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diff --git a/22275.txt b/22275.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..2ce7481 --- /dev/null +++ b/22275.txt @@ -0,0 +1,5036 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of VC -- A Chronicle of Castle Barfield and of +the Crimea, by David Christie Murray + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: VC -- A Chronicle of Castle Barfield and of the Crimea + +Author: David Christie Murray + +Release Date: August 8, 2007 [EBook #22275] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK VC, A CHRONICLE *** + + + + +Produced by David Widger + + + + + +VC -- A CHRONICLE OF CASTLE BARFIELD AND OF THE CRIMEA + +By David Christie Murray + + +CHATTO & WINDUS + +1904 + +LONDON + + + + +V. C. + + + + +CHAPTER I + +The people of Castle Barfield boast that the middle of their High +Street is on a level with the cross of St. Paul's Cathedral. The whole +country-side is open, and affords a welcome to storm from whatever +corner of the compass it may blow. You have to get right away into +the Peak district before you can find anything like an eminence of +distinction, though the mild slopes of Quarry-moor and Cline, a few +miles to the westward, save the prospect from complete monotony. East, +and a trifle to the north, rises Beacon Hargate, on the top whereof one +of the innumerable bonfires which warned England of the coming of the +Armada hung out its flaming banner in the sight of three counties. +Topping that high tableland, Beacon Hargate is familiar with wild +weather at the proper seasons, and by dint of use takes very little +notice of it. But on the evening on which this story has its proper +beginning such a storm raged round and over the old Beacon as no man or +woman of that region could even remember. It began in the grey of the +dawn in wild and fitful gusts, driving thick squalls of rain before +them, but long before midday it lost its first waywardness and settled +down to business with a steady purpose. It grew in force from hour to +hour, and almost from minute to minute, until all living things sought +shelter. The disconsolate cattle huddled under the sparse hedgerows, +looking down their broad, dripping noses in a meek abandonment to fate. +The sheep packed themselves in any hollowed corner they could find, +and hugged their soaked fleeces close to each other in uncomplaining +patience. The trees fought the blast with impotent arms, and shrieked +and groaned their protest against it Flying boughs, like great grotesque +birds, went hurtling through the air. + +As the brief March day fell towards its close, the storm seemed suddenly +to double in fury. Oak and elm went down before it bodily, torn from the +stout anchorage of many years, and before the wind had raged itself +to rest many scores of patriarchal landmarks were laid low. Roar of +tormented woods, howl of wind, crash on crash of breaking boughs or +falling trees, blended to one tune, and a plunging rain came down in +ropes rather than in lines, driven at a fierce angle. + +Night fell, and the pitiless tempest raged on, but with the coming of +the darkness one sign of cheer displayed itself. From the windows of +the plain old grey-stone mansion on the eastern side of the Beacon Hill +lights began to glow, first in this chamber and then in that, until the +whole squat edifice seemed charged with warmth and comfort. The tempest +poured its full strength against the grey-stone house. It shook the +windows with its frantic hand, it shrieked and howled and roared amongst +the chimney tops and gables, it strained the hasps of the staunch oaken +doors, and the old house faced it with a broadening smile, and shone the +brighter by contrast as the night grew blacker. + +In the whole roaring region there was but one man to be found abroad, +and he was making for the grey-stone house. He was a portly person with +a prosperous-looking development about the neighbourhood of the +lower waistcoat, and he was sorely tried, though he was as yet on +the sheltered side of the hill. His heavy black broadcloth was soaked +through and through, and weighed him down. The icy wet had chilled him, +and he breathed hard at every laboured step. One stiff slope of some +fifty yards had still to be surmounted before he reached the hill-top. +Twenty yards further lay the house, with all windows beaming. It was +as yet invisible to him, but in his mind's eye he could see it, and the +thought of it gave him courage. He turned his back to the plunging rain, +and paused to gather breath before he assaulted the last slope of the +hill. He had lost his hat, and the water trickled out of his hair in +rivulets. + +'I've seen worse weather than any they can brew in the neighbourhood +of Beacon Hargate,' he panted to himself, 'but it's one thing to have a +good tight craft under your feet, and it's another to be bogged in the +dark, over half a mile of rotten plough-land. All right, my lads, you +haven't got Jack Jervase under yet. Here goes.' + +With this he faced the hill and the rain again, and made his difficult +and slippery way upward, impeded by his clinging clothes, and snorting +like a grampus. Right at the crown of the hill, most fortunately for +the wayfarer, there was a thick coppice of stunted trees, which afforded +refuge from the gale and shelter from the rain. He was quite blown by +the time he reached it, and he clutched at the nearest sapling as a +drowning man clutches at a spar. He stood there perforce for a full +minute, panting hard. Then he shook his head doggedly, and muttered a +second time: + +'All right, my lads. You haven't got Jack Jervase yet.' + +And then, helping himself along from hand to hand, he skirted the +coppice, until he came to the unsheltered brow of the hill. It was well +for him then that he had something to hold on by. Even as it was, he was +clean lifted from his feet, and it was only by a prodigious effort that +he saved himself from being blown away like a leaf. But having once +struggled past the actual summit, he had escaped that danger, and a +minute later, through howling-wind and scourging rain, the fire-lit +windows of the house were beaming 'home!' upon him. Another instant and +his feet were on the firm gravel, and he went scudding before the wind +until he had gained the corner of the house. Here, feeling his troubles +over, he paused once more for breath, and took a dripping way towards +the rear of the building. + +He stayed for an instant to glance in at an old-fashioned broad +mullioned window. He looked into a room where a jolly coal fire was +burning in the grate, and blazing up the chimney. About it half-a-dozen +people sat comfortably grouped, and there was a big brown steaming jug +upon the wooden table in the centre of the room, which was paved with +the large square tiles locally called 'quarries.' One of the group about +the fire turned to this jug and poured out from it a generous-looking +stream of dark brown liquid into a number of mugs of the old +Staffordshire ware, which at that time of day was common in rustic +households, though it seems now to have vanished from all places but +the shelves of the collector. The onlooker shivered and spoke under his +breath. + +'You're making pretty free with old Jack's old October inside there, +ain't you? Pretty fine old crowd to come home to!--guzzling at my +expense. I'll sort ye.' + +A moment later he was in the room, but short as the interval was between +the close of his speech and his appearance before the group about the +fire, his temper had apparently changed, for he broke out in a cheery +voice: + +'Hilloa, my lads! I reckon one or two of you are weatherbound. Well, +you've found a snug harbour here, and you're welcome to it. Mary,' he +went on, addressing a thick-set woman of middle age, who had risen at +his entrance, and stood before him with an embarrassed aspect, 'don't +tell the missus that I'm at home, but go upstairs and lay out dry things +for me. I'm wet through to the marrow. I'll have a drop of that myself,' +he said, laying a hand on one of the mugs and nodding round the little +circle, with a beaming face. + +One of the men noisily shifted his chair to make room for him, and the +master of the house approached the fire, and, turning his back to it, +began to steam like a whole washing day. + +He sipped comfortably at the creaming contents of the mug, and fairly +beamed upon his guests. + +'You chaps,' he said, 'will have to wake up by and by. I hope there +isn't one of you that hasn't got the spirit to go out and fight for his +Queen and country?' + +'There ain't a-going to be no fightin', Mr. Jervase,' said one of the +men sheepishly. + +'Don't you make any mistake about that, my lad,' said Mr. Jervase. 'I've +got a bit of news for you as will set old England in a blaze within +another four-and-twenty hours. And I suppose I'm the only man within +five miles that knows it. You mark my words, now, all of you. You'll +remember this night to the last day o' your lives. This is the 27th +March, this is. The twenty-seventh of March in the year of Our Lord +eighteen hundred and fifty-four. That's a date as will stick in your +gizzards, my hearties. It's a date as will stick in old England's +gizzard, and in the Czar of Rooshia's gizzard, and in the gizzard of +Napoleon Three. And you can lay your oath to that, because Jack Jervase +told you.' + +'Why, what's happened, Mr. Jervase?' asked the man who had spoken +earlier. + +'Happened?' cried Mr. Jervase. 'Why, Her Gracious Majesty Queen Victoria +has sent a message to her Royal 'Ouses of Parliament to say as she's +declared war agen the Czar of all the Rooshias. And before a month is +over your heads, my lads, there'll be war amongst the Great Powers of +Europe, for the first time in eight-and-thirty years.' + +The five men rose to their feet unconsciously in their excitement. +They were mere country-side clods, and knew as little of the rights and +wrongs of that great Eastern question which had overshadowed the world +so long, as the horses they drove about the heavy country lanes or the +flocks they herded. But they broke into a cheer. + +The bringer of the news lifted a hand, and waved them into silence. + +'You'll have the missus in to know what all that hullaballoo's about,' +he said, reprovingly: 'and I don't want to be bothered until I've made a +change. Now I'll tell you what it is, my lads. The Queen wants men, and +there isn't one of you that isn't fit to go a-soldiering. I just tell +you this--if any one of you, or the whole lot of you, see fit to take +the Queen's shilling I'll put a pound to it for bounty money. Now, you +needn't cheer again,' he added hastily. + +As a matter of fact, none of his listeners showed any inclination to +cheer. War in the abstract was a thing to cheer about, but war in +the concrete--war with its possibilities--thus brought home to each +individual mind excited no enthusiasm. + +'You think about that, my lads,' said the host, distributing a series of +smiling nods about him. 'Old Jack Jervase's day is over, or he'd be at +it again, and so I tell you. It's many and many a year now since I heard +a shot fired in anger, or since I stood on a ship's deck. But I've got +the heart for the work still, if I haven't got the figger. Heigh-ho,' he +went on, with a regretful moan, 'there's no room for a pottle-bellied, +bald-headed old coot like me atween the decks of a man o' war. But if I +was five-and-twenty years younger, why, God bless my soul, I shouldn't +hesitate a minute!' + +The woman he had despatched immediately upon his entrance returned at +this instant and coughed behind her hand to indicate her presence. + +'All ready, Mary?' said Mr. Jervase in a ringing and cheery voice. +'That's well. Don't forget what I've told you, lads: fine young chaps +like you ought not to desert their Queen and country in the hour of +need. I'll keep my promise. Any one of you as takes the sergeant's +shilling can claim a pound for bounty money from old Jack Jervase.' + +So saying, he rolled, with a nautical gait, towards the door by which +the domestic had re-entered the room, and having reached the stairfoot, +and finding himself alone, he added, with a sudden snarl, 'I'd like to +give three of ye a chance of earning a wooden leg anyhow--coming into my +house and guzzling my best beer the very minute my back's turned on ye.' + +He found a cheerful fire blazing in his own room, and dry clothing laid +out before it. He began to undress, casting his coat into one corner +of the room, with a gesture of exasperation, and his waistcoat into +another. He tugged at his bootlaces angrily, muttering to himself +meanwhile mere scraps of speech in which the words 'beer,' and 'waste,' +and 'guzzling beasts,' were audible. When he had stripped completely, +he gave himself a lusty towelling from head to foot, and then struggled +into the warm, dry raiment prepared for him. As at the completion of +his toilet he stood with a pair of stiff military brushes working at +his hair and whiskers, before a big cheval glass, he looked eminently +British for his day. The style is a little changing now, but the +thick-set sturdy figure, the full paunch, the blunt scowling features, +the cold grey eyes, the double chin, the firm yet sensual mouth, were +all expressive of his type. The suit of pilot cloth into which he had +changed gave him something of a seafaring look; but the high white +collar, the shining black satin stock, the heavy gold chain which +trailed across his waistcoat, and the clean-trimmed hirsute mutton-chop +on either side the heavy jowl combined to make him intensely respectable +to look at. He thrust his feet into a pair of wool-lined slippers, which +he had left toasting till the last moment before the fire, and took his +way downstairs, and along the passage which traversed the whole side of +the house. His face was drawn into a heavy frown as he thrust open the +door he came to, and he entered the room with a cough of magisterial +importance. A tall, gaunt man, with stooping shoulders, rose to meet +him, and the expression of Mr. Jervase's face changed as if by magic. +Something of such a change had taken place between his looking in on +the rustics assembled round his kitchen fire and his appearance amongst +them. But now it was even swifter, and more pronounced. + +'Why, General Boswell!' he cried. 'This is indeed an unexpected honour. +I'm proud to see you, sir, beneath my 'umble roof. Jack Jervase wasn't +a very distinguished servant of Her Majesty. He never held the Queen's +commission, sir; but he fowt beneath his country's flag, and he'll +always feel it an honour to welcome a superior officer of the sister +arm.' + +He said this with a laugh, and a roll of the head, as if to carry off +by his own geniality any sense of presumption which might appear to lurk +within his speech, and he bent low over the hand which was proffered to +him. + +The visitor's type was as pronouncedly English as John Jervase's own, +and yet it could hardly have differed further from it if the two men +had been inhabitants of planets strange to one another. John Jervase +was British _bourgeois_ from head to foot, and the General from crown to +sole was an aristocrat. His very figure told the observer that, and the +manly aquiline features and the mild, yet searching blue eye had never +left an instant's doubt about it in the mind of any man. He was some six +feet four in stature, and the slight stoop which sat upon his shoulders +looked somehow as if it had been brought about by the innate courtesy of +a man who could not refrain from bending to people of inferior stature. +It scarcely detracted from the military character of his carriage, and, +indeed, the General could stand up straight enough when he chose, as +divers of the old incorrigibles who had been under his command in many +climates knew full well. It was always a bad sign to one of these when +he saw the General square his shoulders: and if, in addition to this, +both hands were sent at the same time to twist the ends of the great +drooping grey moustache, the old offender knew that his plight was +serious indeed. Yet, for a grizzled old campaigner, who was now growing +nigh to three score years, the General was marvellously mild and sweet +in manner. His features, to be sure, were high, and in some of their +signs a little harsh; but his mouth was very gentle in expression, +and the large yet deepset eyes beamed with a kind simplicity. It was +a common saying in his fighting days that Boswell's men would have +followed him into hell. But children trusted and loved him at sight; and +it was a pretty picture sometimes in his social hours to see him as the +centre of a bevy of young girls--over whom he always seemed to exercise +a perfectly unconscious fascination. + +'You've been to town, Jervase, I understand,' said the General, 'What's +the news there?' + +'The news, sir,' said Mr. Jervase. 'The news, sir, has come at last, +and by this time I suppose Her Majesty's forces have got their marching +orders.' + +'Do you mean it's war, Jervase?' cried the General. + +'I mean it's war, sir,' Jervase answered. 'The latest news, before I +came away, was that the Queen had sent a message to Parliament that +negotiations with the Czar are broken off. The message goes on to say +that Her Majesty relies upon her faithful subjects to protect the Sultan +against the encroachments of Russia.' + +His manners and his accent were alike more dignified than they had been +when he addressed the rustic crowd. It could be seen that he had one +manner for the kitchen and another for the parlour. + +'At last!' said the General, half under his breath. 'At last! Well, +everybody has seen it coming, and there----' he went on, turning upon +his heel and speaking in a raised voice, 'there is your chance, Polson. +You're a lucky dog, not even to have your commission from your +agent's hands, and yet to be on the edge of the biggest campaign since +Waterloo.' + +A lad of three-and-twenty had risen from a seat in the corner of the +room at the moment of John Jervase's entry. He had risen so hastily that +he had overturned half a set of chessmen from the board on which he had +been playing, into the lap of a pretty girl, his partner in the game; +but he had listened so intently, from the General's first question, that +he was unconscious of that slight mishap. He walked into the broader +light which shone beneath the central lamp, and asked eagerly: + +'There's no mistake about that, Dad? There's no mistake about it?' + +The speaker was Jervase's son, as a stranger seeing them under the same +roof would have been ready to swear at sight. He was taller than his +father by a good four inches; and the family resemblance, striking as it +was, did not pierce so deep as the expression of the face. The father's +blunt features were softened in the boy's, and though the look of +energy was there, it was altogether lifted and spiritualised--possibly, +perhaps, by the intense feeling of the moment. + +'And there'll be no mistake about my commission?' the young man asked. +'There's no fear of any delay, or any official nonsense?' + +'I sent my cheque to the agent before I left the town,' his father +answered, 'and I expect you'll get your call to boot and saddle within a +day or two at the outside.' + +The pretty girl who had been playing chess with the young man in the +corner laid down the pieces which had fallen in her lap. She placed them +on the board, with a meaningless precision, and looked straight before +her with wide eyes, and a face which had slowly grown paler and more +pale. + +'Polson, my boy,' said the General, 'I congratulate you. You are a lucky +fellow.' He held out his right hand, and as the young man grasped it, +he laid his left upon his shoulder. 'They won't keep you long at the +Depot,' he said, 'for a man who can shoot straight, and ride to hounds, +is half a soldier already. God bless you, my lad. You'll do your duty +well, I know.' + +There was silence in the room, and the noise of the storm outside, which +nobody had hitherto thought about, fell upon the ears of all four, as if +it had not been a familiar tone for hours, but as if it had but awakened +at that instant. They all stood listening, for by this time the girl +also had risen from her seat, and had made an indeterminate movement +forward towards the centre of the room. And out of the boom and thunder +of the storm there suddenly came a wild clatter of horses' feet, and a +heavy gate was heard to fall back upon its fastening. An instant later +there was a mad tugging at the front door bell, and an insaner clatter +at the knocker. Jervase himself rushed to answer this sudden and +unexpected summons, and opening the door unguardedly, was blown back +into the hall, from the walls of which every hanging picture and every +garment were swept by the incoming blast, like leaves. It sounded as if +the house were coming down. + +A drenched, bareheaded figure staggered into the hall, wind-driven, and +would have fallen had not Jervase clutched at it. The newcomer and the +master of the house held on to each other, and Jervase panted hoarsely: + +'You? What's the matter?' 'The matter?' said the new arrival. 'The +matter's ruin!' + + + + +CHAPTER II + +The clatter of the tumbling objects in the hall brought out the General +and Jack Jervase's son. The girl peered with a whiter face than ever +from the parlour doorway, and a fourth auditor came upon the scene in +the person of an elderly woman in black satin and old lace, who rushed +into the hall with frightened eyes and upraised hands, in time to hear +the question and the answer. + +To make clear what the question and the answer meant to the four people +who heard them, I must go back a step. + +Jack Jervase ran away from home when the nineteenth century was in its +teens. He had left behind him a harum-scarum reputation, and, save for +his father and mother, but a solitary relative of his own name. When +he came back, with coin in pouch, and the story of a life of strange +adventure behind him, the old folks had been dead a dozen years, and the +solitary cousin, whom he had always derided as a pious sneak, had so +far prospered in the world's affairs that he had left the old-fashioned +conventicle in which he had had his spiritual upbringing, and had become +a pillar of the Established Church. The cousin had been christened Jacob +and Noakes; but he had embroidered himself into James Knock Jervoyce; +the Knocks being a family of some distinction in his neighbourhood, and +the name Jervoyce having, to his fancy, a Norman-French sort of aspect +which seemed to lift its bearer to a superior social height. James +had many irons in the fire, and seemed to be prosperously busy at the +commercial anvil all day long. Amongst the business enterprises he had +in hand, there was but one which at any time had appeared to yield him +no return for his labours. He had lent money on the strength of the +security afforded by a brine pit in the neighbourhood of Droitwich; +and his creditor having failed in the stipulated payments, James had +foreclosed upon this property and had undertaken to work it for himself. +He found this enterprise a failure, but since he could induce nobody to +take it off his hands, he worked the property for what it was worth from +time to time. There were seasons in which the pit was almost dry, and +when it was impossible to work it at a profit. There were other seasons +when the underground sources treated him more favourably. A more decided +man than Mr. Knock Jervoyce would probably have decided to abandon the +property altogether, and to let one loss stand for everything. There was +a considerable cost incurred in the upkeep of machinery which was much +oftener idle than engaged; and the occasional employment of the plant +was, of course, on the average much more expensive than its constant +use would have been. James was on the point, after two or three years +of indecision, of relinquishing the working altogether, when Cousin John +came home. There was a conference between the two, and following on that +conference a very strange thing happened. The worthless mine became a +property, and one of the best of its kind in England. Five men knew how +this result was brought about, and three of them had been for a good +many years in the enjoyment of a pension--one in Australia, one in +Canada, and one in the United States. These pensions were paid by +Cousins John and James, and paid by no means willingly. Not to boggle +at this matter, the two cousins, at John's instigation, had contrived +a simple villainy. Very near to the unproductive salt pit was a noble +property of the same kind, and John's device had been to tap the wealthy +neighbour's store by running a little adit from the worthless shaft +into the rich one. It was not an unheard-of thing for the value of such +properties to fluctuate. A rich mine would pay out, and a poor one at +a distance would become suddenly enriched; and these changes were, +no doubt rightly, in the common instance attributed to the capricious +operations of Nature. If the owner of the tapped sources of the cousins' +wealth suspected anything to begin with nobody ever knew. The only fact +with which we need concern ourselves is that the fraud went on without +exposure for many years, and that James and John alike grew fat on it. + +A certain hulking ruffian, with an Australian digger's beard, had turned +up of late to disturb the tranquillity of the partners. He had been +asking what they regarded as an exorbitant price for his silence in +respect to the construction of that adit which has just been mentioned, +and had been fobbed off from time to time with five or ten pounds, as +the case might be, and with promises of more. Young Polson Jervase had +caught this person slinking about the house on the Beacon Hill in what +looked to him like a suspicious fashion, and an interview between the +two had resulted in a stand-up fight in which the blackmailer had got +very much the worst of it. But as he rose from the last round, and +spat out the fragments of one or two broken teeth, he said things which +filled the honourable and manly spirit of young Jervase with a terror to +which he hardly dared to give a name. The terror would have named +itself loudly enough if he had dared but to let it; but next to being an +honourable man himself, the young fellow wanted to believe that he came +of honest people, and the rascal's threats and innuendoes had left him +with a dreadful doubt upon his mind. + +The combat had taken place at the very gate of the grey-stone house, and +the old lady in the black satin and the costly yellow lace had flown out +at the finish of it in time to hear the threats and innuendoes which +had brought such trouble to her boy. It was a hundred to one that young +Polson Jervase would have been less disturbed if his mother, hearing +these things, had not fallen to trembling and weeping and wringing +her hands; for he argued, naturally, that she would not have been so +dreadfully upset if she had not feared at least that there was some +ground for the words which had been spoken in her hearing. + +General Boswell had his concern in the matter, also. He was an admirable +soldier, but a wretched man of business; and his monetary affairs had +never prospered until he had entrusted them to the hands of the cousins +Jervase & Jervoyce. Little by little he had been drawn on until the +greater part of his investments lay at their control. + +And now for the pretty girl who is staring with so alarmed and white a +visage on the tumult of the hall. This is General Boswell's daughter, +sole child of a late marriage, and the apple of his eye. She has been +wandering quite consciously towards an engagement with young Polson; +and expects him, with excellent reason, to declare himself at almost +any hour. She knows of her father's association with Jervase & Jervoyce, +and, indeed, it has been a familiar thing to her ever since she came to +be of an age to understand. + +Thus the brief and terrible colloquy between the cousins translates +itself variously for every listener. + +To John Jervase it cries out of guilt detected. + +To Polson Jervase it speaks of half-a-dozen things at once; it awakes +with a crushing sense of certainty that late suspicion; it tells him of +the ruin of the one man whom he most loves and honours in this narrow +world--not his father, but the grey old father of his sweetheart; it +tells him in an instant of a life of narrow means for the girl he loves; +it hurls his own hopes in the mire, and makes the very thought of them +a dishonour; it snatches from him the bright prospect of the career +on which he has set his heart, the gate to which stood wide open but +a moment earlier. And all this in the tick of a watch, in the space of +time filled by one agonised beat of the heart. + +For the girl, whatever it may mean hereafter, it means for the moment +nothing more than a confused leaping of two thoughts in one. Her mind is +conscious only of a mingled cry of 'Polson!' and of 'Father!' + +So Guilt stares at Guilt, and Terror and Suspicion stare at both of +them; and the roaring wind and lashing rain make exclamation dumb. + +Jervase was the first to recover himself. He thrust his cousin on one +side, and butted towards the open door; but he strove in vain to close +it, until his son and the General lent their aid. The hall was sown +with broken glass and fragments of picture frames, and here and there +an engraving lay wet and crumpled, but not even the housewife regarded +these things for the time being. + +John Jervase turned from the final struggle with the door, and looked +about him. His face had lost its ruddy tint. His eyes stared, his +mouth twitched, and his lips were of the colour of lead. The swaggering +jocundity of his manner had all gone. The very stature of the man seemed +changed, and the square width of his shoulders was shrunk and rounded. +He moistened his leaden lips three times with his tongue, and each time +tried to speak in vain. + +'Come in,' he said at last, in a harsh and rasping voice. And they all +moved automatically into the parlour, he leading them. + +They grouped there at the end of the centre table, and the instinct +of the trembling housewife so far awoke within her that she closed the +door, lest the servants and hangers-on about the house should hear what +she knew was coming. + +James Jervoyce, a mean-statured man, of meaner feature, with his hair +plastered about his forehead by the rain, and the water dripping from +his cape, stood as the centre of all eyes. His face was of the hue of +grey paper, and he gasped for breath, and trembled. + +'Pol,' said John Jervase, waving his right hand blindly, 'give me--give +me the decanter and a tumbler.' + +Both lay near at hand, and Jervase, having primed himself with a great +gulp of neat brandy, spoke again. + +'Now, James,' he asked, 'what's the matter? What do you mean by coming +here to scare a peaceful house in this wild fashion?' + +The accent was the accent of his youth, the broadest speech of the +Castle Barfield region. James seemed incapable of answer, and his +cousin, laying a hand anew upon the decanter, filled the glass almost to +the brim, and held it out to him. + +'Get a heart into you,' he said gruffly, 'and speak out!' + +The timider of the guilty pair drank unwarily, not knowing what was +offered to him, and fell into a fit of coughing. The rest awaited him in +a tense expectation. At last he controlled himself, and spoke, sipping +from time to time to moisten his dry lips. + +'You know,' he said, glancing at the floor and at the faces round him +alternately, 'you know that when old General Airey died, that young cub +De Blacquaire came into the Droitwich property.' + +'Well,' said John Jervase, 'we know that. Go on. What about it?' + +'You know,' said James, 'that his property and ours neighboured each +other. The young skunk has trumped up a charge against us of having +tapped his brine, and having lived on the property of his estate for +twenty years past.' + +'Well,' said--John Jervase, 'that's a pretty cool piece of impudence, to +be sure! But what is there to make a howl about?' + +'He has got some suborned evidence from somewhere,' James answered, +'some scoundrels who pretend that they were employed by you and me to do +the work.' + +'Well,' said John once more, 'what is there in that to make a howl +about? Is there no law in England--is there no way of making a fool and +a knave smart for it, if they see fit to assail the reputation of two +honest men like you and me, James? 'His voice began to take something of +its old ring. 'I wonder at you--tearin' up like a madman at this time o' +night, and in this weather, with a yam like that. Why, man, what's come +to you? Missus,' he turned towards his wife, 'tell one of the wenches to +get James a change, and when he's done that well sit down in quiet, and +talk this matter over.' + +'De Blacquaire!' he went on, as his wife left the room to obey his +order. 'De Blacquaire, indeed! Who's De Blacquaire? + +It'll go pretty hard with you and me, James, if we can't put down a +pound between us where he can put down twenty shillings. And libel's +libel in this country, James, and them as chooses to talk it can be made +to pay for it And any man as assaults the honest fame of Jack Jervase +has got Jack Jervase to tackle, my lad. I've fowt the Queen's enemies, +and I've fowt my own, and I'll stand fightin' till I die.' + +'My dear Jervase,' said the General. 'My dear Mr. James! I need not tell +you, I am sure, how entirely certain I am that a very grievous error +has been made in this matter. But I can't understand--I really +cannot understand--why an absurd charge of that sort should be at +all disturbing to you.' He turned upon Mr. James with an air of mild +remonstrance, and laid a friendly hand upon his shoulder. 'Really, +really, really,' he said, 'I thought you had more courage.' + +Mr. James was for the moment entirely deprived of that most useful +quality. What with the chill which was coming upon him after a hasty and +dangerous ride in that pelting rain and bitter wind through which he +had travelled, and what with the perturbation of his spirit, he trembled +like a shaken jelly, and his eyes were full of terror. John Jervase, +obviously with the intent to make a diversion, turned upon him with a +question. + +'Didn't you come on horseback? 'he asked. His cousin stared at him with +an idiotic want of apprehension of the question's meaning. 'Didn't you +come on horseback?' Jervase asked more loudly than before. + +'I--I suppose so,' stammered James. + +'Suppose so! 'his cousin snarled at him, laying an unfriendly hand upon +him and jolting him roughly to and fro. 'You came on a horse, didn't +you? And if you didn't, how the devil did you get here?' + +'Yes, yes, John,' the trembling rascal answered. 'I came on horseback, +to be sure--of course I came on horseback. How else,' he asked feebly, +'could I have got here on a night like this?' + +'Then where's the horse? 'Jervase demanded. + +'I don't know,' said James. 'He has been here before, he knows his way +to the stables. I--I heard him clattering off in that direction, I +am almost sure.' He made a pitiable attempt to collect himself, and +prattled on. 'Oh, yes, I am quite sure now--he clattered off towards the +stables--I remember--he has been here before, and he would know his way. +He's in the grounds in any case, for I know that the gate closed behind +him.' + +'Why didn't you stop for half a minute, anyhow? 'asked Jervase, who was +glad of a chance to recover a seeming of composure for himself under the +shelter of a pretended anger. 'Why didn't you give somebody the word +in place of leaving a valuable beast like that wandering about in a +tempest? + +'I don't know,' James answered, as feebly as ever. 'I was in a hurry to +get in.' + +At this his cousin's temper broke altogether, or he was willing to +relieve the tension of his own mind by allowing it to seem as if it did +so. + +'Of all the funking, skunking, silly cowardly devils----' + +The General took him by the arm with a commanding grip. + +'You forget, my good Jervase, you forget--my daughter is present, +and she is not accustomed to have her ears assailed by that sort of +language.' + +'I beg your pardon,' said Jervase, suddenly cooling down. 'I beg ten +thousand pardons--I beg Miss Irene's pardon most of all. I forgot +myself, and I apologise.' + +He bowed to the girl and fell to pacing up and down the room, casting +glances of wrath at the messenger of ill news. + +The General, fearing a new outburst, turned to the old lady with his +courtliest air. + +'We are all a little agitated for the moment by the strange tidings Mr. +Jervoyce has brought us, and they involve some matters of business about +which it will be better for us to hold a consultation between ourselves. +Will you be so very kind as to take Irene elsewhere for a little while? +'His voice and manner were perfectly composed, and his face lit up with +one of his rare sweet smiles as he added: 'I do not believe, my dear +Mrs. Jervase, that I have ever, in the whole course of my three-score +years, so far transgressed as to drive a lady from her own parlour, +until now.' + +'We will go,' said Mrs. Jervase, and the General stepping to the door +threw it open, and stood for his hostess and his daughter to go by. +Irene looked first at young Polson Jervase with a glance of fear and +inquiry, and the young fellow responded to it only by a curt nod of the +head, as much as to say 'Go! 'She looked into her father's face as +she passed through the doorway, and the old man smiled down on her +reassuringly. + +'This will all be over in a few minutes, dear,' he said, 'and then I +will send for you.' He closed the door gently, and tinned to face the +trio in the room. + +'I have apologised to the ladies,' said Jervase, 'already; but I owe an +apology to you, General. I'm very sorry that my temper carried me back +to my old seafaring manners; but,' with a savage look at his cousin, 'a +coward's my loathing. I hate the sight of a coward worse than I hate the +smell of a rotten egg.' + +'Let us try to understand things,' said the General. 'Mr. James has +brought his tidings in such a manner that they are evidently very +serious to his mind. Had he brought them coolly I should have smiled at +them. As it is, I think we must come to an explanation.' + +'Certainly, General,' Jervase answered. 'Let us come to an explanation. +Get on, James. Who's this suborned rascal you have been telling us +about?' + +James began to pull off his dripping overcoat, which by this time had +left a little pond of water on the carpet round about him, and to +fumble in the inner breast pocket of it. 'There are three of them,' he +answered, and for a while he said no more. The General looked from him +to John Jervase, and back again, and if his face were at all an index +to his mind, he saw something which did not please him. His stooping +shoulders straightened, and one hand went up to stroke the grey +moustache. His brows straightened, his mild grey-blue eye grew stern, +and his mouth was ruled into a straight line. The fact was that the +General had had an almost lifelong experience in the great art of +reading men, and though he had preserved a child-like simplicity in his +dealings with the world, the fact was due a thousand times more to the +charity of his heart than to any want of penetration. He was one of +those who suspect nothing until suspicion is actually shaken awake, and +who then see with a piercing clearness signs which would escape many who +pride themselves upon their shrewdness. And when James Jervoyce faltered +out the words, 'There are three of them! 'John Jervase gave a start and +a look which indicated an instant understanding. + +'He knows those three,' said General Boswell to himself. + +'De Blacquaire's lawyer gave me their names to-day,' said Jervoyce, who +had by this time found what he had been fumbling for in the pocket of +his overcoat. 'Here they are.' + +He reached out a crumpled piece of paper to his cousin, who took it from +him, and, after a single glance at it, started again, and, pale as he +was already, grew still paler. + +'He knows those three,' said the General, voicelessly, and without a +spoken word reached forward and took the crumpled page from Jervase's +unresisting hand. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +There was what seemed like a long silence, though in reality it +endured only for a few seconds, whilst General Boswell searched for his +gold-rimmed reading glasses, and balanced them on the bridge of that +high Quixote nose. By and by, he began to read with great slowness and +deliberation, pausing at every other instant to direct a look of calm +inspection from John to James, and back again. 'William Ford,' he read, +Ninth Avenue, Freemans Town, Ontario.' He paused after the name of the +man--he paused after the name of the street--he paused after the name of +the town, and he paused again when he had completed the reading of the +address. The last pause was longer than the others had been, and he +resumed his reading like a man of ice. 'William Buckle, Lafayetteville, +Pennsylvania, U.S.A. George Lightfoot, late of Melbourne, now in +England.' + +He laid the paper down upon the table with a firm hand, and with a +slight shake of the head threw the glasses from their place. 'Do you +know these men?' he asked, directing his inquiry to Jervoyce. + +'No,' he said, 'I never heard of any one of 'em.' His shifty eye tried +in vain to meet his questioner's, and he began to fumble nervously with +other papers which he had drawn from his pocket in his search for the +first. + +'It needs no penetration to discover that this man is lying,' said the +General to himself. He addressed his question to John Jervase, who made +shift somehow to meet his look. 'Do you know these men?' he asked. + +'No,' John answered, 'I never heard of one of them. It's a conspiracy,' +he cried, suddenly, 'that's what it is! It's a conspiracy! Quit shaking, +you wretched coward! Stand up and fight this infernal libel like a man. +Ain't there two of us? If this wicked charge is brought against James +Knock Jervoyce, ain't it brought as well against Jack Jervase, his +cousin and his partner? Look at me! You don't see me shivering and +shaking like a frightened rabbit with a weasel after him.' + +'Ah! 'cried James, in a weak exasperation, 'it all very well for you. +It might mean loss of money to you at the worst; but I'm the man they're +going for.' + +'Oh,' said John, 'you are, are you? And why's that?' + +'Stubbs told me this afternoon,' said James, c that he could smash me +dead, but so far he has no particle of evidence against you.' + +A light sprang into the burly scoundrel's eyes. He veiled it in an +instant, but not before two of the quartette there present had read it. +The boy turned away, groaning, and the General looked after him with a +face from which all sternness disappeared for a moment. + +'Poor lad! 'he said, within doors. 'Poor lad!' + +'Now, look here,' said John Jervase, 'they haven't got any evidence agen +you any more than they have agen me. The whole thing's a put-up job. If +it was De Blacquaire's doing, he'd have gone for me rather than for +you, because he always hated me, and I've put him down more than once +or twice at Petty Sessions, and taught him to know his place. But De +Blacquaire's an officer and a gentleman'--he made a burly bow towards +the General--' and I don't suppose for a minute that he'd be guilty even +of dreaming of such a piece of rascality as this. It's much more likely +to be some pettifogging lawyer's game--some sneaking rogue that's got +these fellow-rascals round him, with an idea of doing a little bit of +blackmail. Stubbs is a decent fellow--for a lawyer. I don't think Stubbs +would have a finger in that sort of pie, any more than his master. But +Stubbs has been got at; that's how it'll turn out, you bet. Keep your +pecker up, James,' he added, in a tone which the patron and the bully +spoke at once. 'Well take care of you. Just you trust to old Jack +Jervase--that's your game, my lad. He'll fight the battle for the pair +of us.' + +Between his pretence of having thought the matter out impartially, and +his other pretence of encouraging his timid relative, he had talked +himself back into something like his common aspect, and his common +manner; and there was a little of the nautical swagger in the few +steps he took towards the table, where he applied himself again to the +decanter. + +Just then a knock sounded at the door, and the voice of the domestic +from the kitchen was heard saying that Mr. James's change of clothes was +ready for him in the master's bedroom. + +'You know your way, James,' said Jervase. 'You'd better get into dry +toggery at once. The missus will have a bedroom ready for you in half an +hour. Meanwhile, you go and change; and when you come back we'll forget +this nonsense over a bowl of punch. We've both had a drenching this +wild night, and we shall neither of us be the worse for a good Captain's +nip.' + +James stole furtively away, making himself as small as possible, and the +General's eye followed him to the door. + +'Jervase,' said the General, with a suspicion of satire in his voice, +'your cousin seems to take this ridiculous matter rather seriously.' + +'I don't know why he should, sir,' Jervase answered. 'He's had an honest +reputation all his life. Now what is there in this,' he went on, taking +up the scrap of writing the General had laid upon the table, 'what is +there in this to frighten anybody? Who's William Ford, of Ontario, +for instance? William Buckle, U.S.A.--who's he? And what's this other +fellow's name--George Lightfoot, late of Melbourne, now in England----' + +'Why!' cried Polson, suddenly, 'that's the very blackguard I----' + +He paused suddenly, and turned with a gesture of dismay. He had given +himself no time to calculate the significance of the words he had used, +and they were no sooner spoken than he knew intuitively that he had at +least in part betrayed his father. A lad of a more honest impulse and +conduct could not have been found in all England; but even if his father +were a rogue--and the belief that he was nothing short of that had +already shocked him to the heart--it was not a son's business to betray +him. It was the son's concern to suffer his own share of shame, if shame +should come, and to preserve a front of unshaken confidence. Polson was +frozen at his own indiscretion. + +'That is the blackguard,' said the General, with a certain silky quiet +which had in his time grown to be very terrible to people who had come +to understand its meaning, 'that is the blackguard, Polson? Be good +enough to enlighten us a little further. You have some acquaintance with +Lightfoot, late of Melbourne, now in England, though your father has no +knowledge of him.' + +'What do you know about any fellow of that name?' Jervase asked +wrathfully. 'What bee have you got in your bonnet?' + +'Let us see the bee, Polson, let us see the bee.' + +'Why, sir,' said Polson, turning with outspread hands of appeal, 'it +comes to nothing. It happened a week or two ago that I found a hulking +fellow with a digger's beard and a red shirt--one of those chaps we've +seen lately back from Ballarat and Geelong--skulking about outside +the gate. I asked him what he wanted, and he was drunk and abusive, +and--well, I had to give him a hiding.' + +'Yes,' said the General, 'you had to give him a hiding. Why?' + +'I've told you, sir,' Polson stammered. 'The fellow was drunk, and--when +I ordered him away, he got so beastly cheeky that I had to go for him.' + +'Before this happened,' said the General, somewhat drawling on the +words, 'you exchanged cards and confidences?' Polson stretched out +his hands again in appeal, and the General, looking at him with a +countenance impassive as the Sphinx, felt a pang of pity in his heart, +for the lad was a good lad, and the old warrior knew it, and he had +been near to loving him, this past half-dozen years. And the boy was not +merely pale with the suffering of his mind, but his very eyes had lost +their colour, as a man's eyes do when he has received a shot in battle. +The General knew that look, and had seen it in the eyes of dying +comrades. It touched him nearly, but he gave no sign. 'Why did the man +tell you his name, and that he came from Melbourne?' + +'He said,' Polson returned, desperately, 'that he wanted to see Mr. +Jervase, and that he meant to see him. He said my father would wish +anybody in hell who tried to hide him. That's all, sir.' + +'And you, Jervase,' said the General, 'never heard of this man?' + +'Never in my life,' Jervase answered bluntly. 'The world's gone mad, I +fancy. Everybody's making a fuss about a thing that'll be forgotten in a +week's time. Why didn't you,' he continued, turning sternly upon Polson, +'why didn't you tell me about this?' + +'A man can't make a shindy about it every time he has a turn-up with a +tramp,' Polson answered. 'I didn't think it worth while to talk about +it.' + +'Polson,' said the General, 'I've known you since you were no higher +than my knee, and I've never had a shadow of a reason to doubt your +word. I don't want you to turn informer and I shan't ask you another +question. You had better leave your father and myself to talk this out +together.' + +'No, sir,' said Polson, 'there's trouble in the house, and I'm going to +stay here, unless I get my father's orders to go away.' + +Now John Jervase was undoubtedly a good deal of a rogue, but no man is +all of a piece, and he had one or two good characteristics. Amongst them +was a true and deep affection for his only son, and if at the beginning +of his career he had had any such hope of honour and credit as his son +had bidden fair to bring him as he neared the close of it, he would +have made a better man. Polson's quietly expressed resolve pinched him a +little inwardly, and he gave the boy a glance of gratitude. + +'I don't say go, lad--I say stay. I've honoured and respected General +Boswell since we first came to be neighbours, twenty years ago; and now +I should have a very poor eye indeed if I couldn't see that he's on the +way to lose his respect for me, if events don't change his mind. But if +there's anything to be browt against Jack Jervase, let Jack Jervase's +lad stand by and hear it, and see how his father takes the ackisation.' + +'Very well, Jervase,' said the General. 'We will have it so. I have an +interest in this affair, and I must tell you plainly that your manner +is so very strange that I feel scarcely comfortable under it. You are a +business man, and you must not object to my using business terms. Very +nearly the whole of my fortune is invested in your hands. If your credit +is seriously shaken, and, above all, if it is shaken by such a charge +as is now being brought against the firm, my daughter and I are on the +verge of ruin. It wouldn't greatly matter about an old campaigner +like myself, for I am not yet so far broken that I can't still run in +harness. But I have my little girl to think of, and for her sake I am +going to do my duty, as a business man, however unpleasant it may be to +me to do it.' + +'The scandal can't touch you, sir.' The General smiled sternly. + +'It can't touch me in one way, but it may break my fortune. Now answer +me this one question. What is the worth of the brine which has been +pumped up from our workings since the firm of Jervase & Jervoyce began +to prosper in that enterprise?' + +'I can tell you that, sir, roughly, in the turn of a hand. First and +last, two hundred thousand pounds. That may be a thousand wrong on one +side or the other--it may even be five thousand wrong on the one side or +the other--but I'll guarantee that it's not more than that.' + +'So that if this claim, whether by fair means or by foul, could be +established, the firm could be made responsible in a Civil Court for +that sum.' + +'Exactly, sir. The case being established, the firm would be responsible +for every penny.' + +'And for how large a share,' the General asked, 'am I personally +responsible?' + +'Each member of the firm,' Jervase answered, 'is responsible in his own +person for the whole amount. There's no limitation of liability.' + +The conversation was marked by less excitement than it had been on the +one side, and by a more business-like manner on the other. + +'You needn't fear, sir,' said Jervase. 'James and I are good to meet the +whole of the obligations, and, apart from that, these fellows who are +being brought up against us are the very scum of the earth. I don't +suppose that any Court of Law would listen to them.' + +'No?' asked the General, with sudden keenness. 'And why are they the +very scum of the earth? You don't know the men?' + +Jervase was visibly disconcerted. He stammered as he answered: + +'Why, what else but the scum of the earth can they be, to have trumped +up a lying case like this?' + +''Mph!' said the General. 'Be that as it may, as a partner in this +concern, I may conceivably be made liable for two hundred thousand +pounds?' + +'That's the law, sir.' + +'That being so, I must take this business into my own hands. Until I +am legally advised to a contrary action I shall take no step without +informing you of it. But the thing is too serious to be neglected, and +I have little liking for your way of meeting it, Jervase, though I like +your cousin's less.' + +After this declaration, there was silence for the space of a full +minute, and then James came back, his slight figure absurdly costumed in +his cousin's clothes, which were too long for him in the arm, too short +in the leg, and too full everywhere. + +'Your cousin and I, Mr. Jervoyce,' said the General, 'have arrived at a +partial understanding, and I must make the position clear as between you +and myself. When did you first hear of this accusation?' + +'To-day,' said James. 'Never a word until to-day.' + +'When did you hear of this man Light-foot, late of Melbourne, and now in +England?' James cast a piteously beseeching eye towards Jervase, and +the General held out a hand towards the latter as if to interdict the +speaking of a word. He repeated his question. 'When did you first hear +of the man Lightfoot, late of Melbourne? Now, come, sir,' the General +cried, in a voice of command, 'you are here to answer that question on +your own responsibility. You don't choose to answer? Now, the story is +that these men have been blackmailing you. Assuming that story to be +true, they have been paid, and it is evident that there must be some +means of discovering the channel through which payments have been made. +Are you prepared to submit to an examination of your books?' + +'I am,' said John Jervase, 'willingly, at any moment.' + +'You!' cried James. + +'And not you?' said the General. 'Well, that simplifies matters.' + +The wretched James had all but surrendered himself to fate a quarter of +an hour before, and now, seeing that he had betrayed himself, he cast +the case up altogether, and, throwing both arms upon the table, fell +on his knees beside it, dropped his face upon his hands, and began to +whimper. + +'Wait a bit, sir,' cried John Jervase. 'Now just wait one minute and +I'll put the case before you. Here are the facts. I should be obliged +if you would take a seat, sir, and allow me to do the same.' He moved +a chair towards the table with great deliberation, sat down leisurely, +reached out for the decanter, filled his glass, emptied it and set it +down--all with a certain look of weighty purpose. 'I'm going to make a +clean breast of it, sir. I should leave James to do it if he was capable +of doing anything but whimper like a kicked charity boy. It's a bit to +my discredit to speak the plain truth, because I've got to admit that I +have certainly made an effort to deceive you. That isn't creditable, and +it goes again the grain to admit it. I said I didn't know this fellow +Lightfoot. That was a lie. I know him well. I told the lie to shelter +James.' + +James lifted a beslobbered face, stared at the speaker for a single +instant, and then allowed his head to fall upon his hands again. + +'I did it to shelter James,' Jervase repeated, and as he spoke he dealt +his cousin a sharp kick beneath the table, as if to bespeak that worthy +gentleman's particular attention. 'James, to tell the truth about him, +since it must be told, has always had two sides to him. He was a solid +chapel-goer till he was thirty, and he was a deacon or an elder, or +something of that sort; but he always had some little game on on the +sly, and he always succeeded in keeping his Piccadillies pretty quiet. +When he began to make money, he went over to the Church and took the +plate round at collecting time, and got to be a sidesman, and a trustee, +and I don't know what all. He never married, but he's never been +without a quiet little home of his own, with a lady at the head of the +table--have ye, James?' + +James groaned, but made no verbal answer. + +'Now this loafer of a Lightfoot had a sister, and in respect of her, +there's no doubt about it that something discreditable might have been +laid to James. For once in his life, he acted like a fool, and he wrote +the girl a pile of letters. This fellow Lightfoot got hold of 'em, and +he's made James pay through the nose ever since. Now the girl's dead, +and the thing's so old, James has refused to keep this lazy beggar in +his idleness and his dissipations any longer. The fellow's tried to +frighten him with the letters, and, failing in that, he's worked up +this lie against the firm, has got two more blackguards to swear to +it, seemingly, and there's the whole truth about the matter. I suppose +they've got up some sort of a case, or Stubbs wouldn't be looking at it. +But we shall blow it all to smithereens when we get them in the +witness box. Now, that's the whole of the matter. Speak for yourself, +James--make a clean breast of it. Isn't that the truth? I haven't +exaggerated your iniquities, and you may just as well own up to 'em.' + +He kicked his cousin a second time again by way of warning, and James +looked up for a second time, and being fortified by the expression of +his cousin's face, he spoke. + +'It's horribly humiliating to have those things said,' he gasped. 'But +that is the truth about the whole transaction, General. God forgive +me--it's many years ago. But that's the miserable truth.' + +'I think,' said the General, rising from the seat he had taken at his +host's invitation, 'that it is time for me to go home.' + +'You can't do that, sir,' cried Polson. 'It's impossible. The weather is +worse than ever. Think of Irene going out in such a storm as this! You +were weatherbound here hours ago, and listen to it now. No carriage +could live on the hillside to-night.' + +'That is probably true,' said the General with great dryness. 'And since +I am forced to intrude myself upon your hospitalities, I will ask you, +Polson, to be good enough to show me to my room.' + +He walked from the apartment without further speech, Polson following +him; and when the sound of footsteps in the passage had died, John +Jervase rose and closed the door. + +'Well, James,' he said with a grating laugh, 'that cock didn't fight +anyhow.' + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +The oil-lamp which hung in the hall was flickering uncertainly as Polson +and the General walked towards the foot of the staircase, leaving the +passage in darkness for a second or two at a time, and then flaring up +with an unwonted brilliance. The young man took a bedroom candle from a +table at the stairfoot, lit it, and motioned the General to precede +him. He, altogether military in gait, with his shoulders squared to the +utmost, marched upstairs as if he were heading an assault by escalade. +Polson followed, drooping. + +'This is your room, sir,' the young man said when they came to the end +of the corridor on which they had entered. He threw open the door, and +revealed a cheerful scene. Tall wax candles flamed here and there, a +great fire burned with a steady glow on the hearth, and the rich dark +maroon curtains and hangings of the room gave it a secluded, sheltered, +and homely look which under other circumstances would have been wholly +comfortable by contrast with the elemental war outside. The General +walked into the apartment bolt upright, and Polson stood with the door +handle in his grasp, waiting to catch his eye for a single instant that +he might say good-night. The elder man wheeled suddenly. + +'Come in!' he said. 'Come in and close the door.' Polson obeyed, +wondering what was about to happen. 'I suspect,' Boswell began, 'that I +shall have cause to be sorry for myself and for somebody much dearer to +me than myself before this business is over. But I am sorry for you, +in the meantime, my lad, and I want to tell you that you will have to +revise your ideas a little.' + +'As to what, sir?' asked Polson. + +'Unless I am very much mistaken,' the elder went on, 'the business which +has been sprung upon us to-night will take some time to settle, and will +make more noise in the world than either you or I will care to hear. You +can't go into the army with this hanging over you.' + +'I had made up my mind about that already,' said the youngster. + +'Well,' the General returned, 'it's a bitter pill for you to swallow, +and, as I have said, I am sorry for you. It will not be easy for you to +be on terms of intimate friendship with a man who is compelled to fight +your father tooth and nail, and there is nothing else for it at this +moment but for you and me to say good-bye. Things may right themselves, +but I see no use in mincing matters, and I tell you the honest truth +when I say that I don't believe it, and that for the moment I don't even +hope for it. There are some men,' he added, 'who can't afford to treat +themselves to violent emotions, and Mr. James Knock Jervoyce is one of +them. I hope your father may be able to clear himself of all complicity; +but _that_ man's a rascal whatever happens.' + +'Good-bye, sir,' said Polson. + +'Good-bye,' the General answered. He held out his hand, but Polson did +not see that friendly gesture, and he walked from the room quite broken, +his chin fallen upon his breast, and his broad shoulders rounded with +despondency. He went straight to his own room, and there also, after the +generous fashion of the countryside, a cheerful fire was burning. It +had fallen to a settled ruby glow, and though it filled the room with +warmth, it afforded but little light. Polson sat down in the shadow, and +stared at the heart of the fire. Outside, the wind howled and wailed, as +if in alternate wild triumph and wild mourning; and the rain beat +upon the window panes in driving sheets. But he heard no sound and was +unconscious of his immediate surroundings. Only two hours ago he had +been sitting in sweet nearness to the girl he loved; and he had been +transcendently and tumultuously happy. How happy he had not known until +the blow came which had dashed the structure of his life to pieces. He +had always longed for a career in the army, and the rumours of war which +had flown so thickly for the past year and a half had served naturally +to set a keener edge to his desire. A commission had not seemed a +very likely thing to hope for at one time, for in the years before the +Crimean War the sons of the British bourgeoisie were not very welcome +in the British army. But as his father had climbed hand-over-hand to +wealth, and as one local honour after another had fallen upon him, the +prospect grew clearer. Now, John Jervase for three years had held the +Commission of the Peace, and had taken a part in politics which had made +him something of a figure in the district. He was above all the poor +man's friend, and had become a great authority on working-man economics. +He had been foremost in the local movement for the establishment of the +Penny Bank, and had printed a pamphlet which somebody else had written +to his order, which had brought him into a favourable prominence. The +commission for which Polson yearned grew nearer and nearer in +prospect, and at last he had almost placed his hand upon it. Now it was +gone--gone, in all probability, beyond retrieval, and that alone would +have been enough for an average grief. Yet it was barely a tithe of the +sudden burden he had to bear. He had lost Irene, and any man who has +ever been seriously in love knows what that may mean to the heart +of three-and-twenty. And even this was not all, for he had lost his +father--lost irrevocably the bluff, outspoken, honourable man of whom, +in spite of the occasionally disturbing vulgarities of his manner, he +had all his life been proud. Confusedly and slowly the sense of all +these losses surged upon him. Now one was uppermost in his mind, and now +another; but they were always linked together in one leaden feeling of +heavy misery. He sat motionless for a full half-hour, staring at the +fire. At last a single dry sob, which shook him from head to foot, +escaped him. He rose with a bulldog shake of the head, threw back his +shoulders, and walked resolutely but slowly down the staircase. He would +have it out then and there, he declared to himself, and would come to an +understanding with his father. He would actually know the truth without +disguise, and, having learned it, would decide upon the conduct of his +future life. There was no thought of desertion in his mind, but there +was a great longing to be at action, to be striving with something for +a settled purpose; and no settled purpose was possible for him until +he and his father could stand heart to heart and face to face, with all +pretence between them broken down. + +The hall lamp had flickered out, as it had threatened to do, and he +groped his way in darkness, though at another moment he would have +walked with the sure foot of custom blindfold about the house. Somehow, +the whole tide of his purpose seemed suddenly to ebb. He became +conscious of the night, and stood in the dark to listen to its wild +voices. There were other voices in the air, for he could hear his father +speaking in a deep, loud hum, and Jervoyce answering from time to time +in a treble like that of an hysteric woman. He felt his way to a hall +chair which had its place close to the parlour door, and sat down there +to wait until he should find his father alone. He could hear no words +from where he sat, but through all the plangent noises of the storm he +could discern anger and command in his father's voice, and a querulous +appeal which had a note of rage in it in the voice of his father's +companion. He paid but little heed, for his heart was growing numbed, +and no distinct thought any longer found a place in his mind. Sitting +there in the dark and the cold, he grew barely conscious of his own +pain. This is Nature's mercy. When the wound is beyond bearing she draws +away the sufferer's consciousness, and an extremity of agony brings its +own relief, if only for a little while. A dull ache of respite follows +the keener agonies alike of bodily and of mental pain. So he sat there, +dulled and numb and empty, and for the moment he cared for nothing. + +A gleam of light and the sound of a coming footstep awoke him to a +knowledge of his surroundings. He did not wish to be found there +sitting miserably in the dark, and he arose, and stood uncertain in what +direction to move. The light grew clearer and nearer, and as it turned +the corner he saw that it was carried by Irene. He forgot his impulse +towards flight, and stood rooted, staring as if he beheld a vision. The +little figure came forward with uncertain footsteps, one hand holding +the candlestick overhead and the other groping for the wall. The feet +trod with a. harsh sound on one or two fragments of broken glass which +had escaped the housemaid's broom. A yearning ache filled him as the +girl came nearer, for he saw that her eyes were blind with tears. There +was no distortion of the features, save that the small mouth quivered; +and the shining drops brimmed over heavily and silently. Not a sigh +escaped her, and she came on like a figure in a dream. He moved forward +involuntarily, and her name sprang to his lips. + +'Irene!' + +She paused and pressed her disengaged hand upon her eyes to clear them +of that bitter rain. Then she looked up at him in silence, and the big +tears began to well over, shining like diamonds as they fell to the +bosom of her dress. It was to be his last sight of her in his own home. +He knew it, and his own heart was like cold iron in his breast. She +made a picture never to be forgotten; a picture to be recalled on stormy +nights at sea; in many a lonely hour of contemplation on alien shores; +in many hours of sickness and delirium, in summer heats among the +vineyards on the banks of Alma, in winter frosts in the trenches of +Sevastopol; in convalescent wanderings amid the dumb reminders of +English dead at Scutari; and later, too, in happy hours when the storms +of youth were over, and manhood's heart had found safe anchorage, and +the dear head was touched with silver. + +She stood there weeping, and he had no power to comfort her--no right to +comfort her. + +'Good-bye, Irene.' He had the right at least to say that to the +sweetheart of his boyhood, and the chosen idol of his young manhood's +heart. 'I have seen your father, dear, and whatever there might have +been, it's all over. Good-bye, and--God bless you, always. Always. +Always.' + +'I have seen him, too,' she answered, and though the tears rained down +as fast as ever, there was no break in the sweet quiet voice. 'Good-bye. +God bless you.' + +This was all their farewell, save that when she turned away with that +uncertain groping of the hand he took it in his own and guided it to the +rail of the staircase. He watched her as she slowly mounted the stairs, +with the light of the candle falling on her hair, and turning its brown +masses to dark gold. All her figure was in shadow, and the dim gold head +seemed to float upward until it vanished at the turning of a corner, and +the feint light on the wall grew fainter. Then he heard the soft opening +of a door, and before it closed again, one sob reached his ears, and +stabbed the heart that had laid within him like cold iron; and he knew +that all her self-control had broken down. The door closed swiftly, +shutting out the last ray of light reflected from the wall, and he found +his way back to his chair, and sat there doggedly fighting with himself, +and praying for Heaven's mercy on her, until his eyes tingled as if they +had been pricked by a needle. Whether he would have it so or no, the +tears came, and as he hid his face in his hands, they dripped between +his fingers to the floor. He was but three-and-twenty, and the first +passion of the pain of life was upon him. + +The door at his side was opened stealthily, and his father spoke almost +at his ear, in a harsh whisper. + +'Hillo! The hall's dark. They've all gone to bed, I suppose. Now don't +let's have any more chatter. Spain's the land for you, my lad. You'll +start first thing tomorrow. You lie low, and leave me to work things +for the pair of us if I can. If I see that the game's going against us I +shall follow. Good God, what's that?' + +'I am here, father,' said Polson, rising. 'I have been waiting to speak +to you.' Jervase started violently at his unexpected voice, and half +recoiled into the room behind him. + +'You're here?' he said, advancing with clenched hands. 'What are you +doing here? Eavesdropping?' + +'No, sir,' said Polson more sternly than he had ever spoken in his life +till then. 'That isn't my line of country, and you know it. I want to +speak to you.' + +'Go to your room,' said his father, hissing from between clenched teeth. +'Go to your room, sir, and be damned to you.' + +'I have meant to speak to you,' Polson answered, 'since I had time to +think this night's work over, and after what I heard just now, I mean it +more than ever.' + +He entered the room and his father gave way before him. He had forgotten +the evident traces of his recent tears, and stood with his eyelashes +still glistening and his cheeks wet and scalded. But his brows were +drawn level and his jaw was thrust out beneath the tightened lips in a +way which brought out the family likeness with amazing force. + +'Well,' said his father. 'Say your say, and go.' + +'I shall say my say,' the younger man responded. 'Spain is not the +place. Castle Barfield is the place. The Beacon Hill is the place. This +house is the place.' + +'So you have been eavesdropping?' + +'You know I haven't,' Polson answered in cold disdain. 'But I'm +not going to follow that red herring. I say Spain's not the +place--unless----' + +He choked and stammered and could go no further. + +'Unless what?' + +'Unless--oh, my God! how can I say it? Unless my father and his cousin +are a brace of rascals.' + +'That's pretty language from an only son.' + +'Yes. It's pretty language. Give me a chance to take it back, and change +it.' + +'Sit down,' said Jervase, pointing to a chair. His son obeyed him, and +he took a seat at the opposite side of the table, leaning both his arms +forward ponderously. 'Now, you and me have got to have this out, I see.' + +'Yes,' the young man answered, repressing a sick shudder. 'We must have +it out, father.' + +'Very well; I suppose you believe the yarn these chaps have pitched to +Stubbs?' + +'What am I to believe?' + +'Suppose it's true, what do you think is going to happen?' + +'Shame and ruin to us all,' said Polson. + +'As for shame--maybe yes--most likely no. As for ruin--that's as I +please.' + +'Oh?' + +'That's as I please, I tell you. If this here idiot hadn't come bursting +in and yelping out his story as he did, we could have managed some sort +of a compromise quite easy. As it is, we've got our own partner again +us. You can guess what sort of a chance that'd give us in a court of +justice. Now you remember, Polson. This ain't a civil perceeding. +The minute they get them chaps over from Canada and the States it's a +criminal prosecution. D'ye want to see your own father in the dock? I +don't, and so I tell you. He isn't _going_ to stand there--you may +bet your life to that, and say I told you. If I can get this braying +jackass, this leaking sieve, this trembling, yowking lady's lapdog out +o' the way I can face things.' + +'You can say what you like about me, John,' said Mr. Jervoyce. + +'Thank you for nothing,' John answered. 'That's my privilege without +your leave or with it.' + +'It's all true, is it?' asked Polson, drearily. + +'Yes. It's all true. But look here, Polson, when this fool's out o' the +way we can make a fight for credit. It's him as deserves to suffer, and +it's him as has got to suffer to begin with.' + +'Me!' cried James. 'Me that deserves to suffer? Who was it put the +thing into my mind? Who was it that came time and time and time again +to whisper into my ear, and tell me where I could find the +men--and--and--and everything? Why curse you----!' + +'Look here,' said John Jervase. 'You're a sidesman and a trustee, and +the Lord alone knows what all. Be decent in your language.' + +'You made me your catspaw. You've left nothing to be traced to you if +you could help it. You've thrust me into the mire so that you could walk +over dry-shod.' + +'You've had your share of the spoil, haven't you, you lean hypocrite?' +asked Jervase. 'If you'll only do as I bid you now I'll pull you +through.' + +He had turned to address his cousin, and now he showed him a disdainful +back, and came face to face with his son again. + +'What on earth are you doing there?' he asked, after a minute's +watching. + +For Polson was divesting himself of his heavy gold watch and chain, and +rolling out gold and silver from his pockets, and pulling one or two +handsome rings from his fingers, and laying them all upon the tablecloth +before him with an extraordinary stolidity of manner. + +'What are you doing?' his father asked again. + +'I've said good-bye to one or two things to-night,' said Polson. 'I've +got no right to a farthing's worth of all that. I've got no right to +anything. It seems I've lived on stolen money all my life and gone +flaunting about in stolen feathers. Well, I didn't know it. Perhaps I +ought to feel kinder towards you than I do, but I can't help it.' + +'Why--why----' Jervase almost babbled. 'What's it mean?' + +'It's one more good-bye. That's all.' + +'You're not--you're _not_ a-going to leave me, Polly? You're not a-going +to throw your father over?' + +'I thought my father was an honest man. I thought I had a right to go +into the world amongst gentlemen and hold up my head amongst them, +and make a career amongst them. That was a mistake, you see. I've +been mistaken all along, and now I've found it out. Good-bye, father. +Goodbye, James.' + +'No, no, Polly. You mustn't go. I can't let you go.' + +'Father,' the young man answered, sternly and sorrowfully, 'I am going. +If I tried to swallow another mouthful in this house it would choke me. +If I tried to sleep here another night I might as well lie down on fire. +If I can't eat meat I have a right to, I'll go without. If I can't lie +down under an honest roof, I can find the lee-side of a hedge.' + +'I've been a kind father to you, Polly, my lad; I've let you want for +nothing.' + +'You've let me want for an honest name. That's all. Good-bye.' + +'But, Polly--Polly--my own lad, my only lad--you're all I've got to live +for. What are you going to do?' + +'I shall take the Queen's shilling, and try my luck in the Crimea.' + +And before his father could answer him he was gone. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +Polson was gone, so far, only to his own room, but so swiftly that it +was impossible to intercept him, and the snick of the bolt in the lock +arrested his father before he had set a single foot upon the stair. + +Grim and pale, Polson lit his candles and began to range about the +apartment, drawing out from one recess a pair of heavy walking boots, +and from another a well-worn suit of velveteens which had seen him +through a year or two of sport in the spinny and at the river side. He +cast off the clothes he wore, hastily assumed these stouter garments, +and having encased his legs in a pair of strong leather leggings, he +opened his bedroom door, blew out his candle, and went swiftly down the +stairs into the hall. There the wreckage-of an hour or two ago was all +piled together in one corner, but groping amongst it in the darkness +with both hands, he found a long waterproof overcoat, and after more +search a sealskin shooting cap; appropriating both of these he strode to +the rear of the house, opened the door by which his father had entered +on that night of evil omen, and walked out into the roaring darkness. + +He was on the sheltered side of the building and did not as yet feel +the force of the wind. For half a minute he stood with his heart in his +throat, and his hand upon the hasp of the door, straining his ears to +listen. He heard nothing but the insane noises of the night. Suddenly, +he drew the door towards him violently, and it closed with a slam and a +snap. He was outside, and the thing he had purposed was accomplished. +He had said good-bye to the house in which he had learned to walk and +talk--the house which had been his home for the whole of his life, +except for a year or two of earliest infancy, and the sound of the +closing door seemed as if it cut his life in two. + +He walked rapidly until he reached the ridge before he encountered the +full violence of the storm, for the wind had shifted within the last +hour or two. Then, stalwart as he was, it caught and whirled him and +sent him running willy-nilly for a hundred yards or more. But there was +not a nail in his boots which was not familiar with every acre of that +country-side for a mile or two, and he found the path with ease and +certainty, and ploughed along it as surely as if it had been broad +daylight, though the night was black as a wolf's mouth. The bitter wind +and driving rain were welcome to his hot eyes and scalded face, and he +walked with a swift resolution until he had reached the spot from which +in daylight the last view of the house would have been possible. There +he turned, the waterproof coat whipping about his ankles like a torn +sail, and the rain pattering its own music on his broad shoulders. +Dimly, very dimly, he could see--or perhaps he only thought he saw--the +chimneys of the old home rising against a little clearing in the distant +lift of the sky. + +So very brief a while ago he had been happy there. Only an hour or two +since he was meditating, between the moves of the game, on the very +words he meant to use in telling Irene that he loved her. Only an hour +or two since every thought was full of hope and ambition, since the path +of honour stood wide open with a vague bright figure beckoning in its +far distance. + +A frost in harvest time will ripen grain, and a great grief will give a +sudden maturity to character. It was a boy who dreamed the happy +dreams of that evening; it was a man who turned his back upon the old +homestead, and set out upon his journey through the world. + +He had a seven miles' walk before him, and a black unsheltered night at +the end of it; but he walked as swiftly and as resolutely as if a goal +of comfort had awaited him. When once the hillside was cleared and he +had reached level ground, progress was less difficult, and after the +tremendous tempest of the day the wind gave signs of having blown itself +out. There were pausings and relentings in it, and there were clear +spaces in the sky out of which the stars began to shine keen and clear. +The storm was over by the time when, after two hours of brisk walking, +he had reached his journey's end, and found himself before the long +bleak wall of the cavalry barracks of the great Midland town. He had a +long spell of waiting before him, and seating himself on a hewn stone +at the side of the barrack gate he filled and lit his pipe, and prepared +himself for a game of patience. Once or twice in the course of the long +night a policeman passed him, turned his bull's-eye lantern upon his +face, and went by without questioning, and these events made the only +break in the long monotony of the hours. He had at last fallen either +into a stupor or a doze, when suddenly the notes of a bugle sounding the +_reveille_ startled him to his feet, with its urgent call of + + Wake! Wake! Wake! + And wake in a hurry--a hurry--a hurry--a hurry, + And Wake! Wake! Wake! + +There began to be a faint stir about the place, like the humming in a +hive the inmates of which have been disturbed, and a little while later +the bugle rang out again, in notes that were destined to become familiar +to his ears. + + All you that are able + Come down to the stable, + And water your horses and give 'em some corn. + And if you don't do it + The Colonel shall know it, + And you shall be punished the very next morn. + +Soon afterwards the gates were opened, and a man in uniform appeared +with a carbine tucked beneath his arm and began to pace up and down, +just within the great bare barrack square. Polson marched up to him. + +'Are you recruiting here?' he asked. + +'We are so,' the man answered. 'Do you want to join?' + +Polson nodded. + +'Better see the Sergeant in the guardroom,' the sentry told him. 'Go +through that door and you will find him there.' + +People who read their Dickens, as all men who are privileged to speak +the English language ought to do, will remember a striking little +passage in 'Oliver Twist,' in which the author moralises upon the first +dressing of a new-born pauper baby. Until the faded yellow garments +which have done service for many predecessors are wrapped about it, +the baby might be anybody's child--a Duke's, or a ploughman's. But the +livery of its unfortunate estate marks and stamps it at once and gives +it the social caste and _cachet_ it is doomed to wear. But it is not so +when time has developed character, and a change of garb does not work an +actual transformation in the grown man. Polson had purposely chosen the +shabbiest outfit he could find in his whole kit; but he was recognisably +a gentleman at a glance, and as he strode into the guard-room the +Sergeant in charge, who was sitting on the edge of a sloping wooden +bedstead, stood up and saluted him, a fact for which the recruit had to +pay later on. + +'You want recruits here?' said Polson, and the Sergeant, finding that +he had been betrayed into a sign of respect for one who was willing to +become his own inferior, answered him with a scowling ill-temper. + +'Yes!' he snapped. 'Wait there till the orderly room is opened.' + +The young man was too full of his own concerns to take offence at a +tone. He sat down quietly and waited. Uniformed men came and went, +and nobody took heed of him until some two hours had gone by, when the +Sergeant awoke him from his reverie. + +'Come this way.' + +He followed the Sergeant across the square, and through an open doorway +on the far side of it. The Sergeant turned on him. 'Take your cap off, +and walk into that room.' Polson obeyed again, and found himself in the +presence of a young officer who was bending over a sheaf of papers on a +rough table, pen in hand. + +'Man wishes to join, sir,' said the Sergeant. + +The officer looked up and rose to his feet with an exclamation. + +'Good God, Jervase! What are you doing here?' + +'I've come to take the Queen's shilling, Volnay,' Polson answered. + +'Why, what's become of the commission?' the other asked. 'Go outside, +Sergeant. I want to have some talk in private with this gentleman.' + +Now, chance had played a queer trick here, for it had led the intending +recruit straight to his oldest and closest chum, his old schoolfellow, +and old Oxford comrade. It had not occurred to him to think what +regiment was quartered in Birmingham at that time, and he had walked +straight towards his purpose without a thought of the possibility of +such an encounter as this. + +'You ain't serious, old fellow, are you?' asked Captain Volnay. + +'Yes,' said Polson, 'I'm quite serious.' + +'Sit down,' said Volnay. 'Of course you'll tell me just as much and +just as little as you want to. But before you take a step that you can't +retreat from, you'd better think things over.' + +'No,' said Polson, 'I've done all the thinking I have need for, and I've +made up my mind. You'll take me, of course?' + +'Look here,' said Volnay, 'you won't like it, and I take the liberty +to tell you so. It's an infernally disagreeable life--it's a beast of a +life for a gentleman to live. It's all very well, of course, if you're +amongst your own set; but a gentleman ranker is certain to have a hell +of a time. He has all the non-coms on to him out of jealousy; and he's +bullied and browbeaten beyond endurance. As for the mere rough side of +the living, nobody minds that. But if you do what you intend, you'll +find before the week's over that you've stepped into a whole tubful of +scalding hot water, and you'll wish yourself well out of it again.' + +'That's all right, old chap,' said Polson. 'I shan't be the first to try +it, and I dare say I shall pull through as well as another.' + +'Now, here's a sample,' said Volnay with a laugh to take the edge from +his words. 'Here's a sample of the sort of thing you're walking into. +It'll be a piece of rank impertinence on your part to call me "old chap" +in half an hour's time, and you mustn't do it. When you catch sight of +me, it'll be your business to stand up as stiff as a ramrod and salute +me; and you'll have to say "sir" when you talk to me. And you won't like +that. And I shan't like it. And look here, old chap, you think twice +about it.' + +'I've told you already,' Polson answered, 'I've done all my thinking.' + +'Well,' said Volnay, 'wilful must if wilful will. You haven't been +getting into any sort of mischief, have you?' + +'No,' said Polson. 'I've done nothing that I have a right to be ashamed +of.' + +'Had a row with the old man?' + +'Yes.' + +'Go home and make it up again, Jervase. A private soldier's life is a +dog's life for a man of your breeding, and you'll find it so.' + +'That's as may be,' Polson answered. 'But I've quite made up my mind, +and all the talking in the world will make no difference.' + +Within reach of his hand there lay upon the table a loose bunch of +ribbons, red, white, and blue, such as recruiting sergeants were wont to +pin in the hats of their recruits. And Polson, toying with this, found +that the bunch was held together at one end by a pin. He affixed it to +his own cap. + +'Now,' he said, putting on the cap and rising to his feet, 'the trick's +done.' + +'Oh, dear no!' said Volnay. 'The trick isn't done yet, old fellow. +You've got to be formally enlisted, and to answer a rigmarole of +questions, and be examined by the regimental doctor, and to take the +oath. The trick isn't done yet, by a long chalk.' + +'Well,' said Polson, 'I shall take it as a favour if you'll put me +through with as little waste of time as possible, for, to tell you the +truth, I want that shilling, and the sooner I get it the nearer I shall +be to bread and cheese.' + +'Oh!' said Volnay, 'I ain't curious, old chap. I'm not a bit curious; +but if you can do it, I should like you to take me into your +confidence, because I might be of some use. I'm stinking rich, you +know--disgracefully rich. And if that fact's any good to you, why you've +only to say so, and I'm your man.' + +'Oh, no, it isn't money, Volnay. If it had been, I shouldn't have made +any scruple about saying so. I can't talk about it. It's likely enough +that you may hear everything in time.' + +'There's no changing you?' Volnay asked. 'There's no getting you to wait +for a week?' + +'There's no changing me,' Polson answered, 'and no getting me to wait.' + +'Oh, very well,' said Volnay. 'Just take that and cut across to the +canteen and get some breakfast. Come back here in a quarter of an hour's +time, and I'll put you through. You needn't scruple about taking it: you +can pay me back, for there's a five-pound bounty, ready money, declared +yesterday, and you'll have it handed over to you on enlisting.' + +Polson took up the proffered sovereign, with something of a lump in his +throat, and turned to go. He had scarce made a step towards the door +when it opened suddenly. This was destined to be a day of strange +encounters, for who should walk almost into his arms but that Major de +Blacquaire who was the present owner of the Droitwich salt mine from +which his father and his uncle had drawn an illicit fortune. There +are men who are born to hate each other at sight; and this Major de +Blacquaire and Polson, though they had but a slight knowledge of each +other, had found time to develop a savage dislike on either side. De +Blacquaire was a man with an exasperatingly cold and supercilious +fashion of speech. He was a band-box dandy, and went scented like a +lady. Polson had once threatened him with a horse-whip, and the Major +had withdrawn from the conflict not because he had any want of physical +courage, but solely because he was too much of a fine gentleman to +brawl. He had never forgotten or forgiven the insult, and Polson had +learned to hate him all the more because he mistook him for a coward. +The two recoiled from each other just in time to avoid collision, for De +Blacquaire had entered hastily. They regarded each other for an instant, +and De Blacquaire's cynical and contemptuous gaze took in the other from +head to foot, obviously taking note of the mean attire and the signs +of the night march Polson had made. His glance fastened on the bunch of +ribbons floating from the cap, and at that he smiled. + +'Oh!' he said, with a finicking drawl. 'You've made a bolt of it, have +you?' + +'Say that again,' said Polson, 'and I'll ram it down your throat, and +send a tooth or two along with it.' + +'Indeed,' said De Blacquaire. 'I think you'll find that it won't pay +you to use such language in your present position, Private Jervase.' +He turned away and, with the whip he carried in his hand, struck a +resounding blow upon the open door. 'Sergeant!' he called, 'bring up a +file of men, and take this man to the guardroom.' + +'On what authority, if you please?' asked Polson. + +'On the authority of those ribbons, my man,' De Blacquaire answered. + +'You mistake your authority, friend Popinjay,' said Polson. 'I am not in +your service yet.' + +'Has this man enlisted, Volnay?' asked the Major. + +'No,' said Volnay, 'he hasn't. He means to. And now I see what terms +you're on, I shall advise him very strongly, as an old friend of mine, +to choose another regiment.' + +'Yes,' said Polson. 'I think I'll choose another regiment. I'm not +hungry for the cat-o'-nine tails, and I should earn it if I were under +this brute's command five minutes. You'd be a handsome chap in your own +way, Major, if it were not for that silly sneer you're pleased to carry +about with you. But I warn you that, under any circumstances whatsoever, +if you should presume upon any difference in our rank to insult me by a +word, a gesture, or a look I'll spoil your beauty for you.' + +'This man's a friend of yours, is he, Volnay?' said De Blacquaire, +ignoring his antagonist. + +'Yes,' said Volnay. 'A very old friend of mine.' + +'Well, you can keep him with you. I've just got my appointment on the +Staff. I'm off for Varna to-morrow, and I don't suppose that I shall +meet the gentleman again. I want a private word with you. If Mr. Jervase +will be so kind as to relieve us of his presence.' + +'I'll be back in a quarter of an hour,' said Polson. + +'All right, old chap,' Volnay answered, and made haste to add, before +his old chum had left the room, 'I'm devilish glad you're going, De +Blacquaire, and the whole regiment will share my sentiments. The mess +will be a devilish sight happier without you.' + +At this, the Major's pale face flushed for an instant, and Polson +grinned sardonically as he strode away. He found his way into the +canteen, made a rough breakfast there, and then returning found Volnay +ready to put him through all the necessary formalities. An old Sergeant +put the regulation questions as to name, age, and employment. Was he +married? No. Was he an apprentice? No. Had he ever at any time offered +himself for Her Majesty's service, and been refused? No. Had he ever +been tried for any criminal offence? No. Then here was the Queen's +shilling, and he was enlisted to serve Her Majesty for the term of +twenty years, and was now to report himself to the doctor, and after +passing his examination, would be required to present himself at noon +to be sworn in before the Colonel, and failing so to present himself, he +would be liable to arrest and imprisonment as a rogue and vagabond. + +'So now the trick is done,' said Volnay, 'and you can't undo it. At +another time you could have bought out for thirty pounds; but we shall +be off to Varna in a week or two, and the Queen won't spare a man she +has once laid hands on for love or money until we have got through the +little brush that's coming with old Nick and his merry men.' + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +There was no sleep in the grey-stone house on the Beacon Hill, on that +eventful night on which Polson Jervase left his home, for anybody except +the domestics, who were ignorant of the blow which had fallen on the +household. Jervase made no pretence of courting sleep at all: but having +banked up the fire he went down into the cellar, brought up a couple of +bottles of brandy, and prepared himself to make a night of it. It had +not been his habit for years to drink to excess, but in his earlier days +at any time of trouble he had gone to that false solace, and now +the instinct came back to him. James kept him company awhile in his +potations, but by and by crept off to bed, and Jervase sat alone +drinking fiercely, at first without apparent effect. + +General Boswell rose before dawn without having closed an eye, and +waited for the daylight. At its first dawning he walked softly to the +room in which Irene lay and tapped quietly at the door. + +'Who's there?' his daughter's voice asked him, and he answered: + +'It is I, dear. I wish to speak to you for a moment.' The girl unlocked +the door and left it partly open. He waited for a moment and then half +entered the room. 'I am just starting for home,' he said. 'And in an +hour the carriage will be here to bring you away. Pray be ready for it.' + +She answered 'Yes,' and her father walked downstairs and into the hall. +He was searching for his hat and overcoat when Jervase lurched out +of the parlour. His bloodshot eyes and staggering gait showed in what +fashion he had passed the night. + +'You're off?' he said, thickly. 'Won't you have some breakfast?' + +'No,' said the General. 'Go back to your bottle.' + +'Look here,' said Jervase, 'I shall put this all right. I've had the +night to think it over, and I shall effect a compromise. D'ye see? I +shall effect a compromise. It won't cost you a penny, and it won't break +me. I shall have a sleep by and by, and then I shall go and see Stubbs, +and effect a compromise. I hope you don't bear malice, General? You'll +shake hands before you go, won't you?' + +'No,' said the General. 'Go back to--your bottle.' + +'But I say,' Jervase proceeded, with a drunken tenacity, 'you ain't +going to bear malice, are you, General?' + +'Stand out of my way, you drunken beast!' the General responded, 'or +I'll do you a mischief.' + +'Oh, if that's the way you're going to take it, all right,' said +Jervase. 'James and me are going to stand the racket--it won't hurt you +either in credit or in pocket, and I don't see what you've got to +be shirty about. It wasn't exactly what you might call a legirrimate +transaction, but there are lots of things in business that are not +legirrimate. See 'em done every day--see 'em done by respec'able +people.' + +Boswell by this time had found his hat and overcoat, and was prepared +to go. He turned his back upon his host and re-ascended the stairs and +knocked a second time at Irene's door. + +'Is that you, Papa?' + +'Yes, it is I. Can you hear me?' + +'Oh, yes, distinctly.' + +'I shall return for you. Keep your door locked until I come. Jervase has +been drinking and he may annoy you.' With that, he walked back to the +hall, where Jervase, holding on by the handle of the door, was solemnly +swaying to and fro. 'I shall regret,' said Boswell, 'to be forced to use +violence: but if you do not instantly free me of your very disagreeable +presence I shall be compelled to do you damage. Stand on one side, I +tell you. Go!' + +There was that in the ring of his voice which pierced to Jervase's +intelligence, bemused as he was, and he staggered back into the parlour. +The General undid the fastenings of the door and walked out into the +keen, bright morning air. When he returned an hour later, Jervase had +drunk himself to sleep, and there was no further trouble with him. Irene +was ready and came from her bedroom at the General's call. His heart +ached as he looked at her, for the passage of that one night of +sleepless grief had blighted all her fresh young beauty as a year of +sickness might have done. He took her to his arms and held her there +until she drew gently away from him. + +'I know, dear,' she said in a voice she bravely tried to control, but +with no great success. 'I know, dear.' + +They exchanged no further words until they reached home, but her father +placed an arm about her shoulders and drew her to his breast, where she +nestled quietly. She had wept all her tears away, but a dry sob shook +her frame from time to time, and with every repetition of the sound the +father's face twitched as if a rough hand had been laid upon a wound. He +parted from her tenderly when they reached home, and they met again at +the breakfast table. + +'You understand everything that has happened, dear?' he asked. 'I think +so.' + +'The owner of the salt mine which my partners have for years been +robbing is a Major de Blacquaire, whose regiment is just now quartered +at Birmingham. They will have the route in a day or two, and I must see +him before he goes. I shall drive into the town at once; and then I must +run up to London. I do not know as yet what my partners' rascality may +have cost me, but I am not a wealthy man, and the business may spell +ruin. I cannot afford to be idle, and I must get back into harness. Lord +Raglan knows my record. I was with him when he lost his right arm at +Waterloo. He has more than once,' the old soldier went on with a certain +stateliness, 'expressed a certain regard for me. I have every reason to +believe myself highly honoured by his esteem. At a time like this men +of experience will be in demand, and I feel hopeful of finding an +appointment. I am not yet too old to serve my Queen and country. Lord +Raglan will see service again, of course, and he is six years my senior, +so that he is scarcely likely to make my years a ground of objection.' + +'Take me with you, dear,' said Irene, 'I shall not be very happy if I am +left alone.' + +'Do you care for the drive this morning?' her father asked. + +'I should like it,' she answered, 'of all things.' + +'Run away and dress then,' said the General, 'for I have ordered the +carriage already, and it will be round in a quarter of an hour. That is +short notice for a lady's toilet.' he went on, trying to smile, 'but you +must learn military despatch.' + +And thus it came about that Polson and Irene met once more before the +final parting, for at the moment at which the carriage swept into +the barrack square the newly-enlisted recruit was walking towards the +orderly room under the guidance of a corporal. The youngster still wore +the fluttering ribbons in the shabby old sealskin cap, and that fact and +his presence in the barracks told the whole story instantly. + +'By Heaven!' cried the General, 'I like that. The lad has grit in him!' +He cried aloud in the ringing clarion voice which advancing years +had left in all its rounded sweetness, 'Hi, you there--halt!' and the +corporal at the voice straightened himself and stood to attention. +Polson knew the voice, but he walked on until the command was repeated. +The General stopped the carriage and alighted. 'Can you bear to speak to +him?' he whispered. + +'Yes,' said Irene, 'I wish it.' + +The General walked briskly to the recruit, and stretched out his hand +towards him. 'You have done well, my lad. You could have done nothing +better. You have an old soldier's respect, Polson. You have joined us?' + +'Yes, sir,' said Polson, 'I have joined you. Volnay is here, sir--you +remember Volnay?' + +'His father and I charged together at Waterloo,' said the General. 'He +is a good lad. You and he are great friends, I hear?' + +'We have been,' Polson answered. 'Major de Blacquaire is here as well; +but he has a Staff appointment, and I understand he leaves the corps +to-morrow.' + +'He is the man I am here to see,' said Boswell. 'Irene is with me, and I +believe she wishes to speak to you.' + +The young man glanced deprecatingly at his old array, and the General +read the glance. 'She will understand all that,' he said, 'just as well +as I do. You have seen De Blacquaire?' + +'I believe he is in barracks--I saw him a few hours ago.' + +'Corporal! 'called the General, 'find Major de Blacquaire, give him +General Boswell's compliments, and ask him to receive me.' + +The corporal saluted and went his way, a bewildered man, for it had +never before fallen to his lot to find a raw recruit in the enjoyment +of a General's friendship. There was a mystery here, and it kept the +regiment in talk for a little while until the interest in it died out; +but it made Polson a man of mark from the first. The corporal was back +in a minute with a salute to say that Major de Blacquaire was in his +own apartment, and would be proud to see General Boswell at once, so +the General sent off Polson to Irene and made his way to De Blacquaire's +quarters, piloted by the corporal. De Blaequaire received General +Boswell with a show of profound respect. + +'I am here,' began the General, plunging into business at once after his +own soldierly fashion, 'I am here on an uncommonly unpleasant business. +You are the proprietor of a salt mine. You may not be aware that I have +invested the greater part of my fortune in the hands of your neighbours, +Messrs. Jervase & Jervoyce.' + +'I was not aware of that, sir,' said De Blaequaire, 'and I am very sorry +to hear it. The men, to my certain knowledge, are a brace of thieves.' + +'I heard a very startling piece of news last night,' the General +continued. 'I heard that your solicitor, Mr. Stubbs I believe, has +made a charge against my partners of having robbed you and the former +proprietor of the mine, my lamented old friend General Airey, through a +whole course of years.' + +'That is undoubtedly true,' De Blacquaire answered. 'I have evidence +that a passage exists between their mine and my own, and all the +evidence points to the belief that it was purposely made. Their +property, I learn, was a miserable failure for many years, and it has +now for years yielded them a large income.' + +'My share of that income,' said the General, 'has amounted to something +like fifteen hundred pounds a year for seven years past, and I need not +tell you that it will be my immediate business, so soon as I can realise +the money, to repay you--on distinct proof, of course, of the felonious +action of my partners.' + +'I really do not see, General Boswell,' said De Blacquaire, 'that there +is any call upon you to sacrifice yourself for their benefit. The men +are wealthy, and I have no doubt that I can force them to disgorge.' + +'It will be my own hope and aim to do that also,' the General answered. +'But I have no wish for money which has been dishonourably acquired, +and I am very much afraid that I have been living at your cost. It is +my obvious duty to return to you whatever has come into my possession, +provided always that the facts are assured. I have my remedy against my +partners in the law courts, and if necessary I must seek it there.' + +'I shall not venture,' said De Blacquaire, 'to dispute a point of +personal honour with General Boswell; but I venture to suggest that the +better course would be for us, as the injured parties, to join forces +against Messrs. Jervase & Jervoyce, and discuss the partition of the +spoils when we have secured them. They are thoroughly solvent; I know +that, for I have made inquiries; and they are well worth powder and +shot. Until the case is heard, or until they themselves come to heel of +their own free will, I cannot in honesty receive anything from you. + +Their confession or, failing that, their conviction must absolutely +precede any such action as you contemplate. I am taking a business point +of view, sir, and I think that on reflection you will find that there is +no escape from it.' + +The General sat frowning and perplexed. He was in haste to be rid of +the sense that he was handling tainted money, and he was eager even to +beggar himself to secure freedom from the load which lay upon his mind. +'I wish you to understand, Major de Blacquaire,' he said, 'that I am +pressing this matter for reasons personal to myself. I am placed in a +most abominable and unbearable position. I have unwittingly been made a +partner in a very shameful transaction, and I may tell you that I have +not the faintest doubt in my own mind as to the justice of your cause. +I do not feel that as a man of honour I am justified in retaining for a +day money which has been actually stolen from another. I think I may say +that it is your duty to relieve me from this burden. I must fight for my +own hand afterwards; but I cannot consent to hold these gains a moment +longer than is necessary for me to repay them.' + +'Suppose, sir,' said De Blacquaire, 'that we submit this matter to an +independent and high-minded arbiter. You know Colonel Stacey? He is +in quarters at this moment, I believe, and I am sure he would give his +judgment between us willingly, I feel so confident of his verdict that +perhaps it's hardly fair on my part to suggest the appeal to him.' + +'I know Stacey well,' said the General, 'Colonel Stacey is a man of +honour. I have a great respect for Stacey, and I will abide by his +opinion. I feel assured that he will be on my side. Will you kindly take +me to him?' + +'Certainly, sir.' The Major took up his forage cap, opened the door +for his guest, and marshalled him into the open, where he saw the hated +Polson standing at the side of the General's carriage in conversation +with a lady. His gorge rose within him at the spectacle, and it came +into his mind that General Boswell might be as little pleased as he +himself was. He asked a question by way of calling his companion's +attention. 'That is your carriage, sir?' + +'Ah, by the way,' the General answered, 'that reminds me. That is young +Jervase standing there. His commission is probably in his agent's hands +to-day. He has learned the facts about this salt mine business, and he +has thrown up what I know to have been the dearest hope of his life. He +has joined as a recruit. He is a very fine and worthy fellow, Major +de Blacquaire. I don't know a better lad in the world, and I desire to +bespeak your good will for him. A gentleman's position in the ranks is +not very tolerable; but a friend at court may make things easier for +him.' + +Now Major de Blacquaire had made a very excellent impression on the +elder warrior, who thought that he had behaved honourably and with +delicacy in respect to the unfortunate business which had brought them +together; but he undid that impression most conclusively. + +'Should you call,' he asked in his most deliberate and supercilious +drawl, 'should you call Mr. Polson a gentleman, sir?' + +'Most decidedly, sir!' the General answered, with sudden heat. 'He has +the instincts of a gentleman, and the sense of honour of a gentleman. He +has had the education of a gentleman, and has lived among gentlemen. +If these are not the facts to warrant the use of the word, I have no +judgment in the matter.' + +'I beg your pardon, sir,' said De Blac-quaire, 'I am possibly +prejudiced; but I thought the fellow a sort of unlicked cub.' + +The General said no more, but his shoulders straightened, and both hands +went up to the big grey moustache. It was in his mind to offer a retort, +but he remembered his own dignity in time, and contented himself by +saying, 'I shall recommend him most strongly to Colonel Stacey's best +consideration. And you, Major de Blacquaire, I understand, are leaving +the regiment?' + +'I have received a Staff appointment, sir, and I leave to-morrow. These +are the Colonel's quarters.' + +Both men had grown extremely frigid, but Colonel Stacey's welcome to his +old campaigning comrade smoothed the General's ruffled mind. He was a +bluff, grizzled man of sixty, with a scarlet countenance and a white +head so closely cropped that it looked like a bottle-brush. He had seen +service in every quarter of the world, and his manly chest was +covered with well-won medals. He listened to the General's story +sympathetically, but he gave his judgment with a twinkle of the eye. + +'The same old Quixote, eh, George? De Blacquaire's right, of +course--absolutely right. And as for you, my boy, you haven't got a +leg to stand on. Of course you're going to join forces with your fellow +sufferer, and it's quite monstrous to suggest that the money should come +out of the pocket of an innocent man. If the case were anybody's but +your own you'd look at it like a sensible man. And if you were advising +me, you would tell me precisely what I'm telling you. Here, where's that +rascal of mine?' He opened the door and shouted, and in came a bronzed +dragoon in civilian costume. 'Get a bottle of champagne and bring +glasses. I've been longing for an excuse for self-indulgence all the +morning, and I'm much obliged to you for giving it.' + +'I mustn't join you,' said the General. + +'Oh, by gad,' said the Colonel, 'but you must and you shall. I'm +expecting to get my marching orders any hour, and those chaps mean to +fight, mind you, and it's an open problem as to whether old Bob Stacey +will come back again. Come on, George! You're not going to shirk a last +liquor with a comrade of forty years' standing!' + +The General yielded, the wine was served, De Blacquaire at the Colonel's +command emptied his glass and withdrew, leaving the old friends +together. The General seized the moment to speak a word for Polson. He +told the lad's story, and the Colonel nodded his white head with curt +approval. + +'Is he a smart fellow?' he asked. + +'Highly intelligent,' the General answered. 'Took his B.A. at Oxford, +first-rate man across country, excellent shot. Would have had his +commission this week if his father hadn't turned out a rascal. Throws +up everything like a lad of honour as he is, and takes the Queen's +shilling.' + +'That's all right,' said the Colonel. 'Leave him to me. I'll shepherd +him.' + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +General Boswell's coachman was a Scot; a grim, taciturn, +brickdust-coloured fellow, who had been in his present service for a +quarter of a century. He had been bred amongst horses from his boyhood, +for his father had been a horsebreaker, and when he had run away from +home and enlisted, he had satisfied ambition by becoming a driver of +artillery. Then he had been wounded, and had turned batman for awhile. +He had gone to the General as valet, but his stable love had broken +out again, and he had gravitated by force of nature to the place of +coachman. Polson's mind did not go back to a time when he did not +remember Duncan, and to Irene he was like a fixed part of the scheme of +nature. He had one defect which at this instant made him invaluable. He +resented any imputation of the fact angrily, but he had been deaf as an +adder for years. + +There was no great privacy in a barrack square, to be sure, but it was +as safe to talk within arm's length of Duncan as if he had been a stone +Sphinx. Duncan was a man of rare discretion, and, though it must have +been like an upheaval of the world to him to see the most constant +of visitors at the General's modest little mansion, walking in shabby +raiment in a barrack square with a recruit's ribbons fluttering from +his cap, he saluted imperturbably as the young man came up, and then sat +motionless. + +Polson came to the side of the carriage, cap in hand. + +'Your father told me I might speak to you,' he said wistfully. 'I hope I +am not wrong in coming to you.' + +'You have enlisted?' she asked him. 'You are going to the war?' Her +self-possession cost her an effort, but she maintained it She had a +soldier's daughter's pride, and though she had met this first great +trouble so brief a time ago she had already taught herself to face it. +Her father was a man conspicuously brave among the brave, and he had +told her of his very first experience of war--a period of prolonged +inaction under fire. 'A trying thing at first,' he had said, 'but duty +will reconcile one to anything.' This memory had been present with +her all the morning, and though the unexpected sight of her lost lover +almost broke her down, the thought had had power to nerve her. + +'Yes,' he answered simply. 'I have enlisted. I shall have to go through +a certain amount of drill, but that will soon be over, and then, I +suppose, I shall get my marching orders.' + +'Father approves of what you have done,' she said. + +'He has told me so,' he responded. 'I am very glad of it. God is good +to me,' he went on, turning half away from her and gazing across the +square. 'I had not hoped to see you again for years, if ever, and there +is just one thing I wanted very much to say. It is of no use to have +reserves and disguises at a time like this. I shan't distress you? Can +you let me speak?' + +'Put your cap on, Polson,' she said composedly. 'You will catch cold.' + +The touch of womanly solicitude, small as it was, moved him. He obeyed +her, and stood, still looking across the square, until he had mastered a +suspicious clicking in the throat. + +'You need have no fear of me, Polson,' Irene said. 'Speak out all your +mind.' + +'Well, dear, it's this. We've been comrades ever since I helped you +to learn to ride your first pony. We've always been the very best of +friends, and only last night I was going to ask for something more. You +don't mind hearing me out, Irene?' + +'No. Let us speak plainly. Let us understand each other.' + +'Well, you see, everything went last night with a clean sweep by the +board. I thought I was safe for a commission. I'd been brought up to +expect a handsome fortune.' He spoke in a level tone, as if he had +been reading uninteresting matter from a book. 'All that is changed and +everything is changed with it. I'm a penniless private of dragoons, and +our ways in the world are wide apart. For old time's sake I should +be very sorry to believe that you'd ever forgot me altogether, but if +you'll try to bring yourself to think of me as trying to be cheerful in +a humble station, as remembering you always in my heart of hearts, and +never forgetting the distance that divides us--if you'll try to think +of me as always honouring myself because I was once your friend'--He was +forced to pause, but he went on again, level-voiced and monotonous as +before--'If you'll try to think of me as learning to be cheerful for +your sake, not as a moaning, broken-hearted chap--which I don't mean to +be at all--but just doing my work, you know, and thinking about you like +an affectionate poor relation might--why, then, in--in time you'll get +to feel the parting less.' + +'Have you finished, Polson?' 'Yes, dear. That's about all, I think. +You see, I know you, Irene. You'll grizzle if you think I'm grizzling. +That's your nature. You can't bear to think of a canary bird in pain.' + +'And that is all?' + +'Yes, dear. That's all.' + +'I shall never forget you, dear. I shall never forget you, and I shall +never change. If you had asked me to be your wife before these things +happened I should have said "Yes," and I should have been proud and +happy. But, Polson, this is why I thank God for having brought us +together just this once. I want you to remember that in this war names +will be heard of that never were known before. Yours may be one of +them.' + +'You mustn't waste your life thinking of me, Irene. I shall remember +every word you have spoken. I shall treasure every word. I hope I shall +do my duty.' + +'I am sure of that,' she answered. And then for a long time not a word +was spoken, and when at length they broke silence, they spoke of things +which were indifferent by comparison. They discussed the probable hour +of the arrival of the route, the probable destination of the regiment, +the time at which Polson might expect to escape his drill. + +At last the General appeared walking side by side with Colonel Stacey. +Irene was facing that way, and was naturally the first to see him. + +'Here is good-bye, dear,' she said. 'Papa is coming.' + +'Good-bye,' he said softly. 'Good-bye. God bless you.' + +'God bless you, too,' said Irene. She held out her little gloved hand +to him, and he took it in his own. She looked bravely into his eyes, and +they spoke their last farewell without a sign of tremor. + +'This,' said the General, advancing as Polson turned away, 'is the young +fellow of whom I have been speaking. Polson, this is your commanding +officer, Colonel Stacey.' Polson raised his cap and bowed civilian +fashion. + +'Ah!' said the jolly colonel, turning his red face and twinkling eyes on +the recruit. + +'You are Polson Jervase? Joined this morning, eh? I hear an excellent +account of you. Try to deserve it. I shall remember you. Good morning.' + +But as Polson saluted again, and turned to go, the General seized him by +the hand and shook it warmly. + +'We must all face the fortune of war, my lad,' he said. 'The best of +good luck go with you. If you hear of me out yonder, as you may, don't +forget to report yourself. Good-bye.' + +There were a good many eyes at the barrack windows, and the minds of +many dragoons were inspired with wonder. For a General and a Waterloo +veteran was a personage, and the daughter of the same was a personage, +and it was out of the common for a newly-joined recruity to engage in +intimate talk with the like of them for half an hour together, and to be +shaken hands with by the veteran, and saluted as if he were an officer +by the veteran's coachman, and personally introduced to 'Old Stayce' +into the bargain. + +And amazement sat on many foreheads when the carriage rolled away, and +the General stood up to wave his hat to the recruity, and the lady stood +up to wave her hand, and the recruity, unconscious of the interest he +excited, waved the shabby old sealskin cap in answer until the equipage +was ringingly saluted at the gate, and swung swiftly out of sight. + +And then, it was over. Oh, it was all over, and one manly heart was sore +and cold. The new recruity stood there planted in the barrack square, as +innocent of his surroundings as if he had been asleep, and mechanically +filled and lit his pipe, and stood on with his chin sunk upon his +breast, scarcely aware of his own thoughts, and as yet realising little +but solitude and an ache in the doleful middle of it. But a warmth stole +into the cold. When everything was said and done, there was one thing +left. Irene loved him. Loved him! How sweet and sacred a wonder. Yet her +own dear lips had told him that she would have been proud and happy to +be his wife, and that nothing should change her. And she had given him +an ambition. The lofty and inspiring words were not yet written, but +their purport thrilled him, as it thrilled many who went out to fight +and bleed for a cause which may not have been wholly worthy of their +devotion, and yet in a sense was worthy because they believed in it with +all their hearts and souls. For, after all, what is it but the purpose +which ennobles action? If the greatest Englishman since Shakespeare had +not yet given Polson Jervase the words in which to speak his thought, it +lightened his breast all the same. + + I wake to the higher aims + Of a land that has lost for a little her lust of gold, + And love of a peace that was full of wrongs and shames, + Horrible, hateful, monstrous, not to be told; + And hail once more to the banner of battle unroll'd, + Tho' many a light shall darken, and many shall weep + For those that are crush'd in the clash of jarring claims, + Yet God's just wrath shall be wreak'd on a giant liar; + And many a darkness into the light shall leap, + And shine in the sudden making of splendid names, + And noble thought be freer under the sun. + And the heart of a people beat with one desire; + For the peace, that I deem'd no peace, is over and done, + And now by the side of the Black and the Baltic deep, + And deathful-grinning mouths of the fortress, flames + The blood-red blossom of war with a heart of fire. + +So thought Polson Jervase, and so thought hundreds of valiant men who +were ready to lay down their lives in a quarrel which the years have +proved unprofitable. + +But a voice awoke the recruity from his reverie--a voice of authority +which asked with a most unnecessary emphasis what the blank, blank he +meant by skulking there, when he knew conventionally well that he had +been conventionally well ordered to the quartermaster's stores to get +his conventional kit. The recruit was not accustomed to hear himself +addressed in this manner, and his earliest impulse was to hit the pug +nose of the person who accosted him, but he remembered himself in time, +and bethinking him of the wise man's saying, that a soft answer turneth +away wrath, he asked meekly where he should go. Then the Sergeant, who +was so straitly trousered and jacketted that he pranced in his going, +ordered him to follow his nose, adding that if he conventionally well +supposed that because a conventional General in a conventional carriage +came to see him off, he was entitled to shirk his conventional duties, +he was conventionally well in error. + +'I say, Sergeant,' said Polson, turning to face his conductor, 'that's a +filthy bad habit. If you want to be respected, drop it.' + +The Sergeant went as scarlet as his stable-jacket, and said that any +conventional recruit had conventionally well _got_ to respect _him_ any +conventional how. + +'My dear sir, no,' said Polson. 'It's quite impossible to respect a man +who talks like a foul-mouthed parrot.' + +The Sergeant walked like a man astounded and said no more, and Polson +likewise held his peace. They were both quietly businesslike whilst +Polson got his kit served out to him, and by the time this work was +over, the dinner hour had arrived. He was told off to a mess in a long +barrack-room, in which his brother recruits were quartered, under the +charge of an old soldier. Some of these new comrades were fresh from the +plough, and some were the rowdy refuse of the town; one wore a miner's +flannels, and another was a weedy youth from a shop-counter, who had a +higher opinion of himself than others were likely to form. + +The speech of every man jack of them was like the exhalation of a +cesspool, and the newest of Her Majesty's hired servants sat in a +grim wrath and loathing, seeing that he had chosen these for his life +companions. The meal was plentiful, and not bad of its kind, but it was +dirtily served, and asked for long custom or an appetite of more than +average keenness. Our recruit had neither the one nor the other, but +he remembered his promise to Irene. He had undertaken to meet his +fate cheerfully, and the fare was part of his fate. He would have no +re-pinings. The food was honest and wholesome, and he would probably +learn to be eager for worse before the war was over. So he, as it were, +squared his shoulders at his trencher, and was just ready to fall to, +when one of the plough-tail gentry sitting just opposite let fall a +speech which would have turned the stomach of a decent hog, if he had +happened to understand it. Polson's heart maddened within him, and he +smote his fist upon the unclothed table so that the plates of chipped +enamel iron danced from end to end on it. + +'You filthy clodpole!' he said, rising from his place and thrusting a +prognathous jaw and blazing eyes half-way across the table. 'Speak like +that again in my hearing, and I'll give you such a hiding as you never +had since you were born.' + +'And sarve him right, begorra,' said the man at the head of the table. +'It's sick I am of all the dirty stuff I've to listen to--An' dese boys +is 'listed for de war, and dere's not wan of 'em knows he mayn't be +stiff on de field in tree or four monts' time. An' be way of makin' +ready for a soldier's end an' a sudden meetin' wid his God, dey're +chewin' blasphaymious conversation from _reveille_ to lights out, so dey +are.' + +'Thank you,' said Polson, and so sat down and tried to go on with his +dinner. + +The meal was finished in silence. The scene had its effect, and it had +all the more surely for two or three things which happened later on. +Example. The whole rough squad was turned into the riding school +that afternoon dressed as they might happen to be. The accustomed old +drill-horses, saddled and bridled, were ranged on the tan at the wall, +with stirrups crossed over the shoulders, and when the word 'Mount' was +given, Polson was the only one of the newly recruited crowd who did not +make a painful climb in trying to obey the order. He was in the saddle +in a flash, and sat there like a centaur. + +'We've got one man amongst us, seemin'ly,' said the old rough-riding +Sergeant. + +'You've seen a horse before to-day, my lad.' + +'One or two,' said Polson. + +'Come out,' said the red-nosed drill. + +'Let's see what you're good for. Put her at that.' + +'That' was a furze-covered revolving pole mounted on swivelled trestles, +and about three feet high. It was a leap for a child, and Polson went +over it, turned and came nimbly back again. The instructor approached +him and took him by the foot and ankle. + +'That's the shape for the cavalry leg,' he said. 'Keep that and don't +lose it. Now put her at it again.' + +As the recruit turned to obey the order, the Sergeant mischievously +slashed the mare across the quarters, and the venerable she-trooper +skipped; but this was hardly a thing to scare the best cross-country +man of his shire, and Polson nipped over the bar and back again. At that +moment entered Captain Volnay, to whom the drill, saluting, said: + +'It's no use wasting this man's time here, sir. Colonel's orders are +to get 'em through as fast as possible. He'd be better engaged at foot +drill.' + +'Very good,' said Volnay. 'You can dismount, my man. Come with me.' + +On the far side of the square a squad was at work at the sword exercise, +and the instructor's voice was bawling: 'Thrust, return, thrust--return. +Carry--so! Slope--so! Shun! Stand at ease!' + +'Well,' said Volnay. 'How do you like it?' + +'I shall like it well enough, I dare say. I haven't shaken into the +saddle yet.' + +'I'm going to hand you over to this lot,' said Volnay, indicating the +squad with a motion of the hand. 'D'you know anything about it?' + +'A bit,' the recruit answered. 'You see, it's been the dream of my life +to join, and I've been taking lessons.' + +'Good old enthusiast!' said Volnay. 'I saw you meeting old Stayce. He's +a grand old sort. No finer soldier in the army. Regiment adores him. And +he has an eye for a man who does his duty. A nod's as good as a wink to +a blind horse, old Pol, eh?' + +'I'll try,' said Polson. + +'You'll try right enough. You're a good old pebble. I've got to +be professional, you understand. No end of a devil of a lot of +unpleasantness if these chaps suspected favouritism.' + +'Oh,' said Polson, 'I'm at work. No playing _en amateur_.' + +'That's the style. There are some of our fellows saying there'll be no +fighting. That's rubbish. There's glory in front of some of us, Polly.' + +They went on in silence until they reached the guard. + +'Shun!' roared the Sergeant, and the men clicked their heels together +and straightened their backs and tucked their chins in and assumed that +ramrod posture which the authorised drill-book of the day described as +'the free and unconstrained attitude of a soldier.' + +'Sergeant,' said Volnay, 'this man has just joined, but Sergeant Gill +finds that he can ride and has dismissed him from the riding school. He +tells me that he's been taking lessons in sabre practice. Just put him +through his paces, will you?' + +So the Sergeant set his squad to stand at ease again, and Polson, being +provided with a belt and sabre, was stuck up in front of it, feeling +absurdly like a trick ape on show. + +'Draw--so! Slope--so! Prep--air! Prove distance!' and so on. + +'Pursuin' practice. One. Cut--thrust--parry. Two. Cut--thrust--parry. +Shunt Now from the word of command, right through. Sword exercise. +Prep--air! Prove distance--go! Shun! Pursuin' practice I Prep--_air!_ +Go! Shun! That's all right, sir. Ever been in the service before, young +feller?' + +'No,' said Polson. 'I always meant to join, and I thought I'd get ready +as far as I could.' + +'Now look here, my lad,' said the Sergeant. 'You've been through the +mill before, you have. You're a deserter, you know, that's what you +are.' + +Polson laughed. He had thought never to laugh again, but the accusation +tickled him. + +'I beg your pardon, Captain Volnay,' he said, saluting in officer's +fashion--the only way he had been taught; 'but perhaps you will speak up +for me.' + +'Deserter?' said Volnay. 'Rubbish! Known the man for years. Always keen +on the service, and got ready for it. Jervase.' 'Yes, sir.' + +'You're a pretty good shot, I gather?' 'Thank you, sir.' + +'Any instruction in musketry?' 'Pretty fair, sir.' + +'Put him through his facings, Sergeant, in the riding school at four +o'clock this afternoon. I'll be there. You hear, Jervase?' + +'Yes, sir.' + +At this juncture the Sergeant surprised a wink from Volnay, which that +young gentleman supposed to have been unseen, and he fell a-thinking. +The result of his cogitation was rapid and conclusive. The young man who +knew the minutiae of his trade of soldier, and had an officer's trick +of salute, and was on winking terms with the wealthiest man in the +regiment, was a person to be made up to, and to be made up to in the +least transparent way. + +'We're awfully short-handed, sir,' said the Sergeant, touching his +forage cap to Volnay. 'We might utilise this man as a drill, sir, if +you'll permit me to suggest such a thing. I could get on twice as fast, +sir, if I'd half the squad to deal with.' + +'Very well,' said Volnay. 'I'll see the adjutant about that.' + +And the raw recruit was drilling his barrack-room comrades before he +or they had fitted on a uniform, and his ringing 'Carry--so!' or +'Ground--oh!' sounded through the square as imperiously as any in those +first busy days. + +'You're a (conventional) wonder, you are,' said the drill instructor at +the close of the second day. 'You've got the powers that be behind you, +and you'll be one of _us_ in a month or two. Promotion's quick when the +word comes for blood and rust and mud and oil.' + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +If Polson had not to be taught how to ride, how to handle a sabre or a +gun, or how to balance himself in the goose-step--matters which he had +taken the pains to master long ago--there were still certain things to +learn, and the button stick, and the flat and chain burnish, and the +pots of chrome yellow, and blacking, and pipeclay, were just as strange +to him as they would have been to any other raw recruit; so that he +was teaching his business at one end and learning it at the other for a +matter of some four or five days. + +There was a poor exile of Erin in the shape of an impecunious Irish +nobleman, who enlisted on the same day with Polson and whose uniform was +tried on in the same hour. + +They were in the tailor's shop together with a hurried Sergeant standing +over them. + +The aristocratic Paddy pulled on his trousers with a heavy sigh. + +'The livery,' said he, 'of me degradation.' + +'It is the Queen's uniform,' said Polson, 'and you have a right to be +proud to wear it.' + +The child of Erin buttoned his stable jacket and went out to drill, and +Polson gave him a purposed double dose of labour. He had given orders to +an individual man here and there, but until he became a dragoon he had +never commanded a crowd, and there is something in that which makes +either a man or a sweep of the commander. Polson was all alert, eager to +teach what he knew to the slow and loutish squad before him; but on that +first morning of his wearing the Queen's cloth, keen as he was upon +his own business, he could not help recognising a certain pair of +flea-bitten greys which swept through the barrack gate whilst he was at +work some fifty yards away. They came from the Bar-field Arms, and he +had helped the man who now drove them in their breaking, four or five +years ago. + +There was a cry of 'Guard, tarn out!' and a clash of salute as the +carriage rolled through the gates without a challenge, and the man who +sat at the back, disdaining the cushions, and with a lustrous silk +hat cocked over one eyebrow, was his father. John Jervase came into +barracks, as he had gone everywhere throughout his life, with a +magnificent impudence, and he distributed salutes to all and sundry from +a majestic forefinger; whilst his only son watched him with a sardonic +eye as he bowled up to the officers' quarters. + +The card of Mr. John Jervase was carried to Colonel Stacey, and Colonel +Stacey was ready to receive Mr. Jervase in a flash. + +'I am told, sir,' said Mr. Jervase, in that bluff, John-Bull way of his, +which had brought a hundred people to his net, 'that the regiment has +its marching orders, and I can quite believe that you've got something +better to do than to listen to anything I have to say.' + +'I'm pressed for time, sir,' said the Colonel. 'The regiment marches in +an hour.' + +'Here's a lad of mine, sir,' said Jervase, 'has enlisted. And here is a +letter from Kirby & Sons, the well-known Army agents, telling me they've +got my cheque for his commission. It's been the hope of my heart to see +the lad in the army, and it's been his hope also. We've had a quarrel, +sir, and I don't mind confessing that it is my fault. The lad's a good +lad.' His voice began to tremble. 'But he's throwing his life away for +a freak. I've bowt his commission, and here's the letter from the London +agents to say that the whole thing is complete. I know he's here, for +I heard him as I crossed the barrack square. I'd like you to help me to +bring him back to reason.' + +The Colonel took a whip from the table and struck a blow upon the door, +which was one of his substitutes for bell-ringing. + +'Private Jervase,' he said, 'is drilling a squad in front of the Cupola. +Send him here.' He waved his visitor to a chair, and plunged into the +examination of a heap of papers which lay before him. Jervase nursed his +silk hat in both hands and waited, listening to the scattered noises of +the barrack square and catching amongst them his son's voice with a sort +of fatal sound of command in it. + +'Is he going to talk to me like that?' asked the father of himself; +and the minutes went slowly by until Colonel Stacey's batman tapped +respectfully at the door, and announced 'Private Jervase.' + +'I'll leave you,' said the Colonel, gathering his papers in his hand, +and darting towards the doorway. + +'I beg you won't, sir,' cried Jervase the elder, 'I shall be more than +obliged to you, sir, if you will help me to bring my boy to reason. +There,' he cried, casting a letter upon the table, 'is a notice from +the London agents that his commission is bought and paid for. There's +my cheque for a thousand pounds, and if that isn't good enough for him, +there's fifty twenty-pound notes of the Bank of England, and he can have +both of 'em with as good a heart on my side as if he took the one and +left the other.' + +The Colonel looked from the son to the father, and back from the father +to the son. + +'Really, Mr. Jervase,' he said, 'I don't see that this is much of an +affair of mine. I will leave you to fight it out between you.' + +The Colonel walked to the door, and father and son were left together. +John Jervase, banker, capitalist, driver of men, was not in the least +like himself that morning, and his hands trembled so that he was fain to +clutch one with another, and to hold both tight between his knees as he +sat. + +'Look here, Polly,' he began, but Polson gazed sternly straight before +him, and gave no sign of sympathy or forgiveness. 'Look here, Polly, +I've had about a week of it, and I can't stand it any longer. You and +me's got to be friends, or else I've got to put an end to things in a +way as you won't fancy.' + +He waited, but there was no response from the stolid figure in front of +him. Pol-son stared out of the window and stood silent and immobile as a +statue. + +'I left you to yourself,' said Jervase, 'until I'd got everything right +and comfortable. Major de Blaequaire has gone off to Southampton, and I +believe he's on his way to Varna, somewhere in the Black Sea. I've +made a deposit with Stubbs, his lawyer, of no less than fifty thousand +pounds, my lad. That's been a shake, I tell you. I've had a good deal o' +trouble to raise that sum in a hurry, but I've done it, and there's to +be no action and no scandal of any sort until De Blaequaire comes back +again. That gives your Uncle James and me time to turn round.' + +He waited again, and still Polson stood like a statue and made no +answer. + +'I've done more than that,' Jervase went on. 'I've banked twelve +thousand pounds to General Boswell's credit, so that come what may he +isn't likely to suffer. If De Blaequaire carries the case on when he +comes back to England, James and me can pay him every penny of his +rightful claim, and we'll do it.' + +He paused again, for his voice had once more half escaped from his +control. The boy stood before him, cold and inflexible as doom. To the +father's eye he had never looked so manly and handsome as he did at this +moment, and what with fatherly pride and self pity and a sense of the +magnanimity of his own purposes, the emotions of John Jervase were +strangely mixed. + +'There'll be no trouble at all, Polly,' he said, after a pause. 'I've +put everything straight for you. You've only got to run up to London to +sign your papers, to have your commission, and go out like a gentleman. +I've brought a portmanteau with me in the carriage, with everything +you'll actually need in it for a week or two, and there's the money for +you to order anything else you want. I packed the portmanteau with my +own hands, Polly.' + +He paused again, for in his own way he was genuinely moved: but the boy +still stood there, staring out of the window, and answered never a word. + +'You've got to listen,' said the elder, rising and shaking him by the +shoulder. 'You think I have acted like a scoundrel, and you're ashamed +of your old father. I dare say you're right, my lad, but it wasn't so +much my fault as you might fancy. There was a leak between that mine of +old General Airey's and your Uncle James's when I went into partnership +with him, and, after all, we only helped Nature just a little bit, and +there's many a man walking about this minute, holding his head high, who +has done more wrong than I have.' + +'For God's sake, don't!' cried Polson, breaking silence for the first +time. 'It's bad enough as it is. Don't make it worse by talking about +it.' + +'I won't, Polly,' said Jervase. 'I'll do anything you like if you'll +only shake hands and say as you forgive me. Now there's two thousand +pound on this here table, and there's the letter from your agents; and +you can be off to London within an hour, and have your heart's desire. +What's the good of being stupid?' + +He took a great bandana handkerchief from the tail pocket of his +respectable black coat, and blew his nose resoundingly, and wiped his +eyes. He was very deeply moved indeed, and Polson was profoundly sorry +for him; but there was a sick whirl in the lad's mind which robbed +him of any clear power of thought and seemed indeed to deaden feeling +itself. Only he knew that nothing could undo his shame. Nothing could +ever make him respect himself again. Nothing could give back to him the +old sense of honour, the knowledge that he came of honest folk. + +'Look here, Polly,' Jervase broke out again, 'I haven't bred you up +to be a common soldier. When I was a young and struggling man, by +comparison with what I am now, I said to myself, "I'll make my lad a +gentleman." I sent you to Rugby, and I sent you to Oxford, and I never +stinted neither love nor money. And if I _was_ a bit over-greedy and in +a hurry to be rich, I did what I did a good deal more for your sake than +my own.' + +'Leave bad alone, father,' said Polson, with an almost savage sternness. +'Can't you see that you make things worse with every word you speak? +Isn't it enough for me to know what I know already, but you must make me +a partner in that shameful business?' + +'Polly,' said Jervase, almost fawning on him, 'I've been a hard man all +my life, and I've lived a hard life for years. I've been a proudish sort +of chap, in my own way, and I've never stooped to ask any man's pardon +twice for the same offence. But it's different between you and me, and +I can't let my own flesh and blood go away from me until I've had a word +of some sort. It's only a word, Polly. You can't deny me! You're a-going +out to the war, Polly, and you might never come back again. And think +of me--think of your poor old father sittin' at home, and sayin' to +himself, "I sent my son away with a broken heart and ashamed of his own +father, and he wouldn't touch my hand before he went to his own death, +and he wouldn't say one forgiving word to me, and I murdered him, and I +broke his heart, and I made him ashamed of his own father." You think of +me, Polly, sittin' at home and thinkin' like that. Maybe for years and +years. We're a long-lived lot, we Jervases, and I should make old bones +in the course of nature, but I couldn't bear it, Polly, I couldn't bear +it. I should have to put an end to it, and if you go away without a +word, it won't be long before I do it.' + +The bugles sang out the assembly in the barrack square. Polson both +heard and understood, but his father did neither. Within half an +hour the regiment would be on the march, and already the red-coated, +brass-helmeted men, shining from head to foot and glittering in the +fine array war wears before the exchange of the first blows, were moving +about the open. + +'Now look here, Polly,' said Jervase, striving no longer to disguise the +wet eyes and the breaking voice, 'it's take it or leave it. There's your +father's hand. Are you a-going to touch it before he goes away?' + +'Don't you think,' asked Polson, 'that you're making it pretty hard for +both of us?' + +'Very well,' said Jervase, 'there's no handshake. There's no good-bye +betwixt we two as friends. Perhaps you may come back in a different +humour, Polly. Here's your agent's letter. Are you a-going to take +your commission, and fight in a gentleman's uniform for your Queen +and country, or are you going out to advertise your father's shame by +wearing a private's coat?' + +'I shall go as I am,' said Polson. + +'Very well,' said John Jervase again. 'There's the father's hand +refused, and there's the commission chucked into the gutter. Now here's +a cheque for a thousand pound as you can cash with Cox & Co. in London. +Are you a-going to take that, or are you not?' + +'I'm not likely,' said Polson, 'to have any sort of use for money.' + +'You're hard,' said his father. 'You're bitter hard. There's the 'and +refused. There's the commission chucked, and there's the check too dirty +for you to look at. Very well. Now there's fifty notes for twenty pounds +a-piece. Will you take them?' + +'No,' said the youngster, 'I shall have no want of money and no use for +it.' + +'You're hard,' said Jervase. 'You're bitter hard. Will you take one of +them? It might come in useful. Take it, Polly. Just take it, even if you +never spend it.' He clutched one note from the heap which lay upon the +table, and held it in a shaking hand towards his son. And Polson still +stood like a statue, and stared out of the window. He would fain have +been more relenting had he dared, but he feared the loss of his own +manhood if he once began to pardon, and perhaps he was severer to +himself than to the old man who begged for his forgiveness. 'There's the +'and,' said Jervase, weeping openly. 'He won't touch that. There's +the commission only waiting for him to sign, and he won't touch that. +There's a cheque for a thousand pound as would send him to the war +fitted out like a gentleman, and he won't touch that. There's the ready +money to the same amount as would help him to hold his head up among his +comrades anywhere, and he won't touch that. And here's a note for a mere +twenty pounds, and his father asks him just to take it as a sort of a +memorial, and to keep it like as if it was a funeral card, and he won't +touch that.' + +Polson was white to the lips, but he looked straight before him still, +and gave no sign. Jervase took up the agent's letter and deliberately +tore it into pieces. He took up his own cheque and tore that into pieces +also. He patted the pile of notes together and put them into his breast +pocket, crying all the while with odd little child-like snatches of +sound which were wounding to listen to. + +The bugles sang out again in the square, and the distant hoofs were +clattering on the cobbled stones in front of the stables. Through the +window Polson could see the glitter of the polished brass of the band, +as it moved slowly across the square towards the barrack gate, and +formed up in a solid cube. There was a crowd outside in the streets, and +from it rose a noise of cheering. There was silence in the room except +for those child-like, unrestrained sobs which shook John Jervase; and +even these quieted down as if he too were listening to the growing +tumult outside. There was a sudden roll of drums, and the band began to +play 'The Girl I left behind me.' An imperious rap sounded at the door, +and Colonel Stacey entered without waiting for a response. + +'Do you take your commission, Jervase, or are you to be left here?' he +asked brusquely. + +'I am to be left here, sir,' Polson answered. 'But I hope that I may get +my marching orders as soon as possible.' + +'We embark on Friday,' said the Colonel, 'and another ship follows that +day week. I'll see you through by then.' + +'Thank you, sir,' said Polson, and the Colonel nodded and was gone. + +The band was playing, and the crowd in the street was cheering, and +there was silence between father and son for two or three minutes. Then +rose from the barrack square a deafening roar as 'old Stayce' rode out +on the bright bay with the three white stockings, and cantered to +the front. The hoarse, commanding voice pealed out the word, the +band crashed into a new marching tune, and the regiment began to move +forward, like a scarlet snake with glistering scales. Clank and clatter +of scabbard, tramp of the ordered ranks, blare of the band, and roar on +roar from the street, and then little by little a falling silence. At +last dead quiet. + +'You needn't think there's no clean money in my hands,' said Jervase. +'I don't owe everything to that blasted brine-pit. You can take your own +rights. You can take what I offer you, and feel as you're an honest man +all the same. And Polly, if you're going out as a private soldier you'll +want money. It isn't as if an untravelled man was talkin' to you. I know +the Black Sea Coast I spent one Febiwerry there, a man before the mast. +I'll back it again the Pole for cold. You'll miss a lot o' comforts, +Polly, as a pound or two would buy for you.' + +'I must go back to duty,' said Polson, 'or I shall get into hot water.' + +'Take a hundred pound, Polly. It's clean money. I'll swear it on my +Bible oath. Look here, Polly. Look here!' + +Jervase rose and shook his son by both shoulders in a frenzy. + +'Look here, Polly, look here. Listen.' + +'I am listening, father.' + +'Then look as if you was listening for Heaven's sake! I'm worth half +a million, if I'm worth a penny. I never owned to it before, but if +it isn't true God strike me dead. Outside that salt mine, I've been an +honest man. You won't believe it, but I have. I saw a chance of making +money elsewhere, and I wanted a start, and I turned rogue for the +sake of it. Polly, Polly. I'll pay every penny with a three per cent, +interest--compound, mind you--compound--and I shall be a rich man still! + +'Pol, you're hard. I don't know where you get it from. But, mind you! +One of these days you might find yourself led into a temptation, and +then perhaps you'll think of your old father. How many business men have +gone through life, and never done but one thing as they had a call to be +ashamed of? I've done one; and I've been bowled out at it! There's men +that does hundreds, Polly, and are never bowled out at all! I'll tell +you what. It ain't me having been dishonourable as stands between us. +It's your own pride, Polly. It's a good pride. It's what you might +call a righteous pride. But if I was just what I am, without being your +father--if I was just what you might call an average old sinner, you +wouldn't let me beg like this, Polly. No, you wouldn't! And look here, +Polly. Money's money, and here's a thousand pound----' + +'Damn your thousand pounds,' cried Polson. He turned to face his father +in an agony, and struck his own clenched fist upon his breast three +several times. Then he turned to his original position and stared +through the window across the empty square. + +'Yes,' said John Jervase slowly. 'Damn the thousand pounds. Damn it, +and damn it, and damn it over again. You think I'm trying to bribe you, +Polly? No! You wait till you're a father, with your only son a-going to +the wars without a penny in his pocket, and hating you too much to take +what you can give him. Then you'll feel what I feel. Damn the thousand +pounds! Damn all the money as was ever coined. But, Polly, there's my +hand again. I'd rather you took it full--but won't you take it empty?' + +The lad took the empty hand and wrung it hard, and held it long. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +The time, half-past four o'clock in the morning; the date the twentieth +of September, eighteen hundred and fifty-four; the place the southern +bank of the River Alma. Present, some thirty thousand stalwart British +men, the vast majority of them snoring open-mouthed, and here and +there in the grey of the morning a sentry pacing up and down. Facing +northward, Polson Jer-vase's regiment lies far to the right, and to +the right of it again, at a distance of some half a mile, the men of +Bosquet's command are also sleeping. This is a day destined to be famous +and terrible in history; but the dawn is cloudless and quiet. Away +beyond the slope of the valley, across the grey flow of the river and +half-way upon the northern slope, the pacing sentries, or such of them +as are sharp-sighted, can perceive what looks like a wrinkle in the +hill. It is some three or maybe four miles from the long line of +sleepers, and it indicates the outlines of that great Redoubt around +which the memories of Englishmen will cling for centuries to come. + +Near five o'clock, and a soft warm morning wind blowing under a +stainless sky. Gallopers from headquarters pass here and there with a +quiet word, 'Wake your men, and make no noise.' There is no sound of any +bugle call at that _reveille_, and the men silently arise, sit up and +shake themselves, and mostly make their toilet by a simple process of +eye-rubbing and the assumption of their headgear. Then the camp fires +are lit here and there where a clump of officers gathers together over +their morning tea and coffee. For thus early in the campaign all the +luxuries of home are not abandoned or forgotten. Troop and company +orderlies stroll down to the river, bearing buckets, and the rank and +file munch their ration of ship's biscuit. And before the simple meal +is barely over, the stealthy word passes along the ranks, and a forward +march begins, ghost-like in the dawn. Somewhat clumsily manoeuvred +by their chiefs, the line, three or four miles in length, dips; down +towards the river and crowds at a few chosen fording places. Then +it spreads out again like an open fan, and marches up the further +slope--the infantrymen dripping from the arm-pits downwards, and the +handful of cavalry on the right of the British flank shining in the +rising sun to the horses' shoulders. + +Then a pause, and a long pause. Vine yards along the hill and spaces of +field and farm, and scattered houses here and there, and on the left the +village of Vourliouk, set aflame by the foe for some as yet undiscovered +reason. The smoke goes circling up into the pure air, and a faint scent +of burning is discernible. Still a mile and a half away on either side +the great Redoubt, and in front of it there are cubes and oblongs which +look like masses of grey stone, and might pass for such except that now +and again they may be seen to move. These are the infantry troops of +Russia, with whom our own men are soon to be in deadly conflict. The +fields of Europe have heard no sounds of any cannon fired in anger +since the last loud Sabbath of Waterloo shook down the spoilers of +the Continent; but, unseen at this distance, the guns which line that +wrinkle of the hill above there are charged to the throat, and there are +resolute men behind them. + +The sun rises higher and higher, and the men of the halted army throw +themselves to the ground, awaiting a further word from somebody. +Solitary gallopers go hither and thither, over the rolling hills. The +staff, with waving plumes, goes cantering along the line, and the idea +somehow passes through the ranks that Lord Raglan has gone to consult +with Monsieur St. Arnaud as to the disposition of the day's battle. +There are thousands of youngsters lying there among the vineyards who +have never, until this moment, set eyes on their commander. Raglan +goes by amidst a dropping fire of cheers, the sleeve of the right arm +dangling loose beside him, his bronzed Roman face one cheerful and +inspiring smile, and the cunning left hand, with which he has learned to +write his despatches, held low down as he controls his charger. And on +the far right of the English line, Polson Jervase is standing at his +horse's head, cheering with the rest, when on a sudden he discerns a +familiar figure: General Boswell is at the Chiefs side and the two are +in familiar converse. The young soldier's first battle not yet begun, +and Irene's father going by so near and yet so unmindful of him as a +mere unit among the waiting thousands. And it is not yet, not even yet, +so very certain that we are to give battle this morning, after all. For +we have been bedevilled hither and thither with false marches and with +false rumours of sailing and lines of route. Monsieur St. Arnaud has +been for camping south of the Balkans, and giving battle to the power +of Russia there, and Raglan has been all for the Crimea and the road +to Sevastopol. And no man has known what to believe amongst the divided +councils of the Allies. The men amongst the vineyards are plucking and +sucking the grapes. The sun grows hotter and hotter, and there is so +dreary a silence in these waiting hours that the angry neigh of a horse +is heard for a mile along the line. Five o'clock when we began to move, +and here is high noon, and impatience all on edge, and nothing done. +The staff comes cantering back, and another hour goes by in silence; and +then from the Highlanders half a mile away on the left of the handful of +cavalry there rises a sound of jubilation. And round the camp fires at +night, when the fight is over and the English are in possession of the +field, the men learn the reason of the cry. Sir Colin Campbell has sent +round the word that the men are to break their cartridge packets, and +lay the cartridges loose in their pouches, and this is the first word of +real business. Now at one o'clock, or near it, the note passes along +the line from east to west, and the men are afoot again, and marching +forward two deep against those solid masses of grey human masonry, and +that gash upon the hill-side which is by and by to burst like a volcano +into flame. There goes the first boom of cannon from the Russian side, +and a round shot sends the earth spluttering amidst the staff as it +canters by once more, plumes waving, and epaulets, and scabbards, and +gold lace, and all the fine tinsel of war, as yet unsoiled, glittering +in the sunshine. + +This is no day for a cavalryman to win honour. Here we sit on the +hill-side with a downward slope before us, and an upward slope beyond, +and the unmounted men are working their way onward and upward, whilst we +are held inactive. And now the war begins in earnest. The tartan fellows +are lounging along, half of them with the stem of a grape bunch between +their teeth, loading and firing as they go, scarcely a man of them +having stood fire before, and walking towards their baptism of death and +blood with an astounding cheerfulness, and the long waving broken line +converges as if by instinct, and, as the historians of the battle tell +us, without definite order from any quarter, towards that grim gash +on the hillside, until it grows to be something of a mob, so thickly +clustered that the Russian batteries cleave lines through it. It wavers, +it pauses, it rushes forward, it takes shelter beneath the forehead of +the hill on which the great Redoubt stands, and then declines, a mere +swarm of ants to look at from this distance, towards the belching roar +and smoke and flame. And on a sudden the batteries are silent, and far +and far there goes up a cheer. And then there is silence again, and a +long waiting, and the grave massive oblongs and cubes of masonry come +down on this side and on that, and the watchers in the valley wait in +a tense and terrible strain. Where are the reinforcements? Where is the +Duke of Cambridge, with the Guards? Hidden away there in a wrinkle of +the hill they are waiting for some unknown reason, and the conquerors +of the great Redoubt seem doomed. But after awful minutes and minutes, +which stretch to hours, the line sweeps up. Raglan's immortal two guns +come into play from the knoll on the distant right, and the tide of +battle is turned again. And all the while we of the cavalry division are +maddened with excitement, and consumed by ennui, by turns, wearied with +thirst and heat, and waiting in vain for our chance to strike a blow at +the enemy. Bored and tired and athirst, the men who have stood for hours +at the bridle throw themselves on the sunburned grass. No chance for +us to-day, says one to the other, and the tide of battle, now grown +invisible, is rolling noisily here and there, now seeming as if it +would vanish altogether into the air, and now as if a flying enemy had +suddenly taken heart and were back in swift return. And here is a hill +to the west of us, and the hot sun, yet shining clean and bright through +whiffs and shreds of scattered smoke, goes down behind it, and the +shadow lengthens, and creeps up the brown-green face of the hill to the +left. And lo, on a sudden, a sweating galloper on the crest of the hill, +with his horse one lather from haunch to bridle, is tearing down with +orders. Here is old Stacey in the saddle again, and his hoarse voice is +calling. The tired and thirsty souls are alert in an instant, and away +go the Heavy Dragoons at a walk until the hill is breasted. Then at a +trot, a canter, a gallop, a charge. For the masses of the enemy are all +huddled in disorderly crowds away there in the pass, and it needs but +one decisive blow to smite them into utter rout and scatter them like +chaff. Then was an hour when the fate of a great campaign lay in the +balance; and because that hour was not chosen England had to pour out +her blood and her treasure in one mingled torrent for a year or two. For +as the charging regiment was in amongst the lingerers of the retreat, +the pursuit was called away. The keener spirits had naturally ridden +furthest, and there was no man there that day who was keener than Polson +Jervase. When the bugles rang out the 'Retire,' he would, had he been in +command, have risked a plagiarism of Nelson, with a glass at the blind +eye, and would have failed to recognise the recalling signal. But he +was a unit, and a private unit at that. And he was already half emmeshed +amidst the edges of the flying crowd, and actually at their mercy, +if any of the fugitives had found so much as a sheep's heart to awake +within him. + +So he turned and galloped back, and since he had been one of the first +in the advance, he was naturally one of the last to retreat. There had +been a rare burst of a downhill mile or two, and his horse, unfed and +unwatered within the last twelve hours, was in need of mercy. He rode +the poor beast tenderly, caressing him as he went, and looking up he +was aware of an officer in staff uniform, who was rounding up the +stragglers. There are few things that appeal more directly from man +to man than the sympathy of the sound and rooted sportsman. Polson had +followed the hounds almost from the time when he could first bestride a +pony; and the sight of a clean workman across bad country was like wine +to him at any time. This fellow in the cocked hat and waving plumes was +splendidly mounted, to be sure, but the going was as treacherous and +difficult as it well could be, and the horseman rode with an address and +daring which were delightful to look at. He waved an urgent hand from +three or four hundred yards away towards Polson, who responded by a +gesture indicating the route he meant to take. The last straggler having +been thus rounded up, the officer turned and reined in his charger for a +final look at the retreating forces of the enemy; and somewhere from the +black middle mass of them down in the shadow of the valley there came a +flash and a volley of smoke, and almost directly afterwards an echoing +boom of sound. The charger reared, drooped upon his haunches, and fell +over; the rider dropped with admirable agility on one side and avoided +the threatened mischief of the fall. There were scores of unmastered +steeds racing about the valley and the upward slopes; Polson rode for +the nearest, and, having secured it, cantered up to the place where the +dead charger lay, A round shot had ploughed its way clean through the +noble creature's chest, and the sight was pitiable and gruesome. + +'Here is a mount, sir,' said the young dragoon. 'Not as good as your +own, but it will carry you back to camp, anyhow.' + +As he spoke, the epauletted cocked-hatted owner of the slaughtered +charger was leaning downward, detaching something from a holster, and +when he looked up he displayed the features of Major de Blacquaire. + +Until that instant neither could have recognised the other, but at the +first glance there was a challenge in the eyes of either. + +'Thanks, my man,' said De Blacquaire, laying a hand upon the rein which +Polson held out towards him. + +Nothing could have been more savagely incisive than the tone, nothing +more purposed to wound. + +'You caught this horse rather cleverly,' said De Blacquaire, 'and I'm +very much obliged to you. Of course, you understand that a man doesn't +go into action with a lot of money about him; but if you'll ask for +me at headquarters this evening, Major de Blacquaire, you'll find +half-a-sovereign waiting for you. You can ask my man for it.' + +The Major stood drawling there, with purposed insult in word and tone +and smile, and Polson, leaning downward, drew his dragoon's gauntlet +from the left hand, and struck him across the face with it. + +'I suppose,' he said, 'that's flat mutiny, and whilst I am about it, +here's another sample of the same.' + +The Major retreated behind his horse, and stood there, almost speechless +with indignation. + +'I threatened you with a hiding once before,' said Polson. 'And you were +cur enough to run away. I told you on the day I joined that if we ever +met again and by word or look or gesture you insulted me, I would spoil +that handsome face of yours. You can report against me, if you like, and +I dare say that if you do it may go pretty hard with me. But I will let +you off for the moment with what you have taken, and for the present I +will say good evening to you.' + +He drew on his gauntlet as he spoke, and turned his horse's head. + +'Wait there,' said De Blacquaire. 'I have just one word to say to you. +You know that I could have you triced to the triangle and flogged?' +Polson nodded, but said nothing. His eyes spoke for him. 'You know I +could have you court-martialled and shot?' + +'Like enough,' said Polson. Major de Blacquaire swung into the saddle. +'I don't care to take revenge that way,' he said. 'I have known you +always for an impudent and underbred young cub; but you go by way of +pretending to be a gentleman, and I have my punishment in store for you. +I learned something of you from your friend, Captain Volnay, and amongst +other things I find you are playing Quixote. When the campaign is over +you'll be going back to the old thief's thousands. I will give you +a gaol-bird to go back to. I have at quarters what amounts to a +confession. It's an offer of restitution from Mr. Jervase; and I am not +disposed to accept it. The case must slumber until this little business +is over; but when I get back I will make a criminal prosecution of it, +and you may make up your mind for whatever it may be worth that the +work of this last five minutes has made a felon of that blackguard of a +father.' + +'And that,' said Polson, 'is an English officer's answer to a blow!' + +'Yes,' said De Blacquaire, 'that is the English officer's answer.' And +so saying, he put in spurs and rode away. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +Here we are, fifteen months later, with Balaclava and Inkerman behind +us, and the world ringing with the story of our valour; and something +here and there being said about the staring incapacity of our commanders +and the crass dishonesty and stupidity of our contractors. The army +which left home in such bright array is transformed to a crowd of ragged +vagabonds, and all the services are mixed together in the trenches and +the camps before Sevastopol. Here are men of the Horse Artillery whose +batteries have lost their horses; and here are cavalrymen dismounted, +whether by reason of warlike misadventure or the sheer starvation +of horseflesh. And since folks must do something for their bread +in campaigning times, as at more peaceful seasons, the rules and +regulations of special branches of the military service are cast aside, +and men of every arm are working in the trenches together. A crowd of +vagabonds we are to look at, to be sure; but a year of war, if you only +think of it, makes a boy a veteran, and the bronzed, weatherbeaten, and +ragged lads of whom the army is in the main composed, have lived in +an atmosphere of powder for a year past; have gone marching and +counter-marching under shot and shell; and charging, and repelling +charges, until the imminent peril of their lives is a great deal more +familiar to them than their daily bread. The peril is there always, and +the bread turns up with extreme fitfulness. + +On the Christmas Eve of 'fifty-five there was a time of excitement in +the second parallel before the Malakoff; and this was not because of +any special danger of the siege or any threatened imminent assault, but +simply and merely because of the late slaughter of a pig of tender age +whose screams had come up from the Turkish camp about the witching hour +of midnight. + +Amongst the war-worn, ragged, bronzed and bearded crowd is that +identical Paddy who reckoned his uniform the livery of his degradation +when he first assumed it. He is as ragged as any Connemara harvester +by this time, and as tanned, as plucky, and as impudent in the face +of death and hardship as he knows how to stick; and it is he who has +brought the news which flutters the spirits of the score of men who are +huddled in the trench together, right beneath the gaping embrasure of +the Russian guns. + +It was near midnight, and an extreme languor of fatigue had fallen upon +all men when the tattered slip of Hibernian nobility crawled up on hands +and knees so as not to expose himself against the sky-line, and dropped +into his own place in the trench. He dropped with his feet on the +stomach of Sergeant Polson Jervase, who denounced his clumsiness in fair +set terms, which came as pat to his lips as if he had rehearsed them for +a year. + +'Is that you?' said Paddy. 'I beg yer pardon, and be damned to you. And +now will ye just listen? D'ye hear the death cry?' + +Everybody heard the death cry, filling the air from barely a third of a +mile away: the voice of pork at the last agony. + +'The Lord alone knows where it's come from, but that Mussulman crush +down below has got hold of a pig. The devil a ration has been served to +them for a month past, and they ought to know what hunger means be this +time. But bhoys,' the speaker went on, with a whispered emphasis, +'we're Christian men, I hope, and we can't dream of allowing those poor +infidels to peril their immortal salvation by the eating of strange +food. It's eternal loss to the soul of a Mussulman that puts a knife and +fork into a griskin. And I'm proposin' a work of Christian charity. Have +ye got the matayrials for a fire handy?' + +One of the men sleepily bade him be damned, and turned over in the mud +in a scrap of ragged blanket; but all the rest at the bare suggestion +of a meal were wide awake. 'Sergeant, darlin', just be giving me +half-a-dozen men and we will make an exploitation, and be back in +no time with a meal of meat that ought to be good enough for this +particular mess from now till New Year's Day. Is there any chance of a +fire now?' + +A member of the hungry, hard-bitten band owned a solitary lucifer; but +was afraid that the damp had deprived it of all virtue. + +'Hurry up, boys,' said one. 'If once those blessed Bazouks get a fork +into piggy, we shall have to fight for a share of him.' + +'We've got the makings of a fire here somewhere,' said the man with the +solitary lucifer. 'But how are we to start it? This brushwood stuff is +all wet, and it won't catch.' + +But one man was there with a providential scrap of newspaper. There was +a moon in the frosty sky, with tatters of windy cloud about it, which +gave light enough to show the men each others' faces dimly, and they all +clustered in a rough ring, some kneeling, some standing, and the centre +of the throng was the man with the match. Near him, second only in +importance, was the man with the newspaper, and kneeling near was a +third who stirred up the loose brushwood below the heaped fuel which had +been gathered and hoarded for a month past for a Christmas fire. + +'Here's a dry pebble,' said one man, pressing solicitously forward, and +proffering his midnight find to the man with the match. 'Strike her on +that, and for God's sake hold your breath, boys.' + +The human centre of interest, the man with the match, took the pebble +and polished it to complete dryness on the lining of his overcoat. Then +he struck the match, which emitted a faint phosphorescent glow, and went +dark again. + +In those days, when a Russian gunner felt aweary, and found a lack of +interest in the crawling hours of darkness, he would let bang a gun +from the Redoubt, simply _pour passer le temps_; and at this minute the +skipping 'zip' of a shot, a splutter of earth, and then the sullen boom +of the discharge came to give variation to the scene. The lucifer match, +however, was the all-absorbing centre of interest just then, and the +scratch on the pebble was a much more important sound than any bellow +of cannon from the fort. The lucifer was barely equal to its duties, and +half-a-dozen times it gave its feeble spark of phosphorescent light in +vain; but at last it struck, and the blue and yellow sulphur bubbled and +crackled into flame. The man with the newspaper was ready, and +caught the fire. The wet twigs smoked pungently, and there was one +heart-sinking moment when the last chance seemed to have vanished; but +then the fire sparkled up merrily, and the blaze lit the earthen side +of the trench and the silky-bearded, bronzed, unwashed faces, and the +stalwart, tattered figures of the crowd, with a flickering changeful +brightness. + +'That's all right, boys,' said the Honourable Patrick Erroll, Private +of Dragoons. 'And now, Sergeant darlin', give me half-a-dozen rank and +file, and, please God, well have a meal for Christmas morning.' + +'Now, I'm just as keen as any one of you,' said Sergeant Jervase, 'and +just as hungry; but be very quiet about the business, Paddy, and don't +have a row with the Bashis, for the Lord's sake.' + +'Trust me, Sergeant,' said the Honourable Mr. Erroll, 'and nurse the +fire whilst we're away.' + +Out of the blank darkness of the night the flame and glow from the +second parallel seemed to bite a hole; and as its brightness grew, it +drew the attention of the gunners of the Malakoff, who banged at it +sulkily from time to time. But the reckless contingent under Paddy's +leadership had already clambered to the open and were making a muddy way +in the darkness towards the Turkish camp. + +Down in the trench the fire grew to a rich and splendid glow, and one +or two of the favoured of fortune, who owned pipes and tobacco, plucked +bright embers from it, and, nestling under the shelter of the wall, +sucked away at their comfort with simple animal noises of satisfaction. + +'I say, Bill,' says one, 'was you ever Hingry before you seen this +Gawd-forsaken Crimea?' + +'Lor' love yer,' says the man questioned, 'I was born hungry, and I've +been hungry ever since. But if the Honourable Paddy finds that 'og, +and I get hold of a hind leg of him, I won't complain before to-morrow +midnight.' + +The fire glowed with a richer and a richer light, and men of hospitable +minds wiped their half-smoked clays on the inside crook of a coated +elbow and passed on luxury and refreshment to less-favoured neighbours. +It was a time for comradeship, if only for the fact that it was +Christmas Eve, and coming fast towards Christmas morning. But the +thought of the slain porker was in all men's minds, and made them +expansive and generous and reserved by turns. Boom! said the gun from +the Redoubt, and the earth spluttered between the collar of Sergeant +Polson's jacket and his neck, and dribbled comfortlessly down his back, +colder than any charity he had known of: lately-frozen earth, half +thawed, with wet snow on the top of it, and a sulky boom behind to add a +threat to its cold sting. + +After long waiting, a voice in ecstatic laughter, and surely the voice +of the Honourable Paddy, Shuffling footsteps in the dark, and the +hungriest of the whole crowd in the trench climbing to peer into the +blackness; a youth who has not yet finished growing, and who finds the +irregularity of meals a cruel thing. + +'I'd like to know,' says the Honourable Mr. Erroll cheerfully, 'who +trusted those infernal Russians with a gun? They'll be hurting somebody +by and by, if they're not careful. But here's the pig, boys, and there's +nobody but poor little Ahmed Bey the worse for us. I knocked him on the +head from behind, and we'll be none the worse friends to-morrow.' + +Bang, and bang, and bang! sounded the guns from the Russian battery, +drawn by the light; but a delicious odour rose upon the air, and the +teeth of the little contingent watered. There was a ramrod with +Sergeant Polson at one end of it, and Paddy Erroll at the other, and the +loveliest loin of young pork in the middle; and the two, with scorched +hands and scorched faces, turned, and turned, and turned the improvised +spit. And there were some less nice in appetite who had raked out heaps +of glowing cinders from the fire, and had lain succulent slices thereon +and buried them in more cinders, and who were now enjoying a +compound feast of pork and charcoal, with such an insane relish as no +home-staying epicure could conceive over the lordliest dish the combined +cuisine of the whole wide world could show him. + +'What are you up to here, you fellows?' said a voice out of the +darkness. 'That's a jolly appetising smell.' + +'Fresh roast pork, sir,' responded one man with his mouth full. + +'Fresh roast pork!' echoed the inquirer. 'Hillo--that you, Sergeant? +You're in luck. I'll join your mess if you make no objection.' + +'Nobody more welcome than Captain Volnay, sir,' said Polson. 'Find that +old bread-box, one of you, and give Captain Volnay a seat.' + +'Hurry up!' said Volnay. 'That smell is maddening. How did you men come +in for such a treasure trove as this?' + +'I'm Columbus,' said the Honourable Paddy, tinning the ramrod spit. + +'Why, by Jingo!' cried Volnay, 'you've got a whole pig here. I say, +Sergeant, I'm going to confiscate a leg for our Christmas mess. You +don't think you fellows are going to be allowed to sit gourmandising +here whilst we go hungry!' + +One man, sheltered by the shadow, answered sneeringly: + +'Precious little going hungry amongst your set, sir,' said he. + +'And precious little you know about it, my good fellow,' Volnay +answered, with his sunny laugh. 'Life isn't all beer and skittles +amongst your officers, let me tell you.' + +'I'd like to change, sir,' said the malcontent. + +'Would you?'asked the Captain. 'Well, I dare say you would. But we all +have enough to grumble at, and to spare, if we happen to be built that +way. Just expedite that joint, Sergeant.' + +'It will be all the better for another turn or two, sir,' said Polson. +'It's a deadly pity, but there's no such thing as a hint of crackling. +Piggy came along with his bristles on, and we have no shaving tackle.' + +'Who goes there?' cried a voice in the darkness, two score yards away. + +'Grand rounds,' said another voice. It was Major de Blacquaire's, and +Polson had not heard it since the day of the Alma, a year and three +months ago. + +'Halt, grand rounds, and give the countersign.' + +'Bonnie Dundee.' + +'Pass, grand rounds, and all's well.' + +Grand rounds came tramping down the trench and the men about the fire +rose up and stood to attention. + +'What is this?' asked De Blacquaire. 'Who's in charge here?' + +'I am, sir,' Polson answered, saluting. + +'What's the meaning of this blaze here? Can't you see that you're +drawing the enemy's fire? Report yourself to me at noon to-morrow. +Scatter that stuff, and trample it out.' + +A foot was thrust into the embers, and they flared up suddenly. The +Major recognised his enemy, and looked from his eyes to the stripes upon +the left sleeve of his ragged overcoat. + +'Is that your own coat?' he asked. 'Yes, sir.' + +'Sergeant are you? I'll break you for this to-morrow.' + +'That you, old chap?' drawled Volnay from his seat on the bread-box. +'Said you were dead. We've got no end of a find here. Whole pig. If +you'll let me know where to find you, I've bagged a ham, and I'll invite +myself to dine with you, and bring my own rations with me.' + +'Thaanks,' said De Blacquaire. 'Don't trouble. I shall find it my duty +to report this scene of riot and disorder. Forward. March.' + +Grand rounds went by, and the scattered fire faded. + +'If you _can_ manage to hack a slice of that pork off, Sergeant!' said +Volnay, 'I'm beastly hungry.' + +'Done, I think, to a turn,' said Polson. 'Who's got anything that will +cut?' + +'I'm tould, sir,' said a voice out of the darkness, with a rich oily +brogue in it, 'that there's hours of difference between here and +Limerick. Won't it be Christmas morning in old Ireland, sir? And will +the bells be ringing?' + +'Ye're out in your reckonin',' said another voice amid the shadows. +'It's exactly the other way. Your folks is going to bed in Limerick. +The sun has a knack of risin' in the east, my lad, and we're far east +of Ireland, or Aberdeen for that matter. I'm not mindin' the exact +particulars, but it's a matter of some two hours, I'm thinking. It's +deep midnight here, and an hour or so beyond it, and they'll be over +their punchbowls, yonner. That's so, sir, I'm believin'?' + +'I don't know, upon my word,' said Volnay. 'You're out of my depth, my +lad. But it's a bit of a sin to talk about punch-bowls, isn't it, on a +night like this, when there isn't a hot drink within a hundred miles? +Sergeant, this pork is like manna in the wilderness. Look me up before +you report yourself to Major de Blacquaire, will you? I'm responsible +for the fire, you understand. It was my duty to retire the whole crowd +of you under arrest, I know, but there isn't a lot of fun going for you +beggars here, is there? Goodnight, Sergeant, and don't forget the hour +in the morning.' + +'Good-night, sir.' 'God go with you, sir.' 'A merry Christmas and a +loight harrut to you, sir, for many a year.' + +'That's your man, nah, Sergeant,' said one man out of the shadow in a +tone that was learned in Rotherham, or very near it. 'Ah like Captain +Volnay as mooch as ah like anybody. He's got a kind of a way with him +an' he sits dahn with the like of huz, and he talks to us as if we was +men in place o' bein' cattle, which is the way with most on 'em. Here's +good luck to Captain Volnay, an' if ah'd got a glass o' that steamin' +poonch they'n got in Aberdeen, ode bird, ah'd scald _my_ throat with a +relish.' + +They were all full of roast pork, or of pork more or less roasted, and +the scent of the sacrifice was yet in the air, and their war-bitten +souls were cheered and warmed, if ever so little. + +'Yis,' said one lad, 'if half the quality knowed!' + +'Hallo!' said Polson, turning in the fragrant dark. 'How far from +Bilston were _you_ born?' + +'Wedgebury,' said the voice. 'No furder.' + +'Beacon Hargate, me,' said Polson. 'I'd ha' guessed it, Sergeant. I'd +ha' guessed it. I niver heerd your voice afore to-night, but there's a +kind of a turn of the tongue in it now and then.' + +The contingent fell to silence, and a wet clinging snow began, ruled in +straight lines. The embers of the fire hissed under it, and the men drew +themselves into such shelter as they could find, and waited in the grey, +cold patience for the expected relief from duty. It was long in coming, +and they learned afterwards that the regimental Sergeant-major, whose +duty it ought to have been to relieve them on that Christmas morning, +was dead from dysentery, poor fellow, and as a matter of fact it turned +out that he was buried in the muddy earth and half frozen in there +before anybody remembered to take up his duty. + +The long, long night went on, and the Russian gunner, finding his +attention no longer drawn to the distant fire, had gone to sleep or +anyhow fallen silent, when a witching noise rose upon the air, and all +the worn, half-sleeping men sat up to listen. Surely there was the sound +of church bells, and there was a rush towards the pleasant noise. It was +only a man from the smithy who happened to have a musical ear and had +rigged up a kind of gallows from which he had hung carbine and rifle +barrels of varying lengths and calibre, on the which he was beating with +an iron rod. The sulky dull beginning of the dawn on Christmas Day, and +there in the trenches the Christmas bells ringing as they might have +rung in any village church in old England, two thousand miles away. And +the hearts of the listeners rose to their throats, and men were quiet +whilst the music sounded. The notes reached far, and fell on many a +drowsy ear, conjuring up visions in the half-slumbering minds of humble +whitewashed village steeples, far and far away. Polson's contingent, +drawn from a distance of some two hundred yards, stuffed that ingenious +musician with half-cold roast pork, and left him well rewarded for his +toils. + +By one of those surprising fatuities which distinguished this particular +campaign almost above all others in which the English private soldier +has been engaged, an attack which was ordered for black midnight was +ready just in the grey of dawn, and Polson's ear caught a whispered word +of command here and there, and a noise of careful footsteps. The trench +of the second parallel was ten feet deep, but there was a ladder of +foot-holes just behind him, and he turned and climbed, digging his +fingers into the half-frozen turf on the Russian side. There was the +grim Redoubt at which the English guns had hammered in vain this many +and many a day, still solidly silhouetted against the clearing sky of +morning, dark and lowering, quiet as death and yet from old experience +holding a threat in the entrails of it. The men--three or four thousand +of them, as one might guess--climbed into the trench of the first +parallel and were lost to sight. They emerged crouching, and raced +across the space which intervened between them and the second, where +Polson's own post lay. They were down like a dumb wind on the one side +and up again on the other, and raced, crouching, for the first, into +which they again disappeared. The man who shouldered Polson from his +place, and whose face as he went by might be distinctly seen, was Major +de Blacquaire. + +'Leading a forlorn hope, you devil, are you?' said the Sergeant to +himself; but the words were silent, and he felt a simple throb of +admiration for the set mouth and resolute eyes of the man who had +climbed past him, and wished himself in his place. + +The racing, crouching crowd had dived into the foremost trench and had +reappeared again before it was discerned by the Russian sentries; but +a hundred yards away from the foot of the glacis, the whole advance was +caught and swept and twisted, as by a whirlwind, by a hail of gunshot, +canister and rifle fire. The half-melted, new-fallen snow clung to the +sloping glacis of the Redoubt, and made a greyish background of dim +light against which a watcher could perceive not only the whole motion +of the line, but the gesture of any single figure in it. Hate and +interest and admiration alike prompted Polson's eyes to follow the +slim, active figure with the waving sword which silently beckoned on his +followers. The Redoubt opened, as it were, with an earthquake crash, and +all the black front of it went fiery red and yellow, and at the first +discharge of this inferno, the figure with the flourished sabre in his +right hand fell prone. The double line of the invaders shook and wavered +from right to left, and men dropped amongst them as if the scythe +of Death were literally sweeping there. The lines advanced, wavered, +paused, turned, turned again, advanced again with mad cheering, scarce +heard amid the rattle of musketry and the roaring of the guns; and +finally broke and ran, utterly routed. The onlooker had no part in this +conflict except to bite and ram down a cartridge or two and to send a +shot more or less at random into the black oblong of the opposing fort; +but clinging with his feet on that precarious muddy ladder, and with his +elbows to the frozen turf, he saw clearly the convulsive gesture with +which De Blacquaire lifted his sabre in a last effort to wave on his +men. + +Man is a very complex creature, and he will not be finally analysed +and done with until this planet is very much older than it was in the +nineteenth Christian century. Whether it was hate, or personal pride, +or a sudden flash of admiration for a man whom he had hitherto despised, +Polson Jervase could not have told you to his dying day. + +But though the motives which inspired him were very wildly mixed and +very uncertain in their origin, there is no doubt whatever as to the +deed to which amongst themselves they inspired him that Christmas +morning. The Malakoff belched hell. The flying crowds hustled him and +threw him twice or thrice. But he was on his feet again, racing towards +that prone figure. He dropped into the front trench and trod upon +a wounded man who screamed beneath his heel, and climbed out on the +further side. The air was musical with hooting shell and singing shot +and hissing bullet as if a whole diabolic orchestra were fiddling and +bugling. Polson found the fallen body of his foe, and hugged it in +his arms, and raced back as hard as he could tear. He tumbled into the +trench of the first parallel almost anyhow; but he gripped the man he +hated, and in his soul was a great rejoicing. He tore up the opposite +side, and came out upon the open slope again, with the unconscious man +still in his arms. + +'You'll ruin me, you devil!' said Polson, as he ran breathlessly with +the wind of shot and shell in his ears. 'And I'm to report myself to you +to-morrow, am I? We may report ourselves to Almighty God together, but +_you_ are safe for the minute, I guess.' + +He was within a yard of his own post when these mad exaltations of an +excited fancy crossed his mind, and at that instant a musket shot took +him in the neck and he fell with his burden into the trench before him. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +We swoop, as it were, to the skies, and we drop, as it were, to the very +sea bed, and we are seasick to the souls of us, one and all; and of +the five hundred men the staunch boat carries, there are a round four +hundred and fifty wounded, and a round four hundred who will never see +the skies with conscious eyes again. We are bound for Scutari, where +an enlightened intelligence, awakened at last to some beginning of +elementary necessity, has established a hospital; for Government, +as usual in such matters, after five hundred years of more or less +victorious prowling to and fro in the world and more of gathered +experience than any other body of men ever had in the history of the +world, has positively made up its mind to shelter broken bones and sick +bodies from the mere inclemencies of the weather. + +It would not have done so much had it not been for the intervention of +a lady whose name deserves to be immortal so long as the British Empire +paints itself red upon the map; but Florence Nightingale had enlisted +the sympathy of English hearts more quickly than the Queen's shilling +had enlisted fighting men, and the Crimean hospitals were the centre +of a thousand human interests. The authorities had somehow caught and +impounded the good ship _Caesar_ at Odessa, and had despatched it to a +desert bay with no landing place or chartered sounding, near Ouklacool +Aides, and, having loaded it there with wounded, had ordered it across +to the Black Sea and down the Dardanelles. The stout Ayrshire heart +of the captain was sick and sore within him many a time on that grim +voyage, for before it was half over he had spent his last round shot on +board and his last bit of spare canvas in the sewing up and weighting of +men who were fated to be buried in the deep. + +Amongst those who escaped this dreary fate were Polson Jervase and the +enemy he had rescued at so grave a risk of his own life, and they +two, with about one half the original human cargo of the ship, reached +Scutari, and were landed there, and carried into hospital. A rough sea +voyage in January weather in the Black Sea affords no pleasant nurture +for a wounded man, and the poor fellows who were carried or helped +ashore were a pitiable crew indeed. Neither Polson nor his enemy was +conscious at the hour of landing, or had been truly conscious throughout +the whole of the long and trying voyage. They were lowered in their +stretchers from the ship's side to the caiques which were brought +alongside, pulled to the shore and carried by hand to the hospital. +They were luckier in this respect than the majority of the men, who were +huddled into the straw of the lumbering octagonal-wheeled arabas. The +rustic Turk had not yet mastered the art, even if he has mastered +it to-day, of constructing a cartwheel in a circle. He makes it +eight-sided, and builds his vehicles without springs, and the wounded +went along the vile road with a compound jolt for every foot of ground +they traversed. There are men yet living who remember that piercing +scene, and the cries which were wrung from the hearts of the stoutest +fighting men in the world along that _via dolorosa_. It happened that +the rescued and the rescuer were laid side by side, each on a bed some +twenty inches in width; and there they were tended many days before +either of them awoke to a real knowledge of his surroundings. In their +waking hours they babbled deliriously, the pair of them, letting out the +secrets of their very souls, if anybody had been there to listen. Day by +day, and night by night, Polson, as he remembered afterwards, heard the +best loved voice in the world from time to time, and sometimes with it +and sometimes alone the voice he hated most. The wind was blowing the +rain against the windows of the grey-stone house on Beacon Hill, and +Irene and his father were whispering secrets together in the parlour. +Then De Blacquaire was chattering there and saying all manner of things +which were not pertinent to the case in hand, and Irene was answering +him. John Jervase was talking by turns to all three, and was sometimes +absurdly sentimental, dropping tears on the listener's upturned face. +All this was so strange and confused, so much a dream of delirium, that +when at last the sufferer awoke to reason, he attached no meaning to it. + +It was the 1st of February, as he found out afterwards, and he had been +crazy for five weeks. He stared feebly up at the ceiling and wondered +as to his whereabouts. He tried to lift a hand, but he might have worn +a gauntlet of lead, it felt so heavy; though, when at last he struggled +into a changed posture, it looked as if it were made of egg-shell +porcelain, it was so thin and worn. + +'I wonder,' he said within himself--and this was his first conscious +thought, 'I wonder if I saved that sweep.' And then at his side he heard +De Blacquaire's voice. + +'Thank you,' it was saying. 'You're awfully sweet and kind, and I'm very +much obliged to you. That is much easier.' + +Polson was greatly interested, but in the very act of turning over to +look at his enemy, and to find out whom he was addressing, he fell into +a deep sleep. The next time he came back to consciousness it was dark, +except for a sickly burning oil lamp on a sconce fixed against a wall +at a little distance. He began to be aware of the fact that he was +amazingly hungry, and the memory of what he imagined to have been his +last meal came back to him. He laughed feebly, and he spoke. + +'I wonder what the beggars did with the rest of that pig.' + +There was the sound beside him as of an emotional snuffle, and John +Jervase blew his nose resoundingly, so that Polson knew that his father +was there before the old man bent his head above him. He was too weak +to be surprised at anything, and had no earthly notion as to his own +whereabouts. + +'Why, you've come round again, Polly,' said his father. 'You know me, +don't you?' + +It was in Polson's mind to return a hearty nod in the affirmative, but +all he managed to do was to close his eyes and open them again. + +'Why, that's hearty!' said Jervase, smoothing the bedclothes above him +with a tremulous hand. 'That's hearty, old chap. They said you wouldn't +pull through, but I knew better all along. Now, you was to take this, +if you woke up, and you've got to keep very still and quiet. This is the +very best beef tea as you can get for love or money in all Asia Minor. +You let me tuck this napkin under your chin, Polly, and I'll feed you +with a golden tablespoon. You'd 'ardly believe it, but I bought this +in Vienna on my way out here, and it used to belong to the Empress +Catherine of Rooshia, and I gave a twenty-pun' note for it, and it's got +her monogram. You don't mind me chattering, old chap, but I don't want +to excite you, and it's the doctor's orders that I mustn't; but it's +pretty nigh on two years now since I set eyes on you, and when you get +stronger and begin to walk about again, I shall have a heap of things to +tell you.' + +The wounded man lay face upwards, and sipped at the tepid liquid +presented to his lips with a huge physical enjoyment. In his whole life +he had never conceived of so complete a pleasure. Only the convalescent +knows the joys of the table. + +'That's the last spoonful, Polly,' said John Jervase, wiping the pale +lips with the napkin he had tucked beneath the invalid's chin at the +beginning of the meal. 'You'd like more, wouldn't you?' + +Folson tried to nod again, and again achieved nothing more than a +lowering and raising of the eyelids. + +'You haven't got to have it, you know, old chap. You've got to be kept +hungry. It's been touch and go for weeks, but you'll be all right now, +if we take care of you. And I reckon we'll do that amongst us.' + +A weary voice rose from the neighbouring bed. + +'Stop that infernal cackle, whoever you are, and let me sleep. Don't you +know better than to make a row like that in a hospital?' + +Once more Polson--this time wide awake--was conscious of the voice of +his enemy. + +'It's all right,' his father whispered. 'I'll come back next time you've +got to be fed, old chap, but he doesn't like me, and he's been down on +me a hundred times already.' + +The sick man stared at the ceiling where the oil lamp in its sconce on +the wall had made a smoky semi-circle, and where the yellow light now +slept upon the whitewash within the limits of the smoked half-ring. He +was too weak to think very deeply, and too weak to feel very strongly; +but the sense of home within his mind, and the father was the father, +and the voice and the hand had never been unkind since he could +remember, and the scorn and passion of his heart had somehow worn away, +and he was not angry or contemptuous or full of hatred as he had been. + +Jervase leaned over him in a momentary farewell, and Polson saw that the +old man's eyes were full of tears. One dropped plump and warm on the tip +of his own nose, and there was something comic and touching in the fact, +and he giggled and snuffled over it to the verge of a weak hysteria. + +'I wasn't to disturb you, Polly,' said Jervase, 'and I'm misbehaving +myself. I've got to go, and you've got to go to sleep; but I'll be back +as soon as ever they'll let me, and in a day or two's time you'll be +strong enough for you and me to have a talk together.' + +'I wish,' said the feeble, drawling voice from the neighbouring bed, +'that you would hold your tongue or go. I want to sleep.' + +John Jervase stooped to kiss Polson on the forehead, and went his way +down the silent ward, with his boots creaking with a fainter and +fainter sound, until he reached the folding doors at the far end of the +dormitory. + +The lad lay quiet. He had parted with his father in bitter disdain and +anger, but somehow these emotions had all departed from him by this +time, and had left him as if they had been an evil spirit, banished by +some better influence. He did not know--he was too weak and tired to +think about things--but at his side there was an angry stirring and a +peevish voice spoke to him. + +'That's you, is it?' + +Polson, a little strengthened by the food he had taken, managed to roll +round upon his shoulder, and looked his late enemy in the face. + +'It's I,' he said. 'Indubitably. And it's you, to a certainty. Where did +you get hit?' + +There was so long a silence that each thought that the other had fallen +asleep; but when it had endured for perhaps the space of twenty minutes, +De Blacquaire began to turn and murmur, and at last his words found an +articulate form. + +'I say,' he began, 'you there! You! Sergeant! Are you awake?' + +'Wide,' said Polson. + +The man beside him lay with pallid face and big bird-like eyes, staring +at the smoked semi-circle on the ceiling, and after the inquiry he had +offered and the answer given, there was silence again, whilst a man +might have counted twenty. + +'They've told me all about it,' said Major de Blacquaire, 'and I don't +understand it. + +And I want to understand. What in the name of hell did you fetch me out +for?' + +'You go to sleep,' said Polson, 'and don't ask ridiculous questions.' + +'I want to know,' said De Blacquaire. + +'I'll tell you to-morrow,' the Sergeant answered. 'But it's no good +thinking about things just now.' + +Again there was a silence, and it lasted for a full hour. The rank +petroleum lamp in the sconce burnt out and left a sickening stench upon +the air. The whole space in which the wounded men lay went dark, and +the wild free wind and the cruel driving rain beat at the window. In the +black darkness voices spoke here and there. There were notes of fever +from wounded men, and once or twice there was a last message whispered +to a nurse's ear, never to be delivered. Dark and storm, and the heroic +long-suffering soul released from the heroic long-suffering body, and +going home at midnight. + +Sick men who have been half-starved for a year or two, and who have run +through every note of the gamut of emotion, may be quicker to appreciate +these influences than common people are: but Polson Jervase, lying +on his back and staring upwards in a futile endeavour to trace the +semi-circular ring of smoke upon the ceiling, felt them all deeply. + +Whilst he lay there, staring upwards, there was a sudden patter of bare +feet on the bare floor at his side, and a hand clutched him. + +'Look here,' said Major de Blacquaire, and even in his half dream he +knew the voice instantly, as if he had been wide awake and the room had +lain in broad daylight. 'Look here, what the devil did you do it for?' + +'Get back into bed,' said Polson, 'and I'll try to talk to you.' + +The beds were not more than twenty inches in width, and there was barely +a foot between them, so that a man by the stretching of a hand could +touch a comrade. + +Out of the dark, to the Sergeant's intense surprise, there came a +groping hand, which sought his own, and found it and Clutched it. + +'What the devil did you do it for?' said De Blacquaire. + +'Well,' said the wounded Sergeant, 'it's pretty hard to say. I suppose +it's a mixed-up kind of thing altogether. I saw you drop, and you +promised to break me in the morning, and if I'd let your chance go by, +d'ye see----' + +'See! 'said De Blacquaire, holding on to the hand in the darkness. +'You're not half a bad fellow, Jervase.' + +'Ain't I?' said Jervase. 'You go on like this, Major, and I shall begin +to think that you're a better sort than I fancied you were.' + +The two men went to sleep together, each holding the other's hand. It +was an odd thing, and quite unlikely to have been prophesied by anybody; +but it happened. + +An hour or two later, when the elder Jervase stole in on tiptoe, with +a new cup of priceless beef-tea, he saw the two men lying there, with +their faces turned to each other, as if they had been lovers, and hand +holding hand. He took Polson by the wrist, and shook the grasp gently +asunder. + +'You've got to take this, old chap,' he said, and setting down the +candle he carried, and fixing it by its own grease to the rough hospital +table at the bed head, he began to feed the boy once more. + +You are not to imagine the ward silent all this time. There are valiant +souls of men passing with every hour, and groans of death and anguish, +and all the living axe conscious. + +When Jervase had fed the Sergeant to the last teaspoonful, he retired +again, leaving the candle burning on the table at the bed head. + +'These poor chaps,' he said, 'may find a little bit of comfort in a +light, and any way, good English wax don't stink like Turkish lamp oil, +does it, old chap?' + +The 'old chap' winked. He had no strength to express himself in any +more emphatic manner; but he had got to love his father once again, for, +after all, the ties of blood are strong, and a man may have been a wrong +doer without giving his own son an eternal cause to hate him. And when +a man has a bullet hole through the neck, and has been unconscious for +many days, and delirious for many weeks, and finds a once familiar face +bending over him, habit asserts itself; and any hatred or despite which +may have come in between two people long ago is likely to be scattered. +It was a foreign air which howled about the gables and chimneys. It was +a foreign wind which wept and moaned about that abode of sorrow, and +drove the rain against the window panes. But to the boy, the feel of +whose father's hand was still warm in his own, it was home, home, home. +The candle dwindled down, and he had been watchful enough to prevent the +whole place being set on fire by waiting to blow out its final flame as +it drove towards the bare wood on which it rested. Darkness came down +and slumber with it; and then on the top of slumber a quiet whisper and +a dawning light which waked many men in the long bare corridor. There +was a candle carried by a hospital nurse in the sombre uniform of her +craft, and behind it came a lady whom every waking man there present +turned to thank, if it were only by a movement of the enfeebled hand, +or a droop of the eyelid, or a motion of the deadened lips. Men who are +dying after long sickness in hospital cannot cheer. Men who fall in +the full tide of the strength of manhood on the battlefield can acclaim +their leader. The wasted forces had naturally gone, but as the gleaming +candle light led Florence Nightingale from couch to couch, the wakers +turned and gave such signals as they could. The pitying, watchful, +gracious face went by, and the candle light departed. + +A good many weeks and months went by before the name of the owner +of that gracious face and that memorable smile was known even to the +parting souls and suffering bodies which were cheered by it. + +Spring comes up earlier in the region of Scutari than it does in London, +and there were many scores of ragged silken-bearded fellows rambling up +and down the streets of the place on crutches before the first leaf +had declared itself in any park in London, and almost before the first +wayside flower had bloomed in any English country hedgerow. + +Away to the north-east of the hospital lies that cemetery which for +many a year to come will be a place of pilgrimage for the British +globe-trotter. There are the hunched, high-shouldered monuments of many +buried men, with the turban with its wreathen carvings to indicate the +resting place of the master sex. In those days, when the shallow graves +were being very quickly filled, the convalescent inmates of the hospital +made the cemetery their favourite promenading ground, and it was +here, upon a shining March Monday, that Polson and Major de Blacquaire +encountered each other on their wanderings amid the tombs, the one on +crutches, and the other painfully supporting his footsteps by the aid of +a walking stick. + +'Since they began to sort us about,' said De Blacquaire, 'I've lost +sight of you. And you've never answered my question. Now, what the devil +_did_ you do it for?' + +'Look here,' said Polson, using his favourite locution, 'you've +threatened two or three times to make an end of me.' + +'Yes,' said the Major, nodding and drawling on the word. 'That's right +enough, But what's that got to do with it?' + +'Well, you see,' said Polson, 'I'd got to give you the chance to do it.' + +'Had you?' said Major de Blacquaire. + +The one man was leaning on his crutches, and the other was stooping on +his crutch walking-stick, and there was nobody near so far as either of +them could see. + +'I don't know,' said De Blacquaire, in a drooping voice. 'I may be all +wrong, and in a sort of way knocked to pieces, don't you know. But I +think on the whole, Sergeant, that you have acted like an unusually +damned good fellow. Do you mind?'--he pointed to a sunken tomb by a +motion of one of his crutches, and he sat down upon it. 'What has a +fellow got to do when another fellow has fetched him out of the fire at +the risk of his own life, and one fellow hates the other fellow like the +very devil? I'll tell you straight, Polson,' said De Blacquaire, in his +old-mannered drawl, 'I'd have seen you damned and done for before I'd +have reached out a finger to save you. And I think that you are the +blamedest kind of an ass and a duffer to have pulled me out. And yet I +don't know--I'm not so cursed certain that you'll suffer for it.' + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +In the pale spring sunlight where they sat, there came a wholly +incongruous figure. It was clad in black broadcloth, and black kid +gloves, and there was a black shining silk hat on the top of it; and in +one of the black kid gloved hands was balanced a black silk umbrella. +The figure was that of John Jervase, and he was walking amidst the tombs +of Scutari with about as much visible emotion as he would have shown if +he had been on his daily walk to the Stock Exchange in Stevenson Place, +Birmingham. + +'They told me at the hospital as you'd got leave for a bit of a walk, +Polly, and one of the chaps said it was likely I should find you here. +You're better, ain't you? There's a little bit of colour in your face +this morning.' + +He was altogether gay and friendly, and his voice and manner alike were +cheerful, but he fell into a ludicrous consternation as he turned to +find Major de Blacquaire seated between two turbaned tombs at his left +hand. + +'I say, Sergeant,' said the Major, with his University drawl, 'I wish +you'd go away for half a minute, and leave me to talk things over with +your Governah?' + +'As you like,' said Polson, and hobbled away towards the south end of +the cemetery, where the bay lay gleaming that mild morning, and French +and English troopships were landing men who were as broken as he himself +had been a month ago. + +'I suppose,' said De Blacquaire, scratching lines on the ground before +him with one of his crutches, 'that you're one of the beastliest old +bounders that one could find on the face of the earth, and I have the +best sort of a good mind to get you into trouble. I suppose you know +that?' + +'Very well,' said John Jervase. 'If you won't get me into any sort of +trouble that won't leave my boy outside, you're welcome.' + +'Yes,' said the Major, 'that's where you come in. You go and rob your +neighbour for a matter of about twenty years, and when I drop into his +property you go on robbing me, and then because your son's a good chap a +man is obliged to let you alone. I don't think that that is fair.' + +John Jervase had seated himself at the opposite side of the cemetery +path, and was as busy in the making of hieroglyphics with the point +of his neatly folded silk umbrella as Major de Blacquaire was with the +point of his crutch. + +'Hit me,' he said, 'without hitting the boy and you are welcome.' + +Major de Blacquaire scored the wet gravel with the crutch, looking +frowningly down upon the ground, and Jervase scored the earth on his +side with the neat brass ferrule. + +'I don't quite see what I am to do with you,' said the Major. 'It isn't +the boy's fault that he has a rotter for a father, is it?' + +'Now you look here,' said John Jervase, heavily and solidly, 'I've had +pretty nearly two years to think this thing over in. I've done wrong, +and I own up to it There's my boy, Polly, as is recommended for the +Victoria Cross by Sir Colin Campbell, and fetched you out of the fire +under the Malakoff, so I'm told, as if you'd been his very born brother. +I've been sitting by his bed for more than a month past, and if I'm not +a Dutchman he hates you like poison. He'd only got to leave you there +and everything would have been at an end betwixt us; and what on earth +he fetched you out for, I don't know. If you think, Major, that I'm +appealing for myself, you're the most mistaken man in the whole wide +world. If you can find a way of hitting old Jack Jervase without hitting +the boy, find it and do it. But ever since I've heard about you, folks +have told me that you pride yourself on being a gentleman; and if a +gentleman is going to take it out of a chap who has nearly died for him, +when he had every right to leave him alone, and when it was the biggest +kind of blunder to rescue him, I'm no judge of what a gentleman ought to +be.' Major de Blacquaire moved the point of the crutch to and fro on the +moist gravel, and made his hieroglyphics in the soil without response +for a minute or two. But at last he said, in his Cambridge drawl: + +'You're an illimitable old bounder, but you're rather a clever old +bounder, when all is said and done, and I suppose I shall have to let +you go.' + +'Major de Blacquaire,' said Jervase, 'if ever there was a man mistaken +in this world, you're a mistaken man. I don't want your ticket, and I +don't want your pardon. I've had two years to think this over in. I've +been without my lad all the time, and I've come out here to find him +broke and wandering in his mind. I've sat down between your bed and +his, and I've heard him in his wanderings say how he hated you, and I've +heard you say how you've hated him. And now I tell you, fair and square, +find a way of hitting me that won't hit the lad, and I'll take anything +that you can do to me.' + +'There isn't any way,' said De Blacquaire, 'worse luck! I'm told that +there's a doctrine of heredity, and we've got to believe that men are +like their fathers. Personally, I'm not going to believe it And I shall +be obliged to you if you will go and send back a lad who's about as much +like you as you're like the Apostle Paul. Now--vanish! and behave like +an honest fellow for once in your life for the sake of an honest son.' + +John Jervase rose. 'It's all very well,' he said, 'for you to talk. +You've never been poor and ambitious and hard run, and you don't know +what temptation can amount to. You've got your money back again to the +last penny. It's in Stubbs' hands, and I've stood the racket. And if the +father did you a bad turn the son has done you a good one.' + +'Will you kindly go away, Mr. Jervase?' said the Major. + +'Yes,' said Jervase, 'I'll go away. But since I'm here, I'm going to ask +you one question. Are you going to hit the boy through me?' + +'Will you oblige me,' said Major de Blacquaire, 'by going to the devil?' + +'Are you a-going,' said John Jervase, 'to make a scandal of this +business when you get home again? I've paid your lawyer to the last +farthing. My cousin's hooked it with pretty near a quarter of a million +sterling, and gone out to Venezuela. And if I hadn't struck on a pretty +fat thing in the way of a contract for forage and horseflesh for these +French chaps here, I should have been pretty well a bankrupt. But I +found the money, and you're as well off as you would have been if old +General Airey had never heard my name.' + +'That is good news to a poor man,' said De Blacquaire. 'And now, my dear +sir, _will_ you oblige me by going to the devil?' + +'Are you a-going to make a scandal about this business when we get home +again?' Jervase asked. + +'No, you purblind clown,' said Major de Blacquaire, rising, and fitting +his crutches to his armpits. 'I am not. You have about as much notion +of what a man is bound to do under these conditions as an ox would have. +Please do as I have asked you, and leave me, and send the boy along. +I don't think that he will leave the same flavour on the palate as the +father does.' + +'I suppose,' said Jervase, 'that from your point of view I've been a +badish sort of a lot?' + +'I suppose you have,' said Major de Blacquaire. + +'But Polly never knew about it, and you've never had any sort of a right +to look down on him. Old Sir Ferdinand was the first of your crowd as +ever climbed to the top of the tree, and I can remember him when he was +no better off than I am.' + +'I do not think,' said Major de Blacquaire, 'that I have ever +encountered quite so pestiferous a stupidity. Will you go?' + +The tension of the curious interview was relieved, for Polson, who +had slowly paced the circular path which ran round the cemetery, came +limping back again, dinting the wet gravel with the crutch-headed stick +and leaning on it like a man who had achieved a forced march of many +miles. + +'That's the chap,' said John Jervase, 'as fetched you out from under +fire.' + +'I have a right,' said Major de Blac-quaire, 'to be as well aware of +that fact as you are, Mr. Jervase. Sergeant, I've been mistaken about +you all along. Do you mind----' he paused, and there was a break in the +aristocratic drawl he had so long affected that it had grown to be a +trick of second nature with him, 'd'you mind shaking hands, Sergeant?' + +Polson Jervase reached out the hand which was not engaged with the +stick, and it happened to be the left. + +'I don't want that, Sergeant,' said the Major. + +'My dear fellow,' said Polson, 'it's the nearest to the heart.' + +And De Blacquaire took it with a glint of moisture in his eyes. + +'You ain't done that to me, Polly,' said Jervase. 'It's pretty near two +years since you've done that to me. Are you ever going to shake hands +with me again?' + +Major de Blacquaire fitted his crutches to his shoulders, and stumped +away, leaving father and son together. + +'There's nobody seems to understand me, Polly,' said the elder. 'I ran +my risk of getting into quod along with your Uncle James, and for a man +who's been brought up respectable, that ought to count for something. +I've owned up to everything, and I've paid for everything, and I'm a +solid man this minute. Ain't you going to shake hands with your old +father, Polly? I followed you out to the Crimea, and I learned where you +was a-lyin', wounded, and I've nursed you from the minute I found you up +till now. Shake hands, Polly.' + +Father and son shook hands, with no very great good will, if the truth +must be told, on the side of the younger; for Polson had yet to learn +a lesson or two and had not caught the art of forgiveness for the +repentant sinner who was still prosperous. It is a great deal easier +for almost anybody to forgive the criminal who has fallen to hunger and +tatters than it is to find an excuse for him when he goes in shining +broadcloth and lustrous silk and patent leather. + +De Blacquaire went stumping along on his crutches in the weak spring +sunshine, and Polson and his father, by mere chance, were looking after +him when he paused at the corner of the one important monument in the +grounds, and raised his forage cap to some person as yet unseen. + +There is a sort of legend often taught in verse and fiction to the +effect that no one true lover can be near another without the presence +being felt. But Polson had turned away when his father laid a hand upon +his sleeve, and asked him, 'Don't you see who that is, Polly?' And +the lad, turning, saw the goddess of his dreams. It was Irene, and he +recognised her face almost without surprise, for it flashed upon him +instantly that her voice had sounded through all his fevered dreams +since he had first laid his head upon the clean, sweet-smelling hospital +pillow. The girl was dressed in black, and her slight figure looked the +slighter for its garb. She came forward with a smile in her eyes, and +with a quickened step. + +'I've kept my promise,' said Jervase the elder, 'and I haven't spoke a +word.' And with that he exhibited a tact he had not shown before, and +walked smartly away, leaving the boy and girl together. + +'I have wanted to see you,' she said amply, 'but I have kept away until +I could be sure of bringing you good news. You know that my father is +here?' + +'I saw him on Lord Raglan's Staff at the Alma,' said Polson, 'and I have +heard about him since from time to time.' + +De Blacquaire was hobbling away on his crutches towards the +hospital, and by this time was barely visible. Jervase in his black +broadcloth and shining silk hat brandished his umbrella in the rear, and +there was not another soul in sight. + +'I knew you, dear,' said Polson. 'I have had your voice and hand about +me for a month past.' + +'I came out with my father,' said Irene, 'more than a year ago. Lord +Raglan gave him some sort of work to do at the Embassy at Constantinople +to begin with, and when the fighting began he was attached to the Staff +and I was left behind. So I turned to the hospital and I have been at +work here for a year and more.' + +He forgot his wound, and stood upright with the crutch stick in one hand +and held out both arms to her. + +'I haven't the least little bit of a right, my dear,' he said, but she +laughed tenderly, and ran to the offered shelter. All around were the +unlettered, turbaned memorials of the dead, and there was just this +one bit of youth and love in the middle of that record of a thousand +tragedies. + +'Have you heard the news?' she asked, looking up at the worn young face +with its late sprung growth of silky beard. + +'What news?' he asked. + +'The news about yourself,' she answered. + +'News about myself?' said Polson. 'What news is there about me?' + +'You don't know?' cried Irene, recoiling from him a little with clasped +hands and sparkling eyes. 'Is it going to be my good luck to tell you? +You don't know any news about yourself?' + +'I don't know any news about myself,' he answered; 'since I was bowled +over on Christmas morning at Sevastopol, I haven't had a chance of +hearing any, I've had your voice and this dear little hand about me all +the time--I've known that.' + +'And you don't know?' she asked him, 'you don't know what's waiting for +you when you get back to England?' + +A cloud fell upon him at the question. 'I don't know, dear,' he +answered. 'I don't know what's waiting for me when I get back to +England. But I do know that I'm a bit of a fool and a bit of a scoundrel +to forget the reason why we said good-bye. I was so glad to see you +again that it came natural to forget. And you'll forgive me sooner than +I shall forgive myself.' + +'Wait one minute, Polson,' said Irene. 'Here is a letter from papa. So +soon as you can recover you are to be invalided home, and the gem of +the letter is--do you guess? Do you guess? You are recommended by the +Commander-in-Chief for the Victoria Cross. Here it is.' And she read, +dancing on tiptoe. '"Our young friend, Polson, has magnificently +distinguished himself, having rescued under heavy fire a wounded +officer, whose name I have not yet been able to discover. But the +gallant action was seen by the Chief, who was there in person, and who +has told me that he has seen nothing more splendid in the whole course +of his career."' + +With that, she hid her face upon his breast again, and he folded his +arms about her in a sort of stupor. + +'I said good-bye, dear, long ago,' he stammered haltingly. 'I've no +right to behave like this.' + +'Why?' she asked. 'What can make any difference between us?' + +He took her to his heart again at those fond words, and laid his lips +upon her forehead. De Blacquaire's crutches had long since ceased +to crunch along the road towards the hospital, and Jervase's broad +shoulders had gone out of sight. There was no human creature near, but +far and far away overhead a lark was soaring and singing. Many and many +a pair of English lovers had heard the same song as the bird had hailed +the rising or the setting sun, and both the young hearts beat to that +native sounding music which rang so far away from home. Their lips came +together, and there was music in their hearts. + +'Take me back to the hospital, Polson,' she said, disengaging herself +from his arms. 'I am on duty within a quarter of an hour.' + +She took a little watch from her girdle, and looked at it with a cry. + +'I have barely five minutes, and I have never failed to relieve guard +since I came. Is that the word, dear?' She took his arm sedately, and +walked along with him, he prodding at the wet gravel with his stick, and +she half supporting him. + +'Was that true?' she asked. 'Did you know that I was near you?' + +'Did I know!' said Polson in a voice that was worth a thousand +protestations to her ears. + +'I always thought,' said Irene, 'that I disliked Major de Blacquaire +until a week or two ago; but whilst you were lying there ill and +delirious, he behaved so kindly that I shall never forget him. And he +told me--you won't mind, Polson, dear, you won't let anything I say +wound you? He told me that the past was buried. That awful, awful night +will never be quite forgotten, but it has left nothing behind it. Your +father has paid everything, and there is not a word to be spoken by +anybody, ever any more.' + +The lark sang in the thin sunlight as if he would break his very heart +for joy, and the lovers walked homewards slowly, arm in arm. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +It was the First of May, and that same good three-master, the _Caesar_, +which had carried Major de Blacquaire and Sergeant Jervase from the +Crimea to Scutari, was bowling merrily along south of Naples, where +Vesuvius had his smoking cap on. There were many invalided men on board, +and amongst them three with whom this story has a particular concern. + +'You are right, Captain Tompson, it is abominably unlucky; I had +reckoned on seeing the finish of the campaign, and it's hard to find +oneself bowled over now, and sent home again like a useless old bale of +damaged goods.' + +General Boswell was stumping the sloping deck with the aid of the +Captain's arm, getting his first hour of exercise since he came aboard. +All the snowy canvas was filled hard as iron with a noble level breeze, +and the ship was making a speed which would hardly have disgraced an +Atlantic liner of the modern day. She made a prettier sight than any +steam-driven craft ever made, or ever will make; and she carried a +better music with her in the taut wind-smitten cordage of the shrouds +and the deep organ hum of the stretched canvas. + +'I am saying, Polson,' said the General, encountering the Sergeant +halfway along the deck, 'that it's unluckier for an old fellow to get +bowled over than it is for a young one. You may be as fit as a fiddle +again in a month or two, and may have your fill of fighting for Queen +and country; but I have done my last day's work, and that is a weary +thing to think of.' + +'Last day's fighting, sir?' said Polson, 'but not the last day's work. +There's a heap to be done for the old country yet, and I hope that +Irene's dream may come true and that you may go into the House of +Commons and give those beggars at the War Office their proper fodder.' + +'That is the business of a younger man than I am,' said the General, +'and I doubt if there's any mending in that direction. I have been at +the game now, off and on, for something like forty years, and I know +we have the best fighting stuff in the world at our command, but the +Department have always made it their business to cripple it and starve +it, and leave it naked and hungry. I've seen it in Spain, and in the Low +Countries, and I've dragged out three years of it in the old Mahratta +country, and it has always been the same. I suppose it always will be +until we learn that it is as necessary to have a soldier to look after +things at home as it is to have a soldier leading in the field. When we +get you home again, my lad, well run you for the Southern Division of +the county and you shall talk to 'em across the floor of the House of +Commons.' + +The three men reached the bows of the good boat and turned, and there +was De Blacquaire before them with a weather-beaten servant holding him +by the elbow and piloting him along the deck. He saluted in passing, and +the General laid a hand upon his shoulder. + +'I should like half an hour with you this morning,' he said, 'if you can +spare the time to come into my stateroom for a talk.' + +'I am at your service now, sir,' said De Blacquaire. + +'Shall we go down?' asked the General. 'One tires easily still, and this +May wind gets into an old man's head like wine.' + +'And into a young man's, too,' said De Blacquaire. 'I am half tipsy with +it, and shall be glad to get into shelter.' + +'We'll see you at breakfast, Polson,' said the General, 'and until then, +good-bye.' + +The two men reached the General's cabin and sat down together. + +'When we touched at Corfu,' said the General, 'I found a letter from my +London agents--I'd like you to see it, and I shall be glad if you can +confirm its contents, or at least a part of them.' + +De Blacquaire took the proffered letter and read: + +'Sir,--: We are instructed to inform you that a sum of fifty thousand +pounds has been deposited with us to your credit by Mr. John Jervase, of +Beacon Hargate. Mr. Jervase requests us in communicating with you to +say that a further sum of one hundred thousand pounds, making in all one +hundred and fifty thousand, has been deposited by him in the interest of +Major de Blacquaire with that gentleman's agents. We are desired to add +further that Mr. Jervase has joined his brother in South America, that +he proposes to establish business relations there, and does not intend +to return to England. We are, sir, your obedient humble servants, E. A. +Cox & Co.' + +'Except,' said De Blacquaire, 'that the sums mentioned here are reversed +in order, I have a letter identical in terms. The old scoundrel has bled +very freely.' + +'And there's no vendetta?' said the General, smiling. + +'Vendetta?' said De Blacquaire. 'You can hardly have a vendetta with a +man who has saved your life, even though the beggar did it for no other +reason than to show how much he despised you. I was wrong about the lad, +General; he's a very fine fellow.' + +'I could have told you that much long ago,' said the General. He reached +out a lean brown hand and rang a bell which stood upon the stateroom +table. 'You'll take a glass of wine, Major? It's against my rule, but I +feel like breaking rules today.' + +'And so do I, sir,' said De Blacquaire. + +So the wine was brought, and the glasses were filled, and the two men +drank to each other. The General lit a cheroot, and sat in a deck chair; +but the younger man fidgeted and was obviously ill at ease. + +'There is one thing on my mind, General Boswell,' he said at last, 'and +I should like to get it over. I had two or three months at Scutari and I +was nursed by an angel all the while.' + +'Don't go on, my lad,' said the General, reaching a hand towards him. +'If I understand you, it's useless to talk of that.' + +'Very well, sir,' said De Blacquaire, sipping gloomily at his wine; and +nothing more was said for a minute or two, but the younger man gradually +brightened, and it could be plainly seen that he was squaring his mental +shoulders for the reception of a burden which he meant to cany. + +'The Sergeant is a lucky dog, sir.' + +'My dear fellow,' said the General, 'he has deserved to be a lucky dog. +It is one of the ordinances of this life that a fellow can't choose his +own father. If the lad had had a choice and had exercised it, I should +have had no great respect for him. And yet I had a sort of liking for +old Jervase. He was a bounder always, but I thought he was an honest +bounder.' + +'They tell me,' said De Blacquaire, 'that the Sergeant's to have his +V.C. for that business in front of the first parallel.' + +'That's a settled thing, I fancy,' said the General 'Sir Colin's +word ought to be good for anything at home, and my own should go for +something.' + +'Mine won't be wanting, sir, if they think it worth listening to.' + +'What did you two fall out about?' the General asked. + +Major de Blacquaire dipped into the cigar box which had been pushed over +towards him long before, and very thoughtfully fingered an evil-looking +Trichinopoli. + +'Why, sir, I believe if the whole truth were told we fell out mainly +because I was a bit of a puppy. You're an older man of the world than +I am, sir, and I dare say you can't have failed to notice that some men +who think they are insiders are outsiders, and that some of the fellows +they despise are better than themselves.' + +'Do you know, De Blacquaire,' said the General, 'I like that?' + +'A year in camp, and two or three months in hospital, will do a lot +towards changing a man's opinions.' + +'Won't they?' cried the General. 'Egad! Won't they?' The old Christian +Quixote mounted his hobby, and rode. 'There are things in war that +nobody wants to think about. It's an ugly trade. When I was a youngster, +and in my first action I was very hard-pressed, and I caught a bayonet +out of the hand of a fellow who was dropping at my side, and I had to +use it. It's fifty years ago now, but the man squealed and I haven't +forgotten it, and I'm never likely to forget it. But a man is born to +die, sir, and he's born to do his duty. I dare say I'm a simple thinker, +Major de Blacquaire, but there are things a hundred times worse than +war, and if you didn't believe that God sent them, you would have to +turn infidel. I've seen two or three choleras, here and there, and a +Black Death and a bubonic plague. What does it all mean? Jarring forces, +sir, which Heaven will reconcile in its own good time. And that's what +war means to my mind. You go where you're sent, just as the germ of +disease, or whatever you call it, goes, and you do what you are set +to do. And I'll say this for war, sir, as an old Christian man who has +spent his life at it. It's the fire of God, to my way of thinking, and +it burns out all manner of meannesses, and hypocrisies, and we should +have a devil of a lot more to be ashamed of than we have if we didn't +get into a solid fight now and again.' + +'It is a school, sir,' said De Blacquaire. + +'By heaven, sir,' said the solemn General, 'it is a school.' + +'But there are more class-rooms than one in the great school house of +human nature, and whilst the General was setting forth his theories of +war, young Polson Jervase was setting out a theory of another and an +opposite fashion as he walked the deck with Irene. + +He was deadly serious also, for all that part of life which seems best +worth having lay before him. And the two had many talks as they paced +the decks, morn and eve together. Irene was almost the only lady on +board, and most of the dot-and-go-one boys who had exchanged a natural +limb for a timber toe, and the loose-sleeved men who had left an arm +behind them at Sevastopol, had been beneath her care. And those who did +not know her ministrations in effect knew them by oral tradition, and +the bronzed fellows stumping and tramping up and down saluted her +with such a worship that her heart was like a fountain of glad tears a +hundred times in a day. + +A girl has a natural and inborn right to be proud of her sweetheart in +any earthly circumstances whatsoever, if he were the merest snub-nosed, +freckled, and chinless Jones that ever skipped over a counter. But to +have an approved and veritable here for a lover, and to live at the same +time as the sole heroine of so narrow a little world as a shipful of +soldiers the incense of whose hearts went up about her constantly, was +to be more than merely proud and happy. Polson had got a permanent crick +in his neck from that bit of Russian lead which had caught him just as +he dropped into the trench with De Blacquaire. In the course of time he +began to carry it naturally, so that it looked like the merest little +mannerism, but it could never have been handsome by any conceivable +chance except in the eyes of a wife or a sweetheart. Irene adored it, +and would have made it a rule of fashion, as the Grecian bend and the +Alexandra limp came to be in later years, and no man would have been +allowed to carry his head in any other fashion than Polson did save +under heavy pains and penalties. + +'When everybody can see how a story will end,' said one of the greatest +masters of the narrative art, 'the story is ended,' and the written +history of Polson Jervase is coming to a close. + +There were certain things about which he was naturally anxious and about +which it was impossible to ask any questions. But the truth came out +little by little, and it appeared in the end that the world knew nothing +of the secrets which had escaped between the partners in the firm of +Jervase & Jervoyce in the course of that wild night which had brought to +England news of such portentous moment. There were rumours, of course. +There was a gossip to the effect that the firm had been on the edge of +ruin, and that Polson, rather than miss the fighting, had elected to go +out as a private soldier, dropping his hope of a commission for the time +being. This was a fancy which hurt nobody. John Jervase had left his +affairs in excellent order when he had established his own line of +retreat, and since he had been known to have made money hand over fist +within the last year or two, the halo which surrounds the millionaire +was about him, and it would have been hard to say whether he or the boy +were more popular in the Castle Barfield region. The general idea was +that they were a pair of valiant fellows; the one in the commercial and +the other in the warlike way. + +Poor Raglan's heroisms and blunders were buried together before the day +came when in the ordinary course of events he would have led his troops +along the saluting line and have received the honours due to him from +his Sovereign. + +The scent of hot grass was strong in the flaming noontide in Hyde Park +when London poured out its scores and scores of thousands to witness +the ceremonial which crowned a foolish and disastrous war with a triumph +better earned by the valour of the men who fought there than by the +statecraft of the other men who sent them into combat. Ragged and lean +and bearded, with the soil of the Crimea still upon them, the men of +Alma and Inkerman, of Balaclava and Sevastopol, marched through the +roaring citizen crowd and formed up in the Park. There were many men +of valour there--many who had earned as well as any other the mark +of honour which was that day to be bestowed; but opposite the bright +pavilion with the raised crimson dais on which the Queen was to take her +seat there was but a mere handful of the halt and maimed, upon whom the +eyes of the vast multitude, whether civil or military, were fixed. They +were no more than specks in the great open space--just so many little +coloured ants to the eye--and the gaze of the spectators gloated on +them. For they were Britain's chosen. These were the men of whom all +London had been reading with bated breath for well nigh three years +past. These were the men of Alma's heights and Balaclava's charge and +Inkerman's fog, and the frost of the trenches--the pick and pride of the +whole contingent which had gone out to do battle for England's honour. +That they had never been truly called upon to go made little if any +difference at that hour, for London was in the mood for hero-worship +rather than political criticism just then, and not the rudest judge of +British policy would have cared to speak a word against the ceremony of +the day. + +And when, after long waiting, the royal carriage came, with the pretty, +smiling little matronly figure bowing and swaying amidst the ringing +thunders of the world's greatest city, and the bands rolled out their +'God Save the Queen' as she passed them one after another, one happy, +happy onlooker looked up at one war-hardened old veteran through tears. + +'Upon my word,' said the General, with a grimace which was really much +less humorous than he meant it to be, and in a voice which was hardly as +steady as he would have liked to have it--'upon my word, Irene, I'd give +twopence to be in your shoes at this moment.' + +For one of the scarlet ants in the far distance, on the green tablecloth +of the turf, was just then advancing towards the little figure on the +dais, and an instant or two later the Queen was stooping to pin the +bronze badge of honour to the coat of Polson Jervase. + + +THE END. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of VC -- A Chronicle of Castle Barfield +and of the Crimea, by David Christie Murray + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK VC, A CHRONICLE *** + +***** This file should be named 22275.txt or 22275.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/2/2/2/7/22275/ + +Produced by David Widger + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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