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diff --git a/22008.txt b/22008.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b79ae35 --- /dev/null +++ b/22008.txt @@ -0,0 +1,8593 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of St. Cuthbert's, by Robert E. Knowles + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: St. Cuthbert's + +Author: Robert E. Knowles + +Release Date: July 6, 2007 [EBook #22008] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ST. CUTHBERT'S *** + + + + +Produced by Suzanne Lybarger and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + _ST. CUTHBERT'S_ + + _A NOVEL_ + + _ROBERT E. KNOWLES_ + + [Illustration] + + _New York Chicago Toronto_ + _FLEMING H. REVELL COMPANY_ + _London and Edinburgh_ + + + + + Copyright, 1905, by + FLEMING H. REVELL COMPANY + + First Edition, September, 1905. + Second Edition, October, 1905. + Third Edition, October 15, 1905. + Fourth Edition, November 1905. + Fifth Edition, December 1905. + Sixth Edition, April, 1906. + + New York: 158 Fifth Avenue + Chicago: 80 Wabash Avenue + Toronto: 27 Richmond Street, W. + London: 21 Paternoster Square + Edinburgh: 100 Princes Street + + + + +_To The Canadian Pilgrim Fathers_ + + + + + +_CONTENTS_ + + + I THE TURN OF THE TIDE 9 + + II A MAN WITH A SECRET 20 + + III OUR MUTUAL TRIAL 26 + + IV OUR MUTUAL VERDICT 34 + + V MY KIRK SESSION 42 + + VI THE FIRST PARISH ROUND 50 + + VII "THE CHILD OF THE REGIMENT" 58 + + VIII "A NEW FOOT ON THE FLOOR" 64 + + IX "ANGELS UNAWARES" 73 + + X MY PIOUS PROFLIGATE 78 + + XI PLUCKING A FIERY BRAND 88 + + XII "BY THAT SAME TOKEN" 98 + + XIII WITH THE WORKMEN 106 + + XIV WITH THE EMPLOYERS 119 + + XV A BOLD PROPOSAL 128 + + XVI GEORDIE'S OOT-TURN 141 + + XVII "NOO, THE IN-TURN" 154 + + XVIII HOW ELSIE WON THE GATE 159 + + XIX A MAIDEN'S LOVE 175 + + XX A FATHER'S CRUCIFIXION 187 + + XXI THE OLD PRECENTOR'S NEW SONG 199 + + XXII "THE MILLS OF THE GODS" 215 + + XXIII A MAIDEN PRIESTESS 229 + + XXIV THE SWEET SUNNY SOUTH 241 + + XXV ST. CUTHBERT'S SECOND CALL 258 + + XXVI LOVE'S SINGING SACRIFICE 276 + + XXVII THE HIDDEN CRUCIFIX 290 + +XXVIII THE HEATHERY HILLS 300 + + XXIX "AND ALL BUT HE DEPARTED" 311 + + XXX LOVE'S VICTORY OVER SIN 323 + + XXXI LOVE'S TRIUMPH OVER ALL 330 + + + + +_ST. CUTHBERT'S_ + + + + +I + +_The TURN of The TIDE_ + + +"If you don't get the call you needn't come back here," said my wife to +me as I stood upon the door-sill, bag in hand, and my hard-bought ticket +in my pocket. + +"Well, dear one, I would be sure of it if they could only see the +perquisite that goes along with me." + +"You must be more serious, Tom, if you expect great calls; but come +inside a minute till I say good-bye. When you brought me first to Canada +we had half a dozen good-byes to every one farewell. Good-bye again, and +if they don't call you they will deserve what they lose." + +Thus spoke my wife, and thus was I despatched on the mission that was +big with moment. + +It was a wondrous hour that brought to us the invitation which I was now +proceeding to accept. Not that we were unhappy because our salary was +small; we had not lived by bread alone, and our souls were well +content. But my wife had delirious visions, which she affirmed were sane +and reasonable, of her husband's coming yet into his own, and indulged +every now and then in savage and delicious little declarations of the +great misfit, which misfit was in my being the minister of a little +church which afforded a little salary and provoked a little fame. + +Her other days had been spent in luxury and amid the refinement and the +pleasures which money only can provide. And when, our wedding day +drawing near apace, I sent her my budget letter, bitterly revealing +impecunious facts at which I had before but darkly hinted, and warning +her of all the sacrifice which lay beyond, she replied with vehement +repudiation of any fears, and in that hour made me rich. + +"Cheese and kisses," wrote she, "are considered good fare in my South +land for all who have other resources in their hearts." And I mentally +averred that half of that would be enough for me. + +And so we went ahead--oh, progressive step! And we were never poor +again. + +But there came a more heroic hour. It was hard, so hard to do, but the +pressure rendered concealment quite impossible, for the note I had +endorsed was handed in for suit. So I told her one twilight hour that +our already limited income must be shared with an unromantic creditor. +There was a little tightening of the lips, then of the arms, then of +those mutual heart cords entangled in their eternal root. + +We were boarding then, three rooms in a family hotel, and when I +returned next day at evening I found everything--books, furniture, +piano--all moved to a room upon the topmost story. I was directed +thither by the smiling landlord, more enlightened than I, and I entered +with furtive misgivings in my soul and with visions of that spacious +Southern home before my rueful eyes. + +But she was there, radiant and triumphant, still flushed with exercise +of hand and heart, viewing proudly her proof of a new axiom that two or +more bodies may occupy the same space at the selfsame time. + +"I am so glad you didn't come before," she said. "I wanted to be all +settled before you saw it. This is just as good as we had before, and +only half the price. Isn't it cozy? And everything just fits. And we are +away from all the noise. And look at that lovely view. And now we can +pay off that horrid note. Aren't you glad?" + +"But, Emmeline, my heart breaks to see you caged like this. It is noble +of you, just like you, but I cannot forgive myself that I have brought +you to this," said I, my voice trembling with pain and joy. + +"Why, dear one, how can you speak like that? We have everything here, +and each other too, and we shall be caged together." + +I kissed that girlish face again and blessed the gift of heaven, +murmuring only, in tones that could not be heard, "He setteth the +solitary in families," and as we went down together I wondered if that +sudden elevation had not brought us nearer heaven than we had been +below. + +It was largely owing to this lion-hearted courage that I now found +myself swiftly borne towards the vacant pulpit which yawned in stately +expectation of its weekly candidate. + +The invitation "to conduct divine services in St. Cuthbert's, whose +pulpit is now vacant," had come unsought from the kirk session of that +distant temple. + +St. Cuthbert's was the stately cathedral of all adjoining +Presbyterianism. It was the pride and crown of a town which stood in +prosperous contentment upon the verge of cityhood. Its history was great +and honourable; its traditions warlike and evangelical; its people +intelligent and intense. Its vast area was famed for its throng of acute +and reflective hearers, almost every man of whom was a sermon taster, +while its officers were the acknowledged possessors of letters patent to +the true ecclesiastical nobility. In my student days, medals and +scholarships were never quoted among the trophies of our divinity men if +it could be justly said of any one that he had preached twice before the +hard heads of St. Cuthbert's. This triumph was recited with the same +reverent air as when men used to say, "He preached before the Queen." + +Some hundreds of miles must be traversed before I reached the place, but +only some four-and-twenty hours before I reached the time, of my trial +sermons. Therefore did I convert my car into a study and my unsteady +knee into a desk, giving myself to the rehearsal of those discourses by +which I was to stand or fall. Every weak hand thereof I laboured to +strengthen, and every feeble knee I endeavoured to confirm. And what +motley hours were those I spent on that fast-flying train! All my +reflections tended to devotion, but yet my errand was throbbing with +ambition. + +Whereupon I fell into a strange and not unprofitable reverie, painfully +striving to separate my thoughts, the sheep from the goats, and to +reconcile them the one to the other. I knew well enough the human frame +to be persuaded that ambition could not altogether be cast out from the +spirit of a man, which led me to reflect upon its possible place and +purpose if controlled by a master hand beyond the hand of time. I +strove to discover my inmost motive, far behind all other aims, and +consoled myself with the hope that God might make it the dominant and +sovereign one, to which all others might be unconscious ministers, even +as all other lesser ones obey the driving wheel. + +I somehow felt that the vision of that radiant face at home, for whom +ambition sprung like a fountain, was in no wise inconsistent with the +holiest work which awaited me on the morrow. + +At thought of her, my ambition, earth-born though it was, seemed to be +robed in white and to be unashamedly ministering unto God. And I was +fain to believe at last that this very hope of a larger place was from +Himself, and that He was the shepherd of the sheep and of the goats +alike. Whereupon I fell upon my sermons afresh with a clearer +conscience, which means a stronger mind, and swiftly prayed, even while +I worked, that the Lord of the harvest would winnow my tumultuous +thoughts, garnering the wheat unto Himself and burning the tares with +unquenchable fire. + +Onward rushed the hours, and onward rolled the train in its desperate +struggle with them, till the setting sun, victorious over both, reminded +me that I would be in New Jedboro before the dusk deepened into dark. +Then restored I my sermon notes, reburnished and repaired, to the +trusty keeping of my well-worn valise, settling myself for one of those +delicious baths of thought to be truly enjoyed only on the farther side +of toil. + +I had but well begun to compose my mind and to forecast the probable +experiences of the morrow, when a rich Scotch voice broke in upon me +with the unmistakable inquiry, "And where micht ye be gaein?" + +I responded with the name of New Jedboro, assuming the air of a man who +was bent only upon a welcome visit to long-separated friends. But I had +reckoned without my host. My interrogator was a Scot, with the Scot's +incurable curiosity, always to be estimated by the indifference of his +air. If his face be eloquent of profound unconcern, then may you know +that a fever of inquisitiveness is burning at his heart. + +My questioner seemed to scarcely listen for my answer, yet a tutored eye +could tell that he was camping on my trail. + +His next interrogation was launched with courteous composure: "Ye'll no' +be the man wha's expeckit in St. Cuthbert's ower the Sabbath?" + +I now saw that this was no diluted Scotsman. Bred on Canadian soil, he +was yet original and pure. He had struck the native Scottish note, the +ecclesiastical. Like all his countrymen, he had a native taste for a +minister. His instincts were towards the Kirk, and for all things akin +to Psalm or Presbytery he intuitively took the scent. I have maintained +to this day that he sniffed my sermons from afar, undeceived by the +worldly flavour of my rusty bag. + +I collected myself heroically, and replied that I was looking forward to +the discharge of the high duty to which he had referred. Upon this +admission he moved nearer, as a great lawyer stalks his quarry in the +witness box. He eyed me solemnly for a moment, with the look of one +taking aim, and then said slowly-- + +"I'm no' an elder in that kirk." + +"Are you not?" said I, with as generous an intonation of surprise as +conscience would permit. + +"I'm no' an elder," he repeated. "But I gang till it," he added. + +Then followed a pause, which I dared to break with the remark, "I am +told it is a spacious edifice." + +He merely glanced at me, as if to say that all irrelevant conversation +was out of place, and then continued-- + +"And I'm no' the precentor; I'm no' the man, ye ken, that lifts the +tune." + +I nodded sympathetically, trying to convey my sense of the mistake the +congregation had made in its choice of both elders and precentor. + +"Ye wud say, to luik at me, that I'm no' an office-seeker, an' ye're +richt. But I haud an office for a' that." + +This time I smiled as if light had come to me, and as one who has been +reassured in his belief in an overruling Providence. + +"What office do you hold?" said I. + +"Ye wudna guess in a twalmonth. I'm no' the treasurer, as ye're +thinkin'--I'm the beadle." + +I uttered a brief eulogy upon the honour and responsibility of that +position, pointing out that the beadle had a dignity all his own, as +well as the elders and other officers of the kirk. + +He endorsed my views with swift complacent nods. + +"That's what I aye think o' when I see the elders on the Sabbath +mornin'," said he; "forbye, there's severals o' _them_, but wha ever +heard tell o' mair than ae beadle? And what's mair, I had raither be a +door-keeper in the Lord's hoose than dwall in tents o' sin. Them's +Dauvit's words, and they aye come to me when I compare mysel' wi' the +elders." + +I hurriedly commended his reference to the Scriptures, at the same time +avoiding any share in his rather significant classification, remarking +on the other hand that elders had their place, and that authority was +indispensable in all churches, and the very essence of the Presbyterian +system. + +He interrupted me, fearing he had been misunderstood. + +"Mind ye," he declared fervently, "I'm no' settin' mysel' up even wi' +the minister. I regard him as mair important than me--far mair +important," he affirmed, with reckless humility, "but the elders, they +are juist common fowk like mysel'. An' at times they are mair than +common. Me an' the minister bear a deal frae the elders. He aye bids me +to bear wi' them, an' I aye bid him no' to mind. I tell him whiles that +we'd meet an' we'd greet whaur the elders cease frae troublin'--them's +the poet's words." + +We were now some two miles or so from the town and the church wherein he +exercised his gifts and magnified his office; and my rugged friend, +dismissing the elders for the time, reverted to the inquiry he had seen +fit previously to ignore. + +"Ye were askin' me aboot the kirk." + +"Yes," said I in a chastened voice, "I asked you if it was not very +large." + +"Thae was no' yir exact words, but I ken yir meanin'. It's a gran' kirk, +St. Cuthbert's, an' ye'll need to speak oot--no' to yell, ye ken, for +I'm nigh deefened wi' the roarin' o' the candidates sin' oor kirk was +preached vacant by the Presbytery. Dinna be ower lang; and be sure to +read a' the psalm afore ye sit doon, and hae the sough o' Sinai in yir +discoorse, specially at the mornin' diet; an' aye back up the Scriptures +wi' the catechism, an' hae a word or twa aboot the Covenanters, them as +sealed their testimony wi' their bluid, ye ken. Ye'll tak' ma advice as +kindly; it's mair than likely we'll never meet again gin the morrow's +gone." + +I thanked him for his counsel and reached for my bag, at the signal of +escaping steam. + +The car door had just closed behind me when I felt a hand upon my arm +and heard a now familiar voice-- + +"An' dinna pray ower muckle for yir ain devoted folk at hame; an' dinna +ask the King an' Head o' the Kirk to fetch till us a wise under-shepherd +o' the flock." + +With a word of additional acknowledgment I stepped on to the station +platform, but my parley with a burly cabman was interrupted by the same +voice whispering in my ear-- + +"Ye micht mind the elders in yir prayer; gin they were led mair into the +licht it wad dae nae harm to onybody." + + + + +II + +_A MAN With a SECRET_ + + +There was no one about the station to welcome me and none to direct, but +there were many to stare and wonder. + +The moderator of the vacant kirk had provided me with the address of the +house to which he said I should repair. I was in no wise mortified by +this apparent lack of hospitality, for the aforesaid moderator had +reminded me in his postscript that the folk of St. Cuthbert's were +notoriously Scotch, untrained to any degree of devotion at the +beginning, but famous for the fervour of their loyalty at the close of +their ministers' careers. + +Whether or not I should have any career at all amongst them was the +subject of my thoughts as I wended my way to "Inglewood," for such was +the melodious title of the house which was to be my home during my +sojourn in New Jedboro. + +Beautiful for situation it proved to be, nestling among its sentinels of +oak, upon the highest hill of seven which garrisoned the town. The signs +of wealth and good taste were everywhere about, and my probationer's +heart was beating fast when I pulled the polished silver knob whose +patrician splendour had survived the invasion of all electrical +upstarts. + +I heard the answering bell far within, breaking again and again into its +startled cry, and my soul answered it with peals of such humiliation as +is known only to the man whose heart affords a home to that ill-matched +pair, the discomfiture of the candidate and the pride of the +Presbyterian. + +The door was opened by the master of the house, Michael Blake, a man of +forty-five or so, the wealthy senior of New Jedboro's greatest +manufacturing firm. + +I suppose he looked first at me, but my first sensation was of his keen +eye swiftly falling on the shabby travelling-bag in my left hand, my +right kept disengaged for any friendly overture which might await me. + +Oh, the shame and the anguish of those swift glances towards one's +travelling-bag! Can no kind genius devise a scheme for their temporary +concealment such as the modern book agent has brought to its perfection, +full armed beneath the treacherous shelter of his cloak? + +I broke the silence: "Have I the pleasure of addressing Mr. Blake?" + +"Yes, that is my name," responded a rich, soulful voice, resonant with +the finest Scottish flavour, "and what can I do for you, sir?" + +Presuming that it would be hardly delicate for me to state the +particular duty I was expecting him to discharge, I betook myself to the +association of ideas, and replied-- + +"I am to preach in St. Cuthbert's to-morrow," hoping that this might +suggest to him the information he had sought. + +Swift and beautiful was the transformation. The soul of hospitality +leaped from his face, stern and secretive though it was. His eye, which +had seemed to hold my blushing bag at bay, turned now upon me with all +the music of a great welcome in its glance. He looked at me with that +frank abruptness which true cordiality creates, and when he took my hand +in his my heart leaped to the warm shelter of its grasp. + +"I have been looking for you; you are welcome here," he said, in the +quietest of tones. He drew me gently within the massive door, and in +that moment I knew that I was in the custody of love. + +A grandfather's clock, proud and stately in its sense of venerable +faithfulness, was gravely ticking off the moments with hospitality in +its tone. A pleasant-faced lassie showed me to my room, reminding me +that the evening meal awaited my descent. + +My host justified my every impression. While we disposed of the plain +but appetizing fare, whose crown was the speckled trout which his skill +had lured from home, he submitted me to the kindliest of +cross-examinations concerning my past, my scholarship, my evangelical +positions, my household, and much else that nestled among them all. +Throughout, I felt the charm and the power of his gentleness, and under +its secret influence I yielded up what many another would have sought in +vain. Some natures there are which search you as the sun lays bare the +flowers, making for itself a pathway to their inmost heart, every petal +opening before its siege of love. + +But reciprocity there was none. His lips seemed to stand like inexorable +sentinels before his heart, in league with its great secret, the +guardians of a past which no man had heard revealed. One or two +tentative attempts to discover his antecedents were foiled by his +charming taciturnity. + +"I came from the old country many years ago," was the only information +he vouchsafed me. + +The evening was spent in conversation which never flamed but never +flagged. My increasing opportunity for observation served but to confirm +my conviction that I was confronted with a man who had one great and +separate secret hidden within the impenetrable recesses of a contrite +heart. He said little about St. Cuthbert's or the morrow, his most +significant observation being to the effect that the serious-minded of +the kirk were looking forward to my appearance with hopeful interest. + +After he had bidden me good-night, he again sought me in my chamber, +interrupting the devotions which I was striving to conduct in oblivion +of to-morrow and in the sombre light of the Judgment Day. + +"Will you do me a kindness in the kirk to-morrow?" he said, with almost +pathetic eagerness. + +I responded fervently that nothing could be a greater kindness to myself +than the sense of one bestowed on him. + +"Very well, then, will you give us the Fifty-first Psalm to sing at the +morning service--it always seems to me that it is the soul's staple +food; and let us begin with the fifth verse-- + + "'Behold, Thou in the inward parts + With truth delighted art.' + +It falls like water on the thirsty heart. And perhaps, if your previous +selection will permit, you would give us in the evening the paraphrase-- + + "'Come let us to the Lord our God + With contrite hearts return.' + +My mother first taught me that," he added, with the first quiver of the +lip I yet had seen, "and I have learned it anew from God." + +He then swiftly departed, little knowing that he had given me that night +a pillow for both head and heart. I fell asleep, his great quotations +and his earnest words flowing about my soul even as the ocean laves the +shore. + + + + +III + +_OUR MUTUAL TRIAL_ + + +The Sabbath morning broke serene and fair. Thus also awoke my spirit, +still invigorated by its contact with one I felt to be an honest and +God-fearing man, whose ardour I knew was chastened by a long-waged +conflict of the soul. + +Our morning worship was led by Mr. Blake himself, who besought the +Divine blessing upon the labours of him who was "for this day 'our +servant for Jesus' sake.'" + +We walked to the church together, mingling with the silent and reverent +multitude pressing towards a common shrine. + +As he left me at the vestry door, he said earnestly-- + +"Forget that you are a candidate of St. Cuthbert's, and remember that +you are a minister of God." + +The beadle recognized me with a confidential nod, inspected the pulpit +robe which I had donned, and taking up the "Books," he led the way to +the pulpit steps with an air which might have provoked the envy of the +most solemn mace-bearer who ever served his king. + +He opened the door, and then there appeared to my wondering view a sea +of expectant faces, vast beyond my utmost dream. They were steeped in +silence, a silence so intense that it left the impress on my mind of an +ocean, majestic in its heaving grandeur; for the stiller you find the +sea of human faces the more reasonably may you dread the trough of human +waves. + +The wonder of the reverent and the sneer of the scornful have alike been +prompted by the preaching of a candidate. Something strange and +incongruous seems to pertain to the performance of a man whose +acknowledged purpose is the dual one of winning alike the souls and the +smiles of men. He seeks, as all preachers are supposed to do, the uplift +of his hearers' souls, while his very appearance is a pledge of his +desire to so commend himself as to be their favourite and their choice. +Much hath been written, and more hath been said, of the humiliation to +which he must submit who occupies a vacant pulpit as the applicant for a +vacant kirk. + +But, whatever ground there be for these reflections, I felt the force of +none of them that radiant Sabbath morning in St. Cuthbert's. My +Calvinism, which is regarded by those who know it not as dragonlike and +altogether drastic, proved now my comfort and my stay, and within its +vast pavilion I seemed to hide as in the covert of the Eternal. For +there surged through heart and brain the stately thought that such +experimental dealings between a minister and a people might be +sublimated before reverent eyes, hallowed as a holy venture, and +destined to play its part in the economy of God. + +His claim seemed loftier far than any obligation between my heart and +man, and so uplifted was I by the sense of a commission which even +candidature could neither invalidate nor deform, that all sense of +servility, all cringing thought of livelihood, all fear of faltering and +all faltering of fear, seemed to flee away even as the blasphemy of +darkness retreats before the sanctities of the morn. In very truth I +forgot that I was a candidate of St. Cuthbert's and seemed but to +remember that I was a minister of God. + +Whether my sermon was good or ill I could not then have told; but I +could well have told that a victorious secret is to him who strives +after earnestness of heart, unvexed by the clamour of his own rebellious +and ambitious soul. + +The congregation was vast and reverent as befitted the purpose of the +hour; the most careless eye could mark the strong and reflective cast of +those Scottish faces, whose native adamant was but little softened by +their sojourn beneath Canadian skies. Reverence seemed to clothe these +worshippers like a garment. They were as men who believed in God, +whereby are men most fearsome and yet most glorious to look upon. It was +the fearsomeness of such a face, garrisoned in God, which had beat back +the haughty gaze of Mary when she met the eye of Knox, burning with a +fire which no torch of time had kindled. + +And when they sang their opening hymn, they seemed to stride upwards as +mountaineers, for they lifted up their eyes as men who would cast them +down again only before God Himself. From word to word they climbed, and +from line to line, as though each word or line were some abutting crag +of the very hill of God. Besides, the psalm they sung was this-- + + "I to the hills will lift mine eyes + From whence doth come mine aid." + +Their intensity steadied my very soul. They seemed to look at me as if +to say, "We are in earnest if you are; our kirk is vacant but our hearts +are full," and the pulpit in which I stood, and in which many a hapless +man had stood before, was hallowed by its solemn garrison of waiting +souls, and redeemed of all taint of treason towards its sacred trust. + +When I called them unto prayer, they answered as the forest answers +when the wind brings it word from heaven, save some venerable few who +rose erect (as was their fathers' way), standing like sentinel oaks amid +lesser trees, they also bending with an obeisance prompted from within. +It seemed not hard to lead these earnest hearts in prayer--they seemed +the rather to lead my soul as by a more familiar path; or, to state the +truth more utterly, their devoutness seemed to bear me on, as the deep +ocean bears itself and its every burden towards the shore. + +This intensity of worship pervaded its every act. They joined in the +reading of the Word as those who must both hear and see it for +themselves, their books opening and closing in unison with the larger +one which decked their pulpit like a crown. + +Even when the collection was taken up they maintained their loftiness of +poise. It had been often told me that Scotch folk contribute to an +offering with the same heroism wherewith their ancestors opened their +unshrinking veins, doling forth their money, like their blood, with a +martyr's air. But although I remarked that some Scottish eyes followed +their departing coins with glances of parental tenderness, there was yet +a solemn stateliness about the operation which greatly won me, even +those who dedicated the homeliest copper doing it unabashedly, as if to +the Lord, and not unto men. + +We closed with the penitential psalm which Mr. Blake had asked, and its +great words seemed charged with the strong reality of men who believed +in sin with the same old-fashioned earnestness as marked their faith in +God, the two answering the one to the other as deep calleth unto deep, +eternally harmonious as they are. + +The congregation swayed slowly down the aisle, Scottishly cold and +still, like the processional of the ice in the spring-time. They +reminded me of noble bergs drifting through the Straits of Belle Isle. +It was a Presbyterian flood, and every man a floe. But I suspected +mightily that they were nevertheless the product of the spring, and +somehow felt that they dwelt near the confines of the summer. The fire +which warmed their hearts had touched my own, and in that very moment +wherein they turned their backs upon me, I pursued them with +surrendering tenderness, and coveted for my own the rugged faithfulness +which hath now enriched these many golden years. + +One or two turned to glance at me, but when their gaze met mine they +despatched their eyes on some impartial quest, as if caressing their +noble church or looking for some lingering friend. + +The precentor, whose place was in a kind of songster's pulpit just below +me, was wreathed in the complacent air of a man who has discharged a +lofty duty and has done it well. He had borne himself throughout as the +real master of the entire service, and as one who had ruled from an +untitled throne. He cast me one or two swift glances, such as would +become an engineer who had brought his train or a pilot who had brought +his ship to the desired haven. I returned his overture with a look of +humble gratitude, and he thereupon relaxed as one well content with what +was his hard-earned due, but nothing more. I have well learned since +then that by so much as one values one's peace, by that much must one +reverence the precentor. + +When I regained the vestry I found it peopled with six or seven elders +(a great and sweltering population), but no word of favour or approval +escaped a single Scottish lip. Their hour had not yet come; but I knew +it not, and was proportionately cast down by what seemed to me a silent +rhetoric of scorn. But it was the will of heaven to somewhat set aside +what I unknowingly estimated to be the verdict of indifference. The +beadle, as one with whom I had had a past, beckoned me without, +whispering that a "wumman body," a stranger, desired to speak with me in +an adjoining room. + +Her story was short and sad; her request, the sobbing entreaty of a +broken heart that I would pray for her darling and her prodigal, her +first-born, wandering in that farthest of all countries which lies +beyond the confines of a mother's ken. I answered her with a glance +which owned the kinship of her tears, and pledged it with a hand which, +thank God, has ever found its warmest welcome in the hand of woe. Then I +went back to the vestry unafraid. "For what," thought I, "can these +elders do either for me or against me, if I am really a priest unto God +for one mother's son? This woman has evidently forgotten that I am a +candidate of St. Cuthbert's, and has remembered only that I am a +minister of God." + + + + +IV + +_OUR MUTUAL VERDICT_ + + +The evening service was like unto that of the morning, the only +difference being that I saw this sturdy folk, mountain-like, in the +light of the setting, instead of the rising sun. But still no word or +hint revealed to me the favour or disfavour with which my efforts had +been received by the people of St. Cuthbert's, save only that one man +ventured to remark that I had brought him in mind of Thomas Chalmers. + +I hurriedly exclaimed, "Is that so?" in a tone which all too plainly +implored him to go on. + +"Yes," said he. "When ye blawed yir nose, if ma een had been shut, I cud +hae swore it was Chammers," whereupon the last state of me was worse +than the first. + +But I was a little comforted in overhearing one Scot say to another as +they passed me on their homeward way, "He's no' to be expeckit to preach +like yon man frae Hawick," to which the other replied, and I caught his +closing words, "But there was a bit at the end that wasna bad." + +This was but a thin gruel to satisfy one's wondering soul, but it was +shortly thickened by the beadle. He was waiting for us at Mr. Blake's, +wishing instruction about some task that fell within his duties, but he +managed to have a word with me-- + +"I canna tell what waits ye, but, gin ye'd like to see through the +manse, I'll tak' ye through the morn." + +I thanked him, declining, but secretly blessed him and inwardly +rejoiced. + +At worship that night my gentle host read the story of the prodigal, and +when we knelt to pray he repeated twice, "I will arise and go unto my +Father," and in the pause I felt that the wave of some besetting memory +was beating on the shore; more and more was it borne in upon me that +this man had a past, shared only by himself and God and some one else +unknown. + +The morning witnessed my departure from New Jedboro, and from the window +of the train I watched its fast-retreating hills, so often trodden by me +since with the swinging stride of joy, or clambered with the heavy step +of care. + +There is neither time nor space to set down in detail all that followed. +Let it suffice to say that while they were musing the fire burned, and +the good folk of St. Cuthbert's slowly and solemnly resolved to call me +to their ancient church. + +They were scandalized by a report, which spread with pestilential ease, +that I had known my wife but three short weeks when I asked her to walk +the long walk with me. This and other rumours provoked them to despatch +a sage and ponderous officer to the distant scene of my labours, that he +might investigate them on the spot. He came, he saw, he was conquered. +My wife lassoed him at a throw. He went home in fetters, his eloquence +alone unloosed. Long before the night on which they should meet to call, +he had brandished his opinion as to the wisdom of my delirious haste. + +"But did he mak' his choice so redeek'lus sudden?" he was asked. + +"I dinna ken," he answered tropically, "and I dinna care. If he bided +three weeks, he bided ower lang. I kent that fine when ance I saw her. +Noo, I pit it till ye, gin ye were crossin' a desert place, an' ye saw +the Rose o' Sharon afore ye, wad ye no' pluck it gin ye micht, and pluck +it quick? I pit it till ye." And they answered him not a word, for there +is no debater like the heart. + +I was told in after days that my historic friend the beadle canvassed +for me night and day, laying mighty stress upon the fact that he knew me +well, since he had travelled with me, assuring every ear that I was +"uncommon ceevil," and proudly laying bare the independent scorn with +which I had met his proposition to inspect the manse. + +"But we micht get him yet," he concluded, "gin we gang richt aboot it." + +These testimonials, together with his plaintive appeal to be relieved of +the responsibility which the absence of a fixed minister threw upon +himself, went far to confirm the wavering. + +Nor shall I linger to trace the workings of that ponderous machinery +whereby I was at last installed as the minister of St. Cuthbert's +Church. Even the great assemblage which gathered to welcome us, with its +infinite introductions, its features social, devotional, and +deputational, its addresses civic and ecclesiastical, must be dismissed +with a word. + +It reminded me of nothing so much as of the launching of a ship, and +beneath all its tumult of artillery there thrummed the deep undertone of +joy. For St. Cuthbert's, contrary to its historic way, had parted with +its last minister, a man of great ability, amid the smoke of battle, and +he had gone forth as Napoleon went, with a martial record which the +corroding years even yet have scarcely tarnished. Fierce had been the +fight, the factions grimly equal, and beclouded with a sublime confusion +as to which side had been led by heaven and which by Belial. On this +point, even now, they do not exactly see eye to eye. + +And this deep joy, whose untiring hum (joy's native voice) had entwined +itself with every exercise of our exultant gathering was born of the +assurance of returning harmony and the welcome calm which follows the +departing storm. The gentle vines of peace were beginning to clothe +their scarred and disfigured Zion. + +St. Cuthbert's hailed that night as the hour of its convalescence. In +consequence, every speech, even those from dry and desiccated lips, was +coloured with the melody of hope. Even hoary jokes and ancestral +stories, kept for tea-meetings as hard tack is kept for the army and +navy, were disinfected by the kindly flavour which brooded like an April +cloud. + +And now it is my purpose to set down as best I may some of the features +of my life, and a few of my most vivid observations among these +remarkable folk. + +The greater number of them had been born in bonnie Scotland, and all of +them, even those who had never seen their ancestral home, spoke and +lived and thought as though they had just come from the heathery hills. +They were sprung from the loins of heroes, the stalwart pioneers from +Roxburghshire and Ayrshire and Dumfries, and many another noble spot +whose noblest sons had gone forth to earth's remotest bound, flaming +with love of liberty and God. Seventy years before they had settled +about New Jedboro, thinking of the well-loved Scottish town whose name +it bore. + +Soon the echoing forest bowed before their gleaming axes, and they made +the wilderness to blossom like the rose. Comfort, and even wealth, came +to them at the imperious beck of industry. Stern and earnest, reckoning +frivolity a sin, finding their pleasure in a growing capacity for +self-denial and a growing scorn of needless luxury, they cherished in +their blood the iron which had been bequeathed by noble sires. + +Hand in hand with God like sons of Knox, they built the school and the +church with the first-fruits of their toil, disporting themselves again +in their unforgotten psalms, worshipping after the dear-bought manner of +their fathers, not a few of whom had paid the price of blood, nor deemed +it sacrifice. + +Like draws to like, they say. With St. Cuthbert's this had certainly +been the case; for every minister who had served them heretofore had +been both born and educated in their motherland. + +Three had they had. The first was the Reverend John Grant, Doctor of +Divinity, from Greenock; the second, the Reverend James Kay, from +Aberdeen; the third, my immediate predecessor, the Reverend Henry +Alexander from Glasgow. + +Like a mountain peak towered the memory of their first minister, a man +of gigantic power, scholarly and profound, grimly genial, carrying with +him everywhere the air of the Eternal. He was as eloquent almost as +human lips can be, magnetic to the point of tyranny, and grandly +independent of everything and every one but God. His fame covered Canada +like a flood. American colleges sought the honour of their laurel on his +brow, and from one of the best he accepted his Doctor's hood. City +congregations coveted him with pious envy, but he hearkened to few and +coquetted with none. He had assumed the cure of St. Cuthbert's when it +was almost entirely (as it was still considerably) a country +congregation, revelling in solitude and souls, both of which were nearer +here to Nature's heart than amid the sweltering throng. Here he +cherished his mighty heart and gave eternal bent to hearts only less +mighty than his own. + + "Remote from towns he ran his godly race, + Nor e'er had changed nor wished to change his place." + +Throughout my ministry in St. Cuthbert's the mention of his name was the +signal for a cloud of witnesses. Forty years had elapsed since the +countryside followed him to his grave, shrouded in gown and bands, a +regalia more than royal to their loving eyes. But they had guarded his +memory with the vigilance which belongs only to the broken heart, and +the traditions of his greatness were fresh among them still. + +"I likit the ither twa fine," said a shrewd sermon taster to me soon +after my arrival, "but their sermons didna plough the soul like the +Doctor's; we hae na had the fallow grun' turned up sin' he dee'd." + +And so said, or thought, they all. + + + + +V + +_My KIRK SESSION_ + + +He would need a brave and facile pen who would venture to portray the +kirk session of St. Cuthbert's Church. For any kirk session is far from +commonplace, let alone the session of such a church as mine. Kirk +sessions are the bloom of Scottish character in particular and the crown +and glory of mankind in general. Piety, sobriety, severity, these are +the three outstanding graces which they illustrate supremely; but +interlocked with these are many other gifts and virtues in varying +degrees of culture. + +In St. Cuthbert's, the pride of eldership was chiefly vested in their +wives and daughters. + +"Ye mauna be ower uplifted aboot yir faither's office," was the +oft-repeated admonition of the elder's wife to the elder's children, and +the children were not slow to remark that her words were one part rebuke +and ten parts pride. For to mothers and bairns alike he appeared as one +of God's kings and priests when he walked down the aisle with the +vessels of the Lord. + +Many of these men were poor, grandly and pathetically poor, but none +was poor enough to appear at the sacramental board without his "blacks," +radiant with the lustre of open love and sacred sacrifice. This I +afterwards learned was their wives' doing, and marvellous in my eyes. Ah +me! How many a decently apparelled husband, how many a white-robed +child, has come forth out of great tribulation not their own. Indeed, +uncounted multitudes there are who shall walk in white before the throne +of God, whose robes the secret sacrifice of loving hearts hath whitened +as no fuller of earth can whiten them. + +My first meeting with the kirk session of St. Cuthbert's was an +epoch-marking incident. Twenty-eight there were who sat about the +session-room, every man but one an importation from Caledonia's rugged +hills. Roxburgh's covenanting heroes, Wigtonshire's triumphant martyrs, +Dumfriesshire and her Cameronians, with their great namesake's lion +heart; Ayrshire, with her bloody memories of moor and moss-hags, of +quarry and conventicle, of Laud and liberty--all these had filtered +through and reappeared in these silent and stalwart men. + +Of these eight-and-twenty faces at least one score had the cast of +marble and the stamp of eternity upon them. I felt like a hillock +nestling at the feet of lofty peaks, for I do make my oath that when you +are begirt by men in whose veins there flows the blood of martyrs, who +have been slowly nurtured upon such stately doctrines as are their daily +food, who actually believe in God as a living participator in the +affairs of time, whose mental pabulum has been Thomas Boston and Samuel +Rutherford and Philip Doddridge, and who have used these worthies but as +helps to climb that unpinnacled hill of the Eternal Word--when you get +such men as these, multiplied a hundredfold by the stern consciousness +of a religious trust, if you are not then among the Rockies of flesh and +blood, I am as one who sees men like walking trees, ignorant of the true +altitudes of human life. + +But I was yet to learn, and to learn by heart (the great medium of all +real character), that many a fragrant flower may bloom in secret clefts +of rock-bound hills, frowning and forbidding though they be. For God +loves to surprise us, especially in happy ways; and His is a sanguine +sun. + +It should now be stated that I began my ministry in St. Cuthbert's with +the handicap of an Irish ancestry. How then was I to wear the hodden +gray? Or how was I to commingle myself with that historic tide which I +well knew the Scottish heart regarded as fed more than any other from +the river that makes glad the city of God? + +My every vein was already full to overflowing with Irish blood. My +father was from Ballymena and my mother was from Cork, a solution which +no chemistry could cure. I was inclined by nature and confirmed by +practice towards a reasonable pride in my ancestral land. But odds were +against me. Even the mistress of my manse, whose judgment was wont to +take counsel of her kindly heart, even she remonstrated when she first +discovered my nativity, and has never since been altogether thankful, +though she strives hard to be resigned. + +"Why do you always flaunt your Irish origin?" she reasoned once. "If it +is good stock, be modest about it; and if it is not, the less said the +better." + +Then she remarked that she was no doubt prejudiced, for she had once +witnessed the noble procession in New York on St. Patrick's Day; and she +added that they all seemed to have mouths like the Mammoth Cave of +Kentucky and complexions like an asphalt pavement under repairs. My +wife's power of detecting analogies was uncommonly acute. + + * * * * * + +When the session had been duly constituted, the minutes of the last +meeting were read by the session clerk. It is probably quite within the +mark to say that all ecclesiastical officialdom can produce no other +dignitary with the same stern grandeur as pertains to the clerk of a +Scottish session. I have witnessed archbishops in their robes and with +their mitres, and have marvelled at the gravity with which they clothed +the most ponderous frivolities, at their stately genuflections, at the +swift shedding and donning of their bewildering millineries. I have seen +General Booth resplendent in his flaming clericals. I have even looked +on the bespangled Dowie, dazzling and bedazzled--but none of these has +the majesty of poise, the aroma of responsibility, or the inexorable air +of authority which mark the true-bred session clerk. + +The minutes having been read and hermetically sealed, I addressed the +elders briefly, referring to my great duties and my poor abilities, +after which I invited them to a general deliberation, and begged them to +acquaint me with the mind and temper of the congregation, asking such +advice as might be useful in entering upon my labours. + +"We bid ye welcome, moderator," began the senior elder, by name Sandy +Grant, "an' we'll do what in us lies to haud up yir hands; ye're no' oor +servant, but oor minister, and we're a' ready to do yir biddin', gin +it's the will o' God. Ye're sittin' in a michty seat, moderator. It was +frae that chair that oor first minister spak' till us in far ither +days." + +At this reference to the golden age, I saw a wave of tenderness break +over the faces of the older men. + +"Ay, I mind weel the nicht Doctor Grant sat amang us for the first time, +as ye're sittin' noo." + +This time it was Ronald M'Gregor who had spoken, the love-light on whose +face even sixty winters could not disguise. + +"We'll never look upon his like again. Ye've mebbe watched the storm, +sir, when it beat upon the shore. His style o' delivery was like the +ragin' o' the waves. Ye see that buik, moderator, yir haun's restin' on +the tap o't. Weel, he dune for sax o' them the while he was oor +minister. We bocht the strongest bound o' them, but he banged them to +tatters amazin' fast. A page at a skite. Times it was like the driftin' +o' the leaves in the fall. He was graun' on the terrors o' the law. We +haena been what's to say clean uplifted wi' the michty truth o' the +punishment o' the lost sin' his mooth was closed in death," and Ronald +sighed the sigh of the hungry heart. + +"Div ye no' mind the Doctor on the decrees, the simmer o' the +cholera--div ye no' mind yon, Ronald?" said Thomas Laidlaw, swept into +the seething tide of reminiscence; but here the session clerk rose to a +point of order. + +"The members o' this court will address the moderator," he said sternly. +"Moreover, we are here for business, not for history. We might well +think shame of ourselves, glorifying the old when we should be +welcoming the new. We're no' to be aye dwellin' amang the tombs" (this +with a rise in feeling and a drop in language). "Besides, Doctor Grant +was no' a common man, and it's no becomin' to be comparin' common men +along wi' the likes o' him." + +So this, thought I, is the Scottish mode of paying compliments. I had +always heard that their little tributes were more medicinal than +confectionery. + +Then followed a painful calm, for Scottish calms are stormy things. + +It was Michael Blake who first resumed. + +"Let us forget the things which are behind," he said, "if we only can," +and there was a wealth of agony in his words, "and let us press forth +unto those things which are before. We greet you, moderator, as the +messenger of peace, for we are all but sinful men and unworthy of the +trust we hold. I hope you will preach to us the grace of God, for we +have learned ourselves the terrors of the law." + +"I move that we adjourn," interjected Ronald M'Gregor, alarmed for the +retirement of Sinai, and fearful of a too early spring. + +"I second that," said a rugged patriarch, hitherto silent. + +"But I hope the moderator 'll permit me to express the hope that he'll +no' shorten up the services, and that he'll gie the young fowk mair o' +the catechism than we hae been gettin', and mak' the sacraments mair +searchin' to the soul," said Saunders M'Tavish. + +"Ye're oot o' order," interrupted the clerk; "there's a motion to +adjourn afore the Chair." + +"But I maun tak' ma staun," exclaimed Saunders. + +"Ye mauna," retorted the clerk, "ye maun tak' yir seat," and Saunders +dropped where he stood, while his fellow-elders looked into each other's +faces as if to say that this thing might have befallen any one of them. + + + + +VI + +_The FIRST PARISH ROUND_ + + +I soon began, of course, the visitation of my flock. Although my title +to youth was at that time undisputed, and although the unreflective +would have labelled me "new school," the importance of faithful visiting +was ever before my mind. + +The curate's place (unhappiest of men) had more than once been offered +me at the hands of portly ministers, prepared to deny themselves all the +visiting, they to take all the preaching and nearly all the salary, +while their untitled slave was to deny himself the high joy of the +pulpit, to starve on the salary's dregs, and to indulge himself royally +in a very carnival of unceasing visitation. These overtures I had had +little hesitation in declining, for observation had taught me that the +slave's place soon makes the slave's spirit, unless that slavery be an +indenture unto God, which is but the sterner name for liberty. + +Moreover, curates (especially Presbyterian, which implieth the greater +perversion) seemed to lack the breath of the uplands which the pulpit +breathes, and too often degenerate into society favourites, whose +flapping tails of black may be seen as these curates ring at fashionable +doors, where "five-o'clocks" within await the kid-gloved ministers of +men who are supposed to be the stewards of eternal life. I had once +overheard an enamelled queen of fashion declare, with much emotion, that +their curate was indispensable to a high-class "at home," and even +panegyrize his graceful transportation of cups of tea, however full. + +Whereupon I forever swore that I would frizzle upon no such heathen +altar; I vowed to be either a minister or a butler--one thing or the +other--but never a Right Reverend Butler, which is a monster and a +tongue-cheeked comedy to both God and man. + +As the minister of a vast congregation like St. Cuthbert's, I might on +the other hand have requested an assistant who should relieve me of the +visiting, leaving me only the duties of the pulpit, oceanic enough for +any man. Indeed, one of the stalwarts had suggested this to me, averring +that I needed more time for my sermons, whereat I looked at him sharply; +but his face was placid as a sea of milk, which is the way of Scotsmen +when they mean to score. But this dual ministry was ever the object of +my disfavour, for he preaches best who visits best, and the weekly +garner makes the richest grist for the Sunday mill. True and tender +visiting is the sermon's fuse, and what God hath put together no man +can safely put asunder. + +One of my first visits was to the farmhouse of Donald M'Phatter, a +belated member of the fold, for he and his wife Elsie had not beshadowed +St. Cuthbert's door for many a year. This parochial policy had been +suggested to me by the beadle: + +"Ye maun luik to the driftwood first--pit oot the laggin' log frae the +shore, ye ken," he said to me, following this up with an exhaustive +narrative of the raftsman's life which had once been his. + +I found Donald dour but deferential, full-armed against every appeal for +his reform. + +"I willna gang," he exclaimed, "till ony kirk that pits oot the token[1] +at the sacrament, and taks up wi' they bit cairds they're usin' the noo. +Cairds at the sacrament! it's fair insultin' to the Almichty." + +[Footnote 1: A small piece of metal with the words "This do in +remembrance of Me," given in Scottish churches, before the Sacrament of +The Supper, to those entitled to participate.] + +I parried the blow as best I could, and was on the verge of winning in +the argument when he suddenly took another tack. + +"Forbye, I hae dune ma duty. Didna I gang steady when the Doctor was oor +meenister? Ilka Sabbath day I gaed an' hearkened till the graun' sermons +twa oors at a time, an' God grippit me thae days, an' He hasna loosened +His haud o' me yet. Ance saved, aye saved. That's ma doctrine. Wha can +slip awa frae grace, forbye it be thae Methody buddies an' ither +Armenian fowk, an' there was na ane o' them in the parish in the +doctor's day. The fields was fine an' fu' o' wheat thae days, but +there's muckle mustard noo, I tell ye that." + +"But you will surely admit, Mr. M'Phatter, that the nourishment of years +ago will not suffice for to-day. Yesterday's dinner will not forestall +the necessity of the day that follows," I urged, inwardly ashamed of the +threadbare argument. + +He saw its threadbareness too, for he retorted-- + +"That's a verra auld argyment; in fac', it's clean stale, if it's no' +rotten. Doctor Grant wud hae sniffit at it. And what's mair, it's no' an +argyment ava', for I hae mony a dinner o' the sermons that I gathered in +thae far back days. I aye eat and sup off that when ye an' yir fowk's +fummlin' wi' yir cairds at the kirk. Bide a meenit." + +He hurried into an adjoining room, and soon returned with a sheaf of +rusty notes, clearing his throat awhile with the sound of a trumpeter +calling to the fray. + +"I wasna ane o' the sleepin' kind; I aye paid attention in the hoose o' +God. I only sleepit ance an' I cudna help it, for oor Jeanie was born +that mornin'--an' that was a work o' needcessity. An' what's mair, I +aye took notes o' the discoorse, an' I hae them yet. + +"They's ma dinners noo, tae use yir word, minister--they's ma dinners, +an' they hunger nae mair wha tak's them--saxteen or seventeen coorses, +ilka ane o' them; nane o' yir bit lunches wi' napkins an' flowers and +finger bowls like ye hae the noo, no' worth the bit grace ye say ower +them--they's nane o' yir teas, tastin' an' sniffin', wi' sweeties an' +sic like--they's meat, sir, strong meat for strong men, an' the bane's +in the baith o' them like." + +He stopped, as a cannon stops after it has fired, the aroma of battle +still pouring from its lips. + +"What are these papers in your hand?" I asked, not for information, but +for breath. (You have seen a caged canary leap from its perch to its +swing, and back again, when sorely pressed.) He speedily closed that +door. + +"They, sir? Div ye no' ken what's they? They's Doctor Grant's heids and +pertikklers. Doctor Grant's heids and pertikklers, I'm tellin' ye. A' o' +them but ane is the heids an' pertikklers o' sermons that made St. +Cuthbert's ring like the wood on an August nicht when the thunder roams +it. That ither ane he preach't in a graun city kirk wha soucht to get +him, and they cudna--an' it was croodit like the barn mou' when +harvest's dune, an' I was there masel', an' he kent me--an' I'm the man +that held his cane in ma haun the time he preach't, I'm tellin' ye." And +Donald's withered face was now aglow with such a tenderness as only +bygone years can loan to age; his eyes were ashine with tears, each one +the home of sheeted days that had come back from the dead, and his +parted lips were drinking deep of the mystic tides of memory. + + * * * * * + +A rich mosaic was the visitation of this sterling race. The lovely +valleys and the picturesque hills of their ancestral sires I have often +roamed since then, but never have I seen the Scottish character in its +homely beauty as it appeared to me in their happy Canadian life among +the cozy farmhouses of this fruitful countryside. The traditions of +their native land were tenderly cherished by them all, and many were the +stories they related of the old days in Scotland and of the day whereon +they looked their last upon the unforgotten heather. + +One of my first visits was to Mrs. Gavin Toshack, whom I found in a +reminiscent mood. + +"Ay," she said, "we're a' Scotch aboot thae pairts; an' God keep us sae. +There's been scarce a fly in the ointment, forbye Sandy Trother's wife, +who gied him, an' gied us a', a heap o' tribble; but she was Irish, ye +ken. An' oor ministers hae a' been frae Scotland; but we had ane for +mebbe twa month or mair--nae oor ain minister, but only a kin' o' +evangelist buddy. He was an Irish buddy tae, but there were severals +converted. That was nae Irish wark whatever, but the grace o' God. We +were na lang oot frae the auld country when he cam'; I mind fine. It was +in the year '37. We sailed frae Annan Water Foot in July, an' eight +weeks or mair it took us afore we landit in Quebec. Then by canal and +wagon till we reach't New Jedboro; 'twas a sair, weary ride. But the +breath o' freedom an' o' promise was in the air--an' we hae oor ain hame +noo an' twa hunner acres o' the finest land in a' the country. An' we're +independent noo, wi' eneuch for a bite an' a sup till we hunger nae mair +nor thirst ony mair. An' oor bairnies is a' daein' fine: Jamie's a +doctor i' Chicago; an' oor Jeanie's mairrit on Allan Sutherland, him as +will be the new Reeve o' the coonty; an' Chairlie has a ranch i' Alberta +like the Duke o' Roxburgh's estate; an' Willie'll hae oor ain land here, +when we sleep aneath it. + +"I aften sit an' think we micht hae been aye herdin' sheep on the +Dumfries hills, wi' scarce eneuch to eat, wi' this man 'my Laird' an' +yon man 'yir Grace' an' oor ain bairns little mair nor slaves. The duke +we knelt doon afore in Scotland aften paid mair for a racin' filly nor +we paid for a' this bonnie land we ca' oor ain the day. Canada's nae +sae guid for earls an' lairds, but it's graun' for puir honest fowk. An' +what's mair," continued Mrs. Gavin, "we didna hae the preachin' i' the +auld country we hae in Canada--leastwise, no' as graun' as we used to +hae i' the time o' Doctor Grant. Div ye ken, sir, the grandest thing I +ever heard come oot o' his mooth? No? Weel, it was this. He aye preach't +fearfu' lang, as ye've nae doot heard, an' at times the men fowk wad +weary an' gang oot, some to tak' a reek wi' their pipes an' mair to gang +ower the way an' hae a drap juist to liven the concludin' heids o' the +discoorse (for they aye steppit back); but the Doctor didna seem to +understaun'. Weel, ae day some o' them was stampin' doon the aisle, an' +the Doctor, he juist stoppit an' sat doon, an' then he says, 'Ma freens, +we'll bide a wee till the chaff blaws awa'.' Losh, hoo they drappit +whaur they stood! There was nae mair gaun oot that day, I tell ye, nor +mony a day. But mind ye, 'twas fearsome the time atween when he sat doon +in the pulpit an' when he speakit oot like I telt ye; it was clean +fearsome." + + + + +VII + +"_The CHILD of The REGIMENT_" + + +My labours in St. Cuthbert's had covered but a few fleeting years (oh, +relentless ticking of the clock! at once the harbinger and the echo of +eternity), when there came into our lives life's greatest earthly joy. +Serene and peaceful our lives had been, every hour garlanded with love +and every year festooned by the Hand Unseen. + +Trials and difficulties there had been indeed, but they were as billows +which carried in their secret bosom the greeting of the harbour and the +shore. Even the roots of sorrow had been moistened by the far-off wells +of joy. To many a guest of God, disguised in the habiliments of gloom, +we had turned a frowning face and had bidden such begone. But such +guests heeded not, pressing relentlessly in upon our trembling hearth, +when lo! the passing days revealed their mission; we saw the face hidden +beneath the sombre hood, and prayed the new-discovered guest to abide +with us unto the end. For God loveth the masquerade, and doth use it +everywhere. + +The way to hell appeareth glorious oftentimes, but the pathway unto life +is robed in shadows and its sign-post is the cross--which things are a +masquerade and to be witnessed every day; for in one single day all +God's great drama is rehearsed in miniature. + +Our manse was a pleasant place, and its site had been selected by some +one with the nursery-heart. Spacious and genial was the old homely +house, with its impartial square. Rooms there were, and halls, waiting +to echo back some voice uncoarsened by the clang of time and uncorroded +by the salt of tears. Rich terraces flowed in velvet waves down to the +waiting river, murmuring its trysting joy; a full-robed choir of oak and +elm and maple kept their eternal places in a grander loft than man could +build them, while pine and spruce and cedar, disrobing never, but +snatching their bridal garments from the winter storm, swelled the +sylvan harmony. + +Here came the crocuses and the snowdrops, trembling like the waifs of +winter, and hither came the violet and the dandelion to reassure these +daring pioneers; later on, the pansy and the rose utterly convinced them +that they had not lost their way, but had been guided by the pilgrims' +Friend. + +But no child's voice had waked these sombre echoes, no child's gentle +feet had pressed this velvet sward; no radiant shadow such as childhood +alone can cast had flitted here and there beneath these lonely trees, +nor had these flowers felt their life's great and only thrill in the +touch of a baby's dimpled hand. But that golden door at last swung +gently open. That hour of ecstasy and anguish brought us life's crown +and joy, and the hills of time, erstwhile green and beautiful, were now +radiant with a light kindled from afar. + +St. Cuthbert's rejoiced exceedingly when our little Margaret was given +unto us, but we knew it not at first, for Scotch joy is a deep and +silent thing, a fermentation at the centre rather than an effervescence +at the surface. For our Margaret was as one born out of due time, the +first child whose infant cry had awakened the echoes of their ancient +manse, though seventy long years had flown since their first minister +had come among them. Thus she became the child of the regiment and they +silently exulted. Jubilant, one hour after this new star had swung into +the firmament, I hoisted the Union Jack to the topmost notch of our +towering flag-pole, and never has it flaunted its triumph more +jubilantly since. + +The beadle reported to me afterwards that the other churches were +mightily jealous of our late autumn bloom, and one of their devotees, an +Episcopalian, had asked him sneeringly-- + +"What's that flag doing there?" + +"It's blawin' i' the wind," retorted my diplomatic beadle. + +"It's nothing to be so joyful over," urged the Episcopalian brother. + +"It's mair nor ever happened in yon kirk o' yours; an' it's mair nor +could happen to the Pope o' Rome, wha's a true freen o' yours, I'm +jalousin'," snorted my beadle back triumphantly; for William was +uncharitable, and despaired of all ritualists, the iron of covenanting +protest running hot within his blood. + +Nor were these the only swords that flashed above our Margaret's cradle; +for a Methodist mother in Israel, hopeful of a sympathetic response from +Elsie M'Phatter (the non-churchgoing one), ventured the comment that +similar events in her own brilliant maternal record had provoked no +unseemly joy; to which Elsie responded tartly-- + +"I ken that fine, and it's very nat'ral, for ye've had mair nor maist; +but gin ye hadna had ane for a maitter o' seventy year or mair, like us, +wad ye no' hae been clean daft aboot it?" and the field thereafter was +Elsie's own. + + * * * * * + +The Sabbath morning after Margaret's dawn St. Cuthbert's was full to +overflowing, as seemed to be every heart, especially every aged heart, +finding its morning anew in the life of a little child. For the morning +and the evening are wondrously alike. In summer especially, the +sun-bathed mountains, the pendant dewdrop, the melodious silences--all +these belong so much to both alike that I find it hard to distinguish +the matins and the vespers of God's cathedral days. + +My voice trembled just a little as I gave out the psalm-- + + "Such pity as a father hath + Unto his children dear," + +but we sang it to the tune of "Dunfermline," and soon I was borne out to +sea upon its far-flung billows; for of a truth these old Scottish tunes +have the swing of eternity in them, and seem to grandly overlap the +bourne of time and space. And when we prayed the only liturgy which +Presbyterians will own, I could not forbear to say "Our Father" twice, +and lo! a strange thing happened unto me. For a great light seemed to +shine upon the words, and that little helpless life at home within the +manse, and its thrice-blessed cry, and its yearning look of wonder, and +its hand whose only prowess was to lie in some stronger hand of +love--all these became a commentary, illustrating God, and in their +cordial light I beheld Him as mother, or professor, or minister had +never shown Him to me before, bending over the souls of men, otherwise +orphaned evermore. That vision has tarried with me ever since, and my +people have been the better of it; for he alone can caress his people's +souls who has felt the caress of His father's love. God's tenderness is +the great contagion for the healing of life's long disease. + + + + +VIII + +"_A NEW FOOT on The FLOOR_" + + +When our daughter (are there any two other words so well-wed as these? +What music their union makes!) was only about ten years old, her mother, +which is my wife writ large and heavenly, and I were taking tea at +Inglewood, which my long-suffering readers will remember as the home +which first welcomed me to New Jedboro and the residence of Mr. Michael +Blake. When our meal was over, Mr. Blake and I were enjoying a quiet +game of billiards, which was a game I loved. But I may have more to say +about this later on, for so had some of my pious people, though I am +inclined to think that they objected not so much because they thought +the game was wrong as because they feared I was enjoying it. For, to +some truly good Scotch folk the measure of enjoyableness is the measure +of sin, and a thing needeth no greater fault than to be guilty of +deliciousness. But the converse of this they also hold as true, namely, +that what maketh miserable is of God, and to be wretched is to be pious +at the heart. For which reason, I have observed oftentimes, they deem +that to be a truly well-spent Sabbath day which had banished all +possible happiness from their children's lives, bringing them to its +close limp and cramped and sore, but catechism-full and with a good mark +in the book of life for every weary hour. + +Was it Johnson who ventured the opinion that the Puritans put +bear-baiting under the ban, not because it was painful to the bears but +because it was pleasant to the people? Whether it was or no, I shall not +discuss it. Neither shall I discuss the ethics of billiards, unless it +be to say this much, that if there be games in heaven, I do not doubt it +will have an honoured place, for it is an ivory game and truthful, +abhorring vagrant luck and scoring only by eternal laws which Euclid +made his own. And I make no doubt that many a hand hath plied the +billiard cue which long ere this hath touched with its finger-tips the +ivory gates and golden. + +But to return. We were in the very midst of our game, of which I +remember very little, often and often though I have tried to recall +every feature of that eventful night. But I do recall that we spoke +about our Margaret, and there was a deep strain of wistful envy in Mr. +Blake's voice. I remember well his saying that God's richest earthly +gift was that of wife and child and hearth. + +"Though I speak," he added almost bitterly, "as I might speak of distant +stars, for I have no one of the three," and his lips closed tightly +while he drove his ball with a savage hand. + +"You have not wife or child," I said, "but no man who has been sheltered +by your friendship can agree with you about your hearth. It has warmed +my heart too many times when that heart was cold." + +"There is no hearth where there is neither wife nor child," he answered +almost passionately. "Hearths are not built with hands. Do you not know, +sir, that if a man would have a fireside he must begin to kindle it when +youth is still throbbing in his heart? From boyhood up he is preparing +it, or else he is quenching it in darkness. Do you know, sir, if I were +a preacher I would burn that into young men's hearts till they would +feel that heaven or hell were all bound up with how they reverence or +despise their future fireside. I would tell them that no man can lay his +hearth in ashes in the hot days of youth, and then build it up again in +the rainy days of age. + +"I would tell every wastrel, and every man who is rehearsing hell with +his youthful follies, that he cannot eat his cake and have it. For +hearth and wife and child are not for him. I would tell him that he +cannot breed a cancer in his heart while he is young and cure it with +some pious perfume brewed by the hand of age. I would tell them that +till my lips blistered, and then they should hear of the grace of God +till those same lips were rosy with its healing." + +Amazed, I stood and gazed at him, for there was a fearful fascination in +his face. The face of a saint it was, with that warlike peace which only +a battling and victorious life can give, but it had for the time the +half-hunted look of one who trembles at the sound of footsteps he had +hoped were forever still, of one whose soul was overstormed by surging +waves of memory. There is sometimes a dread ghastliness in the thought +that out of the abundance of a man's heart his mouth is speaking, though +he declares it not. It is like the procession of a naked soul; or, to +change the figure, it is like beholding a man unearth some very corpse +he had long sought to hide. + +It was his turn to play--ah me! the grim variety of life--and his ball +failed but narrowly of a delicate ambition. + +"If I could but have it back and play it over," I heard him rather sigh +than say, whereat I bethought myself of the high allegory of a game. + +Musing still, I stood apart, gazing as one gazes at a fire, which in +very truth I was. + +"It is your shot, sir," he said, in a voice as passionless as when I +first heard it years before. + +My ball had but left my cue when the door opened and a servant said-- + +"There's a young man doon the stair, sir, and he says he wants to speak +wi' the minister." + +I descended, hearing as I went a rattling fusilade of ivory, which I +knew was the echo of a soul's thunder-storm. + + * * * * * + +How often do we meet new faces, little recking their relation to coming +years! Yet many an unfading light and many an incurable eclipse has come +with a transient meeting such as this! How many a woman of Samaria goes +to draw water from the well, and sees--the Lord! For I met only a boy, +or better, a laddie--boyhood-breathing word!--about sixteen years of +age, openly poor but pathetically decent. His clothes were coarse and +cheap and even darned, bearing here and there the signatures of poverty +and motherhood. + +I advanced and took his hand; for that is an easy masonry, and its +exercise need never be regretted even if it never be repeated. My wife +once spent a plaintive day because she had wasted a hand-shake upon a +caller whom she took to be an applicant for matrimony, whose emoluments +were hers, but who turned out to be an agent for Smith's Dictionary of +the Bible, whose emoluments were his own. Nevertheless I have always +held that no true hand-shake is unrecorded in the book of life. + +"And what can I do for you, my lad?" I said. + +"I dinna ken, sir," he answered, in a voice that suggested a sea voyage, +for it was redolent of what lies only beyond the sea. + +"What is your name?" + +"Angus Strachan, sir, and I come frae Ettrick, and I hae my lines frae +the minister o' the Free Kirk." + +"And when did you land, Mr. Strachan?" + +"Ca' me Angus, sir, if ye please. Naebody has ca'd me by that name sin' +my mither pairted wi' me at the stage coach road, and she was fair +chokit wi' cryin', and when I cudna see her mair for the bush aboon the +burn, I could aye hear her bleatin' like a lamb--an' it was the +gloamin'. An' I can fair hear her yet. Will ye no' ca' me Angus?" + +Accursed be the heart which has no opening door for the immigrant's +weary feet, and thrice accursed be the heart which remembers +strangerhood against some mother's homeless boy. Such malediction, thank +God, my soul has never won, for if there be one sight which more than +another fills me with hopeful pity, it is the spectacle of some peasant +lad making the great venture of an untried shore, pressing in to those +who were also foreigners one far-back cheerless day, and asking if this +Western land may harbour still another exile from the poverty he seeks +to flee. Especially is this true of Scottish laddies; for upon their +faces seems to be written: "I ask for but a chance such as thou hadst +thyself," which was the plea of Tom Carlyle when he first knocked at +London's mighty door. + +So I drew nearer to him, and my heart flowed through my voice as I said +again-- + +"When did you land, Angus lad? and tell me all about yourself. I have +heard that mother's cry before." For I was thinking of my own mother's +parting blessing, save that hers was wondrously exultant as becometh one +who calls back from the unseen Chariot of God. + +"I landed yesterday at Montreal, and I cam' ower on the _Lake Ontario_. +And I hae but little to tell, and it wunna tak' me lang. Ma mither +weaves in Ettrick, and I herded sheep upon the hills sin' I was able. +But I was aye hame at nicht, and she aye keepit a licht in the window +when the nicht was dark and her shadow fell upon it, for she aye cam' +oot to meet me when she heard me lilt the sang. And she lilted tae, and +we baith sang it thegither till we met, and then we gaed ben thegither +and gaed na mair oot till the mirk was by." + +I detected the serious and lofty figure in his words, and the vision of +Scotland's lowly altars and thatched cathedrals rose before me. No man +could mistake the ritual of which that strain was bred. + +"And why came you here, Angus?" + +"I cam' here," he answered, "to better masel'. I heard tell o' Canada +sin' I was a bairn, and they a' spak' it fair for a land whaur an honest +man micht mak' an honest leevin'--and mair tae," he added, true to the +Scotch afterthought of an extra. + +"And what line do you propose to follow? What work do you intend to do?" + +"Ilka line that's straight, an' ony wark that willna soil the soul even +gin it may soil the hands," he answered quickly. + +My soul went out to the lad, for I saw that his heart's roots were deep +in the best heart-soil the world hath known, and that the Atlantic's +billows had not quenched the light of his mother's cottage fire. + +"Your father is dead, is he, Angus?" was the next step in my examination +for discovery, as the lawyers say. + +"No, he's no' deid, he's alive," replied the lad, with the exactitude +which marks his race; "but I dinna care to speak aboot him." + +"Very well, very well, boy," I rejoined hastily; "spends his time and +his money and your mother's money, when he can get it, at the Red Cow, +or the Cock and Hens, a drunken wastrel and cruel too; for I have been +enough in Scotland to know that such hens lay deadly eggs and such red +cows' milk is red with blood." All this latter part, of course, I said +to myself, but no word of it to the lad before me, for no honest youth +can bear any lips to miscall his father save his own. + +"You will come to the manse with us and stay the night; it is too late +to seek other lodging now." + +"Thank ye kindly, sir, but I hae a wee pickle siller in my pocket," he +replied, with modest independence. I verily believe that in heaven all +Scotsmen (and even Scotch Freemasons) will be found wi' a wee pickle +siller in their pockets when they receive that great degree. + +But I insisted, and I won; for he who wages the campaign of hospitality +hath God for his ally, and no heart can finally resist that siege. + + + + +IX + +"_ANGELS UNAWARES_" + + +I presented him to my wife and to my host, whose cordiality was worthy +of his wealth and his success. Perhaps he was thinking of an hour like +unto this when, so many long years before, he too had reached New +Jedboro by night, friendless and poor, also craving work, beginning that +steady climb which had brought him to the dizzy heights of wealth and +influence. + +For memories of poverty, like poor relations, should not be thrust out +at wealth's back gate, but should have a choice room in the mansion at +whose door the sated heart will often knock, seeking rest. + +My wife has frequently told me that she liked Angus from the start +because he seemed so robed in health and draped in a kind of pathetic +modesty, with eyes whose colour she was certain would not fade. How +women do love the metaphors of millinery! How better than the sage of +Chelsea they understand the philosophy of clothes! But she also added +that she was charmed by the way he spoke his mother's name, for in his +tone she caught the flavour of a quick caress; and woman is more facile +far than man in her translation of these Hebraic breathings. Besides +all this, he held the gate open as she passed through into our manse +estate; she still remarks that this was a little thing, but contends +that he did it in a great way. + +We showed the tired stranger to his room. Distinguished guests we have +had beneath the roof of St. Cuthbert's manse. We once had Major Pond, +the great cicerone of great lecturers; he had brought Ian Maclaren to +our town, who in turn brought the spring to all of us, beguiling +moisture even from long-sullen clouds. + +He had stayed with Mr. Blake, which was but fair, for these are wealth's +real prerogatives; but the genial Major stayed with us. We were greatly +charmed, for he charmed us till two o'clock in the morning; and my wife, +fearful that she might stampede him to his bed, rose at intervals and +hid her face in the geranium window when she had to yawn. But it was the +clock and not the Major that provoked these mild convulsions. He +rehearsed to us his glorious achievements with his "stars." Some few +plaints he had, wherein he "wept o'er his wounds," but almost all his +tales were "tales of valour done." He told the number of his "stars," +vividly described how he held them in his right hand, pointed out to us +how one "star" differeth from another "star" in glory, and went to bed +at last with the air of a man who had gilded the Pleiades, brushed up +Castor and Pollux, and house-cleaned the heavens generally. + +Stanley, Farrar, Beecher, and a score of others filtered through him as +he sat by our humble fire, turning his telescope this way and that as a +sportsman turns his gun, while the very clock ticked slow to listen. My +wife became quite confused, probably sun-struck, for she has since +affirmed that the Major claimed to have been present at the birth of +every one of these famous men on whom he early resolved to confer +immortality. My recollection of his night's autobiography is rather that +of a lane of dazzling light, in which there stood now one and now +another giant, but all alike clinging to the Major's hand. + +But this does not exhaust our list of the famous men whose ponderous +heads have pressed the pillow whereon the exiled Angus now laid his own +to rest. For we once had the Moderator. The Moderator of what? some +unsophisticated gentile will wish to know. Of the General Assembly, of +course, for that is the Westminster Assembly of Divines in recurring +resurrection, and it hath its unadjourning court in heaven, as the +ambushed correspondent of the Hebrews doth inform us. Which proves, my +precentor tells me, that the New Jerusalem is a Presbyterian city and +singeth nothing but the psalms. + +The Moderator, as I have already said, abode with us over night, and we +almost begrudged the sleeping hours, for, if you will waste sleep upon a +Moderator, let it be when he is preaching and not when he is filling +your house with dignity and smoke. For the Moderator loved his pipe, and +so did I, and together we revelled in those clouds before which all +other clouds retreat. What a great leveller is that democrat, tobacco. +For while we smoked we were both moderators, and even an Assembly clerk +could not have told which was which. Twice, too, the Moderator filled +from my pouch, with no air of patronage, and I shall never forget it of +him. When he went to his bed, still redolent of Virginia, he asked me +for a little soda water, very little, he said emphatically. I brought it +to him, and passing by his door a moment later, I heard a low gurgling +sound like that of an infant brook, then silence, then an honest +smack--soon after there emerged a festive flavour, a healing aroma, +sweetly distilling. As I went back to our room, I said to my wife, "What +a fine spirit a Moderator can shed through a house," in which opinion +she agreed, though she knew not what I said. I was all but asleep when +she aroused me with-- + +"Tom, why is a Moderator called a Moderator?" + +"Because he takes it moderately, dear," I answered, being only in the +twilight of intelligence. + +"Takes what, Tom?" she asked. + +"His honours, sweetheart--go to sleep." + +But although we have had great guests like these, I do not know that I +was ever more glad with the thought of a sleeping stranger than with the +knowledge that this homeless lad was beneath our roof that night. For he +who homes the honest poor has borrowed the guests of God, and a mother's +wandering son is His peculiar care. + +I knew that the great Executor of all praying mothers leaves them not +long indebted to any man; He Himself shall speak with their creditors in +the gate. + + + + +X + +_My PIOUS PROFLIGATE_ + + +My wandering but faithful pen, whose every child, though homely, is its +legitimate own, must now forsake Angus and his fortunes for a season. It +shall again return to him, _if it be spared_. For the good folk of St. +Cuthbert's have taught me to insert this phrase at every seasonable +opening--indeed, they deem it fitting for every season, and the very +first marriage in New Jedboro at which I officiated afforded a vivid +proof of this. + +The young couple were just emerging from the heavenly operation, still +somewhat under the celestial chloroform, when Ronald M'Gregor admonished +them. His admonition was after a fashion almost ministerial, for Ronald +had once culled himself from out the common herd as meant for a +minister, and had abandoned his pursuit only when he found that he had +every qualification except the gifts. + +"Ye maun bear in mind," he said, "that ye're nae mair twa, but ae flesh; +an' ye'll bide wi' ane anither till deith shall ye pairt--that is, gin +ye're spared." + +Meantime, this friendly pen must record this news of Angus, that the +very morning he left St. Cuthbert's manse he entered upon his +apprentice term in the great iron manufactory of which Mr. Blake was the +head and the propelling power; for behind every engine is the ingenuity, +not of many men, but of one. + +And leaving him there to ply his fortune and to confront that unseen +antagonist against whom every ambitious man plays move and move about, I +betake myself again to the records of St. Cuthbert's. + +Yet I find it hard to dismiss the lad, for his is a besetting face, and +besides, it stubbornly appears above the main current of all the story I +have yet to tell. + +My fortunes with these strange Scotch folk must be recorded, and chief +among my handiwork I think of Geordie Lorimer. For he was a typical +Scot, and supremely so in this, that he could be both very religious and +very bad. Of which the remarkable thing lies here, that he was both of +these at one and the self-same time. + +Now, although I am an Irishman, and boast the most romantic blood of +time, yet must I frankly admit that few countrymen of mine have such +facility. Many of them there are who could be religious, and more who +could be bad, with spontaneous ease, but few there be who know how to be +both at once. But Geordie did. He was a profligate, but a pious +profligate; a terror he was, but he was a holy terror. Mind you well, I +do not mean to impugn Geordie's sincerity in the last appeal; not for +one moment, for I believe implicitly that Geordie, in the very heart of +him, meant to do well. Indeed, I will go further, and say that in his +very soul he wished to be closer to God; for he could not well help that +wish--it was his inseparable heritage from a saintly father, long a +beloved elder in St. Cuthbert's, whose sacred suit of "blacks" Geordie +had inherited, himself wearing them to the sacrament till the session +denied him his token, and shut him out, blacks and all. The memory of +his mother's life was still fragrant to hundreds, fresh and dewy in +love's unwithering morn; upon the tide of prayer had Geordie's infant +life been launched, and its gentle waves, faint but palpable, still +sought to lave his soul. + +How many a Northern island-life, bleak and wild, is redeemed from utter +destruction by that great gulfstream, the prayers of a mother who was in +league with God! Thus it came about that Geordie Lorimer's life was a +muddy stream, still tinged with the crystal waters of its hill-born +spring. He had made the ghastly find, that when he would do good, evil +was present with him; to will was present with him, but how to perform +that which was good he found not. For Geordie had, alas! a stronger +thirst than that for righteousness. He was given to "tasting," a +homeopathic word which Scotsmen use to indicate a trough. I soon heard +of him as incorrigibly religious but incorrigibly dry. + +Geordie was the best-known character in New Jedboro, as well known as +the town pump, the one famed for its outgiving, the other for its +intaking powers, but both alike for liquid prowess. His principal +occupation was in his wife's name, being a boarding-house whose inmates +were secretly and shamefully proud of Geordie's unique superiority in +his own particular line, for he could outdrink the countryside. + +The very Saturday which preceded my Sunday as a candidate of St. +Cuthbert's (they afterwards told me) Geordie was in the kindly grip of +the town constable, who was bearing him towards the jail, his victim +loudly proclaiming to the world that the guardian of the law had +arrested him only when he, Geordie, had refused to treat for the +eleventh time. + +"He tret the ainst, an' I tret ten times or mair," Geordie was +vehemently affirming to a sympathetic street. Turning a corner, they met +no less a personage than Sandy Weir, the session clerk. + +"Sandy, dinna let him tak' me to the lock-up. There's to be a new +minister i' the kirk," he cried, "an' I maun gang to hear him preach the +morn. Sandy, wull ye no' bid him no' to tak' me to the lock-up?" + +But Sandy was a man under authority, having elders under him, and he +refrained, knowing the boundaries of his power. + +Passing along a quiet street some years after this, I beheld the +unreforming Geordie in a savage fight with a kindred spirit, who drew +his inspiration from the same source as his antagonist; for many a cork +they had released together. The two men fought like tigers, abandoning +themselves the more cheerfully to the combat they both knew would end in +a renewal of brotherhood and beer. This thought lent a sanguine +enthusiasm to their every effort, for each felt it a point of honour to +make the engagement worthy of the "treaty" (a fitting word) that awaited +them at the Travellers' Rest. + +Above the din of battle I heard a voice emerging from Geordie's head, +which head emerged from his opponent's oxter-- + +"Dinna mark me, Jock, dinna mark me; for we're gaun to hae the bairn +baptized i' the kirk the morn," and I knew not which to admire more, +Geordie's moral versatility, or the beautiful comity of war. + +Geordie did appear in the kirk with the bairn the next morning, +unmarked, except by unusual solemnity. He did not take the vows, of +course--these were assumed by his long-suffering and devoted wife; but +Geordie felt he should be there as collateral security. + +I coveted Geordie's soul, and longed to add his regeneration to the new +Acts of the Apostles. No opportunity to speak with him was ever allowed +to slip, and one came to me whose details I must recount. There had been +an election for the town council, which had, half in joke and half in +jealousy, returned Geordie as the councillor of his ward; for our +glorious manhood suffrage, as some one has pointed out, makes Judas +Iscariot as influential at the polls as the Apostle Paul. + +Returning, the night of the election, from a sickbed visit, I overtook +the jubilant Geordie, full of emotion and other things. His locomotion +was irregular and spasmodic, his course original, picturesque, and +variable. Geordie was having it out with the law of gravitation. + +He was as a ship returning from Jamaica, a precious cargo of spirits in +its hold, and labouring heavily in the trough of the sea. I essayed to +take his arm, intending to be his wheelsman home, but it was like trying +to board a vessel in a storm; for Geordie had at least a hundred routes +which he must traverse with impartial feet. After I had somewhat managed +to adopt his swing, I sought to deal faithfully with him, though it was +like preaching from the plunging deck of a ship at sea, while the breath +of my swaying auditor suggested that the aforesaid cargo had sprung a +leak. + +He was raising a double paean to voice a twofold joy: the first, the joy +of triumph in the recent contest; the second, the historic and +imperishable joy that he was a Scotsman born. + +"Yon whelp I skelpit the day was naething but an Irishman," he cried +loftily. "I canna get Robbie Burns' graun' words oot o' my heid: 'The +Scotsmen staun' an' Irish fa'--let him on wi' me,'" and on this wave of +martial spirit Geordie took another plunge at right angles from our +previous course, bearing me after him like a skiff tied to a schooner +amid stormy seas. + +After we had put about and regained our bearings, I nimbly took +advantage of this patriotic opening, having ever a quick mind for the +transition of ideas. + +"Yes, Geordie, many good things are Scotch, and many Scotch things are +good. Some misguided persons think even that Scotch liquor is good. Now, +George----" But I got no further. This time Geordie swung around before +me, like a boat that trusts its moorings-- + +"Ye're richt, minister; wha wad hae thocht ye kent the difference? But +ye're richt--a' whusky is guid, but some's mair guid nor ithers, an' +Scotch is mair guid nor ony ithers. Those feckless Irish fowk aye tak' +the speerits o' oor native land gin they hae the siller, which isna +likely. An' I dinna blame them muckle." + +I now saw that there was no opening along this line, favourable at first +sight as it had appeared. The attack must be plain and straight. + +"Geordie," I began, "this is a pitiable situation for a minister to be +in, and you know, George----" + +"That's a' richt, minister--dinna fash yersel'. I'll no' mention it to a +soul. Mony's the time I hae been fou masel', 'peetiably seetivated,' as +ye ca' it, bein' mair learned nor me; to be honest wi' ye, I'm juist a +wee bit 'peetiably seetivated' this vera nicht. But I'll tak' ye hame +for a' that, an nane'll hear tell o't frae Geordie Lorimer." + +Then he plunged again, propelled by the sense of a new responsibility, +and for a minute we two performed, unaided and alone, the several +different parts of an eight-hand reel. + +Nevertheless, I relinquished not my hold, for I was truly attached to +the fellow, and in due time we made a mile, though I know the cyclometer +would have recorded ten. More hopeful, I was steaming on, a clerical +tugboat, when of a sudden Geordie stopped, pointing with his right leg +high in air, trusting me and his left to perform the relief duty thus +demanded. + +"Yon's ma coo, ma Ayrshire coo," he exclaimed, pointing with his initial +leg to the white-faced cow which lay among its kindred, its jaw gently +swinging. + +"The beast disna ken," I heard him mutter; then he suddenly bolted, +breaking his tether, and before I could recover him he had shambled on +to the road with the gait of a delirious camel, and kicking his innocent +property from behind, cried out-- + +"Get oot o' that. Sic like a thing, to be lyin' wi' the common herd. +Mind ye, ye're no' an or'nary man's coo--ye're a cooncillor's coo." Then +he retraced his labyrinthian steps in a corresponding swath. + +As we drew near his humble gate (how often Geordie had made that last +port with pain), he muttered to himself reflectively-- + +"I gied him hell," referring doubtless to the vanquished candidate. + +Whereat I took him to task right sternly, giving him sharply to +understand that such language was an insult to his minister and friend. + +In reply, he fell upon me, literally and figuratively, with tones of +reproachful tenderness. + +"Minister," he said, "I own ye as a faithfu' guide." ("You'd better," +said I to myself, for I was weary.) "I own ye as a faithfu' guide, an' I +wudna gie ye pain. For we've had oor ain times thegither. I micht maist +say as 'at 'We twa hae paiddled i' the burn,' only it wudna be becomin'. +But aboot that word--I've heard ye say yirsel' frae the pulpit as how +hell is a maist awfu' feelin' i' the breist. Verra well, dinna ye think +as hoo yon Irish whelp I skelpit the day 'll hae a waesome feelin' i' +his breist? That's a' the meanin' I desired till convey. It's nae wrang +when it's expoun'it. Guid-nicht till ye, minister." + + + + +XI + +_PLUCKING A FIERY BRAND_ + + +But there are others of whom I have better things to record, and indeed +better things shall yet be set down by me concerning Geordie Lorimer +before these short and simple annals shall have ended. For there is +nothing so joysome to record as the brightening story of a soul coming +to its real birth from the travail of its sin and struggle. For +perchance time itself is God's great midwife, and man's writhing agony +is to the end that he may soon be born. + +The serious will doubtless wish to learn what befell me in my effort to +beguile the rugged Donald M'Phatter and his wife, who had quit the kirk +when the kirk quit the tokens, back to the worship of the sanctuary. It +is many years since they returned to St. Cuthbert's hallowed shrine, and +they now sing the uncreated song. + +For they have joined that choir invisible whose voices, trained by God, +blend in perfect unison, but not in time; for they reckon not by days +and years where they have gone to dwell. + +It may be set down as certain that I would never have won them back to +church had it not been that I abandoned argument and adopted friendship. + +For argument, to my mind, satisfies a people's souls as well as a bill +of fare will suffice a hungry man; but the heart's food is a different +matter. Argument may be botany, but friendship is a flower; and one +little violet is better than one big volume, or a thousand of them, as +far as that goes. This is perhaps the same thing as to say that a living +dog is better than a dead lion, for most big books are sepulchres--but I +think that my figure hath a sweeter flavour than the other. + +And when I deliver the Yale lectures to young ministers, I shall tell +them that there is a blessed guile, a holy cozenage of the heart whereby +they may win their people's souls by stealth. And if a parson hath some +obdurate parishioner or some gnarled and snarling elder, let him attack +him as a thief in the night, and turn its darkness into day. + +I had to build my friendship with Donald brick by brick, and oftentimes +it swayed before his blasts. A hundred times I could have been justly +angry and forever done with him. But I knew a man, a very near relation, +with whom God might oftener have done the same, and had not; besides, I +remembered that adroit petition in the Lord's Prayer, which is the +plummet of the soul's sincerity--and I had read of One who reviled not +again. + +"In days far by," he charged, "oor faithers said wi' pride as hoo the +ministers o' God were dyin' for the truth; but in thae modern days, a' +men say as hoo they're dyin' for their steepin'" (stipend). + +Now this was hard to bear, for I had declined larger stipends than I +accepted from St. Cuthbert's, and some would say that this was a right +and proper time to stand upon my dignity. But what is so dignified as +the Cross, planted in the very centre of shame's garden? I had long +before determined that no man can stand on dignity, for it must be +dignity that stands upon the man, and by no act or word of his, be it +remarked, but by the high act of God. For those men who stand on dignity +are top-heavy things, pigmies upon stilts, triangles upside down. + +Therefore I was patient with Donald, and guarded our infant friendship +as a lost hunter shields his last remaining match. I said little to him +about church, and much about the Highlands. For Donald was a belated +Highlander, his parents having lapsed to the lowlands, where birth took +him at a disadvantage; but he was ever struggling to recover Inverness. + +"I was a hielandman afore I was born and a lowlandman after. I kind o' +flawed doon like, ye ken," he said. + +I nodded acquiescence, for it is a favourite theory of mine that a man +is born of his grandparents just as much as of his father and his +mother; they are equally responsible, I hold, but have the advantage of +an earlier retreat. + +It was Donald's great delight to recount the fighting stories of his +highland ancestors. In all that bloody reel he joined again with joy. +The slightest reference to it, and Donald was off--over the hills and +far away, his guid blue bonnet on his head, his burly knees as bare as +the bayonet his fathers bore, and the wild skirl of the bagpipes in his +heart. Those pagan-Christian days, those shameful splendours of feud and +raid and massacre, those mutual pleasantries of human pig-sticking, +those civilized savageries and chivalric demonries--all these were +Donald's sanguinary food. + +"Mind ye," he would say, "half the time they didna ken what they were +fechtin' aboot. But they focht a' the better for that--the graun' human +principle was there; they kent that fine, an' that was a' they needit +for to ken. Forbye, they foucht when the chief bade them fecht. When he +gied the word, hieland foot was never slow and hieland bluid was never +laggin'. Man, what a graun' chief Bonyparte wad hae made, gin the +M'Phatters had ta'en him up!" + +"Dinna be aye speakin' aboot yir M'Phatters," interrupted his gentle +wife, now somewhat aroused, for her maiden name was Elsie Campbell, and +she had her own share of highland memories. "They were guid eneuch +fechters in their way, nae doot, but it wasna the Campbell way. Yir +M'Phatter feet that ye're haverin' aboot was never slow when the +Campbells was comin', I'll grant ye that--the Campbells did them, ye ken +that fine, Donald." + +"Hoots, wumman, ye dinna ken what yir sayin'. Div ye no' mind the battle +o' the bluidy shirt, an'----" + +"Haud yir wheesht--I canna bide to hear aboot thae bluidy shirts an' +things. It's a fair scunner', and the minister hearin' ye to the +bargain," Elsie shut him off triumphantly in propriety's great name. + +The first real olive branch of friendship which Donald extended to me +was under cover of the bagpipes. I knew he was relenting when he first +asked me if I would like to hear him play. I forged a pious lie, +declaring it would give me the greatest pleasure. Surely that sin has +been atoned for; I have suffered for it as no tongue can tell. The world +needeth a new Dante, to write a new _Inferno_, with the bagpipes thrown +in. Then will that sombre picture of future suffering be complete. I +make no reckless charge against those aforesaid instruments of music, +facetiously so called. The bagpipes are a good thing in their place, but +their place is with Dante and his _Inferno_. + +They have survived only as bulldogs survive, from perverted sentiment, +and mal-educated taste. For the Scotsman is the most sentimental among +men, stubbornly and maliciously and relentlessly sentimental. The +bagpipes are a legacy from the grim testament of war, and the savage +breath of other days belches through them yet. Ah me! with what secret +pride I hear again far other music wafted from my native Emerald Isle! +Nor can I well conceal my joy that the emblem of Ireland, despised and +rejected though she be, is the sweetest-tongued of all music-making +things in this vale of tears. For her, no lion, tempest-crowned, for her +no prowling bear, for her no screaming eagle--but the harp, mellifluous +and tender. And although its liquid strain hath for centuries been +touched by sorrow, yet there hath been music in its voice for all the +happier listening world, and the day draweth near, please God, when its +unfleeting joy shall descend and rest on her own fields and meadows, +making glad the hearts within her humble cottages, whose only wealth is +love. + +But Donald's fervent passion for this warlike weapon of his fathers was +unrestrained by thoughts of other lands. Had any man suggested that +Irish music was superior, he would doubtless have bidden him begone and +dwell with other lyres. Such suggestion I did not dare to make. On the +contrary, I smiled as he fondled his windy octopus, which he did with +mysterious tenderness. Then he adjusted the creature to his lips, while +I calmly braced myself for the gathering storm. + +I had not long to wait. He paced dramatically back and forward for a +minute in a preliminary sort of way, like one who pushes his shallop +from the shore, gently pressing the huge belly of the thing with his +elbow as if to prompt it for the ensuing fray. The thing emitted one or +two sample sounds, not odious particularly, but infantile and grimly +prophetic, like the initial squeaks of some windful babe awaking from +its sleep. Then the thing seemed to feel its strength, to recognize its +dark enfranchisement, and broke into such a blasphemy of sound as hath +not been heard since the angels alighted where they fell. + +I have heard the deep roar of the ocean, and have listened to the +screech of the typhoon through befiddled sails; I have shuddered at the +savage yell of the hyena, and have grown cold, even in the tropics, +before the tooting of the wounded elephant; I have heard the eagle rend +the firmament and the midnight fog-horn ring the changes on +eternity--join them all together, and they will be still but as a +village choir compared to the infinite and full-orbed bray of the +highland bagpipes. + +After the first shock of sky-quake had subsided, Donald turned and +looked at me with a rapt and heavenly smile, the thing emitting sundry +noises all the while, like fragments from a crash of sound, +comparatively mild, as a stream which has just run Niagara. + +I stood, dripping with noise, fearful lest the tide might rush in again, +and looking about for my hat, if haply it might have been cast up upon +the beach. + +"Wasna that a graun' ane?" said the machinator. "It's nae often ye'll +hear the like o' that in Canada. There's jist ae man beside masel' can +gie ye that this side o' Inverness--and he's broke i' the win'." + +"Thank God!" I ejaculated fervently, not knowing what I said. + +But Donald misunderstood me and I had nothing to fear. + +"Ye're richt there," he cried exultantly; "it's what I ca' a sacred +preevilege to hear the like o' that, maist as sacred as a psalm. Ma +faither used to play that verra tune at funerals i' the hielands, and +the words they aye sang till't was these:-- + + "'Take comfort, Christians, when your friends + In Jesus fall asleep,' + +an' it used to fair owercome the mourners. If ye were gaun by a hoose +i' the hieland glens, and heard thae words and that tune, ye cud mak' +sure there was a deid corpse i' the hoose." + +"I don't wonder," was my response; but he perceived nothing in the words +except reverent assent. + +"Ay," went on Donald, "it's a graun' means o' rest to the weary heart. +It's fair past everything for puttin' the bairns to sleep. Mony's the +time I hae lulled them wi' that same tune when their mither cud dae +naethin' wi' them. I dinna mind as I ever heard a bairn cry when I was +gien them that tune." + +"I quite believe that," I replied, burning to ask him if they ever cried +again. But I refrained, and began my retreat towards the door. + +"Bide a wee; I maun gie ye 'The MacGregor's Lament.'" + +But I was obstinate, having enough occasion for my own. + +"Hoots, man, dinna gang--it's early yet." + +"But I really feel that I must go. I would sooner hear it some other +time." At my own funeral, I meant. "Besides, Mr. M'Phatter, the bagpipes +always influence me strangely. They give me such a feeling of the other +world as kind of unfits me for my work." + +Whereupon Donald let me go. As I fled along the lane I watched him +holding the thing still in his hand, and I feared even yet lest it +might slip its leash. + +But I have been thankful ever since that Donald did not ask me which +other world I meant. + + + + +XII + +"_By That SAME TOKEN_" + + +This was the first step towards the return of the M'Phatter family to +St. Cuthbert's Church. I waited patiently, stepped carefully, and +endured cheerfully every hardship, from the bagpipes down; but all the +time I had before my mind that triumphant day when Donald and his +household would once more walk down the kirk's spacious aisle, like the +ransomed of the Lord who return and come to Zion with songs and +everlasting joy upon their heads. + +One glorious summer evening I broached the matter to them both. It was +the pensive hour of twilight, and Donald had been telling me with +thrilling eloquence of a service he had once attended in St. Peter's +Church, Dundee, when the saintly M'Cheyne had cast the spell of eternity +about him. When he had got as nearly through as he ever got with his +favourite themes, I asked him to listen to me for a little, and not to +interrupt. He promised, and I talked on to them for an hour or more, the +twilight deepening into darkness, and the sweet incense of nature's +evening mass arising about us where we sat. + +It was the hour and the season that lent themselves to memory, and I +armed myself with all the unforgotten years as I bore down upon their +hearts. The duty, the privilege, the joy of mingling with the great +congregation in united voice and heart to bless the Creator's name, all +this I urged with passionate entreaty. + +"Oh, Donald," I cried at last, forgetting his seventy years and the +title those years deserved, "come back, come back, man, to the fountain +at which you drank with joy long years ago! Oh, Donald, it is springing +yet, and its living waters are for you. Years have not quenched their +holy stream, nor changed the loving heart of Him who feeds them. Donald +man, your pride is playing havoc with your soul. Are not the days +shortening in upon you? You saw the darkness fall since we sat down +together, and the night has come, and it is always night in the grave. +Man, hurry home before the gloaming betrays you to the dark. + +"Do you not hear yonder clock ticking in the hall that same old song of +death, the same it sang, the night your father's father was born in the +glen, the same it wailed the night he died? It is none other than the +voice of God telling you that the night cometh fast. Oh, Donald, was it +not your mother who first taught you the way to that holy spring, even +as she taught your boyish feet the path to yonder babbling burn which +even now is lilting to the night? Donald man, be a little child again, +and come back before you die." + +Then there was a silence deep as death, and we heard the crickets sing +and the drowsy tinkling on the distant hill. I spoke not another word, +for when a great Scotch soul is in revolution, I would as soon have +offered to assist at the creation as seek then to interfere. But I heard +his wife Elsie sobbing gently and I felt a tear on Donald's cheek. My +heart caught its distilling fragrance, like a bluebell on some +mountainside, and I knew that the seasons were exchanging in Donald's +soul, winter retreating before the avenging spring. + +Suddenly he arose and swiftly spoke-- + +"I'll gang back on Sabbath mornin'; I'll tak' ma mither's psalm-buik, +and I'll gang." + +He strode quickly towards the house; as he passed me the rising moon +shone upon his face, and it looked like that of a soul which has the +judgment day behind and eternal mother-love before. + +Elsie walked with me to the gate, and her face put the now radiant night +to shame. Her long eclipse had ended. It was then she told me the secret +of the token and her husband's love for it. + +"Ye mauna think ower hard on Donald; I promised to tell naebody, but ye +willna let him ken. It wasna the token in itsel', but it was oor Elsie +mair. Elsie was oor little lassie that's gone to bide wi' God. + +"Weel, when she was a bit bairn, she aye gaed wi' us to the sacrament, +and she was awfu' ta'en up wi' the token. She wad spell oot the bit +writin' on't, and she thocht there was naethin' sae bonnie as the +picture o' the goblet on the ither side o't. And she wad thrust her wee +bit haun' intil Donald's wes'coat pocket, where he aye keepit the token, +an' she wad tak' it oot an' luik at it, an' no' ask for sweeties or gang +to sleep or greet, like ither bairns. And when she was deein', she askit +for it, and she dee'd wi' it in her haun'. An' that verra nicht, when +Donald an' me was sittin' fon'lin' her gowden curls an' biddin' ane +anither no' to greet--for ae broken hairt can comfort anither broken +hairt--he slippit the token frae oot her puir cauld wee haun', an' he +read the writin' that's on't oot lood: 'This do in remembrance of Me,' +an' he says, 'I'll dae it in remembrance o' them baith, mither--o' +Christ an' oor Elsie--an' when I show forth the Lord's death till He +come, I'll aye think o' them baith, an' think o' them baith thegither in +the yonderland--Christ an' oor Elsie--an' me an' you tae, mither, a' +thegither in the Faither's hoose.' An' a' the time o' the funeral he +hauded the token ticht, an' he keepit aye sayin' till himsel', 'Christ +an' oor Elsie--an' us a'.' + +"Next Sabbath was the sacrament, an' Donald gaed alane, for I cudna gang +wi' him, and that was the day they tell't the fowk hoo communion cairds +was better, an' hoo they wudna use the tokens ony mair. Then Donald +grippit the seat, an' he rose an' gaed oot o' the kirk, an' cam hame, +an' gaed till his room, an' I didna see his face till the gloamin'. Oh, +minister, dinna think owre hard aboot him. That's why he never gaed mair +to the kirk, for he loved oor Elsie sair." + +I pressed her hand in parting, but I spoke no word, for I was thinking +passionately of those golden curls, and that little hand in which the +token lay tightly clasped; but it was our Margaret's face that was white +upon the pillow. Love is a great interpreter. + +The next Sabbath morning saw Donald and Elsie in the courts of Zion, and +great peace was upon their brows. When I ascended the pulpit stairs, +they were already in their ancestral pew, now the property of Hector +Campbell, who had abandoned it with joy, only asking that he be given +one in the gallery from which he might see Donald's face. + +We opened our service with the Scottish psalm-- + + "How lovely is Thy dwelling-place, + Oh, Lord of hosts, to me," + +and a strange thing befell us then. Donald was singing huskily, +struggling with a storm which had its centre in his heart, all the more +violent because it was a summer storm and fed from the inmost tropics of +his soul. But it was the part Elsie took in that great psalm which is +still the wonder of all who were there that day, though her voice hath +long been silent in the grave. She had, years before, been reckoned the +sweetest singer of all who helped to swell St. Cuthbert's praise. Her +voice had been trained by none but God, yet its power and richness were +unequalled. But her last song had been by the bedside of her dying +child, and those who heard her say there was not a faltering note. + +And now her voice was released again, and her unchained soul, aflame +with its long-silent love for the courts of Zion, found in that voice +its highway up to God. No psalm-book, no note of music made by hand, no +human thought repressed her or trammelled her exultant wing. Uncaged, +she sang as the lark sings when native meadows bid its exile cease. + +From the first note, clear and radiant, as on a golden staircase her +voice went upward with its loving sacrifice. All eyes were turned upon +her, all other voices hushed in wonder, while even the wondering +precentor abdicated to join the vassal throng. But she knew it +not--knew nothing, indeed, but that she was again in the unforgotten +house of God, and pouring out her soul to the soul's great Comforter. +And she sat down with the others when the psalm was done, but wist not +that her face shone. + + * * * * * + +The kirk session was convened in my room after the great service ceased, +and the glow of joy was on every face. This joy they carefully +concealed, as was their way, but I felt its heat even when I could not +see its gleam. One or two spoke briefly, and their parted lips disclosed +their deep rejoicing, but only for a moment, as you have caught the bed +of flame behind the furnace's swiftly closing door. I told them, in a +word, of Donald and his Elsie and his token. + +They were stern men, and ruled the kirk with sternness; they had dealt +faithfully with more than one who sought to restore the reign of the +token against the expressed ruling of the session. They nipped contumacy +in the bud. + +But it was moved by Ronald M'Gregor, and seconded by Saunders M'Dermott, +and unanimously carried, "That the clerk be instructed to inform Donald +M'Phatter, and his wife Elsie M'Phatter, that it is the will of the +kirk session of St. Cuthbert's that they be in no wise admitted to the +sacrament except on presentation of tokens regularly stamped and bearing +the date of 1845." + + + + +XIII + +_WITH The WORKMEN_ + + +I think we first realized the worth of Angus Strachan the year of the +great strike among the mechanics of New Jedboro. That was a terrible +year, and the memory of it is dark and clammy yet. For our whole town, +and almost every man's bread and butter, rose and fell with the industry +or the idleness of our great iron manufactories. To my mind, the cause +of the trouble was twofold: first, that the proprietors were very rich; +and second, that the agitators were very scoundrels. For we had as happy +a class of working men in New Jedboro, take them on the whole, as the +God of work looked down upon. They were in receipt of fair and +considerable wages, their shops were clean and well ventilated, and +their hours reasonably short, especially if compared to those poor +creatures whom greed and selfishness keep behind the counters till +twelve o'clock on a Saturday night. And I have noticed that those who +howl the loudest about long hours are those who postpone their shopping +till ten or eleven of these same Saturday nights. + +For the most part, they owned their own homes and the plots of ground +they gardened, and I do contend that the watering-can and the spade and +the pruning knife are a means of grace. Very many of them made twelve +shillings a day, which is three dollars in our good Canadian money, and +some of the highest paid made twice as much. And there was work for them +every working day and every working hour of the day. + +The peace was broken when two sleek and well-dressed agitators came to +town, agents for the Central Organization, whose mild and pleasant duty +it was to tell free-born working-men when they were to work and when to +starve. + +These gentlemen soon precipitated a general strike, in which they took a +highly sympathetic part, reviving the flagging courage of half-starving +wives and children, exhorting them to endure unto the end; and be it +said to their lasting credit, these aforesaid gentlemen toiled +faithfully to spread their new evangel, desisting only three times a +day, when they repaired to their six-course meals at the Imperial Hotel. + +They pointed out, between meals, to the hungry men how well-pleasing was +their hunger in the sight of heaven, for it would help some +fellow-workmen three thousand miles away, and possibly be of benefit to +some few who had not yet been born. Hunger, they pointed out with lofty +ardour, might not be comfortable in every case, but it was glorious, +and in the line of immortal fame. All of this was somewhat marred by +their occasional gulping and hiccoughing, for six-course dinners are not +friendly to ethereal oratory. When one of them got through, the other, +having finished the picking of his teeth, would take the stand and +divulge anew to these underfed immortals the secrets of the Book of +Life. + +Then their poor dupes would cheer with a desperate attempt at courage, +but it was to me like the bleating of sheep that are led to the +slaughter. Wearily they sought their once happy homes, to find empty +larders and broken-hearted wives, their wondering children crying for +the necessities they had never lacked before, their clothes in tatters, +and the roses departed from their cheeks. + +Many a sick wife and ailing child did I visit then, pining for the +little delicacies their breadwinner could not afford to buy--all of this +at the behest of two bespangled gentlemen, who even then were writing to +their distant wives, enclosing substantial checks, and descanting +eloquently upon the sumptuous fare at the aforesaid Imperial Hotel. + +Two sights there are in this panoramic world which greatly madden me, +and they are twins. + +The first is the spectacle of a pot-bellied landlord, his wife and +family sated with every luxury, as he smilingly takes across the +bar--have you ever seen a snake swallow its prey, an equally slimy +sight?--the five-cent piece of some poor fellow whose child hath neither +toy nor bread, and whose broken wife, struggling in God's name to shield +her children from indecency and want, will tremblingly explore his +pocketbook at midnight, only to find every farthing of his wages gone. +For the aforesaid smiling landlord hath poured it into the satin lap of +the equally smiling wife at the Travellers' Rest. + +And the other sight is the spectacle of a complacent gentleman, organ +for the Trades and Labour Union, who alighteth from his Pullman car to +ply his incendiary trade, living in the lap of luxury, while weeping +wives stroke the famished faces of their hungry bairns and dumbly plead +with God that this cruel strike may soon be over. + +It was at such a time as this that Angus first impressed us with his +real power. We had seen much of him in the years that had passed since +he spent his first New Jedboro night beneath our roof. Often and often +he would spend the evening with us, chatting on pleasant topics or +teaching our Margaret the high things of chess, at which he was +well-nigh a master. But I little dreamed then what fateful moves there +may be even in a game of chess, what mating and checkmating and sundry +other operations may be sublimely mingled in that so interesting +struggle. + +We heard with pleasure that Angus was making rare progress in his chosen +trade, and even now, although early in his twenties, he was head +draughtsman in all that great establishment. Night schools, with wide +and constant reading, had made his English almost as good as new, and +the shabby lad of six or seven years ago was now a citizen amongst us of +repute and promise. + +But that is no rare occurrence in this new world of ours, where men have +better chances than the rigid ways of the old land will afford. For old +Scotland means that her mountains shall remain mountains, and her +valleys she purposes shall be valleys evermore; and I make little doubt +that Mr. Carnegie would have been ranked with the valleys till they +received his dust had he never sought the wider spaces of our Western +World. From which Western World both their hills and valleys have +received his dust in rich abundance. + +Passing a crowded hall one night when this industrial storm was at its +height, I heard a voice which seemed familiar addressing the excited +men, and surely there hath never before or since been heard a speech of +greater sense and soundness. + +"Are we working men fools enough," he was asking as I entered, "to be +led by the nose at the will of these strangers who want us to strike in +the interests of Chicago or St. Louis or San Francisco? Charity begins +at home, and our first duty is to look after our own. If we are going to +have dictators in this matter, let us choose them from honest workers +among ourselves, and not from high-salaried importations such as these. +Look at their hands the next time you get a chance, and tell me why they +are so smooth and white. None of your diamond-ringed fraternity for me," +cried Angus with growing passion. + +At this point Jack Slater interrupted. Jack was famed for his hearty +resistance to every industrious instinct, resolutely denying himself the +much-lauded sweets of toil. He was the leading Socialist of the town, +hating every man who was an actual toiler with his hands, always +excepting the well-fed agitators, whom he worshipped with ignorant +devotion. + +"I just want fer to ask Mr. Strachan one question. What right has them +fellows what owns the foundries to be makin' ropes of money while the +likes of us only gets our two dollars a day? Let us have equality, +that's what I say. Give me equality or give me death. God made one man +as good as another, and it's the devil as tries to make them different. +Let's divide up, that's what I say, and don't have them fellows sportin' +round in their carriages and goin' to Europe, while the rest of us is +sweatin' through the dog days in the shops." + +Loud murmurs of approval broke from a hundred sullen lips, and Bob +Taylor, encouraged by Jack's success, jumped to his feet and shouted-- + +"I hopes as how all the fellers 'll stand firm and bring the bosses up +with the short turn. We kin do it, for we're the lads as makes their +money for them. What them kerridge fellows needs is a bash or two in the +jaw from the horny hand of toil. I goes in fer rotten-eggin' all the +scabs as agrees to work lower nor the wage we set, and if that won't do, +I goes in fer duckin' 'em; and if duckin' won't do, I goes in fer fixin' +'em so's they won't work nowheres. If this is a free country, let's have +our share of the kerridges--I believe in equality the same as Jack." + +These views were received with renewed expressions of approval, for to +most of the excited men they seem quite unanswerable. + +"That's the ticket; make 'em walk the plank. We're just as good as +them," I heard some burly mechanic mutter. + +The eager audience turned towards Angus, awaiting his reply, if haply +reply could be provided. It has been my lot to hear many strong +addresses, but I esteem this answering speech of Angus's among the +strongest utterances I have heard. + +"Mr. Slater wishes," he began, "to know by what right our employers make +more money than we do. In answer, let me ask him by what right Bill +Montgomery, the foreman in the moulding shop, gets more money every +pay-day than Tom Coxford, who is one of his men. I suppose he will admit +it is because Bill has more ability and more experience than Tom; he +will also admit that the difference in their wages is a just difference, +and indeed I have never heard any one find fault with it. Well, carry +out that principle, and some one who has more skill than Montgomery will +get more money than he gets. Then there will be some one above him +again, and so on till you get to the head of the firm. If differing +wages are just at all--and every one admits they are--then how can you +deny their legitimate profits to the men whose industry and business +ability have established the concern and guided it along to what it is +to-day? + +"Mr. Slater says that men are all equal. I don't agree with him. It is +clear that God means some men to be rich and others to be less rich. If +a man quarrels with the inequality among men, his quarrel is with God. +God makes some men richer than others to begin with. When we see the +highest riches, like those of brains and strength, unequally divided, we +need not wonder to see the lesser riches somewhat unevenly distributed. +God gives one man, or a woman like Jenny Lind, a voice that means a +thousand dollars a night as often as they want to sing, and He gives +another man a voice like an alarm-clock or a buzz-saw. He gives one man +a mind that seems always to be full, and another man a mind, let him do +his best, that is always as empty as a last year's nest. Surely I have +more ground for envying the man who is born with more brains than I than +the man who is born with more wealth than I. And yet God alone is +responsible for the first-named inequality. We hear too much rubbish +about this theory of all men being equal born. + +"As for Bob Taylor's hint that we should employ violence to prevent men +working for what wage they please, I have only this to say, that nobody +but a lazy dog like him would suggest such a policy. + +"We all know that when the whistle blows in the morning, Bob always +tries how much of it he can hear before he goes in; and when it blows at +night, he tries how much of it he can hear after he gets out. Bob is +always slow at the end where he ought to be quick, and quick at the end +where all honest men try at least to be decently slow; and then he talks +to us about ducking some poor fellow who wants to make an honest living +for his wife and children. I will say this much, too, that if the time +ever comes when a free-born man cannot sell his labour in the market +for what price he likes, then I will turn my back upon the old flag and +leave its soil forever. + +"Now, I am going to ask Mr. Slater a question or two about this dividing +up business. + +"Do you think, Mr. Slater, if a man has a million dollars, that he ought +to divide up with the man who has very little, if that man happens to be +working for him?" + +"Most sartintly," replied Jack. + +"Very well, if a man has ten thousand dollars, should he divide up with +a poorer man who works for him?" + +"Sure," answered Jack promptly. + +"Well, suppose a man has a house and a little garden, and he has a man +hired to help dig it or repair it, should he divide up with this poorer +workman who has neither house nor garden?" + +Jack hesitated, his brows knit in thought; then he answered slowly-- + +"Naw, I don't just think so." + +"Why not?" said Angus. + +"Well, 'twouldn't be fair; besides, I happen to have a little house and +garden of my own." + +Then all that crowd of men exploded in a burst of derisive laughter +which set the seal of triumph on Angus's argument. + +After the uproar had subsided, an intrepid Scotsman, only a few months +in New Jedboro, volunteered to address the meeting. + +"I canna jist answer the argyments o' Mr. Strachan, but I maun pit +forrit my idea that oor wives and bairns haena the luxuries o' them as +owns the works. I canna but mind that Robbie Burns said, 'A man's a man +for a' that,' an' I thocht the present a fittin' occasion to mind ye o' +the words, bein' as we're met the nicht to speak oot against slavery o' +ilka kind." + +"No man who knows me," replied Angus, "will say that I will either yield +to slavery or assist it in any form. But the man who calls himself a +slave because his employer has more money than he, is no friend to +honest labour. We would all like wealth, but wealth is neither happiness +nor liberty. After all, the men whom we envy have not so much more than +we; they can only lie on one pillow at a time, can only eat one mouthful +at a time, can only smoke one cigar at a time, and as for the kind of +couch a man sits down upon, it matters little so that he has earned his +rest by honest toil. + +"My Scottish friend hardly realizes what he says. I know he has a wife +and a sweet little lassie. There is Mr. Blake, the richest of our +manufacturers, and he has neither the one nor the other. Now I ask my +compatriot, would he trade his lot for that of Mr. Blake with all his +money? He answers no. Then who is the richer man--Mr. Blake, or our +fellow-workman from auld Scotland? + +"Speaking of Scotland, let me say this one word. I lived there till I +was a well-grown lad, as did scores of you, and I defy you to contradict +me when I say that we are a hundred times better off here than we were +among the sheep or behind the ploughs in the old land, neither of which +we could hardly ever hope to call our own. Were we not there accounted +almost as sheep for the slaughter? How much better were we than the kine +we tended? Were not we even driven from the land we rented at a cruel +price, that some haughty lord might make a deer-run of the place? What +were we there but grovelling vassals, and what hope had we ever to be +independent, or to own even a house in which to die? + +"I do not need to tell you of the difference here, of how the most of us +have our own little homes, and count our friends among the best people +in New Jedboro; and three-fourths of the aldermen in our council, and +the trustees of our schools, and the elders of our kirks, are from the +ranks of honest labour. + +"Let us thank God we have escaped from the class tyranny and the peasant +bondage of the land beyond the seas." + +A new and different light was now upon the rapt faces of the men--and +the end of it all was that they turned the diamond-ringed gentlemen from +their doors. + + + + +XIV + +_WITH The EMPLOYERS_ + + +Nor was this the last of Angus's eloquence. A few days later the +manufacturers, being met in conclave at Mr. Blake's office, sent for the +young Scotsman and personally thanked him for his good offices in +settling the strike. Both sorts were there--the kind and the unkind, the +gentleman and the churl--but all alike united in grateful praise for the +mediation which Angus had accomplished. Many unctuous things were said, +but when one tyrant arose to speak his gratitude, Angus's face bore a +look which boded ill. + +"We're glad," said Mr. M'Dougall, swelling with vulgar pompousness, "to +see that you recognize the rights of property and the claims of vested +interests. And we trust," he added, "that Labour has learned a lesson it +will not soon forget." Then he sat down with the majesty of a balloon +descending. + +"I am glad, sir," replied Angus, "to have been of service in quelling a +movement led by selfish and grasping strangers, but I may at the same +time say that it would be well for Mr. M'Dougall and his kind to pay +more heed himself to the rights of property. For skill and industry and +faithfulness are property just as much as Mr. M'Dougall's vested +interests. And he may as well be warned that Labour will not forever +tolerate the selfishness and the pride with which he treats his hands." + +"I move," interrupted Mr. Thoburn, himself a gifted tyrant, "that this +meeting do now adjourn." + +"This meeting will do nothing of the sort." This time it was Mr. Blake +who spoke, and there was iron in his voice. "None of us thought Mr. +Strachan spoke too long when he was dealing with the agitators from +Chicago, and let us hear him out, unless we are bigger cowards than the +men who work for us." + +The meeting endorsed these sentiments, and Angus resumed-- + +"I speak in the interests of Capital," he said, "when I declare that the +fault is not all on the side of the working man. Many of our employers +are kind and sympathetic men, but others of them are not. I envy no man +among you the wealth he has gathered, but the selfishness of some of our +manufacturers is maddening to the working man. + +"Some of you know nothing of our trials and our difficulties, and, what +is worse, you do not want to know. You pass by the men who are making +you rich as though they were the dogs of the street. You sit next pew to +them in the kirk, and yet treat them like the dirt beneath your feet. It +is doubtless your conviction that you have discharged your whole duty to +us when you pay our wages every fortnight. I tell you," he cried +passionately, "that is the great fallacy which is yet to prove the +undoing of the employers of labour. + +"You forget we are men, as well as you, and have higher claims upon you +than your pay sheet acknowledges. If our employer dies, we follow him in +a body to his grave. If one of us dies, you drive past his hearse with +your haughty carriages, or bolt down a side street to avoid the +association. + +"Tom Lamplough, who has worked for Mr. Thoburn twenty years, buried his +only child last Thursday, and his employer spent the afternoon speeding +his thoroughbred on the race-track beside the cemetery. At the very +moment when Tom was groping about the open grave, struggling with his +broken heart and following his daughter with streaming eyes, Mr. Thoburn +was bawling out that his filly had done it in two and a quarter--and the +clods were falling on the coffin all the while." + +At this juncture Thoburn arose, his face the very colour of the corpse +he had disdained. + +"Will no man throttle this fanatic?" he hoarsely craved. "Must we be +insulted thus by a mere working man?" + +"I insult no man," retorted his accuser, "when I tell him but the truth. +It was you who insulted the dead, and outraged her desolate father +because he was but your servant. Is what I say the truth?" + +"I decline to answer that," said Thoburn. + +"You will not decline to answer before the throne of God. For you and +Tom will meet yonder. Good God, man, did you ever think of that? Did it +ever occur to you that you and Tom will take your last ride in the same +conveyance, and have the same upholstery in the tomb? And somebody +else's filly will be making its mile in less time than yours when the +clods are falling on your coffin." + +I have often marvelled at this strange power of rhetoric in an untutored +man; but it only confirmed what I am more and more inclined to +believe--that emotion and intellect are twins, and that the soul is +oratory's native home. + +There was a pause, but it was brief. For there flew to the rescue of his +beleaguered brother Mr. Hiram Orme, the millionaire proprietor of the +great Acme works. Vulgar and proud, he lived a life of ostentatious +luxury. + +No thought of the poor or the suffering ever disturbed the shallow tenor +of his enamelled existence Secure in the fortress of wealth, which is a +lie! he cared nothing for such wounded soldiers as had helped to build +it, or for their widows or their orphans. With all sail set, he careened +on his inconsiderate way, and the vessels whose side he sought were +never those bearing the signals of distress. + +Mr. Hiram Orme had a high contempt for all working men, and a keen +suspicion of every attitude which smacked of liberty. The working man, +like the negro, was happier far in a state of semi-slavery--such was the +honest view of the honest man. + +And now he was upon his feet, glaring with wrath, profoundly complacent +in the assurance of superior wealth, and prepared to demolish both Angus +and the King's English at a blow. + +"Them's nice words," he broke forth, "for a working man to be using to +the man what he's dependent on for to get his bread and butter. And I +want for to tell this man Strachan that beggars can't be choosers. A +pretty preachment he's givin' us about coffins and them like things. +There's one thing certain, and that is, me and the rest of my brother +manufacturers will have a sight finer coffins than him and his sort will +have." The manufacturers shuddered, like men sitting in some deadly +draught. + +"We've had jist about enough sass from our young friend, I think; he's +nothin' but a hewer of wood and a drawer of water for us anyhow. +Doesn't the Bible tell servants like him for to be obedient to their +masters?" + +Then Angus's Scotch blood leaped, protesting, to his face, and his soul +tore open his burning lips as the tide bursts a dam built by children's +hands. + +"I eat honest bread, earned by honest toil," he hotly cried, "and that +is more than Mr. Orme can say. I would beg from door to door before I +would munch, as he does, the crusts that are stained with blood. We all +know how he has ground his working girls to the earth, how he has +refused to ventilate his factories, and even to heat them decently in +the winter time. We all know how he has spurned the poor and the needy +with his foot, and how he has crawled upon his belly before the rich and +great. I will tell you something about Mr. Orme. It does not apply to +all of you. Some of you, thank God! have remembered that your working +men were human beings like yourselves--you have helped and befriended +the sick and the poor, you have pensioned the closing years of faithful +men. You have called yourselves to ask for our sick and dying, and we +have blessed you for it. What poor burdened hearts want is the warm +heart touch from your own hands or lips, but Mr. Orme has given neither +the one nor the other. + +"Mr. Orme, do you remember Dick Draper, who was your boss carder, and +who lives in a little house behind your mansion? Do you remember that he +worked for you ten or fifteen years, and that you discharged him because +he would not leave the Union?" + +"Yes, I remember him. Why?" answered Orme huskily. + +"I will tell you why. A few months after you discharged him, partly +because his health failed and partly because you blackballed him at all +other shops, he was still out of work, his money all gone, his pantry +bare, and his youngest boy dying of a slow disease of the spine. Some of +us went to you and asked you to help us raise enough to send him to +Montreal for treatment that might save his life. You showed us the door, +and told us to tell him he could make his money like you made yours. You +said if the boy died it would be one mouth less for Dick to feed, and +told us there was a grand old maxim about every man for himself and the +devil have the hindermost. As we were going down your splendid avenue, +you shouted that Dick's spine was stiff enough when he joined the Union. +Then you asked us if spines were hereditary. Then you laughed and your +barns and your grand driving sheds echoed back its cruel mockery." + +Orme arose and started towards the door. + +"Mr. Chairman, I protest," he began. + +"Sit doon," thundered Angus, lapsing into his native tongue, "sit doon +till I tell ye a'. The nicht Dick's boy was deein', we went to ye and +begged ye to stop yir music and yir dancin'. For ye had some graun' fowk +at yir pairty, an' the flowers for it cost ye mair nor wad hae sent the +laddie to Montreal. An' the noise fashed an' fretted the deein' bairn. +But ye bade us begone, an' said ye'd invite us to yir pairty when ye +wanted us--an' the puir laddie dee'd in his faither's airms to the cruel +music o' yir fiddles an' yir reels, an' his faither sat wi' him a' the +nicht, croonin' wi' sorrow, an' yir graun' guests' laughter breakin' on +him like a blizzard frae the north." + +"Is the sermon nearly done?" said Mr. Orme, with a sneer. "You missed +your calling; you're a preacher." The hot tears were in Angus' eyes and +he seemed to have forgotten that Orme was present, the taunt lost upon +him. + +"I will say no more," turning now to the others, "and I have perhaps +spoken over warmly. But I have uttered no word other than the truth. And +I will only make my last appeal, which I know will have some weight, +with most of you, at least. The remedy for all this threatening trouble +lies in mutual sympathy, for I doubt not you have your own difficulties, +even as we have ours. I am glad to have helped to allay this recent +trouble, and my best service shall never be denied you in the future. +But I pray you to consider the words of a man who wishes you nothing +else but good. Pardon what of violence and ponder what of reason has +been mixed with what I said. Capital has its labour, and labour has its +capital--and we are all toilers together." + +He bowed to the employers and withdrew, but the seed his hand had cast +was fallen, some no doubt on rocky ground, but some also on good and +honest soil. + +And Angus had won a victory; but his greatest triumph was unseen, for he +had ruled his own spirit, which high authority assures us is greater +than the taking of a city. + +Not inconsiderable, too, were the outward pledges of his victory. For, +as we said, the sleek agitators had been dismissed, the mills and +factories were running again, and the industrial tides of life in New +Jedboro gradually subsided into their old channels. + +And now those unseen forces that are ever silently working to upset old +standards and to displace old ways, broke out in a new form, this time +threatening the very centre of one of St. Cuthbert's most established +customs. + + + + +XV + +_A BOLD PROPOSAL_ + + +The old precentor's box beneath the pulpit was still St. Cuthbert's only +choir loft. Many years back, the iconoclasts among them had managed to +gather a few of the most songful ones together in a front pew, demurely +sitting as part of the congregation, but concentrated for purposes of +leadership. This proved, however, more than St. Cuthbert's could abide, +and its mal-odour of "High Church" alarmed the Scottish Presbyterians. +Going down the aisle, Saunders M'Tavish voiced the general alarm in +sententious tones-- + +"The thin end o' the wedge," he warningly exclaimed, "and it's no' a far +cry noo to the candles an' the incense. They'll be bringin' ower the +pope next," and the kirk session, convening the next night, soon stopped +that leakage in their ancestral dyke. + +Since then the precentor's box had preserved its lonely splendour. +Within it, in the far-back thunderous days of their great Boanerges, the +precentor stood to lead the swelling psalm as it rose from the seated +multitude--for they stood to pray, but sat to sing. From the +fast-gathering mists that now threaten those receding years, surviving +ones still rescue images of the precentor's ruffled locks, swept by the +pentecostal swirl--so seemed it to his worshippers--of Dr. Grant's +Geneva gown. And in this same box Sabbath after Sabbath appeared the +stalwart form of Archie M'Cormack, modern in nothing but his years. + +His was a conservatism of the intense and passionate sort; not the +choice of his judgment, but the deepest element of his life. He no more +chose old ways, old paths, or the spirit of earlier times, than the +trout chooses water or the Polar bear its native snows. He was born not +among them, but of them, and remained till death their incarnate +descendant. No mere Scotch kirkman was Archie, but a prehistoric +Calvinist, a Presbyterian by the act of God and an elder from all +eternity. Even his youthful thoughts and imaginations adjusted +themselves to the scope of the Westminster Confession, abhorring any +horizon unillumined by the gray light which flowed in mathematical +exactitude from a hypothetical heart in the Shorter Catechism. + +Although, strangely enough, Archie could never master the catechism. A +random question was his doom. Catechise him straight through, and his +response was swift and accurate. No thrust availed against him, a +knight invincible in his well-pieced coat of mail, a very dragon of +orthodoxy from whose lips there issued clouds of Calvinism, till the +minister himself was often well-nigh obscured thereby. But once dip +Archie into the middle of its mighty bosom to search an answer there, +and he would never reappear, or, if he haply might, it would be with +sorry fragments of divers answers in his hands, incongruous to +absurdity. Is not the same true of babbling guides in old cathedrals? + +"What is sin?" the minister once suddenly asked Archie in the course of +catechetical visitation, the district being assembled at one central +house. Archie's answer, being a mosaic, is still quoted by those who +heard it, terror-stricken where they sat. + +"Sin," replied the wide-gleaning man, "is an act of God's free grace, +infinite, eternal, and unchangeable in its full purpose of and endeavour +after new obedience." + +This terrible and miscellaneous eruption was the more lamentable from +the fact that his poor wife heard this blare of discordant dogmas with +unbelieving ears, while even little Kirsty gasped, exclaiming above her +breath, "Ye're sair muddled, faither." + +Archie looked vacantly from wife to daughter, like one who has let +something drop. Then gazing despondently at the minister's struggling +face, he said, "I'm feart that's no' jist richt in a' its parteeklars." +The epilogue was worse than the tragedy. A grim Presbyterian smile went +round, more vocal than the echoing laughter of less silent sects, and it +smote on Archie's ears like the scorners' bray. Forward went the +catechism, a penitential gloom succeeding the sinful indulgence. The +Scottish sun dips suddenly. + +Sober enough now are the faces from which all merriment has fled, +forgetting the precentor's discomfiture, and looking only to their own +deliverance from the guns now turned against themselves. But Archie did +not forget--into a secret Scottish place he had retreated, his hot, +burning heart forging some weapon of revenge. It was ready in due time. +An hour after, just before the armistice which the benediction alone +made sure, he turned upon the honest rustics with a look of belated +triumph in his face, and slew them with the retort which long travail +had brought forth. + +"A'm no' sae gleg on the subject o' sin as some fowk I ken." + +The minister, by aid of special grace, said nothing. Archie, although he +held solemnly on his way through the benediction, as became a precentor, +yet chuckled exultantly all the homeward road. At evening worship he +selected the Twenty-seventh Psalm and sang the second verse with +rejoicing unction-- + + "Whereas mine enemies and foes, + Most wicked persons all, + To eat my flesh against me rose, + They stumbled and did fall," + +and the honest rustics, as they sought the cover of their homes with +emancipated feet, pronounced one to the other that most Scotch of all +Scottish verdicts, half of eulogy and half of condemnation: "He's a lad, +is Airchie. Ay, Airchie's a lad to be sure." + + * * * * * + +What sleuth-hounds women are in matters of the heart! How quickly they +take the scent of any path, virgin though it be, if that path hath been +touched by the very feet of love, tracing its devious course with +passionate inerrancy. + +I thought the news trifling, when I told my wife that Angus and our +Margaret had appeared before St. Cuthbert's session to present a certain +prayer. My mind was taken up exclusively with the request they +proffered. But Margaret's mother was unconcerned with their plea. Of the +pleaders she thought alone. Divers questions she flung forth at me, +furtive all, their author in ambush all the while. + +"Did they seem interested in each other?" was the burden of them all; +for, though she avoided plainness of speech, I could yet detect her +hidden fear. + +But I must turn from this and tell of the enterprise in whose interest +Margaret and Angus bearded the lions of St. Cuthbert's in their den. +They represented the Young People's Guild, and presented the startling +request that the old kirk should henceforth employ an organ to aid the +service of praise on the Sabbath day. And they further asked for the +introduction of the hymns. This implied a revolution, for St. +Cuthbert's, up to this time, had resolutely resisted all attempts to +hallow such profanities. + +For the youthful pair of revolutionists I felt a decided sympathy, such +as pervades every generous heart when it beholds the dauntless approach +of David towards Goliath. Such citadels of orthodoxy, such Gibraltars of +conservatism as Archie was, were almost all the elders of St. +Cuthbert's. And against them all united did Angus and Margaret dare to +turn their poor artillery of persuasion. + +The session received them cordially, having all goodwill towards them +personally, hating the sin but loving the sinners, to employ a good old +theological phrase. Angus began, adroitly enough, with a eulogy of the +psalms and paraphrases, defining them as the mountain peaks of song in +all ages and in every tongue. + +"In far-distant Scotland my mother is singing them to-night," he said, +"and I catch the glow and the sweetness of the heather when the kirk +rings with their high refrain ilka Sabbath day. But we feel that the +hymns, even if they be inferior, will add richness and variety to the +service of our beloved kirk." + +As for the organ, he contended that it was only a means towards an end, +man-made though it was; for these stern men were rigid in their +distinction between things made with hands and things inspired. + +Angus quoted Scripture on behalf of the organ plea, recalling David's +use of instrumental music and quoting the Ninety-second Psalm-- + + "Upon a ten-stringed instrument + And on the psaltery, + Upon the harp with solemn sound + And grave, sweet melody." + +I then called upon Margaret, and my heart misgave me as I spoke her +name, for she was full of pathetic hopefulness, and seemed to think that +Angus's argument had settled things beyond appeal. But I knew better +than she what spray could do with frowning rocks. The elders, too, +smiled tenderly upon her, for they were chivalrous in their solemn way, +and besides, she was what you might call the church's first-born child, +the story of which I have already told. But theirs was a kind of +executioners' smile, for they were iron-blooded men, who felt that they +had heard but now the trumpeting of the enemy at the gate. + +Margaret timidly expressed the view that she need, and would, add +nothing more, "for," she concluded, "Mr. Strachan has covered the ground +completely." This phrase "covered the ground" I do not believe she had +ever used before, but every true child of the manse and the kirk is born +its legitimate heir. "The previous question" is another matter, and can +be acquired only through laborious years. It takes even a moderator all +his time to explain it; before most Presbyteries quite master it, death +moves it--and then they understand. + +Poor Margaret seemed to think that Angus had made out a case which no +elder could successfully assail. She knew not that there are some +matters which Scotch elders consider it impious even to discuss, holding +in scorn the flaccid axiom that there are two sides to every question. + +The youthful petitioners withdrew, and the session indulged itself in a +long silence, their usual mode of signifying that important business was +before them. + +The first to speak was Ronald M'Gregor: "We'll no' be needin' a motion," +he said, by way of indicating that there could be no two opinions on +the matter in hand. + +"We'll hae to move that the peteetion be rejeckit," said Elder M'Tavish, +nodding his head to signify his agreement with Ronald's main contention. + +"The puir bodies mean richt," he added, being distinguished for +Christian charity. + +The motion was as good as agreed to, silent consent appearing upon every +face, when Michael Blake arose. + +"I move in amendment, that the young people's request be referred to a +committee, with a view to its favourable consideration." + +"I second that," said Sandy Grant, the session clerk, "not thereby +committin' masel' to its spirit, but to bring it afore the court in +regular order." + +"What for div we need anither motion?" said Thomas Laidlaw, evidently +perplexed. "There's nane o' us gaun to gie in to thae man-made +hymes--an' their kist o' whustles wad be fair redeek'lus." + +"Let us hear what they have to say in its behalf," said Mr. Blake. +"Every honest man should be open to conviction." + +"We're a' honest men," replied Thomas, "an' we're a' open to conviction, +but I houp nane o' us'll be weak eneuch to be convickit. Oor faithers +wadna hae been convickit." + +"It'll dae nae harm to hear the argyments," said Andrew Hogg, the silent +member of the session. + +At this juncture, fearing what Saunders M'Tavish had long ago called the +thin edge o' the wedge, Archie M'Cormack, the precentor, came forward in +hot alarm, championing the hosts of orthodoxy. + +"The session'll mebbe listen to me, for I've been yir precentor these +mony years. We'll hae nae mair o' thae havers. Wha wants their hymes? +Naebody excep' a wheen o' gigglin' birkies. Gie them the hymes, an' +we'll hear Martyrdom nae mair, an' Coleshill an' Duke Street'll be by. +For what did oor faithers dee if it wasna for the psalms o' Dauvit? An' +they dee'd to the tunes I've named to ye." + +"But Mr. M'Cormack will admit," said Mr. Blake, "that many of God's +people worship to profit with the hymns. There is the Episcopal church +across the way. Last Sabbath I am told their soprano sang 'Lead, kindly +Light,' and it was well received." + +"Wha receivit it?" thundered Archie. "Tell me that, sir. Wha receivit +it? Was it Almichty God, or was it the itchin' lugs o' deein' men, aye +hearkenin' to thae skirlin' birkies wi' their men-made hymes?" + +"Mr. M'Cormack is severe," replied Michael Blake serenely, "but I think +he is unnecessarily alarmed; we must keep our service up to date. As the +session knows, I have always been in favour, for instance, of the +modern fashion of special services at Christmas, Eastertide, and kindred +seasons. And at such times we ought to have a little special music." + +"Up to date!" retorted Archie scornfully; "it's a sair date an' a deein' +ane. It'll dee the nicht, an' there'll be a new ane the morn, an' wha +ever heard tell o' an Easter Sabbath in the Kirk o' Scotland? It'll dae +weel eneuch for thae dissentin' bodies, wi' their prayer-books, but what +hae we, wi' the psalm-buik, an' a regular ministry, an' a regular kirk, +to dae wi' siclike follies? Ilka Sabbath day is Easter day, I'm tellin' +ye. Is oor Lord no' aye risin' frae the dead? Gin a soul braks intil new +life, or a deein' man pillows his weary heid on Him, or the heavy-herted +staun' up in His michty strength, ye hae yir Easter Sabbath; an' that's +ilka Sabbath, I'm sayin'. Nane o' yir enawmelled bit toys for +Presbyterian fowk." + +"I do not want to interfere with the good old Presbyterian ways," +responded Mr. Blake; for the elders seemed to have committed the entire +debate to those two representatives of the old school and the new. "But +it seems to me the whole Christian religion is a religion of change," he +continued; "the new path, the new and living way, the new covenant, the +new name, the new song--and the new heart," he concluded fervently. +Then a moment later he added, "Thank God for that!" and the elders +looked at him in astonishment, for his face bore again that look of +anguish and remorse to which I have referred before, the oft-recurring +evidence of some bitter secret, deep hidden in his heart. + +"We understaun' fine," the session clerk appended. "Mr. Blake is only +contending that there are two sides to every question." + +"Twa sides!" shouted the precentor, now on his feet again, "there's mair +nor twa. There's three sides to ilka question: there's yir ain side, an' +there's my side, an' there's God's side," he added almost fiercely; "an' +when I ken God's side, there's nae ither side ava." + +The debate was not continued long, and closed with the compromise that +Mr. Blake's motion should prevail, the whole matter to be referred to a +committee composed of Mr. Blake, the precentor, the moderator, and the +clerk, no report to be made to the kirk session unless the committee was +unanimous in its finding. This committee was instructed to meet and +confer with the representatives of the Young People's Guild. + +While this resolution was being recorded, Archie was still indulging in +smothered protests, the dying voice of the thunder-storm; and as the +session dispersed he was heard to say, "Committee or no committee, as +lang as I'm in the kirk they'll sing the psalms o' Dauvit--an' the tunes +o' Dauvit tae." + +The next evening I informed Angus of the session's action, and told him +the names of the committee. When I mentioned that of Mr. Blake, his eyes +flashed fire, and in bitter tones he said, "I will meet no committee of +which that man is one. I hate him, sir. I would as lief confer with the +devil as with him." + +This staggered me. I knew no cause for an outburst so passionate, nor +any provocation for a resentment so savage and so evidently real. My +attempt to question him concerning either met with an abrupt but final +refusal. Concerning these things I said nothing to Margaret or her +mother, but kept them all and pondered them in my heart. + + + + +XVI + +_GEORDIE'S OOT-TURN_ + + +It was Geordie Lorimer who first taught me to curl. This I still reckon +a great kindness, for I have gone from strength to strength till I am +now upon the verge of tankard skiphood. Besides, Geordie's besetting sin +still clinging close, I had hoped in this social way the more readily to +win his friendship, with a view to his deliverance. + +Some of the old elders looked askance at my frivolity, for Sanderson's +"Mountain Dew" flowed freely at every bonspiel, and it was generally +understood that all bigoted teetotalism was justly suspended till the +ice vanished in the spring. These aforesaid elders had no sympathy with +men who tasted standing up, or who took their "Mountain Dew" unwarmed. + +They would gravely quote the scriptural admonition that all things +should be done decently and in order, adding the exposition, logically +deduced, that the more important the transaction, the more imperative +that order and decency should be observed. For which reason they took +their whisky hot, and hallowed by the gentler name of "toddy." At +eventide they took it, within the sacred precincts of their own +firesides, and immediately after family worship. Many a time and oft the +very lips which fervently sang the psalm-- + + "Like Hermon's dew, the dew that doth," + +were the same that sampled Sanderson's with solemn satisfaction. + +The session clerk once presented to the court a letter from a worthy but +wandering temperance orator, craving permission to give his celebrated +"dog talk" in St. Cuthbert's on a Sabbath afternoon. + +"I move that the kirk be no' granted," said Archie M'Cormack. "He'll be +revilin' the ways o' men far abune him. Ma faither aye took a drappy +ilka nicht, haudin' his bonnet in his haun' the while. He wad drink the +health o' Her Majesty ('God bless her,' he aye said), and mebbe ane to +the auld kirk in bonnie Scotland, an' mebbe ane to the laddies wha used +to rin wi' him aboot the braes, an' mebbe then he wad hae jist ane mair +to Her Majesty, for ma faither was aye uncommon loyal at the hinner end. +But atween him an' ma mither he aye kent fine when to stop. + +"An' a' oor faithers tasted afore they gaed to bed, an' they a' dee'd +wi' their faces to the licht; an' I wadna gie ane o' them for a wheen o' +yir temperance haverers wi' their dog talks on the Sabbath day." + +"I second that," said Ronald M'Gregor. "The injudeecious use o' +speerits, or o' ony ither needcessity, is no' to be commendit, but the +Sabbath he's askin' 'll be the sacrament, and that's no day for dog +talkin', I'm thinkin'"--and the motion carried unanimously. + + * * * * * + +"How's the ice to-day?" I asked Thomas Laidlaw, one winter's afternoon. + +"Fair graun'," replied the solemn Thomas. "Ye'll never throw a stane on +better till ye draw by yir last gaird; 'twad dae fine for the New +Jerusalem." + +"You don't think there'll be curling there, Thomas?" I said. + +"I dinna ken," he answered, "but I'm no' despairin'. They aye speak o't +as a land where everlasting spring abides; but I hae ma doots. There'll +be times when the ice'll hold, I'm thinkin'. Yon crystal river's no' for +naethin'." + +Geordie Lorimer was my skip that day, and soon the armoured floor was +echoing to the "roarin' game," the largest, noblest, brotherliest game +known to mortal men. The laird and the cottar were there, the homely +shepherd and the village snab who cobbled his shoes, the banker and the +carter, the manufacturer and the mechanic--all on that oft-quoted +platform which is built alone of curlers' ice. + +"Lay me a pat-lid richt here, man. Soop her up--soop, soop, man. Get her +by the gaird. Let her be. I'm wrang, bring her ben the hoose. +Stop--stop, I'm tellin' ye. Noo, soop, soop her in, man." + +"Noo, minister, be up this time," cries Geordie. "Soop, soop her up. +That's a graun' yin, minister. Shake ye yir ain haun'. Gin yir sermons +were deleevered like yir stanes, there wadna be an empty seat i' the +kirk. Lat her dee, she's ower fiery. That'll dae fine for a gaird, an' +Tam'll be fashed to get roun' ye." + +Thus roared the game along, and at its close Geordie and I were putting +our stones away together, flushed with victory. The occasion seemed +favourable for the moral influence which it was my constant aim to +exercise. + +"By the way, Geordie," I began, "I have not seen you in the kirk of +late." + +"What's that?" said Geordie, his invariable challenge, securing time to +adjust himself for the encounter. + +"I have missed you nearly all winter from the church on the Sabbath +day," I replied, leaving no room for further uncertainty. + +Geordie capitulated slowly: "I'll grant ye I've no' been by-ord'nar +regglar," he admitted, "but I hae a guid excuse. I haena been ower weel. +Ma knee's been sair. To tell ye the truth, minister, half the time +'twas a' I could dae to get doon to curl." + +I sighed heavily and said no more, for Geordie was hopelessly sincere in +his idea of first things first. + +The very next night I was sitting quietly in my study, talking to +Margaret and Angus, though I was beginning to suspect already that they +had come to endure my absence with heroic fortitude. + +About eleven o'clock the door-bell rang, and I answered it myself. It +was Geordie's distracted wife. Leading her to the drawing-room, I asked +her mission, though her pale and care-rung face left little room for +doubt. + +"Wad ye think it bold o' me, sir, gin I was to ask you to find Geordie +an' fetch him hame? He's off sin' yestere'en." + +"Why, it was only yesterday evening I saw him on the ice." + +"Ay, sir, but he winned the game, an' that's aye a loss for Geordie; he +aye tak's himsel' to the tavern when he wins. Oh, sir, ma hairt's fair +broken; it's a twalmonth this verra nicht sin' oor wee Jessie dee'd, an' +I was aye lippenin' to that to bring him till himsel'; but he seems waur +nor ever--he seeks to droon his sorrow wi' the drink." + +I had often marvelled at this; for Geordie's last word to his little +daughter had been a promise to meet her in the land o' the leal. But it +is not chains alone that make a slave. + +After a little further conversation, I sent the poor woman home, +assuring her that I would do the best I could for Geordie. Which promise +I proceeded to fulfill. Two or three of his well-known resorts had been +visited with fruitless quest, when I repaired to the Maple Leaf, a +notoriously sunken hole, which thus blasphemed the name of the fairest +emblem of the nations. I observed a few sorry wastrels leaning in +maudlin helplessness upon the bar as I pressed in, still cleaving to +their trough--but Geordie was not among them. I was about to withdraw, +when I heard a familiar voice, above the noise of a phonograph, from one +of the rooms just above the bar. It was Geordie's. + +"Gie us 'Nearer, my God, to Thee,'" I heard him cry, with drunken +unction. "Gin ye haena ane o' the psalms o' Dauvit i' yir kist o' tunes, +mak' the creetur play 'Nearer, my God, to Thee.'" + +Here was Geordie's evil genius in evidence again, his profligacy and his +piety hand in hand. Ascending the stairs, I reached the door just in +time to see the landlord, manipulator of the musical machine, forcing +Geordie to the door, one hand gripping his throat, the other buffeting +the helpless wretch in the face. Two or three of his unspeakable +kindred were applauding him. + +"Get out of here, you beast," he muttered savagely, "and let decent folk +enjoy themselves. You'll not get no music nor no whisky either, hangin' +round an honest man's house without a penny in your pocket--get out, you +brute." And he struck him full in the face again. + +It were wrong to say that I forgot I was a minister; I think I recalled +that very thing, and it gave more power to my arm, for I knew the +poverty amid which Geordie's poor wife strove to keep their home +together; and the pitiful bareness of wee Jessie's death-chamber flashed +before me. This well-nourished vampire had sucked the life-blood from +them all, and remembering this, I rushed into the unequal conflict and +smote the vampire between his greedy eyes with such fervour that he fell +where he stood. In a moment he was on his feet again, but my ministry +with him was not complete, and I seized him where he had gripped his own +victim, by the throat. + +"Let me be. Remember you're a minister," he gasped. + +"God forbid I should forget," I thundered back, for my blood was hot. I +remembered just then that wee Jessie had been dependent on charity for +the little delicacies that go with death; "and if God helps me you +won't forget it either," with which addition I hurled him down the +stairs, his final arrival signalled back by the sulphurous aroma of +bruised and battered maledictions. + +It may be incidentally inserted here that this unclerical encounter of +mine was afterwards referred to at a meeting of St. Cuthbert's session. +One of the elders, never very friendly to me, preferred the charge of +conduct unbecoming a minister. Only two of his colleagues noticed the +indictment, and they both were elders of the old Scotch school. + +"Oor minister's fine at the castin' doon o' the strongholds o' Satan," +said the one; "it minds me o' what the beasts got i' the temple." + +"It's mebbe no' Solomon's exact words, but it's gey like them: 'A time +to pit on the goon an' a time to tak' aff the coat'--an' it's the yae +kin' o' proheebeetion that's ony guid forbye," said the other. + +The groaning landlord was soon removed by the loving hands of his wife +and the hostler; and as I convoyed Geordie out past their family +sitting-room, tenderly so called, the phonograph breathed out the last +expiring strains of "Wull ye no' come back again?" which the aforesaid +landlord had selected in preference to Geordie's pious choice. + +Measures for the sufferer's relief had been swift; the air was already +rich with the fumes of high wines, the versatile healer of internal +griefs and external wounds alike. + +When Geordie and I were well upon the street a new difficulty presented +itself. + +"It's a sair shock, an' it'll kill the wife," I heard him muttering +beneath his breath. + +This gave me some little hope, for I detected in it the beauty of +penitence. + +"Your wife will forgive you, Geordie," I began; "and if this will only +teach----" + +But he stopped me; his face showed that he had been sorely +misunderstood. + +"Forgie me--forgie me! It's no' me she'll hae till forgie. Are ye no' +the minister o' St. Cuthbert's? Ah, ye canna deny that. I ken that fine. +I kent ye as sune as ye cam' slippin' ben the taivern. It'll fair kill +the wife." + +"What are you talking about?" I said testily. + +"To think I wad live to see my ain minister slippin' by intil a taivern +at sic a time o' nicht," he groaned despondingly. + +Then he turned upon me, his voice full of sad reproof: "I'm no' what I +micht be masel', but I dinna mak' no profession; but to think I'd catch +my ain minister hangin' roon' a taivern at this time o' nicht. It'll +kill the wife. She thocht the warld o' ye." + +What the man was driving at was slowly borne in upon me. + +"But you do not understand, Geordie," I began. + +He stopped me again: "Dinna mak' it waur wi' yir explanations. I +un'erstaun' fine. I un'erstaun' noo why they ca' ye a feenished +preacher--ye're damn weel feenished for me an' Betsy. An' gin I tell hoo +I fun' ye oot (which I'm no' sayin' I'll dae), ilka sate i' the kirk +will be empty the comin' Sabbath day. Ye're a wolf in sheep's claes, an' +I'm sair at hairt the nicht." + +I saw the uselessness of any attempt to enlighten him, for he was +evidently sincere in his illusion, and the spirit of real grief could be +detected, mingling with another which poisoned the air at every breath. +Whereupon I left him to himself as we walked along, Geordie swaying +gently, overcome by the experiences of the departed hour. + +"It maun hae a fearfu' haud o' ye when ye cam' oot at sic an oor," he +said at length, half to himself. "But it clean spiled a graun' nicht for +me to see ye slippin' ben. It was a graun' nicht up till that. I canna +jist mind if it was a funeral or a weddin'--but it was fair graun'. We +drinkit the health o' ane anither till there wasna ache or pain amangst +us, but this spiles it a' for me. An' it'll kill the wife." + +"You will see it differently," I could not help but say; "you know well +how I have tried to help you and tried to comfort your poor wife." + +"That's what I aye thocht till noo," he responded plaintively. "I was +sayin' that same thing this verra nicht to ane o' my freens at the +taivern afore ye cam'. It was auld Tam Rutherford, wha's gaun to be +mairrit again, and him mair nor auchty years o' age. I warnt him against +it, an' I telt him his ither wumman was deid but sax months. But Tam +said as hoo a buddy at his age canna afford to wait ower lang, an' I +didna ken what answer to gie to that." + +Then Geordie stopped, evidently resuming the quest for an appropriate +reply; for Scotch wit is usually posthumous, their responses serial and +their arguments continued in their next. + +I was naturally curious as to what part I could have had in this +discussion, and since Geordie seemed to have forgotten the original +subject, I asked, "What has that to do with my trying to help or comfort +anybody?" + +"Ou ay," he resumed. "Tam was sayin' as hoo he'd no' hae yirsel' to +mairry them, for he said ye're ower affectionate wi' the brides. But I +stuck up for you. I telt him yir sympathies was braid, but ye didna pick +oot the lassies for it a'. I was at Wullie Lee's the nicht Wullie dee'd; +an' I was fair scunnert at the elders. There was twa o' them, an' they +prayed turn aboot. + +"When Wullie slippit awa, at midnight his twa dochters, Kirsty an' Ann, +took on redeek'lus, an' the auld wumman was waur. But the twa elders sat +an oor, comfortin' the twa lassies, ane to ilka ane, an' baith o' them +no' bad to luik at. They comfortit them muckle the same as I comfortit +Betsy when we did oor coortin', but the puir auld buddy was left her +lane wi' naebody to comfort her ava. I did it masel' a wee while. That's +what I telt Tam, an' I pinted oot the difference atween you an' the +elders. I said as hoo ye wad hae pickit oot the auld buddy first---- But +to think ma ain een saw ye comin' ben the taivern ayont twal o'clock at +nicht." + +With such varied discourse did Geordie beguile our homeward way, which +at last brought us to his dwelling-place. + +"I want ye to promise me ae thing afore we pairt," said Geordie. "It's +for yir ain guid I'm askin' it." + +"What is it?" I asked curiously. + +"I want ye to sign the pledge," he responded, with a tearful voice, "for +it maun hae a sair hand o' ye or ye wadna be prowlin' aboot a taivern at +sic a time o' nicht." + +"I will talk to you some other time about that." + +"Weel, weel, jist as ye wull--it'll dae again--but man, hoo'll ye +square it wi' the wife when ye gang hame to the manse the nicht? We'll +baith hae oor ain times, I'm dootin'. Here's a sweetie for ye; it's a +peppermint lozenge, an' it's a graun' help. Guid-nicht." + +I had taken but forty steps or so when a solicitous voice called out, +"Lie wi' yir back to the wife--an' sip the sweetie--an' breathe in to +yersel'." + + + + +XVII + +"_NOO, The IN-TURN_" + + +The Apostles' Creed should be revised. One great article of faith it +lacks. "I believe in the communion of saints, the forgiveness of sins, +the resurrection of the body, and the life everlasting"--thus peal its +bells of gold. But where is the faithful and observant minister who +would not add, "I believe in the change of the leopard's spots and of +the Ethiopian's skin"? Nowadays, we speak of conversion with pity and +amusement, but it is the greatest word the Christian Church can boast, +and the Scripture miracles were long ago entombed had they not lived +again in their legitimate descendants. + +We are prone to think that men believe in modern miracles because of +those of long ago--but the reverse is true: the modern miracles are the +attestation of those early wonders; and I myself believe the Galilean +records because of His credentials in this Western World and in this +present day. + +The very morning after the eventful night described above, I was busy at +my desk, travailing in birth with my sermon for the next Sabbath +morning. Strangely enough, it was from the words, "Why should it be +thought a thing incredible?" which is at heart no interrogative at all, +but the eternal affirmative of all religion, the basis of all faith, the +inevitable corollary of God. + +I was casting about for a fitting illustration, fumbling in imagery's +twilight chamber and ransacking the halls of history, when lo! God sent +one knocking at the door. I responded to the knock myself, and Geordie +Lorimer stood before me. His face seemed strangely chastened, and the +voice which craved a private interview filled me somehow with subtle +hope and joy. For the voice is the soul's great index; and this of +Geordie's spoke of a soul's secret convalescence. The breath of spring +exuded from his words. + +I locked my study door as we passed in together; for a Protestant +confessional is a holy place, excelling far the Catholic, even as a +love-letter excels a bill of lading. + +"What is it, Geordie?" I asked, with tender eagerness. + +"I dinna ken exactly, but I think it's life," he answered with new-born +passion, "and eternal life at that. I canna tell it an' I canna thole it +till I do tell it. I maunna mak' ower free wi' God; but it's my soul, +minister, it's my soul, an' I'm a new creature. I'm new in the sicht o' +God an' He's new in mine--an' I prayed this mornin', a thing I haena +dune for mair than twenty years--an' the auld burn was sweet an' clear, +like when my laddie's lips sippit there lang syne--I daurna speak His +name ower often, but God is gey guid to the sinfu' an' the weary." + +"None but they can know how good," was my response. + +My remark seemed to pass unnoticed, for Geordie had more to say. + +"Hark ye, an' I'll tell ye hoo God cam' to me. 'Twas near the dawn this +verra mornin' I had a dream, an' wee Jessie cam' to me. An' that was +God, nae ither ane but God. 'Oot o' the mooth o' babes,' is that no' i' +the Buik? For wee Jessie stood beside the bed, an' I luikit at her an' I +said, 'My little dochter.' 'Twas a' I could say, an' she pit her saft +haun' on my heid sae gentle, an' sae blessed cool, for my heid was +burnin' hot. She luikit lang, an' her een was fu' o' love: 'Faither,' +she said, 'did ye no' promise yir lassie to meet her in the Faither's +hoose? Oh, faither, I've come to mind ye o' yir promise an' to set yir +puir feet upon the path ance mair. God loves ye, faither; I hae it frae +Himsel'; an' there's mony a ane wi' Him noo in white wha wandered +farther bye nor you. An' God 'll try, gin ye'll try yirsel', an' yir wee +Jessie 'll no' be far frae ye. Wull ye no' come, faither? for yir ain +lassie, an' mither, an' God, a' want ye.' + +"I luikit lang intil her angel face, but I was feart to speak, for I +wasna worthy. The road was bricht eneuch, but I wasna fit to gang. + +"'I ken what yir thinkin' o', faither. I ken yir enemy--an' God kens. +It's the drink. But it'll pass yir lips nae mair. I'll kiss them, +faither, an' they'll burn wi' the awfu' thirst nae mair.' + +"An' she stoopit doon an' kissed my burnin' lips; an' I waukit up, an' +the fever was a' past an' by. I tell't Betsy, an' she grat wi' joy. +'It's i' the Buik,' she said. + +"'What's i' the Buik?' I speirt. + +"'A little child shall lead them,' Betsy said." + +I talked a little while with Geordie as one talks with a shipwrecked +sailor who has gained the shore. He asked me to pray. + +"Mak' it easy," he said, "I'm no' far ben the Mystery yet. I'm but a +bairn; but my lips are pure, an' the fever's by." + +We knelt together, and I prayed: "O Friend of sinners, help us both, for +we are both sinners. Keep us, blessed Lord, and let his little daughter +be near us both to help us on the way. We will both try our best, and +Thou wilt too. Amen." + +My half-written sermon never has been finished. I was constrained to +take another text, and the next Sabbath morn I saw Betsy Lorimer bow her +head in reverent adoration when I gave it out-- + +"Are they not all ministering spirits, sent forth to minister?" + + + + +XVIII + +_HOW ELSIE WON The GATE_ + + +The forest's glory is departed when its giant trees lie low. And, stroke +by stroke, my St. Cuthbert's Kirk was thus bereft of its outstanding +glories. For great men are like great trees, the shelter of all others +and the path-finders towards the sky. + +My sun is westering now, and the oft-repeated crash as these mighty +stalwarts fall keeps my heart in almost abiding sadness. For the second +growth gives no promise of a stock which shall be worthy successors to +these noble pioneers, the conquering gladiators of Canada's shadowy +forests, the real makers of her great and portentous national life. And +yet, strange to say, I never knew their real greatness while I lived +among them, sharing in the varied chase, but only when they came to die. + +This was especially true of those who boasted far-back highland blood, +for their depths of tenderness and heights of faith and scope of +spiritual vision were sternly hidden till the helplessness of death +betrayed them. Then was the key to their secret life surrendered; then +might all men see the face at the pane. But not till then; for every +stolid feature, every stifled word or glance of tenderness, every +muffled note of religious self-revealment, swelled their life's noble +perjury. To their own hurt they swore, changing not. But at their real +best he saw them who saw them die. + +In that ingenuous hour they spoke once more their mother tongue of love +and faith with an accuracy which told of lifelong rehearsal within their +secret hearts. When the golden bowl was broken, its holy contents, +flowing free, poured forth the long-imprisoned fragrance. + +How many a day, cold and gray, flowers at sunset into rich redemptive +beauty, cheerless avenue leading to its grand Cathedral West! Thus have +I seen these Scottish lives, stern and cold and rayless, break into +flame at evening, in whose light I caught the glory of the very gates of +the City of God. + +It was the winter of the strike, whose story I have already told, that +Elsie M'Phatter heard the Voice which calls but once. Long and gentle +had been the slope towards the river, and I held Elsie's hand every step +of the way, myself striving to hold that other Hand which is truly +visible only in the darkness; but the last stage of the journey came +swift and suddenly. About two in the morning I was awakened by the loud +alarm of my door-bell. + +The minister knows well that at such an hour his bell is rung only by +eternal winds, and the alarm is an almost certain message that the +rapids are near and that he is wanted at the helm. On Atlantic liners I +have never heard the ominous note that calls the captain from his cabin +to the bridge without thinking of my midnight bell, and that deeper +darkness, and that more awful channel. + +It was the doctor's boy who thus summoned me, bidding me hurry to +Elsie's bedside, for the tide was ebbing fast, he said. I was soon on my +way through the frosty night, silently imploring the unseen Pilot that +He would safe into the haven guide. To His great wisdom and His +sheltering love I committed all the case, making oath beneath the silent +stars that I had myself no other hope than this with which I hurried to +yonder dying one. For a man's own heart must swear by the living Lord, +or else he will find no path through the dread wilderness of death for +the unreturning feet. + +When the outskirts of the town were but well behind me, I saw in the +distance a solitary light which I knew at once to be the death-chamber +lamp; at sight whereof my heart has never outgrown a strange leap of +trembling fear, like a scout when he catches the first warning gleam of +the enemy's campfire. Yonder, I said to myself, is the battle-field of +a soul, struggling with its last great foe; yonder the central crisis +of all time and all eternity; yonder the heaving breast, the eager, +onward look, the unravelling of mystery, the launching of a soul upon +eternal seas. + +No life is ever commonplace when that lamp burns beside it, and no +wealth, or genius, or greatness can palliate its relentless gleam. +There, continued I, stands the dread unseen Antagonist, asking no chair, +demanding no courtesy, craving no welcome, resenting no frowning and +averted face; calmly does he brook the terror and the hatred excited by +his uninvited advent, serene in the confidence that his is the central +figure, that the last word is his, though all pretend to ignore his +presence. Like a sullen creditor he stands, careless that every man's +hand is against him, relentlessly following his prey, willing that all +others should wait his time and theirs, intent only that this night +shall have its own. + +And yet, I thought, what a false picture is this that my coward heart +hath drawn! There is Another in that room, I cried half loud, Another +there before me, whose swift feet have outrun my poor trudging through +the snow. For He is there who lit that feeble lamp itself, and it burns +only by His will. Death-lamp though it be, it is still a broken light of +Him, witness, in its own dark way, to the All-kindling Hand. The Lover +of the soul is yonder, and will share His dear-bought victory with my +poor dying one. + +Whereat I pressed on eagerly, for I love to witness a reprieve, such as +many a time it hath been mine to see when the Greater Antagonist +prevails. + +The death damp was on Elsie's brow when I knelt beside her bed, but her +eyes were kindled from afar, and a great Presence filled the room. +Donald was bowed beside her, his wife's wasted hand clasped passionately +in his own. + +I knelt over the dying woman and softly repeated the swelling anthem +which no lips can sing aright till the great Vision quickens them: +"These are they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed +their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb." + +Elsie's voice blended with the great words, and turning her lustrous +eyes full on my face, she murmured-- + +"It's a' bricht and blythesome whaur I'm walkin' noo--there's no valley +here nor nae glen ava, but the way is fu' o' licht and beauty." + +Her eyes sought her husband's face: "Oh, Donal'! To think we canna walk +this way thegither! We've clomb the hill thegither, Donal', mony a time +sair an' weary, but oor hairts were stoot when the brae was stae; but +noo I've reached the bonnie bit ayont the brae, an' ye're a' 'at's +wantin', Donal', to mak' it fair beautiful! But ye'll no' be lang ahint +me, wull ye, Donal'?--an' the Maister 'll come back to guide ye, gin I'm +gone bye the gate. An' we'll aye walk thegither in the yonner-land." + +Donald's face was dry, but drawn in its agony. Its ache passed on into +my soul. He bent over her like some bowing oak, and the rustle of love's +foliage was fairly audible to the inward ear, though the oak itself +seemed hard and gnarled as ever. He whispered something, like a mighty +organ lilting low and sweet some mother's lullaby, and no tutor except +Great Death could have taught Donald that gentle language. For I caught +the word "darling," and again "oor Saviour," and once "the hameland," +and it was like a lark's gentlest note issuing from a mighty mountain's +cleft. + +O Death, how unjustly thou hast been maligned! Men have painted thee as +cruel, monstrous, hateful, the enemy of love, the despoiler of the home, +the spirit of harshness, the destroyer of all poesy and romance. And yet +thou hast done more to fill life with softness and with gentle beauty +than all the powers of life and light whose antagonist thou hast been +called. Thou hast heaped coals of fire on thy traducers' heads. For hast +thou not made the heaviest foot fall lightly with love's considerate +tread? Hast thou not made the rough, coarse palm into a sanctuary and +pavilion wherein the dying hand may shelter? Hast thou not taught the +loud and boisterous voice the new song of tenderness and pity, +whispering like a dove? Within thy school the rude and harsh have +learned the nurse's gentle art, and the world's swaggering warriors +serve as acolytes before thy shadowy altar. The peasant's cottage owes +to thee its transformation to cathedral splendour, the censers gently +swinging when thou sayest the soul's great mass, at even, or at +midnight, or at the cock-crowing, or in the morning. Thou hast classed +together the hovel and the palace, glowing with equal solemn grandeur, +so that no man can tell the one from the other when the crape upon the +door betokens that thou tarriest there. Thou hast promoted sodden sleep +to be the most awful metaphor of time. Thou hast stripped wealth and +grandeur, leaving them but a shroud, and hast clothed obscurity and +poverty with their eternally suggestive robe; thou hast affirmed, and +thou preserved, that grim average of life which greatness refuses, which +littleness fears, to realize. Romance and Poetry and Fancy are thy +wards, making as thou dost the most holden eyes to overleap time's poor +horizon, following departed treasure with wistful and unresigning love, +as birds follow their ravaged nests, crying as they go. Oh, sombre +chantress! Thou hast filled the world with song, plaintive and piteous +though it be. + +"What is it, mother?" I heard Donald whisper; and the answer evidently +came back to him from the dying lips. For he turned to me, his face full +of tragedy: "She's talkin' aboot Robin," he said hoarsely; "but ye dinna +ken. Robin was oor laddie--an' he's oor laddie yet, though we've had nae +word o' him for mony a year. Him an' me pairted in wrath, an' he went +oot intil the dark nicht. I was ower prood tae ca' him back, but his +mither followed him to the moor, cryin' after him--an' she cam' back +alane." + +Donald stopped suddenly, for the mother's struggling voice was heard: +"Come hame, Robin, for it's cauld an' dark, an' ye've been ower lang +awa; but there's a place at the ingle for ye yet, my bairn. I've aye +keepit it for ye, an' I keepit the fire burnin' ever sin' ye left us. I +wadna let it oot. An' ilka nicht I pit the lamp i' the window, for I aye +thocht, 'He'll mebbe come the nicht.'" + +"She's wanderin'," Donald said to me, awe mingling with his voice. + +"She's found the wanderer," I said; and we both moved nearer, each +signalling the other to be still. + +Elsie's gaze passed us by, outgoing far into the darkness. + +"Na, na, Robin; yir faither'll no' be angry. I ken fine a' ye say is +true, but he's yir faither for a' that. An' he loves ye maist as weel as +me; but oh, my bonnie, there's nane loves ye like yir mither! His +hairt's fair broken for ye, Robin. I'll tell ye something, but ye maunna +tell yir faither. I heard him pray for ye all alane by himsel'. He +prayed to God to bring ye back--he ca'd ye Robin richt to God. An' I +never heard yir faither greet afore or syne. The Buik, tae, it wad open +o' itsel' at the prodigal, an' it was his daein', an' he didna think I +kent; but I kent it fine, an' I thankit the Heavenly Faither mony a +time." + +She stopped, exhausted, her soul flickering in her voice. Donald moved, +his great form coming athwart her eager, kindling eyes. She stirred, her +vision evidently hindered, and Donald stepped quickly from before her, +gazing with passionate intentness, his eyes shaded by his hand like one +who peers into a lane of light. + +"As one whom his mother comforteth, so will--" I began. + +"Hush!" said Donald sternly, "she's wi' him yet. Hark ye!" + +Her strength seemed now returning, for she went on-- + +"Ay, Robin, I'm tellin' ye the truth. Yir faither's thocht o' ye is the +thocht he had when ye were a bit bairn in his airms." + +The anguished father flung himself upon his knees beside the bed, his +hand gently stroking his wife's withered cheek. + +"Tell him that again, mither; tell him my thocht o' him was aye the same +as yir ain, when I thocht o' him atween God an' me. Tell him me an' you +baith thocht the same. Bid him hame, Elsie. Oh, mither, I've been the +wanderer masel', an' I'm weary." + +My heart melted in me at this, for the eternal fatherly was sobbing +through his voice. + +The familiar tones seemed to call Elsie back from her delirium, for she +suddenly looked upon us as if we had not been there before. + +"Oh, faither, Robin's comin' hame the nicht. Is the lamp kindled in the +window? We've baith been wae these mony years, but the mirk'll be past +an' by when oor laddie's safe hame wi' us again." + +A strange sense of the nearness of the supernatural took possession of +me, for Elsie's voice was not the voice of fevered fancy; the fast +ebbing tide of life seemed to flow back again, her strength visibly +increased, as if she must remain till her Robin had been welcomed home. + +In spite of reason, I fell to listening eagerly, wondering if this were +indeed the act of God. Why should it be thought a thing incredible with +us that the Rebuilder of Bethany's desolated house should still ply His +ancient industry? + +"Raise me up a little, faither, for I maun watch the gate." + +Donald lifted his dying wife with caressing easiness. + +"That'll dae; ay, we've baith been wae these mony years, but the mirk is +bye. + + "'Long hath the night of sorrow reigned, + The dawn shall bring us light.' + +The morn is wi' us, Donal', an' Robin's at the gate." + +Far past the flickering lamp she gazed, and her eyes' light rose and +fell in unison with approaching steps. + +"He's bye the gate," she cried; and joy held death at bay, for the words +chimed like cathedral bells. + +Fearsome to behold was the awestruck face which Donald turned to mine, +and full of questioning dread, I doubt not, were the eyes that met his +own. Was this the doing of the Lord, or was it but the handiwork of +death, that wizard oculist, so often lending mystic vision to pilgrims +setting under darkness out to sea? + +Leaving death and Elsie to their unequal conflict, we started with one +impulse to the window; but Donald was there before me, his eyes shaded +by his hands, burning through the dark a pathway to the gate. + +"God be mercifu'," he muttered, and then turned swiftly towards the +stairs, for a hand was fumbling at the latch. I waited trembling, and I +heard no word; but the aroma of a soul's second spring stole sweet and +unafraid into the chamber of death. + + * * * * * + +I met them at the door as Donald said, "Yir mither's deein'," and there +broke from the rugged man beside him a low moaning sound, like to many +waters when some opposing thing hath at length been overswept. It was +quickly checked, and the silence of love and anguish took its place. + +I drew Donald gently back and closed the door upon them twain, the +waiting mother and the wandering son, for there was never bridal hour +like to this. + +"My mither, oh, my mither!" I heard him say; and Elsie spoke no word, +but the long ache was ended and the great wound was well. + +'Twas but a moment again when a trembling voice called, "Faither, she's +wantin' ye." + +We entered the love-lit room, and Elsie beckoned him swiftly to her +side. + +"I maun be gaun sune," she whispered, and then followed some words too +low for my ears to catch. + +Donald turned to me: "She wants to hae the sacrament dispensit till us +a'," and his face was full of dubious entreaty, for the kirk session of +St. Cuthbert's was sternly set against private administration. + +The session and its rules were in that moment to me but as the dust. +Beyond their poor custody was a holy hour such as this. The little table +was quickly spread, the snow-white bread and the wine pressed by a +mother's priestly hands. I was about to proceed with the holy ordinance +when Elsie stopped me. + +"Bide a meenit. Donal', get ye the token, the ane wee Elsie loved. My +hairt tells me she's no' far awa the noo. She'll e'en show forth the +Lord's deith alang wi' us. The Maister o' the feast is here, and why wad +He no' bring oor Elsie wi' Him? Wha kens but I'll gang hame wi' them +baith?" + +Her husband, obedient to the seer's voice, passed quickly to an +adjoining room, and in an instant reappeared, bearing the well-worn +token in his hands, the same his dying child had fondly held; and I +heard again the low refrain which grief had taught him years ago: +"Christ an' oor Elsie--an' her mither." This last was new, learned in +sorrow's latest hour. + +He handed it to his wife, who took it, turning her wan face to mine. + +"There's only ane, but it'll dae us a'--let Robin haud it. Tak' it, +laddie; it's warm frae yir sister's haun'." + +The wanderer's reverent hand received it, and holy memories, long +banished, flowed back into the heart that had not been their home since +the golden days of boyhood. Of his mother and his sister were they all, +and they laved that heart till it was almost clean, for they were in +disguise but memories of God, foreshadowing the Greater Incarnation. + +"Noo we're ready, an' we're a' here. Raise the psalm, faither, the +sacrament ane," she said faintly--"tak' St. Paul's," and Donald's +quavering voice essayed-- + + "I'll of salvation take the cup, + On God's name will I call; + I'll pay my vows now to the Lord + Before His people all. + + * * * * * + + Dear in God's sight is His saints' death, + Thy servant, Lord"-- + +but the faltering voice refused. + +I broke the bread and poured the wine, handing the sacred emblems first +to the dying one, so soon to take them new in the kingdom of God. Then +Donald partook, and buried his face in his hands. To Robin next I +proffered the holy symbols, but he drew back, stretching forth his hands +towards the bed. + +"I daurna--I've wandered ower far," he said. "I hear the russlin' o' the +husks." + +"Dinna fear, Robin," whispered his mother's lips. "We're a' but bairns +comin' back to oor Faither's hoose; God loves ye mair than either yir +faither or me,--I'm near the kingdom, an' I ken." + +"My son, my laddie,"--it was his father's broken voice,--"let us tak' +the feast thegither. I'm a puir prodigal masel'--but the door is open +wide, an' we'll baith come hame to God." + +"I'll tak' it frae ma mither's hands," said Robin. + +I handed the elements to her, ordained from all eternity to minister to +the son she bore; with trembling hands she dispensed them to him, high +priestess unto God, her dying eyes distilling the very love which shed +its fragrance when the all but dying Saviour first brake the holy bread. + +When we were through, Elsie's voice was heard saying to herself "Unto +Him who loved us, and washed us from our sins in His own blood," which +was followed by a long silence. + +"Wull ye no' pronounce the benediction?" Donald said at last, for he was +by nature an ecclesiastic. + +"Did you not hear it?" I replied. + +The silence deepened, the breathing grew heavier, and we two stood +together looking down upon her face. Robin's was by his mother's. +Suddenly her eyes opened wide, fastening themselves upon her son. + +"I'll sune win hame," she murmured gladly, "an' I want ye to say yir bit +prayer to me, Robin, afore I gang, the way ye did when ye were a +bairnie. Kneel doon, Robin, an' say it to me, an' we'll baith say it to +God, for I'm weary tae. 'Noo I lay me,' ye ken." + +The strong man bowed beside his mother's bed, and the great anthem +began, the sobbing bass of the broken heart mingling with the feeble +dying voice-- + + "Now I lay me down to sleep, + I pray Thee Lord my soul to keep; + If I should die before I wake, + I pray Thee Lord my soul to take." + +Suddenly she pointed with uplifted hand: "Oh, faither, I see oor Elsie's +face--an' the token's in her haun', an' it's a' bricht wi' gowden licht. +She's biddin' us a' hame--me, an' faither, an' Robin----" and she passed +into the homeland bearing the prodigal's name with her up to God. + +I gently closed her eyes. Donald stood long beside the bed; then, taking +his son into his arms, he said-- + +"Yir mither's bye the gate." + + + + +XIX + +_A MAIDEN'S LOVE_ + + +What self-contradicting things we are! The very joys we crave bring +sorrow when they come; for they crowd out some only lesser joy, which, +rejected, turns to bitterness and takes its long revenge. It is one of +the blessed laws of life that no heart, however hospitable, can +entertain more than one sorrow at one time, how many so ever be waiting +at the door. Each must wait its turn. + +But alas! Joy has its corresponding law; every heart's pleasure is an +alternative, and if much we would enjoy, much also we must renounce. Joy +usually comes as twins, and the great perplexity is to discern which the +first-born is, that our homage may not return unto us void. + +Of many of our deepest longings may it not be said that their +fulfillment would be our keenest disappointment? For instance, the wife +of our family physician is forever lamenting that no spouse in all New +Jedboro sees as little of her husband as does she, forever longing that +he might be released to the enjoyment of his own fireside. Yet should a +fickle or convalescent public suddenly so release him, our doctor's +wife would be of all women most miserable. + +Even as I write, I am disturbed by a lad of twenty who starts to-day on +his long journey to Athabasca and the waiting prairies of our great +Canadian West. + +Full of pathetic joy is his youthful face; but his mother is bowed +beside the bed whereon she gave him birth--her cup, she thinks, would be +full to overflowing if her first-born son were suddenly to dispack his +box and take up the old nestling life again. The sun would have turned +back to its undimmed meridian, she weens; and yet she knows full well +that this very longing, were it gratified, would poison her overflowing +cup and tarnish her mother's pride. If she were asked to choose between +these two, womanlike, she would elect to have them both--but God +forbids. + +The youth's father says: "Let the lad go forth"--and God is a Father, +though He takes counsel of a mother-heart. + +All this reflective vein flows from this poor heart of mine, the truth +whereof that heart hath sorrowfully proved. + +For my daughter Margaret holds within it a place of solitary tenderness, +more exclusively her own as the years go by. And I too was forced to the +great alternative, the same which hath wrung uncounted parents' hearts +before I saw the light, the same as will rend thousands more when that +poor light has filtered through darkness into Day. + +What father is there who can contemplate without dismay the prospect of +his only daughter surrendered to another's care, though that other press +the cruel claim of a mate's more passionate love? Where is the father +that does not long to shelter his child's sweet innocence forever within +the pavilion of his heart's loving tenderness? And yet, where is the +father who would be free from torture, were he assured that his soul's +yearning would be satisfied, and that no high claim of unrelated love +would ever rival or dispute his own? + +It was my own fault that Margaret's attachment to Angus Strachan came to +me as a bolt from the blue. I had never dreamed of it--I was so sure of +everybody loving Margaret that I never thought of anybody loving her. Of +course it was easily seen that their friendship was mutually cherished; +but friendship, although a mother's hope, is a father's reassurance. +Margaret's mother had more than once spoken of their friendship in that +portentous tone which all women hope to assume before they die; and her +words exuded the far-off fragrance of orange blossoms. She began with +the assurance that the friendship between Angus and our Margaret had no +particular meaning--to which I agreed. A little later on she ventured +the remark that she did not think Angus cared for Margaret except as a +friend--to which also I cheerfully agreed. Later still, she resorted to +the interrogative, and asked me if I thought Margaret would ever marry, +to which I answered: "I hope so, but she shall not with my consent." + +"I was married when I was Margaret's age," added my wife. (What woman is +there who does not love to say the same?) "Margaret will soon be +twenty." + +"Yes, my dear, but few women have the chance that came to you and no man +ever had provocation like to mine." This was followed by a passage at +arms, during which, of course, the fair debater's lips were sealed. + +By degrees my wife's attack upon the subject grew bolder and more +frontal. + +"Do you think Margaret cares anything for Angus?" she asked, the hour +being that post-retiring one sacred in every age to conjugal conference. + +"I don't think so--certainly not; why should she? We have a triangular +family altogether--two to each of us, and why should she want any more? +She has you and me, just as I have you and her, and you have her and +me." + +"But that is foolish; you don't understand." + +"I don't want to understand," I answered drowsily. "Margaret's only a +child--and I want to go to sleep; if I don't sleep over my sermon +to-night, the people will to-morrow." For it was Saturday night. + +But "the child" was not asleep. The love affairs of other hearts are by +others easily borne, even though those others be the next nearest and +dearest of all. But how different with the maiden's heart that loves, +and tremblingly hopes that it loves not in vain! Then doth the pillow +burn with holy passion, and considerate sleep, like an indulgent nurse, +turns her steps aside, fearing to break in upon the soul's solemn +revelry. Even when she ventures nigh, gently withdrawing the still +unwearied heart from its virgin joy, do the half open lips still sip +from the new found cisterns of sweet and tender bliss. + +O holy love! Who shall separate the joy thou bringest from the heart +that opens wide to welcome it, even as the flower bares its bosom to the +sun? + +Darkness and tears and sorrow may follow fast; fears and misgivings and +dread discoveries may come close upon thy train; broken-heartedness and +bleak perpetual maidenhood may be thine only relics; or, flowering with +the years, the thorns of grief and poverty and widowhood may grow where +youthful fancy looked for radiant flowers; the heart which echoed with +thy bridal song may yet peal forth the Rachel cry--but thou belongest +to the heart forever, and none of these can dispossess the soul of its +unforgotten transport. Nor fire, nor flood, nor fraud can prevail +against thee! Thy treasures moth and rust doth not corrupt nor thieves +break through and steal! + +As a burning building lends its heat to all beside it, so was my own +soul kindled, half with rapture and half with anger, by the story of +Margaret's passion. Father's and daughter's hearts were never pressed +closer to each other than were mine and my only child's. + +It was the succeeding Sunday night that Margaret, in her father's arms, +breathed out the tender tale; I was enjoying my evening smoke (a +post-sermonic anodyne), but long before Margaret had finished, my cigar +was in ashes and my heart in flame. + +"Father," she began, her face hidden on my shoulder, "I am either very +happy or very wretched, and I cannot decide which till I know which you +will be." + +"The old problem, daughter, is it not?" I answered. "Still longing to +enter a hospital? And you want to wheedle your old father into giving +you up?" for Margaret, like every other modern girl, had been craving +entrance to that noble calling. The high-born and the love-lorn, those +weary of life, or of love, or both, find a refuge there. + +"No, father, I was not thinking of that at all. I don't want to be a +nurse any more." + +"What is it then? You have never had any secrets from your father and +you will not have any now, will you, dear one?" + +"Oh, father, I will tell you all I can--but I cannot tell you all." + +I started in my chair, for the child note was absent from her words, and +the passion of womanhood was in its stead. Awesome to a father's heart +is that moment wherein a daughter's voice unconsciously asserts the +suffrage of her soul. + +"Go on, my daughter--tell me what you may," I said, for I knew now that +the realm was one wherein parental authority was of no avail. + +Only silence followed; her lips spoke no word, but the heaving bosom had +a rhetoric all its own and told me that a new life, begotten not of +mine, was throbbing there. An alien life it seemed to me, a soul's +expansion beyond the province of my own, an infinitude which denied the +sway of even a father's love. At length she spoke: + +"Oh, father, I will tell you all--that is, all I can. But I am so +lonely. You cannot follow me, father. I have gone away in--with +another--in where you cannot go." + +"What mean you, Margaret? In where? Where can I not come?" I asked, +perplexed. + +"Father, let me tell you. I am speaking in a figure, I know--but it is +the only way--and you will understand. Love is a far country, and +prodigals take their journey there--but they seek it two by two. Oh, +father, another one and I went off together to that far, far land and +those who go leave father and mother far behind. But there is no hunger +and no famine there." + +Rich the endowment love bestows! While we had all thought Margaret +anything but dull, yet this new speech of metaphor and music fell upon +my ears as a great surprise. That live coal from off God's altar had +touched her lips when first another's burning lips of love anointed them +with flame. When this new sun arises, the humblest of God's meadow +creatures know that the soul has wings and spread them in that holy +light. + +Closer to my breast I pressed the heart whose tumult, as it struggled +with its muffled witnesses, started the same passionate riot in my own. + +"There are many voices in your heart, daughter mine; let them speak +every one and tell me all their story. Where is it that your father +cannot come?" + +"Father," she answered, with sweet calmness but with averted face, "I +never loved you more than now. But love's joy is in its loneliness, its +sweet bridal loneliness. It was a long weary way that another one and +I--you know his name, and I cannot speak it yet--walked together, but +not alone together; for others walked besides us--and friendship is a +cruel thing. But oh, father dear, one day--no, it was in the gloaming, +we saw an avenue far beyond; and we both knew it was for us and for us +alone. I saw it first, but I did not let Angus know. But he saw it in a +moment and he started quickly on. Then my feet fell back, though my +heart pressed on with his. But Angus would not let me stop. He hurried +me on; and it was sweet to be overborne, for love makes a man so strong +and a woman so weak. + +"When we came close up to where you enter in, I saw that the way within +was sweet, and shadowy, so shadowy, but I saw that it was long, so long. +And I turned away, though my heart never turned. But Angus's eyes never +moved from the avenue, and he whispered that it was meant for us +two--just for us two--and for none on earth beside; he said no one could +go in alone, because it would vanish if they did--and he held me +close--and we went in together--and we shall come out no more forever. +That is where you cannot come, father--nor mother, nor dearest friend +can. You could not if you would, for it is God who keeps the gate." + +Her trembling voice was still, but throbbing heart and swelling bosom +still poured forth their passionate utterance. + +Soon her lips opened again, yielding before the inner tide. + +"And father," her hot cheek pressed to mine foretold the ardent story, +"it was at evening, as I said, and Angus and I had wandered far--farther +than we thought. We were resting on a grassy knoll. Angus had been +speaking of his mother, and he said that the beauty of nature always +made his heart ache. Surely, father, there is nothing so lonesome as +beauty when the heart's lonesome! Angus and I were still a long +time--till it was growing dusk; and then at last he said, 'How lonely +all this is if no one loves you!' And I started at his tone, and when my +eyes met his I went down before them, for they caressed me so. Father +dear, I need not tell you all. I could not if I would--no girl could. I +know, I remember, oh, I remember what he said, and no one else knows but +me, and my soul trusted him and he took me into the sheltering place +where nobody but God could see my soul's surrender." + +"My daughter, my little daughter," was all I said. + +"Wait, father," her face now was hidden deep and she was whispering into +my very heart, "there is another thing I want to tell you--no, two +things, for they were both together. + +"Father, he kissed me--on the lips--and I did not believe it; for just a +moment before we had been listening to the crickets and looking at the +sun. But he kissed me on the lips and my whole soul surged hot, and my +eyes were closed--for I felt him coming and I could not speak or move. + +"And I don't know why, but I thought of the sacrament and the holy wine, +and everything was holy--not like music, but like a bell, a great +cathedral bell with its unstained voice. And father (I shall feel purer +when I tell you this), father, that very moment I felt a strange new +life in my breast and the old girlish life was gone--and there came +before my closed eyes a vision of another just like Angus, white and +soft and helpless--and I heard its cry--and my heart melted in me with +the great compassion. And I knew that what I called love was really +life, just life. And I felt no shame at all, but a great pride that it +was all so holy--for it is holy, father, and no one prompted it but God. +Father, do you love me?" + +I bent to kiss the glowing lips, but I remembered, and kissed her brow +instead, beautiful and pure before my misty eyes. She drew herself +gently from my arms and in a moment the sweet presence had departed. But +the fragrance of love and innocence was left behind and my faltering +answer came at last, though she heard it not: + +"Blessed are the pure in heart for they shall see God." + + + + +XX + +_A FATHER'S CRUCIFIXION_ + + +It is from joy alone that real sorrow can be brewed. Were joy to perish +from the earth human lips would soon forget the bitter taste of anguish. +The only intolerable clouds are those which follow swift upon some rosy +morn, frowning its every sunbeam into darkness, pursuing its fugitive +smiles as the hound pursues the deer. The soul's great sickness is in +joy's relapse. + +Into the tide of our daughter's virgin gladness her mother and I were +soon gladly swept. Love and joy are incendiary things and we soon +succumbed to the sweet contagion. Apart altogether from our daughter's +choice, he might well have been our own; for Angus Strachan was strong +of body and vigorous of mind, and pure of soul. He had made swift +strides in his chosen calling, and was now a partner in one of the +manufacturing firms which were New Jedboro's pride. At the door of +industry he had knocked with patient hand, and wealth had answered to +that knock herself. He was a man of influence, ever increasing, in New +Jedboro. In St. Cuthbert's, he was held in high esteem by all, and the +next election, we knew, would call him to the elder's honoured place. +Prepossessing in appearance, manly in bearing, musical in speech, +fragrant in character, Angus might well wake the echoes of even our +Margaret's noble heart. + +Wherefore there was joy in St. Cuthbert's manse, and in its three +devoted hearts, beating high with a common hope. Our morning sun shone +radiantly. + +But the eclipse came suddenly. It was again the Sabbath evening, and +Margaret again was nestling close, her face bearing more and more the +beauty which love's tuition gives. + +"Father," she suddenly began, "I want to ask you something." + +"What is it, child?" I said. + +"You know that verse in the Bible that says:--'Who did sin, this man or +his parents?' You know the verse. Well father, who did sin? Was it the +man, or was it his parents?" + +"What a strange question, child! What on earth has that to do with you?" + +"Never mind, father--let us stick to the text," she answered. "You are a +minister and I want you to stick to the text. Tell me who did sin?" + +"Well, if the man's blindness was because of sin, since he was born +blind and since he couldn't sin before he was born, I suppose it must +have been his parents," I answered slowly. "What difference does it +make to you?" For I was curious to know. + +"And don't you think," she went on unheedingly, "that it was cruel for +anybody to hold that poor man responsible for his parents' sin?" + +"I suppose so, but why are you catechizing me like this, burrowing among +old questions of two thousand years ago?" + +"Oh, father, there are no old questions," and there was a strange cry in +her voice, "because there are no old lives. They are all new every +day--they all live again, father. Sin is new and sorrow is new--and the +Cross is new, father--so new and so cruel," she cried, the tears now +flowing fast, "and that question isn't old--it is asked every day. And +it is asked of me--and I have to answer it, and answer it as you have +done, and as the compassionate Saviour would have done," she concluded, +her voice trembling with its passion. + +"What on earth do you mean, Margaret? Sin, sorrow, the Cross, what have +these to do with you?" I asked eagerly. + +"It was only last night that Angus told me. Poor fellow, his face was +white when he came and his look was full of agony. Of course I asked him +to tell me what was the matter. We were in the library, for I always +took him there because it has a fireplace, and we both love to watch +the fire. I had laid the wood myself last night before Angus came, and +there was never task so dear--it was the gloaming when I laid it, but I +knew it would soon be bright. + +"But about his answer to my question. Surely no maiden yet had so +strange an answer. For, without a word, he went to the desk and took the +Bible in his hands. When he had found the place he stood before me and +read me this: + +"'Then cometh Jesus with them unto the place called Gethsemane.... My +soul is exceeding sorrowful unto death.... My Father if this cup may not +pass away from Me except I drink it, Thy will be done.' + +"His voice was strange to me, and I was trembling for I didn't know what +he meant. But I knew it was my Judgment Day. + +"'Angus,' I said faintly, 'what do you mean? What has that to do with +us? That is a story of two thousand years ago.' + +"'Margaret,' he answered, 'the story of Gethsemane is never old. Its +willows cast the same shadows yet as those into which our Saviour crept. +And that cup is never empty, though human lips are ever draining it to +its dregs. It is close to my lips to-night--and to your sweet lips too, +my darling--and we must drink it together.' + +"'Together, Angus,' I said, 'thank God for that.' The word was sweet. +Oh, father, head-winds are precious unto love if only love's hands +together hold the sail. + +"After a long silence Angus spoke again and my poor heart had to listen. + +"'Margaret,' he began, 'no man ever renounced what I renounce to-night, +for no man ever loved as I love you, though I reckon many a man would +swear the same, knowing not his perjury--for none can know my love. And +joy, and pride, and home--and all with which our pure thought had +enriched our home--all these must I surrender now. I must give up +everything but love--and that is mine forever. Oh, Margaret, I won you, +did I not? I, a poor Scottish laddie, a herd among the heather. I came +to Canada lang syne, and by and by I won you, did I not, Margaret? + +"'But I must give you up--and I will tell you why. + +"'It was not hard for me to find that story of Gethsemane. When I was +but a laddie among the Scottish hills my mother's Bible aye opened at +that very place; and laddie though I was, I noticed it, for the page was +marked and worn and soiled with tears. + +"'I asked my mother many a time why the Book aye opened there and what +soiled and marked it so. She told me not for long, saying only that it +was marked and soiled before her laddie had been born. + +"'But the night before I sailed from Annan Foot, she put her arms about +me and she told me of the anguish of her soul and all about the +tear-stained place--for she told me of her own Gethsemane and of the +bitter cup, and said that her laddie's lips could pass it by no more +than hers. + +"'And ever since that night ma ain buik aye opens at Gethsemane. Oh, +Margaret, you understand, do you not?' he cried, 'I am not worthy of you +and of your love. + +"'The far-off strain of sin starting from another heart than mine +(another than my mother's, by the living God) has stained my name. Mine +is an unhallowed name. Mine is a shadowed birth. Mine is the perpetual +Gethsemane and mine the unemptied cup! + +"'Forgive me, Margaret, for the wrong I did you. I should never have +spoken love to you at all, or if I did, I should have told you of the +blight upon it; but the sky and the trees and the hill were clothed that +night in the beauty that wrapt my soul and I thought that God had +forgotten and had shrived me in the same sacred light. But He does not +forget. That light itself cannot drive the shadow from Gethsemane and +the cup has never since been absent from my lips.' + +"Angus stopped--and God watched over me; for He pitied me. + +"I thought of you and mother first, but God still kept my will in His. I +wanted God to lead me and I asked Him to help me--and I waited. + +"'Angus,' I said at last, 'your mother loved him, did she not?' + +"'Loved!' he answered, 'her pure heart knew no other passion. My own is +but an echo. Behold! I was shapen in love.' + +"'Then,' said I, 'let her that is without love cast the first stone at +her. If any sinning woman love, she has an advocate with the Father. Oh, +Angus! Come to me!' I cried, for I was fainting." + + * * * * * + +Her story was finished now and my daughter added not a word. But she +arose and stood before me, her eyes searching my pallid face for a +verdict, if haply it might be like her own. I noticed the woman's +tactics in her move, for woman's genius makes its home within her soul; +she had left my arms that I might, if I would, hold them out to her +again and take her back forever. But the arms have their hinges in the +heart and mine was tight locked like a vise. + +"Margaret," I said at last, and my voice was like the voice of age, "you +do not mean that you suffered this man's caresses after he told you what +you have just told me?" + +Sorrow looked from Margaret's eyes. + +"Suffered!" she replied, "suffered! I have learned what suffering is, +God knows, but He knows it was not there I learned it. 'This man.' Oh, +father, I love him--am I all alone?" + +How strong is the weakness of love! There is no panoply like that which +love provides, and she who bears it has the whole armour of God. + +"Margaret," I pleaded, "you surely will not ruin your life and break +your mother's heart and mine by any madness such as this." + +"'Ruin my life,' father! what ruin can there be to the life that loves +and is loved? I have no life at all apart from him. It seems so simple. +I can't take back my heart!" + +"Perhaps so, my daughter," I replied, "perhaps so. I know your love is +no fickle thing. But Margaret, you do not propose to link your life with +his, shadowed as you yourself declare it to have been from his birth?" + +"Father, it is already linked. It was not I who linked our lives, nor +was it he; nor was it both together--it was God. Surely He wouldn't have +let me love and trust, if it was wrong. I want you to help me; I am all +alone." + +"But you do not mean," I cried with growing warmth, "that I, the +minister of St. Cuthbert's Kirk, New Jedboro, am to be called upon to +take into my family and to acknowledge as my son, a man who cannot speak +his father's name, who cannot," for I was maddening fast, "speak it even +to himself, forsooth, because he knows not what it is?" + +"Oh, father, do not press me so; I love you--and I love him too, +and----" + +"But about our family?" I asked hotly. + +"I forgot about families," she sobbed. "Oh, father, teach this poor +heart of mine to love no more and I will obey your every wish--but it is +hard for love to serve two masters." + +My heart was wrung by her plaintive voice; but love dwells hard by +cruelty, and my self-control was going fast. Let those defend me who +have known my agony. + +"You know, I suppose, the result that will issue from your madness? You +know what it will mean to your future relations here?" I asked hoarsely, +explaining my threat by a glance about the room. + +"Don't call it madness, father," she replied, pleadingly. "There is no +madness in love. I cannot help it, father. Why should I? Surely Angus is +the same as he was when first I loved him. I haven't learned anything +new about the soul of him, father." + +"But his origin?" I interrupted. + +"But he is good, father,--and kind--and true--and he loves me." + +It was but a moment till I was past the bounds of reason. +Disappointment, pride, shame, anger--all these had their cruel way with +me. I am covered with confusion as with a garment while I try to record +what followed, though I could not tell it all, even if I would. There is +no cruelty like the cruelty of love. For the anguished soul pours out +the vials of its remorse and self-reproach upon the well loved head, and +fury waxes with its shame. + +"I want none of your preaching," and my voice was coarse with anger; +"you are a willful and disobedient child and you may as well learn first +as last who is the master of this house. Do you hear?" + +"Yes, I hear,--and my heart is broken. You want me to go away and not to +see me any more. And I don't know where to go." + +She was kneeling now and the tears were dropping hot upon my hand, which +she had taken in both of hers. "Oh, father, when birdlings leave the +nest, surely God wants them to go, because He gives them wings. Father, +dear, oh, do not push me out in this cruel way. I want to keep you and +Angus both--and mother. Am I really wrong? + +"Father, you are a preacher of the Everlasting Gospel, and doesn't that +say we were all born wrong and need to be born again? You said only last +Sunday that if we're once on the Rock, God forgets all about the pit and +the miry clay. And you said God makes the past new--all new, and that +all the redeemed ones are just the same in His sight--all good, and with +the past away behind them. I thought it was beautiful, because I thought +about Angus--and it seemed just like the Saviour's way." + +My heart was wrung with a great desire to take the bended form unto +myself. I half moved forward to kiss the lips of this kneeling priestess +unto love. But as I did so the memory of other lips that had been +pressed to them rolled in upon me and swept away the better impulse. I +faltered into compromise. + +"Margaret, you are still my daughter and I am touched by what you say. +Let us find common ground. Promise me that you will suspend judgment in +this matter for a year, your promise meantime to be revoked and at the +end of that time, we will take it up afresh. This will give time for +sober judgment." + +But her blanched face turned to mine, and the white lips spoke again. +"Oh, spare me, father, for I cannot--you know I cannot--oh, father, pity +me!" + +My soul flamed with ungovernable anger. I did pity her and this it was +that stirred my cruelty. For my soul relapsed to barbarous coarseness +and I said: "Then choose between us--you can have your ----," and I +called him an awful word, the foulest of all words, whose very sound +speaks the shame it means to tell, the curse of humanity hissed in its +nauseous syllables. + +And more--but how can I write it down! I did not strike her--but I +thrust her from me; I laid my coward hand upon her shoulder--not in +violence nor heavily, but eternal menace was in it. For I pushed her +from me, crying brutally: "Quote me another Scripture. Have you not +chosen the better part? There is the door which his shadow first +accursed--you see the door?" and I hurled the poisoned word at her +again. + +She looked at me but once--as one, suddenly awakening, looks at her +assassin. Then she went out, a lover as white as snow. + + + + +XXI + +_The OLD PRECENTOR'S NEW SONG_ + + +As a stream emerges from its forest tunnel, eluding the embrace of +tangled shadows, swiftly gliding from sombre swamps and hurrying towards +the sunlit plain, its phantom weeds of widowhood exchanged for its +bridal robe of light; so doth this tale of mine glide forth from the +sable shadows which garrison the chapter it has left behind. + +No man loves to linger by his scaffold, though it be cheated of its last +adornment, and though no eye behold its grinning outline but its own. +For there are shadowy scaffolds, and invisible executioners, sitting at +our own boards and eating of our own bread, discernible only in a glass. +Our own Sheriffs and Executioners are we all. + +Swift in the wake of sorrow came the unromantic form of toil. Thank God! +Work is sorrow's cure, its hands like the hands of an enemy, but its +voice the voice of an Eternal friend. For duty is God's midwife, sent to +deliver the soul that travails in its anguish. + +It was but the day after Margaret had passed from out my door, girding +it as she went with crape, invisible to other eyes, that I was called to +Archie McCormack's house. The day was bright and clear, but I knew it +not--for in this doth sorrow make us like to God, that then the darkness +and the light are both alike. + +For some months past, my old precentor had been failing fast. The doctor +said it was his heart, but none of us believed it; for his heart had +grown larger, stronger, happier with every passing year. Its outer life +might perish if it would, but its inner life was renewed day by day. +Indeed, his soul's second harvest seemed to take the form of +cheerfulness, the scantiest crop of all in the stern seasons of his +earlier life. Even merriment sought to bloom before the frost should +come. + +The very day before Margaret and I began our life's Lenten season, I had +been to see him, little thinking that my next visit was to be the last. +My own heart was full of that joy whose overflow Margaret had entrusted +to its care--which is a great gift to a minister, this gift of gladness, +seeking as he does to irrigate the thirsty plains of life about him. + +"How is my precentor to-day?" I asked as I sat down at the blazing +hearth. He was lying on the couch, the fourth gradation--the field, the +veranda, the room, the couch, the bed, the grave--thus the promotion +runs! + +"I'm by or'nar glad to see ye," he replied, evasively. "The auld freens +are the best." + +"That's good, Archie, the old friends are glad to hear it. They hear it +seldom from Scottish lips, however hopefully they suspect it." + +"We're nae muckle given to compliments--I'll grant ye that. But whiles +we think; an' whiles we speak--an' whiles we wunna. But I'm no backward +in tellin' a man gin I care for him. Noo, I was sayin' to the wife this +verra day that yon man ye brocht frae Montreal last simmer was like +eneuch a graun preacher--I'm no disputin' that, mind ye. But I was +sayin' to the wife as hoo I likit yirsel' fully mair nor him." + +I smiled with pleasure, for the process was an interesting one. Bouquets +look strange in these rough Scottish hands--but their fragrance is the +sweeter for all that. + +"I understand, Archie. You do not often pay a compliment, but I know its +sincerity when it comes and I appreciate it all the same." + +He had not finished, for he felt he had gone too far. + +"Aye, that's what I was sayin' to the wife. I likit yirsel' fully better +nor him--it's different ye see; I'm gettin' kind o' used to ye, ye +ken!" + +This made his tribute morally complete. Oh, thou Scotchman! Thou canst +not withhold a tincture of lemon from the sweetest cup! + +"But how is my precentor to-day?" I renewed, fearful of additional +repairs to his eulogy. + +"Weel, I'm no' complainin'--an' I'm no' boastin'; but there's mony a yin +waur. I'm no' sufferin' pain to speak o'. I can sleep at nicht, an' I +tak my parritch, an' I hae ma faculties--an' I'm in God's hauns," he +said, the climax coming with unconscious power. + +"There's no better bulletin than that," I responded. "I see you still +take your smoke, Archie," I added cheerfully, nodding towards an ancient +trusty pipe which enjoyed its brief respite on a chair, long his +familiar friend, and noticeably breathing out its loyalty where it lay. + +"Ou, aye, I dinna lack for ony o' the needcessities o' life, thank God," +he replied gratefully, and with utter seriousness. + +"What a blessing that you are free from pain," I hurriedly remarked; for +the mouth, like a capricious steed, is more easily controlled when it is +in motion. + +"Aye, that's a great blessin'. I've been uncommon free frae pain. A +fortnight syne, I had a verra worritsome feelin' in ma innerts--a kind +o' colic, I'm jalousin'. Sandy Grant said as how whusky wi' a little +sulphur was gey guid. I tell 't him I never had nowt to dae wi' sulphur +i' ma life, an' I wudna begin to bother wi't noo;" and Archie lifted his +eyebrows, adjusted his night-cap, and turned upon me a very solemn +smile. + +He doubtless saw by my face that I approved his caution, for I secretly +believed that he was right. Thus confirmed, he lay meditating for a +time, but it was soon made evident that his thoughts had not wandered +far from the matter in hand. + +"Aye, sulphur's nae improvement to whusky," he slowly averred at length, +"forbye, I was richt. I was richt frae a medeecinal standpoint, ye ken. +The verra next day ma doctor ordered me to tak a little whusky for the +pain I tell't ye o'. An' I did; I took it afore he tell't me." + +"And it did you good, Archie?" I asked indulgently. + +"Guid?" replied Archie, in a tone of much reproach. Then he said no +more, scorning to demonstrate an axiom. But he was not through with the +subject. The moral had still to be pointed. + +"Is't no won'erfu', minister, the law o' compensation that oor Creator +gies us, to reach a' through oor lives? + +"Pain has its ither side, ye ken. An' when we say as hoo it's an ill +wind that blaws naebody guid, we're acknowledgin' the love o' the +Almichty. Ilka cloud has aye its siller linin'. Noo, for instance, it +was a fearfu' pain I took--but the ither that I took to cure it--it was +Scotch," and Archie drew a gentle sigh, half of piety and half of +reminiscence. + + * * * * * + +When next I turned my steps towards Archie's door, though only two short +days had fled, all life had changed to me and darkness hung about me +like a pall. Upon which change I was bitterly reflecting when I was +interrupted by a message that Archie was taken somewhat worse and not +expected to live longer than through the night. And I could not but be +glad of this summons from my own life's tragedy, that I might share +another's. It is God's blessed way. The balm for secret sorrow is in the +bosom of another burden, unselfishly assumed; and the Cyrenian of every +age hath this for his hire, that, while he bends beneath another's +cross, he is disburdened of his own. + +I found my old precentor weak, and failing fast, but "verra composed," +as we say in New Jedboro. + +He welcomed me with a gentle smile. + +"Ye'll pray wi' me," he said gravely, "but it'll no' be the closin' +prayer. I'm wearin' awa fast, but I'll no' leave ye till the morn, I'm +dootin'. Pit up a bit prayer noo--but there's ae thing--dinna mind the +Maister o' His promise to come again an' receive me till Himsel'--no' +that it isna a gowden word; but I want it keepit till the last an' it's +the last word I want to hear. Speak it to me when I hear the surge. +That'll gie Him time eneuch, for He'll no' be far awa. An' I want to +hear it aboon the billows. Noo pit up yir prayer." + +Short and simple were our petitions; for the prayer of little children +is best for those who are about to enter into the kingdom of God. + +After we had finished, my eyes, unknown to him, were long fixed on +Archie's face. For a strange interest centres about those whose loins +are girded for long journeys; and I have never outgrown the boyish awe +with which I witnessed the loosening of the ropes that held aerial +travellers to the earth. I have seen some scores of persons die, + + "By many a death-bed I have been + And many a sinner's parting seen," + +but the awful tragedy is ever new and familiarity breeds increasing +reverence. Death is a hero to his valet. + +"You are not afraid, Archie?" I said at length--the old question that +springs, not to the dying, but to the living lips. + +"Afeart!" said Archie, "what wad I be afeart for?" + +"You are not afraid to meet your Lord?" I answered, inwardly reproaching +myself for the words. + +"Afeart!" repeated the dying man, "afeart to meet ma Lord. Why should I +be feart to meet a Man that died for me?" + +I inwardly blessed him for the great reply and engaged its unanswerable +argument for my next Sabbath's sermon. No man dieth unto himself. + +"Wull ye dae something for me?" said Archie, suddenly. "Wull ye write to +a man I kent lang syne?" + +"Certainly," said I. "Who is the man, Archie?" + +"I'll tell ye, gin ma hairt hauds guid a meenit. It's Andra +Mathieson--an' he lives in San Francisco. Him an' me gaed to the schule +thegither in the Auld Country, an' I hadna seen him for nigh fifty year +till last Can'lemas a twalmonth, when I gaed to San Francisco for ma +health. He's awfu' rich. He lives in a graun hoose an' he has a coachman +wi' yin o' thae coats wi' buttons. But I gaed to see him an' I needna +hae been sae feart, for he minded on me, an' he wadna hear o' me bidin' +at the taivern, an' he took me to his graun hoose, an' he was ower guid +to a plain cratur like me. + +"Weel, ae mornin', we was sittin', haein' oor crack aboot the auld days, +an' the schule, an' the sheep we herded thegither on the Ettrick hills. +But oor crack aye harkit back to the kirk an' the minister an' the +catechism, an' a' thae deeper things o' auld lang syne. He said as hoo +he had gane far bye thae things, livin' amang the stour o' a' his +siller--but he remarkit that he aften thocht o' the auld ways, an' the +auld tunes, an' the minister wi' his goon an' bands; an' he said he was +fair starvin' for a psalm--or a paraphrase. They dinna sing them in +Ameriky. An' I lilted yin till him--we was lookin' far oot at the Gowden +Gate, an' it lookit like the crystal water ma een'll sune see." + +Archie stopped, though apparently but little exhausted. His eyes seemed +flooded with tender memories of that momentous hour on the far distant +Pacific Coast. + +"What psalm did you sing him?" I ventured, presently. + +"It was a paraphrase," he answered, the smile still upon his face. "It +was the twenty-sixth: + + "'Ho ye that thirst approach the spring + Where living waters flow,' + +an' Andra grat like a bairn: + +"'I haena heard it sin I ran barefit aboot the hills,' he said, an' he +wad hae me sing the lines ower again: + + "'How long to streams of false delight + Will ye in crowds repair?' + +an' I'm no' worthy, I ken, but I pit up a bit prayer wi' him--ye mauna +think I'm boastin', sir, but I brocht him to Christ, an' when I think +on't noo, it's lichtsome, an' I'm minded o' that simmer sun on the +Gowden Gate. Ye'll write to him an' tell him we'll sing a psalm +thegither yet." + +My promise given and Andrew Mathieson's address taken, Archie lay silent +for a little time. Swift glances at myself, swiftly withdrawn, denoted +his desire to say something more. It came at length and with +unmistakable directness. + +"I'm dootin' I've been wrang; mebbe I was 'righteous over-much.'" + +"What is it, Archie?" I said soothingly. "Some sin? Or some mistake in +the days that are gone?" + +"I'm no' sayin' it was the yin or the ither," replied the old precentor, +a familiar frosty flavour in his voice, "an' if it was, I'll no' confess +it to ony yin but God--but I'm misdootin' I was ower hard on the hymes." + +"What hymns, Archie?" I asked, seeking only to make easier his +acknowledgment of error, ever difficult to Scottish lips. For, if the +truth were told, Scotchmen secretly divide sins into three classes, +those of omission, of commission, and of admission. + +"Ye ken fine," he made reply, "div ye no' mind hoo Margaret an' Angus +Strachan compeared afore the Kirk Session wi' their prayer for man-made +hymes i' the kirk?" + +"Yes, Archie, I remember--the Session denied their request." + +Ah me, I thought, how much has befallen Margaret and Margaret's father +since that night! + +"Ay, I ken that; an' I'm no' regrettin'--but I'm dootin' I was ower hard +on the hymes. My speerit was aye ower fiery for an elder. But King +Dauvit himsel' was mair fearsome than me wi' blasphemers--no' to ca' +Margaret yin; but I'm mindin' that the Maister aye took anither way, a +better yin, I'm dootin'. An' I'm feart I was mair like Dauvit, for a' +I'd raither be like the Maister." + +"You have the right of it, Archie; He showed us the more excellent way." + +"Forbye," Archie went on, pursuing his line of thought, "I've my +misgivin's aboot wha wrote thae hymes. It wasna the deevil, an' it wasna +Watts, an' it wasna yon great Methody body; they set them doon, nae +doot--but wha started them? I'm sair dootin' they had their rise amang +the hills, the same whaur Dauvit saw the glory o' God." + +"Above the hills of time," I added softly. + +"An' what's mair, it kind o' came to me that a hyme micht be a prayer, +ye ken. Noo, your prayer in the kirk is no' inspired. That is, no' like +Dauvit's psalms--but it's upliftin' for a' that. An' I'm thinkin' that +mebbe it's nae waur to lilt a prayer than to speak yin, an' mebbe the +great Methody was prayin' when he said: + + "'Let me to Thy bosom fly,' + +an' I'm dootin' we micht dae waur than jine wi' him." + +"There is no more fitting prayer for such an hour as this," I responded, +thinking it meet to incline his thoughts towards the encircling glow +with which the last great morning was already illumining his face. + +But Archie still pursued his line of thought. No such great concession +as this was to be left undefined; this codicil to his whole life's will +and testament must be explained. + +"I ken the hymes never had what I micht ca' a fair chance wi' me. My +faither cudna thole them, an' he cudna bide ony ither body to thole +them. He aye said the heather wasna dry yet wi' the Covenanters' bluid. +Ma ain girlie, wee Kirsty,--she likit them fine, but I forbade her. This +was the way it cam aboot--div ye mind the year o' the Exposeetion in +Paris? Weel, me an' Kirsty's mither took a jaunt an' gaed till't. We was +ower three weeks amang thae foreign fowk, wi' nae parritch an' nae +psalm. We gaed frae Paris to the auld hame in Ettrick, an' 'twas like +gae'n to Abraham's bosom frae the ither place. Weel, the first Sabbath +day, we gaed to the auld Scotch kirk, and we were starvin' for the +bread o' life. + +"Naethin' had we had but the bit sweeties o' the English kirk near by, +wi' their confections--an' ance we gaed to the Catholic, but it was a +holiday. Weel, as I was sayin', we gaed to the Ettrick kirk an' the +minister came into the pulpit wi' his goon an' bands--fair graun it was. + +"'Let us worship God,' he said, an' 'twas like the click o' the gate at +hame. Then he gied oot a psalm: + + "'So they from strength unwearied go + Still forward unto strength.' + +"The precentor was naethin' graun. I have heard better in St. +Cuthbert's. He was oot mebbe a quarter o' a beat in his time, but the +auld words had their power; 'twas like as if I heard my mither's voice +again, an' I cudna sing for greetin', but my hairt aye keepit time, an' +I resolved then no' to let Kirsty sing the hymes ony mair--but I'm +misdootin' I've been wrang." + +Backward rolled the night and onward rolled the day as we kept our vigil +by the dying bed. Ever solemn hour, rehearsal of a darker yet to be! For +that same mystery shall wrap every watcher's heart, and others then +shall stand by the fallen sentinels. + +Archie slumbered and waked by turns. We were just beginning to feel the +approach of the magnetic dawn when he awoke from an hour's sleep. + +"The nicht's near gane," he said, "an' I'll sleep nae mair; for I aye +likit to greet the mornin' licht." + +We gathered closer, the old childish instinct which drove us to the +wharf's very edge when the sails were being hoisted and the anchor +weighed. + +He beckoned me closer and I bent to catch his words. + +"Ye micht gie thae thochts o' mine to the Session gin the maitter comes +up again--aboot the hymes, ye ken, aboot hoo they micht be made intil a +prayer." + +I silently gave the promise. + +"An' mair--I dinna forbid ye to sing a bit hyme at the funeral. Let +Wullie Allison lift the tune, for he aye keeps the time. Yon Methody's +hyme wad dae: + + "'Hide me, oh, my Saviour hide + Till the storm of life is past,' + +for the wind'll be doon then, I'm hopin'. + +"The fowk'll think it strange, for they a' ken my convictions, sae ye'd +better close wi' a paraphrase: + + "'Then will He own His servant's name + Before His father's face.' + +That wad dae fine, for it's a' o' grace thegither." + +Archie lay silent for a time, breathing heavily, the tumult of the last +great conflict blending every moment with the peace of the last great +surrender. An instant later, the dying face seemed lightened, like one +who descries the lights of home. + +"I canna juist mind the words; is it the outgoin' o' the mornin' He +makes to rejoice?" + +"And the evening," I said quickly, "the evening too, Archie." + +"Aye," he answered peacefully, "I thocht He wadna forget the gloamin'. +Aye, mair the evenin' than the mornin', I'm thinkin'." + +His face was radiant now, for the morning light had passed us watchers +by, its glory resting on the face that loved to greet it. + +"Haud ma haun, guid-wife," his voice upborne by the buoyancy of death. +"I'm slippin' fast into the licht. I see what they ca' the gates o' +deith. The licht has found them oot. They've been sair maligned, I'm +thinkin'. The pulpit has misca'd them, but the believer's deein' lips +can ca' them fair. They're the gates o' deith, nae doot, but the Maister +hauds the keys." + +We stood as close to the old precentor as we might, but we were in the +shadow still. For death seldom shares his surprises with the alien and +is selfish with his secret luxuries. + +"Hark ye!" the dying man suddenly cried. "Div ye no' hear the sang? It's +graun ayont the thocht o' man. They're a' in white, an' it's 'Martyrdom' +is the tune. Wha's leadin' them? I see Him fine; it's Him wha made the +sang itsel'. It's Him wha's leadin' them. Div ye no' ken what they're +singin'? It's the new sang, the sang o' Moses an' the Lamb. An' hark ye! +it's the same as the psalm my mither taught me. I canna tell the yin +frae the ither." + +And the old precentor hurried on to join the choir invisible. + + + + +XXII + +"_The MILLS of The GODS_" + + +Margaret was home again. She had been gone from us two immeasurable +days. It was Mr. Blake who rang the bell, for it was his house had +sheltered her when my cruel anger drove her from my own. Need and sorrow +never turned to him in vain. + +When the door was opened, Margaret stood before it alone. Her mother it +was who opened unto her, for this is woman's oldest and holiest +avocation, door-keeper unto wandering feet. In all His delicate missions +woman is God's deputy. + +Through all my narrative of this sad affair I have said but little of +Margaret's mother, but I know my readers have discerned her presence +amid it all, as one discerns a brooding mountain through the mist. The +great background of every tragedy is a woman's stately sorrow. + +I had been visiting the sick, far more for my sake than for theirs, and +was not home when Margaret returned. But a nameless fragrance greeted me +at the door, and in my study I found Margaret in her mother's arms. The +latter quietly withdrew and the compact between father and daughter was +soon complete. It was of mutual surrender, wherein is mutual peace. +Margaret's only word was that she could not give her father up--nor +Angus--that I must say nothing more about her love and that we must +wait--together. Which was all sweet enough to me, for she was mine +again, and our manse light had been rekindled. + +For the rest, I was willing to wait, on which after all hangs the +reality of all joy or sorrow. Every grief hath that opportunity of cure; +every joy that peril of vicissitude. Till time hath ceased from her +travail, no man can tell her offspring's sex, whether it be rugged care, +or sweet and tender joy. + +Meantime, Margaret nestled again within the old tender place and we both +struggled to nourish our phantom joy. Counterfeit though we both +discerned it, yet it passed unchallenged between us and at least kept +our souls' commerce from decay. Counterfeit I have called it, for the +tenure of another's love was upon her; and her stay with us was like +that of a sailor lad who is for a time ashore, waiting for the tardy +tide. + + * * * * * + +The ordination Sabbath was aglow with holy light. God surely loves +Presbyterian high days, for they are nearly always beautiful. St. +Cuthbert's was filled long before eleven with a reverent and expectant +congregation. Five new elders had been elected, three of them their +father's successors, for this was a common custom in New Jedboro, and +apostolic succession in disguise was in high favour amongst us. Another +was a man of seventy or more, for every ordination must recognize the +stalwarts whose days of activity were past but whose time for honour was +at hand. The remaining elder-elect was Angus Strachan. His choice by the +congregation had been unanimous and cordial. His examination by the +Session had resulted in hearty confirmation. Our manse tragedy was +unknown to any of the elders except Mr. Blake, who preserved complete +silence throughout the interview. The ordeal was painful beyond words to +me--but it was over, and Angus sat in the front pew with the other four, +awaiting ordination to their sacred office. + +We had sung the psalm which from time immemorial Presbyterian ministers +have announced on all ecclesiastical occasions, the hundred and second +psalm, the second version, from the thirteenth verse, reading over +again, as their habit is, the first two lines: + + "Thou shalt arise and mercy yet + Thou to Mount Zion shalt extend;" + +the venerable Dr. Inglis of Moffat had preached the sermon from the +text:--"Feed the flock of God which is among you," and the elders elect +took their places before the pulpit. + +I addressed them in what I considered fitting terms, recalling the great +traditions of the church they were called to serve and the noble labours +of the godly men whose mantles had now fallen upon themselves. I +referred to our precious legacy, bequeathed to us from the hands of +Covenanters, and a reverent hush throughout the whole congregation +applauded the names of Renwick and Peden and Cameron, as they fell from +my lips. + +Then all the elders took their places beside me, for the act of +ordination was about to be performed. This consisted of prayer and the +laying on of hands--not of the minister's hands alone, for we in St. +Cuthbert's adhered to the ancient Scottish mode of ordination by the +laying on of the hands of the entire Session. + +The candidates kneeled before us, Angus on my right, having changed his +place for some unapparent reason, soon to be abundantly revealed. The +hands first outstretched towards his bended head were those of Mr. +Blake. Whereupon an awful thing befell us; for the solemn stillness of +the kirk was broken by the ringing of a voice aflame with +passion:--"Take back your hand--touch not a hair of my head. Go cleanse +your hand. Go purify your heart--they are both polluted. Whited +sepulchre, give up your dead--let the rotting memories walk forth. Go +wash another's blood from your guilty soul before you dare to serve at +God's altar!" + +The trembling object of this outburst shrank back from before it. The +kneeling candidates bowed lower. I myself stood as one in a fearful +dream, while the horror-stricken people half rose within their pews, +bending forward as they gazed at the sacrilegious scene. + +Angus turned and looked unflinchingly into their faces. I feared he was +about to speak again and I raised my hand to signify forbiddal--but he +saw it not, and my inward protest yielded to his fiery purpose. + +"Aye, you may well look," he cried to the awestruck worshippers. "God +knows I had not meant to do this thing or to speak these words. I came +here with the honest purpose to assume the vows that should forever bind +me to His service. My heart was honest before God; but when I felt the +approach of those guilty hands it was beyond my power to endure their +touch. Nor should I feel shame for what I have done. You remember the +scourge of knotted cords and the holy temple. Is it wrong that I too +should now seek to drive forth this unworthy man? He stands unmasked +before you. You know not who he is! He is my father and we share our +shame together! Another shares it with her God where the Ettrick water +hears her prayer. And this is the man whose hands would convey the grace +of God!" + +He stopped; and the blanched faces before him gave back a voice, half +cry, half sob, anguish rending every heart. They were a proud folk in +St. Cuthbert's; besides no man of all the elders was so dear to them as +Mr. Blake, his piety and philanthropy so long tried and proved. Although +we know it not, there is no asset held more dear than the solvency of a +man in whom we vest the precious savings of our confidence. + +Every eye and heart seemed turned towards the man so fiercely accused, +silently entreating him to relieve the cruel tension. + +None doubted that his swift denial would confirm the confidence of our +loyal hearts. But the silence drew itself out, moment after moment, each +bequeathing its legacy of pain to its successor. Mr. Blake's eyes were +raptly fixed on his accuser--his traducer, as we secretly defined him. +Their light was not the glow of wrath, nor of resentment, but of a +strange wistful curiosity, mixed with eager yearning. Fear and love +seemed to look out together. + +In the pause that followed, Angus swiftly handed to me a small picture, +encased after an ancient fashion. + +"Look at that, sir," he said, "that will tell its tale--that is my +father's face." + +I looked with eager intentness, and it required but a glance to show +that the pictured face before me, and the pallid face beside me, were +the same. The picture was evidently taken long years before, and the +stamp of youth and hope and ardent faith was upon the face. Locks raven +black, and an unwrinkled brow, had been exchanged for those that bore +the scar of time and care; but no careful eye could fail to see that the +youthful face of the picture and the ashen face of the elder were one +and the same. + +But,--more striking and fatal far--the photograph's evidence was not +required. No man who saw, as I saw, the faces of Michael Blake and Angus +Strachan side by side need wait for other evidence. Often had I seen +them thus before--but never in the nakedness of passion. + +Passion has the artist's magic hand and her master sketch is ever of her +home. As Titian's immortal hills were but the reproduction of his +far-off dwelling-place, genius plighting its troth to childhood, so doth +passion illumine first the environs of her long time home, how humble so +ever it may be. Passion paints the eternal childlike that is in us all. +The face is the window through which the vista of a soul's inner life +is flashed by her mystic hand, and in that moment the window glows with +the unfeigned light of childhood, its simple radiance still unquenched, +though long draped by artificial years. + +Thus transfigured were the faces of Angus Strachan and Michael +Blake--the one with mingled love and fear, the other with unmingled +scorn. With that swift intensity of passion came the reversal to their +common type, and the great betrayal was complete. The blood they shared +together, speaking a kindred language, had turned King's evidence at +last, and its unanswerable testimony leaped from face and eye. + +For God hath His silent witnesses, like John the Baptist, by us shut up +in prison and by us beheaded--but He calleth them to the witness-stand +as pleaseth Him; and they live forever in dreadful gospels of love and +doom, the latter sharing the power of the former's endless life. Their +voice is heard above Herodias' strains of revelry and even sceptred +Sadducees tremble at the sound. + +Vast is life's mighty forest, but the wronger and the wronged meet +somewhere amid its shadowy glades. Surely life's wooded maze might +afford a hiding place to those who fly from armed memories--but God's +rangers tread its every glen with stealthy step and the foliage of every +thicket gleams with the armour of His detective host. A chance meeting, +a foundling acquaintance, a stray newspaper, an undestroyed letter, a +resurgent memory, a neglected photograph, or, as here, a tell-tale tide +of blood--all these have accepted God's retainer and bear the invisible +badge that denotes His world-spread Force. All life's apparent discord +is harmony itself when He determines the departments and allots to every +thing, and to every man, his work! + +"You speak of Ettrick! What know you of Ettrick? What is her name that +lives there?" I heard Mr. Blake ask in a faltering whisper, unheard by +the rigid worshippers. + +"She bears no name save that which you defiled--it shall not be spoken +here, though I honour it with my deepest heart--but look on this," and +Angus held out before him what he had drawn from his bosom as he spoke. + +Michael Blake's gaze was fixed upon it, no word or sound coming from his +lips. His eyes clung to it with tranquil eagerness, unconscious of all +about, still clinging when Angus withdrew it, wrapped it in the paper +which had enclosed it, and restored it to its hiding-place. + +I know not why, but I held out my hand to him eagerly: + +"Let me see it, Angus; my own mother is with God." + +He hesitated but a moment, then drew it forth and handed it to me. + +"All the world may see it," he said quietly, "it is my mother--you may +read the letter if you will." + +The portrait was of a woman still rich with girlhood's charm. Of about +nineteen years, I should say, tall and graceful and sweet of +countenance, with a great wealth of hair, with eyes that no flame but +love's could have kindled, her lips, even in a picture, instinct with +pure passion, and her whole being evidently fragrant and luscious as +Scottish girlhood alone can be. For the sweetest flowers are nourished +at the breast of the most rugged hills. + +I was still reading the story of love and innocence and hope, all of +which were written in the lovely face before me, when Angus said very +gently: + +"Read the letter, sir." + +The writing on the paper which enclosed the picture had escaped my +notice. It was a letter from Angus' mother, sent with the +daguerreotypes. Its closing words ran thus: + + "I send ye this picture o' masel' and the ane o' the man I loved + sae weel. No ither picture have I had taken, nor ither shall there + be. It was taken for yir faither before the gloamin' settled doon + on you and me, ma laddie. It was taken for him, as was every breath + I drew, for I loved him wi' every ane. + + "Ye maunna think ower hard o' him, laddie, for yir mother canna + drive him forth, so ye maun bide thegither in this broken hairt o' + mine. And laddie, I am askin' God to keep me pure, for my love will + hae its bloom some day far ayont us, like the bonny heather when + the winter's bye. And I want to be worthy when it comes. I'm sair + soiled, I ken, but love can weave its robe o' white for the very + hairt it stained. And I maun be true till the gloamin's gone. So + think o' yir mother as aye true to yir faither, and it'll mebbe + help yir sorrow to ken there's aye this bond between yir faither + and her wha bore ye. And Angus, dinna let him ken, gin ye should + ever meet. Yir mother's bearin' her sorrow all alane in Ettrick and + her laddie'll bear it ayont the ocean. We're a' in God's guid + hands. Your loving mother, + + JANET STRACHAN." + +I returned the well worn letter to the unhappy hand from which I had +received it. He tenderly wrapped it about his mother's picture and +thrust the parcel back beside the loyal heart which shared, as it was +bidden, the great sorrow and disgrace. + +I then cast about in my mind for the next step which should be taken. +Ordination I knew there could now be none. The pestilence of anger and +shame and sin was upon us all. Dark horror sat upon the faces of the +waiting congregation, their eyes still fixed on these two actors of this +so sudden tragedy. It may have been that the proof of kinship, as +demonstrated by these confronting faces, was finding its way into their +hearts. These faces were still fastened the one upon the other, the +younger with glowing scorn, the older with mingled love and tenderness, +blended with infinite self-reproach. + +I could see no course open to me except the dismissal of the +congregation, and so announced my purpose. + +"The Kirk Session is adjourned sine die," I said, for this is an ancient +phrase and the proper forms must be observed. Even when our dearest lies +in her coffin, there are certain phrases which announce in cold and +heartless print that the heart's life-blood is flowing from its wound, +and, however sacred that silent form, the undertaker's hands must have +their will with it. + +"Moderator." It was Thomas Laidlaw's voice. "Moderator, we hae heard but +ae side. There's aye twa sides. Will ye no' let the accused speak for +himsel'? Fair play is bonny play." + +A moment's thought was enough to assure me as to what was right. + +"By all means," I answered, sadly enough, for I had but little hope that +any defense could be offered. "Mr. Blake may certainly speak if he +wishes--it is but fair. Have you anything to say, Mr. Blake?" + +As I turned towards the older man the younger withdrew his eyes from the +face on which they had so long been fixed, and slowly rising, Angus +walked down the aisle towards the door, conscious that he himself had +proclaimed his bitter shame; but his mother's name seemed written on his +forehead, redeemed by the sacrifice of his own. He had gone but a +quarter of the way or so, when a trembling voice was heard. + +"Angus, wait," it said; the voice was faint and tremulous like a +birdling's note--but Angus heard it and stood still. He turned towards +the pew whence it came, and a face met his own, a woman's face, blanched +and pale, except for two burning spots upon her cheeks where the heart +had unfurled its banners. It was a woman's voice, I say, and the eyes +that looked out from it sought his own with a great caress of loyalty +and love. The glowing eyes, and the parted lips, and the quick flowing +breath, all spoke the bridal passion; for the bride's glory is in +surrender, the bodily sacrifice but the pledge of her blended and +surrendered life, lost in another's mastering love. + +"Angus, wait," she murmured again, her dainty gloved hand upon the +book-board as she essayed to rise. Her mother sought to restrain her, +but her touch was powerless; for the outgoing tide was at its full. + +"He shall not walk down that aisle alone," she faltered to her mother, +the words unheard by others. "We shall go down together." + + + + +XXIII + +_A MAIDEN PRIESTESS_ + + +Perhaps her mother's woman-heart realized in that moment that the one +path irresistible to a woman's love is the path of sacrifice. In any +case she ceased from her protest and the gentle form arose; moving out +to where he stood, she slipped her dear hand into Angus's, and together +they walked slowly down the aisle of the crowded church. No sideward +glance they cast nor backward did Margaret ever look. Sweet courage was +shining from her face, even joy, as they passed out together--the long +stride of the stalwart man and the gentle step of the dainty maiden, but +ever hand in hand, hidden from the strife of tongues, in love's pavilion +hidden. + +They had wandered, knowing not where or whither, some distance from the +church, when Angus stopped, and fixing his reverent look on Margaret's +strangely happy face, he said: + +"You don't know what you have done; you have tarnished your name--oh, +Margaret, why did you do it? From henceforth you will share the shame +that belongs to me." + +Margaret's face was upturned to his own. + +"Is not the sunshine sweet, Angus? And so pure! Surely God loves us +well!" + +"It shines upon no man so sad as I," he replied bitterly. + +"Angus! After what I did--and the church so full!" + +"Nor so happy--and so proud!" concluded Angus. "Where shall we go?" + +"Anywhere," answered Margaret; "we shall walk the long walk together." + +"No, dear one, not together, that cannot be--but not apart," said Angus, +his voice trembling. + +"Do you know, Angus," said Margaret after a pause, "I had often read +about how engagements should be announced. And no one, almost no one +knew that you loved me. And after that first time when you told me you +loved me--and before you told me that other--I so often used to lie +awake and think about how ours should be announced. For I think that is +the sweetest thing in a girl's life, the announcement I mean--no I don't +mean that--the sweetest thing is what has to be told. And now it is all +told--and just to think it was done in a church and before all those +people. And now they all know--and I am so glad! No girl ever had it +done like this before." + +"Glad?" said Angus. + +"Yes, glad--and proud--aren't you?" + +But there was no response, save the old, old silent eloquence of love, +when lip speaks to lip its tender tale, scorning the aid of words. + +"Let us go this way," said Margaret at length. + +"Where does it lead to?" + +"You shall see," she answered; "come away"--and together, still hand in +hand, they walked on. + +"Let us rest here, Angus." He threw himself on the grass at her feet. + +"Do you not know the place?" she said. + +"No," said Angus, "were we ever here before?" + +"Oh, Angus, how could you forget? Look again." + +He looked again and sacred twilight memories began to pour back upon +him. + +"That was in the gloaming, Angus, you remember. And the darkness has +often brooded over it since then--but it is all past now and it never +was so bright before." + +"The darkness will come again," said Angus. + +"But it will never be able to forget the light--and it will wait---- +There is never any real brightness till the waiting's past." + +The Sabbath stillness was about them and its peace was in their hearts. +They scarce knew why, and the world would have said that Shadow was +their portion; but, then and ever, true peace passeth all +understanding. + +"Kneel down, Angus, kneel here beside me," she suddenly exclaimed. + +"Kneel, Margaret! Why shall I kneel?" + +"Never mind why--you shall see. Kneel down, Angus." + +He knelt, wondering still; she removed his hat with her now ungloved +hands and threw it on the grass. + +"Darling, I love you," she said, "and I know you are good and true. And +I was so proud this morning when you were to be ordained to God's holy +service--and it must not be broken off like this. Oh, Angus, when I saw +your face this morning, I feared so that your whole soul would turn to +bitterness and give itself up to hatred of that man. But it must not +be." + +"Margaret, stop! Surely you must know----" + +"Be still, Angus--it must not be. All this anguish must break in +blessing. Sorrow such as yours will be either a curse or a blessing--and +it must not be a curse. God's love can turn it into blessing--and so can +mine. We shall take up our cross together and shall see it blossom yet. +Oh, Angus, if I can forgive him, you can, for you are dearer to me than +to anybody else." Her hands were now upon his head:--"Angus Strachan, I +ordain you to suffer and to wait. I ordain you to God's service in the +name of love and sorrow and God--and they're all the same name--and I +love you so--and you are an elder now. Oh, dear Lord, take care of our +love and make us true--and patient. And bless our sorrow and make it +sweet and keep us near the Man of Sorrows. Amen." + +The white dimpled hands rested long upon the auburn locks of the still +bended head, and her compassion flowed through them to the more than +orphaned heart. It was the same head, she thought, and the same heart, +as had once been blessed by a mother's anguished hand, doomed, as that +mother knew, to the world's unreasoning scorn. + +Her own peace seemed to pass into his troubled soul; the anointed head +bowed lower and the yoke was laid upon him, never to be withdrawn. But +its bitterness was gone, purged from it by those white dimpled hands, +and the fragrance of a soul's sweeter life was there instead. For there +had come to him that great moment when secret rebellion turns to secret +prayer, craving blessing from the very hand that had smitten him with +lameness; and Angus was making his ordination vows to God. + +Upon that grassy knoll, under heaven's tender sky, with unmoving lips +and broken heart he made the great surrender. Patience he promised God; +and in return he begged the forgiving heart, the strength to bear his +lifelong load, and the aid which might enable him to attain that miracle +of grace when he yet should pray for the man whose sin had foreclothed +his life in shame. + +"Let us go back," said Margaret, at length, for the sun was westering. + +"Yes, we will go back," said he, for in the gentle words he heard the +bugle call; "we will go back." But first he kissed the ordaining hands, +anointed as they had been to cast out evil from the heart and to bind up +its brokenness. + +Homeward they turned their steps, and the noises of the uncaring world +soon fell upon their ears, but their hearts were holden of another song, +and they heard them not. + +Backward they bent their way to the world and its cruel pity--but ever +hand in hand. + + * * * * * + +As the reader already knows, Margaret and Angus went forth from St. +Cuthbert's Church just as Michael Blake was invited to speak in his own +defense and to answer, if he might, the dread charge of his accuser. + +"Have you anything to say, Mr. Blake?" were the words I had just uttered +when Margaret and her lover left the church, with all the sequel which +hath been just recorded. + +In answer, he watched the retreating forms till they had departed, then +buried his face in his hands. He sat thus so long that I concluded he +had no heart to speak, and again arose, my hand outstretched to give the +blessing, if blessing there might be in such an hour. The congregation +arose to receive the proffered benediction, but before my lips had +opened, a faint hand plucked my gown. + +"I will speak, sir," and pale and trembling the unhappy man rose and +stood beside me. I resumed my seat and the people dumbly did the same, +gazing towards their elder with eyes that pleaded for the assurance of +his innocence. Twice or thrice he strove for utterance before the words +would come. At length he spoke. + +"Moderator and brethren," he began, "if such as I may call you brethren. +I am a sinful man. My hour has come. God's clock has struck, and it is +the stroke of doom for my unworthy soul. Not that I despair of final +mercy, for mine is a scarlet sin, and for such there is a special +promise. But God's rod hath fallen upon me. The Almighty hath scourged +me through my own son; for he who has just gone forth is none other than +mine own child. My heart went out to him since first I saw his face, +though I knew not till to-day that he is my flesh and blood. The +picture you saw him hold out before me is none other than the picture of +his mother's face. + +"I speak it not for my defense--but I thought his mother was dead. I was +told from the old country that she was gone, and more than one letter +was returned to me with the statement that she could not be found. It +was my heart's purpose to make a worthy home for her here in Canada, and +to bring her out to it and to atone if I might for the cruel wrong. The +first is long since done, but the second was beyond my power--at least +so I was led to think. + +"And now, Moderator, I place in your hands the resignation of the office +on which I have brought such deep disgrace. It was my pride to be an +elder in St. Cuthbert's, for it was here I first tasted of the Saviour's +forgiving grace; it was here I first learned the luxury of penitence, +and here was born my heart's deep purpose to retrieve the past--it was +my pride, I say to be an elder here, but it is now my shame." + +He was about to stop when Saunders McTavish interrupted: + +"Moderator, there'll be no need to proceed by libel, for the accused +party has confessed his guilt. But he hasna said anything to the Court +about his soul, about his soul and his sin, and his relation to his God. +At least, not all he might like to say and we might like to hear. Mebbe +he'll have had repentance unto life?" + +I waited. Mr. Blake's response came with humble brokenness. + +"Please God I have," he said, "and, unworthy though I be, I have a great +word for my fellow men this day--a word the unfallen angels could not +speak. Oh, my brethren, believe me, I have not been leading a double +life. I took the eldership at your hands, I know, saying nothing of the +dark blot that soiled the past. My humble hope was that in service I +might seek to redeem my life and I remembered One who said to a guilty +soul like mine:--'Feed My sheep.' Penitence, and not remorse, I thought, +was well pleasing unto God. + +"And you will bear me witness that I have tried to warn all, especially +the young men, against the first approach of sin. I fell long years ago +because I cherished sinful images in my heart till even love went down +before them. Since then, God is my witness, I have made it my lifework +to drive them forth and to make every thought captive to the Redeeming +Christ. My lifework has not been in my foundry, nor in my town, nor in +my church--but in my heart, this guilty heart of mine. I have striven to +drive out evil thoughts--out, in the blessed name of Jesus. For long, I +could not recall my sin without sinning anew. But I had a hope of final +victory, and having this, I purified myself even as He is pure. + +"It was my daily prayer that God would make me useful, poor and all but +sunken wreck as I was, that he would yet make me a danger signal to the +young about me--which I am this day. For a wrecked ship does not tell of +danger--it swears to the peril that itself has known. And to every young +man before me I swear to two things this hour. The first is that your +sin will find you out. Be sure of this. All our phrases about lanes that +have no turning and the mills of the gods and justice that smites with +iron hand, and chickens that come home to roost--all these are only +names for God's unsleeping vigilance, all varied statements of the +relentlessness of sin. + +"The other truth to which I swear is this, that dark and bitter memories +of evil may be a blessing to the soul, if we but count that sin our +deadly enemy and rest not till we take vengeance of it. It may yet be +God's messenger to us, if we lead humble chastened lives, seeking to +redeem the past and watching unto prayer. There is no discipline so +bitter and so blessed as the discipline of an almost ruined soul. For +old sins do not decay and die; they must be nailed upon the cross. It is +an awful truth that he who was once filthy is filthy still, but it is +still more true, thank God, that there is One whose blood cleanseth +from all sin." + +He stopped suddenly, and in a moment he was gone. Down that same aisle +by which his child had passed, he swiftly walked, his head bowed, his +face quivering in pain like one who was being scourged out of the +temple. For there are corded whips, knotted by unseen hands. + +After the door had closed behind him the Session Clerk arose: + +"I move, Moderator," he said, "that Mr. Blake's resignation be laid on +the table." + +Before his motion was seconded Roger Lockie, one of the stalwarts, stood +in the middle of the congregation. + +"It's no becomin' in me to interfere," he began, "but we're a' assembled +here as a worshippin' people, an' I move that the Kirk Session be +requested no' to accept the resignation. Oor brother fell, nae doot, but +it was lang syne, and he has walked worthy o' the Lord unto a' pleasin' +since, an' borne a guid witness to his Maister. We a' ken fine what the +great King an' Heid o' the Kirk wad dae wi' his resignation. Wi' my way +o' thinkin', a sinfu' man wha has been saved by grace is juist the ane +to commend the Maister's love. I move the Session be asked to keep him +as oor elder." + +"I second that," said William Watson, a man of fifty years. "He brocht +me to Christ and that's ae soul he saved. He broke the alabaster box +upon his Saviour's head this day and we a' felt the fragrance o't. If +God Himsel' canna despise the contrite hairt, nae mair can we." + +I was about to put the motion when the senior elder arose:--"I hae but a +word," he said, "an' it's nae word o' mine. The spirit o' the cross is +wi' us and I will read a bit frae the Buik:--'If a man be overtaken in a +fault ye which are spiritual restore such an one in the spirit of +meekness, considering thyself lest thou also be tempted.'" + +"Are you ready for the question?" I asked. + +"Aye, we're a' fine an' ready noo," said one of the worshippers. + +The vote was taken and there was no dissenting voice. Michael Blake's +long penance had done its work on earth and its eternal outcome was in +other hands than ours. + + + + +XXIV + +_The SWEET SUNNY SOUTH_ + + +I was strongly inclined to accept the call. Not that I liked changes, +for heart vines bleed freely when uptorn, and friendship's stocks cannot +be bought on margin. But my heart was heavy, and St. Cuthbert's had been +sorely wounded. Therefore, when the South Carolina church opened +correspondence with me regarding their vacant pulpit, I lent an +attentive ear. + +All who have known sorrow in their work know how sweet sounds the voice, +even the siren voice, which calls to distant scenes of toil. The world's +weary heart will some day learn that no far-leading path, no journey by +land or sea can separate us from the sorrow we seek to flee; because no +path hath been discovered, no route devised, which shall lead us forth +from our own hearts, where sorrow hath her lair. + +Nevertheless, I was strongly minded to go forth from the work which had +become my very life. It is nature's favourite paradox that what we love +the most, the most hath power to give us pain. Could we withhold our +love, no hand could wound us sorely, for it takes a friend to make an +enemy worth the name. And since I loved St. Cuthbert's with that love +which only sacrifice can know, I was oppressed with a corresponding fear +that her frown would quench whatever glimmer of gladness still flickered +in my heart. For I had almost forgotten that ever I was glad. And is it +to be wondered at? + +My daughter's love was fixed upon a man whom I deemed impossible, though +by no fault of his. She had renounced all purpose of their immediate +union in deference to her father's protest, but her love was fixed upon +him still, and her father felt like one who was beating back the spring. +Her mother was torn with the torment of an armed neutrality. Further, my +beautiful church had been scarred by the explosive riot of that +ordination day, stricken with a soul's lightning; and the whole tragedy +of our home life had been laid bare to every eye. + +Margaret, and her love, and her lover, and her lover's genealogy, and +her father's forbiddal of their marriage, all these were daily herbs to +those who loved us, daily bread to native gossip-mongers, and daily +luxury to all who wished us ill. My attitude towards Margaret's lover, +and whether that attitude was right or wrong, was the especial subject +of debate and all New Jedboro abandoned itself to a carnival of +judgment. Even the most pious and indulgent could not forego the solemn +luxury, and those who denied themselves all of scandal's toothsome +tidbits could not renounce this great repast. + +I entertained no actual misgivings as to St. Cuthbert's permanent +loyalty to me; but our self-consciousness had become raw and sore, our +manse had turned suddenly to a house of glass, and the whole situation +was so fraught with embarrassment that no mere man since the fall could +have been free from an instinctive longing to escape. + +St. Andrew's, Charleston, an ancient church of that ancient city, had +offered me its pulpit. The Southerners have a taste for British blood, +and they stand alone as connoisseurs of that commodity. Wherefore, the +St. Andrew's folk had cast about for a British minister, preferring the +second growth, hopeful that its advantage of American shade might have +made its excellence complete. + +Their committee ranged all Canada, finally dismounting beneath the +stately steeple of St. Cuthbert's, their lasso loosed for action. Or, to +change the metaphor, they informed their church at home that their eyes +were fastened on their game at last; for the duty of such a committee is +to tree their bird, then hold him transfixed by various well-known +sounds till the congregation shall bring him down by well directed aim, +bag him, and bear him off. + +The Charleston Committee was composed of four, who attended St. +Cuthbert's both morning and evening, when they came one Sabbath day to +spy out the land. + +The proprietor of the Imperial Hotel, himself an extinct Presbyterian, +told me afterwards that they arrived late at night, begged to be excused +from registering and went immediately to their rooms. But he knew in the +morning that they were not to the manner born--for they asked for +"oatmeal" for breakfast, which is called porridge by all who boast even +a tincture of that blood it hath so long enriched. + +Then they ate it with outward signs of enjoyment, which also flies in +the face of all Scottish principle. Besides all this, they gave the maid +a quarter, which was the most conclusive evidence of all. + +They walked to St. Cuthbert's in four different detachments and sat in +separate sections of the church. But they were not unnoticed; every +Scotch section marked its man, for in New Jedboro strangers were events. +I myself remarked three of them; devout they seemed and yet vigilant--as +was natural, for they had come to both watch and pray. + +The psalms were too much for them; they seemed to enter heartily into +the other portions of the service--but the psalms in metre are a great +Shibboleth. My beadle, who always sat where he could command the +congregation, has often assured me that when a psalm was announced he +could soon tell the sheep from the goats. + +The service passed without special incident; for, although I suspected +their errand, all thought of it vanished when I came to preach. God's +jealous care will hold to undivided loyalty the heart that seeks to +serve Him. + +Monday morning brought the deputation to close range. They interviewed +me in my study, and the house was redolent of Southern courtesy and +grace. Their accent had a foreign tang but their hearts' tone was that +of universal love. This latter word is not too strong to use, for the +Southerner has a rare genius for laying claim to your very heart by the +surrender of his own. Affection blooms fast in the Southern soul, but +our Northern bud needs time. Especially tardy is its ripening in +Scottish hearts, but the fruit is to Eternity. + +The conversation was one of great interest and pleasure to myself, and +while I could give no definite promise I made no secret of the +attractiveness of their proposal. + +"You will be so good as to present our regards to the mistress of the +manse," said one of them, as they rose to go. + +"Thank you, it will give me great pleasure," I responded; "my wife is a +Southerner. Her father, who is not living now, fought at Gettysburg. My +wife's standing instruction is to say that he was not killed in battle, +for that was many years ago, and she has the Southern instinct for +youth." + +"And the Southern talent for it too, I reckon," the courtly +gentleman replied. "We are mighty glad to hear that she belongs to +us. Surely we will have a friend at Court. Let her be considered our +plenipotentiary-extraordinary. Does her heart still turn towards her +Southern home?" + +"I am sure it does," I made reply, "but it has been long garrisoned +within these rock-bound walls, and I know she has come to love them. I +have often heard her say that there is no trellis for Southern vines +like these mountainous hearts, true and faithful as the eternal hills +themselves." + +"I don't wonder at it," another of the deputation interposed. "From what +I have seen and learned of these folk, I think they are our nearest kin. +The Scotch and the Southern nature are alike, the same intensity of +feeling, but with them it glows and burns, while with us it flames and +sparkles." + +"The same stream," suggested the first, "but ours breaks easier into +flood." + +"Well, I hope the flood will bear her back to her native shore," said +the youngest member of the committee, who was a colonel, having been +born during the Civil War. + +We all laughed pleasantly at our racial distinctions and the gentlemen +withdrew. + +"We will not tell you good-bye, for we hope to see you soon again," was +the last word I heard, the Southern idiom and the Southern cordiality +both in evidence. + +Definite action on the part of the Charleston church soon followed the +return of their representatives. And I knew not what to do. + +In the hope of relieving my perplexity, I accepted an invitation to +spend a Sabbath with the St. Andrew's people and occupy their proffered +pulpit. + +My heart had sore misgivings when I said good-bye to Issie Hogg; her +years were but thirteen; and every year had bound her closer and closer +to my heart till I knew she was more dear to me than any other child +save one. The sands of life were nearly run and I feared greatly lest +they might be spent before I should return. + +New Jedboro was winter-wrapped when I left it, and, taking steamer from +New York, I disembarked at Charleston into almost intoxicating +sweetness. Their dear South land was aflame with early summer, and my +idea of Paradise was revised. How could these Southern hearts be +otherwise than warm and fragrant! All the land about seemed like +nature's temple breathing forth its silent anthem and celebrating its +perpetual mass. + +Yet all its vernal beauty seemed but as a portal to the inner shrine, +the sanctuary of Southern hospitality. Which hospitality is a separate +brand and hath no rival this side the Gates of Pearl. Let all who would +feel the surprise of heaven's welcome forego the luxury of a visit to a +Southern home; for they have stolen that celestial fire to kindle their +waiting hearths. + +I was committed to the care of one of the families of St. Andrew's whose +household numbered five; and every heart had many doors all open wide. +That is, open wide till you had entered, for then they seemed tight +closed, locked with a golden key. Ancient pride seemed to be their +family possession, never flaunted, but suppressed rather--and you knew +it only because your own heart acknowledged that this must be its +rightful dwelling place. + +I noted again the pleasing custom of Southern ladies, who shake hands on +introduction, and forever after. The candid graciousness that marks the +act is in happy contrast to the self-conscious agitation of the +underbred and the torpid panic of their stifled bow. + +My host and hostess were persons of rare interest. Some of England's +best blood was in their veins; it had come to them by way of Virginia, +in their eyes the last medium of refinement. The final touch of +sanguinary indigo is given only at Virginia's hands, the Virginian +aristocracy being a blessed union of the English chivalric and the +American intrinsic, the heraldic of the old world blended with the +romantic of the new--which might make the Duke of Devonshire proud to +receive reordination at their hands. + +English aristocracy ambles on in an inevitable path, high banked by +centuries--but the Virginian hath leaped the hurdle of the ocean and +still retained its coronet; which proves that it was fashioned in +eternity after the express pattern of their patrician heads. + +As I describe the lofty source of this gracious Southern household, I +bethink myself that to this day I cannot tell how I came to know that +theirs was an ancient family. No reference to it from their own lips can +I recall; certainly no boast, except the tranquil boast of proud +serenity and noble bearing, and the noblesse oblige of loving hearts. + +Grave courtesy and sweet simplicity and mirthful dignity seemed to be +the heirlooms which they shared as common heritors; and, chiefest of +credentials, when they stood in the library amid the shades of ancestors +preserved in oils, I felt no sense of humour in the situation. + +This is a great tribute; for the plebeian may boast his ancestors but he +dare not paint them; and many a pioneer aristocrat hath compassed his +undoing because he thus tried to put new wine into old bottles. Wishing +to found a family, he proceeds to find one, and both are covered with +shame as with a garment. + +Many of our new world nobility, finding in sudden wealth the necessity +for sudden pedigree, have resurrected their ancestors and tried in vain +to touch them into gentleness, committing to an artist the secret task +of God. Even those who have made fortune in oils, consistently restoring +their innocent forefathers by the same, have only advertised their +weakness with their wares. + +It is true that the Vardell family coat-of-arms was not concealed--but +it was not brandished or expounded. In quiet but vigilant emblazonry, it +seemed to stand apart, like some far back member of the family in whose +pride it shared. + +Which reminded me, by contrast, of a call I had once made upon a certain +Northern family, conspicuously rich and conspicuously new. While waiting +in the drawing-room, I observed four different crests, or coats-of-arms, +framed and hanging in a separate place, smirking to one another in token +of their youthful fortune; for the lines had fallen unto them in +pleasant places. + +Soon the mistress of the mansion swept into the room, her locomotion +accompanied by a wealthy sound, silk skirts calling unto silk skirts as +deep calleth unto deep. A little pleasant conversation ensued, which, +among other things informed me that the Turkish rug beneath me had cost +six hundred dollars; whereupon I anxiously lifted my unworthy feet, my +emotion rising with them. After both had subsided, I sought to stir the +sacred pool of memory, pointing reverently to one of the aforesaid +emblems of heraldry. + +"That is your family coat-of-arms, Mrs. Brown, is it not?" I asked, +throwing wide the door for the return of the noble dead. + +"Yes," she answered proudly, "that is my one, and that one there is Mr. +Brown's, and those other two are the children's; the yellow one is +Victoria's and the red one is Louisa Alexandra's. Mr. Brown bought them +in New York, and we thought when we were getting them we might just as +well get one apiece for the children too." + +How rich and reckless, I reflected, is the spendthrift generosity of our +new world rich! + +I could not but recall how those mean old English families make one such +emblem do for centuries, and the children have to be content with its +rusty symbols. But this lavish enterprise cheered me by its refreshing +contrast; for every one was new, and each child had one for its very +own. + +There is no need to dwell on the succeeding Sabbath. St. Andrew's church +bore everywhere the evidences of wealth and refinement. Large and +sympathetic congregations were before me, evidently hospitable to the +truth; for Huguenot and Scotch-Irish blood does not lose its ruling +passion, and South Carolina has its generous portion of them both. + +I sorely missed the psalms, without which, to those who have acquired +the stern relish, a service lacks its greatest tonic. But my poor +efforts seemed well received and the flood of Southern fervour burst +forth later on, as we sat around the Vardells' dinner table. + +I was being initiated into the mystic sweets of "syllabub," a Southern +concoction of which my sober Scotch folks had never heard. Whoso takes +it may not look upon the wine when it is red, for its glow is muffled by +various other moral things; but the wine, waiting patiently at the +bottom, cometh at last unto its own; and the glow which was absent from +the cup may be soon detected upon the face of him who took it, beguiled +by the innocent foliage amidst which the historic serpent lurks. + +Webster defines it as a dish of cream, flavoured with wine, and beaten +to a froth. But Webster was from Massachusetts and his advantages were +few. The cultured Southerner, more versed in luxury than language, +knoweth well that it is a dish of wine, flavoured with cream, and not +beaten at all since the foundation of the world. + +Southerners incline to eulogy; and syllabubs insist upon it. Wherefore, +after the third syllabub had run the same course that its fathers had +run, Miss Sadie turned to me and said: + +"That was a perfectly lovely sermon you preached to us this morning." + +"You are very frank," quoth I, for I was unaccustomed to compliments, +one every six or seven years, and an extra thrown in at death, being the +limit of Scotch enthusiasm. + +"Well," replied Miss Sadie, "I hope I am. I think it is sweet and lovely +to tell people if you like them. What's the use of waiting till they're +dead, before you say nice things about your friends? If folks love me, +or think me nice, I want them to tell me so while I'm alive." + +"I love you and I think you are sweet and beautiful," said I, obedient. + +Then came a dainty Southern cry--not the bold squeal of other girls, nor +the loud honking of those who mourn for girlhood gone--but the +woman-note which only the Southern girl commands in its perfection. + +"Father! Do you hear what that preacher said to me just now?" she cried +archly. "Isn't it perfectly dreadful for him to say things like that to +a simple maiden like me? You awful man!" + +"Our guest is only flesh and blood, Sadie," answered the courtly father +when his laughing ceased, "so I presume, like the rest of us, he thinks +you lovely. As for his telling you so, he was only carrying out your own +instructions." + +"I don't see how you could have done anything else," laughed Mrs. +Vardell. "You shut him up to it, you know, Sadie. After your precept, to +have said nothing nice would have meant that there was nothing nice to +say." + +"But seriously," resumed Miss Sadie, turning again to me, "that was +really a lovely sermon this morning. It is beautiful to be able to help +a whole congregation like that." + +"Yes," chimed in Miss Vardell, Sadie's sweet senior, "it was perfectly +fascinating. I shall never forget it as long as I live." + +"I really think you will have to let us speak our mind," added their +mother. "Your Geneva gown was so becoming; I do so wish our Southern +ministers would adopt it. And the sermon was perfect. I especially +admired the way it seemed to grow out of the text; they seemed to grow +together like a vine twining around a tree." + +I endured this tender pelting with the best grace I could command, +though this was the first time I had ever been the centre of such a +hosannah thunder-storm. The tribute to the kinship of text and sermon, +however, was really very pleasing to me. Just at this juncture, when a +new batch of compliments was about to be produced, smoking hot, an aged +aunt, the prisoner of years, ventured an enquiry. + +"I wish I could have been there--but I am far past that," she said. +"What was the text, Sadie?" + +Sadie flew into the chamber of her memory to catch it before it should +escape. But the sudden invasion had evidently alarmed it, for it had +gone. She silently pursued it into space, but returned empty-handed. + +"That's strange," she faltered; "it was a lovely text," she added, by +way of consolation. "But it's gone; I was so taken up with the sermon +that I must have failed to remember the text," she concluded, false to +her first love, but faithful to her guest. + +"Well, Josie," said the still unenlightened aunt, "I will have to look +to you. You will tell me what it was." + +Josie joined in the chase, but their prey had had a noble start and was +now far beyond them. + +"It was in the New Testament, I think," said Josie, pleased with this +pledge of accuracy, and satisfied that she had outrun her sister--"and +it was tolerably long." This was said with the air of one who had almost +identified it and might justly leave the rest to the imagination. "I +reckon I could find it if I had a Bible," she added hopefully. + +No Bible was produced, for that would have been taking an unfair +advantage of the fugitive; but the eulogists began their mental search +in unison, quoting various fragments of my morning prayer at family +worship, which they carefully retained as witnesses. After they had +ransacked every mental corridor in vain they acknowledged the +fruitlessness of the quest, and I myself told their aged relative the +text. + +"Of course," they cried together, each repeating portions of it again +and again in the spirit of atonement. + +"I suppose," said Mrs. Vardell, "that the mind undergoes a kind of +relaxation after a delicious tension such as we experienced to-day." + +I marvelled greatly at this relentless sweetness. + +"I knew it was in the New Testament," said Josie triumphantly--and we +silently accorded her the praise that was her due. + +But I inwardly bethought myself of those silent granite lips in the +frozen North, unthawed by tender speeches, yet each one the reservoir of +my texts and sermons, as unforgotten as they were unsung. + + + + +XXV + +_ST. CUTHBERT'S SECOND CALL_ + + +My reluctant farewells had been said, my gracious entertainers had grown +dim upon the wharf; and the Atlantic was greeting our ship with +boisterous welcome. For the Atlantic is far travelled and loves to +surprise those Southern shores with the waves of Northern waters. + +One by one the passengers retired from the deck, some with slow dignity, +some with solemn haste, and some with volcanic candour. + +I remained, sharing the scant survival of the fit, and fell into a +reflective mood, for I love to think to music, none so grand as the +accompaniment of ocean. That mighty throat is attuned to the human; its +cry of deep mysterious passion, its note of conflict, is the epitome of +the universal voice. It accorded well with the mood that possessed me, +for that mood was gray. + +The prevailing thought was this--that I was going back to winter. Grim +relapse this, I mused, to go forth from bud and bloom and bird, to +pendant icicle and drifted snow. For the blood soon warms beneath +Southern skies, and a man soon recognizes that a garden was the +ancestral home of him and of all mankind. Even the Eskimo can be traced +to Eden. + +Yes, I was going back to winter in very truth, without and within; for +there is a sharper winter than any whose story the thermometer records. +The winter of my discontent, and of another's blighted heart, and of +still another's darkened life, awaited me beyond these turbid waters! My +way was dark, and my path obscure before me. Chart and compass were +blurred and numb. To remain in New Jedboro, and to remove to Charleston, +seemed equally distasteful. + +I had given the Southern church no assurance of my purpose, because +purpose I had none. Yet the stern necessity of choice was upon me, this +most sombre enfranchisement of manhood, that we are compelled to choose, +willing or unwilling. Saint and sinner, believer and infidel, are alike +under this compulsion in matters moral--and in all matters. We speak of +the stern pressure which demands that men shall make a living; but its +dread feature is herein, that our living is a succession of pregnant +choices on which our deepest livelihood depends--and these choices melt +into destiny, involving the infinite itself. + +My people, I ruminated, could help me to a decision if they only would. +But I knew how non-committal they would be; for they, and all their +kind, are inclined to assume no responsibility of another's soul, and to +surrender no fragment of their own. + +New York was reached at last, the waves still tossing heavily. When I +alighted from the train at New Jedboro, the breath of winter greeted me. + +One of my parishioners, an Aberdonian born, was on the lookout. He shook +hands, but said nothing of welcome home. Yet his hand was warm, and its +grip had a voice that told me more than even sweet Southern lips could +say. For its voice was bass--which is God's. + +"Issie's wantin' ye," he said calmly. "She's far gone an' she's been +askin' for ye." + +The dawn as yet had hardly come, and seating myself upon the box, I told +the cabman to drive quickly to Issie's home. As we passed through the +still unstirring town, he said: + +"He'll be sittin' up with him," pointing to a dimly-lighted window. + +"Who'll be sitting up?" I said. + +"Oh, I forgot. You won't have heard. That is Mr. Strachan's room. At +least I think that is the name. I only came here myself to work ten days +ago. A poor homeless woman landed here last week from Ireland. One of +those immigration agent devils over there took her last penny and sent +her over to Canada, to starve for all he cared. She showed smallpox +after she landed here and her little lad was with her. He took it too. +Well, she died--but before she died she told her story. The old story, +you know--had bad luck, you see, and the fellow skipped out and left +her. The woman gets the worst of it every time, don't she?" + +"She died!" I exclaimed. "And the little one? Where is the boy you spoke +of?" + +"That's him; that's what the light's burnin' for. Angus Strachan, so +they say, paid all the funeral expenses, and they wanted to send the kid +away somewheres--some hospital for them catchin' diseases. But Strachan +acted queer about it. He wouldn't let them touch it. And he took it to +his own room and said he would take care of it himself." + +"And did they let him?" I asked. + +"Let him. I just guess they did. They couldn't help it. You see he'd +been in, monkeyin' round the smallpox already--so they had to. And he +wrapped the kid up in a blanket and took it to his room. They say his +light's never been out at night since." + +"He has not taken the disease himself, has he?" I enquired. + +"Oh, no; leastwise, I never heard tell of it. But them was queer actions +for a young fellow, wasn't they? No accountin' for tastes, as the +fellow said! Can you understand it yourself, sir?" + +"I think I can," was my reply; "let us hurry on," and in a few minutes +we were at Issie's house. + +Little Issie had long since snuggled down in her own separate place in +my heart; she was indeed a favourite with all who knew her--but I saw as +I stepped into the room that God loved her best of all. The white thin +hands were tightly held, one in her father's, the other in her mother's, +as though they would detain her; but the angels heeded not and went on +with the preparations for her flight. These were almost complete when I +arrived; Issie alone knew that they were of God's providing, for the +face she turned to me was full of childish sweetness, and her smile was +touched with other light. + +"I'm glad you're home," she whispered, as I bent low beside her. "Please +don't go away again"--and as I kissed her she was gone. + +Her curls were gold, still gold, though she was gone. As we stood +weeping beside the precious dust the sun arose, still arose, though she +was gone. And his first errand was to the broken heart. Swift to the +window flew his first-flung rays, like eager couriers who hear the cry +of need. And entering in, unbidden, they set God's brighter seal of love +upon the golden tresses. Up and down among the glowing strands, they +wandered, smiling at God's gain, smiling still, though she was gone. +Unafraid, they caressed the unconscious locks, anointing them for their +burial. + +When I went out, the winter seemed past and gone; I knew then what made +these snowbound hearts so warm. + + * * * * * + +"Margaret has a new sorrow," said my wife, soon after my arrival home. + +"What is it?" + +"A young woman and her child from Ireland--" + +"Yes," I interrupted, "I heard about it; the driver told me. Does +Margaret seem to fret herself about it?" + +"I don't know," answered her mother, "but I am afraid it has made it all +the harder for us: I mean that I fear that she is more devoted to him +now than ever. She read me a letter Angus wrote her just before he shut +himself up with the child." + +"What did it say?" I asked, with eagerness. + +"I don't remember very clearly: but he said that this woman who died of +smallpox, the child's mother, you know, had opened all her heart to him +before she died. And he says there never was a gentler or purer-hearted +woman--the old story, of love, and trust, and anguish. Then he said he +promised her to care for her boy; and he said something about his +ordination vows, said he would try to be true to them, and that this +would help him to banish revenge and hatred from his heart." + +"His ordination vows?" I exclaimed, "what do you suppose he means? +Surely he is not trifling with all that unhappy occurrence?" + +"I don't think so. There was no trifling tone about his letter. I asked +Margaret about that very thing, but she wouldn't tell me, only she said +there was no elder in St. Cuthbert's more ordained to God's service than +Angus is." + +"Did she say anything about their love affairs?" said I, after a man's +poor bungling fashion. + +"Not a word--but she wouldn't let me see the letter," this with a little +womanly sigh: for women, like children, have griefs that appear trifling +to grown men, but are very real to them. + +After a pause my wife ventured: "Don't you think that perhaps we are +just a little unrelenting about Margaret and Angus?" + +"What?" I said. + +"Oh, I don't mean that she should marry him, of course, but it does seem +hard, father--and it really wasn't his fault--and perhaps we will regret +it some day." + +"But, my dear, you know it is impossible--think of the humiliation of +it, the shame of it, I might say." + +"Yes, I know," she answered, "but I do admire Angus more and more. He +seems to be trying to staunch his sorrow, only he does it by love and +service. Everybody is talking about how useful and unselfish he is, in +the church, and among the poor--and everywhere." + +"I know it," admitted I, "I know it, and there is no reason why we +should not always be friends--but the other is an entirely different +matter. It cannot be." + +"Well," went on my wife, "I do not think I want to stay here; I don't +suppose the people understand everything, but I feel sure many of them +think we are dealing harshly with Margaret. And yet they would nearly +all do the same. What kind of a manse have they in Charleston?" she +concluded eagerly--for a woman's gift of transition is marvellous. + +Whereupon I told her all about my Southern experiences and impressions. + + * * * * * + +There was no tumult in St. Cuthbert's. A man who knows nothing of the +under-currents in the heart's great ocean would have said that my people +were serenely indifferent as to whether I should stay in New Jedboro or +go to Charleston. There was no open attempt to influence the outcome, +for they believed in the sovereignty of God and would not interfere--at +least not till that very sovereignty so constrained them. Of course, +they held prayer to be a legitimate interference. This is a great +mystery, but it is cherished by the soul as persistently as it is +challenged by the reason. Mysterious though this union must ever be, the +Scottish spirit takes full advantage of it, and enjoys its fruit, let +the root be hidden as it may. + +"Ye'll be givin' us yir decision some o' these days," was about as far +as the most emotional would go, some even adding: "Charleston's a graun +city, nae doot, an' I'm hopin' ye'll like it fine if you leave us," +which last proved to me that such an one secretly prayed for my +remaining. The true Scotchman is like the Hebrew language--to be +understood, he must be read backwards. + +"It's a graun chance ye're gettin', to be called to sic a kirk as that," +said Wattie Gardner one day. "I'm fearin' ye'll rue it if ye bide wi' us +here." + +This was far from the language of ardent wooing; yet I noticed that this +same Wattie sought to reform his ways, that they might tend to the +increase of my comfort. He had been an incorrigible sleeper in the kirk, +surrendering to sweet repose with the announcement of the text, and +emerging therefrom only to join the closing paraphrase with +unembarrassed unction. For no man was more ready with a verdict on the +sermon than was Wattie, as he walked down the aisle; he never failed to +demand the "heads and particulars" from his family at the dinner table, +resenting all imputation of somnolence for himself. + +His defense was plausible, since he never slept exposed; but always with +his head bowed upon the book-board, esteemed by the uncharitable as the +attitude of slumber, but explained by Wattie as the posture of +undistracted thought and pious meditation. + +Shortly after my call to Charleston, however, Wattie abandoned this +pious and reflective posture, sitting bolt upright, beating back his +tendency to thoughtful retirement with the aid of cloves and +peppermints. I knew the meaning of this reform, for I knew Wattie's love +for me, clandestine though it was; he and I had watched death together +once--and after the wave had overswept us, the ground beneath our feet +was firm as rock forever. + +By and by St. Cuthbert's began to move. It was known that I purposed +announcing my decision on the approaching Sabbath day, and I was +informed that one or two deputations wished to wait upon me at the +manse. The first was from the women of the church, who had had a meeting +of their own. + +To my amazement the spokeswoman was Mrs. Goodall. Now it must be told +that this same Mrs. Goodall, in all sincerity of conscience, had +violently withstood my advent to the pastorate of St. Cuthbert's years +before. The ground of her opposition was that I plied the festive pipe. + +Never was there nobler Christian womanhood than hers, never a more +devoted life, never a more loving heart. But no man's character could be +fragrant, so she thought, if it ripened amid the rich aroma of tobacco; +and good old Virginia leaf was to her the poison-ivy of mankind. That +life was indeed beclouded which found shelter in the genial clouds of +the aforesaid leaf. But with all this heroic hostility to our little +weaknesses, there dwelt a sweet strain of innocence in which we had come +to glory. + +"Ye needn't tell me," said the good Mrs. Goodall once to a sympathetic +circle, "that they dinna play poker at the taivern--an' in the daytime +too--for I passed by this verra day, an' they were pokin' away, wi' +their coats off, wi' lang sticks in their hands, pokin' at the wee white +balls," and her listeners needed no other proof. + +The dear old saint made her plea for those she represented, and it +greatly pleased me, for I loved her well; and I remembered the scores +and hundreds who had felt the power of her godly life. Besides, it +confirmed me in this assurance, that, after all is said and done, if a +man is honestly trying to do his Master's work, even those most sternly +set against the pipe will care but little whether or not he seeks the +comfort it undoubtedly affords. Which very thing had been proved by my +great predecessor, Dr. Grant, half a century agone. + +The second, and larger, deputation was composed of ten or more, +appointed to represent the kirk session and the Board. Of this latter +body, the principal spokesman was its chairman, William Collin, an +excerpt from Selkirkshire and one of my chiefest friends. He was long, +very long, almost six feet three, with copious hair that never sank to +rest, and habitually adorned with a cravat that had caught the same +aspiring spirit. This was a rider perpetually attached. + +One suit of clothes after another, as the years passed by, bore witness +to the loyalty of his heart; for he would not abandon the pre-historic +tailor who was a sort of heirloom in the Collin family. In consequence, +the rise and fall of William's coat, in its caudal parts, as he walked +down the aisle with the plate on the Sabbath day, had become part of St. +Cuthbert's ritual--and we all thought it beautiful. He was one of the +two, referred to in the opening of our story, who had been sent to spy +out the land, and to report upon the propriety of my conjugal +enterprise. The fluent panegyric in which his report was made is already +recorded and need not be here repeated. + +William had a talent for friendship beyond that of any man I ever knew, +and this talent flowered into genius only after the clock struck +midnight. Never yet was there friend who would stay with you to the last +like William Collin, his shortcomings few, his long-stayings many and +delicious. + +For never yet was friend so welcome, never speech more sane and +stimulating; never farewell so sweetly innocent when the clock struck +two. May the God of friendship bless thee, William Collin, for all that +thy friendship hath been to me! And if these lines outlive thee, let +them bear witness to that joy which is not denied to the humblest man, +who hath but a fireplace and a friend and a pipe--and four feet on the +fender, while the storm howls without. For, with alternate zeal, we cast +the blocks upon the blaze--and its flame never faltered till thou wert +gone. + +William, as chairman, was the first to speak. He presented St. +Cuthbert's case with dignity and force, beginning with the tidings that +the Board wished me henceforth to take two months' holidays instead of +one. This started in my mind a swift reflection upon the native +perversity of the Scotch. To prove that they cannot do without you, they +banish you altogether for an extra month, but William Collin gave the +thing a more graceful turn: + +"We love you weel eneuch to do without you--but no' for lang," he said. + +Then he concluded, as was his inviolate custom, with a reference to +Burns, in whom he had sat down and risen up for forty years: + +"I canna better close what I hae to say," he assured me, "than by the +use o' the plowboy's words, slightly changed for the occasion: + + "'Better lo'ed ye canna be + Will ye no' abide at hame?'" + +With this he reached behind him (this too, a time-honoured custom), +seized the aforesaid caudal parts of his coat, removed them from the +path of descending danger, and lowered his stalwart form with easy +dignity, his kindly eyes aglow with friendship's light. + +David Carrick was the next to speak. Cautious and severe, his chief aim +was to express the hope that I was sincere in my indecision. + +"We had a sair shock wi' a former minister long years ago," he said, "he +had a call, like yirsel', but he aye kept puttin' us off, tellin' us he +was aye seekin' licht frae above; but Sandy Rutherford saw an or'nary +licht in the manse ae nicht after twal o'clock. He peekit in the window, +an' he saw the minister wi' his coat off, packin' up the things. The twa +lichts kind o' muddled him, ye ken." + +His colleagues may have thought David unnecessarily severe. In any case +several of them began signalling to Geordie Bickell to take the floor. +Geordie responded with much modesty and misgiving, for he was the +saintliest man amongst us; and his own estimate of himself was in direct +antagonism to our own. + +"We willna urge ye, sir," he said, with a winsome smile, "but I'm sure +the maist of us hae been pleadin' hard afore a higher court than this. +A' I want to tell ye is this--there hasna been wound or bruise upon yir +relation to yir people. An' there's but ae hairt amongst us, an' we're +giein' ye anither call this day--an' we're hopin' it's the will o' God." + +The interview was almost closed, when a voice was heard from the back of +the room, a very eager voice, and charged with the import of its +message: + +"It's mebbe no' worth mentionin'," said Archie Blackwood, a fiery Scot +whose father had fought at Balaclava, "but it's gey important for a' +that. Gin ye should gang to Charleston ye'll hae to sing sma' on their +Fourth o' July, for that's their screechin' time, they tell me; an' ye +wudna hae a psalm frae year's end to year's end to wet yir burnin' +lips--an' ye wadna ken when it was the Twenty-fourth o' May. They tell +me they haena kept the Twenty-fourth o' May in Ameriky since 1776." +Archie knew his duty better than his dates. + +I assured him of the importance of his warnings, and acknowledged the +various deprivations he had foretold. + +"Juist ae word afore we pairt," suddenly interjected a humble little +elder who had never been known to speak before. "It's in my conscience, +an' I want to pit it oot. We a' ken fine we haena been ower regular at +the prayer meetin'; but we'll try to dae better in the time to come. +It's death-bed repentance, I ken, but it's better than nane." + +One by one the delegates shook hands with me and withdrew, after I had +promised them as early a pronouncement as my still unsettled mind could +hope to give. After they had gone, I sat long by myself, pondering all +that had been said, looking for light indeed, but striving to quench all +other beams than those whose radiance was from above. + +While thus employed, a feeble footfall was heard upon the steps, and a +gentle knocking called me to the door. It was no other than little +Issie's grandfather who stood before me. + +"Come in, come in," I said cordially, for he was dear to me, and we had +the bond of a common sorrow. "Have you forgotten something?" + +"No," he answered, "but I hae minded something. I didna speak when a' +the ithers spoke; but I want to tell ye something by yirsel'. I think ye +ought to ken. It has to dae wi' yir decision. + +"Ye mind wee Issie? Well, the mornin' ye came back frae Charleston, she +was lyin' white an' still on the pillow. She hadna spoke a' through the +nicht, an' we a' thocht she wad speak nae mair--but at six o'clock yir +train blew afore it came into the station. An' wee Issie stirred on the +pillow. Her lips moved an' I pit doon my ear. + +"'He'll be on that train,' she whispered low. 'Wha'll be on the train?' +I askit her. 'The minister,' was a' she said. + +"I was alane wi' her, an' I said: 'Mebbe so, Issie.' Then she spoke nae +mair for a little, but soon she said: 'God'll bring him back to open the +gate for me before I go. Grandfather,' she said, 'he first told me of +the gate and he said I would find it beautiful when I got close--and so +it is--but I want him to push it farther open, for I am so weak and +tired. I'm sure God will bring him home in time.'" + +My eyes were wet, and I could only take the old man's hand in mine, the +silent token that the greatest argument of all had been kept until the +last. + +"There's mair of us," he said, as the sobs shook his feeble frame, +"there's mair of us wha's comin' near the gate. I'm no' far frae it +mysel'. An' I want ye to wait my turn; I want ye to bide wi' us till ye +see me through the gate. A stranger wadna be the same. I maun be gaun." + +It is long now since Issie's grandfather followed her through the gate. +He too found it beautiful; for I walked with him till even I could see +its glory. It swung wide open, for he was welcome home; and I caught a +glimpse of the splendour just beyond. I heard, too, rapturous snatches +of the song they sing in that better land. It may have been fancy, yet I +am sure I heard the old precentor's voice, and Issie's holy strain was +clearer still; but it was the new song, and these two blended wondrous +well. + + + + +XXVI + +_LOVE'S SINGING SACRIFICE_ + + +Death is kinder than we think. None other knew the way by which the +little foundling's mother had gone forth. But death knew it well, having +often passed over it before; and the orphan's cry was more than he could +bear. So he took him in his kindly arms and bore him on to his mother, +smiling at the cruel names by which he was accustomed to be called. + +It is death's way to take the jewel only, for the road is long; and who +will may have the casket. Wherefore the affrighted undertaker bore the +latter by night to its resting-place, for he knew that path and had +often trodden it before. But he was not a deep sea pilot, like the +other. + +Angus was left alone. A faithful man, himself a smallpox graduate, was +his only companion. Strict care was kept before the door of the now +deserted house, for panic hath its home in the heart of that dread +disease, though not so dreadful as we think. + +Some of the misguided folk of New Jedboro fumigated themselves at every +mention of Angus' name, sleeping meantime side by side with some +consumptive form, knowing not that death slept between them. But the +great science of life is, and hath ever been, the recognition of life's +real enemies. + +Angus was alone--and fallen. The foundling's plague was upon him, and +there was none to care for him but the faithful servant, smallpox-proof +as he happily knew himself to be. + +The very night of the poor waif's hasty burial, a note was handed in at +our kitchen door. It was from the health officer of New Jedboro: + +"Can you find a nurse for Mr. Strachan?" it ran. "He has no one with him +but Foster, who has had the disease, and I need not tell you the +necessity for a woman's care. I have tried the hospital, but no nurse +will volunteer. Whoever goes, of course, will be under quarantine, as +the guard has orders to let no one enter or leave the house. Perhaps you +may know of some poor woman, or some kind of woman, who will undertake +the duty. If you do, I have ordered the guard to let her into the house +on presentation of this note." + +My wife and I were sitting in the study when the letter was handed to +me. "I will run down to Mrs. Barrie's," I said, after long thinking. +"She is not so much of a nurse, but she is less of a coward; and I know +she has taken care of diphtheria." + +"I will walk down with you," said my wife; "perhaps a woman's influence +won't be amiss on such an errand." + +We were soon ready and went out into the winter night. + +"Isn't that too bad?" I suddenly exclaimed, as we were turning into Mrs. +Barrie's house. "I have forgotten that letter--and the health officer +says that whoever goes must have it. Shall we go back for it?" + +"Not at all, she would have retired before we get back. And in any case +she would not go till the morning, and you can give it to her before +that," said my long tried adviser. + +"Very well, let us go in." + +We had left Margaret at home. She was often absent from our study fire, +not in peevishness, or gloom, for they were foreign to her nature; but +still she bore evidence of her great renunciation. + +As I have said, she was much alone, deeming it, I doubt not, due to her +lover that she should share his solitude, even if separately borne. She +sought to fill up that which was behind of the sufferings of the man she +loved. This I make no doubt was her secret delight; for only a woman +knows the process of that joy which is exhaled when sorrow and love flow +mingled down. + +Margaret had not been beside our study fire that winter night. But on +our departure she came down from her half widowed room to sit beside +it. It was the same hearth she had kindled in other days "in expectation +of a guest." As she entered the room, her eye fell upon the note which I +had left lying in my chair. A glance at it revealed to her Angus' name. +It was soon perused and it needed to be read but once. Swift action +followed, for there is no such thinker as the heart; and if women were +on the Bench to-morrow, "Judgment reserved" would vanish from our +judicial records. + +Margaret's decision was taken before she laid the letter down, and a +flush of eager joy glowed on her face. In a moment she was back in her +room, quickly moving here and there, gathering this and that together, +bending over a small travelling-bag that lay upon the bed. Her ruling +thought was one of gladness, even joy--and the traveller's joy at that. +Who does not know the sudden thrill of rapture when there comes to us a +sudden summons to a long and unexpected journey? + +And Margaret was starting on a long journey, how long, only God could +tell. She thought of this as she glanced about the pretty room that had +shared her secret thoughts since childhood, that had seen the awaking of +her love, and had oftentimes kept with her the vigil of unsleeping joy. +More than once the poor little room had feared it was soon to be +outgrown, and left far behind; but still at night Margaret would return +to its pure protection, and still it knew the fragrance of a virgin's +trembling love. + +She was almost through the door when she turned once again and bade it a +long farewell, the same as a maiden on her bridal morn. For she too was +on her way to an altar; and the vows for sickness or health, for life or +death, seemed to be upon her now. + +She had got as far as the garden gate when she stopped suddenly. + +"I have forgotten the letter," she said to herself. Laying her +travelling-bag upon the ground, she ran swiftly back, but the door had +locked behind her, and her latch-key was in her room. + +"What shall I do? What shall I do?" she cried to herself. "I cannot get +in without the letter, and they will soon be back." + +She flew along the veranda to a window and pressed it upward. It +yielded, and her joy flowed like a river. Up she flung it, far up, and +with a bound the active form was upon the sill and disappeared into the +room. The letter lay where she had left it, and in a moment the precious +passport was in its hiding-place. A moment later, the gate swung shut +behind her. Her bosom throbbed with a new courage as it felt the touch +of the letter that was entrusted to its keeping; for this was her +warrant, her pledge of passage on that long journey towards which she +pressed so eagerly. Oh, woman! who countest pestilence thy friend when +it is in league with love! + +On she pressed, on through the frosty night. The snow made music beneath +her hurrying feet, the bridge by which she crossed the river cracked and +echoed with the frost, and the Northern lights flashed the signals of +their heavenly masonry--for what knew they of plague and love and +sorrow, and of the story of this poor tracing-board of time? + +But Margaret never thought of this, for she, too, had her own secret +symbols, and her heart its own mighty language, voiced, like the +other's, in alternate floods of light and gloom. + +She never paused till she was challenged by the guard before the +plague-struck house. Then she laid down her travelling-bag, for it had +grown heavy; but her eyes never turned from the dim light that shone +from the window. Love and danger were there, and the fascination of both +was upon her. + +"Where might you be goin', miss?" said the guard. His voice was thick, +and his breath bore a perfume which proved he had been hospitably +entreated by some sympathetic friend. Doubtless it was the good +Samaritan's wine that had failed of its destination. + +"I am going into that house, if you please," replied Margaret. "I am +going to take care of Mr. Strachan. The health officer has asked for a +nurse." + +"Oh, no, my lady," said the guard, "no pretty face like yours is going +to be marked by the smallpox." His chivalry was of the moist kind, and +his emotion made him hiccough several times. + +Margaret winced: "I am entitled to go in," she said boldly, "and I will +thank you to let me pass," with which she picked up her valise. + +"Not by no means," the guard rejoined. "I've got orders not to let no +one in without a letter from the officer." + +"I have the letter," said Margaret, for in her excitement she had +forgotten it. She produced it and handed it to the man. He walked over +to a gas lamp across the street. Feeling the need of exercise, he +proceeded thereto by several different routes. Having reached it, he was +seized with a great fear lest the iron post should fall, and lent +himself to its support. Then he read the letter over aloud; three or +four times he read it, punctuating it throughout with the aforesaid +tokens of emotion. He returned to where she stood, selecting several new +paths with fine originality. + +"I guess that's all right, an' you're the party," he remarked, "but it +ain't signed." + +"What do you mean?" said Margaret in alarm. "It certainly bears the +health officer's name. I saw it myself." + +"Oh, yes, that's all right, but that ain't enough--business is business, +you see," he added, with maudlin solemnity. "You've got to sign it +yourself, kind of receipt the bill, you see." + +He fumbled in his pocket for a pencil, produced the rump thereof, spread +the letter upon his knee, and began writing on the back of it. It was +like an internal surgical operation, for his tongue protruded as he +wrote, marking his progress by a series of serpentine writhings that +suggested inward pain. + +"There, that'll do," he said, when he emerged. "You sign that." + +Margaret took the paper and tried to read what he had written. But, +unfamiliar with hieroglyphics, his handiwork was lost upon her. + +"I cannot read it," she said presently; "the light is very bad." + +"That's so--besides it's too infernal cold to read--I'm awful cold. I +wisht that cove in there'd get a move on him, an' get better. He's got a +snap. Some one sent him a bottle of milk to-day, too," he concluded, +with a solemn wink, the tongue again appearing on the scene to bear +internal witness--"but I forgot--I'll read them words to you myself," +which he proceeded to do, swaying gently, for the spirit of rhetoric +was within him. + +"This is it," he began, "'I'm the party what's meant to nurse the man +what's got the smallpox, an' I got in because I wanted to'--that's all +right, ain't it? Now you sign that, an' if you die, that'll protect me +after you're dead. And I'll sign it too, and if I die, it'll protect you +after I'm dead, see? And if we both die, it'll protect the officer after +we're both dead, see? And if he dies, then we'll all be protected, +because we'll all be dead, see? You keep the paper, and I'll keep the +pencil, and we'll both keep our job, see? Gee whittaker! Ain't it cold! +I wisht they'd send some more milk." + +Impatient for a release, Margaret signed the document. After its author +had made another picturesque pilgrimage to the gas lamp and back again, +the signature was fervently commended, with signs of increasing emotion; +he returned the letter to her--and she passed on into the house at which +none but love or death would have asked for bed and board. + +There are a thousand streams that flow from Calvary. But the deepest of +these is joy. Wherefore as Margaret walked into the darkened house, her +heart thrilled with a sudden rapture it had never known before. For he +was there--and she would be beside him in a moment--and they would be +together--and none could break in upon them, for grim death himself +would guard the door. He was helpless too, dependent on weak arms that +love would gird with might--and this makes a woman's happiness complete; +when love and service wed, joy is their first-born child. + +She was now standing at the door of his room, her eyes fixed upon the +face of the man she loved, radiant with victory. + +He had heard her footfall from the threshold, and his heart clutched +each one as it fell. Yes, it was she, and the music of her rustling +garments had the sweet sound of rain--for his was the thirsty heart. It +was surely she, and not another,--and the whole meaning of life seemed +clear to him. He knew not how or why, but he had been alone so long, and +his hungry heart had wondered, and life seemed such a wounded thing. + +But now he actually saw those silken strands, gently waving from her +haste, and the parted lips that poured forth her soul's deep loyalty, +and the dear form of ardent love--a maiden's form. All these came upon +him like the dawn, and the citadel of life's frowning mystery was +stormed at last. How voluptuous, after all, in its holiest sense, is +God's purpose for the pure in heart! + +She stood, her eyes now suffused with tears, but smiling still; the +panic in her father's house, the comment of cruel tongues, the fight +with death, the pestilence that walks in darkness--these were all +forgotten in the transport of her soul. She had chosen her Gethsemane +long ago, and this was its harvest time. + +Angus' eyes drank deeply from the spring. + +"Margaret," he said at last, "how beautiful God is!"--and Margaret +understood. + +She advanced towards the bed, her hands outstretched--he sought to bid +her back. + +"Margaret, you know not what you do; your life----" But it was in vain. + +"My life is my love," she cried with defiant passion. "Oh, Angus, how +beautiful God is!" and, stooping down, she overpowered him, spurning +death while love should claim its own. + +As she stood above him again, her lips were moist with love's anointing +and she knew that nothing could prevail against them now. Hers the +promised power that could take up serpents, and drink deadly things, and +be unharmed. Hers the commission to lay hands on the sick that they +might recover. Her sombre foes seemed many; shame clouded the name she +fain would bear, opposition frowned from the faces of those who bore +her, and now plague had joined the conspiracy--but in all these things +she was more than conqueror. + + * * * * * + +The winter had retreated before the conquering spring, and the +vanquished pestilence had also fled when they came forth again, these +prisoners of love. Nearly four long luscious weeks had flown, and their +souls' bridal time was past. They had baffled death together; and they +came forth, each with the great experience--each with the unstained +heart. + +Angus bore a scar, only one, as the legacy of pestilence--but it could +be clearly seen, and it was on his brow. + +"My life seems doomed to these single scars," he had said, not bitterly, +during one of the sweet convalescent days. + +"But not through any fault of yours, dear one," Margaret had answered. +"I have the same wounds, mark for mark, but they are in my heart," and +she kissed his brow, ordained to another burden. + +"Where shall we go?" said Margaret. He had heard the words before, and +rich memories came back. The freedom of the world was theirs; for they +had been absolved from the stigma of disease, and the sentinel had +ceased from his labours. + +"I must go home now," she continued, "for it will soon be dark." + +"I had forgotten about darkness," said Angus. "Come with me. I want to +do something for my mother's sake." + +"'Your mother's sake!'" she repeated, "did your mother ever know the +poor woman who died of the disease? or her little child? Did you care +for them for her sake?" + +"I cared for them for her sake," Angus answered, "but my mother never +knew her; they lived in different countries--but their sorrows were +related. Let us turn here." + +They turned off into a quiet street, and presently entered the old +stone-cutter's shop. Angus spoke to him apart for a time; finally the +old man said: + +"Perhaps you'd better write it down." + +"Very well, I will," replied Angus. + +The old stone-cutter adjusted his glasses: "Nothin' on the big stone +about her age?" + +"No, nothing," answered Angus. + +"Nor nothin' about her folks?" + +"No, nothing," said Angus again. + +"And nothin' on the little stone only this?" + +"Nothing more," said the other. + +"All right, sir, I understand then. The big stone is just to have 'Luke. +7:47: For she loved much,' and the little one: 'My brother.' All right, +I'll set 'em up to-morrow, only I kind o' thought it didn't give a +terrible lot of information. But I suppose you know the meanin' of it." + +"Yes, I know," said the man with the mark upon his brow. + + + + +XXVII + +_The HIDDEN CRUCIFIX_ + + +We had only one incurable sorrow in St. Cuthbert's manse. That of course +had to do with Margaret and her love--for whoso would heal sorrow must +find a cure for love. We could not find it in our hearts to give her up +to a union so wounding to our pride as her marriage to Angus would have +been. The righteous will have cried out long ago against this unseemly +spirit on the part of a gospel minister. But my only care is to set down +things, myself among them, as they really were. + +Besides, it is easy to prescribe sacrifices for another, or even for +one's self, provided always that they be made before the necessity +arises. All parents are models in their treatment of each other's +offspring, rivalling, in this regard, even those proverbial patterns who +never took the initial step to parentage. + +Our relations with Margaret were happy enough, marked by love and +tenderness as of yore. We were deliberately cheerful, and at times even +resolutely gay. But our house had its skeleton closet, and each of us +kept a key. Apart from this, all our home was bright. Other wounds had +healed. Margaret was home again, and she had been kept from the +scourge's awful breath. I had accepted St. Cuthbert's second call, and I +felt as though my pastorate had begun anew; for young and old gathered +about me, and the chariot wheels rolled gladly. + +Yet one dear and long honoured face was absent; and one seat in St. +Cuthbert's, long occupied by a familiar form, was vacant now. For +Michael Blake had gone. + +Silently, without telling us why or where, he had departed, although the +heart of all New Jedboro seemed warm to him, and although St. Cuthbert's +had given him its pledge of continued confidence. But he had steadfastly +refused to resume the duties of his office. + +This was almost a sorer wound to us than the other; for we somehow could +not but construe it as the collapse of shame. He shirks the discipline +of God, we said, or thought; and some even voiced the darksome fear that +he had cast off the restraints of his office, done with religion when he +could no longer wear its mask. He would be a saint, said some, or +nothing. The role of the publican has no charm for him, said others, +because he never really knew its luxuries. And some were secretly angry +that he had escaped, as they chose to term it, for they loved to see the +scarlet letter on another's breast. + + * * * * * + +It was one of the first genial days of early spring, and an ocean +steamer was swiftly making for the Mersey. The green fields of the +initial isle had been declared the greenest of God's green earth, and +they received the panegyric with national complacency, knowing not that +they had three thousand miles of grassless ocean to thank for it every +bit. The fragrance of the land was sweet to the weary voyagers, and the +most taciturn was disposed to unwonted mirth. The Captain, +question-driven, had taken wing and soared aloft, looking down in safety +from the bridge. + +But neither mirth nor gladness was upon the face of one traveller, +though no face was turned more intently towards the shore. Sadness of +heart and seriousness of purpose were there instead, not unmixed with +light; for memory and hope, these old-world combatants, had joined +battle in his soul. + +His gaze was fixed on the still distant land, and varying emotions +played upon his face. This very shore enclosed all whose memory filled +his life with shame and sorrow--within it, therefore, by God's +unchanging law, must be found their relief and cure. For the serpent's +bite, the healing is the serpent still, but lifted high. + +This man, so silent and self-contained, had been the centre of much +curious wonder among his fellow passengers. Much apart he had been, +unmingled with the ship's social life, despite all allurement. The +children called him blessed, for he had entered with their own relish +into all their games, and when these palled, he had brought forth things +new and old out of the treasure of his mind. The aged and ailing were +his almost worshippers, for he had made their wants his daily care. + +"I am sorry to part, Mr. Blake, although we have seen so little of you +on the voyage. One has to be quite young, or quite sick, or quite old, +to see much of you aboard ship." + +"You have neither of the last two qualifications," answered the man +addressed, with a pleasant smile. + +The voice which had broken in upon his reverie was that of a lady past +middle life, richly and fashionably dressed; for you never know the real +plumage of fair travellers till they are about to leave you. She was +beautifully enamelled, powdered, massaged, and otherwise put in the best +possible repair. Sparkling diamonds adorned her hands. A gold cross hung +upon her bosom. + +"Nor the first one either, I fear," she rejoined; "however, I am trying +to keep as young as I can. I do wish we were at Liverpool. There is to +be a bridge party at one of my friends this afternoon and a military +ball to-night, and I had counted on getting in for both. I accepted from +New York! I am not thinking so much about the ball, but I shall die if I +miss the bridge." + +"Indeed," replied her companion, glancing at the cross. + +"Yes, it will be too cruel. I have picked up some awfully good points on +bridge--got them in New York. I got them from my friend's clergyman, the +Rev. Dyson Bartlett, rector of the Holy Archangels. He is a lovely man. +You'd never think to hear him preach that there was so much in him. Do +you know of him?" + +"No," answered Mr. Blake, "I don't think I ever heard of him before." + +"Probably not; he lives a very quiet life--very restful sort of nature, +he has; he never gets up till eleven; but of course he is always up very +late at night. Can't burn the candle at both ends, can you? Clergymen +are only human, and must get their rest. But on Sunday mornings he gets +up at half-past six for early mass, and of course he plays on Saturday +nights too, so sometimes he must get very little sleep. Clergymen don't +have such an easy life after all. Are you an Episcopalian, Mr. Blake?" + +"No, I don't belong to that church." + +"Isn't that too bad? But I don't know why I should say that. I think +lots of people go to heaven who belong to other churches. But then, of +course, I am very broad in my views. I can't bear narrow people--I just +can't stand narrow people; and besides, I met a lovely man once in +Tarrytown, and he was a Presbyterian. I hope I will meet him in heaven." + +"I hope you will," said Mr. Blake. + +"Yes," she resumed, "that is what I liked about Mr. Bartlett--he was so +broad in his views. I remember I asked him once if he thought dissenters +would go to heaven, and I shall never forget how beautifully he spoke. +We were having a little game at the time--only a dollar stake--and it +was his turn to play. But when I asked him that about the dissenters, he +laid down his cards on the table, and his hands unconsciously took hold +of the cross he always carried on his coat, and he said: 'God is very +merciful, Mrs. Drake'--then he dropped the cross, and took up the cards +again, and gave a little sigh before he played, and there was a +beautiful smile on his face--a kind of sad, sweet smile." + +"Did you attend his church when in New York?" said her listener, not +knowing what else to say. + +"Yes, sometimes, but you wouldn't think he had such deep thoughts, just +from hearing him preach. He was very deep. One night we were all +discussing whether it was a sin to play for stakes. It was after the +game was over, and Mr. Bartlett had won the whole thing. He put the +money away quietly in his pocket--he gives it to the poor people in the +Holy Archangels, he said, for some of the Holy Archangels are quite +poor--he put it quietly in his pocket, and he took hold of his cross, +and he was silent for a little while. Then he said: 'Stakes are +everywhere in life--faith itself stakes the soul,' and that sad, sweet, +smile came back again. Wasn't that deep?" + +"Yes, very deep," answered Mr. Blake, thinking of the pocket. + +"Another time, I remember, he said it had often occurred to him that it +was the great Creator who had caused bridge to be discovered; he said +God gave us bridge so that good Christians could give up playing poker. +Wasn't that deep?" + +Mr. Blake ventured some reply such as courtesy and conscience could +agree upon. "I really never gave the matter much thought," he concluded. + +"Oh, dear! There we are at half speed again! I know I'll be too late. +Yes, even some of his sermons were very deep. He had a beautiful poetic +mind; and he gave everything such a lovely turn. I shall never forget +his last sermon. It was beautiful; he was preaching on the text: 'Wash +me whiter than snow'--the church was so hot, but you could just see the +snow. And his divisions were beautiful. I can tell them yet. His first +point was that we should all be pure and white like the snow. Then the +second one, he said, grew out of the first, that if we were pure and +clean like the snow, we would not be impure or unclean. And the last +point was a very solemn one. He said that if we were not pure and white +like the snow, by and by we would go down where there was no more snow. +That was a beautiful thought, wasn't it? I thought it was such a lovely +ending." + +"I never heard a sermon just like that," remarked Mr. Blake, his mind +reverting to St. Cuthbert's. + +"Neither did I," went on the worshipper, "and I told him so the next +night when we met at Mrs. Bronson's for a little farewell game. He took +hold of his cross again and he said: 'We must deal faithfully, Mrs. +Drake'--and he was just starting to deal as he spoke. But he never +smiled, except that sad, sweet smile that he always wore--except when he +lost. And he told us that after that service he found the curate +weeping in the vestry. But the curate fairly worships Mr. Bartlett. It +was Mr. Bartlett who first taught him bridge, I think. Do you play +bridge, Mr. Blake?" + +"No, I never learned the game." + +"Oh, I forgot; you're a Presbyterian, you said. It's pretty much a +church game, I fancy. Excuse my rudeness, but why don't you wear a +cross, Mr. Blake?" + +"What?" said Mr. Blake abruptly, "why don't I what?" + +"Isn't that dreadful? The engines are scarcely moving; I know we won't +get in till five, and the bridge begins at three. There is nothing but +disappointments in this world. Oh, yes, why don't you wear a cross? Not +so much for the ornament, of course. I got this one at Tiffany's and it +cost me ten pounds. But, as Mr. Bartlett said, the cross stands for +sacrifice, so I don't begrudge it. I think, in this world of sin and +sorrow every one should wear a cross. We're going a little faster now, +don't you think?" + +"Yes, madam, I think we are--and I do wear a cross--if you have not +forgotten your question." + +"Oh, you do. I am so glad. Where? I suppose you've changed your clothes. +But I never noticed it before." + +"No, I don't think you have seen it." + +"Oh, I see, lots of men carry them under their vests. But I think we +should let the world see it. Do you carry yours next your heart?" + +"No, madam, deeper still," said Mr. Blake. + + + + +XXVIII + +_The HEATHERY HILLS_ + + +The anchor had been cast, and the good ship, panting, lay at rest. The +bugle note had followed the departing tender with wistful strains of +"Auld Lang Syne," and the emancipated passengers were pouring out upon +old England's hospitable soil. The happy crowd, catching already the +contagion of English jollity, swayed about the landing stage, then +flowed in separate streams into the Customs pen; for this is the first +tug of the tether, just when all who have escaped the sea think they are +safe at last. Out through the fingers of the stern inspectors flowed the +crowd in still thinner streams, till all this community of the deep is +scattered to the winds. + +Swift-hurrying, they go their separate ways, and the happy little bubble +has burst and vanished, as its successors, now forming on the bosom of +the deep, will burst and vanish too. What friendships, what ardent +loves, what molten vows, ocean born, have begun to languish on the wharf +at Liverpool, like sunfish separated from their native wave! + +Michael Blake hailed a hansom and drove to the North-Western. As he +passed through the turbid streets, dense loneliness settled about him +like a fog. This was old England, this the land which exiles across the +sea in their fondness call the "old country." + +But he could not free himself from the thought that, when he left it, +youth's sun was burning bright; and now more than the early afternoon +was gone. + +"The evening too will pass, as the afternoon has passed," he said to +himself, "only more quickly." And he glanced at the descending sun, +God's metaphor of warning, the recurring epitome of life. His lips moved +to speak a text, the native instinct strong therefor. They had meant to +say "the night cometh"; but some one interfered and he said to himself: +"The night is far spent--the day is at hand," for, after all, the +setting sun has morning in its heart. + +He dismissed the cab, and entering the hotel, made some enquiry about +the trains for the North. He could not start North before midnight. The +evening was fine, and he walked out. St. George's Hall arrested him with +its elaborate grandeur. What beauty, what chastity, what becoming signs +of civic wealth! When he came to its massive steps he cast his eyes upon +them, and behold, they were dripping with poverty! The victims of want +in mid-career were there, and drooping age, unequally yoked with +poverty, and frowzy women with ribald face; and chief among them all, +little children, some blear-eyed, some pallid with want, some with the +legacy of sores--for they had been shapen in iniquity. + +But all alike--and herein was the anguish of it--all alike were bent on +play, and persisted pitifully in the cruel farce. The little bare feet +pattered up and down the steps--but the steps were stone. + +Michael Blake thought of his adopted home across the sea and its green +fields and tree-graced meadows. Then he thought of the far Western +plains, vast beyond human fancy, waiting and calling for the tired feet +of all who spend weary lives in the old land, playing on stone steps, +while wealth and grandeur smile above them. In a few minutes he turned +away, for the folk of his country are not accustomed to the sight of +hungry children; and a woman under drink is something that many of their +eldest have never seen at all. + +The sound of martial music, and the voice of cheering thousands, fell +upon his ear. He moved towards it. Soon the surging procession broke +upon him. "Who are these?" he asked, "these fellows in Khaki?" They had +their rifles in their hands, and some were slightly lame, and some had +the signs of wounds--and all had the rich stain of battle on them. "Art +thou only a stranger?" he is asked in turn, "and knowest not the things +that are come to pass? These are they who have come out of Paardeburg, +homeward bound by way of the ancestral home, and the tide of British +love and gratitude wafts them on their course." + +He is soon caught in the swelling throng, his own head bare, his own +voice blending in the Imperial hosannah. He catches a familiar face +among the soldiers; he hears the strain of the "Maple Leaf" mingling +with the mighty bass of the Mother Anthem. He beholds the Union Jack, +enriched with the Canadian emblem. Gazing on the battered few, he sees +the survivors of the battle, and he knows that the unreturning feet rest +in the soil they have won to freedom; Canadian lads were these who have +insisted with dying lips that Britains never shall be slaves. His +adopted land has given of its choicest blood to swell the sacred tide +that for centuries hath laved the shores of liberty. + +All this surges in upon him, and the savage joy of empire fills his +heart. His loneliness has fled, and he feels that beyond the ocean he is +at home, the old home, with its ever open gate for its far-flung +children. The mighty roar becomes the gentle whisper of Britain's lips, +bidding him draw closer to the imperial fireside and warm himself at +its imperishable flame. + +He follows them for a time, then turns and slowly wends his way back to +the hotel. As he walks on, the shouting and the tumult die, the banners +gleam no more, and he is left alone with the empire of his heart, and +with other worlds to conquer. We need no swift-flying transport to bear +us to life's greatest battle-fields. + +A little waif, a boy of ten, pinched and ragged, was gazing in a window +as Mr. Blake passed along. A question from the man, a quick and pathetic +answer from the boy--and they went in together. Then the man came out +alone, and the fervent joy of an hour ago was gone, but a deeper +gladness had taken the room it left behind. It is still there--a +life-tenant--for its lease cannot be broken till memory dies. + +When he re-entered the hotel, the clerk recognized him and said: + +"Your train goes in an hour, sir. You are going up to Scotland, I think +you said." + +Scotland! The word inflamed him; and he hurried to his room to prepare +for departure. + +The guard's sharp whistle sounded, and the train, with British +promptness, flew out of the Lime Street station, one heart at least +strangely thrilled, one face steadfastly set towards Scotland's waiting +hills. + +He was alone in the compartment, and the long night seemed only like a +watch thereof. He was alone, yet not alone--for Memory sat beside him, +and Conscience, and Hope. No, he was not alone; for there wrestled a Man +with him till the breaking of the day. And still the train flew on, as +though it knew; on it flew, as though the unseen Wrestler himself had +his hand upon the engine's throat. + +The sun was rising when he left the train. The train flew on, uncaring, +for trains know not that they are carriers unto destiny. + +Michael Blake looked long at the rising sun--it was the same. Then his +eyes caressed the surrounding hills, playfellows of bygone years--they +had not changed. The flowers still were there, the grass had never +withered; the heather, too, in unfading purity. + +And the trees, the old mighty elms, these were still the same--the +foliage of a larger life they had, but the selfsame branches held out +their kindly hands as in the long ago. Still upturned were their +reverent heads, still seeking God--and the baptism of the morning was +upon them, attested by the morning light. + +He turned towards one of the familiar hills and began the old boyhood +climb. + +Midway, he came to a spring, and a great thirst clutched his heart. It +was life's long, quenchless thirst, crying out again for the children's +portion. His face is close to its crystal water, his lips burning with +desire. Another's face moves upward to greet his own--but it is not the +same--and memory swiftly paints another till he actually sees it, the +ardent face of youth. And beside it is a maiden's face--for they had +often stooped together--a maiden's face, laughing for very love. But +they vanish and he sees again his own, worn and wrinkle-signed--and +alone. + +Yet the spring still is there, unwrinkled and unworn, and his fevered +lips drink deeply. How sweet, how delicious, and how wondrous cool! It +is still the same as when rosy lips of love sipped from its surface long +ago. He rises and turns from the hallowed spot; but the flood-gates of +memory are unloosed, and his heart melts within him. The tears are +flowing fast and the old luxury, because the old innocence, of +childhood, seems to bathe his broken heart. + +"Oh, God," he cries aloud, "hast Thou no fountain for the soul, no +living springs farther up the hill?" and as he cried, he glanced again +into the limpid spring. And lo! that gentle face was there again, love's +laughter still upon its lips, and a great hope looking out from grave +and tender eyes. + +Then farther up the hill he climbed, the quick step of boyhood coming +back--and soon he stood upon its brow. He threw himself upon the grass +and cast his eyes over all the unforgotten valley. It was slumbering +still, for the sun is over early in Scottish latitudes, and he quickly +searched the hillside that confronted him. Behind a sheltering bush he +lay, peering far beyond. + +All the valley is forgotten now--for, across the ravine beneath him, he +sees a cottage. The same, the very same it is, save that the thatch has +been renewed! A humble shepherd's cottage, only a but and a ben, built +long ago by thrifty hands--but he first learned to worship there. + +Yet is it still the same? He knows not--but he knows the risk of passing +years. Unchanged the cottage stands, and the same gate hangs half open +as in the far back yesterday. Yet it is the spirit alone that giveth +life, and of this he may not know. He looks at his watch--it is near six +o'clock, and he had seen a man walk sleepily to the byre from a distant +house. He waits and watches, while a strange fever burns his heart, +unknown to youthful passion. His lips are parched, though the water from +the spring is scarce dry upon them yet. + +Still gazing, he sees no sign of life about the house. He thinks, yet +knows not why, of Mary and the empty tomb. Hope is sinking fast, when of +a sudden a timid wreath of smoke flows slowly from the chimney, and +Michael Blake's hand reaches swiftly towards his heart. "Be still, be +still," he murmurs, "who knows that it is for thee?" but his eyes follow +it greedily, for it is to him a soul-signal from afar, God's altar +smoke, and he knows now that the house is not a sepulchre. + +"Now I shall go and knock," he said to himself; but a new thought +possessed him, and he bowed again behind the slender furze, his eyes +still fixed upon the house. + +They were but minutes that he waited, but they came disguised as +hours--for God can compel us to rehearse eternity. He must have felt it +coming, for his eyes have forsaken all else, and are fixed upon the +cottage door. Yes, it moved, it surely moved; and the strong man's eyes +are numb. They rally and renew the vigil. Yes, it moves, wider +still--and the flutter of a dress is seen. His heart leaps wildly, and +his eyes fly at the face that follows. It is too far to see clearly--but +he soon must know! + +A comely form emerges from the door, and the face looks up at the +morning sun. The woman walks out and on, lithe grace in every movement. +Then the valley swims before him--for it is, it is, the woman he had +loved. He knows the dainty step, the erect carriage, the shapely frame. +Nearer still she comes, skirting the base of the hill he had climbed, +still often looking towards the sun, pausing now and then to pluck a +flower by the way. Where can she be going? + +No bonnet binds her waving hair, and now he can catch the light of the +morning sun upon it. Streaks of gray, here and there, can be seen, but +they are few; the breeze rallies the loose-flowing strands and they make +merry and are glad together. He can see the pure bosom, lightly robed, +that swells with buoyant life. She is nearer to him now, and the face +swims in upon him across the chasm of long silent years, the same pure +face, still bright with tender love. She is now beside the spring--for +thither was she bent--and the overflowing pail is laid down beside her. + +She too glances into the bosom of the water and he wonders if memory +guides the wistful gaze. Does she too see another face preserved against +the years in the pure keeping of the spring? He knows not--but he +thinks, yes, he is sure he saw the movement of the lips, and her face is +again upturned--but its thought is far beyond the sun. He uncovers his +head and joins the holy quest. + +She has returned to the cottage and the door is closed; but Michael +Blake has never moved. Now he steps out from behind his shelter and +starts towards the house. Then he stops, turns back and begins to +descend the hill by the same course as had led him up. Yet once more he +turns and gazes long at the dwelling-place, starts towards it, stops +again. + +"Not now," he said to himself, "I cannot--it is too light." + +And he walked back to the hamlet; he was waiting for the tender dark. + + + + +XXIX + +"_AND ALL BUT HE DEPARTED_" + + +The little inn seemed to have no guests except the traveller from beyond +the sea. But no such tavern is ever long deserted, for the Scotch +nature, while it may be dry, is ever loyal. Michael Blake had read but a +line or two of the _Edinburgh Scotsman_, ten days of age, when a man +walked solemnly in and sat down beside him. His face, his breath, and +especially his nose, bore eloquent testimony to the aforesaid loyalty of +his nature. He bade Mr. Blake a cheerful good-morning, glancing at the +same time towards the counter beneath which the liquid necessities were +stored. + +"It's a fine mornin'," he began. + +"A beautiful day," assented Mr. Blake. + +"Ye'll no' live aboot these pairts?" inquired the other. + +"No, I live far from here." + +"Ye'll mebbe be frae Ameriky?" ventured his interrogator, closing in +upon him. + +"Yes, I live in Canada," was the response. + +"Canady," said the man. "We're gey prood o' Canady the noo. I ken't a +man once wha went to Canady. I had a drink wi' him afore he went," he +continued, his eye lighting with the dewy memory, "ye'll likely ken him? +Oliver was his name, Wattie Oliver, a bow-leggit wee body." + +"I cannot say I ever met with him," replied Mr. Blake. "Canada is larger +than you think over here." + +"Mebbe so," said the friendly stranger, "mair nor likely he's deid noo; +one o' thae red Indians micht hae killed him, like eneuch." + +"Yes, or perhaps a bear," Mr. Blake replied gravely. + +There was a pause. A bell was ringing, its notes floating in clear and +sweet upon them. + +"What bell is that?" inquired Mr. Blake. + +"That's oor bell i' the parish kirk; there's no ither ane." + +"What is it ringing for? To-day is Thursday," asked Mr. Blake. + +"Aye," responded the other, "this is the fast day. Sabbath's the +sacrament, ye ken, and they're maist awfu' strict aboot the fast day. +They wadna work that day, nae mair than on the Sabbath. They willna even +whustle. Ae mornin' I met Davie Drewry, an' 'twas the fast day. Noo, of +course, it was juist an or'nary day in Dr. Cameron's parish across the +burn--the burn divides the twa, ye ken. Weel, Davie was a lad for +whustlin'--he cudna leeve withoot whustlin'--but he was gey religious +too. Weel, I met Davie that mornin', walkin' awfu' fast, maist +rinnin'--an' his face was red. + +"'Whaur micht ye be gaun, Davie?' says I, 'naebody ailin'?' + +"'Na, na,' says Davie, 'but it's the fast day, an' I canna stand it ony +longer. I'm gaun ower the burn to hae a whustle.' Wasna that fair +redeek'lus!" + +"Quite ingenious," answered Mr. Blake. "You go to that church, I +suppose?" + +"Na, I dinna. I quit it when they brocht the kist o' whustles intill't. +I wadna stand it. There's nae real Presbyterians there, forbye me an' +Jock Campbell--an' I'm sair feart aboot Jock. I doot he's weakenin'. +They tell me he speaks to the minister on the street, an' if that's +true, there's no' muckle o' the auld religion aboot Jock, I'm fearin'." + +"Do you not speak to the minister?" + +"Na, I dinna. There's naething o' the hypocrite aboot me, I'm tellin' +ye. I settled the minister fine the last word I spoke to him. He came to +see me; an' he thocht he could wheedle me aboot the organ i' the hoose +o' God. + +"'Div ye no' ken,' he says to me, 'aboot Dauvit, the sweet singer o' +Israel--how he played a' kinds o' instruments i' the Lord's hoose?' He +thocht he had me. But I gied him as guid as he brocht. What think ye I +answered him?" + +"I really have no idea," said Mr. Blake. "What was it?" + +"'Div ye think,' says I, lookin' fair at him, 'div ye think I tak Dauvit +for a paittern?'--and it did for him. 'I'll hae to be gaein',' says he, +'I hae a funeral.' 'Aye,' says I, 'ye'd better hae a funeral'--an' we +haena spoken to ane anither since." + +"That's a pity," said Mr. Blake, "it seems too bad that the soul's +interests should suffer because of a matter of that kind. Of course," he +continued, "I don't say that a man may not be religious because he +doesn't go to church. Men may scorn the bridge and still get across the +river, but they would have got along better by the bridge." + +"I dinna ken aboot the brig," said the other, "that isna to the +point,"--for he was not of a metaphorical turn of mind--"but I've nae +doot aboot bein' religious. A man in my walk o' life, in my business, ye +ken, canna weel help bein' religious. He's the same as the Apostle +Paul." + +"What?" said Mr. Blake, "are you a tent-maker?" + +"Na, na, certainly not; there's nane o' them nowadays. A man in my +callin' doesna _do_ the same as Paul, but he can _say_ the same, ye see. +I can say wi' Paul: 'Death to me is great gain'--I'm an undertaker, ye +ken." + +"An undertaker," exclaimed his listener, unconsciously pushing back his +chair, shocked at the gruesome humour. Besides, the man was looking at +him with something like a professional eye, as if making an estimate of +time, and space. + +"Aye," responded he of the apostolic claim, "I'm an undertaker--but +times is dull. I was an undertaker ten year in Lockerby, but I left +there lang syne. I had ae fine customer, the bailie; he had eleven o' a +family. But I lost his trade. The bailie was sick--an' my laddie, wee +Sandy, was aye plaguin' me for a sled. I tell't him I'd get him ane when +I had mair siller. Weel, wee Sandy was aye rinnin' ower to the hoose an' +askin' aboot the bailie. 'Twas nat'ral eneuch; the laddie meant nae +harm, but he wanted his sled afore the snaw was gone. Ony way, they tuk +offense." + +"Did he get his sled?" asked Mr. Blake mechanically, staring at the man. + +"Na, poor wee Sandy never got his sled. I had juist ae ither customer ye +micht ca' guid. He was deein' o' consumption, an' I took guid care o' +Sandy's sympathy. There was no askin' aboot him, mind ye. But there was +a mean man i' the business, wha was never meant to be an undertaker. His +name was Creighton, Tom Creighton, an' what dae ye think Tom did, to get +his trade?" + +"I don't know," said Mr. Blake, rising to depart. + +"Weel, I'll tell ye. Twa days afore he died, Tom Creighton tuk him oot +for a drive--he was awfu' fair to his face an' he got around him; tell't +him at the gate that he hoped to gie him anither drive later on. Of +course, he got his trade--he had to gie him his trade after that. But I +wadna stoop to sic like tricks for nae man's trade. So I left Lockerby +an' came here--I'm the only yin here." + +Mr. Blake was glad to escape his garrulous acquaintance, and had heard +enough of his sombre annals. He walked out, and wandered far--o'er moor +and fen, o'er hill and valley, by many an unforgotten path, he +wandered--past his boyhood's school, where he heard again the laughing +shout that seemed scarcely to have died away from lips now silent long. + +He loitered again by the babbling stream which had been the +fishing-ground of boyhood, and lay once more on mossy beds, and bathed +his face in the same friendly tide. He gazed far up into the leafy trees +and saw the very nooks where boyhood's form had rested; again he saw the +sun gleam on the happy heads of those who gambolled far beneath. + +He drank his fill of the long yesterday, thirsty still. No familiar +face, no voice of long ago, had he seen or heard; and he tasted that +unreasoning pain which comes to the man who knows, and is wounded by +the truth, that his native heath is reconciled to his exile, careless +of his loneliness, indifferent to bid it cease. + +When he returned to the hospitable inn, he was as one seeking rest, and +finding none. He sat, reflective, while memory bathed the soul of love +with tears. Presently the sound of voices floated out from an adjoining +room. He listened eagerly, for one was evidently the voice of a returned +wanderer like himself. The other was that of a man who had never +wandered from his native spot. The home-keeper's tongue had still its +mother-Scotch, but his companion had been cured. + +"I know I shouldn't do it, Gavin," he heard the latter say, "I'm really +a teetotaler in Australia. Used to take a drop or two before I +emigrated; but I'm an elder now, and I haven't tasted for years. However +this is a special occasion." + +Mr. Blake moved his chair to where he could catch a glimpse of the men. +They were advanced in years, both about sixty-five, and their heads were +gray. Their dress betokened plainness of nature, though that of the +Australian might indicate prosperity. Both would seem uncultured, except +in heart. + +"A speecial occasion!" cried the one addressed as Gavin, "a speecial +occasion! I should say it is--verra speecial! It's twa an' forty years +sin we claspit ane anither's hand--man, Andra, friendship's sweet, an' +God's guid! It wad be fair sinfu' no' ta tak a drop at sic a time as +this. The minister himsel' wad taste, gin an auld schulemate came back +after forty year. Sae wad the Apostle Paul--the stomach's sake was +naethin' compared wi' this. What'll ye hae, Andra?" + +"Let this be mine, Gavin," answered Andrew, reaching for his pocketbook. +When it appeared, it was fat and full, and Gavin stole a wistful glance; +for, in Scotland, colonial pocketbooks are proverbially plump. "What +shall it be?" he added. + +"Whatever ye say, Andra," answered Gavin. He glanced again at the +disappearing purse and heaved a little sigh. Patriotism is not good for +pocketbooks, thought Gavin. + +"Well," said his old schoolmate, holding a sovereign between his thumb +and finger as fondly as though he had lived in Scotland all his life; +"well," said he, "I say champagne--here, waiter!" + +But Gavin interrupted: "Na, na, Andra, dinna get champagne. I took it +ance when the young Duke came o' age, an' I cudna hae tell't I had +onything, half an hour later. I dinna care for ony o' thae _aeryated_ +waters. Forbye, it's awfu' dear, an' we can hae far mair o' the ither," +he concluded, smiling tenderly at Andrew. + +"The other" was produced; and it justified the trust reposed in it. Well +it knew its duty, and well it played its part; for it burnished memory +bright, stirred emotion from its hiding place, and even led tears out by +long deserted paths. + +The lonely man in the outer room watched, and envied, and secretly +absolved his brother elder--the latter was giving abundant proof of his +freedom from all narrow bigotry. Like himself, his old prowess had come +back. He was confidential now: + +"She wouldn't have me, Gavin. I told her I was rich, and that I loved +her ever since I left. But she wouldn't listen to me. Then I told her I +owned ten thousand sheep, and that I dreamed about her every night. But +it never moved her. I told her I had twenty thousand pounds in the bank, +and her picture next my heart besides--but she wouldn't. She said she +was promised to another. Did you ever hear of Janet Strachan caring for +any one else?" + +"Na," said Gavin, absently, "she'll no' hae nocht to dae wi' onybody in +the way o' love--hae anither, Andra. Dinna droon the miller. Wad we no' +hae been fules to tak champagne? It wad hae been a' dune by noo." + +Then Gavin stood erect, motioning to Andrew to do the same. Andrew rose; +one on each side of the little table they stood, a glass in the left +hand of each, for they were about to enact one of Scotland's great +scenes. Far scattered are her sons, but they have the homing heart, and +unforgetting cronies wait to welcome them. + +Gavin's hand is outstretched and Andrew's goes forth to meet it. They +clasp, the same hands as fought and played together in the golden +boyhood days. + +"Andra," said Gavin, "I'll repeat to you the twa best lines o' rhyme i' +the language: An' div ye ken hoo true they are? + + "'We twa hae paidl't i' the burn + Frae mornin' sun till dine' + +--mind ye that, we twa hae paidl't i' the burn--an' it's flowin' yet, +an' God's gey guid--here's to ye, Andra," and the men drank together, +the elder and the unordained, but the past was sacred to them both--and +childhood's tears came back to make that past complete. + +About an hour later, Andrew and Gavin passed out through the adjoining +room. They came upon Mr. Blake, whereupon they immediately sat down, +neither being in the mood for walking far. Both greeted him with warmth, +and invited him to try for himself the process which they had undergone +in the adjoining room. Mr. Blake gratefully declined. + +"Ye'll have travelled far?" said Gavin, avoiding the direct +interrogative. + +"A long way, indeed," said Mr. Blake. + +"Come from America, stranger?" said Andrew. + +"Yes, from Canada." + +"Shake, I'm a fellow colonial--I'm from Australia--delightful this, to +come back to the old homestead and meet a brother you never saw before." + +"Maist wonderfu', is't no'?" interjected Gavin--then the +responsibilities of a host began to weigh upon him, and he urged Mr. +Blake to reconsider his decision about the process; but Mr. Blake was +firm. + +"I ken't fine there was somebody frae Ameriky i' these pairts," said +Gavin. "Brownie Telfer tell't me there was a saxpence i' the plate last +Sabbath day. It'll be yir ain?" + +"No, I'm afraid I cannot claim it," said Mr. Blake. "I only landed +yesterday." + +"Ye'll be rinnin' aboot at a graun rate," said Gavin, trying a new vein; +"came ower a sicht seein', did ye?" + +"No," said Mr. Blake, "not particularly." + +"Took a little run over on business, I suppose?" amended the Australian. + +"Yes," assented Mr. Blake. + +"You said you were born in Scotland; have you any old friends still +about? Kind of lonely business if you haven't," continued Andrew. + +"I really cannot say I have," said Mr. Blake, moving towards the door. +"I'm a fish out of its accustomed waters, even in its old +hunting-ground, if you will excuse mixed metaphors. Good-evening to you +both; I'm glad to have met with you." + +"Good-evening to you," cried the men. + +The Canadian was gone, but the two old cronies sat smoking; and the +twilight, that great gleaner of the past, crept about them, bringing +tender memories that mistrusted the garish day. In the very midst of +them, Gavin said: + +"What did the cratur mean when he spoke aboot 'mixed metaphors'? I never +heard tell o' them before." + +"I'm not very sure," answered Andrew, cautiously; "he must have meant +something." + +"'Mixed metaphors,'" mused Gavin, "an' the body wadna tak onythin'; +it'll be somethin' they tak in Ameriky--I'll ask Ronnie." + +Now Ronnie was the bartender! + + + + +XXX + +_LOVE'S VICTORY OVER SIN_ + + +The curtain of the night had fallen--and human souls were on their +trial; for human life is then behind the scenes, and the candour of its +purity or shame comes with the shelter of the falling night. In their +noblest acts, and in their basest deeds, men are aided by the impartial +dark. Both alike she screens, though with fickle folds, retreating when +she hears the first footfall of the dawn; then is every man's work made +manifest of what sort it is--and the great judgment day shall be but +relentless light. + +The landscape no longer glimmered on the sight when Michael Blake set +out from the little inn, his heart burning with fear. And hope heaped +fuel on the flame, for fear would die if it were not for hope. He walked +on beneath the stately elms, their far-spread branches whispering as he +passed, for they knew well his step, and wondered that it hurried so. He +paused at the spring and drank again, but his thirst was still +unquenched. + +He looked about him at the holy night; and surging shame flooded neck +and face with crimson. For it had been thus and there, amid the +sanctities of the night, and by their trysting-place, that the soul's +great wound was made, the blood oozing ever since, oozing still. Memory, +ermine-robed, half enchantress and half avenger, turned her face full on +his as he sat by the spring; but he turned his own away and started on, +ever on. + +"Oh, my God! Give me a chance," he cried, "give me a chance," and the +darkness answered not, but the whispering trees seemed to have the +woman-voice. + +He sees the light now; it is the harbour light, and Michael Blake +presses swiftly on, his heart upbraiding the laggard feet. + +He stands now before the door, but that same heart, strangely wavering, +refuses to go in. The hour has struck for Michael Blake, the hour for +which his soul has waited long; but strange forces seek to hold him +back. The chiefest of these is fear; he feels he is hurrying his +judgment day, and when God would punish men, thinks he, He endows them +with deep and burning love--for otherwise He cannot speak to them in the +eternal tongue. The trembling man turns as if to go back. + +"It is too light," he murmured, "still too light," for the memory of +another night has arisen upon him with judgment in its wings. + +As he moves noiselessly from the door-step, he pauses by the window. It +is partly open, for the night is mild. A woman's figure moves before it, +so close that he could almost touch--and his arms go out unbidden, God's +retrievers, though they knew it not. He controls himself, and steps back +a pace, for she has passed to the other side of the room. Beside an old +chest of drawers she kneels, and his heart burns with eager passion as +he beholds the beauty of her face. Time, and sorrow, and God, have +worked together. Unto them all she hath submitted, and they have held to +their holy task till the beauty of peace rewards their secret toil. + +She is lifting something from the drawer and the light falls upon it. +Another, and still another, she takes up in her gentle hands, smiling +down on them the while--they are a child's outgrown possessions, bits of +clothing some, and some, broken toys, such as mothers take into their +immortal keeping when children have spurned them from their own. + +And what is that, shining bright, held longer than the others, still +smiling down upon it, her bosom heaving more heavily than before? He +knows, he knows--it is a little brooch, so little, but of gold, given +her long ago in the first glad sacrifice of love. She kisses it, and the +tears fall fast upon it, the lovely face suffused. It is tenderly +restored to its hiding-place, and the graceful form is full-bowed now. + +He can see the white clasped hands, and the movement of the pure lips he +also sees. The words he cannot catch--for God is close, and the voice is +low. But the fragrance of prayer steals out to him, and the Interpreter, +once called the Man of Sorrows, tells him for whom she prays. "Make me +worthy, oh, God," he cries, his heart melted within him. Again he turns +to the door, and this time he falters not, but knocks. In a moment it is +opened. + +"Guid evenin' sir," said the woman's voice. "I canna see ye for the +dark; is it some one I ken?" for wayfarers often sought guidance at her +door. + +"No, I fear you do not know me," the man responded, "and I crave your +pardon for thus disturbing you. I have travelled far." + +"Will ye come in? Or is there something I can do?" + +"No, thank you," said the man; "I have travelled far and am thirsty. I +seek but a draught of water, and I shall go on my way." + +"I'll sune gie ye that," replied the woman's cheery voice, "but what's +here is mebbe raither warm. Bide ye here till I rin doon to the spring." + +The sweet face gleamed in the candle-light as she turned within, picking +up a light plaid shawl, so strong is habit, which she threw across her +shoulders. The tall gracious form was gone a moment, one darksome +moment, returning instantly, a pitcher in her hand. Down the steps she +tripped, and out into the night, her white gown mingling with the +darkness. + +Michael Blake stealthily followed her, his heart in wild tumult again. +Her pace was swift and he found it difficult to keep the path. But again +he saw the flutter of white before him, and he knew that it was Janet, +none other, the same whom he had held so close in other days. He ran a +little, panting as he ran, his thirst a torment now--for the chase was +of the soul. He is not far from her. + +"Janet," he cried. + +She stopped and stood still, as a deer stops when it hears the hunter's +voice. + +He was closer now, and again he cried: "Janet, oh, Janet, wait for me." + +Her pitcher was thrown upon the sward and she came back a little way, +eye and heart and bosom calling to each other through the storm. + +"Wha's callin' me?" she cried, her voice bleating like a lamb's. + +"Oh, Janet, you know who's calling you--I have called you long," and +holy passion burned in the voice that spoke, leaped from the face that +came closer, still closer, to her own. + +The white figure swayed in the darkness. Then the night glowed about her +like the noon, and the strong arms held her close, and time and sorrow +and God all gave her up ungrudgingly to the bliss they had planned +together; for in secret had they bedecked her as a bride adorned for her +husband. + + * * * * * + +It was long after, how long may not be told, for God would let no angel +mark the time; but the dark still was brooding, and the trees whispering +still, when he said: "To-morrow, Janet--all the years have made us +ready--yet not to-morrow, for it is to-day--to-day, please God." + +She came closer, closer to him still, for hers had been an unsheltered +life, and the warmth was strangely sweet. + +"Let us go to the spring, dear heart. Let us be children again." +Together they went on, these pilgrims of the night. While they were +going the day began to break. "The night is far spent," he heard her +whisper joyously. + +They knelt together, nor thought it strange--for the youthful heart of +love was theirs again; and they drank from the unsleeping spring, +smiling back at them as their lips kissed its face together. The same +spring, the same lips--but purer both! + +And as they stooped, two faces from the bosom of the water rose again to +meet them. Each of the lovers saw but one, for each saw the other's +face. And lo! each was the face of happy youth, the light of love +within its eyes, unchanged by years, except for a graver innocence. But +each saw the face that had looked up and smiled in the years so long +gone by. + +The scientist and the philosopher and the deeply-learned in nature's +laws will read of this with generous disdain; but they forget that this +spring had its charter right from God, and was fed from other fountains +farther up the hill. Besides, optics is God's own science--and this was +the morning light. + + + + +XXXI + +_LOVE'S TRIUMPH OVER ALL_ + + +All things were in readiness, and the people of St. Cuthbert's were +awaiting the Sabbath day with eager souls. For it was the Sabbath of the +sacrament, dispensed but twice a year, according to the custom of their +fathers. I myself looked forward to this communion with a kindling +heart, for I knew its healing grace; and this was the first dispensation +since the shadow of that ordination day had fallen on our church's life. + +The morning came, radiant in its robe of early spring, and we knew that +a great multitude would throng St. Cuthbert's. For the aged and long +imprisoned, denied the regular services of the kirk, would yet venture +forth to show the Lord's death once again, some to drink that cup no +more till they should drink it new in their Father's kingdom. + +Down the aisle would they come, leaning heavily upon the staff--but they +knew their accustomed places, the places which were so soon to know them +no more forever; when the service was over, they would retrace their +steps to the door of the now deserted church, and backward turning, +would cast one longing, lingering look behind, then set their peaceful +faces towards their home, the long rough journey near its end at last. + +The elders, including the four recently added to their number, met as +usual, for preparatory prayer. More than ordinary tenderness seemed to +mark their petitions, for their hearts were with the absent; and the +senior elder thrilled us when he prayed for "him whom we had hoped to +begin his ministry this day, and for Thy servant who was wont in the +days that are past to serve with us before Thine altar." + +As I walked into the pulpit, I caught a glimpse of Margaret's face, and +never have I seen sweeter peace than rested upon it. Her eyes reposed on +the snowy cloth that hid the emblems of a greater sacrifice, and she +knew, as few could know, the deep sacramental joy. + +But hardly had my heart warmed at sight of her before sorrow chilled its +ardour; for right opposite Margaret's pew was that of Michael Blake--and +its emptiness smote my heart with pain. Not there, nor in his rightful +place among the elders, was my old-time friend. Where, I could not help +but wonder, where to-day is the unhappy man who has cast his ministry +behind him? And bitter memories of varied verdicts flitted before me as +I went up the pulpit steps. + +We had begun the psalm, and were in the midst of the line--never can I +forget it: + + "As far as east is distant from + The west, so far hath he" + +when I noticed the volume of song become gradually less, and a nameless +sense of discomfort possessed me. + +I looked up, and could scarce restrain a cry. + +For I saw the face of Michael Blake--and he was walking down the +aisle---- And that other, who is that? For beside him is a woman's +comely form, her sweet face lowly bent as though it would be hidden, the +light of purity mingling with the conscious flame. + +Upon Mr. Blake's face is the humble chastened look of one whom God has +touched--in the hollow of his thigh, mayhap--and the limp may be seen of +all men to the last. But pride is there too, the solemn pride of one who +has wrestled and prevailed, to go henceforth forever halting, but +forever heavenward. + +Down the aisle, the same aisle by which he had departed from us, they +walked together, while wondering faces drank in the meaning of it all, +joy breaking forth upon them like the sun when darkening clouds have +gone. + +He leads her to his old-time pew, and she takes the place that is +henceforth to be her own. The singing has stopped, save those silent +strains with which God is well pleased, the same as angels echo round +the throne. + +It was hard for me to proceed with the service, for I knew that God +Himself had spoken. The sacred bush was in flame before us as in the +olden time, and the place whereon we stood was holy ground. The portion +I had chosen for the reading was from 1 Corinthians, the apostle's great +eulogy on love; and my voice faltered as I read some of its wondrous +words. + +Before I had finished it, my resolve was taken. I came down from the +pulpit and stood before it, the elders all about me. + +"Let us have our unbroken number," I began; "the kirk session is +constituted, and I call upon such as have been chosen to serve within +it, to come forward and assume the holy office. After this, the +sacrament of forgiving love will be dispensed." + +I paused--and no one of all the multitude seemed to breathe. But a +moment passed, and then a sound broke the stillness. It was the sound of +moving feet, and the elder-elect arose and came slowly forward, his head +bowed as he came. + +"Kneel down, Angus," I said, softly. He kneeled, and I had almost begun, +my hands outstretched above his head. He raised his face to mine, +lowered to meet it. A moment told me what he wished to say. + +"Stand up," I whispered. + +When he had risen, I said aloud: "Angus Strachan, ordained already, I +give you the right hand of fellowship into the eldership of St. +Cuthbert's church. The Lord bless thee and keep thee; the Lord make His +face to shine upon thee and be gracious unto thee; the Lord lift the +light of His countenance upon thee and give thee peace." + +Again I raised my voice as I faced the worshippers. + +"I extend yet another invitation in my Master's name. I call upon any +who may be among us, once serving in the eldership of this church, to +come forward and aid us to dispense the pledges of forgiving love to +other sinful men." + +I waited, but there was no response. One sat with bowed head, his hand +held in the gentle keeping of another's. The moments passed, but still +silence reigned. + +"Come awa', man,"--it was Ronald McGregor's trembling voice from among +the elders--"come awa'; it's the wounded hand that beckons ye--we're a' +here o' the Saviour's grace alane." + +Michael Blake moved slightly, but his head was lower bowed. + +"Gang forrit, Michael, gang forrit to the table He's been gey guid to +us baith--an' oor Angus wants ye," whispered the woman beside him. + +Then he came; and, as he walked to the table, the meaning of God's +pardoning love seemed borne in upon us as it had never been before. + +He had hardly taken his seat beside us when we heard a faint rustling +sound, some one moving. I turned my head, and saw Margaret, her face +lovely through its tears, slip into the empty place and take in her own +the hand that had been just released. Burning hot it was, but she held +it tight--and Janet took her into her heart forever. + +Then the sacred emblems were poured and broken by our sinful hands, +redeemed by love alone. The elders bore them forth to the waiting souls, +and when Angus came to his mother's place, great grace was upon us all. +He had bent one moment, before she took the chalice in her trembling +hand. One word was spoken, only one, and what it was no one heard--nor +Margaret, nor any one but God. + + * * * * * + +Because of more abounding grace, and because of that alone, I cherish +the trembling hope that I shall yet hear the new and holy song in the +blessed homeland yonder. Yonder, I say, for on clear days I have seen +the dim outline of the hills beyond the river; and sometimes in the +night I have caught the glow of an unsetting sun. Only for a moment, it +is true--but it was enough. My sight is failing, they tell me, and the +light is not so clear as in the early afternoon, but these yonder things +are seen the clearest in the failing light, and by eyes that are past +their best. + +Wherefore, as I set out to say, I think I shall be welcomed thither by +the pilgrims' friend, and hear that song of the redeemed. + +But not till then can I expect to ever hear again such melody as poured +from our hearts that morning in St. Cuthbert's. As for myself, I could +scarcely sing; I was so torn 'twixt joy and sorrow. Sorrow for what? For +all my stubborn wilfullness, that had stood so long between loving +hearts--but I did it for the best; and God will forgive me, who knows a +father's tender love. + +Therefore my lips were almost dumb, but my heart joined in the swelling +praise that rolled about St. Cuthbert's like a flood. And I heard one +voice clear and sweet among all the rest; it came from the pew where sat +our Margaret, but it was not Margaret's voice: + + "Long hath the night of sorrow reigned + The dawn shall bring us light--" + +Thus reads our noble paraphrase--and thus reads the providence of God. +This it was we sang that day; and this all broken hearts shall one day +sing, when life's long twilight breaks. + +After the congregation had dispersed, I saw Margaret lead her mother to +the pew. It was beautiful, my wife's gentle grace to the timid stranger, +for Margaret received of her mother whatever of that gift she hath--and +I have always said her mother's is the rarer of the two. I heard her bid +her new-found friend to the manse, and I echoed the mandate to the man +beside me, his head still bowed in prayer. + +The elders retired in a body to the vestry, there to be dismissed by the +benediction, which I pronounced upon them, the triune blessing of the +triune God. Usually, they lingered for a little subdued conversation, +but this day they went out with unwonted speed, each grasping the hands +of the old elder and the new, and each without a word. + +In a moment I saw their purpose, and went out along with them, leaving +those twain together, the father and the son. We heard no word; but we +knew the best robe, and the ring, and the shoes, were there, and that +God would dispense them in sacramental love. + +It was not long till they came out again, life's fragrance about them as +they came. I had lingered in the church. + +"Just wait a minute," I said as they came in, "I left my notes in the +vestry and I will be back immediately." + +I had hardly reached the room when a light footfall was heard behind me. +It was my daughter. + +"Margaret! Is this you? I thought you had gone home. Where is your +mother?" Lovely was her face and beautiful the light of joy upon it. + +She did not seem to hear, but came straight on, and in a moment her arms +were about my neck, and the brave heart told all its story in tears of +utter gladness. + +"Daughter mine," I whispered, "you will forgive"--but the gentle hand +stopped the words. + +"Where is your mother?" I asked again. + +"Gone to the manse--they went together," and the sun shone through the +rain--"I waited for you." + +"Wait a moment," I said, "stay here a moment,"--for I knew the ways of +love. + +I hurried without, and in the church I found the two men lingering for +me. + +"Mr. Blake, we will walk down to the manse together--Margaret is waiting +for you in my room, Angus." + +No maiden's fluttering form betrays the soul of love as doth a strong +man's face. Ah me! as I looked on Angus's in that moment, I knew to whom +my child belonged the most. 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