was +standing before a card that as yet had nothing on it. A single player at +his side looked up, glanced at Clarence curiously, and then placed half +a dozen gold pieces on the vacant card. Absorbed in the general aspect +of the room and the players, Clarence did not notice that his neighbor +won twice, and even THRICE, upon that card. Becoming aware, however, +that the player while gathering in his gains, was smilingly regarding +him he moved in some embarrassment to the other end of the table, where +there seemed another gap in the crowd. It so chanced that there was also +another vacant card. The previous neighbor of Clarence instantly shoved +a sum of money across the table on the vacant card and won! At this the +other players began to regard Clarence singularly, one or two of the +spectators smiled, and the boy, coloring, moved awkwardly away. But his +sleeve was caught by the successful player, who, detaining him gently, +put three gold pieces into his hand. + +"That's YOUR share, sonny," he whispered. + +"Share--for what?" stammered the astounded Clarence. + +"For bringing me 'the luck,'" said the man. + +Clarence stared. "Am I--to--to play with it?" he said, glancing at the +coins and then at the table, in ignorance of the stranger's meaning. + +"No, no!" said the man hurriedly, "don't do that. You'll lose it, sonny, +sure! Don't you see, YOU BRING THE LUCK TO OTHERS, not to yourself. Keep +it, old man, and run home!" + +"I don't want it! I won't have it!" said Clarence with a swift +recollection of the manipulation of his purse that morning, and a sudden +distrust of all mankind. + +"There!" He turned back to the table and laid the money on the first +vacant card he saw. In another moment, as it seemed to him, it was raked +away by the dealer. A sense of relief came over him. + +"There!" said the man, with an awed voice and a strange, fatuous look +in his eye. "What did I tell you? You see, it's allus so! Now," he added +roughly, "get up and get out o' this, afore you lose the boots and shirt +off ye." + +Clarence did not wait for a second command. With another glance round +the room, he began to make his way through the crowd towards the front. +But in that parting glance he caught a glimpse of a woman presiding over +a "wheel of fortune" in a corner, whose face seemed familiar. He looked +again, timidly. In spite of an extraordinary head-dress or crown that +she wore as the "Goddess of Fortune," he recognized, twisted in its +tinsel, a certain scarlet vine which he had seen before; in spite of the +hoarse formula which she was continually repeating, he recognized the +foreign accent. It was the woman of the stage-coach! With a sudden dread +that she might recognize him, and likewise demand his services "for +luck," he turned and fled. + +Once more in the open air, there came upon him a vague loathing +and horror of the restless madness and feverish distraction of this +half-civilized city. It was the more powerful that it was vague, and the +outcome of some inward instinct. He found himself longing for the pure +air and sympathetic loneliness of the plains and wilderness; he began to +yearn for the companionship of his humble associates--the teamster, the +scout Gildersleeve, and even Jim Hooker. But above all and before all +was the wild desire to get away from these maddening streets and +their bewildering occupants. He ran back to the baker's, gathered his +purchases together, took advantage of a friendly doorway to strap them +on his boyish shoulders, slipped into a side street, and struck out at +once for the outskirts. + +It had been his first intention to take stage to the nearest mining +district, but the diminution of his small capital forbade that outlay, +and he decided to walk there by the highroad, of whose general direction +he had informed himself. In half an hour the lights of the flat, +struggling city, and their reflection in the shallow, turbid river +before it, had sunk well behind him. The air was cool and soft; a yellow +moon swam in the slight haze that rose above the tules; in the distance +a few scattered cottonwoods and sycamores marked like sentinels the +road. When he had walked some distance he sat down beneath one of them +to make a frugal supper from the dry rations in his pack, but in the +absence of any spring he was forced to quench his thirst with a glass of +water in a wayside tavern. Here he was good-humoredly offered +something stronger, which he declined, and replied to certain curious +interrogations by saying that he expected to overtake his friends in a +wagon further on. A new distrust of mankind had begun to make the boy +an adept in innocent falsehood, the more deceptive as his careless, +cheerful manner, the result of his relief at leaving the city, and his +perfect ease in the loving companionship of night and nature, certainly +gave no indication of his homelessness and poverty. + +It was long past midnight, when, weary in body, but still hopeful and +happy in mind, he turned off the dusty road into a vast rolling expanse +of wild oats, with the same sense of security of rest as a traveler to +his inn. Here, completely screened from view by the tall stalks of grain +that rose thickly around him to the height of a man's shoulder, he beat +down a few of them for a bed, on which he deposited his blanket. Placing +his pack for a pillow, he curled himself up in his blanket, and speedily +fell asleep. + +He awoke at sunrise, refreshed, invigorated, and hungry. But he was +forced to defer his first self-prepared breakfast until he had reached +water, and a less dangerous place than the wild-oat field to build +his first camp fire. This he found a mile further on, near some dwarf +willows on the bank of a half-dry stream. Of his various efforts to +prepare his first meal, the fire was the most successful; the coffee +was somewhat too substantially thick, and the bacon and herring lacked +definiteness of quality from having been cooked in the same vessel. +In this boyish picnic he missed Susy, and recalled, perhaps a little +bitterly, her coldness at parting. But the novelty of his situation, the +brilliant sunshine and sense of freedom, and the road already awakening +to dusty life with passing teams, dismissed everything but the future +from his mind. Readjusting his pack, he stepped on cheerily. At noon he +was overtaken by a teamster, who in return for a match to light his pipe +gave him a lift of a dozen miles. It is to be feared that Clarence's +account of himself was equally fanciful with his previous story, and +that the teamster parted from him with a genuine regret, and a hope that +he would soon be overtaken by his friends along the road. "And mind that +you ain't such a fool agin to let 'em make you tote their dod-blasted +tools fur them!" he added unsuspectingly, pointing to Clarence's mining +outfit. Thus saved the heaviest part of the day's journey, for the +road was continually rising from the plains during the last six miles, +Clarence was yet able to cover a considerable distance on foot before +he halted for supper. Here he was again fortunate. An empty lumber +team watering at the same spring, its driver offered to take Clarence's +purchases--for the boy had profited by his late friend's suggestion to +personally detach himself from his equipment--to Buckeye Mills for a +dollar, which would also include a "shakedown passage" for himself on +the floor of the wagon. "I reckon you've been foolin' away in Sacramento +the money yer parents give yer for return stage fare, eh? Don't +lie, sonny," he added grimly, as the now artful Clarence smiled +diplomatically, "I've been thar myself!" Luckily, the excuse that he was +"tired and sleepy" prevented further dangerous questioning, and the boy +was soon really in deep slumber on the wagon floor. + +He awoke betimes to find himself already in the mountains. Buckeye +Mills was a straggling settlement, and Clarence prudently stopped any +embarrassing inquiry from his friend by dropping off the wagon with +his equipment as they entered it, and hurriedly saying "Good-by" from a +crossroad through the woods. He had learned that the nearest mining camp +was five miles away, and its direction was indicated by a long wooden +"flume," or water-way, that alternately appeared and disappeared on the +flank of the mountain opposite. The cooler and drier air, the grateful +shadow of pine and bay, and the spicy balsamic odors that everywhere +greeted him, thrilled and exhilarated him. The trail plunging sometimes +into an undisturbed forest, he started the birds before him like a +flight of arrows through its dim recesses; at times he hung breathlessly +over the blue depths of canyons where the same forests were repeated a +thousand feet below. Towards noon he struck into a rude road--evidently +the thoroughfare of the locality--and was surprised to find that it, +as well as the adjacent soil wherever disturbed, was a deep Indian red. +Everywhere, along its sides, powdering the banks and boles of trees with +its ruddy stain, in mounds and hillocks of piled dirt on the road, or +in liquid paint-like pools, when a trickling stream had formed a gutter +across it, there was always the same deep sanguinary color. Once or +twice it became more vivid in contrast with the white teeth of quartz +that peeped through it from the hillside or crossed the road in crumbled +strata. One of those pieces Clarence picked up with a quickening pulse. +It was veined and streaked with shining mica and tiny glittering cubes +of mineral that LOOKED like gold! + +The road now began to descend towards a winding stream, shrunken by +drought and ditching, that glared dazzingly in the sunlight from its +white bars of sand, or glistened in shining sheets and channels. Along +its banks, and even encroaching upon its bed, were scattered a few mud +cabins, strange-looking wooden troughs and gutters, and here and there, +glancing through the leaves, the white canvas of tents. The stumps of +felled trees and blackened spaces, as of recent fires, marked the stream +on either side. A sudden sense of disappointment overcame Clarence. It +looked vulgar, common, and worse than all--FAMILIAR. It was like the +unlovely outskirts of a dozen other prosaic settlements he had seen in +less romantic localities. In that muddy red stream, pouring out of a +wooden gutter, in which three or four bearded, slouching, half-naked +figures were raking like chiffonniers, there was nothing to suggest +the royal metal. Yet he was so absorbed in gazing at the scene, and had +walked so rapidly during the past few minutes, that he was startled, on +turning a sharp corner of the road, to come abruptly upon an outlying +dwelling. + +It was a nondescript building, half canvas and half boards. The interior +seen through the open door was fitted up with side shelves, a +counter carelessly piled with provisions, groceries, clothing, and +hardware--with no attempt at display or even ordinary selection--and a +table, on which stood a demijohn and three or four dirty glasses. Two +roughly dressed men, whose long, matted beards and hair left only their +eyes and lips visible in the tangled hirsute wilderness below their +slouched hats, were leaning against the opposite sides of the doorway, +smoking. Almost thrown against them in the rapid momentum of his +descent, Clarence halted violently. + +"Well, sonny, you needn't capsize the shanty," said the first man, +without taking his pipe from his lips. + +"If yer looking fur yer ma, she and yer Aunt Jane hev jest gone over to +Parson Doolittle's to take tea," observed the second man lazily. "She +allowed that you'd wait." + +"I'm--I'm--going to--to the mines," explained Clarence, with some +hesitation. "I suppose this is the way." + +The two men took their pipes from their lips, looked at each other, +completely wiped every vestige of expression from their faces with the +back of their hands, turned their eyes into the interior of the cabin, +and said, "Will yer come yer, now WILL yer?" Thus adjured, half a dozen +men, also bearded and carrying pipes in their mouths, straggled out of +the shanty, and, filing in front of it, squatted down, with their backs +against the boards, and gazed comfortably at the boy. Clarence began to +feel uneasy. + +"I'll give," said one, taking out his pipe and grimly eying Clarence, "a +hundred dollars for him as he stands." + +"And seein' as he's got that bran-new rig-out o' tools," said another, +"I'll give a hundred and fifty--and the drinks. I've been," he added +apologetically, "wantin' sunthin' like this a long time." + +"Well, gen'lemen," said the man who had first spoken to him, "lookin' +at him by and large; takin' in, so to speak, the gin'ral gait of him in +single harness; bearin' in mind the perfect freshness of him, and the +coolness and size of his cheek--the easy downyness, previousness, and +utter don't-care-a-damnativeness of his coming yer, I think two hundred +ain't too much for him, and we'll call it a bargain." + +Clarence's previous experience of this grim, smileless Californian chaff +was not calculated to restore his confidence. He drew away from the +cabin, and repeated doggedly, "I asked you if this was the way to the +mines." + +"It ARE the mines, and these yere are the miners," said the first +speaker gravely. "Permit me to interdoose 'em. This yere's Shasta Jim, +this yere's Shotcard Billy, this is Nasty Bob, and this Slumgullion +Dick. This yere's the Dook o' Chatham Street, the Livin' Skeleton, and +me!" + +"May we ask, fair young sir," said the Living Skeleton, who, however, +seemed in fairly robust condition, "whence came ye on the wings of the +morning, and whose Marble Halls ye hev left desolate?" + +"I came across the plains, and got into Stockton two days ago on Mr. +Peyton's train," said Clarence, indignantly, seeing no reason now to +conceal anything. "I came to Sacramento to find my cousin, who isn't +living there any more. I don't see anything funny in THAT! I came here +to the mines to dig gold--because---because Mr. Silsbee, the man who was +to bring me here and might have found my cousin for me, was killed by +Indians." + +"Hold up, sonny. Let me help ye," said the first speaker, rising to his +feet. "YOU didn't get killed by Injins because you got lost out of a +train with Silsbee's infant darter. Peyton picked you up while you was +takin' care of her, and two days arter you kem up to the broken-down +Silsbee wagons, with all the folks lyin' there slartered." + +"Yes, sir," said Clarence, breathlessly with astonishment. + +"And," continued the man, putting his hand gravely to his head as if +to assist his memory, "when you was all alone on the plains with that +little child you saw one of those redskins, as near to you as I be, +watchin' the train, and you didn't breathe or move while he was there?" + +"Yes, sir," said Clarence eagerly. + +"And you was shot at by Peyton, he thinkin' you was an Injun in the +mesquite grass? And you once shot a buffalo that had been pitched with +you down a gully--all by yourself?" + +"Yes," said Clarence, crimson with wonder and pleasure. "You know me, +then?" + +"Well, ye-e-es," said the man gravely, parting his mustache with his +fingers. "You see, YOU'VE BEEN HERE BEFORE." + +"Before! Me?" repeated the astounded Clarence. + +"Yes, before. Last night. You was taller then, and hadn't cut your hair. +You cursed a good deal more than you do now. You drank a man's share +of whiskey, and you borrowed fifty dollars to get to Sacramento with. I +reckon you haven't got it about you now, eh?" + +Clarence's brain reeled in utter confusion and hopeless terror. + +Was he going crazy, or had these cruel men learned his story from +his faithless friends, and this was a part of the plot? He staggered +forward, but the men had risen and quickly encircled him, as if to +prevent his escape. In vague and helpless desperation he gasped-- + +"What place is this?" + +"Folks call it Deadman's Gulch." + +Deadman's Gulch! A flash of intelligence lit up the boy's blind +confusion. Deadman's Gulch! Could it have been Jim Hooker who had really +run away, and had taken his name? He turned half-imploringly to the +first speaker. + +"Wasn't he older than me, and bigger? Didn't he have a smooth, round +face and little eyes? Didn't he talk hoarse? Didn't he--" He stopped +hopelessly. + +"Yes; oh, he wasn't a bit like you," said the man musingly. "Ye see, +that's the h-ll of it! You're altogether TOO MANY and TOO VARIOUS fur +this camp." + +"I don't know who's been here before, or what they have said," said +Clarence desperately, yet even in that desperation retaining the dogged +loyalty to his old playmate, which was part of his nature. "I don't +know, and I don't care--there! I'm Clarence Brant of Kentucky; I started +in Silsbee's train from St. Jo, and I'm going to the mines, and you +can't stop me!" + +The man who had first spoken started, looked keenly at Clarence, and +then turned to the others. The gentleman known as the living skeleton +had obtruded his huge bulk in front of the boy, and, gazing at him, said +reflectively, "Darned if it don't look like one of Brant's pups--sure!" + +"Air ye any relation to Kernel Hamilton Brant of Looeyville?" asked the +first speaker. + +Again that old question! Poor Clarence hesitated, despairingly. Was +he to go through the same cross-examination he had undergone with the +Peytons? "Yes," he said doggedly, "I am--but he's dead, and you know +it." + +"Dead--of course." "Sartin." "He's dead." "The Kernel's planted," said +the men in chorus. + +"Well, yes," reflected the Living Skeleton ostentatiously, as one who +spoke from experience. "Ham Brant's about as bony now as they make 'em." + +"You bet! About the dustiest, deadest corpse you kin turn out," +corroborated Slumgullion Dick, nodding his head gloomily to the others; +"in point o' fack, es a corpse, about the last one I should keer to go +huntin' fur." + +"The Kernel's tech 'ud be cold and clammy," concluded the Duke of +Chatham Street, who had not yet spoken, "sure. But what did yer mammy +say about it? Is she gettin' married agin? Did SHE send ye here?" + +It seemed to Clarence that the Duke of Chatham Street here received a +kick from his companions; but the boy repeated doggedly-- + +"I came to Sacramento to find my cousin, Jackson Brant; but he wasn't +there." + +"Jackson Brant!" echoed the first speaker, glancing at the others. "Did +your mother say he was your cousin?" + +"Yes," said Clarence wearily. "Good-by." + +"Hullo, sonny, where are you going?" + +"To dig gold," said the boy. "And you know you can't prevent me, if it +isn't on your claim. I know the law." He had heard Mr. Peyton discuss +it at Stockton, and he fancied that the men, who were whispering among +themselves, looked kinder than before, and as if they were no longer +"acting" to him. The first speaker laid his hand on his shoulder, and +said, "All right, come with me, and I'll show you where to dig." + +"Who are you?" said Clarence. "You called yourself only 'me.'" + +"Well, you can call me Flynn--Tom Flynn." + +"And you'll show me where I can dig--myself?" + +"I will." + +"Do you know," said Clarence timidly, yet with a half-conscious smile, +"that I--I kinder bring luck?" + +The man looked down upon him, and said gravely, but, as it struck +Clarence, with a new kind of gravity, "I believe you." + +"Yes," said Clarence eagerly, as they walked along together, "I brought +luck to a man in Sacramento the other day." And he related with great +earnestness his experience in the gambling saloon. Not content with +that--the sealed fountains of his childish deep being broken up by +some mysterious sympathy--he spoke of his hospitable exploit with the +passengers at the wayside bar, of the finding of his Fortunatus purse +and his deposit at the bank. Whether that characteristic old-fashioned +reticence which had been such an important factor for good or ill in +his future had suddenly deserted him, or whether some extraordinary +prepossession in his companion had affected him, he did not know; but +by the time the pair had reached the hillside Flynn was in possession +of all the boy's history. On one point only was his reserve unshaken. +Conscious although he was of Jim Hooker's duplicity, he affected to +treat it as a comrade's joke. + +They halted at last in the middle of an apparently fertile hillside. +Clarence shifted his shovel from his shoulders, unslung his pan, and +looked at Flynn. "Dig anywhere here, where you like," said his companion +carelessly, "and you'll be sure to find the color. Fill your pan with +the dirt, go to that sluice, and let the water run in on the top of the +pan--workin' it round so," he added, illustrating a rotary motion with +the vessel. "Keep doing that until all the soil is washed out of it, and +you have only the black sand at the bottom. Then work that the same way +until you see the color. Don't be afraid of washing the gold out of the +pan--you couldn't do it if you tried. There, I'll leave you here, and +you wait till I come back." With another grave nod and something like a +smile in the only visible part of his bearded face--his eyes--he strode +rapidly away. + +Clarence did not lose time. Selecting a spot where the grass was less +thick, he broke through the soil and turned up two or three spadefuls of +red soil. When he had filled the pan and raised it to his shoulder, he +was astounded at its weight. He did not know that it was due to the red +precipitate of iron that gave it its color. Staggering along with his +burden to the running sluice, which looked like an open wooden gutter, +at the foot of the hill, he began to carefully carry out Flynn's +direction. The first dip of the pan in the running water carried off +half the contents of the pan in liquid paint-like ooze. For a moment he +gave way to boyish satisfaction in the sight and touch of this unctuous +solution, and dabbled his fingers in it. A few moments more of rinsing +and he came to the sediment of fine black sand that was beneath it. +Another plunge and swilling of water in the pan, and--could he believe +his eyes!--a few yellow tiny scales, scarcely larger than pins' heads, +glittered among the sand. He poured it off. But his companion was right; +the lighter sand shifted from side to side with the water, but the +glittering points remained adhering by their own tiny specific gravity +to the smooth surface of the bottom. It was "the color"--gold! + +Clarence's heart seemed to give a great leap within him. A vision of +wealth, of independence, of power, sprang before his dazzled eyes, +and--a hand lightly touched him on the shoulder. + +He started. In his complete preoccupation and excitement, he had not +heard the clatter of horse-hoofs, and to his amazement Flynn was already +beside him, mounted, and leading a second horse. + +"You kin ride?" he said shortly. + +"Yes" stammered Clarence; "but--" + +"BUT--we've only got two hours to reach Buckeye Mills in time to catch +the down stage. Drop all that, jump up, and come with me!" + +"But I've just found gold," said the boy excitedly. + +"And I've just found your--cousin. Come!" + +He spurred his horse across Clarence's scattered implements, half +helped, half lifted, the boy into the saddle of the second horse, and, +with a cut of his riata over the animal's haunches, the next moment they +were both galloping furiously away. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +Torn suddenly from his prospective future, but too much dominated by the +man beside him to protest, Clarence was silent until a rise in the road, +a few minutes later, partly abated their headlong speed, and gave him +chance to recover his breath and courage. + +"Where is my cousin?" he asked. + +"In the Southern county, two hundred miles from here." + +"Are we going to him?" + +"Yes." + +They rode furiously forward again. It was nearly half an hour before +they came to a longer ascent. Clarence could see that Flynn was from +time to time examining him curiously under his slouched hat. This +somewhat embarrassed him, but in his singular confidence in the man no +distrust mingled with it. + +"Ye never saw your--cousin?" he asked. + +"No," said Clarence; "nor he me. I don't think he knew me much, any way. + +"How old mout ye be, Clarence?" + +"Eleven." + +"Well, as you're suthin of a pup"--Clarence started, and recalled +Peyton's first criticism of him--"I reckon to tell ye suthin. Ye ain't +goin' to be skeert, or afeard, or lose yer sand, I kalkilate, for +skunkin' ain't in your breed. Well, wot ef I told ye that thish +yer--thish yer--COUSIN o' yours was the biggest devil onhung; that he'd +just killed a man, and had to lite out elsewhere, and THET'S why he +didn't show up in Sacramento--what if I told you that?" + +Clarence felt that this was somehow a little too much. He was perfectly +truthful, and lifting his frank eyes to Flynn, he said, + +"I should think you were talking a good deal like Jim Hooker!" + +His companion stared, and suddenly reined up his horse; then, bursting +into a shout of laughter, he galloped ahead, from time to time shaking +his head, slapping his legs, and making the dim woods ring with his +boisterous mirth. Then as suddenly becoming thoughtful again, he rode on +rapidly for half an hour, only speaking to Clarence to urge him forward, +and assisting his progress by lashing the haunches of his horse. +Luckily, the boy was a good rider--a fact which Flynn seemed to +thoroughly appreciate--or he would have been unseated a dozen times. + +At last the straggling sheds of Buckeye Mills came into softer purple +view on the opposite mountain. Then laying his hand on Clarence's +shoulder as he reined in at his side, Flynn broke the silence. + +"There, boy," he said, wiping the mirthful tears from his eyes. "I was +only foolin'--only tryin' yer grit! This yer cousin I'm taking you to be +as quiet and soft-spoken and as old-fashioned ez you be. Why, he's +that wrapped up in books and study that he lives alone in a big adobe +rancherie among a lot o' Spanish, and he don't keer to see his own +countrymen! Why, he's even changed his name, and calles himself Don Juan +Robinson! But he's very rich; he owns three leagues of land and heaps of +cattle and horses, and," glancing approvingly at Clarence's seat in the +saddle, "I reckon you'll hev plenty of fun thar." + +"But," hesitated Clarence, to whom this proposal seemed only a +repetition of Peyton's charitable offer, "I think I'd better stay here +and dig gold--WITH YOU." + +"And I think you'd better not," said the man, with a gravity that was +very like a settled determination. + +"But my cousin never came for me to Sacramento--nor sent, nor even +wrote," persisted Clarence indignantly. + +"Not to YOU, boy; but he wrote to the man whom he reckoned would bring +you there--Jack Silsbee--and left it in the care of the bank. And +Silsbee, being dead, didn't come for the letter; and as you didn't ask +for it when you came, and didn't even mention Silsbee's name, that same +letter was sent back to your cousin through me, because the bank thought +we knew his whereabouts. It came to the gulch by an express rider, +whilst you were prospectin' on the hillside. Rememberin' your story, I +took the liberty of opening it, and found out that your cousin had told +Silsbee to bring you straight to him. So I'm only doin' now what Silsbee +would have done." + +Any momentary doubt or suspicion that might have risen in Clarence's +mind vanished as he met his companion's steady and masterful eye. +Even his disappointment was forgotten in the charm of this new-found +friendship and protection. And as its outset had been marked by +an unusual burst of confidence on Clarence's part, the boy, in his +gratitude, now felt something of the timid shyness of a deeper feeling, +and once more became reticent. + +They were in time to snatch a hasty meal at Buckeye Mills before the +stage arrived, and Clarence noticed that his friend, despite his rough +dress and lawless aspect, provoked a marked degree of respect from those +he met--in which, perhaps, a wholesome fear was mingled. It is certain +that the two best places in the stage were given up to them without +protest, and that a careless, almost supercilious invitation to drink +from Flynn was responded to with singular alacrity by all, including +even two fastidiously dressed and previously reserved passengers. I +am afraid that Clarence enjoyed this proof of his friend's singular +dominance with a boyish pride, and, conscious of the curious eyes of the +passengers, directed occasionally to himself, was somewhat ostentatious +in his familiarity with this bearded autocrat. + +At noon the next day they left the stage at a wayside road station, and +Flynn briefly informed Clarence that they must again take horses. This +at first seemed difficult in that out-of-the-way settlement, where +they alone had stopped, but a whisper from the driver in the ear of +the station-master produced a couple of fiery mustangs, with the same +accompaniment of cautious awe and mystery. For the next two days they +traveled on horseback, resting by night at the lodgings of one or other +of Flynn's friends in the outskirts of a large town, where they arrived +in the darkness, and left before day. To any one more experienced +than the simple-minded boy it would have been evident that Flynn was +purposely avoiding the more traveled roads and conveyances; and when +they changed horses again the next day's ride was through an apparently +unbroken wilderness of scattered wood and rolling plain. Yet to +Clarence, with his pantheistic reliance and joyous sympathy with nature, +the change was filled with exhilarating pleasure. The vast seas of +tossing wild oats, the hillside still variegated with strange flowers, +the virgin freshness of untrodden woods and leafy aisles, whose floors +of moss or bark were undisturbed by human footprint, were a keen delight +and novelty. More than this, his quick eye, trained perceptions, and +frontier knowledge now stood him in good stead. His intuitive sense of +distance, instincts of woodcraft, and his unerring detection of those +signs, landmarks, and guideposts of nature, undistinguishable to aught +but birds and beasts and some children, were now of the greatest service +to his less favored companion. In this part of their strange pilgrimage +it was the boy who took the lead. Flynn, who during the past two days +seemed to have fallen into a mood of watchful reserve, nodded his +approbation. "This sort of thing's yer best holt, boy," he said. "Men +and cities ain't your little game." + +At the next stopping-place Clarence had a surprise. They had again +entered a town at nightfall, and lodged with another friend of Flynn's +in rooms which from vague sounds appeared to be over a gambling saloon. +Clarence woke late in the morning, and, descending into the street to +mount for the day's journey, was startled to find that Flynn was not on +the other horse, but that a well-dressed and handsome stranger had taken +his place. But a laugh, and the familiar command, "Jump up, boy," +made him look again. It WAS Flynn, but completely shaven of beard and +mustache, closely clipped of hair, and in a fastidiously cut suit of +black! + +"Then you didn't know me?" said Flynn. + +"Not till you spoke," replied Clarence. + +"So much the better," said his friend sententiously, as he put spurs to +his horse. But as they cantered through the street, Clarence, who had +already become accustomed to the stranger's hirsute adornment, felt a +little more awe of him. The profile of the mouth and chin now exposed to +his sidelong glance was hard and stern, and slightly saturnine. Although +unable at the time to identify it with anybody he had ever known, it +seemed to the imaginative boy to be vaguely connected with some sad +experience. But the eyes were thoughtful and kindly, and the boy later +believed that if he had been more familiar with the face he would have +loved it better. For it was the last and only day he was to see it, as, +late that afternoon, after a dusty ride along more traveled highways, +they reached their journey's end. + +It was a low-walled house, with red-tiled roofs showing against the dark +green of venerable pear and fig trees, and a square court-yard in the +centre, where they had dismounted. A few words in Spanish from Flynn to +one of the lounging peons admitted them to a wooden corridor, and thence +to a long, low room, which to Clarence's eyes seemed literally piled +with books and engravings. Here Flynn hurriedly bade him stay while he +sought the host in another part of the building. But Clarence did not +miss him; indeed, it may be feared, he forgot even the object of their +journey in the new sensations that suddenly thronged upon him, and the +boyish vista of the future that they seemed to open. He was dazed +and intoxicated. He had never seen so many books before; he had never +conceived of such lovely pictures. And yet in some vague way he thought +he must have dreamt of them at some time. He had mounted a chair, and +was gazing spellbound at an engraving of a sea-fight when he heard +Flynn's voice. + +His friend had quietly reentered the room, in company with an oldish, +half-foreign-looking man, evidently his relation. With no helping +recollection, with no means of comparison beyond a vague idea that his +cousin might look like himself, Clarence stood hopelessly before him. He +had already made up his mind that he would have to go through the +usual cross-questioning in regard to his father and family; he had even +forlornly thought of inventing some innocent details to fill out his +imperfect and unsatisfactory recollection. But, glancing up, he was +surprised to find that his elderly cousin was as embarrassed as he was, +Flynn, as usual, masterfully interposed. + +"Of course ye don't remember each other, and thar ain't much that either +of you knows about family matters, I reckon," he said grimly; "and as +your cousin calls himself Don Juan Robinson," he added to Clarence, +"it's just as well that you let 'Jackson Brant' slide. I know him better +than you, but you'll get used to him, and he to you, soon enough. At +least, you'd better," he concluded, with his singular gravity. + +As he turned as if to leave the room with Clarence's embarrassed +relative--much to that gentleman's apparent relief--the boy looked up at +the latter and said timidly-- + +"May I look at those books?" + +His cousin stopped, and glanced at him with the first expression of +interest he had shown. + +"Ah, you read; you like books?" + +"Yes," said Clarence. As his cousin remained still looking at him +thoughtfully, he added, "My hands are pretty clean, but I can wash them +first, if you like." + +"You may look at them," said Don Juan smilingly; "and as they are +old books you can wash your hands afterwards." And, turning to Flynn +suddenly, with an air of relief, "I tell you what I'll do--I'll teach +him Spanish!" + +They left the room together, and Clarence turned eagerly to the +shelves. They were old books, some indeed very old, queerly bound, and +worm-eaten. Some were in foreign languages, but others in clear, bold +English type, with quaint wood-cuts and illustrations. One seemed to +be a chronicle of battles and sieges, with pictured representations of +combatants spitted with arrows, cleanly lopped off in limb, or toppled +over distinctly by visible cannon-shot. He was deep in its perusal when +he heard the clatter of a horse's hoofs in the court-yard and the voice +of Flynn. He ran to the window, and was astonished to see his friend +already on horseback, taking leave of his host. + +For one instant Clarence felt one of those sudden revulsions of feeling +common to his age, but which he had always timidly hidden under dogged +demeanor. Flynn, his only friend! Flynn, his only boyish confidant! +Flynn, his latest hero, was going away and forsaking him without a +word of parting! It was true that he had only agreed to take him to his +guardian, but still Flynn need not have left him without a word of hope +or encouragement! With any one else Clarence would probably have taken +refuge in his usual Indian stoicism, but the same feeling that had +impelled him to offer Flynn his boyish confidences on their first +meeting now overpowered him. He dropped his book, ran out into the +corridor, and made his way to the court-yard, just as Flynn galloped out +from the arch. + +But the boy uttered a despairing shout that reached the rider. He drew +rein, wheeled, halted, and sat facing Clarence impatiently. To add +to Clarence's embarrassment his cousin had lingered in the corridor, +attracted by the interruption, and a peon, lounging in the archway, +obsequiously approached Flynn's bridle-rein. But the rider waved him +off, and, turning sternly to Clarence, said:-- + +"What's the matter now?" + +"Nothing," said Clarence, striving to keep back the hot tears that rose +in his eyes. "But you were going away without saying 'good-by.' You've +been very kind to me, and--and--I want to thank you!" + +A deep flush crossed Flynn's face. Then glancing suspiciously towards +the corridor, he said hurriedly,-- + +"Did HE send you?" + +"No, I came myself. I heard you going." + +"All right. Good-by." He leaned forward as if about to take Clarence's +outstretched hand, checked himself suddenly with a grim smile, and +taking from his pocket a gold coin handed it to the boy. + +Clarence took it, tossed it with a proud gesture to the waiting peon, +who caught it thankfully, drew back a step from Flynn, and saying, with +white cheeks, "I only wanted to say good-by," dropped his hot eyes to +the ground. But it did not seem to be his own voice that had spoken, nor +his own self that had prompted the act. + +There was a quick interchange of glances between the departing guest and +his late host, in which Flynn's eyes flashed with an odd, admiring fire, +but when Clarence raised his head again he was gone. And as the boy +turned back with a broken heart towards the corridor, his cousin laid +his hand upon his shoulder. + +"Muy hidalgamente, Clarence," he said pleasantly. "Yes, we shall make +something of you!" + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +Then followed to Clarence three uneventful years. During that interval +he learnt that Jackson Brant, or Don Juan Robinson--for the tie of +kinship was the least factor in their relations to each other, and after +the departure of Flynn was tacitly ignored by both--was more Spanish +than American. An early residence in Lower California, marriage with a +rich Mexican widow, whose dying childless left him sole heir, and some +strange restraining idiosyncrasy of temperament had quite denationalized +him. A bookish recluse, somewhat superfastidious towards his own +countrymen, the more Clarence knew him the more singular appeared +his acquaintance with Flynn; but as he did not exhibit more +communicativeness on this point than upon their own kinship, Clarence +finally concluded that it was due to the dominant character of his +former friend, and thought no more about it. He entered upon the new +life at El Refugio with no disturbing past. Quickly adapting himself to +the lazy freedom of this hacienda existence, he spent the mornings +on horseback ranging the hills among his cousin's cattle, and the +afternoons and evenings busied among his cousin's books with equally +lawless and undisciplined independence. The easy-going Don Juan, it is +true, attempted to make good his rash promise to teach the boy Spanish, +and actually set him a few tasks; but in a few weeks the quick-witted +Clarence acquired such a colloquial proficiency from his casual +acquaintance with vaqueros and small traders that he was glad to +leave the matter in his young kinsman's hands. Again, by one of those +illogical sequences which make a lifelong reputation depend upon a +single trivial act, Clarence's social status was settled forever at El +Refugio Rancho by his picturesque diversion of Flynn's parting gift. The +grateful peon to whom the boy had scornfully tossed the coin repeated +the act, gesture, and spirit of the scene to his companion, and Don +Juan's unknown and youthful relation was at once recognized as hijo +de la familia, and undeniably a hidalgo born and bred. But in the +more vivid imagination of feminine El Refugio the incident reached its +highest poetic form. "It is true, Mother of God," said Chucha of the +Mill; "it was Domingo who himself relates it as it were the Creed. When +the American escort had arrived with the young gentleman, this escort, +look you, being not of the same quality, he is departing again without a +word of permission. Comes to him at this moment my little hidalgo. 'You +have yourself forgotten to take from me your demission,' he said. This +escort, thinking to make his peace with a mere muchacho, gives to him a +gold piece of twenty pesos. The little hidalgo has taken it SO, and +with the words, 'Ah! you would make of me your almoner to my cousin's +people,' has given it at the moment to Domingo, and with a grace and +fire admirable." But it is certain that Clarence's singular simplicity +and truthfulness, a faculty of being picturesquely indolent in a way +that suggested a dreamy abstraction of mind rather than any vulgar +tendency to bodily ease and comfort, and possibly the fact that he was +a good horseman, made him a popular hero at El Refugio. At the end of +three years Don Juan found that this inexperienced and apparently idle +boy of fourteen knew more of the practical ruling of the rancho than he +did himself; also that this unlettered young rustic had devoured nearly +all the books in his library with boyish recklessness of digestion. +He found, too, that in spite of his singular independence of action, +Clarence was possessed of an invincible loyalty of principle, and that, +asking no sentimental affection, and indeed yielding none, he was, +without presuming on his relationship, devoted to his cousin's interest. +It seemed that from being a glancing ray of sunshine in the house, +evasive but never obtrusive, he had become a daily necessity of comfort +and security to his benefactor. + +Clarence was, however, astonished, when, one morning, Don Juan, with the +same embarrassed manner he had shown at their first meeting, suddenly +asked him, "what business he expected to follow." It seemed the more +singular, as the speaker, like most abstracted men, had hitherto always +studiously ignored the future, in their daily intercourse. Yet this +might have been either the habit of security or the caution of +doubt. Whatever it was, it was some sudden disturbance of Don Juan's +equanimity, as disconcerting to himself as it was to Clarence. So +conscious was the boy of this that, without replying to his cousin's +question, but striving in vain to recall some delinquency of his own, he +asked, with his usual boyish directness-- + +"Has anything happened? Have I done anything wrong?" + +"No, no," returned Don Juan hurriedly. "But, you see, it's time that +you should think of your future--or at least prepare for it. I mean +you ought to have some more regular education. You will have to go to +school. It's too bad," he added fretfully, with a certain impatient +forgetfulness of Clarence's presence, and as if following his own +thought. "Just as you are becoming of service to me, and justifying +your ridiculous position here--and all this d--d nonsense that's gone +before--I mean, of course, Clarence," he interrupted himself, catching +sight of the boy's whitening cheek and darkening eye, "I mean, you +know--this ridiculousness of my keeping you from school at your age, and +trying to teach you myself--don't you see." + +"You think it is--ridiculous," repeated Clarence, with dogged +persistency. + +"I mean I am ridiculous," said Don Juan hastily. "There! there! let's +say no more about it. To-morrow we'll ride over to San Jose and see the +Father Secretary at the Jesuits' College about your entering at once. +It's a good school, and you'll always be near the rancho!" And so the +interview ended. + +I am afraid that Clarence's first idea was to run away. There are +few experiences more crushing to an ingenuous nature than the sudden +revelation of the aspect in which it is regarded by others. The +unfortunate Clarence, conscious only of his loyalty to his cousin's +interest and what he believed were the duties of his position, awoke to +find that position "ridiculous." In an afternoon's gloomy ride through +the lonely hills, and later in the sleepless solitude of his room at +night, he concluded that his cousin was right. He would go to school; +he would study hard--so hard that in a little, a very little while, he +could make a living for himself. He awoke contented. It was the blessing +of youth that this resolve and execution seemed as one and the same +thing. + +The next day found him installed as a pupil and boarder in the college. +Don Juan's position and Spanish predilections naturally made his +relation acceptable to the faculty; but Clarence could not help +perceiving that Father Sobriente, the Principal, regarded him at times +with a thoughtful curiosity that made him suspect that his cousin had +especially bespoken that attention, and that he occasionally questioned +him on his antecedents in a way that made him dread a renewal of the +old questioning about his progenitor. For the rest, he was a polished, +cultivated man; yet, in the characteristic, material criticism of youth, +I am afraid that Clarence chiefly identified him as a priest with large +hands, whose soft palms seemed to be cushioned with kindness, and whose +equally large feet, encased in extraordinary shapeless shoes of undyed +leather, seemed to tread down noiselessly--rather than to ostentatiously +crush--the obstacles that beset the path of the young student. In the +cloistered galleries of the court-yard Clarence sometimes felt himself +borne down by the protecting weight of this paternal hand; in the +midnight silence of the dormitory he fancied he was often conscious +of the soft browsing tread and snuffly muffled breathing of his +elephantine-footed mentor. + +His relations with his school-fellows were at first far from pleasant. +Whether they suspected favoritism; whether they resented that old and +unsympathetic manner which sprang from his habits of association with +his elders; or whether they rested their objections on the broader +grounds of his being a stranger, I do not know, but they presently +passed from cruel sneers to physical opposition. It was then found that +this gentle and reserved youth had retained certain objectionable, rude, +direct, rustic qualities of fist and foot, and that, violating all rules +and disdaining the pomp and circumstance of school-boy warfare, of which +he knew nothing, he simply thrashed a few of his equals out of hand, +with or without ceremony, as the occasion or the insult happened. In +this emergency one of the seniors was selected to teach this youthful +savage his proper position. A challenge was given, and accepted by +Clarence with a feverish alacrity that surprised himself as much as his +adversary. This was a youth of eighteen, his superior in size and skill. + +The first blow bathed Clarence's face in his own blood. But the +sanguinary chrism, to the alarm of the spectators, effected an +instantaneous and unhallowed change in the boy. Instantly closing with +his adversary, he sprang at his throat like an animal, and locking +his arm around his neck began to strangle him. Blind to the blows that +rained upon him, he eventually bore his staggering enemy by sheer onset +and surprise to the earth. Amidst the general alarm, the strength of +half a dozen hastily summoned teachers was necessary to unlock his hold. +Even then he struggled to renew the conflict. But his adversary +had disappeared, and from that day forward Clarence was never again +molested. + +Seated before Father Sobriente in the infirmary, with swollen and +bandaged face, and eyes that still seemed to see everything in the murky +light of his own blood, Clarence felt the soft weight of the father's +hand upon his knee. + +"My son," said the priest gently, "you are not of our religion, or I +should claim as a right to ask a question of your own heart at this +moment. But as to a good friend, Claro, a good friend," he continued, +patting the boy's knee, "you will tell me, old Father Sobriente, +frankly and truthfully, as is your habit, one little thing. Were you not +afraid?" + +"No," said Clarence doggedly. "I'll lick him again to-morrow." + +"Softly, my son! It was not of HIM I speak, but of something more +terrible and awful. Were you not afraid of--of--" he paused, and +suddenly darting his clear eyes into the very depths of Clarence's soul, +added--"of YOURSELF?" + +The boy started, shuddered, and burst into tears. + +"So, so," said the priest gently, "we have found our real enemy. Good! +Now, by the grace of God, my little warrior, we shall fight HIM and +conquer." + +Whether Clarence profited by this lesson, or whether this brief +exhibition of his quality prevented any repetition of the cause, the +episode was soon forgotten. As his school-fellows had never been his +associates or confidants, it mattered little to him whether they feared +or respected him, or were hypocritically obsequious, after the fashion +of the weaker. His studies, at all events, profited by this lack of +distraction. Already his two years of desultory and omnivorous reading +had given him a facile familiarity with many things, which left +him utterly free of the timidity, awkwardness, or non-interest of a +beginner. His usually reserved manner, which had been lack of expression +rather than of conviction, had deceived his tutors. The audacity of a +mind that had never been dominated by others, and owed no allegiance to +precedent, made his merely superficial progress something marvelous. + +At the end of the first year he was a phenomenal scholar, who seemed +capable of anything. Nevertheless, Father Sobriente had an interview +with Don Juan, and as a result Clarence was slightly kept back in his +studies, a little more freedom from the rules was conceded to him, and +he was even encouraged to take some diversion. Of such was the +privilege to visit the neighboring town of Santa Clara unrestricted and +unattended. He had always been liberally furnished with pocket-money, +for which, in his companionless state and Spartan habits, he had a +singular and unboyish contempt. Nevertheless, he always appeared dressed +with scrupulous neatness, and was rather distinguished-looking in his +older reserve and melancholy self-reliance. + +Lounging one afternoon along the Alameda, a leafy avenue set out by the +early Mission Fathers between the village of San Jose and the convent +of Santa Clara, he saw a double file of young girls from the convent +approaching, on their usual promenade. A view of this procession +being the fondest ambition of the San Jose collegian, and especially +interdicted and circumvented by the good Fathers attending the college +excursions, Clarence felt for it the profound indifference of a boy who, +in the intermediate temperate zone of fifteen years, thinks that he +is no longer young and romantic! He was passing them with a careless +glance, when a pair of deep violet eyes caught his own under the broad +shade of a coquettishly beribboned hat, even as it had once looked at +him from the depths of a calico sunbonnet. Susy! He started, and would +have spoken; but with a quick little gesture of caution and a meaning +glance at the two nuns who walked at the head and foot of the file, +she indicated him to follow. He did so at a respectful distance, albeit +wondering. A little further on Susy dropped her handkerchief, and was +obliged to dart out and run back to the end of the file to recover it. +But she gave another swift glance of her blue eyes as she snatched it up +and demurely ran back to her place. The procession passed on, but when +Clarence reached the spot where she had paused he saw a three-cornered +bit of paper lying in the grass. He was too discreet to pick it up while +the girls were still in sight, but continued on, returning to it later. +It contained a few words in a schoolgirl's hand, hastily scrawled in +pencil: "Come to the south wall near the big pear-tree at six." + +Delighted as Clarence felt, he was at the same time embarrassed. He +could not understand the necessity of this mysterious rendezvous. +He knew that if she was a scholar she was under certain conventual +restraints; but with the privileges of his position and friendship with +his teachers, he believed that Father Sobriente would easily procure him +an interview with this old play-fellow, of whom he had often spoken, +and who was, with himself, the sole survivor of his tragical past. And +trusted as he was by Sobriente, there was something in this clandestine +though innocent rendezvous that went against his loyalty. Nevertheless, +he kept the appointment, and at the stated time was at the south wall +of the convent, over which the gnarled boughs of the distinguishing +pear-tree hung. Hard by in the wall was a grated wicket door that seemed +unused. + +Would she appear among the boughs or on the edge of the wall? Either +would be like the old Susy. But to his surprise he heard the sound +of the key turning in the lock. The grated door suddenly swung on its +hinges, and Susy slipped out. Grasping his hand, she said, "Let's run, +Clarence," and before he could reply she started off with him at a rapid +pace. Down the lane they flew--very much, as it seemed to Clarence's +fancy, as they had flown from the old emigrant wagon on the prairie, +four years before. He glanced at the fluttering, fairy-like figure +beside him. She had grown taller and more graceful; she was dressed in +exquisite taste, with a minuteness of luxurious detail that bespoke +the spoilt child; but there was the same prodigal outburst of rippling, +golden hair down her back and shoulders, violet eyes, capricious little +mouth, and the same delicate hands and feet he had remembered. He would +have preferred a more deliberate survey, but with a shake of her head +and an hysteric little laugh she only said, "Run, Clarence, run," and +again darted forward. Arriving at the cross-street, they turned the +corner, and halted breathlessly. + +"But you're not running away from school, Susy, are you?" said Clarence +anxiously. + +"Only a little bit. Just enough to get ahead of the other girls," she +said, rearranging her brown curls and tilted hat. "You see, Clarence," +she condescended to explain, with a sudden assumption of older +superiority, "mother's here at the hotel all this week, and I'm allowed +to go home every night, like a day scholar. Only there's three or +four other girls that go out at the same time with me, and one of the +Sisters, and to-day I got ahead of 'em just to see YOU." + +"But" began Clarence. + +"Oh, it's all right; the other girls knew it, and helped me. They don't +start out for half an hour yet, and they'll say I've just run ahead, and +when they and the Sister get to the hotel I'll be there already--don't +you see?" + +"Yes," said Clarence dubiously. + +"And we'll go to an ice-cream saloon now, shan't we? There's a nice one +near the hotel. I've got some money," she added quickly, as Clarence +looked embarrassed. + +"So have I," said Clarence, with a faint accession of color. "Let's go!" +She had relinquished his hand to smooth out her frock, and they were +walking side by side at a more moderate pace. "But," he continued, +clinging to his first idea with masculine persistence, and anxious to +assure his companion of his power, of his position, "I'm in the college, +and Father Sobriente, who knows your lady superior, is a good friend +of mine and gives me privileges; and--and--when he knows that you and +I used to play together--why, he'll fix it that we may see each other +whenever we want." + +"Oh, you silly!" said Susy. "WHAT!--when you're--" + +"When I'm WHAT?" + +The young girl shot a violet blue ray from under her broad hat. +"Why--when we're grown up now?" Then with a certain precision, "Why, +they're VERY particular about young gentlemen! Why, Clarence, if they +suspected that you and I were--" Another violet ray from under the hat +completed this unfinished sentence. + +Pleased and yet confused, Clarence looked straight ahead with deepening +color. "Why," continued Susy, "Mary Rogers, that was walking with me, +thought you were ever so old--and a distinguished Spaniard! And I," +she said abruptly--"haven't I grown? Tell me, Clarence," with her old +appealing impatience, "haven't I grown? Do tell me!" + +"Very much," said Clarence. + +"And isn't this frock pretty--it's only my second best--but I've a +prettier one with lace all down in front; but isn't this one pretty, +Clarence, tell me?" + +Clarence thought the frock and its fair owner perfection, and said +so. Whereat Susy, as if suddenly aware of the presence of passers-by, +assumed an air of severe propriety, dropped her hands by her side, and +with an affected conscientiousness walked on, a little further from +Clarence's side, until they reached the ice-cream saloon. + +"Get a table near the back, Clarence," she said, in a confidential +whisper, "where they can't see us--and strawberry, you know, for the +lemon and vanilla here are just horrid!" + +They took their seats in a kind of rustic arbor in the rear of the shop, +which gave them the appearance of two youthful but somewhat over-dressed +and over-conscious shepherds. There was an interval of slight +awkwardness, which Susy endeavored to displace. "There has been," she +remarked, with easy conversational lightness, "quite an excitement about +our French teacher being changed. The girls in our class think it most +disgraceful." + +And this was all she could say after a separation of four years! +Clarence was desperate, but as yet idealess and voiceless. At last, with +an effort over his spoon, he gasped a floating recollection: "Do you +still like flapjacks, Susy?" + +"Oh, yes," with a laugh, "but we don't have them now." + +"And Mose" (a black pointer, who used to yelp when Susy sang), "does he +still sing with you?" + +"Oh, HE'S been lost ever so long," said Susy composedly; "but I've got +a Newfoundland and a spaniel and a black pony;" and here, with a rapid +inventory of her other personal effects, she drifted into some desultory +details of the devotion of her adopted parents, whom she now +readily spoke of as "papa" and "mamma," with evidently no disturbing +recollection of the dead. From which it appeared that the Peytons were +very rich, and, in addition to their possessions in the lower country, +owned a rancho in Santa Clara and a house in San Francisco. Like all +children, her strongest impressions were the most recent. In the vain +hope to lead her back to this material yesterday, he said-- + +"You remember Jim Hooker?" + +"Oh, HE ran away, when you left. But just think of it! The other day, +when papa and I went into a big restaurant in San Francisco, who should +be there WAITING on the table--yes, Clarence, a real waiter--but Jim +Hooker! Papa spoke to him; but of course," with a slight elevation of +her pretty chin, "I couldn't, you know; fancy--a waiter!" + +The story of how Jim Hooker had personated him stopped short upon +Clarence's lips. He could not bring himself now to add that revelation +to the contempt of his small companion, which, in spite of its naivete, +somewhat grated on his sensibilities. + +"Clarence," she said, suddenly turning towards him mysteriously, and +indicating the shopman and his assistants, "I really believe these +people suspect us." + +"Of what?" said the practical Clarence. + +"Don't be silly! Don't you see how they are staring?" + +Clarence was really unable to detect the least curiosity on the part of +the shopman, or that any one exhibited the slightest concern in him or +his companion. But he felt a return of the embarrassed pleasure he was +conscious of a moment before. + +"Then you're living with your father?" said Susy, changing the subject. + +"You mean my COUSIN," said Clarence, smiling. "You know my father died +long before I ever knew you." + +"Yes; that's what YOU used to say, Clarence, but papa says it isn't +so." But seeing the boy's wondering eyes fixed on her with a troubled +expression, she added quickly, "Oh, then, he IS your cousin!" + +"Well, I think I ought to know," said Clarence, with a smile, that was, +however, far from comfortable, and a quick return of his old unpleasant +recollections of the Peytons. "Why, I was brought to him by one of his +friends." And Clarence gave a rapid boyish summary of his journey from +Sacramento, and Flynn's discovery of the letter addressed to Silsbee. +But before he had concluded he was conscious that Susy was by no means +interested in these details, nor in the least affected by the +passing allusion to her dead father and his relation to Clarence's +misadventures. With her rounded chin in her hand, she was slowly +examining his face, with a certain mischievous yet demure abstraction. +"I tell you what, Clarence," she said, when he had finished, "you +ought to make your cousin get you one of those sombreros, and a nice +gold-braided serape. They'd just suit you. And then--then you could ride +up and down the Alameda when we are going by." + +"But I'm coming to see you at--at your house, and at the convent," he +said eagerly. "Father Sobriente and my cousin will fix it all right." + +But Susy shook her head, with superior wisdom. "No; they must never know +our secret!--neither papa nor mamma, especially mamma. And they mustn't +know that we've met again--AFTER THESE YEARS!" It is impossible to +describe the deep significance which Susy's blue eyes gave to this +expression. After a pause she went on-- + +"No! We must never meet again, Clarence, unless Mary Rogers helps. She +is my best, my ONLIEST friend, and older than I; having had trouble +herself, and being expressly forbidden to see him again. You can speak +to her about Suzette--that's my name now; I was rechristened Suzette +Alexandra Peyton by mamma. And now, Clarence," dropping her voice and +glancing shyly around the saloon, "you may kiss me just once under my +hat, for good-by." She adroitly slanted her broad-brimmed hat towards +the front of the shop, and in its shadow advanced her fresh young cheek +to Clarence. + +Coloring and laughing, the boy pressed his lips to it twice. Then Susy +arose, with the faintest affectation of a sigh, shook out her skirt, +drew on her gloves with the greatest gravity, and saying, "Don't follow +me further than the door--they're coming now," walked with supercilious +dignity past the preoccupied proprietor and waiters to the entrance. +Here she said, with marked civility, "Good-afternoon, Mr. Brant," and +tripped away towards the hotel. Clarence lingered for a moment to look +after the lithe and elegant little figure, with its shining undulations +of hair that fell over the back and shoulders of her white frock like a +golden mantle, and then turned away in the opposite direction. + +He walked home in a state, as it seemed to him, of absurd perplexity. +There were many reasons why his encounter with Susy should have been of +unmixed pleasure. She had remembered him of her own free will, and, in +spite of the change in her fortune, had made the first advances. Her +doubts about her future interviews had affected him but little; still +less, I fear, did he think of the other changes in her character and +disposition, for he was of that age when they added only a piquancy and +fascination to her--as of one who, in spite of her weakness of nature, +was still devoted to him! But he was painfully conscious that this +meeting had revived in him all the fears, vague uneasiness, and sense +of wrong that had haunted his first boyhood, and which he thought he had +buried at El Refugio four years ago. Susy's allusion to his father and +the reiteration of Peyton's skepticism awoke in his older intellect the +first feeling of suspicion that was compatible with his open nature. +Was this recurring reticence and mystery due to any act of his father's? +But, looking back upon it in after-years, he concluded that the incident +of that day was a premonition rather than a recollection. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +When he reached the college the Angelus had long since rung. In the +corridor he met one of the Fathers, who, instead of questioning him, +returned his salutation with a grave gentleness that struck him. He +had turned into Father Sobriente's quiet study with the intention of +reporting himself, when he was disturbed to find him in consultation +with three or four of the faculty, who seemed to be thrown into some +slight confusion by his entrance. Clarence was about to retire hurriedly +when Father Sobriente, breaking up the council with a significant glance +at the others, called him back. Confused and embarrassed, with a dread +of something impending, the boy tried to avert it by a hurried account +of his meeting with Susy, and his hopes of Father Sobriente's counsel +and assistance. Taking upon himself the idea of suggesting Susy's +escapade, he confessed the fault. The old man gazed into his frank eyes +with a thoughtful, half-compassionate smile. "I was just thinking +of giving you a holiday with--with Don Juan Robinson." The unusual +substitution of this final title for the habitual "your cousin" struck +Clarence uneasily. "But we will speak of that later. Sit down, my son; +I am not busy. We shall talk a little. Father Pedro says you are +getting on fluently with your translations. That is excellent, my son, +excellent." + +Clarence's face beamed with relief and pleasure. His vague fears began +to dissipate. + +"And you translate even from dictation! Good! We have an hour to spare, +and you shall give to me a specimen of your skill. Eh? Good! I will walk +here and dictate to you in my poor English, and you shall sit there and +render it to me in your good Spanish. Eh? So we shall amuse and instruct +ourselves." + +Clarence smiled. These sporadic moments of instruction and admonition +were not unusual to the good Father. He cheerfully seated himself at +the Padre's table before a blank sheet of paper, with a pen in his hand. +Father Sobriente paced the apartment, with his usual heavy but noiseless +tread. To his surprise, the good priest, after an exhaustive pinch of +snuff, blew his nose, and began, in his most lugubrious style of pulpit +exhortation:-- + +"It has been written that the sins of the father shall be visited upon +the children, and the unthinking and worldly have sought refuge from +this law by declaring it harsh and cruel. Miserable and blind! For do we +not see that the wicked man, who in the pride of his power and vainglory +is willing to risk punishment to HIMSELF--and believes it to be +courage--must pause before the awful mandate that condemns an equal +suffering to those he loves, which he cannot withhold or suffer for? In +the spectacle of these innocents struggling against disgrace, perhaps +disease, poverty, or desertion, what avails his haughty, all-defying +spirit? Let us imagine, Clarence." + +"Sir?" said the literal Clarence, pausing in his exercise. + +"I mean," continued the priest, with a slight cough, "let the thoughtful +man picture a father: a desperate, self-willed man, who scorned the laws +of God and society--keeping only faith with a miserable subterfuge he +called 'honor,' and relying only on his own courage and his knowledge of +human weakness. Imagine him cruel and bloody--a gambler by profession, +an outlaw among men, an outcast from the Church; voluntarily abandoning +friends and family,--the wife he should have cherished, the son he +should have reared and educated--for the gratification of his deadly +passions. Yet imagine that man suddenly confronted with the thought +of that heritage of shame and disgust which he had brought upon his +innocent offspring--to whom he cannot give even his own desperate +recklessness to sustain its vicarious suffering. What must be the +feelings of a parent--" + +"Father Sobriente," said Clarence softly. + +To the boy's surprise, scarcely had he spoken when the soft protecting +palm of the priest was already upon his shoulder, and the snuffy but +kindly upper lip, trembling with some strange emotion, close beside his +cheek. + +"What is it, Clarence?" he said hurriedly. "Speak, my son, without fear! +You would ask--" + +"I only wanted to know if 'padre' takes a masculine verb here," replied +Clarence naively. + +Father Sobriente blew his nose violently. "Truly--though used for either +gender, by the context masculine," he responded gravely. "Ah," he added, +leaning over Clarence, and scanning his work hastily, "Good, very good! +And now, possibly," he continued, passing his hand like a damp sponge +over his heated brow, "we shall reverse our exercise. I shall deliver +to you in Spanish what you shall render back in English, eh? And--let us +consider--we shall make something more familiar and narrative, eh?" + +To this Clarence, somewhat bored by these present solemn abstractions, +assented gladly, and took up his pen. Father Sobriente, resuming his +noiseless pacing, began: + +"On the fertile plains of Guadalajara lived a certain caballero, +possessed of flocks and lands, and a wife and son. But, being also +possessed of a fiery and roving nature, he did not value them as he did +perilous adventure, feats of arms, and sanguinary encounters. To this +may be added riotous excesses, gambling and drunkenness, which in time +decreased his patrimony, even as his rebellious and quarrelsome spirit +had alienated his family and neighbors. His wife, borne down by shame +and sorrow, died while her son was still an infant. In a fit of equal +remorse and recklessness the caballero married again within the year. +But the new wife was of a temper and bearing as bitter as her consort. +Violent quarrels ensued between them, ending in the husband abandoning +his wife and son, and leaving St. Louis--I should say Guadalajara--for +ever. Joining some adventurers in a foreign land, under an assumed name, +he pursued his reckless course, until, by one or two acts of outlawry, +he made his return to civilization impossible. The deserted wife and +step-mother of his child coldly accepted the situation, forbidding his +name to be spoken again in her presence, announced that he was dead, and +kept the knowledge of his existence from his own son, whom she placed +under the charge of her sister. But the sister managed to secretly +communicate with the outlawed father, and, under a pretext, arranged +between them, of sending the boy to another relation, actually +dispatched the innocent child to his unworthy parent. Perhaps stirred by +remorse, the infamous man--" + +"Stop!" said Clarence suddenly. + +He had thrown down his pen, and was standing erect and rigid before the +Father. + +"You are trying to tell me something, Father Sobriente," he said, with +an effort. "Speak out, I implore you. I can stand anything but this +mystery. I am no longer a child. I have a right to know all. This that +you are telling me is no fable--I see it in your face, Father Sobriente; +it is the story of--of--" + +"Your father, Clarence!" said the priest, in a trembling voice. + +The boy drew back, with a white face. "My father!" he repeated. "Living, +or dead?" + +"Living, when you first left your home," said the old man hurriedly, +seizing Clarence's hand, "for it was he who in the name of your cousin +sent for you. Living--yes, while you were here, for it was he who for +the past three years stood in the shadow of this assumed cousin, Don +Juan, and at last sent you to this school. Living, Clarence, yes; but +living under a name and reputation that would have blasted you! And +now DEAD--dead in Mexico, shot as an insurgent and in a still desperate +career! May God have mercy on his soul!" + +"Dead!" repeated Clarence, trembling, "only now?" + +"The news of the insurrection and his fate came only an hour since," +continued the Padre quickly; "his complicity with it and his identity +were known only to Don Juan. He would have spared you any knowledge of +the truth, even as this dead man would; but I and my brothers thought +otherwise. I have broken it to you badly, my son, but forgive me?" + +An hysterical laugh broke from Clarence and the priest recoiled before +him. "Forgive YOU! What was this man to me?" he said, with boyish +vehemence. "He never LOVED me! He deserted me; he made my life a lie. +He never sought me, came near me, or stretched a hand to me that I could +take?" + +"Hush! hush!" said the priest, with a horrified look, laying his huge +hand upon the boy's shoulder and bearing him down to his seat. "You know +not what you say. Think--think, Clarence! Was there none of all those +who have befriended you--who were kind to you in your wanderings--to +whom your heart turned unconsciously? Think, Clarence! You yourself +have spoken to me of such a one. Let your heart speak again, for his +sake--for the sake of the dead." + +A gentler light suffused the boy's eyes, and he started. Catching +convulsively at his companion's sleeve, he said in an eager, boyish +whisper, "There was one, a wicked, desperate man, whom they all +feared--Flynn, who brought me from the mines. Yes, I thought that he +was my cousin's loyal friend--more than all the rest; and I told him +everything--all, that I never told the man I thought my cousin, or +anyone, or even you; and I think, I think, Father, I liked him best +of all. I thought since it was wrong," he continued, with a trembling +smile, "for I was foolishly fond even of the way the others feared him, +he that I feared not, and who was so kind to me. Yet he, too, left me +without a word, and when I would have followed him--" But the boy broke +down, and buried his face in his hands. + +"No, no," said Father Sobriente, with eager persistence, "that was his +foolish pride to spare you the knowledge of your kinship with one so +feared, and part of the blind and mistaken penance he had laid upon +himself. For even at that moment of your boyish indignation, he never +was so fond of you as then. Yes, my poor boy, this man, to whom God led +your wandering feet at Deadman's Gulch; the man who brought you here, +and by some secret hold--I know not what--on Don Juan's past, persuaded +him to assume to be your relation; this man Flynn, this Jackson Brant +the gambler, this Hamilton Brant the outlaw--WAS YOUR FATHER! Ah, +yes! Weep on, my son; each tear of love and forgiveness from thee hath +vicarious power to wash away his sin." + +With a single sweep of his protecting hand he drew Clarence towards +his breast, until the boy slowly sank upon his knees at his feet. Then, +lifting his eyes towards the ceiling, he said softly in an older tongue, +"And THOU, too, unhappy and perturbed spirit, rest!" + +* * * * * + +It was nearly dawn when the good Padre wiped the last tears from +Clarence's clearer eyes. "And now, my son," he said, with a gentle +smile, as he rose to his feet, "let us not forget the living. Although +your step-mother has, through her own act, no legal claim upon you, far +be it from me to indicate your attitude towards her. Enough that YOU are +independent." He turned, and, opening a drawer in his secretaire, took +out a bank-book, and placed it in the hands of the wondering boy. + +"It was HIS wish, Clarence, that even after his death you should never +have to prove your kinship to claim your rights. Taking advantage of +the boyish deposit you had left with Mr. Carden at the bank, with his +connivance and in your name he added to it, month by month and year by +year; Mr. Carden cheerfully accepting the trust and management of the +fund. The seed thus sown has produced a thousandfold, Clarence, beyond +all expectations. You are not only free, my son, but of yourself and in +whatever name you choose--your own master." + +"I shall keep my father's name," said the boy simply. + +"Amen!" said Father Sobriente. + + +Here closes the chronicle of Clarence Brant's boyhood. 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