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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Inn of Dreams, by Olive Custance
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-Title: The Inn of Dreams
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-Author: Olive Custance
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-Release Date: September 23, 2007 [EBook #22736]
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-Language: English
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-*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE INN OF DREAMS ***
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-Produced by Ruth Hart
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-THE INN OF DREAMS
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-BY
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-OLIVE CUSTANCE
-(LADY AFRED DOUGLAS)
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-LONDON: JOHN LANE, THE BODLEY HEAD
-NEW YORK: JOHN LANE COMPANY, MCMXI
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-WILLIAM CLOWES AND SONS, LIMITED, LONDON AND BECCLES
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-DEDICATION
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-J'ÉCRIS POUR QUE LE JOUR OÙ JE NE SERAI PLUS
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-J'écris pour que le jour où je ne serai plus
-On sache comme l'air et le plaisir m'ont plu,
-Et que mon livre porte à la foule future
-Comme j'aimais la vie et l'heureuse nature.
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-Attentive aux travaux des champs et des maisons
-J'ai marqué chaque jour la forme des saisons,
-Parce que l'eau, la terre et la montante flamme
-En nul endroit ne sont si belles qu'en mon âme.
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-J'ai dit ce que j'ai vu et ce que j'ai senti,
-D'un coeur pour qui le vrai ne fut point trop hardi,
-Et j'ai eu cette ardeur, par l'amour intimée,
-Pour être après la mort parfois encore aimée,
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-Et qu'un jeune homme alors lisant ce que j'écris,
-Sentant par moi son coeur, ému, troublé, surpris,
-Ayant tout oublié des épouses réelles,
-M'accueille dans son âme et me préfère à elles.
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- COMTESSE MATHIEU DE NOAILLES
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-CONTENTS
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-Dedication (Comtesse de Noailles) . . . v
-The Inn of Dreams . . . 3
-The Kingdom of Heaven . . . 5
-A Dream . . . 6
-The Autumn Day . . . 8
-Angels . . . 10
-The Changeling . . . 11
-A Song Against Care . . . 14
-"Quelque part une Enfance très douce et mourir" . . . 16
-Candle-Light . . . 18
-In the South . . . 20
-Spring in the South . . . 22
-"I am Weary, let me Sleep" . . . 24
-Grief . . . 26
-Daffodil Dawn . . . 28
-Beauty . . . 29
-The Vision . . . 31
-The Dance . . . 33
-The Prisoner of God . . . 36
-The Storm . . . 38
-St. Anthony . . . 41
-Black Butterflies . . . 43
-In Praise of Youth . . . 45
-Opal Song . . . 47
-Gifts . . . 48
-Primrose Hill . . . 50
-A Morning Song . . . 52
-The Wings of Fortune . . . 53
-Shadow-Nets . . . 55
-Peacocks. A Mood . . . 56
-Hyacinthus . . . 58
-Hylas . . . 61
-Blue Flowers . . . 63
-Madrigal . . . 64
-Endymion . . . 65
-Dance Song . . . 66
-A Memory . . . 67
-The Photograph . . . 69
-St. Sebastian . . . 71
-The Magic Mirrors . . . 73
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-The Inn of Dreams
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- Sweet Laughter! Sweet Delight!
-My heart is like a lighted Inn that waits
-Your swift approach . . . and at the open gates
-White Beauty stands and listens like a flower.
-She has been dreaming of you in the night,
-O fairy Princes; and her eyes are bright.
-Spur your fleet horses, this is Beauty's hour!
-Even as when a golden flame up-curled
-Quivers and flickers out in a dark place,
-So is it with the flame of Beauty's face--
-That torch! that rose! that wonder of the world!
-And Love shall weep to see--when he rides by
-Years hence (the time shall seem as a bird's flight)--
-A lonely Inn beneath a winter sky.
-Come now, sweet friends! before the summer die.
- Sweet Laughter! Sweet Delight!
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-The Kingdom of Heaven
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-O World that holds me by the wings,
- How shall my soul escape your snares?
-So dear are your delightful things,
- So difficult your toils and cares:
-That, every way my soul is held
- By bonds of love, and bonds of hate;
-With all its heavenly ardours quelled,
- And all its angels desolate . . .
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-Yet in the heart of every child,
-God and the world are reconciled! . . .
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-A Dream
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-I dreamed we walked together, you and I,
-Along a white and lonely road, that went
-I know not where . . . and we were well content.
-Our laughter was untroubled as the sky,
-And all our talk was delicate and shy,
-Though in that cage of words wild thoughts were pent
-Like prisoned birds that some sweet accident
-Might yet release to sing again, and fly.
-We passed between long lines of poplar trees . . .
-Where, summer comrades gay and debonair,
-The south wind and the sunlight danced . . . you smiled,
-With great glad eyes, as bright as summer seas,
-To feel their twinkling fingers in your hair . .
-And then you kissed me, quickly, like a child!
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-The Autumn Day
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-How delicately steps the autumn day
-In azure cloak and gown of ashen grey
-Over the level country that I love!
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-With glittering veils of light about her head
-And skirts of wide horizons round her spread
-White as the white wing-feathers of a dove.
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-Her feet, a flash of silver on the sea,
-Chase silver sails that fly untiringly
-Towards the enchanted Islands of the West.
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-Beautiful Islands, gardens of delight!
-That flower at dawn with roses red and white . . .
-And flame at sunset gold and amethyst . . .
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-How delicately steps the autumn day
-In azure cloak and gown of ashen grey
-Over the level country that I love . . .
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-And how my heart that all sweet things beguile
-Goes laughing with her for a little while . . .
-And then turns homeward like a weary dove.
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-Angels
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-When life is difficult, I dream
-Of how the angels dance in heaven!
-Of how the angels dance and sing
-In gardens of eternal spring,
-Because their sins have been forgiven . . .
-And never more for them shall be
-The terrors of mortality!
-When life is difficult, I dream
-Of how the angels dance in heaven . . .
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-The Changeling
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-My father was a golden king,
- My mother was a shining queen;
-I heard the magic blue-bird sing . . .
- They wrapped me in a mantle green.
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-They led their winged white horses out,
- We rode and rode till dawn was grey;
-We rode with many a song and shout,
- "Over the hills and far away."
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-They stole the crying human child,
- And left me laughing by the fire;
-And that is why my heart is wild,
- And all my life a long desire . . .
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-The old enchantments hold me still . . .
- And sometimes in a waking trance
-I seek again the Fairy Hill,
- The midnight feast, the glittering dance!
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-The wizard harpers play for me,
- I wear a crown upon my head,
-A princess in eternity,
- I dance and revel with the dead . . .
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-"Vain lies!" I hear the people cry,
- I listen to their weary truth;
-Then turn again to fantasy,
- And the untroubled Land of Youth.
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-I hear the laughter of the kings,
- I see their jewelled flagons gleam . . .
-O wine of Life! . . . immortal things
- Move in the splendour of my dream . . .
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-My spirit is a homing dove . . .
- I drain a crystal cup, and fall
-Softly into the arms of Love . . .
- And then the darkness covers all.
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-A Song Against Care
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- O Care!
-Thou art a cloak too heavy to be borne,
-Glittering with tears, and gay with painted lies
-(For seldom--seldom art thou stained and torn,
-Showing a tattered lining, and the bare
-Bruised body of thy wearer); thou art fair
-To look at, O thou garment of our pride!
-A net of colours, thou dost catch the wise;
-He lays aside his wisdom for thy sake . . .
-And Beauty hides her loveliness in thee . . .
-And after . . . when men know the agony
-Of thy great weight of splendour, and would shake
-Thee swiftly from their shoulders, cast aside
-The burden of thy jewelled bands that break
-Their very hearts . . . often it is too late.
-They fear the world will mock them and deride
-When they are stripped of all their golden state.
-But some are brave . . . but some among us dare
-Cry out against thy torment and be free!
-And I would rather a gay beggar be,
-And go in rags for all eternity,
-Than that thy clanking pomp should cover me,
- O Care! . . .
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-"Quelque part une Enfance très douce doit mourir"
- Albert Samian
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-Alas! I do not know on what sad day
-My childhood went away . . .
-It may have left me softly in the night
- When I was sleeping--dreaming--who can tell?
-Perhaps it whispered "wings were made for flight!"
- I only know it never said "farewell" . . .
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-And so I cannot tell when youth will go
-Although I love it so . . .
-But like a little amorous girl that clings
- To some fair boy, my spirit all afraid,
-While yet she holds youth back by the bright wings,
- Knows he must leave her for some other maid!
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-Candle-Light
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-Frail golden flowers that perish at a breath,
-Flickering points of honey-coloured flame,
-From sunset gardens of the moon you came,
-Pale flowers of passion . . . delicate flowers of death . . .
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-Blossoms of opal fire that raised on high
-Upon a hundred silver stems are seen
-Above the brilliant dance, or set between
-The brimming wine-cups . . . flowers of revelry!
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-Roses with amber petals that arise
-Out of the purple darkness of the night
-To deck the darkened house of Love, to light
-The laughing lips, the beautiful glad eyes.
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-Lilies with violet-coloured hearts that break
-In shining clusters round the silent dead,
-A diadem of stars at feet and head,
-The glory dazzles . . . but they do not wake . . .
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-O golden flowers the moon goes gathering
-In magic gardens of her fairy-land,
-While splendid angels of the sunset stand
-Watching in flaming circles wing to wing . . .
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-Frail golden flowers that perish at a breath,
-That wither in the hands of light, and die
-When bright dawn wakens in a silver sky.
-Pale flowers of passion . . . delicate flowers of death.
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-In the South
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-I was pale and sad in the South like the olive-trees
-That droop their silver heads by the dusty roads,
-And are grave and cold and grey in spite of the sun . . .
-In the veils of rose and blue that the bright dawn spun
-Day wrapped me round in vain!
-I longed for the lovers and friends I had left behind,
-I longed for the North again.
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-I was deaf to song, and even to beauty blind,
-Blind to the magic woof that summer weaves,
-While roses beat their pearl and ruby leaves
-Against my window pane . . .
-And orange flowers so passionately white,
-So richly perfumed, pined for my delight:
-Only my faint heart sighed,
-In pity when the glory waned and died,
-For all that lovely life unsatisfied!
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-I was pale and sad in the South like the olive-trees
-That droop their silver heads by the dusty roads . . .
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-Spring in the South
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-Beautiful as some rich embroidery
-The valley lies in verdant amplitude,
-Great mountains--like old merchants--o'er it brood--
-And as a lovely woman languidly
-Trailing her long blue robes, so comes the sea
-To touch it softly in a wistful mood . . .
-The sky forgets her starry multitude,
-Seeing how fair mere earthly flowers can be!
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-Glad country where the wayward feet of Spring,
-Moving in mystic dances, bring desire,
-New miracles of beauty every day . . .
-Where Love and sweet Delight fly wing to wing
-Forgetful as in dreams, that bright as fire
-So burn the hours of joy as swift away!
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-"I am Weary, let me Sleep"
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-I am weary, let me sleep
-In some great embroidered bed,
-With soft pillows for my head.
-I am weary, let me sleep . . .
-Petals of sweet roses shed
-All around a perfumed heap
-White as pearls, and ruby red;
-Curtains closely drawn to keep
-Wings of darkness o'er me spread . . .
-I am weary, let me sleep
-In some great embroidered bed.
-Let me dream that I am dead,
-Nevermore to wake and weep
-In the future that I dread . . .
-For the ways of life are steep . . .
-I am weary, let me sleep . . .
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-Grief
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-I, that was once so eager for the light,
-The vehement pomp and passion of the day,
-Am tired at last, and glad to steal away
-Across the dusky borders of the night.
-The purple darkness now is my delight,
-And with great stars my lonely sorrows play,
-As still, some proud and tragic princess may
-With diamonds make her desolation bright.
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-Night has become a temple for my tears . . .
-The moon a silver shroud for my despair,
-And all the golden forests of the spheres
-Have showered their splendours on me leaf by leaf
-Till men that meet me in the sunlight, stare
-To see the shining garment of my grief!
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-Daffodil Dawn
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-While I slept, and dreamed of you,
-Morning, like a princess, came,
-All in robe of palest blue:
-Stooped and gathered in that hour
-From the east a golden flower,
-Great and shining flower of flame . . .
-Then she hastened on her way
-Singing over plain and hill--
-While I slept and dreamed of you
-Dreams that never can come true . .
-Morning at the gates of Day,
-Gathered Dawn, the daffodil!
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-Beauty
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-I saw the face of Beauty--a pale rose
-In the gold dusk of her abundant hair . . .
-A silken web of dreams and joys--a snare . .
-A net of pleasures in a world of woes,
-A bright temptation for gay youth that goes
-Laughing upon his way without a care!
-A shield of light for conquering Love to bear
-Stronger than all the swords of all his foes.
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-O face of Beauty--O white dawn enshrined
-In sunrise veils of splendid hair--O star!
-Shine on those weary men who sadly wise
-But guess thy glory faintly from afar--
-Missing the marvel of thy smile--and blind
-To the imperial passion in thine eyes!
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-The Vision
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-I come from lonely downs and silent woods,
-With winter in my heart, a withered world,
-A heavy weight of dark and sorrowful things,
-And all my dreams spread out their rainbow wings,
-And turn again to those bright solitudes
-Where Beauty met me in a thousand moods,
-And all her shining banners were unfurled . . .
-And where I snatched from the sweet hands of Spring
-A crystal cup and drank a mystic wine,
-And walked alone a secret perfumed way,
-And saw the glittering Angels at their play.
-And heard the golden birds of Heaven sing,
-And woke . . . to find white lilies clustering
-And all the emerald wood an empty shrine,
-Fragrant with myrrh and frankincense and spice,
-And echoing yet the flutes of Paradise . . .
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-The Dance
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-Do you remember that day I danced in the woods,
- Under the dancing leaves?
-Do you remember the delicate blue of the sky
- And the gold-dust in the air?
-And the tawny harvest fields, and the heavy sheaves?
-Summer was surely in one of her bravest moods . . .
- And oh, the rare
-Swift joy that lifted life to an ecstasy,
-That shining day I danced for you, dear, in the woods!
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-The purple twilight came, and the amber moon . . .
- And the fairies danced with me . . .
-And the shy fauns crept from the tangled thicket near,
- And the startled dryads bent,
-White and starry-eyed, each from her secret tree,
-To watch that mystical dance, to share that heavenly swoon
- That mad, bright banishment. . . .
-For we were free in the perfect country, dear,
-When purple twilight came and the amber moon . . .
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-Some day I shall dance again that mystical dance . . .
- I know not when or where!
-But the angels shall dance with me, and I shall not be afraid.
- I shall look in their deep eyes . . .
-And feel their arms about me, and their kisses in my hair,
-And know that time is over, and the desperate ways of chance. . . .
- I shall be very wise,
-And glad at last, and the walls of the world shall fade . . .
-The day when I dance again that mystical dance.
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-The Prisoner of God
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-Once long and long ago I knew delight.
-God gave my spirit wings and a glad voice.
-I was a bird that sang at dawn and noon,
-That sang at starry evening time and night;
-Sang at the sun's great golden doors, and furled
-Brave wings in the white gardens of the moon;
-That sang and soared beyond the dusty world.
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-Once long and long ago I did rejoice,
-But now I am a stone that falls and falls.
-A prisoner, cursing the blank prison walls,
-Helpless and dumb, with desperate eyes, that see
-The terrible beauty of those simple things
-My soul disdained when she was proud and free.
-And I can only pray: God pity me,
-God pity me and give me back my voice!
-God pity me and give me back my wings!
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-The Storm
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-What do they hunt to-night, the hounds of the wind?
-I think it is joy they hunt, for joy has fled from my heart.
-I only remember the hours when I sorrowed or sinned,
-I only remember the hours when I stood apart
-Lonely and tired, in difficult dreams entranced,
-And I forget the days when I loved, and laughed, and danced.
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-Grey hounds of the wind, I hear your wistful cry,
-The cry of unsatisfied hearts hungry for happiness
-The house is full of whispering ghosts as you hurry by,
-And my soul is heavy and dark with a great distress,
-For heaven is far away, and hope is dead;
-And the night is a tomb of tears, and despair, and dread.
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-O hunt no more wild hounds of the wind and rain,
-For my soul is afraid of the sound of your hurrying feet,
-And surely under the stars a beautiful joy is slain?
-Fly! black wings of sorrow . . . wet wings of the night that beat
-At the shuttered windows, swiftly fly away,
-Before God stoops to gather the golden flower of day.
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-St. Anthony
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-THE ENGRAVING BY DÜRER
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-Dürer has drawn him resting by the way . . .
-Has he returned from some far pilgrimage?
-Or just come out into the light of day
-From a dark hermit's cell? We cannot know . . .
-With stooping shoulders, and with head bent low
-Over his book--and pointed hood drawn down.
-His eager eyes devour the printed page . . .
-Regardless of the little lovely town
-Rising behind him, with its clustered towers . . .
-O Saint, look up! and see how gay and fair
-The earth is in its summer-time of flowers,
-Look up, and see the world, for God is there . . .
-Old dreaming Saint, how many are like you,
-Intent upon the dusty book of fate:
-Slow to discern the false things from the true!
-Yet weary of world clamour and world hate,
-And hungering for eternal certainties . . .
-Not knowing how close about them heaven lies!
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-Black Butterflies
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-O words of all my songs . . . black butterflies!
-Wild words of all the wayward songs I sing . . .
-Called from the tomb of some enchanted past
-By that strange sphinx, my soul, they slowly rise
-And settle on white pages wing to wing . . .
-White pages like flower-petals fluttering
-Held spellbound there till some blind hour shall bring
-The perfect voice that, delicate and wise,
-Shall set them free in fairyland at last!
-That garden of all dreams and ecstasies
-Where my soul sings through an eternal spring,
-Watching alone with enigmatic eyes,
-Dark wings on pale flower-petals quivering . . .
-O words of all my songs . . . black butterflies!
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-In Praise of Youth
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-O delicate youth, thy praises shall be sung
-While yet my heart is young . . .
-While Life and I, in search of lovely things,
-Go out with dancing feet and dreaming eyes,
-And find wild Folly, with her rainbow wings,
-Sweeter than all the wisdom of the wise.
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-O delicate Youth, thy praises shall be sung
-While yet my heart is young . . .
-Thy whiteness, and thy brightness, and the sweet
-Flushed softness of thy little restless feet . . .
-The tossed and sunny tangle of thy hair,
-Thy swiftness, slimness, shyness, simpleness,
-That set the old folk sighing for the rare
-Red rose of Joy thy careless days possess.
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-. . . And when at last, with sad, indifferent face,
-I walk in narrow pathways patiently;
-Forgetful of thy beauty, and thy truth,
-Thy ringing laughter, thy rebellious grace . . .
-When fair Love turns his face away from me . . .
-Then, let me die, O delicate sweet Youth!
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-Opal Song
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-Shy and wild . . . shy and wild
-To my lovers I have been.
-Frank and wayward as a child,
-Strange and secret as a queen;
-Fain of love, and love beguiled,
-Yet afraid of love, I ween!
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-False and true . . . false and true
-Is the woman's heart in me . . .
-Fair lost faces that I rue,
-Golden friends I laugh to see,
-Changing, I come back to you,
-Never doubt my loyalty!
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-Gifts
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-Come near! you are my friend and I will wear
-Gems for your sake, and flowers in my hair;
-Garments of silver gauze, and cloth of gold . . .
-And I will give you power to have and hold,
-And passion, and delight and ecstasy.
-What will you give to me?
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-And I will give you, if you will but stay,
-The magic mirror of the dawn, where day
-Waking, beholds the wonder of her face--
-If you will keep me yet in your embrace,
-And let me dream of Love's eternity.
-What will you give to me?
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-Yes! I will give you the gold veils of light,
-And the dark spangled curtains of the night . . .
-And I will give you as a flower unfurled,
-The proud and marvellous beauty of the world,
-And all the wild, white horses of the sea.
-What will you give to me? . . .
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-Primrose Hill
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-Wild heart in me that frets and grieves,
-Imprisoned here against your will . . .
-Sad heart that dreams of rainbow wings
-See! I have found some golden things!
-The poplar trees on Primrose Hill
-With all their shining play of leaves . . .
-And London like a silver bride,
-That will not put her veil aside!
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-Proud London like a painted Queen,
-Whose crown is heavy on her head . . .
-City of sorrow and desire,
-Under a sky of opal fire,
-Amber and amethyst and red . . .
-And how divine the day has been!
-For every dawn God builds again
-This world of beauty and of pain . . .
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-Wild heart that hungers for delight,
-Imprisoned here against your will;
-Sad heart, so eager to be gay!
-Loving earth's lovely things . . . the play
-Of wind and leaves on Primrose Hill . . .
-Or London dreaming of the night . . .
-Adventurous heart, on beauty bent,
-That only Heaven could quite content!
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-A Morning Song
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-You saw my window open wide,
- And woke me early, sister day!
-You came in all your lovely pride,
-With laughing looks that I adore,
- With wings of blue and grey . . .
-With sunshine skirts that swept the floor,
-With songs to drive night's dreams away,
- You called me out to play.
-And so I took you by the hand,
-And found the way to fairyland . . .
-With such impatient feet I climb
- The ladders of delight!
-For well I know that ruthless time
- Turns morning moods to tears and night.
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-The Wings of Fortune
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-Fair fortune you are wild and coy,
-Fickle, mysterious, and shy . . .
-And so we lost you, Love and I!
-And now, at last, because we find
-Your golden footprints, Love the boy,
-Dreams you are near . . . but Love is blind!
-Yet, surely Sorrow's arms unwind
-From this tired heart, and dark distress
-Fades softly . . . softly from the world:
-And in Hope's silver sky unfurled,
-I see the banners of delight!
-And the grey heaven of life grows bright
-With the red dawn of happiness . . .
-As with a laughing look Love flings
-His heavy crown of thorns away . . .
-Fair fortune, you are wild and coy,
-And ah! I fear you will not stay.
-But Love has caught you by the wings
-And radiant as Eurydice
-By her brave poet's song set free,
-I rush into the arms of joy!
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-Shadow-Nets
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-When I was wandering on the Downs to-day
-I saw the pine-woods sleeping in the sun . . .
-For they were tired of weaving shadow-nets--
-Weaving all day in vain . . . in vain . . . in vain . . .
-Pale phantom nets to snare the golden sun!
-And then I thought of how the poets weave
-With shadowy words their cunning nets of song,
-Hoping to catch, at last, a shining dream!
-
-
-
-
-
-Peacocks. A Mood
-
-In Gorgeous plumage, azure, gold and green,
-They trample the pale flowers, and their shrill cry
-Troubles the garden's bright tranquillity!
-Proud birds of Beauty, splendid and serene,
-Spreading their brilliant fans, screen after screen
-Of burnished sapphire, gemmed with mimic suns--
-Strange magic eyes, that, so the legend runs,
-Will bring misfortune to this fair demesne . . .
-
-And my gay youth, that, vain and debonair,
-Sits in the sunshine--tired at last of play
-(A child, that finds the morning all too long),
-Tempts with its beauty that disastrous day
-When in the gathering darkness of despair
-Death shall strike dumb the laughing mouth of song.
-
-
-
-
-
-Hyacinthus
-
-Fair boy, how gay the morning must have seemed
-Before the fatal game that murdered thee!
-Of such a dawn my wistful heart has dreamed:
-Surely I too have lived in Arcady
-When Spring, lap-full of roses, ran to meet
-White Aphrodite risen from the sea . . .
-
-Perchance I saw thee then, so glad and fleet;
-Hasten to greet Apollo, stoop to bind
-The gold and jewelled sandals on his feet,
-While he so radiant, so divinely kind,
-Lured thee with honeyed words to be his friend,
-All heedless of thy fate, for Love is blind.
-
-For Love is blind and cruel, and the end
-Of every joy is sorrow and distress.
-And when immortal creatures lightly bend
-To kiss the lips of simple loveliness,
-Swords are unsheathed in silence, and clouds rise,
-Some God is jealous of the mute caress . . .
-
-But who shall mourn thy death--ah, not the wise?
-Better to perish in thy happiest hour,
-To close in sight of beauty thy dark eyes,
-And, dying so, be changed into a flower,
-Than that the stealthy and relentless years
-Should steal that grace which was thy only dower.
-
-And bring thee in return dull cares and tears,
-And difficult days and sickness and despair . . .
-O, not for thee the griefs and sordid fears
-That, like a burden, trembling age must bear;
-Slain in thy youth, by the sweet hands of Love,
-Thou shalt remain for ever young and fair . . .
-
-
-
-
-
-Hylas
-
-Dark boy, how radiantly you went to meet
-Your mystic doom . . . what colours in the sky!
-As though that cup of beauty the gods hold
-Brimmed over on a world in ecstasy . . .
-What silver flutes charmed all the forest ways . . .
-How the green shimmered, jewelled thick with flowers,
-And how the sun was like a globe of gold . . .
-Yet you but thought to chase the perfect hours
-Down that white road of wonder and delight,
-The highway of your dreams, and heedlessly
-You crushed the violets with your slim brown feet,
-And whistled low, and sang a careless song . . .
-Because your life was full of lovely days,
-Because your life was delicate and sweet . . .
-O youth and dawn . . . you dreamed not of the night . . .
-O life and laughter . . . but the night is long . . .
-
-
-
-
-
-Blue Flowers
-
-I go to gather in the woods for you
-The wild flowers that are blue . . .
-Petals to match the colour of your eyes!
-
-None but blue blossoms will I take, yet see
-How sweetly tempting me
-The fruit trees swing their scented treasuries.
-
-And how the buttercups and daisies dance
-To meet my dazzled glance!
-But gold and silver, Sweet, are naught to you.
-
-And so let others rob God's gardens . . . shake
-The stars down for your sake--
-I bring you but the wild flowers that are blue!
-
-
-
-
-
-Madrigal
-
-Rare garden where my heart goes gathering
-Many a lovely and delightful thing,
-Pale roses of your body and the fair
-Unrivalled yellow blossoms of your hair!
-
-Tall lilies of your gay and careless grace,
-And O the wistful flower of your face!
-And all the soft and starry mysteries
-Of those divine forget-me-nots, your eyes . . .
-
-O come, fair Love, before the flowers fade,
-And bless this garden that the gods have made . . .
-Rare garden where my heart goes gathering
-Many a lovely and delightful thing . . .
-
-
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-
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-Endymion
-
-Your hair was like a honey-coloured flame
-Seen through a veil of silver when you came
-And took me in your arms that winter night . . .
-The moonlight, amorous of your golden hair,
-Toyed with it softly, as a woman might
-With some bright treasure, delicate and rare.
-
-O, young Endymion, risen from the dead,
-Born once again to beauty, O bright head!
-The moon stoops low to kiss you, as of old;
-Stoops graciously from her great throne of pearl,
-With outstretched arms mysterious and cold . . .
-But you have left her for a mortal girl.
-
-
-
-
-
-Dance Song
-
-O hide your passion from the moon.
-When young and slender she appears
-In shining gown and silver shoon . . .
-And, all her path with stars impearled,
-She dances round the darkened world.
-
-O hide your sorrows from the sun . . .
-The sun should never see your tears!
-Weep, if you will, when day is done . . .
-But laugh and sing and clap your hands
-While yet the sun in heaven stands.
-
-
-
-
-
-A Memory
-
-O how I loved you when we met
-For that one moment of the day!
-Yes, loved you desperately, and yet
-Could scarcely find a word to say--
-No wonder that you looked and smiled
-As though upon some timid child.
-You never guessed, how could you guess
-That I adored your loveliness!
-
-You never saw the prisoned soul
-Behind the windows of my eyes,
-Frantic to break from fate's control
-And charm you with her flatteries . . .
-And show you, your cold heart to move,
-The shining treasure of her love,
-And worship in a long embrace,
-The reckless beauty of your face!
-
-You never knew . . . and the dream died
-A broken rose beneath your feet . . .
-You went your way . . . the world is wide
-And I forgot, for youth is sweet . . .
-Yet when at night I lie awake,
-My heart is sad for a dream's sake,
-And I remember and regret . . .
-O how I loved you when we met!
-
-
-
-
-
-The Photograph
-
-O Beauty, what is this?
-A shadow of your face . . .
-Where is the wild flower grace
-That Love is wont to kiss?
-
-Where is the bird that brings
-To your untroubled eyes
-The blue of fairy skies,
-The flash of fairy wings? . . .
-
-O wild bird of delight,
-That no white hand may hold,
-Or fairest cage of gold . . .
-For who would stay its flight?
-
-The song-bird of your voice
-Whose magic song Love hears,
-Trembling behind your tears,
-Trilling when you rejoice . . .
-
-O Beauty, what is this?
-The shadow of a rose . . .
-A little ghost that goes
-Oblivious of Love's kiss.
-
-Only a shadow . . . yet
-It may, in some dark hour
-Recall the living flower . . .
-If haply Love forget.
-
-
-
-
-
-St. Sebastian
-
-So beautiful in all thine agony!
-So radiant in thine infinite despair . . .
-Oh, delicate mouth, brave eyes, and curled bright hair . . .
-Oh, lovely body lashed to the rough tree:
-What brutal fools were those that gave to thee
-Red roses of thine outraged blood to wear,
-Laughed at thy bitter pain and loathed the fair
-Bruised flower of thy victorious purity?
-
-Marvellous Beauty . . . target of the world,
-How all Love's arrows seek thy joy, Oh Sweet!
-And wound the white perfection of thy youth!
-How all the poisoned spears of hate are hurled
-Against thy sorrow when thou darest to meet
-With martyrdom men's mockery of the truth!
-
-
-
-
-
-The Magic Mirrors
-
-In the dim mirrors of imagination,
-I watch the silent dancing of my soul . . .
-I watch her as she dances with my dreams . . .
-See how she takes innumerable disguises,
-And hides her beauty behind many masks,
-And how, sometimes, she seems to laugh and sing,
-. . . And weep . . . and call upon the unknown Gods . . .
-But not one mirror has betrayed her voice,
-Or shown to me the secret of her face . . .
-O silent dance of sorrow and delight,
-My heart grown tired with watching, turns away,
-To make perhaps a little passionate song
-Out of the shadows of immortal things . . .
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