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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/22588-8.txt b/22588-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..1ab1e30 --- /dev/null +++ b/22588-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,2490 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, From Lower Deck to Pulpit, by Henry Cowling + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: From Lower Deck to Pulpit + + +Author: Henry Cowling + + + +Release Date: September 12, 2007 [eBook #22588] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FROM LOWER DECK TO PULPIT*** + + +E-text prepared by David Scott, the author's great-grandson + + + +Transcriber's note: + + Unusual spelling and punctuation has been transcribed as in the + original book. + + The reader will encounter "(V12)" at various places in the text. + Its meaning is inapparent, but it appears in the original book + and was not changed. + + + + + +FROM LOWER DECK TO PULPIT + +by + +REV. HENRY COWLING + +With Portrait and Illustrations + + + + + + + +London +S.W. Partridge & Co. 8 and 9 Paternoster Row +1902 + + + +Preface + +This little book is not written on my own initiative. I have not so +much as given a hint of my 'naval days,' either from the pulpit or in +conversation. But my friends have condemned me for being so reserved +about the matter, and for a long time have, with persistent +entreaties, been urging me to tell the story of my life. That they +may now be satisfied, and that I may be left quiet, and, above all, +that it may prove a blessing to all who read it, is the sincere +desire of + +THE AUTHOR + +Contents + + CHAPTER I. + EARLY DAYS, 9 + + CHAPTER II. + JOINING THE NAVY, 21 + + CHAPTER III. + LEAVING FOR SEA, 37 + + CHAPTER IV + THREE YEARS ON H.M.S. 'EMERALD' 42 + + CHAPTER V. + HOMEWARD BOUND, 78 + + CHAPTER VI. + LEAVING THE NAVY, 91 + + +CHAPTER I + +EARLY DAYS. + +Kingsand, though but a village in size, has a history of its own. +Situated about five miles from Plymouth, on the Cornish coast, and +being a fishing port, the inhabitants are on intimate terms with the +sea. In the summer months one may observe many an indication of this +relationship or intimacy'. Youngsters run about the beach and the +village barefooted, most of them wearing the orthodox blue jersey, +whilst young women, and even older ones, love to sit on the rocks +near the sea and work away with their sewing or knitting, and, I must +not forget to add, with their tongues also. Strange and startling are +the stories one may hear which have been handed down from one +generation to another concerning the smuggling days of long, long +ago--and yet not so long ago, for even at this time of day my mother +often narrates hair breadth escapes of smugglers which happened in +her girlhood. In this village I was born on the 9th of April 1874. In +visiting Kingsand from time to time, I have often stood and gazed at +the old house in which I was born--not that any recollections in +connection with it survive in my memory, for when I was only five +weeks old, my father, who was in the navy, received an appointment as +a gunnery instructor in the Royal Naval Reserve battery in the far +north. + +Sometimes my mother indulges in a retrospect, and I love to hear her +tell of that May morning when, she bade 'farewell' to her loved ones +and dear old Kingsand, and how, wrapping me in a large shawl, she +proceeded to Cremyll, a distance of three miles, from whence we were +transported across the harbour to Plymouth in the ferry boat. Then +came the long and tedious journey to Maryport. Sweet mother! how +pathetic to me it all now seems. + +We resided at Maryport two years, during which time my eldest sister +was born. Often would my mother carry me into the battery, and at the +sight of the large guns, and the queer looking helmets hanging on the +walls, my little smile would be converted into vehement crying. How +little I dreamed then of my familiarity with them in after years! But +I must not anticipate. + +After completing our stay here, my parents returned to Kingsand, but +only for a brief period. It was at, this period that I met with my +first accident. Crawling away from the front door I made all possible +speed to a large tank of water close by. In looking upon it from an +elevated bank of ground, I overbalanced myself and fell headlong into +it. When rescued, my nose was bleeding profusely. It was a lesson to +me, for during the few subsequent weeks we remained in Kingsand I +remembered my 'dive,' and gave the tank a wide margin. + +We soon removed to Millbrook, a large village situated a mile and a +half from Kingsand. In those days the quay at Millbrook was +picturesque with groups of watermen who gained an honest livelihood +by ferrying passengers to Devonport and back. But former things have +passed away; and now two sets of steamers, well adapted for shallow +water (for the landing-piers at Millbrook are governed by the ebb, +and flood tide), have almost entirely dispensed with passenger-boats, +and the trip from Millbrook to Devonport, or vice versa, costs the +modest sum of one penny. People on the town side of the harbour take +advantage of this, for on public holidays thousands of towns-people +may be seen wending their way through the main streets of Millbrook, +bound for the famous Whitsands, there to spend the day on the +seashore. + +Never let anyone despise Millbrook, for, socially speaking, it may be +regarded as an adjunct of Devonport. There is an interchange of +passengers every day, and several hundred yardmen, who work in His +Majesty's naval dockyard, together with many naval men, leave +Millbrook every morning. Added to these, there are housewives, and +their name is legion, who cross the harbour on Saturdays for the +purpose of shopping, for they are cute enough to realise that their +steamer fare can be cleared on two pounds of sugar-that is to say, +the same article would cost a penny extra at home. In addition, then, +to the profits gained on other articles which they purchase--for +their baskets are of no mean size--the pleasant cruise across the +harbour costs practically nothing. As a result of this steamer +traffic, trade has dwindled considerably in Millbrook. + +I speak of Millbrook as an adjunct of Devonport. Perhaps some will +object to this, as both places are located in separate counties, the +former in Cornwall, the latter in Devon; others, who may be somewhat +narrow in thought, may think this view of mine reduces Devonport in +the scale of townships. However, as the ties between the two places +are so strong that even water cannot separate them, I hope to be +forgiven if my estimation of the village as an adjunct be incorrect. + +The village itself is a pleasant place and lovely to behold. Like a +nest built in the heart of a thick tree, so Millbrook lies within the +heart of a beautiful valley. It is bounded by the Maker Heights on +the right, and the high cliffs on the left and in the bend. Hard by +are Mount Edgcumbe Park, and the Hamoaze in full view. Enough: I will +say no more as to the description of it, lest my readers may think me +vain. But I cannot refrain from asking in this connection: Who would +not be proud of being a Millbrooker? + +My conscious experience of life began in Millbrook. Well do I +remember the morning when with a company of other little boys I was +marched away from the girls' school where I had hitherto been as a +young scholar, to the boys'. Then followed the long and tedious years +of school-life. Did I like my school-days at Millbrook? To this +question I must give an emphatic No. One day my companion and I +showed this dislike in a very practical manner. It was the custom +to take our books to school in the morning, and to bring them away at +the expiration of the day's teaching. On the day in question we +departed from this rule by bringing away our books at noon, our +object being to spend the afternoon in taking a walk on the country +road. When the bell rang at 2 p.m. for the purpose of resuming work, +we made off in an opposite direction to the school. We considered it +would not be wise to carry our slates and books in our hand, and +therefore by way of protection, we stuffed them under our waistcoats. +This gave us the appearance of an abnormal size, and a curious shape, +at least I thought so; for everyone we met looked upon us with an air +of suspicion. I have often wondered since, whether or not this +suspicion grew out of experience in the life of many whom we passed +that day-whether or not they really knew what we were doing. +Certainly we did not know what we were doing, for we entered the +village at 3.30 p.m. (school-time was over at 4 p.m.) half an hour +too soon. "How is it you are out of school so early?" asked our +respective mothers. What a dilemma we were in! Suffice it to say, +that my mother said "she was not sure but what she should report this +matter to my father." Did she? No; ere my father returned at even, I +resorted to a happy way I had of rendering house-hold assistance, +such as putting coal on the fire, etc., which I knew would go a long +way to dull the memory of my afternoon's walk in my mother's mind. In +the evening when father came home he asked the question as was his +wont: "How has Henry been to-day?" "As good as gold," replied mother. + +What about my companion? How fared it with him? He is able to inform +you best on that point, for he learned by experience on that occasion +the awful sting of a leather strap. Never since in his lifetime has +he been half an hour before time. Who can tell the injury a leather +strap may do! + +From my very earliest days the desire to become a preacher was ever +present with me, which desire became intensified as the years sped +by. As a strong manifestation of this fact, I was often found in the +garden addressing the cabbages, which in my youthful fancy +represented the congregation, and on Sunday evenings when my parents +were at chapel, a habit of mine was to rear a chair upside down +against the wall, get within the bars of my chair-pulpit, and address +my two sisters. + +Strange to say, running parallel to this habit of preaching was a +fond love for the water, and it may be said in a literal sense that I +was as fond of it as a duck. I am told that when an infant under the +care of any person other than my mother, nothing in the world would +quiet me except a bowl of water and a sponge to play with. Naturally +this liking developed, as you will see. Separated by a thick wall +from the Millbrook lake is a large mill-pond, which, when emptied of +water, is very muddy. How we, as schoolboys, delighted to roll in +this mud (for what is dirty to a school-boy?) and then jump over the +other side of the wall and swim in the wake of the paddle-wheel +steamer! On one occasion, the Vicar, who from the vicarage could +watch our habits, observed that during the day I had bathed nine +times, which thing, he gave my parents to understand, was very +weakening. "Twice a day," said he, "is often enough." I think so too, +now, but did not then. + +On Saturdays a party of us boys would wend our way to the Whitsands +for the purpose of bathing in the open sea. This we regarded as +something totally different from that of our daily bathings in the +lake; and in point of fact it was, for the water was purer and +fresher, and soft golden sands took the place of mud strewed with +broken pieces of glass and other refuse. Oh! how we loved to rush +headlong through the giant waves which came bounding in from seaward. +How much better was this than learning a proposition of Euclid! The +boy who swam furthest out to sea was looked upon as the hero of the +hour, indeed through the whole week, until Saturday came again, when +some other boy would endeavour to swim beyond the limit of the +previous week. In this way we instituted a competition between +ourselves in the art of swimming. + +One Saturday the scene changed, for after the delight of bathing came +misery; after joy came pain. It is ever so. The shadow is always with +the light. After dressing ourselves, we made a hasty retreat over the +rocks, as it had now begun to rain, when lo! my foot was caught in a +crevice. I wriggled it to and fro, with the hope of extricating it, +but in vain. The other boys were now a long distance In front, and +there with my foot jammed between the rocks was I, like a rabbit +caught in the gin, shouting "Mother! Mother!" though she were four +miles away. If ever I needed a trumpet voice, it was then. At length +by the help of a friend who came to relieve me, I was set at liberty. +For many years after this incident, my ankle-bone remained swollen--a +memento of that Saturday afternoon. + +But I must pass on. I was now nine years of age and organist in the +Wesleyan Sunday School, having for the past two years studied music +under my father. Added to this, I formed part of the Wesleyan church +choir. Sunday therefore to me was a very busy day, made exceptionally +so, as apart from church and school work, the intervals were filled +up with music and singing at home, in which all the family joined. +Our house was indeed a house of song. + +It was now determined by my parents that I be sent to a Devonport +school, as I had passed out of the seven standards in the school at +home. Accordingly a contract was entered into between the +schoolmaster and my father, forms were duly filled in, and I was to +begin my schooling on the following Monday. This I looked forward to +with the utmost pleasure: one reason being, and not the least, that +it meant two trips in the steamer every day; but judge of my grief +when on the Sunday it became apparent that I had the measles. So the +next morning, Instead of going off in the steamer to school, I was +kept in bed, and for seven weeks was confined at home. + +When well enough to go out again, I, with two other boys, decided to +join the Navy (I was now twelve years old). We sauntered along the +road until we reached the pier, and there, right before us, stood the +leviathan training ship--H.M.S. 'Impregnable.' My little heart +quailed within me at the very sight of her, a great fear overshadowed +me, and I lost no time in returning to Millbrook. On my return +journey I was half sorrowful and yet half glad that I did not go on +board--a strange feeling. The two other boys, who were many years my +senior, did not pass the medical examination, and consequently were +rejected for the service. + +Steps were taken again with a view to my schooling at Devonport; this +time I went, and these school-days I recall with pleasure, though +they were fraught with a powerful temptation, which I shall presently +describe. I have a vivid recollection of the first day. Steaming up +the lake at very low water, and being somewhat foggy, our boat stuck +on the mud. Worst of all, it was ebb tide, and here we had to wait +for the return of the in flowing tide. We schoolboys gathered +together in the engine-room and did our home-lessons. In a few hours +we floated and very soon reached the landing place, and we arrived at +home about midnight. That was the first and last time I ever did my +lessons afloat, or rather on the mud. + +The object my parents had in sending me across the harbour to school +was that I might receive an efficient training to enable me to pass +the Dock-yard Civil Service examination which, by the way, is locally +considered the highest distinction a boy can attain, providing he be +qualified to pass the examiner. No romance is connected with these +days, save that on one occasion my companion asked me to accompany +him to Devonport Park to watch a football match instead of attending +school in the afternoon. Remembering the leather strap to which I +have already referred, and thinking that with this new schoolmaster I +might have a second taste of what my poor friend received on that +memorable day, though not with a strap, yet with something just as +sweet, I considered it wise not to visit the park. + +But this boy used much persuasion, and in a short time we stood in +the park watching the game, which proved not so interesting as he had +anticipated. "Shall we go to school?" he asked. "We shall have time +to get there before it opens." "No," I replied; "you have persuaded me +to come here, and now I shall stay." We both did. I never played +truant again after this day. Did the schoolmaster become acquainted +with this breach of discipline? No; or I am afraid he would not have +given me such a testimonial as I now hold in my possession. + +At this juncture I became a member of the drum and fife band, under +the supervision of the Millbrook Band of Hope Committee. Never shall +I forget our bandmaster. He was a strict disciplinarian. No looseness +was allowed in our playing; thoroughness was stamped on every tune we +played. On practice nights he took each of the boys aside, and one by +one each had to play the music as set--every note must be clear and +distinct. Occasionally our band would march through the village, the +drum major with his staff leading. + +Those days of memory, so near and yet so far! + +Then came the Sunday when he was lowered in the dark, cold grave, and +we solemnly played whilst encircled around it-- + +"Goodnight, beloved, not farewell!" + +He went home to Music-Land, where they praise Him day and night. + +One day we shall all meet again, and together with him we will tune +our song to harps of gold. + + + +CHAPTER II + +JOINING THE NAVY + +Now about the temptation already hinted at, and all that followed in +its train. The steamer in which I crossed the harbour twice daily, +passed quite close to the 'Impregnable,' and thus gave me ample +opportunity to scan her vast dimensions, and to gaze in wonder at her +tall masts. But best of all was to see the sailor-boys on the +forecastle, in the rigging, and manning the boats which were fastened +to her lower booms. At the sight of all this my little life seemed to +be thrilled, and oh, how I longed to become a sailor boy! I would +give all the gold in the Mint did I possess it, in exchange for the +realisation of my yearning desire. How nice to pull the ropes, to +climb the rigging, but, above all, to wear a sailor's uniform. +Thoughts such as these haunted my mind constantly, and this daily +allurement only helped to swell the number. + +Full well I knew my parents would not consent my joining the navy. +Still, one day I ventured to broach the subject to my mother, who +replied "That she could not bear to hear of such a thing." The +craving still grew, and my parents, clearly understanding the bend of +my inclination, made a compromise, steeped in love. This was it: +"Seeing you have such a desire for the sea, we have been praying much +about the matter, and after due consideration, conclude it will be +far better for you to join the service as a young man, not as a poor, +helpless boy. You shall have the trade of a shipwright--(the same, +trade as the one I should have been apprenticed to in the dockyard, +had I desired to pas the necessary qualification, but as a matter of +fact, this desire for the sea swallowed up every other)--and when out +of your time you will be in a different position to enter!" All this +my uncle, who himself had been in the navy, corroborated by saying: +"I should not put a dog before the mast--poor boys are huffed and +cuffed shamefully; but when a young man has a trade, and then joins, +his treatment, by reason of his manhood and trade, is totally +different." + +After all this advice my enthusiasm cooled down, only to reappear in +a short time with greater fervour. In the meantime, I was apprenticed +to a shipbuilding trade, and although seven years was the required +time to learn it, I gathered it all up in one week. Wonderful! +wonderful! for in that short time I was taught how to fill up a hole +with putty, and this is the extent of my practical knowledge of a +shipwright's task to-day. Do you mean that you only stayed a week? +you ask. That is all. And my mother had kept, until within a few +months ago, the little white smock-frock, which I wore in my work, as +a reminder in calico of my shipbuilding days. + +During this week I met with still further enticements to become a +sailor boy. The building yard being in close proximity to the +'Impregnable', I could hear the brass band every morning, and what is +so enticing as music? Then, again, hundreds of boys came ashore in +large pinnaces, landing within a few yards from me, each carrying a +rifle. This was more than I could bear by way of temptation, and +impressing my parents how very much I should abhor seven years in the +shipbuilding yard, intimating that nothing would satisfy me but to be +a sailor-boy, they, within the course of a few weeks, very +reluctantly yielded to my burning request. + +Having passed all necessary requirements, I joined the navy on my +fourteenth birthday. It was Monday morning, and after eating my +breakfast, I rose and wished my mother and sisters 'good-bye.' Sorrow +filled their hearts and tears their eyes--not so much because I was +leaving home for a long time, as I should see them again before the +week expired, but even this parting was considered long, for hitherto +I had not slept one night away from home. I say not so much because +of this fact, as that they were doubtful as to whether I was taking +the right step or not. My parents impressed upon me that even now it +was not too late to change my mind, even though my papers were all +signed. I can remember how eagerly my mother pleaded to burn them, +coaxing me to sit down and have another cup of tea, and to forget all +about the navy in the drinking of it. + +Truth to tell my enthusiasm was fast dwindling away, but enough was +left at that moment to wish another 'farewell,' and to pass down the +street With my father who walked with me to the pier and watched the +boat bear me to the ship "Would to God I had never left home on that +morning," was an expression often on my lips during my career in the +navy. My mother's tears had been shed on the fire of my passion--it +was now becoming quenched, but not until it was too late did it +become extinguished--that is, when I had boarded the ship and given +up my papers to the authorities. + +So my readers will understand that it was with a heavy heart, yea and +with a great deal of reluctancy, that I entered the navy--that +despite the great flame of enthusiasm that had been burning in my +young life, it dwindled away almost to the point of being +extinguished on this memorable morning; yet something within urged me +quietly on and on till that which was done could not be undone. + +I was now sent to H.M.S 'Circe,' the outfitting ship for young +recruits, to get my uniform. On reaching the top of the companion +ladder a ship's corporal (i.e. a naval policeman) approached me and +asked, "Had I any money or jewellery?" If so, it must be kept in his +custody until such time as I should be prepared to join the +mother-ship, the 'Impregnable.' I handed him the eight pence which +I carried in my pocket. After being ordered to read from a board +certain rules and digest them, then came the bath, followed by the +dinner, which latter consisted of a piece of fat pork (called 'dobs,' +I afterward learned, in the training-ship) and a thick piece of +bread, neither of which tempted my appetite. + +I ate nothing that day, and when a fortnight later my civilian's suit +was sent home, the sausage rolls which I carried on board with me +were discovered in my pocket. I cannot hope to describe the feelings +through which I passed on this first day. My poor little heart nearly +broke--it was my first lesson in the school of sorrowful tears. "Oh +that I had listened to my parents' advice this morning," was what I +whispered to myself a hundred times before closing my eyes in sleep +that night. + +The day wore away slowly--oh, so slowly! I became homesick, and ran +from one port-hole to the other watching the Millbrook steamers pass +to and fro, endeavouring thereby to persuade myself into the belief +that after all I was in touch with home. This gave me a kind of +satisfaction, as it seemed to sever my thoughts, or rather to loose +them, from the floating cage, and link them and my love to home, yea, +and even to the passing steamers. + +Just as when a traveller in a foreign land meets with a friend of his +native town, and is filled with delight and fond memories of the +home-land by such an event, in like manner did I regard those +steamers--they were connecting links uniting my heart to my home. +Nor is this comparison overdrawn, for my readers must bear in mind +that I was only a little boy. And how very natural homesickness was, +amidst such strange surroundings, and, with no liberty, only they who +have passed through a similar experience know. + +Then came the hour for 'turning in.' As I lay in the hammock that +night I could not but contrast this birthday with my last. The last +represented sunshine, joy, merry laughter and freedom; this, darkness +sorrow, tears and confinement. The tears began to flow, and I wept +myself to sleep. + +More than once during my subsequent visits to Devonport have I stood +on Mutton Cove pier gazing intently on groups of boys gathered +thereon waiting for the ship's boat to bear them over to the +'Impregnable' with a view of joining the navy. Standing there, my +sympathy has gone out toward them as a flood and I have prayed that +their first night's experience afloat might not be a repetition of +mine. + +The three days on this outfitting ship were spent in marking my name +on the clothes which constituted my kit, pumping water for the +cooks' galley, helping to scrub the decks and wringing out swabs. On +the Thursday, I, with other novices, was sent to the 'Impregnable' to +commence my training in seamanship and gunnery. Every Thursday half +a day's leave is given to the boys, and we were granted this +privilege. How glad and thankful I felt! After landing, I hastened +home with all possible speed. The sight of me in my uniform overcame +my mother's feelings, and oh! how bitterly she wept, and how often +did she ask me that afternoon whether I thought I should like the +service or not. + +I comforted her as best as I could upon wishing her 'good-bye' by +saying I should be ashore again on the following Sunday, and with a +heart as heavy as lead I trudged back to the ship. + +Let me at this point give my readers an outline of the routine on the +training-ship. 'All hands' rise at 5 a.m., lash up their hammocks and +carry them to the upper deck for storage. One half of the boys of the +watch take a bath and are inspected before dressing by the +instructors. All the other boys in the ship scrub decks. Breakfast is +piped at 7 a.m. At 8 a.m. the topgallant mast is hoisted, and the +upper yards are crossed. Eight bells are struck, the national anthem +is played, and the yards are ordered to be swayed across' at one and +the same time. There is discipline! Decks are swept, the mess deck +receiving special attention, the cooks of the messes (and every boy +has to take his week in rotation) polish the utensils, so that they +shine as bright as silver, and the watch on deck coils the ropes and +polishes the brass work. At 8.45 the bugler sounds the 'general +assembly.' Each watch falls in for inspection on its respective side +of the deck--that is, the starboard watch on the right side, the port +watch on the left. This being done, the band assembles on the poop, +and the officers' call is sounded, in response to which they troop up +from quarterdeck hatchways. "Attention!" shouts the instructor, at +the same time saluting the inspecting officer. Every boy stands as +erect as possible Then begins the inspection. Nothing escapes the eye +these officers. Woe betide the boy whose duck suit is not spotlessly +clean, or who has a button off his trousers, or whose suit is in need +of a few stitches. He is severely reprimanded--the instructor makes +a note of it in his book; and should this be repeated, the boy is put +in the Commander's report and receives six cuts with the cane. + +Each officer reports to the Commander when he has inspected his +division of boys, and then the bell is tolled for morning prayers, +which are said by the chaplain. All Roman Catholics are weeded out of +the two watches, and are marched forward under the forecastle during +prayer-time. + +Now, should it be Monday morning, sail drill is engaged in until +noon, but only on this day, whilst on other mornings one watch +attends school, and the other, gunnery and seamanship classes. The +advanced gunnery classes receive their training ashore in the drill +field. Seamanship classes are held on the lower deck, and every boy +has to pass out of one instruction before being admitted to the +other. In these lower-deck instructions the first is the lashing up +of the hammock and in the laying out of the kit in the uniform +manner; then follow the 'bends and hitches' class, the reading of the +semaphore, knots and splices, and so on. I may Say that boat sailing +and swimming and heaving the lead are also included under the +seamanship course. + +To most of the local boys, swimming exercise was as play, and +accordingly they received V.G. (very good) on the instructor's class +book on passing-out day. To pass out, the boy must be an efficient +swimmer, and able to swim in a duck suit a considerable distance. +Boys on the other hand who had been brought up as strangers to the +sea, regard this instruction with much fear, and it becomes a terror +to them. All these exercises passed through, which in most cases +require a year, the boy then receives the rate of a first class boy +as distinguished from a second class. + +But to return to the routine. At 11.30 a.m. school and instructions +are ended, the bugle call for drill aloft is sounded, and then there +is a mighty tumult. Hundreds of boys are running along the decks and +up the ladders, and as though they were not smart enough, ship's +corporals make use of their canes very freely. At 11.45, in the +midst of drill, the bugler sounds: 'Cooks.' Cooks of messes repair to +the galley, fetch the dinner and lay it out under the supervision of +the caterer of the mess, who is generally a senior boy. At 12 a.m. +dinner is 'piped,' and every boy sits at the table according to his +seniority--that is to say, if one has been in the ship six months, +sitting next to him would be the boy who had joined the mess after +him in the order of time. It will thus be readily seen that every boy +has his own seat at the mess-table. But lest partiality should creep +in amongst the boys in the messes so that A would have a far better +dinner than B; and poor C all bone on his plate, or, as they say, +"two spuds and a joner," this order is very often reversed, and this +means that the caterer finds himself at the end of the stool with the +dinner of the youngest boy before him to eat, and it also means that +this last recruit in the mess finds himself possessor of the +caterer's plate of dinner. + +At 1 p.m. instructions are resumed, and concluded at 3.30 p.m. The +boatswain's mate then pipes, "Hands shift in night clothing." The +uniform of the day is then taken off, and each boy wears a blue +serge suit. At the call of the bugle the boys fall in on the upper +deck with the clothes for washing. These are inspected by the +instructors for the purpose of seeing that each boy has stops in his +clothes--that is, two sets of string in each garment for hanging on +the line. This inspection of stops being over, then follows the +shrill cry, "Hands scrub and wash clothes." + +I cannot hope to describe the scamper there is at this moment for the +tubs of water, and the reason for it is this--that the tubs are +limited, perhaps three allowed to each mess of twenty boys, and +considering the washing has to be done in a short time, the reader +will understand the cause of this dreadful war. And it happens every +day with the exception of Thursdays and Saturdays, when no washing is +done. The articles for washing on the various days are as follows-- +Monday, a duck suit; Tuesday, a day shirt, night shirt and flannel; +Wednesday, a duck suit; Friday, hammock or bedcover. Clothes being +hung up, the upper deck is washed down and tea is 'piped.' After this +meal the boys have an hour or so to themselves--the schoolroom is +opened for reading and draught-playing, etc. + +At 7.45 the pipe is sounded: "Stand by for hammocks." All run (for no +walking is allowed in the service when responding to duty's call) to +the upper deck, where each boy gets his hammock, carries it below +deck, and hangs it on the hammock hooks. The bugle call, "Turn in," +is sounded an hour later, followed in five minutes with the bugle +note: "Still." Not a sound is heard, for it is prayer-time. After +prayers, which every boy is supposed to say in his hammock, the +officer in command, with other subordinates, goes the 'rounds' to see +that all is safe for the night. Thus ends the day's routine on the +training ship. Very often, however, there is a departure from it, +which takes place at noon, the occasion being the punishment +of a boy or boys. All the crew assemble on the quarterdeck, the +offender midships. The Commander reads the charge, which concludes +usually:--"I hereby judge him to receive twelve strokes with the +cane." The poor boy is lashed arms and legs to a wooden horse, the +master-at-arms counting the strokes as the ship's corporal lays them +on. The cane with which he punishes the boy is a very stout one, each +end being covered with wax-string, and is reversed every fourth +stroke. This caning is a punishment, and is meted out to boys who are +caught smoking, to boys who may be untidy or to those who break their +leave a short time. The other punishment is that of the birch--again +the boy is lashed to the horse, and this time no garment intervenes. +The ship's doctor stands by with water in case of fainting, as +generally the boy receives twenty-four strokes. To witness such a +proceeding was to make me tremble. Here and there the ends of the +birch would be scattered, and the blood flowing freely. Of course the +birch is not in such frequent demand as the cane; only the boy who is +insolent to his instructor, or who breaks a day's leave, or worse +still, if he be committed for theft, is birched. In the case of the +thief he has to wear a badge with the word 'T H I E F' printed in +large, black letters on it, in front and behind for six months or +even longer. During this time he is cut off from the company of +other boys, and partakes of his food in the 'thieves' mess. + +Now before leaving this subject, I may tell my readers that all local +boys are styles 'Cossacks'; consequently I was one. The Cossacks +were allowed to have a night's leave every alternate Saturday, +provided the parents of the boy wrote a request to the Commander for +it. The Cossacks generally brought aboard with them from their homes +a large handkerchief full of good things, and they were met by the +non-Cossacks in the gang-way ladder with this expression:--"Tally +you your tack and plush," which being interpreted, is: "Let me have +your allowance of bread and tea." It was understood that all Cossacks +would have their tea ashore, and therefore would not require the +naval tea when returning on board. Hence readers will now understand +why it is the boys who hail from London and the provinces grow so +stout in the training ship--it is because they eat, in addition to +their own allowance, the Cossacks' share. + +Boys who were noted for being smart and clean wore a gold badge as a +token of the same. The advantages reaped from this badge were two in +number (V12): an extra half day's leave on Saturday, and one penny a +week additional pay. There were two other sets of boys who were +entitled to the first of these privileges (V12): the advanced +scholars in school, and members of the drum and fife band. +Accordingly, on Saturdays during the dinner-hour the boatswain's +mate would pipe: "Leave for badge-boy, advanced class, and drum and +fife band;" As I was a badge boy, and an advanced scholar, and a +flute-player, I nestled under the wing of this threefold privilege, +and used to think in my boyish pride, Who indeed has more right to go +ashore than I? + +Before any boy is supposed to be ready for sea, he has to undergo in +addition to the 'Impregnable' studies, a course of gunnery, and from +ten to twelve weeks on a training brig. I underwent my gunnery course +in H.M.S. 'Foudroyant,' one of Nelson's flagships, which lay at that +time in close proximity to the 'Impregnable,' and I returned every +evening to the mother-ship. The two brigs which trained her boys were +the 'Nautilus' and the 'Pilot.' I was drafted to the latter for three +months. Speaking generally, daily sea trips were taken--that is to +say, that after making sail and slipping the buoy, we would leave +Plymouth Sound for the Channel, drill all day, and return to our +mooring in the evening, weary and fatigued, although, even then, we +had to scrub and wash clothes. On two occasions we took longer trips, +first to Dartmouth, and then to Portsmouth. Fearful was the weather +we experienced sailing to the latter port--fearful, I mean, to my +boyish experience, though I must say that even an old salt was heard +to pronounce it "a very stormy voyage." + +I met with an accident on board the 'Pilot.' One night whilst at +anchor I was ordered to row the dinghy ashore. It was very wet and +dark, and in the act of climbing down the painter which attached the +boat to the boom, it was so slippery that I lost my grip and fell. +My shoeless feet came in contact with the boat's crutch (an +instrument with two arms into which the oar fits); my right foot bled +profusely, as one of these arms had pierced the flesh deeply. I +managed to get on board to the sick berth, and after the steward's +treatment it ceased bleeding. Whilst in the act of lashing up my +hammock the next morning I fell to the deck, so weak had I become by +the loss of so much blood on the previous night. + +The discipline on board this brig, as on the 'Impregnable,' was rigid +in the extreme. On the upper deck at drill time would stand the +ship's corporal with his cane, and woe betide any boy who was not +putting his weight on the rope, or who was not doubling along the +deck. It may be of interest to remark here, that neither in the +'Impregnable' nor the 'Pilot' did I know the queer experience of +being lashed to the horse. This was due not so much because I did not +deserve it, as that I was fortunate enough to escape detection. To +appreciate the above remark the reader must realise the trivial +offences for which a poor boy is caned, and in the light of this +reflection he will wonder that any sailor boy should be a stranger to +the cane during his training. + +Through all my naval career I was a sufferer to sea-sickness, which +began on this brig. No sooner had we passed the Plymouth Breakwater +Lighthouse, when the brig would begin rolling, and I would repair to +the lee-scupper. In connection with this part of my story I must not +omit to say a kind word for the captain. When many of us poor boys +lay strewn along the deck like stricken sheep, he, in passing from +the forecastle to poop, would not disturb us. This in itself may not +appear much, but in reality it was a great kindness, and one over +which I love to ponder. It was the act of a gentleman, to say the +least of it, and I cannot but believe that sympathy prompted it, and +in this sense it was Christlike. "Inasmuch," said the great Storm +Walker who quieted storm-tossed Galilee "as ye do it unto one of the +least of these My little ones, ye do it unto Me." + +Very near the line of punishment did I approach when on this brig. +Working one day on the foretopsail yard, my knife, which by some +means had become detached from my lanyard, fell on the forecastle. +Fortunately it struck no one, and I was reprimanded only. + +The course of training being completed, I was sent back to the +'Impregnable' on draft for sea. Within a few days an order was +received stating that a large company of boys were required for the +North American and West Indian Station, and I was numbered amongst +them. + + + +CHAPTER III + +LEAVING FOR SEA + +A few days prior to our departure, Miss Weston kindly invited the +draft ashore to her Sailors' Rest to tea, and presented each of us +with a Bible, and gave us all a tender farewell. Never will time +erase from my mind the memory of the parting with my loved ones; it +pains me now even as I dwell upon it. It was Sunday afternoon, and +two days prior to my sailing for Bermuda, when the heartrending +parting took place. Love can never say its last 'good-bye,' and +especially is this true of a mother's love. What thoughts were +passing through her mind that Sunday afternoon? God knows fully. +But surely they were tinged with this reflection: Would she ever see +me again? A shadow deep and dark had recently fallen across the home. +During my 'Foudroyant' days a messenger came on board with the sad +news that my dear sister had been almost burnt to death. I will not +dwell on the sadness of the awful tragedy, save to remark that she +died through the cause of the terrible burns three days after the +accident. The effect this had upon my mother is almost beyond +expression. Her nerves were shattered and she became a physical +wreck, and to this day she has never recovered from the shock. Judge +then, her sorrow on the Sunday afternoon, when I was bidding +'farewell,' and within a short time of that overwhelming experience. +I was now going thousands of miles away for three years, severed +from paternal counsel and maternal affection, and on this occasion +she was drinking the dregs of her cup of grief. Again, amidst +choking sobs and scalding tears, I uttered the last 'good-bye.' The +time had come for leaving, and I must depart. With two Sunday School +scholars, one on either side (for I had been to my Sunday School in +the afternoon for the last time), loaded with large parcels of food, +we passed down the street. How easy to write it down--how +heartbreaking the experience! + +The great troopship's anchor was weighed on the Tuesday evening at 5 +p.m., and we proceeded to sea. It was the month of October, and ere +the evening shadows had stretched upon land and sea, I had gazed upon +Maker church tower, at whose base my dear sister lay interred, until +my eyes were strained. At last it disappeared from view, and the +'Himalaya' was far, far at sea. + +She made a good passage to Madeira, arriving there on the following +Sunday morning, and after coaling, we proceeded on the evening of the +same day to Bermuda. In the first watch of the night the cry was +heard: "Man overboard! Away lifeboat!" The lifebelt was let slip +immediately by the sentinel, the engines were reversed, and the +lifeboat with its crew lowered quickly from the davits. The lifeboat +was one of an improved pattern, fitted with accessories, such as two +calcium lights which burn for thirty minutes, and a whistle, the +latter being useful to the drowning man in a fog or in darkness to +indicate his-whereabouts. + +Fortunately the poor man had seized the lifebelt. It was a dark +night, but astern the crew of the lifeboat could observe the calcium +lights burning. The boat's head was put in that direction, and in a +short time the sailor was rescued and rowed back to the ship. Did +this seaman accidentally fall from the rigging, or lose his grasp in +any manner? No; it is the same old story. Drink was the cause of the +accident. He had indulged himself in Madeira wine, which befooled him +to such a degree that he deliberately threw himself overboard, the +ship steaming eighteen knots an hour at the time. He was confined in +a cell the remainder of the voyage, and on arrival at Bermuda was +sentenced to a court-martial. + +My spare time on the outward voyage was occupied in reading 'Daniel +Quorm,' one of Mark Guy Pearse's books, and in attending religious +meetings in the evening in the sail-maker's room. There were several +relief crews on board for the various ships of the station; hence +there were many Christians, and these evening gatherings were blessed +by God, and made profitable to all. We had on board one whose +destination was the prison at Bermuda, not to become a prisoner, by +the way, but a warder. This man, at 4 a.m. every morning, would +ferret out all the boys in the ship, sending them to the upper deck +to undergo a salt water bath, which to us all, at that untimely hour, +was a very trying ordeal. + +Nine days after our departure from Madeira, we sighted Bermuda. So +calm had been the voyage that I was not troubled by sickness. A dusky +pilot came on board, and conned the ship onward through the Narrows, +and within a few hours we were securely fastened in the camber at the +dockyard. Then came the dispersion. Many ships of the fleet whose +commission was now drawing nigh to a close, were flying their +paying-off pennant, the crews of which were full of gladness at the +'Himalaya's' arrival, with reliefs, and, moreover, she was their +homeward-bound ship. We boys were despatched to H.M.S. 'Terror,' a +receiving ship at Bermuda. Here we were kept three weeks, during +which time the other ships of the fleet steamed in from sea. One day +the 'Emerald' hove in sight. All took an especial interest in this +ship, as we had learned she was the worst ship in the fleet for +boys--quite a 'waker-up.' Certain it was that some of us would be +told off for her. + +The dreaded morning came at last, and on the quarterdeck of the +'Terror' we assembled to await our destiny. "Boys whose names I now +mention," said the officer, "will join the 'Bellerophon,' the +flagship of the fleet." Then followed a long list of names. +These 'Bellerophon' boys realised at the time it was better to be +fortunate than rich. In proceeding, the officer said:--"Eight boys +will join the 'Emerald.'" There was a silence that could be felt at +this expression, and all, excepting those who had been told off, +looked downcast and fearful. "Their names are," he continued, +"so-and-so, so-and-so . . . . and Cowling." "And the lot fell upon +Jonah." + +It took me many hours to recover from this blow, but the whole of us +received the sympathy of all the other boys, who regarded us as +embryo martyrs. Next day we eight were taken on board the 'Emerald' +in her steam-launch, which came to fetch us. On boarding the ship, I, +in looking round to observe what kind of man it was who wielded the +cane, fell headlong down the hatchway with my bag of clothes. This I +thought was an admirable introduction. + + + +CHAPTER IV + +THREE YEARS ON H.M.S. 'EMERALD' + +I was ordered to join mess No. 7, to which belonged twenty seamen of +different ratings. According to naval etiquette, the boy, together +with a different seaman each day, who is termed cook of the mess, has +to prepare the dinner, fetch the victuals, clean the utensils and +take the dinner of any absentee to the galley to keep warm. In +addition to these domestic duties, he has his work in the watch to +which he belongs. + +The First West Indian Cruise + +Refitting work was finished, and in the month of January 1890 we left +Bermuda for the West Indies. This was my first sea trip on the +'Emerald,' as I had joined her a few days prior to Christmas 1889. We +visited most of the islands in the Indies, and, on the whole, it was +an eventful cruise. It would be a transgression of space on my part +to enter into all the details of it, such as narrating occasions when +we were caught in sudden squalls and how our gallant ship acted +under stress of weather, though on one occasion a large cutter was +washed away from the davits. However, I will narrate in brief one or +two incidents. One night whilst lying at anchor off Dominica, the +searchlight was used by way of practice. It was directed toward +shore, and whilst traversing it from right to left, the beams of +light enveloped a negro on the beach, who stood bewildered, +transfixed. After a moment's hesitation he bounded away like a hare, +the rays of light still following him, caused by manoeuvring the +instrument on board. Breathless he halted, and then in a most +terrified manner he turned about and ran in the opposite direction. +For a minute the searchlight was not moved, and the man was in the +safety of darkness. Judge of his dismay when again the light was +played upon him, whilst he was resting from his rapid wanderings up +and down the beach. Needless to say, it had the same effect. Little +did the negro dream what fun he was causing amongst the bluejackets +on our forecastle. Really, it was a shame to torment him so. + +At another island I went ashore with a party of seamen, and entered a +plantation, where we freely helped ourselves to bunches of bananas, +cocoanuts and other fruit. We were under the impression that fruit of +this kind was common property, even as blackberries are in this our +own land, and this explains the weight of our heavy burdens on our +return journey. But this impression was soon to be banished from our +mind, for presently we came in contact with a gentleman, who, +understanding whence we had come, put a price on all our fruit. The +burdens in consequence became considerably lightened. I had to +satisfy myself with a few cocoanuts which cost a penny each, and was +compelled to leave behind my much loved bananas. + +At Barbadoes each watch was granted forty-eight hours' leave. In +company with others I landed to visit the sugar-cane plantations. +These canes were being cut down by the thousand, and carted to the +mill, where between two immense rollers the juice was extracted. Our +guide passed round to each of us a cup of this juice to taste. He +then instructed us as to the different processes by which sugar is +made, and gave us the opportunity to see the large tanks in which it +was stowed. In these huge tanks was to be found sugar from the +highest degree of refinement down to the lowest degree of +inferiority. But the sight which struck me most of all was the +treacle-pit. I might enlarge upon the last sentence, but I forbear. + +In one harbour there was a sailing match, the competition being +between the boats of the fleet. The second cutter of our ship, of +which I was one of the crew, entered for the race. With the halyards, +the sail was hoisted to the uppermost point, and the sheets pulled +taut aft. With a fresh breeze away we scudded. The boat, was soon on +her beam ends, taking in large quantities of water, which we bailed +out with our caps; still, this did not matter, as she was bounding +through the water like a wild thing. Crash! Crash! Went the mast, and +the boat was nearly capsized. The midshipman who steered her had +endeavoured to weather a schooner lying at anchor, but failed, +colliding with her jib-boom. The mast was lashed in a temporary +manner, and we proceeded, but not far, when a sudden gust of wind +disabled us. We were signalled back to the ship and disqualified for +further racing. + +The cruise being over, we returned to Bermuda with the fleet, and +after taking in stores, left for the Newfoundland fisheries. Two +other ships accompanied the 'Emerald' (V12)--the 'Pelican' and +'Buzzard.' On this cruise, our captain being senior to the other two, +we stood in the relationship of flagship to them, and flew the +Commodore's flag until such time as we should again meet the +Admiral's ship, when it would be struck. + +Before making any observations upon some incidents of this cruise, I +will give the reader in barest outline a sketch of life on board a +naval sea-going ship. At sea each man gets four and six hours' rest +each alternate night--that is, if he keeps the first watch of the +night, 8 to 12 p.m., his resting hours are from 12 to 4. At 4 he has +to rise again and scrub decks, whereas if he is in his hammock from 8 +to 12, then he keeps the middle watch, returning to his rest at 4. +Let us imagine the ship at sea. It is midnight. The bell is struck. +Immediately is heard a deep bass voice to and fro the lower deck-- +"All the starboard watch! Heave out! heave out! heave out! Show a leg! +show a leg! All the starboard Watch! Show a leg!" which means "Turn +out of your hammock." At five minutes past midnight, a tinkle of a +bell is heard, followed by the same deep voice calling "Watch to +muster!" Every seaman has to run to the quarterdeck, and on the +midshipman calling his name, has to give in his number. This being +done the boatswain's mate pipes, "Sea-boats' crew and relieves fall +in." + +In answer to this call the crew of the lifeboat and certain men of +the watch who have special duties to perform, called 'tricks,' during +the next four hours, present themselves before the quarter-master, +who, being satisfied that the correct number there, dismisses them. +Two look-out men are required for each hour of the watch, four for +steering, the weather and lee helmsman being relieved every two +hours, eight for the chains. The uniform time for heaving the lead, +by which is ascertained the depth of water, is one hour, but as +circumstances alter cases, it was found necessary on our fishery +cruises to reduce the time one-half. So intense was the cold that +each man upon entering the chain would bathe his hands in warm +grease, provided for the purpose of enabling him to heave the lead. +Here is a little story in connection with this 'trick.' Two men +agreed one night to toss up a penny and to decide thereby as to which +of them should do the full hour, in order that one of them might be +relieved from his work--for, be it said, unless there are yards to +trim, or sails to furl or set, the watch on deck can lie down to +rest, but under no circumstance is any seaman allowed to go below +until the four hours are expired. However, after a little parleying, +they came to the conclusion that each would do his own 'trick.' +Accordingly one did his duty, and was awaiting, to be relieved by the +other, but not a trace of him could be discovered for some time, +until at length he was found sleeping behind a large gun. This man +then told his mate, by way of explanation, that he had had a dream in +which he dreamt they both tossed up and he had won, and that +therefore the one wanting relief was to do the hour's trick. + +When daylight dawns the 'look-out' is transferred from the topgallant +forecastle to the forecross trees, or, if sail is set, to the +foretopsail yard. Many an hour have I spent, from time to time, on +the topsail yard, often sick and giddy, when the ship has been +rolling and dipping. Thoughts of home would gather in my mind, and +there aloft, where no human eye could see, have I cried aloud, giving +vent to my pent-up feelings. Sick, I say, yes, and bareheaded, using +my cap for a sanitary purpose, rather than get into trouble by being +sick overt the sails. + +At 9 a.m. is the inspection of uniform, followed by prayers. Should +it be Tuesday or Thursday, rifles and cutlasses are inspected, and +each man is supposed to wear his boots. This to many is hateful. In +my watch was a man named Timothy Hennesy, who on 'small-arm' days +would bind with spun-yarn his big toe, thereby giving the inspecting +officer the impression he had hurt it, and was in consequence excused +from wearing his boots. + +Following this inspection, one watch goes below to make or mend their +clothes, and the other remains on deck until noon. Dinner is piped, +but it is not very tempting to one's appetite. Salt pork or beef with +preserved potatoes form the menu. Spending the greater part of the +three years at sea, our share of salt food was abundant, and in order +to prevent scurvy, lime-juice was distributed. + +After this meal the watches change again, the forenoon watch below +going on deck until 4 p.m., the other remaining below. + +I once endeavoured to make me a flannel. The stitches I must confess, +were long and irregular; but worse than that, when attaching the +sleeves to the main part, I misplaced end for end, so that when I +came to try on this novel garment the wide part hung in bights around +my wrist, the narrow part fitting tightly round my arm. So much for +my reversed sleeves. No more sowing engaged my time in the watch +below. + +At 4 p.m. tea is piped. It consists of a basin of tea minus milk, and +a small allowance of hard biscuit. Food being so scanty in the navy, +the sailors apply this appellation to their mess, 'The Drum,' thus +signifying that as far as food is concerned the mess is as empty as a +drum. "Which drum do you belong to?" they ask. + +Half an hour being allowed for tea, then another inspection of the +crew in night clothing takes place. Sail drill is then engaged in for +a couple of hours, and the routine of the day is brought to an end by +the washing of clothes. + +At twilight the look-out man is called down from the mast-head, and +takes up his position on the forecastle, the bow lights being lit at +the same time. Hammocks are hung up at 7.30 p.m., and supper is +indulged in, which the messes buy at the canteen, none being provided +by the Admiralty. + +The life of a sailor boy is a very unpleasant one in a seagoing ship. +Early in the morning he has to take his hammock on deck to undergo +the inspection of the ship's corporal, who, before the boy is allowed +to stow it, satisfies himself it is lashed up in the uniform manner. +Then follows the inspection of knees and elbows, and should any boy +not be clean, the others are deputed to scrub him. Next comes the +climbing of the mast-head. These are but three of the many +inconveniences he has to suffer until such time as he is rated O.D. +or ordinary seaman. + +Every one knows that discipline and cleanliness go hand in hand on +board our men-of-war. In fact the latter is carried to an absurd +extreme. From four to six in the early morning, it is almost +impossible watch below to snatch a little sleep, as immediately over +their heads are men scrubbing, or holystoning the upper deck. I fail +to see that "cleanliness is next to godliness" under such +circumstances. + +Saturday is essentially a cleaning day, and nothing is overlooked. +Decks are made as white and clean as possible, cables are +whitewashed, guns are burnished; in short, everything appears brand +new. The captain's inspection takes place every Sunday morning. So +particular was our captain that he would never hesitate to descend +into magazines to inspect every little corner, although the whitewash +on the sides of these small rooms rubbed against his uniform at each +movement. + +It was ever a great load removed from the mind of the petty officer +who had charge of flats and certain parts of the deck when his +inspection was over. But if fault had been found great was their +fear. + +The payment of the crew, as in all ships, took place on the first day +of each month. "Hands to muster for payment, soap and tobacco!" would +shout the boatswain's mate. Any man was at liberty to forego the last +two items, or the whole three for that matter. As a rule, however, +most of the crew took up their money and bar of soap--two very +needful requisites, the non-smokers preferring their two shillings in +lieu of the two pounds of tobacco the value of which was deducted +from the next month's payment. + +The First Newfoundland Cruise + +Now for the first fishery cruise. Halifax was our next port of call +after leaving Bermuda. Halifax seemed dear to us after we had paid +our first visit there, the reason being rather a curious one. +Bum-boat men were wont to visit the ships with large quantities of +sausages, which were quickly bought up, being regarded as a luxury. I +have seen the cook's galley crowded with seamen frying these +sausages, and on several occasions a sentry was placed to prevent a +crush. Halifax! Sausages! The two names were synonymous to our crew, +and even to-day I cannot partake of sausages without my thoughts +wandering off to Halifax. Who can tell the laws of mental +association! It was here that I first saw the present Prince of +Wales, who then was in command of the gun-boat 'Thrush.' Ere leaving +this port each man of the three fishery ships was served out with a +pair of sea-boots and warm underclothing, in preparation for the +intense cold we should feel on the Newfoundland and Labrador coasts. +I understand the Canadian Government were responsible for this, +kindly distribution. We left for St. John's, Newfoundland, and this +port was our headquarters for the next few months. In cruising around +the island from time to time, the most awe-inspiring sights were the +ice-bergs and ice-fields which we passed day by day. Forteau Bay, the +place where the gun-boat 'Lily' was wrecked, was pointed out to me. +Sad to relate, we lost a shipmate on this voyage. Scudding along one +morning under a fair wind with all sail set, and the crew cleaning +guns, suddenly there arose the cry "Man overboard! Away lifeboat!" +The order was "Heave to!" The poor fellow, however, had sunk beneath +the sea almost instantly. The water being so bitterly cold it was +supposed the cramp seized him. He, at the time of the accident, was +outside the ship cleaning the muzzle of a gun, when she gave a lurch +which overbalanced him into the sea. No frivolity was there that day, +or for the ensuing week, amongst the crew. The unhappy event had a +moral effect upon us all, and a deep solemnity prevailed. + +Leaving the fisheries, bound for Bermuda, we called at Halifax to +return loan-stores, such as our boots and warm clothing. Arriving at +Bermuda, our ship was put in the floating dock and overhauled +preparatory to our second visit to the West Indies. Here again we +spent our second Christmas. Just a word about it. Christmas day in +the navy is recognised as the day of days. Even the ordinary routine +is reversed, so that instead of the seamen pumping water, and +sweeping decks, and similar duties, the petty officers do it. Then, I +may say, nothing is overlooked in the way of choice victuals. Each +man, as Christmas approaches, contributes to the caterer of his mess, +so that no luxury may be lacking on Christmas day. Added to this, the +canteen allowed each man six shillings, and this of course meant +several pounds to each mess. Stint is a foreign word to most naval +men, and Christmas-tide is a demonstration of this fact. + +Messes emulate each other as to decorations. Many crafty and +dexterous men are there in all our ships who take a delight in this +kind of work: they also vie with each other as to the quality of +their plum puddings. Time would fail to tell you the ingredients with +which they are made. This I know, that if one 'duff' should contain +an extra ingredient to any other, that same 'duff' is pronounced the +best. The number of ingredients, then, forms the standard of judgment +for naval plum puddings. + +On this occasion a Dutch ship was lying near to the 'Emerald.' Most +of the crew paid a visit on board, and having an abundance of good +things, we welcomed them to enjoy them with us. To be sure no +objection was raised on their part. Having thoroughly enjoyed their +dinner, they exclaimed in broken English: "Good Engish Navy, we +should dike to be in you navy to have food dike dis--we git no good +dhings dike dese." Poor souls! evidently they understood we had at +all times a similar mid-day meal, but this belief would have been +contradicted by experience had they sat to dinner with us within +three days. The Dutch sailors grew fond of us, and we of them, and +this bond of social friendship was created on Christmas day, which I +think was rather unique, as it fulfilled the spirit of the words:-- + +"Peace on earth, goodwill to men." + +On the fisheries the captain had met with an accident, and was +granted six weeks' leave at Bermuda. It being noised abroad that both +he and his lady were coming on board at Christmas to inspect the +decorations, special interest therefore was taken in the same, and +the decorators excelled themselves in their art, far beyond the limit +of the previous year's display. No pains were spared, no time +begrudged to make everything as beauteous as possible. I have a +secret notion that although the captain had not been on board for +several weeks, being an invalid ashore, that such lovely decorations +were not altogether a manifestation of sympathy on the part of the +crew toward him, but rather the motive power, or the cause, of which +the decorations were the effect, lay in the fact that his lady was +accompanying him. That explains it. A word to the wise is sufficient. + +The idlers' mess (all tradesmen in the navy are termed idlers with +the exception of carpenters) made an artificial fountain. It was +surrounded with huge stones and dripping moss, and several spouts +were in full play. It was most certainly a work of skill. + +All hands were on the watch for the approach of the steam launch +bearing the two distinguished visitors. Presently she hove in sight, +and also another from the 'Bellerophon' bringing the Admiral of the +Fleet. In a short time the three were inspecting the lower deck. In +each mess stood the cook, holding on a plate a piece of plum pudding +for them to taste. As they entered each compartment pop-guns were +fired as a salute. + +Over one mess were inscribed these words:-- + +"Sir Baldwin's proved a noble man + Around the coast of Newfoundland, + And we hope the Queen will make him K.C.B." + +When the inspection was over the boatswain's mate piped--"Clear lower +deck: hands cheer Captain and his lady," and ere the two had reached +the upper deck, the drum and fife band played + +"For he's a jolly good fellow." + +Three cheers for the captain and his lady were heartily shouted by +the crew. So overcome by these expressions of loyalty was the captain +that he gave orders to the master-at-arms to inform the ship's +company that words failed him to give an adequate reply. + +The Second West Indian Cruise + +On the 4th of the next month we departed for our second West Indian +cruise with the fleet. I may here remark that we had three men on +board who bore the names of Shrodnisky, Taglabeau, and Dobrisky, +their nationality being Russian, French, and Dutch respectively. The +former had the honour of being the ship's organist, but for some +reason now resigned. The chaplain understanding I could play, sent +for me, and asked if I would accept the post of organist and commence +the duty on the following Sunday. I was very glad and thankful of +such an opportunity presented to me, and replied in the affirmative, +not entirely because it meant fivepence a day extra to my service +pay, though of course this was a consideration, but mainly for the +reason that it would afford me privileges for musical culture. + +The Sunday came, and I must have played the instrument +satisfactorily, as at the conclusion of the service the captain +congratulated me, intimating also that free access to his cabin, in +which the organ was kept, should be afforded me whenever he was +staying ashore at any port on the station. I thanked him, and seized +such opportunities as they presented themselves for the purpose of +practising. + +It may be of interest to remark that when church was 'rigged,' +capstan bars supported by a bucket at each end constituted the +extempore pew. + +I have often wished that such arrangements might be made in some +places of worship. It would ensure a wide-awake congregation, for the +seats would then be three inches in width without a back. + +On this second visit to the West-Indies we had many poor Sundays-- +poor, I mean, from a sailor's point of view. The organ was often +lashed, and I had enough to do to keep my balance, the crew on such +occasions clinging to fixtures such as hatchways and stanchions with +one hand, and holding the hymn-book in the other, singing heartily:-- + +"Eternal Father! strong to save, + Whose arm hath bound the restless wave." + +But some may ask, Had the desire to become a preacher diminished? Not +at all; it was always present with me, and truth to tell, I was ever +informing those around me, and even civilian friends ashore, that on +reaching England I should enter the ministry, though at that time of +day I knew not how my freedom was to be brought about. But confident +I was that this passion for preaching was not implanted within me to +be quenched by adverse circumstances, and often would this verse +appeal to me forcibly: "O rest in the Lord; wait patiently for Him, +and He shall give thee thy heart's desire." + +Sometimes a religious meeting was held in the cell flat, conducted by +the chaplain and a lieutenant, and my attendance at these meetings +helped me to form a slight acquaintance with the latter. On Sunday +afternoon he sent for me, saying that in the evening he was going +ashore to take the service in a large church, and asked if I would +accompany him and address the congregation. I went to my mess, and +there in quietude--for on Sunday afternoons sailors indulge in a +nap, and it was invariably so on the 'Emerald,' some asleep on the +lockers, others under the mess-table, the ditty box of each man being +the pillow--I prepared my discourse. The church was crowded that +evening, and following the lieutenant's address, a hymn was sung, and +it was singing! I have heard none like it since. I now preached to +this multitude, and how attentive they were! That was many years ago, +and I like to think that my first sermon was preached to a negro +audience in the West Indies at the age of sixteen. The subject was +Joseph as a type of Christ. + +On this second West Indian cruise the ships of the fleet took part in +a sailing match from St. Lucia to Jamaica, the 'Bellerophon' +departing a day or two in advance of the other ships. When clear of +St. Lucia the screws were lifted, as no steaming was allowed, though +I think the flagship used both steam and sail. Be that as it may, no +other ship did. This match was a great competition, each commander +doing his utmost to trim the sails to the best advantage. The +'Pelican's' commander ordered all the heavy shot to be brought astern +of his vessel, and all manner of schemes were resorted to to increase +the speed. On the fifth day at sea we sighted the 'Bellerophon' on +the horizon, and in a few hours overhauled her, thus gaining the +position of the leading ship, which was maintained until we reached +Jamaica. As the 'Emerald' passed her that day the brass band +assembled on the poop to play "See the Conquering Hero comes." The +last ship to pass her was the 'Canada,' the band playing--"Where have +you been all the day?" which undoubtedly they thought very +appropriate. The second best ship in the fleet for sailing was the +'Pelican,' and for days she kept very close to the 'Emerald,' but +never overtook her. + +As I now write, there hangs before me on the wall a picture +illustrating this race, bearing this inscription:-- + +H.M.S. 'Emerald'--12 guns. + +From St. Lucia to Jamaica, January 19, 1891. The fleet racing, the +'Emerald' beating every other ship. Band of Admiral's ship playing-- +"See the Conquering Hero comes." + +At length the fleet reached Jamaica. Two ships (V12), the +'Bellerophon' and 'Thrush,' proceeded up Kingston harbour, and on the +night upon which the Great Exhibition was opened--and I think Prince +George, the commander of the 'Thrush,' opened it--all the fleet was +decorated aloft with incandescent lights--a truly grand sight. Two +Russian ships were present, and their decorations surpassed our +English display. One of them had the initial P shining between the +foremast and mainmast, and G between the main mast and mizenmast. +This was in honour of Prince George. + +Just another incident in connection with this cruise. Our ship lay +anchored off Curaçoa, and one morning whilst hoisting the +foretopgallant mast, the mast' rope entwined round the foot of a +seaman, causing him to fall from the topsail yard to the topgallant +forecastle. He lived but a short time afterward. A coffin was made +and covered in blue cloth--the custom of the service--and we followed +him ashore to the grave. There was in harbour at the same time a +Dutch ship--in fact, the very ship whose crew we had invited on board +at Bermuda on Christmas day. The Dutchmen landed, bringing on shore +with them three beautiful wreaths, thus manifesting their sympathy +and respect. At the graveside many of them begged to be allowed to +throw in the grave a shovelful of earth, a still further proof, I +take it, of their kindly feeling toward the 'Emerald's' crew in their +loss of a shipmate. + +The fleet returned to headquarters. We prepared for the fishery +cruise, believing it to be our last. The flag-ship had now received +orders to leave for England as soon as the 'Blake' should arrive. One +morning it was reported that the flag-ship's relief was coming up the +Narrows. We had heard of this wonderful ship, of her heavy armament, +and the electric lighting system on all her decks. What wonder, then, +that we were anxious to behold her? As she drew nearer every eye was +upon her, with the exception, however, of one man, who evidently took +no interest in her arrival. He and I were together in a boat, and +whilst I was gazing on the 'Blake,' he leaned over the side of the +boat, and seized something that was floating along. He pulled it out +of the water, and threw it on my foot. In less than a minute I was in +an agony of pain, my foot swelled and burned with fiery heat, and I +jumped about like a madman. I was taken to the sick berth, and the +doctor treated it with oil and flour, which gave me a little ease. + +Now this, that my companion threw on my foot, was a fish known as a +Portuguese man-of-war--at least, that is the name by which naval men +know it. When floating on the water it resembles a glass bottle, but +under the surface it has long fangs several inches in length, and it +was these which stung me. He was very sorry that he did such a stupid +act, but I suppose having read or heard about this class of fish, he +thought he would put to an experimental test the power of its sting, +and chose my foot for that purpose. + +The Second Newfoundland Cruise. + +The 'Bellerophon' left for Plymouth the day after. Whilst all the +crews cheered her from aloft she steamed amongst the ships, her band +playing meantime 'Auld Lang Syne' and 'Home Sweet Home.' There was +more than one on the 'Emerald' who desired to be on the flag-ship +that day. We left Bermuda shortly after the 'Bellerophon' for another +fishery cruise, calling at the Port of Sausages for warm clothing-- +yes, and for more sausages. At this time I was rated an O.D., which +meant that I was regarded as a man. The dish-cloth was hung up in the +mess as an outward and visible sign that we had parted company--for I +may say until a boy is rated ordinary seaman, he is a slave to +domestic work in his mess. Another change was made with this rating-- +I was transferred from the quarter-deck part of the ship to a +flying-jib stower. A word of explanation here. The flying-boom is the +furthermost pole projecting from the ship's bow, and the sail which +is furled upon it is called the flying jib. Many narrow escapes had I +on the flying-boom, having to cling to it for dear life when the ship +dipped in the trough of the sea, causing me to be drenched through +and through; then like a fearless bird she would rise quickly toward +the sky, only to descend just as rapidly in the hollow of the next +oncoming wave. Giddy, sick, and faint have I furled with my mate the +flying jib, pinched with the cold and wet. It is impossible for me to +put down on paper what the bitterness of my life then was--it cannot +be reduced to writing. Often I found relief by stealing away to the +topgallant forecastle, and on the wash-deck locker lay with my face +buried in my arms and sob, praying to God to deliver me. + +A very monotonous cruise was this one. Anticipating as much, I bought +a melodeon at Halifax, and in my evening watch below would play some +of Sankey's hymns. The men were only too glad to sing, and presently +the whole mess deck would ring with bright and hearty singing. This +was as a tonic to me then, and is now, for nothing, to my mind, is so +inspiring as music accompanied with powerful song. + +What was our surprise one day when steaming into St. John's harbour +to find the city devastated by fire, which in some parts was still +smouldering! It appeared that the fire had broken out a day or two +previous to our arrival, and that it swept through the city in a +maddening rush, accelerated by the high winds, and the dearth of +water whereby to extinguish it. The heat, whilst the fire was raging, +was so intense that all craft in the harbour had to put to sea in +order to escape their sails being singed. Rich men's safes were taken +to the water and cast in, and our divers were given the task of +finding them again subsequently. We had looked forward to forty-eight +hours' leave, but it was out of the question now. The Governor of the +colony being absent from the capital, our captain took pre-eminence, +and placed the inhabitants under martial law. Public houses were +closed, and we patrolled the city night and day with blank and ball +cartridges, for it was thought a panic might ensue, or worse still, +that evil-disposed persons might set fire to the other side of the +harbour, where were stored thousands of tons of cod-liver oil. A +strict watch was kept afloat also, our steam-launch patrolling the +harbour all night with an armed crew. + +What about the dangerous ruins--should they be left standing? A party +of bluejackets went ashore with charges of dynamite to blow them +down. In the execution of their duty one of them found a part of the +silver communion plate which belonged to the English cathedral buried +in the debris. He brought it on board, and a skilled tradesman +converted it into various articles. I bought a ring which was made +out of it, but unfortunately lost it overboard. As to places of +worship, I think the only two which remained intact were the barracks +of the Salvation Army. As a relic of that great fire, I have in my +possession the stamp with which the books and papers in the Atheneum +reading room were marked. + +There were landed from our ship quantities of stores, such as canvas +to shelter the homeless people, and barrels of salt provisions as +their victuals. The inhabitants after a while becoming somewhat +reconciled to their misfortune, we left St. John's to see it no more, +or so we then understood. We sailed for Bermuda, calling on the way +at Halifax. "Just another cruise to the West Indies, boys, and then +to dear old England," was the comforting assurance with which we +often hailed one another. As on two previous occasions, so now again, +we spent our Christmas at Bermuda with the fleet. The decorations on +this our third Christmas-tide were not to be compared with the +preceding year--a significant sign that there had been more scope for +harmonious feeling between officers and men during the last twelve +months. "Never mind, lads, we shall spend next Christmas at home," +was the word of consolation passed from one mess to another. + +It was customary when the fleet was thus assembled to hold +battalion-days--that is to say, that all the various crews would land +with their rifles and cutlasses, and a field gun from each ship. +Headed by the flag-ship's band, we would be marched to a plain, and +there engage in infantry drill as a battalion. Meantime the guns' +crews were competing with each other as to their qualifications for +smartness. The guns would be taken to pieces, unlimbered, and +scattered on the ground, and the wheels of the gun-carriage wheeled +away a considerable distance. On the order being given to "Limber up, +and fire!" the crew which mounted its gun and fired the first shot +earned the laurels. On one occasion the gun's crew of the +'Bellerophon' gained the honour, but unfortunately, through the +neglect of one to serve the vent, the poor fellow lost his right arm, +which was blown into atoms. I am pleased to add that every man and +officer in the fleet freely gave him a day's payment, which in its +totality amounted to nearly a thousand pounds. + +It was during this stay at Bermuda that I was nearly shot dead. With +others, I had landed to do my annual firing, which is required of +every man in the navy. We had to fire ten shots from each firing +point, which were separated a hundred yards apart from each other. +There were six firing points, and therefore the limit for firing at +the target was six hundred yards. I had fired my ten shots from the +first point, and now had receded to the two hundred yards range. We +fired in couples. I had made eight bull's eyes on the target, which +delighted me, and after discharging my tenth shot my shipmate had +still to fire his. He held the rifle in the firing position, and was +in the act of pulling the trigger, when I passed within two inches of +his muzzle. I just cleared it when the bullet was fired. It would +have been my fault wholly and solely had an accident happened, as I +ought to have dropped to the rear, instead of passing to the front. +How can I doubt Providence in the light of this incident? It was God +who made the trigger hard to pull that day, and I am positive that +had it been an easy pull-off, the bullet would have passed through my +head, as my mate fired from the kneeling position. + +At Halifax all men who had no tunic were ordered to get one. A tailor +came on board and took the measurement of such men, taking on shore +the cloth to make the tunics. Twenty-six shillings were deducted from +my payment, this being the price of my tunic, as I belonged to the +class who were deficient of this article of uniform. Strange to say, +a notice was hung up on the board a few weeks later, stating that +tunics would henceforth be abolished in Her Majesty's navy. Then +followed abundant complaint. "This is a hoax," said one. "Better far +had we spent the twenty-six shillings in sausages," remarked another. +At the time this notice appeared, I had not even tried on my tunic, +and by way of comfort, it was pointed out by the officials that the +tunics might be exchanged for fruit in the West Indies. This did not +appeal very strongly to any. + +For a long time a pet goat was kept on board. (By the way, I may say +it was more of a pest than a pet.) It was the most curious animal +that ever I had seen. It took a walk around the lower deck almost +every night, making a dreadful noise which, of course, proved the +means of awaking many sailors. The mess deck in the morning was +usually strewn with boots and shoes, and the general cry was--"Where +are my shoes?" for you may be sure that he who threw such weapons at +the goat would not throw his own. Hence, if a man were looking for +his shoes in the morning, it was a sure sign that he had not been +annoyed by the goat's lower-deck visit during the night, or in other +words, that he was a very sound sleeper. + +To the carpenters, however, the goat was useful, as it had a habit of +eating the shavings which fell from their benches. That, to my mind, +was the one redeeming feature of this goat. + +While we were at Bermuda it died. Scores of men went to its funeral. +We managed to get a trolly and laid 'Billy' upon it. The procession +was formed, and away we marched through the dockyard. Some of us were +glad that we should see its face no more, others were rather +sorrowful, and expressed their sorrow by wrapping around the goat +their tunics. Never was a goat buried with such honours. I cannot +tell you how many new tunics were buried with it, but there were +many, and when it is remembered that the cost of each was twenty-six +shillings one is right in concluding it was rather an expensive +funeral. + +The Third West Indian Cruise. + +Away to the West Indies for the third and last time. We caught a +large shark during this trip. Laying at anchor one afternoon in water +which was infested by this class of fish, suddenly someone shouted, +"There's a shark caught astern!" All hands hurried aft on the poop to +see this sight. The bait, consisting of a large piece of pork, had +invited this monster, which was now writhing in pain in the water. +The gunnery instructor shot it, and with a jigger we hauled it +aboard. It was then cut open, and a dexterous marine took out its +back-bone, which he cleaned and varnished, and passing a steel rod +through the various parts made an admirable walking-stick. + +Rowing ashore in the cutter one morning I espied on the landing steps +of the pier at Jamaica a large octopus. It had been left high and +dry, and was therefore "like a fish out of water." Understanding it +was a deadly enemy, I seized a long boat-hook, with which I pierced +it to death; then drawing near, I examined it thoroughly, and counted +its suckers. + +I was at this time put in charge of the small-arm magazine, and +whenever the ship was in mock-action--usually on Friday mornings--it +was my duty to descend into the magazine, and hook on boxes of +ammunition, which were pulled up by marines to the lower deck. +Carriers would then run away to the upper deck with them, from which +place they would be hoisted aloft, for the sharp-shooters in the fore +and main tops. The duty of the men aloft in the time of war would be +to shoot the officers on board the enemy's ships. + +Occasionally the bugle would sound 'Action' by night. No specified +night was set apart for this evolution, hence it always came as a +surprise. "Coming events cast their shadow before," but this is not +applicable to 'Action' by night at sea; it is left entirely to the +captain's pleasure. The response to the bugle call is a sight never +to be forgotten. Every man dresses hurriedly--no, that is the wrong +word, for I have known them in their haste put the leg of their +trousers over their head in mistake for their jumpers, and others, +including myself, put their feet through the sleeves of the jumper, +mistaking them for trousers. And what wonder such errors are made, +when at sea no light is allowed on the lower deck by night, and all +is like sevenfold darkness! Each man has to put three hitches around +his hammock--seven are the uniform number--but the enemy is in sight, +therefore three hitches have to suffice to keep blanket and bedding +together. The hammock is then unhooked, and if the bluejacket belongs +to the former part of the ship, he has to bear it away for storage on +the topgallant forecastle; if to the after-part, he carries it away +to the poop. The reason for the hammocks being stowed on these two +places, is to provide a breakwater for the enemy's shots. + +Every man rushes away to his respective station. Sharpshooters seize +their rifles and climb the rigging; captains of broadside guns and +guns' crews repair to their guns and cast off the securing chains; +magazine men with a lantern descend the magazines. One who had never +seen this sight would find it difficult to believe with what rapidity +the movement is carried out. Two minutes after the bugle has sounded, +some such order as this is given from the officers' bridge. "Enemy +off the port bow! make ready with shrapnell shell. Distance three +thousand yards. Elevation twenty degrees." The gun loaded, the +breech-block closed, every captain of his gun stands to the rear with +the lanyard in his hand awaiting the order "Fire!" which when given, +the gun is fired, sponged and reloaded. The order might then be +given--"Prepare to ram," in which case the sights are made ready for +eight hundred yards, and the guns are fired by electricity, the guns' +crews lying down under cover of their respective guns. Other drills +are engaged in, until the bugle sounds:--"Cease firing," "Return +stores." The men after obeying this command take their hammocks below +deck, and providing they belong to the watch below, 'turn in' and +resume their sleep; if to the watch on duty, they repair to the upper +deck. + +One night whilst engaged in action an ammunition box fell upon my +hand, taking off four finger-nails. This is only one of the accidents +which happen at sea when the ship rolls heavily. + +As a ship's company our character would compare favourably with that +of any other crew on the station. There were only eight desertions, +and one court-martial case in three years. The 'Emerald' was anchored +off Dominica. One evening an order was received to prepare for sea +immediately, and proceed to St. Lucia to undergo the Admiral's +inspection the next morning. The capstan was rigged, the anchor +weighed, and soon we were at sea, and every man as busy as a bee. The +main yard was lowered and scrubbed, decks received special attention; +in fact, we were cleaning all night. In the morning we took up our +anchorage at St. Lucia. "All hands" were rushing about their work +like madmen. There was no help for it, so short had been the +Admiral's notice of his inspection. One bluejacket was whitewashing +the inboard part of the cable. The boatswain, believing he was not +doing it as quickly as he might, passed a deprecating remark. The +sailor in an instant seized a broom which lay near, and lifted it +to strike the boatswain, but hesitated, and laid it down. He was +put under arrest then and there, the charge against him being +"Attempting to strike a superior officer." The boatswain demanded a +court-martial, which was held later at Jamaica, the court passing a +sentence of eighteen months' imprisonment upon the doomed man. This +poor fellow in former years had been a heavy drinker, but during our +commission had not taken a drop of liquor--not even his daily +allowance of rum. It was understood that ere he left England he had +promised a dying sister that he would not touch intoxicants again, +and hitherto was faithful to his vow. He received the sympathy of the +captain, officers and crew. As his pay would henceforth be stopped, +though he were supporting a widowed mother, this sympathy took a +practical form. A subscription list was opened, and all subscribed. +In this way his poor mother received her half-pay as formerly, the +captain sending it home monthly. + +As a matter of fact he had served a previous term of imprisonment, +which was much in his disfavour, and he knew full well this would be +taken into consideration by the court. With this thought weighing +upon his mind, and whilst waiting his turn to appear before his +judges, he wept like a child--he who was always so brave, courageous +and manly. This is a touching instance--an instance of a poor soul +striving to do right, striving to be faithful, amid daily temptation, +to a sister who had gone before, yet because in a moment of weakness +he was overtaken in a fault, he was treated in such a harsh and cruel +manner. Certainly discipline must be maintained in the service, and +had the matter been settled by the captain, his punishment would have +been very lenient in comparison with that meted out by the court. But +the boatswain demanded a court-martial. I will not dilate on his +action, but remember the Master's words--"Blessed are the merciful, +for they shall obtain mercy." + +Concerning minor punishments, they were meted out almost daily, such +as fourteen days in a cell, seven days IOA or IOB. To be confined in +a cell is the penalty for returning on board ship intoxicated, or for +breaking several days' leave. For prudential reasons the knife and +lanyard of a seaman is taken away when the sentence of cell +confinement is passed. In his cell he has to pick a pound of oakum +daily, which is weighed every night by the ship's corporal, and his +food consists of bread and water, and for the greater part of the +confinement he is deprived of his bedding. Let me give an amusing +incident in connection with cell punishment. We had shipped at St. +John's a young man as an assistant to the captain's cook. Departing +from the naval rule of discipline, he received seven days' cell +seclusion. One night when the doctor went his usual round asking each +prisoner if all were well, this poor fellow replied: "No, sir, I have +not enough to eat; I should like a pound of cheese from the canteen." +Needless to add he obtained no cheese, and his very request indicates +how greatly he lacked knowledge concerning naval discipline, but he +learned it in the school of experience. + +I mentioned seven days IOA. Now, although I passed through my +training days without being beaten by many stripes, I was not so +fortunate in the 'Emerald,' though my punishment is but a pin-prick, +hardly worth mentioning, but I do so in order to point out that I was +no superior being. Strange man indeed would he be who, on such a ship +as the 'Emerald,' never stood as a defaulter on the quarterdeck. Yes, +I once received seven days IOA, which being interpreted means--That +the bluejacket's rum is, stopped; that he is not allowed to smoke; +that he only gets thirty minutes to dinner, and has to eat it with +other IOA men off a piece of canvas spread out on the upper deck, and +the other half of the dinner hour he has to whitewash spare cells: +moreover, that he has to rise at 4 a.m. mornings and scrub decks--all +this included in IOA. My readers will readily notice that the first +clause is a means of strengthening the temperance cause, and +non-smokers will see no punishment in the second clause, whilst those +who are fond of picnics will consider the third clause a pleasure, +but the pinch is felt in the fact that during IOA one's leave +is cancelled. Now, IOB is similar to IOA with one or two slight +modifications. + +Although I was not a smoker I once spat on the deck, and was marked +doing so by the first lieutenant. He ordered me to patrol the deck in +my spare time with a cutlass, and to capture the first man who +repeated the sin, Next day I discovered a transgressor and took him +aft to the officer of the day, before whom he confessed and was +ordered to relieve me of the cutlass. The sin was a general one, I +take it, if judged by the number of men to whom the sword was +transferred. + +The Third Newfoundland Cruise. + +The last southern cruise was drawing to an end, and many were the +conjectures as to which place we should depart for England, but the +general belief was that it would be Bermuda. When arriving here, at +the conclusion of the cruise, we heard news which faded the brightest +hope and caused much murmuring. It was to the effect that we had to +sail to the fisheries once more. Away to Halifax for another share of +warm clothing' and at this port complaining ceased, and I will let +you into a secret--the sausages proved the remedy. Who could grumble +when living upon such dainties? + +On reaching St. John's we saw great improvements in the city. During +our absence wooden buildings had been erected, and the appearance of +a devastated place had vanished. I will write of two incidents which +occurred--the first being pleasant, the second unpleasant. Our ship +had moored one evening in a creek on the west of Newfoundland. It was +a notorious place for salmon. A large net was put across the creek at +its narrowest width, and on hauling it into the boat ninety salmon +were caught. These were distributed to the messes, who all enjoyed +the salmon dinner, being a pleasant change from salt meat. + +Sailing in the second cutter with a high wind blowing and having 'put +about,' I noticed the lee-main-stay was not made fast, but was +dangling outside the boat. I rose from the bottom of the cutter and +stretched out my hand to seize it, when instantly the lee gunwale +dipped under water and so did I, with the exception of my right leg, +which was jammed crossways in the rowlock. In this position I was +carried along for a distance of forty yards, and when the squall had +passed over, the boat's crew pulled me in. When naval cutters are +under sail the rowlock fittings are filled up with a piece of wood, +which corresponds to the fitting. Someone had neglected to slip this +piece of wood into the rowlock which held me by the foot. Thank God +for that neglect; it was a kindly Providence, for it saved my life +from drowning. + + + +CHAPTER V + +HOMEWARD BOUND + +Homeward Bound! All our stores which we borrowed from Halifax were +transferred to the 'Pelican' for her to return. We left St. John's +harbour one Sunday evening en route to Plymouth. The crews of the +'Buzzard' and 'Pelican' hailed us 'farewell' as we slowly steamed +away from our moorings, and crowds of people gathered on the wharfs +to witness our departure. The paying-off pennant was streaming far +astern, and every heart felt glad to see it. It was a sign of +something beyond expression. Just one more look at the city, a +hastening glance at our two companion ships, and we had cleared the +harbour. In an hour the land was lost to view, and we were in a dense +fog, ploughing the deep, bound for Old England. The wind proving +favourable, plain sail was made, and for the next five days we made +rapid headway. On the sixth day the wind veered round to the opposite +quarter, and in consequence sails were furled, and our speed +decreased. However, we were able to make sail again on the ninth day. + +What was my intense joy when on the morning of the eleventh day the +man on the look-out shouted "Eddystone Lighthouse off the port bow, +sir!" This delightful cry had almost the same effect as if the +boatswain's mate had piped, "Clear lower deck," as nearly all hands +rushed on deck. Breakfast was piped shortly afterwards, but only a +scanty number went below to partake of it. I stood entranced with the +old familiar scenes which were now becoming more and more visible; in +fact, I cannot tell what feelings took possession of me. I have often +since felt that the three years' separation from home and loved ones +were compensated by the joy of home-coming. + +Yes, there was Maker Tower--the last object I beheld when leaving +Plymouth in the 'Himalaya' three years before. Nearer and nearer we +sailed until all the surroundings became distinct. Rame Head was +passed, then Penlee Point, and now the Breakwater Lighthouse loomed +in sight. + +"Clear lower deck! Hands shorten and furl sail!" was the order. "Come +along, lads, it is the last time," said some sympathetic voices. + +The guns were made ready for saluting the Admiral and the Port. Then, +having anchored, the salute was fired, the port guard-ship replying. +A dense fog now settled down on Plymouth Sound, much to my +disappointment, for I was on the look-out for my father's approach. +Soon there was a cluster at boats round the ship, which had conveyed +from the shore all manner of commercial men--Jews with watches for +sale, and tailors with their patterns--for no bluejacket would be +without his private suit--and others with articles of food. Only a +limited number, however, were allowed on board. + +My uncle, who resided at Kingsand, had noticed our early arrival in +the Sound. He had been requested by my mother to keep a sharp +look-out for the 'Emerald.' She had given him money to purchase some +food to bring afloat to me. He fulfilled his request with the +greatest satisfaction, for an hour after we had anchored, he was on +board, with a basket of provisions, enquiring for me. I gave him a +hearty welcome, all the more so on account of the basket he bore, as +I had foregone my biscuit and cocoa that morning and had had nothing +to eat. I will just add that the contents of his basket were eagerly +devoured by me and my mess-mates. + +My father, so it afterward proved, had been on the Hoe every morning +recently, to see if the 'Emerald' had arrived, but on account of the +fog this morning he did not walk there, knowing that such a fog would +hide the Sound from view, so he contented himself with making +enquiries, and was told that no ship had come from sea. As the day +wore on he chanced to be in a shop in Plymouth, when one of the +stewards of the 'Emerald' entered it, to purchase. That was enough! +He flew away, bringing with him a large box of the best provisions +that money could buy--it had been packed a whole week in readiness +for my home-coming, so as there should be no delay when the ship +arrived. A waterman rowed him down the Sound. In my heart I knew +there was some mistake, as otherwise my father would have been one +of the first to board the ship. + +However, about 3 p.m. someone called down the hatchway for me. +Instantly I bounded away to the gangway, there to greet my father, +who was now on board. We spent an hour together, and at 4 p.m. all +visitors were 'piped' out of the ship. The coal was shipped--for we +had been coaling all day. + +The boats were hoisted, and the anchor weighed. Being a member of the +drum and fife band on the 'Emerald,' whose work was to play marches +while the capstan was being manned, I must say that our march on this +occasion was out of place. A gallop would have been suitable. With +four men on each capstan bar, it was nothing less than a maddening +whirl, whilst the cry sounded-- + +"Heave ho! The last time my hearties." + +We left Plymouth for Portsmouth to payoff. One of the Portsmouth +outfitters had made it his business to come to Plymouth, and to take +the return passage in our ship. Truly he was a highly favoured man. +Nor was he idle, for he was measuring men for suits of clothes the +most of the night. I suppose he did not mind such night-work. We +sighted Portsmouth in the morning, and after doing the customary +steam trials, proceeded up harbour. Here, as at Plymouth, there were +all classes of business men waiting in boats to besiege the ship. +Most of them met with disappointment, as only a few were allowed on +board. This matter was the cause of complaint being made in an +evening paper, which said: "No such restriction was ever manifested +by any other ship coming home from a foreign station," and after +dwelling on the treatment which had been shown to many who had come +alongside the 'Emerald,' the paragraph concluded with words to this +effect:--"That the 'Emerald's' commission had been far from being a +happy one," words which contained a great deal of truth. + +In the course of a few days we made fast alongside the jetty, and +returned stores. This taking a month, then came paying-off day. This +day is generally associated with the idea of a nice sum of money, but +it was far from being so in my case as you shall see. My father had +asked me at Plymouth if I should have sufficient money to pay my +railway fare from Portsmouth to Devonport. Anticipating I should +receive enough for this purpose ort paying-off day, I replied in the +affirmative. But during the month at Portsmouth it gradually dawned +upon me that my money due would amount to but a very little. +Accordingly, I wrote home, informing my parents of the same, +requesting them to send me three pounds. + +Having no curios with me save a folding looking-glass which I bought +at Cape Breton Island, and a figured handkerchief from the Jamaica +exhibition, I went ashore one evening at Portsmouth and bought a few +little presents to carry home to my relatives in order that they +should possess something to regard as a token of the 'Emerald's' +home-coming. I did not inform them they were bought at Portsmouth, +and for a time they were prized as presents brought home from foreign +parts. I gave my father a walking-stick, but I rather think that he +from the first knew it was a native of England. Anyhow, the joke has +been discovered since, and has caused much laughter from time to time +in the home circle. + +Three days before the dispersion the chaplain sent for me. On going +aft to his cabin, he said, "Cowling, you may have the harmonium." I +thanked him heartily for this present. Not desiring to take it home +with me, I sold it to a local musician for seventeen shillings, with +which I bought a reefer jacket to wear home. At last the happy day +came. The captain, with his officers grouped on the quarterdeck, and +the paymaster with his staff, began the work of payment. On the +seaman's name being called, he stepped toward the pay-table and gave +his number on the ship's book; then receiving the money due to him +walked out of the gangway. It was now my turn, and although some of +the men received from sixty to eighty, and one a hundred pounds, +mine was the modest sum of three shillings and sixpence, despite the +fact that I had been receiving eightpence a day in addition to most +of them--five pence as the organist, and threepence for being a +flute-player. + +How do I account for the contrast? In this way. Some men did the +washing of others, charging threepence per piece, and a shilling for +scrubbing a hammock, and others owned a sewing-machine with which in +spare time they made uniform suits. Washing and sewing men were bent +upon having a good pay-day. These two classes of men would seldom buy +any article from the canteen. I should not say they were niggardly or +selfish--their course probably was governed by self-denial, or it may +be that their future marriage day was the solution of their conduct. +As for myself, I never could eat with relish any service food, +consequently most of my wages was spent in canteen food, and the +remainder on shore. Therefore on paying-off day I received my few +shillings as contentedly as those did who were the recipients of many +pounds, for I had utilised my money in one way, and they were about +to do so in another. That is all. + +Little groups of men gathered on the wharf to wish each other +'good-bye,' as it was not likely they would ever meet again. I often +think of Collins, who belonged to the same section of the starboard +watch as I. He was a very witty fellow. He was asked one day where +his messmate Jack Frost was? In reply he answered, "He is on the +fore-yard shooting sparrows for the sick." This was amusing, +considering at the time we were in a heavy gale far out at sea. On +another occasion a civilian at Halifax asked him, "What do you +sailors get to eat at sea?" "We live on wind and chew daylight," was +his answer. + +When outside the dockyard gates I made off to a restaurant for +refreshment, and then caught the train for Devonport, reaching it at +8 p.m. My father and a friend were on the platform to meet me. We +took a cab to the quay, from which a waterman rowed us across the +harbour. Then a journey of another three miles in a carriage, and I +was at home, sweet home. My mother and sisters, who had been on the +tiptoe of expectation for the last hour, now bounded out of the room +as the front door was opened, and I cannot describe what transpired +in the lobby for the next few minutes. The tears of joy being wiped +away, we all sat down to supper, my companion--he who tasted the +leather strap in our school days--being invited to swell the number, +and to complete the welcome home. Supper ended, I was made the +recipient of various gifts from my parents and sisters. Amongst other +things which my mother gave me was a jersey which she had knitted-- +every stitch of it. It happened one day that my sister took the work +in hand and did a little in the making of it, but when my mother +discovered this transgression, she lovingly unravelled the stitches, +for she said "she desired to make it all herself." Such is a mother's +love! Every winter since I have worn the jersey, and even now am +wearing it on this cold December day as I pen these lines. + +Six weeks' leave were granted me for my absence of three years, which +is the naval scale--that is a fortnight for each year, and I carried +in my pocket the liberty ticket. Let me tell you what is written on +it: The bearer's name, his height; the complexion of his hair, the +colour of his eyes, his visible marks (if any) and the nature +thereof, also a statement to the effect that he is free from arrest +up to a given date which is specified--if not on board his ship at +the authorised hour on that date he is regarded as a leave-breaker +and punished accordingly. + +The six happy weeks passed away all too quickly, and I returned to +the Royal Naval Barracks, or, as is understood in naval circles +H.M.S. 'Vivid' From here, I was drafted to the gunnery college, +H.M.S. 'Cambridge.' It was on this ship that I first saw our present +King, he having come on board to inspect the guns' crews at drill, +accompanied by his brother, the Duke of Edinburgh, who at the time +was Commander-in-Chief of Devonport. After passing through a course +of gunnery, which lasted eighteen months, I was sent back to the +'Vivid.' Being entirely out of touch with a seaman's life, I +requested to "see the captain" with a view of changing my rating to +that of a ship's writer. He granted my appeal conditionally, which +meant, that if I were in harbour when the next examination took +place, I should be allowed to sit, but if away on a foreign station, +of course it would be impossible. To qualify myself in order to +succeed in passing this examination I received private tuition when +ashore, for which I paid very dearly. Meantime an order was received +by the officials to send a draft of bluejackets to Portsmouth to +bring to Devonport H.M.S. 'Rupert.' We went to Portsmouth by train. +Whilst engaged in taking ammunition on board, a box of heavy +cartridge fell on my right foot, and took off the tip of a toe. + +I was barefooted, as it was a wet day. Being carried to the sick +berth, my foot was treated and bound, and I was ordered to my +hammock. On arrival at Devonport, the sick-berth steward took me to +the hospital in the naval barracks, where I lay in bed six weeks. You +will perceive that my right foot has been unfortunate. It was the +right foot which was jammed in the crevice of the rocks the right +foot upon which the Portuguese man-of-war was flung, and now again +the right foot which received the fall from the ammunition box. + +Time wore away, and I was in a state of expectation as to what date +the examination would take place. To my bitter disappointment I was +told there was to be none that year. Then I began to fear lest before +the next I should be sent away to sea, and thus lose my opportunity +to enter. Again I was drafted to the 'Cambridge,' as one of her +ship's company, and I still resumed my scholastic tuition ashore. A +thrill of dread used to seize me when observing the ship's corporal +walking along the deck bearing a slate, as it was an indication that +someone was to be called upon to prepare for sea. Is it I? was the +thought which filled my mind. However, the year had nearly passed +away, and I was deeply anxious over the forthcoming examination. +"Surely there will be one this year, as there was none last." Such +was my reasoning. + +One day at the conclusion of my lesson, my tutor said he had very, +unpleasant news to break to me. It was this:--That an examination +would be held for civilians only, and that an order had been received +stating that no seaman should be allowed to change his rating. Oh, I +thought, was ever any disappointment so vexatious as mine? I left his +house with a wounded spirit, and, having crossed the harbour, walked +toward home, a journey of three miles, weeping bitterly and praying +nearly all the way. The very heavens above seemed to me as brass, and +my horizon appeared dark as the blackness of night; not a streak of +light could I find. For two years I had been studying and working +hard to qualify for this examination, and had spent most of my +earnings in tuition, and now the issue was that in spite of my utter +dislike to a naval life as a sailor, I must still pursue it. + +The memory of that awful journey comes to mi mind very forcibly at +times, and when I hear or know of any sore disappointment occurring +in one's life, I fervently pray to God that such disappointment may +be immersed in the waters of kindly help and sympathy. May the Christ +of Gethsemane comfort all wounded hearts, all crushed spirits, and +make sorrow the seed of a new hope, even as He did in my life. + +On reaching home that evening my parents observed that I had been +weeping, and on asking the cause, the pent-up grief again burst +forth. Gradually I became calm, and conveyed to them the news which I +had received from my tutor, the naval schoolmaster. They both agreed +there and then, that by God's help I should be released from my +unbearable life, and that steps should be taken immediately to that +end. + +Shortly after I came home from sea I attended the Congregational +Church at Cawsand, and here, under the influence of my pastor's +preaching, made a decision for Christ. He soon put me in harness in +church work, and for more than two years I studied theology under +him, he kindly coming to my home every Monday evening to help me in +that direction. Occasionally he set me an examination paper, and +assisted me educationally in every way. This course of theological +study began while I was yet in the navy, and often when boat-keeper +at the lower boom of the 'Cambridge' have I spent hours in study. To +test my preaching abilities, the Rev. Stephen Stroud, for such was my +pastor's name, would take me into his church, where in a pew he would +sit as a listening critic, while I preached from the pulpit. + +The next day I went to him and intimated my parents' decision in +consequence of my vexation, and that they wished to purchase my +discharge if possible, whereupon he gave me a letter to take to the +commander of the ship. In the course of a few days I stood before him +on the quarterdeck, and made known my desire to quit the service, +and my detestation of a sailor's life. He did not thwart me in +any way, but said the request would have to be brought before the +Commander-in-Chief of the port, and the Admiralty. + + + +CHAPTER VI + +LEAVING THE NAVY + +Nearly three weeks had passed--oh, what an anxious time it was! Was +there another sorrow in store for me? God forbid. Well, one day at +noon, just as I had reached the ship in the staff gig, to which boat +I belonged, the quartermaster rushed to the gangway and shouted-- +"Cowling, you are wanted on the quarterdeck immediately." I lost no +time in getting there. In another minute I stood face to face with +the captain, who informed me that the Admiralty had granted my +discharge. "Right-about-turn! Quick march," was the order of the +master-at-arms, but, believe me, it was more of a run than a march. +My messmates were forehead awaiting the result, and as I approached +them a dozen voices shouted--"How goes it?" "All's well," I replied. +"You are fortunate," said they. Dinner was now piped, but I wanted +none--my desire was to get on terra firma as speedily as possible. I +pulled my bag from the rack, turned it upside down on the deck, +distributing all the clothes contained therein, to the value of +fifteen pounds. Then I wished my messmates 'good-bye' and went ashore +in a gig, feeling like a bird released from a cage. Thus ended my +naval career, extending to a period of seven years and nine days. I +keep in my study an envelope containing my discharge paper and the +receipt for same, which cost eighteen pounds. In reading it, as I +sometimes do, my thoughts are carried backward to the day of +liberation. + +My messmates had decided to present me with a beautiful Bible, which +I never received, for this reason. Scarcely a week had passed from +the day I stepped on shore a free man, when an order was sent from +headquarters for a large draft of seamen to be sent to different +parts of the world. Nearly all my former mates were numbered amongst +the draft. Consequently they were scattered far apart, and no steps +could be taken to carry out their intention. The kind feeling which +prompted it I appreciate and accept, as showing what they would have +done had the opportunity been forthcoming. + +Even in the weeding out of the 'Cambridge' this large company of men, +I observe God's providence at work in my own life, for doubtless I +should have been included in the draft, having been in harbour three +years, which is considered a long stay. My discharge was granted me +in the nick of time. "He doeth all things well." + +I found employment on shore in Plymouth as a contractor's clerk, and +devoted more time to religious studies, for I now felt that as the +greatest obstacle in my path had been removed, God would surely open +my way to enter His service. He did. By the recommendation of my +pastor I was admitted into Cliff College, Derbyshire, completing my +training in London. + +* * * * * + +Though for six years I had nearly become a Baptist, that is, a +Congregationalist, I now stepped over the line, having studied the +New Testament with an unbiassed mind, to get at the real truth of +Scriptural baptism. Being convinced that immersion was the Scriptural +mode, I forthwith became baptised in Bow Street Baptist Church, +London. + +Shortly afterwards, I was invited to the pastorate of a Baptist +Church in New Whittington, Derbyshire, where I laboured for a brief +period, and at which place I first met the young lady who is now my +wife. In the autumn of 1899 I accepted the call to my present +pastorate, that of the Ashwater district of Baptist Churches. +Understanding that under the new regulations existing which precludes +Cliff College students from being recognised as fully accredited +ministers, I set to work to overcome the difficulty by passing the +two Baptist Union examinations. + +Such, then, in brief are a few outstanding incidents of my life, and +such is the road I have travelled to enter the ministry--a hard road +and painful, bedewed with tears, and strewed with withered leaves of +disappointment and weary watchings, but I am bound to confess that it +was the path marked out for me. No better training was ever afforded +any minister, and to-day I can thank God for it all. What is the +great truth which my career teaches me? This: that "God is in the +heart of things, and all is well." That He is in every human life, +directing, controlling, and superintending it. That nothing happens +by chance, and that it is He alone who can transform the wilderness +of blighted hope into a paradise of joy; can convert the vale of +tears into the sunny path that leads upward to His throne--He alone +who can chase away the darkness of night and bring in the sunshine of +morning. Unto His name be all the glory! + +I cannot but hope that should any darkened life read this little +sketch, that such an one may be inspired and comforted by so doing, +believing that He who gently cleared my way, granting me the +fulfilment of my heart's desire, will in like manner repeat His +loving-kindness in that one's life. + +"Lead, kindly light, . . . . + + . . . . . + +Keep thou my feet; I do not ask to see +The distant scene; one step enough for me." + + + +PRINTED BY NEILL AND CO., LTD., EDINBURGH. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FROM LOWER DECK TO PULPIT*** + + +******* This file should be named 22588-8.txt or 22588-8.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/2/5/8/22588 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: From Lower Deck to Pulpit + + +Author: Henry Cowling + + + +Release Date: September 12, 2007 [eBook #22588] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FROM LOWER DECK TO PULPIT*** + + +E-text prepared by David Scott, the author's great-grandson + + + +Transcriber's note: + + Unusual spelling and punctuation has been transcribed as in the + original book. + + The reader will encounter "(V12)" at various places in the text. + Its meaning is inapparent, but it appears in the original book + and was not changed. + + + + + +FROM LOWER DECK TO PULPIT + +by + +REV. HENRY COWLING + +With Portrait and Illustrations + + + + + + + +London +S.W. Partridge & Co. 8 and 9 Paternoster Row +1902 + + + +Preface + +This little book is not written on my own initiative. I have not so +much as given a hint of my 'naval days,' either from the pulpit or in +conversation. But my friends have condemned me for being so reserved +about the matter, and for a long time have, with persistent +entreaties, been urging me to tell the story of my life. That they +may now be satisfied, and that I may be left quiet, and, above all, +that it may prove a blessing to all who read it, is the sincere +desire of + +THE AUTHOR + +Contents + + CHAPTER I. + EARLY DAYS, 9 + + CHAPTER II. + JOINING THE NAVY, 21 + + CHAPTER III. + LEAVING FOR SEA, 37 + + CHAPTER IV + THREE YEARS ON H.M.S. 'EMERALD' 42 + + CHAPTER V. + HOMEWARD BOUND, 78 + + CHAPTER VI. + LEAVING THE NAVY, 91 + + +CHAPTER I + +EARLY DAYS. + +Kingsand, though but a village in size, has a history of its own. +Situated about five miles from Plymouth, on the Cornish coast, and +being a fishing port, the inhabitants are on intimate terms with the +sea. In the summer months one may observe many an indication of this +relationship or intimacy'. Youngsters run about the beach and the +village barefooted, most of them wearing the orthodox blue jersey, +whilst young women, and even older ones, love to sit on the rocks +near the sea and work away with their sewing or knitting, and, I must +not forget to add, with their tongues also. Strange and startling are +the stories one may hear which have been handed down from one +generation to another concerning the smuggling days of long, long +ago--and yet not so long ago, for even at this time of day my mother +often narrates hair breadth escapes of smugglers which happened in +her girlhood. In this village I was born on the 9th of April 1874. In +visiting Kingsand from time to time, I have often stood and gazed at +the old house in which I was born--not that any recollections in +connection with it survive in my memory, for when I was only five +weeks old, my father, who was in the navy, received an appointment as +a gunnery instructor in the Royal Naval Reserve battery in the far +north. + +Sometimes my mother indulges in a retrospect, and I love to hear her +tell of that May morning when, she bade 'farewell' to her loved ones +and dear old Kingsand, and how, wrapping me in a large shawl, she +proceeded to Cremyll, a distance of three miles, from whence we were +transported across the harbour to Plymouth in the ferry boat. Then +came the long and tedious journey to Maryport. Sweet mother! how +pathetic to me it all now seems. + +We resided at Maryport two years, during which time my eldest sister +was born. Often would my mother carry me into the battery, and at the +sight of the large guns, and the queer looking helmets hanging on the +walls, my little smile would be converted into vehement crying. How +little I dreamed then of my familiarity with them in after years! But +I must not anticipate. + +After completing our stay here, my parents returned to Kingsand, but +only for a brief period. It was at, this period that I met with my +first accident. Crawling away from the front door I made all possible +speed to a large tank of water close by. In looking upon it from an +elevated bank of ground, I overbalanced myself and fell headlong into +it. When rescued, my nose was bleeding profusely. It was a lesson to +me, for during the few subsequent weeks we remained in Kingsand I +remembered my 'dive,' and gave the tank a wide margin. + +We soon removed to Millbrook, a large village situated a mile and a +half from Kingsand. In those days the quay at Millbrook was +picturesque with groups of watermen who gained an honest livelihood +by ferrying passengers to Devonport and back. But former things have +passed away; and now two sets of steamers, well adapted for shallow +water (for the landing-piers at Millbrook are governed by the ebb, +and flood tide), have almost entirely dispensed with passenger-boats, +and the trip from Millbrook to Devonport, or vice versa, costs the +modest sum of one penny. People on the town side of the harbour take +advantage of this, for on public holidays thousands of towns-people +may be seen wending their way through the main streets of Millbrook, +bound for the famous Whitsands, there to spend the day on the +seashore. + +Never let anyone despise Millbrook, for, socially speaking, it may be +regarded as an adjunct of Devonport. There is an interchange of +passengers every day, and several hundred yardmen, who work in His +Majesty's naval dockyard, together with many naval men, leave +Millbrook every morning. Added to these, there are housewives, and +their name is legion, who cross the harbour on Saturdays for the +purpose of shopping, for they are cute enough to realise that their +steamer fare can be cleared on two pounds of sugar-that is to say, +the same article would cost a penny extra at home. In addition, then, +to the profits gained on other articles which they purchase--for +their baskets are of no mean size--the pleasant cruise across the +harbour costs practically nothing. As a result of this steamer +traffic, trade has dwindled considerably in Millbrook. + +I speak of Millbrook as an adjunct of Devonport. Perhaps some will +object to this, as both places are located in separate counties, the +former in Cornwall, the latter in Devon; others, who may be somewhat +narrow in thought, may think this view of mine reduces Devonport in +the scale of townships. However, as the ties between the two places +are so strong that even water cannot separate them, I hope to be +forgiven if my estimation of the village as an adjunct be incorrect. + +The village itself is a pleasant place and lovely to behold. Like a +nest built in the heart of a thick tree, so Millbrook lies within the +heart of a beautiful valley. It is bounded by the Maker Heights on +the right, and the high cliffs on the left and in the bend. Hard by +are Mount Edgcumbe Park, and the Hamoaze in full view. Enough: I will +say no more as to the description of it, lest my readers may think me +vain. But I cannot refrain from asking in this connection: Who would +not be proud of being a Millbrooker? + +My conscious experience of life began in Millbrook. Well do I +remember the morning when with a company of other little boys I was +marched away from the girls' school where I had hitherto been as a +young scholar, to the boys'. Then followed the long and tedious years +of school-life. Did I like my school-days at Millbrook? To this +question I must give an emphatic No. One day my companion and I +showed this dislike in a very practical manner. It was the custom +to take our books to school in the morning, and to bring them away at +the expiration of the day's teaching. On the day in question we +departed from this rule by bringing away our books at noon, our +object being to spend the afternoon in taking a walk on the country +road. When the bell rang at 2 p.m. for the purpose of resuming work, +we made off in an opposite direction to the school. We considered it +would not be wise to carry our slates and books in our hand, and +therefore by way of protection, we stuffed them under our waistcoats. +This gave us the appearance of an abnormal size, and a curious shape, +at least I thought so; for everyone we met looked upon us with an air +of suspicion. I have often wondered since, whether or not this +suspicion grew out of experience in the life of many whom we passed +that day-whether or not they really knew what we were doing. +Certainly we did not know what we were doing, for we entered the +village at 3.30 p.m. (school-time was over at 4 p.m.) half an hour +too soon. "How is it you are out of school so early?" asked our +respective mothers. What a dilemma we were in! Suffice it to say, +that my mother said "she was not sure but what she should report this +matter to my father." Did she? No; ere my father returned at even, I +resorted to a happy way I had of rendering house-hold assistance, +such as putting coal on the fire, etc., which I knew would go a long +way to dull the memory of my afternoon's walk in my mother's mind. In +the evening when father came home he asked the question as was his +wont: "How has Henry been to-day?" "As good as gold," replied mother. + +What about my companion? How fared it with him? He is able to inform +you best on that point, for he learned by experience on that occasion +the awful sting of a leather strap. Never since in his lifetime has +he been half an hour before time. Who can tell the injury a leather +strap may do! + +From my very earliest days the desire to become a preacher was ever +present with me, which desire became intensified as the years sped +by. As a strong manifestation of this fact, I was often found in the +garden addressing the cabbages, which in my youthful fancy +represented the congregation, and on Sunday evenings when my parents +were at chapel, a habit of mine was to rear a chair upside down +against the wall, get within the bars of my chair-pulpit, and address +my two sisters. + +Strange to say, running parallel to this habit of preaching was a +fond love for the water, and it may be said in a literal sense that I +was as fond of it as a duck. I am told that when an infant under the +care of any person other than my mother, nothing in the world would +quiet me except a bowl of water and a sponge to play with. Naturally +this liking developed, as you will see. Separated by a thick wall +from the Millbrook lake is a large mill-pond, which, when emptied of +water, is very muddy. How we, as schoolboys, delighted to roll in +this mud (for what is dirty to a school-boy?) and then jump over the +other side of the wall and swim in the wake of the paddle-wheel +steamer! On one occasion, the Vicar, who from the vicarage could +watch our habits, observed that during the day I had bathed nine +times, which thing, he gave my parents to understand, was very +weakening. "Twice a day," said he, "is often enough." I think so too, +now, but did not then. + +On Saturdays a party of us boys would wend our way to the Whitsands +for the purpose of bathing in the open sea. This we regarded as +something totally different from that of our daily bathings in the +lake; and in point of fact it was, for the water was purer and +fresher, and soft golden sands took the place of mud strewed with +broken pieces of glass and other refuse. Oh! how we loved to rush +headlong through the giant waves which came bounding in from seaward. +How much better was this than learning a proposition of Euclid! The +boy who swam furthest out to sea was looked upon as the hero of the +hour, indeed through the whole week, until Saturday came again, when +some other boy would endeavour to swim beyond the limit of the +previous week. In this way we instituted a competition between +ourselves in the art of swimming. + +One Saturday the scene changed, for after the delight of bathing came +misery; after joy came pain. It is ever so. The shadow is always with +the light. After dressing ourselves, we made a hasty retreat over the +rocks, as it had now begun to rain, when lo! my foot was caught in a +crevice. I wriggled it to and fro, with the hope of extricating it, +but in vain. The other boys were now a long distance In front, and +there with my foot jammed between the rocks was I, like a rabbit +caught in the gin, shouting "Mother! Mother!" though she were four +miles away. If ever I needed a trumpet voice, it was then. At length +by the help of a friend who came to relieve me, I was set at liberty. +For many years after this incident, my ankle-bone remained swollen--a +memento of that Saturday afternoon. + +But I must pass on. I was now nine years of age and organist in the +Wesleyan Sunday School, having for the past two years studied music +under my father. Added to this, I formed part of the Wesleyan church +choir. Sunday therefore to me was a very busy day, made exceptionally +so, as apart from church and school work, the intervals were filled +up with music and singing at home, in which all the family joined. +Our house was indeed a house of song. + +It was now determined by my parents that I be sent to a Devonport +school, as I had passed out of the seven standards in the school at +home. Accordingly a contract was entered into between the +schoolmaster and my father, forms were duly filled in, and I was to +begin my schooling on the following Monday. This I looked forward to +with the utmost pleasure: one reason being, and not the least, that +it meant two trips in the steamer every day; but judge of my grief +when on the Sunday it became apparent that I had the measles. So the +next morning, Instead of going off in the steamer to school, I was +kept in bed, and for seven weeks was confined at home. + +When well enough to go out again, I, with two other boys, decided to +join the Navy (I was now twelve years old). We sauntered along the +road until we reached the pier, and there, right before us, stood the +leviathan training ship--H.M.S. 'Impregnable.' My little heart +quailed within me at the very sight of her, a great fear overshadowed +me, and I lost no time in returning to Millbrook. On my return +journey I was half sorrowful and yet half glad that I did not go on +board--a strange feeling. The two other boys, who were many years my +senior, did not pass the medical examination, and consequently were +rejected for the service. + +Steps were taken again with a view to my schooling at Devonport; this +time I went, and these school-days I recall with pleasure, though +they were fraught with a powerful temptation, which I shall presently +describe. I have a vivid recollection of the first day. Steaming up +the lake at very low water, and being somewhat foggy, our boat stuck +on the mud. Worst of all, it was ebb tide, and here we had to wait +for the return of the in flowing tide. We schoolboys gathered +together in the engine-room and did our home-lessons. In a few hours +we floated and very soon reached the landing place, and we arrived at +home about midnight. That was the first and last time I ever did my +lessons afloat, or rather on the mud. + +The object my parents had in sending me across the harbour to school +was that I might receive an efficient training to enable me to pass +the Dock-yard Civil Service examination which, by the way, is locally +considered the highest distinction a boy can attain, providing he be +qualified to pass the examiner. No romance is connected with these +days, save that on one occasion my companion asked me to accompany +him to Devonport Park to watch a football match instead of attending +school in the afternoon. Remembering the leather strap to which I +have already referred, and thinking that with this new schoolmaster I +might have a second taste of what my poor friend received on that +memorable day, though not with a strap, yet with something just as +sweet, I considered it wise not to visit the park. + +But this boy used much persuasion, and in a short time we stood in +the park watching the game, which proved not so interesting as he had +anticipated. "Shall we go to school?" he asked. "We shall have time +to get there before it opens." "No," I replied; "you have persuaded me +to come here, and now I shall stay." We both did. I never played +truant again after this day. Did the schoolmaster become acquainted +with this breach of discipline? No; or I am afraid he would not have +given me such a testimonial as I now hold in my possession. + +At this juncture I became a member of the drum and fife band, under +the supervision of the Millbrook Band of Hope Committee. Never shall +I forget our bandmaster. He was a strict disciplinarian. No looseness +was allowed in our playing; thoroughness was stamped on every tune we +played. On practice nights he took each of the boys aside, and one by +one each had to play the music as set--every note must be clear and +distinct. Occasionally our band would march through the village, the +drum major with his staff leading. + +Those days of memory, so near and yet so far! + +Then came the Sunday when he was lowered in the dark, cold grave, and +we solemnly played whilst encircled around it-- + +"Goodnight, beloved, not farewell!" + +He went home to Music-Land, where they praise Him day and night. + +One day we shall all meet again, and together with him we will tune +our song to harps of gold. + + + +CHAPTER II + +JOINING THE NAVY + +Now about the temptation already hinted at, and all that followed in +its train. The steamer in which I crossed the harbour twice daily, +passed quite close to the 'Impregnable,' and thus gave me ample +opportunity to scan her vast dimensions, and to gaze in wonder at her +tall masts. But best of all was to see the sailor-boys on the +forecastle, in the rigging, and manning the boats which were fastened +to her lower booms. At the sight of all this my little life seemed to +be thrilled, and oh, how I longed to become a sailor boy! I would +give all the gold in the Mint did I possess it, in exchange for the +realisation of my yearning desire. How nice to pull the ropes, to +climb the rigging, but, above all, to wear a sailor's uniform. +Thoughts such as these haunted my mind constantly, and this daily +allurement only helped to swell the number. + +Full well I knew my parents would not consent my joining the navy. +Still, one day I ventured to broach the subject to my mother, who +replied "That she could not bear to hear of such a thing." The +craving still grew, and my parents, clearly understanding the bend of +my inclination, made a compromise, steeped in love. This was it: +"Seeing you have such a desire for the sea, we have been praying much +about the matter, and after due consideration, conclude it will be +far better for you to join the service as a young man, not as a poor, +helpless boy. You shall have the trade of a shipwright--(the same, +trade as the one I should have been apprenticed to in the dockyard, +had I desired to pas the necessary qualification, but as a matter of +fact, this desire for the sea swallowed up every other)--and when out +of your time you will be in a different position to enter!" All this +my uncle, who himself had been in the navy, corroborated by saying: +"I should not put a dog before the mast--poor boys are huffed and +cuffed shamefully; but when a young man has a trade, and then joins, +his treatment, by reason of his manhood and trade, is totally +different." + +After all this advice my enthusiasm cooled down, only to reappear in +a short time with greater fervour. In the meantime, I was apprenticed +to a shipbuilding trade, and although seven years was the required +time to learn it, I gathered it all up in one week. Wonderful! +wonderful! for in that short time I was taught how to fill up a hole +with putty, and this is the extent of my practical knowledge of a +shipwright's task to-day. Do you mean that you only stayed a week? +you ask. That is all. And my mother had kept, until within a few +months ago, the little white smock-frock, which I wore in my work, as +a reminder in calico of my shipbuilding days. + +During this week I met with still further enticements to become a +sailor boy. The building yard being in close proximity to the +'Impregnable', I could hear the brass band every morning, and what is +so enticing as music? Then, again, hundreds of boys came ashore in +large pinnaces, landing within a few yards from me, each carrying a +rifle. This was more than I could bear by way of temptation, and +impressing my parents how very much I should abhor seven years in the +shipbuilding yard, intimating that nothing would satisfy me but to be +a sailor-boy, they, within the course of a few weeks, very +reluctantly yielded to my burning request. + +Having passed all necessary requirements, I joined the navy on my +fourteenth birthday. It was Monday morning, and after eating my +breakfast, I rose and wished my mother and sisters 'good-bye.' Sorrow +filled their hearts and tears their eyes--not so much because I was +leaving home for a long time, as I should see them again before the +week expired, but even this parting was considered long, for hitherto +I had not slept one night away from home. I say not so much because +of this fact, as that they were doubtful as to whether I was taking +the right step or not. My parents impressed upon me that even now it +was not too late to change my mind, even though my papers were all +signed. I can remember how eagerly my mother pleaded to burn them, +coaxing me to sit down and have another cup of tea, and to forget all +about the navy in the drinking of it. + +Truth to tell my enthusiasm was fast dwindling away, but enough was +left at that moment to wish another 'farewell,' and to pass down the +street With my father who walked with me to the pier and watched the +boat bear me to the ship "Would to God I had never left home on that +morning," was an expression often on my lips during my career in the +navy. My mother's tears had been shed on the fire of my passion--it +was now becoming quenched, but not until it was too late did it +become extinguished--that is, when I had boarded the ship and given +up my papers to the authorities. + +So my readers will understand that it was with a heavy heart, yea and +with a great deal of reluctancy, that I entered the navy--that +despite the great flame of enthusiasm that had been burning in my +young life, it dwindled away almost to the point of being +extinguished on this memorable morning; yet something within urged me +quietly on and on till that which was done could not be undone. + +I was now sent to H.M.S 'Circe,' the outfitting ship for young +recruits, to get my uniform. On reaching the top of the companion +ladder a ship's corporal (i.e. a naval policeman) approached me and +asked, "Had I any money or jewellery?" If so, it must be kept in his +custody until such time as I should be prepared to join the +mother-ship, the 'Impregnable.' I handed him the eight pence which +I carried in my pocket. After being ordered to read from a board +certain rules and digest them, then came the bath, followed by the +dinner, which latter consisted of a piece of fat pork (called 'dobs,' +I afterward learned, in the training-ship) and a thick piece of +bread, neither of which tempted my appetite. + +I ate nothing that day, and when a fortnight later my civilian's suit +was sent home, the sausage rolls which I carried on board with me +were discovered in my pocket. I cannot hope to describe the feelings +through which I passed on this first day. My poor little heart nearly +broke--it was my first lesson in the school of sorrowful tears. "Oh +that I had listened to my parents' advice this morning," was what I +whispered to myself a hundred times before closing my eyes in sleep +that night. + +The day wore away slowly--oh, so slowly! I became homesick, and ran +from one port-hole to the other watching the Millbrook steamers pass +to and fro, endeavouring thereby to persuade myself into the belief +that after all I was in touch with home. This gave me a kind of +satisfaction, as it seemed to sever my thoughts, or rather to loose +them, from the floating cage, and link them and my love to home, yea, +and even to the passing steamers. + +Just as when a traveller in a foreign land meets with a friend of his +native town, and is filled with delight and fond memories of the +home-land by such an event, in like manner did I regard those +steamers--they were connecting links uniting my heart to my home. +Nor is this comparison overdrawn, for my readers must bear in mind +that I was only a little boy. And how very natural homesickness was, +amidst such strange surroundings, and, with no liberty, only they who +have passed through a similar experience know. + +Then came the hour for 'turning in.' As I lay in the hammock that +night I could not but contrast this birthday with my last. The last +represented sunshine, joy, merry laughter and freedom; this, darkness +sorrow, tears and confinement. The tears began to flow, and I wept +myself to sleep. + +More than once during my subsequent visits to Devonport have I stood +on Mutton Cove pier gazing intently on groups of boys gathered +thereon waiting for the ship's boat to bear them over to the +'Impregnable' with a view of joining the navy. Standing there, my +sympathy has gone out toward them as a flood and I have prayed that +their first night's experience afloat might not be a repetition of +mine. + +The three days on this outfitting ship were spent in marking my name +on the clothes which constituted my kit, pumping water for the +cooks' galley, helping to scrub the decks and wringing out swabs. On +the Thursday, I, with other novices, was sent to the 'Impregnable' to +commence my training in seamanship and gunnery. Every Thursday half +a day's leave is given to the boys, and we were granted this +privilege. How glad and thankful I felt! After landing, I hastened +home with all possible speed. The sight of me in my uniform overcame +my mother's feelings, and oh! how bitterly she wept, and how often +did she ask me that afternoon whether I thought I should like the +service or not. + +I comforted her as best as I could upon wishing her 'good-bye' by +saying I should be ashore again on the following Sunday, and with a +heart as heavy as lead I trudged back to the ship. + +Let me at this point give my readers an outline of the routine on the +training-ship. 'All hands' rise at 5 a.m., lash up their hammocks and +carry them to the upper deck for storage. One half of the boys of the +watch take a bath and are inspected before dressing by the +instructors. All the other boys in the ship scrub decks. Breakfast is +piped at 7 a.m. At 8 a.m. the topgallant mast is hoisted, and the +upper yards are crossed. Eight bells are struck, the national anthem +is played, and the yards are ordered to be swayed across' at one and +the same time. There is discipline! Decks are swept, the mess deck +receiving special attention, the cooks of the messes (and every boy +has to take his week in rotation) polish the utensils, so that they +shine as bright as silver, and the watch on deck coils the ropes and +polishes the brass work. At 8.45 the bugler sounds the 'general +assembly.' Each watch falls in for inspection on its respective side +of the deck--that is, the starboard watch on the right side, the port +watch on the left. This being done, the band assembles on the poop, +and the officers' call is sounded, in response to which they troop up +from quarterdeck hatchways. "Attention!" shouts the instructor, at +the same time saluting the inspecting officer. Every boy stands as +erect as possible Then begins the inspection. Nothing escapes the eye +these officers. Woe betide the boy whose duck suit is not spotlessly +clean, or who has a button off his trousers, or whose suit is in need +of a few stitches. He is severely reprimanded--the instructor makes +a note of it in his book; and should this be repeated, the boy is put +in the Commander's report and receives six cuts with the cane. + +Each officer reports to the Commander when he has inspected his +division of boys, and then the bell is tolled for morning prayers, +which are said by the chaplain. All Roman Catholics are weeded out of +the two watches, and are marched forward under the forecastle during +prayer-time. + +Now, should it be Monday morning, sail drill is engaged in until +noon, but only on this day, whilst on other mornings one watch +attends school, and the other, gunnery and seamanship classes. The +advanced gunnery classes receive their training ashore in the drill +field. Seamanship classes are held on the lower deck, and every boy +has to pass out of one instruction before being admitted to the +other. In these lower-deck instructions the first is the lashing up +of the hammock and in the laying out of the kit in the uniform +manner; then follow the 'bends and hitches' class, the reading of the +semaphore, knots and splices, and so on. I may Say that boat sailing +and swimming and heaving the lead are also included under the +seamanship course. + +To most of the local boys, swimming exercise was as play, and +accordingly they received V.G. (very good) on the instructor's class +book on passing-out day. To pass out, the boy must be an efficient +swimmer, and able to swim in a duck suit a considerable distance. +Boys on the other hand who had been brought up as strangers to the +sea, regard this instruction with much fear, and it becomes a terror +to them. All these exercises passed through, which in most cases +require a year, the boy then receives the rate of a first class boy +as distinguished from a second class. + +But to return to the routine. At 11.30 a.m. school and instructions +are ended, the bugle call for drill aloft is sounded, and then there +is a mighty tumult. Hundreds of boys are running along the decks and +up the ladders, and as though they were not smart enough, ship's +corporals make use of their canes very freely. At 11.45, in the +midst of drill, the bugler sounds: 'Cooks.' Cooks of messes repair to +the galley, fetch the dinner and lay it out under the supervision of +the caterer of the mess, who is generally a senior boy. At 12 a.m. +dinner is 'piped,' and every boy sits at the table according to his +seniority--that is to say, if one has been in the ship six months, +sitting next to him would be the boy who had joined the mess after +him in the order of time. It will thus be readily seen that every boy +has his own seat at the mess-table. But lest partiality should creep +in amongst the boys in the messes so that A would have a far better +dinner than B; and poor C all bone on his plate, or, as they say, +"two spuds and a joner," this order is very often reversed, and this +means that the caterer finds himself at the end of the stool with the +dinner of the youngest boy before him to eat, and it also means that +this last recruit in the mess finds himself possessor of the +caterer's plate of dinner. + +At 1 p.m. instructions are resumed, and concluded at 3.30 p.m. The +boatswain's mate then pipes, "Hands shift in night clothing." The +uniform of the day is then taken off, and each boy wears a blue +serge suit. At the call of the bugle the boys fall in on the upper +deck with the clothes for washing. These are inspected by the +instructors for the purpose of seeing that each boy has stops in his +clothes--that is, two sets of string in each garment for hanging on +the line. This inspection of stops being over, then follows the +shrill cry, "Hands scrub and wash clothes." + +I cannot hope to describe the scamper there is at this moment for the +tubs of water, and the reason for it is this--that the tubs are +limited, perhaps three allowed to each mess of twenty boys, and +considering the washing has to be done in a short time, the reader +will understand the cause of this dreadful war. And it happens every +day with the exception of Thursdays and Saturdays, when no washing is +done. The articles for washing on the various days are as follows-- +Monday, a duck suit; Tuesday, a day shirt, night shirt and flannel; +Wednesday, a duck suit; Friday, hammock or bedcover. Clothes being +hung up, the upper deck is washed down and tea is 'piped.' After this +meal the boys have an hour or so to themselves--the schoolroom is +opened for reading and draught-playing, etc. + +At 7.45 the pipe is sounded: "Stand by for hammocks." All run (for no +walking is allowed in the service when responding to duty's call) to +the upper deck, where each boy gets his hammock, carries it below +deck, and hangs it on the hammock hooks. The bugle call, "Turn in," +is sounded an hour later, followed in five minutes with the bugle +note: "Still." Not a sound is heard, for it is prayer-time. After +prayers, which every boy is supposed to say in his hammock, the +officer in command, with other subordinates, goes the 'rounds' to see +that all is safe for the night. Thus ends the day's routine on the +training ship. Very often, however, there is a departure from it, +which takes place at noon, the occasion being the punishment +of a boy or boys. All the crew assemble on the quarterdeck, the +offender midships. The Commander reads the charge, which concludes +usually:--"I hereby judge him to receive twelve strokes with the +cane." The poor boy is lashed arms and legs to a wooden horse, the +master-at-arms counting the strokes as the ship's corporal lays them +on. The cane with which he punishes the boy is a very stout one, each +end being covered with wax-string, and is reversed every fourth +stroke. This caning is a punishment, and is meted out to boys who are +caught smoking, to boys who may be untidy or to those who break their +leave a short time. The other punishment is that of the birch--again +the boy is lashed to the horse, and this time no garment intervenes. +The ship's doctor stands by with water in case of fainting, as +generally the boy receives twenty-four strokes. To witness such a +proceeding was to make me tremble. Here and there the ends of the +birch would be scattered, and the blood flowing freely. Of course the +birch is not in such frequent demand as the cane; only the boy who is +insolent to his instructor, or who breaks a day's leave, or worse +still, if he be committed for theft, is birched. In the case of the +thief he has to wear a badge with the word 'T H I E F' printed in +large, black letters on it, in front and behind for six months or +even longer. During this time he is cut off from the company of +other boys, and partakes of his food in the 'thieves' mess. + +Now before leaving this subject, I may tell my readers that all local +boys are styles 'Cossacks'; consequently I was one. The Cossacks +were allowed to have a night's leave every alternate Saturday, +provided the parents of the boy wrote a request to the Commander for +it. The Cossacks generally brought aboard with them from their homes +a large handkerchief full of good things, and they were met by the +non-Cossacks in the gang-way ladder with this expression:--"Tally +you your tack and plush," which being interpreted, is: "Let me have +your allowance of bread and tea." It was understood that all Cossacks +would have their tea ashore, and therefore would not require the +naval tea when returning on board. Hence readers will now understand +why it is the boys who hail from London and the provinces grow so +stout in the training ship--it is because they eat, in addition to +their own allowance, the Cossacks' share. + +Boys who were noted for being smart and clean wore a gold badge as a +token of the same. The advantages reaped from this badge were two in +number (V12): an extra half day's leave on Saturday, and one penny a +week additional pay. There were two other sets of boys who were +entitled to the first of these privileges (V12): the advanced +scholars in school, and members of the drum and fife band. +Accordingly, on Saturdays during the dinner-hour the boatswain's +mate would pipe: "Leave for badge-boy, advanced class, and drum and +fife band;" As I was a badge boy, and an advanced scholar, and a +flute-player, I nestled under the wing of this threefold privilege, +and used to think in my boyish pride, Who indeed has more right to go +ashore than I? + +Before any boy is supposed to be ready for sea, he has to undergo in +addition to the 'Impregnable' studies, a course of gunnery, and from +ten to twelve weeks on a training brig. I underwent my gunnery course +in H.M.S. 'Foudroyant,' one of Nelson's flagships, which lay at that +time in close proximity to the 'Impregnable,' and I returned every +evening to the mother-ship. The two brigs which trained her boys were +the 'Nautilus' and the 'Pilot.' I was drafted to the latter for three +months. Speaking generally, daily sea trips were taken--that is to +say, that after making sail and slipping the buoy, we would leave +Plymouth Sound for the Channel, drill all day, and return to our +mooring in the evening, weary and fatigued, although, even then, we +had to scrub and wash clothes. On two occasions we took longer trips, +first to Dartmouth, and then to Portsmouth. Fearful was the weather +we experienced sailing to the latter port--fearful, I mean, to my +boyish experience, though I must say that even an old salt was heard +to pronounce it "a very stormy voyage." + +I met with an accident on board the 'Pilot.' One night whilst at +anchor I was ordered to row the dinghy ashore. It was very wet and +dark, and in the act of climbing down the painter which attached the +boat to the boom, it was so slippery that I lost my grip and fell. +My shoeless feet came in contact with the boat's crutch (an +instrument with two arms into which the oar fits); my right foot bled +profusely, as one of these arms had pierced the flesh deeply. I +managed to get on board to the sick berth, and after the steward's +treatment it ceased bleeding. Whilst in the act of lashing up my +hammock the next morning I fell to the deck, so weak had I become by +the loss of so much blood on the previous night. + +The discipline on board this brig, as on the 'Impregnable,' was rigid +in the extreme. On the upper deck at drill time would stand the +ship's corporal with his cane, and woe betide any boy who was not +putting his weight on the rope, or who was not doubling along the +deck. It may be of interest to remark here, that neither in the +'Impregnable' nor the 'Pilot' did I know the queer experience of +being lashed to the horse. This was due not so much because I did not +deserve it, as that I was fortunate enough to escape detection. To +appreciate the above remark the reader must realise the trivial +offences for which a poor boy is caned, and in the light of this +reflection he will wonder that any sailor boy should be a stranger to +the cane during his training. + +Through all my naval career I was a sufferer to sea-sickness, which +began on this brig. No sooner had we passed the Plymouth Breakwater +Lighthouse, when the brig would begin rolling, and I would repair to +the lee-scupper. In connection with this part of my story I must not +omit to say a kind word for the captain. When many of us poor boys +lay strewn along the deck like stricken sheep, he, in passing from +the forecastle to poop, would not disturb us. This in itself may not +appear much, but in reality it was a great kindness, and one over +which I love to ponder. It was the act of a gentleman, to say the +least of it, and I cannot but believe that sympathy prompted it, and +in this sense it was Christlike. "Inasmuch," said the great Storm +Walker who quieted storm-tossed Galilee "as ye do it unto one of the +least of these My little ones, ye do it unto Me." + +Very near the line of punishment did I approach when on this brig. +Working one day on the foretopsail yard, my knife, which by some +means had become detached from my lanyard, fell on the forecastle. +Fortunately it struck no one, and I was reprimanded only. + +The course of training being completed, I was sent back to the +'Impregnable' on draft for sea. Within a few days an order was +received stating that a large company of boys were required for the +North American and West Indian Station, and I was numbered amongst +them. + + + +CHAPTER III + +LEAVING FOR SEA + +A few days prior to our departure, Miss Weston kindly invited the +draft ashore to her Sailors' Rest to tea, and presented each of us +with a Bible, and gave us all a tender farewell. Never will time +erase from my mind the memory of the parting with my loved ones; it +pains me now even as I dwell upon it. It was Sunday afternoon, and +two days prior to my sailing for Bermuda, when the heartrending +parting took place. Love can never say its last 'good-bye,' and +especially is this true of a mother's love. What thoughts were +passing through her mind that Sunday afternoon? God knows fully. +But surely they were tinged with this reflection: Would she ever see +me again? A shadow deep and dark had recently fallen across the home. +During my 'Foudroyant' days a messenger came on board with the sad +news that my dear sister had been almost burnt to death. I will not +dwell on the sadness of the awful tragedy, save to remark that she +died through the cause of the terrible burns three days after the +accident. The effect this had upon my mother is almost beyond +expression. Her nerves were shattered and she became a physical +wreck, and to this day she has never recovered from the shock. Judge +then, her sorrow on the Sunday afternoon, when I was bidding +'farewell,' and within a short time of that overwhelming experience. +I was now going thousands of miles away for three years, severed +from paternal counsel and maternal affection, and on this occasion +she was drinking the dregs of her cup of grief. Again, amidst +choking sobs and scalding tears, I uttered the last 'good-bye.' The +time had come for leaving, and I must depart. With two Sunday School +scholars, one on either side (for I had been to my Sunday School in +the afternoon for the last time), loaded with large parcels of food, +we passed down the street. How easy to write it down--how +heartbreaking the experience! + +The great troopship's anchor was weighed on the Tuesday evening at 5 +p.m., and we proceeded to sea. It was the month of October, and ere +the evening shadows had stretched upon land and sea, I had gazed upon +Maker church tower, at whose base my dear sister lay interred, until +my eyes were strained. At last it disappeared from view, and the +'Himalaya' was far, far at sea. + +She made a good passage to Madeira, arriving there on the following +Sunday morning, and after coaling, we proceeded on the evening of the +same day to Bermuda. In the first watch of the night the cry was +heard: "Man overboard! Away lifeboat!" The lifebelt was let slip +immediately by the sentinel, the engines were reversed, and the +lifeboat with its crew lowered quickly from the davits. The lifeboat +was one of an improved pattern, fitted with accessories, such as two +calcium lights which burn for thirty minutes, and a whistle, the +latter being useful to the drowning man in a fog or in darkness to +indicate his-whereabouts. + +Fortunately the poor man had seized the lifebelt. It was a dark +night, but astern the crew of the lifeboat could observe the calcium +lights burning. The boat's head was put in that direction, and in a +short time the sailor was rescued and rowed back to the ship. Did +this seaman accidentally fall from the rigging, or lose his grasp in +any manner? No; it is the same old story. Drink was the cause of the +accident. He had indulged himself in Madeira wine, which befooled him +to such a degree that he deliberately threw himself overboard, the +ship steaming eighteen knots an hour at the time. He was confined in +a cell the remainder of the voyage, and on arrival at Bermuda was +sentenced to a court-martial. + +My spare time on the outward voyage was occupied in reading 'Daniel +Quorm,' one of Mark Guy Pearse's books, and in attending religious +meetings in the evening in the sail-maker's room. There were several +relief crews on board for the various ships of the station; hence +there were many Christians, and these evening gatherings were blessed +by God, and made profitable to all. We had on board one whose +destination was the prison at Bermuda, not to become a prisoner, by +the way, but a warder. This man, at 4 a.m. every morning, would +ferret out all the boys in the ship, sending them to the upper deck +to undergo a salt water bath, which to us all, at that untimely hour, +was a very trying ordeal. + +Nine days after our departure from Madeira, we sighted Bermuda. So +calm had been the voyage that I was not troubled by sickness. A dusky +pilot came on board, and conned the ship onward through the Narrows, +and within a few hours we were securely fastened in the camber at the +dockyard. Then came the dispersion. Many ships of the fleet whose +commission was now drawing nigh to a close, were flying their +paying-off pennant, the crews of which were full of gladness at the +'Himalaya's' arrival, with reliefs, and, moreover, she was their +homeward-bound ship. We boys were despatched to H.M.S. 'Terror,' a +receiving ship at Bermuda. Here we were kept three weeks, during +which time the other ships of the fleet steamed in from sea. One day +the 'Emerald' hove in sight. All took an especial interest in this +ship, as we had learned she was the worst ship in the fleet for +boys--quite a 'waker-up.' Certain it was that some of us would be +told off for her. + +The dreaded morning came at last, and on the quarterdeck of the +'Terror' we assembled to await our destiny. "Boys whose names I now +mention," said the officer, "will join the 'Bellerophon,' the +flagship of the fleet." Then followed a long list of names. +These 'Bellerophon' boys realised at the time it was better to be +fortunate than rich. In proceeding, the officer said:--"Eight boys +will join the 'Emerald.'" There was a silence that could be felt at +this expression, and all, excepting those who had been told off, +looked downcast and fearful. "Their names are," he continued, +"so-and-so, so-and-so . . . . and Cowling." "And the lot fell upon +Jonah." + +It took me many hours to recover from this blow, but the whole of us +received the sympathy of all the other boys, who regarded us as +embryo martyrs. Next day we eight were taken on board the 'Emerald' +in her steam-launch, which came to fetch us. On boarding the ship, I, +in looking round to observe what kind of man it was who wielded the +cane, fell headlong down the hatchway with my bag of clothes. This I +thought was an admirable introduction. + + + +CHAPTER IV + +THREE YEARS ON H.M.S. 'EMERALD' + +I was ordered to join mess No. 7, to which belonged twenty seamen of +different ratings. According to naval etiquette, the boy, together +with a different seaman each day, who is termed cook of the mess, has +to prepare the dinner, fetch the victuals, clean the utensils and +take the dinner of any absentee to the galley to keep warm. In +addition to these domestic duties, he has his work in the watch to +which he belongs. + +The First West Indian Cruise + +Refitting work was finished, and in the month of January 1890 we left +Bermuda for the West Indies. This was my first sea trip on the +'Emerald,' as I had joined her a few days prior to Christmas 1889. We +visited most of the islands in the Indies, and, on the whole, it was +an eventful cruise. It would be a transgression of space on my part +to enter into all the details of it, such as narrating occasions when +we were caught in sudden squalls and how our gallant ship acted +under stress of weather, though on one occasion a large cutter was +washed away from the davits. However, I will narrate in brief one or +two incidents. One night whilst lying at anchor off Dominica, the +searchlight was used by way of practice. It was directed toward +shore, and whilst traversing it from right to left, the beams of +light enveloped a negro on the beach, who stood bewildered, +transfixed. After a moment's hesitation he bounded away like a hare, +the rays of light still following him, caused by manoeuvring the +instrument on board. Breathless he halted, and then in a most +terrified manner he turned about and ran in the opposite direction. +For a minute the searchlight was not moved, and the man was in the +safety of darkness. Judge of his dismay when again the light was +played upon him, whilst he was resting from his rapid wanderings up +and down the beach. Needless to say, it had the same effect. Little +did the negro dream what fun he was causing amongst the bluejackets +on our forecastle. Really, it was a shame to torment him so. + +At another island I went ashore with a party of seamen, and entered a +plantation, where we freely helped ourselves to bunches of bananas, +cocoanuts and other fruit. We were under the impression that fruit of +this kind was common property, even as blackberries are in this our +own land, and this explains the weight of our heavy burdens on our +return journey. But this impression was soon to be banished from our +mind, for presently we came in contact with a gentleman, who, +understanding whence we had come, put a price on all our fruit. The +burdens in consequence became considerably lightened. I had to +satisfy myself with a few cocoanuts which cost a penny each, and was +compelled to leave behind my much loved bananas. + +At Barbadoes each watch was granted forty-eight hours' leave. In +company with others I landed to visit the sugar-cane plantations. +These canes were being cut down by the thousand, and carted to the +mill, where between two immense rollers the juice was extracted. Our +guide passed round to each of us a cup of this juice to taste. He +then instructed us as to the different processes by which sugar is +made, and gave us the opportunity to see the large tanks in which it +was stowed. In these huge tanks was to be found sugar from the +highest degree of refinement down to the lowest degree of +inferiority. But the sight which struck me most of all was the +treacle-pit. I might enlarge upon the last sentence, but I forbear. + +In one harbour there was a sailing match, the competition being +between the boats of the fleet. The second cutter of our ship, of +which I was one of the crew, entered for the race. With the halyards, +the sail was hoisted to the uppermost point, and the sheets pulled +taut aft. With a fresh breeze away we scudded. The boat, was soon on +her beam ends, taking in large quantities of water, which we bailed +out with our caps; still, this did not matter, as she was bounding +through the water like a wild thing. Crash! Crash! Went the mast, and +the boat was nearly capsized. The midshipman who steered her had +endeavoured to weather a schooner lying at anchor, but failed, +colliding with her jib-boom. The mast was lashed in a temporary +manner, and we proceeded, but not far, when a sudden gust of wind +disabled us. We were signalled back to the ship and disqualified for +further racing. + +The cruise being over, we returned to Bermuda with the fleet, and +after taking in stores, left for the Newfoundland fisheries. Two +other ships accompanied the 'Emerald' (V12)--the 'Pelican' and +'Buzzard.' On this cruise, our captain being senior to the other two, +we stood in the relationship of flagship to them, and flew the +Commodore's flag until such time as we should again meet the +Admiral's ship, when it would be struck. + +Before making any observations upon some incidents of this cruise, I +will give the reader in barest outline a sketch of life on board a +naval sea-going ship. At sea each man gets four and six hours' rest +each alternate night--that is, if he keeps the first watch of the +night, 8 to 12 p.m., his resting hours are from 12 to 4. At 4 he has +to rise again and scrub decks, whereas if he is in his hammock from 8 +to 12, then he keeps the middle watch, returning to his rest at 4. +Let us imagine the ship at sea. It is midnight. The bell is struck. +Immediately is heard a deep bass voice to and fro the lower deck-- +"All the starboard watch! Heave out! heave out! heave out! Show a leg! +show a leg! All the starboard Watch! Show a leg!" which means "Turn +out of your hammock." At five minutes past midnight, a tinkle of a +bell is heard, followed by the same deep voice calling "Watch to +muster!" Every seaman has to run to the quarterdeck, and on the +midshipman calling his name, has to give in his number. This being +done the boatswain's mate pipes, "Sea-boats' crew and relieves fall +in." + +In answer to this call the crew of the lifeboat and certain men of +the watch who have special duties to perform, called 'tricks,' during +the next four hours, present themselves before the quarter-master, +who, being satisfied that the correct number there, dismisses them. +Two look-out men are required for each hour of the watch, four for +steering, the weather and lee helmsman being relieved every two +hours, eight for the chains. The uniform time for heaving the lead, +by which is ascertained the depth of water, is one hour, but as +circumstances alter cases, it was found necessary on our fishery +cruises to reduce the time one-half. So intense was the cold that +each man upon entering the chain would bathe his hands in warm +grease, provided for the purpose of enabling him to heave the lead. +Here is a little story in connection with this 'trick.' Two men +agreed one night to toss up a penny and to decide thereby as to which +of them should do the full hour, in order that one of them might be +relieved from his work--for, be it said, unless there are yards to +trim, or sails to furl or set, the watch on deck can lie down to +rest, but under no circumstance is any seaman allowed to go below +until the four hours are expired. However, after a little parleying, +they came to the conclusion that each would do his own 'trick.' +Accordingly one did his duty, and was awaiting, to be relieved by the +other, but not a trace of him could be discovered for some time, +until at length he was found sleeping behind a large gun. This man +then told his mate, by way of explanation, that he had had a dream in +which he dreamt they both tossed up and he had won, and that +therefore the one wanting relief was to do the hour's trick. + +When daylight dawns the 'look-out' is transferred from the topgallant +forecastle to the forecross trees, or, if sail is set, to the +foretopsail yard. Many an hour have I spent, from time to time, on +the topsail yard, often sick and giddy, when the ship has been +rolling and dipping. Thoughts of home would gather in my mind, and +there aloft, where no human eye could see, have I cried aloud, giving +vent to my pent-up feelings. Sick, I say, yes, and bareheaded, using +my cap for a sanitary purpose, rather than get into trouble by being +sick overt the sails. + +At 9 a.m. is the inspection of uniform, followed by prayers. Should +it be Tuesday or Thursday, rifles and cutlasses are inspected, and +each man is supposed to wear his boots. This to many is hateful. In +my watch was a man named Timothy Hennesy, who on 'small-arm' days +would bind with spun-yarn his big toe, thereby giving the inspecting +officer the impression he had hurt it, and was in consequence excused +from wearing his boots. + +Following this inspection, one watch goes below to make or mend their +clothes, and the other remains on deck until noon. Dinner is piped, +but it is not very tempting to one's appetite. Salt pork or beef with +preserved potatoes form the menu. Spending the greater part of the +three years at sea, our share of salt food was abundant, and in order +to prevent scurvy, lime-juice was distributed. + +After this meal the watches change again, the forenoon watch below +going on deck until 4 p.m., the other remaining below. + +I once endeavoured to make me a flannel. The stitches I must confess, +were long and irregular; but worse than that, when attaching the +sleeves to the main part, I misplaced end for end, so that when I +came to try on this novel garment the wide part hung in bights around +my wrist, the narrow part fitting tightly round my arm. So much for +my reversed sleeves. No more sowing engaged my time in the watch +below. + +At 4 p.m. tea is piped. It consists of a basin of tea minus milk, and +a small allowance of hard biscuit. Food being so scanty in the navy, +the sailors apply this appellation to their mess, 'The Drum,' thus +signifying that as far as food is concerned the mess is as empty as a +drum. "Which drum do you belong to?" they ask. + +Half an hour being allowed for tea, then another inspection of the +crew in night clothing takes place. Sail drill is then engaged in for +a couple of hours, and the routine of the day is brought to an end by +the washing of clothes. + +At twilight the look-out man is called down from the mast-head, and +takes up his position on the forecastle, the bow lights being lit at +the same time. Hammocks are hung up at 7.30 p.m., and supper is +indulged in, which the messes buy at the canteen, none being provided +by the Admiralty. + +The life of a sailor boy is a very unpleasant one in a seagoing ship. +Early in the morning he has to take his hammock on deck to undergo +the inspection of the ship's corporal, who, before the boy is allowed +to stow it, satisfies himself it is lashed up in the uniform manner. +Then follows the inspection of knees and elbows, and should any boy +not be clean, the others are deputed to scrub him. Next comes the +climbing of the mast-head. These are but three of the many +inconveniences he has to suffer until such time as he is rated O.D. +or ordinary seaman. + +Every one knows that discipline and cleanliness go hand in hand on +board our men-of-war. In fact the latter is carried to an absurd +extreme. From four to six in the early morning, it is almost +impossible watch below to snatch a little sleep, as immediately over +their heads are men scrubbing, or holystoning the upper deck. I fail +to see that "cleanliness is next to godliness" under such +circumstances. + +Saturday is essentially a cleaning day, and nothing is overlooked. +Decks are made as white and clean as possible, cables are +whitewashed, guns are burnished; in short, everything appears brand +new. The captain's inspection takes place every Sunday morning. So +particular was our captain that he would never hesitate to descend +into magazines to inspect every little corner, although the whitewash +on the sides of these small rooms rubbed against his uniform at each +movement. + +It was ever a great load removed from the mind of the petty officer +who had charge of flats and certain parts of the deck when his +inspection was over. But if fault had been found great was their +fear. + +The payment of the crew, as in all ships, took place on the first day +of each month. "Hands to muster for payment, soap and tobacco!" would +shout the boatswain's mate. Any man was at liberty to forego the last +two items, or the whole three for that matter. As a rule, however, +most of the crew took up their money and bar of soap--two very +needful requisites, the non-smokers preferring their two shillings in +lieu of the two pounds of tobacco the value of which was deducted +from the next month's payment. + +The First Newfoundland Cruise + +Now for the first fishery cruise. Halifax was our next port of call +after leaving Bermuda. Halifax seemed dear to us after we had paid +our first visit there, the reason being rather a curious one. +Bum-boat men were wont to visit the ships with large quantities of +sausages, which were quickly bought up, being regarded as a luxury. I +have seen the cook's galley crowded with seamen frying these +sausages, and on several occasions a sentry was placed to prevent a +crush. Halifax! Sausages! The two names were synonymous to our crew, +and even to-day I cannot partake of sausages without my thoughts +wandering off to Halifax. Who can tell the laws of mental +association! It was here that I first saw the present Prince of +Wales, who then was in command of the gun-boat 'Thrush.' Ere leaving +this port each man of the three fishery ships was served out with a +pair of sea-boots and warm underclothing, in preparation for the +intense cold we should feel on the Newfoundland and Labrador coasts. +I understand the Canadian Government were responsible for this, +kindly distribution. We left for St. John's, Newfoundland, and this +port was our headquarters for the next few months. In cruising around +the island from time to time, the most awe-inspiring sights were the +ice-bergs and ice-fields which we passed day by day. Forteau Bay, the +place where the gun-boat 'Lily' was wrecked, was pointed out to me. +Sad to relate, we lost a shipmate on this voyage. Scudding along one +morning under a fair wind with all sail set, and the crew cleaning +guns, suddenly there arose the cry "Man overboard! Away lifeboat!" +The order was "Heave to!" The poor fellow, however, had sunk beneath +the sea almost instantly. The water being so bitterly cold it was +supposed the cramp seized him. He, at the time of the accident, was +outside the ship cleaning the muzzle of a gun, when she gave a lurch +which overbalanced him into the sea. No frivolity was there that day, +or for the ensuing week, amongst the crew. The unhappy event had a +moral effect upon us all, and a deep solemnity prevailed. + +Leaving the fisheries, bound for Bermuda, we called at Halifax to +return loan-stores, such as our boots and warm clothing. Arriving at +Bermuda, our ship was put in the floating dock and overhauled +preparatory to our second visit to the West Indies. Here again we +spent our second Christmas. Just a word about it. Christmas day in +the navy is recognised as the day of days. Even the ordinary routine +is reversed, so that instead of the seamen pumping water, and +sweeping decks, and similar duties, the petty officers do it. Then, I +may say, nothing is overlooked in the way of choice victuals. Each +man, as Christmas approaches, contributes to the caterer of his mess, +so that no luxury may be lacking on Christmas day. Added to this, the +canteen allowed each man six shillings, and this of course meant +several pounds to each mess. Stint is a foreign word to most naval +men, and Christmas-tide is a demonstration of this fact. + +Messes emulate each other as to decorations. Many crafty and +dexterous men are there in all our ships who take a delight in this +kind of work: they also vie with each other as to the quality of +their plum puddings. Time would fail to tell you the ingredients with +which they are made. This I know, that if one 'duff' should contain +an extra ingredient to any other, that same 'duff' is pronounced the +best. The number of ingredients, then, forms the standard of judgment +for naval plum puddings. + +On this occasion a Dutch ship was lying near to the 'Emerald.' Most +of the crew paid a visit on board, and having an abundance of good +things, we welcomed them to enjoy them with us. To be sure no +objection was raised on their part. Having thoroughly enjoyed their +dinner, they exclaimed in broken English: "Good Engish Navy, we +should dike to be in you navy to have food dike dis--we git no good +dhings dike dese." Poor souls! evidently they understood we had at +all times a similar mid-day meal, but this belief would have been +contradicted by experience had they sat to dinner with us within +three days. The Dutch sailors grew fond of us, and we of them, and +this bond of social friendship was created on Christmas day, which I +think was rather unique, as it fulfilled the spirit of the words:-- + +"Peace on earth, goodwill to men." + +On the fisheries the captain had met with an accident, and was +granted six weeks' leave at Bermuda. It being noised abroad that both +he and his lady were coming on board at Christmas to inspect the +decorations, special interest therefore was taken in the same, and +the decorators excelled themselves in their art, far beyond the limit +of the previous year's display. No pains were spared, no time +begrudged to make everything as beauteous as possible. I have a +secret notion that although the captain had not been on board for +several weeks, being an invalid ashore, that such lovely decorations +were not altogether a manifestation of sympathy on the part of the +crew toward him, but rather the motive power, or the cause, of which +the decorations were the effect, lay in the fact that his lady was +accompanying him. That explains it. A word to the wise is sufficient. + +The idlers' mess (all tradesmen in the navy are termed idlers with +the exception of carpenters) made an artificial fountain. It was +surrounded with huge stones and dripping moss, and several spouts +were in full play. It was most certainly a work of skill. + +All hands were on the watch for the approach of the steam launch +bearing the two distinguished visitors. Presently she hove in sight, +and also another from the 'Bellerophon' bringing the Admiral of the +Fleet. In a short time the three were inspecting the lower deck. In +each mess stood the cook, holding on a plate a piece of plum pudding +for them to taste. As they entered each compartment pop-guns were +fired as a salute. + +Over one mess were inscribed these words:-- + +"Sir Baldwin's proved a noble man + Around the coast of Newfoundland, + And we hope the Queen will make him K.C.B." + +When the inspection was over the boatswain's mate piped--"Clear lower +deck: hands cheer Captain and his lady," and ere the two had reached +the upper deck, the drum and fife band played + +"For he's a jolly good fellow." + +Three cheers for the captain and his lady were heartily shouted by +the crew. So overcome by these expressions of loyalty was the captain +that he gave orders to the master-at-arms to inform the ship's +company that words failed him to give an adequate reply. + +The Second West Indian Cruise + +On the 4th of the next month we departed for our second West Indian +cruise with the fleet. I may here remark that we had three men on +board who bore the names of Shrodnisky, Taglabeau, and Dobrisky, +their nationality being Russian, French, and Dutch respectively. The +former had the honour of being the ship's organist, but for some +reason now resigned. The chaplain understanding I could play, sent +for me, and asked if I would accept the post of organist and commence +the duty on the following Sunday. I was very glad and thankful of +such an opportunity presented to me, and replied in the affirmative, +not entirely because it meant fivepence a day extra to my service +pay, though of course this was a consideration, but mainly for the +reason that it would afford me privileges for musical culture. + +The Sunday came, and I must have played the instrument +satisfactorily, as at the conclusion of the service the captain +congratulated me, intimating also that free access to his cabin, in +which the organ was kept, should be afforded me whenever he was +staying ashore at any port on the station. I thanked him, and seized +such opportunities as they presented themselves for the purpose of +practising. + +It may be of interest to remark that when church was 'rigged,' +capstan bars supported by a bucket at each end constituted the +extempore pew. + +I have often wished that such arrangements might be made in some +places of worship. It would ensure a wide-awake congregation, for the +seats would then be three inches in width without a back. + +On this second visit to the West-Indies we had many poor Sundays-- +poor, I mean, from a sailor's point of view. The organ was often +lashed, and I had enough to do to keep my balance, the crew on such +occasions clinging to fixtures such as hatchways and stanchions with +one hand, and holding the hymn-book in the other, singing heartily:-- + +"Eternal Father! strong to save, + Whose arm hath bound the restless wave." + +But some may ask, Had the desire to become a preacher diminished? Not +at all; it was always present with me, and truth to tell, I was ever +informing those around me, and even civilian friends ashore, that on +reaching England I should enter the ministry, though at that time of +day I knew not how my freedom was to be brought about. But confident +I was that this passion for preaching was not implanted within me to +be quenched by adverse circumstances, and often would this verse +appeal to me forcibly: "O rest in the Lord; wait patiently for Him, +and He shall give thee thy heart's desire." + +Sometimes a religious meeting was held in the cell flat, conducted by +the chaplain and a lieutenant, and my attendance at these meetings +helped me to form a slight acquaintance with the latter. On Sunday +afternoon he sent for me, saying that in the evening he was going +ashore to take the service in a large church, and asked if I would +accompany him and address the congregation. I went to my mess, and +there in quietude--for on Sunday afternoons sailors indulge in a +nap, and it was invariably so on the 'Emerald,' some asleep on the +lockers, others under the mess-table, the ditty box of each man being +the pillow--I prepared my discourse. The church was crowded that +evening, and following the lieutenant's address, a hymn was sung, and +it was singing! I have heard none like it since. I now preached to +this multitude, and how attentive they were! That was many years ago, +and I like to think that my first sermon was preached to a negro +audience in the West Indies at the age of sixteen. The subject was +Joseph as a type of Christ. + +On this second West Indian cruise the ships of the fleet took part in +a sailing match from St. Lucia to Jamaica, the 'Bellerophon' +departing a day or two in advance of the other ships. When clear of +St. Lucia the screws were lifted, as no steaming was allowed, though +I think the flagship used both steam and sail. Be that as it may, no +other ship did. This match was a great competition, each commander +doing his utmost to trim the sails to the best advantage. The +'Pelican's' commander ordered all the heavy shot to be brought astern +of his vessel, and all manner of schemes were resorted to to increase +the speed. On the fifth day at sea we sighted the 'Bellerophon' on +the horizon, and in a few hours overhauled her, thus gaining the +position of the leading ship, which was maintained until we reached +Jamaica. As the 'Emerald' passed her that day the brass band +assembled on the poop to play "See the Conquering Hero comes." The +last ship to pass her was the 'Canada,' the band playing--"Where have +you been all the day?" which undoubtedly they thought very +appropriate. The second best ship in the fleet for sailing was the +'Pelican,' and for days she kept very close to the 'Emerald,' but +never overtook her. + +As I now write, there hangs before me on the wall a picture +illustrating this race, bearing this inscription:-- + +H.M.S. 'Emerald'--12 guns. + +From St. Lucia to Jamaica, January 19, 1891. The fleet racing, the +'Emerald' beating every other ship. Band of Admiral's ship playing-- +"See the Conquering Hero comes." + +At length the fleet reached Jamaica. Two ships (V12), the +'Bellerophon' and 'Thrush,' proceeded up Kingston harbour, and on the +night upon which the Great Exhibition was opened--and I think Prince +George, the commander of the 'Thrush,' opened it--all the fleet was +decorated aloft with incandescent lights--a truly grand sight. Two +Russian ships were present, and their decorations surpassed our +English display. One of them had the initial P shining between the +foremast and mainmast, and G between the main mast and mizenmast. +This was in honour of Prince George. + +Just another incident in connection with this cruise. Our ship lay +anchored off Curacoa, and one morning whilst hoisting the +foretopgallant mast, the mast' rope entwined round the foot of a +seaman, causing him to fall from the topsail yard to the topgallant +forecastle. He lived but a short time afterward. A coffin was made +and covered in blue cloth--the custom of the service--and we followed +him ashore to the grave. There was in harbour at the same time a +Dutch ship--in fact, the very ship whose crew we had invited on board +at Bermuda on Christmas day. The Dutchmen landed, bringing on shore +with them three beautiful wreaths, thus manifesting their sympathy +and respect. At the graveside many of them begged to be allowed to +throw in the grave a shovelful of earth, a still further proof, I +take it, of their kindly feeling toward the 'Emerald's' crew in their +loss of a shipmate. + +The fleet returned to headquarters. We prepared for the fishery +cruise, believing it to be our last. The flag-ship had now received +orders to leave for England as soon as the 'Blake' should arrive. One +morning it was reported that the flag-ship's relief was coming up the +Narrows. We had heard of this wonderful ship, of her heavy armament, +and the electric lighting system on all her decks. What wonder, then, +that we were anxious to behold her? As she drew nearer every eye was +upon her, with the exception, however, of one man, who evidently took +no interest in her arrival. He and I were together in a boat, and +whilst I was gazing on the 'Blake,' he leaned over the side of the +boat, and seized something that was floating along. He pulled it out +of the water, and threw it on my foot. In less than a minute I was in +an agony of pain, my foot swelled and burned with fiery heat, and I +jumped about like a madman. I was taken to the sick berth, and the +doctor treated it with oil and flour, which gave me a little ease. + +Now this, that my companion threw on my foot, was a fish known as a +Portuguese man-of-war--at least, that is the name by which naval men +know it. When floating on the water it resembles a glass bottle, but +under the surface it has long fangs several inches in length, and it +was these which stung me. He was very sorry that he did such a stupid +act, but I suppose having read or heard about this class of fish, he +thought he would put to an experimental test the power of its sting, +and chose my foot for that purpose. + +The Second Newfoundland Cruise. + +The 'Bellerophon' left for Plymouth the day after. Whilst all the +crews cheered her from aloft she steamed amongst the ships, her band +playing meantime 'Auld Lang Syne' and 'Home Sweet Home.' There was +more than one on the 'Emerald' who desired to be on the flag-ship +that day. We left Bermuda shortly after the 'Bellerophon' for another +fishery cruise, calling at the Port of Sausages for warm clothing-- +yes, and for more sausages. At this time I was rated an O.D., which +meant that I was regarded as a man. The dish-cloth was hung up in the +mess as an outward and visible sign that we had parted company--for I +may say until a boy is rated ordinary seaman, he is a slave to +domestic work in his mess. Another change was made with this rating-- +I was transferred from the quarter-deck part of the ship to a +flying-jib stower. A word of explanation here. The flying-boom is the +furthermost pole projecting from the ship's bow, and the sail which +is furled upon it is called the flying jib. Many narrow escapes had I +on the flying-boom, having to cling to it for dear life when the ship +dipped in the trough of the sea, causing me to be drenched through +and through; then like a fearless bird she would rise quickly toward +the sky, only to descend just as rapidly in the hollow of the next +oncoming wave. Giddy, sick, and faint have I furled with my mate the +flying jib, pinched with the cold and wet. It is impossible for me to +put down on paper what the bitterness of my life then was--it cannot +be reduced to writing. Often I found relief by stealing away to the +topgallant forecastle, and on the wash-deck locker lay with my face +buried in my arms and sob, praying to God to deliver me. + +A very monotonous cruise was this one. Anticipating as much, I bought +a melodeon at Halifax, and in my evening watch below would play some +of Sankey's hymns. The men were only too glad to sing, and presently +the whole mess deck would ring with bright and hearty singing. This +was as a tonic to me then, and is now, for nothing, to my mind, is so +inspiring as music accompanied with powerful song. + +What was our surprise one day when steaming into St. John's harbour +to find the city devastated by fire, which in some parts was still +smouldering! It appeared that the fire had broken out a day or two +previous to our arrival, and that it swept through the city in a +maddening rush, accelerated by the high winds, and the dearth of +water whereby to extinguish it. The heat, whilst the fire was raging, +was so intense that all craft in the harbour had to put to sea in +order to escape their sails being singed. Rich men's safes were taken +to the water and cast in, and our divers were given the task of +finding them again subsequently. We had looked forward to forty-eight +hours' leave, but it was out of the question now. The Governor of the +colony being absent from the capital, our captain took pre-eminence, +and placed the inhabitants under martial law. Public houses were +closed, and we patrolled the city night and day with blank and ball +cartridges, for it was thought a panic might ensue, or worse still, +that evil-disposed persons might set fire to the other side of the +harbour, where were stored thousands of tons of cod-liver oil. A +strict watch was kept afloat also, our steam-launch patrolling the +harbour all night with an armed crew. + +What about the dangerous ruins--should they be left standing? A party +of bluejackets went ashore with charges of dynamite to blow them +down. In the execution of their duty one of them found a part of the +silver communion plate which belonged to the English cathedral buried +in the debris. He brought it on board, and a skilled tradesman +converted it into various articles. I bought a ring which was made +out of it, but unfortunately lost it overboard. As to places of +worship, I think the only two which remained intact were the barracks +of the Salvation Army. As a relic of that great fire, I have in my +possession the stamp with which the books and papers in the Atheneum +reading room were marked. + +There were landed from our ship quantities of stores, such as canvas +to shelter the homeless people, and barrels of salt provisions as +their victuals. The inhabitants after a while becoming somewhat +reconciled to their misfortune, we left St. John's to see it no more, +or so we then understood. We sailed for Bermuda, calling on the way +at Halifax. "Just another cruise to the West Indies, boys, and then +to dear old England," was the comforting assurance with which we +often hailed one another. As on two previous occasions, so now again, +we spent our Christmas at Bermuda with the fleet. The decorations on +this our third Christmas-tide were not to be compared with the +preceding year--a significant sign that there had been more scope for +harmonious feeling between officers and men during the last twelve +months. "Never mind, lads, we shall spend next Christmas at home," +was the word of consolation passed from one mess to another. + +It was customary when the fleet was thus assembled to hold +battalion-days--that is to say, that all the various crews would land +with their rifles and cutlasses, and a field gun from each ship. +Headed by the flag-ship's band, we would be marched to a plain, and +there engage in infantry drill as a battalion. Meantime the guns' +crews were competing with each other as to their qualifications for +smartness. The guns would be taken to pieces, unlimbered, and +scattered on the ground, and the wheels of the gun-carriage wheeled +away a considerable distance. On the order being given to "Limber up, +and fire!" the crew which mounted its gun and fired the first shot +earned the laurels. On one occasion the gun's crew of the +'Bellerophon' gained the honour, but unfortunately, through the +neglect of one to serve the vent, the poor fellow lost his right arm, +which was blown into atoms. I am pleased to add that every man and +officer in the fleet freely gave him a day's payment, which in its +totality amounted to nearly a thousand pounds. + +It was during this stay at Bermuda that I was nearly shot dead. With +others, I had landed to do my annual firing, which is required of +every man in the navy. We had to fire ten shots from each firing +point, which were separated a hundred yards apart from each other. +There were six firing points, and therefore the limit for firing at +the target was six hundred yards. I had fired my ten shots from the +first point, and now had receded to the two hundred yards range. We +fired in couples. I had made eight bull's eyes on the target, which +delighted me, and after discharging my tenth shot my shipmate had +still to fire his. He held the rifle in the firing position, and was +in the act of pulling the trigger, when I passed within two inches of +his muzzle. I just cleared it when the bullet was fired. It would +have been my fault wholly and solely had an accident happened, as I +ought to have dropped to the rear, instead of passing to the front. +How can I doubt Providence in the light of this incident? It was God +who made the trigger hard to pull that day, and I am positive that +had it been an easy pull-off, the bullet would have passed through my +head, as my mate fired from the kneeling position. + +At Halifax all men who had no tunic were ordered to get one. A tailor +came on board and took the measurement of such men, taking on shore +the cloth to make the tunics. Twenty-six shillings were deducted from +my payment, this being the price of my tunic, as I belonged to the +class who were deficient of this article of uniform. Strange to say, +a notice was hung up on the board a few weeks later, stating that +tunics would henceforth be abolished in Her Majesty's navy. Then +followed abundant complaint. "This is a hoax," said one. "Better far +had we spent the twenty-six shillings in sausages," remarked another. +At the time this notice appeared, I had not even tried on my tunic, +and by way of comfort, it was pointed out by the officials that the +tunics might be exchanged for fruit in the West Indies. This did not +appeal very strongly to any. + +For a long time a pet goat was kept on board. (By the way, I may say +it was more of a pest than a pet.) It was the most curious animal +that ever I had seen. It took a walk around the lower deck almost +every night, making a dreadful noise which, of course, proved the +means of awaking many sailors. The mess deck in the morning was +usually strewn with boots and shoes, and the general cry was--"Where +are my shoes?" for you may be sure that he who threw such weapons at +the goat would not throw his own. Hence, if a man were looking for +his shoes in the morning, it was a sure sign that he had not been +annoyed by the goat's lower-deck visit during the night, or in other +words, that he was a very sound sleeper. + +To the carpenters, however, the goat was useful, as it had a habit of +eating the shavings which fell from their benches. That, to my mind, +was the one redeeming feature of this goat. + +While we were at Bermuda it died. Scores of men went to its funeral. +We managed to get a trolly and laid 'Billy' upon it. The procession +was formed, and away we marched through the dockyard. Some of us were +glad that we should see its face no more, others were rather +sorrowful, and expressed their sorrow by wrapping around the goat +their tunics. Never was a goat buried with such honours. I cannot +tell you how many new tunics were buried with it, but there were +many, and when it is remembered that the cost of each was twenty-six +shillings one is right in concluding it was rather an expensive +funeral. + +The Third West Indian Cruise. + +Away to the West Indies for the third and last time. We caught a +large shark during this trip. Laying at anchor one afternoon in water +which was infested by this class of fish, suddenly someone shouted, +"There's a shark caught astern!" All hands hurried aft on the poop to +see this sight. The bait, consisting of a large piece of pork, had +invited this monster, which was now writhing in pain in the water. +The gunnery instructor shot it, and with a jigger we hauled it +aboard. It was then cut open, and a dexterous marine took out its +back-bone, which he cleaned and varnished, and passing a steel rod +through the various parts made an admirable walking-stick. + +Rowing ashore in the cutter one morning I espied on the landing steps +of the pier at Jamaica a large octopus. It had been left high and +dry, and was therefore "like a fish out of water." Understanding it +was a deadly enemy, I seized a long boat-hook, with which I pierced +it to death; then drawing near, I examined it thoroughly, and counted +its suckers. + +I was at this time put in charge of the small-arm magazine, and +whenever the ship was in mock-action--usually on Friday mornings--it +was my duty to descend into the magazine, and hook on boxes of +ammunition, which were pulled up by marines to the lower deck. +Carriers would then run away to the upper deck with them, from which +place they would be hoisted aloft, for the sharp-shooters in the fore +and main tops. The duty of the men aloft in the time of war would be +to shoot the officers on board the enemy's ships. + +Occasionally the bugle would sound 'Action' by night. No specified +night was set apart for this evolution, hence it always came as a +surprise. "Coming events cast their shadow before," but this is not +applicable to 'Action' by night at sea; it is left entirely to the +captain's pleasure. The response to the bugle call is a sight never +to be forgotten. Every man dresses hurriedly--no, that is the wrong +word, for I have known them in their haste put the leg of their +trousers over their head in mistake for their jumpers, and others, +including myself, put their feet through the sleeves of the jumper, +mistaking them for trousers. And what wonder such errors are made, +when at sea no light is allowed on the lower deck by night, and all +is like sevenfold darkness! Each man has to put three hitches around +his hammock--seven are the uniform number--but the enemy is in sight, +therefore three hitches have to suffice to keep blanket and bedding +together. The hammock is then unhooked, and if the bluejacket belongs +to the former part of the ship, he has to bear it away for storage on +the topgallant forecastle; if to the after-part, he carries it away +to the poop. The reason for the hammocks being stowed on these two +places, is to provide a breakwater for the enemy's shots. + +Every man rushes away to his respective station. Sharpshooters seize +their rifles and climb the rigging; captains of broadside guns and +guns' crews repair to their guns and cast off the securing chains; +magazine men with a lantern descend the magazines. One who had never +seen this sight would find it difficult to believe with what rapidity +the movement is carried out. Two minutes after the bugle has sounded, +some such order as this is given from the officers' bridge. "Enemy +off the port bow! make ready with shrapnell shell. Distance three +thousand yards. Elevation twenty degrees." The gun loaded, the +breech-block closed, every captain of his gun stands to the rear with +the lanyard in his hand awaiting the order "Fire!" which when given, +the gun is fired, sponged and reloaded. The order might then be +given--"Prepare to ram," in which case the sights are made ready for +eight hundred yards, and the guns are fired by electricity, the guns' +crews lying down under cover of their respective guns. Other drills +are engaged in, until the bugle sounds:--"Cease firing," "Return +stores." The men after obeying this command take their hammocks below +deck, and providing they belong to the watch below, 'turn in' and +resume their sleep; if to the watch on duty, they repair to the upper +deck. + +One night whilst engaged in action an ammunition box fell upon my +hand, taking off four finger-nails. This is only one of the accidents +which happen at sea when the ship rolls heavily. + +As a ship's company our character would compare favourably with that +of any other crew on the station. There were only eight desertions, +and one court-martial case in three years. The 'Emerald' was anchored +off Dominica. One evening an order was received to prepare for sea +immediately, and proceed to St. Lucia to undergo the Admiral's +inspection the next morning. The capstan was rigged, the anchor +weighed, and soon we were at sea, and every man as busy as a bee. The +main yard was lowered and scrubbed, decks received special attention; +in fact, we were cleaning all night. In the morning we took up our +anchorage at St. Lucia. "All hands" were rushing about their work +like madmen. There was no help for it, so short had been the +Admiral's notice of his inspection. One bluejacket was whitewashing +the inboard part of the cable. The boatswain, believing he was not +doing it as quickly as he might, passed a deprecating remark. The +sailor in an instant seized a broom which lay near, and lifted it +to strike the boatswain, but hesitated, and laid it down. He was +put under arrest then and there, the charge against him being +"Attempting to strike a superior officer." The boatswain demanded a +court-martial, which was held later at Jamaica, the court passing a +sentence of eighteen months' imprisonment upon the doomed man. This +poor fellow in former years had been a heavy drinker, but during our +commission had not taken a drop of liquor--not even his daily +allowance of rum. It was understood that ere he left England he had +promised a dying sister that he would not touch intoxicants again, +and hitherto was faithful to his vow. He received the sympathy of the +captain, officers and crew. As his pay would henceforth be stopped, +though he were supporting a widowed mother, this sympathy took a +practical form. A subscription list was opened, and all subscribed. +In this way his poor mother received her half-pay as formerly, the +captain sending it home monthly. + +As a matter of fact he had served a previous term of imprisonment, +which was much in his disfavour, and he knew full well this would be +taken into consideration by the court. With this thought weighing +upon his mind, and whilst waiting his turn to appear before his +judges, he wept like a child--he who was always so brave, courageous +and manly. This is a touching instance--an instance of a poor soul +striving to do right, striving to be faithful, amid daily temptation, +to a sister who had gone before, yet because in a moment of weakness +he was overtaken in a fault, he was treated in such a harsh and cruel +manner. Certainly discipline must be maintained in the service, and +had the matter been settled by the captain, his punishment would have +been very lenient in comparison with that meted out by the court. But +the boatswain demanded a court-martial. I will not dilate on his +action, but remember the Master's words--"Blessed are the merciful, +for they shall obtain mercy." + +Concerning minor punishments, they were meted out almost daily, such +as fourteen days in a cell, seven days IOA or IOB. To be confined in +a cell is the penalty for returning on board ship intoxicated, or for +breaking several days' leave. For prudential reasons the knife and +lanyard of a seaman is taken away when the sentence of cell +confinement is passed. In his cell he has to pick a pound of oakum +daily, which is weighed every night by the ship's corporal, and his +food consists of bread and water, and for the greater part of the +confinement he is deprived of his bedding. Let me give an amusing +incident in connection with cell punishment. We had shipped at St. +John's a young man as an assistant to the captain's cook. Departing +from the naval rule of discipline, he received seven days' cell +seclusion. One night when the doctor went his usual round asking each +prisoner if all were well, this poor fellow replied: "No, sir, I have +not enough to eat; I should like a pound of cheese from the canteen." +Needless to add he obtained no cheese, and his very request indicates +how greatly he lacked knowledge concerning naval discipline, but he +learned it in the school of experience. + +I mentioned seven days IOA. Now, although I passed through my +training days without being beaten by many stripes, I was not so +fortunate in the 'Emerald,' though my punishment is but a pin-prick, +hardly worth mentioning, but I do so in order to point out that I was +no superior being. Strange man indeed would he be who, on such a ship +as the 'Emerald,' never stood as a defaulter on the quarterdeck. Yes, +I once received seven days IOA, which being interpreted means--That +the bluejacket's rum is, stopped; that he is not allowed to smoke; +that he only gets thirty minutes to dinner, and has to eat it with +other IOA men off a piece of canvas spread out on the upper deck, and +the other half of the dinner hour he has to whitewash spare cells: +moreover, that he has to rise at 4 a.m. mornings and scrub decks--all +this included in IOA. My readers will readily notice that the first +clause is a means of strengthening the temperance cause, and +non-smokers will see no punishment in the second clause, whilst those +who are fond of picnics will consider the third clause a pleasure, +but the pinch is felt in the fact that during IOA one's leave +is cancelled. Now, IOB is similar to IOA with one or two slight +modifications. + +Although I was not a smoker I once spat on the deck, and was marked +doing so by the first lieutenant. He ordered me to patrol the deck in +my spare time with a cutlass, and to capture the first man who +repeated the sin, Next day I discovered a transgressor and took him +aft to the officer of the day, before whom he confessed and was +ordered to relieve me of the cutlass. The sin was a general one, I +take it, if judged by the number of men to whom the sword was +transferred. + +The Third Newfoundland Cruise. + +The last southern cruise was drawing to an end, and many were the +conjectures as to which place we should depart for England, but the +general belief was that it would be Bermuda. When arriving here, at +the conclusion of the cruise, we heard news which faded the brightest +hope and caused much murmuring. It was to the effect that we had to +sail to the fisheries once more. Away to Halifax for another share of +warm clothing' and at this port complaining ceased, and I will let +you into a secret--the sausages proved the remedy. Who could grumble +when living upon such dainties? + +On reaching St. John's we saw great improvements in the city. During +our absence wooden buildings had been erected, and the appearance of +a devastated place had vanished. I will write of two incidents which +occurred--the first being pleasant, the second unpleasant. Our ship +had moored one evening in a creek on the west of Newfoundland. It was +a notorious place for salmon. A large net was put across the creek at +its narrowest width, and on hauling it into the boat ninety salmon +were caught. These were distributed to the messes, who all enjoyed +the salmon dinner, being a pleasant change from salt meat. + +Sailing in the second cutter with a high wind blowing and having 'put +about,' I noticed the lee-main-stay was not made fast, but was +dangling outside the boat. I rose from the bottom of the cutter and +stretched out my hand to seize it, when instantly the lee gunwale +dipped under water and so did I, with the exception of my right leg, +which was jammed crossways in the rowlock. In this position I was +carried along for a distance of forty yards, and when the squall had +passed over, the boat's crew pulled me in. When naval cutters are +under sail the rowlock fittings are filled up with a piece of wood, +which corresponds to the fitting. Someone had neglected to slip this +piece of wood into the rowlock which held me by the foot. Thank God +for that neglect; it was a kindly Providence, for it saved my life +from drowning. + + + +CHAPTER V + +HOMEWARD BOUND + +Homeward Bound! All our stores which we borrowed from Halifax were +transferred to the 'Pelican' for her to return. We left St. John's +harbour one Sunday evening en route to Plymouth. The crews of the +'Buzzard' and 'Pelican' hailed us 'farewell' as we slowly steamed +away from our moorings, and crowds of people gathered on the wharfs +to witness our departure. The paying-off pennant was streaming far +astern, and every heart felt glad to see it. It was a sign of +something beyond expression. Just one more look at the city, a +hastening glance at our two companion ships, and we had cleared the +harbour. In an hour the land was lost to view, and we were in a dense +fog, ploughing the deep, bound for Old England. The wind proving +favourable, plain sail was made, and for the next five days we made +rapid headway. On the sixth day the wind veered round to the opposite +quarter, and in consequence sails were furled, and our speed +decreased. However, we were able to make sail again on the ninth day. + +What was my intense joy when on the morning of the eleventh day the +man on the look-out shouted "Eddystone Lighthouse off the port bow, +sir!" This delightful cry had almost the same effect as if the +boatswain's mate had piped, "Clear lower deck," as nearly all hands +rushed on deck. Breakfast was piped shortly afterwards, but only a +scanty number went below to partake of it. I stood entranced with the +old familiar scenes which were now becoming more and more visible; in +fact, I cannot tell what feelings took possession of me. I have often +since felt that the three years' separation from home and loved ones +were compensated by the joy of home-coming. + +Yes, there was Maker Tower--the last object I beheld when leaving +Plymouth in the 'Himalaya' three years before. Nearer and nearer we +sailed until all the surroundings became distinct. Rame Head was +passed, then Penlee Point, and now the Breakwater Lighthouse loomed +in sight. + +"Clear lower deck! Hands shorten and furl sail!" was the order. "Come +along, lads, it is the last time," said some sympathetic voices. + +The guns were made ready for saluting the Admiral and the Port. Then, +having anchored, the salute was fired, the port guard-ship replying. +A dense fog now settled down on Plymouth Sound, much to my +disappointment, for I was on the look-out for my father's approach. +Soon there was a cluster at boats round the ship, which had conveyed +from the shore all manner of commercial men--Jews with watches for +sale, and tailors with their patterns--for no bluejacket would be +without his private suit--and others with articles of food. Only a +limited number, however, were allowed on board. + +My uncle, who resided at Kingsand, had noticed our early arrival in +the Sound. He had been requested by my mother to keep a sharp +look-out for the 'Emerald.' She had given him money to purchase some +food to bring afloat to me. He fulfilled his request with the +greatest satisfaction, for an hour after we had anchored, he was on +board, with a basket of provisions, enquiring for me. I gave him a +hearty welcome, all the more so on account of the basket he bore, as +I had foregone my biscuit and cocoa that morning and had had nothing +to eat. I will just add that the contents of his basket were eagerly +devoured by me and my mess-mates. + +My father, so it afterward proved, had been on the Hoe every morning +recently, to see if the 'Emerald' had arrived, but on account of the +fog this morning he did not walk there, knowing that such a fog would +hide the Sound from view, so he contented himself with making +enquiries, and was told that no ship had come from sea. As the day +wore on he chanced to be in a shop in Plymouth, when one of the +stewards of the 'Emerald' entered it, to purchase. That was enough! +He flew away, bringing with him a large box of the best provisions +that money could buy--it had been packed a whole week in readiness +for my home-coming, so as there should be no delay when the ship +arrived. A waterman rowed him down the Sound. In my heart I knew +there was some mistake, as otherwise my father would have been one +of the first to board the ship. + +However, about 3 p.m. someone called down the hatchway for me. +Instantly I bounded away to the gangway, there to greet my father, +who was now on board. We spent an hour together, and at 4 p.m. all +visitors were 'piped' out of the ship. The coal was shipped--for we +had been coaling all day. + +The boats were hoisted, and the anchor weighed. Being a member of the +drum and fife band on the 'Emerald,' whose work was to play marches +while the capstan was being manned, I must say that our march on this +occasion was out of place. A gallop would have been suitable. With +four men on each capstan bar, it was nothing less than a maddening +whirl, whilst the cry sounded-- + +"Heave ho! The last time my hearties." + +We left Plymouth for Portsmouth to payoff. One of the Portsmouth +outfitters had made it his business to come to Plymouth, and to take +the return passage in our ship. Truly he was a highly favoured man. +Nor was he idle, for he was measuring men for suits of clothes the +most of the night. I suppose he did not mind such night-work. We +sighted Portsmouth in the morning, and after doing the customary +steam trials, proceeded up harbour. Here, as at Plymouth, there were +all classes of business men waiting in boats to besiege the ship. +Most of them met with disappointment, as only a few were allowed on +board. This matter was the cause of complaint being made in an +evening paper, which said: "No such restriction was ever manifested +by any other ship coming home from a foreign station," and after +dwelling on the treatment which had been shown to many who had come +alongside the 'Emerald,' the paragraph concluded with words to this +effect:--"That the 'Emerald's' commission had been far from being a +happy one," words which contained a great deal of truth. + +In the course of a few days we made fast alongside the jetty, and +returned stores. This taking a month, then came paying-off day. This +day is generally associated with the idea of a nice sum of money, but +it was far from being so in my case as you shall see. My father had +asked me at Plymouth if I should have sufficient money to pay my +railway fare from Portsmouth to Devonport. Anticipating I should +receive enough for this purpose ort paying-off day, I replied in the +affirmative. But during the month at Portsmouth it gradually dawned +upon me that my money due would amount to but a very little. +Accordingly, I wrote home, informing my parents of the same, +requesting them to send me three pounds. + +Having no curios with me save a folding looking-glass which I bought +at Cape Breton Island, and a figured handkerchief from the Jamaica +exhibition, I went ashore one evening at Portsmouth and bought a few +little presents to carry home to my relatives in order that they +should possess something to regard as a token of the 'Emerald's' +home-coming. I did not inform them they were bought at Portsmouth, +and for a time they were prized as presents brought home from foreign +parts. I gave my father a walking-stick, but I rather think that he +from the first knew it was a native of England. Anyhow, the joke has +been discovered since, and has caused much laughter from time to time +in the home circle. + +Three days before the dispersion the chaplain sent for me. On going +aft to his cabin, he said, "Cowling, you may have the harmonium." I +thanked him heartily for this present. Not desiring to take it home +with me, I sold it to a local musician for seventeen shillings, with +which I bought a reefer jacket to wear home. At last the happy day +came. The captain, with his officers grouped on the quarterdeck, and +the paymaster with his staff, began the work of payment. On the +seaman's name being called, he stepped toward the pay-table and gave +his number on the ship's book; then receiving the money due to him +walked out of the gangway. It was now my turn, and although some of +the men received from sixty to eighty, and one a hundred pounds, +mine was the modest sum of three shillings and sixpence, despite the +fact that I had been receiving eightpence a day in addition to most +of them--five pence as the organist, and threepence for being a +flute-player. + +How do I account for the contrast? In this way. Some men did the +washing of others, charging threepence per piece, and a shilling for +scrubbing a hammock, and others owned a sewing-machine with which in +spare time they made uniform suits. Washing and sewing men were bent +upon having a good pay-day. These two classes of men would seldom buy +any article from the canteen. I should not say they were niggardly or +selfish--their course probably was governed by self-denial, or it may +be that their future marriage day was the solution of their conduct. +As for myself, I never could eat with relish any service food, +consequently most of my wages was spent in canteen food, and the +remainder on shore. Therefore on paying-off day I received my few +shillings as contentedly as those did who were the recipients of many +pounds, for I had utilised my money in one way, and they were about +to do so in another. That is all. + +Little groups of men gathered on the wharf to wish each other +'good-bye,' as it was not likely they would ever meet again. I often +think of Collins, who belonged to the same section of the starboard +watch as I. He was a very witty fellow. He was asked one day where +his messmate Jack Frost was? In reply he answered, "He is on the +fore-yard shooting sparrows for the sick." This was amusing, +considering at the time we were in a heavy gale far out at sea. On +another occasion a civilian at Halifax asked him, "What do you +sailors get to eat at sea?" "We live on wind and chew daylight," was +his answer. + +When outside the dockyard gates I made off to a restaurant for +refreshment, and then caught the train for Devonport, reaching it at +8 p.m. My father and a friend were on the platform to meet me. We +took a cab to the quay, from which a waterman rowed us across the +harbour. Then a journey of another three miles in a carriage, and I +was at home, sweet home. My mother and sisters, who had been on the +tiptoe of expectation for the last hour, now bounded out of the room +as the front door was opened, and I cannot describe what transpired +in the lobby for the next few minutes. The tears of joy being wiped +away, we all sat down to supper, my companion--he who tasted the +leather strap in our school days--being invited to swell the number, +and to complete the welcome home. Supper ended, I was made the +recipient of various gifts from my parents and sisters. Amongst other +things which my mother gave me was a jersey which she had knitted-- +every stitch of it. It happened one day that my sister took the work +in hand and did a little in the making of it, but when my mother +discovered this transgression, she lovingly unravelled the stitches, +for she said "she desired to make it all herself." Such is a mother's +love! Every winter since I have worn the jersey, and even now am +wearing it on this cold December day as I pen these lines. + +Six weeks' leave were granted me for my absence of three years, which +is the naval scale--that is a fortnight for each year, and I carried +in my pocket the liberty ticket. Let me tell you what is written on +it: The bearer's name, his height; the complexion of his hair, the +colour of his eyes, his visible marks (if any) and the nature +thereof, also a statement to the effect that he is free from arrest +up to a given date which is specified--if not on board his ship at +the authorised hour on that date he is regarded as a leave-breaker +and punished accordingly. + +The six happy weeks passed away all too quickly, and I returned to +the Royal Naval Barracks, or, as is understood in naval circles +H.M.S. 'Vivid' From here, I was drafted to the gunnery college, +H.M.S. 'Cambridge.' It was on this ship that I first saw our present +King, he having come on board to inspect the guns' crews at drill, +accompanied by his brother, the Duke of Edinburgh, who at the time +was Commander-in-Chief of Devonport. After passing through a course +of gunnery, which lasted eighteen months, I was sent back to the +'Vivid.' Being entirely out of touch with a seaman's life, I +requested to "see the captain" with a view of changing my rating to +that of a ship's writer. He granted my appeal conditionally, which +meant, that if I were in harbour when the next examination took +place, I should be allowed to sit, but if away on a foreign station, +of course it would be impossible. To qualify myself in order to +succeed in passing this examination I received private tuition when +ashore, for which I paid very dearly. Meantime an order was received +by the officials to send a draft of bluejackets to Portsmouth to +bring to Devonport H.M.S. 'Rupert.' We went to Portsmouth by train. +Whilst engaged in taking ammunition on board, a box of heavy +cartridge fell on my right foot, and took off the tip of a toe. + +I was barefooted, as it was a wet day. Being carried to the sick +berth, my foot was treated and bound, and I was ordered to my +hammock. On arrival at Devonport, the sick-berth steward took me to +the hospital in the naval barracks, where I lay in bed six weeks. You +will perceive that my right foot has been unfortunate. It was the +right foot which was jammed in the crevice of the rocks the right +foot upon which the Portuguese man-of-war was flung, and now again +the right foot which received the fall from the ammunition box. + +Time wore away, and I was in a state of expectation as to what date +the examination would take place. To my bitter disappointment I was +told there was to be none that year. Then I began to fear lest before +the next I should be sent away to sea, and thus lose my opportunity +to enter. Again I was drafted to the 'Cambridge,' as one of her +ship's company, and I still resumed my scholastic tuition ashore. A +thrill of dread used to seize me when observing the ship's corporal +walking along the deck bearing a slate, as it was an indication that +someone was to be called upon to prepare for sea. Is it I? was the +thought which filled my mind. However, the year had nearly passed +away, and I was deeply anxious over the forthcoming examination. +"Surely there will be one this year, as there was none last." Such +was my reasoning. + +One day at the conclusion of my lesson, my tutor said he had very, +unpleasant news to break to me. It was this:--That an examination +would be held for civilians only, and that an order had been received +stating that no seaman should be allowed to change his rating. Oh, I +thought, was ever any disappointment so vexatious as mine? I left his +house with a wounded spirit, and, having crossed the harbour, walked +toward home, a journey of three miles, weeping bitterly and praying +nearly all the way. The very heavens above seemed to me as brass, and +my horizon appeared dark as the blackness of night; not a streak of +light could I find. For two years I had been studying and working +hard to qualify for this examination, and had spent most of my +earnings in tuition, and now the issue was that in spite of my utter +dislike to a naval life as a sailor, I must still pursue it. + +The memory of that awful journey comes to mi mind very forcibly at +times, and when I hear or know of any sore disappointment occurring +in one's life, I fervently pray to God that such disappointment may +be immersed in the waters of kindly help and sympathy. May the Christ +of Gethsemane comfort all wounded hearts, all crushed spirits, and +make sorrow the seed of a new hope, even as He did in my life. + +On reaching home that evening my parents observed that I had been +weeping, and on asking the cause, the pent-up grief again burst +forth. Gradually I became calm, and conveyed to them the news which I +had received from my tutor, the naval schoolmaster. They both agreed +there and then, that by God's help I should be released from my +unbearable life, and that steps should be taken immediately to that +end. + +Shortly after I came home from sea I attended the Congregational +Church at Cawsand, and here, under the influence of my pastor's +preaching, made a decision for Christ. He soon put me in harness in +church work, and for more than two years I studied theology under +him, he kindly coming to my home every Monday evening to help me in +that direction. Occasionally he set me an examination paper, and +assisted me educationally in every way. This course of theological +study began while I was yet in the navy, and often when boat-keeper +at the lower boom of the 'Cambridge' have I spent hours in study. To +test my preaching abilities, the Rev. Stephen Stroud, for such was my +pastor's name, would take me into his church, where in a pew he would +sit as a listening critic, while I preached from the pulpit. + +The next day I went to him and intimated my parents' decision in +consequence of my vexation, and that they wished to purchase my +discharge if possible, whereupon he gave me a letter to take to the +commander of the ship. In the course of a few days I stood before him +on the quarterdeck, and made known my desire to quit the service, +and my detestation of a sailor's life. He did not thwart me in +any way, but said the request would have to be brought before the +Commander-in-Chief of the port, and the Admiralty. + + + +CHAPTER VI + +LEAVING THE NAVY + +Nearly three weeks had passed--oh, what an anxious time it was! Was +there another sorrow in store for me? God forbid. Well, one day at +noon, just as I had reached the ship in the staff gig, to which boat +I belonged, the quartermaster rushed to the gangway and shouted-- +"Cowling, you are wanted on the quarterdeck immediately." I lost no +time in getting there. In another minute I stood face to face with +the captain, who informed me that the Admiralty had granted my +discharge. "Right-about-turn! Quick march," was the order of the +master-at-arms, but, believe me, it was more of a run than a march. +My messmates were forehead awaiting the result, and as I approached +them a dozen voices shouted--"How goes it?" "All's well," I replied. +"You are fortunate," said they. Dinner was now piped, but I wanted +none--my desire was to get on terra firma as speedily as possible. I +pulled my bag from the rack, turned it upside down on the deck, +distributing all the clothes contained therein, to the value of +fifteen pounds. Then I wished my messmates 'good-bye' and went ashore +in a gig, feeling like a bird released from a cage. Thus ended my +naval career, extending to a period of seven years and nine days. I +keep in my study an envelope containing my discharge paper and the +receipt for same, which cost eighteen pounds. In reading it, as I +sometimes do, my thoughts are carried backward to the day of +liberation. + +My messmates had decided to present me with a beautiful Bible, which +I never received, for this reason. Scarcely a week had passed from +the day I stepped on shore a free man, when an order was sent from +headquarters for a large draft of seamen to be sent to different +parts of the world. Nearly all my former mates were numbered amongst +the draft. Consequently they were scattered far apart, and no steps +could be taken to carry out their intention. The kind feeling which +prompted it I appreciate and accept, as showing what they would have +done had the opportunity been forthcoming. + +Even in the weeding out of the 'Cambridge' this large company of men, +I observe God's providence at work in my own life, for doubtless I +should have been included in the draft, having been in harbour three +years, which is considered a long stay. My discharge was granted me +in the nick of time. "He doeth all things well." + +I found employment on shore in Plymouth as a contractor's clerk, and +devoted more time to religious studies, for I now felt that as the +greatest obstacle in my path had been removed, God would surely open +my way to enter His service. He did. By the recommendation of my +pastor I was admitted into Cliff College, Derbyshire, completing my +training in London. + +* * * * * + +Though for six years I had nearly become a Baptist, that is, a +Congregationalist, I now stepped over the line, having studied the +New Testament with an unbiassed mind, to get at the real truth of +Scriptural baptism. Being convinced that immersion was the Scriptural +mode, I forthwith became baptised in Bow Street Baptist Church, +London. + +Shortly afterwards, I was invited to the pastorate of a Baptist +Church in New Whittington, Derbyshire, where I laboured for a brief +period, and at which place I first met the young lady who is now my +wife. In the autumn of 1899 I accepted the call to my present +pastorate, that of the Ashwater district of Baptist Churches. +Understanding that under the new regulations existing which precludes +Cliff College students from being recognised as fully accredited +ministers, I set to work to overcome the difficulty by passing the +two Baptist Union examinations. + +Such, then, in brief are a few outstanding incidents of my life, and +such is the road I have travelled to enter the ministry--a hard road +and painful, bedewed with tears, and strewed with withered leaves of +disappointment and weary watchings, but I am bound to confess that it +was the path marked out for me. No better training was ever afforded +any minister, and to-day I can thank God for it all. What is the +great truth which my career teaches me? This: that "God is in the +heart of things, and all is well." That He is in every human life, +directing, controlling, and superintending it. That nothing happens +by chance, and that it is He alone who can transform the wilderness +of blighted hope into a paradise of joy; can convert the vale of +tears into the sunny path that leads upward to His throne--He alone +who can chase away the darkness of night and bring in the sunshine of +morning. Unto His name be all the glory! + +I cannot but hope that should any darkened life read this little +sketch, that such an one may be inspired and comforted by so doing, +believing that He who gently cleared my way, granting me the +fulfilment of my heart's desire, will in like manner repeat His +loving-kindness in that one's life. + +"Lead, kindly light, . . . . + + . . . . . + +Keep thou my feet; I do not ask to see +The distant scene; one step enough for me." + + + +PRINTED BY NEILL AND CO., LTD., EDINBURGH. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FROM LOWER DECK TO PULPIT*** + + +******* This file should be named 22588.txt or 22588.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/2/5/8/22588 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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