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diff --git a/22273.txt b/22273.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..9271b59 --- /dev/null +++ b/22273.txt @@ -0,0 +1,1980 @@ +Project Gutenberg's Bulldog And Butterfly, by David Christie Murray + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Bulldog And Butterfly + From "Schwartz" by David Christie Murray + +Author: David Christie Murray + +Release Date: August 8, 2007 [EBook #22273] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BULLDOG AND BUTTERFLY *** + + + + +Produced by David Widger + + + + + + + + +BULLDOG AND BUTTERFLY + +By David Christie Murray + +Author Of 'Aunt Rachel,' 'The Weaker Vessel,' Etc. + + + + +I + +Castle Barfield, Heydon Hey, and Beacon Hargate form the three points +of a triangle. Barfield is a parish of some pretensions; Heydon Hey is a +village; Beacon Hargate is no more than a hamlet. There is not much that +is picturesque in Beacon Hargate, or its neighbourhood. The Beacon Hill +itself is as little like a hill as it well can be, and acquires what +prominence it has by virtue of the extreme flatness of the surrounding +country. A tuft of Scotch firs upon its crest is visible from a distance +of twenty miles in some directions. A clear but sluggish stream winds +among its sedges and water-lilies round the western side of the Beacon +Hill, and washes the edge of a garden which belongs to the one survival +of the picturesque old times Beacon Hargate has to show. + +The Oak House was built for a mansion in the days of Queen Elizabeth, +but who built it nobody knows at this time of day, or, excepting perhaps +a hungry-minded antiquary or two, greatly cares to know. The place +had been partly pulled down, and a good deal altered here and there. +Stables, barns, cow-sheds, and such other outhouses as are needful to +a farm had been tacked on to it, or built near it; and all these +appurtenances, under the mellowing hand of time and weather, had grown +congruous, insomuch that the Oak House if stripped of them would have +looked as bare even to the unaccustomed eye as a bird plucked of its +feathers. + +The house faced the stream, and turned its back upon the Beacon with +its clump of fir-trees. It had chimneys enough for a village--an +extraordinary wealth of chimneys--'twisted, fluted, castellated, stacked +together in conclave or poised singly about the gables. The front of +the house was crossed laterally and diagonally by great beams of +black-painted oak. The windows, which are full of diamonded panes, were +lowbrowed, deep-sunken, long, and shallow. The door had a porch, and +this porch was covered with creepers. In summer time climbing roses and +honeysuckle bloomed there. The garden ran right up to the house, and +touched it all round. The fragrant sweet-william, nestling against the +walls, looked as though it were a natural fringe. Without the faintest +sense of primness, or even of orderliness, everything had an air of +being precisely where it ought to be, and conveyed somehow a suggestion +of having been there always. The house looked less as if it had been +built than as if it had grown, and this feeling was heightened by the +vegetable growth about it and upon it--the clinging ivy, the green +house-leek, the purple and golden moss on the roofs and walls. In the +course of its three hundred years the Oak House had stood long enough to +be altogether reconciled to nature, and half absorbed by it. + +In 1850--which, though it seem a long while ago, is well within human +memory--and for many years before, the Oak House was tenanted by a +farmer who bore the name of Fellowes, a sturdy and dogmatic personage, +who was loud at the table of the market ordinary once a week, and for +the most part silent for the rest of his life at home. The gray mare +was the better horse. Excepting within doors at the Oak House, Fellowes +ruled the hamlet. There were no resident gentry; the clergyman was +an absentee; the tiny church was used only as a chapel-of-ease; and +Fellowes was the wealthiest and most important personage for a mile or +two. He was a little disposed to be noisy, and to bluster in his show of +authority, and therefore fell all the more easily captive to his wife, +who had a gift for the tranquil saying of unpleasant things which was +reckoned quite phenomenal in Beacon Hargate. This formidable woman was +ruled in turn by her daughter Bertha. + +Bertha, unless looked at through the eyes of susceptible young manhood, +would by no means be pronounced formidable. She was country-bred and +quite rustic; but there are refinements of rusticity; and for Beacon +Hargate, Bertha was a lady. She would have been a lady anywhere +according to her chances; for she was naturally sensitive to refining +influences, and of a nature which, remembering how strong it was, was +curiously tender. + +It was May, in the year 1850--mid-May--and the weather was precisely +what mid-May weather ought to be, perfumed and softly fresh, with +opposing hints of gaiety and languor in it. The birds were singing +everywhere--a vocal storm, and the sheep--who can never express +themselves as being satisfied in any weather--bleated disconsolately +from the meadows. The clucking of fowls, the quacking of ducks, the very +occasional grunt of some contented porker in the backward regions of +the place, the stamp of a horse's foot, and the rattle of a chain in +a manger-ring--sounds quite unmusical in themselves--blended with the +birds' singing, and the thick humming of the bees, into an actual music +in which no note was discordant. The day was without a cloud, and the +soft light was diffused everywhere on a skyey haze of whitish blue. + +In this positively delightful weather, Bertha stood with folded hands +in the porch of the Oak House (the floor and the far wall of the kitchen +behind her patched with gleams of red and brown light), like the central +figure of a picture framed in live green. She was pretty enough to be +pleasant to look at; but her charms were mainly the growth of tranquil +good temper and sound sense. Broad brow, gray eyes, resolute little +chin, the mouth the best feature of the face, her expression thoughtful, +serene, and self-possessed, the gray eyes a trifle inclined to dream +wide-awake, hair of no particular colour, but golden in the sunlight. +She stood leaning sideways, with one shoulder touching the trellis-work +of the porch, and one pretty little foot crossed over the other, her +head poised sideways and nestled into the ivy. She was looking far away, +seeing nothing, and her folded hands drooped before her. A bridge, with +a hand-rail on either side of it, crossed the stream and led from a +meadow path to the garden. This meadow path was hidden--partly by the +garden wall, and partly by the growth of alder and pollard at the side +of the stream--and a man came marching along it, unobserved. Before he +reached the bridge he brought his footsteps to a sudden halt, and sent a +glance towards the porch. Seeing the girl there, sunk in day dreams, he +slipped back into the shelter of the withies and took a good long look +at her. Twice or thrice, though his feet did not quit the ground, he +made a faint movement to go on again, and at length, after two or three +minutes of indecision, he walked briskly to the foot of the bridge, +threw open the little gate at the end of it, and, suffering it to fall +with a clanking noise behind him, tramped across the hollow-resounding +boards. + +At this sudden break upon the rural stillness--for, in spite of the +chorus of the birds and the farmyard noises which mingled with it, the +general effect was somehow of stillness and solitude--the girl looked +round at the new-comer, drew herself up from her lounging attitude, +placed her hands behind her and there re-folded them, and stood waiting, +with an added flush of colour on her cheek. The new-comer strode along +in a kind of awkward resoluteness, looking straight at the girl with a +glance which appeared to embarrass her a little, though she returned it +frankly enough. + +'Here I am, you see,' said the new-comer, halting before her. + +He was tallish, well-made, and of middle age. His expression was +a trifle dogged, and for a man who came love-making he looked less +prepossessing than he himself might have wished. + +'Good afternoon, Mr. Thistlewood,' said the girl, in a tone which a +sensitive man might have thought purposely defensive. + +'Is it yes or no to-day, Bertha?' asked Mr. Thistlewood. + +'It has always been no,' she answered, looking down. + +'Oh,' he answered, 'I'm perfectly well aware of that. It always has been +no up till now, but that's no reason why it should be no to-day. And if +it's no to-day that's no reason why it should be no again this day three +months. Maids change their minds, my dear.' + +'It is a pity you should waste your time, Mr. Thistlewood,' said Bertha, +still looking down. + +'As for wasting my time,' returned John Thistle-wood, 'that's a thing as +few can charge me with as a general rule. And in this particular case, +you see, I can't help myself. The day I see you married I shall make up +my mind to leave you alone until such time as you might happen to be a +widow, and if that should come to pass I should reckon myself free to +come again.' + +'It has always been no,' said Bertha. 'It is no to-day. It will always +be no.' + +The words in themselves were sufficiently decisive, and the voice, +though it had something soft and regretful in it, sounded almost as +final as the words. + +'Let's look at it a bit, my dear,' said John Thistle-wood, grasping in +both hands the thick walking-stick he carried, and pressing it firmly +against his thighs as he leaned a little forward and looked down upon +her. 'Why is it no? And if it's no again to-day, why is it always going +to be no?' + +'I like you very well, Mr. Thistlewood,' she answered, looking up at +him, 'but I don't like you in a marrying way, and I never shall.' + +'As for never shall,' said he, 'that remains to be seen.' + +He straightened himself as he spoke, and releasing the walking-stick +with his left hand put the point of it softly, slowly, and strongly down +upon the gravel, dinting the ground pretty deeply with the pressure. + +'Let's look at it a little further,' he added. + +'It is of no use,' the girl answered pleadingly. 'It hurts us both, and +it can do no good at all.' + +'Let's look at it a bit further,' he said again. 'This day month you +said there was nobody you'd seen you liked better than me. Is that true +still?' + +'It is quite true,' she answered, 'but it makes no difference.' + +'That remains to be seen,' said John Thistlewood again. 'And as for not +liking me in a marrying way, that's a thing a maid can't be supposed to +know much of.' He waited doggedly as if to hear her deny this, but she +made no answer. 'You've known me all your life, Bertha, and you never +knew anything again me.' + +'Never,' she said, almost eagerly. + +'I'm well-to-do,' he went on stolidly, but with all his force, as if +he were pushing against a wall too heavy to be moved by any pressure he +could bring to bear against it, and yet was resolute to have it down. +'I'm not too old to be a reasonable match for a maid of your years. +You've had my heart this five years I waited two afore I spoke at all +There's a many--not that I speak it in a bragging way--as would be +willing enough to have me.' + +'It's a pity you can't take a fancy to one of them,' she said, with +perfect simplicity and good faith. + +'Perhaps it is,' answered Thistlewood, with a dogged sigh; 'but be that +as it may, I can't and shan't. Where my fancy lies it stays. I didn't +give my heart away to take it back again. You'll wed me yet, Bertha, and +when you do you'll be surprised to think you didn't do it long before.' + +At this point the voice of a third person broke in upon the colloquy. + +'That caps all!' said the voice. 'There's Mr. Forbes, the Scotch +gardener at my Lord Barfield's, tells me of a lad in his parts as prayed +the Lord for a good consate of himself. That's a prayer as you'll never +find occasion t'offer, John Thistlewood.' + +'Maybe not, Mrs. Fellowes,' answered Thistlewood, addressing the owner +of the voice, who remained invisible; 'but I wasn't speaking in a +braggart way.' + +'No--no,' returned the still invisible intruder. 'Wast humble enough +about it, doubtless. You'm bound to tek a man's own word about his own +feelings. Who is to know 'em if he doesn't?' + +'Just so,' said Thistlewood, with great dryness. He appeared to be +little if at all disturbed by the interruption, but Bertha was blushing +like a peony. + +'I sat quiet,' said the girl's mother, leisurely walking round the +door with a half-finished gray worsted stocking depending from the +knitting-needles she carried in both hands,--' I sat quiet so as not +to be a disturbance. It's you for making love to a maid, I must allow, +John.' + +The girl ran into the house and disappeared from view. + +'It's me for speaking my mind, at least, ma'am,' returned John, with +unaltered tranquil doggedness. + +'Ah!' responded the farmer's wife; 'you're like a good many more of 'em; +you'd sooner not have what you want than go the right way to get it.' + +Thistlewood digested this in silence, and Mrs. Fellowes set the +knitting-needles flashing. + +'I've always fancied,' he said in a little while, 'as I had your +goodwill in the matter.' + +'You've got my goodwill, in a way to be sure,' said the old woman. +'You'd mek the gell a goodish husband if her could find a fancy for +you--but the fancy's everything--don't you see, John?' + +'I'm not above taking advice, Mrs. Fellowes,' said Thistlewood, digging +at the gravel with his walking-stick. 'Will you be so good as to tell me +where I'm wrong?' + +'There's one particular as you're wrong in,' returned Mrs. Fellowes, +knitting away with a determinedly uninteresting air, 'and, I misdoubt +me, you can't alter it.' + +'What's that?' asked Thistlewood, looking up at her suddenly. + +'You're the wrong man, John.' + +'That remains to be seen,' he answered, with the same dogged patience as +before. + +'You can't win a maid's heart by going at her as solemn as a funeral,' +pursued the old woman. 'If you'd ha' begun sprightly with the gell, you +might ha' had a chance with her. "La!" says you, "what a pretty frock +you're a-wearing to-day;" or "How nice you do do up your hair for a +certainty."' + +'I don't look on marriage as a thing to be approached i' that fashion,' +said Thistlewood. + +'Well,' returned the old woman, clicking her needles with added +rapidity, 'I've always said there's no end to the folly o' men. D'ye +hear that there cuckoo? Go and catch him wi' shoutin' at him. An' when +next you're in want of toast at tay-time, soak your bread in a pan o' +cold water.' + +Thistlewood stood for a time in a rather dogged-looking silence, +sometimes glancing at the notable woman and glancing away again. Her +eye expressed a triumph which, though purely dialectic, was hard for a +disappointed lover to endure, even whilst he refused to recognise his +disappointment. + +'I should regard any such means of gettin' into a maid's good graces as +being despisable,' he said, after a while. + +'Very well, my Christian friend,' the farmer's wife retorted, with a +laugh. 'Them as mek bread without barm must look to spoil the batch.' + +'I was niver of a flatterin' turn of mind,' said Thistlewood. + +'You niver was, John,' responded Mrs. Fellowes, with an accent which +implied something beyond assent. + +He flushed a little, and began to tap at his corduroyed leg with the +stick he carried, at first with a look of shamefaced discomfiture, and +then with resolution. He finished with a resounding slap, and looked up +with a light in his eyes. + +'I'm pretty hard to beat, ma'am,' he said, 'though I say it as should +not. I'm not going to be conquered here if I can help it. And I look to +have you and Mr. Fellowes on my side, as far as may be asked in reason. +Her'll find no better husband than I should be to her, I _am_ sure. +There's more than a wheedlin' tongue required to mek a married woman +happy. I've pretty well proved as I'm not changeable. There's a strong +arm to tek care of her. There's a homely house with plenty in it. +There's a goodish lump at the bank, and there's nothing heart can desire +as her might not have by asking for it.' + +'Well, John,' said the farmer's wife, clicking her needles cheerfully, +'I've not a word to say again the match. Win the wench and welcome. My +dancin' days is pretty nigh over, but I'll tek the floor once more with +pleasure, if you won't be too long in mekin' ready for me.' + +'There's nothing more to be done at present, I suppose,' the lover said +presently, 'and so I'll say good-bye for this afternoon, Mrs. Fellowes.' + +With this he turned upon his heel, and marching sturdily down the +path and across the little bridge, disappeared behind the withies and +pollards. + +The farmer's wife waited a while until he was out of hearing, and then, +without turning her head, shrilled out 'Bertha!' The girl came silently +downstairs and joined her in the doorway. The mother pursued her +knitting in silence, a faint flicker of a humorous smile touching her +face and eyes now and again. At length she spoke, looking straight +before her. + +'Why woot'ent marry the man?' + +'Mr. Thistlewood?' asked Bertha, making the feeblest possible defence +against this direct attack. + +'Ay,' said her mother, 'Mr. Thistlewood to be sure. Why woot'ent marry +him?' + +'I like him well enough in a way,' the girl answered 'But I don't like +him that way! + +'What way?' + +'Why--in a marrying way,' said Bertha. + +'Pooh!' answered the notable woman. 'What's a maid know how she'd like a +man?' + +'I should have the greatest respect for him,' Bertha answered, wisely +avoiding the discussion of this question, 'if he wouldn't come bothering +me to marry him.' + +'Ay! 'said her mother, assenting with a philosophic air. 'That's a +wench's way. When a man wants nothing her'll give him as much as her +can spare. But look hither, my gell! You listen to the words of a old +experienced woman. There's a better love comes after the weddin', if +a gell marries a worthy solid man, than ever her knows before it. If a +gell averts from a man that's another matter. But if her can abide him +to begin with, and if he's a good man, her'll be fond of him before her +knows it.' + +'I should never be fond of Mr. Thistlewood, mother,' the girl answered, +flushing hotly. 'It's of no use to speak about him.' + +'Did the man ever mek love to you at all,' the mother asked, 'beyond +comin' here and barkin', "Wool't marry me?"' + +'I wish you wouldn't talk of him, mother,' Bertha answered in a troubled +voice. 'I respect him very highly, but as for marrying him, it's out of +the question. I can't do it.' + +'Well, well,' returned her mother, 'nobody's askin' you to do anything +o' the sort. I'm trying to find your mind about him. It's high time +'twas made up one way or other. You've come to a marriageable age.' + +'I'm very well as I am,' said Bertha, rather hastily. 'I'm not in a +hurry to be married.' + +'You've never been much like other gells,' said her mother, with a +dry humorous twinkle which looked more masculine than feminine. 'But I +reckon you'll be in about as much of a hurry as the rest on 'em be when +the right man comes.' + +At this moment a whistle of peculiar volume, mellowness, and flexibility +was heard. The whistler was trilling 'Come lasses and lads' in tones as +delightful as a blackbird's. + +'Is this him?' said the old woman, turning upon her daughter. + +Bertha blushed, and turned away. The mother laughed. A light footstep +sounded on the echoing boards of the little bridge, and the +human blackbird, marching gaily in time to his tune, flourished a +walking-stick in salutation as he approached. + +'Good-afternoon, Mrs. Fellowes,' cried the newcomer. 'Good-afternoon, +_Miss_ Fellowes.' + +They both returned his salutation, and he stood before them smilingly, +holding his stick lightly by the middle, and swinging it hither and +thither, as if keeping time to an inward silent tune. His feet were +planted a little apart, he carried his head well back, and his figure +was very alert and lithe. He made great use of his lips in talking, and +whatever he said seemed a little overdone in emphasis. His expression +was eager, amiable, and sensitive, and it changed like the complexion of +water in variable weather. He was a bit of a dandy in his way, too. His +clothes showed his slim and elastic figure to the best advantage, and a +bright-coloured neckerchief with loose flying ends helped out a certain +air of festal rural opera which belonged to him. + +'I passed Thistlewood on my way here,' he said, laughing brightly. 'He +looked as cheerful as a frog. Did y' ever notice what a cheerful-looking +thing a frog is?' + +He made a face ludicrously like the creature he mentioned. The old woman +laughed outright, and Bertha smiled, though somewhat unwillingly. + +'I don't like to hear Mr. Thistlewood made game of, Mr. Protheroe,' she +said a moment later. + +'Don't you, Miss Fellowes?' asked Mr. Protheroe. 'Then it shan't be done +in your presence again.' + +'That means it may be done out of my presence, I suppose,' the girl said +coldly. + +'No, nor out of it,' said the young fellow, bowing with something of a +flourish, 'if it displeases you.' + +'Come in, Lane, my lad,' said the mother, genially. 'I've got the +poultry to look after at this hour. Bertha 'll tek care of you till I +come back again.' + +Lane Protheroe bowed again with the same gay flourish, and recovering +himself from the bow with an upward swing of the head, followed the +women-folk into the wide kitchen as if he had been crossing the floor in +a minuet. If these airs of his had been assumed they would have touched +the ridiculous, but they were altogether natural to him; and what +with them and his smiling, changeful, sympathetic ways, he was a prime +favourite, and seemed to carry sunshine into all sorts of company. + +When the mother had left the kitchen the girl seated herself +considerably apart from the visitor, and taking up a book from a dresser +beside her, began to turn over its pages, stopping now and again to read +a line or two, and rather ostentatiously disregarding her companion. +He sat in silence, regarding her with a grave face for a minute or +thereabouts, and then, rising, crossed the room and placed himself +beside her, bending over her, with one hand resting on the dresser. She +did not look up in answer to this movement, but bent her head even a +little more than before above the book. + +'I'm glad to be left alone with you for a minute, Miss Fellowes,' he +began gently, and with a faint tremor and hesitation in his voice, +'because I've something very special and particular to say to you.' + +There he paused, and Bertha with a slight cough, which was a trifle too +casual and unembarrassed to be real, said, 'Indeed, Mr. Protheroe?' and +kept her eyes upon the book. + +'They say a girl always knows,' he went on, 'and if that's true you know +already what I want to say.' + +He paused, but if he expected any help from her in the way either of +assent or denial, he was disappointed. He stooped a little lower and +touched her hand with a gentle timidity, but she at once withdrew it. + +'You know I love you, Bertha? You know you're dearer to me than all the +whole wide world beside?' + +Still Bertha said nothing, but the hand that turned the leaves of the +book trembled perceptibly. + +'I've come to ask you if you'll be my wife, dear! if you'll let me make +you my lifelong care and joy, my darling! You don't guess how much I +love you. You don't know how much your answer means to me.' + +The girl rose, and, carrying the book with her, walked to the kitchen +window and looked out upon the garden, the river, and the fields, +without seeing anything. She was evidently agitated, and did not find +an answer easily. Lane followed her, and when for a moment she dared +to look up at him she encountered a look so tender, anxious, and ardent +that she lowered her eyes in quick confusion. He seized her hand, and +for a brief instant she let it rest in his. + +'Speak to me,' he murmured, caressingly and pleadingly. 'Tell me.' + +'I don't understand you, Mr. Protheroe,' the girl said pantingly. + +'Not understand me, dear? 'he whispered; 'I am asking you to be my +wife.' + +'I understand that,' she answered, drawing herself away from him, +and speaking with difficulty. 'It is _you_ I don't understand. +You--yourself.' + +'Tell me how, darling,' he said softly. + +'You tell me,' she said, lifting a pale and agitated face, 'that I can't +guess how much my answer means to you. But you come here whistling and +dancing, as you always come, as if you hadn't a care upon your mind.' + +'Don't make that a reproach against me, dear,' said he. 'Why it was just +the thought of you made me so happy.' + +She looked up at him with an expression of doubt and pain, and as their +eyes met he caught one of her hands in both his, and held it. + +'Dear Bertha!' he said, with a sudden moisture in his eyes. 'There is +nobody so good. There is nobody so lovely.' + +She drew away from him again, though some sort of electric influence +seemed to come out of him, and draw her strongly to him. + +'I must wait,' she said. 'I--I don't know you well enough. I don't +understand you. You are too light. You are too careless. I don't know +how far I can believe you.' + +'Oh!' he cried, 'believe me altogether, dear. I love you with all my +heart and soul!' + +She moved to the middle of the room, and sheltered herself behind a +table which stood there. + +'I hardly know whether you have a heart,' she answered then. 'You fancy +you feel all you say,' she added quickly. 'You feel it for the minute.' + +He stood at the other side of the table with brows suddenly grown +gloomy. + +'I shall feel it all my life,' he said. 'It's the one thing I've ever +been in earnest about. I never thought I should feel as I do. If you +like to wait, dear, before answering me, I'll wait just as long as ever +you please.' His gloom was gone, and he was all eagerness and vivacity +again. 'There's nothing I won't do for your asking. I'll cure every +fault I've got. I'll be everything you'd like to have me. Try me, +darling. Wait and see. But give me only just a little bit of hope. Don't +send me away quite hungry. Tell me you care for me just a little--not +as I care for you--I don't expect that. It doesn't stand to reason yet +awhile you should.' + +There she shot one swift glance at him, averting her gaze at once. + +'I won't say I don't like you,' she answered with a candour half rustic, +half characteristic of herself 'But I won't answer yes or no just yet.' + +'Very well, dear,' he answered tenderly. 'You shall have time to know +if I'm in earnest, or if I've taken nothing more than a passing fancy. +Shall I ask you again this day six months?' + +'I won't promise you an answer then,' she said. 'I will answer you when +I am certain.' + +'You could care for me, then,' he urged her, 'if you were only quite +sure I loved you, and always would love you? Why, Bertha, I'd put my +hand in that fire to save you from a finger-ache. I'd jump into the +Weale there if I thought I could make you happy by doing it. I'd live my +whole life your servant for a smile a year.' + +His eyes flashed or moistened with every phrase, his gestures were +superabundant and intense, and his voice was genuinely tender and +impassioned. + +His ardent eyes and voice thrilled the girl, and yet she doubted him. +There was a fear in her mind which she could not shake away. + +People in Beacon Hargate were not rich in opportunities for the study +of the acted drama, but Bertha had seen a play or two in the great town +hard by, and Lane looked and talked rather too much like a stage lover +to her mind. In the unreal life behind the footlights lovers talked with +just such a fluency, just such a tender fiery emphasis. In real life +John Thistlewood came doggedly a-wooing with a shoulder propped against +a doorpost, and had hard work to find a word for himself. If only that +one absent element of faith could be imported into the business, Lane +Protheroe's fashion of courting was certain to be infinitely more +delightful than John Thistlewood's, but then the absent element was +almost everything. And for poor Bertha the worst part of it seemed +that she loved the man she doubted, and could not love the man in whose +affection she held the profoundest faith. That the rough, clumsy, and +persistent courtier loved her was one of the indisputable facts of life +to her. She knew it just as surely as she knew that she was alive. She +knew it, and the knowledge hurt her, for she could fancy nothing less +hopeful than Thistle-wood's wooing, and she was without a spark of mere +vanity. + +'I think it is because you say so much that I don't feel quite able to +believe it all,' she said. 'You feel it when you talk about it, but it +seems to me as if you _had_ to talk before you get to feel it.' + +His brows bent down over gloomy eyes again, and he folded his arms as he +looked at her. Once more poor Bertha thought of the stage lover she had +seen, and a long-drawn sigh escaped her. + +'I can't think it's all quite real,' she said, almost desperately. + +'You think I say too much?' he retorted. 'It seems to me as if I said +too little. It seems to me as if there weren't any words to speak such +thoughts and feelings.' + +'Is that because you don't value the words? 'she .' asked him. 'Don't +you think that if you felt what the words do mean that they'd seem +enough for you?' + +'I know I'm a good-for-nothing beggar,' he answered, with a sudden air +of weary self-loathing and disdain. 'I know. I've got a way of taking +everything in deadly earnest for an hour or two. But,' with a sudden +swerve into the track of self-justification, 'if that makes you think +I'm fickle and weak-willed, you're all wrong, darling. There are some +fellows--I know plenty--who go through life like a lot of oysters. They +don't feel anything--they don't care about anything, or anybody. But, +bless your heart, my dear, they never get doubted.' + +Bertha took this for a satiric dig at the absent Thistlewood, and spoke +up for him, needlessly, as it happened. + +'Still waters run deep, Mr. Protheroe.' + +'Some of 'em do,' responded Mr. Protheroe, with profoundest gloom, which +lightened suddenly into a smile as bright as sunshine. 'But some of 'em +don't run at all. And some of 'em are as shallow as any puddle you'll +find along the road, only they're so bemuddled you can't see to the +bottom of 'em. You can plumb 'em with your little finger, though, if you +don't mind soiling it.' + +Now this innocent generalisation seemed gratuitously offensive to the +absent Thistlewood, and chilled Bertha greatly. + +'That may be very true of some people,' she responded; 'but it isn't +true of all the quiet people in the world.. And I don't think, Mr. +Protheroe, that the people who make the greatest parade of their +feelings are the people who really have the most to speak of.' + +'Why, that's true, too, of some people,' returned Protheroe; 'but there +are all sorts in the world, dear. Some say a lot and feel a lot Some +feel a lot and say nothing. Some say nothing and feel nothing. It may be +a fault with me--I don't know--but when I start to say a thing I want +to say all of it. But surely a feeling isn't less real because you don't +seem able to express it whatever words you choose.' + +'Where the feeling's sacred the words are sacred,' Bertha objected. + +'Tell me what it is you fear about me,' he besought her, leaning across +the table, and searching her face with his eyes. 'You don't believe +I should have a wandering mind if you said yes, and we should once be +married?' + +She had laid the book upon the table, and now betook herself to +fingering the leaves again. + +'I've no right to pick faults in you, or give you lessons, Mr. +Protheroe.' + +'Oh yes, you have,' he answered. 'All the right in the world. If you'll +take in hand to show me my faults, I'll take in hand to cure 'em so far +as a man may.' + +'I don't think you're fickle,' said the girl hesitatingly; 'but I do +think you're shallow, Mr. Protheroe.' + +'Not a bit of it, dear,' he protested. 'I'm as deep as Gamck. As for +your still waters running deep, it'd be a better proverb to my mind to +say deep waters run still--at times. Niagara's deepish, folks say that +have seen it. That's not to say that I even myself with Niagara, you'll +understand, though 'tis in my nature to splash about a good deal. But +all that apart, Bertha dear, try to make up your mind to take me as I +am, and help me to make a man o' myself.' + +At this point back came the farmer's wife with a clatter of pails in +the back kitchen to indicate her arrival in advance. Lane took his leave +with a reluctant air, going away much more gravely than he had arrived. + +'Well,' said Mrs. Fellowes, drawing her knitting from a capacious pocket +and falling to work upon it at once, 'hast sent Number Two about his +business?' + +Bertha cast an embarrassed look at her and blushed. + +'Mother,' she said, 'you seem to find out everything.' + +'Can find my way to the parish church by daylight,' the elder woman +answered with complacency. 'But you tek care, my wench, whilst thee +beest throwin' all the straight sticks aside, as thee doesn't pick up a +crooked 'un at the last. Thee hast a fancy for the lad, too, that's as +plain to be seen as the Beacon.' + +'Oh!' cried Bertha, reddening again. 'I hope not.' + +'For me, my gell,' said her mother. 'For me. And it's outside my +thinkin' why a maid shouldn't tek a fancy to him. A lad as is stiddy +an' handsome, and as blithe as sunshine! He's as fond as a calf into the +bargain.' + +She liked to hear him praised, and, woman-like, began to depreciate him +faintly. + +'I don't think he's very solid, mother,' she said. + +The elder woman smiled at the transparent artifice, and refused to be +entrapped by it. + +'No,' she answered. 'Lane's a bit of a butterfly, I will say. And Jack +Thistlewood's a bulldog. Mek your ch'ice betwixt 'em while they'm there +to be chose from. Which is it to be? Butterfly or bulldog?' + +But Bertha answered nothing. + + + + +II + +Things may have changed of late years, but in those days the parish +churchyard was the great meeting-place for lovers who as yet were +undeclared or unaccepted. The youth and the maid were both there for +a purpose altogether removed from love-making--the meeting had the +advantage of being accidental and certain. It was a tacit assignation +which was almost certain to be kept, and even the shyest of sweethearts +would dare to walk homewards together a little of the way even in the +lightest of summer evenings. + +When Sunday morning came, and the one musical bell began to tinkle, +Bertha stood before her open bedroom window, tying her bonnet-ribbons at +the glass, in the embarrassing certainty that both her lovers would be +waiting outside the church to meet her. This certainty was the less +to be endured, because Bertha had the sincerest desire to close with +heavenly rather than with earthly meditations on a Sunday, but she could +no more help being flustered by the thought of Lane Protheroe, and being +chilled by the anticipation of Thistlewood's look of bulldog fidelity, +than she could help breathing. The girl's trouble was that she could not +give her heart to the man who commanded her respect, whilst it was drawn +fluttering with all manner of electric palpitations towards another whom +she thought infinitely less worthy. + +There was nothing in the world against Lane Protheroe in any serious +sense. Nobody spoke or thought ill of him, or had ground for ill +speaking or thinking. But it was generally conceded that he _was_ a +butterfly kind of young fellow, and there was a general opinion that +he wanted ballast. Rural human nature is full of candour of a sort, and +Lane was accustomed to criticism. He took it with a bright carelessness, +and in respect to the charge of wanting ballast was apt to answer +that ballast was a necessary thing for boats that carried no cargo. +Thistlewood was generally admitted to be a well-ballasted personage--a +man steady, resolved, serious, entirely trustworthy. + +'John Thistlewood's word is as good as his bond,' said one of his +admirers one day in his presence. + +'John Thistlewood's word _is_ his bond,' said John Thistlewood, 'as any +man's ought to be.' + +People remembered the saying, and quoted it as being characteristic of +the man,--a man cut roughly out of the very granite of fidelity. + +Surely, thought Bertha, a girl ought to esteem herself happy in being +singled out by such a man. The cold surface covered so steady, so +lasting a glow. And as for Lane--well, Lane's heats seemed the merest +flashes, intense enough to heat what was near them, but by no means +enduring. There was danger that anything which was of a nature to keep +on burning might catch fire at him, and when well lit might find that +the creating heat had gone out, or had withdrawn itself. She knew +herself, by instinct, faithful to the core, and if once she consented to +love the man, she would have to go on doing it. That looked likely to be +terrible, and she fought against herself continually. And she not only +tried not to love the butterfly, but had tried her loyal hardest to love +the bulldog. The last chance of success in the second enterprise went +out finally when Thistlewood had once so far conquered his clumsy +reticence of manner as actually to put his arm about her waist. Then +every fibre of her body cried out against him, and she escaped him, +shivering and thrilling with a repulsion so strong that it seemed like +a crime to her. How dared she feel the touch of so estimable a man to be +so hateful? But from that moment the thing was settled beyond a doubt. +She could respect John Thistlewood, she could admire the solidity and +faithfulness of his character--but, marry him? That was asking for more +than nature could agree to. + +If Lane had only resembled John a little--ah! there was a glow of +certainty called up by that fancy which might have been altogether +delicious had the fancy been well grounded. If John had only been a +little more like Lane? She was hardly so sure. Obviously, John was not +the man for this girl to warm her heart at. + +The worst of it was that he would never find or look for another girl, +and his long courtship, though it could never endear him, or even make +him tolerable as a lover, served at least to have established a sort of +claim upon her. The great faithful heart might break if she should +throw herself away. The depth of his affection, as she realised it for +herself, could only be understood by one capable of an equal passion. +She never guessed, or came near to guessing, that her conception of him +was the realisation of herself; but it is only great hearts which +truly know what great hearts can be, and her profound conception of +Thistle-wood's fidelity was her own best certificate to faithfulness. + +The little musical bell went on tinkling as she walked across the +fields. It had various rates of movement to indicate to distant +worshippers the progress of the time, and she gave a careful ear to its +warnings, so regulating her steps as only to enter the churchyard at the +last minute. + +There sure enough were both John and Lane waiting to pay their morning +salutation. Happily, to her own mind, there was time for no more than +a mere hand-shaking and a good-morning, and she walked into the church, +beautifully tranquil to look at, though she could hardly believe that +all the congregation could not guess with what a startled feeling her +heart had begun to beat. By and by the influences of the place and the +service began to soothe her, though she only succeeded in excluding +her lovers by a conscious process of forgetfulness which was not so far +removed from memory as it might have been. + +The Thistlewood pew was a little to the front on her right, and the +Protheroe pew a little to her front on the left, but she kept her +eyes so studiously downcast that she got no glimpse of either, until a +strange and altogether remarkable feeling of something missing surprised +her into looking up. Her eyes went first to the Protheroe pew, and Lane +was not there. Then in spite of herself she listened for Thistlewood's +voice in the Responses, and not detecting it, was impelled to look +for him. He also was absent, and she began to quake a little. Was it +possible they had stayed outside to quarrel? This fear would have been +sufficiently serious at any time, but on a Sunday, during church hours, +it magnified itself, which fact is in itself enough to prove that though +the idea perturbed her she foresaw no very terrible consequences. It +would be hateful to be quarrelled over, but both the combatants--if +combatants they were to be--would respect her too much to proceed to +extremities, and thereby make the quarrel public, and her a target for +all tongues. + +John and Lane had met in the churchyard pretty early, and whilst there +were friends to greet, and to pass the time of day with, things went +smoothly enough. But as the churchgoers filed by ones and twos into the +building, each began to be aware of a solitude which was peopled only +by the disagreeable presence of the other. John, ostentatiously +disregardful of his adversary, planted himself at the gate, so as to be +before him in his greeting. Lane, rather unusually erect and martial in +his walk, marched past him into the village roadway, and there loitered +for the same intent. Thistlewood, recognising the meaning of this +manouvre, strolled into the roadway, and doggedly planted himself a yard +or two beyond the spot where his rival had halted. Lane, with an air to +the full as ostentatiously and offensively dis-regardful as the other's, +marched past Thistlewood with half a dozen soldierly-looking strides, +and bringing himself to an abrupt halt made a disdainful back at him. +Again Thistlewood advanced, but this time he drew himself up a trifle +behind his rival, and laid a finger on his shoulder. + +'Well?' said Protheroe, without turning his head. + +'I shall want a word with thee by and by, my lad,' Thistlewood said +quietly. + +'Have it now,' replied Lane, settling his shoulders jauntily. + +'There's time in plenty afore us,' Thistlewood answered, regarding him +with supreme disfavour. + +The younger man looked straight before him with an exasperating aspect +of indifference. + +'When you like,' he said. + +'Very well,' replied Thistlewood. 'In five minutes' time from now.' + +'Church time,' said Lane smilingly, surveying the landscape. + +'Beest that keen set on the sermon?' John inquired. + +'Don't know that I am,' replied the enemy, rising a little on his toes, +and then settling his shoulders anew. + +'Five minutes' time from now.' + +The jaunty airs and scornful disregard began to warm Thistlewood's blood +a little. + +'Canst look a man i' the face when thee talk'st to him? 'he asked. + +'Yes, bless your heart and soul alive!' cried Lane, swaggering round and +beaming on him. + +For half a minute they looked at each other, the one angry, resolute, +and lowering, with head bent a little forward, his glance directed +upward past his down-drawn brows, the other smiling with seeming +sweetness and gaiety. + +Thistlewood seemed to restrain himself with something of an effort. + +'We'll talk together by and by,' he said, and turning, deliberately +walked back into the churchyard. + +For a few seconds Lane stood glorying, but on a sudden it occurred to +him that his rival was behaving in a more dignified manner than himself, +and this was a reflection not to be endured without instant action. +So he marched back into the churchyard also, and left John in the +foreground. When Bertha appeared her elder lover paid his respects +first, and Lane came up afterwards, looking, as she remembered later on, +prodigiously gloomy and resolved. + +The bell had been silent for a minute, and the curate's voice had begun +to drone within the building. The rivals were alone, and nobody was +within sight or earshot. + +'Shall we walk a pace or two, Mr. Protheroe?' asked John. + +Mr. Protheroe, without speaking, sauntered out at the gate, vaulted a +stile opposite, and paused in a field pathway. Thistlewood followed, +throwing first one leg and then the other over the rail with a sort of +laboured deliberation. + +'Now,' said Lane. + +'We'll walk on a little bit,' answered Thistlewood, and there was +silence for a minute or two as they strode along the grass. Then when +they had reached the shelter of a little copse which hid them from the +whole landscape on the church side, John said, 'Now,' in turn, and the +two halted. Each was paler than common by this time, and Lane's eyes +sparkled, whilst the other's burned steady with resentment. + +''Twixt man and man as is willing to come to understand one another, Mr. +Protheroe,' said Thistlewood, 'a very few words suffices. I'll have thee +nor no man else poaching on my manor.' + +'Well,' Lane answered, 'if ever I should arrive at owning a manor, I'd +say the same. But I'd be sure of my title-deeds afore I took to warning +other men off the ground.' + +'Let's talk plain English,' said John, apparently quite untouched by +this rejoinder. + +'With all my heart,' said his rival, 'the plainer the better.' + +'I find you very much i' my way,' Thistlewood began ponderously. + +'I don't find you a little bit in mine,' Lane answered. + +'You talk to sting,' said Thistlewood, with dull dignity. 'I want to +talk so as to be understood. I find you very much i' my way, as I was +saying, and I won't have you theer.' + +'No?' + +'No!' + +'And how do you mean to set about getting rid of me?' + +'I've set about harder jobs than that i' _my_ time, lad.' + +'Like enough. But how do you mean to set about this one?' + +'All in good time,' said Thistlewood. 'Sha'st find out speedily.' + +'Show me now,' said Lane. + +A breach of the peace seemed imminent, but, 'Afore thee and me comes +to that,' the elder answered, 'I want thee to have fair warnin'. It's +unbecomin' in a man to brawl over the maid he wants to marry---- I'm a +man as never changed nor halted nor turned aside from anything he set +his mind upon. I've been courtin' Miss Fellowes now this three year. It +stands to reason as a frivolish young chap like you can mek no count of +how a man feels, or of what a man 'ud do in a like case.' + +'That stands to reason, does it?' 'It stands to reason,' answered +Thistlewood. 'I suppose it stands to reason likewise that I am to stand +to one side, and leave the road clear after this?' + +'It'd be the wisest thing you ever did.' 'Well, now, Thistlewood, you'll +please understand that, for all so frivolous as I may be, I'm hardly +that easy to be swayed. As for who has a right on the ground, it's a +mere piece of impudence to talk about it. That's neither for me nor you +to choose. If ever I get straight "No" I'll go, but I'll have it before +I go, for that's a man's bounden duty to himself.' + +'Understand thyself as bein' warned away,' said Thistlewood. + +'Understand thy warning as being laughed at,' answered Lane. 'You talk +plain English? So will I. You've got the wrong pig by the ear. You're +no better than a dog in the manger. You've always been spoken of up till +now as a man to play fair, but now it strikes me you play very far from +fair, and cut a poor figure. As for threats--a man who won't take a +hiding when it's offered to him--what's _he_ good for, I should like to +know?' + +Here, as elsewhere, Mr. Protheroe was true to nature, and spoke with +striking emphasis. He was quite red-hot with scorn at the imaginary +fellow who would not take the proffered hiding, though a minute earlier, +when he had told Thistlewood that he had the wrong pig by the ear, his +manner had been marked by a cold and lofty superiority. + +'Beest warned! 'said Thistlewood, 'that's enough.' + +'Not half enough, nor yet a quarter,' cried Lane, with a bellicose air, +not unmixed with swagger. 'I've taught my hands to take care of my head, +sir, and they'll be ready to do it whenever the time occurs. But it +always seemed a bit ridiculous to me to talk about fighting beforehand +When the fight's over there _is_ something to talk about.' + +'You seem to be in a hurry for that there hiding,' said Thistlewood. + +'Hurry's no word for it,' the younger man responded, with cheerful +alacrity. + +'Very well,' said the elder, taking off his hat and bestowing it +carefully upon the grass, 'sha'st have it.' + +Lane, for his part, threw down his hat, flourished his coat off, dropped +it behind him, rolled up his sleeves, and waited whilst Thistlewood made +his preparations more slowly. Protheroe set that mellow whistle of his +to work on 'The British Grenadiers,' and his enemy smiled grimly to +think how soon he would silence the music. + +Half a minute later they were standing foot to foot and eye to eye, +the music already silenced. It would have been difficult from the mere +aspect of the men to say on which side the advantage lay. In height and +reach they were nearly equal, and, if Thistlewood's weight and muscle +were in his favour, Protheroe was as active as a cat. + +And here might have been recorded a bit of history to warm the blood of +such as love and remember the old-fashioned manhood of England. We are +grown too refined and civilised nowadays for the old rude arbitrament, +and so fair play has ceased to be the Englishman's motto in fighting, +and the English rustic shoots and stabs like the rustic of other +lands. All fighting is foolish, more or less, but we had the manliest, +friendliest, most honourable, and least harmful way of doing it amongst +all the sons of men, and so our Legislature killed out the 'noble art' +from amongst us, and brought us to the general ugly level. + +It was in the reign of the Tipton Slasher--which, as people learned in +the history of manners will remember, was a longish time ago--when these +two Britons stood up to arrange their differences after the fashion +then in vogue. There was nobody to see fair play, and so they saw it +for themselves, as all fighting Englishmen did when there was a code of +honour to go by. It was not a mere affair of hammer and tongs, but very +fair scientific fighting, the science vivified by enjoyment, and full of +energy, but never forgotten for a second. The pleasure was keen on both +sides, for from the beginning of their knowledge of each other these two +had been in antagonism, and at the last it was a real treat to let all +go and have at it. + +'I was always a bit frivolous, as you said just now, Mr. Thistlewood,' +Lane remarked in the first enforced pause of the combat, 'but I'd like +you to bear me witness that I stick to what I'm at while I'm at it.' + +This address was delivered pantingly, whilst the speaker lay flat upon +his back on the grass, with his arms thrown out crosswise. Thistlewood +disdained response, and sat with one great shoulder propped against a +dwarf oak, breathing fast and hard. When this sign of distress had +a little abated, he arose, and said 'Time' as if he had been a mere +cornerman in the affair, and rather bored by it than otherwise. Lane +rolled over on to his face, rose to his hands and knees, smiled at his +adversary for a little while, as if to give him an appetite for the +business in hand, and then got to his feet and made ready. + +Now for a man to hold his own at this particular form of fighting +against an equal adversary for a bare five minutes argues five grand +things for him, and these are chastity, temperance, hardihood, strength, +and courage. It speaks well for these admirable qualities in both of +them that Messrs. Thistlewood and Protheroe made a good hour of it. The +advantages and disadvantages had been so equally distributed that by +this time they were pretty nearly harmless to each other, but each was +sustained by the hope of victory, and each would have died, and, for the +matter of that, would have gone on dying, rather than yield the precious +palm to the other. + +Now the clergyman who ministered to the spiritual wants of Beacon +Hargate was never disposed to gorge his flock with too much doctrine +at a time, and on this Sabbath had an invitation to luncheon at a great +house some four or five miles away, and so treated his parishioners--to +the scandal of some and the joy of others--to the shortest discourse +they had ever heard from the pulpit. By this mischance it happened that +the combatants were discovered by a silent male advance-guard of the +home-returning congregation, who ran back--his footsteps soundless on +the grass--to spread the splendid news. Sunday or week-day there was no +more welcome break in the monotony of life in Beacon Hargate than that +afforded by a fight. The time being church-time, and the combatants men +of respectable position, lent piquancy to the event, of course, as who +shall say me nay? The churchgoers, two or three farmers, Mr. Drake, +the manager of Lord Barfield's estates at Heydon Hey, and a handful of +labourers came up, at first stealthily, and then more boldly, and looked +on at the finish. + +It was plain that the fight had been severe, but it was equally plain +that the best of it was over; and when Farmer Fellowes interposed as +_amicus curio_, nobody but the two most concerned had any especial +resentment against him. + +Even for them Farmer Fellowes had a crumb of comfort. + +'Finish it another time, lads,' he said. 'Where's the good o' goin' on +wi' it i' this manner? Why a child might homber the pair on you. Get +fresh an' have another turn to-morrow, if the 'casion's worth it.' + +So the fight was left undecided after all, and the adversaries were +led off to the neighbouring brook, where they made themselves as +respectable to look at as they could before they took their several +ways. They were unsightly for a week or two, and were close watched by +their women folk lest they should renew the strife. + +Beacon Hargate knew perfectly well the reason of the battle, and Bertha +was mightily disdainful and indignant over both her lovers, who, to her +fancy, had disgraced themselves and her. Six days after the fight John +Thistlewood's business for once in a way, as well as his inclination, +took him to Fellowes's farm, and there Bertha (who for very shame had +not quitted the house since Sunday) first saw the result of the fray. +The stalwart farmer's face was discoloured, and, in places, still +swollen. She saw the wicked handiwork of Lane Protheroe, and vowed +within herself that she would see that dreadful young man no more. She +could have cried for pity of poor Mr. Thistlewood, who had been thus +shamefully treated for the crime of being faithful in love. + +If John had known it, he had at this instant the best chance of being +taken as Bertha's husband he had ever had, or was like to find. But +he was shamefaced about the matter, as heroes not uncommonly are with +regard to their achievements, and was disposed to think himself at an +even unusual disadvantage. + +Bertha stifled in her heart whatever tender sentiments Protheroe had +inspired, and was prepared to pass him whenever she might meet him with +such a manner as should indicate her new opinion of him beyond chance of +mistake. Thistlewood had appeared on the Saturday, and on the Monday +the fates threw her younger lover in her way. She discerned him from a +distance, herself unseen. His figure dipped down into the hollow, and +she could not see him again until they met at some turning or other of +the tortuous lane. If pride had not forbidden it she could have turned +to fly homewards, but she hardened her heart and went on until his +footsteps sounded clearly on the stony road. + +Then he turned the corner, and she lifted one glance of superb disdain +which melted suddenly under a terror-stricken pity. For this hero was +worse battered than Number One had been, and one of those eyes, which +had used to be so expressive and eloquent, was decorated by a shade. + +'Oh, Lane!' cried the girl, clasping her hands, and turning white with +pity. + +'Did I frighten you, my dear?' said Lane. 'It's nothing. It'll all be +right in a day or two.' + +'I hope so,' she answered, recovering herself, and seizing on principle +before it made away for ever. 'I wish you to know that I think you +have behaved very disgracefully, and I hope you will never speak to me +again.' + +'Why,' said Lane, 'that's hard measure, Bertha; and as for behaving +disgracefully--if a man threatens to punch your head you must give him +the chance to punch it. That's man's law, anyhow, whether it's woman's +or not.' + +'I am sure Mr. Thistlewood is no quarreller,' said Bertha, with great +dignity and severity of demeanour. 'It takes no great penetration to +guess who began it.' + +'There's one thing I will say for him,' returned Lane; 'he's a +truth-telling fellow, to the best of my belief. Ask him who began it. +He'll tell you. Not that I should take any particular blame or shame for +having begun it myself, but since that's how you look at it, dear--why, +I should like you to be satisfied.' + +'Do you think, Mr. Protheroe,' demanded Bertha, 'that it's the way to +win a girl's esteem to brawl about her in public on a Sunday?' + +'That's what Thistlewood said,' Lane answered, with cunning simplicity. +'"It's unbecoming," said he, "in a man to brawl over the maid he wants +to marry."' + +'I was certain he would say so, and think so,' returned Bertha, with a +sinking of the heart. She wanted grounds for pardoning Lane. + +'Well,' said Lane, with a retrospective air, 'we talked for a while, and +he was good enough to promise me a hiding if I didn't keep out of his +way--meaning, of course, at your father's house. I didn't seem to take +it quite so meekly as he thought I ought to, and by and by says he, "You +seem to be in a hurry for that hiding." So I just made answer that hurry +was no word for it, and then, the pair of us being keen set, we got to +it. The day was an accident, and I daresay a piece of forgetfulness on +both our sides. But you see, my dear, a man's just as bound to guard his +self-respect on a Sunday as on a week-day.' + +'I have been very deeply wounded,' said Bertha. 'I wished to respect +you both, and now I can respect neither of you. Good-morning, Mr. +Protheroe.' + +Mr. Protheroe stood discomfited, and looked mournfully after her as she +walked away. When she had disappeared round the bend of the road he sat +down upon the bank and plucked grasses with mechanical fingers, turning +the thing up and down in his mind for an hour or thereabouts. Suddenly +he jumped to his feet and resumed his walk, smiling with head erect, and +that mellow whistle of his rose on the air with jollity in every note of +it, for it had broken upon his mind like sunshine to remember her first +exclamation on seeing him. He was a young man who was in the habit +of making sure of things, and he had never in his life been surer of +anything than he felt about this. The name, the tone, the look, meant +more than a common interest in him. She had called him 'Lane' for the +first time in his life. She had clasped her hands, and turned pale at +the sight of him. All this meant victory for his dearest hopes, and so +he leapt to his feet, and marched off whistling like the throstle. + + + + +III + +Bertha pursued her way along the tortuous bridlepath with thoughts which +resembled the way she travelled. Like the road, her fancy seemed to turn +back upon itself pretty often and yet in the main it held in the same +direction. Of course, fighting was a brutal business to a girl's way +of thinking, but then, when she came really to think of it; men +were strange creatures altogether, half terribly glorious and half +contemptible. Lane had endured all these injuries simply and merely +because he loved her! She could have no conception of the possibilities +of masculine joy in a fight for its own sake, or of the masculine sense +of honour which compelled the meeting of a challenge half-way. Of course +it was mightily unpleasant to be talked about, as the heroine of such a +business. The village tongues had been busy, and would never altogether +stop wagging for the remainder of her lifetime. + +The influence of long years of respect for Thistle-wood seemed to turn +her mental steps backward now and then. That so quiet and retired a man, +and so little given to proclaiming himself should have made the most +sacred wishes of his heart a matter of common gossip was understandable +only on one hypothesis. His love and his despair carried him out of +himself. That, of course, was a daring thing for any girl to think, but +then Bertha was bound to find reasons. + +Mainly, her mind was occupied in the reconstruction of her previous +belief about Lane Protheroe. He also, it would seem, had manly qualities +in him--could stand up to be beaten in the cause of the woman he loved. +The blows hurt her so, in the mere fancy of them, that she more than +once put up her hands to her face to guard it. By the time she had +accomplished her errand, and was on the way back to her father's +farmhouse, she was all tenderness and forgiveness and admiration for the +newly-revealed Lane, but then, as the fates would have it, just as she +began to think of her cruelty to him, and of the terribly low spirits +into which she must have thrown him, the familiar jocund whistle broke +upon her ears, and when she stood still in a dreary amaze at this, she +could hear the steps of the lover, who ought to have been altogether +love-lorn, marching along in something very like a dance in time to his +own music. What was one to think of such a man? She was back in a +moment to her old opinion of him. No rooted feeling in him--no +solidity--nothing to be sure of! + +She made haste home, and there shut herself in her own room and cried. +Her mother walked upstairs, and finding the girl thus mournfully +engaged, sat down tranquilly beside her and produced her knitting. +The click of the needles had an effect of commonplace which helped to +restore Bertha to her self-possession, and in a little time her tears +ceased, and moving to the window she stood there looking out upon the +landscape. The monotonous click of the needles ceased, and she knew that +her mother had laid down her work in her lap and was regarding her. She +turned, with a ghost of a smile. + +'You're thinkin', no doubt, as you're full o' trouble, my wench,' began +the mother, 'and it's no manner o' use in talkin' to young folks to try +an' mek out as a thing as pains don't hurt. But if you can only bring +'em t' understand as it won't hurt much by and by, you've done summat +for 'em, may be. What's the trouble, wench? Come an' tell thy mother.' + +'It's all over now, mother,' said Bertha + +'Not it,' returned Mrs. Fellowes, 'nor won't be yet a while. Beesn't one +as cries for nothing, like most gells. I was niver o' that kind myself.' + +Bertha would not, perhaps could not, make a confidante even of her +mother in this matter, but Mrs. Fellowes had a remarkable faculty for +striking human averages, and she got near the truth in her guesses. + +'There's one thing fixed and sure, my dear,' she said, 'and that is +as follows: ayther you must find a mind to wed one of 'em, or you must +pluck up a spirit and tell 'em you'll wed nayther.' + +'I have told Mr. Thistlewood that I can never marry him,' said Bertha. + +'And what about Lane?' her mother asked her. + +'I can never marry him either,' the girl answered steadily. She had her +voice under perfect control, but her averted face and the very lines of +her figure enlightened the shrewd old mother. + +'Hast told him so?' she asked. + +'I have told him,' Bertha answered, 'never to speak to me again.' + +'Hoity, toity, deary me!' cried the old woman. 'And what says he to +that?' + +'He didn't greatly seem to care,' said Bertha, with a beautifully +assumed air of indifference. + +'Maybe he didn't set such store by what you told him as to tek it in +earnest?' + +'Oh,' said the girl, languidly and indifferently, 'he knew I meant it.' + +'And didn't seem to care? My dear, you're talkin' of Lane Protheroe!' + +'He cared for a minute, perhaps,' Bertha said, her assumed indifference +and languor tinctured with bitterness by this time. 'He cared for a +minute, perhaps; just as he does about everything. I heard him whistling +an hour afterwards.' + +The disguise was excellent, and might have deceived a woman who had +known her less intimately and watched her less closely, but it was +transparent to the mother. + +'That's the trouble, is it?' said Mrs. Fellowes, gravely betaking +herself once more to her knitting. Bertha had been crying already, and +had hard work to restrain herself. 'Look here, my darlin',' the mother +said, with unwonted tenderness of tone and manner, 'if you can't read +your own mind, you must let a old experienced woman read it for you. The +lad's as the Lord made him. What we see in any o' the men to mek a fuss +about, the Lord in His mercy only knows; but, to my mind, Lane's 'the +pick o' ten thousand. He's alive, and that's more than _can_ be said +of many on 'em. He's a clever lad, he's well to look at, and he's +well-to-do.' + +'Mother,' cried the girl, almost passionately, her own pain wrung her +so, 'he has no heart. He cares for a thing one minute, and doesn't care +for it the next. He pretends--no, he doesn't pretend--but he thinks he +cares, and while he thinks it I suppose he does care. But out of sight +is out of mind with him.' + +'Makest most o' thine own troubles, like the rest on us,' said Mrs. +Fellowes philosophically. But, in a moment, philosophy made way for +motherly kindness, and, rising from her seat, she bestowed her knitting +in a roomy pocket and put her arms about her daughter's waist. 'Art fond +of the lad all the same,' she said. 'Ah, my dear, there's nothin' likely +to be sorer than the natur as picks flies in the things it's fond on. +There's a deal o' laughin' at them as thinks all their geese is swans, +but they're better off in the long run than them as teks all their swans +to be geese.' + +Bertha said nothing, but she trembled a little under the caress, and her +mother, observing this, released her, went back to her chair, and once +more drew forth her knitting. + +'I reckon,' she said, after a pause, 'as John Thistlewood's had the +spoiling of thee. Thee'st got to think so much o' them bulldog ways of +his'n, that nothin' less 'll be of use to any man as comes a-courtin'.' + +'Don't talk about it any more, mother,' said Bertha, with an air of +weary want of interest. 'I have said good-bye to both of them.' + +And there the interview ended. + + + + +IV + +It became evident that Bertha was likely to have a troublesome time +before her. First of all came John Thistlewood, dogged and resolute as +ever, propping himself against the chimney-piece, flogging his gaitered +legs with the switch he carried, and demanding Ay or No before his time. +Bertha determined to treat him with some spirit. + +'You don't need me to tell you that I respect you very highly, Mr. +Thistlewood. But you oughtn't to need me to answer your question any +more. I shall be obliged if you will be so good as not to ask it again.' + +'I shall ask it,' said the dogged John, 'till it comes to be answered +one way or another.' + +'It has been answered almost often enough to my way of thinking,' said +Bertha. + +She had never been tart with Thistlewood until that moment, but he +manifested no surprise or emotion of any kind. + +'It never has been answered, an' never will be till I see thee married, +whether to me or another. When that day come to pass you've heard the +last of my question.' + +Thus the dogged John; and he being disposed of for a while, came Lane. +To him the persecuted maid was a little less severe than she had been, +but she was inexorable. + +'If you like to come here as a friend, Mr. Protheroe, in a few months' +time, I daresay we shall all be very glad to see you.' + +'Well,' said Lane, with fine irrelevance, 'as an enemy this is a house +I shall never make a call at. But look at the matter for a minute, my +darling----' + +'You must not talk to me like that, Mr. Protheroe,' Bertha said, with +great coldness. + +'Like what, my dear?' asked the ingenious Lane. + +'Like that, Mr. Protheroe,' replied Bertha. + +'I think it so often, that I'm afraid I'm bound to say it sometimes; +but, if it offends, I hope you'll forgive me. You know you _are_ my +darling, don't you? You know there isn't a queen in the world I'd even +with you if every hair of her head was hung with Koh-i-noors. "Out of +the fulness of the heart the mouth speaketh," the Wise Man says. So, if +I do let slip "my dear" or "my darling" now and then, you'll know it's +accident, and you won't take offence at it--will you?' + +This was agile but unsatisfactory. + +'Please understand me, Mr. Protheroe,' said Bertha, with rural dignity; +'you must not come here again until you can come merely as a friend.' + +'Bertha! You can't mean it! What have I done? What has changed you?' + +'Mr Protheroe!'--the rural dignity made an insulted goddess of her to +Lane's fancy--'what right have you to say that I have changed?' + +'Why, Bertha,' he said, meekly and strickenly, 'wasn't I to come in six +months' time and get an answer?' + +'Will you oblige me by coming for your answer in six months' time,' +answered Bertha. 'Good-afternoon, Mr. Protheroe.' + +Bertha thought herself more cruel to herself than to him. She knew how +infinitely more cruel she was to Thistlewood, but that was not a thing +to be avoided. She and he alike must suffer--she in giving pain and he +in bearing it. Bertha's heart ached over Lane, and the bitterness of it +was to know that in a week or two the butterfly nature would have ceased +to care. He was hotly in love to-day, no doubt, but he would be out +of love to-morrow, may be, and in a month or two hotly in love again +elsewhere. + +On the Sunday following these interviews dogged John was at church, and +the butterfly Protheroe also. Thistlewood looked as he always +looked, rudely healthy, and a masterpiece of masterfulness and sullen +perseverance and resolve. Lane was pallid and miserable, and Bertha +remarking him was compelled to fall back on the bitter consolation of +her former thoughts. He would take it heavily for a day or two, and +would then forget all about it. He cast a glance or two in Bertha's +direction, and his eyes were full of melancholy appeal. But for her +certainty he would have moved her, for she was predisposed to be moved, +and she had hardly expected to have had so much effect upon him. +He walked dejectedly out of church at the close of the service, and +Thistlewood half by accident shouldered him. He took it meekly, and made +no sign. + +Two or three days later came a piece of news of the sort Bertha had +expected. Mr. Protheroe was heard of as having made one of a picnic +party in the neighbourhood of Heydon Hey, and of this party he was said +to have been the life and soul. He was reported to have paid marked +attentions to Miss Badger, daughter of a wealthy cheesemonger in Castle +Barfield High Street. The young lady was rumoured to be possessed of +great personal attractions, and a pretty penny, present and prospective. + +Foreseen as it was, the news stung a little when it came. Even the most +butterfly-like of lovers might have waited a little longer! + +And yet next Sunday, when Bertha went to church, quite resolved not to +waste so much as a glance upon him, he looked paler and more dejected +than he had done a week ago. She looked in spite of herself--she must +needs look at him,--and it was evident that as yet the cheesemonger's +daughter had found no way to cheer him. Thistlewood never altered. Those +strong self-contained natures have a power upon themselves as they +have on other people. He could last for years in solid and complete +devotion--he could apparently wait for ever--and could yet hide from the +eyes of the outer world the steady fires which burned within him. +That butterfly nature of poor Lane's forced Thistlewood's virtues into +prominence by contrast, and the girl had them almost constantly in her +thoughts. There was nothing--she told herself remorsefully--that this +typical piece of solidity and devotion would not do for her. Her faith +in his attachment transcended bounds, and she felt it to be a thousand +pities that she could not love him. + +It does not happen in every life-history that this sort of profound +feeling finds an opportunity of proof, but in the story of the lives of +John Thistlewood and Lane Protheroe this thing came to pass in such wise +that he who ran might read the natures of the men, and know them once +for all. + +Bulldog John had gone on doggedly courting, and butterfly Lane had taken +to seeing too much convivial company in Heydon Hey and Castle Barfield, +and there was a fear in Bertha's mind that if her influence had not been +permanent, it had at least started the young man on a track likely to +prove disastrous. These emotional people, quick to feel and quick to +forget, are hardly to be dealt with without danger. + +Lane's dissipations must have been graver than even rumour gave them +discredit for being. His midnight junketings had made a ghost of him, +and to see him at any moment when he thought himself unobserved was +to wonder how long such a mournful and broken young gentleman could +possibly rouse himself to fill the part of King even in a rustic +Bohemia. + +Autumn was on the land. The corn-shocks were standing in the stubbled +fields, and the night air was full of gossamer, which twined itself +about the faces of all wayfarers. Rural work had gone on merrily all +day, and when the sun set silence fell, and darkness like a warm shroud. +Lights flickered a while in the village and the farmhouse, and then went +out one by one. The moon stole over the Beacon Hill, and looked mildly +across the valley. + +There was not a breath of air stirring, and not a sound upon the night +except for the placid and continual gurgle of the stream which had no +voice at all by day. Yes. One other sound there was, a sound as of some +one moving uneasily in a creaking chair. Creak, creak, creak It grew +momently. Crackle, crackle, crackle. Still it grew. A tongue like the +tongue of a snake--so light and fine and swift was it--flashed out of +a crevice, and flew back again, flashed out again, and again withdrew. +Then the snake's body flashed out after it, and melted on the moonlit +air. Another, and another, and another. Then a low roaring noise, and +all the windows of the basement shone out ruby-coloured, and the moon +looked bleared by contrast. + +A distant voice from the village called out 'Fire!' There was a crash +of opening windows, a tumult of clapping doors, a storm of barking dogs, +excited voices, hurrying feet. + +Old and young, male and female, robed anyhow, ran hard towards the +farmhouse, and poured in a thunderous stream across the echoing wooden +bridge which spanned the river. The farmhouse was a tower of flame, +fantastic turrets springing here and there. The dry timbers, centuries +old, made the best of food for fire, and the place flamed like a +tar-barrel. The screams of doomed horses came with hideous uproar from +the stables in the rear. + +The farmer and his wife, the men servants and the maid servants, were +in the garden, all pale with fear and helpless; but the mother tore the +night with calling on her daughter's name. + +Bulldog John and his rival came last of all, though they ran like +hounds, and they crossed the bridge and dashed through the crowd +together. + +'Oh, John,' cried the agonised mother, clutching at him as though he +were an ark of safety. 'You'll save her--won't you? God help her! You'll +save her--won't you, John?' + +One figure, black as night against the fierce glow of the flame, dashed +across the space between the crowd and the farmhouse. It was hardly +seen, and scarce believed in by those who thought they saw. + +'John,' cried the wretched mother, 'you'll save her! You as loved her +so! You'll save her!' + +There is no manhood in the world that needs to be ashamed to hang back +from an enterprise so hopeless and so terrible. The woman shrieked and +prayed--the man stood motionless with white face and staring eyes. + +Then came one wild cry from half a dozen throats at once, and next +upleapt a roar that struck the noise of the fire out of being for an +instant. For the figure, black against the fiery glow, was back again, +by some such stupendous chance, or heaven-wrought miracle, as only +desperate valour ever wins. A figure huddled in a blanket lay in his +arms, and as he came racing towards the crowd they fell together. +They were lifted and borne out of the circle of fierce heat and flying +sparks. + +The house was left to burn, and every thought was centred on the rescuer +and the rescued. The fresh air roused Bertha from her swoon, and at the +first opening of her eyes and the first words she spoke the mother went +as mad with joy as she had been with terror. + +'Alive!--alive! Safe!--safe! And oh, my God! my Christian friends, it +was the Butterfly as did it!' + +But it was a full month later when Lane Protheroe asked his first +question, + +'Where's Bertha?' + +'Hush! my dear, dear darlin',' said Mrs. Fellowes, her eyes brimful of +tears. 'Lie quiet, there's a dear.' + +'Where's Bertha?' + +'Safe and well, love; safe and well.' + +'I'm thirsty,' said the Butterfly. + +He was supplied with a cooling drink, and fell to sleep smiling, with +unchanged posture. In half a dozen hours he woke again. + +'Where's Bertha?' + +'Here, dearest.' + +And we leave them hand in hand, yearning on each other through their +blissful tears. + + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Bulldog And Butterfly, by David Christie Murray + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BULLDOG AND BUTTERFLY *** + +***** This file should be named 22273.txt or 22273.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/2/2/2/7/22273/ + +Produced by David Widger + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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