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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Danvers Jewels, and Sir Charles Danvers + +Author: Mary Cholmondeley + +Release Date: August 10, 2006 [EBook #19020] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE DANVERS JEWELS *** + + + + +Produced by Geetu Melwani, Suzanne Shell and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + + + +Transcriber's Note: A number of typographical errors found in the +original text have been corrected in this version. A list of these +errors is found at the end (before the advertisments from the original +book). + + + + THE DANVERS JEWELS + + AND + + SIR CHARLES DANVERS + + by + + Mary Cholmondeley + + + + + NEW YORK + + HARPER & BROTHERS, FRANKLIN SQUARE + + 1890 + + + * * * * * + + + TO MY SISTER + + "DI" + + I AFFECTIONATELY DEDICATE THE STORY + WHICH SHE HELPED ME + TO WRITE + + + * * * * * + + + + CONTENTS. + + + THE DANVERS JEWELS 9 + + + THE SEQUEL. + + SIR CHARLES DANVERS 93 + + + * * * * * + + + + +THE DANVERS JEWELS. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +I was on the point of leaving India and returning to England when he +sent for me. At least, to be accurate--and I am always accurate--I was +not quite on the point, but nearly, for I was going to start by the mail +on the following day. I had been up to Government House to take my leave +a few days before, but Sir John had been too ill to see me, or at least +he had said he was. And now he was much worse--dying, it seemed, from +all accounts; and he had sent down a native servant in the noon-day heat +with a note, written in his shaking old hand, begging me to come up as +soon as it became cooler. He said he had a commission which he was +anxious I should do for him in England. + +Of course I went. It was not very convenient, because I had to borrow +one of our fellows' traps, as I had sold my own, and none of them had +the confidence in my driving which I had myself. I was also obliged to +leave the packing of my collection of Malay _krises_ and Indian +_kookeries_ to my bearer. + +I wondered as I drove along why Sir John had sent for me. Worse, was he? +Dying? And without a friend. Poor old man! He had done pretty well in +this world, but I was afraid he would not be up to much once he was out +of it; and now it seemed he was going. I felt sorry for him. I felt more +sorry when I saw him--when the tall, long-faced A.D.C. took me into his +room and left us. Yes, Sir John was certainly going. There was no +mistake about it. It was written in every line of his drawn fever-worn +face, and in his wide fever-lit eyes, and in the clutch of his long +yellow hands upon his tussore silk dressing-gown. He looked a very sick +bad old man as he lay there on his low couch, placed so as to court the +air from without, cooled by its passage through damped grass screens, +and to receive the full strength of the punka, pulled by an invisible +hand outside. + +"You go to England to-morrow?" he asked, sharply. + +It was written even in the change of his voice, which was harsh, as of +old, but with all the strength gone out of it. + +"By to-morrow's mail," I said. I should have liked to say something +more--something sympathetic about his being ill and not likely to get +better; but he had always treated me discourteously when he was well, +and I could not open out all at once now that he was ill. + +"Look here, Middleton," he went on; "I am dying, and I know it. I don't +suppose you imagined I had sent for you to bid you a last farewell +before departing to my long home. I am not in such a hurry to depart as +all that, I can tell you; but there is something I want done--that I +want you to do for me. I meant to have done it myself, but I am down +now, and I must trust somebody. I know better than to trust a clever +man. An honest fool--But I am digressing from the case in point. I have +never trusted anybody all my life, so you may feel honored. I have a +small parcel which I want you to take to England for me. Here it is." + +His long lean hands went searching in his dressing-gown, and presently +produced an old brown bag, held together at the neck by a string. + +"See here!" he said; and he pushed the glasses and papers aside from the +table near him and undid the string. Then he craned forward to look +about him, laying a spasmodic clutch on the bag. "I'm watched! I know +I'm watched!" he said in a whisper, his pale eyes turning slowly in +their sockets. "I shall be killed for them if I keep them much longer, +and I won't be hurried into my grave. I'll take my own time." + +"There is no one here," I said, "and no one in sight except Cathcart, +smoking in the veranda, and I can only see his legs, so he can't see +us." + +He seemed to recover himself, and laughed. I had never liked his laugh, +especially when, as had often happened, it had been directed against +myself; but I liked it still less now. + +"See here!" he repeated, chuckling; and he turned the bag inside out +upon the table. + +Such jewels I had never seen. They fell like cut flame upon the marble +table--green and red and burning white. A large diamond rolled and fell +upon the floor. I picked it up and put it back among the confused blaze +of precious stones, too much astonished for a moment to speak. + +"Beautiful! aren't they?" the old man chuckled, passing his wasted hands +over them. "You won't match that necklace in any jeweller's in England. +I tore it off an old she-devil of a Rhanee's neck after the Mutiny, and +got a bite in the arm for my trouble. But she'll tell no tales. He! he! +he! I don't mind saying now how I got them. I am a humble Christian, now +I am so near heaven--eh, Middleton? He! he! You don't like to contradict +me. Look at those emeralds. The hasp is broken, but it makes a pretty +bracelet. I don't think I'll tell you how the hasp got broken--little +accident as the lady who wore it gave it to me. Rather brown, isn't it, +on one side? but it will come off. No, you need not be afraid of +touching it, it isn't wet. He! he! And this crescent. Look at those +diamonds. A duchess would be proud of them. I had them from a private +soldier. I gave him two rupees for them. Dear me! how the sight of them +brings back old times. But I won't leave them out any longer. We must +put them away--put them away." And the glittering mass was gathered up +and shovelled back into the old brown bag. He looked into it once with +hungry eyes, and then he pulled the string and pushed it over to me. +"Take it," he said. "Put it away now. Put it away," he repeated, as I +hesitated. + +I put the bag into my pocket. He gave a long sigh as he watched it +disappear. + +"Now what you have got to do with that bag," he said, a moment +afterwards, "is to take it to Ralph Danvers, the second son of Sir +George Danvers, of Stoke Moreton, in D----shire. Sir George has got two +sons. I have never seen him or his sons, but I don't mean the eldest to +have them. He is a spendthrift. They are all for Ralph, who is a steady +fellow, and going to marry a nice girl--at least, I suppose she is a +nice girl. Girls who are going to be married always _are_ nice. Those +jewels will sweeten matrimony for Mr. Ralph, and if she is like other +women it will need sweetening. There, now you have got them, and that is +what you have got to do with them. There is the address written on this +card. With my compliments, you perceive. He! he! I don't suppose they +will remember who I am." + +"Have you no relations?" I asked; for I am always strongly of opinion +that property should be bequeathed to relatives, especially near +relatives, rather than to entire strangers. + +"None," he replied, "not even poor relations. I have no deserving +nephew or Scotch cousin. If I had, they would be here at this moment +smoothing the pillow of the departing saint, and wondering how much they +would get. You may make your mind easy on that score." + +"Then who is this Ralph whom you have never seen, and to whom you are +leaving so much?" I asked, with my usual desire for information. + +He glared at me for a moment, and then he turned his face away. + +"D----n it! What does it matter, now I'm dying?" he said. And then he +added, hoarsely, "I knew his mother." + +I could not speak, but involuntarily I put out my hand and took his +leaden one and held it. He scowled at me, and then the words came out, +as if in spite of himself-- + +"She--if she had married me, who knows what might--But she married +Danvers. She called her second son Ralph. My first name is Ralph." Then, +with a sudden change of tone, pulling away his hand, "There! now you +know all about it! Edifying, isn't it? These death-bed scenes always +have an element of interest, haven't they? _Good_-evening"--ringing the +bell at his elbow--"I can't say I hope we shall meet again. It would be +impolite. No, don't let me keep you. Good-bye again." + +"Good-bye, Sir John," I said, taking his impatient hand and shaking it +gently; "God bless you." + +"Thankee," grinned the old man, with a sardonic chuckle; "if anything +could do me good that will, I'm sure. Good-bye." + + * * * * * + +As I breakfasted next morning, previously to my departure, I could not +help reflecting on the different position in which I was now returning +to England, as a colonel on long leave, to that in which I had left it +many--I do not care to think how many--years ago, the youngest ensign in +the regiment. + +It was curious to remember that in my youth I had always been considered +the fool of the family; most unjustly so considered when I look back at +my quick promotion owing to casualties, and at my long and prosperous +career in India, which I cannot but regard as the result of high +principles and abilities, to say the least of it, of not the meanest +order. On the point of returning to England, the trust Sir John had with +his usual shrewdness reposed in me was an additional proof, if proof +were needed, of the confidence I had inspired in him--a confidence which +seemed to have ripened suddenly at the end of his life, after many years +of hardly concealed mockery and derision. Just as I was finishing my +reflections and my breakfast, Dickson, one of the last joined +subalterns, came in. + +"This is very awful," he said, so gravely that I turned to look at him. + +"What is awful?" + +"Don't you know?" he replied. "Haven't you heard about--Sir John--last +night?" + +"Dead?" I asked. + +He nodded; and then he said-- + +"Murdered in the night! Cathcart heard a noise and went in, and stumbled +over him on the floor. As he came in he saw the lamp knocked over, and a +figure rush out through the veranda. The moon was bright, and he saw a +man run across a clear space in the moonlight--a tall, slightly built +man in native dress, but not a native, Cathcart said; that he would take +his oath on, by his build. He roused the house, but the man got clean +off, of course." + +"And Sir John?" + +"Sir John was quite dead when Cathcart got back to him. He found him +lying on his face. His arms were spread out, and his dressing-gown was +torn, as if he had struggled hard. His pockets had been turned inside +out, his writing-table drawers forced open, the whole room had been +ransacked; yet the old man's gold watch had not been touched, and some +money in one of the drawers had not been taken. What on earth is the +meaning of it all?" said young Dickson, below his breath. "What was the +thief after?" + +In a moment the truth flashed across my brain. I put two and two +together as quickly as most men, I fancy. _The jewels!_ Some one had got +wind of the jewels, which at that moment were reposing on my own person +in their old brown bag. Sir John had been only just in time. + +"What was he looking for?" continued Dickson, walking up and down. "The +old man must have had some paper or other about him that he wanted to +get hold of. But what? Cathcart says that nothing whatever has been +taken, as far as he can see at present." + +I was perfectly silent. It is not every man who would have been so in my +place, but I was. I know when to hold my tongue, thank Heaven! + +Presently the others came in, all full of the same subject, and then +suddenly I remembered that it was getting late; and there was a bustle +and a leave-taking, and I had to post off before I could hear more. Not, +however, that there was much more to hear, for everything seemed to be +in the greatest confusion, and every species of conjecture was afloat as +to the real criminal, and the motive for the crime. I had not much time +to think of anything during the first day on board; yet, busy as I was +in arranging and rearranging my things, poor old Sir John never seemed +quite absent from my mind. His image, as I had last seen him, constantly +rose before me, and the hoarse whisper was forever sounding in my ears, +"I'm watched! I know I'm watched!" I could not get him out of my head. I +was unable to sleep the first night I was on board, and, as the long +hours wore on, I always seemed to see the pale searching eyes of the +dead man; and above the manifold noises of the steamer, and the +perpetual lapping of the calm water against my ear, came the whisper, +"I'm watched! I know I'm watched!" + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +I was all right next day. I suppose I had had what women call _nerves_. +I never knew what nerves meant before, because no two women I ever met +seemed to have the same kind. If it is slamming a door that upsets one +woman's nerves, it may be coming in on tiptoe that will upset another's. +You never can tell. But I am sure it was nerves with me that first +night; I know I have never felt so queer since. Oh yes I have, +though--once. I was forgetting; but I have not come to that yet. + +We had a splendid passage home. Most of the passengers were in good +spirits at the thought of seeing England again, and even the children +were not so troublesome as I have known them. I soon made friends with +some of the nicest people, for I generally make friends easily. I do not +know how I do it, but I always seem to know what people really are at +first sight. I always was rather a judge of character. + +There was one man on board whom I took a great fancy to from the first. +He was a young American, travelling about, as Americans do, to see the +world. I forget where he had come from--though I believe he told me--or +why he was going to London; but a nicer young fellow I never met. He was +rather simple and unsophisticated, and with less knowledge of the world +than any man I ever knew; but he did not mind owning to it, and was as +grateful as possible for any little hints which, as an older man who had +not gone through life with his eyes shut, I was of course able to give +him. He was of a shy disposition I could see, and wanted drawing out; +but he soon took to me, and in a surprisingly short time we became +friends. He was in the next cabin to mine, and evidently wished so much +to have been with me, that I tried to get another man to exchange; but +he was grumpy about it, and I had to give it up, much to young Carr's +disappointment. Indeed, he was quite silent and morose for a whole day +about it, poor fellow. He was a tall handsome young man, slightly built, +with the kind of sallow complexion that women admire, and I wondered at +his preferring my company to that of the womankind on board, who were +certainly very civil to him. One evening when I was rallying him on the +subject, as we were leaning over the side (for though it was December it +was hot enough in the Red Sea to lounge on deck), he told me that he was +engaged to be married to a beautiful young American girl. I forget her +name, but I remember he told it me--Dulcima Something--but it is of no +consequence. I quite understood then. I always can enter into the +feelings of others so entirely. I know when I was engaged myself once, +long ago, I did not seem to care to talk to any one but her. She did not +feel the same about it, which perhaps accounted for her marrying some +one else, which was quite a blow to me at the time. But still I could +fully enter into young Carr's feelings, especially when he went on to +expatiate on her perfections. Nothing, he averred, was too good for her. +At last he dropped his voice, and, after looking about him in the dusk, +to make sure he was not overheard, he said: + +"I have picked up a few stones for her on my travels; a few sapphires of +considerable value. I don't care to have it generally known that I have +jewels about me, but I don't mind telling _you_." + +"My dear fellow," I replied, laying my hand on his shoulder, and sinking +my voice to a whisper, "not a soul on board this vessel suspects it, but +so have I." + +It was too dark for me see his face, but I felt that he was much +impressed by what I had told him. + +"Then _you_ will know where I had better keep mine," he said, a moment +later, with his impulsive boyish confidence. "How fortunate I told you +about them. Some are of considerable value, and--and I don't know where +to put them that they will be absolutely safe. I never carried about +jewels with me before, and I am nervous about _losing_ them, you +understand." And he nodded significantly at me. "Now where would you +advise me to keep them?" + +"On you," I said, significantly. + +"But where?" + +He was simpler than even I could have believed. + +"My dear boy," I said, hardly able to refrain from laughing, "do as I +do; put them in a bag with a string to it. Put the string round your +neck, and wear that bag under your clothes night and day." + +"At night as well?" he asked, anxiously. + +"Of course. You are just as likely to _lose_ them, as you call it, in +the night as in the day." + +"I'm very much obliged to you," he replied. "I will take your advice +this very night. I say," he added, suddenly, "you would not care to see +them, would you? I would not have any one else catch sight of them for a +good deal, but I would show you them in a moment. Every one else is on +deck just now, if you would like to come down into my cabin." + +I hardly know one stone from another, and never could tell a diamond +from paste; but he seemed so anxious to show me what he had, that I did +not like to refuse. + +"By all means," I said. And we went below. + +It was very dark in Carr's cabin, and after he had let me in he locked +the door carefully before he struck a light. He looked quite pale in the +light of the lamp after the red dusk of the warm evening on deck. + +"I don't want to have other fellows coming in," he said in a whisper, +nodding at the door. + +He stood looking at me for a moment as if irresolute, and then he +suddenly seemed to arrive at some decision, for he pulled a small parcel +out of his pocket and began to open it. + +They really were not much to look at, though I would not have told him +so for worlds. There were a few sapphires--one of a considerable size, +but uncut--and some handsome turquoises, but not of perfect color. He +turned them over with evident admiration. + +"They will look lovely, set in gold, as a bracelet on _her_ arm," he +said, softly. He was very much in love, poor fellow! And then he added, +humbly, "But I dare say they are nothing to yours." + +I chuckled to myself at the thought of his astonishment when he should +actually behold them; but I only said, "Would you like to see them, and +judge for yourself?" + +"Oh! if it is not giving you too much trouble," he exclaimed, +gratefully, with shining eyes. "It's very kind of you. I did not like to +ask. Have you got them with you?" + +I nodded, and proceeded to unbutton my coat. + +At that moment a voice was heard shouting down the companion-ladder: +"Carr! I say, Carr, you are wanted!" and in another moment some one was +hammering on the door. + +Carr sprang to his feet, looking positively savage. + +"Carr!" shouted the voice again. "Come out, I say; you are wanted!" + +"Button up your coat," he whispered, scowling suddenly; and with an oath +he opened the door. + +Poor Carr! He was quite put out, I could see, though he recovered +himself in a moment, and went off laughing with the man, who had been +sent for him to take his part in a rehearsal which had been suddenly +resolved on; for theatricals had been brewing for some time, and he had +promised to act in them. I had not been asked to join, so I saw no more +of him that night. The following morning, as I was taking an early turn +on the deck, he joined me, and said, with a smile, as he linked his arm +in mine, "I was put out last night, wasn't I?" + +"But you got over it in a moment," I replied. "I quite admired you; and, +after all, you know--some other time." + +"No," he said, smiling still, "not some other time. I don't think I will +see them--thanks all the same. They might put me out of conceit with +what I have picked up for my little girl, which are the best I can +afford." + +He seemed to have lost all interest in the subject, for he began to talk +of England, and of London, about which he appeared to have that kind of +vague half-and-half knowledge which so often proves misleading to young +men newly launched into town life. When he found out, as he soon did, +that I was, to a certain extent, familiar with the metropolis, he began +to question me minutely, and ended by making me promise to dine with him +at the Criterion, of which he had actually never heard, and go with him +afterwards to the best of the theatres the day after we arrived in +London. + +He wanted me to go with him the very evening we arrived, but on that +point I was firm. My sister Jane, who was living with a hen canary +(called Bob, after me, before its sex was known) in a small house in +Kensington, would naturally be hurt if I did not spend my first evening +in England with her, after an absence of so many years. + +Carr was much interested to hear that I had a sister, and asked +innumerable questions about her. Was she young and lovely, or was she +getting on? Did she live all by herself, and was I going to stay with +her for long? Was not Kensington--was that the name of the +street?--rather out of the world? etc. + +I was pleased with the interest he took in any particulars about myself +and my relations. People so seldom care to hear about the concerns of +others. Indeed, I have noticed, as I advance in life, such a general +want of interest on the part of my acquaintance in the minutiæ of my +personal affairs that of late I have almost ceased to speak of them at +any length. Carr, however, who was of what I should call a truly +domestic turn of character, showed such genuine pleasure in hearing +about myself and my relations, that I asked him to call in London in +order to make Jane's acquaintance, and accordingly gave him her address, +which he took down at once in his note-book with evident satisfaction. + +Our passage was long, but it proved most uneventful; and except for an +occasional dance, and the theatricals before-mentioned, it would have +been dull in the extreme. The theatricals certainly were a great +success, mainly owing to the splendid acting of young Carr, who became +afterwards a more special object of favor even than he was before. It +was bitterly cold when we landed early in January at Southampton, and my +native land seemed to have retired from view behind a thick veil of fog. +We had a wretched journey up to London, packed as tight as sardines in a +tin, much to the disgust of Carr, who accompanied me to town, and who, +with his usual thoughtfulness, had in vain endeavored to keep the +carriage to ourselves, by liberal tips to guards and porters. When we at +last arrived in London he insisted on getting me a cab and seeing my +luggage onto it, before he looked after his own at all. It was only when +I had given the cabman my sister's address that he finally took his +leave, and disappeared among the throng of people who were jostling each +other near the luggage-vans. + +Curiously enough, when I arrived at my destination an odd thing +happened. I got out at the green door of 23, Suburban Residences, and +when the maid opened it, walked straight past her into the drawing-room. + +"Well, Jane!" I cried. + +A pale middle-aged woman rose as I came in, and I stood aghast. It was +not my sister. It was soon explained. She was a little pettish about it, +poor woman! It seemed my sister had quite recently changed her house, +and the present occupant had been put to some slight inconvenience +before by people calling and leaving parcels after her departure. She +gave me Jane's new address, which was only in the next street, and I +apologized and made my bow at once. My going to the wrong house was such +a slight occurrence that I almost forgot it at the time, until I was +reminded of it by a very sad event which happened afterwards. + +Jane was delighted to see me. It seemed she had written to inform me of +her change of address, but the letter did not reach me before I started +for England with the Danvers jewels, about which I have been asked to +write this account. Considering this _is_ an account of the jewels, it +is wonderful how seldom I have had occasion to mention them so far; but +you may rest assured that all this time they were safe in their bag +under my waiscoat; and knowing I had them there all right, I did not +trouble my head much about them. I never was a person to worry about +things. + +Still I had no wish to be inconvenienced by a hard packet of little +knobs against my chest any longer than was necessary, and I wrote the +same evening to Sir George Danvers, stating the bare facts of the case, +and asking what steps he or his second son wished me to take to put the +legacy in the possession of its owner. I had no notion of trusting a +packet of such immense value to the newly organized Parcels Post. With +jewels I consider you cannot be too cautious. Indeed, I told Jane so at +the time, and she quite agreed with me. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +I did not much like the arrangement of Jane's new house when I came to +stay in it. The way the two bedrooms, hers and mine, were shut off from +the rest of the house by a door, barred and locked at night for fear of +burglars, was, I thought, unpleasant, especially as, once in my room for +the night, there was no possibility of getting out of it, the key of the +door of the passage not being even allowed to remain in the lock, but +retiring with Jane, the canary cage, and other valuables, into her own +apartment. I remonstrated, but I soon found that Jane had not remained +unmarried for nothing. She was decided on the point. The outer door +would be locked as usual, and the key would be deposited under the +pin-cushion in her room, as usual; and it was so. + +The next morning, as Jane and I went out for a stroll before luncheon, +we had to pass the house to which I had driven by mistake the day +before. To our astonishment, there was a crowd before the door, and a +policeman with his back to it was guarding the entrance. The blinds were +all drawn down. The image of the pale lonely woman, sitting by her +little fire, whom I had disturbed the day before, came suddenly back to +me with a strange qualm. + +"What is it?" I hurriedly asked a baker's boy, who was standing at an +area railing, rubbing his chin against the loaf he was waiting to +deliver. The boy grinned. + +"It's murder!" he said, with relish. "Burgilars in the night. I've +supplied her reg'lar these two months. One quartern best white, one +half-quartern brown every morning, French rolls occasional; but it's all +up now." And he went off whistling a tune which all bakers' boys +whistled about that time, called "My Grandfather's Timepiece," or +something similar. + +A second policeman came up the street at this moment, and from him I +learned all the little there was to know. The poor lady had not been +murdered, it seemed, but, being subject to heart complaint, had died in +the night of an acute attack, evidently brought on by fright. The maid, +the only other person in the house, sleeping as maids-of-all-work only +can, had heard nothing, and awoke in the morning to find her mistress +dead in her bed, with the window and door open. "Strangely enough," the +policeman added, "although nothing in the house had been touched, the +lock of an unused bedroom had been forced, and the room evidently +searched." + +Poor Jane was quite overcome. She seemed convinced that it was only by a +special intervention of Providence that she had changed her house, and +that her successor had been sacrificed instead of herself. + +"It might have been me!" she said over and over again that afternoon. + +Wishing to give a turn to her thoughts, I began to talk about Sir John's +legacy, in which she had evinced the greatest interest the night before, +and, greatly to her delight, showed her the jewels. I had not looked at +them since Sir John had given them to me, and I was myself astonished at +their magnificence, as I spread them out on the table under the +gas-lamp. Jane exhausted herself in admiration; but as I was putting +them away again, saying it was time for me to be dressing and going to +meet Carr, who was to join me at the Criterion, she begged me on no +account to take them with me, affirming that it would be much safer to +leave them at home. I was firm, but she was firmer; and in the end I +allowed her to lock them up in the tea-caddy, where her small stock of +ready money reposed. + +I met Carr as we had arranged, and we had a very pleasant evening. Poor +Carr, who had seen the papers, had hardly expected that I should turn +up, knowing the catastrophe of the previous night had taken place at the +house I was going to, and was much relieved to hear that my sister had +moved, and had thus been spared all the horror of the event. + +The dinner was good, the play better. I should have come home feeling +that I had enjoyed myself thoroughly, if it had not been for a little +adventure with our cab-driver that very nearly proved serious. We got a +hansom directly we came out of the theatre, but instead of taking us to +the direction we gave him, after we had driven for some distance I began +to make out that the cabman was going wrong, and Carr shouted to him to +stop; but thereupon he lashed up his horse, and away we went like the +wind, up one street, and down another, till I had lost all idea where we +were. Carr, who was young and active, did all he could; but the cabman, +who, I am afraid, must have been intoxicated, took not the slightest +notice, and continued driving madly, Heaven knows where. At last, after +getting into a very dingy neighborhood, we turned up a crooked dark +street, unlit by any lamp, a street so narrow that I thought every +moment the cab would be overturned. In another moment I saw two men rush +out of a door-way. One seized the horse, which was much blown by this +time, and brought it violently to a stand-still, while the other flew at +the cab, and catching Carr by the collar, proceeded to drag him out by +main force. I suppose Carr did his best, but being only an American, he +certainly made a very poor fight of it; and while I was laying into the +man who had got hold of him, I was suddenly caught by the legs myself +from the other side of the cab. I turned on my assailant, saw a heavy +stick levelled at me, caught at it, missed it, beheld a series of +fireworks, and remembered nothing more. + + * * * * * + +The first thing I heard on beginning to come to myself was a series of +subdued but evidently heart-felt oaths; and I became sensible of an airy +feeling, unpleasant in the extreme, proceeding from an open condition of +coat and waistcoat quite unsuited to the time of year. A low chorus of +muffled whispering was going on round me. As I groaned, involuntarily, +it stopped. + +"He's coming to!" I heard Carr say. "Go and fetch some brandy." And I +felt myself turned right side uppermost, and my hands were rubbed, +while Carr, in a voice of the greatest anxiety, asked me how I felt. I +was soon able to sit up, and to become aware that I had a splitting +headache, and was staring at a tallow-candle stuck in a bottle. Having +got so far I got a little farther, and on looking round found myself +reclining on a sack in a corner of a disreputable-looking room, dingy +with dirt, and faithful to the memory of bad tobacco. Then I suddenly +remembered what had occurred. Carr saw that I did so, and instantly +poured forth an account of how we had been rescued from a condition of +great peril by the man to whom the house we were in belonged, to whom he +hardly knew how to express his gratitude, and who was now gone for some +brandy for me. He told me a great deal about it, but I was so dizzy that +I forgot most of what he said, and it was not until our deliverer +returned with the brandy that I became thoroughly aware of what was +going forward. I could not help thinking, as I thanked the honest fellow +who had come to our assistance, how easily one may be deceived by +appearances, for a more forbidding-looking face, under its fur cap, I +never saw. That of his son, who presently returned with a four-wheeler +which Carr had sent for, was not more prepossessing. In fact, they were +two as villanous-looking men as I had ever seen. After recompensing both +with all our spare cash, we got ourselves hoisted stiffly into the cab, +and Carr good-naturedly insisted on seeing me home, though he owned to +feeling, as he put it, "rather knocked up by his knocking down." We were +both far too exhausted to speak much, until Carr gave a start and a gasp +and said, "By Jove!" + +"What?" I inquired. + +"They are gone!" he said, tremulously--"my sapphires. They are gone! +Stolen! I had them in a bag round my neck, as you told me. They must +have been taken from me when I was knocked down. I say," he added, +quickly, "how about yours? Have you got them all right?" + +Involuntarily I raised my hand to my throat. A horrid qualm passed over +me. + +"Thank Heaven!" I replied, with a sigh of relief. "They are safe at home +with Jane. What a mercy! I might have lost them." + +"_Might!_" said Carr. "You would have lost them to a dead certainty; +mine _are_ gone!" And he stamped, and clinched his fists, and looked +positively furious. + +Poor Carr! I felt for him. He took the loss of his stones so to heart; +and I am sure it was only natural. I parted from him at my own door, and +was glad on going in to find Jane had stayed up for me. I soon figured +in her eyes as the hero of a thrilling adventure, while her clever hands +applied sticking-plaster _ad libitum_. We were both so full of the +events of the evening, and the letter which I was to write to the +_Times_ about it the next day, that it never entered the heads of either +of us, on retiring to bed, to remove Sir John's jewels from the +tea-caddy into which they had been temporarily popped in the afternoon. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +I really think adventures, like misfortunes, never come single. Would +you believe it? Our house was broken into that very night. Nothing +serious came of it, wonderful to relate, owing to Jane's extraordinary +presence of mind. She had been unable to sleep after my thrilling +account of the cab accident, and had consoled herself by reading +Baxter's "Saint's Rest" by her night-light, for the canary became +restless and liable to sudden bursts of song if a candle were lighted. +While so engaged she became aware of a subdued grating sound, which had +continued for some time before she began to speculate upon it. While she +was speculating it ceased, and after a short interval she distinctly +heard a stealthy step upon the stair, and the handle of the passage door +before-mentioned was gently, very gently turned. + +Jane has some of that quickness of perception which has been of such use +to myself through life. In a moment she had grasped the situation. Some +one was in the house. In another moment she was hanging out of her +bedroom window, springing the policeman's rattle which she had had by +her for years with a view to an emergency of this kind, and at the same +time--for she was a capable woman--blowing a piercing strain on a +cabman's whistle. + +To make a long story short, her extraordinary presence of mind was the +saving of us. With her own eyes she saw two dark figures fly up our area +steps and disappear round the corner, and when a policeman appeared on +the scene half an hour later, he confirmed the fact that the house had +been broken into, by showing us how an entrance had been effected +through the kitchen window. + +There was of course no more sleep for us that night, and the remainder +of it was passed by Jane in examining the house from top to bottom every +half hour or so, owing to a rooted conviction on her part that a +burglar might still be lurking on the premises, concealed in the +cellaret, or the jam cupboard, or behind the drawing-room curtains. + +By that morning's post I heard, as I expected I should do, from Sir +George Danvers, but the contents of the letter surprised me. He wrote +most cordially, thanking me for my kindness in undertaking such a heavy +responsibility (I am sure I never felt it to be so) for an entire +stranger, and ended by sending me a pressing invitation to come down +to Stoke Moreton that very day, that he and his son, whose future wife +was also staying with them, might have the pleasure of making the +acquaintance of one to whom they were so much indebted. He added that +his eldest son Charles was also going down from London by a certain +train that day, and that he had told him to be on the lookout for me at +the station in case I was able to come at such short notice. I made up +my mind to go, sent Sir George a telegram to that effect, and proceeded +to fish up the jewels out of the tea-caddy. + +Jane, who had never ceased for one instant to comment on the event of +the night, positively shrieked when she saw me shaking the bag free from +tea-leaves. + +"Good gracious! the burglars," she exclaimed. "Why, they might have +taken them if they had only known." + +Of course they had _not_ known, as I had been particularly secret about +them; but I wished all the same that I had not left them there all +night, as Jane would insist, and continue insisting, that they had been +exposed to great danger. I argued the matter with her at first; but +women, I find, are impervious as a rule to masculine argument, and it is +a mistake to reason with them. It is, in fact, putting the sexes for the +moment on an equality to which the weaker one is unaccustomed, and +consequently unsuited. + +A few hours later I was rolling swiftly towards Stoke Moreton in a +comfortable smoking carriage, only occupied by myself and Mr. Charles +Danvers, a handsome young fellow with a pale face and that peculiar +tired manner which (though, as I soon found, natural to him) is so often +affected by the young men of the day. + +"And so Ralph has come in for a legacy in diamonds," he said, +listlessly, when we had exchanged the usual civilities, and had become, +to a certain degree, acquainted. "Dear me! how these good steady young +men prosper in the world. When last I heard from him he had prevailed +upon the one perfect woman in the universe to consent to marry him, and +his aunt (by-the-way, you will meet her there, too--Lady Mary +Cunningham) had murmured something vague but gratifying about +testamentary intentions. A week later Providence fills his brimming cup +with a legacy of jewels, estimated at----" Charles opened his light +sleepy eyes wide and looked inquiringly at me. "What are they estimated +at?" he asked, as I did not answer. + +I really had no idea, but I shrugged my shoulders and looked wise. + +"Estimated at a fabulous sum," he said, closing his eyes again. "Ah! had +they been mine, with what joyful alacrity should I have ascertained +their exact money value. And mine they ought to have been, if the sacred +law of primogeniture (that special Providence which watches over the +interests of eldest sons) had been duly observed. Sir John had not the +pleasure of my acquaintance, but I fear he must have heard some +reports--no doubt entirely without foundation--respecting my career, +which had induced him to pass me over in this manner. What a moral! My +father and my aunt Mary are always delicately pointing out the +difference between Ralph and myself. I wish I were a good young man, +like Ralph. It seems to pay best in the long-run; but I may as well +inform you, Colonel Middleton, of the painful fact that I am the black +sheep of the family." + +"Oh, come, come!" I remarked, uneasily. + +"I should not have alluded to the subject if you were not likely to +become fully aware of it on your arrival, so I will be beforehand with +my relations. I was brought up in the way I should go," he continued, +with the utmost unconcern, as if commenting on something that did not +affect him in the least; "but I did not walk in it, partly owing to the +uncongenial companionship that it involved, especially that of my aunt +Mary, who took up so much room herself in the narrow path that she +effectually kept me out of it. From my earliest youth, also, I took +extreme interest in the parable of the Prodigal, and as soon as it +became possible I exemplified it myself. I may even say that I acted the +part in a manner that did credit to a beginner; but the wind-up was +ruined by the lamentable inability of others, who shall be nameless, to +throw themselves into the spirit of the piece. At various intervals," he +continued, always as if speaking of some one else, "I have returned +home, but I regret to say that on each occasion my reception was not in +any way what I could have wished. The flavor of a fatted calf is +absolutely unknown to me; and so far from meeting me half-way, I have in +extreme cases, when impelled homeward by urgent pecuniary +considerations, found myself obliged to walk up from the station." + +"Dear me! I hope it is not far," I said. + +"A mere matter of three miles or so uphill," he resumed; "nothing to a +healthy Christian, though trying to the trembling legs of the ungodly +after a long course of husks. There, now I think you are quite _au fait_ +as to our family history. I always pity a stranger who comes to a house +ignorant of little domestic details of this kind; he is apt to make +mistakes." "Oh, pray don't mention it,"--as I murmured some words of +thanks--"no trouble, I assure you; trouble is a thing I don't take. +By-the-way, are you aware we are going straight into a nest of private +theatricals at Stoke Moreton? To-night is the last rehearsal; perhaps I +had better look over my part. I took it once years ago, but I don't +remember a word of it." And after much rummaging in a magnificent +silver-mounted travelling-bag, the Prodigal pulled out a paper book and +carelessly turned over the leaves. + +I did not interrupt his studies, save by a few passing comments on the +weather, the state of the country, and my own health, which, I am sorry +to say, is not what it was; but as I only received monosyllabic answers, +we had no more conversation worth mentioning till we reached Stoke +Moreton. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +Stoke Moreton is a fine old Elizabethan house standing on rising ground. +As we drove up the straight wide approach between two rows of ancient +fantastically clipped hollies, I was impressed by the stately dignity of +the place, which was not lessened as we drew up before a great arched +door-way, and were ushered into a long hall supported by massive pillars +of carved white stone. A roaring log-fire in the immense fireplace threw +a ruddy glow over the long array of armor and gleaming weapons which +lined the walls, and made the pale winter twilight outside look bleak +indeed. Charles, emerging slim and graceful out of an exquisite ulster, +sauntered up to the fire, and asked where Sir George Danvers was. As he +stood inside the wide fireplace, leaning against one of the pillars +which supported the towering white stone chimney-piece, covered with +heraldic designs and coats of arms, he looked a worthier representative +of an ancient race than I fear he really was. + +"So they have put the stage at that end, in front of the pillars," he +remarked, nodding at a wooden erection. "Quite right. I could not have +placed it better myself. What, Brown? Sir George is in the drawing-room, +is he? and tea, as I perceive, is going in at this moment. Come, Colonel +Middleton." And we followed the butler to the drawing-room. + +I am not a person who easily becomes confused, but I must own I did get +confused with the large party into the midst of which we were now +ushered. I soon made out Sir George Danvers, a delicate, but +irascible-looking old gentleman, who received me with dignified +cordiality, but returned Charles's greeting with a certain formality and +coldness which I was pained to see, family affection being, in my +opinion, the chief blessing of a truly happy home. Charles I already +knew, and with the second son, Ralph, a ruddy, smiling young man with +any amount of white teeth, I had no difficulty; but after that I became +hopelessly involved. I was introduced to an elderly lady whom I +addressed for the rest of the evening as Lady Danvers, until Charles +casually mentioned that his mother was dead, and that, until the +Deceased Wife's Sister Bill was passed, he did not anticipate that his +aunt Mary would take upon herself the position of step-mother to her +orphaned nephews. The severe elderly lady, then, who beamed so sweetly +upon Ralph, and regarded Charles with such manifest coldness, was their +aunt Lady Mary Cunningham. She had known Sir John slightly in her youth, +she said, as she graciously made room for me on her sofa, and she +expressed a very proper degree of regret at his sudden death, +considering that he had not been a personal friend in any way. + +"We all have our faults, Colonel Middleton," said Lady Mary, with a +gentle sigh, which dislodged a little colony of crumbs from the front of +her dress. "Sir John, like the rest of us, was not exempt, though I have +no doubt the softening influence of age would have done much, since I +knew him, to smooth acerbities of character which were unfortunately +strongly marked in his early life." + +She had evidently not known Sir John in his later years. + +As she continued to talk in this strain I endeavored to make out which +of the young ladies present was the one to whom Ralph was engaged. I was +undecided as to which it was of the two to whom I had already been +introduced. Girls always seem to me so very much alike, especially +pretty girls; and these were both of them pretty. I do not mean that +they resembled each other in the least, for one was dark and one was +fair; but which was Miss Aurelia Grant, Ralph's _fiancée_, and which was +Miss Evelyn Derrick, a cousin of the family, I could not make out until +later in the evening, when I distinctly saw Ralph kiss the fair one in +the picture-gallery, and I instantly came to the conclusion that she was +the one to whom he was engaged. + +I asked Charles if I were not right, as we stood in front of the +hall-fire before the rest of the party had assembled for dinner, and he +told me that I had indeed hit the nail on the head in this instance, +though for his own part he never laid much stress himself on such an +occurrence, having found it prove misleading in the extreme to draw any +conclusion from it. He further informed me that Miss Derrick was the +young lady with dark hair who had poured out tea, and whom he had +favored with some of his conversation afterwards. + +I admired Ralph's taste, as did Charles, who had never seen his future +sister-in-law before. Aurelia Grant was a charming little creature, with +a curly head and a dimple, and a pink-and-white complexion, and a +suspicion of an Irish accent when she became excited. + +Charles said he admired her complexion most because it was so thoroughly +well done, and the coloring was so true to nature. + +I did not quite catch his meaning, but it certainly was a beautiful +complexion; and then she was so bright and lively, and showed such +pretty little teeth when she smiled! She was quite delightful. I did not +wonder at Ralph's being so much in love with her, and Charles agreed +with me. + +"There is nothing like a good complexion," he remarked, gravely. "One +may be led away to like a pale girl with a mind for a time, but for +permanent domestic happiness give me a good complexion, and--a dimple," +he added, as if it were an after-thought. "I feel I could not bestow my +best affections on a woman without a dimple. Yes, indeed! Ralph has +chosen well." + +Now I do not agree with Charles there, as I have always considered that +a woman _should_ have a certain amount of mind; just enough, in fact, to +enable her to appreciate a superior one. I said as much to Charles; but +he only laughed, and said it was a subject on which opinion had always +varied. + +"How did he meet her?" I inquired. + +"On the Rigi, last summer," said Charles. "I am thinking of going there +myself next year. Lovely orphan sat by Lady Mary at _table d'hôte_. Read +tracts presented by Lady Mary. Made acquaintance. Lovely orphan's +travelling companion or governess discovered to be live sister of +defunct travelling companion or governess of Lady Mary. Result, warm +friendship. Ralph, like a dutiful nephew, appears on the scene. +Fortnight of fine weather. Interesting expeditions. Romantic attachment, +cemented by diamond and pearl ring from Hunt & Roskell's. There is the +whole story for you." + +Evelyn Derrick joined us as he finished speaking. She was a tall +graceful girl, gentle and dignified in manner, with a pale refined face. +She was pretty in a way, but not to compare to Aurelia. Evelyn had an +anxious look about her, too. Now I do not approve of a girl looking +grave; she ought to be bright and happy, with a smile for every one. It +is all very well for us men, who have the work of the world to do, to +look grave at times, but with women it is different; and a woman always +looks her best when she smiles--at least, I think so. + +Then Aurelia came down, perfectly dazzling in white satin; then Sir +George, then Ralph, giving an arm to Lady Mary, who suffered from +rheumatism in her foot. Then came the gong, and there was a rustle down +of more people, young and old, friends of the family who had come to +act, or to see their sons and daughters act. As I never could get even +their names right, I shall not attempt to give any account of them, +especially as they are not of importance in any way. + +After dinner, on entering the drawing-room, I found that great +excitement prevailed among the ladies respecting Sir John's jewels. +About his sad fate and costly legacy they all seemed fully informed. I +had myself almost forgotten the reason of my visit in my interest in my +new surroundings, not having even as yet given up the jewels to Sir +George Danvers or Ralph; but, at the urgent request of all the ladies at +once, Ralph begged me to bring them down, to be seen and admired then +and there, before the rehearsal began. + +"They will all be yours, you know," Ralph said to Aurelia. "You shall +wear them on your wedding-day." + +"You are always talking about being married," said Aurelia, with a +little pout. "I wish you would try and think of something else to say. I +was quite looking forward to it myself until I came here, and now I am +quite, _quite_ tired of it beforehand." + +Ralph laughed delightedly, and Sir George reminding me that every one +was dying of anxiety, himself included, I ran up-stairs to take the +brown bag from around my neck, and in a few minutes returned with it in +my hand. They were all waiting for me, Lady Mary drawn up in an +arm-chair beside an ebony table, on which a small space near her had +been cleared, Charles alone holding rather aloof, sipping his coffee +with his back to the fire. + +"Don't jostle," he said, as they all crowded round me. "Evelyn, let me +beg of you not to elbow forward in that unbecoming manner. Observe how +Aunt Mary restrains herself. Take time, Middleton! your coffee is +getting cold. Won't you drink it first?" + +As he finished speaking I turned the contents of the bag upon the table. +The jewels in the bright lamp-light seemed to blaze and burn into the +ebony of the table. There was a general gasp, a silence, and then a +chorus of admiration. Charles came up behind me and looked over my +shoulder. + +"Good gracious!" said Lady Mary, solemnly. "Ralph, you are a rich man. +Why, mine are nothing to them!" and she touched a diamond and emerald +necklace on her own neck. "I never knew poor Sir John had so much good +in him." + +"Oh, Ralph, Ralph!" cried Aurelia, clasping her little hands with a deep +sigh. "And will they really be my very own?" + +Ralph assured her that they would, and that she should act in them the +following night if she liked. + +I think there was not a woman present who did not envy Aurelia as Ralph +took up a flashing diamond crescent and held it against her fair hair. I +saw Evelyn turn away and begin to tear up a small piece of paper in her +hand. Women are very jealous of each other, especially the nice, by +which I mean the pretty, ones. I was sorry to see jealousy so plainly +marked in such a charming looking girl as Evelyn; but women are all the +same about jewels. Aurelia blushed and sparkled, and pouted when the +clasp caught in her hair, and shook her little head impatiently, and was +altogether enchanting. + +After the first burst of admiration had subsided, General Marston, an +old Indian officer, who had been somewhat in the rear, came up, and +looked long at the glittering mass upon the table. + +"Are you aware," he said at last to Ralph, pointing to the crescent, +"that those diamonds are of enormous value? I have not seen such stones +in any shop in London. I dare not say what that one crescent alone is +worth, or that emerald bracelet. Jewels of such value as this are a +grave responsibility." He stood, shaking his head a little and turning +the crescent in his hand. "Wonderful!" he said. "Wonderful! Do not tear +up that piece of rice-paper, Miss Derrick," he added, taking it from +her. "The crescent was wrapped in it, and I will put it round it again. +All these stones want polishing, and many of them resetting. They ought +not to be tumbled together in this way in a bag, with nothing to +prevent them scratching each other. See, Ralph, here is a clasp broken; +and here are some loose stones; and this star has no clasp at all. You +must take them up to some trustworthy jeweller, and have them thoroughly +looked over." + +"I suppose the second son was specially mentioned, Middleton?" said +Charles, as I drew back to let the rest handle and admire. + +"Of course!" said Lady Mary, sharply; "and a very fortunate thing, too." + +"Very--for Ralph," he replied. "It is really providential that I am what +I am. Why, I might have ruined the dear boy's prospects if I had paid my +tailor's bill, and lived in the country among the buttercups and +daisies. Ah! my dear aunt, I see you are about to remark how all things +here below work together for good!" + +"I was not going to remark anything of the kind," retorted Lady Mary, +drawing herself up; "but," she added, spitefully, "I do not feel the +less rejoiced at Ralph's good fortune and prosperity when I see, as I so +often do, the ungodly flourishing like a green bay-tree." + +"Of course," said Charles, shaking his head, "if that is your own +experience, I bow before it; but for my own part, I must confess I have +not found it so. Flourish like a green bay-tree! No, Aunt Mary, it is a +fallacy; they don't: I am sure I only wish they did. But I see the +rehearsal is beginning. May I give you an arm to the hall?" + +The offer was entirely disregarded, and it was with the help of mine +that Lady Mary retired from an unequal combat, which she never seemed +able to resist provoking anew, and in which she was invariably worsted, +causing her, as I could see, to regard Charles with the concentrated +bitterness of which a severely good woman alone is capable. + +I soon perceived that Charles was on the same amicable terms with his +father; that they rarely spoke, and that it was evidently only with a +view to keeping up appearances that he was ever invited to the paternal +roof at all. Between the brothers, however, in spite of so much to +estrange them, a certain kindliness of feeling seemed to exist, which +was hardly to have been expected under the circumstances. + +The rehearsal now began, and Sir George Danvers, who had remained behind +to put by the jewels, and lock them up in his strong-box among his +papers, came and sat down by me, again thanking me for taking charge of +them, though I assured him it had been very little trouble. + +"Not much trouble, perhaps, but a great responsibility," he said, +courteously. + +"A soldier, Sir George," I replied, with a slight smile, "becomes early +inured to the gravest responsibility. It is the air we breathe; it is +taken as a matter of course." + +He looked keenly at me, and was silent, as if considering +something--perhaps what I had said. + +I was delighted to find the play was one of those which I had seen acted +during our passage home. There is nothing I like so much as knowing a +play beforehand, because then one can always whisper to one's companion +what is coming next. The stage, with all its adjustments, had been +carefully arranged, the foot-lights were lighted, the piece began. All +went well till nearly the end of the first act, when there was a cry +behind the scenes of "Mr. Denis!" Mr. Denis should have rushed on, but +Mr. Denis did not rush on. The play stopped. Mr. Denis was not in the +library, the improvised greenroom; Mr. Denis did not appear when his +name was called in stentorian tones by Ralph, or in pathetic falsetto by +Charles. In short, Mr. Denis was not forthcoming. A rush up-stairs on +the part of most of the young men brought to light the awful fact that +Mr. Denis had retired to his chamber, a prey to sudden and acute +indisposition. + +"Dear me!" said Charles to Lady Mary, with a dismal shake of his head, +"how precarious is life! Here to-day, and in bed to-morrow. Support your +aunt Mary, my dear Evelyn; she wishes to retire to rest. Indeed, we may +as well all go to bed, for there will be no more acting to-night without +poor Denis. I only trust he may be spared to us till to-morrow, and that +he may be well enough to die by my hand to-morrow evening." + +We all dispersed for the night in some anxiety. The play could not +proceed without Mr. Denis, who took an important part; and Sir George +ruefully informed me that all the neighboring houses had been filled for +these theatricals, and that great numbers of people were expected. There +was to be dancing afterwards, but the principal feature of the +entertainment was the play. We all retired to rest, fervently hoping +that the health of Mr. Denis might be restored by the following +morning. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +But far from being better the following morning, Denis was much worse. +Charles, who had sat up most of the night with him, and who came down to +breakfast more cool and indifferent than ever, at once extinguished any +hope that still remained that he would be able to take his part that +night. + +Great was the consternation of the whole party. A vague feeling of +resentment against Denis prevailed among the womankind, who, having all +preserved their own healths intact for the occasion (and each by her own +account was a chronic invalid), felt it was extremely inconsiderate, not +to say indelicate, of "a great man like him" to spoil everything by +being laid up at the wrong moment. + +But what was to be done? Denis was ill, and without Denis the play could +not proceed. Must the whole thing be given up? There was a general +chorus of lamentation. + +"I see no alternative," said Charles, "unless some Curtius will leap +into the gulf, and go through the piece reading the part, and that is +always a failure at the best of times." + +At that moment I had an idea; it broke upon me like a flash of +lightning: _Valentine Carr_! I had seen him act the very part Denis was +to have taken, in the theatricals on the steamer. How wonderfully +fortunate that it should have occurred to me! + +I told Charles that I had a friend who had acted that part only the week +before. + +"_You!_" cried Charles, losing all his customary apathy--"you don't say +so! Great heavens, where is he? Out with him! Where is he at this +moment? England, Ireland, Scotland, or Wales? Where is this treasure +concealed?" + +"Oh, Colonel Middleton! Oh, how delightful!" cried a number of gentle +voices; and I was instantly surrounded, and all manner of questions put +to me. Would he come? Was he tall? And oh! _had_ he a beard? He had not +a beard, had he? because it would not do for the part. Did he act well? +When had he acted? Where had he acted? + +Sir George interrupted the torrent of interrogation. + +"Do you think he would come?" he asked. + +"I am almost sure he would," I said; "he is a great friend of mine." + +"It would be an exceedingly good-natured and friendly act," said Sir +George. "Charles--no, I mean Ralph--bring a telegraph form, and if you +will write a telegram at once, Middleton, I will send it to the station +directly. We shall have an answer by twelve o'clock, and until then we +will not give up all hope, though of course we must not count on your +friend being able to come at such short notice." + +The telegram was written and despatched, Carr having given me an address +where letters would find him, though he said he did not put up there. I +sincerely hoped he would not be out of the way on this occasion, and I +was not a little pleased when, a few hours later, I received a telegram +in reply saying that he could come, and should arrive by the afternoon +train which had brought me the day before. + +The spirits of the whole party revived. I (as is often the case) was in +high favor with all. Even poor Denis, who had been very much depressed, +was sufficiently relieved by the news--so Charles said--to smile over +his beef-tea. Lady Mary, who appeared at luncheon-time, treated me with +marked consideration. I had already laid them under an obligation, she +said, graciously, by undertaking the care of the jewels, and now they +were indebted to me a second time. Was Mr. Carr one of Lord Barrantyne's +sons, or was he one of the Crampshire Carrs? She had known Lady Caroline +Carr in her youth, but had not met her of late years. She seemed +surprised when I told her that Carr was an American, and he sank, I +could see, at once in her estimation; but she was kind enough to say +that she was not a person who was prejudiced in any way by a man's +nationality, and that she believed that very respectable people might be +found among the Americans. + +The day passed in the usual preparations for an entertainment. If I went +into the hall I was sure to run against gardeners carrying in quantities +of hot-house plants, with which the front of the stage was being hidden +from the foot-lights to the floor; if I wandered into the library I +interrupted Aurelia and Ralph rehearsing their parts alone, with their +heads very close together; if I hastily withdrew into the morning-room, +it was only to find Charles upon his knees luring Evelyn to immediate +flight, in soul-stirring accents, before an admiring audience of not +unenvious young ladyhood. + +"Now, Evelyn, I ask you as a favor," said Charles, as I came in, moving +towards her on his knees, "will you come a little closer when I am down? +I don't mind wearing out my knees the least in a good cause; but I owe +it to myself, as a wicked baron in hired tights, not to cross the stage +in that position. Any impression I make will be quite lost if I do; and +unless you keep closer, I shall never be able to reach your hand and +clasp it to a heart at least two yards away. Now,"--rising, and crossing +over to the other side--"I shall begin again. 'Ah! but my soul's +adored--'" + +"Is Middleton here?" asked a voice in the door-way. It was Sir George +Danvers who had put his head into the room, and I went to him. + +"I say, Middleton," he began, twirling his stick, and looking rather +annoyed, "it is excessively provoking. I never thought of it before, but +I find there is not a bed in the house. Every cranny has been filled. It +never occurred to me that we had not a room for your friend, now that he +is kind enough to come. And it looks so rude, when it is so exceedingly +good-natured of him to come at all." + +"Oh, dear! anywhere will do," I said. + +"There is not even room for Ralph in the house," continued Sir George. +"I have put him up at the lodge," pointing to a small house at the end +of the drive, near the great entrance gates. "There is another nice +little room leading out of his," he added, hesitating--"but really I +don't like to suggest--" + +"Oh, that will do perfectly!" I broke in. "Carr is not the sort of +fellow to care a straw how he is put up. He will be quite content +anywhere." + +"Come and see it," he said, leading the way out-of-doors. "I would have +turned out Charles in a moment, and given Carr his room; but Denis is +really rather ill, and Charles sees to him, as he is next door." + +I could not help saying how much I liked Charles. + +"Strangers always do," he replied, coldly, as we walked towards the +lodge. "I constantly hear him spoken of as a most agreeable young man." + +"And he is so handsome." + +"Yes," replied Sir George, in the same hard tone, "handsome and +agreeable. I have no doubt he appears so to others; but I, who have had +to pay the debts and hush up the scandals of my handsome and agreeable +son, find Ralph, who has not a feature in his face, the better-looking +of the two. I know Charles is head over ears in debt at this moment, +but,"--with sudden acrimony--"he will not get another farthing from me. +It is pouring water into a sieve." + +"Ralph is marrying a sweetly pretty creature," I said, with warmth, +desirous of changing the subject. + +"Yes, she is very pretty," said Sir George, without enthusiasm; "but I +wish she had belonged to one of our county families. It is nothing in +the way of connection. She has no relations to speak of--one uncle +living in Australia, and another, whom she goes to on Saturday, in +Ireland. There seems to be no money either. It is Lady Mary's doing. She +took a fancy to her abroad; and to say the truth, I did not wish to +object, for at one time there seemed to be an attraction between Ralph +and his cousin Evelyn Derrick, which his aunt and I were both glad to +think had passed over. I do not approve of marriages between cousins." + +We had reached the lodge by this time, and I was shown a tidy little +room leading out of the one Ralph was occupying, in which I assured Sir +George that Carr would be perfectly comfortable, much to the courteous +old gentleman's relief, though I could see that he was evidently annoyed +at not being able to put him up in the house. + +In the afternoon, towards five o'clock, Carr arrived. I went into the +hall to meet him, and to bring him into the drawing-room myself. Just as +we came in, and while I was introducing him to Sir George, Ralph and +Aurelia, who were sitting together as usual, started a lovers' squabble. + +"Oh _my_!" said Ralph, suddenly. + +"It is all your fault. You jogged my elbow," came Aurelia's quick +rejoinder. + +"My dearest love, I did _not_," returned Ralph, on his knees, +pocket-handkerchief in hand. + +It appeared that between them they had managed to transfer Amelia's tea +from her cup to the front of her dress. + +"You did; you know you did," she said, evidently ready to cry with +vexation. "I was just going to drink, and you had your arm round the +back of my--" + +"Hush, Aurelia, I beg," expostulated Charles. "Aunt Mary and I are +becoming embarrassed. It is not necessary to enter into particulars as +to the exact locality of Ralph's arm." + +"Round the back of my chair," pouted Aurelia. + +"It is all right, Aunt Mary," called Charles, cheerfully, to that lady. +"Only the back of her _chair_. We took alarm unnecessarily. Just as it +should be. I have done the same myself with--a different chair." + +"He is _always_ doing it," continued Aurelia, unmollified. "I have told +him about it before. He made me drop a piece of bread and butter on the +carpet only yesterday." + +"I ate it afterwards," humbly suggested Ralph, still on his knees, "and +there were hairs in it. There were, indeed, Aurelia." + +"And now it is my tea-gown," continued Aurelia, giving way to the +prettiest little outburst of temper imaginable. "I wish you would get up +and go away, Ralph, and not come back. You are only making it worse by +rubbing it in that silly way with your wet handkerchief." + +"Here is another," said Charles, snatching up Lady Mary's delicate +cambric one, which was lying on her work-table, while I was in the act +of introducing Carr to her; and before that lady's politeness to Carr +would allow her to turn from him to expostulate, Charles was on his +knees beside Ralph, wiping the offending stain. + +"'Out, d----d spot!' or rather series of spots. What, Aurelia! you don't +wish it rubbed any more? Good! I will turn my attention to the +_Aubusson_ carpet. Ha! triumph! Here at least I am successful. Aunt +Mary, you have no conception how useful your handkerchief is. The amount +of tea or dirt, or both, which is leaving the carpet and taking refuge +in your little square of cambric will surprise you when you see it. Ah!" +rising from his knees as I brought up Carr, having by this time +presented him to Sir George. "Very happy to see you, Mr. Carr. Most kind +of you to come. Evelyn, are you pouring out some tea for Mr. Carr? +Nature requires support before a last rehearsal. May I introduce you to +my cousin Miss Derrick?" + +After Carr had also been introduced to Aurelia, who, however, was still +too much absorbed in her tea-gown to take much notice of him, he seemed +glad to retreat to a chair by Evelyn, who gave him his tea, and talked +pleasantly to him. He was very shy at first, but he soon got used to us, +and many were the curious glances shot at him by the rest of the party +as tea went on. There was to be a last rehearsal immediately afterwards, +so that he might take part in it; and there was a general unacknowledged +anxiety on the part of all the actors as to how he would bear that +crucial test on which so much depended. I was becoming anxious myself, +being in a manner responsible for him. + +"You're not nervous, are you?" I said, taking him aside when tea was +over. "Only act half as well as you did on the steamer and you will do +capitally." + +"Yes, I am nervous," he replied, with a short uneasy laugh. "It is +enough to make a fellow nervous to be set down among a lot of people +whom he has never seen before--to act a principal part, too. I had no +idea it was going to be such a grand affair or I would not have come. I +only did it to please you." + +Of course I knew that, and I tried to reassure him, reminding him that +the audience would not be critical, and how grateful every one was to +him for coming. + +"Tell me who some of the people are, will you?" he went on. "Who is that +tall man with the fair mustache? He is looking at us now." + +"That is Charles, the eldest son," I replied; "and the shorter one, with +the pleasant face, near the window, is Ralph, his younger brother." + +"That is a very good-looking girl he is talking to," he remarked. "I did +not catch her name." + +"Hush!" I said. "That is Miss Grant, whom he is engaged to. They have +just had a little tiff, and are making it up. He _does_ talk to her a +good deal. I have noticed it myself. Such a sweet creature!" + +"Is she going to act?" + +"Yes," I replied. "They are going to begin at once. You need not dress. +It is not a dress rehearsal." + +"I think I will go and get my boots off, though," said Carr. "Can you +show me where I am?" + +"I am afraid you are not in the house at all," I said. "The fact is--did +not Sir George tell you?" And then I explained. + +For a moment his face fell, but it cleared instantly, though not before +I had noticed it. + +"You don't mind?" I said, astonished. "You quite understand--" + +"Of course, of course!" he interrupted. "It is all right, I have a cold, +that is all; and I have to sing next week. I shall do very well. Pray +don't tell your friends I have a cold. I am sure Sir George is kindness +itself, and it might make him uneasy to think I was not in his house." + +The rehearsal now began, and in much trepidation I waited to see Carr +come on. The moment he appeared all anxiety vanished; the other actors +were reassured, and acted their best. A few passages had to be +repeated, a few positions altered, but it was obvious that Carr could +act, and act well; though, curiously enough, he looked less +gentlemanlike and well-bred when acting with Charles than he had done +when he was the best among a very mixed set on the steamer. + +"You act beautifully, Mr. Carr!" said Aurelia, when it was over. +"Doesn't he, Ralph?" + +"Doesn't he?" replied Ralph, hot but good-humored. "I am sure, Carr, we +are most grateful to you." + +"So am I," said Charles. "Your death agonies, Carr, are a credit to +human nature. No great vulgar writhings with legs all over the stage, +like Denis; but a chaste, refined wriggle, and all was over. It is a +pleasure to kill a man who dies in such a gentlemanlike manner. If only +Evelyn will keep a little closer to me when I am on my wicked baronial +knees, I shall be quite happy. You hear, Evelyn?" + +"How you can joke at this moment," said Evelyn, who looked pale and +nervous, "I cannot think. I don't believe I shall be able to remember a +word when it comes to the point." + +"Stage-fever coming on already," said Charles, in a different tone. "Ah! +it is your first appearance, is it not? Go and rest now, and you will be +all right when the time comes. I have a vision of a great success, and a +call before the curtain, and bouquets, and other delights. Only go and +rest now." And he went to light a candle for her. He seemed very +thoughtful for Evelyn. + +It was the signal for all of us to disperse, the ladies to their rooms, +the men to the only retreat left to them, the smoking-room. As Aurelia +went up-stairs I saw her beckon Ralph and whisper to him: + +"Am I really to wear them?" + +"Wear what, my angel? The jewels! Why, good gracious, I had quite +forgotten them. Of course I want you to wear them." + +"So do I, dreadfully," she replied, with a killing glance over the +balusters. "Only if I am, you must bring them down in good time, and put +them on in the greenroom. I hope you have got them somewhere safe." + +"Safe as a church," replied Ralph, forgetting that in these days the +simile was not a good one. "Father has them in his strong-box. I will +ask him to get them out--at least all that could be worn--and I will +give them a rub up before you wear them." + +"Ah!" said Charles, sadly, as we walked up-stairs, "if only I had known +Sir John!" + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +It was nearly eight o'clock when I came down. The play was to begin at +eight. The hall, which was brilliantly lighted, was one moving mass of +black coats, with here and there a red one, and evening-dresses many +colored--the people in them, chatting, bowing, laughing, being ushered +to their places. Lady Mary and Sir George Danvers side by side received +their guests at the foot of the grand staircase, Lady Mary, resplendent +in diamond tiara and riviere, smiling as if she could never frown; Sir +George upright, courteous, a trifle stiff, as most English country +gentlemen feel it incumbent on themselves to be on such occasions. + +Presently the continual roll of the carriages outside ceased, the lamps +were toned down, the orchestra struck up, and Sir George and Lady Mary +took their seats, looking round with anxious satisfaction at the hall +crowded with people. People lined the walls; chairs were being lifted +over the heads of the sitting for some who were still standing; cushions +were being arranged on the billiard-table at the back for a covey of +white waistcoats who arrived late; the staircase was already crowded +with servants; the whole place was crammed. + +I wondered how they were getting on behind the scenes, and slipping out +of the hall, I traversed the great gold and white drawing-room, prepared +for dancing, and peeped into the morning-room, which, with the adjoining +library, had been given up to the actors. They were all assembled in the +morning-room, however, waiting for one of the elder ladies who had not +come down. The prompter was getting fidgety, and walking about. The two +scene-shifters, pale, weary-looking men, who had come down with the +scenery, were sitting in the wings, perfectly apathetic amid the general +excitement. Charles and several other actors were standing round a +footman who was opening champagne bottles at a surprising rate. I saw +Charles take a glass to Evelyn, who was shivering with a sharp attack of +stage-fever in an arm-chair, looking over her part. She smiled +gratefully, but as she did so her eyes wandered to the other side of the +room, where Ralph, on his knees before Aurelia, was fastening a diamond +star in her dress. Diamonds, rubies, and emeralds flashed in her hair, +and on her white neck and arms. Ralph was fixing the last ornament onto +her shoulder with wire off a champagne bottle, there being no clasp to +hold it in its place. I saw Evelyn turn away again, and Charles, who was +watching her, suddenly went off to the fire, and began to complain of +the cold, and of the thinness of his silk stockings. + +The elder lady--"the heavy mother," as Charles irreverently called +her--now arrived; the orchestra, which was giving a final flourish, was +begged in a hoarse whisper to keep going a few minutes longer; eyes were +applied to the hole in the curtain, and then, every one being assembled, +it was felt by all that the awful moment had come at last. A more +miserable-looking set of people I never saw. I always imagined that the +actors behind the scenes were as gay off the stage as on it; but I found +to my astonishment that they were all suffering more or less from severe +mental depression. Ralph and Aurelia were now sitting ruefully together +on an ottoman beside the painting table, littered with its various +rouges and creams and stage appliances. Even Charles, who had +established Evelyn on a chair in the wings at the side she had to come +on from, and was now drinking champagne with due regard to his +paint--even Charles owned to being nervous. + +"I wish to goodness Mrs. Wright would begin!" he said. "Ah, there she +goes!"--as she ascended the stage steps. "There goes the bell. We are in +for it now. She starts, and I come on next. Up goes the curtain. Where +the devil has my book got to?" + +In another moment he was in the wings, intent on his part; then I saw +him throw down his book and go jauntily forward. A moment more, and +there was a thunder of applause. All the actors looked at each other, +and smiled a feeble smile. + +"He will do," said General Marston, the Indian officer, who, now in the +dress of an old-fashioned livery servant, proceeded to mount the steps. +It dawned upon me that I was missing the play, and I hurried back to +find Charles convulsing the audience with the utmost coolness, and +evidently enjoying himself exceedingly. Then Evelyn came on--But who +cares to read a description of a play? It is sufficient to say that +Aurelia looked charming, and many were the whispered comments on her +magnificent jewels; but on the stage Evelyn surpassed her, as much as +Aurelia surpassed Evelyn off it. + +Ralph and Carr did well, but Charles was the favorite with every one, +from the Duchess of Crushington in the front seat to the scullery-maid +on the staircase. He was so bold, so wicked, so insinuating, in his +plumed cap and short cloak, so elegantly refined when he wiped his sword +upon his second's handkerchief. He took every one's heart by storm. +Ralph, who represented all the virtues, with rather thick ankles and a +false mustache, was nowhere. When the curtain fell for the last time, +amid great and continued applause, the "heavy mother," Ralph, Aurelia, +all were well received as they passed before it; but Charles, who +appeared last, was the hero of the evening. + +"He is engaged to his cousin, Miss Derrick, isn't he?" said a lady near +me, in a loud whisper to a friend. + +"Hush! no. Charles can't marry. Head over ears in debt. They say _she_ +is attached to one of her cousins, but I forget which. I am not sure it +was not the other one." + +"Then it is the second son who is going to be married, is it? I know I +heard something about one of them being engaged." + +"Yes, the second son is engaged to that good-looking girl in diamonds, +who acted Florence Mordaunt. A lot of money, I believe, but not much in +the way of family. Grandfather sold mouse-traps in Birmingham, so people +say." + +"She looks like it!" replied the other, who had daughters out, and could +not afford to let any praise of other girls pass. "No breeding or +refinement; and she will be stout later, you will see." + +The play being over, a general movement now set in towards the +drawing-room, where the band was already installed, and making its +presence known by an inspiriting valse tune. In a few moments twenty, +thirty, forty couples were swaying to the music; Aurelia in her acting +costume was dancing away with Ralph in his red stockings; Carr with the +"heavy mother," and Charles in prosaic evening-dress was flying past +with Evelyn, who, now that she had effaced her beautiful stage +complexion, looked pale and grave as ever. + +I suppose it was a capital ball. Every one seemed to enjoy it. I did not +dance myself, but I liked watching the others; and after a time Charles, +who had been dancing indefatigably with two school-room girls with +pigtails, came and flung himself down on the other half of the ottoman +on which I was sitting. + +"Three times with each!" he said, in a voice of extreme exhaustion. "No +favoritism. I have done for to-night now." + +"What! Are you not going to dance any more?" + +"No, not unless Evelyn will give me another turn later, which she +probably won't. There she goes with Lord Breakwater again. How I do +dislike that young man! And look at Carr--valsing with Aurelia! He +seems to be leaping on her feet a good deal, and she looks as if she +were telling him so, does not she? There! they have subsided into the +bay-window. I thought she would not stand it long. He does not dance as +well as he acts. Heigh-ho! Come in to supper with me, Middleton. The +supper-room will be emptier now, and I am dying of hunger. You must be +the same, for you had no regular dinner any more than we had. Come +along. We will get a certain little table for two that I know of, in the +bay-window where I took the fair pigtail just now, to the evident +anxiety of the parental chignon who was at the large table. We will have +a good feed in peace and quietness." + +In a few minutes we were established in a quiet nook in the supper-room, +which was now half empty, and were making short work of everything +before us. + +"How well Carr acted!" said Charles at last, leaning back, and leisurely +sipping his champagne. "I can think of something besides food now. Did +not you think he acted well?" + +"Yes," I said, "but you cut him out." + +"Did I!" said Charles, absently, beckoning to some lobster salad which +was passing. "Have some? Do, Middleton. We can but die once. You won't? +Well I will. Have you often seen Carr act before?" + +"Never," I said. "I never met him till I came on board the _Bosphorus_ +at----" + +"Indeed! Oh! I fancied you were quite old friends." + +"We made great friends on the steamer." + +"Did you see much of him in London?" he asked, filling up his glass and +mine. + +"Not much, naturally," I said, laughing. "I was in London only two +nights." + +"Ah! I forgot. Very good of you, I am sure, to come down here so soon +after your arrival. You would hardly have seen him at all since you +landed, then?" + +"Carr? Yes," I replied, thinking Charles's talk was becoming very vague; +though when I rallied him about it next day he assured me it had been +very much to the point indeed. "We dined and went to the play together, +and had rather a nasty accident into the bargain on our way home." + +"What kind of accident?" + +I told him the particulars, which seemed to interest him very much. + +"And you had all those jewels of poor Sir John's with you, no doubt," +continued Charles. "You said you had them on you day and night. I wonder +you were not relieved of them." + +"That is just what Carr said," I went on; "for he lost something of his, +poor fellow. However, I had left them with Jane in a--in a _safe +place_." + +I did not think it necessary to mention the tea-caddy. + +"Oh! so Carr knew you had charge of them, did he?" said Charles. "Have +some of these grapes, Middleton; the white ones are the best." + +"Yes," I said, "he was the only person who had any idea of such a thing. +I am very careful, I can tell you; and I did not mean to have half the +ship's company know that I had valuables to such an amount upon me. When +I told Jane about them--" + +"Oh, then, Jane--I beg her pardon, Miss Middleton--was aware you had +them with you?" + +"Of course," I replied; "and she was quite astonished at them when I +showed them to her." + +"I hope," continued Charles, with his charming smile--all the more +charming because it was so rare--"that Miss Middleton will add me to the +number of her friends some day. I live in London, you know; but I wonder +at ladies caring to live there. No poultry or garden, to which the +feminine mind usually clings." + +"Jane seems to like it," I said. + +"Yes," replied Charles, meditatively. "I dare say she is very wise. A +woman who lives alone is much safer in town than in an isolated house in +the country, in case of fire, or thieves, or----" + +"Well, I don't know that," I said. "I don't see that they are so very +safe. Why, only the night before I came down here----" I stopped. I had +looked up to catch a sudden glimpse of Carr's face, pale and uneasy, +watching us in a mirror opposite. In a moment I saw his face turn +smiling to another--Evelyn's, I think--and both were gone. + +Charles's light steel eyes were fixed full upon me. + +"'Only the night before you came down here,' you were saying," he +remarked, leaning back and half shutting them as usual. + +"Yes, only the night before I came down here our house was broken into;" +and I gave him a short account of what had happened. "And only the night +before _that_," I added, "a poor woman was murdered in Jane's old house. +I remember it especially, because I went to the house by mistake, not +knowing Jane had moved, and I saw her, poor thing, sitting by the fire. +I don't see that living in town _is_ so much safer for life and +property, after all." + +"Dear me! no. You are right, perfectly right," said Charles, dreamily. +"Your sister's experience proves it. And that other poor creature--only +the night before--and in Miss Middleton's former house, too. Well, +Middleton," with a start, "I suppose we ought to be going back now. I +have got all I want, if you have. I wonder what time it is? I'm dog +tired." + +We re-entered the ball-room to find the last valse being played, and a +crowd of people taking leave of Lady Mary. + +"Where's father?" asked Charles, as Ralph came up. "He ought to be here +to say good-night." + +"He's gone to bed," said Ralph. "Aunt Mary sent him. He was quite done +up. He has been on his legs all day. I expect he will be laid up +to-morrow." + +In a quarter of an hour the ball-room was empty, and Lady Mary, who was +dragging herself wearily towards the hall as the last carriage rolled +away, felt that she might safely restore the balance of her mind by a +sudden lapse from the gracious and benevolent to the acid and severe. + +"To bed! to bed!" she kept repeating. "Where is Evelyn? I want her arm. +General Marston, Colonel Middleton, will you have the goodness to go and +glean up these young people? Mrs. Marston and Lady Delmour, you must +both be tired to death. Let us go on, and they can follow." + +General Marston and I found a whole flock of the said young people in +the library, candle in hand, laughing and talking, thinking they were +going that moment, but not doing it, and all, in fact, listening to +Charles, who was expounding a theory of his own respecting ball dresses, +which seemed to meet with the greatest feminine derision. + +"First take your silk slip," he was saying as we came in. "There is +nothing indiscreet in mentioning a slip; is there, Evelyn? I trust not; +for I heard Lady Delmour telling Mrs. Wright that all well-brought-up +young ladies had silk slips. Then--" + +"He exposes his ignorance more entirely every moment," said Evelyn. "Let +us all go to bed, and leave him to hold forth to men who know as little +as himself." + +"Oh, Ralph!" said Aurelia, pointing to the jewels on her neck and arms; +"before we go I want you to take back these. I don't like keeping them +myself; I am afraid of them." And she began to take them off and lay +them on the table. + +"Nonsense, my pet; keep them yourself, and lock them up in your +dressing-case." And Ralph held them towards her. + +"I haven't got a dressing-case," said Aurelia, pouting; "and my hat-box +won't lock. I don't like having them. I wish you would keep them +yourself." + +"Bother!" said Ralph; "and father has gone to bed. He can't put them +back into his safe, and he keeps the key himself. Where is the bag they +go in?" + +Aurelia said that she had seen him put it behind a certain jar on the +chimney-piece in the morning-room, and Carr went for it, she following +him with a candle, as all the lamps had been put out. They presently +returned with it, and Ralph, who had been collecting all the jewels +spread over the table, shovelled them in with little ceremony. + +"Bother!" he said again, looking round and swinging the bag; "what on +earth am I to do with them? Ah, well, here goes!" and he opened a side +drawer in a massive writing-table and shoved the bag in. + +"There!" he said, locking it, and putting the key in his pocket; "they +will do very well there till to-morrow. Are you content now, Aurelia?" + +"Oh yes," she said, "I am, if you are." And she bade us good-night and +followed in the wake of the others, who were really under way at last. + +As we all tramped wearily up-stairs to the smoking-room I saw Charles +draw Ralph aside and whisper something to him. + +"Nonsense!" I heard Ralph say. "Safe enough. Besides, who would suspect +their being there? Just as safe as in the strong-box. Brahma lock. Won't +be bothered any more about them." + +Charles shrugged his shoulders and marched off to bed. Ralph and Carr +likewise went off shortly afterwards to their rooms in the lodge. Carr +looked tired to death. I went down with them, at Ralph's request, to +lock the door behind them, as all the servants had gone to bed. + +It was a fine night, still and cold, with a bright moon. It had +evidently been snowing afresh, for there was not a trace of wheels upon +the ground; but it had ceased now. + +"Good-night!" called Ralph and Carr, as they went down the steps +together. I watched the two figures for a moment in the moonlight, their +footsteps making a double track in the untrodden snow. The cold was +intense. I drew back shivering, and locked and bolted the door. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +It is very seldom I cannot sleep, but I could not that night. There was +something in the intense quiet and repose of the great house, after all +the excitement of the last few hours, that oppressed me. Everything +seemed, as I lay awake, so unnaturally silent. There was not a sound in +the wide grate, where the last ashes of the fire were silently giving up +the ghost, not a rumble of wind in the old chimney which had had so much +to say the night before. I tossed and turned, and vainly sought for +sleep, now on this side, now on that. At last I gave up trying, half in +the hope that it might steal upon me unawares. I thought of the play and +the ball, of poor Charles and his debts--of anything and everything--but +it was no good. In the midst of a jumble of disconnected ideas I +suddenly found myself listening again to the silence--listening as if it +had been broken by a sound which I had not heard. My watch ticked loud +and louder on the dressing-table, and presently I gave quite a start as +the distant stable clock tolled out the hour: One, two, three, four. I +had gone to bed before three. Had I been awake only an hour? It seemed +incredible. Getting up on tiptoe, vaguely afraid myself of breaking the +silence, I noiselessly pushed aside the heavy curtains and looked out. + +The moon had set, but by the frosty starlight the outline of the great +snow-laden trees and the wide sweep of white drive were still dimly +visible. All was silent without as within. Not a branch moved or let +fall its freight of snow. There was not a breath of wind stirring. I was +on the point of getting back into bed, when I thought in the distance I +heard a sound. I listened intently. No! I must have been mistaken. Ah! +again, and nearer! I held my breath. I could distinctly hear a stealthy +step coming up the stairs. My room was the nearest to the staircase end +of the corridor, and any one coming up the stairs must pass my door. +With a presence of mind which, I am glad to say, rarely deserts me, I +blew out my candle, slipped to the door, and noiselessly opened it a +chink. + +Some one was coming down the corridor with the lightness of a cat, +candle in hand, as a faint light showed me. Another moment, and I saw +Charles, pale and haggard, still in evening-dress, coming towards me. He +was without his shoes. He passed my door and went noiselessly into his +own room, a little farther down the passage. There was the faintest +suspicion of a sound, as of a key being gently turned in the lock, and +then all was still again, stiller than ever. + +What could Charles have been after? I wondered. He could not have been +returning from seeing Denis, who was not only much better, but was in +the room beyond his own. And why had he still got on his evening clothes +at four o'clock in the morning? I determined to ask him about it next +day, as I got back into bed again, and then, while wondering about it +and trying to get warm, I fell fast asleep. I was only roused, after +being twice called, to find that it was broad daylight, and to hear +being carried down the boxes of many of the guests who were leaving by +an early train. + +I was late, but not so late as some. Breakfast was still going on. +Evelyn and Ralph had been up to see their friends off, but General and +Mrs. Marston and Carr, who was staying on, came in after I did. Lady +Mary and Aurelia were having breakfast in their own rooms. I think +nothing is more dreary than a long breakfast-table, laid for large +numbers, with half a dozen picnicking at it among the débris left by +earlier ravages. Evelyn, behind the great silver urn, looked pale and +preoccupied, and had very little to say for herself when I journeyed up +to her end of the table and sat down by her. She asked me twice if I +took sugar, and was not bright and alert and ready in conversation, as I +think girls should be. Carr, too, was eating his breakfast in silence +beside Mrs. Marston. + +It was not cheerful. And then Charles came in, listless and tired, and +without an appetite. He sat down wearily on the other side of Evelyn, +and watched her pour out his coffee without a word. + +"The Carews and Edmonts and Lady Delmour and her daughter have just +gone," said Evelyn, "and Mr. Denis." + +"Yes," replied Charles, seeming to pull himself together; "Denis came to +my room before he went. He looked a wreck, poor fellow; but not worse +than some of us. These late hours, these friskings with energetic young +creatures in the school-room, these midnight revels, are too much for +me. I feel a perfect wreck this morning, too." + +He certainly looked it. + +"Have you had bad letters?" said Evelyn, in a low voice. + +He laughed a little--a grim laugh--and shook his head. "But I had +yesterday," he added presently, in a low tone. "I shall have to try a +change of air again soon, I am afraid." + +I was just going to ask Charles what he had been doing walking about in +his socks the night before, when the door opened, and Ralph, whose +absence I had not noticed, came in. He looked much perturbed. It seemed +his father had been taken suddenly and alarmingly ill while dressing. In +a moment all was confusion. Evelyn precipitately left the room to go to +him, while Charles rushed round to the stables to send a groom on +horseback for the nearest doctor. Ralph followed him, and the remainder +of the party gathered in a little knot round the fire, Mrs. Marston +expressing the sentiment of each of us when she said that she thought +visitors were very much in the way when there was illness in the house, +and that she regretted that she and her husband had arranged to stay +over Sunday, to-day being Friday. + +"So have I," said Carr; "but I am sure I had better have refused. A +stranger in a sick-house is a positive nuisance. I think I shall go to +town by an afternoon train, if there is one." + +"Upon my word I think we had better do the same," said Mrs. Marston. +"What do you say, Arthur?" and she turned to her husband. + +"I must go to-day, anyhow--on business," said General Marston. + +"I hope no one is talking of leaving," said Charles, who had returned +suddenly, rather out of breath. + +As he spoke his eyes were fixed on Carr. + +"Yes, that is exactly what we were doing," said Mrs. Marston. "Nothing +is so tiresome as having visitors on one's hands when there is illness +in the house. Mr. Carr was thinking of going up to London by the +afternoon train; and I have a very good mind to go away with Arthur, +instead of staying on, and letting him come back here for me to-morrow, +as we had intended." + +"Pray do not think of such a thing!" said Charles, really with +unnecessary earnestness. "Mrs. Marston, pray do not alter your plans. +Carr!" in a much sterner tone, "I must beg that you will not think of +leaving us to-day. Your friend Colonel Middleton is staying on, and we +cannot allow you to desert us so suddenly." + +It was more like a command than an invitation; but Carr, usually so +quick to take a slight, did not seem to notice it, and merely said that +he should be happy to go or stay, whichever was most in accordance with +the wishes of others, and took up the newspaper. He and Charles did not +seem to get on well. I could see that Charles had not seemed to take to +him from the very first; and Carr certainly did not appear at ease in +the house. Perhaps Charles felt that he had rather failed in courtesy +to him, for during the remainder of the morning he hardly let him out of +his sight. He took him to see the stables, though Carr openly declared +that he did not understand horses; he showed him his collection of Zulu +weapons in the vestibule; he even started a game of billiards with him +till the arrival of the doctor. I did not think Carr took his attentions +in very good part, though he was too well-mannered to show it; but he +looked relieved when Charles went up-stairs with the doctor, and pitched +his cue into the rack at once, and came to the hall-fire where I was +sitting, and where Aurelia presently joined us, fresh and smiling, in +the prettiest of morning-gowns. Every one met in the hall. It was in the +centre of the house, and every one coming up or down had to pass through +it. Just now it was not so tempting an abode as usual, for the flowers +and part of the stage had already been removed, and the bare boards, +with their wooden supports, gave an air of discomfort to the whole +place. + +Aurelia opened wide eyes of horror at hearing Sir George was ill. She +even got out a tiny laced pocket-handkerchief; but before she had had +time to weep much into it, and spoil her pretty eyes, the doctor +reappeared, accompanied by Charles and Ralph, and we all learned to our +great relief that Sir George, though undoubtedly ill, was not +dangerously so at present, though the greatest care would be necessary. +Lady Mary had undertaken the nursing of her brother-in-law, and in her +the doctor expressed the same confidence which parents are wont to feel +in a stern school-master. In the mean time the patient was to be kept +very quiet, and on no account to be disturbed. + +When the doctor had left, Ralph and Aurelia, who had actually seen +nothing of each other that morning, sauntered away together towards the +library. Charles challenged Carr to finish his game of billiards, and +Marston and I retired up-stairs to the smoking-room, where we could talk +over our Indian experiences, and perhaps doze undisturbed. We might have +been so occupied for half an hour or more when a flying step came up the +stairs, the door was thrown open, and Ralph rushed into the room. + +"General Marston! Colonel Middleton!" he gasped out, breathing hard, +"will you, both of you, come to my father's room at once? He has sent +for you." + +"Good gracious! Is he worse?" I exclaimed. + +"No. Hush! Don't ask anything, but just come,"--and he turned and led +the way to Sir George Danvers's room. + +We followed in wondering silence, and, after passing along numerous +passages, were ushered into a large oak-panelled room with a great +carved bed in it, in the middle of which, bolt-upright, sat Sir George +Danvers, pale as ivory, his light steel eyes (so like Charles's) seeming +to be the only living thing about him. + +As we came in he looked at each of us in turn. + +"Where is Charles?" he said, speaking in a hoarse whisper. + +"Dear me! Sir George," I said, sympathetically, "how you _have_ lost +your voice!" + +He looked at me for a moment, and then turned to Ralph again. + +"Where is Charles?" he asked a second time, in the same tone. + +"Here!" said a quiet voice. And Charles came in, and shut the door. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +The two pairs of steel eyes met, and looked fixedly at each other. + +A tap came to the door. + +Sir George winced, and made a sign to Ralph, who rushed to it and bolted +it. + +"I am coming in, George," said Lady Mary's voice. + +"Send her away," came a whisper from the bed. + +This was easier said than done. But it _was_ done after a sufficiently +long parley; and Lady Mary retired under the impression that Ralph was +sitting alone with his father, who thought he might get a little sleep. + +"Now," whispered Sir George, motioning to Ralph. + +"The fact is," said Ralph, "the jewels are gone! They have been stolen +in the night." + +He bolted out with this one sentence, and then was silent. Marston and I +stared at him aghast. + +"Is there no mistake?" said Marston at last. + +"None," replied Ralph. "I put them in a drawer in the great inlaid +writing-table in the library last night, before everybody. I went for +them this morning, half an hour ago, at father's request. The lock was +broken, and they were gone." + +There was another long silence. + +"I was a fool, of course, to put them there," resumed Ralph. "Charles +told me so; but I thought they were as safe there as anywhere, if no one +knew--and no one did except the house party." + +"Were any of the servants about?" asked Marston. + +"Not one. They had all gone to bed except one of the footmen, who was +putting out the lamps in the supper-room, miles away." + +Another silence. + +"That is the dreadful part of it," burst out Ralph. "They must have been +taken by some one staying in the house--some one who saw me put them +there. The first thing I did was to send for the house-maids, and they +assured me that they had found every shutter shut, and every door +locked, this morning, as usual. Any one with time and wits _might_ have +got in through one of the library windows by taking out a pane and +forcing the shutter. I suppose a practised hand might have done such a +thing; but I went outside and there was not a footstep in the snow +anywhere near the library windows, or, for that matter, anywhere near +the house at all, except at the side and front doors, which are +impracticable for any one to force an entrance by." + +"When did it leave off snowing?" asked Marston. + +"About three o'clock," replied Ralph. "It must have snowed heavily till +then, for there was not a trace of all the carriage-wheels on the drive +when we went out last night, but our footprints down to the lodge are +clear in the snow now. There has been no snow since three o'clock this +morning." + +"It all points to the same thing," said Charles, quietly, speaking for +the first time. "The jewels were taken by some one staying in the +house." + +"One of the servants--" began Marston. + +"No!" said Charles, cutting him short, "not one of the servants." + +"It is impossible it should have been one of them," said Ralph, after +some thought. "First of all, none of them saw the jewels put into that +drawer; and, secondly, how could they suspect me of hiding them in a +place where I had never thought of putting them myself till that moment? +Besides, that one drawer only was broken open--the centre drawer in the +left-hand set of drawers. All the others were untouched, though they +were all locked. No one who had not _seen_ the jewels put in would have +found them so easily. That is the frightful part of it." + +For a few minutes no one spoke. At last Marston raised his head from his +hands. + +"There is no way out of it," he said, very gravely. "The robbery was +committed by one of the visitors staying in the house!" + +"Yes!" said Charles. + +"Yes!" echoed a whisper from the bed. + +Charles looked up slowly and deliberately, and the eyes of father and +son met again. + +"We do not often agree, father," he said, in a measured voice. "I mark +this exception to the rule with pleasure." + +"When I had made out as much as this," continued Ralph, "father told me +to call both of you and Charles, to consider what ought to be done +before we make any move." + +"Have you an inventory of the jewels?" asked Marston at length. + +"None," said Sir George, "unless Middleton had one from Sir John." + +I thereupon recapitulated in full all the circumstances of the bequest, +finally adding that Sir John had never so much as mentioned an +inventory. + +"So much the better for the thief," said Marston, his chin in his hands. +"It is not a case for a detective," he added. + +"I think not," said Charles. + +A kind of hoarse ghostly laugh came from the bed. "Charles is always +right," whispered the sick man. "Quite unnecessary, I am sure." + +"Oh, I don't know," I said, feeling I had not yet been of as much +assistance as I could have wished. "Now, I think detectives are of +use--really useful, you know, in finding out things. There was a +detective, I remember, trying to trace the people who murdered that poor +lady at Jane's old house since my return." + +"But who could it have been? who could it have been?" burst out Ralph, +unheeding. "They were all friends. It is frightful to suspect one of +them. One could as easily suspect one's self. Which of them all could +have done a thing like that? Out of them all, which was it?" + +"Carr!" replied Charles, quietly, looking full at his father. + +If a bomb-shell had fallen among us at that moment it could not have +produced a greater effect than that one word, uttered so deliberately. +Sir George started in his bed, and clutched at the bedclothes with both +hands. My brain positively reeled. Carr! my friend Carr! introduced into +the family by myself, was being accused by Charles. I was speechless +with indignation. + +"I am sorry, Middleton," continued Charles; "I know he is your friend, +but I can't help that. Carr took the jewels. I distrusted him from the +moment he set foot in the house." + +"Where is he at this instant?" said Marston, getting up. "Is no one with +him?" + +"There is no need to be anxious on his account," replied Charles. "I +took him up to the smoking-room before I came here, and I turned the key +in the door. The key is here." And he laid it on the table. + +Marston sat down again. + +"What are your grounds for suspecting Carr?" he asked. "Remember, this +is a very serious thing, Charles, that you have done in locking him up, +if you have not adequate reason for it." + +"You had better leave Carr alone, Charles," said Ralph, significantly. + +"Let him go on," said Sir George. + +"I have no proof," continued Charles; "I did not see him take them, but +I am as certain of it as if I had seen it with my own eyes. The jewels +could only have been stolen by some one staying in the house. That is +certain. Who, excepting Carr, was a stranger among us? Who, excepting +Carr--" + +"Stop, Charles," said Ralph again. "Don't you know that Carr slept with +me down at the lodge?" + +Charles turned on his brother and gripped his shoulder. + +"Do you mean to say," he said, sharply, "that Carr did not sleep in the +house last night?" + +"Dear me, Charles, that was an oversight on your part," came Sir +George's whisper. + +"No," replied Ralph, "he did not. The house was full, and we had to put +him in that second small room through mine in the lodge. If Carr had +been dying to take them he had not the opportunity. He could not have +left his room without passing through mine, and I never went to sleep at +all. I had a sharp touch of neuralgia from the cold, which kept me awake +all night." + +"He got out through the window," said Charles. + +"Nonsense!" said Ralph, getting visibly angry; "you are only making +matters worse by trying to put it on him. Remember the size of the +window. Besides, you know how the lodge stands, built against the garden +wall. When I came out this morning there was not a single footstep in +the snow, except those we had made as we went there the night before. I +noticed our footmarks particularly, because I had been afraid there +would be more snow. No one could by any possibility have left the house +during the night. Even Jones himself had not been out, for there was a +little eddy of snow before the back door, and I remember calling to him +that he would want his broom." + +"The snow clinches the matter, Charles," said Marston, gravely. "You +have made a mistake." + +"Quite unintentional, I'm sure," whispered Sir George. + +There was something I did not like about that whisper. It seemed to +imply more than met the ear. + +Charles did not appear to hear him. He was looking fixedly before him, +his hand had dropped from Ralph's shoulder, his face was quite gray. + +"Then," he said, slowly, as if waking out of a dream, "it was _not_ +Carr." + +"No," said Sir George; "I never thought it was." + +"Good God!" ejaculated Charles, sinking into a low chair by the fire, +and shading his face with his hand. "Not Carr, after all!" + +But my indignation could not be restrained a moment longer. I had only +been kept silent by repeated signs from Marston, and now I broke out. + +"And so, sir, you suspect my friend," I said, "and insult him in your +father's house by turning the key on him. You endeavor to throw +suspicion on a man who never injured you in the slightest degree. You +insult _me_ in insulting my friend, sir. Suspicion is not always such an +easy thing to shake off as it has been in this instance. I, on my side, +might ask what _you_ were doing walking about the passages in your socks +at four o'clock this morning? In your socks, sir, still in your evening +clothes--" + +I had spoken it anger, not thinking much what I was saying, and I +stopped short, alarmed at the effect of my own words. + +"I knew it! I knew it!" gasped Sir George, in his hoarse, suffocated +voice, and he fell back panting among his pillows. + +Charles took his hand from his face, and looked hard at me with a +strange kind of smile. + +"At any rate we are quits, Middleton," he said. "You have done it now, +and no mistake." + +I did not quite see what I had done, but it soon became apparent. + +"I knew it!" gasped out the sick man again; "I knew it from the first +moment that he tried to throw suspicion on Carr." + +"Sir George," said Marston, gravely, "Charles made a mistake just now. +Do not you, on your side, make another. Come, Charles," turning to the +latter, who was now sitting erect, with flashing eyes, "tell us about +it. What were you doing when Middleton saw you?" + +"I was coming up-stairs," said Charles, haughtily. + +"From the library?" asked Sir George. + +Charles bit his lip and remained silent. + +I would not have spoken to him for a good deal at that moment. He looked +positively dangerous. + +"From the library, of course," he said at last, controlling himself, and +speaking with something of his old careless manner, "laden with the +spoils of my midnight depredations. Parental fondness will supply all +minor details, no doubt; so, as the subject is a delicate one for me, I +will withdraw, that it may be discussed more fully in my absence." + +"Stop, Charles," said Marston; "the case is too serious for banter of +this kind. My dear boy," he added, kindly, "I am glad to see you angry, +but nevertheless, you must condescend to explain. The longer you allow +suspicion to rest on yourself the longer it will be before it falls on +the right person. Come, what were you doing in the passage at that time +of night?" + +Charles was touched, I could see. A very little kindness was too much +for him. + +"It is no good, Marston," he said, in quite a different voice--"I am not +believed in this house." + +He turned away and leaned against the mantle-piece, looking into the +fire. Ralph cleared his throat once or twice, and then suddenly went up +to him, and laid his hand affectionately on his shoulder. + +"Fire away, old boy!" he said, in a constrained tone, and he choked +again. + +Charles turned round and faced his brother, with the saddest smile I +ever saw. + +"Well, Ralph!" he said, "I will tell you everything, and then you can +believe me or not, as you like. I have never told you a lie, have I?" + +"Not often," replied Ralph, unwillingly. + +"You at least are truth itself," said Charles, reddening; "and if you +are biassed in your opinion of me, perhaps it is more the fault of that +exemplary Christian, Aunt Mary, than your own. According to her, I have +told lies enough to float a company or carry an election, and I never +like to disappoint her expectations of me in that respect; but you I +have never to my knowledge deceived, and I am not going to begin now." + +"You will be a clergyman yet," whispered the sick parent. "There is a +good living in the family. Charles, I shall live to see the Reverend +Charles Danvers in a surplice, preaching his first sermon on the ninth +commandment." + +"At any rate, he is practising the fifth under difficulties at this +moment," said Marston, as Charles winced and turned his back on the +parental sick-bed. "Come, my boy, we are losing time." + +"Will somebody have the goodness to restrain Middleton if he gets +excited?" said Charles. "I am afraid he won't like part of what I have +got to say." + +"Nonsense, sir!" I replied, with warmth. "I hope I can restrain myself +as well as any man, even under such provocation as I have lately +received. You may depend on me, sir, that--" + +"We lose time," said Marston, seating himself by me, and cutting short +what I was saying in an exceedingly brusque manner. "Come, Charles, you +should not be interrupted." + +But he was. I interrupted him the whole time, in spite of continual +efforts on the part of Marston to make me keep silence. I am not the man +calmly to let pass black insinuations against the character of a friend. +No, I stood up for him. I am glad to think how I stood up for him, not +only metaphorically, but in the most literal sense of the term; for I +found myself continually getting up, and Marston as often pulling me +down again into my chair. + +"Am I to speak, or is Middleton?" said Charles at last, in despair. "I +will do a solo, or I will keep silence; but really I am unequal to a +duet." + +"Sir George," said Marston, "will you have the goodness to desire +Colonel Middleton to be silent, or to leave the room till Charles has +finished his story?" + +I was justly annoyed at Marston's manner of speaking of me, but as I had +no intention to leave the room and miss what was going on, I merely +bowed in answer to a civil request from Sir George, and took up an +attitude of dignified silence. I felt that I had done my part in +vindicating my friend; and after all, no one, evidently, was accustomed +to believe what Charles said. + +"As I was saying," he continued, "I suspected Carr from the first. I did +not like the look of him, and I purposely pumped Middleton about him +last night at supper." + +I nearly burst out at the bare idea of Charles daring to say he had +pumped me; but, as will be seen, he could twist anything that was said +to such an extent that it was perfectly useless to contradict him any +longer. I said not a single word, and he went on: + +"All Middleton told me confirmed me in my suspicions. Sir John had been +murdered the night before Middleton sailed for England, a whisper of the +jewels having no doubt gone abroad. Carr came on board next day, and +made friends with Middleton. Whether he had anything to do with the +murder or not, God knows! but he found out--nay, Middleton openly told +him--that he had jewels of great value in his possession, which he +carried about on his person. Carr was the only person aware of that +fact. What follows? Carr has Middleton's address in London. Middleton +goes to the house, and finds that his sister has moved to the next +street. That house to which he first went is broken into, and the poor +woman in it is murdered, or dies of fright that same night. I mention +this as coincidence number one. The following evening Middleton, having +by chance left the jewels at home, dines, and goes to the theatre by +appointment with Carr. Unique cab accident occurs, in which Middleton is +knocked on the head and rendered unconscious. Coincidence number two. +Miss Middleton's house is broken into that same night on Middleton's +return to it. Coincidence number three. When I put all this together +last night, remembering that Carr, by Middleton's own account, was the +only person aware that he had jewels of great value in his keeping, I +felt absolutely certain (as I feel still) that he had accepted the +invitation, and come down from London solely for the purpose of stealing +them. It was pure conjecture on my part, and I dared say nothing beyond +begging Ralph not to leave the jewels in the library--which, however, he +did. I went straight off to my room when the others went to smoke, but I +did not go to bed. The more I thought it over the more certain I felt +that Carr would not let slip such an opportunity, the more convinced +that an attempt would be made that very night. I did not know that he +was not sleeping in the house, but I knew Ralph was at the lodge, so I +could not go and consult with him, as I should otherwise have done. I +thought of going to Middleton, whose room was close to mine, but on +second thoughts I gave up the idea. I am glad I did. At last I +determined I would wait till the house was quiet, and that then I would +go down alone, and watch in the library in the dark. I lay down on my +bed in my clothes to wait, and then--I had been up most of the night +before with Denis; I was dead beat with acting and dancing--by ill luck +I fell asleep. When I woke up I found to my horror that it was close on +four o'clock. I instantly slipped off my shoes, and crept out of my room +and down the stairs. I could not get to the library from the hall, as +the stage blocked the way, and I had to go all the way round by the +drawing-room and morning-room. As I went I thought how easy it would be +for Carr to force the lock of the drawer; and so, it flashed across me, +could I. Oh, Ralph!" said Charles, "I went down solely to look after +your property for you, but I _did_ think of it. I hope I should not have +done it, but I suddenly remembered how hard pressed I was for money, and +I did think of the crescent, and how you would hardly miss it, and +how--but what does it matter now? When I got to the library I found I +was too late. The lock of the drawer had been forced, and it was empty. +There was nothing for it but to go back to my room. I felt as certain +that Carr had done it as that I am standing here; but I dared say +nothing next morning, for fear of drawing an ever-ready parental +suspicion on myself--which, however, Middleton did for me. All I could +do was to keep Carr well in sight until the theft was found out, to +prevent any possibility of his escaping, and then to accuse him. There!" +said Charles, "that is the whole truth. Carr did not take the jewels; +that is absolutely proved, and the sooner he is let out the better. Who +took them Heaven only knows! I don't. But I know who meant to, and that +was Carr." + +"Charles," said Ralph, with glistening eyes, "if ever I get them back +you shall have the crescent." + +"A very neat little story altogether," said Sir George, "and the episode +of temptation very effectively thrown in. It does you credit, my son, +and is a great relief to your old father's mind." + +"Thank you, Charles," said Marston, getting up. "Sir George, it is close +on luncheon-time, and Carr must be let out at once. Now that Charles has +so completely cleared himself I don't see that anything more can be done +for the moment; and of one thing I am certain, namely, that you are +making yourself much worse, and must keep absolutely quiet for the rest +of the day. If I may advise, I would suggest that Carr should be allowed +to leave, as he wishes to do, by the afternoon train, and should not be +pressed to stay. There is nothing more to be got out of him; and, +considering the circumstances, I should say the sooner he is out of the +house the better. As he has been wrongly suspected, I think the robbery +had better not be mentioned to any one, even the ladies in the house, +until after he has left." + +"Aurelia knows," said Ralph. "She was with me in the library. I left her +crying bitterly about them." + +"Let her cry, if she will only hold her tongue," said Sir George, making +a last effort to speak, but evidently at the extreme point of +exhaustion. "And you, Marston, you are right about Carr. See that he +goes this afternoon. There is nothing more to be done at present. +Charles, you will remain here, though I have no doubt you have an +engagement in London. I cannot spare you just yet." + +Charles bowed, and he and Marston went out. I remained a second behind +with Ralph. + +"I see it quite clearly," said Sir George. "I know Charles. He is sharp +enough. He saw Carr meant mischief, and he was beforehand with him; and +_he_ took what Carr meant to take. It was not badly imagined, but he +should have made certain Carr was sleeping in the house. It all turned +on that. He never reckoned on the possibility of Carr's being cleared." + +"Middleton is still here," said Ralph, significantly, who was pouring +out something for his father. + +"Is he? I thought he was gone!" said Sir George, so sharply, that I +considered it advisable to retire at once. + +Charles and Marston were talking together earnestly in the passage. + +"He does not believe a word I say," said Charles, as I joined them; +"and, what is more, I could see he had told Ralph he suspected me before +we came in. Did not you see how Ralph tried to stop me when he thought I +was committing myself by accusing Carr, who, it seems, was quite out of +the question? I am glad you cut it short, Marston. He was making himself +worse every moment." + +"Come on with that key of yours, and let us go and let out Carr," +replied Marston, patting Charles kindly on the back, "or he will be +kicking all the paint off the door." + +"Not he!" said Charles. "An honest man would have rung up the whole +household and nearly battered the door down by this time, thinking it +had been locked by mistake. Carr knows better." + +We had reached the smoking-room by this time, just as the gong was +beginning to sound for luncheon, and under cover of the noise Charles +fitted the key into the key-hole and unlocked the door. He and Marston +went slowly in, talking on some indifferent subject, and I followed. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +The room seemed strangely quiet after the stormy interview in the +sick-chamber which we had just left. The pale winter sunlight was +stealing in aslant through the low windows. The fire had sunk to a deep +red glow, and in an arm-chair drawn up in front of it, newspaper in +hand, was Carr, evidently fast asleep. + +"'Oh, my prophetic soul!'" whispered Charles, nudging Marston; and then +he went forward and shouted "Luncheon!" in a voice that would have waked +the dead. + +Carr started up and rubbed his eyes. + +"Why, I believe you have been here ever since I left you here, hours +ago," said Charles, in a surprised tone, though really, under the +circumstances, it did not require a great stretch of the imagination to +suppose any such thing. + +"Yes," said Carr, still rubbing his eyes. "Have you been gone long? I +expect I fell asleep." + +"I rather thought you were inclined for a nap when I left you," replied +Charles, airily; "and now let us go to luncheon." + +It was a very dismal meal. Lady Mary did not come down to it, and +Aurelia sat with red eyes, tearful and silent. Ralph was evidently out +of favor, for she hardly spoke to him, and snubbed him decidedly when he +humbly tendered a peace-offering in the form of a potato. Evelyn, too, +was silent, or made spasmodic attempts at conversation with Mrs. +Marston, the only unconstrained person of the party. Evelyn and Aurelia +had appeared together, and it was evident from Evelyn's expression that +Aurelia had told her. What conversation there was turned upon Sir +George's illness. + +"We must go by the afternoon train, my dear," said Marston down the +table to his wife. "In Sir George's present state _all_ visitors are an +incubus." + +Carr looked up. "I think I ought to go, too," he said. "I wished to +arrange to do so this morning, but Mr. Danvers," glancing at Charles, +"would not hear of it. I am sure, when there is illness in a house, +strangers are always in the way." + +"I have seen my father since then," replied Charles, "and I fear his +illness is much more serious than I had any idea of. That being the +case, I feel it would be wrong to press any one, even Middleton, to stay +and share the tedium of a sick-house." + +After a few more civil speeches it was arranged that Carr should, after +all, leave by the train which he had proposed in the morning. It was +found that there was still time for him to do so, but that was all. He +was evidently as anxious to be off as the Danverses were that he should +go. The dog-cart was ordered, a servant despatched to the lodge in hot +haste to pack his portmanteau, and in half an hour he was bidding us +good-bye, evidently glad to say it. Poor fellow! He little guessed, as +he shook hands with us, how shamefully he had been suspected, how +villanously he had been traduced behind his back. Somehow or other I had +not had a moment of conversation with him since the morning, or a single +chance of telling him how I had stood up for him in his absence. Either +Charles or Marston were always at hand, and when he took leave of me I +could only shake his hand warmly, and tell him to come and see me again +in town. I watched him spinning down the drive in the dog-cart, little +thinking how soon I should see him again, and in what circumstances. + +"We shall have more snow," said Ralph, coming in-doors. "I feel it in +the air." + +General and Mrs. Marston were the next to leave, starting an hour later, +and going in the opposite direction. I saw Marston turn aside, when his +wife was taking leave of the others, and go up to Charles. The young +hand and the old one met, and were locked tight. + +"Good-bye, my dear boy," said Marston. + +"Don't go," said Charles, without looking up. + +"I must!" said Marston. "I am due at Kemberley to-night, on business; +but," in a lower tone, "I shall come back to-morrow, in case I can be of +any use." + +They were gone, and I was the only one remaining. It has occurred to me +since that perhaps they expected me to go too, but I never thought of it +at the time. I had been asked for a week, and to go before the end of it +never so much as entered my head. + +There was no chance of going out. The early winter afternoon was already +closing in, and a few flakes of snow were drifting like feathers in the +heavy air, promising more to come. Every one seemed to have dispersed, +Ralph up-stairs to his father, Charles out-of-doors somewhere in spite +of the weather. I remembered that I had not written to Jane since I +left London, and went into the library to do so. As I came in I saw +Evelyn sitting in a low chair by the fire, gazing abstractedly into it. +She started when she saw me, and on my saying I wished to write some +letters, showed me a writing-table near the fire, with pens, ink, and +paper. + +"You will find it very cold at the big table in the window," she said, +looking at it with its broken drawer, a chink open, with a visible +shudder. + +I installed myself near the fire, talking cheerfully the while, for it +struck me she was a little low in her spirits. She did not make much +response, and I was settling down to my letters when she suddenly said: + +"Colonel Middleton!" + +"Yes, Miss Derrick." + +"I am afraid I am interrupting your writing, but--" + +I looked round. She was standing up, nervously playing with her rings. +"But--I know I am not supposed to--but I know what happened last night; +Aurelia told me." + +"It is very sad, isn't it?" I said. "But cheer up. I dare say we may get +them back yet." And I nodded confidentially at her. "In the mean time, +you know, you must not talk of it to any one." + +"Do you suspect any one in particular?" she asked, very earnestly, +coming a step nearer. + +I hardly knew what to say. Carr, I need hardly mention, I had never +suspected for a moment; but Charles--Marston had evidently believed what +Charles had said, but I am by nature more cautious and less credulous +than Marston. Besides, I had not forgiven Charles yet for trying to +incriminate Carr. Not knowing what to say, I shrugged my shoulders and +smiled. + +"You do suspect some one, then?" + +"My dear young lady," I replied, "when jewels are stolen, one naturally +suspects some one has taken them." + +"So I should imagine. Whom do you naturally suspect?" + +I could not tell her that I more than suspected Charles. + +"I know nothing for certain," I said. + +"But you have a suspicion?" + +"I have a suspicion." + +She went to the door to see if it were shut, and then came back and +said, in a whisper: + +"So have I." + +"Perhaps we suspect the same person?" I said. + +She did not answer, but fixed her dark eyes keenly on mine. I had never +noticed before how dark they were. + +I saw then that she knew, and that she suspected Charles, just as Sir +George had done. + +I nodded. + +"Nothing is proved," I said. + +"I dared not say even as much as this before," she continued, hurriedly. +"It is only the wildest, vaguest suspicion. I have nothing to take hold +of. It is so horrible to suspect any one; but--" + +She stopped suddenly. Her quick ear had caught the sound of a distant +step coming across the hall. In another moment Aurelia came in. + +"Are you there, Evelyn?" she said. "I was looking for you, to ask where +the time-table lives. I want to look out my journey for to-morrow. Ralph +ought to do it, but he is up-stairs," with a little pout. + +"You ought not to have quarrelled with him until he had made it out for +you," said Evelyn, smiling. "It is a very cross journey, isn't it? Let +me see. You are going to your uncle in Dublin, are not you? You had +better go to London, and start from there. It will be the shortest way +in the end." + +The two girls laid their heads together over the Bradshaw, Evelyn's +dark-soft hair making a charming contrast to Aurelia's yellow curls. At +last the journey was made out and duly written down, and a post-card +despatched to the uncle in Dublin. + +"Have you seen Ralph anywhere?" asked Aurelia, when she had finished it. +"I am afraid I was a little tiny wee bit cross to him this morning, and +I am so sorry." + +Evelyn always seemed to stiffen when Aurelia talked about Ralph, and, +under the pretext of putting her post-card in the letter-bag for her, +she presently left the room, and did not return. + +Aurelia sat down on the hearth-rug, and held two plump little hands to +the fire. It was quite impossible to go on writing to Jane while she was +there, and I gave it up accordingly. + +"I am glad Evelyn is gone," she said, confidentially. "Do you know why I +am glad?" + +I said I could not imagine. + +"Because," continued Aurelia, nodding gravely at me, "I want to have a +very, very, _very_ serious conversation with you, Colonel Middleton." + +I said I should be charmed, inwardly wondering what that little curly +head would consider to be serious conversation. + +"Really serious, you know," continued Aurelia, "not pretence. About +that!" pointing with a pink finger at the inlaid writing-table. "You +know I was with Ralph when he found it out, and I am afraid I was a +little cross to him, only really it was so hard, and they were so +lovely, and it _was_ partly his fault, now, wasn't it, for leaving them +there? He ought to have been more careful." + +"Of course he ought," I said. I would not have contradicted her for +worlds. + +"And you know I am to be married next month; and Aunt Alice in Dublin, +who is getting my things, says as it is to be a winter wedding I am to +be married in a white _frisé_ velvet, and I did think the diamonds would +have looked so lovely with it. Wouldn't they?" + +I agreed, of course. + +"But I shall never be married in them now," she said, with a deep sigh. +"And I was looking forward to the wedding so much, though I dare say I +did tell a naughty little story when I said I was _not_ to Ralph the +other night. Of course Ralph is still left," she added, as an +after-thought; "but it won't be so perfect, will it?" + +I was morally certain Charles would have to give them up, so I said, +reassuringly: + +"Perhaps you may be married in them, after all." + +"Oh!" she said, clasping her hands together, "do you really think so? Do +you know anything? I have not seen Ralph since to ask him about it. Do +you think we shall really get them back?" + +"I should not wonder." + +"Oh, Colonel Middleton, I see you know. You are a clever, wise man, and +you have found out something. Who is it? Do tell me!" + +"Will you promise not to tell any one?" + +"Mayn't I tell Ralph? I tell him everything." + +"Well, you may tell Ralph, because he knows already; but no one else, +remember. The truth is, we are afraid it is Charles." + +There was a long pause. + +"I know Evelyn thinks so," said Aurelia, in a whisper, "though she tries +not to show it, because--because--" + +"Because what?" + +"Well, of course, you can't have helped seeing, can you, that she and +Charles--" + +I had not seen it; indeed, I had fancied at times that Evelyn had a +leaning towards Ralph; but I never care to seem slower than others in +noticing these things, so I nodded. + +"And then, you know, people can't be married that haven't any money; and +Charles and Evelyn have none," said Aurelia. "Oh, I am glad Ralph is +well off." + +A light was breaking in on me. Perhaps it was not Charles after all. +Perhaps-- + +"I am afraid Evelyn is very unhappy," continued Aurelia. "Her room is +next to mine, and she walks up and down, and up and down, in the night. +I hear her when I am in bed. Last night I heard her so late, so late +that I had been to sleep and had waked up again. Do you know," and she +crept close up to me with wide, awe-struck eyes, "I am going away +to-morrow, and I don't like to say anything to any one but you; but I +think Evelyn knows something." + +"Miss Derrick!" I said, beginning to suspect that she possibly knew a +good deal more than any of us, and then suddenly remembering that she +had been on the point of telling me something and had been interrupted. +I was getting quite confused. She certainly would not have wished to +confide in me if my new suspicion were correct. Considering there was a +mystery, it was curious how every one seemed to know something very +particular about it. + +"Yes," replied Aurelia, nodding once or twice. "I am sure she knows +something. I went into her room before luncheon, and she was sitting +with her head down on the dressing-table, and when she looked up I saw +she had been crying. I don't know what to say about it to Ralph; but you +know,"--with a shake of the curls--"though people may think me only a +silly little thing, yet I do notice things, Colonel Middleton. Aunt +Alice in Dublin often says how quickly I notice things. And I thought, +as you were staying on, and seemed to be a friend, I would tell you this +before I went away, as you would know best what to do about it." + +Aurelia had more insight into character than I had given her credit for. +She had hit upon the most likely person to follow out a clew, however +slight, in a case that seemed becoming more and more complicated. I +inwardly resolved that I would have it out with Miss Derrick that very +evening. Lady Mary now came in, and servants followed shortly afterwards +with lamps. The dreary twilight, with its dim whirlwinds of driving +snow, was shut out, the curtains were drawn, and tea made its +appearance. Evelyn presently returned, and Charles also, who civilly +wished Lady Mary good-morning, not having seen her till then. She handed +him his tea without a word in reply. It was evident that she, also, was +aware of the robbery, and it is hardly necessary to add that she +suspected Charles. + +"How is my father?" he asked, taking no notice of the frigidity of her +manner. + +"He is asleep at this moment," she replied. "Ralph is remaining with +him." + +"He is better, then, I hope?" + +"He is in a very critical state, and is likely to remain in it. His +illness was quite serious enough, without having it increased by one of +his own household." + +"Ah, I was afraid that had been the case," returned Charles. "I knew you +had been doctoring him when he was out of sorts yesterday. But you must +not reproach yourself, Aunt Mary. We are none of us infallible. No doubt +you acted for the best at the time, and I dare say what you gave him may +not do him any permanent injury." + +"If that is intended to be amusing," said Lady Mary, her teacup +trembling in her hand, "I can only say that, in my opinion, wilfully +misunderstanding a simple statement is a very cheap form of wit." + +"I am so glad to hear you say so," said Charles, rising, "as it was at +your expense." With which Parthian shot he withdrew. + +I endeavored in vain to waylay Evelyn after tea, but she slipped away +almost before it was over, and did not appear again till dinner-time. In +the mean while my brain, fertile in expedients on most occasions, could +devise no means by which I could speak to her alone, and without +Charles's knowledge. I felt I must trust to chance. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +When I came down before dinner I found Ralph and Charles talking +earnestly by the hall-fire, Ralph's hand on his brother's shoulder. + +"You see we are no farther forward than we were," he was saying. + +"We shall have Marston back to-morrow," said Charles, as the gong began +to sound. "We cannot take any step till then, especially if we don't +want to put our foot in it. I have been racking my brains all the +afternoon without the vestige of a result. We must just hold our hands +for the moment." + +Dinner was announced, and we waited patiently for a few minutes, and +impatiently for a good many more, until Evelyn hurried down, apologizing +for being late, and with a message from Lady Mary that we were not to +wait for her, as she was dining up-stairs in her own room--a practice to +which she seemed rather addicted. + +"And where is Aurelia?" asked Ralph. + +"She is not coming down to dinner either," said Evelyn. "She has a bad +headache again, and is lying down. She asked me to tell you that she +wishes particularly to see you this evening, as she is going away +to-morrow, and if she is well enough she will come down to the +morning-room at nine; indeed, she said she would come down anyhow." + +After Ralph's natural anxiety respecting his ladylove had been relieved, +and he had been repeatedly assured that nothing much was amiss, we went +in to dinner, and a more lugubrious repast I never remember being +present at. The meals of the day might have been classified thus: +breakfast _dismal_; luncheon, _dismaller_ (or more dismal); dinner, +_dismallest_ (or most dismal). There really was no conversation. Even I, +who without going very deep (which I consider is not in good taste) have +something to say on almost every subject--even I felt myself nonplussed +for the time being. Each of us in turn got out a few constrained words, +and then relapsed into silence. + +Evelyn ate nothing, and her hand trembled so much when she poured out a +glass of water that she spilled some on the cloth. I saw Charles was +watching her furtively, and I became more and more certain that Aurelia +was right, and that Evelyn knew something about the mystery of the night +before. I must and would speak to her that very evening. + +"Bitterly cold," said Ralph, when at last we had reached the dessert +stage. "It is snowing still, and the wind is getting up." + +In truth, the wind was moaning round the house like an uneasy spirit. + +"That sound in the wind always means snow," said Charles, evidently for +the sake of saying something. "It is easterly, I should think. Yes," +after a pause, when another silence seemed imminent, "there goes the +eight o'clock train. It must be quite a quarter of an hour late, though, +for it has struck eight some time. I can hear it distinctly. The station +is three miles away, and you never hear the train unless the wind is in +the east." + +"Come, Charles, not three miles--two miles and a half," put in Ralph. + +"Well, two and a half from here down to the station, but certainly three +from the station up here," replied Charles; and so silence was +laboriously avoided by diligent small-talk until we returned to the +drawing-room, thankful that there at least we could take up a book, and +be silent if we wished. We all did wish it, apparently. Evelyn was +sitting by a lamp when we came in, with a book before her, her elbow on +the table, shading her face with a slender delicate hand. She remained +motionless, her eyes fixed upon the page, but I noticed after some time +that she had never turned it over. Charles may have read his newspaper, +but if he did it was with one eye upon Evelyn all the time. Between +watching them both I did not, as may be imagined, make much progress +myself. How was I to manage to speak to Evelyn alone, and without +Charles's knowledge? + +At last Ralph, who had gone into the morning-room, opened the +drawing-room door and put his head in. + +"Aurelia has not come down yet, and it is a quarter past nine. I wish +you would run up, Evelyn, and see if she is coming." + +"She is sure to come!" replied Evelyn, without raising her eyes. "She +said she _must_ see you." + +Ralph disappeared again, and the books and papers were studied anew with +unswerving devotion. At the end of another ten minutes, however, the +impatient lover reappeared. + +"It is half-past nine," he said, in an injured tone. "Do pray run up, +Evelyn. I don't think she can be coming at all. I am afraid she is +worse." + +Evelyn laid down her book and left the room. Ralph sauntered back into +the morning-room, where we heard him beguiling his solitude with a few +chords on the piano. + +Presently Evelyn returned. She was pale even to the lips, and her voice +faltered as she said: + +"She has not gone to bed, for there is a light in her room; but she +would not answer when I knocked, and the door is locked." + +"All of which circumstances are not sufficient to make you as white as a +ghost," said Charles. "I think even if Aurelia has a headache, you would +bear the occurrence with fortitude. My dear child, you do not act so +well off the stage as on it. There is something on your mind. People +don't upset water at dinner, and refuse all food except pellets of +pinched bread, for nothing. What is it?" + +Evelyn sank into a chair, and covered her face with her trembling hands. + +"Yes, I thought so," said Charles, kneeling down by her, and gently +withdrawing her hands. "Come, Evelyn, what is it?" + +"I dare not say." And she turned away her face, and tried to disengage +her hands, but Charles held them firmly. + +"Is it about what happened last night?" he asked, in a tone that was +kind, but that evidently intended to have an answer. + +"Yes." + +"And do you know that I am suspected?" + +"You, Charles? Never!" she cried, starting up. + +"Yes, I. Suspected by my own father. So, if you know anything, +Evelyn--which I see you do--it is your duty to tell us, and to help us +in every way you can." + +He had let go her hands now, and had risen. + +"I don't know anything for certain," she said, "but--but we soon shall. +Aurelia knows, and she is going to tell Ralph." + +"Miss Grant!" I exclaimed. "She knew nothing at tea-time. She was asking +me about it." + +"It is since then," continued Evelyn. "I went up to her room before +dinner to ask her for a fan that I had lent her. She was packing some of +her things, and the floor was strewn with packing-paper and parcels. She +gave me my fan, and was going on putting her things together, talking +all the time, when she asked me to hand her a glove-box on the +dressing-table. As I did so my eye fell on a piece of paper lying +together with others, and I instantly recognized it as the same that had +been wrapped round the diamond crescent when Colonel Middleton first +showed us the jewels. I should never have noticed it--for though it was +rice paper, it looked just like the other pieces strewn about--if I had +not seen two little angular tears, which I suddenly remembered making in +it myself when General Marston asked me not to pull it to pieces, which +I suppose I had been absently doing. I made some sort of exclamation of +surprise, and Aurelia turned round sharply, and asked me what was the +matter. As I did not answer, she left her packing and came to the table. +She saw in a moment what I was looking at. I had turned as red as fire, +and she was quite white. 'I did not mean you to see that,' she said, at +last, quietly taking up the paper. 'I meant no one to know until I had +shown it to Ralph. _Do you know where I found it?_' and she looked hard +at me. I could only shake my head. I was too much ashamed of a suspicion +I had had to be able to get out a word. 'I am very sorry,' continued +Aurelia, 'but I am afraid it will be my duty to tell Ralph, whatever the +consequences may be. I have been thinking it over, and I think he ought +to know. I am going to show it him to-night after dinner,' and she put +it in her pocket, and then began to cry. I did not know what to say or +do, I was so frightened at the thought of what was coming; and, as the +dressing-bell rang at that moment, I was just leaving the room when she +called me back. + +"'I can't come down to dinner,' she said. 'I hate Ralph to see me with +red eyes. Tell him I shall come down afterwards, at nine o'clock, and +that I want to see him particularly; only don't tell him what it is +about, or mention it to any one else. I did not mean any one to know +till he did.' + +"She began to cry afresh, and I made her lie down and put a shawl over +her, and then left her, as I had still to dress, and I knew that Aunt +Mary was not coming down. I was late as it was." + +"Is that all?" said Charles, who had been listening intently. + +"All," replied Evelyn. "We shall soon know the worst now." + +"Very soon," said Charles. "Ralph may come in here at any moment. Evelyn +and Middleton, will you have the goodness to come with me?" And he led +the way into the hall. + +We could hear Ralph in the next room, humming over an old Irish melody, +with an improvised accompaniment. + +"Now show me her room," said Charles, "and please be quick about it." + +Evelyn looked at him astonished, and then led the way up-stairs, along +the picture-gallery to another wing of the house. She stopped at last +before a door at the end of a passage, dimly lighted by a lamp at the +farther end. There was a light under the door, and a bright chink in the +key-hole, but though we listened intently we could hear nothing stirring +within. + +"Knock again," said Charles to Evelyn. "Louder!" as her hand failed her. + +There was no answer. As we listened the light within disappeared. + +"Bring that lamp from the end of the passage," said Charles to Evelyn, +and she brought it. + +"Hold it there," he said; "and you, Middleton, stand aside." + +He took a few steps backward, and then flung himself against the door +with his whole force. It cracked and groaned, but resisted. + +"The lock is old. It is bound to go," he said, panting a little. + +"Really, Charles," I remonstrated--"a lady's private apartment! Miss +Derrick, I wonder you allow this." + +Charles retreated again, and then made a fresh and even fiercer +onslaught on the door. There was a sound of splintering wood and of +bursting screws, and in another moment the door flew open inward, and +Charles was precipitated head-foremost into the room, his evening-pumps +flourishing wildly in the air. In an instant he was on his feet again, +gasping hard, and had seized the lamp out of Evelyn's hand. Before I had +time to remonstrate on the liberty that he was taking, we were all three +in the room. + +It was empty! + +In one corner stood a box, half packed, with various articles of +clothing lying by it. On the dressing-table was a whole medley of little +feminine knick-knacks, with a candlestick in the midst, the dead wick +still smoking in the socket, and accounting for the disappearance of the +light a few minutes before. The fire had gone out, but on a chair by it +was laid a little black lace evening-gown, evidently put out to be worn; +while over the fender a dainty pair of silk stockings had been hung, and +two diminutive black satin shoes were waiting on the hearth-rug. The +whole aspect of the room spoke of a sudden and precipitate flight. + +"Bolted!" said Charles, when he had recovered his breath. "And so the +mystery is out at last! I might have known there was a woman at the +bottom of it. Unpremeditated, though," he continued, looking round. "She +meant to have gone to-morrow; but your recognition of that paper +frightened her, though she turned it off well to gain time. No fool +that! She had only an hour, and she made the most of it, and got off, no +doubt, while we were at dinner, by the 8.2 London train, which is the +last to-night; and after the telegraph office was closed, too! She knew +nothing could be done till to-morrow. She has more wit than I gave her +credit for." + +"I distrusted her before, though I had no reason for it, but I never +thought she was gone," said Evelyn, trembling violently, and still +looking round the room. + +"I knew it," said Charles, "from the moment I saw the light through the +key-hole. A key-hole with a key in it would not have shown half the +amount of light through it; and a locked door without a key in it is +safe to have been locked _from the outside_. Had she a maid with her?" + +"No," replied Evelyn, "she used to come to me next door when she wanted +help--but not often--because I think she knew I did not like her, though +I tried not to show it." + +"Well, we have seen the last of her, or I am much mistaken," said +Charles. "And now," he added, compressing his lips, "I suppose I must go +and tell Ralph." + +"Oh, Ralph! Ralph!" gasped Evelyn, with a sudden sob; "and he was so +fond of her!" + +"And so you distrusted her before, Evelyn? And why did you not mention +that fact a little sooner?" + +"Without any reason for it? And when Ralph--Oh, I couldn't! I couldn't!" +said the girl, crimsoning. + +Charles gazed intently at her as she turned away, pressing her hands +tightly together, and evidently struggling with some sudden emotion for +which there really was no apparent reason. She was overwrought, I +suppose; and indeed the exertion of breaking in the door had been rather +too much for Charles too; for, now that the excitement was over, his +hand shook so much that he had to put down the lamp, and even his voice +trembled a little as he said: + +"I don't think Ralph is very much to be pitied. He has had a narrow +escape." + +"Don't come down again, either of you," he continued a moment later, in +his usual voice. "I had better go and get it over at once. He will be +wondering what has become of us if I wait much longer. Evelyn, +good-night. Good-night, Middleton. If it is too early for you to go to +bed, you will find a fire in the smoking-room." + +I bade Evelyn good-night, and followed Charles down the corridor. He +replaced the lamp with a hand that was steady enough now, and went +slowly across the picture-gallery. The way to my room led me through it +also. Involuntarily I stopped at the head of the great carved staircase +which led into the hall, and watched him going down, step by step, with +lagging tread. From the morning-room came the distant sound of a piano, +and a man's voice singing to it; singing softly, as though no Nemesis +were approaching; singing slowly, as if there were time enough and to +spare. But Nemesis had reached the bottom of the staircase; Nemesis, +with a heavy step, was going across the silent hall--was even now +opening the door of the morning-room. The door was gently closed again, +and then, in the middle of a bar, the music stopped. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +I passed an uneasy night. The wind moaned wearily round the house, at +one moment seeming to die away altogether, at another returning with +redoubled fury, roaring down the wide chimney, shaking the whole +building. It dropped completely towards dawn, and after hours of fitful +slumber I slept heavily. + +In the gray of the early morning I was awakened by some one coming into +my room, and started up to find Charles standing by my bedside, dressed, +and with a candle in his hand. His face was worn and haggard from want +of sleep. + +"I have come to speak to you before I go, Middleton," he said, when I +was thoroughly awake. "Ralph and I are off by the early train. Will you +tell my father that we may not be able to return till to-morrow, if +then; and may I count upon you to keep all you saw and heard secret till +after our return?" + +"Where are you going?" + +"To London. We start in twenty minutes. I don't think it is the least +use, but Ralph insists on going, and I cannot let him go alone." + +"My dear Charles," I said (all my anger had vanished at the sight of his +worn face), "I will accompany you." + +"Not for worlds!" he replied, hastily. "It would be no good. Indeed, I +should not wish it." + +But I knew better. + +"An old head is often of use," I replied, rapidly getting into my +clothes. "You may count on me, Charles. I shall be ready in ten +minutes." + +Charles made some pretence at annoyance, but I was not to be dissuaded. +I knew very well how invaluable the judgment of an elder man of +experience could be on critical occasions; and besides, I always make a +point of seeing everything I can, on all occasions. In ten minutes I was +down in the dining-room, where, beside a spluttering fire, the brothers, +both heavily booted and ulstered, were drinking coffee by candle-light. +A hastily laid breakfast was on the table, but it had not been touched. +The gray morning light was turning the flame of the candles to a rusty +yellow, and outside, upon the wide stone sills, the snow lay high +against the panes. + +Ralph was sitting with bent head by the fire, stick and cap in hand, his +heavy boot beating the floor impatiently. He looked up as I came in, but +did not speak. The ruddy color in his cheeks was faded, his face was +drawn and set. He looked ten years older. + +"We ought to be off," he said at last, in a low voice. + +"No hurry," replied Charles; "finish your coffee." + +I hastily drank some also, and told Charles that I was coming with them. + +"No!" said Charles. + +"Yes!" I replied. "You are going to London, and so am I. I have decided +to curtail my visit by a few days, under the circumstances. I shall +travel up with you. My luggage can follow." + +As soon as Charles grasped the idea that I was not going to return to +Stoke Moreton his opposition melted away; he even seemed to hail my +departure with a certain sense of relief. + +"As you like," he said. "You can leave at this unearthly hour if you +wish, and travel with us as far as Paddington." + +I nodded, and went after my great-coat. Of course I had not the +slightest intention of leaving them at Paddington; but I felt that the +time had not arrived to say so. + +"Here comes the dog-cart," said Charles, as I returned. + +Ralph was already on his feet. But the dog-cart, with its great bay +horse, could not be brought up to the door. The snow had drifted heavily +before the steps, and right up into the archway, and the cart had to go +round to the back again before we could get in and start. Charles took +the reins, and his brother got up beside him. The groom and I squeezed +ourselves into the back seat. I could see that I was only allowed to +come on sufferance, and that at the last moment they would have been +willing to dispense with my presence. However, I felt that I should +never have forgiven myself if I had let them go alone. Charles was not +thirty, and Ralph several years younger. An experienced man of fifty to +consult in case of need might be of the greatest assistance in an +emergency. + +"Quicker!" said Ralph; "we shall miss the train." + +"No quicker, if we mean to catch it," said Charles. "I allowed ten +minutes extra for the snow. We shall do it if we go quietly, but not if +I let him go. An upset would clinch the matter." + +We drove noiselessly through the great gates with their stone lions on +either side, rampant in wreaths of snow, and up the village street, +where life was hardly stirring yet. The sun was rising large and red, a +ball of dull fire in the heavy sky. It seemed to be rising on a dead +world. Before us (only to be seen on my part by craning round) stretched +the long white road. At intervals, here and there among the shrouded +fields, lay cottages half hidden by a white network of trees. Groups of +yellow sheep stood clustered together under hedge-rows, motionless in +the low mist, and making no sound. A lonely colt, with tail erect, ran +beside us on the other side of the hedge as far as his field would allow +him, his heavy hoofs falling noiseless in the snow. The cold was +intense. + +"There will be a drift at the bottom of Farrow hill," said Ralph; "we +shall be late for the train." + +And in truth, as we came cautiously down the hill, on turning a corner +we beheld a smooth sheet of snow lapping over the top of the hedge on +one side, like iced sugar on a cake, and sloping downward to the ditch +on the other side of the road. + +"Hold on!" cried Charles, as I stood up to look; and in another moment +we were pushing our way through the snow, keeping as near the ditch as +possible--too near, as it turned out. But it was not to be. A few yards +in front of us lay the road--snowy, but practicable; but we could not +reach it. We swayed backward and forward; we tilted up and down; Charles +whistled, and made divers consolatory and encouraging sounds to the bay +horse; but the bay horse began to plunge--he made a side movement--one +wheel crunched down through the ice in the ditch, and all was over--at +least, all in the cart were. We fell soft--I most providentially +alighting on the groom, who was young, and inclined to be plump, and +thus breaking a fall which to a heavy man of my age might have been +serious. Charles and Ralph were up in a moment. + +"I thought I could not do it; but it was worth a trial," said Charles, +shaking himself. "George, look after the horse and cart, and take them +straight back. Now, Ralph, we must run for it if we mean to catch the +train. Middleton, you had better go back in the cart." And off they set, +plunging through the snow without further ceremony. I watched the two +dark figures disappearing, aghast with astonishment. They were +positively leaving me behind! In a moment my mind was made up; and, +leaving the gasping young groom to look after the horse and cart, I set +off to run too. It was only a chance, of course; but in this weather the +train might be late. It was all the way downhill. I thought I could do +it, and I did. My feet were balled with snow; I was hotter than I had +been for years; I was completely out of breath; but when I puffed into +the little road-side station, five minutes after the train was due, I +could see that it was not yet in, and that Ralph and Charles were +waiting on the platform. + +"My word, Middleton!" said Charles, coming to meet me. "I thought I had +seen the last of you when I left you reclining on George in the drift. I +do believe you have got yourself into this state of fever-heat purely to +be of use to us two; and I treated you very cavalierly, I am sure. Let +by-gones be by-gones, and let us shake hands while you are in this +melting mood." + +I could not speak, but we shook hands cordially; and I hurried off to +get my ticket. + +"You can only book to Tarborough!" he called after me, "where we change, +and catch the London express." + +The station-master gave me my ticket, and then approached Charles, and +touched his cap. + +"Might any of you gentlemen be going to London, sir?" he inquired. + +"All three of us." + +"I don't think you will get on, sir. The news came down this morning +that the evening express from Tarborough last night was thrown off the +rails by a drift, and got knocked about, and I don't expect the line is +clear yet. There will be no trains running till later in the day, I am +afraid." + +"The night express?" said Ralph, suddenly. + +"Do you mean the 9 train, which you can catch by the 8.2 from here?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"She was in it!" said Ralph, in a hoarse voice, as the man walked away. + +"How late the train is!" said Charles; "quarter of an hour already. I +say, Jervis," calling after him, "any particulars about the accident? +Serious?" + +"Oh dear no, sir, not to my knowledge. Never heard of anything but that +the train had been upset, and had stopped the traffic." + +"Not many people travelling in such weather, at any rate. I dare say +there was not a creature who went from here by the last train last +night?" + +"Only two, sir. One of the young gentlemen from the rectory, and a young +lady, who was very near late, poor thing, and all wet with snow. Ah, +there she is, at last!" as the train came in sight; and he went through +the ceremony of ringing the bell, although we were the only travellers +on the platform. + +It was only an hour's run to Tarborough, where we were to join the main +line. + +"What are we to do now?" said Charles, as the chimneys of Tarborough +hove in sight, and the train slackened. "Ten to one we shall not be able +to get on to London!" + +"Nor she either," said Ralph. "I shall see her! I shall see her here!" + +There was an air of excitement about the whole station as we drew up +before the platform. Groups of railway officials were clustered +together, talking eagerly; the bar-maids were all looking out of the +refreshment-room door; policemen were stationed here and there; and +outside the iron gates of the station a little crowd of people were +waiting in the trodden yellow snow, peering through the bars. + +We got out, and Charles went up to a respectable-looking man in black, +evidently an official of some consequence, and asked what was the +matter. The man informed him that a special had been sent down the line +with workmen to clear the rails, and that its return, with the +passengers in the ill-fated express, was expected at any moment. + +"You don't mean to say the wretched passengers have been there all +night?" exclaimed Charles. From the man's account it appeared that the +travellers had taken refuge in a farm near the scene of the accident, +and, the snow-storm continuing very heavily, it had not been thought +expedient to send a train down the line to bring them away till after +daybreak. "It has been gone an hour," he said, looking at the clock; +"and it is hardly nine yet. Considering how late we received notice of +the accident--for the news had to travel by night, and on foot for a +considerable distance--I don't think there has been much delay." + +"Will all the passengers come back by this train?" asked Ralph. + +"Yes sir." + +"We will wait," said Ralph; and he went and paced up and down the most +deserted part of the platform. The man followed him with his eyes. + +"Anxious about friends, sir?" he asked Charles. + +"Yes," I heard Charles say, as I went off to warm myself by the +waiting-room fire, keeping a sharp lookout for the arrival of the train. +When I came out some time later, wondering if it were ever going to +arrive at all, I found Charles and the man in black walking up and down +together, evidently in earnest conversation. When I joined them they +ceased talking (I never can imagine why people generally do when I come +up), and the latter said that he would make inquiry at the +booking-office, and left us. + +"Who is that man?" I asked. + +"How should I know?" said Charles, absently. "He says he has been a +London detective till just lately, but he is an inspector of police now. +Well?" as the man returned. + +"Booking-clerk can't remember, sir; but the clerk at the telegraph +office remembers a young lady leaving a telegram last night, to be sent +on first thing this morning." + +"Has it been sent yet?" + +"Yes, sir; some time." + +"Where was it sent to?" + +"That is against rules, sir. The clerk has no right to give information. +Anyhow, it is as good as certain, from what you say, that the party was +in the train, and at all events you will not be kept in doubt much +longer;" and he pointed to the long-expected puff of white smoke in the +direction in which all eyes had been so anxiously turned. The train came +slowly round a broad curve and crawled into the station. Ralph had come +up, and his eyes were fixed intently upon it. The hand he laid on +Charles's arm shook a little as he whispered, in a hoarse voice, "I must +speak to her alone before anything is said." + +"You shall," replied Charles; and he moved forward a little, and waited +for the passengers to alight. I felt that any chance of escape which lay +in eluding those keen light eyes would be small indeed. + +Then ensued a scene of confusion, a Babel of tongues, as the passengers +poured out upon the platform. "What was the meaning of it all?" hotly +demanded an infuriated little man before he was well out of the +carriage. "Why had a train been allowed to start if it was to be +overturned by a snow-drift? What had the company been about not to make +itself aware of the state of the line? What did the railway officials +mean by--" etc. But he was not going to put up with such scandalous +treatment. He should cause an inquiry to be made; he should write to the +_Times_, he should--in short, he behaved like a true Englishman in +adverse circumstances, and poured forth abuse like water. Others +followed--some angry, some silent, all cold and miserable. A stout woman +in black, who had been sent for to a dying child, was weeping aloud; a +dazed man with bound-up head and a terrified wife were pounced upon +immediately by expectant friends, and borne off with voluble sympathy. +One or two people slightly hurt were helped out after the others. The +train was emptied at last. Aurelia was not there. Charles went down the +length of the train looking into each carriage, and then came back, +answering Ralph's glance with a shake of the head. The man in black, who +seemed to have been watching him, came up. + +"Have _all_ come back by this train?" Charles asked. + +"All, sir, except,"--and he hesitated--"except a few. The doctor who +went has not returned; and the guard says there were some of the +passengers, badly hurt, that he would not allow to be moved from the +farm when the train came for them. The engine-driver and one or two +others were--" + +Charles made a sign to him to be silent. + +"How far is it?" he asked. + +"Twenty miles, sir." + +"Are the roads practicable?" + +"No, sir. At least they would be very uncertain once you got into the +lanes." + +"We can walk along the line," said Ralph. "That must be clear. Let us +start at once." + +"Could not the station-master send us down on an engine?" asked Charles. +"We would pay well for it." + +The police-inspector shook his head, but Charles went off to inquire, +nevertheless, and he followed him. I thought him a very pushing, +inquisitive kind of person. I have always had a great dislike to the +idle curiosity which is continually prying into the concerns of others. +Ralph and I walked up and down, up and down, the now deserted platform. +I spoke to him once or twice, but he hardly answered; and after a time I +gave it up, and we paced in silence. + +At last Charles returned. His request for an engine had been refused, +but a further relay of workmen was being sent down the line in a couple +of hours' time, and he had obtained leave for himself and us to go with +them. After two long interminable hours of that everlasting pacing we +found ourselves in an open truck, full of workmen, steaming slowly out +of the station. At the last moment the man in black jumped in, and +accompanied us. + +The pace may have been great, but to us it seemed exasperatingly slow, +and in the open truck the cold was piercing. The workmen, who laughed +and talked among themselves, appeared to take no notice of it; but I saw +that Charles was shivering, and presently he made his brother light his +pipe, and began to smoke hard himself. + +Ralph's pipe, however, went out unheeded in his fingers. He sat quite +still with his back against the side of the truck, his eyes fixed upon +the gray horizon. Once he turned suddenly to his brother, and said, as +if unable to keep silence on what was in his mind, "What was her +object?" + +Charles shook his head. + +"They were hers already!" he went on. "She would have had them all. If +she had had debts, I would have paid them. What could her object have +been?" And seemingly, without expecting a reply, he relapsed into +silence. + +We had left the suburbs now, and were passing through a lonely country. +Here and there a village of straggling cottages met the eye, clustering +round their little church. In places the hedge-rows alone marked the lie +of the hidden lanes; in others men were digging out the roads through +drifts of snow, and carts and horses were struggling painfully along. In +one place a little walking funeral was laboring across the fields from a +lonely cottage, in the direction of the church, high on the hill, the +bell of which was tolling through the quiet air. The sound reached us as +we passed, and seemed to accompany us on our way. I heard the men +talking among themselves that there had been no snow-storm like to this +for thirty years; and as they spoke some of them began shading their +eyes, and trying to look in the direction in which we were going. + +We had now reached a low waste of unenclosed land, with sedge and gorse +pricking up everywhere through the snow, and with long lines of pollards +marking the bed of a frozen stream. Near the line was a deserted +brick-kiln, surrounded by long uneven mounds and ridges of ice, with +three poplars mounting guard over it. Flights of rooks hung over the +barren ground, and wheeled in the air with discordant clamor as we +passed--the only living moving things in the utter desolation of the +scene. As I looked there was an exclamation from one of the workmen, and +the engine began to slacken. We were there at last. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +The engine and trucks stopped, the men shouldered their tools and +tumbled out, and we followed them. A few hundred paces in front of us +was a railway bridge, over which a road passed, and under which the rail +went at a sharp curve. The snow had drifted heavily against the bridge, +with its high earth embankment, making manifest at a glance the cause of +the disaster. + +The bridge was crowded with human figures, and on the line below men +were working in the drift, amid piles of débris and splintered wood. The +wrecked train had all been slightly draped in snow; the engine alone, +barely cold, lying black and grim, like some mighty giant, formidable in +death. A sheet of glass ice near it showed how the boiler had burst. +Some of the hindermost carriages were still standing, or had fallen +comparatively uninjured; but others seemed to have leaped upon their +fellows, and ploughed right through them into the drift. It was well +that it began to snow as we reached the spot. There were traces of +dismal smears on the white ground which it would be seemly to hide. + +Our friend in black went forward and asked a few questions of the man in +charge, and presently returned. + +"The remainder of the passengers are at the farm," he said, pointing to +a house at a little distance; and without further delay we began to +scramble up the steep embankment, and clamber over the stone-wall of the +bridge into the road. My mind was full of other things, but I remember +still the number of people assembled on the bridge, and how a man was +standing up in his donkey-cart to view the scene. It was Saturday, and +there were quantities of village school-boys sitting astride on the low +wall, or perched on adjacent hurdles, evidently enjoying the spectacle, +jostling, bawling, eating oranges, and throwing the peel at the engine. +Some older people touched their hats sympathetically, and one went and +opened a gate for us into a field, through which many feet seemed to +have come and gone; but for the greater number the event was evidently +regarded as an interesting variation in the dull routine of every-day +life; and to the school-boys it was an undoubted treat. + +Ralph and Charles walked on in front, following the track across the +field. It was not particularly heavy walking after what we had had +earlier in the day, but Ralph stumbled perpetually, and presently +Charles drew his arm through his own, and the two went on together, the +police-inspector following with me. + +In a few minutes we reached the farm, and entered the farm-yard, which +was the nearest way to the house. A little knot of calves, intrenched on +a mound of straw in the centre of the yard, lowered their heads and +looked askance at us as we came in, and a party of ducks retreated +hastily from our path with a chorus of exclamations, while a thin collie +dog burst out of a barrel at the back door, and made a series of +gymnastics at the end of a chain, barking hoarsely, as if he had not +spared himself of late. + +An elderly woman with red arms met us at the door, and, on a whisper +from the police-inspector, first shook her head, and then, in answer to +a further whisper, nodded at another door, and, a voice calling her from +within, hastily disappeared. + +The inspector opened the door she had indicated and went in, I with him. +Charles, who had grown very grave, hung back with Ralph, who seemed too +much dazed to notice anything in heaven above or the earth beneath. The +door opened into an out-house, roughly paved with round stones, where +barrels, staves, and divers lumber had been put away. There was straw in +the farther end of it, out of which a yellow cat raised two gleaming +eyes, and then flew up a ladder against the wall, and disappeared among +the rafters. In the middle of the floor, lying a little apart, were +three figures with sheets over them. Instinctively we felt that we were +in the presence of death. I looked back at Charles and Ralph, who were +still standing outside in the falling snow. Charles was bareheaded, but +Ralph was looking absently in front of him, seeming conscious of +nothing. The inspector made me a sign. He had raised one of the sheets, +and now withdrew it altogether. My heart seemed to stand still. _It was +Aurelia!_ Aurelia changed in the last great change of all, but still +Aurelia. The fixed artificial color in the cheek consorted ill with the +bloodless pallor of the rest of the face, which was set in a look of +surprise and terror. She was altered beyond what should have been. She +looked several years older. But it was still Aurelia. Those little +gloved hands, tightly clinched, were the same which she had held to the +library fire as we talked the day before; even the dress was the same. +Alas! she had been in too great a hurry to change it before she left, or +her thin shoes. Poor little Aurelia! And then--I don't know how it was, +but in another moment Ralph was kneeling by her, bending over her, +taking the stiffened hands in his trembling clasp, imploring the deaf +ears to hear him, calling wildly to the pale lips to speak to him, which +had done with human speech. I could not bear it, and I turned away and +looked out through the open door at the snow falling. The inspector came +and stood beside me. In the silence which followed we could hear Charles +speaking gently from time to time; and when at last we both turned +towards them again, Ralph had flung himself down on an old bench at the +farther end of the out-house, with his back turned towards us, his arms +resting on a barrel, and his head bowed down upon them. He neither spoke +nor moved. + +Charles left him, and came towards us, and he and the inspector spoke +apart for a moment, and then the latter dropped on his knees beside the +dead woman, and, after looking carefully at a dark stain on one of the +wrists, turned back the sleeve. Crushed deep into the round white arm +gleamed something bright. It was an emerald bracelet which we both knew. +Charles cast a hasty glance at Ralph, but he had not moved, and he drew +me beside him, so as to interpose our two figures between him and the +inspector. The latter quietly turned down the sleeve and recomposed the +arm. + +"I knew she would have them on her, if she had them at all," he said, in +a low voice. "We need look no farther at present. Not one will be +missing. They are all there." + +He gazed long and earnestly at the dead face, and then to my horror he +suddenly unfastened the little hat. I made an involuntary movement as if +to stop him, but Charles laid an iron grip upon me, and motioned to me +to be still. The stealthy hand quietly pushed back the fair curls upon +the forehead, and in another moment they fell still farther back, +showing a few short locks of dark hair beneath them, which so completely +altered the dead face that I could hardly recognize it as belonging to +the same person. The inspector raised his head, and looked significantly +at Charles. Then he quietly drew forward the yellow hair over the +forehead again, replaced the hat, and rose to his feet. Charles and I +glanced apprehensively at Ralph, but he had not stirred. As we looked, a +hurried step came across the yard, a hand raised the latch of the door, +and some one entered abruptly. It was Carr. For one moment he stood in +the door-way, for one moment his eyes rested horror-struck on the dead +woman, then darted at us, from us to the inspector, who was coolly +watching him, and--he was gone! gone as suddenly as he had come; gone +swiftly out again into the falling snow, followed by the wild barking of +the dog. + +Charles, who had had his back to the door, turned in time to see him, +and he made a rush for the door, but the inspector flung himself in his +way, and held him forcibly. + +"Let me go! Let me get at him!" panted Charles, struggling furiously. + +"I shall do no such thing, sir. It can do no good, and might do harm. He +is armed, and you are not; and he would not be over-scrupulous if he +were pushed. Besides, what can you accuse him of? Intent to rob? For he +did not do it. If you have lost anything, remember, you have found it +again. If you caught him a hundred times, you have no hold on him. I +know him of old." + +"You?" + +"Yes; I have known him by sight long enough. He is not a new hand by any +means--nor she either, as to that, poor thing." + +"But what on earth brought him here?" + +"He was waiting for news of her in London, most likely, and he knew she +would have the jewels on her, and came down when he got wind of the +accident." + +"Knew she would have the jewels! Then do you mean to say there was +collusion between the two?" + +The inspector glanced furtively at Ralph, but he had never stirred, or +raised his head since he had laid it down on his clinched hands. + +"They are both well known to the police," he said at last, "and I think +it probable there was collusion between them, considering they were _man +and wife_." + + + + +CONCLUSION. + + +I am told that I ought to write something in the way of a conclusion to +this account of the Danvers jewels, as if the end of the last chapter +were not conclusion enough. Charles, who has just read it, says +especially that his character requires what he calls "an elegant +finish," and suggests that a slight indication of a young and lovely +heiress in connection with himself would give pleasure to the thoughtful +reader. But I do not mean at the last moment to depart from the exact +truth, and dabble in fiction just to make a suitable conclusion. If I +must write something more, I must beg that it will be kept in mind that +if further details concerning the robbery are now added against my own +judgment, they will rest on Charles's authority--not mine--as anything I +afterwards heard was only through Charles, whose information I never +consider reliable in the least degree. + + * * * * * + +It was not till three months later that I saw him again, on a wet April +afternoon. I was still living in London with Jane when he came to see +me, having just returned from a long tour abroad with Ralph. + +Sir George, he said, was quite well again, but the coolness between +himself and his father had dropped almost to freezing-point since it had +come to light that he had been innocent after all. His father could not +forgive his son for putting him in the wrong. + +"I seldom disappoint him in matters of this kind," he said. "Indeed, I +may say I have, as a rule, surpassed his expectations, and I must be +careful never to fall short of them in this way again. But ah! Miss +Middleton, I am sure you will agree with me how difficult it is to +preserve an even course without relaxing a little at times." + +"My dear Mr. Charles," said Jane, beaming at him over her knitting, but +not quite taking him in the manner he intended, "you are young yet, but +don't be downhearted. I am sure by your face that as you grow older +these deviations, which you so properly regret, will grow fewer and +fewer, until, as life goes on, they will gradually cease altogether." + +"I consider it not improbable myself," said Charles, with a faint smile, +and he changed the conversation. I really cannot put down here all that +he proceeded to say in the most cold-blooded manner concerning Carr and +Aurelia, or as he _would_ call them, Mr. and Mrs. Brown, _alias_ +Sinclair, _alias_ Tibbits. I for one don't believe a word of it; and I +don't see how he could have found it all out, as he said he had, through +the police, and people of that kind. I don't consider it is at all +respectable consorting with the police in that way; but then Charles +never was respectable, as I told Jane after he left, arousing excited +feelings on her part which made me regret having mentioned it. + +According to him, Carr, who had never been seen or heard of since the +day after the accident, was a professional thief, who had probably gone +to ---- in India with the express design of obtaining possession of Sir +John's jewels, which had, till near the time of his death, been safely +stowed away in a bank in Calcutta. He and his wife usually worked +together; but on this occasion she had, by means of her engaging manners +and youthful appearance, struck up an acquaintance abroad with Lady Mary +Cunningham, who, it will be remembered, had jewels of considerable +value, with a view to those jewels. Ralph she had used as her tool, and +engaged herself to him in the expectation that on her return to England +she might, by means of her intimacy with the family, have an opportunity +of taking them--Lady Mary having left them, while abroad, with her +banker in London. The opportunity came while she was at Stoke Moreton; +but in the mean while Sir John's priceless legacy had arrived, having +eluded her husband's vigilance. (That certainly was true. The jewels +were safe enough as long as I had anything to do with them.) Her +husband, who followed them, saw that he was suspected, and threw the +game into her hands, devoting himself entirely to putting his own +innocence beyond a doubt; in which, with Ralph's assistance, he +succeeded. + +"I see now," continued Charles, "why she spilled her tea when Carr +arrived. She was taken by surprise on seeing him enter the room, having +had, probably, no idea that he was the friend whom you had telegraphed +for. I suspect, too, that same evening, after the ball, when she and +Carr went together to find the bag, it was to have a last word to enable +them to play into each other's hands, being aware, if I remember +rightly, that father had gone to bed in company with the key of the +safe, and that, consequently, the jewels might be left within easier +reach than usual. No doubt she weighed the matter in her own mind, and +decided to give up all thought of Lady Mary's jewels, and to secure +those which were ten times their value. She could not have taken both +without drawing suspicion upon herself. Like a wise woman she left the +smaller, and went in for the larger prize; a less clever one would have +tried for both, and have failed. She failed, it is true, by an +oversight. She could never have noticed that the piece of paper wrapped +round the crescent was peculiar in any way, or she would not have left +it on the table among the others. She turned it off well when Evelyn +recognized it, and made the most of her time. She was within an ace of +success, but fate was against her. And Carr lost no time, either, for +that matter; for I have since found out that the telegram she sent was +to Birmingham, where he was no doubt hiding, bidding him meet her in +London earlier than had been arranged. Of course he set off for the +scene of the accident directly he heard of it, having received no +further communication from her. We arrived only ten minutes before him. +For my part, I admired _her_ more than I ever did before, when the truth +about her came out. I considered her to be a pink-and-white nonentity, +without an idea beyond a neat adjustment of pearl-powder, and then found +that she possessed brains enough to outwit two minds of no mean calibre, +namely, yours, Middleton, and my own. Evelyn was the only person who had +the slightest suspicion of her, and that hardly amounted to more than an +instinct, for she owned that she had no reason to show for it." + +"I wonder Lady Mary was so completely taken in by her to start with," I +said. + +"I don't," replied Charles. "I have even heard of elderly men being +taken in by young ones. Besides, suspicious people are always liable to +distrust their own nearest relatives, especially their prepossessing +nephews, and then lay themselves open to be taken in by entire +strangers. She wanted to get Ralph married, and she took a fancy to this +girl, who was laying herself out to be taken a fancy to. In short, she +trusted to her own judgment, and it failed her, as usual. I wrote very +kindly to her from abroad, telling her how sincerely I sympathized with +her in her distress at finding how entirely her judgment had been at +fault, how lamentably she had been deceived from first to last, and how +much trouble she had been the innocent means of bringing on the family. +I have had no reply. Dear Aunt Mary! That reminds me that she is in +London now; and I think a call from me, and a personal expression of +sympathy, might give her pleasure." And he rose to take his leave. + +I had let Charles go without contradicting a word he had said, because, +unfortunately, I was not in a position to do so. As I have said before, +I am not given to suspecting a friend, even though appearances may be +against him; and I still believed in Carr's innocence, though I must own +that I was sorry that he never answered any of the numerous letters I +wrote to him, or ever came to see me in London, as I had particularly +asked him to do. Of course I did not believe that he was married to +Aurelia, for it was only on the word of a stranger and a +police-inspector, while I knew from his own lips that he was engaged to +a countrywoman of his own. However, be that how it may, my own rooted +conviction at the time, which has remained unshaken ever since, is that +in some way he became aware that he was unjustly suspected, and being, +like all Americans, of a sensitive nature, he retired to his native +land. Anyhow, I have never seen or heard anything of him since. I am +aware that Jane holds a different opinion, but then Charles had +prejudiced her against him--so much so that it has ended by becoming a +subject on which we do not converse together. + + * * * * * + +I saw Charles again a few months later on a sultry night in July. I was +leaving town the next day to be present at Ralph's wedding, and Jane and +I were talking it over towards ten o'clock, the first cool time in the +day, when he walked in. He looked pale and jaded as he sat down wearily +by us at the open window and stroked the cat, which was taking the air +on the sill. He said that he felt the heat, and he certainly look very +much knocked up. I do not feel heat myself, I am glad to say. + +"I am going abroad to-morrow," he said, after a few remarks on other +subjects. "It is not merely a question of pleasure, though I shall be +glad to be out of London; but I have of late become an object of such +increasing interest to those who possess my autograph that I have +decided on taking change of air for a time." + +"Do you mean to say you are not going down to Stoke Moreton for Ralph's +wedding?" I exclaimed. "I thought we should have travelled together, as +we once did six months ago." + +"I can't go," said Charles, almost sharply. "I have told Ralph so." + +"I am sure he will be very much disappointed, and Evelyn too; and the +wedding being from her uncle's house, as she has no home of her own, +will make your absence all the more marked." + +"It _must_ be marked, then; but the young people will survive it, and +Aunt Mary will be thankful. She has not spoken to me since I made that +little call upon her in the spring. When I pass her carriage in the Row +she looks the other way." + +"I am glad Ralph has consoled himself," I said. "A good and charming +woman like Evelyn, and a nice steady fellow like Ralph, are bound to be +happy together." + +"Yes," said Charles, "I suppose they are. She deserves to be happy. She +always liked Ralph, and he _is_ a good fellow. The model young men make +all the running nowadays. In novels the good woman always marries the +scapegrace, but it does not seem to be the case in real life." + +"Anyhow, not in this instance," I remarked, cheerfully. + +"No, not in this instance, as you so justly observe," he replied, with a +passing gleam of amusement in his restless, tired eyes. "And now," +producing a small packet, "as I am not going myself, I want to give my +wedding-present to the bride into your charge. Perhaps you will take it +down to-morrow, and give it into her own hands, with my best wishes." + +"Might we see it first?" said Jane, with all a woman's curiosity, +evidently scenting a jewel-case from afar. + +Charles unwrapped a small morocco case, and, touching a spring, showed +the diamond crescent, beautifully reset and polished, blazing on its red +satin couch. + +"Ralph said I should have it, and he sent it me some time since," he +said, turning it in his hand; "but it seems a pity to fritter it away in +paying bills; and," in a lower tone, "I should like to give it to +Evelyn. I hear she has refused to wear any of Sir John's jewels on her +wedding-day, but perhaps, if you were to ask her--she and I are old +friends--she might make an exception in favor of the crescent." + +And she did. + + + * * * * * + + + + + + +SIR CHARLES DANVERS. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +"Dear heart, Miss Ruth, my dear, now don't ye be a-going yet, and me +that hasn't set eyes on ye this month and more--and as hardly hears a +body speak from morning till night." + +"Come, come, Mrs. Eccles, I am always finding people sitting here. I +expect to see the latch go every minute." + +"Well, and if they do; and some folks are always a-dropping in, and +a-setting theirselves down, and a clack-clacking till a body can't get a +bit of peace! And the things they say! Eh? Miss Ruth, the things I have +heard folks say, a setting as it might be there, in poor Eccles his old +chair by the chimley, as the Lord took him in." + +To the uninitiated, Mrs. Eccles's allusion might have seemed to refer to +photography. But Ruth knew better; a visitation from the Lord being +synonymous in Slumberleigh Parish with a fall from a ladder, a stroke of +paralysis, or the midnight cart-wheel that disabled Brown when returning +late from the Blue Dragon "not quite hisself." + +"Lor'!" resumed Mrs. Eccles, with an extensive sigh, "there's a deal of +talk in the village now," glancing inquisitively at the visitor, "about +him as succeeds to old Mr. Dare; but I never listen to their tales." + +They made a pleasant contrast to each other, the neat old woman, with +her shrewd spectacled eyes and active, hard-worked fingers, and the +young girl, tranquil, graceful, sitting in the shadow, with her slender +ungloved hands in her lap. + +They were not sitting in the front parlor, because Ruth was an old +acquaintance; but Mrs. Eccles _had_ a front parlor--a front parlor with +the bottled-up smell in it peculiar to front parlors; a parlor with a +real mahogany table, on which photograph albums and a few select volumes +were symmetrically arranged round an inkstand, nestling in a very choice +wool-work mat; a parlor with wax-flowers under glass shades on the +mantle-piece, and an avalanche of paper roses and mixed paper herbs in +the fireplace. + +Ruth knew that sacred apartment well. She knew the name of each of the +books; she had expressed a proper admiration for the wax-flowers; she +had heard, though she might have forgotten, for she was but young, the +price of the "real Brussels" carpet, and so she might safely be +permitted to sit in the kitchen, and watch Mrs. Eccles darning her son's +socks. + +I am almost afraid Ruth liked the kitchen best, with its tiled floor and +patch of afternoon sun; with its tall clock in the corner, its line of +straining geraniums in the low window-shelf, and its high mantle-piece +crowned by two china dogs with red lozenges on them, holding baskets in +their mouths. + +"Yes, a deal of talk there is, but nobody rightly seems to know anything +for certain," continued Mrs. Eccles, spreading out her hand in the heel +of a fresh sock, and pouncing on a modest hole. "Ye see, we never gave a +thought to _him_, with that great hearty Mr. George, his eldest brother, +to succeed when the old gentleman went. And such a fine figure of a man +in his clothes as poor Mr. George used to be, and such a favorite with +his old uncle. And then to be took like that, horseback riding at polar, +only six weeks after the old gentleman. But I can't hear as anybody's +set eyes on his half-brother as comes in for the property now. He never +came to Vandon in his uncle's lifetime. They say old Mr. Dare couldn't +bide the French madam as his brother took when his first wife died--a +foreigner, with black curls; it wasn't likely. He was always partial to +Mr. George, and he took him up when his father died; but he never would +have anything to say to this younger one, bein' nothin' in the world, so +folks say, but half a French, and black, like his mother. I wonder +now--" began Mrs. Eccles, tentatively, with her usual love of +information. + +"I wonder, now," interposed Ruth, quietly, "how the rheumatism is +getting on? I saw you were in church on Sunday evening." + +"Yes, my dear," began Mrs. Eccles, readily diverted to a subject of such +interest as herself. "Yes, I always come to the evening service now, +though I won't deny as the rheumatics are very pinching at times. But, +dear Lord! I never come up to the stalls near the chancel, so you ain't +likely to see me. To see them Harrises always a-goin' up to the very +top, it does go agen me. I don't say as it's everybody as ought to take +the lowest place. The Lord knows I'm not proud, but I won't go into them +chairs down by the font myself; but to see them Harrises, that to my +certain knowledge hasn't a bite of butcher's meat in their heads but +onst a week, a-settin' theirselves up--" + +"Now, Mrs. Eccles, you know perfectly well all the seats are free in the +evening." + +"And so they may be, Miss Ruth, my dear--and don't ye be a-getting up +yet--and good Christians, I'm sure, the quality are to abide it. And it +did my heart good to hear the Honorable John preaching as he did in his +new surplice (as Widder Pegg always puts too much blue in the surplices +to my thinking), all about rich and poor, and one with another. A +beautiful sermon it was; but I wouldn't come up like they Harrises. +There's things as is suitable, and there's things as is not. No, I keep +to my own place; and I had to turn out old Bessie Pugh this very last +Sunday night, as I found a-cocked up there, tho' I was not a matter of +five minutes late. Bessie Pugh always was one to take upon herself, and, +as I often says to her, when I hear her a-goin' on about free grace and +the like, 'Bessie,' I says, 'if I was a widder on the parish, and not so +much as a pig to fat up for Christmas, and coming to church reg'lar on +Loaf Sunday, which it's not that I ain't sorry for ye, but _I_ wouldn't +take upon myself, if I was you, to talk of things as I'd better leave to +them as is beholden to nobody and pays their rent reg'lar. I've no +patience--But eh, dear Miss Ruth! look at that gentleman going down the +road, and the dog too. Why, ye haven't so much as got up! He's gone. He +was a foreigner, and no mistake. Why, good Lord! there he is coming back +again. He's seen me through the winder. Mercy on us! he's opening the +gate; he's coming to the door!" + +As she spoke, a shadow passed before the window, and some one knocked. + +Mrs. Eccles hastily thrust her darning-needle into the front of her +bodice, the general _rendezvous_ of the pins and needles of the +establishment, and proceeded to open the door and plant herself in front +of it. + +Ruth caught a glimpse of an erect light gray figure in the sunshine, +surmounted by a brown face, and the lightest of light gray hats. Close +behind stood a black poodle of a dignified and self-engrossed +deportment, wearing its body half shaved, but breaking out in ruffles +round its paws, and a tuft at the end of a stiffly undemonstrative tail. + +"The key of the church is kep' at Jones's, by the pump," said Mrs. +Eccles, in the brusque manner peculiar to the freeborn Briton when +brought in contact with a foreigner. + +"Thank you, madam," was the reply, in the most courteous of tones, and +the gray hat was off in a moment, showing a very dark, cropped head, +"but I do not look for the church. I only ask for the way to the house +of the pastor, Mr. Alwynn." + +Mrs. Eccles gave full and comprehensive directions in a very high key, +accompanied by much gesticulation, and then the gray hat was replaced, +and the gray figure, followed by the black poodle, marched down the +little garden path again, and disappeared from view. + +Mrs. Eccles drew a long breath, and turned to her visitor again. + +"Well, my dear, and did ye ever see the like of that? And his head, Miss +Ruth! Did ye take note of his head? Not so much as a shadder of a +parting. All the same all the way over; and asking the way to the +rectory. Why, you ain't never going yet? Well, good-bye, my dear, and +God bless ye! And now," soliloquized Mrs. Eccles, as Ruth finally +escaped, "I may as well run across to Jones's, and see if _they_ know +anything about the gentleman, and if he's put up at the inn." + + * * * * * + +It was a glorious July afternoon, but it was hot. The roads were white, +and the tall hedge-rows gray with dust. A wagon-load of late hay, with a +swarm of children just out from school careering round it, was coming up +the road in a dim cloud of dust. Ruth, who had been undecided which way +to take, beat a hasty retreat towards the church-yard, deciding that, if +she must hesitate, to do so among cool tombstones in the shade. She +glanced up at the church clock, as she selected her tombstone under one +of the many yew-trees in the old church-yard. Half-past four, and +already an inner voice was suggesting _tea!_ To miss five o'clock tea on +a thirsty afternoon like this was not to be thought of for a moment. She +had no intention of going back to tea at Atherstone, where she was +staying with her cousins, Mr. and Mrs. Danvers. Two alternatives +remained. Should she go to Slumberleigh Hall, close by, and see the +Thursbys, who she knew had all returned from London yesterday, or should +she go across the fields to Slumberleigh Rectory, and have tea with +Uncle John and Aunt Fanny? + +She knew that Sir Charles Danvers, Ralph Danvers's elder brother, was +expected at Atherstone that afternoon. His aunt, Lady Mary Cunningham, +was also staying there, partly with a view of meeting him. Ralph Danvers +had not seen his brother, nor Lady Mary her nephew, for some time, and, +judging by the interest they seemed to feel in his visit, Ruth had +determined not to interrupt a family meeting, in which she imagined she +might be _de trop_. + +"My fine tact," she thought, "will enable them to have a quiet talk +among themselves till nearly dinner-time. But I must not neglect myself +any longer. The Hall is the nearer, and the drive is shady; but, to put +against that, Mabel will insist on showing me her new gowns, and Mrs. +Thursby will make her usual remarks about Aunt Fanny. No; in spite of +that burning expanse of glebe, I will go to tea at the rectory. I have +not seen Uncle John for a week, and--who knows?--perhaps Aunt Fanny may +be out." + +So the gloves were put on, the crisp white dress shaken out, the parasol +put up, and Ruth took the narrow church path across the fields up to +Slumberleigh Rectory. + +For many years since the death of her parents, Ruth Deyncourt had lived +with her grandmother, a wealthy, witty, and wise old lady, whose house +had been considered one of the pleasantest in London by those to whom +pleasant houses are open. + +Lady Deyncourt, a beauty in her youth, a beauty in middle life, a beauty +in her old age, had seen and known all the marked men of the last two +generations, and had reminiscences to tell which increased in point and +flavor, like old wine, the longer they were kept. She had frequented as +a girl the Misses Berrys' drawing-room, and people were wont to say that +hers was the nearest approach to a _salon_ which remained after the +Misses Berry disappeared. She had married a grave politician, a rising +man, whom she had pushed into a knighthood, and at one time into the +ministry. If he had died before he could make her the wife of a premier, +the disappointment had not been without its alleviations. She had never +possessed much talent for domestic life, and, the yoke once removed, she +had not felt the least inclination to take it upon herself again. As a +widow, her way through life was one long triumphal procession. She had +daughters--dull, tall, serious girls, with whom she had nothing in +common, whom she educated well, brought out, laced in, and then married, +one after another, relinquishing the last with the utmost cheerfulness, +and refusing the condolences of friends on her lonely position with her +usual frankness. + +But her son, her only son, she had loved. He was like her, and +understood her, and was at ease with her, as her daughters had never +been. The trouble of her life was the death of her son. She got over it, +as she got over everything; but when several years afterwards his widow, +with whom, it is hardly necessary to say, she was not on speaking terms, +suddenly died (being a faint-hearted, feeble creature), Lady Deyncourt +immediately took possession of her grandchildren--a boy and two +girls--and proceeded as far as in her lay to ruin the boy for life. + +"A woman," she was apt to remark in after years, "is not intended by +nature to manage any man except her husband. I am a warning to the +mothers, aunts, and grandmothers, particularly the grandmothers, of the +future. A husband is a sufficient field for the employment of a woman's +whole energies. I went beyond my sphere, and I am punished." + +And when Raymond Deyncourt finally disappeared in America for the last +time, having been fished up therefrom on several occasions, each time in +worse case than the last, she excommunicated him, and cheerfully altered +her will, dividing the sixty thousand pounds she had it in her power to +leave, between her two granddaughters, and letting the fact become +known, with the result that Anna was married by the end of her second +season; and if at the end of five seasons Ruth was still unmarried, she +had, as Lady Deyncourt took care to inform people, no one to thank for +it but herself. + +But in reality, now that Anna was provided for, Lady Deyncourt was in no +hurry to part with Ruth. She liked her as much as it was possible for +her to like any one--indeed, I think she even loved her in a way. She +had taken but small notice of her while she was in the school-room, for +she cared little about girls as a rule; but as she grew up tall, erect, +with the pale, stately beauty of a lily, Lady Deyncourt's heart went out +to her. None of her own daughters had been so distinguished-looking, so +ornamental. Ruth's clothes always looked well on her, and she had a +knack of entertaining people, and much taste in the arrangement of +flowers. Though she had inherited the Deyncourt earnestness of +character, together with their dark serious eyes, and a certain annoying +rigidity as to right and wrong, these defects were counterbalanced by +flashes of brightness and humor which reminded Lady Deyncourt of herself +in her own brilliant youth, and inclined her to be lenient, when in her +daughters' cases she would have been sarcastic. The old woman and the +young one had been great friends, and not the less so, perhaps, because +of a tacit understanding which existed between them that certain +subjects should be avoided, upon which, each instinctively felt, they +were not likely to agree. And if the shrewd old woman of the world ever +suspected the existence of a strength of will and depth of character in +Ruth such as had, in her own early life, been a source of annoyance and +perplexity to herself in her dealings with her husband, she was skilful +enough to ignore any traces of it that showed themselves in her +granddaughter, and thus avoided those collisions of will, the result of +which she felt might have been doubtful. + +And so Ruth had lived a life full of varied interests, and among +interesting people, and had been waked up suddenly in a gray and frosted +dawn to find that chapter of her life closed. Lady Deyncourt, who never +thought of travelling without her maid and footman, suddenly went on a +long journey alone one wild January morning, starting, without any +previous preparation, for a land in which she had never professed much +interest heretofore. It seemed a pity that she should have to die when +she had so thoroughly acquired the art of living, with little trouble to +herself, and much pleasure to others; but so it was. + +And then, in Ruth's confused remembrance of what followed, all the world +seemed to have turned to black and gray. There was no color anywhere, +where all had been color before. Miles of black cloth and crape seemed +to extend before her; black horses came and stamped black hoof-marks in +the snow before the door. Endless arrangements had to be made, endless +letters to be written. Something was carried heavily down-stairs, all in +black, scoring the wall at the turn on the stairs in a way which would +have annoyed Lady Deyncourt exceedingly if she had been there to see it, +but she had left several days before it happened. The last pale shadow +of the kind, gay little grandmother was gone from the great front +bedroom up-stairs. Mr. Alwynn, one of Ruth's uncles, came up from the +country and went to the funeral, and took Ruth away afterwards. Her own +sister Anna was abroad with her husband, her brother Raymond had not +been heard of for years. As she drove away from the house, and looked up +at the windows with wide tearless eyes, she suddenly realized that this +departure was final, that there would be no coming back, no home left +for her in the familiar rooms where she and another had lived so long +together. + +Mr. Alwynn was by her side in the carriage, patting her cold hands and +telling her not to cry, which she felt no inclination to do; and then, +seeing the blank pallor in her face, he suddenly found himself fumbling +for his own pocket-handkerchief. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +On this particular July afternoon Mr. Alwynn, or, as his parishioners +called him, "The Honorable John," was sitting in his arm-chair in the +little drawing-room of Slumberleigh Rectory. Mrs. Honorable John was +pouring out tea; and here, once and for all, let it be known that meals, +particularly five o'clock tea, will occupy a large place in this +chronicle, not because of any importance especially attaching to them, +but because in the country, at least in Slumberleigh, the day is not +divided by hours but by the meals that take place therein, and to write +of Slumberleigh and its inhabitants with disregard to their divisions of +time is "impossible, and cannot be done." + +So I repeat, boldly, Mr. and Mrs. Alwynn were at tea. They were alone +together, for they had no children, and Ruth Deyncourt, who had been +living with them since her grandmother's death in the winter, was now +staying with her cousin, Mrs. Ralph Danvers, at Atherstone, a couple of +miles away. + +If it had occasionally crossed Mr. Alwynn's mind during the last few +months that he would have liked to have a daughter like Ruth, he had +kept the sentiment to himself, as he did most sentiments in the company +of his wife, who, while she complained of his habit of silence, made up +for it nobly herself at all times and in all places. It had often been +the subject of vague wonder among his friends, and even at times to Mr. +Alwynn himself, how he had come to marry "Fanny, my love." Mr. Alwynn +dearly loved peace and quiet, but these dwelt not under the same roof +with Mrs. Alwynn. Nay, I even believe, if the truth were known, he liked +order and tidiness, judging by the exact arrangement of his own study, +and the rueful glances he sometimes cast at the litter of wools and +letters on the newspaper-table, and the gay garden hats and goloshes, +hidden, but not concealed, under the drawing-room sofa. Conversation +about the dearness of butchers' meat and the enormities of servants +palled upon him, I think, after a time, but he had taken his wife's +style of conversation for better for worse when he took her gayly +dressed self under those ominous conditions, and he never showed +impatience. He loved his wife, but I think it grieved him when +smart-colored glass vases were strewn among the cherished bits +of old china and enamel which his soul loved. He did not like +chromo-lithographs, or the framed photographs which Mrs. Alwynn called +her "momentums of travel," among his rare old prints, either. He bore +them, but after their arrival in company with large and inappropriate +nails, and especially after the cut-glass candlesticks appeared on the +drawing-room chimney-piece, he ceased to make his little occasional +purchases of old china and old silver. The curiosity shops knew him no +more, or if he still at times brought home some treasure in his hat-box, +on his return from Convocation, it was unpacked and examined in private, +and a little place was made for it among the old Chelsea figures on the +bookcase in his study, which had stood, ever since he had inherited them +from his father, on the drawing-room mantle-piece, but had been silently +removed when a pair of comic china elephants playing on violins had +appeared in their midst. + +Mr. Alwynn sighed a little when he looked at them this afternoon, and +shook his head; for had he not brought back in his empty soup-tin an old +earthen-ware cow of Dutch extraction, which he had long coveted on the +shelf of a parishioner? He had bought it very dear, for when in all his +life had he ever bought anything cheap? And now, as he was tenderly +wiping a suspicion of beef-tea off it, he wondered, as he looked round +his study, where he could put it. Not among the old Oriental china, +where bits of Wedgwood had already elbowed in for want of room +elsewhere. Among his Lowestoft cups and saucers? Never! He would rather +not have it than see it there. He had a vision of a certain bracket, +discarded from the hall, and put aside by his careful hands in the +lowest drawer of the cupboard by the window, in which he kept little +stores of nails and string and brown paper, among which "Fanny, my love" +performed fearful ravages when minded to tie up a parcel. + +Mr. Alwynn nailed up the bracket under an old etching and placed the cow +thereon, and, after contemplating it over his spectacles, went into the +drawing-room to tea with his wife. + +Mrs. Alwynn was a stout, florid, good-humored-looking woman, with a +battered fringe, considerably younger than her husband in appearance, +and with a tendency to bright colors in dress. + +"Barnes is very poorly, my dear," said Mr. Alwynn, patiently fishing out +one of the lumps of sugar which his wife had put in his tea. He took one +lump, but she took two herself, and consequently always gave him two. +"I should say a little strong soup would--" + +At this juncture the front door-bell rang, and a moment afterwards "Mr. +Dare" was announced. + +The erect, light gray figure which had awakened the curiosity of Mrs. +Eccles came in close behind the servant. Mrs. Alwynn received a deep bow +in return for her look of astonishment; and then, with an eager +exclamation, the visitor had seized both Mr. Alwynn's hands, regardless +of the neatly folded slice of bread and butter in one of them, and was +shaking them cordially. + +Mr. Alwynn looked for a moment as astonished as his wife, and the blank, +deprecating glance he cast at his visitor showed that he was at a loss. + +The latter let go his hands and spread his own out with a sudden +gesture. + +"Ah, you do not know me," he said, speaking rapidly; "it is twenty years +ago, and you have forgotten. You do not remember Alfred Dare, the little +boy whom you saw last in sailing costume, the little boy for whom you +cut the whistles, the son of your old friend, Henry Dare?" + +"Good gracious!" ejaculated Mr. Alwynn, with a sudden flash of memory. +"Henry's other son. I remember now. It _is_ Alfred, and I remember the +whistles too. You have your mother's eyes. And, of course, you have come +to Vandon now that your poor brother--We have all been wondering when +you would turn up. My dear boy, I remember you perfectly now; but it is +a long time ago, and you have changed very much." + +"Between eight years and twenty-eight there is a great step," replied +Dare, with a brilliant smile. "How could I expect that you should +remember all at once? But _you_ are not changed. I knew you the first +moment. It is the same kind, good face which I remember well." + +Mr. Alwynn blushed a faint blush, which any word of praise could always +call up; and then, reminded of the presence of Mrs. Alwynn by a short +cough, which that lady always had in readiness wherewith to recall him +to a sense of duty, he turned to her and introduced Dare. + +Dare made another beautiful bow; and while he accepted a cup of tea from +Mrs. Alwynn, Mr. Alwynn had time to look attentively at him with his +mild gray eyes. He was a slight, active-looking young man of middle +height, decidedly un-English in appearance and manner, with dark roving +eyes, mustaches very much twirled up, and a lean brown face, that was +exceedingly handsome in a style to which Mr. Alwynn was not accustomed. + +And this was Henry Dare's second son, the son by his French wife, who +had been brought up abroad, of whom no one had ever heard or cared to +hear, who had now succeeded, by his half-brother's sudden death, to +Vandon, a property adjoining Slumberleigh. + +The eager foreign face was becoming familiar to Mr. Alwynn. Dare was +like his mother; but he sat exactly as Mr. Alwynn had seen his father +sit many a time in that very chair. The attitude was the same. Ah, but +that flourish of the brown hands! How unlike anything Henry would have +done! And those sudden movements! He was roused by Dare turning quickly +to him again. + +"I am telling Mrs. Alwynn of my journey here," he began; "of how I miss +my train; of how I miss my carriage, sent to meet me from the inn; of +how I walk on foot up the long hills; and when I get there they think I +am no longer coming. I arrived only last night at Vandon. To-day I walk +over to see my old friend at Slumberleigh." + +Dare leaned forward, laying the tips of his fingers lightly against his +breast. + +"You seem to have had a good deal of walking," said Mr. Alwynn, rather +taken aback, but anxious to be cordial; "but, at any rate, you will not +walk back. You must stay the night, now you are here; mustn't he, +Fanny?" + +Dare was delighted--beaming. Then his face became overcast. His eyebrows +went up. He shook his head. Mr. and Mrs. Alwynn were most kind, but--he +became more and more dejected--a bag, a simple valise-- + +It could be sent for. + +Ah! Mr. Alwynn was too good. He revived again. He showed his even white +teeth. He was about to resume his tea, when suddenly a tall white figure +came lightly in through the open French window, and a clear voice began: + +"Oh, Uncle John, there is such a heathen of a black poodle making +excavations in the flower-beds! Do--" + +Ruth stopped suddenly as her eyes fell upon the stranger. Dare rose +instinctively. + +"This is Mr. Dare, Ruth," said Mr. Alwynn. "He has just arrived at +Vandon." + +Ruth bowed. Dare surpassed himself, and was silent. All his smiles and +flow of small-talk had suddenly deserted him. He began patting his dog, +which had followed Ruth in-doors, and a moment of constraint fell upon +the little party. + +"She is shy," said Dare to himself. "She is adorably shy." + +Ruth's quiet, self-possessed voice dispelled that pleasing illusion. + +"I have had a very exhausting afternoon with Mrs. Eccles, Aunt Fanny, +and I have come to you for a cup of tea before I go back to Atherstone." + +"Why did you walk so far this hot afternoon, my dear? and how are Mrs. +Danvers and Lady Mary? and is any one else staying there? and, my dear, +_are_ the dolls finished?" + +"They are," said Ruth. "They are all outrageously fashionable. Even +Molly is satisfied. There is to be a school-feast here to-morrow," she +added, turning to Dare, who appeared bewildered at the turn the +conversation was taking. "All our energies for the last fortnight have +been brought to bear on dolls. We have been dressing dolls morning, +noon, and night." + +"When is it to be, this school-feast?" said Dare, eagerly. "I will buy +one--three dolls!" + +After a lengthy explanation from Mrs. Alwynn as to the nature of a +school-feast as distinct from a bazaar, Ruth rose to go, and Mr. Alwynn +offered to accompany her part of the way. + +"And so that is the new Mr. Dare about whom we have all been +speculating," she said, as they strolled across the fields together. "He +is not like his half-brother." + +"No; he seems to be entirely a Frenchman. You see, he was educated +abroad, and that makes a great difference. He was a very nice little boy +twenty years ago. I hope he will turn out well, and do his duty by the +place." + +The neighboring property of Vandon, with its tumble-down cottages, its +neglected people, and hard agent, were often in Mr. Alwynn's thoughts. + +"Oh, Uncle John, he will, he must! You must help him and advise," said +Ruth, eagerly. "He ought to stay and live on the place, and look into +things for himself." + +"I am afraid he will be poor," said Mr. Alwynn, meditatively. + +"Anyhow, he will be richer than he was before," urged Ruth, "and it is +his duty to do something for his own people." + +When Ruth had said it was a duty, she imagined, like many another young +soul before her, that nothing remained to be said, having yet to learn +how much beside often remained to be done. + +"We shall see," said Mr. Alwynn, who had seen something of his +fellow-creatures; and they walked on together in silence. + +The person whose duty Ruth had been discussing so freely looked after +the two retreating figures till they disappeared, and then turned to +Mrs. Alwynn. + +"You and Mr. Alwynn also go to the school-feast to-morrow?" + +Mrs. Alwynn, a little nettled, explained that of course she went, that +it was her _own_ school-feast, that Mrs. Thursby, at the Hall, had +nothing to do with it. (Dare did not know who Mrs. Thursby was, but he +listened with great attention.) She, Mrs. Alwynn, gave it herself. Her +own cook, who had been with her five years, made the cakes, and her own +donkey-cart conveyed the same to the field where the repast was held. + +"Miss Deyncourt, will she be there?" asked Dare. + +Mrs. Alwynn explained that all the neighborhood, including the Thursbys, +would be there; that she made a point of asking the Thursbys. + +"I also will come," said Dare, gravely. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +Atherstone was a rambling, old-fashioned, black-and-white house, half +covered with ivy, standing in a rambling, old-fashioned garden--a +charming garden, with clipped yews, and grass paths, and straggling +flowers and herbs growing up in unexpected places. In front of the +house, facing the drawing-room windows, was a bowling-green, across +which, at this time of the afternoon, the house had laid a cool green +shadow. + +Two ladies were sitting under its shelter, each with her work. + +It was hot still, but the shadows were deepening and lengthening. Away +in the sun hay was being made and carried, with crackings of whips and +distant voices. Beyond the hay-fields lay the silver band of the river, +and beyond again the spire of Slumberleigh Church, and a glimpse among +the trees of Slumberleigh Hall. + +"Ralph has started in the dog-cart to meet Charles. They ought to be +here in half an hour, if the train is punctual," said Mrs. Ralph. + +She was a graceful woman, with a placid, gentle face. She might be +thirty, but she looked younger. With her pleasant home and her pleasant +husband, and her child to be mildly anxious about, she might well look +young. She looked particularly so now as she sat in her fresh cotton +draperies, winding wool with cool, white hands. + +The handiwork of some women has a hard, masculine look. If they sew, it +is with thick cotton in some coarse material; if they knit, it is with +cricket-balls of wool, which they manipulate into wiry stockings and +comforters. Evelyn's wools, on the contrary, were always soft, fleecy, +liable to weak-minded tangles, and so turning, after long periods of +time, into little feminine futilities for which it was difficult to +divine any possible use. + +Lady Mary Cunningham, her husband's aunt, made no immediate reply to her +small remark. Evelyn Danvers was not a little afraid of that lady, and, +in truth, Lady Mary, with her thin face and commanding manner, was a +very imposing person. Though past seventy, she sat erect in her chair, +her stick by her side, some elaborate embroidery in her delicate old +ringed hands. Her pale, colorless eyes were as keen as ever. Her white +hair was covered by a wonderful lace cap, which no one had ever +succeeded in imitating, that fell in soft lappets and graceful folds +round the severe, dignified face. Molly, Evelyn's little daughter, stood +in great awe of Lady Mary, who had such a splendid stick with a silver +crook of her very own, and who made remarks in French in Molly's +presence which that young lady could not understand, and felt that it +was not intended she should. She even regarded with a certain veneration +the cap itself, which she had once met in equivocal circumstances, +journeying with a plait of white hair towards Lady Mary's rooms. + +It was the first time since their marriage, of which she had not +approved, that Lady Mary had paid a visit to Ralph and Evelyn at +Atherstone. Lady Mary had tried to marry Ralph, in days gone by, to a +woman who--but it was an old story and better forgotten. Ralph had +married his first cousin when he had married Evelyn, and Lady Mary had +strenuously objected to the match, and had even gone so far as to +threaten to alter certain clauses in her will, which she had made in +favor of Ralph, her younger nephew, at a time when she was at daggers +drawn with her eldest nephew, Charles, now Sir Charles Danvers. But that +was an old story, too, and better forgotten. + +When Charles succeeded his father some three years ago, and when, after +eight years, Molly had still remained an only child, and one of the +wrong kind, of no intrinsic value to the family, Lady Mary decided that +by-gones should be by-gones, and became formally reconciled to Charles, +with whom she had already found it exceedingly inconvenient, and +consequently unchristian, not to be on speaking terms. As long as he was +the scapegrace son of Sir George Danvers her Christian principles +remained in abeyance; but when he suddenly succeeded to the baronetcy +and Stoke Moreton, the air of which suited her so well, and, moreover, +to that convenient _pied à terre_, the house in Belgrave Square, she +allowed feelings, which she said she had hitherto repressed with +difficulty, their full scope, expressed a Christian hope that, now that +he had come to this estate, Charles would put away Bohemian things, and +instantly set to work to find a suitable wife for him. + +At first Lady Mary felt that the task which she had imposed upon herself +would (D.V.) be light indeed. Charles received her overtures with the +same courteous demeanor which had been the chief sting of their former +warfare. He paid his creditors, no one knew how, for his father had left +nothing to him unentailed; and once out of money difficulties, he seemed +in no hurry to plunge into them again. If he had not as yet thoroughly +taken up the life of an English country gentleman, for want of that +necessary adjunct which Lady Mary was so anxious to supply, at least he +lived in England and in good society. In short, Lady Mary was fond of +telling her friends Charles had entirely reformed, hinting, at the same +time, that she had been the humble instrument, in the hands of an +all-wise Providence, which had turned him back into the way in which the +English aristocracy should walk, and from which he had deviated so long. +But one thing remained--to marry him. Every one said Charles _must_ +marry. Lady Mary did not say it, but with her whole soul she meant it. +What she intended to do, she, as a rule, performed--occasionally at the +expense of those who were little able to afford it, but still the thing +was (always, of course, by the co-operation of Providence) done. Ralph +certainly had proved an exception to the rule. He had married Evelyn +against Lady Mary's will, and consequently without the blessing of +Providence. After that, of course, she had never expected there would be +a son, and with each year her anxiety to see Charles safely married had +increased. He had seemed so amenable that at first she could hardly +believe that the steed which she had led to waters of such divers merit +would refuse to drink from any of them. If rank had no charm for him, +which apparently it had not, she would try beauty. When beauty failed, +even beauty with money in its hand, Lady Mary hesitated, and then fell +back on goodness. But either the goodness was not good enough, or, as +Lady Mary feared, it was not sufficiently High Church to be really +genuine: even goodness failed. For three years she had strained every +nerve, and at the end of them she was no nearer the object in view than +when she began. + +An inconvenient death of a sister, with whom she had long since +quarrelled about church matters (and who had now gone where her folly in +differing from Lady Mary would be fully, if painfully, brought home to +her), had prevented Lady Mary continuing her designs this year in +London. But if thwarted in one direction, she knew how to throw her +energies into another. The first words she uttered indicated what that +direction was. + +Evelyn's little remark about the dog-cart, which had gone to meet +Charles, had so long remained without any response that she was about to +coin another of the same stamp, when Lady Mary suddenly said, with a +decision that was intended to carry conviction to the heart of her +companion: + +"It is an exceedingly suitable thing." + +Evelyn evidently understood what it was that was so suitable, but she +made no reply. + +"A few years ago," continued Lady Mary, "I should have looked higher. I +should have thought Charles might have done better, but--" + +"He never could do better than--than--" said Evelyn, with a little mild +flutter. "There is no one in the world more--" + +"Yes, yes, my dear--of course we all know that," returned the elder +lady. "She is much too good for him, and all the rest of it. A few years +ago, I was saying, I might not have regarded it quite in the light I do +now. Charles, with his distinguished appearance and his position, might +have married anybody. But time passes, and I am becoming seriously +anxious about him; I am, indeed. He is eight-and-thirty. In two years he +will be forty; and at forty you never know what a man may not do. It is +a critical age, even when they are married. Until he is forty, a man may +be led under Providence into forming a connection with a woman of +suitable age and family. After that age he will never look at any girl +out of her teens, and either perpetrates a folly or does not marry at +all. If the Danvers family is not to become extinct, or to be dragged +down by a _mésalliance_, measures must be taken at once." + +Evelyn winced at the allusion to the extinction of the Danvers family, +of which Charles and Ralph were the only representatives. She felt +keenly having failed to give Ralph a son, and the sudden smart of the +old hurt added a touch of sharpness to her usually gentle voice as she +said, "I cannot see what _has_ been left undone." + +"No, my dear," said Lady Mary, more suavely, "you have fallen in with my +views most sensibly. I only hope Ralph--" + +"Ralph knows nothing about it." + +"Quite right. It is very much better he should not. Men never can be +made to look at things in their proper light. They have no power of +seeing an inch in front of them. Even Charles, who is less dense than +most men, has never been allowed to form an idea of the plans which from +time to time I have made for him. Nothing sets a man more against a +marriage than the idea that it has been put in his way. They like to +think it is all their own doing, and that the whole universe will be +taken by surprise when the engagement is given out. Charles is no +exception to the rule. Our duty is to provide a wife for him, and then +allow him to think his own extraordinary cleverness found her for +himself. How old is this cousin of yours, Miss Deyncourt?" + +"About three-and-twenty." + +"Exceedingly suitable. Young, and yet not too young. She is not +beautiful, but she is decidedly handsome, and very high-bred-looking, +which is better than beauty. I know all about her family; good blood on +both sides; no worsted thread. I forget if there is any money." + +This was a pious fraud on Lady Mary's part, as she was, of course, aware +of the exact sum. + +"Lady Deyncourt left her thirty thousand pounds," said Evelyn, +unwillingly. She hated herself for the part she was taking in her aunt's +plans, although she had been so unable to support her feeble opposition +by any show of reason that it had long since melted away before the +consuming fire of Lady Mary's determined authority. + +"Twelve hundred a year," said that lady. "I fear Lady Deyncourt was far, +very far, from the truth, but she seems to have made an equitable will. +I am glad Miss Deyncourt is not entirely without means; and she has +probably something of her own as well. The more I see of that girl the +more convinced I am that she is the very wife for Charles. There is no +objection to the match in any way, unless it lies in that disreputable +brother, who seems to have entirely disappeared. Now, Evelyn, mark my +words. You invited her here at my wish, after I saw her with that +dreadful Alwynn woman at the flower-show. You will never regret it. I am +seventy-five years of age, and I have seen something of men and women. +Those two will suit." + +"Here comes the dog-cart," said Evelyn, with evident relief. + +"Where is Miss Deyncourt?" + +"She went off to Slumberleigh some time ago. She said she was going to +the rectory, I believe." + +"It is just as well. Ah! here is Charles." + +A tall, distinguished-looking man in a light overcoat came slowly round +the corner of the house as she spoke, and joined them on the lawn. +Evelyn went to meet him with, evident affection, which met with as +evident a return, and he then exchanged a more formal greeting with his +aunt. + +"Come and sit down here," said Evelyn, pulling forward a garden-chair. +"How hot and tired you look!" + +"I am tired to death, Evelyn. I went to London in May a comparatively +young man. Aunt Mary said I ought to go, and so, of course, I went. I +have come back not only sadder and wiser--that I would try to bear--but +visibly aged." + +He took off his hat as he spoke, and wearily pushed back the hair from +his forehead. Lady Mary looked at him over her spectacles with grave +scrutiny. She had not seen her nephew for many months, and she was not +pleased with what she saw. His face looked thin and worn, and she even +feared she could detect a gray hair or two in the light hair and +mustache. His tired, sarcastic eyes met hers. + +"I was afraid you would think I had _gone off_," he said, half shutting +his eyes in the manner habitual to him. "I fear I took your exhortations +too much to heart, and overworked myself in the good cause." + +"A season is always an exhausting thing," said Lady Mary; "and I dare +say London is very hot now." + +"Hot! It's more than hot. It is a solemn warning to evil-doers; a +foretaste of a future state." + +"I suppose everybody has left town by this time?" continued Lady Mary, +who often found it necessary even now to ignore parts of her nephew's +conversation. + +"By everybody I know you mean _one_ family. Yes, they are gone. Left +London to-day. Consequently, I also conveyed my remains out of town, +feeling that I had done my duty." + +"Where is Ralph?" asked Evelyn, rising, dimly conscious that Charles and +his aunt were conversing in an unknown tongue, and feeling herself _de +trop_. + +"I left him in the shrubbery. A stoat crossed the road before the +horse's nose as we drove up, and Ralph, who seems to have been specially +invented by Providence for the destruction of small vermin, was in +attendance on it in a moment. I had seen something of the kind before, +so I came on." + +Evelyn laid down her work, and went across the lawn, and round the +corner of the house, in the direction of the shrubbery, from which the +voice of her lord and master "rose in snatches," as he plunged in and +out among the laurels. + +"And how is Lord Hope-Acton?" continued Lady Mary, with an air of +elaborate unconcern. "I used to know him in old days as one of the best +waltzers in London. I remember him very slim and elegant-looking; but I +suppose he is quite elderly now, and has lost his figure? or so some one +was saying." + +"Not lost, but gone before, I should say, to judge by appearances," said +Charles, meditatively, gazing up into the blue of the summer sky. + +The mixed impiety and indelicacy of her nephew's remark caused a sudden +twitch to the High Church embroidery in Lady Mary's hand; but she went +on a moment later in her usual tone: + +"And Lady Hope-Acton. Is she in stronger health?" + +"I believe she was fairly well; not robust, you know, but, like other +fond mothers with daughters out, 'faint yet pursuing.'" + +Lady Mary bit her lip; but long experience had taught her that it was +wiser to refrain from reproof, even when it was so urgently needed. + +"And their daughter, Lady Grace. How beautiful she is! Was she looking +as lovely as usual?" + +"More so," replied Charles, with conviction. "Her nose is even +straighter, her eyelashes even longer than they were last summer. I do +not hesitate to say that her complexion is--all that her fancy paints +it." + +"You are so fond of joking, Charles, that I don't know when you are +serious. And you saw a good deal of her?" + +"Of course I did. I leaned on the railings in the Row, and watched her +riding with Lord Hope-Acton, whose personal appearance you feel such an +interest in. At the meeting of the four-in-hands, was not she on the +box-seat beside me? At Henley, were we not in the same boat? At +Hurlingham, did we not watch polo together, and together drink our tea? +At Lord's, did not I tear her new muslin garment in helping her up one +of those poultry-ladders on the Torringtons' drag? Have I not taken her +in to dinner five several times? Have I not danced with her at balls +innumerable? Have I not, in fact, seen as much of her as--of several +others?" + +"Oh, Charles!" said Lady Mary, "I wish you would talk seriously for one +moment, and not in that light way. Have you spoken?" + +"In a light way, I should say I had spoken a good deal; but _seriously_, +no. I have never ventured to be serious." + +"But you will be. After all this, you _will_ ask her?" + +"Aunt Mary," replied Charles, with gentle reproach, "a certain delicacy +should be observed in probing the exact state of a man's young +affections. At five-and-thirty (I know I am five-and-thirty, because you +have told people so for the last three years) there exists a certain +reticence in the youthful heart which declines to lay bare its inmost +feelings even for an aunt to--we won't say peck at, but speculate upon. +I have told you all I know. I have done what I was bidden to do, up to a +certain point. I am now here to recruit, and restore my wasted energies, +and possibly to heal (observe, I say possibly) my wounded affections in +the intimacy of my family circle. That reminds me that that little +ungrateful imp Molly has not yet made the slightest demonstration of joy +at my arrival. Where is she?" and without waiting for an answer, which +he was well aware would not be forthcoming, Charles rose and strolled +towards the house with his hands behind his back. + +"Molly!" he called, "Molly!" standing bareheaded in the sunshine, under +a certain latticed window, the iron bars of which suggested a nursery +within. + +There was a sudden answering cackle of delight, and a little brown head +was thrust out amid the ivy. + +"Come down this very moment, you little hard-hearted person, and embrace +your old uncle." + +"I'm comin', Uncle Charles, I'm comin';" and the brown head disappeared, +and a few seconds later a white frock and two slim black legs rushed +round the corner, and Molly precipitated herself against the waistcoat +of "Uncle Charles." + +"What do you mean by not coming down and paying your respects sooner?" +he said, when the first enthusiasm of his reception was over, looking +down at Molly with a great kindness in the keen light eyes which had +looked so apathetic and sarcastic a moment before. + +As he spoke, Ralph Danvers, a square, ruddy man in gray knickerbockers, +came triumphantly round from the shrubbery, holding by its tail a minute +corpse with out-stretched arms and legs. + +"Got him!" he said, smiling, and wiping his brow with honest pride. +"See, Charles? See, Molly? Got him!" + +"Don't bring it here, Ralph, please. We are going to have tea," came +Evelyn's gentle voice from the lawn; and Ralph and the terrier Vic +retired to hang the body of the slain upon a fir-tree on the back +premises, the recognized long home of stoats and weasels at Atherstone. + +Molly, in the presence of Lady Mary and the stick with the silver crook, +was always more or less depressed and shy. She felt the pale cold eye of +that lady was upon her, as indeed it generally was, if she moved or +spoke. She did not therefore join in the conversation as freely as was +her wont in the family circle, but sat on the grass by her uncle, +watching him with adoring eyes, trying to work the signet ring off his +big little finger, which in the memory of man--of Molly, I mean--had +never been known to work off, while she gave him the benefit of small +pieces of local and personal news in a half whisper from time to time as +they occurred to her. + +"Cousin Ruth is staying here, Uncle Charles." + +"Indeed," said Charles, absently. + +His eyes had wandered to Evelyn taking Ralph his cup of tea, and giving +him a look with it which he returned--the quiet, grave look of mutual +confidence which sometimes passes between married people, and which for +the moment makes the single state seem very single indeed. + +Molly saw that he had not heard, and that she must try some more +exciting topic in order to rivet his attention. + +"There was a mouse at prayers yesterday, Uncle Charles." + +"There _wasn't_?" + +Uncle Charles was attending again now. + +Molly gave an exact account of the great event, and of how "Nanny" had +gathered her skirts round her, and how James had laughed, only father +did not see him, and how--There was a great deal more, and the story +ended tragically for the mouse, whose final demise under a shovel, when +prayers were over, Molly described in graphic detail. + +"And how are the guinea-pigs?" asked Charles, putting down his cup. + +"Come and see them," whispered Molly, insinuating her small hand +delightedly into his big one; and they went off together, each happy in +the society of the other. Charles was introduced to the guinea-pigs, +which had multiplied exceedingly since he had presented them, the one +named after him being even then engaged in rearing a large family. + +Then, after Molly had copiously watered her garden, and Charles's +unsuspecting boots at the same time, objects of interest still remained +to be seen and admired; confidences had to be exchanged; inner pockets +in Charles's waistcoat to be explored; and it was not till the +dressing-bell and the shrill voice of "Nanny" from an upper window +recalled them, that the friends returned towards the house. + +As they turned to go in-doors Charles saw a tall white figure skimming +across the stretches of low sunshine and long shadow in the field beyond +the garden, and making swiftly for the garden gate. + +"Oh, Molly! Molly!" he said, in a tone of sudden consternation, +squeezing the little brown hand in his. "_Who_ is that?" + +Molly looked at him astonished. A moment ago Uncle Charles had been +talking merrily, and now he looked quite sad. + +"It's only Ruth," she said, reassuringly. + +"Who is Ruth?" + +"Cousin Ruth," replied Molly. "I told you she was here." + +"She's not _staying_ here?" + +"Yes, she is. She is rather nice, only she says the guinea-pigs smell +nasty, which isn't true. She _will_ be late,"--with evident concern--"if +she is going to be laced up; and I know she is, because I saw it on her +bed. She doesn't see us yet. Let us go and meet her." + +"Run along, then," said Charles, in a lone of deep dejection, loosing +Molly's hand. "I think I'll go in-doors." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +"I've done Uncle Charles a button-hole, and put it in his water-bottle," +said Molly, in an important _affairé_ whisper, as she came into Ruth's +room a few minutes before dinner, where Ruth and her maid were +struggling with a black-lace dress. "Mrs. Jones, you must be very quick. +Why do you have pins in your mouth, Mrs. Jones? James has got his coat +on, and he is going to ring the bell in one minute. I told him you had +only just got your hair done; but he said he could not help that. Uncle +Charles,"--peeping through the door--"is going down now, and he's got on +a beautiful white waistcoat. He's brought that nice Mr. Brown with him +that unpacks his things and plays on the concertina. Ah! there's the +bell;" and Molly hurried down to give a description of the exact stage +at which Ruth's toilet had arrived, which Ruth cut short by appearing +hard upon her heels. + +"It is a shame to come in-doors now, isn't it?" said Charles, as he was +introduced and took her in to dinner in the wake of Lady Mary and Ralph. +"Just the first cool time of the day." + +"Is it?" said Ruth, still rather pink with her late exertions. "When I +heard the dressing-bell ring across the fields, and the last gate would +not open, and I found the railings through which I precipitated myself +had been newly painted, I own I thought it had never been so hot all +day." + +"How trying it is to be forgotten!" said Charles, after a pause. "We +have met before, Miss Deyncourt; but I see you don't remember me. I gave +you time to recollect me by throwing out that little remark about the +weather, but it was no good." + +Ruth glanced at him and looked puzzled. + +"I am afraid I don't," she said at last. "I have seen you playing polo +once or twice, and driving your four-in-hand; but I thought I only knew +you by sight. When did we meet before?" + +"You have no recollection of a certain ball after some theatricals at +Stoke Moreton, which you and your sister came to as little girls in +pigtails?" + +"Of course I remember that. And were you there?" + +"Was I there? Oh, the ingratitude of woman! Did not I dance three times +with each of you, and suggest chicken at supper instead of lobster +salad? Does not the lobster salad awaken memories? Surely you have not +forgotten that?" + +Ruth began to smile. + +"I remember now. So you were the kind man, name unknown, who took such +care of Anna and me? How good-natured you were!" + +"Thanks! You evidently do remember now, if you say that. I recognized +you at once, when I saw you again, by your likeness to your brother +Raymond. You were very like him then, but much more so now. How is he?" + +Ruth's dark gray eyes shot a sudden surprised glance at him. People had +seldom of late inquired after Raymond. + +"I believe he is quite well," she replied, in a constrained tone. "I +have not heard from him for some time." + +"It is some years since I met him," said Charles, noting but ignoring +her change of tone. "I used to see a good deal of him before he went +to--was it America? I heard from him about three years ago. He was +prospecting, I think, at that time." + +Ruth remembered that Charles had succeeded his father about three years +ago. She remembered also Raymond's capacities for borrowing. A sudden +instinct told her what the drift of that letter had been. The blood +rushed into her face. + +"Oh, he didn't--did he?" + +The other three people were talking together; Lady Mary, opposite, was +joining with a bland smile of inward satisfaction in the discussion +between Ralph and Evelyn as to the rival merits of "Cochin Chinas" and +"Plymouth Rocks." + +"If he did," said Charles, quietly, "it was only what we had often done +for each other before. There was a time, Miss Deyncourt, when your +brother and I both rowed in the same boat; and both, I fancy, split on +the same rock. It was not so long since--" + +There was a sudden silence. The chicken question was exhausted. It +dropped dead. Charles left his sentence unfinished, and, turning to his +brother, the conversation became general. + + * * * * * + +In the evening, when the others had said good-night, Charles and Ralph +went out into the cool half-darkness to smoke, and paced up and down on +the lawn in the soft summer night. The two brothers had not met for some +time, and in an undemonstrative way they had a genuine affection for +each other, which showed itself on this occasion in walking about +together without exchanging a word. + +At last Charles broke the silence. "I thought, when I settled to come +down here, you said you would be alone!" There was a shade of annoyance +in his tone. + +"Well, now, that is just what I said at the time," said Ralph, sleepily, +with a yawn that would have accommodated a Jonah, "only I was told I did +not understand. They always say I don't understand if they're set on +anything. I thought you wanted a little peace and quietness. I said so; +but Aunt Mary settled we must have some one. I say, Charles," with a +chuckle of deep masculine cunning, "you just look out. There's some +mystery up about Ruth. I believe Aunt Mary got Evelyn to ask her here +with an eye to business." + +"I would not do Aunt Mary the injustice to doubt _that_ for a moment," +replied Charles, rather bitterly; and they relapsed into silence and +smoke. + +Presently Ralph, who had been out all day, yawned himself into the +house, and left Charles to pace up and down by himself. + +If Lady Mary, who was at that moment composing herself to slumber in the +best spare bedroom, had heard the gist of Ralph's remarks to his +brother, I think she would have risen up and confronted him then and +there on the stairs. As it was, she meditated on her couch with much +satisfaction, until the sleep of the just came upon her, little recking +that the clumsy hand of brutal man had even then torn the veil from her +carefully concealed and deeply laid feminine plans. + +Charles, meanwhile, remained on the lawn till late into the night. After +two months of London smuts and London smoke and London nights, the calm +scented darkness had a peculiar charm for him. The few lights in the +windows were going out one by one, and thousands and thousands were +coming out in the quiet sky. Through the still air came the sound of a +corn-crake perpetually winding up its watch at regular intervals in a +field hard by. A little desultory breeze hovered near, and just roused +the sleepy trees to whisper a good-night. And Charles paced and paced, +and thought of many things. + +Only last night! His mind went back to the picture-gallery where he and +Lady Grace had sat, amid a grove of palms and flowers. Through the open +archway at a little distance came a flood of light, and a surging echo +of plaintive, appealing music. It was late, or rather early, for morning +was looking in with cold, dispassionate eyes through the long windows. +The gallery was comparatively empty for a London gathering, for the +balconies and hall were crowded, and the rooms were thinning. To all +intents and purposes they were alone. How nearly--how nearly he had +asked for what he knew would not have been refused! How nearly he had +decided to do at once what might still be put off till to-morrow! And he +_must_ marry; he often told himself so. She was there beside him on the +yellow brocade ottoman. She was much too good for him; but she liked +him. Should he do it--now? he asked himself, as he watched the slender +gloved hand swaying the feather fan with monotonous languor. + +But when he took her back to the ball-room, back to an expectant, tired +mother, he had not done it. He should be at their house in Scotland +later. He thought he would wait till then. He breathed a long sigh of +relief, in the quiet darkness now, at the thought that he had not done +it. He had a haunting presentiment that neither in the purple heather, +any more than in a London ball-room, would he be able to pass beyond +that "certain point" to which, in divers companionship, with or without +assistance, he had so often attained. + +For Charles was genuinely anxious to marry. He regarded with the +greatest interest every eligible and ineligible young woman whom he came +across. If Lady Mary had been aware of the very serious light in which +he had considered Miss Louisa Smith, youngest daughter of a certain +curate Smith, who in his youth had been originally extracted from a +refreshment-room at Liverpool to become an ornament of the Church, that +lady would have swooned with horror. But neither Miss Louisa Smith, with +her bun and sandwich ancestry, nor the eighth Lord Breakwater's young +and lovely sister, though both willing to undertake the situation, were +either of them finally offered it. Charles remained free as air, and a +dreadful stigma gradually attached to him as a heartless flirt and a +perverter of young girls' minds from men of more solid worth. A man who +pleases easily and is hard to please soon gets a bad name +among--mothers. I don't think Lady Hope-Acton thought very kindly of +him, as she sped up to Scotland in the night mail. + +Perhaps he was not so much to blame as she thought. Long ago, ten long +years ago, in the reckless days of which Lady Mary had then made so +much, and now made so little, poor Charles had been deeply in love with +a good woman, a gentle, quiet girl, who after a time had married his +brother Ralph. No one had suspected his attachment--Ralph and Evelyn +least of all--but several years elapsed before he found time to visit +them at Atherstone; and I think his fondness for Molly had its origin in +his feeling for her mother. Even now it sometimes gave him a momentary +pang to meet the adoration in Molly's eyes which, with their dark +lashes, she had copied so exactly from Evelyn's. + +And now that he could come with ease on what had been forbidden ground, +he had seen of late clearly, with the insight that comes of +dispassionate consideration, that Evelyn, the only woman whom he had +ever earnestly loved, whom he would have turned heaven and earth to have +been able to marry, had not been in the least suited to him, and that to +have married her would have entailed a far more bitter disappointment +than the loss of her had been. + +Evelyn made Ralph an admirable wife. She was so placid, so gentle, +and--with the exception of muddy boots in the drawing-room--so +unexacting. It was sweet to see her read to Molly; but did she never +take up a book or a paper? What she said was always gracefully put +forth; but oh! in old days, used she in that same gentle voice to utter +such platitudes, such little stereotyped remarks? Used she, in the palmy +days that were no more (when she was not Ralph's wife), so mildly but so +firmly to adhere to a pre-conceived opinion? Had she formerly such fixed +opinions on every subject in general, and on new-laid eggs and the +propriety of chicken-hutches on the lawn in particular? Disillusion may +be for our good, like other disagreeable things, but it is seldom +pleasant at the time, and is apt to leave in all except the most +conceited natures (whose life-long mistakes are committed for our +learning) a strange self-distrustful caution behind, which is mortally +afraid of making a second mistake of the same kind. + +Charles suddenly checked his pacing. + +And yet surely, surely, he said to himself, there were in the world +somewhere good women of another stamp, who might be found for diligent +seeking. + +He turned impatiently to go in-doors. + +"Oh, Molly! Molly!" he said, half aloud, gazing at the darkened windows +behind which the body of Molly was sleeping, while her little soul was +frisking away in fairy-land, "why did you complicate matters by being a +little girl?" With which reflection he brought his meditations to a +close for the night. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +Molly awoke early on the following morning, and early informed the rest +of the household that the weather was satisfactory. She flew into Ruth's +room with the hot water, to wake her and set her mind at rest on a +subject of such engrossing interest; she imparted it repeatedly to +Charles through his key-hole, until a low incoherent muttering convinced +her that he also was rejoicing in the good news. She took all the dolls +out of the baskets in which Ruth's careful hands had packed them the +evening before, in the recognized manner in which dolls travel without +detriment to their toilets, namely, head downward, with their +orange-top-boots turned upward to the sky. In short, Molly busied +herself in the usual ways in which an only child finds employment. + +It really was a glorious day. Except in Molly's eyes it was almost too +good a day for a school-feast; too good a day, Ruth thought, as she +looked out, to be spent entirely in playing at endless games of "Sally +Water" and "Oranges and Lemons," and in pouring out sweet tea in a tent. +She remembered a certain sketch at Arleigh, an old deserted house in the +neighborhood, which she had long wished to make. What a day for a +sketch! But she shut her eyes to the temptation of the evil one, and +went out into the garden, where Molly's little brown hands were +devastating the beds for the approaching festival, and Molly's shrill +voice was piping through the fresh morning air. + +There had been rain in the night, and to-day the earth had all her +diamonds on, just sent down reset from heaven. The trees came out +resplendent, unable to keep their leaves still for very vanity, and +dropping gems out of their settings at every rustle. No one had been +forgotten. Every tiniest shrub and plant had its little tiara to show; +rare jewels, cut by a Master Hand, which at man's rude touch, or, for +that matter, Molly's either, slid away to tears. + +"You don't mean to say, Molly," said Charles, later in the day, when all +the dolls had been passed in review before him, and he had criticised +each, "that you are going to leave me all day by myself? What shall I do +between luncheon and tea-time, when I have fed the guinea-pigs and +watered the 'blue-belia,' as you call it--Where has that imp disappeared +to now? I think," with a glance at Ruth, who was replacing the cotton +wool on the doll's faces, "I really think, though I own I fancied I had +a previous engagement, that I shall be obliged to come to the +school-feast too." + +"Don't," said Ruth, looking up suddenly from her work with gray serious +eyes. "Be advised. No man who respects himself makes himself common by +attending village school-feasts and attempting to pour out tea, which he +is never allowed to do in private life." + +"I could hand buns," suggested Charles. "You take a gloomy view of your +fellow-creatures, Miss Deyncourt. I see you underrate my powers with +plates of buns." + +"Far from it. I only wished to keep you from quitting your proper +sphere." + +"What, may I ask, is my proper sphere?" + +"Not to come to school-feasts at all; or, if you feel that is beyond +you, only to arrive when you are too late to be of any use; to stand +about with a hunting-crop in your hand--for, of course, you will come on +horseback--and then, after refreshing all of us workers by a few +well-chosen remarks, to go away again at an easy canter." + +"I think I could do that, if it would give pleasure; and I am most +grateful to you for pointing out my proper course to me. I have observed +it is the prerogative of woman in general not only to be absolutely +convinced as to her own line of action, but also to be able to point out +that of man to his obtuser perceptions." + +"I believe you are perfectly right," said Ruth, becoming serious. "If +men, especially prime-ministers, were to apply to almost any woman I +know (except, of course, myself) for advice as to the administration of +the realm or their own family affairs, I have not the slightest doubt +that not one of them would be sent empty away, but would be furnished +instantly with a complete guide-book as to his future movements on this +side the grave." + +"Oh, some people don't stop there," said Charles. "Aunt Mary, in my +young days, used to think nothing of the grave if I had displeased her. +She still revels in a future court of justice, and an eternal +cat-o'-nine tails beyond the tomb. Well, Molly, so here you are, back +again! What's the last news?" + +The news was the extraordinary arrival of five new kittens, which, +according to Molly, the old stable cat had just discovered in a loft, +and took the keenest personal interest in. Charles was dragged away, +only half acquiescent, to help in a decision that must instantly be come +to, as to which of the two spotted or the three plain ones should be +kept. + +It was a day of delight to Molly. She had the responsibility and honor +of driving Ruth and the dolls in her own donkey-cart to the scene of +action, where the school children, and some of the idlest or most +good-natured of Mrs. Alwynn's friends, were even then assembling, and +where Mrs. Alwynn herself was already dashing from point to point, +buzzing like a large "bumble" bee. + +As the donkey-cart crawled up a gray figure darted out of the tent, and +flew to meet them from afar. Dare, who had been on the lookout for them +for some time, offered to lift out Molly, helped out Ruth, held the +baskets, wished to unharness the donkey, let the wheel go over his +patent leather shoe, and in short made himself excessively agreeable, if +not in Ruth's, at least in Molly's eyes, who straightway entered into +conversation with him, and invited him to call upon herself and the +guinea-pigs at Atherstone at an early date. + +Then ensued the usual scene at festivities of this description. Tea was +poured out like water (very like warm water), buns, cakes, and bread and +butter were eaten, were crumbled, were put in pockets, were stamped +underfoot. Large open tarts, covered with thin sticks of pastry, called +by the boys "the tarts with the grubs on 'em," disappeared apace, being +constantly replaced by others made in the same image, from which the +protecting but adhesive newspaper had to be judiciously peeled. When the +last limit of the last child had been reached, the real work of the day +began--the games. Under a blazing sun, for the space of two hours, +"Sally Water" or "Nuts in May" must be played, with an occasional change +to "Oranges and Lemons." + +Ruth, who had before been staying with the Alwynns at the time of their +school-feast, hardened her heart, and began that immoral but popular +game of "Sally Water." + + "Sally, Sally Water, come sprinkle your pan; + Rise up a husband, a handsome young man. + Rise, Sally, rise, and don't look sad, + You shall have a husband, good or bad." + +The last line showing how closely the state of feeling of village +society, as regards the wedded state, resembles the view taken of it in +the highest circles. + +Other games were already in full swing. Mrs. Alwynn, flushed and shrill, +was organizing an infant troop. A good-natured curate was laying up for +himself treasure elsewhere, by a present expenditure of half-pence +secreted in a tub of bran. Dare, not to be behind-hand, took to swinging +little girls with desperate and heated good-nature. His bright smile and +genial brown face soon gained the confidence of the children; and then +he swung them as they had never been swung before. It was positively the +first time that some of the girls had ever seen their heels above their +heads. And his powers of endurance were so great. First his coat and +then his waistcoat were cast aside as he warmed to his work, until at +last he dragged the sleeve of his shirt out of the socket, and had to +retire into private life behind a tree, in company with Mrs. Eccles and +a needle and thread. But he reappeared again, and was soon swept into a +game of cricket that was being got up among the elder boys; bowled the +school-master; batted brilliantly and with considerable flourish for a +few moments, only to knock his own wickets down with what seemed +singular want of care; and then fielded with cat-like activity and an +entire oblivion of the game, receiving a swift ball on his own person, +only to choke, coil himself up, and recover his equanimity and the ball +in a moment. + +All things come to an end, and at last the Slumberleigh church clock +struck four, and Ruth could sink giddily onto a bench, and push back +the few remaining hair-pins that were left to her, and feebly endeavor, +with a pin eagerly extracted by Dare from the back of his neck, to join +the gaping ruin of torn gathers in her dress, so daintily fresh two +hours ago, so dilapidated now. + +"There they come!" said Mrs. Alwynn, indignantly, who was fanning +herself with her pocket-handkerchief, which stout women ought to be +forbidden by law to do. "There are Mrs. Thursby and Mabel. Just like +them, arriving when the games are all over! And, dear me! who is that +with them? Why, it is Sir Charles Danvers. I had no idea he was staying +with them. Brown particularly told me they had not brought back any +friend with them yesterday. Dear me! How odd! And Brown--" + +"Sir Charles Danvers is staying at Atherstone," said Ruth. + +"At Atherstone, is he? Well, my dear, this is the first I have heard of +it, if he is. I don't see what there is to make a secret of in _that_. +Most natural he should be staying there, I should have thought. And, if +that's one of Mabel's new gowns, all I can say is that yours is quite as +nice, Ruth, though I know it is from last year, and those full fronts as +fashionable as ever." + +As Mr. and Mrs. Alwynn went forward to meet the Thursbys, Charles +strolled up to Ruth, and planted himself deliberately in front of her. + +"You observe that I am here?" he said. + +"I do." + +"At the proper time?" + +"At the proper time." + +"And in my sphere? I have tampered with no buns, you will remark, and +teapots have been far from me." + +"I am exceedingly rejoiced my little word in season has been of such +use." + +"It has, Miss Deyncourt. The remark you made this morning I considered +honest, though poor, and I laid it to heart accordingly. But," with a +change of tone, "you look tired to death. You have been out in the sun +too long. I am going off now. I only came because I met the Thursbys, +and they dragged me here. Come home with me through the woods. You have +no idea how agreeable I am in the open air. It will be shady all the +way, and not half so fatiguing as being shaken in Molly's donkey-cart." + +"In the donkey-cart I must return, however, if I die on the way," said +Ruth, with a tired smile. "I can't leave Molly. Besides, all is not +over yet. The races and prizes take time; and when at last they are +dismissed, a slice of--" + +"No, Miss Deyncourt, _no_! Not more food!" + +"A slice of cake will be applied _externally_ to each of the children, +which rite brings the festivities to a close. There! I see the dolls are +being carried out. I must go;" and a moment later Ruth and Molly and +Dare, who had been hovering near, were busily unpacking and shaking out +the dolls; and Charles, after a little desultory conversation with Mabel +Thursby, strolled away, with his hands behind his back and his nose in +the air in the manner habitual to him. + +And so the day wore itself out at last; and after a hymn had been +shrieked the children were dismissed, and Ruth and Molly at length drove +away. + +"Hasn't it been delicious?" said Molly. "And my doll was chosen first. +Lucy Bigg, with the rash on her face, got it. I wish little Sarah had +had it. I do love Sarah so very much; but Sarah had yours, Ruth, with +the real pocket and the handkerchief in it. That will be a surprise for +her when she gets home. And that new gentleman was so kind about the +teapots, wasn't he? He always filled mine first. He's coming to see me +very soon, and to bring a curious black dog that he has of his very own, +called--" + +"Stop, Molly," said Ruth, as the donkey's head was being sawed round +towards the blazing high-road; "let us go home through the woods. I know +it is longer, but I can't stand any more sun and dust to-day." + +"You do look tired," said Molly, "and your lips are quite white. My lips +turned white once, before I had the measles, and I felt very curious +inside, and then spots came all over. You don't feel like spots, do you, +Cousin Ruth? We will go back by the woods, and I'll open the gates, and +you shall hold the reins. I dare say Balaam will like it better too." + +Molly had called her donkey Balaam, partly owing to a misapprehension of +Scripture narrative, and partly owing to the assurance of Charles, when +in sudden misgiving she had consulted him on the point, that Balaam +_had_ been an ass. + +Balaam's reluctant underjaw was accordingly turned in the direction of +the woods, and, little thinking the drive might prove an eventful one, +Ruth and Molly set off at that easy amble which a well-fed pampered +donkey will occasionally indulge in. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +After the glare and the noise, the shrill blasts of penny trumpets, and +the sustained beating of penny drums, the silence of the Slumberleigh +woods was delightful to Ruth; the comparative silence, that is to say, +for where Molly was, absolute silence need never be feared. + +Long before the first gate had been reached Balaam had, of course, +returned to the mode of procedure which suited him and his race best, +and it was only when the road inclined to be downhill that he could be +urged into anything like a trot. + +"Never mind," said Molly, consolingly to Ruth, as he finally settled +into a slow lounge, gracefully waving his ears and tail at the army of +flies which accompanied him, "when we get to the place where the firs +are, and the road goes between the rocks, it's downhill all the way, and +we'll gallop down." + +But it was a long way to the firs, and Ruth was in no hurry. It was an +ideal afternoon, verging towards evening; an afternoon of golden lights +and broken shadows, of vivid greens in shady places. It must have been +on such a day as this, Ruth thought, that the Almighty walked in the +garden of Eden when the sun was low, while as yet the tree of knowledge +was but in blossom, while as yet autumn and its apples were far off, +long before fig-leaves and millinery were thought of. + +On either side the bracken and the lady-fern grew thick and high, almost +overlapping the broad moss-grown path, across which the young rabbits +popped away in their new brown coats, showing their little white linings +in their lazy haste. A dog-rose had hung out a whole constellation of +pale stars for Molly to catch at as they passed. A family of +honeysuckles clung, faint and sweet, just beyond the reach of the little +hand that stretched after them in turn. + +They had reached the top of an ascent that would have been level to +anything but the mean spirit of a donkey, when Molly gave a start. + +"Cousin Ruth, there's something creeping among the trees--don't you hear +it? Oh-h-h!" + +There really was a movement in the bracken, which grew too thick and +high to allow of anything being easily seen at a little distance. + +"If it's a lion," said Molly, in a faint whisper, "and I feel in my +heart it is, he must have Balaam." + +Balaam at this moment pricked his large ears, and Molly and Ruth both +heard the snapping of a twig, and saw a figure slip behind a tree. +Molly's spirits rose, and Ruth's went down in proportion. The woods were +lonely, and they were nearing the most lonely part. + +"It's only a man," said Ruth, rather sharply. "I expect it is one of the +keepers." (Oh, Ruth!) "Come, Molly, we shall never get home at this +rate. Whip up Balaam, and let us trot down the hill." + +Much relieved about Balaam's immediate future, Molly incited him to a +really noble trot, and did not allow him to relapse even on the flat +which followed. Through the rattling and the jolting, however, Ruth +could still hear a stealthy rustle in the fern and under-wood. The man +was following them. + +"He's coming after us," whispered Molly, with round frightened eyes, +"and Balaam will stop in a minute, I know. Oh, Cousin Ruth, what shall +we do?" + +Ruth hesitated. They were nearing the steep pitch, where the firs +overhung the road, which was cut out between huge bowlders of rock and +sandstone. The ground rose rough and precipitous on their right, and +fell away to their left. Just over the brow of the hill, out of sight, +was, as she well knew, the second gate. The noise in the brushwood had +ceased. Turning suddenly, her quick eye just caught sight of a figure +disappearing behind the slope of the falling ground to the left. He was +a lame man, and he was running. In a moment she saw that he was making a +short cut, with the intention of waylaying them at the gate. He would +get there long before they would; and even then Balaam was beginning the +ascent, which really was an ascent this time, at his slowest walk. + +Molly's teeth were chattering in her little head. + +"Now, Molly," said Ruth, sharply, "listen to me, and don't be a baby. +He'll wait for us at the gate, so he can't see us here. Get out this +moment, and we will both run up the hill to the keeper's cottage at the +top of the bank. We shall get there first, because he is lame." + +They had passed the bracken now, and were among the moss and sandstone +beneath the firs. Ruth hastily dragged Molly out of the cart without +stopping Balaam, who proceeded, twirling his ears, leisurely without +them. + +"Oh, my poor Balaam!" sobbed Molly, with a backward glance at that +unconscious favorite marching towards its doom. + +"There is no time to think of poor Balaam now," replied Ruth. "Run on in +front of me, and don't step on anything crackly." + +"Never in this world," thought Ruth, "will I come alone here with Molly +again. Never again will I--" + +But it was stiff climbing, and the remainder of the resolution was lost. + +They are high to the right above the white gate now. The keeper's +cottage is in sight, built against a ledge of rock, up to which wide +rough steps have been cut in the sandstone. Ruth looks down at the gate +below. He is waiting--the dreadful man is waiting there, as she +expected; and Balaam, toying with a fern, is at that moment coming round +the corner. She sees that he takes in the situation instantly. There is +but one way in which they can have fled, and he knows it. In a moment he +comes halting and pounding up the slope. He sees their white dresses +among the firs. Run, Molly! run, Ruth! Spare no expense. If your new +black sash catches in the briers, let it catch; heed it not, for he is +making wonderful play with that lame leg up the hill. It is an even +race. Now for the stone steps! How many more there are than there ever +were before! Quick through the wicket, and up through the little +kitchen-garden. Molly is at the door first, beating upon it, and calling +wildly on the name of Brown. + +And then Ruth's heart turns sick within her. The door is locked. Through +the window, which usually blossoms with geraniums, she can see the black +fireplace and the bare walls. No Brown within answers to Molly's cries. +Brown has been turned away for drinking. Mrs. Brown, who hung a slender +"wash" on the hedge only last week, has departed with her lord. Brown's +cottage is tenantless. The pursuer must have known it when he breasted +the hill. A mixed sound, as of swearing and stumbling, comes from the +direction of the stone steps. The pursuer is evidently intoxicated, +probably lunatic! + +"Quick, Molly!" gasps Ruth, "round by the back, and then cut down +towards the young plantation, and make for the road again. Don't stop +for me." + +The little yard, the pigsty, the water-butt, fly past. Past fly the +empty kennels. Past does _not_ fly the other gate. Locked; padlocked! +It is like a bad dream. Molly, with a windmill-like exhibition of black +legs, gives Ruth a lead over. Now for it, Ruth! The bars are close +together and the gate is high. It is not a time to stick at trifles. +What does it matter if you can get over best by assuming a masculine +equestrian attitude for a moment on the top bar? There! And now, down +the hill again, away to your left. Take to your heels, and be thankful +they are not high ones. Never mind if your hair is coming down. You have +a thousand good qualities, Ruth, high principles and a tender +conscience, but you are not a swift runner, and you have not played +"Sally Water" all day for nothing. Molly is far in front now. A heavy +trampling is not far behind; nay, it is closer than you thought. And +your eyes are becoming misty, Ruth, and armies of drums are beating +every other sound out of your ears--that shouting behind you, for +instance. The intoxicated, murderous lunatic is close behind. One +minute! Two minutes! How many more seconds can you keep it up? Through +the young plantation, down the hill, into the sandy road again, the +sandy, uphill road. How much longer can you keep it up? + + * * * * * + +Charles strolled quietly homeward, enjoying the beauties of nature, and +reflecting on the quantity of rabbit-shooting that Mr. Thursby must +enjoy. He may also have mused on Lady Grace, for anything that can be +known to the contrary, and have possibly made a mental note that if it +had been she whom he had asked to walk home with him, instead of Ruth, +he would not have been alone at that moment. Be that how it may, he +leisurely pursued his path until a fallen tree beside the bank looked so +inviting that (Evelyn and Ralph having gone out to friends at a +distance) Charles, who was in no hurry to return to Lady Mary, seated +himself thereon, with a cigarette to bear him company. + +To him, with rent garments and dust upon her head, and indeed all over +her, suddenly appeared Molly; Molly, white with panic, breathless, +unable to articulate, pointing in the direction from which she had come. +In a moment Charles was tearing down the road at full speed. A tall, +swaying figure almost ran against him at the first turn, and Ruth only +avoided him to collapse suddenly in the dry ditch, her face in the bank, +and a yard of sash biting the dust along the road behind her. + +Her pursuer stopped short. Charles made a step towards him and stopped +short also. The two men stood and looked at each other without +speaking. + +When Ruth found herself in a position to make observations she +discovered that she was sitting by the road-side, with her head resting +against--was it a tweed arm or the bank? She moved a little, and found +that first impressions are apt to prove misleading. It was the bank. She +opened her eyes to see a brown, red-lined hat on the ground beside her, +half full of water, through which she could dimly discern the golden +submerged name of the maker. She seemed to have been contemplating it +with vague interest for about an hour, when she became aware that some +one was dabbing her forehead with a wet silk handkerchief. + +"Better?" asked Charles's voice. + +"Oh!" gasped Ruth, suddenly trying to sit up, but finding the attempt +resulted only in the partial movement of a finger somewhere in the +distance. "Have I really--surely, surely, I was not so abject as to +_faint_?" + +"Truth," said Charles, with a reassured look in his quick, anxious eyes, +"obliges me to say you did." + +"I thought better of myself than that." + +"Pride goes before a fall or a faint." + +"Oh, dear!" turning paler than ever. "Where is Molly?" + +"She is all right," said Charles, hastily, applying the +pocket-handkerchief again. "Don't alarm yourself, and pray don't try to +get up. You can see just as much of the view sitting down. Molly has +gone for the donkey-cart." + +"And that dreadful man?" + +"That dreadful man has also departed. By-the-way, did you see his face? +Would you know him again if the policeman succeeds in finding him?" + +"No; I never looked round. I only saw, when he began to run to cut us +off at the gate, that he was lame." + +"H'm!" said Charles, reflectively. Then more briskly, with a new access +of dabbing, "How is the faintness going on?" + +"Capitally," replied Ruth, with a faint, amused smile; "but if it does +not seem ungrateful, I should be very thankful if I might be spared the +rest of the water in the hat, or if it might be poured over me at once, +if you don't wish it to be wasted." + +"Have I done too much? I imagined my services were invaluable. Let me +help you to find your own handkerchief, if you would like a dry one for +a change. Ah, what a good shot into that labyrinth of drapery! You have +found it for yourself. You are certainly better." + +"But my self-respect," replied Ruth, drying her face, "is gone forever!" + +"I lost mine years ago," said Charles, carefully dusting Ruth's hat, +"but I got over it. I had no idea those bows were supported by a wire +inside. One lives and learns." + +"I never did such a thing before," continued Ruth, ruefully. "I have +always felt a sort of contempt for girls who scream or faint just when +they ought not." + +"For my part, I am glad to perceive you have some little feminine +weakness. Your growing solicitude also as to the state of your back hair +is pleasing in the extreme." + +"I am too confused and shaken to retaliate just now. You are quite right +to make hay while the sun shines; but, when I am myself again, beware!" + +"And your gown," continued Charles. "What yawning gulfs, what chasms +appear! and what a quantity of extraneous matter you have brought away +with you--reminiscences of travel--burrs, very perfect specimens of +burrs, thistledown, chips of fir, several complete spiders' webs; and +your sash, which seems to have a particularly adhesive fringe, is a +museum in itself. Ah, here comes that coward of little cowards, Molly, +with Balaam and the donkey-cart!" + +Molly, who had left Ruth for dead, greeted her cousin with a transport +of affection, and then proceeded to recount the fearful risks that +Balaam had encountered by being deserted, and the stoic calm with which +he had waited for them at the gate. + +"He's not a common donkey," she said, with pride. "Get in, Ruth. Are you +coming in, Uncle Charles? There's just room for you to squeeze in +between Ruth and me--isn't there, Ruth? Oh, you're not going to walk +beside, are you?" + +But Charles was determined not to let them out of his sight again, and +he walked beside them the remainder of the way to Atherstone. He +remained silent and preoccupied during the evening which followed, pored +over a newspaper, and went off to his room early, leaving Ralph dozing +in the smoking-room. + +It was a fine moonlight night, still and clear. He stood at the open +window looking out for a few minutes, and then began fumbling in a +dilapidated old travelling-bag such as only rich men use. + +"Not much," he said to himself, spreading out a few sovereigns and some +silver on the table, "but it will do." + +He put the money in his pocket, took off his gold hunting watch, and +then went back to the smoking-room. + +"I am going out again, Ralph, as I did last night. If I come in late, +you need not take me for a burglar." + +Ralph murmured something unintelligible, and Charles ran down-stairs, +and let himself out of the drawing-room French window, that long French +window to the ground, which Evelyn had taken a fancy to in a neighbor's +drawing-room, and which she could never be made to see was not in +keeping with the character of her old black-and-white house. He put the +shutter back after he had passed through, and carefully drawing the +window to behind him, without actually closing it, he took a turn or two +upon the bowling-green, and then walked off in the direction of the +Slumberleigh woods. + +After the lapse of an hour or more he returned as quietly as he had +gone, let himself in, made all secure, and stole up to his room. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +Vandon was considered by many people to be the most beautiful house in +----shire. + +In these days of great brand-new imitation of intensely old houses, +where the amount of ground covered measures the purse of the builder, it +is pleasant to come upon a place like Vandon, a quiet old manor-house, +neither large nor small, built of ancient bricks, blent to a dim purple +and a dim red by that subtle craftsman Time. + +Whoever in the years that were no more had chosen the place whereon to +build had chosen well. Vandon stood on the slope of a gentle hill, +looking across a sweep of green valley to the rising woods beyond, which +in days gone by had been a Roman camp, and where the curious might still +trace the wide ledges cut among the regular lines of the trees. + +Some careful hand had planned the hanging gardens in front of the house, +which fell away to the stream below. Flights of wide stone steps led +down from terrace to terrace, each built up by its south wall covered +with a wealth of jasmine and ivy and climbing roses. But all was wild +and deserted now. Weeds had started up between the stone slabs of the +steps, and the roses blossomed out sweet and profuse, for it was the +time of roses, amid convolvulus and campion. The quaint old dove-cot +near the house had almost disappeared behind the trees that had crowded +up round it, and held aloft its weathercock in silent protest at their +encroachment. The stables close at hand, with their worn-out clock and +silent bell, were tenantless. The coach-houses were full of useless old +chariots and carriages. Into one splendid court coach the pigeons had +found their way through an open window, and had made nests, somewhat to +the detriment of the green-and-white satin fittings. + +Great cedars, bent beneath the weight of years, grew round the house. +The patriarch among them had let fall one of his gnarled supplicating +arms in the winter, and there it still lay where it had fallen. + +Anything more out of keeping with the dignified old place than its owner +could hardly be imagined, as he stood in his eternal light gray suit +(with a badge of affliction lightly borne on his left arm), looking at +his heritage, with his cropped head a little on one side. + +The sun was shining, but, like a smile on a serious face, Vandon caught +the light on all its shuttered windows, and remained grave, looking out +across its terraces to the forest. + +"If it were but a villa on the Mediterranean, or a house in London," he +said to himself; "but I have no chance." And he shrugged his shoulders, +and wandered back into the house again. But, if the outside oppressed +him, the interior was not calculated to raise his spirits. + +Dare had an elegant taste, which he had never hitherto been able to +gratify, for blue satin furniture and gilding; for large mirrors and +painted ceilings of lovers and cupids, and similar small deer. The old +square hall at Vandon, with its great stained glass windows, +representing the various quarterings of the Dare arms, about which he +knew nothing and cared less, oppressed him. So did the black polished +oak floor, and the walls with their white bass-reliefs of twisting +wreaths and scrolls, with busts at intervals of Cicero and Dante, and +other severe and melancholy personages. The rapiers upon the high white +chimney-piece were more to his taste. He had taken them down the first +day after his arrival, and had stamped and cut and thrust in the most +approved style, in the presence of Faust, the black poodle. + +Dare was not the kind of man to be touched by it; but to many minds +there would have been something pathetic in seeing a house, which had +evidently been an object of the tender love and care of a by-gone +generation, going to rack and ruin from neglect. Careful hands had +embroidered, in the fine exquisite work of former days, marvellous +coverlets and hangings, which still adorned the long suites of empty +bedrooms. Some one had taken an elaborate pleasure in fitting up those +rooms, had put _pot-pourri_ in tall Oriental jars in the passages, had +covered the old inlaid Dutch chairs with dim needle-work. + +The Dare who had lived at court, whose chariot was now the refuge of +pigeons, whose court suits, with the tissue paper still in the sleeves, +yet remained in one of the old oak chests, and whose jewelled swords +still hung in the hall, had filled one of the rooms with engravings of +the royal family and ministers of his day. The Dare who had been an +admiral had left his miniature surrounded by prints of the naval +engagements he had taken part in, and on the oak staircase a tattered +flag still hung, a trophy of unremembered victory. + +But they were past and forgotten. The hands which had arranged their +memorials with such pride and love had long since gone down to idleness, +and forgetfulness also. Who cared for the family legends now? They, too, +had gone down into silence. There was no one to tell Dare that the old +blue enamel bowl in the hall, in which he gave Faust refreshment, had +been brought back from the loot of the Winter Palace of Pekin; or that +the drawer in the Reisener table in the drawing-room was full of +treasured medals and miniatures, and that the key thereof was rusting in +a silver patch-box on the writing-table. + +The iron-clamped boxes in the lumber-room kept the history to themselves +of all the silver plate that had lived in them once upon a time, +although the few odd pieces remaining hinted at the splendor of what had +been. In one corner of the dining-room the mahogany tomb still stood of +a great gold racing cup, under the portrait of the horse that had won +it; but the cup had followed the silver dinner service, had followed the +diamonds, had followed in the wake of a handsome fortune, leaving the +after generations impoverished. If their money is taken from them, some +families are left poor indeed, and to this class the Dares belonged. It +is curious to notice the occasional real equality underlying the +apparent inequality of different conditions of life. The unconscious +poverty, and even bankruptcy, of some rich people in every kind of +wealth except money affords an interesting study; and it seems doubly +hard when those who have nothing to live upon, and be loved and +respected for, except their money, have even that taken from them. As +Dare wandered through the deserted rooms the want of money of his +predecessors, and consequently of himself, was borne in upon him. It +fell like a shadow across his light pleasure-loving soul. He had +expected so much from this unlooked-for inheritance, and all he had +found was a melancholy house with a past. + +He went aimlessly through the hall into the library. It was there that +his uncle had lived; there that he had been found when death came to +look for him; among the books which he had been unable to carry away +with him at his departure; rare old tomes and first editions, long +shelves of dead authors, who, it is to be hoped, continue to write in +other worlds for those who read their lives away in this. Old Mr. Dare's +interests and affections had all been bound in morocco and vellum. A +volume lay open on the table, where the old man had put it down beside +the leather arm-chair where he had sat, with his back to the light, +summer and winter, winter and summer, for so many years. + +No one had moved it since. A wavering pencil-mark had scored the page +here and there. Dare shut it up, and replaced it among its brethren. How +_triste_ and silent the house seemed! He wondered what the old uncle had +been like, and sauntered into the staircase hall, much in need of +varnish, where the Dares that had gone before him lived. But these were +too ancient to have his predecessor among them. He went into the long +oak-panelled dining-room, where above the high carved dado were more +Dares. Perhaps that man with the book was his namesake, the departed +Alfred Dare. He wondered vaguely how he should look when he also took +his place among his relations. Nature had favored him with a better +mustache than most men, but he had a premonitory feeling that the very +mustache itself, though undeniable in real life, would look out of +keeping among these bluff, frank, light-haired people, of whom it seemed +he--he who had never been near them before--was the living +representative. + +A sudden access of pleasurable dignity came over him as he sat on the +dining-table, the great mahogany dining-table, which still showed +vestiges of a by-gone polish, and was heavily dented by long years of +hammered applause. These ancestors of his! He would not disgrace them. A +few minutes ago he had been wondering whether Vandon might not be let. +Now, with one of the rapid transitions habitual to him, he resolved that +he would live at Vandon, that in all things he would be as they had +been. He would become that vague, indefinable, to him mythical +personage--a "country squire." Fortunately, he had a neat leg for a +stocking. It was lost, so to speak, in his present mode of dress; but he +felt that it would appear to advantage in the perpetual knickerbockers +which he supposed it would be his lot to wear. It would also become his +duty and his pleasure to marry. For those who tread in safety the +slippery heights of married life he felt a true esteem. It would be a +strain, no doubt, a great effort; but at this moment he was capable of +anything. The finger of duty was plain. And with that adorable Miss +Ruth, with or without a fortune--Alas! he trusted she had a fortune, +for, as he came to think thereon, he remembered that he was desperately +poor. As far as he could make out from his agent, a grim, silent man, +who had taken an evident dislike to him from the first, there was no +money anywhere. The rents would come in at Michaelmas; but the interest +of heavy mortgages had to be paid, the estate had to be kept up. There +was succession duty; there were debts--long outstanding debts--which +came pouring in now, which Waters spread before him with an iron smile, +and which poor Dare contemplated with his head on one side, and solemn, +arched eyebrows. When Dare was not smiling he was always preternaturally +solemn. There was no happy medium in his face, or consequently in his +mind, which was generally gay, but, if not, was involved in a tragic +gloom. + +"These bills, my friend," he would say at last, tapping them in deep +dejection, and raising his eyebrows into his hair, "how do we pay them?" + +But Waters did not know. How should he, Waters, know? Waters only knew +that the farmers would want a reduction in these bad times--Mr. Dare +might be sure of _that_. And what with arrears, and one thing and +another, he need not expect more than two-thirds of his rents when they +did arrive. Mr. Dare might lay his account for _that_. + +The only money which Dare received to carry on with, on his accession to +the great honor and dignity of proprietor of Vandon, was brought to him +by the old dairywoman of the house, a faithful creature, who produced +out of an old stocking the actual coins which she had received for the +butter and cheese she had sold, of which she showed Dare an account, +chalked up in some dead language on the dairy door. + +She was a little doubled-up woman, who had served the family all her +life. Dare's ready smile and handsome face had won her heart before he +had been many days at Vandon, in spite of "his foreign ways," and he +found himself constantly meeting her unexpectedly round corners, where +she had been lying in wait for him, each time with a secret revelation +to whisper respecting what she called the "goin's on." + +"You'll not tell on me, sir, but it's only right you should know as Mrs. +Smith" (the house-keeper, of whom Dare stood in mortal terror) "has them +fine damask table-cloths out for the house-keeper's room; I see 'em +myself; and everything going to rag and ruin in the linen closet!" Or, +"Joseph has took in another flitch this very day, sir, as Mrs. Smith +sent for, and the old flitch all cut to waste. Do'e go and look at the +flitches, sir, and the hams. They're in the room over the stables. And +it's always butter, butter, butter, in the kitchen! Not a bit o' +dripping used! There's not a pot of dripping in the larder, or so much +as a skin of lard. Where does it all go to? You ask Mrs. Smith; and how +she sleeps in her bed at night I don't know!" + +Dare listened, nodded, made his escape, and did nothing. In the village +it was as bad. Time, which had dealt so kindly with Vandon itself, had +taken the straggling village in hand too. Nothing could be more +picturesque than the crazy black-and-white houses, with lichen on their +broken-in thatch, and the plaster peeling off from between the irregular +beams of black wood; nothing more picturesque--and nothing more +miserable. + +When Time puts in his burnt umbers and brown madders with a lavish hand, +and introduces his beautiful irregularities of outline, and his artistic +disrepair, he does not look to the drainage, and takes no thought for +holes in the roof. + +Dare could not go out without eager women sallying out of cottages as he +passed, begging him just to come in and walk up-stairs. They would say +no more--but would the new squire walk up-stairs? And Dare would stumble +up and see enough to promise. Alas! how much he promised in those early +days. And in the gloaming, heavy dull-eyed men met him in the lanes +coming back from their work, and followed him to "beg pardon, sir," and +lay before the new squire things that would never reach him through +Waters--bitter things, small injustices, too trivial to seem worthy of +mention, which serve to widen the gulf between class and class. They +looked to Dare to help them, to make the crooked straight, to begin a +new régime. They looked to the new king to administer his little realm; +the new king, who, alas! cared for none of these things. And Dare +promised that he would do what he could, and looked anxious and +interested, and held out his brown hand, and raised hopes. But he had no +money--no money. + +He spoke to Waters at first; but he soon found that it was no good. The +houses were bad? Of course they were bad. Cottage property did not pay; +and would Mr. Dare kindly tell him where the money for repairing them +was to come from? Perhaps Mr. Dare might like to put a little of his +private fortune into the cottages and the drains and the new pumps? Dare +winced. His fortune had not gone the time-honored way of the fortunes of +spirited young men of narrow means with souls above a sordid economy, +but still it had gone all the same, and in a manner he did not care to +think of. + +It was after one of these depressing interviews with Waters that Ralph +and Evelyn found the new owner of Vandon, when they rode over together +to call, a day or two after the school-feast. Poor Dare was sitting on +the low ivy-covered wall of the topmost terrace, a prey to the deepest +dejection. If he had lived in Spartan days, when it was possible to +conceal gnawing foxes under wearing apparel, he would have made no use +of the advantages of Grecian dress for such a purpose. Captivated by +Evelyn's gentleness and sympathetic manner (strangers always thought +Evelyn sympathetic), and impressed by Ralph's kindly, honest face, he +soon found himself telling them something of his difficulties, of the +maze in which he found himself, of the snubs which Waters had +administered. + +Ralph slapped himself with his whip, whistled, and gave other masculine +signs of interest and sympathy. Evelyn looked from one to the other, +amiably distressed in her well-fitting habit. After a long conversation, +in which Evelyn disclosed that Ralph was possessed of the most +extraordinary knowledge and experience in such matters, the two +good-natured young people, seeing he was depressed and lonely, begged +him to come and stay with them at Atherstone the very next day, when he +might discuss his affairs with Ralph, if so disposed, and take counsel +with him. Dare accepted with the most genuine pleasure, and his speaking +countenance was in a moment radiant with smiles. Was not the little +Molly of the school-feast their child? and was not Miss Deyncourt +likewise staying with them? + +When his visitors departed, Dare took a turn at the rapiers; then opened +the piano with the internal derangement, and sang to his own +accompaniment a series of little confidential French songs, which would +have made the hair of his ancestors stand on end, if painted hair could +do such a thing. And the "new squire," as he was already called, +shrugged his shoulders, and lowered his voice, and spread out his +expressive rapid hands, and introduced to Vandon, one after another, +some of those choice little ditties, French and English, which had made +him such a favorite companion in Paris, so popular in a certain society +in America. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +"Sir Charles!" + +"Miss Deyncourt!" + +"I fear," with a glance at the yellow-back in his hand, "I am +interrupting a studious hour, but--" + +"Not in the least, I assure you," said Charles, shutting his novel. +"What is regarded as study by the feminine intellect is to the masculine +merely relaxation. I was 'unbending over a book,' that was all." + +The process of "unbending" was being performed in the summer-house, +whither he had retired after Evelyn and Ralph had started on their +afternoon's ride to Vandon, in which he had refused to join. + +"I thought I should find you here," continued Ruth, frankly. "I have +been wishing to speak to you for several days, but you are as a rule so +surrounded and encompassed on every side by Molly that I have not had an +opportunity." + +It had occurred to Charles once or twice during the last few days that +Molly was occasionally rather in the way. Now he was sure of it. As Ruth +appeared to hesitate, he pulled forward a rustic contorted chair for +her. + +"No, thanks," she said. "I shall not long interrupt the unbending +process. I only came to ask--" + +"To ask!" repeated Charles, who had got up as she was standing, and came +and stood near her. + +"You remember the first evening you were here?" + +"I do." + +"And what we spoke of at dinner?" + +"Perfectly." + +"I came to ask you how much you lent Raymond?" Ruth's clear, earnest +eyes were fixed full upon him. + +At this moment Charles perceived Lady Mary at a little distance, +propelling herself gently over the grass in the direction of the +summer-house. In another second she had perceived Charles and Ruth, and +had turned precipitately, and hobbled away round the corner with +surprising agility. + +"Confound her!" inwardly ejaculated Charles. + +"I wish to know how much you lent him," said Ruth again, as he did not +answer, happily unconscious of what had been going on behind her back. + +"Only what I was well able to afford." + +"And has he paid it back since?" + +"I am sure he understood I should not expect him to pay it back at +once." + +"But he has had it three years." + +Charles did not answer. + +"I feel sure he is not able to pay it. Will you kindly tell me how much +it was?" + +"No, Miss Deyncourt; I think not." + +"Why not?" + +"Because--excuse me, but I perceive that if I do you will instantly wish +to pay it." + +"I do wish to pay it." + +"I thought so." + +There was a short silence. + +"I still wish it," said Ruth at last. + +Charles was silent. Her pertinacity annoyed and yet piqued him. Being +unmarried, he was not accustomed to opposition from a woman. He had no +intention of allowing her to pay her brother's debt, and he wished she +would drop the subject gracefully, now that he had made that fact +evident. + +"Perhaps you don't know," continued Ruth, "that I am very well off." (As +if he did not know it! As if Lady Mary had not casually mentioned Ruth's +fortune several times in his hearing!) "Lady Deyncourt left me twelve +hundred a year, and I have a little of my own besides. You may not be +aware that I have fourteen hundred and sixty-two pounds per annum." + +"I am very glad to hear it." + +"That is a large sum, you will observe." + +"It is riches," assented Charles, "if your expenditure happens to be +less." + +"It does happen to be considerably less in my case." + +"You are to be congratulated. And yet I have always understood that +society exacts great sacrifices from women in the sums they feel obliged +to devote to dress." + +"Dress is an interesting subject, and I should be delighted to hear your +views on it another time; but we are talking of something else just at +this moment." + +"I beg your pardon," said Charles, quickly, who did not quite like being +brought back to the case in point. "I--the truth was, I wished to turn +your mind from what we were speaking of. I don't want you to count +sovereigns into my hand. I really should dislike it very much." + +"You intend me to think from that remark that it was a small sum," said +Ruth, with unexpected shrewdness. "I now feel sure it was a large one. +It ought to be paid, and there is no one to do it but me. I know that +what is firmness in a man is obstinacy in a woman, so do not on your +side be too firm, or, who knows? you may arouse some of that obstinacy +in me to which I should like to think myself superior." + +"If," said Charles, with sudden eagerness, as if an idea had just struck +him, "if I let you pay me this debt, will you on your side allow me to +make a condition?" + +"I should like to know the condition first." + +"Of course. If I agree,"--Charles's light gray eyes had become keen and +intent--"if I agree to receive payment of what I lent Deyncourt three +years ago, will you promise not to pay any other debt of his, or ever to +lend him money without the knowledge and approval of your relations?" + +Ruth considered for a few minutes. + +"I have so few relations," she said at length, with rather a sad smile, +"and they are all prejudiced against poor Raymond. I think I am the only +friend he has left in the world. I am afraid I could not promise that." + +"Well," said Charles, eagerly, "I won't insist on relations. I know +enough of those thorns in the flesh myself. I will say instead, 'natural +advisers.' Come, Miss Deyncourt, you can't accuse me of firmness now!" + +"My natural advisers," repeated Ruth, slowly. "I feel as if I ought to +have natural advisers somewhere; but who are they? Where are they? I +could not ask my sister or her husband for advice. I mean, I could not +take it if I did. I should think I knew better myself. Uncle John? +Evelyn? Lord Polesworth? Sir Charles, I am afraid the truth is I have +never asked for advice in my life. I have always tried to do what seemed +best, without troubling to know what other people thought about it. But +as I am anxious to yield gracefully, will you substitute the word +'friends' for 'natural advisers'? I hope and think I have friends whom I +could trust." + +"Friends, then, let it be," said Charles. "Now," holding out his hand, +"do you promise never, et cetera, et cetera, without first consulting +your _friends_?" + +Ruth put her hand into his. + +"I do." + +"That is right. How amiable we are both becoming! I suppose I must now +inform you that two hundred pounds is the exact sum I lent your +brother." + +Ruth went back to the house, and in a few minutes returned with a check +in her hand. She held it towards Charles, who took it, and put it in his +pocket-book. + +"Thank you," she said, with gratitude in her eyes and voice. + +"We have had a pitched battle," said Charles, relapsing into his old +indifferent manner. "Neither of us has been actually defeated, for we +never called out our reserves, which I felt would have been hardly fair +on you; but we do not come forth with flying colors. I fear, from your +air of elation, you actually believe you have been victorious." + +"I agree with you that there has been no defeat," replied Ruth; "but I +won't keep you any longer from your studies. I am just going out driving +with Lady Mary to have tea with the Thursbys." + +"Miss Deyncourt, don't allow a natural and most pardonable vanity to +delude you to such an extent. Don't go out driving the victim of a false +impression. If you will consider one moment--" + +"Not another moment," replied Ruth; "our bugles have sung truce, and I +am not going to put on my war-paint again for any consideration. There +comes the carriage," as a distant rumbling was heard. "I must not keep +Lady Mary waiting;" and she was gone. + +Charles heard the carriage roll away again, and when half an hour later +he sauntered back towards the house, he was surprised to see Lady Mary +sitting in the drawing-room window. + +"What! Not gone, after all!" he exclaimed, in a voice in which surprise +was more predominant than pleasure. + +"No, Charles," returned Lady Mary in her measured tones, looking slowly +up at him over her gold-rimmed spectacles. "I felt a slight return of my +old enemy, and Miss Deyncourt kindly undertook to make my excuses to +Mrs. Thursby." + +No one knew what the old enemy was, or in what manner his mysterious +assaults on Lady Mary were conducted; but it was an understood thing +that she had private dealings with him, in which he could make himself +very disagreeable. + +"Has Molly gone with her?" + +"No; Molly is making jam in the kitchen, I believe. Miss Deyncourt most +good-naturedly offered to take her with her; but,"--with a shake of the +head--"the poor child's totally unrestrained appetites and lamentable +self-will made her prefer to remain where she was." + +"I am afraid," said Charles, meditatively, as if the idea were entirely +a novel one, "Molly is getting a little spoiled among us. It is natural +in you, of course; but there is no excuse for me. There never is. There +are, I confess, moments when I don't regard the child's immortal welfare +sufficiently to make her present existence less enjoyable. What a round +of gayety Molly's life is! She flits from flower to flower, so to speak; +from me to cook and the jam-pots; from the jam-pots to some fresh +delight in the loft, or in your society. Life is one long feast to +Molly. Whatever that old impostor the Future may have in store for her, +at any rate she is having a good time now." + +There was a shade of regretful sadness in Charles's voice that ruffled +his aunt. + +"The child is being ruined," she said, with resigned bitterness. + +"Not a bit of it. I was spoiled as a child, and look at me!" + +"You _are_ spoiled. I don't spoil you; but other people do. Society +does. And the result is that you are so hard to please that I don't +believe you will ever marry. You look for a perfection in others which +is not to be found in yourself." + +"I don't fancy I should appear to advantage side by side with +perfection," said Charles, in his most careless manner; and he rose, and +wandered away into the garden. + +He was irritated with Lady Mary, with her pleased looks during the last +few days, with her annoying celerity that afternoon in the garden. It +was all the more annoying because he was conscious that Ruth amused +and interested him in no slight degree. She had the rare quality +of being genuine. She stood for what she was, without effort or +self-consciousness. Whether playful or serious, she was always real. +Beneath a reserved and rather quiet manner there lurked a piquant +unconventionality. The mixture of earnestness and humor, which were so +closely interwoven in her nature that he could never tell which would +come uppermost, had a strange attraction for him. He had grown +accustomed to watch for and try to provoke the sudden gleam of fun in +the serious eyes, which always preceded a retort given with an air of +the sweetest feminine meekness, which would make Ralph rub himself all +over with glee, and tell Charles, chuckling, he "would not get much +change out of Ruth." + +If only she had not been asked to Atherstone on purpose to meet him. If +only Lady Mary had not arranged it; if only Evelyn did not know it; if +only Ralph had not guessed it; if only he himself had not seen it from +the first instant! Ruth and Molly were the only two unconscious persons +in the house. + +"I wonder," said Charles to himself, "why people can't allow me to +manage my own affairs? Oh, what a world it is for unmarried men with +money! Why did I not marry fifteen years ago, when every woman with a +straight nose was an angel of light; when I felt a noble disregard for +such minor details as character, mind, sympathy, if the hair and the +eyes were the right shade? Why did I not marry when I was out of favor +with my father, when I was head over ears in debt, and when at least I +could feel sure no one would marry me for my money? Molly," as that +young lady came running towards him with lingering traces of jam upon +her flushed countenance, "you have arrived just in time. Uncle Charles +was getting so dull without you. What have you been after all this +time?" + +"Cook and me have made thirty-one pots and a little one," said Molly, +inserting a very sticky hand into Charles's. "And your Mr. Brown helped. +Cook told him to go along at first, which wasn't kind, was it? but he +stayed all the same; and I skimmed with a big spoon, and she poured it +in the pots. Only they aren't covered up with paper yet, if you want to +see them. And oh! Uncle Charles, what _do_ you think? Father and mother +have come back from their ride, and that nice funny man who was at the +school-feast is coming here to-morrow, and I shall show him my +guinea-pigs. He said he wanted to see them very much." + +"Oh, he did, did he? When was that?" + +"At the school-feast. Oh!" with enthusiasm, "he was so nice, Uncle +Charles, so attentive, and getting things when you want them; and the +wheel went over his foot when he was shaking hands, and he did not mind +a bit; and he filled our teapots for us--Ruth's big one, you know, that +holds such a lot." + +"Oh! He filled the big teapot, did he?" + +"Yes, and mine too; and then he helped us to unpack the dolls. He was so +kind to me and Cousin Ruth." + +"Kind to Miss Deyncourt, was he?" + +"Yes; and when we went away he ran and opened the gate for us. Oh, there +comes Cousin Ruth back again in the carriage. I'll run and tell her he's +coming. She _will_ be glad." + +"Aunt Mary is right," said Charles, watching his niece disappear. "Molly +has formed a habit of expressing herself with unnecessary freedom. +Decidedly she is a little spoiled." + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +Dare arrived at Atherstone the following afternoon. Evelyn and Ralph, +who had enlarged on the state of morbid depression of the lonely +inhabitant of Vandon, were rather taken aback by the jaunty appearance +of the sufferer when he appeared, overflowing with evident satisfaction +and small-talk, his face wreathed with smiles. + +"He bears up wonderfully," said Charles aside to Ruth, later in the +evening, as Dare warbled a very discreet selection of his best songs +after dinner. "No one knows better than myself that many a breaking +heart beats beneath a smiling waistcoat, but unless we had been told +beforehand we should never have guessed it in his case." + +Dare, who was looking at Ruth, and saw Charles go and sit down by her, +brought his song to an abrupt conclusion, and made his way to her also. + +"You also sing, Miss Deyncourt?" he asked. "I am sure, from your face, +you sing." + +"I do." + +"Thank Heaven!" said Charles, fervently. "I did you an injustice. I +thought you were going to say 'a little.' Every singing young lady I +ever met, when asked that question, invariably replied 'a little.'" + +"I leave my friends to say that for me," said Ruth. + +"Perhaps you yourself sing a _little_?" asked Dare, wishing Charles +would leave Ruth's ball of wool alone. + +"No," said Charles; "I have no tricks." And he rose and went off to the +newspaper-table. Dare's songs were all very well, but really his voice +was nothing so very wonderful, and he was not much of an acquisition in +other ways. + +Then Dare took his opportunity. He dropped into Charles's vacant chair; +he wound wool; he wished to learn to knit; his inquiring mind craved for +information respecting shooting-stockings. He talked of music; of +songs--Italian, French, and English; of American nigger melodies. Would +Miss Deyncourt sing? Might he accompany her? Ah! she preferred the +simple old English ballads. He _loved_ the simple English ballad. + +And Ruth, nothing loath, sang in her fresh, clear voice one song after +another, Dare accompanying her with rapid sympathy and ease. + +Charles put down his paper and moved slightly, so that he had a better +view of the piano. Evelyn laid down her work and looked affectionately +at Ruth. + +"Exquisite," said Lady Mary from time to time, who had said the same of +Lady Grace's wavering little soprano. + +"You also sing duets? You sing duets?" eagerly inquired Dare, the +music-stool creaking with his suppressed excitement; and, without +waiting for an answer, he began playing the opening chords of +"Greeting." + +The two voices rose and fell together, now soft, now triumphant, +harmonizing as if they sung together for years. Dare's second was low, +pathetic, and it blended at once with Ruth's clear young contralto. +Charles wondered that the others should applaud when the duet was +finished. Ruth's voice went best alone in his opinion. + +"And the 'Cold Blast'?" asked Dare, immediately afterwards. "The 'Cold +Blast' was here a moment ago,"--turning the leaves over rapidly. "You +are not tired, Miss Deyncourt?" + +"Tired!" replied Ruth, her eyes sparkling. "It never tires me to sing. +It rests me." + +"Ah! so it is with me. That is just how I feel," said Dare. "To sing, or +to listen to the voice of--of--" + +"Of what? Confound him!" wondered Charles. + +"Of _another_," said Dare. "Ah, here he is!" and he pounced on another +song, and lightly touched the opening chords. + + "'Oh! wert thou in the cold blast,'" + +sang Ruth, fresh and sweet. + + "'I'd shelter thee,'" + +Dare assured her with manly fervor. He went on to say what he would do +if he were monarch of the realm, affirming that the brightest jewel of +his crown would be his queen. + +"Anyhow, he can't pronounce Scotch," Charles thought. + +"Would be his queen," Dare repeated, with subdued emotion and an upward +glance at Ruth, which she was too much absorbed in the song to see, but +which did not escape Charles. Dare's dark sentimental eyes spoke volumes +of--not sermons--at that moment. + +"Oh, Uncle Charles!" whispered Molly, who had been allowed to sit up +about two hours beyond her nominal bedtime, at which hour she rarely +felt disposed to retire--"oh, Uncle Charles! 'The brightest jewel in his +crown!' Don't you wish you and me could sing together like that?" + +Charles moved impatiently, and took up his paper again. + +The evening passed all too quickly for Dare, who loved music and the +sound of his own voice, and he had almost forgotten, until Charles left +him and Ralph alone together in the smoking-room, that he had come to +discuss his affairs with the latter. + +"Dear me," said Evelyn, who had followed her cousin to her room after +they had dispersed for the night, and was looking out of Ruth's window, +"that must be Charles walking up and down on the lawn. Well, now, how +thoughtful he is to leave Mr. Dare and Ralph together. You know, Ruth, +poor Mr. Dare's affairs are in a very bad way, and he has come to talk +things over with my Ralph." + +"I hope Ralph will make him put his cottages in order," said Ruth, with +sudden interest, shaking back her hair from her shoulders. "Do you think +he will?" + +"Whatever Ralph advises will be sure to be right," replied Evelyn, with +the soft conviction of his infallibility which caused her to be +considered by most of Ralph's masculine friends an ideal wife. It is +women without reasoning powers of any kind whom the nobler sex should be +careful to marry if they wish to be regarded through life in this +delightful way by their wives. Men not particularly heroic in +themselves, who yet are anxious to pose as heroes in their domestic +circle, should remember that the smallest modicum of common-sense on the +part of the worshipper will inevitably mar a happiness, the very +existence of which depends entirely on a blind unreasoning devotion. In +middle life the absence of reason begins perhaps to be felt; but why in +youth take thought for such a far-off morrow! + +"I hope he will," said Ruth, half to herself. "What an opportunity that +man has if he only sees it. There is so much to be done, and it is all +in his hands." + +"Yes, it's not entailed; but I don't think there is so very much," said +Evelyn. "But then, so long as people are nice, I never care whether they +are rich or poor. That is the first question I ask when people come into +the neighborhood. Are they really nice? Dear me, Ruth, what beautiful +hair you have; and mine coming off so! And, talking of hair, did you +ever see anything like Mr. Dare's? Somebody must really speak to him +about it. If he would keep his hands still, and not talk so quick, and +let his hair grow a little, I really think he would not look so like a +foreigner." + +"I don't suppose he minds looking like one." + +"My _dear_!" + +"His mother was a Frenchwoman, wasn't she? I am sure I have heard so +fifty times since his uncle died." + +"And if she was," said Evelyn, reprovingly, "is not that an extra reason +for his giving up anything that will remind people of it? And we ought +to try and forget it, Ruth, and behave just the same to him as if she +had been an Englishwoman. I wonder if he is a Roman Catholic?" + +"Ask him." + +"I hope he is not," continued Evelyn, taking up her candle to go. "We +never had one to stay in the house before. I don't mean," catching a +glimpse of Ruth's face, "that Catholics are--well--I don't mean _that_. +But still, you know, one would not like to make great _friends_ with a +Catholic, would one, Ruth? And he is so nice and so amusing that I do +hope, as he is going to be a neighbor, he is a Protestant." And after a +few more remarks of about the same calibre from Evelyn, the two cousins +kissed and parted for the night. + +"Will he do it?" said Ruth to herself, when she was alone. "Has he +character enough, and perseverance enough, and money enough? Oh, I wish +Uncle John would talk to him!" + +Ruth was not aware that one word from herself would have more weight +with a man like Dare than any number from an angel of heaven, if that +angel were of the masculine gender. If at the other side of the house +Dare could have known how earnestly Ruth was thinking about him, he +would not have been surprised (for he was not without experience), but +he would have felt immensely flattered. + +Vandon lay in a distant part of Mr. Alwynn's parish, and a perpetual +curate had charge of the district. Mr. Alwynn consequently seldom went +there, but on the few occasions on which Ruth had accompanied him in his +periodical visits she had seen enough. Who cares for a recital of what +she saw? Misery and want are so common. We can see them for ourselves +any day. In Ruth's heart a great indignation had kindled against old Mr. +Dare, of Vandon, who was inaccessible as a ghost in his own house, +haunting the same rooms, but never to be found when Mr. Alwynn called +upon him to "put things before him in their true light." And when Mr. +Dare descended to the Vandon vault, all Mr. Alwynn's interest, and +consequently a good deal of Ruth's, had centred in the new heir, who was +so difficult to find, and who ultimately turned up from the other end of +nowhere just when people were beginning to despair of his ever turning +up at all. + +And now that he had come, would he make the crooked straight? Would the +new broom sweep clean? Ruth recalled the new broom's brown handsome +face, with the eager eyes and raised eyebrows, and involuntarily shook +her head. It is difficult to be an impartial judge of any one with a +feeling for music and a pathetic tenor voice; but the face she had +called to mind did not inspire her with confidence. It was kindly, +amiable, pleasant; but was it strong? In other words, was it not a +trifle weak? + +She found herself comparing it with another, a thin, reserved face, with +keen light eyes and a firm mouth; a mouth with a cigar in it at that +moment on the lawn. The comparison, however, did not help her +meditations much, being decidedly prejudicial to the "new broom;" and +the faint chime of the clock on the dressing-table breaking in on them +at the same moment, she dismissed them for the night, and proceeded to +busy herself putting to bed her various little articles of jewellery +before betaking herself there also. + + * * * * * + +Any doubts entertained by Evelyn about Dare's religious views were +completely set at rest the following morning, which happened to be a +Sunday. He appeared at breakfast in a black frock-coat, the splendor of +which quite threw Ralph's ancient Sunday garment into the shade. He wore +also a chastened, decorous aspect, which seemed unfamiliar to his mobile +face, and rather ill suited to it. After breakfast, he inquired when +service would be, and expressed a wish to attend it. He brought down a +high hat and an enormous prayer-book, and figured with them in the +garden. + +"Who is going to Greenacre, and who is going to Slumberleigh?" called +out Ralph, from the smoking-room window. "Because, if any of you are +going to foot it to Slumberleigh, you had better be starting. Which are +you going to, Charles?" + +"I am going where Molly goes. Which is it to be, Molly?" + +"Slumberleigh," said Molly, with decision, "because it's the shortest +sermon, and I want to see the little foal in Brown's field." + +"Slumberleigh be it," said Charles. "Now, Miss Deyncourt," as Ruth +appeared, "which church are you going to support--Greenacre, which is +close in more senses than one, where they never open the windows, and +the clergyman preaches for an hour; or Slumberleigh, shady, airy, cool, +lying past a meadow with a foal in it? If I may offer that as any +inducement, Molly and I intend to patronize Slumberleigh." + +Ruth said she would do the same. + +"Now, Dare, _you_ will be able to decide whether Greenacre, with a +little fat tower, or Slumberleigh, with a beautiful tall steeple, suits +your religious views best." + +"I will also go to Slumberleigh," said Dare, without a moment's +hesitation. + +"I thought so. I suppose,"--to Ralph and Evelyn--"you are going to +Greenacre with Aunt Mary? Tell her I have gone to church, will you? It +will cheer her up. Sunday is a very depressing day with her, I know. She +thinks of all she has done in the week, preparatory to doing a little +more on Monday. Good-bye. Now then, Molly, have you got your +prayer-book? Miss Deyncourt, I don't see yours anywhere. Oh, there it +is! No, don't let Dare carry it for you. Give it to me. He will have +enough to do, poor fellow, to travel with his own. Come, Molly! Is Vic +chained up? Yes, I can hear him howling. The craving for church +privileges of that dumb animal, Miss Deyncourt, is an example to us +Christians. Molly, have you got your penny? Miss Deyncourt, can I +accommodate you with a threepenny bit? Now, _are_ we all ready to +start?" + +"When this outburst of eloquence has subsided," said Ruth, "the audience +will be happy to move on." + +And so they started across the fields, where the grass was already +springing faint and green after the haymaking. There was a fresh +wandering air, which fluttered the ribbons in Molly's hat, as she danced +on ahead, frisking in her short white skirt beside her uncle, her hand +in his. Charles was the essence of wit to Molly, with his grave face +that so seldom smiled, and the twinkle in the kind eyes, that always +went before those wonderful, delightful jokes which he alone could make. +Sometimes, as she laughed, she looked back at Ruth and Dare, half a +field behind, in pity at what they were missing. + +"Shall we wait and tell them that story, Uncle Charles?" + +"No, Molly. I dare say he is telling her another which is just as good." + +"I don't think he knows any like yours." + +"Some people like the old, old story best." + +"Do I know the old, old one, Uncle Charles?" + +"No, Molly." + +"Can you tell it?" + +"No. I have never been able to tell that particular story." + +"And do you really think he is telling it to her now?" with a backward +glance. + +"Not at this moment. It's no good running back. He's only thinking about +it now. He will tell it her in about a month or six weeks' time." + +"I hope I shall be there when he tells it." + +"I hope you may; but I don't think it is likely. And now, Molly, set +your hat straight, and leave off jumping. I never jump when I go to +church with Aunt Mary. Quietly now, for there's the church, and Mr. +Alwynn's looking out of the window." + +Dare, meanwhile, walking with Ruth, caught sight of the church and +lych-gate with heart-felt regret. The stretches of sunny meadowland, the +faint glamour of church bells, the pale refined face beside him, had +each individually and all three together appealed to his imagination, +always vivid when he himself was concerned. He suddenly felt as if a +great gulf had fixed itself, without any will of his own, between his +old easy-going life and the new existence that was opening out before +him. + +He had crossed from the old to the new without any perception of such a +gulf, and now, as he looked back, it seemed to yawn between him and all +that hitherto he had been. He did not care to look back, so he looked +forward. He felt as if he were the central figure (when was he _not_ a +central figure?) in a new drama. He was fond of acting, on and off the +stage, and now he seemed to be playing a new part, in which he was not +yet thoroughly at ease, but which he rather suspected would become him +exceedingly well. It amused him to see himself going to church--_to +church_--to hear himself conversing on flowers and music with a young +English girl. The idea that he was rapidly falling in love was specially +delightful. He called himself a _vieux scélérat_, and watched the +progress of feelings which he felt did him credit with extreme +satisfaction. He and Ruth arrived at the church porch all too soon for +Dare; and though he had the pleasure of sitting on one side of her +during the service, he would have preferred that Charles, of whom he +felt a vague distrust, had not happened to be on the other. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +"My dear," said Mrs. Alwynn to her husband that morning, as they started +for church across the glebe, "if any of the Atherstone party are in +church, as they ought to be, for I hear from Mrs. Smith that they are +not at all regular at Greenacre--only went once last Sunday, and then +late--I shall just tell Ruth that she is to come back to me to-morrow. A +few days won't make any difference to her, and it will fit in so nicely +her coming back the day you go to the palace. After all I've done for +Ruth--new curtains to her room, and the piano tuned and everything--I +don't think she would like to stay there with friends, and me all by +myself, without a creature to speak to. Ruth may be only a niece by +marriage, but she will see in a moment--" + +And in fact she did. When Mrs. Alwynn took her aside after church, and +explained the case in the all-pervading whisper for which she had +apparently taken out a patent, Ruth could not grasp any reason why she +should return to Slumberleigh three days before the time, but she saw at +once that return she must if Mrs. Alwynn chose to demand it; and so she +yielded with a good grace, and sent Mrs. Alwynn back smiling to the +lych-gate, where Mr. Alwynn and Mabel Thursby were talking with Dare and +Molly, while Charles interviewed the village policeman at a little +distance. + +"No news of the tramp," said Charles, meeting Ruth at the gate; and they +started homeward in different order to that in which they had come, in +spite of a great effort at the last moment on the part of Dare, who +thought the old way was better. "The policeman has seen nothing of him. +He has gone off to pastures new, I expect." + +"I hope he has." + +"Mrs. Alwynn does not want you to leave Atherstone to-morrow, does she?" + +"I am sorry to say she does." + +"But you won't go?" + +"I must not only go, but I must do it as if I liked it." + +"I hope Evelyn won't allow it." + +"While I am living with Mrs. Alwynn, I am bound to do what she likes in +small things." + +"H'm!" + +"I should have thought, Sir Charles, that this particularly feminine and +submissive sentiment would have met with your approval." + +"It does; it does," said Charles, hastily. "Only, after the stubborn +rigidity of your--shall I say your--week-day character, especially as +regards money, this softened Sabbath mood took me by surprise for a +moment." + +"You should see me at Slumberleigh," said Ruth, with a smile half sad, +half humorous. "You should see me tying up Uncle John's flowers, or +holding Aunt Fanny's wools. Nothing more entirely feminine and young +lady-like can be imagined." + +"It must be a great change, after living with a woman like Lady +Deyncourt--to whose house I often went years ago, when her son was +living--to come to a place like Slumberleigh." + +"It _is_ a great change. I am ashamed to say how much I felt it at +first. I don't know how to express it; but everything down here seems so +small and local, and hard and fast." + +"I know," said Charles, gently; and they walked on in silence. "And +yet," he said at last, "it seems to me, and I should have thought you +would have felt the same, that life is very small, very narrow and +circumscribed everywhere; though perhaps more obviously so in Cranfords +and Slumberleighs. I have seen a good deal during the last fifteen +years. I have mixed with many sorts and conditions of men, but in no +class or grade of society have I yet found independent men and women. +The groove is as narrow in one class as in another, though in some it is +better concealed. I sometimes feel as if I were walking in a ball-room +full of people all dancing the lancers. There are different sets, of +course--fashionable, political, artistic--but the people in them are all +crossing over, all advancing and retiring, with the same apparent +aimlessness, or setting to partners." + +"There is occasionally an aim in that." + +Charles smiled grimly. + +"They follow the music in that as in everything else. You go away for +ten years, and still find them, on your return, going through the same +figures to new tunes. I wonder if there are any people anywhere in the +world who stand on their own feet, and think and act for themselves; who +don't set their watches by other people's; who don't live and marry and +die by rote, expecting to go straight up to heaven by rote afterwards?" + +"I believe there are such people," said Ruth, earnestly; "I have had +glimpses of them, but the real ones look like the shadows, and the +shadows like the real ones, and--we miss them in the crowd." + +"Or one thinks one finds them, and they turn out only clever imitations +after all. In these days there is a mania for shamming originality of +some kind. I am always imagining people I meet are real, and not +shadows, until one day I unintentionally put my hand through them, and +find out my mistake. I am getting tired of being taken in." + +"And some day you will get tired of being cynical." + +"I am very much obliged to you for your hopeful view of my future. You +evidently imagine that I have gone in for the fashionable creed of the +young man of the present day. I am not young enough to take pleasure in +high collars and cheap cynicism, Miss Deyncourt. Cynical people are +never disappointed in others, as I so often am, because they expect the +worst. In theory I respect and admire my fellow-creatures, but they +continually exasperate me because they won't allow me to do so in real +life. I have still--I blush to own it--a lingering respect for women, +though they have taken pains to show me, time after time, what a fool I +am for such a weakness." + +Charles looked intently at Ruth. Women are so terribly apt in handling +any subject to make it personal. Would she fire up, or would she, like +so many women, join in abuse of her own sex? She did neither. She was +looking straight in front of her, absently watching the figures of Dare +and Molly in the next field. Then she turned her grave, thoughtful +glance towards him. + +"I think respect is never weakness," she said. "It is a sign of +strength, even when it is misplaced. There is not much to admire in +cunning people who are never taken in. The best people I have known, the +people whom it did me good to be with, have been those who respected +others and themselves. Do not be in too great a hurry to get rid of any +little fragment that still remains. You may want it when it is gone." + +Charles's apathetic face had become strangely earnest. There was a keen, +searching look in his tired, restless eyes. He was about to make some +answer, when he suddenly became aware of Dare and Molly sitting perched +on a gate close at hand waiting for them. Never had he perceived Molly's +little brown face with less pleasure than at that moment. She scrambled +down with a noble disregard of appearances, and tried to take his hand. +But it was coolly withdrawn. Charles fell behind on some pretence of +fastening the gate, and Molly had to content herself with Ruth's and +Dare's society for the remainder of the walk. + +Ruth had almost forgotten, until Molly suggested at luncheon a picnic +for the following day, that she was returning to Slumberleigh on Monday +morning; and when she made the fact known, Ralph had to be "hushed" +several times by Evelyn for muttering opinions behind the sirloin +respecting Mrs. Alwynn, which Evelyn seemed to have heard before, and to +consider unsuited to the ears of that lady's niece. + +"But if you go away, Cousin Ruth, we can't have the picnic. Can we, +Uncle Charles?" + +"Impossible, Molly. Rather bread and butter at home than a mixed biscuit +in the open air without Miss Deyncourt." + +"Is Mrs. Alwynn suffering?" asked Lady Mary, politely, down the table. + +Ruth explained that she was not in ill-health, but that she did wish to +be left alone; and Ralph was "hushed" again. + +Lady Mary was annoyed, or, more properly speaking, she was "moved in the +spirit," which in a Churchwoman seems to be the same thing as annoyance +in the unregenerate or unorthodox mind. She regretted Ruth's departure +more than any one, except perhaps Ruth herself. She had watched the girl +very narrowly, and she had seen nothing to make her alter the opinion +she had formed of her; indeed, she was inclined to advance beyond it. +Even she could not suspect that Ruth had "played her cards well;" +although she would have aided and abetted her in any way in her power, +if Ruth had shown the slightest consciousness of holding cards at all, +or being desirous of playing them. Her frank yet reserved manner, her +distinguished appearance, her sense of humor (which Lady Mary did not +understand, but which she perceived others did), and the quiet _savoir +faire_ of her treatment of Dare's advances, all enhanced her greatly in +the eyes of her would-be aunt. She bade her good-bye with genuine +regret; the only person who bore her departure without a shade of +compunction being Dare, who stood by the carriage till the last moment, +assuring Ruth that he hoped to come over to the rectory very shortly; +while Charles and Molly held the gate open meanwhile, at the end of the +short drive. + +"I know that Frenchman means business," said Lady Mary wrathfully to +herself, as she watched the scene from the garden. Her mind, from the +very severity of its tension, was liable to occasional lapses of this +painful kind from the spiritual and ecclesiastical to the mundane and +transitory. "I saw it directly he came into the house; and with _his_ +opportunities, and living within a stone's-throw, I should not wonder if +he were to succeed. Any man would fetch a fancy price at Slumberleigh; +and the most fastidious woman in the world ceases to be critical if she +is reduced to the proper state of dulness. He is handsome, too, in his +foreign way. But she does not like him now. She is inclined to like +Charles, though she does not know it. There is an attraction between the +two. I knew there would be. And he likes her. Oh, what fools men are! He +will go away; and Dare, on the contrary, will ride over to Slumberleigh +every day, and by the time he is engaged to her Charles will see her +again, and find out that he is in love with her himself. Oh, the folly, +the density, of unmarried men! and, indeed," (with a sudden recollection +of the deceased Mr. Cunningham), "of the whole race of them! But of all +men I have ever known, I really think the most provoking is Charles." + +"Musing?" inquired her nephew, sauntering up to her. + +"I was thinking that we had just lost the pleasantest person of our +little party," said Lady Mary, viciously seizing up her work. + +"I am still here," suggested Charles, by way of consolation. "I don't +start for Norway in Wyndham's yacht for three days to come." + +"Do you mean to say you are going to Norway?" + +"I forget whether it was to be Norway; but I know I'm booked to go +yachting somewhere. It's Wyndham's new toy. He paid through the parental +nose for it, and he made me promise in London to go with him on his +first cruise. I believe a very charming Miss Wyndham is to be of the +party." + +"And how long, pray, are you going to yacht with Miss Wyndham?" + +"It is with her brother I propose to go. I thought I had explained that +before. I shall probably cruise about, let me see, for three weeks or +so, till the grouse-shooting begins. Then I am due in Scotland, at the +Hope-Actons', and several other places." + +Lady Mary laid down her work, and rose to her feet, her thin hand +closing tightly over the silver crook of her stick. + +"Charles," she said, in a voice trembling with anger, looking him full +in the face, "you are a fool!" and she passed him without another word, +and hobbled away rapidly into the house. + +"Am I?" said Charles, half aloud to himself, when the last fold of her +garment had been twitched out of sight through the window. + +"_Am I?_ Molly," with great gravity, as Molly appeared, "yes, you may sit +on my knee; but don't wriggle. Molly, what is a fool?" + +"I think it's Raca, only worse," said Molly. "Uncle Charles, Mr. Dare is +going away too. His dog-cart had just come into the yard." + +"Has it? I hope he won't keep it waiting." + +"You are not going away, are you?" + +"Not for three days more." + +"Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday. Why, they will be gone in a moment." + +But to Charles they seemed three very long days indeed. He was annoyed +with himself for having made so many engagements before he left London. +At the time there did not seem anything better to be done, and he +supposed he must go somewhere; but now he thought he would have liked to +stay on at Atherstone, though he would not have said so to Lady Mary for +worlds. He was tired of rushing up and down. He was not so fond of +yachting, after all; and he remembered that he had been many times to +Norway. + +"I would get out of it if I could," he said to Lady Mary on the last +morning; "and of this blue serge suit, too (you should see Miss Wyndham +in blue serge!); but it is not a question of pleasure, but of principle. +I don't like to throw over Wyndham at the last moment, after what you +said when I failed the Hope-Actons last year. Twins could not feel more +exactly together than you and I do where a principle is involved. I see +you are about to advise me to keep my engagement. Do not trouble to do +so; I am going to Portsmouth by the mid-day train. Brown is at this +moment packing my telescope and life-belt." + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +It was the end of August. The little lawn at Slumberleigh Rectory was +parched and brown. The glebe beyond was brown; so was the field beyond +that. The thirsty road was ash-white between its gray hedge-rows. It was +hotter in the open air than in the house, but Ruth had brought her books +out into the garden all the same, and had made a conscientious effort to +read under the chestnut-tree. + +For under the same roof with Mrs. Alwynn she had soon learned that +application or study of any kind was an impossibility. Mrs. Alwynn had +several maxims as to the conduct of herself, and consequently of every +one else, and one of those to which she most frequently gave utterance +was that "young people should always be cheery and sociable, and should +not be left too much to themselves." + +When in the winter Mr. Alwynn had brought home Ruth, quite overwhelmed +for the time by the shock of the first real trouble she had known, Mrs. +Alwynn was kindness itself in the way of sweet-breads and warm rooms; +but the only thing Ruth craved for, to be left alone, she would not +allow for a moment. No! Mrs. Alwynn was cheerful, brisk, and pious at +intervals. If she found her niece was sitting in her own room, she +bustled up-stairs, poked the fire, gave her a kiss, and finally brought +her down to the drawing-room, where she told her she would be as quiet +as in her own room. She need not be afraid her uncle would come in; and +she must not allow herself to get moped. What would she, Mrs. Alwynn, +have done, she would like to know, if, when she was in trouble--and she +knew what trouble meant, if any one did--she had allowed herself to get +moped. Ruth must try and bear up. And at Lady Deyncourt's age it was +quite to be expected. And Ruth must remember she still had a sister, and +that there was a happy home above. And now, if she would get that green +wool out of the red plush iron (which really was a work-box--such a +droll idea, wasn't it?), Ruth should hold the wool, and they would have +a cosey little chat till luncheon time. + +And so Mrs. Alwynn did her duty by her niece; and Ruth, in the dark +days that followed her grandmother's death, took all the little +kindnesses in the spirit in which they were meant, and did her duty by +her aunt. + +But after a time Mrs. Alwynn became more exacting. Ruth was visibly +recovering from what Mrs. Alwynn called "her bereavement." She could +smile again without an effort; she took long walks with Mr. Alwynn, and +later in the spring paid a visit to her uncle, Lord Polesworth. It was +after this visit that Mrs. Alwynn became more exacting. She had borne +with half attention and a lack of interest in crewel-work while Ruth was +still "fretting," as she termed it. But when a person lays aside crape, +and goes into half-mourning, the time had come when she may--nay, when +she ought to be "chatty." This time had come with Ruth, but she was not +"chatty." Like Mrs. Dombey, she did not make an effort, and, as the +months passed on, Mrs. Alwynn began to shake her head, and to fear that +"there was some officer or something on her mind." Mrs. Alwynn always +called soldiers officers, and doctors physicians. + +Ruth, on her side, was vaguely aware that she did not give satisfaction. +The small-talk, the perpetual demand on her attention, the constant +interruptions, seemed to benumb what faculties she had. Her mind became +like a machine out of work--rusty, creaking, difficult to set going. If +she had half an hour of leisure she could not fix her attention to +anything. She, who in her grandmother's time had been so keen and alert, +seemed to have drifted, in Mrs. Alwynn's society, into a torpid state, +from which she made vain attempts to emerge, only to sink the deeper. + +When she stood once more, fresh from a fortnight of pleasant intercourse +with pleasant people, in the little ornate drawing-room at Slumberleigh, +on her return from Atherstone, the remembrance of the dulled, confused +state in which she had been living with her aunt returned forcibly to +her mind. The various articles of furniture, the red silk handkerchiefs +dabbed behind pendent plates, the musical elephants on the mantle-piece, +the imitation Eastern antimacassars, the shocking fate, in the way of +nailed and glued pictorial ornamentation, that had overtaken the back of +the cottage piano--indeed, all the various objects of luxury and _vertu_ +with which Mrs. Alwynn had surrounded herself, seemed to recall to Ruth, +as the apparatus of the sick-room recalls the illness to the patient, +the stupor into which she had fallen in their company. With her eyes +fixed upon the new brass pig (that was at heart a pen-wiper) which Mrs. +Alwynn had pointed out as a gift of Mabel Thursby, who always brought +her back some little "tasty thing from London"--with her eyes on the +brass pig, Ruth resolved that, come what would, she would not allow +herself to sink into such a state of mental paralysis again. + +To read a book of any description was out of the question in the society +of Mrs. Alwynn. But Ruth, with the connivance of Mr. Alwynn, devised a +means of eluding her aunt. At certain hours of the day she was lost +regularly, and not to be found. It was summer, and the world, or at +least the neighborhood of Slumberleigh Rectory, which was the same +thing, was all before her where to choose. In after-years she used to +say that some books had always remained associated with certain places +in her mind. With Emerson she learned to associate the scent of hay, the +desultory remarks of hens, and the sudden choruses of ducks. Carlyle's +"Sartor Resartus," which she read for the first time this year, always +recalled to her afterwards the leathern odor of the box-room, with an +occasional _soupçon_ of damp flapping linen in the orchard, which spot +was not visible from the rectory windows. + +Gradually Mrs. Alwynn became aware of the fact that Ruth was never to be +seen with a book in her hand, and she expressed fears that the latter +was not keeping up her reading. + +"And if you don't like to read to yourself, my dear, you can read to me +while I work. German, now. I like the sound of German very well. It +brings back the time when your Uncle John and I went up the Rhine on our +honey-moon. And then, for English reading there's a very nice book Uncle +John has somewhere on natural history, called 'Animals of a Quiet Life,' +by a Mr. Hare, too--so comical, I always think. It's good for you to be +reading something. It is what your poor dear granny would have wished if +she had been alive. Only it must not be poetry, Ruth, not poetry." + +Mrs. Alwynn did not approve of poetry. She was wont to say that for her +part she liked only what was perfectly _true_, by which it is believed +she meant prose. + +She had no books of her own. In times of illness she borrowed from Mrs. +Thursby (who had all Miss Young's works, and selections from the +publications of the S.P.C.K.). On Sundays, when she could not work, she +read, half aloud, of course, with sighs at intervals, a little manual +called "Gold Dust," or a smaller one still called "Pearls of Great +Price," which she had once recommended to Charles, whom she knew +slightly, and about whom she affected to know a great deal, which +nothing (except pressing) would induce her to repeat; which rendered +the application of the "Pearls," to be followed by the "Dust," most +essential to his future welfare. + +On this particular morning in August, Ruth had slipped out as far as the +chestnut-tree, the lower part of which was hidden from the rectory +windows by a blessed yew hedge. It was too hot to walk, it was too hot +to draw, it was even too hot to read. It did not seem, however, to be +too hot to _ride_, for presently she heard a horse's hoofs clattering +across the stones of the stable-yard, and she knew, from the familiarity +of the sound at that hour of the day, that Dare had probably ridden +over, and, more probably still, would stay to luncheon. + +The foreign gentleman, as all the village people called him, had by this +time become quite an institution in the neighborhood of Vandon. Every +one liked him, and he liked every one. Like the sun, he shone upon the +just and unjust. He went to every tennis-party to which he was invited. +He was pleased if people were at home when he called. He became in many +houses a privileged person, and he never abused his privileges. Women +especially liked him. He had what Mrs. Eccles defined as "such a way +with him;" his way being to make every woman he met think that she was +particularly interesting in his eyes--for the time being. Men did not, +of course, care for him so much. When he stayed anywhere, it was vaguely +felt by the sterner sex of the party that he stole a march upon them. +While they were smoking, after their kind, in clusters on the lawn, it +would suddenly be observed that he was sitting in the drawing-room, +giving a lesson in netting, or trying over a new song encircled by young +ladyhood. It was felt that he took an unfair advantage. What business +had he to come down to tea in that absurd amber plush smoking-suit, just +because the elder ladies had begged to see it? It was all the more +annoying, because he looked so handsome in it. Like most men who are +admired by women, he was not much liked by men. + +But the house to which he came the oftenest was Slumberleigh Rectory. He +was faithful to his early admiration of Ruth; and the only obstacle to +his making her (in his opinion) happy among women, namely, her possible +want of fortune, had long since been removed by the confidential remarks +of Mrs. Alwynn. To his foreign habits and ideas fourteen or fifteen +hundred a year represented a very large sum. In his eyes Ruth was an +heiress, and in all good earnest he set himself to win her. Mr. Alwynn +had now become the proper person to consult regarding his property; and +at first, to Ruth's undisguised satisfaction, he consulted him nearly +every other day, his horse at last taking the turn for Slumberleigh as a +matter of course. Many a time, in these August days, might Mrs. Eccles +and all the other inhabitants of Slumberleigh have seen Dare ride up the +little street, taking as much active exercise as his horse, only +skyward; the saddle being to him merely a point of rebound. + +But if the object of his frequent visits was misunderstood by Ruth at +first, Dare did not allow it to remain so long. And not only Ruth +herself, but Mr. and Mrs. Alwynn, and the rectory servants, and half the +parish were soon made aware of the state of his affections. What was the +good of being in love, of having in view a social aim of such a +praiseworthy nature, if no one were aware of the same? Dare was not the +man to hide even a night-light under a bushel; how much less a burning +and a shining hymeneal torch such as this. His sentiments were strictly +honorable. If he raised expectations, he was also quite prepared to +fulfil them. Miss Deyncourt was quite right to treat him with her +adorable, placid assumption of indifference until his attentions were +more avowed. In the mean while she was an angel, a lily, a pearl, a +star, and several other things, animal, vegetable, and mineral, which +his vivid imagination chose to picture her. But whatever Dare's faults +may have been--and Ruth was not blind to them--he was at least head over +ears in love with her, fortune or none; and as his attachment deepened, +it burned up like fire all the little follies with which it had begun. + +A clergyman has been said to have made love to the helpmeet of his +choice out of the Epistle to the Galatians. Dare made his out of +material hardly more promising--plans for cottages, and estimates of +repairs. He had quickly seen how to interest Ruth, though the reason for +such an eccentric interest puzzled him. However, he turned it to his +advantage. Ruth encouraged, suggested, sympathized in all the little he +was already doing, and the much that he proposed to do. + +Of late, however, a certain not ungrounded suspicion had gradually +forced itself upon her which had led her to withdraw as much as she +could from her former intercourse with Dare; but her change of manner +had not quite the effect she had intended. + +"She thinks I am not serious," Dare had said to himself; "she thinks +that I play with her feelings. She does not know me. To-morrow I ride +over; I set her mind at rest. To-morrow I propose; I make an offer; I +claim that adored hand; I--become engaged." + +Accordingly, not long after the clatter of horse's hoofs in the +stable-yard, Dare himself appeared in the garden, and perceiving Ruth, +for whom he was evidently looking, informed her that he had ridden over +to ask Mr. Alwynn to support him at a dinner his tenants were giving in +his honor--a custom of the Vandon tenantry from time immemorial on the +accession of a new landlord. He spoke absently; and Ruth, looking at him +more closely as he stood before her, wondered at his altered manner. He +had a rose in his button-hole. He always had a rose in his button-hole; +but somehow this was more of a rose than usual. His mustaches were +twirled up with unusual grace. + +"You will find Mr. Alwynn in the study," said Ruth, hurriedly. + +His only answer was to cast aside his whip and gloves, as possible +impediments later on, and to settle himself, with an elegant arrangement +of the choicest gaiters, on the grass at her feet. + +It is probably very disagreeable to repeat in any form, however +discreetly worded, the old phrase-- + + "The reason why I cannot tell, + But I don't like you, Doctor Fell." + +But it must be especially disagreeable, if a refusal is at first not +taken seriously, to be obliged to repeat it, still more plainly, a +second time. It was Ruth's fate to be obliged to do this, and to do it +hurriedly, or she foresaw complications might arise. + +At last Dare understood, and the sudden utter blankness of his +expression smote Ruth to the heart. He had loved her in his way after +all. It is a bitter thing to be refused. She felt that she had been +almost brutal in her direct explicitness, called forth at the moment by +an instinct that he would proceed to extreme measures unless +peremptorily checked. + +"I am so sorry," she said, involuntarily. + +Poor Dare, who had recovered a certain amount of self-possession, now +that he was on his feet again, took up his gloves and riding-whip in +silence. All his jaunty self-assurance had left him. He seemed quite +stunned. His face under his brown skin was very pale. + +"I am so sorry," said Ruth again, feeling horribly guilty. + +"It is I who am sorry," he said, humbly. "I have made a great mistake, +for which I ask pardon;" and, after looking at her for a moment, in +blank incertitude as to whether she could really be the same person whom +he had come to seek in such happy confidence half an hour before, he +raised his hat, his new light gray hat, and was gone. + +Ruth watched him go, and when he had disappeared, she sat down again +mechanically in the chair from which she had risen a few moments before, +and pressed her hands tightly together. She ought not to have allowed +such a thing to happen, she said to herself. Somehow it had never +presented itself to her in its serious aspect before. It is difficult to +take a vain man seriously. Poor Mr. Dare! She had not known he was +capable of caring so much about anything. He had never appeared to such +advantage in her eyes as he had done when he had left her the moment +before, grave and silent. She felt she had misjudged him. He was not so +frivolous, after all. And now that her influence was at an end, who +would keep him up to the mark about the various duties which she knew +now he had begun to fulfil only to please her? Oh, who would help and +encourage him in that most difficult of positions, a land-owner without +means sufficient for doing the best by land and tenantry? She +instinctively felt that he could not be relied upon for continuous +exertion by himself. + +"I wish I could have liked him," said Ruth to herself. "I wish, I wish, +I could!" + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +During the whole of the following week Dare appeared no more at +Slumberleigh. Mrs. Alwynn, whose time was much occupied as a rule in +commenting on the smallest doings of her neighbors, and in wondering why +they left undone certain actions which she herself would have performed +in their place, Mrs. Alwynn would infallibly have remarked upon his +absence many times during every hour of the day, had not her attention +been distracted for the time being by a one-horse fly which she had seen +go up the road on the afternoon of the day of Dare's last visit, the +destination of which had filled her soul with anxious conjecture. + +She did not ascertain till the following day that it had been ordered +for Mrs. Smith, of Greenacre; though, as she told Ruth, she might have +known that, as Mr. Smith was going for a holiday with Mrs. Smith, and +their pony lame in its feet; that they would have to have a fly, and +with that hill up to Greenacre she was surprised one horse was enough. + +When the question of the fly had been thus satisfactorily settled, and +Mrs. Alwynn had ceased wondering whether the Smiths had gone to Tenby or +to Rhyl (she always imagined people went to one or other of these two +places), her whole attention reverted to a screen which she was making, +the elegance and novelty of which supplied her with a congenial subject +of conversation for many days. + +"There is something so new in a screen, an entire screen of Christmas +cards," Mrs. Alwynn would remark. "Now, Mrs. Thursby's new screen is all +pictures out of the _Graphic_, and those colored Christmas numbers. She +has put all her cards in a book. There is something rather _passy_ about +those albums, I think. Now I fancy this screen will look quite out of +the common, Ruth; and when it is done, I shall get some of those +Japanese cranes and stand them on the top. Their claws are made to twist +round, you know, and I shall put some monkeys--you know those droll +chenille monkeys, Ruth--creeping up the sides to meet the cranes. I +don't honestly think, my dear"--with complacency--"that many people will +have anything like it." + +Ruth did not hesitate to say that she felt certain very few would. + +Mrs. Alwynn was delighted at the interest she took in her new work. Ruth +was coming out at last, she told her husband; and she passed many happy +hours entirely absorbed in the arrangement of the cards upon the panels. +Ruth, thankful that her attention had been providentially distracted +from the matter that filled her own thoughts, in a way that surprised +and annoyed her, sorted, and snipped, and pasted, and decided weighty +questions as to whether a goitred robin on a twig should be placed next +to a smiling plum-pudding, dancing a polka with a turkey, or whether a +congealed cross, with "Christian greeting" in icicles on it, should +separate the two. + +To her uncle Ruth told what had happened; and as he slowly wended his +way to Vandon on the day fixed for the tenant's dinner, Mr. Alwynn mused +thereon, and I believe, if the truth were known, he was sorry that Dare +had been refused. He was a little before his time, and he stopped on the +bridge, and looked at the river, as it came churning and sweeping below, +fretted out of its usual calm by the mill above. I think that as he +leaned over the low stone parapet he made many quiet little reflections +besides the involuntary one of himself in the water below. He would have +liked (he was conscious that it was selfish, but yet he _would_ have +liked) to have Ruth near him always. He would have liked to see this +strange son of his old friend in good hands, that would lead him--as it +is popularly supposed a woman's hand sometimes can--in the way of all +others in which Mr. Alwynn was anxious that he should walk; a way in +which he sometimes feared that Dare had not made any great progress as +yet. Mr. Alwynn felt at times, when conversing with him, that Dare's +life could not have been one in which the nobler feelings of his nature +had been much brought into play, so crude and unformed were his ideas of +principle and responsibility, so slack and easy-going his views of life. + +But if Mr. Alwynn felt an occasional twinge of anxiety and misgiving +about his young friend, it speedily turned to self-upbraiding for +indulging in a cynical, unworthy spirit, which was ever ready to seek +out the evil and overlook the good; and he gradually convinced himself +that only favorable circumstances were required for the blossoming forth +of those noble attributes, of which the faintest indications on Dare's +part were speedily magnified by the powerful lens of Mr. Alwynn's +charity to an extent which would have filled Dare with satisfaction, and +would have overwhelmed a more humble nature with shame. + +And Ruth would not have him! Mr. Alwynn remembered a certain passage in +his own youth, a long time ago, when somebody (a very foolish somebody, +I think) would not have him either; and it was with that remembrance +still in his mind that he met Dare, who had come as far as the lodge +gates to meet him, and whose forlorn appearance touched Mr. Alwynn's +heart the moment he saw him. + +There was not time for much conversation. To his astonishment Mr. Alwynn +found Dare actually nervous about the coming ordeal; and on the way to +the Green Dragon, where the dinner was to be given, he reassured him as +best he could, and suggested the kind of answer he should make when his +health was drunk. + +When, a couple of hours later, all was satisfactorily over, when the +last health had been drunk, the last song sung, and Dare was driving Mr. +Alwynn home in the shabby old Vandon dog-cart, both men were at first +too much overcome by the fumes of tobacco, in which they had been +hidden, to say a word to each other. At last, however, Mr. Alwynn drew a +long breath, and said, faintly: + +"I trust I may never be so hot again. Drive slowly under these trees, +Dare. It is cooling to look at them after sitting behind that steaming +volcano of a turkey. How is your head getting on? I saw you went in for +punch." + +"Was that punch?" said Dare. "Then I take no more punch in the future." + +"You spoke capitally, and brought in the right sentiment, that there is +no place like home, in first-rate style. You see, you need not have been +nervous." + +"Ah! but it was you who spoke really well," said Dare, with something of +his old eager manner. "You know these people. You know their heart. You +understand them. Now, for me, I said what you tell me, and they were +pleased, but I can never be with them like you. I understand the words +they speak, but themselves I do not understand." + +"It will come." + +"No," with a rare accession of humility. "I have cared for none of these +things till--till I came to hear them spoken of at Slumberleigh by you +and--and now at first it is smooth, because I say I will do what I can, +but soon they will find out I cannot do much, and then--" He shrugged +his shoulders. + +They drove on in silence. + +"But these things are nothing--nothing," burst out Dare at last, in a +tremulous voice, "to the one thing I think of all night, all day--how I +love Miss Deyncourt, and how," with a simplicity which touched Mr. +Alwynn, "she does not love me at all." + +There is something pathetic in seeing any cheerful, light-hearted animal +reduced to silence and depression. To watch a barking, worrying, jovial +puppy suddenly desist from parachute expeditions on unsteady legs, and +from shaking imaginary rats, and creep, tail close at home, overcome by +affliction, into obscurity, is a sad sight. Mr. Alwynn felt much the +same kind of pity for Dare as he glanced at him, resignedly blighted, +handsomely forlorn, who but a short time ago had taken life as gayly and +easily as a boy home for the holidays. + +"Sometimes," said Mr. Alwynn, addressing himself to the mill, and the +bridge, and the world in general, "young people change their minds. I +have known such things happen." + +"I shall never change mine." + +"Perhaps not; but others might." + +"Ah!" and Dare turned sharply towards Mr. Alwynn, scanning his face with +sudden eagerness. "You think--you think, possibly--" + +"I don't think anything at all," interposed Mr. Alwynn, rather taken +aback at the evident impression his vague words had made, and anxious +to qualify them. "I was only speaking generally; but--ahem! there is one +point, as we are on the subject, that--" + +"Yes, yes?" + +"Whether you consider any decision as final or not"--Mr. Alwynn +addressed the clouds in the sky--"I think, if you do not wish it to be +known that anything has taken place, you had better come and see me +occasionally at Slumberleigh. I have missed your visits for the past +week. The fact is, Mrs. Alwynn has a way of interesting herself in all +her friends. She has a kind heart, and--you--understand--any little +difference in their behavior might be observed by her, and might +possibly--might possibly"--Mr. Alwynn was at a loss for a word--"be, in +short, commented on to others. Suppose now you were to come back with me +to tea to-day?" + +And Dare went, nothing loath, and arrived at a critical moment in the +manufacture of the screen, when all the thickest Christmas cards +threatened to resist the influence of paste, and to curl up, to the +great anxiety of Mrs. Alwynn. + +One of the principle reasons of Dare's popularity was the way in which +he threw his whole heart into whatever he was doing, for the time; never +for a long time, certainly, for he rarely bored himself or others by +adherence to one set of ideas after its novelty had worn off. + +And now, as if nothing else existed in the world, and with a grave +manner suggesting repressed suffering and manly resignation, he +concentrated his whole mind on Mrs. Alwynn's recalcitrant cards, and +made Ruth grateful to him by his tact in devoting himself to her aunt +and the screen. + +"Well, I never!" said Mrs. Alwynn, after he was gone. "I never did see +any one like Mr. Dare. I declare he has made the church stick, Ruth, and +'Blessings on my friend,' which turned up at the corners twice when you +put it on, and the big middle one of the kittens skating, too! Dear me! +I am pleased. I hope Mrs. Thursby won't call till it's finished. But he +did not look well, Ruth, did he? Rather pale now, I thought." + +"He has had a tiring day," said Ruth. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +At Slumberleigh you have time to notice the change of the seasons. There +is no hurry at Slumberleigh. Spring, summer, autumn, and winter, each in +their turn, take quite a year to come and go. Three months ago it was +August; now September had arrived. It was actually the time of damsons. +Those damsons which Ruth had seen dangling for at least three years in +the cottage orchards were ripe at last. It seemed ages ago since April, +when the village was a foaming mass of damson blossom, and the "plum +winter" had set in just when spring really seemed to have arrived for +good. It was a well-known thing in Slumberleigh, though Ruth till last +April had not been aware of it, that God Almighty always sent cold +weather when the Slumberleigh damsons were in bloom, to harden the +fruit. And now the lame, the halt, and the aged of Slumberleigh, all +with one consent, mounted on tottering ladders to pick their damsons, or +that mysterious fruit, closely akin to the same, called "black Lamas +ploums." + +There were plum accidents, of course, in plenty. The Lord took Mrs. +Eccles's own uncle from his half-filled basket to another world, for +which, as a "tea and coffee totaller," he was no doubt well prepared. +The too receptive organisms of unsuspecting infancy suffered in their +turn. In short, it was a busy season for Mr. and Mrs. Alwynn. + +Ruth had plenty of opportunities now for making her long-projected +sketch of the ruined house of Arleigh, for the old woman who lived in +the lodge close by, and had charge of the place, had "ricked" her back +in a damson-tree, and Ruth often went to see her. She had been Ruth's +nurse in her childhood, and having originally come from Slumberleigh, +returned there when the Deyncourt children grew up, and lived happily +ever after, with the very blind and entirely deaf old husband of her +choice, in the gray stone lodge at Arleigh. + +It was on her return from one of these almost daily visits that Mrs. +Eccles pounced on Ruth as she passed her gate, and under pretence of +inquiring after Mrs. Cotton, informed her that she herself was suffering +in no slight degree. Ruth, who suddenly remembered that she had been +remiss in "dropping in" on Mrs. Eccles of late, dropped in then and +there to make up for past delinquencies. + +"Is it rheumatism again?" she asked, as Mrs. Eccles seemed inclined to +run off at once into a report of the goings on of Widow Jones's Sally. + +"Not that, my dear, so much as a sinking," said Mrs. Eccles, passing her +hand slowly over what seemed more like a rising than a depression in her +ample figure. "But there! I've not been myself since the Lord took old +Samiwell Price, and that's the truth." + +Samuel Price was the relation who had entered into rest off a ladder, +and Ruth looked duly serious. + +"I have no doubt it upset you very much," she said. + +"Well, miss," returned Mrs. Eccles, with dignity, "it's not as if I'd +had my 'ealth before. I've had something wrong in the cistern" (Ruth +wondered whether she meant system) "these many years. From a gell I +suffered in my inside. But lor'! I was born to trouble, baptized in a +bucket, and taken with collects at a week old. And how did you say Mrs. +Cotton of the lodge might be, miss, as I hear is but poorly too?" + +Ruth replied that she was better. + +"She's no size to keep her in 'ealth," said Mrs. Eccles, "and so bent as +she does grow, to be sure. Eh, dear, but it's a good thing to be tall. I +always think little folks they're like them little watches, they've no +room for their insides. And I wonder now"--Mrs. Eccles was coming to the +point that had made her entrap Ruth on her way past--"I wonder now--" + +Ruth did not help her. She knew too well the universal desire for +knowledge of good and evil peculiar to her sex to doubt for a moment +that Mrs. Eccles had begged her to "step in" only to obtain some piece +of information, about which her curiosity had been aroused. + +"I wonder, now, if Cotton at the lodge has heard anything of the +poachers again this year, round Arleigh way?" + +"Not that I know of," said Ruth, surprised at the simplicity of the +question. + +"Dear sakes! and to think of 'em at Vandon last night, and Mr. Dare and +the keepers out all night after 'em." + +Ruth was interested in spite of herself. + +"And the doctor sent for in the middle of the night," continued Mrs. +Eccles, covertly eying Ruth. "Poor young gentleman! For all his forrin +ways, there's a many in Vandon as sets store by him." + +"I don't think you need be uneasy about Mr. Dare," said Ruth, coldly, +conscious that Mrs. Eccles was dying to see her change color. "If +anything had happened to him Mr. Alwynn would have heard of it. And +now," rising, "I must be going; and if I were you, Mrs. Eccles, I should +not listen to all the gossip of the village." + +"Me listen!" said Mrs. Eccles, much offended. "Me, as is too poorly so +much as to put my foot out of the door! But, dear heart!" with her usual +quickness of vision, "if there isn't Mr. Alwynn and Dr. Brown riding up +the street now in Dr. Brown's gig! Well, I never! and Mr. Alwynn +a-getting out, and a-talking as grave as can be to Dr. Brown. Poor Mr. +Dare! Poor dear young gentleman!" + +Ruth was conscious that she beat rather a hurried retreat from Mrs. +Eccles's cottage, and that her voice was not quite so steady as usual +when she asked the doctor if it were true that Mr. Dare had been hurt. + +"All the village will have it that he is killed; but he is all right, I +assure you, Miss Deyncourt," said the kind old doctor, so soothingly and +reassuringly that Ruth grew pink with annoyance at the tone. "Not a +scratch. He was out with his keepers last night, and they had a brush +with poachers; and Martin, the head keeper was shot in the leg. Bled a +good deal, so they sent for me; but no danger. I picked up your uncle +here on his way to see him, and so I gave him a lift there and back. +That is all, I assure you." + +And Dr. Brown and Mrs. Eccles, straining over her geraniums, both came +to the same conclusion, namely, that, as Mrs. Eccles elegantly expressed +it, "Miss Ruth wanted Mr. Dare." + +"And he'll have her, too, I'm thinking, one of these days," Mrs. Eccles +would remark to the circle of her acquaintance. + +Indeed, the match was discussed on numerous ladders, with almost as much +interest as the unfailing theme of the damsons themselves. + +And Dare rode over to the rectory as often as he used to do before a +certain day in August, when he had found Ruth under the +chestnut-tree--the very day before Mrs. Alwynn started on her screen, +now the completed glory of the drawing-room. + +And was Ruth beginning to like him? + +As it had not occurred to her to ask herself that question, I suppose +she was _not_. + +Dare had grown very quiet and silent of late, and showed a growing +tendency to dark hats. His refusal had been so unexpected that the blow, +when it came, fell with all the more crushing force. His self-love and +self-esteem had been wounded; but so had something else. Under the +velvet corduroy waistcoat, which he wore in imitation of Ralph, he had a +heart. Whether it was one of the very best of its kind or warranted to +wear well is not for us to judge; but, at any rate, it was large enough +to take in a very real affection, and to feel a very sharp pang. Dare's +manner to Ruth was now as diffident as it had formerly been assured. To +some minds there is nothing more touching than a sudden access of +humility on the part of a vain man. + +Whether Ruth's mind was one of this class or not we do not pretend to +know. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +It was Sunday morning at Atherstone. In the dining-room, breakfasting +alone, for he had come down late, was Sir Charles Danvers. His sudden +arrival on the previous Saturday was easily accounted for. When he had +casually walked into the drawing-room late in the evening, he had +immediately and thoroughly explained the reasons of his unexpected +arrival. It seemed odd that he should have come to Atherstone, in the +midland counties, "on his way" between two shooting visits in the north, +but so it was. It might have been thought that one of his friends would +have been willing to keep him two days longer, or receive him two days +earlier; but no doubt every one knows his own affairs best, and Charles +might certainly, "at his age," as he was so fond of saying, be expected +to know his. + +Anyhow, there he was, leaning against the open window, coffee-cup in +hand, lazily watching the dwindling figures of Ralph and Evelyn, with +Molly between them, disappearing in the direction of Greenacre church, +hard by. + +The morning mist still lingered on the land, and veiled the distance +with a tender blue. And up across the silver fields, and across the +standing armies of the yellowing corn, the sound of church bells came +from Slumberleigh, beyond the river; bringing back to Charles, as to us +all, old memories, old hopes, old visions of early youth, long +cherished, long forgotten. + +The single bell of Greenacre was giving forth a slow, persistent, +cracked invitation to true believers, as an appropriate prelude to Mr. +Smith's eloquence; but Charles did not hear its testimony. + +He was listening to the Slumberleigh bells. Was that the first chime or +the second? + +Suddenly a thought crossed his mind. Should he go to church? + +He smiled at the idea. It was a little late to think of that. Besides he +had let the others start, and he disliked that refuge of mildew and +dust, Greenacre. + +There was Slumberleigh! + +There went the bells again! + +Slumberleigh! Absurd! Why, he should positively have to run to get there +before the First Lesson; and that mist meant heat, or he was much +mistaken. + +Charles contemplated the mist for a few seconds. + +Tang, teng, ting, tong, tung! + +He certainly always made a point of going to church at his own home. A +good example is, after all, just as important in one place as another. + +Tang, tong, teng, tung, _ting_! went the bells. + +"Why not run?" suggested an inner voice. "Put down your cup. There! Now! +Your hat's in the hall, with your gloves beside it. Never mind about +your prayer-book. Dear me! Don't waste time looking for your own stick. +Take any. Quick! out through the garden-gate! No one can see you. The +servants have all gone to church except the cook, and the kitchen looks +out on the yew hedge." + +"Over the first stile," said Charles to himself. "I am out of sight of +the house now. Let us be thankful for small mercies. I shall do it yet. +Oh, what a fool I am! I'm worse than Raca, as Molly said. I shall be +rushing precipitately down a steep place into the sea next. Confound +this gate! Why can't people leave them open? At any rate, it will remain +open now. I am not going to have my devotions curtailed by a gate. I +fancied it would be hot, but never anything half as hot as this. I hope +I sha'n't meet Brown taking a morning stroll. I value Brown; but I +should have to dismiss him if he saw me now. I could never meet his eye +again. What on earth shall I say to Ralph and Evelyn when I get back? +What a merciful Providence it is that Aunt Mary is at this moment +intoning a response in the highest church in Scarborough!" + +_Ting, ting, ting!_ + +"Mr. Alwynn is getting on his surplice, is he? Well, and if he is, I can +make a final rush through the corn, can't I? There's not a creature in +sight. The bell's down! What of that? There is the voluntary. Easy over +the last fields. There are houses in sight, and there may be wicked +Sabbath-breakers looking out of windows. Brown's foal has grown since +July. Here we are! I am not the only Christian hurrying among the tombs. +I shall get in with 'the wicked man' after all." + +Some people do not look round in church; others do. Mrs. Alwynn always +did, partly because she wished to see what was going on behind her, and +partly because, in turning back again, she could take a stealthy survey +of Mrs. Thursby's bonnet, in which she always felt a burning interest, +which she would not for worlds have allowed that lady to suspect. + +If the turning round had been all, it would have mattered little; but +Mrs. Alwynn suffered so intensely from keeping silence that she was +obliged to relieve herself at intervals by short whispered comments to +Ruth. + +On this particular morning it seemed as if the comments would never end. + +"I am so glad we asked Mr. Dare into our pew, Ruth. The Thursbys are +full. That's Mrs. Thursby's sister in the red bonnet." + +Ruth made no reply. She was following the responses in the psalms with a +marked attention, purposely marked to check conversation, and sufficient +to have daunted anybody but her aunt. + +Mrs. Alwynn took a spasmodic interest in the psalm, but it did not last. + +"Only two basses in the choir, and the new _Te Deum_, Ruth. How vexed +Mr. Alwynn will be!" + +No response from Ruth. Mrs. Alwynn took another turn at her prayer-book, +and then at the congregation. + +"'I am become as it were a monster unto--' Ruth! _Ruth!_" + +Ruth at last turned her head a quarter of an inch. + +_"Sir Charles Danvers is sitting in the free seats by the font!"_ + +Ruth nailed her eyes to her book, and would vouchsafe no further sign of +attention during the rest of the service; and Dare, on the other side, +anxious to copy Ruth in everything, being equally obdurate, Mrs. Alwynn +had no resource left but to follow the service half aloud to herself, at +the times when the congregation were _not_ supposed to join in, putting +great emphasis on certain words which she felt applicable to herself, in +a manner that effectually prevented any one near her from attending to +the service at all. + +It was with a sudden pang that Dare, following Ruth out into the +sunshine after service, perceived for the first time Charles, standing, +tall and distinguished-looking, beside the rather insignificant heir of +all the Thursbys, who regarded him with the mixed admiration and gnawing +envy of a very young man for a man no longer young. + +And then--Charles never quite knew how it happened, but with the full +intention of walking back to the rectory with the Alwynns, and staying +to luncheon, he actually found himself in Ruth's very presence, +accepting a cordial invitation to luncheon at Slumberleigh Hall. For the +first time during the last ten years he had done a thing he had no +intention of doing. A temporary long-lost feeling of shyness had seized +upon him as he saw Ruth coming out, tall and pale and graceful, from the +shadow of the church porch into the blaze of the mid-day sunshine. He +had not calculated either for that sudden disconcerting leap of the +heart as her eyes met his. He had an idiotic feeling that she must be +aware that he had run most of the way to church, and that he had +contemplated the burnished circles of her back hair for two hours, +without a glance at the fashionably scraped-up head-dress of Mabel +Thursby, with its hogged mane of little wire curls in the nape of the +neck. He felt he still looked hot and dusty, though he had imagined he +was quite cool the moment before. To his own astonishment, he actually +found his self-possession leaving him; and though its desertion proved +only momentary, _in_ that moment he found himself walking away with the +Thursbys in the direction of the Hall. He was provoked, angry with +himself, with the Thursbys, and, most of all, with Mr. Alwynn, who had +come up a second later, and asked him to luncheon, as a matter of +course, also Dare, who accepted with evident gratitude. Charles felt +that he had not gone steeple-chasing over the country only to talk to +Mrs. Thursby, and to see Ruth stroll away over the fields with Dare +towards the rectory. + +However, he made himself extremely agreeable, which was with him more a +matter of habit than those who occasionally profited by it would have +cared to know. He asked young Thursby his opinion on E.C. cartridges; he +condoled with Mrs. Thursby on the loss of her last butler, and recounted +some alarming anecdotes of his own French cook. He admired a pallid +water-color drawing of Venice, in an enormous frame on an enormous +easel, which he rightly supposed to be the manual labor of Mabel +Thursby. + +When he rose to take his leave, young Thursby, intensely flattered by +having been asked for that opinion on cartridges by so renowned a shot +as Charles, offered to walk part of the way back with him. + +"I am afraid I am not going home yet," said Charles, lightly. "Duty +points in the opposite direction, I have to call at the rectory. I want +Mr. Alwynn's opinion on a point of clerical etiquette, which is setting +my young spiritual shepherd at Stoke Moreton against his principal +sheep, namely, myself." + +And Charles took his departure, leaving golden opinions behind him, and +a determination to invite him once more to shoot, in spite of his many +courteous refusals of the last few years. + +Mrs. Alwynn always took a nap after luncheon in her smart Sunday gown, +among the mustard-colored cushions of her high-art sofa. Mr. Alwynn, +also, was apt at the same time to sink into a subdued, almost apologetic +doze, in the old arm-chair which alone had resisted the march of +discomfort, and so-called "taste," which had invaded the rest of the +little drawing-room of Slumberleigh Rectory. Ruth was sitting with her +dark head leaned against the open window-frame. Dare had not stayed +after luncheon, being at times nervously afraid of giving her too much +of his society; and she was at liberty to read over again, if she chose, +the solitary letter which the Sunday post had brought her. But she did +not do so; she was thinking. + +And so her sister Anna was actually returning to England at last! She +and her husband had taken a house in Rome, and had arranged that Ruth +should join them in London in November, and go abroad with them after +Christmas for the remainder of the winter. She had pleasant +recollections of previous winters in Rome, or, on the Riviera with her +grandmother, and she was surprised that she did not feel more interested +in the prospect. She supposed she would like it when the time came, but +she seemed to care very little about it at the present moment. It had +become very natural to live at Slumberleigh, and although there were +drawbacks--here she glanced involuntarily at her aunt, who was making +her slumbers vocal by a running commentary on them through her +nose--still she would be sorry to go. Mr. Alwynn gave the ghost of a +miniature snore, and, opening his eyes, found Ruth bent affectionately +upon him. Her mind went back to another point in Anna's letter. After +dilating on the extreme admiration and regard entertained for herself by +her husband, his readiness with shawls, etc., she went on to ask whether +Ruth had heard any news of Raymond. + +Ruth sighed. Would there ever be any news of Raymond? The old nurse at +Arleigh always asked the same question. "Any news of Master Raymond?" It +was with a tired ache of the heart that Ruth heard that question, and +always gave the same answer. Once she had heard from him since Lady +Deyncourt's death, after she had written to tell him, as gently as she +could, that she and Anna had inherited all their grandmother had to +leave. A couple of months later she had received a hurried note in +reply, inveighing against Lady Deyncourt's injustice, saying (as usual) +that he was hard up for money, and that, when he knew where it might +safely be sent, he should expect her and her sister to make up to him +for his disappointment. And since then, since April--not a word. June, +July, August, September. Four months and no sign. When he was in want of +money his letters heretofore had made but little delay. Had he fallen +ill and died out there, or met his death suddenly, perhaps in some wild +adventure under an assumed name? Her lips tightened, and her white brows +contracted over her absent eyes. It was an old anxiety, but none the +less wearing because it was old. Ruth put it wearily from her, and took +up the first book which came to her hand, to distract her attention. + +It was a manual out of which Mrs. Alwynn had been reading extracts to +her in the morning, while Ruth had been engaged in preparing herself to +teach in the Sunday-school. She wondered vaguely how pleasure could be +derived, even by the most religious persons, from seeing favorite texts +twined in and out among forget-me-nots, or falling aslant in old English +letters off bunches of violets; but she was old enough and wise enough +to know that one man's religion is another man's occasion of stumbling. +Books are made to fit all minds, and small minds lose themselves in +large-minded books. The thousands in which these little manuals are +sold, and the confidence with which their readers recommend them to +others, indicates the calibre of the average mind, and shows that they +meet a want possibly "not known before," but which they alone, with +their little gilt edges, can adequately fill. Ruth was gazing in absent +wonder at the volume which supplied all her aunt's spiritual needs when +she heard the wire of the front door-bell squeak faintly. It was a +stiff-necked and obdurate bell, which for several years Mr. Alwynn had +determined to see about. + +A few moments later James, the new and inexperienced footman, opened the +door about half a foot, put in his head, murmured something inaudible, +and withdrew it again. + +A tall figure appeared in the door-way, and advanced to meet her, then +stopped midway. Ruth rose hastily, and stood where she had risen, her +eyes glancing first at Mr. and then at Mrs. Alwynn. + +The alien presence of a visitor had not disturbed them. Mrs. Alwynn, her +head well forward and a succession of chins undulating in perfect repose +upon her chest, was sleeping as a stout person only can--all over. Mr. +Alwynn, opposite, his thin hands clasped listlessly over his knee, was +as unconscious of the two pairs of eyes fixed upon him as Nelson +himself, laid out in Madame Tussaud's. + +Charles's eyes, twinkling with suppressed amusement, met Ruth's. He +shook his head energetically, as she made a slight movement as if to +wake them, and stepping forward, pointed with his hat towards the open +window, which reached to the ground. Ruth understood, but she hesitated. +At this moment Mrs. Alwynn began a variation on the simple theme in +which she had been indulging, and in so much higher a key that all +hesitation vanished. She stepped hastily out through the window, and +Charles followed. They stood together for a moment in the blazing +sunshine, both too much amused to speak. + +"You are bareheaded," he said, suddenly; "is there any"--looking +round--"any shade we could take refuge under?" + +Ruth led the way round the yew hedge to the horse-chestnut; that +horse-chestnut under which Dare had once lost his self-esteem. + +"I am afraid," said Charles, "I arrived at an inopportune moment. As I +was lunching with the Thursbys, I came up in the hope of finding Mr. +Alwynn, whom I wanted to consult about a small matter in my own parish." + +Charles was quite pleased with this sentence when he had airily given it +out. It had a true ring about it he fancied, which he remembered with +gratitude was more than the door-bell had. Peace be with that door-bell, +and with the engaging youth who answered it. + +"I wish you had let me wake Mr. Alwynn," said Ruth. "He will sleep on +now till the bells begin." + +"On no account. I should have been shocked if you had disturbed him. I +assure you I can easily wait until he naturally wakes up; that is," with +a glance at the book in her hand, "if I am not disturbing you--if you +are not engaged in improving yourself at this moment." + +"No. I have improved myself for the day, thanks. I can safely afford to +relax a little now." + +"So can I. I resemble Lady Mary in that. On Sunday mornings she reflects +on her own shortcomings; on Sunday afternoons she finds an innocent +relaxation in pointing out mine." + +"Where is Lady Mary now?" + +"I should say she was in her Bath-chair on the Scarborough sands at this +moment." + +"I like her," said Ruth, with decision. + +"Tastes differ. Some people feel drawn towards wet blankets, and others +have a leaning towards pokers. Do you know why you like her?" + +"I never thought about it, but I suppose it was because she seemed to +like _me_." + +"Exactly. You admired her good taste. A very natural vanity, most +pardonable in the young, was gratified at seeing marks of favor so well +bestowed." + +"I dare say you are right. At any rate, you seem so familiar with the +workings of vanity in the human breast that it would be a pity to +contradict you." + +"By-the-way," said Charles, speaking in the way people do who have +nothing to say, and are trying to hit on any subject of conversation, +"have you heard any more of your tramp? There was no news of him when I +left. I asked the Slumberleigh policeman about him again on my way to +the station." + +"I have heard no more of him, though I keep his memory green. I have not +forgotten the fright he gave me. I had always imagined I was rather a +self-possessed person till that day." + +"I am a coward myself when I am frightened," said Charles, consolingly, +"though at other times as bold as a lion." + +They were both sitting under the flickering shadow of the already +yellowing horse-chestnut-tree, the first of all the trees to set the +gorgeous autumn fashions. But as yet it was paling only at the edges of +its slender fans. The air was sweet and soft, with a voiceless whisper +of melancholy in it, as if the summer knew, for all her smiles, her hour +had wellnigh come. + +The rectory cows--the mottled one, and the red one, and the big white +one that was always milked first--came slowly past on their way to the +pond, blinking their white eyelashes leisurely at Charles and Ruth. + +"It is almost as hot as that Sunday in July when we walked over from +Atherstone. Do you remember?" said Charles, suddenly. + +"Yes." + +She knew he was thinking of their last conversation, and she felt a +momentary surprise that he had remembered it. + +"We never finished that conversation," he said, after a pause. + +"No; but then conversations never are finished, are they? They always +seem to break off just when they are coming to the beginning. A bell +rings, or there is an interruption, or one is told it is bedtime." + +"Or fools rush in with their word where you and I should fear to tread, +and spoil everything." + +"Yes." + +"And have you been holding the wool and tying up the flowers, as you so +graphically described, ever since you left Atherstone in July?" + +"I hope I have; I have tried." + +"I am sure of that," he said, with sudden earnestness, then added more +slowly, "I have not wound any wool; I have only enjoyed myself." + +"Perhaps," said Ruth, turning her clear, frank gaze upon him, "that may +have been the harder work of the two; it sometimes is." + +His light, restless eyes, with the searching look in them which she had +seen before, met hers, and then wandered away again to the level meadows +and the woods and the faint sky. + +"I think it was," he said at last; and both were silent. He reflected +that his conversations with Ruth had a way of beginning in fun, becoming +more serious, and ending in silence. + +The bells rang out suddenly. + +Charles thought they were full early. + +"Mr. Alwynn will wake up now," said Ruth; "I will tell him you are +here." + +But before she had time to do more than rise from her chair, Mr. Alwynn +came slowly round the yew hedge, and stopped suddenly in front of the +chestnut-tree, amazed at what he saw beneath it. His mild eyes gazed +blankly at Charles through his spectacles, gathering a pained expression +as they peered over the top of them, which did not lessen when they fell +on Ruth. + +Charles explained in a few words the purport of his visit, which had +already explained itself quite sufficiently to Mr. Alwynn; and +mentioning that he had waited in the hope of presently finding Mr. +Alwynn "disengaged" (at this Mr. Alwynn blushed a little), asked leave +to walk as far as the church with him to consult him on a small matter, +etc. It was a neat sentence, but it did not sound quite so well the +third time. It had lost by the heathenish and vain repetitions to which +it had been subjected. + +"Certainly, certainly," said Mr. Alwynn, mollified, but still +discomposed. "You should have waked me, Ruth;" turning reproachfully to +his niece, whose conduct had never, in his eyes, fallen short of +perfection till this moment. "Little nap after luncheon. Hardly asleep. +You should have waked me." + +"There was Aunt Fanny," said Ruth, feeling as if she had committed some +grave sin. + +"Ah-h!" said Mr. Alwynn, as if her reason were a weighty one, his memory +possibly recalling the orchestral flourish which as a rule heralded his +wife's return to consciousness. "True, true, my dear. I must be going," +as the chime ceased. "Are you coming to church this afternoon?" + +Ruth replied that she was not, and Mr. Alwynn and Charles departed +together, Charles ruefully remembering that he had still to ask advice +on a subject the triviality of which would hardly allow of two opinions. + +Ruth watched them walk away together, and then went back noiselessly +into the drawing-room. + +Mrs. Alwynn was sitting bolt upright, her feet upon the floor, her gown +upon the sofa. Her astonished eyes were fixed upon the dwindling figures +of Mr. Alwynn and Charles. + +"Goodness, Ruth!" she exclaimed, "who is that white waistcoat walking +with your uncle?" + +Ruth explained. + +"Dear me! And as likely as not he came to see the new screen. I know +Mrs. Thursby tells everybody about it. And his own house so full of +beautiful things too. Was ever anything so annoying! We should have had +so much in common, for I hear his taste is quite--well, really quite out +of the way. How contrary things are, Ruth! You awake and me asleep, when +it might just as well have been the other way; but it is Sunday, my +dear, so we must not complain. And now, as we have missed church, I will +lie down again, and you shall read me that nice sermon, which I always +like to hear when I can't go to church; the one in the green book about +Nabob's vineyard." + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +Great philosophers and profound metaphysicians should by rights have +lived at Slumberleigh. Those whose lines have fallen to them "ten miles +from a lemon," have time to think, if so inclined. + +Only elementary natures complain of their surroundings; and though at +first Ruth had been impatient and depressed, after a time she found +that, better than to live in an atmosphere of thought, was to be thrown +entirely on her own resources, and to do her thinking for herself. + +Some minds, of course, sink into inanition if an outward supply of +nutriment is withheld. Others get up and begin to forage for themselves. +Happy are these--when the transition period is over--when, after a time, +the first and worst mistakes have been made and suffered for, and the +only teaching that profits anything at all, the bitter teaching of +experience, has been laid to heart. + +Such a nature was Ruth's, upright, self-reliant, without the impetuosity +and impulsiveness that so often accompanies an independent nature, but +accustomed to look at everything through her own eyes, and to think, but +not till now to act for herself. + +She had been brought up by her grandmother to believe that before all +things _noblesse oblige_; to despise a dishonorable action, to have her +feelings entirely under control, to be intimate with few, to be +courteous to all. But to help others, to give up anything for them, to +love an unfashionable or middle-class neighbor, or to feel a personal +interest in religion, except as a subject of conversation, had never +found a place in Lady Deyncourt's code, or consequently in Ruth's, +though, as was natural with a generous nature, the girl did many little +kindnesses to those about her, and was personally unselfish, as those +who live with self-centred people are bound to be if there is to be any +semblance of peace in the house. + +But now, new thoughts were stirring within her, were leavening her whole +mind. All through these monotonous months she had watched the quiet +routine of patient effort that went to make up the sum of Mr. Alwynn's +life. He was a shy man. He seldom spoke of religion out of the pulpit; +but all through these long months he preached it without words to Ruth, +as she had never heard it preached before, by + + "The best portion of a good man's life-- + His little, nameless, unremembered acts + Of kindness and of love." + +It was the first time that she had come into close contact with a life +spent for others, and its beauty appealed to her with a new force, and +gradually but surely changed the current of her thoughts, until, as "we +needs must love the highest when we see it," she unconsciously fell in +love with self-sacrifice. + +The opinions of most young persons, however loudly and injudiciously +proclaimed, rarely do the possessors much harm, because they are not, +as a rule, acted upon; but with some few people a change of views means +a change of life. Ruth was on the edge of a greater change than she +knew. + +At first she had often regretted the chapter of her life that had been +closed by Lady Deyncourt's death. Now, she felt she could not go back to +it, and find it all-sufficient as of old. It would need an added +element, without which she began to see that any sort or condition of +life is but a stony, dusty concern after all--an element which made even +Mr. Alwynn's colorless existence a contented and happy one. + +Ruth had been telling him one day, as they were walking together, of her +sister's plans for the winter, and that she was sorry to think her time +at Slumberleigh was drawing to a close. + +"I am afraid," he said, "in spite of all you say, my dear, it has been +very dull for you here. No little gayeties or enjoyments such as it is +right young people should have. I wish we had had a picnic, or a +garden-party, or something. Mabel Thursby cannot be happy without these +things, and it is natural at your age that you should wish for them. +Your aunt and I lead very quiet lives. It suits us, but it is different +for young people." + +"Does it suit you?" asked Ruth, with sudden earnestness. "Do you really +like it, or do you sometimes get tired of it?" + +Mr. Alwynn looked a little alarmed and disconcerted. He never cared to +talk about himself. + +"I used to get tired," he said at last, with reluctance, "when I was +younger. There were times when I foolishly expected more from life +than--than, in fact, I quite got, my dear; and the result was, I fear I +had a very discontented spirit--an unthankful, discontented spirit," he +repeated, with sad retrospection. + +Something in his tone touched Ruth to the quick. + +"And now?" + +"I am content now." + +"Uncle John, tell me. How did you grow to feel content?" + +He saw there were tears in her eyes. + +"It took a long time," he said. "Anything that is worth knowing, Ruth, +takes a long time to learn. I think I found in the end, my dear, that +the only way was to put my whole heart into what I was doing," (Mr. +Alwynn's voice was simple and earnest, as if he were imparting to Ruth a +great discovery). "I had tried before, from time to time, of course, but +never quite as hard as I might have done. That was where I failed. When +I put myself on one side, and really settled down to do what I could +for others, life became much simpler and happier." + +He turned his grave, patient eyes to Ruth's again. Was something +troubling her? + +"I have often thought since then," he went on, speaking more to himself +than to her, "that we should consider well what we are keeping back our +strength for, if we find ourselves refusing to put the whole of it into +our work. When at last one does start, one feels it is such a pity one +did not do it earlier in life. When I look at all the young faces +growing up around me, I often hope, Ruth, they won't waste as much time +as I did." + +How simple it seemed while she listened to him; how easy, how natural, +this life for others! + +She could not answer. One sentence of Mr. Alwynn's was knocking at the +door of her heart for admission; was drowning with its loud beating the +sound of all the rest: + +_"We should consider well what we are keeping back our strength for, if +we refuse to put the whole of it into our work."_ + +She and Mr. Alwynn walked on in silence; and after a time, always afraid +of speaking much on the subject that was first in his own mind, he began +to talk again on trivial matters, to tell her how he had met Dare that +morning, and had promised on her behalf that she would sing at a little +local concert which the Vandon school-master was getting up that week to +defray the annual expense of the Vandon cricket club, and in which Dare +was taking a vivid interest. + +"You won't mind singing, will you, Ruth?" asked Mr. Alwynn, wishing she +would show a little more interest in Dare and his concert. + +"Oh no, of course not," rather hurriedly. "I should be glad to help in +any way." + +"And I thought, my dear, as it would be getting late, we had better +accept his offer of staying the night at Vandon." + +Ruth assented, but so absently that Mr. Alwynn dropped the subject with +a sigh, and walked on, revolving weighty matters in his mind. They had +left the woods now, and were crossing the field where, two months ago, +the school-feast had been held. Mr. Alwynn made some slight allusion to +it, and then coughed. Ruth's attention, which had been distracted, came +back in a moment. She knew her uncle had something which he did not +like, something which yet he felt it his duty to say, when he gave that +particular cough. + +"That was when you were staying with the Danvers, wasn't it, Ruth?" in a +would-be casual, disengaged tone. + +"Yes; I came over from Atherstone with Molly Danvers." + +"I remember," said Mr. Alwynn, looking extremely uncomfortable; "and--if +I am not mistaken--ahem! Sir Charles Danvers was staying there at the +same time?" + +"Certainly he was." + +"Yes, and I dare say, Ruth--I am not finding fault, far from it--I dare +say he made himself very agreeable for the time being?" + +"I don't think he made himself so. I should have said he was naturally +so, without any effort, just as some people are naturally the reverse." + +"Indeed! Well, I have always heard he was most agreeable; but I am +afraid--I think perhaps it is just as well you should know--forewarned +is forearmed, you know--that, in fact, he says a great deal more than he +means sometimes." + +"Does he? I dare say he does." + +"He has a habit of appearing to take a great interest in people, which I +am afraid means very little. I dare say he is not fully aware of it, or +I am sure he would struggle against it, and we must not judge him; but +still, his manner does a great deal of harm. It is peculiarly open to +misconstruction. For instance," continued Mr. Alwynn, making a rush as +his courage began to fail him, "it struck me, Ruth, the other +day--Sunday, was it? Yes, I think it _was_ Sunday--that really he had +not much to ask me about his week-day services. I--ahem! I thought he +need not have called." + +"I dare say not." + +"But now, that is just the kind of thing he _does_--calls, and, +er--under chestnut-trees, and that sort of thing--and how _are_ young +people to know unless their elders tell them that it is only his way, +and that he has done just the same ever so often before?" + +"And will again," said Ruth, trying to keep down a smile. "Is it true +(Mabel is full of it) that he is engaged, or on the point of being so, +to one of Lord Hope-Acton's daughters?" + +"People are always saying he is engaged, to first one person and then +another," said Mr. Alwynn, breathing more freely now that his duty was +discharged. "It often grieves me that your aunt mentions his engagement +so confidently to friends, because it gives people the impression that +we know, and we really don't. He is a great deal talked about, because +he is such a conspicuous man in the county, on account of his wealth and +his place, and the odd things he says and does. There is something +about him that is different from other people. I am sure I don't know +why it is, but I like him very much myself. I have known him do such +kind things. Dear me! What a pleasant week I had at Stoke Moreton last +year. It is beautiful, Ruth; and the collection of old papers and +manuscripts unique! Your aunt was in Devonshire with friends at the +time. I wish he would ask me again this autumn, to see those charters of +Edward IV.'s reign that have been found in the secret drawer of an old +cabinet. I hear they are quite small, and have green seals. I wish I had +thought of asking him about them on Sunday. If they are really +small--but it was only Archdeacon Eldon who told me about them, and he +never sees anything any particular size--if they should happen to be +really small--" And Mr. Alwynn turned eagerly to the all-engrossing +subject of the Stoke Moreton charters, which furnished him with +conversation till they reached home. + +_"We should consider well what we are keeping back our strength for, if +we refuse to put the whole of it into our work."_ + +All through the afternoon and the quiet, monotonous evening these words +followed Ruth. She read them between the lines of the book she took up. +She stitched them into her sewing. They went up-stairs with her at +night, they followed her into her room, and would not be denied. When +she had sent away her maid, she sat down by the window, and, with the +full harvest-moon for company, faced them and asked them what they +meant. But they only repeated themselves over and over again. What had +they to do with her? Her mind tried to grapple with them in vain. As +often as she came to close quarters with them they eluded her and +disappeared, only to return with the old formula. + +Her thoughts drifted away at last to what Mr. Alwynn had said of +Charles, and all the disagreeable things which Mabel had come up on +Monday morning, with a bunch of late roses, on purpose to tell her +respecting him. She had taken Mabel's information at its true worth, +which I fear was but small; but she felt annoyed that both Mabel and Mr. +Alwynn should have thought it necessary to warn her. As if, she said to +herself, she had not known! Really, she had not been born and bred in +Slumberleigh, nor had she lived there all her life. She had met men of +that kind before. She always liked them. Charles especially amused her, +and she could see that she amused him; and, now she came to think of it, +she supposed he had paid her a good deal of attention at Atherstone, and +perhaps he had not come over to Slumberleigh especially to see Mr. +Alwynn. It was as natural to men like Charles to be always interested +in some one, as it would be unnatural in others ever to be so, except as +the result of long forethought, and with a wedding-ring and a set of +bridesmaids well in view. But to attach any importance to the fact that +Charles liked to talk to her would have been absurd. With another man it +might have meant much; but she had heard of Charles and his misdoings +long before she had met him, and knew what to expect. Lord Breakwater's +sister had confided to her many things respecting him, and had wept +bitter tears on her shoulder, when he suddenly went off to shoot +grizzlies in the Rocky Mountains. + +"He has not sufficient vanity to know that he is exceedingly popular," +said Ruth to herself. "I should think there are few men, handicapped as +he is, who have been liked more entirely for themselves, and less for +their belongings; but all the time he probably imagines people admire +his name, or his place, or his income, and not himself, and consequently +he does not care much what he says or does. I am certain he does not +mean to do any harm. His manner never deceived me for a moment. I can't +see why it should others; but, from all accounts, he seems to be +frequently misunderstood. That is just the right word for him. He is +misunderstood. At any rate, I never misunderstood him. That Sunday call +might have made me suspicious of any ordinary mortal; but I knew no +common rule could apply to such an exception as he is. I only wonder, +when he really does find himself in earnest, how he is to convey his +meaning to the future Lady Danvers. What words would be strong enough; +what ink would be black enough to carry conviction to her mind?" + +She smiled at the thought, and, as she smiled, another face rose +suddenly before her--Dare's pale and serious, as it had been of late, +with the wistful, anxious eyes. _He_, at least, had meant a great deal, +she thought with remorse. _He_ had been in earnest, sufficiently in +earnest to make himself very unhappy, and on her account. + +Ruth had known for some time that Dare loved her; but to-night that +simple, unobtrusive fact suddenly took larger proportions, came boldly +out of the shadow and looked her in the face. + +He loved her. Well, what then? + +She turned giddy, and leaned her head against the open shutter. + +In the silence the words that had haunted her all the afternoon came +back; not loud as heretofore, but in a whisper, speaking to her heart, +which had begun to beat fast and loud. + +_"We should consider well what we are keeping back our strength for, if +we refuse to put the whole of it into our work."_ + +What work was there for her to do? + +The giddiness and the whirl in her mind died down suddenly like a great +gust on the surface of a lake, and left it still and clear and cold. + +The misery of the world and the inability to meet it had so often +confused and weighed her down that she had come back humbly of late to +the only possibility with which it was in her power to deal, come back +to the well-worn groove of earnest determination to do as much as in her +lay, close at hand, when she could find a field to labor in. And now she +suddenly saw, or thought she saw, that she had found it. She had been +very anxious as to whether Dare would do his duty, but till this moment +it had never struck her that it might be _her_ duty to help him. + +She liked him; and he was poor--too poor to do much for the people who +were dependent on him, the poor, struggling people of Vandon. Their +sullen, miserable faces rose up before her, and their crazy houses. +Fever had broken out again in the cottages by the river. He needed help +and encouragement, for he had a difficult time before him. And she had +these to give, and money too. Could she do better with them? She knew +Mr. Alwynn wished it. And as to herself? Was she never going to put self +on one side? She had never liked any one very much--at least, not in +that way--but she liked him. + +The words came like a loud voice in the silence. She liked him. Well, +what then? + +She shut her eyes, but she only shut out the moon's pale photographs of +the fields and woods. She could not shut out these stern besieging +thoughts. + +What was she holding back for? For some possible ideal romantic future; +for the prince of a fairy story? No? Well, then, for what? + +The moon went behind a cloud, and took all her photographs with her. The +night had turned very cold. + +"To-morrow," said Ruth to herself, rising slowly; "I am too tired to +think now. To-morrow!" + +And as she spoke the faint chime of the clock upon her table warned her +that already it was to-morrow. + +And soon, in a moment, as it seemed to her, before she had had time to +think, it was again to-morrow, a wet, dim to-morrow, and she was at +Vandon, running up the wide stone steps in the starlight, under Dare's +protecting umbrella, and allowing him to take her wraps from her before +the hall fire. + +The concert had gone off well. Ruth was pleased, Mr. Alwynn was pleased. +Dare was in a state of repressed excitement, now flying into the +drawing-room to see if there were a good fire, as it was a chilly +evening; now rushing thence to the dining-room to satisfy himself that +all the immense and elaborate preparations which he had enjoined on the +cook had been made. Then, Ruth must be shown to her room. Who was to do +it? He flew to find the house-keeper, and after repeated injunctions to +the house-maid, whom he met in the passage, not to forget the hot water, +took Mr. Alwynn off to his apartment. + +The concert had begun, as concerts always seem to do, at the exact time +at which it is usual to dine, so that it was late before the principal +performers and Mr. Alwynn reached Vandon. It was later still before +supper came, but when it came it was splendid. Dare looked with anxious +satisfaction, over a soup tureen, at the various spiced and glazed forms +of indigestion, sufficient for a dozen people, which covered the table. +It grieved him that Ruth, confronted by a spreading ham, and Mr. Alwynn, +half hidden by a bowlder of turkey, should have such moderate appetites. +But at least she was there, under his roof, at his table. It was not +surprising that he could eat nothing himself. + +After supper, Mr. Alwynn, who combined the wisdom of the worldly serpent +with the harmlessness of the clerical dove, fell--not too +suddenly--asleep by the fire in the drawing-room, and Ruth and Dare went +into the hall, where the piano was. Dare opened it and struck a few +minor chords. Ruth sat down in a great carved arm-chair beside the fire. + +The hall was only lighted by a few tall lamps high on pedestals against +the walls, which threw great profiles of the various busts upon the dim +bass-reliefs of twining scroll-work; and Dare, with his eyes fixed on +Ruth, began to play. + +There is in some music a strange appeal beyond the reach of words. Those +mysterious sharps and flats, and major and minor chords, are an alphabet +that in some occult combinations forms another higher language than that +of speech, a language which, as we listen, thrills us to the heart. + +It was an old piano, with an impediment in its speech, out of the yellow +notes of which Ruth could have made nothing; but in Dare's hands it +spoke for him as he never could have spoken for himself. + +His eyes never left her. He feared to look away, lest he should find the +presence of that quiet, graceful figure by his fireside had been a +dream, and that he was alone again with the dim lamps, alone with Dante +and Cicero and Seneca. + +The firelight dwelt ruddily upon her grave clear-cut face and level +brows, and upon the folds of her white gown. It touched the slender +hands clasped lightly together on her knee, and drew sudden sparks and +gleams out of the diamond pin at her throat. + +His hands trembled on the keys, and as he looked his heart beat high and +higher, loud and louder, till it drowned the rhythm of the music. And as +he looked her calm eyes met his. + +In another moment he was on his knees beside her, her hands caught in +his trembling clasp, and his head pressed down upon them. + +"I know," he gasped, "it is no good. You have told me so once. You will +tell me so again. I am not good enough. I am not worthy. But I love you; +I love you!" + +In moments of real feeling the old words hold their own against all +modern new-comers. Dare repeated them over and over again in a paroxysm +of overwhelming emotion which shook him from head to foot. + +Something in his boyish attitude and in his entire loss of self-control +touched Ruth strangely. She knew he was five or six years her senior, +but at the moment she felt as if she were much older than he, and a +sudden vague wish passed through her mind that he had been nearer her in +age; not quite so young. + +"Well?" she said, gently; and he felt her cool, passive hands tremble a +little in his. Something in the tone of her voice made him raise his +head, and meet her eyes looking down at him, earnestly, and with a great +kindness in them. + +A sudden eager light leaped into his face. + +"Will you?" he whispered, breathlessly, his hands tightening their hold +of hers. "Will you?" + +There was a moment's pause, in which the whole world seemed to stand +quite still and wait for her answer. + +"Yes," she said at last, "I will." + +"I am glad I did it," she said to herself, half an hour later, as she +leaned her tired head against the carved oak chimney-piece in her +bedroom, and absently traced with her finger the Latin inscription over +the fireplace. "I like him very much. I am glad I did it." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +For many years nothing had given Mr. Alwynn such heart-felt pleasure as +the news Ruth had to tell him, as he drove her back next morning to +Slumberleigh, behind Mrs. Alwynn's long-tailed ponies. + +It was a still September morning, with a faint pearl sky and half-veiled +silver sun. Pale gleams of sunshine wandered across the busy harvest +fields, and burnished the steel of the river. + +Decisions of any kind rarely look their best after a sleepless night; +but as Ruth saw the expression of happiness and relief that came into +her uncle's face, when she told him what had happened, she felt again +that she was glad--very glad. + +"Oh, my dear! my dear!"--Mr. Alwynn was driving the ponies first against +the bank, and then into the opposite ditch--"how glad I am; how +thankful! I had almost hoped, certainly; I wished so much to think it +possible; but then, one can never tell. Poor Dare! poor fellow! I used +to be so sorry for him. And how much you will be able to do at Vandon +among the people. It will be a different place. And it is such a relief +to think that the poor old house will be looked after. It went to my +heart to see the way it had been neglected. I ventured this morning, as +I was down early, to move some of that dear old Worcester farther back +into the cabinet. They really were so near the edge, I could not bear to +see them; and I found a Sèvres saucer, my dear, in the library that +belonged to one of those beautiful cups in the drawing-room. I hope it +was not very wrong, but I had to put it among its relations. It was +sitting with a Delf mug on it, poor thing. Dear me! I little thought +then--Really, I have never been so glad about anything before." + +After a little more conversation, and after Mr. Alwynn had been +persuaded to give the reins to his niece, who was far more composed than +himself, his mind reverted to his wife. + +"I think, my dear, until your engagement is more settled, till I have +had a talk with Dare on the subject (which will be necessary before you +write to your uncle Francis), it would be as well not to refer to it +before--in fact, not to mention it to Mrs. Alwynn. Your dear aunt's +warm heart and conversational bent make it almost impossible for her to +refrain from speaking of anything that interests her; and indeed, even +if she does not say anything in so many words, I have observed that +opinions are sometimes formed by others as to the subject on which she +is silent, by her manner when any chance allusion is made to it." + +Ruth heartily agreed. She had been dreading the searching catechism +through which Mrs. Alwynn would certainly put her--the minute inquiries +as to her dress, the hour, the place; whether it had been "standing up +or sitting down;" all her questions of course interwoven with personal +reminiscences of "how John had done it," and her own emotion at the +time. + +It was with no small degree of relief at the postponement of that evil +hour that Ruth entered the house. As she did so a faint sound reached +her ear. It was that of a musical-box. + +"Dear! dear!" said Mr. Alwynn, as he followed her. "It is a fine day. +Your aunt must be ill." + +For the moment Ruth did not understand the connection of ideas in his +mind, until she suddenly remembered the musical-box, which, Mrs. Alwynn +had often told her, was "so nice and cheery on a wet day, or in time of +illness." + +She hurriedly entered the drawing-room, followed by Mr. Alwynn, where +the first object that met her view was Mrs. Alwynn extended on the sofa, +arrayed in what she called her tea-gown, a loose robe of blue cretonne, +with a large vine-leaf pattern twining over it, which broke out into +grapes at intervals. Ruth knew that garment well. It came on only when +Mrs. Alwynn was suffering. She had worn it last during a period of +entire mental prostration, which had succeeded all too soon an exciting +discovery of mushrooms in the glebe. Mr. Alwynn's heart and Ruth's sank +as they caught sight of it again. + +With a dignity befitting the occasion, Mrs. Alwynn recounted in detail +the various ways in which she had employed herself after their departure +the previous evening, up to the exact moment when she slipped going +up-stairs, and sprained her ankle, in a blue and green manner that had +quite alarmed the doctor when he had seen it, and compared with which +Mrs. Thursby's gathered finger in the spring was a mere bagatelle. + +"Mrs. Thursby stayed in bed when her finger was bad," said Mrs. Alwynn +to Ruth, when Mr. Alwynn had condoled, and had made his escape to his +study. "She always gives way so; but I never was like that. I was up all +the same, my dear." + +"I hope it does not hurt very much," said Ruth, anxious to be +sympathetic, but succeeding only in being commonplace. + +"It's not only the pain," said Mrs. Alwynn, in the gentle resigned voice +which she always used when indisposed--the voice of one at peace with +all the world, and ready to depart from a scene consequently so devoid +of interest; "but to a person of my habits, Ruth--never a day without +going into the larder, and always seeing after the servants as I +do--first one duty and then another--and the chickens and all. It seems +a strange thing that I should be laid aside." + +Mrs. Alwynn paused, as if she had not for the nonce fathomed the +ulterior reasons for this special move on the part of Providence, which +had crippled her, while it left Ruth and Mrs. Thursby with the use of +their limbs. + +"However," she continued, "I am not one to repine. Always cheery and +busy, Ruth: that is my motto. And now, my dear, if you will wind up the +musical-box, and then read me a little bit out of 'Texts with Tender +Twinings'" (the new floral manual which had lately superseded the +"Pearls"), "after that we will start on one of my scrap-books, and you +shall tell me all about your visit to Vandon." + +It was not the time Ruth would have chosen for a _tête-à-tête_ with her +aunt. She was longing to be alone, to think quietly over what had +happened, and it was difficult to concentrate her attention on pink and +yellow calico, and cut out colored royal families, and foreign birds, +with a good grace. Happily Mrs. Alwynn, though always requiring +attention, was quite content with the half of what she required; and, +with the "Buffalo Girls" and the "Danube River" tinkling on the table, +conversation was somewhat superfluous. + +In the afternoon Dare came, but he was waylaid in the hall by Mr. +Alwynn, and taken into the study before he could commit himself in Mrs. +Alwynn's presence. Mrs. Thursby and Mabel also called to condole, and a +little later Mrs. Smith of Greenacre, who had heard the news of the +accident from the doctor. Altogether it was a delightful afternoon for +Mrs. Alwynn, who assumed for the time an air of superiority over Mrs. +Thursby to which that lady's well-known chronic ill-health seldom +allowed her to lay claim. + +Mrs. Alwynn and Mrs. Thursby had remained friends since they had both +arrived together as brides at Slumberleigh, in spite of a difference of +opinion, which had at one time strained friendly relations to a painful +degree, as to the propriety of wearing the hair over the top of the +ear. The hair question settled, a temporary difficulty, extending over a +few years, had sprung up in its place, respecting what Mrs. Thursby +called "family." Mrs. Alwynn's family was not her strong point, nor was +its position strengthened by her assertion (unsupported by Mrs. +Markham), that she was directly descended from Queen Elizabeth. +Consequently, it was trying to Mrs. Thursby--who, as every one knows, +was one of the brainless Copleys of Copley--that Mrs. Alwynn, who in the +lottery of marriage had drawn an honorable, should take precedence of +herself. To obviate this difficulty, Mrs. Thursby, with the ingenuity of +her sex, had at one time introduced Mr. and Mrs. Alwynn as "our rector," +and "our rector's wife," thus denying them their name altogether, for +fear lest its connection with Lord Polesworth should be remembered, and +the fact that Mr. Alwynn was his brother, and consequently an honorable, +should transpire. + +This peculiarity of etiquette entirely escaped Mr. Alwynn, but aroused +feelings in the breast of his wife which might have brought about one of +those deeply rooted feuds which so often exist between the squire's and +clergyman's families, if it had not been for the timely and serious +illness in which Mrs. Thursby lost her health, and the principal part of +the other subject of disagreement--her hair. + +Then Queen Elizabeth and the honorable were alike forgotten. With her +own hands Mrs. Alwynn made a certain jelly, which Mrs. Thursby praised +in the highest manner, saying she only wished that it had been the habit +in _her_ family to learn to do anything so useful. Mrs. Thursby's new +gowns were no longer kept a secret from Mrs. Alwynn, to be suddenly +sprung upon her at a garden-party, when, possibly in an old garment +herself, she was least able to bear the shock. By-gones were by-gones, +and, greatly to the relief of the two husbands, their respective wives +made up their differences. + +"And a very pleasant afternoon it has been," said Mrs. Alwynn, when the +Thursbys and Dare, who had been loath to go, had taken their departure. +"Mrs. Thursby and Mabel, and Mrs. Smith and Mr. Dare. Four to tea. Quite +a little party, wasn't it, Ruth? And so informal and nice; and the buns +came in as naturally as possible, which no one heard me whisper to James +for. I think those little citron buns are nicer than a great cake like +Mrs. Thursby's; and hers are always so black and overbaked. That is why +the cook sifts such a lot of sugar over them. I do think one should be +real, and not try to cover up things. And Mr. Dare so pleasant. Quite +sorry to go he seemed. I often wonder whether it will be you or Mabel in +the end. He ought to be making up his mind. I expect I shall have a +little joke with him about it before long. And such an interest he took +in the scrap-book. I asked him to come again to-morrow." + +"I don't expect he will be able to do so," said Mr. Alwynn. "I rather +think he will have to go to town on business." + +Later in the evening, Mr. Alwynn told Ruth that in the course of his +interview he had found that Dare had the very vaguest ideas as to the +necessity of settlements; had evidently never given the subject a +thought, and did not even know what he actually possessed. + +Mr. Alwynn was secretly afraid of what Ruth's trustee, his brother, Lord +Polesworth (now absent shooting in the Rocky Mountains), would say if, +during his absence, their niece was allowed to engage herself without +suitable provision; and he begged Ruth not "to do anything rash" in the +way of speaking of her engagement, until Dare could, with the help of +his lawyer, see his way to making some arrangement. + +"I know he has no money," said Ruth, quietly; "that is one of the +reasons why I am going to marry him." + +Mr. Alwynn, to whom this seemed the most natural reason in the world, +was not sure whether it would strike his brother with equal force. He +had a suspicion that when Lord Polesworth's attention should be turned +from white goats and brown bears to the fact that his niece, who had +means of her own, had been allowed to engage herself to a poor man, and +that Mr. Alwynn had greatly encouraged the match, unpleasant questions +might be asked. + +"Francis will be back in November," said Mr. Alwynn. "I think, Ruth, we +had better wait till his return before we do anything definite." + +"Anything _more_ definite, you mean," said Ruth. "I have been very +definite already, I think. I shall be glad to wait till he comes back, +if you wish it, Uncle John. I shall try to do what you both advise. But +at the same time I am of age; and if my word is worth anything, you know +I have given that already." + +Dare felt no call to go to London by the early train on the following +morning, so he found himself at liberty to spend an hour at Slumberleigh +Rectory on his way to the station, and by the advice of Mr. Alwynn went +into the garden, where the sound of the musical-box reached the ear, but +in faint echoes, and where Ruth presently joined him. + +In his heart Dare was secretly afraid of Ruth; though, as he often told +himself, it was more than probable she was equally afraid of him. If +that was so, she controlled her feelings wonderfully, for as she came +to meet him, nothing could have been more frankly kind, more friendly, +or more composed than her manner towards him. He took her out-stretched +hand and kissed it. It was not quite the way in which he had pictured to +himself that they would meet; but if his imagination had taken a +somewhat bolder flight in her absence, he felt now, as she stood before +him, that it had taken that flight in vain. He kept her hand, and looked +intently at her. She did not change color, nor did that disappointing +friendliness leave her steady eyes. + +"She does not love me," he said to himself. "It is strange, but she does +not. But the day will come." + +"You are going to London, are you not?" asked Ruth, withdrawing her hand +at last; and after hearing a detailed account of his difficulties and +anxieties about money matters, and after taking an immense weight off +his mind by telling him that they would have no influence in causing her +to alter her decision, she sent him beaming and rejoicing on his way, +quite a different person to the victim of anxiety and depression who had +arrived at Slumberleigh an hour before. + +Mrs. Alwynn was much annoyed at Dare's entire want of heart in leaving +the house without coming to see her, and during the remainder of the +morning she did not cease to comment on the differences that exist +between what people really are and what they seem to be, until, in her +satisfaction at recounting the accident to Evelyn Danvers, a new and +sympathetic listener, she fortunately forgot the slight put upon her +ankle earlier in the day. The complete enjoyment of her sufferings was, +however, destined to sustain a severe shock the following morning. + +She and Ruth were reading their letters, Mrs. Alwynn, of course, giving +Ruth the benefit of the various statements respecting the weather which +her correspondents had confided to her, when Mr. Alwynn came in from the +study, an open letter in his hand. He was quite pink with pleasure. + +"He has asked me to go and see them," he said, "and they _are_ small, +and have green seals, all excepting one,"--referring to the +letter--"which has a big red seal in a tin box, attached by a tape. +Ruth, I am perfectly _convinced_ beforehand that those charters are +grants of land of the fourteenth or fifteenth century. Sir Charles +mentions that they are in black letter, and only a few lines on each, +but he says he won't describe them in full, as I must come and see them +for myself. Dear me! how I shall enjoy arranging them for him, which he +asked me to do. I had really become so anxious about them that a few +days ago I determined to set my mind at rest, and I wrote to him to ask +for particulars, and that is his answer." + +Mr. Alwynn put Charles's letter into her hand, and she glanced over it. + +"Why, Uncle John, he asks Aunt Fanny as well; and--'if Miss Deyncourt is +still with you, pleasure,' etc.--and _me_, too!" + +"When is it for?" asked Mrs. Alwynn, suddenly sitting bolt-upright. + +"Let me see. 'Black letter size about'--where is it? Here. 'Tuesday, the +25th, for three nights. Leaving home following week for some time. +Excuse short notice,' etc. It is next week, Aunt Fanny." + +"I shall not be able to go," gasped Mrs. Alwynn, sinking back on her +sofa, while something very like tears came into her eyes; "and I've +never been there, Ruth. The Thursbys went once, in old Sir George's +time, and Mrs. Thursby always says it is the show-place in the county, +and that it is such a pity I have not seen it. And last autumn, when +John went, I was in Devonshire, and never even heard of his going till I +got home, or I'd have come back. Oh, Ruth! Oh, dear!" + +Mrs. Alwynn let her letters fall into her lap, and drew forth the +colored pocket-handkerchief which she wore, in imitation of Mabel +Thursby, stuck into the bodice of her gown, and at the ominous +appearance of which Mr. Alwynn suddenly recollected a duty in the study +and retreated. + +With an unerring instinct Ruth flew to the musical-box and set it going, +and then knelt down by the prostrate figure of her aunt, and +administered what sympathy and consolation she could, to the "cheery" +accompaniment of the "Buffalo Girls." + +"Never mind, dear Aunt Fanny. Perhaps he will ask you again when you are +better. There will be other opportunities." + +"I always was unlucky," said Mrs. Alwynn, faintly. "I had a swelled face +up the Rhine on our honey-moon. Things always happen like that with me. +At any rate,"--after a pause--"there is _one_ thing. We ought to try and +look at the bright side. It is not as if we had not been asked. We have +not been overlooked." + +"No," said Ruth, promptly; and in her own mind she registered a vow that +in her future home she would never give the pain that being overlooked +by the larger house can cause to the smaller house. + +"And I will stay with you, Aunt Fanny," she went on, cheerfully. "Uncle +John can go by himself, and we will do just what we like while he is +away, won't we?" + +But at this Mrs. Alwynn demurred. She was determined that if she played +the rôle of a martyr she would do it well. She insisted that Ruth should +accompany Mr. Alwynn. She secretly looked forward to telling Mabel that +Ruth was going. She did not mind being left alone, she said. She +desired, with a sigh of self-sacrifice, that Mr. Alwynn should accept +for himself and his niece. She had not been brought up to consider +herself, thank God! She had her faults she knew. No one was more fully +aware of them than herself; but she was not going to prevent others +enjoying themselves because she herself was laid aside. + +"And now, my dear," she said, with a sudden return to mundane interests +that succeeded rather unexpectedly to the celestial spirit of her +previous remarks, "you must be thinking about your gowns. If I had been +going, I should have had my ruby satin done up--so beautiful by +candle-light. What have you to wear? That white lace tea-gown with the +silver-gray train is very nice; but you ought not to be in half mourning +now. I like to see young people in colors. And then there is that +gold-and-white brocade, Ruth, that you wore at the drawing-room last +year. It is a beautiful dress, but rather too quiet. Could not you +brighten it up with a few cherry-colored bows about it, or a sash? I +always think a sash is so becoming. If you were to bring it down, I dare +say I could suggest something. And you must be well dressed, for though +he only says 'friends,' you never can tell whom you may not meet at a +place like that." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +The last week of September found Charles back at Stoke Moreton to +receive the "friends" of whom Mrs. Alwynn spoke. People whose partridges +he had helped to kill were now to be gathered from the east and from the +west to help to kill his. From the north also guests were coming, were +leaving their mountains to--But the remainder of the line is invidious. +The Hope-Actons had written to offer a visit at Stoke Moreton on the +strength of an old promise to Charles, a promise so old that he had +forgotten it, until reminded, that next time they were passing they +would take his house on their way. They had offered their visit exactly +at the same time for which he had just invited the Alwynns and Ruth. +Charles felt that they were not quite the people whom he would have +arranged to meet each other, but, as Fate had so decreed it, he +acquiesced calmly enough. + +But when Lady Mary also wrote tenderly from Scarborough, to ask if she +could be of any use helping to entertain his guests, he felt it +imperative to draw the line, and wrote a grateful effusion to his aunt, +saying that he could not think of asking her to leave a place where he +felt sure she was deriving spiritual and temporal benefit, in order to +assist at so unprofitable a festivity as a shooting-party. He mentioned +casually that Lady Grace Lawrence, Miss Deyncourt, and Miss Wyndham were +to be of the party, which details he imagined might have an interest for +her amid her graver reflections. + +The subject of Ruth's coming certainly had a prominent place in his own +graver reflections. For the last fortnight, as he went from house to +house, he had been wondering how he could meet her again, and, when Mr. +Alwynn's letter concerning the charters was forwarded to him, a sudden +inspiration made him then and there send the invitation which had +arrived at Slumberleigh Rectory a few days before. He groaned in spirit +as he wrote it, at the thought of Mrs. Alwynn disporting herself, +dressed in the brightest colors, among his other guests; and it was with +a feeling of thankfulness that he found Ruth and Mr. Alwynn were coming +without her. + +He had felt very little interest so far in the party, which, with the +exception of the Hope-Actons, had been long arranged, but now he found +himself looking forward to it with actual impatience, and he returned +home a day before the time, instead of an hour or two before his guests +were expected, as was his wont. + +The Wyndhams and Hope-Actons, with Lady Grace in tow, were the first to +appear upon the scene. Mr. Alwynn and Ruth arrived a few hours later, +amid a dropping fire of young men and gun-cases, who kept on turning up +at intervals during the afternoon, and, according to the mysterious +nocturnal habits of their kind, till late into the night. + +If ever a man appears to advantage it is on his native hearth, and as +Charles stood on his in the long hall, where it was the habit of the +house to assemble before dinner, Ruth found that her attempts at +conversation were rather thrown away upon Lady Grace, with whom she had +been renewing an old acquaintance, and whose interest, for the time +being, entirely centred in the carved coats of arms and heraldic designs +with which the towering white stone chimney-piece was covered. + +Lady Grace was one of those pretty, delicate creatures who remind one of +a very elaborate rose-bud. There was an appearance of ultra-refinement +about her, a look of that refinement which is in itself a weakness, a +poverty of blood, so to speak, the opposite and more pleasing but +equally unhealthy extreme of coarseness. She looked very pretty as, +having left Ruth, she stood by Charles, passing her little pink hand +over the lowest carvings, dim and worn with the heat of many generations +of fires, and listened with rapt attention to his answers to her +questions. + +"And the Hall is so beautiful," she said, looking round with childlike +curiosity at the walls covered with weapons, and with a long array of +armor, and at the massive pillars of carved white stone which rose up +out of the polished floor to meet the raftered ceiling. "It is so--so +uncommon." + +Whatever Charles's other failings may have been, he was an admirable +host. The weather was fine. What can be finer than September when she is +in a good-humor? The two first days of Ruth's visit were unalloyed +enjoyment. It seemed like a sudden return to the old life with Lady +Deyncourt, when the round of country visits regularly succeeded the +season in London. Of Mr. Alwynn she saw little or nothing. He was buried +in the newly discovered charters. Of Charles she saw a good deal, more +than at the time she was quite aware of, for he seemed to see a great +deal of everybody, from Lady Grace to the shy man of the party, who at +Stoke Moreton first conceived the idea that he was an acquisition to +society. But, whether Charles made the opportunities or not which came +so ready to his hand, still he found time, amid the pressure of his +shooting arrangements and his duties as host, to talk to Ruth. + +One day there was cub-hunting in the gray of the early morning, to which +she and Miss Wyndham went with Charles and others of the party who could +bear to get up betimes. Losing sight of the others after a time, Ruth +and Charles rode back alone together, when the sun was high, walking +their tired horses along the black-berried lanes, and down the long +green rides cut in the yellowing bracken of the park. + +"And so you are going to winter in Rome?" said Charles, who had the +previous day, contrary to his wont, accepted an invitation to +Slumberleigh Hall for the middle of October. "I sometimes go to Rome +for a few weeks when the shooting is over. And are you glad or sorry at +the prospect of leaving your Cranford?" + +"Very sorry." + +"Why?" + +"I have seen an entirely new phase of life at Slumberleigh." + +"I think I can guess what you mean," said Charles, gravely. "One does +not often meet any one like Mr. Alwynn." + +"No. I was thinking of him. Until I came to Slumberleigh the lines had +not fallen to me in very clerical places, so my experience is limited; +but he seems to me to be the only clergyman I have known who does not +force on one a form of religion that has been dead and buried for +years." + +"The clergy have much to answer for on that head," said Charles with +bitterness. "I sometimes like and respect them as individuals, but I do +not love them as a class. One ought to make allowance for the fact that +they are tied and bound by the chain of their Thirty-nine Articles; that +at three-and-twenty they shut the doors deliberately on any new and +possibly unorthodox idea; and it is consequently unreasonable to expect +from them any genuine freedom or originality of thought. I can forgive +them their assumption of superiority, their inability to meet honest +scepticism with anything like fairness, their continual bickering among +themselves; but I cannot forgive them the harm they are doing to +religion, the discredit they are bringing upon it by their bigoted views +and obsolete ideas. They busy themselves doing good--that is the worst +of it; they mean well, but they do not see that, in the mean while, +their Church is being left unto them desolate; though perhaps, after +all, the Church having come to be what it is, that is the best thing +that can happen." + +"There are men among the clergy who will not come under that sweeping +accusation," said Ruth. "Look at some of the London churches. Are they +desolate? Goodness and earnestness will be a power to the end of time, +however narrow the accompanying creed may be." + +"That is true, but we have heads as well as hearts. Goodness and +earnestness appeal to the heart alone. The intellect is left out in the +cold. However good and earnest, and eloquent one of these great +preachers may be, the reason we go to hear him is not only because of +that, but because he appears to be thinking in a straight line, because +he seems to recognize the long-resisted claim of the intellect, and we +hope he will have a word to say to us. He promises well, but listen to +him a little longer, follow his thought, and you will begin to see that +he will only look for truth within a certain area, that his steps are +describing an arc, that he is tethered. Give him time enough, and you +will see him tread out the complete circle in which he and his brethren +are equally bound to walk." + +"You forget," said Ruth, "that you are regarding the Church from the +stand-point of the cultivated and intellectual class, for whom the +Church has ceased to represent religion; but there are lots of people +neither cultivated nor intellectual--women even of our own class are not +so as a rule--to whom the Church, with its ritual and dogma, is a real +help and comfort. If, as you say, it does not suit the more highly +educated, I think you have no right to demand that it _should_ suit what +is, after all, a very small minority. It would be most unfair if it +did." + +Charles did not answer. He had been looking at her, and thinking how few +women could have disagreed with him as quietly and resolutely as this +young girl riding at his side, carefully avoiding chance rabbit-holes as +she spoke. + +"There is, and there always will be, a certain number of people, not +only among the clergy," she went on, "who, as somebody says, 'put the +church clock back,' and are unable to see that they cannot alter the +time of day for all that; only they can and do prevent many +well-intentioned people from trusting to it any longer. But there are +others here and there whom a dogmatic form of religion has been quite +unable to spoil, whose more simple turn of mind draws out of the very +system that appears to you so lifeless and effete, a real faith, a +personal possession, which no one can take from them." + +Her eyes sparkled as she spoke, and Charles saw that she was thinking of +Mr. Alwynn. + +"He has got it," he said, slowly, "this something which we all want, and +for the greater part never find. He has got it. To see and recognize it +early is a great thing," he continued, earnestly. "To disbelieve in it +in early life, and cavil at all the caricatures and imitations, and only +come to find out its reality comparatively later on, is a great +misfortune--a great misfortune." + +She felt that he was speaking of himself, and they rode on in silence, +each grave with a sense of mutual understanding and companionship. They +forded the stream, and trotted up the little village street, the +cottagers gazing admiringly after them till they disappeared within the +great arched gate-way. And Charles looked at his old house as they +paced up the wide drive, and wondered whether it were indeed possible +that the lonely years he had spent in it had come to an end at last--at +last. + +Ruth had noticed that he had lost no opportunity of talking to her, and +when she heard him conversing with Lady Grace, or plunging into +fashionable slang with Miss Wyndham, found herself admiring the facility +with which he adapted himself to different people. + +The following afternoon, as she was writing in the library, she was +amused to see that he found it incumbent on him to write too, even going +so far as to produce a letter from Molly, whose correspondence he said +he invariably answered by return. + +"You seem very fond of giving Molly pleasure," said Ruth. + +"I am glad to see, Miss Deyncourt, that you are beginning to estimate me +at my true worth." + +"You have it in your power just now to give a great pleasure," said +Ruth, earnestly, laying down the pen which she had taken up. + +"How?" + +"It seems so absurd when it is put into words, but--by asking Mrs. +Alwynn some time to stay here. She has always longed to see Stoke +Moreton, because--well, because Mrs. Thursby has; and real, positive, +actual tears were shed that she could not come when you asked us." + +"Is it possible?" said Charles. "It is the first time that any letter of +mine has caused emotion of that description." + +"Ah! you don't know how important the smallest things appear if one +lives in a little corner of the world where nothing ever happens. If +Mrs. Alwynn had been able to come, her visit would have been an event +which she would have remembered for years. I assure you, I myself, from +having lived at Slumberleigh eight months, became quite excited at the +prospect of so much dissipation." + +And Ruth leaned back in her chair with a little laugh. + +Charles looked narrowly at her and his face fell. + +"I am glad you told me," he said, after a moment's pause. "People +generally mention these things about ten years afterwards; when there is +probably no possibility of doing anything. Thank you." + +Ruth was disconcerted by the sudden gravity of his tone, and almost +regretted the impulse that had made her speak. She forgot it, however, +in the _tableaux vivants_ which they were preparing for the evening, in +which she and Charles illustrated the syllable _nun_ to enthusiastic +applause. Ruth represented the nun, engaged in conversation, over the +lowest imaginable convent wall, with Charles, in all the glory of his +cocked hat and deputy-lieutenant's uniform, who, while he held the nun's +hand in one of his, pointed persuasively with the other towards an +elaborately caparisoned war-horse, trembling beneath the joint weight of +a yeomanry saddle and a side-saddle attached behind it, which +considerably overlapped the charger's impromptu fur boa tail. + +After the _tableaux_ there was dancing in acting costume, at which the +two men, who acted the war-horse between them were the only persons to +protest, Lady Grace being beautiful as an improvised Anne Boleyn, and +the shy man resplendent in a fancy dress of Charles's. + +When the third morning came, Ruth gave a genuine sigh at the thought +that it was the last day. Lady Grace, who was also leaving the following +morning, may be presumed to have echoed it with far more sorrow. The +Wyndhams were going that day, and disappeared down the drive, waving +handkerchiefs, and carriage-rugs, and hats on sticks, out of the +carriage-windows, as is the custom of really amusing people when taking +leave. + +In the afternoon, Lady Grace and Charles went off for a ride alone +together, to see some ruin in which Lady Grace had manifested a sudden +interest, the third horse, which had been brought round for another of +the men, being sent back to the stables, his destined rider having +decided, at the eleventh hour, to join the rest of the party in a little +desultory rabbit shooting in the park, which he proceeded to do with +much chuckling over his extraordinary penetration and tact. + +The elder ladies went out driving, looking, as seen from an upper +window, like four poached eggs on a dish; and the coast being clear, +Ruth, who had no love of driving, escaped with her paint-box to the +garden, where she was making a sketch of Stoke Moreton. + +Some houses, like people, have dignity. Stoke Moreton, with ivy creeping +up its mellow sandstone, and peeping into its long lines of mullioned +windows, stood solemn and stately amid its level gardens; the low sun, +bringing out every line of carved stone frieze and quaint architrave, +firing all the western windows, and touching the tall heads of the +hollyhocks and sunflowers, that stood in ordered regiments within their +high walls of clipped box. And Ruth dabbed and looked, and dabbed again, +until she suddenly found that if she put another stroke she would spoil +all, and also that her hands were stiff with cold. After a few admiring +glances at her work, she set off on a desultory journey round the +gardens to get warm, and finally, seeing an oak door in the garden-wall +open, wandered through it into the church-yard. The church door was +open, too, and Ruth, after reading some of the epitaphs on the +tombstones, went in. + +It was a common little church enough, with a large mortuary chapel, +where all the Danvers family reposed; ancient Danvers lying in armor, +with their mailed hands joined, beside their wives; more modern Danvers +kneeling in bass-relief in colored plaster and execrable taste in +recesses. The last generations were there also; some of them +anticipating the resurrection and feathered wings, but for the most part +still asleep. Charles's mother was there, lying in white marble among +her husband's people, with the child upon her arm which she had taken +away with her. + +And in the middle of the chapel was the last Sir Charles Danvers, whom +his brother, Sir George, the father of the present owner, had succeeded. +The evening sun shone full on the kneeling soldier figure, leaning on +its sword, and on the grave, clear-cut face, which had a look of +Charles. The long, beautifully modelled hands, clasped over the battered +steel sword-hilt, were like Charles's too. Ruth read the inscription on +the low marble pedestal, relating how he had fallen in the taking of the +Redan, and then looked again. And gradually a great feeling of pity rose +in her heart for the family which had lived here for so many +generations, and which seemed now so likely to die out. Providence does +not seem to care much for old families, or to value long descent. Rather +it seems to favor the new race--the Browns, and the Joneses, and the +Robinsons, who yesterday were not, and who to-day elbow the old county +families from the place which has known them from time immemorial. + +"I suppose Molly will some day marry a Smith," said Ruth to herself, +"and then it will be all over. I don't think I will come and see her +here when she is married." + +With which reflection she returned to the house, and, after disturbing +Mr. Alwynn, who was deep in a catalogue of the Danvers manuscripts, in +which it was his firm conviction that he should find some mention of the +charters, she went into the library, and wondered which of the several +thousands of books would interest her till the others came in. + +The library was a large room, the walls of which were lined with books +from the floor to the ceiling. In order to place the higher shelves +within reach, a light balcony of polished oak ran round the four walls, +about equidistant from the floor and the ceiling. Ruth went up the tiny +corkscrew staircase in the wall, which led to the balcony, and settling +herself comfortably in the low, wide window-seat, took out one volume +after another of those that came within her reach. These shelves by the +window where she was sitting had somehow a different look to the rest. +Old books and new, white vellum and card-board, were herded together +without any apparent order, and with no respect of bindings. Here a +splendid morocco "Novum Organum" was pushed in beside a cheap and much +worn edition of Marcus Aurelius; there Emerson and Plato and Shakespeare +jostled each other on the same shelf, while, just below, "Don Quixote" +was pressed into the uncongenial society of Carlyle on one side and +Confucius on the other. As she pulled out one book after another, she +noticed that the greater part of them had Charles's name in them. Ruth's +curiosity was at once aroused. No doubt this was the little corner in +his great house in which he chose to read, and these were his favorite +books which he had arranged so close to his hand. If we can judge our +fellow-creatures at all, which is doubtful, it is by the books they +read, and by those which, having read, they read again. She looked at +the various volumes in the window-seat beside her with new interest, and +opened the first one she took up. It was a collection of translations +from the Persian poets, gentlemen of the name of Jemshíd, Sádi, and +Hafiz, of whom she had never heard. As she turned over the pages, she +heard the ringing of horses' hoofs, and, looking out from her point of +observation, saw Charles and Lady Grace cantering up the short wide +approach, and clattering out of sight again behind the great stone +archway. She turned back to her book, and was reading an ode here and +there, wondering to see how the same thoughts that work within us to-day +had lived with man so many hundred years ago, when her eye was caught by +some writing on the margin of a page as she turned it over. A single +sentence on the page was strongly underlined: + +_"True self-knowledge is knowledge of God."_ + +Jemshíd was a wise man, Ruth thought, if he had found out that; and then +she read, in Charles's clear handwriting in the margin: + +_"With this compare 'Look within. Within is the fountain of good, and it +will ever bubble up if thou wilt ever dig.'--Marcus Aurelius."_ + +At this moment Charles came into the library, and looked up to where she +was sitting, half hidden from below by the thickness of the wall. + +"What, studying?" he called, gayly. "I saw you sitting in the window as +I rode up. I might have known that if you were lost sight of for half +an hour you would be found improving yourself in some exasperating way." +And he ran up the little stairs and came round the balcony towards her. +"My own special books, I see--Eve, as usual, surreptitiously craving for +a knowledge of good and evil. What have you got hold of?" + +The remainder of the window-seat was full of books; so, to obtain a +better view of what she was reading, he knelt down by her, and looked at +the open book on her knee. + +Ruth did not attempt to close it. She felt guilty, she hardly knew of +what. After a moment's pause she said: + +"I plead guilty. I was curious. I saw these were your own particular +shelves; but I never can resist looking at the books people read." + +"Will you be pleased to remember in future that, in contemplating my +character, Miss Deyncourt--a subject not unworthy of your attention--you +are on private property. You are requested to keep on the gravel paths, +and to look at the grounds I am disposed to show you. If, as is very +possible, admiration seizes you, you are at liberty to express it. But +there must be no going round to the back premises, no prying into +corners, no trespassing where I have written up, 'No road.'" + +Ruth smiled, and there was a gleam in her eyes which Charles well knew +heralded a retort, when suddenly through the half-open door a silken +rustle came, and Lady Hope-Acton slowly entered the room, as if about to +pass through it on her way to the hall. + +Now, kneeling is by no means an attitude to be despised. In church, or +in the moment of presentation to majesty, it is appropriate, even +essential; but it is dependent, like most things, upon circumstances and +environment. No attitude, for instance, could be more suitable and +natural to any one wishing to read the page on which a sitting +fellow-creature was engaged. Charles had found it so. But, as Lady +Hope-Acton sailed into the room, he felt that, however conducive to +study, it was not the attitude in which he would at that moment have +chosen to be found. Ruth felt the same. It had seemed so natural a +moment before, it was so hideously suggestive now. + +Perhaps Lady Hope-Acton would pass on through the other door, so widely, +so invitingly open. Neither stirred, in the hope that she might do so. +But in the centre of the room she stopped and sighed--the slow, +crackling sigh of a stout woman in a too well-fitting silk gown. + +Charles suddenly felt as if his muddy boots and cords were trying to +catch her eye, as if every book on the shelves were calling to her to +look up. + +For a second Ruth and Charles gazed down upon the top of Lady +Hope-Acton's head, the bald place on which showed dimly through her +semi-transparent cap. She moved slightly, as if to go; but no, another +step was drawing near. In another moment Lady Grace came in through the +opposite door in her riding-habit. + +Ruth felt that it was now or never for a warning cough; but, as she +glanced at Charles kneeling beside her, she could not give it. Surely +they would pass out in another second. The thought of the two pairs of +eyes which would be raised, and the expression in them was intolerable. + +"Grace," said Lady Hope-Acton, with dreadful distinctness, advancing to +meet her daughter, "has he spoken?" + +"No," said Lady Grace, with a little sob; "and,"--with a sudden burst of +tears--"oh, mamma, I don't think he ever will." + +Oh, to have coughed, to have sneezed, to have choked a moment earlier! +Anything would have been better than this. + +"Run up-stairs this moment, then, and change your habit and bathe your +eyes," said Lady Hope-Acton, sharply. "You need not come down till +dinner-time. I will say you are tired." + +And then, to the overwhelming relief of those two miserable spectators, +the mother and daughter left the door. + +But to the momentary sensation of relief in Ruth's mind a rush of pity +succeeded for the childlike grief and tears; and with and behind it, +like one hurrying wave overtopping and bearing down its predecessor, +came a burning indignation against the cause of that picturesque +emotion. + +It is indeed a lamentable peculiarity of our fallen nature that the +moment of relief from the smart of anxiety is seldom marked by so +complete a mental calmness and moderation as could be wished. + +Ruth rose slowly, with the book still in her hand, and Charles got off +his knees as best he could, and stood with one hand on the railing of +the balcony, as if to steady himself. His usually pale face was crimson. + +Ruth closed the book in silence, and with a dreadful precision put it +back in its accustomed place. Then she turned and faced him, with the +western light full upon her stern face, and another light of contempt +and indignation burning in her direct eyes. + +"Poor little girl," she said, in a low distinct voice. "What a triumph +to have succeeded in making her unhappy. She is very young, and she did +not understand the rules of the game. Poor, foolish little girl!" + +If he had been red before, he was pale enough now. He drew himself up, +and met her direct gaze without flinching. He did not speak, and she +left him standing in the window, and went slowly along the balcony and +down the little staircase into the room below. + +As she was about to leave the room he moved forward suddenly, and said, +"Miss Deyncourt!" + +Involuntarily she stopped short, in obedience to the stern authority of +the tone. + +"You are unjust." + +She did not answer and left the room. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +"Uncle John," said Ruth next morning, taking Mr. Alwynn aside after +breakfast, "we are leaving by the early train, are we not?" + +"No, my love, it is quite impossible. I have several papers to identify +and rearrange." + +"We have stayed a day longer than we intended as it is. Most of the +others go early. Do let us go too." + +"It is most natural, I am sure, my dear, that you should wish to get +home," said Mr. Alwynn, looking with sympathetic concern at his niece; +"and why your aunt has not forwarded your letters I can't imagine. But +still, if we return by the mid-day train, Ruth, you will have plenty of +time to answer any letters that--ahem!--seem to require immediate +attention, before the post goes; and I don't see my way to being ready +earlier." + +Ruth had not even been thinking of Dare and his letters; but she saw +that by the early train she was not destined to depart, and watched the +other guests take leave with an envious sigh. She was anxious to be +gone. The last evening, after the episode in the library, had been +interminably long. Already the morning, though breakfast was hardly +over, seemed to have dragged itself out to days in length. A sense of +constraint between two people who understand and amuse each other is +very galling. Ruth had felt it so. All the previous evening Charles had +hardly spoken to her, and had talked mainly to Lady Hope-Acton, who was +somewhat depressed, and another elder lady. A good-night and a flat +candlestick can be presented in a very distant manner, and as Ruth +received hers from Charles that evening, and met the grave, steady +glance that was directed at her, she perceived that he had not forgiven +her for what she had said. + +She felt angry again at the idea that he should venture to treat her +with a coldness which seemed to imply that she had been in the wrong. +The worst of it was that she felt she was to blame; that she had no +right whatever to criticise Charles and his actions. What concern were +they of hers? How much more suitable, how much more eloquent a dignified +silence would have been. She could not imagine now, as she thought it +over, why she had been so unreasonably annoyed at the moment as to say +what she had done. Yet the reason was not far to seek, if she had only +known where to lay her hand on it. She was uneasy, impatient; she longed +to get out of the house. And it was still early; only eleven. Eleven +till twelve. Twelve till one. One till half-past. Two whole hours and a +half to be got through before the Stoke Moreton omnibus would bear her +away. She looked round for a refuge during that weary age, and found it +nearer than many poor souls do in time of need, namely, at her elbow, in +the shape, the welcome shape of the shy man--almost the only remnant of +the large party whose dispersion she had just been watching. Whenever +Ruth thought of that shy man afterwards, which was not often, it was +with a sincere hope that he had forgotten the forwardness of her +behavior on that particular morning. She wished to see the +picture-gallery. She would of all things like a walk afterwards. No, she +had not been as far as the beech-avenue; but she would like to go. +Should they look at the pictures first--now--no time like the present? +How pleased he was! How proud! He felt that his shyness had gone +forever; that Miss Deyncourt would, no doubt, like to hear a few +anecdotes of his college life; that a quiet man, who does not make +himself cheap to start with, often wins in the end; that Miss Deyncourt +had unusual appreciation, not only for pictures, but for reserved and +intricate characters that yet (here he ventured on a little joke, and +laughed at it himself) had their lighter side. And in the long +picture-gallery Ruth and he studied the old masters, as they had seldom +been studied before, with an intense and ignorant interest on the one +hand, and an entire absence of mind on the other. + +Charles, who had done a good deal of pacing up and down his room the +night before, and had arrived at certain conclusions, passed through the +gallery once, but did not stop. He looked grave and preoccupied, and +hardly answered a question of Mr. Conway's about one of the pictures. + +Half-past eleven at last. A tall inlaid clock in the gallery mentioned +the hour by one sedate stroke; the church clock told the village the +time of day a second later. They had nearly finished the pictures. Never +mind. She could take half an hour to put on her hat, and surely any +beech-avenue, even on a dull day like this might serve to while away the +remaining hour before luncheon. + +They had come to the last picture of the Danvers collection, and Ruth +was dwelling fondly on a very well-developed cow by Cuyp, as if she +could hardly tear herself away from it, when she heard a step coming up +the staircase from the hall, and presently Charles pushed open the +carved folding-doors which shut off the gallery from the rest of the +house, and looked in. She was conscious that he was standing in the +door-way, but new beauties in the cow, which had hitherto escaped her, +engaged her whole attention at the moment, and no one can attend to two +things at once. + +Charles did not come any farther; but, standing in the door-way, he +called to the shy man who went to him, and the two talked together for a +few moments. Ruth gazed upon the cow until it became so fixed upon the +retina of her eye that, when she tried to admire an old Florentine +cabinet near it, she still saw its portrait; and when, in desperation, +she turned away to look out of the window across the sky and sloping +park, the shadow of the cow hung like a portent. + +A moment later Mr. Conway came hurrying back to her much perturbed, to +say he had quite forgotten till this moment, had not in the least +understood, in fact, etc. Danvers' gray cob, that he had thoughts of +buying, was waiting at the door for him to try--in fact, had been +waiting some time. No idea, upon his soul-- + +Ruth cut his apology short before he had done more than flounder well +into it. + +"You must go and try it at once," she said with decision; and then she +added, as Charles drew near: "I have changed my mind about going out. It +looks as if it might turn to rain. I shall get through some arrears of +letter-writing instead." + +Mr. Conway stammered, and repeated himself, and finally rushed out of +the gallery. Ruth expected that Charles would accompany him, but he +remained standing near the window, apparently engaged like herself in +admiring the view. + +"It struck me," he said, slowly, with his eyes half shut, "that Conway +proved rather a broken reed just now." + +"He did," said Ruth. She suddenly felt that she could understand what it +was in Charles that exasperated Lady Mary so much. + +He came a step nearer, and his manner altered. + +"I sent him away," he said, looking gravely at her, "because I wished to +speak to you." + +Ruth did not answer or turn her head, though she felt he was watching +her. Her eyes absently followed two young fallow-deer in the park, +cantering away in a series of hops on their long stiff legs. + +"I cannot speak to you here," said Charles, after a pause. + +Ruth turned round. + +"Silence is golden sometimes. I think quite enough has been said +already." + +"Not by me. You expressed yourself with considerable frankness. I wish +to follow your example." + +"You said I was unjust at the time. Surely that was sufficient." + +"So insufficient that I am going to repeat it. I tell you again that you +are unjust in not being willing to hear what I have to say. I have seen +a good deal of harm done by misunderstandings, Miss Deyncourt. Pride is +generally at the bottom of them. We are both suffering from a slight +attack of that malady now; but I value your good opinion too much to +hesitate, if, by any little sacrifice of my own pride, I can still +retain it. If, after your remarks yesterday, I can make the effort (and +it _is_ an effort) to ask you to hear something I wish to say, you, on +your side, ought not to refuse to listen. It is not a question of +liking; you _ought_ not to refuse." + +He spoke in an authoritative tone, which gave weight to his words, and +in spite of herself she saw the truth of what he said. She was one of +those rare women who, being convinced against their will, are _not_ of +the same opinion still. It was ignominious to have to give way; but, +after a moment's struggle with herself, she surmounted her dislike to +being overruled, together with a certain unreasoning tenacity of opinion +natural to her sex, and said, quietly: + +"What do you wish me to do?" + +Charles saw the momentary struggle, and honored her for a quality which +women seldom give men occasion to honor them for. + +"Do you dislike walking?" + +"No." + +"Then, if you will come out-of-doors, where there is less likelihood of +interruption than in the house, I will wait for you here." + +She went silently down the picture-gallery, half astonished to find +herself doing his bidding. She put on her walking things mechanically, +and came back in a few minutes to find him standing where she had left +him. In silence they went down-stairs, and through the piazza with its +flowering orange-trees, out into the gardens, where, on the stone +balustrade, the peacocks were attitudinizing and conversing in the high +key in which they always proclaim a change of weather and their innate +vulgarity to the world. Charles led the way towards a little rushing +brook which divided the gardens from the park. + +"I think you must have had a very low opinion of me beforehand to say +what you did yesterday," he remarked, suddenly. + +"I was angry," said Ruth. "However true what I said may have been, I had +no right to say it to--a comparative stranger. That is why I repeat that +it would be better not to make matters worse by mentioning the subject +again. It is sure to annoy us both. Let it rest." + +"Not yet," said Charles, dryly. "As a comparative stranger, I want to +know,"--stopping and facing her--"exactly what you mean by saying that +she, Lady Grace, did not understand the rules of the game." + +"I cannot put it in other words," said Ruth, her courage rising as she +felt that a battle was imminent. + +"Perhaps I can for you. Perhaps you meant to say that you believed I was +in the habit of amusing myself at other people's expense; that--I see +your difficulty in finding the right words--that it was my evil sport +and pastime to--shall we say--raise expectations which it was not my +intention to fulfil?" + +"It is disagreeably put," said Ruth, reddening a little; "but possibly I +did mean something of that kind." + +"And how have you arrived at such an uncharitable opinion of a +comparative stranger?" asked Charles, quietly enough, but his light eyes +flashing. + +She did not answer. + +"You are not a child, to echo the opinion of others," he went on. "You +look as if you judged for yourself. What have I done since I met you +first, three months ago, to justify you in holding me in contempt?" + +"I did not say I held you in contempt." + +"You must, though, if you think me capable of such meanness." + +Silence again. + +"You have pushed me into saying more than I meant," said Ruth at last; +"at least you have said I mean a great deal more than I really do. To be +honest, I think you have thoughtlessly given a good deal of pain. I dare +say you did it unconsciously." + +"Thank you. You are very charitable, but I cannot shield myself under +the supposition that at eight-and-thirty I am a creature of impulse, +unconscious of the meaning of my own actions." + +"If that is the case," thought Ruth, "your behavior to me has been +inexcusable, especially the last few days; though, fortunately for +myself, I was not deceived by it." + +"If you persist in keeping silence," said Charles, after waiting for her +to speak, "any possibility of conversation is at an end." + +"I did not come out here for conversation," replied Ruth. "I came, not +by my own wish, to hear something you said you particularly desired to +say. Do you not think the simplest thing, under the circumstances, would +be--to say it?" + +He gave a short laugh, and looked at her in sheer desperation. Did she +know what she was pushing him into? + +"I had forgotten," he said. "It was in my mind all the time; but now you +have made it easy for me indeed by coming to my assistance in this way. +I will make a fresh start." + +He compressed his lips, and seemed to pull himself together. Then he +said, in a very level voice: + +"Kindly give me your whole attention, Miss Deyncourt, so that I shall +not be obliged to repeat anything. The deer are charming, I know; but +you have seen deer before, and will no doubt again. I am sorry that I am +obliged to speak to you about myself, but a little autobiography is +unavoidable. Perhaps you know that about three years ago I succeeded my +father. From being penniless, and head over ears in debt, I became +suddenly a rich man--not by my father's will, who entailed every acre of +the estates here and elsewhere on Ralph, and left everything he could to +him. I had thought of telling you what my best friends have never known, +why I am not still crippled by debt. I had thought of telling you why, +at five-and-thirty, I was still unmarried, for my debts were not the +reason; but I will not trouble you with that now. It is enough to say +that I found myself in a position which, had I been a little younger, +with rather a different past, I should have enjoyed more than I did. I +was well received in English society when, after a lapse of several +years and a change of fortune, I returned to it. If I had thought I was +well received for myself, I should have been a fool. But I came back +disillusioned. I saw the machinery. When you reflect on the vast and +intricate machinery employed by mothers with grown-up daughters, you may +imagine what I saw. In all honesty and sincerity I wished to marry; but +in the ease with which I saw I could do so lay my chief difficulty. I +did not want a new toy, but a companion. I suppose I still clung to one +last illusion, that I might meet a woman whom I could love, and who +would love me, and not my name or income. I could not find her, but I +still believed in her. I went everywhere in the hope of meeting her, +and, if others have ever been disappointed in me, they have never known +how disappointed I have been in them. For three years I looked for her +everywhere, but I could not find her, and at last I gave her up. And +then I met Lady Grace Lawrence, and liked her. I had reason to believe +she could be disinterested. She came of good people--all Lawrences are +good; she was simple and unspoiled, and she seemed to like me. When I +look back I believe that I had decided to ask her to marry me, and that +it was only by the merest chance that I left London without speaking to +her. What prevented me I hardly know, unless it was a reluctance at the +last moment to cast the die. I came down to Atherstone, harassed and +anxious, tired of everything and everybody, and there," said Charles, +with sudden passion, turning and looking full at Ruth, "there I met +_you_." + +The blood rushed to her face, and she hastily interposed, "I don't see +any necessity to bring my name in." + +"Perhaps not," he returned, recovering himself instantly; +"unfortunately, I do." + +"You expect too much of my vanity," said Ruth, her voice trembling a +little; "but in this instance I don't think you can turn it to account. +I beg you will leave me out of the question." + +"I am sorry I cannot oblige you," he said, grimly; "but you can't be +left out. I only regret that you dislike being mentioned, because that +is a mere nothing to what is coming." + +She trusted that he did not perceive that the reason she made no reply +was because she suddenly felt herself unable to articulate. Her heart +was beating wildly, as that gentle, well conducted organ had never +beaten before. What was coming? Could this stern, determined man be the +same apathetic, sarcastic being whom she had hitherto known? + +"From that time," he continued, "I became surer and surer of what at +first I hardly dared to hope, what it seemed presumption in me to hope, +namely, that at last I had found what I had looked for in vain so long. +I had to keep my engagement with the Hope-Actons in Scotland; but I +regretted it. I stayed as short a time as I could. I did not ask them to +come here. They offered themselves. I think, if I have been to blame, it +has not been in so heartless a manner as you supposed; and it appears to +me Lady Hope-Acton should not have come. This is my explanation. You can +add the rest for yourself. Have I said enough to soften your harsh +judgment of yesterday?" + +Ruth could not speak. The trees were behaving in the most curious +manner, were whirling round, were swaying up and down. The beeches close +in front were dancing quadrilles; now ranged in two long rows, now +setting to partners, now hurrying back to their places as she drew near. + +"Sit down," said Charles's voice, gently; "you look tired." + +The trunk of a fallen tree suddenly appeared rising up to meet her out +of a slight mist, and she sat down on it more precipitately than she +could have wished. In a few seconds the trees returned to their places, +and the mist, which appeared to be very local, cleared away. + +Charles was sitting on the trunk beside her, looking at her intently. +The anger had gone out of his face, and had given place to a look of +deep anxiety and suspense. + +"I have not finished yet," he said, and his voice had changed as much as +his face. "There is still something more." + +"No, no!" said Ruth. "At least, if there is, don't say it." + +"I think I would rather say it. You wish to save me pain, I see; but I +am quite prepared for what you are going to say. I did not intend to +speak to you on the subject for a long time to come, but yesterday's +event has forced my hand. There must be no more misunderstandings +between us. You intend to refuse me, I can see. All the same, I wish to +tell you that I love you, and to ask you to be my wife." + +"I am afraid I cannot," said Ruth, almost inaudibly. + +"No," said Charles, looking straight before him, "I have asked you too +soon. You are quite right. I did not expect anything different; I only +wished you to know. But, perhaps, some day--" + +"Don't!" said Ruth, clasping her hands tightly together. "You don't know +what you are saying. Nothing can make any difference, because--I am +engaged." + +She dared not look at his face, but she saw his hand clinch. + +For an age neither spoke. + +Then he turned his head slowly and looked at her. His face was gray even +to the lips. With a strange swift pang at the heart, she saw how her few +words had changed it. + +"To whom?" he said at last, hardly above a whisper. + +"To Mr. Dare." + +"Not that man who has come to live at Vandon?" + +"Yes." + +Another long silence. + +"When was it?" + +"Ten days ago." + +"Ten days ago," repeated Charles, mechanically, and his face worked. +"Ten days ago!" + +"It is not given out yet," said Ruth, hesitating, "because Mr. Alwynn +does not wish it during Lord Polesworth's absence. I never thought of +any mistake being caused by not mentioning it. I would not have come +here if I had had the least idea that--" + +"You cannot mean to say that you had never seen that I--what I--felt for +you?" + +"Indeed I never thought of such a thing until two minutes before you +said it. I am very sorry I did not, but I imagined--" + +"Let me hear what you imagined." + +"I noticed you talked to me a good deal; but I thought you did exactly +the same to Lady Grace, and others." + +"You could not imagine that I talked to others--to any other woman in +the world--as I did to you." + +"I supposed," said Ruth, simply, "that you talked gayly to Lady Grace +because it suited her; and more gravely to me, because I am naturally +grave. I thought at the time you were rather clever in adapting yourself +to different people so easily; and I was glad that I understood your +manner better than some of the others." + +"Better!" said Charles, bitterly. "Better, when you thought that of me! +No, you need not say anything. I was in fault, not you. I don't know +what right I had to imagine you understood me--you seemed to understand +me--to fancy that we had anything in common, that in time--" He broke +into a low wretched laugh. "And all the while you were engaged to +another man! Good God, what a farce! what a miserable mistake from first +to last!" + +Ruth said nothing. It was indeed a miserable mistake. + +He rose wearily to his feet. + +"I was forgetting," he said; "it is time to go home." And they went back +together in silence, which was more bearable than speech just then. + +The peacocks were still pirouetting and minuetting on the stone +balustrade as they came back to the garden. The gong began to sound as +they entered the piazza. + +To Ruth it was a dreadful meal. She tried to listen to Mr. Conway's +account of the gray cob, or to the placid conversation of Mr. Alwynn +about the beloved manuscripts. Fortunately the morning papers were full +of a recent forgery in America, and a murder in London, which furnished +topics when these were exhausted, and Charles used them to the utmost. + +At last the carriage came. Mr. Alwynn and Mr. Conway simultaneously +broke into incoherent ejaculations respecting the pleasure of their +visit; Ruth's hand met Charles's for an embarrassed second; and a moment +later they were whirling down the straight wide approach, between the +columns of fantastically clipped hollies, leaving Charles standing in +the door-way. He was still standing there when the carriage rolled under +the arched gate-way with its rampant stone lions. Ruth glanced back +once, as they turned into the road, at the stately old house, with its +pointed gables and forests of chimneys cutting the gray sky-line. She +saw the owner turn slowly and go up the steps, and looked hastily away +again. + +"Poor Danvers!" said Mr. Alwynn, cheerfully, also looking, and putting +Ruth's thoughts into words. "He must be desperately lonely in that house +all by himself; but I suppose he is not often there." + +And Mr. Alwynn, whose mind had been entirely relieved since Ruth's +engagement from the dark suspicion he had once harbored respecting +Charles, proceeded to dilate upon the merits of the charters, and of the +owner of the charters, until he began to think Ruth had a headache, and +finding it to be the case, talked no more till they reached, at the end +of their little journey, the door of Slumberleigh Rectory. + +"Is it very bad?" he asked, kindly, as he helped her out of the +carriage. + +Ruth assented, fortunately with some faint vestige of truth, for her hat +hurt her forehead. + +"Then run up straight to your own room, and I will tell your aunt that +you will come and have a chat with her later on, perhaps after tea, when +the post will be gone." Mr. Alwynn spoke in the whisper of stratagem. + +Ruth was only too thankful to be allowed to slip on tiptoe to her own +room, but she had not been there many minutes when a tap came to the +door. + +"There, my dear," said Mr. Alwynn, putting his head in, and holding some +letters towards her. "Your aunt ought to have forwarded them. I brought +them up at once. And there is nearly an hour to post-time, and she won't +expect you to come down till then. I think the headache will be better +now, eh?" + +He nodded kindly to her, and closed the door again. Ruth sat down +mechanically, and began to sort the packet he had put into her hands. +The first three letters were in the same handwriting, Dare's large vague +handwriting, that ran from one end of the envelope to the other, and +partly hid itself under the stamp. + +She looked at them, but did not open them. A feeling of intense +lassitude and fatigue had succeeded to the unconscious excitement of the +morning. She could not read them now. They must wait with the others. +Presently she could feel an interest in them; not now. + +She leaned her head upon her hand, and a rush of pity swept away every +other feeling as she recalled that last look at Stoke Moreton, and how +Charles had turned so slowly and wearily to go in-doors. There was an +ache at her heart as she thought of him, a sense of regret and loss. And +he had loved her all the time! + +"If I had only known!" she said to herself, pressing her hands against +her forehead. "But how could I tell--how could I tell?" + +She raised her head with a sudden movement, and began with nervous +fingers to open Dare's letters, and read them carefully. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +In the long evening that followed Ruth's departure from Stoke Moreton, +Charles was alone for once in his own home. He was leaving again early +on the morrow, but for the time he was alone, and heavy at heart. He sat +for hours without stirring, looking into the fire. He had no power or +will to control his thoughts. They wandered hither and thither, and up +and down, never for a moment easing the dull miserable pain that lay +beneath them all. + +Fool! fool that he had been! + +To have found her after all these years, and to have lost her without a +stroke! To have let another take her, and such a man as Dare! To have +such a fool's manner that he was thought to be in earnest when he was +least so; that now, when his whole future hung in the balance, +retribution had overtaken him, and with bitter irony had mocked at his +earnestness and made it of none effect. She had thought it was his +natural manner to all! His cursed folly had lost her to him. If she had +known, surely it would have been, it must have been different. At heart +Charles was a very humble man, though it was not to be expected many +would think so; but nevertheless he had a deep, ever-deepening +consciousness (common to the experience of the humblest once in a +lifetime) that between him and Ruth that mysterious link of mutual +understanding and sympathy existed which cannot be accounted for, which +eludes analysis, which yet makes, when the sex happens to be identical, +the indissoluble friendship of a David and a Jonathan, a Karlos and a +Posa; and, where there is a difference of sex, brings about that rarest +wonder of the world, a happy marriage. + +Like cleaves to like. He knew she would have loved him. She was his by +right. The same law of attraction which had lifted them at once out of +the dreary flats of ordinary acquaintanceship would have drawn them ever +closer and closer together till they were knit in one. He knew, with a +certainty that nothing could shake, that he could have made her love +him, even as he loved her; unconsciously at first, slowly perhaps--for +the current of strong natures, like that of deep rivers, is sometimes +slow. Still the end would have been the same. + +And he had lost her by his own act, by his own heedless folly; her want +of vanity having lent a hand the while to put her beyond his reach +forever. + +It was a bitter hour. + +And as he sat late into the night beside the fire, that died down to +dust and ashes before his absent eyes, ghosts of other heavy hours, +ghosts of the past, which he had long since buried out of his sight, +came back and would not be denied. + +To live much in the past, is a want of faith in the Power that gives the +present. Comparatively few men walk through their lives looking +backward. Women more frequently do so from a false estimate of life +fostered by romantic feeling in youth, which leads them, if the life of +the affections is ended, resolutely to refuse to regard existence in any +other maturer aspect, and to persist in wandering aimlessly forward, +with eyes turned ever on the dim flowery paths of former days. + +"Let the dead past bury its dead." + +But there comes a time, when the grass has grown over those graves, when +we may do well to go and look at them once more; to stand once again in +that solitary burial-ground, "where," as an earnest man has said, "are +buried broken vows, worn-out hopes, joys blind and deaf, faiths betrayed +or gone astray--lost, lost love; silent spaces where only one mourner +ever comes." + +And to the last retrospective of us our dead past yet speaks at times, +and speaks as one having authority. + +Such a time had come for Charles now. From the open grave of his love +for Ruth he turned to look at others by which he had stood long ago, in +grief as sharp, but which yet in all its bitterness had never struck as +deep as this. + +Memory pointed back to a time twenty years ago, when he had hurried home +through a long summer night to arrive at Stoke Moreton too late; to find +only the solemn shadow of the mother whom he had loved, and whom he had +grieved; too late to ask for forgiveness; too late for anything but a +wild passion of grief and remorse, and frantic self-accusation. + +The scene shifted to ten years later. It was a sultry July evening of +the day on which the woman whom he had loved for years had married his +brother. He was standing on the deck of the steamer which was taking him +from England, looking back at the gray town dwindling against the tawny +curtain of the sunset. In his brain was a wild clamor of wedding-bells, +and across the water, marking the pulse of the sea, came to his outward +ears the slow tolling of a bell on a sunken rock near the harbor mouth. + +It seemed to be tolling for the death of all that remained of good in +him. In losing Evelyn, whom he had loved with all the idealism and +reverence of a reckless man for a good woman, he believed, in the +bitterness of his spirit, that he had lost all; that he had been cut +adrift from the last mooring to a better future, that nothing could hold +him back now. And for a time it had been so, and he had drowned his +trouble in a sea in which he wellnigh drowned himself as well. + +Once more memory pointed--pointed across five dark years to an evening +when he had sat as he was sitting now, alone by the wide stone hearth in +the hall at Stoke Moreton, after his father's death, and after the +reading of the will. He was the possessor of the old home, which he had +always passionately loved, from which he had been virtually banished so +long. His father, who had never liked him, but who of late years had +hated him as men only hate their eldest sons, had left all in his power +to his second son, had entailed every acre of the Stoke Moreton and +other family properties upon him and his children. Charles could touch +nothing, and over him hung a millstone of debt, from which there was now +no escape. He sat with his head in his hands--the man whom his friends +were envying on his accession to supposed wealth and position--ruined. + +A few days later he was summoned to London by a friend whom he had known +for many years. He remembered well that last meeting with the stern old +man whom he had found sitting in his arm-chair with death in his face. +He had once or twice remonstrated with Charles in earlier days, and as +he came into his presence now for the last time, and met his severe +glance, he supposed, with the callousness that comes from suffering +which has reached its lowest depths, that he was about to rebuke him +again. + +"And so," said General Marston, sternly, "you have come into your +kingdom; into what you deserve." + +"Yes," said Charles. "If it is any pleasure to you to know that what you +prophesied on several occasions has come true, you can enjoy it. I am +ruined!" + +"You fool!" said the sick man slowly. "To have come to five-and-thirty, +and to have used up everything which makes life worth having. I am not +speaking only of money. There is a bankruptcy in your face that money +will never pay. And you had talent and a good heart and the making of a +man in you once. I saw that when your father turned you adrift. I saw +that when you were at your worst after your brother's marriage. Yes, you +need not start. I knew your secret and kept it as well as you did +yourself. I tried to stop you; but you went your own way." + +Charles was silent. It was true, and he knew it. + +"And so you thought, I suppose, that if your father had made a just will +you could have retrieved yourself?" + +"I know I could," said Charles, firmly; "but he left the ----shire +property to Ralph, and every shilling of his capital; and Ralph had my +mother's fortune already. I have Stoke Moreton and the place in Surrey, +which he could not take from me, but everything is entailed, down to the +trees in the park. I have nominally a large income; but I am in the +hands of the Jews. I can't settle with them as I expected, and they will +squeeze me to the uttermost. However, as you say, I have the +consolation of knowing I brought it on myself." + +"And if your father acted justly, as you would call it, which I knew he +never would, you would have run through everything in five years' time." + +"No, I should not. I know I have been a fool; but there are two kinds of +fools--the kind that sticks to folly all its life, and the kind that has +its fling, and has done with it. I belong to the second kind. My father +had no right to take my last chance from me. If he had left it me, I +should have used it." + +"You look tired of your fling," said the elder man. "Very tired. And you +think money would set you right, do you?" He looked critically at the +worn, desperate face opposite him. "I made my will the other day," he +went on, his eyes still fixed on Charles. "I had not much to leave, and +I have no near relations, so I divided it among various charitable +institutions. I see no reason to alter my will. If one leaves money, +however small the sum may be, one likes to think it has been left to +some purpose, with some prospect of doing good. A few days ago I had a +surprise. I fancy it was to be my last surprise in this world. I +inherited from a distant relation, who died intestate, a large fortune. +After being a poor man all my days, wealth comes to me when I am on the +point of going where money won't follow. Curious, isn't it? I am going +to leave this second sum in the same spirit as the first, but in rather +a different manner. I like to know what I am doing, so I sent for you. I +am of opinion that the best thing I can do with it, is to set you on +your legs again. What do you owe?" + +Charles turned very red, and then very white. + +"What do you owe?" repeated the sick man, testily. "I am getting tired. +How much is it?" He got out a check-book, and began filling it in. "Have +you no tongue?" he said, angrily, looking up. "Tell me the exact figure. +Well? Keep nothing back." + +"I won't be given the whole," said Charles, with an oath. "Give me +enough to settle the Jews, and I will do the rest out of my income. I +won't get off scot free." + +"Well, then, have your own way, as usual, and name the sum you want. +There, take it," he said, feebly, when Charles had mentioned with shame +a certain hideous figure, "and go. I shall never know what you do with +it, so you can play ducks and drakes with it if you like. But you won't +like. You have burned your fingers too severely to play with fire again. +You have turned over so many new leaves that now you have come to the +last in the book. I have given you another chance, Charles; but one man +can't do much to help another. The only person who can really help you +is yourself. Give yourself a chance, too." + +How memory brought back every word of that strange interview. Charles +saw again the face of the dying man; heard again the stern, feeble +voice, "Give yourself a chance." + +He had given himself a chance. "Some natures, like comets, make strange +orbits, and return from far." Charles had returned at last. The old +man's investment had been a wise one. But, as Charles looked back, after +three years, he saw that his friend had been right. His money debts had +been the least part of what he owed. There were other long-standing +accounts which he had paid in full during these three years, paid in the +restless weariness and disappointment that underlay his life, in the +loneliness in which he lived, in his contempt for all his former +pursuits, which had left him at first devoid of any pursuits at all. + +He had had, as was natural, very little happiness in his life, but all +the bitterness of all his bitter past seemed as nothing to the agony of +this moment. He had loved Evelyn with his imagination, but he loved Ruth +with his whole heart and soul, and--he had lost her. + +The night was far advanced. The dawn was already making faint bars over +the tops of the shutters, was looking in at him as he sat motionless by +his dim lamp and his dead fire. And, in spite of the growing dawn, it +was a dark hour. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +Dare returned to Vandon in the highest spirits, with an enormous emerald +engagement-ring in an inner waistcoat-pocket. He put it on Ruth's third +finger a few days later, under the ancient cedar on the terrace at +Vandon, a spot which, he informed her (for he was not without poetic +flights at times), his inner consciousness associated with all the love +scenes of his ancestors that were no more. + +He was stricken to the heart when, after duly admiring it, Ruth gently +explained to him that she could not wear his ring at present, until her +engagement was given out. + +"Let it then be given out," he said, impetuously. "Ah! why already is it +not given out?" + +She explained again, but it was difficult to make him understand, and +she felt conscious that if he would have allowed her the temporary use +of one hand to release a fly, which was losing all self-control inside +her veil, she might have been more lucid. As it was, she at last made +him realize the fact that, until Lord Polesworth's return from America +in November, no further step was to be taken. + +"But all is right," he urged with pride. "I have seen my lawyer; I make +a settlement. I raise money on the property to make a settlement. There +is nothing I will not do. I care for nothing only to marry you." + +Ruth led him to talk of other things. She was very gentle with him, +always attentive, always ready to be interested; but any one less +self-centred than Dare would have had a misgiving about her feeling for +him. He had none. Half his life he had spent in Paris, and, imbued with +French ideas of betrothal and marriage, he thought her manner at once +exceedingly becoming and natural. She was reserved, but reserve was +charming. She did not care for him very much perhaps, as yet, but as +much as she could care for any one. Most men think that if a woman does +not attach herself to them she is by nature cold. Dare was no exception +to the rule; and though he would have preferred that there should be +less constraint in their present intercourse, that she would be a little +more shy, and a little less calm, still he was supremely happy and +proud, and only longed to proclaim the fortunate state of his affairs to +the world. + +One thing about Ruth puzzled him very much, and with a vague misgiving +she saw it did so. Her interest in the Vandon cottages, and the schools, +and the new pump, had been most natural up to this time. It had served +to bring them together; but now the use of these things was past, and +yet he observed, with incredulity at first and astonishment afterwards, +that she clung to them more than ever. + +What mattered it for the moment whether the pump was put up or not, or +whether the cottages by the river were protected from the floods? Of +course in time, for he had promised, a vague something would be done; +but why in the golden season of love and plighted faith revert to +prosaic subjects such as these? + +Some men are quite unable to believe in any act of a woman being +genuine. They always find out that it has something to do with them. If +an angel came down from heaven to warn a man of this kind of wrath to +come, he would think the real object of her journey was to make his +acquaintance. + +Ruth saw the incredulity in Dare's face when she questioned him, and her +heart sank within her. It sank yet lower when she told him one day, with +a faint smile, that she knew he was not rich, and that she wanted him to +let her help in the rebuilding of certain cottages, the plans of which +he had brought over in the summer, but which had not yet been begun, +apparently for the want of funds. + +"What you cannot do alone we can do together," she said. + +He agreed with effusion. He was surprised, flattered, delighted, but +entirely puzzled. + +The cottages were begun immediately. They were near the river, which +divided the Slumberleigh and Vandon properties. Ruth often went to look +at them. It did her good to see them rising, strong and firm, though +hideous to behold, on higher ground than the poor dilapidated hovels at +the water's edge, where fever was always breaking out, which yet made, +as they supported each other in their crookedness, and leaned over their +own wavering reflections, such a picturesque sketch that it seemed a +shame to supplant them by such brand new red brick, such blue tiling, +such dreadful little porches. + +Ruth drew the old condemned cottages, with the long lines of pollarded +marshy meadow, and distant bridge and mill in the background, but it was +a sketch she never cared to look at afterwards. She was constantly +drawing now. There was a vague restlessness in her at this time that +made her take refuge in the world of nature, where the mind can withdraw +itself from itself for a time into a stronghold where misgiving and +anxiety cannot corrupt, nor self break through and steal. In these days +she shut out self steadfastly, and fixed her eyes firmly on the future, +as she herself had made it with her own hands. + +She had grown very grave of late. Dare's high spirits had the effect of +depressing her more than she would allow, even to herself. She liked +him. She told herself so every day, and it was a pleasure to her to see +him so happy. But when she had accepted him he was so diffident, so +quiet, so anxious, that she had not realized that he would return to his +previous happy self-confidence, his volubility, his gray hats--in fact, +his former gay self--directly his mind was at ease and he had got what +he wanted. She saw at once that the change was natural, but she found it +difficult to keep pace with, and the effort to do so was a constant +strain. + +She had yet to learn that it is hard to live for those who live for +self. Between a nature which struggles, however feebly, towards a higher +life, and one whose sole object is gracefully and good-naturedly, but +persistently to enjoy itself, there is a great gulf fixed, of which +often neither are aware, until they attempt a close relationship with +each other, when the chasm reveals itself with appalling clearness to +the higher nature of the two. + +Ruth was glad when a long-standing engagement to sing at a private +concert in one place, and sell modern knick-knacks in old English +costume at another, took her from Slumberleigh for a week. She looked +forward to the dreary dissipation in store for her with positive +gladness; and when the week had passed, and she was returning once more, +she wished the stations would not fly so quickly past, that the train +would not hurry itself so unnecessarily to bring her back to +Slumberleigh. + +As the little local line passed Stoke Moreton station she looked out for +a moment, but leaned back hurriedly as she caught a glimpse of the +Danvers omnibus in the background, with its great black horses, and a +footman with a bag standing on the platform. In another moment Mrs. +Alwynn, followed by the footman, made a dart at Ruth's carriage, jumped +in, seized the bag, repeated voluble thanks, pressed half her gayly +dressed person out again through the window to ascertain that her boxes +were put in the van, caught her veil in the ventilator as the train +started, and finally precipitated herself into a seat on her bag, as the +motion destroyed her equilibrium. + +"Well, Aunt Fanny!" said Ruth. + +"Why, goodness gracious, my dear, if it isn't you! And, now I think of +it, you were to come home to-day. Well, how oddly things fall out, to be +sure, me getting into your carriage like that. And you'll never guess, +Ruth, though for that matter there's nothing so very astonishing about +it, as I told Mrs. Thursby, you'll never guess where _I've_ been +visiting." + +Ruth remembered seeing the Danvers omnibus at the station, and suddenly +remembered, too, a certain request which she had once made of Charles. + +"Where can it have been?" she said, with a great show of curiosity. + +"You will never guess," said Mrs. Alwynn, in high glee. "I shall have to +help you. You remember my sprained ankle? There! Now I have as good as +told you." + +But Ruth would not spoil her aunt's pleasure; and after numerous +guesses, Mrs. Alwynn had the delight of taking her completely by +surprise, when at last she leaned forward and said, with a rustle of +pride, emphasizing each word with a pat on Ruth's knee: + +"I've been to Stoke Moreton." + +"How delightful!" ejaculated Ruth. "How astonished I am! Stoke Moreton!" + +"You may well say that," said Mrs. Alwynn, nodding to her. "Mrs. Thursby +would not believe it at first, and afterwards she said she was afraid +there would not be any party; but there was, Ruth. There was a married +couple, very nice people, of the name of Reynolds. I dare say, being +London people, you may have known them. She had quite the London look +about her, though not dressed low of an evening; and he was a clergyman, +who had overworked himself, and had come down to Stoke Moreton to rest, +and had soup at luncheon. And there was another person besides, a +Colonel Middleton, a very clever man, who wrote a book that was printed, +and had been in India, and was altogether most superior. We were three +gentlemen and two ladies, but we had ices each night, Ruth, two kinds of +ices; and the second night I wore my ruby satin, and the clergyman at +Stoke Moreton, that nice young Mr. Brown, who comes to your uncle's +chapter meetings, dined, with his sister, a very pleasing person indeed, +Ruth, in black. In fact, it was a very pleasant little gathering, so +nice and informal, and the footman did not wait at luncheon, just put +the pudding and the hot plates down to the fire; and Sir Charles so +chatty and so full of his jokes, and I always liked to hear him, though +my scent of humor is not quite the same as his. Sir Charles has a +feeling heart, Ruth. You should have heard Mr. Reynolds talk about him. +But he looked very thin and pale, my dear, and he seemed to be always so +tired, but still as pleasant as could be. And I told him he wanted a +wife to look after him, and I advised him to have an egg beaten up in +ever such a little drop of brandy at eleven o'clock, and he said he +would think about it, he did indeed, Ruth; so I just went quietly to the +house-keeper and asked her to see to it, and a very sensible person she +was, Ruth, been in the family twenty years, and thinks all the world of +Sir Charles, and showed me the damask table-cloths that were used for +the prince's visit, and the white satin coverlet, embroidered with gold +thistles, quite an heirloom, which had been worked by the ladies of the +house when James I. slept there. Think of that, my dear!" + +And so Mrs. Alwynn rambled on, recounting how Charles had shown her all +the pictures himself, and the piazza where the orange and myrtle trees +were, and how she and Mrs. Reynolds had gone for a drive together, "in +a beautiful landau," etc., till they reached home. + +As a rule Ruth rather shrank from travelling with Mrs. Alwynn, who +always journeyed in her best clothes, "because you never know whom you +may not meet." To stand on a platform with her was to be made +conspicuous, and Ruth generally found herself unconsciously going into +half mourning for the day, when she went anywhere by rail with her aunt. +To-day Mrs. Alwynn was more gayly dressed than ever, but as Ruth looked +at her beaming face she felt nothing but a strange pleasure in the fact +that Charles had not forgotten the little request which later events had +completely effaced from her own memory. He, it seemed, had remembered, +and, in spite of what had passed, had done what she asked him. She +wished that she could have told him she was grateful. Alas! there were +other things that she wished she could have told him; that she was sorry +she had misjudged him; that she understood him better now. But what did +it matter? What did it matter? She was going to marry Dare, and _he_ was +the person whom she must try to understand for the remainder of her +natural life. She thought a little wearily that she could understand +_him_ without trying. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + +The 18th of October had arrived. Slumberleigh Hall was filling. The +pheasants, reprieved till then, supposed it was only for partridge +shooting, and thinking no evil, ate Indian-corn, and took no thought for +the annual St. Bartholomew of their race. + +Mabel Thursby had met Ruth out walking that day, and had informed her +that Charles was to be one of the guns, also Dare, though, as she +remembered to add, suspecting Dare admired Ruth, the latter was a bad +shot, and was only asked out of neighborly feeling. + +After parting with Mabel, Ruth met, almost at her own gate, Ralph +Danvers, who passed her on horseback, and then turned on recognizing +her. Ralph's conversational powers were not great, and though he walked +his horse beside her, he chiefly contented himself with assenting to +Ruth's remarks until she asked after Molly. + +He at once whistled and flicked a fly off his horse's neck. + +"Sad business with Molly," he said; "and mother out for the day. Great +grief in the nursery. Vic's dead!" + +"Oh, poor Molly!" + +"Died this morning. Fits. I say," with a sudden inspiration, "you +wouldn't go over and cheer her up, would you? Mother's out. I'm out. +Magistrates' meeting at D----." + +Ruth said she had nothing to do, and would go over at once, and Ralph +nodded kindly at her, and rode on. He liked her, and it never occurred +to him that it could be anything but a privilege to minister to any need +of Molly's. He jogged on more happily after his meeting with Ruth, and +only remembered half an hour later that he had completely forgotten to +order the dog-cart to meet Charles, who was coming to Atherstone for a +night before he went on to kill the Slumberleigh pheasants the following +morning. + +Ruth set out at once over the pale stubble fields, glad of an object for +a walk. + +Deep distress reigned meanwhile in the nursery at Atherstone. Vic, the +much-beloved, the stoat pursuer, the would-be church-goer, Vic was dead, +and Molly's soul refused comfort. In vain nurse conveyed a palpitating +guinea-pig into the nursery in a bird-cage, on the narrow door of which +remains of fur showed an unwilling entrance; Molly could derive no +comfort from guinea-pigs. + +In vain was the new horse, with leather hoofs, with real hair, and a +horse-hair tail--in vain was that token of esteem from Uncle Charles +brought out of its stable, and unevenly yoked with a dappled pony +planted on a green, oval lawn, into Molly's own hay-cart. Molly's woe +was beyond the reach of hay-carts or horse-hair tails, however +realistic. Like Hezekiah, she turned her face to the nursery wall, on +which trains and railroads were depicted; and even when cook herself +rose up out of her kitchen to comfort her with material consolations, +she refused the mockery of a gingerbread nut, which could not restore +the friend with whom previous gingerbread nuts had always been equally +divided. + +Presently a step came along the passage, and Charles, who had found no +one in the drawing-room, came in tired and dusty, and inclined to be +annoyed at having had to walk up from the station. + +Molly flew to him, and flung her arms tightly round his neck. + +"Oh, Uncle Charles! Uncle Charles! Vic is dead!" + +"I am so sorry, Molly," taking her on his knee. + +Nurse and the nursery-maid and cook withdrew, leaving the two mourners +alone together. + +"He is _dead_, Uncle Charles. He was quite well, and eating Albert +biscuits with the dolls this morning, and now--" The rest was too +dreadful, and Molly burst into a flood of tears, and burrowed with her +head against the faithful waistcoat of Uncle Charles--Uncle Charles, the +friend, the consoler of all the ills that Molly had so far been heir to. + +"Vic had a very happy life, Molly," said Charles, pressing the little +brown head against his cheek, and vaguely wondering what it would be +like to have any one to turn to in time of trouble. + +"I always kept trouble from him except that time I shut him in the +door," gasped Molly. "I never took him out in a string, and he only wore +his collar--that collar you gave him, that made him scratch so--on +Sundays." + +"And he was not ill a long time. He did not suffer any pain?" + +"No, Uncle Charles, not much; but, though he did not say anything, his +face looked worse than screaming, and he passed away very stiff in his +hind-legs. Oh!" (with a fresh outburst), "when cook told me that her +sister that was in a decline had gone, I never thought," (sob, sob!) +"poor Vic would be the next." + +A step came along the passage, a firm light step that Charles knew, that +made his heart beat violently. + +The door opened and a familiar voice said: + +"Molly! My poor Molly! I met father, and--" + +Ruth stood in the door-way, and stopped short. A wave of color passed +over her face, and left it paler than usual. + +Charles looked at her over the mop of Molly's brown head against his +breast. Their grave eyes met, and each thought how ill the other looked. + +"I did not know--I thought you were going to Slumberleigh to-day," said +Ruth. + +"I go to-morrow morning," replied Charles. "I came here first." + +There was an awkward silence, but Molly came to their relief by a sudden +rush at Ruth, and a repetition of the details of the death-bed scene of +poor Vic for her benefit, for which both were grateful. + +"You ought to be thinking where he is to be buried, Molly," suggested +Charles, when she had finished. "Let us go into the garden and find a +place." + +Molly revived somewhat at the prospect of a funeral, and though Ruth was +anxious to leave her with her uncle, insisted on her remaining for the +ceremony. They went out together, Molly holding a hand of each, to +choose a suitable spot in the garden. By the time the grave had been +dug by Charles, Molly was sufficiently recovered to take a lively +interest in the proceedings, and to insist on the attendance of the +stable-cat, in deep mourning, when the remains of poor Vic, arrayed in +his best collar, were lowered into their long home. + +By the time the last duties to the dead had been performed, and Charles, +under Molly's direction, had planted a rose-tree on the grave, while +Ruth surrounded the little mound with white pebbles, Molly's tea-time +had arrived, and that young lady allowed herself to be led away by the +nursery-maid, with the stable-cat in a close embrace, resigned, and even +cheerful at the remembrance of those creature comforts of cook's, which +earlier in the day she had refused so peremptorily. + +When Molly left them, Ruth and Charles walked together in silence to the +garden-gate which led to the foot-path over the fields by which she had +come. Neither had a word to say, who formerly had so much. + +"Good-bye," she said, without looking at him. + +He seemed intent on the hasp of the gate. + +There was a moment's pause. + +"I should like," said Ruth, hating herself for the formality of her +tone, "to thank you before I go for giving Mrs. Alwynn so much pleasure. +She still talks of her visit to you. It was kind of you to remember it. +So much seems to have happened since then, that I had not thought of it +again." + +At her last words Charles raised his eyes and looked at her with strange +wistful intentness, but when Ruth had finished speaking he had no remark +to make in answer; and as he stood, bareheaded by the gate, twirling the +hasp and looking, as a hasty glance told her, so worn and jaded in the +sunshine, she said "Good-bye" again, and turned hastily away. + +And all along the empty harvested fields, and all along the lanes, where +the hips and haws grew red and stiff among the ruddy hedge-rows, Ruth +still saw Charles's grave, worn face. + +That night she saw it still, as she sat in her own room, and listened to +the whisper of the rain upon the roof, and the touch of its myriad +fingers on the window-panes. + +"I cannot bear to see him look like that. I cannot bear it," she said, +suddenly, and the storm which had been gathering so long, the clouds of +which had darkened the sky for so many days, broke at last, with a +strong and mighty wind of swift emotion which carried all before it. + +It was a relief to give way, to let the tempest do its worst, and remain +passive. But when its force was spent at last, and it died away in gusts +and flying showers, it left flood and wreckage and desolation behind. +When Ruth raised her head and looked about her, all her landmarks were +gone. There was a streaming glory in the heavens, but it shone on the +ruin of all her little world below. She loved Charles, and she knew it. +It seemed to her now as if, though she had not realized it, she must +have loved him from the first; and with the knowledge came an +overwhelming sense of utter misery that struck terror to her heart. She +understood at last the meaning of the weariness and the restless +misgivings of these last weeks. If heretofore they had spoken in +riddles, they spoke plainly now. Every other feeling in the world seemed +to have been swept away by a passion, the overwhelming strength of which +she regarded panic-stricken. She seemed to have been asleep all her +life, to have stirred restlessly once or twice of late, and now to have +waked to consciousness and agony. Love, with women like Ruth, is a great +happiness or a great calamity. It is with them indeed for better, for +worse. + +Those whose feelings lie below the surface escape the hundred rubs and +scratches which superficial natures are heir to; but it is the nerve +which is not easily reached which when touched gives forth the sharpest +pang. Nature, when she gives intensity of feeling, mercifully covers it +well with a certain superficial coldness. Ruth had sometimes wondered +why the incidents, the books, which called forth emotion in others, +passed her by. The vehement passion which once or twice in her life she +had involuntarily awakened in others had met with no response from +herself. The sight of the fire she had unwittingly kindled only made her +shiver with cold. She believed herself to be cold--always a dangerous +assumption on the part of a woman, and apt to prove a broken reed in +emergency. + +Charles knew her better than she knew herself. Her pride and unconscious +humble-mindedness, her frankness with its underlying reserve, spoke of a +strong nature, slow, perhaps, but earnest, constant, and, once roused, +capable of deep attachment. + +And now the common lot had befallen her, the common lot of man and +womankind since Adam first met Eve in the Garden of Eden. Ruth was not +exempt. + +She loved Charles. + + * * * * * + +When the dawn came up pale and tearful to wake the birds, it found her +still sitting by her window, sitting where she had sat all night, +looking with blank eyes at nothing. Creep into bed, Ruth, for already +the sparrows are all waking, and their cheerful greetings to the new day +add weariness to your weariness. Creep into bed, for soon the servants +will be stirring, and before long Martha, who has slept all night, and +thinks your lines have fallen to you in pleasant places and late hours, +will bring the hot water. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + + +Reserved people pay dear for their reserve when they are in trouble, +when the iron enters into their soul, and their eyes meet the eyes of +the world tearless, unflinching, making no sign. + +Enviable are those whose sorrows are only pen and ink deep, who take +every one into their confidence, who are comforted by sympathy, and fly +to those who will weep with them. There is an utter solitude, a silence +in the grief of a proud, reserved nature, which adds a frightful weight +to its intensity; and when the night comes, and the chamber door is +shut, who shall say what agonies of prayers and tears, what prostrations +of despair, pass like waves over the soul to make the balance even? + +As a rule, the kindest and best of people seldom notice any alteration +of appearance or manner in one of their own family. A stranger points it +out, if ever it is pointed out, which, happily, is not often, unless, of +course, in cases where advice has been disregarded, and the first +symptom of ill health is jealously watched for and triumphantly hailed +by those whose mission in life it is to say, "I told you so." + +Mrs. Alwynn, whose own complaints were of so slight a nature that they +had to be constantly referred to to give them any importance at all, was +not likely to notice that Ruth's naturally pale complexion had become +several degrees too pale during the last two days, or that she had dark +rings under her eyes. Besides, only the day before, had not Mrs. Alwynn, +in cutting out a child's shirt, cut out at the same time her best +drawing-room table-cloth as well, which calamity had naturally driven +out of her mind every other subject for the time? + +Ruth had proved unsympathetic, and Mrs. Alwynn had felt her to be so. +The next day, also, when Mrs. Alwynn had begun to talk over what she +and Ruth were to wear that evening at a dinner-party at Slumberleigh +Hall, Ruth had again shown a decided want of interest, and was not even +to be roused by the various conjectures of her aunt, though repeated +over and over again, as to who would most probably take her in to +dinner, who would be assigned to Mr. Alwynn, and whether Ruth would be +taken in by a married man or a single one. As it was quite impossible +absolutely to settle these interesting points beforehand, Mrs. Alwynn's +mind had a vast field for conjecture opened to her, in which she +disported herself at will, varying the entertainment for herself and +Ruth by speculating as to who would sit on the other side of each of +them; "for," as she justly observed, "everybody has two sides, my dear; +and though, for my part, I can talk to anybody--Members of Parliament, +or bishops, or any one--still it is difficult for a young person, and if +you feel dull, Ruth, you can always turn to the person on the other side +with some easy little remark." + +Ruth rose and went to the window. It had rained all yesterday; it had +been raining all the morning to-day, but it was fair now; nay, the sun +was sending out long burnished shafts from the broken gray and blue of +the sky. She was possessed by an unreasoning longing to get out of the +house into the open air--anywhere, no matter where, beyond the reach of +Mrs. Alwynn's voice. She had been fairly patient with her for many +months, but during these two last wet days, a sense of sudden miserable +irritation would seize her on the slightest provocation, which filled +her with remorse and compunction, but into which she would relapse at a +moment's notice. Every morning since her arrival, nine months ago, had +Mrs. Alwynn returned from her house-keeping with the same cheerful +bustle, the same piece of information: "Well, Ruth, I've ordered dinner, +my dear. First one duty, and then another." + +Why had that innocent and not unfamiliar phrase become so intolerable +when she heard it again this morning? And when Mrs. Alwynn wound up the +musical-box, and the "Buffalo Girls" tinkled on the ear to relieve the +monotony of a wet morning, why should Ruth have struggled wildly for a +moment with a sudden inclination to laugh and cry at the same time, +which resulted in two large tears falling unexpectedly, to her surprise +and shame, upon her book. + +She shut the book, and recovering herself with an effort, listened +patiently to Mrs. Alwynn's remarks until, early in the afternoon, the +sky cleared. Making some excuse about going to see her old nurse at the +lodge at Arleigh, who was still ill, she at last effected her escape out +of the room and out of the house. + +The air was fresh and clear, though cold. The familiar fields and beaded +hedge-rows, the red land, new ploughed, where the plovers hovered, the +gray broken sky above, soothed Ruth like the presence of a friend, as +Nature, even in her commonest moods, has ministered to many a one who +has loved her before Ruth's time. + +Our human loves partake always of the nature of speculations. We have no +security for our capital (which, fortunately, is seldom so large as we +suppose), but the love of Nature is a sure investment, which she repays +a thousand-fold, which she repays most prodigally when the heart is +bankrupt and full of bitterness, as Ruth's heart was that day. For in +Nature, as Wordsworth says, "there is no bitterness," that worst sting +of human grief. And as Ruth walked among the quiet fields, and up the +yellow aisles of the autumn glades to Arleigh, Nature spoke of peace to +her--not of joy or of happiness as in old days, for she never lies as +human comforters do, and these had gone out of her life; but of the +peace that duty steadfastly adhered to will bring at last--the peace +that after much turmoil will come in the end to those who, amid a Babel +of louder tongues, hear and obey the low-pitched voices of conscience +and of principle. + +For it never occurred to Ruth for a moment to throw over Dare and marry +Charles. She had given her word to Dare, and her word was her bond. It +was as much a matter of being true to herself as to him. It was very +simple. There were no two ways about it in her mind. The idea of +breaking off her engagement was not to be thought of. It would be +dishonorable. + +We often think that if we had been placed in the same difficulties which +we see overwhelm others, we could have got out of them. Just so; we +might have squeezed, or wriggled, or crept out of a position from which +another who would not stoop could not have escaped. People are +differently constituted. Most persons with common-sense can sink their +principles temporarily at a pinch; but others there are who go through +life prisoners on parole to their sense of honor or duty. If escape +takes the form of a temptation, they do not escape. And Ruth, walking +with bent head beneath the swaying trees, dreamed of no escape. + +She soon reached the little lodge, the rusty gates of which barred the +grass-grown drive to the shuttered, tenantless old house at a little +distance. It was a small gray stone house of many gables, and low lines +of windows, that if inhabited would have possessed but little charm, +but which in its deserted state had a certain pathetic interest. The +place had been to let for years, but no one had taken it; no one was +likely to take it in the disrepair which was now fast sliding into ruin. + +The garden-beds were almost grown over with weeds, but blots of +nasturtium color showed here and there among the ragged green, and a +Virginia-creeper had done its gorgeous red-and-yellow best to cheer the +gray stone walls. But the place had a dreary appearance even in the +present sunshine; and after looking at it for a moment, Ruth went +in-doors to see her old nurse. After sitting with her, and reading the +usual favorite chapter in the big Bible, and answering the usual +question of "Any news of Master Raymond?" in the usual way, Ruth got up +to go, and the old woman asked her if she wanted the drawing-block which +she had left with her some time ago with an unfinished sketch on it of +the stables. She got it out, and Ruth looked at it. It was a slight +sketch of an octagonal building with wide arches all round it, roofing +in a paved path, on which, in days gone by, it had evidently been the +pernicious custom to exercise the horses, whose stalls and loose boxes +formed the centre of the building. The stable had a certain quaintness, +and the sketch was at that delightful point when no random stroke has as +yet falsified the promise that a finished drawing, however clever, so +seldom fulfils. + +Ruth took it up, and looked out of the window. The sun was blazing out, +ashamed of his absence for so long. She might as well finish it now. She +was glad to be out of the way of meeting any one, especially the +shooters, whose guns she had heard in the nearer Slumberleigh coverts +several times that afternoon. The Arleigh woods she knew were to be kept +till later in the month. She took her block and paint-box, and picking +her way along the choked gravel walk and down the side drive to the +stables, sat down on the bench for chopping wood which had been left in +the place to which she had previously dragged it, and set to work. She +was sitting under one of the arches out of the wind, and an obsequious +yellow cat came out of the door of one of the nearest horse-boxes, in +which wood was evidently stacked, and rubbed itself against her dress, +with a reckless expenditure of hair. + +As Ruth stopped a moment, bored but courteous, to return its well-meant +attentions by friction behind the ears, she heard a slight crackling +among the wood in the stable. Rats abounded in the place, and she was +just about to recall the cat to its professional duties, when her own +attention was also distracted. She started violently, and grasped the +drawing-block in both hands. + +Clear over the gravel, muffled but still distinct across the long wet +grass, she could hear a firm step coming. Then it rang out sharply on +the stone pavement. A tall man came suddenly round the corner, under the +archway, and stood before her. It was Charles. + +The yellow cat, which had a leaning towards the aristocracy, left Ruth, +and, picking its way daintily over the round stones towards him, rubbed +off some more of its wardrobe against his heather shooting-stockings. + +"I hardly think it is worth while to say anything except the truth," +said Charles at last. "I have followed you here." + +As Ruth could say nothing in reply, it was fortunate that at the moment +she had nothing to say. She continued to mix a little pool of Prussian +blue and Italian pink without looking up. + +"I hurt my gun hand after luncheon, and had to stop shooting at Croxton +corner. As I went back to Slumberleigh, across the fields below the +rectory, I thought I saw you in the distance, and followed you." + +"Is your hand much hurt?"--with sudden anxiety. + +"No," said Charles, reddening a little. "It will stop my shooting for a +day or two, but that is all." + +The colors were mixed again. Ruth, contrary to all previous conviction, +added light red to the Italian pink. The sketch had gone rapidly from +bad to worse, but the light red finished it off. It never, so to speak, +held up its head again; but I believe she has it still somewhere, put +away in a locked drawer in tissue-paper, as if it were very valuable. + +"I did not come without a reason," said Charles, after a long pause, +speaking with difficulty. "It is no good beating about the bush. I want +to speak to you again about what I told you three weeks ago. Have you +forgotten what that was?" + +Ruth shook her head. _She had not forgotten._ Her hand began to tremble, +and he sat down beside her on the bench, and, taking the brush out of +her hand, laid it in its box. + +"Ruth," he said, gently, "I have not been very happy during the last +three weeks; but two days ago, when I saw you again, I thought you did +not look as if you had been very happy either. Am I right? Are you happy +in your engagement with--Quite content? Quite satisfied? Still silent. +Am I to have no answer?" + +"Some questions have no answers," said Ruth, steadily, looking away from +him. "At least, the questions that ought not to be asked have none." + +"I will not ask any more, then. Perhaps, as you say, I have no right. +You won't tell me whether you are unhappy, but your face tells me so in +spite of you. It told me so two days ago, and I have thought of it every +hour of the day and night since." + +She gathered herself together for a final effort to stop what she knew +was coming, and said, desperately: + +"I don't know how it is. I don't mean it, and yet everything I say to +you seems so harsh and unkind; but I think it would have been better not +to come here, and I think it would be better, better for us both, if you +would go away now." + +Charles's face became set and very white. Then he put his fortune to the +touch. + +"You are right," he said. "I will go away--for good; I will never +trouble you again, when you have told me that you do not love me." + +The color rushed into her face, and then died slowly away again, even +out of the tightly compressed lips. + +There was a long silence, in which he waited for a reply that did not +come. At last she turned and looked him in the face. Who has said that +light eyes cannot be impassioned? Her deep eyes, dark with the utter +blankness of despair, fell before the intensity of his. He leaned +towards her, and with gentle strength put his arm round her, and drew +her to him. His voice came in a broken whisper of passionate entreaty +close to her ear. + +"Ruth, I love you, and you love me. We belong to each other. We were +made for each other. Life is not possible apart. It must be together, +Ruth, always together, always--" and his voice broke down entirely. + +Surely he was right. A love such as theirs overrode all petty barriers +of every-day right and wrong, and was a law unto itself. Surely it was +vain to struggle against Fate, against the soft yet mighty current which +was sweeping her away beyond all landmarks, beyond the sight of land +itself, out towards an infinite sea. + +And the eyes she loved looked into hers with an agony of entreaty, and +the voice she loved spoke of love, spoke brokenly of unworthiness, and +an unhappy past, and of a brighter future, a future with _her_. + +Her brain reeled; her reason had gone. Let her yield now. Surely, if +only she could think, if the power to think had not deserted her, it +was right to yield. The current was taking her ever swifter whither she +knew not. A moment more and there would be no going back. + +She began to tremble, and, wrenching her hands out of his, pressed them +before her eyes to shut out the sight of the earnest face so near her +own. But she could not shut out his voice, and Charles's voice could be +very gentle, very urgent. + +But at the eleventh hour another voice broke in on his, and spoke as one +having authority. Conscience, if accustomed to be disregarded on common +occasions, will rarely come to the fore with any decision in emergency; +but the weakest do not put him in a place of command all their lives +without at least one result--that he has learned the habit of speaking +up and making himself attended to in time of need. He spoke now, +urgently, imperatively. Her judgment, her reason were alike gone for the +time, but, when she had paced the solemn aisles of the woods an hour ago +in possession of them, had she then even thought of doing what she was +on the verge of doing now? What had happened during that hour to reverse +the steadfast resolve which she had made then? What she had thought +right an hour ago remained right now. What she would have put far from +her as dishonorable then remained dishonorable now, though she might be +too insane to see it. + +Terror seized her, as of one in a dream who is conscious of impending +danger, and struggles to awake before it is too late. She started to her +feet, and, putting forcibly aside the hands that would have held her +back, walked unsteadily towards the nearest pillar, and leaned against +it, trembling violently. + +"Do not tempt me," she said, hoarsely. "I cannot bear it." + +He came and stood beside her. + +"I do not tempt you," he said. "I want to save you and myself from a +great calamity before it is too late." + +"It is too late already." + +"No," said Charles, in a low voice of intense determination. "It is +not--yet. It will be soon. It is still possible to go back. You are not +married to him, and it is no longer right that you should marry him. You +must give him up. There is no other way." + +"Yes," said Ruth, with vehemence. "There is another way. You have made +me forget it; but before you came I saw it clearly. I can't think it out +as I did then; but I know it is there. There is another way"--and her +voice faltered--"to do what is right, and let everything else go." + +Charles saw for the first time, with a sudden frightful contraction of +the heart, that her will was as strong as his own. He had staked +everything on one desperate appeal to her feelings; he had carried the +outworks, and now another adversary--her conscience--rose up between him +and her. + +"A marriage without love is a sin," he said, quietly. "If you had lived +in the world as long as I have, and had seen what marriage without love +means, and what it generally comes to in the end, you would know that I +am speaking the truth. You have no right to marry Dare if you care for +me. Hesitate, and it will be too late! Break off your engagement now. Do +you suppose," with sudden fire, "that we shall cease to love each other; +that I shall be able to cease to love you for the rest of my life +because you are Dare's wife? What is done can't be undone. Our love for +each other can't. It is no good shutting your eyes to that. Look the +facts in the face, and don't deceive yourself into thinking that the +most difficult course is necessarily the right one." + +He turned from her, and sat down on the bench again, his chin in his +hands, his haggard eyes fastened on her face. He had said his last word, +and she felt that when she spoke it would be her last word too. Neither +could bear much more. + +"All you say sounds right, _at first_," she said, after a long silence, +and as she spoke Charles's hands dropped from his face and clinched +themselves together; "but I cannot go by what any one thinks unless I +think so myself as well. I can't take other people's judgments. When God +gave us our own, he did not mean us to shirk using it. What you say is +right, but there is something which after a little bit seems more +right--at least, which seems so to me. I cannot look at the future. I +can only see one thing distinctly, now in the present, and that is that +I cannot break my word. I never have been able to see that a woman's +word is less binding than a man's. When I said I would marry him, it was +of my own free-will. I knew what I was doing, and it was not only for +his sake I did it. It is not as if he believed I cared for him very +much. Then, perhaps--but he knows I don't, and--he is different from +other men--he does not seem to mind. I knew at the time that I accepted +him for the sake of other things, which are just the same now as they +were then: because he was poor and I had money; because I felt sure he +would never do much by himself, and I thought I could help him, and my +money would help too; because the people at Vandon are so wretched, and +their cottages are tumbling down, and there is no one who lives among +them and cares about them. I can't make it clear, and I did hesitate; +but at the time it seemed wrong to hesitate. If it seemed so right then, +it cannot be all wrong now, even if it has become hard. I cannot give it +all up. He is building cottages that I am to pay for, that I asked to +pay for. He cannot. And he has promised so many people their houses +shall be put in order, and they all believe him. And he can't do it. If +I don't, it will not be done; and some of them are very old--and--and +the winter is coming." Ruth's voice had become almost inaudible. "Oh, +Charles! Charles!" she said, brokenly, "I cannot bear to hurt you. God +knows I love you. I think I shall always love you, though I shall try +not. But I cannot go back now from what I have undertaken. I cannot +break my word. I cannot do what is wrong, even for you. Oh, God! not +even for you!" + +She knelt down beside him, and took his clinched hands between her own; +but he did not stir. + +"Not even for you," she whispered, while two hot tears fell upon his +hands. In another moment she had risen swiftly to her feet, and had left +him. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + + +Charles sat quite still where Ruth had left him, looking straight in +front of him. He had not thought for a moment of following her, of +speaking to her again. Her decision was final, and he knew it. And now +he also knew how much he had built upon the wild new hope of the last +two days. + +Presently a slight discreet cough broke upon his ear, apparently close +at hand. + +He started up, and, wheeling round in the direction of the sound, called +out, in sudden anger, "Who is there?" + +If there is a time when we feel that a fellow-creature is entirely out +of harmony with ourselves, it is when we discover that he has overheard +or overseen us at a moment when we imagined we were alone, or--almost +alone. + +Charles was furious. + +"Come out!" he said, in a tone that would have made any ordinary +creature stay as far _in_ as it could. And hearing a slight crackling +in the nearest horse-box, of which the door stood open, he shook the +door violently. + +"Come out," he repeated, "this instant!" + +"Stop that noise, then," said a voice sharply from the inside, "and keep +quiet. By ----, a violent temper, what a thing it is; always raising a +dust, and kicking up a row, just when it's least wanted." + +The voice made Charles start. + +"Great God!" he said, "it's not--" + +"Yes, it is," was the reply; "and when you have taken a seat on the +farther end of that bench, and recovered your temper, I'll show, and not +before." + +Charles walked to the bench and sat down. + +"You can come out," he said, in a carefully lowered voice, in which +there was contempt as well as anger. + +Accordingly there was a little more crackling among the fagots, and a +slight, shabbily dressed man came to the door and peered warily out, +shading his blinking eyes with his hand. + +"If there is a thing I hate," he said, with a curious mixture of +recklessness and anxiety, "it is a noise. Sit so that you face the left, +will you, and I'll look after the right, and if you see any one coming +you may as well mention it. I am only at home to old friends." + +He took his hand from his eyes as they became more accustomed to the +light, and showed a shrewd, dissipated face, that yet had a kind of +ruined good looks about it, and, what was more hateful to Charles than +anything else, a decided resemblance to Ruth. Though he was shabby in +the extreme, his clothes sat upon him as they always and only do sit +upon a gentleman; and, though his face and voice showed that he had +severed himself effectually from the class in which he had been born, a +certain unsuitability remained between his appearance and his evidently +disreputable circumstances. When Charles looked at him he was somehow +reminded of a broken-down thorough-bred in a hansom cab. + +"It is a quiet spot," remarked Raymond Deyncourt, for he it was, +standing in the door-way, his watchful eyes scanning the deserted +court-yard and strip of green. "A retired and peaceful spot. I'm sorry +if my cough annoyed you, coming when it did, but I thought you seemed +before to be engaged in conversation which I felt a certain diffidence +in interrupting." + +"So you listened, I suppose?" + +"Yes, I listened. I did not hear as much as I could have wished, but it +was your best manner, Danvers. You certainly have a gift, though you +dropped your voice unnecessarily once or twice, I thought. If I had had +your talents, I should not be here now. Eh? Dear me! you can swear +still, can you? How refreshing. I fancied you had quite reformed." + +"Why are you here now?" asked Charles, sternly. + +Raymond shrugged his shoulders. + +"Why are you here?" continued Charles, bitterly, "when you swore to me +in July that if I would pay your passage out again to America you would +let her alone in future? Why are you here, when I wrote to tell you that +she had promised me she would never give you money again without advice? +But I might have known you could break a promise as easily as make one. +I might have known you would only keep it as long as it suited +yourself." + +"Well, now, I'm glad to hear you say that," said Raymond, airily, +"because it takes off any feeling of surprise I was afraid you might +feel at seeing me back here. There's nothing like a good understanding +between friends. I'm precious hard up, I can tell you, or I should not +have come; and when a fellow has got into as tight a place as I have he +has got to think of other things besides keeping promises. Have you seen +to-day's papers?" with sudden eagerness. + +"Yes." + +"Any news about the 'Frisco forgery case?" and Raymond leaned forward +through the door, and spoke in a whisper. + +"Nothing much," said Charles, trying to recollect. "Nothing new to-day, +I think. You know they got one of them two days ago, followed him down +to Birmingham, and took him in the train." + +Raymond drew in his breath. + +"I don't hold with trains," he said, after a pause; "at least, not with +passengers. I told him as much at the time. And the--the other +one--Stephens? Any news of him?" + +"Nothing more about him, as far as I can remember. They were both traced +together from Boston to London, but there they parted company. Stephens +is at large still." + +"Is he?" said Raymond. "By George, I'm glad to hear it! I hope he'll +keep so, that's all. I am glad I left that fool. He'd not my notions at +all. We split two days ago, and I made tracks for the old diggings; got +down as far as Tarbury under a tarpaulin in a goods train--there's some +sense in a goods train--and then lay close by a weir of the canal, and +got aboard a barge after dark. Nothing breaks a scent like a barge. And +it went the right way for my business too, and travelled all night. I +kept close all next day, and then struck across country for this place +at night. If I hadn't known the lie of the land from a boy, when I used +to spend the holidays with old Alwynn, I couldn't have done it, or if +I'd been as dog lame as I was in July; but I was pushed for time, and I +footed it up here, and got in just before dawn. And not too soon either, +for I'm cleaned out, and food is precious hard to come by if you don't +care to go shopping for it. I am only waiting till it's dark to go and +get something from the old woman at the lodge. She looked after me +before, but it wasn't so serious then as it is now." + +"It will be penal servitude for life this time for--Stephens," said +Charles. + +"Yes," said Raymond, thoughtfully. "It's playing deuced high. I knew +that at the time, but I thought it was worth it. It was a beautiful +thing, and there was a mint of money in it if it had gone straight--a +mint of money;" and he shook his head regretfully. "But the luck is +bound to change in the end," he went on, after a moment of mournful +retrospection. "You'll see, I shall make my pile yet, Danvers. One can't +go on turning up tails all the time." + +"You will turn them up once too often," said Charles, "and get your +affairs wound up for you some day in a way you won't like. But I suppose +it's no earthly use my saying anything." + +"Not much," replied the other. "I guess I've heard it all before. Don't +you remember how you held forth that night in the wood? You came out too +strong. I felt as if I were in church; but you forked out handsomely at +the collection afterwards. I will say that for you." + +"And what are you going to do now you've got here?" interrupted Charles, +sharply. + +"Lie by." + +"How long?" + +"Perhaps a week, perhaps ten days. Can't say." + +"And after that?" + +"After that, some one, I don't say who, but some one will have to +provide me with the 'ready' to nip across to France. I have friends in +Paris where I can manage to scratch along for a bit till things have +blown over." + +Charles considered for a few moments, and then said: + +"Are you going to dun your sister for money again, or give her another +fright by lying in wait for her? Of course, if you broke your word +about coming back, you might break it about trying to get money out of +her." + +"I might," assented Raymond; "in fact, I was on the point of making my +presence known to her, and suggesting a pecuniary advance, when you came +up. I don't know at present what I shall do, as I let that opportunity +slip. It just depends." + +Charles considered again. + +"It's a pity to trouble her, isn't it?" said Raymond, his shrewd eyes +watching him; "and women are best out of money-matters. Besides, if she +has promised you she won't pay up without advice, she'll stick to it. +Nothing will turn her when she once settles on anything, if she is at +all like what she used to be. She has got dollars of her own. You had +better settle with me, and pay yourself back when you are married. Dear +me! There's no occasion to look so murderous. I suppose I'm at liberty +to draw my own conclusions." + +"You had better draw them a little more carefully in future," said +Charles, savagely. "Your sister is engaged to be married to a man +without a sixpence." + +"By George," said Raymond, "that won't suit my book at all. I'd +rather"--with another glance at Charles--"I'd rather she'd marry a man +with money." + +If Charles was of the same opinion he did not express it. He remained +silent for a few minutes to give weight to his last remark, and then +said, slowly: + +"So you see you won't get anything more from that quarter. You had +better make the most you can out of me." + +Raymond nodded. + +"The most you will get, in fact, I may say _all_ you will get from me, +is enough ready money to carry you to Paris, and a check for twenty +pounds to follow, when I hear you have arrived there." + +"It's mean," said Raymond; "it's cursed mean; and from a man like you, +too, whom I feel for as a brother. I'd rather try my luck with Ruth. +She's not married yet, anyway." + +"You will do as you like," said Charles, getting up. "If I find you have +been trying your luck with her, as you call it, you won't get a farthing +from me afterwards. And you may remember, she can't help you without +consulting her friends. And your complaint is one that requires absolute +quiet, or I'm very much mistaken." + +Raymond bit his finger, and looked irresolute. + +"To-day is Wednesday," said Charles; "on Saturday I shall come back +here in the afternoon, and if you have come to my terms by that time you +can cough after I do. I shall have the money on me. If you make any +attempt to write or speak to your sister, I shall take care to hear of +it, and you need not expect me on Saturday. That is the last remark I +have to make, so good-afternoon;" and, without waiting for a reply, +Charles walked away, conscious that Raymond would not dare either to +call or run after him. + +He walked slowly along the grass-grown road that led into the +carriage-drive, and was about to let himself out of the grounds by a +crazy gate, which rather took away from the usefulness of the large iron +locked ones at the lodge, when he perceived an old man with a pail of +water fumbling at it. He did not turn as Charles drew near, and even +when the latter came up with him, and said "Good-afternoon," he made no +sign. Charles watched him groping for the hasp, and, when he had got the +gate open, feel about for the pail of water, which when he found he +struck against the gate-post as he carried it through. Charles looked +after the old man as he shambled off in the direction of the lodge. + +"Blind and deaf! He'll tell no tales, at any rate," he said to himself. +"Raymond is in luck there." + +It had turned very cold; and, suddenly remembering that his absence +might be noticed, he set off through the woods to Slumberleigh at a good +pace. His nearest way took him through the church-yard and across the +adjoining high-road, on the farther side of which stood the little +red-faced lodge, which belonged to the great new red-faced seat of the +Thursbys at a short distance. He came rapidly round the corner of the +old church tower, and was already swinging down the worn sandstone steps +which led into the road, when he saw below him at the foot of the steps +a little group of people standing talking. It was Mr. Alwynn and Ruth +and Dare, who had evidently met them on his return from shooting, and +who, standing at ease with one elegantly gaitered leg on the lowest +step, and a cartridge-bag slung over his shoulders in a way that had +aroused Charles's indignation earlier in the day, was recounting to +them, with vivid action of the hands on an imaginary gun, his own +performances to right and left at some particularly hot corner. + +Mr. Alwynn was listening with a benignant smile. Charles saw that Ruth +was leaning heavily against the low stone-wall. Before he had time to +turn back, Mr. Alwynn had seen him, and had gone forward a step to meet +him, holding out a welcoming hand. Charles was obliged to stop a moment +while his hand was inquired after, and a new treatment, which Mr. +Alwynn had found useful on a similar occasion, was enjoined upon him. As +they stood together on the church steps a fly, heavily laden with +luggage, came slowly up the road towards them. + +"What," said Mr. Alwynn, "more visitors! I thought all the Slumberleigh +party arrived yesterday." + +The fly plodded past the Slumberleigh lodge, however, and as it reached +the steps a shrill voice suddenly called to the driver to stop. As it +came grinding to a stand-still, the glass was hastily put down, and a +little woman with a very bold pair of black eyes, and a somewhat +laced-in figure, got out and came towards them. + +"Well, Mr. Dare!" she said, in a high distinct voice, with a strong +American accent. "I guess you did not expect to see me riding up this +way, or you'd have sent the carriage to bring your wife up from the +station. But I'm not one to bear malice; so if you want a lift home +to--what's the name of your fine new place?--you can get in, and ride up +along with me." + +Dare looked straight in front of him. No one spoke. Her quick eye +glanced from one to another of the little group, and she gave a short +constrained laugh. + +"Well," she said, "if you ain't coming, you can stop with your friends. +I've had a deal of travelling one way and another, and I'll go on +without you." And, turning quickly away, she told the driver in the same +distinct high key to go on to Vandon, and got into the fly again. + +The grinning man chucked at the horse's bridle, and the fly rattled +heavily away. + +No one spoke as it drove away. Charles glanced once at Ruth; but her set +white face told him nothing. As the fly disappeared up the road, Dare +moved a step forward. His face under his brown skin was ashen gray. He +took off his cap, and extending it at arm's-length, not towards the sky, +but, like a good churchman, towards the church, outside of which, as he +knew, his Maker was not to be found, he said, solemnly, "I swear before +God what she says is one--great--_lie_!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + + +If conformity to type is indeed the one great mark towards which +humanity should press, Mrs. Thursby may honestly be said to have +attained to it. Everything she said or did had been said or done before, +or she would never have thought of saying or doing it. Her whole life +was a feeble imitation of the imitative lives of others; in short, it +was the life of the ordinary country gentlewoman, who lives on her +husband's property, and who, as Augustus Hare says, "has never looked +over the garden-wall." + +We do not mean to insinuate for a moment that the utmost energy and +culture are not occasionally to be met with in the female portion of +that interesting mass of our fellow-creatures who swell the large +volumes of the "Landed Gentry." Among their ranks are those who come +boldly forward into the full glare of public life; and, conscious of a +genius for enterprise, to which an unmarried condition perhaps affords +ampler scope, and which a local paper is ready to immortalize, become +secretaries of ladies' societies, patronesses of flower shows, breeders +of choice poultry, or even associates of floral leagues of the highest +political importance. That such women should and do exist among us, the +conscious salt-cellars of otherwise flavorless communities, is a fact +for which we cannot be too thankful; and if Mrs. Thursby was not one of +these aspiring spirits, with a yearning after "the mystical better +things," which one of the above pursuits alone can adequately satisfy, +it was her misfortune and not her fault. + +It was her nature, as we have said, servilely to copy others. Her +conversation was all that she could remember of what she had heard from +others, her present dinner-party, as regards food, was a cross between +the two last dinner-parties she had been to. The dessert, however, +conspicuous by its absence, conformed strictly to a type which she had +seen in a London house in June. + +Her dinner-party gave her complete satisfaction, which was fortunate, +for to the greater number of the eighteen or twenty people who had been +indiscriminately herded together to form it, it was (with the exception +of Mrs. Alwynn) a dreary or at best an uninteresting ordeal; while to +four people among the number, the four who had met last on the church +steps, it was a period of slow torture, endured with varying degrees of +patience by each, from the two soups in the beginning, to the peaches +and grapes at the long-delayed and bitter end. + +Ruth, whose self-possession never wholly deserted her, had reached a +depth of exhausted stupor, in which the mind is perfectly oblivious of +the impression it is producing on others. By an unceasing effort she +listened and answered and smiled at intervals, and looked exceedingly +distinguished in the pale red gown which she had put on to please her +aunt; but the color of which only intensified the unnatural pallor of +her complexion. The two men whom she sat between found her a +disappointing companion, cold and formal in manner. At any other time +she would have been humiliated and astonished to hear herself make such +cut-and-dried remarks, such little trite observations. She was sitting +opposite Charles, and she vaguely wondered once or twice, when she saw +him making others laugh, and heard snatches of the flippant talk which +was with him, as she knew now, a sort of defensive armor, how he could +manage to produce it; while Charles, half wild with a mad surging hope +that would not be kept down by any word of Dare's, looked across at her +as often as he dared, and wondered in his turn at the tranquil dignity, +the quiet ordered smile of the face which a few hours ago he had seen +shaken with emotion. + +Her eyes met his for a moment. Were they the same eyes that but now had +met his, half blind with tears? He felt still the touch of those tears +upon his hand. He hastily looked away again, and plunged headlong into +an answer to something Mabel was saying to him on her favorite subject +of evolution. All well-brought-up young ladies have a subject nowadays, +which makes their conversation the delightful thing it is; and Mabel, of +course, was not behind the fashion. + +"Yes," Ruth heard Charles reply, "I believe with you we go through many +lives, each being a higher state than the last, and nearer perfection. +So a man passes gradually through all the various grades of the +nobility, soaring from the lowly honorable upward into the duke, and +thence by an easy transition into an angel. Courtesy titles, of course, +present a difficulty to the more thoughtful; but, as I am sure you will +have found, to be thoughtful always implies difficulty of some kind." + +"It does, indeed," said Mabel, puzzled but not a little flattered. "I +sometimes think one reads too much; one longs so for deep books--Korans, +and things. I must confess,"--with a sigh--"I can't interest myself in +the usual young lady's library that other girls read." + +"Can't you?" replied Charles. "Now, I can. I study that department of +literature whenever I have the chance, and I have generally found that +the most interesting part of a young lady's library is to be found in +that portion of the book-shelf which lies between the rows of books and +the wall. Don't you think so, Lady Carmian?" (to the lady on his other +side). "I assure you I have made the most delightful discoveries of this +description. Cheap editions of Ouida, Balzac's works, yellow backs of +the most advanced order, will, as a rule, reward the inquirer, who +otherwise might have had to content himself with 'The Heir of +Redclyffe,' the Lily Series, and Miss Strickland's 'Queens of England.'" + +Charles's last speech had been made in a momentary silence, and directly +it was finished every woman, old and young, except Lady Carmian and +Ruth, simultaneously raised a disclaiming voice, which by its vehemence +at once showed what an unfounded assertion Charles had made. Lady +Carmian, a handsome young married woman, only smiled languidly, and, +turning the bracelet on her arm, told Charles he was a cynic, and that +for her own part, when in robust health, she liked what little she read +"strong;" but in illness, or when Lord Carmian had been unusually +trying, she always fell back on a milk-and-water diet. Mrs. Thursby, +however, felt that Charles had struck a blow at the sanctity of home +life, and (for she was one of those persons whose single talent is that +of giving a personal turn to any remark) began a long monotonous recital +of the books she allowed her own daughters to read, and how they were +kept, which proved the extensive range of her library, not in +book-shelves, but in a sliding book-stand, which contracted or expanded +at will. + +Long before she had finished, however, the conversation at the other end +of the table had drifted away to the topic of the season among sporting +men, namely the poachers, who, since their raid on Dare's property, had +kept fairly quiet, but who were sure to start afresh now that the +pheasant shooting had begun; and from thence to the recent forgery case +in America, which was exciting every day greater attention in England, +especially since one of the accomplices had been arrested the day before +in Birmingham station, and the principal offender, though still at +large, was, according to the papers, being traced "by means of a clew in +the possession of the police." + +Charles knew how little that sentence meant, but he found that it +required an effort to listen unmoved to the various conjectures as to +the whereabouts of Stephens, in which Ruth, as the conversation became +general, also joined, volunteering a suggestion that perhaps he might be +lurking somewhere in Slumberleigh woods, which were certainly very +lonely in places, and where, as she said, she had been very much alarmed +by a tramp in the summer. + +Mrs. Thursby, like an echo, began from the other end of the table +something vague about girls being allowed to walk alone, her own +daughters, etc., and so the long dinner wore itself out. Dare was the +only one of the little party who had met on the church steps who +succumbed entirely. Mr. Alwynn, who looked at him and Ruth with pathetic +interest from time to time, made laudable efforts, but Dare made none. +He had taken in to dinner the younger Thursby girl, a meek creature, +without form and void, not yet out, but trembling in a high muslin, on +the verge, who kept her large and burning hands clutched together under +the table-cloth, and whose conversation was upon bees. Dare pleaded a +gun headache, and hardly spoke. His eyes constantly wandered to the +other end of the table, where, far away on the opposite side, half +hidden by ferns and flowers, he could catch a glimpse of Ruth. After +dinner he did not come into the drawing-room, but went off to the +smoking-room, where he paced by himself up and down, up and down, +writhing under the torment of a horrible suspense. + +Outside the moon shone clear and high, making a long picturesque shadow +of the great prosaic house upon the wide gravel drive. Dare leaned +against the window-sill and looked out. "Would she give him up?" he +asked himself. Would she believe this vile calumny? Would she give him +up? And as he stood the Alwynns' brougham came with two gleaming eyes +along the drive and drew up before the door. He resolved to learn his +fate at once. There had been no possibility of a word with Ruth on the +church steps. Before he had known where he was, he and Charles had been +walking up to the Hall together, Charles discoursing lengthily on the +impropriety of wire fencing in a hunting country. But now he must and +would see her. He rushed down-stairs into the hall, where young Thursby +was wrapping Ruth in her white furs, while Mr. Thursby senior was +encasing Mrs. Alwynn in a species of glorified ulster of red plush which +she had lately acquired. Dare hastily drew Mr. Alwynn aside and spoke a +few words to him. Mr. Alwynn turned to his wife, after one rueful glance +at his thin shoes, and said: + +"I will walk up. It is a fine night, and quite dry underfoot." + +"And a very pleasant party it has been," said Mrs. Alwynn, as she and +Ruth drove away together, "though Mrs. Thursby has not such a knack with +her table as some. Not that I did not think the chrysanthemums and white +china swans were nice, very nice; but, you see, as I told her, I had +just been to Stoke Moreton, where things were very different. And you +looked very well, my dear, though not so bright and chatty as Mabel; and +Mrs. Thursby said she only hoped your waist was natural. The idea! And I +saw Lady Carmian notice your gown particularly, and I heard her ask who +you were, and Mrs. Thursby said--so like her--you were their clergyman's +niece. And so, my dear, I was not going to have you spoken of like that, +and a little later on I just went and sat down by Lady Carmian, just +went across the room, you know, as if I wanted to be nearer the music, +and we got talking, and she was rather silent at first, but presently, +when I began to tell her all about you, and who you were, she became +quite interested, and asked such funny questions, and laughed, and we +had quite a nice talk." + +And so Mrs. Alwynn chatted on, and Ruth, happily hearing nothing, leaned +back in her corner and wondered whether the evening were ever going to +end. Even when she had bidden her aunt "Good-night," and, having +previously told her maid not to sit up for her, found herself alone in +her own room at last--even then it seemed that this interminable day was +not quite over. She was standing by the dim fire, trying to gather up +sufficient energy to undress, when a quiet step came cautiously along +the passage, followed by a low tap at her door. She opened it +noiselessly, and found Mr. Alwynn standing without. + +"Ruth," he said, "Dare has walked up with me. He is in the most dreadful +state. I am sure I don't know what to think. He has said nothing further +to me, but he is bent on seeing you for a moment. It's very late, but +still--could you? He's in the drawing-room now. My poor child, how ill +you look! Shall I tell him you are too tired to-night to see any one?" + +"I would rather see him," said Ruth, her voice trembling a little; and +they went down-stairs together. In the hall she hesitated a moment. She +was going to learn her fate. Had her release come? Had it come at the +eleventh hour? Her uncle looked at her with kind, compassionate eyes, +and hers fell before his as she thought how different her suspense was +to what he imagined. Suddenly--and such demonstrations were very rare +with her--she put her arms round his neck and pressed her cheek against +his. + +"Oh, Uncle John! Uncle John!" she gasped, "it is not what you think." + +"I pray God it may not be what I suppose," he said, sadly, stroking her +head. "One is too ready to think evil, I know. God forgive me if I have +judged him harshly. But go in, my dear;" and he pushed her gently +towards the drawing-room. + +She went in and closed the door quietly behind her. + +Dare was leaning against the mantle-piece, which was draped in Mrs. +Alwynn's best manner, with Oriental hangings having bits of glass woven +in them. He was looking into the curtained fire, and did not turn when +she entered. Even at that moment she noticed, as she went towards him, +that his elbow had displaced the little family of china hares on a plush +stand which Mrs. Alwynn had lately added to her other treasures. + +"I think you wished to see me," she said, as calmly as she could. + +He faced suddenly round, his eyes wild, his face quivering, and coming +close up to her, caught her hand and grasped it so tightly that the pain +was almost more than she could bear. + +"Are you going to give me up?" he asked, hoarsely. + +"I don't know," she said; "it depends on yourself, on what you are, and +what you have been. You say she is not your wife?" + +"I swear it." + +"You need not do so. Your word is enough." + +"I swear she is not my wife." + +"One question remains," said Ruth, firmly, a flame of color mounting to +her neck and face. "You say she is not your wife. Ought you to make her +so?" + +"No," said Dare, passionately; "I owe her nothing. She has no claim upon +me. I swear--" + +"Don't swear. I said your word was enough." + +But Dare preferred to embellish his speech with divers weighty +expressions, feeling that a simple affirmation would never carry so much +conviction to his own mind, or, consequently, to another, as an oath. + +A momentary silence followed. + +"You believe what I say, Ruth?" + +"Yes," with an effort. + +"And you won't give me up because evil is spoken against me?" + +"No." + +"And all is the same as before between us?" + +"Yes." + +Dare burst into a torrent of gratitude, but she broke suddenly away from +him, and went swiftly up-stairs again to her own room. + +The release had not come. She laid her head down upon the table, and +Hope, which had ventured back to her for one moment, took her lamp and +went quite away, leaving the world very dark. + +There are turning-points in life when a natural instinct is a surer +guide than noble motive or high aspiration, and consequently the more +thoughtful and introspective nature will sometimes fall just where a +commonplace one would have passed in safety. Ruth had acted for the +best. When for the first time in her life she had been brought into +close contact with a life spent for others, its beauty had appealed to +her with irresistible force, and she had willingly sacrificed herself to +an ideal life of devotion to others. + + "But we are punished for our purest deeds, + And chasten'd for our holiest thoughts." + +And she saw now that if she had obeyed that simple law of human nature +which forbids a marriage in which love is not the primary consideration, +if she had followed that simple humble path, she would never have +reached the arid wilderness towards which her own guidance had led her. + +For her wilful self-sacrifice had suddenly paled and dwindled down +before her eyes into a hideous mistake--a mistake which yet had its +roots so firmly knit into the past that it was hopeless to think of +pulling it up now. To abide by a mistake is sometimes all that an +impetuous youth leaves an honorable middle age to do. Poor middle age, +with its clear vision, that might do and be so much if it were not for +the heavy burdens, grievous to be borne, which youth has bound upon its +shoulders. + +And worse than the dreary weight of personal unhappiness, harder to bear +than the pang of disappointed love, was the aching sense of failure, of +having misunderstood God's intention, and broken the purpose of her +life. For some natures the cup of life holds no bitterer drop than this. + +Ruth dimly saw the future, the future which she had chosen, stretching +out waste and barren before her. The dry air of the desert was on her +face. Her feet were already on its sandy verge. And the iron of a great +despair entered into her soul. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + + +Dare left Slumberleigh Hall early the following morning, and drove up to +the rectory on his way to Vandon. After being closeted with Mr. Alwynn +in the study for a short time, they both came out and drove away +together. Ruth, invisible in her own room with a headache, her only +means of defence against Mrs. Alwynn's society, heard the coming and the +going, and was not far wrong in her surmise that Dare had come to beg +Mr. Alwynn to accompany him to Vandon--being afraid to face alone the +mysterious enemy intrenched there. + +No conversation was possible in the dog-cart, with the groom on the back +seat thirsting to hear any particulars of the news which had spread like +wildfire from Vandon throughout the whole village the previous +afternoon, and which was already miraculously flying from house to house +in Slumberleigh this morning, as things discreditable do fly among a +Christian population, which perhaps "thinks no evil," but repeats it +nevertheless. + +There was not a servant in Dare's modest establishment who was not on +the lookout for him on his return. The gardener happened to be tying up +a plant near the front door; the house-maids were watching unobserved +from an upper casement; the portly form of Mrs. Smith, the house-keeper, +was seen to glide from one of the unused bedroom windows; the butler +must have been waiting in the hall, so prompt was his appearance when +the dog-cart drew up before the door. + +Another pair of keen black eyes was watching too, peering out through +the chinks between the lowered Venetian blinds in the drawing-room; was +observing Dare intently as he got out, and then resting anxiously on his +companion. Then the owner of the eyes slipped away from the window, and +went back noiselessly to the fire. + +Dare ordered the dog-cart to remain at the door, flung down his hat on +the hall-table, and, turning to the servant who was busying himself in +folding his coat, said, sharply, "Where is the--the person who arrived +here yesterday?" + +The man replied that "she" was in the drawing-room. The drawing-room +opened into the hall. Dare led the way, suppressed fury in his face, +looking back to see whether Mr. Alwynn was following him. The two men +went in together and shut the door. + +The enemy was intrenched and prepared for action. + +Mrs. Dare, as we must perforce call her for lack of any other +designation rather than for any right of hers to the title, was seated +on a yellow brocade ottoman, drawn up beside a roaring fire, her two +smart little feet resting on the edge of the low brass fender, and a +small work-table at her side, on which an elaborate medley of silks and +wools was displayed. Her attitude was that of a person at home, +aggressively at home. She was in the act of threading a needle when Dare +and Mr. Alwynn came in, and she put down her work at once, carefully +replacing the needle in safety, as she rose to receive them, and held +out her hand, with a manner the assurance of which, if both men had not +been too much frightened to notice it, was a little overdone. + +Dare disregarded her gesture of welcome, and she sat down again, and +returned to her work, with a laugh that was also a little overdone. + +"What do you mean by coming here?" he said, his voice hoarse with a +furious anger, which the sight of her seemed to have increased a +hundred-fold. + +"Because it is my proper place," she replied, tossing her head, and +drawing out a long thread of green silk; "because I have a right to +come." + +"You lie!" said Dare, fiercely, showing his teeth. + +"Lord, Alfred!" said Mrs. Dare, contemptuously, "don't make a scene +before strangers. We've had our tiffs before now, and shall have again, +I suppose. It's the natur' of married people to fall out; but there's no +call to carry on before friends. Push up that lounge nearer the fire. +Won't the other gentleman," turning to Mr. Alwynn, "come and warm +himself? I'm sure it's cold enough." + +Mr. Alwynn, who was a man of peace, devoutly wished he were at home +again in his own study. + +"It is a cold morning," he said; "but we are not here to discuss the +weather." + +He stopped short. He had been hurried here so much against his will, and +so entirely without an explanation, that he was not quite sure what he +had come to discuss, or how he could best support his friend. + +"What do you want?" said Dare, in the same suppressed voice, without +looking at her. + +"My rights," she said, incisively; "and, what's more, I mean to have +'em. I've not come over from America for nothing, I can tell you that; +and I've not come on a visit neither. I've come to stay." + +"What are these rights you talk of?" asked Mr. Alwynn, signing to Dare +to restrain himself. + +"As his wife, sir. I am his wife, as I can prove. I didn't come without +my lines to show. I didn't come on a speculation, to see if he'd a fancy +to have me back. No, afore I set my foot down anywheres I look to see as +it's solid walking." + +"Show your proof," said Mr. Alwynn. + +The woman ostentatiously got out a red morocco letter case, and produced +a paper which she handed to Mr. Alwynn. + +It was an authorized copy of a marriage register, drawn out in the usual +manner, between Alfred Dare, bachelor, English subject, and Ellen, widow +of the late Jaspar Carroll, of Neosho City, Kansas, U.S.A. The marriage +was dated seven years back. + +The names of Dare and Carroll swam before Mr. Alwynn's eyes. He glanced +at the paper, but he could not read it. + +"Is this a forgery, Dare?" he asked, holding it towards him. + +"No," said Dare, without looking at it; "it is right. But that is not +all. Now," turning to the woman, who was watching him triumphantly, +"show the other paper--the divorce." + +"I made inquiries about that," she replied, composedly. "I wasn't going +to be fooled by that 'ere, so I made inquiries from one as knows. The +divorce is all very well in America; but it don't count in England." + +Dare's face turned livid. Mr. Alwynn's flushed a deep red. He sat with +his eyes on the ground, the paper in his hand trembling a little. +Indignation against Dare, pity for him, anxiety not to judge him +harshly, struggled for precedence in his kind heart, still beating +tumultuously with the shock of Dare's first admission. He felt rather +than saw him take the paper out of his hand. + +"I shall keep this," Dare said, putting it in his pocket-book; and then, +turning to the woman again, he said, with an oath, "Will you go, or will +you wait till you are turned out?" + +"I'll wait," she replied, undauntedly. "I like the place well enough." + +She laughed and took up her work, and, after looking at her for a +moment, he flung out of the room, followed by Mr. Alwynn. + +The defeat was complete; nay, it was a rout. + +The dog-cart was still standing at the door. The butler was talking to +the groom; the gardener was training some new shoots of ivy against the +stone balustrade. + +Dare caught up his hat and gloves, and ordered that his portmanteau, +which had been taken into the hall, should be put back into the +dog-cart. As it was being carried down he looked at his watch. + +"I can catch the mid-day express for London," he said. "I can do it +easily." + +Mr. Alwynn made no reply. + +"Get in," continued Dare, feverishly; "the portmanteau is in." + +"I think I will walk home," said Mr. Alwynn, slowly. It gave him +excruciating pain to say anything so severe as this; but he got out the +words nevertheless. + +Dare looked at him in astonishment. + +"Get in," he said again, quickly. "I must speak to you. I will drive you +home. I have something to say." + +Mr. Alwynn never refused to hear what any one had to say. He went slowly +down the steps, and got into the cart, looking straight in front of him, +as his custom was when disturbed in mind. Dare followed. + +"I shall not want you, James," he said to the groom, his foot on the +step. + +At this moment the form of Mrs. Smith, the house-keeper, appeared +through the hall door, clothed in all the awful majesty of an upper +servant whose dignity has been outraged. + +"Sir," she said, in a clear not to say a high voice, "asking your +pardon, sir, but am I, or am I not, to take my orders from--" + +Goaded to frenzy, Dare poured forth a volley of horrible oaths French +and English, and, seizing up the reins, drove off at a furious rate. + +The servants remained standing about the steps, watching the dog-cart +whirl rapidly away. + +"He's been to church with her," said the gardener, at last. "I said all +along she'd never have come, unless she had her lines to show. I ha'n't +cut them white grapes she ordered yet; but I may as well go and do it." + +"Well," said Mrs. Smith, "grapes or no grapes, I'll never give up the +keys of the linen cupboards to the likes of her, and I'm not going to +have any one poking about among my china. I've not been here twenty +years to be asked for my lists in that way, and the winter curtains +ordered out unbeknownst to me;" and Mrs. Smith retreated to the +fastnesses of the house-keeper's room, whither even the audacious enemy +had not yet ventured to follow her. + +Meanwhile, Mr. Alwynn and Dare drove at moderated speed along the road +to Slumberleigh. For some time neither spoke. + +"I beg your pardon," said Dare at last. "I lost my head. I became +enraged. Before a clergyman and a lady, I know well, it is not permitted +to swear." + +"I can overlook that," said Mr. Alwynn; "but," turning very red again, +"other things I can't." + +Dare began to flourish his whip, and become excited again. + +"I will tell you all," he said with effusion--"every word. You have a +kind heart. I will confide in you." + +"I don't want confidences," said Mr. Alwynn. "I want straight-forward +answers to a few simple questions." + +"I will give them, these answers. I keep nothing back from a friend." + +"Then, first. Did you marry that woman?" + +"Yes," said Dare, shrugging his shoulders. "I married her, and often +afterwards, almost at once, I regretted it; but _que voulez-vous_, I was +young. I had no experience. I was but twenty-one." + +Mr. Alwynn stared at him in astonishment at the ease with which the +admission was made. + +"How long afterwards was it that you were divorced from her?" + +"Two years. Two long years." + +"For what reason?" + +"Temper. Ah! what a temper. Also because I left her for one year. It was +in Kansas, and in Kansas it is very easy to marry, and also to be +divorced." + +"It is a disgraceful story," said Mr. Alwynn, in great indignation. + +"Disgraceful!" echoed Dare, excitedly. "It is more than disgraceful. It +is abominable. You do not know all yet. I will tell you. I was young; I +was but a boy. I go to America when I am twenty-one, to travel, to see +the world. I make acquaintances. I get into a bad set, what you call +undesirable. I fall in love. I walk into a net. She was pretty, a pretty +widow, all love, all soul; without friends. I protect her. I marry her. +I have a little money. I have five thousand pounds. She knew that. She +spent it. I was a fool. In a year it was gone." Dare's face had become +white with rage. "And then she told me why she married me. I became +enraged. There was a quarrel, and I left her. I had no more money. She +left me alone, and a year after we are divorced. I never see her or hear +of her again. I return to Europe. I live by my voice in Paris. It is +five years ago. I have bought my experience. I put it from my mind. And +now"--his hands trembled with anger--"now that she thinks I have money +again, now, when in some way she hears how I have come to Vandon, she +dares to came back and say she is my wife." + +"Dare," said Mr. Alwynn, sternly, "what excuse have you for never +mentioning this before--before you became engaged to Ruth?" + +"What!" burst out Dare, "tell Ruth! Tell _her_! _Quelle idée._ I would +never speak to her of what might give her pain. I would keep all from +her that would cause her one moment's grief. Besides," he added, +conclusively, "it is not always well to talk of what has gone before. It +is not for her happiness or mine. She has been, one sees it well, +brought up since a young child very strictly. About some things she has +fixed ideas. If I had told her of these things which are passed away and +gone, she might not,"--and Dare looked gravely at Mr. Alwynn--"she might +not think so well of me." + +This view of the case was quite a new one to Mr. Alwynn. He looked back +at Dare with hopeless perplexity in his pained eyes. To one who +throughout life has regarded the supremacy of certain truths and +principles of actions as fixed, and recognized as a matter of course by +all the world, however imperfectly obeyed by individuals, the discovery +comes as a shock, which is at the moment overwhelming, when these same +truths and principles are seen to be entirely set aside, and their very +existence ignored by others. + +Where there is no common ground on which to meet, speech is unavailing +and mere waste of time. It is like shouting to a person at a distance +whom it is impossible to approach. If he notices anything it will only +be that, for some reasons of your own, you are making a disagreeable +noise. + +As Mr. Alwynn looked back at Dare his anger died away within him, and a +dull pain of deep disappointment and sense of sudden loneliness took its +place. Dare and he seemed many miles apart. He felt that it would be of +no use to say anything; and so, being a man, he held his peace. + +Dare continued talking volubly of how he would get a lawyer's opinion at +once in London; of his certainty that the American wife had no claim +upon him; of how he would go over to America, if necessary, to establish +the validity of his divorce; but Mr. Alwynn heard little or nothing of +what he said. He was thinking of Ruth with distress and +self-upbraiding. He had been much to blame, of course. + +Dare's mention of her name recalled his attention. + +"She is all goodness," he was saying. "She believes in me. She has +promised again that she will marry me--since yesterday. I trust her as +myself; but it is a grief which as little as possible must trouble her. +You will not say anything to her till I come back, till I return with +proof that I am free, as I told her? You will say nothing?" + +Dare had pulled up at the bottom of the drive to the rectory. + +"Very well," said Mr. Alwynn, absently, getting slowly out. He seemed +much shaken. + +"I will be back perhaps to-night, perhaps to-morrow morning," called +Dare after him. + +But Mr. Alwynn did not answer. + + * * * * * + +Dare's business took him a shorter time than he expected, and the same +night found him hurrying back by the last train to Slumberleigh. It was +a wild night. He had watched the evening close in lurid and stormy +across the chimneyed wastes of the black country, until the darkness +covered all the land, and wiped out even the last memory of the dead day +from the western sky. + +Who, travelling alone at night, has not watched the glimmer of light +through cottage windows as he hurries past; has not followed with +keenest interest for one brief second the shadow of one who moves +within, and imagination picturing a mysterious universal happiness +gathered round these twinkling points of light, has not experienced a +strange feeling of homelessness and loneliness? + +Dare sat very still in the solitude of the empty railway carriage, and +watched the little fleeting, mocking lights with a heavy heart. They +meant _homes_, and he should never have a home now. Once he saw a door +open in a squalid line of low houses, and the figure of a man with a +child in his arms stand outlined in the door-way against the ruddy light +within. Dare felt an unreasoning interest in that man. He found himself +thinking of him as the train hurried on, wondering whether his wife was +there waiting for him, and whether he had other children besides the one +he was carrying. And all the time, through his idle musings, he could +hear one sentence ringing in his ears, the last that his lawyer had said +to him after the long consultation of the afternoon. + +"I am sorry to tell you that you are incontestably a married man." + +Everything repeated it. The hoofs of the cab-horse that took him to the +station had hammered it out remorselessly all the way. The engine had +caught it up, and repeated it with unvarying, endless iteration. The +newspapers were full of it. When Dare turned to them in desperation he +saw it written in large letters across the sham columns. There was +nothing but that anywhere. It was the news of the day. Sick at heart, +and giddy from want of food, he sat crouched up in the corner of his +empty carriage, and vaguely wished the train would journey on for ever +and ever, nervously dreading the time when he should have to get out and +collect his wandering faculties once more. + +The old lawyer had been very kind to the agitated, incoherent young man +whose settlements he was already engaged in drawing up. At first, +indeed, it had seemed that the marriage would not be legally +binding--the marriage and divorce having both taken place in Kansas, +where the marriage laws are particularly lax--and he seemed inclined to +be hopeful; but as he informed himself about the particulars of the +divorce his face became grave and graver. When at last Dare produced the +copy of the marriage register, he shook his head. + +"'Alfred Dare, bachelor and English subject,'" he said. "That 'English +subject' makes a difficulty to start with. You had never, I believe, any +intention of acquiring what in law we call an American domicil? and, +although the technicalities of this subject are somewhat complicated, I +am afraid that in your case there is little, if any, doubt. The English +courts are very jealous of any interference by foreigners with the +status of an Englishman; and though a divorce legally granted by a +competent tribunal for an adequate cause might--I will not say would--be +held binding everywhere, there can be no doubt that where in the eyes of +our law the cause is _not_ adequate, our courts would refuse to +recognize it. Have you a copy of the register of divorce as well?" + +"No." + +"It is unfortunate; but no doubt you can remember the grounds on which +it was granted." + +"Incompatibility of temper, and she said I had deserted her. I had left +her the year before. We both agreed to separate." + +The lawyer shook his head. + +"What's incompatibility?" he said. "What's a year's absence? Nothing in +the eyes of an Englishman. Nothing in the law of this country." + +"But the divorce was granted. It was legal. There was no question," +said Dare, eagerly. "I was divorced in the same State as where I +married. I had lived there more than a year, which was all that was +necessary. No difficulty was made at the time." + +"No. Marriage is slipped into and slipped out of again with gratifying +facility in America, and Kansas is notorious for the laxity prevailing +there as regards marriage and divorce. It will be advisable to take the +opinion of counsel on the matter, but I can hold out very little hope +that your divorce would hold good, even in America. You see, you are +entered as a British subject on the marriage register, and I imagine +these words must have been omitted in the divorce proceedings, or some +difficulty would have been raised at the time, unless your residence in +Kansas made it unnecessary. But, even supposing by American law you are +free, that will be of no avail in England, for by the law of England, +which alone concerns you, I regret to be obliged to tell you that you +are incontestably a married man." + +And in spite of frantic reiterations, of wild protests on the part of +Dare, as if the compassionate old man represented the English law, and +could mould it at his pleasure, the lawyer's last word remained in +substance the same, though repeated many times. + +"Whether you are at liberty or not to marry again in America, I am +hardly prepared to say. I will look into the subject and let you know; +but in England I regret to repeat that you are a married man." + +Dare groaned in body and in spirit as the words came back to him; and +his thoughts, shrinking from the despair and misery at home, wandered +aimlessly away, anywhere, hither and thither, afraid to go back, afraid +to face again the desolation that sat so grim and stern in solitary +possession. + +The train arrived at Slumberleigh at last, and he got out, and shivered +as the driving wind swept across the platform. It surprised him that +there was a wind, although at every station down the line he had seen +people straining against it. He gave up his ticket mechanically, and +walked aimlessly away into the darkness, turning with momentary +curiosity to watch the train hurry on again, a pillar of fire by night, +as it had been a pillar of smoke by day. + +He passed the blinking station inn, forgetting that he had put up his +dog-cart there to await his return, and, hardly knowing what he did, +took from long habit the turn for Vandon. + +It was a wild night. The wind was driving the clouds across the moon at +a tremendous rate, and sweeping at each gust flights of spectre leaves +from the swaying trees. It caught him in the open of the bare high-road, +and would not let him go. It opposed him, and buffeted him at every +turn; but he held listlessly on his way. His feet took him, and he let +them take him whither they would. They led him stumbling along the dim +road, the dust of which was just visible like a gray mist before him, +until he reached the bridge by the mill. There his feet stopped of their +own accord, and he went and leaned against the low stone-wall, looking +down at the sudden glimpses of pale hurried water and trembling reed. + +The moon came out full and strong in temporary victory, and made black +shadows behind the idle millwheel and open mill-race, and black shadows, +black as death, under the bridge itself. Dare leaned over the wall to +watch the mysterious water and shadow run beneath. As he looked, he saw +the reflection of a man in the water watching him. He shook his fist +savagely at it, and it shook its fist amid a wavering of broken light +and shadow back at him. But it did not go away; it remained watching +him. There was something strange and unfamiliar about the river +to-night. It had a voice, too, which allured and repelled him--a voice +at the sound of which the grim despair within him stirred ominously at +first, and then began slowly to rise up gaunt and terrible; began to +move stealthily, but with ever-increasing swiftness through the deserted +chambers of his heart. + +No strong abiding principle was there to do battle with the enemy. The +minor feelings, sensibilities, emotions, amiable impulses, those +courtiers of our prosperous days, had all forsaken him and fled. Dare's +house in his hour of need was left unto him desolate. + +And the river spoke in a guilty whisper, which yet the quarrel of the +wind and the trees could not drown, of deep places farther down, where +the people were never found, people who--But there were shallows, too, +he remembered, shallow places among the stones where the trout were. If +anybody were drowned, Dare thought, gazing down at the pale shifting +moon in the water, he would be found there, perhaps, or at any rate, his +hat--he took his hat off, and held it tightly clinched in both his +hands--his hat would tell the tale. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + + +Charles left Slumberleigh Hall a few hours later than Dare had done, but +only to go back to Atherstone. He could not leave the neighborhood. This +burning fever of suspense would be unbearable at any other place, and in +any case he must return by Saturday, the day on which he had promised to +meet Raymond. His hand was really slightly injured, and he made the most +of it. He kept it bound up, telegraphed to put off his next shooting +engagement on the strength of it, and returned to Atherstone, even +though he was aware that Lady Mary had arrived there the day before, on +her way home to her house in London. + +Ralph and Evelyn were accustomed to sudden and erratic movements on the +part of Charles, and to Molly he was a sort of archangel, who might +arrive out of space at any moment, untrammelled by such details as +distance, trains, time, or tide. But to Lady Mary his arrival was a +significant fact, and his impatient refusal to have his hand +investigated was another. Her cold gray eyes watched him narrowly, and, +conscious that they did so, he kept out of her way as much as possible, +and devoted himself to Molly more than ever. + +He was sailing a mixed fleet of tin ducks and fishes across the tank by +the tool shed, under her supervision, on the afternoon of the day he had +arrived, when Ralph came to find him in great excitement. His keeper had +just received private notice from the Thursbys' keeper that a raid on +the part of a large gang of poachers was expected that night in the +parts of the Slumberleigh coverts that had not yet been shot over, and +which adjoined Ralph's own land. + +"Whereabout will that be?" said Charles, inattentively, drawing his +magnet slowly in front of the fleet. + +"Where?" said Ralph, excitedly, "why, round by the old house, round by +Arleigh, of course. Thursby and I have turned down hundreds of pheasants +there. Don't you remember the hot corner by the coppice last year, below +the house, where we got forty at one place, and how the wind took them +as they came over?" + +"Near _Arleigh_?" repeated Charles, with sudden interest. + +"Uncle Charles," interposed Molly, reproachfully, "don't let all the +ducks stick onto the magnet like that. I told you not before. Make it go +on in front." + +But Charles's attention had wandered from the ducks. + +"Yes," continued Ralph, "near Arleigh. There was a gang of poachers +there last year, and the keepers dared not attack them they were so +strong, though they were shooting right and left. But we'll be even with +them this year. My men are going, and I shall go with them. You had +better come too, and join the fun. The more the better." + +"Why should I go?" said Charles, listlessly. "Am I my brother's keeper, +or even his underkeeper? Molly, don't splash your uncle's wardrobe. +Besides, I expect it is a false alarm or a blind." + +"False alarm!" retorted Ralph. "I tell you Thursby's head keeper, +Shaw--you know Shaw--saw a man himself only last night in the Arleigh +coverts; came upon him suddenly, reconnoitring, of course; for to-night, +and would have collared him too if the moon had not gone in, and when it +came out again he was gone." + +"Of course, and he will warn off the rest to-night." + +"Not a bit of it. He never saw Shaw. Shaw takes his oath he didn't see +him. I'll lay any odds they will beat those coverts to-night, and, by +George! we'll nail some of them, if we have an ounce of luck." + +Ralph's sporting instinct, to which even the fleeting vision of a chance +weasel never appealed in vain, was now thoroughly aroused, and even +Charles shared somewhat in his excitement. + +How could he warn Raymond to lie close? The more he thought of it the +more impossible it seemed. It was already late in the afternoon. He +could not, for Raymond's sake, risk being seen hanging about in the +woods near Arleigh for no apparent reason, and Raymond was not expecting +to see him in any case for two days to come, and would probably be +impossible to find. He could do nothing but wait till the evening came, +when he might have some opportunity, if the night were only dark enough, +of helping or warning him. + +The night was dark enough when it came; but it was unreliable. A tearing +autumn wind drove armies of clouds across the moon, only to sweep them +away again at a moment's notice. The wind itself rose and fell, dropped +and struggled up again like a furious wounded animal. + +"It will drop at midnight," said Ralph to Charles below his breath, as +they walked in the darkness along the road towards Slumberleigh; "and +the moon will come out when the wind goes. I have told Evans and Brooks +to go by the fields, and meet us at the cross-roads in the low woods. It +is a good night for us. We don't want light yet a while; and the more +row the wind kicks up till we are in our places ready for them the +better." + +They walked on in silence, nearly missing in the dark the turn for +Slumberleigh, where the road branched off to Vandon. + +"We must be close upon the river by this time," said Ralph; "but I can't +hear it for the wind." + +The moon came out suddenly, and showed close on their right the mill +blocking out the sky, and the dark sweep of the river below, between +pale wastes of flooded meadow. Upon the bridge, leaning over the wall, +stood the figure of a man, bareheaded, with his hat in his hands. + +He could not see his face, but something in his attitude struck Charles +with a sudden chill. + +"By ----," he said, below his breath, plucking Ralph's arm, "there's +mischief going on there!" + +Ralph did not hear, and in another moment Charles was thankful he had +not done so. + +The man raised himself a little, and the light fell full on his white +desperate face. He was feeling up and down the edge of the stone-parapet +with his hands. As he moved, Charles recognized him, and drew in his +breath sharply. + +"Who is that?" said Ralph, his obtuser faculties perceiving the man for +the first time. + +Charles made no answer, but began to whistle loudly one of the tunes of +the day. He saw Dare give a guilty start, and, catching at the wall for +support, lean heavily against it as he looked wildly down the road, +where the shadow of the trees had so far served to screen the approach +of Charles and Ralph, who now emerged into the light, or at least would +have done so, if the moonlight had not been snatched away at that +moment. + +"Holloa, Dare!" said Ralph, cheerfully, through the darkness, "I saw +you. What are you up to standing on the bridge at midnight, with the +clock striking the hour, and all that sort of thing; and what have you +done with your hat--dropped it into the water?" + +Dare muttered something unintelligible, and peered suspiciously through +the darkness at Charles. + +The moon made a feint at coming out again, which came to nothing, but +which gave Charles a moment's glimpse of Dare's convulsed face. And the +grave penetrating glance that met his own so fixedly told Dare in that +moment that Charles had guessed his business on the bridge. Both men +were glad of the returning darkness, and of the presence of Ralph. + +"Come along with us," the latter was saying to Dare, explaining the +errand on which they were bound; and Dare, stupefied with past emotion, +and careless of what he did or where he went, agreed. + +It was less trouble to agree than to find a reason for refusing. He +mechanically put on his hat, which he had unconsciously crushed together +a few minutes before, in a dreadful dream from which even now he had not +thoroughly awaked. And, still walking like a man in a dream, he set off +with the other two. + +"There was suicide in his face," thought Charles, as he swung along +beside his brother. "He would have done it if we had not come up. Good +God! can it be that it is all over between him and Ruth?" The blood +rushed to his head, and his heart began to beat wildly. He walked on in +silence, seeing nothing, hearing nothing. Raymond and the poachers were +alike forgotten. + +It was not until a couple of men joined them silently in the woods, and +others presently rose up out of the darkness, to whisper directions and +sink down again, that Charles came to himself with a start, and pulled +himself together. + +The party had halted. It was pitch-dark, and he was conscious of +something towering up above him, black and lowering. It was the ruined +house of Arleigh. + +"You and Brooks wait here, and keep well under the lea of the house," +said Ralph, in a whisper. "If the moon comes out, get into the shadow of +the wall. Don't shout till you're sure of them. Shaw is down by the +stables. Dare and Evans you both come on with me. Shaw's got two men at +the end of the glade, but it's the nearest coverts he is keenest on, +because they can get a horse and cart up close to take the game, and get +off sharp if they are surprised. They did last year. Don't stir if you +hear wheels. Wait for them." And with this parting injunction Ralph +disappeared noiselessly with Dare and the other keeper in the direction +of the stables. + +Ralph had been right. The wind was dropping. It came and went fitfully, +returning as if from great distances, and hurrying past weak and +impotent, leaving sudden silences behind. Charles and his companion, a +strapping young underkeeper, evidently anxious to distinguish himself, +waited, listening intently in the intervals of silence. The ivy on the +old house shivered and whispered over their heads, and against one of +the shuttered windows near the ground some climbing plant, torn loose by +the wind, tapped incessantly, as if calling to the ghosts within. +Charles glanced ever and anon at the sky. It showed no trace of +clearing--as yet. He was getting cramped with standing. He wished he had +gone on to the stables. His anxiety for Raymond was sharpened by this +long inaction. He seemed to have been standing for ages. What were the +others doing? Not a sound reached him between the lengthening pauses of +the wind. His companion stood drawn up motionless beside him; and so +they waited, straining eye and ear into the darkness, conscious that +others were waiting and listening also. + +_At last_ in the distance came a faint sound of wheels. Charles and +Brooks instinctively drew a long breath; and Charles for the first time +believed the alarm of poachers had not been a false one after all. It +was the faintest possible sound of wheels. It would hardly have been +heard at all but for some newly broken stones over which it passed. +Then, without coming nearer, it stopped. + +Charles listened intently. The wind had dropped down dead at last, and +in the stillness he felt as if he could have heard a mouse stir miles +away. But all was quiet. There was no sound but the tremulous whisper of +the ivy. The spray near the window had ceased its tapping against the +shutter, and was listening too. Slowly the moon came out, and looked on. + +And then suddenly, from the direction of the stables, came a roar of +men's voices, a sound of bursting and crashing through the under-wood, a +thundering of heavy feet, followed by a whirring of frightened birds +into the air. Brooks leaned forward breathing hard, and tightening his +newly moistened grip on his heavy knotted stick. + +Another moment and a man's figure darted across the open, followed by a +chorus of shouts, and Charles's heart turned sick within him. It was +Raymond. + +"Cut him off at the gate, Charles," roared Ralph from behind; "down to +the left." + +There was not a second for reflection. As Brooks rushed headlong +forward, Charles hurriedly interposed his stick between his legs, and +leaving him to flounder, started off in pursuit. + +"Down to your left," cried a chorus of voices from behind, as he shot +out of the shadow of the house; for Charles was some way ahead of the +rest owing to his position. + +He could hear Raymond crashing in front; then he saw him again for a +moment in a strip of open, running as a man does who runs for his life, +with a furious recklessness of all obstacles. Charles saw he was making +for the rocky thickets below the house, where the uneven ground and the +bracken would give him a better chance. Did he remember the deep sunken +wall which, broken down in places, still separated the wilderness of the +garden from the wilderness outside? Charles was lean and active, and he +soon out-distanced the other pursuers, but a man is hard to overtake who +has such reasons for not being overtaken as Raymond, and do what he +would he could not get near him. He bore down to the left, but Raymond +seemed to know it, and, edging away again, held for the woods a little +higher up. Charles tacked, and then as he ran he saw that Raymond was +making with headlong blindness through the shrubbery direct for the deep +sunk wall which bounded the Arleigh grounds. Would he see it in the +uncertain light? He must be close upon it now. He was running like a +madman. As Charles looked he saw him pitch suddenly forward out of sight +and heard a heavy fall. If Charles ever ran in his life, it was then. As +he swiftly let himself drop over the wall, lower than Raymond had taken +it, he saw Ralph and Dare, followed by the others, come streaming down +the slope in the moonlight, spreading as they came. It was now or never. +He rushed up the fosse under cover of the wall, and almost stumbled over +a prostrate figure, which was helplessly trying to raise itself on its +hands and knees. + +"Danvers, it's me," gasped Raymond, turning a white tortured face feebly +towards him. "Don't let those devils get me." + +"Keep still," panted Charles, pushing him down among the bracken. "Lie +close under the wall, and make for the house again when it's quiet;" And +darting back under cover of the wall, to the place where he had dropped +over it, he found Dare almost upon him, and rushed headlong down the +steep rocky descent, roaring at the top of his voice, and calling wildly +to the others. The pursuit swept away through the wood, down the hill, +and up the sandy ascent on the other side; swept almost over the top of +Charles, who had flung himself down, dead-beat and gasping for breath, +at the bottom of the gully. + +He heard the last of the heavy lumbering feet crash past him, and heard +the shouting die away before he stiffly dragged himself up again, and +began to struggle painfully back up the slippery hill-side, down which +he had rushed with a whole regiment of loose and hopping stones ten +minutes before. He regained the wall at last, and crept back to the +place where he had left Raymond. It was with a sigh of relief that he +found that he was gone. No doubt he had got into safety somewhere, +perhaps in the cottage itself, where no one would dream of looking for +him. He stumbled along among the loose stones by the wall till he came +to the place by the gate where it was broken down, and clambering up, +for the gate was locked, made his way back through the shrubberies, and +desolate remains of garden, towards the point near the house where +Raymond had first broken cover. As he came round a clump of bushes his +heart gave a great leap, and then sank within him. + +Three men were standing in the middle of the lawn in the moonlight, +gathered round something on the ground. Seized by a horrible misgiving, +he hurried towards them. At a little distance a dog-cart was being +slowly led over the grass-grown drive towards the house. + +"What is it? Any one hurt?" he asked, hoarsely, joining the little +group; but as he looked he needed no answer. One glance told him that +the prostrate, unconscious figure on the ground, with blood slowly +oozing from the open mouth, was Raymond Deyncourt. + +"Great God! the man's dying," he said, dropping on his knees beside him. + +"He's all right, sir; he'll come to," said a little brisk man, in a +complacent, peremptory tone. "It's only the young chap,"--pointing to +the bashful but gratified Brooks--"as crocked him over the head a bit +sharper than needful. Here, Esp,"--to the grinning Slumberleigh +policeman, whom Charles now recognized, "tell the lad to bring up the +'orse and trap over the grass. We shall have a business to shift him as +it is." + +"Is he a poacher?" asked Charles. "He doesn't look like it." + +"Lord! no, sir," replied the little man, and Charles's heart went +straight down into his boots and stayed there. "I'm come down from +Birmingham after him. He's no poacher. The police have wanted him very +special for some time for the Francisco forgery case." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + + +Charles watched the detective and the policeman hoist Raymond into the +dog-cart and drive away, supporting him between them. No doubt it had +been the wheels of that dog-cart which they had heard in the distance. +Then he turned to Brooks. + +"How is it you remained behind?" he asked, sharply. + +Brooks's face fell, and he explained that just as he was starting in the +pursuit he had caught his legs on "Sir Chawles sir's" stick, and "barked +hisself." + +"I remember," said Charles. "You got in my way. You should look out +where you are going. You may as well go and find my stick." + +The poor victim of duplicity departed rather crestfallen, and at this +moment Dare came up. + +"We have lost him," he said, wiping his forehead. "I don't know what has +become of him." + +"He doubled back here," said Charles. "I followed, but you all went on. +The police have got him. He was not a poacher after all, so they said." + +"Ah!" said Dare. "They have him? I regret it. He ran well. I could wish +he had escaped. I was in the door-way of a stable watching a long time, +and all in a moment he rushed past me out of the door. The policeman was +seeking within when he came out, but though he touched me I could not +stop him. And now," with sudden weariness as his excitement evaporated, +"all is, then, over for the night? And the others? Where are they? Do we +wait for them here?" + +"We should wait some time if we did," replied Charles. "Ralph is certain +to go on to the other coverts. He has poachers on the brain. Probably +the rumor that they were coming here was only a blind, and they are +doing a good business somewhere else. I am going home. I have had enough +enjoyment for one evening. I should advise you to do the same." + +Dare winced, and did not answer, and Charles suddenly remembered that +there were circumstances which might make it difficult for him to go +back to Vandon. + +They walked away together in silence. Dare, who had been wildly excited, +was beginning to feel the reaction. He was becoming giddy and faint with +exhaustion and want of food. He had eaten nothing all day. They had not +gone far when Charles saw that he stumbled at every other step. + +"Look out," he said once, as Dare stumbled more heavily than usual, +"you'll twist your ankle on these loose stones if you're not more +careful." + +"It is so dark," said Dare, faintly. + +The moon was shining brightly at the moment, and as Charles turned to +look at him in surprise, Dare staggered forward, and would have +collapsed altogether if he had not caught him by the arm. + +"Sit down," he said, authoritatively. "Here, not on me, man, on the +bank. Always sit down when you can't stand. You have had too much +excitement. I felt the same after my first Christmas-tree. You will be +better directly." + +Charles spoke lightly, but he knew from what he had seen that Dare must +have passed a miserable day. He had never liked him. It was impossible +that he should have done so. But even his more active dislike of the +last few months gave way to pity for him now, and he felt almost ashamed +at the thought that his own happiness was only to be built on the ruin +of poor Dare's. + +He made him swallow the contents of his flask, and as Dare choked and +gasped himself back into the fuller possession of his faculties, and +experienced the benign influences of whiskey, entertained at first +unawares, his heart, always easily touched, warmed to the owner of the +silver flask, and of the strong arm that was supporting him with an +unwillingness he little dreamed of. His momentary jealousy of Charles in +the summer had long since been forgotten. He felt towards him now, as +Charles helped him up, and he proceeded slowly on his arm, as a friend +and a brother. + +Charles, entirely unconscious of the noble sentiments which he and his +flask had inspired, looked narrowly at his companion, as they neared the +turn for Atherstone, and said with some anxiety: + +"Where are you going to-night?" + +Dare made no answer. He had no idea where he was going. + +Charles hesitated. He could not let him walk back alone to Vandon--over +the bridge. It was long past midnight. Dare's evident inability to think +where to turn touched him. + +"Can I be of any use to you?" he said, earnestly. "Is there anything I +can do? Perhaps, at present, you would rather not go to Vandon." + +"No, no," said Dare, shuddering; "I will not go there." + +Charles felt more certain than ever that it would not be safe to leave +him to his own devices, and his anxiety not to lose sight of him in his +present state gave a kindness to his manner of which he was hardly +aware. + +"Come back to Atherstone with me," he said, "I will explain it to Ralph +when he comes in. It will be all right." + +Dare accepted the proposition with gratitude. It relieved him for the +moment from coming to any decision. He thanked Charles with effusion, +and then--his natural impulsiveness quickened by the quantity of raw +spirits he had swallowed, by this mark of sympathy, by the moonlight, by +Heaven knows what that loosens the facile tongue of unreticence--then +suddenly, without a moment's preparation, he began to pour forth his +troubles into Charles's astonished and reluctant ears. It was vain to +try to stop him, and, after the first moment of instinctive recoil, +Charles was seized by a burning curiosity to know all where he already +knew so much, to put an end to this racking suspense. + +"And that is not the worst," said Dare, when he had recounted how the +woman he had seen on the church steps was in very deed the wife she +claimed to be. "That is not the worst. I love another. We are affianced. +We are as one. I bring sorrow upon her I love." + +"She knows, then?" asked Charles, hoarsely, hating himself for being +such a hypocrite, but unable to refrain from putting a leading question. + +"She knows that some one--a person--is at Vandon," replied Dare, "who +calls herself my wife, but I tell her it is not true and she, all +goodness, all heavenly calm, she trusts me, and once again she promises +to marry me if I am free, as I tell her, as I swear to her." + +Charles listened in astonishment. He saw Dare was speaking the truth, +but that Ruth could have given such a promise was difficult to believe. +He did not know, what Dare even had not at all realized, that she had +given it in the belief that Dare, from his answers to her questions, had +never been married to the woman at all, in the belief that she was a +mere adventuress seeking to make money out of him by threatening a +scandalous libel, and without the faintest suspicion that she was his +divorced wife, whether legally or illegally divorced. + +Dare had understood the promise to depend on the legality or illegality +of that divorce, and told Charles so in all good faith. With an +extraordinary effort of reticence he withheld the name of his affianced, +and pressing Charles's arm, begged him to ask no more. And Charles, +half-sorry, half-contemptuous, wholly ashamed of having allowed such a +confidence to be forced upon him, marched on in silence, now divided +between mortal anxiety for Raymond and pity for Dare, now striving to +keep down a certain climbing rapturous emotion which would not be +suppressed. + +One of the servants had waited up for their return, and, after getting +Dare something to eat, Charles took him up to the room which had been +prepared for himself, and then, feeling he had done his duty by him, and +that he was safe for the present, went back to smoke by the smoking-room +fire till Ralph came in, which was not till several hours later. When he +did at last return it was in triumph. He was dead-beat, voiceless, and +foot-sore; but a sense of glory sustained him. Four poachers had been +taken red-handed in the coverts farthest from Arleigh. The rumor about +Arleigh had, of course, been a blind; but he, Ralph, thank Heaven, was +not to be taken in in such a hurry as all that! He could look after his +interests as well as most men. In short, he was full of glorification to +the brim, and it was only after hearing a hoarse and full account of the +whole transaction several times over that Charles was able in a pause +for breath to tell him that he had offered Dare a bed, as he was quite +tired out, and was some distance from Vandon. + +"All right. Quite right," said Ralph, unheeding; "but you and he missed +the best part of the whole thing. Great Scot! when I saw them come +dodging round under the Black Rock and--" He was off again; and Charles +doubted afterwards, as he fell asleep in his arm-chair by the fire, +whether Ralph, already slumbering peacefully opposite him, had paid the +least attention to what he had told him, and would not have entirely +forgotten it in the morning. And, in fact, he did, and it was not until +Evelyn desired, with dignity, on the morrow, that another time +unsuitable persons should not be brought at midnight to _her_ house, +that he remembered what had happened. + +Charles, who was present, immediately took the blame upon himself, but +Evelyn was not to be appeased. By this time the whole neighborhood was +ringing with the news of the arrival of a foreign wife at Vandon, and +Evelyn felt that Dare's presence in her blue bedroom, with crockery and +crewel-work curtains to match, compromised that apartment and herself, +and that he must incontinently depart out of it. It was in vain that +Ralph and even Charles expostulated. She remained unmoved. It was not, +she said, as if she had been unwilling to receive him, in the first +instance, as a possible Roman Catholic, though many might have blamed +her for that, and perhaps she _had_ been to blame; but she had never, +no, never, had any one to stay that anybody could say anything about. +(This was a solemn fact which it was impossible to deny.) Ralph might +remember her own cousin, Willie Best, and she had always liked Willie, +had never been asked again after that time--Ralph chuckled--that time he +knew of. She was very sorry, and she quite understood all Charles meant, +and she quite saw the force of what he said; but she could not allow +people to stay in the house who had foreign wives that had been kept +secret. What was poor Willie, who had only--Ralph need not laugh; there +was nothing to laugh at--what was Willie to this? She must be +consistent. She could see Charles was very angry with her, but she could +not encourage what was wrong, even if he was angry. In short, Dare must +go. + +But, when it came to the point, it was found that Dare could not go. +Nothing short of force would have turned the unwelcome guest out of the +bed in the blue bedroom, from which he made no attempt to rise, and on +which he lay worn-out and feverish, in a stupor of sheer mental and +physical exhaustion. + +Charles and Ralph went and looked at him rather ruefully, with masculine +helplessness, and the end of it was that Evelyn, in nowise softened, for +she was a good woman, had to give way, and a doctor was sent for. + +"Send for the man in D----. Don't have the Slumberleigh man," said +Charles; "it will only make more talk;" and the doctor from D---- was +accordingly sent for. + +He did not arrive till the afternoon, and after he had seen Dare, and +given him a sleeping draught, and had talked reassuringly of a mental +shock and a feverish temperament he apologized for his delay in coming. +He had been kept, he said, drawing on his gloves as he spoke, by a very +serious case in the police-station at D----. A man had been arrested on +suspicion the previous night, and he seemed to have sustained some fatal +internal injury. He ought to have been taken to the infirmary at once; +but it had been thought he was only shamming when first arrested, and +once in the police-station he could not be moved, and--the doctor took +up his hat--he would probably hardly outlive the day. + +"By-the-way," he added, turning at the door, "he asked over and over +again, while I was with him, to see you or Mr. Danvers. I'm sure I +forget which, but I promised him I would mention it. Nearly slipped my +memory, all the same. He said one of you had known him in his better +days, at--Oxford, was it?" + +"What name?" asked Charles. + +"Stephens," replied the doctor. "He seemed to think you would remember +him." + +"Stephens," said Charles, reflectively. "Stephens! I once had a valet of +that name, and a very good one he was, who left my service rather +abruptly, taking with him numerous portable memorials of myself, +including a set of diamond studs. I endeavored at the time to keep up my +acquaintance with him; but he took measures effectually to close it. In +fact, I have never heard of him from that day to this." + +"That's the man, no doubt," replied the doctor. "He has--er--a sort of +look about him as if he might have been in a gentleman's service once; +seen-better-days-sort of look, you know." + +Charles said he should be at D---- in the course of the afternoon, and +would make a point of looking in at the police-station; and a quarter of +an hour later he was driving as hard as he could tear in Ralph's high +dog-cart along the road to D----. It was a six-mile drive, and he +slackened as he reached the straggling suburbs of the little town, lying +before him in a dim mist of fine rain and smoke. + +Arrived at the dismal building which he knew to be the police-station, +he was shown into a small room hung round with papers, where the warden +was writing, and desired, with an authority so evidently accustomed to +obedience that it invariably insured it, to see the prisoner. The +prisoner, he said, at whose arrest he had been present, had expressed a +wish to see him through the doctor; and as the warden demurred for the +space of one second, Charles mentioned that he was a magistrate and +justice of the peace, and sternly desired the confused official to show +him the way at once. That functionary, awed by the stately manner which +none knew better than Charles when to assume, led the way down a narrow +stone passage, past numerous doors behind one of which a banging sound, +accompanied by alcoholic oaths, suggested the presence of a freeborn +Briton chafing under restraint. + +"I had him put up-stairs, sir," said the warden, humbly. "We didn't know +when he came in as it was a case for the infirmary; but seeing he was +wanted for a big thing, and poorly in his 'ealth, I giv' him one of the +superior cells, with a mattress and piller complete." + +The man was evidently afraid that Charles had come as a magistrate to +give him a reprimand of some kind, for, as he led the way up a narrow +stone staircase, he continued to expatiate on the luxury of the +"mattress and piller," on the superiority of the cell, and how a nurse +had been sent for at once from the infirmary, when, owing to his own +shrewdness, the prisoner was found to be "a hospital case." + +"The doctor wouldn't have him moved," he said, opening a closed door in +a long passage full of doors, the rest of which stood open. "It's not +reg'lar to have him in here, sir, I know; but the doctor wouldn't have +him moved." + +Charles passed through the door, and found himself in a narrow +whitewashed cell, with a bed at one side, over which an old woman in the +dress of a hospital nurse was bending. + +"You can come out, Martha," said the warden. "The gentleman's come to +see 'im." + +As the old woman disappeared, courtesying, he lingered to say, in a +whisper, "Do you know him, sir?" + +"Yes," said Charles, looking fixedly at the figure on the bed. "I +remember him. I knew him years ago, in his better days. I dare say he +will have something to tell me." + +"If it should be anything as requires a witness," continued the +man--"he's said a deal already, and it's all down in proper form--but if +there's anything more----" + +"I will let you know," said Charles, looking towards the door, and the +warden took the hint and went out of it, closing it quietly. + +Charles crossed the little room, and, sitting down in the crazy chair +beside the bed, laid his hand gently on the listless hand lying palm +upward on the rough gray counterpane. + +"Raymond," he said; "it is I, Danvers." + +The hand trembled a little, and made a faint attempt to clasp his. +Charles took the cold, lifeless hand, and held it in his strong gentle +grasp. + +"It is Danvers," he said again. + +The sick man turned his head slowly on the pillow, and looked fixedly at +him. Death's own color, which imitation can never imitate, nor ignorance +mistake, was stamped upon that rigid face. + +"I'm done for," he said with a faint smile, which touched the lips but +did not reach the solemn far-reaching eyes. + +Charles could not speak. + +"You said I should turn up tails once too often," continued Raymond, +with slow halting utterance, "and I've done it. I knew it was all up +when I pitched over that d----d wall onto the stones. I felt I'd killed +myself." + +"How did they get you?" said Charles. + +"I don't know," replied Raymond, closing his eyes wearily, as if the +subject had ceased to interest him. "I think I tried to creep along +under the wall towards the place where it is broken down, when I fancy +some one came over long after the others and knocked me on the head." + +Charles reflected with sudden wrath that Brooks, no doubt, had been the +man, and how much worse than useless his manoeuvre with the stick had +been. + +"I did my best," he said, humbly. + +"Yes," replied the other; "and I would not have forgotten it, either, +if--if there had been any time to remember it in; but there won't be. +I've owned up," he continued, in a labored whisper. "Stephens has made a +full confession. You'll have it in all the papers to-morrow. And while I +was at it I piled on some more I never did, which will get friends over +the water out of trouble. Tom Flavell did me a good turn once, and he's +been in hiding these two years for--well, it don't much matter what, but +I've shoved that in with the rest, though it was never in my +line--never. He'll be able to go home now." + +"Have not you confessed under your own name?" + +"No," replied Raymond, with a curious remnant of that pride of race at +which it is the undisputed privilege of low birth and a plebeian +temperament to sneer. "I won't have my own name dragged in. I dropped it +years ago. I've confessed as Stephens, and I'll die and be buried as +Stephens. I'm not going to disgrace the family." + +There was a constrained silence of some minutes. + +"Would you like to see your sister?" asked Charles; but Raymond shook +his head with feeble decision. + +"That man!" he said, suddenly, after a long pause. "That man in the +door-way! How did he come there?" + +"There is no man in the door-way," said Charles, reassuringly. "There is +no one here but me." + +"Last night," continued Raymond, "last night in the stables. I watched +him stand in the door-way." + +Charles remembered how Dare had said Raymond had bolted out past him. + +"That was Dare," he said; "the man who was to have been your +brother-in-law." + +"Ah!" said Raymond with evident unconcern. "I thought I'd seen him +before. But he's altered. He's grown into a man. So he is to marry Ruth, +is he?" + +"Not now. He was to have done, but a divorced wife from America has +turned up. She arrived at Vandon the day before yesterday. It seems the +divorce in America does not hold in England." + +Raymond started. + +"The old fox," he said, with feeble energy. "Tracked him out, has she? +We used to call them fox and goose when she married him. By ----, she +squeezed every dollar out of him before she let him go, and now she's +got him again, has she? She always was a cool hand. The old fox," he +continued, with contempt and admiration in his voice. "She's playing a +bold game, and the luck is on her side, but she's no more his wife than +I am, and she knows that perfectly well." + +"Do you mean that the divorce was----" + +"Divorce, bosh!" said Raymond, working himself up into a state of feeble +excitement frightful to see. "I tell you she was never married to him +legally. She called herself a widow when she married Dare, but she had a +husband living, Jasper Carroll, serving his time at Baton Rouge Jail, +down South, all the time. He died there a year afterwards, but hardly a +soul knows it to this day; and those that do don't care about bringing +themselves into public notice. They'll prefer hush-money, if they find +out what she's up to now. The prison register would prove it directly. +But Dare will never find it out. How should he?" + +Raymond sank back speechless and panting. A strong shudder passed over +him, and his breath seemed to fail. + +"It's coming," he whispered, hoarsely. "That lying doctor said I had +several hours, and I feel it coming already." + +"Danvers," he continued, hurriedly, "are you still there?" Then, as +Charles bent over him, "Closer; bend down. I want to see your face. Keep +your own counsel about Dare. There's no one to tell if you don't. He's +not fit for Ruth. You can marry her now. I saw what I saw. She'll take +you. And some day--some day, when you have been married a long time, +tell her I'm dead; and tell her--about Flavell, and how I owned to +it--but that I did not do it. I never sank so low as that." His voice +had dropped to a whisper which died imperceptibly away. + +"I will tell her," said Charles; and Raymond turned his face to the +wall, and spoke no more. + +The struggle had passed, and for the moment death held aloof; but his +shadow was there, lying heavy on the deepening twilight, and darkening +all the little room. Raymond seemed to have sunk into a stupor, and at +last Charles rose silently and went out. + +He was dimly conscious of meeting some one in the passage, of answering +some question in the negative, and then he found himself gathering up +the reins, and driving through the narrow lighted streets of D---- in +the dusk, and so away down the long flat high-road to Atherstone. + +A white mist had risen up to meet the darkness, and had shrouded all the +land. In sweeps and curves along the fields a gleaming pallor lay of +heavy dew upon the grass, and on the road the long lines of dim water in +the ruts reflected the dim sky. + +Carts lumbered past him in the darkness once or twice, the men in them +peering back at his reckless driving; and once a carriage with lamps +came swiftly up the road towards him, and passed him with a flash, +grazing his wheel. But he took no heed. Drive as quickly as he would +through mist and darkness, a voice followed him, the voice of a pursuing +devil close at his ear, whispering in the halting, feeble utterance of a +dying man: + +"Keep your own counsel about Dare. There is no one to tell if you +don't." + +Charles shivered and set his teeth. High on the hill among the trees the +distant lights of Slumberleigh shone like glowworms through the mist. He +looked at them with wild eyes. She was there, the woman who loved him, +and whom he passionately loved. He could stretch forth his hand to take +her if he would. His breath came hard and thick. A hand seemed clutching +and tearing at his heart. And close at his ear the whisper came: + +_"There is no one to tell if you don't."_ + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + + +It was close on dressing-time when Charles came into the drawing-room, +where Evelyn and Molly were building castles on the hearth-rug in the +ruddy firelight. After changing his damp clothes, he had gone to the +smoking-room, but he had found Dare sitting there in a vast +dressing-gown of Ralph's, in a state of such utter dejection, with his +head in his hands, that he had silently retreated again before he had +been perceived. He did not want to see Dare just now. He wished he were +not in the house. + +Quite oblivious of the fact that he was not in Evelyn's good graces, he +went and sat by the drawing-room fire, and absently watched Molly +playing with her bricks. Presently, when the dressing-bell rang, Evelyn +went away to dress, and Molly, tired of her castles, suggested that she +might sit on his knee. + +He let her climb up and wriggle and finally settle herself as it seemed +good to her, but he did not speak; and so they sat in the firelight +together, Molly's hand lovingly stroking his black velvet coat. But her +talents lay in conversation, not in silence, and she soon broke it. + +"You do look beautiful to-night, Uncle Charles." + +"Do I?" without elation. + +"Do you know, Uncle Charles, Ninny's sister with the wart on her cheek +has been to tea? She's in the nursery now. Ninny says she's to have a +bite of supper before she goes." + +"You don't say so?" + +"And we had buttered toast to tea, and she said you were the most +splendid gentleman she ever saw." + +Charles did not answer. He did not even seem to have heard this +interesting tribute to his personal appearance. Molly felt that +something must be gravely amiss, and, laying her soft cheek against his, +she whispered, confidentially: + +"Uncle Charles, are you uncomferable inside?" + +There was a long pause. + +"Yes, Molly," at last, pressing her to him. + +"Is it there?" said Molly, sympathetically, laying her hand on the front +portion of her amber sash. + +"No, Molly; I only wish it were." + +"It's not the little green pears, then," said Molly, with the sigh of +experience, "because it's always _just_ there, _always_, with them. It +was again yesterday. They're nasty little pears,"--with a touch of +personal resentment. + +Uncle Charles smiled at last, but it was not quite his usual smile. + +"Miss Molly," said a voice from the door, "your mamma has sent for you." + +"It's not bedtime yet." + +"Your mamma says you are to come at once," was the reply. + +Molly, knowing from experience that an appeal to Charles was useless on +these occasions, wriggled down from her perch rather reluctantly, and +bade her uncle "Good-night." + +"Perhaps it will be better to-morrow," she said, consolingly. + +"Perhaps," he said, nodding at her; and he took her little head between +his hands, and kissed her. She rubbed his kiss off again, and walked +gravely away. She could not be merry and ride in triumph up-stairs on +kind curvetting Sarah's willing back, while her friend was "uncomferable +inside." There was no galloping down the passage that night, no +pleasantries with the sponge in Molly's tub, no last caperings in light +attire. Molly went silently to bed, and as on a previous occasion when +in great anxiety about Vic, who had thoughtlessly gone out in the +twilight for a stroll, and had forgotten the lapse of time, she added a +whispered clause to her little petitions which the ear of "Ninny" failed +to catch. + +Charles recognized, in the way Evelyn had taken Molly from him, that she +was not yet appeased. It should be remembered, in order to do her +justice, that a good woman's means of showing a proper resentment are so +straitened and circumscribed by her conscience that she is obliged, from +actual want of material, to resort occasionally to little acts of +domestic tyranny, small in themselves as midge bites, but, fortunately +for the cause of virtue, equally exasperating. Indeed, it is improbable +that any really good woman would ever so far forget herself as to lose +her temper, if she were once thoroughly aware how much more irritating +in the long-run a judicious course of those small persecutions may be +made, which the tenderest conscience need not scruple to inflict. + +Charles was unreasonably annoyed at having Molly taken from him. As he +sat by the fire alone, tired in mind and body, a hovering sense of +cold, and an intense weariness of life took him; and a great longing +came over him like a thirst--a longing for a little of the personal +happiness which seemed to be the common lot of so many round him; for a +home where he had now only a house; for love and warmth and +companionship, and possibly some day a little Molly of his own, who +would not be taken from him at the caprice of another. + +The only barrier to the fulfilment of such a dream had been a +conscientious scruple of Ruth's, to which at the time he had urged upon +her that she did wrong to yield. That barrier was now broken down; but +it ought never to have existed. Ruth and he belonged to each other by +divine law, and she had no right to give herself to any one else to +satisfy her own conscience. And now--all would be well. She was absolved +from her promise. She had been wrong to persist in keeping it, in his +opinion; but at any rate she was honorably released from it now. And she +would marry him. + +And that _second_ promise, which she had made to Dare, that she would +still marry him if he were free to marry? + +Charles moved impatiently in his chair. From what exaggerated sense of +duty she had made that promise he knew not; but he would save her from +the effects of her own perverted judgment. He knew what Ruth's word +meant, since he had tried to make her break it. He knew that she had +promised to marry Dare if he were free. He knew that, having made that +promise, she would keep it. + +It would be mere sentimental folly on his part to say the word that +would set Dare free. Even if the American woman were not his wife in the +eye of the law, she had a moral claim upon him. The possibility of +Ruth's still marrying Dare was too hideous to be thought of. If her +judgment was so entirely perverted by a morbid conscientious fear of +following her own inclination that she could actually give Dare that +promise, directly after the arrival of the adventuress, Charles would +take the decision out of her hands. As she could not judge fairly for +herself, he would judge for her, and save her from herself. + +For her sake as much as for his own he resolved to say nothing. He had +only to keep silence. + +_"There's no one to tell if you don't."_ + +The door opened, and Charles gave a start as Dare came into the room. He +was taken aback by the sudden rush of jealous hatred that surged up +within him at his appearance. It angered and shamed him, and Dare, much +shattered but feebly cordial, found him very irresponsive and silent for +the few minutes that remained before the dinner-bell rang, and the +others came down. + +It was not a pleasant meal. If Dare had been a shade less ill, he must +have noticed the marked coldness of Evelyn's manner, and how Ralph +good-naturedly endeavored to make up for it by double helpings of soup +and fish, which he was quite unable to eat. Charles and Lady Mary were +never congenial spirits at the best of times, and to-night was not the +best. That lady, after feebly provoking the attack, as usual, sustained +some crushing defeats, mainly couched in the language of Scripture, +which was, as she felt with Christian indignation, turning her own +favorite weapon against herself, as possibly Charles thought she +deserved, for putting such a weapon to so despicable a use. + +"I really don't know," she said, tremulously, afterwards in the +drawing-room, "what Charles will come to if he goes on like this. I +don't mind"--venomously--"his tone towards myself. That I do not regard; +but his entire want of reverence for the Church and apostolic +succession; his profane remarks about vestments; in short, his entire +attitude towards religion gives me the gravest anxiety." + +In the dining-room the conversation flagged, and Charles was beginning +to wonder whether he could make some excuse and bolt, when a servant +came in with a note for him. It was from the doctor in D----, and ran as +follows: + + "DEAR SIR, + + "I have just seen (6.30 P.M.) Stephens again. I found him in a + state of the wildest excitement, and he implored me to send you + word that he wanted to see you again. He seemed so sure that you + would go if you knew he wished it, that I have commissioned + Sergeant Brown's boy to take this. He wished me to say 'there + was something more.' If there is any further confession he + desires to make, he has not much time to do it in. I did not + expect he would have lasted till now. As it is, he is going + fast. Indeed, I hardly think you will be in time to see him; but + I promised to give you this message. + + Yours faithfully, + R. WHITE." + +"I must go," Charles said, throwing the note across to Ralph. "Give the +boy half a crown, will you? I suppose I may take Othello?" and before +Ralph had mastered the contents of the note, and begun to fumble for a +half-crown, Charles was saddling Othello himself, without waiting for +the groom, and in a few minutes was clattering over the stones out of +the yard. + +There was just light enough to ride by, and he rode hard. What was +it--what could it be that Raymond had still to tell him? He felt certain +it had something to do with Ruth, and probably Dare. Should he arrive in +time to hear it? There at last were the lights of D---- in front of him. +Should he arrive in time? As he pulled up his steaming horse before the +police-station his heart misgave him. + +"Am I too late?" he asked of the man who came to the door. + +He looked bewildered. + +"Stephens! Is he dead?" + +The man shook his head. + +"They say he's a'most gone." + +Charles threw the rein to him, and hurried in-doors. He met some one +coming out, the doctor probably, he thought afterwards, who took him +up-stairs, and sent away the old woman who was in attendance. + +"I can't do anything more," he said, opening the door for him. "Wanted +elsewhere. Very good of you, I'm sure. Not much use, I'm afraid. +Good-night. I'll tell the old woman to be about." + +A dim lamp was burning on the little corner cupboard near the door, and, +as Charles bent over the bed, he saw in a moment, even by that pale +light, that he was too late. + +Life was still there, if that feeble tossing could be called life; but +all else was gone. Raymond's feet were already on the boundary of the +land where all things are forgotten; and, at the sight of that dim +country, memory, affrighted, had slipped away and left him. + +Was it possible to recall him to himself even yet? + +"Raymond," he said, in a low distinct voice, "what is it you wish to +say? Tell me quickly what it is." + +But the long agony of farewell between body and soul had begun, and the +eyes that seemed to meet his with momentary recognition only looked at +him in anguish, seeking help and finding none, and wandered away again, +vainly searching for that which was not to be found. + +Charles could do nothing, but he had not the heart to leave him to +struggle with death entirely alone, and so, in awed and helpless +compassion, he sat by him through one long hour after another, waiting +for the end which still delayed, his eyes wandering ever and anon from +the bed to the high grated window, or idly spelling out the different +names and disparaging remarks that previous occupants had scratched and +scrawled over the whitewashed walls. + +And so the hours passed. + +At last, all in a moment, the struggle ceased. The dying man vainly +tried to raise himself to meet what was coming, and Charles put his +strong arm round him and held him up. He knew that consciousness +sometimes returns at the moment of death. + +"Raymond," he whispered, earnestly. "Raymond." + +A tremor passed over the face. The lips moved. The homeless, lingering +soul came back, and looked for the last time fixedly and searchingly at +him out of the dying eyes, and then--seeing no help for it--went +hurriedly on its way, leaving the lips parted to speak, leaving the +deserted eyes vacant and terrible, until after a time Charles closed +them. + +He had gone without speaking. Whatever he had wished to say would remain +unsaid forever. Charles laid him down, and stood a long time looking at +the set face. The likeness to Raymond seemed to be fading away under the +touch of the Mighty Hand, but the look of Ruth, the better look, +remained. + +At last he turned away and went out, stopping to wake the old nurse, +heavily asleep in the passage. His horse was brought round for him from +somewhere, and he mounted and rode away. He had no idea how long he had +been there. It must have been many hours, but he had quite lost sight of +time. It was still dark, but the morning could not be far off. He rode +mechanically, his horse, which knew the road, taking him at its own +pace. The night was cold, but he did not feel it. All power of feeling +anything seemed gone from him. The last two days and nights of suspense +and high-strung emotion seemed to have left him incapable of any further +sensation at present beyond that of an intense fatigue. + +He rode slowly, and put up his horse with careful absence of mind. The +eastern horizon was already growing pale and distinct as he found his +way in-doors through the drawing-room window, the shutter of which had +been left unhinged for him by Ralph, according to custom when either of +them was out late. He went noiselessly up to his room, and sat down. +After a time he started to find himself still sitting there; but he +remained without stirring, too tired to move, his elbows on the table, +his chin in his hands. He felt he could not sleep if he were to drag +himself into bed. He might just as well stay where he was. + +And as he sat watching the dawn his mind began to stir, to shake off its +lethargy and stupor, to struggle into keener and keener consciousness. + +There are times, often accompanying great physical prostration, when a +veil seems to be lifted from our mental vision. As in the Mediterranean +one may glance down suddenly on a calm day, and see in the blue depths +with a strange surprise the sea-weed and the rocks and the fretted sands +below, so also in rare hours we see the hidden depths of the soul, over +which we have floated in heedless unconsciousness so long, and catch a +glimpse of the hills and the valleys of those untravelled regions. + +Charles sat very still with his chin in his hands. His mind did not +work. It looked right down to the heart of things. + +There is, perhaps, no time when mental vision is so clear, when the mind +is so sane, as when death has come very near to us. There is a light +which he brings with him, which he holds before the eyes of the dying, +the stern light, seldom seen, of reality, before which self-deception +and meanness, and that which maketh a lie, cower in their native +deformity and slip away. + +And death sheds at times a strange gleam from that same light upon the +souls of those who stand within his shadow, and watch his kingdom +coming. In an awful transfiguration all things stand for what they are. +Evil is seen to be evil, and good to be good. Right and wrong sunder +more far apart, and we cannot mistake them as we do at other times. The +debatable land stretching between them--that favorite resort of +undecided natures--disappears for a season, and offers no longer its +false refuge. The mind is taken away from all artificial supports, and +the knowledge comes home to the soul afresh, with strong conviction that +"truth is our only armor in all passages of life," as with awed hearts +we see it is the only armor in the hour of death, the only shield that +we may bear away with us into the unknown country. + +Charles shuddered involuntarily. His decision of the afternoon to keep +secret what Raymond had told him was gradually but surely assuming a +different aspect. What was it, after all, but a suppression of truth--a +kind of lie? What was it but doing evil that good might come? + +It was no use harping on the old string of consequences. He saw that he +had resolved to commit a deliberate sin, to be false to that great +principle of life--right for the sake of right, truth for the love of +truth--by which of late he had been trying to live. So far it had not +been difficult, for his nature was not one to do things by halves, but +now-- + +Old voices out of the past, which he had thought long dead, rose out of +forgotten graves to urge him on. What was he that he should stick at +such a trifle? Why should a man with his past begin to split hairs? + +And conscience said nothing, only pointed, only showed, with a clearness +that allowed of no mistake, that he had come to a place where two roads +met. + +Charles's heart suffered then "the nature of an insurrection." The old +lawless powers that had once held sway, and had been forced back into +servitude under the new rule of the last few years of responsibility and +honor, broke loose, and spread like wildfire throughout the kingdom of +his heart. + +The struggle deepened to a battle fierce and furious. His soul was rent +with a frenzy of tumult, of victory and defeat ever changing sides, ever +returning to the attack. + +Can a kingdom divided against itself stand? + +He sat motionless, gazing with absent eyes in front of him. + +And across the shock of battle, and above the turmoil of conflicting +passions, Ruth's voice came to him. He saw the pale spiritual face, the +deep eyes so full of love and anguish, and yet so steadfast with a great +resolve. He heard again her last words, "I cannot do what is wrong, even +for you." + +He stretched out his hands suddenly. + +"You would not, Ruth," he said, half aloud; "you would not. Neither will +I do what I know to be wrong for you, so help me God! not even for you." + +The dawn was breaking, was breaking clear and cold, and infinitely far +away; was coming up through unfathomable depths and distances, through +gleaming caverns and fastnesses of light, like a new revelation fresh +from God. But Charles did not see it, for his head was down on the +table, and he was crying like a child. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + + +Dare was down early the following morning, much too early for the +convenience of the house-maids, who were dusting the drawing-room when +he appeared there. He was usually as late as any of the young and gilded +unemployed who feel it incumbent on themselves to show by these public +demonstrations their superiority to the rules and fixed hours of the +working and thinking world, with whom, however, their fear of being +identified is a groundless apprehension. But to-day Dare experienced a +mournful satisfaction in being down so early. He felt the underlying +pathos of such a marked departure from his usual habits. It was obvious +that nothing but deep affliction or cub-hunting could have been the +cause, and the cub-hunting was over. The inference was not one that +could be missed by the meanest capacity. + +He took up the newspaper with a sigh, and settled himself in front of +the blazing fire, which was still young and leaping, with the enthusiasm +of dry sticks not quite gone out of it. + +Charles heard Dare go down just as he finished dressing, for he too was +early that morning. There was more than half an hour before +breakfast-time. He considered a moment, and then went down-stairs. Some +resolutions once made cannot be carried out too quickly. + +As he passed through the hall he looked out. The mist of the night +before had sought out every twig and leaflet, and had silvered it to +meet the sun. The rime on the grass looked cool and tempting. Charles's +head ached, and he went out for a moment and stood in the crisp still +air. The rooks were cawing high up. The face of the earth had not +altered during the night. It shimmered and was glad, and smiled at his +grave, care-worn face. + +"Hallo!" called a voice; and Ralph's head, with his hair sticking +straight out on every side, was thrust out of a window. "I say, Charles, +early bird you are!" + +"Yes," said Charles, looking up and leisurely going in-doors again; "you +are the first worm I have seen." + +He found Dare, as he expected, in the drawing-room, and proceeded at +once to the business he had in hand. + +"I am glad you are down early," he said. "You are the very man I want." + +"Ah!" replied Dare, shaking his head, "when the heart is troubled there +is no sleep, none. All the clocks are heard." + +"Possibly. I should not wonder if you heard another in the course of +half an hour, which will mean breakfast. In the mean time----" + +"I want no breakfast. A sole cup of----" + +"In the mean time," continued Charles, "I have some news for you." And, +disregarding another interruption, he related as shortly as he could the +story of Stephens's recognition of him in the door-way, and the +subsequent revelations in the prison concerning Dare's marriage. + +"Where is this man, this Stephens?" said Dare, jumping up. "I will go to +him. I will hear from his own mouth. Where is he?" + +"I don't know," replied Charles, curtly. "It is a matter of opinion. He +is dead!" + +Dare looked bewildered, and then sank back with a gasp of disappointment +into his chair. + +Charles, whose temper was singularly irritable this morning, repeated +with suppressed annoyance the greater part of what he had just said, and +proved to Dare that the fact that Stephens was dead would in no way +prevent the illegality of his marriage being proved. + +When Dare had grasped the full significance of that fact he was quite +overcome. + +"Am I, then," he gasped--"is it true?--am I free--to marry?" + +"Quite free." + +Dare burst into tears, and, partially veiling with one hand the manly +emotion that had overtaken him, he extended the other to Charles, who +did not know what to do with it when he had got it, and dropped it as +soon as he could. But Dare, like many people whose feelings are all on +the surface, and who are rather proud of displaying them, was slow to +notice what was passing in the minds of others. + +He sprang to his feet, and began to pace rapidly up and down. + +"I will go after breakfast--at once--immediately after breakfast, to +Slumberleigh Rectory." + +"I suppose, in that case, Miss Deyncourt is the person whose name you +would not mention the other day?" + +"She is," said Dare. "You are right. It is she. We are betrothed. I will +fly to her after breakfast." + +"You know your own affairs best," said Charles, whose temper had not +been improved by the free display of Dare's finer feelings; "but I am +not sure you would not do well to fly to Vandon first. It is best to be +off with the old love, I believe, before you are on with the new." + +"She must at once go away from Vandon," said Dare, stopping short. "She +is a scandal, the--the old one. But how to make her go away?" + +It was in vain for Charles to repeat that Dare must turn her out. Dare +had premonitory feelings that he was quite unequal to the task. + +"I may tell her to go," he said, raising his eyebrows. "I may be firm as +the rock, but I know her well; she is more obstinate than me. She will +not go." + +"She must," said Charles, with anger. "Her presence compromises Miss +Deyncourt. Can't you see that?" + +Dare raised his eyebrows. A light seemed to break in on him. + +"Any fool can see that," said Charles, losing his temper. + +Dare saw a great deal--many things besides that. He saw that if a +friend, a trusted friend, were to manage her dismissal, it would be more +easy for that friend than for one whose feelings at the moment might +carry him away. In short, Charles was the friend who was evidently +pointed out by Providence for that mission. + +Charles considered a moment. He began to see that it would not be done +without further delays and scandal unless he did it. + +"She must and shall go at once, even if I have to do it," he said at +last, looking at Dare with unconcealed contempt. "It is not my affair, +but I will go, and you will be so good as to put off the flying over to +Slumberleigh till I come back. I shall not return until she has left the +house." And Charles marched out of the room, too indignant to trust +himself a moment longer with the profusely grateful Dare. + +"That man must go to-day," said Evelyn, after breakfast, to her husband, +in the presence of Lady Mary and Charles. "While he was ill I overlooked +his being in the house; but I will not suffer him to remain now he is +well." + +"You remove him from all chance of improvement," said Charles, "if you +take him away from Aunt Mary, who can snatch brands from the burning, as +we all know; but I am going over to Vandon this morning, and if you wish +it I will ask him if he would like me to order his dog-cart to come for +him. I don't suppose he is very happy here, without so much as a +tooth-brush that he can call his own." + +"You are going to Vandon?" asked both ladies in one voice. + +"Yes. I am going on purpose to dislodge an impostor who has arrived +there, who is actually believed by some people (who are not such +exemplary Christians as ourselves, and ready to suppose the worst) to be +his wife." + +Lady Mary and Evelyn looked at each other in consternation, and Charles +went off to see how Othello was after his night's work, and to order the +dog-cart, Ralph calling after him, in perfect good-humor, that "a +fellow's brother got more out of a fellow's horses than a fellow did +himself." + +Dare waylaid Charles on his return from the stables, and linked his arm +in his. He felt the most enthusiastic admiration for the tall reserved +Englishman who had done him such signal service. He longed for an +opportunity of showing his gratitude to him. It was perhaps just as well +that he was not aware how very differently Charles regarded himself. + +"You are just going?" Dare asked. + +"In five minutes." + +Charles let his arm hang straight down, but Dare kept it. + +"Tell me, my friend, one thing." Dare had evidently been turning over +something in his mind. "This poor unfortunate, this Stephens, why did he +not tell you all this the _first_ time you went to see him in the +afternoon?" + +"He did." + +"What?" said Dare, looking hard at him. "He _did_, and you only tell me +this morning! You let me go all through the night first. Why was this?" + +Charles did not answer. + +"I ask one thing more," continued Dare. "Did you divine two nights ago, +from what I said in a moment of confidence, that Miss Deyncourt was +the--the--" + +"Of course I did," said Charles, sharply. "You made it sufficiently +obvious." + +"Ah!" said Dare. "Ah!" and he shut his eyes and nodded his head several +times. + +"Anything more you would like to know?" asked Charles, inattentive and +impatient, mainly occupied in trying to hide the nameless exasperation +which invariably seized him when he looked at Dare, and to stifle the +contemptuous voice which always whispered as he did so, "And you have +given up Ruth to him--to _him_!" + +"No, no, no!" said Dare, shaking his head gently, and regarding him the +while with infinite interest through his half-closed eyelids. + +The dog-cart was coming round, and Charles hastily turned from him, and, +getting in, drove quickly away. Whatever Dare said or did seemed to set +his teeth on edge, and he lashed up the horse till he was out of sight +of the house. + +Dare, with arms picturesquely folded, stood looking after him with mixed +feelings of emotion and admiration. + +"One sees it well," he said to himself. "One sees now the reason of many +things. He kept silent at first, but he was too good, too noble. In the +night he considered; in the morning he told all. I wondered that he went +to Vandon; but he did it not for me. It was for her sake." + +Dare's feelings were touched to the quick. + +How beautiful! how pathetic was this _dénouement_! His former admiration +for Charles was increased a thousand-fold. _He also loved!_ Ah! (Dare +felt he was becoming agitated.) How sublime, how touching was his +self-sacrifice in the cause of honor! He had been gradually working +himself up to the highest pitch of pleasurable excitement and emotion; +and now, seeing Ralph the prosaic approaching, he fled precipitately +into the house, caught up his hat and stick, hardly glancing at himself +in the hall-glass, and, entirely forgetting his promise to Charles to +remain at Atherstone till the latter returned from Vandon, followed the +impulse of the moment, and struck across the fields in the direction of +Slumberleigh. + +Charles, meanwhile, drove on to Vandon. The stable clock, still +partially paralyzed from long disuse, was laboriously striking eleven as +he drew up before the door. His resounding peal at the bell startled the +household, and put the servants into a flutter of anxious expectation, +while the sound made some one else, breakfasting late in the +dining-room, pause with her cup midway to her lips and listen. + +"There is a train which leaves Slumberleigh station for London a little +after twelve, is not there?" asked Charles, with great distinctness, of +the butler as he entered the hall. He had observed as he came in that +the dining-room door was ajar. + +"There is, Sir Charles. Twelve fifteen," replied the man, who recognized +him instantly, for everybody knew Charles. + +"I am here as Mr. Dare's friend, at his wish. Tell Mr. Dare's coachman +to bring round his dog-cart to the door in good time to catch that +train. Will it take luggage?" + +"Yes, Sir Charles," with respectful alacrity. + +"Good! And when the dog-cart appears you will see that the boxes are +brought down belonging to the person who is staying here, who will leave +by that train." + +"Yes, Sir Charles." + +"If the policeman from Slumberleigh should arrive while I am here, ask +him to wait." + +"I will, Sir Charles." + +"I don't suppose," thought Charles, "he will arrive, as I have not sent +for him; but, as the dining-room door happens to be ajar, it is just as +well to add a few artistic touches." + +"Is this person in the drawing-room?" he continued aloud. + +The man replied that she was in the dining-room, and Charles walked in +unannounced, and closed the door behind him. + +He had at times, when any action of importance was on hand, a certain +cool decision of manner that seemed absolutely to ignore the possibility +of opposition, which formed a curious contrast with his usual careless +demeanor. + +"Good-morning," he said, advancing to the fire. "I have no doubt that my +appearance at this early hour cannot be a surprise to you. You have, of +course, anticipated some visit of this kind for the last few days. Pray +finish your coffee. I am Sir Charles Danvers. I need hardly add that I +am justice of the peace in this county, and that I am here officially on +behalf of my friend, Mr. Dare." + +The little woman, who had risen, and had then sat down again at his +entrance, eyed him steadily. There was a look in her dark bead-like eyes +which showed Charles why Dare had been unable to face her. The look, +determined, cunning, watchful, put him on his guard, and his manner +became a shade more unconcerned. + +"Any friend of my husband's is welcome," she said. + +"There is no question for the moment about your husband, though no doubt +a subject of peculiar interest to yourself. I was speaking of Mr. Dare." + +She rose to her feet, as if unable to sit while he was standing. + +"Mr. Dare is my husband," she said, with a little gesture of defiance, +tapping sharply on the table with a teaspoon she held in her hand. + +Charles smiled blandly, and looked out of the window. + +"There is evidently some misapprehension on that point," he observed, +"which I am here to remove. Mr. Dare is at present unmarried." + +"I am his wife," reiterated the woman, her color rising under her rouge. +"I am, and I won't go. He dared not come himself, a poor coward that he +is, to turn his wife out-of-doors. He sent you; but it's no manner of +use, so you may as well know it first as last. I tell you nothing shall +induce me to stir from this house, from my home, and you needn't think +you can come it over me with fine talk. I don't care a red cent what you +say. I'll have my rights." + +"I am here," said Charles, "to see that you get them, Mrs.--_Carroll_." + +There was a pause. He did not look at her. He was occupied in taking a +white thread off his coat. + +"Carroll's dead," she said, sharply. + +"He is. And your regret at his loss was no doubt deepened by the unhappy +circumstances in which it took place. He died in jail." + +"Well, and if he did--" + +"Died," continued Charles, suddenly fixing his keen glance upon her, +"nearly a year after your so-called marriage with Mr. Dare." + +"It's a lie," she said, faintly; but she had turned very white. + +"No, I _think_ not. My information is on reliable authority. A slight +exertion of memory on your part will no doubt recall the date of your +bereavement." + +"You can't prove it." + +"Excuse me. You have yourself kindly furnished us with a copy of the +marriage register, with the date attached, without which I must own we +might have been momentarily at a loss. I need now only apply for a copy +of the register of the decease of Jasper Carroll, who, as you do not +deny, died under personal restraint in jail; in Baton Rouge Jail in +Louisiana, I have no doubt you intended to add." + +She glared at him in silence. + +"Some dates acquire a peculiar interest when compared," continued +Charles, "but I will not detain you any longer with business details of +this kind, as I have no doubt that you will wish to superintend your +packing." + +"I won't go." + +"On the contrary, you will leave this house in half an hour. The +dog-cart is ordered to take you to the station." + +"What if I refuse to go?" + +"Extreme measures are always to be regretted, especially with a lady," +said Charles. "Nothing, in short, would be more repugnant to me; but I +fear, as a magistrate, it would be my duty to--" And he shrugged his +shoulders, wondering what on earth could be done for the moment if she +persisted. "But," he continued, "motives of self-interest suggest the +advisability of withdrawing, even if I were not here to enforce it. When +I take into consideration the trouble and expense you have incurred in +coming here, and the subsequent disappointment of the affections, a +widow's affections, I feel justified in offering, though without my +friend's permission, to pay your journey back to America, an offer which +any further unpleasantness or delay would of course oblige me to +retract." + +She hesitated, and he saw his advantage and kept it. + +"You have not much time to lose," he said, laying his watch on the +table, "unless you would prefer the house-keeper to do your packing for +you. No? I agree with you. On a sea voyage especially, one likes to know +where one's things are. If I give you a check for your return journey, I +shall, of course, expect you to sign a paper to the effect that you have +no claim on Mr. Dare, that you never were his legal wife, and that you +will not trouble him in future. You would like a few moments for +reflection? Good! I will write out the form while you consider, as there +is no time to be lost." + +He looked about for writing materials, and, finding only an ancient +inkstand and pen, took a note from his pocket-book and tore a blank +half-sheet off it. His quiet deliberate movements awed her as he +intended they should. She glanced first at him writing, then at the gold +watch on the table between them, the hours of which were marked on the +half-hunting face by alternate diamonds and rubies, each stone being the +memorial of a past success in shooting-matches. The watch impressed her; +to her practised eye it meant a very large sum of money, and she knew +the power of money; but the cool, unconcerned manner of this tall, +keen-eyed Englishman impressed her still more. As she looked at him he +ceased writing, got out a check, and began to fill it in. + +"What Christian name?" he asked, suddenly. + +"Ellen," she replied, taken aback. + +"Payable to order or bearer?" + +"Bearer," she said, confused by the way he took her decision for +granted. + +"Now," he said, authoritatively, "sign your name there;" and he pushed +the form he had drawn up towards her. "I am sorry I cannot offer you a +better pen." + +She took the pen mechanically and signed her name--_Ellen Carroll_. +Charles's light eyes gave a flash as she did it. + +"Manner is everything," he said to himself. "I believe the mention of +that imaginary policeman may have helped, but a little stage effect did +the business." + +"Thank you," he said, taking the paper, and, after glancing at the +signature, putting it in his pocket-book. "Allow me to give you +this"--handing her the check. "And now I will ring for the house-keeper, +for you will barely have time to make the arrangements for your journey. +I can allow you only twenty minutes." He rang the bell as he spoke. + +She started up as if unaware how far she had yielded. A rush of angry +color flooded her face. + +"I won't have that impertinent woman touching my things." + +"That is as you like," said Charles, shrugging his shoulders; "but she +will be in the room when you pack. It is my wish that she should be +present." Then turning to the butler, who had already answered the bell, +"Desire the house-keeper to go to Mrs. Carroll's rooms at once, and to +give Mrs. Carroll any help she may require." + +Mrs. Carroll looked from the butler to Charles with baffled hatred in +her eyes. But she knew the game was lost, and she walked out of the room +and up-stairs without another word, but with a bitter consciousness in +her heart that she had not played her cards well, that, though her +downfall was unavoidable, she might have stood out for better terms for +her departure. She hated Dare, as she threw her clothes together into +her trunks, and she hated Mrs. Smith, who watched her do so with folded +hands and with a lofty smile; but most of all she hated Charles, whose +voice came up to the open window as he talked to Dare's coachman, +already at the door, about splints and sore backs. + +Charles felt a momentary pity for the little woman when she came down at +last with compressed lips, casting lightning glances at the grinning +servants in the background, whom she had bullied and hectored over in +the manner of people unaccustomed to servants, and who were rejoicing in +the ignominy of her downfall. + +Her boxes were put in--not carefully. + +Charles came forward and lifted his cap, but she would not look at him. +Grasping a little hand-bag convulsively, she went down the steps, and +got up, unassisted, into the dog-cart. + +"You have left nothing behind, I hope?" said Charles, civilly, for the +sake of saying something. + +"She have left nothing," said Mrs. Smith, swimming forward with dignity, +"and she have also took nothing. I have seen to that, Sir Charles." + +"Good-bye, then," said Charles. "Right, coachman." + +Mrs. Carroll's eyes had been wandering upward to the old house rising +above her with its sunny windows and its pointed gables. Perhaps, after +all the sordid shifts and schemes of her previous existence, she had +imagined she might lead an easier and a more respectable life within +those walls. Then she looked towards the long green terraces, the +valley, and the forest beyond. Her lip trembled, and turning suddenly, +she fixed her eyes with burning hatred on the man who had ousted her +from this pleasant place. + +Then the coachman whipped up his horse, the dog-cart spun over the +smooth gravel between the lines of stiff, clipped yews, and she was +gone. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + + +Mr. Alwynn had returned from his eventful morning call at Vandon very +grave and silent. He shook his head when Ruth came to him in the study +to ask what the result had been, and said Dare would tell her himself on +his return from London, whither he had gone on business. + +Ruth went back to the drawing-room. She had not strength or energy to +try to escape from Mrs. Alwynn. Indeed it was a relief not to be alone +with her own thoughts, and to allow her exhausted mind to be towed along +by Mrs. Alwynn's, the bent of whose mind resembled one of those +mechanical toy animals which, when wound up, will run very fast in any +direction, but if adroitly turned, will hurry equally fast the opposite +way. Ruth turned the toy at intervals, and the morning was dragged +through, Mrs. Alwynn in the course of it exploring every realm--known to +her--of human thought, now dipping into the future, and speculating on +spring fashions, now commenting on the present, now dwelling fondly on +the past, the gayly dressed, officer-adorned past of her youth. + +There was a meal, and after that it was the afternoon. Ruth supposed +that some time there would be another meal, and then it would be +evening, but it was no good thinking of what was so far away. She +brought her mind back to the present. Mrs. Alwynn had just finished a +detailed account of a difference of opinion between herself and the +curate's wife on the previous day. + +"And she had not a word to say, my dear, not a word--quite _hors de +combat_--so I let the matter drop. And you remember that beautiful pig +we killed last week? You should have gone to look at it hanging up, +Ruth, rolling in fat, it was. Well, it is better to give than to +receive, so I shall send her one of the pork-pies. And if you will get +me one of those round baskets which I took the dolls down to the +school-feast in--they are in the lowest shelf of the oak chest in the +hall--I'll send it down to her at once." + +Ruth fetched the basket and put it down by her aunt. Reminiscences of +the school-feast still remained in it, in the shape of ends of ribbon +and lace, and Mrs. Alwynn began to empty them out, talking all the time, +when she suddenly stopped short, with an exclamation of surprise. + +"Goodness! Well, now! I'm sure! Ruth!" + +"What is it, Aunt Fanny?" + +"Why, my dear, if there isn't a letter for you under the odds and ends," +holding it up and gazing resentfully at it; "and now I remember, a +letter came for you on the morning of the school-feast, and I said to +John, 'I sha'n't forward it, because I shall see Ruth this afternoon,' +and, dear me! I just popped it into the basket, for I thought you would +like to have it, and you know how busy I was, Ruth, that day, first one +thing and then another, so much to think of--and--_there it is_." + +"I dare say it is of no importance," said Ruth, taking it from her, +while Mrs. Alwynn, repeatedly wondering how such a thing could have +happened to a person so careful as herself, went off with her basket to +the cook. + +When she returned in a few minutes she found Ruth standing by the +window, the letter open in her hand, her face without a vestige of +color. + +"Why, Ruth," she said, actually noticing the alteration in her +appearance, "is your head bad again?" + +Ruth started violently. + +"Yes--no. I mean--I think I will go out. The fresh air--" + +She could not finish the sentence. + +"And that tiresome letter--did it want an answer?" + +"None," said Ruth, crushing it up unconsciously. + +"Well, now," said Mrs. Alwynn, "that's a good thing, for I'm sure I +shall never forget the way your uncle was in once, when I put a letter +of his in my pocket to give him (it was a plum-colored silk, Ruth, done +with gold beads in front), and then I went into mourning for my poor +dear Uncle James--such an out-of-the-common person he was, Ruth, and +such a beautiful talker--and it was not till six months later--niece's +mourning, you know--that I had the dress on again--and a business I had +to meet it, for all my gowns seem to shrink when they are put by--and I +put my hand in the pocket, and--" + +But Ruth had disappeared. + +Mrs. Alwynn was perfectly certain at last that something must be wrong +with her niece. Earlier in the day she had had a headache. Reasoning by +analogy, she decided that Ruth must have eaten something at Mrs. +Thursby's dinner-party which had disagreed with her. If any one was ill, +she always attributed it to indigestion. If Mr. Alwynn coughed, or if +she read in the papers that royalty had been unavoidably prevented +attending some function at which its presence had been expected, she +instantly put down both mishaps to the same cause; and when Mrs. Alwynn +had come to a conclusion it was not her habit to keep it to herself. + +She told Lady Mary the exact state in which, reasoning always by +analogy, she knew Ruth's health must be, when that lady drove over that +afternoon in the hope of seeing Ruth, partly from curiosity, or, rather, +a Christian anxiety respecting the welfare of others, and partly, too, +from a real feeling of affection for Ruth herself. Mrs. Alwynn bored her +intensely; but she sat on and on in the hope of Ruth's return, who had +gone out, Mrs. Alwynn agreeing with every remark she made, and treating +her with that pleased deference of manner which some middle-class +people, not otherwise vulgar, invariably drop into in the presence of +rank; a Scylla which is only one degree better than the Charybdis of +would-be ease of manner into which others fall. If ever the enormous +advantages of noble birth and ancient family, with all their attendant +heirlooms and hereditary instincts of refinement, chivalrous feeling, +and honor, become in future years a mark for scorn (as already they are +a mark for the envy that calls itself scorn), it will be partly the +fault of the vulgar adoration of the middle classes. Mrs. Alwynn being, +as may possibly have already transpired in the course of this narrative, +a middle-class woman herself, stuck to the hereditary instincts of _her_ +class with a vengeance, and when Ruth at last came in Lady Mary was +thankful. + +Her cold, pale eyes lighted up a little as she greeted Ruth, and looked +searchingly at her. She saw by the colorless lips and nervous +contraction of the forehead, and by the bright, restless fever of the +eyes that had formerly been so calm and clear, that something was +amiss--terribly amiss. + +"I've been telling Lady Mary how poorly you've been, Ruth, ever since +Mrs. Thursby's dinner-party," said Mrs. Alwynn, by way of opening the +conversation. + +But in spite of so auspicious a beginning the conversation flagged. Lady +Mary made a few conventional remarks to Ruth, which she answered, and +Mrs. Alwynn also; but there was a constraint which every moment +threatened a silence. Lady Mary proceeded to comment on the poaching +affray of the previous night, and the arrest of a man who had been +seriously injured; but at her mention of the subject Ruth became so +silent, and Mrs. Alwynn so voluble, that she felt it was useless to stay +any longer, and had to take her leave without a word with Ruth. + +"Something is wrong with that girl," she said to herself, as she drove +back to Atherstone. "I know what it is. Charles has been behaving in his +usual manner, and as there is no one else to point out to him how +infamous such conduct is, I shall have to do it myself. Shameful! That +charming, interesting girl! And yet, and yet, there was a look in her +face more like some great anxiety than disappointment. If she had had a +disappointment, I do not think she would have let any one see it. Those +Deyncourts are all too proud to show their feelings, though they have +got them, too, somewhere. Perhaps, on the whole, considering how +excessively disagreeable and scriptural Charles can be, and what +unexpected turns he can give to things, I had better say nothing to him +at present." + +The moment Lady Mary had left the house, Ruth hurried to her uncle's +study. He was not there. He had not yet come in. She gave a gesture of +despair, and flung herself down in the old leather chair opposite to his +own, on which many a one had sat who had come to him for help or +consolation. All the buttons had been gradually worn off that chair by +restless or heavy visitors. Some had been lost, but others--the greater +part, I am glad to say--Mr. Alwynn had found and had deposited in a +Sèvres cup on the mantle-piece, till the wet afternoon should come when +he and his long packing-needle should restore them to their home. + +The room was very quiet. On the mantle-piece the little conscientious +silver clock ticked, orderly, gently (till Ruth could hardly bear the +sound), then hesitated, and struck a soft, low tone. She started to her +feet, and paced up and down, up and down. Would he never come in? She +dared not go out to look for him for fear of missing him. Why did not he +come back when she wanted him so terribly? She sat down again. She +tried to be patient. It was no good. Would he never come? + +She heard a sound, rushed out to meet him in the passage, and pulled him +into the study. + +"Uncle John," she gasped, holding out a letter in her shaking hand. +"That man who was taken up last night was--Raymond. He is in prison. He +is ill. Let us go to him," and she explained as best she could that a +letter had only just been found written to her by Raymond in July, +warning her he was in the neighborhood of Arleigh, near the old nurse's +cottage, and that she might see him at any moment, and must have money +in readiness. The instant she had read the letter she rushed up to +Arleigh, to see her old nurse, and met her coming down, in great +agitation, to tell her that Raymond, whom she had shielded once before +under promise of secrecy, had been arrested the night before. + +In a quarter of an hour Mr. Alwynn and Ruth were driving swiftly through +the dusk, in a close carriage, in the direction of D----. On their way +they met a dog-cart driving as quickly in the opposite direction which +grazed their wheel as it passed; and Ruth, looking out, caught a +glimpse, by the flash of their lamps, of Charles's face, with a look +upon it so fierce and haggard that she shivered in nameless foreboding +of evil, wondering what could have happened to make him look like that. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + + +It was still early on the following morning that Dare, forgetting, as we +have seen, his promise to Charles, arrived at Slumberleigh Rectory--so +early that Mrs. Alwynn was still ordering dinner, or, in other words, +was dashing from larder to scullery, from kitchen to dairy, with her +usual energy. He was shown into the empty drawing-room, where, after +pacing up and down, he was reduced to the society of a photograph album, +which, in his present excited condition, could do little to soothe the +tumult of his mind. Not that any discredit should be thrown on Mrs. +Alwynn's album, a gorgeous concern with a golden "Fanny" embossed on it, +which afforded her infinite satisfaction, inside which her friends' +portraits appeared to the greatest advantage, surrounded by birds and +nests and blossoms of the most vivid and life-like coloring. Mr. Alwynn +was encompassed on every side by kingfishers and elaborate bone nests, +while Ruth's clear-cut face looked out from among long-tailed tomtits, +arranged one on each side of a nest crowded with eggs, on which a strong +light had been thrown. + +Dare was still looking at Ruth's photograph, when Mr. Alwynn came in. + +"Do you wish to speak to Ruth?" he asked, gravely. + +"Now, at once." Dare was surprised that Mr. Alwynn, with whom he had +been so open, should be so cold and unsympathetic in manner. The +alteration and alienation of friends is certainly one of the saddest and +most inexplicable experiences of this vale of tears. + +"You will find her in the study," continued Mr. Alwynn. "She is +expecting you. I have told her nothing, according to your wish. I hope +you will explain everything to her in full, that you will keep nothing +back." + +"I will explain," said Dare; and he went, trembling with excitement, +into the study. Fired by Charles's example, he had made a sublime +resolve as he skimmed across the fields, made it in a hurry, in a moment +of ecstasy, as all his resolutions were made. He felt he had never acted +such a noble part before. He only feared the agitation of the moment +might prevent him doing himself justice. + +Ruth rose as he came in, but did not speak. A swift spasm passed over +her face, leaving it very stern, very fixed, as he had never seen it, as +he had never thought of seeing it. An overwhelming suspense burned in +the dark, lustreless eyes which met his own. He felt awed. + +"Well?" she said, pressing her hands together, and speaking in a low +voice. + +"Ruth," said Dare, solemnly, laying his outspread hand upon his breast +and then extending it in the air, "I am free." + +Ruth's eyes watched him like one in torture. + +"How?" she said, speaking with difficulty. "You said you were free +before." + +"Ah!" replied Dare, raising his forefinger, "I said so, but it was an +error. I go to Vandon, and she will not go away. I go to London to my +lawyer, and he says she is my wife." + +"You told me she was not." + +"It was an error," repeated Dare. "I had formerly been a husband to her, +but we had been divorced; it was finished, wound up, and I thought she +was no more my wife. There is in the English law something extraordinary +which I do not comprehend, which makes an American divorce to remain a +marriage in England." + +"Go on," said Ruth, shading her eyes with her hand. + +"I come back to Vandon," continued Dare, in a suppressed voice, "I come +back overwhelmed, broken down, crushed under feet; and then,"--he was +becoming dramatic, he felt the fire kindling--"I meet a friend, a noble +heart, I confide in him. I tell all to Sir Charles Danvers,"--Ruth's +hand was trembling--"and last night he finds out by a chance that she +was not a true widow when I marry her, that her first husband was yet +alive, that I am free. This morning he tells me all, and I am here." + +Ruth pressed her hands before her face, and fairly burst into tears. + +He looked at her in astonishment. He was surprised that she had any +feelings. Never having shown them to the public in general, like +himself, he had supposed she was entirely devoid of them. She now +appeared quite _émue_. She was sobbing passionately. Tears came into his +own eyes as he watched her, and then a light dawned upon him for the +second time that day. Those tears were not for him. He folded his arms +and waited. How suggestive in itself is a noble attitude! + +After a few minutes Ruth overcame her tears with a great effort, and, +raising her head, looked at him, as if she expected him to speak. The +suspense was gone out of her dimmed eyes, the tension of her face was +relaxed. + +"I am free," repeated Dare, "and I have your promise that if I am free +you will still marry me." + +Ruth looked up with a pained but resolute expression, and she would have +spoken if he had not stopped her by a gesture. + +"I have your promise," he repeated. "I tell my friend, Sir Charles +Danvers, I have it. He also loves. He does not tell me so; he is not +open with me, as I with him, but I see his heart. And yet--figure to +yourself--he has but to keep silence, and I must go away, I must give up +all. I am still married--_Ou!_--while he--But he is noble, he is +sublime. He sacrifices love on the altar of honor, of truth. He tells +all to me, his rival. He shows me I am free. He thinks I do not know his +heart. But it is not only he who can be noble." (Dare smote himself upon +the breast.) "I also can lay my heart upon the altar. Ruth,"--with great +solemnity--"do you love him even as he loves you?" + +There was a moment's pause. + +"I do," she said, firmly, "with my whole heart." + +"I knew it. I divined it. I sacrifice myself. I give you back your +promise. I say farewell, and voyage in the distance. I return no more to +Vandon. There is no longer a home for me in England. I leave only behind +with you the poor heart you have possessed so long!" + +Dare was so much affected by the beauty of this last sentence that he +could say no more, but even at that moment, as he glanced at Ruth to see +what effect his eloquence had upon her, she looked so pallid and thin +(her beauty was so entirely eclipsed) that the sacrifice did not seem +quite so overwhelming, after all. + +She struggled to speak, but words failed her. + +He took her hands and kissed them, pressed them to his heart (it was a +pity there was no one there to see), endeavored to say something more, +and then rushed out of the room. + +She stood like one stunned after he had left her. She saw him a moment +later cross the garden, and flee away across the fields. She knew she +had seen that gray figure and jaunty gray hat for the last time; but she +hardly thought of him. She felt she might be sorry for him presently, +but not now. + +The suspense was over. The sense of relief was too overwhelming to admit +of any other feeling at first. She dropped on her knees beside the +writing-table, and locked her hands together. + +"_He told_," she whispered to herself. "Thank God! Thank God!" + +Two happy tears dropped onto Mr. Alwynn's old leather blotting-book, +that worn cradle of many sermons. + +Was this the same world? Was this the same sun which was shining in upon +her? What new songs were the birds practising outside? A strange +wonderful joy seemed to pervade the very air she breathed, to flood her +inmost soul. She had faced her troubles fairly well, but at this new +great happiness she did not dare to look; and with a sudden involuntary +gesture she hid her face in her hands. + +It would be rash to speculate too deeply on the nature of Dare's +reflections as he hurried back to Atherstone; but perhaps, under the +very real pang of parting with Ruth, he was sustained by a sense of the +magnanimity of what, had he put it into words, he would have called his +attitude, and possibly also by a lurking conviction, which had assisted +his determination to resign her that life at Vandon, after the episode +of the American wife's arrival, would be a social impossibility, +especially to one anxious and suited to shine in society. Be that how it +may, whatever had happened to influence him most of the chance emotion +of the moment, it would be tolerably certain that in a few hours he +would be sorry for what he had done. He was still, however, in a state +of mental exaltation when he reached Atherstone, and began fumbling +nervously with the garden-gate. Charles, who had been stalking up and +down the bowling-green, went slowly towards him. + +"What on earth do you mean by going off in that way?" he asked, coldly. + +"Ah!" said Dare, perceiving him, "and she--the--is she gone?" + +"Yes, half an hour ago. Your dog-cart has come back from taking her to +the station, and is here now." + +Dare nodded his head several times, and stood looking at him. + +"I have been to Slumberleigh," he said. + +"Yes, contrary to agreement." + +"My friend," Dare said, seizing the friend's limp, unresponsive hand and +pressing it, "I know now why you keep silence last night. I reason with +myself. I see you love her. Do not turn away. I have seen her. I have +given her back her promise. I give her up to you whom she loves; and +now--I go away, not to return." + +And then, in the full view of the Atherstone windows, of the butler, and +of the dog-cart at the front door, Dare embraced him, kissing the +blushing and disconcerted Charles on both cheeks. Then, in a moment, +before the latter had recovered his self-possession, Dare had darted to +the dog-cart, and was driving away. + +Charles looked after him in mixed annoyance and astonishment, until he +noticed the butler's eye upon him, when he hastily retreated, with a +heightened complexion, to the shrubberies. + + + + +CONCLUSION. + + +It was the last day of October, about a week after a certain very quiet +little funeral had taken place in the D---- Cemetery. The death of +Raymond Deyncourt had appeared in the papers a day or two afterwards, +without mention of date or place, and it was generally supposed that it +had taken place some considerable time previously, without the knowledge +of his friends. + +Charles had been sitting for a long time with Mr. Alwynn, and after he +left the rectory he took the path over the fields in the direction of +the Slumberleigh woods. + +The low sun was shining redly through a golden haze, was sending long +burning shafts across the glade where Charles was pacing. He sat down at +last upon a fallen tree to wait for one who should presently come by +that way. + +It was a still, clear afternoon, with a solemn stillness that speaks of +coming change. Winter was at hand, and the woods were transfigured with +a passing glory, like the faces of those who depart in peace when death +draws nigh. + +Far and wide in the forest the bracken was all aflame--aflame beneath +the glowing trees. The great beeches had turned to bronze and ruddy +gold, and had strewed the path with carpets glorious and rare, which the +first wind would sweep away. Upon the limes the amber leaves still hung, +faint yet loath to go, but the horse-chestnut had already dropped its +garment of green and yellow at its feet. + +A young robin was singing at intervals in the silence, telling how the +secrets of the nests had been laid bare, singing a requiem on the dying +leaves and the widowed branches, a song new to him, but with the old +plaintive rapture in it that his fathers had been taught before him +since the world began. + + * * * * * + +She came towards him down the yellow glade through the sunshine and the +shadow, with a spray of briony in her hand. Neither spoke. She put her +hands into the hands that were held out for them, and their eyes met, +grave and steadfast, with the light in them of an unalterable love. So +long they had looked at each other across a gulf. So long they had stood +apart. And now, at last--at last--they were together. He drew her close +and closer yet. They had no words. There was no need of words. And in +the silence of the hushed woods, and in the silence of a joy too deep +for speech, the robin's song came sweet and sad. + +"Charles!" + +"Ruth!" + +"I should like to tell you something." + +"And I should like to hear it." + +"I know what Raymond told you to conceal. I went to him just after you +did. We passed you coming back. He did not know me at first. He thought +I was you, and he kept repeating that you must keep your own counsel, +and that, unless you showed Mr. Dare's marriage was illegal, he would +never find it out. At last, when he suddenly recognized me, he seemed +horror-struck, and the doctor came in and sent me away." + +Charles knew now why Raymond had sent for him the second time. + +There was a long pause. + +"Ruth, did you think I should tell?" + +"I hoped and prayed you would, but I knew it would be hard, because I do +believe you actually thought at the time I should still consider it my +duty to marry Mr. Dare. I never should have done such a thing after what +had happened. I was just going to tell him so when he began to give me +up, and it evidently gave him so much pleasure to renounce me nobly in +your favor that I let him have it his own way, as the result was the +same. My great dread, until he came, was that you had not spoken. I had +been expecting him all the previous evening. Oh, Charles, Charles! I +waited and watched for his coming as I had never done before. Your +silence was the only thing I feared, because it was the only thing that +could have come between us." + +"God forgive me! I meant at first to say nothing." + +"Only at first," said Ruth, gently; and they walked on in silence. + +The sun had set. A slender moon had climbed unnoticed into the southern +sky amid the shafts of paling fire which stretched out across the whole +heaven from the burning fiery furnace in the west. Across the gray dim +fields voices were calling the cattle home. + +Charles spoke again at last in his usual tone. + +"You quite understand, Ruth, though I have not mentioned it so far, that +you are engaged to marry me?" + +"I do. I will make a note of it if you wish." + +"It is unnecessary. I shall be happy, when I am at leisure to remind you +myself. Indeed, I may say I shall make a point of doing so. There does +not happen to be any one else whom you feel it would be your duty to +marry?" + +"I can't think of any one at the moment. Charles, you never _could_ have +believed I would marry _him_, after all?" + +"Indeed, I did believe it. Don't I know the stubbornness of your heart? +You see, you are but young, and I make excuses for you; but, after you +have been the object of my special and judicious training for a few +years, I quite hope your judgment may improve considerably." + +"I trust it will, as I see from your remarks--it will certainly be all +we shall have to guide us both." + + * * * * * + +POSTSCRIPT.--Lady Mary would not allow even Providence any of the credit +of Charles's engagement; she claimed the whole herself. She called +Evelyn to witness that from the first it had been her work entirely. She +only allowed Charles himself a very secondary part in the great event, +to which she was apt to point in later years as the crowning work of a +life devoted--under Church direction--to the temporal and spiritual +welfare of her fellow-creatures; and Charles avers that a mention of it +in the long list of her virtues will some day adorn the tombstone which +she has long since ordered to be in readiness. + +Molly was disconsolate for many days, but work, that panacea of grief, +came to the rescue, and it was not long before she was secretly and +busily engaged on a large kettle-holder, with kettle and motto entwined, +for Charles's exclusive use, without which she had been led to +understand his establishment would be incomplete. When this work of art +was finished her feelings had become so far modified towards Ruth that +she consented to begin another very small and inferior one--merely a +kettle on a red ground--for that interloper, but whether it was ever +presented is not on record. + + * * * * * + +Vandon is to let. The grass has grown up again through the niches of the +stone steps. The place looks wild and deserted. Mr. Alwynn comes +sometimes, and looks up at its shuttered windows and trailing, neglected +ivy, but not often, for it gives him a strange pang at the heart. And as +he goes home the people come out of the dilapidated cottages, and ask +wistfully when the new squire is coming back. + +But Mr. Alwynn does not know. + + + THE END. + + + * * * * * + +TYPOGRAPHICAL ERRORS CORRECTED + +The following typographical errors in the text were corrected as +detailed here. + +In the text: " ... Mrs. Alwynn had the delight of taking her completely +..." the word "competely" was corrected to "completely." + +In the text: "You evidently imagine that I have gone in for the +fashionable creed of the young man" the word "fashionble" was corrected +to "fashionable." + +In the text: "Molly, tired of her castles, suggested that she might sit +on his knee," the word "hnee" was corrected to "knee." + +In the text: " ... Molly has formed a habit of expressing herself with +unnecessary freedom." the word "Mary" was changed to "Molly." + +In the text: " ... as it reached the steps a shrill voice suddenly +called" the word "suddedly" was corrected to "suddenly." + +In the text: "I considered her to be a pink-and-white nonentity... " the +word "nonenity" was corrected to "nonentity." + +In the text: " ... pressing invitation to to come down... 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Danvers Jewels, and Sir Charles Danvers + +Author: Mary Cholmondeley + +Release Date: August 10, 2006 [EBook #19020] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE DANVERS JEWELS *** + + + + +Produced by Geetu Melwani, Suzanne Shell and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + + +<p class="tr"> <b>Transcriber's notes.</b><br /> +<br />A number of typographical errors found in the +original text have been corrected in this version. A <a href="#note">list</a> of these +errors is found at the end (before the advertisments from the +original book).</p> + + + + +<h1>The Danvers Jewels<br /> + +and<br /> + +Sir Charles Danvers</h1> + +<h3>by</h3> + +<h2>Mary Cholmondeley</h2> + + + + +<p class="center">NEW YORK</p> + +<p class="center">HARPER & BROTHERS, FRANKLIN SQUARE</p> + +<p class="center">1890</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[Pg 4]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 5em;">TO MY SISTER</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 5em;">"DI"</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 5em;">I AFFECTIONATELY DEDICATE THE STORY</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 5em;">WHICH SHE HELPED ME</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 5em;">TO WRITE</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>TABLE OF CONTENTS.</h2> + +<table class="index" summary="contents"> +<tr> +<td colspan ="2"><a href="#THE_DANVERS_JEWELS"><b>THE DANVERS JEWELS.</b></a></td><td class ="number"><b>Page 9</b></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_I"><b>CHAPTER I.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_II"><b>CHAPTER II.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_III"><b>CHAPTER III.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_IV"><b>CHAPTER IV.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_V"><b>CHAPTER V.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_VI"><b>CHAPTER VI.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_VII"><b>CHAPTER VII.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_VIII"><b>CHAPTER VIII.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_IX"><b>CHAPTER IX.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_X"><b>CHAPTER X</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XI"><b>CHAPTER XI.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XII"><b>CHAPTER XII.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XIII"><b>CHAPTER XIII.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CONCLUSION"><b>CONCLUSION.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr><td> </td></tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"><a href="#SIR_CHARLES_DANVERS"><b>SIR CHARLES DANVERS.</b></a></td><td class ="number"><b>Page 93</b></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_Ib"><b>CHAPTER I.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_IIb"><b>CHAPTER II.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_IIIb"><b>CHAPTER III.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_IVb"><b>CHAPTER IV.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_Vb"><b>CHAPTER V.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_VIb"><b>CHAPTER VI.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_VIIb"><b>CHAPTER VII.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_VIIIb"><b>CHAPTER VIII.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_IXb"><b>CHAPTER IX.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_Xb"><b>CHAPTER X.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XIb"><b>CHAPTER XI.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XIIb"><b>CHAPTER XII.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XIIIb"><b>CHAPTER XIII.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XIVb"><b>CHAPTER XIV.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XV"><b>CHAPTER XV.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XVI"><b>CHAPTER XVI.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XVII"><b>CHAPTER XVII.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII"><b>CHAPTER XVIII.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XIX"><b>CHAPTER XIX.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XX"><b>CHAPTER XX.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXI"><b>CHAPTER XXI.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXII"><b>CHAPTER XXII.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII"><b>CHAPTER XXIII.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV"><b>CHAPTER XXIV.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXV"><b>CHAPTER XXV.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXVI"><b>CHAPTER XXVI.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXVII"><b>CHAPTER XXVII.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXVIII"><b>CHAPTER XXVIII.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXIX"><b>CHAPTER XXIX.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXX"><b>CHAPTER XXX.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CHAPTER_XXXI"><b>CHAPTER XXXI.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"> <a href="#CONCLUSIONb"><b>CONCLUSION.</b></a></td> +</tr><tr><td> </td></tr><tr> +<td colspan ="2"><a href="#ADS"><b>ADVERTISMENTS PRINTED AT THE BACK OF THE BOOK.</b></a></td> +</tr></table> + + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="THE_DANVERS_JEWELS" id="THE_DANVERS_JEWELS"></a>THE DANVERS JEWELS.</h2> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span></p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I.</h2> + + +<p>I was on the point of leaving India and returning to England when he +sent for me. At least, to be accurate—and I am always accurate—I was +not quite on the point, but nearly, for I was going to start by the mail +on the following day. I had been up to Government House to take my leave +a few days before, but Sir John had been too ill to see me, or at least +he had said he was. And now he was much worse—dying, it seemed, from +all accounts; and he had sent down a native servant in the noon-day heat +with a note, written in his shaking old hand, begging me to come up as +soon as it became cooler. He said he had a commission which he was +anxious I should do for him in England.</p> + +<p>Of course I went. It was not very convenient, because I had to borrow +one of our fellows' traps, as I had sold my own, and none of them had +the confidence in my driving which I had myself. I was also obliged to +leave the packing of my collection of Malay <i>krises</i> and Indian +<i>kookeries</i> to my bearer.</p> + +<p>I wondered as I drove along why Sir John had sent for me. Worse, was he? +Dying? And without a friend. Poor old man! He had done pretty well in +this world, but I was afraid he would not be up to much once he was out +of it; and now it seemed he was going. I felt sorry for him. I felt more +sorry when I saw him—when the tall, long-faced A.D.C. took me into his +room and left us. Yes, Sir John was certainly going. There was no +mistake about it. It was written in every line of his drawn fever-worn +face, and in his wide fever-lit eyes, and in the clutch of his long +yellow hands upon his tussore silk dressing-gown. He looked a very sick +bad old man as he lay there on his low couch, placed so as to court the +air from without, cooled by its passage through damped grass screens, +and to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span> receive the full strength of the punka, pulled by an invisible +hand outside.</p> + +<p>"You go to England to-morrow?" he asked, sharply.</p> + +<p>It was written even in the change of his voice, which was harsh, as of +old, but with all the strength gone out of it.</p> + +<p>"By to-morrow's mail," I said. I should have liked to say something +more—something sympathetic about his being ill and not likely to get +better; but he had always treated me discourteously when he was well, +and I could not open out all at once now that he was ill.</p> + +<p>"Look here, Middleton," he went on; "I am dying, and I know it. I don't +suppose you imagined I had sent for you to bid you a last farewell +before departing to my long home. I am not in such a hurry to depart as +all that, I can tell you; but there is something I want done—that I +want you to do for me. I meant to have done it myself, but I am down +now, and I must trust somebody. I know better than to trust a clever +man. An honest fool—But I am digressing from the case in point. I have +never trusted anybody all my life, so you may feel honored. I have a +small parcel which I want you to take to England for me. Here it is."</p> + +<p>His long lean hands went searching in his dressing-gown, and presently +produced an old brown bag, held together at the neck by a string.</p> + +<p>"See here!" he said; and he pushed the glasses and papers aside from the +table near him and undid the string. Then he craned forward to look +about him, laying a spasmodic clutch on the bag. "I'm watched! I know +I'm watched!" he said in a whisper, his pale eyes turning slowly in +their sockets. "I shall be killed for them if I keep them much longer, +and I won't be hurried into my grave. I'll take my own time."</p> + +<p>"There is no one here," I said, "and no one in sight except Cathcart, +smoking in the veranda, and I can only see his legs, so he can't see +us."</p> + +<p>He seemed to recover himself, and laughed. I had never liked his laugh, +especially when, as had often happened, it had been directed against +myself; but I liked it still less now.</p> + +<p>"See here!" he repeated, chuckling; and he turned the bag inside out +upon the table.</p> + +<p>Such jewels I had never seen. They fell like cut flame upon the marble +table—green and red and burning white. A large diamond rolled and fell +upon the floor. I picked it up and put it back among<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span> the confused blaze +of precious stones, too much astonished for a moment to speak.</p> + +<p>"Beautiful! aren't they?" the old man chuckled, passing his wasted hands +over them. "You won't match that necklace in any jeweller's in England. +I tore it off an old she-devil of a Rhanee's neck after the Mutiny, and +got a bite in the arm for my trouble. But she'll tell no tales. He! he! +he! I don't mind saying now how I got them. I am a humble Christian, now +I am so near heaven—eh, Middleton? He! he! You don't like to contradict +me. Look at those emeralds. The hasp is broken, but it makes a pretty +bracelet. I don't think I'll tell you how the hasp got broken—little +accident as the lady who wore it gave it to me. Rather brown, isn't it, +on one side? but it will come off. No, you need not be afraid of +touching it, it isn't wet. He! he! And this crescent. Look at those +diamonds. A duchess would be proud of them. I had them from a private +soldier. I gave him two rupees for them. Dear me! how the sight of them +brings back old times. But I won't leave them out any longer. We must +put them away—put them away." And the glittering mass was gathered up +and shovelled back into the old brown bag. He looked into it once with +hungry eyes, and then he pulled the string and pushed it over to me. +"Take it," he said. "Put it away now. Put it away," he repeated, as I +hesitated.</p> + +<p>I put the bag into my pocket. He gave a long sigh as he watched it +disappear.</p> + +<p>"Now what you have got to do with that bag," he said, a moment +afterwards, "is to take it to Ralph Danvers, the second son of Sir +George Danvers, of Stoke Moreton, in D——shire. Sir George has got two +sons. I have never seen him or his sons, but I don't mean the eldest to +have them. He is a spendthrift. They are all for Ralph, who is a steady +fellow, and going to marry a nice girl—at least, I suppose she is a +nice girl. Girls who are going to be married always <i>are</i> nice. Those +jewels will sweeten matrimony for Mr. Ralph, and if she is like other +women it will need sweetening. There, now you have got them, and that is +what you have got to do with them. There is the address written on this +card. With my compliments, you perceive. He! he! I don't suppose they +will remember who I am."</p> + +<p>"Have you no relations?" I asked; for I am always strongly of opinion +that property should be bequeathed to relatives, especially near +relatives, rather than to entire strangers.</p> + +<p>"None," he replied, "not even poor relations. I have no deserv<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span>ing +nephew or Scotch cousin. If I had, they would be here at this moment +smoothing the pillow of the departing saint, and wondering how much they +would get. You may make your mind easy on that score."</p> + +<p>"Then who is this Ralph whom you have never seen, and to whom you are +leaving so much?" I asked, with my usual desire for information.</p> + +<p>He glared at me for a moment, and then he turned his face away.</p> + +<p>"D——n it! What does it matter, now I'm dying?" he said. And then he +added, hoarsely, "I knew his mother."</p> + +<p>I could not speak, but involuntarily I put out my hand and took his +leaden one and held it. He scowled at me, and then the words came out, +as if in spite of himself—</p> + +<p>"She—if she had married me, who knows what might—But she married +Danvers. She called her second son Ralph. My first name is Ralph." Then, +with a sudden change of tone, pulling away his hand, "There! now you +know all about it! Edifying, isn't it? These death-bed scenes always +have an element of interest, haven't they? <i>Good</i>-evening"—ringing the +bell at his elbow—"I can't say I hope we shall meet again. It would be +impolite. No, don't let me keep you. Good-bye again."</p> + +<p>"Good-bye, Sir John," I said, taking his impatient hand and shaking it +gently; "God bless you."</p> + +<p>"Thankee," grinned the old man, with a sardonic chuckle; "if anything +could do me good that will, I'm sure. Good-bye."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>As I breakfasted next morning, previously to my departure, I could not +help reflecting on the different position in which I was now returning +to England, as a colonel on long leave, to that in which I had left it +many—I do not care to think how many—years ago, the youngest ensign in +the regiment.</p> + +<p>It was curious to remember that in my youth I had always been considered +the fool of the family; most unjustly so considered when I look back at +my quick promotion owing to casualties, and at my long and prosperous +career in India, which I cannot but regard as the result of high +principles and abilities, to say the least of it, of not the meanest +order. On the point of returning to England, the trust Sir John had with +his usual shrewdness reposed in me was an additional proof, if proof +were needed, of the confidence I had inspired in him—a confidence which +seemed to have ripened suddenly at the end of his life, after many years +of hardly concealed mockery and derision.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span> Just as I was finishing my +reflections and my breakfast, Dickson, one of the last joined +subalterns, came in.</p> + +<p>"This is very awful," he said, so gravely that I turned to look at him.</p> + +<p>"What is awful?"</p> + +<p>"Don't you know?" he replied. "Haven't you heard about—Sir John—last +night?"</p> + +<p>"Dead?" I asked.</p> + +<p>He nodded; and then he said—</p> + +<p>"Murdered in the night! Cathcart heard a noise and went in, and stumbled +over him on the floor. As he came in he saw the lamp knocked over, and a +figure rush out through the veranda. The moon was bright, and he saw a +man run across a clear space in the moonlight—a tall, slightly built +man in native dress, but not a native, Cathcart said; that he would take +his oath on, by his build. He roused the house, but the man got clean +off, of course."</p> + +<p>"And Sir John?"</p> + +<p>"Sir John was quite dead when Cathcart got back to him. He found him +lying on his face. His arms were spread out, and his dressing-gown was +torn, as if he had struggled hard. His pockets had been turned inside +out, his writing-table drawers forced open, the whole room had been +ransacked; yet the old man's gold watch had not been touched, and some +money in one of the drawers had not been taken. What on earth is the +meaning of it all?" said young Dickson, below his breath. "What was the +thief after?"</p> + +<p>In a moment the truth flashed across my brain. I put two and two +together as quickly as most men, I fancy. <i>The jewels!</i> Some one had got +wind of the jewels, which at that moment were reposing on my own person +in their old brown bag. Sir John had been only just in time.</p> + +<p>"What was he looking for?" continued Dickson, walking up and down. "The +old man must have had some paper or other about him that he wanted to +get hold of. But what? Cathcart says that nothing whatever has been +taken, as far as he can see at present."</p> + +<p>I was perfectly silent. It is not every man who would have been so in my +place, but I was. I know when to hold my tongue, thank Heaven!</p> + +<p>Presently the others came in, all full of the same subject, and then +suddenly I remembered that it was getting late; and there was a bustle +and a leave-taking, and I had to post off before I could hear more. Not, +however, that there was much more to hear, for every<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span>thing seemed to be +in the greatest confusion, and every species of conjecture was afloat as +to the real criminal, and the motive for the crime. I had not much time +to think of anything during the first day on board; yet, busy as I was +in arranging and rearranging my things, poor old Sir John never seemed +quite absent from my mind. His image, as I had last seen him, constantly +rose before me, and the hoarse whisper was forever sounding in my ears, +"I'm watched! I know I'm watched!" I could not get him out of my head. I +was unable to sleep the first night I was on board, and, as the long +hours wore on, I always seemed to see the pale searching eyes of the +dead man; and above the manifold noises of the steamer, and the +perpetual lapping of the calm water against my ear, came the whisper, +"I'm watched! I know I'm watched!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II.</h2> + + +<p>I was all right next day. I suppose I had had what women call <i>nerves</i>. +I never knew what nerves meant before, because no two women I ever met +seemed to have the same kind. If it is slamming a door that upsets one +woman's nerves, it may be coming in on tiptoe that will upset another's. +You never can tell. But I am sure it was nerves with me that first +night; I know I have never felt so queer since. Oh yes I have, +though—once. I was forgetting; but I have not come to that yet.</p> + +<p>We had a splendid passage home. Most of the passengers were in good +spirits at the thought of seeing England again, and even the children +were not so troublesome as I have known them. I soon made friends with +some of the nicest people, for I generally make friends easily. I do not +know how I do it, but I always seem to know what people really are at +first sight. I always was rather a judge of character.</p> + +<p>There was one man on board whom I took a great fancy to from the first. +He was a young American, travelling about, as Americans do, to see the +world. I forget where he had come from—though I believe he told me—or +why he was going to London; but a nicer young fellow I never met. He was +rather simple and unsophisticated, and with less knowledge of the world +than any man I ever knew; but he did not mind owning to it, and was as +grateful as possible for any little hints which, as an older man who had +not gone<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> through life with his eyes shut, I was of course able to give +him. He was of a shy disposition I could see, and wanted drawing out; +but he soon took to me, and in a surprisingly short time we became +friends. He was in the next cabin to mine, and evidently wished so much +to have been with me, that I tried to get another man to exchange; but +he was grumpy about it, and I had to give it up, much to young Carr's +disappointment. Indeed, he was quite silent and morose for a whole day +about it, poor fellow. He was a tall handsome young man, slightly built, +with the kind of sallow complexion that women admire, and I wondered at +his preferring my company to that of the womankind on board, who were +certainly very civil to him. One evening when I was rallying him on the +subject, as we were leaning over the side (for though it was December it +was hot enough in the Red Sea to lounge on deck), he told me that he was +engaged to be married to a beautiful young American girl. I forget her +name, but I remember he told it me—Dulcima Something—but it is of no +consequence. I quite understood then. I always can enter into the +feelings of others so entirely. I know when I was engaged myself once, +long ago, I did not seem to care to talk to any one but her. She did not +feel the same about it, which perhaps accounted for her marrying some +one else, which was quite a blow to me at the time. But still I could +fully enter into young Carr's feelings, especially when he went on to +expatiate on her perfections. Nothing, he averred, was too good for her. +At last he dropped his voice, and, after looking about him in the dusk, +to make sure he was not overheard, he said:</p> + +<p>"I have picked up a few stones for her on my travels; a few sapphires of +considerable value. I don't care to have it generally known that I have +jewels about me, but I don't mind telling <i>you</i>."</p> + +<p>"My dear fellow," I replied, laying my hand on his shoulder, and sinking +my voice to a whisper, "not a soul on board this vessel suspects it, but +so have I."</p> + +<p>It was too dark for me see his face, but I felt that he was much +impressed by what I had told him.</p> + +<p>"Then <i>you</i> will know where I had better keep mine," he said, a moment +later, with his impulsive boyish confidence. "How fortunate I told you +about them. Some are of considerable value, and—and I don't know where +to put them that they will be absolutely safe. I never carried about +jewels with me before, and I am nervous about <i>losing</i> them, you +understand." And he nodded significantly at me. "Now where would you +advise me to keep them?"</p> + +<p>"On you," I said, significantly.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span></p> + +<p>"But where?"</p> + +<p>He was simpler than even I could have believed.</p> + +<p>"My dear boy," I said, hardly able to refrain from laughing, "do as I +do; put them in a bag with a string to it. Put the string round your +neck, and wear that bag under your clothes night and day."</p> + +<p>"At night as well?" he asked, anxiously.</p> + +<p>"Of course. You are just as likely to <i>lose</i> them, as you call it, in +the night as in the day."</p> + +<p>"I'm very much obliged to you," he replied. "I will take your advice +this very night. I say," he added, suddenly, "you would not care to see +them, would you? I would not have any one else catch sight of them for a +good deal, but I would show you them in a moment. Every one else is on +deck just now, if you would like to come down into my cabin."</p> + +<p>I hardly know one stone from another, and never could tell a diamond +from paste; but he seemed so anxious to show me what he had, that I did +not like to refuse.</p> + +<p>"By all means," I said. And we went below.</p> + +<p>It was very dark in Carr's cabin, and after he had let me in he locked +the door carefully before he struck a light. He looked quite pale in the +light of the lamp after the red dusk of the warm evening on deck.</p> + +<p>"I don't want to have other fellows coming in," he said in a whisper, +nodding at the door.</p> + +<p>He stood looking at me for a moment as if irresolute, and then he +suddenly seemed to arrive at some decision, for he pulled a small parcel +out of his pocket and began to open it.</p> + +<p>They really were not much to look at, though I would not have told him +so for worlds. There were a few sapphires—one of a considerable size, +but uncut—and some handsome turquoises, but not of perfect color. He +turned them over with evident admiration.</p> + +<p>"They will look lovely, set in gold, as a bracelet on <i>her</i> arm," he +said, softly. He was very much in love, poor fellow! And then he added, +humbly, "But I dare say they are nothing to yours."</p> + +<p>I chuckled to myself at the thought of his astonishment when he should +actually behold them; but I only said, "Would you like to see them, and +judge for yourself?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! if it is not giving you too much trouble," he exclaimed, +gratefully, with shining eyes. "It's very kind of you. I did not like to +ask. Have you got them with you?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span></p> + +<p>I nodded, and proceeded to unbutton my coat.</p> + +<p>At that moment a voice was heard shouting down the companion-ladder: +"Carr! I say, Carr, you are wanted!" and in another moment some one was +hammering on the door.</p> + +<p>Carr sprang to his feet, looking positively savage.</p> + +<p>"Carr!" shouted the voice again. "Come out, I say; you are wanted!"</p> + +<p>"Button up your coat," he whispered, scowling suddenly; and with an oath +he opened the door.</p> + +<p>Poor Carr! He was quite put out, I could see, though he recovered +himself in a moment, and went off laughing with the man, who had been +sent for him to take his part in a rehearsal which had been suddenly +resolved on; for theatricals had been brewing for some time, and he had +promised to act in them. I had not been asked to join, so I saw no more +of him that night. The following morning, as I was taking an early turn +on the deck, he joined me, and said, with a smile, as he linked his arm +in mine, "I was put out last night, wasn't I?"</p> + +<p>"But you got over it in a moment," I replied. "I quite admired you; and, +after all, you know—some other time."</p> + +<p>"No," he said, smiling still, "not some other time. I don't think I will +see them—thanks all the same. They might put me out of conceit with +what I have picked up for my little girl, which are the best I can +afford."</p> + +<p>He seemed to have lost all interest in the subject, for he began to talk +of England, and of London, about which he appeared to have that kind of +vague half-and-half knowledge which so often proves misleading to young +men newly launched into town life. When he found out, as he soon did, +that I was, to a certain extent, familiar with the metropolis, he began +to question me minutely, and ended by making me promise to dine with him +at the Criterion, of which he had actually never heard, and go with him +afterwards to the best of the theatres the day after we arrived in +London.</p> + +<p>He wanted me to go with him the very evening we arrived, but on that +point I was firm. My sister Jane, who was living with a hen canary +(called Bob, after me, before its sex was known) in a small house in +Kensington, would naturally be hurt if I did not spend my first evening +in England with her, after an absence of so many years.</p> + +<p>Carr was much interested to hear that I had a sister, and asked +innumerable questions about her. Was she young and lovely, or was she +getting on? Did she live all by herself, and was I going to stay<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span> with +her for long? Was not Kensington—was that the name of the +street?—rather out of the world? etc.</p> + +<p>I was pleased with the interest he took in any particulars about myself +and my relations. People so seldom care to hear about the concerns of +others. Indeed, I have noticed, as I advance in life, such a general +want of interest on the part of my acquaintance in the minutiæ of my +personal affairs that of late I have almost ceased to speak of them at +any length. Carr, however, who was of what I should call a truly +domestic turn of character, showed such genuine pleasure in hearing +about myself and my relations, that I asked him to call in London in +order to make Jane's acquaintance, and accordingly gave him her address, +which he took down at once in his note-book with evident satisfaction.</p> + +<p>Our passage was long, but it proved most uneventful; and except for an +occasional dance, and the theatricals before-mentioned, it would have +been dull in the extreme. The theatricals certainly were a great +success, mainly owing to the splendid acting of young Carr, who became +afterwards a more special object of favor even than he was before. It +was bitterly cold when we landed early in January at Southampton, and my +native land seemed to have retired from view behind a thick veil of fog. +We had a wretched journey up to London, packed as tight as sardines in a +tin, much to the disgust of Carr, who accompanied me to town, and who, +with his usual thoughtfulness, had in vain endeavored to keep the +carriage to ourselves, by liberal tips to guards and porters. When we at +last arrived in London he insisted on getting me a cab and seeing my +luggage onto it, before he looked after his own at all. It was only when +I had given the cabman my sister's address that he finally took his +leave, and disappeared among the throng of people who were jostling each +other near the luggage-vans.</p> + +<p>Curiously enough, when I arrived at my destination an odd thing +happened. I got out at the green door of 23, Suburban Residences, and +when the maid opened it, walked straight past her into the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>"Well, Jane!" I cried.</p> + +<p>A pale middle-aged woman rose as I came in, and I stood aghast. It was +not my sister. It was soon explained. She was a little pettish about it, +poor woman! It seemed my sister had quite recently changed her house, +and the present occupant had been put to some slight inconvenience +before by people calling and leaving parcels after her departure. She +gave me Jane's new address, which was only in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span> the next street, and I +apologized and made my bow at once. My going to the wrong house was such +a slight occurrence that I almost forgot it at the time, until I was +reminded of it by a very sad event which happened afterwards.</p> + +<p>Jane was delighted to see me. It seemed she had written to inform me of +her change of address, but the letter did not reach me before I started +for England with the Danvers jewels, about which I have been asked to +write this account. Considering this <i>is</i> an account of the jewels, it +is wonderful how seldom I have had occasion to mention them so far; but +you may rest assured that all this time they were safe in their bag +under my waiscoat; and knowing I had them there all right, I did not +trouble my head much about them. I never was a person to worry about +things.</p> + +<p>Still I had no wish to be inconvenienced by a hard packet of little +knobs against my chest any longer than was necessary, and I wrote the +same evening to Sir George Danvers, stating the bare facts of the case, +and asking what steps he or his second son wished me to take to put the +legacy in the possession of its owner. I had no notion of trusting a +packet of such immense value to the newly organized Parcels Post. With +jewels I consider you cannot be too cautious. Indeed, I told Jane so at +the time, and she quite agreed with me.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III.</h2> + + +<p>I did not much like the arrangement of Jane's new house when I came to +stay in it. The way the two bedrooms, hers and mine, were shut off from +the rest of the house by a door, barred and locked at night for fear of +burglars, was, I thought, unpleasant, especially as, once in my room for +the night, there was no possibility of getting out of it, the key of the +door of the passage not being even allowed to remain in the lock, but +retiring with Jane, the canary cage, and other valuables, into her own +apartment. I remonstrated, but I soon found that Jane had not remained +unmarried for nothing. She was decided on the point. The outer door +would be locked as usual, and the key would be deposited under the +pin-cushion in her room, as usual; and it was so.</p> + +<p>The next morning, as Jane and I went out for a stroll before luncheon, +we had to pass the house to which I had driven by mistake the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span> day +before. To our astonishment, there was a crowd before the door, and a +policeman with his back to it was guarding the entrance. The blinds were +all drawn down. The image of the pale lonely woman, sitting by her +little fire, whom I had disturbed the day before, came suddenly back to +me with a strange qualm.</p> + +<p>"What is it?" I hurriedly asked a baker's boy, who was standing at an +area railing, rubbing his chin against the loaf he was waiting to +deliver. The boy grinned.</p> + +<p>"It's murder!" he said, with relish. "Burgilars in the night. I've +supplied her reg'lar these two months. One quartern best white, one +half-quartern brown every morning, French rolls occasional; but it's all +up now." And he went off whistling a tune which all bakers' boys +whistled about that time, called "My Grandfather's Timepiece," or +something similar.</p> + +<p>A second policeman came up the street at this moment, and from him I +learned all the little there was to know. The poor lady had not been +murdered, it seemed, but, being subject to heart complaint, had died in +the night of an acute attack, evidently brought on by fright. The maid, +the only other person in the house, sleeping as maids-of-all-work only +can, had heard nothing, and awoke in the morning to find her mistress +dead in her bed, with the window and door open. "Strangely enough," the +policeman added, "although nothing in the house had been touched, the +lock of an unused bedroom had been forced, and the room evidently +searched."</p> + +<p>Poor Jane was quite overcome. She seemed convinced that it was only by a +special intervention of Providence that she had changed her house, and +that her successor had been sacrificed instead of herself.</p> + +<p>"It might have been me!" she said over and over again that afternoon.</p> + +<p>Wishing to give a turn to her thoughts, I began to talk about Sir John's +legacy, in which she had evinced the greatest interest the night before, +and, greatly to her delight, showed her the jewels. I had not looked at +them since Sir John had given them to me, and I was myself astonished at +their magnificence, as I spread them out on the table under the +gas-lamp. Jane exhausted herself in admiration; but as I was putting +them away again, saying it was time for me to be dressing and going to +meet Carr, who was to join me at the Criterion, she begged me on no +account to take them with me, affirming that it would be much safer to +leave them at home. I was firm, but she was firmer; and in the end I +allowed her to lock <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span> them up in the tea-caddy, where her small stock of +ready money reposed.</p> + +<p>I met Carr as we had arranged, and we had a very pleasant evening. Poor +Carr, who had seen the papers, had hardly expected that I should turn +up, knowing the catastrophe of the previous night had taken place at the +house I was going to, and was much relieved to hear that my sister had +moved, and had thus been spared all the horror of the event.</p> + +<p>The dinner was good, the play better. I should have come home feeling +that I had enjoyed myself thoroughly, if it had not been for a little +adventure with our cab-driver that very nearly proved serious. We got a +hansom directly we came out of the theatre, but instead of taking us to +the direction we gave him, after we had driven for some distance I began +to make out that the cabman was going wrong, and Carr shouted to him to +stop; but thereupon he lashed up his horse, and away we went like the +wind, up one street, and down another, till I had lost all idea where we +were. Carr, who was young and active, did all he could; but the cabman, +who, I am afraid, must have been intoxicated, took not the slightest +notice, and continued driving madly, Heaven knows where. At last, after +getting into a very dingy neighborhood, we turned up a crooked dark +street, unlit by any lamp, a street so narrow that I thought every +moment the cab would be overturned. In another moment I saw two men rush +out of a door-way. One seized the horse, which was much blown by this +time, and brought it violently to a stand-still, while the other flew at +the cab, and catching Carr by the collar, proceeded to drag him out by +main force. I suppose Carr did his best, but being only an American, he +certainly made a very poor fight of it; and while I was laying into the +man who had got hold of him, I was suddenly caught by the legs myself +from the other side of the cab. I turned on my assailant, saw a heavy +stick levelled at me, caught at it, missed it, beheld a series of +fireworks, and remembered nothing more.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>The first thing I heard on beginning to come to myself was a series of +subdued but evidently heart-felt oaths; and I became sensible of an airy +feeling, unpleasant in the extreme, proceeding from an open condition of +coat and waistcoat quite unsuited to the time of year. A low chorus of +muffled whispering was going on round me. As I groaned, involuntarily, +it stopped.</p> + +<p>"He's coming to!" I heard Carr say. "Go and fetch some brandy." And I +felt myself turned right side uppermost, and my<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span> hands were rubbed, +while Carr, in a voice of the greatest anxiety, asked me how I felt. I +was soon able to sit up, and to become aware that I had a splitting +headache, and was staring at a tallow-candle stuck in a bottle. Having +got so far I got a little farther, and on looking round found myself +reclining on a sack in a corner of a disreputable-looking room, dingy +with dirt, and faithful to the memory of bad tobacco. Then I suddenly +remembered what had occurred. Carr saw that I did so, and instantly +poured forth an account of how we had been rescued from a condition of +great peril by the man to whom the house we were in belonged, to whom he +hardly knew how to express his gratitude, and who was now gone for some +brandy for me. He told me a great deal about it, but I was so dizzy that +I forgot most of what he said, and it was not until our deliverer +returned with the brandy that I became thoroughly aware of what was +going forward. I could not help thinking, as I thanked the honest fellow +who had come to our assistance, how easily one may be deceived by +appearances, for a more forbidding-looking face, under its fur cap, I +never saw. That of his son, who presently returned with a four-wheeler +which Carr had sent for, was not more prepossessing. In fact, they were +two as villanous-looking men as I had ever seen. After recompensing both +with all our spare cash, we got ourselves hoisted stiffly into the cab, +and Carr good-naturedly insisted on seeing me home, though he owned to +feeling, as he put it, "rather knocked up by his knocking down." We were +both far too exhausted to speak much, until Carr gave a start and a gasp +and said, "By Jove!"</p> + +<p>"What?" I inquired.</p> + +<p>"They are gone!" he said, tremulously—"my sapphires. They are gone! +Stolen! I had them in a bag round my neck, as you told me. They must +have been taken from me when I was knocked down. I say," he added, +quickly, "how about yours? Have you got them all right?"</p> + +<p>Involuntarily I raised my hand to my throat. A horrid qualm passed over +me.</p> + +<p>"Thank Heaven!" I replied, with a sigh of relief. "They are safe at home +with Jane. What a mercy! I might have lost them."</p> + +<p>"<i>Might!</i>" said Carr. "You would have lost them to a dead certainty; +mine <i>are</i> gone!" And he stamped, and clinched his fists, and looked +positively furious.</p> + +<p>Poor Carr! I felt for him. He took the loss of his stones so to heart; +and I am sure it was only natural. I parted from him at my own door, and +was glad on going in to find Jane had stayed up for me.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span> I soon figured +in her eyes as the hero of a thrilling adventure, while her clever hands +applied sticking-plaster <i>ad libitum</i>. We were both so full of the +events of the evening, and the letter which I was to write to the +<i>Times</i> about it the next day, that it never entered the heads of either +of us, on retiring to bed, to remove Sir John's jewels from the +tea-caddy into which they had been temporarily popped in the afternoon.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + + +<p>I really think adventures, like misfortunes, never come single. Would +you believe it? Our house was broken into that very night. Nothing +serious came of it, wonderful to relate, owing to Jane's extraordinary +presence of mind. She had been unable to sleep after my thrilling +account of the cab accident, and had consoled herself by reading +Baxter's "Saint's Rest" by her night-light, for the canary became +restless and liable to sudden bursts of song if a candle were lighted. +While so engaged she became aware of a subdued grating sound, which had +continued for some time before she began to speculate upon it. While she +was speculating it ceased, and after a short interval she distinctly +heard a stealthy step upon the stair, and the handle of the passage door +before-mentioned was gently, very gently turned.</p> + +<p>Jane has some of that quickness of perception which has been of such use +to myself through life. In a moment she had grasped the situation. Some +one was in the house. In another moment she was hanging out of her +bedroom window, springing the policeman's rattle which she had had by +her for years with a view to an emergency of this kind, and at the same +time—for she was a capable woman—blowing a piercing strain on a +cabman's whistle.</p> + +<p>To make a long story short, her extraordinary presence of mind was the +saving of us. With her own eyes she saw two dark figures fly up our area +steps and disappear round the corner, and when a policeman appeared on +the scene half an hour later, he confirmed the fact that the house had +been broken into, by showing us how an entrance had been effected +through the kitchen window.</p> + +<p>There was of course no more sleep for us that night, and the remainder +of it was passed by Jane in examining the house from top to bottom every +half hour or so, owing to a rooted conviction on her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span> part that a +burglar might still be lurking on the premises, concealed in the +cellaret, or the jam cupboard, or behind the drawing-room curtains.</p> + +<p>By that morning's post I heard, as I expected I should do, from Sir +George Danvers, but the contents of the letter surprised me. He wrote +most cordially, thanking me for my kindness in undertaking such a heavy +responsibility (I am sure I never felt it to be so) for an entire +stranger, and ended by sending me a pressing invitation to come down +to Stoke Moreton that very day, that he and his son, whose future wife +was also staying with them, might have the pleasure of making the +acquaintance of one to whom they were so much indebted. He added that +his eldest son Charles was also going down from London by a certain +train that day, and that he had told him to be on the lookout for me at +the station in case I was able to come at such short notice. I made up +my mind to go, sent Sir George a telegram to that effect, and proceeded +to fish up the jewels out of the tea-caddy.</p> + +<p>Jane, who had never ceased for one instant to comment on the event of +the night, positively shrieked when she saw me shaking the bag free from +tea-leaves.</p> + +<p>"Good gracious! the burglars," she exclaimed. "Why, they might have +taken them if they had only known."</p> + +<p>Of course they had <i>not</i> known, as I had been particularly secret about +them; but I wished all the same that I had not left them there all +night, as Jane would insist, and continue insisting, that they had been +exposed to great danger. I argued the matter with her at first; but +women, I find, are impervious as a rule to masculine argument, and it is +a mistake to reason with them. It is, in fact, putting the sexes for the +moment on an equality to which the weaker one is unaccustomed, and +consequently unsuited.</p> + +<p>A few hours later I was rolling swiftly towards Stoke Moreton in a +comfortable smoking carriage, only occupied by myself and Mr. Charles +Danvers, a handsome young fellow with a pale face and that peculiar +tired manner which (though, as I soon found, natural to him) is so often +affected by the young men of the day.</p> + +<p>"And so Ralph has come in for a legacy in diamonds," he said, +listlessly, when we had exchanged the usual civilities, and had become, +to a certain degree, acquainted. "Dear me! how these good steady young +men prosper in the world. When last I heard from him he had prevailed +upon the one perfect woman in the universe to consent to marry him, and +his aunt (by-the-way, you will meet her there, too<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span>—Lady Mary +Cunningham) had murmured something vague but gratifying about +testamentary intentions. A week later Providence fills his brimming cup +with a legacy of jewels, estimated at——" Charles opened his light +sleepy eyes wide and looked inquiringly at me. "What are they estimated +at?" he asked, as I did not answer.</p> + +<p>I really had no idea, but I shrugged my shoulders and looked wise.</p> + +<p>"Estimated at a fabulous sum," he said, closing his eyes again. "Ah! had +they been mine, with what joyful alacrity should I have ascertained +their exact money value. And mine they ought to have been, if the sacred +law of primogeniture (that special Providence which watches over the +interests of eldest sons) had been duly observed. Sir John had not the +pleasure of my acquaintance, but I fear he must have heard some +reports—no doubt entirely without foundation—respecting my career, +which had induced him to pass me over in this manner. What a moral! My +father and my aunt Mary are always delicately pointing out the +difference between Ralph and myself. I wish I were a good young man, +like Ralph. It seems to pay best in the long-run; but I may as well +inform you, Colonel Middleton, of the painful fact that I am the black +sheep of the family."</p> + +<p>"Oh, come, come!" I remarked, uneasily.</p> + +<p>"I should not have alluded to the subject if you were not likely to +become fully aware of it on your arrival, so I will be beforehand with +my relations. I was brought up in the way I should go," he continued, +with the utmost unconcern, as if commenting on something that did not +affect him in the least; "but I did not walk in it, partly owing to the +uncongenial companionship that it involved, especially that of my aunt +Mary, who took up so much room herself in the narrow path that she +effectually kept me out of it. From my earliest youth, also, I took +extreme interest in the parable of the Prodigal, and as soon as it +became possible I exemplified it myself. I may even say that I acted the +part in a manner that did credit to a beginner; but the wind-up was +ruined by the lamentable inability of others, who shall be nameless, to +throw themselves into the spirit of the piece. At various intervals," he +continued, always as if speaking of some one else, "I have returned +home, but I regret to say that on each occasion my reception was not in +any way what I could have wished. The flavor of a fatted calf is +absolutely unknown to me; and so far from meeting me half-way, I have in +extreme cases, when impelled homeward by urgent pecuniary +considerations, found myself obliged to walk up from the station."</p> + +<p>"Dear me! I hope it is not far," I said.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span></p> + +<p>"A mere matter of three miles or so uphill," he resumed; "nothing to a +healthy Christian, though trying to the trembling legs of the ungodly +after a long course of husks. There, now I think you are quite <i>au fait</i> +as to our family history. I always pity a stranger who comes to a house +ignorant of little domestic details of this kind; he is apt to make +mistakes." "Oh, pray don't mention it,"—as I murmured some words of +thanks—"no trouble, I assure you; trouble is a thing I don't take. +By-the-way, are you aware we are going straight into a nest of private +theatricals at Stoke Moreton? To-night is the last rehearsal; perhaps I +had better look over my part. I took it once years ago, but I don't +remember a word of it." And after much rummaging in a magnificent +silver-mounted travelling-bag, the Prodigal pulled out a paper book and +carelessly turned over the leaves.</p> + +<p>I did not interrupt his studies, save by a few passing comments on the +weather, the state of the country, and my own health, which, I am sorry +to say, is not what it was; but as I only received monosyllabic answers, +we had no more conversation worth mentioning till we reached Stoke +Moreton.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V.</h2> + + +<p>Stoke Moreton is a fine old Elizabethan house standing on rising ground. +As we drove up the straight wide approach between two rows of ancient +fantastically clipped hollies, I was impressed by the stately dignity of +the place, which was not lessened as we drew up before a great arched +door-way, and were ushered into a long hall supported by massive pillars +of carved white stone. A roaring log-fire in the immense fireplace threw +a ruddy glow over the long array of armor and gleaming weapons which +lined the walls, and made the pale winter twilight outside look bleak +indeed. Charles, emerging slim and graceful out of an exquisite ulster, +sauntered up to the fire, and asked where Sir George Danvers was. As he +stood inside the wide fireplace, leaning against one of the pillars +which supported the towering white stone chimney-piece, covered with +heraldic designs and coats of arms, he looked a worthier representative +of an ancient race than I fear he really was.</p> + +<p>"So they have put the stage at that end, in front of the pillars," he +remarked, nodding at a wooden erection. "Quite right. I could<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span> not have +placed it better myself. What, Brown? Sir George is in the drawing-room, +is he? and tea, as I perceive, is going in at this moment. Come, Colonel +Middleton." And we followed the butler to the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>I am not a person who easily becomes confused, but I must own I did get +confused with the large party into the midst of which we were now +ushered. I soon made out Sir George Danvers, a delicate, but +irascible-looking old gentleman, who received me with dignified +cordiality, but returned Charles's greeting with a certain formality and +coldness which I was pained to see, family affection being, in my +opinion, the chief blessing of a truly happy home. Charles I already +knew, and with the second son, Ralph, a ruddy, smiling young man with +any amount of white teeth, I had no difficulty; but after that I became +hopelessly involved. I was introduced to an elderly lady whom I +addressed for the rest of the evening as Lady Danvers, until Charles +casually mentioned that his mother was dead, and that, until the +Deceased Wife's Sister Bill was passed, he did not anticipate that his +aunt Mary would take upon herself the position of step-mother to her +orphaned nephews. The severe elderly lady, then, who beamed so sweetly +upon Ralph, and regarded Charles with such manifest coldness, was their +aunt Lady Mary Cunningham. She had known Sir John slightly in her youth, +she said, as she graciously made room for me on her sofa, and she +expressed a very proper degree of regret at his sudden death, +considering that he had not been a personal friend in any way.</p> + +<p>"We all have our faults, Colonel Middleton," said Lady Mary, with a +gentle sigh, which dislodged a little colony of crumbs from the front of +her dress. "Sir John, like the rest of us, was not exempt, though I have +no doubt the softening influence of age would have done much, since I +knew him, to smooth acerbities of character which were unfortunately +strongly marked in his early life."</p> + +<p>She had evidently not known Sir John in his later years.</p> + +<p>As she continued to talk in this strain I endeavored to make out which +of the young ladies present was the one to whom Ralph was engaged. I was +undecided as to which it was of the two to whom I had already been +introduced. Girls always seem to me so very much alike, especially +pretty girls; and these were both of them pretty. I do not mean that +they resembled each other in the least, for one was dark and one was +fair; but which was Miss Aurelia Grant, Ralph's <i>fiancée</i>, and which was +Miss Evelyn Derrick, a cousin of the family, I could not make out until +later in the evening, when<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span> I distinctly saw Ralph kiss the fair one in +the picture-gallery, and I instantly came to the conclusion that she was +the one to whom he was engaged.</p> + +<p>I asked Charles if I were not right, as we stood in front of the +hall-fire before the rest of the party had assembled for dinner, and he +told me that I had indeed hit the nail on the head in this instance, +though for his own part he never laid much stress himself on such an +occurrence, having found it prove misleading in the extreme to draw any +conclusion from it. He further informed me that Miss Derrick was the +young lady with dark hair who had poured out tea, and whom he had +favored with some of his conversation afterwards.</p> + +<p>I admired Ralph's taste, as did Charles, who had never seen his future +sister-in-law before. Aurelia Grant was a charming little creature, with +a curly head and a dimple, and a pink-and-white complexion, and a +suspicion of an Irish accent when she became excited.</p> + +<p>Charles said he admired her complexion most because it was so thoroughly +well done, and the coloring was so true to nature.</p> + +<p>I did not quite catch his meaning, but it certainly was a beautiful +complexion; and then she was so bright and lively, and showed such +pretty little teeth when she smiled! She was quite delightful. I did not +wonder at Ralph's being so much in love with her, and Charles agreed +with me.</p> + +<p>"There is nothing like a good complexion," he remarked, gravely. "One +may be led away to like a pale girl with a mind for a time, but for +permanent domestic happiness give me a good complexion, and—a dimple," +he added, as if it were an after-thought. "I feel I could not bestow my +best affections on a woman without a dimple. Yes, indeed! Ralph has +chosen well."</p> + +<p>Now I do not agree with Charles there, as I have always considered that +a woman <i>should</i> have a certain amount of mind; just enough, in fact, to +enable her to appreciate a superior one. I said as much to Charles; but +he only laughed, and said it was a subject on which opinion had always +varied.</p> + +<p>"How did he meet her?" I inquired.</p> + +<p>"On the Rigi, last summer," said Charles. "I am thinking of going there +myself next year. Lovely orphan sat by Lady Mary at <i>table d'hôte</i>. Read +tracts presented by Lady Mary. Made acquaintance. Lovely orphan's +travelling companion or governess discovered to be live sister of +defunct travelling companion or governess of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span> Lady Mary. Result, warm +friendship. Ralph, like a dutiful nephew, appears on the scene. +Fortnight of fine weather. Interesting expeditions. Romantic attachment, +cemented by diamond and pearl ring from Hunt & Roskell's. There is the +whole story for you."</p> + +<p>Evelyn Derrick joined us as he finished speaking. She was a tall +graceful girl, gentle and dignified in manner, with a pale refined face. +She was pretty in a way, but not to compare to Aurelia. Evelyn had an +anxious look about her, too. Now I do not approve of a girl looking +grave; she ought to be bright and happy, with a smile for every one. It +is all very well for us men, who have the work of the world to do, to +look grave at times, but with women it is different; and a woman always +looks her best when she smiles—at least, I think so.</p> + +<p>Then Aurelia came down, perfectly dazzling in white satin; then Sir +George, then Ralph, giving an arm to Lady Mary, who suffered from +rheumatism in her foot. Then came the gong, and there was a rustle down +of more people, young and old, friends of the family who had come to +act, or to see their sons and daughters act. As I never could get even +their names right, I shall not attempt to give any account of them, +especially as they are not of importance in any way.</p> + +<p>After dinner, on entering the drawing-room, I found that great +excitement prevailed among the ladies respecting Sir John's jewels. +About his sad fate and costly legacy they all seemed fully informed. I +had myself almost forgotten the reason of my visit in my interest in my +new surroundings, not having even as yet given up the jewels to Sir +George Danvers or Ralph; but, at the urgent request of all the ladies at +once, Ralph begged me to bring them down, to be seen and admired then +and there, before the rehearsal began.</p> + +<p>"They will all be yours, you know," Ralph said to Aurelia. "You shall +wear them on your wedding-day."</p> + +<p>"You are always talking about being married," said Aurelia, with a +little pout. "I wish you would try and think of something else to say. I +was quite looking forward to it myself until I came here, and now I am +quite, <i>quite</i> tired of it beforehand."</p> + +<p>Ralph laughed delightedly, and Sir George reminding me that every one +was dying of anxiety, himself included, I ran up-stairs to take the +brown bag from around my neck, and in a few minutes returned with it in +my hand. They were all waiting for me, Lady Mary drawn up in an +arm-chair beside an ebony table, on which a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> small space near her had +been cleared, Charles alone holding rather aloof, sipping his coffee +with his back to the fire.</p> + +<p>"Don't jostle," he said, as they all crowded round me. "Evelyn, let me +beg of you not to elbow forward in that unbecoming manner. Observe how +Aunt Mary restrains herself. Take time, Middleton! your coffee is +getting cold. Won't you drink it first?"</p> + +<p>As he finished speaking I turned the contents of the bag upon the table. +The jewels in the bright lamp-light seemed to blaze and burn into the +ebony of the table. There was a general gasp, a silence, and then a +chorus of admiration. Charles came up behind me and looked over my +shoulder.</p> + +<p>"Good gracious!" said Lady Mary, solemnly. "Ralph, you are a rich man. +Why, mine are nothing to them!" and she touched a diamond and emerald +necklace on her own neck. "I never knew poor Sir John had so much good +in him."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Ralph, Ralph!" cried Aurelia, clasping her little hands with a deep +sigh. "And will they really be my very own?"</p> + +<p>Ralph assured her that they would, and that she should act in them the +following night if she liked.</p> + +<p>I think there was not a woman present who did not envy Aurelia as Ralph +took up a flashing diamond crescent and held it against her fair hair. I +saw Evelyn turn away and begin to tear up a small piece of paper in her +hand. Women are very jealous of each other, especially the nice, by +which I mean the pretty, ones. I was sorry to see jealousy so plainly +marked in such a charming looking girl as Evelyn; but women are all the +same about jewels. Aurelia blushed and sparkled, and pouted when the +clasp caught in her hair, and shook her little head impatiently, and was +altogether enchanting.</p> + +<p>After the first burst of admiration had subsided, General Marston, an +old Indian officer, who had been somewhat in the rear, came up, and +looked long at the glittering mass upon the table.</p> + +<p>"Are you aware," he said at last to Ralph, pointing to the crescent, +"that those diamonds are of enormous value? I have not seen such stones +in any shop in London. I dare not say what that one crescent alone is +worth, or that emerald bracelet. Jewels of such value as this are a +grave responsibility." He stood, shaking his head a little and turning +the crescent in his hand. "Wonderful!" he said. "Wonderful! Do not tear +up that piece of rice-paper, Miss Derrick," he added, taking it from +her. "The crescent was wrapped in it, and I will put it round it again. +All these stones want polishing, and many of them resetting. They ought +not to be tumbled<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span> together in this way in a bag, with nothing to +prevent them scratching each other. See, Ralph, here is a clasp broken; +and here are some loose stones; and this star has no clasp at all. You +must take them up to some trustworthy jeweller, and have them thoroughly +looked over."</p> + +<p>"I suppose the second son was specially mentioned, Middleton?" said +Charles, as I drew back to let the rest handle and admire.</p> + +<p>"Of course!" said Lady Mary, sharply; "and a very fortunate thing, too."</p> + +<p>"Very—for Ralph," he replied. "It is really providential that I am what +I am. Why, I might have ruined the dear boy's prospects if I had paid my +tailor's bill, and lived in the country among the buttercups and +daisies. Ah! my dear aunt, I see you are about to remark how all things +here below work together for good!"</p> + +<p>"I was not going to remark anything of the kind," retorted Lady Mary, +drawing herself up; "but," she added, spitefully, "I do not feel the +less rejoiced at Ralph's good fortune and prosperity when I see, as I so +often do, the ungodly flourishing like a green bay-tree."</p> + +<p>"Of course," said Charles, shaking his head, "if that is your own +experience, I bow before it; but for my own part, I must confess I have +not found it so. Flourish like a green bay-tree! No, Aunt Mary, it is a +fallacy; they don't: I am sure I only wish they did. But I see the +rehearsal is beginning. May I give you an arm to the hall?"</p> + +<p>The offer was entirely disregarded, and it was with the help of mine +that Lady Mary retired from an unequal combat, which she never seemed +able to resist provoking anew, and in which she was invariably worsted, +causing her, as I could see, to regard Charles with the concentrated +bitterness of which a severely good woman alone is capable.</p> + +<p>I soon perceived that Charles was on the same amicable terms with his +father; that they rarely spoke, and that it was evidently only with a +view to keeping up appearances that he was ever invited to the paternal +roof at all. Between the brothers, however, in spite of so much to +estrange them, a certain kindliness of feeling seemed to exist, which +was hardly to have been expected under the circumstances.</p> + +<p>The rehearsal now began, and Sir George Danvers, who had remained behind +to put by the jewels, and lock them up in his strong-box among his +papers, came and sat down by me, again thanking<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span> me for taking charge of +them, though I assured him it had been very little trouble.</p> + +<p>"Not much trouble, perhaps, but a great responsibility," he said, +courteously.</p> + +<p>"A soldier, Sir George," I replied, with a slight smile, "becomes early +inured to the gravest responsibility. It is the air we breathe; it is +taken as a matter of course."</p> + +<p>He looked keenly at me, and was silent, as if considering +something—perhaps what I had said.</p> + +<p>I was delighted to find the play was one of those which I had seen acted +during our passage home. There is nothing I like so much as knowing a +play beforehand, because then one can always whisper to one's companion +what is coming next. The stage, with all its adjustments, had been +carefully arranged, the foot-lights were lighted, the piece began. All +went well till nearly the end of the first act, when there was a cry +behind the scenes of "Mr. Denis!" Mr. Denis should have rushed on, but +Mr. Denis did not rush on. The play stopped. Mr. Denis was not in the +library, the improvised greenroom; Mr. Denis did not appear when his +name was called in stentorian tones by Ralph, or in pathetic falsetto by +Charles. In short, Mr. Denis was not forthcoming. A rush up-stairs on +the part of most of the young men brought to light the awful fact that +Mr. Denis had retired to his chamber, a prey to sudden and acute +indisposition.</p> + +<p>"Dear me!" said Charles to Lady Mary, with a dismal shake of his head, +"how precarious is life! Here to-day, and in bed to-morrow. Support your +aunt Mary, my dear Evelyn; she wishes to retire to rest. Indeed, we may +as well all go to bed, for there will be no more acting to-night without +poor Denis. I only trust he may be spared to us till to-morrow, and that +he may be well enough to die by my hand to-morrow evening."</p> + +<p>We all dispersed for the night in some anxiety. The play could not +proceed without Mr. Denis, who took an important part; and Sir George +ruefully informed me that all the neighboring houses had been filled for +these theatricals, and that great numbers of people were expected. There +was to be dancing afterwards, but the principal feature of the +entertainment was the play. We all retired to rest, fervently hoping +that the health of Mr. Denis might be restored by the following +morning.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + + +<p>But far from being better the following morning, Denis was much worse. +Charles, who had sat up most of the night with him, and who came down to +breakfast more cool and indifferent than ever, at once extinguished any +hope that still remained that he would be able to take his part that +night.</p> + +<p>Great was the consternation of the whole party. A vague feeling of +resentment against Denis prevailed among the womankind, who, having all +preserved their own healths intact for the occasion (and each by her own +account was a chronic invalid), felt it was extremely inconsiderate, not +to say indelicate, of "a great man like him" to spoil everything by +being laid up at the wrong moment.</p> + +<p>But what was to be done? Denis was ill, and without Denis the play could +not proceed. Must the whole thing be given up? There was a general +chorus of lamentation.</p> + +<p>"I see no alternative," said Charles, "unless some Curtius will leap +into the gulf, and go through the piece reading the part, and that is +always a failure at the best of times."</p> + +<p>At that moment I had an idea; it broke upon me like a flash of +lightning: <i>Valentine Carr</i>! I had seen him act the very part Denis was +to have taken, in the theatricals on the steamer. How wonderfully +fortunate that it should have occurred to me!</p> + +<p>I told Charles that I had a friend who had acted that part only the week +before.</p> + +<p>"<i>You!</i>" cried Charles, losing all his customary apathy—"you don't say +so! Great heavens, where is he? Out with him! Where is he at this +moment? England, Ireland, Scotland, or Wales? Where is this treasure +concealed?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Colonel Middleton! Oh, how delightful!" cried a number of gentle +voices; and I was instantly surrounded, and all manner of questions put +to me. Would he come? Was he tall? And oh! <i>had</i> he a beard? He had not +a beard, had he? because it would not do for the part. Did he act well? +When had he acted? Where had he acted?</p> + +<p>Sir George interrupted the torrent of interrogation.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Do you think he would come?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"I am almost sure he would," I said; "he is a great friend of mine."</p> + +<p>"It would be an exceedingly good-natured and friendly act," said Sir +George. "Charles—no, I mean Ralph—bring a telegraph form, and if you +will write a telegram at once, Middleton, I will send it to the station +directly. We shall have an answer by twelve o'clock, and until then we +will not give up all hope, though of course we must not count on your +friend being able to come at such short notice."</p> + +<p>The telegram was written and despatched, Carr having given me an address +where letters would find him, though he said he did not put up there. I +sincerely hoped he would not be out of the way on this occasion, and I +was not a little pleased when, a few hours later, I received a telegram +in reply saying that he could come, and should arrive by the afternoon +train which had brought me the day before.</p> + +<p>The spirits of the whole party revived. I (as is often the case) was in +high favor with all. Even poor Denis, who had been very much depressed, +was sufficiently relieved by the news—so Charles said—to smile over +his beef-tea. Lady Mary, who appeared at luncheon-time, treated me with +marked consideration. I had already laid them under an obligation, she +said, graciously, by undertaking the care of the jewels, and now they +were indebted to me a second time. Was Mr. Carr one of Lord Barrantyne's +sons, or was he one of the Crampshire Carrs? She had known Lady Caroline +Carr in her youth, but had not met her of late years. She seemed +surprised when I told her that Carr was an American, and he sank, I +could see, at once in her estimation; but she was kind enough to say +that she was not a person who was prejudiced in any way by a man's +nationality, and that she believed that very respectable people might be +found among the Americans.</p> + +<p>The day passed in the usual preparations for an entertainment. If I went +into the hall I was sure to run against gardeners carrying in quantities +of hot-house plants, with which the front of the stage was being hidden +from the foot-lights to the floor; if I wandered into the library I +interrupted Aurelia and Ralph rehearsing their parts alone, with their +heads very close together; if I hastily withdrew into the morning-room, +it was only to find Charles upon his knees luring Evelyn to immediate +flight, in soul-stirring accents, before an admiring audience of not +unenvious young ladyhood.</p> + +<p>"Now, Evelyn, I ask you as a favor," said Charles, as I came in,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span> moving +towards her on his knees, "will you come a little closer when I am down? +I don't mind wearing out my knees the least in a good cause; but I owe +it to myself, as a wicked baron in hired tights, not to cross the stage +in that position. Any impression I make will be quite lost if I do; and +unless you keep closer, I shall never be able to reach your hand and +clasp it to a heart at least two yards away. Now,"—rising, and crossing +over to the other side—"I shall begin again. 'Ah! but my soul's +adored—'"</p> + +<p>"Is Middleton here?" asked a voice in the door-way. It was Sir George +Danvers who had put his head into the room, and I went to him.</p> + +<p>"I say, Middleton," he began, twirling his stick, and looking rather +annoyed, "it is excessively provoking. I never thought of it before, but +I find there is not a bed in the house. Every cranny has been filled. It +never occurred to me that we had not a room for your friend, now that he +is kind enough to come. And it looks so rude, when it is so exceedingly +good-natured of him to come at all."</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear! anywhere will do," I said.</p> + +<p>"There is not even room for Ralph in the house," continued Sir George. +"I have put him up at the lodge," pointing to a small house at the end +of the drive, near the great entrance gates. "There is another nice +little room leading out of his," he added, hesitating—"but really I +don't like to suggest—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, that will do perfectly!" I broke in. "Carr is not the sort of +fellow to care a straw how he is put up. He will be quite content +anywhere."</p> + +<p>"Come and see it," he said, leading the way out-of-doors. "I would have +turned out Charles in a moment, and given Carr his room; but Denis is +really rather ill, and Charles sees to him, as he is next door."</p> + +<p>I could not help saying how much I liked Charles.</p> + +<p>"Strangers always do," he replied, coldly, as we walked towards the +lodge. "I constantly hear him spoken of as a most agreeable young man."</p> + +<p>"And he is so handsome."</p> + +<p>"Yes," replied Sir George, in the same hard tone, "handsome and +agreeable. I have no doubt he appears so to others; but I, who have had +to pay the debts and hush up the scandals of my handsome and agreeable +son, find Ralph, who has not a feature in his face, the better-looking +of the two. I know Charles is head over ears in debt at this moment, +but,"—with sudden acrimony—"he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span> will not get another farthing from me. +It is pouring water into a sieve."</p> + +<p>"Ralph is marrying a sweetly pretty creature," I said, with warmth, +desirous of changing the subject.</p> + +<p>"Yes, she is very pretty," said Sir George, without enthusiasm; "but I +wish she had belonged to one of our county families. It is nothing in +the way of connection. She has no relations to speak of—one uncle +living in Australia, and another, whom she goes to on Saturday, in +Ireland. There seems to be no money either. It is Lady Mary's doing. She +took a fancy to her abroad; and to say the truth, I did not wish to +object, for at one time there seemed to be an attraction between Ralph +and his cousin Evelyn Derrick, which his aunt and I were both glad to +think had passed over. I do not approve of marriages between cousins."</p> + +<p>We had reached the lodge by this time, and I was shown a tidy little +room leading out of the one Ralph was occupying, in which I assured Sir +George that Carr would be perfectly comfortable, much to the courteous +old gentleman's relief, though I could see that he was evidently annoyed +at not being able to put him up in the house.</p> + +<p>In the afternoon, towards five o'clock, Carr arrived. I went into the +hall to meet him, and to bring him into the drawing-room myself. Just as +we came in, and while I was introducing him to Sir George, Ralph and +Aurelia, who were sitting together as usual, started a lovers' squabble.</p> + +<p>"Oh <i>my</i>!" said Ralph, suddenly.</p> + +<p>"It is all your fault. You jogged my elbow," came Aurelia's quick +rejoinder.</p> + +<p>"My dearest love, I did <i>not</i>," returned Ralph, on his knees, +pocket-handkerchief in hand.</p> + +<p>It appeared that between them they had managed to transfer Amelia's tea +from her cup to the front of her dress.</p> + +<p>"You did; you know you did," she said, evidently ready to cry with +vexation. "I was just going to drink, and you had your arm round the +back of my—"</p> + +<p>"Hush, Aurelia, I beg," expostulated Charles. "Aunt Mary and I are +becoming embarrassed. It is not necessary to enter into particulars as +to the exact locality of Ralph's arm."</p> + +<p>"Round the back of my chair," pouted Aurelia.</p> + +<p>"It is all right, Aunt Mary," called Charles, cheerfully, to that lady. +"Only the back of her <i>chair</i>. We took alarm unnecessarily.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> Just as it +should be. I have done the same myself with—a different chair."</p> + +<p>"He is <i>always</i> doing it," continued Aurelia, unmollified. "I have told +him about it before. He made me drop a piece of bread and butter on the +carpet only yesterday."</p> + +<p>"I ate it afterwards," humbly suggested Ralph, still on his knees, "and +there were hairs in it. There were, indeed, Aurelia."</p> + +<p>"And now it is my tea-gown," continued Aurelia, giving way to the +prettiest little outburst of temper imaginable. "I wish you would get up +and go away, Ralph, and not come back. You are only making it worse by +rubbing it in that silly way with your wet handkerchief."</p> + +<p>"Here is another," said Charles, snatching up Lady Mary's delicate +cambric one, which was lying on her work-table, while I was in the act +of introducing Carr to her; and before that lady's politeness to Carr +would allow her to turn from him to expostulate, Charles was on his +knees beside Ralph, wiping the offending stain.</p> + +<p>"'Out, d——d spot!' or rather series of spots. What, Aurelia! you don't +wish it rubbed any more? Good! I will turn my attention to the +<i>Aubusson</i> carpet. Ha! triumph! Here at least I am successful. Aunt +Mary, you have no conception how useful your handkerchief is. The amount +of tea or dirt, or both, which is leaving the carpet and taking refuge +in your little square of cambric will surprise you when you see it. Ah!" +rising from his knees as I brought up Carr, having by this time +presented him to Sir George. "Very happy to see you, Mr. Carr. Most kind +of you to come. Evelyn, are you pouring out some tea for Mr. Carr? +Nature requires support before a last rehearsal. May I introduce you to +my cousin Miss Derrick?"</p> + +<p>After Carr had also been introduced to Aurelia, who, however, was still +too much absorbed in her tea-gown to take much notice of him, he seemed +glad to retreat to a chair by Evelyn, who gave him his tea, and talked +pleasantly to him. He was very shy at first, but he soon got used to us, +and many were the curious glances shot at him by the rest of the party +as tea went on. There was to be a last rehearsal immediately afterwards, +so that he might take part in it; and there was a general unacknowledged +anxiety on the part of all the actors as to how he would bear that +crucial test on which so much depended. I was becoming anxious myself, +being in a manner responsible for him.</p> + +<p>"You're not nervous, are you?" I said, taking him aside when tea<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span> was +over. "Only act half as well as you did on the steamer and you will do +capitally."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am nervous," he replied, with a short uneasy laugh. "It is +enough to make a fellow nervous to be set down among a lot of people +whom he has never seen before—to act a principal part, too. I had no +idea it was going to be such a grand affair or I would not have come. I +only did it to please you."</p> + +<p>Of course I knew that, and I tried to reassure him, reminding him that +the audience would not be critical, and how grateful every one was to +him for coming.</p> + +<p>"Tell me who some of the people are, will you?" he went on. "Who is that +tall man with the fair mustache? He is looking at us now."</p> + +<p>"That is Charles, the eldest son," I replied; "and the shorter one, with +the pleasant face, near the window, is Ralph, his younger brother."</p> + +<p>"That is a very good-looking girl he is talking to," he remarked. "I did +not catch her name."</p> + +<p>"Hush!" I said. "That is Miss Grant, whom he is engaged to. They have +just had a little tiff, and are making it up. He <i>does</i> talk to her a +good deal. I have noticed it myself. Such a sweet creature!"</p> + +<p>"Is she going to act?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," I replied. "They are going to begin at once. You need not dress. +It is not a dress rehearsal."</p> + +<p>"I think I will go and get my boots off, though," said Carr. "Can you +show me where I am?"</p> + +<p>"I am afraid you are not in the house at all," I said. "The fact is—did +not Sir George tell you?" And then I explained.</p> + +<p>For a moment his face fell, but it cleared instantly, though not before +I had noticed it.</p> + +<p>"You don't mind?" I said, astonished. "You quite understand—"</p> + +<p>"Of course, of course!" he interrupted. "It is all right, I have a cold, +that is all; and I have to sing next week. I shall do very well. Pray +don't tell your friends I have a cold. I am sure Sir George is kindness +itself, and it might make him uneasy to think I was not in his house."</p> + +<p>The rehearsal now began, and in much trepidation I waited to see Carr +come on. The moment he appeared all anxiety vanished; the other actors +were reassured, and acted their best. A few<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span> passages had to be +repeated, a few positions altered, but it was obvious that Carr could +act, and act well; though, curiously enough, he looked less +gentlemanlike and well-bred when acting with Charles than he had done +when he was the best among a very mixed set on the steamer.</p> + +<p>"You act beautifully, Mr. Carr!" said Aurelia, when it was over. +"Doesn't he, Ralph?"</p> + +<p>"Doesn't he?" replied Ralph, hot but good-humored. "I am sure, Carr, we +are most grateful to you."</p> + +<p>"So am I," said Charles. "Your death agonies, Carr, are a credit to +human nature. No great vulgar writhings with legs all over the stage, +like Denis; but a chaste, refined wriggle, and all was over. It is a +pleasure to kill a man who dies in such a gentlemanlike manner. If only +Evelyn will keep a little closer to me when I am on my wicked baronial +knees, I shall be quite happy. You hear, Evelyn?"</p> + +<p>"How you can joke at this moment," said Evelyn, who looked pale and +nervous, "I cannot think. I don't believe I shall be able to remember a +word when it comes to the point."</p> + +<p>"Stage-fever coming on already," said Charles, in a different tone. "Ah! +it is your first appearance, is it not? Go and rest now, and you will be +all right when the time comes. I have a vision of a great success, and a +call before the curtain, and bouquets, and other delights. Only go and +rest now." And he went to light a candle for her. He seemed very +thoughtful for Evelyn.</p> + +<p>It was the signal for all of us to disperse, the ladies to their rooms, +the men to the only retreat left to them, the smoking-room. As Aurelia +went up-stairs I saw her beckon Ralph and whisper to him:</p> + +<p>"Am I really to wear them?"</p> + +<p>"Wear what, my angel? The jewels! Why, good gracious, I had quite +forgotten them. Of course I want you to wear them."</p> + +<p>"So do I, dreadfully," she replied, with a killing glance over the +balusters. "Only if I am, you must bring them down in good time, and put +them on in the greenroom. I hope you have got them somewhere safe."</p> + +<p>"Safe as a church," replied Ralph, forgetting that in these days the +simile was not a good one. "Father has them in his strong-box. I will +ask him to get them out—at least all that could be worn—and I will +give them a rub up before you wear them."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" said Charles, sadly, as we walked up-stairs, "if only I had known +Sir John!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + + +<p>It was nearly eight o'clock when I came down. The play was to begin at +eight. The hall, which was brilliantly lighted, was one moving mass of +black coats, with here and there a red one, and evening-dresses many +colored—the people in them, chatting, bowing, laughing, being ushered +to their places. Lady Mary and Sir George Danvers side by side received +their guests at the foot of the grand staircase, Lady Mary, resplendent +in diamond tiara and riviere, smiling as if she could never frown; Sir +George upright, courteous, a trifle stiff, as most English country +gentlemen feel it incumbent on themselves to be on such occasions.</p> + +<p>Presently the continual roll of the carriages outside ceased, the lamps +were toned down, the orchestra struck up, and Sir George and Lady Mary +took their seats, looking round with anxious satisfaction at the hall +crowded with people. People lined the walls; chairs were being lifted +over the heads of the sitting for some who were still standing; cushions +were being arranged on the billiard-table at the back for a covey of +white waistcoats who arrived late; the staircase was already crowded +with servants; the whole place was crammed.</p> + +<p>I wondered how they were getting on behind the scenes, and slipping out +of the hall, I traversed the great gold and white drawing-room, prepared +for dancing, and peeped into the morning-room, which, with the adjoining +library, had been given up to the actors. They were all assembled in the +morning-room, however, waiting for one of the elder ladies who had not +come down. The prompter was getting fidgety, and walking about. The two +scene-shifters, pale, weary-looking men, who had come down with the +scenery, were sitting in the wings, perfectly apathetic amid the general +excitement. Charles and several other actors were standing round a +footman who was opening champagne bottles at a surprising rate. I saw +Charles take a glass to Evelyn, who was shivering with a sharp attack of +stage-fever in an arm-chair, looking over her part. She smiled +gratefully, but as she did so her eyes wandered to the other side of the +room, where Ralph, on his knees before Aurelia, was fastening a diamond +star in her dress. Diamonds, rubies, and emeralds flashed in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span> her hair, +and on her white neck and arms. Ralph was fixing the last ornament onto +her shoulder with wire off a champagne bottle, there being no clasp to +hold it in its place. I saw Evelyn turn away again, and Charles, who was +watching her, suddenly went off to the fire, and began to complain of +the cold, and of the thinness of his silk stockings.</p> + +<p>The elder lady—"the heavy mother," as Charles irreverently called +her—now arrived; the orchestra, which was giving a final flourish, was +begged in a hoarse whisper to keep going a few minutes longer; eyes were +applied to the hole in the curtain, and then, every one being assembled, +it was felt by all that the awful moment had come at last. A more +miserable-looking set of people I never saw. I always imagined that the +actors behind the scenes were as gay off the stage as on it; but I found +to my astonishment that they were all suffering more or less from severe +mental depression. Ralph and Aurelia were now sitting ruefully together +on an ottoman beside the painting table, littered with its various +rouges and creams and stage appliances. Even Charles, who had +established Evelyn on a chair in the wings at the side she had to come +on from, and was now drinking champagne with due regard to his +paint—even Charles owned to being nervous.</p> + +<p>"I wish to goodness Mrs. Wright would begin!" he said. "Ah, there she +goes!"—as she ascended the stage steps. "There goes the bell. We are in +for it now. She starts, and I come on next. Up goes the curtain. Where +the devil has my book got to?"</p> + +<p>In another moment he was in the wings, intent on his part; then I saw +him throw down his book and go jauntily forward. A moment more, and +there was a thunder of applause. All the actors looked at each other, +and smiled a feeble smile.</p> + +<p>"He will do," said General Marston, the Indian officer, who, now in the +dress of an old-fashioned livery servant, proceeded to mount the steps. +It dawned upon me that I was missing the play, and I hurried back to +find Charles convulsing the audience with the utmost coolness, and +evidently enjoying himself exceedingly. Then Evelyn came on—But who +cares to read a description of a play? It is sufficient to say that +Aurelia looked charming, and many were the whispered comments on her +magnificent jewels; but on the stage Evelyn surpassed her, as much as +Aurelia surpassed Evelyn off it.</p> + +<p>Ralph and Carr did well, but Charles was the favorite with every one, +from the Duchess of Crushington in the front seat to the scullery-maid +on the staircase. He was so bold, so wicked, so insinuating,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span> in his +plumed cap and short cloak, so elegantly refined when he wiped his sword +upon his second's handkerchief. He took every one's heart by storm. +Ralph, who represented all the virtues, with rather thick ankles and a +false mustache, was nowhere. When the curtain fell for the last time, +amid great and continued applause, the "heavy mother," Ralph, Aurelia, +all were well received as they passed before it; but Charles, who +appeared last, was the hero of the evening.</p> + +<p>"He is engaged to his cousin, Miss Derrick, isn't he?" said a lady near +me, in a loud whisper to a friend.</p> + +<p>"Hush! no. Charles can't marry. Head over ears in debt. They say <i>she</i> +is attached to one of her cousins, but I forget which. I am not sure it +was not the other one."</p> + +<p>"Then it is the second son who is going to be married, is it? I know I +heard something about one of them being engaged."</p> + +<p>"Yes, the second son is engaged to that good-looking girl in diamonds, +who acted Florence Mordaunt. A lot of money, I believe, but not much in +the way of family. Grandfather sold mouse-traps in Birmingham, so people +say."</p> + +<p>"She looks like it!" replied the other, who had daughters out, and could +not afford to let any praise of other girls pass. "No breeding or +refinement; and she will be stout later, you will see."</p> + +<p>The play being over, a general movement now set in towards the +drawing-room, where the band was already installed, and making its +presence known by an inspiriting valse tune. In a few moments twenty, +thirty, forty couples were swaying to the music; Aurelia in her acting +costume was dancing away with Ralph in his red stockings; Carr with the +"heavy mother," and Charles in prosaic evening-dress was flying past +with Evelyn, who, now that she had effaced her beautiful stage +complexion, looked pale and grave as ever.</p> + +<p>I suppose it was a capital ball. Every one seemed to enjoy it. I did not +dance myself, but I liked watching the others; and after a time Charles, +who had been dancing indefatigably with two school-room girls with +pigtails, came and flung himself down on the other half of the ottoman +on which I was sitting.</p> + +<p>"Three times with each!" he said, in a voice of extreme exhaustion. "No +favoritism. I have done for to-night now."</p> + +<p>"What! Are you not going to dance any more?"</p> + +<p>"No, not unless Evelyn will give me another turn later, which she +probably won't. There she goes with Lord Breakwater again. How I do +dislike that young man! And look at Carr—valsing with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span> Aurelia! He +seems to be leaping on her feet a good deal, and she looks as if she +were telling him so, does not she? There! they have subsided into the +bay-window. I thought she would not stand it long. He does not dance as +well as he acts. Heigh-ho! Come in to supper with me, Middleton. The +supper-room will be emptier now, and I am dying of hunger. You must be +the same, for you had no regular dinner any more than we had. Come +along. We will get a certain little table for two that I know of, in the +bay-window where I took the fair pigtail just now, to the evident +anxiety of the parental chignon who was at the large table. We will have +a good feed in peace and quietness."</p> + +<p>In a few minutes we were established in a quiet nook in the supper-room, +which was now half empty, and were making short work of everything +before us.</p> + +<p>"How well Carr acted!" said Charles at last, leaning back, and leisurely +sipping his champagne. "I can think of something besides food now. Did +not you think he acted well?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," I said, "but you cut him out."</p> + +<p>"Did I!" said Charles, absently, beckoning to some lobster salad which +was passing. "Have some? Do, Middleton. We can but die once. You won't? +Well I will. Have you often seen Carr act before?"</p> + +<p>"Never," I said. "I never met him till I came on board the <i>Bosphorus</i> +at——"</p> + +<p>"Indeed! Oh! I fancied you were quite old friends."</p> + +<p>"We made great friends on the steamer."</p> + +<p>"Did you see much of him in London?" he asked, filling up his glass and +mine.</p> + +<p>"Not much, naturally," I said, laughing. "I was in London only two +nights."</p> + +<p>"Ah! I forgot. Very good of you, I am sure, to come down here so soon +after your arrival. You would hardly have seen him at all since you +landed, then?"</p> + +<p>"Carr? Yes," I replied, thinking Charles's talk was becoming very vague; +though when I rallied him about it next day he assured me it had been +very much to the point indeed. "We dined and went to the play together, +and had rather a nasty accident into the bargain on our way home."</p> + +<p>"What kind of accident?"</p> + +<p>I told him the particulars, which seemed to interest him very much.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span></p> + +<p>"And you had all those jewels of poor Sir John's with you, no doubt," +continued Charles. "You said you had them on you day and night. I wonder +you were not relieved of them."</p> + +<p>"That is just what Carr said," I went on; "for he lost something of his, +poor fellow. However, I had left them with Jane in a—in a <i>safe +place</i>."</p> + +<p>I did not think it necessary to mention the tea-caddy.</p> + +<p>"Oh! so Carr knew you had charge of them, did he?" said Charles. "Have +some of these grapes, Middleton; the white ones are the best."</p> + +<p>"Yes," I said, "he was the only person who had any idea of such a thing. +I am very careful, I can tell you; and I did not mean to have half the +ship's company know that I had valuables to such an amount upon me. When +I told Jane about them—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, then, Jane—I beg her pardon, Miss Middleton—was aware you had +them with you?"</p> + +<p>"Of course," I replied; "and she was quite astonished at them when I +showed them to her."</p> + +<p>"I hope," continued Charles, with his charming smile—all the more +charming because it was so rare—"that Miss Middleton will add me to the +number of her friends some day. I live in London, you know; but I wonder +at ladies caring to live there. No poultry or garden, to which the +feminine mind usually clings."</p> + +<p>"Jane seems to like it," I said.</p> + +<p>"Yes," replied Charles, meditatively. "I dare say she is very wise. A +woman who lives alone is much safer in town than in an isolated house in +the country, in case of fire, or thieves, or——"</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know that," I said. "I don't see that they are so very +safe. Why, only the night before I came down here——" I stopped. I had +looked up to catch a sudden glimpse of Carr's face, pale and uneasy, +watching us in a mirror opposite. In a moment I saw his face turn +smiling to another—Evelyn's, I think—and both were gone.</p> + +<p>Charles's light steel eyes were fixed full upon me.</p> + +<p>"'Only the night before you came down here,' you were saying," he +remarked, leaning back and half shutting them as usual.</p> + +<p>"Yes, only the night before I came down here our house was broken into;" +and I gave him a short account of what had happened. "And only the night +before <i>that</i>," I added, "a poor woman was murdered in Jane's old house. +I remember it especially, because I went to the house by mistake, not +knowing Jane had moved,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span> and I saw her, poor thing, sitting by the fire. +I don't see that living in town <i>is</i> so much safer for life and +property, after all."</p> + +<p>"Dear me! no. You are right, perfectly right," said Charles, dreamily. +"Your sister's experience proves it. And that other poor creature—only +the night before—and in Miss Middleton's former house, too. Well, +Middleton," with a start, "I suppose we ought to be going back now. I +have got all I want, if you have. I wonder what time it is? I'm dog +tired."</p> + +<p>We re-entered the ball-room to find the last valse being played, and a +crowd of people taking leave of Lady Mary.</p> + +<p>"Where's father?" asked Charles, as Ralph came up. "He ought to be here +to say good-night."</p> + +<p>"He's gone to bed," said Ralph. "Aunt Mary sent him. He was quite done +up. He has been on his legs all day. I expect he will be laid up +to-morrow."</p> + +<p>In a quarter of an hour the ball-room was empty, and Lady Mary, who was +dragging herself wearily towards the hall as the last carriage rolled +away, felt that she might safely restore the balance of her mind by a +sudden lapse from the gracious and benevolent to the acid and severe.</p> + +<p>"To bed! to bed!" she kept repeating. "Where is Evelyn? I want her arm. +General Marston, Colonel Middleton, will you have the goodness to go and +glean up these young people? Mrs. Marston and Lady Delmour, you must +both be tired to death. Let us go on, and they can follow."</p> + +<p>General Marston and I found a whole flock of the said young people in +the library, candle in hand, laughing and talking, thinking they were +going that moment, but not doing it, and all, in fact, listening to +Charles, who was expounding a theory of his own respecting ball dresses, +which seemed to meet with the greatest feminine derision.</p> + +<p>"First take your silk slip," he was saying as we came in. "There is +nothing indiscreet in mentioning a slip; is there, Evelyn? I trust not; +for I heard Lady Delmour telling Mrs. Wright that all well-brought-up +young ladies had silk slips. Then—"</p> + +<p>"He exposes his ignorance more entirely every moment," said Evelyn. "Let +us all go to bed, and leave him to hold forth to men who know as little +as himself."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Ralph!" said Aurelia, pointing to the jewels on her neck and arms; +"before we go I want you to take back these. I don't like keeping them +myself; I am afraid of them." And she began to take them off and lay +them on the table.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Nonsense, my pet; keep them yourself, and lock them up in your +dressing-case." And Ralph held them towards her.</p> + +<p>"I haven't got a dressing-case," said Aurelia, pouting; "and my hat-box +won't lock. I don't like having them. I wish you would keep them +yourself."</p> + +<p>"Bother!" said Ralph; "and father has gone to bed. He can't put them +back into his safe, and he keeps the key himself. Where is the bag they +go in?"</p> + +<p>Aurelia said that she had seen him put it behind a certain jar on the +chimney-piece in the morning-room, and Carr went for it, she following +him with a candle, as all the lamps had been put out. They presently +returned with it, and Ralph, who had been collecting all the jewels +spread over the table, shovelled them in with little ceremony.</p> + +<p>"Bother!" he said again, looking round and swinging the bag; "what on +earth am I to do with them? Ah, well, here goes!" and he opened a side +drawer in a massive writing-table and shoved the bag in.</p> + +<p>"There!" he said, locking it, and putting the key in his pocket; "they +will do very well there till to-morrow. Are you content now, Aurelia?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes," she said, "I am, if you are." And she bade us good-night and +followed in the wake of the others, who were really under way at last.</p> + +<p>As we all tramped wearily up-stairs to the smoking-room I saw Charles +draw Ralph aside and whisper something to him.</p> + +<p>"Nonsense!" I heard Ralph say. "Safe enough. Besides, who would suspect +their being there? Just as safe as in the strong-box. Brahma lock. Won't +be bothered any more about them."</p> + +<p>Charles shrugged his shoulders and marched off to bed. Ralph and Carr +likewise went off shortly afterwards to their rooms in the lodge. Carr +looked tired to death. I went down with them, at Ralph's request, to +lock the door behind them, as all the servants had gone to bed.</p> + +<p>It was a fine night, still and cold, with a bright moon. It had +evidently been snowing afresh, for there was not a trace of wheels upon +the ground; but it had ceased now.</p> + +<p>"Good-night!" called Ralph and Carr, as they went down the steps +together. I watched the two figures for a moment in the moonlight, their +footsteps making a double track in the untrodden snow. The cold was +intense. I drew back shivering, and locked and bolted the door.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + + +<p>It is very seldom I cannot sleep, but I could not that night. There was +something in the intense quiet and repose of the great house, after all +the excitement of the last few hours, that oppressed me. Everything +seemed, as I lay awake, so unnaturally silent. There was not a sound in +the wide grate, where the last ashes of the fire were silently giving up +the ghost, not a rumble of wind in the old chimney which had had so much +to say the night before. I tossed and turned, and vainly sought for +sleep, now on this side, now on that. At last I gave up trying, half in +the hope that it might steal upon me unawares. I thought of the play and +the ball, of poor Charles and his debts—of anything and everything—but +it was no good. In the midst of a jumble of disconnected ideas I +suddenly found myself listening again to the silence—listening as if it +had been broken by a sound which I had not heard. My watch ticked loud +and louder on the dressing-table, and presently I gave quite a start as +the distant stable clock tolled out the hour: One, two, three, four. I +had gone to bed before three. Had I been awake only an hour? It seemed +incredible. Getting up on tiptoe, vaguely afraid myself of breaking the +silence, I noiselessly pushed aside the heavy curtains and looked out.</p> + +<p>The moon had set, but by the frosty starlight the outline of the great +snow-laden trees and the wide sweep of white drive were still dimly +visible. All was silent without as within. Not a branch moved or let +fall its freight of snow. There was not a breath of wind stirring. I was +on the point of getting back into bed, when I thought in the distance I +heard a sound. I listened intently. No! I must have been mistaken. Ah! +again, and nearer! I held my breath. I could distinctly hear a stealthy +step coming up the stairs. My room was the nearest to the staircase end +of the corridor, and any one coming up the stairs must pass my door. +With a presence of mind which, I am glad to say, rarely deserts me, I +blew out my candle, slipped to the door, and noiselessly opened it a +chink.</p> + +<p>Some one was coming down the corridor with the lightness of a cat, +candle in hand, as a faint light showed me. Another moment,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span> and I saw +Charles, pale and haggard, still in evening-dress, coming towards me. He +was without his shoes. He passed my door and went noiselessly into his +own room, a little farther down the passage. There was the faintest +suspicion of a sound, as of a key being gently turned in the lock, and +then all was still again, stiller than ever.</p> + +<p>What could Charles have been after? I wondered. He could not have been +returning from seeing Denis, who was not only much better, but was in +the room beyond his own. And why had he still got on his evening clothes +at four o'clock in the morning? I determined to ask him about it next +day, as I got back into bed again, and then, while wondering about it +and trying to get warm, I fell fast asleep. I was only roused, after +being twice called, to find that it was broad daylight, and to hear +being carried down the boxes of many of the guests who were leaving by +an early train.</p> + +<p>I was late, but not so late as some. Breakfast was still going on. +Evelyn and Ralph had been up to see their friends off, but General and +Mrs. Marston and Carr, who was staying on, came in after I did. Lady +Mary and Aurelia were having breakfast in their own rooms. I think +nothing is more dreary than a long breakfast-table, laid for large +numbers, with half a dozen picnicking at it among the débris left by +earlier ravages. Evelyn, behind the great silver urn, looked pale and +preoccupied, and had very little to say for herself when I journeyed up +to her end of the table and sat down by her. She asked me twice if I +took sugar, and was not bright and alert and ready in conversation, as I +think girls should be. Carr, too, was eating his breakfast in silence +beside Mrs. Marston.</p> + +<p>It was not cheerful. And then Charles came in, listless and tired, and +without an appetite. He sat down wearily on the other side of Evelyn, +and watched her pour out his coffee without a word.</p> + +<p>"The Carews and Edmonts and Lady Delmour and her daughter have just +gone," said Evelyn, "and Mr. Denis."</p> + +<p>"Yes," replied Charles, seeming to pull himself together; "Denis came to +my room before he went. He looked a wreck, poor fellow; but not worse +than some of us. These late hours, these friskings with energetic young +creatures in the school-room, these midnight revels, are too much for +me. I feel a perfect wreck this morning, too."</p> + +<p>He certainly looked it.</p> + +<p>"Have you had bad letters?" said Evelyn, in a low voice.</p> + +<p>He laughed a little—a grim laugh—and shook his head. "But I had +yesterday," he added presently, in a low tone. "I shall have to try a +change of air again soon, I am afraid."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span></p> + +<p>I was just going to ask Charles what he had been doing walking about in +his socks the night before, when the door opened, and Ralph, whose +absence I had not noticed, came in. He looked much perturbed. It seemed +his father had been taken suddenly and alarmingly ill while dressing. In +a moment all was confusion. Evelyn precipitately left the room to go to +him, while Charles rushed round to the stables to send a groom on +horseback for the nearest doctor. Ralph followed him, and the remainder +of the party gathered in a little knot round the fire, Mrs. Marston +expressing the sentiment of each of us when she said that she thought +visitors were very much in the way when there was illness in the house, +and that she regretted that she and her husband had arranged to stay +over Sunday, to-day being Friday.</p> + +<p>"So have I," said Carr; "but I am sure I had better have refused. A +stranger in a sick-house is a positive nuisance. I think I shall go to +town by an afternoon train, if there is one."</p> + +<p>"Upon my word I think we had better do the same," said Mrs. Marston. +"What do you say, Arthur?" and she turned to her husband.</p> + +<p>"I must go to-day, anyhow—on business," said General Marston.</p> + +<p>"I hope no one is talking of leaving," said Charles, who had returned +suddenly, rather out of breath.</p> + +<p>As he spoke his eyes were fixed on Carr.</p> + +<p>"Yes, that is exactly what we were doing," said Mrs. Marston. "Nothing +is so tiresome as having visitors on one's hands when there is illness +in the house. Mr. Carr was thinking of going up to London by the +afternoon train; and I have a very good mind to go away with Arthur, +instead of staying on, and letting him come back here for me to-morrow, +as we had intended."</p> + +<p>"Pray do not think of such a thing!" said Charles, really with +unnecessary earnestness. "Mrs. Marston, pray do not alter your plans. +Carr!" in a much sterner tone, "I must beg that you will not think of +leaving us to-day. Your friend Colonel Middleton is staying on, and we +cannot allow you to desert us so suddenly."</p> + +<p>It was more like a command than an invitation; but Carr, usually so +quick to take a slight, did not seem to notice it, and merely said that +he should be happy to go or stay, whichever was most in accordance with +the wishes of others, and took up the newspaper. He and Charles did not +seem to get on well. I could see that Charles had not seemed to take to +him from the very first; and Carr certainly did not appear at ease in +the house. Perhaps Charles felt<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> that he had rather failed in courtesy +to him, for during the remainder of the morning he hardly let him out of +his sight. He took him to see the stables, though Carr openly declared +that he did not understand horses; he showed him his collection of Zulu +weapons in the vestibule; he even started a game of billiards with him +till the arrival of the doctor. I did not think Carr took his attentions +in very good part, though he was too well-mannered to show it; but he +looked relieved when Charles went up-stairs with the doctor, and pitched +his cue into the rack at once, and came to the hall-fire where I was +sitting, and where Aurelia presently joined us, fresh and smiling, in +the prettiest of morning-gowns. Every one met in the hall. It was in the +centre of the house, and every one coming up or down had to pass through +it. Just now it was not so tempting an abode as usual, for the flowers +and part of the stage had already been removed, and the bare boards, +with their wooden supports, gave an air of discomfort to the whole +place.</p> + +<p>Aurelia opened wide eyes of horror at hearing Sir George was ill. She +even got out a tiny laced pocket-handkerchief; but before she had had +time to weep much into it, and spoil her pretty eyes, the doctor +reappeared, accompanied by Charles and Ralph, and we all learned to our +great relief that Sir George, though undoubtedly ill, was not +dangerously so at present, though the greatest care would be necessary. +Lady Mary had undertaken the nursing of her brother-in-law, and in her +the doctor expressed the same confidence which parents are wont to feel +in a stern school-master. In the mean time the patient was to be kept +very quiet, and on no account to be disturbed.</p> + +<p>When the doctor had left, Ralph and Aurelia, who had actually seen +nothing of each other that morning, sauntered away together towards the +library. Charles challenged Carr to finish his game of billiards, and +Marston and I retired up-stairs to the smoking-room, where we could talk +over our Indian experiences, and perhaps doze undisturbed. We might have +been so occupied for half an hour or more when a flying step came up the +stairs, the door was thrown open, and Ralph rushed into the room.</p> + +<p>"General Marston! Colonel Middleton!" he gasped out, breathing hard, +"will you, both of you, come to my father's room at once? He has sent +for you."</p> + +<p>"Good gracious! Is he worse?" I exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"No. Hush! Don't ask anything, but just come,"—and he turned and led the +way to Sir George Danvers's room.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span></p> + +<p>We followed in wondering silence, and, after passing along numerous +passages, were ushered into a large oak-panelled room with a great +carved bed in it, in the middle of which, bolt-upright, sat Sir George +Danvers, pale as ivory, his light steel eyes (so like Charles's) seeming +to be the only living thing about him.</p> + +<p>As we came in he looked at each of us in turn.</p> + +<p>"Where is Charles?" he said, speaking in a hoarse whisper.</p> + +<p>"Dear me! Sir George," I said, sympathetically, "how you <i>have</i> lost +your voice!"</p> + +<p>He looked at me for a moment, and then turned to Ralph again.</p> + +<p>"Where is Charles?" he asked a second time, in the same tone.</p> + +<p>"Here!" said a quiet voice. And Charles came in, and shut the door.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + + +<p>The two pairs of steel eyes met, and looked fixedly at each other.</p> + +<p>A tap came to the door.</p> + +<p>Sir George winced, and made a sign to Ralph, who rushed to it and bolted +it.</p> + +<p>"I am coming in, George," said Lady Mary's voice.</p> + +<p>"Send her away," came a whisper from the bed.</p> + +<p>This was easier said than done. But it <i>was</i> done after a sufficiently +long parley; and Lady Mary retired under the impression that Ralph was +sitting alone with his father, who thought he might get a little sleep.</p> + +<p>"Now," whispered Sir George, motioning to Ralph.</p> + +<p>"The fact is," said Ralph, "the jewels are gone! They have been stolen +in the night."</p> + +<p>He bolted out with this one sentence, and then was silent. Marston and I +stared at him aghast.</p> + +<p>"Is there no mistake?" said Marston at last.</p> + +<p>"None," replied Ralph. "I put them in a drawer in the great inlaid +writing-table in the library last night, before everybody. I went for +them this morning, half an hour ago, at father's request. The lock was +broken, and they were gone."</p> + +<p>There was another long silence.</p> + +<p>"I was a fool, of course, to put them there," resumed Ralph.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span> "Charles +told me so; but I thought they were as safe there as anywhere, if no one +knew—and no one did except the house party."</p> + +<p>"Were any of the servants about?" asked Marston.</p> + +<p>"Not one. They had all gone to bed except one of the footmen, who was +putting out the lamps in the supper-room, miles away."</p> + +<p>Another silence.</p> + +<p>"That is the dreadful part of it," burst out Ralph. "They must have been +taken by some one staying in the house—some one who saw me put them +there. The first thing I did was to send for the house-maids, and they +assured me that they had found every shutter shut, and every door +locked, this morning, as usual. Any one with time and wits <i>might</i> have +got in through one of the library windows by taking out a pane and +forcing the shutter. I suppose a practised hand might have done such a +thing; but I went outside and there was not a footstep in the snow +anywhere near the library windows, or, for that matter, anywhere near +the house at all, except at the side and front doors, which are +impracticable for any one to force an entrance by."</p> + +<p>"When did it leave off snowing?" asked Marston.</p> + +<p>"About three o'clock," replied Ralph. "It must have snowed heavily till +then, for there was not a trace of all the carriage-wheels on the drive +when we went out last night, but our footprints down to the lodge are +clear in the snow now. There has been no snow since three o'clock this +morning."</p> + +<p>"It all points to the same thing," said Charles, quietly, speaking for +the first time. "The jewels were taken by some one staying in the +house."</p> + +<p>"One of the servants—" began Marston.</p> + +<p>"No!" said Charles, cutting him short, "not one of the servants."</p> + +<p>"It is impossible it should have been one of them," said Ralph, after +some thought. "First of all, none of them saw the jewels put into that +drawer; and, secondly, how could they suspect me of hiding them in a +place where I had never thought of putting them myself till that moment? +Besides, that one drawer only was broken open—the centre drawer in the +left-hand set of drawers. All the others were untouched, though they +were all locked. No one who had not <i>seen</i> the jewels put in would have +found them so easily. That is the frightful part of it."</p> + +<p>For a few minutes no one spoke. At last Marston raised his head from his +hands.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span></p> + +<p>"There is no way out of it," he said, very gravely. "The robbery was +committed by one of the visitors staying in the house!"</p> + +<p>"Yes!" said Charles.</p> + +<p>"Yes!" echoed a whisper from the bed.</p> + +<p>Charles looked up slowly and deliberately, and the eyes of father and +son met again.</p> + +<p>"We do not often agree, father," he said, in a measured voice. "I mark +this exception to the rule with pleasure."</p> + +<p>"When I had made out as much as this," continued Ralph, "father told me +to call both of you and Charles, to consider what ought to be done +before we make any move."</p> + +<p>"Have you an inventory of the jewels?" asked Marston at length.</p> + +<p>"None," said Sir George, "unless Middleton had one from Sir John."</p> + +<p>I thereupon recapitulated in full all the circumstances of the bequest, +finally adding that Sir John had never so much as mentioned an +inventory.</p> + +<p>"So much the better for the thief," said Marston, his chin in his hands. +"It is not a case for a detective," he added.</p> + +<p>"I think not," said Charles.</p> + +<p>A kind of hoarse ghostly laugh came from the bed. "Charles is always +right," whispered the sick man. "Quite unnecessary, I am sure."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't know," I said, feeling I had not yet been of as much +assistance as I could have wished. "Now, I think detectives are of +use—really useful, you know, in finding out things. There was a +detective, I remember, trying to trace the people who murdered that poor +lady at Jane's old house since my return."</p> + +<p>"But who could it have been? who could it have been?" burst out Ralph, +unheeding. "They were all friends. It is frightful to suspect one of +them. One could as easily suspect one's self. Which of them all could +have done a thing like that? Out of them all, which was it?"</p> + +<p>"Carr!" replied Charles, quietly, looking full at his father.</p> + +<p>If a bomb-shell had fallen among us at that moment it could not have +produced a greater effect than that one word, uttered so deliberately. +Sir George started in his bed, and clutched at the bedclothes with both +hands. My brain positively reeled. Carr! my friend Carr! introduced into +the family by myself, was being accused by Charles. I was speechless +with indignation.</p> + +<p>"I am sorry, Middleton," continued Charles; "I know he is your<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span> friend, +but I can't help that. Carr took the jewels. I distrusted him from the +moment he set foot in the house."</p> + +<p>"Where is he at this instant?" said Marston, getting up. "Is no one with +him?"</p> + +<p>"There is no need to be anxious on his account," replied Charles. "I +took him up to the smoking-room before I came here, and I turned the key +in the door. The key is here." And he laid it on the table.</p> + +<p>Marston sat down again.</p> + +<p>"What are your grounds for suspecting Carr?" he asked. "Remember, this +is a very serious thing, Charles, that you have done in locking him up, +if you have not adequate reason for it."</p> + +<p>"You had better leave Carr alone, Charles," said Ralph, significantly.</p> + +<p>"Let him go on," said Sir George.</p> + +<p>"I have no proof," continued Charles; "I did not see him take them, but +I am as certain of it as if I had seen it with my own eyes. The jewels +could only have been stolen by some one staying in the house. That is +certain. Who, excepting Carr, was a stranger among us? Who, excepting +Carr—"</p> + +<p>"Stop, Charles," said Ralph again. "Don't you know that Carr slept with +me down at the lodge?"</p> + +<p>Charles turned on his brother and gripped his shoulder.</p> + +<p>"Do you mean to say," he said, sharply, "that Carr did not sleep in the +house last night?"</p> + +<p>"Dear me, Charles, that was an oversight on your part," came Sir +George's whisper.</p> + +<p>"No," replied Ralph, "he did not. The house was full, and we had to put +him in that second small room through mine in the lodge. If Carr had +been dying to take them he had not the opportunity. He could not have +left his room without passing through mine, and I never went to sleep at +all. I had a sharp touch of neuralgia from the cold, which kept me awake +all night."</p> + +<p>"He got out through the window," said Charles.</p> + +<p>"Nonsense!" said Ralph, getting visibly angry; "you are only making +matters worse by trying to put it on him. Remember the size of the +window. Besides, you know how the lodge stands, built against the garden +wall. When I came out this morning there was not a single footstep in +the snow, except those we had made as we went there the night before. I +noticed our footmarks particularly, because I had been afraid there +would be more snow. No one could by any possibility have left the house +during the night. Even Jones himself had not been out, for there was a +little eddy of snow before<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span> the back door, and I remember calling to him +that he would want his broom."</p> + +<p>"The snow clinches the matter, Charles," said Marston, gravely. "You +have made a mistake."</p> + +<p>"Quite unintentional, I'm sure," whispered Sir George.</p> + +<p>There was something I did not like about that whisper. It seemed to +imply more than met the ear.</p> + +<p>Charles did not appear to hear him. He was looking fixedly before him, +his hand had dropped from Ralph's shoulder, his face was quite gray.</p> + +<p>"Then," he said, slowly, as if waking out of a dream, "it was <i>not</i> +Carr."</p> + +<p>"No," said Sir George; "I never thought it was."</p> + +<p>"Good God!" ejaculated Charles, sinking into a low chair by the fire, +and shading his face with his hand. "Not Carr, after all!"</p> + +<p>But my indignation could not be restrained a moment longer. I had only +been kept silent by repeated signs from Marston, and now I broke out.</p> + +<p>"And so, sir, you suspect my friend," I said, "and insult him in your +father's house by turning the key on him. You endeavor to throw +suspicion on a man who never injured you in the slightest degree. You +insult <i>me</i> in insulting my friend, sir. Suspicion is not always such an +easy thing to shake off as it has been in this instance. I, on my side, +might ask what <i>you</i> were doing walking about the passages in your socks +at four o'clock this morning? In your socks, sir, still in your evening +clothes—"</p> + +<p>I had spoken it anger, not thinking much what I was saying, and I +stopped short, alarmed at the effect of my own words.</p> + +<p>"I knew it! I knew it!" gasped Sir George, in his hoarse, suffocated +voice, and he fell back panting among his pillows.</p> + +<p>Charles took his hand from his face, and looked hard at me with a +strange kind of smile.</p> + +<p>"At any rate we are quits, Middleton," he said. "You have done it now, +and no mistake."</p> + +<p>I did not quite see what I had done, but it soon became apparent.</p> + +<p>"I knew it!" gasped out the sick man again; "I knew it from the first +moment that he tried to throw suspicion on Carr."</p> + +<p>"Sir George," said Marston, gravely, "Charles made a mistake just now. +Do not you, on your side, make another. Come, Charles," turning to the +latter, who was now sitting erect, with flashing eyes, "tell us about +it. What were you doing when Middleton saw you?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I was coming up-stairs," said Charles, haughtily.</p> + +<p>"From the library?" asked Sir George.</p> + +<p>Charles bit his lip and remained silent.</p> + +<p>I would not have spoken to him for a good deal at that moment. He looked +positively dangerous.</p> + +<p>"From the library, of course," he said at last, controlling himself, and +speaking with something of his old careless manner, "laden with the +spoils of my midnight depredations. Parental fondness will supply all +minor details, no doubt; so, as the subject is a delicate one for me, I +will withdraw, that it may be discussed more fully in my absence."</p> + +<p>"Stop, Charles," said Marston; "the case is too serious for banter of +this kind. My dear boy," he added, kindly, "I am glad to see you angry, +but nevertheless, you must condescend to explain. The longer you allow +suspicion to rest on yourself the longer it will be before it falls on +the right person. Come, what were you doing in the passage at that time +of night?"</p> + +<p>Charles was touched, I could see. A very little kindness was too much +for him.</p> + +<p>"It is no good, Marston," he said, in quite a different voice—"I am not +believed in this house."</p> + +<p>He turned away and leaned against the mantle-piece, looking into the +fire. Ralph cleared his throat once or twice, and then suddenly went up +to him, and laid his hand affectionately on his shoulder.</p> + +<p>"Fire away, old boy!" he said, in a constrained tone, and he choked +again.</p> + +<p>Charles turned round and faced his brother, with the saddest smile I +ever saw.</p> + +<p>"Well, Ralph!" he said, "I will tell you everything, and then you can +believe me or not, as you like. I have never told you a lie, have I?"</p> + +<p>"Not often," replied Ralph, unwillingly.</p> + +<p>"You at least are truth itself," said Charles, reddening; "and if you +are biassed in your opinion of me, perhaps it is more the fault of that +exemplary Christian, Aunt Mary, than your own. According to her, I have +told lies enough to float a company or carry an election, and I never +like to disappoint her expectations of me in that respect; but you I +have never to my knowledge deceived, and I am not going to begin now."</p> + +<p>"You will be a clergyman yet," whispered the sick parent. "There is a +good living in the family. Charles, I shall live to see the Rev<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span>erend +Charles Danvers in a surplice, preaching his first sermon on the ninth +commandment."</p> + +<p>"At any rate, he is practising the fifth under difficulties at this +moment," said Marston, as Charles winced and turned his back on the +parental sick-bed. "Come, my boy, we are losing time."</p> + +<p>"Will somebody have the goodness to restrain Middleton if he gets +excited?" said Charles. "I am afraid he won't like part of what I have +got to say."</p> + +<p>"Nonsense, sir!" I replied, with warmth. "I hope I can restrain myself +as well as any man, even under such provocation as I have lately +received. You may depend on me, sir, that—"</p> + +<p>"We lose time," said Marston, seating himself by me, and cutting short +what I was saying in an exceedingly brusque manner. "Come, Charles, you +should not be interrupted."</p> + +<p>But he was. I interrupted him the whole time, in spite of continual +efforts on the part of Marston to make me keep silence. I am not the man +calmly to let pass black insinuations against the character of a friend. +No, I stood up for him. I am glad to think how I stood up for him, not +only metaphorically, but in the most literal sense of the term; for I +found myself continually getting up, and Marston as often pulling me +down again into my chair.</p> + +<p>"Am I to speak, or is Middleton?" said Charles at last, in despair. "I +will do a solo, or I will keep silence; but really I am unequal to a +duet."</p> + +<p>"Sir George," said Marston, "will you have the goodness to desire +Colonel Middleton to be silent, or to leave the room till Charles has +finished his story?"</p> + +<p>I was justly annoyed at Marston's manner of speaking of me, but as I had +no intention to leave the room and miss what was going on, I merely +bowed in answer to a civil request from Sir George, and took up an +attitude of dignified silence. I felt that I had done my part in +vindicating my friend; and after all, no one, evidently, was accustomed +to believe what Charles said.</p> + +<p>"As I was saying," he continued, "I suspected Carr from the first. I did +not like the look of him, and I purposely pumped Middleton about him +last night at supper."</p> + +<p>I nearly burst out at the bare idea of Charles daring to say he had +pumped me; but, as will be seen, he could twist anything that was said +to such an extent that it was perfectly useless to contradict him any +longer. I said not a single word, and he went on:</p> + +<p>"All Middleton told me confirmed me in my suspicions. Sir John<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span> had been +murdered the night before Middleton sailed for England, a whisper of the +jewels having no doubt gone abroad. Carr came on board next day, and +made friends with Middleton. Whether he had anything to do with the +murder or not, God knows! but he found out—nay, Middleton openly told +him—that he had jewels of great value in his possession, which he +carried about on his person. Carr was the only person aware of that +fact. What follows? Carr has Middleton's address in London. Middleton +goes to the house, and finds that his sister has moved to the next +street. That house to which he first went is broken into, and the poor +woman in it is murdered, or dies of fright that same night. I mention +this as coincidence number one. The following evening Middleton, having +by chance left the jewels at home, dines, and goes to the theatre by +appointment with Carr. Unique cab accident occurs, in which Middleton is +knocked on the head and rendered unconscious. Coincidence number two. +Miss Middleton's house is broken into that same night on Middleton's +return to it. Coincidence number three. When I put all this together +last night, remembering that Carr, by Middleton's own account, was the +only person aware that he had jewels of great value in his keeping, I +felt absolutely certain (as I feel still) that he had accepted the +invitation, and come down from London solely for the purpose of stealing +them. It was pure conjecture on my part, and I dared say nothing beyond +begging Ralph not to leave the jewels in the library—which, however, he +did. I went straight off to my room when the others went to smoke, but I +did not go to bed. The more I thought it over the more certain I felt +that Carr would not let slip such an opportunity, the more convinced +that an attempt would be made that very night. I did not know that he +was not sleeping in the house, but I knew Ralph was at the lodge, so I +could not go and consult with him, as I should otherwise have done. I +thought of going to Middleton, whose room was close to mine, but on +second thoughts I gave up the idea. I am glad I did. At last I +determined I would wait till the house was quiet, and that then I would +go down alone, and watch in the library in the dark. I lay down on my +bed in my clothes to wait, and then—I had been up most of the night +before with Denis; I was dead beat with acting and dancing—by ill luck +I fell asleep. When I woke up I found to my horror that it was close on +four o'clock. I instantly slipped off my shoes, and crept out of my room +and down the stairs. I could not get to the library from the hall, as +the stage blocked the way, and I had to go all the way round by the +drawing-room and morning-room.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span> As I went I thought how easy it would be +for Carr to force the lock of the drawer; and so, it flashed across me, +could I. Oh, Ralph!" said Charles, "I went down solely to look after +your property for you, but I <i>did</i> think of it. I hope I should not have +done it, but I suddenly remembered how hard pressed I was for money, and +I did think of the crescent, and how you would hardly miss it, and +how—but what does it matter now? When I got to the library I found I +was too late. The lock of the drawer had been forced, and it was empty. +There was nothing for it but to go back to my room. I felt as certain +that Carr had done it as that I am standing here; but I dared say +nothing next morning, for fear of drawing an ever-ready parental +suspicion on myself—which, however, Middleton did for me. All I could +do was to keep Carr well in sight until the theft was found out, to +prevent any possibility of his escaping, and then to accuse him. There!" +said Charles, "that is the whole truth. Carr did not take the jewels; +that is absolutely proved, and the sooner he is let out the better. Who +took them Heaven only knows! I don't. But I know who meant to, and that +was Carr."</p> + +<p>"Charles," said Ralph, with glistening eyes, "if ever I get them back +you shall have the crescent."</p> + +<p>"A very neat little story altogether," said Sir George, "and the episode +of temptation very effectively thrown in. It does you credit, my son, +and is a great relief to your old father's mind."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Charles," said Marston, getting up. "Sir George, it is close +on luncheon-time, and Carr must be let out at once. Now that Charles has +so completely cleared himself I don't see that anything more can be done +for the moment; and of one thing I am certain, namely, that you are +making yourself much worse, and must keep absolutely quiet for the rest +of the day. If I may advise, I would suggest that Carr should be allowed +to leave, as he wishes to do, by the afternoon train, and should not be +pressed to stay. There is nothing more to be got out of him; and, +considering the circumstances, I should say the sooner he is out of the +house the better. As he has been wrongly suspected, I think the robbery +had better not be mentioned to any one, even the ladies in the house, +until after he has left."</p> + +<p>"Aurelia knows," said Ralph. "She was with me in the library. I left her +crying bitterly about them."</p> + +<p>"Let her cry, if she will only hold her tongue," said Sir George, making +a last effort to speak, but evidently at the extreme point of +exhaustion. "And you, Marston, you are right about Carr. See that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> he +goes this afternoon. There is nothing more to be done at present. +Charles, you will remain here, though I have no doubt you have an +engagement in London. I cannot spare you just yet."</p> + +<p>Charles bowed, and he and Marston went out. I remained a second behind +with Ralph.</p> + +<p>"I see it quite clearly," said Sir George. "I know Charles. He is sharp +enough. He saw Carr meant mischief, and he was beforehand with him; and +<i>he</i> took what Carr meant to take. It was not badly imagined, but he +should have made certain Carr was sleeping in the house. It all turned +on that. He never reckoned on the possibility of Carr's being cleared."</p> + +<p>"Middleton is still here," said Ralph, significantly, who was pouring +out something for his father.</p> + +<p>"Is he? I thought he was gone!" said Sir George, so sharply, that I +considered it advisable to retire at once.</p> + +<p>Charles and Marston were talking together earnestly in the passage.</p> + +<p>"He does not believe a word I say," said Charles, as I joined them; +"and, what is more, I could see he had told Ralph he suspected me before +we came in. Did not you see how Ralph tried to stop me when he thought I +was committing myself by accusing Carr, who, it seems, was quite out of +the question? I am glad you cut it short, Marston. He was making himself +worse every moment."</p> + +<p>"Come on with that key of yours, and let us go and let out Carr," +replied Marston, patting Charles kindly on the back, "or he will be +kicking all the paint off the door."</p> + +<p>"Not he!" said Charles. "An honest man would have rung up the whole +household and nearly battered the door down by this time, thinking it +had been locked by mistake. Carr knows better."</p> + +<p>We had reached the smoking-room by this time, just as the gong was +beginning to sound for luncheon, and under cover of the noise Charles +fitted the key into the key-hole and unlocked the door. He and Marston +went slowly in, talking on some indifferent subject, and I followed.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X</h2> + + +<p>The room seemed strangely quiet after the stormy interview in the +sick-chamber which we had just left. The pale winter sunlight was +stealing in aslant through the low windows. The fire had sunk to a deep +red glow, and in an arm-chair drawn up in front of it, newspaper in +hand, was Carr, evidently fast asleep.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, my prophetic soul!'" whispered Charles, nudging Marston; and then +he went forward and shouted "Luncheon!" in a voice that would have waked +the dead.</p> + +<p>Carr started up and rubbed his eyes.</p> + +<p>"Why, I believe you have been here ever since I left you here, hours +ago," said Charles, in a surprised tone, though really, under the +circumstances, it did not require a great stretch of the imagination to +suppose any such thing.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Carr, still rubbing his eyes. "Have you been gone long? I +expect I fell asleep."</p> + +<p>"I rather thought you were inclined for a nap when I left you," replied +Charles, airily; "and now let us go to luncheon."</p> + +<p>It was a very dismal meal. Lady Mary did not come down to it, and +Aurelia sat with red eyes, tearful and silent. Ralph was evidently out +of favor, for she hardly spoke to him, and snubbed him decidedly when he +humbly tendered a peace-offering in the form of a potato. Evelyn, too, +was silent, or made spasmodic attempts at conversation with Mrs. +Marston, the only unconstrained person of the party. Evelyn and Aurelia +had appeared together, and it was evident from Evelyn's expression that +Aurelia had told her. What conversation there was turned upon Sir +George's illness.</p> + +<p>"We must go by the afternoon train, my dear," said Marston down the +table to his wife. "In Sir George's present state <i>all</i> visitors are an +incubus."</p> + +<p>Carr looked up. "I think I ought to go, too," he said. "I wished to +arrange to do so this morning, but Mr. Danvers," glancing at Charles, +"would not hear of it. I am sure, when there is illness in a house, +strangers are always in the way."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I have seen my father since then," replied Charles, "and I fear his +illness is much more serious than I had any idea of. That being the +case, I feel it would be wrong to press any one, even Middleton, to stay +and share the tedium of a sick-house."</p> + +<p>After a few more civil speeches it was arranged that Carr should, after +all, leave by the train which he had proposed in the morning. It was +found that there was still time for him to do so, but that was all. He +was evidently as anxious to be off as the Danverses were that he should +go. The dog-cart was ordered, a servant despatched to the lodge in hot +haste to pack his portmanteau, and in half an hour he was bidding us +good-bye, evidently glad to say it. Poor fellow! He little guessed, as +he shook hands with us, how shamefully he had been suspected, how +villanously he had been traduced behind his back. Somehow or other I had +not had a moment of conversation with him since the morning, or a single +chance of telling him how I had stood up for him in his absence. Either +Charles or Marston were always at hand, and when he took leave of me I +could only shake his hand warmly, and tell him to come and see me again +in town. I watched him spinning down the drive in the dog-cart, little +thinking how soon I should see him again, and in what circumstances.</p> + +<p>"We shall have more snow," said Ralph, coming in-doors. "I feel it in +the air."</p> + +<p>General and Mrs. Marston were the next to leave, starting an hour later, +and going in the opposite direction. I saw Marston turn aside, when his +wife was taking leave of the others, and go up to Charles. The young +hand and the old one met, and were locked tight.</p> + +<p>"Good-bye, my dear boy," said Marston.</p> + +<p>"Don't go," said Charles, without looking up.</p> + +<p>"I must!" said Marston. "I am due at Kemberley to-night, on business; +but," in a lower tone, "I shall come back to-morrow, in case I can be of +any use."</p> + +<p>They were gone, and I was the only one remaining. It has occurred to me +since that perhaps they expected me to go too, but I never thought of it +at the time. I had been asked for a week, and to go before the end of it +never so much as entered my head.</p> + +<p>There was no chance of going out. The early winter afternoon was already +closing in, and a few flakes of snow were drifting like feathers in the +heavy air, promising more to come. Every one seemed to have dispersed, +Ralph up-stairs to his father, Charles out-of-doors somewhere in spite +of the weather. I remembered that I had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span> not written to Jane since I +left London, and went into the library to do so. As I came in I saw +Evelyn sitting in a low chair by the fire, gazing abstractedly into it. +She started when she saw me, and on my saying I wished to write some +letters, showed me a writing-table near the fire, with pens, ink, and +paper.</p> + +<p>"You will find it very cold at the big table in the window," she said, +looking at it with its broken drawer, a chink open, with a visible +shudder.</p> + +<p>I installed myself near the fire, talking cheerfully the while, for it +struck me she was a little low in her spirits. She did not make much +response, and I was settling down to my letters when she suddenly said:</p> + +<p>"Colonel Middleton!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Miss Derrick."</p> + +<p>"I am afraid I am interrupting your writing, but—"</p> + +<p>I looked round. She was standing up, nervously playing with her rings. +"But—I know I am not supposed to—but I know what happened last night; +Aurelia told me."</p> + +<p>"It is very sad, isn't it?" I said. "But cheer up. I dare say we may get +them back yet." And I nodded confidentially at her. "In the mean time, +you know, you must not talk of it to any one."</p> + +<p>"Do you suspect any one in particular?" she asked, very earnestly, +coming a step nearer.</p> + +<p>I hardly knew what to say. Carr, I need hardly mention, I had never +suspected for a moment; but Charles—Marston had evidently believed what +Charles had said, but I am by nature more cautious and less credulous +than Marston. Besides, I had not forgiven Charles yet for trying to +incriminate Carr. Not knowing what to say, I shrugged my shoulders and +smiled.</p> + +<p>"You do suspect some one, then?"</p> + +<p>"My dear young lady," I replied, "when jewels are stolen, one naturally +suspects some one has taken them."</p> + +<p>"So I should imagine. Whom do you naturally suspect?"</p> + +<p>I could not tell her that I more than suspected Charles.</p> + +<p>"I know nothing for certain," I said.</p> + +<p>"But you have a suspicion?"</p> + +<p>"I have a suspicion."</p> + +<p>She went to the door to see if it were shut, and then came back and +said, in a whisper:</p> + +<p>"So have I."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps we suspect the same person?" I said.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span></p> + +<p>She did not answer, but fixed her dark eyes keenly on mine. I had never +noticed before how dark they were.</p> + +<p>I saw then that she knew, and that she suspected Charles, just as Sir +George had done.</p> + +<p>I nodded.</p> + +<p>"Nothing is proved," I said.</p> + +<p>"I dared not say even as much as this before," she continued, hurriedly. +"It is only the wildest, vaguest suspicion. I have nothing to take hold +of. It is so horrible to suspect any one; but—"</p> + +<p>She stopped suddenly. Her quick ear had caught the sound of a distant +step coming across the hall. In another moment Aurelia came in.</p> + +<p>"Are you there, Evelyn?" she said. "I was looking for you, to ask where +the time-table lives. I want to look out my journey for to-morrow. Ralph +ought to do it, but he is up-stairs," with a little pout.</p> + +<p>"You ought not to have quarrelled with him until he had made it out for +you," said Evelyn, smiling. "It is a very cross journey, isn't it? Let +me see. You are going to your uncle in Dublin, are not you? You had +better go to London, and start from there. It will be the shortest way +in the end."</p> + +<p>The two girls laid their heads together over the Bradshaw, Evelyn's +dark-soft hair making a charming contrast to Aurelia's yellow curls. At +last the journey was made out and duly written down, and a post-card +despatched to the uncle in Dublin.</p> + +<p>"Have you seen Ralph anywhere?" asked Aurelia, when she had finished it. +"I am afraid I was a little tiny wee bit cross to him this morning, and +I am so sorry."</p> + +<p>Evelyn always seemed to stiffen when Aurelia talked about Ralph, and, +under the pretext of putting her post-card in the letter-bag for her, +she presently left the room, and did not return.</p> + +<p>Aurelia sat down on the hearth-rug, and held two plump little hands to +the fire. It was quite impossible to go on writing to Jane while she was +there, and I gave it up accordingly.</p> + +<p>"I am glad Evelyn is gone," she said, confidentially. "Do you know why I +am glad?"</p> + +<p>I said I could not imagine.</p> + +<p>"Because," continued Aurelia, nodding gravely at me, "I want to have a +very, very, <i>very</i> serious conversation with you, Colonel Middleton."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span></p> + +<p>I said I should be charmed, inwardly wondering what that little curly +head would consider to be serious conversation.</p> + +<p>"Really serious, you know," continued Aurelia, "not pretence. About +that!" pointing with a pink finger at the inlaid writing-table. "You +know I was with Ralph when he found it out, and I am afraid I was a +little cross to him, only really it was so hard, and they were so +lovely, and it <i>was</i> partly his fault, now, wasn't it, for leaving them +there? He ought to have been more careful."</p> + +<p>"Of course he ought," I said. I would not have contradicted her for +worlds.</p> + +<p>"And you know I am to be married next month; and Aunt Alice in Dublin, +who is getting my things, says as it is to be a winter wedding I am to +be married in a white <i>frisé</i> velvet, and I did think the diamonds would +have looked so lovely with it. Wouldn't they?"</p> + +<p>I agreed, of course.</p> + +<p>"But I shall never be married in them now," she said, with a deep sigh. +"And I was looking forward to the wedding so much, though I dare say I +did tell a naughty little story when I said I was <i>not</i> to Ralph the +other night. Of course Ralph is still left," she added, as an +after-thought; "but it won't be so perfect, will it?"</p> + +<p>I was morally certain Charles would have to give them up, so I said, +reassuringly:</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you may be married in them, after all."</p> + +<p>"Oh!" she said, clasping her hands together, "do you really think so? Do +you know anything? I have not seen Ralph since to ask him about it. Do +you think we shall really get them back?"</p> + +<p>"I should not wonder."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Colonel Middleton, I see you know. You are a clever, wise man, and +you have found out something. Who is it? Do tell me!"</p> + +<p>"Will you promise not to tell any one?"</p> + +<p>"Mayn't I tell Ralph? I tell him everything."</p> + +<p>"Well, you may tell Ralph, because he knows already; but no one else, +remember. The truth is, we are afraid it is Charles."</p> + +<p>There was a long pause.</p> + +<p>"I know Evelyn thinks so," said Aurelia, in a whisper, "though she tries +not to show it, because—because—"</p> + +<p>"Because what?"</p> + +<p>"Well, of course, you can't have helped seeing, can you, that she and +Charles—"</p> + +<p>I had not seen it; indeed, I had fancied at times that Evelyn had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> a +leaning towards Ralph; but I never care to seem slower than others in +noticing these things, so I nodded.</p> + +<p>"And then, you know, people can't be married that haven't any money; and +Charles and Evelyn have none," said Aurelia. "Oh, I am glad Ralph is +well off."</p> + +<p>A light was breaking in on me. Perhaps it was not Charles after all. +Perhaps—</p> + +<p>"I am afraid Evelyn is very unhappy," continued Aurelia. "Her room is +next to mine, and she walks up and down, and up and down, in the night. +I hear her when I am in bed. Last night I heard her so late, so late +that I had been to sleep and had waked up again. Do you know," and she +crept close up to me with wide, awe-struck eyes, "I am going away +to-morrow, and I don't like to say anything to any one but you; but I +think Evelyn knows something."</p> + +<p>"Miss Derrick!" I said, beginning to suspect that she possibly knew a +good deal more than any of us, and then suddenly remembering that she +had been on the point of telling me something and had been interrupted. +I was getting quite confused. She certainly would not have wished to +confide in me if my new suspicion were correct. Considering there was a +mystery, it was curious how every one seemed to know something very +particular about it.</p> + +<p>"Yes," replied Aurelia, nodding once or twice. "I am sure she knows +something. I went into her room before luncheon, and she was sitting +with her head down on the dressing-table, and when she looked up I saw +she had been crying. I don't know what to say about it to Ralph; but you +know,"—with a shake of the curls—"though people may think me only a +silly little thing, yet I do notice things, Colonel Middleton. Aunt +Alice in Dublin often says how quickly I notice things. And I thought, +as you were staying on, and seemed to be a friend, I would tell you this +before I went away, as you would know best what to do about it."</p> + +<p>Aurelia had more insight into character than I had given her credit for. +She had hit upon the most likely person to follow out a clew, however +slight, in a case that seemed becoming more and more complicated. I +inwardly resolved that I would have it out with Miss Derrick that very +evening. Lady Mary now came in, and servants followed shortly afterwards +with lamps. The dreary twilight, with its dim whirlwinds of driving +snow, was shut out, the curtains were drawn, and tea made its +appearance. Evelyn presently returned, and Charles also, who civilly +wished Lady Mary good-morning, not having seen her till then. She handed +him his tea<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span> without a word in reply. It was evident that she, also, was +aware of the robbery, and it is hardly necessary to add that she +suspected Charles.</p> + +<p>"How is my father?" he asked, taking no notice of the frigidity of her +manner.</p> + +<p>"He is asleep at this moment," she replied. "Ralph is remaining with +him."</p> + +<p>"He is better, then, I hope?"</p> + +<p>"He is in a very critical state, and is likely to remain in it. His +illness was quite serious enough, without having it increased by one of +his own household."</p> + +<p>"Ah, I was afraid that had been the case," returned Charles. "I knew you +had been doctoring him when he was out of sorts yesterday. But you must +not reproach yourself, Aunt Mary. We are none of us infallible. No doubt +you acted for the best at the time, and I dare say what you gave him may +not do him any permanent injury."</p> + +<p>"If that is intended to be amusing," said Lady Mary, her teacup +trembling in her hand, "I can only say that, in my opinion, wilfully +misunderstanding a simple statement is a very cheap form of wit."</p> + +<p>"I am so glad to hear you say so," said Charles, rising, "as it was at +your expense." With which Parthian shot he withdrew.</p> + +<p>I endeavored in vain to waylay Evelyn after tea, but she slipped away +almost before it was over, and did not appear again till dinner-time. In +the mean while my brain, fertile in expedients on most occasions, could +devise no means by which I could speak to her alone, and without +Charles's knowledge. I felt I must trust to chance.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + + +<p>When I came down before dinner I found Ralph and Charles talking +earnestly by the hall-fire, Ralph's hand on his brother's shoulder.</p> + +<p>"You see we are no farther forward than we were," he was saying.</p> + +<p>"We shall have Marston back to-morrow," said Charles, as the gong began +to sound. "We cannot take any step till then, especially if we don't +want to put our foot in it. I have been racking<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span> my brains all the +afternoon without the vestige of a result. We must just hold our hands +for the moment."</p> + +<p>Dinner was announced, and we waited patiently for a few minutes, and +impatiently for a good many more, until Evelyn hurried down, apologizing +for being late, and with a message from Lady Mary that we were not to +wait for her, as she was dining up-stairs in her own room—a practice to +which she seemed rather addicted.</p> + +<p>"And where is Aurelia?" asked Ralph.</p> + +<p>"She is not coming down to dinner either," said Evelyn. "She has a bad +headache again, and is lying down. She asked me to tell you that she +wishes particularly to see you this evening, as she is going away +to-morrow, and if she is well enough she will come down to the +morning-room at nine; indeed, she said she would come down anyhow."</p> + +<p>After Ralph's natural anxiety respecting his ladylove had been relieved, +and he had been repeatedly assured that nothing much was amiss, we went +in to dinner, and a more lugubrious repast I never remember being +present at. The meals of the day might have been classified thus: +breakfast <i>dismal</i>; luncheon, <i>dismaller</i> (or more dismal); dinner, +<i>dismallest</i> (or most dismal). There really was no conversation. Even I, +who without going very deep (which I consider is not in good taste) have +something to say on almost every subject—even I felt myself nonplussed +for the time being. Each of us in turn got out a few constrained words, +and then relapsed into silence.</p> + +<p>Evelyn ate nothing, and her hand trembled so much when she poured out a +glass of water that she spilled some on the cloth. I saw Charles was +watching her furtively, and I became more and more certain that Aurelia +was right, and that Evelyn knew something about the mystery of the night +before. I must and would speak to her that very evening.</p> + +<p>"Bitterly cold," said Ralph, when at last we had reached the dessert +stage. "It is snowing still, and the wind is getting up."</p> + +<p>In truth, the wind was moaning round the house like an uneasy spirit.</p> + +<p>"That sound in the wind always means snow," said Charles, evidently for +the sake of saying something. "It is easterly, I should think. Yes," +after a pause, when another silence seemed imminent, "there goes the +eight o'clock train. It must be quite a quarter of an hour late, though, +for it has struck eight some time. I can hear it distinctly. The station +is three miles away, and you never hear the train unless the wind is in +the east."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Come, Charles, not three miles—two miles and a half," put in Ralph.</p> + +<p>"Well, two and a half from here down to the station, but certainly three +from the station up here," replied Charles; and so silence was +laboriously avoided by diligent small-talk until we returned to the +drawing-room, thankful that there at least we could take up a book, and +be silent if we wished. We all did wish it, apparently. Evelyn was +sitting by a lamp when we came in, with a book before her, her elbow on +the table, shading her face with a slender delicate hand. She remained +motionless, her eyes fixed upon the page, but I noticed after some time +that she had never turned it over. Charles may have read his newspaper, +but if he did it was with one eye upon Evelyn all the time. Between +watching them both I did not, as may be imagined, make much progress +myself. How was I to manage to speak to Evelyn alone, and without +Charles's knowledge?</p> + +<p>At last Ralph, who had gone into the morning-room, opened the +drawing-room door and put his head in.</p> + +<p>"Aurelia has not come down yet, and it is a quarter past nine. I wish +you would run up, Evelyn, and see if she is coming."</p> + +<p>"She is sure to come!" replied Evelyn, without raising her eyes. "She +said she <i>must</i> see you."</p> + +<p>Ralph disappeared again, and the books and papers were studied anew with +unswerving devotion. At the end of another ten minutes, however, the +impatient lover reappeared.</p> + +<p>"It is half-past nine," he said, in an injured tone. "Do pray run up, +Evelyn. I don't think she can be coming at all. I am afraid she is +worse."</p> + +<p>Evelyn laid down her book and left the room. Ralph sauntered back into +the morning-room, where we heard him beguiling his solitude with a few +chords on the piano.</p> + +<p>Presently Evelyn returned. She was pale even to the lips, and her voice +faltered as she said:</p> + +<p>"She has not gone to bed, for there is a light in her room; but she +would not answer when I knocked, and the door is locked."</p> + +<p>"All of which circumstances are not sufficient to make you as white as a +ghost," said Charles. "I think even if Aurelia has a headache, you would +bear the occurrence with fortitude. My dear child, you do not act so +well off the stage as on it. There is something on your mind. People +don't upset water at dinner, and refuse all food except pellets of +pinched bread, for nothing. What is it?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span></p> + +<p>Evelyn sank into a chair, and covered her face with her trembling hands.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I thought so," said Charles, kneeling down by her, and gently +withdrawing her hands. "Come, Evelyn, what is it?"</p> + +<p>"I dare not say." And she turned away her face, and tried to disengage +her hands, but Charles held them firmly.</p> + +<p>"Is it about what happened last night?" he asked, in a tone that was +kind, but that evidently intended to have an answer.</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"And do you know that I am suspected?"</p> + +<p>"You, Charles? Never!" she cried, starting up.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I. Suspected by my own father. So, if you know anything, +Evelyn—which I see you do—it is your duty to tell us, and to help us +in every way you can."</p> + +<p>He had let go her hands now, and had risen.</p> + +<p>"I don't know anything for certain," she said, "but—but we soon shall. +Aurelia knows, and she is going to tell Ralph."</p> + +<p>"Miss Grant!" I exclaimed. "She knew nothing at tea-time. She was asking +me about it."</p> + +<p>"It is since then," continued Evelyn. "I went up to her room before +dinner to ask her for a fan that I had lent her. She was packing some of +her things, and the floor was strewn with packing-paper and parcels. She +gave me my fan, and was going on putting her things together, talking +all the time, when she asked me to hand her a glove-box on the +dressing-table. As I did so my eye fell on a piece of paper lying +together with others, and I instantly recognized it as the same that had +been wrapped round the diamond crescent when Colonel Middleton first +showed us the jewels. I should never have noticed it—for though it was +rice paper, it looked just like the other pieces strewn about—if I had +not seen two little angular tears, which I suddenly remembered making in +it myself when General Marston asked me not to pull it to pieces, which +I suppose I had been absently doing. I made some sort of exclamation of +surprise, and Aurelia turned round sharply, and asked me what was the +matter. As I did not answer, she left her packing and came to the table. +She saw in a moment what I was looking at. I had turned as red as fire, +and she was quite white. 'I did not mean you to see that,' she said, at +last, quietly taking up the paper. 'I meant no one to know until I had +shown it to Ralph. <i>Do you know where I found it?</i>' and she looked hard +at me. I could only shake my head. I was too much ashamed of a suspicion +I had had to be able to get<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span> out a word. 'I am very sorry,' continued +Aurelia, 'but I am afraid it will be my duty to tell Ralph, whatever the +consequences may be. I have been thinking it over, and I think he ought +to know. I am going to show it him to-night after dinner,' and she put +it in her pocket, and then began to cry. I did not know what to say or +do, I was so frightened at the thought of what was coming; and, as the +dressing-bell rang at that moment, I was just leaving the room when she +called me back.</p> + +<p>"'I can't come down to dinner,' she said. 'I hate Ralph to see me with +red eyes. Tell him I shall come down afterwards, at nine o'clock, and +that I want to see him particularly; only don't tell him what it is +about, or mention it to any one else. I did not mean any one to know +till he did.'</p> + +<p>"She began to cry afresh, and I made her lie down and put a shawl over +her, and then left her, as I had still to dress, and I knew that Aunt +Mary was not coming down. I was late as it was."</p> + +<p>"Is that all?" said Charles, who had been listening intently.</p> + +<p>"All," replied Evelyn. "We shall soon know the worst now."</p> + +<p>"Very soon," said Charles. "Ralph may come in here at any moment. Evelyn +and Middleton, will you have the goodness to come with me?" And he led +the way into the hall.</p> + +<p>We could hear Ralph in the next room, humming over an old Irish melody, +with an improvised accompaniment.</p> + +<p>"Now show me her room," said Charles, "and please be quick about it."</p> + +<p>Evelyn looked at him astonished, and then led the way up-stairs, along +the picture-gallery to another wing of the house. She stopped at last +before a door at the end of a passage, dimly lighted by a lamp at the +farther end. There was a light under the door, and a bright chink in the +key-hole, but though we listened intently we could hear nothing stirring +within.</p> + +<p>"Knock again," said Charles to Evelyn. "Louder!" as her hand failed her.</p> + +<p>There was no answer. As we listened the light within disappeared.</p> + +<p>"Bring that lamp from the end of the passage," said Charles to Evelyn, +and she brought it.</p> + +<p>"Hold it there," he said; "and you, Middleton, stand aside."</p> + +<p>He took a few steps backward, and then flung himself against the door +with his whole force. It cracked and groaned, but resisted.</p> + +<p>"The lock is old. It is bound to go," he said, panting a little.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Really, Charles," I remonstrated—"a lady's private apartment! Miss +Derrick, I wonder you allow this."</p> + +<p>Charles retreated again, and then made a fresh and even fiercer +onslaught on the door. There was a sound of splintering wood and of +bursting screws, and in another moment the door flew open inward, and +Charles was precipitated head-foremost into the room, his evening-pumps +flourishing wildly in the air. In an instant he was on his feet again, +gasping hard, and had seized the lamp out of Evelyn's hand. Before I had +time to remonstrate on the liberty that he was taking, we were all three +in the room.</p> + +<p>It was empty!</p> + +<p>In one corner stood a box, half packed, with various articles of +clothing lying by it. On the dressing-table was a whole medley of little +feminine knick-knacks, with a candlestick in the midst, the dead wick +still smoking in the socket, and accounting for the disappearance of the +light a few minutes before. The fire had gone out, but on a chair by it +was laid a little black lace evening-gown, evidently put out to be worn; +while over the fender a dainty pair of silk stockings had been hung, and +two diminutive black satin shoes were waiting on the hearth-rug. The +whole aspect of the room spoke of a sudden and precipitate flight.</p> + +<p>"Bolted!" said Charles, when he had recovered his breath. "And so the +mystery is out at last! I might have known there was a woman at the +bottom of it. Unpremeditated, though," he continued, looking round. "She +meant to have gone to-morrow; but your recognition of that paper +frightened her, though she turned it off well to gain time. No fool +that! She had only an hour, and she made the most of it, and got off, no +doubt, while we were at dinner, by the 8.2 London train, which is the +last to-night; and after the telegraph office was closed, too! She knew +nothing could be done till to-morrow. She has more wit than I gave her +credit for."</p> + +<p>"I distrusted her before, though I had no reason for it, but I never +thought she was gone," said Evelyn, trembling violently, and still +looking round the room.</p> + +<p>"I knew it," said Charles, "from the moment I saw the light through the +key-hole. A key-hole with a key in it would not have shown half the +amount of light through it; and a locked door without a key in it is +safe to have been locked <i>from the outside</i>. Had she a maid with her?"</p> + +<p>"No," replied Evelyn, "she used to come to me next door when<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span> she wanted +help—but not often—because I think she knew I did not like her, though +I tried not to show it."</p> + +<p>"Well, we have seen the last of her, or I am much mistaken," said +Charles. "And now," he added, compressing his lips, "I suppose I must go +and tell Ralph."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Ralph! Ralph!" gasped Evelyn, with a sudden sob; "and he was so +fond of her!"</p> + +<p>"And so you distrusted her before, Evelyn? And why did you not mention +that fact a little sooner?"</p> + +<p>"Without any reason for it? And when Ralph—Oh, I couldn't! I couldn't!" +said the girl, crimsoning.</p> + +<p>Charles gazed intently at her as she turned away, pressing her hands +tightly together, and evidently struggling with some sudden emotion for +which there really was no apparent reason. She was overwrought, I +suppose; and indeed the exertion of breaking in the door had been rather +too much for Charles too; for, now that the excitement was over, his +hand shook so much that he had to put down the lamp, and even his voice +trembled a little as he said:</p> + +<p>"I don't think Ralph is very much to be pitied. He has had a narrow +escape."</p> + +<p>"Don't come down again, either of you," he continued a moment later, in +his usual voice. "I had better go and get it over at once. He will be +wondering what has become of us if I wait much longer. Evelyn, +good-night. Good-night, Middleton. If it is too early for you to go to +bed, you will find a fire in the smoking-room."</p> + +<p>I bade Evelyn good-night, and followed Charles down the corridor. He +replaced the lamp with a hand that was steady enough now, and went +slowly across the picture-gallery. The way to my room led me through it +also. Involuntarily I stopped at the head of the great carved staircase +which led into the hall, and watched him going down, step by step, with +lagging tread. From the morning-room came the distant sound of a piano, +and a man's voice singing to it; singing softly, as though no Nemesis +were approaching; singing slowly, as if there were time enough and to +spare. But Nemesis had reached the bottom of the staircase; Nemesis, +with a heavy step, was going across the silent hall—was even now +opening the door of the morning-room. The door was gently closed again, +and then, in the middle of a bar, the music stopped.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + + +<p>I passed an uneasy night. The wind moaned wearily round the house, at +one moment seeming to die away altogether, at another returning with +redoubled fury, roaring down the wide chimney, shaking the whole +building. It dropped completely towards dawn, and after hours of fitful +slumber I slept heavily.</p> + +<p>In the gray of the early morning I was awakened by some one coming into +my room, and started up to find Charles standing by my bedside, dressed, +and with a candle in his hand. His face was worn and haggard from want +of sleep.</p> + +<p>"I have come to speak to you before I go, Middleton," he said, when I +was thoroughly awake. "Ralph and I are off by the early train. Will you +tell my father that we may not be able to return till to-morrow, if +then; and may I count upon you to keep all you saw and heard secret till +after our return?"</p> + +<p>"Where are you going?"</p> + +<p>"To London. We start in twenty minutes. I don't think it is the least +use, but Ralph insists on going, and I cannot let him go alone."</p> + +<p>"My dear Charles," I said (all my anger had vanished at the sight of his +worn face), "I will accompany you."</p> + +<p>"Not for worlds!" he replied, hastily. "It would be no good. Indeed, I +should not wish it."</p> + +<p>But I knew better.</p> + +<p>"An old head is often of use," I replied, rapidly getting into my +clothes. "You may count on me, Charles. I shall be ready in ten +minutes."</p> + +<p>Charles made some pretence at annoyance, but I was not to be dissuaded. +I knew very well how invaluable the judgment of an elder man of +experience could be on critical occasions; and besides, I always make a +point of seeing everything I can, on all occasions. In ten minutes I was +down in the dining-room, where, beside a spluttering fire, the brothers, +both heavily booted and ulstered, were drinking coffee by candle-light. +A hastily laid breakfast was on the table, but it had not been touched. +The gray morning light was turning<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span> the flame of the candles to a rusty +yellow, and outside, upon the wide stone sills, the snow lay high +against the panes.</p> + +<p>Ralph was sitting with bent head by the fire, stick and cap in hand, his +heavy boot beating the floor impatiently. He looked up as I came in, but +did not speak. The ruddy color in his cheeks was faded, his face was +drawn and set. He looked ten years older.</p> + +<p>"We ought to be off," he said at last, in a low voice.</p> + +<p>"No hurry," replied Charles; "finish your coffee."</p> + +<p>I hastily drank some also, and told Charles that I was coming with them.</p> + +<p>"No!" said Charles.</p> + +<p>"Yes!" I replied. "You are going to London, and so am I. I have decided +to curtail my visit by a few days, under the circumstances. I shall +travel up with you. My luggage can follow."</p> + +<p>As soon as Charles grasped the idea that I was not going to return to +Stoke Moreton his opposition melted away; he even seemed to hail my +departure with a certain sense of relief.</p> + +<p>"As you like," he said. "You can leave at this unearthly hour if you +wish, and travel with us as far as Paddington."</p> + +<p>I nodded, and went after my great-coat. Of course I had not the +slightest intention of leaving them at Paddington; but I felt that the +time had not arrived to say so.</p> + +<p>"Here comes the dog-cart," said Charles, as I returned.</p> + +<p>Ralph was already on his feet. But the dog-cart, with its great bay +horse, could not be brought up to the door. The snow had drifted heavily +before the steps, and right up into the archway, and the cart had to go +round to the back again before we could get in and start. Charles took +the reins, and his brother got up beside him. The groom and I squeezed +ourselves into the back seat. I could see that I was only allowed to +come on sufferance, and that at the last moment they would have been +willing to dispense with my presence. However, I felt that I should +never have forgiven myself if I had let them go alone. Charles was not +thirty, and Ralph several years younger. An experienced man of fifty to +consult in case of need might be of the greatest assistance in an +emergency.</p> + +<p>"Quicker!" said Ralph; "we shall miss the train."</p> + +<p>"No quicker, if we mean to catch it," said Charles. "I allowed ten +minutes extra for the snow. We shall do it if we go quietly, but not if +I let him go. An upset would clinch the matter."</p> + +<p>We drove noiselessly through the great gates with their stone lions on +either side, rampant in wreaths of snow, and up the village<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span> street, +where life was hardly stirring yet. The sun was rising large and red, a +ball of dull fire in the heavy sky. It seemed to be rising on a dead +world. Before us (only to be seen on my part by craning round) stretched +the long white road. At intervals, here and there among the shrouded +fields, lay cottages half hidden by a white network of trees. Groups of +yellow sheep stood clustered together under hedge-rows, motionless in +the low mist, and making no sound. A lonely colt, with tail erect, ran +beside us on the other side of the hedge as far as his field would allow +him, his heavy hoofs falling noiseless in the snow. The cold was +intense.</p> + +<p>"There will be a drift at the bottom of Farrow hill," said Ralph; "we +shall be late for the train."</p> + +<p>And in truth, as we came cautiously down the hill, on turning a corner +we beheld a smooth sheet of snow lapping over the top of the hedge on +one side, like iced sugar on a cake, and sloping downward to the ditch +on the other side of the road.</p> + +<p>"Hold on!" cried Charles, as I stood up to look; and in another moment +we were pushing our way through the snow, keeping as near the ditch as +possible—too near, as it turned out. But it was not to be. A few yards +in front of us lay the road—snowy, but practicable; but we could not +reach it. We swayed backward and forward; we tilted up and down; Charles +whistled, and made divers consolatory and encouraging sounds to the bay +horse; but the bay horse began to plunge—he made a side movement—one +wheel crunched down through the ice in the ditch, and all was over—at +least, all in the cart were. We fell soft—I most providentially +alighting on the groom, who was young, and inclined to be plump, and +thus breaking a fall which to a heavy man of my age might have been +serious. Charles and Ralph were up in a moment.</p> + +<p>"I thought I could not do it; but it was worth a trial," said Charles, +shaking himself. "George, look after the horse and cart, and take them +straight back. Now, Ralph, we must run for it if we mean to catch the +train. Middleton, you had better go back in the cart." And off they set, +plunging through the snow without further ceremony. I watched the two +dark figures disappearing, aghast with astonishment. They were +positively leaving me behind! In a moment my mind was made up; and, +leaving the gasping young groom to look after the horse and cart, I set +off to run too. It was only a chance, of course; but in this weather the +train might be late. It was all the way downhill. I thought I could do +it, and I did. My feet were balled with snow; I was hotter than I had +been for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span> years; I was completely out of breath; but when I puffed into +the little road-side station, five minutes after the train was due, I +could see that it was not yet in, and that Ralph and Charles were +waiting on the platform.</p> + +<p>"My word, Middleton!" said Charles, coming to meet me. "I thought I had +seen the last of you when I left you reclining on George in the drift. I +do believe you have got yourself into this state of fever-heat purely to +be of use to us two; and I treated you very cavalierly, I am sure. Let +by-gones be by-gones, and let us shake hands while you are in this +melting mood."</p> + +<p>I could not speak, but we shook hands cordially; and I hurried off to +get my ticket.</p> + +<p>"You can only book to Tarborough!" he called after me, "where we change, +and catch the London express."</p> + +<p>The station-master gave me my ticket, and then approached Charles, and +touched his cap.</p> + +<p>"Might any of you gentlemen be going to London, sir?" he inquired.</p> + +<p>"All three of us."</p> + +<p>"I don't think you will get on, sir. The news came down this morning +that the evening express from Tarborough last night was thrown off the +rails by a drift, and got knocked about, and I don't expect the line is +clear yet. There will be no trains running till later in the day, I am +afraid."</p> + +<p>"The night express?" said Ralph, suddenly.</p> + +<p>"Do you mean the 9 train, which you can catch by the 8.2 from here?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>"She was in it!" said Ralph, in a hoarse voice, as the man walked away.</p> + +<p>"How late the train is!" said Charles; "quarter of an hour already. I +say, Jervis," calling after him, "any particulars about the accident? +Serious?"</p> + +<p>"Oh dear no, sir, not to my knowledge. Never heard of anything but that +the train had been upset, and had stopped the traffic."</p> + +<p>"Not many people travelling in such weather, at any rate. I dare say +there was not a creature who went from here by the last train last +night?"</p> + +<p>"Only two, sir. One of the young gentlemen from the rectory, and a young +lady, who was very near late, poor thing, and all wet with snow. Ah, +there she is, at last!" as the train came in sight;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span> and he went through +the ceremony of ringing the bell, although we were the only travellers +on the platform.</p> + +<p>It was only an hour's run to Tarborough, where we were to join the main +line.</p> + +<p>"What are we to do now?" said Charles, as the chimneys of Tarborough +hove in sight, and the train slackened. "Ten to one we shall not be able +to get on to London!"</p> + +<p>"Nor she either," said Ralph. "I shall see her! I shall see her here!"</p> + +<p>There was an air of excitement about the whole station as we drew up +before the platform. Groups of railway officials were clustered +together, talking eagerly; the bar-maids were all looking out of the +refreshment-room door; policemen were stationed here and there; and +outside the iron gates of the station a little crowd of people were +waiting in the trodden yellow snow, peering through the bars.</p> + +<p>We got out, and Charles went up to a respectable-looking man in black, +evidently an official of some consequence, and asked what was the +matter. The man informed him that a special had been sent down the line +with workmen to clear the rails, and that its return, with the +passengers in the ill-fated express, was expected at any moment.</p> + +<p>"You don't mean to say the wretched passengers have been there all +night?" exclaimed Charles. From the man's account it appeared that the +travellers had taken refuge in a farm near the scene of the accident, +and, the snow-storm continuing very heavily, it had not been thought +expedient to send a train down the line to bring them away till after +daybreak. "It has been gone an hour," he said, looking at the clock; +"and it is hardly nine yet. Considering how late we received notice of +the accident—for the news had to travel by night, and on foot for a +considerable distance—I don't think there has been much delay."</p> + +<p>"Will all the passengers come back by this train?" asked Ralph.</p> + +<p>"Yes sir."</p> + +<p>"We will wait," said Ralph; and he went and paced up and down the most +deserted part of the platform. The man followed him with his eyes.</p> + +<p>"Anxious about friends, sir?" he asked Charles.</p> + +<p>"Yes," I heard Charles say, as I went off to warm myself by the +waiting-room fire, keeping a sharp lookout for the arrival of the train. +When I came out some time later, wondering if it were ever going to +arrive at all, I found Charles and the man in black walking<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> up and down +together, evidently in earnest conversation. When I joined them they +ceased talking (I never can imagine why people generally do when I come +up), and the latter said that he would make inquiry at the +booking-office, and left us.</p> + +<p>"Who is that man?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"How should I know?" said Charles, absently. "He says he has been a +London detective till just lately, but he is an inspector of police now. +Well?" as the man returned.</p> + +<p>"Booking-clerk can't remember, sir; but the clerk at the telegraph +office remembers a young lady leaving a telegram last night, to be sent +on first thing this morning."</p> + +<p>"Has it been sent yet?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir; some time."</p> + +<p>"Where was it sent to?"</p> + +<p>"That is against rules, sir. The clerk has no right to give information. +Anyhow, it is as good as certain, from what you say, that the party was +in the train, and at all events you will not be kept in doubt much +longer;" and he pointed to the long-expected puff of white smoke in the +direction in which all eyes had been so anxiously turned. The train came +slowly round a broad curve and crawled into the station. Ralph had come +up, and his eyes were fixed intently upon it. The hand he laid on +Charles's arm shook a little as he whispered, in a hoarse voice, "I must +speak to her alone before anything is said."</p> + +<p>"You shall," replied Charles; and he moved forward a little, and waited +for the passengers to alight. I felt that any chance of escape which lay +in eluding those keen light eyes would be small indeed.</p> + +<p>Then ensued a scene of confusion, a Babel of tongues, as the passengers +poured out upon the platform. "What was the meaning of it all?" hotly +demanded an infuriated little man before he was well out of the +carriage. "Why had a train been allowed to start if it was to be +overturned by a snow-drift? What had the company been about not to make +itself aware of the state of the line? What did the railway officials +mean by—" etc. But he was not going to put up with such scandalous +treatment. He should cause an inquiry to be made; he should write to the +<i>Times</i>, he should—in short, he behaved like a true Englishman in +adverse circumstances, and poured forth abuse like water. Others +followed—some angry, some silent, all cold and miserable. A stout woman +in black, who had been sent for to a dying child, was weeping aloud; a +dazed man with bound-up head and a terrified wife were pounced upon +imme<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span>diately by expectant friends, and borne off with voluble sympathy. +One or two people slightly hurt were helped out after the others. The +train was emptied at last. Aurelia was not there. Charles went down the +length of the train looking into each carriage, and then came back, +answering Ralph's glance with a shake of the head. The man in black, who +seemed to have been watching him, came up.</p> + +<p>"Have <i>all</i> come back by this train?" Charles asked.</p> + +<p>"All, sir, except,"—and he hesitated—"except a few. The doctor who went +has not returned; and the guard says there were some of the passengers, +badly hurt, that he would not allow to be moved from the farm when the +train came for them. The engine-driver and one or two others were—"</p> + +<p>Charles made a sign to him to be silent.</p> + +<p>"How far is it?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Twenty miles, sir."</p> + +<p>"Are the roads practicable?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir. At least they would be very uncertain once you got into the +lanes."</p> + +<p>"We can walk along the line," said Ralph. "That must be clear. Let us +start at once."</p> + +<p>"Could not the station-master send us down on an engine?" asked Charles. +"We would pay well for it."</p> + +<p>The police-inspector shook his head, but Charles went off to inquire, +nevertheless, and he followed him. I thought him a very pushing, +inquisitive kind of person. I have always had a great dislike to the +idle curiosity which is continually prying into the concerns of others. +Ralph and I walked up and down, up and down, the now deserted platform. +I spoke to him once or twice, but he hardly answered; and after a time I +gave it up, and we paced in silence.</p> + +<p>At last Charles returned. His request for an engine had been refused, +but a further relay of workmen was being sent down the line in a couple +of hours' time, and he had obtained leave for himself and us to go with +them. After two long interminable hours of that everlasting pacing we +found ourselves in an open truck, full of workmen, steaming slowly out +of the station. At the last moment the man in black jumped in, and +accompanied us.</p> + +<p>The pace may have been great, but to us it seemed exasperatingly slow, +and in the open truck the cold was piercing. The workmen, who laughed +and talked among themselves, appeared to take no notice of it; but I saw +that Charles was shivering, and presently he made his brother light his +pipe, and began to smoke hard himself.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span></p> + +<p>Ralph's pipe, however, went out unheeded in his fingers. He sat quite +still with his back against the side of the truck, his eyes fixed upon +the gray horizon. Once he turned suddenly to his brother, and said, as +if unable to keep silence on what was in his mind, "What was her +object?"</p> + +<p>Charles shook his head.</p> + +<p>"They were hers already!" he went on. "She would have had them all. If +she had had debts, I would have paid them. What could her object have +been?" And seemingly, without expecting a reply, he relapsed into +silence.</p> + +<p>We had left the suburbs now, and were passing through a lonely country. +Here and there a village of straggling cottages met the eye, clustering +round their little church. In places the hedge-rows alone marked the lie +of the hidden lanes; in others men were digging out the roads through +drifts of snow, and carts and horses were struggling painfully along. In +one place a little walking funeral was laboring across the fields from a +lonely cottage, in the direction of the church, high on the hill, the +bell of which was tolling through the quiet air. The sound reached us as +we passed, and seemed to accompany us on our way. I heard the men +talking among themselves that there had been no snow-storm like to this +for thirty years; and as they spoke some of them began shading their +eyes, and trying to look in the direction in which we were going.</p> + +<p>We had now reached a low waste of unenclosed land, with sedge and gorse +pricking up everywhere through the snow, and with long lines of pollards +marking the bed of a frozen stream. Near the line was a deserted +brick-kiln, surrounded by long uneven mounds and ridges of ice, with +three poplars mounting guard over it. Flights of rooks hung over the +barren ground, and wheeled in the air with discordant clamor as we +passed—the only living moving things in the utter desolation of the +scene. As I looked there was an exclamation from one of the workmen, and +the engine began to slacken. We were there at last.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + + +<p>The engine and trucks stopped, the men shouldered their tools and +tumbled out, and we followed them. A few hundred paces in front of us +was a railway bridge, over which a road passed, and under which the rail +went at a sharp curve. The snow had drifted heavily against the bridge, +with its high earth embankment, making manifest at a glance the cause of +the disaster.</p> + +<p>The bridge was crowded with human figures, and on the line below men +were working in the drift, amid piles of débris and splintered wood. The +wrecked train had all been slightly draped in snow; the engine alone, +barely cold, lying black and grim, like some mighty giant, formidable in +death. A sheet of glass ice near it showed how the boiler had burst. +Some of the hindermost carriages were still standing, or had fallen +comparatively uninjured; but others seemed to have leaped upon their +fellows, and ploughed right through them into the drift. It was well +that it began to snow as we reached the spot. There were traces of +dismal smears on the white ground which it would be seemly to hide.</p> + +<p>Our friend in black went forward and asked a few questions of the man in +charge, and presently returned.</p> + +<p>"The remainder of the passengers are at the farm," he said, pointing to +a house at a little distance; and without further delay we began to +scramble up the steep embankment, and clamber over the stone-wall of the +bridge into the road. My mind was full of other things, but I remember +still the number of people assembled on the bridge, and how a man was +standing up in his donkey-cart to view the scene. It was Saturday, and +there were quantities of village school-boys sitting astride on the low +wall, or perched on adjacent hurdles, evidently enjoying the spectacle, +jostling, bawling, eating oranges, and throwing the peel at the engine. +Some older people touched their hats sympathetically, and one went and +opened a gate for us into a field, through which many feet seemed to +have come and gone; but for the greater number the event was evidently +regarded as an interesting variation in the dull routine of every-day +life; and to the school-boys it was an undoubted treat.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span></p> + +<p>Ralph and Charles walked on in front, following the track across the +field. It was not particularly heavy walking after what we had had +earlier in the day, but Ralph stumbled perpetually, and presently +Charles drew his arm through his own, and the two went on together, the +police-inspector following with me.</p> + +<p>In a few minutes we reached the farm, and entered the farm-yard, which +was the nearest way to the house. A little knot of calves, intrenched on +a mound of straw in the centre of the yard, lowered their heads and +looked askance at us as we came in, and a party of ducks retreated +hastily from our path with a chorus of exclamations, while a thin collie +dog burst out of a barrel at the back door, and made a series of +gymnastics at the end of a chain, barking hoarsely, as if he had not +spared himself of late.</p> + +<p>An elderly woman with red arms met us at the door, and, on a whisper +from the police-inspector, first shook her head, and then, in answer to +a further whisper, nodded at another door, and, a voice calling her from +within, hastily disappeared.</p> + +<p>The inspector opened the door she had indicated and went in, I with him. +Charles, who had grown very grave, hung back with Ralph, who seemed too +much dazed to notice anything in heaven above or the earth beneath. The +door opened into an out-house, roughly paved with round stones, where +barrels, staves, and divers lumber had been put away. There was straw in +the farther end of it, out of which a yellow cat raised two gleaming +eyes, and then flew up a ladder against the wall, and disappeared among +the rafters. In the middle of the floor, lying a little apart, were +three figures with sheets over them. Instinctively we felt that we were +in the presence of death. I looked back at Charles and Ralph, who were +still standing outside in the falling snow. Charles was bareheaded, but +Ralph was looking absently in front of him, seeming conscious of +nothing. The inspector made me a sign. He had raised one of the sheets, +and now withdrew it altogether. My heart seemed to stand still. <i>It was +Aurelia!</i> Aurelia changed in the last great change of all, but still +Aurelia. The fixed artificial color in the cheek consorted ill with the +bloodless pallor of the rest of the face, which was set in a look of +surprise and terror. She was altered beyond what should have been. She +looked several years older. But it was still Aurelia. Those little +gloved hands, tightly clinched, were the same which she had held to the +library fire as we talked the day before; even the dress was the same. +Alas! she had been in too great a hurry to change it before she left, or +her thin shoes. Poor little Aurelia!<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span> And then—I don't know how it was, +but in another moment Ralph was kneeling by her, bending over her, +taking the stiffened hands in his trembling clasp, imploring the deaf +ears to hear him, calling wildly to the pale lips to speak to him, which +had done with human speech. I could not bear it, and I turned away and +looked out through the open door at the snow falling. The inspector came +and stood beside me. In the silence which followed we could hear Charles +speaking gently from time to time; and when at last we both turned +towards them again, Ralph had flung himself down on an old bench at the +farther end of the out-house, with his back turned towards us, his arms +resting on a barrel, and his head bowed down upon them. He neither spoke +nor moved.</p> + +<p>Charles left him, and came towards us, and he and the inspector spoke +apart for a moment, and then the latter dropped on his knees beside the +dead woman, and, after looking carefully at a dark stain on one of the +wrists, turned back the sleeve. Crushed deep into the round white arm +gleamed something bright. It was an emerald bracelet which we both knew. +Charles cast a hasty glance at Ralph, but he had not moved, and he drew +me beside him, so as to interpose our two figures between him and the +inspector. The latter quietly turned down the sleeve and recomposed the +arm.</p> + +<p>"I knew she would have them on her, if she had them at all," he said, in +a low voice. "We need look no farther at present. Not one will be +missing. They are all there."</p> + +<p>He gazed long and earnestly at the dead face, and then to my horror he +suddenly unfastened the little hat. I made an involuntary movement as if +to stop him, but Charles laid an iron grip upon me, and motioned to me +to be still. The stealthy hand quietly pushed back the fair curls upon +the forehead, and in another moment they fell still farther back, +showing a few short locks of dark hair beneath them, which so completely +altered the dead face that I could hardly recognize it as belonging to +the same person. The inspector raised his head, and looked significantly +at Charles. Then he quietly drew forward the yellow hair over the +forehead again, replaced the hat, and rose to his feet. Charles and I +glanced apprehensively at Ralph, but he had not stirred. As we looked, a +hurried step came across the yard, a hand raised the latch of the door, +and some one entered abruptly. It was Carr. For one moment he stood in +the door-way, for one moment his eyes rested horror-struck on the dead +woman, then darted at us, from us to the inspector, who was coolly +watching him, and—he was gone! gone as suddenly as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span> he had come; gone +swiftly out again into the falling snow, followed by the wild barking of +the dog.</p> + +<p>Charles, who had had his back to the door, turned in time to see him, +and he made a rush for the door, but the inspector flung himself in his +way, and held him forcibly.</p> + +<p>"Let me go! Let me get at him!" panted Charles, struggling furiously.</p> + +<p>"I shall do no such thing, sir. It can do no good, and might do harm. He +is armed, and you are not; and he would not be over-scrupulous if he +were pushed. Besides, what can you accuse him of? Intent to rob? For he +did not do it. If you have lost anything, remember, you have found it +again. If you caught him a hundred times, you have no hold on him. I +know him of old."</p> + +<p>"You?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; I have known him by sight long enough. He is not a new hand by any +means—nor she either, as to that, poor thing."</p> + +<p>"But what on earth brought him here?"</p> + +<p>"He was waiting for news of her in London, most likely, and he knew she +would have the jewels on her, and came down when he got wind of the +accident."</p> + +<p>"Knew she would have the jewels! Then do you mean to say there was +collusion between the two?"</p> + +<p>The inspector glanced furtively at Ralph, but he had never stirred, or +raised his head since he had laid it down on his clinched hands.</p> + +<p>"They are both well known to the police," he said at last, "and I think +it probable there was collusion between them, considering they were <i>man +and wife</i>."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CONCLUSION" id="CONCLUSION"></a>CONCLUSION.</h2> + + +<p>I am told that I ought to write something in the way of a conclusion to +this account of the Danvers jewels, as if the end of the last chapter +were not conclusion enough. Charles, who has just read it, says +especially that his character requires what he calls "an elegant +finish," and suggests that a slight indication of a young and lovely +heiress in connection with himself would give pleasure to the thoughtful +reader. But I do not mean at the last moment to depart from the exact +truth, and dabble in fiction just to make a suit<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span>able conclusion. If I +must write something more, I must beg that it will be kept in mind that +if further details concerning the robbery are now added against my own +judgment, they will rest on Charles's authority—not mine—as anything I +afterwards heard was only through Charles, whose information I never +consider reliable in the least degree.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>It was not till three months later that I saw him again, on a wet April +afternoon. I was still living in London with Jane when he came to see +me, having just returned from a long tour abroad with Ralph.</p> + +<p>Sir George, he said, was quite well again, but the coolness between +himself and his father had dropped almost to freezing-point since it had +come to light that he had been innocent after all. His father could not +forgive his son for putting him in the wrong.</p> + +<p>"I seldom disappoint him in matters of this kind," he said. "Indeed, I +may say I have, as a rule, surpassed his expectations, and I must be +careful never to fall short of them in this way again. But ah! Miss +Middleton, I am sure you will agree with me how difficult it is to +preserve an even course without relaxing a little at times."</p> + +<p>"My dear Mr. Charles," said Jane, beaming at him over her knitting, but +not quite taking him in the manner he intended, "you are young yet, but +don't be downhearted. I am sure by your face that as you grow older +these deviations, which you so properly regret, will grow fewer and +fewer, until, as life goes on, they will gradually cease altogether."</p> + +<p>"I consider it not improbable myself," said Charles, with a faint smile, +and he changed the conversation. I really cannot put down here all that +he proceeded to say in the most cold-blooded manner concerning Carr and +Aurelia, or as he <i>would</i> call them, Mr. and Mrs. Brown, <i>alias</i> +Sinclair, <i>alias</i> Tibbits. I for one don't believe a word of it; and I +don't see how he could have found it all out, as he said he had, through +the police, and people of that kind. I don't consider it is at all +respectable consorting with the police in that way; but then Charles +never was respectable, as I told Jane after he left, arousing excited +feelings on her part which made me regret having mentioned it.</p> + +<p>According to him, Carr, who had never been seen or heard of since the +day after the accident, was a professional thief, who had probably gone +to —— in India with the express design of obtaining possession of Sir +John's jewels, which had, till near the time of his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span> death, been safely +stowed away in a bank in Calcutta. He and his wife usually worked +together; but on this occasion she had, by means of her engaging manners +and youthful appearance, struck up an acquaintance abroad with Lady Mary +Cunningham, who, it will be remembered, had jewels of considerable +value, with a view to those jewels. Ralph she had used as her tool, and +engaged herself to him in the expectation that on her return to England +she might, by means of her intimacy with the family, have an opportunity +of taking them—Lady Mary having left them, while abroad, with her +banker in London. The opportunity came while she was at Stoke Moreton; +but in the mean while Sir John's priceless legacy had arrived, having +eluded her husband's vigilance. (That certainly was true. The jewels +were safe enough as long as I had anything to do with them.) Her +husband, who followed them, saw that he was suspected, and threw the +game into her hands, devoting himself entirely to putting his own +innocence beyond a doubt; in which, with Ralph's assistance, he +succeeded.</p> + +<p>"I see now," continued Charles, "why she spilled her tea when Carr +arrived. She was taken by surprise on seeing him enter the room, having +had, probably, no idea that he was the friend whom you had telegraphed +for. I suspect, too, that same evening, after the ball, when she and +Carr went together to find the bag, it was to have a last word to enable +them to play into each other's hands, being aware, if I remember +rightly, that father had gone to bed in company with the key of the +safe, and that, consequently, the jewels might be left within easier +reach than usual. No doubt she weighed the matter in her own mind, and +decided to give up all thought of Lady Mary's jewels, and to secure +those which were ten times their value. She could not have taken both +without drawing suspicion upon herself. Like a wise woman she left the +smaller, and went in for the larger prize; a less clever one would have +tried for both, and have failed. She failed, it is true, by an +oversight. She could never have noticed that the piece of paper wrapped +round the crescent was peculiar in any way, or she would not have left +it on the table among the others. She turned it off well when Evelyn +recognized it, and made the most of her time. She was within an ace of +success, but fate was against her. And Carr lost no time, either, for +that matter; for I have since found out that the telegram she sent was +to Birmingham, where he was no doubt hiding, bidding him meet her in +London earlier than had been arranged. Of course he set off for the +scene of the accident directly he heard of it, having received no +further<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span> communication from her. We arrived only ten minutes before him. +For my part, I admired <i>her</i> more than I ever did before, when the truth +about her came out. I considered her to be a pink-and-white nonentity, +without an idea beyond a neat adjustment of pearl-powder, and then found +that she possessed brains enough to outwit two minds of no mean calibre, +namely, yours, Middleton, and my own. Evelyn was the only person who had +the slightest suspicion of her, and that hardly amounted to more than an +instinct, for she owned that she had no reason to show for it."</p> + +<p>"I wonder Lady Mary was so completely taken in by her to start with," I +said.</p> + +<p>"I don't," replied Charles. "I have even heard of elderly men being +taken in by young ones. Besides, suspicious people are always liable to +distrust their own nearest relatives, especially their prepossessing +nephews, and then lay themselves open to be taken in by entire +strangers. She wanted to get Ralph married, and she took a fancy to this +girl, who was laying herself out to be taken a fancy to. In short, she +trusted to her own judgment, and it failed her, as usual. I wrote very +kindly to her from abroad, telling her how sincerely I sympathized with +her in her distress at finding how entirely her judgment had been at +fault, how lamentably she had been deceived from first to last, and how +much trouble she had been the innocent means of bringing on the family. +I have had no reply. Dear Aunt Mary! That reminds me that she is in +London now; and I think a call from me, and a personal expression of +sympathy, might give her pleasure." And he rose to take his leave.</p> + +<p>I had let Charles go without contradicting a word he had said, because, +unfortunately, I was not in a position to do so. As I have said before, +I am not given to suspecting a friend, even though appearances may be +against him; and I still believed in Carr's innocence, though I must own +that I was sorry that he never answered any of the numerous letters I +wrote to him, or ever came to see me in London, as I had particularly +asked him to do. Of course I did not believe that he was married to +Aurelia, for it was only on the word of a stranger and a +police-inspector, while I knew from his own lips that he was engaged to +a countrywoman of his own. However, be that how it may, my own rooted +conviction at the time, which has remained unshaken ever since, is that +in some way he became aware that he was unjustly suspected, and being, +like all Americans, of a sensitive nature, he retired to his native +land. Anyhow, I have never seen or heard anything of him since. I am +aware that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span> Jane holds a different opinion, but then Charles had +prejudiced her against him—so much so that it has ended by becoming a +subject on which we do not converse together.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>I saw Charles again a few months later on a sultry night in July. I was +leaving town the next day to be present at Ralph's wedding, and Jane and +I were talking it over towards ten o'clock, the first cool time in the +day, when he walked in. He looked pale and jaded as he sat down wearily +by us at the open window and stroked the cat, which was taking the air +on the sill. He said that he felt the heat, and he certainly look very +much knocked up. I do not feel heat myself, I am glad to say.</p> + +<p>"I am going abroad to-morrow," he said, after a few remarks on other +subjects. "It is not merely a question of pleasure, though I shall be +glad to be out of London; but I have of late become an object of such +increasing interest to those who possess my autograph that I have +decided on taking change of air for a time."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean to say you are not going down to Stoke Moreton for Ralph's +wedding?" I exclaimed. "I thought we should have travelled together, as +we once did six months ago."</p> + +<p>"I can't go," said Charles, almost sharply. "I have told Ralph so."</p> + +<p>"I am sure he will be very much disappointed, and Evelyn too; and the +wedding being from her uncle's house, as she has no home of her own, +will make your absence all the more marked."</p> + +<p>"It <i>must</i> be marked, then; but the young people will survive it, and +Aunt Mary will be thankful. She has not spoken to me since I made that +little call upon her in the spring. When I pass her carriage in the Row +she looks the other way."</p> + +<p>"I am glad Ralph has consoled himself," I said. "A good and charming +woman like Evelyn, and a nice steady fellow like Ralph, are bound to be +happy together."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Charles, "I suppose they are. She deserves to be happy. She +always liked Ralph, and he <i>is</i> a good fellow. The model young men make +all the running nowadays. In novels the good woman always marries the +scapegrace, but it does not seem to be the case in real life."</p> + +<p>"Anyhow, not in this instance," I remarked, cheerfully.</p> + +<p>"No, not in this instance, as you so justly observe," he replied, with a +passing gleam of amusement in his restless, tired eyes. "And now," +producing a small packet, "as I am not going myself, I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span> want to give my +wedding-present to the bride into your charge. Perhaps you will take it +down to-morrow, and give it into her own hands, with my best wishes."</p> + +<p>"Might we see it first?" said Jane, with all a woman's curiosity, +evidently scenting a jewel-case from afar.</p> + +<p>Charles unwrapped a small morocco case, and, touching a spring, showed +the diamond crescent, beautifully reset and polished, blazing on its red +satin couch.</p> + +<p>"Ralph said I should have it, and he sent it me some time since," he +said, turning it in his hand; "but it seems a pity to fritter it away in +paying bills; and," in a lower tone, "I should like to give it to +Evelyn. I hear she has refused to wear any of Sir John's jewels on her +wedding-day, but perhaps, if you were to ask her—she and I are old +friends—she might make an exception in favor of the crescent."</p> + +<p>And she did.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span></p> + +<h4>The End.</h4> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span></p> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="SIR_CHARLES_DANVERS" id="SIR_CHARLES_DANVERS"></a>SIR CHARLES DANVERS.</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_Ib" id="CHAPTER_Ib"></a>CHAPTER I.</h2> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span></p> +<p>"Dear heart, Miss Ruth, my dear, now don't ye be a-going yet, and me +that hasn't set eyes on ye this month and more—and as hardly hears a +body speak from morning till night."</p> + +<p>"Come, come, Mrs. Eccles, I am always finding people sitting here. I +expect to see the latch go every minute."</p> + +<p>"Well, and if they do; and some folks are always a-dropping in, and +a-setting theirselves down, and a clack-clacking till a body can't get a +bit of peace! And the things they say! Eh? Miss Ruth, the things I have +heard folks say, a setting as it might be there, in poor Eccles his old +chair by the chimley, as the Lord took him in."</p> + +<p>To the uninitiated, Mrs. Eccles's allusion might have seemed to refer to +photography. But Ruth knew better; a visitation from the Lord being +synonymous in Slumberleigh Parish with a fall from a ladder, a stroke of +paralysis, or the midnight cart-wheel that disabled Brown when returning +late from the Blue Dragon "not quite hisself."</p> + +<p>"Lor'!" resumed Mrs. Eccles, with an extensive sigh, "there's a deal of +talk in the village now," glancing inquisitively at the visitor, "about +him as succeeds to old Mr. Dare; but I never listen to their tales."</p> + +<p>They made a pleasant contrast to each other, the neat old woman, with +her shrewd spectacled eyes and active, hard-worked fingers, and the +young girl, tranquil, graceful, sitting in the shadow, with her slender +ungloved hands in her lap.</p> + +<p>They were not sitting in the front parlor, because Ruth was an old +acquaintance; but Mrs. Eccles <i>had</i> a front parlor—a front parlor with +the bottled-up smell in it peculiar to front parlors; a parlor<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span> with a +real mahogany table, on which photograph albums and a few select volumes +were symmetrically arranged round an inkstand, nestling in a very choice +wool-work mat; a parlor with wax-flowers under glass shades on the +mantle-piece, and an avalanche of paper roses and mixed paper herbs in +the fireplace.</p> + +<p>Ruth knew that sacred apartment well. She knew the name of each of the +books; she had expressed a proper admiration for the wax-flowers; she +had heard, though she might have forgotten, for she was but young, the +price of the "real Brussels" carpet, and so she might safely be +permitted to sit in the kitchen, and watch Mrs. Eccles darning her son's +socks.</p> + +<p>I am almost afraid Ruth liked the kitchen best, with its tiled floor and +patch of afternoon sun; with its tall clock in the corner, its line of +straining geraniums in the low window-shelf, and its high mantle-piece +crowned by two china dogs with red lozenges on them, holding baskets in +their mouths.</p> + +<p>"Yes, a deal of talk there is, but nobody rightly seems to know anything +for certain," continued Mrs. Eccles, spreading out her hand in the heel +of a fresh sock, and pouncing on a modest hole. "Ye see, we never gave a +thought to <i>him</i>, with that great hearty Mr. George, his eldest brother, +to succeed when the old gentleman went. And such a fine figure of a man +in his clothes as poor Mr. George used to be, and such a favorite with +his old uncle. And then to be took like that, horseback riding at polar, +only six weeks after the old gentleman. But I can't hear as anybody's +set eyes on his half-brother as comes in for the property now. He never +came to Vandon in his uncle's lifetime. They say old Mr. Dare couldn't +bide the French madam as his brother took when his first wife died—a +foreigner, with black curls; it wasn't likely. He was always partial to +Mr. George, and he took him up when his father died; but he never would +have anything to say to this younger one, bein' nothin' in the world, so +folks say, but half a French, and black, like his mother. I wonder +now—" began Mrs. Eccles, tentatively, with her usual love of +information.</p> + +<p>"I wonder, now," interposed Ruth, quietly, "how the rheumatism is +getting on? I saw you were in church on Sunday evening."</p> + +<p>"Yes, my dear," began Mrs. Eccles, readily diverted to a subject of such +interest as herself. "Yes, I always come to the evening service now, +though I won't deny as the rheumatics are very pinching at times. But, +dear Lord! I never come up to the stalls near the chancel, so you ain't +likely to see me. To see them Harrises always<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span> a-goin' up to the very +top, it does go agen me. I don't say as it's everybody as ought to take +the lowest place. The Lord knows I'm not proud, but I won't go into them +chairs down by the font myself; but to see them Harrises, that to my +certain knowledge hasn't a bite of butcher's meat in their heads but +onst a week, a-settin' theirselves up—"</p> + +<p>"Now, Mrs. Eccles, you know perfectly well all the seats are free in the +evening."</p> + +<p>"And so they may be, Miss Ruth, my dear—and don't ye be a-getting up +yet—and good Christians, I'm sure, the quality are to abide it. And it +did my heart good to hear the Honorable John preaching as he did in his +new surplice (as Widder Pegg always puts too much blue in the surplices +to my thinking), all about rich and poor, and one with another. A +beautiful sermon it was; but I wouldn't come up like they Harrises. +There's things as is suitable, and there's things as is not. No, I keep +to my own place; and I had to turn out old Bessie Pugh this very last +Sunday night, as I found a-cocked up there, tho' I was not a matter of +five minutes late. Bessie Pugh always was one to take upon herself, and, +as I often says to her, when I hear her a-goin' on about free grace and +the like, 'Bessie,' I says, 'if I was a widder on the parish, and not so +much as a pig to fat up for Christmas, and coming to church reg'lar on +Loaf Sunday, which it's not that I ain't sorry for ye, but <i>I</i> wouldn't +take upon myself, if I was you, to talk of things as I'd better leave to +them as is beholden to nobody and pays their rent reg'lar. I've no +patience—But eh, dear Miss Ruth! look at that gentleman going down the +road, and the dog too. Why, ye haven't so much as got up! He's gone. He +was a foreigner, and no mistake. Why, good Lord! there he is coming back +again. He's seen me through the winder. Mercy on us! he's opening the +gate; he's coming to the door!"</p> + +<p>As she spoke, a shadow passed before the window, and some one knocked.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Eccles hastily thrust her darning-needle into the front of her +bodice, the general <i>rendezvous</i> of the pins and needles of the +establishment, and proceeded to open the door and plant herself in front +of it.</p> + +<p>Ruth caught a glimpse of an erect light gray figure in the sunshine, +surmounted by a brown face, and the lightest of light gray hats. Close +behind stood a black poodle of a dignified and self-engrossed +deportment, wearing its body half shaved, but breaking out<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span> in ruffles +round its paws, and a tuft at the end of a stiffly undemonstrative tail.</p> + +<p>"The key of the church is kep' at Jones's, by the pump," said Mrs. +Eccles, in the brusque manner peculiar to the freeborn Briton when +brought in contact with a foreigner.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, madam," was the reply, in the most courteous of tones, and +the gray hat was off in a moment, showing a very dark, cropped head, +"but I do not look for the church. I only ask for the way to the house +of the pastor, Mr. Alwynn."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Eccles gave full and comprehensive directions in a very high key, +accompanied by much gesticulation, and then the gray hat was replaced, +and the gray figure, followed by the black poodle, marched down the +little garden path again, and disappeared from view.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Eccles drew a long breath, and turned to her visitor again.</p> + +<p>"Well, my dear, and did ye ever see the like of that? And his head, Miss +Ruth! Did ye take note of his head? Not so much as a shadder of a +parting. All the same all the way over; and asking the way to the +rectory. Why, you ain't never going yet? Well, good-bye, my dear, and +God bless ye! And now," soliloquized Mrs. Eccles, as Ruth finally +escaped, "I may as well run across to Jones's, and see if <i>they</i> know +anything about the gentleman, and if he's put up at the inn."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>It was a glorious July afternoon, but it was hot. The roads were white, +and the tall hedge-rows gray with dust. A wagon-load of late hay, with a +swarm of children just out from school careering round it, was coming up +the road in a dim cloud of dust. Ruth, who had been undecided which way +to take, beat a hasty retreat towards the church-yard, deciding that, if +she must hesitate, to do so among cool tombstones in the shade. She +glanced up at the church clock, as she selected her tombstone under one +of the many yew-trees in the old church-yard. Half-past four, and +already an inner voice was suggesting <i>tea!</i> To miss five o'clock tea on +a thirsty afternoon like this was not to be thought of for a moment. She +had no intention of going back to tea at Atherstone, where she was +staying with her cousins, Mr. and Mrs. Danvers. Two alternatives +remained. Should she go to Slumberleigh Hall, close by, and see the +Thursbys, who she knew had all returned from London yesterday, or should +she go across the fields to Slumberleigh Rectory, and have tea with +Uncle John and Aunt Fanny?</p> + +<p>She knew that Sir Charles Danvers, Ralph Danvers's elder brother,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span> was +expected at Atherstone that afternoon. His aunt, Lady Mary Cunningham, +was also staying there, partly with a view of meeting him. Ralph Danvers +had not seen his brother, nor Lady Mary her nephew, for some time, and, +judging by the interest they seemed to feel in his visit, Ruth had +determined not to interrupt a family meeting, in which she imagined she +might be <i>de trop</i>.</p> + +<p>"My fine tact," she thought, "will enable them to have a quiet talk +among themselves till nearly dinner-time. But I must not neglect myself +any longer. The Hall is the nearer, and the drive is shady; but, to put +against that, Mabel will insist on showing me her new gowns, and Mrs. +Thursby will make her usual remarks about Aunt Fanny. No; in spite of +that burning expanse of glebe, I will go to tea at the rectory. I have +not seen Uncle John for a week, and—who knows?—perhaps Aunt Fanny may +be out."</p> + +<p>So the gloves were put on, the crisp white dress shaken out, the parasol +put up, and Ruth took the narrow church path across the fields up to +Slumberleigh Rectory.</p> + +<p>For many years since the death of her parents, Ruth Deyncourt had lived +with her grandmother, a wealthy, witty, and wise old lady, whose house +had been considered one of the pleasantest in London by those to whom +pleasant houses are open.</p> + +<p>Lady Deyncourt, a beauty in her youth, a beauty in middle life, a beauty +in her old age, had seen and known all the marked men of the last two +generations, and had reminiscences to tell which increased in point and +flavor, like old wine, the longer they were kept. She had frequented as +a girl the Misses Berrys' drawing-room, and people were wont to say that +hers was the nearest approach to a <i>salon</i> which remained after the +Misses Berry disappeared. She had married a grave politician, a rising +man, whom she had pushed into a knighthood, and at one time into the +ministry. If he had died before he could make her the wife of a premier, +the disappointment had not been without its alleviations. She had never +possessed much talent for domestic life, and, the yoke once removed, she +had not felt the least inclination to take it upon herself again. As a +widow, her way through life was one long triumphal procession. She had +daughters—dull, tall, serious girls, with whom she had nothing in +common, whom she educated well, brought out, laced in, and then married, +one after another, relinquishing the last with the utmost cheerfulness, +and refusing the condolences of friends on her lonely position with her +usual frankness.</p> + +<p>But her son, her only son, she had loved. He was like her, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span> +understood her, and was at ease with her, as her daughters had never +been. The trouble of her life was the death of her son. She got over it, +as she got over everything; but when several years afterwards his widow, +with whom, it is hardly necessary to say, she was not on speaking terms, +suddenly died (being a faint-hearted, feeble creature), Lady Deyncourt +immediately took possession of her grandchildren—a boy and two +girls—and proceeded as far as in her lay to ruin the boy for life.</p> + +<p>"A woman," she was apt to remark in after years, "is not intended by +nature to manage any man except her husband. I am a warning to the +mothers, aunts, and grandmothers, particularly the grandmothers, of the +future. A husband is a sufficient field for the employment of a woman's +whole energies. I went beyond my sphere, and I am punished."</p> + +<p>And when Raymond Deyncourt finally disappeared in America for the last +time, having been fished up therefrom on several occasions, each time in +worse case than the last, she excommunicated him, and cheerfully altered +her will, dividing the sixty thousand pounds she had it in her power to +leave, between her two granddaughters, and letting the fact become +known, with the result that Anna was married by the end of her second +season; and if at the end of five seasons Ruth was still unmarried, she +had, as Lady Deyncourt took care to inform people, no one to thank for +it but herself.</p> + +<p>But in reality, now that Anna was provided for, Lady Deyncourt was in no +hurry to part with Ruth. She liked her as much as it was possible for +her to like any one—indeed, I think she even loved her in a way. She +had taken but small notice of her while she was in the school-room, for +she cared little about girls as a rule; but as she grew up tall, erect, +with the pale, stately beauty of a lily, Lady Deyncourt's heart went out +to her. None of her own daughters had been so distinguished-looking, so +ornamental. Ruth's clothes always looked well on her, and she had a +knack of entertaining people, and much taste in the arrangement of +flowers. Though she had inherited the Deyncourt earnestness of +character, together with their dark serious eyes, and a certain annoying +rigidity as to right and wrong, these defects were counterbalanced by +flashes of brightness and humor which reminded Lady Deyncourt of herself +in her own brilliant youth, and inclined her to be lenient, when in her +daughters' cases she would have been sarcastic. The old woman and the +young one had been great friends, and not the less so, perhaps, because +of a tacit understanding which existed between them that certain +sub<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span>jects should be avoided, upon which, each instinctively felt, they +were not likely to agree. And if the shrewd old woman of the world ever +suspected the existence of a strength of will and depth of character in +Ruth such as had, in her own early life, been a source of annoyance and +perplexity to herself in her dealings with her husband, she was skilful +enough to ignore any traces of it that showed themselves in her +granddaughter, and thus avoided those collisions of will, the result of +which she felt might have been doubtful.</p> + +<p>And so Ruth had lived a life full of varied interests, and among +interesting people, and had been waked up suddenly in a gray and frosted +dawn to find that chapter of her life closed. Lady Deyncourt, who never +thought of travelling without her maid and footman, suddenly went on a +long journey alone one wild January morning, starting, without any +previous preparation, for a land in which she had never professed much +interest heretofore. It seemed a pity that she should have to die when +she had so thoroughly acquired the art of living, with little trouble to +herself, and much pleasure to others; but so it was.</p> + +<p>And then, in Ruth's confused remembrance of what followed, all the world +seemed to have turned to black and gray. There was no color anywhere, +where all had been color before. Miles of black cloth and crape seemed +to extend before her; black horses came and stamped black hoof-marks in +the snow before the door. Endless arrangements had to be made, endless +letters to be written. Something was carried heavily down-stairs, all in +black, scoring the wall at the turn on the stairs in a way which would +have annoyed Lady Deyncourt exceedingly if she had been there to see it, +but she had left several days before it happened. The last pale shadow +of the kind, gay little grandmother was gone from the great front +bedroom up-stairs. Mr. Alwynn, one of Ruth's uncles, came up from the +country and went to the funeral, and took Ruth away afterwards. Her own +sister Anna was abroad with her husband, her brother Raymond had not +been heard of for years. As she drove away from the house, and looked up +at the windows with wide tearless eyes, she suddenly realized that this +departure was final, that there would be no coming back, no home left +for her in the familiar rooms where she and another had lived so long +together.</p> + +<p>Mr. Alwynn was by her side in the carriage, patting her cold hands and +telling her not to cry, which she felt no inclination to do; and then, +seeing the blank pallor in her face, he suddenly found himself fumbling +for his own pocket-handkerchief.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IIb" id="CHAPTER_IIb"></a>CHAPTER II.</h2> + + +<p>On this particular July afternoon Mr. Alwynn, or, as his parishioners +called him, "The Honorable John," was sitting in his arm-chair in the +little drawing-room of Slumberleigh Rectory. Mrs. Honorable John was +pouring out tea; and here, once and for all, let it be known that meals, +particularly five o'clock tea, will occupy a large place in this +chronicle, not because of any importance especially attaching to them, +but because in the country, at least in Slumberleigh, the day is not +divided by hours but by the meals that take place therein, and to write +of Slumberleigh and its inhabitants with disregard to their divisions of +time is "impossible, and cannot be done."</p> + +<p>So I repeat, boldly, Mr. and Mrs. Alwynn were at tea. They were alone +together, for they had no children, and Ruth Deyncourt, who had been +living with them since her grandmother's death in the winter, was now +staying with her cousin, Mrs. Ralph Danvers, at Atherstone, a couple of +miles away.</p> + +<p>If it had occasionally crossed Mr. Alwynn's mind during the last few +months that he would have liked to have a daughter like Ruth, he had +kept the sentiment to himself, as he did most sentiments in the company +of his wife, who, while she complained of his habit of silence, made up +for it nobly herself at all times and in all places. It had often been +the subject of vague wonder among his friends, and even at times to Mr. +Alwynn himself, how he had come to marry "Fanny, my love." Mr. Alwynn +dearly loved peace and quiet, but these dwelt not under the same roof +with Mrs. Alwynn. Nay, I even believe, if the truth were known, he liked +order and tidiness, judging by the exact arrangement of his own study, +and the rueful glances he sometimes cast at the litter of wools and +letters on the newspaper-table, and the gay garden hats and goloshes, +hidden, but not concealed, under the drawing-room sofa. Conversation +about the dearness of butchers' meat and the enormities of servants +palled upon him, I think, after a time, but he had taken his wife's +style of conversation for better for worse when he took her gayly +dressed self under<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span> those ominous conditions, and he never showed +impatience. He loved his wife, but I think it grieved him when +smart-colored glass vases were strewn among the cherished bits of old +china and enamel which his soul loved. He did not like +chromo-lithographs, or the framed photographs which Mrs. Alwynn called +her "momentums of travel," among his rare old prints, either. He bore +them, but after their arrival in company with large and inappropriate +nails, and especially after the cut-glass candlesticks appeared on the +drawing-room chimney-piece, he ceased to make his little occasional +purchases of old china and old silver. The curiosity shops knew him no +more, or if he still at times brought home some treasure in his hat-box, +on his return from Convocation, it was unpacked and examined in private, +and a little place was made for it among the old Chelsea figures on the +bookcase in his study, which had stood, ever since he had inherited them +from his father, on the drawing-room mantle-piece, but had been silently +removed when a pair of comic china elephants playing on violins had +appeared in their midst.</p> + +<p>Mr. Alwynn sighed a little when he looked at them this afternoon, and +shook his head; for had he not brought back in his empty soup-tin an old +earthen-ware cow of Dutch extraction, which he had long coveted on the +shelf of a parishioner? He had bought it very dear, for when in all his +life had he ever bought anything cheap? And now, as he was tenderly +wiping a suspicion of beef-tea off it, he wondered, as he looked round +his study, where he could put it. Not among the old Oriental china, +where bits of Wedgwood had already elbowed in for want of room +elsewhere. Among his Lowestoft cups and saucers? Never! He would rather +not have it than see it there. He had a vision of a certain bracket, +discarded from the hall, and put aside by his careful hands in the +lowest drawer of the cupboard by the window, in which he kept little +stores of nails and string and brown paper, among which "Fanny, my love" +performed fearful ravages when minded to tie up a parcel.</p> + +<p>Mr. Alwynn nailed up the bracket under an old etching and placed the cow +thereon, and, after contemplating it over his spectacles, went into the +drawing-room to tea with his wife.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Alwynn was a stout, florid, good-humored-looking woman, with a +battered fringe, considerably younger than her husband in appearance, +and with a tendency to bright colors in dress.</p> + +<p>"Barnes is very poorly, my dear," said Mr. Alwynn, patiently fishing out +one of the lumps of sugar which his wife had put in his tea. He took one +lump, but she took two herself, and conse<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span>quently always gave him two. +"I should say a little strong soup would—"</p> + +<p>At this juncture the front door-bell rang, and a moment afterwards "Mr. +Dare" was announced.</p> + +<p>The erect, light gray figure which had awakened the curiosity of Mrs. +Eccles came in close behind the servant. Mrs. Alwynn received a deep bow +in return for her look of astonishment; and then, with an eager +exclamation, the visitor had seized both Mr. Alwynn's hands, regardless +of the neatly folded slice of bread and butter in one of them, and was +shaking them cordially.</p> + +<p>Mr. Alwynn looked for a moment as astonished as his wife, and the blank, +deprecating glance he cast at his visitor showed that he was at a loss.</p> + +<p>The latter let go his hands and spread his own out with a sudden +gesture.</p> + +<p>"Ah, you do not know me," he said, speaking rapidly; "it is twenty years +ago, and you have forgotten. You do not remember Alfred Dare, the little +boy whom you saw last in sailing costume, the little boy for whom you +cut the whistles, the son of your old friend, Henry Dare?"</p> + +<p>"Good gracious!" ejaculated Mr. Alwynn, with a sudden flash of memory. +"Henry's other son. I remember now. It <i>is</i> Alfred, and I remember the +whistles too. You have your mother's eyes. And, of course, you have come +to Vandon now that your poor brother—We have all been wondering when +you would turn up. My dear boy, I remember you perfectly now; but it is +a long time ago, and you have changed very much."</p> + +<p>"Between eight years and twenty-eight there is a great step," replied +Dare, with a brilliant smile. "How could I expect that you should +remember all at once? But <i>you</i> are not changed. I knew you the first +moment. It is the same kind, good face which I remember well."</p> + +<p>Mr. Alwynn blushed a faint blush, which any word of praise could always +call up; and then, reminded of the presence of Mrs. Alwynn by a short +cough, which that lady always had in readiness wherewith to recall him +to a sense of duty, he turned to her and introduced Dare.</p> + +<p>Dare made another beautiful bow; and while he accepted a cup of tea from +Mrs. Alwynn, Mr. Alwynn had time to look attentively at him with his +mild gray eyes. He was a slight, active-looking young man of middle +height, decidedly un-English in appearance<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span> and manner, with dark roving +eyes, mustaches very much twirled up, and a lean brown face, that was +exceedingly handsome in a style to which Mr. Alwynn was not accustomed.</p> + +<p>And this was Henry Dare's second son, the son by his French wife, who +had been brought up abroad, of whom no one had ever heard or cared to +hear, who had now succeeded, by his half-brother's sudden death, to +Vandon, a property adjoining Slumberleigh.</p> + +<p>The eager foreign face was becoming familiar to Mr. Alwynn. Dare was +like his mother; but he sat exactly as Mr. Alwynn had seen his father +sit many a time in that very chair. The attitude was the same. Ah, but +that flourish of the brown hands! How unlike anything Henry would have +done! And those sudden movements! He was roused by Dare turning quickly +to him again.</p> + +<p>"I am telling Mrs. Alwynn of my journey here," he began; "of how I miss +my train; of how I miss my carriage, sent to meet me from the inn; of +how I walk on foot up the long hills; and when I get there they think I +am no longer coming. I arrived only last night at Vandon. To-day I walk +over to see my old friend at Slumberleigh."</p> + +<p>Dare leaned forward, laying the tips of his fingers lightly against his +breast.</p> + +<p>"You seem to have had a good deal of walking," said Mr. Alwynn, rather +taken aback, but anxious to be cordial; "but, at any rate, you will not +walk back. You must stay the night, now you are here; mustn't he, +Fanny?"</p> + +<p>Dare was delighted—beaming. Then his face became overcast. His eyebrows +went up. He shook his head. Mr. and Mrs. Alwynn were most kind, but—he +became more and more dejected—a bag, a simple valise—</p> + +<p>It could be sent for.</p> + +<p>Ah! Mr. Alwynn was too good. He revived again. He showed his even white +teeth. He was about to resume his tea, when suddenly a tall white figure +came lightly in through the open French window, and a clear voice began:</p> + +<p>"Oh, Uncle John, there is such a heathen of a black poodle making +excavations in the flower-beds! Do—"</p> + +<p>Ruth stopped suddenly as her eyes fell upon the stranger. Dare rose +instinctively.</p> + +<p>"This is Mr. Dare, Ruth," said Mr. Alwynn. "He has just arrived at +Vandon."</p> + +<p>Ruth bowed. Dare surpassed himself, and was silent. All his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span> smiles and +flow of small-talk had suddenly deserted him. He began patting his dog, +which had followed Ruth in-doors, and a moment of constraint fell upon +the little party.</p> + +<p>"She is shy," said Dare to himself. "She is adorably shy."</p> + +<p>Ruth's quiet, self-possessed voice dispelled that pleasing illusion.</p> + +<p>"I have had a very exhausting afternoon with Mrs. Eccles, Aunt Fanny, +and I have come to you for a cup of tea before I go back to Atherstone."</p> + +<p>"Why did you walk so far this hot afternoon, my dear? and how are Mrs. +Danvers and Lady Mary? and is any one else staying there? and, my dear, +<i>are</i> the dolls finished?"</p> + +<p>"They are," said Ruth. "They are all outrageously fashionable. Even +Molly is satisfied. There is to be a school-feast here to-morrow," she +added, turning to Dare, who appeared bewildered at the turn the +conversation was taking. "All our energies for the last fortnight have +been brought to bear on dolls. We have been dressing dolls morning, +noon, and night."</p> + +<p>"When is it to be, this school-feast?" said Dare, eagerly. "I will buy +one—three dolls!"</p> + +<p>After a lengthy explanation from Mrs. Alwynn as to the nature of a +school-feast as distinct from a bazaar, Ruth rose to go, and Mr. Alwynn +offered to accompany her part of the way.</p> + +<p>"And so that is the new Mr. Dare about whom we have all been +speculating," she said, as they strolled across the fields together. "He +is not like his half-brother."</p> + +<p>"No; he seems to be entirely a Frenchman. You see, he was educated +abroad, and that makes a great difference. He was a very nice little boy +twenty years ago. I hope he will turn out well, and do his duty by the +place."</p> + +<p>The neighboring property of Vandon, with its tumble-down cottages, its +neglected people, and hard agent, were often in Mr. Alwynn's thoughts.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Uncle John, he will, he must! You must help him and advise," said +Ruth, eagerly. "He ought to stay and live on the place, and look into +things for himself."</p> + +<p>"I am afraid he will be poor," said Mr. Alwynn, meditatively.</p> + +<p>"Anyhow, he will be richer than he was before," urged Ruth, "and it is +his duty to do something for his own people."</p> + +<p>When Ruth had said it was a duty, she imagined, like many another young +soul before her, that nothing remained to be said, having yet to learn +how much beside often remained to be done.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span></p> + +<p>"We shall see," said Mr. Alwynn, who had seen something of his +fellow-creatures; and they walked on together in silence.</p> + +<p>The person whose duty Ruth had been discussing so freely looked after +the two retreating figures till they disappeared, and then turned to +Mrs. Alwynn.</p> + +<p>"You and Mr. Alwynn also go to the school-feast to-morrow?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Alwynn, a little nettled, explained that of course she went, that +it was her <i>own</i> school-feast, that Mrs. Thursby, at the Hall, had +nothing to do with it. (Dare did not know who Mrs. Thursby was, but he +listened with great attention.) She, Mrs. Alwynn, gave it herself. Her +own cook, who had been with her five years, made the cakes, and her own +donkey-cart conveyed the same to the field where the repast was held.</p> + +<p>"Miss Deyncourt, will she be there?" asked Dare.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Alwynn explained that all the neighborhood, including the Thursbys, +would be there; that she made a point of asking the Thursbys.</p> + +<p>"I also will come," said Dare, gravely.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IIIb" id="CHAPTER_IIIb"></a>CHAPTER III.</h2> + + +<p>Atherstone was a rambling, old-fashioned, black-and-white house, half +covered with ivy, standing in a rambling, old-fashioned garden—a +charming garden, with clipped yews, and grass paths, and straggling +flowers and herbs growing up in unexpected places. In front of the +house, facing the drawing-room windows, was a bowling-green, across +which, at this time of the afternoon, the house had laid a cool green +shadow.</p> + +<p>Two ladies were sitting under its shelter, each with her work.</p> + +<p>It was hot still, but the shadows were deepening and lengthening. Away +in the sun hay was being made and carried, with crackings of whips and +distant voices. Beyond the hay-fields lay the silver band of the river, +and beyond again the spire of Slumberleigh Church, and a glimpse among +the trees of Slumberleigh Hall.</p> + +<p>"Ralph has started in the dog-cart to meet Charles. They ought to be +here in half an hour, if the train is punctual," said Mrs. Ralph.</p> + +<p>She was a graceful woman, with a placid, gentle face. She might be +thirty, but she looked younger. With her pleasant home and her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span> pleasant +husband, and her child to be mildly anxious about, she might well look +young. She looked particularly so now as she sat in her fresh cotton +draperies, winding wool with cool, white hands.</p> + +<p>The handiwork of some women has a hard, masculine look. If they sew, it +is with thick cotton in some coarse material; if they knit, it is with +cricket-balls of wool, which they manipulate into wiry stockings and +comforters. Evelyn's wools, on the contrary, were always soft, fleecy, +liable to weak-minded tangles, and so turning, after long periods of +time, into little feminine futilities for which it was difficult to +divine any possible use.</p> + +<p>Lady Mary Cunningham, her husband's aunt, made no immediate reply to her +small remark. Evelyn Danvers was not a little afraid of that lady, and, +in truth, Lady Mary, with her thin face and commanding manner, was a +very imposing person. Though past seventy, she sat erect in her chair, +her stick by her side, some elaborate embroidery in her delicate old +ringed hands. Her pale, colorless eyes were as keen as ever. Her white +hair was covered by a wonderful lace cap, which no one had ever +succeeded in imitating, that fell in soft lappets and graceful folds +round the severe, dignified face. Molly, Evelyn's little daughter, stood +in great awe of Lady Mary, who had such a splendid stick with a silver +crook of her very own, and who made remarks in French in Molly's +presence which that young lady could not understand, and felt that it +was not intended she should. She even regarded with a certain veneration +the cap itself, which she had once met in equivocal circumstances, +journeying with a plait of white hair towards Lady Mary's rooms.</p> + +<p>It was the first time since their marriage, of which she had not +approved, that Lady Mary had paid a visit to Ralph and Evelyn at +Atherstone. Lady Mary had tried to marry Ralph, in days gone by, to a +woman who—but it was an old story and better forgotten. Ralph had +married his first cousin when he had married Evelyn, and Lady Mary had +strenuously objected to the match, and had even gone so far as to +threaten to alter certain clauses in her will, which she had made in +favor of Ralph, her younger nephew, at a time when she was at daggers +drawn with her eldest nephew, Charles, now Sir Charles Danvers. But that +was an old story, too, and better forgotten.</p> + +<p>When Charles succeeded his father some three years ago, and when, after +eight years, Molly had still remained an only child, and one of the +wrong kind, of no intrinsic value to the family, Lady Mary decided that +by-gones should be by-gones, and became formally recon<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span>ciled to Charles, +with whom she had already found it exceedingly inconvenient, and +consequently unchristian, not to be on speaking terms. As long as he was +the scapegrace son of Sir George Danvers her Christian principles +remained in abeyance; but when he suddenly succeeded to the baronetcy +and Stoke Moreton, the air of which suited her so well, and, moreover, +to that convenient <i>pied à terre</i>, the house in Belgrave Square, she +allowed feelings, which she said she had hitherto repressed with +difficulty, their full scope, expressed a Christian hope that, now that +he had come to this estate, Charles would put away Bohemian things, and +instantly set to work to find a suitable wife for him.</p> + +<p>At first Lady Mary felt that the task which she had imposed upon herself +would (D.V.) be light indeed. Charles received her overtures with the +same courteous demeanor which had been the chief sting of their former +warfare. He paid his creditors, no one knew how, for his father had left +nothing to him unentailed; and once out of money difficulties, he seemed +in no hurry to plunge into them again. If he had not as yet thoroughly +taken up the life of an English country gentleman, for want of that +necessary adjunct which Lady Mary was so anxious to supply, at least he +lived in England and in good society. In short, Lady Mary was fond of +telling her friends Charles had entirely reformed, hinting, at the same +time, that she had been the humble instrument, in the hands of an +all-wise Providence, which had turned him back into the way in which the +English aristocracy should walk, and from which he had deviated so long. +But one thing remained—to marry him. Every one said Charles <i>must</i> +marry. Lady Mary did not say it, but with her whole soul she meant it. +What she intended to do, she, as a rule, performed—occasionally at the +expense of those who were little able to afford it, but still the thing +was (always, of course, by the co-operation of Providence) done. Ralph +certainly had proved an exception to the rule. He had married Evelyn +against Lady Mary's will, and consequently without the blessing of +Providence. After that, of course, she had never expected there would be +a son, and with each year her anxiety to see Charles safely married had +increased. He had seemed so amenable that at first she could hardly +believe that the steed which she had led to waters of such divers merit +would refuse to drink from any of them. If rank had no charm for him, +which apparently it had not, she would try beauty. When beauty failed, +even beauty with money in its hand, Lady Mary hesitated, and then fell +back on goodness. But either the goodness was not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span> good enough, or, as +Lady Mary feared, it was not sufficiently High Church to be really +genuine: even goodness failed. For three years she had strained every +nerve, and at the end of them she was no nearer the object in view than +when she began.</p> + +<p>An inconvenient death of a sister, with whom she had long since +quarrelled about church matters (and who had now gone where her folly in +differing from Lady Mary would be fully, if painfully, brought home to +her), had prevented Lady Mary continuing her designs this year in +London. But if thwarted in one direction, she knew how to throw her +energies into another. The first words she uttered indicated what that +direction was.</p> + +<p>Evelyn's little remark about the dog-cart, which had gone to meet +Charles, had so long remained without any response that she was about to +coin another of the same stamp, when Lady Mary suddenly said, with a +decision that was intended to carry conviction to the heart of her +companion:</p> + +<p>"It is an exceedingly suitable thing."</p> + +<p>Evelyn evidently understood what it was that was so suitable, but she +made no reply.</p> + +<p>"A few years ago," continued Lady Mary, "I should have looked higher. I +should have thought Charles might have done better, but—"</p> + +<p>"He never could do better than—than—" said Evelyn, with a little mild +flutter. "There is no one in the world more—"</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, my dear—of course we all know that," returned the elder +lady. "She is much too good for him, and all the rest of it. A few years +ago, I was saying, I might not have regarded it quite in the light I do +now. Charles, with his distinguished appearance and his position, might +have married anybody. But time passes, and I am becoming seriously +anxious about him; I am, indeed. He is eight-and-thirty. In two years he +will be forty; and at forty you never know what a man may not do. It is +a critical age, even when they are married. Until he is forty, a man may +be led under Providence into forming a connection with a woman of +suitable age and family. After that age he will never look at any girl +out of her teens, and either perpetrates a folly or does not marry at +all. If the Danvers family is not to become extinct, or to be dragged +down by a <i>mésalliance</i>, measures must be taken at once."</p> + +<p>Evelyn winced at the allusion to the extinction of the Danvers family, +of which Charles and Ralph were the only representatives. She felt +keenly having failed to give Ralph a son, and the sudden<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span> smart of the +old hurt added a touch of sharpness to her usually gentle voice as she +said, "I cannot see what <i>has</i> been left undone."</p> + +<p>"No, my dear," said Lady Mary, more suavely, "you have fallen in with my +views most sensibly. I only hope Ralph—"</p> + +<p>"Ralph knows nothing about it."</p> + +<p>"Quite right. It is very much better he should not. Men never can be +made to look at things in their proper light. They have no power of +seeing an inch in front of them. Even Charles, who is less dense than +most men, has never been allowed to form an idea of the plans which from +time to time I have made for him. Nothing sets a man more against a +marriage than the idea that it has been put in his way. They like to +think it is all their own doing, and that the whole universe will be +taken by surprise when the engagement is given out. Charles is no +exception to the rule. Our duty is to provide a wife for him, and then +allow him to think his own extraordinary cleverness found her for +himself. How old is this cousin of yours, Miss Deyncourt?"</p> + +<p>"About three-and-twenty."</p> + +<p>"Exceedingly suitable. Young, and yet not too young. She is not +beautiful, but she is decidedly handsome, and very high-bred-looking, +which is better than beauty. I know all about her family; good blood on +both sides; no worsted thread. I forget if there is any money."</p> + +<p>This was a pious fraud on Lady Mary's part, as she was, of course, aware +of the exact sum.</p> + +<p>"Lady Deyncourt left her thirty thousand pounds," said Evelyn, +unwillingly. She hated herself for the part she was taking in her aunt's +plans, although she had been so unable to support her feeble opposition +by any show of reason that it had long since melted away before the +consuming fire of Lady Mary's determined authority.</p> + +<p>"Twelve hundred a year," said that lady. "I fear Lady Deyncourt was far, +very far, from the truth, but she seems to have made an equitable will. +I am glad Miss Deyncourt is not entirely without means; and she has +probably something of her own as well. The more I see of that girl the +more convinced I am that she is the very wife for Charles. There is no +objection to the match in any way, unless it lies in that disreputable +brother, who seems to have entirely disappeared. Now, Evelyn, mark my +words. You invited her here at my wish, after I saw her with that +dreadful Alwynn woman at the flower-show. You will never regret it. I am +seventy-five years of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span> age, and I have seen something of men and women. +Those two will suit."</p> + +<p>"Here comes the dog-cart," said Evelyn, with evident relief.</p> + +<p>"Where is Miss Deyncourt?"</p> + +<p>"She went off to Slumberleigh some time ago. She said she was going to +the rectory, I believe."</p> + +<p>"It is just as well. Ah! here is Charles."</p> + +<p>A tall, distinguished-looking man in a light overcoat came slowly round +the corner of the house as she spoke, and joined them on the lawn. +Evelyn went to meet him with, evident affection, which met with as +evident a return, and he then exchanged a more formal greeting with his +aunt.</p> + +<p>"Come and sit down here," said Evelyn, pulling forward a garden-chair. +"How hot and tired you look!"</p> + +<p>"I am tired to death, Evelyn. I went to London in May a comparatively +young man. Aunt Mary said I ought to go, and so, of course, I went. I +have come back not only sadder and wiser—that I would try to bear—but +visibly aged."</p> + +<p>He took off his hat as he spoke, and wearily pushed back the hair from +his forehead. Lady Mary looked at him over her spectacles with grave +scrutiny. She had not seen her nephew for many months, and she was not +pleased with what she saw. His face looked thin and worn, and she even +feared she could detect a gray hair or two in the light hair and +mustache. His tired, sarcastic eyes met hers.</p> + +<p>"I was afraid you would think I had <i>gone off</i>," he said, half shutting +his eyes in the manner habitual to him. "I fear I took your exhortations +too much to heart, and overworked myself in the good cause."</p> + +<p>"A season is always an exhausting thing," said Lady Mary; "and I dare +say London is very hot now."</p> + +<p>"Hot! It's more than hot. It is a solemn warning to evil-doers; a +foretaste of a future state."</p> + +<p>"I suppose everybody has left town by this time?" continued Lady Mary, +who often found it necessary even now to ignore parts of her nephew's +conversation.</p> + +<p>"By everybody I know you mean <i>one</i> family. Yes, they are gone. Left +London to-day. Consequently, I also conveyed my remains out of town, +feeling that I had done my duty."</p> + +<p>"Where is Ralph?" asked Evelyn, rising, dimly conscious that Charles and +his aunt were conversing in an unknown tongue, and feeling herself <i>de +trop</i>.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I left him in the shrubbery. A stoat crossed the road before the +horse's nose as we drove up, and Ralph, who seems to have been specially +invented by Providence for the destruction of small vermin, was in +attendance on it in a moment. I had seen something of the kind before, +so I came on."</p> + +<p>Evelyn laid down her work, and went across the lawn, and round the +corner of the house, in the direction of the shrubbery, from which the +voice of her lord and master "rose in snatches," as he plunged in and +out among the laurels.</p> + +<p>"And how is Lord Hope-Acton?" continued Lady Mary, with an air of +elaborate unconcern. "I used to know him in old days as one of the best +waltzers in London. I remember him very slim and elegant-looking; but I +suppose he is quite elderly now, and has lost his figure? or so some one +was saying."</p> + +<p>"Not lost, but gone before, I should say, to judge by appearances," said +Charles, meditatively, gazing up into the blue of the summer sky.</p> + +<p>The mixed impiety and indelicacy of her nephew's remark caused a sudden +twitch to the High Church embroidery in Lady Mary's hand; but she went +on a moment later in her usual tone:</p> + +<p>"And Lady Hope-Acton. Is she in stronger health?"</p> + +<p>"I believe she was fairly well; not robust, you know, but, like other +fond mothers with daughters out, 'faint yet pursuing.'"</p> + +<p>Lady Mary bit her lip; but long experience had taught her that it was +wiser to refrain from reproof, even when it was so urgently needed.</p> + +<p>"And their daughter, Lady Grace. How beautiful she is! Was she looking +as lovely as usual?"</p> + +<p>"More so," replied Charles, with conviction. "Her nose is even +straighter, her eyelashes even longer than they were last summer. I do +not hesitate to say that her complexion is—all that her fancy paints +it."</p> + +<p>"You are so fond of joking, Charles, that I don't know when you are +serious. And you saw a good deal of her?"</p> + +<p>"Of course I did. I leaned on the railings in the Row, and watched her +riding with Lord Hope-Acton, whose personal appearance you feel such an +interest in. At the meeting of the four-in-hands, was not she on the +box-seat beside me? At Henley, were we not in the same boat? At +Hurlingham, did we not watch polo together, and together drink our tea? +At Lord's, did not I tear her new muslin garment in helping her up one +of those poultry-ladders<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span> on the Torringtons' drag? Have I not taken her +in to dinner five several times? Have I not danced with her at balls +innumerable? Have I not, in fact, seen as much of her as—of several +others?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Charles!" said Lady Mary, "I wish you would talk seriously for one +moment, and not in that light way. Have you spoken?"</p> + +<p>"In a light way, I should say I had spoken a good deal; but <i>seriously</i>, +no. I have never ventured to be serious."</p> + +<p>"But you will be. After all this, you <i>will</i> ask her?"</p> + +<p>"Aunt Mary," replied Charles, with gentle reproach, "a certain delicacy +should be observed in probing the exact state of a man's young +affections. At five-and-thirty (I know I am five-and-thirty, because you +have told people so for the last three years) there exists a certain +reticence in the youthful heart which declines to lay bare its inmost +feelings even for an aunt to—we won't say peck at, but speculate upon. +I have told you all I know. I have done what I was bidden to do, up to a +certain point. I am now here to recruit, and restore my wasted energies, +and possibly to heal (observe, I say possibly) my wounded affections in +the intimacy of my family circle. That reminds me that that little +ungrateful imp Molly has not yet made the slightest demonstration of joy +at my arrival. Where is she?" and without waiting for an answer, which +he was well aware would not be forthcoming, Charles rose and strolled +towards the house with his hands behind his back.</p> + +<p>"Molly!" he called, "Molly!" standing bareheaded in the sunshine, under +a certain latticed window, the iron bars of which suggested a nursery +within.</p> + +<p>There was a sudden answering cackle of delight, and a little brown head +was thrust out amid the ivy.</p> + +<p>"Come down this very moment, you little hard-hearted person, and embrace +your old uncle."</p> + +<p>"I'm comin', Uncle Charles, I'm comin';" and the brown head disappeared, +and a few seconds later a white frock and two slim black legs rushed +round the corner, and Molly precipitated herself against the waistcoat +of "Uncle Charles."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean by not coming down and paying your respects sooner?" +he said, when the first enthusiasm of his reception was over, looking +down at Molly with a great kindness in the keen light eyes which had +looked so apathetic and sarcastic a moment before.</p> + +<p>As he spoke, Ralph Danvers, a square, ruddy man in gray knickerbockers, +came triumphantly round from the shrubbery, holding by its tail a minute +corpse with out-stretched arms and legs.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Got him!" he said, smiling, and wiping his brow with honest pride. +"See, Charles? See, Molly? Got him!"</p> + +<p>"Don't bring it here, Ralph, please. We are going to have tea," came +Evelyn's gentle voice from the lawn; and Ralph and the terrier Vic +retired to hang the body of the slain upon a fir-tree on the back +premises, the recognized long home of stoats and weasels at Atherstone.</p> + +<p>Molly, in the presence of Lady Mary and the stick with the silver crook, +was always more or less depressed and shy. She felt the pale cold eye of +that lady was upon her, as indeed it generally was, if she moved or +spoke. She did not therefore join in the conversation as freely as was +her wont in the family circle, but sat on the grass by her uncle, +watching him with adoring eyes, trying to work the signet ring off his +big little finger, which in the memory of man—of Molly, I mean—had +never been known to work off, while she gave him the benefit of small +pieces of local and personal news in a half whisper from time to time as +they occurred to her.</p> + +<p>"Cousin Ruth is staying here, Uncle Charles."</p> + +<p>"Indeed," said Charles, absently.</p> + +<p>His eyes had wandered to Evelyn taking Ralph his cup of tea, and giving +him a look with it which he returned—the quiet, grave look of mutual +confidence which sometimes passes between married people, and which for +the moment makes the single state seem very single indeed.</p> + +<p>Molly saw that he had not heard, and that she must try some more +exciting topic in order to rivet his attention.</p> + +<p>"There was a mouse at prayers yesterday, Uncle Charles."</p> + +<p>"There <i>wasn't</i>?"</p> + +<p>Uncle Charles was attending again now.</p> + +<p>Molly gave an exact account of the great event, and of how "Nanny" had +gathered her skirts round her, and how James had laughed, only father +did not see him, and how—There was a great deal more, and the story +ended tragically for the mouse, whose final demise under a shovel, when +prayers were over, Molly described in graphic detail.</p> + +<p>"And how are the guinea-pigs?" asked Charles, putting down his cup.</p> + +<p>"Come and see them," whispered Molly, insinuating her small hand +delightedly into his big one; and they went off together, each happy in +the society of the other. Charles was introduced to the guinea-pigs, +which had multiplied exceedingly since he had presented<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span> them, the one +named after him being even then engaged in rearing a large family.</p> + +<p>Then, after Molly had copiously watered her garden, and Charles's +unsuspecting boots at the same time, objects of interest still remained +to be seen and admired; confidences had to be exchanged; inner pockets +in Charles's waistcoat to be explored; and it was not till the +dressing-bell and the shrill voice of "Nanny" from an upper window +recalled them, that the friends returned towards the house.</p> + +<p>As they turned to go in-doors Charles saw a tall white figure skimming +across the stretches of low sunshine and long shadow in the field beyond +the garden, and making swiftly for the garden gate.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Molly! Molly!" he said, in a tone of sudden consternation, +squeezing the little brown hand in his. "<i>Who</i> is that?"</p> + +<p>Molly looked at him astonished. A moment ago Uncle Charles had been +talking merrily, and now he looked quite sad.</p> + +<p>"It's only Ruth," she said, reassuringly.</p> + +<p>"Who is Ruth?"</p> + +<p>"Cousin Ruth," replied Molly. "I told you she was here."</p> + +<p>"She's not <i>staying</i> here?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, she is. She is rather nice, only she says the guinea-pigs smell +nasty, which isn't true. She <i>will</i> be late,"—with evident +concern—"if she is going to be laced up; and I know she is, because I +saw it on her bed. She doesn't see us yet. Let us go and meet her."</p> + +<p>"Run along, then," said Charles, in a lone of deep dejection, loosing +Molly's hand. "I think I'll go in-doors."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IVb" id="CHAPTER_IVb"></a>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + + +<p>"I've done Uncle Charles a button-hole, and put it in his water-bottle," +said Molly, in an important <i>affairé</i> whisper, as she came into Ruth's +room a few minutes before dinner, where Ruth and her maid were +struggling with a black-lace dress. "Mrs. Jones, you must be very quick. +Why do you have pins in your mouth, Mrs. Jones? James has got his coat +on, and he is going to ring the bell in one minute. I told him you had +only just got your hair done; but he said he could not help that. Uncle +Charles,"—peeping through the door—"is going down now, and he's got on +a beautiful white waistcoat. He's brought that nice Mr. Brown with him +that unpacks his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span> things and plays on the concertina. Ah! there's the +bell;" and Molly hurried down to give a description of the exact stage +at which Ruth's toilet had arrived, which Ruth cut short by appearing +hard upon her heels.</p> + +<p>"It is a shame to come in-doors now, isn't it?" said Charles, as he was +introduced and took her in to dinner in the wake of Lady Mary and Ralph. +"Just the first cool time of the day."</p> + +<p>"Is it?" said Ruth, still rather pink with her late exertions. "When I +heard the dressing-bell ring across the fields, and the last gate would +not open, and I found the railings through which I precipitated myself +had been newly painted, I own I thought it had never been so hot all +day."</p> + +<p>"How trying it is to be forgotten!" said Charles, after a pause. "We +have met before, Miss Deyncourt; but I see you don't remember me. I gave +you time to recollect me by throwing out that little remark about the +weather, but it was no good."</p> + +<p>Ruth glanced at him and looked puzzled.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid I don't," she said at last. "I have seen you playing polo +once or twice, and driving your four-in-hand; but I thought I only knew +you by sight. When did we meet before?"</p> + +<p>"You have no recollection of a certain ball after some theatricals at +Stoke Moreton, which you and your sister came to as little girls in +pigtails?"</p> + +<p>"Of course I remember that. And were you there?"</p> + +<p>"Was I there? Oh, the ingratitude of woman! Did not I dance three times +with each of you, and suggest chicken at supper instead of lobster +salad? Does not the lobster salad awaken memories? Surely you have not +forgotten that?"</p> + +<p>Ruth began to smile.</p> + +<p>"I remember now. So you were the kind man, name unknown, who took such +care of Anna and me? How good-natured you were!"</p> + +<p>"Thanks! You evidently do remember now, if you say that. I recognized +you at once, when I saw you again, by your likeness to your brother +Raymond. You were very like him then, but much more so now. How is he?"</p> + +<p>Ruth's dark gray eyes shot a sudden surprised glance at him. People had +seldom of late inquired after Raymond.</p> + +<p>"I believe he is quite well," she replied, in a constrained tone. "I +have not heard from him for some time."</p> + +<p>"It is some years since I met him," said Charles, noting but ignoring +her change of tone. "I used to see a good deal of him before<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span> he went +to—was it America? I heard from him about three years ago. He was +prospecting, I think, at that time."</p> + +<p>Ruth remembered that Charles had succeeded his father about three years +ago. She remembered also Raymond's capacities for borrowing. A sudden +instinct told her what the drift of that letter had been. The blood +rushed into her face.</p> + +<p>"Oh, he didn't—did he?"</p> + +<p>The other three people were talking together; Lady Mary, opposite, was +joining with a bland smile of inward satisfaction in the discussion +between Ralph and Evelyn as to the rival merits of "Cochin Chinas" and +"Plymouth Rocks."</p> + +<p>"If he did," said Charles, quietly, "it was only what we had often done +for each other before. There was a time, Miss Deyncourt, when your +brother and I both rowed in the same boat; and both, I fancy, split on +the same rock. It was not so long since—"</p> + +<p>There was a sudden silence. The chicken question was exhausted. It +dropped dead. Charles left his sentence unfinished, and, turning to his +brother, the conversation became general.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>In the evening, when the others had said good-night, Charles and Ralph +went out into the cool half-darkness to smoke, and paced up and down on +the lawn in the soft summer night. The two brothers had not met for some +time, and in an undemonstrative way they had a genuine affection for +each other, which showed itself on this occasion in walking about +together without exchanging a word.</p> + +<p>At last Charles broke the silence. "I thought, when I settled to come +down here, you said you would be alone!" There was a shade of annoyance +in his tone.</p> + +<p>"Well, now, that is just what I said at the time," said Ralph, sleepily, +with a yawn that would have accommodated a Jonah, "only I was told I did +not understand. They always say I don't understand if they're set on +anything. I thought you wanted a little peace and quietness. I said so; +but Aunt Mary settled we must have some one. I say, Charles," with a +chuckle of deep masculine cunning, "you just look out. There's some +mystery up about Ruth. I believe Aunt Mary got Evelyn to ask her here +with an eye to business."</p> + +<p>"I would not do Aunt Mary the injustice to doubt <i>that</i> for a moment," +replied Charles, rather bitterly; and they relapsed into silence and +smoke.</p> + +<p>Presently Ralph, who had been out all day, yawned himself into the +house, and left Charles to pace up and down by himself.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span></p> + +<p>If Lady Mary, who was at that moment composing herself to slumber in the +best spare bedroom, had heard the gist of Ralph's remarks to his +brother, I think she would have risen up and confronted him then and +there on the stairs. As it was, she meditated on her couch with much +satisfaction, until the sleep of the just came upon her, little recking +that the clumsy hand of brutal man had even then torn the veil from her +carefully concealed and deeply laid feminine plans.</p> + +<p>Charles, meanwhile, remained on the lawn till late into the night. After +two months of London smuts and London smoke and London nights, the calm +scented darkness had a peculiar charm for him. The few lights in the +windows were going out one by one, and thousands and thousands were +coming out in the quiet sky. Through the still air came the sound of a +corn-crake perpetually winding up its watch at regular intervals in a +field hard by. A little desultory breeze hovered near, and just roused +the sleepy trees to whisper a good-night. And Charles paced and paced, +and thought of many things.</p> + +<p>Only last night! His mind went back to the picture-gallery where he and +Lady Grace had sat, amid a grove of palms and flowers. Through the open +archway at a little distance came a flood of light, and a surging echo +of plaintive, appealing music. It was late, or rather early, for morning +was looking in with cold, dispassionate eyes through the long windows. +The gallery was comparatively empty for a London gathering, for the +balconies and hall were crowded, and the rooms were thinning. To all +intents and purposes they were alone. How nearly—how nearly he had +asked for what he knew would not have been refused! How nearly he had +decided to do at once what might still be put off till to-morrow! And he +<i>must</i> marry; he often told himself so. She was there beside him on the +yellow brocade ottoman. She was much too good for him; but she liked +him. Should he do it—now? he asked himself, as he watched the slender +gloved hand swaying the feather fan with monotonous languor.</p> + +<p>But when he took her back to the ball-room, back to an expectant, tired +mother, he had not done it. He should be at their house in Scotland +later. He thought he would wait till then. He breathed a long sigh of +relief, in the quiet darkness now, at the thought that he had not done +it. He had a haunting presentiment that neither in the purple heather, +any more than in a London ball-room, would he be able to pass beyond +that "certain point" to which, in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span> divers companionship, with or without +assistance, he had so often attained.</p> + +<p>For Charles was genuinely anxious to marry. He regarded with the +greatest interest every eligible and ineligible young woman whom he came +across. If Lady Mary had been aware of the very serious light in which +he had considered Miss Louisa Smith, youngest daughter of a certain +curate Smith, who in his youth had been originally extracted from a +refreshment-room at Liverpool to become an ornament of the Church, that +lady would have swooned with horror. But neither Miss Louisa Smith, with +her bun and sandwich ancestry, nor the eighth Lord Breakwater's young +and lovely sister, though both willing to undertake the situation, were +either of them finally offered it. Charles remained free as air, and a +dreadful stigma gradually attached to him as a heartless flirt and a +perverter of young girls' minds from men of more solid worth. A man who +pleases easily and is hard to please soon gets a bad name +among—mothers. I don't think Lady Hope-Acton thought very kindly of +him, as she sped up to Scotland in the night mail.</p> + +<p>Perhaps he was not so much to blame as she thought. Long ago, ten long +years ago, in the reckless days of which Lady Mary had then made so +much, and now made so little, poor Charles had been deeply in love with +a good woman, a gentle, quiet girl, who after a time had married his +brother Ralph. No one had suspected his attachment—Ralph and Evelyn +least of all—but several years elapsed before he found time to visit +them at Atherstone; and I think his fondness for Molly had its origin in +his feeling for her mother. Even now it sometimes gave him a momentary +pang to meet the adoration in Molly's eyes which, with their dark +lashes, she had copied so exactly from Evelyn's.</p> + +<p>And now that he could come with ease on what had been forbidden ground, +he had seen of late clearly, with the insight that comes of +dispassionate consideration, that Evelyn, the only woman whom he had +ever earnestly loved, whom he would have turned heaven and earth to have +been able to marry, had not been in the least suited to him, and that to +have married her would have entailed a far more bitter disappointment +than the loss of her had been.</p> + +<p>Evelyn made Ralph an admirable wife. She was so placid, so gentle, +and—with the exception of muddy boots in the drawing-room—so +unexacting. It was sweet to see her read to Molly; but did she never +take up a book or a paper? What she said was always gracefully put +forth; but oh! in old days, used she in that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span> same gentle voice to utter +such platitudes, such little stereotyped remarks? Used she, in the palmy +days that were no more (when she was not Ralph's wife), so mildly but so +firmly to adhere to a pre-conceived opinion? Had she formerly such fixed +opinions on every subject in general, and on new-laid eggs and the +propriety of chicken-hutches on the lawn in particular? Disillusion may +be for our good, like other disagreeable things, but it is seldom +pleasant at the time, and is apt to leave in all except the most +conceited natures (whose life-long mistakes are committed for our +learning) a strange self-distrustful caution behind, which is mortally +afraid of making a second mistake of the same kind.</p> + +<p>Charles suddenly checked his pacing.</p> + +<p>And yet surely, surely, he said to himself, there were in the world +somewhere good women of another stamp, who might be found for diligent +seeking.</p> + +<p>He turned impatiently to go in-doors.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Molly! Molly!" he said, half aloud, gazing at the darkened windows +behind which the body of Molly was sleeping, while her little soul was +frisking away in fairy-land, "why did you complicate matters by being a +little girl?" With which reflection he brought his meditations to a +close for the night.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_Vb" id="CHAPTER_Vb"></a>CHAPTER V.</h2> + + +<p>Molly awoke early on the following morning, and early informed the rest +of the household that the weather was satisfactory. She flew into Ruth's +room with the hot water, to wake her and set her mind at rest on a +subject of such engrossing interest; she imparted it repeatedly to +Charles through his key-hole, until a low incoherent muttering convinced +her that he also was rejoicing in the good news. She took all the dolls +out of the baskets in which Ruth's careful hands had packed them the +evening before, in the recognized manner in which dolls travel without +detriment to their toilets, namely, head downward, with their +orange-top-boots turned upward to the sky. In short, Molly busied +herself in the usual ways in which an only child finds employment.</p> + +<p>It really was a glorious day. Except in Molly's eyes it was almost too +good a day for a school-feast; too good a day, Ruth thought,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span> as she +looked out, to be spent entirely in playing at endless games of "Sally +Water" and "Oranges and Lemons," and in pouring out sweet tea in a tent. +She remembered a certain sketch at Arleigh, an old deserted house in the +neighborhood, which she had long wished to make. What a day for a +sketch! But she shut her eyes to the temptation of the evil one, and +went out into the garden, where Molly's little brown hands were +devastating the beds for the approaching festival, and Molly's shrill +voice was piping through the fresh morning air.</p> + +<p>There had been rain in the night, and to-day the earth had all her +diamonds on, just sent down reset from heaven. The trees came out +resplendent, unable to keep their leaves still for very vanity, and +dropping gems out of their settings at every rustle. No one had been +forgotten. Every tiniest shrub and plant had its little tiara to show; +rare jewels, cut by a Master Hand, which at man's rude touch, or, for +that matter, Molly's either, slid away to tears.</p> + +<p>"You don't mean to say, Molly," said Charles, later in the day, when all +the dolls had been passed in review before him, and he had criticised +each, "that you are going to leave me all day by myself? What shall I do +between luncheon and tea-time, when I have fed the guinea-pigs and +watered the 'blue-belia,' as you call it—Where has that imp disappeared +to now? I think," with a glance at Ruth, who was replacing the cotton +wool on the doll's faces, "I really think, though I own I fancied I had +a previous engagement, that I shall be obliged to come to the +school-feast too."</p> + +<p>"Don't," said Ruth, looking up suddenly from her work with gray serious +eyes. "Be advised. No man who respects himself makes himself common by +attending village school-feasts and attempting to pour out tea, which he +is never allowed to do in private life."</p> + +<p>"I could hand buns," suggested Charles. "You take a gloomy view of your +fellow-creatures, Miss Deyncourt. I see you underrate my powers with +plates of buns."</p> + +<p>"Far from it. I only wished to keep you from quitting your proper +sphere."</p> + +<p>"What, may I ask, is my proper sphere?"</p> + +<p>"Not to come to school-feasts at all; or, if you feel that is beyond +you, only to arrive when you are too late to be of any use; to stand +about with a hunting-crop in your hand—for, of course, you will come on +horseback—and then, after refreshing all of us workers by a few +well-chosen remarks, to go away again at an easy canter."</p> + +<p>"I think I could do that, if it would give pleasure; and I am most<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span> +grateful to you for pointing out my proper course to me. I have observed +it is the prerogative of woman in general not only to be absolutely +convinced as to her own line of action, but also to be able to point out +that of man to his obtuser perceptions."</p> + +<p>"I believe you are perfectly right," said Ruth, becoming serious. "If +men, especially prime-ministers, were to apply to almost any woman I +know (except, of course, myself) for advice as to the administration of +the realm or their own family affairs, I have not the slightest doubt +that not one of them would be sent empty away, but would be furnished +instantly with a complete guide-book as to his future movements on this +side the grave."</p> + +<p>"Oh, some people don't stop there," said Charles. "Aunt Mary, in my +young days, used to think nothing of the grave if I had displeased her. +She still revels in a future court of justice, and an eternal +cat-o'-nine tails beyond the tomb. Well, Molly, so here you are, back +again! What's the last news?"</p> + +<p>The news was the extraordinary arrival of five new kittens, which, +according to Molly, the old stable cat had just discovered in a loft, +and took the keenest personal interest in. Charles was dragged away, +only half acquiescent, to help in a decision that must instantly be come +to, as to which of the two spotted or the three plain ones should be +kept.</p> + +<p>It was a day of delight to Molly. She had the responsibility and honor +of driving Ruth and the dolls in her own donkey-cart to the scene of +action, where the school children, and some of the idlest or most +good-natured of Mrs. Alwynn's friends, were even then assembling, and +where Mrs. Alwynn herself was already dashing from point to point, +buzzing like a large "bumble" bee.</p> + +<p>As the donkey-cart crawled up a gray figure darted out of the tent, and +flew to meet them from afar. Dare, who had been on the lookout for them +for some time, offered to lift out Molly, helped out Ruth, held the +baskets, wished to unharness the donkey, let the wheel go over his +patent leather shoe, and in short made himself excessively agreeable, if +not in Ruth's, at least in Molly's eyes, who straightway entered into +conversation with him, and invited him to call upon herself and the +guinea-pigs at Atherstone at an early date.</p> + +<p>Then ensued the usual scene at festivities of this description. Tea was +poured out like water (very like warm water), buns, cakes, and bread and +butter were eaten, were crumbled, were put in pockets, were stamped +underfoot. Large open tarts, covered with thin sticks of pastry, called +by the boys "the tarts with the grubs on 'em,"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span> disappeared apace, being +constantly replaced by others made in the same image, from which the +protecting but adhesive newspaper had to be judiciously peeled. When the +last limit of the last child had been reached, the real work of the day +began—the games. Under a blazing sun, for the space of two hours, +"Sally Water" or "Nuts in May" must be played, with an occasional change +to "Oranges and Lemons."</p> + +<p>Ruth, who had before been staying with the Alwynns at the time of their +school-feast, hardened her heart, and began that immoral but popular +game of "Sally Water."</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Sally, Sally Water, come sprinkle your pan;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Rise up a husband, a handsome young man.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Rise, Sally, rise, and don't look sad,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">You shall have a husband, good or bad."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>The last line showing how closely the state of feeling of village +society, as regards the wedded state, resembles the view taken of it in +the highest circles.</p> + +<p>Other games were already in full swing. Mrs. Alwynn, flushed and shrill, +was organizing an infant troop. A good-natured curate was laying up for +himself treasure elsewhere, by a present expenditure of half-pence +secreted in a tub of bran. Dare, not to be behind-hand, took to swinging +little girls with desperate and heated good-nature. His bright smile and +genial brown face soon gained the confidence of the children; and then +he swung them as they had never been swung before. It was positively the +first time that some of the girls had ever seen their heels above their +heads. And his powers of endurance were so great. First his coat and +then his waistcoat were cast aside as he warmed to his work, until at +last he dragged the sleeve of his shirt out of the socket, and had to +retire into private life behind a tree, in company with Mrs. Eccles and +a needle and thread. But he reappeared again, and was soon swept into a +game of cricket that was being got up among the elder boys; bowled the +school-master; batted brilliantly and with considerable flourish for a +few moments, only to knock his own wickets down with what seemed +singular want of care; and then fielded with cat-like activity and an +entire oblivion of the game, receiving a swift ball on his own person, +only to choke, coil himself up, and recover his equanimity and the ball +in a moment.</p> + +<p>All things come to an end, and at last the Slumberleigh church clock +struck four, and Ruth could sink giddily onto a bench, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span> push back +the few remaining hair-pins that were left to her, and feebly endeavor, +with a pin eagerly extracted by Dare from the back of his neck, to join +the gaping ruin of torn gathers in her dress, so daintily fresh two +hours ago, so dilapidated now.</p> + +<p>"There they come!" said Mrs. Alwynn, indignantly, who was fanning +herself with her pocket-handkerchief, which stout women ought to be +forbidden by law to do. "There are Mrs. Thursby and Mabel. Just like +them, arriving when the games are all over! And, dear me! who is that +with them? Why, it is Sir Charles Danvers. I had no idea he was staying +with them. Brown particularly told me they had not brought back any +friend with them yesterday. Dear me! How odd! And Brown—"</p> + +<p>"Sir Charles Danvers is staying at Atherstone," said Ruth.</p> + +<p>"At Atherstone, is he? Well, my dear, this is the first I have heard of +it, if he is. I don't see what there is to make a secret of in <i>that</i>. +Most natural he should be staying there, I should have thought. And, if +that's one of Mabel's new gowns, all I can say is that yours is quite as +nice, Ruth, though I know it is from last year, and those full fronts as +fashionable as ever."</p> + +<p>As Mr. and Mrs. Alwynn went forward to meet the Thursbys, Charles +strolled up to Ruth, and planted himself deliberately in front of her.</p> + +<p>"You observe that I am here?" he said.</p> + +<p>"I do."</p> + +<p>"At the proper time?"</p> + +<p>"At the proper time."</p> + +<p>"And in my sphere? I have tampered with no buns, you will remark, and +teapots have been far from me."</p> + +<p>"I am exceedingly rejoiced my little word in season has been of such +use."</p> + +<p>"It has, Miss Deyncourt. The remark you made this morning I considered +honest, though poor, and I laid it to heart accordingly. But," with a +change of tone, "you look tired to death. You have been out in the sun +too long. I am going off now. I only came because I met the Thursbys, +and they dragged me here. Come home with me through the woods. You have +no idea how agreeable I am in the open air. It will be shady all the +way, and not half so fatiguing as being shaken in Molly's donkey-cart."</p> + +<p>"In the donkey-cart I must return, however, if I die on the way," said +Ruth, with a tired smile. "I can't leave Molly. Besides, all<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span> is not +over yet. The races and prizes take time; and when at last they are +dismissed, a slice of—"</p> + +<p>"No, Miss Deyncourt, <i>no</i>! Not more food!"</p> + +<p>"A slice of cake will be applied <i>externally</i> to each of the children, +which rite brings the festivities to a close. There! I see the dolls are +being carried out. I must go;" and a moment later Ruth and Molly and +Dare, who had been hovering near, were busily unpacking and shaking out +the dolls; and Charles, after a little desultory conversation with Mabel +Thursby, strolled away, with his hands behind his back and his nose in +the air in the manner habitual to him.</p> + +<p>And so the day wore itself out at last; and after a hymn had been +shrieked the children were dismissed, and Ruth and Molly at length drove +away.</p> + +<p>"Hasn't it been delicious?" said Molly. "And my doll was chosen first. +Lucy Bigg, with the rash on her face, got it. I wish little Sarah had +had it. I do love Sarah so very much; but Sarah had yours, Ruth, with +the real pocket and the handkerchief in it. That will be a surprise for +her when she gets home. And that new gentleman was so kind about the +teapots, wasn't he? He always filled mine first. He's coming to see me +very soon, and to bring a curious black dog that he has of his very own, +called—"</p> + +<p>"Stop, Molly," said Ruth, as the donkey's head was being sawed round +towards the blazing high-road; "let us go home through the woods. I know +it is longer, but I can't stand any more sun and dust to-day."</p> + +<p>"You do look tired," said Molly, "and your lips are quite white. My lips +turned white once, before I had the measles, and I felt very curious +inside, and then spots came all over. You don't feel like spots, do you, +Cousin Ruth? We will go back by the woods, and I'll open the gates, and +you shall hold the reins. I dare say Balaam will like it better too."</p> + +<p>Molly had called her donkey Balaam, partly owing to a misapprehension of +Scripture narrative, and partly owing to the assurance of Charles, when +in sudden misgiving she had consulted him on the point, that Balaam +<i>had</i> been an ass.</p> + +<p>Balaam's reluctant underjaw was accordingly turned in the direction of +the woods, and, little thinking the drive might prove an eventful one, +Ruth and Molly set off at that easy amble which a well-fed pampered +donkey will occasionally indulge in.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIb" id="CHAPTER_VIb"></a>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + + +<p>After the glare and the noise, the shrill blasts of penny trumpets, and +the sustained beating of penny drums, the silence of the Slumberleigh +woods was delightful to Ruth; the comparative silence, that is to say, +for where Molly was, absolute silence need never be feared.</p> + +<p>Long before the first gate had been reached Balaam had, of course, +returned to the mode of procedure which suited him and his race best, +and it was only when the road inclined to be downhill that he could be +urged into anything like a trot.</p> + +<p>"Never mind," said Molly, consolingly to Ruth, as he finally settled +into a slow lounge, gracefully waving his ears and tail at the army of +flies which accompanied him, "when we get to the place where the firs +are, and the road goes between the rocks, it's downhill all the way, and +we'll gallop down."</p> + +<p>But it was a long way to the firs, and Ruth was in no hurry. It was an +ideal afternoon, verging towards evening; an afternoon of golden lights +and broken shadows, of vivid greens in shady places. It must have been +on such a day as this, Ruth thought, that the Almighty walked in the +garden of Eden when the sun was low, while as yet the tree of knowledge +was but in blossom, while as yet autumn and its apples were far off, +long before fig-leaves and millinery were thought of.</p> + +<p>On either side the bracken and the lady-fern grew thick and high, almost +overlapping the broad moss-grown path, across which the young rabbits +popped away in their new brown coats, showing their little white linings +in their lazy haste. A dog-rose had hung out a whole constellation of +pale stars for Molly to catch at as they passed. A family of +honeysuckles clung, faint and sweet, just beyond the reach of the little +hand that stretched after them in turn.</p> + +<p>They had reached the top of an ascent that would have been level to +anything but the mean spirit of a donkey, when Molly gave a start.</p> + +<p>"Cousin Ruth, there's something creeping among the trees—don't you hear +it? Oh-h-h!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span></p> + +<p>There really was a movement in the bracken, which grew too thick and +high to allow of anything being easily seen at a little distance.</p> + +<p>"If it's a lion," said Molly, in a faint whisper, "and I feel in my +heart it is, he must have Balaam."</p> + +<p>Balaam at this moment pricked his large ears, and Molly and Ruth both +heard the snapping of a twig, and saw a figure slip behind a tree. +Molly's spirits rose, and Ruth's went down in proportion. The woods were +lonely, and they were nearing the most lonely part.</p> + +<p>"It's only a man," said Ruth, rather sharply. "I expect it is one of the +keepers." (Oh, Ruth!) "Come, Molly, we shall never get home at this +rate. Whip up Balaam, and let us trot down the hill."</p> + +<p>Much relieved about Balaam's immediate future, Molly incited him to a +really noble trot, and did not allow him to relapse even on the flat +which followed. Through the rattling and the jolting, however, Ruth +could still hear a stealthy rustle in the fern and under-wood. The man +was following them.</p> + +<p>"He's coming after us," whispered Molly, with round frightened eyes, +"and Balaam will stop in a minute, I know. Oh, Cousin Ruth, what shall +we do?"</p> + +<p>Ruth hesitated. They were nearing the steep pitch, where the firs +overhung the road, which was cut out between huge bowlders of rock and +sandstone. The ground rose rough and precipitous on their right, and +fell away to their left. Just over the brow of the hill, out of sight, +was, as she well knew, the second gate. The noise in the brushwood had +ceased. Turning suddenly, her quick eye just caught sight of a figure +disappearing behind the slope of the falling ground to the left. He was +a lame man, and he was running. In a moment she saw that he was making a +short cut, with the intention of waylaying them at the gate. He would +get there long before they would; and even then Balaam was beginning the +ascent, which really was an ascent this time, at his slowest walk.</p> + +<p>Molly's teeth were chattering in her little head.</p> + +<p>"Now, Molly," said Ruth, sharply, "listen to me, and don't be a baby. +He'll wait for us at the gate, so he can't see us here. Get out this +moment, and we will both run up the hill to the keeper's cottage at the +top of the bank. We shall get there first, because he is lame."</p> + +<p>They had passed the bracken now, and were among the moss and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span> sandstone +beneath the firs. Ruth hastily dragged Molly out of the cart without +stopping Balaam, who proceeded, twirling his ears, leisurely without +them.</p> + +<p>"Oh, my poor Balaam!" sobbed Molly, with a backward glance at that +unconscious favorite marching towards its doom.</p> + +<p>"There is no time to think of poor Balaam now," replied Ruth. "Run on in +front of me, and don't step on anything crackly."</p> + +<p>"Never in this world," thought Ruth, "will I come alone here with Molly +again. Never again will I—"</p> + +<p>But it was stiff climbing, and the remainder of the resolution was lost.</p> + +<p>They are high to the right above the white gate now. The keeper's +cottage is in sight, built against a ledge of rock, up to which wide +rough steps have been cut in the sandstone. Ruth looks down at the gate +below. He is waiting—the dreadful man is waiting there, as she +expected; and Balaam, toying with a fern, is at that moment coming round +the corner. She sees that he takes in the situation instantly. There is +but one way in which they can have fled, and he knows it. In a moment he +comes halting and pounding up the slope. He sees their white dresses +among the firs. Run, Molly! run, Ruth! Spare no expense. If your new +black sash catches in the briers, let it catch; heed it not, for he is +making wonderful play with that lame leg up the hill. It is an even +race. Now for the stone steps! How many more there are than there ever +were before! Quick through the wicket, and up through the little +kitchen-garden. Molly is at the door first, beating upon it, and calling +wildly on the name of Brown.</p> + +<p>And then Ruth's heart turns sick within her. The door is locked. Through +the window, which usually blossoms with geraniums, she can see the black +fireplace and the bare walls. No Brown within answers to Molly's cries. +Brown has been turned away for drinking. Mrs. Brown, who hung a slender +"wash" on the hedge only last week, has departed with her lord. Brown's +cottage is tenantless. The pursuer must have known it when he breasted +the hill. A mixed sound, as of swearing and stumbling, comes from the +direction of the stone steps. The pursuer is evidently intoxicated, +probably lunatic!</p> + +<p>"Quick, Molly!" gasps Ruth, "round by the back, and then cut down +towards the young plantation, and make for the road again. Don't stop +for me."</p> + +<p>The little yard, the pigsty, the water-butt, fly past. Past fly the +empty kennels. Past does <i>not</i> fly the other gate. Locked; pad<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span>locked! +It is like a bad dream. Molly, with a windmill-like exhibition of black +legs, gives Ruth a lead over. Now for it, Ruth! The bars are close +together and the gate is high. It is not a time to stick at trifles. +What does it matter if you can get over best by assuming a masculine +equestrian attitude for a moment on the top bar? There! And now, down +the hill again, away to your left. Take to your heels, and be thankful +they are not high ones. Never mind if your hair is coming down. You have +a thousand good qualities, Ruth, high principles and a tender +conscience, but you are not a swift runner, and you have not played +"Sally Water" all day for nothing. Molly is far in front now. A heavy +trampling is not far behind; nay, it is closer than you thought. And +your eyes are becoming misty, Ruth, and armies of drums are beating +every other sound out of your ears—that shouting behind you, for +instance. The intoxicated, murderous lunatic is close behind. One +minute! Two minutes! How many more seconds can you keep it up? Through +the young plantation, down the hill, into the sandy road again, the +sandy, uphill road. How much longer can you keep it up?</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Charles strolled quietly homeward, enjoying the beauties of nature, and +reflecting on the quantity of rabbit-shooting that Mr. Thursby must +enjoy. He may also have mused on Lady Grace, for anything that can be +known to the contrary, and have possibly made a mental note that if it +had been she whom he had asked to walk home with him, instead of Ruth, +he would not have been alone at that moment. Be that how it may, he +leisurely pursued his path until a fallen tree beside the bank looked so +inviting that (Evelyn and Ralph having gone out to friends at a +distance) Charles, who was in no hurry to return to Lady Mary, seated +himself thereon, with a cigarette to bear him company.</p> + +<p>To him, with rent garments and dust upon her head, and indeed all over +her, suddenly appeared Molly; Molly, white with panic, breathless, +unable to articulate, pointing in the direction from which she had come. +In a moment Charles was tearing down the road at full speed. A tall, +swaying figure almost ran against him at the first turn, and Ruth only +avoided him to collapse suddenly in the dry ditch, her face in the bank, +and a yard of sash biting the dust along the road behind her.</p> + +<p>Her pursuer stopped short. Charles made a step towards him and stopped +short also. The two men stood and looked at each other without +speaking.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span></p> + +<p>When Ruth found herself in a position to make observations she +discovered that she was sitting by the road-side, with her head resting +against—was it a tweed arm or the bank? She moved a little, and found +that first impressions are apt to prove misleading. It was the bank. She +opened her eyes to see a brown, red-lined hat on the ground beside her, +half full of water, through which she could dimly discern the golden +submerged name of the maker. She seemed to have been contemplating it +with vague interest for about an hour, when she became aware that some +one was dabbing her forehead with a wet silk handkerchief.</p> + +<p>"Better?" asked Charles's voice.</p> + +<p>"Oh!" gasped Ruth, suddenly trying to sit up, but finding the attempt +resulted only in the partial movement of a finger somewhere in the +distance. "Have I really—surely, surely, I was not so abject as to +<i>faint</i>?"</p> + +<p>"Truth," said Charles, with a reassured look in his quick, anxious eyes, +"obliges me to say you did."</p> + +<p>"I thought better of myself than that."</p> + +<p>"Pride goes before a fall or a faint."</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear!" turning paler than ever. "Where is Molly?"</p> + +<p>"She is all right," said Charles, hastily, applying the +pocket-handkerchief again. "Don't alarm yourself, and pray don't try to +get up. You can see just as much of the view sitting down. Molly has +gone for the donkey-cart."</p> + +<p>"And that dreadful man?"</p> + +<p>"That dreadful man has also departed. By-the-way, did you see his face? +Would you know him again if the policeman succeeds in finding him?"</p> + +<p>"No; I never looked round. I only saw, when he began to run to cut us +off at the gate, that he was lame."</p> + +<p>"H'm!" said Charles, reflectively. Then more briskly, with a new access +of dabbing, "How is the faintness going on?"</p> + +<p>"Capitally," replied Ruth, with a faint, amused smile; "but if it does +not seem ungrateful, I should be very thankful if I might be spared the +rest of the water in the hat, or if it might be poured over me at once, +if you don't wish it to be wasted."</p> + +<p>"Have I done too much? I imagined my services were invaluable. Let me +help you to find your own handkerchief, if you would like a dry one for +a change. Ah, what a good shot into that labyrinth of drapery! You have +found it for yourself. You are certainly better."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span></p> + +<p>"But my self-respect," replied Ruth, drying her face, "is gone forever!"</p> + +<p>"I lost mine years ago," said Charles, carefully dusting Ruth's hat, +"but I got over it. I had no idea those bows were supported by a wire +inside. One lives and learns."</p> + +<p>"I never did such a thing before," continued Ruth, ruefully. "I have +always felt a sort of contempt for girls who scream or faint just when +they ought not."</p> + +<p>"For my part, I am glad to perceive you have some little feminine +weakness. Your growing solicitude also as to the state of your back hair +is pleasing in the extreme."</p> + +<p>"I am too confused and shaken to retaliate just now. You are quite right +to make hay while the sun shines; but, when I am myself again, beware!"</p> + +<p>"And your gown," continued Charles. "What yawning gulfs, what chasms +appear! and what a quantity of extraneous matter you have brought away +with you—reminiscences of travel—burrs, very perfect specimens of +burrs, thistledown, chips of fir, several complete spiders' webs; and +your sash, which seems to have a particularly adhesive fringe, is a +museum in itself. Ah, here comes that coward of little cowards, Molly, +with Balaam and the donkey-cart!"</p> + +<p>Molly, who had left Ruth for dead, greeted her cousin with a transport +of affection, and then proceeded to recount the fearful risks that +Balaam had encountered by being deserted, and the stoic calm with which +he had waited for them at the gate.</p> + +<p>"He's not a common donkey," she said, with pride. "Get in, Ruth. Are you +coming in, Uncle Charles? There's just room for you to squeeze in +between Ruth and me—isn't there, Ruth? Oh, you're not going to walk +beside, are you?"</p> + +<p>But Charles was determined not to let them out of his sight again, and +he walked beside them the remainder of the way to Atherstone. He +remained silent and preoccupied during the evening which followed, pored +over a newspaper, and went off to his room early, leaving Ralph dozing +in the smoking-room.</p> + +<p>It was a fine moonlight night, still and clear. He stood at the open +window looking out for a few minutes, and then began fumbling in a +dilapidated old travelling-bag such as only rich men use.</p> + +<p>"Not much," he said to himself, spreading out a few sovereigns and some +silver on the table, "but it will do."</p> + +<p>He put the money in his pocket, took off his gold hunting watch, and +then went back to the smoking-room.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I am going out again, Ralph, as I did last night. If I come in late, +you need not take me for a burglar."</p> + +<p>Ralph murmured something unintelligible, and Charles ran down-stairs, +and let himself out of the drawing-room French window, that long French +window to the ground, which Evelyn had taken a fancy to in a neighbor's +drawing-room, and which she could never be made to see was not in +keeping with the character of her old black-and-white house. He put the +shutter back after he had passed through, and carefully drawing the +window to behind him, without actually closing it, he took a turn or two +upon the bowling-green, and then walked off in the direction of the +Slumberleigh woods.</p> + +<p>After the lapse of an hour or more he returned as quietly as he had +gone, let himself in, made all secure, and stole up to his room.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIIb" id="CHAPTER_VIIb"></a>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + + +<p>Vandon was considered by many people to be the most beautiful house in +----shire.</p> + +<p>In these days of great brand-new imitation of intensely old houses, +where the amount of ground covered measures the purse of the builder, it +is pleasant to come upon a place like Vandon, a quiet old manor-house, +neither large nor small, built of ancient bricks, blent to a dim purple +and a dim red by that subtle craftsman Time.</p> + +<p>Whoever in the years that were no more had chosen the place whereon to +build had chosen well. Vandon stood on the slope of a gentle hill, +looking across a sweep of green valley to the rising woods beyond, which +in days gone by had been a Roman camp, and where the curious might still +trace the wide ledges cut among the regular lines of the trees.</p> + +<p>Some careful hand had planned the hanging gardens in front of the house, +which fell away to the stream below. Flights of wide stone steps led +down from terrace to terrace, each built up by its south wall covered +with a wealth of jasmine and ivy and climbing roses. But all was wild +and deserted now. Weeds had started up between the stone slabs of the +steps, and the roses blossomed out sweet and profuse, for it was the +time of roses, amid convolvulus and campion. The quaint old dove-cot +near the house had almost disappeared behind the trees that had crowded +up round it, and held<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span> aloft its weathercock in silent protest at their +encroachment. The stables close at hand, with their worn-out clock and +silent bell, were tenantless. The coach-houses were full of useless old +chariots and carriages. Into one splendid court coach the pigeons had +found their way through an open window, and had made nests, somewhat to +the detriment of the green-and-white satin fittings.</p> + +<p>Great cedars, bent beneath the weight of years, grew round the house. +The patriarch among them had let fall one of his gnarled supplicating +arms in the winter, and there it still lay where it had fallen.</p> + +<p>Anything more out of keeping with the dignified old place than its owner +could hardly be imagined, as he stood in his eternal light gray suit +(with a badge of affliction lightly borne on his left arm), looking at +his heritage, with his cropped head a little on one side.</p> + +<p>The sun was shining, but, like a smile on a serious face, Vandon caught +the light on all its shuttered windows, and remained grave, looking out +across its terraces to the forest.</p> + +<p>"If it were but a villa on the Mediterranean, or a house in London," he +said to himself; "but I have no chance." And he shrugged his shoulders, +and wandered back into the house again. But, if the outside oppressed +him, the interior was not calculated to raise his spirits.</p> + +<p>Dare had an elegant taste, which he had never hitherto been able to +gratify, for blue satin furniture and gilding; for large mirrors and +painted ceilings of lovers and cupids, and similar small deer. The old +square hall at Vandon, with its great stained glass windows, +representing the various quarterings of the Dare arms, about which he +knew nothing and cared less, oppressed him. So did the black polished +oak floor, and the walls with their white bass-reliefs of twisting +wreaths and scrolls, with busts at intervals of Cicero and Dante, and +other severe and melancholy personages. The rapiers upon the high white +chimney-piece were more to his taste. He had taken them down the first +day after his arrival, and had stamped and cut and thrust in the most +approved style, in the presence of Faust, the black poodle.</p> + +<p>Dare was not the kind of man to be touched by it; but to many minds +there would have been something pathetic in seeing a house, which had +evidently been an object of the tender love and care of a by-gone +generation, going to rack and ruin from neglect. Careful hands had +embroidered, in the fine exquisite work of former days, marvellous +coverlets and hangings, which still adorned the long<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span> suites of empty +bedrooms. Some one had taken an elaborate pleasure in fitting up those +rooms, had put <i>pot-pourri</i> in tall Oriental jars in the passages, had +covered the old inlaid Dutch chairs with dim needle-work.</p> + +<p>The Dare who had lived at court, whose chariot was now the refuge of +pigeons, whose court suits, with the tissue paper still in the sleeves, +yet remained in one of the old oak chests, and whose jewelled swords +still hung in the hall, had filled one of the rooms with engravings of +the royal family and ministers of his day. The Dare who had been an +admiral had left his miniature surrounded by prints of the naval +engagements he had taken part in, and on the oak staircase a tattered +flag still hung, a trophy of unremembered victory.</p> + +<p>But they were past and forgotten. The hands which had arranged their +memorials with such pride and love had long since gone down to idleness, +and forgetfulness also. Who cared for the family legends now? They, too, +had gone down into silence. There was no one to tell Dare that the old +blue enamel bowl in the hall, in which he gave Faust refreshment, had +been brought back from the loot of the Winter Palace of Pekin; or that +the drawer in the Reisener table in the drawing-room was full of +treasured medals and miniatures, and that the key thereof was rusting in +a silver patch-box on the writing-table.</p> + +<p>The iron-clamped boxes in the lumber-room kept the history to themselves +of all the silver plate that had lived in them once upon a time, +although the few odd pieces remaining hinted at the splendor of what had +been. In one corner of the dining-room the mahogany tomb still stood of +a great gold racing cup, under the portrait of the horse that had won +it; but the cup had followed the silver dinner service, had followed the +diamonds, had followed in the wake of a handsome fortune, leaving the +after generations impoverished. If their money is taken from them, some +families are left poor indeed, and to this class the Dares belonged. It +is curious to notice the occasional real equality underlying the +apparent inequality of different conditions of life. The unconscious +poverty, and even bankruptcy, of some rich people in every kind of +wealth except money affords an interesting study; and it seems doubly +hard when those who have nothing to live upon, and be loved and +respected for, except their money, have even that taken from them. As +Dare wandered through the deserted rooms the want of money of his +predecessors, and consequently of himself, was borne in upon him. It +fell like a shadow across his light pleasure-loving soul. He<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span> had +expected so much from this unlooked-for inheritance, and all he had +found was a melancholy house with a past.</p> + +<p>He went aimlessly through the hall into the library. It was there that +his uncle had lived; there that he had been found when death came to +look for him; among the books which he had been unable to carry away +with him at his departure; rare old tomes and first editions, long +shelves of dead authors, who, it is to be hoped, continue to write in +other worlds for those who read their lives away in this. Old Mr. Dare's +interests and affections had all been bound in morocco and vellum. A +volume lay open on the table, where the old man had put it down beside +the leather arm-chair where he had sat, with his back to the light, +summer and winter, winter and summer, for so many years.</p> + +<p>No one had moved it since. A wavering pencil-mark had scored the page +here and there. Dare shut it up, and replaced it among its brethren. How +<i>triste</i> and silent the house seemed! He wondered what the old uncle had +been like, and sauntered into the staircase hall, much in need of +varnish, where the Dares that had gone before him lived. But these were +too ancient to have his predecessor among them. He went into the long +oak-panelled dining-room, where above the high carved dado were more +Dares. Perhaps that man with the book was his namesake, the departed +Alfred Dare. He wondered vaguely how he should look when he also took +his place among his relations. Nature had favored him with a better +mustache than most men, but he had a premonitory feeling that the very +mustache itself, though undeniable in real life, would look out of +keeping among these bluff, frank, light-haired people, of whom it seemed +he—he who had never been near them before—was the living +representative.</p> + +<p>A sudden access of pleasurable dignity came over him as he sat on the +dining-table, the great mahogany dining-table, which still showed +vestiges of a by-gone polish, and was heavily dented by long years of +hammered applause. These ancestors of his! He would not disgrace them. A +few minutes ago he had been wondering whether Vandon might not be let. +Now, with one of the rapid transitions habitual to him, he resolved that +he would live at Vandon, that in all things he would be as they had +been. He would become that vague, indefinable, to him mythical +personage—a "country squire." Fortunately, he had a neat leg for a +stocking. It was lost, so to speak, in his present mode of dress; but he +felt that it would appear to advantage in the perpetual knickerbockers +which he sup<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span>posed it would be his lot to wear. It would also become his +duty and his pleasure to marry. For those who tread in safety the +slippery heights of married life he felt a true esteem. It would be a +strain, no doubt, a great effort; but at this moment he was capable of +anything. The finger of duty was plain. And with that adorable Miss +Ruth, with or without a fortune—Alas! he trusted she had a fortune, +for, as he came to think thereon, he remembered that he was desperately +poor. As far as he could make out from his agent, a grim, silent man, +who had taken an evident dislike to him from the first, there was no +money anywhere. The rents would come in at Michaelmas; but the interest +of heavy mortgages had to be paid, the estate had to be kept up. There +was succession duty; there were debts—long outstanding debts—which +came pouring in now, which Waters spread before him with an iron smile, +and which poor Dare contemplated with his head on one side, and solemn, +arched eyebrows. When Dare was not smiling he was always preternaturally +solemn. There was no happy medium in his face, or consequently in his +mind, which was generally gay, but, if not, was involved in a tragic +gloom.</p> + +<p>"These bills, my friend," he would say at last, tapping them in deep +dejection, and raising his eyebrows into his hair, "how do we pay them?"</p> + +<p>But Waters did not know. How should he, Waters, know? Waters only knew +that the farmers would want a reduction in these bad times—Mr. Dare +might be sure of <i>that</i>. And what with arrears, and one thing and +another, he need not expect more than two-thirds of his rents when they +did arrive. Mr. Dare might lay his account for <i>that</i>.</p> + +<p>The only money which Dare received to carry on with, on his accession to +the great honor and dignity of proprietor of Vandon, was brought to him +by the old dairywoman of the house, a faithful creature, who produced +out of an old stocking the actual coins which she had received for the +butter and cheese she had sold, of which she showed Dare an account, +chalked up in some dead language on the dairy door.</p> + +<p>She was a little doubled-up woman, who had served the family all her +life. Dare's ready smile and handsome face had won her heart before he +had been many days at Vandon, in spite of "his foreign ways," and he +found himself constantly meeting her unexpectedly round corners, where +she had been lying in wait for him, each time with a secret revelation +to whisper respecting what she called the "goin's on."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span></p> + +<p>"You'll not tell on me, sir, but it's only right you should know as Mrs. +Smith" (the house-keeper, of whom Dare stood in mortal terror) "has them +fine damask table-cloths out for the house-keeper's room; I see 'em +myself; and everything going to rag and ruin in the linen closet!" Or, +"Joseph has took in another flitch this very day, sir, as Mrs. Smith +sent for, and the old flitch all cut to waste. Do'e go and look at the +flitches, sir, and the hams. They're in the room over the stables. And +it's always butter, butter, butter, in the kitchen! Not a bit o' +dripping used! There's not a pot of dripping in the larder, or so much +as a skin of lard. Where does it all go to? You ask Mrs. Smith; and how +she sleeps in her bed at night I don't know!"</p> + +<p>Dare listened, nodded, made his escape, and did nothing. In the village +it was as bad. Time, which had dealt so kindly with Vandon itself, had +taken the straggling village in hand too. Nothing could be more +picturesque than the crazy black-and-white houses, with lichen on their +broken-in thatch, and the plaster peeling off from between the irregular +beams of black wood; nothing more picturesque—and nothing more +miserable.</p> + +<p>When Time puts in his burnt umbers and brown madders with a lavish hand, +and introduces his beautiful irregularities of outline, and his artistic +disrepair, he does not look to the drainage, and takes no thought for +holes in the roof.</p> + +<p>Dare could not go out without eager women sallying out of cottages as he +passed, begging him just to come in and walk up-stairs. They would say +no more—but would the new squire walk up-stairs? And Dare would stumble +up and see enough to promise. Alas! how much he promised in those early +days. And in the gloaming, heavy dull-eyed men met him in the lanes +coming back from their work, and followed him to "beg pardon, sir," and +lay before the new squire things that would never reach him through +Waters—bitter things, small injustices, too trivial to seem worthy of +mention, which serve to widen the gulf between class and class. They +looked to Dare to help them, to make the crooked straight, to begin a +new régime. They looked to the new king to administer his little realm; +the new king, who, alas! cared for none of these things. And Dare +promised that he would do what he could, and looked anxious and +interested, and held out his brown hand, and raised hopes. But he had no +money—no money.</p> + +<p>He spoke to Waters at first; but he soon found that it was no good. The +houses were bad? Of course they were bad. Cottage property did not pay; +and would Mr. Dare kindly tell him where<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span> the money for repairing them +was to come from? Perhaps Mr. Dare might like to put a little of his +private fortune into the cottages and the drains and the new pumps? Dare +winced. His fortune had not gone the time-honored way of the fortunes of +spirited young men of narrow means with souls above a sordid economy, +but still it had gone all the same, and in a manner he did not care to +think of.</p> + +<p>It was after one of these depressing interviews with Waters that Ralph +and Evelyn found the new owner of Vandon, when they rode over together +to call, a day or two after the school-feast. Poor Dare was sitting on +the low ivy-covered wall of the topmost terrace, a prey to the deepest +dejection. If he had lived in Spartan days, when it was possible to +conceal gnawing foxes under wearing apparel, he would have made no use +of the advantages of Grecian dress for such a purpose. Captivated by +Evelyn's gentleness and sympathetic manner (strangers always thought +Evelyn sympathetic), and impressed by Ralph's kindly, honest face, he +soon found himself telling them something of his difficulties, of the +maze in which he found himself, of the snubs which Waters had +administered.</p> + +<p>Ralph slapped himself with his whip, whistled, and gave other masculine +signs of interest and sympathy. Evelyn looked from one to the other, +amiably distressed in her well-fitting habit. After a long conversation, +in which Evelyn disclosed that Ralph was possessed of the most +extraordinary knowledge and experience in such matters, the two +good-natured young people, seeing he was depressed and lonely, begged +him to come and stay with them at Atherstone the very next day, when he +might discuss his affairs with Ralph, if so disposed, and take counsel +with him. Dare accepted with the most genuine pleasure, and his speaking +countenance was in a moment radiant with smiles. Was not the little +Molly of the school-feast their child? and was not Miss Deyncourt +likewise staying with them?</p> + +<p>When his visitors departed, Dare took a turn at the rapiers; then opened +the piano with the internal derangement, and sang to his own +accompaniment a series of little confidential French songs, which would +have made the hair of his ancestors stand on end, if painted hair could +do such a thing. And the "new squire," as he was already called, +shrugged his shoulders, and lowered his voice, and spread out his +expressive rapid hands, and introduced to Vandon, one after another, +some of those choice little ditties, French and English, which had made +him such a favorite companion in Paris, so popular in a certain society +in America.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIIIb" id="CHAPTER_VIIIb"></a>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + + +<p>"Sir Charles!"</p> + +<p>"Miss Deyncourt!"</p> + +<p>"I fear," with a glance at the yellow-back in his hand, "I am +interrupting a studious hour, but—"</p> + +<p>"Not in the least, I assure you," said Charles, shutting his novel. +"What is regarded as study by the feminine intellect is to the masculine +merely relaxation. I was 'unbending over a book,' that was all."</p> + +<p>The process of "unbending" was being performed in the summer-house, +whither he had retired after Evelyn and Ralph had started on their +afternoon's ride to Vandon, in which he had refused to join.</p> + +<p>"I thought I should find you here," continued Ruth, frankly. "I have +been wishing to speak to you for several days, but you are as a rule so +surrounded and encompassed on every side by Molly that I have not had an +opportunity."</p> + +<p>It had occurred to Charles once or twice during the last few days that +Molly was occasionally rather in the way. Now he was sure of it. As Ruth +appeared to hesitate, he pulled forward a rustic contorted chair for +her.</p> + +<p>"No, thanks," she said. "I shall not long interrupt the unbending +process. I only came to ask—"</p> + +<p>"To ask!" repeated Charles, who had got up as she was standing, and came +and stood near her.</p> + +<p>"You remember the first evening you were here?"</p> + +<p>"I do."</p> + +<p>"And what we spoke of at dinner?"</p> + +<p>"Perfectly."</p> + +<p>"I came to ask you how much you lent Raymond?" Ruth's clear, earnest +eyes were fixed full upon him.</p> + +<p>At this moment Charles perceived Lady Mary at a little distance, +propelling herself gently over the grass in the direction of the +summer-house. In another second she had perceived Charles and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span> Ruth, and +had turned precipitately, and hobbled away round the corner with +surprising agility.</p> + +<p>"Confound her!" inwardly ejaculated Charles.</p> + +<p>"I wish to know how much you lent him," said Ruth again, as he did not +answer, happily unconscious of what had been going on behind her back.</p> + +<p>"Only what I was well able to afford."</p> + +<p>"And has he paid it back since?"</p> + +<p>"I am sure he understood I should not expect him to pay it back at +once."</p> + +<p>"But he has had it three years."</p> + +<p>Charles did not answer.</p> + +<p>"I feel sure he is not able to pay it. Will you kindly tell me how much +it was?"</p> + +<p>"No, Miss Deyncourt; I think not."</p> + +<p>"Why not?"</p> + +<p>"Because—excuse me, but I perceive that if I do you will instantly wish +to pay it."</p> + +<p>"I do wish to pay it."</p> + +<p>"I thought so."</p> + +<p>There was a short silence.</p> + +<p>"I still wish it," said Ruth at last.</p> + +<p>Charles was silent. Her pertinacity annoyed and yet piqued him. Being +unmarried, he was not accustomed to opposition from a woman. He had no +intention of allowing her to pay her brother's debt, and he wished she +would drop the subject gracefully, now that he had made that fact +evident.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you don't know," continued Ruth, "that I am very well off." (As +if he did not know it! As if Lady Mary had not casually mentioned Ruth's +fortune several times in his hearing!) "Lady Deyncourt left me twelve +hundred a year, and I have a little of my own besides. You may not be +aware that I have fourteen hundred and sixty-two pounds per annum."</p> + +<p>"I am very glad to hear it."</p> + +<p>"That is a large sum, you will observe."</p> + +<p>"It is riches," assented Charles, "if your expenditure happens to be +less."</p> + +<p>"It does happen to be considerably less in my case."</p> + +<p>"You are to be congratulated. And yet I have always understood that +society exacts great sacrifices from women in the sums they feel obliged +to devote to dress."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Dress is an interesting subject, and I should be delighted to hear your +views on it another time; but we are talking of something else just at +this moment."</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon," said Charles, quickly, who did not quite like being +brought back to the case in point. "I—the truth was, I wished to turn +your mind from what we were speaking of. I don't want you to count +sovereigns into my hand. I really should dislike it very much."</p> + +<p>"You intend me to think from that remark that it was a small sum," said +Ruth, with unexpected shrewdness. "I now feel sure it was a large one. +It ought to be paid, and there is no one to do it but me. I know that +what is firmness in a man is obstinacy in a woman, so do not on your +side be too firm, or, who knows? you may arouse some of that obstinacy +in me to which I should like to think myself superior."</p> + +<p>"If," said Charles, with sudden eagerness, as if an idea had just struck +him, "if I let you pay me this debt, will you on your side allow me to +make a condition?"</p> + +<p>"I should like to know the condition first."</p> + +<p>"Of course. If I agree,"—Charles's light gray eyes had become keen and +intent—"if I agree to receive payment of what I lent Deyncourt three +years ago, will you promise not to pay any other debt of his, or ever to +lend him money without the knowledge and approval of your relations?"</p> + +<p>Ruth considered for a few minutes.</p> + +<p>"I have so few relations," she said at length, with rather a sad smile, +"and they are all prejudiced against poor Raymond. I think I am the only +friend he has left in the world. I am afraid I could not promise that."</p> + +<p>"Well," said Charles, eagerly, "I won't insist on relations. I know +enough of those thorns in the flesh myself. I will say instead, 'natural +advisers.' Come, Miss Deyncourt, you can't accuse me of firmness now!"</p> + +<p>"My natural advisers," repeated Ruth, slowly. "I feel as if I ought to +have natural advisers somewhere; but who are they? Where are they? I +could not ask my sister or her husband for advice. I mean, I could not +take it if I did. I should think I knew better myself. Uncle John? +Evelyn? Lord Polesworth? Sir Charles, I am afraid the truth is I have +never asked for advice in my life. I have always tried to do what seemed +best, without troubling to know what other people thought about it. But<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span> +as I am anxious to yield gracefully, will you substitute the word +'friends' for 'natural advisers'? I hope and think I have friends whom I +could trust."</p> + +<p>"Friends, then, let it be," said Charles. "Now," holding out his hand, +"do you promise never, et cetera, et cetera, without first consulting +your <i>friends</i>?"</p> + +<p>Ruth put her hand into his.</p> + +<p>"I do."</p> + +<p>"That is right. How amiable we are both becoming! I suppose I must now +inform you that two hundred pounds is the exact sum I lent your +brother."</p> + +<p>Ruth went back to the house, and in a few minutes returned with a check +in her hand. She held it towards Charles, who took it, and put it in his +pocket-book.</p> + +<p>"Thank you," she said, with gratitude in her eyes and voice.</p> + +<p>"We have had a pitched battle," said Charles, relapsing into his old +indifferent manner. "Neither of us has been actually defeated, for we +never called out our reserves, which I felt would have been hardly fair +on you; but we do not come forth with flying colors. I fear, from your +air of elation, you actually believe you have been victorious."</p> + +<p>"I agree with you that there has been no defeat," replied Ruth; "but I +won't keep you any longer from your studies. I am just going out driving +with Lady Mary to have tea with the Thursbys."</p> + +<p>"Miss Deyncourt, don't allow a natural and most pardonable vanity to +delude you to such an extent. Don't go out driving the victim of a false +impression. If you will consider one moment—"</p> + +<p>"Not another moment," replied Ruth; "our bugles have sung truce, and I +am not going to put on my war-paint again for any consideration. There +comes the carriage," as a distant rumbling was heard. "I must not keep +Lady Mary waiting;" and she was gone.</p> + +<p>Charles heard the carriage roll away again, and when half an hour later +he sauntered back towards the house, he was surprised to see Lady Mary +sitting in the drawing-room window.</p> + +<p>"What! Not gone, after all!" he exclaimed, in a voice in which surprise +was more predominant than pleasure.</p> + +<p>"No, Charles," returned Lady Mary in her measured tones, looking slowly +up at him over her gold-rimmed spectacles. "I felt a slight return of my +old enemy, and Miss Deyncourt kindly undertook to make my excuses to +Mrs. Thursby."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span></p> + +<p>No one knew what the old enemy was, or in what manner his mysterious +assaults on Lady Mary were conducted; but it was an understood thing +that she had private dealings with him, in which he could make himself +very disagreeable.</p> + +<p>"Has Molly gone with her?"</p> + +<p>"No; Molly is making jam in the kitchen, I believe. Miss Deyncourt most +good-naturedly offered to take her with her; but,"—with a shake of the +head—"the poor child's totally unrestrained appetites and lamentable +self-will made her prefer to remain where she was."</p> + +<p>"I am afraid," said Charles, meditatively, as if the idea were entirely +a novel one, "Molly is getting a little spoiled among us. It is natural +in you, of course; but there is no excuse for me. There never is. There +are, I confess, moments when I don't regard the child's immortal welfare +sufficiently to make her present existence less enjoyable. What a round +of gayety Molly's life is! She flits from flower to flower, so to speak; +from me to cook and the jam-pots; from the jam-pots to some fresh +delight in the loft, or in your society. Life is one long feast to +Molly. Whatever that old impostor the Future may have in store for her, +at any rate she is having a good time now."</p> + +<p>There was a shade of regretful sadness in Charles's voice that ruffled +his aunt.</p> + +<p>"The child is being ruined," she said, with resigned bitterness.</p> + +<p>"Not a bit of it. I was spoiled as a child, and look at me!"</p> + +<p>"You <i>are</i> spoiled. I don't spoil you; but other people do. Society +does. And the result is that you are so hard to please that I don't +believe you will ever marry. You look for a perfection in others which +is not to be found in yourself."</p> + +<p>"I don't fancy I should appear to advantage side by side with +perfection," said Charles, in his most careless manner; and he rose, and +wandered away into the garden.</p> + +<p>He was irritated with Lady Mary, with her pleased looks during the last +few days, with her annoying celerity that afternoon in the garden. It +was all the more annoying because he was conscious that Ruth amused and +interested him in no slight degree. She had the rare quality of being +genuine. She stood for what she was, without effort or +self-consciousness. Whether playful or serious, she was always real. +Beneath a reserved and rather quiet manner there lurked a piquant +unconventionality. The mixture of earnestness and humor, which were so +closely interwoven in her nature that he could never tell which would +come uppermost, had a strange attrac<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span>tion for him. He had grown +accustomed to watch for and try to provoke the sudden gleam of fun in +the serious eyes, which always preceded a retort given with an air of +the sweetest feminine meekness, which would make Ralph rub himself all +over with glee, and tell Charles, chuckling, he "would not get much +change out of Ruth."</p> + +<p>If only she had not been asked to Atherstone on purpose to meet him. If +only Lady Mary had not arranged it; if only Evelyn did not know it; if +only Ralph had not guessed it; if only he himself had not seen it from +the first instant! Ruth and Molly were the only two unconscious persons +in the house.</p> + +<p>"I wonder," said Charles to himself, "why people can't allow me to +manage my own affairs? Oh, what a world it is for unmarried men with +money! Why did I not marry fifteen years ago, when every woman with a +straight nose was an angel of light; when I felt a noble disregard for +such minor details as character, mind, sympathy, if the hair and the +eyes were the right shade? Why did I not marry when I was out of favor +with my father, when I was head over ears in debt, and when at least I +could feel sure no one would marry me for my money? Molly," as that +young lady came running towards him with lingering traces of jam upon +her flushed countenance, "you have arrived just in time. Uncle Charles +was getting so dull without you. What have you been after all this +time?"</p> + +<p>"Cook and me have made thirty-one pots and a little one," said Molly, +inserting a very sticky hand into Charles's. "And your Mr. Brown helped. +Cook told him to go along at first, which wasn't kind, was it? but he +stayed all the same; and I skimmed with a big spoon, and she poured it +in the pots. Only they aren't covered up with paper yet, if you want to +see them. And oh! Uncle Charles, what <i>do</i> you think? Father and mother +have come back from their ride, and that nice funny man who was at the +school-feast is coming here to-morrow, and I shall show him my +guinea-pigs. He said he wanted to see them very much."</p> + +<p>"Oh, he did, did he? When was that?"</p> + +<p>"At the school-feast. Oh!" with enthusiasm, "he was so nice, Uncle +Charles, so attentive, and getting things when you want them; and the +wheel went over his foot when he was shaking hands, and he did not mind +a bit; and he filled our teapots for us—Ruth's big one, you know, that +holds such a lot."</p> + +<p>"Oh! He filled the big teapot, did he?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and mine too; and then he helped us to unpack the dolls. He was so +kind to me and Cousin Ruth."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Kind to Miss Deyncourt, was he?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; and when we went away he ran and opened the gate for us. Oh, there +comes Cousin Ruth back again in the carriage. I'll run and tell her he's +coming. She <i>will</i> be glad."</p> + +<p>"Aunt Mary is right," said Charles, watching his niece disappear. "Molly +has formed a habit of expressing herself with unnecessary freedom. +Decidedly she is a little spoiled."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IXb" id="CHAPTER_IXb"></a>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + + +<p>Dare arrived at Atherstone the following afternoon. Evelyn and Ralph, +who had enlarged on the state of morbid depression of the lonely +inhabitant of Vandon, were rather taken aback by the jaunty appearance +of the sufferer when he appeared, overflowing with evident satisfaction +and small-talk, his face wreathed with smiles.</p> + +<p>"He bears up wonderfully," said Charles aside to Ruth, later in the +evening, as Dare warbled a very discreet selection of his best songs +after dinner. "No one knows better than myself that many a breaking +heart beats beneath a smiling waistcoat, but unless we had been told +beforehand we should never have guessed it in his case."</p> + +<p>Dare, who was looking at Ruth, and saw Charles go and sit down by her, +brought his song to an abrupt conclusion, and made his way to her also.</p> + +<p>"You also sing, Miss Deyncourt?" he asked. "I am sure, from your face, +you sing."</p> + +<p>"I do."</p> + +<p>"Thank Heaven!" said Charles, fervently. "I did you an injustice. I +thought you were going to say 'a little.' Every singing young lady I +ever met, when asked that question, invariably replied 'a little.'"</p> + +<p>"I leave my friends to say that for me," said Ruth.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you yourself sing a <i>little</i>?" asked Dare, wishing Charles +would leave Ruth's ball of wool alone.</p> + +<p>"No," said Charles; "I have no tricks." And he rose and went off to the +newspaper-table. Dare's songs were all very well, but really his voice +was nothing so very wonderful, and he was not much of an acquisition in +other ways.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span></p> + +<p>Then Dare took his opportunity. He dropped into Charles's vacant chair; +he wound wool; he wished to learn to knit; his inquiring mind craved for +information respecting shooting-stockings. He talked of music; of +songs—Italian, French, and English; of American nigger melodies. Would +Miss Deyncourt sing? Might he accompany her? Ah! she preferred the +simple old English ballads. He <i>loved</i> the simple English ballad.</p> + +<p>And Ruth, nothing loath, sang in her fresh, clear voice one song after +another, Dare accompanying her with rapid sympathy and ease.</p> + +<p>Charles put down his paper and moved slightly, so that he had a better +view of the piano. Evelyn laid down her work and looked affectionately +at Ruth.</p> + +<p>"Exquisite," said Lady Mary from time to time, who had said the same of +Lady Grace's wavering little soprano.</p> + +<p>"You also sing duets? You sing duets?" eagerly inquired Dare, the +music-stool creaking with his suppressed excitement; and, without +waiting for an answer, he began playing the opening chords of +"Greeting."</p> + +<p>The two voices rose and fell together, now soft, now triumphant, +harmonizing as if they sung together for years. Dare's second was low, +pathetic, and it blended at once with Ruth's clear young contralto. +Charles wondered that the others should applaud when the duet was +finished. Ruth's voice went best alone in his opinion.</p> + +<p>"And the 'Cold Blast'?" asked Dare, immediately afterwards. "The 'Cold +Blast' was here a moment ago,"—turning the leaves over rapidly. "You are +not tired, Miss Deyncourt?"</p> + +<p>"Tired!" replied Ruth, her eyes sparkling. "It never tires me to sing. +It rests me."</p> + +<p>"Ah! so it is with me. That is just how I feel," said Dare. "To sing, or +to listen to the voice of—of—"</p> + +<p>"Of what? Confound him!" wondered Charles.</p> + +<p>"Of <i>another</i>," said Dare. "Ah, here he is!" and he pounced on another +song, and lightly touched the opening chords.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 2.5em;">"'Oh! wert thou in the cold blast,'"</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>sang Ruth, fresh and sweet.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 2.5em;">"'I'd shelter thee,'"</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>Dare assured her with manly fervor. He went on to say what he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span> would do +if he were monarch of the realm, affirming that the brightest jewel of +his crown would be his queen.</p> + +<p>"Anyhow, he can't pronounce Scotch," Charles thought.</p> + +<p>"Would be his queen," Dare repeated, with subdued emotion and an upward +glance at Ruth, which she was too much absorbed in the song to see, but +which did not escape Charles. Dare's dark sentimental eyes spoke volumes +of—not sermons—at that moment.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Uncle Charles!" whispered Molly, who had been allowed to sit up +about two hours beyond her nominal bedtime, at which hour she rarely +felt disposed to retire—"oh, Uncle Charles! 'The brightest jewel in his +crown!' Don't you wish you and me could sing together like that?"</p> + +<p>Charles moved impatiently, and took up his paper again.</p> + +<p>The evening passed all too quickly for Dare, who loved music and the +sound of his own voice, and he had almost forgotten, until Charles left +him and Ralph alone together in the smoking-room, that he had come to +discuss his affairs with the latter.</p> + +<p>"Dear me," said Evelyn, who had followed her cousin to her room after +they had dispersed for the night, and was looking out of Ruth's window, +"that must be Charles walking up and down on the lawn. Well, now, how +thoughtful he is to leave Mr. Dare and Ralph together. You know, Ruth, +poor Mr. Dare's affairs are in a very bad way, and he has come to talk +things over with my Ralph."</p> + +<p>"I hope Ralph will make him put his cottages in order," said Ruth, with +sudden interest, shaking back her hair from her shoulders. "Do you think +he will?"</p> + +<p>"Whatever Ralph advises will be sure to be right," replied Evelyn, with +the soft conviction of his infallibility which caused her to be +considered by most of Ralph's masculine friends an ideal wife. It is +women without reasoning powers of any kind whom the nobler sex should be +careful to marry if they wish to be regarded through life in this +delightful way by their wives. Men not particularly heroic in +themselves, who yet are anxious to pose as heroes in their domestic +circle, should remember that the smallest modicum of common-sense on the +part of the worshipper will inevitably mar a happiness, the very +existence of which depends entirely on a blind unreasoning devotion. In +middle life the absence of reason begins perhaps to be felt; but why in +youth take thought for such a far-off morrow!</p> + +<p>"I hope he will," said Ruth, half to herself. "What an oppor<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span>tunity that +man has if he only sees it. There is so much to be done, and it is all +in his hands."</p> + +<p>"Yes, it's not entailed; but I don't think there is so very much," said +Evelyn. "But then, so long as people are nice, I never care whether they +are rich or poor. That is the first question I ask when people come into +the neighborhood. Are they really nice? Dear me, Ruth, what beautiful +hair you have; and mine coming off so! And, talking of hair, did you +ever see anything like Mr. Dare's? Somebody must really speak to him +about it. If he would keep his hands still, and not talk so quick, and +let his hair grow a little, I really think he would not look so like a +foreigner."</p> + +<p>"I don't suppose he minds looking like one."</p> + +<p>"My <i>dear</i>!"</p> + +<p>"His mother was a Frenchwoman, wasn't she? I am sure I have heard so +fifty times since his uncle died."</p> + +<p>"And if she was," said Evelyn, reprovingly, "is not that an extra reason +for his giving up anything that will remind people of it? And we ought +to try and forget it, Ruth, and behave just the same to him as if she +had been an Englishwoman. I wonder if he is a Roman Catholic?"</p> + +<p>"Ask him."</p> + +<p>"I hope he is not," continued Evelyn, taking up her candle to go. "We +never had one to stay in the house before. I don't mean," catching a +glimpse of Ruth's face, "that Catholics are—well—I don't mean <i>that</i>. +But still, you know, one would not like to make great <i>friends</i> with a +Catholic, would one, Ruth? And he is so nice and so amusing that I do +hope, as he is going to be a neighbor, he is a Protestant." And after a +few more remarks of about the same calibre from Evelyn, the two cousins +kissed and parted for the night.</p> + +<p>"Will he do it?" said Ruth to herself, when she was alone. "Has he +character enough, and perseverance enough, and money enough? Oh, I wish +Uncle John would talk to him!"</p> + +<p>Ruth was not aware that one word from herself would have more weight +with a man like Dare than any number from an angel of heaven, if that +angel were of the masculine gender. If at the other side of the house +Dare could have known how earnestly Ruth was thinking about him, he +would not have been surprised (for he was not without experience), but +he would have felt immensely flattered.</p> + +<p>Vandon lay in a distant part of Mr. Alwynn's parish, and a perpetual +curate had charge of the district. Mr. Alwynn consequently<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span> seldom went +there, but on the few occasions on which Ruth had accompanied him in his +periodical visits she had seen enough. Who cares for a recital of what +she saw? Misery and want are so common. We can see them for ourselves +any day. In Ruth's heart a great indignation had kindled against old Mr. +Dare, of Vandon, who was inaccessible as a ghost in his own house, +haunting the same rooms, but never to be found when Mr. Alwynn called +upon him to "put things before him in their true light." And when Mr. +Dare descended to the Vandon vault, all Mr. Alwynn's interest, and +consequently a good deal of Ruth's, had centred in the new heir, who was +so difficult to find, and who ultimately turned up from the other end of +nowhere just when people were beginning to despair of his ever turning +up at all.</p> + +<p>And now that he had come, would he make the crooked straight? Would the +new broom sweep clean? Ruth recalled the new broom's brown handsome +face, with the eager eyes and raised eyebrows, and involuntarily shook +her head. It is difficult to be an impartial judge of any one with a +feeling for music and a pathetic tenor voice; but the face she had +called to mind did not inspire her with confidence. It was kindly, +amiable, pleasant; but was it strong? In other words, was it not a +trifle weak?</p> + +<p>She found herself comparing it with another, a thin, reserved face, with +keen light eyes and a firm mouth; a mouth with a cigar in it at that +moment on the lawn. The comparison, however, did not help her +meditations much, being decidedly prejudicial to the "new broom;" and +the faint chime of the clock on the dressing-table breaking in on them +at the same moment, she dismissed them for the night, and proceeded to +busy herself putting to bed her various little articles of jewellery +before betaking herself there also.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Any doubts entertained by Evelyn about Dare's religious views were +completely set at rest the following morning, which happened to be a +Sunday. He appeared at breakfast in a black frock-coat, the splendor of +which quite threw Ralph's ancient Sunday garment into the shade. He wore +also a chastened, decorous aspect, which seemed unfamiliar to his mobile +face, and rather ill suited to it. After breakfast, he inquired when +service would be, and expressed a wish to attend it. He brought down a +high hat and an enormous prayer-book, and figured with them in the +garden.</p> + +<p>"Who is going to Greenacre, and who is going to Slumberleigh?" called +out Ralph, from the smoking-room window. "Because, if<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span> any of you are +going to foot it to Slumberleigh, you had better be starting. Which are +you going to, Charles?"</p> + +<p>"I am going where Molly goes. Which is it to be, Molly?"</p> + +<p>"Slumberleigh," said Molly, with decision, "because it's the shortest +sermon, and I want to see the little foal in Brown's field."</p> + +<p>"Slumberleigh be it," said Charles. "Now, Miss Deyncourt," as Ruth +appeared, "which church are you going to support—Greenacre, which is +close in more senses than one, where they never open the windows, and +the clergyman preaches for an hour; or Slumberleigh, shady, airy, cool, +lying past a meadow with a foal in it? If I may offer that as any +inducement, Molly and I intend to patronize Slumberleigh."</p> + +<p>Ruth said she would do the same.</p> + +<p>"Now, Dare, <i>you</i> will be able to decide whether Greenacre, with a +little fat tower, or Slumberleigh, with a beautiful tall steeple, suits +your religious views best."</p> + +<p>"I will also go to Slumberleigh," said Dare, without a moment's +hesitation.</p> + +<p>"I thought so. I suppose,"—to Ralph and Evelyn—"you are going to +Greenacre with Aunt Mary? Tell her I have gone to church, will you? It +will cheer her up. Sunday is a very depressing day with her, I know. She +thinks of all she has done in the week, preparatory to doing a little +more on Monday. Good-bye. Now then, Molly, have you got your +prayer-book? Miss Deyncourt, I don't see yours anywhere. Oh, there it +is! No, don't let Dare carry it for you. Give it to me. He will have +enough to do, poor fellow, to travel with his own. Come, Molly! Is Vic +chained up? Yes, I can hear him howling. The craving for church +privileges of that dumb animal, Miss Deyncourt, is an example to us +Christians. Molly, have you got your penny? Miss Deyncourt, can I +accommodate you with a threepenny bit? Now, <i>are</i> we all ready to +start?"</p> + +<p>"When this outburst of eloquence has subsided," said Ruth, "the audience +will be happy to move on."</p> + +<p>And so they started across the fields, where the grass was already +springing faint and green after the haymaking. There was a fresh +wandering air, which fluttered the ribbons in Molly's hat, as she danced +on ahead, frisking in her short white skirt beside her uncle, her hand +in his. Charles was the essence of wit to Molly, with his grave face +that so seldom smiled, and the twinkle in the kind eyes, that always +went before those wonderful, delightful jokes which he alone could make. +Sometimes, as she laughed, she looked back at<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span> Ruth and Dare, half a +field behind, in pity at what they were missing.</p> + +<p>"Shall we wait and tell them that story, Uncle Charles?"</p> + +<p>"No, Molly. I dare say he is telling her another which is just as good."</p> + +<p>"I don't think he knows any like yours."</p> + +<p>"Some people like the old, old story best."</p> + +<p>"Do I know the old, old one, Uncle Charles?"</p> + +<p>"No, Molly."</p> + +<p>"Can you tell it?"</p> + +<p>"No. I have never been able to tell that particular story."</p> + +<p>"And do you really think he is telling it to her now?" with a backward +glance.</p> + +<p>"Not at this moment. It's no good running back. He's only thinking about +it now. He will tell it her in about a month or six weeks' time."</p> + +<p>"I hope I shall be there when he tells it."</p> + +<p>"I hope you may; but I don't think it is likely. And now, Molly, set +your hat straight, and leave off jumping. I never jump when I go to +church with Aunt Mary. Quietly now, for there's the church, and Mr. +Alwynn's looking out of the window."</p> + +<p>Dare, meanwhile, walking with Ruth, caught sight of the church and +lych-gate with heart-felt regret. The stretches of sunny meadowland, the +faint glamour of church bells, the pale refined face beside him, had +each individually and all three together appealed to his imagination, +always vivid when he himself was concerned. He suddenly felt as if a +great gulf had fixed itself, without any will of his own, between his +old easy-going life and the new existence that was opening out before +him.</p> + +<p>He had crossed from the old to the new without any perception of such a +gulf, and now, as he looked back, it seemed to yawn between him and all +that hitherto he had been. He did not care to look back, so he looked +forward. He felt as if he were the central figure (when was he <i>not</i> a +central figure?) in a new drama. He was fond of acting, on and off the +stage, and now he seemed to be playing a new part, in which he was not +yet thoroughly at ease, but which he rather suspected would become him +exceedingly well. It amused him to see himself going to church—<i>to +church</i>—to hear himself conversing on flowers and music with a young +English girl. The idea that he was rapidly falling in love was specially +delightful. He called himself a <i>vieux scélérat</i>, and watched the +progress of feelings<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> which he felt did him credit with extreme +satisfaction. He and Ruth arrived at the church porch all too soon for +Dare; and though he had the pleasure of sitting on one side of her +during the service, he would have preferred that Charles, of whom he +felt a vague distrust, had not happened to be on the other.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_Xb" id="CHAPTER_Xb"></a>CHAPTER X.</h2> + + +<p>"My dear," said Mrs. Alwynn to her husband that morning, as they started +for church across the glebe, "if any of the Atherstone party are in +church, as they ought to be, for I hear from Mrs. Smith that they are +not at all regular at Greenacre—only went once last Sunday, and then +late—I shall just tell Ruth that she is to come back to me to-morrow. A +few days won't make any difference to her, and it will fit in so nicely +her coming back the day you go to the palace. After all I've done for +Ruth—new curtains to her room, and the piano tuned and everything—I +don't think she would like to stay there with friends, and me all by +myself, without a creature to speak to. Ruth may be only a niece by +marriage, but she will see in a moment—"</p> + +<p>And in fact she did. When Mrs. Alwynn took her aside after church, and +explained the case in the all-pervading whisper for which she had +apparently taken out a patent, Ruth could not grasp any reason why she +should return to Slumberleigh three days before the time, but she saw at +once that return she must if Mrs. Alwynn chose to demand it; and so she +yielded with a good grace, and sent Mrs. Alwynn back smiling to the +lych-gate, where Mr. Alwynn and Mabel Thursby were talking with Dare and +Molly, while Charles interviewed the village policeman at a little +distance.</p> + +<p>"No news of the tramp," said Charles, meeting Ruth at the gate; and they +started homeward in different order to that in which they had come, in +spite of a great effort at the last moment on the part of Dare, who +thought the old way was better. "The policeman has seen nothing of him. +He has gone off to pastures new, I expect."</p> + +<p>"I hope he has."</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Alwynn does not want you to leave Atherstone to-morrow, does she?"</p> + +<p>"I am sorry to say she does."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span></p> + +<p>"But you won't go?"</p> + +<p>"I must not only go, but I must do it as if I liked it."</p> + +<p>"I hope Evelyn won't allow it."</p> + +<p>"While I am living with Mrs. Alwynn, I am bound to do what she likes in +small things."</p> + +<p>"H'm!"</p> + +<p>"I should have thought, Sir Charles, that this particularly feminine and +submissive sentiment would have met with your approval."</p> + +<p>"It does; it does," said Charles, hastily. "Only, after the stubborn +rigidity of your—shall I say your—week-day character, especially as +regards money, this softened Sabbath mood took me by surprise for a +moment."</p> + +<p>"You should see me at Slumberleigh," said Ruth, with a smile half sad, +half humorous. "You should see me tying up Uncle John's flowers, or +holding Aunt Fanny's wools. Nothing more entirely feminine and young +lady-like can be imagined."</p> + +<p>"It must be a great change, after living with a woman like Lady +Deyncourt—to whose house I often went years ago, when her son was +living—to come to a place like Slumberleigh."</p> + +<p>"It <i>is</i> a great change. I am ashamed to say how much I felt it at +first. I don't know how to express it; but everything down here seems so +small and local, and hard and fast."</p> + +<p>"I know," said Charles, gently; and they walked on in silence. "And +yet," he said at last, "it seems to me, and I should have thought you +would have felt the same, that life is very small, very narrow and +circumscribed everywhere; though perhaps more obviously so in Cranfords +and Slumberleighs. I have seen a good deal during the last fifteen +years. I have mixed with many sorts and conditions of men, but in no +class or grade of society have I yet found independent men and women. +The groove is as narrow in one class as in another, though in some it is +better concealed. I sometimes feel as if I were walking in a ball-room +full of people all dancing the lancers. There are different sets, of +course—fashionable, political, artistic—but the people in them are all +crossing over, all advancing and retiring, with the same apparent +aimlessness, or setting to partners."</p> + +<p>"There is occasionally an aim in that."</p> + +<p>Charles smiled grimly.</p> + +<p>"They follow the music in that as in everything else. You go away for +ten years, and still find them, on your return, going through the same +figures to new tunes. I wonder if there are any<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span> people anywhere in the +world who stand on their own feet, and think and act for themselves; who +don't set their watches by other people's; who don't live and marry and +die by rote, expecting to go straight up to heaven by rote afterwards?"</p> + +<p>"I believe there are such people," said Ruth, earnestly; "I have had +glimpses of them, but the real ones look like the shadows, and the +shadows like the real ones, and—we miss them in the crowd."</p> + +<p>"Or one thinks one finds them, and they turn out only clever imitations +after all. In these days there is a mania for shamming originality of +some kind. I am always imagining people I meet are real, and not +shadows, until one day I unintentionally put my hand through them, and +find out my mistake. I am getting tired of being taken in."</p> + +<p>"And some day you will get tired of being cynical."</p> + +<p>"I am very much obliged to you for your hopeful view of my future. You +evidently imagine that I have gone in for the fashionable creed of the +young man of the present day. I am not young enough to take pleasure in +high collars and cheap cynicism, Miss Deyncourt. Cynical people are +never disappointed in others, as I so often am, because they expect the +worst. In theory I respect and admire my fellow-creatures, but they +continually exasperate me because they won't allow me to do so in real +life. I have still—I blush to own it—a lingering respect for women, +though they have taken pains to show me, time after time, what a fool I +am for such a weakness."</p> + +<p>Charles looked intently at Ruth. Women are so terribly apt in handling +any subject to make it personal. Would she fire up, or would she, like +so many women, join in abuse of her own sex? She did neither. She was +looking straight in front of her, absently watching the figures of Dare +and Molly in the next field. Then she turned her grave, thoughtful +glance towards him.</p> + +<p>"I think respect is never weakness," she said. "It is a sign of +strength, even when it is misplaced. There is not much to admire in +cunning people who are never taken in. The best people I have known, the +people whom it did me good to be with, have been those who respected +others and themselves. Do not be in too great a hurry to get rid of any +little fragment that still remains. You may want it when it is gone."</p> + +<p>Charles's apathetic face had become strangely earnest. There was a keen, +searching look in his tired, restless eyes. He was about<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span> to make some +answer, when he suddenly became aware of Dare and Molly sitting perched +on a gate close at hand waiting for them. Never had he perceived Molly's +little brown face with less pleasure than at that moment. She scrambled +down with a noble disregard of appearances, and tried to take his hand. +But it was coolly withdrawn. Charles fell behind on some pretence of +fastening the gate, and Molly had to content herself with Ruth's and +Dare's society for the remainder of the walk.</p> + +<p>Ruth had almost forgotten, until Molly suggested at luncheon a picnic +for the following day, that she was returning to Slumberleigh on Monday +morning; and when she made the fact known, Ralph had to be "hushed" +several times by Evelyn for muttering opinions behind the sirloin +respecting Mrs. Alwynn, which Evelyn seemed to have heard before, and to +consider unsuited to the ears of that lady's niece.</p> + +<p>"But if you go away, Cousin Ruth, we can't have the picnic. Can we, +Uncle Charles?"</p> + +<p>"Impossible, Molly. Rather bread and butter at home than a mixed biscuit +in the open air without Miss Deyncourt."</p> + +<p>"Is Mrs. Alwynn suffering?" asked Lady Mary, politely, down the table.</p> + +<p>Ruth explained that she was not in ill-health, but that she did wish to +be left alone; and Ralph was "hushed" again.</p> + +<p>Lady Mary was annoyed, or, more properly speaking, she was "moved in the +spirit," which in a Churchwoman seems to be the same thing as annoyance +in the unregenerate or unorthodox mind. She regretted Ruth's departure +more than any one, except perhaps Ruth herself. She had watched the girl +very narrowly, and she had seen nothing to make her alter the opinion +she had formed of her; indeed, she was inclined to advance beyond it. +Even she could not suspect that Ruth had "played her cards well;" +although she would have aided and abetted her in any way in her power, +if Ruth had shown the slightest consciousness of holding cards at all, +or being desirous of playing them. Her frank yet reserved manner, her +distinguished appearance, her sense of humor (which Lady Mary did not +understand, but which she perceived others did), and the quiet <i>savoir +faire</i> of her treatment of Dare's advances, all enhanced her greatly in +the eyes of her would-be aunt. She bade her good-bye with genuine +regret; the only person who bore her departure without a shade of +compunction being Dare, who stood by the carriage till the last moment, +assuring Ruth that he hoped to come over to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span> the rectory very shortly; +while Charles and Molly held the gate open meanwhile, at the end of the +short drive.</p> + +<p>"I know that Frenchman means business," said Lady Mary wrathfully to +herself, as she watched the scene from the garden. Her mind, from the +very severity of its tension, was liable to occasional lapses of this +painful kind from the spiritual and ecclesiastical to the mundane and +transitory. "I saw it directly he came into the house; and with <i>his</i> +opportunities, and living within a stone's-throw, I should not wonder if +he were to succeed. Any man would fetch a fancy price at Slumberleigh; +and the most fastidious woman in the world ceases to be critical if she +is reduced to the proper state of dulness. He is handsome, too, in his +foreign way. But she does not like him now. She is inclined to like +Charles, though she does not know it. There is an attraction between the +two. I knew there would be. And he likes her. Oh, what fools men are! He +will go away; and Dare, on the contrary, will ride over to Slumberleigh +every day, and by the time he is engaged to her Charles will see her +again, and find out that he is in love with her himself. Oh, the folly, +the density, of unmarried men! and, indeed," (with a sudden recollection +of the deceased Mr. Cunningham), "of the whole race of them! But of all +men I have ever known, I really think the most provoking is Charles."</p> + +<p>"Musing?" inquired her nephew, sauntering up to her.</p> + +<p>"I was thinking that we had just lost the pleasantest person of our +little party," said Lady Mary, viciously seizing up her work.</p> + +<p>"I am still here," suggested Charles, by way of consolation. "I don't +start for Norway in Wyndham's yacht for three days to come."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean to say you are going to Norway?"</p> + +<p>"I forget whether it was to be Norway; but I know I'm booked to go +yachting somewhere. It's Wyndham's new toy. He paid through the parental +nose for it, and he made me promise in London to go with him on his +first cruise. I believe a very charming Miss Wyndham is to be of the +party."</p> + +<p>"And how long, pray, are you going to yacht with Miss Wyndham?"</p> + +<p>"It is with her brother I propose to go. I thought I had explained that +before. I shall probably cruise about, let me see, for three weeks or +so, till the grouse-shooting begins. Then I am due in Scotland, at the +Hope-Actons', and several other places."</p> + +<p>Lady Mary laid down her work, and rose to her feet, her thin hand +closing tightly over the silver crook of her stick.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Charles," she said, in a voice trembling with anger, looking him full +in the face, "you are a fool!" and she passed him without another word, +and hobbled away rapidly into the house.</p> + +<p>"Am I?" said Charles, half aloud to himself, when the last fold of her +garment had been twitched out of sight through the window.</p> + +<p>"<i>Am I?</i> Molly," with great gravity, as Molly appeared, "yes, you may sit +on my knee; but don't wriggle. Molly, what is a fool?"</p> + +<p>"I think it's Raca, only worse," said Molly. "Uncle Charles, Mr. Dare is +going away too. His dog-cart had just come into the yard."</p> + +<p>"Has it? I hope he won't keep it waiting."</p> + +<p>"You are not going away, are you?"</p> + +<p>"Not for three days more."</p> + +<p>"Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday. Why, they will be gone in a moment."</p> + +<p>But to Charles they seemed three very long days indeed. He was annoyed +with himself for having made so many engagements before he left London. +At the time there did not seem anything better to be done, and he +supposed he must go somewhere; but now he thought he would have liked to +stay on at Atherstone, though he would not have said so to Lady Mary for +worlds. He was tired of rushing up and down. He was not so fond of +yachting, after all; and he remembered that he had been many times to +Norway.</p> + +<p>"I would get out of it if I could," he said to Lady Mary on the last +morning; "and of this blue serge suit, too (you should see Miss Wyndham +in blue serge!); but it is not a question of pleasure, but of principle. +I don't like to throw over Wyndham at the last moment, after what you +said when I failed the Hope-Actons last year. Twins could not feel more +exactly together than you and I do where a principle is involved. I see +you are about to advise me to keep my engagement. Do not trouble to do +so; I am going to Portsmouth by the mid-day train. Brown is at this +moment packing my telescope and life-belt."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIb" id="CHAPTER_XIb"></a>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + + +<p>It was the end of August. The little lawn at Slumberleigh Rectory was +parched and brown. The glebe beyond was brown; so was the field beyond +that. The thirsty road was ash-white between its gray hedge-rows. It was +hotter in the open air than in the house, but Ruth had brought her books +out into the garden all the same, and had made a conscientious effort to +read under the chestnut-tree.</p> + +<p>For under the same roof with Mrs. Alwynn she had soon learned that +application or study of any kind was an impossibility. Mrs. Alwynn had +several maxims as to the conduct of herself, and consequently of every +one else, and one of those to which she most frequently gave utterance +was that "young people should always be cheery and sociable, and should +not be left too much to themselves."</p> + +<p>When in the winter Mr. Alwynn had brought home Ruth, quite overwhelmed +for the time by the shock of the first real trouble she had known, Mrs. +Alwynn was kindness itself in the way of sweet-breads and warm rooms; +but the only thing Ruth craved for, to be left alone, she would not +allow for a moment. No! Mrs. Alwynn was cheerful, brisk, and pious at +intervals. If she found her niece was sitting in her own room, she +bustled up-stairs, poked the fire, gave her a kiss, and finally brought +her down to the drawing-room, where she told her she would be as quiet +as in her own room. She need not be afraid her uncle would come in; and +she must not allow herself to get moped. What would she, Mrs. Alwynn, +have done, she would like to know, if, when she was in trouble—and she +knew what trouble meant, if any one did—she had allowed herself to get +moped. Ruth must try and bear up. And at Lady Deyncourt's age it was +quite to be expected. And Ruth must remember she still had a sister, and +that there was a happy home above. And now, if she would get that green +wool out of the red plush iron (which really was a work-box—such a +droll idea, wasn't it?), Ruth should hold the wool, and they would have +a cosey little chat till luncheon time.</p> + +<p>And so Mrs. Alwynn did her duty by her niece; and Ruth, in the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span> dark +days that followed her grandmother's death, took all the little +kindnesses in the spirit in which they were meant, and did her duty by +her aunt.</p> + +<p>But after a time Mrs. Alwynn became more exacting. Ruth was visibly +recovering from what Mrs. Alwynn called "her bereavement." She could +smile again without an effort; she took long walks with Mr. Alwynn, and +later in the spring paid a visit to her uncle, Lord Polesworth. It was +after this visit that Mrs. Alwynn became more exacting. She had borne +with half attention and a lack of interest in crewel-work while Ruth was +still "fretting," as she termed it. But when a person lays aside crape, +and goes into half-mourning, the time had come when she may—nay, when +she ought to be "chatty." This time had come with Ruth, but she was not +"chatty." Like Mrs. Dombey, she did not make an effort, and, as the +months passed on, Mrs. Alwynn began to shake her head, and to fear that +"there was some officer or something on her mind." Mrs. Alwynn always +called soldiers officers, and doctors physicians.</p> + +<p>Ruth, on her side, was vaguely aware that she did not give satisfaction. +The small-talk, the perpetual demand on her attention, the constant +interruptions, seemed to benumb what faculties she had. Her mind became +like a machine out of work—rusty, creaking, difficult to set going. If +she had half an hour of leisure she could not fix her attention to +anything. She, who in her grandmother's time had been so keen and alert, +seemed to have drifted, in Mrs. Alwynn's society, into a torpid state, +from which she made vain attempts to emerge, only to sink the deeper.</p> + +<p>When she stood once more, fresh from a fortnight of pleasant intercourse +with pleasant people, in the little ornate drawing-room at Slumberleigh, +on her return from Atherstone, the remembrance of the dulled, confused +state in which she had been living with her aunt returned forcibly to +her mind. The various articles of furniture, the red silk handkerchiefs +dabbed behind pendent plates, the musical elephants on the mantle-piece, +the imitation Eastern antimacassars, the shocking fate, in the way of +nailed and glued pictorial ornamentation, that had overtaken the back of +the cottage piano—indeed, all the various objects of luxury and <i>vertu</i> +with which Mrs. Alwynn had surrounded herself, seemed to recall to Ruth, +as the apparatus of the sick-room recalls the illness to the patient, +the stupor into which she had fallen in their company. With her eyes +fixed upon the new brass pig (that was at heart a pen-wiper) which Mrs. +Alwynn had pointed out as a gift of Mabel Thursby, who always<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span> brought +her back some little "tasty thing from London"—with her eyes on the +brass pig, Ruth resolved that, come what would, she would not allow +herself to sink into such a state of mental paralysis again.</p> + +<p>To read a book of any description was out of the question in the society +of Mrs. Alwynn. But Ruth, with the connivance of Mr. Alwynn, devised a +means of eluding her aunt. At certain hours of the day she was lost +regularly, and not to be found. It was summer, and the world, or at +least the neighborhood of Slumberleigh Rectory, which was the same +thing, was all before her where to choose. In after-years she used to +say that some books had always remained associated with certain places +in her mind. With Emerson she learned to associate the scent of hay, the +desultory remarks of hens, and the sudden choruses of ducks. Carlyle's +"Sartor Resartus," which she read for the first time this year, always +recalled to her afterwards the leathern odor of the box-room, with an +occasional <i>soupçon</i> of damp flapping linen in the orchard, which spot +was not visible from the rectory windows.</p> + +<p>Gradually Mrs. Alwynn became aware of the fact that Ruth was never to be +seen with a book in her hand, and she expressed fears that the latter +was not keeping up her reading.</p> + +<p>"And if you don't like to read to yourself, my dear, you can read to me +while I work. German, now. I like the sound of German very well. It +brings back the time when your Uncle John and I went up the Rhine on our +honey-moon. And then, for English reading there's a very nice book Uncle +John has somewhere on natural history, called 'Animals of a Quiet Life,' +by a Mr. Hare, too—so comical, I always think. It's good for you to be +reading something. It is what your poor dear granny would have wished if +she had been alive. Only it must not be poetry, Ruth, not poetry."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Alwynn did not approve of poetry. She was wont to say that for her +part she liked only what was perfectly <i>true</i>, by which it is believed +she meant prose.</p> + +<p>She had no books of her own. In times of illness she borrowed from Mrs. +Thursby (who had all Miss Young's works, and selections from the +publications of the S.P.C.K.). On Sundays, when she could not work, she +read, half aloud, of course, with sighs at intervals, a little manual +called "Gold Dust," or a smaller one still called "Pearls of Great +Price," which she had once recommended to Charles, whom she knew +slightly, and about whom she affected to know a great deal, which +nothing (except pressing) would induce her to re<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span>peat; which rendered +the application of the "Pearls," to be followed by the "Dust," most +essential to his future welfare.</p> + +<p>On this particular morning in August, Ruth had slipped out as far as the +chestnut-tree, the lower part of which was hidden from the rectory +windows by a blessed yew hedge. It was too hot to walk, it was too hot +to draw, it was even too hot to read. It did not seem, however, to be +too hot to <i>ride</i>, for presently she heard a horse's hoofs clattering +across the stones of the stable-yard, and she knew, from the familiarity +of the sound at that hour of the day, that Dare had probably ridden +over, and, more probably still, would stay to luncheon.</p> + +<p>The foreign gentleman, as all the village people called him, had by this +time become quite an institution in the neighborhood of Vandon. Every +one liked him, and he liked every one. Like the sun, he shone upon the +just and unjust. He went to every tennis-party to which he was invited. +He was pleased if people were at home when he called. He became in many +houses a privileged person, and he never abused his privileges. Women +especially liked him. He had what Mrs. Eccles defined as "such a way +with him;" his way being to make every woman he met think that she was +particularly interesting in his eyes—for the time being. Men did not, +of course, care for him so much. When he stayed anywhere, it was vaguely +felt by the sterner sex of the party that he stole a march upon them. +While they were smoking, after their kind, in clusters on the lawn, it +would suddenly be observed that he was sitting in the drawing-room, +giving a lesson in netting, or trying over a new song encircled by young +ladyhood. It was felt that he took an unfair advantage. What business +had he to come down to tea in that absurd amber plush smoking-suit, just +because the elder ladies had begged to see it? It was all the more +annoying, because he looked so handsome in it. Like most men who are +admired by women, he was not much liked by men.</p> + +<p>But the house to which he came the oftenest was Slumberleigh Rectory. He +was faithful to his early admiration of Ruth; and the only obstacle to +his making her (in his opinion) happy among women, namely, her possible +want of fortune, had long since been removed by the confidential remarks +of Mrs. Alwynn. To his foreign habits and ideas fourteen or fifteen +hundred a year represented a very large sum. In his eyes Ruth was an +heiress, and in all good earnest he set himself to win her. Mr. Alwynn +had now become the proper person to consult regarding his property; and +at first, to Ruth's un<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span>disguised satisfaction, he consulted him nearly +every other day, his horse at last taking the turn for Slumberleigh as a +matter of course. Many a time, in these August days, might Mrs. Eccles +and all the other inhabitants of Slumberleigh have seen Dare ride up the +little street, taking as much active exercise as his horse, only +skyward; the saddle being to him merely a point of rebound.</p> + +<p>But if the object of his frequent visits was misunderstood by Ruth at +first, Dare did not allow it to remain so long. And not only Ruth +herself, but Mr. and Mrs. Alwynn, and the rectory servants, and half the +parish were soon made aware of the state of his affections. What was the +good of being in love, of having in view a social aim of such a +praiseworthy nature, if no one were aware of the same? Dare was not the +man to hide even a night-light under a bushel; how much less a burning +and a shining hymeneal torch such as this. His sentiments were strictly +honorable. If he raised expectations, he was also quite prepared to +fulfil them. Miss Deyncourt was quite right to treat him with her +adorable, placid assumption of indifference until his attentions were +more avowed. In the mean while she was an angel, a lily, a pearl, a +star, and several other things, animal, vegetable, and mineral, which +his vivid imagination chose to picture her. But whatever Dare's faults +may have been—and Ruth was not blind to them—he was at least head over +ears in love with her, fortune or none; and as his attachment deepened, +it burned up like fire all the little follies with which it had begun.</p> + +<p>A clergyman has been said to have made love to the helpmeet of his +choice out of the Epistle to the Galatians. Dare made his out of +material hardly more promising—plans for cottages, and estimates of +repairs. He had quickly seen how to interest Ruth, though the reason for +such an eccentric interest puzzled him. However, he turned it to his +advantage. Ruth encouraged, suggested, sympathized in all the little he +was already doing, and the much that he proposed to do.</p> + +<p>Of late, however, a certain not ungrounded suspicion had gradually +forced itself upon her which had led her to withdraw as much as she +could from her former intercourse with Dare; but her change of manner +had not quite the effect she had intended.</p> + +<p>"She thinks I am not serious," Dare had said to himself; "she thinks +that I play with her feelings. She does not know me. To-morrow I ride +over; I set her mind at rest. To-morrow I propose; I make an offer; I +claim that adored hand; I—become engaged."</p> + +<p>Accordingly, not long after the clatter of horse's hoofs in the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span> +stable-yard, Dare himself appeared in the garden, and perceiving Ruth, +for whom he was evidently looking, informed her that he had ridden over +to ask Mr. Alwynn to support him at a dinner his tenants were giving in +his honor—a custom of the Vandon tenantry from time immemorial on the +accession of a new landlord. He spoke absently; and Ruth, looking at him +more closely as he stood before her, wondered at his altered manner. He +had a rose in his button-hole. He always had a rose in his button-hole; +but somehow this was more of a rose than usual. His mustaches were +twirled up with unusual grace.</p> + +<p>"You will find Mr. Alwynn in the study," said Ruth, hurriedly.</p> + +<p>His only answer was to cast aside his whip and gloves, as possible +impediments later on, and to settle himself, with an elegant arrangement +of the choicest gaiters, on the grass at her feet.</p> + +<p>It is probably very disagreeable to repeat in any form, however +discreetly worded, the old phrase—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"The reason why I cannot tell,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But I don't like you, Doctor Fell."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>But it must be especially disagreeable, if a refusal is at first not +taken seriously, to be obliged to repeat it, still more plainly, a +second time. It was Ruth's fate to be obliged to do this, and to do it +hurriedly, or she foresaw complications might arise.</p> + +<p>At last Dare understood, and the sudden utter blankness of his +expression smote Ruth to the heart. He had loved her in his way after +all. It is a bitter thing to be refused. She felt that she had been +almost brutal in her direct explicitness, called forth at the moment by +an instinct that he would proceed to extreme measures unless +peremptorily checked.</p> + +<p>"I am so sorry," she said, involuntarily.</p> + +<p>Poor Dare, who had recovered a certain amount of self-possession, now +that he was on his feet again, took up his gloves and riding-whip in +silence. All his jaunty self-assurance had left him. He seemed quite +stunned. His face under his brown skin was very pale.</p> + +<p>"I am so sorry," said Ruth again, feeling horribly guilty.</p> + +<p>"It is I who am sorry," he said, humbly. "I have made a great mistake, +for which I ask pardon;" and, after looking at her for a moment, in +blank incertitude as to whether she could really be the same person whom +he had come to seek in such happy confidence half an hour before, he +raised his hat, his new light gray hat, and was gone.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span></p> + +<p>Ruth watched him go, and when he had disappeared, she sat down again +mechanically in the chair from which she had risen a few moments before, +and pressed her hands tightly together. She ought not to have allowed +such a thing to happen, she said to herself. Somehow it had never +presented itself to her in its serious aspect before. It is difficult to +take a vain man seriously. Poor Mr. Dare! She had not known he was +capable of caring so much about anything. He had never appeared to such +advantage in her eyes as he had done when he had left her the moment +before, grave and silent. She felt she had misjudged him. He was not so +frivolous, after all. And now that her influence was at an end, who +would keep him up to the mark about the various duties which she knew +now he had begun to fulfil only to please her? Oh, who would help and +encourage him in that most difficult of positions, a land-owner without +means sufficient for doing the best by land and tenantry? She +instinctively felt that he could not be relied upon for continuous +exertion by himself.</p> + +<p>"I wish I could have liked him," said Ruth to herself. "I wish, I wish, +I could!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIIb" id="CHAPTER_XIIb"></a>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + + +<p>During the whole of the following week Dare appeared no more at +Slumberleigh. Mrs. Alwynn, whose time was much occupied as a rule in +commenting on the smallest doings of her neighbors, and in wondering why +they left undone certain actions which she herself would have performed +in their place, Mrs. Alwynn would infallibly have remarked upon his +absence many times during every hour of the day, had not her attention +been distracted for the time being by a one-horse fly which she had seen +go up the road on the afternoon of the day of Dare's last visit, the +destination of which had filled her soul with anxious conjecture.</p> + +<p>She did not ascertain till the following day that it had been ordered +for Mrs. Smith, of Greenacre; though, as she told Ruth, she might have +known that, as Mr. Smith was going for a holiday with Mrs. Smith, and +their pony lame in its feet; that they would have to have a fly, and +with that hill up to Greenacre she was surprised one horse was enough.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span></p> + +<p>When the question of the fly had been thus satisfactorily settled, and +Mrs. Alwynn had ceased wondering whether the Smiths had gone to Tenby or +to Rhyl (she always imagined people went to one or other of these two +places), her whole attention reverted to a screen which she was making, +the elegance and novelty of which supplied her with a congenial subject +of conversation for many days.</p> + +<p>"There is something so new in a screen, an entire screen of Christmas +cards," Mrs. Alwynn would remark. "Now, Mrs. Thursby's new screen is all +pictures out of the <i>Graphic</i>, and those colored Christmas numbers. She +has put all her cards in a book. There is something rather <i>passy</i> about +those albums, I think. Now I fancy this screen will look quite out of +the common, Ruth; and when it is done, I shall get some of those +Japanese cranes and stand them on the top. Their claws are made to twist +round, you know, and I shall put some monkeys—you know those droll +chenille monkeys, Ruth—creeping up the sides to meet the cranes. I +don't honestly think, my dear"—with complacency—"that many people will +have anything like it."</p> + +<p>Ruth did not hesitate to say that she felt certain very few would.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Alwynn was delighted at the interest she took in her new work. Ruth +was coming out at last, she told her husband; and she passed many happy +hours entirely absorbed in the arrangement of the cards upon the panels. +Ruth, thankful that her attention had been providentially distracted +from the matter that filled her own thoughts, in a way that surprised +and annoyed her, sorted, and snipped, and pasted, and decided weighty +questions as to whether a goitred robin on a twig should be placed next +to a smiling plum-pudding, dancing a polka with a turkey, or whether a +congealed cross, with "Christian greeting" in icicles on it, should +separate the two.</p> + +<p>To her uncle Ruth told what had happened; and as he slowly wended his +way to Vandon on the day fixed for the tenant's dinner, Mr. Alwynn mused +thereon, and I believe, if the truth were known, he was sorry that Dare +had been refused. He was a little before his time, and he stopped on the +bridge, and looked at the river, as it came churning and sweeping below, +fretted out of its usual calm by the mill above. I think that as he +leaned over the low stone parapet he made many quiet little reflections +besides the involuntary one of himself in the water below. He would have +liked (he was conscious that it was selfish, but yet he <i>would</i> have +liked) to have Ruth near him always. He would have liked to see this +strange son of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span> his old friend in good hands, that would lead him—as it +is popularly supposed a woman's hand sometimes can—in the way of all +others in which Mr. Alwynn was anxious that he should walk; a way in +which he sometimes feared that Dare had not made any great progress as +yet. Mr. Alwynn felt at times, when conversing with him, that Dare's +life could not have been one in which the nobler feelings of his nature +had been much brought into play, so crude and unformed were his ideas of +principle and responsibility, so slack and easy-going his views of life.</p> + +<p>But if Mr. Alwynn felt an occasional twinge of anxiety and misgiving +about his young friend, it speedily turned to self-upbraiding for +indulging in a cynical, unworthy spirit, which was ever ready to seek +out the evil and overlook the good; and he gradually convinced himself +that only favorable circumstances were required for the blossoming forth +of those noble attributes, of which the faintest indications on Dare's +part were speedily magnified by the powerful lens of Mr. Alwynn's +charity to an extent which would have filled Dare with satisfaction, and +would have overwhelmed a more humble nature with shame.</p> + +<p>And Ruth would not have him! Mr. Alwynn remembered a certain passage in +his own youth, a long time ago, when somebody (a very foolish somebody, +I think) would not have him either; and it was with that remembrance +still in his mind that he met Dare, who had come as far as the lodge +gates to meet him, and whose forlorn appearance touched Mr. Alwynn's +heart the moment he saw him.</p> + +<p>There was not time for much conversation. To his astonishment Mr. Alwynn +found Dare actually nervous about the coming ordeal; and on the way to +the Green Dragon, where the dinner was to be given, he reassured him as +best he could, and suggested the kind of answer he should make when his +health was drunk.</p> + +<p>When, a couple of hours later, all was satisfactorily over, when the +last health had been drunk, the last song sung, and Dare was driving Mr. +Alwynn home in the shabby old Vandon dog-cart, both men were at first +too much overcome by the fumes of tobacco, in which they had been +hidden, to say a word to each other. At last, however, Mr. Alwynn drew a +long breath, and said, faintly:</p> + +<p>"I trust I may never be so hot again. Drive slowly under these trees, +Dare. It is cooling to look at them after sitting behind that steaming +volcano of a turkey. How is your head getting on? I saw you went in for +punch."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Was that punch?" said Dare. "Then I take no more punch in the future."</p> + +<p>"You spoke capitally, and brought in the right sentiment, that there is +no place like home, in first-rate style. You see, you need not have been +nervous."</p> + +<p>"Ah! but it was you who spoke really well," said Dare, with something of +his old eager manner. "You know these people. You know their heart. You +understand them. Now, for me, I said what you tell me, and they were +pleased, but I can never be with them like you. I understand the words +they speak, but themselves I do not understand."</p> + +<p>"It will come."</p> + +<p>"No," with a rare accession of humility. "I have cared for none of these +things till—till I came to hear them spoken of at Slumberleigh by you +and—and now at first it is smooth, because I say I will do what I can, +but soon they will find out I cannot do much, and then—" He shrugged +his shoulders.</p> + +<p>They drove on in silence.</p> + +<p>"But these things are nothing—nothing," burst out Dare at last, in a +tremulous voice, "to the one thing I think of all night, all day—how I +love Miss Deyncourt, and how," with a simplicity which touched Mr. +Alwynn, "she does not love me at all."</p> + +<p>There is something pathetic in seeing any cheerful, light-hearted animal +reduced to silence and depression. To watch a barking, worrying, jovial +puppy suddenly desist from parachute expeditions on unsteady legs, and +from shaking imaginary rats, and creep, tail close at home, overcome by +affliction, into obscurity, is a sad sight. Mr. Alwynn felt much the +same kind of pity for Dare as he glanced at him, resignedly blighted, +handsomely forlorn, who but a short time ago had taken life as gayly and +easily as a boy home for the holidays.</p> + +<p>"Sometimes," said Mr. Alwynn, addressing himself to the mill, and the +bridge, and the world in general, "young people change their minds. I +have known such things happen."</p> + +<p>"I shall never change mine."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps not; but others might."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" and Dare turned sharply towards Mr. Alwynn, scanning his face with +sudden eagerness. "You think—you think, possibly—"</p> + +<p>"I don't think anything at all," interposed Mr. Alwynn, rather taken +aback at the evident impression his vague words had made,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span> and anxious +to qualify them. "I was only speaking generally; but—ahem! there is one +point, as we are on the subject, that—"</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes?"</p> + +<p>"Whether you consider any decision as final or not"—Mr. Alwynn +addressed the clouds in the sky—"I think, if you do not wish it to be +known that anything has taken place, you had better come and see me +occasionally at Slumberleigh. I have missed your visits for the past +week. The fact is, Mrs. Alwynn has a way of interesting herself in all +her friends. She has a kind heart, and—you—understand—any little +difference in their behavior might be observed by her, and might +possibly—might possibly"—Mr. Alwynn was at a loss for a word—"be, in +short, commented on to others. Suppose now you were to come back with me +to tea to-day?"</p> + +<p>And Dare went, nothing loath, and arrived at a critical moment in the +manufacture of the screen, when all the thickest Christmas cards +threatened to resist the influence of paste, and to curl up, to the +great anxiety of Mrs. Alwynn.</p> + +<p>One of the principle reasons of Dare's popularity was the way in which +he threw his whole heart into whatever he was doing, for the time; never +for a long time, certainly, for he rarely bored himself or others by +adherence to one set of ideas after its novelty had worn off.</p> + +<p>And now, as if nothing else existed in the world, and with a grave +manner suggesting repressed suffering and manly resignation, he +concentrated his whole mind on Mrs. Alwynn's recalcitrant cards, and +made Ruth grateful to him by his tact in devoting himself to her aunt +and the screen.</p> + +<p>"Well, I never!" said Mrs. Alwynn, after he was gone. "I never did see +any one like Mr. Dare. I declare he has made the church stick, Ruth, and +'Blessings on my friend,' which turned up at the corners twice when you +put it on, and the big middle one of the kittens skating, too! Dear me! +I am pleased. I hope Mrs. Thursby won't call till it's finished. But he +did not look well, Ruth, did he? Rather pale now, I thought."</p> + +<p>"He has had a tiring day," said Ruth.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIIIb" id="CHAPTER_XIIIb"></a>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + + +<p>At Slumberleigh you have time to notice the change of the seasons. There +is no hurry at Slumberleigh. Spring, summer, autumn, and winter, each in +their turn, take quite a year to come and go. Three months ago it was +August; now September had arrived. It was actually the time of damsons. +Those damsons which Ruth had seen dangling for at least three years in +the cottage orchards were ripe at last. It seemed ages ago since April, +when the village was a foaming mass of damson blossom, and the "plum +winter" had set in just when spring really seemed to have arrived for +good. It was a well-known thing in Slumberleigh, though Ruth till last +April had not been aware of it, that God Almighty always sent cold +weather when the Slumberleigh damsons were in bloom, to harden the +fruit. And now the lame, the halt, and the aged of Slumberleigh, all +with one consent, mounted on tottering ladders to pick their damsons, or +that mysterious fruit, closely akin to the same, called "black Lamas +ploums."</p> + +<p>There were plum accidents, of course, in plenty. The Lord took Mrs. +Eccles's own uncle from his half-filled basket to another world, for +which, as a "tea and coffee totaller," he was no doubt well prepared. +The too receptive organisms of unsuspecting infancy suffered in their +turn. In short, it was a busy season for Mr. and Mrs. Alwynn.</p> + +<p>Ruth had plenty of opportunities now for making her long-projected +sketch of the ruined house of Arleigh, for the old woman who lived in +the lodge close by, and had charge of the place, had "ricked" her back +in a damson-tree, and Ruth often went to see her. She had been Ruth's +nurse in her childhood, and having originally come from Slumberleigh, +returned there when the Deyncourt children grew up, and lived happily +ever after, with the very blind and entirely deaf old husband of her +choice, in the gray stone lodge at Arleigh.</p> + +<p>It was on her return from one of these almost daily visits that Mrs. +Eccles pounced on Ruth as she passed her gate, and under pretence of +inquiring after Mrs. Cotton, informed her that she herself was suffering +in no slight degree. Ruth, who suddenly remembered<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span> that she had been +remiss in "dropping in" on Mrs. Eccles of late, dropped in then and +there to make up for past delinquencies.</p> + +<p>"Is it rheumatism again?" she asked, as Mrs. Eccles seemed inclined to +run off at once into a report of the goings on of Widow Jones's Sally.</p> + +<p>"Not that, my dear, so much as a sinking," said Mrs. Eccles, passing her +hand slowly over what seemed more like a rising than a depression in her +ample figure. "But there! I've not been myself since the Lord took old +Samiwell Price, and that's the truth."</p> + +<p>Samuel Price was the relation who had entered into rest off a ladder, +and Ruth looked duly serious.</p> + +<p>"I have no doubt it upset you very much," she said.</p> + +<p>"Well, miss," returned Mrs. Eccles, with dignity, "it's not as if I'd +had my 'ealth before. I've had something wrong in the cistern" (Ruth +wondered whether she meant system) "these many years. From a gell I +suffered in my inside. But lor'! I was born to trouble, baptized in a +bucket, and taken with collects at a week old. And how did you say Mrs. +Cotton of the lodge might be, miss, as I hear is but poorly too?"</p> + +<p>Ruth replied that she was better.</p> + +<p>"She's no size to keep her in 'ealth," said Mrs. Eccles, "and so bent as +she does grow, to be sure. Eh, dear, but it's a good thing to be tall. I +always think little folks they're like them little watches, they've no +room for their insides. And I wonder now"—Mrs. Eccles was coming to the +point that had made her entrap Ruth on her way past—"I wonder now—"</p> + +<p>Ruth did not help her. She knew too well the universal desire for +knowledge of good and evil peculiar to her sex to doubt for a moment +that Mrs. Eccles had begged her to "step in" only to obtain some piece +of information, about which her curiosity had been aroused.</p> + +<p>"I wonder, now, if Cotton at the lodge has heard anything of the +poachers again this year, round Arleigh way?"</p> + +<p>"Not that I know of," said Ruth, surprised at the simplicity of the +question.</p> + +<p>"Dear sakes! and to think of 'em at Vandon last night, and Mr. Dare and +the keepers out all night after 'em."</p> + +<p>Ruth was interested in spite of herself.</p> + +<p>"And the doctor sent for in the middle of the night," continued Mrs. +Eccles, covertly eying Ruth. "Poor young gentleman! For all his forrin +ways, there's a many in Vandon as sets store by him."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I don't think you need be uneasy about Mr. Dare," said Ruth, coldly, +conscious that Mrs. Eccles was dying to see her change color. "If +anything had happened to him Mr. Alwynn would have heard of it. And +now," rising, "I must be going; and if I were you, Mrs. Eccles, I should +not listen to all the gossip of the village."</p> + +<p>"Me listen!" said Mrs. Eccles, much offended. "Me, as is too poorly so +much as to put my foot out of the door! But, dear heart!" with her usual +quickness of vision, "if there isn't Mr. Alwynn and Dr. Brown riding up +the street now in Dr. Brown's gig! Well, I never! and Mr. Alwynn +a-getting out, and a-talking as grave as can be to Dr. Brown. Poor Mr. +Dare! Poor dear young gentleman!"</p> + +<p>Ruth was conscious that she beat rather a hurried retreat from Mrs. +Eccles's cottage, and that her voice was not quite so steady as usual +when she asked the doctor if it were true that Mr. Dare had been hurt.</p> + +<p>"All the village will have it that he is killed; but he is all right, I +assure you, Miss Deyncourt," said the kind old doctor, so soothingly and +reassuringly that Ruth grew pink with annoyance at the tone. "Not a +scratch. He was out with his keepers last night, and they had a brush +with poachers; and Martin, the head keeper was shot in the leg. Bled a +good deal, so they sent for me; but no danger. I picked up your uncle +here on his way to see him, and so I gave him a lift there and back. +That is all, I assure you."</p> + +<p>And Dr. Brown and Mrs. Eccles, straining over her geraniums, both came +to the same conclusion, namely, that, as Mrs. Eccles elegantly expressed +it, "Miss Ruth wanted Mr. Dare."</p> + +<p>"And he'll have her, too, I'm thinking, one of these days," Mrs. Eccles +would remark to the circle of her acquaintance.</p> + +<p>Indeed, the match was discussed on numerous ladders, with almost as much +interest as the unfailing theme of the damsons themselves.</p> + +<p>And Dare rode over to the rectory as often as he used to do before a +certain day in August, when he had found Ruth under the +chestnut-tree—the very day before Mrs. Alwynn started on her screen, +now the completed glory of the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>And was Ruth beginning to like him?</p> + +<p>As it had not occurred to her to ask herself that question, I suppose +she was <i>not</i>.</p> + +<p>Dare had grown very quiet and silent of late, and showed a growing +tendency to dark hats. His refusal had been so unexpected that the blow, +when it came, fell with all the more crushing force.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span> His self-love and +self-esteem had been wounded; but so had something else. Under the +velvet corduroy waistcoat, which he wore in imitation of Ralph, he had a +heart. Whether it was one of the very best of its kind or warranted to +wear well is not for us to judge; but, at any rate, it was large enough +to take in a very real affection, and to feel a very sharp pang. Dare's +manner to Ruth was now as diffident as it had formerly been assured. To +some minds there is nothing more touching than a sudden access of +humility on the part of a vain man.</p> + +<p>Whether Ruth's mind was one of this class or not we do not pretend to +know.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIVb" id="CHAPTER_XIVb"></a>CHAPTER XIV.</h2> + + +<p>It was Sunday morning at Atherstone. In the dining-room, breakfasting +alone, for he had come down late, was Sir Charles Danvers. His sudden +arrival on the previous Saturday was easily accounted for. When he had +casually walked into the drawing-room late in the evening, he had +immediately and thoroughly explained the reasons of his unexpected +arrival. It seemed odd that he should have come to Atherstone, in the +midland counties, "on his way" between two shooting visits in the north, +but so it was. It might have been thought that one of his friends would +have been willing to keep him two days longer, or receive him two days +earlier; but no doubt every one knows his own affairs best, and Charles +might certainly, "at his age," as he was so fond of saying, be expected +to know his.</p> + +<p>Anyhow, there he was, leaning against the open window, coffee-cup in +hand, lazily watching the dwindling figures of Ralph and Evelyn, with +Molly between them, disappearing in the direction of Greenacre church, +hard by.</p> + +<p>The morning mist still lingered on the land, and veiled the distance +with a tender blue. And up across the silver fields, and across the +standing armies of the yellowing corn, the sound of church bells came +from Slumberleigh, beyond the river; bringing back to Charles, as to us +all, old memories, old hopes, old visions of early youth, long +cherished, long forgotten.</p> + +<p>The single bell of Greenacre was giving forth a slow, persistent, +cracked invitation to true believers, as an appropriate prelude to Mr. +Smith's eloquence; but Charles did not hear its testimony.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span></p> + +<p>He was listening to the Slumberleigh bells. Was that the first chime or +the second?</p> + +<p>Suddenly a thought crossed his mind. Should he go to church?</p> + +<p>He smiled at the idea. It was a little late to think of that. Besides he +had let the others start, and he disliked that refuge of mildew and +dust, Greenacre.</p> + +<p>There was Slumberleigh!</p> + +<p>There went the bells again!</p> + +<p>Slumberleigh! Absurd! Why, he should positively have to run to get there +before the First Lesson; and that mist meant heat, or he was much +mistaken.</p> + +<p>Charles contemplated the mist for a few seconds.</p> + +<p>Tang, teng, ting, tong, tung!</p> + +<p>He certainly always made a point of going to church at his own home. A +good example is, after all, just as important in one place as another.</p> + +<p>Tang, tong, teng, tung, <i>ting</i>! went the bells.</p> + +<p>"Why not run?" suggested an inner voice. "Put down your cup. There! Now! +Your hat's in the hall, with your gloves beside it. Never mind about +your prayer-book. Dear me! Don't waste time looking for your own stick. +Take any. Quick! out through the garden-gate! No one can see you. The +servants have all gone to church except the cook, and the kitchen looks +out on the yew hedge."</p> + +<p>"Over the first stile," said Charles to himself. "I am out of sight of +the house now. Let us be thankful for small mercies. I shall do it yet. +Oh, what a fool I am! I'm worse than Raca, as Molly said. I shall be +rushing precipitately down a steep place into the sea next. Confound +this gate! Why can't people leave them open? At any rate, it will remain +open now. I am not going to have my devotions curtailed by a gate. I +fancied it would be hot, but never anything half as hot as this. I hope +I sha'n't meet Brown taking a morning stroll. I value Brown; but I +should have to dismiss him if he saw me now. I could never meet his eye +again. What on earth shall I say to Ralph and Evelyn when I get back? +What a merciful Providence it is that Aunt Mary is at this moment +intoning a response in the highest church in Scarborough!"</p> + +<p><i>Ting, ting, ting!</i></p> + +<p>"Mr. Alwynn is getting on his surplice, is he? Well, and if he is, I can +make a final rush through the corn, can't I? There's not a creature in +sight. The bell's down! What of that? There is the voluntary. Easy over +the last fields. There are houses in sight, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span> there may be wicked +Sabbath-breakers looking out of windows. Brown's foal has grown since +July. Here we are! I am not the only Christian hurrying among the tombs. +I shall get in with 'the wicked man' after all."</p> + +<p>Some people do not look round in church; others do. Mrs. Alwynn always +did, partly because she wished to see what was going on behind her, and +partly because, in turning back again, she could take a stealthy survey +of Mrs. Thursby's bonnet, in which she always felt a burning interest, +which she would not for worlds have allowed that lady to suspect.</p> + +<p>If the turning round had been all, it would have mattered little; but +Mrs. Alwynn suffered so intensely from keeping silence that she was +obliged to relieve herself at intervals by short whispered comments to +Ruth.</p> + +<p>On this particular morning it seemed as if the comments would never end.</p> + +<p>"I am so glad we asked Mr. Dare into our pew, Ruth. The Thursbys are +full. That's Mrs. Thursby's sister in the red bonnet."</p> + +<p>Ruth made no reply. She was following the responses in the psalms with a +marked attention, purposely marked to check conversation, and sufficient +to have daunted anybody but her aunt.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Alwynn took a spasmodic interest in the psalm, but it did not last.</p> + +<p>"Only two basses in the choir, and the new <i>Te Deum</i>, Ruth. How vexed +Mr. Alwynn will be!"</p> + +<p>No response from Ruth. Mrs. Alwynn took another turn at her prayer-book, +and then at the congregation.</p> + +<p>"'I am become as it were a monster unto—' Ruth! <i>Ruth!</i>"</p> + +<p>Ruth at last turned her head a quarter of an inch.</p> + +<p><i>"Sir Charles Danvers is sitting in the free seats by the font!"</i></p> + +<p>Ruth nailed her eyes to her book, and would vouchsafe no further sign of +attention during the rest of the service; and Dare, on the other side, +anxious to copy Ruth in everything, being equally obdurate, Mrs. Alwynn +had no resource left but to follow the service half aloud to herself, at +the times when the congregation were <i>not</i> supposed to join in, putting +great emphasis on certain words which she felt applicable to herself, in +a manner that effectually prevented any one near her from attending to +the service at all.</p> + +<p>It was with a sudden pang that Dare, following Ruth out into the +sunshine after service, perceived for the first time Charles, standing, +tall and distinguished-looking, beside the rather insignificant heir of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span> +all the Thursbys, who regarded him with the mixed admiration and gnawing +envy of a very young man for a man no longer young.</p> + +<p>And then—Charles never quite knew how it happened, but with the full +intention of walking back to the rectory with the Alwynns, and staying +to luncheon, he actually found himself in Ruth's very presence, +accepting a cordial invitation to luncheon at Slumberleigh Hall. For the +first time during the last ten years he had done a thing he had no +intention of doing. A temporary long-lost feeling of shyness had seized +upon him as he saw Ruth coming out, tall and pale and graceful, from the +shadow of the church porch into the blaze of the mid-day sunshine. He +had not calculated either for that sudden disconcerting leap of the +heart as her eyes met his. He had an idiotic feeling that she must be +aware that he had run most of the way to church, and that he had +contemplated the burnished circles of her back hair for two hours, +without a glance at the fashionably scraped-up head-dress of Mabel +Thursby, with its hogged mane of little wire curls in the nape of the +neck. He felt he still looked hot and dusty, though he had imagined he +was quite cool the moment before. To his own astonishment, he actually +found his self-possession leaving him; and though its desertion proved +only momentary, <i>in</i> that moment he found himself walking away with the +Thursbys in the direction of the Hall. He was provoked, angry with +himself, with the Thursbys, and, most of all, with Mr. Alwynn, who had +come up a second later, and asked him to luncheon, as a matter of +course, also Dare, who accepted with evident gratitude. Charles felt +that he had not gone steeple-chasing over the country only to talk to +Mrs. Thursby, and to see Ruth stroll away over the fields with Dare +towards the rectory.</p> + +<p>However, he made himself extremely agreeable, which was with him more a +matter of habit than those who occasionally profited by it would have +cared to know. He asked young Thursby his opinion on E.C. cartridges; he +condoled with Mrs. Thursby on the loss of her last butler, and recounted +some alarming anecdotes of his own French cook. He admired a pallid +water-color drawing of Venice, in an enormous frame on an enormous +easel, which he rightly supposed to be the manual labor of Mabel +Thursby.</p> + +<p>When he rose to take his leave, young Thursby, intensely flattered by +having been asked for that opinion on cartridges by so renowned a shot +as Charles, offered to walk part of the way back with him.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid I am not going home yet," said Charles, lightly. "Duty +points in the opposite direction, I have to call at the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span> rectory. I want +Mr. Alwynn's opinion on a point of clerical etiquette, which is setting +my young spiritual shepherd at Stoke Moreton against his principal +sheep, namely, myself."</p> + +<p>And Charles took his departure, leaving golden opinions behind him, and +a determination to invite him once more to shoot, in spite of his many +courteous refusals of the last few years.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Alwynn always took a nap after luncheon in her smart Sunday gown, +among the mustard-colored cushions of her high-art sofa. Mr. Alwynn, +also, was apt at the same time to sink into a subdued, almost apologetic +doze, in the old arm-chair which alone had resisted the march of +discomfort, and so-called "taste," which had invaded the rest of the +little drawing-room of Slumberleigh Rectory. Ruth was sitting with her +dark head leaned against the open window-frame. Dare had not stayed +after luncheon, being at times nervously afraid of giving her too much +of his society; and she was at liberty to read over again, if she chose, +the solitary letter which the Sunday post had brought her. But she did +not do so; she was thinking.</p> + +<p>And so her sister Anna was actually returning to England at last! She +and her husband had taken a house in Rome, and had arranged that Ruth +should join them in London in November, and go abroad with them after +Christmas for the remainder of the winter. She had pleasant +recollections of previous winters in Rome, or, on the Riviera with her +grandmother, and she was surprised that she did not feel more interested +in the prospect. She supposed she would like it when the time came, but +she seemed to care very little about it at the present moment. It had +become very natural to live at Slumberleigh, and although there were +drawbacks—here she glanced involuntarily at her aunt, who was making +her slumbers vocal by a running commentary on them through her +nose—still she would be sorry to go. Mr. Alwynn gave the ghost of a +miniature snore, and, opening his eyes, found Ruth bent affectionately +upon him. Her mind went back to another point in Anna's letter. After +dilating on the extreme admiration and regard entertained for herself by +her husband, his readiness with shawls, etc., she went on to ask whether +Ruth had heard any news of Raymond.</p> + +<p>Ruth sighed. Would there ever be any news of Raymond? The old nurse at +Arleigh always asked the same question. "Any news of Master Raymond?" It +was with a tired ache of the heart that Ruth heard that question, and +always gave the same answer. Once she had heard from him since Lady +Deyncourt's death, after she had written to tell him, as gently as she +could, that she and Anna had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span> inherited all their grandmother had to +leave. A couple of months later she had received a hurried note in +reply, inveighing against Lady Deyncourt's injustice, saying (as usual) +that he was hard up for money, and that, when he knew where it might +safely be sent, he should expect her and her sister to make up to him +for his disappointment. And since then, since April—not a word. June, +July, August, September. Four months and no sign. When he was in want of +money his letters heretofore had made but little delay. Had he fallen +ill and died out there, or met his death suddenly, perhaps in some wild +adventure under an assumed name? Her lips tightened, and her white brows +contracted over her absent eyes. It was an old anxiety, but none the +less wearing because it was old. Ruth put it wearily from her, and took +up the first book which came to her hand, to distract her attention.</p> + +<p>It was a manual out of which Mrs. Alwynn had been reading extracts to +her in the morning, while Ruth had been engaged in preparing herself to +teach in the Sunday-school. She wondered vaguely how pleasure could be +derived, even by the most religious persons, from seeing favorite texts +twined in and out among forget-me-nots, or falling aslant in old English +letters off bunches of violets; but she was old enough and wise enough +to know that one man's religion is another man's occasion of stumbling. +Books are made to fit all minds, and small minds lose themselves in +large-minded books. The thousands in which these little manuals are +sold, and the confidence with which their readers recommend them to +others, indicates the calibre of the average mind, and shows that they +meet a want possibly "not known before," but which they alone, with +their little gilt edges, can adequately fill. Ruth was gazing in absent +wonder at the volume which supplied all her aunt's spiritual needs when +she heard the wire of the front door-bell squeak faintly. It was a +stiff-necked and obdurate bell, which for several years Mr. Alwynn had +determined to see about.</p> + +<p>A few moments later James, the new and inexperienced footman, opened the +door about half a foot, put in his head, murmured something inaudible, +and withdrew it again.</p> + +<p>A tall figure appeared in the door-way, and advanced to meet her, then +stopped midway. Ruth rose hastily, and stood where she had risen, her +eyes glancing first at Mr. and then at Mrs. Alwynn.</p> + +<p>The alien presence of a visitor had not disturbed them. Mrs. Alwynn, her +head well forward and a succession of chins undulating in perfect repose +upon her chest, was sleeping as a stout person only<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span> can—all over. Mr. +Alwynn, opposite, his thin hands clasped listlessly over his knee, was +as unconscious of the two pairs of eyes fixed upon him as Nelson +himself, laid out in Madame Tussaud's.</p> + +<p>Charles's eyes, twinkling with suppressed amusement, met Ruth's. He +shook his head energetically, as she made a slight movement as if to +wake them, and stepping forward, pointed with his hat towards the open +window, which reached to the ground. Ruth understood, but she hesitated. +At this moment Mrs. Alwynn began a variation on the simple theme in +which she had been indulging, and in so much higher a key that all +hesitation vanished. She stepped hastily out through the window, and +Charles followed. They stood together for a moment in the blazing +sunshine, both too much amused to speak.</p> + +<p>"You are bareheaded," he said, suddenly; "is there any"—looking +round—"any shade we could take refuge under?"</p> + +<p>Ruth led the way round the yew hedge to the horse-chestnut; that +horse-chestnut under which Dare had once lost his self-esteem.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid," said Charles, "I arrived at an inopportune moment. As I +was lunching with the Thursbys, I came up in the hope of finding Mr. +Alwynn, whom I wanted to consult about a small matter in my own parish."</p> + +<p>Charles was quite pleased with this sentence when he had airily given it +out. It had a true ring about it he fancied, which he remembered with +gratitude was more than the door-bell had. Peace be with that door-bell, +and with the engaging youth who answered it.</p> + +<p>"I wish you had let me wake Mr. Alwynn," said Ruth. "He will sleep on +now till the bells begin."</p> + +<p>"On no account. I should have been shocked if you had disturbed him. I +assure you I can easily wait until he naturally wakes up; that is," with +a glance at the book in her hand, "if I am not disturbing you—if you +are not engaged in improving yourself at this moment."</p> + +<p>"No. I have improved myself for the day, thanks. I can safely afford to +relax a little now."</p> + +<p>"So can I. I resemble Lady Mary in that. On Sunday mornings she reflects +on her own shortcomings; on Sunday afternoons she finds an innocent +relaxation in pointing out mine."</p> + +<p>"Where is Lady Mary now?"</p> + +<p>"I should say she was in her Bath-chair on the Scarborough sands at this +moment."</p> + +<p>"I like her," said Ruth, with decision.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Tastes differ. Some people feel drawn towards wet blankets, and others +have a leaning towards pokers. Do you know why you like her?"</p> + +<p>"I never thought about it, but I suppose it was because she seemed to +like <i>me</i>."</p> + +<p>"Exactly. You admired her good taste. A very natural vanity, most +pardonable in the young, was gratified at seeing marks of favor so well +bestowed."</p> + +<p>"I dare say you are right. At any rate, you seem so familiar with the +workings of vanity in the human breast that it would be a pity to +contradict you."</p> + +<p>"By-the-way," said Charles, speaking in the way people do who have +nothing to say, and are trying to hit on any subject of conversation, +"have you heard any more of your tramp? There was no news of him when I +left. I asked the Slumberleigh policeman about him again on my way to +the station."</p> + +<p>"I have heard no more of him, though I keep his memory green. I have not +forgotten the fright he gave me. I had always imagined I was rather a +self-possessed person till that day."</p> + +<p>"I am a coward myself when I am frightened," said Charles, consolingly, +"though at other times as bold as a lion."</p> + +<p>They were both sitting under the flickering shadow of the already +yellowing horse-chestnut-tree, the first of all the trees to set the +gorgeous autumn fashions. But as yet it was paling only at the edges of +its slender fans. The air was sweet and soft, with a voiceless whisper +of melancholy in it, as if the summer knew, for all her smiles, her hour +had wellnigh come.</p> + +<p>The rectory cows—the mottled one, and the red one, and the big white +one that was always milked first—came slowly past on their way to the +pond, blinking their white eyelashes leisurely at Charles and Ruth.</p> + +<p>"It is almost as hot as that Sunday in July when we walked over from +Atherstone. Do you remember?" said Charles, suddenly.</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>She knew he was thinking of their last conversation, and she felt a +momentary surprise that he had remembered it.</p> + +<p>"We never finished that conversation," he said, after a pause.</p> + +<p>"No; but then conversations never are finished, are they? They always +seem to break off just when they are coming to the beginning. A bell +rings, or there is an interruption, or one is told it is bedtime."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Or fools rush in with their word where you and I should fear to tread, +and spoil everything."</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"And have you been holding the wool and tying up the flowers, as you so +graphically described, ever since you left Atherstone in July?"</p> + +<p>"I hope I have; I have tried."</p> + +<p>"I am sure of that," he said, with sudden earnestness, then added more +slowly, "I have not wound any wool; I have only enjoyed myself."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps," said Ruth, turning her clear, frank gaze upon him, "that may +have been the harder work of the two; it sometimes is."</p> + +<p>His light, restless eyes, with the searching look in them which she had +seen before, met hers, and then wandered away again to the level meadows +and the woods and the faint sky.</p> + +<p>"I think it was," he said at last; and both were silent. He reflected +that his conversations with Ruth had a way of beginning in fun, becoming +more serious, and ending in silence.</p> + +<p>The bells rang out suddenly.</p> + +<p>Charles thought they were full early.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Alwynn will wake up now," said Ruth; "I will tell him you are +here."</p> + +<p>But before she had time to do more than rise from her chair, Mr. Alwynn +came slowly round the yew hedge, and stopped suddenly in front of the +chestnut-tree, amazed at what he saw beneath it. His mild eyes gazed +blankly at Charles through his spectacles, gathering a pained expression +as they peered over the top of them, which did not lessen when they fell +on Ruth.</p> + +<p>Charles explained in a few words the purport of his visit, which had +already explained itself quite sufficiently to Mr. Alwynn; and +mentioning that he had waited in the hope of presently finding Mr. +Alwynn "disengaged" (at this Mr. Alwynn blushed a little), asked leave +to walk as far as the church with him to consult him on a small matter, +etc. It was a neat sentence, but it did not sound quite so well the +third time. It had lost by the heathenish and vain repetitions to which +it had been subjected.</p> + +<p>"Certainly, certainly," said Mr. Alwynn, mollified, but still +discomposed. "You should have waked me, Ruth;" turning reproachfully to +his niece, whose conduct had never, in his eyes, fallen short of +perfection till this moment. "Little nap after luncheon. Hardly asleep. +You should have waked me."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span></p> + +<p>"There was Aunt Fanny," said Ruth, feeling as if she had committed some +grave sin.</p> + +<p>"Ah-h!" said Mr. Alwynn, as if her reason were a weighty one, his memory +possibly recalling the orchestral flourish which as a rule heralded his +wife's return to consciousness. "True, true, my dear. I must be going," +as the chime ceased. "Are you coming to church this afternoon?"</p> + +<p>Ruth replied that she was not, and Mr. Alwynn and Charles departed +together, Charles ruefully remembering that he had still to ask advice +on a subject the triviality of which would hardly allow of two opinions.</p> + +<p>Ruth watched them walk away together, and then went back noiselessly +into the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Alwynn was sitting bolt upright, her feet upon the floor, her gown +upon the sofa. Her astonished eyes were fixed upon the dwindling figures +of Mr. Alwynn and Charles.</p> + +<p>"Goodness, Ruth!" she exclaimed, "who is that white waistcoat walking +with your uncle?"</p> + +<p>Ruth explained.</p> + +<p>"Dear me! And as likely as not he came to see the new screen. I know +Mrs. Thursby tells everybody about it. And his own house so full of +beautiful things too. Was ever anything so annoying! We should have had +so much in common, for I hear his taste is quite—well, really quite out +of the way. How contrary things are, Ruth! You awake and me asleep, when +it might just as well have been the other way; but it is Sunday, my +dear, so we must not complain. And now, as we have missed church, I will +lie down again, and you shall read me that nice sermon, which I always +like to hear when I can't go to church; the one in the green book about +Nabob's vineyard."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV.</h2> + + +<p>Great philosophers and profound metaphysicians should by rights have +lived at Slumberleigh. Those whose lines have fallen to them "ten miles +from a lemon," have time to think, if so inclined.</p> + +<p>Only elementary natures complain of their surroundings; and though at +first Ruth had been impatient and depressed, after a time she found +that, better than to live in an atmosphere of thought, was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span> to be thrown +entirely on her own resources, and to do her thinking for herself.</p> + +<p>Some minds, of course, sink into inanition if an outward supply of +nutriment is withheld. Others get up and begin to forage for themselves. +Happy are these—when the transition period is over—when, after a time, +the first and worst mistakes have been made and suffered for, and the +only teaching that profits anything at all, the bitter teaching of +experience, has been laid to heart.</p> + +<p>Such a nature was Ruth's, upright, self-reliant, without the impetuosity +and impulsiveness that so often accompanies an independent nature, but +accustomed to look at everything through her own eyes, and to think, but +not till now to act for herself.</p> + +<p>She had been brought up by her grandmother to believe that before all +things <i>noblesse oblige</i>; to despise a dishonorable action, to have her +feelings entirely under control, to be intimate with few, to be +courteous to all. But to help others, to give up anything for them, to +love an unfashionable or middle-class neighbor, or to feel a personal +interest in religion, except as a subject of conversation, had never +found a place in Lady Deyncourt's code, or consequently in Ruth's, +though, as was natural with a generous nature, the girl did many little +kindnesses to those about her, and was personally unselfish, as those +who live with self-centred people are bound to be if there is to be any +semblance of peace in the house.</p> + +<p>But now, new thoughts were stirring within her, were leavening her whole +mind. All through these monotonous months she had watched the quiet +routine of patient effort that went to make up the sum of Mr. Alwynn's +life. He was a shy man. He seldom spoke of religion out of the pulpit; +but all through these long months he preached it without words to Ruth, +as she had never heard it preached before, by</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 2.5em;">"The best portion of a good man's life—</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2.5em;">His little, nameless, unremembered acts</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 3.5em;">Of kindness and of love."</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>It was the first time that she had come into close contact with a life +spent for others, and its beauty appealed to her with a new force, and +gradually but surely changed the current of her thoughts, until, as "we +needs must love the highest when we see it," she unconsciously fell in +love with self-sacrifice.</p> + +<p>The opinions of most young persons, however loudly and injudiciously +proclaimed, rarely do the possessors much harm, because<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span> they are not, +as a rule, acted upon; but with some few people a change of views means +a change of life. Ruth was on the edge of a greater change than she +knew.</p> + +<p>At first she had often regretted the chapter of her life that had been +closed by Lady Deyncourt's death. Now, she felt she could not go back to +it, and find it all-sufficient as of old. It would need an added +element, without which she began to see that any sort or condition of +life is but a stony, dusty concern after all—an element which made even +Mr. Alwynn's colorless existence a contented and happy one.</p> + +<p>Ruth had been telling him one day, as they were walking together, of her +sister's plans for the winter, and that she was sorry to think her time +at Slumberleigh was drawing to a close.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid," he said, "in spite of all you say, my dear, it has been +very dull for you here. No little gayeties or enjoyments such as it is +right young people should have. I wish we had had a picnic, or a +garden-party, or something. Mabel Thursby cannot be happy without these +things, and it is natural at your age that you should wish for them. +Your aunt and I lead very quiet lives. It suits us, but it is different +for young people."</p> + +<p>"Does it suit you?" asked Ruth, with sudden earnestness. "Do you really +like it, or do you sometimes get tired of it?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Alwynn looked a little alarmed and disconcerted. He never cared to +talk about himself.</p> + +<p>"I used to get tired," he said at last, with reluctance, "when I was +younger. There were times when I foolishly expected more from life +than—than, in fact, I quite got, my dear; and the result was, I fear I +had a very discontented spirit—an unthankful, discontented spirit," he +repeated, with sad retrospection.</p> + +<p>Something in his tone touched Ruth to the quick.</p> + +<p>"And now?"</p> + +<p>"I am content now."</p> + +<p>"Uncle John, tell me. How did you grow to feel content?"</p> + +<p>He saw there were tears in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"It took a long time," he said. "Anything that is worth knowing, Ruth, +takes a long time to learn. I think I found in the end, my dear, that +the only way was to put my whole heart into what I was doing," (Mr. +Alwynn's voice was simple and earnest, as if he were imparting to Ruth a +great discovery). "I had tried before, from time to time, of course, but +never quite as hard as I might have done. That was where I failed. When +I put myself on one<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> side, and really settled down to do what I could +for others, life became much simpler and happier."</p> + +<p>He turned his grave, patient eyes to Ruth's again. Was something +troubling her?</p> + +<p>"I have often thought since then," he went on, speaking more to himself +than to her, "that we should consider well what we are keeping back our +strength for, if we find ourselves refusing to put the whole of it into +our work. When at last one does start, one feels it is such a pity one +did not do it earlier in life. When I look at all the young faces +growing up around me, I often hope, Ruth, they won't waste as much time +as I did."</p> + +<p>How simple it seemed while she listened to him; how easy, how natural, +this life for others!</p> + +<p>She could not answer. One sentence of Mr. Alwynn's was knocking at the +door of her heart for admission; was drowning with its loud beating the +sound of all the rest:</p> + +<p><i>"We should consider well what we are keeping back our strength for, if +we refuse to put the whole of it into our work."</i></p> + +<p>She and Mr. Alwynn walked on in silence; and after a time, always afraid +of speaking much on the subject that was first in his own mind, he began +to talk again on trivial matters, to tell her how he had met Dare that +morning, and had promised on her behalf that she would sing at a little +local concert which the Vandon school-master was getting up that week to +defray the annual expense of the Vandon cricket club, and in which Dare +was taking a vivid interest.</p> + +<p>"You won't mind singing, will you, Ruth?" asked Mr. Alwynn, wishing she +would show a little more interest in Dare and his concert.</p> + +<p>"Oh no, of course not," rather hurriedly. "I should be glad to help in +any way."</p> + +<p>"And I thought, my dear, as it would be getting late, we had better +accept his offer of staying the night at Vandon."</p> + +<p>Ruth assented, but so absently that Mr. Alwynn dropped the subject with +a sigh, and walked on, revolving weighty matters in his mind. They had +left the woods now, and were crossing the field where, two months ago, +the school-feast had been held. Mr. Alwynn made some slight allusion to +it, and then coughed. Ruth's attention, which had been distracted, came +back in a moment. She knew her uncle had something which he did not +like, something which yet he felt it his duty to say, when he gave that +particular cough.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span></p> + +<p>"That was when you were staying with the Danvers, wasn't it, Ruth?" in a +would-be casual, disengaged tone.</p> + +<p>"Yes; I came over from Atherstone with Molly Danvers."</p> + +<p>"I remember," said Mr. Alwynn, looking extremely uncomfortable; "and—if +I am not mistaken—ahem! Sir Charles Danvers was staying there at the +same time?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly he was."</p> + +<p>"Yes, and I dare say, Ruth—I am not finding fault, far from it—I dare +say he made himself very agreeable for the time being?"</p> + +<p>"I don't think he made himself so. I should have said he was naturally +so, without any effort, just as some people are naturally the reverse."</p> + +<p>"Indeed! Well, I have always heard he was most agreeable; but I am +afraid—I think perhaps it is just as well you should know—forewarned +is forearmed, you know—that, in fact, he says a great deal more than he +means sometimes."</p> + +<p>"Does he? I dare say he does."</p> + +<p>"He has a habit of appearing to take a great interest in people, which I +am afraid means very little. I dare say he is not fully aware of it, or +I am sure he would struggle against it, and we must not judge him; but +still, his manner does a great deal of harm. It is peculiarly open to +misconstruction. For instance," continued Mr. Alwynn, making a rush as +his courage began to fail him, "it struck me, Ruth, the other +day—Sunday, was it? Yes, I think it <i>was</i> Sunday—that really he had +not much to ask me about his week-day services. I—ahem! I thought he +need not have called."</p> + +<p>"I dare say not."</p> + +<p>"But now, that is just the kind of thing he <i>does</i>—calls, and, +er—under chestnut-trees, and that sort of thing—and how <i>are</i> young +people to know unless their elders tell them that it is only his way, +and that he has done just the same ever so often before?"</p> + +<p>"And will again," said Ruth, trying to keep down a smile. "Is it true +(Mabel is full of it) that he is engaged, or on the point of being so, +to one of Lord Hope-Acton's daughters?"</p> + +<p>"People are always saying he is engaged, to first one person and then +another," said Mr. Alwynn, breathing more freely now that his duty was +discharged. "It often grieves me that your aunt mentions his engagement +so confidently to friends, because it gives people the impression that +we know, and we really don't. He is a great deal talked about, because +he is such a conspicuous man in the county, on account of his wealth and +his place, and the odd things he says and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span> does. There is something +about him that is different from other people. I am sure I don't know +why it is, but I like him very much myself. I have known him do such +kind things. Dear me! What a pleasant week I had at Stoke Moreton last +year. It is beautiful, Ruth; and the collection of old papers and +manuscripts unique! Your aunt was in Devonshire with friends at the +time. I wish he would ask me again this autumn, to see those charters of +Edward IV.'s reign that have been found in the secret drawer of an old +cabinet. I hear they are quite small, and have green seals. I wish I had +thought of asking him about them on Sunday. If they are really +small—but it was only Archdeacon Eldon who told me about them, and he +never sees anything any particular size—if they should happen to be +really small—" And Mr. Alwynn turned eagerly to the all-engrossing +subject of the Stoke Moreton charters, which furnished him with +conversation till they reached home.</p> + +<p><i>"We should consider well what we are keeping back our strength for, if +we refuse to put the whole of it into our work."</i></p> + +<p>All through the afternoon and the quiet, monotonous evening these words +followed Ruth. She read them between the lines of the book she took up. +She stitched them into her sewing. They went up-stairs with her at +night, they followed her into her room, and would not be denied. When +she had sent away her maid, she sat down by the window, and, with the +full harvest-moon for company, faced them and asked them what they +meant. But they only repeated themselves over and over again. What had +they to do with her? Her mind tried to grapple with them in vain. As +often as she came to close quarters with them they eluded her and +disappeared, only to return with the old formula.</p> + +<p>Her thoughts drifted away at last to what Mr. Alwynn had said of +Charles, and all the disagreeable things which Mabel had come up on +Monday morning, with a bunch of late roses, on purpose to tell her +respecting him. She had taken Mabel's information at its true worth, +which I fear was but small; but she felt annoyed that both Mabel and Mr. +Alwynn should have thought it necessary to warn her. As if, she said to +herself, she had not known! Really, she had not been born and bred in +Slumberleigh, nor had she lived there all her life. She had met men of +that kind before. She always liked them. Charles especially amused her, +and she could see that she amused him; and, now she came to think of it, +she supposed he had paid her a good deal of attention at Atherstone, and +perhaps he had not come over to Slumberleigh especially to see Mr. +Alwynn. It was as nat<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span>ural to men like Charles to be always interested +in some one, as it would be unnatural in others ever to be so, except as +the result of long forethought, and with a wedding-ring and a set of +bridesmaids well in view. But to attach any importance to the fact that +Charles liked to talk to her would have been absurd. With another man it +might have meant much; but she had heard of Charles and his misdoings +long before she had met him, and knew what to expect. Lord Breakwater's +sister had confided to her many things respecting him, and had wept +bitter tears on her shoulder, when he suddenly went off to shoot +grizzlies in the Rocky Mountains.</p> + +<p>"He has not sufficient vanity to know that he is exceedingly popular," +said Ruth to herself. "I should think there are few men, handicapped as +he is, who have been liked more entirely for themselves, and less for +their belongings; but all the time he probably imagines people admire +his name, or his place, or his income, and not himself, and consequently +he does not care much what he says or does. I am certain he does not +mean to do any harm. His manner never deceived me for a moment. I can't +see why it should others; but, from all accounts, he seems to be +frequently misunderstood. That is just the right word for him. He is +misunderstood. At any rate, I never misunderstood him. That Sunday call +might have made me suspicious of any ordinary mortal; but I knew no +common rule could apply to such an exception as he is. I only wonder, +when he really does find himself in earnest, how he is to convey his +meaning to the future Lady Danvers. What words would be strong enough; +what ink would be black enough to carry conviction to her mind?"</p> + +<p>She smiled at the thought, and, as she smiled, another face rose +suddenly before her—Dare's pale and serious, as it had been of late, +with the wistful, anxious eyes. <i>He</i>, at least, had meant a great deal, +she thought with remorse. <i>He</i> had been in earnest, sufficiently in +earnest to make himself very unhappy, and on her account.</p> + +<p>Ruth had known for some time that Dare loved her; but to-night that +simple, unobtrusive fact suddenly took larger proportions, came boldly +out of the shadow and looked her in the face.</p> + +<p>He loved her. Well, what then?</p> + +<p>She turned giddy, and leaned her head against the open shutter.</p> + +<p>In the silence the words that had haunted her all the afternoon came +back; not loud as heretofore, but in a whisper, speaking to her heart, +which had begun to beat fast and loud.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span></p> + +<p><i>"We should consider well what we are keeping back our strength for, if +we refuse to put the whole of it into our work."</i></p> + +<p>What work was there for her to do?</p> + +<p>The giddiness and the whirl in her mind died down suddenly like a great +gust on the surface of a lake, and left it still and clear and cold.</p> + +<p>The misery of the world and the inability to meet it had so often +confused and weighed her down that she had come back humbly of late to +the only possibility with which it was in her power to deal, come back +to the well-worn groove of earnest determination to do as much as in her +lay, close at hand, when she could find a field to labor in. And now she +suddenly saw, or thought she saw, that she had found it. She had been +very anxious as to whether Dare would do his duty, but till this moment +it had never struck her that it might be <i>her</i> duty to help him.</p> + +<p>She liked him; and he was poor—too poor to do much for the people who +were dependent on him, the poor, struggling people of Vandon. Their +sullen, miserable faces rose up before her, and their crazy houses. +Fever had broken out again in the cottages by the river. He needed help +and encouragement, for he had a difficult time before him. And she had +these to give, and money too. Could she do better with them? She knew +Mr. Alwynn wished it. And as to herself? Was she never going to put self +on one side? She had never liked any one very much—at least, not in +that way—but she liked him.</p> + +<p>The words came like a loud voice in the silence. She liked him. Well, +what then?</p> + +<p>She shut her eyes, but she only shut out the moon's pale photographs of +the fields and woods. She could not shut out these stern besieging +thoughts.</p> + +<p>What was she holding back for? For some possible ideal romantic future; +for the prince of a fairy story? No? Well, then, for what?</p> + +<p>The moon went behind a cloud, and took all her photographs with her. The +night had turned very cold.</p> + +<p>"To-morrow," said Ruth to herself, rising slowly; "I am too tired to +think now. To-morrow!"</p> + +<p>And as she spoke the faint chime of the clock upon her table warned her +that already it was to-morrow.</p> + +<p>And soon, in a moment, as it seemed to her, before she had had time to +think, it was again to-morrow, a wet, dim to-morrow, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span> she was at +Vandon, running up the wide stone steps in the starlight, under Dare's +protecting umbrella, and allowing him to take her wraps from her before +the hall fire.</p> + +<p>The concert had gone off well. Ruth was pleased, Mr. Alwynn was pleased. +Dare was in a state of repressed excitement, now flying into the +drawing-room to see if there were a good fire, as it was a chilly +evening; now rushing thence to the dining-room to satisfy himself that +all the immense and elaborate preparations which he had enjoined on the +cook had been made. Then, Ruth must be shown to her room. Who was to do +it? He flew to find the house-keeper, and after repeated injunctions to +the house-maid, whom he met in the passage, not to forget the hot water, +took Mr. Alwynn off to his apartment.</p> + +<p>The concert had begun, as concerts always seem to do, at the exact time +at which it is usual to dine, so that it was late before the principal +performers and Mr. Alwynn reached Vandon. It was later still before +supper came, but when it came it was splendid. Dare looked with anxious +satisfaction, over a soup tureen, at the various spiced and glazed forms +of indigestion, sufficient for a dozen people, which covered the table. +It grieved him that Ruth, confronted by a spreading ham, and Mr. Alwynn, +half hidden by a bowlder of turkey, should have such moderate appetites. +But at least she was there, under his roof, at his table. It was not +surprising that he could eat nothing himself.</p> + +<p>After supper, Mr. Alwynn, who combined the wisdom of the worldly serpent +with the harmlessness of the clerical dove, fell—not too +suddenly—asleep by the fire in the drawing-room, and Ruth and Dare went +into the hall, where the piano was. Dare opened it and struck a few +minor chords. Ruth sat down in a great carved arm-chair beside the fire.</p> + +<p>The hall was only lighted by a few tall lamps high on pedestals against +the walls, which threw great profiles of the various busts upon the dim +bass-reliefs of twining scroll-work; and Dare, with his eyes fixed on +Ruth, began to play.</p> + +<p>There is in some music a strange appeal beyond the reach of words. Those +mysterious sharps and flats, and major and minor chords, are an alphabet +that in some occult combinations forms another higher language than that +of speech, a language which, as we listen, thrills us to the heart.</p> + +<p>It was an old piano, with an impediment in its speech, out of the yellow +notes of which Ruth could have made nothing; but in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span> Dare's hands it +spoke for him as he never could have spoken for himself.</p> + +<p>His eyes never left her. He feared to look away, lest he should find the +presence of that quiet, graceful figure by his fireside had been a +dream, and that he was alone again with the dim lamps, alone with Dante +and Cicero and Seneca.</p> + +<p>The firelight dwelt ruddily upon her grave clear-cut face and level +brows, and upon the folds of her white gown. It touched the slender +hands clasped lightly together on her knee, and drew sudden sparks and +gleams out of the diamond pin at her throat.</p> + +<p>His hands trembled on the keys, and as he looked his heart beat high and +higher, loud and louder, till it drowned the rhythm of the music. And as +he looked her calm eyes met his.</p> + +<p>In another moment he was on his knees beside her, her hands caught in +his trembling clasp, and his head pressed down upon them.</p> + +<p>"I know," he gasped, "it is no good. You have told me so once. You will +tell me so again. I am not good enough. I am not worthy. But I love you; +I love you!"</p> + +<p>In moments of real feeling the old words hold their own against all +modern new-comers. Dare repeated them over and over again in a paroxysm +of overwhelming emotion which shook him from head to foot.</p> + +<p>Something in his boyish attitude and in his entire loss of self-control +touched Ruth strangely. She knew he was five or six years her senior, +but at the moment she felt as if she were much older than he, and a +sudden vague wish passed through her mind that he had been nearer her in +age; not quite so young.</p> + +<p>"Well?" she said, gently; and he felt her cool, passive hands tremble a +little in his. Something in the tone of her voice made him raise his +head, and meet her eyes looking down at him, earnestly, and with a great +kindness in them.</p> + +<p>A sudden eager light leaped into his face.</p> + +<p>"Will you?" he whispered, breathlessly, his hands tightening their hold +of hers. "Will you?"</p> + +<p>There was a moment's pause, in which the whole world seemed to stand +quite still and wait for her answer.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said at last, "I will."</p> + +<p>"I am glad I did it," she said to herself, half an hour later, as she +leaned her tired head against the carved oak chimney-piece in her +bedroom, and absently traced with her finger the Latin inscription over +the fireplace. "I like him very much. I am glad I did it."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI.</h2> + + +<p>For many years nothing had given Mr. Alwynn such heart-felt pleasure as +the news Ruth had to tell him, as he drove her back next morning to +Slumberleigh, behind Mrs. Alwynn's long-tailed ponies.</p> + +<p>It was a still September morning, with a faint pearl sky and half-veiled +silver sun. Pale gleams of sunshine wandered across the busy harvest +fields, and burnished the steel of the river.</p> + +<p>Decisions of any kind rarely look their best after a sleepless night; +but as Ruth saw the expression of happiness and relief that came into +her uncle's face, when she told him what had happened, she felt again +that she was glad—very glad.</p> + +<p>"Oh, my dear! my dear!"—Mr. Alwynn was driving the ponies first against +the bank, and then into the opposite ditch—"how glad I am; how +thankful! I had almost hoped, certainly; I wished so much to think it +possible; but then, one can never tell. Poor Dare! poor fellow! I used +to be so sorry for him. And how much you will be able to do at Vandon +among the people. It will be a different place. And it is such a relief +to think that the poor old house will be looked after. It went to my +heart to see the way it had been neglected. I ventured this morning, as +I was down early, to move some of that dear old Worcester farther back +into the cabinet. They really were so near the edge, I could not bear to +see them; and I found a Sèvres saucer, my dear, in the library that +belonged to one of those beautiful cups in the drawing-room. I hope it +was not very wrong, but I had to put it among its relations. It was +sitting with a Delf mug on it, poor thing. Dear me! I little thought +then—Really, I have never been so glad about anything before."</p> + +<p>After a little more conversation, and after Mr. Alwynn had been +persuaded to give the reins to his niece, who was far more composed than +himself, his mind reverted to his wife.</p> + +<p>"I think, my dear, until your engagement is more settled, till I have +had a talk with Dare on the subject (which will be necessary before you +write to your uncle Francis), it would be as well not to refer to it +before—in fact, not to mention it to Mrs. Alwynn. Your<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span> dear aunt's +warm heart and conversational bent make it almost impossible for her to +refrain from speaking of anything that interests her; and indeed, even +if she does not say anything in so many words, I have observed that +opinions are sometimes formed by others as to the subject on which she +is silent, by her manner when any chance allusion is made to it."</p> + +<p>Ruth heartily agreed. She had been dreading the searching catechism +through which Mrs. Alwynn would certainly put her—the minute inquiries +as to her dress, the hour, the place; whether it had been "standing up +or sitting down;" all her questions of course interwoven with personal +reminiscences of "how John had done it," and her own emotion at the +time.</p> + +<p>It was with no small degree of relief at the postponement of that evil +hour that Ruth entered the house. As she did so a faint sound reached +her ear. It was that of a musical-box.</p> + +<p>"Dear! dear!" said Mr. Alwynn, as he followed her. "It is a fine day. +Your aunt must be ill."</p> + +<p>For the moment Ruth did not understand the connection of ideas in his +mind, until she suddenly remembered the musical-box, which, Mrs. Alwynn +had often told her, was "so nice and cheery on a wet day, or in time of +illness."</p> + +<p>She hurriedly entered the drawing-room, followed by Mr. Alwynn, where +the first object that met her view was Mrs. Alwynn extended on the sofa, +arrayed in what she called her tea-gown, a loose robe of blue cretonne, +with a large vine-leaf pattern twining over it, which broke out into +grapes at intervals. Ruth knew that garment well. It came on only when +Mrs. Alwynn was suffering. She had worn it last during a period of +entire mental prostration, which had succeeded all too soon an exciting +discovery of mushrooms in the glebe. Mr. Alwynn's heart and Ruth's sank +as they caught sight of it again.</p> + +<p>With a dignity befitting the occasion, Mrs. Alwynn recounted in detail +the various ways in which she had employed herself after their departure +the previous evening, up to the exact moment when she slipped going +up-stairs, and sprained her ankle, in a blue and green manner that had +quite alarmed the doctor when he had seen it, and compared with which +Mrs. Thursby's gathered finger in the spring was a mere bagatelle.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Thursby stayed in bed when her finger was bad," said Mrs. Alwynn +to Ruth, when Mr. Alwynn had condoled, and had made his escape to his +study. "She always gives way so; but I never was like that. I was up all +the same, my dear."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I hope it does not hurt very much," said Ruth, anxious to be +sympathetic, but succeeding only in being commonplace.</p> + +<p>"It's not only the pain," said Mrs. Alwynn, in the gentle resigned voice +which she always used when indisposed—the voice of one at peace with +all the world, and ready to depart from a scene consequently so devoid +of interest; "but to a person of my habits, Ruth—never a day without +going into the larder, and always seeing after the servants as I +do—first one duty and then another—and the chickens and all. It seems +a strange thing that I should be laid aside."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Alwynn paused, as if she had not for the nonce fathomed the +ulterior reasons for this special move on the part of Providence, which +had crippled her, while it left Ruth and Mrs. Thursby with the use of +their limbs.</p> + +<p>"However," she continued, "I am not one to repine. Always cheery and +busy, Ruth: that is my motto. And now, my dear, if you will wind up the +musical-box, and then read me a little bit out of 'Texts with Tender +Twinings'" (the new floral manual which had lately superseded the +"Pearls"), "after that we will start on one of my scrap-books, and you +shall tell me all about your visit to Vandon."</p> + +<p>It was not the time Ruth would have chosen for a <i>tête-à-tête</i> with her +aunt. She was longing to be alone, to think quietly over what had +happened, and it was difficult to concentrate her attention on pink and +yellow calico, and cut out colored royal families, and foreign birds, +with a good grace. Happily Mrs. Alwynn, though always requiring +attention, was quite content with the half of what she required; and, +with the "Buffalo Girls" and the "Danube River" tinkling on the table, +conversation was somewhat superfluous.</p> + +<p>In the afternoon Dare came, but he was waylaid in the hall by Mr. +Alwynn, and taken into the study before he could commit himself in Mrs. +Alwynn's presence. Mrs. Thursby and Mabel also called to condole, and a +little later Mrs. Smith of Greenacre, who had heard the news of the +accident from the doctor. Altogether it was a delightful afternoon for +Mrs. Alwynn, who assumed for the time an air of superiority over Mrs. +Thursby to which that lady's well-known chronic ill-health seldom +allowed her to lay claim.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Alwynn and Mrs. Thursby had remained friends since they had both +arrived together as brides at Slumberleigh, in spite of a difference of +opinion, which had at one time strained friendly relations to a painful +degree, as to the propriety of wearing the hair<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span> over the top of the +ear. The hair question settled, a temporary difficulty, extending over a +few years, had sprung up in its place, respecting what Mrs. Thursby +called "family." Mrs. Alwynn's family was not her strong point, nor was +its position strengthened by her assertion (unsupported by Mrs. +Markham), that she was directly descended from Queen Elizabeth. +Consequently, it was trying to Mrs. Thursby—who, as every one knows, +was one of the brainless Copleys of Copley—that Mrs. Alwynn, who in the +lottery of marriage had drawn an honorable, should take precedence of +herself. To obviate this difficulty, Mrs. Thursby, with the ingenuity of +her sex, had at one time introduced Mr. and Mrs. Alwynn as "our rector," +and "our rector's wife," thus denying them their name altogether, for +fear lest its connection with Lord Polesworth should be remembered, and +the fact that Mr. Alwynn was his brother, and consequently an honorable, +should transpire.</p> + +<p>This peculiarity of etiquette entirely escaped Mr. Alwynn, but aroused +feelings in the breast of his wife which might have brought about one of +those deeply rooted feuds which so often exist between the squire's and +clergyman's families, if it had not been for the timely and serious +illness in which Mrs. Thursby lost her health, and the principal part of +the other subject of disagreement—her hair.</p> + +<p>Then Queen Elizabeth and the honorable were alike forgotten. With her +own hands Mrs. Alwynn made a certain jelly, which Mrs. Thursby praised +in the highest manner, saying she only wished that it had been the habit +in <i>her</i> family to learn to do anything so useful. Mrs. Thursby's new +gowns were no longer kept a secret from Mrs. Alwynn, to be suddenly +sprung upon her at a garden-party, when, possibly in an old garment +herself, she was least able to bear the shock. By-gones were by-gones, +and, greatly to the relief of the two husbands, their respective wives +made up their differences.</p> + +<p>"And a very pleasant afternoon it has been," said Mrs. Alwynn, when the +Thursbys and Dare, who had been loath to go, had taken their departure. +"Mrs. Thursby and Mabel, and Mrs. Smith and Mr. Dare. Four to tea. Quite +a little party, wasn't it, Ruth? And so informal and nice; and the buns +came in as naturally as possible, which no one heard me whisper to James +for. I think those little citron buns are nicer than a great cake like +Mrs. Thursby's; and hers are always so black and overbaked. That is why +the cook sifts such a lot of sugar over them. I do think one should be +real, and not try to cover up things. And Mr. Dare so pleasant. Quite +sorry to go he seemed. I often wonder whether it will be you or Mabel in +the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span> end. He ought to be making up his mind. I expect I shall have a +little joke with him about it before long. And such an interest he took +in the scrap-book. I asked him to come again to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"I don't expect he will be able to do so," said Mr. Alwynn. "I rather +think he will have to go to town on business."</p> + +<p>Later in the evening, Mr. Alwynn told Ruth that in the course of his +interview he had found that Dare had the very vaguest ideas as to the +necessity of settlements; had evidently never given the subject a +thought, and did not even know what he actually possessed.</p> + +<p>Mr. Alwynn was secretly afraid of what Ruth's trustee, his brother, Lord +Polesworth (now absent shooting in the Rocky Mountains), would say if, +during his absence, their niece was allowed to engage herself without +suitable provision; and he begged Ruth not "to do anything rash" in the +way of speaking of her engagement, until Dare could, with the help of +his lawyer, see his way to making some arrangement.</p> + +<p>"I know he has no money," said Ruth, quietly; "that is one of the +reasons why I am going to marry him."</p> + +<p>Mr. Alwynn, to whom this seemed the most natural reason in the world, +was not sure whether it would strike his brother with equal force. He +had a suspicion that when Lord Polesworth's attention should be turned +from white goats and brown bears to the fact that his niece, who had +means of her own, had been allowed to engage herself to a poor man, and +that Mr. Alwynn had greatly encouraged the match, unpleasant questions +might be asked.</p> + +<p>"Francis will be back in November," said Mr. Alwynn. "I think, Ruth, we +had better wait till his return before we do anything definite."</p> + +<p>"Anything <i>more</i> definite, you mean," said Ruth. "I have been very +definite already, I think. I shall be glad to wait till he comes back, +if you wish it, Uncle John. I shall try to do what you both advise. But +at the same time I am of age; and if my word is worth anything, you know +I have given that already."</p> + +<p>Dare felt no call to go to London by the early train on the following +morning, so he found himself at liberty to spend an hour at Slumberleigh +Rectory on his way to the station, and by the advice of Mr. Alwynn went +into the garden, where the sound of the musical-box reached the ear, but +in faint echoes, and where Ruth presently joined him.</p> + +<p>In his heart Dare was secretly afraid of Ruth; though, as he often told +himself, it was more than probable she was equally afraid of him. If +that was so, she controlled her feelings wonderfully, for as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span> she came +to meet him, nothing could have been more frankly kind, more friendly, +or more composed than her manner towards him. He took her out-stretched +hand and kissed it. It was not quite the way in which he had pictured to +himself that they would meet; but if his imagination had taken a +somewhat bolder flight in her absence, he felt now, as she stood before +him, that it had taken that flight in vain. He kept her hand, and looked +intently at her. She did not change color, nor did that disappointing +friendliness leave her steady eyes.</p> + +<p>"She does not love me," he said to himself. "It is strange, but she does +not. But the day will come."</p> + +<p>"You are going to London, are you not?" asked Ruth, withdrawing her hand +at last; and after hearing a detailed account of his difficulties and +anxieties about money matters, and after taking an immense weight off +his mind by telling him that they would have no influence in causing her +to alter her decision, she sent him beaming and rejoicing on his way, +quite a different person to the victim of anxiety and depression who had +arrived at Slumberleigh an hour before.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Alwynn was much annoyed at Dare's entire want of heart in leaving +the house without coming to see her, and during the remainder of the +morning she did not cease to comment on the differences that exist +between what people really are and what they seem to be, until, in her +satisfaction at recounting the accident to Evelyn Danvers, a new and +sympathetic listener, she fortunately forgot the slight put upon her +ankle earlier in the day. The complete enjoyment of her sufferings was, +however, destined to sustain a severe shock the following morning.</p> + +<p>She and Ruth were reading their letters, Mrs. Alwynn, of course, giving +Ruth the benefit of the various statements respecting the weather which +her correspondents had confided to her, when Mr. Alwynn came in from the +study, an open letter in his hand. He was quite pink with pleasure.</p> + +<p>"He has asked me to go and see them," he said, "and they <i>are</i> small, +and have green seals, all excepting one,"—referring to the +letter—"which has a big red seal in a tin box, attached by a tape. +Ruth, I am perfectly <i>convinced</i> beforehand that those charters are +grants of land of the fourteenth or fifteenth century. Sir Charles +mentions that they are in black letter, and only a few lines on each, +but he says he won't describe them in full, as I must come and see them +for myself. Dear me! how I shall enjoy arranging them for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span> him, which he +asked me to do. I had really become so anxious about them that a few +days ago I determined to set my mind at rest, and I wrote to him to ask +for particulars, and that is his answer."</p> + +<p>Mr. Alwynn put Charles's letter into her hand, and she glanced over it.</p> + +<p>"Why, Uncle John, he asks Aunt Fanny as well; and—'if Miss Deyncourt is +still with you, pleasure,' etc.—and <i>me</i>, too!"</p> + +<p>"When is it for?" asked Mrs. Alwynn, suddenly sitting bolt-upright.</p> + +<p>"Let me see. 'Black letter size about'—where is it? Here. 'Tuesday, the +25th, for three nights. Leaving home following week for some time. +Excuse short notice,' etc. It is next week, Aunt Fanny."</p> + +<p>"I shall not be able to go," gasped Mrs. Alwynn, sinking back on her +sofa, while something very like tears came into her eyes; "and I've +never been there, Ruth. The Thursbys went once, in old Sir George's +time, and Mrs. Thursby always says it is the show-place in the county, +and that it is such a pity I have not seen it. And last autumn, when +John went, I was in Devonshire, and never even heard of his going till I +got home, or I'd have come back. Oh, Ruth! Oh, dear!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Alwynn let her letters fall into her lap, and drew forth the +colored pocket-handkerchief which she wore, in imitation of Mabel +Thursby, stuck into the bodice of her gown, and at the ominous +appearance of which Mr. Alwynn suddenly recollected a duty in the study +and retreated.</p> + +<p>With an unerring instinct Ruth flew to the musical-box and set it going, +and then knelt down by the prostrate figure of her aunt, and +administered what sympathy and consolation she could, to the "cheery" +accompaniment of the "Buffalo Girls."</p> + +<p>"Never mind, dear Aunt Fanny. Perhaps he will ask you again when you are +better. There will be other opportunities."</p> + +<p>"I always was unlucky," said Mrs. Alwynn, faintly. "I had a swelled face +up the Rhine on our honey-moon. Things always happen like that with me. +At any rate,"—after a pause—"there is <i>one</i> thing. We ought to try and +look at the bright side. It is not as if we had not been asked. We have +not been overlooked."</p> + +<p>"No," said Ruth, promptly; and in her own mind she registered a vow that +in her future home she would never give the pain that being overlooked +by the larger house can cause to the smaller house.</p> + +<p>"And I will stay with you, Aunt Fanny," she went on, cheerfully.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span> "Uncle +John can go by himself, and we will do just what we like while he is +away, won't we?"</p> + +<p>But at this Mrs. Alwynn demurred. She was determined that if she played +the rôle of a martyr she would do it well. She insisted that Ruth should +accompany Mr. Alwynn. She secretly looked forward to telling Mabel that +Ruth was going. She did not mind being left alone, she said. She +desired, with a sigh of self-sacrifice, that Mr. Alwynn should accept +for himself and his niece. She had not been brought up to consider +herself, thank God! She had her faults she knew. No one was more fully +aware of them than herself; but she was not going to prevent others +enjoying themselves because she herself was laid aside.</p> + +<p>"And now, my dear," she said, with a sudden return to mundane interests +that succeeded rather unexpectedly to the celestial spirit of her +previous remarks, "you must be thinking about your gowns. If I had been +going, I should have had my ruby satin done up—so beautiful by +candle-light. What have you to wear? That white lace tea-gown with the +silver-gray train is very nice; but you ought not to be in half mourning +now. I like to see young people in colors. And then there is that +gold-and-white brocade, Ruth, that you wore at the drawing-room last +year. It is a beautiful dress, but rather too quiet. Could not you +brighten it up with a few cherry-colored bows about it, or a sash? I +always think a sash is so becoming. If you were to bring it down, I dare +say I could suggest something. And you must be well dressed, for though +he only says 'friends,' you never can tell whom you may not meet at a +place like that."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII"></a>CHAPTER XVII.</h2> + + +<p>The last week of September found Charles back at Stoke Moreton to +receive the "friends" of whom Mrs. Alwynn spoke. People whose partridges +he had helped to kill were now to be gathered from the east and from the +west to help to kill his. From the north also guests were coming, were +leaving their mountains to—But the remainder of the line is invidious. +The Hope-Actons had written to offer a visit at Stoke Moreton on the +strength of an old promise to Charles, a promise so old that he had +forgotten it, until reminded, that next time they were passing they +would take his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span> house on their way. They had offered their visit exactly +at the same time for which he had just invited the Alwynns and Ruth. +Charles felt that they were not quite the people whom he would have +arranged to meet each other, but, as Fate had so decreed it, he +acquiesced calmly enough.</p> + +<p>But when Lady Mary also wrote tenderly from Scarborough, to ask if she +could be of any use helping to entertain his guests, he felt it +imperative to draw the line, and wrote a grateful effusion to his aunt, +saying that he could not think of asking her to leave a place where he +felt sure she was deriving spiritual and temporal benefit, in order to +assist at so unprofitable a festivity as a shooting-party. He mentioned +casually that Lady Grace Lawrence, Miss Deyncourt, and Miss Wyndham were +to be of the party, which details he imagined might have an interest for +her amid her graver reflections.</p> + +<p>The subject of Ruth's coming certainly had a prominent place in his own +graver reflections. For the last fortnight, as he went from house to +house, he had been wondering how he could meet her again, and, when Mr. +Alwynn's letter concerning the charters was forwarded to him, a sudden +inspiration made him then and there send the invitation which had +arrived at Slumberleigh Rectory a few days before. He groaned in spirit +as he wrote it, at the thought of Mrs. Alwynn disporting herself, +dressed in the brightest colors, among his other guests; and it was with +a feeling of thankfulness that he found Ruth and Mr. Alwynn were coming +without her.</p> + +<p>He had felt very little interest so far in the party, which, with the +exception of the Hope-Actons, had been long arranged, but now he found +himself looking forward to it with actual impatience, and he returned +home a day before the time, instead of an hour or two before his guests +were expected, as was his wont.</p> + +<p>The Wyndhams and Hope-Actons, with Lady Grace in tow, were the first to +appear upon the scene. Mr. Alwynn and Ruth arrived a few hours later, +amid a dropping fire of young men and gun-cases, who kept on turning up +at intervals during the afternoon, and, according to the mysterious +nocturnal habits of their kind, till late into the night.</p> + +<p>If ever a man appears to advantage it is on his native hearth, and as +Charles stood on his in the long hall, where it was the habit of the +house to assemble before dinner, Ruth found that her attempts at +conversation were rather thrown away upon Lady Grace, with whom she had +been renewing an old acquaintance, and whose interest,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span> for the time +being, entirely centred in the carved coats of arms and heraldic designs +with which the towering white stone chimney-piece was covered.</p> + +<p>Lady Grace was one of those pretty, delicate creatures who remind one of +a very elaborate rose-bud. There was an appearance of ultra-refinement +about her, a look of that refinement which is in itself a weakness, a +poverty of blood, so to speak, the opposite and more pleasing but +equally unhealthy extreme of coarseness. She looked very pretty as, +having left Ruth, she stood by Charles, passing her little pink hand +over the lowest carvings, dim and worn with the heat of many generations +of fires, and listened with rapt attention to his answers to her +questions.</p> + +<p>"And the Hall is so beautiful," she said, looking round with childlike +curiosity at the walls covered with weapons, and with a long array of +armor, and at the massive pillars of carved white stone which rose up +out of the polished floor to meet the raftered ceiling. "It is so—so +uncommon."</p> + +<p>Whatever Charles's other failings may have been, he was an admirable +host. The weather was fine. What can be finer than September when she is +in a good-humor? The two first days of Ruth's visit were unalloyed +enjoyment. It seemed like a sudden return to the old life with Lady +Deyncourt, when the round of country visits regularly succeeded the +season in London. Of Mr. Alwynn she saw little or nothing. He was buried +in the newly discovered charters. Of Charles she saw a good deal, more +than at the time she was quite aware of, for he seemed to see a great +deal of everybody, from Lady Grace to the shy man of the party, who at +Stoke Moreton first conceived the idea that he was an acquisition to +society. But, whether Charles made the opportunities or not which came +so ready to his hand, still he found time, amid the pressure of his +shooting arrangements and his duties as host, to talk to Ruth.</p> + +<p>One day there was cub-hunting in the gray of the early morning, to which +she and Miss Wyndham went with Charles and others of the party who could +bear to get up betimes. Losing sight of the others after a time, Ruth +and Charles rode back alone together, when the sun was high, walking +their tired horses along the black-berried lanes, and down the long +green rides cut in the yellowing bracken of the park.</p> + +<p>"And so you are going to winter in Rome?" said Charles, who had the +previous day, contrary to his wont, accepted an invitation to +Slumberleigh Hall for the middle of October. "I sometimes go<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span> to Rome +for a few weeks when the shooting is over. And are you glad or sorry at +the prospect of leaving your Cranford?"</p> + +<p>"Very sorry."</p> + +<p>"Why?"</p> + +<p>"I have seen an entirely new phase of life at Slumberleigh."</p> + +<p>"I think I can guess what you mean," said Charles, gravely. "One does +not often meet any one like Mr. Alwynn."</p> + +<p>"No. I was thinking of him. Until I came to Slumberleigh the lines had +not fallen to me in very clerical places, so my experience is limited; +but he seems to me to be the only clergyman I have known who does not +force on one a form of religion that has been dead and buried for +years."</p> + +<p>"The clergy have much to answer for on that head," said Charles with +bitterness. "I sometimes like and respect them as individuals, but I do +not love them as a class. One ought to make allowance for the fact that +they are tied and bound by the chain of their Thirty-nine Articles; that +at three-and-twenty they shut the doors deliberately on any new and +possibly unorthodox idea; and it is consequently unreasonable to expect +from them any genuine freedom or originality of thought. I can forgive +them their assumption of superiority, their inability to meet honest +scepticism with anything like fairness, their continual bickering among +themselves; but I cannot forgive them the harm they are doing to +religion, the discredit they are bringing upon it by their bigoted views +and obsolete ideas. They busy themselves doing good—that is the worst +of it; they mean well, but they do not see that, in the mean while, +their Church is being left unto them desolate; though perhaps, after +all, the Church having come to be what it is, that is the best thing +that can happen."</p> + +<p>"There are men among the clergy who will not come under that sweeping +accusation," said Ruth. "Look at some of the London churches. Are they +desolate? Goodness and earnestness will be a power to the end of time, +however narrow the accompanying creed may be."</p> + +<p>"That is true, but we have heads as well as hearts. Goodness and +earnestness appeal to the heart alone. The intellect is left out in the +cold. However good and earnest, and eloquent one of these great +preachers may be, the reason we go to hear him is not only because of +that, but because he appears to be thinking in a straight line, because +he seems to recognize the long-resisted claim of the intellect, and we +hope he will have a word to say to us. He prom<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span>ises well, but listen to +him a little longer, follow his thought, and you will begin to see that +he will only look for truth within a certain area, that his steps are +describing an arc, that he is tethered. Give him time enough, and you +will see him tread out the complete circle in which he and his brethren +are equally bound to walk."</p> + +<p>"You forget," said Ruth, "that you are regarding the Church from the +stand-point of the cultivated and intellectual class, for whom the +Church has ceased to represent religion; but there are lots of people +neither cultivated nor intellectual—women even of our own class are not +so as a rule—to whom the Church, with its ritual and dogma, is a real +help and comfort. If, as you say, it does not suit the more highly +educated, I think you have no right to demand that it <i>should</i> suit what +is, after all, a very small minority. It would be most unfair if it +did."</p> + +<p>Charles did not answer. He had been looking at her, and thinking how few +women could have disagreed with him as quietly and resolutely as this +young girl riding at his side, carefully avoiding chance rabbit-holes as +she spoke.</p> + +<p>"There is, and there always will be, a certain number of people, not +only among the clergy," she went on, "who, as somebody says, 'put the +church clock back,' and are unable to see that they cannot alter the +time of day for all that; only they can and do prevent many +well-intentioned people from trusting to it any longer. But there are +others here and there whom a dogmatic form of religion has been quite +unable to spoil, whose more simple turn of mind draws out of the very +system that appears to you so lifeless and effete, a real faith, a +personal possession, which no one can take from them."</p> + +<p>Her eyes sparkled as she spoke, and Charles saw that she was thinking of +Mr. Alwynn.</p> + +<p>"He has got it," he said, slowly, "this something which we all want, and +for the greater part never find. He has got it. To see and recognize it +early is a great thing," he continued, earnestly. "To disbelieve in it +in early life, and cavil at all the caricatures and imitations, and only +come to find out its reality comparatively later on, is a great +misfortune—a great misfortune."</p> + +<p>She felt that he was speaking of himself, and they rode on in silence, +each grave with a sense of mutual understanding and companionship. They +forded the stream, and trotted up the little village street, the +cottagers gazing admiringly after them till they disappeared within the +great arched gate-way. And Charles looked at<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span> his old house as they +paced up the wide drive, and wondered whether it were indeed possible +that the lonely years he had spent in it had come to an end at last—at +last.</p> + +<p>Ruth had noticed that he had lost no opportunity of talking to her, and +when she heard him conversing with Lady Grace, or plunging into +fashionable slang with Miss Wyndham, found herself admiring the facility +with which he adapted himself to different people.</p> + +<p>The following afternoon, as she was writing in the library, she was +amused to see that he found it incumbent on him to write too, even going +so far as to produce a letter from Molly, whose correspondence he said +he invariably answered by return.</p> + +<p>"You seem very fond of giving Molly pleasure," said Ruth.</p> + +<p>"I am glad to see, Miss Deyncourt, that you are beginning to estimate me +at my true worth."</p> + +<p>"You have it in your power just now to give a great pleasure," said +Ruth, earnestly, laying down the pen which she had taken up.</p> + +<p>"How?"</p> + +<p>"It seems so absurd when it is put into words, but—by asking Mrs. +Alwynn some time to stay here. She has always longed to see Stoke +Moreton, because—well, because Mrs. Thursby has; and real, positive, +actual tears were shed that she could not come when you asked us."</p> + +<p>"Is it possible?" said Charles. "It is the first time that any letter of +mine has caused emotion of that description."</p> + +<p>"Ah! you don't know how important the smallest things appear if one +lives in a little corner of the world where nothing ever happens. If +Mrs. Alwynn had been able to come, her visit would have been an event +which she would have remembered for years. I assure you, I myself, from +having lived at Slumberleigh eight months, became quite excited at the +prospect of so much dissipation."</p> + +<p>And Ruth leaned back in her chair with a little laugh.</p> + +<p>Charles looked narrowly at her and his face fell.</p> + +<p>"I am glad you told me," he said, after a moment's pause. "People +generally mention these things about ten years afterwards; when there is +probably no possibility of doing anything. Thank you."</p> + +<p>Ruth was disconcerted by the sudden gravity of his tone, and almost +regretted the impulse that had made her speak. She forgot it, however, +in the <i>tableaux vivants</i> which they were preparing for the evening, in +which she and Charles illustrated the syllable <i>nun</i> to enthusiastic +applause. Ruth represented the nun, engaged in conversation, over the +lowest imaginable convent wall, with Charles, in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span> all the glory of his +cocked hat and deputy-lieutenant's uniform, who, while he held the nun's +hand in one of his, pointed persuasively with the other towards an +elaborately caparisoned war-horse, trembling beneath the joint weight of +a yeomanry saddle and a side-saddle attached behind it, which +considerably overlapped the charger's impromptu fur boa tail.</p> + +<p>After the <i>tableaux</i> there was dancing in acting costume, at which the +two men, who acted the war-horse between them were the only persons to +protest, Lady Grace being beautiful as an improvised Anne Boleyn, and +the shy man resplendent in a fancy dress of Charles's.</p> + +<p>When the third morning came, Ruth gave a genuine sigh at the thought +that it was the last day. Lady Grace, who was also leaving the following +morning, may be presumed to have echoed it with far more sorrow. The +Wyndhams were going that day, and disappeared down the drive, waving +handkerchiefs, and carriage-rugs, and hats on sticks, out of the +carriage-windows, as is the custom of really amusing people when taking +leave.</p> + +<p>In the afternoon, Lady Grace and Charles went off for a ride alone +together, to see some ruin in which Lady Grace had manifested a sudden +interest, the third horse, which had been brought round for another of +the men, being sent back to the stables, his destined rider having +decided, at the eleventh hour, to join the rest of the party in a little +desultory rabbit shooting in the park, which he proceeded to do with +much chuckling over his extraordinary penetration and tact.</p> + +<p>The elder ladies went out driving, looking, as seen from an upper +window, like four poached eggs on a dish; and the coast being clear, +Ruth, who had no love of driving, escaped with her paint-box to the +garden, where she was making a sketch of Stoke Moreton.</p> + +<p>Some houses, like people, have dignity. Stoke Moreton, with ivy creeping +up its mellow sandstone, and peeping into its long lines of mullioned +windows, stood solemn and stately amid its level gardens; the low sun, +bringing out every line of carved stone frieze and quaint architrave, +firing all the western windows, and touching the tall heads of the +hollyhocks and sunflowers, that stood in ordered regiments within their +high walls of clipped box. And Ruth dabbed and looked, and dabbed again, +until she suddenly found that if she put another stroke she would spoil +all, and also that her hands were stiff with cold. After a few admiring +glances at her work, she set off on a desultory journey round the +gardens to get warm, and finally, seeing an oak door in the garden-wall +open, wandered through it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span> into the church-yard. The church door was +open, too, and Ruth, after reading some of the epitaphs on the +tombstones, went in.</p> + +<p>It was a common little church enough, with a large mortuary chapel, +where all the Danvers family reposed; ancient Danvers lying in armor, +with their mailed hands joined, beside their wives; more modern Danvers +kneeling in bass-relief in colored plaster and execrable taste in +recesses. The last generations were there also; some of them +anticipating the resurrection and feathered wings, but for the most part +still asleep. Charles's mother was there, lying in white marble among +her husband's people, with the child upon her arm which she had taken +away with her.</p> + +<p>And in the middle of the chapel was the last Sir Charles Danvers, whom +his brother, Sir George, the father of the present owner, had succeeded. +The evening sun shone full on the kneeling soldier figure, leaning on +its sword, and on the grave, clear-cut face, which had a look of +Charles. The long, beautifully modelled hands, clasped over the battered +steel sword-hilt, were like Charles's too. Ruth read the inscription on +the low marble pedestal, relating how he had fallen in the taking of the +Redan, and then looked again. And gradually a great feeling of pity rose +in her heart for the family which had lived here for so many +generations, and which seemed now so likely to die out. Providence does +not seem to care much for old families, or to value long descent. Rather +it seems to favor the new race—the Browns, and the Joneses, and the +Robinsons, who yesterday were not, and who to-day elbow the old county +families from the place which has known them from time immemorial.</p> + +<p>"I suppose Molly will some day marry a Smith," said Ruth to herself, +"and then it will be all over. I don't think I will come and see her +here when she is married."</p> + +<p>With which reflection she returned to the house, and, after disturbing +Mr. Alwynn, who was deep in a catalogue of the Danvers manuscripts, in +which it was his firm conviction that he should find some mention of the +charters, she went into the library, and wondered which of the several +thousands of books would interest her till the others came in.</p> + +<p>The library was a large room, the walls of which were lined with books +from the floor to the ceiling. In order to place the higher shelves +within reach, a light balcony of polished oak ran round the four walls, +about equidistant from the floor and the ceiling. Ruth went up the tiny +corkscrew staircase in the wall, which led to the balcony, and settling +herself comfortably in the low, wide window<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span>-seat, took out one volume +after another of those that came within her reach. These shelves by the +window where she was sitting had somehow a different look to the rest. +Old books and new, white vellum and card-board, were herded together +without any apparent order, and with no respect of bindings. Here a +splendid morocco "Novum Organum" was pushed in beside a cheap and much +worn edition of Marcus Aurelius; there Emerson and Plato and Shakespeare +jostled each other on the same shelf, while, just below, "Don Quixote" +was pressed into the uncongenial society of Carlyle on one side and +Confucius on the other. As she pulled out one book after another, she +noticed that the greater part of them had Charles's name in them. Ruth's +curiosity was at once aroused. No doubt this was the little corner in +his great house in which he chose to read, and these were his favorite +books which he had arranged so close to his hand. If we can judge our +fellow-creatures at all, which is doubtful, it is by the books they +read, and by those which, having read, they read again. She looked at +the various volumes in the window-seat beside her with new interest, and +opened the first one she took up. It was a collection of translations +from the Persian poets, gentlemen of the name of Jemshíd, Sádi, and +Hafiz, of whom she had never heard. As she turned over the pages, she +heard the ringing of horses' hoofs, and, looking out from her point of +observation, saw Charles and Lady Grace cantering up the short wide +approach, and clattering out of sight again behind the great stone +archway. She turned back to her book, and was reading an ode here and +there, wondering to see how the same thoughts that work within us to-day +had lived with man so many hundred years ago, when her eye was caught by +some writing on the margin of a page as she turned it over. A single +sentence on the page was strongly underlined:</p> + +<p><i>"True self-knowledge is knowledge of God."</i></p> + +<p>Jemshíd was a wise man, Ruth thought, if he had found out that; and then +she read, in Charles's clear handwriting in the margin:</p> + +<p><i>"With this compare 'Look within. Within is the fountain of good, and it +will ever bubble up if thou wilt ever dig.'—Marcus Aurelius."</i></p> + +<p>At this moment Charles came into the library, and looked up to where she +was sitting, half hidden from below by the thickness of the wall.</p> + +<p>"What, studying?" he called, gayly. "I saw you sitting in the window as +I rode up. I might have known that if you were lost<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span> sight of for half +an hour you would be found improving yourself in some exasperating way." +And he ran up the little stairs and came round the balcony towards her. +"My own special books, I see—Eve, as usual, surreptitiously craving for +a knowledge of good and evil. What have you got hold of?"</p> + +<p>The remainder of the window-seat was full of books; so, to obtain a +better view of what she was reading, he knelt down by her, and looked at +the open book on her knee.</p> + +<p>Ruth did not attempt to close it. She felt guilty, she hardly knew of +what. After a moment's pause she said:</p> + +<p>"I plead guilty. I was curious. I saw these were your own particular +shelves; but I never can resist looking at the books people read."</p> + +<p>"Will you be pleased to remember in future that, in contemplating my +character, Miss Deyncourt—a subject not unworthy of your attention—you +are on private property. You are requested to keep on the gravel paths, +and to look at the grounds I am disposed to show you. If, as is very +possible, admiration seizes you, you are at liberty to express it. But +there must be no going round to the back premises, no prying into +corners, no trespassing where I have written up, 'No road.'"</p> + +<p>Ruth smiled, and there was a gleam in her eyes which Charles well knew +heralded a retort, when suddenly through the half-open door a silken +rustle came, and Lady Hope-Acton slowly entered the room, as if about to +pass through it on her way to the hall.</p> + +<p>Now, kneeling is by no means an attitude to be despised. In church, or +in the moment of presentation to majesty, it is appropriate, even +essential; but it is dependent, like most things, upon circumstances and +environment. No attitude, for instance, could be more suitable and +natural to any one wishing to read the page on which a sitting +fellow-creature was engaged. Charles had found it so. But, as Lady +Hope-Acton sailed into the room, he felt that, however conducive to +study, it was not the attitude in which he would at that moment have +chosen to be found. Ruth felt the same. It had seemed so natural a +moment before, it was so hideously suggestive now.</p> + +<p>Perhaps Lady Hope-Acton would pass on through the other door, so widely, +so invitingly open. Neither stirred, in the hope that she might do so. +But in the centre of the room she stopped and sighed—the slow, +crackling sigh of a stout woman in a too well-fitting silk gown.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</a></span></p> + +<p>Charles suddenly felt as if his muddy boots and cords were trying to +catch her eye, as if every book on the shelves were calling to her to +look up.</p> + +<p>For a second Ruth and Charles gazed down upon the top of Lady +Hope-Acton's head, the bald place on which showed dimly through her +semi-transparent cap. She moved slightly, as if to go; but no, another +step was drawing near. In another moment Lady Grace came in through the +opposite door in her riding-habit.</p> + +<p>Ruth felt that it was now or never for a warning cough; but, as she +glanced at Charles kneeling beside her, she could not give it. Surely +they would pass out in another second. The thought of the two pairs of +eyes which would be raised, and the expression in them was intolerable.</p> + +<p>"Grace," said Lady Hope-Acton, with dreadful distinctness, advancing to +meet her daughter, "has he spoken?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Lady Grace, with a little sob; "and,"—with a sudden burst of +tears—"oh, mamma, I don't think he ever will."</p> + +<p>Oh, to have coughed, to have sneezed, to have choked a moment earlier! +Anything would have been better than this.</p> + +<p>"Run up-stairs this moment, then, and change your habit and bathe your +eyes," said Lady Hope-Acton, sharply. "You need not come down till +dinner-time. I will say you are tired."</p> + +<p>And then, to the overwhelming relief of those two miserable spectators, +the mother and daughter left the door.</p> + +<p>But to the momentary sensation of relief in Ruth's mind a rush of pity +succeeded for the childlike grief and tears; and with and behind it, +like one hurrying wave overtopping and bearing down its predecessor, +came a burning indignation against the cause of that picturesque +emotion.</p> + +<p>It is indeed a lamentable peculiarity of our fallen nature that the +moment of relief from the smart of anxiety is seldom marked by so +complete a mental calmness and moderation as could be wished.</p> + +<p>Ruth rose slowly, with the book still in her hand, and Charles got off +his knees as best he could, and stood with one hand on the railing of +the balcony, as if to steady himself. His usually pale face was crimson.</p> + +<p>Ruth closed the book in silence, and with a dreadful precision put it +back in its accustomed place. Then she turned and faced him, with the +western light full upon her stern face, and another light of contempt +and indignation burning in her direct eyes.</p> + +<p>"Poor little girl," she said, in a low distinct voice. "What a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span> triumph +to have succeeded in making her unhappy. She is very young, and she did +not understand the rules of the game. Poor, foolish little girl!"</p> + +<p>If he had been red before, he was pale enough now. He drew himself up, +and met her direct gaze without flinching. He did not speak, and she +left him standing in the window, and went slowly along the balcony and +down the little staircase into the room below.</p> + +<p>As she was about to leave the room he moved forward suddenly, and said, +"Miss Deyncourt!"</p> + +<p>Involuntarily she stopped short, in obedience to the stern authority of +the tone.</p> + +<p>"You are unjust."</p> + +<p>She did not answer and left the room.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2> + + +<p>"Uncle John," said Ruth next morning, taking Mr. Alwynn aside after +breakfast, "we are leaving by the early train, are we not?"</p> + +<p>"No, my love, it is quite impossible. I have several papers to identify +and rearrange."</p> + +<p>"We have stayed a day longer than we intended as it is. Most of the +others go early. Do let us go too."</p> + +<p>"It is most natural, I am sure, my dear, that you should wish to get +home," said Mr. Alwynn, looking with sympathetic concern at his niece; +"and why your aunt has not forwarded your letters I can't imagine. But +still, if we return by the mid-day train, Ruth, you will have plenty of +time to answer any letters that—ahem!—seem to require immediate +attention, before the post goes; and I don't see my way to being ready +earlier."</p> + +<p>Ruth had not even been thinking of Dare and his letters; but she saw +that by the early train she was not destined to depart, and watched the +other guests take leave with an envious sigh. She was anxious to be +gone. The last evening, after the episode in the library, had been +interminably long. Already the morning, though breakfast was hardly +over, seemed to have dragged itself out to days in length. A sense of +constraint between two people who under<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span>stand and amuse each other is +very galling. Ruth had felt it so. All the previous evening Charles had +hardly spoken to her, and had talked mainly to Lady Hope-Acton, who was +somewhat depressed, and another elder lady. A good-night and a flat +candlestick can be presented in a very distant manner, and as Ruth +received hers from Charles that evening, and met the grave, steady +glance that was directed at her, she perceived that he had not forgiven +her for what she had said.</p> + +<p>She felt angry again at the idea that he should venture to treat her +with a coldness which seemed to imply that she had been in the wrong. +The worst of it was that she felt she was to blame; that she had no +right whatever to criticise Charles and his actions. What concern were +they of hers? How much more suitable, how much more eloquent a dignified +silence would have been. She could not imagine now, as she thought it +over, why she had been so unreasonably annoyed at the moment as to say +what she had done. Yet the reason was not far to seek, if she had only +known where to lay her hand on it. She was uneasy, impatient; she longed +to get out of the house. And it was still early; only eleven. Eleven +till twelve. Twelve till one. One till half-past. Two whole hours and a +half to be got through before the Stoke Moreton omnibus would bear her +away. She looked round for a refuge during that weary age, and found it +nearer than many poor souls do in time of need, namely, at her elbow, in +the shape, the welcome shape of the shy man—almost the only remnant of +the large party whose dispersion she had just been watching. Whenever +Ruth thought of that shy man afterwards, which was not often, it was +with a sincere hope that he had forgotten the forwardness of her +behavior on that particular morning. She wished to see the +picture-gallery. She would of all things like a walk afterwards. No, she +had not been as far as the beech-avenue; but she would like to go. +Should they look at the pictures first—now—no time like the present? +How pleased he was! How proud! He felt that his shyness had gone +forever; that Miss Deyncourt would, no doubt, like to hear a few +anecdotes of his college life; that a quiet man, who does not make +himself cheap to start with, often wins in the end; that Miss Deyncourt +had unusual appreciation, not only for pictures, but for reserved and +intricate characters that yet (here he ventured on a little joke, and +laughed at it himself) had their lighter side. And in the long +picture-gallery Ruth and he studied the old masters, as they had seldom +been studied before, with an intense and igno<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span>rant interest on the one +hand, and an entire absence of mind on the other.</p> + +<p>Charles, who had done a good deal of pacing up and down his room the +night before, and had arrived at certain conclusions, passed through the +gallery once, but did not stop. He looked grave and preoccupied, and +hardly answered a question of Mr. Conway's about one of the pictures.</p> + +<p>Half-past eleven at last. A tall inlaid clock in the gallery mentioned +the hour by one sedate stroke; the church clock told the village the +time of day a second later. They had nearly finished the pictures. Never +mind. She could take half an hour to put on her hat, and surely any +beech-avenue, even on a dull day like this might serve to while away the +remaining hour before luncheon.</p> + +<p>They had come to the last picture of the Danvers collection, and Ruth +was dwelling fondly on a very well-developed cow by Cuyp, as if she +could hardly tear herself away from it, when she heard a step coming up +the staircase from the hall, and presently Charles pushed open the +carved folding-doors which shut off the gallery from the rest of the +house, and looked in. She was conscious that he was standing in the +door-way, but new beauties in the cow, which had hitherto escaped her, +engaged her whole attention at the moment, and no one can attend to two +things at once.</p> + +<p>Charles did not come any farther; but, standing in the door-way, he +called to the shy man who went to him, and the two talked together for a +few moments. Ruth gazed upon the cow until it became so fixed upon the +retina of her eye that, when she tried to admire an old Florentine +cabinet near it, she still saw its portrait; and when, in desperation, +she turned away to look out of the window across the sky and sloping +park, the shadow of the cow hung like a portent.</p> + +<p>A moment later Mr. Conway came hurrying back to her much perturbed, to +say he had quite forgotten till this moment, had not in the least +understood, in fact, etc. Danvers' gray cob, that he had thoughts of +buying, was waiting at the door for him to try—in fact, had been +waiting some time. No idea, upon his soul—</p> + +<p>Ruth cut his apology short before he had done more than flounder well +into it.</p> + +<p>"You must go and try it at once," she said with decision; and then she +added, as Charles drew near: "I have changed my mind about going out. It +looks as if it might turn to rain. I shall get through some arrears of +letter-writing instead."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span></p> + +<p>Mr. Conway stammered, and repeated himself, and finally rushed out of +the gallery. Ruth expected that Charles would accompany him, but he +remained standing near the window, apparently engaged like herself in +admiring the view.</p> + +<p>"It struck me," he said, slowly, with his eyes half shut, "that Conway +proved rather a broken reed just now."</p> + +<p>"He did," said Ruth. She suddenly felt that she could understand what it +was in Charles that exasperated Lady Mary so much.</p> + +<p>He came a step nearer, and his manner altered.</p> + +<p>"I sent him away," he said, looking gravely at her, "because I wished to +speak to you."</p> + +<p>Ruth did not answer or turn her head, though she felt he was watching +her. Her eyes absently followed two young fallow-deer in the park, +cantering away in a series of hops on their long stiff legs.</p> + +<p>"I cannot speak to you here," said Charles, after a pause.</p> + +<p>Ruth turned round.</p> + +<p>"Silence is golden sometimes. I think quite enough has been said +already."</p> + +<p>"Not by me. You expressed yourself with considerable frankness. I wish +to follow your example."</p> + +<p>"You said I was unjust at the time. Surely that was sufficient."</p> + +<p>"So insufficient that I am going to repeat it. I tell you again that you +are unjust in not being willing to hear what I have to say. I have seen +a good deal of harm done by misunderstandings, Miss Deyncourt. Pride is +generally at the bottom of them. We are both suffering from a slight +attack of that malady now; but I value your good opinion too much to +hesitate, if, by any little sacrifice of my own pride, I can still +retain it. If, after your remarks yesterday, I can make the effort (and +it <i>is</i> an effort) to ask you to hear something I wish to say, you, on +your side, ought not to refuse to listen. It is not a question of +liking; you <i>ought</i> not to refuse."</p> + +<p>He spoke in an authoritative tone, which gave weight to his words, and +in spite of herself she saw the truth of what he said. She was one of +those rare women who, being convinced against their will, are <i>not</i> of +the same opinion still. It was ignominious to have to give way; but, +after a moment's struggle with herself, she surmounted her dislike to +being overruled, together with a certain unreasoning tenacity of opinion +natural to her sex, and said, quietly:</p> + +<p>"What do you wish me to do?"</p> + +<p>Charles saw the momentary struggle, and honored her for a quality which +women seldom give men occasion to honor them for.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Do you dislike walking?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Then, if you will come out-of-doors, where there is less likelihood of +interruption than in the house, I will wait for you here."</p> + +<p>She went silently down the picture-gallery, half astonished to find +herself doing his bidding. She put on her walking things mechanically, +and came back in a few minutes to find him standing where she had left +him. In silence they went down-stairs, and through the piazza with its +flowering orange-trees, out into the gardens, where, on the stone +balustrade, the peacocks were attitudinizing and conversing in the high +key in which they always proclaim a change of weather and their innate +vulgarity to the world. Charles led the way towards a little rushing +brook which divided the gardens from the park.</p> + +<p>"I think you must have had a very low opinion of me beforehand to say +what you did yesterday," he remarked, suddenly.</p> + +<p>"I was angry," said Ruth. "However true what I said may have been, I had +no right to say it to—a comparative stranger. That is why I repeat that +it would be better not to make matters worse by mentioning the subject +again. It is sure to annoy us both. Let it rest."</p> + +<p>"Not yet," said Charles, dryly. "As a comparative stranger, I want to +know,"—stopping and facing her—"exactly what you mean by saying that +she, Lady Grace, did not understand the rules of the game."</p> + +<p>"I cannot put it in other words," said Ruth, her courage rising as she +felt that a battle was imminent.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I can for you. Perhaps you meant to say that you believed I was +in the habit of amusing myself at other people's expense; that—I see +your difficulty in finding the right words—that it was my evil sport +and pastime to—shall we say—raise expectations which it was not my +intention to fulfil?"</p> + +<p>"It is disagreeably put," said Ruth, reddening a little; "but possibly I +did mean something of that kind."</p> + +<p>"And how have you arrived at such an uncharitable opinion of a +comparative stranger?" asked Charles, quietly enough, but his light eyes +flashing.</p> + +<p>She did not answer.</p> + +<p>"You are not a child, to echo the opinion of others," he went on. "You +look as if you judged for yourself. What have I done since I met you +first, three months ago, to justify you in holding me in contempt?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I did not say I held you in contempt."</p> + +<p>"You must, though, if you think me capable of such meanness."</p> + +<p>Silence again.</p> + +<p>"You have pushed me into saying more than I meant," said Ruth at last; +"at least you have said I mean a great deal more than I really do. To be +honest, I think you have thoughtlessly given a good deal of pain. I dare +say you did it unconsciously."</p> + +<p>"Thank you. You are very charitable, but I cannot shield myself under +the supposition that at eight-and-thirty I am a creature of impulse, +unconscious of the meaning of my own actions."</p> + +<p>"If that is the case," thought Ruth, "your behavior to me has been +inexcusable, especially the last few days; though, fortunately for +myself, I was not deceived by it."</p> + +<p>"If you persist in keeping silence," said Charles, after waiting for her +to speak, "any possibility of conversation is at an end."</p> + +<p>"I did not come out here for conversation," replied Ruth. "I came, not +by my own wish, to hear something you said you particularly desired to +say. Do you not think the simplest thing, under the circumstances, would +be—to say it?"</p> + +<p>He gave a short laugh, and looked at her in sheer desperation. Did she +know what she was pushing him into?</p> + +<p>"I had forgotten," he said. "It was in my mind all the time; but now you +have made it easy for me indeed by coming to my assistance in this way. +I will make a fresh start."</p> + +<p>He compressed his lips, and seemed to pull himself together. Then he +said, in a very level voice:</p> + +<p>"Kindly give me your whole attention, Miss Deyncourt, so that I shall +not be obliged to repeat anything. The deer are charming, I know; but +you have seen deer before, and will no doubt again. I am sorry that I am +obliged to speak to you about myself, but a little autobiography is +unavoidable. Perhaps you know that about three years ago I succeeded my +father. From being penniless, and head over ears in debt, I became +suddenly a rich man—not by my father's will, who entailed every acre of +the estates here and elsewhere on Ralph, and left everything he could to +him. I had thought of telling you what my best friends have never known, +why I am not still crippled by debt. I had thought of telling you why, +at five-and-thirty, I was still unmarried, for my debts were not the +reason; but I will not trouble you with that now. It is enough to say +that I found myself in a position which, had I been a little younger, +with rather a different past, I should have enjoyed more than I did. I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span> +was well received in English society when, after a lapse of several +years and a change of fortune, I returned to it. If I had thought I was +well received for myself, I should have been a fool. But I came back +disillusioned. I saw the machinery. When you reflect on the vast and +intricate machinery employed by mothers with grown-up daughters, you may +imagine what I saw. In all honesty and sincerity I wished to marry; but +in the ease with which I saw I could do so lay my chief difficulty. I +did not want a new toy, but a companion. I suppose I still clung to one +last illusion, that I might meet a woman whom I could love, and who +would love me, and not my name or income. I could not find her, but I +still believed in her. I went everywhere in the hope of meeting her, +and, if others have ever been disappointed in me, they have never known +how disappointed I have been in them. For three years I looked for her +everywhere, but I could not find her, and at last I gave her up. And +then I met Lady Grace Lawrence, and liked her. I had reason to believe +she could be disinterested. She came of good people—all Lawrences are +good; she was simple and unspoiled, and she seemed to like me. When I +look back I believe that I had decided to ask her to marry me, and that +it was only by the merest chance that I left London without speaking to +her. What prevented me I hardly know, unless it was a reluctance at the +last moment to cast the die. I came down to Atherstone, harassed and +anxious, tired of everything and everybody, and there," said Charles, +with sudden passion, turning and looking full at Ruth, "there I met +<i>you</i>."</p> + +<p>The blood rushed to her face, and she hastily interposed, "I don't see +any necessity to bring my name in."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps not," he returned, recovering himself instantly; +"unfortunately, I do."</p> + +<p>"You expect too much of my vanity," said Ruth, her voice trembling a +little; "but in this instance I don't think you can turn it to account. +I beg you will leave me out of the question."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry I cannot oblige you," he said, grimly; "but you can't be +left out. I only regret that you dislike being mentioned, because that +is a mere nothing to what is coming."</p> + +<p>She trusted that he did not perceive that the reason she made no reply +was because she suddenly felt herself unable to articulate. Her heart +was beating wildly, as that gentle, well conducted organ had never +beaten before. What was coming? Could this stern, determined man be the +same apathetic, sarcastic being whom she had hitherto known?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span></p> + +<p>"From that time," he continued, "I became surer and surer of what at +first I hardly dared to hope, what it seemed presumption in me to hope, +namely, that at last I had found what I had looked for in vain so long. +I had to keep my engagement with the Hope-Actons in Scotland; but I +regretted it. I stayed as short a time as I could. I did not ask them to +come here. They offered themselves. I think, if I have been to blame, it +has not been in so heartless a manner as you supposed; and it appears to +me Lady Hope-Acton should not have come. This is my explanation. You can +add the rest for yourself. Have I said enough to soften your harsh +judgment of yesterday?"</p> + +<p>Ruth could not speak. The trees were behaving in the most curious +manner, were whirling round, were swaying up and down. The beeches close +in front were dancing quadrilles; now ranged in two long rows, now +setting to partners, now hurrying back to their places as she drew near.</p> + +<p>"Sit down," said Charles's voice, gently; "you look tired."</p> + +<p>The trunk of a fallen tree suddenly appeared rising up to meet her out +of a slight mist, and she sat down on it more precipitately than she +could have wished. In a few seconds the trees returned to their places, +and the mist, which appeared to be very local, cleared away.</p> + +<p>Charles was sitting on the trunk beside her, looking at her intently. +The anger had gone out of his face, and had given place to a look of +deep anxiety and suspense.</p> + +<p>"I have not finished yet," he said, and his voice had changed as much as +his face. "There is still something more."</p> + +<p>"No, no!" said Ruth. "At least, if there is, don't say it."</p> + +<p>"I think I would rather say it. You wish to save me pain, I see; but I +am quite prepared for what you are going to say. I did not intend to +speak to you on the subject for a long time to come, but yesterday's +event has forced my hand. There must be no more misunderstandings +between us. You intend to refuse me, I can see. All the same, I wish to +tell you that I love you, and to ask you to be my wife."</p> + +<p>"I am afraid I cannot," said Ruth, almost inaudibly.</p> + +<p>"No," said Charles, looking straight before him, "I have asked you too +soon. You are quite right. I did not expect anything different; I only +wished you to know. But, perhaps, some day—"</p> + +<p>"Don't!" said Ruth, clasping her hands tightly together. "You don't know +what you are saying. Nothing can make any difference, because—I am +engaged."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span></p> + +<p>She dared not look at his face, but she saw his hand clinch.</p> + +<p>For an age neither spoke.</p> + +<p>Then he turned his head slowly and looked at her. His face was gray even +to the lips. With a strange swift pang at the heart, she saw how her few +words had changed it.</p> + +<p>"To whom?" he said at last, hardly above a whisper.</p> + +<p>"To Mr. Dare."</p> + +<p>"Not that man who has come to live at Vandon?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>Another long silence.</p> + +<p>"When was it?"</p> + +<p>"Ten days ago."</p> + +<p>"Ten days ago," repeated Charles, mechanically, and his face worked. +"Ten days ago!"</p> + +<p>"It is not given out yet," said Ruth, hesitating, "because Mr. Alwynn +does not wish it during Lord Polesworth's absence. I never thought of +any mistake being caused by not mentioning it. I would not have come +here if I had had the least idea that—"</p> + +<p>"You cannot mean to say that you had never seen that I—what I—felt for +you?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed I never thought of such a thing until two minutes before you +said it. I am very sorry I did not, but I imagined—"</p> + +<p>"Let me hear what you imagined."</p> + +<p>"I noticed you talked to me a good deal; but I thought you did exactly +the same to Lady Grace, and others."</p> + +<p>"You could not imagine that I talked to others—to any other woman in +the world—as I did to you."</p> + +<p>"I supposed," said Ruth, simply, "that you talked gayly to Lady Grace +because it suited her; and more gravely to me, because I am naturally +grave. I thought at the time you were rather clever in adapting yourself +to different people so easily; and I was glad that I understood your +manner better than some of the others."</p> + +<p>"Better!" said Charles, bitterly. "Better, when you thought that of me! +No, you need not say anything. I was in fault, not you. I don't know +what right I had to imagine you understood me—you seemed to understand +me—to fancy that we had anything in common, that in time—" He broke +into a low wretched laugh. "And all the while you were engaged to +another man! Good God, what a farce! what a miserable mistake from first +to last!"</p> + +<p>Ruth said nothing. It was indeed a miserable mistake.</p> + +<p>He rose wearily to his feet.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I was forgetting," he said; "it is time to go home." And they went back +together in silence, which was more bearable than speech just then.</p> + +<p>The peacocks were still pirouetting and minuetting on the stone +balustrade as they came back to the garden. The gong began to sound as +they entered the piazza.</p> + +<p>To Ruth it was a dreadful meal. She tried to listen to Mr. Conway's +account of the gray cob, or to the placid conversation of Mr. Alwynn +about the beloved manuscripts. Fortunately the morning papers were full +of a recent forgery in America, and a murder in London, which furnished +topics when these were exhausted, and Charles used them to the utmost.</p> + +<p>At last the carriage came. Mr. Alwynn and Mr. Conway simultaneously +broke into incoherent ejaculations respecting the pleasure of their +visit; Ruth's hand met Charles's for an embarrassed second; and a moment +later they were whirling down the straight wide approach, between the +columns of fantastically clipped hollies, leaving Charles standing in +the door-way. He was still standing there when the carriage rolled under +the arched gate-way with its rampant stone lions. Ruth glanced back +once, as they turned into the road, at the stately old house, with its +pointed gables and forests of chimneys cutting the gray sky-line. She +saw the owner turn slowly and go up the steps, and looked hastily away +again.</p> + +<p>"Poor Danvers!" said Mr. Alwynn, cheerfully, also looking, and putting +Ruth's thoughts into words. "He must be desperately lonely in that house +all by himself; but I suppose he is not often there."</p> + +<p>And Mr. Alwynn, whose mind had been entirely relieved since Ruth's +engagement from the dark suspicion he had once harbored respecting +Charles, proceeded to dilate upon the merits of the charters, and of the +owner of the charters, until he began to think Ruth had a headache, and +finding it to be the case, talked no more till they reached, at the end +of their little journey, the door of Slumberleigh Rectory.</p> + +<p>"Is it very bad?" he asked, kindly, as he helped her out of the +carriage.</p> + +<p>Ruth assented, fortunately with some faint vestige of truth, for her hat +hurt her forehead.</p> + +<p>"Then run up straight to your own room, and I will tell your aunt that +you will come and have a chat with her later on, perhaps after tea, when +the post will be gone." Mr. Alwynn spoke in the whisper of stratagem.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span></p> + +<p>Ruth was only too thankful to be allowed to slip on tiptoe to her own +room, but she had not been there many minutes when a tap came to the +door.</p> + +<p>"There, my dear," said Mr. Alwynn, putting his head in, and holding some +letters towards her. "Your aunt ought to have forwarded them. I brought +them up at once. And there is nearly an hour to post-time, and she won't +expect you to come down till then. I think the headache will be better +now, eh?"</p> + +<p>He nodded kindly to her, and closed the door again. Ruth sat down +mechanically, and began to sort the packet he had put into her hands. +The first three letters were in the same handwriting, Dare's large vague +handwriting, that ran from one end of the envelope to the other, and +partly hid itself under the stamp.</p> + +<p>She looked at them, but did not open them. A feeling of intense +lassitude and fatigue had succeeded to the unconscious excitement of the +morning. She could not read them now. They must wait with the others. +Presently she could feel an interest in them; not now.</p> + +<p>She leaned her head upon her hand, and a rush of pity swept away every +other feeling as she recalled that last look at Stoke Moreton, and how +Charles had turned so slowly and wearily to go in-doors. There was an +ache at her heart as she thought of him, a sense of regret and loss. And +he had loved her all the time!</p> + +<p>"If I had only known!" she said to herself, pressing her hands against +her forehead. "But how could I tell—how could I tell?"</p> + +<p>She raised her head with a sudden movement, and began with nervous +fingers to open Dare's letters, and read them carefully.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX"></a>CHAPTER XIX.</h2> + + +<p>In the long evening that followed Ruth's departure from Stoke Moreton, +Charles was alone for once in his own home. He was leaving again early +on the morrow, but for the time he was alone, and heavy at heart. He sat +for hours without stirring, looking into the fire. He had no power or +will to control his thoughts. They wandered hither and thither, and up +and down, never for a moment easing the dull miserable pain that lay +beneath them all.</p> + +<p>Fool! fool that he had been!<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span></p> + +<p>To have found her after all these years, and to have lost her without a +stroke! To have let another take her, and such a man as Dare! To have +such a fool's manner that he was thought to be in earnest when he was +least so; that now, when his whole future hung in the balance, +retribution had overtaken him, and with bitter irony had mocked at his +earnestness and made it of none effect. She had thought it was his +natural manner to all! His cursed folly had lost her to him. If she had +known, surely it would have been, it must have been different. At heart +Charles was a very humble man, though it was not to be expected many +would think so; but nevertheless he had a deep, ever-deepening +consciousness (common to the experience of the humblest once in a +lifetime) that between him and Ruth that mysterious link of mutual +understanding and sympathy existed which cannot be accounted for, which +eludes analysis, which yet makes, when the sex happens to be identical, +the indissoluble friendship of a David and a Jonathan, a Karlos and a +Posa; and, where there is a difference of sex, brings about that rarest +wonder of the world, a happy marriage.</p> + +<p>Like cleaves to like. He knew she would have loved him. She was his by +right. The same law of attraction which had lifted them at once out of +the dreary flats of ordinary acquaintanceship would have drawn them ever +closer and closer together till they were knit in one. He knew, with a +certainty that nothing could shake, that he could have made her love +him, even as he loved her; unconsciously at first, slowly perhaps—for +the current of strong natures, like that of deep rivers, is sometimes +slow. Still the end would have been the same.</p> + +<p>And he had lost her by his own act, by his own heedless folly; her want +of vanity having lent a hand the while to put her beyond his reach +forever.</p> + +<p>It was a bitter hour.</p> + +<p>And as he sat late into the night beside the fire, that died down to +dust and ashes before his absent eyes, ghosts of other heavy hours, +ghosts of the past, which he had long since buried out of his sight, +came back and would not be denied.</p> + +<p>To live much in the past, is a want of faith in the Power that gives the +present. Comparatively few men walk through their lives looking +backward. Women more frequently do so from a false estimate of life +fostered by romantic feeling in youth, which leads them, if the life of +the affections is ended, resolutely to refuse to regard existence in any +other maturer aspect, and to persist in wan<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span>dering aimlessly forward, +with eyes turned ever on the dim flowery paths of former days.</p> + +<p>"Let the dead past bury its dead."</p> + +<p>But there comes a time, when the grass has grown over those graves, when +we may do well to go and look at them once more; to stand once again in +that solitary burial-ground, "where," as an earnest man has said, "are +buried broken vows, worn-out hopes, joys blind and deaf, faiths betrayed +or gone astray—lost, lost love; silent spaces where only one mourner +ever comes."</p> + +<p>And to the last retrospective of us our dead past yet speaks at times, +and speaks as one having authority.</p> + +<p>Such a time had come for Charles now. From the open grave of his love +for Ruth he turned to look at others by which he had stood long ago, in +grief as sharp, but which yet in all its bitterness had never struck as +deep as this.</p> + +<p>Memory pointed back to a time twenty years ago, when he had hurried home +through a long summer night to arrive at Stoke Moreton too late; to find +only the solemn shadow of the mother whom he had loved, and whom he had +grieved; too late to ask for forgiveness; too late for anything but a +wild passion of grief and remorse, and frantic self-accusation.</p> + +<p>The scene shifted to ten years later. It was a sultry July evening of +the day on which the woman whom he had loved for years had married his +brother. He was standing on the deck of the steamer which was taking him +from England, looking back at the gray town dwindling against the tawny +curtain of the sunset. In his brain was a wild clamor of wedding-bells, +and across the water, marking the pulse of the sea, came to his outward +ears the slow tolling of a bell on a sunken rock near the harbor mouth.</p> + +<p>It seemed to be tolling for the death of all that remained of good in +him. In losing Evelyn, whom he had loved with all the idealism and +reverence of a reckless man for a good woman, he believed, in the +bitterness of his spirit, that he had lost all; that he had been cut +adrift from the last mooring to a better future, that nothing could hold +him back now. And for a time it had been so, and he had drowned his +trouble in a sea in which he wellnigh drowned himself as well.</p> + +<p>Once more memory pointed—pointed across five dark years to an evening +when he had sat as he was sitting now, alone by the wide stone hearth in +the hall at Stoke Moreton, after his father's death, and after the +reading of the will. He was the possessor of the old<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span> home, which he had +always passionately loved, from which he had been virtually banished so +long. His father, who had never liked him, but who of late years had +hated him as men only hate their eldest sons, had left all in his power +to his second son, had entailed every acre of the Stoke Moreton and +other family properties upon him and his children. Charles could touch +nothing, and over him hung a millstone of debt, from which there was now +no escape. He sat with his head in his hands—the man whom his friends +were envying on his accession to supposed wealth and position—ruined.</p> + +<p>A few days later he was summoned to London by a friend whom he had known +for many years. He remembered well that last meeting with the stern old +man whom he had found sitting in his arm-chair with death in his face. +He had once or twice remonstrated with Charles in earlier days, and as +he came into his presence now for the last time, and met his severe +glance, he supposed, with the callousness that comes from suffering +which has reached its lowest depths, that he was about to rebuke him +again.</p> + +<p>"And so," said General Marston, sternly, "you have come into your +kingdom; into what you deserve."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Charles. "If it is any pleasure to you to know that what you +prophesied on several occasions has come true, you can enjoy it. I am +ruined!"</p> + +<p>"You fool!" said the sick man slowly. "To have come to five-and-thirty, +and to have used up everything which makes life worth having. I am not +speaking only of money. There is a bankruptcy in your face that money +will never pay. And you had talent and a good heart and the making of a +man in you once. I saw that when your father turned you adrift. I saw +that when you were at your worst after your brother's marriage. Yes, you +need not start. I knew your secret and kept it as well as you did +yourself. I tried to stop you; but you went your own way."</p> + +<p>Charles was silent. It was true, and he knew it.</p> + +<p>"And so you thought, I suppose, that if your father had made a just will +you could have retrieved yourself?"</p> + +<p>"I know I could," said Charles, firmly; "but he left the ——shire +property to Ralph, and every shilling of his capital; and Ralph had my +mother's fortune already. I have Stoke Moreton and the place in Surrey, +which he could not take from me, but everything is entailed, down to the +trees in the park. I have nominally a large income; but I am in the +hands of the Jews. I can't settle with them as I expected, and they will +squeeze me to the uttermost. However,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span> as you say, I have the +consolation of knowing I brought it on myself."</p> + +<p>"And if your father acted justly, as you would call it, which I knew he +never would, you would have run through everything in five years' time."</p> + +<p>"No, I should not. I know I have been a fool; but there are two kinds of +fools—the kind that sticks to folly all its life, and the kind that has +its fling, and has done with it. I belong to the second kind. My father +had no right to take my last chance from me. If he had left it me, I +should have used it."</p> + +<p>"You look tired of your fling," said the elder man. "Very tired. And you +think money would set you right, do you?" He looked critically at the +worn, desperate face opposite him. "I made my will the other day," he +went on, his eyes still fixed on Charles. "I had not much to leave, and +I have no near relations, so I divided it among various charitable +institutions. I see no reason to alter my will. If one leaves money, +however small the sum may be, one likes to think it has been left to +some purpose, with some prospect of doing good. A few days ago I had a +surprise. I fancy it was to be my last surprise in this world. I +inherited from a distant relation, who died intestate, a large fortune. +After being a poor man all my days, wealth comes to me when I am on the +point of going where money won't follow. Curious, isn't it? I am going +to leave this second sum in the same spirit as the first, but in rather +a different manner. I like to know what I am doing, so I sent for you. I +am of opinion that the best thing I can do with it, is to set you on +your legs again. What do you owe?"</p> + +<p>Charles turned very red, and then very white.</p> + +<p>"What do you owe?" repeated the sick man, testily. "I am getting tired. +How much is it?" He got out a check-book, and began filling it in. "Have +you no tongue?" he said, angrily, looking up. "Tell me the exact figure. +Well? Keep nothing back."</p> + +<p>"I won't be given the whole," said Charles, with an oath. "Give me +enough to settle the Jews, and I will do the rest out of my income. I +won't get off scot free."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, have your own way, as usual, and name the sum you want. +There, take it," he said, feebly, when Charles had mentioned with shame +a certain hideous figure, "and go. I shall never know what you do with +it, so you can play ducks and drakes with it if you like. But you won't +like. You have burned your fingers too severely to play with fire again. +You have turned over so many new leaves<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span> that now you have come to the +last in the book. I have given you another chance, Charles; but one man +can't do much to help another. The only person who can really help you +is yourself. Give yourself a chance, too."</p> + +<p>How memory brought back every word of that strange interview. Charles +saw again the face of the dying man; heard again the stern, feeble +voice, "Give yourself a chance."</p> + +<p>He had given himself a chance. "Some natures, like comets, make strange +orbits, and return from far." Charles had returned at last. The old +man's investment had been a wise one. But, as Charles looked back, after +three years, he saw that his friend had been right. His money debts had +been the least part of what he owed. There were other long-standing +accounts which he had paid in full during these three years, paid in the +restless weariness and disappointment that underlay his life, in the +loneliness in which he lived, in his contempt for all his former +pursuits, which had left him at first devoid of any pursuits at all.</p> + +<p>He had had, as was natural, very little happiness in his life, but all +the bitterness of all his bitter past seemed as nothing to the agony of +this moment. He had loved Evelyn with his imagination, but he loved Ruth +with his whole heart and soul, and—he had lost her.</p> + +<p>The night was far advanced. The dawn was already making faint bars over +the tops of the shutters, was looking in at him as he sat motionless by +his dim lamp and his dead fire. And, in spite of the growing dawn, it +was a dark hour.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX"></a>CHAPTER XX.</h2> + + +<p>Dare returned to Vandon in the highest spirits, with an enormous emerald +engagement-ring in an inner waistcoat-pocket. He put it on Ruth's third +finger a few days later, under the ancient cedar on the terrace at +Vandon, a spot which, he informed her (for he was not without poetic +flights at times), his inner consciousness associated with all the love +scenes of his ancestors that were no more.</p> + +<p>He was stricken to the heart when, after duly admiring it, Ruth gently +explained to him that she could not wear his ring at present, until her +engagement was given out.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Let it then be given out," he said, impetuously. "Ah! why already is it +not given out?"</p> + +<p>She explained again, but it was difficult to make him understand, and +she felt conscious that if he would have allowed her the temporary use +of one hand to release a fly, which was losing all self-control inside +her veil, she might have been more lucid. As it was, she at last made +him realize the fact that, until Lord Polesworth's return from America +in November, no further step was to be taken.</p> + +<p>"But all is right," he urged with pride. "I have seen my lawyer; I make +a settlement. I raise money on the property to make a settlement. There +is nothing I will not do. I care for nothing only to marry you."</p> + +<p>Ruth led him to talk of other things. She was very gentle with him, +always attentive, always ready to be interested; but any one less +self-centred than Dare would have had a misgiving about her feeling for +him. He had none. Half his life he had spent in Paris, and, imbued with +French ideas of betrothal and marriage, he thought her manner at once +exceedingly becoming and natural. She was reserved, but reserve was +charming. She did not care for him very much perhaps, as yet, but as +much as she could care for any one. Most men think that if a woman does +not attach herself to them she is by nature cold. Dare was no exception +to the rule; and though he would have preferred that there should be +less constraint in their present intercourse, that she would be a little +more shy, and a little less calm, still he was supremely happy and +proud, and only longed to proclaim the fortunate state of his affairs to +the world.</p> + +<p>One thing about Ruth puzzled him very much, and with a vague misgiving +she saw it did so. Her interest in the Vandon cottages, and the schools, +and the new pump, had been most natural up to this time. It had served +to bring them together; but now the use of these things was past, and +yet he observed, with incredulity at first and astonishment afterwards, +that she clung to them more than ever.</p> + +<p>What mattered it for the moment whether the pump was put up or not, or +whether the cottages by the river were protected from the floods? Of +course in time, for he had promised, a vague something would be done; +but why in the golden season of love and plighted faith revert to +prosaic subjects such as these?</p> + +<p>Some men are quite unable to believe in any act of a woman being +genuine. They always find out that it has something to do with them. If +an angel came down from heaven to warn a man of this<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span> kind of wrath to +come, he would think the real object of her journey was to make his +acquaintance.</p> + +<p>Ruth saw the incredulity in Dare's face when she questioned him, and her +heart sank within her. It sank yet lower when she told him one day, with +a faint smile, that she knew he was not rich, and that she wanted him to +let her help in the rebuilding of certain cottages, the plans of which +he had brought over in the summer, but which had not yet been begun, +apparently for the want of funds.</p> + +<p>"What you cannot do alone we can do together," she said.</p> + +<p>He agreed with effusion. He was surprised, flattered, delighted, but +entirely puzzled.</p> + +<p>The cottages were begun immediately. They were near the river, which +divided the Slumberleigh and Vandon properties. Ruth often went to look +at them. It did her good to see them rising, strong and firm, though +hideous to behold, on higher ground than the poor dilapidated hovels at +the water's edge, where fever was always breaking out, which yet made, +as they supported each other in their crookedness, and leaned over their +own wavering reflections, such a picturesque sketch that it seemed a +shame to supplant them by such brand new red brick, such blue tiling, +such dreadful little porches.</p> + +<p>Ruth drew the old condemned cottages, with the long lines of pollarded +marshy meadow, and distant bridge and mill in the background, but it was +a sketch she never cared to look at afterwards. She was constantly +drawing now. There was a vague restlessness in her at this time that +made her take refuge in the world of nature, where the mind can withdraw +itself from itself for a time into a stronghold where misgiving and +anxiety cannot corrupt, nor self break through and steal. In these days +she shut out self steadfastly, and fixed her eyes firmly on the future, +as she herself had made it with her own hands.</p> + +<p>She had grown very grave of late. Dare's high spirits had the effect of +depressing her more than she would allow, even to herself. She liked +him. She told herself so every day, and it was a pleasure to her to see +him so happy. But when she had accepted him he was so diffident, so +quiet, so anxious, that she had not realized that he would return to his +previous happy self-confidence, his volubility, his gray hats—in fact, +his former gay self—directly his mind was at ease and he had got what +he wanted. She saw at once that the change was natural, but she found it +difficult to keep pace with, and the effort to do so was a constant +strain.</p> + +<p>She had yet to learn that it is hard to live for those who live for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span> +self. Between a nature which struggles, however feebly, towards a higher +life, and one whose sole object is gracefully and good-naturedly, but +persistently to enjoy itself, there is a great gulf fixed, of which +often neither are aware, until they attempt a close relationship with +each other, when the chasm reveals itself with appalling clearness to +the higher nature of the two.</p> + +<p>Ruth was glad when a long-standing engagement to sing at a private +concert in one place, and sell modern knick-knacks in old English +costume at another, took her from Slumberleigh for a week. She looked +forward to the dreary dissipation in store for her with positive +gladness; and when the week had passed, and she was returning once more, +she wished the stations would not fly so quickly past, that the train +would not hurry itself so unnecessarily to bring her back to +Slumberleigh.</p> + +<p>As the little local line passed Stoke Moreton station she looked out for +a moment, but leaned back hurriedly as she caught a glimpse of the +Danvers omnibus in the background, with its great black horses, and a +footman with a bag standing on the platform. In another moment Mrs. +Alwynn, followed by the footman, made a dart at Ruth's carriage, jumped +in, seized the bag, repeated voluble thanks, pressed half her gayly +dressed person out again through the window to ascertain that her boxes +were put in the van, caught her veil in the ventilator as the train +started, and finally precipitated herself into a seat on her bag, as the +motion destroyed her equilibrium.</p> + +<p>"Well, Aunt Fanny!" said Ruth.</p> + +<p>"Why, goodness gracious, my dear, if it isn't you! And, now I think of +it, you were to come home to-day. Well, how oddly things fall out, to be +sure, me getting into your carriage like that. And you'll never guess, +Ruth, though for that matter there's nothing so very astonishing about +it, as I told Mrs. Thursby, you'll never guess where <i>I've</i> been +visiting."</p> + +<p>Ruth remembered seeing the Danvers omnibus at the station, and suddenly +remembered, too, a certain request which she had once made of Charles.</p> + +<p>"Where can it have been?" she said, with a great show of curiosity.</p> + +<p>"You will never guess," said Mrs. Alwynn, in high glee. "I shall have to +help you. You remember my sprained ankle? There! Now I have as good as +told you."</p> + +<p>But Ruth would not spoil her aunt's pleasure; and after numerous +guesses, Mrs. Alwynn had the delight of taking her completely<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span> by +surprise, when at last she leaned forward and said, with a rustle of +pride, emphasizing each word with a pat on Ruth's knee:</p> + +<p>"I've been to Stoke Moreton."</p> + +<p>"How delightful!" ejaculated Ruth. "How astonished I am! Stoke Moreton!"</p> + +<p>"You may well say that," said Mrs. Alwynn, nodding to her. "Mrs. Thursby +would not believe it at first, and afterwards she said she was afraid +there would not be any party; but there was, Ruth. There was a married +couple, very nice people, of the name of Reynolds. I dare say, being +London people, you may have known them. She had quite the London look +about her, though not dressed low of an evening; and he was a clergyman, +who had overworked himself, and had come down to Stoke Moreton to rest, +and had soup at luncheon. And there was another person besides, a +Colonel Middleton, a very clever man, who wrote a book that was printed, +and had been in India, and was altogether most superior. We were three +gentlemen and two ladies, but we had ices each night, Ruth, two kinds of +ices; and the second night I wore my ruby satin, and the clergyman at +Stoke Moreton, that nice young Mr. Brown, who comes to your uncle's +chapter meetings, dined, with his sister, a very pleasing person indeed, +Ruth, in black. In fact, it was a very pleasant little gathering, so +nice and informal, and the footman did not wait at luncheon, just put +the pudding and the hot plates down to the fire; and Sir Charles so +chatty and so full of his jokes, and I always liked to hear him, though +my scent of humor is not quite the same as his. Sir Charles has a +feeling heart, Ruth. You should have heard Mr. Reynolds talk about him. +But he looked very thin and pale, my dear, and he seemed to be always so +tired, but still as pleasant as could be. And I told him he wanted a +wife to look after him, and I advised him to have an egg beaten up in +ever such a little drop of brandy at eleven o'clock, and he said he +would think about it, he did indeed, Ruth; so I just went quietly to the +house-keeper and asked her to see to it, and a very sensible person she +was, Ruth, been in the family twenty years, and thinks all the world of +Sir Charles, and showed me the damask table-cloths that were used for +the prince's visit, and the white satin coverlet, embroidered with gold +thistles, quite an heirloom, which had been worked by the ladies of the +house when James I. slept there. Think of that, my dear!"</p> + +<p>And so Mrs. Alwynn rambled on, recounting how Charles had shown her all +the pictures himself, and the piazza where the orange and myrtle trees +were, and how she and Mrs. Reynolds had gone<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span> for a drive together, "in +a beautiful landau," etc., till they reached home.</p> + +<p>As a rule Ruth rather shrank from travelling with Mrs. Alwynn, who +always journeyed in her best clothes, "because you never know whom you +may not meet." To stand on a platform with her was to be made +conspicuous, and Ruth generally found herself unconsciously going into +half mourning for the day, when she went anywhere by rail with her aunt. +To-day Mrs. Alwynn was more gayly dressed than ever, but as Ruth looked +at her beaming face she felt nothing but a strange pleasure in the fact +that Charles had not forgotten the little request which later events had +completely effaced from her own memory. He, it seemed, had remembered, +and, in spite of what had passed, had done what she asked him. She +wished that she could have told him she was grateful. Alas! there were +other things that she wished she could have told him; that she was sorry +she had misjudged him; that she understood him better now. But what did +it matter? What did it matter? She was going to marry Dare, and <i>he</i> was +the person whom she must try to understand for the remainder of her +natural life. She thought a little wearily that she could understand +<i>him</i> without trying.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXI" id="CHAPTER_XXI"></a>CHAPTER XXI.</h2> + + +<p>The 18th of October had arrived. Slumberleigh Hall was filling. The +pheasants, reprieved till then, supposed it was only for partridge +shooting, and thinking no evil, ate Indian-corn, and took no thought for +the annual St. Bartholomew of their race.</p> + +<p>Mabel Thursby had met Ruth out walking that day, and had informed her +that Charles was to be one of the guns, also Dare, though, as she +remembered to add, suspecting Dare admired Ruth, the latter was a bad +shot, and was only asked out of neighborly feeling.</p> + +<p>After parting with Mabel, Ruth met, almost at her own gate, Ralph +Danvers, who passed her on horseback, and then turned on recognizing +her. Ralph's conversational powers were not great, and though he walked +his horse beside her, he chiefly contented himself with assenting to +Ruth's remarks until she asked after Molly.</p> + +<p>He at once whistled and flicked a fly off his horse's neck.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Sad business with Molly," he said; "and mother out for the day. Great +grief in the nursery. Vic's dead!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, poor Molly!"</p> + +<p>"Died this morning. Fits. I say," with a sudden inspiration, "you +wouldn't go over and cheer her up, would you? Mother's out. I'm out. +Magistrates' meeting at D——."</p> + +<p>Ruth said she had nothing to do, and would go over at once, and Ralph +nodded kindly at her, and rode on. He liked her, and it never occurred +to him that it could be anything but a privilege to minister to any need +of Molly's. He jogged on more happily after his meeting with Ruth, and +only remembered half an hour later that he had completely forgotten to +order the dog-cart to meet Charles, who was coming to Atherstone for a +night before he went on to kill the Slumberleigh pheasants the following +morning.</p> + +<p>Ruth set out at once over the pale stubble fields, glad of an object for +a walk.</p> + +<p>Deep distress reigned meanwhile in the nursery at Atherstone. Vic, the +much-beloved, the stoat pursuer, the would-be church-goer, Vic was dead, +and Molly's soul refused comfort. In vain nurse conveyed a palpitating +guinea-pig into the nursery in a bird-cage, on the narrow door of which +remains of fur showed an unwilling entrance; Molly could derive no +comfort from guinea-pigs.</p> + +<p>In vain was the new horse, with leather hoofs, with real hair, and a +horse-hair tail—in vain was that token of esteem from Uncle Charles +brought out of its stable, and unevenly yoked with a dappled pony +planted on a green, oval lawn, into Molly's own hay-cart. Molly's woe +was beyond the reach of hay-carts or horse-hair tails, however +realistic. Like Hezekiah, she turned her face to the nursery wall, on +which trains and railroads were depicted; and even when cook herself +rose up out of her kitchen to comfort her with material consolations, +she refused the mockery of a gingerbread nut, which could not restore +the friend with whom previous gingerbread nuts had always been equally +divided.</p> + +<p>Presently a step came along the passage, and Charles, who had found no +one in the drawing-room, came in tired and dusty, and inclined to be +annoyed at having had to walk up from the station.</p> + +<p>Molly flew to him, and flung her arms tightly round his neck.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Uncle Charles! Uncle Charles! Vic is dead!"</p> + +<p>"I am so sorry, Molly," taking her on his knee.</p> + +<p>Nurse and the nursery-maid and cook withdrew, leaving the two mourners +alone together.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span></p> + +<p>"He is <i>dead</i>, Uncle Charles. He was quite well, and eating Albert +biscuits with the dolls this morning, and now—" The rest was too +dreadful, and Molly burst into a flood of tears, and burrowed with her +head against the faithful waistcoat of Uncle Charles—Uncle Charles, the +friend, the consoler of all the ills that Molly had so far been heir to.</p> + +<p>"Vic had a very happy life, Molly," said Charles, pressing the little +brown head against his cheek, and vaguely wondering what it would be +like to have any one to turn to in time of trouble.</p> + +<p>"I always kept trouble from him except that time I shut him in the +door," gasped Molly. "I never took him out in a string, and he only wore +his collar—that collar you gave him, that made him scratch so—on +Sundays."</p> + +<p>"And he was not ill a long time. He did not suffer any pain?"</p> + +<p>"No, Uncle Charles, not much; but, though he did not say anything, his +face looked worse than screaming, and he passed away very stiff in his +hind-legs. Oh!" (with a fresh outburst), "when cook told me that her +sister that was in a decline had gone, I never thought," (sob, sob!) +"poor Vic would be the next."</p> + +<p>A step came along the passage, a firm light step that Charles knew, that +made his heart beat violently.</p> + +<p>The door opened and a familiar voice said:</p> + +<p>"Molly! My poor Molly! I met father, and—"</p> + +<p>Ruth stood in the door-way, and stopped short. A wave of color passed +over her face, and left it paler than usual.</p> + +<p>Charles looked at her over the mop of Molly's brown head against his +breast. Their grave eyes met, and each thought how ill the other looked.</p> + +<p>"I did not know—I thought you were going to Slumberleigh to-day," said +Ruth.</p> + +<p>"I go to-morrow morning," replied Charles. "I came here first."</p> + +<p>There was an awkward silence, but Molly came to their relief by a sudden +rush at Ruth, and a repetition of the details of the death-bed scene of +poor Vic for her benefit, for which both were grateful.</p> + +<p>"You ought to be thinking where he is to be buried, Molly," suggested +Charles, when she had finished. "Let us go into the garden and find a +place."</p> + +<p>Molly revived somewhat at the prospect of a funeral, and though Ruth was +anxious to leave her with her uncle, insisted on her remaining for the +ceremony. They went out together, Molly holding a hand of each, to +choose a suitable spot in the garden. By the time<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span> the grave had been +dug by Charles, Molly was sufficiently recovered to take a lively +interest in the proceedings, and to insist on the attendance of the +stable-cat, in deep mourning, when the remains of poor Vic, arrayed in +his best collar, were lowered into their long home.</p> + +<p>By the time the last duties to the dead had been performed, and Charles, +under Molly's direction, had planted a rose-tree on the grave, while +Ruth surrounded the little mound with white pebbles, Molly's tea-time +had arrived, and that young lady allowed herself to be led away by the +nursery-maid, with the stable-cat in a close embrace, resigned, and even +cheerful at the remembrance of those creature comforts of cook's, which +earlier in the day she had refused so peremptorily.</p> + +<p>When Molly left them, Ruth and Charles walked together in silence to the +garden-gate which led to the foot-path over the fields by which she had +come. Neither had a word to say, who formerly had so much.</p> + +<p>"Good-bye," she said, without looking at him.</p> + +<p>He seemed intent on the hasp of the gate.</p> + +<p>There was a moment's pause.</p> + +<p>"I should like," said Ruth, hating herself for the formality of her +tone, "to thank you before I go for giving Mrs. Alwynn so much pleasure. +She still talks of her visit to you. It was kind of you to remember it. +So much seems to have happened since then, that I had not thought of it +again."</p> + +<p>At her last words Charles raised his eyes and looked at her with strange +wistful intentness, but when Ruth had finished speaking he had no remark +to make in answer; and as he stood, bareheaded by the gate, twirling the +hasp and looking, as a hasty glance told her, so worn and jaded in the +sunshine, she said "Good-bye" again, and turned hastily away.</p> + +<p>And all along the empty harvested fields, and all along the lanes, where +the hips and haws grew red and stiff among the ruddy hedge-rows, Ruth +still saw Charles's grave, worn face.</p> + +<p>That night she saw it still, as she sat in her own room, and listened to +the whisper of the rain upon the roof, and the touch of its myriad +fingers on the window-panes.</p> + +<p>"I cannot bear to see him look like that. I cannot bear it," she said, +suddenly, and the storm which had been gathering so long, the clouds of +which had darkened the sky for so many days, broke at last, with a +strong and mighty wind of swift emotion which carried all before it.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span></p> + +<p>It was a relief to give way, to let the tempest do its worst, and remain +passive. But when its force was spent at last, and it died away in gusts +and flying showers, it left flood and wreckage and desolation behind. +When Ruth raised her head and looked about her, all her landmarks were +gone. There was a streaming glory in the heavens, but it shone on the +ruin of all her little world below. She loved Charles, and she knew it. +It seemed to her now as if, though she had not realized it, she must +have loved him from the first; and with the knowledge came an +overwhelming sense of utter misery that struck terror to her heart. She +understood at last the meaning of the weariness and the restless +misgivings of these last weeks. If heretofore they had spoken in +riddles, they spoke plainly now. Every other feeling in the world seemed +to have been swept away by a passion, the overwhelming strength of which +she regarded panic-stricken. She seemed to have been asleep all her +life, to have stirred restlessly once or twice of late, and now to have +waked to consciousness and agony. Love, with women like Ruth, is a great +happiness or a great calamity. It is with them indeed for better, for +worse.</p> + +<p>Those whose feelings lie below the surface escape the hundred rubs and +scratches which superficial natures are heir to; but it is the nerve +which is not easily reached which when touched gives forth the sharpest +pang. Nature, when she gives intensity of feeling, mercifully covers it +well with a certain superficial coldness. Ruth had sometimes wondered +why the incidents, the books, which called forth emotion in others, +passed her by. The vehement passion which once or twice in her life she +had involuntarily awakened in others had met with no response from +herself. The sight of the fire she had unwittingly kindled only made her +shiver with cold. She believed herself to be cold—always a dangerous +assumption on the part of a woman, and apt to prove a broken reed in +emergency.</p> + +<p>Charles knew her better than she knew herself. Her pride and unconscious +humble-mindedness, her frankness with its underlying reserve, spoke of a +strong nature, slow, perhaps, but earnest, constant, and, once roused, +capable of deep attachment.</p> + +<p>And now the common lot had befallen her, the common lot of man and +womankind since Adam first met Eve in the Garden of Eden. Ruth was not +exempt.</p> + +<p>She loved Charles.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>When the dawn came up pale and tearful to wake the birds, it found her +still sitting by her window, sitting where she had sat all<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span> night, +looking with blank eyes at nothing. Creep into bed, Ruth, for already +the sparrows are all waking, and their cheerful greetings to the new day +add weariness to your weariness. Creep into bed, for soon the servants +will be stirring, and before long Martha, who has slept all night, and +thinks your lines have fallen to you in pleasant places and late hours, +will bring the hot water.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXII" id="CHAPTER_XXII"></a>CHAPTER XXII.</h2> + + +<p>Reserved people pay dear for their reserve when they are in trouble, +when the iron enters into their soul, and their eyes meet the eyes of +the world tearless, unflinching, making no sign.</p> + +<p>Enviable are those whose sorrows are only pen and ink deep, who take +every one into their confidence, who are comforted by sympathy, and fly +to those who will weep with them. There is an utter solitude, a silence +in the grief of a proud, reserved nature, which adds a frightful weight +to its intensity; and when the night comes, and the chamber door is +shut, who shall say what agonies of prayers and tears, what prostrations +of despair, pass like waves over the soul to make the balance even?</p> + +<p>As a rule, the kindest and best of people seldom notice any alteration +of appearance or manner in one of their own family. A stranger points it +out, if ever it is pointed out, which, happily, is not often, unless, of +course, in cases where advice has been disregarded, and the first +symptom of ill health is jealously watched for and triumphantly hailed +by those whose mission in life it is to say, "I told you so."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Alwynn, whose own complaints were of so slight a nature that they +had to be constantly referred to to give them any importance at all, was +not likely to notice that Ruth's naturally pale complexion had become +several degrees too pale during the last two days, or that she had dark +rings under her eyes. Besides, only the day before, had not Mrs. Alwynn, +in cutting out a child's shirt, cut out at the same time her best +drawing-room table-cloth as well, which calamity had naturally driven +out of her mind every other subject for the time?</p> + +<p>Ruth had proved unsympathetic, and Mrs. Alwynn had felt her to be so. +The next day, also, when Mrs. Alwynn had begun to talk<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span> over what she +and Ruth were to wear that evening at a dinner-party at Slumberleigh +Hall, Ruth had again shown a decided want of interest, and was not even +to be roused by the various conjectures of her aunt, though repeated +over and over again, as to who would most probably take her in to +dinner, who would be assigned to Mr. Alwynn, and whether Ruth would be +taken in by a married man or a single one. As it was quite impossible +absolutely to settle these interesting points beforehand, Mrs. Alwynn's +mind had a vast field for conjecture opened to her, in which she +disported herself at will, varying the entertainment for herself and +Ruth by speculating as to who would sit on the other side of each of +them; "for," as she justly observed, "everybody has two sides, my dear; +and though, for my part, I can talk to anybody—Members of Parliament, +or bishops, or any one—still it is difficult for a young person, and if +you feel dull, Ruth, you can always turn to the person on the other side +with some easy little remark."</p> + +<p>Ruth rose and went to the window. It had rained all yesterday; it had +been raining all the morning to-day, but it was fair now; nay, the sun +was sending out long burnished shafts from the broken gray and blue of +the sky. She was possessed by an unreasoning longing to get out of the +house into the open air—anywhere, no matter where, beyond the reach of +Mrs. Alwynn's voice. She had been fairly patient with her for many +months, but during these two last wet days, a sense of sudden miserable +irritation would seize her on the slightest provocation, which filled +her with remorse and compunction, but into which she would relapse at a +moment's notice. Every morning since her arrival, nine months ago, had +Mrs. Alwynn returned from her house-keeping with the same cheerful +bustle, the same piece of information: "Well, Ruth, I've ordered dinner, +my dear. First one duty, and then another."</p> + +<p>Why had that innocent and not unfamiliar phrase become so intolerable +when she heard it again this morning? And when Mrs. Alwynn wound up the +musical-box, and the "Buffalo Girls" tinkled on the ear to relieve the +monotony of a wet morning, why should Ruth have struggled wildly for a +moment with a sudden inclination to laugh and cry at the same time, +which resulted in two large tears falling unexpectedly, to her surprise +and shame, upon her book.</p> + +<p>She shut the book, and recovering herself with an effort, listened +patiently to Mrs. Alwynn's remarks until, early in the afternoon, the +sky cleared. Making some excuse about going to see her old nurse<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span> at the +lodge at Arleigh, who was still ill, she at last effected her escape out +of the room and out of the house.</p> + +<p>The air was fresh and clear, though cold. The familiar fields and beaded +hedge-rows, the red land, new ploughed, where the plovers hovered, the +gray broken sky above, soothed Ruth like the presence of a friend, as +Nature, even in her commonest moods, has ministered to many a one who +has loved her before Ruth's time.</p> + +<p>Our human loves partake always of the nature of speculations. We have no +security for our capital (which, fortunately, is seldom so large as we +suppose), but the love of Nature is a sure investment, which she repays +a thousand-fold, which she repays most prodigally when the heart is +bankrupt and full of bitterness, as Ruth's heart was that day. For in +Nature, as Wordsworth says, "there is no bitterness," that worst sting +of human grief. And as Ruth walked among the quiet fields, and up the +yellow aisles of the autumn glades to Arleigh, Nature spoke of peace to +her—not of joy or of happiness as in old days, for she never lies as +human comforters do, and these had gone out of her life; but of the +peace that duty steadfastly adhered to will bring at last—the peace +that after much turmoil will come in the end to those who, amid a Babel +of louder tongues, hear and obey the low-pitched voices of conscience +and of principle.</p> + +<p>For it never occurred to Ruth for a moment to throw over Dare and marry +Charles. She had given her word to Dare, and her word was her bond. It +was as much a matter of being true to herself as to him. It was very +simple. There were no two ways about it in her mind. The idea of +breaking off her engagement was not to be thought of. It would be +dishonorable.</p> + +<p>We often think that if we had been placed in the same difficulties which +we see overwhelm others, we could have got out of them. Just so; we +might have squeezed, or wriggled, or crept out of a position from which +another who would not stoop could not have escaped. People are +differently constituted. Most persons with common-sense can sink their +principles temporarily at a pinch; but others there are who go through +life prisoners on parole to their sense of honor or duty. If escape +takes the form of a temptation, they do not escape. And Ruth, walking +with bent head beneath the swaying trees, dreamed of no escape.</p> + +<p>She soon reached the little lodge, the rusty gates of which barred the +grass-grown drive to the shuttered, tenantless old house at a little +distance. It was a small gray stone house of many gables, and low lines +of windows, that if inhabited would have possessed but<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span> little charm, +but which in its deserted state had a certain pathetic interest. The +place had been to let for years, but no one had taken it; no one was +likely to take it in the disrepair which was now fast sliding into ruin.</p> + +<p>The garden-beds were almost grown over with weeds, but blots of +nasturtium color showed here and there among the ragged green, and a +Virginia-creeper had done its gorgeous red-and-yellow best to cheer the +gray stone walls. But the place had a dreary appearance even in the +present sunshine; and after looking at it for a moment, Ruth went +in-doors to see her old nurse. After sitting with her, and reading the +usual favorite chapter in the big Bible, and answering the usual +question of "Any news of Master Raymond?" in the usual way, Ruth got up +to go, and the old woman asked her if she wanted the drawing-block which +she had left with her some time ago with an unfinished sketch on it of +the stables. She got it out, and Ruth looked at it. It was a slight +sketch of an octagonal building with wide arches all round it, roofing +in a paved path, on which, in days gone by, it had evidently been the +pernicious custom to exercise the horses, whose stalls and loose boxes +formed the centre of the building. The stable had a certain quaintness, +and the sketch was at that delightful point when no random stroke has as +yet falsified the promise that a finished drawing, however clever, so +seldom fulfils.</p> + +<p>Ruth took it up, and looked out of the window. The sun was blazing out, +ashamed of his absence for so long. She might as well finish it now. She +was glad to be out of the way of meeting any one, especially the +shooters, whose guns she had heard in the nearer Slumberleigh coverts +several times that afternoon. The Arleigh woods she knew were to be kept +till later in the month. She took her block and paint-box, and picking +her way along the choked gravel walk and down the side drive to the +stables, sat down on the bench for chopping wood which had been left in +the place to which she had previously dragged it, and set to work. She +was sitting under one of the arches out of the wind, and an obsequious +yellow cat came out of the door of one of the nearest horse-boxes, in +which wood was evidently stacked, and rubbed itself against her dress, +with a reckless expenditure of hair.</p> + +<p>As Ruth stopped a moment, bored but courteous, to return its well-meant +attentions by friction behind the ears, she heard a slight crackling +among the wood in the stable. Rats abounded in the place, and she was +just about to recall the cat to its professional duties,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span> when her own +attention was also distracted. She started violently, and grasped the +drawing-block in both hands.</p> + +<p>Clear over the gravel, muffled but still distinct across the long wet +grass, she could hear a firm step coming. Then it rang out sharply on +the stone pavement. A tall man came suddenly round the corner, under the +archway, and stood before her. It was Charles.</p> + +<p>The yellow cat, which had a leaning towards the aristocracy, left Ruth, +and, picking its way daintily over the round stones towards him, rubbed +off some more of its wardrobe against his heather shooting-stockings.</p> + +<p>"I hardly think it is worth while to say anything except the truth," +said Charles at last. "I have followed you here."</p> + +<p>As Ruth could say nothing in reply, it was fortunate that at the moment +she had nothing to say. She continued to mix a little pool of Prussian +blue and Italian pink without looking up.</p> + +<p>"I hurt my gun hand after luncheon, and had to stop shooting at Croxton +corner. As I went back to Slumberleigh, across the fields below the +rectory, I thought I saw you in the distance, and followed you."</p> + +<p>"Is your hand much hurt?"—with sudden anxiety.</p> + +<p>"No," said Charles, reddening a little. "It will stop my shooting for a +day or two, but that is all."</p> + +<p>The colors were mixed again. Ruth, contrary to all previous conviction, +added light red to the Italian pink. The sketch had gone rapidly from +bad to worse, but the light red finished it off. It never, so to speak, +held up its head again; but I believe she has it still somewhere, put +away in a locked drawer in tissue-paper, as if it were very valuable.</p> + +<p>"I did not come without a reason," said Charles, after a long pause, +speaking with difficulty. "It is no good beating about the bush. I want +to speak to you again about what I told you three weeks ago. Have you +forgotten what that was?"</p> + +<p>Ruth shook her head. <i>She had not forgotten.</i> Her hand began to tremble, +and he sat down beside her on the bench, and, taking the brush out of +her hand, laid it in its box.</p> + +<p>"Ruth," he said, gently, "I have not been very happy during the last +three weeks; but two days ago, when I saw you again, I thought you did +not look as if you had been very happy either. Am I right? Are you happy +in your engagement with—Quite content? Quite satisfied? Still silent. +Am I to have no answer?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Some questions have no answers," said Ruth, steadily, looking away from +him. "At least, the questions that ought not to be asked have none."</p> + +<p>"I will not ask any more, then. Perhaps, as you say, I have no right. +You won't tell me whether you are unhappy, but your face tells me so in +spite of you. It told me so two days ago, and I have thought of it every +hour of the day and night since."</p> + +<p>She gathered herself together for a final effort to stop what she knew +was coming, and said, desperately:</p> + +<p>"I don't know how it is. I don't mean it, and yet everything I say to +you seems so harsh and unkind; but I think it would have been better not +to come here, and I think it would be better, better for us both, if you +would go away now."</p> + +<p>Charles's face became set and very white. Then he put his fortune to the +touch.</p> + +<p>"You are right," he said. "I will go away—for good; I will never +trouble you again, when you have told me that you do not love me."</p> + +<p>The color rushed into her face, and then died slowly away again, even +out of the tightly compressed lips.</p> + +<p>There was a long silence, in which he waited for a reply that did not +come. At last she turned and looked him in the face. Who has said that +light eyes cannot be impassioned? Her deep eyes, dark with the utter +blankness of despair, fell before the intensity of his. He leaned +towards her, and with gentle strength put his arm round her, and drew +her to him. His voice came in a broken whisper of passionate entreaty +close to her ear.</p> + +<p>"Ruth, I love you, and you love me. We belong to each other. We were +made for each other. Life is not possible apart. It must be together, +Ruth, always together, always—" and his voice broke down entirely.</p> + +<p>Surely he was right. A love such as theirs overrode all petty barriers +of every-day right and wrong, and was a law unto itself. Surely it was +vain to struggle against Fate, against the soft yet mighty current which +was sweeping her away beyond all landmarks, beyond the sight of land +itself, out towards an infinite sea.</p> + +<p>And the eyes she loved looked into hers with an agony of entreaty, and +the voice she loved spoke of love, spoke brokenly of unworthiness, and +an unhappy past, and of a brighter future, a future with <i>her</i>.</p> + +<p>Her brain reeled; her reason had gone. Let her yield now. Surely, if +only she could think, if the power to think had not deserted<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span> her, it +was right to yield. The current was taking her ever swifter whither she +knew not. A moment more and there would be no going back.</p> + +<p>She began to tremble, and, wrenching her hands out of his, pressed them +before her eyes to shut out the sight of the earnest face so near her +own. But she could not shut out his voice, and Charles's voice could be +very gentle, very urgent.</p> + +<p>But at the eleventh hour another voice broke in on his, and spoke as one +having authority. Conscience, if accustomed to be disregarded on common +occasions, will rarely come to the fore with any decision in emergency; +but the weakest do not put him in a place of command all their lives +without at least one result—that he has learned the habit of speaking +up and making himself attended to in time of need. He spoke now, +urgently, imperatively. Her judgment, her reason were alike gone for the +time, but, when she had paced the solemn aisles of the woods an hour ago +in possession of them, had she then even thought of doing what she was +on the verge of doing now? What had happened during that hour to reverse +the steadfast resolve which she had made then? What she had thought +right an hour ago remained right now. What she would have put far from +her as dishonorable then remained dishonorable now, though she might be +too insane to see it.</p> + +<p>Terror seized her, as of one in a dream who is conscious of impending +danger, and struggles to awake before it is too late. She started to her +feet, and, putting forcibly aside the hands that would have held her +back, walked unsteadily towards the nearest pillar, and leaned against +it, trembling violently.</p> + +<p>"Do not tempt me," she said, hoarsely. "I cannot bear it."</p> + +<p>He came and stood beside her.</p> + +<p>"I do not tempt you," he said. "I want to save you and myself from a +great calamity before it is too late."</p> + +<p>"It is too late already."</p> + +<p>"No," said Charles, in a low voice of intense determination. "It is +not—yet. It will be soon. It is still possible to go back. You are not +married to him, and it is no longer right that you should marry him. You +must give him up. There is no other way."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Ruth, with vehemence. "There is another way. You have made +me forget it; but before you came I saw it clearly. I can't think it out +as I did then; but I know it is there. There is another way"—and her +voice faltered—"to do what is right, and let everything else go."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span></p> + +<p>Charles saw for the first time, with a sudden frightful contraction of +the heart, that her will was as strong as his own. He had staked +everything on one desperate appeal to her feelings; he had carried the +outworks, and now another adversary—her conscience—rose up between him +and her.</p> + +<p>"A marriage without love is a sin," he said, quietly. "If you had lived +in the world as long as I have, and had seen what marriage without love +means, and what it generally comes to in the end, you would know that I +am speaking the truth. You have no right to marry Dare if you care for +me. Hesitate, and it will be too late! Break off your engagement now. Do +you suppose," with sudden fire, "that we shall cease to love each other; +that I shall be able to cease to love you for the rest of my life +because you are Dare's wife? What is done can't be undone. Our love for +each other can't. It is no good shutting your eyes to that. Look the +facts in the face, and don't deceive yourself into thinking that the +most difficult course is necessarily the right one."</p> + +<p>He turned from her, and sat down on the bench again, his chin in his +hands, his haggard eyes fastened on her face. He had said his last word, +and she felt that when she spoke it would be her last word too. Neither +could bear much more.</p> + +<p>"All you say sounds right, <i>at first</i>," she said, after a long silence, +and as she spoke Charles's hands dropped from his face and clinched +themselves together; "but I cannot go by what any one thinks unless I +think so myself as well. I can't take other people's judgments. When God +gave us our own, he did not mean us to shirk using it. What you say is +right, but there is something which after a little bit seems more +right—at least, which seems so to me. I cannot look at the future. I +can only see one thing distinctly, now in the present, and that is that +I cannot break my word. I never have been able to see that a woman's +word is less binding than a man's. When I said I would marry him, it was +of my own free-will. I knew what I was doing, and it was not only for +his sake I did it. It is not as if he believed I cared for him very +much. Then, perhaps—but he knows I don't, and—he is different from +other men—he does not seem to mind. I knew at the time that I accepted +him for the sake of other things, which are just the same now as they +were then: because he was poor and I had money; because I felt sure he +would never do much by himself, and I thought I could help him, and my +money would help too; because the people at Vandon are so wretched, and +their cottages are tumbling down, and there is no one who<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span> lives among +them and cares about them. I can't make it clear, and I did hesitate; +but at the time it seemed wrong to hesitate. If it seemed so right then, +it cannot be all wrong now, even if it has become hard. I cannot give it +all up. He is building cottages that I am to pay for, that I asked to +pay for. He cannot. And he has promised so many people their houses +shall be put in order, and they all believe him. And he can't do it. If +I don't, it will not be done; and some of them are very old—and—and +the winter is coming." Ruth's voice had become almost inaudible. "Oh, +Charles! Charles!" she said, brokenly, "I cannot bear to hurt you. God +knows I love you. I think I shall always love you, though I shall try +not. But I cannot go back now from what I have undertaken. I cannot +break my word. I cannot do what is wrong, even for you. Oh, God! not +even for you!"</p> + +<p>She knelt down beside him, and took his clinched hands between her own; +but he did not stir.</p> + +<p>"Not even for you," she whispered, while two hot tears fell upon his +hands. In another moment she had risen swiftly to her feet, and had left +him.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXIII.</h2> + + +<p>Charles sat quite still where Ruth had left him, looking straight in +front of him. He had not thought for a moment of following her, of +speaking to her again. Her decision was final, and he knew it. And now +he also knew how much he had built upon the wild new hope of the last +two days.</p> + +<p>Presently a slight discreet cough broke upon his ear, apparently close +at hand.</p> + +<p>He started up, and, wheeling round in the direction of the sound, called +out, in sudden anger, "Who is there?"</p> + +<p>If there is a time when we feel that a fellow-creature is entirely out +of harmony with ourselves, it is when we discover that he has overheard +or overseen us at a moment when we imagined we were alone, or—almost +alone.</p> + +<p>Charles was furious.</p> + +<p>"Come out!" he said, in a tone that would have made any ordinary +creature stay as far <i>in</i> as it could. And hearing a slight crack<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span>ling +in the nearest horse-box, of which the door stood open, he shook the +door violently.</p> + +<p>"Come out," he repeated, "this instant!"</p> + +<p>"Stop that noise, then," said a voice sharply from the inside, "and keep +quiet. By ——, a violent temper, what a thing it is; always raising a +dust, and kicking up a row, just when it's least wanted."</p> + +<p>The voice made Charles start.</p> + +<p>"Great God!" he said, "it's not—"</p> + +<p>"Yes, it is," was the reply; "and when you have taken a seat on the +farther end of that bench, and recovered your temper, I'll show, and not +before."</p> + +<p>Charles walked to the bench and sat down.</p> + +<p>"You can come out," he said, in a carefully lowered voice, in which +there was contempt as well as anger.</p> + +<p>Accordingly there was a little more crackling among the fagots, and a +slight, shabbily dressed man came to the door and peered warily out, +shading his blinking eyes with his hand.</p> + +<p>"If there is a thing I hate," he said, with a curious mixture of +recklessness and anxiety, "it is a noise. Sit so that you face the left, +will you, and I'll look after the right, and if you see any one coming +you may as well mention it. I am only at home to old friends."</p> + +<p>He took his hand from his eyes as they became more accustomed to the +light, and showed a shrewd, dissipated face, that yet had a kind of +ruined good looks about it, and, what was more hateful to Charles than +anything else, a decided resemblance to Ruth. Though he was shabby in +the extreme, his clothes sat upon him as they always and only do sit +upon a gentleman; and, though his face and voice showed that he had +severed himself effectually from the class in which he had been born, a +certain unsuitability remained between his appearance and his evidently +disreputable circumstances. When Charles looked at him he was somehow +reminded of a broken-down thorough-bred in a hansom cab.</p> + +<p>"It is a quiet spot," remarked Raymond Deyncourt, for he it was, +standing in the door-way, his watchful eyes scanning the deserted +court-yard and strip of green. "A retired and peaceful spot. I'm sorry +if my cough annoyed you, coming when it did, but I thought you seemed +before to be engaged in conversation which I felt a certain diffidence +in interrupting."</p> + +<p>"So you listened, I suppose?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Yes, I listened. I did not hear as much as I could have wished, but it +was your best manner, Danvers. You certainly have a gift, though you +dropped your voice unnecessarily once or twice, I thought. If I had had +your talents, I should not be here now. Eh? Dear me! you can swear +still, can you? How refreshing. I fancied you had quite reformed."</p> + +<p>"Why are you here now?" asked Charles, sternly.</p> + +<p>Raymond shrugged his shoulders.</p> + +<p>"Why are you here?" continued Charles, bitterly, "when you swore to me +in July that if I would pay your passage out again to America you would +let her alone in future? Why are you here, when I wrote to tell you that +she had promised me she would never give you money again without advice? +But I might have known you could break a promise as easily as make one. +I might have known you would only keep it as long as it suited +yourself."</p> + +<p>"Well, now, I'm glad to hear you say that," said Raymond, airily, +"because it takes off any feeling of surprise I was afraid you might +feel at seeing me back here. There's nothing like a good understanding +between friends. I'm precious hard up, I can tell you, or I should not +have come; and when a fellow has got into as tight a place as I have he +has got to think of other things besides keeping promises. Have you seen +to-day's papers?" with sudden eagerness.</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Any news about the 'Frisco forgery case?" and Raymond leaned forward +through the door, and spoke in a whisper.</p> + +<p>"Nothing much," said Charles, trying to recollect. "Nothing new to-day, +I think. You know they got one of them two days ago, followed him down +to Birmingham, and took him in the train."</p> + +<p>Raymond drew in his breath.</p> + +<p>"I don't hold with trains," he said, after a pause; "at least, not with +passengers. I told him as much at the time. And the—the other +one—Stephens? Any news of him?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing more about him, as far as I can remember. They were both traced +together from Boston to London, but there they parted company. Stephens +is at large still."</p> + +<p>"Is he?" said Raymond. "By George, I'm glad to hear it! I hope he'll +keep so, that's all. I am glad I left that fool. He'd not my notions at +all. We split two days ago, and I made tracks for the old diggings; got +down as far as Tarbury under a tarpaulin in a goods train—there's some +sense in a goods train—and then lay close by a weir of the canal, and +got aboard a barge after dark. Nothing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</a></span> breaks a scent like a barge. And +it went the right way for my business too, and travelled all night. I +kept close all next day, and then struck across country for this place +at night. If I hadn't known the lie of the land from a boy, when I used +to spend the holidays with old Alwynn, I couldn't have done it, or if +I'd been as dog lame as I was in July; but I was pushed for time, and I +footed it up here, and got in just before dawn. And not too soon either, +for I'm cleaned out, and food is precious hard to come by if you don't +care to go shopping for it. I am only waiting till it's dark to go and +get something from the old woman at the lodge. She looked after me +before, but it wasn't so serious then as it is now."</p> + +<p>"It will be penal servitude for life this time for—Stephens," said +Charles.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Raymond, thoughtfully. "It's playing deuced high. I knew +that at the time, but I thought it was worth it. It was a beautiful +thing, and there was a mint of money in it if it had gone straight—a +mint of money;" and he shook his head regretfully. "But the luck is +bound to change in the end," he went on, after a moment of mournful +retrospection. "You'll see, I shall make my pile yet, Danvers. One can't +go on turning up tails all the time."</p> + +<p>"You will turn them up once too often," said Charles, "and get your +affairs wound up for you some day in a way you won't like. But I suppose +it's no earthly use my saying anything."</p> + +<p>"Not much," replied the other. "I guess I've heard it all before. Don't +you remember how you held forth that night in the wood? You came out too +strong. I felt as if I were in church; but you forked out handsomely at +the collection afterwards. I will say that for you."</p> + +<p>"And what are you going to do now you've got here?" interrupted Charles, +sharply.</p> + +<p>"Lie by."</p> + +<p>"How long?"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps a week, perhaps ten days. Can't say."</p> + +<p>"And after that?"</p> + +<p>"After that, some one, I don't say who, but some one will have to +provide me with the 'ready' to nip across to France. I have friends in +Paris where I can manage to scratch along for a bit till things have +blown over."</p> + +<p>Charles considered for a few moments, and then said:</p> + +<p>"Are you going to dun your sister for money again, or give her another +fright by lying in wait for her? Of course, if you broke<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</a></span> your word +about coming back, you might break it about trying to get money out of +her."</p> + +<p>"I might," assented Raymond; "in fact, I was on the point of making my +presence known to her, and suggesting a pecuniary advance, when you came +up. I don't know at present what I shall do, as I let that opportunity +slip. It just depends."</p> + +<p>Charles considered again.</p> + +<p>"It's a pity to trouble her, isn't it?" said Raymond, his shrewd eyes +watching him; "and women are best out of money-matters. Besides, if she +has promised you she won't pay up without advice, she'll stick to it. +Nothing will turn her when she once settles on anything, if she is at +all like what she used to be. She has got dollars of her own. You had +better settle with me, and pay yourself back when you are married. Dear +me! There's no occasion to look so murderous. I suppose I'm at liberty +to draw my own conclusions."</p> + +<p>"You had better draw them a little more carefully in future," said +Charles, savagely. "Your sister is engaged to be married to a man +without a sixpence."</p> + +<p>"By George," said Raymond, "that won't suit my book at all. I'd +rather"—with another glance at Charles—"I'd rather she'd marry a man +with money."</p> + +<p>If Charles was of the same opinion he did not express it. He remained +silent for a few minutes to give weight to his last remark, and then +said, slowly:</p> + +<p>"So you see you won't get anything more from that quarter. You had +better make the most you can out of me."</p> + +<p>Raymond nodded.</p> + +<p>"The most you will get, in fact, I may say <i>all</i> you will get from me, +is enough ready money to carry you to Paris, and a check for twenty +pounds to follow, when I hear you have arrived there."</p> + +<p>"It's mean," said Raymond; "it's cursed mean; and from a man like you, +too, whom I feel for as a brother. I'd rather try my luck with Ruth. +She's not married yet, anyway."</p> + +<p>"You will do as you like," said Charles, getting up. "If I find you have +been trying your luck with her, as you call it, you won't get a farthing +from me afterwards. And you may remember, she can't help you without +consulting her friends. And your complaint is one that requires absolute +quiet, or I'm very much mistaken."</p> + +<p>Raymond bit his finger, and looked irresolute.</p> + +<p>"To-day is Wednesday," said Charles; "on Saturday I shall come<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</a></span> back +here in the afternoon, and if you have come to my terms by that time you +can cough after I do. I shall have the money on me. If you make any +attempt to write or speak to your sister, I shall take care to hear of +it, and you need not expect me on Saturday. That is the last remark I +have to make, so good-afternoon;" and, without waiting for a reply, +Charles walked away, conscious that Raymond would not dare either to +call or run after him.</p> + +<p>He walked slowly along the grass-grown road that led into the +carriage-drive, and was about to let himself out of the grounds by a +crazy gate, which rather took away from the usefulness of the large iron +locked ones at the lodge, when he perceived an old man with a pail of +water fumbling at it. He did not turn as Charles drew near, and even +when the latter came up with him, and said "Good-afternoon," he made no +sign. Charles watched him groping for the hasp, and, when he had got the +gate open, feel about for the pail of water, which when he found he +struck against the gate-post as he carried it through. Charles looked +after the old man as he shambled off in the direction of the lodge.</p> + +<p>"Blind and deaf! He'll tell no tales, at any rate," he said to himself. +"Raymond is in luck there."</p> + +<p>It had turned very cold; and, suddenly remembering that his absence +might be noticed, he set off through the woods to Slumberleigh at a good +pace. His nearest way took him through the church-yard and across the +adjoining high-road, on the farther side of which stood the little +red-faced lodge, which belonged to the great new red-faced seat of the +Thursbys at a short distance. He came rapidly round the corner of the +old church tower, and was already swinging down the worn sandstone steps +which led into the road, when he saw below him at the foot of the steps +a little group of people standing talking. It was Mr. Alwynn and Ruth +and Dare, who had evidently met them on his return from shooting, and +who, standing at ease with one elegantly gaitered leg on the lowest +step, and a cartridge-bag slung over his shoulders in a way that had +aroused Charles's indignation earlier in the day, was recounting to +them, with vivid action of the hands on an imaginary gun, his own +performances to right and left at some particularly hot corner.</p> + +<p>Mr. Alwynn was listening with a benignant smile. Charles saw that Ruth +was leaning heavily against the low stone-wall. Before he had time to +turn back, Mr. Alwynn had seen him, and had gone forward a step to meet +him, holding out a welcoming hand. Charles was obliged to stop a moment +while his hand was inquired after, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</a></span> a new treatment, which Mr. +Alwynn had found useful on a similar occasion, was enjoined upon him. As +they stood together on the church steps a fly, heavily laden with +luggage, came slowly up the road towards them.</p> + +<p>"What," said Mr. Alwynn, "more visitors! I thought all the Slumberleigh +party arrived yesterday."</p> + +<p>The fly plodded past the Slumberleigh lodge, however, and as it reached +the steps a shrill voice suddenly called to the driver to stop. As it +came grinding to a stand-still, the glass was hastily put down, and a +little woman with a very bold pair of black eyes, and a somewhat +laced-in figure, got out and came towards them.</p> + +<p>"Well, Mr. Dare!" she said, in a high distinct voice, with a strong +American accent. "I guess you did not expect to see me riding up this +way, or you'd have sent the carriage to bring your wife up from the +station. But I'm not one to bear malice; so if you want a lift home +to—what's the name of your fine new place?—you can get in, and ride up +along with me."</p> + +<p>Dare looked straight in front of him. No one spoke. Her quick eye +glanced from one to another of the little group, and she gave a short +constrained laugh.</p> + +<p>"Well," she said, "if you ain't coming, you can stop with your friends. +I've had a deal of travelling one way and another, and I'll go on +without you." And, turning quickly away, she told the driver in the same +distinct high key to go on to Vandon, and got into the fly again.</p> + +<p>The grinning man chucked at the horse's bridle, and the fly rattled +heavily away.</p> + +<p>No one spoke as it drove away. Charles glanced once at Ruth; but her set +white face told him nothing. As the fly disappeared up the road, Dare +moved a step forward. His face under his brown skin was ashen gray. He +took off his cap, and extending it at arm's-length, not towards the sky, +but, like a good churchman, towards the church, outside of which, as he +knew, his Maker was not to be found, he said, solemnly, "I swear before +God what she says is one—great—<i>lie</i>!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXIV"></a>CHAPTER XXIV.</h2> + + +<p>If conformity to type is indeed the one great mark towards which +humanity should press, Mrs. Thursby may honestly be said to have +attained to it. Everything she said or did had been said or done before, +or she would never have thought of saying or doing it. Her whole life +was a feeble imitation of the imitative lives of others; in short, it +was the life of the ordinary country gentlewoman, who lives on her +husband's property, and who, as Augustus Hare says, "has never looked +over the garden-wall."</p> + +<p>We do not mean to insinuate for a moment that the utmost energy and +culture are not occasionally to be met with in the female portion of +that interesting mass of our fellow-creatures who swell the large +volumes of the "Landed Gentry." Among their ranks are those who come +boldly forward into the full glare of public life; and, conscious of a +genius for enterprise, to which an unmarried condition perhaps affords +ampler scope, and which a local paper is ready to immortalize, become +secretaries of ladies' societies, patronesses of flower shows, breeders +of choice poultry, or even associates of floral leagues of the highest +political importance. That such women should and do exist among us, the +conscious salt-cellars of otherwise flavorless communities, is a fact +for which we cannot be too thankful; and if Mrs. Thursby was not one of +these aspiring spirits, with a yearning after "the mystical better +things," which one of the above pursuits alone can adequately satisfy, +it was her misfortune and not her fault.</p> + +<p>It was her nature, as we have said, servilely to copy others. Her +conversation was all that she could remember of what she had heard from +others, her present dinner-party, as regards food, was a cross between +the two last dinner-parties she had been to. The dessert, however, +conspicuous by its absence, conformed strictly to a type which she had +seen in a London house in June.</p> + +<p>Her dinner-party gave her complete satisfaction, which was fortunate, +for to the greater number of the eighteen or twenty people who had been +indiscriminately herded together to form it, it was (with the exception +of Mrs. Alwynn) a dreary or at best an uninter<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</a></span>esting ordeal; while to +four people among the number, the four who had met last on the church +steps, it was a period of slow torture, endured with varying degrees of +patience by each, from the two soups in the beginning, to the peaches +and grapes at the long-delayed and bitter end.</p> + +<p>Ruth, whose self-possession never wholly deserted her, had reached a +depth of exhausted stupor, in which the mind is perfectly oblivious of +the impression it is producing on others. By an unceasing effort she +listened and answered and smiled at intervals, and looked exceedingly +distinguished in the pale red gown which she had put on to please her +aunt; but the color of which only intensified the unnatural pallor of +her complexion. The two men whom she sat between found her a +disappointing companion, cold and formal in manner. At any other time +she would have been humiliated and astonished to hear herself make such +cut-and-dried remarks, such little trite observations. She was sitting +opposite Charles, and she vaguely wondered once or twice, when she saw +him making others laugh, and heard snatches of the flippant talk which +was with him, as she knew now, a sort of defensive armor, how he could +manage to produce it; while Charles, half wild with a mad surging hope +that would not be kept down by any word of Dare's, looked across at her +as often as he dared, and wondered in his turn at the tranquil dignity, +the quiet ordered smile of the face which a few hours ago he had seen +shaken with emotion.</p> + +<p>Her eyes met his for a moment. Were they the same eyes that but now had +met his, half blind with tears? He felt still the touch of those tears +upon his hand. He hastily looked away again, and plunged headlong into +an answer to something Mabel was saying to him on her favorite subject +of evolution. All well-brought-up young ladies have a subject nowadays, +which makes their conversation the delightful thing it is; and Mabel, of +course, was not behind the fashion.</p> + +<p>"Yes," Ruth heard Charles reply, "I believe with you we go through many +lives, each being a higher state than the last, and nearer perfection. +So a man passes gradually through all the various grades of the +nobility, soaring from the lowly honorable upward into the duke, and +thence by an easy transition into an angel. Courtesy titles, of course, +present a difficulty to the more thoughtful; but, as I am sure you will +have found, to be thoughtful always implies difficulty of some kind."</p> + +<p>"It does, indeed," said Mabel, puzzled but not a little flattered.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</a></span> "I +sometimes think one reads too much; one longs so for deep books—Korans, +and things. I must confess,"—with a sigh—"I can't interest myself in +the usual young lady's library that other girls read."</p> + +<p>"Can't you?" replied Charles. "Now, I can. I study that department of +literature whenever I have the chance, and I have generally found that +the most interesting part of a young lady's library is to be found in +that portion of the book-shelf which lies between the rows of books and +the wall. Don't you think so, Lady Carmian?" (to the lady on his other +side). "I assure you I have made the most delightful discoveries of this +description. Cheap editions of Ouida, Balzac's works, yellow backs of +the most advanced order, will, as a rule, reward the inquirer, who +otherwise might have had to content himself with 'The Heir of +Redclyffe,' the Lily Series, and Miss Strickland's 'Queens of England.'"</p> + +<p>Charles's last speech had been made in a momentary silence, and directly +it was finished every woman, old and young, except Lady Carmian and +Ruth, simultaneously raised a disclaiming voice, which by its vehemence +at once showed what an unfounded assertion Charles had made. Lady +Carmian, a handsome young married woman, only smiled languidly, and, +turning the bracelet on her arm, told Charles he was a cynic, and that +for her own part, when in robust health, she liked what little she read +"strong;" but in illness, or when Lord Carmian had been unusually +trying, she always fell back on a milk-and-water diet. Mrs. Thursby, +however, felt that Charles had struck a blow at the sanctity of home +life, and (for she was one of those persons whose single talent is that +of giving a personal turn to any remark) began a long monotonous recital +of the books she allowed her own daughters to read, and how they were +kept, which proved the extensive range of her library, not in +book-shelves, but in a sliding book-stand, which contracted or expanded +at will.</p> + +<p>Long before she had finished, however, the conversation at the other end +of the table had drifted away to the topic of the season among sporting +men, namely the poachers, who, since their raid on Dare's property, had +kept fairly quiet, but who were sure to start afresh now that the +pheasant shooting had begun; and from thence to the recent forgery case +in America, which was exciting every day greater attention in England, +especially since one of the accomplices had been arrested the day before +in Birmingham station, and the principal offender, though still at +large, was, according to the papers, being traced "by means of a clew in +the possession of the police."</p> + +<p>Charles knew how little that sentence meant, but he found that it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</a></span> +required an effort to listen unmoved to the various conjectures as to +the whereabouts of Stephens, in which Ruth, as the conversation became +general, also joined, volunteering a suggestion that perhaps he might be +lurking somewhere in Slumberleigh woods, which were certainly very +lonely in places, and where, as she said, she had been very much alarmed +by a tramp in the summer.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Thursby, like an echo, began from the other end of the table +something vague about girls being allowed to walk alone, her own +daughters, etc., and so the long dinner wore itself out. Dare was the +only one of the little party who had met on the church steps who +succumbed entirely. Mr. Alwynn, who looked at him and Ruth with pathetic +interest from time to time, made laudable efforts, but Dare made none. +He had taken in to dinner the younger Thursby girl, a meek creature, +without form and void, not yet out, but trembling in a high muslin, on +the verge, who kept her large and burning hands clutched together under +the table-cloth, and whose conversation was upon bees. Dare pleaded a +gun headache, and hardly spoke. His eyes constantly wandered to the +other end of the table, where, far away on the opposite side, half +hidden by ferns and flowers, he could catch a glimpse of Ruth. After +dinner he did not come into the drawing-room, but went off to the +smoking-room, where he paced by himself up and down, up and down, +writhing under the torment of a horrible suspense.</p> + +<p>Outside the moon shone clear and high, making a long picturesque shadow +of the great prosaic house upon the wide gravel drive. Dare leaned +against the window-sill and looked out. "Would she give him up?" he +asked himself. Would she believe this vile calumny? Would she give him +up? And as he stood the Alwynns' brougham came with two gleaming eyes +along the drive and drew up before the door. He resolved to learn his +fate at once. There had been no possibility of a word with Ruth on the +church steps. Before he had known where he was, he and Charles had been +walking up to the Hall together, Charles discoursing lengthily on the +impropriety of wire fencing in a hunting country. But now he must and +would see her. He rushed down-stairs into the hall, where young Thursby +was wrapping Ruth in her white furs, while Mr. Thursby senior was +encasing Mrs. Alwynn in a species of glorified ulster of red plush which +she had lately acquired. Dare hastily drew Mr. Alwynn aside and spoke a +few words to him. Mr. Alwynn turned to his wife, after one rueful glance +at his thin shoes, and said:</p> + +<p>"I will walk up. It is a fine night, and quite dry underfoot."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</a></span></p> + +<p>"And a very pleasant party it has been," said Mrs. Alwynn, as she and +Ruth drove away together, "though Mrs. Thursby has not such a knack with +her table as some. Not that I did not think the chrysanthemums and white +china swans were nice, very nice; but, you see, as I told her, I had +just been to Stoke Moreton, where things were very different. And you +looked very well, my dear, though not so bright and chatty as Mabel; and +Mrs. Thursby said she only hoped your waist was natural. The idea! And I +saw Lady Carmian notice your gown particularly, and I heard her ask who +you were, and Mrs. Thursby said—so like her—you were their clergyman's +niece. And so, my dear, I was not going to have you spoken of like that, +and a little later on I just went and sat down by Lady Carmian, just +went across the room, you know, as if I wanted to be nearer the music, +and we got talking, and she was rather silent at first, but presently, +when I began to tell her all about you, and who you were, she became +quite interested, and asked such funny questions, and laughed, and we +had quite a nice talk."</p> + +<p>And so Mrs. Alwynn chatted on, and Ruth, happily hearing nothing, leaned +back in her corner and wondered whether the evening were ever going to +end. Even when she had bidden her aunt "Good-night," and, having +previously told her maid not to sit up for her, found herself alone in +her own room at last—even then it seemed that this interminable day was +not quite over. She was standing by the dim fire, trying to gather up +sufficient energy to undress, when a quiet step came cautiously along +the passage, followed by a low tap at her door. She opened it +noiselessly, and found Mr. Alwynn standing without.</p> + +<p>"Ruth," he said, "Dare has walked up with me. He is in the most dreadful +state. I am sure I don't know what to think. He has said nothing further +to me, but he is bent on seeing you for a moment. It's very late, but +still—could you? He's in the drawing-room now. My poor child, how ill +you look! Shall I tell him you are too tired to-night to see any one?"</p> + +<p>"I would rather see him," said Ruth, her voice trembling a little; and +they went down-stairs together. In the hall she hesitated a moment. She +was going to learn her fate. Had her release come? Had it come at the +eleventh hour? Her uncle looked at her with kind, compassionate eyes, +and hers fell before his as she thought how different her suspense was +to what he imagined. Suddenly—and such demonstrations were very rare +with her—she put her arms round his neck and pressed her cheek against +his.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh, Uncle John! Uncle John!" she gasped, "it is not what you think."</p> + +<p>"I pray God it may not be what I suppose," he said, sadly, stroking her +head. "One is too ready to think evil, I know. God forgive me if I have +judged him harshly. But go in, my dear;" and he pushed her gently +towards the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>She went in and closed the door quietly behind her.</p> + +<p>Dare was leaning against the mantle-piece, which was draped in Mrs. +Alwynn's best manner, with Oriental hangings having bits of glass woven +in them. He was looking into the curtained fire, and did not turn when +she entered. Even at that moment she noticed, as she went towards him, +that his elbow had displaced the little family of china hares on a plush +stand which Mrs. Alwynn had lately added to her other treasures.</p> + +<p>"I think you wished to see me," she said, as calmly as she could.</p> + +<p>He faced suddenly round, his eyes wild, his face quivering, and coming +close up to her, caught her hand and grasped it so tightly that the pain +was almost more than she could bear.</p> + +<p>"Are you going to give me up?" he asked, hoarsely.</p> + +<p>"I don't know," she said; "it depends on yourself, on what you are, and +what you have been. You say she is not your wife?"</p> + +<p>"I swear it."</p> + +<p>"You need not do so. Your word is enough."</p> + +<p>"I swear she is not my wife."</p> + +<p>"One question remains," said Ruth, firmly, a flame of color mounting to +her neck and face. "You say she is not your wife. Ought you to make her +so?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Dare, passionately; "I owe her nothing. She has no claim upon +me. I swear—"</p> + +<p>"Don't swear. I said your word was enough."</p> + +<p>But Dare preferred to embellish his speech with divers weighty +expressions, feeling that a simple affirmation would never carry so much +conviction to his own mind, or, consequently, to another, as an oath.</p> + +<p>A momentary silence followed.</p> + +<p>"You believe what I say, Ruth?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," with an effort.</p> + +<p>"And you won't give me up because evil is spoken against me?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"And all is the same as before between us?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</a></span></p> + +<p>Dare burst into a torrent of gratitude, but she broke suddenly away from +him, and went swiftly up-stairs again to her own room.</p> + +<p>The release had not come. She laid her head down upon the table, and +Hope, which had ventured back to her for one moment, took her lamp and +went quite away, leaving the world very dark.</p> + +<p>There are turning-points in life when a natural instinct is a surer +guide than noble motive or high aspiration, and consequently the more +thoughtful and introspective nature will sometimes fall just where a +commonplace one would have passed in safety. Ruth had acted for the +best. When for the first time in her life she had been brought into +close contact with a life spent for others, its beauty had appealed to +her with irresistible force, and she had willingly sacrificed herself to +an ideal life of devotion to others.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"But we are punished for our purest deeds,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And chasten'd for our holiest thoughts."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>And she saw now that if she had obeyed that simple law of human nature +which forbids a marriage in which love is not the primary consideration, +if she had followed that simple humble path, she would never have +reached the arid wilderness towards which her own guidance had led her.</p> + +<p>For her wilful self-sacrifice had suddenly paled and dwindled down +before her eyes into a hideous mistake—a mistake which yet had its +roots so firmly knit into the past that it was hopeless to think of +pulling it up now. To abide by a mistake is sometimes all that an +impetuous youth leaves an honorable middle age to do. Poor middle age, +with its clear vision, that might do and be so much if it were not for +the heavy burdens, grievous to be borne, which youth has bound upon its +shoulders.</p> + +<p>And worse than the dreary weight of personal unhappiness, harder to bear +than the pang of disappointed love, was the aching sense of failure, of +having misunderstood God's intention, and broken the purpose of her +life. For some natures the cup of life holds no bitterer drop than this.</p> + +<p>Ruth dimly saw the future, the future which she had chosen, stretching +out waste and barren before her. The dry air of the desert was on her +face. Her feet were already on its sandy verge. And the iron of a great +despair entered into her soul.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXV" id="CHAPTER_XXV"></a>CHAPTER XXV.</h2> + + +<p>Dare left Slumberleigh Hall early the following morning, and drove up to +the rectory on his way to Vandon. After being closeted with Mr. Alwynn +in the study for a short time, they both came out and drove away +together. Ruth, invisible in her own room with a headache, her only +means of defence against Mrs. Alwynn's society, heard the coming and the +going, and was not far wrong in her surmise that Dare had come to beg +Mr. Alwynn to accompany him to Vandon—being afraid to face alone the +mysterious enemy intrenched there.</p> + +<p>No conversation was possible in the dog-cart, with the groom on the back +seat thirsting to hear any particulars of the news which had spread like +wildfire from Vandon throughout the whole village the previous +afternoon, and which was already miraculously flying from house to house +in Slumberleigh this morning, as things discreditable do fly among a +Christian population, which perhaps "thinks no evil," but repeats it +nevertheless.</p> + +<p>There was not a servant in Dare's modest establishment who was not on +the lookout for him on his return. The gardener happened to be tying up +a plant near the front door; the house-maids were watching unobserved +from an upper casement; the portly form of Mrs. Smith, the house-keeper, +was seen to glide from one of the unused bedroom windows; the butler +must have been waiting in the hall, so prompt was his appearance when +the dog-cart drew up before the door.</p> + +<p>Another pair of keen black eyes was watching too, peering out through +the chinks between the lowered Venetian blinds in the drawing-room; was +observing Dare intently as he got out, and then resting anxiously on his +companion. Then the owner of the eyes slipped away from the window, and +went back noiselessly to the fire.</p> + +<p>Dare ordered the dog-cart to remain at the door, flung down his hat on +the hall-table, and, turning to the servant who was busying himself in +folding his coat, said, sharply, "Where is the—the person who arrived +here yesterday?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</a></span></p> + +<p>The man replied that "she" was in the drawing-room. The drawing-room +opened into the hall. Dare led the way, suppressed fury in his face, +looking back to see whether Mr. Alwynn was following him. The two men +went in together and shut the door.</p> + +<p>The enemy was intrenched and prepared for action.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dare, as we must perforce call her for lack of any other +designation rather than for any right of hers to the title, was seated +on a yellow brocade ottoman, drawn up beside a roaring fire, her two +smart little feet resting on the edge of the low brass fender, and a +small work-table at her side, on which an elaborate medley of silks and +wools was displayed. Her attitude was that of a person at home, +aggressively at home. She was in the act of threading a needle when Dare +and Mr. Alwynn came in, and she put down her work at once, carefully +replacing the needle in safety, as she rose to receive them, and held +out her hand, with a manner the assurance of which, if both men had not +been too much frightened to notice it, was a little overdone.</p> + +<p>Dare disregarded her gesture of welcome, and she sat down again, and +returned to her work, with a laugh that was also a little overdone.</p> + +<p>"What do you mean by coming here?" he said, his voice hoarse with a +furious anger, which the sight of her seemed to have increased a +hundred-fold.</p> + +<p>"Because it is my proper place," she replied, tossing her head, and +drawing out a long thread of green silk; "because I have a right to +come."</p> + +<p>"You lie!" said Dare, fiercely, showing his teeth.</p> + +<p>"Lord, Alfred!" said Mrs. Dare, contemptuously, "don't make a scene +before strangers. We've had our tiffs before now, and shall have again, +I suppose. It's the natur' of married people to fall out; but there's no +call to carry on before friends. Push up that lounge nearer the fire. +Won't the other gentleman," turning to Mr. Alwynn, "come and warm +himself? I'm sure it's cold enough."</p> + +<p>Mr. Alwynn, who was a man of peace, devoutly wished he were at home +again in his own study.</p> + +<p>"It is a cold morning," he said; "but we are not here to discuss the +weather."</p> + +<p>He stopped short. He had been hurried here so much against his will, and +so entirely without an explanation, that he was not quite sure what he +had come to discuss, or how he could best support his friend.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</a></span></p> + +<p>"What do you want?" said Dare, in the same suppressed voice, without +looking at her.</p> + +<p>"My rights," she said, incisively; "and, what's more, I mean to have +'em. I've not come over from America for nothing, I can tell you that; +and I've not come on a visit neither. I've come to stay."</p> + +<p>"What are these rights you talk of?" asked Mr. Alwynn, signing to Dare +to restrain himself.</p> + +<p>"As his wife, sir. I am his wife, as I can prove. I didn't come without +my lines to show. I didn't come on a speculation, to see if he'd a fancy +to have me back. No, afore I set my foot down anywheres I look to see as +it's solid walking."</p> + +<p>"Show your proof," said Mr. Alwynn.</p> + +<p>The woman ostentatiously got out a red morocco letter case, and produced +a paper which she handed to Mr. Alwynn.</p> + +<p>It was an authorized copy of a marriage register, drawn out in the usual +manner, between Alfred Dare, bachelor, English subject, and Ellen, widow +of the late Jaspar Carroll, of Neosho City, Kansas, U.S.A. The marriage +was dated seven years back.</p> + +<p>The names of Dare and Carroll swam before Mr. Alwynn's eyes. He glanced +at the paper, but he could not read it.</p> + +<p>"Is this a forgery, Dare?" he asked, holding it towards him.</p> + +<p>"No," said Dare, without looking at it; "it is right. But that is not +all. Now," turning to the woman, who was watching him triumphantly, +"show the other paper—the divorce."</p> + +<p>"I made inquiries about that," she replied, composedly. "I wasn't going +to be fooled by that 'ere, so I made inquiries from one as knows. The +divorce is all very well in America; but it don't count in England."</p> + +<p>Dare's face turned livid. Mr. Alwynn's flushed a deep red. He sat with +his eyes on the ground, the paper in his hand trembling a little. +Indignation against Dare, pity for him, anxiety not to judge him +harshly, struggled for precedence in his kind heart, still beating +tumultuously with the shock of Dare's first admission. He felt rather +than saw him take the paper out of his hand.</p> + +<p>"I shall keep this," Dare said, putting it in his pocket-book; and then, +turning to the woman again, he said, with an oath, "Will you go, or will +you wait till you are turned out?"</p> + +<p>"I'll wait," she replied, undauntedly. "I like the place well enough."</p> + +<p>She laughed and took up her work, and, after looking at her for a +moment, he flung out of the room, followed by Mr. Alwynn.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</a></span></p> + +<p>The defeat was complete; nay, it was a rout.</p> + +<p>The dog-cart was still standing at the door. The butler was talking to +the groom; the gardener was training some new shoots of ivy against the +stone balustrade.</p> + +<p>Dare caught up his hat and gloves, and ordered that his portmanteau, +which had been taken into the hall, should be put back into the +dog-cart. As it was being carried down he looked at his watch.</p> + +<p>"I can catch the mid-day express for London," he said. "I can do it +easily."</p> + +<p>Mr. Alwynn made no reply.</p> + +<p>"Get in," continued Dare, feverishly; "the portmanteau is in."</p> + +<p>"I think I will walk home," said Mr. Alwynn, slowly. It gave him +excruciating pain to say anything so severe as this; but he got out the +words nevertheless.</p> + +<p>Dare looked at him in astonishment.</p> + +<p>"Get in," he said again, quickly. "I must speak to you. I will drive you +home. I have something to say."</p> + +<p>Mr. Alwynn never refused to hear what any one had to say. He went slowly +down the steps, and got into the cart, looking straight in front of him, +as his custom was when disturbed in mind. Dare followed.</p> + +<p>"I shall not want you, James," he said to the groom, his foot on the +step.</p> + +<p>At this moment the form of Mrs. Smith, the house-keeper, appeared +through the hall door, clothed in all the awful majesty of an upper +servant whose dignity has been outraged.</p> + +<p>"Sir," she said, in a clear not to say a high voice, "asking your +pardon, sir, but am I, or am I not, to take my orders from—"</p> + +<p>Goaded to frenzy, Dare poured forth a volley of horrible oaths French +and English, and, seizing up the reins, drove off at a furious rate.</p> + +<p>The servants remained standing about the steps, watching the dog-cart +whirl rapidly away.</p> + +<p>"He's been to church with her," said the gardener, at last. "I said all +along she'd never have come, unless she had her lines to show. I ha'n't +cut them white grapes she ordered yet; but I may as well go and do it."</p> + +<p>"Well," said Mrs. Smith, "grapes or no grapes, I'll never give up the +keys of the linen cupboards to the likes of her, and I'm not going to +have any one poking about among my china. I've not been here twenty +years to be asked for my lists in that way, and the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</a></span> winter curtains +ordered out unbeknownst to me;" and Mrs. Smith retreated to the +fastnesses of the house-keeper's room, whither even the audacious enemy +had not yet ventured to follow her.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, Mr. Alwynn and Dare drove at moderated speed along the road +to Slumberleigh. For some time neither spoke.</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon," said Dare at last. "I lost my head. I became +enraged. Before a clergyman and a lady, I know well, it is not permitted +to swear."</p> + +<p>"I can overlook that," said Mr. Alwynn; "but," turning very red again, +"other things I can't."</p> + +<p>Dare began to flourish his whip, and become excited again.</p> + +<p>"I will tell you all," he said with effusion—"every word. You have a +kind heart. I will confide in you."</p> + +<p>"I don't want confidences," said Mr. Alwynn. "I want straight-forward +answers to a few simple questions."</p> + +<p>"I will give them, these answers. I keep nothing back from a friend."</p> + +<p>"Then, first. Did you marry that woman?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Dare, shrugging his shoulders. "I married her, and often +afterwards, almost at once, I regretted it; but <i>que voulez-vous</i>, I was +young. I had no experience. I was but twenty-one."</p> + +<p>Mr. Alwynn stared at him in astonishment at the ease with which the +admission was made.</p> + +<p>"How long afterwards was it that you were divorced from her?"</p> + +<p>"Two years. Two long years."</p> + +<p>"For what reason?"</p> + +<p>"Temper. Ah! what a temper. Also because I left her for one year. It was +in Kansas, and in Kansas it is very easy to marry, and also to be +divorced."</p> + +<p>"It is a disgraceful story," said Mr. Alwynn, in great indignation.</p> + +<p>"Disgraceful!" echoed Dare, excitedly. "It is more than disgraceful. It +is abominable. You do not know all yet. I will tell you. I was young; I +was but a boy. I go to America when I am twenty-one, to travel, to see +the world. I make acquaintances. I get into a bad set, what you call +undesirable. I fall in love. I walk into a net. She was pretty, a pretty +widow, all love, all soul; without friends. I protect her. I marry her. +I have a little money. I have five thousand pounds. She knew that. She +spent it. I was a fool. In a year it was gone." Dare's face had become +white with rage. "And then she told me why she married me. I became +enraged. There was a quarrel, and I left her. I had no more money.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</a></span> She +left me alone, and a year after we are divorced. I never see her or hear +of her again. I return to Europe. I live by my voice in Paris. It is +five years ago. I have bought my experience. I put it from my mind. And +now"—his hands trembled with anger—"now that she thinks I have money +again, now, when in some way she hears how I have come to Vandon, she +dares to came back and say she is my wife."</p> + +<p>"Dare," said Mr. Alwynn, sternly, "what excuse have you for never +mentioning this before—before you became engaged to Ruth?"</p> + +<p>"What!" burst out Dare, "tell Ruth! Tell <i>her</i>! <i>Quelle idée.</i> I would +never speak to her of what might give her pain. I would keep all from +her that would cause her one moment's grief. Besides," he added, +conclusively, "it is not always well to talk of what has gone before. It +is not for her happiness or mine. She has been, one sees it well, +brought up since a young child very strictly. About some things she has +fixed ideas. If I had told her of these things which are passed away and +gone, she might not,"—and Dare looked gravely at Mr. Alwynn—"she might +not think so well of me."</p> + +<p>This view of the case was quite a new one to Mr. Alwynn. He looked back +at Dare with hopeless perplexity in his pained eyes. To one who +throughout life has regarded the supremacy of certain truths and +principles of actions as fixed, and recognized as a matter of course by +all the world, however imperfectly obeyed by individuals, the discovery +comes as a shock, which is at the moment overwhelming, when these same +truths and principles are seen to be entirely set aside, and their very +existence ignored by others.</p> + +<p>Where there is no common ground on which to meet, speech is unavailing +and mere waste of time. It is like shouting to a person at a distance +whom it is impossible to approach. If he notices anything it will only +be that, for some reasons of your own, you are making a disagreeable +noise.</p> + +<p>As Mr. Alwynn looked back at Dare his anger died away within him, and a +dull pain of deep disappointment and sense of sudden loneliness took its +place. Dare and he seemed many miles apart. He felt that it would be of +no use to say anything; and so, being a man, he held his peace.</p> + +<p>Dare continued talking volubly of how he would get a lawyer's opinion at +once in London; of his certainty that the American wife had no claim +upon him; of how he would go over to America, if necessary, to establish +the validity of his divorce; but Mr. Alwynn heard little or nothing of +what he said. He was thinking of Ruth<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</a></span> with distress and +self-upbraiding. He had been much to blame, of course.</p> + +<p>Dare's mention of her name recalled his attention.</p> + +<p>"She is all goodness," he was saying. "She believes in me. She has +promised again that she will marry me—since yesterday. I trust her as +myself; but it is a grief which as little as possible must trouble her. +You will not say anything to her till I come back, till I return with +proof that I am free, as I told her? You will say nothing?"</p> + +<p>Dare had pulled up at the bottom of the drive to the rectory.</p> + +<p>"Very well," said Mr. Alwynn, absently, getting slowly out. He seemed +much shaken.</p> + +<p>"I will be back perhaps to-night, perhaps to-morrow morning," called +Dare after him.</p> + +<p>But Mr. Alwynn did not answer.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Dare's business took him a shorter time than he expected, and the same +night found him hurrying back by the last train to Slumberleigh. It was +a wild night. He had watched the evening close in lurid and stormy +across the chimneyed wastes of the black country, until the darkness +covered all the land, and wiped out even the last memory of the dead day +from the western sky.</p> + +<p>Who, travelling alone at night, has not watched the glimmer of light +through cottage windows as he hurries past; has not followed with +keenest interest for one brief second the shadow of one who moves +within, and imagination picturing a mysterious universal happiness +gathered round these twinkling points of light, has not experienced a +strange feeling of homelessness and loneliness?</p> + +<p>Dare sat very still in the solitude of the empty railway carriage, and +watched the little fleeting, mocking lights with a heavy heart. They +meant <i>homes</i>, and he should never have a home now. Once he saw a door +open in a squalid line of low houses, and the figure of a man with a +child in his arms stand outlined in the door-way against the ruddy light +within. Dare felt an unreasoning interest in that man. He found himself +thinking of him as the train hurried on, wondering whether his wife was +there waiting for him, and whether he had other children besides the one +he was carrying. And all the time, through his idle musings, he could +hear one sentence ringing in his ears, the last that his lawyer had said +to him after the long consultation of the afternoon.</p> + +<p>"I am sorry to tell you that you are incontestably a married man."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</a></span></p> + +<p>Everything repeated it. The hoofs of the cab-horse that took him to the +station had hammered it out remorselessly all the way. The engine had +caught it up, and repeated it with unvarying, endless iteration. The +newspapers were full of it. When Dare turned to them in desperation he +saw it written in large letters across the sham columns. There was +nothing but that anywhere. It was the news of the day. Sick at heart, +and giddy from want of food, he sat crouched up in the corner of his +empty carriage, and vaguely wished the train would journey on for ever +and ever, nervously dreading the time when he should have to get out and +collect his wandering faculties once more.</p> + +<p>The old lawyer had been very kind to the agitated, incoherent young man +whose settlements he was already engaged in drawing up. At first, +indeed, it had seemed that the marriage would not be legally +binding—the marriage and divorce having both taken place in Kansas, +where the marriage laws are particularly lax—and he seemed inclined to +be hopeful; but as he informed himself about the particulars of the +divorce his face became grave and graver. When at last Dare produced the +copy of the marriage register, he shook his head.</p> + +<p>"'Alfred Dare, bachelor and English subject,'" he said. "That 'English +subject' makes a difficulty to start with. You had never, I believe, any +intention of acquiring what in law we call an American domicil? and, +although the technicalities of this subject are somewhat complicated, I +am afraid that in your case there is little, if any, doubt. The English +courts are very jealous of any interference by foreigners with the +status of an Englishman; and though a divorce legally granted by a +competent tribunal for an adequate cause might—I will not say would—be +held binding everywhere, there can be no doubt that where in the eyes of +our law the cause is <i>not</i> adequate, our courts would refuse to +recognize it. Have you a copy of the register of divorce as well?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"It is unfortunate; but no doubt you can remember the grounds on which +it was granted."</p> + +<p>"Incompatibility of temper, and she said I had deserted her. I had left +her the year before. We both agreed to separate."</p> + +<p>The lawyer shook his head.</p> + +<p>"What's incompatibility?" he said. "What's a year's absence? Nothing in +the eyes of an Englishman. Nothing in the law of this country."</p> + +<p>"But the divorce was granted. It was legal. There was no ques<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</a></span>tion," +said Dare, eagerly. "I was divorced in the same State as where I +married. I had lived there more than a year, which was all that was +necessary. No difficulty was made at the time."</p> + +<p>"No. Marriage is slipped into and slipped out of again with gratifying +facility in America, and Kansas is notorious for the laxity prevailing +there as regards marriage and divorce. It will be advisable to take the +opinion of counsel on the matter, but I can hold out very little hope +that your divorce would hold good, even in America. You see, you are +entered as a British subject on the marriage register, and I imagine +these words must have been omitted in the divorce proceedings, or some +difficulty would have been raised at the time, unless your residence in +Kansas made it unnecessary. But, even supposing by American law you are +free, that will be of no avail in England, for by the law of England, +which alone concerns you, I regret to be obliged to tell you that you +are incontestably a married man."</p> + +<p>And in spite of frantic reiterations, of wild protests on the part of +Dare, as if the compassionate old man represented the English law, and +could mould it at his pleasure, the lawyer's last word remained in +substance the same, though repeated many times.</p> + +<p>"Whether you are at liberty or not to marry again in America, I am +hardly prepared to say. I will look into the subject and let you know; +but in England I regret to repeat that you are a married man."</p> + +<p>Dare groaned in body and in spirit as the words came back to him; and +his thoughts, shrinking from the despair and misery at home, wandered +aimlessly away, anywhere, hither and thither, afraid to go back, afraid +to face again the desolation that sat so grim and stern in solitary +possession.</p> + +<p>The train arrived at Slumberleigh at last, and he got out, and shivered +as the driving wind swept across the platform. It surprised him that +there was a wind, although at every station down the line he had seen +people straining against it. He gave up his ticket mechanically, and +walked aimlessly away into the darkness, turning with momentary +curiosity to watch the train hurry on again, a pillar of fire by night, +as it had been a pillar of smoke by day.</p> + +<p>He passed the blinking station inn, forgetting that he had put up his +dog-cart there to await his return, and, hardly knowing what he did, +took from long habit the turn for Vandon.</p> + +<p>It was a wild night. The wind was driving the clouds across the moon at +a tremendous rate, and sweeping at each gust flights of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</a></span> spectre leaves +from the swaying trees. It caught him in the open of the bare high-road, +and would not let him go. It opposed him, and buffeted him at every +turn; but he held listlessly on his way. His feet took him, and he let +them take him whither they would. They led him stumbling along the dim +road, the dust of which was just visible like a gray mist before him, +until he reached the bridge by the mill. There his feet stopped of their +own accord, and he went and leaned against the low stone-wall, looking +down at the sudden glimpses of pale hurried water and trembling reed.</p> + +<p>The moon came out full and strong in temporary victory, and made black +shadows behind the idle millwheel and open mill-race, and black shadows, +black as death, under the bridge itself. Dare leaned over the wall to +watch the mysterious water and shadow run beneath. As he looked, he saw +the reflection of a man in the water watching him. He shook his fist +savagely at it, and it shook its fist amid a wavering of broken light +and shadow back at him. But it did not go away; it remained watching +him. There was something strange and unfamiliar about the river +to-night. It had a voice, too, which allured and repelled him—a voice +at the sound of which the grim despair within him stirred ominously at +first, and then began slowly to rise up gaunt and terrible; began to +move stealthily, but with ever-increasing swiftness through the deserted +chambers of his heart.</p> + +<p>No strong abiding principle was there to do battle with the enemy. The +minor feelings, sensibilities, emotions, amiable impulses, those +courtiers of our prosperous days, had all forsaken him and fled. Dare's +house in his hour of need was left unto him desolate.</p> + +<p>And the river spoke in a guilty whisper, which yet the quarrel of the +wind and the trees could not drown, of deep places farther down, where +the people were never found, people who—But there were shallows, too, +he remembered, shallow places among the stones where the trout were. If +anybody were drowned, Dare thought, gazing down at the pale shifting +moon in the water, he would be found there, perhaps, or at any rate, his +hat—he took his hat off, and held it tightly clinched in both his +hands—his hat would tell the tale.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXVI"></a>CHAPTER XXVI.</h2> + + +<p>Charles left Slumberleigh Hall a few hours later than Dare had done, but +only to go back to Atherstone. He could not leave the neighborhood. This +burning fever of suspense would be unbearable at any other place, and in +any case he must return by Saturday, the day on which he had promised to +meet Raymond. His hand was really slightly injured, and he made the most +of it. He kept it bound up, telegraphed to put off his next shooting +engagement on the strength of it, and returned to Atherstone, even +though he was aware that Lady Mary had arrived there the day before, on +her way home to her house in London.</p> + +<p>Ralph and Evelyn were accustomed to sudden and erratic movements on the +part of Charles, and to Molly he was a sort of archangel, who might +arrive out of space at any moment, untrammelled by such details as +distance, trains, time, or tide. But to Lady Mary his arrival was a +significant fact, and his impatient refusal to have his hand +investigated was another. Her cold gray eyes watched him narrowly, and, +conscious that they did so, he kept out of her way as much as possible, +and devoted himself to Molly more than ever.</p> + +<p>He was sailing a mixed fleet of tin ducks and fishes across the tank by +the tool shed, under her supervision, on the afternoon of the day he had +arrived, when Ralph came to find him in great excitement. His keeper had +just received private notice from the Thursbys' keeper that a raid on +the part of a large gang of poachers was expected that night in the +parts of the Slumberleigh coverts that had not yet been shot over, and +which adjoined Ralph's own land.</p> + +<p>"Whereabout will that be?" said Charles, inattentively, drawing his +magnet slowly in front of the fleet.</p> + +<p>"Where?" said Ralph, excitedly, "why, round by the old house, round by +Arleigh, of course. Thursby and I have turned down hundreds of pheasants +there. Don't you remember the hot corner by the coppice last year, below +the house, where we got forty at one place, and how the wind took them +as they came over?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Near <i>Arleigh</i>?" repeated Charles, with sudden interest.</p> + +<p>"Uncle Charles," interposed Molly, reproachfully, "don't let all the +ducks stick onto the magnet like that. I told you not before. Make it go +on in front."</p> + +<p>But Charles's attention had wandered from the ducks.</p> + +<p>"Yes," continued Ralph, "near Arleigh. There was a gang of poachers +there last year, and the keepers dared not attack them they were so +strong, though they were shooting right and left. But we'll be even with +them this year. My men are going, and I shall go with them. You had +better come too, and join the fun. The more the better."</p> + +<p>"Why should I go?" said Charles, listlessly. "Am I my brother's keeper, +or even his underkeeper? Molly, don't splash your uncle's wardrobe. +Besides, I expect it is a false alarm or a blind."</p> + +<p>"False alarm!" retorted Ralph. "I tell you Thursby's head keeper, +Shaw—you know Shaw—saw a man himself only last night in the Arleigh +coverts; came upon him suddenly, reconnoitring, of course; for to-night, +and would have collared him too if the moon had not gone in, and when it +came out again he was gone."</p> + +<p>"Of course, and he will warn off the rest to-night."</p> + +<p>"Not a bit of it. He never saw Shaw. Shaw takes his oath he didn't see +him. I'll lay any odds they will beat those coverts to-night, and, by +George! we'll nail some of them, if we have an ounce of luck."</p> + +<p>Ralph's sporting instinct, to which even the fleeting vision of a chance +weasel never appealed in vain, was now thoroughly aroused, and even +Charles shared somewhat in his excitement.</p> + +<p>How could he warn Raymond to lie close? The more he thought of it the +more impossible it seemed. It was already late in the afternoon. He +could not, for Raymond's sake, risk being seen hanging about in the +woods near Arleigh for no apparent reason, and Raymond was not expecting +to see him in any case for two days to come, and would probably be +impossible to find. He could do nothing but wait till the evening came, +when he might have some opportunity, if the night were only dark enough, +of helping or warning him.</p> + +<p>The night was dark enough when it came; but it was unreliable. A tearing +autumn wind drove armies of clouds across the moon, only to sweep them +away again at a moment's notice. The wind itself rose and fell, dropped +and struggled up again like a furious wounded animal.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</a></span></p> + +<p>"It will drop at midnight," said Ralph to Charles below his breath, as +they walked in the darkness along the road towards Slumberleigh; "and +the moon will come out when the wind goes. I have told Evans and Brooks +to go by the fields, and meet us at the cross-roads in the low woods. It +is a good night for us. We don't want light yet a while; and the more +row the wind kicks up till we are in our places ready for them the +better."</p> + +<p>They walked on in silence, nearly missing in the dark the turn for +Slumberleigh, where the road branched off to Vandon.</p> + +<p>"We must be close upon the river by this time," said Ralph; "but I can't +hear it for the wind."</p> + +<p>The moon came out suddenly, and showed close on their right the mill +blocking out the sky, and the dark sweep of the river below, between +pale wastes of flooded meadow. Upon the bridge, leaning over the wall, +stood the figure of a man, bareheaded, with his hat in his hands.</p> + +<p>He could not see his face, but something in his attitude struck Charles +with a sudden chill.</p> + +<p>"By ——," he said, below his breath, plucking Ralph's arm, "there's +mischief going on there!"</p> + +<p>Ralph did not hear, and in another moment Charles was thankful he had +not done so.</p> + +<p>The man raised himself a little, and the light fell full on his white +desperate face. He was feeling up and down the edge of the stone-parapet +with his hands. As he moved, Charles recognized him, and drew in his +breath sharply.</p> + +<p>"Who is that?" said Ralph, his obtuser faculties perceiving the man for +the first time.</p> + +<p>Charles made no answer, but began to whistle loudly one of the tunes of +the day. He saw Dare give a guilty start, and, catching at the wall for +support, lean heavily against it as he looked wildly down the road, +where the shadow of the trees had so far served to screen the approach +of Charles and Ralph, who now emerged into the light, or at least would +have done so, if the moonlight had not been snatched away at that +moment.</p> + +<p>"Holloa, Dare!" said Ralph, cheerfully, through the darkness, "I saw +you. What are you up to standing on the bridge at midnight, with the +clock striking the hour, and all that sort of thing; and what have you +done with your hat—dropped it into the water?"</p> + +<p>Dare muttered something unintelligible, and peered suspiciously through +the darkness at Charles.</p> + +<p>The moon made a feint at coming out again, which came to noth<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</a></span>ing, but +which gave Charles a moment's glimpse of Dare's convulsed face. And the +grave penetrating glance that met his own so fixedly told Dare in that +moment that Charles had guessed his business on the bridge. Both men +were glad of the returning darkness, and of the presence of Ralph.</p> + +<p>"Come along with us," the latter was saying to Dare, explaining the +errand on which they were bound; and Dare, stupefied with past emotion, +and careless of what he did or where he went, agreed.</p> + +<p>It was less trouble to agree than to find a reason for refusing. He +mechanically put on his hat, which he had unconsciously crushed together +a few minutes before, in a dreadful dream from which even now he had not +thoroughly awaked. And, still walking like a man in a dream, he set off +with the other two.</p> + +<p>"There was suicide in his face," thought Charles, as he swung along +beside his brother. "He would have done it if we had not come up. Good +God! can it be that it is all over between him and Ruth?" The blood +rushed to his head, and his heart began to beat wildly. He walked on in +silence, seeing nothing, hearing nothing. Raymond and the poachers were +alike forgotten.</p> + +<p>It was not until a couple of men joined them silently in the woods, and +others presently rose up out of the darkness, to whisper directions and +sink down again, that Charles came to himself with a start, and pulled +himself together.</p> + +<p>The party had halted. It was pitch-dark, and he was conscious of +something towering up above him, black and lowering. It was the ruined +house of Arleigh.</p> + +<p>"You and Brooks wait here, and keep well under the lea of the house," +said Ralph, in a whisper. "If the moon comes out, get into the shadow of +the wall. Don't shout till you're sure of them. Shaw is down by the +stables. Dare and Evans you both come on with me. Shaw's got two men at +the end of the glade, but it's the nearest coverts he is keenest on, +because they can get a horse and cart up close to take the game, and get +off sharp if they are surprised. They did last year. Don't stir if you +hear wheels. Wait for them." And with this parting injunction Ralph +disappeared noiselessly with Dare and the other keeper in the direction +of the stables.</p> + +<p>Ralph had been right. The wind was dropping. It came and went fitfully, +returning as if from great distances, and hurrying past weak and +impotent, leaving sudden silences behind. Charles and his companion, a +strapping young underkeeper, evidently anxious to distinguish himself, +waited, listening intently in the intervals of silence.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</a></span> The ivy on the +old house shivered and whispered over their heads, and against one of +the shuttered windows near the ground some climbing plant, torn loose by +the wind, tapped incessantly, as if calling to the ghosts within. +Charles glanced ever and anon at the sky. It showed no trace of +clearing—as yet. He was getting cramped with standing. He wished he had +gone on to the stables. His anxiety for Raymond was sharpened by this +long inaction. He seemed to have been standing for ages. What were the +others doing? Not a sound reached him between the lengthening pauses of +the wind. His companion stood drawn up motionless beside him; and so +they waited, straining eye and ear into the darkness, conscious that +others were waiting and listening also.</p> + +<p><i>At last</i> in the distance came a faint sound of wheels. Charles and +Brooks instinctively drew a long breath; and Charles for the first time +believed the alarm of poachers had not been a false one after all. It +was the faintest possible sound of wheels. It would hardly have been +heard at all but for some newly broken stones over which it passed. +Then, without coming nearer, it stopped.</p> + +<p>Charles listened intently. The wind had dropped down dead at last, and +in the stillness he felt as if he could have heard a mouse stir miles +away. But all was quiet. There was no sound but the tremulous whisper of +the ivy. The spray near the window had ceased its tapping against the +shutter, and was listening too. Slowly the moon came out, and looked on.</p> + +<p>And then suddenly, from the direction of the stables, came a roar of +men's voices, a sound of bursting and crashing through the under-wood, a +thundering of heavy feet, followed by a whirring of frightened birds +into the air. Brooks leaned forward breathing hard, and tightening his +newly moistened grip on his heavy knotted stick.</p> + +<p>Another moment and a man's figure darted across the open, followed by a +chorus of shouts, and Charles's heart turned sick within him. It was +Raymond.</p> + +<p>"Cut him off at the gate, Charles," roared Ralph from behind; "down to +the left."</p> + +<p>There was not a second for reflection. As Brooks rushed headlong +forward, Charles hurriedly interposed his stick between his legs, and +leaving him to flounder, started off in pursuit.</p> + +<p>"Down to your left," cried a chorus of voices from behind, as he shot +out of the shadow of the house; for Charles was some way ahead of the +rest owing to his position.</p> + +<p>He could hear Raymond crashing in front; then he saw him again<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</a></span> for a +moment in a strip of open, running as a man does who runs for his life, +with a furious recklessness of all obstacles. Charles saw he was making +for the rocky thickets below the house, where the uneven ground and the +bracken would give him a better chance. Did he remember the deep sunken +wall which, broken down in places, still separated the wilderness of the +garden from the wilderness outside? Charles was lean and active, and he +soon out-distanced the other pursuers, but a man is hard to overtake who +has such reasons for not being overtaken as Raymond, and do what he +would he could not get near him. He bore down to the left, but Raymond +seemed to know it, and, edging away again, held for the woods a little +higher up. Charles tacked, and then as he ran he saw that Raymond was +making with headlong blindness through the shrubbery direct for the deep +sunk wall which bounded the Arleigh grounds. Would he see it in the +uncertain light? He must be close upon it now. He was running like a +madman. As Charles looked he saw him pitch suddenly forward out of sight +and heard a heavy fall. If Charles ever ran in his life, it was then. As +he swiftly let himself drop over the wall, lower than Raymond had taken +it, he saw Ralph and Dare, followed by the others, come streaming down +the slope in the moonlight, spreading as they came. It was now or never. +He rushed up the fosse under cover of the wall, and almost stumbled over +a prostrate figure, which was helplessly trying to raise itself on its +hands and knees.</p> + +<p>"Danvers, it's me," gasped Raymond, turning a white tortured face feebly +towards him. "Don't let those devils get me."</p> + +<p>"Keep still," panted Charles, pushing him down among the bracken. "Lie +close under the wall, and make for the house again when it's quiet;" And +darting back under cover of the wall, to the place where he had dropped +over it, he found Dare almost upon him, and rushed headlong down the +steep rocky descent, roaring at the top of his voice, and calling wildly +to the others. The pursuit swept away through the wood, down the hill, +and up the sandy ascent on the other side; swept almost over the top of +Charles, who had flung himself down, dead-beat and gasping for breath, +at the bottom of the gully.</p> + +<p>He heard the last of the heavy lumbering feet crash past him, and heard +the shouting die away before he stiffly dragged himself up again, and +began to struggle painfully back up the slippery hill-side, down which +he had rushed with a whole regiment of loose and hopping stones ten +minutes before. He regained the wall at last,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</a></span> and crept back to the +place where he had left Raymond. It was with a sigh of relief that he +found that he was gone. No doubt he had got into safety somewhere, +perhaps in the cottage itself, where no one would dream of looking for +him. He stumbled along among the loose stones by the wall till he came +to the place by the gate where it was broken down, and clambering up, +for the gate was locked, made his way back through the shrubberies, and +desolate remains of garden, towards the point near the house where +Raymond had first broken cover. As he came round a clump of bushes his +heart gave a great leap, and then sank within him.</p> + +<p>Three men were standing in the middle of the lawn in the moonlight, +gathered round something on the ground. Seized by a horrible misgiving, +he hurried towards them. At a little distance a dog-cart was being +slowly led over the grass-grown drive towards the house.</p> + +<p>"What is it? Any one hurt?" he asked, hoarsely, joining the little +group; but as he looked he needed no answer. One glance told him that +the prostrate, unconscious figure on the ground, with blood slowly +oozing from the open mouth, was Raymond Deyncourt.</p> + +<p>"Great God! the man's dying," he said, dropping on his knees beside him.</p> + +<p>"He's all right, sir; he'll come to," said a little brisk man, in a +complacent, peremptory tone. "It's only the young chap,"—pointing to the +bashful but gratified Brooks—"as crocked him over the head a bit +sharper than needful. Here, Esp,"—to the grinning Slumberleigh +policeman, whom Charles now recognized, "tell the lad to bring up the +'orse and trap over the grass. We shall have a business to shift him as +it is."</p> + +<p>"Is he a poacher?" asked Charles. "He doesn't look like it."</p> + +<p>"Lord! no, sir," replied the little man, and Charles's heart went +straight down into his boots and stayed there. "I'm come down from +Birmingham after him. He's no poacher. The police have wanted him very +special for some time for the Francisco forgery case."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVII" id="CHAPTER_XXVII"></a>CHAPTER XXVII.</h2> + + +<p>Charles watched the detective and the policeman hoist Raymond into the +dog-cart and drive away, supporting him between them. No doubt it had +been the wheels of that dog-cart which they had heard in the distance. +Then he turned to Brooks.</p> + +<p>"How is it you remained behind?" he asked, sharply.</p> + +<p>Brooks's face fell, and he explained that just as he was starting in the +pursuit he had caught his legs on "Sir Chawles sir's" stick, and "barked +hisself."</p> + +<p>"I remember," said Charles. "You got in my way. You should look out +where you are going. You may as well go and find my stick."</p> + +<p>The poor victim of duplicity departed rather crestfallen, and at this +moment Dare came up.</p> + +<p>"We have lost him," he said, wiping his forehead. "I don't know what has +become of him."</p> + +<p>"He doubled back here," said Charles. "I followed, but you all went on. +The police have got him. He was not a poacher after all, so they said."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" said Dare. "They have him? I regret it. He ran well. I could wish +he had escaped. I was in the door-way of a stable watching a long time, +and all in a moment he rushed past me out of the door. The policeman was +seeking within when he came out, but though he touched me I could not +stop him. And now," with sudden weariness as his excitement evaporated, +"all is, then, over for the night? And the others? Where are they? Do we +wait for them here?"</p> + +<p>"We should wait some time if we did," replied Charles. "Ralph is certain +to go on to the other coverts. He has poachers on the brain. Probably +the rumor that they were coming here was only a blind, and they are +doing a good business somewhere else. I am going home. I have had enough +enjoyment for one evening. I should advise you to do the same."</p> + +<p>Dare winced, and did not answer, and Charles suddenly remembered<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</a></span> that +there were circumstances which might make it difficult for him to go +back to Vandon.</p> + +<p>They walked away together in silence. Dare, who had been wildly excited, +was beginning to feel the reaction. He was becoming giddy and faint with +exhaustion and want of food. He had eaten nothing all day. They had not +gone far when Charles saw that he stumbled at every other step.</p> + +<p>"Look out," he said once, as Dare stumbled more heavily than usual, +"you'll twist your ankle on these loose stones if you're not more +careful."</p> + +<p>"It is so dark," said Dare, faintly.</p> + +<p>The moon was shining brightly at the moment, and as Charles turned to +look at him in surprise, Dare staggered forward, and would have +collapsed altogether if he had not caught him by the arm.</p> + +<p>"Sit down," he said, authoritatively. "Here, not on me, man, on the +bank. Always sit down when you can't stand. You have had too much +excitement. I felt the same after my first Christmas-tree. You will be +better directly."</p> + +<p>Charles spoke lightly, but he knew from what he had seen that Dare must +have passed a miserable day. He had never liked him. It was impossible +that he should have done so. But even his more active dislike of the +last few months gave way to pity for him now, and he felt almost ashamed +at the thought that his own happiness was only to be built on the ruin +of poor Dare's.</p> + +<p>He made him swallow the contents of his flask, and as Dare choked and +gasped himself back into the fuller possession of his faculties, and +experienced the benign influences of whiskey, entertained at first +unawares, his heart, always easily touched, warmed to the owner of the +silver flask, and of the strong arm that was supporting him with an +unwillingness he little dreamed of. His momentary jealousy of Charles in +the summer had long since been forgotten. He felt towards him now, as +Charles helped him up, and he proceeded slowly on his arm, as a friend +and a brother.</p> + +<p>Charles, entirely unconscious of the noble sentiments which he and his +flask had inspired, looked narrowly at his companion, as they neared the +turn for Atherstone, and said with some anxiety:</p> + +<p>"Where are you going to-night?"</p> + +<p>Dare made no answer. He had no idea where he was going.</p> + +<p>Charles hesitated. He could not let him walk back alone to Vandon—over +the bridge. It was long past midnight. Dare's evident inability to think +where to turn touched him.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Can I be of any use to you?" he said, earnestly. "Is there anything I +can do? Perhaps, at present, you would rather not go to Vandon."</p> + +<p>"No, no," said Dare, shuddering; "I will not go there."</p> + +<p>Charles felt more certain than ever that it would not be safe to leave +him to his own devices, and his anxiety not to lose sight of him in his +present state gave a kindness to his manner of which he was hardly +aware.</p> + +<p>"Come back to Atherstone with me," he said, "I will explain it to Ralph +when he comes in. It will be all right."</p> + +<p>Dare accepted the proposition with gratitude. It relieved him for the +moment from coming to any decision. He thanked Charles with effusion, +and then—his natural impulsiveness quickened by the quantity of raw +spirits he had swallowed, by this mark of sympathy, by the moonlight, by +Heaven knows what that loosens the facile tongue of unreticence—then +suddenly, without a moment's preparation, he began to pour forth his +troubles into Charles's astonished and reluctant ears. It was vain to +try to stop him, and, after the first moment of instinctive recoil, +Charles was seized by a burning curiosity to know all where he already +knew so much, to put an end to this racking suspense.</p> + +<p>"And that is not the worst," said Dare, when he had recounted how the +woman he had seen on the church steps was in very deed the wife she +claimed to be. "That is not the worst. I love another. We are affianced. +We are as one. I bring sorrow upon her I love."</p> + +<p>"She knows, then?" asked Charles, hoarsely, hating himself for being +such a hypocrite, but unable to refrain from putting a leading question.</p> + +<p>"She knows that some one—a person—is at Vandon," replied Dare, "who +calls herself my wife, but I tell her it is not true and she, all +goodness, all heavenly calm, she trusts me, and once again she promises +to marry me if I am free, as I tell her, as I swear to her."</p> + +<p>Charles listened in astonishment. He saw Dare was speaking the truth, +but that Ruth could have given such a promise was difficult to believe. +He did not know, what Dare even had not at all realized, that she had +given it in the belief that Dare, from his answers to her questions, had +never been married to the woman at all, in the belief that she was a +mere adventuress seeking to make money out of him by threatening a +scandalous libel, and without the faintest suspicion that she was his +divorced wife, whether legally or illegally divorced.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</a></span></p> + +<p>Dare had understood the promise to depend on the legality or illegality +of that divorce, and told Charles so in all good faith. With an +extraordinary effort of reticence he withheld the name of his affianced, +and pressing Charles's arm, begged him to ask no more. And Charles, +half-sorry, half-contemptuous, wholly ashamed of having allowed such a +confidence to be forced upon him, marched on in silence, now divided +between mortal anxiety for Raymond and pity for Dare, now striving to +keep down a certain climbing rapturous emotion which would not be +suppressed.</p> + +<p>One of the servants had waited up for their return, and, after getting +Dare something to eat, Charles took him up to the room which had been +prepared for himself, and then, feeling he had done his duty by him, and +that he was safe for the present, went back to smoke by the smoking-room +fire till Ralph came in, which was not till several hours later. When he +did at last return it was in triumph. He was dead-beat, voiceless, and +foot-sore; but a sense of glory sustained him. Four poachers had been +taken red-handed in the coverts farthest from Arleigh. The rumor about +Arleigh had, of course, been a blind; but he, Ralph, thank Heaven, was +not to be taken in in such a hurry as all that! He could look after his +interests as well as most men. In short, he was full of glorification to +the brim, and it was only after hearing a hoarse and full account of the +whole transaction several times over that Charles was able in a pause +for breath to tell him that he had offered Dare a bed, as he was quite +tired out, and was some distance from Vandon.</p> + +<p>"All right. Quite right," said Ralph, unheeding; "but you and he missed +the best part of the whole thing. Great Scot! when I saw them come +dodging round under the Black Rock and—" He was off again; and Charles +doubted afterwards, as he fell asleep in his arm-chair by the fire, +whether Ralph, already slumbering peacefully opposite him, had paid the +least attention to what he had told him, and would not have entirely +forgotten it in the morning. And, in fact, he did, and it was not until +Evelyn desired, with dignity, on the morrow, that another time +unsuitable persons should not be brought at midnight to <i>her</i> house, +that he remembered what had happened.</p> + +<p>Charles, who was present, immediately took the blame upon himself, but +Evelyn was not to be appeased. By this time the whole neighborhood was +ringing with the news of the arrival of a foreign wife at Vandon, and +Evelyn felt that Dare's presence in her blue bedroom, with crockery and +crewel-work curtains to match, compro<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</a></span>mised that apartment and herself, +and that he must incontinently depart out of it. It was in vain that +Ralph and even Charles expostulated. She remained unmoved. It was not, +she said, as if she had been unwilling to receive him, in the first +instance, as a possible Roman Catholic, though many might have blamed +her for that, and perhaps she <i>had</i> been to blame; but she had never, +no, never, had any one to stay that anybody could say anything about. +(This was a solemn fact which it was impossible to deny.) Ralph might +remember her own cousin, Willie Best, and she had always liked Willie, +had never been asked again after that time—Ralph chuckled—that time he +knew of. She was very sorry, and she quite understood all Charles meant, +and she quite saw the force of what he said; but she could not allow +people to stay in the house who had foreign wives that had been kept +secret. What was poor Willie, who had only—Ralph need not laugh; there +was nothing to laugh at—what was Willie to this? She must be +consistent. She could see Charles was very angry with her, but she could +not encourage what was wrong, even if he was angry. In short, Dare must +go.</p> + +<p>But, when it came to the point, it was found that Dare could not go. +Nothing short of force would have turned the unwelcome guest out of the +bed in the blue bedroom, from which he made no attempt to rise, and on +which he lay worn-out and feverish, in a stupor of sheer mental and +physical exhaustion.</p> + +<p>Charles and Ralph went and looked at him rather ruefully, with masculine +helplessness, and the end of it was that Evelyn, in nowise softened, for +she was a good woman, had to give way, and a doctor was sent for.</p> + +<p>"Send for the man in D——. Don't have the Slumberleigh man," said +Charles; "it will only make more talk;" and the doctor from D—— was +accordingly sent for.</p> + +<p>He did not arrive till the afternoon, and after he had seen Dare, and +given him a sleeping draught, and had talked reassuringly of a mental +shock and a feverish temperament he apologized for his delay in coming. +He had been kept, he said, drawing on his gloves as he spoke, by a very +serious case in the police-station at D——. A man had been arrested on +suspicion the previous night, and he seemed to have sustained some fatal +internal injury. He ought to have been taken to the infirmary at once; +but it had been thought he was only shamming when first arrested, and +once in the police-station he could not be moved, and—the doctor took +up his hat—he would probably hardly outlive the day.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</a></span></p> + +<p>"By-the-way," he added, turning at the door, "he asked over and over +again, while I was with him, to see you or Mr. Danvers. I'm sure I +forget which, but I promised him I would mention it. Nearly slipped my +memory, all the same. He said one of you had known him in his better +days, at—Oxford, was it?"</p> + +<p>"What name?" asked Charles.</p> + +<p>"Stephens," replied the doctor. "He seemed to think you would remember +him."</p> + +<p>"Stephens," said Charles, reflectively. "Stephens! I once had a valet of +that name, and a very good one he was, who left my service rather +abruptly, taking with him numerous portable memorials of myself, +including a set of diamond studs. I endeavored at the time to keep up my +acquaintance with him; but he took measures effectually to close it. In +fact, I have never heard of him from that day to this."</p> + +<p>"That's the man, no doubt," replied the doctor. "He has—er—a sort of +look about him as if he might have been in a gentleman's service once; +seen-better-days-sort of look, you know."</p> + +<p>Charles said he should be at D—— in the course of the afternoon, and +would make a point of looking in at the police-station; and a quarter of +an hour later he was driving as hard as he could tear in Ralph's high +dog-cart along the road to D——. It was a six-mile drive, and he +slackened as he reached the straggling suburbs of the little town, lying +before him in a dim mist of fine rain and smoke.</p> + +<p>Arrived at the dismal building which he knew to be the police-station, +he was shown into a small room hung round with papers, where the warden +was writing, and desired, with an authority so evidently accustomed to +obedience that it invariably insured it, to see the prisoner. The +prisoner, he said, at whose arrest he had been present, had expressed a +wish to see him through the doctor; and as the warden demurred for the +space of one second, Charles mentioned that he was a magistrate and +justice of the peace, and sternly desired the confused official to show +him the way at once. That functionary, awed by the stately manner which +none knew better than Charles when to assume, led the way down a narrow +stone passage, past numerous doors behind one of which a banging sound, +accompanied by alcoholic oaths, suggested the presence of a freeborn +Briton chafing under restraint.</p> + +<p>"I had him put up-stairs, sir," said the warden, humbly. "We didn't know +when he came in as it was a case for the infirmary;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</a></span> but seeing he was +wanted for a big thing, and poorly in his 'ealth, I giv' him one of the +superior cells, with a mattress and piller complete."</p> + +<p>The man was evidently afraid that Charles had come as a magistrate to +give him a reprimand of some kind, for, as he led the way up a narrow +stone staircase, he continued to expatiate on the luxury of the +"mattress and piller," on the superiority of the cell, and how a nurse +had been sent for at once from the infirmary, when, owing to his own +shrewdness, the prisoner was found to be "a hospital case."</p> + +<p>"The doctor wouldn't have him moved," he said, opening a closed door in +a long passage full of doors, the rest of which stood open. "It's not +reg'lar to have him in here, sir, I know; but the doctor wouldn't have +him moved."</p> + +<p>Charles passed through the door, and found himself in a narrow +whitewashed cell, with a bed at one side, over which an old woman in the +dress of a hospital nurse was bending.</p> + +<p>"You can come out, Martha," said the warden. "The gentleman's come to +see 'im."</p> + +<p>As the old woman disappeared, courtesying, he lingered to say, in a +whisper, "Do you know him, sir?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Charles, looking fixedly at the figure on the bed. "I +remember him. I knew him years ago, in his better days. I dare say he +will have something to tell me."</p> + +<p>"If it should be anything as requires a witness," continued the +man—"he's said a deal already, and it's all down in proper form—but if +there's anything more——"</p> + +<p>"I will let you know," said Charles, looking towards the door, and the +warden took the hint and went out of it, closing it quietly.</p> + +<p>Charles crossed the little room, and, sitting down in the crazy chair +beside the bed, laid his hand gently on the listless hand lying palm +upward on the rough gray counterpane.</p> + +<p>"Raymond," he said; "it is I, Danvers."</p> + +<p>The hand trembled a little, and made a faint attempt to clasp his. +Charles took the cold, lifeless hand, and held it in his strong gentle +grasp.</p> + +<p>"It is Danvers," he said again.</p> + +<p>The sick man turned his head slowly on the pillow, and looked fixedly at +him. Death's own color, which imitation can never imitate, nor ignorance +mistake, was stamped upon that rigid face.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[Pg 280]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I'm done for," he said with a faint smile, which touched the lips but +did not reach the solemn far-reaching eyes.</p> + +<p>Charles could not speak.</p> + +<p>"You said I should turn up tails once too often," continued Raymond, +with slow halting utterance, "and I've done it. I knew it was all up +when I pitched over that d——d wall onto the stones. I felt I'd killed +myself."</p> + +<p>"How did they get you?" said Charles.</p> + +<p>"I don't know," replied Raymond, closing his eyes wearily, as if the +subject had ceased to interest him. "I think I tried to creep along +under the wall towards the place where it is broken down, when I fancy +some one came over long after the others and knocked me on the head."</p> + +<p>Charles reflected with sudden wrath that Brooks, no doubt, had been the +man, and how much worse than useless his manœuvre with the stick had +been.</p> + +<p>"I did my best," he said, humbly.</p> + +<p>"Yes," replied the other; "and I would not have forgotten it, either, +if—if there had been any time to remember it in; but there won't be. +I've owned up," he continued, in a labored whisper. "Stephens has made a +full confession. You'll have it in all the papers to-morrow. And while I +was at it I piled on some more I never did, which will get friends over +the water out of trouble. Tom Flavell did me a good turn once, and he's +been in hiding these two years for—well, it don't much matter what, but +I've shoved that in with the rest, though it was never in my +line—never. He'll be able to go home now."</p> + +<p>"Have not you confessed under your own name?"</p> + +<p>"No," replied Raymond, with a curious remnant of that pride of race at +which it is the undisputed privilege of low birth and a plebeian +temperament to sneer. "I won't have my own name dragged in. I dropped it +years ago. I've confessed as Stephens, and I'll die and be buried as +Stephens. I'm not going to disgrace the family."</p> + +<p>There was a constrained silence of some minutes.</p> + +<p>"Would you like to see your sister?" asked Charles; but Raymond shook +his head with feeble decision.</p> + +<p>"That man!" he said, suddenly, after a long pause. "That man in the +door-way! How did he come there?"</p> + +<p>"There is no man in the door-way," said Charles, reassuringly. "There is +no one here but me."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[Pg 281]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Last night," continued Raymond, "last night in the stables. I watched +him stand in the door-way."</p> + +<p>Charles remembered how Dare had said Raymond had bolted out past him.</p> + +<p>"That was Dare," he said; "the man who was to have been your +brother-in-law."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" said Raymond with evident unconcern. "I thought I'd seen him +before. But he's altered. He's grown into a man. So he is to marry Ruth, +is he?"</p> + +<p>"Not now. He was to have done, but a divorced wife from America has +turned up. She arrived at Vandon the day before yesterday. It seems the +divorce in America does not hold in England."</p> + +<p>Raymond started.</p> + +<p>"The old fox," he said, with feeble energy. "Tracked him out, has she? +We used to call them fox and goose when she married him. By ——, she +squeezed every dollar out of him before she let him go, and now she's +got him again, has she? She always was a cool hand. The old fox," he +continued, with contempt and admiration in his voice. "She's playing a +bold game, and the luck is on her side, but she's no more his wife than +I am, and she knows that perfectly well."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean that the divorce was——"</p> + +<p>"Divorce, bosh!" said Raymond, working himself up into a state of feeble +excitement frightful to see. "I tell you she was never married to him +legally. She called herself a widow when she married Dare, but she had a +husband living, Jasper Carroll, serving his time at Baton Rouge Jail, +down South, all the time. He died there a year afterwards, but hardly a +soul knows it to this day; and those that do don't care about bringing +themselves into public notice. They'll prefer hush-money, if they find +out what she's up to now. The prison register would prove it directly. +But Dare will never find it out. How should he?"</p> + +<p>Raymond sank back speechless and panting. A strong shudder passed over +him, and his breath seemed to fail.</p> + +<p>"It's coming," he whispered, hoarsely. "That lying doctor said I had +several hours, and I feel it coming already."</p> + +<p>"Danvers," he continued, hurriedly, "are you still there?" Then, as +Charles bent over him, "Closer; bend down. I want to see your face. Keep +your own counsel about Dare. There's no one to tell if you don't. He's +not fit for Ruth. You can marry her now. I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[Pg 282]</a></span> saw what I saw. She'll take +you. And some day—some day, when you have been married a long time, +tell her I'm dead; and tell her—about Flavell, and how I owned to +it—but that I did not do it. I never sank so low as that." His voice +had dropped to a whisper which died imperceptibly away.</p> + +<p>"I will tell her," said Charles; and Raymond turned his face to the +wall, and spoke no more.</p> + +<p>The struggle had passed, and for the moment death held aloof; but his +shadow was there, lying heavy on the deepening twilight, and darkening +all the little room. Raymond seemed to have sunk into a stupor, and at +last Charles rose silently and went out.</p> + +<p>He was dimly conscious of meeting some one in the passage, of answering +some question in the negative, and then he found himself gathering up +the reins, and driving through the narrow lighted streets of D—— in +the dusk, and so away down the long flat high-road to Atherstone.</p> + +<p>A white mist had risen up to meet the darkness, and had shrouded all the +land. In sweeps and curves along the fields a gleaming pallor lay of +heavy dew upon the grass, and on the road the long lines of dim water in +the ruts reflected the dim sky.</p> + +<p>Carts lumbered past him in the darkness once or twice, the men in them +peering back at his reckless driving; and once a carriage with lamps +came swiftly up the road towards him, and passed him with a flash, +grazing his wheel. But he took no heed. Drive as quickly as he would +through mist and darkness, a voice followed him, the voice of a pursuing +devil close at his ear, whispering in the halting, feeble utterance of a +dying man:</p> + +<p>"Keep your own counsel about Dare. There is no one to tell if you +don't."</p> + +<p>Charles shivered and set his teeth. High on the hill among the trees the +distant lights of Slumberleigh shone like glowworms through the mist. He +looked at them with wild eyes. She was there, the woman who loved him, +and whom he passionately loved. He could stretch forth his hand to take +her if he would. His breath came hard and thick. A hand seemed clutching +and tearing at his heart. And close at his ear the whisper came:</p> + +<p><i>"There is no one to tell if you don't."</i><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[Pg 283]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVIII" id="CHAPTER_XXVIII"></a>CHAPTER XXVIII.</h2> + + +<p>It was close on dressing-time when Charles came into the drawing-room, +where Evelyn and Molly were building castles on the hearth-rug in the +ruddy firelight. After changing his damp clothes, he had gone to the +smoking-room, but he had found Dare sitting there in a vast +dressing-gown of Ralph's, in a state of such utter dejection, with his +head in his hands, that he had silently retreated again before he had +been perceived. He did not want to see Dare just now. He wished he were +not in the house.</p> + +<p>Quite oblivious of the fact that he was not in Evelyn's good graces, he +went and sat by the drawing-room fire, and absently watched Molly +playing with her bricks. Presently, when the dressing-bell rang, Evelyn +went away to dress, and Molly, tired of her castles, suggested that she +might sit on his knee.</p> + +<p>He let her climb up and wriggle and finally settle herself as it seemed +good to her, but he did not speak; and so they sat in the firelight +together, Molly's hand lovingly stroking his black velvet coat. But her +talents lay in conversation, not in silence, and she soon broke it.</p> + +<p>"You do look beautiful to-night, Uncle Charles."</p> + +<p>"Do I?" without elation.</p> + +<p>"Do you know, Uncle Charles, Ninny's sister with the wart on her cheek +has been to tea? She's in the nursery now. Ninny says she's to have a +bite of supper before she goes."</p> + +<p>"You don't say so?"</p> + +<p>"And we had buttered toast to tea, and she said you were the most +splendid gentleman she ever saw."</p> + +<p>Charles did not answer. He did not even seem to have heard this +interesting tribute to his personal appearance. Molly felt that +something must be gravely amiss, and, laying her soft cheek against his, +she whispered, confidentially:</p> + +<p>"Uncle Charles, are you uncomferable inside?"</p> + +<p>There was a long pause.</p> + +<p>"Yes, Molly," at last, pressing her to him.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[Pg 284]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Is it there?" said Molly, sympathetically, laying her hand on the front +portion of her amber sash.</p> + +<p>"No, Molly; I only wish it were."</p> + +<p>"It's not the little green pears, then," said Molly, with the sigh of +experience, "because it's always <i>just</i> there, <i>always</i>, with them. It +was again yesterday. They're nasty little pears,"—with a touch of +personal resentment.</p> + +<p>Uncle Charles smiled at last, but it was not quite his usual smile.</p> + +<p>"Miss Molly," said a voice from the door, "your mamma has sent for you."</p> + +<p>"It's not bedtime yet."</p> + +<p>"Your mamma says you are to come at once," was the reply.</p> + +<p>Molly, knowing from experience that an appeal to Charles was useless on +these occasions, wriggled down from her perch rather reluctantly, and +bade her uncle "Good-night."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps it will be better to-morrow," she said, consolingly.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps," he said, nodding at her; and he took her little head between +his hands, and kissed her. She rubbed his kiss off again, and walked +gravely away. She could not be merry and ride in triumph up-stairs on +kind curvetting Sarah's willing back, while her friend was "uncomferable +inside." There was no galloping down the passage that night, no +pleasantries with the sponge in Molly's tub, no last caperings in light +attire. Molly went silently to bed, and as on a previous occasion when +in great anxiety about Vic, who had thoughtlessly gone out in the +twilight for a stroll, and had forgotten the lapse of time, she added a +whispered clause to her little petitions which the ear of "Ninny" failed +to catch.</p> + +<p>Charles recognized, in the way Evelyn had taken Molly from him, that she +was not yet appeased. It should be remembered, in order to do her +justice, that a good woman's means of showing a proper resentment are so +straitened and circumscribed by her conscience that she is obliged, from +actual want of material, to resort occasionally to little acts of +domestic tyranny, small in themselves as midge bites, but, fortunately +for the cause of virtue, equally exasperating. Indeed, it is improbable +that any really good woman would ever so far forget herself as to lose +her temper, if she were once thoroughly aware how much more irritating +in the long-run a judicious course of those small persecutions may be +made, which the tenderest conscience need not scruple to inflict.</p> + +<p>Charles was unreasonably annoyed at having Molly taken from him. As he +sat by the fire alone, tired in mind and body, a hover<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[Pg 285]</a></span>ing sense of +cold, and an intense weariness of life took him; and a great longing +came over him like a thirst—a longing for a little of the personal +happiness which seemed to be the common lot of so many round him; for a +home where he had now only a house; for love and warmth and +companionship, and possibly some day a little Molly of his own, who +would not be taken from him at the caprice of another.</p> + +<p>The only barrier to the fulfilment of such a dream had been a +conscientious scruple of Ruth's, to which at the time he had urged upon +her that she did wrong to yield. That barrier was now broken down; but +it ought never to have existed. Ruth and he belonged to each other by +divine law, and she had no right to give herself to any one else to +satisfy her own conscience. And now—all would be well. She was absolved +from her promise. She had been wrong to persist in keeping it, in his +opinion; but at any rate she was honorably released from it now. And she +would marry him.</p> + +<p>And that <i>second</i> promise, which she had made to Dare, that she would +still marry him if he were free to marry?</p> + +<p>Charles moved impatiently in his chair. From what exaggerated sense of +duty she had made that promise he knew not; but he would save her from +the effects of her own perverted judgment. He knew what Ruth's word +meant, since he had tried to make her break it. He knew that she had +promised to marry Dare if he were free. He knew that, having made that +promise, she would keep it.</p> + +<p>It would be mere sentimental folly on his part to say the word that +would set Dare free. Even if the American woman were not his wife in the +eye of the law, she had a moral claim upon him. The possibility of +Ruth's still marrying Dare was too hideous to be thought of. If her +judgment was so entirely perverted by a morbid conscientious fear of +following her own inclination that she could actually give Dare that +promise, directly after the arrival of the adventuress, Charles would +take the decision out of her hands. As she could not judge fairly for +herself, he would judge for her, and save her from herself.</p> + +<p>For her sake as much as for his own he resolved to say nothing. He had +only to keep silence.</p> + +<p><i>"There's no one to tell if you don't."</i></p> + +<p>The door opened, and Charles gave a start as Dare came into the room. He +was taken aback by the sudden rush of jealous hatred that surged up +within him at his appearance. It angered and shamed him,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[Pg 286]</a></span> and Dare, much +shattered but feebly cordial, found him very irresponsive and silent for +the few minutes that remained before the dinner-bell rang, and the +others came down.</p> + +<p>It was not a pleasant meal. If Dare had been a shade less ill, he must +have noticed the marked coldness of Evelyn's manner, and how Ralph +good-naturedly endeavored to make up for it by double helpings of soup +and fish, which he was quite unable to eat. Charles and Lady Mary were +never congenial spirits at the best of times, and to-night was not the +best. That lady, after feebly provoking the attack, as usual, sustained +some crushing defeats, mainly couched in the language of Scripture, +which was, as she felt with Christian indignation, turning her own +favorite weapon against herself, as possibly Charles thought she +deserved, for putting such a weapon to so despicable a use.</p> + +<p>"I really don't know," she said, tremulously, afterwards in the +drawing-room, "what Charles will come to if he goes on like this. I +don't mind"—venomously—"his tone towards myself. That I do not regard; +but his entire want of reverence for the Church and apostolic +succession; his profane remarks about vestments; in short, his entire +attitude towards religion gives me the gravest anxiety."</p> + +<p>In the dining-room the conversation flagged, and Charles was beginning +to wonder whether he could make some excuse and bolt, when a servant +came in with a note for him. It was from the doctor in D——, and ran as +follows:</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"<span class="smcap">Dear Sir</span>,</p> + +<p>"I have just seen (6.30 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>) Stephens again. I found him in a state of +the wildest excitement, and he implored me to send you word that he +wanted to see you again. He seemed so sure that you would go if you knew +he wished it, that I have commissioned Sergeant Brown's boy to take +this. He wished me to say 'there was something more.' If there is any +further confession he desires to make, he has not much time to do it in. +I did not expect he would have lasted till now. As it is, he is going +fast. Indeed, I hardly think you will be in time to see him; but I +promised to give you this message.</p> + +<p>Yours faithfully,</p> +<p> <span class="smcap">R. White</span>."</p></div> + +<p>"I must go," Charles said, throwing the note across to Ralph. "Give the +boy half a crown, will you? I suppose I may take Othello?" and before +Ralph had mastered the contents of the note,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[Pg 287]</a></span> and begun to fumble for a +half-crown, Charles was saddling Othello himself, without waiting for +the groom, and in a few minutes was clattering over the stones out of +the yard.</p> + +<p>There was just light enough to ride by, and he rode hard. What was +it—what could it be that Raymond had still to tell him? He felt certain +it had something to do with Ruth, and probably Dare. Should he arrive in +time to hear it? There at last were the lights of D—— in front of him. +Should he arrive in time? As he pulled up his steaming horse before the +police-station his heart misgave him.</p> + +<p>"Am I too late?" he asked of the man who came to the door.</p> + +<p>He looked bewildered.</p> + +<p>"Stephens! Is he dead?"</p> + +<p>The man shook his head.</p> + +<p>"They say he's a'most gone."</p> + +<p>Charles threw the rein to him, and hurried in-doors. He met some one +coming out, the doctor probably, he thought afterwards, who took him +up-stairs, and sent away the old woman who was in attendance.</p> + +<p>"I can't do anything more," he said, opening the door for him. "Wanted +elsewhere. Very good of you, I'm sure. Not much use, I'm afraid. +Good-night. I'll tell the old woman to be about."</p> + +<p>A dim lamp was burning on the little corner cupboard near the door, and, +as Charles bent over the bed, he saw in a moment, even by that pale +light, that he was too late.</p> + +<p>Life was still there, if that feeble tossing could be called life; but +all else was gone. Raymond's feet were already on the boundary of the +land where all things are forgotten; and, at the sight of that dim +country, memory, affrighted, had slipped away and left him.</p> + +<p>Was it possible to recall him to himself even yet?</p> + +<p>"Raymond," he said, in a low distinct voice, "what is it you wish to +say? Tell me quickly what it is."</p> + +<p>But the long agony of farewell between body and soul had begun, and the +eyes that seemed to meet his with momentary recognition only looked at +him in anguish, seeking help and finding none, and wandered away again, +vainly searching for that which was not to be found.</p> + +<p>Charles could do nothing, but he had not the heart to leave him to +struggle with death entirely alone, and so, in awed and helpless +compassion, he sat by him through one long hour after another, waiting +for the end which still delayed, his eyes wandering ever and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[Pg 288]</a></span> anon from +the bed to the high grated window, or idly spelling out the different +names and disparaging remarks that previous occupants had scratched and +scrawled over the whitewashed walls.</p> + +<p>And so the hours passed.</p> + +<p>At last, all in a moment, the struggle ceased. The dying man vainly +tried to raise himself to meet what was coming, and Charles put his +strong arm round him and held him up. He knew that consciousness +sometimes returns at the moment of death.</p> + +<p>"Raymond," he whispered, earnestly. "Raymond."</p> + +<p>A tremor passed over the face. The lips moved. The homeless, lingering +soul came back, and looked for the last time fixedly and searchingly at +him out of the dying eyes, and then—seeing no help for it—went +hurriedly on its way, leaving the lips parted to speak, leaving the +deserted eyes vacant and terrible, until after a time Charles closed +them.</p> + +<p>He had gone without speaking. Whatever he had wished to say would remain +unsaid forever. Charles laid him down, and stood a long time looking at +the set face. The likeness to Raymond seemed to be fading away under the +touch of the Mighty Hand, but the look of Ruth, the better look, +remained.</p> + +<p>At last he turned away and went out, stopping to wake the old nurse, +heavily asleep in the passage. His horse was brought round for him from +somewhere, and he mounted and rode away. He had no idea how long he had +been there. It must have been many hours, but he had quite lost sight of +time. It was still dark, but the morning could not be far off. He rode +mechanically, his horse, which knew the road, taking him at its own +pace. The night was cold, but he did not feel it. All power of feeling +anything seemed gone from him. The last two days and nights of suspense +and high-strung emotion seemed to have left him incapable of any further +sensation at present beyond that of an intense fatigue.</p> + +<p>He rode slowly, and put up his horse with careful absence of mind. The +eastern horizon was already growing pale and distinct as he found his +way in-doors through the drawing-room window, the shutter of which had +been left unhinged for him by Ralph, according to custom when either of +them was out late. He went noiselessly up to his room, and sat down. +After a time he started to find himself still sitting there; but he +remained without stirring, too tired to move, his elbows on the table, +his chin in his hands. He felt he could not sleep if he were to drag +himself into bed. He might just as well stay where he was.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[Pg 289]</a></span></p> + +<p>And as he sat watching the dawn his mind began to stir, to shake off its +lethargy and stupor, to struggle into keener and keener consciousness.</p> + +<p>There are times, often accompanying great physical prostration, when a +veil seems to be lifted from our mental vision. As in the Mediterranean +one may glance down suddenly on a calm day, and see in the blue depths +with a strange surprise the sea-weed and the rocks and the fretted sands +below, so also in rare hours we see the hidden depths of the soul, over +which we have floated in heedless unconsciousness so long, and catch a +glimpse of the hills and the valleys of those untravelled regions.</p> + +<p>Charles sat very still with his chin in his hands. His mind did not +work. It looked right down to the heart of things.</p> + +<p>There is, perhaps, no time when mental vision is so clear, when the mind +is so sane, as when death has come very near to us. There is a light +which he brings with him, which he holds before the eyes of the dying, +the stern light, seldom seen, of reality, before which self-deception +and meanness, and that which maketh a lie, cower in their native +deformity and slip away.</p> + +<p>And death sheds at times a strange gleam from that same light upon the +souls of those who stand within his shadow, and watch his kingdom +coming. In an awful transfiguration all things stand for what they are. +Evil is seen to be evil, and good to be good. Right and wrong sunder +more far apart, and we cannot mistake them as we do at other times. The +debatable land stretching between them—that favorite resort of +undecided natures—disappears for a season, and offers no longer its +false refuge. The mind is taken away from all artificial supports, and +the knowledge comes home to the soul afresh, with strong conviction that +"truth is our only armor in all passages of life," as with awed hearts +we see it is the only armor in the hour of death, the only shield that +we may bear away with us into the unknown country.</p> + +<p>Charles shuddered involuntarily. His decision of the afternoon to keep +secret what Raymond had told him was gradually but surely assuming a +different aspect. What was it, after all, but a suppression of truth—a +kind of lie? What was it but doing evil that good might come?</p> + +<p>It was no use harping on the old string of consequences. He saw that he +had resolved to commit a deliberate sin, to be false to that great +principle of life—right for the sake of right, truth for the love of +truth—by which of late he had been trying to live. So far it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[Pg 290]</a></span> had not +been difficult, for his nature was not one to do things by halves, but +now—</p> + +<p>Old voices out of the past, which he had thought long dead, rose out of +forgotten graves to urge him on. What was he that he should stick at +such a trifle? Why should a man with his past begin to split hairs?</p> + +<p>And conscience said nothing, only pointed, only showed, with a clearness +that allowed of no mistake, that he had come to a place where two roads +met.</p> + +<p>Charles's heart suffered then "the nature of an insurrection." The old +lawless powers that had once held sway, and had been forced back into +servitude under the new rule of the last few years of responsibility and +honor, broke loose, and spread like wildfire throughout the kingdom of +his heart.</p> + +<p>The struggle deepened to a battle fierce and furious. His soul was rent +with a frenzy of tumult, of victory and defeat ever changing sides, ever +returning to the attack.</p> + +<p>Can a kingdom divided against itself stand?</p> + +<p>He sat motionless, gazing with absent eyes in front of him.</p> + +<p>And across the shock of battle, and above the turmoil of conflicting +passions, Ruth's voice came to him. He saw the pale spiritual face, the +deep eyes so full of love and anguish, and yet so steadfast with a great +resolve. He heard again her last words, "I cannot do what is wrong, even +for you."</p> + +<p>He stretched out his hands suddenly.</p> + +<p>"You would not, Ruth," he said, half aloud; "you would not. Neither will +I do what I know to be wrong for you, so help me God! not even for you."</p> + +<p>The dawn was breaking, was breaking clear and cold, and infinitely far +away; was coming up through unfathomable depths and distances, through +gleaming caverns and fastnesses of light, like a new revelation fresh +from God. But Charles did not see it, for his head was down on the +table, and he was crying like a child.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[Pg 291]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIX" id="CHAPTER_XXIX"></a>CHAPTER XXIX.</h2> + + +<p>Dare was down early the following morning, much too early for the +convenience of the house-maids, who were dusting the drawing-room when +he appeared there. He was usually as late as any of the young and gilded +unemployed who feel it incumbent on themselves to show by these public +demonstrations their superiority to the rules and fixed hours of the +working and thinking world, with whom, however, their fear of being +identified is a groundless apprehension. But to-day Dare experienced a +mournful satisfaction in being down so early. He felt the underlying +pathos of such a marked departure from his usual habits. It was obvious +that nothing but deep affliction or cub-hunting could have been the +cause, and the cub-hunting was over. The inference was not one that +could be missed by the meanest capacity.</p> + +<p>He took up the newspaper with a sigh, and settled himself in front of +the blazing fire, which was still young and leaping, with the enthusiasm +of dry sticks not quite gone out of it.</p> + +<p>Charles heard Dare go down just as he finished dressing, for he too was +early that morning. There was more than half an hour before +breakfast-time. He considered a moment, and then went down-stairs. Some +resolutions once made cannot be carried out too quickly.</p> + +<p>As he passed through the hall he looked out. The mist of the night +before had sought out every twig and leaflet, and had silvered it to +meet the sun. The rime on the grass looked cool and tempting. Charles's +head ached, and he went out for a moment and stood in the crisp still +air. The rooks were cawing high up. The face of the earth had not +altered during the night. It shimmered and was glad, and smiled at his +grave, care-worn face.</p> + +<p>"Hallo!" called a voice; and Ralph's head, with his hair sticking +straight out on every side, was thrust out of a window. "I say, Charles, +early bird you are!"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Charles, looking up and leisurely going in-doors again; "you +are the first worm I have seen."</p> + +<p>He found Dare, as he expected, in the drawing-room, and proceeded at +once to the business he had in hand.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[Pg 292]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I am glad you are down early," he said. "You are the very man I want."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" replied Dare, shaking his head, "when the heart is troubled there +is no sleep, none. All the clocks are heard."</p> + +<p>"Possibly. I should not wonder if you heard another in the course of +half an hour, which will mean breakfast. In the mean time——"</p> + +<p>"I want no breakfast. A sole cup of——"</p> + +<p>"In the mean time," continued Charles, "I have some news for you." And, +disregarding another interruption, he related as shortly as he could the +story of Stephens's recognition of him in the door-way, and the +subsequent revelations in the prison concerning Dare's marriage.</p> + +<p>"Where is this man, this Stephens?" said Dare, jumping up. "I will go to +him. I will hear from his own mouth. Where is he?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know," replied Charles, curtly. "It is a matter of opinion. He +is dead!"</p> + +<p>Dare looked bewildered, and then sank back with a gasp of disappointment +into his chair.</p> + +<p>Charles, whose temper was singularly irritable this morning, repeated +with suppressed annoyance the greater part of what he had just said, and +proved to Dare that the fact that Stephens was dead would in no way +prevent the illegality of his marriage being proved.</p> + +<p>When Dare had grasped the full significance of that fact he was quite +overcome.</p> + +<p>"Am I, then," he gasped—"is it true?—am I free—to marry?"</p> + +<p>"Quite free."</p> + +<p>Dare burst into tears, and, partially veiling with one hand the manly +emotion that had overtaken him, he extended the other to Charles, who +did not know what to do with it when he had got it, and dropped it as +soon as he could. But Dare, like many people whose feelings are all on +the surface, and who are rather proud of displaying them, was slow to +notice what was passing in the minds of others.</p> + +<p>He sprang to his feet, and began to pace rapidly up and down.</p> + +<p>"I will go after breakfast—at once—immediately after breakfast, to +Slumberleigh Rectory."</p> + +<p>"I suppose, in that case, Miss Deyncourt is the person whose name you +would not mention the other day?"</p> + +<p>"She is," said Dare. "You are right. It is she. We are betrothed. I will +fly to her after breakfast."</p> + +<p>"You know your own affairs best," said Charles, whose temper had not +been improved by the free display of Dare's finer feelings;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[Pg 293]</a></span> "but I am +not sure you would not do well to fly to Vandon first. It is best to be +off with the old love, I believe, before you are on with the new."</p> + +<p>"She must at once go away from Vandon," said Dare, stopping short. "She +is a scandal, the—the old one. But how to make her go away?"</p> + +<p>It was in vain for Charles to repeat that Dare must turn her out. Dare +had premonitory feelings that he was quite unequal to the task.</p> + +<p>"I may tell her to go," he said, raising his eyebrows. "I may be firm as +the rock, but I know her well; she is more obstinate than me. She will +not go."</p> + +<p>"She must," said Charles, with anger. "Her presence compromises Miss +Deyncourt. Can't you see that?"</p> + +<p>Dare raised his eyebrows. A light seemed to break in on him.</p> + +<p>"Any fool can see that," said Charles, losing his temper.</p> + +<p>Dare saw a great deal—many things besides that. He saw that if a +friend, a trusted friend, were to manage her dismissal, it would be more +easy for that friend than for one whose feelings at the moment might +carry him away. In short, Charles was the friend who was evidently +pointed out by Providence for that mission.</p> + +<p>Charles considered a moment. He began to see that it would not be done +without further delays and scandal unless he did it.</p> + +<p>"She must and shall go at once, even if I have to do it," he said at +last, looking at Dare with unconcealed contempt. "It is not my affair, +but I will go, and you will be so good as to put off the flying over to +Slumberleigh till I come back. I shall not return until she has left the +house." And Charles marched out of the room, too indignant to trust +himself a moment longer with the profusely grateful Dare.</p> + +<p>"That man must go to-day," said Evelyn, after breakfast, to her husband, +in the presence of Lady Mary and Charles. "While he was ill I overlooked +his being in the house; but I will not suffer him to remain now he is +well."</p> + +<p>"You remove him from all chance of improvement," said Charles, "if you +take him away from Aunt Mary, who can snatch brands from the burning, as +we all know; but I am going over to Vandon this morning, and if you wish +it I will ask him if he would like me to order his dog-cart to come for +him. I don't suppose he is very happy here, without so much as a +tooth-brush that he can call his own."</p> + +<p>"You are going to Vandon?" asked both ladies in one voice.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[Pg 294]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Yes. I am going on purpose to dislodge an impostor who has arrived +there, who is actually believed by some people (who are not such +exemplary Christians as ourselves, and ready to suppose the worst) to be +his wife."</p> + +<p>Lady Mary and Evelyn looked at each other in consternation, and Charles +went off to see how Othello was after his night's work, and to order the +dog-cart, Ralph calling after him, in perfect good-humor, that "a +fellow's brother got more out of a fellow's horses than a fellow did +himself."</p> + +<p>Dare waylaid Charles on his return from the stables, and linked his arm +in his. He felt the most enthusiastic admiration for the tall reserved +Englishman who had done him such signal service. He longed for an +opportunity of showing his gratitude to him. It was perhaps just as well +that he was not aware how very differently Charles regarded himself.</p> + +<p>"You are just going?" Dare asked.</p> + +<p>"In five minutes."</p> + +<p>Charles let his arm hang straight down, but Dare kept it.</p> + +<p>"Tell me, my friend, one thing." Dare had evidently been turning over +something in his mind. "This poor unfortunate, this Stephens, why did he +not tell you all this the <i>first</i> time you went to see him in the +afternoon?"</p> + +<p>"He did."</p> + +<p>"What?" said Dare, looking hard at him. "He <i>did</i>, and you only tell me +this morning! You let me go all through the night first. Why was this?"</p> + +<p>Charles did not answer.</p> + +<p>"I ask one thing more," continued Dare. "Did you divine two nights ago, +from what I said in a moment of confidence, that Miss Deyncourt was +the—the—"</p> + +<p>"Of course I did," said Charles, sharply. "You made it sufficiently +obvious."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" said Dare. "Ah!" and he shut his eyes and nodded his head several +times.</p> + +<p>"Anything more you would like to know?" asked Charles, inattentive and +impatient, mainly occupied in trying to hide the nameless exasperation +which invariably seized him when he looked at Dare, and to stifle the +contemptuous voice which always whispered as he did so, "And you have +given up Ruth to him—to <i>him</i>!"</p> + +<p>"No, no, no!" said Dare, shaking his head gently, and regarding him the +while with infinite interest through his half-closed eyelids.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[Pg 295]</a></span></p> + +<p>The dog-cart was coming round, and Charles hastily turned from him, and, +getting in, drove quickly away. Whatever Dare said or did seemed to set +his teeth on edge, and he lashed up the horse till he was out of sight +of the house.</p> + +<p>Dare, with arms picturesquely folded, stood looking after him with mixed +feelings of emotion and admiration.</p> + +<p>"One sees it well," he said to himself. "One sees now the reason of many +things. He kept silent at first, but he was too good, too noble. In the +night he considered; in the morning he told all. I wondered that he went +to Vandon; but he did it not for me. It was for her sake."</p> + +<p>Dare's feelings were touched to the quick.</p> + +<p>How beautiful! how pathetic was this <i>dénouement</i>! His former admiration +for Charles was increased a thousand-fold. <i>He also loved!</i> Ah! (Dare +felt he was becoming agitated.) How sublime, how touching was his +self-sacrifice in the cause of honor! He had been gradually working +himself up to the highest pitch of pleasurable excitement and emotion; +and now, seeing Ralph the prosaic approaching, he fled precipitately +into the house, caught up his hat and stick, hardly glancing at himself +in the hall-glass, and, entirely forgetting his promise to Charles to +remain at Atherstone till the latter returned from Vandon, followed the +impulse of the moment, and struck across the fields in the direction of +Slumberleigh.</p> + +<p>Charles, meanwhile, drove on to Vandon. The stable clock, still +partially paralyzed from long disuse, was laboriously striking eleven as +he drew up before the door. His resounding peal at the bell startled the +household, and put the servants into a flutter of anxious expectation, +while the sound made some one else, breakfasting late in the +dining-room, pause with her cup midway to her lips and listen.</p> + +<p>"There is a train which leaves Slumberleigh station for London a little +after twelve, is not there?" asked Charles, with great distinctness, of +the butler as he entered the hall. He had observed as he came in that +the dining-room door was ajar.</p> + +<p>"There is, Sir Charles. Twelve fifteen," replied the man, who recognized +him instantly, for everybody knew Charles.</p> + +<p>"I am here as Mr. Dare's friend, at his wish. Tell Mr. Dare's coachman +to bring round his dog-cart to the door in good time to catch that +train. Will it take luggage?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Sir Charles," with respectful alacrity.</p> + +<p>"Good! And when the dog-cart appears you will see that the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[Pg 296]</a></span> boxes are +brought down belonging to the person who is staying here, who will leave +by that train."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Sir Charles."</p> + +<p>"If the policeman from Slumberleigh should arrive while I am here, ask +him to wait."</p> + +<p>"I will, Sir Charles."</p> + +<p>"I don't suppose," thought Charles, "he will arrive, as I have not sent +for him; but, as the dining-room door happens to be ajar, it is just as +well to add a few artistic touches."</p> + +<p>"Is this person in the drawing-room?" he continued aloud.</p> + +<p>The man replied that she was in the dining-room, and Charles walked in +unannounced, and closed the door behind him.</p> + +<p>He had at times, when any action of importance was on hand, a certain +cool decision of manner that seemed absolutely to ignore the possibility +of opposition, which formed a curious contrast with his usual careless +demeanor.</p> + +<p>"Good-morning," he said, advancing to the fire. "I have no doubt that my +appearance at this early hour cannot be a surprise to you. You have, of +course, anticipated some visit of this kind for the last few days. Pray +finish your coffee. I am Sir Charles Danvers. I need hardly add that I +am justice of the peace in this county, and that I am here officially on +behalf of my friend, Mr. Dare."</p> + +<p>The little woman, who had risen, and had then sat down again at his +entrance, eyed him steadily. There was a look in her dark bead-like eyes +which showed Charles why Dare had been unable to face her. The look, +determined, cunning, watchful, put him on his guard, and his manner +became a shade more unconcerned.</p> + +<p>"Any friend of my husband's is welcome," she said.</p> + +<p>"There is no question for the moment about your husband, though no doubt +a subject of peculiar interest to yourself. I was speaking of Mr. Dare."</p> + +<p>She rose to her feet, as if unable to sit while he was standing.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Dare is my husband," she said, with a little gesture of defiance, +tapping sharply on the table with a teaspoon she held in her hand.</p> + +<p>Charles smiled blandly, and looked out of the window.</p> + +<p>"There is evidently some misapprehension on that point," he observed, +"which I am here to remove. Mr. Dare is at present unmarried."</p> + +<p>"I am his wife," reiterated the woman, her color rising under her rouge. +"I am, and I won't go. He dared not come himself, a poor<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">[Pg 297]</a></span> coward that he +is, to turn his wife out-of-doors. He sent you; but it's no manner of +use, so you may as well know it first as last. I tell you nothing shall +induce me to stir from this house, from my home, and you needn't think +you can come it over me with fine talk. I don't care a red cent what you +say. I'll have my rights."</p> + +<p>"I am here," said Charles, "to see that you get them, Mrs.—<i>Carroll</i>."</p> + +<p>There was a pause. He did not look at her. He was occupied in taking a +white thread off his coat.</p> + +<p>"Carroll's dead," she said, sharply.</p> + +<p>"He is. And your regret at his loss was no doubt deepened by the unhappy +circumstances in which it took place. He died in jail."</p> + +<p>"Well, and if he did—"</p> + +<p>"Died," continued Charles, suddenly fixing his keen glance upon her, +"nearly a year after your so-called marriage with Mr. Dare."</p> + +<p>"It's a lie," she said, faintly; but she had turned very white.</p> + +<p>"No, I <i>think</i> not. My information is on reliable authority. A slight +exertion of memory on your part will no doubt recall the date of your +bereavement."</p> + +<p>"You can't prove it."</p> + +<p>"Excuse me. You have yourself kindly furnished us with a copy of the +marriage register, with the date attached, without which I must own we +might have been momentarily at a loss. I need now only apply for a copy +of the register of the decease of Jasper Carroll, who, as you do not +deny, died under personal restraint in jail; in Baton Rouge Jail in +Louisiana, I have no doubt you intended to add."</p> + +<p>She glared at him in silence.</p> + +<p>"Some dates acquire a peculiar interest when compared," continued +Charles, "but I will not detain you any longer with business details of +this kind, as I have no doubt that you will wish to superintend your +packing."</p> + +<p>"I won't go."</p> + +<p>"On the contrary, you will leave this house in half an hour. The +dog-cart is ordered to take you to the station."</p> + +<p>"What if I refuse to go?"</p> + +<p>"Extreme measures are always to be regretted, especially with a lady," +said Charles. "Nothing, in short, would be more repugnant to me; but I +fear, as a magistrate, it would be my duty to—" And he shrugged his +shoulders, wondering what on earth could be done for the moment if she +persisted. "But," he continued, "motives<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">[Pg 298]</a></span> of self-interest suggest the +advisability of withdrawing, even if I were not here to enforce it. When +I take into consideration the trouble and expense you have incurred in +coming here, and the subsequent disappointment of the affections, a +widow's affections, I feel justified in offering, though without my +friend's permission, to pay your journey back to America, an offer which +any further unpleasantness or delay would of course oblige me to +retract."</p> + +<p>She hesitated, and he saw his advantage and kept it.</p> + +<p>"You have not much time to lose," he said, laying his watch on the +table, "unless you would prefer the house-keeper to do your packing for +you. No? I agree with you. On a sea voyage especially, one likes to know +where one's things are. If I give you a check for your return journey, I +shall, of course, expect you to sign a paper to the effect that you have +no claim on Mr. Dare, that you never were his legal wife, and that you +will not trouble him in future. You would like a few moments for +reflection? Good! I will write out the form while you consider, as there +is no time to be lost."</p> + +<p>He looked about for writing materials, and, finding only an ancient +inkstand and pen, took a note from his pocket-book and tore a blank +half-sheet off it. His quiet deliberate movements awed her as he +intended they should. She glanced first at him writing, then at the gold +watch on the table between them, the hours of which were marked on the +half-hunting face by alternate diamonds and rubies, each stone being the +memorial of a past success in shooting-matches. The watch impressed her; +to her practised eye it meant a very large sum of money, and she knew +the power of money; but the cool, unconcerned manner of this tall, +keen-eyed Englishman impressed her still more. As she looked at him he +ceased writing, got out a check, and began to fill it in.</p> + +<p>"What Christian name?" he asked, suddenly.</p> + +<p>"Ellen," she replied, taken aback.</p> + +<p>"Payable to order or bearer?"</p> + +<p>"Bearer," she said, confused by the way he took her decision for +granted.</p> + +<p>"Now," he said, authoritatively, "sign your name there;" and he pushed +the form he had drawn up towards her. "I am sorry I cannot offer you a +better pen."</p> + +<p>She took the pen mechanically and signed her name—<i>Ellen Carroll</i>. +Charles's light eyes gave a flash as she did it.</p> + +<p>"Manner is everything," he said to himself. "I believe the men<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">[Pg 299]</a></span>tion of +that imaginary policeman may have helped, but a little stage effect did +the business."</p> + +<p>"Thank you," he said, taking the paper, and, after glancing at the +signature, putting it in his pocket-book. "Allow me to give you +this"—handing her the check. "And now I will ring for the house-keeper, +for you will barely have time to make the arrangements for your journey. +I can allow you only twenty minutes." He rang the bell as he spoke.</p> + +<p>She started up as if unaware how far she had yielded. A rush of angry +color flooded her face.</p> + +<p>"I won't have that impertinent woman touching my things."</p> + +<p>"That is as you like," said Charles, shrugging his shoulders; "but she +will be in the room when you pack. It is my wish that she should be +present." Then turning to the butler, who had already answered the bell, +"Desire the house-keeper to go to Mrs. Carroll's rooms at once, and to +give Mrs. Carroll any help she may require."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Carroll looked from the butler to Charles with baffled hatred in +her eyes. But she knew the game was lost, and she walked out of the room +and up-stairs without another word, but with a bitter consciousness in +her heart that she had not played her cards well, that, though her +downfall was unavoidable, she might have stood out for better terms for +her departure. She hated Dare, as she threw her clothes together into +her trunks, and she hated Mrs. Smith, who watched her do so with folded +hands and with a lofty smile; but most of all she hated Charles, whose +voice came up to the open window as he talked to Dare's coachman, +already at the door, about splints and sore backs.</p> + +<p>Charles felt a momentary pity for the little woman when she came down at +last with compressed lips, casting lightning glances at the grinning +servants in the background, whom she had bullied and hectored over in +the manner of people unaccustomed to servants, and who were rejoicing in +the ignominy of her downfall.</p> + +<p>Her boxes were put in—not carefully.</p> + +<p>Charles came forward and lifted his cap, but she would not look at him. +Grasping a little hand-bag convulsively, she went down the steps, and +got up, unassisted, into the dog-cart.</p> + +<p>"You have left nothing behind, I hope?" said Charles, civilly, for the +sake of saying something.</p> + +<p>"She have left nothing," said Mrs. Smith, swimming forward with dignity, +"and she have also took nothing. I have seen to that, Sir Charles."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">[Pg 300]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Good-bye, then," said Charles. "Right, coachman."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Carroll's eyes had been wandering upward to the old house rising +above her with its sunny windows and its pointed gables. Perhaps, after +all the sordid shifts and schemes of her previous existence, she had +imagined she might lead an easier and a more respectable life within +those walls. Then she looked towards the long green terraces, the +valley, and the forest beyond. Her lip trembled, and turning suddenly, +she fixed her eyes with burning hatred on the man who had ousted her +from this pleasant place.</p> + +<p>Then the coachman whipped up his horse, the dog-cart spun over the +smooth gravel between the lines of stiff, clipped yews, and she was +gone.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXX" id="CHAPTER_XXX"></a>CHAPTER XXX.</h2> + + +<p><span class="smcap">Mr. Alwynn</span> had returned from his eventful morning call at Vandon very +grave and silent. He shook his head when Ruth came to him in the study +to ask what the result had been, and said Dare would tell her himself on +his return from London, whither he had gone on business.</p> + +<p>Ruth went back to the drawing-room. She had not strength or energy to +try to escape from Mrs. Alwynn. Indeed it was a relief not to be alone +with her own thoughts, and to allow her exhausted mind to be towed along +by Mrs. Alwynn's, the bent of whose mind resembled one of those +mechanical toy animals which, when wound up, will run very fast in any +direction, but if adroitly turned, will hurry equally fast the opposite +way. Ruth turned the toy at intervals, and the morning was dragged +through, Mrs. Alwynn in the course of it exploring every realm—known to +her—of human thought, now dipping into the future, and speculating on +spring fashions, now commenting on the present, now dwelling fondly on +the past, the gayly dressed, officer-adorned past of her youth.</p> + +<p>There was a meal, and after that it was the afternoon. Ruth supposed +that some time there would be another meal, and then it would be +evening, but it was no good thinking of what was so far away. She +brought her mind back to the present. Mrs. Alwynn had just finished a +detailed account of a difference of opinion between herself and the +curate's wife on the previous day.</p> + +<p>"And she had not a word to say, my dear, not a word—quite<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_301" id="Page_301">[Pg 301]</a></span> <i>hors de +combat</i>—so I let the matter drop. And you remember that beautiful pig +we killed last week? You should have gone to look at it hanging up, +Ruth, rolling in fat, it was. Well, it is better to give than to +receive, so I shall send her one of the pork-pies. And if you will get +me one of those round baskets which I took the dolls down to the +school-feast in—they are in the lowest shelf of the oak chest in the +hall—I'll send it down to her at once."</p> + +<p>Ruth fetched the basket and put it down by her aunt. Reminiscences of +the school-feast still remained in it, in the shape of ends of ribbon +and lace, and Mrs. Alwynn began to empty them out, talking all the time, +when she suddenly stopped short, with an exclamation of surprise.</p> + +<p>"Goodness! Well, now! I'm sure! Ruth!"</p> + +<p>"What is it, Aunt Fanny?"</p> + +<p>"Why, my dear, if there isn't a letter for you under the odds and ends," +holding it up and gazing resentfully at it; "and now I remember, a +letter came for you on the morning of the school-feast, and I said to +John, 'I sha'n't forward it, because I shall see Ruth this afternoon,' +and, dear me! I just popped it into the basket, for I thought you would +like to have it, and you know how busy I was, Ruth, that day, first one +thing and then another, so much to think of—and—<i>there it is</i>."</p> + +<p>"I dare say it is of no importance," said Ruth, taking it from her, +while Mrs. Alwynn, repeatedly wondering how such a thing could have +happened to a person so careful as herself, went off with her basket to +the cook.</p> + +<p>When she returned in a few minutes she found Ruth standing by the +window, the letter open in her hand, her face without a vestige of +color.</p> + +<p>"Why, Ruth," she said, actually noticing the alteration in her +appearance, "is your head bad again?"</p> + +<p>Ruth started violently.</p> + +<p>"Yes—no. I mean—I think I will go out. The fresh air—"</p> + +<p>She could not finish the sentence.</p> + +<p>"And that tiresome letter—did it want an answer?"</p> + +<p>"None," said Ruth, crushing it up unconsciously.</p> + +<p>"Well, now," said Mrs. Alwynn, "that's a good thing, for I'm sure I +shall never forget the way your uncle was in once, when I put a letter +of his in my pocket to give him (it was a plum-colored silk, Ruth, done +with gold beads in front), and then I went into mourning for my poor +dear Uncle James—such an out-of-the-common<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_302" id="Page_302">[Pg 302]</a></span> person he was, Ruth, and +such a beautiful talker—and it was not till six months later—niece's +mourning, you know—that I had the dress on again—and a business I had +to meet it, for all my gowns seem to shrink when they are put by—and I +put my hand in the pocket, and—"</p> + +<p>But Ruth had disappeared.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Alwynn was perfectly certain at last that something must be wrong +with her niece. Earlier in the day she had had a headache. Reasoning by +analogy, she decided that Ruth must have eaten something at Mrs. +Thursby's dinner-party which had disagreed with her. If any one was ill, +she always attributed it to indigestion. If Mr. Alwynn coughed, or if +she read in the papers that royalty had been unavoidably prevented +attending some function at which its presence had been expected, she +instantly put down both mishaps to the same cause; and when Mrs. Alwynn +had come to a conclusion it was not her habit to keep it to herself.</p> + +<p>She told Lady Mary the exact state in which, reasoning always by +analogy, she knew Ruth's health must be, when that lady drove over that +afternoon in the hope of seeing Ruth, partly from curiosity, or, rather, +a Christian anxiety respecting the welfare of others, and partly, too, +from a real feeling of affection for Ruth herself. Mrs. Alwynn bored her +intensely; but she sat on and on in the hope of Ruth's return, who had +gone out, Mrs. Alwynn agreeing with every remark she made, and treating +her with that pleased deference of manner which some middle-class +people, not otherwise vulgar, invariably drop into in the presence of +rank; a Scylla which is only one degree better than the Charybdis of +would-be ease of manner into which others fall. If ever the enormous +advantages of noble birth and ancient family, with all their attendant +heirlooms and hereditary instincts of refinement, chivalrous feeling, +and honor, become in future years a mark for scorn (as already they are +a mark for the envy that calls itself scorn), it will be partly the +fault of the vulgar adoration of the middle classes. Mrs. Alwynn being, +as may possibly have already transpired in the course of this narrative, +a middle-class woman herself, stuck to the hereditary instincts of <i>her</i> +class with a vengeance, and when Ruth at last came in Lady Mary was +thankful.</p> + +<p>Her cold, pale eyes lighted up a little as she greeted Ruth, and looked +searchingly at her. She saw by the colorless lips and nervous +contraction of the forehead, and by the bright, restless fever of the +eyes that had formerly been so calm and clear, that something was +amiss—terribly amiss.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_303" id="Page_303">[Pg 303]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I've been telling Lady Mary how poorly you've been, Ruth, ever since +Mrs. Thursby's dinner-party," said Mrs. Alwynn, by way of opening the +conversation.</p> + +<p>But in spite of so auspicious a beginning the conversation flagged. Lady +Mary made a few conventional remarks to Ruth, which she answered, and +Mrs. Alwynn also; but there was a constraint which every moment +threatened a silence. Lady Mary proceeded to comment on the poaching +affray of the previous night, and the arrest of a man who had been +seriously injured; but at her mention of the subject Ruth became so +silent, and Mrs. Alwynn so voluble, that she felt it was useless to stay +any longer, and had to take her leave without a word with Ruth.</p> + +<p>"Something is wrong with that girl," she said to herself, as she drove +back to Atherstone. "I know what it is. Charles has been behaving in his +usual manner, and as there is no one else to point out to him how +infamous such conduct is, I shall have to do it myself. Shameful! That +charming, interesting girl! And yet, and yet, there was a look in her +face more like some great anxiety than disappointment. If she had had a +disappointment, I do not think she would have let any one see it. Those +Deyncourts are all too proud to show their feelings, though they have +got them, too, somewhere. Perhaps, on the whole, considering how +excessively disagreeable and scriptural Charles can be, and what +unexpected turns he can give to things, I had better say nothing to him +at present."</p> + +<p>The moment Lady Mary had left the house, Ruth hurried to her uncle's +study. He was not there. He had not yet come in. She gave a gesture of +despair, and flung herself down in the old leather chair opposite to his +own, on which many a one had sat who had come to him for help or +consolation. All the buttons had been gradually worn off that chair by +restless or heavy visitors. Some had been lost, but others—the greater +part, I am glad to say—Mr. Alwynn had found and had deposited in a +Sèvres cup on the mantle-piece, till the wet afternoon should come when +he and his long packing-needle should restore them to their home.</p> + +<p>The room was very quiet. On the mantle-piece the little conscientious +silver clock ticked, orderly, gently (till Ruth could hardly bear the +sound), then hesitated, and struck a soft, low tone. She started to her +feet, and paced up and down, up and down. Would he never come in? She +dared not go out to look for him for fear of missing him. Why did not he +come back when she wanted him<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_304" id="Page_304">[Pg 304]</a></span> so terribly? She sat down again. She +tried to be patient. It was no good. Would he never come?</p> + +<p>She heard a sound, rushed out to meet him in the passage, and pulled him +into the study.</p> + +<p>"Uncle John," she gasped, holding out a letter in her shaking hand. +"That man who was taken up last night was—Raymond. He is in prison. He +is ill. Let us go to him," and she explained as best she could that a +letter had only just been found written to her by Raymond in July, +warning her he was in the neighborhood of Arleigh, near the old nurse's +cottage, and that she might see him at any moment, and must have money +in readiness. The instant she had read the letter she rushed up to +Arleigh, to see her old nurse, and met her coming down, in great +agitation, to tell her that Raymond, whom she had shielded once before +under promise of secrecy, had been arrested the night before.</p> + +<p>In a quarter of an hour Mr. Alwynn and Ruth were driving swiftly through +the dusk, in a close carriage, in the direction of D——. On their way +they met a dog-cart driving as quickly in the opposite direction which +grazed their wheel as it passed; and Ruth, looking out, caught a +glimpse, by the flash of their lamps, of Charles's face, with a look +upon it so fierce and haggard that she shivered in nameless foreboding +of evil, wondering what could have happened to make him look like that.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXI" id="CHAPTER_XXXI"></a>CHAPTER XXXI.</h2> + + +<p>It was still early on the following morning that Dare, forgetting, as we +have seen, his promise to Charles, arrived at Slumberleigh Rectory—so +early that Mrs. Alwynn was still ordering dinner, or, in other words, +was dashing from larder to scullery, from kitchen to dairy, with her +usual energy. He was shown into the empty drawing-room, where, after +pacing up and down, he was reduced to the society of a photograph album, +which, in his present excited condition, could do little to soothe the +tumult of his mind. Not that any discredit should be thrown on Mrs. +Alwynn's album, a gorgeous concern with a golden "Fanny" embossed on it, +which afforded her infinite satisfaction, inside which her friends' +portraits appeared to the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_305" id="Page_305">[Pg 305]</a></span> greatest advantage, surrounded by birds and +nests and blossoms of the most vivid and life-like coloring. Mr. Alwynn +was encompassed on every side by kingfishers and elaborate bone nests, +while Ruth's clear-cut face looked out from among long-tailed tomtits, +arranged one on each side of a nest crowded with eggs, on which a strong +light had been thrown.</p> + +<p>Dare was still looking at Ruth's photograph, when Mr. Alwynn came in.</p> + +<p>"Do you wish to speak to Ruth?" he asked, gravely.</p> + +<p>"Now, at once." Dare was surprised that Mr. Alwynn, with whom he had +been so open, should be so cold and unsympathetic in manner. The +alteration and alienation of friends is certainly one of the saddest and +most inexplicable experiences of this vale of tears.</p> + +<p>"You will find her in the study," continued Mr. Alwynn. "She is +expecting you. I have told her nothing, according to your wish. I hope +you will explain everything to her in full, that you will keep nothing +back."</p> + +<p>"I will explain," said Dare; and he went, trembling with excitement, +into the study. Fired by Charles's example, he had made a sublime +resolve as he skimmed across the fields, made it in a hurry, in a moment +of ecstasy, as all his resolutions were made. He felt he had never acted +such a noble part before. He only feared the agitation of the moment +might prevent him doing himself justice.</p> + +<p>Ruth rose as he came in, but did not speak. A swift spasm passed over +her face, leaving it very stern, very fixed, as he had never seen it, as +he had never thought of seeing it. An overwhelming suspense burned in +the dark, lustreless eyes which met his own. He felt awed.</p> + +<p>"Well?" she said, pressing her hands together, and speaking in a low +voice.</p> + +<p>"Ruth," said Dare, solemnly, laying his outspread hand upon his breast +and then extending it in the air, "I am free."</p> + +<p>Ruth's eyes watched him like one in torture.</p> + +<p>"How?" she said, speaking with difficulty. "You said you were free +before."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" replied Dare, raising his forefinger, "I said so, but it was an +error. I go to Vandon, and she will not go away. I go to London to my +lawyer, and he says she is my wife."</p> + +<p>"You told me she was not."</p> + +<p>"It was an error," repeated Dare. "I had formerly been a husband to her, +but we had been divorced; it was finished, wound up,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_306" id="Page_306">[Pg 306]</a></span> and I thought she +was no more my wife. There is in the English law something extraordinary +which I do not comprehend, which makes an American divorce to remain a +marriage in England."</p> + +<p>"Go on," said Ruth, shading her eyes with her hand.</p> + +<p>"I come back to Vandon," continued Dare, in a suppressed voice, "I come +back overwhelmed, broken down, crushed under feet; and then,"—he was +becoming dramatic, he felt the fire kindling—"I meet a friend, a noble +heart, I confide in him. I tell all to Sir Charles Danvers,"—Ruth's hand +was trembling—"and last night he finds out by a chance that she was not +a true widow when I marry her, that her first husband was yet alive, +that I am free. This morning he tells me all, and I am here."</p> + +<p>Ruth pressed her hands before her face, and fairly burst into tears.</p> + +<p>He looked at her in astonishment. He was surprised that she had any +feelings. Never having shown them to the public in general, like +himself, he had supposed she was entirely devoid of them. She now +appeared quite <i>émue</i>. She was sobbing passionately. Tears came into his +own eyes as he watched her, and then a light dawned upon him for the +second time that day. Those tears were not for him. He folded his arms +and waited. How suggestive in itself is a noble attitude!</p> + +<p>After a few minutes Ruth overcame her tears with a great effort, and, +raising her head, looked at him, as if she expected him to speak. The +suspense was gone out of her dimmed eyes, the tension of her face was +relaxed.</p> + +<p>"I am free," repeated Dare, "and I have your promise that if I am free +you will still marry me."</p> + +<p>Ruth looked up with a pained but resolute expression, and she would have +spoken if he had not stopped her by a gesture.</p> + +<p>"I have your promise," he repeated. "I tell my friend, Sir Charles +Danvers, I have it. He also loves. He does not tell me so; he is not +open with me, as I with him, but I see his heart. And yet—figure to +yourself—he has but to keep silence, and I must go away, I must give up +all. I am still married—<i>Ou!</i>—while he—But he is noble, he is +sublime. He sacrifices love on the altar of honor, of truth. He tells +all to me, his rival. He shows me I am free. He thinks I do not know his +heart. But it is not only he who can be noble." (Dare smote himself upon +the breast.) "I also can lay my heart upon the altar. Ruth,"—with great +solemnity—"do you love him even as he loves you?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_307" id="Page_307">[Pg 307]</a></span></p> + +<p>There was a moment's pause.</p> + +<p>"I do," she said, firmly, "with my whole heart."</p> + +<p>"I knew it. I divined it. I sacrifice myself. I give you back your +promise. I say farewell, and voyage in the distance. I return no more to +Vandon. There is no longer a home for me in England. I leave only behind +with you the poor heart you have possessed so long!"</p> + +<p>Dare was so much affected by the beauty of this last sentence that he +could say no more, but even at that moment, as he glanced at Ruth to see +what effect his eloquence had upon her, she looked so pallid and thin +(her beauty was so entirely eclipsed) that the sacrifice did not seem +quite so overwhelming, after all.</p> + +<p>She struggled to speak, but words failed her.</p> + +<p>He took her hands and kissed them, pressed them to his heart (it was a +pity there was no one there to see), endeavored to say something more, +and then rushed out of the room.</p> + +<p>She stood like one stunned after he had left her. She saw him a moment +later cross the garden, and flee away across the fields. She knew she +had seen that gray figure and jaunty gray hat for the last time; but she +hardly thought of him. She felt she might be sorry for him presently, +but not now.</p> + +<p>The suspense was over. The sense of relief was too overwhelming to admit +of any other feeling at first. She dropped on her knees beside the +writing-table, and locked her hands together.</p> + +<p>"<i>He told</i>," she whispered to herself. "Thank God! Thank God!"</p> + +<p>Two happy tears dropped onto Mr. Alwynn's old leather blotting-book, +that worn cradle of many sermons.</p> + +<p>Was this the same world? Was this the same sun which was shining in upon +her? What new songs were the birds practising outside? A strange +wonderful joy seemed to pervade the very air she breathed, to flood her +inmost soul. She had faced her troubles fairly well, but at this new +great happiness she did not dare to look; and with a sudden involuntary +gesture she hid her face in her hands.</p> + +<p>It would be rash to speculate too deeply on the nature of Dare's +reflections as he hurried back to Atherstone; but perhaps, under the +very real pang of parting with Ruth, he was sustained by a sense of the +magnanimity of what, had he put it into words, he would have called his +attitude, and possibly also by a lurking conviction, which had assisted +his determination to resign her that life at Vandon, after the episode +of the American wife's arrival, would be a social impossi<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_308" id="Page_308">[Pg 308]</a></span>bility, +especially to one anxious and suited to shine in society. Be that how it +may, whatever had happened to influence him most of the chance emotion +of the moment, it would be tolerably certain that in a few hours he +would be sorry for what he had done. He was still, however, in a state +of mental exaltation when he reached Atherstone, and began fumbling +nervously with the garden-gate. Charles, who had been stalking up and +down the bowling-green, went slowly towards him.</p> + +<p>"What on earth do you mean by going off in that way?" he asked, coldly.</p> + +<p>"Ah!" said Dare, perceiving him, "and she—the—is she gone?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, half an hour ago. Your dog-cart has come back from taking her to +the station, and is here now."</p> + +<p>Dare nodded his head several times, and stood looking at him.</p> + +<p>"I have been to Slumberleigh," he said.</p> + +<p>"Yes, contrary to agreement."</p> + +<p>"My friend," Dare said, seizing the friend's limp, unresponsive hand and +pressing it, "I know now why you keep silence last night. I reason with +myself. I see you love her. Do not turn away. I have seen her. I have +given her back her promise. I give her up to you whom she loves; and +now—I go away, not to return."</p> + +<p>And then, in the full view of the Atherstone windows, of the butler, and +of the dog-cart at the front door, Dare embraced him, kissing the +blushing and disconcerted Charles on both cheeks. Then, in a moment, +before the latter had recovered his self-possession, Dare had darted to +the dog-cart, and was driving away.</p> + +<p>Charles looked after him in mixed annoyance and astonishment, until he +noticed the butler's eye upon him, when he hastily retreated, with a +heightened complexion, to the shrubberies.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CONCLUSIONb" id="CONCLUSIONb"></a>CONCLUSION.</h2> + + +<p>It was the last day of October, about a week after a certain very quiet +little funeral had taken place in the D—— Cemetery. The death of +Raymond Deyncourt had appeared in the papers a day or two afterwards, +without mention of date or place, and it was generally supposed that it +had taken place some considerable time previously, without the knowledge +of his friends.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_309" id="Page_309">[Pg 309]</a></span></p> + +<p>Charles had been sitting for a long time with Mr. Alwynn, and after he +left the rectory he took the path over the fields in the direction of +the Slumberleigh woods.</p> + +<p>The low sun was shining redly through a golden haze, was sending long +burning shafts across the glade where Charles was pacing. He sat down at +last upon a fallen tree to wait for one who should presently come by +that way.</p> + +<p>It was a still, clear afternoon, with a solemn stillness that speaks of +coming change. Winter was at hand, and the woods were transfigured with +a passing glory, like the faces of those who depart in peace when death +draws nigh.</p> + +<p>Far and wide in the forest the bracken was all aflame—aflame beneath +the glowing trees. The great beeches had turned to bronze and ruddy +gold, and had strewed the path with carpets glorious and rare, which the +first wind would sweep away. Upon the limes the amber leaves still hung, +faint yet loath to go, but the horse-chestnut had already dropped its +garment of green and yellow at its feet.</p> + +<p>A young robin was singing at intervals in the silence, telling how the +secrets of the nests had been laid bare, singing a requiem on the dying +leaves and the widowed branches, a song new to him, but with the old +plaintive rapture in it that his fathers had been taught before him +since the world began.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>She came towards him down the yellow glade through the sunshine and the +shadow, with a spray of briony in her hand. Neither spoke. She put her +hands into the hands that were held out for them, and their eyes met, +grave and steadfast, with the light in them of an unalterable love. So +long they had looked at each other across a gulf. So long they had stood +apart. And now, at last—at last—they were together. He drew her close +and closer yet. They had no words. There was no need of words. And in +the silence of the hushed woods, and in the silence of a joy too deep +for speech, the robin's song came sweet and sad.</p> + +<p>"Charles!"</p> + +<p>"Ruth!"</p> + +<p>"I should like to tell you something."</p> + +<p>"And I should like to hear it."</p> + +<p>"I know what Raymond told you to conceal. I went to him just after you +did. We passed you coming back. He did not know me at first. He thought +I was you, and he kept repeating that you must keep your own counsel, +and that, unless you showed Mr. Dare's mar<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_310" id="Page_310">[Pg 310]</a></span>riage was illegal, he would +never find it out. At last, when he suddenly recognized me, he seemed +horror-struck, and the doctor came in and sent me away."</p> + +<p>Charles knew now why Raymond had sent for him the second time.</p> + +<p>There was a long pause.</p> + +<p>"Ruth, did you think I should tell?"</p> + +<p>"I hoped and prayed you would, but I knew it would be hard, because I do +believe you actually thought at the time I should still consider it my +duty to marry Mr. Dare. I never should have done such a thing after what +had happened. I was just going to tell him so when he began to give me +up, and it evidently gave him so much pleasure to renounce me nobly in +your favor that I let him have it his own way, as the result was the +same. My great dread, until he came, was that you had not spoken. I had +been expecting him all the previous evening. Oh, Charles, Charles! I +waited and watched for his coming as I had never done before. Your +silence was the only thing I feared, because it was the only thing that +could have come between us."</p> + +<p>"God forgive me! I meant at first to say nothing."</p> + +<p>"Only at first," said Ruth, gently; and they walked on in silence.</p> + +<p>The sun had set. A slender moon had climbed unnoticed into the southern +sky amid the shafts of paling fire which stretched out across the whole +heaven from the burning fiery furnace in the west. Across the gray dim +fields voices were calling the cattle home.</p> + +<p>Charles spoke again at last in his usual tone.</p> + +<p>"You quite understand, Ruth, though I have not mentioned it so far, that +you are engaged to marry me?"</p> + +<p>"I do. I will make a note of it if you wish."</p> + +<p>"It is unnecessary. I shall be happy, when I am at leisure to remind you +myself. Indeed, I may say I shall make a point of doing so. There does +not happen to be any one else whom you feel it would be your duty to +marry?"</p> + +<p>"I can't think of any one at the moment. Charles, you never <i>could</i> have +believed I would marry <i>him</i>, after all?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed, I did believe it. Don't I know the stubbornness of your heart? +You see, you are but young, and I make excuses for you; but, after you +have been the object of my special and judicious training for a few +years, I quite hope your judgment may improve considerably."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_311" id="Page_311">[Pg 311]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I trust it will, as I see from your remarks—it will certainly be all +we shall have to guide us both."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p><span class="smcap">Postscript</span>.—Lady Mary would not allow even Providence any of the credit +of Charles's engagement; she claimed the whole herself. She called +Evelyn to witness that from the first it had been her work entirely. She +only allowed Charles himself a very secondary part in the great event, +to which she was apt to point in later years as the crowning work of a +life devoted—under Church direction—to the temporal and spiritual +welfare of her fellow-creatures; and Charles avers that a mention of it +in the long list of her virtues will some day adorn the tombstone which +she has long since ordered to be in readiness.</p> + +<p>Molly was disconsolate for many days, but work, that panacea of grief, +came to the rescue, and it was not long before she was secretly and +busily engaged on a large kettle-holder, with kettle and motto entwined, +for Charles's exclusive use, without which she had been led to +understand his establishment would be incomplete. When this work of art +was finished her feelings had become so far modified towards Ruth that +she consented to begin another very small and inferior one—merely a +kettle on a red ground—for that interloper, but whether it was ever +presented is not on record.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Vandon is to let. The grass has grown up again through the niches of the +stone steps. The place looks wild and deserted. Mr. Alwynn comes +sometimes, and looks up at its shuttered windows and trailing, neglected +ivy, but not often, for it gives him a strange pang at the heart. And as +he goes home the people come out of the dilapidated cottages, and ask +wistfully when the new squire is coming back.</p> + +<p>But Mr. Alwynn does not know.</p> + + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_312" id="Page_312">[Pg 312]</a></span></p> +<h3>THE END.</h3> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p><a name="note" id="note"><b>TYPOGRAPHICAL ERRORS CORRECTED</b></a></p> + +<p>The following typographical errors in the text were corrected as +detailed here.</p> + +<p>In the text: " ... Mrs. Alwynn had the delight of taking her +completely ..." the word "competely" was corrected to "completely."</p> + +<p>In the text: "You evidently imagine that I have gone in for the +fashionable creed of the young man" the word "fashionble" was corrected +to "fashionable."</p> + +<p>In the text: "Molly, tired of her castles, suggested that she might sit +on his knee," the word "hnee" was corrected to "knee."</p> + +<p>In the text: " ... Molly has formed a habit of expressing herself with +unnecessary freedom." the word "Mary" was changed to "Molly."</p> + +<p>In the text: " ... as it reached the steps a shrill voice suddenly called" +the word "suddedly" was corrected to "suddenly."</p> + +<p>In the text: "I considered her to be a pink-and-white nonentity... " +the word "nonenity" was corrected to "nonentity."</p> + +<p>In the text: " ... pressing invitation to to come down... " the word +"to" is repeated and one instance was removed.</p> + +<p>Misspelt proper names were also corrected: "Thurshy" was corrected to +"Thursby," “Alywnn” was corrected to “Alwynn,” and “Eveyln” was corrected +to “Evelyn.”</p> + +<p>Some punctuation was also regularized.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="ADS" id="ADS"></a>BY LAFCADIO HEARN.</h2> + +<p><span class="smcap">Two Years in the French West Indies.</span> By <span class="smcap">Lafcadio Hearn.</span> pp. 517. +Copiously Illustrated. Post 8vo, Cloth. $2.00.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">The Crime of Sylvestre Bonnard.</span> By <span class="smcap">Anatole France.</span> The Translation and +Introduction by <span class="smcap">Lafcadio Hearn.</span> 8vo, Paper, 50 cents.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Chita</span>: A Memory of Last Island. By <span class="smcap">Lafcadio Hearn.</span> pp. vi., 204. Post +8vo, Cloth, Ornamental, $1.00.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>To such as are unfamiliar with Mr. Hearn's writings, "Chita" will be a +revelation of how near language can approach the realistic power of +actual painting. His very words seem to have color—his pages glow—his +book is a kaleidoscope.—<i>N.Y. Mail and Express.</i></p> + +<p>A powerful story, rich in descriptive passages.... The tale is a tragic +one, but it shows remarkable imaginative force, and is one that will not +soon be forgotten by the reader.—<i>Saturday Evening Gazette</i>, Boston.</p> + +<p>Lafcadio Hearn's exquisite story.... A tale full of poetry and vivid +description that nobody will want to miss.—<i>N.Y. Sun.</i></p> + +<p>A pathetic little tale, simple but deeply touching, and told with the +beauty of phrasing and the deep and subtle sympathy of the +poet.—<i>Chicago Times.</i></p> + +<p>There is no page—no paragraph even—but holds more of vital quality +than would suffice to set up an ordinary volume.—<i>The Epoch</i>, N.Y.</p> + +<p>... A wonderfully sustained effort in imaginative prose, full of the +glamour and opulent color of the tropics and yet strong with the salt +breath of the sea.—<i>San Francisco Chronicle.</i></p> + +<p>Mr. Hearn is a poet, and in "Chita" he has produced a prose poem of much +beauty.... 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An Introduction by <span class="smcap">Henry James</span>. pp. xviii., 226. 16mo, Cloth, +Ornamental, $1 00.</b></p> + + +<p>The tales included in "The Odd Number" are little masterpieces, and done +into very clear, sweet, simple English.—<span class="smcap">William Dean Howells</span>.</p> + +<p>There is a charming individuality in each of these fascinating little +tales; something elusive and subtle in every one, something quaint or +surprising, which catches the fancy and gives a sense of satisfaction +like that felt when one discovers a rare flower in an unexpected place. +I predict that "The Odd Number" will soon be found lying in the corner +of the sofa or on the table in the drawing-rooms of cultivated women +everywhere.—<span class="smcap">Margaret E. Sangster</span>.</p> + +<p>Masterpieces.... Nothing can exceed the masculine firmness, the quiet +force, of his own style, in which every phrase is a close sequence, +every epithet a paying piece, and the ground is completely cleared of +the vague, the ready-made, and the second-best. Less than any one to-day +does he beat the air, more than any one does he hit out from the +shoulder.... He came into the literary world, as he has himself related, +under the protection of the great Flaubert. This was but a dozen years +ago—for Guy de Maupassant belongs, among the distinguished Frenchmen of +his period, to the new generation.—<span class="smcap">Henry James</span>.</p> + +<p>As a rule I do not take kindly to translations. They are apt to resemble +the originals as canned or dried fruits resemble fresh. But Mr. Sturges +has preserved flavor and juices in this collection. Each story is a +delight. Some are piquant, some pathetic—all are fascinating.—<span class="smcap">Marion +Harland</span>.</p> + +<p>What pure and powerful outlines, what lightness of stroke, and what +precision; what relentless truth, and yet what charm! "The Beggar," "La +Mère Sauvage," "The Wolf," grim as if they had dropped out of the +mediæval mind; "The Necklace," with its applied pessimism; the +tremendous fire and strength of "A Coward"; the miracle of splendor in +"Moonlight"; the absolute perfection of a short story in +"Happiness"—how various the view, how daring the touch! What freshness, +what invention, and what wit! 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Sun.</i></p> + +<p>Stepniak gives a comprehensive view of the matter which he discusses, +and his work is valuable as furnishing "the true inwardness" of affairs +in the empire of the Tzar.—<i>Christian Advocate</i>, Cincinnati.</p> + + +<p><span class="smcap">Published by HARPER & BROTHERS, New York.</span></p> + +<p><i>Any of the above works sent by mail, postage prepaid, to any part of +the United States, Canada, or Mexico, on receipt of the price.</i><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_318" id="Page_318">[Pg 318]</a></span></p> + +<hr style='width: 65%;' /> + + + +<h2>SEBASTOPOL.</h2> + +<p><b>By Count <span class="smcap">Leo Tolstoï</span>. Translated by <span class="smcap">F.D. Millet</span> from the French (<i>Scenes +du Siége de Sebastopol</i>). With Introduction by <span class="smcap">W.D. Howells</span>. With +Portrait. 16mo, Cloth, 75 cents.</b></p> + +<p>In his Sebastopol sketches Tolstoï is at his best, and perhaps no more +striking example of his manner and form can be found.—<i>N.Y. Tribune.</i></p> + +<p>There is much strong writing in the book; indeed, it is strength itself, +and there is much tenderness as well.—<i>Boston Traveller.</i></p> + +<p>Its workmanship is superb, and morally its influence should be +immense.—<i>Boston Herald.</i></p> + +<p>It carries us from the shams of society to the realities of war, and +sets before us with a graphic power and minuteness the inner life of +that great struggle in which Count Tolstoï took part.... A thrilling +tale of besieged Sebastopol. All is intensely real, intensely life-like, +and doubly striking from its very simplicity. We have before our eyes +war as it really is.—<i>N.Y. Times.</i></p> + +<p>The various incidents of the siege which he selects in order to present +it in its different aspects form a graphic whole which can never be +forgotten by any one who has once read it, and it must be read to be +appreciated.—<i>Nation</i>, N.Y.</p> + +<p>The descriptions, it is needless to say, are masterly. No novelist has +ever before succeeded in thus depicting the emotions and utterances of +the soldier in battle.—<i>Boston Beacon.</i></p> + +<p>A powerful appeal against warfare, written in that wonderful style which +lends life and character to the most trivial incidents he describes. It +is a fascinating book, and one of its chief merits is the introspective +art and analytical power which every page reveals.... This is the most +nervous and dramatic production of Tolstoï that has been rendered into +English.—<i>N.Y. Sun.</i></p> + +<p>It is, undoubtedly, the most graphic and powerful of Tolstoï's works +that has been given to the American reading public.... It should be read +and pondered by Christians, philanthropists, statesmen—by every one who +can think.—<i>Chicago Interior.</i></p> + +<p>The profound realism of the book, its native, organic strength, will +make it one of the great books of the day. Certainly the underlying, the +ever-present horrors of war have seldom been so strikingly set +forth.—<i>St. Louis Republican.</i></p> + + +<p><span class="smcap">Published by HARPER & BROTHERS, New York</span>.</p> + +<p><i>The above work sent by mail, postage prepaid, to any part of the United +States, Canada, or Mexico, on receipt of the price.</i><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_319" id="Page_319">[Pg 319]</a></span></p> + + +<hr style='width: 65%;' /> + + +<h2>By CAPT. CHARLES KING.</h2> + +<p><b>A WAR-TIME WOOING. Illustrated by <span class="smcap">R.F. Zogbaum.</span> pp. iv., 196. Post 8vo, +Cloth, $1 00.</b></p> + +<p><b>BETWEEN THE LINES. A Story of the War. Illustrated by <span class="smcap">Gilbert Gaul</span>. pp. +iv., 312. Post 8vo, Cloth, $1 25.</b></p> + +<p>In all of Captain King's stories the author holds to lofty ideals of +manhood and womanhood, and inculcates the lessons of honor, generosity, +courage, and self-control.—<i>Literary World</i>, Boston.</p> + +<p>The vivacity and charm which signally distinguish Captain King's pen.... +He occupies a position in American literature entirely his own.... His +is the literature of honest sentiment, pure and tender.... His heroes +and his charming heroines are the product of the army, and it is +pleasant to meet, even in this intangible way, women who can break their +hearts and men who would die rather than sacrifice their honor.—<i>N.Y. +Press.</i></p> + +<p>A romance by Captain King is always a pleasure, because he has so +complete a mastery of the subjects with which he deals.... Captain King +has few rivals in his domain.... The general tone of Captain King's +stories is highly commendable. The heroes are simple, frank, and +soldierly; the heroines are dignified and maidenly in the most +unconventional situations.—<i>Epoch</i>, N.Y.</p> + +<p>All Captain King's stories are full of spirit and with the true ring +about them.—<i>Philadelphia Item.</i></p> + +<p>Captain King's stories of army life are so brilliant and intense, they +have such a ring of true experience, and his characters are so life-like +and vivid that the announcement of a new one is always received with +pleasure.—<i>New Haven Palladium.</i></p> + +<p>Captain King is a delightful story-teller.—<i>Washington Post.</i></p> + +<p>In the delineation of war scenes Captain King's style is crisp and +vigorous, inspiring in the breast of the reader a thrill of genuine +patriotic fervor.—<i>Boston Commonwealth.</i></p> + +<p>Captain King is almost without a rival in the field he has chosen.... +His style is at once vigorous and sentimental in the best sense of that +word, so that his novels are pleasing to young men as well as young +women.—<i>Pittsburgh Bulletin.</i></p> + +<p>It is good to think that there is at least one man who believes that all +the spirit of romance and chivalry has not yet died out of the world, +and that there are as brave and honest hearts to-day as there were in +the days of knights and paladins.—<i>Philadelphia Record.</i></p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Published by HARPER & BROTHERS, New York</span>.</p> + +<p><i>Either of the above works sent by mail, postage prepaid, to any part of +the United States, Canada, or Mexico, on receipt of the price.</i><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_320" id="Page_320">[Pg 320]</a></span></p> + + +<hr style='width: 65%;' /> + + + +<h2>BY THEODORE CHILD.</h2> + +<p><b>DELICATE FEASTING. Post 8vo, Cloth, Ornamental, $1 25.</b></p> + +<p>Will be found invaluable in many a household where the mistress (or the +master himself) takes an interest in preparing the supplies that come to +the table.—<i>N.Y. Journal of Commerce.</i></p> + +<p>Recognizing the fact that the wise man does not live to eat, but rather +eats to live, the author furnishes such rules as will enable cooks to +make what is eaten palatable and healthful. People that give dinners +will here find much assistance.—<i>Troy Press.</i></p> + +<p>The most hard-headed cook will acknowledge the pith, pointedness, and +lucidity of Mr. Child's chapters on the chemistry of cookery, on the +methods of preparing meats or vegetables, on acetaria, soups, and +sauces; while the closing chapters on dining tables, dining-room +decoration, table service, art in eating and on being invited to dine, +have, to all who would further the amenities of civilization, a value +that needs no comment.—<i>Brooklyn Times.</i></p> + +<p>A more sensible and delightful book of its kind would be difficult to +name.... We cannot open this entertaining volume at any page without +finding matter to instruct, or at least to invite reflection. The +aphorisms on the gastronomic art, original or gathered from the highest +authorities on the subject, are thoroughly sound.—<i>N.Y. Sun.</i><br /></p> + + + +<p><b>SUMMER HOLIDAYS. Travelling Notes in Europe. Post 8vo, Cloth, +Ornamental, $1 25.</b></p> + +<p>A delightful book of notes of European travel.... Mr. Child is an art +critic, and takes us into the picture-galleries, but we never get any +large and painful doses of art information from this skilful and +discriminating guide. There is not a page of his book that approaches to +dull reading.—<i>N.Y. Sun.</i></p> + +<p>Mr. Child is a shrewd observer and writer of an engaging style. He +interests the reader with abundant information, and pleases him by his +lively manner in communicating it.—<i>Hartford Courant.</i></p> + +<p>Mr. Child is a very agreeable travelling companion, and his choice of +places for a summer ramble is excellent.... The French chapters—on +Limoges, Reims, Aix-les-Bains, and especially the voyage on French +rivers—are abundant in novelty and odd bits of interest, as well as in +beauty of scene and sympathy.—<i>Nation</i>, N.Y.</p> + +<p>A very pleasant volume of sketches by an accomplished traveller, who +knows how to see and how to describe, and who can give real information +without wearisome detail.—<i>Providence Journal.</i></p> + + +<p><span class="smcap">Published by HARPER & BROTHERS, New York</span>.</p> + +<p><i>The above works will be sent by mail, postage prepaid, to any part of +the United States, Canada, or Mexico, on receipt of the price.</i><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_321" id="Page_321">[Pg 321]</a></span></p> + + +<hr style='width: 65%;' /> + + +<h2>BEN-HUR: A TALE OF THE CHRIST.</h2> + +<p><b>By <span class="smcap">Lew Wallace</span>. New Edition, pp. 552. 16mo, Cloth, $1 50.</b></p> + +<p>Anything so startling, new, and distinctive as the leading feature of +this romance does not often appear in works of fiction.... Some of Mr. +Wallace's writing is remarkable for its pathetic eloquence. The scenes +described in the New Testament are rewritten with the power and skill of +an accomplished master of style.—<i>N.Y. Times.</i></p> + +<p>Its real basis is a description of the life of the Jews and Romans at +the beginning of the Christian era, and this is both forcible and +brilliant.... We are carried through a surprising variety of scenes; we +witness a sea-fight, a chariot-race, the internal economy of a Roman +galley, domestic interiors at Antioch, at Jerusalem, and among the +tribes of the desert; palaces, prisons, the haunts of dissipated Roman +youth, the houses of pious families of Israel. There is plenty of +exciting incident; everything is animated, vivid, and glowing.—<i>N.Y. +Tribune.</i></p> + +<p>From the opening of the volume to the very close the reader's interest +will be kept at the highest pitch, and the novel will be pronounced by +all one of the greatest novels of the day.—<i>Boston Post.</i></p> + +<p>It is full of poetic beauty, as though born of an Eastern sage, and +there is sufficient of Oriental customs, geography, nomenclature, etc., +to greatly strengthen the semblance.—<i>Boston Commonwealth.</i></p> + +<p>"Ben-Hur" is interesting, and its characterization is fine and strong. +Meanwhile it evinces careful study of the period in which the scene is +laid, and will help those who read it with reasonable attention to +realize the nature and conditions of Hebrew life in Jerusalem and Roman +life at Antioch at the time of our Saviour's advent.—<i>Examiner</i>, N.Y.</p> + +<p>It is really Scripture history of Christ's time clothed gracefully and +delicately in the flowing and loose drapery of modern fiction.... 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Danvers Jewels, and Sir Charles Danvers + +Author: Mary Cholmondeley + +Release Date: August 10, 2006 [EBook #19020] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE DANVERS JEWELS *** + + + + +Produced by Geetu Melwani, Suzanne Shell and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + + + +Transcriber's Note: A number of typographical errors found in the +original text have been corrected in this version. A list of these +errors is found at the end (before the advertisments from the original +book). + + + + THE DANVERS JEWELS + + AND + + SIR CHARLES DANVERS + + by + + Mary Cholmondeley + + + + + NEW YORK + + HARPER & BROTHERS, FRANKLIN SQUARE + + 1890 + + + * * * * * + + + TO MY SISTER + + "DI" + + I AFFECTIONATELY DEDICATE THE STORY + WHICH SHE HELPED ME + TO WRITE + + + * * * * * + + + + CONTENTS. + + + THE DANVERS JEWELS 9 + + + THE SEQUEL. + + SIR CHARLES DANVERS 93 + + + * * * * * + + + + +THE DANVERS JEWELS. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +I was on the point of leaving India and returning to England when he +sent for me. At least, to be accurate--and I am always accurate--I was +not quite on the point, but nearly, for I was going to start by the mail +on the following day. I had been up to Government House to take my leave +a few days before, but Sir John had been too ill to see me, or at least +he had said he was. And now he was much worse--dying, it seemed, from +all accounts; and he had sent down a native servant in the noon-day heat +with a note, written in his shaking old hand, begging me to come up as +soon as it became cooler. He said he had a commission which he was +anxious I should do for him in England. + +Of course I went. It was not very convenient, because I had to borrow +one of our fellows' traps, as I had sold my own, and none of them had +the confidence in my driving which I had myself. I was also obliged to +leave the packing of my collection of Malay _krises_ and Indian +_kookeries_ to my bearer. + +I wondered as I drove along why Sir John had sent for me. Worse, was he? +Dying? And without a friend. Poor old man! He had done pretty well in +this world, but I was afraid he would not be up to much once he was out +of it; and now it seemed he was going. I felt sorry for him. I felt more +sorry when I saw him--when the tall, long-faced A.D.C. took me into his +room and left us. Yes, Sir John was certainly going. There was no +mistake about it. It was written in every line of his drawn fever-worn +face, and in his wide fever-lit eyes, and in the clutch of his long +yellow hands upon his tussore silk dressing-gown. He looked a very sick +bad old man as he lay there on his low couch, placed so as to court the +air from without, cooled by its passage through damped grass screens, +and to receive the full strength of the punka, pulled by an invisible +hand outside. + +"You go to England to-morrow?" he asked, sharply. + +It was written even in the change of his voice, which was harsh, as of +old, but with all the strength gone out of it. + +"By to-morrow's mail," I said. I should have liked to say something +more--something sympathetic about his being ill and not likely to get +better; but he had always treated me discourteously when he was well, +and I could not open out all at once now that he was ill. + +"Look here, Middleton," he went on; "I am dying, and I know it. I don't +suppose you imagined I had sent for you to bid you a last farewell +before departing to my long home. I am not in such a hurry to depart as +all that, I can tell you; but there is something I want done--that I +want you to do for me. I meant to have done it myself, but I am down +now, and I must trust somebody. I know better than to trust a clever +man. An honest fool--But I am digressing from the case in point. I have +never trusted anybody all my life, so you may feel honored. I have a +small parcel which I want you to take to England for me. Here it is." + +His long lean hands went searching in his dressing-gown, and presently +produced an old brown bag, held together at the neck by a string. + +"See here!" he said; and he pushed the glasses and papers aside from the +table near him and undid the string. Then he craned forward to look +about him, laying a spasmodic clutch on the bag. "I'm watched! I know +I'm watched!" he said in a whisper, his pale eyes turning slowly in +their sockets. "I shall be killed for them if I keep them much longer, +and I won't be hurried into my grave. I'll take my own time." + +"There is no one here," I said, "and no one in sight except Cathcart, +smoking in the veranda, and I can only see his legs, so he can't see +us." + +He seemed to recover himself, and laughed. I had never liked his laugh, +especially when, as had often happened, it had been directed against +myself; but I liked it still less now. + +"See here!" he repeated, chuckling; and he turned the bag inside out +upon the table. + +Such jewels I had never seen. They fell like cut flame upon the marble +table--green and red and burning white. A large diamond rolled and fell +upon the floor. I picked it up and put it back among the confused blaze +of precious stones, too much astonished for a moment to speak. + +"Beautiful! aren't they?" the old man chuckled, passing his wasted hands +over them. "You won't match that necklace in any jeweller's in England. +I tore it off an old she-devil of a Rhanee's neck after the Mutiny, and +got a bite in the arm for my trouble. But she'll tell no tales. He! he! +he! I don't mind saying now how I got them. I am a humble Christian, now +I am so near heaven--eh, Middleton? He! he! You don't like to contradict +me. Look at those emeralds. The hasp is broken, but it makes a pretty +bracelet. I don't think I'll tell you how the hasp got broken--little +accident as the lady who wore it gave it to me. Rather brown, isn't it, +on one side? but it will come off. No, you need not be afraid of +touching it, it isn't wet. He! he! And this crescent. Look at those +diamonds. A duchess would be proud of them. I had them from a private +soldier. I gave him two rupees for them. Dear me! how the sight of them +brings back old times. But I won't leave them out any longer. We must +put them away--put them away." And the glittering mass was gathered up +and shovelled back into the old brown bag. He looked into it once with +hungry eyes, and then he pulled the string and pushed it over to me. +"Take it," he said. "Put it away now. Put it away," he repeated, as I +hesitated. + +I put the bag into my pocket. He gave a long sigh as he watched it +disappear. + +"Now what you have got to do with that bag," he said, a moment +afterwards, "is to take it to Ralph Danvers, the second son of Sir +George Danvers, of Stoke Moreton, in D----shire. Sir George has got two +sons. I have never seen him or his sons, but I don't mean the eldest to +have them. He is a spendthrift. They are all for Ralph, who is a steady +fellow, and going to marry a nice girl--at least, I suppose she is a +nice girl. Girls who are going to be married always _are_ nice. Those +jewels will sweeten matrimony for Mr. Ralph, and if she is like other +women it will need sweetening. There, now you have got them, and that is +what you have got to do with them. There is the address written on this +card. With my compliments, you perceive. He! he! I don't suppose they +will remember who I am." + +"Have you no relations?" I asked; for I am always strongly of opinion +that property should be bequeathed to relatives, especially near +relatives, rather than to entire strangers. + +"None," he replied, "not even poor relations. I have no deserving +nephew or Scotch cousin. If I had, they would be here at this moment +smoothing the pillow of the departing saint, and wondering how much they +would get. You may make your mind easy on that score." + +"Then who is this Ralph whom you have never seen, and to whom you are +leaving so much?" I asked, with my usual desire for information. + +He glared at me for a moment, and then he turned his face away. + +"D----n it! What does it matter, now I'm dying?" he said. And then he +added, hoarsely, "I knew his mother." + +I could not speak, but involuntarily I put out my hand and took his +leaden one and held it. He scowled at me, and then the words came out, +as if in spite of himself-- + +"She--if she had married me, who knows what might--But she married +Danvers. She called her second son Ralph. My first name is Ralph." Then, +with a sudden change of tone, pulling away his hand, "There! now you +know all about it! Edifying, isn't it? These death-bed scenes always +have an element of interest, haven't they? _Good_-evening"--ringing the +bell at his elbow--"I can't say I hope we shall meet again. It would be +impolite. No, don't let me keep you. Good-bye again." + +"Good-bye, Sir John," I said, taking his impatient hand and shaking it +gently; "God bless you." + +"Thankee," grinned the old man, with a sardonic chuckle; "if anything +could do me good that will, I'm sure. Good-bye." + + * * * * * + +As I breakfasted next morning, previously to my departure, I could not +help reflecting on the different position in which I was now returning +to England, as a colonel on long leave, to that in which I had left it +many--I do not care to think how many--years ago, the youngest ensign in +the regiment. + +It was curious to remember that in my youth I had always been considered +the fool of the family; most unjustly so considered when I look back at +my quick promotion owing to casualties, and at my long and prosperous +career in India, which I cannot but regard as the result of high +principles and abilities, to say the least of it, of not the meanest +order. On the point of returning to England, the trust Sir John had with +his usual shrewdness reposed in me was an additional proof, if proof +were needed, of the confidence I had inspired in him--a confidence which +seemed to have ripened suddenly at the end of his life, after many years +of hardly concealed mockery and derision. Just as I was finishing my +reflections and my breakfast, Dickson, one of the last joined +subalterns, came in. + +"This is very awful," he said, so gravely that I turned to look at him. + +"What is awful?" + +"Don't you know?" he replied. "Haven't you heard about--Sir John--last +night?" + +"Dead?" I asked. + +He nodded; and then he said-- + +"Murdered in the night! Cathcart heard a noise and went in, and stumbled +over him on the floor. As he came in he saw the lamp knocked over, and a +figure rush out through the veranda. The moon was bright, and he saw a +man run across a clear space in the moonlight--a tall, slightly built +man in native dress, but not a native, Cathcart said; that he would take +his oath on, by his build. He roused the house, but the man got clean +off, of course." + +"And Sir John?" + +"Sir John was quite dead when Cathcart got back to him. He found him +lying on his face. His arms were spread out, and his dressing-gown was +torn, as if he had struggled hard. His pockets had been turned inside +out, his writing-table drawers forced open, the whole room had been +ransacked; yet the old man's gold watch had not been touched, and some +money in one of the drawers had not been taken. What on earth is the +meaning of it all?" said young Dickson, below his breath. "What was the +thief after?" + +In a moment the truth flashed across my brain. I put two and two +together as quickly as most men, I fancy. _The jewels!_ Some one had got +wind of the jewels, which at that moment were reposing on my own person +in their old brown bag. Sir John had been only just in time. + +"What was he looking for?" continued Dickson, walking up and down. "The +old man must have had some paper or other about him that he wanted to +get hold of. But what? Cathcart says that nothing whatever has been +taken, as far as he can see at present." + +I was perfectly silent. It is not every man who would have been so in my +place, but I was. I know when to hold my tongue, thank Heaven! + +Presently the others came in, all full of the same subject, and then +suddenly I remembered that it was getting late; and there was a bustle +and a leave-taking, and I had to post off before I could hear more. Not, +however, that there was much more to hear, for everything seemed to be +in the greatest confusion, and every species of conjecture was afloat as +to the real criminal, and the motive for the crime. I had not much time +to think of anything during the first day on board; yet, busy as I was +in arranging and rearranging my things, poor old Sir John never seemed +quite absent from my mind. His image, as I had last seen him, constantly +rose before me, and the hoarse whisper was forever sounding in my ears, +"I'm watched! I know I'm watched!" I could not get him out of my head. I +was unable to sleep the first night I was on board, and, as the long +hours wore on, I always seemed to see the pale searching eyes of the +dead man; and above the manifold noises of the steamer, and the +perpetual lapping of the calm water against my ear, came the whisper, +"I'm watched! I know I'm watched!" + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +I was all right next day. I suppose I had had what women call _nerves_. +I never knew what nerves meant before, because no two women I ever met +seemed to have the same kind. If it is slamming a door that upsets one +woman's nerves, it may be coming in on tiptoe that will upset another's. +You never can tell. But I am sure it was nerves with me that first +night; I know I have never felt so queer since. Oh yes I have, +though--once. I was forgetting; but I have not come to that yet. + +We had a splendid passage home. Most of the passengers were in good +spirits at the thought of seeing England again, and even the children +were not so troublesome as I have known them. I soon made friends with +some of the nicest people, for I generally make friends easily. I do not +know how I do it, but I always seem to know what people really are at +first sight. I always was rather a judge of character. + +There was one man on board whom I took a great fancy to from the first. +He was a young American, travelling about, as Americans do, to see the +world. I forget where he had come from--though I believe he told me--or +why he was going to London; but a nicer young fellow I never met. He was +rather simple and unsophisticated, and with less knowledge of the world +than any man I ever knew; but he did not mind owning to it, and was as +grateful as possible for any little hints which, as an older man who had +not gone through life with his eyes shut, I was of course able to give +him. He was of a shy disposition I could see, and wanted drawing out; +but he soon took to me, and in a surprisingly short time we became +friends. He was in the next cabin to mine, and evidently wished so much +to have been with me, that I tried to get another man to exchange; but +he was grumpy about it, and I had to give it up, much to young Carr's +disappointment. Indeed, he was quite silent and morose for a whole day +about it, poor fellow. He was a tall handsome young man, slightly built, +with the kind of sallow complexion that women admire, and I wondered at +his preferring my company to that of the womankind on board, who were +certainly very civil to him. One evening when I was rallying him on the +subject, as we were leaning over the side (for though it was December it +was hot enough in the Red Sea to lounge on deck), he told me that he was +engaged to be married to a beautiful young American girl. I forget her +name, but I remember he told it me--Dulcima Something--but it is of no +consequence. I quite understood then. I always can enter into the +feelings of others so entirely. I know when I was engaged myself once, +long ago, I did not seem to care to talk to any one but her. She did not +feel the same about it, which perhaps accounted for her marrying some +one else, which was quite a blow to me at the time. But still I could +fully enter into young Carr's feelings, especially when he went on to +expatiate on her perfections. Nothing, he averred, was too good for her. +At last he dropped his voice, and, after looking about him in the dusk, +to make sure he was not overheard, he said: + +"I have picked up a few stones for her on my travels; a few sapphires of +considerable value. I don't care to have it generally known that I have +jewels about me, but I don't mind telling _you_." + +"My dear fellow," I replied, laying my hand on his shoulder, and sinking +my voice to a whisper, "not a soul on board this vessel suspects it, but +so have I." + +It was too dark for me see his face, but I felt that he was much +impressed by what I had told him. + +"Then _you_ will know where I had better keep mine," he said, a moment +later, with his impulsive boyish confidence. "How fortunate I told you +about them. Some are of considerable value, and--and I don't know where +to put them that they will be absolutely safe. I never carried about +jewels with me before, and I am nervous about _losing_ them, you +understand." And he nodded significantly at me. "Now where would you +advise me to keep them?" + +"On you," I said, significantly. + +"But where?" + +He was simpler than even I could have believed. + +"My dear boy," I said, hardly able to refrain from laughing, "do as I +do; put them in a bag with a string to it. Put the string round your +neck, and wear that bag under your clothes night and day." + +"At night as well?" he asked, anxiously. + +"Of course. You are just as likely to _lose_ them, as you call it, in +the night as in the day." + +"I'm very much obliged to you," he replied. "I will take your advice +this very night. I say," he added, suddenly, "you would not care to see +them, would you? I would not have any one else catch sight of them for a +good deal, but I would show you them in a moment. Every one else is on +deck just now, if you would like to come down into my cabin." + +I hardly know one stone from another, and never could tell a diamond +from paste; but he seemed so anxious to show me what he had, that I did +not like to refuse. + +"By all means," I said. And we went below. + +It was very dark in Carr's cabin, and after he had let me in he locked +the door carefully before he struck a light. He looked quite pale in the +light of the lamp after the red dusk of the warm evening on deck. + +"I don't want to have other fellows coming in," he said in a whisper, +nodding at the door. + +He stood looking at me for a moment as if irresolute, and then he +suddenly seemed to arrive at some decision, for he pulled a small parcel +out of his pocket and began to open it. + +They really were not much to look at, though I would not have told him +so for worlds. There were a few sapphires--one of a considerable size, +but uncut--and some handsome turquoises, but not of perfect color. He +turned them over with evident admiration. + +"They will look lovely, set in gold, as a bracelet on _her_ arm," he +said, softly. He was very much in love, poor fellow! And then he added, +humbly, "But I dare say they are nothing to yours." + +I chuckled to myself at the thought of his astonishment when he should +actually behold them; but I only said, "Would you like to see them, and +judge for yourself?" + +"Oh! if it is not giving you too much trouble," he exclaimed, +gratefully, with shining eyes. "It's very kind of you. I did not like to +ask. Have you got them with you?" + +I nodded, and proceeded to unbutton my coat. + +At that moment a voice was heard shouting down the companion-ladder: +"Carr! I say, Carr, you are wanted!" and in another moment some one was +hammering on the door. + +Carr sprang to his feet, looking positively savage. + +"Carr!" shouted the voice again. "Come out, I say; you are wanted!" + +"Button up your coat," he whispered, scowling suddenly; and with an oath +he opened the door. + +Poor Carr! He was quite put out, I could see, though he recovered +himself in a moment, and went off laughing with the man, who had been +sent for him to take his part in a rehearsal which had been suddenly +resolved on; for theatricals had been brewing for some time, and he had +promised to act in them. I had not been asked to join, so I saw no more +of him that night. The following morning, as I was taking an early turn +on the deck, he joined me, and said, with a smile, as he linked his arm +in mine, "I was put out last night, wasn't I?" + +"But you got over it in a moment," I replied. "I quite admired you; and, +after all, you know--some other time." + +"No," he said, smiling still, "not some other time. I don't think I will +see them--thanks all the same. They might put me out of conceit with +what I have picked up for my little girl, which are the best I can +afford." + +He seemed to have lost all interest in the subject, for he began to talk +of England, and of London, about which he appeared to have that kind of +vague half-and-half knowledge which so often proves misleading to young +men newly launched into town life. When he found out, as he soon did, +that I was, to a certain extent, familiar with the metropolis, he began +to question me minutely, and ended by making me promise to dine with him +at the Criterion, of which he had actually never heard, and go with him +afterwards to the best of the theatres the day after we arrived in +London. + +He wanted me to go with him the very evening we arrived, but on that +point I was firm. My sister Jane, who was living with a hen canary +(called Bob, after me, before its sex was known) in a small house in +Kensington, would naturally be hurt if I did not spend my first evening +in England with her, after an absence of so many years. + +Carr was much interested to hear that I had a sister, and asked +innumerable questions about her. Was she young and lovely, or was she +getting on? Did she live all by herself, and was I going to stay with +her for long? Was not Kensington--was that the name of the +street?--rather out of the world? etc. + +I was pleased with the interest he took in any particulars about myself +and my relations. People so seldom care to hear about the concerns of +others. Indeed, I have noticed, as I advance in life, such a general +want of interest on the part of my acquaintance in the minutiae of my +personal affairs that of late I have almost ceased to speak of them at +any length. Carr, however, who was of what I should call a truly +domestic turn of character, showed such genuine pleasure in hearing +about myself and my relations, that I asked him to call in London in +order to make Jane's acquaintance, and accordingly gave him her address, +which he took down at once in his note-book with evident satisfaction. + +Our passage was long, but it proved most uneventful; and except for an +occasional dance, and the theatricals before-mentioned, it would have +been dull in the extreme. The theatricals certainly were a great +success, mainly owing to the splendid acting of young Carr, who became +afterwards a more special object of favor even than he was before. It +was bitterly cold when we landed early in January at Southampton, and my +native land seemed to have retired from view behind a thick veil of fog. +We had a wretched journey up to London, packed as tight as sardines in a +tin, much to the disgust of Carr, who accompanied me to town, and who, +with his usual thoughtfulness, had in vain endeavored to keep the +carriage to ourselves, by liberal tips to guards and porters. When we at +last arrived in London he insisted on getting me a cab and seeing my +luggage onto it, before he looked after his own at all. It was only when +I had given the cabman my sister's address that he finally took his +leave, and disappeared among the throng of people who were jostling each +other near the luggage-vans. + +Curiously enough, when I arrived at my destination an odd thing +happened. I got out at the green door of 23, Suburban Residences, and +when the maid opened it, walked straight past her into the drawing-room. + +"Well, Jane!" I cried. + +A pale middle-aged woman rose as I came in, and I stood aghast. It was +not my sister. It was soon explained. She was a little pettish about it, +poor woman! It seemed my sister had quite recently changed her house, +and the present occupant had been put to some slight inconvenience +before by people calling and leaving parcels after her departure. She +gave me Jane's new address, which was only in the next street, and I +apologized and made my bow at once. My going to the wrong house was such +a slight occurrence that I almost forgot it at the time, until I was +reminded of it by a very sad event which happened afterwards. + +Jane was delighted to see me. It seemed she had written to inform me of +her change of address, but the letter did not reach me before I started +for England with the Danvers jewels, about which I have been asked to +write this account. Considering this _is_ an account of the jewels, it +is wonderful how seldom I have had occasion to mention them so far; but +you may rest assured that all this time they were safe in their bag +under my waiscoat; and knowing I had them there all right, I did not +trouble my head much about them. I never was a person to worry about +things. + +Still I had no wish to be inconvenienced by a hard packet of little +knobs against my chest any longer than was necessary, and I wrote the +same evening to Sir George Danvers, stating the bare facts of the case, +and asking what steps he or his second son wished me to take to put the +legacy in the possession of its owner. I had no notion of trusting a +packet of such immense value to the newly organized Parcels Post. With +jewels I consider you cannot be too cautious. Indeed, I told Jane so at +the time, and she quite agreed with me. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +I did not much like the arrangement of Jane's new house when I came to +stay in it. The way the two bedrooms, hers and mine, were shut off from +the rest of the house by a door, barred and locked at night for fear of +burglars, was, I thought, unpleasant, especially as, once in my room for +the night, there was no possibility of getting out of it, the key of the +door of the passage not being even allowed to remain in the lock, but +retiring with Jane, the canary cage, and other valuables, into her own +apartment. I remonstrated, but I soon found that Jane had not remained +unmarried for nothing. She was decided on the point. The outer door +would be locked as usual, and the key would be deposited under the +pin-cushion in her room, as usual; and it was so. + +The next morning, as Jane and I went out for a stroll before luncheon, +we had to pass the house to which I had driven by mistake the day +before. To our astonishment, there was a crowd before the door, and a +policeman with his back to it was guarding the entrance. The blinds were +all drawn down. The image of the pale lonely woman, sitting by her +little fire, whom I had disturbed the day before, came suddenly back to +me with a strange qualm. + +"What is it?" I hurriedly asked a baker's boy, who was standing at an +area railing, rubbing his chin against the loaf he was waiting to +deliver. The boy grinned. + +"It's murder!" he said, with relish. "Burgilars in the night. I've +supplied her reg'lar these two months. One quartern best white, one +half-quartern brown every morning, French rolls occasional; but it's all +up now." And he went off whistling a tune which all bakers' boys +whistled about that time, called "My Grandfather's Timepiece," or +something similar. + +A second policeman came up the street at this moment, and from him I +learned all the little there was to know. The poor lady had not been +murdered, it seemed, but, being subject to heart complaint, had died in +the night of an acute attack, evidently brought on by fright. The maid, +the only other person in the house, sleeping as maids-of-all-work only +can, had heard nothing, and awoke in the morning to find her mistress +dead in her bed, with the window and door open. "Strangely enough," the +policeman added, "although nothing in the house had been touched, the +lock of an unused bedroom had been forced, and the room evidently +searched." + +Poor Jane was quite overcome. She seemed convinced that it was only by a +special intervention of Providence that she had changed her house, and +that her successor had been sacrificed instead of herself. + +"It might have been me!" she said over and over again that afternoon. + +Wishing to give a turn to her thoughts, I began to talk about Sir John's +legacy, in which she had evinced the greatest interest the night before, +and, greatly to her delight, showed her the jewels. I had not looked at +them since Sir John had given them to me, and I was myself astonished at +their magnificence, as I spread them out on the table under the +gas-lamp. Jane exhausted herself in admiration; but as I was putting +them away again, saying it was time for me to be dressing and going to +meet Carr, who was to join me at the Criterion, she begged me on no +account to take them with me, affirming that it would be much safer to +leave them at home. I was firm, but she was firmer; and in the end I +allowed her to lock them up in the tea-caddy, where her small stock of +ready money reposed. + +I met Carr as we had arranged, and we had a very pleasant evening. Poor +Carr, who had seen the papers, had hardly expected that I should turn +up, knowing the catastrophe of the previous night had taken place at the +house I was going to, and was much relieved to hear that my sister had +moved, and had thus been spared all the horror of the event. + +The dinner was good, the play better. I should have come home feeling +that I had enjoyed myself thoroughly, if it had not been for a little +adventure with our cab-driver that very nearly proved serious. We got a +hansom directly we came out of the theatre, but instead of taking us to +the direction we gave him, after we had driven for some distance I began +to make out that the cabman was going wrong, and Carr shouted to him to +stop; but thereupon he lashed up his horse, and away we went like the +wind, up one street, and down another, till I had lost all idea where we +were. Carr, who was young and active, did all he could; but the cabman, +who, I am afraid, must have been intoxicated, took not the slightest +notice, and continued driving madly, Heaven knows where. At last, after +getting into a very dingy neighborhood, we turned up a crooked dark +street, unlit by any lamp, a street so narrow that I thought every +moment the cab would be overturned. In another moment I saw two men rush +out of a door-way. One seized the horse, which was much blown by this +time, and brought it violently to a stand-still, while the other flew at +the cab, and catching Carr by the collar, proceeded to drag him out by +main force. I suppose Carr did his best, but being only an American, he +certainly made a very poor fight of it; and while I was laying into the +man who had got hold of him, I was suddenly caught by the legs myself +from the other side of the cab. I turned on my assailant, saw a heavy +stick levelled at me, caught at it, missed it, beheld a series of +fireworks, and remembered nothing more. + + * * * * * + +The first thing I heard on beginning to come to myself was a series of +subdued but evidently heart-felt oaths; and I became sensible of an airy +feeling, unpleasant in the extreme, proceeding from an open condition of +coat and waistcoat quite unsuited to the time of year. A low chorus of +muffled whispering was going on round me. As I groaned, involuntarily, +it stopped. + +"He's coming to!" I heard Carr say. "Go and fetch some brandy." And I +felt myself turned right side uppermost, and my hands were rubbed, +while Carr, in a voice of the greatest anxiety, asked me how I felt. I +was soon able to sit up, and to become aware that I had a splitting +headache, and was staring at a tallow-candle stuck in a bottle. Having +got so far I got a little farther, and on looking round found myself +reclining on a sack in a corner of a disreputable-looking room, dingy +with dirt, and faithful to the memory of bad tobacco. Then I suddenly +remembered what had occurred. Carr saw that I did so, and instantly +poured forth an account of how we had been rescued from a condition of +great peril by the man to whom the house we were in belonged, to whom he +hardly knew how to express his gratitude, and who was now gone for some +brandy for me. He told me a great deal about it, but I was so dizzy that +I forgot most of what he said, and it was not until our deliverer +returned with the brandy that I became thoroughly aware of what was +going forward. I could not help thinking, as I thanked the honest fellow +who had come to our assistance, how easily one may be deceived by +appearances, for a more forbidding-looking face, under its fur cap, I +never saw. That of his son, who presently returned with a four-wheeler +which Carr had sent for, was not more prepossessing. In fact, they were +two as villanous-looking men as I had ever seen. After recompensing both +with all our spare cash, we got ourselves hoisted stiffly into the cab, +and Carr good-naturedly insisted on seeing me home, though he owned to +feeling, as he put it, "rather knocked up by his knocking down." We were +both far too exhausted to speak much, until Carr gave a start and a gasp +and said, "By Jove!" + +"What?" I inquired. + +"They are gone!" he said, tremulously--"my sapphires. They are gone! +Stolen! I had them in a bag round my neck, as you told me. They must +have been taken from me when I was knocked down. I say," he added, +quickly, "how about yours? Have you got them all right?" + +Involuntarily I raised my hand to my throat. A horrid qualm passed over +me. + +"Thank Heaven!" I replied, with a sigh of relief. "They are safe at home +with Jane. What a mercy! I might have lost them." + +"_Might!_" said Carr. "You would have lost them to a dead certainty; +mine _are_ gone!" And he stamped, and clinched his fists, and looked +positively furious. + +Poor Carr! I felt for him. He took the loss of his stones so to heart; +and I am sure it was only natural. I parted from him at my own door, and +was glad on going in to find Jane had stayed up for me. I soon figured +in her eyes as the hero of a thrilling adventure, while her clever hands +applied sticking-plaster _ad libitum_. We were both so full of the +events of the evening, and the letter which I was to write to the +_Times_ about it the next day, that it never entered the heads of either +of us, on retiring to bed, to remove Sir John's jewels from the +tea-caddy into which they had been temporarily popped in the afternoon. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +I really think adventures, like misfortunes, never come single. Would +you believe it? Our house was broken into that very night. Nothing +serious came of it, wonderful to relate, owing to Jane's extraordinary +presence of mind. She had been unable to sleep after my thrilling +account of the cab accident, and had consoled herself by reading +Baxter's "Saint's Rest" by her night-light, for the canary became +restless and liable to sudden bursts of song if a candle were lighted. +While so engaged she became aware of a subdued grating sound, which had +continued for some time before she began to speculate upon it. While she +was speculating it ceased, and after a short interval she distinctly +heard a stealthy step upon the stair, and the handle of the passage door +before-mentioned was gently, very gently turned. + +Jane has some of that quickness of perception which has been of such use +to myself through life. In a moment she had grasped the situation. Some +one was in the house. In another moment she was hanging out of her +bedroom window, springing the policeman's rattle which she had had by +her for years with a view to an emergency of this kind, and at the same +time--for she was a capable woman--blowing a piercing strain on a +cabman's whistle. + +To make a long story short, her extraordinary presence of mind was the +saving of us. With her own eyes she saw two dark figures fly up our area +steps and disappear round the corner, and when a policeman appeared on +the scene half an hour later, he confirmed the fact that the house had +been broken into, by showing us how an entrance had been effected +through the kitchen window. + +There was of course no more sleep for us that night, and the remainder +of it was passed by Jane in examining the house from top to bottom every +half hour or so, owing to a rooted conviction on her part that a +burglar might still be lurking on the premises, concealed in the +cellaret, or the jam cupboard, or behind the drawing-room curtains. + +By that morning's post I heard, as I expected I should do, from Sir +George Danvers, but the contents of the letter surprised me. He wrote +most cordially, thanking me for my kindness in undertaking such a heavy +responsibility (I am sure I never felt it to be so) for an entire +stranger, and ended by sending me a pressing invitation to come down +to Stoke Moreton that very day, that he and his son, whose future wife +was also staying with them, might have the pleasure of making the +acquaintance of one to whom they were so much indebted. He added that +his eldest son Charles was also going down from London by a certain +train that day, and that he had told him to be on the lookout for me at +the station in case I was able to come at such short notice. I made up +my mind to go, sent Sir George a telegram to that effect, and proceeded +to fish up the jewels out of the tea-caddy. + +Jane, who had never ceased for one instant to comment on the event of +the night, positively shrieked when she saw me shaking the bag free from +tea-leaves. + +"Good gracious! the burglars," she exclaimed. "Why, they might have +taken them if they had only known." + +Of course they had _not_ known, as I had been particularly secret about +them; but I wished all the same that I had not left them there all +night, as Jane would insist, and continue insisting, that they had been +exposed to great danger. I argued the matter with her at first; but +women, I find, are impervious as a rule to masculine argument, and it is +a mistake to reason with them. It is, in fact, putting the sexes for the +moment on an equality to which the weaker one is unaccustomed, and +consequently unsuited. + +A few hours later I was rolling swiftly towards Stoke Moreton in a +comfortable smoking carriage, only occupied by myself and Mr. Charles +Danvers, a handsome young fellow with a pale face and that peculiar +tired manner which (though, as I soon found, natural to him) is so often +affected by the young men of the day. + +"And so Ralph has come in for a legacy in diamonds," he said, +listlessly, when we had exchanged the usual civilities, and had become, +to a certain degree, acquainted. "Dear me! how these good steady young +men prosper in the world. When last I heard from him he had prevailed +upon the one perfect woman in the universe to consent to marry him, and +his aunt (by-the-way, you will meet her there, too--Lady Mary +Cunningham) had murmured something vague but gratifying about +testamentary intentions. A week later Providence fills his brimming cup +with a legacy of jewels, estimated at----" Charles opened his light +sleepy eyes wide and looked inquiringly at me. "What are they estimated +at?" he asked, as I did not answer. + +I really had no idea, but I shrugged my shoulders and looked wise. + +"Estimated at a fabulous sum," he said, closing his eyes again. "Ah! had +they been mine, with what joyful alacrity should I have ascertained +their exact money value. And mine they ought to have been, if the sacred +law of primogeniture (that special Providence which watches over the +interests of eldest sons) had been duly observed. Sir John had not the +pleasure of my acquaintance, but I fear he must have heard some +reports--no doubt entirely without foundation--respecting my career, +which had induced him to pass me over in this manner. What a moral! My +father and my aunt Mary are always delicately pointing out the +difference between Ralph and myself. I wish I were a good young man, +like Ralph. It seems to pay best in the long-run; but I may as well +inform you, Colonel Middleton, of the painful fact that I am the black +sheep of the family." + +"Oh, come, come!" I remarked, uneasily. + +"I should not have alluded to the subject if you were not likely to +become fully aware of it on your arrival, so I will be beforehand with +my relations. I was brought up in the way I should go," he continued, +with the utmost unconcern, as if commenting on something that did not +affect him in the least; "but I did not walk in it, partly owing to the +uncongenial companionship that it involved, especially that of my aunt +Mary, who took up so much room herself in the narrow path that she +effectually kept me out of it. From my earliest youth, also, I took +extreme interest in the parable of the Prodigal, and as soon as it +became possible I exemplified it myself. I may even say that I acted the +part in a manner that did credit to a beginner; but the wind-up was +ruined by the lamentable inability of others, who shall be nameless, to +throw themselves into the spirit of the piece. At various intervals," he +continued, always as if speaking of some one else, "I have returned +home, but I regret to say that on each occasion my reception was not in +any way what I could have wished. The flavor of a fatted calf is +absolutely unknown to me; and so far from meeting me half-way, I have in +extreme cases, when impelled homeward by urgent pecuniary +considerations, found myself obliged to walk up from the station." + +"Dear me! I hope it is not far," I said. + +"A mere matter of three miles or so uphill," he resumed; "nothing to a +healthy Christian, though trying to the trembling legs of the ungodly +after a long course of husks. There, now I think you are quite _au fait_ +as to our family history. I always pity a stranger who comes to a house +ignorant of little domestic details of this kind; he is apt to make +mistakes." "Oh, pray don't mention it,"--as I murmured some words of +thanks--"no trouble, I assure you; trouble is a thing I don't take. +By-the-way, are you aware we are going straight into a nest of private +theatricals at Stoke Moreton? To-night is the last rehearsal; perhaps I +had better look over my part. I took it once years ago, but I don't +remember a word of it." And after much rummaging in a magnificent +silver-mounted travelling-bag, the Prodigal pulled out a paper book and +carelessly turned over the leaves. + +I did not interrupt his studies, save by a few passing comments on the +weather, the state of the country, and my own health, which, I am sorry +to say, is not what it was; but as I only received monosyllabic answers, +we had no more conversation worth mentioning till we reached Stoke +Moreton. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +Stoke Moreton is a fine old Elizabethan house standing on rising ground. +As we drove up the straight wide approach between two rows of ancient +fantastically clipped hollies, I was impressed by the stately dignity of +the place, which was not lessened as we drew up before a great arched +door-way, and were ushered into a long hall supported by massive pillars +of carved white stone. A roaring log-fire in the immense fireplace threw +a ruddy glow over the long array of armor and gleaming weapons which +lined the walls, and made the pale winter twilight outside look bleak +indeed. Charles, emerging slim and graceful out of an exquisite ulster, +sauntered up to the fire, and asked where Sir George Danvers was. As he +stood inside the wide fireplace, leaning against one of the pillars +which supported the towering white stone chimney-piece, covered with +heraldic designs and coats of arms, he looked a worthier representative +of an ancient race than I fear he really was. + +"So they have put the stage at that end, in front of the pillars," he +remarked, nodding at a wooden erection. "Quite right. I could not have +placed it better myself. What, Brown? Sir George is in the drawing-room, +is he? and tea, as I perceive, is going in at this moment. Come, Colonel +Middleton." And we followed the butler to the drawing-room. + +I am not a person who easily becomes confused, but I must own I did get +confused with the large party into the midst of which we were now +ushered. I soon made out Sir George Danvers, a delicate, but +irascible-looking old gentleman, who received me with dignified +cordiality, but returned Charles's greeting with a certain formality and +coldness which I was pained to see, family affection being, in my +opinion, the chief blessing of a truly happy home. Charles I already +knew, and with the second son, Ralph, a ruddy, smiling young man with +any amount of white teeth, I had no difficulty; but after that I became +hopelessly involved. I was introduced to an elderly lady whom I +addressed for the rest of the evening as Lady Danvers, until Charles +casually mentioned that his mother was dead, and that, until the +Deceased Wife's Sister Bill was passed, he did not anticipate that his +aunt Mary would take upon herself the position of step-mother to her +orphaned nephews. The severe elderly lady, then, who beamed so sweetly +upon Ralph, and regarded Charles with such manifest coldness, was their +aunt Lady Mary Cunningham. She had known Sir John slightly in her youth, +she said, as she graciously made room for me on her sofa, and she +expressed a very proper degree of regret at his sudden death, +considering that he had not been a personal friend in any way. + +"We all have our faults, Colonel Middleton," said Lady Mary, with a +gentle sigh, which dislodged a little colony of crumbs from the front of +her dress. "Sir John, like the rest of us, was not exempt, though I have +no doubt the softening influence of age would have done much, since I +knew him, to smooth acerbities of character which were unfortunately +strongly marked in his early life." + +She had evidently not known Sir John in his later years. + +As she continued to talk in this strain I endeavored to make out which +of the young ladies present was the one to whom Ralph was engaged. I was +undecided as to which it was of the two to whom I had already been +introduced. Girls always seem to me so very much alike, especially +pretty girls; and these were both of them pretty. I do not mean that +they resembled each other in the least, for one was dark and one was +fair; but which was Miss Aurelia Grant, Ralph's _fiancee_, and which was +Miss Evelyn Derrick, a cousin of the family, I could not make out until +later in the evening, when I distinctly saw Ralph kiss the fair one in +the picture-gallery, and I instantly came to the conclusion that she was +the one to whom he was engaged. + +I asked Charles if I were not right, as we stood in front of the +hall-fire before the rest of the party had assembled for dinner, and he +told me that I had indeed hit the nail on the head in this instance, +though for his own part he never laid much stress himself on such an +occurrence, having found it prove misleading in the extreme to draw any +conclusion from it. He further informed me that Miss Derrick was the +young lady with dark hair who had poured out tea, and whom he had +favored with some of his conversation afterwards. + +I admired Ralph's taste, as did Charles, who had never seen his future +sister-in-law before. Aurelia Grant was a charming little creature, with +a curly head and a dimple, and a pink-and-white complexion, and a +suspicion of an Irish accent when she became excited. + +Charles said he admired her complexion most because it was so thoroughly +well done, and the coloring was so true to nature. + +I did not quite catch his meaning, but it certainly was a beautiful +complexion; and then she was so bright and lively, and showed such +pretty little teeth when she smiled! She was quite delightful. I did not +wonder at Ralph's being so much in love with her, and Charles agreed +with me. + +"There is nothing like a good complexion," he remarked, gravely. "One +may be led away to like a pale girl with a mind for a time, but for +permanent domestic happiness give me a good complexion, and--a dimple," +he added, as if it were an after-thought. "I feel I could not bestow my +best affections on a woman without a dimple. Yes, indeed! Ralph has +chosen well." + +Now I do not agree with Charles there, as I have always considered that +a woman _should_ have a certain amount of mind; just enough, in fact, to +enable her to appreciate a superior one. I said as much to Charles; but +he only laughed, and said it was a subject on which opinion had always +varied. + +"How did he meet her?" I inquired. + +"On the Rigi, last summer," said Charles. "I am thinking of going there +myself next year. Lovely orphan sat by Lady Mary at _table d'hote_. Read +tracts presented by Lady Mary. Made acquaintance. Lovely orphan's +travelling companion or governess discovered to be live sister of +defunct travelling companion or governess of Lady Mary. Result, warm +friendship. Ralph, like a dutiful nephew, appears on the scene. +Fortnight of fine weather. Interesting expeditions. Romantic attachment, +cemented by diamond and pearl ring from Hunt & Roskell's. There is the +whole story for you." + +Evelyn Derrick joined us as he finished speaking. She was a tall +graceful girl, gentle and dignified in manner, with a pale refined face. +She was pretty in a way, but not to compare to Aurelia. Evelyn had an +anxious look about her, too. Now I do not approve of a girl looking +grave; she ought to be bright and happy, with a smile for every one. It +is all very well for us men, who have the work of the world to do, to +look grave at times, but with women it is different; and a woman always +looks her best when she smiles--at least, I think so. + +Then Aurelia came down, perfectly dazzling in white satin; then Sir +George, then Ralph, giving an arm to Lady Mary, who suffered from +rheumatism in her foot. Then came the gong, and there was a rustle down +of more people, young and old, friends of the family who had come to +act, or to see their sons and daughters act. As I never could get even +their names right, I shall not attempt to give any account of them, +especially as they are not of importance in any way. + +After dinner, on entering the drawing-room, I found that great +excitement prevailed among the ladies respecting Sir John's jewels. +About his sad fate and costly legacy they all seemed fully informed. I +had myself almost forgotten the reason of my visit in my interest in my +new surroundings, not having even as yet given up the jewels to Sir +George Danvers or Ralph; but, at the urgent request of all the ladies at +once, Ralph begged me to bring them down, to be seen and admired then +and there, before the rehearsal began. + +"They will all be yours, you know," Ralph said to Aurelia. "You shall +wear them on your wedding-day." + +"You are always talking about being married," said Aurelia, with a +little pout. "I wish you would try and think of something else to say. I +was quite looking forward to it myself until I came here, and now I am +quite, _quite_ tired of it beforehand." + +Ralph laughed delightedly, and Sir George reminding me that every one +was dying of anxiety, himself included, I ran up-stairs to take the +brown bag from around my neck, and in a few minutes returned with it in +my hand. They were all waiting for me, Lady Mary drawn up in an +arm-chair beside an ebony table, on which a small space near her had +been cleared, Charles alone holding rather aloof, sipping his coffee +with his back to the fire. + +"Don't jostle," he said, as they all crowded round me. "Evelyn, let me +beg of you not to elbow forward in that unbecoming manner. Observe how +Aunt Mary restrains herself. Take time, Middleton! your coffee is +getting cold. Won't you drink it first?" + +As he finished speaking I turned the contents of the bag upon the table. +The jewels in the bright lamp-light seemed to blaze and burn into the +ebony of the table. There was a general gasp, a silence, and then a +chorus of admiration. Charles came up behind me and looked over my +shoulder. + +"Good gracious!" said Lady Mary, solemnly. "Ralph, you are a rich man. +Why, mine are nothing to them!" and she touched a diamond and emerald +necklace on her own neck. "I never knew poor Sir John had so much good +in him." + +"Oh, Ralph, Ralph!" cried Aurelia, clasping her little hands with a deep +sigh. "And will they really be my very own?" + +Ralph assured her that they would, and that she should act in them the +following night if she liked. + +I think there was not a woman present who did not envy Aurelia as Ralph +took up a flashing diamond crescent and held it against her fair hair. I +saw Evelyn turn away and begin to tear up a small piece of paper in her +hand. Women are very jealous of each other, especially the nice, by +which I mean the pretty, ones. I was sorry to see jealousy so plainly +marked in such a charming looking girl as Evelyn; but women are all the +same about jewels. Aurelia blushed and sparkled, and pouted when the +clasp caught in her hair, and shook her little head impatiently, and was +altogether enchanting. + +After the first burst of admiration had subsided, General Marston, an +old Indian officer, who had been somewhat in the rear, came up, and +looked long at the glittering mass upon the table. + +"Are you aware," he said at last to Ralph, pointing to the crescent, +"that those diamonds are of enormous value? I have not seen such stones +in any shop in London. I dare not say what that one crescent alone is +worth, or that emerald bracelet. Jewels of such value as this are a +grave responsibility." He stood, shaking his head a little and turning +the crescent in his hand. "Wonderful!" he said. "Wonderful! Do not tear +up that piece of rice-paper, Miss Derrick," he added, taking it from +her. "The crescent was wrapped in it, and I will put it round it again. +All these stones want polishing, and many of them resetting. They ought +not to be tumbled together in this way in a bag, with nothing to +prevent them scratching each other. See, Ralph, here is a clasp broken; +and here are some loose stones; and this star has no clasp at all. You +must take them up to some trustworthy jeweller, and have them thoroughly +looked over." + +"I suppose the second son was specially mentioned, Middleton?" said +Charles, as I drew back to let the rest handle and admire. + +"Of course!" said Lady Mary, sharply; "and a very fortunate thing, too." + +"Very--for Ralph," he replied. "It is really providential that I am what +I am. Why, I might have ruined the dear boy's prospects if I had paid my +tailor's bill, and lived in the country among the buttercups and +daisies. Ah! my dear aunt, I see you are about to remark how all things +here below work together for good!" + +"I was not going to remark anything of the kind," retorted Lady Mary, +drawing herself up; "but," she added, spitefully, "I do not feel the +less rejoiced at Ralph's good fortune and prosperity when I see, as I so +often do, the ungodly flourishing like a green bay-tree." + +"Of course," said Charles, shaking his head, "if that is your own +experience, I bow before it; but for my own part, I must confess I have +not found it so. Flourish like a green bay-tree! No, Aunt Mary, it is a +fallacy; they don't: I am sure I only wish they did. But I see the +rehearsal is beginning. May I give you an arm to the hall?" + +The offer was entirely disregarded, and it was with the help of mine +that Lady Mary retired from an unequal combat, which she never seemed +able to resist provoking anew, and in which she was invariably worsted, +causing her, as I could see, to regard Charles with the concentrated +bitterness of which a severely good woman alone is capable. + +I soon perceived that Charles was on the same amicable terms with his +father; that they rarely spoke, and that it was evidently only with a +view to keeping up appearances that he was ever invited to the paternal +roof at all. Between the brothers, however, in spite of so much to +estrange them, a certain kindliness of feeling seemed to exist, which +was hardly to have been expected under the circumstances. + +The rehearsal now began, and Sir George Danvers, who had remained behind +to put by the jewels, and lock them up in his strong-box among his +papers, came and sat down by me, again thanking me for taking charge of +them, though I assured him it had been very little trouble. + +"Not much trouble, perhaps, but a great responsibility," he said, +courteously. + +"A soldier, Sir George," I replied, with a slight smile, "becomes early +inured to the gravest responsibility. It is the air we breathe; it is +taken as a matter of course." + +He looked keenly at me, and was silent, as if considering +something--perhaps what I had said. + +I was delighted to find the play was one of those which I had seen acted +during our passage home. There is nothing I like so much as knowing a +play beforehand, because then one can always whisper to one's companion +what is coming next. The stage, with all its adjustments, had been +carefully arranged, the foot-lights were lighted, the piece began. All +went well till nearly the end of the first act, when there was a cry +behind the scenes of "Mr. Denis!" Mr. Denis should have rushed on, but +Mr. Denis did not rush on. The play stopped. Mr. Denis was not in the +library, the improvised greenroom; Mr. Denis did not appear when his +name was called in stentorian tones by Ralph, or in pathetic falsetto by +Charles. In short, Mr. Denis was not forthcoming. A rush up-stairs on +the part of most of the young men brought to light the awful fact that +Mr. Denis had retired to his chamber, a prey to sudden and acute +indisposition. + +"Dear me!" said Charles to Lady Mary, with a dismal shake of his head, +"how precarious is life! Here to-day, and in bed to-morrow. Support your +aunt Mary, my dear Evelyn; she wishes to retire to rest. Indeed, we may +as well all go to bed, for there will be no more acting to-night without +poor Denis. I only trust he may be spared to us till to-morrow, and that +he may be well enough to die by my hand to-morrow evening." + +We all dispersed for the night in some anxiety. The play could not +proceed without Mr. Denis, who took an important part; and Sir George +ruefully informed me that all the neighboring houses had been filled for +these theatricals, and that great numbers of people were expected. There +was to be dancing afterwards, but the principal feature of the +entertainment was the play. We all retired to rest, fervently hoping +that the health of Mr. Denis might be restored by the following +morning. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +But far from being better the following morning, Denis was much worse. +Charles, who had sat up most of the night with him, and who came down to +breakfast more cool and indifferent than ever, at once extinguished any +hope that still remained that he would be able to take his part that +night. + +Great was the consternation of the whole party. A vague feeling of +resentment against Denis prevailed among the womankind, who, having all +preserved their own healths intact for the occasion (and each by her own +account was a chronic invalid), felt it was extremely inconsiderate, not +to say indelicate, of "a great man like him" to spoil everything by +being laid up at the wrong moment. + +But what was to be done? Denis was ill, and without Denis the play could +not proceed. Must the whole thing be given up? There was a general +chorus of lamentation. + +"I see no alternative," said Charles, "unless some Curtius will leap +into the gulf, and go through the piece reading the part, and that is +always a failure at the best of times." + +At that moment I had an idea; it broke upon me like a flash of +lightning: _Valentine Carr_! I had seen him act the very part Denis was +to have taken, in the theatricals on the steamer. How wonderfully +fortunate that it should have occurred to me! + +I told Charles that I had a friend who had acted that part only the week +before. + +"_You!_" cried Charles, losing all his customary apathy--"you don't say +so! Great heavens, where is he? Out with him! Where is he at this +moment? England, Ireland, Scotland, or Wales? Where is this treasure +concealed?" + +"Oh, Colonel Middleton! Oh, how delightful!" cried a number of gentle +voices; and I was instantly surrounded, and all manner of questions put +to me. Would he come? Was he tall? And oh! _had_ he a beard? He had not +a beard, had he? because it would not do for the part. Did he act well? +When had he acted? Where had he acted? + +Sir George interrupted the torrent of interrogation. + +"Do you think he would come?" he asked. + +"I am almost sure he would," I said; "he is a great friend of mine." + +"It would be an exceedingly good-natured and friendly act," said Sir +George. "Charles--no, I mean Ralph--bring a telegraph form, and if you +will write a telegram at once, Middleton, I will send it to the station +directly. We shall have an answer by twelve o'clock, and until then we +will not give up all hope, though of course we must not count on your +friend being able to come at such short notice." + +The telegram was written and despatched, Carr having given me an address +where letters would find him, though he said he did not put up there. I +sincerely hoped he would not be out of the way on this occasion, and I +was not a little pleased when, a few hours later, I received a telegram +in reply saying that he could come, and should arrive by the afternoon +train which had brought me the day before. + +The spirits of the whole party revived. I (as is often the case) was in +high favor with all. Even poor Denis, who had been very much depressed, +was sufficiently relieved by the news--so Charles said--to smile over +his beef-tea. Lady Mary, who appeared at luncheon-time, treated me with +marked consideration. I had already laid them under an obligation, she +said, graciously, by undertaking the care of the jewels, and now they +were indebted to me a second time. Was Mr. Carr one of Lord Barrantyne's +sons, or was he one of the Crampshire Carrs? She had known Lady Caroline +Carr in her youth, but had not met her of late years. She seemed +surprised when I told her that Carr was an American, and he sank, I +could see, at once in her estimation; but she was kind enough to say +that she was not a person who was prejudiced in any way by a man's +nationality, and that she believed that very respectable people might be +found among the Americans. + +The day passed in the usual preparations for an entertainment. If I went +into the hall I was sure to run against gardeners carrying in quantities +of hot-house plants, with which the front of the stage was being hidden +from the foot-lights to the floor; if I wandered into the library I +interrupted Aurelia and Ralph rehearsing their parts alone, with their +heads very close together; if I hastily withdrew into the morning-room, +it was only to find Charles upon his knees luring Evelyn to immediate +flight, in soul-stirring accents, before an admiring audience of not +unenvious young ladyhood. + +"Now, Evelyn, I ask you as a favor," said Charles, as I came in, moving +towards her on his knees, "will you come a little closer when I am down? +I don't mind wearing out my knees the least in a good cause; but I owe +it to myself, as a wicked baron in hired tights, not to cross the stage +in that position. Any impression I make will be quite lost if I do; and +unless you keep closer, I shall never be able to reach your hand and +clasp it to a heart at least two yards away. Now,"--rising, and crossing +over to the other side--"I shall begin again. 'Ah! but my soul's +adored--'" + +"Is Middleton here?" asked a voice in the door-way. It was Sir George +Danvers who had put his head into the room, and I went to him. + +"I say, Middleton," he began, twirling his stick, and looking rather +annoyed, "it is excessively provoking. I never thought of it before, but +I find there is not a bed in the house. Every cranny has been filled. It +never occurred to me that we had not a room for your friend, now that he +is kind enough to come. And it looks so rude, when it is so exceedingly +good-natured of him to come at all." + +"Oh, dear! anywhere will do," I said. + +"There is not even room for Ralph in the house," continued Sir George. +"I have put him up at the lodge," pointing to a small house at the end +of the drive, near the great entrance gates. "There is another nice +little room leading out of his," he added, hesitating--"but really I +don't like to suggest--" + +"Oh, that will do perfectly!" I broke in. "Carr is not the sort of +fellow to care a straw how he is put up. He will be quite content +anywhere." + +"Come and see it," he said, leading the way out-of-doors. "I would have +turned out Charles in a moment, and given Carr his room; but Denis is +really rather ill, and Charles sees to him, as he is next door." + +I could not help saying how much I liked Charles. + +"Strangers always do," he replied, coldly, as we walked towards the +lodge. "I constantly hear him spoken of as a most agreeable young man." + +"And he is so handsome." + +"Yes," replied Sir George, in the same hard tone, "handsome and +agreeable. I have no doubt he appears so to others; but I, who have had +to pay the debts and hush up the scandals of my handsome and agreeable +son, find Ralph, who has not a feature in his face, the better-looking +of the two. I know Charles is head over ears in debt at this moment, +but,"--with sudden acrimony--"he will not get another farthing from me. +It is pouring water into a sieve." + +"Ralph is marrying a sweetly pretty creature," I said, with warmth, +desirous of changing the subject. + +"Yes, she is very pretty," said Sir George, without enthusiasm; "but I +wish she had belonged to one of our county families. It is nothing in +the way of connection. She has no relations to speak of--one uncle +living in Australia, and another, whom she goes to on Saturday, in +Ireland. There seems to be no money either. It is Lady Mary's doing. She +took a fancy to her abroad; and to say the truth, I did not wish to +object, for at one time there seemed to be an attraction between Ralph +and his cousin Evelyn Derrick, which his aunt and I were both glad to +think had passed over. I do not approve of marriages between cousins." + +We had reached the lodge by this time, and I was shown a tidy little +room leading out of the one Ralph was occupying, in which I assured Sir +George that Carr would be perfectly comfortable, much to the courteous +old gentleman's relief, though I could see that he was evidently annoyed +at not being able to put him up in the house. + +In the afternoon, towards five o'clock, Carr arrived. I went into the +hall to meet him, and to bring him into the drawing-room myself. Just as +we came in, and while I was introducing him to Sir George, Ralph and +Aurelia, who were sitting together as usual, started a lovers' squabble. + +"Oh _my_!" said Ralph, suddenly. + +"It is all your fault. You jogged my elbow," came Aurelia's quick +rejoinder. + +"My dearest love, I did _not_," returned Ralph, on his knees, +pocket-handkerchief in hand. + +It appeared that between them they had managed to transfer Amelia's tea +from her cup to the front of her dress. + +"You did; you know you did," she said, evidently ready to cry with +vexation. "I was just going to drink, and you had your arm round the +back of my--" + +"Hush, Aurelia, I beg," expostulated Charles. "Aunt Mary and I are +becoming embarrassed. It is not necessary to enter into particulars as +to the exact locality of Ralph's arm." + +"Round the back of my chair," pouted Aurelia. + +"It is all right, Aunt Mary," called Charles, cheerfully, to that lady. +"Only the back of her _chair_. We took alarm unnecessarily. Just as it +should be. I have done the same myself with--a different chair." + +"He is _always_ doing it," continued Aurelia, unmollified. "I have told +him about it before. He made me drop a piece of bread and butter on the +carpet only yesterday." + +"I ate it afterwards," humbly suggested Ralph, still on his knees, "and +there were hairs in it. There were, indeed, Aurelia." + +"And now it is my tea-gown," continued Aurelia, giving way to the +prettiest little outburst of temper imaginable. "I wish you would get up +and go away, Ralph, and not come back. You are only making it worse by +rubbing it in that silly way with your wet handkerchief." + +"Here is another," said Charles, snatching up Lady Mary's delicate +cambric one, which was lying on her work-table, while I was in the act +of introducing Carr to her; and before that lady's politeness to Carr +would allow her to turn from him to expostulate, Charles was on his +knees beside Ralph, wiping the offending stain. + +"'Out, d----d spot!' or rather series of spots. What, Aurelia! you don't +wish it rubbed any more? Good! I will turn my attention to the +_Aubusson_ carpet. Ha! triumph! Here at least I am successful. Aunt +Mary, you have no conception how useful your handkerchief is. The amount +of tea or dirt, or both, which is leaving the carpet and taking refuge +in your little square of cambric will surprise you when you see it. Ah!" +rising from his knees as I brought up Carr, having by this time +presented him to Sir George. "Very happy to see you, Mr. Carr. Most kind +of you to come. Evelyn, are you pouring out some tea for Mr. Carr? +Nature requires support before a last rehearsal. May I introduce you to +my cousin Miss Derrick?" + +After Carr had also been introduced to Aurelia, who, however, was still +too much absorbed in her tea-gown to take much notice of him, he seemed +glad to retreat to a chair by Evelyn, who gave him his tea, and talked +pleasantly to him. He was very shy at first, but he soon got used to us, +and many were the curious glances shot at him by the rest of the party +as tea went on. There was to be a last rehearsal immediately afterwards, +so that he might take part in it; and there was a general unacknowledged +anxiety on the part of all the actors as to how he would bear that +crucial test on which so much depended. I was becoming anxious myself, +being in a manner responsible for him. + +"You're not nervous, are you?" I said, taking him aside when tea was +over. "Only act half as well as you did on the steamer and you will do +capitally." + +"Yes, I am nervous," he replied, with a short uneasy laugh. "It is +enough to make a fellow nervous to be set down among a lot of people +whom he has never seen before--to act a principal part, too. I had no +idea it was going to be such a grand affair or I would not have come. I +only did it to please you." + +Of course I knew that, and I tried to reassure him, reminding him that +the audience would not be critical, and how grateful every one was to +him for coming. + +"Tell me who some of the people are, will you?" he went on. "Who is that +tall man with the fair mustache? He is looking at us now." + +"That is Charles, the eldest son," I replied; "and the shorter one, with +the pleasant face, near the window, is Ralph, his younger brother." + +"That is a very good-looking girl he is talking to," he remarked. "I did +not catch her name." + +"Hush!" I said. "That is Miss Grant, whom he is engaged to. They have +just had a little tiff, and are making it up. He _does_ talk to her a +good deal. I have noticed it myself. Such a sweet creature!" + +"Is she going to act?" + +"Yes," I replied. "They are going to begin at once. You need not dress. +It is not a dress rehearsal." + +"I think I will go and get my boots off, though," said Carr. "Can you +show me where I am?" + +"I am afraid you are not in the house at all," I said. "The fact is--did +not Sir George tell you?" And then I explained. + +For a moment his face fell, but it cleared instantly, though not before +I had noticed it. + +"You don't mind?" I said, astonished. "You quite understand--" + +"Of course, of course!" he interrupted. "It is all right, I have a cold, +that is all; and I have to sing next week. I shall do very well. Pray +don't tell your friends I have a cold. I am sure Sir George is kindness +itself, and it might make him uneasy to think I was not in his house." + +The rehearsal now began, and in much trepidation I waited to see Carr +come on. The moment he appeared all anxiety vanished; the other actors +were reassured, and acted their best. A few passages had to be +repeated, a few positions altered, but it was obvious that Carr could +act, and act well; though, curiously enough, he looked less +gentlemanlike and well-bred when acting with Charles than he had done +when he was the best among a very mixed set on the steamer. + +"You act beautifully, Mr. Carr!" said Aurelia, when it was over. +"Doesn't he, Ralph?" + +"Doesn't he?" replied Ralph, hot but good-humored. "I am sure, Carr, we +are most grateful to you." + +"So am I," said Charles. "Your death agonies, Carr, are a credit to +human nature. No great vulgar writhings with legs all over the stage, +like Denis; but a chaste, refined wriggle, and all was over. It is a +pleasure to kill a man who dies in such a gentlemanlike manner. If only +Evelyn will keep a little closer to me when I am on my wicked baronial +knees, I shall be quite happy. You hear, Evelyn?" + +"How you can joke at this moment," said Evelyn, who looked pale and +nervous, "I cannot think. I don't believe I shall be able to remember a +word when it comes to the point." + +"Stage-fever coming on already," said Charles, in a different tone. "Ah! +it is your first appearance, is it not? Go and rest now, and you will be +all right when the time comes. I have a vision of a great success, and a +call before the curtain, and bouquets, and other delights. Only go and +rest now." And he went to light a candle for her. He seemed very +thoughtful for Evelyn. + +It was the signal for all of us to disperse, the ladies to their rooms, +the men to the only retreat left to them, the smoking-room. As Aurelia +went up-stairs I saw her beckon Ralph and whisper to him: + +"Am I really to wear them?" + +"Wear what, my angel? The jewels! Why, good gracious, I had quite +forgotten them. Of course I want you to wear them." + +"So do I, dreadfully," she replied, with a killing glance over the +balusters. "Only if I am, you must bring them down in good time, and put +them on in the greenroom. I hope you have got them somewhere safe." + +"Safe as a church," replied Ralph, forgetting that in these days the +simile was not a good one. "Father has them in his strong-box. I will +ask him to get them out--at least all that could be worn--and I will +give them a rub up before you wear them." + +"Ah!" said Charles, sadly, as we walked up-stairs, "if only I had known +Sir John!" + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +It was nearly eight o'clock when I came down. The play was to begin at +eight. The hall, which was brilliantly lighted, was one moving mass of +black coats, with here and there a red one, and evening-dresses many +colored--the people in them, chatting, bowing, laughing, being ushered +to their places. Lady Mary and Sir George Danvers side by side received +their guests at the foot of the grand staircase, Lady Mary, resplendent +in diamond tiara and riviere, smiling as if she could never frown; Sir +George upright, courteous, a trifle stiff, as most English country +gentlemen feel it incumbent on themselves to be on such occasions. + +Presently the continual roll of the carriages outside ceased, the lamps +were toned down, the orchestra struck up, and Sir George and Lady Mary +took their seats, looking round with anxious satisfaction at the hall +crowded with people. People lined the walls; chairs were being lifted +over the heads of the sitting for some who were still standing; cushions +were being arranged on the billiard-table at the back for a covey of +white waistcoats who arrived late; the staircase was already crowded +with servants; the whole place was crammed. + +I wondered how they were getting on behind the scenes, and slipping out +of the hall, I traversed the great gold and white drawing-room, prepared +for dancing, and peeped into the morning-room, which, with the adjoining +library, had been given up to the actors. They were all assembled in the +morning-room, however, waiting for one of the elder ladies who had not +come down. The prompter was getting fidgety, and walking about. The two +scene-shifters, pale, weary-looking men, who had come down with the +scenery, were sitting in the wings, perfectly apathetic amid the general +excitement. Charles and several other actors were standing round a +footman who was opening champagne bottles at a surprising rate. I saw +Charles take a glass to Evelyn, who was shivering with a sharp attack of +stage-fever in an arm-chair, looking over her part. She smiled +gratefully, but as she did so her eyes wandered to the other side of the +room, where Ralph, on his knees before Aurelia, was fastening a diamond +star in her dress. Diamonds, rubies, and emeralds flashed in her hair, +and on her white neck and arms. Ralph was fixing the last ornament onto +her shoulder with wire off a champagne bottle, there being no clasp to +hold it in its place. I saw Evelyn turn away again, and Charles, who was +watching her, suddenly went off to the fire, and began to complain of +the cold, and of the thinness of his silk stockings. + +The elder lady--"the heavy mother," as Charles irreverently called +her--now arrived; the orchestra, which was giving a final flourish, was +begged in a hoarse whisper to keep going a few minutes longer; eyes were +applied to the hole in the curtain, and then, every one being assembled, +it was felt by all that the awful moment had come at last. A more +miserable-looking set of people I never saw. I always imagined that the +actors behind the scenes were as gay off the stage as on it; but I found +to my astonishment that they were all suffering more or less from severe +mental depression. Ralph and Aurelia were now sitting ruefully together +on an ottoman beside the painting table, littered with its various +rouges and creams and stage appliances. Even Charles, who had +established Evelyn on a chair in the wings at the side she had to come +on from, and was now drinking champagne with due regard to his +paint--even Charles owned to being nervous. + +"I wish to goodness Mrs. Wright would begin!" he said. "Ah, there she +goes!"--as she ascended the stage steps. "There goes the bell. We are in +for it now. She starts, and I come on next. Up goes the curtain. Where +the devil has my book got to?" + +In another moment he was in the wings, intent on his part; then I saw +him throw down his book and go jauntily forward. A moment more, and +there was a thunder of applause. All the actors looked at each other, +and smiled a feeble smile. + +"He will do," said General Marston, the Indian officer, who, now in the +dress of an old-fashioned livery servant, proceeded to mount the steps. +It dawned upon me that I was missing the play, and I hurried back to +find Charles convulsing the audience with the utmost coolness, and +evidently enjoying himself exceedingly. Then Evelyn came on--But who +cares to read a description of a play? It is sufficient to say that +Aurelia looked charming, and many were the whispered comments on her +magnificent jewels; but on the stage Evelyn surpassed her, as much as +Aurelia surpassed Evelyn off it. + +Ralph and Carr did well, but Charles was the favorite with every one, +from the Duchess of Crushington in the front seat to the scullery-maid +on the staircase. He was so bold, so wicked, so insinuating, in his +plumed cap and short cloak, so elegantly refined when he wiped his sword +upon his second's handkerchief. He took every one's heart by storm. +Ralph, who represented all the virtues, with rather thick ankles and a +false mustache, was nowhere. When the curtain fell for the last time, +amid great and continued applause, the "heavy mother," Ralph, Aurelia, +all were well received as they passed before it; but Charles, who +appeared last, was the hero of the evening. + +"He is engaged to his cousin, Miss Derrick, isn't he?" said a lady near +me, in a loud whisper to a friend. + +"Hush! no. Charles can't marry. Head over ears in debt. They say _she_ +is attached to one of her cousins, but I forget which. I am not sure it +was not the other one." + +"Then it is the second son who is going to be married, is it? I know I +heard something about one of them being engaged." + +"Yes, the second son is engaged to that good-looking girl in diamonds, +who acted Florence Mordaunt. A lot of money, I believe, but not much in +the way of family. Grandfather sold mouse-traps in Birmingham, so people +say." + +"She looks like it!" replied the other, who had daughters out, and could +not afford to let any praise of other girls pass. "No breeding or +refinement; and she will be stout later, you will see." + +The play being over, a general movement now set in towards the +drawing-room, where the band was already installed, and making its +presence known by an inspiriting valse tune. In a few moments twenty, +thirty, forty couples were swaying to the music; Aurelia in her acting +costume was dancing away with Ralph in his red stockings; Carr with the +"heavy mother," and Charles in prosaic evening-dress was flying past +with Evelyn, who, now that she had effaced her beautiful stage +complexion, looked pale and grave as ever. + +I suppose it was a capital ball. Every one seemed to enjoy it. I did not +dance myself, but I liked watching the others; and after a time Charles, +who had been dancing indefatigably with two school-room girls with +pigtails, came and flung himself down on the other half of the ottoman +on which I was sitting. + +"Three times with each!" he said, in a voice of extreme exhaustion. "No +favoritism. I have done for to-night now." + +"What! Are you not going to dance any more?" + +"No, not unless Evelyn will give me another turn later, which she +probably won't. There she goes with Lord Breakwater again. How I do +dislike that young man! And look at Carr--valsing with Aurelia! He +seems to be leaping on her feet a good deal, and she looks as if she +were telling him so, does not she? There! they have subsided into the +bay-window. I thought she would not stand it long. He does not dance as +well as he acts. Heigh-ho! Come in to supper with me, Middleton. The +supper-room will be emptier now, and I am dying of hunger. You must be +the same, for you had no regular dinner any more than we had. Come +along. We will get a certain little table for two that I know of, in the +bay-window where I took the fair pigtail just now, to the evident +anxiety of the parental chignon who was at the large table. We will have +a good feed in peace and quietness." + +In a few minutes we were established in a quiet nook in the supper-room, +which was now half empty, and were making short work of everything +before us. + +"How well Carr acted!" said Charles at last, leaning back, and leisurely +sipping his champagne. "I can think of something besides food now. Did +not you think he acted well?" + +"Yes," I said, "but you cut him out." + +"Did I!" said Charles, absently, beckoning to some lobster salad which +was passing. "Have some? Do, Middleton. We can but die once. You won't? +Well I will. Have you often seen Carr act before?" + +"Never," I said. "I never met him till I came on board the _Bosphorus_ +at----" + +"Indeed! Oh! I fancied you were quite old friends." + +"We made great friends on the steamer." + +"Did you see much of him in London?" he asked, filling up his glass and +mine. + +"Not much, naturally," I said, laughing. "I was in London only two +nights." + +"Ah! I forgot. Very good of you, I am sure, to come down here so soon +after your arrival. You would hardly have seen him at all since you +landed, then?" + +"Carr? Yes," I replied, thinking Charles's talk was becoming very vague; +though when I rallied him about it next day he assured me it had been +very much to the point indeed. "We dined and went to the play together, +and had rather a nasty accident into the bargain on our way home." + +"What kind of accident?" + +I told him the particulars, which seemed to interest him very much. + +"And you had all those jewels of poor Sir John's with you, no doubt," +continued Charles. "You said you had them on you day and night. I wonder +you were not relieved of them." + +"That is just what Carr said," I went on; "for he lost something of his, +poor fellow. However, I had left them with Jane in a--in a _safe +place_." + +I did not think it necessary to mention the tea-caddy. + +"Oh! so Carr knew you had charge of them, did he?" said Charles. "Have +some of these grapes, Middleton; the white ones are the best." + +"Yes," I said, "he was the only person who had any idea of such a thing. +I am very careful, I can tell you; and I did not mean to have half the +ship's company know that I had valuables to such an amount upon me. When +I told Jane about them--" + +"Oh, then, Jane--I beg her pardon, Miss Middleton--was aware you had +them with you?" + +"Of course," I replied; "and she was quite astonished at them when I +showed them to her." + +"I hope," continued Charles, with his charming smile--all the more +charming because it was so rare--"that Miss Middleton will add me to the +number of her friends some day. I live in London, you know; but I wonder +at ladies caring to live there. No poultry or garden, to which the +feminine mind usually clings." + +"Jane seems to like it," I said. + +"Yes," replied Charles, meditatively. "I dare say she is very wise. A +woman who lives alone is much safer in town than in an isolated house in +the country, in case of fire, or thieves, or----" + +"Well, I don't know that," I said. "I don't see that they are so very +safe. Why, only the night before I came down here----" I stopped. I had +looked up to catch a sudden glimpse of Carr's face, pale and uneasy, +watching us in a mirror opposite. In a moment I saw his face turn +smiling to another--Evelyn's, I think--and both were gone. + +Charles's light steel eyes were fixed full upon me. + +"'Only the night before you came down here,' you were saying," he +remarked, leaning back and half shutting them as usual. + +"Yes, only the night before I came down here our house was broken into;" +and I gave him a short account of what had happened. "And only the night +before _that_," I added, "a poor woman was murdered in Jane's old house. +I remember it especially, because I went to the house by mistake, not +knowing Jane had moved, and I saw her, poor thing, sitting by the fire. +I don't see that living in town _is_ so much safer for life and +property, after all." + +"Dear me! no. You are right, perfectly right," said Charles, dreamily. +"Your sister's experience proves it. And that other poor creature--only +the night before--and in Miss Middleton's former house, too. Well, +Middleton," with a start, "I suppose we ought to be going back now. I +have got all I want, if you have. I wonder what time it is? I'm dog +tired." + +We re-entered the ball-room to find the last valse being played, and a +crowd of people taking leave of Lady Mary. + +"Where's father?" asked Charles, as Ralph came up. "He ought to be here +to say good-night." + +"He's gone to bed," said Ralph. "Aunt Mary sent him. He was quite done +up. He has been on his legs all day. I expect he will be laid up +to-morrow." + +In a quarter of an hour the ball-room was empty, and Lady Mary, who was +dragging herself wearily towards the hall as the last carriage rolled +away, felt that she might safely restore the balance of her mind by a +sudden lapse from the gracious and benevolent to the acid and severe. + +"To bed! to bed!" she kept repeating. "Where is Evelyn? I want her arm. +General Marston, Colonel Middleton, will you have the goodness to go and +glean up these young people? Mrs. Marston and Lady Delmour, you must +both be tired to death. Let us go on, and they can follow." + +General Marston and I found a whole flock of the said young people in +the library, candle in hand, laughing and talking, thinking they were +going that moment, but not doing it, and all, in fact, listening to +Charles, who was expounding a theory of his own respecting ball dresses, +which seemed to meet with the greatest feminine derision. + +"First take your silk slip," he was saying as we came in. "There is +nothing indiscreet in mentioning a slip; is there, Evelyn? I trust not; +for I heard Lady Delmour telling Mrs. Wright that all well-brought-up +young ladies had silk slips. Then--" + +"He exposes his ignorance more entirely every moment," said Evelyn. "Let +us all go to bed, and leave him to hold forth to men who know as little +as himself." + +"Oh, Ralph!" said Aurelia, pointing to the jewels on her neck and arms; +"before we go I want you to take back these. I don't like keeping them +myself; I am afraid of them." And she began to take them off and lay +them on the table. + +"Nonsense, my pet; keep them yourself, and lock them up in your +dressing-case." And Ralph held them towards her. + +"I haven't got a dressing-case," said Aurelia, pouting; "and my hat-box +won't lock. I don't like having them. I wish you would keep them +yourself." + +"Bother!" said Ralph; "and father has gone to bed. He can't put them +back into his safe, and he keeps the key himself. Where is the bag they +go in?" + +Aurelia said that she had seen him put it behind a certain jar on the +chimney-piece in the morning-room, and Carr went for it, she following +him with a candle, as all the lamps had been put out. They presently +returned with it, and Ralph, who had been collecting all the jewels +spread over the table, shovelled them in with little ceremony. + +"Bother!" he said again, looking round and swinging the bag; "what on +earth am I to do with them? Ah, well, here goes!" and he opened a side +drawer in a massive writing-table and shoved the bag in. + +"There!" he said, locking it, and putting the key in his pocket; "they +will do very well there till to-morrow. Are you content now, Aurelia?" + +"Oh yes," she said, "I am, if you are." And she bade us good-night and +followed in the wake of the others, who were really under way at last. + +As we all tramped wearily up-stairs to the smoking-room I saw Charles +draw Ralph aside and whisper something to him. + +"Nonsense!" I heard Ralph say. "Safe enough. Besides, who would suspect +their being there? Just as safe as in the strong-box. Brahma lock. Won't +be bothered any more about them." + +Charles shrugged his shoulders and marched off to bed. Ralph and Carr +likewise went off shortly afterwards to their rooms in the lodge. Carr +looked tired to death. I went down with them, at Ralph's request, to +lock the door behind them, as all the servants had gone to bed. + +It was a fine night, still and cold, with a bright moon. It had +evidently been snowing afresh, for there was not a trace of wheels upon +the ground; but it had ceased now. + +"Good-night!" called Ralph and Carr, as they went down the steps +together. I watched the two figures for a moment in the moonlight, their +footsteps making a double track in the untrodden snow. The cold was +intense. I drew back shivering, and locked and bolted the door. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +It is very seldom I cannot sleep, but I could not that night. There was +something in the intense quiet and repose of the great house, after all +the excitement of the last few hours, that oppressed me. Everything +seemed, as I lay awake, so unnaturally silent. There was not a sound in +the wide grate, where the last ashes of the fire were silently giving up +the ghost, not a rumble of wind in the old chimney which had had so much +to say the night before. I tossed and turned, and vainly sought for +sleep, now on this side, now on that. At last I gave up trying, half in +the hope that it might steal upon me unawares. I thought of the play and +the ball, of poor Charles and his debts--of anything and everything--but +it was no good. In the midst of a jumble of disconnected ideas I +suddenly found myself listening again to the silence--listening as if it +had been broken by a sound which I had not heard. My watch ticked loud +and louder on the dressing-table, and presently I gave quite a start as +the distant stable clock tolled out the hour: One, two, three, four. I +had gone to bed before three. Had I been awake only an hour? It seemed +incredible. Getting up on tiptoe, vaguely afraid myself of breaking the +silence, I noiselessly pushed aside the heavy curtains and looked out. + +The moon had set, but by the frosty starlight the outline of the great +snow-laden trees and the wide sweep of white drive were still dimly +visible. All was silent without as within. Not a branch moved or let +fall its freight of snow. There was not a breath of wind stirring. I was +on the point of getting back into bed, when I thought in the distance I +heard a sound. I listened intently. No! I must have been mistaken. Ah! +again, and nearer! I held my breath. I could distinctly hear a stealthy +step coming up the stairs. My room was the nearest to the staircase end +of the corridor, and any one coming up the stairs must pass my door. +With a presence of mind which, I am glad to say, rarely deserts me, I +blew out my candle, slipped to the door, and noiselessly opened it a +chink. + +Some one was coming down the corridor with the lightness of a cat, +candle in hand, as a faint light showed me. Another moment, and I saw +Charles, pale and haggard, still in evening-dress, coming towards me. He +was without his shoes. He passed my door and went noiselessly into his +own room, a little farther down the passage. There was the faintest +suspicion of a sound, as of a key being gently turned in the lock, and +then all was still again, stiller than ever. + +What could Charles have been after? I wondered. He could not have been +returning from seeing Denis, who was not only much better, but was in +the room beyond his own. And why had he still got on his evening clothes +at four o'clock in the morning? I determined to ask him about it next +day, as I got back into bed again, and then, while wondering about it +and trying to get warm, I fell fast asleep. I was only roused, after +being twice called, to find that it was broad daylight, and to hear +being carried down the boxes of many of the guests who were leaving by +an early train. + +I was late, but not so late as some. Breakfast was still going on. +Evelyn and Ralph had been up to see their friends off, but General and +Mrs. Marston and Carr, who was staying on, came in after I did. Lady +Mary and Aurelia were having breakfast in their own rooms. I think +nothing is more dreary than a long breakfast-table, laid for large +numbers, with half a dozen picnicking at it among the debris left by +earlier ravages. Evelyn, behind the great silver urn, looked pale and +preoccupied, and had very little to say for herself when I journeyed up +to her end of the table and sat down by her. She asked me twice if I +took sugar, and was not bright and alert and ready in conversation, as I +think girls should be. Carr, too, was eating his breakfast in silence +beside Mrs. Marston. + +It was not cheerful. And then Charles came in, listless and tired, and +without an appetite. He sat down wearily on the other side of Evelyn, +and watched her pour out his coffee without a word. + +"The Carews and Edmonts and Lady Delmour and her daughter have just +gone," said Evelyn, "and Mr. Denis." + +"Yes," replied Charles, seeming to pull himself together; "Denis came to +my room before he went. He looked a wreck, poor fellow; but not worse +than some of us. These late hours, these friskings with energetic young +creatures in the school-room, these midnight revels, are too much for +me. I feel a perfect wreck this morning, too." + +He certainly looked it. + +"Have you had bad letters?" said Evelyn, in a low voice. + +He laughed a little--a grim laugh--and shook his head. "But I had +yesterday," he added presently, in a low tone. "I shall have to try a +change of air again soon, I am afraid." + +I was just going to ask Charles what he had been doing walking about in +his socks the night before, when the door opened, and Ralph, whose +absence I had not noticed, came in. He looked much perturbed. It seemed +his father had been taken suddenly and alarmingly ill while dressing. In +a moment all was confusion. Evelyn precipitately left the room to go to +him, while Charles rushed round to the stables to send a groom on +horseback for the nearest doctor. Ralph followed him, and the remainder +of the party gathered in a little knot round the fire, Mrs. Marston +expressing the sentiment of each of us when she said that she thought +visitors were very much in the way when there was illness in the house, +and that she regretted that she and her husband had arranged to stay +over Sunday, to-day being Friday. + +"So have I," said Carr; "but I am sure I had better have refused. A +stranger in a sick-house is a positive nuisance. I think I shall go to +town by an afternoon train, if there is one." + +"Upon my word I think we had better do the same," said Mrs. Marston. +"What do you say, Arthur?" and she turned to her husband. + +"I must go to-day, anyhow--on business," said General Marston. + +"I hope no one is talking of leaving," said Charles, who had returned +suddenly, rather out of breath. + +As he spoke his eyes were fixed on Carr. + +"Yes, that is exactly what we were doing," said Mrs. Marston. "Nothing +is so tiresome as having visitors on one's hands when there is illness +in the house. Mr. Carr was thinking of going up to London by the +afternoon train; and I have a very good mind to go away with Arthur, +instead of staying on, and letting him come back here for me to-morrow, +as we had intended." + +"Pray do not think of such a thing!" said Charles, really with +unnecessary earnestness. "Mrs. Marston, pray do not alter your plans. +Carr!" in a much sterner tone, "I must beg that you will not think of +leaving us to-day. Your friend Colonel Middleton is staying on, and we +cannot allow you to desert us so suddenly." + +It was more like a command than an invitation; but Carr, usually so +quick to take a slight, did not seem to notice it, and merely said that +he should be happy to go or stay, whichever was most in accordance with +the wishes of others, and took up the newspaper. He and Charles did not +seem to get on well. I could see that Charles had not seemed to take to +him from the very first; and Carr certainly did not appear at ease in +the house. Perhaps Charles felt that he had rather failed in courtesy +to him, for during the remainder of the morning he hardly let him out of +his sight. He took him to see the stables, though Carr openly declared +that he did not understand horses; he showed him his collection of Zulu +weapons in the vestibule; he even started a game of billiards with him +till the arrival of the doctor. I did not think Carr took his attentions +in very good part, though he was too well-mannered to show it; but he +looked relieved when Charles went up-stairs with the doctor, and pitched +his cue into the rack at once, and came to the hall-fire where I was +sitting, and where Aurelia presently joined us, fresh and smiling, in +the prettiest of morning-gowns. Every one met in the hall. It was in the +centre of the house, and every one coming up or down had to pass through +it. Just now it was not so tempting an abode as usual, for the flowers +and part of the stage had already been removed, and the bare boards, +with their wooden supports, gave an air of discomfort to the whole +place. + +Aurelia opened wide eyes of horror at hearing Sir George was ill. She +even got out a tiny laced pocket-handkerchief; but before she had had +time to weep much into it, and spoil her pretty eyes, the doctor +reappeared, accompanied by Charles and Ralph, and we all learned to our +great relief that Sir George, though undoubtedly ill, was not +dangerously so at present, though the greatest care would be necessary. +Lady Mary had undertaken the nursing of her brother-in-law, and in her +the doctor expressed the same confidence which parents are wont to feel +in a stern school-master. In the mean time the patient was to be kept +very quiet, and on no account to be disturbed. + +When the doctor had left, Ralph and Aurelia, who had actually seen +nothing of each other that morning, sauntered away together towards the +library. Charles challenged Carr to finish his game of billiards, and +Marston and I retired up-stairs to the smoking-room, where we could talk +over our Indian experiences, and perhaps doze undisturbed. We might have +been so occupied for half an hour or more when a flying step came up the +stairs, the door was thrown open, and Ralph rushed into the room. + +"General Marston! Colonel Middleton!" he gasped out, breathing hard, +"will you, both of you, come to my father's room at once? He has sent +for you." + +"Good gracious! Is he worse?" I exclaimed. + +"No. Hush! Don't ask anything, but just come,"--and he turned and led +the way to Sir George Danvers's room. + +We followed in wondering silence, and, after passing along numerous +passages, were ushered into a large oak-panelled room with a great +carved bed in it, in the middle of which, bolt-upright, sat Sir George +Danvers, pale as ivory, his light steel eyes (so like Charles's) seeming +to be the only living thing about him. + +As we came in he looked at each of us in turn. + +"Where is Charles?" he said, speaking in a hoarse whisper. + +"Dear me! Sir George," I said, sympathetically, "how you _have_ lost +your voice!" + +He looked at me for a moment, and then turned to Ralph again. + +"Where is Charles?" he asked a second time, in the same tone. + +"Here!" said a quiet voice. And Charles came in, and shut the door. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +The two pairs of steel eyes met, and looked fixedly at each other. + +A tap came to the door. + +Sir George winced, and made a sign to Ralph, who rushed to it and bolted +it. + +"I am coming in, George," said Lady Mary's voice. + +"Send her away," came a whisper from the bed. + +This was easier said than done. But it _was_ done after a sufficiently +long parley; and Lady Mary retired under the impression that Ralph was +sitting alone with his father, who thought he might get a little sleep. + +"Now," whispered Sir George, motioning to Ralph. + +"The fact is," said Ralph, "the jewels are gone! They have been stolen +in the night." + +He bolted out with this one sentence, and then was silent. Marston and I +stared at him aghast. + +"Is there no mistake?" said Marston at last. + +"None," replied Ralph. "I put them in a drawer in the great inlaid +writing-table in the library last night, before everybody. I went for +them this morning, half an hour ago, at father's request. The lock was +broken, and they were gone." + +There was another long silence. + +"I was a fool, of course, to put them there," resumed Ralph. "Charles +told me so; but I thought they were as safe there as anywhere, if no one +knew--and no one did except the house party." + +"Were any of the servants about?" asked Marston. + +"Not one. They had all gone to bed except one of the footmen, who was +putting out the lamps in the supper-room, miles away." + +Another silence. + +"That is the dreadful part of it," burst out Ralph. "They must have been +taken by some one staying in the house--some one who saw me put them +there. The first thing I did was to send for the house-maids, and they +assured me that they had found every shutter shut, and every door +locked, this morning, as usual. Any one with time and wits _might_ have +got in through one of the library windows by taking out a pane and +forcing the shutter. I suppose a practised hand might have done such a +thing; but I went outside and there was not a footstep in the snow +anywhere near the library windows, or, for that matter, anywhere near +the house at all, except at the side and front doors, which are +impracticable for any one to force an entrance by." + +"When did it leave off snowing?" asked Marston. + +"About three o'clock," replied Ralph. "It must have snowed heavily till +then, for there was not a trace of all the carriage-wheels on the drive +when we went out last night, but our footprints down to the lodge are +clear in the snow now. There has been no snow since three o'clock this +morning." + +"It all points to the same thing," said Charles, quietly, speaking for +the first time. "The jewels were taken by some one staying in the +house." + +"One of the servants--" began Marston. + +"No!" said Charles, cutting him short, "not one of the servants." + +"It is impossible it should have been one of them," said Ralph, after +some thought. "First of all, none of them saw the jewels put into that +drawer; and, secondly, how could they suspect me of hiding them in a +place where I had never thought of putting them myself till that moment? +Besides, that one drawer only was broken open--the centre drawer in the +left-hand set of drawers. All the others were untouched, though they +were all locked. No one who had not _seen_ the jewels put in would have +found them so easily. That is the frightful part of it." + +For a few minutes no one spoke. At last Marston raised his head from his +hands. + +"There is no way out of it," he said, very gravely. "The robbery was +committed by one of the visitors staying in the house!" + +"Yes!" said Charles. + +"Yes!" echoed a whisper from the bed. + +Charles looked up slowly and deliberately, and the eyes of father and +son met again. + +"We do not often agree, father," he said, in a measured voice. "I mark +this exception to the rule with pleasure." + +"When I had made out as much as this," continued Ralph, "father told me +to call both of you and Charles, to consider what ought to be done +before we make any move." + +"Have you an inventory of the jewels?" asked Marston at length. + +"None," said Sir George, "unless Middleton had one from Sir John." + +I thereupon recapitulated in full all the circumstances of the bequest, +finally adding that Sir John had never so much as mentioned an +inventory. + +"So much the better for the thief," said Marston, his chin in his hands. +"It is not a case for a detective," he added. + +"I think not," said Charles. + +A kind of hoarse ghostly laugh came from the bed. "Charles is always +right," whispered the sick man. "Quite unnecessary, I am sure." + +"Oh, I don't know," I said, feeling I had not yet been of as much +assistance as I could have wished. "Now, I think detectives are of +use--really useful, you know, in finding out things. There was a +detective, I remember, trying to trace the people who murdered that poor +lady at Jane's old house since my return." + +"But who could it have been? who could it have been?" burst out Ralph, +unheeding. "They were all friends. It is frightful to suspect one of +them. One could as easily suspect one's self. Which of them all could +have done a thing like that? Out of them all, which was it?" + +"Carr!" replied Charles, quietly, looking full at his father. + +If a bomb-shell had fallen among us at that moment it could not have +produced a greater effect than that one word, uttered so deliberately. +Sir George started in his bed, and clutched at the bedclothes with both +hands. My brain positively reeled. Carr! my friend Carr! introduced into +the family by myself, was being accused by Charles. I was speechless +with indignation. + +"I am sorry, Middleton," continued Charles; "I know he is your friend, +but I can't help that. Carr took the jewels. I distrusted him from the +moment he set foot in the house." + +"Where is he at this instant?" said Marston, getting up. "Is no one with +him?" + +"There is no need to be anxious on his account," replied Charles. "I +took him up to the smoking-room before I came here, and I turned the key +in the door. The key is here." And he laid it on the table. + +Marston sat down again. + +"What are your grounds for suspecting Carr?" he asked. "Remember, this +is a very serious thing, Charles, that you have done in locking him up, +if you have not adequate reason for it." + +"You had better leave Carr alone, Charles," said Ralph, significantly. + +"Let him go on," said Sir George. + +"I have no proof," continued Charles; "I did not see him take them, but +I am as certain of it as if I had seen it with my own eyes. The jewels +could only have been stolen by some one staying in the house. That is +certain. Who, excepting Carr, was a stranger among us? Who, excepting +Carr--" + +"Stop, Charles," said Ralph again. "Don't you know that Carr slept with +me down at the lodge?" + +Charles turned on his brother and gripped his shoulder. + +"Do you mean to say," he said, sharply, "that Carr did not sleep in the +house last night?" + +"Dear me, Charles, that was an oversight on your part," came Sir +George's whisper. + +"No," replied Ralph, "he did not. The house was full, and we had to put +him in that second small room through mine in the lodge. If Carr had +been dying to take them he had not the opportunity. He could not have +left his room without passing through mine, and I never went to sleep at +all. I had a sharp touch of neuralgia from the cold, which kept me awake +all night." + +"He got out through the window," said Charles. + +"Nonsense!" said Ralph, getting visibly angry; "you are only making +matters worse by trying to put it on him. Remember the size of the +window. Besides, you know how the lodge stands, built against the garden +wall. When I came out this morning there was not a single footstep in +the snow, except those we had made as we went there the night before. I +noticed our footmarks particularly, because I had been afraid there +would be more snow. No one could by any possibility have left the house +during the night. Even Jones himself had not been out, for there was a +little eddy of snow before the back door, and I remember calling to him +that he would want his broom." + +"The snow clinches the matter, Charles," said Marston, gravely. "You +have made a mistake." + +"Quite unintentional, I'm sure," whispered Sir George. + +There was something I did not like about that whisper. It seemed to +imply more than met the ear. + +Charles did not appear to hear him. He was looking fixedly before him, +his hand had dropped from Ralph's shoulder, his face was quite gray. + +"Then," he said, slowly, as if waking out of a dream, "it was _not_ +Carr." + +"No," said Sir George; "I never thought it was." + +"Good God!" ejaculated Charles, sinking into a low chair by the fire, +and shading his face with his hand. "Not Carr, after all!" + +But my indignation could not be restrained a moment longer. I had only +been kept silent by repeated signs from Marston, and now I broke out. + +"And so, sir, you suspect my friend," I said, "and insult him in your +father's house by turning the key on him. You endeavor to throw +suspicion on a man who never injured you in the slightest degree. You +insult _me_ in insulting my friend, sir. Suspicion is not always such an +easy thing to shake off as it has been in this instance. I, on my side, +might ask what _you_ were doing walking about the passages in your socks +at four o'clock this morning? In your socks, sir, still in your evening +clothes--" + +I had spoken it anger, not thinking much what I was saying, and I +stopped short, alarmed at the effect of my own words. + +"I knew it! I knew it!" gasped Sir George, in his hoarse, suffocated +voice, and he fell back panting among his pillows. + +Charles took his hand from his face, and looked hard at me with a +strange kind of smile. + +"At any rate we are quits, Middleton," he said. "You have done it now, +and no mistake." + +I did not quite see what I had done, but it soon became apparent. + +"I knew it!" gasped out the sick man again; "I knew it from the first +moment that he tried to throw suspicion on Carr." + +"Sir George," said Marston, gravely, "Charles made a mistake just now. +Do not you, on your side, make another. Come, Charles," turning to the +latter, who was now sitting erect, with flashing eyes, "tell us about +it. What were you doing when Middleton saw you?" + +"I was coming up-stairs," said Charles, haughtily. + +"From the library?" asked Sir George. + +Charles bit his lip and remained silent. + +I would not have spoken to him for a good deal at that moment. He looked +positively dangerous. + +"From the library, of course," he said at last, controlling himself, and +speaking with something of his old careless manner, "laden with the +spoils of my midnight depredations. Parental fondness will supply all +minor details, no doubt; so, as the subject is a delicate one for me, I +will withdraw, that it may be discussed more fully in my absence." + +"Stop, Charles," said Marston; "the case is too serious for banter of +this kind. My dear boy," he added, kindly, "I am glad to see you angry, +but nevertheless, you must condescend to explain. The longer you allow +suspicion to rest on yourself the longer it will be before it falls on +the right person. Come, what were you doing in the passage at that time +of night?" + +Charles was touched, I could see. A very little kindness was too much +for him. + +"It is no good, Marston," he said, in quite a different voice--"I am not +believed in this house." + +He turned away and leaned against the mantle-piece, looking into the +fire. Ralph cleared his throat once or twice, and then suddenly went up +to him, and laid his hand affectionately on his shoulder. + +"Fire away, old boy!" he said, in a constrained tone, and he choked +again. + +Charles turned round and faced his brother, with the saddest smile I +ever saw. + +"Well, Ralph!" he said, "I will tell you everything, and then you can +believe me or not, as you like. I have never told you a lie, have I?" + +"Not often," replied Ralph, unwillingly. + +"You at least are truth itself," said Charles, reddening; "and if you +are biassed in your opinion of me, perhaps it is more the fault of that +exemplary Christian, Aunt Mary, than your own. According to her, I have +told lies enough to float a company or carry an election, and I never +like to disappoint her expectations of me in that respect; but you I +have never to my knowledge deceived, and I am not going to begin now." + +"You will be a clergyman yet," whispered the sick parent. "There is a +good living in the family. Charles, I shall live to see the Reverend +Charles Danvers in a surplice, preaching his first sermon on the ninth +commandment." + +"At any rate, he is practising the fifth under difficulties at this +moment," said Marston, as Charles winced and turned his back on the +parental sick-bed. "Come, my boy, we are losing time." + +"Will somebody have the goodness to restrain Middleton if he gets +excited?" said Charles. "I am afraid he won't like part of what I have +got to say." + +"Nonsense, sir!" I replied, with warmth. "I hope I can restrain myself +as well as any man, even under such provocation as I have lately +received. You may depend on me, sir, that--" + +"We lose time," said Marston, seating himself by me, and cutting short +what I was saying in an exceedingly brusque manner. "Come, Charles, you +should not be interrupted." + +But he was. I interrupted him the whole time, in spite of continual +efforts on the part of Marston to make me keep silence. I am not the man +calmly to let pass black insinuations against the character of a friend. +No, I stood up for him. I am glad to think how I stood up for him, not +only metaphorically, but in the most literal sense of the term; for I +found myself continually getting up, and Marston as often pulling me +down again into my chair. + +"Am I to speak, or is Middleton?" said Charles at last, in despair. "I +will do a solo, or I will keep silence; but really I am unequal to a +duet." + +"Sir George," said Marston, "will you have the goodness to desire +Colonel Middleton to be silent, or to leave the room till Charles has +finished his story?" + +I was justly annoyed at Marston's manner of speaking of me, but as I had +no intention to leave the room and miss what was going on, I merely +bowed in answer to a civil request from Sir George, and took up an +attitude of dignified silence. I felt that I had done my part in +vindicating my friend; and after all, no one, evidently, was accustomed +to believe what Charles said. + +"As I was saying," he continued, "I suspected Carr from the first. I did +not like the look of him, and I purposely pumped Middleton about him +last night at supper." + +I nearly burst out at the bare idea of Charles daring to say he had +pumped me; but, as will be seen, he could twist anything that was said +to such an extent that it was perfectly useless to contradict him any +longer. I said not a single word, and he went on: + +"All Middleton told me confirmed me in my suspicions. Sir John had been +murdered the night before Middleton sailed for England, a whisper of the +jewels having no doubt gone abroad. Carr came on board next day, and +made friends with Middleton. Whether he had anything to do with the +murder or not, God knows! but he found out--nay, Middleton openly told +him--that he had jewels of great value in his possession, which he +carried about on his person. Carr was the only person aware of that +fact. What follows? Carr has Middleton's address in London. Middleton +goes to the house, and finds that his sister has moved to the next +street. That house to which he first went is broken into, and the poor +woman in it is murdered, or dies of fright that same night. I mention +this as coincidence number one. The following evening Middleton, having +by chance left the jewels at home, dines, and goes to the theatre by +appointment with Carr. Unique cab accident occurs, in which Middleton is +knocked on the head and rendered unconscious. Coincidence number two. +Miss Middleton's house is broken into that same night on Middleton's +return to it. Coincidence number three. When I put all this together +last night, remembering that Carr, by Middleton's own account, was the +only person aware that he had jewels of great value in his keeping, I +felt absolutely certain (as I feel still) that he had accepted the +invitation, and come down from London solely for the purpose of stealing +them. It was pure conjecture on my part, and I dared say nothing beyond +begging Ralph not to leave the jewels in the library--which, however, he +did. I went straight off to my room when the others went to smoke, but I +did not go to bed. The more I thought it over the more certain I felt +that Carr would not let slip such an opportunity, the more convinced +that an attempt would be made that very night. I did not know that he +was not sleeping in the house, but I knew Ralph was at the lodge, so I +could not go and consult with him, as I should otherwise have done. I +thought of going to Middleton, whose room was close to mine, but on +second thoughts I gave up the idea. I am glad I did. At last I +determined I would wait till the house was quiet, and that then I would +go down alone, and watch in the library in the dark. I lay down on my +bed in my clothes to wait, and then--I had been up most of the night +before with Denis; I was dead beat with acting and dancing--by ill luck +I fell asleep. When I woke up I found to my horror that it was close on +four o'clock. I instantly slipped off my shoes, and crept out of my room +and down the stairs. I could not get to the library from the hall, as +the stage blocked the way, and I had to go all the way round by the +drawing-room and morning-room. As I went I thought how easy it would be +for Carr to force the lock of the drawer; and so, it flashed across me, +could I. Oh, Ralph!" said Charles, "I went down solely to look after +your property for you, but I _did_ think of it. I hope I should not have +done it, but I suddenly remembered how hard pressed I was for money, and +I did think of the crescent, and how you would hardly miss it, and +how--but what does it matter now? When I got to the library I found I +was too late. The lock of the drawer had been forced, and it was empty. +There was nothing for it but to go back to my room. I felt as certain +that Carr had done it as that I am standing here; but I dared say +nothing next morning, for fear of drawing an ever-ready parental +suspicion on myself--which, however, Middleton did for me. All I could +do was to keep Carr well in sight until the theft was found out, to +prevent any possibility of his escaping, and then to accuse him. There!" +said Charles, "that is the whole truth. Carr did not take the jewels; +that is absolutely proved, and the sooner he is let out the better. Who +took them Heaven only knows! I don't. But I know who meant to, and that +was Carr." + +"Charles," said Ralph, with glistening eyes, "if ever I get them back +you shall have the crescent." + +"A very neat little story altogether," said Sir George, "and the episode +of temptation very effectively thrown in. It does you credit, my son, +and is a great relief to your old father's mind." + +"Thank you, Charles," said Marston, getting up. "Sir George, it is close +on luncheon-time, and Carr must be let out at once. Now that Charles has +so completely cleared himself I don't see that anything more can be done +for the moment; and of one thing I am certain, namely, that you are +making yourself much worse, and must keep absolutely quiet for the rest +of the day. If I may advise, I would suggest that Carr should be allowed +to leave, as he wishes to do, by the afternoon train, and should not be +pressed to stay. There is nothing more to be got out of him; and, +considering the circumstances, I should say the sooner he is out of the +house the better. As he has been wrongly suspected, I think the robbery +had better not be mentioned to any one, even the ladies in the house, +until after he has left." + +"Aurelia knows," said Ralph. "She was with me in the library. I left her +crying bitterly about them." + +"Let her cry, if she will only hold her tongue," said Sir George, making +a last effort to speak, but evidently at the extreme point of +exhaustion. "And you, Marston, you are right about Carr. See that he +goes this afternoon. There is nothing more to be done at present. +Charles, you will remain here, though I have no doubt you have an +engagement in London. I cannot spare you just yet." + +Charles bowed, and he and Marston went out. I remained a second behind +with Ralph. + +"I see it quite clearly," said Sir George. "I know Charles. He is sharp +enough. He saw Carr meant mischief, and he was beforehand with him; and +_he_ took what Carr meant to take. It was not badly imagined, but he +should have made certain Carr was sleeping in the house. It all turned +on that. He never reckoned on the possibility of Carr's being cleared." + +"Middleton is still here," said Ralph, significantly, who was pouring +out something for his father. + +"Is he? I thought he was gone!" said Sir George, so sharply, that I +considered it advisable to retire at once. + +Charles and Marston were talking together earnestly in the passage. + +"He does not believe a word I say," said Charles, as I joined them; +"and, what is more, I could see he had told Ralph he suspected me before +we came in. Did not you see how Ralph tried to stop me when he thought I +was committing myself by accusing Carr, who, it seems, was quite out of +the question? I am glad you cut it short, Marston. He was making himself +worse every moment." + +"Come on with that key of yours, and let us go and let out Carr," +replied Marston, patting Charles kindly on the back, "or he will be +kicking all the paint off the door." + +"Not he!" said Charles. "An honest man would have rung up the whole +household and nearly battered the door down by this time, thinking it +had been locked by mistake. Carr knows better." + +We had reached the smoking-room by this time, just as the gong was +beginning to sound for luncheon, and under cover of the noise Charles +fitted the key into the key-hole and unlocked the door. He and Marston +went slowly in, talking on some indifferent subject, and I followed. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +The room seemed strangely quiet after the stormy interview in the +sick-chamber which we had just left. The pale winter sunlight was +stealing in aslant through the low windows. The fire had sunk to a deep +red glow, and in an arm-chair drawn up in front of it, newspaper in +hand, was Carr, evidently fast asleep. + +"'Oh, my prophetic soul!'" whispered Charles, nudging Marston; and then +he went forward and shouted "Luncheon!" in a voice that would have waked +the dead. + +Carr started up and rubbed his eyes. + +"Why, I believe you have been here ever since I left you here, hours +ago," said Charles, in a surprised tone, though really, under the +circumstances, it did not require a great stretch of the imagination to +suppose any such thing. + +"Yes," said Carr, still rubbing his eyes. "Have you been gone long? I +expect I fell asleep." + +"I rather thought you were inclined for a nap when I left you," replied +Charles, airily; "and now let us go to luncheon." + +It was a very dismal meal. Lady Mary did not come down to it, and +Aurelia sat with red eyes, tearful and silent. Ralph was evidently out +of favor, for she hardly spoke to him, and snubbed him decidedly when he +humbly tendered a peace-offering in the form of a potato. Evelyn, too, +was silent, or made spasmodic attempts at conversation with Mrs. +Marston, the only unconstrained person of the party. Evelyn and Aurelia +had appeared together, and it was evident from Evelyn's expression that +Aurelia had told her. What conversation there was turned upon Sir +George's illness. + +"We must go by the afternoon train, my dear," said Marston down the +table to his wife. "In Sir George's present state _all_ visitors are an +incubus." + +Carr looked up. "I think I ought to go, too," he said. "I wished to +arrange to do so this morning, but Mr. Danvers," glancing at Charles, +"would not hear of it. I am sure, when there is illness in a house, +strangers are always in the way." + +"I have seen my father since then," replied Charles, "and I fear his +illness is much more serious than I had any idea of. That being the +case, I feel it would be wrong to press any one, even Middleton, to stay +and share the tedium of a sick-house." + +After a few more civil speeches it was arranged that Carr should, after +all, leave by the train which he had proposed in the morning. It was +found that there was still time for him to do so, but that was all. He +was evidently as anxious to be off as the Danverses were that he should +go. The dog-cart was ordered, a servant despatched to the lodge in hot +haste to pack his portmanteau, and in half an hour he was bidding us +good-bye, evidently glad to say it. Poor fellow! He little guessed, as +he shook hands with us, how shamefully he had been suspected, how +villanously he had been traduced behind his back. Somehow or other I had +not had a moment of conversation with him since the morning, or a single +chance of telling him how I had stood up for him in his absence. Either +Charles or Marston were always at hand, and when he took leave of me I +could only shake his hand warmly, and tell him to come and see me again +in town. I watched him spinning down the drive in the dog-cart, little +thinking how soon I should see him again, and in what circumstances. + +"We shall have more snow," said Ralph, coming in-doors. "I feel it in +the air." + +General and Mrs. Marston were the next to leave, starting an hour later, +and going in the opposite direction. I saw Marston turn aside, when his +wife was taking leave of the others, and go up to Charles. The young +hand and the old one met, and were locked tight. + +"Good-bye, my dear boy," said Marston. + +"Don't go," said Charles, without looking up. + +"I must!" said Marston. "I am due at Kemberley to-night, on business; +but," in a lower tone, "I shall come back to-morrow, in case I can be of +any use." + +They were gone, and I was the only one remaining. It has occurred to me +since that perhaps they expected me to go too, but I never thought of it +at the time. I had been asked for a week, and to go before the end of it +never so much as entered my head. + +There was no chance of going out. The early winter afternoon was already +closing in, and a few flakes of snow were drifting like feathers in the +heavy air, promising more to come. Every one seemed to have dispersed, +Ralph up-stairs to his father, Charles out-of-doors somewhere in spite +of the weather. I remembered that I had not written to Jane since I +left London, and went into the library to do so. As I came in I saw +Evelyn sitting in a low chair by the fire, gazing abstractedly into it. +She started when she saw me, and on my saying I wished to write some +letters, showed me a writing-table near the fire, with pens, ink, and +paper. + +"You will find it very cold at the big table in the window," she said, +looking at it with its broken drawer, a chink open, with a visible +shudder. + +I installed myself near the fire, talking cheerfully the while, for it +struck me she was a little low in her spirits. She did not make much +response, and I was settling down to my letters when she suddenly said: + +"Colonel Middleton!" + +"Yes, Miss Derrick." + +"I am afraid I am interrupting your writing, but--" + +I looked round. She was standing up, nervously playing with her rings. +"But--I know I am not supposed to--but I know what happened last night; +Aurelia told me." + +"It is very sad, isn't it?" I said. "But cheer up. I dare say we may get +them back yet." And I nodded confidentially at her. "In the mean time, +you know, you must not talk of it to any one." + +"Do you suspect any one in particular?" she asked, very earnestly, +coming a step nearer. + +I hardly knew what to say. Carr, I need hardly mention, I had never +suspected for a moment; but Charles--Marston had evidently believed what +Charles had said, but I am by nature more cautious and less credulous +than Marston. Besides, I had not forgiven Charles yet for trying to +incriminate Carr. Not knowing what to say, I shrugged my shoulders and +smiled. + +"You do suspect some one, then?" + +"My dear young lady," I replied, "when jewels are stolen, one naturally +suspects some one has taken them." + +"So I should imagine. Whom do you naturally suspect?" + +I could not tell her that I more than suspected Charles. + +"I know nothing for certain," I said. + +"But you have a suspicion?" + +"I have a suspicion." + +She went to the door to see if it were shut, and then came back and +said, in a whisper: + +"So have I." + +"Perhaps we suspect the same person?" I said. + +She did not answer, but fixed her dark eyes keenly on mine. I had never +noticed before how dark they were. + +I saw then that she knew, and that she suspected Charles, just as Sir +George had done. + +I nodded. + +"Nothing is proved," I said. + +"I dared not say even as much as this before," she continued, hurriedly. +"It is only the wildest, vaguest suspicion. I have nothing to take hold +of. It is so horrible to suspect any one; but--" + +She stopped suddenly. Her quick ear had caught the sound of a distant +step coming across the hall. In another moment Aurelia came in. + +"Are you there, Evelyn?" she said. "I was looking for you, to ask where +the time-table lives. I want to look out my journey for to-morrow. Ralph +ought to do it, but he is up-stairs," with a little pout. + +"You ought not to have quarrelled with him until he had made it out for +you," said Evelyn, smiling. "It is a very cross journey, isn't it? Let +me see. You are going to your uncle in Dublin, are not you? You had +better go to London, and start from there. It will be the shortest way +in the end." + +The two girls laid their heads together over the Bradshaw, Evelyn's +dark-soft hair making a charming contrast to Aurelia's yellow curls. At +last the journey was made out and duly written down, and a post-card +despatched to the uncle in Dublin. + +"Have you seen Ralph anywhere?" asked Aurelia, when she had finished it. +"I am afraid I was a little tiny wee bit cross to him this morning, and +I am so sorry." + +Evelyn always seemed to stiffen when Aurelia talked about Ralph, and, +under the pretext of putting her post-card in the letter-bag for her, +she presently left the room, and did not return. + +Aurelia sat down on the hearth-rug, and held two plump little hands to +the fire. It was quite impossible to go on writing to Jane while she was +there, and I gave it up accordingly. + +"I am glad Evelyn is gone," she said, confidentially. "Do you know why I +am glad?" + +I said I could not imagine. + +"Because," continued Aurelia, nodding gravely at me, "I want to have a +very, very, _very_ serious conversation with you, Colonel Middleton." + +I said I should be charmed, inwardly wondering what that little curly +head would consider to be serious conversation. + +"Really serious, you know," continued Aurelia, "not pretence. About +that!" pointing with a pink finger at the inlaid writing-table. "You +know I was with Ralph when he found it out, and I am afraid I was a +little cross to him, only really it was so hard, and they were so +lovely, and it _was_ partly his fault, now, wasn't it, for leaving them +there? He ought to have been more careful." + +"Of course he ought," I said. I would not have contradicted her for +worlds. + +"And you know I am to be married next month; and Aunt Alice in Dublin, +who is getting my things, says as it is to be a winter wedding I am to +be married in a white _frise_ velvet, and I did think the diamonds would +have looked so lovely with it. Wouldn't they?" + +I agreed, of course. + +"But I shall never be married in them now," she said, with a deep sigh. +"And I was looking forward to the wedding so much, though I dare say I +did tell a naughty little story when I said I was _not_ to Ralph the +other night. Of course Ralph is still left," she added, as an +after-thought; "but it won't be so perfect, will it?" + +I was morally certain Charles would have to give them up, so I said, +reassuringly: + +"Perhaps you may be married in them, after all." + +"Oh!" she said, clasping her hands together, "do you really think so? Do +you know anything? I have not seen Ralph since to ask him about it. Do +you think we shall really get them back?" + +"I should not wonder." + +"Oh, Colonel Middleton, I see you know. You are a clever, wise man, and +you have found out something. Who is it? Do tell me!" + +"Will you promise not to tell any one?" + +"Mayn't I tell Ralph? I tell him everything." + +"Well, you may tell Ralph, because he knows already; but no one else, +remember. The truth is, we are afraid it is Charles." + +There was a long pause. + +"I know Evelyn thinks so," said Aurelia, in a whisper, "though she tries +not to show it, because--because--" + +"Because what?" + +"Well, of course, you can't have helped seeing, can you, that she and +Charles--" + +I had not seen it; indeed, I had fancied at times that Evelyn had a +leaning towards Ralph; but I never care to seem slower than others in +noticing these things, so I nodded. + +"And then, you know, people can't be married that haven't any money; and +Charles and Evelyn have none," said Aurelia. "Oh, I am glad Ralph is +well off." + +A light was breaking in on me. Perhaps it was not Charles after all. +Perhaps-- + +"I am afraid Evelyn is very unhappy," continued Aurelia. "Her room is +next to mine, and she walks up and down, and up and down, in the night. +I hear her when I am in bed. Last night I heard her so late, so late +that I had been to sleep and had waked up again. Do you know," and she +crept close up to me with wide, awe-struck eyes, "I am going away +to-morrow, and I don't like to say anything to any one but you; but I +think Evelyn knows something." + +"Miss Derrick!" I said, beginning to suspect that she possibly knew a +good deal more than any of us, and then suddenly remembering that she +had been on the point of telling me something and had been interrupted. +I was getting quite confused. She certainly would not have wished to +confide in me if my new suspicion were correct. Considering there was a +mystery, it was curious how every one seemed to know something very +particular about it. + +"Yes," replied Aurelia, nodding once or twice. "I am sure she knows +something. I went into her room before luncheon, and she was sitting +with her head down on the dressing-table, and when she looked up I saw +she had been crying. I don't know what to say about it to Ralph; but you +know,"--with a shake of the curls--"though people may think me only a +silly little thing, yet I do notice things, Colonel Middleton. Aunt +Alice in Dublin often says how quickly I notice things. And I thought, +as you were staying on, and seemed to be a friend, I would tell you this +before I went away, as you would know best what to do about it." + +Aurelia had more insight into character than I had given her credit for. +She had hit upon the most likely person to follow out a clew, however +slight, in a case that seemed becoming more and more complicated. I +inwardly resolved that I would have it out with Miss Derrick that very +evening. Lady Mary now came in, and servants followed shortly afterwards +with lamps. The dreary twilight, with its dim whirlwinds of driving +snow, was shut out, the curtains were drawn, and tea made its +appearance. Evelyn presently returned, and Charles also, who civilly +wished Lady Mary good-morning, not having seen her till then. She handed +him his tea without a word in reply. It was evident that she, also, was +aware of the robbery, and it is hardly necessary to add that she +suspected Charles. + +"How is my father?" he asked, taking no notice of the frigidity of her +manner. + +"He is asleep at this moment," she replied. "Ralph is remaining with +him." + +"He is better, then, I hope?" + +"He is in a very critical state, and is likely to remain in it. His +illness was quite serious enough, without having it increased by one of +his own household." + +"Ah, I was afraid that had been the case," returned Charles. "I knew you +had been doctoring him when he was out of sorts yesterday. But you must +not reproach yourself, Aunt Mary. We are none of us infallible. No doubt +you acted for the best at the time, and I dare say what you gave him may +not do him any permanent injury." + +"If that is intended to be amusing," said Lady Mary, her teacup +trembling in her hand, "I can only say that, in my opinion, wilfully +misunderstanding a simple statement is a very cheap form of wit." + +"I am so glad to hear you say so," said Charles, rising, "as it was at +your expense." With which Parthian shot he withdrew. + +I endeavored in vain to waylay Evelyn after tea, but she slipped away +almost before it was over, and did not appear again till dinner-time. In +the mean while my brain, fertile in expedients on most occasions, could +devise no means by which I could speak to her alone, and without +Charles's knowledge. I felt I must trust to chance. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +When I came down before dinner I found Ralph and Charles talking +earnestly by the hall-fire, Ralph's hand on his brother's shoulder. + +"You see we are no farther forward than we were," he was saying. + +"We shall have Marston back to-morrow," said Charles, as the gong began +to sound. "We cannot take any step till then, especially if we don't +want to put our foot in it. I have been racking my brains all the +afternoon without the vestige of a result. We must just hold our hands +for the moment." + +Dinner was announced, and we waited patiently for a few minutes, and +impatiently for a good many more, until Evelyn hurried down, apologizing +for being late, and with a message from Lady Mary that we were not to +wait for her, as she was dining up-stairs in her own room--a practice to +which she seemed rather addicted. + +"And where is Aurelia?" asked Ralph. + +"She is not coming down to dinner either," said Evelyn. "She has a bad +headache again, and is lying down. She asked me to tell you that she +wishes particularly to see you this evening, as she is going away +to-morrow, and if she is well enough she will come down to the +morning-room at nine; indeed, she said she would come down anyhow." + +After Ralph's natural anxiety respecting his ladylove had been relieved, +and he had been repeatedly assured that nothing much was amiss, we went +in to dinner, and a more lugubrious repast I never remember being +present at. The meals of the day might have been classified thus: +breakfast _dismal_; luncheon, _dismaller_ (or more dismal); dinner, +_dismallest_ (or most dismal). There really was no conversation. Even I, +who without going very deep (which I consider is not in good taste) have +something to say on almost every subject--even I felt myself nonplussed +for the time being. Each of us in turn got out a few constrained words, +and then relapsed into silence. + +Evelyn ate nothing, and her hand trembled so much when she poured out a +glass of water that she spilled some on the cloth. I saw Charles was +watching her furtively, and I became more and more certain that Aurelia +was right, and that Evelyn knew something about the mystery of the night +before. I must and would speak to her that very evening. + +"Bitterly cold," said Ralph, when at last we had reached the dessert +stage. "It is snowing still, and the wind is getting up." + +In truth, the wind was moaning round the house like an uneasy spirit. + +"That sound in the wind always means snow," said Charles, evidently for +the sake of saying something. "It is easterly, I should think. Yes," +after a pause, when another silence seemed imminent, "there goes the +eight o'clock train. It must be quite a quarter of an hour late, though, +for it has struck eight some time. I can hear it distinctly. The station +is three miles away, and you never hear the train unless the wind is in +the east." + +"Come, Charles, not three miles--two miles and a half," put in Ralph. + +"Well, two and a half from here down to the station, but certainly three +from the station up here," replied Charles; and so silence was +laboriously avoided by diligent small-talk until we returned to the +drawing-room, thankful that there at least we could take up a book, and +be silent if we wished. We all did wish it, apparently. Evelyn was +sitting by a lamp when we came in, with a book before her, her elbow on +the table, shading her face with a slender delicate hand. She remained +motionless, her eyes fixed upon the page, but I noticed after some time +that she had never turned it over. Charles may have read his newspaper, +but if he did it was with one eye upon Evelyn all the time. Between +watching them both I did not, as may be imagined, make much progress +myself. How was I to manage to speak to Evelyn alone, and without +Charles's knowledge? + +At last Ralph, who had gone into the morning-room, opened the +drawing-room door and put his head in. + +"Aurelia has not come down yet, and it is a quarter past nine. I wish +you would run up, Evelyn, and see if she is coming." + +"She is sure to come!" replied Evelyn, without raising her eyes. "She +said she _must_ see you." + +Ralph disappeared again, and the books and papers were studied anew with +unswerving devotion. At the end of another ten minutes, however, the +impatient lover reappeared. + +"It is half-past nine," he said, in an injured tone. "Do pray run up, +Evelyn. I don't think she can be coming at all. I am afraid she is +worse." + +Evelyn laid down her book and left the room. Ralph sauntered back into +the morning-room, where we heard him beguiling his solitude with a few +chords on the piano. + +Presently Evelyn returned. She was pale even to the lips, and her voice +faltered as she said: + +"She has not gone to bed, for there is a light in her room; but she +would not answer when I knocked, and the door is locked." + +"All of which circumstances are not sufficient to make you as white as a +ghost," said Charles. "I think even if Aurelia has a headache, you would +bear the occurrence with fortitude. My dear child, you do not act so +well off the stage as on it. There is something on your mind. People +don't upset water at dinner, and refuse all food except pellets of +pinched bread, for nothing. What is it?" + +Evelyn sank into a chair, and covered her face with her trembling hands. + +"Yes, I thought so," said Charles, kneeling down by her, and gently +withdrawing her hands. "Come, Evelyn, what is it?" + +"I dare not say." And she turned away her face, and tried to disengage +her hands, but Charles held them firmly. + +"Is it about what happened last night?" he asked, in a tone that was +kind, but that evidently intended to have an answer. + +"Yes." + +"And do you know that I am suspected?" + +"You, Charles? Never!" she cried, starting up. + +"Yes, I. Suspected by my own father. So, if you know anything, +Evelyn--which I see you do--it is your duty to tell us, and to help us +in every way you can." + +He had let go her hands now, and had risen. + +"I don't know anything for certain," she said, "but--but we soon shall. +Aurelia knows, and she is going to tell Ralph." + +"Miss Grant!" I exclaimed. "She knew nothing at tea-time. She was asking +me about it." + +"It is since then," continued Evelyn. "I went up to her room before +dinner to ask her for a fan that I had lent her. She was packing some of +her things, and the floor was strewn with packing-paper and parcels. She +gave me my fan, and was going on putting her things together, talking +all the time, when she asked me to hand her a glove-box on the +dressing-table. As I did so my eye fell on a piece of paper lying +together with others, and I instantly recognized it as the same that had +been wrapped round the diamond crescent when Colonel Middleton first +showed us the jewels. I should never have noticed it--for though it was +rice paper, it looked just like the other pieces strewn about--if I had +not seen two little angular tears, which I suddenly remembered making in +it myself when General Marston asked me not to pull it to pieces, which +I suppose I had been absently doing. I made some sort of exclamation of +surprise, and Aurelia turned round sharply, and asked me what was the +matter. As I did not answer, she left her packing and came to the table. +She saw in a moment what I was looking at. I had turned as red as fire, +and she was quite white. 'I did not mean you to see that,' she said, at +last, quietly taking up the paper. 'I meant no one to know until I had +shown it to Ralph. _Do you know where I found it?_' and she looked hard +at me. I could only shake my head. I was too much ashamed of a suspicion +I had had to be able to get out a word. 'I am very sorry,' continued +Aurelia, 'but I am afraid it will be my duty to tell Ralph, whatever the +consequences may be. I have been thinking it over, and I think he ought +to know. I am going to show it him to-night after dinner,' and she put +it in her pocket, and then began to cry. I did not know what to say or +do, I was so frightened at the thought of what was coming; and, as the +dressing-bell rang at that moment, I was just leaving the room when she +called me back. + +"'I can't come down to dinner,' she said. 'I hate Ralph to see me with +red eyes. Tell him I shall come down afterwards, at nine o'clock, and +that I want to see him particularly; only don't tell him what it is +about, or mention it to any one else. I did not mean any one to know +till he did.' + +"She began to cry afresh, and I made her lie down and put a shawl over +her, and then left her, as I had still to dress, and I knew that Aunt +Mary was not coming down. I was late as it was." + +"Is that all?" said Charles, who had been listening intently. + +"All," replied Evelyn. "We shall soon know the worst now." + +"Very soon," said Charles. "Ralph may come in here at any moment. Evelyn +and Middleton, will you have the goodness to come with me?" And he led +the way into the hall. + +We could hear Ralph in the next room, humming over an old Irish melody, +with an improvised accompaniment. + +"Now show me her room," said Charles, "and please be quick about it." + +Evelyn looked at him astonished, and then led the way up-stairs, along +the picture-gallery to another wing of the house. She stopped at last +before a door at the end of a passage, dimly lighted by a lamp at the +farther end. There was a light under the door, and a bright chink in the +key-hole, but though we listened intently we could hear nothing stirring +within. + +"Knock again," said Charles to Evelyn. "Louder!" as her hand failed her. + +There was no answer. As we listened the light within disappeared. + +"Bring that lamp from the end of the passage," said Charles to Evelyn, +and she brought it. + +"Hold it there," he said; "and you, Middleton, stand aside." + +He took a few steps backward, and then flung himself against the door +with his whole force. It cracked and groaned, but resisted. + +"The lock is old. It is bound to go," he said, panting a little. + +"Really, Charles," I remonstrated--"a lady's private apartment! Miss +Derrick, I wonder you allow this." + +Charles retreated again, and then made a fresh and even fiercer +onslaught on the door. There was a sound of splintering wood and of +bursting screws, and in another moment the door flew open inward, and +Charles was precipitated head-foremost into the room, his evening-pumps +flourishing wildly in the air. In an instant he was on his feet again, +gasping hard, and had seized the lamp out of Evelyn's hand. Before I had +time to remonstrate on the liberty that he was taking, we were all three +in the room. + +It was empty! + +In one corner stood a box, half packed, with various articles of +clothing lying by it. On the dressing-table was a whole medley of little +feminine knick-knacks, with a candlestick in the midst, the dead wick +still smoking in the socket, and accounting for the disappearance of the +light a few minutes before. The fire had gone out, but on a chair by it +was laid a little black lace evening-gown, evidently put out to be worn; +while over the fender a dainty pair of silk stockings had been hung, and +two diminutive black satin shoes were waiting on the hearth-rug. The +whole aspect of the room spoke of a sudden and precipitate flight. + +"Bolted!" said Charles, when he had recovered his breath. "And so the +mystery is out at last! I might have known there was a woman at the +bottom of it. Unpremeditated, though," he continued, looking round. "She +meant to have gone to-morrow; but your recognition of that paper +frightened her, though she turned it off well to gain time. No fool +that! She had only an hour, and she made the most of it, and got off, no +doubt, while we were at dinner, by the 8.2 London train, which is the +last to-night; and after the telegraph office was closed, too! She knew +nothing could be done till to-morrow. She has more wit than I gave her +credit for." + +"I distrusted her before, though I had no reason for it, but I never +thought she was gone," said Evelyn, trembling violently, and still +looking round the room. + +"I knew it," said Charles, "from the moment I saw the light through the +key-hole. A key-hole with a key in it would not have shown half the +amount of light through it; and a locked door without a key in it is +safe to have been locked _from the outside_. Had she a maid with her?" + +"No," replied Evelyn, "she used to come to me next door when she wanted +help--but not often--because I think she knew I did not like her, though +I tried not to show it." + +"Well, we have seen the last of her, or I am much mistaken," said +Charles. "And now," he added, compressing his lips, "I suppose I must go +and tell Ralph." + +"Oh, Ralph! Ralph!" gasped Evelyn, with a sudden sob; "and he was so +fond of her!" + +"And so you distrusted her before, Evelyn? And why did you not mention +that fact a little sooner?" + +"Without any reason for it? And when Ralph--Oh, I couldn't! I couldn't!" +said the girl, crimsoning. + +Charles gazed intently at her as she turned away, pressing her hands +tightly together, and evidently struggling with some sudden emotion for +which there really was no apparent reason. She was overwrought, I +suppose; and indeed the exertion of breaking in the door had been rather +too much for Charles too; for, now that the excitement was over, his +hand shook so much that he had to put down the lamp, and even his voice +trembled a little as he said: + +"I don't think Ralph is very much to be pitied. He has had a narrow +escape." + +"Don't come down again, either of you," he continued a moment later, in +his usual voice. "I had better go and get it over at once. He will be +wondering what has become of us if I wait much longer. Evelyn, +good-night. Good-night, Middleton. If it is too early for you to go to +bed, you will find a fire in the smoking-room." + +I bade Evelyn good-night, and followed Charles down the corridor. He +replaced the lamp with a hand that was steady enough now, and went +slowly across the picture-gallery. The way to my room led me through it +also. Involuntarily I stopped at the head of the great carved staircase +which led into the hall, and watched him going down, step by step, with +lagging tread. From the morning-room came the distant sound of a piano, +and a man's voice singing to it; singing softly, as though no Nemesis +were approaching; singing slowly, as if there were time enough and to +spare. But Nemesis had reached the bottom of the staircase; Nemesis, +with a heavy step, was going across the silent hall--was even now +opening the door of the morning-room. The door was gently closed again, +and then, in the middle of a bar, the music stopped. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +I passed an uneasy night. The wind moaned wearily round the house, at +one moment seeming to die away altogether, at another returning with +redoubled fury, roaring down the wide chimney, shaking the whole +building. It dropped completely towards dawn, and after hours of fitful +slumber I slept heavily. + +In the gray of the early morning I was awakened by some one coming into +my room, and started up to find Charles standing by my bedside, dressed, +and with a candle in his hand. His face was worn and haggard from want +of sleep. + +"I have come to speak to you before I go, Middleton," he said, when I +was thoroughly awake. "Ralph and I are off by the early train. Will you +tell my father that we may not be able to return till to-morrow, if +then; and may I count upon you to keep all you saw and heard secret till +after our return?" + +"Where are you going?" + +"To London. We start in twenty minutes. I don't think it is the least +use, but Ralph insists on going, and I cannot let him go alone." + +"My dear Charles," I said (all my anger had vanished at the sight of his +worn face), "I will accompany you." + +"Not for worlds!" he replied, hastily. "It would be no good. Indeed, I +should not wish it." + +But I knew better. + +"An old head is often of use," I replied, rapidly getting into my +clothes. "You may count on me, Charles. I shall be ready in ten +minutes." + +Charles made some pretence at annoyance, but I was not to be dissuaded. +I knew very well how invaluable the judgment of an elder man of +experience could be on critical occasions; and besides, I always make a +point of seeing everything I can, on all occasions. In ten minutes I was +down in the dining-room, where, beside a spluttering fire, the brothers, +both heavily booted and ulstered, were drinking coffee by candle-light. +A hastily laid breakfast was on the table, but it had not been touched. +The gray morning light was turning the flame of the candles to a rusty +yellow, and outside, upon the wide stone sills, the snow lay high +against the panes. + +Ralph was sitting with bent head by the fire, stick and cap in hand, his +heavy boot beating the floor impatiently. He looked up as I came in, but +did not speak. The ruddy color in his cheeks was faded, his face was +drawn and set. He looked ten years older. + +"We ought to be off," he said at last, in a low voice. + +"No hurry," replied Charles; "finish your coffee." + +I hastily drank some also, and told Charles that I was coming with them. + +"No!" said Charles. + +"Yes!" I replied. "You are going to London, and so am I. I have decided +to curtail my visit by a few days, under the circumstances. I shall +travel up with you. My luggage can follow." + +As soon as Charles grasped the idea that I was not going to return to +Stoke Moreton his opposition melted away; he even seemed to hail my +departure with a certain sense of relief. + +"As you like," he said. "You can leave at this unearthly hour if you +wish, and travel with us as far as Paddington." + +I nodded, and went after my great-coat. Of course I had not the +slightest intention of leaving them at Paddington; but I felt that the +time had not arrived to say so. + +"Here comes the dog-cart," said Charles, as I returned. + +Ralph was already on his feet. But the dog-cart, with its great bay +horse, could not be brought up to the door. The snow had drifted heavily +before the steps, and right up into the archway, and the cart had to go +round to the back again before we could get in and start. Charles took +the reins, and his brother got up beside him. The groom and I squeezed +ourselves into the back seat. I could see that I was only allowed to +come on sufferance, and that at the last moment they would have been +willing to dispense with my presence. However, I felt that I should +never have forgiven myself if I had let them go alone. Charles was not +thirty, and Ralph several years younger. An experienced man of fifty to +consult in case of need might be of the greatest assistance in an +emergency. + +"Quicker!" said Ralph; "we shall miss the train." + +"No quicker, if we mean to catch it," said Charles. "I allowed ten +minutes extra for the snow. We shall do it if we go quietly, but not if +I let him go. An upset would clinch the matter." + +We drove noiselessly through the great gates with their stone lions on +either side, rampant in wreaths of snow, and up the village street, +where life was hardly stirring yet. The sun was rising large and red, a +ball of dull fire in the heavy sky. It seemed to be rising on a dead +world. Before us (only to be seen on my part by craning round) stretched +the long white road. At intervals, here and there among the shrouded +fields, lay cottages half hidden by a white network of trees. Groups of +yellow sheep stood clustered together under hedge-rows, motionless in +the low mist, and making no sound. A lonely colt, with tail erect, ran +beside us on the other side of the hedge as far as his field would allow +him, his heavy hoofs falling noiseless in the snow. The cold was +intense. + +"There will be a drift at the bottom of Farrow hill," said Ralph; "we +shall be late for the train." + +And in truth, as we came cautiously down the hill, on turning a corner +we beheld a smooth sheet of snow lapping over the top of the hedge on +one side, like iced sugar on a cake, and sloping downward to the ditch +on the other side of the road. + +"Hold on!" cried Charles, as I stood up to look; and in another moment +we were pushing our way through the snow, keeping as near the ditch as +possible--too near, as it turned out. But it was not to be. A few yards +in front of us lay the road--snowy, but practicable; but we could not +reach it. We swayed backward and forward; we tilted up and down; Charles +whistled, and made divers consolatory and encouraging sounds to the bay +horse; but the bay horse began to plunge--he made a side movement--one +wheel crunched down through the ice in the ditch, and all was over--at +least, all in the cart were. We fell soft--I most providentially +alighting on the groom, who was young, and inclined to be plump, and +thus breaking a fall which to a heavy man of my age might have been +serious. Charles and Ralph were up in a moment. + +"I thought I could not do it; but it was worth a trial," said Charles, +shaking himself. "George, look after the horse and cart, and take them +straight back. Now, Ralph, we must run for it if we mean to catch the +train. Middleton, you had better go back in the cart." And off they set, +plunging through the snow without further ceremony. I watched the two +dark figures disappearing, aghast with astonishment. They were +positively leaving me behind! In a moment my mind was made up; and, +leaving the gasping young groom to look after the horse and cart, I set +off to run too. It was only a chance, of course; but in this weather the +train might be late. It was all the way downhill. I thought I could do +it, and I did. My feet were balled with snow; I was hotter than I had +been for years; I was completely out of breath; but when I puffed into +the little road-side station, five minutes after the train was due, I +could see that it was not yet in, and that Ralph and Charles were +waiting on the platform. + +"My word, Middleton!" said Charles, coming to meet me. "I thought I had +seen the last of you when I left you reclining on George in the drift. I +do believe you have got yourself into this state of fever-heat purely to +be of use to us two; and I treated you very cavalierly, I am sure. Let +by-gones be by-gones, and let us shake hands while you are in this +melting mood." + +I could not speak, but we shook hands cordially; and I hurried off to +get my ticket. + +"You can only book to Tarborough!" he called after me, "where we change, +and catch the London express." + +The station-master gave me my ticket, and then approached Charles, and +touched his cap. + +"Might any of you gentlemen be going to London, sir?" he inquired. + +"All three of us." + +"I don't think you will get on, sir. The news came down this morning +that the evening express from Tarborough last night was thrown off the +rails by a drift, and got knocked about, and I don't expect the line is +clear yet. There will be no trains running till later in the day, I am +afraid." + +"The night express?" said Ralph, suddenly. + +"Do you mean the 9 train, which you can catch by the 8.2 from here?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"She was in it!" said Ralph, in a hoarse voice, as the man walked away. + +"How late the train is!" said Charles; "quarter of an hour already. I +say, Jervis," calling after him, "any particulars about the accident? +Serious?" + +"Oh dear no, sir, not to my knowledge. Never heard of anything but that +the train had been upset, and had stopped the traffic." + +"Not many people travelling in such weather, at any rate. I dare say +there was not a creature who went from here by the last train last +night?" + +"Only two, sir. One of the young gentlemen from the rectory, and a young +lady, who was very near late, poor thing, and all wet with snow. Ah, +there she is, at last!" as the train came in sight; and he went through +the ceremony of ringing the bell, although we were the only travellers +on the platform. + +It was only an hour's run to Tarborough, where we were to join the main +line. + +"What are we to do now?" said Charles, as the chimneys of Tarborough +hove in sight, and the train slackened. "Ten to one we shall not be able +to get on to London!" + +"Nor she either," said Ralph. "I shall see her! I shall see her here!" + +There was an air of excitement about the whole station as we drew up +before the platform. Groups of railway officials were clustered +together, talking eagerly; the bar-maids were all looking out of the +refreshment-room door; policemen were stationed here and there; and +outside the iron gates of the station a little crowd of people were +waiting in the trodden yellow snow, peering through the bars. + +We got out, and Charles went up to a respectable-looking man in black, +evidently an official of some consequence, and asked what was the +matter. The man informed him that a special had been sent down the line +with workmen to clear the rails, and that its return, with the +passengers in the ill-fated express, was expected at any moment. + +"You don't mean to say the wretched passengers have been there all +night?" exclaimed Charles. From the man's account it appeared that the +travellers had taken refuge in a farm near the scene of the accident, +and, the snow-storm continuing very heavily, it had not been thought +expedient to send a train down the line to bring them away till after +daybreak. "It has been gone an hour," he said, looking at the clock; +"and it is hardly nine yet. Considering how late we received notice of +the accident--for the news had to travel by night, and on foot for a +considerable distance--I don't think there has been much delay." + +"Will all the passengers come back by this train?" asked Ralph. + +"Yes sir." + +"We will wait," said Ralph; and he went and paced up and down the most +deserted part of the platform. The man followed him with his eyes. + +"Anxious about friends, sir?" he asked Charles. + +"Yes," I heard Charles say, as I went off to warm myself by the +waiting-room fire, keeping a sharp lookout for the arrival of the train. +When I came out some time later, wondering if it were ever going to +arrive at all, I found Charles and the man in black walking up and down +together, evidently in earnest conversation. When I joined them they +ceased talking (I never can imagine why people generally do when I come +up), and the latter said that he would make inquiry at the +booking-office, and left us. + +"Who is that man?" I asked. + +"How should I know?" said Charles, absently. "He says he has been a +London detective till just lately, but he is an inspector of police now. +Well?" as the man returned. + +"Booking-clerk can't remember, sir; but the clerk at the telegraph +office remembers a young lady leaving a telegram last night, to be sent +on first thing this morning." + +"Has it been sent yet?" + +"Yes, sir; some time." + +"Where was it sent to?" + +"That is against rules, sir. The clerk has no right to give information. +Anyhow, it is as good as certain, from what you say, that the party was +in the train, and at all events you will not be kept in doubt much +longer;" and he pointed to the long-expected puff of white smoke in the +direction in which all eyes had been so anxiously turned. The train came +slowly round a broad curve and crawled into the station. Ralph had come +up, and his eyes were fixed intently upon it. The hand he laid on +Charles's arm shook a little as he whispered, in a hoarse voice, "I must +speak to her alone before anything is said." + +"You shall," replied Charles; and he moved forward a little, and waited +for the passengers to alight. I felt that any chance of escape which lay +in eluding those keen light eyes would be small indeed. + +Then ensued a scene of confusion, a Babel of tongues, as the passengers +poured out upon the platform. "What was the meaning of it all?" hotly +demanded an infuriated little man before he was well out of the +carriage. "Why had a train been allowed to start if it was to be +overturned by a snow-drift? What had the company been about not to make +itself aware of the state of the line? What did the railway officials +mean by--" etc. But he was not going to put up with such scandalous +treatment. He should cause an inquiry to be made; he should write to the +_Times_, he should--in short, he behaved like a true Englishman in +adverse circumstances, and poured forth abuse like water. Others +followed--some angry, some silent, all cold and miserable. A stout woman +in black, who had been sent for to a dying child, was weeping aloud; a +dazed man with bound-up head and a terrified wife were pounced upon +immediately by expectant friends, and borne off with voluble sympathy. +One or two people slightly hurt were helped out after the others. The +train was emptied at last. Aurelia was not there. Charles went down the +length of the train looking into each carriage, and then came back, +answering Ralph's glance with a shake of the head. The man in black, who +seemed to have been watching him, came up. + +"Have _all_ come back by this train?" Charles asked. + +"All, sir, except,"--and he hesitated--"except a few. The doctor who +went has not returned; and the guard says there were some of the +passengers, badly hurt, that he would not allow to be moved from the +farm when the train came for them. The engine-driver and one or two +others were--" + +Charles made a sign to him to be silent. + +"How far is it?" he asked. + +"Twenty miles, sir." + +"Are the roads practicable?" + +"No, sir. At least they would be very uncertain once you got into the +lanes." + +"We can walk along the line," said Ralph. "That must be clear. Let us +start at once." + +"Could not the station-master send us down on an engine?" asked Charles. +"We would pay well for it." + +The police-inspector shook his head, but Charles went off to inquire, +nevertheless, and he followed him. I thought him a very pushing, +inquisitive kind of person. I have always had a great dislike to the +idle curiosity which is continually prying into the concerns of others. +Ralph and I walked up and down, up and down, the now deserted platform. +I spoke to him once or twice, but he hardly answered; and after a time I +gave it up, and we paced in silence. + +At last Charles returned. His request for an engine had been refused, +but a further relay of workmen was being sent down the line in a couple +of hours' time, and he had obtained leave for himself and us to go with +them. After two long interminable hours of that everlasting pacing we +found ourselves in an open truck, full of workmen, steaming slowly out +of the station. At the last moment the man in black jumped in, and +accompanied us. + +The pace may have been great, but to us it seemed exasperatingly slow, +and in the open truck the cold was piercing. The workmen, who laughed +and talked among themselves, appeared to take no notice of it; but I saw +that Charles was shivering, and presently he made his brother light his +pipe, and began to smoke hard himself. + +Ralph's pipe, however, went out unheeded in his fingers. He sat quite +still with his back against the side of the truck, his eyes fixed upon +the gray horizon. Once he turned suddenly to his brother, and said, as +if unable to keep silence on what was in his mind, "What was her +object?" + +Charles shook his head. + +"They were hers already!" he went on. "She would have had them all. If +she had had debts, I would have paid them. What could her object have +been?" And seemingly, without expecting a reply, he relapsed into +silence. + +We had left the suburbs now, and were passing through a lonely country. +Here and there a village of straggling cottages met the eye, clustering +round their little church. In places the hedge-rows alone marked the lie +of the hidden lanes; in others men were digging out the roads through +drifts of snow, and carts and horses were struggling painfully along. In +one place a little walking funeral was laboring across the fields from a +lonely cottage, in the direction of the church, high on the hill, the +bell of which was tolling through the quiet air. The sound reached us as +we passed, and seemed to accompany us on our way. I heard the men +talking among themselves that there had been no snow-storm like to this +for thirty years; and as they spoke some of them began shading their +eyes, and trying to look in the direction in which we were going. + +We had now reached a low waste of unenclosed land, with sedge and gorse +pricking up everywhere through the snow, and with long lines of pollards +marking the bed of a frozen stream. Near the line was a deserted +brick-kiln, surrounded by long uneven mounds and ridges of ice, with +three poplars mounting guard over it. Flights of rooks hung over the +barren ground, and wheeled in the air with discordant clamor as we +passed--the only living moving things in the utter desolation of the +scene. As I looked there was an exclamation from one of the workmen, and +the engine began to slacken. We were there at last. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +The engine and trucks stopped, the men shouldered their tools and +tumbled out, and we followed them. A few hundred paces in front of us +was a railway bridge, over which a road passed, and under which the rail +went at a sharp curve. The snow had drifted heavily against the bridge, +with its high earth embankment, making manifest at a glance the cause of +the disaster. + +The bridge was crowded with human figures, and on the line below men +were working in the drift, amid piles of debris and splintered wood. The +wrecked train had all been slightly draped in snow; the engine alone, +barely cold, lying black and grim, like some mighty giant, formidable in +death. A sheet of glass ice near it showed how the boiler had burst. +Some of the hindermost carriages were still standing, or had fallen +comparatively uninjured; but others seemed to have leaped upon their +fellows, and ploughed right through them into the drift. It was well +that it began to snow as we reached the spot. There were traces of +dismal smears on the white ground which it would be seemly to hide. + +Our friend in black went forward and asked a few questions of the man in +charge, and presently returned. + +"The remainder of the passengers are at the farm," he said, pointing to +a house at a little distance; and without further delay we began to +scramble up the steep embankment, and clamber over the stone-wall of the +bridge into the road. My mind was full of other things, but I remember +still the number of people assembled on the bridge, and how a man was +standing up in his donkey-cart to view the scene. It was Saturday, and +there were quantities of village school-boys sitting astride on the low +wall, or perched on adjacent hurdles, evidently enjoying the spectacle, +jostling, bawling, eating oranges, and throwing the peel at the engine. +Some older people touched their hats sympathetically, and one went and +opened a gate for us into a field, through which many feet seemed to +have come and gone; but for the greater number the event was evidently +regarded as an interesting variation in the dull routine of every-day +life; and to the school-boys it was an undoubted treat. + +Ralph and Charles walked on in front, following the track across the +field. It was not particularly heavy walking after what we had had +earlier in the day, but Ralph stumbled perpetually, and presently +Charles drew his arm through his own, and the two went on together, the +police-inspector following with me. + +In a few minutes we reached the farm, and entered the farm-yard, which +was the nearest way to the house. A little knot of calves, intrenched on +a mound of straw in the centre of the yard, lowered their heads and +looked askance at us as we came in, and a party of ducks retreated +hastily from our path with a chorus of exclamations, while a thin collie +dog burst out of a barrel at the back door, and made a series of +gymnastics at the end of a chain, barking hoarsely, as if he had not +spared himself of late. + +An elderly woman with red arms met us at the door, and, on a whisper +from the police-inspector, first shook her head, and then, in answer to +a further whisper, nodded at another door, and, a voice calling her from +within, hastily disappeared. + +The inspector opened the door she had indicated and went in, I with him. +Charles, who had grown very grave, hung back with Ralph, who seemed too +much dazed to notice anything in heaven above or the earth beneath. The +door opened into an out-house, roughly paved with round stones, where +barrels, staves, and divers lumber had been put away. There was straw in +the farther end of it, out of which a yellow cat raised two gleaming +eyes, and then flew up a ladder against the wall, and disappeared among +the rafters. In the middle of the floor, lying a little apart, were +three figures with sheets over them. Instinctively we felt that we were +in the presence of death. I looked back at Charles and Ralph, who were +still standing outside in the falling snow. Charles was bareheaded, but +Ralph was looking absently in front of him, seeming conscious of +nothing. The inspector made me a sign. He had raised one of the sheets, +and now withdrew it altogether. My heart seemed to stand still. _It was +Aurelia!_ Aurelia changed in the last great change of all, but still +Aurelia. The fixed artificial color in the cheek consorted ill with the +bloodless pallor of the rest of the face, which was set in a look of +surprise and terror. She was altered beyond what should have been. She +looked several years older. But it was still Aurelia. Those little +gloved hands, tightly clinched, were the same which she had held to the +library fire as we talked the day before; even the dress was the same. +Alas! she had been in too great a hurry to change it before she left, or +her thin shoes. Poor little Aurelia! And then--I don't know how it was, +but in another moment Ralph was kneeling by her, bending over her, +taking the stiffened hands in his trembling clasp, imploring the deaf +ears to hear him, calling wildly to the pale lips to speak to him, which +had done with human speech. I could not bear it, and I turned away and +looked out through the open door at the snow falling. The inspector came +and stood beside me. In the silence which followed we could hear Charles +speaking gently from time to time; and when at last we both turned +towards them again, Ralph had flung himself down on an old bench at the +farther end of the out-house, with his back turned towards us, his arms +resting on a barrel, and his head bowed down upon them. He neither spoke +nor moved. + +Charles left him, and came towards us, and he and the inspector spoke +apart for a moment, and then the latter dropped on his knees beside the +dead woman, and, after looking carefully at a dark stain on one of the +wrists, turned back the sleeve. Crushed deep into the round white arm +gleamed something bright. It was an emerald bracelet which we both knew. +Charles cast a hasty glance at Ralph, but he had not moved, and he drew +me beside him, so as to interpose our two figures between him and the +inspector. The latter quietly turned down the sleeve and recomposed the +arm. + +"I knew she would have them on her, if she had them at all," he said, in +a low voice. "We need look no farther at present. Not one will be +missing. They are all there." + +He gazed long and earnestly at the dead face, and then to my horror he +suddenly unfastened the little hat. I made an involuntary movement as if +to stop him, but Charles laid an iron grip upon me, and motioned to me +to be still. The stealthy hand quietly pushed back the fair curls upon +the forehead, and in another moment they fell still farther back, +showing a few short locks of dark hair beneath them, which so completely +altered the dead face that I could hardly recognize it as belonging to +the same person. The inspector raised his head, and looked significantly +at Charles. Then he quietly drew forward the yellow hair over the +forehead again, replaced the hat, and rose to his feet. Charles and I +glanced apprehensively at Ralph, but he had not stirred. As we looked, a +hurried step came across the yard, a hand raised the latch of the door, +and some one entered abruptly. It was Carr. For one moment he stood in +the door-way, for one moment his eyes rested horror-struck on the dead +woman, then darted at us, from us to the inspector, who was coolly +watching him, and--he was gone! gone as suddenly as he had come; gone +swiftly out again into the falling snow, followed by the wild barking of +the dog. + +Charles, who had had his back to the door, turned in time to see him, +and he made a rush for the door, but the inspector flung himself in his +way, and held him forcibly. + +"Let me go! Let me get at him!" panted Charles, struggling furiously. + +"I shall do no such thing, sir. It can do no good, and might do harm. He +is armed, and you are not; and he would not be over-scrupulous if he +were pushed. Besides, what can you accuse him of? Intent to rob? For he +did not do it. If you have lost anything, remember, you have found it +again. If you caught him a hundred times, you have no hold on him. I +know him of old." + +"You?" + +"Yes; I have known him by sight long enough. He is not a new hand by any +means--nor she either, as to that, poor thing." + +"But what on earth brought him here?" + +"He was waiting for news of her in London, most likely, and he knew she +would have the jewels on her, and came down when he got wind of the +accident." + +"Knew she would have the jewels! Then do you mean to say there was +collusion between the two?" + +The inspector glanced furtively at Ralph, but he had never stirred, or +raised his head since he had laid it down on his clinched hands. + +"They are both well known to the police," he said at last, "and I think +it probable there was collusion between them, considering they were _man +and wife_." + + + + +CONCLUSION. + + +I am told that I ought to write something in the way of a conclusion to +this account of the Danvers jewels, as if the end of the last chapter +were not conclusion enough. Charles, who has just read it, says +especially that his character requires what he calls "an elegant +finish," and suggests that a slight indication of a young and lovely +heiress in connection with himself would give pleasure to the thoughtful +reader. But I do not mean at the last moment to depart from the exact +truth, and dabble in fiction just to make a suitable conclusion. If I +must write something more, I must beg that it will be kept in mind that +if further details concerning the robbery are now added against my own +judgment, they will rest on Charles's authority--not mine--as anything I +afterwards heard was only through Charles, whose information I never +consider reliable in the least degree. + + * * * * * + +It was not till three months later that I saw him again, on a wet April +afternoon. I was still living in London with Jane when he came to see +me, having just returned from a long tour abroad with Ralph. + +Sir George, he said, was quite well again, but the coolness between +himself and his father had dropped almost to freezing-point since it had +come to light that he had been innocent after all. His father could not +forgive his son for putting him in the wrong. + +"I seldom disappoint him in matters of this kind," he said. "Indeed, I +may say I have, as a rule, surpassed his expectations, and I must be +careful never to fall short of them in this way again. But ah! Miss +Middleton, I am sure you will agree with me how difficult it is to +preserve an even course without relaxing a little at times." + +"My dear Mr. Charles," said Jane, beaming at him over her knitting, but +not quite taking him in the manner he intended, "you are young yet, but +don't be downhearted. I am sure by your face that as you grow older +these deviations, which you so properly regret, will grow fewer and +fewer, until, as life goes on, they will gradually cease altogether." + +"I consider it not improbable myself," said Charles, with a faint smile, +and he changed the conversation. I really cannot put down here all that +he proceeded to say in the most cold-blooded manner concerning Carr and +Aurelia, or as he _would_ call them, Mr. and Mrs. Brown, _alias_ +Sinclair, _alias_ Tibbits. I for one don't believe a word of it; and I +don't see how he could have found it all out, as he said he had, through +the police, and people of that kind. I don't consider it is at all +respectable consorting with the police in that way; but then Charles +never was respectable, as I told Jane after he left, arousing excited +feelings on her part which made me regret having mentioned it. + +According to him, Carr, who had never been seen or heard of since the +day after the accident, was a professional thief, who had probably gone +to ---- in India with the express design of obtaining possession of Sir +John's jewels, which had, till near the time of his death, been safely +stowed away in a bank in Calcutta. He and his wife usually worked +together; but on this occasion she had, by means of her engaging manners +and youthful appearance, struck up an acquaintance abroad with Lady Mary +Cunningham, who, it will be remembered, had jewels of considerable +value, with a view to those jewels. Ralph she had used as her tool, and +engaged herself to him in the expectation that on her return to England +she might, by means of her intimacy with the family, have an opportunity +of taking them--Lady Mary having left them, while abroad, with her +banker in London. The opportunity came while she was at Stoke Moreton; +but in the mean while Sir John's priceless legacy had arrived, having +eluded her husband's vigilance. (That certainly was true. The jewels +were safe enough as long as I had anything to do with them.) Her +husband, who followed them, saw that he was suspected, and threw the +game into her hands, devoting himself entirely to putting his own +innocence beyond a doubt; in which, with Ralph's assistance, he +succeeded. + +"I see now," continued Charles, "why she spilled her tea when Carr +arrived. She was taken by surprise on seeing him enter the room, having +had, probably, no idea that he was the friend whom you had telegraphed +for. I suspect, too, that same evening, after the ball, when she and +Carr went together to find the bag, it was to have a last word to enable +them to play into each other's hands, being aware, if I remember +rightly, that father had gone to bed in company with the key of the +safe, and that, consequently, the jewels might be left within easier +reach than usual. No doubt she weighed the matter in her own mind, and +decided to give up all thought of Lady Mary's jewels, and to secure +those which were ten times their value. She could not have taken both +without drawing suspicion upon herself. Like a wise woman she left the +smaller, and went in for the larger prize; a less clever one would have +tried for both, and have failed. She failed, it is true, by an +oversight. She could never have noticed that the piece of paper wrapped +round the crescent was peculiar in any way, or she would not have left +it on the table among the others. She turned it off well when Evelyn +recognized it, and made the most of her time. She was within an ace of +success, but fate was against her. And Carr lost no time, either, for +that matter; for I have since found out that the telegram she sent was +to Birmingham, where he was no doubt hiding, bidding him meet her in +London earlier than had been arranged. Of course he set off for the +scene of the accident directly he heard of it, having received no +further communication from her. We arrived only ten minutes before him. +For my part, I admired _her_ more than I ever did before, when the truth +about her came out. I considered her to be a pink-and-white nonentity, +without an idea beyond a neat adjustment of pearl-powder, and then found +that she possessed brains enough to outwit two minds of no mean calibre, +namely, yours, Middleton, and my own. Evelyn was the only person who had +the slightest suspicion of her, and that hardly amounted to more than an +instinct, for she owned that she had no reason to show for it." + +"I wonder Lady Mary was so completely taken in by her to start with," I +said. + +"I don't," replied Charles. "I have even heard of elderly men being +taken in by young ones. Besides, suspicious people are always liable to +distrust their own nearest relatives, especially their prepossessing +nephews, and then lay themselves open to be taken in by entire +strangers. She wanted to get Ralph married, and she took a fancy to this +girl, who was laying herself out to be taken a fancy to. In short, she +trusted to her own judgment, and it failed her, as usual. I wrote very +kindly to her from abroad, telling her how sincerely I sympathized with +her in her distress at finding how entirely her judgment had been at +fault, how lamentably she had been deceived from first to last, and how +much trouble she had been the innocent means of bringing on the family. +I have had no reply. Dear Aunt Mary! That reminds me that she is in +London now; and I think a call from me, and a personal expression of +sympathy, might give her pleasure." And he rose to take his leave. + +I had let Charles go without contradicting a word he had said, because, +unfortunately, I was not in a position to do so. As I have said before, +I am not given to suspecting a friend, even though appearances may be +against him; and I still believed in Carr's innocence, though I must own +that I was sorry that he never answered any of the numerous letters I +wrote to him, or ever came to see me in London, as I had particularly +asked him to do. Of course I did not believe that he was married to +Aurelia, for it was only on the word of a stranger and a +police-inspector, while I knew from his own lips that he was engaged to +a countrywoman of his own. However, be that how it may, my own rooted +conviction at the time, which has remained unshaken ever since, is that +in some way he became aware that he was unjustly suspected, and being, +like all Americans, of a sensitive nature, he retired to his native +land. Anyhow, I have never seen or heard anything of him since. I am +aware that Jane holds a different opinion, but then Charles had +prejudiced her against him--so much so that it has ended by becoming a +subject on which we do not converse together. + + * * * * * + +I saw Charles again a few months later on a sultry night in July. I was +leaving town the next day to be present at Ralph's wedding, and Jane and +I were talking it over towards ten o'clock, the first cool time in the +day, when he walked in. He looked pale and jaded as he sat down wearily +by us at the open window and stroked the cat, which was taking the air +on the sill. He said that he felt the heat, and he certainly look very +much knocked up. I do not feel heat myself, I am glad to say. + +"I am going abroad to-morrow," he said, after a few remarks on other +subjects. "It is not merely a question of pleasure, though I shall be +glad to be out of London; but I have of late become an object of such +increasing interest to those who possess my autograph that I have +decided on taking change of air for a time." + +"Do you mean to say you are not going down to Stoke Moreton for Ralph's +wedding?" I exclaimed. "I thought we should have travelled together, as +we once did six months ago." + +"I can't go," said Charles, almost sharply. "I have told Ralph so." + +"I am sure he will be very much disappointed, and Evelyn too; and the +wedding being from her uncle's house, as she has no home of her own, +will make your absence all the more marked." + +"It _must_ be marked, then; but the young people will survive it, and +Aunt Mary will be thankful. She has not spoken to me since I made that +little call upon her in the spring. When I pass her carriage in the Row +she looks the other way." + +"I am glad Ralph has consoled himself," I said. "A good and charming +woman like Evelyn, and a nice steady fellow like Ralph, are bound to be +happy together." + +"Yes," said Charles, "I suppose they are. She deserves to be happy. She +always liked Ralph, and he _is_ a good fellow. The model young men make +all the running nowadays. In novels the good woman always marries the +scapegrace, but it does not seem to be the case in real life." + +"Anyhow, not in this instance," I remarked, cheerfully. + +"No, not in this instance, as you so justly observe," he replied, with a +passing gleam of amusement in his restless, tired eyes. "And now," +producing a small packet, "as I am not going myself, I want to give my +wedding-present to the bride into your charge. Perhaps you will take it +down to-morrow, and give it into her own hands, with my best wishes." + +"Might we see it first?" said Jane, with all a woman's curiosity, +evidently scenting a jewel-case from afar. + +Charles unwrapped a small morocco case, and, touching a spring, showed +the diamond crescent, beautifully reset and polished, blazing on its red +satin couch. + +"Ralph said I should have it, and he sent it me some time since," he +said, turning it in his hand; "but it seems a pity to fritter it away in +paying bills; and," in a lower tone, "I should like to give it to +Evelyn. I hear she has refused to wear any of Sir John's jewels on her +wedding-day, but perhaps, if you were to ask her--she and I are old +friends--she might make an exception in favor of the crescent." + +And she did. + + + * * * * * + + + + + + +SIR CHARLES DANVERS. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +"Dear heart, Miss Ruth, my dear, now don't ye be a-going yet, and me +that hasn't set eyes on ye this month and more--and as hardly hears a +body speak from morning till night." + +"Come, come, Mrs. Eccles, I am always finding people sitting here. I +expect to see the latch go every minute." + +"Well, and if they do; and some folks are always a-dropping in, and +a-setting theirselves down, and a clack-clacking till a body can't get a +bit of peace! And the things they say! Eh? Miss Ruth, the things I have +heard folks say, a setting as it might be there, in poor Eccles his old +chair by the chimley, as the Lord took him in." + +To the uninitiated, Mrs. Eccles's allusion might have seemed to refer to +photography. But Ruth knew better; a visitation from the Lord being +synonymous in Slumberleigh Parish with a fall from a ladder, a stroke of +paralysis, or the midnight cart-wheel that disabled Brown when returning +late from the Blue Dragon "not quite hisself." + +"Lor'!" resumed Mrs. Eccles, with an extensive sigh, "there's a deal of +talk in the village now," glancing inquisitively at the visitor, "about +him as succeeds to old Mr. Dare; but I never listen to their tales." + +They made a pleasant contrast to each other, the neat old woman, with +her shrewd spectacled eyes and active, hard-worked fingers, and the +young girl, tranquil, graceful, sitting in the shadow, with her slender +ungloved hands in her lap. + +They were not sitting in the front parlor, because Ruth was an old +acquaintance; but Mrs. Eccles _had_ a front parlor--a front parlor with +the bottled-up smell in it peculiar to front parlors; a parlor with a +real mahogany table, on which photograph albums and a few select volumes +were symmetrically arranged round an inkstand, nestling in a very choice +wool-work mat; a parlor with wax-flowers under glass shades on the +mantle-piece, and an avalanche of paper roses and mixed paper herbs in +the fireplace. + +Ruth knew that sacred apartment well. She knew the name of each of the +books; she had expressed a proper admiration for the wax-flowers; she +had heard, though she might have forgotten, for she was but young, the +price of the "real Brussels" carpet, and so she might safely be +permitted to sit in the kitchen, and watch Mrs. Eccles darning her son's +socks. + +I am almost afraid Ruth liked the kitchen best, with its tiled floor and +patch of afternoon sun; with its tall clock in the corner, its line of +straining geraniums in the low window-shelf, and its high mantle-piece +crowned by two china dogs with red lozenges on them, holding baskets in +their mouths. + +"Yes, a deal of talk there is, but nobody rightly seems to know anything +for certain," continued Mrs. Eccles, spreading out her hand in the heel +of a fresh sock, and pouncing on a modest hole. "Ye see, we never gave a +thought to _him_, with that great hearty Mr. George, his eldest brother, +to succeed when the old gentleman went. And such a fine figure of a man +in his clothes as poor Mr. George used to be, and such a favorite with +his old uncle. And then to be took like that, horseback riding at polar, +only six weeks after the old gentleman. But I can't hear as anybody's +set eyes on his half-brother as comes in for the property now. He never +came to Vandon in his uncle's lifetime. They say old Mr. Dare couldn't +bide the French madam as his brother took when his first wife died--a +foreigner, with black curls; it wasn't likely. He was always partial to +Mr. George, and he took him up when his father died; but he never would +have anything to say to this younger one, bein' nothin' in the world, so +folks say, but half a French, and black, like his mother. I wonder +now--" began Mrs. Eccles, tentatively, with her usual love of +information. + +"I wonder, now," interposed Ruth, quietly, "how the rheumatism is +getting on? I saw you were in church on Sunday evening." + +"Yes, my dear," began Mrs. Eccles, readily diverted to a subject of such +interest as herself. "Yes, I always come to the evening service now, +though I won't deny as the rheumatics are very pinching at times. But, +dear Lord! I never come up to the stalls near the chancel, so you ain't +likely to see me. To see them Harrises always a-goin' up to the very +top, it does go agen me. I don't say as it's everybody as ought to take +the lowest place. The Lord knows I'm not proud, but I won't go into them +chairs down by the font myself; but to see them Harrises, that to my +certain knowledge hasn't a bite of butcher's meat in their heads but +onst a week, a-settin' theirselves up--" + +"Now, Mrs. Eccles, you know perfectly well all the seats are free in the +evening." + +"And so they may be, Miss Ruth, my dear--and don't ye be a-getting up +yet--and good Christians, I'm sure, the quality are to abide it. And it +did my heart good to hear the Honorable John preaching as he did in his +new surplice (as Widder Pegg always puts too much blue in the surplices +to my thinking), all about rich and poor, and one with another. A +beautiful sermon it was; but I wouldn't come up like they Harrises. +There's things as is suitable, and there's things as is not. No, I keep +to my own place; and I had to turn out old Bessie Pugh this very last +Sunday night, as I found a-cocked up there, tho' I was not a matter of +five minutes late. Bessie Pugh always was one to take upon herself, and, +as I often says to her, when I hear her a-goin' on about free grace and +the like, 'Bessie,' I says, 'if I was a widder on the parish, and not so +much as a pig to fat up for Christmas, and coming to church reg'lar on +Loaf Sunday, which it's not that I ain't sorry for ye, but _I_ wouldn't +take upon myself, if I was you, to talk of things as I'd better leave to +them as is beholden to nobody and pays their rent reg'lar. I've no +patience--But eh, dear Miss Ruth! look at that gentleman going down the +road, and the dog too. Why, ye haven't so much as got up! He's gone. He +was a foreigner, and no mistake. Why, good Lord! there he is coming back +again. He's seen me through the winder. Mercy on us! he's opening the +gate; he's coming to the door!" + +As she spoke, a shadow passed before the window, and some one knocked. + +Mrs. Eccles hastily thrust her darning-needle into the front of her +bodice, the general _rendezvous_ of the pins and needles of the +establishment, and proceeded to open the door and plant herself in front +of it. + +Ruth caught a glimpse of an erect light gray figure in the sunshine, +surmounted by a brown face, and the lightest of light gray hats. Close +behind stood a black poodle of a dignified and self-engrossed +deportment, wearing its body half shaved, but breaking out in ruffles +round its paws, and a tuft at the end of a stiffly undemonstrative tail. + +"The key of the church is kep' at Jones's, by the pump," said Mrs. +Eccles, in the brusque manner peculiar to the freeborn Briton when +brought in contact with a foreigner. + +"Thank you, madam," was the reply, in the most courteous of tones, and +the gray hat was off in a moment, showing a very dark, cropped head, +"but I do not look for the church. I only ask for the way to the house +of the pastor, Mr. Alwynn." + +Mrs. Eccles gave full and comprehensive directions in a very high key, +accompanied by much gesticulation, and then the gray hat was replaced, +and the gray figure, followed by the black poodle, marched down the +little garden path again, and disappeared from view. + +Mrs. Eccles drew a long breath, and turned to her visitor again. + +"Well, my dear, and did ye ever see the like of that? And his head, Miss +Ruth! Did ye take note of his head? Not so much as a shadder of a +parting. All the same all the way over; and asking the way to the +rectory. Why, you ain't never going yet? Well, good-bye, my dear, and +God bless ye! And now," soliloquized Mrs. Eccles, as Ruth finally +escaped, "I may as well run across to Jones's, and see if _they_ know +anything about the gentleman, and if he's put up at the inn." + + * * * * * + +It was a glorious July afternoon, but it was hot. The roads were white, +and the tall hedge-rows gray with dust. A wagon-load of late hay, with a +swarm of children just out from school careering round it, was coming up +the road in a dim cloud of dust. Ruth, who had been undecided which way +to take, beat a hasty retreat towards the church-yard, deciding that, if +she must hesitate, to do so among cool tombstones in the shade. She +glanced up at the church clock, as she selected her tombstone under one +of the many yew-trees in the old church-yard. Half-past four, and +already an inner voice was suggesting _tea!_ To miss five o'clock tea on +a thirsty afternoon like this was not to be thought of for a moment. She +had no intention of going back to tea at Atherstone, where she was +staying with her cousins, Mr. and Mrs. Danvers. Two alternatives +remained. Should she go to Slumberleigh Hall, close by, and see the +Thursbys, who she knew had all returned from London yesterday, or should +she go across the fields to Slumberleigh Rectory, and have tea with +Uncle John and Aunt Fanny? + +She knew that Sir Charles Danvers, Ralph Danvers's elder brother, was +expected at Atherstone that afternoon. His aunt, Lady Mary Cunningham, +was also staying there, partly with a view of meeting him. Ralph Danvers +had not seen his brother, nor Lady Mary her nephew, for some time, and, +judging by the interest they seemed to feel in his visit, Ruth had +determined not to interrupt a family meeting, in which she imagined she +might be _de trop_. + +"My fine tact," she thought, "will enable them to have a quiet talk +among themselves till nearly dinner-time. But I must not neglect myself +any longer. The Hall is the nearer, and the drive is shady; but, to put +against that, Mabel will insist on showing me her new gowns, and Mrs. +Thursby will make her usual remarks about Aunt Fanny. No; in spite of +that burning expanse of glebe, I will go to tea at the rectory. I have +not seen Uncle John for a week, and--who knows?--perhaps Aunt Fanny may +be out." + +So the gloves were put on, the crisp white dress shaken out, the parasol +put up, and Ruth took the narrow church path across the fields up to +Slumberleigh Rectory. + +For many years since the death of her parents, Ruth Deyncourt had lived +with her grandmother, a wealthy, witty, and wise old lady, whose house +had been considered one of the pleasantest in London by those to whom +pleasant houses are open. + +Lady Deyncourt, a beauty in her youth, a beauty in middle life, a beauty +in her old age, had seen and known all the marked men of the last two +generations, and had reminiscences to tell which increased in point and +flavor, like old wine, the longer they were kept. She had frequented as +a girl the Misses Berrys' drawing-room, and people were wont to say that +hers was the nearest approach to a _salon_ which remained after the +Misses Berry disappeared. She had married a grave politician, a rising +man, whom she had pushed into a knighthood, and at one time into the +ministry. If he had died before he could make her the wife of a premier, +the disappointment had not been without its alleviations. She had never +possessed much talent for domestic life, and, the yoke once removed, she +had not felt the least inclination to take it upon herself again. As a +widow, her way through life was one long triumphal procession. She had +daughters--dull, tall, serious girls, with whom she had nothing in +common, whom she educated well, brought out, laced in, and then married, +one after another, relinquishing the last with the utmost cheerfulness, +and refusing the condolences of friends on her lonely position with her +usual frankness. + +But her son, her only son, she had loved. He was like her, and +understood her, and was at ease with her, as her daughters had never +been. The trouble of her life was the death of her son. She got over it, +as she got over everything; but when several years afterwards his widow, +with whom, it is hardly necessary to say, she was not on speaking terms, +suddenly died (being a faint-hearted, feeble creature), Lady Deyncourt +immediately took possession of her grandchildren--a boy and two +girls--and proceeded as far as in her lay to ruin the boy for life. + +"A woman," she was apt to remark in after years, "is not intended by +nature to manage any man except her husband. I am a warning to the +mothers, aunts, and grandmothers, particularly the grandmothers, of the +future. A husband is a sufficient field for the employment of a woman's +whole energies. I went beyond my sphere, and I am punished." + +And when Raymond Deyncourt finally disappeared in America for the last +time, having been fished up therefrom on several occasions, each time in +worse case than the last, she excommunicated him, and cheerfully altered +her will, dividing the sixty thousand pounds she had it in her power to +leave, between her two granddaughters, and letting the fact become +known, with the result that Anna was married by the end of her second +season; and if at the end of five seasons Ruth was still unmarried, she +had, as Lady Deyncourt took care to inform people, no one to thank for +it but herself. + +But in reality, now that Anna was provided for, Lady Deyncourt was in no +hurry to part with Ruth. She liked her as much as it was possible for +her to like any one--indeed, I think she even loved her in a way. She +had taken but small notice of her while she was in the school-room, for +she cared little about girls as a rule; but as she grew up tall, erect, +with the pale, stately beauty of a lily, Lady Deyncourt's heart went out +to her. None of her own daughters had been so distinguished-looking, so +ornamental. Ruth's clothes always looked well on her, and she had a +knack of entertaining people, and much taste in the arrangement of +flowers. Though she had inherited the Deyncourt earnestness of +character, together with their dark serious eyes, and a certain annoying +rigidity as to right and wrong, these defects were counterbalanced by +flashes of brightness and humor which reminded Lady Deyncourt of herself +in her own brilliant youth, and inclined her to be lenient, when in her +daughters' cases she would have been sarcastic. The old woman and the +young one had been great friends, and not the less so, perhaps, because +of a tacit understanding which existed between them that certain +subjects should be avoided, upon which, each instinctively felt, they +were not likely to agree. And if the shrewd old woman of the world ever +suspected the existence of a strength of will and depth of character in +Ruth such as had, in her own early life, been a source of annoyance and +perplexity to herself in her dealings with her husband, she was skilful +enough to ignore any traces of it that showed themselves in her +granddaughter, and thus avoided those collisions of will, the result of +which she felt might have been doubtful. + +And so Ruth had lived a life full of varied interests, and among +interesting people, and had been waked up suddenly in a gray and frosted +dawn to find that chapter of her life closed. Lady Deyncourt, who never +thought of travelling without her maid and footman, suddenly went on a +long journey alone one wild January morning, starting, without any +previous preparation, for a land in which she had never professed much +interest heretofore. It seemed a pity that she should have to die when +she had so thoroughly acquired the art of living, with little trouble to +herself, and much pleasure to others; but so it was. + +And then, in Ruth's confused remembrance of what followed, all the world +seemed to have turned to black and gray. There was no color anywhere, +where all had been color before. Miles of black cloth and crape seemed +to extend before her; black horses came and stamped black hoof-marks in +the snow before the door. Endless arrangements had to be made, endless +letters to be written. Something was carried heavily down-stairs, all in +black, scoring the wall at the turn on the stairs in a way which would +have annoyed Lady Deyncourt exceedingly if she had been there to see it, +but she had left several days before it happened. The last pale shadow +of the kind, gay little grandmother was gone from the great front +bedroom up-stairs. Mr. Alwynn, one of Ruth's uncles, came up from the +country and went to the funeral, and took Ruth away afterwards. Her own +sister Anna was abroad with her husband, her brother Raymond had not +been heard of for years. As she drove away from the house, and looked up +at the windows with wide tearless eyes, she suddenly realized that this +departure was final, that there would be no coming back, no home left +for her in the familiar rooms where she and another had lived so long +together. + +Mr. Alwynn was by her side in the carriage, patting her cold hands and +telling her not to cry, which she felt no inclination to do; and then, +seeing the blank pallor in her face, he suddenly found himself fumbling +for his own pocket-handkerchief. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +On this particular July afternoon Mr. Alwynn, or, as his parishioners +called him, "The Honorable John," was sitting in his arm-chair in the +little drawing-room of Slumberleigh Rectory. Mrs. Honorable John was +pouring out tea; and here, once and for all, let it be known that meals, +particularly five o'clock tea, will occupy a large place in this +chronicle, not because of any importance especially attaching to them, +but because in the country, at least in Slumberleigh, the day is not +divided by hours but by the meals that take place therein, and to write +of Slumberleigh and its inhabitants with disregard to their divisions of +time is "impossible, and cannot be done." + +So I repeat, boldly, Mr. and Mrs. Alwynn were at tea. They were alone +together, for they had no children, and Ruth Deyncourt, who had been +living with them since her grandmother's death in the winter, was now +staying with her cousin, Mrs. Ralph Danvers, at Atherstone, a couple of +miles away. + +If it had occasionally crossed Mr. Alwynn's mind during the last few +months that he would have liked to have a daughter like Ruth, he had +kept the sentiment to himself, as he did most sentiments in the company +of his wife, who, while she complained of his habit of silence, made up +for it nobly herself at all times and in all places. It had often been +the subject of vague wonder among his friends, and even at times to Mr. +Alwynn himself, how he had come to marry "Fanny, my love." Mr. Alwynn +dearly loved peace and quiet, but these dwelt not under the same roof +with Mrs. Alwynn. Nay, I even believe, if the truth were known, he liked +order and tidiness, judging by the exact arrangement of his own study, +and the rueful glances he sometimes cast at the litter of wools and +letters on the newspaper-table, and the gay garden hats and goloshes, +hidden, but not concealed, under the drawing-room sofa. Conversation +about the dearness of butchers' meat and the enormities of servants +palled upon him, I think, after a time, but he had taken his wife's +style of conversation for better for worse when he took her gayly +dressed self under those ominous conditions, and he never showed +impatience. He loved his wife, but I think it grieved him when +smart-colored glass vases were strewn among the cherished bits +of old china and enamel which his soul loved. He did not like +chromo-lithographs, or the framed photographs which Mrs. Alwynn called +her "momentums of travel," among his rare old prints, either. He bore +them, but after their arrival in company with large and inappropriate +nails, and especially after the cut-glass candlesticks appeared on the +drawing-room chimney-piece, he ceased to make his little occasional +purchases of old china and old silver. The curiosity shops knew him no +more, or if he still at times brought home some treasure in his hat-box, +on his return from Convocation, it was unpacked and examined in private, +and a little place was made for it among the old Chelsea figures on the +bookcase in his study, which had stood, ever since he had inherited them +from his father, on the drawing-room mantle-piece, but had been silently +removed when a pair of comic china elephants playing on violins had +appeared in their midst. + +Mr. Alwynn sighed a little when he looked at them this afternoon, and +shook his head; for had he not brought back in his empty soup-tin an old +earthen-ware cow of Dutch extraction, which he had long coveted on the +shelf of a parishioner? He had bought it very dear, for when in all his +life had he ever bought anything cheap? And now, as he was tenderly +wiping a suspicion of beef-tea off it, he wondered, as he looked round +his study, where he could put it. Not among the old Oriental china, +where bits of Wedgwood had already elbowed in for want of room +elsewhere. Among his Lowestoft cups and saucers? Never! He would rather +not have it than see it there. He had a vision of a certain bracket, +discarded from the hall, and put aside by his careful hands in the +lowest drawer of the cupboard by the window, in which he kept little +stores of nails and string and brown paper, among which "Fanny, my love" +performed fearful ravages when minded to tie up a parcel. + +Mr. Alwynn nailed up the bracket under an old etching and placed the cow +thereon, and, after contemplating it over his spectacles, went into the +drawing-room to tea with his wife. + +Mrs. Alwynn was a stout, florid, good-humored-looking woman, with a +battered fringe, considerably younger than her husband in appearance, +and with a tendency to bright colors in dress. + +"Barnes is very poorly, my dear," said Mr. Alwynn, patiently fishing out +one of the lumps of sugar which his wife had put in his tea. He took one +lump, but she took two herself, and consequently always gave him two. +"I should say a little strong soup would--" + +At this juncture the front door-bell rang, and a moment afterwards "Mr. +Dare" was announced. + +The erect, light gray figure which had awakened the curiosity of Mrs. +Eccles came in close behind the servant. Mrs. Alwynn received a deep bow +in return for her look of astonishment; and then, with an eager +exclamation, the visitor had seized both Mr. Alwynn's hands, regardless +of the neatly folded slice of bread and butter in one of them, and was +shaking them cordially. + +Mr. Alwynn looked for a moment as astonished as his wife, and the blank, +deprecating glance he cast at his visitor showed that he was at a loss. + +The latter let go his hands and spread his own out with a sudden +gesture. + +"Ah, you do not know me," he said, speaking rapidly; "it is twenty years +ago, and you have forgotten. You do not remember Alfred Dare, the little +boy whom you saw last in sailing costume, the little boy for whom you +cut the whistles, the son of your old friend, Henry Dare?" + +"Good gracious!" ejaculated Mr. Alwynn, with a sudden flash of memory. +"Henry's other son. I remember now. It _is_ Alfred, and I remember the +whistles too. You have your mother's eyes. And, of course, you have come +to Vandon now that your poor brother--We have all been wondering when +you would turn up. My dear boy, I remember you perfectly now; but it is +a long time ago, and you have changed very much." + +"Between eight years and twenty-eight there is a great step," replied +Dare, with a brilliant smile. "How could I expect that you should +remember all at once? But _you_ are not changed. I knew you the first +moment. It is the same kind, good face which I remember well." + +Mr. Alwynn blushed a faint blush, which any word of praise could always +call up; and then, reminded of the presence of Mrs. Alwynn by a short +cough, which that lady always had in readiness wherewith to recall him +to a sense of duty, he turned to her and introduced Dare. + +Dare made another beautiful bow; and while he accepted a cup of tea from +Mrs. Alwynn, Mr. Alwynn had time to look attentively at him with his +mild gray eyes. He was a slight, active-looking young man of middle +height, decidedly un-English in appearance and manner, with dark roving +eyes, mustaches very much twirled up, and a lean brown face, that was +exceedingly handsome in a style to which Mr. Alwynn was not accustomed. + +And this was Henry Dare's second son, the son by his French wife, who +had been brought up abroad, of whom no one had ever heard or cared to +hear, who had now succeeded, by his half-brother's sudden death, to +Vandon, a property adjoining Slumberleigh. + +The eager foreign face was becoming familiar to Mr. Alwynn. Dare was +like his mother; but he sat exactly as Mr. Alwynn had seen his father +sit many a time in that very chair. The attitude was the same. Ah, but +that flourish of the brown hands! How unlike anything Henry would have +done! And those sudden movements! He was roused by Dare turning quickly +to him again. + +"I am telling Mrs. Alwynn of my journey here," he began; "of how I miss +my train; of how I miss my carriage, sent to meet me from the inn; of +how I walk on foot up the long hills; and when I get there they think I +am no longer coming. I arrived only last night at Vandon. To-day I walk +over to see my old friend at Slumberleigh." + +Dare leaned forward, laying the tips of his fingers lightly against his +breast. + +"You seem to have had a good deal of walking," said Mr. Alwynn, rather +taken aback, but anxious to be cordial; "but, at any rate, you will not +walk back. You must stay the night, now you are here; mustn't he, +Fanny?" + +Dare was delighted--beaming. Then his face became overcast. His eyebrows +went up. He shook his head. Mr. and Mrs. Alwynn were most kind, but--he +became more and more dejected--a bag, a simple valise-- + +It could be sent for. + +Ah! Mr. Alwynn was too good. He revived again. He showed his even white +teeth. He was about to resume his tea, when suddenly a tall white figure +came lightly in through the open French window, and a clear voice began: + +"Oh, Uncle John, there is such a heathen of a black poodle making +excavations in the flower-beds! Do--" + +Ruth stopped suddenly as her eyes fell upon the stranger. Dare rose +instinctively. + +"This is Mr. Dare, Ruth," said Mr. Alwynn. "He has just arrived at +Vandon." + +Ruth bowed. Dare surpassed himself, and was silent. All his smiles and +flow of small-talk had suddenly deserted him. He began patting his dog, +which had followed Ruth in-doors, and a moment of constraint fell upon +the little party. + +"She is shy," said Dare to himself. "She is adorably shy." + +Ruth's quiet, self-possessed voice dispelled that pleasing illusion. + +"I have had a very exhausting afternoon with Mrs. Eccles, Aunt Fanny, +and I have come to you for a cup of tea before I go back to Atherstone." + +"Why did you walk so far this hot afternoon, my dear? and how are Mrs. +Danvers and Lady Mary? and is any one else staying there? and, my dear, +_are_ the dolls finished?" + +"They are," said Ruth. "They are all outrageously fashionable. Even +Molly is satisfied. There is to be a school-feast here to-morrow," she +added, turning to Dare, who appeared bewildered at the turn the +conversation was taking. "All our energies for the last fortnight have +been brought to bear on dolls. We have been dressing dolls morning, +noon, and night." + +"When is it to be, this school-feast?" said Dare, eagerly. "I will buy +one--three dolls!" + +After a lengthy explanation from Mrs. Alwynn as to the nature of a +school-feast as distinct from a bazaar, Ruth rose to go, and Mr. Alwynn +offered to accompany her part of the way. + +"And so that is the new Mr. Dare about whom we have all been +speculating," she said, as they strolled across the fields together. "He +is not like his half-brother." + +"No; he seems to be entirely a Frenchman. You see, he was educated +abroad, and that makes a great difference. He was a very nice little boy +twenty years ago. I hope he will turn out well, and do his duty by the +place." + +The neighboring property of Vandon, with its tumble-down cottages, its +neglected people, and hard agent, were often in Mr. Alwynn's thoughts. + +"Oh, Uncle John, he will, he must! You must help him and advise," said +Ruth, eagerly. "He ought to stay and live on the place, and look into +things for himself." + +"I am afraid he will be poor," said Mr. Alwynn, meditatively. + +"Anyhow, he will be richer than he was before," urged Ruth, "and it is +his duty to do something for his own people." + +When Ruth had said it was a duty, she imagined, like many another young +soul before her, that nothing remained to be said, having yet to learn +how much beside often remained to be done. + +"We shall see," said Mr. Alwynn, who had seen something of his +fellow-creatures; and they walked on together in silence. + +The person whose duty Ruth had been discussing so freely looked after +the two retreating figures till they disappeared, and then turned to +Mrs. Alwynn. + +"You and Mr. Alwynn also go to the school-feast to-morrow?" + +Mrs. Alwynn, a little nettled, explained that of course she went, that +it was her _own_ school-feast, that Mrs. Thursby, at the Hall, had +nothing to do with it. (Dare did not know who Mrs. Thursby was, but he +listened with great attention.) She, Mrs. Alwynn, gave it herself. Her +own cook, who had been with her five years, made the cakes, and her own +donkey-cart conveyed the same to the field where the repast was held. + +"Miss Deyncourt, will she be there?" asked Dare. + +Mrs. Alwynn explained that all the neighborhood, including the Thursbys, +would be there; that she made a point of asking the Thursbys. + +"I also will come," said Dare, gravely. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +Atherstone was a rambling, old-fashioned, black-and-white house, half +covered with ivy, standing in a rambling, old-fashioned garden--a +charming garden, with clipped yews, and grass paths, and straggling +flowers and herbs growing up in unexpected places. In front of the +house, facing the drawing-room windows, was a bowling-green, across +which, at this time of the afternoon, the house had laid a cool green +shadow. + +Two ladies were sitting under its shelter, each with her work. + +It was hot still, but the shadows were deepening and lengthening. Away +in the sun hay was being made and carried, with crackings of whips and +distant voices. Beyond the hay-fields lay the silver band of the river, +and beyond again the spire of Slumberleigh Church, and a glimpse among +the trees of Slumberleigh Hall. + +"Ralph has started in the dog-cart to meet Charles. They ought to be +here in half an hour, if the train is punctual," said Mrs. Ralph. + +She was a graceful woman, with a placid, gentle face. She might be +thirty, but she looked younger. With her pleasant home and her pleasant +husband, and her child to be mildly anxious about, she might well look +young. She looked particularly so now as she sat in her fresh cotton +draperies, winding wool with cool, white hands. + +The handiwork of some women has a hard, masculine look. If they sew, it +is with thick cotton in some coarse material; if they knit, it is with +cricket-balls of wool, which they manipulate into wiry stockings and +comforters. Evelyn's wools, on the contrary, were always soft, fleecy, +liable to weak-minded tangles, and so turning, after long periods of +time, into little feminine futilities for which it was difficult to +divine any possible use. + +Lady Mary Cunningham, her husband's aunt, made no immediate reply to her +small remark. Evelyn Danvers was not a little afraid of that lady, and, +in truth, Lady Mary, with her thin face and commanding manner, was a +very imposing person. Though past seventy, she sat erect in her chair, +her stick by her side, some elaborate embroidery in her delicate old +ringed hands. Her pale, colorless eyes were as keen as ever. Her white +hair was covered by a wonderful lace cap, which no one had ever +succeeded in imitating, that fell in soft lappets and graceful folds +round the severe, dignified face. Molly, Evelyn's little daughter, stood +in great awe of Lady Mary, who had such a splendid stick with a silver +crook of her very own, and who made remarks in French in Molly's +presence which that young lady could not understand, and felt that it +was not intended she should. She even regarded with a certain veneration +the cap itself, which she had once met in equivocal circumstances, +journeying with a plait of white hair towards Lady Mary's rooms. + +It was the first time since their marriage, of which she had not +approved, that Lady Mary had paid a visit to Ralph and Evelyn at +Atherstone. Lady Mary had tried to marry Ralph, in days gone by, to a +woman who--but it was an old story and better forgotten. Ralph had +married his first cousin when he had married Evelyn, and Lady Mary had +strenuously objected to the match, and had even gone so far as to +threaten to alter certain clauses in her will, which she had made in +favor of Ralph, her younger nephew, at a time when she was at daggers +drawn with her eldest nephew, Charles, now Sir Charles Danvers. But that +was an old story, too, and better forgotten. + +When Charles succeeded his father some three years ago, and when, after +eight years, Molly had still remained an only child, and one of the +wrong kind, of no intrinsic value to the family, Lady Mary decided that +by-gones should be by-gones, and became formally reconciled to Charles, +with whom she had already found it exceedingly inconvenient, and +consequently unchristian, not to be on speaking terms. As long as he was +the scapegrace son of Sir George Danvers her Christian principles +remained in abeyance; but when he suddenly succeeded to the baronetcy +and Stoke Moreton, the air of which suited her so well, and, moreover, +to that convenient _pied a terre_, the house in Belgrave Square, she +allowed feelings, which she said she had hitherto repressed with +difficulty, their full scope, expressed a Christian hope that, now that +he had come to this estate, Charles would put away Bohemian things, and +instantly set to work to find a suitable wife for him. + +At first Lady Mary felt that the task which she had imposed upon herself +would (D.V.) be light indeed. Charles received her overtures with the +same courteous demeanor which had been the chief sting of their former +warfare. He paid his creditors, no one knew how, for his father had left +nothing to him unentailed; and once out of money difficulties, he seemed +in no hurry to plunge into them again. If he had not as yet thoroughly +taken up the life of an English country gentleman, for want of that +necessary adjunct which Lady Mary was so anxious to supply, at least he +lived in England and in good society. In short, Lady Mary was fond of +telling her friends Charles had entirely reformed, hinting, at the same +time, that she had been the humble instrument, in the hands of an +all-wise Providence, which had turned him back into the way in which the +English aristocracy should walk, and from which he had deviated so long. +But one thing remained--to marry him. Every one said Charles _must_ +marry. Lady Mary did not say it, but with her whole soul she meant it. +What she intended to do, she, as a rule, performed--occasionally at the +expense of those who were little able to afford it, but still the thing +was (always, of course, by the co-operation of Providence) done. Ralph +certainly had proved an exception to the rule. He had married Evelyn +against Lady Mary's will, and consequently without the blessing of +Providence. After that, of course, she had never expected there would be +a son, and with each year her anxiety to see Charles safely married had +increased. He had seemed so amenable that at first she could hardly +believe that the steed which she had led to waters of such divers merit +would refuse to drink from any of them. If rank had no charm for him, +which apparently it had not, she would try beauty. When beauty failed, +even beauty with money in its hand, Lady Mary hesitated, and then fell +back on goodness. But either the goodness was not good enough, or, as +Lady Mary feared, it was not sufficiently High Church to be really +genuine: even goodness failed. For three years she had strained every +nerve, and at the end of them she was no nearer the object in view than +when she began. + +An inconvenient death of a sister, with whom she had long since +quarrelled about church matters (and who had now gone where her folly in +differing from Lady Mary would be fully, if painfully, brought home to +her), had prevented Lady Mary continuing her designs this year in +London. But if thwarted in one direction, she knew how to throw her +energies into another. The first words she uttered indicated what that +direction was. + +Evelyn's little remark about the dog-cart, which had gone to meet +Charles, had so long remained without any response that she was about to +coin another of the same stamp, when Lady Mary suddenly said, with a +decision that was intended to carry conviction to the heart of her +companion: + +"It is an exceedingly suitable thing." + +Evelyn evidently understood what it was that was so suitable, but she +made no reply. + +"A few years ago," continued Lady Mary, "I should have looked higher. I +should have thought Charles might have done better, but--" + +"He never could do better than--than--" said Evelyn, with a little mild +flutter. "There is no one in the world more--" + +"Yes, yes, my dear--of course we all know that," returned the elder +lady. "She is much too good for him, and all the rest of it. A few years +ago, I was saying, I might not have regarded it quite in the light I do +now. Charles, with his distinguished appearance and his position, might +have married anybody. But time passes, and I am becoming seriously +anxious about him; I am, indeed. He is eight-and-thirty. In two years he +will be forty; and at forty you never know what a man may not do. It is +a critical age, even when they are married. Until he is forty, a man may +be led under Providence into forming a connection with a woman of +suitable age and family. After that age he will never look at any girl +out of her teens, and either perpetrates a folly or does not marry at +all. If the Danvers family is not to become extinct, or to be dragged +down by a _mesalliance_, measures must be taken at once." + +Evelyn winced at the allusion to the extinction of the Danvers family, +of which Charles and Ralph were the only representatives. She felt +keenly having failed to give Ralph a son, and the sudden smart of the +old hurt added a touch of sharpness to her usually gentle voice as she +said, "I cannot see what _has_ been left undone." + +"No, my dear," said Lady Mary, more suavely, "you have fallen in with my +views most sensibly. I only hope Ralph--" + +"Ralph knows nothing about it." + +"Quite right. It is very much better he should not. Men never can be +made to look at things in their proper light. They have no power of +seeing an inch in front of them. Even Charles, who is less dense than +most men, has never been allowed to form an idea of the plans which from +time to time I have made for him. Nothing sets a man more against a +marriage than the idea that it has been put in his way. They like to +think it is all their own doing, and that the whole universe will be +taken by surprise when the engagement is given out. Charles is no +exception to the rule. Our duty is to provide a wife for him, and then +allow him to think his own extraordinary cleverness found her for +himself. How old is this cousin of yours, Miss Deyncourt?" + +"About three-and-twenty." + +"Exceedingly suitable. Young, and yet not too young. She is not +beautiful, but she is decidedly handsome, and very high-bred-looking, +which is better than beauty. I know all about her family; good blood on +both sides; no worsted thread. I forget if there is any money." + +This was a pious fraud on Lady Mary's part, as she was, of course, aware +of the exact sum. + +"Lady Deyncourt left her thirty thousand pounds," said Evelyn, +unwillingly. She hated herself for the part she was taking in her aunt's +plans, although she had been so unable to support her feeble opposition +by any show of reason that it had long since melted away before the +consuming fire of Lady Mary's determined authority. + +"Twelve hundred a year," said that lady. "I fear Lady Deyncourt was far, +very far, from the truth, but she seems to have made an equitable will. +I am glad Miss Deyncourt is not entirely without means; and she has +probably something of her own as well. The more I see of that girl the +more convinced I am that she is the very wife for Charles. There is no +objection to the match in any way, unless it lies in that disreputable +brother, who seems to have entirely disappeared. Now, Evelyn, mark my +words. You invited her here at my wish, after I saw her with that +dreadful Alwynn woman at the flower-show. You will never regret it. I am +seventy-five years of age, and I have seen something of men and women. +Those two will suit." + +"Here comes the dog-cart," said Evelyn, with evident relief. + +"Where is Miss Deyncourt?" + +"She went off to Slumberleigh some time ago. She said she was going to +the rectory, I believe." + +"It is just as well. Ah! here is Charles." + +A tall, distinguished-looking man in a light overcoat came slowly round +the corner of the house as she spoke, and joined them on the lawn. +Evelyn went to meet him with, evident affection, which met with as +evident a return, and he then exchanged a more formal greeting with his +aunt. + +"Come and sit down here," said Evelyn, pulling forward a garden-chair. +"How hot and tired you look!" + +"I am tired to death, Evelyn. I went to London in May a comparatively +young man. Aunt Mary said I ought to go, and so, of course, I went. I +have come back not only sadder and wiser--that I would try to bear--but +visibly aged." + +He took off his hat as he spoke, and wearily pushed back the hair from +his forehead. Lady Mary looked at him over her spectacles with grave +scrutiny. She had not seen her nephew for many months, and she was not +pleased with what she saw. His face looked thin and worn, and she even +feared she could detect a gray hair or two in the light hair and +mustache. His tired, sarcastic eyes met hers. + +"I was afraid you would think I had _gone off_," he said, half shutting +his eyes in the manner habitual to him. "I fear I took your exhortations +too much to heart, and overworked myself in the good cause." + +"A season is always an exhausting thing," said Lady Mary; "and I dare +say London is very hot now." + +"Hot! It's more than hot. It is a solemn warning to evil-doers; a +foretaste of a future state." + +"I suppose everybody has left town by this time?" continued Lady Mary, +who often found it necessary even now to ignore parts of her nephew's +conversation. + +"By everybody I know you mean _one_ family. Yes, they are gone. Left +London to-day. Consequently, I also conveyed my remains out of town, +feeling that I had done my duty." + +"Where is Ralph?" asked Evelyn, rising, dimly conscious that Charles and +his aunt were conversing in an unknown tongue, and feeling herself _de +trop_. + +"I left him in the shrubbery. A stoat crossed the road before the +horse's nose as we drove up, and Ralph, who seems to have been specially +invented by Providence for the destruction of small vermin, was in +attendance on it in a moment. I had seen something of the kind before, +so I came on." + +Evelyn laid down her work, and went across the lawn, and round the +corner of the house, in the direction of the shrubbery, from which the +voice of her lord and master "rose in snatches," as he plunged in and +out among the laurels. + +"And how is Lord Hope-Acton?" continued Lady Mary, with an air of +elaborate unconcern. "I used to know him in old days as one of the best +waltzers in London. I remember him very slim and elegant-looking; but I +suppose he is quite elderly now, and has lost his figure? or so some one +was saying." + +"Not lost, but gone before, I should say, to judge by appearances," said +Charles, meditatively, gazing up into the blue of the summer sky. + +The mixed impiety and indelicacy of her nephew's remark caused a sudden +twitch to the High Church embroidery in Lady Mary's hand; but she went +on a moment later in her usual tone: + +"And Lady Hope-Acton. Is she in stronger health?" + +"I believe she was fairly well; not robust, you know, but, like other +fond mothers with daughters out, 'faint yet pursuing.'" + +Lady Mary bit her lip; but long experience had taught her that it was +wiser to refrain from reproof, even when it was so urgently needed. + +"And their daughter, Lady Grace. How beautiful she is! Was she looking +as lovely as usual?" + +"More so," replied Charles, with conviction. "Her nose is even +straighter, her eyelashes even longer than they were last summer. I do +not hesitate to say that her complexion is--all that her fancy paints +it." + +"You are so fond of joking, Charles, that I don't know when you are +serious. And you saw a good deal of her?" + +"Of course I did. I leaned on the railings in the Row, and watched her +riding with Lord Hope-Acton, whose personal appearance you feel such an +interest in. At the meeting of the four-in-hands, was not she on the +box-seat beside me? At Henley, were we not in the same boat? At +Hurlingham, did we not watch polo together, and together drink our tea? +At Lord's, did not I tear her new muslin garment in helping her up one +of those poultry-ladders on the Torringtons' drag? Have I not taken her +in to dinner five several times? Have I not danced with her at balls +innumerable? Have I not, in fact, seen as much of her as--of several +others?" + +"Oh, Charles!" said Lady Mary, "I wish you would talk seriously for one +moment, and not in that light way. Have you spoken?" + +"In a light way, I should say I had spoken a good deal; but _seriously_, +no. I have never ventured to be serious." + +"But you will be. After all this, you _will_ ask her?" + +"Aunt Mary," replied Charles, with gentle reproach, "a certain delicacy +should be observed in probing the exact state of a man's young +affections. At five-and-thirty (I know I am five-and-thirty, because you +have told people so for the last three years) there exists a certain +reticence in the youthful heart which declines to lay bare its inmost +feelings even for an aunt to--we won't say peck at, but speculate upon. +I have told you all I know. I have done what I was bidden to do, up to a +certain point. I am now here to recruit, and restore my wasted energies, +and possibly to heal (observe, I say possibly) my wounded affections in +the intimacy of my family circle. That reminds me that that little +ungrateful imp Molly has not yet made the slightest demonstration of joy +at my arrival. Where is she?" and without waiting for an answer, which +he was well aware would not be forthcoming, Charles rose and strolled +towards the house with his hands behind his back. + +"Molly!" he called, "Molly!" standing bareheaded in the sunshine, under +a certain latticed window, the iron bars of which suggested a nursery +within. + +There was a sudden answering cackle of delight, and a little brown head +was thrust out amid the ivy. + +"Come down this very moment, you little hard-hearted person, and embrace +your old uncle." + +"I'm comin', Uncle Charles, I'm comin';" and the brown head disappeared, +and a few seconds later a white frock and two slim black legs rushed +round the corner, and Molly precipitated herself against the waistcoat +of "Uncle Charles." + +"What do you mean by not coming down and paying your respects sooner?" +he said, when the first enthusiasm of his reception was over, looking +down at Molly with a great kindness in the keen light eyes which had +looked so apathetic and sarcastic a moment before. + +As he spoke, Ralph Danvers, a square, ruddy man in gray knickerbockers, +came triumphantly round from the shrubbery, holding by its tail a minute +corpse with out-stretched arms and legs. + +"Got him!" he said, smiling, and wiping his brow with honest pride. +"See, Charles? See, Molly? Got him!" + +"Don't bring it here, Ralph, please. We are going to have tea," came +Evelyn's gentle voice from the lawn; and Ralph and the terrier Vic +retired to hang the body of the slain upon a fir-tree on the back +premises, the recognized long home of stoats and weasels at Atherstone. + +Molly, in the presence of Lady Mary and the stick with the silver crook, +was always more or less depressed and shy. She felt the pale cold eye of +that lady was upon her, as indeed it generally was, if she moved or +spoke. She did not therefore join in the conversation as freely as was +her wont in the family circle, but sat on the grass by her uncle, +watching him with adoring eyes, trying to work the signet ring off his +big little finger, which in the memory of man--of Molly, I mean--had +never been known to work off, while she gave him the benefit of small +pieces of local and personal news in a half whisper from time to time as +they occurred to her. + +"Cousin Ruth is staying here, Uncle Charles." + +"Indeed," said Charles, absently. + +His eyes had wandered to Evelyn taking Ralph his cup of tea, and giving +him a look with it which he returned--the quiet, grave look of mutual +confidence which sometimes passes between married people, and which for +the moment makes the single state seem very single indeed. + +Molly saw that he had not heard, and that she must try some more +exciting topic in order to rivet his attention. + +"There was a mouse at prayers yesterday, Uncle Charles." + +"There _wasn't_?" + +Uncle Charles was attending again now. + +Molly gave an exact account of the great event, and of how "Nanny" had +gathered her skirts round her, and how James had laughed, only father +did not see him, and how--There was a great deal more, and the story +ended tragically for the mouse, whose final demise under a shovel, when +prayers were over, Molly described in graphic detail. + +"And how are the guinea-pigs?" asked Charles, putting down his cup. + +"Come and see them," whispered Molly, insinuating her small hand +delightedly into his big one; and they went off together, each happy in +the society of the other. Charles was introduced to the guinea-pigs, +which had multiplied exceedingly since he had presented them, the one +named after him being even then engaged in rearing a large family. + +Then, after Molly had copiously watered her garden, and Charles's +unsuspecting boots at the same time, objects of interest still remained +to be seen and admired; confidences had to be exchanged; inner pockets +in Charles's waistcoat to be explored; and it was not till the +dressing-bell and the shrill voice of "Nanny" from an upper window +recalled them, that the friends returned towards the house. + +As they turned to go in-doors Charles saw a tall white figure skimming +across the stretches of low sunshine and long shadow in the field beyond +the garden, and making swiftly for the garden gate. + +"Oh, Molly! Molly!" he said, in a tone of sudden consternation, +squeezing the little brown hand in his. "_Who_ is that?" + +Molly looked at him astonished. A moment ago Uncle Charles had been +talking merrily, and now he looked quite sad. + +"It's only Ruth," she said, reassuringly. + +"Who is Ruth?" + +"Cousin Ruth," replied Molly. "I told you she was here." + +"She's not _staying_ here?" + +"Yes, she is. She is rather nice, only she says the guinea-pigs smell +nasty, which isn't true. She _will_ be late,"--with evident concern--"if +she is going to be laced up; and I know she is, because I saw it on her +bed. She doesn't see us yet. Let us go and meet her." + +"Run along, then," said Charles, in a lone of deep dejection, loosing +Molly's hand. "I think I'll go in-doors." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +"I've done Uncle Charles a button-hole, and put it in his water-bottle," +said Molly, in an important _affaire_ whisper, as she came into Ruth's +room a few minutes before dinner, where Ruth and her maid were +struggling with a black-lace dress. "Mrs. Jones, you must be very quick. +Why do you have pins in your mouth, Mrs. Jones? James has got his coat +on, and he is going to ring the bell in one minute. I told him you had +only just got your hair done; but he said he could not help that. Uncle +Charles,"--peeping through the door--"is going down now, and he's got on +a beautiful white waistcoat. He's brought that nice Mr. Brown with him +that unpacks his things and plays on the concertina. Ah! there's the +bell;" and Molly hurried down to give a description of the exact stage +at which Ruth's toilet had arrived, which Ruth cut short by appearing +hard upon her heels. + +"It is a shame to come in-doors now, isn't it?" said Charles, as he was +introduced and took her in to dinner in the wake of Lady Mary and Ralph. +"Just the first cool time of the day." + +"Is it?" said Ruth, still rather pink with her late exertions. "When I +heard the dressing-bell ring across the fields, and the last gate would +not open, and I found the railings through which I precipitated myself +had been newly painted, I own I thought it had never been so hot all +day." + +"How trying it is to be forgotten!" said Charles, after a pause. "We +have met before, Miss Deyncourt; but I see you don't remember me. I gave +you time to recollect me by throwing out that little remark about the +weather, but it was no good." + +Ruth glanced at him and looked puzzled. + +"I am afraid I don't," she said at last. "I have seen you playing polo +once or twice, and driving your four-in-hand; but I thought I only knew +you by sight. When did we meet before?" + +"You have no recollection of a certain ball after some theatricals at +Stoke Moreton, which you and your sister came to as little girls in +pigtails?" + +"Of course I remember that. And were you there?" + +"Was I there? Oh, the ingratitude of woman! Did not I dance three times +with each of you, and suggest chicken at supper instead of lobster +salad? Does not the lobster salad awaken memories? Surely you have not +forgotten that?" + +Ruth began to smile. + +"I remember now. So you were the kind man, name unknown, who took such +care of Anna and me? How good-natured you were!" + +"Thanks! You evidently do remember now, if you say that. I recognized +you at once, when I saw you again, by your likeness to your brother +Raymond. You were very like him then, but much more so now. How is he?" + +Ruth's dark gray eyes shot a sudden surprised glance at him. People had +seldom of late inquired after Raymond. + +"I believe he is quite well," she replied, in a constrained tone. "I +have not heard from him for some time." + +"It is some years since I met him," said Charles, noting but ignoring +her change of tone. "I used to see a good deal of him before he went +to--was it America? I heard from him about three years ago. He was +prospecting, I think, at that time." + +Ruth remembered that Charles had succeeded his father about three years +ago. She remembered also Raymond's capacities for borrowing. A sudden +instinct told her what the drift of that letter had been. The blood +rushed into her face. + +"Oh, he didn't--did he?" + +The other three people were talking together; Lady Mary, opposite, was +joining with a bland smile of inward satisfaction in the discussion +between Ralph and Evelyn as to the rival merits of "Cochin Chinas" and +"Plymouth Rocks." + +"If he did," said Charles, quietly, "it was only what we had often done +for each other before. There was a time, Miss Deyncourt, when your +brother and I both rowed in the same boat; and both, I fancy, split on +the same rock. It was not so long since--" + +There was a sudden silence. The chicken question was exhausted. It +dropped dead. Charles left his sentence unfinished, and, turning to his +brother, the conversation became general. + + * * * * * + +In the evening, when the others had said good-night, Charles and Ralph +went out into the cool half-darkness to smoke, and paced up and down on +the lawn in the soft summer night. The two brothers had not met for some +time, and in an undemonstrative way they had a genuine affection for +each other, which showed itself on this occasion in walking about +together without exchanging a word. + +At last Charles broke the silence. "I thought, when I settled to come +down here, you said you would be alone!" There was a shade of annoyance +in his tone. + +"Well, now, that is just what I said at the time," said Ralph, sleepily, +with a yawn that would have accommodated a Jonah, "only I was told I did +not understand. They always say I don't understand if they're set on +anything. I thought you wanted a little peace and quietness. I said so; +but Aunt Mary settled we must have some one. I say, Charles," with a +chuckle of deep masculine cunning, "you just look out. There's some +mystery up about Ruth. I believe Aunt Mary got Evelyn to ask her here +with an eye to business." + +"I would not do Aunt Mary the injustice to doubt _that_ for a moment," +replied Charles, rather bitterly; and they relapsed into silence and +smoke. + +Presently Ralph, who had been out all day, yawned himself into the +house, and left Charles to pace up and down by himself. + +If Lady Mary, who was at that moment composing herself to slumber in the +best spare bedroom, had heard the gist of Ralph's remarks to his +brother, I think she would have risen up and confronted him then and +there on the stairs. As it was, she meditated on her couch with much +satisfaction, until the sleep of the just came upon her, little recking +that the clumsy hand of brutal man had even then torn the veil from her +carefully concealed and deeply laid feminine plans. + +Charles, meanwhile, remained on the lawn till late into the night. After +two months of London smuts and London smoke and London nights, the calm +scented darkness had a peculiar charm for him. The few lights in the +windows were going out one by one, and thousands and thousands were +coming out in the quiet sky. Through the still air came the sound of a +corn-crake perpetually winding up its watch at regular intervals in a +field hard by. A little desultory breeze hovered near, and just roused +the sleepy trees to whisper a good-night. And Charles paced and paced, +and thought of many things. + +Only last night! His mind went back to the picture-gallery where he and +Lady Grace had sat, amid a grove of palms and flowers. Through the open +archway at a little distance came a flood of light, and a surging echo +of plaintive, appealing music. It was late, or rather early, for morning +was looking in with cold, dispassionate eyes through the long windows. +The gallery was comparatively empty for a London gathering, for the +balconies and hall were crowded, and the rooms were thinning. To all +intents and purposes they were alone. How nearly--how nearly he had +asked for what he knew would not have been refused! How nearly he had +decided to do at once what might still be put off till to-morrow! And he +_must_ marry; he often told himself so. She was there beside him on the +yellow brocade ottoman. She was much too good for him; but she liked +him. Should he do it--now? he asked himself, as he watched the slender +gloved hand swaying the feather fan with monotonous languor. + +But when he took her back to the ball-room, back to an expectant, tired +mother, he had not done it. He should be at their house in Scotland +later. He thought he would wait till then. He breathed a long sigh of +relief, in the quiet darkness now, at the thought that he had not done +it. He had a haunting presentiment that neither in the purple heather, +any more than in a London ball-room, would he be able to pass beyond +that "certain point" to which, in divers companionship, with or without +assistance, he had so often attained. + +For Charles was genuinely anxious to marry. He regarded with the +greatest interest every eligible and ineligible young woman whom he came +across. If Lady Mary had been aware of the very serious light in which +he had considered Miss Louisa Smith, youngest daughter of a certain +curate Smith, who in his youth had been originally extracted from a +refreshment-room at Liverpool to become an ornament of the Church, that +lady would have swooned with horror. But neither Miss Louisa Smith, with +her bun and sandwich ancestry, nor the eighth Lord Breakwater's young +and lovely sister, though both willing to undertake the situation, were +either of them finally offered it. Charles remained free as air, and a +dreadful stigma gradually attached to him as a heartless flirt and a +perverter of young girls' minds from men of more solid worth. A man who +pleases easily and is hard to please soon gets a bad name +among--mothers. I don't think Lady Hope-Acton thought very kindly of +him, as she sped up to Scotland in the night mail. + +Perhaps he was not so much to blame as she thought. Long ago, ten long +years ago, in the reckless days of which Lady Mary had then made so +much, and now made so little, poor Charles had been deeply in love with +a good woman, a gentle, quiet girl, who after a time had married his +brother Ralph. No one had suspected his attachment--Ralph and Evelyn +least of all--but several years elapsed before he found time to visit +them at Atherstone; and I think his fondness for Molly had its origin in +his feeling for her mother. Even now it sometimes gave him a momentary +pang to meet the adoration in Molly's eyes which, with their dark +lashes, she had copied so exactly from Evelyn's. + +And now that he could come with ease on what had been forbidden ground, +he had seen of late clearly, with the insight that comes of +dispassionate consideration, that Evelyn, the only woman whom he had +ever earnestly loved, whom he would have turned heaven and earth to have +been able to marry, had not been in the least suited to him, and that to +have married her would have entailed a far more bitter disappointment +than the loss of her had been. + +Evelyn made Ralph an admirable wife. She was so placid, so gentle, +and--with the exception of muddy boots in the drawing-room--so +unexacting. It was sweet to see her read to Molly; but did she never +take up a book or a paper? What she said was always gracefully put +forth; but oh! in old days, used she in that same gentle voice to utter +such platitudes, such little stereotyped remarks? Used she, in the palmy +days that were no more (when she was not Ralph's wife), so mildly but so +firmly to adhere to a pre-conceived opinion? Had she formerly such fixed +opinions on every subject in general, and on new-laid eggs and the +propriety of chicken-hutches on the lawn in particular? Disillusion may +be for our good, like other disagreeable things, but it is seldom +pleasant at the time, and is apt to leave in all except the most +conceited natures (whose life-long mistakes are committed for our +learning) a strange self-distrustful caution behind, which is mortally +afraid of making a second mistake of the same kind. + +Charles suddenly checked his pacing. + +And yet surely, surely, he said to himself, there were in the world +somewhere good women of another stamp, who might be found for diligent +seeking. + +He turned impatiently to go in-doors. + +"Oh, Molly! Molly!" he said, half aloud, gazing at the darkened windows +behind which the body of Molly was sleeping, while her little soul was +frisking away in fairy-land, "why did you complicate matters by being a +little girl?" With which reflection he brought his meditations to a +close for the night. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +Molly awoke early on the following morning, and early informed the rest +of the household that the weather was satisfactory. She flew into Ruth's +room with the hot water, to wake her and set her mind at rest on a +subject of such engrossing interest; she imparted it repeatedly to +Charles through his key-hole, until a low incoherent muttering convinced +her that he also was rejoicing in the good news. She took all the dolls +out of the baskets in which Ruth's careful hands had packed them the +evening before, in the recognized manner in which dolls travel without +detriment to their toilets, namely, head downward, with their +orange-top-boots turned upward to the sky. In short, Molly busied +herself in the usual ways in which an only child finds employment. + +It really was a glorious day. Except in Molly's eyes it was almost too +good a day for a school-feast; too good a day, Ruth thought, as she +looked out, to be spent entirely in playing at endless games of "Sally +Water" and "Oranges and Lemons," and in pouring out sweet tea in a tent. +She remembered a certain sketch at Arleigh, an old deserted house in the +neighborhood, which she had long wished to make. What a day for a +sketch! But she shut her eyes to the temptation of the evil one, and +went out into the garden, where Molly's little brown hands were +devastating the beds for the approaching festival, and Molly's shrill +voice was piping through the fresh morning air. + +There had been rain in the night, and to-day the earth had all her +diamonds on, just sent down reset from heaven. The trees came out +resplendent, unable to keep their leaves still for very vanity, and +dropping gems out of their settings at every rustle. No one had been +forgotten. Every tiniest shrub and plant had its little tiara to show; +rare jewels, cut by a Master Hand, which at man's rude touch, or, for +that matter, Molly's either, slid away to tears. + +"You don't mean to say, Molly," said Charles, later in the day, when all +the dolls had been passed in review before him, and he had criticised +each, "that you are going to leave me all day by myself? What shall I do +between luncheon and tea-time, when I have fed the guinea-pigs and +watered the 'blue-belia,' as you call it--Where has that imp disappeared +to now? I think," with a glance at Ruth, who was replacing the cotton +wool on the doll's faces, "I really think, though I own I fancied I had +a previous engagement, that I shall be obliged to come to the +school-feast too." + +"Don't," said Ruth, looking up suddenly from her work with gray serious +eyes. "Be advised. No man who respects himself makes himself common by +attending village school-feasts and attempting to pour out tea, which he +is never allowed to do in private life." + +"I could hand buns," suggested Charles. "You take a gloomy view of your +fellow-creatures, Miss Deyncourt. I see you underrate my powers with +plates of buns." + +"Far from it. I only wished to keep you from quitting your proper +sphere." + +"What, may I ask, is my proper sphere?" + +"Not to come to school-feasts at all; or, if you feel that is beyond +you, only to arrive when you are too late to be of any use; to stand +about with a hunting-crop in your hand--for, of course, you will come on +horseback--and then, after refreshing all of us workers by a few +well-chosen remarks, to go away again at an easy canter." + +"I think I could do that, if it would give pleasure; and I am most +grateful to you for pointing out my proper course to me. I have observed +it is the prerogative of woman in general not only to be absolutely +convinced as to her own line of action, but also to be able to point out +that of man to his obtuser perceptions." + +"I believe you are perfectly right," said Ruth, becoming serious. "If +men, especially prime-ministers, were to apply to almost any woman I +know (except, of course, myself) for advice as to the administration of +the realm or their own family affairs, I have not the slightest doubt +that not one of them would be sent empty away, but would be furnished +instantly with a complete guide-book as to his future movements on this +side the grave." + +"Oh, some people don't stop there," said Charles. "Aunt Mary, in my +young days, used to think nothing of the grave if I had displeased her. +She still revels in a future court of justice, and an eternal +cat-o'-nine tails beyond the tomb. Well, Molly, so here you are, back +again! What's the last news?" + +The news was the extraordinary arrival of five new kittens, which, +according to Molly, the old stable cat had just discovered in a loft, +and took the keenest personal interest in. Charles was dragged away, +only half acquiescent, to help in a decision that must instantly be come +to, as to which of the two spotted or the three plain ones should be +kept. + +It was a day of delight to Molly. She had the responsibility and honor +of driving Ruth and the dolls in her own donkey-cart to the scene of +action, where the school children, and some of the idlest or most +good-natured of Mrs. Alwynn's friends, were even then assembling, and +where Mrs. Alwynn herself was already dashing from point to point, +buzzing like a large "bumble" bee. + +As the donkey-cart crawled up a gray figure darted out of the tent, and +flew to meet them from afar. Dare, who had been on the lookout for them +for some time, offered to lift out Molly, helped out Ruth, held the +baskets, wished to unharness the donkey, let the wheel go over his +patent leather shoe, and in short made himself excessively agreeable, if +not in Ruth's, at least in Molly's eyes, who straightway entered into +conversation with him, and invited him to call upon herself and the +guinea-pigs at Atherstone at an early date. + +Then ensued the usual scene at festivities of this description. Tea was +poured out like water (very like warm water), buns, cakes, and bread and +butter were eaten, were crumbled, were put in pockets, were stamped +underfoot. Large open tarts, covered with thin sticks of pastry, called +by the boys "the tarts with the grubs on 'em," disappeared apace, being +constantly replaced by others made in the same image, from which the +protecting but adhesive newspaper had to be judiciously peeled. When the +last limit of the last child had been reached, the real work of the day +began--the games. Under a blazing sun, for the space of two hours, +"Sally Water" or "Nuts in May" must be played, with an occasional change +to "Oranges and Lemons." + +Ruth, who had before been staying with the Alwynns at the time of their +school-feast, hardened her heart, and began that immoral but popular +game of "Sally Water." + + "Sally, Sally Water, come sprinkle your pan; + Rise up a husband, a handsome young man. + Rise, Sally, rise, and don't look sad, + You shall have a husband, good or bad." + +The last line showing how closely the state of feeling of village +society, as regards the wedded state, resembles the view taken of it in +the highest circles. + +Other games were already in full swing. Mrs. Alwynn, flushed and shrill, +was organizing an infant troop. A good-natured curate was laying up for +himself treasure elsewhere, by a present expenditure of half-pence +secreted in a tub of bran. Dare, not to be behind-hand, took to swinging +little girls with desperate and heated good-nature. His bright smile and +genial brown face soon gained the confidence of the children; and then +he swung them as they had never been swung before. It was positively the +first time that some of the girls had ever seen their heels above their +heads. And his powers of endurance were so great. First his coat and +then his waistcoat were cast aside as he warmed to his work, until at +last he dragged the sleeve of his shirt out of the socket, and had to +retire into private life behind a tree, in company with Mrs. Eccles and +a needle and thread. But he reappeared again, and was soon swept into a +game of cricket that was being got up among the elder boys; bowled the +school-master; batted brilliantly and with considerable flourish for a +few moments, only to knock his own wickets down with what seemed +singular want of care; and then fielded with cat-like activity and an +entire oblivion of the game, receiving a swift ball on his own person, +only to choke, coil himself up, and recover his equanimity and the ball +in a moment. + +All things come to an end, and at last the Slumberleigh church clock +struck four, and Ruth could sink giddily onto a bench, and push back +the few remaining hair-pins that were left to her, and feebly endeavor, +with a pin eagerly extracted by Dare from the back of his neck, to join +the gaping ruin of torn gathers in her dress, so daintily fresh two +hours ago, so dilapidated now. + +"There they come!" said Mrs. Alwynn, indignantly, who was fanning +herself with her pocket-handkerchief, which stout women ought to be +forbidden by law to do. "There are Mrs. Thursby and Mabel. Just like +them, arriving when the games are all over! And, dear me! who is that +with them? Why, it is Sir Charles Danvers. I had no idea he was staying +with them. Brown particularly told me they had not brought back any +friend with them yesterday. Dear me! How odd! And Brown--" + +"Sir Charles Danvers is staying at Atherstone," said Ruth. + +"At Atherstone, is he? Well, my dear, this is the first I have heard of +it, if he is. I don't see what there is to make a secret of in _that_. +Most natural he should be staying there, I should have thought. And, if +that's one of Mabel's new gowns, all I can say is that yours is quite as +nice, Ruth, though I know it is from last year, and those full fronts as +fashionable as ever." + +As Mr. and Mrs. Alwynn went forward to meet the Thursbys, Charles +strolled up to Ruth, and planted himself deliberately in front of her. + +"You observe that I am here?" he said. + +"I do." + +"At the proper time?" + +"At the proper time." + +"And in my sphere? I have tampered with no buns, you will remark, and +teapots have been far from me." + +"I am exceedingly rejoiced my little word in season has been of such +use." + +"It has, Miss Deyncourt. The remark you made this morning I considered +honest, though poor, and I laid it to heart accordingly. But," with a +change of tone, "you look tired to death. You have been out in the sun +too long. I am going off now. I only came because I met the Thursbys, +and they dragged me here. Come home with me through the woods. You have +no idea how agreeable I am in the open air. It will be shady all the +way, and not half so fatiguing as being shaken in Molly's donkey-cart." + +"In the donkey-cart I must return, however, if I die on the way," said +Ruth, with a tired smile. "I can't leave Molly. Besides, all is not +over yet. The races and prizes take time; and when at last they are +dismissed, a slice of--" + +"No, Miss Deyncourt, _no_! Not more food!" + +"A slice of cake will be applied _externally_ to each of the children, +which rite brings the festivities to a close. There! I see the dolls are +being carried out. I must go;" and a moment later Ruth and Molly and +Dare, who had been hovering near, were busily unpacking and shaking out +the dolls; and Charles, after a little desultory conversation with Mabel +Thursby, strolled away, with his hands behind his back and his nose in +the air in the manner habitual to him. + +And so the day wore itself out at last; and after a hymn had been +shrieked the children were dismissed, and Ruth and Molly at length drove +away. + +"Hasn't it been delicious?" said Molly. "And my doll was chosen first. +Lucy Bigg, with the rash on her face, got it. I wish little Sarah had +had it. I do love Sarah so very much; but Sarah had yours, Ruth, with +the real pocket and the handkerchief in it. That will be a surprise for +her when she gets home. And that new gentleman was so kind about the +teapots, wasn't he? He always filled mine first. He's coming to see me +very soon, and to bring a curious black dog that he has of his very own, +called--" + +"Stop, Molly," said Ruth, as the donkey's head was being sawed round +towards the blazing high-road; "let us go home through the woods. I know +it is longer, but I can't stand any more sun and dust to-day." + +"You do look tired," said Molly, "and your lips are quite white. My lips +turned white once, before I had the measles, and I felt very curious +inside, and then spots came all over. You don't feel like spots, do you, +Cousin Ruth? We will go back by the woods, and I'll open the gates, and +you shall hold the reins. I dare say Balaam will like it better too." + +Molly had called her donkey Balaam, partly owing to a misapprehension of +Scripture narrative, and partly owing to the assurance of Charles, when +in sudden misgiving she had consulted him on the point, that Balaam +_had_ been an ass. + +Balaam's reluctant underjaw was accordingly turned in the direction of +the woods, and, little thinking the drive might prove an eventful one, +Ruth and Molly set off at that easy amble which a well-fed pampered +donkey will occasionally indulge in. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +After the glare and the noise, the shrill blasts of penny trumpets, and +the sustained beating of penny drums, the silence of the Slumberleigh +woods was delightful to Ruth; the comparative silence, that is to say, +for where Molly was, absolute silence need never be feared. + +Long before the first gate had been reached Balaam had, of course, +returned to the mode of procedure which suited him and his race best, +and it was only when the road inclined to be downhill that he could be +urged into anything like a trot. + +"Never mind," said Molly, consolingly to Ruth, as he finally settled +into a slow lounge, gracefully waving his ears and tail at the army of +flies which accompanied him, "when we get to the place where the firs +are, and the road goes between the rocks, it's downhill all the way, and +we'll gallop down." + +But it was a long way to the firs, and Ruth was in no hurry. It was an +ideal afternoon, verging towards evening; an afternoon of golden lights +and broken shadows, of vivid greens in shady places. It must have been +on such a day as this, Ruth thought, that the Almighty walked in the +garden of Eden when the sun was low, while as yet the tree of knowledge +was but in blossom, while as yet autumn and its apples were far off, +long before fig-leaves and millinery were thought of. + +On either side the bracken and the lady-fern grew thick and high, almost +overlapping the broad moss-grown path, across which the young rabbits +popped away in their new brown coats, showing their little white linings +in their lazy haste. A dog-rose had hung out a whole constellation of +pale stars for Molly to catch at as they passed. A family of +honeysuckles clung, faint and sweet, just beyond the reach of the little +hand that stretched after them in turn. + +They had reached the top of an ascent that would have been level to +anything but the mean spirit of a donkey, when Molly gave a start. + +"Cousin Ruth, there's something creeping among the trees--don't you hear +it? Oh-h-h!" + +There really was a movement in the bracken, which grew too thick and +high to allow of anything being easily seen at a little distance. + +"If it's a lion," said Molly, in a faint whisper, "and I feel in my +heart it is, he must have Balaam." + +Balaam at this moment pricked his large ears, and Molly and Ruth both +heard the snapping of a twig, and saw a figure slip behind a tree. +Molly's spirits rose, and Ruth's went down in proportion. The woods were +lonely, and they were nearing the most lonely part. + +"It's only a man," said Ruth, rather sharply. "I expect it is one of the +keepers." (Oh, Ruth!) "Come, Molly, we shall never get home at this +rate. Whip up Balaam, and let us trot down the hill." + +Much relieved about Balaam's immediate future, Molly incited him to a +really noble trot, and did not allow him to relapse even on the flat +which followed. Through the rattling and the jolting, however, Ruth +could still hear a stealthy rustle in the fern and under-wood. The man +was following them. + +"He's coming after us," whispered Molly, with round frightened eyes, +"and Balaam will stop in a minute, I know. Oh, Cousin Ruth, what shall +we do?" + +Ruth hesitated. They were nearing the steep pitch, where the firs +overhung the road, which was cut out between huge bowlders of rock and +sandstone. The ground rose rough and precipitous on their right, and +fell away to their left. Just over the brow of the hill, out of sight, +was, as she well knew, the second gate. The noise in the brushwood had +ceased. Turning suddenly, her quick eye just caught sight of a figure +disappearing behind the slope of the falling ground to the left. He was +a lame man, and he was running. In a moment she saw that he was making a +short cut, with the intention of waylaying them at the gate. He would +get there long before they would; and even then Balaam was beginning the +ascent, which really was an ascent this time, at his slowest walk. + +Molly's teeth were chattering in her little head. + +"Now, Molly," said Ruth, sharply, "listen to me, and don't be a baby. +He'll wait for us at the gate, so he can't see us here. Get out this +moment, and we will both run up the hill to the keeper's cottage at the +top of the bank. We shall get there first, because he is lame." + +They had passed the bracken now, and were among the moss and sandstone +beneath the firs. Ruth hastily dragged Molly out of the cart without +stopping Balaam, who proceeded, twirling his ears, leisurely without +them. + +"Oh, my poor Balaam!" sobbed Molly, with a backward glance at that +unconscious favorite marching towards its doom. + +"There is no time to think of poor Balaam now," replied Ruth. "Run on in +front of me, and don't step on anything crackly." + +"Never in this world," thought Ruth, "will I come alone here with Molly +again. Never again will I--" + +But it was stiff climbing, and the remainder of the resolution was lost. + +They are high to the right above the white gate now. The keeper's +cottage is in sight, built against a ledge of rock, up to which wide +rough steps have been cut in the sandstone. Ruth looks down at the gate +below. He is waiting--the dreadful man is waiting there, as she +expected; and Balaam, toying with a fern, is at that moment coming round +the corner. She sees that he takes in the situation instantly. There is +but one way in which they can have fled, and he knows it. In a moment he +comes halting and pounding up the slope. He sees their white dresses +among the firs. Run, Molly! run, Ruth! Spare no expense. If your new +black sash catches in the briers, let it catch; heed it not, for he is +making wonderful play with that lame leg up the hill. It is an even +race. Now for the stone steps! How many more there are than there ever +were before! Quick through the wicket, and up through the little +kitchen-garden. Molly is at the door first, beating upon it, and calling +wildly on the name of Brown. + +And then Ruth's heart turns sick within her. The door is locked. Through +the window, which usually blossoms with geraniums, she can see the black +fireplace and the bare walls. No Brown within answers to Molly's cries. +Brown has been turned away for drinking. Mrs. Brown, who hung a slender +"wash" on the hedge only last week, has departed with her lord. Brown's +cottage is tenantless. The pursuer must have known it when he breasted +the hill. A mixed sound, as of swearing and stumbling, comes from the +direction of the stone steps. The pursuer is evidently intoxicated, +probably lunatic! + +"Quick, Molly!" gasps Ruth, "round by the back, and then cut down +towards the young plantation, and make for the road again. Don't stop +for me." + +The little yard, the pigsty, the water-butt, fly past. Past fly the +empty kennels. Past does _not_ fly the other gate. Locked; padlocked! +It is like a bad dream. Molly, with a windmill-like exhibition of black +legs, gives Ruth a lead over. Now for it, Ruth! The bars are close +together and the gate is high. It is not a time to stick at trifles. +What does it matter if you can get over best by assuming a masculine +equestrian attitude for a moment on the top bar? There! And now, down +the hill again, away to your left. Take to your heels, and be thankful +they are not high ones. Never mind if your hair is coming down. You have +a thousand good qualities, Ruth, high principles and a tender +conscience, but you are not a swift runner, and you have not played +"Sally Water" all day for nothing. Molly is far in front now. A heavy +trampling is not far behind; nay, it is closer than you thought. And +your eyes are becoming misty, Ruth, and armies of drums are beating +every other sound out of your ears--that shouting behind you, for +instance. The intoxicated, murderous lunatic is close behind. One +minute! Two minutes! How many more seconds can you keep it up? Through +the young plantation, down the hill, into the sandy road again, the +sandy, uphill road. How much longer can you keep it up? + + * * * * * + +Charles strolled quietly homeward, enjoying the beauties of nature, and +reflecting on the quantity of rabbit-shooting that Mr. Thursby must +enjoy. He may also have mused on Lady Grace, for anything that can be +known to the contrary, and have possibly made a mental note that if it +had been she whom he had asked to walk home with him, instead of Ruth, +he would not have been alone at that moment. Be that how it may, he +leisurely pursued his path until a fallen tree beside the bank looked so +inviting that (Evelyn and Ralph having gone out to friends at a +distance) Charles, who was in no hurry to return to Lady Mary, seated +himself thereon, with a cigarette to bear him company. + +To him, with rent garments and dust upon her head, and indeed all over +her, suddenly appeared Molly; Molly, white with panic, breathless, +unable to articulate, pointing in the direction from which she had come. +In a moment Charles was tearing down the road at full speed. A tall, +swaying figure almost ran against him at the first turn, and Ruth only +avoided him to collapse suddenly in the dry ditch, her face in the bank, +and a yard of sash biting the dust along the road behind her. + +Her pursuer stopped short. Charles made a step towards him and stopped +short also. The two men stood and looked at each other without +speaking. + +When Ruth found herself in a position to make observations she +discovered that she was sitting by the road-side, with her head resting +against--was it a tweed arm or the bank? She moved a little, and found +that first impressions are apt to prove misleading. It was the bank. She +opened her eyes to see a brown, red-lined hat on the ground beside her, +half full of water, through which she could dimly discern the golden +submerged name of the maker. She seemed to have been contemplating it +with vague interest for about an hour, when she became aware that some +one was dabbing her forehead with a wet silk handkerchief. + +"Better?" asked Charles's voice. + +"Oh!" gasped Ruth, suddenly trying to sit up, but finding the attempt +resulted only in the partial movement of a finger somewhere in the +distance. "Have I really--surely, surely, I was not so abject as to +_faint_?" + +"Truth," said Charles, with a reassured look in his quick, anxious eyes, +"obliges me to say you did." + +"I thought better of myself than that." + +"Pride goes before a fall or a faint." + +"Oh, dear!" turning paler than ever. "Where is Molly?" + +"She is all right," said Charles, hastily, applying the +pocket-handkerchief again. "Don't alarm yourself, and pray don't try to +get up. You can see just as much of the view sitting down. Molly has +gone for the donkey-cart." + +"And that dreadful man?" + +"That dreadful man has also departed. By-the-way, did you see his face? +Would you know him again if the policeman succeeds in finding him?" + +"No; I never looked round. I only saw, when he began to run to cut us +off at the gate, that he was lame." + +"H'm!" said Charles, reflectively. Then more briskly, with a new access +of dabbing, "How is the faintness going on?" + +"Capitally," replied Ruth, with a faint, amused smile; "but if it does +not seem ungrateful, I should be very thankful if I might be spared the +rest of the water in the hat, or if it might be poured over me at once, +if you don't wish it to be wasted." + +"Have I done too much? I imagined my services were invaluable. Let me +help you to find your own handkerchief, if you would like a dry one for +a change. Ah, what a good shot into that labyrinth of drapery! You have +found it for yourself. You are certainly better." + +"But my self-respect," replied Ruth, drying her face, "is gone forever!" + +"I lost mine years ago," said Charles, carefully dusting Ruth's hat, +"but I got over it. I had no idea those bows were supported by a wire +inside. One lives and learns." + +"I never did such a thing before," continued Ruth, ruefully. "I have +always felt a sort of contempt for girls who scream or faint just when +they ought not." + +"For my part, I am glad to perceive you have some little feminine +weakness. Your growing solicitude also as to the state of your back hair +is pleasing in the extreme." + +"I am too confused and shaken to retaliate just now. You are quite right +to make hay while the sun shines; but, when I am myself again, beware!" + +"And your gown," continued Charles. "What yawning gulfs, what chasms +appear! and what a quantity of extraneous matter you have brought away +with you--reminiscences of travel--burrs, very perfect specimens of +burrs, thistledown, chips of fir, several complete spiders' webs; and +your sash, which seems to have a particularly adhesive fringe, is a +museum in itself. Ah, here comes that coward of little cowards, Molly, +with Balaam and the donkey-cart!" + +Molly, who had left Ruth for dead, greeted her cousin with a transport +of affection, and then proceeded to recount the fearful risks that +Balaam had encountered by being deserted, and the stoic calm with which +he had waited for them at the gate. + +"He's not a common donkey," she said, with pride. "Get in, Ruth. Are you +coming in, Uncle Charles? There's just room for you to squeeze in +between Ruth and me--isn't there, Ruth? Oh, you're not going to walk +beside, are you?" + +But Charles was determined not to let them out of his sight again, and +he walked beside them the remainder of the way to Atherstone. He +remained silent and preoccupied during the evening which followed, pored +over a newspaper, and went off to his room early, leaving Ralph dozing +in the smoking-room. + +It was a fine moonlight night, still and clear. He stood at the open +window looking out for a few minutes, and then began fumbling in a +dilapidated old travelling-bag such as only rich men use. + +"Not much," he said to himself, spreading out a few sovereigns and some +silver on the table, "but it will do." + +He put the money in his pocket, took off his gold hunting watch, and +then went back to the smoking-room. + +"I am going out again, Ralph, as I did last night. If I come in late, +you need not take me for a burglar." + +Ralph murmured something unintelligible, and Charles ran down-stairs, +and let himself out of the drawing-room French window, that long French +window to the ground, which Evelyn had taken a fancy to in a neighbor's +drawing-room, and which she could never be made to see was not in +keeping with the character of her old black-and-white house. He put the +shutter back after he had passed through, and carefully drawing the +window to behind him, without actually closing it, he took a turn or two +upon the bowling-green, and then walked off in the direction of the +Slumberleigh woods. + +After the lapse of an hour or more he returned as quietly as he had +gone, let himself in, made all secure, and stole up to his room. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +Vandon was considered by many people to be the most beautiful house in +----shire. + +In these days of great brand-new imitation of intensely old houses, +where the amount of ground covered measures the purse of the builder, it +is pleasant to come upon a place like Vandon, a quiet old manor-house, +neither large nor small, built of ancient bricks, blent to a dim purple +and a dim red by that subtle craftsman Time. + +Whoever in the years that were no more had chosen the place whereon to +build had chosen well. Vandon stood on the slope of a gentle hill, +looking across a sweep of green valley to the rising woods beyond, which +in days gone by had been a Roman camp, and where the curious might still +trace the wide ledges cut among the regular lines of the trees. + +Some careful hand had planned the hanging gardens in front of the house, +which fell away to the stream below. Flights of wide stone steps led +down from terrace to terrace, each built up by its south wall covered +with a wealth of jasmine and ivy and climbing roses. But all was wild +and deserted now. Weeds had started up between the stone slabs of the +steps, and the roses blossomed out sweet and profuse, for it was the +time of roses, amid convolvulus and campion. The quaint old dove-cot +near the house had almost disappeared behind the trees that had crowded +up round it, and held aloft its weathercock in silent protest at their +encroachment. The stables close at hand, with their worn-out clock and +silent bell, were tenantless. The coach-houses were full of useless old +chariots and carriages. Into one splendid court coach the pigeons had +found their way through an open window, and had made nests, somewhat to +the detriment of the green-and-white satin fittings. + +Great cedars, bent beneath the weight of years, grew round the house. +The patriarch among them had let fall one of his gnarled supplicating +arms in the winter, and there it still lay where it had fallen. + +Anything more out of keeping with the dignified old place than its owner +could hardly be imagined, as he stood in his eternal light gray suit +(with a badge of affliction lightly borne on his left arm), looking at +his heritage, with his cropped head a little on one side. + +The sun was shining, but, like a smile on a serious face, Vandon caught +the light on all its shuttered windows, and remained grave, looking out +across its terraces to the forest. + +"If it were but a villa on the Mediterranean, or a house in London," he +said to himself; "but I have no chance." And he shrugged his shoulders, +and wandered back into the house again. But, if the outside oppressed +him, the interior was not calculated to raise his spirits. + +Dare had an elegant taste, which he had never hitherto been able to +gratify, for blue satin furniture and gilding; for large mirrors and +painted ceilings of lovers and cupids, and similar small deer. The old +square hall at Vandon, with its great stained glass windows, +representing the various quarterings of the Dare arms, about which he +knew nothing and cared less, oppressed him. So did the black polished +oak floor, and the walls with their white bass-reliefs of twisting +wreaths and scrolls, with busts at intervals of Cicero and Dante, and +other severe and melancholy personages. The rapiers upon the high white +chimney-piece were more to his taste. He had taken them down the first +day after his arrival, and had stamped and cut and thrust in the most +approved style, in the presence of Faust, the black poodle. + +Dare was not the kind of man to be touched by it; but to many minds +there would have been something pathetic in seeing a house, which had +evidently been an object of the tender love and care of a by-gone +generation, going to rack and ruin from neglect. Careful hands had +embroidered, in the fine exquisite work of former days, marvellous +coverlets and hangings, which still adorned the long suites of empty +bedrooms. Some one had taken an elaborate pleasure in fitting up those +rooms, had put _pot-pourri_ in tall Oriental jars in the passages, had +covered the old inlaid Dutch chairs with dim needle-work. + +The Dare who had lived at court, whose chariot was now the refuge of +pigeons, whose court suits, with the tissue paper still in the sleeves, +yet remained in one of the old oak chests, and whose jewelled swords +still hung in the hall, had filled one of the rooms with engravings of +the royal family and ministers of his day. The Dare who had been an +admiral had left his miniature surrounded by prints of the naval +engagements he had taken part in, and on the oak staircase a tattered +flag still hung, a trophy of unremembered victory. + +But they were past and forgotten. The hands which had arranged their +memorials with such pride and love had long since gone down to idleness, +and forgetfulness also. Who cared for the family legends now? They, too, +had gone down into silence. There was no one to tell Dare that the old +blue enamel bowl in the hall, in which he gave Faust refreshment, had +been brought back from the loot of the Winter Palace of Pekin; or that +the drawer in the Reisener table in the drawing-room was full of +treasured medals and miniatures, and that the key thereof was rusting in +a silver patch-box on the writing-table. + +The iron-clamped boxes in the lumber-room kept the history to themselves +of all the silver plate that had lived in them once upon a time, +although the few odd pieces remaining hinted at the splendor of what had +been. In one corner of the dining-room the mahogany tomb still stood of +a great gold racing cup, under the portrait of the horse that had won +it; but the cup had followed the silver dinner service, had followed the +diamonds, had followed in the wake of a handsome fortune, leaving the +after generations impoverished. If their money is taken from them, some +families are left poor indeed, and to this class the Dares belonged. It +is curious to notice the occasional real equality underlying the +apparent inequality of different conditions of life. The unconscious +poverty, and even bankruptcy, of some rich people in every kind of +wealth except money affords an interesting study; and it seems doubly +hard when those who have nothing to live upon, and be loved and +respected for, except their money, have even that taken from them. As +Dare wandered through the deserted rooms the want of money of his +predecessors, and consequently of himself, was borne in upon him. It +fell like a shadow across his light pleasure-loving soul. He had +expected so much from this unlooked-for inheritance, and all he had +found was a melancholy house with a past. + +He went aimlessly through the hall into the library. It was there that +his uncle had lived; there that he had been found when death came to +look for him; among the books which he had been unable to carry away +with him at his departure; rare old tomes and first editions, long +shelves of dead authors, who, it is to be hoped, continue to write in +other worlds for those who read their lives away in this. Old Mr. Dare's +interests and affections had all been bound in morocco and vellum. A +volume lay open on the table, where the old man had put it down beside +the leather arm-chair where he had sat, with his back to the light, +summer and winter, winter and summer, for so many years. + +No one had moved it since. A wavering pencil-mark had scored the page +here and there. Dare shut it up, and replaced it among its brethren. How +_triste_ and silent the house seemed! He wondered what the old uncle had +been like, and sauntered into the staircase hall, much in need of +varnish, where the Dares that had gone before him lived. But these were +too ancient to have his predecessor among them. He went into the long +oak-panelled dining-room, where above the high carved dado were more +Dares. Perhaps that man with the book was his namesake, the departed +Alfred Dare. He wondered vaguely how he should look when he also took +his place among his relations. Nature had favored him with a better +mustache than most men, but he had a premonitory feeling that the very +mustache itself, though undeniable in real life, would look out of +keeping among these bluff, frank, light-haired people, of whom it seemed +he--he who had never been near them before--was the living +representative. + +A sudden access of pleasurable dignity came over him as he sat on the +dining-table, the great mahogany dining-table, which still showed +vestiges of a by-gone polish, and was heavily dented by long years of +hammered applause. These ancestors of his! He would not disgrace them. A +few minutes ago he had been wondering whether Vandon might not be let. +Now, with one of the rapid transitions habitual to him, he resolved that +he would live at Vandon, that in all things he would be as they had +been. He would become that vague, indefinable, to him mythical +personage--a "country squire." Fortunately, he had a neat leg for a +stocking. It was lost, so to speak, in his present mode of dress; but he +felt that it would appear to advantage in the perpetual knickerbockers +which he supposed it would be his lot to wear. It would also become his +duty and his pleasure to marry. For those who tread in safety the +slippery heights of married life he felt a true esteem. It would be a +strain, no doubt, a great effort; but at this moment he was capable of +anything. The finger of duty was plain. And with that adorable Miss +Ruth, with or without a fortune--Alas! he trusted she had a fortune, +for, as he came to think thereon, he remembered that he was desperately +poor. As far as he could make out from his agent, a grim, silent man, +who had taken an evident dislike to him from the first, there was no +money anywhere. The rents would come in at Michaelmas; but the interest +of heavy mortgages had to be paid, the estate had to be kept up. There +was succession duty; there were debts--long outstanding debts--which +came pouring in now, which Waters spread before him with an iron smile, +and which poor Dare contemplated with his head on one side, and solemn, +arched eyebrows. When Dare was not smiling he was always preternaturally +solemn. There was no happy medium in his face, or consequently in his +mind, which was generally gay, but, if not, was involved in a tragic +gloom. + +"These bills, my friend," he would say at last, tapping them in deep +dejection, and raising his eyebrows into his hair, "how do we pay them?" + +But Waters did not know. How should he, Waters, know? Waters only knew +that the farmers would want a reduction in these bad times--Mr. Dare +might be sure of _that_. And what with arrears, and one thing and +another, he need not expect more than two-thirds of his rents when they +did arrive. Mr. Dare might lay his account for _that_. + +The only money which Dare received to carry on with, on his accession to +the great honor and dignity of proprietor of Vandon, was brought to him +by the old dairywoman of the house, a faithful creature, who produced +out of an old stocking the actual coins which she had received for the +butter and cheese she had sold, of which she showed Dare an account, +chalked up in some dead language on the dairy door. + +She was a little doubled-up woman, who had served the family all her +life. Dare's ready smile and handsome face had won her heart before he +had been many days at Vandon, in spite of "his foreign ways," and he +found himself constantly meeting her unexpectedly round corners, where +she had been lying in wait for him, each time with a secret revelation +to whisper respecting what she called the "goin's on." + +"You'll not tell on me, sir, but it's only right you should know as Mrs. +Smith" (the house-keeper, of whom Dare stood in mortal terror) "has them +fine damask table-cloths out for the house-keeper's room; I see 'em +myself; and everything going to rag and ruin in the linen closet!" Or, +"Joseph has took in another flitch this very day, sir, as Mrs. Smith +sent for, and the old flitch all cut to waste. Do'e go and look at the +flitches, sir, and the hams. They're in the room over the stables. And +it's always butter, butter, butter, in the kitchen! Not a bit o' +dripping used! There's not a pot of dripping in the larder, or so much +as a skin of lard. Where does it all go to? You ask Mrs. Smith; and how +she sleeps in her bed at night I don't know!" + +Dare listened, nodded, made his escape, and did nothing. In the village +it was as bad. Time, which had dealt so kindly with Vandon itself, had +taken the straggling village in hand too. Nothing could be more +picturesque than the crazy black-and-white houses, with lichen on their +broken-in thatch, and the plaster peeling off from between the irregular +beams of black wood; nothing more picturesque--and nothing more +miserable. + +When Time puts in his burnt umbers and brown madders with a lavish hand, +and introduces his beautiful irregularities of outline, and his artistic +disrepair, he does not look to the drainage, and takes no thought for +holes in the roof. + +Dare could not go out without eager women sallying out of cottages as he +passed, begging him just to come in and walk up-stairs. They would say +no more--but would the new squire walk up-stairs? And Dare would stumble +up and see enough to promise. Alas! how much he promised in those early +days. And in the gloaming, heavy dull-eyed men met him in the lanes +coming back from their work, and followed him to "beg pardon, sir," and +lay before the new squire things that would never reach him through +Waters--bitter things, small injustices, too trivial to seem worthy of +mention, which serve to widen the gulf between class and class. They +looked to Dare to help them, to make the crooked straight, to begin a +new regime. They looked to the new king to administer his little realm; +the new king, who, alas! cared for none of these things. And Dare +promised that he would do what he could, and looked anxious and +interested, and held out his brown hand, and raised hopes. But he had no +money--no money. + +He spoke to Waters at first; but he soon found that it was no good. The +houses were bad? Of course they were bad. Cottage property did not pay; +and would Mr. Dare kindly tell him where the money for repairing them +was to come from? Perhaps Mr. Dare might like to put a little of his +private fortune into the cottages and the drains and the new pumps? Dare +winced. His fortune had not gone the time-honored way of the fortunes of +spirited young men of narrow means with souls above a sordid economy, +but still it had gone all the same, and in a manner he did not care to +think of. + +It was after one of these depressing interviews with Waters that Ralph +and Evelyn found the new owner of Vandon, when they rode over together +to call, a day or two after the school-feast. Poor Dare was sitting on +the low ivy-covered wall of the topmost terrace, a prey to the deepest +dejection. If he had lived in Spartan days, when it was possible to +conceal gnawing foxes under wearing apparel, he would have made no use +of the advantages of Grecian dress for such a purpose. Captivated by +Evelyn's gentleness and sympathetic manner (strangers always thought +Evelyn sympathetic), and impressed by Ralph's kindly, honest face, he +soon found himself telling them something of his difficulties, of the +maze in which he found himself, of the snubs which Waters had +administered. + +Ralph slapped himself with his whip, whistled, and gave other masculine +signs of interest and sympathy. Evelyn looked from one to the other, +amiably distressed in her well-fitting habit. After a long conversation, +in which Evelyn disclosed that Ralph was possessed of the most +extraordinary knowledge and experience in such matters, the two +good-natured young people, seeing he was depressed and lonely, begged +him to come and stay with them at Atherstone the very next day, when he +might discuss his affairs with Ralph, if so disposed, and take counsel +with him. Dare accepted with the most genuine pleasure, and his speaking +countenance was in a moment radiant with smiles. Was not the little +Molly of the school-feast their child? and was not Miss Deyncourt +likewise staying with them? + +When his visitors departed, Dare took a turn at the rapiers; then opened +the piano with the internal derangement, and sang to his own +accompaniment a series of little confidential French songs, which would +have made the hair of his ancestors stand on end, if painted hair could +do such a thing. And the "new squire," as he was already called, +shrugged his shoulders, and lowered his voice, and spread out his +expressive rapid hands, and introduced to Vandon, one after another, +some of those choice little ditties, French and English, which had made +him such a favorite companion in Paris, so popular in a certain society +in America. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +"Sir Charles!" + +"Miss Deyncourt!" + +"I fear," with a glance at the yellow-back in his hand, "I am +interrupting a studious hour, but--" + +"Not in the least, I assure you," said Charles, shutting his novel. +"What is regarded as study by the feminine intellect is to the masculine +merely relaxation. I was 'unbending over a book,' that was all." + +The process of "unbending" was being performed in the summer-house, +whither he had retired after Evelyn and Ralph had started on their +afternoon's ride to Vandon, in which he had refused to join. + +"I thought I should find you here," continued Ruth, frankly. "I have +been wishing to speak to you for several days, but you are as a rule so +surrounded and encompassed on every side by Molly that I have not had an +opportunity." + +It had occurred to Charles once or twice during the last few days that +Molly was occasionally rather in the way. Now he was sure of it. As Ruth +appeared to hesitate, he pulled forward a rustic contorted chair for +her. + +"No, thanks," she said. "I shall not long interrupt the unbending +process. I only came to ask--" + +"To ask!" repeated Charles, who had got up as she was standing, and came +and stood near her. + +"You remember the first evening you were here?" + +"I do." + +"And what we spoke of at dinner?" + +"Perfectly." + +"I came to ask you how much you lent Raymond?" Ruth's clear, earnest +eyes were fixed full upon him. + +At this moment Charles perceived Lady Mary at a little distance, +propelling herself gently over the grass in the direction of the +summer-house. In another second she had perceived Charles and Ruth, and +had turned precipitately, and hobbled away round the corner with +surprising agility. + +"Confound her!" inwardly ejaculated Charles. + +"I wish to know how much you lent him," said Ruth again, as he did not +answer, happily unconscious of what had been going on behind her back. + +"Only what I was well able to afford." + +"And has he paid it back since?" + +"I am sure he understood I should not expect him to pay it back at +once." + +"But he has had it three years." + +Charles did not answer. + +"I feel sure he is not able to pay it. Will you kindly tell me how much +it was?" + +"No, Miss Deyncourt; I think not." + +"Why not?" + +"Because--excuse me, but I perceive that if I do you will instantly wish +to pay it." + +"I do wish to pay it." + +"I thought so." + +There was a short silence. + +"I still wish it," said Ruth at last. + +Charles was silent. Her pertinacity annoyed and yet piqued him. Being +unmarried, he was not accustomed to opposition from a woman. He had no +intention of allowing her to pay her brother's debt, and he wished she +would drop the subject gracefully, now that he had made that fact +evident. + +"Perhaps you don't know," continued Ruth, "that I am very well off." (As +if he did not know it! As if Lady Mary had not casually mentioned Ruth's +fortune several times in his hearing!) "Lady Deyncourt left me twelve +hundred a year, and I have a little of my own besides. You may not be +aware that I have fourteen hundred and sixty-two pounds per annum." + +"I am very glad to hear it." + +"That is a large sum, you will observe." + +"It is riches," assented Charles, "if your expenditure happens to be +less." + +"It does happen to be considerably less in my case." + +"You are to be congratulated. And yet I have always understood that +society exacts great sacrifices from women in the sums they feel obliged +to devote to dress." + +"Dress is an interesting subject, and I should be delighted to hear your +views on it another time; but we are talking of something else just at +this moment." + +"I beg your pardon," said Charles, quickly, who did not quite like being +brought back to the case in point. "I--the truth was, I wished to turn +your mind from what we were speaking of. I don't want you to count +sovereigns into my hand. I really should dislike it very much." + +"You intend me to think from that remark that it was a small sum," said +Ruth, with unexpected shrewdness. "I now feel sure it was a large one. +It ought to be paid, and there is no one to do it but me. I know that +what is firmness in a man is obstinacy in a woman, so do not on your +side be too firm, or, who knows? you may arouse some of that obstinacy +in me to which I should like to think myself superior." + +"If," said Charles, with sudden eagerness, as if an idea had just struck +him, "if I let you pay me this debt, will you on your side allow me to +make a condition?" + +"I should like to know the condition first." + +"Of course. If I agree,"--Charles's light gray eyes had become keen and +intent--"if I agree to receive payment of what I lent Deyncourt three +years ago, will you promise not to pay any other debt of his, or ever to +lend him money without the knowledge and approval of your relations?" + +Ruth considered for a few minutes. + +"I have so few relations," she said at length, with rather a sad smile, +"and they are all prejudiced against poor Raymond. I think I am the only +friend he has left in the world. I am afraid I could not promise that." + +"Well," said Charles, eagerly, "I won't insist on relations. I know +enough of those thorns in the flesh myself. I will say instead, 'natural +advisers.' Come, Miss Deyncourt, you can't accuse me of firmness now!" + +"My natural advisers," repeated Ruth, slowly. "I feel as if I ought to +have natural advisers somewhere; but who are they? Where are they? I +could not ask my sister or her husband for advice. I mean, I could not +take it if I did. I should think I knew better myself. Uncle John? +Evelyn? Lord Polesworth? Sir Charles, I am afraid the truth is I have +never asked for advice in my life. I have always tried to do what seemed +best, without troubling to know what other people thought about it. But +as I am anxious to yield gracefully, will you substitute the word +'friends' for 'natural advisers'? I hope and think I have friends whom I +could trust." + +"Friends, then, let it be," said Charles. "Now," holding out his hand, +"do you promise never, et cetera, et cetera, without first consulting +your _friends_?" + +Ruth put her hand into his. + +"I do." + +"That is right. How amiable we are both becoming! I suppose I must now +inform you that two hundred pounds is the exact sum I lent your +brother." + +Ruth went back to the house, and in a few minutes returned with a check +in her hand. She held it towards Charles, who took it, and put it in his +pocket-book. + +"Thank you," she said, with gratitude in her eyes and voice. + +"We have had a pitched battle," said Charles, relapsing into his old +indifferent manner. "Neither of us has been actually defeated, for we +never called out our reserves, which I felt would have been hardly fair +on you; but we do not come forth with flying colors. I fear, from your +air of elation, you actually believe you have been victorious." + +"I agree with you that there has been no defeat," replied Ruth; "but I +won't keep you any longer from your studies. I am just going out driving +with Lady Mary to have tea with the Thursbys." + +"Miss Deyncourt, don't allow a natural and most pardonable vanity to +delude you to such an extent. Don't go out driving the victim of a false +impression. If you will consider one moment--" + +"Not another moment," replied Ruth; "our bugles have sung truce, and I +am not going to put on my war-paint again for any consideration. There +comes the carriage," as a distant rumbling was heard. "I must not keep +Lady Mary waiting;" and she was gone. + +Charles heard the carriage roll away again, and when half an hour later +he sauntered back towards the house, he was surprised to see Lady Mary +sitting in the drawing-room window. + +"What! Not gone, after all!" he exclaimed, in a voice in which surprise +was more predominant than pleasure. + +"No, Charles," returned Lady Mary in her measured tones, looking slowly +up at him over her gold-rimmed spectacles. "I felt a slight return of my +old enemy, and Miss Deyncourt kindly undertook to make my excuses to +Mrs. Thursby." + +No one knew what the old enemy was, or in what manner his mysterious +assaults on Lady Mary were conducted; but it was an understood thing +that she had private dealings with him, in which he could make himself +very disagreeable. + +"Has Molly gone with her?" + +"No; Molly is making jam in the kitchen, I believe. Miss Deyncourt most +good-naturedly offered to take her with her; but,"--with a shake of the +head--"the poor child's totally unrestrained appetites and lamentable +self-will made her prefer to remain where she was." + +"I am afraid," said Charles, meditatively, as if the idea were entirely +a novel one, "Molly is getting a little spoiled among us. It is natural +in you, of course; but there is no excuse for me. There never is. There +are, I confess, moments when I don't regard the child's immortal welfare +sufficiently to make her present existence less enjoyable. What a round +of gayety Molly's life is! She flits from flower to flower, so to speak; +from me to cook and the jam-pots; from the jam-pots to some fresh +delight in the loft, or in your society. Life is one long feast to +Molly. Whatever that old impostor the Future may have in store for her, +at any rate she is having a good time now." + +There was a shade of regretful sadness in Charles's voice that ruffled +his aunt. + +"The child is being ruined," she said, with resigned bitterness. + +"Not a bit of it. I was spoiled as a child, and look at me!" + +"You _are_ spoiled. I don't spoil you; but other people do. Society +does. And the result is that you are so hard to please that I don't +believe you will ever marry. You look for a perfection in others which +is not to be found in yourself." + +"I don't fancy I should appear to advantage side by side with +perfection," said Charles, in his most careless manner; and he rose, and +wandered away into the garden. + +He was irritated with Lady Mary, with her pleased looks during the last +few days, with her annoying celerity that afternoon in the garden. It +was all the more annoying because he was conscious that Ruth amused +and interested him in no slight degree. She had the rare quality +of being genuine. She stood for what she was, without effort or +self-consciousness. Whether playful or serious, she was always real. +Beneath a reserved and rather quiet manner there lurked a piquant +unconventionality. The mixture of earnestness and humor, which were so +closely interwoven in her nature that he could never tell which would +come uppermost, had a strange attraction for him. He had grown +accustomed to watch for and try to provoke the sudden gleam of fun in +the serious eyes, which always preceded a retort given with an air of +the sweetest feminine meekness, which would make Ralph rub himself all +over with glee, and tell Charles, chuckling, he "would not get much +change out of Ruth." + +If only she had not been asked to Atherstone on purpose to meet him. If +only Lady Mary had not arranged it; if only Evelyn did not know it; if +only Ralph had not guessed it; if only he himself had not seen it from +the first instant! Ruth and Molly were the only two unconscious persons +in the house. + +"I wonder," said Charles to himself, "why people can't allow me to +manage my own affairs? Oh, what a world it is for unmarried men with +money! Why did I not marry fifteen years ago, when every woman with a +straight nose was an angel of light; when I felt a noble disregard for +such minor details as character, mind, sympathy, if the hair and the +eyes were the right shade? Why did I not marry when I was out of favor +with my father, when I was head over ears in debt, and when at least I +could feel sure no one would marry me for my money? Molly," as that +young lady came running towards him with lingering traces of jam upon +her flushed countenance, "you have arrived just in time. Uncle Charles +was getting so dull without you. What have you been after all this +time?" + +"Cook and me have made thirty-one pots and a little one," said Molly, +inserting a very sticky hand into Charles's. "And your Mr. Brown helped. +Cook told him to go along at first, which wasn't kind, was it? but he +stayed all the same; and I skimmed with a big spoon, and she poured it +in the pots. Only they aren't covered up with paper yet, if you want to +see them. And oh! Uncle Charles, what _do_ you think? Father and mother +have come back from their ride, and that nice funny man who was at the +school-feast is coming here to-morrow, and I shall show him my +guinea-pigs. He said he wanted to see them very much." + +"Oh, he did, did he? When was that?" + +"At the school-feast. Oh!" with enthusiasm, "he was so nice, Uncle +Charles, so attentive, and getting things when you want them; and the +wheel went over his foot when he was shaking hands, and he did not mind +a bit; and he filled our teapots for us--Ruth's big one, you know, that +holds such a lot." + +"Oh! He filled the big teapot, did he?" + +"Yes, and mine too; and then he helped us to unpack the dolls. He was so +kind to me and Cousin Ruth." + +"Kind to Miss Deyncourt, was he?" + +"Yes; and when we went away he ran and opened the gate for us. Oh, there +comes Cousin Ruth back again in the carriage. I'll run and tell her he's +coming. She _will_ be glad." + +"Aunt Mary is right," said Charles, watching his niece disappear. "Molly +has formed a habit of expressing herself with unnecessary freedom. +Decidedly she is a little spoiled." + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +Dare arrived at Atherstone the following afternoon. Evelyn and Ralph, +who had enlarged on the state of morbid depression of the lonely +inhabitant of Vandon, were rather taken aback by the jaunty appearance +of the sufferer when he appeared, overflowing with evident satisfaction +and small-talk, his face wreathed with smiles. + +"He bears up wonderfully," said Charles aside to Ruth, later in the +evening, as Dare warbled a very discreet selection of his best songs +after dinner. "No one knows better than myself that many a breaking +heart beats beneath a smiling waistcoat, but unless we had been told +beforehand we should never have guessed it in his case." + +Dare, who was looking at Ruth, and saw Charles go and sit down by her, +brought his song to an abrupt conclusion, and made his way to her also. + +"You also sing, Miss Deyncourt?" he asked. "I am sure, from your face, +you sing." + +"I do." + +"Thank Heaven!" said Charles, fervently. "I did you an injustice. I +thought you were going to say 'a little.' Every singing young lady I +ever met, when asked that question, invariably replied 'a little.'" + +"I leave my friends to say that for me," said Ruth. + +"Perhaps you yourself sing a _little_?" asked Dare, wishing Charles +would leave Ruth's ball of wool alone. + +"No," said Charles; "I have no tricks." And he rose and went off to the +newspaper-table. Dare's songs were all very well, but really his voice +was nothing so very wonderful, and he was not much of an acquisition in +other ways. + +Then Dare took his opportunity. He dropped into Charles's vacant chair; +he wound wool; he wished to learn to knit; his inquiring mind craved for +information respecting shooting-stockings. He talked of music; of +songs--Italian, French, and English; of American nigger melodies. Would +Miss Deyncourt sing? Might he accompany her? Ah! she preferred the +simple old English ballads. He _loved_ the simple English ballad. + +And Ruth, nothing loath, sang in her fresh, clear voice one song after +another, Dare accompanying her with rapid sympathy and ease. + +Charles put down his paper and moved slightly, so that he had a better +view of the piano. Evelyn laid down her work and looked affectionately +at Ruth. + +"Exquisite," said Lady Mary from time to time, who had said the same of +Lady Grace's wavering little soprano. + +"You also sing duets? You sing duets?" eagerly inquired Dare, the +music-stool creaking with his suppressed excitement; and, without +waiting for an answer, he began playing the opening chords of +"Greeting." + +The two voices rose and fell together, now soft, now triumphant, +harmonizing as if they sung together for years. Dare's second was low, +pathetic, and it blended at once with Ruth's clear young contralto. +Charles wondered that the others should applaud when the duet was +finished. Ruth's voice went best alone in his opinion. + +"And the 'Cold Blast'?" asked Dare, immediately afterwards. "The 'Cold +Blast' was here a moment ago,"--turning the leaves over rapidly. "You +are not tired, Miss Deyncourt?" + +"Tired!" replied Ruth, her eyes sparkling. "It never tires me to sing. +It rests me." + +"Ah! so it is with me. That is just how I feel," said Dare. "To sing, or +to listen to the voice of--of--" + +"Of what? Confound him!" wondered Charles. + +"Of _another_," said Dare. "Ah, here he is!" and he pounced on another +song, and lightly touched the opening chords. + + "'Oh! wert thou in the cold blast,'" + +sang Ruth, fresh and sweet. + + "'I'd shelter thee,'" + +Dare assured her with manly fervor. He went on to say what he would do +if he were monarch of the realm, affirming that the brightest jewel of +his crown would be his queen. + +"Anyhow, he can't pronounce Scotch," Charles thought. + +"Would be his queen," Dare repeated, with subdued emotion and an upward +glance at Ruth, which she was too much absorbed in the song to see, but +which did not escape Charles. Dare's dark sentimental eyes spoke volumes +of--not sermons--at that moment. + +"Oh, Uncle Charles!" whispered Molly, who had been allowed to sit up +about two hours beyond her nominal bedtime, at which hour she rarely +felt disposed to retire--"oh, Uncle Charles! 'The brightest jewel in his +crown!' Don't you wish you and me could sing together like that?" + +Charles moved impatiently, and took up his paper again. + +The evening passed all too quickly for Dare, who loved music and the +sound of his own voice, and he had almost forgotten, until Charles left +him and Ralph alone together in the smoking-room, that he had come to +discuss his affairs with the latter. + +"Dear me," said Evelyn, who had followed her cousin to her room after +they had dispersed for the night, and was looking out of Ruth's window, +"that must be Charles walking up and down on the lawn. Well, now, how +thoughtful he is to leave Mr. Dare and Ralph together. You know, Ruth, +poor Mr. Dare's affairs are in a very bad way, and he has come to talk +things over with my Ralph." + +"I hope Ralph will make him put his cottages in order," said Ruth, with +sudden interest, shaking back her hair from her shoulders. "Do you think +he will?" + +"Whatever Ralph advises will be sure to be right," replied Evelyn, with +the soft conviction of his infallibility which caused her to be +considered by most of Ralph's masculine friends an ideal wife. It is +women without reasoning powers of any kind whom the nobler sex should be +careful to marry if they wish to be regarded through life in this +delightful way by their wives. Men not particularly heroic in +themselves, who yet are anxious to pose as heroes in their domestic +circle, should remember that the smallest modicum of common-sense on the +part of the worshipper will inevitably mar a happiness, the very +existence of which depends entirely on a blind unreasoning devotion. In +middle life the absence of reason begins perhaps to be felt; but why in +youth take thought for such a far-off morrow! + +"I hope he will," said Ruth, half to herself. "What an opportunity that +man has if he only sees it. There is so much to be done, and it is all +in his hands." + +"Yes, it's not entailed; but I don't think there is so very much," said +Evelyn. "But then, so long as people are nice, I never care whether they +are rich or poor. That is the first question I ask when people come into +the neighborhood. Are they really nice? Dear me, Ruth, what beautiful +hair you have; and mine coming off so! And, talking of hair, did you +ever see anything like Mr. Dare's? Somebody must really speak to him +about it. If he would keep his hands still, and not talk so quick, and +let his hair grow a little, I really think he would not look so like a +foreigner." + +"I don't suppose he minds looking like one." + +"My _dear_!" + +"His mother was a Frenchwoman, wasn't she? I am sure I have heard so +fifty times since his uncle died." + +"And if she was," said Evelyn, reprovingly, "is not that an extra reason +for his giving up anything that will remind people of it? And we ought +to try and forget it, Ruth, and behave just the same to him as if she +had been an Englishwoman. I wonder if he is a Roman Catholic?" + +"Ask him." + +"I hope he is not," continued Evelyn, taking up her candle to go. "We +never had one to stay in the house before. I don't mean," catching a +glimpse of Ruth's face, "that Catholics are--well--I don't mean _that_. +But still, you know, one would not like to make great _friends_ with a +Catholic, would one, Ruth? And he is so nice and so amusing that I do +hope, as he is going to be a neighbor, he is a Protestant." And after a +few more remarks of about the same calibre from Evelyn, the two cousins +kissed and parted for the night. + +"Will he do it?" said Ruth to herself, when she was alone. "Has he +character enough, and perseverance enough, and money enough? Oh, I wish +Uncle John would talk to him!" + +Ruth was not aware that one word from herself would have more weight +with a man like Dare than any number from an angel of heaven, if that +angel were of the masculine gender. If at the other side of the house +Dare could have known how earnestly Ruth was thinking about him, he +would not have been surprised (for he was not without experience), but +he would have felt immensely flattered. + +Vandon lay in a distant part of Mr. Alwynn's parish, and a perpetual +curate had charge of the district. Mr. Alwynn consequently seldom went +there, but on the few occasions on which Ruth had accompanied him in his +periodical visits she had seen enough. Who cares for a recital of what +she saw? Misery and want are so common. We can see them for ourselves +any day. In Ruth's heart a great indignation had kindled against old Mr. +Dare, of Vandon, who was inaccessible as a ghost in his own house, +haunting the same rooms, but never to be found when Mr. Alwynn called +upon him to "put things before him in their true light." And when Mr. +Dare descended to the Vandon vault, all Mr. Alwynn's interest, and +consequently a good deal of Ruth's, had centred in the new heir, who was +so difficult to find, and who ultimately turned up from the other end of +nowhere just when people were beginning to despair of his ever turning +up at all. + +And now that he had come, would he make the crooked straight? Would the +new broom sweep clean? Ruth recalled the new broom's brown handsome +face, with the eager eyes and raised eyebrows, and involuntarily shook +her head. It is difficult to be an impartial judge of any one with a +feeling for music and a pathetic tenor voice; but the face she had +called to mind did not inspire her with confidence. It was kindly, +amiable, pleasant; but was it strong? In other words, was it not a +trifle weak? + +She found herself comparing it with another, a thin, reserved face, with +keen light eyes and a firm mouth; a mouth with a cigar in it at that +moment on the lawn. The comparison, however, did not help her +meditations much, being decidedly prejudicial to the "new broom;" and +the faint chime of the clock on the dressing-table breaking in on them +at the same moment, she dismissed them for the night, and proceeded to +busy herself putting to bed her various little articles of jewellery +before betaking herself there also. + + * * * * * + +Any doubts entertained by Evelyn about Dare's religious views were +completely set at rest the following morning, which happened to be a +Sunday. He appeared at breakfast in a black frock-coat, the splendor of +which quite threw Ralph's ancient Sunday garment into the shade. He wore +also a chastened, decorous aspect, which seemed unfamiliar to his mobile +face, and rather ill suited to it. After breakfast, he inquired when +service would be, and expressed a wish to attend it. He brought down a +high hat and an enormous prayer-book, and figured with them in the +garden. + +"Who is going to Greenacre, and who is going to Slumberleigh?" called +out Ralph, from the smoking-room window. "Because, if any of you are +going to foot it to Slumberleigh, you had better be starting. Which are +you going to, Charles?" + +"I am going where Molly goes. Which is it to be, Molly?" + +"Slumberleigh," said Molly, with decision, "because it's the shortest +sermon, and I want to see the little foal in Brown's field." + +"Slumberleigh be it," said Charles. "Now, Miss Deyncourt," as Ruth +appeared, "which church are you going to support--Greenacre, which is +close in more senses than one, where they never open the windows, and +the clergyman preaches for an hour; or Slumberleigh, shady, airy, cool, +lying past a meadow with a foal in it? If I may offer that as any +inducement, Molly and I intend to patronize Slumberleigh." + +Ruth said she would do the same. + +"Now, Dare, _you_ will be able to decide whether Greenacre, with a +little fat tower, or Slumberleigh, with a beautiful tall steeple, suits +your religious views best." + +"I will also go to Slumberleigh," said Dare, without a moment's +hesitation. + +"I thought so. I suppose,"--to Ralph and Evelyn--"you are going to +Greenacre with Aunt Mary? Tell her I have gone to church, will you? It +will cheer her up. Sunday is a very depressing day with her, I know. She +thinks of all she has done in the week, preparatory to doing a little +more on Monday. Good-bye. Now then, Molly, have you got your +prayer-book? Miss Deyncourt, I don't see yours anywhere. Oh, there it +is! No, don't let Dare carry it for you. Give it to me. He will have +enough to do, poor fellow, to travel with his own. Come, Molly! Is Vic +chained up? Yes, I can hear him howling. The craving for church +privileges of that dumb animal, Miss Deyncourt, is an example to us +Christians. Molly, have you got your penny? Miss Deyncourt, can I +accommodate you with a threepenny bit? Now, _are_ we all ready to +start?" + +"When this outburst of eloquence has subsided," said Ruth, "the audience +will be happy to move on." + +And so they started across the fields, where the grass was already +springing faint and green after the haymaking. There was a fresh +wandering air, which fluttered the ribbons in Molly's hat, as she danced +on ahead, frisking in her short white skirt beside her uncle, her hand +in his. Charles was the essence of wit to Molly, with his grave face +that so seldom smiled, and the twinkle in the kind eyes, that always +went before those wonderful, delightful jokes which he alone could make. +Sometimes, as she laughed, she looked back at Ruth and Dare, half a +field behind, in pity at what they were missing. + +"Shall we wait and tell them that story, Uncle Charles?" + +"No, Molly. I dare say he is telling her another which is just as good." + +"I don't think he knows any like yours." + +"Some people like the old, old story best." + +"Do I know the old, old one, Uncle Charles?" + +"No, Molly." + +"Can you tell it?" + +"No. I have never been able to tell that particular story." + +"And do you really think he is telling it to her now?" with a backward +glance. + +"Not at this moment. It's no good running back. He's only thinking about +it now. He will tell it her in about a month or six weeks' time." + +"I hope I shall be there when he tells it." + +"I hope you may; but I don't think it is likely. And now, Molly, set +your hat straight, and leave off jumping. I never jump when I go to +church with Aunt Mary. Quietly now, for there's the church, and Mr. +Alwynn's looking out of the window." + +Dare, meanwhile, walking with Ruth, caught sight of the church and +lych-gate with heart-felt regret. The stretches of sunny meadowland, the +faint glamour of church bells, the pale refined face beside him, had +each individually and all three together appealed to his imagination, +always vivid when he himself was concerned. He suddenly felt as if a +great gulf had fixed itself, without any will of his own, between his +old easy-going life and the new existence that was opening out before +him. + +He had crossed from the old to the new without any perception of such a +gulf, and now, as he looked back, it seemed to yawn between him and all +that hitherto he had been. He did not care to look back, so he looked +forward. He felt as if he were the central figure (when was he _not_ a +central figure?) in a new drama. He was fond of acting, on and off the +stage, and now he seemed to be playing a new part, in which he was not +yet thoroughly at ease, but which he rather suspected would become him +exceedingly well. It amused him to see himself going to church--_to +church_--to hear himself conversing on flowers and music with a young +English girl. The idea that he was rapidly falling in love was specially +delightful. He called himself a _vieux scelerat_, and watched the +progress of feelings which he felt did him credit with extreme +satisfaction. He and Ruth arrived at the church porch all too soon for +Dare; and though he had the pleasure of sitting on one side of her +during the service, he would have preferred that Charles, of whom he +felt a vague distrust, had not happened to be on the other. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +"My dear," said Mrs. Alwynn to her husband that morning, as they started +for church across the glebe, "if any of the Atherstone party are in +church, as they ought to be, for I hear from Mrs. Smith that they are +not at all regular at Greenacre--only went once last Sunday, and then +late--I shall just tell Ruth that she is to come back to me to-morrow. A +few days won't make any difference to her, and it will fit in so nicely +her coming back the day you go to the palace. After all I've done for +Ruth--new curtains to her room, and the piano tuned and everything--I +don't think she would like to stay there with friends, and me all by +myself, without a creature to speak to. Ruth may be only a niece by +marriage, but she will see in a moment--" + +And in fact she did. When Mrs. Alwynn took her aside after church, and +explained the case in the all-pervading whisper for which she had +apparently taken out a patent, Ruth could not grasp any reason why she +should return to Slumberleigh three days before the time, but she saw at +once that return she must if Mrs. Alwynn chose to demand it; and so she +yielded with a good grace, and sent Mrs. Alwynn back smiling to the +lych-gate, where Mr. Alwynn and Mabel Thursby were talking with Dare and +Molly, while Charles interviewed the village policeman at a little +distance. + +"No news of the tramp," said Charles, meeting Ruth at the gate; and they +started homeward in different order to that in which they had come, in +spite of a great effort at the last moment on the part of Dare, who +thought the old way was better. "The policeman has seen nothing of him. +He has gone off to pastures new, I expect." + +"I hope he has." + +"Mrs. Alwynn does not want you to leave Atherstone to-morrow, does she?" + +"I am sorry to say she does." + +"But you won't go?" + +"I must not only go, but I must do it as if I liked it." + +"I hope Evelyn won't allow it." + +"While I am living with Mrs. Alwynn, I am bound to do what she likes in +small things." + +"H'm!" + +"I should have thought, Sir Charles, that this particularly feminine and +submissive sentiment would have met with your approval." + +"It does; it does," said Charles, hastily. "Only, after the stubborn +rigidity of your--shall I say your--week-day character, especially as +regards money, this softened Sabbath mood took me by surprise for a +moment." + +"You should see me at Slumberleigh," said Ruth, with a smile half sad, +half humorous. "You should see me tying up Uncle John's flowers, or +holding Aunt Fanny's wools. Nothing more entirely feminine and young +lady-like can be imagined." + +"It must be a great change, after living with a woman like Lady +Deyncourt--to whose house I often went years ago, when her son was +living--to come to a place like Slumberleigh." + +"It _is_ a great change. I am ashamed to say how much I felt it at +first. I don't know how to express it; but everything down here seems so +small and local, and hard and fast." + +"I know," said Charles, gently; and they walked on in silence. "And +yet," he said at last, "it seems to me, and I should have thought you +would have felt the same, that life is very small, very narrow and +circumscribed everywhere; though perhaps more obviously so in Cranfords +and Slumberleighs. I have seen a good deal during the last fifteen +years. I have mixed with many sorts and conditions of men, but in no +class or grade of society have I yet found independent men and women. +The groove is as narrow in one class as in another, though in some it is +better concealed. I sometimes feel as if I were walking in a ball-room +full of people all dancing the lancers. There are different sets, of +course--fashionable, political, artistic--but the people in them are all +crossing over, all advancing and retiring, with the same apparent +aimlessness, or setting to partners." + +"There is occasionally an aim in that." + +Charles smiled grimly. + +"They follow the music in that as in everything else. You go away for +ten years, and still find them, on your return, going through the same +figures to new tunes. I wonder if there are any people anywhere in the +world who stand on their own feet, and think and act for themselves; who +don't set their watches by other people's; who don't live and marry and +die by rote, expecting to go straight up to heaven by rote afterwards?" + +"I believe there are such people," said Ruth, earnestly; "I have had +glimpses of them, but the real ones look like the shadows, and the +shadows like the real ones, and--we miss them in the crowd." + +"Or one thinks one finds them, and they turn out only clever imitations +after all. In these days there is a mania for shamming originality of +some kind. I am always imagining people I meet are real, and not +shadows, until one day I unintentionally put my hand through them, and +find out my mistake. I am getting tired of being taken in." + +"And some day you will get tired of being cynical." + +"I am very much obliged to you for your hopeful view of my future. You +evidently imagine that I have gone in for the fashionable creed of the +young man of the present day. I am not young enough to take pleasure in +high collars and cheap cynicism, Miss Deyncourt. Cynical people are +never disappointed in others, as I so often am, because they expect the +worst. In theory I respect and admire my fellow-creatures, but they +continually exasperate me because they won't allow me to do so in real +life. I have still--I blush to own it--a lingering respect for women, +though they have taken pains to show me, time after time, what a fool I +am for such a weakness." + +Charles looked intently at Ruth. Women are so terribly apt in handling +any subject to make it personal. Would she fire up, or would she, like +so many women, join in abuse of her own sex? She did neither. She was +looking straight in front of her, absently watching the figures of Dare +and Molly in the next field. Then she turned her grave, thoughtful +glance towards him. + +"I think respect is never weakness," she said. "It is a sign of +strength, even when it is misplaced. There is not much to admire in +cunning people who are never taken in. The best people I have known, the +people whom it did me good to be with, have been those who respected +others and themselves. Do not be in too great a hurry to get rid of any +little fragment that still remains. You may want it when it is gone." + +Charles's apathetic face had become strangely earnest. There was a keen, +searching look in his tired, restless eyes. He was about to make some +answer, when he suddenly became aware of Dare and Molly sitting perched +on a gate close at hand waiting for them. Never had he perceived Molly's +little brown face with less pleasure than at that moment. She scrambled +down with a noble disregard of appearances, and tried to take his hand. +But it was coolly withdrawn. Charles fell behind on some pretence of +fastening the gate, and Molly had to content herself with Ruth's and +Dare's society for the remainder of the walk. + +Ruth had almost forgotten, until Molly suggested at luncheon a picnic +for the following day, that she was returning to Slumberleigh on Monday +morning; and when she made the fact known, Ralph had to be "hushed" +several times by Evelyn for muttering opinions behind the sirloin +respecting Mrs. Alwynn, which Evelyn seemed to have heard before, and to +consider unsuited to the ears of that lady's niece. + +"But if you go away, Cousin Ruth, we can't have the picnic. Can we, +Uncle Charles?" + +"Impossible, Molly. Rather bread and butter at home than a mixed biscuit +in the open air without Miss Deyncourt." + +"Is Mrs. Alwynn suffering?" asked Lady Mary, politely, down the table. + +Ruth explained that she was not in ill-health, but that she did wish to +be left alone; and Ralph was "hushed" again. + +Lady Mary was annoyed, or, more properly speaking, she was "moved in the +spirit," which in a Churchwoman seems to be the same thing as annoyance +in the unregenerate or unorthodox mind. She regretted Ruth's departure +more than any one, except perhaps Ruth herself. She had watched the girl +very narrowly, and she had seen nothing to make her alter the opinion +she had formed of her; indeed, she was inclined to advance beyond it. +Even she could not suspect that Ruth had "played her cards well;" +although she would have aided and abetted her in any way in her power, +if Ruth had shown the slightest consciousness of holding cards at all, +or being desirous of playing them. Her frank yet reserved manner, her +distinguished appearance, her sense of humor (which Lady Mary did not +understand, but which she perceived others did), and the quiet _savoir +faire_ of her treatment of Dare's advances, all enhanced her greatly in +the eyes of her would-be aunt. She bade her good-bye with genuine +regret; the only person who bore her departure without a shade of +compunction being Dare, who stood by the carriage till the last moment, +assuring Ruth that he hoped to come over to the rectory very shortly; +while Charles and Molly held the gate open meanwhile, at the end of the +short drive. + +"I know that Frenchman means business," said Lady Mary wrathfully to +herself, as she watched the scene from the garden. Her mind, from the +very severity of its tension, was liable to occasional lapses of this +painful kind from the spiritual and ecclesiastical to the mundane and +transitory. "I saw it directly he came into the house; and with _his_ +opportunities, and living within a stone's-throw, I should not wonder if +he were to succeed. Any man would fetch a fancy price at Slumberleigh; +and the most fastidious woman in the world ceases to be critical if she +is reduced to the proper state of dulness. He is handsome, too, in his +foreign way. But she does not like him now. She is inclined to like +Charles, though she does not know it. There is an attraction between the +two. I knew there would be. And he likes her. Oh, what fools men are! He +will go away; and Dare, on the contrary, will ride over to Slumberleigh +every day, and by the time he is engaged to her Charles will see her +again, and find out that he is in love with her himself. Oh, the folly, +the density, of unmarried men! and, indeed," (with a sudden recollection +of the deceased Mr. Cunningham), "of the whole race of them! But of all +men I have ever known, I really think the most provoking is Charles." + +"Musing?" inquired her nephew, sauntering up to her. + +"I was thinking that we had just lost the pleasantest person of our +little party," said Lady Mary, viciously seizing up her work. + +"I am still here," suggested Charles, by way of consolation. "I don't +start for Norway in Wyndham's yacht for three days to come." + +"Do you mean to say you are going to Norway?" + +"I forget whether it was to be Norway; but I know I'm booked to go +yachting somewhere. It's Wyndham's new toy. He paid through the parental +nose for it, and he made me promise in London to go with him on his +first cruise. I believe a very charming Miss Wyndham is to be of the +party." + +"And how long, pray, are you going to yacht with Miss Wyndham?" + +"It is with her brother I propose to go. I thought I had explained that +before. I shall probably cruise about, let me see, for three weeks or +so, till the grouse-shooting begins. Then I am due in Scotland, at the +Hope-Actons', and several other places." + +Lady Mary laid down her work, and rose to her feet, her thin hand +closing tightly over the silver crook of her stick. + +"Charles," she said, in a voice trembling with anger, looking him full +in the face, "you are a fool!" and she passed him without another word, +and hobbled away rapidly into the house. + +"Am I?" said Charles, half aloud to himself, when the last fold of her +garment had been twitched out of sight through the window. + +"_Am I?_ Molly," with great gravity, as Molly appeared, "yes, you may sit +on my knee; but don't wriggle. Molly, what is a fool?" + +"I think it's Raca, only worse," said Molly. "Uncle Charles, Mr. Dare is +going away too. His dog-cart had just come into the yard." + +"Has it? I hope he won't keep it waiting." + +"You are not going away, are you?" + +"Not for three days more." + +"Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday. Why, they will be gone in a moment." + +But to Charles they seemed three very long days indeed. He was annoyed +with himself for having made so many engagements before he left London. +At the time there did not seem anything better to be done, and he +supposed he must go somewhere; but now he thought he would have liked to +stay on at Atherstone, though he would not have said so to Lady Mary for +worlds. He was tired of rushing up and down. He was not so fond of +yachting, after all; and he remembered that he had been many times to +Norway. + +"I would get out of it if I could," he said to Lady Mary on the last +morning; "and of this blue serge suit, too (you should see Miss Wyndham +in blue serge!); but it is not a question of pleasure, but of principle. +I don't like to throw over Wyndham at the last moment, after what you +said when I failed the Hope-Actons last year. Twins could not feel more +exactly together than you and I do where a principle is involved. I see +you are about to advise me to keep my engagement. Do not trouble to do +so; I am going to Portsmouth by the mid-day train. Brown is at this +moment packing my telescope and life-belt." + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +It was the end of August. The little lawn at Slumberleigh Rectory was +parched and brown. The glebe beyond was brown; so was the field beyond +that. The thirsty road was ash-white between its gray hedge-rows. It was +hotter in the open air than in the house, but Ruth had brought her books +out into the garden all the same, and had made a conscientious effort to +read under the chestnut-tree. + +For under the same roof with Mrs. Alwynn she had soon learned that +application or study of any kind was an impossibility. Mrs. Alwynn had +several maxims as to the conduct of herself, and consequently of every +one else, and one of those to which she most frequently gave utterance +was that "young people should always be cheery and sociable, and should +not be left too much to themselves." + +When in the winter Mr. Alwynn had brought home Ruth, quite overwhelmed +for the time by the shock of the first real trouble she had known, Mrs. +Alwynn was kindness itself in the way of sweet-breads and warm rooms; +but the only thing Ruth craved for, to be left alone, she would not +allow for a moment. No! Mrs. Alwynn was cheerful, brisk, and pious at +intervals. If she found her niece was sitting in her own room, she +bustled up-stairs, poked the fire, gave her a kiss, and finally brought +her down to the drawing-room, where she told her she would be as quiet +as in her own room. She need not be afraid her uncle would come in; and +she must not allow herself to get moped. What would she, Mrs. Alwynn, +have done, she would like to know, if, when she was in trouble--and she +knew what trouble meant, if any one did--she had allowed herself to get +moped. Ruth must try and bear up. And at Lady Deyncourt's age it was +quite to be expected. And Ruth must remember she still had a sister, and +that there was a happy home above. And now, if she would get that green +wool out of the red plush iron (which really was a work-box--such a +droll idea, wasn't it?), Ruth should hold the wool, and they would have +a cosey little chat till luncheon time. + +And so Mrs. Alwynn did her duty by her niece; and Ruth, in the dark +days that followed her grandmother's death, took all the little +kindnesses in the spirit in which they were meant, and did her duty by +her aunt. + +But after a time Mrs. Alwynn became more exacting. Ruth was visibly +recovering from what Mrs. Alwynn called "her bereavement." She could +smile again without an effort; she took long walks with Mr. Alwynn, and +later in the spring paid a visit to her uncle, Lord Polesworth. It was +after this visit that Mrs. Alwynn became more exacting. She had borne +with half attention and a lack of interest in crewel-work while Ruth was +still "fretting," as she termed it. But when a person lays aside crape, +and goes into half-mourning, the time had come when she may--nay, when +she ought to be "chatty." This time had come with Ruth, but she was not +"chatty." Like Mrs. Dombey, she did not make an effort, and, as the +months passed on, Mrs. Alwynn began to shake her head, and to fear that +"there was some officer or something on her mind." Mrs. Alwynn always +called soldiers officers, and doctors physicians. + +Ruth, on her side, was vaguely aware that she did not give satisfaction. +The small-talk, the perpetual demand on her attention, the constant +interruptions, seemed to benumb what faculties she had. Her mind became +like a machine out of work--rusty, creaking, difficult to set going. If +she had half an hour of leisure she could not fix her attention to +anything. She, who in her grandmother's time had been so keen and alert, +seemed to have drifted, in Mrs. Alwynn's society, into a torpid state, +from which she made vain attempts to emerge, only to sink the deeper. + +When she stood once more, fresh from a fortnight of pleasant intercourse +with pleasant people, in the little ornate drawing-room at Slumberleigh, +on her return from Atherstone, the remembrance of the dulled, confused +state in which she had been living with her aunt returned forcibly to +her mind. The various articles of furniture, the red silk handkerchiefs +dabbed behind pendent plates, the musical elephants on the mantle-piece, +the imitation Eastern antimacassars, the shocking fate, in the way of +nailed and glued pictorial ornamentation, that had overtaken the back of +the cottage piano--indeed, all the various objects of luxury and _vertu_ +with which Mrs. Alwynn had surrounded herself, seemed to recall to Ruth, +as the apparatus of the sick-room recalls the illness to the patient, +the stupor into which she had fallen in their company. With her eyes +fixed upon the new brass pig (that was at heart a pen-wiper) which Mrs. +Alwynn had pointed out as a gift of Mabel Thursby, who always brought +her back some little "tasty thing from London"--with her eyes on the +brass pig, Ruth resolved that, come what would, she would not allow +herself to sink into such a state of mental paralysis again. + +To read a book of any description was out of the question in the society +of Mrs. Alwynn. But Ruth, with the connivance of Mr. Alwynn, devised a +means of eluding her aunt. At certain hours of the day she was lost +regularly, and not to be found. It was summer, and the world, or at +least the neighborhood of Slumberleigh Rectory, which was the same +thing, was all before her where to choose. In after-years she used to +say that some books had always remained associated with certain places +in her mind. With Emerson she learned to associate the scent of hay, the +desultory remarks of hens, and the sudden choruses of ducks. Carlyle's +"Sartor Resartus," which she read for the first time this year, always +recalled to her afterwards the leathern odor of the box-room, with an +occasional _soupcon_ of damp flapping linen in the orchard, which spot +was not visible from the rectory windows. + +Gradually Mrs. Alwynn became aware of the fact that Ruth was never to be +seen with a book in her hand, and she expressed fears that the latter +was not keeping up her reading. + +"And if you don't like to read to yourself, my dear, you can read to me +while I work. German, now. I like the sound of German very well. It +brings back the time when your Uncle John and I went up the Rhine on our +honey-moon. And then, for English reading there's a very nice book Uncle +John has somewhere on natural history, called 'Animals of a Quiet Life,' +by a Mr. Hare, too--so comical, I always think. It's good for you to be +reading something. It is what your poor dear granny would have wished if +she had been alive. Only it must not be poetry, Ruth, not poetry." + +Mrs. Alwynn did not approve of poetry. She was wont to say that for her +part she liked only what was perfectly _true_, by which it is believed +she meant prose. + +She had no books of her own. In times of illness she borrowed from Mrs. +Thursby (who had all Miss Young's works, and selections from the +publications of the S.P.C.K.). On Sundays, when she could not work, she +read, half aloud, of course, with sighs at intervals, a little manual +called "Gold Dust," or a smaller one still called "Pearls of Great +Price," which she had once recommended to Charles, whom she knew +slightly, and about whom she affected to know a great deal, which +nothing (except pressing) would induce her to repeat; which rendered +the application of the "Pearls," to be followed by the "Dust," most +essential to his future welfare. + +On this particular morning in August, Ruth had slipped out as far as the +chestnut-tree, the lower part of which was hidden from the rectory +windows by a blessed yew hedge. It was too hot to walk, it was too hot +to draw, it was even too hot to read. It did not seem, however, to be +too hot to _ride_, for presently she heard a horse's hoofs clattering +across the stones of the stable-yard, and she knew, from the familiarity +of the sound at that hour of the day, that Dare had probably ridden +over, and, more probably still, would stay to luncheon. + +The foreign gentleman, as all the village people called him, had by this +time become quite an institution in the neighborhood of Vandon. Every +one liked him, and he liked every one. Like the sun, he shone upon the +just and unjust. He went to every tennis-party to which he was invited. +He was pleased if people were at home when he called. He became in many +houses a privileged person, and he never abused his privileges. Women +especially liked him. He had what Mrs. Eccles defined as "such a way +with him;" his way being to make every woman he met think that she was +particularly interesting in his eyes--for the time being. Men did not, +of course, care for him so much. When he stayed anywhere, it was vaguely +felt by the sterner sex of the party that he stole a march upon them. +While they were smoking, after their kind, in clusters on the lawn, it +would suddenly be observed that he was sitting in the drawing-room, +giving a lesson in netting, or trying over a new song encircled by young +ladyhood. It was felt that he took an unfair advantage. What business +had he to come down to tea in that absurd amber plush smoking-suit, just +because the elder ladies had begged to see it? It was all the more +annoying, because he looked so handsome in it. Like most men who are +admired by women, he was not much liked by men. + +But the house to which he came the oftenest was Slumberleigh Rectory. He +was faithful to his early admiration of Ruth; and the only obstacle to +his making her (in his opinion) happy among women, namely, her possible +want of fortune, had long since been removed by the confidential remarks +of Mrs. Alwynn. To his foreign habits and ideas fourteen or fifteen +hundred a year represented a very large sum. In his eyes Ruth was an +heiress, and in all good earnest he set himself to win her. Mr. Alwynn +had now become the proper person to consult regarding his property; and +at first, to Ruth's undisguised satisfaction, he consulted him nearly +every other day, his horse at last taking the turn for Slumberleigh as a +matter of course. Many a time, in these August days, might Mrs. Eccles +and all the other inhabitants of Slumberleigh have seen Dare ride up the +little street, taking as much active exercise as his horse, only +skyward; the saddle being to him merely a point of rebound. + +But if the object of his frequent visits was misunderstood by Ruth at +first, Dare did not allow it to remain so long. And not only Ruth +herself, but Mr. and Mrs. Alwynn, and the rectory servants, and half the +parish were soon made aware of the state of his affections. What was the +good of being in love, of having in view a social aim of such a +praiseworthy nature, if no one were aware of the same? Dare was not the +man to hide even a night-light under a bushel; how much less a burning +and a shining hymeneal torch such as this. His sentiments were strictly +honorable. If he raised expectations, he was also quite prepared to +fulfil them. Miss Deyncourt was quite right to treat him with her +adorable, placid assumption of indifference until his attentions were +more avowed. In the mean while she was an angel, a lily, a pearl, a +star, and several other things, animal, vegetable, and mineral, which +his vivid imagination chose to picture her. But whatever Dare's faults +may have been--and Ruth was not blind to them--he was at least head over +ears in love with her, fortune or none; and as his attachment deepened, +it burned up like fire all the little follies with which it had begun. + +A clergyman has been said to have made love to the helpmeet of his +choice out of the Epistle to the Galatians. Dare made his out of +material hardly more promising--plans for cottages, and estimates of +repairs. He had quickly seen how to interest Ruth, though the reason for +such an eccentric interest puzzled him. However, he turned it to his +advantage. Ruth encouraged, suggested, sympathized in all the little he +was already doing, and the much that he proposed to do. + +Of late, however, a certain not ungrounded suspicion had gradually +forced itself upon her which had led her to withdraw as much as she +could from her former intercourse with Dare; but her change of manner +had not quite the effect she had intended. + +"She thinks I am not serious," Dare had said to himself; "she thinks +that I play with her feelings. She does not know me. To-morrow I ride +over; I set her mind at rest. To-morrow I propose; I make an offer; I +claim that adored hand; I--become engaged." + +Accordingly, not long after the clatter of horse's hoofs in the +stable-yard, Dare himself appeared in the garden, and perceiving Ruth, +for whom he was evidently looking, informed her that he had ridden over +to ask Mr. Alwynn to support him at a dinner his tenants were giving in +his honor--a custom of the Vandon tenantry from time immemorial on the +accession of a new landlord. He spoke absently; and Ruth, looking at him +more closely as he stood before her, wondered at his altered manner. He +had a rose in his button-hole. He always had a rose in his button-hole; +but somehow this was more of a rose than usual. His mustaches were +twirled up with unusual grace. + +"You will find Mr. Alwynn in the study," said Ruth, hurriedly. + +His only answer was to cast aside his whip and gloves, as possible +impediments later on, and to settle himself, with an elegant arrangement +of the choicest gaiters, on the grass at her feet. + +It is probably very disagreeable to repeat in any form, however +discreetly worded, the old phrase-- + + "The reason why I cannot tell, + But I don't like you, Doctor Fell." + +But it must be especially disagreeable, if a refusal is at first not +taken seriously, to be obliged to repeat it, still more plainly, a +second time. It was Ruth's fate to be obliged to do this, and to do it +hurriedly, or she foresaw complications might arise. + +At last Dare understood, and the sudden utter blankness of his +expression smote Ruth to the heart. He had loved her in his way after +all. It is a bitter thing to be refused. She felt that she had been +almost brutal in her direct explicitness, called forth at the moment by +an instinct that he would proceed to extreme measures unless +peremptorily checked. + +"I am so sorry," she said, involuntarily. + +Poor Dare, who had recovered a certain amount of self-possession, now +that he was on his feet again, took up his gloves and riding-whip in +silence. All his jaunty self-assurance had left him. He seemed quite +stunned. His face under his brown skin was very pale. + +"I am so sorry," said Ruth again, feeling horribly guilty. + +"It is I who am sorry," he said, humbly. "I have made a great mistake, +for which I ask pardon;" and, after looking at her for a moment, in +blank incertitude as to whether she could really be the same person whom +he had come to seek in such happy confidence half an hour before, he +raised his hat, his new light gray hat, and was gone. + +Ruth watched him go, and when he had disappeared, she sat down again +mechanically in the chair from which she had risen a few moments before, +and pressed her hands tightly together. She ought not to have allowed +such a thing to happen, she said to herself. Somehow it had never +presented itself to her in its serious aspect before. It is difficult to +take a vain man seriously. Poor Mr. Dare! She had not known he was +capable of caring so much about anything. He had never appeared to such +advantage in her eyes as he had done when he had left her the moment +before, grave and silent. She felt she had misjudged him. He was not so +frivolous, after all. And now that her influence was at an end, who +would keep him up to the mark about the various duties which she knew +now he had begun to fulfil only to please her? Oh, who would help and +encourage him in that most difficult of positions, a land-owner without +means sufficient for doing the best by land and tenantry? She +instinctively felt that he could not be relied upon for continuous +exertion by himself. + +"I wish I could have liked him," said Ruth to herself. "I wish, I wish, +I could!" + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +During the whole of the following week Dare appeared no more at +Slumberleigh. Mrs. Alwynn, whose time was much occupied as a rule in +commenting on the smallest doings of her neighbors, and in wondering why +they left undone certain actions which she herself would have performed +in their place, Mrs. Alwynn would infallibly have remarked upon his +absence many times during every hour of the day, had not her attention +been distracted for the time being by a one-horse fly which she had seen +go up the road on the afternoon of the day of Dare's last visit, the +destination of which had filled her soul with anxious conjecture. + +She did not ascertain till the following day that it had been ordered +for Mrs. Smith, of Greenacre; though, as she told Ruth, she might have +known that, as Mr. Smith was going for a holiday with Mrs. Smith, and +their pony lame in its feet; that they would have to have a fly, and +with that hill up to Greenacre she was surprised one horse was enough. + +When the question of the fly had been thus satisfactorily settled, and +Mrs. Alwynn had ceased wondering whether the Smiths had gone to Tenby or +to Rhyl (she always imagined people went to one or other of these two +places), her whole attention reverted to a screen which she was making, +the elegance and novelty of which supplied her with a congenial subject +of conversation for many days. + +"There is something so new in a screen, an entire screen of Christmas +cards," Mrs. Alwynn would remark. "Now, Mrs. Thursby's new screen is all +pictures out of the _Graphic_, and those colored Christmas numbers. She +has put all her cards in a book. There is something rather _passy_ about +those albums, I think. Now I fancy this screen will look quite out of +the common, Ruth; and when it is done, I shall get some of those +Japanese cranes and stand them on the top. Their claws are made to twist +round, you know, and I shall put some monkeys--you know those droll +chenille monkeys, Ruth--creeping up the sides to meet the cranes. I +don't honestly think, my dear"--with complacency--"that many people will +have anything like it." + +Ruth did not hesitate to say that she felt certain very few would. + +Mrs. Alwynn was delighted at the interest she took in her new work. Ruth +was coming out at last, she told her husband; and she passed many happy +hours entirely absorbed in the arrangement of the cards upon the panels. +Ruth, thankful that her attention had been providentially distracted +from the matter that filled her own thoughts, in a way that surprised +and annoyed her, sorted, and snipped, and pasted, and decided weighty +questions as to whether a goitred robin on a twig should be placed next +to a smiling plum-pudding, dancing a polka with a turkey, or whether a +congealed cross, with "Christian greeting" in icicles on it, should +separate the two. + +To her uncle Ruth told what had happened; and as he slowly wended his +way to Vandon on the day fixed for the tenant's dinner, Mr. Alwynn mused +thereon, and I believe, if the truth were known, he was sorry that Dare +had been refused. He was a little before his time, and he stopped on the +bridge, and looked at the river, as it came churning and sweeping below, +fretted out of its usual calm by the mill above. I think that as he +leaned over the low stone parapet he made many quiet little reflections +besides the involuntary one of himself in the water below. He would have +liked (he was conscious that it was selfish, but yet he _would_ have +liked) to have Ruth near him always. He would have liked to see this +strange son of his old friend in good hands, that would lead him--as it +is popularly supposed a woman's hand sometimes can--in the way of all +others in which Mr. Alwynn was anxious that he should walk; a way in +which he sometimes feared that Dare had not made any great progress as +yet. Mr. Alwynn felt at times, when conversing with him, that Dare's +life could not have been one in which the nobler feelings of his nature +had been much brought into play, so crude and unformed were his ideas of +principle and responsibility, so slack and easy-going his views of life. + +But if Mr. Alwynn felt an occasional twinge of anxiety and misgiving +about his young friend, it speedily turned to self-upbraiding for +indulging in a cynical, unworthy spirit, which was ever ready to seek +out the evil and overlook the good; and he gradually convinced himself +that only favorable circumstances were required for the blossoming forth +of those noble attributes, of which the faintest indications on Dare's +part were speedily magnified by the powerful lens of Mr. Alwynn's +charity to an extent which would have filled Dare with satisfaction, and +would have overwhelmed a more humble nature with shame. + +And Ruth would not have him! Mr. Alwynn remembered a certain passage in +his own youth, a long time ago, when somebody (a very foolish somebody, +I think) would not have him either; and it was with that remembrance +still in his mind that he met Dare, who had come as far as the lodge +gates to meet him, and whose forlorn appearance touched Mr. Alwynn's +heart the moment he saw him. + +There was not time for much conversation. To his astonishment Mr. Alwynn +found Dare actually nervous about the coming ordeal; and on the way to +the Green Dragon, where the dinner was to be given, he reassured him as +best he could, and suggested the kind of answer he should make when his +health was drunk. + +When, a couple of hours later, all was satisfactorily over, when the +last health had been drunk, the last song sung, and Dare was driving Mr. +Alwynn home in the shabby old Vandon dog-cart, both men were at first +too much overcome by the fumes of tobacco, in which they had been +hidden, to say a word to each other. At last, however, Mr. Alwynn drew a +long breath, and said, faintly: + +"I trust I may never be so hot again. Drive slowly under these trees, +Dare. It is cooling to look at them after sitting behind that steaming +volcano of a turkey. How is your head getting on? I saw you went in for +punch." + +"Was that punch?" said Dare. "Then I take no more punch in the future." + +"You spoke capitally, and brought in the right sentiment, that there is +no place like home, in first-rate style. You see, you need not have been +nervous." + +"Ah! but it was you who spoke really well," said Dare, with something of +his old eager manner. "You know these people. You know their heart. You +understand them. Now, for me, I said what you tell me, and they were +pleased, but I can never be with them like you. I understand the words +they speak, but themselves I do not understand." + +"It will come." + +"No," with a rare accession of humility. "I have cared for none of these +things till--till I came to hear them spoken of at Slumberleigh by you +and--and now at first it is smooth, because I say I will do what I can, +but soon they will find out I cannot do much, and then--" He shrugged +his shoulders. + +They drove on in silence. + +"But these things are nothing--nothing," burst out Dare at last, in a +tremulous voice, "to the one thing I think of all night, all day--how I +love Miss Deyncourt, and how," with a simplicity which touched Mr. +Alwynn, "she does not love me at all." + +There is something pathetic in seeing any cheerful, light-hearted animal +reduced to silence and depression. To watch a barking, worrying, jovial +puppy suddenly desist from parachute expeditions on unsteady legs, and +from shaking imaginary rats, and creep, tail close at home, overcome by +affliction, into obscurity, is a sad sight. Mr. Alwynn felt much the +same kind of pity for Dare as he glanced at him, resignedly blighted, +handsomely forlorn, who but a short time ago had taken life as gayly and +easily as a boy home for the holidays. + +"Sometimes," said Mr. Alwynn, addressing himself to the mill, and the +bridge, and the world in general, "young people change their minds. I +have known such things happen." + +"I shall never change mine." + +"Perhaps not; but others might." + +"Ah!" and Dare turned sharply towards Mr. Alwynn, scanning his face with +sudden eagerness. "You think--you think, possibly--" + +"I don't think anything at all," interposed Mr. Alwynn, rather taken +aback at the evident impression his vague words had made, and anxious +to qualify them. "I was only speaking generally; but--ahem! there is one +point, as we are on the subject, that--" + +"Yes, yes?" + +"Whether you consider any decision as final or not"--Mr. Alwynn +addressed the clouds in the sky--"I think, if you do not wish it to be +known that anything has taken place, you had better come and see me +occasionally at Slumberleigh. I have missed your visits for the past +week. The fact is, Mrs. Alwynn has a way of interesting herself in all +her friends. She has a kind heart, and--you--understand--any little +difference in their behavior might be observed by her, and might +possibly--might possibly"--Mr. Alwynn was at a loss for a word--"be, in +short, commented on to others. Suppose now you were to come back with me +to tea to-day?" + +And Dare went, nothing loath, and arrived at a critical moment in the +manufacture of the screen, when all the thickest Christmas cards +threatened to resist the influence of paste, and to curl up, to the +great anxiety of Mrs. Alwynn. + +One of the principle reasons of Dare's popularity was the way in which +he threw his whole heart into whatever he was doing, for the time; never +for a long time, certainly, for he rarely bored himself or others by +adherence to one set of ideas after its novelty had worn off. + +And now, as if nothing else existed in the world, and with a grave +manner suggesting repressed suffering and manly resignation, he +concentrated his whole mind on Mrs. Alwynn's recalcitrant cards, and +made Ruth grateful to him by his tact in devoting himself to her aunt +and the screen. + +"Well, I never!" said Mrs. Alwynn, after he was gone. "I never did see +any one like Mr. Dare. I declare he has made the church stick, Ruth, and +'Blessings on my friend,' which turned up at the corners twice when you +put it on, and the big middle one of the kittens skating, too! Dear me! +I am pleased. I hope Mrs. Thursby won't call till it's finished. But he +did not look well, Ruth, did he? Rather pale now, I thought." + +"He has had a tiring day," said Ruth. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +At Slumberleigh you have time to notice the change of the seasons. There +is no hurry at Slumberleigh. Spring, summer, autumn, and winter, each in +their turn, take quite a year to come and go. Three months ago it was +August; now September had arrived. It was actually the time of damsons. +Those damsons which Ruth had seen dangling for at least three years in +the cottage orchards were ripe at last. It seemed ages ago since April, +when the village was a foaming mass of damson blossom, and the "plum +winter" had set in just when spring really seemed to have arrived for +good. It was a well-known thing in Slumberleigh, though Ruth till last +April had not been aware of it, that God Almighty always sent cold +weather when the Slumberleigh damsons were in bloom, to harden the +fruit. And now the lame, the halt, and the aged of Slumberleigh, all +with one consent, mounted on tottering ladders to pick their damsons, or +that mysterious fruit, closely akin to the same, called "black Lamas +ploums." + +There were plum accidents, of course, in plenty. The Lord took Mrs. +Eccles's own uncle from his half-filled basket to another world, for +which, as a "tea and coffee totaller," he was no doubt well prepared. +The too receptive organisms of unsuspecting infancy suffered in their +turn. In short, it was a busy season for Mr. and Mrs. Alwynn. + +Ruth had plenty of opportunities now for making her long-projected +sketch of the ruined house of Arleigh, for the old woman who lived in +the lodge close by, and had charge of the place, had "ricked" her back +in a damson-tree, and Ruth often went to see her. She had been Ruth's +nurse in her childhood, and having originally come from Slumberleigh, +returned there when the Deyncourt children grew up, and lived happily +ever after, with the very blind and entirely deaf old husband of her +choice, in the gray stone lodge at Arleigh. + +It was on her return from one of these almost daily visits that Mrs. +Eccles pounced on Ruth as she passed her gate, and under pretence of +inquiring after Mrs. Cotton, informed her that she herself was suffering +in no slight degree. Ruth, who suddenly remembered that she had been +remiss in "dropping in" on Mrs. Eccles of late, dropped in then and +there to make up for past delinquencies. + +"Is it rheumatism again?" she asked, as Mrs. Eccles seemed inclined to +run off at once into a report of the goings on of Widow Jones's Sally. + +"Not that, my dear, so much as a sinking," said Mrs. Eccles, passing her +hand slowly over what seemed more like a rising than a depression in her +ample figure. "But there! I've not been myself since the Lord took old +Samiwell Price, and that's the truth." + +Samuel Price was the relation who had entered into rest off a ladder, +and Ruth looked duly serious. + +"I have no doubt it upset you very much," she said. + +"Well, miss," returned Mrs. Eccles, with dignity, "it's not as if I'd +had my 'ealth before. I've had something wrong in the cistern" (Ruth +wondered whether she meant system) "these many years. From a gell I +suffered in my inside. But lor'! I was born to trouble, baptized in a +bucket, and taken with collects at a week old. And how did you say Mrs. +Cotton of the lodge might be, miss, as I hear is but poorly too?" + +Ruth replied that she was better. + +"She's no size to keep her in 'ealth," said Mrs. Eccles, "and so bent as +she does grow, to be sure. Eh, dear, but it's a good thing to be tall. I +always think little folks they're like them little watches, they've no +room for their insides. And I wonder now"--Mrs. Eccles was coming to the +point that had made her entrap Ruth on her way past--"I wonder now--" + +Ruth did not help her. She knew too well the universal desire for +knowledge of good and evil peculiar to her sex to doubt for a moment +that Mrs. Eccles had begged her to "step in" only to obtain some piece +of information, about which her curiosity had been aroused. + +"I wonder, now, if Cotton at the lodge has heard anything of the +poachers again this year, round Arleigh way?" + +"Not that I know of," said Ruth, surprised at the simplicity of the +question. + +"Dear sakes! and to think of 'em at Vandon last night, and Mr. Dare and +the keepers out all night after 'em." + +Ruth was interested in spite of herself. + +"And the doctor sent for in the middle of the night," continued Mrs. +Eccles, covertly eying Ruth. "Poor young gentleman! For all his forrin +ways, there's a many in Vandon as sets store by him." + +"I don't think you need be uneasy about Mr. Dare," said Ruth, coldly, +conscious that Mrs. Eccles was dying to see her change color. "If +anything had happened to him Mr. Alwynn would have heard of it. And +now," rising, "I must be going; and if I were you, Mrs. Eccles, I should +not listen to all the gossip of the village." + +"Me listen!" said Mrs. Eccles, much offended. "Me, as is too poorly so +much as to put my foot out of the door! But, dear heart!" with her usual +quickness of vision, "if there isn't Mr. Alwynn and Dr. Brown riding up +the street now in Dr. Brown's gig! Well, I never! and Mr. Alwynn +a-getting out, and a-talking as grave as can be to Dr. Brown. Poor Mr. +Dare! Poor dear young gentleman!" + +Ruth was conscious that she beat rather a hurried retreat from Mrs. +Eccles's cottage, and that her voice was not quite so steady as usual +when she asked the doctor if it were true that Mr. Dare had been hurt. + +"All the village will have it that he is killed; but he is all right, I +assure you, Miss Deyncourt," said the kind old doctor, so soothingly and +reassuringly that Ruth grew pink with annoyance at the tone. "Not a +scratch. He was out with his keepers last night, and they had a brush +with poachers; and Martin, the head keeper was shot in the leg. Bled a +good deal, so they sent for me; but no danger. I picked up your uncle +here on his way to see him, and so I gave him a lift there and back. +That is all, I assure you." + +And Dr. Brown and Mrs. Eccles, straining over her geraniums, both came +to the same conclusion, namely, that, as Mrs. Eccles elegantly expressed +it, "Miss Ruth wanted Mr. Dare." + +"And he'll have her, too, I'm thinking, one of these days," Mrs. Eccles +would remark to the circle of her acquaintance. + +Indeed, the match was discussed on numerous ladders, with almost as much +interest as the unfailing theme of the damsons themselves. + +And Dare rode over to the rectory as often as he used to do before a +certain day in August, when he had found Ruth under the +chestnut-tree--the very day before Mrs. Alwynn started on her screen, +now the completed glory of the drawing-room. + +And was Ruth beginning to like him? + +As it had not occurred to her to ask herself that question, I suppose +she was _not_. + +Dare had grown very quiet and silent of late, and showed a growing +tendency to dark hats. His refusal had been so unexpected that the blow, +when it came, fell with all the more crushing force. His self-love and +self-esteem had been wounded; but so had something else. Under the +velvet corduroy waistcoat, which he wore in imitation of Ralph, he had a +heart. Whether it was one of the very best of its kind or warranted to +wear well is not for us to judge; but, at any rate, it was large enough +to take in a very real affection, and to feel a very sharp pang. Dare's +manner to Ruth was now as diffident as it had formerly been assured. To +some minds there is nothing more touching than a sudden access of +humility on the part of a vain man. + +Whether Ruth's mind was one of this class or not we do not pretend to +know. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +It was Sunday morning at Atherstone. In the dining-room, breakfasting +alone, for he had come down late, was Sir Charles Danvers. His sudden +arrival on the previous Saturday was easily accounted for. When he had +casually walked into the drawing-room late in the evening, he had +immediately and thoroughly explained the reasons of his unexpected +arrival. It seemed odd that he should have come to Atherstone, in the +midland counties, "on his way" between two shooting visits in the north, +but so it was. It might have been thought that one of his friends would +have been willing to keep him two days longer, or receive him two days +earlier; but no doubt every one knows his own affairs best, and Charles +might certainly, "at his age," as he was so fond of saying, be expected +to know his. + +Anyhow, there he was, leaning against the open window, coffee-cup in +hand, lazily watching the dwindling figures of Ralph and Evelyn, with +Molly between them, disappearing in the direction of Greenacre church, +hard by. + +The morning mist still lingered on the land, and veiled the distance +with a tender blue. And up across the silver fields, and across the +standing armies of the yellowing corn, the sound of church bells came +from Slumberleigh, beyond the river; bringing back to Charles, as to us +all, old memories, old hopes, old visions of early youth, long +cherished, long forgotten. + +The single bell of Greenacre was giving forth a slow, persistent, +cracked invitation to true believers, as an appropriate prelude to Mr. +Smith's eloquence; but Charles did not hear its testimony. + +He was listening to the Slumberleigh bells. Was that the first chime or +the second? + +Suddenly a thought crossed his mind. Should he go to church? + +He smiled at the idea. It was a little late to think of that. Besides he +had let the others start, and he disliked that refuge of mildew and +dust, Greenacre. + +There was Slumberleigh! + +There went the bells again! + +Slumberleigh! Absurd! Why, he should positively have to run to get there +before the First Lesson; and that mist meant heat, or he was much +mistaken. + +Charles contemplated the mist for a few seconds. + +Tang, teng, ting, tong, tung! + +He certainly always made a point of going to church at his own home. A +good example is, after all, just as important in one place as another. + +Tang, tong, teng, tung, _ting_! went the bells. + +"Why not run?" suggested an inner voice. "Put down your cup. There! Now! +Your hat's in the hall, with your gloves beside it. Never mind about +your prayer-book. Dear me! Don't waste time looking for your own stick. +Take any. Quick! out through the garden-gate! No one can see you. The +servants have all gone to church except the cook, and the kitchen looks +out on the yew hedge." + +"Over the first stile," said Charles to himself. "I am out of sight of +the house now. Let us be thankful for small mercies. I shall do it yet. +Oh, what a fool I am! I'm worse than Raca, as Molly said. I shall be +rushing precipitately down a steep place into the sea next. Confound +this gate! Why can't people leave them open? At any rate, it will remain +open now. I am not going to have my devotions curtailed by a gate. I +fancied it would be hot, but never anything half as hot as this. I hope +I sha'n't meet Brown taking a morning stroll. I value Brown; but I +should have to dismiss him if he saw me now. I could never meet his eye +again. What on earth shall I say to Ralph and Evelyn when I get back? +What a merciful Providence it is that Aunt Mary is at this moment +intoning a response in the highest church in Scarborough!" + +_Ting, ting, ting!_ + +"Mr. Alwynn is getting on his surplice, is he? Well, and if he is, I can +make a final rush through the corn, can't I? There's not a creature in +sight. The bell's down! What of that? There is the voluntary. Easy over +the last fields. There are houses in sight, and there may be wicked +Sabbath-breakers looking out of windows. Brown's foal has grown since +July. Here we are! I am not the only Christian hurrying among the tombs. +I shall get in with 'the wicked man' after all." + +Some people do not look round in church; others do. Mrs. Alwynn always +did, partly because she wished to see what was going on behind her, and +partly because, in turning back again, she could take a stealthy survey +of Mrs. Thursby's bonnet, in which she always felt a burning interest, +which she would not for worlds have allowed that lady to suspect. + +If the turning round had been all, it would have mattered little; but +Mrs. Alwynn suffered so intensely from keeping silence that she was +obliged to relieve herself at intervals by short whispered comments to +Ruth. + +On this particular morning it seemed as if the comments would never end. + +"I am so glad we asked Mr. Dare into our pew, Ruth. The Thursbys are +full. That's Mrs. Thursby's sister in the red bonnet." + +Ruth made no reply. She was following the responses in the psalms with a +marked attention, purposely marked to check conversation, and sufficient +to have daunted anybody but her aunt. + +Mrs. Alwynn took a spasmodic interest in the psalm, but it did not last. + +"Only two basses in the choir, and the new _Te Deum_, Ruth. How vexed +Mr. Alwynn will be!" + +No response from Ruth. Mrs. Alwynn took another turn at her prayer-book, +and then at the congregation. + +"'I am become as it were a monster unto--' Ruth! _Ruth!_" + +Ruth at last turned her head a quarter of an inch. + +_"Sir Charles Danvers is sitting in the free seats by the font!"_ + +Ruth nailed her eyes to her book, and would vouchsafe no further sign of +attention during the rest of the service; and Dare, on the other side, +anxious to copy Ruth in everything, being equally obdurate, Mrs. Alwynn +had no resource left but to follow the service half aloud to herself, at +the times when the congregation were _not_ supposed to join in, putting +great emphasis on certain words which she felt applicable to herself, in +a manner that effectually prevented any one near her from attending to +the service at all. + +It was with a sudden pang that Dare, following Ruth out into the +sunshine after service, perceived for the first time Charles, standing, +tall and distinguished-looking, beside the rather insignificant heir of +all the Thursbys, who regarded him with the mixed admiration and gnawing +envy of a very young man for a man no longer young. + +And then--Charles never quite knew how it happened, but with the full +intention of walking back to the rectory with the Alwynns, and staying +to luncheon, he actually found himself in Ruth's very presence, +accepting a cordial invitation to luncheon at Slumberleigh Hall. For the +first time during the last ten years he had done a thing he had no +intention of doing. A temporary long-lost feeling of shyness had seized +upon him as he saw Ruth coming out, tall and pale and graceful, from the +shadow of the church porch into the blaze of the mid-day sunshine. He +had not calculated either for that sudden disconcerting leap of the +heart as her eyes met his. He had an idiotic feeling that she must be +aware that he had run most of the way to church, and that he had +contemplated the burnished circles of her back hair for two hours, +without a glance at the fashionably scraped-up head-dress of Mabel +Thursby, with its hogged mane of little wire curls in the nape of the +neck. He felt he still looked hot and dusty, though he had imagined he +was quite cool the moment before. To his own astonishment, he actually +found his self-possession leaving him; and though its desertion proved +only momentary, _in_ that moment he found himself walking away with the +Thursbys in the direction of the Hall. He was provoked, angry with +himself, with the Thursbys, and, most of all, with Mr. Alwynn, who had +come up a second later, and asked him to luncheon, as a matter of +course, also Dare, who accepted with evident gratitude. Charles felt +that he had not gone steeple-chasing over the country only to talk to +Mrs. Thursby, and to see Ruth stroll away over the fields with Dare +towards the rectory. + +However, he made himself extremely agreeable, which was with him more a +matter of habit than those who occasionally profited by it would have +cared to know. He asked young Thursby his opinion on E.C. cartridges; he +condoled with Mrs. Thursby on the loss of her last butler, and recounted +some alarming anecdotes of his own French cook. He admired a pallid +water-color drawing of Venice, in an enormous frame on an enormous +easel, which he rightly supposed to be the manual labor of Mabel +Thursby. + +When he rose to take his leave, young Thursby, intensely flattered by +having been asked for that opinion on cartridges by so renowned a shot +as Charles, offered to walk part of the way back with him. + +"I am afraid I am not going home yet," said Charles, lightly. "Duty +points in the opposite direction, I have to call at the rectory. I want +Mr. Alwynn's opinion on a point of clerical etiquette, which is setting +my young spiritual shepherd at Stoke Moreton against his principal +sheep, namely, myself." + +And Charles took his departure, leaving golden opinions behind him, and +a determination to invite him once more to shoot, in spite of his many +courteous refusals of the last few years. + +Mrs. Alwynn always took a nap after luncheon in her smart Sunday gown, +among the mustard-colored cushions of her high-art sofa. Mr. Alwynn, +also, was apt at the same time to sink into a subdued, almost apologetic +doze, in the old arm-chair which alone had resisted the march of +discomfort, and so-called "taste," which had invaded the rest of the +little drawing-room of Slumberleigh Rectory. Ruth was sitting with her +dark head leaned against the open window-frame. Dare had not stayed +after luncheon, being at times nervously afraid of giving her too much +of his society; and she was at liberty to read over again, if she chose, +the solitary letter which the Sunday post had brought her. But she did +not do so; she was thinking. + +And so her sister Anna was actually returning to England at last! She +and her husband had taken a house in Rome, and had arranged that Ruth +should join them in London in November, and go abroad with them after +Christmas for the remainder of the winter. She had pleasant +recollections of previous winters in Rome, or, on the Riviera with her +grandmother, and she was surprised that she did not feel more interested +in the prospect. She supposed she would like it when the time came, but +she seemed to care very little about it at the present moment. It had +become very natural to live at Slumberleigh, and although there were +drawbacks--here she glanced involuntarily at her aunt, who was making +her slumbers vocal by a running commentary on them through her +nose--still she would be sorry to go. Mr. Alwynn gave the ghost of a +miniature snore, and, opening his eyes, found Ruth bent affectionately +upon him. Her mind went back to another point in Anna's letter. After +dilating on the extreme admiration and regard entertained for herself by +her husband, his readiness with shawls, etc., she went on to ask whether +Ruth had heard any news of Raymond. + +Ruth sighed. Would there ever be any news of Raymond? The old nurse at +Arleigh always asked the same question. "Any news of Master Raymond?" It +was with a tired ache of the heart that Ruth heard that question, and +always gave the same answer. Once she had heard from him since Lady +Deyncourt's death, after she had written to tell him, as gently as she +could, that she and Anna had inherited all their grandmother had to +leave. A couple of months later she had received a hurried note in +reply, inveighing against Lady Deyncourt's injustice, saying (as usual) +that he was hard up for money, and that, when he knew where it might +safely be sent, he should expect her and her sister to make up to him +for his disappointment. And since then, since April--not a word. June, +July, August, September. Four months and no sign. When he was in want of +money his letters heretofore had made but little delay. Had he fallen +ill and died out there, or met his death suddenly, perhaps in some wild +adventure under an assumed name? Her lips tightened, and her white brows +contracted over her absent eyes. It was an old anxiety, but none the +less wearing because it was old. Ruth put it wearily from her, and took +up the first book which came to her hand, to distract her attention. + +It was a manual out of which Mrs. Alwynn had been reading extracts to +her in the morning, while Ruth had been engaged in preparing herself to +teach in the Sunday-school. She wondered vaguely how pleasure could be +derived, even by the most religious persons, from seeing favorite texts +twined in and out among forget-me-nots, or falling aslant in old English +letters off bunches of violets; but she was old enough and wise enough +to know that one man's religion is another man's occasion of stumbling. +Books are made to fit all minds, and small minds lose themselves in +large-minded books. The thousands in which these little manuals are +sold, and the confidence with which their readers recommend them to +others, indicates the calibre of the average mind, and shows that they +meet a want possibly "not known before," but which they alone, with +their little gilt edges, can adequately fill. Ruth was gazing in absent +wonder at the volume which supplied all her aunt's spiritual needs when +she heard the wire of the front door-bell squeak faintly. It was a +stiff-necked and obdurate bell, which for several years Mr. Alwynn had +determined to see about. + +A few moments later James, the new and inexperienced footman, opened the +door about half a foot, put in his head, murmured something inaudible, +and withdrew it again. + +A tall figure appeared in the door-way, and advanced to meet her, then +stopped midway. Ruth rose hastily, and stood where she had risen, her +eyes glancing first at Mr. and then at Mrs. Alwynn. + +The alien presence of a visitor had not disturbed them. Mrs. Alwynn, her +head well forward and a succession of chins undulating in perfect repose +upon her chest, was sleeping as a stout person only can--all over. Mr. +Alwynn, opposite, his thin hands clasped listlessly over his knee, was +as unconscious of the two pairs of eyes fixed upon him as Nelson +himself, laid out in Madame Tussaud's. + +Charles's eyes, twinkling with suppressed amusement, met Ruth's. He +shook his head energetically, as she made a slight movement as if to +wake them, and stepping forward, pointed with his hat towards the open +window, which reached to the ground. Ruth understood, but she hesitated. +At this moment Mrs. Alwynn began a variation on the simple theme in +which she had been indulging, and in so much higher a key that all +hesitation vanished. She stepped hastily out through the window, and +Charles followed. They stood together for a moment in the blazing +sunshine, both too much amused to speak. + +"You are bareheaded," he said, suddenly; "is there any"--looking +round--"any shade we could take refuge under?" + +Ruth led the way round the yew hedge to the horse-chestnut; that +horse-chestnut under which Dare had once lost his self-esteem. + +"I am afraid," said Charles, "I arrived at an inopportune moment. As I +was lunching with the Thursbys, I came up in the hope of finding Mr. +Alwynn, whom I wanted to consult about a small matter in my own parish." + +Charles was quite pleased with this sentence when he had airily given it +out. It had a true ring about it he fancied, which he remembered with +gratitude was more than the door-bell had. Peace be with that door-bell, +and with the engaging youth who answered it. + +"I wish you had let me wake Mr. Alwynn," said Ruth. "He will sleep on +now till the bells begin." + +"On no account. I should have been shocked if you had disturbed him. I +assure you I can easily wait until he naturally wakes up; that is," with +a glance at the book in her hand, "if I am not disturbing you--if you +are not engaged in improving yourself at this moment." + +"No. I have improved myself for the day, thanks. I can safely afford to +relax a little now." + +"So can I. I resemble Lady Mary in that. On Sunday mornings she reflects +on her own shortcomings; on Sunday afternoons she finds an innocent +relaxation in pointing out mine." + +"Where is Lady Mary now?" + +"I should say she was in her Bath-chair on the Scarborough sands at this +moment." + +"I like her," said Ruth, with decision. + +"Tastes differ. Some people feel drawn towards wet blankets, and others +have a leaning towards pokers. Do you know why you like her?" + +"I never thought about it, but I suppose it was because she seemed to +like _me_." + +"Exactly. You admired her good taste. A very natural vanity, most +pardonable in the young, was gratified at seeing marks of favor so well +bestowed." + +"I dare say you are right. At any rate, you seem so familiar with the +workings of vanity in the human breast that it would be a pity to +contradict you." + +"By-the-way," said Charles, speaking in the way people do who have +nothing to say, and are trying to hit on any subject of conversation, +"have you heard any more of your tramp? There was no news of him when I +left. I asked the Slumberleigh policeman about him again on my way to +the station." + +"I have heard no more of him, though I keep his memory green. I have not +forgotten the fright he gave me. I had always imagined I was rather a +self-possessed person till that day." + +"I am a coward myself when I am frightened," said Charles, consolingly, +"though at other times as bold as a lion." + +They were both sitting under the flickering shadow of the already +yellowing horse-chestnut-tree, the first of all the trees to set the +gorgeous autumn fashions. But as yet it was paling only at the edges of +its slender fans. The air was sweet and soft, with a voiceless whisper +of melancholy in it, as if the summer knew, for all her smiles, her hour +had wellnigh come. + +The rectory cows--the mottled one, and the red one, and the big white +one that was always milked first--came slowly past on their way to the +pond, blinking their white eyelashes leisurely at Charles and Ruth. + +"It is almost as hot as that Sunday in July when we walked over from +Atherstone. Do you remember?" said Charles, suddenly. + +"Yes." + +She knew he was thinking of their last conversation, and she felt a +momentary surprise that he had remembered it. + +"We never finished that conversation," he said, after a pause. + +"No; but then conversations never are finished, are they? They always +seem to break off just when they are coming to the beginning. A bell +rings, or there is an interruption, or one is told it is bedtime." + +"Or fools rush in with their word where you and I should fear to tread, +and spoil everything." + +"Yes." + +"And have you been holding the wool and tying up the flowers, as you so +graphically described, ever since you left Atherstone in July?" + +"I hope I have; I have tried." + +"I am sure of that," he said, with sudden earnestness, then added more +slowly, "I have not wound any wool; I have only enjoyed myself." + +"Perhaps," said Ruth, turning her clear, frank gaze upon him, "that may +have been the harder work of the two; it sometimes is." + +His light, restless eyes, with the searching look in them which she had +seen before, met hers, and then wandered away again to the level meadows +and the woods and the faint sky. + +"I think it was," he said at last; and both were silent. He reflected +that his conversations with Ruth had a way of beginning in fun, becoming +more serious, and ending in silence. + +The bells rang out suddenly. + +Charles thought they were full early. + +"Mr. Alwynn will wake up now," said Ruth; "I will tell him you are +here." + +But before she had time to do more than rise from her chair, Mr. Alwynn +came slowly round the yew hedge, and stopped suddenly in front of the +chestnut-tree, amazed at what he saw beneath it. His mild eyes gazed +blankly at Charles through his spectacles, gathering a pained expression +as they peered over the top of them, which did not lessen when they fell +on Ruth. + +Charles explained in a few words the purport of his visit, which had +already explained itself quite sufficiently to Mr. Alwynn; and +mentioning that he had waited in the hope of presently finding Mr. +Alwynn "disengaged" (at this Mr. Alwynn blushed a little), asked leave +to walk as far as the church with him to consult him on a small matter, +etc. It was a neat sentence, but it did not sound quite so well the +third time. It had lost by the heathenish and vain repetitions to which +it had been subjected. + +"Certainly, certainly," said Mr. Alwynn, mollified, but still +discomposed. "You should have waked me, Ruth;" turning reproachfully to +his niece, whose conduct had never, in his eyes, fallen short of +perfection till this moment. "Little nap after luncheon. Hardly asleep. +You should have waked me." + +"There was Aunt Fanny," said Ruth, feeling as if she had committed some +grave sin. + +"Ah-h!" said Mr. Alwynn, as if her reason were a weighty one, his memory +possibly recalling the orchestral flourish which as a rule heralded his +wife's return to consciousness. "True, true, my dear. I must be going," +as the chime ceased. "Are you coming to church this afternoon?" + +Ruth replied that she was not, and Mr. Alwynn and Charles departed +together, Charles ruefully remembering that he had still to ask advice +on a subject the triviality of which would hardly allow of two opinions. + +Ruth watched them walk away together, and then went back noiselessly +into the drawing-room. + +Mrs. Alwynn was sitting bolt upright, her feet upon the floor, her gown +upon the sofa. Her astonished eyes were fixed upon the dwindling figures +of Mr. Alwynn and Charles. + +"Goodness, Ruth!" she exclaimed, "who is that white waistcoat walking +with your uncle?" + +Ruth explained. + +"Dear me! And as likely as not he came to see the new screen. I know +Mrs. Thursby tells everybody about it. And his own house so full of +beautiful things too. Was ever anything so annoying! We should have had +so much in common, for I hear his taste is quite--well, really quite out +of the way. How contrary things are, Ruth! You awake and me asleep, when +it might just as well have been the other way; but it is Sunday, my +dear, so we must not complain. And now, as we have missed church, I will +lie down again, and you shall read me that nice sermon, which I always +like to hear when I can't go to church; the one in the green book about +Nabob's vineyard." + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +Great philosophers and profound metaphysicians should by rights have +lived at Slumberleigh. Those whose lines have fallen to them "ten miles +from a lemon," have time to think, if so inclined. + +Only elementary natures complain of their surroundings; and though at +first Ruth had been impatient and depressed, after a time she found +that, better than to live in an atmosphere of thought, was to be thrown +entirely on her own resources, and to do her thinking for herself. + +Some minds, of course, sink into inanition if an outward supply of +nutriment is withheld. Others get up and begin to forage for themselves. +Happy are these--when the transition period is over--when, after a time, +the first and worst mistakes have been made and suffered for, and the +only teaching that profits anything at all, the bitter teaching of +experience, has been laid to heart. + +Such a nature was Ruth's, upright, self-reliant, without the impetuosity +and impulsiveness that so often accompanies an independent nature, but +accustomed to look at everything through her own eyes, and to think, but +not till now to act for herself. + +She had been brought up by her grandmother to believe that before all +things _noblesse oblige_; to despise a dishonorable action, to have her +feelings entirely under control, to be intimate with few, to be +courteous to all. But to help others, to give up anything for them, to +love an unfashionable or middle-class neighbor, or to feel a personal +interest in religion, except as a subject of conversation, had never +found a place in Lady Deyncourt's code, or consequently in Ruth's, +though, as was natural with a generous nature, the girl did many little +kindnesses to those about her, and was personally unselfish, as those +who live with self-centred people are bound to be if there is to be any +semblance of peace in the house. + +But now, new thoughts were stirring within her, were leavening her whole +mind. All through these monotonous months she had watched the quiet +routine of patient effort that went to make up the sum of Mr. Alwynn's +life. He was a shy man. He seldom spoke of religion out of the pulpit; +but all through these long months he preached it without words to Ruth, +as she had never heard it preached before, by + + "The best portion of a good man's life-- + His little, nameless, unremembered acts + Of kindness and of love." + +It was the first time that she had come into close contact with a life +spent for others, and its beauty appealed to her with a new force, and +gradually but surely changed the current of her thoughts, until, as "we +needs must love the highest when we see it," she unconsciously fell in +love with self-sacrifice. + +The opinions of most young persons, however loudly and injudiciously +proclaimed, rarely do the possessors much harm, because they are not, +as a rule, acted upon; but with some few people a change of views means +a change of life. Ruth was on the edge of a greater change than she +knew. + +At first she had often regretted the chapter of her life that had been +closed by Lady Deyncourt's death. Now, she felt she could not go back to +it, and find it all-sufficient as of old. It would need an added +element, without which she began to see that any sort or condition of +life is but a stony, dusty concern after all--an element which made even +Mr. Alwynn's colorless existence a contented and happy one. + +Ruth had been telling him one day, as they were walking together, of her +sister's plans for the winter, and that she was sorry to think her time +at Slumberleigh was drawing to a close. + +"I am afraid," he said, "in spite of all you say, my dear, it has been +very dull for you here. No little gayeties or enjoyments such as it is +right young people should have. I wish we had had a picnic, or a +garden-party, or something. Mabel Thursby cannot be happy without these +things, and it is natural at your age that you should wish for them. +Your aunt and I lead very quiet lives. It suits us, but it is different +for young people." + +"Does it suit you?" asked Ruth, with sudden earnestness. "Do you really +like it, or do you sometimes get tired of it?" + +Mr. Alwynn looked a little alarmed and disconcerted. He never cared to +talk about himself. + +"I used to get tired," he said at last, with reluctance, "when I was +younger. There were times when I foolishly expected more from life +than--than, in fact, I quite got, my dear; and the result was, I fear I +had a very discontented spirit--an unthankful, discontented spirit," he +repeated, with sad retrospection. + +Something in his tone touched Ruth to the quick. + +"And now?" + +"I am content now." + +"Uncle John, tell me. How did you grow to feel content?" + +He saw there were tears in her eyes. + +"It took a long time," he said. "Anything that is worth knowing, Ruth, +takes a long time to learn. I think I found in the end, my dear, that +the only way was to put my whole heart into what I was doing," (Mr. +Alwynn's voice was simple and earnest, as if he were imparting to Ruth a +great discovery). "I had tried before, from time to time, of course, but +never quite as hard as I might have done. That was where I failed. When +I put myself on one side, and really settled down to do what I could +for others, life became much simpler and happier." + +He turned his grave, patient eyes to Ruth's again. Was something +troubling her? + +"I have often thought since then," he went on, speaking more to himself +than to her, "that we should consider well what we are keeping back our +strength for, if we find ourselves refusing to put the whole of it into +our work. When at last one does start, one feels it is such a pity one +did not do it earlier in life. When I look at all the young faces +growing up around me, I often hope, Ruth, they won't waste as much time +as I did." + +How simple it seemed while she listened to him; how easy, how natural, +this life for others! + +She could not answer. One sentence of Mr. Alwynn's was knocking at the +door of her heart for admission; was drowning with its loud beating the +sound of all the rest: + +_"We should consider well what we are keeping back our strength for, if +we refuse to put the whole of it into our work."_ + +She and Mr. Alwynn walked on in silence; and after a time, always afraid +of speaking much on the subject that was first in his own mind, he began +to talk again on trivial matters, to tell her how he had met Dare that +morning, and had promised on her behalf that she would sing at a little +local concert which the Vandon school-master was getting up that week to +defray the annual expense of the Vandon cricket club, and in which Dare +was taking a vivid interest. + +"You won't mind singing, will you, Ruth?" asked Mr. Alwynn, wishing she +would show a little more interest in Dare and his concert. + +"Oh no, of course not," rather hurriedly. "I should be glad to help in +any way." + +"And I thought, my dear, as it would be getting late, we had better +accept his offer of staying the night at Vandon." + +Ruth assented, but so absently that Mr. Alwynn dropped the subject with +a sigh, and walked on, revolving weighty matters in his mind. They had +left the woods now, and were crossing the field where, two months ago, +the school-feast had been held. Mr. Alwynn made some slight allusion to +it, and then coughed. Ruth's attention, which had been distracted, came +back in a moment. She knew her uncle had something which he did not +like, something which yet he felt it his duty to say, when he gave that +particular cough. + +"That was when you were staying with the Danvers, wasn't it, Ruth?" in a +would-be casual, disengaged tone. + +"Yes; I came over from Atherstone with Molly Danvers." + +"I remember," said Mr. Alwynn, looking extremely uncomfortable; "and--if +I am not mistaken--ahem! Sir Charles Danvers was staying there at the +same time?" + +"Certainly he was." + +"Yes, and I dare say, Ruth--I am not finding fault, far from it--I dare +say he made himself very agreeable for the time being?" + +"I don't think he made himself so. I should have said he was naturally +so, without any effort, just as some people are naturally the reverse." + +"Indeed! Well, I have always heard he was most agreeable; but I am +afraid--I think perhaps it is just as well you should know--forewarned +is forearmed, you know--that, in fact, he says a great deal more than he +means sometimes." + +"Does he? I dare say he does." + +"He has a habit of appearing to take a great interest in people, which I +am afraid means very little. I dare say he is not fully aware of it, or +I am sure he would struggle against it, and we must not judge him; but +still, his manner does a great deal of harm. It is peculiarly open to +misconstruction. For instance," continued Mr. Alwynn, making a rush as +his courage began to fail him, "it struck me, Ruth, the other +day--Sunday, was it? Yes, I think it _was_ Sunday--that really he had +not much to ask me about his week-day services. I--ahem! I thought he +need not have called." + +"I dare say not." + +"But now, that is just the kind of thing he _does_--calls, and, +er--under chestnut-trees, and that sort of thing--and how _are_ young +people to know unless their elders tell them that it is only his way, +and that he has done just the same ever so often before?" + +"And will again," said Ruth, trying to keep down a smile. "Is it true +(Mabel is full of it) that he is engaged, or on the point of being so, +to one of Lord Hope-Acton's daughters?" + +"People are always saying he is engaged, to first one person and then +another," said Mr. Alwynn, breathing more freely now that his duty was +discharged. "It often grieves me that your aunt mentions his engagement +so confidently to friends, because it gives people the impression that +we know, and we really don't. He is a great deal talked about, because +he is such a conspicuous man in the county, on account of his wealth and +his place, and the odd things he says and does. There is something +about him that is different from other people. I am sure I don't know +why it is, but I like him very much myself. I have known him do such +kind things. Dear me! What a pleasant week I had at Stoke Moreton last +year. It is beautiful, Ruth; and the collection of old papers and +manuscripts unique! Your aunt was in Devonshire with friends at the +time. I wish he would ask me again this autumn, to see those charters of +Edward IV.'s reign that have been found in the secret drawer of an old +cabinet. I hear they are quite small, and have green seals. I wish I had +thought of asking him about them on Sunday. If they are really +small--but it was only Archdeacon Eldon who told me about them, and he +never sees anything any particular size--if they should happen to be +really small--" And Mr. Alwynn turned eagerly to the all-engrossing +subject of the Stoke Moreton charters, which furnished him with +conversation till they reached home. + +_"We should consider well what we are keeping back our strength for, if +we refuse to put the whole of it into our work."_ + +All through the afternoon and the quiet, monotonous evening these words +followed Ruth. She read them between the lines of the book she took up. +She stitched them into her sewing. They went up-stairs with her at +night, they followed her into her room, and would not be denied. When +she had sent away her maid, she sat down by the window, and, with the +full harvest-moon for company, faced them and asked them what they +meant. But they only repeated themselves over and over again. What had +they to do with her? Her mind tried to grapple with them in vain. As +often as she came to close quarters with them they eluded her and +disappeared, only to return with the old formula. + +Her thoughts drifted away at last to what Mr. Alwynn had said of +Charles, and all the disagreeable things which Mabel had come up on +Monday morning, with a bunch of late roses, on purpose to tell her +respecting him. She had taken Mabel's information at its true worth, +which I fear was but small; but she felt annoyed that both Mabel and Mr. +Alwynn should have thought it necessary to warn her. As if, she said to +herself, she had not known! Really, she had not been born and bred in +Slumberleigh, nor had she lived there all her life. She had met men of +that kind before. She always liked them. Charles especially amused her, +and she could see that she amused him; and, now she came to think of it, +she supposed he had paid her a good deal of attention at Atherstone, and +perhaps he had not come over to Slumberleigh especially to see Mr. +Alwynn. It was as natural to men like Charles to be always interested +in some one, as it would be unnatural in others ever to be so, except as +the result of long forethought, and with a wedding-ring and a set of +bridesmaids well in view. But to attach any importance to the fact that +Charles liked to talk to her would have been absurd. With another man it +might have meant much; but she had heard of Charles and his misdoings +long before she had met him, and knew what to expect. Lord Breakwater's +sister had confided to her many things respecting him, and had wept +bitter tears on her shoulder, when he suddenly went off to shoot +grizzlies in the Rocky Mountains. + +"He has not sufficient vanity to know that he is exceedingly popular," +said Ruth to herself. "I should think there are few men, handicapped as +he is, who have been liked more entirely for themselves, and less for +their belongings; but all the time he probably imagines people admire +his name, or his place, or his income, and not himself, and consequently +he does not care much what he says or does. I am certain he does not +mean to do any harm. His manner never deceived me for a moment. I can't +see why it should others; but, from all accounts, he seems to be +frequently misunderstood. That is just the right word for him. He is +misunderstood. At any rate, I never misunderstood him. That Sunday call +might have made me suspicious of any ordinary mortal; but I knew no +common rule could apply to such an exception as he is. I only wonder, +when he really does find himself in earnest, how he is to convey his +meaning to the future Lady Danvers. What words would be strong enough; +what ink would be black enough to carry conviction to her mind?" + +She smiled at the thought, and, as she smiled, another face rose +suddenly before her--Dare's pale and serious, as it had been of late, +with the wistful, anxious eyes. _He_, at least, had meant a great deal, +she thought with remorse. _He_ had been in earnest, sufficiently in +earnest to make himself very unhappy, and on her account. + +Ruth had known for some time that Dare loved her; but to-night that +simple, unobtrusive fact suddenly took larger proportions, came boldly +out of the shadow and looked her in the face. + +He loved her. Well, what then? + +She turned giddy, and leaned her head against the open shutter. + +In the silence the words that had haunted her all the afternoon came +back; not loud as heretofore, but in a whisper, speaking to her heart, +which had begun to beat fast and loud. + +_"We should consider well what we are keeping back our strength for, if +we refuse to put the whole of it into our work."_ + +What work was there for her to do? + +The giddiness and the whirl in her mind died down suddenly like a great +gust on the surface of a lake, and left it still and clear and cold. + +The misery of the world and the inability to meet it had so often +confused and weighed her down that she had come back humbly of late to +the only possibility with which it was in her power to deal, come back +to the well-worn groove of earnest determination to do as much as in her +lay, close at hand, when she could find a field to labor in. And now she +suddenly saw, or thought she saw, that she had found it. She had been +very anxious as to whether Dare would do his duty, but till this moment +it had never struck her that it might be _her_ duty to help him. + +She liked him; and he was poor--too poor to do much for the people who +were dependent on him, the poor, struggling people of Vandon. Their +sullen, miserable faces rose up before her, and their crazy houses. +Fever had broken out again in the cottages by the river. He needed help +and encouragement, for he had a difficult time before him. And she had +these to give, and money too. Could she do better with them? She knew +Mr. Alwynn wished it. And as to herself? Was she never going to put self +on one side? She had never liked any one very much--at least, not in +that way--but she liked him. + +The words came like a loud voice in the silence. She liked him. Well, +what then? + +She shut her eyes, but she only shut out the moon's pale photographs of +the fields and woods. She could not shut out these stern besieging +thoughts. + +What was she holding back for? For some possible ideal romantic future; +for the prince of a fairy story? No? Well, then, for what? + +The moon went behind a cloud, and took all her photographs with her. The +night had turned very cold. + +"To-morrow," said Ruth to herself, rising slowly; "I am too tired to +think now. To-morrow!" + +And as she spoke the faint chime of the clock upon her table warned her +that already it was to-morrow. + +And soon, in a moment, as it seemed to her, before she had had time to +think, it was again to-morrow, a wet, dim to-morrow, and she was at +Vandon, running up the wide stone steps in the starlight, under Dare's +protecting umbrella, and allowing him to take her wraps from her before +the hall fire. + +The concert had gone off well. Ruth was pleased, Mr. Alwynn was pleased. +Dare was in a state of repressed excitement, now flying into the +drawing-room to see if there were a good fire, as it was a chilly +evening; now rushing thence to the dining-room to satisfy himself that +all the immense and elaborate preparations which he had enjoined on the +cook had been made. Then, Ruth must be shown to her room. Who was to do +it? He flew to find the house-keeper, and after repeated injunctions to +the house-maid, whom he met in the passage, not to forget the hot water, +took Mr. Alwynn off to his apartment. + +The concert had begun, as concerts always seem to do, at the exact time +at which it is usual to dine, so that it was late before the principal +performers and Mr. Alwynn reached Vandon. It was later still before +supper came, but when it came it was splendid. Dare looked with anxious +satisfaction, over a soup tureen, at the various spiced and glazed forms +of indigestion, sufficient for a dozen people, which covered the table. +It grieved him that Ruth, confronted by a spreading ham, and Mr. Alwynn, +half hidden by a bowlder of turkey, should have such moderate appetites. +But at least she was there, under his roof, at his table. It was not +surprising that he could eat nothing himself. + +After supper, Mr. Alwynn, who combined the wisdom of the worldly serpent +with the harmlessness of the clerical dove, fell--not too +suddenly--asleep by the fire in the drawing-room, and Ruth and Dare went +into the hall, where the piano was. Dare opened it and struck a few +minor chords. Ruth sat down in a great carved arm-chair beside the fire. + +The hall was only lighted by a few tall lamps high on pedestals against +the walls, which threw great profiles of the various busts upon the dim +bass-reliefs of twining scroll-work; and Dare, with his eyes fixed on +Ruth, began to play. + +There is in some music a strange appeal beyond the reach of words. Those +mysterious sharps and flats, and major and minor chords, are an alphabet +that in some occult combinations forms another higher language than that +of speech, a language which, as we listen, thrills us to the heart. + +It was an old piano, with an impediment in its speech, out of the yellow +notes of which Ruth could have made nothing; but in Dare's hands it +spoke for him as he never could have spoken for himself. + +His eyes never left her. He feared to look away, lest he should find the +presence of that quiet, graceful figure by his fireside had been a +dream, and that he was alone again with the dim lamps, alone with Dante +and Cicero and Seneca. + +The firelight dwelt ruddily upon her grave clear-cut face and level +brows, and upon the folds of her white gown. It touched the slender +hands clasped lightly together on her knee, and drew sudden sparks and +gleams out of the diamond pin at her throat. + +His hands trembled on the keys, and as he looked his heart beat high and +higher, loud and louder, till it drowned the rhythm of the music. And as +he looked her calm eyes met his. + +In another moment he was on his knees beside her, her hands caught in +his trembling clasp, and his head pressed down upon them. + +"I know," he gasped, "it is no good. You have told me so once. You will +tell me so again. I am not good enough. I am not worthy. But I love you; +I love you!" + +In moments of real feeling the old words hold their own against all +modern new-comers. Dare repeated them over and over again in a paroxysm +of overwhelming emotion which shook him from head to foot. + +Something in his boyish attitude and in his entire loss of self-control +touched Ruth strangely. She knew he was five or six years her senior, +but at the moment she felt as if she were much older than he, and a +sudden vague wish passed through her mind that he had been nearer her in +age; not quite so young. + +"Well?" she said, gently; and he felt her cool, passive hands tremble a +little in his. Something in the tone of her voice made him raise his +head, and meet her eyes looking down at him, earnestly, and with a great +kindness in them. + +A sudden eager light leaped into his face. + +"Will you?" he whispered, breathlessly, his hands tightening their hold +of hers. "Will you?" + +There was a moment's pause, in which the whole world seemed to stand +quite still and wait for her answer. + +"Yes," she said at last, "I will." + +"I am glad I did it," she said to herself, half an hour later, as she +leaned her tired head against the carved oak chimney-piece in her +bedroom, and absently traced with her finger the Latin inscription over +the fireplace. "I like him very much. I am glad I did it." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +For many years nothing had given Mr. Alwynn such heart-felt pleasure as +the news Ruth had to tell him, as he drove her back next morning to +Slumberleigh, behind Mrs. Alwynn's long-tailed ponies. + +It was a still September morning, with a faint pearl sky and half-veiled +silver sun. Pale gleams of sunshine wandered across the busy harvest +fields, and burnished the steel of the river. + +Decisions of any kind rarely look their best after a sleepless night; +but as Ruth saw the expression of happiness and relief that came into +her uncle's face, when she told him what had happened, she felt again +that she was glad--very glad. + +"Oh, my dear! my dear!"--Mr. Alwynn was driving the ponies first against +the bank, and then into the opposite ditch--"how glad I am; how +thankful! I had almost hoped, certainly; I wished so much to think it +possible; but then, one can never tell. Poor Dare! poor fellow! I used +to be so sorry for him. And how much you will be able to do at Vandon +among the people. It will be a different place. And it is such a relief +to think that the poor old house will be looked after. It went to my +heart to see the way it had been neglected. I ventured this morning, as +I was down early, to move some of that dear old Worcester farther back +into the cabinet. They really were so near the edge, I could not bear to +see them; and I found a Sevres saucer, my dear, in the library that +belonged to one of those beautiful cups in the drawing-room. I hope it +was not very wrong, but I had to put it among its relations. It was +sitting with a Delf mug on it, poor thing. Dear me! I little thought +then--Really, I have never been so glad about anything before." + +After a little more conversation, and after Mr. Alwynn had been +persuaded to give the reins to his niece, who was far more composed than +himself, his mind reverted to his wife. + +"I think, my dear, until your engagement is more settled, till I have +had a talk with Dare on the subject (which will be necessary before you +write to your uncle Francis), it would be as well not to refer to it +before--in fact, not to mention it to Mrs. Alwynn. Your dear aunt's +warm heart and conversational bent make it almost impossible for her to +refrain from speaking of anything that interests her; and indeed, even +if she does not say anything in so many words, I have observed that +opinions are sometimes formed by others as to the subject on which she +is silent, by her manner when any chance allusion is made to it." + +Ruth heartily agreed. She had been dreading the searching catechism +through which Mrs. Alwynn would certainly put her--the minute inquiries +as to her dress, the hour, the place; whether it had been "standing up +or sitting down;" all her questions of course interwoven with personal +reminiscences of "how John had done it," and her own emotion at the +time. + +It was with no small degree of relief at the postponement of that evil +hour that Ruth entered the house. As she did so a faint sound reached +her ear. It was that of a musical-box. + +"Dear! dear!" said Mr. Alwynn, as he followed her. "It is a fine day. +Your aunt must be ill." + +For the moment Ruth did not understand the connection of ideas in his +mind, until she suddenly remembered the musical-box, which, Mrs. Alwynn +had often told her, was "so nice and cheery on a wet day, or in time of +illness." + +She hurriedly entered the drawing-room, followed by Mr. Alwynn, where +the first object that met her view was Mrs. Alwynn extended on the sofa, +arrayed in what she called her tea-gown, a loose robe of blue cretonne, +with a large vine-leaf pattern twining over it, which broke out into +grapes at intervals. Ruth knew that garment well. It came on only when +Mrs. Alwynn was suffering. She had worn it last during a period of +entire mental prostration, which had succeeded all too soon an exciting +discovery of mushrooms in the glebe. Mr. Alwynn's heart and Ruth's sank +as they caught sight of it again. + +With a dignity befitting the occasion, Mrs. Alwynn recounted in detail +the various ways in which she had employed herself after their departure +the previous evening, up to the exact moment when she slipped going +up-stairs, and sprained her ankle, in a blue and green manner that had +quite alarmed the doctor when he had seen it, and compared with which +Mrs. Thursby's gathered finger in the spring was a mere bagatelle. + +"Mrs. Thursby stayed in bed when her finger was bad," said Mrs. Alwynn +to Ruth, when Mr. Alwynn had condoled, and had made his escape to his +study. "She always gives way so; but I never was like that. I was up all +the same, my dear." + +"I hope it does not hurt very much," said Ruth, anxious to be +sympathetic, but succeeding only in being commonplace. + +"It's not only the pain," said Mrs. Alwynn, in the gentle resigned voice +which she always used when indisposed--the voice of one at peace with +all the world, and ready to depart from a scene consequently so devoid +of interest; "but to a person of my habits, Ruth--never a day without +going into the larder, and always seeing after the servants as I +do--first one duty and then another--and the chickens and all. It seems +a strange thing that I should be laid aside." + +Mrs. Alwynn paused, as if she had not for the nonce fathomed the +ulterior reasons for this special move on the part of Providence, which +had crippled her, while it left Ruth and Mrs. Thursby with the use of +their limbs. + +"However," she continued, "I am not one to repine. Always cheery and +busy, Ruth: that is my motto. And now, my dear, if you will wind up the +musical-box, and then read me a little bit out of 'Texts with Tender +Twinings'" (the new floral manual which had lately superseded the +"Pearls"), "after that we will start on one of my scrap-books, and you +shall tell me all about your visit to Vandon." + +It was not the time Ruth would have chosen for a _tete-a-tete_ with her +aunt. She was longing to be alone, to think quietly over what had +happened, and it was difficult to concentrate her attention on pink and +yellow calico, and cut out colored royal families, and foreign birds, +with a good grace. Happily Mrs. Alwynn, though always requiring +attention, was quite content with the half of what she required; and, +with the "Buffalo Girls" and the "Danube River" tinkling on the table, +conversation was somewhat superfluous. + +In the afternoon Dare came, but he was waylaid in the hall by Mr. +Alwynn, and taken into the study before he could commit himself in Mrs. +Alwynn's presence. Mrs. Thursby and Mabel also called to condole, and a +little later Mrs. Smith of Greenacre, who had heard the news of the +accident from the doctor. Altogether it was a delightful afternoon for +Mrs. Alwynn, who assumed for the time an air of superiority over Mrs. +Thursby to which that lady's well-known chronic ill-health seldom +allowed her to lay claim. + +Mrs. Alwynn and Mrs. Thursby had remained friends since they had both +arrived together as brides at Slumberleigh, in spite of a difference of +opinion, which had at one time strained friendly relations to a painful +degree, as to the propriety of wearing the hair over the top of the +ear. The hair question settled, a temporary difficulty, extending over a +few years, had sprung up in its place, respecting what Mrs. Thursby +called "family." Mrs. Alwynn's family was not her strong point, nor was +its position strengthened by her assertion (unsupported by Mrs. +Markham), that she was directly descended from Queen Elizabeth. +Consequently, it was trying to Mrs. Thursby--who, as every one knows, +was one of the brainless Copleys of Copley--that Mrs. Alwynn, who in the +lottery of marriage had drawn an honorable, should take precedence of +herself. To obviate this difficulty, Mrs. Thursby, with the ingenuity of +her sex, had at one time introduced Mr. and Mrs. Alwynn as "our rector," +and "our rector's wife," thus denying them their name altogether, for +fear lest its connection with Lord Polesworth should be remembered, and +the fact that Mr. Alwynn was his brother, and consequently an honorable, +should transpire. + +This peculiarity of etiquette entirely escaped Mr. Alwynn, but aroused +feelings in the breast of his wife which might have brought about one of +those deeply rooted feuds which so often exist between the squire's and +clergyman's families, if it had not been for the timely and serious +illness in which Mrs. Thursby lost her health, and the principal part of +the other subject of disagreement--her hair. + +Then Queen Elizabeth and the honorable were alike forgotten. With her +own hands Mrs. Alwynn made a certain jelly, which Mrs. Thursby praised +in the highest manner, saying she only wished that it had been the habit +in _her_ family to learn to do anything so useful. Mrs. Thursby's new +gowns were no longer kept a secret from Mrs. Alwynn, to be suddenly +sprung upon her at a garden-party, when, possibly in an old garment +herself, she was least able to bear the shock. By-gones were by-gones, +and, greatly to the relief of the two husbands, their respective wives +made up their differences. + +"And a very pleasant afternoon it has been," said Mrs. Alwynn, when the +Thursbys and Dare, who had been loath to go, had taken their departure. +"Mrs. Thursby and Mabel, and Mrs. Smith and Mr. Dare. Four to tea. Quite +a little party, wasn't it, Ruth? And so informal and nice; and the buns +came in as naturally as possible, which no one heard me whisper to James +for. I think those little citron buns are nicer than a great cake like +Mrs. Thursby's; and hers are always so black and overbaked. That is why +the cook sifts such a lot of sugar over them. I do think one should be +real, and not try to cover up things. And Mr. Dare so pleasant. Quite +sorry to go he seemed. I often wonder whether it will be you or Mabel in +the end. He ought to be making up his mind. I expect I shall have a +little joke with him about it before long. And such an interest he took +in the scrap-book. I asked him to come again to-morrow." + +"I don't expect he will be able to do so," said Mr. Alwynn. "I rather +think he will have to go to town on business." + +Later in the evening, Mr. Alwynn told Ruth that in the course of his +interview he had found that Dare had the very vaguest ideas as to the +necessity of settlements; had evidently never given the subject a +thought, and did not even know what he actually possessed. + +Mr. Alwynn was secretly afraid of what Ruth's trustee, his brother, Lord +Polesworth (now absent shooting in the Rocky Mountains), would say if, +during his absence, their niece was allowed to engage herself without +suitable provision; and he begged Ruth not "to do anything rash" in the +way of speaking of her engagement, until Dare could, with the help of +his lawyer, see his way to making some arrangement. + +"I know he has no money," said Ruth, quietly; "that is one of the +reasons why I am going to marry him." + +Mr. Alwynn, to whom this seemed the most natural reason in the world, +was not sure whether it would strike his brother with equal force. He +had a suspicion that when Lord Polesworth's attention should be turned +from white goats and brown bears to the fact that his niece, who had +means of her own, had been allowed to engage herself to a poor man, and +that Mr. Alwynn had greatly encouraged the match, unpleasant questions +might be asked. + +"Francis will be back in November," said Mr. Alwynn. "I think, Ruth, we +had better wait till his return before we do anything definite." + +"Anything _more_ definite, you mean," said Ruth. "I have been very +definite already, I think. I shall be glad to wait till he comes back, +if you wish it, Uncle John. I shall try to do what you both advise. But +at the same time I am of age; and if my word is worth anything, you know +I have given that already." + +Dare felt no call to go to London by the early train on the following +morning, so he found himself at liberty to spend an hour at Slumberleigh +Rectory on his way to the station, and by the advice of Mr. Alwynn went +into the garden, where the sound of the musical-box reached the ear, but +in faint echoes, and where Ruth presently joined him. + +In his heart Dare was secretly afraid of Ruth; though, as he often told +himself, it was more than probable she was equally afraid of him. If +that was so, she controlled her feelings wonderfully, for as she came +to meet him, nothing could have been more frankly kind, more friendly, +or more composed than her manner towards him. He took her out-stretched +hand and kissed it. It was not quite the way in which he had pictured to +himself that they would meet; but if his imagination had taken a +somewhat bolder flight in her absence, he felt now, as she stood before +him, that it had taken that flight in vain. He kept her hand, and looked +intently at her. She did not change color, nor did that disappointing +friendliness leave her steady eyes. + +"She does not love me," he said to himself. "It is strange, but she does +not. But the day will come." + +"You are going to London, are you not?" asked Ruth, withdrawing her hand +at last; and after hearing a detailed account of his difficulties and +anxieties about money matters, and after taking an immense weight off +his mind by telling him that they would have no influence in causing her +to alter her decision, she sent him beaming and rejoicing on his way, +quite a different person to the victim of anxiety and depression who had +arrived at Slumberleigh an hour before. + +Mrs. Alwynn was much annoyed at Dare's entire want of heart in leaving +the house without coming to see her, and during the remainder of the +morning she did not cease to comment on the differences that exist +between what people really are and what they seem to be, until, in her +satisfaction at recounting the accident to Evelyn Danvers, a new and +sympathetic listener, she fortunately forgot the slight put upon her +ankle earlier in the day. The complete enjoyment of her sufferings was, +however, destined to sustain a severe shock the following morning. + +She and Ruth were reading their letters, Mrs. Alwynn, of course, giving +Ruth the benefit of the various statements respecting the weather which +her correspondents had confided to her, when Mr. Alwynn came in from the +study, an open letter in his hand. He was quite pink with pleasure. + +"He has asked me to go and see them," he said, "and they _are_ small, +and have green seals, all excepting one,"--referring to the +letter--"which has a big red seal in a tin box, attached by a tape. +Ruth, I am perfectly _convinced_ beforehand that those charters are +grants of land of the fourteenth or fifteenth century. Sir Charles +mentions that they are in black letter, and only a few lines on each, +but he says he won't describe them in full, as I must come and see them +for myself. Dear me! how I shall enjoy arranging them for him, which he +asked me to do. I had really become so anxious about them that a few +days ago I determined to set my mind at rest, and I wrote to him to ask +for particulars, and that is his answer." + +Mr. Alwynn put Charles's letter into her hand, and she glanced over it. + +"Why, Uncle John, he asks Aunt Fanny as well; and--'if Miss Deyncourt is +still with you, pleasure,' etc.--and _me_, too!" + +"When is it for?" asked Mrs. Alwynn, suddenly sitting bolt-upright. + +"Let me see. 'Black letter size about'--where is it? Here. 'Tuesday, the +25th, for three nights. Leaving home following week for some time. +Excuse short notice,' etc. It is next week, Aunt Fanny." + +"I shall not be able to go," gasped Mrs. Alwynn, sinking back on her +sofa, while something very like tears came into her eyes; "and I've +never been there, Ruth. The Thursbys went once, in old Sir George's +time, and Mrs. Thursby always says it is the show-place in the county, +and that it is such a pity I have not seen it. And last autumn, when +John went, I was in Devonshire, and never even heard of his going till I +got home, or I'd have come back. Oh, Ruth! Oh, dear!" + +Mrs. Alwynn let her letters fall into her lap, and drew forth the +colored pocket-handkerchief which she wore, in imitation of Mabel +Thursby, stuck into the bodice of her gown, and at the ominous +appearance of which Mr. Alwynn suddenly recollected a duty in the study +and retreated. + +With an unerring instinct Ruth flew to the musical-box and set it going, +and then knelt down by the prostrate figure of her aunt, and +administered what sympathy and consolation she could, to the "cheery" +accompaniment of the "Buffalo Girls." + +"Never mind, dear Aunt Fanny. Perhaps he will ask you again when you are +better. There will be other opportunities." + +"I always was unlucky," said Mrs. Alwynn, faintly. "I had a swelled face +up the Rhine on our honey-moon. Things always happen like that with me. +At any rate,"--after a pause--"there is _one_ thing. We ought to try and +look at the bright side. It is not as if we had not been asked. We have +not been overlooked." + +"No," said Ruth, promptly; and in her own mind she registered a vow that +in her future home she would never give the pain that being overlooked +by the larger house can cause to the smaller house. + +"And I will stay with you, Aunt Fanny," she went on, cheerfully. "Uncle +John can go by himself, and we will do just what we like while he is +away, won't we?" + +But at this Mrs. Alwynn demurred. She was determined that if she played +the role of a martyr she would do it well. She insisted that Ruth should +accompany Mr. Alwynn. She secretly looked forward to telling Mabel that +Ruth was going. She did not mind being left alone, she said. She +desired, with a sigh of self-sacrifice, that Mr. Alwynn should accept +for himself and his niece. She had not been brought up to consider +herself, thank God! She had her faults she knew. No one was more fully +aware of them than herself; but she was not going to prevent others +enjoying themselves because she herself was laid aside. + +"And now, my dear," she said, with a sudden return to mundane interests +that succeeded rather unexpectedly to the celestial spirit of her +previous remarks, "you must be thinking about your gowns. If I had been +going, I should have had my ruby satin done up--so beautiful by +candle-light. What have you to wear? That white lace tea-gown with the +silver-gray train is very nice; but you ought not to be in half mourning +now. I like to see young people in colors. And then there is that +gold-and-white brocade, Ruth, that you wore at the drawing-room last +year. It is a beautiful dress, but rather too quiet. Could not you +brighten it up with a few cherry-colored bows about it, or a sash? I +always think a sash is so becoming. If you were to bring it down, I dare +say I could suggest something. And you must be well dressed, for though +he only says 'friends,' you never can tell whom you may not meet at a +place like that." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +The last week of September found Charles back at Stoke Moreton to +receive the "friends" of whom Mrs. Alwynn spoke. People whose partridges +he had helped to kill were now to be gathered from the east and from the +west to help to kill his. From the north also guests were coming, were +leaving their mountains to--But the remainder of the line is invidious. +The Hope-Actons had written to offer a visit at Stoke Moreton on the +strength of an old promise to Charles, a promise so old that he had +forgotten it, until reminded, that next time they were passing they +would take his house on their way. They had offered their visit exactly +at the same time for which he had just invited the Alwynns and Ruth. +Charles felt that they were not quite the people whom he would have +arranged to meet each other, but, as Fate had so decreed it, he +acquiesced calmly enough. + +But when Lady Mary also wrote tenderly from Scarborough, to ask if she +could be of any use helping to entertain his guests, he felt it +imperative to draw the line, and wrote a grateful effusion to his aunt, +saying that he could not think of asking her to leave a place where he +felt sure she was deriving spiritual and temporal benefit, in order to +assist at so unprofitable a festivity as a shooting-party. He mentioned +casually that Lady Grace Lawrence, Miss Deyncourt, and Miss Wyndham were +to be of the party, which details he imagined might have an interest for +her amid her graver reflections. + +The subject of Ruth's coming certainly had a prominent place in his own +graver reflections. For the last fortnight, as he went from house to +house, he had been wondering how he could meet her again, and, when Mr. +Alwynn's letter concerning the charters was forwarded to him, a sudden +inspiration made him then and there send the invitation which had +arrived at Slumberleigh Rectory a few days before. He groaned in spirit +as he wrote it, at the thought of Mrs. Alwynn disporting herself, +dressed in the brightest colors, among his other guests; and it was with +a feeling of thankfulness that he found Ruth and Mr. Alwynn were coming +without her. + +He had felt very little interest so far in the party, which, with the +exception of the Hope-Actons, had been long arranged, but now he found +himself looking forward to it with actual impatience, and he returned +home a day before the time, instead of an hour or two before his guests +were expected, as was his wont. + +The Wyndhams and Hope-Actons, with Lady Grace in tow, were the first to +appear upon the scene. Mr. Alwynn and Ruth arrived a few hours later, +amid a dropping fire of young men and gun-cases, who kept on turning up +at intervals during the afternoon, and, according to the mysterious +nocturnal habits of their kind, till late into the night. + +If ever a man appears to advantage it is on his native hearth, and as +Charles stood on his in the long hall, where it was the habit of the +house to assemble before dinner, Ruth found that her attempts at +conversation were rather thrown away upon Lady Grace, with whom she had +been renewing an old acquaintance, and whose interest, for the time +being, entirely centred in the carved coats of arms and heraldic designs +with which the towering white stone chimney-piece was covered. + +Lady Grace was one of those pretty, delicate creatures who remind one of +a very elaborate rose-bud. There was an appearance of ultra-refinement +about her, a look of that refinement which is in itself a weakness, a +poverty of blood, so to speak, the opposite and more pleasing but +equally unhealthy extreme of coarseness. She looked very pretty as, +having left Ruth, she stood by Charles, passing her little pink hand +over the lowest carvings, dim and worn with the heat of many generations +of fires, and listened with rapt attention to his answers to her +questions. + +"And the Hall is so beautiful," she said, looking round with childlike +curiosity at the walls covered with weapons, and with a long array of +armor, and at the massive pillars of carved white stone which rose up +out of the polished floor to meet the raftered ceiling. "It is so--so +uncommon." + +Whatever Charles's other failings may have been, he was an admirable +host. The weather was fine. What can be finer than September when she is +in a good-humor? The two first days of Ruth's visit were unalloyed +enjoyment. It seemed like a sudden return to the old life with Lady +Deyncourt, when the round of country visits regularly succeeded the +season in London. Of Mr. Alwynn she saw little or nothing. He was buried +in the newly discovered charters. Of Charles she saw a good deal, more +than at the time she was quite aware of, for he seemed to see a great +deal of everybody, from Lady Grace to the shy man of the party, who at +Stoke Moreton first conceived the idea that he was an acquisition to +society. But, whether Charles made the opportunities or not which came +so ready to his hand, still he found time, amid the pressure of his +shooting arrangements and his duties as host, to talk to Ruth. + +One day there was cub-hunting in the gray of the early morning, to which +she and Miss Wyndham went with Charles and others of the party who could +bear to get up betimes. Losing sight of the others after a time, Ruth +and Charles rode back alone together, when the sun was high, walking +their tired horses along the black-berried lanes, and down the long +green rides cut in the yellowing bracken of the park. + +"And so you are going to winter in Rome?" said Charles, who had the +previous day, contrary to his wont, accepted an invitation to +Slumberleigh Hall for the middle of October. "I sometimes go to Rome +for a few weeks when the shooting is over. And are you glad or sorry at +the prospect of leaving your Cranford?" + +"Very sorry." + +"Why?" + +"I have seen an entirely new phase of life at Slumberleigh." + +"I think I can guess what you mean," said Charles, gravely. "One does +not often meet any one like Mr. Alwynn." + +"No. I was thinking of him. Until I came to Slumberleigh the lines had +not fallen to me in very clerical places, so my experience is limited; +but he seems to me to be the only clergyman I have known who does not +force on one a form of religion that has been dead and buried for +years." + +"The clergy have much to answer for on that head," said Charles with +bitterness. "I sometimes like and respect them as individuals, but I do +not love them as a class. One ought to make allowance for the fact that +they are tied and bound by the chain of their Thirty-nine Articles; that +at three-and-twenty they shut the doors deliberately on any new and +possibly unorthodox idea; and it is consequently unreasonable to expect +from them any genuine freedom or originality of thought. I can forgive +them their assumption of superiority, their inability to meet honest +scepticism with anything like fairness, their continual bickering among +themselves; but I cannot forgive them the harm they are doing to +religion, the discredit they are bringing upon it by their bigoted views +and obsolete ideas. They busy themselves doing good--that is the worst +of it; they mean well, but they do not see that, in the mean while, +their Church is being left unto them desolate; though perhaps, after +all, the Church having come to be what it is, that is the best thing +that can happen." + +"There are men among the clergy who will not come under that sweeping +accusation," said Ruth. "Look at some of the London churches. Are they +desolate? Goodness and earnestness will be a power to the end of time, +however narrow the accompanying creed may be." + +"That is true, but we have heads as well as hearts. Goodness and +earnestness appeal to the heart alone. The intellect is left out in the +cold. However good and earnest, and eloquent one of these great +preachers may be, the reason we go to hear him is not only because of +that, but because he appears to be thinking in a straight line, because +he seems to recognize the long-resisted claim of the intellect, and we +hope he will have a word to say to us. He promises well, but listen to +him a little longer, follow his thought, and you will begin to see that +he will only look for truth within a certain area, that his steps are +describing an arc, that he is tethered. Give him time enough, and you +will see him tread out the complete circle in which he and his brethren +are equally bound to walk." + +"You forget," said Ruth, "that you are regarding the Church from the +stand-point of the cultivated and intellectual class, for whom the +Church has ceased to represent religion; but there are lots of people +neither cultivated nor intellectual--women even of our own class are not +so as a rule--to whom the Church, with its ritual and dogma, is a real +help and comfort. If, as you say, it does not suit the more highly +educated, I think you have no right to demand that it _should_ suit what +is, after all, a very small minority. It would be most unfair if it +did." + +Charles did not answer. He had been looking at her, and thinking how few +women could have disagreed with him as quietly and resolutely as this +young girl riding at his side, carefully avoiding chance rabbit-holes as +she spoke. + +"There is, and there always will be, a certain number of people, not +only among the clergy," she went on, "who, as somebody says, 'put the +church clock back,' and are unable to see that they cannot alter the +time of day for all that; only they can and do prevent many +well-intentioned people from trusting to it any longer. But there are +others here and there whom a dogmatic form of religion has been quite +unable to spoil, whose more simple turn of mind draws out of the very +system that appears to you so lifeless and effete, a real faith, a +personal possession, which no one can take from them." + +Her eyes sparkled as she spoke, and Charles saw that she was thinking of +Mr. Alwynn. + +"He has got it," he said, slowly, "this something which we all want, and +for the greater part never find. He has got it. To see and recognize it +early is a great thing," he continued, earnestly. "To disbelieve in it +in early life, and cavil at all the caricatures and imitations, and only +come to find out its reality comparatively later on, is a great +misfortune--a great misfortune." + +She felt that he was speaking of himself, and they rode on in silence, +each grave with a sense of mutual understanding and companionship. They +forded the stream, and trotted up the little village street, the +cottagers gazing admiringly after them till they disappeared within the +great arched gate-way. And Charles looked at his old house as they +paced up the wide drive, and wondered whether it were indeed possible +that the lonely years he had spent in it had come to an end at last--at +last. + +Ruth had noticed that he had lost no opportunity of talking to her, and +when she heard him conversing with Lady Grace, or plunging into +fashionable slang with Miss Wyndham, found herself admiring the facility +with which he adapted himself to different people. + +The following afternoon, as she was writing in the library, she was +amused to see that he found it incumbent on him to write too, even going +so far as to produce a letter from Molly, whose correspondence he said +he invariably answered by return. + +"You seem very fond of giving Molly pleasure," said Ruth. + +"I am glad to see, Miss Deyncourt, that you are beginning to estimate me +at my true worth." + +"You have it in your power just now to give a great pleasure," said +Ruth, earnestly, laying down the pen which she had taken up. + +"How?" + +"It seems so absurd when it is put into words, but--by asking Mrs. +Alwynn some time to stay here. She has always longed to see Stoke +Moreton, because--well, because Mrs. Thursby has; and real, positive, +actual tears were shed that she could not come when you asked us." + +"Is it possible?" said Charles. "It is the first time that any letter of +mine has caused emotion of that description." + +"Ah! you don't know how important the smallest things appear if one +lives in a little corner of the world where nothing ever happens. If +Mrs. Alwynn had been able to come, her visit would have been an event +which she would have remembered for years. I assure you, I myself, from +having lived at Slumberleigh eight months, became quite excited at the +prospect of so much dissipation." + +And Ruth leaned back in her chair with a little laugh. + +Charles looked narrowly at her and his face fell. + +"I am glad you told me," he said, after a moment's pause. "People +generally mention these things about ten years afterwards; when there is +probably no possibility of doing anything. Thank you." + +Ruth was disconcerted by the sudden gravity of his tone, and almost +regretted the impulse that had made her speak. She forgot it, however, +in the _tableaux vivants_ which they were preparing for the evening, in +which she and Charles illustrated the syllable _nun_ to enthusiastic +applause. Ruth represented the nun, engaged in conversation, over the +lowest imaginable convent wall, with Charles, in all the glory of his +cocked hat and deputy-lieutenant's uniform, who, while he held the nun's +hand in one of his, pointed persuasively with the other towards an +elaborately caparisoned war-horse, trembling beneath the joint weight of +a yeomanry saddle and a side-saddle attached behind it, which +considerably overlapped the charger's impromptu fur boa tail. + +After the _tableaux_ there was dancing in acting costume, at which the +two men, who acted the war-horse between them were the only persons to +protest, Lady Grace being beautiful as an improvised Anne Boleyn, and +the shy man resplendent in a fancy dress of Charles's. + +When the third morning came, Ruth gave a genuine sigh at the thought +that it was the last day. Lady Grace, who was also leaving the following +morning, may be presumed to have echoed it with far more sorrow. The +Wyndhams were going that day, and disappeared down the drive, waving +handkerchiefs, and carriage-rugs, and hats on sticks, out of the +carriage-windows, as is the custom of really amusing people when taking +leave. + +In the afternoon, Lady Grace and Charles went off for a ride alone +together, to see some ruin in which Lady Grace had manifested a sudden +interest, the third horse, which had been brought round for another of +the men, being sent back to the stables, his destined rider having +decided, at the eleventh hour, to join the rest of the party in a little +desultory rabbit shooting in the park, which he proceeded to do with +much chuckling over his extraordinary penetration and tact. + +The elder ladies went out driving, looking, as seen from an upper +window, like four poached eggs on a dish; and the coast being clear, +Ruth, who had no love of driving, escaped with her paint-box to the +garden, where she was making a sketch of Stoke Moreton. + +Some houses, like people, have dignity. Stoke Moreton, with ivy creeping +up its mellow sandstone, and peeping into its long lines of mullioned +windows, stood solemn and stately amid its level gardens; the low sun, +bringing out every line of carved stone frieze and quaint architrave, +firing all the western windows, and touching the tall heads of the +hollyhocks and sunflowers, that stood in ordered regiments within their +high walls of clipped box. And Ruth dabbed and looked, and dabbed again, +until she suddenly found that if she put another stroke she would spoil +all, and also that her hands were stiff with cold. After a few admiring +glances at her work, she set off on a desultory journey round the +gardens to get warm, and finally, seeing an oak door in the garden-wall +open, wandered through it into the church-yard. The church door was +open, too, and Ruth, after reading some of the epitaphs on the +tombstones, went in. + +It was a common little church enough, with a large mortuary chapel, +where all the Danvers family reposed; ancient Danvers lying in armor, +with their mailed hands joined, beside their wives; more modern Danvers +kneeling in bass-relief in colored plaster and execrable taste in +recesses. The last generations were there also; some of them +anticipating the resurrection and feathered wings, but for the most part +still asleep. Charles's mother was there, lying in white marble among +her husband's people, with the child upon her arm which she had taken +away with her. + +And in the middle of the chapel was the last Sir Charles Danvers, whom +his brother, Sir George, the father of the present owner, had succeeded. +The evening sun shone full on the kneeling soldier figure, leaning on +its sword, and on the grave, clear-cut face, which had a look of +Charles. The long, beautifully modelled hands, clasped over the battered +steel sword-hilt, were like Charles's too. Ruth read the inscription on +the low marble pedestal, relating how he had fallen in the taking of the +Redan, and then looked again. And gradually a great feeling of pity rose +in her heart for the family which had lived here for so many +generations, and which seemed now so likely to die out. Providence does +not seem to care much for old families, or to value long descent. Rather +it seems to favor the new race--the Browns, and the Joneses, and the +Robinsons, who yesterday were not, and who to-day elbow the old county +families from the place which has known them from time immemorial. + +"I suppose Molly will some day marry a Smith," said Ruth to herself, +"and then it will be all over. I don't think I will come and see her +here when she is married." + +With which reflection she returned to the house, and, after disturbing +Mr. Alwynn, who was deep in a catalogue of the Danvers manuscripts, in +which it was his firm conviction that he should find some mention of the +charters, she went into the library, and wondered which of the several +thousands of books would interest her till the others came in. + +The library was a large room, the walls of which were lined with books +from the floor to the ceiling. In order to place the higher shelves +within reach, a light balcony of polished oak ran round the four walls, +about equidistant from the floor and the ceiling. Ruth went up the tiny +corkscrew staircase in the wall, which led to the balcony, and settling +herself comfortably in the low, wide window-seat, took out one volume +after another of those that came within her reach. These shelves by the +window where she was sitting had somehow a different look to the rest. +Old books and new, white vellum and card-board, were herded together +without any apparent order, and with no respect of bindings. Here a +splendid morocco "Novum Organum" was pushed in beside a cheap and much +worn edition of Marcus Aurelius; there Emerson and Plato and Shakespeare +jostled each other on the same shelf, while, just below, "Don Quixote" +was pressed into the uncongenial society of Carlyle on one side and +Confucius on the other. As she pulled out one book after another, she +noticed that the greater part of them had Charles's name in them. Ruth's +curiosity was at once aroused. No doubt this was the little corner in +his great house in which he chose to read, and these were his favorite +books which he had arranged so close to his hand. If we can judge our +fellow-creatures at all, which is doubtful, it is by the books they +read, and by those which, having read, they read again. She looked at +the various volumes in the window-seat beside her with new interest, and +opened the first one she took up. It was a collection of translations +from the Persian poets, gentlemen of the name of Jemshid, Sadi, and +Hafiz, of whom she had never heard. As she turned over the pages, she +heard the ringing of horses' hoofs, and, looking out from her point of +observation, saw Charles and Lady Grace cantering up the short wide +approach, and clattering out of sight again behind the great stone +archway. She turned back to her book, and was reading an ode here and +there, wondering to see how the same thoughts that work within us to-day +had lived with man so many hundred years ago, when her eye was caught by +some writing on the margin of a page as she turned it over. A single +sentence on the page was strongly underlined: + +_"True self-knowledge is knowledge of God."_ + +Jemshid was a wise man, Ruth thought, if he had found out that; and then +she read, in Charles's clear handwriting in the margin: + +_"With this compare 'Look within. Within is the fountain of good, and it +will ever bubble up if thou wilt ever dig.'--Marcus Aurelius."_ + +At this moment Charles came into the library, and looked up to where she +was sitting, half hidden from below by the thickness of the wall. + +"What, studying?" he called, gayly. "I saw you sitting in the window as +I rode up. I might have known that if you were lost sight of for half +an hour you would be found improving yourself in some exasperating way." +And he ran up the little stairs and came round the balcony towards her. +"My own special books, I see--Eve, as usual, surreptitiously craving for +a knowledge of good and evil. What have you got hold of?" + +The remainder of the window-seat was full of books; so, to obtain a +better view of what she was reading, he knelt down by her, and looked at +the open book on her knee. + +Ruth did not attempt to close it. She felt guilty, she hardly knew of +what. After a moment's pause she said: + +"I plead guilty. I was curious. I saw these were your own particular +shelves; but I never can resist looking at the books people read." + +"Will you be pleased to remember in future that, in contemplating my +character, Miss Deyncourt--a subject not unworthy of your attention--you +are on private property. You are requested to keep on the gravel paths, +and to look at the grounds I am disposed to show you. If, as is very +possible, admiration seizes you, you are at liberty to express it. But +there must be no going round to the back premises, no prying into +corners, no trespassing where I have written up, 'No road.'" + +Ruth smiled, and there was a gleam in her eyes which Charles well knew +heralded a retort, when suddenly through the half-open door a silken +rustle came, and Lady Hope-Acton slowly entered the room, as if about to +pass through it on her way to the hall. + +Now, kneeling is by no means an attitude to be despised. In church, or +in the moment of presentation to majesty, it is appropriate, even +essential; but it is dependent, like most things, upon circumstances and +environment. No attitude, for instance, could be more suitable and +natural to any one wishing to read the page on which a sitting +fellow-creature was engaged. Charles had found it so. But, as Lady +Hope-Acton sailed into the room, he felt that, however conducive to +study, it was not the attitude in which he would at that moment have +chosen to be found. Ruth felt the same. It had seemed so natural a +moment before, it was so hideously suggestive now. + +Perhaps Lady Hope-Acton would pass on through the other door, so widely, +so invitingly open. Neither stirred, in the hope that she might do so. +But in the centre of the room she stopped and sighed--the slow, +crackling sigh of a stout woman in a too well-fitting silk gown. + +Charles suddenly felt as if his muddy boots and cords were trying to +catch her eye, as if every book on the shelves were calling to her to +look up. + +For a second Ruth and Charles gazed down upon the top of Lady +Hope-Acton's head, the bald place on which showed dimly through her +semi-transparent cap. She moved slightly, as if to go; but no, another +step was drawing near. In another moment Lady Grace came in through the +opposite door in her riding-habit. + +Ruth felt that it was now or never for a warning cough; but, as she +glanced at Charles kneeling beside her, she could not give it. Surely +they would pass out in another second. The thought of the two pairs of +eyes which would be raised, and the expression in them was intolerable. + +"Grace," said Lady Hope-Acton, with dreadful distinctness, advancing to +meet her daughter, "has he spoken?" + +"No," said Lady Grace, with a little sob; "and,"--with a sudden burst of +tears--"oh, mamma, I don't think he ever will." + +Oh, to have coughed, to have sneezed, to have choked a moment earlier! +Anything would have been better than this. + +"Run up-stairs this moment, then, and change your habit and bathe your +eyes," said Lady Hope-Acton, sharply. "You need not come down till +dinner-time. I will say you are tired." + +And then, to the overwhelming relief of those two miserable spectators, +the mother and daughter left the door. + +But to the momentary sensation of relief in Ruth's mind a rush of pity +succeeded for the childlike grief and tears; and with and behind it, +like one hurrying wave overtopping and bearing down its predecessor, +came a burning indignation against the cause of that picturesque +emotion. + +It is indeed a lamentable peculiarity of our fallen nature that the +moment of relief from the smart of anxiety is seldom marked by so +complete a mental calmness and moderation as could be wished. + +Ruth rose slowly, with the book still in her hand, and Charles got off +his knees as best he could, and stood with one hand on the railing of +the balcony, as if to steady himself. His usually pale face was crimson. + +Ruth closed the book in silence, and with a dreadful precision put it +back in its accustomed place. Then she turned and faced him, with the +western light full upon her stern face, and another light of contempt +and indignation burning in her direct eyes. + +"Poor little girl," she said, in a low distinct voice. "What a triumph +to have succeeded in making her unhappy. She is very young, and she did +not understand the rules of the game. Poor, foolish little girl!" + +If he had been red before, he was pale enough now. He drew himself up, +and met her direct gaze without flinching. He did not speak, and she +left him standing in the window, and went slowly along the balcony and +down the little staircase into the room below. + +As she was about to leave the room he moved forward suddenly, and said, +"Miss Deyncourt!" + +Involuntarily she stopped short, in obedience to the stern authority of +the tone. + +"You are unjust." + +She did not answer and left the room. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +"Uncle John," said Ruth next morning, taking Mr. Alwynn aside after +breakfast, "we are leaving by the early train, are we not?" + +"No, my love, it is quite impossible. I have several papers to identify +and rearrange." + +"We have stayed a day longer than we intended as it is. Most of the +others go early. Do let us go too." + +"It is most natural, I am sure, my dear, that you should wish to get +home," said Mr. Alwynn, looking with sympathetic concern at his niece; +"and why your aunt has not forwarded your letters I can't imagine. But +still, if we return by the mid-day train, Ruth, you will have plenty of +time to answer any letters that--ahem!--seem to require immediate +attention, before the post goes; and I don't see my way to being ready +earlier." + +Ruth had not even been thinking of Dare and his letters; but she saw +that by the early train she was not destined to depart, and watched the +other guests take leave with an envious sigh. She was anxious to be +gone. The last evening, after the episode in the library, had been +interminably long. Already the morning, though breakfast was hardly +over, seemed to have dragged itself out to days in length. A sense of +constraint between two people who understand and amuse each other is +very galling. Ruth had felt it so. All the previous evening Charles had +hardly spoken to her, and had talked mainly to Lady Hope-Acton, who was +somewhat depressed, and another elder lady. A good-night and a flat +candlestick can be presented in a very distant manner, and as Ruth +received hers from Charles that evening, and met the grave, steady +glance that was directed at her, she perceived that he had not forgiven +her for what she had said. + +She felt angry again at the idea that he should venture to treat her +with a coldness which seemed to imply that she had been in the wrong. +The worst of it was that she felt she was to blame; that she had no +right whatever to criticise Charles and his actions. What concern were +they of hers? How much more suitable, how much more eloquent a dignified +silence would have been. She could not imagine now, as she thought it +over, why she had been so unreasonably annoyed at the moment as to say +what she had done. Yet the reason was not far to seek, if she had only +known where to lay her hand on it. She was uneasy, impatient; she longed +to get out of the house. And it was still early; only eleven. Eleven +till twelve. Twelve till one. One till half-past. Two whole hours and a +half to be got through before the Stoke Moreton omnibus would bear her +away. She looked round for a refuge during that weary age, and found it +nearer than many poor souls do in time of need, namely, at her elbow, in +the shape, the welcome shape of the shy man--almost the only remnant of +the large party whose dispersion she had just been watching. Whenever +Ruth thought of that shy man afterwards, which was not often, it was +with a sincere hope that he had forgotten the forwardness of her +behavior on that particular morning. She wished to see the +picture-gallery. She would of all things like a walk afterwards. No, she +had not been as far as the beech-avenue; but she would like to go. +Should they look at the pictures first--now--no time like the present? +How pleased he was! How proud! He felt that his shyness had gone +forever; that Miss Deyncourt would, no doubt, like to hear a few +anecdotes of his college life; that a quiet man, who does not make +himself cheap to start with, often wins in the end; that Miss Deyncourt +had unusual appreciation, not only for pictures, but for reserved and +intricate characters that yet (here he ventured on a little joke, and +laughed at it himself) had their lighter side. And in the long +picture-gallery Ruth and he studied the old masters, as they had seldom +been studied before, with an intense and ignorant interest on the one +hand, and an entire absence of mind on the other. + +Charles, who had done a good deal of pacing up and down his room the +night before, and had arrived at certain conclusions, passed through the +gallery once, but did not stop. He looked grave and preoccupied, and +hardly answered a question of Mr. Conway's about one of the pictures. + +Half-past eleven at last. A tall inlaid clock in the gallery mentioned +the hour by one sedate stroke; the church clock told the village the +time of day a second later. They had nearly finished the pictures. Never +mind. She could take half an hour to put on her hat, and surely any +beech-avenue, even on a dull day like this might serve to while away the +remaining hour before luncheon. + +They had come to the last picture of the Danvers collection, and Ruth +was dwelling fondly on a very well-developed cow by Cuyp, as if she +could hardly tear herself away from it, when she heard a step coming up +the staircase from the hall, and presently Charles pushed open the +carved folding-doors which shut off the gallery from the rest of the +house, and looked in. She was conscious that he was standing in the +door-way, but new beauties in the cow, which had hitherto escaped her, +engaged her whole attention at the moment, and no one can attend to two +things at once. + +Charles did not come any farther; but, standing in the door-way, he +called to the shy man who went to him, and the two talked together for a +few moments. Ruth gazed upon the cow until it became so fixed upon the +retina of her eye that, when she tried to admire an old Florentine +cabinet near it, she still saw its portrait; and when, in desperation, +she turned away to look out of the window across the sky and sloping +park, the shadow of the cow hung like a portent. + +A moment later Mr. Conway came hurrying back to her much perturbed, to +say he had quite forgotten till this moment, had not in the least +understood, in fact, etc. Danvers' gray cob, that he had thoughts of +buying, was waiting at the door for him to try--in fact, had been +waiting some time. No idea, upon his soul-- + +Ruth cut his apology short before he had done more than flounder well +into it. + +"You must go and try it at once," she said with decision; and then she +added, as Charles drew near: "I have changed my mind about going out. It +looks as if it might turn to rain. I shall get through some arrears of +letter-writing instead." + +Mr. Conway stammered, and repeated himself, and finally rushed out of +the gallery. Ruth expected that Charles would accompany him, but he +remained standing near the window, apparently engaged like herself in +admiring the view. + +"It struck me," he said, slowly, with his eyes half shut, "that Conway +proved rather a broken reed just now." + +"He did," said Ruth. She suddenly felt that she could understand what it +was in Charles that exasperated Lady Mary so much. + +He came a step nearer, and his manner altered. + +"I sent him away," he said, looking gravely at her, "because I wished to +speak to you." + +Ruth did not answer or turn her head, though she felt he was watching +her. Her eyes absently followed two young fallow-deer in the park, +cantering away in a series of hops on their long stiff legs. + +"I cannot speak to you here," said Charles, after a pause. + +Ruth turned round. + +"Silence is golden sometimes. I think quite enough has been said +already." + +"Not by me. You expressed yourself with considerable frankness. I wish +to follow your example." + +"You said I was unjust at the time. Surely that was sufficient." + +"So insufficient that I am going to repeat it. I tell you again that you +are unjust in not being willing to hear what I have to say. I have seen +a good deal of harm done by misunderstandings, Miss Deyncourt. Pride is +generally at the bottom of them. We are both suffering from a slight +attack of that malady now; but I value your good opinion too much to +hesitate, if, by any little sacrifice of my own pride, I can still +retain it. If, after your remarks yesterday, I can make the effort (and +it _is_ an effort) to ask you to hear something I wish to say, you, on +your side, ought not to refuse to listen. It is not a question of +liking; you _ought_ not to refuse." + +He spoke in an authoritative tone, which gave weight to his words, and +in spite of herself she saw the truth of what he said. She was one of +those rare women who, being convinced against their will, are _not_ of +the same opinion still. It was ignominious to have to give way; but, +after a moment's struggle with herself, she surmounted her dislike to +being overruled, together with a certain unreasoning tenacity of opinion +natural to her sex, and said, quietly: + +"What do you wish me to do?" + +Charles saw the momentary struggle, and honored her for a quality which +women seldom give men occasion to honor them for. + +"Do you dislike walking?" + +"No." + +"Then, if you will come out-of-doors, where there is less likelihood of +interruption than in the house, I will wait for you here." + +She went silently down the picture-gallery, half astonished to find +herself doing his bidding. She put on her walking things mechanically, +and came back in a few minutes to find him standing where she had left +him. In silence they went down-stairs, and through the piazza with its +flowering orange-trees, out into the gardens, where, on the stone +balustrade, the peacocks were attitudinizing and conversing in the high +key in which they always proclaim a change of weather and their innate +vulgarity to the world. Charles led the way towards a little rushing +brook which divided the gardens from the park. + +"I think you must have had a very low opinion of me beforehand to say +what you did yesterday," he remarked, suddenly. + +"I was angry," said Ruth. "However true what I said may have been, I had +no right to say it to--a comparative stranger. That is why I repeat that +it would be better not to make matters worse by mentioning the subject +again. It is sure to annoy us both. Let it rest." + +"Not yet," said Charles, dryly. "As a comparative stranger, I want to +know,"--stopping and facing her--"exactly what you mean by saying that +she, Lady Grace, did not understand the rules of the game." + +"I cannot put it in other words," said Ruth, her courage rising as she +felt that a battle was imminent. + +"Perhaps I can for you. Perhaps you meant to say that you believed I was +in the habit of amusing myself at other people's expense; that--I see +your difficulty in finding the right words--that it was my evil sport +and pastime to--shall we say--raise expectations which it was not my +intention to fulfil?" + +"It is disagreeably put," said Ruth, reddening a little; "but possibly I +did mean something of that kind." + +"And how have you arrived at such an uncharitable opinion of a +comparative stranger?" asked Charles, quietly enough, but his light eyes +flashing. + +She did not answer. + +"You are not a child, to echo the opinion of others," he went on. "You +look as if you judged for yourself. What have I done since I met you +first, three months ago, to justify you in holding me in contempt?" + +"I did not say I held you in contempt." + +"You must, though, if you think me capable of such meanness." + +Silence again. + +"You have pushed me into saying more than I meant," said Ruth at last; +"at least you have said I mean a great deal more than I really do. To be +honest, I think you have thoughtlessly given a good deal of pain. I dare +say you did it unconsciously." + +"Thank you. You are very charitable, but I cannot shield myself under +the supposition that at eight-and-thirty I am a creature of impulse, +unconscious of the meaning of my own actions." + +"If that is the case," thought Ruth, "your behavior to me has been +inexcusable, especially the last few days; though, fortunately for +myself, I was not deceived by it." + +"If you persist in keeping silence," said Charles, after waiting for her +to speak, "any possibility of conversation is at an end." + +"I did not come out here for conversation," replied Ruth. "I came, not +by my own wish, to hear something you said you particularly desired to +say. Do you not think the simplest thing, under the circumstances, would +be--to say it?" + +He gave a short laugh, and looked at her in sheer desperation. Did she +know what she was pushing him into? + +"I had forgotten," he said. "It was in my mind all the time; but now you +have made it easy for me indeed by coming to my assistance in this way. +I will make a fresh start." + +He compressed his lips, and seemed to pull himself together. Then he +said, in a very level voice: + +"Kindly give me your whole attention, Miss Deyncourt, so that I shall +not be obliged to repeat anything. The deer are charming, I know; but +you have seen deer before, and will no doubt again. I am sorry that I am +obliged to speak to you about myself, but a little autobiography is +unavoidable. Perhaps you know that about three years ago I succeeded my +father. From being penniless, and head over ears in debt, I became +suddenly a rich man--not by my father's will, who entailed every acre of +the estates here and elsewhere on Ralph, and left everything he could to +him. I had thought of telling you what my best friends have never known, +why I am not still crippled by debt. I had thought of telling you why, +at five-and-thirty, I was still unmarried, for my debts were not the +reason; but I will not trouble you with that now. It is enough to say +that I found myself in a position which, had I been a little younger, +with rather a different past, I should have enjoyed more than I did. I +was well received in English society when, after a lapse of several +years and a change of fortune, I returned to it. If I had thought I was +well received for myself, I should have been a fool. But I came back +disillusioned. I saw the machinery. When you reflect on the vast and +intricate machinery employed by mothers with grown-up daughters, you may +imagine what I saw. In all honesty and sincerity I wished to marry; but +in the ease with which I saw I could do so lay my chief difficulty. I +did not want a new toy, but a companion. I suppose I still clung to one +last illusion, that I might meet a woman whom I could love, and who +would love me, and not my name or income. I could not find her, but I +still believed in her. I went everywhere in the hope of meeting her, +and, if others have ever been disappointed in me, they have never known +how disappointed I have been in them. For three years I looked for her +everywhere, but I could not find her, and at last I gave her up. And +then I met Lady Grace Lawrence, and liked her. I had reason to believe +she could be disinterested. She came of good people--all Lawrences are +good; she was simple and unspoiled, and she seemed to like me. When I +look back I believe that I had decided to ask her to marry me, and that +it was only by the merest chance that I left London without speaking to +her. What prevented me I hardly know, unless it was a reluctance at the +last moment to cast the die. I came down to Atherstone, harassed and +anxious, tired of everything and everybody, and there," said Charles, +with sudden passion, turning and looking full at Ruth, "there I met +_you_." + +The blood rushed to her face, and she hastily interposed, "I don't see +any necessity to bring my name in." + +"Perhaps not," he returned, recovering himself instantly; +"unfortunately, I do." + +"You expect too much of my vanity," said Ruth, her voice trembling a +little; "but in this instance I don't think you can turn it to account. +I beg you will leave me out of the question." + +"I am sorry I cannot oblige you," he said, grimly; "but you can't be +left out. I only regret that you dislike being mentioned, because that +is a mere nothing to what is coming." + +She trusted that he did not perceive that the reason she made no reply +was because she suddenly felt herself unable to articulate. Her heart +was beating wildly, as that gentle, well conducted organ had never +beaten before. What was coming? Could this stern, determined man be the +same apathetic, sarcastic being whom she had hitherto known? + +"From that time," he continued, "I became surer and surer of what at +first I hardly dared to hope, what it seemed presumption in me to hope, +namely, that at last I had found what I had looked for in vain so long. +I had to keep my engagement with the Hope-Actons in Scotland; but I +regretted it. I stayed as short a time as I could. I did not ask them to +come here. They offered themselves. I think, if I have been to blame, it +has not been in so heartless a manner as you supposed; and it appears to +me Lady Hope-Acton should not have come. This is my explanation. You can +add the rest for yourself. Have I said enough to soften your harsh +judgment of yesterday?" + +Ruth could not speak. The trees were behaving in the most curious +manner, were whirling round, were swaying up and down. The beeches close +in front were dancing quadrilles; now ranged in two long rows, now +setting to partners, now hurrying back to their places as she drew near. + +"Sit down," said Charles's voice, gently; "you look tired." + +The trunk of a fallen tree suddenly appeared rising up to meet her out +of a slight mist, and she sat down on it more precipitately than she +could have wished. In a few seconds the trees returned to their places, +and the mist, which appeared to be very local, cleared away. + +Charles was sitting on the trunk beside her, looking at her intently. +The anger had gone out of his face, and had given place to a look of +deep anxiety and suspense. + +"I have not finished yet," he said, and his voice had changed as much as +his face. "There is still something more." + +"No, no!" said Ruth. "At least, if there is, don't say it." + +"I think I would rather say it. You wish to save me pain, I see; but I +am quite prepared for what you are going to say. I did not intend to +speak to you on the subject for a long time to come, but yesterday's +event has forced my hand. There must be no more misunderstandings +between us. You intend to refuse me, I can see. All the same, I wish to +tell you that I love you, and to ask you to be my wife." + +"I am afraid I cannot," said Ruth, almost inaudibly. + +"No," said Charles, looking straight before him, "I have asked you too +soon. You are quite right. I did not expect anything different; I only +wished you to know. But, perhaps, some day--" + +"Don't!" said Ruth, clasping her hands tightly together. "You don't know +what you are saying. Nothing can make any difference, because--I am +engaged." + +She dared not look at his face, but she saw his hand clinch. + +For an age neither spoke. + +Then he turned his head slowly and looked at her. His face was gray even +to the lips. With a strange swift pang at the heart, she saw how her few +words had changed it. + +"To whom?" he said at last, hardly above a whisper. + +"To Mr. Dare." + +"Not that man who has come to live at Vandon?" + +"Yes." + +Another long silence. + +"When was it?" + +"Ten days ago." + +"Ten days ago," repeated Charles, mechanically, and his face worked. +"Ten days ago!" + +"It is not given out yet," said Ruth, hesitating, "because Mr. Alwynn +does not wish it during Lord Polesworth's absence. I never thought of +any mistake being caused by not mentioning it. I would not have come +here if I had had the least idea that--" + +"You cannot mean to say that you had never seen that I--what I--felt for +you?" + +"Indeed I never thought of such a thing until two minutes before you +said it. I am very sorry I did not, but I imagined--" + +"Let me hear what you imagined." + +"I noticed you talked to me a good deal; but I thought you did exactly +the same to Lady Grace, and others." + +"You could not imagine that I talked to others--to any other woman in +the world--as I did to you." + +"I supposed," said Ruth, simply, "that you talked gayly to Lady Grace +because it suited her; and more gravely to me, because I am naturally +grave. I thought at the time you were rather clever in adapting yourself +to different people so easily; and I was glad that I understood your +manner better than some of the others." + +"Better!" said Charles, bitterly. "Better, when you thought that of me! +No, you need not say anything. I was in fault, not you. I don't know +what right I had to imagine you understood me--you seemed to understand +me--to fancy that we had anything in common, that in time--" He broke +into a low wretched laugh. "And all the while you were engaged to +another man! Good God, what a farce! what a miserable mistake from first +to last!" + +Ruth said nothing. It was indeed a miserable mistake. + +He rose wearily to his feet. + +"I was forgetting," he said; "it is time to go home." And they went back +together in silence, which was more bearable than speech just then. + +The peacocks were still pirouetting and minuetting on the stone +balustrade as they came back to the garden. The gong began to sound as +they entered the piazza. + +To Ruth it was a dreadful meal. She tried to listen to Mr. Conway's +account of the gray cob, or to the placid conversation of Mr. Alwynn +about the beloved manuscripts. Fortunately the morning papers were full +of a recent forgery in America, and a murder in London, which furnished +topics when these were exhausted, and Charles used them to the utmost. + +At last the carriage came. Mr. Alwynn and Mr. Conway simultaneously +broke into incoherent ejaculations respecting the pleasure of their +visit; Ruth's hand met Charles's for an embarrassed second; and a moment +later they were whirling down the straight wide approach, between the +columns of fantastically clipped hollies, leaving Charles standing in +the door-way. He was still standing there when the carriage rolled under +the arched gate-way with its rampant stone lions. Ruth glanced back +once, as they turned into the road, at the stately old house, with its +pointed gables and forests of chimneys cutting the gray sky-line. She +saw the owner turn slowly and go up the steps, and looked hastily away +again. + +"Poor Danvers!" said Mr. Alwynn, cheerfully, also looking, and putting +Ruth's thoughts into words. "He must be desperately lonely in that house +all by himself; but I suppose he is not often there." + +And Mr. Alwynn, whose mind had been entirely relieved since Ruth's +engagement from the dark suspicion he had once harbored respecting +Charles, proceeded to dilate upon the merits of the charters, and of the +owner of the charters, until he began to think Ruth had a headache, and +finding it to be the case, talked no more till they reached, at the end +of their little journey, the door of Slumberleigh Rectory. + +"Is it very bad?" he asked, kindly, as he helped her out of the +carriage. + +Ruth assented, fortunately with some faint vestige of truth, for her hat +hurt her forehead. + +"Then run up straight to your own room, and I will tell your aunt that +you will come and have a chat with her later on, perhaps after tea, when +the post will be gone." Mr. Alwynn spoke in the whisper of stratagem. + +Ruth was only too thankful to be allowed to slip on tiptoe to her own +room, but she had not been there many minutes when a tap came to the +door. + +"There, my dear," said Mr. Alwynn, putting his head in, and holding some +letters towards her. "Your aunt ought to have forwarded them. I brought +them up at once. And there is nearly an hour to post-time, and she won't +expect you to come down till then. I think the headache will be better +now, eh?" + +He nodded kindly to her, and closed the door again. Ruth sat down +mechanically, and began to sort the packet he had put into her hands. +The first three letters were in the same handwriting, Dare's large vague +handwriting, that ran from one end of the envelope to the other, and +partly hid itself under the stamp. + +She looked at them, but did not open them. A feeling of intense +lassitude and fatigue had succeeded to the unconscious excitement of the +morning. She could not read them now. They must wait with the others. +Presently she could feel an interest in them; not now. + +She leaned her head upon her hand, and a rush of pity swept away every +other feeling as she recalled that last look at Stoke Moreton, and how +Charles had turned so slowly and wearily to go in-doors. There was an +ache at her heart as she thought of him, a sense of regret and loss. And +he had loved her all the time! + +"If I had only known!" she said to herself, pressing her hands against +her forehead. "But how could I tell--how could I tell?" + +She raised her head with a sudden movement, and began with nervous +fingers to open Dare's letters, and read them carefully. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +In the long evening that followed Ruth's departure from Stoke Moreton, +Charles was alone for once in his own home. He was leaving again early +on the morrow, but for the time he was alone, and heavy at heart. He sat +for hours without stirring, looking into the fire. He had no power or +will to control his thoughts. They wandered hither and thither, and up +and down, never for a moment easing the dull miserable pain that lay +beneath them all. + +Fool! fool that he had been! + +To have found her after all these years, and to have lost her without a +stroke! To have let another take her, and such a man as Dare! To have +such a fool's manner that he was thought to be in earnest when he was +least so; that now, when his whole future hung in the balance, +retribution had overtaken him, and with bitter irony had mocked at his +earnestness and made it of none effect. She had thought it was his +natural manner to all! His cursed folly had lost her to him. If she had +known, surely it would have been, it must have been different. At heart +Charles was a very humble man, though it was not to be expected many +would think so; but nevertheless he had a deep, ever-deepening +consciousness (common to the experience of the humblest once in a +lifetime) that between him and Ruth that mysterious link of mutual +understanding and sympathy existed which cannot be accounted for, which +eludes analysis, which yet makes, when the sex happens to be identical, +the indissoluble friendship of a David and a Jonathan, a Karlos and a +Posa; and, where there is a difference of sex, brings about that rarest +wonder of the world, a happy marriage. + +Like cleaves to like. He knew she would have loved him. She was his by +right. The same law of attraction which had lifted them at once out of +the dreary flats of ordinary acquaintanceship would have drawn them ever +closer and closer together till they were knit in one. He knew, with a +certainty that nothing could shake, that he could have made her love +him, even as he loved her; unconsciously at first, slowly perhaps--for +the current of strong natures, like that of deep rivers, is sometimes +slow. Still the end would have been the same. + +And he had lost her by his own act, by his own heedless folly; her want +of vanity having lent a hand the while to put her beyond his reach +forever. + +It was a bitter hour. + +And as he sat late into the night beside the fire, that died down to +dust and ashes before his absent eyes, ghosts of other heavy hours, +ghosts of the past, which he had long since buried out of his sight, +came back and would not be denied. + +To live much in the past, is a want of faith in the Power that gives the +present. Comparatively few men walk through their lives looking +backward. Women more frequently do so from a false estimate of life +fostered by romantic feeling in youth, which leads them, if the life of +the affections is ended, resolutely to refuse to regard existence in any +other maturer aspect, and to persist in wandering aimlessly forward, +with eyes turned ever on the dim flowery paths of former days. + +"Let the dead past bury its dead." + +But there comes a time, when the grass has grown over those graves, when +we may do well to go and look at them once more; to stand once again in +that solitary burial-ground, "where," as an earnest man has said, "are +buried broken vows, worn-out hopes, joys blind and deaf, faiths betrayed +or gone astray--lost, lost love; silent spaces where only one mourner +ever comes." + +And to the last retrospective of us our dead past yet speaks at times, +and speaks as one having authority. + +Such a time had come for Charles now. From the open grave of his love +for Ruth he turned to look at others by which he had stood long ago, in +grief as sharp, but which yet in all its bitterness had never struck as +deep as this. + +Memory pointed back to a time twenty years ago, when he had hurried home +through a long summer night to arrive at Stoke Moreton too late; to find +only the solemn shadow of the mother whom he had loved, and whom he had +grieved; too late to ask for forgiveness; too late for anything but a +wild passion of grief and remorse, and frantic self-accusation. + +The scene shifted to ten years later. It was a sultry July evening of +the day on which the woman whom he had loved for years had married his +brother. He was standing on the deck of the steamer which was taking him +from England, looking back at the gray town dwindling against the tawny +curtain of the sunset. In his brain was a wild clamor of wedding-bells, +and across the water, marking the pulse of the sea, came to his outward +ears the slow tolling of a bell on a sunken rock near the harbor mouth. + +It seemed to be tolling for the death of all that remained of good in +him. In losing Evelyn, whom he had loved with all the idealism and +reverence of a reckless man for a good woman, he believed, in the +bitterness of his spirit, that he had lost all; that he had been cut +adrift from the last mooring to a better future, that nothing could hold +him back now. And for a time it had been so, and he had drowned his +trouble in a sea in which he wellnigh drowned himself as well. + +Once more memory pointed--pointed across five dark years to an evening +when he had sat as he was sitting now, alone by the wide stone hearth in +the hall at Stoke Moreton, after his father's death, and after the +reading of the will. He was the possessor of the old home, which he had +always passionately loved, from which he had been virtually banished so +long. His father, who had never liked him, but who of late years had +hated him as men only hate their eldest sons, had left all in his power +to his second son, had entailed every acre of the Stoke Moreton and +other family properties upon him and his children. Charles could touch +nothing, and over him hung a millstone of debt, from which there was now +no escape. He sat with his head in his hands--the man whom his friends +were envying on his accession to supposed wealth and position--ruined. + +A few days later he was summoned to London by a friend whom he had known +for many years. He remembered well that last meeting with the stern old +man whom he had found sitting in his arm-chair with death in his face. +He had once or twice remonstrated with Charles in earlier days, and as +he came into his presence now for the last time, and met his severe +glance, he supposed, with the callousness that comes from suffering +which has reached its lowest depths, that he was about to rebuke him +again. + +"And so," said General Marston, sternly, "you have come into your +kingdom; into what you deserve." + +"Yes," said Charles. "If it is any pleasure to you to know that what you +prophesied on several occasions has come true, you can enjoy it. I am +ruined!" + +"You fool!" said the sick man slowly. "To have come to five-and-thirty, +and to have used up everything which makes life worth having. I am not +speaking only of money. There is a bankruptcy in your face that money +will never pay. And you had talent and a good heart and the making of a +man in you once. I saw that when your father turned you adrift. I saw +that when you were at your worst after your brother's marriage. Yes, you +need not start. I knew your secret and kept it as well as you did +yourself. I tried to stop you; but you went your own way." + +Charles was silent. It was true, and he knew it. + +"And so you thought, I suppose, that if your father had made a just will +you could have retrieved yourself?" + +"I know I could," said Charles, firmly; "but he left the ----shire +property to Ralph, and every shilling of his capital; and Ralph had my +mother's fortune already. I have Stoke Moreton and the place in Surrey, +which he could not take from me, but everything is entailed, down to the +trees in the park. I have nominally a large income; but I am in the +hands of the Jews. I can't settle with them as I expected, and they will +squeeze me to the uttermost. However, as you say, I have the +consolation of knowing I brought it on myself." + +"And if your father acted justly, as you would call it, which I knew he +never would, you would have run through everything in five years' time." + +"No, I should not. I know I have been a fool; but there are two kinds of +fools--the kind that sticks to folly all its life, and the kind that has +its fling, and has done with it. I belong to the second kind. My father +had no right to take my last chance from me. If he had left it me, I +should have used it." + +"You look tired of your fling," said the elder man. "Very tired. And you +think money would set you right, do you?" He looked critically at the +worn, desperate face opposite him. "I made my will the other day," he +went on, his eyes still fixed on Charles. "I had not much to leave, and +I have no near relations, so I divided it among various charitable +institutions. I see no reason to alter my will. If one leaves money, +however small the sum may be, one likes to think it has been left to +some purpose, with some prospect of doing good. A few days ago I had a +surprise. I fancy it was to be my last surprise in this world. I +inherited from a distant relation, who died intestate, a large fortune. +After being a poor man all my days, wealth comes to me when I am on the +point of going where money won't follow. Curious, isn't it? I am going +to leave this second sum in the same spirit as the first, but in rather +a different manner. I like to know what I am doing, so I sent for you. I +am of opinion that the best thing I can do with it, is to set you on +your legs again. What do you owe?" + +Charles turned very red, and then very white. + +"What do you owe?" repeated the sick man, testily. "I am getting tired. +How much is it?" He got out a check-book, and began filling it in. "Have +you no tongue?" he said, angrily, looking up. "Tell me the exact figure. +Well? Keep nothing back." + +"I won't be given the whole," said Charles, with an oath. "Give me +enough to settle the Jews, and I will do the rest out of my income. I +won't get off scot free." + +"Well, then, have your own way, as usual, and name the sum you want. +There, take it," he said, feebly, when Charles had mentioned with shame +a certain hideous figure, "and go. I shall never know what you do with +it, so you can play ducks and drakes with it if you like. But you won't +like. You have burned your fingers too severely to play with fire again. +You have turned over so many new leaves that now you have come to the +last in the book. I have given you another chance, Charles; but one man +can't do much to help another. The only person who can really help you +is yourself. Give yourself a chance, too." + +How memory brought back every word of that strange interview. Charles +saw again the face of the dying man; heard again the stern, feeble +voice, "Give yourself a chance." + +He had given himself a chance. "Some natures, like comets, make strange +orbits, and return from far." Charles had returned at last. The old +man's investment had been a wise one. But, as Charles looked back, after +three years, he saw that his friend had been right. His money debts had +been the least part of what he owed. There were other long-standing +accounts which he had paid in full during these three years, paid in the +restless weariness and disappointment that underlay his life, in the +loneliness in which he lived, in his contempt for all his former +pursuits, which had left him at first devoid of any pursuits at all. + +He had had, as was natural, very little happiness in his life, but all +the bitterness of all his bitter past seemed as nothing to the agony of +this moment. He had loved Evelyn with his imagination, but he loved Ruth +with his whole heart and soul, and--he had lost her. + +The night was far advanced. The dawn was already making faint bars over +the tops of the shutters, was looking in at him as he sat motionless by +his dim lamp and his dead fire. And, in spite of the growing dawn, it +was a dark hour. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +Dare returned to Vandon in the highest spirits, with an enormous emerald +engagement-ring in an inner waistcoat-pocket. He put it on Ruth's third +finger a few days later, under the ancient cedar on the terrace at +Vandon, a spot which, he informed her (for he was not without poetic +flights at times), his inner consciousness associated with all the love +scenes of his ancestors that were no more. + +He was stricken to the heart when, after duly admiring it, Ruth gently +explained to him that she could not wear his ring at present, until her +engagement was given out. + +"Let it then be given out," he said, impetuously. "Ah! why already is it +not given out?" + +She explained again, but it was difficult to make him understand, and +she felt conscious that if he would have allowed her the temporary use +of one hand to release a fly, which was losing all self-control inside +her veil, she might have been more lucid. As it was, she at last made +him realize the fact that, until Lord Polesworth's return from America +in November, no further step was to be taken. + +"But all is right," he urged with pride. "I have seen my lawyer; I make +a settlement. I raise money on the property to make a settlement. There +is nothing I will not do. I care for nothing only to marry you." + +Ruth led him to talk of other things. She was very gentle with him, +always attentive, always ready to be interested; but any one less +self-centred than Dare would have had a misgiving about her feeling for +him. He had none. Half his life he had spent in Paris, and, imbued with +French ideas of betrothal and marriage, he thought her manner at once +exceedingly becoming and natural. She was reserved, but reserve was +charming. She did not care for him very much perhaps, as yet, but as +much as she could care for any one. Most men think that if a woman does +not attach herself to them she is by nature cold. Dare was no exception +to the rule; and though he would have preferred that there should be +less constraint in their present intercourse, that she would be a little +more shy, and a little less calm, still he was supremely happy and +proud, and only longed to proclaim the fortunate state of his affairs to +the world. + +One thing about Ruth puzzled him very much, and with a vague misgiving +she saw it did so. Her interest in the Vandon cottages, and the schools, +and the new pump, had been most natural up to this time. It had served +to bring them together; but now the use of these things was past, and +yet he observed, with incredulity at first and astonishment afterwards, +that she clung to them more than ever. + +What mattered it for the moment whether the pump was put up or not, or +whether the cottages by the river were protected from the floods? Of +course in time, for he had promised, a vague something would be done; +but why in the golden season of love and plighted faith revert to +prosaic subjects such as these? + +Some men are quite unable to believe in any act of a woman being +genuine. They always find out that it has something to do with them. If +an angel came down from heaven to warn a man of this kind of wrath to +come, he would think the real object of her journey was to make his +acquaintance. + +Ruth saw the incredulity in Dare's face when she questioned him, and her +heart sank within her. It sank yet lower when she told him one day, with +a faint smile, that she knew he was not rich, and that she wanted him to +let her help in the rebuilding of certain cottages, the plans of which +he had brought over in the summer, but which had not yet been begun, +apparently for the want of funds. + +"What you cannot do alone we can do together," she said. + +He agreed with effusion. He was surprised, flattered, delighted, but +entirely puzzled. + +The cottages were begun immediately. They were near the river, which +divided the Slumberleigh and Vandon properties. Ruth often went to look +at them. It did her good to see them rising, strong and firm, though +hideous to behold, on higher ground than the poor dilapidated hovels at +the water's edge, where fever was always breaking out, which yet made, +as they supported each other in their crookedness, and leaned over their +own wavering reflections, such a picturesque sketch that it seemed a +shame to supplant them by such brand new red brick, such blue tiling, +such dreadful little porches. + +Ruth drew the old condemned cottages, with the long lines of pollarded +marshy meadow, and distant bridge and mill in the background, but it was +a sketch she never cared to look at afterwards. She was constantly +drawing now. There was a vague restlessness in her at this time that +made her take refuge in the world of nature, where the mind can withdraw +itself from itself for a time into a stronghold where misgiving and +anxiety cannot corrupt, nor self break through and steal. In these days +she shut out self steadfastly, and fixed her eyes firmly on the future, +as she herself had made it with her own hands. + +She had grown very grave of late. Dare's high spirits had the effect of +depressing her more than she would allow, even to herself. She liked +him. She told herself so every day, and it was a pleasure to her to see +him so happy. But when she had accepted him he was so diffident, so +quiet, so anxious, that she had not realized that he would return to his +previous happy self-confidence, his volubility, his gray hats--in fact, +his former gay self--directly his mind was at ease and he had got what +he wanted. She saw at once that the change was natural, but she found it +difficult to keep pace with, and the effort to do so was a constant +strain. + +She had yet to learn that it is hard to live for those who live for +self. Between a nature which struggles, however feebly, towards a higher +life, and one whose sole object is gracefully and good-naturedly, but +persistently to enjoy itself, there is a great gulf fixed, of which +often neither are aware, until they attempt a close relationship with +each other, when the chasm reveals itself with appalling clearness to +the higher nature of the two. + +Ruth was glad when a long-standing engagement to sing at a private +concert in one place, and sell modern knick-knacks in old English +costume at another, took her from Slumberleigh for a week. She looked +forward to the dreary dissipation in store for her with positive +gladness; and when the week had passed, and she was returning once more, +she wished the stations would not fly so quickly past, that the train +would not hurry itself so unnecessarily to bring her back to +Slumberleigh. + +As the little local line passed Stoke Moreton station she looked out for +a moment, but leaned back hurriedly as she caught a glimpse of the +Danvers omnibus in the background, with its great black horses, and a +footman with a bag standing on the platform. In another moment Mrs. +Alwynn, followed by the footman, made a dart at Ruth's carriage, jumped +in, seized the bag, repeated voluble thanks, pressed half her gayly +dressed person out again through the window to ascertain that her boxes +were put in the van, caught her veil in the ventilator as the train +started, and finally precipitated herself into a seat on her bag, as the +motion destroyed her equilibrium. + +"Well, Aunt Fanny!" said Ruth. + +"Why, goodness gracious, my dear, if it isn't you! And, now I think of +it, you were to come home to-day. Well, how oddly things fall out, to be +sure, me getting into your carriage like that. And you'll never guess, +Ruth, though for that matter there's nothing so very astonishing about +it, as I told Mrs. Thursby, you'll never guess where _I've_ been +visiting." + +Ruth remembered seeing the Danvers omnibus at the station, and suddenly +remembered, too, a certain request which she had once made of Charles. + +"Where can it have been?" she said, with a great show of curiosity. + +"You will never guess," said Mrs. Alwynn, in high glee. "I shall have to +help you. You remember my sprained ankle? There! Now I have as good as +told you." + +But Ruth would not spoil her aunt's pleasure; and after numerous +guesses, Mrs. Alwynn had the delight of taking her completely by +surprise, when at last she leaned forward and said, with a rustle of +pride, emphasizing each word with a pat on Ruth's knee: + +"I've been to Stoke Moreton." + +"How delightful!" ejaculated Ruth. "How astonished I am! Stoke Moreton!" + +"You may well say that," said Mrs. Alwynn, nodding to her. "Mrs. Thursby +would not believe it at first, and afterwards she said she was afraid +there would not be any party; but there was, Ruth. There was a married +couple, very nice people, of the name of Reynolds. I dare say, being +London people, you may have known them. She had quite the London look +about her, though not dressed low of an evening; and he was a clergyman, +who had overworked himself, and had come down to Stoke Moreton to rest, +and had soup at luncheon. And there was another person besides, a +Colonel Middleton, a very clever man, who wrote a book that was printed, +and had been in India, and was altogether most superior. We were three +gentlemen and two ladies, but we had ices each night, Ruth, two kinds of +ices; and the second night I wore my ruby satin, and the clergyman at +Stoke Moreton, that nice young Mr. Brown, who comes to your uncle's +chapter meetings, dined, with his sister, a very pleasing person indeed, +Ruth, in black. In fact, it was a very pleasant little gathering, so +nice and informal, and the footman did not wait at luncheon, just put +the pudding and the hot plates down to the fire; and Sir Charles so +chatty and so full of his jokes, and I always liked to hear him, though +my scent of humor is not quite the same as his. Sir Charles has a +feeling heart, Ruth. You should have heard Mr. Reynolds talk about him. +But he looked very thin and pale, my dear, and he seemed to be always so +tired, but still as pleasant as could be. And I told him he wanted a +wife to look after him, and I advised him to have an egg beaten up in +ever such a little drop of brandy at eleven o'clock, and he said he +would think about it, he did indeed, Ruth; so I just went quietly to the +house-keeper and asked her to see to it, and a very sensible person she +was, Ruth, been in the family twenty years, and thinks all the world of +Sir Charles, and showed me the damask table-cloths that were used for +the prince's visit, and the white satin coverlet, embroidered with gold +thistles, quite an heirloom, which had been worked by the ladies of the +house when James I. slept there. Think of that, my dear!" + +And so Mrs. Alwynn rambled on, recounting how Charles had shown her all +the pictures himself, and the piazza where the orange and myrtle trees +were, and how she and Mrs. Reynolds had gone for a drive together, "in +a beautiful landau," etc., till they reached home. + +As a rule Ruth rather shrank from travelling with Mrs. Alwynn, who +always journeyed in her best clothes, "because you never know whom you +may not meet." To stand on a platform with her was to be made +conspicuous, and Ruth generally found herself unconsciously going into +half mourning for the day, when she went anywhere by rail with her aunt. +To-day Mrs. Alwynn was more gayly dressed than ever, but as Ruth looked +at her beaming face she felt nothing but a strange pleasure in the fact +that Charles had not forgotten the little request which later events had +completely effaced from her own memory. He, it seemed, had remembered, +and, in spite of what had passed, had done what she asked him. She +wished that she could have told him she was grateful. Alas! there were +other things that she wished she could have told him; that she was sorry +she had misjudged him; that she understood him better now. But what did +it matter? What did it matter? She was going to marry Dare, and _he_ was +the person whom she must try to understand for the remainder of her +natural life. She thought a little wearily that she could understand +_him_ without trying. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + +The 18th of October had arrived. Slumberleigh Hall was filling. The +pheasants, reprieved till then, supposed it was only for partridge +shooting, and thinking no evil, ate Indian-corn, and took no thought for +the annual St. Bartholomew of their race. + +Mabel Thursby had met Ruth out walking that day, and had informed her +that Charles was to be one of the guns, also Dare, though, as she +remembered to add, suspecting Dare admired Ruth, the latter was a bad +shot, and was only asked out of neighborly feeling. + +After parting with Mabel, Ruth met, almost at her own gate, Ralph +Danvers, who passed her on horseback, and then turned on recognizing +her. Ralph's conversational powers were not great, and though he walked +his horse beside her, he chiefly contented himself with assenting to +Ruth's remarks until she asked after Molly. + +He at once whistled and flicked a fly off his horse's neck. + +"Sad business with Molly," he said; "and mother out for the day. Great +grief in the nursery. Vic's dead!" + +"Oh, poor Molly!" + +"Died this morning. Fits. I say," with a sudden inspiration, "you +wouldn't go over and cheer her up, would you? Mother's out. I'm out. +Magistrates' meeting at D----." + +Ruth said she had nothing to do, and would go over at once, and Ralph +nodded kindly at her, and rode on. He liked her, and it never occurred +to him that it could be anything but a privilege to minister to any need +of Molly's. He jogged on more happily after his meeting with Ruth, and +only remembered half an hour later that he had completely forgotten to +order the dog-cart to meet Charles, who was coming to Atherstone for a +night before he went on to kill the Slumberleigh pheasants the following +morning. + +Ruth set out at once over the pale stubble fields, glad of an object for +a walk. + +Deep distress reigned meanwhile in the nursery at Atherstone. Vic, the +much-beloved, the stoat pursuer, the would-be church-goer, Vic was dead, +and Molly's soul refused comfort. In vain nurse conveyed a palpitating +guinea-pig into the nursery in a bird-cage, on the narrow door of which +remains of fur showed an unwilling entrance; Molly could derive no +comfort from guinea-pigs. + +In vain was the new horse, with leather hoofs, with real hair, and a +horse-hair tail--in vain was that token of esteem from Uncle Charles +brought out of its stable, and unevenly yoked with a dappled pony +planted on a green, oval lawn, into Molly's own hay-cart. Molly's woe +was beyond the reach of hay-carts or horse-hair tails, however +realistic. Like Hezekiah, she turned her face to the nursery wall, on +which trains and railroads were depicted; and even when cook herself +rose up out of her kitchen to comfort her with material consolations, +she refused the mockery of a gingerbread nut, which could not restore +the friend with whom previous gingerbread nuts had always been equally +divided. + +Presently a step came along the passage, and Charles, who had found no +one in the drawing-room, came in tired and dusty, and inclined to be +annoyed at having had to walk up from the station. + +Molly flew to him, and flung her arms tightly round his neck. + +"Oh, Uncle Charles! Uncle Charles! Vic is dead!" + +"I am so sorry, Molly," taking her on his knee. + +Nurse and the nursery-maid and cook withdrew, leaving the two mourners +alone together. + +"He is _dead_, Uncle Charles. He was quite well, and eating Albert +biscuits with the dolls this morning, and now--" The rest was too +dreadful, and Molly burst into a flood of tears, and burrowed with her +head against the faithful waistcoat of Uncle Charles--Uncle Charles, the +friend, the consoler of all the ills that Molly had so far been heir to. + +"Vic had a very happy life, Molly," said Charles, pressing the little +brown head against his cheek, and vaguely wondering what it would be +like to have any one to turn to in time of trouble. + +"I always kept trouble from him except that time I shut him in the +door," gasped Molly. "I never took him out in a string, and he only wore +his collar--that collar you gave him, that made him scratch so--on +Sundays." + +"And he was not ill a long time. He did not suffer any pain?" + +"No, Uncle Charles, not much; but, though he did not say anything, his +face looked worse than screaming, and he passed away very stiff in his +hind-legs. Oh!" (with a fresh outburst), "when cook told me that her +sister that was in a decline had gone, I never thought," (sob, sob!) +"poor Vic would be the next." + +A step came along the passage, a firm light step that Charles knew, that +made his heart beat violently. + +The door opened and a familiar voice said: + +"Molly! My poor Molly! I met father, and--" + +Ruth stood in the door-way, and stopped short. A wave of color passed +over her face, and left it paler than usual. + +Charles looked at her over the mop of Molly's brown head against his +breast. Their grave eyes met, and each thought how ill the other looked. + +"I did not know--I thought you were going to Slumberleigh to-day," said +Ruth. + +"I go to-morrow morning," replied Charles. "I came here first." + +There was an awkward silence, but Molly came to their relief by a sudden +rush at Ruth, and a repetition of the details of the death-bed scene of +poor Vic for her benefit, for which both were grateful. + +"You ought to be thinking where he is to be buried, Molly," suggested +Charles, when she had finished. "Let us go into the garden and find a +place." + +Molly revived somewhat at the prospect of a funeral, and though Ruth was +anxious to leave her with her uncle, insisted on her remaining for the +ceremony. They went out together, Molly holding a hand of each, to +choose a suitable spot in the garden. By the time the grave had been +dug by Charles, Molly was sufficiently recovered to take a lively +interest in the proceedings, and to insist on the attendance of the +stable-cat, in deep mourning, when the remains of poor Vic, arrayed in +his best collar, were lowered into their long home. + +By the time the last duties to the dead had been performed, and Charles, +under Molly's direction, had planted a rose-tree on the grave, while +Ruth surrounded the little mound with white pebbles, Molly's tea-time +had arrived, and that young lady allowed herself to be led away by the +nursery-maid, with the stable-cat in a close embrace, resigned, and even +cheerful at the remembrance of those creature comforts of cook's, which +earlier in the day she had refused so peremptorily. + +When Molly left them, Ruth and Charles walked together in silence to the +garden-gate which led to the foot-path over the fields by which she had +come. Neither had a word to say, who formerly had so much. + +"Good-bye," she said, without looking at him. + +He seemed intent on the hasp of the gate. + +There was a moment's pause. + +"I should like," said Ruth, hating herself for the formality of her +tone, "to thank you before I go for giving Mrs. Alwynn so much pleasure. +She still talks of her visit to you. It was kind of you to remember it. +So much seems to have happened since then, that I had not thought of it +again." + +At her last words Charles raised his eyes and looked at her with strange +wistful intentness, but when Ruth had finished speaking he had no remark +to make in answer; and as he stood, bareheaded by the gate, twirling the +hasp and looking, as a hasty glance told her, so worn and jaded in the +sunshine, she said "Good-bye" again, and turned hastily away. + +And all along the empty harvested fields, and all along the lanes, where +the hips and haws grew red and stiff among the ruddy hedge-rows, Ruth +still saw Charles's grave, worn face. + +That night she saw it still, as she sat in her own room, and listened to +the whisper of the rain upon the roof, and the touch of its myriad +fingers on the window-panes. + +"I cannot bear to see him look like that. I cannot bear it," she said, +suddenly, and the storm which had been gathering so long, the clouds of +which had darkened the sky for so many days, broke at last, with a +strong and mighty wind of swift emotion which carried all before it. + +It was a relief to give way, to let the tempest do its worst, and remain +passive. But when its force was spent at last, and it died away in gusts +and flying showers, it left flood and wreckage and desolation behind. +When Ruth raised her head and looked about her, all her landmarks were +gone. There was a streaming glory in the heavens, but it shone on the +ruin of all her little world below. She loved Charles, and she knew it. +It seemed to her now as if, though she had not realized it, she must +have loved him from the first; and with the knowledge came an +overwhelming sense of utter misery that struck terror to her heart. She +understood at last the meaning of the weariness and the restless +misgivings of these last weeks. If heretofore they had spoken in +riddles, they spoke plainly now. Every other feeling in the world seemed +to have been swept away by a passion, the overwhelming strength of which +she regarded panic-stricken. She seemed to have been asleep all her +life, to have stirred restlessly once or twice of late, and now to have +waked to consciousness and agony. Love, with women like Ruth, is a great +happiness or a great calamity. It is with them indeed for better, for +worse. + +Those whose feelings lie below the surface escape the hundred rubs and +scratches which superficial natures are heir to; but it is the nerve +which is not easily reached which when touched gives forth the sharpest +pang. Nature, when she gives intensity of feeling, mercifully covers it +well with a certain superficial coldness. Ruth had sometimes wondered +why the incidents, the books, which called forth emotion in others, +passed her by. The vehement passion which once or twice in her life she +had involuntarily awakened in others had met with no response from +herself. The sight of the fire she had unwittingly kindled only made her +shiver with cold. She believed herself to be cold--always a dangerous +assumption on the part of a woman, and apt to prove a broken reed in +emergency. + +Charles knew her better than she knew herself. Her pride and unconscious +humble-mindedness, her frankness with its underlying reserve, spoke of a +strong nature, slow, perhaps, but earnest, constant, and, once roused, +capable of deep attachment. + +And now the common lot had befallen her, the common lot of man and +womankind since Adam first met Eve in the Garden of Eden. Ruth was not +exempt. + +She loved Charles. + + * * * * * + +When the dawn came up pale and tearful to wake the birds, it found her +still sitting by her window, sitting where she had sat all night, +looking with blank eyes at nothing. Creep into bed, Ruth, for already +the sparrows are all waking, and their cheerful greetings to the new day +add weariness to your weariness. Creep into bed, for soon the servants +will be stirring, and before long Martha, who has slept all night, and +thinks your lines have fallen to you in pleasant places and late hours, +will bring the hot water. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + + +Reserved people pay dear for their reserve when they are in trouble, +when the iron enters into their soul, and their eyes meet the eyes of +the world tearless, unflinching, making no sign. + +Enviable are those whose sorrows are only pen and ink deep, who take +every one into their confidence, who are comforted by sympathy, and fly +to those who will weep with them. There is an utter solitude, a silence +in the grief of a proud, reserved nature, which adds a frightful weight +to its intensity; and when the night comes, and the chamber door is +shut, who shall say what agonies of prayers and tears, what prostrations +of despair, pass like waves over the soul to make the balance even? + +As a rule, the kindest and best of people seldom notice any alteration +of appearance or manner in one of their own family. A stranger points it +out, if ever it is pointed out, which, happily, is not often, unless, of +course, in cases where advice has been disregarded, and the first +symptom of ill health is jealously watched for and triumphantly hailed +by those whose mission in life it is to say, "I told you so." + +Mrs. Alwynn, whose own complaints were of so slight a nature that they +had to be constantly referred to to give them any importance at all, was +not likely to notice that Ruth's naturally pale complexion had become +several degrees too pale during the last two days, or that she had dark +rings under her eyes. Besides, only the day before, had not Mrs. Alwynn, +in cutting out a child's shirt, cut out at the same time her best +drawing-room table-cloth as well, which calamity had naturally driven +out of her mind every other subject for the time? + +Ruth had proved unsympathetic, and Mrs. Alwynn had felt her to be so. +The next day, also, when Mrs. Alwynn had begun to talk over what she +and Ruth were to wear that evening at a dinner-party at Slumberleigh +Hall, Ruth had again shown a decided want of interest, and was not even +to be roused by the various conjectures of her aunt, though repeated +over and over again, as to who would most probably take her in to +dinner, who would be assigned to Mr. Alwynn, and whether Ruth would be +taken in by a married man or a single one. As it was quite impossible +absolutely to settle these interesting points beforehand, Mrs. Alwynn's +mind had a vast field for conjecture opened to her, in which she +disported herself at will, varying the entertainment for herself and +Ruth by speculating as to who would sit on the other side of each of +them; "for," as she justly observed, "everybody has two sides, my dear; +and though, for my part, I can talk to anybody--Members of Parliament, +or bishops, or any one--still it is difficult for a young person, and if +you feel dull, Ruth, you can always turn to the person on the other side +with some easy little remark." + +Ruth rose and went to the window. It had rained all yesterday; it had +been raining all the morning to-day, but it was fair now; nay, the sun +was sending out long burnished shafts from the broken gray and blue of +the sky. She was possessed by an unreasoning longing to get out of the +house into the open air--anywhere, no matter where, beyond the reach of +Mrs. Alwynn's voice. She had been fairly patient with her for many +months, but during these two last wet days, a sense of sudden miserable +irritation would seize her on the slightest provocation, which filled +her with remorse and compunction, but into which she would relapse at a +moment's notice. Every morning since her arrival, nine months ago, had +Mrs. Alwynn returned from her house-keeping with the same cheerful +bustle, the same piece of information: "Well, Ruth, I've ordered dinner, +my dear. First one duty, and then another." + +Why had that innocent and not unfamiliar phrase become so intolerable +when she heard it again this morning? And when Mrs. Alwynn wound up the +musical-box, and the "Buffalo Girls" tinkled on the ear to relieve the +monotony of a wet morning, why should Ruth have struggled wildly for a +moment with a sudden inclination to laugh and cry at the same time, +which resulted in two large tears falling unexpectedly, to her surprise +and shame, upon her book. + +She shut the book, and recovering herself with an effort, listened +patiently to Mrs. Alwynn's remarks until, early in the afternoon, the +sky cleared. Making some excuse about going to see her old nurse at the +lodge at Arleigh, who was still ill, she at last effected her escape out +of the room and out of the house. + +The air was fresh and clear, though cold. The familiar fields and beaded +hedge-rows, the red land, new ploughed, where the plovers hovered, the +gray broken sky above, soothed Ruth like the presence of a friend, as +Nature, even in her commonest moods, has ministered to many a one who +has loved her before Ruth's time. + +Our human loves partake always of the nature of speculations. We have no +security for our capital (which, fortunately, is seldom so large as we +suppose), but the love of Nature is a sure investment, which she repays +a thousand-fold, which she repays most prodigally when the heart is +bankrupt and full of bitterness, as Ruth's heart was that day. For in +Nature, as Wordsworth says, "there is no bitterness," that worst sting +of human grief. And as Ruth walked among the quiet fields, and up the +yellow aisles of the autumn glades to Arleigh, Nature spoke of peace to +her--not of joy or of happiness as in old days, for she never lies as +human comforters do, and these had gone out of her life; but of the +peace that duty steadfastly adhered to will bring at last--the peace +that after much turmoil will come in the end to those who, amid a Babel +of louder tongues, hear and obey the low-pitched voices of conscience +and of principle. + +For it never occurred to Ruth for a moment to throw over Dare and marry +Charles. She had given her word to Dare, and her word was her bond. It +was as much a matter of being true to herself as to him. It was very +simple. There were no two ways about it in her mind. The idea of +breaking off her engagement was not to be thought of. It would be +dishonorable. + +We often think that if we had been placed in the same difficulties which +we see overwhelm others, we could have got out of them. Just so; we +might have squeezed, or wriggled, or crept out of a position from which +another who would not stoop could not have escaped. People are +differently constituted. Most persons with common-sense can sink their +principles temporarily at a pinch; but others there are who go through +life prisoners on parole to their sense of honor or duty. If escape +takes the form of a temptation, they do not escape. And Ruth, walking +with bent head beneath the swaying trees, dreamed of no escape. + +She soon reached the little lodge, the rusty gates of which barred the +grass-grown drive to the shuttered, tenantless old house at a little +distance. It was a small gray stone house of many gables, and low lines +of windows, that if inhabited would have possessed but little charm, +but which in its deserted state had a certain pathetic interest. The +place had been to let for years, but no one had taken it; no one was +likely to take it in the disrepair which was now fast sliding into ruin. + +The garden-beds were almost grown over with weeds, but blots of +nasturtium color showed here and there among the ragged green, and a +Virginia-creeper had done its gorgeous red-and-yellow best to cheer the +gray stone walls. But the place had a dreary appearance even in the +present sunshine; and after looking at it for a moment, Ruth went +in-doors to see her old nurse. After sitting with her, and reading the +usual favorite chapter in the big Bible, and answering the usual +question of "Any news of Master Raymond?" in the usual way, Ruth got up +to go, and the old woman asked her if she wanted the drawing-block which +she had left with her some time ago with an unfinished sketch on it of +the stables. She got it out, and Ruth looked at it. It was a slight +sketch of an octagonal building with wide arches all round it, roofing +in a paved path, on which, in days gone by, it had evidently been the +pernicious custom to exercise the horses, whose stalls and loose boxes +formed the centre of the building. The stable had a certain quaintness, +and the sketch was at that delightful point when no random stroke has as +yet falsified the promise that a finished drawing, however clever, so +seldom fulfils. + +Ruth took it up, and looked out of the window. The sun was blazing out, +ashamed of his absence for so long. She might as well finish it now. She +was glad to be out of the way of meeting any one, especially the +shooters, whose guns she had heard in the nearer Slumberleigh coverts +several times that afternoon. The Arleigh woods she knew were to be kept +till later in the month. She took her block and paint-box, and picking +her way along the choked gravel walk and down the side drive to the +stables, sat down on the bench for chopping wood which had been left in +the place to which she had previously dragged it, and set to work. She +was sitting under one of the arches out of the wind, and an obsequious +yellow cat came out of the door of one of the nearest horse-boxes, in +which wood was evidently stacked, and rubbed itself against her dress, +with a reckless expenditure of hair. + +As Ruth stopped a moment, bored but courteous, to return its well-meant +attentions by friction behind the ears, she heard a slight crackling +among the wood in the stable. Rats abounded in the place, and she was +just about to recall the cat to its professional duties, when her own +attention was also distracted. She started violently, and grasped the +drawing-block in both hands. + +Clear over the gravel, muffled but still distinct across the long wet +grass, she could hear a firm step coming. Then it rang out sharply on +the stone pavement. A tall man came suddenly round the corner, under the +archway, and stood before her. It was Charles. + +The yellow cat, which had a leaning towards the aristocracy, left Ruth, +and, picking its way daintily over the round stones towards him, rubbed +off some more of its wardrobe against his heather shooting-stockings. + +"I hardly think it is worth while to say anything except the truth," +said Charles at last. "I have followed you here." + +As Ruth could say nothing in reply, it was fortunate that at the moment +she had nothing to say. She continued to mix a little pool of Prussian +blue and Italian pink without looking up. + +"I hurt my gun hand after luncheon, and had to stop shooting at Croxton +corner. As I went back to Slumberleigh, across the fields below the +rectory, I thought I saw you in the distance, and followed you." + +"Is your hand much hurt?"--with sudden anxiety. + +"No," said Charles, reddening a little. "It will stop my shooting for a +day or two, but that is all." + +The colors were mixed again. Ruth, contrary to all previous conviction, +added light red to the Italian pink. The sketch had gone rapidly from +bad to worse, but the light red finished it off. It never, so to speak, +held up its head again; but I believe she has it still somewhere, put +away in a locked drawer in tissue-paper, as if it were very valuable. + +"I did not come without a reason," said Charles, after a long pause, +speaking with difficulty. "It is no good beating about the bush. I want +to speak to you again about what I told you three weeks ago. Have you +forgotten what that was?" + +Ruth shook her head. _She had not forgotten._ Her hand began to tremble, +and he sat down beside her on the bench, and, taking the brush out of +her hand, laid it in its box. + +"Ruth," he said, gently, "I have not been very happy during the last +three weeks; but two days ago, when I saw you again, I thought you did +not look as if you had been very happy either. Am I right? Are you happy +in your engagement with--Quite content? Quite satisfied? Still silent. +Am I to have no answer?" + +"Some questions have no answers," said Ruth, steadily, looking away from +him. "At least, the questions that ought not to be asked have none." + +"I will not ask any more, then. Perhaps, as you say, I have no right. +You won't tell me whether you are unhappy, but your face tells me so in +spite of you. It told me so two days ago, and I have thought of it every +hour of the day and night since." + +She gathered herself together for a final effort to stop what she knew +was coming, and said, desperately: + +"I don't know how it is. I don't mean it, and yet everything I say to +you seems so harsh and unkind; but I think it would have been better not +to come here, and I think it would be better, better for us both, if you +would go away now." + +Charles's face became set and very white. Then he put his fortune to the +touch. + +"You are right," he said. "I will go away--for good; I will never +trouble you again, when you have told me that you do not love me." + +The color rushed into her face, and then died slowly away again, even +out of the tightly compressed lips. + +There was a long silence, in which he waited for a reply that did not +come. At last she turned and looked him in the face. Who has said that +light eyes cannot be impassioned? Her deep eyes, dark with the utter +blankness of despair, fell before the intensity of his. He leaned +towards her, and with gentle strength put his arm round her, and drew +her to him. His voice came in a broken whisper of passionate entreaty +close to her ear. + +"Ruth, I love you, and you love me. We belong to each other. We were +made for each other. Life is not possible apart. It must be together, +Ruth, always together, always--" and his voice broke down entirely. + +Surely he was right. A love such as theirs overrode all petty barriers +of every-day right and wrong, and was a law unto itself. Surely it was +vain to struggle against Fate, against the soft yet mighty current which +was sweeping her away beyond all landmarks, beyond the sight of land +itself, out towards an infinite sea. + +And the eyes she loved looked into hers with an agony of entreaty, and +the voice she loved spoke of love, spoke brokenly of unworthiness, and +an unhappy past, and of a brighter future, a future with _her_. + +Her brain reeled; her reason had gone. Let her yield now. Surely, if +only she could think, if the power to think had not deserted her, it +was right to yield. The current was taking her ever swifter whither she +knew not. A moment more and there would be no going back. + +She began to tremble, and, wrenching her hands out of his, pressed them +before her eyes to shut out the sight of the earnest face so near her +own. But she could not shut out his voice, and Charles's voice could be +very gentle, very urgent. + +But at the eleventh hour another voice broke in on his, and spoke as one +having authority. Conscience, if accustomed to be disregarded on common +occasions, will rarely come to the fore with any decision in emergency; +but the weakest do not put him in a place of command all their lives +without at least one result--that he has learned the habit of speaking +up and making himself attended to in time of need. He spoke now, +urgently, imperatively. Her judgment, her reason were alike gone for the +time, but, when she had paced the solemn aisles of the woods an hour ago +in possession of them, had she then even thought of doing what she was +on the verge of doing now? What had happened during that hour to reverse +the steadfast resolve which she had made then? What she had thought +right an hour ago remained right now. What she would have put far from +her as dishonorable then remained dishonorable now, though she might be +too insane to see it. + +Terror seized her, as of one in a dream who is conscious of impending +danger, and struggles to awake before it is too late. She started to her +feet, and, putting forcibly aside the hands that would have held her +back, walked unsteadily towards the nearest pillar, and leaned against +it, trembling violently. + +"Do not tempt me," she said, hoarsely. "I cannot bear it." + +He came and stood beside her. + +"I do not tempt you," he said. "I want to save you and myself from a +great calamity before it is too late." + +"It is too late already." + +"No," said Charles, in a low voice of intense determination. "It is +not--yet. It will be soon. It is still possible to go back. You are not +married to him, and it is no longer right that you should marry him. You +must give him up. There is no other way." + +"Yes," said Ruth, with vehemence. "There is another way. You have made +me forget it; but before you came I saw it clearly. I can't think it out +as I did then; but I know it is there. There is another way"--and her +voice faltered--"to do what is right, and let everything else go." + +Charles saw for the first time, with a sudden frightful contraction of +the heart, that her will was as strong as his own. He had staked +everything on one desperate appeal to her feelings; he had carried the +outworks, and now another adversary--her conscience--rose up between him +and her. + +"A marriage without love is a sin," he said, quietly. "If you had lived +in the world as long as I have, and had seen what marriage without love +means, and what it generally comes to in the end, you would know that I +am speaking the truth. You have no right to marry Dare if you care for +me. Hesitate, and it will be too late! Break off your engagement now. Do +you suppose," with sudden fire, "that we shall cease to love each other; +that I shall be able to cease to love you for the rest of my life +because you are Dare's wife? What is done can't be undone. Our love for +each other can't. It is no good shutting your eyes to that. Look the +facts in the face, and don't deceive yourself into thinking that the +most difficult course is necessarily the right one." + +He turned from her, and sat down on the bench again, his chin in his +hands, his haggard eyes fastened on her face. He had said his last word, +and she felt that when she spoke it would be her last word too. Neither +could bear much more. + +"All you say sounds right, _at first_," she said, after a long silence, +and as she spoke Charles's hands dropped from his face and clinched +themselves together; "but I cannot go by what any one thinks unless I +think so myself as well. I can't take other people's judgments. When God +gave us our own, he did not mean us to shirk using it. What you say is +right, but there is something which after a little bit seems more +right--at least, which seems so to me. I cannot look at the future. I +can only see one thing distinctly, now in the present, and that is that +I cannot break my word. I never have been able to see that a woman's +word is less binding than a man's. When I said I would marry him, it was +of my own free-will. I knew what I was doing, and it was not only for +his sake I did it. It is not as if he believed I cared for him very +much. Then, perhaps--but he knows I don't, and--he is different from +other men--he does not seem to mind. I knew at the time that I accepted +him for the sake of other things, which are just the same now as they +were then: because he was poor and I had money; because I felt sure he +would never do much by himself, and I thought I could help him, and my +money would help too; because the people at Vandon are so wretched, and +their cottages are tumbling down, and there is no one who lives among +them and cares about them. I can't make it clear, and I did hesitate; +but at the time it seemed wrong to hesitate. If it seemed so right then, +it cannot be all wrong now, even if it has become hard. I cannot give it +all up. He is building cottages that I am to pay for, that I asked to +pay for. He cannot. And he has promised so many people their houses +shall be put in order, and they all believe him. And he can't do it. If +I don't, it will not be done; and some of them are very old--and--and +the winter is coming." Ruth's voice had become almost inaudible. "Oh, +Charles! Charles!" she said, brokenly, "I cannot bear to hurt you. God +knows I love you. I think I shall always love you, though I shall try +not. But I cannot go back now from what I have undertaken. I cannot +break my word. I cannot do what is wrong, even for you. Oh, God! not +even for you!" + +She knelt down beside him, and took his clinched hands between her own; +but he did not stir. + +"Not even for you," she whispered, while two hot tears fell upon his +hands. In another moment she had risen swiftly to her feet, and had left +him. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + + +Charles sat quite still where Ruth had left him, looking straight in +front of him. He had not thought for a moment of following her, of +speaking to her again. Her decision was final, and he knew it. And now +he also knew how much he had built upon the wild new hope of the last +two days. + +Presently a slight discreet cough broke upon his ear, apparently close +at hand. + +He started up, and, wheeling round in the direction of the sound, called +out, in sudden anger, "Who is there?" + +If there is a time when we feel that a fellow-creature is entirely out +of harmony with ourselves, it is when we discover that he has overheard +or overseen us at a moment when we imagined we were alone, or--almost +alone. + +Charles was furious. + +"Come out!" he said, in a tone that would have made any ordinary +creature stay as far _in_ as it could. And hearing a slight crackling +in the nearest horse-box, of which the door stood open, he shook the +door violently. + +"Come out," he repeated, "this instant!" + +"Stop that noise, then," said a voice sharply from the inside, "and keep +quiet. By ----, a violent temper, what a thing it is; always raising a +dust, and kicking up a row, just when it's least wanted." + +The voice made Charles start. + +"Great God!" he said, "it's not--" + +"Yes, it is," was the reply; "and when you have taken a seat on the +farther end of that bench, and recovered your temper, I'll show, and not +before." + +Charles walked to the bench and sat down. + +"You can come out," he said, in a carefully lowered voice, in which +there was contempt as well as anger. + +Accordingly there was a little more crackling among the fagots, and a +slight, shabbily dressed man came to the door and peered warily out, +shading his blinking eyes with his hand. + +"If there is a thing I hate," he said, with a curious mixture of +recklessness and anxiety, "it is a noise. Sit so that you face the left, +will you, and I'll look after the right, and if you see any one coming +you may as well mention it. I am only at home to old friends." + +He took his hand from his eyes as they became more accustomed to the +light, and showed a shrewd, dissipated face, that yet had a kind of +ruined good looks about it, and, what was more hateful to Charles than +anything else, a decided resemblance to Ruth. Though he was shabby in +the extreme, his clothes sat upon him as they always and only do sit +upon a gentleman; and, though his face and voice showed that he had +severed himself effectually from the class in which he had been born, a +certain unsuitability remained between his appearance and his evidently +disreputable circumstances. When Charles looked at him he was somehow +reminded of a broken-down thorough-bred in a hansom cab. + +"It is a quiet spot," remarked Raymond Deyncourt, for he it was, +standing in the door-way, his watchful eyes scanning the deserted +court-yard and strip of green. "A retired and peaceful spot. I'm sorry +if my cough annoyed you, coming when it did, but I thought you seemed +before to be engaged in conversation which I felt a certain diffidence +in interrupting." + +"So you listened, I suppose?" + +"Yes, I listened. I did not hear as much as I could have wished, but it +was your best manner, Danvers. You certainly have a gift, though you +dropped your voice unnecessarily once or twice, I thought. If I had had +your talents, I should not be here now. Eh? Dear me! you can swear +still, can you? How refreshing. I fancied you had quite reformed." + +"Why are you here now?" asked Charles, sternly. + +Raymond shrugged his shoulders. + +"Why are you here?" continued Charles, bitterly, "when you swore to me +in July that if I would pay your passage out again to America you would +let her alone in future? Why are you here, when I wrote to tell you that +she had promised me she would never give you money again without advice? +But I might have known you could break a promise as easily as make one. +I might have known you would only keep it as long as it suited +yourself." + +"Well, now, I'm glad to hear you say that," said Raymond, airily, +"because it takes off any feeling of surprise I was afraid you might +feel at seeing me back here. There's nothing like a good understanding +between friends. I'm precious hard up, I can tell you, or I should not +have come; and when a fellow has got into as tight a place as I have he +has got to think of other things besides keeping promises. Have you seen +to-day's papers?" with sudden eagerness. + +"Yes." + +"Any news about the 'Frisco forgery case?" and Raymond leaned forward +through the door, and spoke in a whisper. + +"Nothing much," said Charles, trying to recollect. "Nothing new to-day, +I think. You know they got one of them two days ago, followed him down +to Birmingham, and took him in the train." + +Raymond drew in his breath. + +"I don't hold with trains," he said, after a pause; "at least, not with +passengers. I told him as much at the time. And the--the other +one--Stephens? Any news of him?" + +"Nothing more about him, as far as I can remember. They were both traced +together from Boston to London, but there they parted company. Stephens +is at large still." + +"Is he?" said Raymond. "By George, I'm glad to hear it! I hope he'll +keep so, that's all. I am glad I left that fool. He'd not my notions at +all. We split two days ago, and I made tracks for the old diggings; got +down as far as Tarbury under a tarpaulin in a goods train--there's some +sense in a goods train--and then lay close by a weir of the canal, and +got aboard a barge after dark. Nothing breaks a scent like a barge. And +it went the right way for my business too, and travelled all night. I +kept close all next day, and then struck across country for this place +at night. If I hadn't known the lie of the land from a boy, when I used +to spend the holidays with old Alwynn, I couldn't have done it, or if +I'd been as dog lame as I was in July; but I was pushed for time, and I +footed it up here, and got in just before dawn. And not too soon either, +for I'm cleaned out, and food is precious hard to come by if you don't +care to go shopping for it. I am only waiting till it's dark to go and +get something from the old woman at the lodge. She looked after me +before, but it wasn't so serious then as it is now." + +"It will be penal servitude for life this time for--Stephens," said +Charles. + +"Yes," said Raymond, thoughtfully. "It's playing deuced high. I knew +that at the time, but I thought it was worth it. It was a beautiful +thing, and there was a mint of money in it if it had gone straight--a +mint of money;" and he shook his head regretfully. "But the luck is +bound to change in the end," he went on, after a moment of mournful +retrospection. "You'll see, I shall make my pile yet, Danvers. One can't +go on turning up tails all the time." + +"You will turn them up once too often," said Charles, "and get your +affairs wound up for you some day in a way you won't like. But I suppose +it's no earthly use my saying anything." + +"Not much," replied the other. "I guess I've heard it all before. Don't +you remember how you held forth that night in the wood? You came out too +strong. I felt as if I were in church; but you forked out handsomely at +the collection afterwards. I will say that for you." + +"And what are you going to do now you've got here?" interrupted Charles, +sharply. + +"Lie by." + +"How long?" + +"Perhaps a week, perhaps ten days. Can't say." + +"And after that?" + +"After that, some one, I don't say who, but some one will have to +provide me with the 'ready' to nip across to France. I have friends in +Paris where I can manage to scratch along for a bit till things have +blown over." + +Charles considered for a few moments, and then said: + +"Are you going to dun your sister for money again, or give her another +fright by lying in wait for her? Of course, if you broke your word +about coming back, you might break it about trying to get money out of +her." + +"I might," assented Raymond; "in fact, I was on the point of making my +presence known to her, and suggesting a pecuniary advance, when you came +up. I don't know at present what I shall do, as I let that opportunity +slip. It just depends." + +Charles considered again. + +"It's a pity to trouble her, isn't it?" said Raymond, his shrewd eyes +watching him; "and women are best out of money-matters. Besides, if she +has promised you she won't pay up without advice, she'll stick to it. +Nothing will turn her when she once settles on anything, if she is at +all like what she used to be. She has got dollars of her own. You had +better settle with me, and pay yourself back when you are married. Dear +me! There's no occasion to look so murderous. I suppose I'm at liberty +to draw my own conclusions." + +"You had better draw them a little more carefully in future," said +Charles, savagely. "Your sister is engaged to be married to a man +without a sixpence." + +"By George," said Raymond, "that won't suit my book at all. I'd +rather"--with another glance at Charles--"I'd rather she'd marry a man +with money." + +If Charles was of the same opinion he did not express it. He remained +silent for a few minutes to give weight to his last remark, and then +said, slowly: + +"So you see you won't get anything more from that quarter. You had +better make the most you can out of me." + +Raymond nodded. + +"The most you will get, in fact, I may say _all_ you will get from me, +is enough ready money to carry you to Paris, and a check for twenty +pounds to follow, when I hear you have arrived there." + +"It's mean," said Raymond; "it's cursed mean; and from a man like you, +too, whom I feel for as a brother. I'd rather try my luck with Ruth. +She's not married yet, anyway." + +"You will do as you like," said Charles, getting up. "If I find you have +been trying your luck with her, as you call it, you won't get a farthing +from me afterwards. And you may remember, she can't help you without +consulting her friends. And your complaint is one that requires absolute +quiet, or I'm very much mistaken." + +Raymond bit his finger, and looked irresolute. + +"To-day is Wednesday," said Charles; "on Saturday I shall come back +here in the afternoon, and if you have come to my terms by that time you +can cough after I do. I shall have the money on me. If you make any +attempt to write or speak to your sister, I shall take care to hear of +it, and you need not expect me on Saturday. That is the last remark I +have to make, so good-afternoon;" and, without waiting for a reply, +Charles walked away, conscious that Raymond would not dare either to +call or run after him. + +He walked slowly along the grass-grown road that led into the +carriage-drive, and was about to let himself out of the grounds by a +crazy gate, which rather took away from the usefulness of the large iron +locked ones at the lodge, when he perceived an old man with a pail of +water fumbling at it. He did not turn as Charles drew near, and even +when the latter came up with him, and said "Good-afternoon," he made no +sign. Charles watched him groping for the hasp, and, when he had got the +gate open, feel about for the pail of water, which when he found he +struck against the gate-post as he carried it through. Charles looked +after the old man as he shambled off in the direction of the lodge. + +"Blind and deaf! He'll tell no tales, at any rate," he said to himself. +"Raymond is in luck there." + +It had turned very cold; and, suddenly remembering that his absence +might be noticed, he set off through the woods to Slumberleigh at a good +pace. His nearest way took him through the church-yard and across the +adjoining high-road, on the farther side of which stood the little +red-faced lodge, which belonged to the great new red-faced seat of the +Thursbys at a short distance. He came rapidly round the corner of the +old church tower, and was already swinging down the worn sandstone steps +which led into the road, when he saw below him at the foot of the steps +a little group of people standing talking. It was Mr. Alwynn and Ruth +and Dare, who had evidently met them on his return from shooting, and +who, standing at ease with one elegantly gaitered leg on the lowest +step, and a cartridge-bag slung over his shoulders in a way that had +aroused Charles's indignation earlier in the day, was recounting to +them, with vivid action of the hands on an imaginary gun, his own +performances to right and left at some particularly hot corner. + +Mr. Alwynn was listening with a benignant smile. Charles saw that Ruth +was leaning heavily against the low stone-wall. Before he had time to +turn back, Mr. Alwynn had seen him, and had gone forward a step to meet +him, holding out a welcoming hand. Charles was obliged to stop a moment +while his hand was inquired after, and a new treatment, which Mr. +Alwynn had found useful on a similar occasion, was enjoined upon him. As +they stood together on the church steps a fly, heavily laden with +luggage, came slowly up the road towards them. + +"What," said Mr. Alwynn, "more visitors! I thought all the Slumberleigh +party arrived yesterday." + +The fly plodded past the Slumberleigh lodge, however, and as it reached +the steps a shrill voice suddenly called to the driver to stop. As it +came grinding to a stand-still, the glass was hastily put down, and a +little woman with a very bold pair of black eyes, and a somewhat +laced-in figure, got out and came towards them. + +"Well, Mr. Dare!" she said, in a high distinct voice, with a strong +American accent. "I guess you did not expect to see me riding up this +way, or you'd have sent the carriage to bring your wife up from the +station. But I'm not one to bear malice; so if you want a lift home +to--what's the name of your fine new place?--you can get in, and ride up +along with me." + +Dare looked straight in front of him. No one spoke. Her quick eye +glanced from one to another of the little group, and she gave a short +constrained laugh. + +"Well," she said, "if you ain't coming, you can stop with your friends. +I've had a deal of travelling one way and another, and I'll go on +without you." And, turning quickly away, she told the driver in the same +distinct high key to go on to Vandon, and got into the fly again. + +The grinning man chucked at the horse's bridle, and the fly rattled +heavily away. + +No one spoke as it drove away. Charles glanced once at Ruth; but her set +white face told him nothing. As the fly disappeared up the road, Dare +moved a step forward. His face under his brown skin was ashen gray. He +took off his cap, and extending it at arm's-length, not towards the sky, +but, like a good churchman, towards the church, outside of which, as he +knew, his Maker was not to be found, he said, solemnly, "I swear before +God what she says is one--great--_lie_!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + + +If conformity to type is indeed the one great mark towards which +humanity should press, Mrs. Thursby may honestly be said to have +attained to it. Everything she said or did had been said or done before, +or she would never have thought of saying or doing it. Her whole life +was a feeble imitation of the imitative lives of others; in short, it +was the life of the ordinary country gentlewoman, who lives on her +husband's property, and who, as Augustus Hare says, "has never looked +over the garden-wall." + +We do not mean to insinuate for a moment that the utmost energy and +culture are not occasionally to be met with in the female portion of +that interesting mass of our fellow-creatures who swell the large +volumes of the "Landed Gentry." Among their ranks are those who come +boldly forward into the full glare of public life; and, conscious of a +genius for enterprise, to which an unmarried condition perhaps affords +ampler scope, and which a local paper is ready to immortalize, become +secretaries of ladies' societies, patronesses of flower shows, breeders +of choice poultry, or even associates of floral leagues of the highest +political importance. That such women should and do exist among us, the +conscious salt-cellars of otherwise flavorless communities, is a fact +for which we cannot be too thankful; and if Mrs. Thursby was not one of +these aspiring spirits, with a yearning after "the mystical better +things," which one of the above pursuits alone can adequately satisfy, +it was her misfortune and not her fault. + +It was her nature, as we have said, servilely to copy others. Her +conversation was all that she could remember of what she had heard from +others, her present dinner-party, as regards food, was a cross between +the two last dinner-parties she had been to. The dessert, however, +conspicuous by its absence, conformed strictly to a type which she had +seen in a London house in June. + +Her dinner-party gave her complete satisfaction, which was fortunate, +for to the greater number of the eighteen or twenty people who had been +indiscriminately herded together to form it, it was (with the exception +of Mrs. Alwynn) a dreary or at best an uninteresting ordeal; while to +four people among the number, the four who had met last on the church +steps, it was a period of slow torture, endured with varying degrees of +patience by each, from the two soups in the beginning, to the peaches +and grapes at the long-delayed and bitter end. + +Ruth, whose self-possession never wholly deserted her, had reached a +depth of exhausted stupor, in which the mind is perfectly oblivious of +the impression it is producing on others. By an unceasing effort she +listened and answered and smiled at intervals, and looked exceedingly +distinguished in the pale red gown which she had put on to please her +aunt; but the color of which only intensified the unnatural pallor of +her complexion. The two men whom she sat between found her a +disappointing companion, cold and formal in manner. At any other time +she would have been humiliated and astonished to hear herself make such +cut-and-dried remarks, such little trite observations. She was sitting +opposite Charles, and she vaguely wondered once or twice, when she saw +him making others laugh, and heard snatches of the flippant talk which +was with him, as she knew now, a sort of defensive armor, how he could +manage to produce it; while Charles, half wild with a mad surging hope +that would not be kept down by any word of Dare's, looked across at her +as often as he dared, and wondered in his turn at the tranquil dignity, +the quiet ordered smile of the face which a few hours ago he had seen +shaken with emotion. + +Her eyes met his for a moment. Were they the same eyes that but now had +met his, half blind with tears? He felt still the touch of those tears +upon his hand. He hastily looked away again, and plunged headlong into +an answer to something Mabel was saying to him on her favorite subject +of evolution. All well-brought-up young ladies have a subject nowadays, +which makes their conversation the delightful thing it is; and Mabel, of +course, was not behind the fashion. + +"Yes," Ruth heard Charles reply, "I believe with you we go through many +lives, each being a higher state than the last, and nearer perfection. +So a man passes gradually through all the various grades of the +nobility, soaring from the lowly honorable upward into the duke, and +thence by an easy transition into an angel. Courtesy titles, of course, +present a difficulty to the more thoughtful; but, as I am sure you will +have found, to be thoughtful always implies difficulty of some kind." + +"It does, indeed," said Mabel, puzzled but not a little flattered. "I +sometimes think one reads too much; one longs so for deep books--Korans, +and things. I must confess,"--with a sigh--"I can't interest myself in +the usual young lady's library that other girls read." + +"Can't you?" replied Charles. "Now, I can. I study that department of +literature whenever I have the chance, and I have generally found that +the most interesting part of a young lady's library is to be found in +that portion of the book-shelf which lies between the rows of books and +the wall. Don't you think so, Lady Carmian?" (to the lady on his other +side). "I assure you I have made the most delightful discoveries of this +description. Cheap editions of Ouida, Balzac's works, yellow backs of +the most advanced order, will, as a rule, reward the inquirer, who +otherwise might have had to content himself with 'The Heir of +Redclyffe,' the Lily Series, and Miss Strickland's 'Queens of England.'" + +Charles's last speech had been made in a momentary silence, and directly +it was finished every woman, old and young, except Lady Carmian and +Ruth, simultaneously raised a disclaiming voice, which by its vehemence +at once showed what an unfounded assertion Charles had made. Lady +Carmian, a handsome young married woman, only smiled languidly, and, +turning the bracelet on her arm, told Charles he was a cynic, and that +for her own part, when in robust health, she liked what little she read +"strong;" but in illness, or when Lord Carmian had been unusually +trying, she always fell back on a milk-and-water diet. Mrs. Thursby, +however, felt that Charles had struck a blow at the sanctity of home +life, and (for she was one of those persons whose single talent is that +of giving a personal turn to any remark) began a long monotonous recital +of the books she allowed her own daughters to read, and how they were +kept, which proved the extensive range of her library, not in +book-shelves, but in a sliding book-stand, which contracted or expanded +at will. + +Long before she had finished, however, the conversation at the other end +of the table had drifted away to the topic of the season among sporting +men, namely the poachers, who, since their raid on Dare's property, had +kept fairly quiet, but who were sure to start afresh now that the +pheasant shooting had begun; and from thence to the recent forgery case +in America, which was exciting every day greater attention in England, +especially since one of the accomplices had been arrested the day before +in Birmingham station, and the principal offender, though still at +large, was, according to the papers, being traced "by means of a clew in +the possession of the police." + +Charles knew how little that sentence meant, but he found that it +required an effort to listen unmoved to the various conjectures as to +the whereabouts of Stephens, in which Ruth, as the conversation became +general, also joined, volunteering a suggestion that perhaps he might be +lurking somewhere in Slumberleigh woods, which were certainly very +lonely in places, and where, as she said, she had been very much alarmed +by a tramp in the summer. + +Mrs. Thursby, like an echo, began from the other end of the table +something vague about girls being allowed to walk alone, her own +daughters, etc., and so the long dinner wore itself out. Dare was the +only one of the little party who had met on the church steps who +succumbed entirely. Mr. Alwynn, who looked at him and Ruth with pathetic +interest from time to time, made laudable efforts, but Dare made none. +He had taken in to dinner the younger Thursby girl, a meek creature, +without form and void, not yet out, but trembling in a high muslin, on +the verge, who kept her large and burning hands clutched together under +the table-cloth, and whose conversation was upon bees. Dare pleaded a +gun headache, and hardly spoke. His eyes constantly wandered to the +other end of the table, where, far away on the opposite side, half +hidden by ferns and flowers, he could catch a glimpse of Ruth. After +dinner he did not come into the drawing-room, but went off to the +smoking-room, where he paced by himself up and down, up and down, +writhing under the torment of a horrible suspense. + +Outside the moon shone clear and high, making a long picturesque shadow +of the great prosaic house upon the wide gravel drive. Dare leaned +against the window-sill and looked out. "Would she give him up?" he +asked himself. Would she believe this vile calumny? Would she give him +up? And as he stood the Alwynns' brougham came with two gleaming eyes +along the drive and drew up before the door. He resolved to learn his +fate at once. There had been no possibility of a word with Ruth on the +church steps. Before he had known where he was, he and Charles had been +walking up to the Hall together, Charles discoursing lengthily on the +impropriety of wire fencing in a hunting country. But now he must and +would see her. He rushed down-stairs into the hall, where young Thursby +was wrapping Ruth in her white furs, while Mr. Thursby senior was +encasing Mrs. Alwynn in a species of glorified ulster of red plush which +she had lately acquired. Dare hastily drew Mr. Alwynn aside and spoke a +few words to him. Mr. Alwynn turned to his wife, after one rueful glance +at his thin shoes, and said: + +"I will walk up. It is a fine night, and quite dry underfoot." + +"And a very pleasant party it has been," said Mrs. Alwynn, as she and +Ruth drove away together, "though Mrs. Thursby has not such a knack with +her table as some. Not that I did not think the chrysanthemums and white +china swans were nice, very nice; but, you see, as I told her, I had +just been to Stoke Moreton, where things were very different. And you +looked very well, my dear, though not so bright and chatty as Mabel; and +Mrs. Thursby said she only hoped your waist was natural. The idea! And I +saw Lady Carmian notice your gown particularly, and I heard her ask who +you were, and Mrs. Thursby said--so like her--you were their clergyman's +niece. And so, my dear, I was not going to have you spoken of like that, +and a little later on I just went and sat down by Lady Carmian, just +went across the room, you know, as if I wanted to be nearer the music, +and we got talking, and she was rather silent at first, but presently, +when I began to tell her all about you, and who you were, she became +quite interested, and asked such funny questions, and laughed, and we +had quite a nice talk." + +And so Mrs. Alwynn chatted on, and Ruth, happily hearing nothing, leaned +back in her corner and wondered whether the evening were ever going to +end. Even when she had bidden her aunt "Good-night," and, having +previously told her maid not to sit up for her, found herself alone in +her own room at last--even then it seemed that this interminable day was +not quite over. She was standing by the dim fire, trying to gather up +sufficient energy to undress, when a quiet step came cautiously along +the passage, followed by a low tap at her door. She opened it +noiselessly, and found Mr. Alwynn standing without. + +"Ruth," he said, "Dare has walked up with me. He is in the most dreadful +state. I am sure I don't know what to think. He has said nothing further +to me, but he is bent on seeing you for a moment. It's very late, but +still--could you? He's in the drawing-room now. My poor child, how ill +you look! Shall I tell him you are too tired to-night to see any one?" + +"I would rather see him," said Ruth, her voice trembling a little; and +they went down-stairs together. In the hall she hesitated a moment. She +was going to learn her fate. Had her release come? Had it come at the +eleventh hour? Her uncle looked at her with kind, compassionate eyes, +and hers fell before his as she thought how different her suspense was +to what he imagined. Suddenly--and such demonstrations were very rare +with her--she put her arms round his neck and pressed her cheek against +his. + +"Oh, Uncle John! Uncle John!" she gasped, "it is not what you think." + +"I pray God it may not be what I suppose," he said, sadly, stroking her +head. "One is too ready to think evil, I know. God forgive me if I have +judged him harshly. But go in, my dear;" and he pushed her gently +towards the drawing-room. + +She went in and closed the door quietly behind her. + +Dare was leaning against the mantle-piece, which was draped in Mrs. +Alwynn's best manner, with Oriental hangings having bits of glass woven +in them. He was looking into the curtained fire, and did not turn when +she entered. Even at that moment she noticed, as she went towards him, +that his elbow had displaced the little family of china hares on a plush +stand which Mrs. Alwynn had lately added to her other treasures. + +"I think you wished to see me," she said, as calmly as she could. + +He faced suddenly round, his eyes wild, his face quivering, and coming +close up to her, caught her hand and grasped it so tightly that the pain +was almost more than she could bear. + +"Are you going to give me up?" he asked, hoarsely. + +"I don't know," she said; "it depends on yourself, on what you are, and +what you have been. You say she is not your wife?" + +"I swear it." + +"You need not do so. Your word is enough." + +"I swear she is not my wife." + +"One question remains," said Ruth, firmly, a flame of color mounting to +her neck and face. "You say she is not your wife. Ought you to make her +so?" + +"No," said Dare, passionately; "I owe her nothing. She has no claim upon +me. I swear--" + +"Don't swear. I said your word was enough." + +But Dare preferred to embellish his speech with divers weighty +expressions, feeling that a simple affirmation would never carry so much +conviction to his own mind, or, consequently, to another, as an oath. + +A momentary silence followed. + +"You believe what I say, Ruth?" + +"Yes," with an effort. + +"And you won't give me up because evil is spoken against me?" + +"No." + +"And all is the same as before between us?" + +"Yes." + +Dare burst into a torrent of gratitude, but she broke suddenly away from +him, and went swiftly up-stairs again to her own room. + +The release had not come. She laid her head down upon the table, and +Hope, which had ventured back to her for one moment, took her lamp and +went quite away, leaving the world very dark. + +There are turning-points in life when a natural instinct is a surer +guide than noble motive or high aspiration, and consequently the more +thoughtful and introspective nature will sometimes fall just where a +commonplace one would have passed in safety. Ruth had acted for the +best. When for the first time in her life she had been brought into +close contact with a life spent for others, its beauty had appealed to +her with irresistible force, and she had willingly sacrificed herself to +an ideal life of devotion to others. + + "But we are punished for our purest deeds, + And chasten'd for our holiest thoughts." + +And she saw now that if she had obeyed that simple law of human nature +which forbids a marriage in which love is not the primary consideration, +if she had followed that simple humble path, she would never have +reached the arid wilderness towards which her own guidance had led her. + +For her wilful self-sacrifice had suddenly paled and dwindled down +before her eyes into a hideous mistake--a mistake which yet had its +roots so firmly knit into the past that it was hopeless to think of +pulling it up now. To abide by a mistake is sometimes all that an +impetuous youth leaves an honorable middle age to do. Poor middle age, +with its clear vision, that might do and be so much if it were not for +the heavy burdens, grievous to be borne, which youth has bound upon its +shoulders. + +And worse than the dreary weight of personal unhappiness, harder to bear +than the pang of disappointed love, was the aching sense of failure, of +having misunderstood God's intention, and broken the purpose of her +life. For some natures the cup of life holds no bitterer drop than this. + +Ruth dimly saw the future, the future which she had chosen, stretching +out waste and barren before her. The dry air of the desert was on her +face. Her feet were already on its sandy verge. And the iron of a great +despair entered into her soul. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + + +Dare left Slumberleigh Hall early the following morning, and drove up to +the rectory on his way to Vandon. After being closeted with Mr. Alwynn +in the study for a short time, they both came out and drove away +together. Ruth, invisible in her own room with a headache, her only +means of defence against Mrs. Alwynn's society, heard the coming and the +going, and was not far wrong in her surmise that Dare had come to beg +Mr. Alwynn to accompany him to Vandon--being afraid to face alone the +mysterious enemy intrenched there. + +No conversation was possible in the dog-cart, with the groom on the back +seat thirsting to hear any particulars of the news which had spread like +wildfire from Vandon throughout the whole village the previous +afternoon, and which was already miraculously flying from house to house +in Slumberleigh this morning, as things discreditable do fly among a +Christian population, which perhaps "thinks no evil," but repeats it +nevertheless. + +There was not a servant in Dare's modest establishment who was not on +the lookout for him on his return. The gardener happened to be tying up +a plant near the front door; the house-maids were watching unobserved +from an upper casement; the portly form of Mrs. Smith, the house-keeper, +was seen to glide from one of the unused bedroom windows; the butler +must have been waiting in the hall, so prompt was his appearance when +the dog-cart drew up before the door. + +Another pair of keen black eyes was watching too, peering out through +the chinks between the lowered Venetian blinds in the drawing-room; was +observing Dare intently as he got out, and then resting anxiously on his +companion. Then the owner of the eyes slipped away from the window, and +went back noiselessly to the fire. + +Dare ordered the dog-cart to remain at the door, flung down his hat on +the hall-table, and, turning to the servant who was busying himself in +folding his coat, said, sharply, "Where is the--the person who arrived +here yesterday?" + +The man replied that "she" was in the drawing-room. The drawing-room +opened into the hall. Dare led the way, suppressed fury in his face, +looking back to see whether Mr. Alwynn was following him. The two men +went in together and shut the door. + +The enemy was intrenched and prepared for action. + +Mrs. Dare, as we must perforce call her for lack of any other +designation rather than for any right of hers to the title, was seated +on a yellow brocade ottoman, drawn up beside a roaring fire, her two +smart little feet resting on the edge of the low brass fender, and a +small work-table at her side, on which an elaborate medley of silks and +wools was displayed. Her attitude was that of a person at home, +aggressively at home. She was in the act of threading a needle when Dare +and Mr. Alwynn came in, and she put down her work at once, carefully +replacing the needle in safety, as she rose to receive them, and held +out her hand, with a manner the assurance of which, if both men had not +been too much frightened to notice it, was a little overdone. + +Dare disregarded her gesture of welcome, and she sat down again, and +returned to her work, with a laugh that was also a little overdone. + +"What do you mean by coming here?" he said, his voice hoarse with a +furious anger, which the sight of her seemed to have increased a +hundred-fold. + +"Because it is my proper place," she replied, tossing her head, and +drawing out a long thread of green silk; "because I have a right to +come." + +"You lie!" said Dare, fiercely, showing his teeth. + +"Lord, Alfred!" said Mrs. Dare, contemptuously, "don't make a scene +before strangers. We've had our tiffs before now, and shall have again, +I suppose. It's the natur' of married people to fall out; but there's no +call to carry on before friends. Push up that lounge nearer the fire. +Won't the other gentleman," turning to Mr. Alwynn, "come and warm +himself? I'm sure it's cold enough." + +Mr. Alwynn, who was a man of peace, devoutly wished he were at home +again in his own study. + +"It is a cold morning," he said; "but we are not here to discuss the +weather." + +He stopped short. He had been hurried here so much against his will, and +so entirely without an explanation, that he was not quite sure what he +had come to discuss, or how he could best support his friend. + +"What do you want?" said Dare, in the same suppressed voice, without +looking at her. + +"My rights," she said, incisively; "and, what's more, I mean to have +'em. I've not come over from America for nothing, I can tell you that; +and I've not come on a visit neither. I've come to stay." + +"What are these rights you talk of?" asked Mr. Alwynn, signing to Dare +to restrain himself. + +"As his wife, sir. I am his wife, as I can prove. I didn't come without +my lines to show. I didn't come on a speculation, to see if he'd a fancy +to have me back. No, afore I set my foot down anywheres I look to see as +it's solid walking." + +"Show your proof," said Mr. Alwynn. + +The woman ostentatiously got out a red morocco letter case, and produced +a paper which she handed to Mr. Alwynn. + +It was an authorized copy of a marriage register, drawn out in the usual +manner, between Alfred Dare, bachelor, English subject, and Ellen, widow +of the late Jaspar Carroll, of Neosho City, Kansas, U.S.A. The marriage +was dated seven years back. + +The names of Dare and Carroll swam before Mr. Alwynn's eyes. He glanced +at the paper, but he could not read it. + +"Is this a forgery, Dare?" he asked, holding it towards him. + +"No," said Dare, without looking at it; "it is right. But that is not +all. Now," turning to the woman, who was watching him triumphantly, +"show the other paper--the divorce." + +"I made inquiries about that," she replied, composedly. "I wasn't going +to be fooled by that 'ere, so I made inquiries from one as knows. The +divorce is all very well in America; but it don't count in England." + +Dare's face turned livid. Mr. Alwynn's flushed a deep red. He sat with +his eyes on the ground, the paper in his hand trembling a little. +Indignation against Dare, pity for him, anxiety not to judge him +harshly, struggled for precedence in his kind heart, still beating +tumultuously with the shock of Dare's first admission. He felt rather +than saw him take the paper out of his hand. + +"I shall keep this," Dare said, putting it in his pocket-book; and then, +turning to the woman again, he said, with an oath, "Will you go, or will +you wait till you are turned out?" + +"I'll wait," she replied, undauntedly. "I like the place well enough." + +She laughed and took up her work, and, after looking at her for a +moment, he flung out of the room, followed by Mr. Alwynn. + +The defeat was complete; nay, it was a rout. + +The dog-cart was still standing at the door. The butler was talking to +the groom; the gardener was training some new shoots of ivy against the +stone balustrade. + +Dare caught up his hat and gloves, and ordered that his portmanteau, +which had been taken into the hall, should be put back into the +dog-cart. As it was being carried down he looked at his watch. + +"I can catch the mid-day express for London," he said. "I can do it +easily." + +Mr. Alwynn made no reply. + +"Get in," continued Dare, feverishly; "the portmanteau is in." + +"I think I will walk home," said Mr. Alwynn, slowly. It gave him +excruciating pain to say anything so severe as this; but he got out the +words nevertheless. + +Dare looked at him in astonishment. + +"Get in," he said again, quickly. "I must speak to you. I will drive you +home. I have something to say." + +Mr. Alwynn never refused to hear what any one had to say. He went slowly +down the steps, and got into the cart, looking straight in front of him, +as his custom was when disturbed in mind. Dare followed. + +"I shall not want you, James," he said to the groom, his foot on the +step. + +At this moment the form of Mrs. Smith, the house-keeper, appeared +through the hall door, clothed in all the awful majesty of an upper +servant whose dignity has been outraged. + +"Sir," she said, in a clear not to say a high voice, "asking your +pardon, sir, but am I, or am I not, to take my orders from--" + +Goaded to frenzy, Dare poured forth a volley of horrible oaths French +and English, and, seizing up the reins, drove off at a furious rate. + +The servants remained standing about the steps, watching the dog-cart +whirl rapidly away. + +"He's been to church with her," said the gardener, at last. "I said all +along she'd never have come, unless she had her lines to show. I ha'n't +cut them white grapes she ordered yet; but I may as well go and do it." + +"Well," said Mrs. Smith, "grapes or no grapes, I'll never give up the +keys of the linen cupboards to the likes of her, and I'm not going to +have any one poking about among my china. I've not been here twenty +years to be asked for my lists in that way, and the winter curtains +ordered out unbeknownst to me;" and Mrs. Smith retreated to the +fastnesses of the house-keeper's room, whither even the audacious enemy +had not yet ventured to follow her. + +Meanwhile, Mr. Alwynn and Dare drove at moderated speed along the road +to Slumberleigh. For some time neither spoke. + +"I beg your pardon," said Dare at last. "I lost my head. I became +enraged. Before a clergyman and a lady, I know well, it is not permitted +to swear." + +"I can overlook that," said Mr. Alwynn; "but," turning very red again, +"other things I can't." + +Dare began to flourish his whip, and become excited again. + +"I will tell you all," he said with effusion--"every word. You have a +kind heart. I will confide in you." + +"I don't want confidences," said Mr. Alwynn. "I want straight-forward +answers to a few simple questions." + +"I will give them, these answers. I keep nothing back from a friend." + +"Then, first. Did you marry that woman?" + +"Yes," said Dare, shrugging his shoulders. "I married her, and often +afterwards, almost at once, I regretted it; but _que voulez-vous_, I was +young. I had no experience. I was but twenty-one." + +Mr. Alwynn stared at him in astonishment at the ease with which the +admission was made. + +"How long afterwards was it that you were divorced from her?" + +"Two years. Two long years." + +"For what reason?" + +"Temper. Ah! what a temper. Also because I left her for one year. It was +in Kansas, and in Kansas it is very easy to marry, and also to be +divorced." + +"It is a disgraceful story," said Mr. Alwynn, in great indignation. + +"Disgraceful!" echoed Dare, excitedly. "It is more than disgraceful. It +is abominable. You do not know all yet. I will tell you. I was young; I +was but a boy. I go to America when I am twenty-one, to travel, to see +the world. I make acquaintances. I get into a bad set, what you call +undesirable. I fall in love. I walk into a net. She was pretty, a pretty +widow, all love, all soul; without friends. I protect her. I marry her. +I have a little money. I have five thousand pounds. She knew that. She +spent it. I was a fool. In a year it was gone." Dare's face had become +white with rage. "And then she told me why she married me. I became +enraged. There was a quarrel, and I left her. I had no more money. She +left me alone, and a year after we are divorced. I never see her or hear +of her again. I return to Europe. I live by my voice in Paris. It is +five years ago. I have bought my experience. I put it from my mind. And +now"--his hands trembled with anger--"now that she thinks I have money +again, now, when in some way she hears how I have come to Vandon, she +dares to came back and say she is my wife." + +"Dare," said Mr. Alwynn, sternly, "what excuse have you for never +mentioning this before--before you became engaged to Ruth?" + +"What!" burst out Dare, "tell Ruth! Tell _her_! _Quelle idee._ I would +never speak to her of what might give her pain. I would keep all from +her that would cause her one moment's grief. Besides," he added, +conclusively, "it is not always well to talk of what has gone before. It +is not for her happiness or mine. She has been, one sees it well, +brought up since a young child very strictly. About some things she has +fixed ideas. If I had told her of these things which are passed away and +gone, she might not,"--and Dare looked gravely at Mr. Alwynn--"she might +not think so well of me." + +This view of the case was quite a new one to Mr. Alwynn. He looked back +at Dare with hopeless perplexity in his pained eyes. To one who +throughout life has regarded the supremacy of certain truths and +principles of actions as fixed, and recognized as a matter of course by +all the world, however imperfectly obeyed by individuals, the discovery +comes as a shock, which is at the moment overwhelming, when these same +truths and principles are seen to be entirely set aside, and their very +existence ignored by others. + +Where there is no common ground on which to meet, speech is unavailing +and mere waste of time. It is like shouting to a person at a distance +whom it is impossible to approach. If he notices anything it will only +be that, for some reasons of your own, you are making a disagreeable +noise. + +As Mr. Alwynn looked back at Dare his anger died away within him, and a +dull pain of deep disappointment and sense of sudden loneliness took its +place. Dare and he seemed many miles apart. He felt that it would be of +no use to say anything; and so, being a man, he held his peace. + +Dare continued talking volubly of how he would get a lawyer's opinion at +once in London; of his certainty that the American wife had no claim +upon him; of how he would go over to America, if necessary, to establish +the validity of his divorce; but Mr. Alwynn heard little or nothing of +what he said. He was thinking of Ruth with distress and +self-upbraiding. He had been much to blame, of course. + +Dare's mention of her name recalled his attention. + +"She is all goodness," he was saying. "She believes in me. She has +promised again that she will marry me--since yesterday. I trust her as +myself; but it is a grief which as little as possible must trouble her. +You will not say anything to her till I come back, till I return with +proof that I am free, as I told her? You will say nothing?" + +Dare had pulled up at the bottom of the drive to the rectory. + +"Very well," said Mr. Alwynn, absently, getting slowly out. He seemed +much shaken. + +"I will be back perhaps to-night, perhaps to-morrow morning," called +Dare after him. + +But Mr. Alwynn did not answer. + + * * * * * + +Dare's business took him a shorter time than he expected, and the same +night found him hurrying back by the last train to Slumberleigh. It was +a wild night. He had watched the evening close in lurid and stormy +across the chimneyed wastes of the black country, until the darkness +covered all the land, and wiped out even the last memory of the dead day +from the western sky. + +Who, travelling alone at night, has not watched the glimmer of light +through cottage windows as he hurries past; has not followed with +keenest interest for one brief second the shadow of one who moves +within, and imagination picturing a mysterious universal happiness +gathered round these twinkling points of light, has not experienced a +strange feeling of homelessness and loneliness? + +Dare sat very still in the solitude of the empty railway carriage, and +watched the little fleeting, mocking lights with a heavy heart. They +meant _homes_, and he should never have a home now. Once he saw a door +open in a squalid line of low houses, and the figure of a man with a +child in his arms stand outlined in the door-way against the ruddy light +within. Dare felt an unreasoning interest in that man. He found himself +thinking of him as the train hurried on, wondering whether his wife was +there waiting for him, and whether he had other children besides the one +he was carrying. And all the time, through his idle musings, he could +hear one sentence ringing in his ears, the last that his lawyer had said +to him after the long consultation of the afternoon. + +"I am sorry to tell you that you are incontestably a married man." + +Everything repeated it. The hoofs of the cab-horse that took him to the +station had hammered it out remorselessly all the way. The engine had +caught it up, and repeated it with unvarying, endless iteration. The +newspapers were full of it. When Dare turned to them in desperation he +saw it written in large letters across the sham columns. There was +nothing but that anywhere. It was the news of the day. Sick at heart, +and giddy from want of food, he sat crouched up in the corner of his +empty carriage, and vaguely wished the train would journey on for ever +and ever, nervously dreading the time when he should have to get out and +collect his wandering faculties once more. + +The old lawyer had been very kind to the agitated, incoherent young man +whose settlements he was already engaged in drawing up. At first, +indeed, it had seemed that the marriage would not be legally +binding--the marriage and divorce having both taken place in Kansas, +where the marriage laws are particularly lax--and he seemed inclined to +be hopeful; but as he informed himself about the particulars of the +divorce his face became grave and graver. When at last Dare produced the +copy of the marriage register, he shook his head. + +"'Alfred Dare, bachelor and English subject,'" he said. "That 'English +subject' makes a difficulty to start with. You had never, I believe, any +intention of acquiring what in law we call an American domicil? and, +although the technicalities of this subject are somewhat complicated, I +am afraid that in your case there is little, if any, doubt. The English +courts are very jealous of any interference by foreigners with the +status of an Englishman; and though a divorce legally granted by a +competent tribunal for an adequate cause might--I will not say would--be +held binding everywhere, there can be no doubt that where in the eyes of +our law the cause is _not_ adequate, our courts would refuse to +recognize it. Have you a copy of the register of divorce as well?" + +"No." + +"It is unfortunate; but no doubt you can remember the grounds on which +it was granted." + +"Incompatibility of temper, and she said I had deserted her. I had left +her the year before. We both agreed to separate." + +The lawyer shook his head. + +"What's incompatibility?" he said. "What's a year's absence? Nothing in +the eyes of an Englishman. Nothing in the law of this country." + +"But the divorce was granted. It was legal. There was no question," +said Dare, eagerly. "I was divorced in the same State as where I +married. I had lived there more than a year, which was all that was +necessary. No difficulty was made at the time." + +"No. Marriage is slipped into and slipped out of again with gratifying +facility in America, and Kansas is notorious for the laxity prevailing +there as regards marriage and divorce. It will be advisable to take the +opinion of counsel on the matter, but I can hold out very little hope +that your divorce would hold good, even in America. You see, you are +entered as a British subject on the marriage register, and I imagine +these words must have been omitted in the divorce proceedings, or some +difficulty would have been raised at the time, unless your residence in +Kansas made it unnecessary. But, even supposing by American law you are +free, that will be of no avail in England, for by the law of England, +which alone concerns you, I regret to be obliged to tell you that you +are incontestably a married man." + +And in spite of frantic reiterations, of wild protests on the part of +Dare, as if the compassionate old man represented the English law, and +could mould it at his pleasure, the lawyer's last word remained in +substance the same, though repeated many times. + +"Whether you are at liberty or not to marry again in America, I am +hardly prepared to say. I will look into the subject and let you know; +but in England I regret to repeat that you are a married man." + +Dare groaned in body and in spirit as the words came back to him; and +his thoughts, shrinking from the despair and misery at home, wandered +aimlessly away, anywhere, hither and thither, afraid to go back, afraid +to face again the desolation that sat so grim and stern in solitary +possession. + +The train arrived at Slumberleigh at last, and he got out, and shivered +as the driving wind swept across the platform. It surprised him that +there was a wind, although at every station down the line he had seen +people straining against it. He gave up his ticket mechanically, and +walked aimlessly away into the darkness, turning with momentary +curiosity to watch the train hurry on again, a pillar of fire by night, +as it had been a pillar of smoke by day. + +He passed the blinking station inn, forgetting that he had put up his +dog-cart there to await his return, and, hardly knowing what he did, +took from long habit the turn for Vandon. + +It was a wild night. The wind was driving the clouds across the moon at +a tremendous rate, and sweeping at each gust flights of spectre leaves +from the swaying trees. It caught him in the open of the bare high-road, +and would not let him go. It opposed him, and buffeted him at every +turn; but he held listlessly on his way. His feet took him, and he let +them take him whither they would. They led him stumbling along the dim +road, the dust of which was just visible like a gray mist before him, +until he reached the bridge by the mill. There his feet stopped of their +own accord, and he went and leaned against the low stone-wall, looking +down at the sudden glimpses of pale hurried water and trembling reed. + +The moon came out full and strong in temporary victory, and made black +shadows behind the idle millwheel and open mill-race, and black shadows, +black as death, under the bridge itself. Dare leaned over the wall to +watch the mysterious water and shadow run beneath. As he looked, he saw +the reflection of a man in the water watching him. He shook his fist +savagely at it, and it shook its fist amid a wavering of broken light +and shadow back at him. But it did not go away; it remained watching +him. There was something strange and unfamiliar about the river +to-night. It had a voice, too, which allured and repelled him--a voice +at the sound of which the grim despair within him stirred ominously at +first, and then began slowly to rise up gaunt and terrible; began to +move stealthily, but with ever-increasing swiftness through the deserted +chambers of his heart. + +No strong abiding principle was there to do battle with the enemy. The +minor feelings, sensibilities, emotions, amiable impulses, those +courtiers of our prosperous days, had all forsaken him and fled. Dare's +house in his hour of need was left unto him desolate. + +And the river spoke in a guilty whisper, which yet the quarrel of the +wind and the trees could not drown, of deep places farther down, where +the people were never found, people who--But there were shallows, too, +he remembered, shallow places among the stones where the trout were. If +anybody were drowned, Dare thought, gazing down at the pale shifting +moon in the water, he would be found there, perhaps, or at any rate, his +hat--he took his hat off, and held it tightly clinched in both his +hands--his hat would tell the tale. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + + +Charles left Slumberleigh Hall a few hours later than Dare had done, but +only to go back to Atherstone. He could not leave the neighborhood. This +burning fever of suspense would be unbearable at any other place, and in +any case he must return by Saturday, the day on which he had promised to +meet Raymond. His hand was really slightly injured, and he made the most +of it. He kept it bound up, telegraphed to put off his next shooting +engagement on the strength of it, and returned to Atherstone, even +though he was aware that Lady Mary had arrived there the day before, on +her way home to her house in London. + +Ralph and Evelyn were accustomed to sudden and erratic movements on the +part of Charles, and to Molly he was a sort of archangel, who might +arrive out of space at any moment, untrammelled by such details as +distance, trains, time, or tide. But to Lady Mary his arrival was a +significant fact, and his impatient refusal to have his hand +investigated was another. Her cold gray eyes watched him narrowly, and, +conscious that they did so, he kept out of her way as much as possible, +and devoted himself to Molly more than ever. + +He was sailing a mixed fleet of tin ducks and fishes across the tank by +the tool shed, under her supervision, on the afternoon of the day he had +arrived, when Ralph came to find him in great excitement. His keeper had +just received private notice from the Thursbys' keeper that a raid on +the part of a large gang of poachers was expected that night in the +parts of the Slumberleigh coverts that had not yet been shot over, and +which adjoined Ralph's own land. + +"Whereabout will that be?" said Charles, inattentively, drawing his +magnet slowly in front of the fleet. + +"Where?" said Ralph, excitedly, "why, round by the old house, round by +Arleigh, of course. Thursby and I have turned down hundreds of pheasants +there. Don't you remember the hot corner by the coppice last year, below +the house, where we got forty at one place, and how the wind took them +as they came over?" + +"Near _Arleigh_?" repeated Charles, with sudden interest. + +"Uncle Charles," interposed Molly, reproachfully, "don't let all the +ducks stick onto the magnet like that. I told you not before. Make it go +on in front." + +But Charles's attention had wandered from the ducks. + +"Yes," continued Ralph, "near Arleigh. There was a gang of poachers +there last year, and the keepers dared not attack them they were so +strong, though they were shooting right and left. But we'll be even with +them this year. My men are going, and I shall go with them. You had +better come too, and join the fun. The more the better." + +"Why should I go?" said Charles, listlessly. "Am I my brother's keeper, +or even his underkeeper? Molly, don't splash your uncle's wardrobe. +Besides, I expect it is a false alarm or a blind." + +"False alarm!" retorted Ralph. "I tell you Thursby's head keeper, +Shaw--you know Shaw--saw a man himself only last night in the Arleigh +coverts; came upon him suddenly, reconnoitring, of course; for to-night, +and would have collared him too if the moon had not gone in, and when it +came out again he was gone." + +"Of course, and he will warn off the rest to-night." + +"Not a bit of it. He never saw Shaw. Shaw takes his oath he didn't see +him. I'll lay any odds they will beat those coverts to-night, and, by +George! we'll nail some of them, if we have an ounce of luck." + +Ralph's sporting instinct, to which even the fleeting vision of a chance +weasel never appealed in vain, was now thoroughly aroused, and even +Charles shared somewhat in his excitement. + +How could he warn Raymond to lie close? The more he thought of it the +more impossible it seemed. It was already late in the afternoon. He +could not, for Raymond's sake, risk being seen hanging about in the +woods near Arleigh for no apparent reason, and Raymond was not expecting +to see him in any case for two days to come, and would probably be +impossible to find. He could do nothing but wait till the evening came, +when he might have some opportunity, if the night were only dark enough, +of helping or warning him. + +The night was dark enough when it came; but it was unreliable. A tearing +autumn wind drove armies of clouds across the moon, only to sweep them +away again at a moment's notice. The wind itself rose and fell, dropped +and struggled up again like a furious wounded animal. + +"It will drop at midnight," said Ralph to Charles below his breath, as +they walked in the darkness along the road towards Slumberleigh; "and +the moon will come out when the wind goes. I have told Evans and Brooks +to go by the fields, and meet us at the cross-roads in the low woods. It +is a good night for us. We don't want light yet a while; and the more +row the wind kicks up till we are in our places ready for them the +better." + +They walked on in silence, nearly missing in the dark the turn for +Slumberleigh, where the road branched off to Vandon. + +"We must be close upon the river by this time," said Ralph; "but I can't +hear it for the wind." + +The moon came out suddenly, and showed close on their right the mill +blocking out the sky, and the dark sweep of the river below, between +pale wastes of flooded meadow. Upon the bridge, leaning over the wall, +stood the figure of a man, bareheaded, with his hat in his hands. + +He could not see his face, but something in his attitude struck Charles +with a sudden chill. + +"By ----," he said, below his breath, plucking Ralph's arm, "there's +mischief going on there!" + +Ralph did not hear, and in another moment Charles was thankful he had +not done so. + +The man raised himself a little, and the light fell full on his white +desperate face. He was feeling up and down the edge of the stone-parapet +with his hands. As he moved, Charles recognized him, and drew in his +breath sharply. + +"Who is that?" said Ralph, his obtuser faculties perceiving the man for +the first time. + +Charles made no answer, but began to whistle loudly one of the tunes of +the day. He saw Dare give a guilty start, and, catching at the wall for +support, lean heavily against it as he looked wildly down the road, +where the shadow of the trees had so far served to screen the approach +of Charles and Ralph, who now emerged into the light, or at least would +have done so, if the moonlight had not been snatched away at that +moment. + +"Holloa, Dare!" said Ralph, cheerfully, through the darkness, "I saw +you. What are you up to standing on the bridge at midnight, with the +clock striking the hour, and all that sort of thing; and what have you +done with your hat--dropped it into the water?" + +Dare muttered something unintelligible, and peered suspiciously through +the darkness at Charles. + +The moon made a feint at coming out again, which came to nothing, but +which gave Charles a moment's glimpse of Dare's convulsed face. And the +grave penetrating glance that met his own so fixedly told Dare in that +moment that Charles had guessed his business on the bridge. Both men +were glad of the returning darkness, and of the presence of Ralph. + +"Come along with us," the latter was saying to Dare, explaining the +errand on which they were bound; and Dare, stupefied with past emotion, +and careless of what he did or where he went, agreed. + +It was less trouble to agree than to find a reason for refusing. He +mechanically put on his hat, which he had unconsciously crushed together +a few minutes before, in a dreadful dream from which even now he had not +thoroughly awaked. And, still walking like a man in a dream, he set off +with the other two. + +"There was suicide in his face," thought Charles, as he swung along +beside his brother. "He would have done it if we had not come up. Good +God! can it be that it is all over between him and Ruth?" The blood +rushed to his head, and his heart began to beat wildly. He walked on in +silence, seeing nothing, hearing nothing. Raymond and the poachers were +alike forgotten. + +It was not until a couple of men joined them silently in the woods, and +others presently rose up out of the darkness, to whisper directions and +sink down again, that Charles came to himself with a start, and pulled +himself together. + +The party had halted. It was pitch-dark, and he was conscious of +something towering up above him, black and lowering. It was the ruined +house of Arleigh. + +"You and Brooks wait here, and keep well under the lea of the house," +said Ralph, in a whisper. "If the moon comes out, get into the shadow of +the wall. Don't shout till you're sure of them. Shaw is down by the +stables. Dare and Evans you both come on with me. Shaw's got two men at +the end of the glade, but it's the nearest coverts he is keenest on, +because they can get a horse and cart up close to take the game, and get +off sharp if they are surprised. They did last year. Don't stir if you +hear wheels. Wait for them." And with this parting injunction Ralph +disappeared noiselessly with Dare and the other keeper in the direction +of the stables. + +Ralph had been right. The wind was dropping. It came and went fitfully, +returning as if from great distances, and hurrying past weak and +impotent, leaving sudden silences behind. Charles and his companion, a +strapping young underkeeper, evidently anxious to distinguish himself, +waited, listening intently in the intervals of silence. The ivy on the +old house shivered and whispered over their heads, and against one of +the shuttered windows near the ground some climbing plant, torn loose by +the wind, tapped incessantly, as if calling to the ghosts within. +Charles glanced ever and anon at the sky. It showed no trace of +clearing--as yet. He was getting cramped with standing. He wished he had +gone on to the stables. His anxiety for Raymond was sharpened by this +long inaction. He seemed to have been standing for ages. What were the +others doing? Not a sound reached him between the lengthening pauses of +the wind. His companion stood drawn up motionless beside him; and so +they waited, straining eye and ear into the darkness, conscious that +others were waiting and listening also. + +_At last_ in the distance came a faint sound of wheels. Charles and +Brooks instinctively drew a long breath; and Charles for the first time +believed the alarm of poachers had not been a false one after all. It +was the faintest possible sound of wheels. It would hardly have been +heard at all but for some newly broken stones over which it passed. +Then, without coming nearer, it stopped. + +Charles listened intently. The wind had dropped down dead at last, and +in the stillness he felt as if he could have heard a mouse stir miles +away. But all was quiet. There was no sound but the tremulous whisper of +the ivy. The spray near the window had ceased its tapping against the +shutter, and was listening too. Slowly the moon came out, and looked on. + +And then suddenly, from the direction of the stables, came a roar of +men's voices, a sound of bursting and crashing through the under-wood, a +thundering of heavy feet, followed by a whirring of frightened birds +into the air. Brooks leaned forward breathing hard, and tightening his +newly moistened grip on his heavy knotted stick. + +Another moment and a man's figure darted across the open, followed by a +chorus of shouts, and Charles's heart turned sick within him. It was +Raymond. + +"Cut him off at the gate, Charles," roared Ralph from behind; "down to +the left." + +There was not a second for reflection. As Brooks rushed headlong +forward, Charles hurriedly interposed his stick between his legs, and +leaving him to flounder, started off in pursuit. + +"Down to your left," cried a chorus of voices from behind, as he shot +out of the shadow of the house; for Charles was some way ahead of the +rest owing to his position. + +He could hear Raymond crashing in front; then he saw him again for a +moment in a strip of open, running as a man does who runs for his life, +with a furious recklessness of all obstacles. Charles saw he was making +for the rocky thickets below the house, where the uneven ground and the +bracken would give him a better chance. Did he remember the deep sunken +wall which, broken down in places, still separated the wilderness of the +garden from the wilderness outside? Charles was lean and active, and he +soon out-distanced the other pursuers, but a man is hard to overtake who +has such reasons for not being overtaken as Raymond, and do what he +would he could not get near him. He bore down to the left, but Raymond +seemed to know it, and, edging away again, held for the woods a little +higher up. Charles tacked, and then as he ran he saw that Raymond was +making with headlong blindness through the shrubbery direct for the deep +sunk wall which bounded the Arleigh grounds. Would he see it in the +uncertain light? He must be close upon it now. He was running like a +madman. As Charles looked he saw him pitch suddenly forward out of sight +and heard a heavy fall. If Charles ever ran in his life, it was then. As +he swiftly let himself drop over the wall, lower than Raymond had taken +it, he saw Ralph and Dare, followed by the others, come streaming down +the slope in the moonlight, spreading as they came. It was now or never. +He rushed up the fosse under cover of the wall, and almost stumbled over +a prostrate figure, which was helplessly trying to raise itself on its +hands and knees. + +"Danvers, it's me," gasped Raymond, turning a white tortured face feebly +towards him. "Don't let those devils get me." + +"Keep still," panted Charles, pushing him down among the bracken. "Lie +close under the wall, and make for the house again when it's quiet;" And +darting back under cover of the wall, to the place where he had dropped +over it, he found Dare almost upon him, and rushed headlong down the +steep rocky descent, roaring at the top of his voice, and calling wildly +to the others. The pursuit swept away through the wood, down the hill, +and up the sandy ascent on the other side; swept almost over the top of +Charles, who had flung himself down, dead-beat and gasping for breath, +at the bottom of the gully. + +He heard the last of the heavy lumbering feet crash past him, and heard +the shouting die away before he stiffly dragged himself up again, and +began to struggle painfully back up the slippery hill-side, down which +he had rushed with a whole regiment of loose and hopping stones ten +minutes before. He regained the wall at last, and crept back to the +place where he had left Raymond. It was with a sigh of relief that he +found that he was gone. No doubt he had got into safety somewhere, +perhaps in the cottage itself, where no one would dream of looking for +him. He stumbled along among the loose stones by the wall till he came +to the place by the gate where it was broken down, and clambering up, +for the gate was locked, made his way back through the shrubberies, and +desolate remains of garden, towards the point near the house where +Raymond had first broken cover. As he came round a clump of bushes his +heart gave a great leap, and then sank within him. + +Three men were standing in the middle of the lawn in the moonlight, +gathered round something on the ground. Seized by a horrible misgiving, +he hurried towards them. At a little distance a dog-cart was being +slowly led over the grass-grown drive towards the house. + +"What is it? Any one hurt?" he asked, hoarsely, joining the little +group; but as he looked he needed no answer. One glance told him that +the prostrate, unconscious figure on the ground, with blood slowly +oozing from the open mouth, was Raymond Deyncourt. + +"Great God! the man's dying," he said, dropping on his knees beside him. + +"He's all right, sir; he'll come to," said a little brisk man, in a +complacent, peremptory tone. "It's only the young chap,"--pointing to +the bashful but gratified Brooks--"as crocked him over the head a bit +sharper than needful. Here, Esp,"--to the grinning Slumberleigh +policeman, whom Charles now recognized, "tell the lad to bring up the +'orse and trap over the grass. We shall have a business to shift him as +it is." + +"Is he a poacher?" asked Charles. "He doesn't look like it." + +"Lord! no, sir," replied the little man, and Charles's heart went +straight down into his boots and stayed there. "I'm come down from +Birmingham after him. He's no poacher. The police have wanted him very +special for some time for the Francisco forgery case." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + + +Charles watched the detective and the policeman hoist Raymond into the +dog-cart and drive away, supporting him between them. No doubt it had +been the wheels of that dog-cart which they had heard in the distance. +Then he turned to Brooks. + +"How is it you remained behind?" he asked, sharply. + +Brooks's face fell, and he explained that just as he was starting in the +pursuit he had caught his legs on "Sir Chawles sir's" stick, and "barked +hisself." + +"I remember," said Charles. "You got in my way. You should look out +where you are going. You may as well go and find my stick." + +The poor victim of duplicity departed rather crestfallen, and at this +moment Dare came up. + +"We have lost him," he said, wiping his forehead. "I don't know what has +become of him." + +"He doubled back here," said Charles. "I followed, but you all went on. +The police have got him. He was not a poacher after all, so they said." + +"Ah!" said Dare. "They have him? I regret it. He ran well. I could wish +he had escaped. I was in the door-way of a stable watching a long time, +and all in a moment he rushed past me out of the door. The policeman was +seeking within when he came out, but though he touched me I could not +stop him. And now," with sudden weariness as his excitement evaporated, +"all is, then, over for the night? And the others? Where are they? Do we +wait for them here?" + +"We should wait some time if we did," replied Charles. "Ralph is certain +to go on to the other coverts. He has poachers on the brain. Probably +the rumor that they were coming here was only a blind, and they are +doing a good business somewhere else. I am going home. I have had enough +enjoyment for one evening. I should advise you to do the same." + +Dare winced, and did not answer, and Charles suddenly remembered that +there were circumstances which might make it difficult for him to go +back to Vandon. + +They walked away together in silence. Dare, who had been wildly excited, +was beginning to feel the reaction. He was becoming giddy and faint with +exhaustion and want of food. He had eaten nothing all day. They had not +gone far when Charles saw that he stumbled at every other step. + +"Look out," he said once, as Dare stumbled more heavily than usual, +"you'll twist your ankle on these loose stones if you're not more +careful." + +"It is so dark," said Dare, faintly. + +The moon was shining brightly at the moment, and as Charles turned to +look at him in surprise, Dare staggered forward, and would have +collapsed altogether if he had not caught him by the arm. + +"Sit down," he said, authoritatively. "Here, not on me, man, on the +bank. Always sit down when you can't stand. You have had too much +excitement. I felt the same after my first Christmas-tree. You will be +better directly." + +Charles spoke lightly, but he knew from what he had seen that Dare must +have passed a miserable day. He had never liked him. It was impossible +that he should have done so. But even his more active dislike of the +last few months gave way to pity for him now, and he felt almost ashamed +at the thought that his own happiness was only to be built on the ruin +of poor Dare's. + +He made him swallow the contents of his flask, and as Dare choked and +gasped himself back into the fuller possession of his faculties, and +experienced the benign influences of whiskey, entertained at first +unawares, his heart, always easily touched, warmed to the owner of the +silver flask, and of the strong arm that was supporting him with an +unwillingness he little dreamed of. His momentary jealousy of Charles in +the summer had long since been forgotten. He felt towards him now, as +Charles helped him up, and he proceeded slowly on his arm, as a friend +and a brother. + +Charles, entirely unconscious of the noble sentiments which he and his +flask had inspired, looked narrowly at his companion, as they neared the +turn for Atherstone, and said with some anxiety: + +"Where are you going to-night?" + +Dare made no answer. He had no idea where he was going. + +Charles hesitated. He could not let him walk back alone to Vandon--over +the bridge. It was long past midnight. Dare's evident inability to think +where to turn touched him. + +"Can I be of any use to you?" he said, earnestly. "Is there anything I +can do? Perhaps, at present, you would rather not go to Vandon." + +"No, no," said Dare, shuddering; "I will not go there." + +Charles felt more certain than ever that it would not be safe to leave +him to his own devices, and his anxiety not to lose sight of him in his +present state gave a kindness to his manner of which he was hardly +aware. + +"Come back to Atherstone with me," he said, "I will explain it to Ralph +when he comes in. It will be all right." + +Dare accepted the proposition with gratitude. It relieved him for the +moment from coming to any decision. He thanked Charles with effusion, +and then--his natural impulsiveness quickened by the quantity of raw +spirits he had swallowed, by this mark of sympathy, by the moonlight, by +Heaven knows what that loosens the facile tongue of unreticence--then +suddenly, without a moment's preparation, he began to pour forth his +troubles into Charles's astonished and reluctant ears. It was vain to +try to stop him, and, after the first moment of instinctive recoil, +Charles was seized by a burning curiosity to know all where he already +knew so much, to put an end to this racking suspense. + +"And that is not the worst," said Dare, when he had recounted how the +woman he had seen on the church steps was in very deed the wife she +claimed to be. "That is not the worst. I love another. We are affianced. +We are as one. I bring sorrow upon her I love." + +"She knows, then?" asked Charles, hoarsely, hating himself for being +such a hypocrite, but unable to refrain from putting a leading question. + +"She knows that some one--a person--is at Vandon," replied Dare, "who +calls herself my wife, but I tell her it is not true and she, all +goodness, all heavenly calm, she trusts me, and once again she promises +to marry me if I am free, as I tell her, as I swear to her." + +Charles listened in astonishment. He saw Dare was speaking the truth, +but that Ruth could have given such a promise was difficult to believe. +He did not know, what Dare even had not at all realized, that she had +given it in the belief that Dare, from his answers to her questions, had +never been married to the woman at all, in the belief that she was a +mere adventuress seeking to make money out of him by threatening a +scandalous libel, and without the faintest suspicion that she was his +divorced wife, whether legally or illegally divorced. + +Dare had understood the promise to depend on the legality or illegality +of that divorce, and told Charles so in all good faith. With an +extraordinary effort of reticence he withheld the name of his affianced, +and pressing Charles's arm, begged him to ask no more. And Charles, +half-sorry, half-contemptuous, wholly ashamed of having allowed such a +confidence to be forced upon him, marched on in silence, now divided +between mortal anxiety for Raymond and pity for Dare, now striving to +keep down a certain climbing rapturous emotion which would not be +suppressed. + +One of the servants had waited up for their return, and, after getting +Dare something to eat, Charles took him up to the room which had been +prepared for himself, and then, feeling he had done his duty by him, and +that he was safe for the present, went back to smoke by the smoking-room +fire till Ralph came in, which was not till several hours later. When he +did at last return it was in triumph. He was dead-beat, voiceless, and +foot-sore; but a sense of glory sustained him. Four poachers had been +taken red-handed in the coverts farthest from Arleigh. The rumor about +Arleigh had, of course, been a blind; but he, Ralph, thank Heaven, was +not to be taken in in such a hurry as all that! He could look after his +interests as well as most men. In short, he was full of glorification to +the brim, and it was only after hearing a hoarse and full account of the +whole transaction several times over that Charles was able in a pause +for breath to tell him that he had offered Dare a bed, as he was quite +tired out, and was some distance from Vandon. + +"All right. Quite right," said Ralph, unheeding; "but you and he missed +the best part of the whole thing. Great Scot! when I saw them come +dodging round under the Black Rock and--" He was off again; and Charles +doubted afterwards, as he fell asleep in his arm-chair by the fire, +whether Ralph, already slumbering peacefully opposite him, had paid the +least attention to what he had told him, and would not have entirely +forgotten it in the morning. And, in fact, he did, and it was not until +Evelyn desired, with dignity, on the morrow, that another time +unsuitable persons should not be brought at midnight to _her_ house, +that he remembered what had happened. + +Charles, who was present, immediately took the blame upon himself, but +Evelyn was not to be appeased. By this time the whole neighborhood was +ringing with the news of the arrival of a foreign wife at Vandon, and +Evelyn felt that Dare's presence in her blue bedroom, with crockery and +crewel-work curtains to match, compromised that apartment and herself, +and that he must incontinently depart out of it. It was in vain that +Ralph and even Charles expostulated. She remained unmoved. It was not, +she said, as if she had been unwilling to receive him, in the first +instance, as a possible Roman Catholic, though many might have blamed +her for that, and perhaps she _had_ been to blame; but she had never, +no, never, had any one to stay that anybody could say anything about. +(This was a solemn fact which it was impossible to deny.) Ralph might +remember her own cousin, Willie Best, and she had always liked Willie, +had never been asked again after that time--Ralph chuckled--that time he +knew of. She was very sorry, and she quite understood all Charles meant, +and she quite saw the force of what he said; but she could not allow +people to stay in the house who had foreign wives that had been kept +secret. What was poor Willie, who had only--Ralph need not laugh; there +was nothing to laugh at--what was Willie to this? She must be +consistent. She could see Charles was very angry with her, but she could +not encourage what was wrong, even if he was angry. In short, Dare must +go. + +But, when it came to the point, it was found that Dare could not go. +Nothing short of force would have turned the unwelcome guest out of the +bed in the blue bedroom, from which he made no attempt to rise, and on +which he lay worn-out and feverish, in a stupor of sheer mental and +physical exhaustion. + +Charles and Ralph went and looked at him rather ruefully, with masculine +helplessness, and the end of it was that Evelyn, in nowise softened, for +she was a good woman, had to give way, and a doctor was sent for. + +"Send for the man in D----. Don't have the Slumberleigh man," said +Charles; "it will only make more talk;" and the doctor from D---- was +accordingly sent for. + +He did not arrive till the afternoon, and after he had seen Dare, and +given him a sleeping draught, and had talked reassuringly of a mental +shock and a feverish temperament he apologized for his delay in coming. +He had been kept, he said, drawing on his gloves as he spoke, by a very +serious case in the police-station at D----. A man had been arrested on +suspicion the previous night, and he seemed to have sustained some fatal +internal injury. He ought to have been taken to the infirmary at once; +but it had been thought he was only shamming when first arrested, and +once in the police-station he could not be moved, and--the doctor took +up his hat--he would probably hardly outlive the day. + +"By-the-way," he added, turning at the door, "he asked over and over +again, while I was with him, to see you or Mr. Danvers. I'm sure I +forget which, but I promised him I would mention it. Nearly slipped my +memory, all the same. He said one of you had known him in his better +days, at--Oxford, was it?" + +"What name?" asked Charles. + +"Stephens," replied the doctor. "He seemed to think you would remember +him." + +"Stephens," said Charles, reflectively. "Stephens! I once had a valet of +that name, and a very good one he was, who left my service rather +abruptly, taking with him numerous portable memorials of myself, +including a set of diamond studs. I endeavored at the time to keep up my +acquaintance with him; but he took measures effectually to close it. In +fact, I have never heard of him from that day to this." + +"That's the man, no doubt," replied the doctor. "He has--er--a sort of +look about him as if he might have been in a gentleman's service once; +seen-better-days-sort of look, you know." + +Charles said he should be at D---- in the course of the afternoon, and +would make a point of looking in at the police-station; and a quarter of +an hour later he was driving as hard as he could tear in Ralph's high +dog-cart along the road to D----. It was a six-mile drive, and he +slackened as he reached the straggling suburbs of the little town, lying +before him in a dim mist of fine rain and smoke. + +Arrived at the dismal building which he knew to be the police-station, +he was shown into a small room hung round with papers, where the warden +was writing, and desired, with an authority so evidently accustomed to +obedience that it invariably insured it, to see the prisoner. The +prisoner, he said, at whose arrest he had been present, had expressed a +wish to see him through the doctor; and as the warden demurred for the +space of one second, Charles mentioned that he was a magistrate and +justice of the peace, and sternly desired the confused official to show +him the way at once. That functionary, awed by the stately manner which +none knew better than Charles when to assume, led the way down a narrow +stone passage, past numerous doors behind one of which a banging sound, +accompanied by alcoholic oaths, suggested the presence of a freeborn +Briton chafing under restraint. + +"I had him put up-stairs, sir," said the warden, humbly. "We didn't know +when he came in as it was a case for the infirmary; but seeing he was +wanted for a big thing, and poorly in his 'ealth, I giv' him one of the +superior cells, with a mattress and piller complete." + +The man was evidently afraid that Charles had come as a magistrate to +give him a reprimand of some kind, for, as he led the way up a narrow +stone staircase, he continued to expatiate on the luxury of the +"mattress and piller," on the superiority of the cell, and how a nurse +had been sent for at once from the infirmary, when, owing to his own +shrewdness, the prisoner was found to be "a hospital case." + +"The doctor wouldn't have him moved," he said, opening a closed door in +a long passage full of doors, the rest of which stood open. "It's not +reg'lar to have him in here, sir, I know; but the doctor wouldn't have +him moved." + +Charles passed through the door, and found himself in a narrow +whitewashed cell, with a bed at one side, over which an old woman in the +dress of a hospital nurse was bending. + +"You can come out, Martha," said the warden. "The gentleman's come to +see 'im." + +As the old woman disappeared, courtesying, he lingered to say, in a +whisper, "Do you know him, sir?" + +"Yes," said Charles, looking fixedly at the figure on the bed. "I +remember him. I knew him years ago, in his better days. I dare say he +will have something to tell me." + +"If it should be anything as requires a witness," continued the +man--"he's said a deal already, and it's all down in proper form--but if +there's anything more----" + +"I will let you know," said Charles, looking towards the door, and the +warden took the hint and went out of it, closing it quietly. + +Charles crossed the little room, and, sitting down in the crazy chair +beside the bed, laid his hand gently on the listless hand lying palm +upward on the rough gray counterpane. + +"Raymond," he said; "it is I, Danvers." + +The hand trembled a little, and made a faint attempt to clasp his. +Charles took the cold, lifeless hand, and held it in his strong gentle +grasp. + +"It is Danvers," he said again. + +The sick man turned his head slowly on the pillow, and looked fixedly at +him. Death's own color, which imitation can never imitate, nor ignorance +mistake, was stamped upon that rigid face. + +"I'm done for," he said with a faint smile, which touched the lips but +did not reach the solemn far-reaching eyes. + +Charles could not speak. + +"You said I should turn up tails once too often," continued Raymond, +with slow halting utterance, "and I've done it. I knew it was all up +when I pitched over that d----d wall onto the stones. I felt I'd killed +myself." + +"How did they get you?" said Charles. + +"I don't know," replied Raymond, closing his eyes wearily, as if the +subject had ceased to interest him. "I think I tried to creep along +under the wall towards the place where it is broken down, when I fancy +some one came over long after the others and knocked me on the head." + +Charles reflected with sudden wrath that Brooks, no doubt, had been the +man, and how much worse than useless his manoeuvre with the stick had +been. + +"I did my best," he said, humbly. + +"Yes," replied the other; "and I would not have forgotten it, either, +if--if there had been any time to remember it in; but there won't be. +I've owned up," he continued, in a labored whisper. "Stephens has made a +full confession. You'll have it in all the papers to-morrow. And while I +was at it I piled on some more I never did, which will get friends over +the water out of trouble. Tom Flavell did me a good turn once, and he's +been in hiding these two years for--well, it don't much matter what, but +I've shoved that in with the rest, though it was never in my +line--never. He'll be able to go home now." + +"Have not you confessed under your own name?" + +"No," replied Raymond, with a curious remnant of that pride of race at +which it is the undisputed privilege of low birth and a plebeian +temperament to sneer. "I won't have my own name dragged in. I dropped it +years ago. I've confessed as Stephens, and I'll die and be buried as +Stephens. I'm not going to disgrace the family." + +There was a constrained silence of some minutes. + +"Would you like to see your sister?" asked Charles; but Raymond shook +his head with feeble decision. + +"That man!" he said, suddenly, after a long pause. "That man in the +door-way! How did he come there?" + +"There is no man in the door-way," said Charles, reassuringly. "There is +no one here but me." + +"Last night," continued Raymond, "last night in the stables. I watched +him stand in the door-way." + +Charles remembered how Dare had said Raymond had bolted out past him. + +"That was Dare," he said; "the man who was to have been your +brother-in-law." + +"Ah!" said Raymond with evident unconcern. "I thought I'd seen him +before. But he's altered. He's grown into a man. So he is to marry Ruth, +is he?" + +"Not now. He was to have done, but a divorced wife from America has +turned up. She arrived at Vandon the day before yesterday. It seems the +divorce in America does not hold in England." + +Raymond started. + +"The old fox," he said, with feeble energy. "Tracked him out, has she? +We used to call them fox and goose when she married him. By ----, she +squeezed every dollar out of him before she let him go, and now she's +got him again, has she? She always was a cool hand. The old fox," he +continued, with contempt and admiration in his voice. "She's playing a +bold game, and the luck is on her side, but she's no more his wife than +I am, and she knows that perfectly well." + +"Do you mean that the divorce was----" + +"Divorce, bosh!" said Raymond, working himself up into a state of feeble +excitement frightful to see. "I tell you she was never married to him +legally. She called herself a widow when she married Dare, but she had a +husband living, Jasper Carroll, serving his time at Baton Rouge Jail, +down South, all the time. He died there a year afterwards, but hardly a +soul knows it to this day; and those that do don't care about bringing +themselves into public notice. They'll prefer hush-money, if they find +out what she's up to now. The prison register would prove it directly. +But Dare will never find it out. How should he?" + +Raymond sank back speechless and panting. A strong shudder passed over +him, and his breath seemed to fail. + +"It's coming," he whispered, hoarsely. "That lying doctor said I had +several hours, and I feel it coming already." + +"Danvers," he continued, hurriedly, "are you still there?" Then, as +Charles bent over him, "Closer; bend down. I want to see your face. Keep +your own counsel about Dare. There's no one to tell if you don't. He's +not fit for Ruth. You can marry her now. I saw what I saw. She'll take +you. And some day--some day, when you have been married a long time, +tell her I'm dead; and tell her--about Flavell, and how I owned to +it--but that I did not do it. I never sank so low as that." His voice +had dropped to a whisper which died imperceptibly away. + +"I will tell her," said Charles; and Raymond turned his face to the +wall, and spoke no more. + +The struggle had passed, and for the moment death held aloof; but his +shadow was there, lying heavy on the deepening twilight, and darkening +all the little room. Raymond seemed to have sunk into a stupor, and at +last Charles rose silently and went out. + +He was dimly conscious of meeting some one in the passage, of answering +some question in the negative, and then he found himself gathering up +the reins, and driving through the narrow lighted streets of D---- in +the dusk, and so away down the long flat high-road to Atherstone. + +A white mist had risen up to meet the darkness, and had shrouded all the +land. In sweeps and curves along the fields a gleaming pallor lay of +heavy dew upon the grass, and on the road the long lines of dim water in +the ruts reflected the dim sky. + +Carts lumbered past him in the darkness once or twice, the men in them +peering back at his reckless driving; and once a carriage with lamps +came swiftly up the road towards him, and passed him with a flash, +grazing his wheel. But he took no heed. Drive as quickly as he would +through mist and darkness, a voice followed him, the voice of a pursuing +devil close at his ear, whispering in the halting, feeble utterance of a +dying man: + +"Keep your own counsel about Dare. There is no one to tell if you +don't." + +Charles shivered and set his teeth. High on the hill among the trees the +distant lights of Slumberleigh shone like glowworms through the mist. He +looked at them with wild eyes. She was there, the woman who loved him, +and whom he passionately loved. He could stretch forth his hand to take +her if he would. His breath came hard and thick. A hand seemed clutching +and tearing at his heart. And close at his ear the whisper came: + +_"There is no one to tell if you don't."_ + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + + +It was close on dressing-time when Charles came into the drawing-room, +where Evelyn and Molly were building castles on the hearth-rug in the +ruddy firelight. After changing his damp clothes, he had gone to the +smoking-room, but he had found Dare sitting there in a vast +dressing-gown of Ralph's, in a state of such utter dejection, with his +head in his hands, that he had silently retreated again before he had +been perceived. He did not want to see Dare just now. He wished he were +not in the house. + +Quite oblivious of the fact that he was not in Evelyn's good graces, he +went and sat by the drawing-room fire, and absently watched Molly +playing with her bricks. Presently, when the dressing-bell rang, Evelyn +went away to dress, and Molly, tired of her castles, suggested that she +might sit on his knee. + +He let her climb up and wriggle and finally settle herself as it seemed +good to her, but he did not speak; and so they sat in the firelight +together, Molly's hand lovingly stroking his black velvet coat. But her +talents lay in conversation, not in silence, and she soon broke it. + +"You do look beautiful to-night, Uncle Charles." + +"Do I?" without elation. + +"Do you know, Uncle Charles, Ninny's sister with the wart on her cheek +has been to tea? She's in the nursery now. Ninny says she's to have a +bite of supper before she goes." + +"You don't say so?" + +"And we had buttered toast to tea, and she said you were the most +splendid gentleman she ever saw." + +Charles did not answer. He did not even seem to have heard this +interesting tribute to his personal appearance. Molly felt that +something must be gravely amiss, and, laying her soft cheek against his, +she whispered, confidentially: + +"Uncle Charles, are you uncomferable inside?" + +There was a long pause. + +"Yes, Molly," at last, pressing her to him. + +"Is it there?" said Molly, sympathetically, laying her hand on the front +portion of her amber sash. + +"No, Molly; I only wish it were." + +"It's not the little green pears, then," said Molly, with the sigh of +experience, "because it's always _just_ there, _always_, with them. It +was again yesterday. They're nasty little pears,"--with a touch of +personal resentment. + +Uncle Charles smiled at last, but it was not quite his usual smile. + +"Miss Molly," said a voice from the door, "your mamma has sent for you." + +"It's not bedtime yet." + +"Your mamma says you are to come at once," was the reply. + +Molly, knowing from experience that an appeal to Charles was useless on +these occasions, wriggled down from her perch rather reluctantly, and +bade her uncle "Good-night." + +"Perhaps it will be better to-morrow," she said, consolingly. + +"Perhaps," he said, nodding at her; and he took her little head between +his hands, and kissed her. She rubbed his kiss off again, and walked +gravely away. She could not be merry and ride in triumph up-stairs on +kind curvetting Sarah's willing back, while her friend was "uncomferable +inside." There was no galloping down the passage that night, no +pleasantries with the sponge in Molly's tub, no last caperings in light +attire. Molly went silently to bed, and as on a previous occasion when +in great anxiety about Vic, who had thoughtlessly gone out in the +twilight for a stroll, and had forgotten the lapse of time, she added a +whispered clause to her little petitions which the ear of "Ninny" failed +to catch. + +Charles recognized, in the way Evelyn had taken Molly from him, that she +was not yet appeased. It should be remembered, in order to do her +justice, that a good woman's means of showing a proper resentment are so +straitened and circumscribed by her conscience that she is obliged, from +actual want of material, to resort occasionally to little acts of +domestic tyranny, small in themselves as midge bites, but, fortunately +for the cause of virtue, equally exasperating. Indeed, it is improbable +that any really good woman would ever so far forget herself as to lose +her temper, if she were once thoroughly aware how much more irritating +in the long-run a judicious course of those small persecutions may be +made, which the tenderest conscience need not scruple to inflict. + +Charles was unreasonably annoyed at having Molly taken from him. As he +sat by the fire alone, tired in mind and body, a hovering sense of +cold, and an intense weariness of life took him; and a great longing +came over him like a thirst--a longing for a little of the personal +happiness which seemed to be the common lot of so many round him; for a +home where he had now only a house; for love and warmth and +companionship, and possibly some day a little Molly of his own, who +would not be taken from him at the caprice of another. + +The only barrier to the fulfilment of such a dream had been a +conscientious scruple of Ruth's, to which at the time he had urged upon +her that she did wrong to yield. That barrier was now broken down; but +it ought never to have existed. Ruth and he belonged to each other by +divine law, and she had no right to give herself to any one else to +satisfy her own conscience. And now--all would be well. She was absolved +from her promise. She had been wrong to persist in keeping it, in his +opinion; but at any rate she was honorably released from it now. And she +would marry him. + +And that _second_ promise, which she had made to Dare, that she would +still marry him if he were free to marry? + +Charles moved impatiently in his chair. From what exaggerated sense of +duty she had made that promise he knew not; but he would save her from +the effects of her own perverted judgment. He knew what Ruth's word +meant, since he had tried to make her break it. He knew that she had +promised to marry Dare if he were free. He knew that, having made that +promise, she would keep it. + +It would be mere sentimental folly on his part to say the word that +would set Dare free. Even if the American woman were not his wife in the +eye of the law, she had a moral claim upon him. The possibility of +Ruth's still marrying Dare was too hideous to be thought of. If her +judgment was so entirely perverted by a morbid conscientious fear of +following her own inclination that she could actually give Dare that +promise, directly after the arrival of the adventuress, Charles would +take the decision out of her hands. As she could not judge fairly for +herself, he would judge for her, and save her from herself. + +For her sake as much as for his own he resolved to say nothing. He had +only to keep silence. + +_"There's no one to tell if you don't."_ + +The door opened, and Charles gave a start as Dare came into the room. He +was taken aback by the sudden rush of jealous hatred that surged up +within him at his appearance. It angered and shamed him, and Dare, much +shattered but feebly cordial, found him very irresponsive and silent for +the few minutes that remained before the dinner-bell rang, and the +others came down. + +It was not a pleasant meal. If Dare had been a shade less ill, he must +have noticed the marked coldness of Evelyn's manner, and how Ralph +good-naturedly endeavored to make up for it by double helpings of soup +and fish, which he was quite unable to eat. Charles and Lady Mary were +never congenial spirits at the best of times, and to-night was not the +best. That lady, after feebly provoking the attack, as usual, sustained +some crushing defeats, mainly couched in the language of Scripture, +which was, as she felt with Christian indignation, turning her own +favorite weapon against herself, as possibly Charles thought she +deserved, for putting such a weapon to so despicable a use. + +"I really don't know," she said, tremulously, afterwards in the +drawing-room, "what Charles will come to if he goes on like this. I +don't mind"--venomously--"his tone towards myself. That I do not regard; +but his entire want of reverence for the Church and apostolic +succession; his profane remarks about vestments; in short, his entire +attitude towards religion gives me the gravest anxiety." + +In the dining-room the conversation flagged, and Charles was beginning +to wonder whether he could make some excuse and bolt, when a servant +came in with a note for him. It was from the doctor in D----, and ran as +follows: + + "DEAR SIR, + + "I have just seen (6.30 P.M.) Stephens again. I found him in a + state of the wildest excitement, and he implored me to send you + word that he wanted to see you again. He seemed so sure that you + would go if you knew he wished it, that I have commissioned + Sergeant Brown's boy to take this. He wished me to say 'there + was something more.' If there is any further confession he + desires to make, he has not much time to do it in. I did not + expect he would have lasted till now. As it is, he is going + fast. Indeed, I hardly think you will be in time to see him; but + I promised to give you this message. + + Yours faithfully, + R. WHITE." + +"I must go," Charles said, throwing the note across to Ralph. "Give the +boy half a crown, will you? I suppose I may take Othello?" and before +Ralph had mastered the contents of the note, and begun to fumble for a +half-crown, Charles was saddling Othello himself, without waiting for +the groom, and in a few minutes was clattering over the stones out of +the yard. + +There was just light enough to ride by, and he rode hard. What was +it--what could it be that Raymond had still to tell him? He felt certain +it had something to do with Ruth, and probably Dare. Should he arrive in +time to hear it? There at last were the lights of D---- in front of him. +Should he arrive in time? As he pulled up his steaming horse before the +police-station his heart misgave him. + +"Am I too late?" he asked of the man who came to the door. + +He looked bewildered. + +"Stephens! Is he dead?" + +The man shook his head. + +"They say he's a'most gone." + +Charles threw the rein to him, and hurried in-doors. He met some one +coming out, the doctor probably, he thought afterwards, who took him +up-stairs, and sent away the old woman who was in attendance. + +"I can't do anything more," he said, opening the door for him. "Wanted +elsewhere. Very good of you, I'm sure. Not much use, I'm afraid. +Good-night. I'll tell the old woman to be about." + +A dim lamp was burning on the little corner cupboard near the door, and, +as Charles bent over the bed, he saw in a moment, even by that pale +light, that he was too late. + +Life was still there, if that feeble tossing could be called life; but +all else was gone. Raymond's feet were already on the boundary of the +land where all things are forgotten; and, at the sight of that dim +country, memory, affrighted, had slipped away and left him. + +Was it possible to recall him to himself even yet? + +"Raymond," he said, in a low distinct voice, "what is it you wish to +say? Tell me quickly what it is." + +But the long agony of farewell between body and soul had begun, and the +eyes that seemed to meet his with momentary recognition only looked at +him in anguish, seeking help and finding none, and wandered away again, +vainly searching for that which was not to be found. + +Charles could do nothing, but he had not the heart to leave him to +struggle with death entirely alone, and so, in awed and helpless +compassion, he sat by him through one long hour after another, waiting +for the end which still delayed, his eyes wandering ever and anon from +the bed to the high grated window, or idly spelling out the different +names and disparaging remarks that previous occupants had scratched and +scrawled over the whitewashed walls. + +And so the hours passed. + +At last, all in a moment, the struggle ceased. The dying man vainly +tried to raise himself to meet what was coming, and Charles put his +strong arm round him and held him up. He knew that consciousness +sometimes returns at the moment of death. + +"Raymond," he whispered, earnestly. "Raymond." + +A tremor passed over the face. The lips moved. The homeless, lingering +soul came back, and looked for the last time fixedly and searchingly at +him out of the dying eyes, and then--seeing no help for it--went +hurriedly on its way, leaving the lips parted to speak, leaving the +deserted eyes vacant and terrible, until after a time Charles closed +them. + +He had gone without speaking. Whatever he had wished to say would remain +unsaid forever. Charles laid him down, and stood a long time looking at +the set face. The likeness to Raymond seemed to be fading away under the +touch of the Mighty Hand, but the look of Ruth, the better look, +remained. + +At last he turned away and went out, stopping to wake the old nurse, +heavily asleep in the passage. His horse was brought round for him from +somewhere, and he mounted and rode away. He had no idea how long he had +been there. It must have been many hours, but he had quite lost sight of +time. It was still dark, but the morning could not be far off. He rode +mechanically, his horse, which knew the road, taking him at its own +pace. The night was cold, but he did not feel it. All power of feeling +anything seemed gone from him. The last two days and nights of suspense +and high-strung emotion seemed to have left him incapable of any further +sensation at present beyond that of an intense fatigue. + +He rode slowly, and put up his horse with careful absence of mind. The +eastern horizon was already growing pale and distinct as he found his +way in-doors through the drawing-room window, the shutter of which had +been left unhinged for him by Ralph, according to custom when either of +them was out late. He went noiselessly up to his room, and sat down. +After a time he started to find himself still sitting there; but he +remained without stirring, too tired to move, his elbows on the table, +his chin in his hands. He felt he could not sleep if he were to drag +himself into bed. He might just as well stay where he was. + +And as he sat watching the dawn his mind began to stir, to shake off its +lethargy and stupor, to struggle into keener and keener consciousness. + +There are times, often accompanying great physical prostration, when a +veil seems to be lifted from our mental vision. As in the Mediterranean +one may glance down suddenly on a calm day, and see in the blue depths +with a strange surprise the sea-weed and the rocks and the fretted sands +below, so also in rare hours we see the hidden depths of the soul, over +which we have floated in heedless unconsciousness so long, and catch a +glimpse of the hills and the valleys of those untravelled regions. + +Charles sat very still with his chin in his hands. His mind did not +work. It looked right down to the heart of things. + +There is, perhaps, no time when mental vision is so clear, when the mind +is so sane, as when death has come very near to us. There is a light +which he brings with him, which he holds before the eyes of the dying, +the stern light, seldom seen, of reality, before which self-deception +and meanness, and that which maketh a lie, cower in their native +deformity and slip away. + +And death sheds at times a strange gleam from that same light upon the +souls of those who stand within his shadow, and watch his kingdom +coming. In an awful transfiguration all things stand for what they are. +Evil is seen to be evil, and good to be good. Right and wrong sunder +more far apart, and we cannot mistake them as we do at other times. The +debatable land stretching between them--that favorite resort of +undecided natures--disappears for a season, and offers no longer its +false refuge. The mind is taken away from all artificial supports, and +the knowledge comes home to the soul afresh, with strong conviction that +"truth is our only armor in all passages of life," as with awed hearts +we see it is the only armor in the hour of death, the only shield that +we may bear away with us into the unknown country. + +Charles shuddered involuntarily. His decision of the afternoon to keep +secret what Raymond had told him was gradually but surely assuming a +different aspect. What was it, after all, but a suppression of truth--a +kind of lie? What was it but doing evil that good might come? + +It was no use harping on the old string of consequences. He saw that he +had resolved to commit a deliberate sin, to be false to that great +principle of life--right for the sake of right, truth for the love of +truth--by which of late he had been trying to live. So far it had not +been difficult, for his nature was not one to do things by halves, but +now-- + +Old voices out of the past, which he had thought long dead, rose out of +forgotten graves to urge him on. What was he that he should stick at +such a trifle? Why should a man with his past begin to split hairs? + +And conscience said nothing, only pointed, only showed, with a clearness +that allowed of no mistake, that he had come to a place where two roads +met. + +Charles's heart suffered then "the nature of an insurrection." The old +lawless powers that had once held sway, and had been forced back into +servitude under the new rule of the last few years of responsibility and +honor, broke loose, and spread like wildfire throughout the kingdom of +his heart. + +The struggle deepened to a battle fierce and furious. His soul was rent +with a frenzy of tumult, of victory and defeat ever changing sides, ever +returning to the attack. + +Can a kingdom divided against itself stand? + +He sat motionless, gazing with absent eyes in front of him. + +And across the shock of battle, and above the turmoil of conflicting +passions, Ruth's voice came to him. He saw the pale spiritual face, the +deep eyes so full of love and anguish, and yet so steadfast with a great +resolve. He heard again her last words, "I cannot do what is wrong, even +for you." + +He stretched out his hands suddenly. + +"You would not, Ruth," he said, half aloud; "you would not. Neither will +I do what I know to be wrong for you, so help me God! not even for you." + +The dawn was breaking, was breaking clear and cold, and infinitely far +away; was coming up through unfathomable depths and distances, through +gleaming caverns and fastnesses of light, like a new revelation fresh +from God. But Charles did not see it, for his head was down on the +table, and he was crying like a child. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + + +Dare was down early the following morning, much too early for the +convenience of the house-maids, who were dusting the drawing-room when +he appeared there. He was usually as late as any of the young and gilded +unemployed who feel it incumbent on themselves to show by these public +demonstrations their superiority to the rules and fixed hours of the +working and thinking world, with whom, however, their fear of being +identified is a groundless apprehension. But to-day Dare experienced a +mournful satisfaction in being down so early. He felt the underlying +pathos of such a marked departure from his usual habits. It was obvious +that nothing but deep affliction or cub-hunting could have been the +cause, and the cub-hunting was over. The inference was not one that +could be missed by the meanest capacity. + +He took up the newspaper with a sigh, and settled himself in front of +the blazing fire, which was still young and leaping, with the enthusiasm +of dry sticks not quite gone out of it. + +Charles heard Dare go down just as he finished dressing, for he too was +early that morning. There was more than half an hour before +breakfast-time. He considered a moment, and then went down-stairs. Some +resolutions once made cannot be carried out too quickly. + +As he passed through the hall he looked out. The mist of the night +before had sought out every twig and leaflet, and had silvered it to +meet the sun. The rime on the grass looked cool and tempting. Charles's +head ached, and he went out for a moment and stood in the crisp still +air. The rooks were cawing high up. The face of the earth had not +altered during the night. It shimmered and was glad, and smiled at his +grave, care-worn face. + +"Hallo!" called a voice; and Ralph's head, with his hair sticking +straight out on every side, was thrust out of a window. "I say, Charles, +early bird you are!" + +"Yes," said Charles, looking up and leisurely going in-doors again; "you +are the first worm I have seen." + +He found Dare, as he expected, in the drawing-room, and proceeded at +once to the business he had in hand. + +"I am glad you are down early," he said. "You are the very man I want." + +"Ah!" replied Dare, shaking his head, "when the heart is troubled there +is no sleep, none. All the clocks are heard." + +"Possibly. I should not wonder if you heard another in the course of +half an hour, which will mean breakfast. In the mean time----" + +"I want no breakfast. A sole cup of----" + +"In the mean time," continued Charles, "I have some news for you." And, +disregarding another interruption, he related as shortly as he could the +story of Stephens's recognition of him in the door-way, and the +subsequent revelations in the prison concerning Dare's marriage. + +"Where is this man, this Stephens?" said Dare, jumping up. "I will go to +him. I will hear from his own mouth. Where is he?" + +"I don't know," replied Charles, curtly. "It is a matter of opinion. He +is dead!" + +Dare looked bewildered, and then sank back with a gasp of disappointment +into his chair. + +Charles, whose temper was singularly irritable this morning, repeated +with suppressed annoyance the greater part of what he had just said, and +proved to Dare that the fact that Stephens was dead would in no way +prevent the illegality of his marriage being proved. + +When Dare had grasped the full significance of that fact he was quite +overcome. + +"Am I, then," he gasped--"is it true?--am I free--to marry?" + +"Quite free." + +Dare burst into tears, and, partially veiling with one hand the manly +emotion that had overtaken him, he extended the other to Charles, who +did not know what to do with it when he had got it, and dropped it as +soon as he could. But Dare, like many people whose feelings are all on +the surface, and who are rather proud of displaying them, was slow to +notice what was passing in the minds of others. + +He sprang to his feet, and began to pace rapidly up and down. + +"I will go after breakfast--at once--immediately after breakfast, to +Slumberleigh Rectory." + +"I suppose, in that case, Miss Deyncourt is the person whose name you +would not mention the other day?" + +"She is," said Dare. "You are right. It is she. We are betrothed. I will +fly to her after breakfast." + +"You know your own affairs best," said Charles, whose temper had not +been improved by the free display of Dare's finer feelings; "but I am +not sure you would not do well to fly to Vandon first. It is best to be +off with the old love, I believe, before you are on with the new." + +"She must at once go away from Vandon," said Dare, stopping short. "She +is a scandal, the--the old one. But how to make her go away?" + +It was in vain for Charles to repeat that Dare must turn her out. Dare +had premonitory feelings that he was quite unequal to the task. + +"I may tell her to go," he said, raising his eyebrows. "I may be firm as +the rock, but I know her well; she is more obstinate than me. She will +not go." + +"She must," said Charles, with anger. "Her presence compromises Miss +Deyncourt. Can't you see that?" + +Dare raised his eyebrows. A light seemed to break in on him. + +"Any fool can see that," said Charles, losing his temper. + +Dare saw a great deal--many things besides that. He saw that if a +friend, a trusted friend, were to manage her dismissal, it would be more +easy for that friend than for one whose feelings at the moment might +carry him away. In short, Charles was the friend who was evidently +pointed out by Providence for that mission. + +Charles considered a moment. He began to see that it would not be done +without further delays and scandal unless he did it. + +"She must and shall go at once, even if I have to do it," he said at +last, looking at Dare with unconcealed contempt. "It is not my affair, +but I will go, and you will be so good as to put off the flying over to +Slumberleigh till I come back. I shall not return until she has left the +house." And Charles marched out of the room, too indignant to trust +himself a moment longer with the profusely grateful Dare. + +"That man must go to-day," said Evelyn, after breakfast, to her husband, +in the presence of Lady Mary and Charles. "While he was ill I overlooked +his being in the house; but I will not suffer him to remain now he is +well." + +"You remove him from all chance of improvement," said Charles, "if you +take him away from Aunt Mary, who can snatch brands from the burning, as +we all know; but I am going over to Vandon this morning, and if you wish +it I will ask him if he would like me to order his dog-cart to come for +him. I don't suppose he is very happy here, without so much as a +tooth-brush that he can call his own." + +"You are going to Vandon?" asked both ladies in one voice. + +"Yes. I am going on purpose to dislodge an impostor who has arrived +there, who is actually believed by some people (who are not such +exemplary Christians as ourselves, and ready to suppose the worst) to be +his wife." + +Lady Mary and Evelyn looked at each other in consternation, and Charles +went off to see how Othello was after his night's work, and to order the +dog-cart, Ralph calling after him, in perfect good-humor, that "a +fellow's brother got more out of a fellow's horses than a fellow did +himself." + +Dare waylaid Charles on his return from the stables, and linked his arm +in his. He felt the most enthusiastic admiration for the tall reserved +Englishman who had done him such signal service. He longed for an +opportunity of showing his gratitude to him. It was perhaps just as well +that he was not aware how very differently Charles regarded himself. + +"You are just going?" Dare asked. + +"In five minutes." + +Charles let his arm hang straight down, but Dare kept it. + +"Tell me, my friend, one thing." Dare had evidently been turning over +something in his mind. "This poor unfortunate, this Stephens, why did he +not tell you all this the _first_ time you went to see him in the +afternoon?" + +"He did." + +"What?" said Dare, looking hard at him. "He _did_, and you only tell me +this morning! You let me go all through the night first. Why was this?" + +Charles did not answer. + +"I ask one thing more," continued Dare. "Did you divine two nights ago, +from what I said in a moment of confidence, that Miss Deyncourt was +the--the--" + +"Of course I did," said Charles, sharply. "You made it sufficiently +obvious." + +"Ah!" said Dare. "Ah!" and he shut his eyes and nodded his head several +times. + +"Anything more you would like to know?" asked Charles, inattentive and +impatient, mainly occupied in trying to hide the nameless exasperation +which invariably seized him when he looked at Dare, and to stifle the +contemptuous voice which always whispered as he did so, "And you have +given up Ruth to him--to _him_!" + +"No, no, no!" said Dare, shaking his head gently, and regarding him the +while with infinite interest through his half-closed eyelids. + +The dog-cart was coming round, and Charles hastily turned from him, and, +getting in, drove quickly away. Whatever Dare said or did seemed to set +his teeth on edge, and he lashed up the horse till he was out of sight +of the house. + +Dare, with arms picturesquely folded, stood looking after him with mixed +feelings of emotion and admiration. + +"One sees it well," he said to himself. "One sees now the reason of many +things. He kept silent at first, but he was too good, too noble. In the +night he considered; in the morning he told all. I wondered that he went +to Vandon; but he did it not for me. It was for her sake." + +Dare's feelings were touched to the quick. + +How beautiful! how pathetic was this _denouement_! His former admiration +for Charles was increased a thousand-fold. _He also loved!_ Ah! (Dare +felt he was becoming agitated.) How sublime, how touching was his +self-sacrifice in the cause of honor! He had been gradually working +himself up to the highest pitch of pleasurable excitement and emotion; +and now, seeing Ralph the prosaic approaching, he fled precipitately +into the house, caught up his hat and stick, hardly glancing at himself +in the hall-glass, and, entirely forgetting his promise to Charles to +remain at Atherstone till the latter returned from Vandon, followed the +impulse of the moment, and struck across the fields in the direction of +Slumberleigh. + +Charles, meanwhile, drove on to Vandon. The stable clock, still +partially paralyzed from long disuse, was laboriously striking eleven as +he drew up before the door. His resounding peal at the bell startled the +household, and put the servants into a flutter of anxious expectation, +while the sound made some one else, breakfasting late in the +dining-room, pause with her cup midway to her lips and listen. + +"There is a train which leaves Slumberleigh station for London a little +after twelve, is not there?" asked Charles, with great distinctness, of +the butler as he entered the hall. He had observed as he came in that +the dining-room door was ajar. + +"There is, Sir Charles. Twelve fifteen," replied the man, who recognized +him instantly, for everybody knew Charles. + +"I am here as Mr. Dare's friend, at his wish. Tell Mr. Dare's coachman +to bring round his dog-cart to the door in good time to catch that +train. Will it take luggage?" + +"Yes, Sir Charles," with respectful alacrity. + +"Good! And when the dog-cart appears you will see that the boxes are +brought down belonging to the person who is staying here, who will leave +by that train." + +"Yes, Sir Charles." + +"If the policeman from Slumberleigh should arrive while I am here, ask +him to wait." + +"I will, Sir Charles." + +"I don't suppose," thought Charles, "he will arrive, as I have not sent +for him; but, as the dining-room door happens to be ajar, it is just as +well to add a few artistic touches." + +"Is this person in the drawing-room?" he continued aloud. + +The man replied that she was in the dining-room, and Charles walked in +unannounced, and closed the door behind him. + +He had at times, when any action of importance was on hand, a certain +cool decision of manner that seemed absolutely to ignore the possibility +of opposition, which formed a curious contrast with his usual careless +demeanor. + +"Good-morning," he said, advancing to the fire. "I have no doubt that my +appearance at this early hour cannot be a surprise to you. You have, of +course, anticipated some visit of this kind for the last few days. Pray +finish your coffee. I am Sir Charles Danvers. I need hardly add that I +am justice of the peace in this county, and that I am here officially on +behalf of my friend, Mr. Dare." + +The little woman, who had risen, and had then sat down again at his +entrance, eyed him steadily. There was a look in her dark bead-like eyes +which showed Charles why Dare had been unable to face her. The look, +determined, cunning, watchful, put him on his guard, and his manner +became a shade more unconcerned. + +"Any friend of my husband's is welcome," she said. + +"There is no question for the moment about your husband, though no doubt +a subject of peculiar interest to yourself. I was speaking of Mr. Dare." + +She rose to her feet, as if unable to sit while he was standing. + +"Mr. Dare is my husband," she said, with a little gesture of defiance, +tapping sharply on the table with a teaspoon she held in her hand. + +Charles smiled blandly, and looked out of the window. + +"There is evidently some misapprehension on that point," he observed, +"which I am here to remove. Mr. Dare is at present unmarried." + +"I am his wife," reiterated the woman, her color rising under her rouge. +"I am, and I won't go. He dared not come himself, a poor coward that he +is, to turn his wife out-of-doors. He sent you; but it's no manner of +use, so you may as well know it first as last. I tell you nothing shall +induce me to stir from this house, from my home, and you needn't think +you can come it over me with fine talk. I don't care a red cent what you +say. I'll have my rights." + +"I am here," said Charles, "to see that you get them, Mrs.--_Carroll_." + +There was a pause. He did not look at her. He was occupied in taking a +white thread off his coat. + +"Carroll's dead," she said, sharply. + +"He is. And your regret at his loss was no doubt deepened by the unhappy +circumstances in which it took place. He died in jail." + +"Well, and if he did--" + +"Died," continued Charles, suddenly fixing his keen glance upon her, +"nearly a year after your so-called marriage with Mr. Dare." + +"It's a lie," she said, faintly; but she had turned very white. + +"No, I _think_ not. My information is on reliable authority. A slight +exertion of memory on your part will no doubt recall the date of your +bereavement." + +"You can't prove it." + +"Excuse me. You have yourself kindly furnished us with a copy of the +marriage register, with the date attached, without which I must own we +might have been momentarily at a loss. I need now only apply for a copy +of the register of the decease of Jasper Carroll, who, as you do not +deny, died under personal restraint in jail; in Baton Rouge Jail in +Louisiana, I have no doubt you intended to add." + +She glared at him in silence. + +"Some dates acquire a peculiar interest when compared," continued +Charles, "but I will not detain you any longer with business details of +this kind, as I have no doubt that you will wish to superintend your +packing." + +"I won't go." + +"On the contrary, you will leave this house in half an hour. The +dog-cart is ordered to take you to the station." + +"What if I refuse to go?" + +"Extreme measures are always to be regretted, especially with a lady," +said Charles. "Nothing, in short, would be more repugnant to me; but I +fear, as a magistrate, it would be my duty to--" And he shrugged his +shoulders, wondering what on earth could be done for the moment if she +persisted. "But," he continued, "motives of self-interest suggest the +advisability of withdrawing, even if I were not here to enforce it. When +I take into consideration the trouble and expense you have incurred in +coming here, and the subsequent disappointment of the affections, a +widow's affections, I feel justified in offering, though without my +friend's permission, to pay your journey back to America, an offer which +any further unpleasantness or delay would of course oblige me to +retract." + +She hesitated, and he saw his advantage and kept it. + +"You have not much time to lose," he said, laying his watch on the +table, "unless you would prefer the house-keeper to do your packing for +you. No? I agree with you. On a sea voyage especially, one likes to know +where one's things are. If I give you a check for your return journey, I +shall, of course, expect you to sign a paper to the effect that you have +no claim on Mr. Dare, that you never were his legal wife, and that you +will not trouble him in future. You would like a few moments for +reflection? Good! I will write out the form while you consider, as there +is no time to be lost." + +He looked about for writing materials, and, finding only an ancient +inkstand and pen, took a note from his pocket-book and tore a blank +half-sheet off it. His quiet deliberate movements awed her as he +intended they should. She glanced first at him writing, then at the gold +watch on the table between them, the hours of which were marked on the +half-hunting face by alternate diamonds and rubies, each stone being the +memorial of a past success in shooting-matches. The watch impressed her; +to her practised eye it meant a very large sum of money, and she knew +the power of money; but the cool, unconcerned manner of this tall, +keen-eyed Englishman impressed her still more. As she looked at him he +ceased writing, got out a check, and began to fill it in. + +"What Christian name?" he asked, suddenly. + +"Ellen," she replied, taken aback. + +"Payable to order or bearer?" + +"Bearer," she said, confused by the way he took her decision for +granted. + +"Now," he said, authoritatively, "sign your name there;" and he pushed +the form he had drawn up towards her. "I am sorry I cannot offer you a +better pen." + +She took the pen mechanically and signed her name--_Ellen Carroll_. +Charles's light eyes gave a flash as she did it. + +"Manner is everything," he said to himself. "I believe the mention of +that imaginary policeman may have helped, but a little stage effect did +the business." + +"Thank you," he said, taking the paper, and, after glancing at the +signature, putting it in his pocket-book. "Allow me to give you +this"--handing her the check. "And now I will ring for the house-keeper, +for you will barely have time to make the arrangements for your journey. +I can allow you only twenty minutes." He rang the bell as he spoke. + +She started up as if unaware how far she had yielded. A rush of angry +color flooded her face. + +"I won't have that impertinent woman touching my things." + +"That is as you like," said Charles, shrugging his shoulders; "but she +will be in the room when you pack. It is my wish that she should be +present." Then turning to the butler, who had already answered the bell, +"Desire the house-keeper to go to Mrs. Carroll's rooms at once, and to +give Mrs. Carroll any help she may require." + +Mrs. Carroll looked from the butler to Charles with baffled hatred in +her eyes. But she knew the game was lost, and she walked out of the room +and up-stairs without another word, but with a bitter consciousness in +her heart that she had not played her cards well, that, though her +downfall was unavoidable, she might have stood out for better terms for +her departure. She hated Dare, as she threw her clothes together into +her trunks, and she hated Mrs. Smith, who watched her do so with folded +hands and with a lofty smile; but most of all she hated Charles, whose +voice came up to the open window as he talked to Dare's coachman, +already at the door, about splints and sore backs. + +Charles felt a momentary pity for the little woman when she came down at +last with compressed lips, casting lightning glances at the grinning +servants in the background, whom she had bullied and hectored over in +the manner of people unaccustomed to servants, and who were rejoicing in +the ignominy of her downfall. + +Her boxes were put in--not carefully. + +Charles came forward and lifted his cap, but she would not look at him. +Grasping a little hand-bag convulsively, she went down the steps, and +got up, unassisted, into the dog-cart. + +"You have left nothing behind, I hope?" said Charles, civilly, for the +sake of saying something. + +"She have left nothing," said Mrs. Smith, swimming forward with dignity, +"and she have also took nothing. I have seen to that, Sir Charles." + +"Good-bye, then," said Charles. "Right, coachman." + +Mrs. Carroll's eyes had been wandering upward to the old house rising +above her with its sunny windows and its pointed gables. Perhaps, after +all the sordid shifts and schemes of her previous existence, she had +imagined she might lead an easier and a more respectable life within +those walls. Then she looked towards the long green terraces, the +valley, and the forest beyond. Her lip trembled, and turning suddenly, +she fixed her eyes with burning hatred on the man who had ousted her +from this pleasant place. + +Then the coachman whipped up his horse, the dog-cart spun over the +smooth gravel between the lines of stiff, clipped yews, and she was +gone. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + + +Mr. Alwynn had returned from his eventful morning call at Vandon very +grave and silent. He shook his head when Ruth came to him in the study +to ask what the result had been, and said Dare would tell her himself on +his return from London, whither he had gone on business. + +Ruth went back to the drawing-room. She had not strength or energy to +try to escape from Mrs. Alwynn. Indeed it was a relief not to be alone +with her own thoughts, and to allow her exhausted mind to be towed along +by Mrs. Alwynn's, the bent of whose mind resembled one of those +mechanical toy animals which, when wound up, will run very fast in any +direction, but if adroitly turned, will hurry equally fast the opposite +way. Ruth turned the toy at intervals, and the morning was dragged +through, Mrs. Alwynn in the course of it exploring every realm--known to +her--of human thought, now dipping into the future, and speculating on +spring fashions, now commenting on the present, now dwelling fondly on +the past, the gayly dressed, officer-adorned past of her youth. + +There was a meal, and after that it was the afternoon. Ruth supposed +that some time there would be another meal, and then it would be +evening, but it was no good thinking of what was so far away. She +brought her mind back to the present. Mrs. Alwynn had just finished a +detailed account of a difference of opinion between herself and the +curate's wife on the previous day. + +"And she had not a word to say, my dear, not a word--quite _hors de +combat_--so I let the matter drop. And you remember that beautiful pig +we killed last week? You should have gone to look at it hanging up, +Ruth, rolling in fat, it was. Well, it is better to give than to +receive, so I shall send her one of the pork-pies. And if you will get +me one of those round baskets which I took the dolls down to the +school-feast in--they are in the lowest shelf of the oak chest in the +hall--I'll send it down to her at once." + +Ruth fetched the basket and put it down by her aunt. Reminiscences of +the school-feast still remained in it, in the shape of ends of ribbon +and lace, and Mrs. Alwynn began to empty them out, talking all the time, +when she suddenly stopped short, with an exclamation of surprise. + +"Goodness! Well, now! I'm sure! Ruth!" + +"What is it, Aunt Fanny?" + +"Why, my dear, if there isn't a letter for you under the odds and ends," +holding it up and gazing resentfully at it; "and now I remember, a +letter came for you on the morning of the school-feast, and I said to +John, 'I sha'n't forward it, because I shall see Ruth this afternoon,' +and, dear me! I just popped it into the basket, for I thought you would +like to have it, and you know how busy I was, Ruth, that day, first one +thing and then another, so much to think of--and--_there it is_." + +"I dare say it is of no importance," said Ruth, taking it from her, +while Mrs. Alwynn, repeatedly wondering how such a thing could have +happened to a person so careful as herself, went off with her basket to +the cook. + +When she returned in a few minutes she found Ruth standing by the +window, the letter open in her hand, her face without a vestige of +color. + +"Why, Ruth," she said, actually noticing the alteration in her +appearance, "is your head bad again?" + +Ruth started violently. + +"Yes--no. I mean--I think I will go out. The fresh air--" + +She could not finish the sentence. + +"And that tiresome letter--did it want an answer?" + +"None," said Ruth, crushing it up unconsciously. + +"Well, now," said Mrs. Alwynn, "that's a good thing, for I'm sure I +shall never forget the way your uncle was in once, when I put a letter +of his in my pocket to give him (it was a plum-colored silk, Ruth, done +with gold beads in front), and then I went into mourning for my poor +dear Uncle James--such an out-of-the-common person he was, Ruth, and +such a beautiful talker--and it was not till six months later--niece's +mourning, you know--that I had the dress on again--and a business I had +to meet it, for all my gowns seem to shrink when they are put by--and I +put my hand in the pocket, and--" + +But Ruth had disappeared. + +Mrs. Alwynn was perfectly certain at last that something must be wrong +with her niece. Earlier in the day she had had a headache. Reasoning by +analogy, she decided that Ruth must have eaten something at Mrs. +Thursby's dinner-party which had disagreed with her. If any one was ill, +she always attributed it to indigestion. If Mr. Alwynn coughed, or if +she read in the papers that royalty had been unavoidably prevented +attending some function at which its presence had been expected, she +instantly put down both mishaps to the same cause; and when Mrs. Alwynn +had come to a conclusion it was not her habit to keep it to herself. + +She told Lady Mary the exact state in which, reasoning always by +analogy, she knew Ruth's health must be, when that lady drove over that +afternoon in the hope of seeing Ruth, partly from curiosity, or, rather, +a Christian anxiety respecting the welfare of others, and partly, too, +from a real feeling of affection for Ruth herself. Mrs. Alwynn bored her +intensely; but she sat on and on in the hope of Ruth's return, who had +gone out, Mrs. Alwynn agreeing with every remark she made, and treating +her with that pleased deference of manner which some middle-class +people, not otherwise vulgar, invariably drop into in the presence of +rank; a Scylla which is only one degree better than the Charybdis of +would-be ease of manner into which others fall. If ever the enormous +advantages of noble birth and ancient family, with all their attendant +heirlooms and hereditary instincts of refinement, chivalrous feeling, +and honor, become in future years a mark for scorn (as already they are +a mark for the envy that calls itself scorn), it will be partly the +fault of the vulgar adoration of the middle classes. Mrs. Alwynn being, +as may possibly have already transpired in the course of this narrative, +a middle-class woman herself, stuck to the hereditary instincts of _her_ +class with a vengeance, and when Ruth at last came in Lady Mary was +thankful. + +Her cold, pale eyes lighted up a little as she greeted Ruth, and looked +searchingly at her. She saw by the colorless lips and nervous +contraction of the forehead, and by the bright, restless fever of the +eyes that had formerly been so calm and clear, that something was +amiss--terribly amiss. + +"I've been telling Lady Mary how poorly you've been, Ruth, ever since +Mrs. Thursby's dinner-party," said Mrs. Alwynn, by way of opening the +conversation. + +But in spite of so auspicious a beginning the conversation flagged. Lady +Mary made a few conventional remarks to Ruth, which she answered, and +Mrs. Alwynn also; but there was a constraint which every moment +threatened a silence. Lady Mary proceeded to comment on the poaching +affray of the previous night, and the arrest of a man who had been +seriously injured; but at her mention of the subject Ruth became so +silent, and Mrs. Alwynn so voluble, that she felt it was useless to stay +any longer, and had to take her leave without a word with Ruth. + +"Something is wrong with that girl," she said to herself, as she drove +back to Atherstone. "I know what it is. Charles has been behaving in his +usual manner, and as there is no one else to point out to him how +infamous such conduct is, I shall have to do it myself. Shameful! That +charming, interesting girl! And yet, and yet, there was a look in her +face more like some great anxiety than disappointment. If she had had a +disappointment, I do not think she would have let any one see it. Those +Deyncourts are all too proud to show their feelings, though they have +got them, too, somewhere. Perhaps, on the whole, considering how +excessively disagreeable and scriptural Charles can be, and what +unexpected turns he can give to things, I had better say nothing to him +at present." + +The moment Lady Mary had left the house, Ruth hurried to her uncle's +study. He was not there. He had not yet come in. She gave a gesture of +despair, and flung herself down in the old leather chair opposite to his +own, on which many a one had sat who had come to him for help or +consolation. All the buttons had been gradually worn off that chair by +restless or heavy visitors. Some had been lost, but others--the greater +part, I am glad to say--Mr. Alwynn had found and had deposited in a +Sevres cup on the mantle-piece, till the wet afternoon should come when +he and his long packing-needle should restore them to their home. + +The room was very quiet. On the mantle-piece the little conscientious +silver clock ticked, orderly, gently (till Ruth could hardly bear the +sound), then hesitated, and struck a soft, low tone. She started to her +feet, and paced up and down, up and down. Would he never come in? She +dared not go out to look for him for fear of missing him. Why did not he +come back when she wanted him so terribly? She sat down again. She +tried to be patient. It was no good. Would he never come? + +She heard a sound, rushed out to meet him in the passage, and pulled him +into the study. + +"Uncle John," she gasped, holding out a letter in her shaking hand. +"That man who was taken up last night was--Raymond. He is in prison. He +is ill. Let us go to him," and she explained as best she could that a +letter had only just been found written to her by Raymond in July, +warning her he was in the neighborhood of Arleigh, near the old nurse's +cottage, and that she might see him at any moment, and must have money +in readiness. The instant she had read the letter she rushed up to +Arleigh, to see her old nurse, and met her coming down, in great +agitation, to tell her that Raymond, whom she had shielded once before +under promise of secrecy, had been arrested the night before. + +In a quarter of an hour Mr. Alwynn and Ruth were driving swiftly through +the dusk, in a close carriage, in the direction of D----. On their way +they met a dog-cart driving as quickly in the opposite direction which +grazed their wheel as it passed; and Ruth, looking out, caught a +glimpse, by the flash of their lamps, of Charles's face, with a look +upon it so fierce and haggard that she shivered in nameless foreboding +of evil, wondering what could have happened to make him look like that. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + + +It was still early on the following morning that Dare, forgetting, as we +have seen, his promise to Charles, arrived at Slumberleigh Rectory--so +early that Mrs. Alwynn was still ordering dinner, or, in other words, +was dashing from larder to scullery, from kitchen to dairy, with her +usual energy. He was shown into the empty drawing-room, where, after +pacing up and down, he was reduced to the society of a photograph album, +which, in his present excited condition, could do little to soothe the +tumult of his mind. Not that any discredit should be thrown on Mrs. +Alwynn's album, a gorgeous concern with a golden "Fanny" embossed on it, +which afforded her infinite satisfaction, inside which her friends' +portraits appeared to the greatest advantage, surrounded by birds and +nests and blossoms of the most vivid and life-like coloring. Mr. Alwynn +was encompassed on every side by kingfishers and elaborate bone nests, +while Ruth's clear-cut face looked out from among long-tailed tomtits, +arranged one on each side of a nest crowded with eggs, on which a strong +light had been thrown. + +Dare was still looking at Ruth's photograph, when Mr. Alwynn came in. + +"Do you wish to speak to Ruth?" he asked, gravely. + +"Now, at once." Dare was surprised that Mr. Alwynn, with whom he had +been so open, should be so cold and unsympathetic in manner. The +alteration and alienation of friends is certainly one of the saddest and +most inexplicable experiences of this vale of tears. + +"You will find her in the study," continued Mr. Alwynn. "She is +expecting you. I have told her nothing, according to your wish. I hope +you will explain everything to her in full, that you will keep nothing +back." + +"I will explain," said Dare; and he went, trembling with excitement, +into the study. Fired by Charles's example, he had made a sublime +resolve as he skimmed across the fields, made it in a hurry, in a moment +of ecstasy, as all his resolutions were made. He felt he had never acted +such a noble part before. He only feared the agitation of the moment +might prevent him doing himself justice. + +Ruth rose as he came in, but did not speak. A swift spasm passed over +her face, leaving it very stern, very fixed, as he had never seen it, as +he had never thought of seeing it. An overwhelming suspense burned in +the dark, lustreless eyes which met his own. He felt awed. + +"Well?" she said, pressing her hands together, and speaking in a low +voice. + +"Ruth," said Dare, solemnly, laying his outspread hand upon his breast +and then extending it in the air, "I am free." + +Ruth's eyes watched him like one in torture. + +"How?" she said, speaking with difficulty. "You said you were free +before." + +"Ah!" replied Dare, raising his forefinger, "I said so, but it was an +error. I go to Vandon, and she will not go away. I go to London to my +lawyer, and he says she is my wife." + +"You told me she was not." + +"It was an error," repeated Dare. "I had formerly been a husband to her, +but we had been divorced; it was finished, wound up, and I thought she +was no more my wife. There is in the English law something extraordinary +which I do not comprehend, which makes an American divorce to remain a +marriage in England." + +"Go on," said Ruth, shading her eyes with her hand. + +"I come back to Vandon," continued Dare, in a suppressed voice, "I come +back overwhelmed, broken down, crushed under feet; and then,"--he was +becoming dramatic, he felt the fire kindling--"I meet a friend, a noble +heart, I confide in him. I tell all to Sir Charles Danvers,"--Ruth's +hand was trembling--"and last night he finds out by a chance that she +was not a true widow when I marry her, that her first husband was yet +alive, that I am free. This morning he tells me all, and I am here." + +Ruth pressed her hands before her face, and fairly burst into tears. + +He looked at her in astonishment. He was surprised that she had any +feelings. Never having shown them to the public in general, like +himself, he had supposed she was entirely devoid of them. She now +appeared quite _emue_. She was sobbing passionately. Tears came into his +own eyes as he watched her, and then a light dawned upon him for the +second time that day. Those tears were not for him. He folded his arms +and waited. How suggestive in itself is a noble attitude! + +After a few minutes Ruth overcame her tears with a great effort, and, +raising her head, looked at him, as if she expected him to speak. The +suspense was gone out of her dimmed eyes, the tension of her face was +relaxed. + +"I am free," repeated Dare, "and I have your promise that if I am free +you will still marry me." + +Ruth looked up with a pained but resolute expression, and she would have +spoken if he had not stopped her by a gesture. + +"I have your promise," he repeated. "I tell my friend, Sir Charles +Danvers, I have it. He also loves. He does not tell me so; he is not +open with me, as I with him, but I see his heart. And yet--figure to +yourself--he has but to keep silence, and I must go away, I must give up +all. I am still married--_Ou!_--while he--But he is noble, he is +sublime. He sacrifices love on the altar of honor, of truth. He tells +all to me, his rival. He shows me I am free. He thinks I do not know his +heart. But it is not only he who can be noble." (Dare smote himself upon +the breast.) "I also can lay my heart upon the altar. Ruth,"--with great +solemnity--"do you love him even as he loves you?" + +There was a moment's pause. + +"I do," she said, firmly, "with my whole heart." + +"I knew it. I divined it. I sacrifice myself. I give you back your +promise. I say farewell, and voyage in the distance. I return no more to +Vandon. There is no longer a home for me in England. I leave only behind +with you the poor heart you have possessed so long!" + +Dare was so much affected by the beauty of this last sentence that he +could say no more, but even at that moment, as he glanced at Ruth to see +what effect his eloquence had upon her, she looked so pallid and thin +(her beauty was so entirely eclipsed) that the sacrifice did not seem +quite so overwhelming, after all. + +She struggled to speak, but words failed her. + +He took her hands and kissed them, pressed them to his heart (it was a +pity there was no one there to see), endeavored to say something more, +and then rushed out of the room. + +She stood like one stunned after he had left her. She saw him a moment +later cross the garden, and flee away across the fields. She knew she +had seen that gray figure and jaunty gray hat for the last time; but she +hardly thought of him. She felt she might be sorry for him presently, +but not now. + +The suspense was over. The sense of relief was too overwhelming to admit +of any other feeling at first. She dropped on her knees beside the +writing-table, and locked her hands together. + +"_He told_," she whispered to herself. "Thank God! Thank God!" + +Two happy tears dropped onto Mr. Alwynn's old leather blotting-book, +that worn cradle of many sermons. + +Was this the same world? Was this the same sun which was shining in upon +her? What new songs were the birds practising outside? A strange +wonderful joy seemed to pervade the very air she breathed, to flood her +inmost soul. She had faced her troubles fairly well, but at this new +great happiness she did not dare to look; and with a sudden involuntary +gesture she hid her face in her hands. + +It would be rash to speculate too deeply on the nature of Dare's +reflections as he hurried back to Atherstone; but perhaps, under the +very real pang of parting with Ruth, he was sustained by a sense of the +magnanimity of what, had he put it into words, he would have called his +attitude, and possibly also by a lurking conviction, which had assisted +his determination to resign her that life at Vandon, after the episode +of the American wife's arrival, would be a social impossibility, +especially to one anxious and suited to shine in society. Be that how it +may, whatever had happened to influence him most of the chance emotion +of the moment, it would be tolerably certain that in a few hours he +would be sorry for what he had done. He was still, however, in a state +of mental exaltation when he reached Atherstone, and began fumbling +nervously with the garden-gate. Charles, who had been stalking up and +down the bowling-green, went slowly towards him. + +"What on earth do you mean by going off in that way?" he asked, coldly. + +"Ah!" said Dare, perceiving him, "and she--the--is she gone?" + +"Yes, half an hour ago. Your dog-cart has come back from taking her to +the station, and is here now." + +Dare nodded his head several times, and stood looking at him. + +"I have been to Slumberleigh," he said. + +"Yes, contrary to agreement." + +"My friend," Dare said, seizing the friend's limp, unresponsive hand and +pressing it, "I know now why you keep silence last night. I reason with +myself. I see you love her. Do not turn away. I have seen her. I have +given her back her promise. I give her up to you whom she loves; and +now--I go away, not to return." + +And then, in the full view of the Atherstone windows, of the butler, and +of the dog-cart at the front door, Dare embraced him, kissing the +blushing and disconcerted Charles on both cheeks. Then, in a moment, +before the latter had recovered his self-possession, Dare had darted to +the dog-cart, and was driving away. + +Charles looked after him in mixed annoyance and astonishment, until he +noticed the butler's eye upon him, when he hastily retreated, with a +heightened complexion, to the shrubberies. + + + + +CONCLUSION. + + +It was the last day of October, about a week after a certain very quiet +little funeral had taken place in the D---- Cemetery. The death of +Raymond Deyncourt had appeared in the papers a day or two afterwards, +without mention of date or place, and it was generally supposed that it +had taken place some considerable time previously, without the knowledge +of his friends. + +Charles had been sitting for a long time with Mr. Alwynn, and after he +left the rectory he took the path over the fields in the direction of +the Slumberleigh woods. + +The low sun was shining redly through a golden haze, was sending long +burning shafts across the glade where Charles was pacing. He sat down at +last upon a fallen tree to wait for one who should presently come by +that way. + +It was a still, clear afternoon, with a solemn stillness that speaks of +coming change. Winter was at hand, and the woods were transfigured with +a passing glory, like the faces of those who depart in peace when death +draws nigh. + +Far and wide in the forest the bracken was all aflame--aflame beneath +the glowing trees. The great beeches had turned to bronze and ruddy +gold, and had strewed the path with carpets glorious and rare, which the +first wind would sweep away. Upon the limes the amber leaves still hung, +faint yet loath to go, but the horse-chestnut had already dropped its +garment of green and yellow at its feet. + +A young robin was singing at intervals in the silence, telling how the +secrets of the nests had been laid bare, singing a requiem on the dying +leaves and the widowed branches, a song new to him, but with the old +plaintive rapture in it that his fathers had been taught before him +since the world began. + + * * * * * + +She came towards him down the yellow glade through the sunshine and the +shadow, with a spray of briony in her hand. Neither spoke. She put her +hands into the hands that were held out for them, and their eyes met, +grave and steadfast, with the light in them of an unalterable love. So +long they had looked at each other across a gulf. So long they had stood +apart. And now, at last--at last--they were together. He drew her close +and closer yet. They had no words. There was no need of words. And in +the silence of the hushed woods, and in the silence of a joy too deep +for speech, the robin's song came sweet and sad. + +"Charles!" + +"Ruth!" + +"I should like to tell you something." + +"And I should like to hear it." + +"I know what Raymond told you to conceal. I went to him just after you +did. We passed you coming back. He did not know me at first. He thought +I was you, and he kept repeating that you must keep your own counsel, +and that, unless you showed Mr. Dare's marriage was illegal, he would +never find it out. At last, when he suddenly recognized me, he seemed +horror-struck, and the doctor came in and sent me away." + +Charles knew now why Raymond had sent for him the second time. + +There was a long pause. + +"Ruth, did you think I should tell?" + +"I hoped and prayed you would, but I knew it would be hard, because I do +believe you actually thought at the time I should still consider it my +duty to marry Mr. Dare. I never should have done such a thing after what +had happened. I was just going to tell him so when he began to give me +up, and it evidently gave him so much pleasure to renounce me nobly in +your favor that I let him have it his own way, as the result was the +same. My great dread, until he came, was that you had not spoken. I had +been expecting him all the previous evening. Oh, Charles, Charles! I +waited and watched for his coming as I had never done before. Your +silence was the only thing I feared, because it was the only thing that +could have come between us." + +"God forgive me! I meant at first to say nothing." + +"Only at first," said Ruth, gently; and they walked on in silence. + +The sun had set. A slender moon had climbed unnoticed into the southern +sky amid the shafts of paling fire which stretched out across the whole +heaven from the burning fiery furnace in the west. Across the gray dim +fields voices were calling the cattle home. + +Charles spoke again at last in his usual tone. + +"You quite understand, Ruth, though I have not mentioned it so far, that +you are engaged to marry me?" + +"I do. I will make a note of it if you wish." + +"It is unnecessary. I shall be happy, when I am at leisure to remind you +myself. Indeed, I may say I shall make a point of doing so. There does +not happen to be any one else whom you feel it would be your duty to +marry?" + +"I can't think of any one at the moment. Charles, you never _could_ have +believed I would marry _him_, after all?" + +"Indeed, I did believe it. Don't I know the stubbornness of your heart? +You see, you are but young, and I make excuses for you; but, after you +have been the object of my special and judicious training for a few +years, I quite hope your judgment may improve considerably." + +"I trust it will, as I see from your remarks--it will certainly be all +we shall have to guide us both." + + * * * * * + +POSTSCRIPT.--Lady Mary would not allow even Providence any of the credit +of Charles's engagement; she claimed the whole herself. She called +Evelyn to witness that from the first it had been her work entirely. She +only allowed Charles himself a very secondary part in the great event, +to which she was apt to point in later years as the crowning work of a +life devoted--under Church direction--to the temporal and spiritual +welfare of her fellow-creatures; and Charles avers that a mention of it +in the long list of her virtues will some day adorn the tombstone which +she has long since ordered to be in readiness. + +Molly was disconsolate for many days, but work, that panacea of grief, +came to the rescue, and it was not long before she was secretly and +busily engaged on a large kettle-holder, with kettle and motto entwined, +for Charles's exclusive use, without which she had been led to +understand his establishment would be incomplete. When this work of art +was finished her feelings had become so far modified towards Ruth that +she consented to begin another very small and inferior one--merely a +kettle on a red ground--for that interloper, but whether it was ever +presented is not on record. + + * * * * * + +Vandon is to let. The grass has grown up again through the niches of the +stone steps. The place looks wild and deserted. Mr. Alwynn comes +sometimes, and looks up at its shuttered windows and trailing, neglected +ivy, but not often, for it gives him a strange pang at the heart. And as +he goes home the people come out of the dilapidated cottages, and ask +wistfully when the new squire is coming back. + +But Mr. Alwynn does not know. + + + THE END. + + + * * * * * + +TYPOGRAPHICAL ERRORS CORRECTED + +The following typographical errors in the text were corrected as +detailed here. + +In the text: " ... Mrs. Alwynn had the delight of taking her completely +..." the word "competely" was corrected to "completely." + +In the text: "You evidently imagine that I have gone in for the +fashionable creed of the young man" the word "fashionble" was corrected +to "fashionable." + +In the text: "Molly, tired of her castles, suggested that she might sit +on his knee," the word "hnee" was corrected to "knee." + +In the text: " ... Molly has formed a habit of expressing herself with +unnecessary freedom." the word "Mary" was changed to "Molly." + +In the text: " ... as it reached the steps a shrill voice suddenly +called" the word "suddedly" was corrected to "suddenly." + +In the text: "I considered her to be a pink-and-white nonentity... " the +word "nonenity" was corrected to "nonentity." + +In the text: " ... pressing invitation to to come down... 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