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diff --git a/18555.txt b/18555.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..2e97d9e --- /dev/null +++ b/18555.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6487 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of A Chance Acquaintance, by W. D. Howells + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: A Chance Acquaintance + +Author: W. D. Howells + +Release Date: June 11, 2006 [EBook #18555] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A CHANCE ACQUAINTANCE *** + + + + +Produced by David Edwards, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This +book was produced from scanned images of public domain +material from the Google Print project.) + + + + + + + + + + _A Chance Acquaintance._ + + + BY W. D. HOWELLS. + + + BOSTON: + JAMES R. OSGOOD AND COMPANY + + Late Ticknor & Fields, and Fields, Osgood, & Co. + + 1873. + + University Press: Welch, Bigelow, & Co., Cambridge. + + + + +A CHANCE ACQUAINTANCE. + + + + +I. + +UP THE SAGUENAY. + + +On the forward promenade of the Saguenay boat which had been advertised +to leave Quebec at seven o'clock on Tuesday morning, Miss Kitty Ellison +sat tranquilly expectant of the joys which its departure should bring, +and tolerantly patient of its delay; for if all the Saguenay had not +been in promise, she would have thought it the greatest happiness just +to have that prospect of the St. Lawrence and Quebec. The sun shone with +a warm yellow light on the Upper Town, with its girdle of gray wall, and +on the red flag that drowsed above the citadel, and was a friendly +lustre on the tinned roofs of the Lower Town; while away off to the +south and east and west wandered the purple hills and the farmlit plains +in such dewy shadow and effulgence as would have been enough to make the +heaviest heart glad. Near at hand the river was busy with every kind of +craft, and in the distance was mysterious with silvery vapors; little +breaths of haze, like an ethereal colorless flame, exhaled from its +surface, and it all glowed with a lovely inner radiance. In the middle +distance a black ship was heaving anchor and setting sail, and the voice +of the seamen came soft and sad and yet wildly hopeful to the dreamy ear +of the young girl, whose soul at once went round the world before the +ship, and then made haste back again to the promenade of the Saguenay +boat. She sat leaning forward a little with her hands fallen into her +lap, letting her unmastered thoughts play as they would in memories and +hopes around the consciousness that she was the happiest girl in the +world, and blest beyond desire or desert. To have left home as she had +done, equipped for a single day at Niagara, and then to have come +adventurously on, by grace of her cousin's wardrobe, as it were, to +Montreal and Quebec; to be now going up the Saguenay, and finally to be +destined to return home by way of Boston and New York;--this was more +than any one human being had a right to; and, as she had written home to +the girls, she felt that her privileges ought to be divided up among all +the people of Eriecreek. She was very grateful to Colonel Ellison and +Fanny for affording her these advantages; but they being now out of +sight in pursuit of state-rooms, she was not thinking of them in +relation to her pleasure in the morning scene, but was rather regretting +the absence of a lady with whom they had travelled from Niagara, and to +whom she imagined she would that moment like to say something in praise +of the prospect. This lady was a Mrs. Basil March of Boston; and though +it was her wedding journey and her husband's presence ought to have +absorbed her, she and Miss Kitty had sworn a sisterhood, and were +pledged to see each other before long at Mrs. March's home in Boston. In +her absence, now, Kitty thought what a very charming person she was, and +wondered if all Boston people were really like her, so easy and friendly +and hearty. In her letter she had told the girls to tell her Uncle Jack +that he had not rated Boston people a bit too high, if she were to judge +from Mr. and Mrs. March, and that she was sure they would help her as +far as they could to carry out his instructions when she got to Boston. + +These instructions were such as might seem preposterous if no more +particular statement in regard to her Uncle Jack were made, but will be +imaginable enough, I hope, when he is a little described. The Ellisons +were a West Virginia family who had wandered up into a corner of +Northwestern New York, because Dr. Ellison (unceremoniously known to +Kitty as Uncle Jack) was too much an abolitionist to live in a +slaveholding State with safety to himself or comfort to his neighbors. +Here his family of three boys and two girls had grown up, and hither in +time had come Kitty, the only child of his youngest brother, who had +gone first to Illinois and thence, from the pretty constant adversity of +a country editor, to Kansas, where he joined the Free State party and +fell in one of the border feuds. Her mother had died soon after, find +Dr. Ellison's heart bowed itself tenderly over the orphan. She was +something not only dear, but sacred to him as the child of a martyr to +the highest cause on earth; and the love of the whole family encompassed +her. One of the boys had brought her from Kansas when she was yet very +little, and she had grown up among them as their youngest sister; but +the doctor, from a tender scruple against seeming to usurp the place of +his brother in her childish thought, would not let her call him father, +and in obedience to the rule which she soon began to give their love, +they all turned and called him Uncle Jack with her. Yet the Ellisons, +though they loved their little cousin, did not spoil her,--neither the +doctor, nor his great grown-up sons whom she knew as the boys, nor his +daughters whom she called the girls, though they were wellnigh women +when she came to them. She was her uncle's pet and most intimate friend, +riding with him on his professional visits till she became as familiar a +feature of his equipage as the doctor's horse itself; and he educated +her in those extreme ideas, tempered by humor, which formed the +character of himself and his family. They loved Kitty, and played with +her, and laughed at her when she needed ridiculing; they made a jest of +their father on the one subject on which he never jested, and even the +antislavery cause had its droll points turned to the light. They had +seen danger and trouble enough at different times in its service, but no +enemy ever got more amusement out of it. Their house was a principal +_entrepot_ of the underground railroad, and they were always helping +anxious travellers over the line; but the boys seldom came back from an +excursion to Canada without adventures to keep the family laughing for a +week; and they made it a serious business to study the comic points of +their beneficiaries, who severally lived in the family records by some +grotesque mental or physical trait. They had an irreverent name among +themselves for each of the humorless abolition lecturers who unfailingly +abode with them on their rounds; and these brethren and sisters, as they +called them, paid with whatever was laughable in them for the +substantial favors they received. + +Miss Kitty, having the same natural bent, began even as a child to share +in these harmless reprisals, and to look at life with the same +wholesomely fantastic vision. But she remembered one abolition visitor +of whom none of them made fun, but treated with a serious distinction +and regard,--an old man with a high, narrow forehead, and thereon a +thick upright growth of gray hair; who looked at her from under bushy +brows with eyes as of blue flame, and took her on his knee one night and +sang to her "Blow ye the trumpet, blow!" He and her uncle had been +talking of some indefinite, far-off place that they called Boston, in +terms that commended it to her childish apprehension as very little less +holy than Jerusalem, and as the home of all the good and great people +outside of Palestine. + +In fact, Boston had always been Dr. Ellison's foible. In the beginning +of the great antislavery agitation, he had exchanged letters +(corresponded, he used to say) with John Quincy Adams on the subject of +Lovejoy's murder; and he had met several Boston men at the Free Soil +Convention in Buffalo in 1848. "A little formal perhaps, a little +reserved," he would say, "but excellent men; polished, and certainly of +sterling principle": which would make his boys and girls laugh, as they +grew older, and sometimes provoke them to highly colored dramatizations +of the formality of these Bostonians in meeting their father. The years +passed and the boys went West, and when the war came, they took service +in Iowa and Wisconsin regiments. By and by the President's Proclamation +of freedom to the slaves reached Eriecreek while Dick and Bob happened +both to be home on leave. After they had allowed their sire his rapture, +"Well, this is a great blow for father," said Bob; "what are you going +to do now, father? Fugitive slavery and all its charms blotted out +forever, at one fell swoop. Pretty rough on you, isn't it? No more men +and brothers, no more soulless oligarchy. Dull lookout, father." + +"O no," insinuated one of the girls, "there's Boston." + +"Why, yes," cried Dick, "to be sure there is. The President hasn't +abolished Boston. Live for Boston." + +And the doctor did live for an ideal Boston, thereafter, so far at least +as concerned a never-relinquished, never-fulfilled purpose of some day +making a journey to Boston. But in the mean time there were other +things; and at present, since the Proclamation had given him a country +worth living in, he was ready to honor her by studying her antiquities. +In his youth, before his mind had been turned so strenuously to the +consideration of slavery, he had a pretty taste for the mystery of the +Mound Builders, and each of his boys now returned to camp with +instructions to note any phenomena that would throw light upon this +interesting subject. They would have abundant leisure for research, +since the Proclamation, Dr. Ellison insisted, practically ended the war. + +The Mound Builders were only a starting-point for the doctor. He +advanced from them to historical times in due course, and it happened +that when Colonel Ellison and his wife stopped off at Eriecreek on their +way East, in 1870, they found him deep in the history of the Old French +War. As yet the colonel had not intended to take the Canadian route +eastward, and he escaped without the charges which he must otherwise +have received to look up the points of interest at Montreal and Quebec +connected with that ancient struggle. He and his wife carried Kitty with +them to see Niagara (which she had never seen because it was so near); +but no sooner had Dr. Ellison got the despatch announcing that they +would take Kitty on with them down the St. Lawrence to Quebec, and bring +her home by way of Boston, than he sat down and wrote her a letter of +the most comprehensive character. As far as concerned Canada his mind +was purely historical; but when it came to Boston it was strangely +re-abolitionized, and amidst an ardor for the antiquities of the place, +his old love for its humanitarian pre-eminence blazed up. He would have +her visit Faneuil Hall because of its Revolutionary memories, but not +less because Wendell Phillips had there made his first antislavery +speech. She was to see the collections of the Massachusetts Historical +Society, and if possible certain points of ancient colonial interest +which he named; but at any rate she was somehow to catch sight of the +author of the "Biglow Papers," of Senator Sumner, of Mr. Whittier, of +Dr. Howe, of Colonel Higginson, and of Mr. Garrison. These people were +all Bostonians to the idealizing remoteness of Dr. Ellison, and he could +not well conceive of them asunder. He perhaps imagined that Kitty was +more likely to see them together than separately; and perhaps indeed +they were less actual persons, to his admiration, than so many figures +of a grand historical composition. Finally, "I want you to remember, my +dear child," he wrote, "that in Boston you are not only in the +birthplace of American liberty, but the yet holier scene of its +resurrection. There everything that is noble and grand and liberal and +enlightened in the national life has originated, and I cannot doubt that +you will find the character of its people marked by every attribute of a +magnanimous democracy. If I could envy you anything, my dear girl, I +should envy you this privilege of seeing a city where man is valued +simply and solely for what he is in himself, and where color, wealth, +family, occupation, and other vulgar and meretricious distinctions are +wholly lost sight of in the consideration of individual excellence." + +Kitty got her uncle's letter the night before starting up the Saguenay, +and quite too late for compliance with his directions concerning Quebec; +but she resolved that as to Boston his wishes should be fulfilled to the +utmost limit of possibility. She knew that nice Mr. March must be +acquainted with some of those very people. Kitty had her uncle's letter +in her pocket, and she was just going to take it out and read it again, +when something else attracted her notice. + +The boat had been advertised to leave at seven o'clock, and it was now +half past. A party of English people were pacing somewhat impatiently up +and down before Kitty, for it had been made known among the passengers +(by that subtle process through which matters of public interest +transpire in such places) that breakfast would not be served till the +boat started, and these English people had the appetites which go before +the admirable digestions of their nation. But they had also the good +temper which does not so certainly accompany the insular good appetite. +The man in his dashing Glengarry cap and his somewhat shabby gray suit +took on one arm the plain, jolly woman who seemed to be his wife, and on +the other, the amiable, handsome young girl who looked enough like him +to be his sister, and strode rapidly back and forth, saying that they +must get up an appetite for breakfast. This made the women laugh, and so +he said it again, which made them laugh so much that the elder lost her +balance, and in regaining it twisted off her high shoe-heel, which she +briskly tossed into the river. But she sat down after that, and the +three were presently intent upon the Liverpool steamer which was just +arrived and was now gliding up to her dock, with her population of +passengers thronging her quarter-deck. + +"She's from England!" said the husband, expressively. + +"Only fancy!" answered the wife. "Give me the glass, Jenny." Then, after +a long survey of the steamer, she added, "Fancy her being from England!" +They all looked and said nothing for two or three minutes, when the +wife's mind turned to the delay of their own boat and of breakfast. +"This thing," she said, with that air of uttering a novelty which the +English cast about their commonplaces,--"this this thing doesn't start +at seven, you know." + +"No," replied the younger woman, "she waits for the Montreal boat." + +"Fancy her being from England!" said the other, whose eyes and thoughts +had both wandered back to the Liverpool steamer. + +"There's the Montreal boat now, comin' round the point," cried the +husband. "Don't you see the steam?" He pointed with his glass, and then +studied the white cloud in the distance. "No, by Jove! it's a saw-mill +on the shore." + +"O Harry!" sighed both the women, reproachfully. + +"Why, deuce take it, you know," he retorted, "I didn't turn it into a +saw-mill. It's been a saw-mill all along, I fancy." + +Half an hour later, when the Montreal boat came in sight, the women +would have her a saw-mill till she stood in full view in mid-channel. +Their own vessel paddled out into the stream as she drew near, and the +two bumped and rubbed together till a gangway plank could he passed from +one to the other. A very well dressed young man stood ready to get upon +the Saguenay boat, with a porter beside him bearing his substantial +valise. No one else apparently was coming aboard. + +The English people looked upon him for an instant with wrathful eyes, as +they hung over the rail of the promenade. "Upon my word," said the elder +of the women, "have we been waitin' all this time for one man?" + +"Hush, Edith," answered the younger, "it's an Englishman." And they all +three mutely recognized the right of the Englishman to stop, not only +the boat, but the whole solar system, if his ticket entitled him to a +passage on any particular planet, while Mr. Miles Arbuton of Boston, +Massachusetts, passed at his ease from one vessel to the other. He had +often been mistaken for an Englishman, and the error of those +spectators, if he had known it, would not have surprised him. Perhaps it +might have softened his judgment of them as he sat facing them at +breakfast; but he did not know it, and he thought them three very common +English people with something professional, as of public singing or +acting, about them. The young girl wore, instead of a travelling-suit, a +vivid light blue dress; and over her sky-blue eyes and fresh cheeks a +glory of corn-colored hair lay in great braids and masses. It was +magnificent, but it wanted distance; so near, it was almost harsh. Mr. +Arbuton's eyes fell from the face to the vivid blue dress, which was not +quite fresh and not quite new, and a glimmer of cold dismissal came into +them, as he gave himself entirely to the slender merits of the steamboat +breakfast. + +He was himself, meantime, an object of interest to a young lady who sat +next to the English party, and who glanced at him from time to time, out +of tender gray eyes, with a furtive play of feeling upon a sensitive +face. To her he was that divine possibility which every young man is to +every young maiden; and, besides, he was invested with a halo of romance +as the gentleman with the blond mustache, whom she had seen at Niagara +the week before, on the Goat Island Bridge. To the pretty matron at her +side, he was exceedingly handsome, as a young man may frankly be to a +young matron, but not otherwise comparable to her husband, the +full-personed good-humored looking gentleman who had just added sausage +to the ham and eggs on his plate. He was handsome, too, but his full +beard was reddish, whereas Mr. Arbuton's mustache was flaxen; and his +dress was not worn with that scrupulosity with which the Bostonian bore +his clothes; there was a touch of slovenliness in him that scarcely +consorted with the alert, ex-military air of some of his movements. +"Good-looking young John Bull," he thought concerning Mr. Arbuton, and +then thought no more about him, being no more self-judged before the +supposed Englishman than he would have been before so much Frenchman or +Spaniard. Mr. Arbuton, on the other hand, if he had met an Englishman so +well dressed as himself, must at once have arraigned himself, and had +himself tacitly tried for his personal and national difference. He +looked in his turn at these people, and thought he should have nothing +to do with them, in spite of the long-lashed gray eyes. + +It was not that they had made the faintest advance towards acquaintance, +or that the choice of knowing them or not was with Mr. Arbuton; but he +had the habit of thus protecting himself from the chances of life, and a +conscience against encouraging people whom he might have to drop for +reasons of society. This was sometimes a sacrifice, for he was not past +the age when people take a lively interest in most other human beings. +When breakfast was over, and he had made the tour of the boat, and seen +all his fellow-passengers, he perceived that he could have little in +common with any of them, and that probably the journey would require the +full exercise of that tolerant spirit in which he had undertaken a +branch of summer travel in his native land. + +The rush of air against the steamer was very raw and chill, and the +forward promenade was left almost entirely to the English professional +people, who walked rapidly up and down, with jokes and laughter of their +kind, while the wind blew the girl's hair in loose gold about her fresh +face, and twisted her blue drapery tight about her comely shape. When +they got out of breath they sat down beside a large American lady, with +a great deal of gold filling in her front teeth, and presently rose +again and ran races to and from the bow. Mr. Arbuton turned away in +displeasure. At the stern he found a much larger company, most of whom +had furnished themselves with novels and magazines from the stock on +board and were drowsing over them. One gentleman was reading aloud to +three ladies the newspaper account of a dreadful shipwreck; other ladies +and gentlemen were coming and going forever from their state-rooms, as +the wont of some is; others yet sat with closed eyes, as if having come +to see the Saguenay they were resolved to see nothing of the St. +Lawrence on the way thither, but would keep their vision sacred to the +wonders of the former river. + +Yet the St. Lawrence was worthy to be seen, as even Mr. Arbuton owned, +whose way was to slight American scenery, in distinction from his +countrymen who boast it the finest in the world. As you leave Quebec, +with its mural-crowned and castled rock, and drop down the stately +river, presently the snowy fall of Montmorenci, far back in its purple +hollow, leaps perpetual avalanche into the abyss, and then you are +abreast of the beautiful Isle of Orleans, whose low shores, with their +expanses of farmland, and their groves of pine and oak, are still as +lovely as when the wild grape festooned the primitive forests and won +from the easy rapture of old Cartier the name of Isle of Bacchus. For +two hours farther down the river either shore is bright and populous +with the continuous villages of the _habitans_, each clustering about +its slim-spired church, in its shallow vale by the water's edge, or +lifted in more eminent picturesqueness upon some gentle height. The +banks, nowhere lofty or abrupt, are such as in a southern land some +majestic river might flow between, wide, slumbrous, open to all the +heaven and the long day till the very set of sun. But no starry palm +glasses its crest in the clear cold green from these low brinks; the +pale birch, slender and delicately fair, mirrors here the wintry +whiteness of its boughs; and this is the sad great river of the awful +North. + +Gradually, as the day wore on, the hills which had shrunk almost out of +sight on one hand, and on the other were dark purple in the distance, +drew near the shore, and at one point on the northern side rose almost +from the water's edge. The river expanded into a lake before them, and +in their lap some cottages, and half-way up the hillside, among the +stunted pines, a much-galleried hotel, proclaimed a resort of fashion in +the heart of what seemed otherwise a wilderness. Indian huts sheathed in +birch-bark nestled at the foot of the rocks, which were rich in orange +and scarlet stains; out of the tops of the huts curled the blue smoke, +and at the door of one stood a squaw in a flame-red petticoat; others in +bright shawls squatted about on the rocks, each with a circle of dogs +and papooses. But all this warmth of color only served, like a winter +sunset, to heighten the chilly and desolate sentiment of the scene. The +light dresses of the ladies on the veranda struck cold upon the eye; in +the faces of the sojourners who lounged idly to the steamer's +landing-place, the passenger could fancy a sad resolution to repress +their tears when the boat should go away and leave them. She put off two +or three old peasant-women who were greeted by other such on the pier, +as if returned from a long journey; and then the crew discharged the +vessel of a prodigious freight of onions which formed the sole luggage +these old women had brought from Quebec. Bale after bale of the pungent +bulbs were borne ashore in the careful arms of the deck-hands, and +counted by the owners; at last order was given to draw in the plank, +when a passionate cry burst from one of the old women, who extended both +hands with an imploring gesture towards the boat. A bale of onions had +been left aboard; a deck-hand seized it and ran quickly ashore with it, +and then back again, followed by the benedictions of the tranquillized +and comforted beldam. The gay sojourners at Murray Bay controlled their +grief, and as Mr. Arbuton turned from them, the boat, pushing out, left +them to their fashionable desolation. She struck across to the southern +shore, to land passengers for Cacouna, a watering-place greater than +Murray Bay. The tide, which rises fifteen feet at Quebec, is the +impulse, not the savor of the sea; but at Cacouna the water is salt, and +the sea-bathing lacks nothing but the surf; and hither resort in great +numbers the Canadians who fly their cities during the fierce, brief +fever of the northern summer. The watering-place village and hotel is +not in sight from the landing, but, as at Murray Bay, the sojourners +thronged the pier, as if the arrival of the steamboat were the great +event of their day. That afternoon they were in unusual force, having +come on foot and by omnibus and calash; and presently there passed down +through their ranks a strange procession with a band of music leading +the way to the steamer. + +"It's an Indian wedding," Mr. Arbuton heard one of the boat's officers +saying to the gentleman with the ex-military air, who stood next him +beside the rail; and now, the band having drawn aside, he saw the bride +and groom,--the latter a common, stolid-faced savage, and the former +pretty and almost white, with a certain modesty and sweetness of mien. +Before them went a young American, with a jaunty Scotch cap and a visage +of supernatural gravity, as the master of ceremonies which he had +probably planned; arm in arm with him walked a portly chieftain in black +broadcloth, preposterously adorned on the breast with broad flat disks +of silver in two rows. Behind the bridal couple came the whole village +in pairs, men and women, and children of all ages, even to brown babies +in arms, gay in dress and indescribably serious in demeanor. They were +mated in some sort according to years and size; and the last couple were +young fellows paired in an equal tipsiness. These reeled and wavered +along the pier; and when the other wedding guests crowned the day's +festivity by going aboard the steamer, they followed dizzily down the +gangway. Midway they lurched heavily; the spectators gave a cry; but +they had happily lurched in opposite directions; their grip upon each +other's arms held, and a forward stagger launched them victoriously +aboard in a heap. They had scarcely disappeared from sight, when, having +as it were instantly satisfied their curiosity concerning the boat, the +other guests began to go ashore in due order. Mr. Arbuton waited in a +slight anxiety to see whether the tipsy couple could repeat their +maneuver successfully on an upward incline; and they had just appeared +on the gangway, when he felt a hand passed carelessly and as if +unconsciously through his arm, and at the same moment a voice said, +"Those are a pair of disappointed lovers, I suppose." + +He looked round and perceived the young lady of the party he had made up +his mind to have nothing to do with resting one hand on the rail, and +sustaining herself with the other passed through his arm, while she was +altogether intent upon the scene below. The ex-military gentleman, the +head of the party, and apparently her kinsman, had stepped aside without +her knowing, and she had unwittingly taken Mr. Arbuton's arm. So much +was clear to him, but what he was to do was not so plain. It did not +seem quite his place to tell her of her mistake, and yet it seemed a +piece of unfairness not to do so. To leave the matter alone, however, +was the simplest, safest, and pleasantest; for the pressure of the +pretty figure lightly thrown upon his arm had something agreeably +confiding and appealing in it. So he waited till the young lady, turning +to him for some response, discovered her error, and disengaged herself +with a face of mingled horror and amusement. Even then he had no +inspiration. To speak of the mistake in tones of compliment would have +been grossly out of place; an explanation was needless; and to her +murmured excuses, he could only bow silently. She flitted into the +cabin, and he walked away, leaving the Indians to stagger ashore as they +might. His arm seemed still to sustain that elastic weight, and a voice +haunted his ear with the words, "A pair of disappointed lovers, I +suppose"; and still more awkward and stupid he felt his own part in the +affair to be; though at the same time he was not without some obscure +resentment of the young girl's mistake as an intrusion upon him. + +It was late twilight when the boat reached Tadoussac, and ran into a +sheltered cove under the shadow of uplands on which a quaint village +perched and dispersed itself on a country road in summer cottages; above +these in turn rose loftier heights of barren sand or rock, with here and +there a rank of sickly pines dying along their sterility. It had been +harsh and cold all day when the boat moved, for it was running full in +the face of the northeast; the river had widened almost to a sea, +growing more and more desolate, with a few lonely islands breaking its +expanse, and the shores sinking lower and lower till, near Tadoussac, +they rose a little in flat-topped bluffs thickly overgrown with stunted +evergreens. Here, into the vast low-walled breadth of the St. Lawrence, +a dark stream, narrowly bordered by rounded heights of rock, steals down +from the north out of regions of gloomy and ever-during solitude. This +is the Saguenay; and in the cold evening light under which the traveller +approaches its mouth, no landscape could look more forlorn than that of +Tadoussac, where early in the sixteenth century the French traders fixed +their first post, and where still the oldest church north of Florida is +standing. + +The steamer lies here five hours, and supper was no sooner over than the +passengers went ashore in the gathering dusk. Mr. Arbuton, guarding his +distance as usual, went too, with a feeling of surprise at his own +concession to the popular impulse. He was not without a desire to see +the old church, wondering in a half-compassionate way what such a bit of +American antiquity would look like; and he had perceived since the +little embarrassment at Cacouna that he was a discomfort to the young +lady involved by it. He had caught no glimpse of her till supper, and +then she had briefly supped with an air of such studied unconsciousness +of his presence that it was plain she was thinking of her mistake every +moment. "Well, I'll leave her the freedom of the boat while we stay," +thought Mr. Arbuton as he went ashore. He had not the least notion +whither the road led, but like the rest he followed it up through the +village, and on among the cottages which seemed for the most part empty, +and so down a gloomy ravine, in the bottom of which, far beneath the +tremulous rustic bridge, he heard the mysterious crash and fall of an +unseen torrent. Before him towered the shadowy hills up into the +starless night; he thrilled with a sense of the loneliness and +remoteness, and he had a formless wish that some one qualified by the +proper associations and traditions were there to share the satisfaction +he felt in the whole effect. At the same instant he was once more aware +of that delicate pressure, that weight so lightly, sweetly borne upon +his arm. It startled him, and again he followed the road, which with a +sudden turn brought him in sight of a hotel and in sound of a +bowling-alley, and therein young ladies' cackle and laughter, and he +wondered a little scornfully who could be spending the summer there. A +bay of the river loftily shut in by rugged hills lay before him, and on +the shore, just above high-tide, stood what a wandering shadow told him +was the ancient church of Tadoussac. The windows were faintly tinged +with red as from a single taper burning within, and but that the +elements were a little too bare and simple for one so used to the rich +effects of the Old World, Mr. Arbuton might have been touched by the +vigil which this poor chapel was still keeping after three hundred years +in the heart of that gloomy place. While he stood at least tolerating +its appeal, he heard voices of people talking in the obscurity near the +church door, which they seemed to have been vainly trying for entrance. + +"Pity we can't see the inside, isn't it?" + +"Yes; but I am so glad to see any of it. Just think of its having been +built in the seventeenth century!" + +"Uncle Jack would enjoy it, wouldn't he?" + +"O yes, poor Uncle Jack! I feel somehow as if I were cheating him out of +it. He ought to be here in my place. But I _do_ like it; and, Dick, I +don't know what I can ever say or do to you and Fanny for bringing me." + +"Well, Kitty, postpone the subject till you can think of the right +thing. We're in no hurry." + +Mr. Arbuton heard a shaking of the door, as of a final attempt upon it, +before retreat, and then the voices faded into inarticulate sounds in +the darkness. They were the voices, he easily recognized, of the young +lady who had taken his arm, and of that kinsman of hers, as she seemed +to be. He blamed himself for having not only overheard them, but for +desiring to hear more of their talk, and he resolved to follow them back +to the boat at a discreet distance. But they loitered so at every point, +or he unwittingly made such haste, that he had overtaken them as they +entered the lane between the outlying cottages, and he could not help +being privy to their talk again. + +"Well, it may be old, Kitty, but I don't think it's lively." + +"It _is_n't exactly a whirl of excitement, I must confess." + +"It's the deadliest place I ever saw. Is that a swing in front of that +cottage? No, it's a gibbet. Why, they've all got 'em! I suppose they're +for the summer tenants at the close of the season. What a rush there +would be for them if the boat should happen to go off and leave her +passengers!" + +Mr. Arbuton thought this rather a coarse kind of drolling, and +strengthened himself anew in his resolution to avoid those people. + +They now came in sight of the steamer, where in the cove she lay +illumined with all her lamps, and through every window and door and +crevice was bursting with the ruddy light. Her brilliancy contrasted +vividly with the obscurity and loneliness of the shore where a few +lights glimmered in the village houses, and under the porch of the +village store some desolate idlers--_habitans_ and half-breeds--had +clubbed their miserable leisure. Beyond the steamer yawned the wide +vacancy of the greater river, and out of this gloomed the course of the +Saguenay. + +"O, I hate to go on board!" said the young lady. "Do you think he's got +back yet? It's perfect misery to meet him." + +"Never mind, Kitty. He probably thinks you didn't mean anything by it. +_I_ don't believe you would have taken his arm if you hadn't supposed it +was mine, _any_ way." + +She made no answer to this, as if too much overcome by the true state of +the case to be troubled by its perversion. Mr. Arbuton, following them +on board, felt himself in the unpleasant character of persecutor, some +one to be shunned and escaped by every maneuver possible to +self-respect. He was to be the means, it appeared, of spoiling the +enjoyment of the voyage for one who, he inferred, had not often the +opportunity of such enjoyment. He had a willingness that she should +think well and not ill of him; and then at the bottom of all was a +sentiment of superiority, which, if he had given it shape, would have +been _noblesse oblige_. Some action was due to himself as a gentleman. + +The young lady went to seek the matron of the party, and left her +companion at the door of the saloon, wistfully fingering a cigar in one +hand, and feeling for a match with the other. Presently he gave himself +a clap on the waistcoat which he had found empty, and was turning away, +when Mr. Arbuton said, offering his own lighted cigar, "May I be of use +to you?" + +The other took it with a hearty, "O yes, thank you!" and, with many +inarticulate murmurs of satisfaction, lighted his cigar, and returned +Mr. Arbuton's with a brisk, half-military bow. + +Mr. Arbuton looked at him narrowly a moment. "I'm afraid," he said +abruptly, "that I've most unluckily been the cause of annoyance to one +of the ladies of your party. It isn't a thing to apologize for, and I +hardly know how to say that I hope, if she's not already forgotten the +matter, she'll do so." Saying this, Mr. Arbuton, by an impulse which he +would have been at a loss to explain, offered his card. + +His action had the effect of frankness, and the other took it for +cordiality. He drew near a lamp, and looked at the name and street +address on the card, and then said, "Ah, of Boston! _My_ name is +Ellison; I'm of Milwaukee, Wisconsin." And he laughed a free, trustful +laugh of good companionship. "Why yes, my cousin's been tormenting +herself about her mistake the whole afternoon; but of course it's all +right, you know. Bless my heart! it was the most natural thing in the +world. Have you been ashore? There's a good deal of repose about +Tadoussac, now; but it must be a lively place in winter! Such a cheerful +lookout from these cottages, or that hotel over yonder! We went over to +see if we could get into the little old church; the purser told me there +are some lead tablets there, left by Jacques Cartier's men, you know, +and dug up in the neighborhood. I don't think it's likely, and I'm +bearing up very well under the disappointment of not getting in. I've +done my duty by the antiquities of the place; and now I don't care how +soon we are off." + +Colonel Ellison was talking in the kindness of his heart to change the +subject which the younger gentleman had introduced, in the belief, which +would scarcely have pleased the other, that he was much embarrassed. His +good-nature went still further; and when his cousin returned presently, +with Mrs. Ellison, he presented Mr. Arbuton to the ladies, and then +thoughtfully made Mrs. Ellison walk up and down the deck with him for +the exercise she would not take ashore, that the others might be left to +deal with their vexation alone. + +"I am very sorry, Miss Ellison," said Mr. Arbuton, "to have been the +means of a mistake to you to-day." + +"And I was dreadfully ashamed to make you the victim of my blunder," +answered Miss Ellison penitently; and a little silence ensued. Then as +if she had suddenly been able to alienate the case, and see it apart +from herself in its unmanageable absurdity, she broke into a confiding +laugh, very like her cousin's, and said, "Why, it's one of the most +hopeless things I ever heard of. I don't see what in the world can be +done about it." + +"It _is_ rather a difficult matter, and I'm not prepared to say myself. +Before I make up my mind I should like it to happen again." + +Mr. Arbuton had no sooner made this speech, which he thought neat, than +he was vexed with himself for having made it, since nothing was further +from his purpose than a flirtation. But the dark, vicinity, the young +girl's prettiness, the apparent freshness and reliance on his sympathy +from which her frankness came, were too much: he tried to congeal again, +and ended in some feebleness about the scenery, which was indeed very +lonely and wild, after the boat started up the Saguenay, leaving the few +lights of Tadoussac to blink and fail behind her. He had an absurd sense +of being alone in the world there with the young lady; and he suffered +himself to enjoy the situation, which was as perfectly safe as anything +could be. He and Miss Ellison had both come on from Niagara, it seemed, +and they talked of that place, she consciously withholding the fact that +she had noticed Mr. Arbuton there; they had both come down the Rapids of +the St. Lawrence, and they had both stopped a day in Montreal. These +common experiences gave them a surprising interest for each other, which +was enhanced by the discovery that their experiences differed +thereafter, and that whereas she had passed three days at Quebec, he, as +we know, had come on directly from Montreal. + +"Did you enjoy Quebec very much, Miss Ellison?" + +"O yes, indeed! It's a beautiful old town, with everything in it that I +had always read about and never expected to see. You know it's a walled +city." + +"Yes. But I confess I had forgotten it till this morning. Did you find +it all that you expected a walled city to be?" + +"More, if possible. There were some Boston people with us there, and +they said it was exactly like Europe. They fairly sighed over it, and it +seemed to remind them of pretty nearly everything they had seen abroad. +They were just married." + +"Did that make Quebec look like Europe?" + +"No, but I suppose it made them willing to see it in the pleasantest +light. Mrs. March--that was their name--wouldn't allow me to say that +_I_ enjoyed Quebec, because if I hadn't seen Europe, I _could_n't +properly enjoy it. 'You may _think_ you enjoy it,' she was always +saying, 'but that's merely fancy.' Still I cling to my delusion. But I +don't know whether I cared more for Quebec, or the beautiful little +villages in the country all about it. The whole landscape looks just +like a dream of 'Evangeline.'" + +"Indeed! I must certainly stop at Quebec. I should like to see an +American landscape that put one in mind of anything. What can your +imagination do for the present scenery?" + +"I don't think it needs any help from me," replied the young girl, as if +the tone of her companion had patronized and piqued her. She turned as +she spoke and looked up the sad, lonely river. The moon was making its +veiled face seen through the gray heaven, and touching the black stream +with hints of melancholy light. On either hand the uninhabitable shore +rose in desolate grandeur, friendless heights of rock with a thin +covering of pines seen in dim outline along their tops and deepening +into the solid dark of hollows and ravines upon their sides. The cry of +some wild bird struck through the silence of which the noise of the +steamer had grown to be a part, and echoed away to nothing. Then from +the saloon there came on a sudden the notes of a song; and Miss Ellison +led the way within, where most of the other passengers were grouped +about the piano. The English girl with the corn-colored hair sat, in +ravishing picture, at the instrument, and the commonish man and his very +plain wife were singing with heavenly sweetness together. + +"Isn't it beautiful!" said Miss Ellison. "How nice it must be to be able +to do such things!" + +"Yes? do you think so? It's rather public," answered her companion. + +When the English people had ended, a grave, elderly Canadian gentleman +sat down to give what he believed a comic song, and sent everybody +disconsolate to bed. + +"Well, Kitty?" cried Mrs. Ellison, shutting herself inside the young +lady's state-room a moment. + +"Well, Fanny?" + +"Isn't he handsome?" + +"He is, indeed." + +"Is he nice?" + +"I don't know." + +"Sweet?" + +"_Ice_-cream," said Kitty, and placidly let herself be kissed an +enthusiastic good-night. Before Mrs. Ellison slept she wished to ask her +husband one question. + +"What is it?" + +"Should you want Kitty to marry a Bostonian? They say Bostonians are so +cold." + +"What Bostonian has been asking Kitty to marry him?" + +"O, how spiteful you are! I didn't say any had. But if there should?" + +"Then it'll be time to think about it. You've married Kitty right and +left to everybody who's looked at her since we left Niagara, and I've +worried myself to death investigating the character of her husbands. Now +I'm not going to do it any longer,--till she has an offer." + +"Very well. _You_ can depreciate your own cousin, if you like. But I +know what _I_ shall do. I shall let her wear all my best things. How +fortunate it is, Richard, that we're exactly of a size! O, I am so glad +we brought Kitty along! If she should marry and settle down in +Boston--no, I hope she could get her husband to live in New York--" + +"Go on, go on, my dear!" cried Colonel Ellison, with a groan of despair. +"Kitty has talked twenty-five minutes with this young man about the +hotels and steamboats, and of course he'll be round to-morrow morning +asking my consent to marry her as soon as we can get to a justice of the +peace. My hair is gradually turning gray, and I shall be bald before my +time; but I don't mind that if you find any pleasure in these little +hallucinations of yours. _Go_ on!" + + + + +II. + +MRS. ELLISON'S LITTLE MANEUVRE. + + +The next morning our tourists found themselves at rest in Ha-Ha Bay, at +the head of navigation for the larger steamers. The long line of sullen +hills had fallen away, and the morning sun shone warm on what in a +friendlier climate would have been a very lovely landscape. The bay was +an irregular oval, with shores that rose in bold but not lofty heights +on one side, while on the other lay a narrow plain with two villages +clinging about the road that followed the crescent beach, and lifting +each the slender tin-clad spire of its church to sparkle in the sun. + +At the head of the bay was a mountainous top, and along its waters were +masses of rocks, gayly painted with lichens and stained with metallic +tints of orange and scarlet. The unchanging growth of stunted pines was +the only forest in sight, though Ha-Ha Bay is a famous lumbering port, +and some schooners now lay there receiving cargoes of odorous pine +plank. The steamboat-wharf was all astir with the liveliest toil and +leisure. The boat was taking on wood, which was brought in wheelbarrows +to the top of the steep, smooth gangway-planking, where the _habitant_ +in charge planted his broad feet for the downward slide, and was hurled +aboard more or less _en masse_ by the fierce velocity of his heavy-laden +wheelbarrow. Amidst the confusion and hazard of this feat a procession +of other habitans marched aboard, each one bearing under his arm a +coffin-shaped wooden box. The rising fear of Colonel Ellison, that these +boxes represented the loss of the whole infant population of Ha-Ha Bay, +was checked by the reflection that the region could not have produced so +many children, and calmed altogether by the purser, who said that they +were full of huckleberries, and that Colonel Ellison could have as many +as he liked for fifteen cents a bushel. This gave him a keen sense of +the poverty of the land, and he bought of the boys who came aboard such +abundance of wild red raspberries, in all manner of birch-bark canoes +and goblets and cornucopias, that he was obliged to make presents of +them to the very dealers whose stock he had exhausted, and he was in +treaty with the local half-wit--very fine, with a hunchback, and a +massive wen on one side of his head--to take charity in the wild fruits +of his native province, when the crowd about him was gently opened by a +person who advanced with a flourishing bow and a sprightly "Good +morning, good morning, sir!" "How do you do?" asked Colonel Ellison; but +the other, intent on business, answered, "I am the only person at Ha-Ha +Bay who speaks English, and I have come to ask if you would not like to +make a promenade in my horse and buggy upon the mountain before +breakfast. You shall be gone as long as you will for one shilling and +sixpence. I will show you all that there is to be seen about the place, +and the beautiful view of the bay from the top of the mountain. But it +is elegant, you know, I can assure you." + +The speaker was so fluent of his English, he had such an audacious, +wide-branching mustache, such a twinkle in his left eye,--which wore its +lid in a careless, slouching fashion,--that the heart of man naturally +clove to him; and Colonel Ellison agreed on the spot to make the +proposed promenade, for himself and both his ladies, of whom he went +joyfully in search. He found them at the stern of the boat, admiring the +wild scenery, and looking + + "Fresh as the morn and as the season fair." + +He was not a close observer, and of his wife's wardrobe he had the +ignorance of a good husband, who, as soon as the pang of paying for her +dresses is past, forgets whatever she has; but he could not help seeing +that some gayeties of costume which he had dimly associated with his +wife now enhanced the charms of his cousin's nice little face and +figure. A scarf of lively hue carelessly tied about the throat to keep +off the morning chill, a prettier ribbon, a more stylish jacket than +Miss Ellison owned,--what do I know?--an air of preparation for battle, +caught the colonel's eye, and a conscious red stole responsive into +Kitty's cheek. + +"Kitty," said he, "don't you let yourself be made a goose of." + +"I hope she won't--by _you_!" retorted his wife, "and I'll thank you, +Colonel Ellison, not to be a Betty, whatever you are. I don't think it's +manly to be always noticing ladies' clothes." + +"Who said anything about clothes?" demanded the colonel, taking his +stand upon the letter. + +"Well, don't _you_, at any rate. Yes, I'd like to ride, of all things; +and we've time enough, for breakfast isn't ready till half past eight. +Where's the carriage?" + +The only English scholar at Ha-Ha Bay had taken the light wraps of the +ladies and was moving off with them. "This way, this way," he said, +waving his hand towards a larger number of vehicles on the shore than +could have been reasonably attributed to Ha-Ha Bay. "I hope you won't +object to having another passenger with you? There's plenty of room for +all. He seems a very nice, gentlemanly person," said he, with a queer, +patronizing graciousness which he had no doubt caught from his English +patrons. + +"The more the merrier," answered Colonel Ellison, and "Not in the +least!" said his wife, not meaning the proverb. Her eye had swept the +whole array of vehicles and had found them all empty, save one, in which +she detected the blamelessly coated back of Mr. Arbuton. But I ought +perhaps to explain Mrs. Ellison's motives better than they can be made +to appear in her conduct. She cared nothing for Mr. Arbuton; and she had +no logical wish to see Kitty in love with him. But here were two young +people thrown somewhat romantically together; Mrs. Ellison was a born +match-maker, and to have refrained from promoting their better +acquaintance in the interest of abstract matrimony was what never could +have entered into her thought or desire. Her whole being closed for the +time about this purpose; her heart, always warm towards Kitty,--whom she +admired with a sort of generous frenzy,--expanded with all kinds of +lovely designs; in a word, every dress she had she would instantly have +bestowed upon that worshipful creature who was capable of adding another +marriage to the world. I hope the reader finds nothing vulgar or +unbecoming in this, for I do not; it was an enthusiasm, pure and simple, +a beautiful and unselfish abandon; and I am sure men ought to be sorry +that they are not worthier to be favored by it. Ladies have often to +lament in the midst of their finesse that, really, no man is deserving +the fate they devote themselves to prepare for him, or, in other words, +that women cannot marry women. + +I am not going to be so rash as try to depict Mrs. Ellison's arts, for +then, indeed, I should make her appear the clumsy conspirator she was +not, and should merely convict myself of ignorance of such matters. +Whether Mr. Arbuton was ever aware of them, I am not sure: as a man he +was, of course, obtuse and blind; but then, on the other hand, he had +seen far more of the world than Mrs. Ellison, and she may have been +clear as day to him. Probably, though, he did not detect any design; he +could not have conceived of such a thing in a person with whom he had +been so irregularly made acquainted, and to whom he felt himself so +hopelessly superior. A film of ice such as in autumn you find casing the +still pools early in the frosty mornings had gathered upon his manner +over night; but it thawed under the greetings of the others, and he +jumped actively out of the vehicle to offer the ladies their choice of +seats. When all was arranged he found himself at Mrs. Ellison's side, +for Kitty had somewhat eagerly climbed to the front seat with the +colonel. In these circumstances it was pure zeal that sustained Mrs. +Ellison in the flattering constancy with which she babbled on to Mr. +Arbuton and refrained from openly resenting Kitty's contumacy. + +As the wagon began to ascend the hill, the road was so rough that the +springs smote together with pitiless jolts, and the ladies uttered some +irrepressible moans. "Never mind, my dear," said the colonel, turning +about to his wife, "we've got all the English there is at Ha-Ha Bay, any +way." Whereupon the driver gave him a wink of sudden liking and +good-fellowship. At the same time his tongue was loosed, and he began to +talk of himself. "You see my dog, how he leaps at the horse's nose? He +is a moose-dog, and keeps himself in practice of catching the moose by +the nose. You ought to come in the hunting season. I could furnish you +with Indians and everything you need to hunt with. I am a dealer in wild +beasts, you know, and I must keep prepared to take them." + +"Wild beasts?" + +"Yes, for Barnum and the other showmen. I deal in deer, wolf, bear, +beaver, moose, cariboo, wild-cat, link--" + +"What?" + +"Link--link! You say deer for deers, and link for lynx, don't you?" + +"Certainly," answered the unblushing colonel. "Are there many link about +here?" + +"Not many, and they are a very expensive animal. I have been shamefully +treated in a link that I have sold to a Boston showman. It was a +difficult beast to take; bit my Indian awfully; and Mr. Doolittle would +not give the price he promised." + +"What an outrage!" + +"Yes, but it was not so bad as it might have been. He wanted the money +back afterwards; the link died in about two weeks," said the dealer in +wild animals, with a smile that curled his mustache into his ears, and a +glance at Colonel Ellison. "He may have been bruised, I suppose. He may +have been homesick. Perhaps he was never a very strong link. The link is +a curious animal, miss," he said to Kitty, in conclusion. + +They had been slowly climbing the mountain road, from which, on either +hand, the pasturelands fell away in long, irregular knolls and hollows. +The tops were quite barren, but in the little vales, despite the stones, +a short grass grew very thick and tenderly green, and groups of kine +tinkled their soft bells in a sweet, desultory assonance as they cropped +the herbage. Below, the bay filled the oval of the hills with its sunny +expanse, and the white steamer, where she lay beside the busy wharf, and +the black lumber-ships, gave their variety to the pretty scene, which +was completed by the picturesque villages on the shore. It was a very +simple sight, but somehow very touching, as if the soft spectacle were +but a respite from desolation and solitude; as indeed it was. + +Mr. Arbuton must have been talking of travel elsewhere, for now he said +to Mrs. Ellison, "This looks like a bit of Norway; the bay yonder might +very well be a fjord of the Northern sea." + +Mrs. Ellison murmured her sense of obligation to the bay, the fjord, and +Mr. Arbuton, for their complaisance, and Kitty remembered that he had +somewhat snubbed her the night before for attributing any suggestive +grace to the native scenery. "Then you've really found something in an +American landscape. I suppose we ought to congratulate it," she said, in +smiling enjoyment of her triumph. + +The colonel looked at her with eyes of humorous question; Mrs. Ellison +looked blank; and Mr. Arbuton, having quite forgotten what he had said +to provoke this comment now, looked puzzled and answered nothing: for he +had this trait also in common with the sort of Englishman for whom he +was taken, that he never helped out your conversational venture, but if +he failed to respond inwardly, left you with your unaccepted remark upon +your hands, as it were. In his silence, Kitty fell a prey to very evil +thoughts of him, for it made her harmless sally look like a blundering +attack upon him. But just then the driver came to her rescue; he said, +"Gentlemen and ladies, this is the end of the mountain promenade," and, +turning his horse's head, drove rapidly back to the village. + +At the foot of the hill they came again to the church, and his +passengers wanted to get out and look into it. "O certainly," said he, +"it isn't finished yet, but you can say as many prayers as you like in +it." + +The church was decent and clean, like most Canadian churches, and at +this early hour there was a good number of the villagers at their +devotions. The lithographic pictures of the stations to Calvary were, of +course, on its walls, and there was the ordinary tawdriness of paint and +carving about the high altar. + +"I don't like to see these things," said Mrs. Ellison. "It really seems +to savor of idolatry. Don't you think so, Mr. Arbuton?" + +"Well, I don't know. I doubt if they're the sort of people to be hurt by +it." + +"They need a good stout faith in cold climates, I can tell you," said +the colonel. "It helps to keep them warm. The broad church would be too +full of draughts up here. They want something snug and tight. Just +imagine one of these poor devils listening to a liberal sermon about +birds and fruits and flowers and beautiful sentiments, and then driving +home over the hills with the mercury thirty degrees below zero! He +couldn't stand it." + +"Yes, yes, certainly," said Mr. Arbuton, and looked about him with an +eye of cold, uncompassionate inspection, as if he were trying it by a +standard of taste, and, on the whole, finding the poor little church +vulgar. + +When they mounted to their places again, the talk fell entirely to the +colonel, who, as his wont was, got what information he could out of the +driver. It appeared, in spite of his theory, that they were not all good +Catholics at Ha-Ha Bay. "This chap, for example," said the Frenchman, +touching himself on the breast and using the slang he must have picked +up from American travellers, "is no Catholic,--not much! He has made too +many studies to care for religion. There's a large French party, sir, in +Canada, that's opposed to the priests and in favor of annexation." + +He satisfied the colonel's utmost curiosity, discoursing, as he drove by +the log-built cottages which were now and then sheathed in birch-bark, +upon the local affairs, and the character and history of such of his +fellow-villagers as they met. He knew the pretty girls upon the street +and saluted them by name, interrupting himself with these courtesies in +the lecture he was giving the colonel on life at Ha-Ha Bay. There was +only one brick house (which he had built himself, but had been obliged +to sell in a season unfavorable for wild beasts), and the other edifices +dropped through the social scale to some picturesque barns thatched with +straw. These he excused to his Americans, but added that the ungainly +thatch was sometimes useful in saving the lives of the cattle toward the +end of an unusually long, hard winter. + +"And the people," asked the colonel, "what do they do in the winter to +pass the time?" + +"Draw the wood, smoke the pipe, court the ladies.--But wouldn't you like +to see the inside of one of our poor cottages? I shall be very proud to +have you look at mine, and to have you drink a glass of milk from my +cows. I am sorry that I cannot offer you brandy, but there's none to be +bought in the place." + +"Don't speak of it! For an eye-opener there is nothing like a glass of +milk," gayly answered the colonel. + +They entered the best room of the house,--wide, low-ceiled, dimly lit by +two small windows, and fortified against the winter by a huge Canada +stove of cast-iron. It was rude but neat, and had an air of decent +comfort. Through the window appeared a very little vegetable garden with +a border of the hardiest flowers. "The large beans there," explained the +host, "are for soup and coffee. My corn," he said, pointing out some +rows of dwarfish maize, "has escaped the early August frosts, and so I +expect to have some roasting-ears yet this summer." + +"Well, it isn't exactly what you'd call an inviting climate, is it?" +asked the colonel. + +The Canadian seemed a hard little man, but he answered now with a kind +of pathos, "It's cruel! I came here when it was all bush. Twenty years I +have lived here, and it has not been worth while. If it was to do over +again, I should rather not live anywhere. I was born in Quebec," he +said, as if to explain that he was used to mild climates, and began to +tell of some events of his life at Ha-Ha Bay. "I wish you were going to +stay here awhile with me. You wouldn't find it so bad in the +summer-time, I can assure you. There are bears in the bush, sir," he +said to the colonel, "and you might easily kill one." + +"But then I should be helping to spoil your trade in wild beasts," +replied the colonel, laughing. + +Mr. Arbuton looked like one who might be very tired of this. He made no +sign of interest either in the early glooms and privations or the summer +bears of Ha-Ha Bay. He sat in the quaint parlor, with his hat on his +knee, in the decorous and patient attitude of a gentleman making a call. + +He had no feeling, Kitty said to herself; but that is a matter about +which we can easily be wrong. It was rather to be said of Mr. Arbuton +that he had always shrunk from knowledge of things outside of a very +narrow world, and that he had not a ready imagination. Moreover, he had +a personal dislike, as I may call it, of poverty; and he did not enjoy +this poverty as she did, because it was strange and suggestive, though +doubtless he would have done as much to relieve distress. + +"Rather too much of his autobiography," he said to Kitty, as he waited +outside the door with her, while the Canadian quieted his dog, which was +again keeping himself in practice of catching the moose by making +vicious leaps at the horse's nose. "The egotism of that kind of people +is always so aggressive. But I suppose he's in the habit of throwing +himself upon the sympathy of summer visitors in this way. You can't +offer a man so little as shilling and sixpence who's taken you into his +confidence. Did you find enough that was novel in his place to justify +him in bringing us here, Miss Ellison?" he asked with an air he had of +taking you of course to be of his mind, and which equally offended you +whether you were so or not. + +Every face that they had seen in their drive had told its pathetic story +to Kitty; every cottage that they passed she had entered in thought, and +dreamed out its humble drama. What their host had said gave breath and +color to her fancies of the struggle of life there, and she was startled +and shocked when this cold doubt was cast upon the sympathetic tints of +her picture. She did not know what to say at first; she looked at Mr. +Arbuton with a sudden glance of embarrassment and trouble; then she +answered, "I was very much interested. I don't agree with you, I +believe"; which, when she heard it, seemed a resentful little speech, +and made her willing for some occasion to soften its effect. But nothing +occurred to her during the brief drive back to the boat, save the fact +that the morning air was delicious. + +"Yes, but rather cool," said Mr. Arbuton, whose feelings apparently had +not needed any balm; and the talk fell again to the others. + +On the pier he helped her down from the wagon, for the colonel was +intent on something the driver was saying, and then offered his hand to +Mrs. Ellison. + +She sprang from her place, but stumbled slightly, and when she touched +the ground, "I believe I turned my foot a little," she said with a +laugh. "It's nothing, of course," and fainted in his arms. + +Kitty gave a cry of alarm, and the next instant the colonel had relieved +Mr. Arbuton. It was a scene, and nothing could have annoyed him more +than this tumult which poor Mrs. Ellison's misfortune occasioned among +the bystanding habitans and deck-hands, and the passengers eagerly +craning forward over the bulwarks, and running ashore to see what the +matter was. Few men know just how to offer those little offices of +helpfulness which such emergencies demand, and Mr. Arbuton could do +nothing after he was rid of his burden; he hovered anxiously and +uselessly about, while Mrs. Ellison was carried to an airy position on +the bow of the boat, where in a few minutes he had the great +satisfaction of seeing her open her eyes. It was not the moment for him +to speak, and he walked somewhat guiltily away with the dispersing +crowd. + +Mrs. Ellison addressed her first words to pale Kitty at her side. "You +can have all my things, now," she said, as if it were a clause in her +will, and perhaps it had been her last thought before unconsciousness. + +"Why, Fanny," cried Kitty, with an hysterical laugh, "you're not going +to die! A sprained ankle isn't fatal!" + +"No; but I've heard that a person with a sprained ankle can't put their +foot to the ground for weeks; and I shall only want a dressing-gown, you +know, to lie on the sofa in." With that, Mrs. Ellison placed her hand +tenderly on Kitty's head, like a mother wondering what will become of a +helpless child during her disability; in fact she was mentally weighing +the advantages of her wardrobe, which Kitty would now fully enjoy, +against the loss of the friendly strategy which she would now lack. +Helpless to decide the matter, she heaved a sigh. + +"But, Fanny, you won't expect to travel in a dressing-gown." + +"Indeed, I wish I knew whether I _could_ travel in _anything_ or not. +But the next twenty-four hours will show. If it swells up, I shall have +to rest awhile at Quebec; and if it doesn't, there may be something +internal. I've read of accidents when the person thought they were +perfectly well and comfortable, and the first thing they knew they were +in a very dangerous state. That's the worst of these internal injuries: +you never can tell. Not that I think there's anything of that kind the +matter with me. But a few days' rest won't do any harm, whatever +happens; the stores in Quebec are quite as good and a little cheaper +than in Montreal; and I could go about in a carriage, you know, and put +in the time as well in one place as the other. I'm sure we could get on +very pleasantly there; and the colonel needn't be home for a month yet. +I suppose that I could hobble into the stores on a crutch." + +Whilst Mrs. Ellison's monologue ran on with scarcely a break from Kitty, +her husband was gone to fetch her a cup of tea and such other light +refreshment as a lady may take after a swoon. When he returned she +bethought herself of Mr. Arbuton, who, having once come back to see if +all was going well, had vanished again. + +"Why, our friend Boston is bearing up under his share of the morning's +work like a hero--or a lady with a sprained ankle," said the colonel as +he arranged the provision. "To see the havoc he's making in the ham and +eggs and chiccory is to be convinced that there is no appetizer like +regret for the sufferings of others." + +"Why, and here's poor Kitty not had a bite yet!" cried Mrs. Ellison. +"Kitty, go off at once and get your breakfast. Put on my--" + +"O, _don't_, Fanny, or I can't go; and I'm really very hungry." + +"Well, I won't then," said Mrs. Ellison, seeing the rainy cloud in +Kitty's eyes. "Go just as you are, and don't mind me." And so Kitty +went, gathering courage at every pace, and sitting down opposite Mr. +Arbuton with a vivid color to be sure, but otherwise lion-bold. He had +been upbraiding the stars that had thrust him further and further at +every step into the intimacy of these people, as he called them to +himself. It was just twenty-four hours, he reflected, since he had met +them, and resolved to have nothing to do with them, and in that time the +young lady had brought him under the necessity of apologizing for a +blunder of her own; he had played the eavesdropper to her talk; he had +sentimentalized the midnight hour with her; they had all taken a morning +ride together; and he had ended by having Mrs. Ellison sprain her ankle +and faint in his arms. It was outrageous; and what made it worse was +that decency obliged him to take henceforth a regretful, deprecatory +attitude towards Mrs. Ellison, whom he liked least among these people. +So he sat vindictively eating an enormous breakfast, in a sort of angry +abstraction, from which Kitty's coming roused him to say that he hoped +Mrs. Ellison was better. + +"O, very much! It's just a sprain." + +"A sprain may be a very annoying thing," said Mr. Arbuton dismally. +"Miss Ellison," he cried, "I've been nothing but an affliction to your +party since I came on board this boat!" + +"Do you think evil genius of our party would be too harsh a term?" +suggested Kitty. + +"Not in the least; it would be a mere euphemism,--base flattery, in +fact. Call me something worse." + +"I can't think of anything. I must leave you to your own conscience. It +was a pity to end our ride in that way; it would have been such a +pleasant ride!" And Kitty took heart from his apparent mood to speak of +some facts of the morning that had moved her fancy. "What a strange +little nest it is up here among these half-thawed hills! and imagine the +winter, the fifteen or twenty months of it, they must have every year. I +could almost have shed tears over that patch of corn that had escaped +the early August frosts. I suppose this is a sort of Indian summer that +we are enjoying now, and that the cold weather will set in after a week +or two. My cousin and I thought that Tadoussac was somewhat retired and +composed last night, but I'm sure that I shall see it in its true light, +as a metropolis, going back. I'm afraid that the turmoil and bustle of +Eriecreek, when I get home--" + +"Eriecreek?--when you got home?--I thought you lived at Milwaukee." + +"O no! It's my cousins who live at Milwaukee. I live at Eriecreek, New +York State." + +"Oh!" Mr. Arbuton looked blank and not altogether pleased. Milwaukee was +bad enough, though he understood that it was largely peopled from New +England, and had a great German element, which might account for the +fact that these people were not quite barbaric. But this Eriecreek, New +York State! "I don't think I've heard of it," he said. + +"It's a small place," observed Kitty, "and I believe it isn't noted for +anything in particular; it's not even on any railroad. It's in the +north-west part of the State." + +"Isn't it in the oil-regions?" groped Mr. Arbuton. + +"Why, the oil-regions are rather migratory, you know. It used to be in +the oil-regions; but the oil was pumped out, and then the oil-regions +gracefully withdrew and left the cheese-regions and grape-regions to +come back and take possession of the old derricks and the rusty boilers. +You might suppose from the appearance of the meadows, that all the +boilers that ever blew up had come down in the neighborhood of +Eriecreek. And every field has its derrick standing just as the last +dollar or the last drop of oil left it." + +Mr. Arbuton brought his fancy to bear upon Eriecreek, and wholly failed +to conceive of it. He did not like the notion of its being thrust within +the range of his knowledge; and he resented its being the home of Miss +Ellison, whom he was beginning to accept as a not quite comprehensible +yet certainly agreeable fact, though he still had a disposition to cast +her off as something incredible. He asked no further about Eriecreek, +and presently she rose and went to join her relatives, and he went to +smoke his cigar, and to ponder upon the problem presented to him in this +young girl from whose locality and conjecturable experiences he was at +loss how to infer her as he found her here. + +She had a certain self-reliance mingling with an innocent trust of +others which Mrs. Isabel March had described to her husband as a charm +potent to make everybody sympathetic and good-natured, but which it +would not be easy to account for to Mr. Arbuton. In part it was a +natural gift, and partly it came from mere ignorance of the world; it +was the unsnubbed fearlessness of a heart which did not suspect a sense +of social difference in others, or imagine itself misprized for anything +but a fault. For such a false conception of her relations to polite +society, Kitty's Uncle Jack was chiefly to blame. In the fierce +democracy of his revolt from his Virginian traditions he had taught his +family that a belief in any save intellectual and moral distinctions was +a mean and cruel superstition; he had contrived to fix this idea so +deeply in the education of his children, that it gave a coloring to +their lives, and Kitty, when her turn came, had the effect of it in the +character of those about her. In fact she accepted his extreme theories +of equality to a degree that delighted her uncle, who, having held them +many years, was growing perhaps a little languid in their tenure and was +glad to have his grasp strengthened by her faith. Socially as well as +politically Eriecreek was almost a perfect democracy, and there was +little in Kitty's circumstances to contradict the doctor's teachings. +The brief visits which she had made to Buffalo and Erie, and, since the +colonel's marriage, to Milwaukee, had not sufficed to undeceive her; she +had never suffered slight save from the ignorant and uncouth; she +innocently expected that in people of culture she should always find +community of feeling and ideas; and she had met Mr. Arbuton all the more +trustfully because as a Bostonian he must be cultivated. + +In the secluded life which she led perforce at Eriecreek there was an +abundance of leisure, which she bestowed upon books at an age when most +girls are sent to school. The doctor had a good taste of an +old-fashioned kind in literature, and he had a library pretty well +stocked with the elderly English authors, poets and essayists and +novelists, and here and there an historian, and these Kitty read +childlike, liking them at the time in a certain way, and storing up in +her mind things that she did not understand for the present, but whose +beauty and value dawned upon her from time to time, as she grew older. +But of far more use and pleasure to her than these now somewhat mouldy +classics were the more modern books of her cousin Charles,--that pride +and hope of his father's heart, who had died the year before she came to +Eriecreek. He was named after her own father, and it was as if her Uncle +Jack found both his son and his brother in her again. When her taste for +reading began to show itself in force, the old man one day unlocked a +certain bookcase in a little upper room, and gave her the key, saying, +with a broken pride and that queer Virginian pomp which still clung to +him, "This was my son's, who would one day have been a great writer; now +it is yours." After that the doctor would pick up the books out of this +collection which Kitty was reading and had left lying about the rooms, +and look into them a little way. Sometimes he fell asleep over them; +sometimes when he opened on a page pencilled with marginal notes, he +would put the volume gently down and go very quickly out of the room. + +"Kitty, I reckon you'd better not leave poor Charley's books around +where Uncle Jack can get at them," one of the girls, Virginia or Rachel, +would say; "I don't believe he cares much for those writers, and the +sight of the books just tries him." So Kitty kept the books, and herself +for the most part with them, in the upper chamber which had been Charles +Ellison's room, and where, amongst the witnesses of the dead boy's +ambitious dreams, she grew dreamer herself and seemed to inherit with +his earthly place his own fine and gentle spirit. + +The doctor, as his daughter suggested, did not care much for the modern +authors in whom his son had delighted. Like many another simple and +pure-hearted man, he thought that since Pope there had been no great +poet but Byron, and he could make nothing out of Tennyson and Browning, +or the other contemporary English poets. Amongst the Americans he had a +great respect for Whittier, but he preferred Lowell to the rest because +he had written The Biglow Papers, and he never would allow that the last +series was half so good as the first. These and the other principal +poets of our nation and language Kitty inherited from her cousin, as +well as a full stock of the contemporary novelists and romancers, whom +she liked better than the poets on the whole. She had also the advantage +of the magazines and reviews which used to come to him, and the house +over-flowed with newspapers of every kind, from the Eriecreek Courier to +the New York Tribune. What with the coming and going of the eccentric +visitors, and this continual reading, and her rides about the country +with her Uncle Jack, Kitty's education, such as it was, went on very +actively and with the effect, at least, to give her a great liveliness +of mind and several decided opinions. Where it might have warped her out +of natural simplicity, and made her conceited, the keen and wholesome +airs which breathed continually in the Ellison household came in to +restore her. There was such kindness in this discipline, that she never +could remember when it wounded her; it was part of the gayety of those +times when she would sit down with the girls, and they took up some work +together, and rattled on in a free, wild, racy talk, with an edge of +satire for whoever came near, a fantastic excess in its drollery, and +just a touch of native melancholy tingeing it. The last queer guest, +some neighborhood gossip, some youthful folly or pretentiousness of +Kitty's, some trait of their own, some absurdity of the boys if they +happened to be at home, and came lounging in, were the themes out of +which they contrived such jollity as never was, save when in Uncle +Jack's presence they fell upon some characteristic action or theory of +his and turned it into endless ridicule. + +But of such people, of such life, Mr. Arbuton could have made nothing if +he had known them. In many things he was an excellent person, and +greatly to be respected for certain qualities. He was very sincere; his +mind had a singular purity and rectitude; he was a scrupulously just +person so far as he knew. He had traits that would have fitted him very +well for the career he had once contemplated, and he had even made some +preliminary studies for the ministry. But the very generosity of his +creed perplexed him, his mislikers said; contending that he could never +have got on with the mob of the redeemed. "Arbuton," said a fat young +fellow, the supposed wit of the class, "thinks there _are_ persons of +low extraction in heaven; but he doesn't like the idea." And Mr. Arbuton +did not like the speaker very well, either, nor any of his poorer +fellow-students, whose gloveless and unfashionable poverty, and meagre +board and lodgings, and general hungry dependence upon pious bequests +and neighborhood kindnesses, offended his instincts. "So he's given it +up, has he?" moralized the same wit, upon his retirement. "If Arbuton +could have been a divinely commissioned apostle to the best society, and +been obliged to save none but well-connected, old-established, and +cultivated souls, he might have gone into the ministry." This was a +coarse construction of the truth, but it was not altogether a +perversion. It was long ago that he had abandoned the thought of the +ministry, and he had since travelled, and read law, and become a man of +society and of clubs; but he still kept the traits that had seemed to +make his vocation clear. On the other hand he kept the prejudices that +were imagined to have disqualified him. He was an exclusive by training +and by instinct. He gave ordinary humanity credit for a certain measure +of sensibility, and it is possible that if he had known more kinds of +men, he would have recognized merits and excellences which did not now +exist for him; but I do not think he would have liked them. His doubt of +these Western people was the most natural, if not the most justifiable +thing in the world, and for Kitty, if he could have known all about her, +I do not see how he could have believed in her at all. As it was, he +went in search of her party, when he had smoked his cigar, and found +them on the forward promenade. She had left him in quite a lenient mood, +although, as she perceived with amusement, he had done nothing to merit +it, except give her cousin a sprained ankle. At the moment of his +reappearance, Mrs. Ellison had been telling Kitty that she thought it +was beginning to swell a little, and so it could not be anything +internal; and Kitty had understood that she meant her ankle as well as +if she had said so, and had sorrowed and rejoiced over her, and the +colonel had been inculpated for the whole affair. This made Mr. +Arbuton's excuses rather needless, though they were most graciously +received. + + + + +III. + +ON THE WAY BACK TO QUEBEC. + + +By this time the boat was moving down the river, and every one was alive +to the scenery. The procession of the pine-clad, rounded heights on +either shore began shortly after Ha-Ha Bay had disappeared behind a +curve, and it hardly ceased, save at one point, before the boat +re-entered the St. Lawrence. The shores of the stream are almost +uninhabited. The hills rise from the water's edge, and if ever a narrow +vale divides them, it is but to open drearier solitudes to the eye. In +such a valley would stand a saw-mill, and huddled about it a few poor +huts, while a friendless road, scarce discernible from the boat, wound +up from the river through the valley, and led to wildernesses all the +forlorner for the devastation of their forests. Now and then an island, +rugged as the shores, broke the long reaches of the grim river with its +massive rock and dark evergreen, and seemed in the distance to forbid +escape from those dreary waters, over which no bird flew, and in which +it was incredible any fish swam. + +Mrs. Ellison, with her foot comfortably and not ungracefully supported +on a stool, was in so little pain as to be looking from time to time at +one of the guide-books which the colonel had lavished upon his party, +and which she was disposed to hold to very strict account for any +excesses of description. + +"It says here that the water of the Saguenay is as black as ink. Do +_you_ think it is, Richard?" + +"It looks so." + +"Well, but if you took some up in your hand?" + +"Perhaps it wouldn't be as black as the best Maynard and Noyes, but it +would be black enough for all practical purposes." + +"Maybe," suggested Kitty, "the guide-book means the kind that is light +blue at first, but 'becomes a deep black on exposure to the air,' as the +label says." + +"What do you think, Mr. Arbuton?" asked Mrs. Ellison with unabated +anxiety. + +"Well, really, I don't know," said Mr. Arbuton, who thought it a very +trivial kind of talk, "I can't say, indeed. I haven't taken any of it up +in my hand." + +"That's true," said Mrs. Ellison gravely, with an accent of reproval for +the others who had not thought of so simple a solution of the problem, +"very true." + +The colonel looked into her face with an air of well-feigned alarm. "You +don't think the sprain has gone to your head, Fanny?" he asked, and +walked away, leaving Mr. Arbuton to the ladies. Mrs. Ellison did not +care for this or any other gibe, if she but served her own purposes; and +now, having made everybody laugh and given the conversation a lively +turn, she was as perfectly content as if she had not been herself an +offering to the cause of cheerfulness. She was, indeed, equal to any +sacrifice in the enterprise she had undertaken, and would not only have +given Kitty all her worldly goods, but would have quite effaced herself +to further her own designs upon Mr. Arbuton. She turned again to her +guide-book, and left the young people to continue the talk in unbroken +gayety. They at once became serious, as most people do after a hearty +laugh, which, if you think, seems always to have something strange and +sad in it. But besides, Kitty was oppressed by the coldness that seemed +perpetually to hover in Mr. Arbuton's atmosphere, while she was +interested by his fastidious good looks and his blameless manners and +his air of a world different from any she had hitherto known. He was one +of those men whose perfection makes you feel guilty of misdemeanor +whenever they meet you, and whose greeting turns your honest good-day +coarse and common; even Kitty's fearless ignorance and more than Western +disregard of dignities were not proof against him. She had found it easy +to talk with Mrs. March as she did with her cousin at home: she liked to +be frank and gay in her parley, to jest and to laugh and to make +harmless fun, and to sentimentalize in a half-earnest way; she liked to +be with Mr. Arbuton, but now she did not see how she could take her +natural tone with him. She wondered at her daring lightness at the +breakfast-table; she waited for him to say something, and he said, with +a glance at the gray heaven that always overhangs the Saguenay, that it +was beginning to rain, and unfurled the slender silk umbrella which +harmonized so perfectly with the London effect of his dress, and held it +over her. Mrs. Ellison sat within the shelter of the projecting roof, +and diligently perused her book with her eyes, and listened to their +talk. + +"The great drawback to this sort of thing in America," continued Mr. +Arbuton, "is that there is no human interest about the scenery, fine as +it is." + +"Why, I don't know," said Kitty, "there was that little settlement round +the saw-mill. Can't you imagine any human interest in the lives of the +people there? It seems to me that one might make almost anything out of +them. Suppose, for example, that the owner of that mill was a +disappointed man who had come here to bury the wreck of his life +in--sawdust?" + +"O, yes! That sort of thing; certainly. But I didn't mean that, I meant +something historical. There is no past, no atmosphere, no traditions, +you know." + +"O, but the Saguenay _has_ a tradition," said Kitty. "You know that a +party of the first explorers left their comrades at Tadoussac, and came +up the Saguenay three hundred years ago, and never were seen or heard of +again. I think it's so in keeping with the looks of the river. The +Saguenay would never tell a secret." + +"Um!" uttered Mr. Arbuton, as if he were not quite sure that it was the +Saguenay's place to have a legend of this sort, and disposed to snub the +legend because the Saguenay had it. After a little silence, he began to +speak of famous rivers abroad. + +"I suppose," Kitty said, "the Rhine has traditions enough, hasn't it?" + +"Yes," he answered, "but I think the Rhine rather overdoes it. You can't +help feeling, you know, that it's somewhat melodramatic and--common. +Have you ever seen the Rhine?" + +"O, no! This is almost the first I've seen of anything. Perhaps," she +added, demurely, yet with a tremor at finding herself about to make +light of Mr. Arbuton, "if I had had too much of tradition on the Rhine I +should want more of it on the Saguenay." + +"Why, you must allow there's a golden mean in everything, Miss Ellison," +said her companion with a lenient laugh, not feeling it disagreeable to +be made light of by her. + +"Yes; and I'm afraid we're going to find Cape Trinity and Cape Eternity +altogether too big when we come to them. Don't you think eighteen +hundred feet excessively high for a feature of river scenery?" + +Mr. Arbuton really did have an objection to the exaggerations of nature +on this continent, and secretly thought them in bad taste, but he had +never formulated his feeling. He was not sure but it was ridiculous, now +that it was suggested, and yet the possibility was too novel to be +entertained without suspicion. + +However, when after a while the rumor of their approach to the great +objects of the Saguenay journey had spread among the passengers, and +they began to assemble at points favorable for the enjoyment of the +spectacle, he was glad to have secured the place he held with Miss +Ellison, and a sympathetic thrill of excitement passed through his loath +superiority. The rain ceased as they drew nearer, and the gray clouds +that had hung so low upon the hills sullenly lifted from them and let +their growing height he seen. The captain bade his sight-seers look at +the vast Roman profile that showed itself upon the rock, and then he +pointed out the wonderful Gothic arch, the reputed doorway of an +unexplored cavern, under which an upright shaft of stone had stood for +ages statue-like, till not many winters ago the frost heaved it from its +base, and it plunged headlong down through the ice into the unfathomed +depths below. The unvarying gloom of the pines was lit now by the +pensive glimmer of birch-trees, and this gray tone gave an indescribable +sentiment of pathos and of age to the scenery. Suddenly the boat rounded +the corner of the three steps, each five hundred feet high, in which +Cape Eternity climbs from the river, and crept in under the naked side +of the awful cliff. It is sheer rock, springing from the black water, +and stretching upward with a weary, effort-like aspect, in long impulses +of stone marked by deep seams from space to space, till, fifteen hundred +feet in air, its vast brow beetles forward, and frowns with a scattering +fringe of pines. There are stains of weather and of oozing springs upon +the front of the cliff, but it is height alone that seems to seize the +eye, and one remembers afterwards these details, which are indeed so few +as not properly to enter into the effect. The rock fully justifies its +attributive height to the eye, which follows the upward rush of the +mighty acclivity, steep after steep, till it wins the cloud-capt summit, +when the measureless mass seems to swing and sway overhead, and the +nerves tremble with the same terror that besets him who looks downward +from the verge of a lofty precipice. It is wholly grim and stern; no +touch of beauty relieves the austere majesty of that presence. At the +foot of Cape Eternity the water is of unknown depth, and it spreads, a +black expanse, in the rounding hollow of shores of unimaginable wildness +and desolation, and issues again in its river's course around the base +of Cape Trinity. This is yet loftier than the sister cliff, but it +slopes gently backward from the stream, and from foot to crest it is +heavily clothed with a forest of pines. The woods that hitherto have +shagged the hills with a stunted and meagre growth, showing long +stretches scarred by fire, now assume a stately size, and assemble +themselves compactly upon the side of the mountain, setting their +serried stems one rank above another, till the summit is crowned with +the mass of their dark green plumes, dense and soft and beautiful; so +that the spirit perturbed by the spectacle of the other cliff is calmed +and assuaged by the serene grandeur of this. + +There have been, to be sure, some human agencies at work even under the +shadow of Cape Eternity to restore the spirit to self-possession, and +perhaps none turns from it wholly dismayed. Kitty, at any rate, took +heart from some works of art which the cliff wall displayed near the +water's edge. One of these was a lively fresco portrait of +Lieutenant-General Sherman, with the insignia of his rank, and the other +was an even more striking effigy of General O'Neil, of the Armies of the +Irish Republic, wearing a threatening aspect, and designed in a bold +conceit of his presence there as conqueror of Canada in the year 1875. +Mr. Arbuton was inclined to resent these intrusions upon the sublimity +of nature, and he could not conceive, without disadvantage to them, how +Miss Ellison and the colonel should accept them so cheerfully as part of +the pleasure of the whole. As he listened blankly to their exchange of +jests he found himself awfully beset by a temptation which one of the +boat's crew placed before the passengers. This was a bucket full of +pebbles of inviting size; and the man said, "Now, see which can hit the +cliff. It's farther than any of you can throw, though it looks so near." + +The passengers cast themselves upon the store of missiles, Colonel +Ellison most actively among them. None struck the cliff, and suddenly +Mr. Arbuton felt a blind, stupid, irresistible longing to try his +chance. The spirit of his college days, of his boating and ball-playing +youth, came upon him. He picked up a pebble, while Kitty opened her eyes +in a stare of dumb surprise. Then he wheeled and threw it, and as it +struck against the cliff with a shock that seemed to have broken all the +windows on the Back Bay, he exulted in a sense of freedom the havoc +caused him. It was as if for an instant he had rent away the ties of +custom, thrown off the bonds of social allegiance, broken down and +trampled upon the conventions which his whole life long he had held so +dear and respectable. In that moment of frenzy he feared himself capable +of shaking hands with the shabby Englishman in the Glengarry cap, or of +asking the whole admiring company of passengers down to the bar. A cry +of applause had broken from them at his achievement, and he had for the +first time tasted the sweets of popular favor. Of course a revulsion +must come, and it must be of a corresponding violence; and the next +moment Mr. Arbuton hated them all, and most of all Colonel Ellison, who +had been loudest in his praise. Him he thought for that moment +everything that was aggressively and intrusively vulgar. But he could +not utter these friendly impressions, nor is it so easy to withdraw from +any concession, and he found it impossible to repair his broken +defences. Destiny had been against him from the beginning, and now why +should he not strike hands with it for the brief half-day that he was to +continue in these people's society? In the morning he would part from +them forever, and in the mean time why should he not try to please and +be pleased? There might, to be sure, have been many reasons why he +should not do this; but however the balance stood he now yielded himself +passively to his fate. He was polite to Mrs. Ellison, he was attentive +to Kitty, and as far as he could he entered into the fantastic spirit of +her talk with the colonel. He was not a dull man; he had quite an apt +wit of his own, and a neat way of saying things; but humor always seemed +to him something not perfectly well bred; of course he helped to praise +it in some old-established diner-out, or some woman of good fashion, +whose _mots_ it was customary to repeat, and he even tolerated it in +books; but he was at a loss with these people, who looked at life in so +bizarre a temper, yet without airiness or pretension, nay, with a +whimsical readiness to acknowledge kindred in every droll or laughable +thing. + +The boat stopped at Tadoussac on her return, and among the spectators +who came down to the landing was a certain very pretty, +conscious-looking, silly, bridal-faced young woman,--imaginably the +belle of the season at that forlorn watering-place,--who before coming +on board stood awhile attended by a following of those elderly imperial +and colonial British who heavily flutter round the fair at such resorts. +She had an air of utterly satisfied vanity, in which there was no harm +in the world, and when she saw that she had fixed the eyes of the +shoreward-gazing passengers, it appeared as if she fell into a happy +trepidation too blissful to be passively borne; she moistened her pretty +red lips with her tongue, she twitched her mantle, she settled the bow +at her lovely throat, she bridled and tossed her graceful head. + +"What should you do next, Kitty?" asked the colonel, who had been +sympathetically intent upon all this. + +"O, I think I should pat my foot," answered Kitty; and in fact the +charming simpleton on shore, having perfected her attitude, was tapping +the ground nervously with the toe of her adorable slipper. + +After the boat started, a Canadian lady of ripe age, yet of a vivacity +not to be reconciled with the notion of the married state, capered +briskly about among her somewhat stolid and indifferent friends, saying, +"They're going to fire it as soon as we round the point"; and presently +a dull boom, as of a small piece of ordnance discharged in the +neighborhood of the hotel, struck through the gathering fog, and this +elderly sylph clapped her hands and exulted: "They've fired it, they've +fired it! and now the captain will blow the whistle in answer." But the +captain did nothing of the kind, and the lady, after some more girlish +effervescence, upbraided him for an old owl and an old muff, and so sank +into such a flat and spiritless calm that she was sorrowful to see. + +"Too bad, Mr. Arbuton, isn't it?" said the colonel; and Mr. Arbuton +listened in vague doubt while Kitty built up with her cousin a touching +romance for the poor lady, supposed to have spent the one brilliant and +successful summer of her life at Tadoussac, where her admirers had +agreed to bemoan her loss in this explosion of gunpowder. They asked him +if he did not wish the captain _had_ whistled; and "Oh!" shuddered +Kitty, "doesn't it all make you feel just as if you had been doing it +yourself?"--a question which he hardly knew how to answer, never having, +to his knowledge, done a ridiculous thing in his life, much less been +guilty of such behavior as that of the disappointed lady. + +At Cacouna, where the boat stopped to take on the horses and carriages +of some home-returning sojourners, the pier was a labyrinth of equipages +of many sorts and sizes, and a herd of bright-hooded, gayly blanketed +horses gave variety to the human crowd that soaked and steamed in the +fine, slowly falling rain. A draught-horse was every three minutes +driven into their midst with tedious iteration as he slowly drew baskets +of coal up from the sloop unloading at the wharf, and each time they +closed solidly upon his retreat as if they never expected to see that +horse again while the world stood. They were idle ladies and gentlemen +under umbrellas, Indians and habitans taking the rain stolidly erect or +with shrugged shoulders, and two or three clergymen of the curate type, +who might have stepped as they were out of any dull English novel. These +were talking in low voices and putting their hands to their ears to +catch the replies of the lady-passengers who hung upon the rail, and +twaddled back as dryly as if there was no moisture in life. All the +while the safety-valves hissed with the escaping steam, and the boat's +crew silently toiled with the grooms of the different horses to get the +equipages on board. With the carriages it was an affair of mere muscle, +but the horses required to be managed with brain. No sooner had one of +them placed his fore feet on the gangway plank than he protested by +backing up over a mass of patient Canadians, carrying with him half a +dozen grooms and deck-hands. Then his hood was drawn over his eyes, and +he was blindly walked up and down the pier, and back to the gangway, +which he knew as soon as he touched it. He pulled, he pranced, he shied, +he did all that a bad and stubborn horse can do, till at last a groom +mounted his back, a clump of deck-hands tugged at his bridle, and other +grooms, tenderly embracing him at different points, pushed, and he was +thus conveyed on board with mingled affection and ignominy. None of the +Canadians seemed amused by this; they regarded it with serious composure +as a fitting decorum, and Mr. Arbuton had no comment to make upon it. +But at the first embrace bestowed upon the horse by the grooms the +colonel said absently, "Ah! long-lost brother," and Kitty laughed; and +as the scruples of each brute were successively overcome, she helped to +give some grotesque interpretation to the various scenes of the +melodrama, while Mr. Arbuton stood beside her, and sheltered her with +his umbrella; and a spice of malice in her heart told her that he viewed +this drolling, and especially her part in it, with grave misgiving. That +gave the zest of transgression to her excess, mixed with dismay; for the +tricksy spirit in her was not a domineering spirit, but was easily +abashed by the moods of others. She ought not to have laughed at Dick's +speeches, she soon told herself, much less helped him on. She dreadfully +feared that she had done something indecorous, and she was pensive and +silent over it as she moved listlessly about after supper; and she sat +at last thinking in a dreary sort of perplexity on what had passed +during the day, which seemed a long one. + +The shabby Englishman with his wife and sister were walking up and down +the cabin. By and by they stopped, and sat down at the table facing +Kitty; the elder woman, with a civil freedom, addressed her some +commonplace, and the four were presently in lively talk; for Kitty had +beamed upon the woman in return, having already longed to know something +of them. The world was so fresh to her, that she could find delight in +those poor singing or acting folk, though she had soon to own to herself +that their talk was not very witty nor very wise, and that the best +thing about them was their good-nature. The colonel sat at the end of +the table with a newspaper; Mrs. Ellison had gone to bed; and Kitty was +beginning to tire of her new acquaintance, and to wonder how she could +get away from them, when she saw rescue in the eye of Mr. Arbuton as he +came down to the cabin. She knew he was looking for her; she saw him +check himself with a start of recognition; then he walked rapidly by the +group, without glancing at them. + +"Brrrr!" said the blond girl, drawing her blue knit shawl about her +shoulders, "isn't it cold?" and she and her friends laughed. + +"O dear!" thought Kitty, "I didn't suppose they were so rude. I'm afraid +I must say good night," she added aloud, after a little, and stole away +the most conscience-stricken creature on that boat. She heard those +people laugh again after she left them. + + + + +IV. + +MR. ARBUTON'S INSPIRATION. + + +The next morning, when Mr. Arbuton awoke, he found a clear light upon +the world that he had left wrapped in fog at midnight. A heavy gale was +blowing, and the wide river was running in seas that made the boat +stagger in her course, and now and then struck her bows with a force +that sent the spray from their seething tops into the faces of the +people on the promenade. The sun, out of rifts of the breaking clouds, +launched broad splendors across the villages and farms of the level +landscape and the crests and hollows of the waves; and a certain joy of +the air penetrated to the guarded consciousness of Mr. Arbuton. +Involuntarily he looked about for the people he meant to have nothing +more to do with, that he might appeal to the sympathies of one of them, +at least, in his sense of such an admirable morning. But a great many +passengers had come on board, during the night, at Murray Bay, where the +brief season was ending, and their number hid the Ellisons from him. +When he went to breakfast, he found some one had taken his seat near +them, and they did not notice him as he passed by in search of another +chair. Kitty and the colonel were at table alone, and they both wore +preoccupied faces. After breakfast he sought them out and asked for Mrs. +Ellison, who had shared in most of the excitements of the day before, +helping herself about with a pretty limp, and who certainly had not, as +her husband phrased it, kept any of the meals waiting. + +"Why," said the colonel, "I'm afraid her ankle's worse this morning, and +that we'll have to lie by at Quebec for a few days, at any rate." + +Mr. Arbuton heard this sad news with a cheerful aspect unaccountable in +one who was concerned at Mrs. Ellison's misfortune. He smiled, when he +ought to have looked pensive, and he laughed at the colonel's joke when +the latter added, "Of course, this is a great hardship for my cousin, +who hates Quebec, and wants to get home to Eriecreek as soon as +possible." + +Kitty promised to bear her trials with firmness, and Mr. Arbuton said, +not very consequently, as she thought, "I had been planning to spend a +few days in Quebec, myself, and I shall have the opportunity of +inquiring about Mrs. Ellison's convalescence. In fact," he added, +turning to the colonel, "I hope you'll let me be of service to you in +getting to a hotel." + +And when the boat landed, Mr. Arbuton actually busied himself in finding +a carriage and putting the various Ellison wraps and bags into it. Then +he helped to support Mrs. Ellison ashore, and to lift her to the best +place. He raised his hat, and had good-morning on his tongue, when the +astonished colonel called out, "Why, the deuce! You're going to ride up +with us!" + +Mr. Arbuton thought he had better get another carriage; he should +incommode Mrs. Ellison; but Mrs. Ellison protested that he would not at +all; and, to cut the matter short, he mounted to the colonel's side. It +was another stroke of fate. + +At the hotel they found a line of people reaching half-way down the +outer steps from the inside of the office. + +"Hallo! what's this?" asked the colonel of the last man in the queue. + +"O, it's a little procession to the hotel register! We've been three +quarters of an hour in passing a given point," said the man, who was +plainly a fellow-citizen. + +"And haven't got by yet," said the colonel, taking to the speaker. "Then +the house is full?" + +"Well, no; they haven't begun to throw them out of the window." + +"His humor is degenerating, Dick," said Kitty; and "Hadn't you better go +inside and inquire?" asked Mrs. Ellison. It was part of the Ellison +travelling joke for her thus to prompt the colonel in his duty. + +"I'm glad you mentioned it, Fanny. I was just going to drive off in +despair." The colonel vanished within doors, and after long delay came +out flushed, but not with triumph. "On the express condition that I have +ladies with me, one an invalid, I am promised a room on the fifth floor +some time during the day. They tell me the other hotel is crammed and +it's no use to go there." + +Mrs. Ellison was ready to weep, and for the first time since her +accident she harbored some bitterness against Mr. Arbuton. They all sat +silent, and the colonel on the sidewalk silently wiped his brow. + +Mr. Arbuton, in the poverty of his invention, wondered if there was not +some lodging-house where they could find shelter. + +"Of course there is," cried Mrs. Ellison, beaming upon her hero, and +calling Kitty's attention to his ingenuity by a pressure with her well +foot. "Richard, we must look up a boarding-house." + +"Do you know of any good boarding-houses?" asked the colonel of the +driver, mechanically. + +"Plenty," answered the man. + +"Well, drive us to twenty or thirty first-class ones," commanded the +colonel; and the search began. + +The colonel first asked prices and looked at rooms, and if he pronounced +any apartment unsuitable, Kitty was despatched by Mrs. Ellison to view +it and refute him. As often as she confirmed him, Mrs. Ellison was sure +that they were both too fastidious, and they never turned away from a +door but they closed the gates of paradise upon that afflicted lady. She +began to believe that they should find no place whatever, when at last +they stopped before a portal so unboarding-house-like in all outward +signs, that she maintained it was of no use to ring, and imparted so +much of her distrust to the colonel that, after ringing, he prefaced his +demand for rooms with an apology for supposing that there were rooms to +let there. Then, after looking at them, he returned to the carriage and +reported that the whole affair was perfect, and that he should look no +farther. Mrs. Ellison replied that she never could trust his judgment, +he was so careless. Kitty inspected the premises, and came back in a +transport that alarmed the worst fears of Mrs. Ellison. She was sure +that they had better look farther, she knew there were plenty of nicer +places. Even if the rooms were nice and the situation pleasant, she was +certain that there must be some drawbacks which they did not know of +yet. Whereupon her husband lifted her from the carriage, and bore her, +without reply or comment of any kind, into the house. + +Throughout the search Mr. Arbuton had been making up his mind that he +would part with his friends as soon as they found lodgings, give the day +to Quebec, and take the evening train for Gorham, thus escaping the +annoyances of a crowded hotel, and ending at once an acquaintance which +he ought never to have let go so far. As long as the Ellisons were +without shelter, he felt that it was due to himself not to abandon them. +But even now that they were happily housed, had he done all that +nobility obliged? He stood irresolute beside the carriage. + +"Won't you come up and see where we live?" asked Kitty, hospitably. + +"I shall be very glad," said Mr. Arbuton. + +"My dear fellow," said the colonel, in the parlor, "I didn't engage a +room for you. I supposed you'd rather take your chances at the hotel." + +"O, I'm going away to-night." + +"Why, that's a pity!" + +"Yes, I've no fancy for a cot-bed in the hotel parlor. But I don't quite +like to leave you here, after bringing this calamity upon you." + +"O, don't mention that! I was the only one to blame. We shall get on +splendidly here." + +Mr. Arbuton suffered a vague disappointment. At the bottom of his heart +was a formless hope that he might in some way be necessary to the +Ellisons in their adversity; or if not that, then that something might +entangle him further and compel his stay. But they seemed quite equal in +themselves to the situation; they were in far more comfortable quarters +than they could have hoped for, and plainly should want for nothing; +Fortune put on a smiling face, and bade him go free of them. He fancied +it a mocking smile, though, as he stood an instant silently weighing one +thing against another. The colonel was patiently waiting his motion; +Mrs. Ellison sat watching him from the sofa; Kitty moved about the room +with averted face,--a pretty domestic presence, a household priestess +ordering the temporary Penates. Mr. Arbuton opened his lips to say +farewell, but a god spoke through them,--inconsequently, as the gods for +the most part do, saying, "Besides, I suppose you've got all the rooms +here." + +"O, as to that I don't know," answered the colonel, not recognizing the +language of inspiration, "let's ask." Kitty knocked a photograph-book +off the table, and Mrs. Ellison said, "Why, Kitty!" But nothing more was +spoken till the landlady came. She had another room, but doubted if it +would answer. It was in the attic, and was a back room, though it had a +pleasant outlook. Mr. Arbuton had no doubt that it would do very well +for the day or two he was going to stay, and took it hastily, without +going to look at it. He had his valise carried up at once, and then he +went to the post-office to see if he had any letters, offering to ask +also for Colonel Ellison. + +Kitty stole off to explore the chamber given her at the rear of the +house; that is to say, she opened the window looking out on what their +hostess told her was the garden of the Ursuline Convent, and stood there +in a mute transport. A black cross rose in the midst, and all about this +wandered the paths and alleys of the garden, through clumps of +lilac-bushes and among the spires of hollyhocks. The grounds were +enclosed by high walls in part, and in part by the group of the convent +edifices, built of gray stone, high gabled, and topped by +dormer-windowed steep roofs of tin, which, under the high morning sun, +lay an expanse of keenest splendor, while many a grateful shadow dappled +the full-foliaged garden below. Two slim, tall poplars stood against the +gable of the chapel, and shot their tops above its roof, and under a +porch near them two nuns sat motionless in the sun, black-robed, with +black veils falling over their shoulders, and their white faces lost in +the white linen that draped them from breast to crown. Their hands lay +quiet in their laps, and they seemed unconscious of the other nuns +walking in the garden-paths with little children, their pupils, and +answering their laughter from time to time with voices as simple and +innocent as their own. Kitty looked down upon them all with a swelling +heart. They were but figures in a beautiful picture of something old and +poetical; but she loved them, and pitied them, and was most happy in +them, the same as if they had been real. It could not be that they and +she were in the same world: she must be dreaming over a book in +Charley's room at Eriecreek. She shaded her eyes for a better look, when +the noonday gun boomed from the citadel; the bell upon the chapel +jangled harshly, and those strange maskers, those quaint black birds +with white breasts and faces, flocked indoors. At the same time a small +dog under her window howled dolorously at the jangling of the bell; and +Kitty, with an impartial joy, turned from the pensive romance of the +convent garden to the mild comedy of the scene to which his woeful note +attracted her. When he had uttered his anguish, he relapsed into the +quietest small French dog that ever was, and lay down near a large, +tranquil cat, whom neither the bell nor he had been able to stir from +her slumbers in the sun; a peasant-like old man kept on sawing wood, and +a little child stood still amidst the larkspurs and marigolds of a tiny +garden, while over the flower-pots on the low window-sill of the +neighboring house to which it belonged, a young, motherly face gazed +peacefully out. The great extent of the convent grounds had left this +poor garden scarce breathing-space for its humble blooms; with the low +paling fence that separated it from the adjoining house-yards it looked +like a toy-garden or the background of a puppet-show, and in its way it +was as quaintly unreal to the young girl as the nunnery itself. + +When she saw it first, the city's walls and other warlike ostentations +had taken her imagination with the historic grandeur of Quebec; but the +fascination deepened now that she was admitted, as it were, to the +religious heart and the domestic privacy of the famous old town. She was +romantic, as most good young girls are; and she had the same pleasure in +the strangeness of the things about her as she would have felt in the +keeping of a charming story. To Fanny's "Well, Kitty, I suppose all this +just suits you," when she had returned to the little parlor where the +sufferer lay, she answered with a sigh of irrepressible content, "O yes! +could anything be more beautiful?" and her enraptured eye dwelt upon the +low ceilings, the deep, wide chimneys eloquent of the mighty fires with +which they must roar in winter, the French windows with their curious +and clumsy fastenings, and every little detail that made the place alien +and precious. + +Fanny broke into a laugh at the visionary absence in her face. + +"Do you think the place is good enough for your hero and heroine?" asked +she, slyly; for Kitty had one of those family reputes, so hard to +survive, for childish attempts of her own in the world of fiction where +so great part of her life had been passed; and Mrs. Ellison, who was as +unliterary a soul as ever breathed, admired her with the heartiness +which unimaginative people often feel for their idealizing friends, and +believed that she was always deep in the mysteries of some plot. + +"O, I don't know," Kitty answered with a little color, "about heroes and +heroines; but, I'd like to live here, myself. Yes," she continued, +rather to herself than to her listener, "I do believe this is what I was +made for. I've always wanted to live amongst old things, in a stone +house with dormer-windows. Why, there isn't a single dormer-window in +Eriecreek, nor even a brick house, let alone a stone one. O yes, indeed! +I was meant for an old country." + +"Well, then, Kitty, I don't see what you're to do but to marry East and +live East; or else find a rich husband, and get him to take you to +Europe to live." + +"Yes; or get him to come and live in Quebec. That's all I'd ask, and he +needn't be a very rich man, for that." + +"Why, you poor child, what sort of husband could you get to settle down +in _this_ dead old place?" + +"O, I suppose some kind of artist or literary man." + +This was not Mrs. Ellison's notion of the kind of husband who was to +realize for Kitty her fancy for life in an old country; but she was +content to let the matter rest for the present, and, in a serene +thankfulness to the power that had brought two marriageable young +creatures together beneath the same roof, and under her own observance, +she composed herself among the sofa-cushions, from which she meant to +conduct the campaign against Mr. Arbuton with relentless vigor. + +"Well," she said, "it won't be fair if you are not happy in this world, +Kitty, you ask so little of it"; while Kitty turned to the window +overlooking the street, and lost herself in the drama of the passing +figures below. They were new, and yet oddly familiar, for she had long +known them in the realm of romance. The peasant-women who went by, in +hats of felt or straw, some on foot with baskets, and some in their +light market-carts, were all, in their wrinkled and crooked age or their +fresh-faced, strong-limbed youth, her friends since childhood in many a +tale of France or Germany; and the black-robed priests, who mixed with +the passers on the narrow wooden sidewalk, and now and then courteously +gave way, or lifted their wide-rimmed hats in a grave, smiling +salutation, were more recent acquaintances, but not less intimate. They +were out of old romances about Italy and Spain, in which she was very +learned; and this butcher's boy, tilting along through the crowd with a +half-staggering run, was from any one of Dickens's stories, and she +divined that the four-armed wooden trough on his shoulder was the +butcher's tray, which figures in every novelist's description of a +London street-crowd. There were many other types, as French mothers of +families with market-baskets on their arms; very pretty French +school-girls with books under their arms; wild-looking country boys with +red raspberries in birch-bark measures; and quiet gliding nuns with +white hoods and downcast faces: each of whom she unerringly relegated to +an appropriate corner of her world of unreality. A young, mild-faced, +spectacled Anglican curate she did not give a moment's pause, but rushed +him instantly through the whole series of Anthony Trollope's novels, +which dull books, I am sorry to say, she had read, and liked, every one; +and then she began to find various people astray out of Thackeray. The +trig corporal, with the little visorless cap worn so jauntily, the light +stick carried in one hand, and the broad-sealed official document in the +other, had also, in his breast-pocket, one of those brief, infrequent +missives which Lieutenant Osborne used to send to poor Amelia; a tall, +awkward officer did duty for Major Dobbin; and when a very pretty lady +driving a pony carriage, with a footman in livery on the little perch +behind her, drew rein beside the pavement, and a handsome young captain +in a splendid uniform saluted her and began talking with her in a +languid, affected way, it was Osborne recreant to the thought of his +betrothed, one of whose tender letters he kept twirling in his fingers +while he talked. + +Most of the people whom she saw passing had letters or papers, and, in +fact, they were coming from the post-office, where the noonday mails had +just been opened. So she went on turning substance into shadow,--unless, +indeed, flesh and blood is the illusion,--and, as I am bound to own, +catching at very slight pretexts in many cases for the exercise of her +sorcery, when her eye fell upon a gentleman at a little distance. At the +same moment he raised his eyes from a letter at which he had been +glancing, and ran them along the row of houses opposite, till they +rested on the window at which she stood. Then he smiled and lifted his +hat, and, with a start, she recognized Mr. Arbuton, while a certain +chill struck to her heart through the tumult she felt there. Till he saw +her there had been such a cold reserve and hauteur in his bearing, that +the trepidation which she had felt about him at times, the day before, +and which had worn quite away under the events of the morning, was +renewed again, and the aspect, in which he had been so strange that she +did not know him, seemed the only one that he had ever worn. This effect +lasted till Mr. Arbuton could find his way to her, and place in her +eager hand a letter from the girls and Dr. Ellison. She forgot it then, +and vanished till she read her letter. + + + + +V. + +MR. ARBUTON MAKES HIMSELF AGREEABLE. + + +The first care of Colonel Ellison had been to call a doctor, and to know +the worst about the sprained ankle, upon which his plans had fallen +lame; and the worst was that it was not a bad sprain, but Mrs. Ellison, +having been careless of it the day before, had aggravated the hurt, and +she must now have that perfect rest, which physicians prescribe so +recklessly of other interests and duties, for a week at least, and +possibly two or three. + +The colonel was still too much a soldier to be impatient at the doctor's +order, but he was of far too active a temper to be quiet under it. He +therefore proposed to himself nothing less than the capture of Quebec in +an historical sense, and even before dinner he began to prepare for the +campaign. He sallied forth, and descended upon the bookstores wherever +he found them lurking, in whatsoever recess of the Upper or Lower Town, +and returned home laden with guide-books to Quebec, and monographs upon +episodes of local history, such as are produced in great quantity by the +semi-clerical literary taste of out-of-the-way Catholic capitals. The +colonel (who had gone actively into business, after leaving the army, at +the close of the war) had always a newspaper somewhere about him, but he +was not a reader of many books. Of the volumes in the doctor's library, +he had never in former days willingly opened any but the plays of +Shakespeare, and Don Quixote, long passages of which he knew by heart. +He had sometimes attempted other books, but for the most of Kitty's +favorite authors he professed as frank a contempt as for the +Mound-Builders themselves. He had read one book of travel, namely, The +Innocents Abroad, which he held to be so good a book that he need never +read anything else about the countries of which it treated. When he +brought in this extraordinary collection of pamphlets, both Kitty and +Fanny knew what to expect; for the colonel was as ready to receive +literature at second-hand as to avoid its original sources. He had in +this way picked up a great deal of useful knowledge, and he was famous +for clipping from newspapers scraps of instructive fact, all of which he +relentlessly remembered. He had already a fair outline of the local +history in his mind, and this had been deepened and freshened by Dr. +Ellison's recent talk of his historical studies. Moreover, he had +secured in the course of the present journey, from his wife's and +cousin's reading of divers guide-books, a new store of names and dates, +which he desired to attach to the proper localities with their help. + +"Light reading for leisure hours, Fanny," said Kitty, looking askance at +the colonel's literature as she sat down near her cousin after dinner. + +"Yes; and you start fair, ladies. Start with Jacques Cartier, ancient +mariner of Dieppe, in the year 1535. No favoritism in this +investigation; no bringing forward of Champlain or Montcalm prematurely; +no running off on subsequent conquests or other side-issues. Stick to +the discovery, and the names of Jacques Cartier and Donnacona. Come, do +something for an honest living." + +"Who was Donnacona?" demanded Mrs. Ellison, with indifference. + +"That is just what these fascinating little volumes will tell us. Kitty, +read something to your suffering cousins about Donnacona,--he sounds +uncommonly like an Irishman," answered the colonel, establishing himself +in an easy-chair; and Kitty picked up a small sketch of the history of +Quebec, and, opening it, fell into the trance which came upon her at the +touch of a book, and read on for some pages to herself. + +"Well, upon my word," said the colonel, "I might as well be reading +about Donnacona myself, for any comfort I get." + +"O Dick, I forgot. I was just looking. Now I'm really going to +commence." + +"No, not yet," cried Mrs. Ellison, rising on her elbow. "Where is Mr. +Arbuton?" + +"What has he to do with Donnacona, my dear?" + +"Everything. You know he's stayed on our account, and I never heard of +anything so impolite, so inhospitable, as offering to read without him. +Go and call him, Richard, do." + +"O, no," pleaded Kitty, "he won't care about it. Don't call him, Dick." + +"Why, Kitty, I'm surprised at you! When you read so beautifully! Yon +needn't be ashamed, I'm sure." + +"I'm not ashamed; but, at the same time, I don't want to read to him." + +"Well, call him any way, colonel. He's in his room." + +"If you do," said Kitty, with superfluous dignity, "I must go away." + +"Very well, Kitty, just as you please. Only I want Richard to witness +that I'm not to blame if Mr. Arbuton thinks us unfeeling or neglectful." + +"O, if he doesn't say what he thinks, it'll make no difference." + +"It seems to me that this is a good deal of fuss to make about one human +being, a mere passing man and brother of a day, isn't it?" said the +colonel. "Go on with Donnacona, do." + +There came a knock at the door. Kitty leaped nervously to her feet, and +fled out of the room. But it was only the little French serving-maid +upon some errand which she quickly despatched. + +"Well, _now_ what do you think?" asked Mrs. Ellison. + +"Why, I think you've a surprising knowledge of French for one who +studied it at school. Do you suppose she understood you?" + +"O, nonsense! You know I mean Kitty and her very queer behavior. +Richard, if you moon at me in that stupid way," she continued, "I shall +certainly end in an insane asylum. Can't you see what's under your very +nose?" + +"Yes, I can, Fanny," answered the colonel, "if anything's there. But I +give you my word, I don't know any more than millions yet unborn what +you're driving at." The colonel took up the book which Kitty had thrown +down, and went to his room to try to read up Donnacona for himself, +while his wife penitently turned to a pamphlet in French, which he had +bought with the others. "After all," she thought, "men will be men"; and +seemed not to find the fact wholly wanting in consolation. + +A few minutes after there was a murmur of voices in the entry without, +at a window looking upon the convent garden, where it happened to Mr. +Arbuton, descending from his attic chamber, to find Kitty standing, a +pretty shape against the reflected light of the convent roofs, and +amidst a little greenery of house-plants, tall geraniums, an overarching +ivy, some delicate roses. She had paused there, on her way from Fanny's +to her own room, and was looking into the garden, where a pair of silent +nuns were pacing up and down the paths, turning now their backs with the +heavy sable coiffure sweeping their black robes, and now their still, +mask-like faces, set in that stiff framework of white linen. Sometimes +they came so near that she could distinguish their features, and imagine +an expression that she should know if she saw them again; and while she +stood self-forgetfully feigning a character for each of them, Mr. +Arbuton spoke to her and took his place at her side. + +"We're remarkably favored in having this bit of opera under our windows, +Miss Ellison," he said, and smiled as Kitty answered, "O, is it really +like an opera? I never saw one, but I could imagine it must be +beautiful," and they both looked on in silence a moment, while the nuns +moved, shadow-like, out of the garden, and left it empty. + +Then Mr. Arbuton said something to which Kitty answered simply, "I'll +see if my cousin doesn't want me," and presently stood beside Mrs. +Ellison's sofa, a little conscious in color. "Fanny, Mr. Arbuton has +asked me to go and see the cathedral with him. Do you think it would be +right?" + +Mrs. Ellison's triumphant heart rose to her lips. "Why, you dear, +particular, innocent little goose," she cried, flinging her arms about +Kitty, and kissing her till the young girl blushed again; "of course it +would! Go! You mustn't stay mewed up in here. _I_ sha'n't be able to go +about with you; and if I can judge by the colonel's _breathing_, as he +calls it, from the room in there, _he_ won't, at present. But the idea +of _your_ having a question of propriety!" And indeed it was the first +time Kitty had ever had such a thing, and the remembrance of it put a +kind of constraint upon her, as she strolled demurely beside Mr. Arbuton +towards the cathedral. + +"You must be guide," said he, "for this is my first day in Quebec, you +know, and you are an old inhabitant in comparison." + +"I'll show the way," she answered, "if you'll interpret the sights. I +think I must be stranger to them than you, in spite of my long +residence. Sometimes I'm afraid that I _do_ only fancy I enjoy these +things, as Mrs. March said, for I've no European experiences to contrast +them with. I know that it _seems_ very delightful, though, and quite +like what I should expect in Europe." + +"You'd expect very little of Europe, then, in most things; though +there's no disputing that it's a very pretty illusion of the Old World." + +A few steps had brought them into the market-square in front of the +cathedral, where a little belated traffic still lingered in the few old +peasant-women hovering over baskets of such fruits and vegetables as had +long been out of season in the States, and the housekeepers and +serving-maids cheapening these wares. A sentry moved mechanically up and +down before the high portal of the Jesuit Barracks, over the arch of +which were still the letters I. H. S. carved long ago upon the keystone; +and the ancient edifice itself, with its yellow stucco front and its +grated windows, had every right to be a monastery turned barracks in +France or Italy. A row of quaint stone houses--inns and shops--formed +the upper side of the Square; while the modern buildings of the Rue +Fabrique on the lower side might serve very well for that show of +improvement which deepens the sentiment of the neighboring antiquity and +decay in Latin towns. As for the cathedral, which faced the convent from +across the Square, it was as cold and torpid a bit of Renaissance as +could be found in Rome itself. A red-coated soldier or two passed +through the Square; three or four neat little French policemen lounged +about in blue uniforms and flaring havelocks; some walnut-faced, +blue-eyed old citizens and peasants sat upon the thresholds of the row +of old houses, and gazed dreamily through the smoke of their pipes at +the slight stir and glitter of shopping about the fine stores of the Rue +Fabrique. An air of serene disoccupation pervaded the place, with which +the occasional riot of the drivers of the long row of calashes and +carriages in front of the cathedral did not discord. Whenever a stray +American wandered into the Square, there was a wild flight of these +drivers towards him, and his person was lost to sight amidst their +pantomime. They did not try to underbid each other, and they were +perfectly good-humored; as soon as he had made his choice, the rejected +multitude returned to their places on the curbstone, pursuing the +successful aspirant with inscrutable jokes as he drove off, while the +horses went on munching the contents of their leathern head-bags, and +tossing them into the air to shake down the lurking grains of corn. + +"It _is_ like Europe; your friends were right," said Mr. Arbuton as they +escaped into the cathedral from one of these friendly onsets. "It's +quite the atmosphere of foreign travel, and you ought to be able to +realize the feelings of a tourist." + +A priest was saying mass at one of the side-altars, assisted by acolytes +in their every-day clothes; and outside of the railing a market-woman, +with a basket of choke-cherries, knelt among a few other poor people. +Presently a young English couple came in, he with a dashing India scarf +about his hat, and she very stylishly dressed, who also made their +genuflections with the rest, and then sat down and dropped their heads +in prayer. + +"This is like enough Europe, too," murmured Mr. Arbuton. "It's very good +North Italy; or South, for the matter of that." + +"O, is it?" answered Kitty, joyously. "I thought it must be!" And she +added, in that trustful way of hers: "It's all very familiar; but then +it seems to me on this journey that I've seen a great many things that I +know I've only read of before"; and so followed Mr. Arbuton in his tour +of the pictures. + +She was as ignorant of art as any Roman or Florentine girl whose life +has been passed in the midst of it; and she believed these mighty fine +pictures, and was puzzled by Mr. Arbuton's behavior towards them, who +was too little imaginative or too conscientious to make merit for them +out of the things they suggested. He treated the poor altar-pieces of +the Quebec cathedral with the same harsh indifference he would have +shown to the second-rate paintings of a European gallery; doubted the +Vandyck, and cared nothing for the Conception, "in the style of Le +Brun," over the high-altar, though it had the historical interest of +having survived that bombardment of 1759 which destroyed the church. + +Kitty innocently singled out the worst picture in the place as her +favorite, and then was piqued, and presently frightened, at his cold +reluctance about it. He made her feel that it was very bad, and that she +shared its inferiority, though he said nothing to that effect. She +learned the shame of not being a connoisseur in a connoisseur's company, +and she perceived more painfully than ever before that a Bostonian, who +had been much in Europe, might be very uncomfortable to the simple, +unravelled American. Yet, she reminded herself, the Marches had been in +Europe, and they were Bostonians also; and they did not go about putting +everything under foot; they seemed to care for everything they saw, and +to have a friendly jest, if not praises, for it. She liked that; she +would have been well enough pleased to have Mr. Arbuton laugh outright +at her picture, and she could have joined him in it. But the look, +however flattered into an air of polite question at last, which he had +bent upon her, seemed to outlaw her and condemn her taste in everything. +As they passed out of the cathedral, she would rather have gone home +than continued the walk as he begged her, if she were not tired, to do; +but this would have been flight, and she was not a coward. So they +sauntered down the Rue Fabrique, and turned into Palace Street. As they +went by the door of Hotel Musty, her pleasant friends came again into +her mind, and she said, "This is where we stayed last week, with Mr. and +Mrs. March." + +"Those Boston people?" + +"Yes." + +"Do you know where they live in Boston?" + +"Why, we have their address; but I can't think of it. I believe +somewhere in the southern part of the city--" + +"The South End?" + +"O yes, that's it. Have you ever heard of them?" + +"No." + +"I thought perhaps you might have known Mr. March. He's in the insurance +business--" + +"O no! No, I don't know him," said Mr. Arbuton, eagerly. Kitty wondered +if there could be anything wrong with the business repute of Mr. March, +but dismissed the thought as unworthy; and having perceived that her +friends were snubbed, she said bravely, that they were the most +delightful people she had ever seen, and she was sorry that they were +not still in Quebec. He shared her regret tacitly, if at all, and they +walked in silence to the gate, whence they strolled down the winding +street outside the wall into the Lower Town. But it was not a pleasant +ramble for Kitty: she was in a dim dread of hitherto unseen and +unimagined trespasses against good taste, not only in pictures and +people, but in all life, which, from having been a very smiling prospect +when she set out with Mr. Arbuton, had suddenly become a narrow pathway, +in which one must pick one's way with more regard to each step than any +general end. All this was as obscure and uncertain as the intimations +which had produced it, and which, in words, had really amounted to +nothing. But she felt more and more that in her companion there was +something wholly alien to the influences which had shaped her; and +though she could not know how much, she was sure of enough to make her +dreary in his presence. + +They wandered through the quaintness and noiseless bustle of the Lower +Town thoroughfares, and came by and by to that old church, the oldest in +Quebec, which was built near two hundred years ago, in fulfilment of a +vow made at the repulse of Sir William Phipps's attack upon the city, +and further famed for the prophecy of a nun, that this church should be +ruined by the fire in which a successful attempt of the English was yet +to involve the Lower Town. A painting, which represented the vision of +the nun, perished in the conflagration which verified it, in 1759; but +the walls of the ancient structure remain to witness this singular piece +of history, which Kitty now glanced at furtively in one of the colonel's +guide-books; since her ill-fortune with the picture in the cathedral, +she had not openly cared for anything. + +At one side of the church there was a booth for the sale of crockery and +tin ware; and there was an every-day cheerfulness of small business in +the shops and tented stands about the square on which the church faced, +and through which there was continual passing of heavy burdens from the +port, swift calashes, and slow, country-paced market-carts. + +Mr. Arbuton made no motion to enter the church, and Kitty would not hint +the curiosity she felt to see the interior; and while they lingered a +moment, the door opened, and a peasant came out with a little coffin in +his arms. His eyes were dim and his face wet with weeping, and he bore +the little coffin tenderly, as if his caress might reach the dead child +within. Behind him she came who must be the mother, her face deeply +hidden in her veil. Beside the pavement waited a shabby calash, with a +driver half asleep on his perch; and the man, still clasping his +precious burden, clambered into the vehicle, and laid it upon his knees, +while the woman groped, through her tears and veil, for the step. Kitty +and her companion had moved reverently aside; but now Mr. Arbuton came +forward, and helped the woman to her place. She gave him a hoarse, sad +"_Merci!_" and spread a fold of her shawl fondly over the end of the +little coffin; the drowsy driver whipped up his beast, and the calash +jolted away. + +Kitty cast a grateful glance upon Mr. Arbuton, as they now entered the +church, by a common impulse. On their way towards the high-altar they +passed the rude black bier, with the tallow candles yet smoking in their +black wooden candlesticks. A few worshippers were dropped here and there +in the vacant seats, and at a principal side-altar knelt a poor woman +praying before a wooden effigy of the dead Christ that lay in a glass +case under the altar. The image was of life-size, and was painted to +represent life, or rather death, with false hair and beard, and with the +muslin drapery managed to expose the stigmata: it was stretched upon a +bed strewn with artificial flowers; and it was dreadful. But the poor +soul at her devotions there prayed to it in an ecstasy of supplication, +flinging her arms asunder with imploring gesture, clasping her hands and +bowing her head upon them, while her person swayed from side to side in +the abandon of her prayer. Who could she be, and what was her mighty +need of blessing or forgiveness? As her wont was, Kitty threw her own +soul into the imagined case of the suppliant, the tragedy of her desire +or sorrow. Yet, like all who suffer sympathetically, she was not without +consolations unknown to the principal; and the waning afternoon, as it +lit up the conventional ugliness of the old church, and the +paraphernalia of its worship, relieved her emotional self-abandon with a +remote sense of content, so that it may have been a jealousy for the +integrity of her own revery, as well as a feeling for the poor woman, +that made her tremble lest Mr. Arbuton should in some way disparage the +spectacle. I suppose that her interest in it was more an aesthetic than +a spiritual one; it embodied to her sight many a scene of penitence that +had played before her fancy, and I do not know but she would have been +willing to have the suppliant guilty of some dreadful misdeed, rather +than eating meat last Friday, which was probably her sin. However it +was, the ancient crone before that ghastly idol was precious to her, and +it seemed too great a favor, when at last the suppliant wiped her eyes, +rose trembling from her knees, and approaching Kitty, stretched towards +her a shaking palm for charity. + +It was a touch that transfigured all, and gave even Mr. Arbuton's +neutrality a light of ideal character. He bestowed the alms craved of +him in turn, he did not repulse the beldame's blessing; and Kitty, who +was already moved by his kindness to that poor mourner at the door, +forgot that the earlier part of their walk had been so miserable, and +climbed back to the Upper Town through the Prescott Gate in greater +gayety than she had yet known that day in his company. I think he had +not done much to make her cheerful; but it is one of the advantages of a +temperament like his, that very little is expected of it, and that it +can more easily than any other make the human heart glad; at the least +softening in it, the soul frolics with a craven lightsomeness. For this +reason Kitty was able to enjoy with novel satisfaction the +picturesqueness of Mountain Street, and they both admired the huge +shoulder of rock near the gate, with its poplars atop, and the battery +at the brink, with the muzzles of the guns thrust forward against the +sky. She could not move him to her pleasure in the grotesqueness of the +circus-bills plastered half-way up the rock; but he tolerated the levity +with which she commented on them, and her light sallies upon passing +things, and he said nothing to prevent her reaching home in serene +satisfaction. + +"Well, Kitty," said the tenant of the sofa, as Kitty and the colonel +drew up to the table on which the tea was laid at the sofa-side, "you've +had a nice walk, haven't you?" + +"O yes, very nice. That is, the first part of it wasn't very nice; but +after a while we reached an old church in the Lower Town,--which was +very interesting,--and then we appeared to cheer up and take a new +start." + +"Well," asked the colonel, "what did you find so interesting at that old +church?" + +"Why, there was a baby's funeral; and an old woman, perfectly crushed by +some trouble or other, praying before an altar, and--" + +"It seems to take very little to cheer you up," said the colonel. "All +you ask of your fellow-beings is a heart-breaking bereavement and a +religious agony, and you are lively at once. _Some_ people might require +human sacrifices, but you don't." + +Kitty looked at her cousin a moment with vague amaze. The grossness of +the absurdity flashed upon her, and she felt as if another touch must +bring the tears. She said nothing; but Mrs. Ellison, who saw only that +she was cut off from her heart's desire of gossip, came to the rescue. + +"Don't answer a word, Kitty, not a single word; I never heard anything +more insulting from one cousin to another; and I should say it, if I was +brought into a court of justice." + +A sudden burst of laughter from Kitty, who hid her conscious face in her +hands, interrupted Mrs. Ellison's defence. + +"Well," said Mrs. Ellison, piqued at her desertion, "I hope you +understand yourselves. _I_ don't." This was Mrs. Ellison's attitude +towards her husband's whole family, who on their part never had been +able to account for the colonel's choice except as a joke, and sometimes +questioned if he had not perhaps carried the joke too far; though they +loved her too, for a kind of passionate generosity and sublime, +inconsequent unselfishness about her. + +"What I want to know, _now_," said the colonel, as soon as Kitty would +let him, "and I'll try to put it as politely as I can, is simply this: +what made the first part of your walk so disagreeable? You didn't see a +wedding-party, or a child rescued from a horrible death, or a man saved +from drowning, or anything of that kind, did you?" + +But the colonel would have done better not to say anything. His wife was +made peevish by his persistence, and the loss of the harmless pleasure +upon which she had counted in the history of Kitty's walk with Mr. +Arbuton. Kitty herself would not laugh again; in fact she grew serious +and thoughtful, and presently took up a book, and after that went to her +own room, where she stood awhile at her window, and looked out on the +garden of the Ursulines. The moon hung full orb in the stainless heaven, +and deepened the mystery of the paths and trees, and lit the silvery +roofs and chimneys of the convent with tender effulgence. A wandering +odor of leaf and flower stole up from the garden, but she perceived the +sweetness, like the splendor, with veiled senses. She was turning over +in her thought the incidents of her walk, and trying to make out if +anything had really happened, first to provoke her against Mr. Arbuton, +and then to reconcile her to him. Had he said or done anything about her +favorite painting (which she hated now), or the Marches, to offend her? +Or if it had been his tone and manner, was his after-conduct at the old +church sufficient penance? What was it he had done that common humanity +did not require? Was he so very superior to common humanity, that she +should meekly rejoice at his kindness to the afflicted mother? Why need +she have cared for his forbearance toward the rapt devotee? She became +aware that she was ridiculous. "Dick was right," she confessed, "and I +will _not_ let myself be made a goose of"; and when the bugle at the +citadel called the soldiers to rest, and the harsh chapel-bell bade the +nuns go dream of heaven, she also fell asleep, a smile on her lips and a +light heart in her breast. + + + + +VI. + +A LETTER OF KITTY'S. + + + Quebec, August --, 1870. + + Dear Girls: Since the letter I wrote you a day or two after we got + here, we have been going on very much as you might have expected. A + whole week has passed, but we still bear our enforced leisure with + fortitude; and, though Boston and New York are both fading into the + improbable (as far as we are concerned), Quebec continues + inexhaustible, and I don't begrudge a moment of the time we are + giving it. + + Fanny still keeps her sofa; the first enthusiasm of her affliction + has worn away, and she has nothing to sustain her now but planning + our expeditions about the city. She has got the map and the history + of Quebec by heart, and she holds us to the literal fulfilment of her + instructions. On this account, she often has to send Dick and me out + together when she would like to keep him with her, for she won't + trust either of us alone, and when we come back she examines us + separately to see whether we have skipped anything. This makes us + faithful in the smallest things. She says she is determined that + Uncle Jack shall have a full and circumstantial report from me of all + that he wants to know about the celebrated places here, and I really + think he will, if I go on, or am goaded on, in this way. It's pure + devotion to the cause in Fanny, for you know she doesn't care for + such things herself, and has no pleasure in it but carrying a point. + Her chief consolation under her trial of keeping still is to see how + I look in her different dresses. She sighs over me as I appear in a + new garment, and says, O, if she only had the dressing of me! Then + she gets up and limps and hops across the room to where I stand + before the glass, and puts a pin here and a ribbon there, and gives + my hair (which she has dressed herself) a little dab, to make it lie + differently, and then scrambles back to her sofa, and knocks her lame + ankle against something, and lies there groaning and enjoying herself + like a martyr. On days when she thinks she is never going to get + well, she says she doesn't know why she doesn't give me her things at + once and be done with it; and on days when she thinks she is going to + get well right away, she says she will have me one made something + like whatever dress I have got on, as soon as she's home. Then up + she'll jump again for the exact measure, and tell me the history of + every stitch, and how she'll have it altered just the least grain, + and differently trimmed to suit my complexion better; and ends by + having promised to get me something not in the least like it. You + have some idea already of what Fanny is; and all you have got to do + is to multiply it by about fifty thousand. Her sprained ankle simply + intensifies her whole character. + + Besides helping to compose Fanny's expeditionary corps, and really + exerting himself in the cause of Uncle Jack, as he calls it, Dick is + behaving beautifully. Every morning, after breakfast, he goes over to + the hotel, and looks at the arrivals and reads the newspapers, and + though we never get anything out of him afterwards, we somehow feel + informed of all that is going on. He has taken to smoking a clay pipe + in honor of the Canadian fashion, and he wears a gay, barbaric scarf + of Indian muslin wound round his hat and flying out behind; because + the Quebeckers protect themselves in that way against sunstroke when + the thermometer gets up among the sixties. He has also bought a pair + of snow-shoes to be prepared for the other extreme of weather, in + case anything else should happen to Fanny, and detain us into the + winter. When he has rested from his walk to the hotel, we usually go + out together and explore, as we do also in the afternoon; and in the + evening we walk on Durham Terrace,--a promenade overlooking the + river, where the whole cramped and crooked city goes for exercise. + It's a formal parade in the evening; but one morning I went there + before breakfast, for a change, and found it the resort of careless + ease; two or three idle boys were sunning themselves on the carriages + of the big guns that stand on the Terrace, a little dog was barking + at the chimneys of the Lower Town, and an old gentleman was walking + up and down in his dressing-gown and slippers, just as if it were + his own front porch. He looked something like Uncle Jack, and I + wished it had been he,--to see the smoke curling softly up from the + Lower Town, the bustle about the market-place, and the shipping in + the river, and the haze hanging over the water a little way off, and + the near hills all silver, and the distant ones blue. + + But if we are coming to the grand and the beautiful, why, there is no + direction in which you can look about Quebec without seeing it; and + it is always mixed up with something so familiar and homelike, that + my heart warms to it. The Jesuit Barracks are just across the street + from us in the foreground of the most magnificent landscape; the + building is--think, you Eriecreekers of an hour!--two hundred years + old, and it looks five hundred. The English took it away from the + Jesuits in 1760, and have used it as barracks ever since; but it + isn't in the least changed, so that a Jesuit missionary who visited + it the other day said that it was as if his brother priests had been + driven out of it the week before. Well, you might think so old and so + historical a place would be putting on airs, but it takes as kindly + to domestic life as a new frame-house, and I am never tired of + looking over into the yard at the frowsy soldiers' wives hanging + out clothes, and the unkempt children playing among the burdocks, and + chickens and cats, and the soldiers themselves carrying about the + officers' boots, or sawing wood and picking up chips to boil the + teakettle. They are off dignity as well as off duty, then; but when + they are on both, and in full dress, they make our volunteers (as I + remember them) seem very shabby and slovenly. + + Over the belfry of the Barracks, our windows command a view of half + Quebec, with its roofs and spires dropping down the slope to the + Lower Town, where the masts of the ships in the river come tapering + up among them, and then of the plain stretching from the river in the + valley to a range of mountains against the horizon, with far-off + white villages glimmering out of their purple folds. The whole plain + is bright with houses and harvest-fields; and the distinctly divided + farms--the owners cut them up every generation, and give each son a + strip of the entire length--run back on either hand, from the + straight roads bordered by poplars, while the highways near the city + pass between lovely villas. + + But this landscape and the Jesuit Barracks, with all their merits, + are nothing to the Ursuline Convent, just under our back windows, + which I told you something about in my other letter. We have been + reading up its history since, and we know about Madame de la Peltrie, + the noble Norman lady who founded it in 1640. She was very rich and + very beautiful, and a saint from the beginning, so that when her + husband died, and her poor old father wanted her to marry again and + not go into a nunnery, she didn't mind cheating him by a sham + marriage with a devout gentleman; and she came to Canada as soon as + her father was dead, with another saint, Marie de l'Incarnation, and + founded this convent. The first building is standing yet, as strong + as ever, though everything but the stone walls was burnt two + centuries ago. Only a few years since an old ash-tree, under which + the Ursulines first taught the Indian children, blew down, and now a + large black cross marks its place. The modern nuns are in the garden + nearly the whole morning long, and by night the ghosts of the former + nuns haunt it; and in very bright moonlight I myself do a bit of + Madame de la Peltrie there, and teach little Indian boys, who dwindle + like those in the song, as the moon goes down. It is an enchanted + place, and I wish we had it in the back yard at Eriecreek, though I + don't think the neighbors would approve of the architecture. I have + adopted two nuns for my own: one is tall and slender and pallid, and + you can see at a glance that she broke the heart of a mortal lover, + and knew it, when she became the bride of heaven; and the other is + short and plain and plump, and looks as comfortable and commonplace + as life-after-dinner. When the world is bright I revel in the + statue-like sadness of the beautiful nun, who never laughs or plays + with the little girl pupils; but when the world is dark--as the best + of worlds will be at times for a minute or two--I take to the fat + nun, and go in for a clumsy romp with the children; and then I fancy + that I am wiser if not better than the fair slim Ursuline. But + whichever I am, for the time being, I am vexed with the other; yet + they always are together, as if they were counterparts. I think a + nice story might be written about them. + + In Wolfe's siege of Quebec this Ursuline Garden of ours was + everywhere torn up by the falling bombs, and the sisters were driven + out into the world they had forsaken forever, as Fanny has been + reading in a little French account of the events, written at the + time, by a nun of the General Hospital. It was there the Ursulines + took what refuge there was; going from their cloistered school-rooms + and their innocent little ones to the wards of the hospital, filled + with the wounded and dying of either side, and echoing with their + dreadful groans. What a sad, evil, bewildering world they had a + glimpse of! In the garden here, our poor Montcalm--I belong to the + French side, please, in Quebec--was buried in a grave dug for him by + a bursting shell. They have his skull now in the chaplain's room of + the convent, where we saw it the other day. They have made it + comfortable in a glass box, neatly bound with black, and covered with + a white lace drapery, just as if it were a saint's. It was broken a + little in taking it out of the grave; and a few years ago, some + English officers borrowed it to look at, and were horrible enough to + pull out some of the teeth. Tell Uncle Jack the head is very broad + above the ears, but the forehead is small. + + The chaplain also showed us a copy of an old painting of the first + convent, Indian lodges, Madame de la Peltrie's house, and Madame + herself, very splendidly dressed, with an Indian chief before her, + and some French cavaliers riding down an avenue towards her. Then he + showed us some of the nuns' work in albums, painted and lettered in a + way to give me an idea of old missals. By and by he went into the + chapel with us, and it gave such a queer notion of his indoors life + to have him put on an overcoat and india-rubbers to go a few rods + through the open air to the chapel door: he had not been very well, + he said. When he got in, he took off his hat, and put on an octagonal + priest's cap, and showed us everything in the kindest way--and his + manners were exquisite. There were beautiful paintings sent out from + France at the time of the Revolution; and wood-carvings round the + high-altar, done by Quebec artists in the beginning of the last + century; for he said they had a school of arts then at St. Anne's, + twenty miles below the city. Then there was an ivory crucifix, so + life-like that you could scarcely bear to look at it. But what I most + cared for was the tiny twinkle of a votive lamp which he pointed out + to us in one corner of the nuns' chapel: it was lit a hundred and + fifty years ago by two of our French officers when their sister took + the veil, and has never been extinguished since, except during the + siege of 1759. Of course, I think a story might be written about + _this_; and the truth is, the possibilities of fiction in Quebec are + overpowering; I go about in a perfect haze of romances, and meet + people at every turn who have nothing to do but invite the passing + novelist into their houses, and have their likenesses done at once + for heroes and heroines. They needn't change a thing about them, but + sit just as they are; and if this is in the present, only think how + the whole past of Quebec must be crying out to be put into historical + romances! + + I wish you could see the houses, and how substantial they are. I + can only think of Eriecreek as an assemblage of huts and bark-lodges + in contrast. Our boarding-house is comparatively slight, and has + stone walls only a foot and a half thick, but the average is two + feet and two and a half; and the other day Dick went through the + Laval University,--he goes everywhere and gets acquainted with + everybody,--and saw the foundation walls of the first building, which + have stood all the sieges and conflagrations since the seventeenth + century; and no wonder, for they are six feet thick, and form a + series of low-vaulted corridors, as heavy, he says, as the casemates + of a fortress. There is a beautiful old carved staircase there, of + the same date; and he liked the president, a priest, ever so much; + and we like the looks of all the priests we see; they are so handsome + and polite, and they all speak English, with some funny little + defect. The other day, we asked such a nice young priest about the + way to Hare Point, where it is said the Recollet friars had their + first mission on the marshy meadows: he didn't know of this bit of + history, and we showed him our book. "Ah! you see, the book say + 'pro-_bab_-ly the site.' If it had said _certainly_, I should have + known. But pro-_bab_-ly, pro-_bab_-ly, you see!" However, he showed + us the way, and down we went through the Lower Town, and out past the + General Hospital to this Pointe aux Lievres, which is famous also + because somewhere near it, on the St. Charles, Jacques Cartier + wintered in 1536, and kidnapped the Indian king Donnacona, whom he + carried to France. And it was here Montcalm's forces tried to rally + after their defeat by Wolfe. (Please read this several times to Uncle + Jack, so that he can have it impressed upon him how faithful I am in + my historical researches.) + + It makes me dreadfully angry and sad to think the French should have + been robbed of Quebec, after what they did to build it. But it is + still quite a French city in everything, even to sympathy with France + in this Prussian war, which you would hardly think they would care + about. Our landlady says the very boys in the street know about the + battles, and explain, every time the French are beaten, how they were + outnumbered and betrayed,--something the way we used to do in the + first of our war. + + I suppose you will think I am crazy; but I do wish Uncle Jack would + wind up his practice at Eriecreek, and sell the house, and come to + live at Quebec. I have been asking prices of things, and I find that + everything is very cheap, even according to the Eriecreek standard; + we could get a beautiful house on the St. Louis Road for two hundred + a year; beef is ten or twelve cents a pound, and everything else in + proportion. Then besides that, the washing is sent out into the + country to be done by the peasant-women, and there isn't a crumb of + bread baked in the house, but it all comes from the bakers; and only + think, girls, what a relief that would be! Do get Uncle Jack to + consider it _seriously_. + + Since I began this letter the afternoon has worn away--the light from + the sunset on the mountains would glorify our supper-table without + extra charge, if we lived here--and the twilight has passed, and the + moon has come up over the gables and dormer-windows of the convent, + and looks into the garden so invitingly that I can't help joining + her. So I will put my writing by till to-morrow. The going-to-bed + bell has rung, and the red lights have vanished one by one from the + windows, and the nuns are asleep, and another set of ghosts is + playing in the garden with the copper-colored phantoms of the Indian + children of long ago. What! not Madame de la Peltrie? Oh! how do they + like those little fibs of yours up in heaven? + + _Sunday afternoon._--As we were at the French cathedral last Sunday, + we went to the English to-day; and I could easily have imagined + myself in some church of Old England, hearing the royal family prayed + for, and listening to the pretty poor sermon delivered with such an + English _brogue_. The people, too, had such Englishy faces and such + queer little eccentricities of dress; the young lady that sang + contralto in the choir wore a scarf like a man's on her hat. The + cathedral isn't much, architecturally, I suppose, but it affected me + very solemnly, and I couldn't help feeling that it was as much a part + of British power and grandeur as the citadel itself. Over the + bishop's seat drooped the flag of a Crimean regiment, tattered by + time and battles, which was hung up here with great ceremonies, in + 1860, when the Prince of Wales presented them with new colors; and up + in the gallery was a kind of glorified pew for royal highnesses and + governor-generals and so forth, to sit in when they are here. There + are tablets and monumental busts about the walls; and one to the + memory of the Duke of Lenox, the governor-general who died in the + middle of the last century from the bite of a fox; which seemed an + odd fate for a duke, and somehow made me very sorry for him. + + Fanny, of course, couldn't go to church with me, and Dick got out of + it by lingering too late over the newspapers at the hotel, and so I + trudged off with our Bostonian, who is still with us here. I didn't + dwell much upon him in my last letter, and I don't believe now I can + make him quite clear to you. He has been a good deal abroad, and he + is Europeanized enough not to think much of America, though I can't + find that he quite approves of Europe, and his experience seems not + to have left him any particular country in either hemisphere. + + He isn't the Bostonian of Uncle Jack's imagination, and I suspect he + wouldn't like to be. He is rather too young, still, to have much of + an antislavery record, and even if he had lived soon enough, I think + that he would not have been a John Brown man. I am afraid that he + believes in "vulgar and meretricious distinctions" of all sorts, and + that he hasn't an atom of "magnanimous democracy" in him. In fact, I + find, to my great astonishment, that some ideas which I thought were + held only in England, and which I had never seriously thought of, + seem actually a part of Mr. Arbuton's nature or education. He talks + about the lower classes, and tradesmen, and the best people, and good + families, as I supposed nobody in _this_ country _ever_ did,--in + earnest. To be sure, I have always been reading of characters who had + such opinions, but I thought they were just put into novels to eke + out somebody's unhappiness,--to keep the high-born daughter from + marrying beneath her for love, and so on; or else to be made fun of + in the person of some silly old woman or some odious snob; and I + could hardly believe at first that our Bostonian was serious in + talking in that way. Such things sound so differently in real life; + and I laughed at them till I found that he didn't know what to make + of my laughing, and then I took leave to differ with him in some of + his notions; but he never disputes anything I say, and so makes it + seem rude to differ with him. I always feel, though he begins it, + as if I had thrust my opinions upon him. But in spite of his + weaknesses and disagreeabilities, there is something really _high_ + about him; he is so scrupulously true, so exactly just, that Uncle + Jack himself couldn't be more so; though you can see that he respects + his virtues as the peculiar result of some extraordinary system. Here + at Quebec, though he goes round patronizing the landscape and the + antiquities, and coldly smiling at my little enthusiasms, there is + really a great deal that ought to be at least improving in him. I get + to paying him the same respect that he pays himself, and imbues his + very clothes with, till everything he has on appears to look like him + and respect itself accordingly. I have often wondered what his hat, + his honored hat, for instance, would do, if I should throw it out of + the front window. It would make an earthquake, I believe. + + He is politely curious about us; and from time to time, in a + shrinking, disgusted way, he asks some leading question about + Eriecreek, which he doesn't seem able to form any idea of, as much + as I explain it. He clings to his original notion, that it is in the + heart of the Oil Regions, of which he has seen pictures in the + illustrated papers; and when I assert myself against his opinions, he + treats me very gingerly, as if I were an explosive sprite, or an + inflammable naiad from a torpedoed well, and it wouldn't be quite + safe to oppose me, or I would disappear with a flash and a bang. + + When Dick isn't able to go with me on Fanny's account, Mr. Arbuton + takes his place in the expeditionary corps; and we have visited a + good many points of interest together, and now and then he talks very + entertainingly about his travels. But I don't think they have made + him very cosmopolitan. It seems as if he went about with a little + imaginary standard, and was chiefly interested in things, to see + whether they fitted it or not. Trifling matters annoy him; and when + he finds sublimity mixed up with absurdity, it almost makes him + angry. One of the oddest and oldest-looking buildings in Quebec is a + little one-story house on St. Louis Street, to which poor General + Montgomery was taken after he was shot; and it is a pastry-cook's + now, and the tarts and cakes in the window vexed Mr. Arbuton so + much--not that he seemed to care for Montgomery--that I didn't dare + to laugh. + + I live very little in the nineteenth century at present, and do not + care much for people who do. Still I have a few grains of affection + left for Uncle Jack, which I want you to give him. + + I suppose it will take about six stamps to pay this letter. I forgot + to say that Dick goes to be barbered every day at the "Montcalm + Shaving and Shampooing Saloon," so called because they say Montcalm + held his last council of war there. It is a queer little steep-roofed + house, with a flowering bean up the front, and a bit of garden, full + of snap-dragons, before it. + + We shall be here a week or so yet, at any rate, and then, I think, we + shall go straight home, Dick has lost so much time already. + + With a great deal of love, + + Your Kitty. + + + + +VII. + +LOVE'S YOUNG DREAM. + + +With the two young people whose days now lapsed away together, it could +not be said that Monday varied much from Tuesday, or ten o'clock from +half past three; they were not always certain what day of the week it +was, and sometimes they fancied that a thing which happened in the +morning had taken place yesterday afternoon. + +But whatever it was, and however uncertain in time and character their +slight adventure was to themselves, Mrs. Ellison secured all possible +knowledge of it from Kitty. Since it was her misfortune that promoted +it, she considered herself a martyr to Kitty's acquaintance with Mr. +Arbuton, and believed that she had the best claim to any gossip that +could come of it. She lounged upon her sofa, and listened with a +patience superior to the maiden caprice with which her inquisition was +sometimes met; for if that delayed her satisfaction it also employed her +arts, and the final triumph of getting everything out of Kitty afforded +her a delicate self-flattery. But commonly the young girl was ready +enough to speak, for she was glad to have the light of a worldlier mind +and a greater experience than her own on Mr. Arbuton's character: if +Mrs. Ellison was not the wisest head, still talking him over was at +least a relief from thinking him over; and then, at the end of the ends, +when were ever two women averse to talk of a man? + +She commonly sought Fanny's sofa when she returned from her rambles +through the city, and gave a sufficiently strict account of what had +happened. This was done light-heartedly and with touches of burlesque +and extravagance at first; but the reports grew presently to have a more +serious tone, and latterly Kitty had been so absent at times that she +would fall into a puzzled silence in the midst of her narration; or else +she would meet a long procession of skilfully marshalled questions with +a flippancy that no one but a martyr could have suffered. But Mrs. +Ellison bore all and would have borne much more in that cause. Battled +at one point, she turned to another, and the sum of her researches was +often a clearer perception of Kitty's state of mind than the young girl +herself possessed. For her, indeed, the whole affair was full of mystery +and misgiving. + +"Our acquaintance has the charm of novelty every time we meet," she said +once, when pressed hard by Mrs. Ellison. "We are growing better +strangers, Mr. Arbuton and I. By and by, some morning, we shall not know +each other by sight. I can barely recognize him now, though I thought I +knew him pretty well once. I want you to understand that I speak as an +unbiassed spectator, Fanny." + +"O Kitty! how can you accuse me of trying to pry into your affairs!" +cries injured Mrs. Ellison, and settles herself in a more comfortable +posture for listening. + +"I don't accuse you of anything. I'm sure you've a right to know +everything about me. Only, I want you really to know." + +"Yes, dear," says the matron, with hypocritical meekness. + +"Well," resumes Kitty, "there are things that puzzle me more and more +about him,--things that used to amuse me at first, because I didn't +actually believe that they could be, and that I felt like defying +afterwards. But now I can't bear up against them. They frighten me, and +seem to deny me the right to be what I believe I am." + +"I don't understand you, Kitty." + +"Why, you've seen how it is with us at home, and how Uncle Jack has +brought us up. We never had a rule for anything except to do what was +right, and to be careful of the rights of others." + +"Well." + +"Well, Mr. Arbuton seems to have lived in a world where everything is +regulated by some rigid law that it would be death to break. Then, you +know, at home we are always talking about people, and discussing them; +but we always talk of each person for what he is in himself, and I +always thought a person could refine himself if he tried, and was +sincere, and not conceited. But _he_ seems to judge people according to +their origin and locality and calling, and to believe that all +refinement must come from just such training and circumstances as his +own. Without exactly saying so, he puts everything else quite out of the +question. He doesn't appear to dream that there can be any different +opinion. He tramples upon all that I have been taught to believe; and +though I cling the closer to my idols, I can't help, now and then, +trying myself by his criterions; and then I find myself wanting in every +civilized trait, and my whole life coarse and poor, and all my +associations hopelessly degraded. I think his ideas are hard and narrow, +and I believe that even my little experience would prove them false; but +then, they are his, and I can't reconcile them with what I see is good +in him." + +Kitty spoke with half-averted face where she sat beside one of the front +windows, looking absently out on the distant line of violet hills beyond +Charlesbourg, and now and then lifting her glove from her lap and +letting it drop again. + +"Kitty," said Mrs. Ellison in reply to her difficulties, "you oughtn't +to sit against a light like that. It makes your profile quite black to +any one back in the room." + +"O well, Fanny, I'm not black in reality." + +"Yes, but a young lady ought always to think how she is looking. Suppose +some one was to come in." + +"Dick's the only one likely to come in just now, and he wouldn't mind +it. But if you like it better, I'll come and sit by you," said Kitty, +and took her place beside the sofa. + +Her hat was in her hand, her sack on her arm; the fatigue of a recent +walk gave her a soft pallor, and languor of face and attitude. Mrs. +Ellison admired her pretty looks with a generous regret that they should +be wasted on herself, and then asked, "Where were you this afternoon?" + +"O, we went to the Hotel Dieu, for one thing, and afterwards we looked +into the court-yard of the convent; and there another of his pleasant +little traits came out,--a way he has of always putting you in the wrong +even when it's a matter of no consequence any way, and there needn't be +any right or wrong about it. I remembered the place because Mrs. March, +you know, showed us a rose that one of the nuns in the hospital gave +her, and I tried to tell Mr. Arbuton about it, and he graciously took it +as if poor Mrs. March had made an advance towards his acquaintance. I do +wish you could see what a lovely place that court-yard is, Fanny. It's +so strange that such a thing should be right there, in the heart of this +crowded city; but there it was, with its peasant cottage on one side, +and its long, low barns on the other, and those wide-horned Canadian +cows munching at the racks of hay outside, and pigeons and chickens all +about among their feet--" + +"Yes, yes; never mind all that, Kitty. You know I hate nature. Go on +about Mr. Arbuton," said Mrs. Ellison, who did not mean a sarcasm. + +"It looked like a farmyard in a picture, far out in the country +somewhere," resumed Kitty; "and Mr. Arbuton did it the honor to say it +was just like Normandy." + +"Kitty!" + +"He did, indeed, Fanny; and the cows didn't go down on their knees out +of gratitude, either. Well, off on the right were the hospital buildings +climbing up, you know, with their stone walls and steep roofs, and +windows dropped about over them, like our convent here; and there was an +artist there, sketching it all; he had such a brown, pleasant face, with +a little black mustache and imperial, and such gay black eyes that +nobody could help falling in love with him; and he was talking in such a +free-and-easy way with the lazy workmen and women overlooking him. He +jotted down a little image of the Virgin in a niche on the wall, and one +of the people called out,--Mr. Arbuton was translating,--'Look there! +with one touch he's made our Blessed Lady.' 'O,' says the painter, +'that's nothing; with three touches I can make the entire Holy Family.' +And they all laughed; and that little joke, you know, won my heart,--I +don't hear many jokes from Mr. Arbuton;--and so I said what a blessed +life a painter's must be, for it would give you a right to be a vagrant, +and you could wander through the world, seeing everything that was +lovely and funny, and nobody could blame you; and I wondered everybody +who had the chance didn't learn to sketch. Mr. Arbuton took it +seriously, and said people had to have something more than the chance to +learn before they could sketch, and that most of them were an affliction +with their sketchbooks, and he had seen too much of the sad effects of +drawing from casts. And he put me in the wrong, as he always does. Don't +you see? I didn't want to learn drawing; I wanted to be a painter, and +go about sketching beautiful old convents, and sit on camp-stools on +pleasant afternoons, and joke with people. Of course, he couldn't +understand that. But I know the artist could. O Fanny, if it had only +been the painter whose arm I took that first day on the boat, instead of +Mr. Arbuton! But the worst of it is, he is making a hypocrite of me, and +a cowardly, unnatural girl. I wanted to go nearer and look at the +painter's sketch; but I was ashamed to say I'd never seen a real +artist's sketch before, and I'm getting to be ashamed, or to seem +ashamed, of a great many innocent things. He has a way of not seeming to +think it possible that any one he associates with can differ from him. +And I do differ from him. I differ from him as much as my whole past +life differs from his; I know I'm just the kind of production that he +disapproves of, and that I'm altogether irregular and unauthorized and +unjustifiable; and though it's funny to have him talking to me as if I +must have the sympathy of a rich girl with his ideas, it's provoking, +too, and it's very bad for me. Up to the present moment, Fanny, if you +want to know, that's the principal effect of Mr. Arbuton on me. I'm +being gradually snubbed and scared into treasons, stratagems, and +spoils." + +Mrs. Ellison did not find all this so very grievous, for she was one of +those women who like a snub from the superior sex, if it does not +involve a slight to their beauty or their power of pleasing. But she +thought it best not to enter into the question, and merely said, "But +surely, Kitty, there are a great many things in Mr. Arbuton that you +must respect." + +"Respect? O, yes, indeed! But respect isn't just the thing for one who +seems to consider himself sacred. Say _revere_, Fanny; say revere!" + +Kitty had risen from her chair, but Mrs. Ellison waved her again to her +seat with an imploring gesture. "Don't go, Kitty; I'm not half done with +you yet. You _must_ tell me something more. You've stirred me up so, +now. I know you don't always have such disagreeable times. You've often +come home quite happy. What do you generally find to talk about? Do tell +me some particulars for once." + +"Why, little topics come up, you know. But sometimes we don't talk at +all, because I don't like to say what I think or feel, for fear I should +be thinking or feeling something vulgar. Mr. Arbuton is rather a blight +upon conversation in that way. He makes you doubtful whether there isn't +something a little common in breathing and the circulation of the blood, +and whether it wouldn't be true refinement to stop them." + +"Stuff, Kitty! He's very cultivated, isn't he? Don't you talk about +books? He's read everything, I suppose." + +"O yes, he's _read_ enough." + +"What do you mean?" + +"Nothing. Only sometimes it seems to me as if he hadn't read because he +loved it, but because he thought it due to himself. But maybe I'm +mistaken. I could imagine a delicate poem shutting up half its sweetness +from his cold, cold scrutiny,--if you will excuse the floweriness of the +idea." + +"Why, Kitty! don't you think he's refined? I'm sure, I think he's a +_very_ refined person." + +"He's a very elaborated person. But I don't think it would make much +difference to him what our opinion of him was. His own good opinion +would be quite enough." + +"Is he--is he--always agreeable?" + +"I thought we were discussing his mind, Fanny. I don't know that I feel +like enlarging upon his manners," said Kitty, slyly. + +"But surely, Kitty," said the matron, with an air of argument, "there's +some connection between his mind and his manners." + +"Yes, I suppose so. I don't think there's much between his heart and his +manners. They seem to have been put on him instead of having come out of +him. He's very well trained, and nine times out of ten he's so +exquisitely polite that it's wonderful; but the tenth time he may say +something so rude that you can't believe it." + +"Then you like him nine times out of ten." + +"I didn't say that. But for the tenth time, it's certain, his training +doesn't hold out, and he seems to have nothing natural to fall back +upon. But you can believe that, if he knew he'd been disagreeable, he'd +be sorry for it." + +"Why, then, Kitty, how can you say that there's no connection between +his heart and manners? This very thing proves that they come from his +heart. Don't be illogical, Kitty," said Mrs. Ellison, and her nerves +added, _sotto voce_, "if you _are_ so abominably provoking!" + +"O," responded the young girl, with the kind of laugh that meant it was, +after all, not such a laughing matter, "I didn't say he'd be sorry for +_you_! Perhaps he would; but he'd be certain to be sorry for himself. +It's with his politeness as it is with his reading; he seems to consider +it something that's due to himself as a gentleman to treat people well; +and it isn't in the least as if he cared for _them_. He wouldn't like to +fail in such a point." + +"But, Kitty, isn't that to his credit?" + +"Maybe. I don't say. If I knew more about the world, perhaps I should +admire it. But now, you see,"--and here Kitty's laugh grew more natural, +and she gave a subtle caricature of Mr. Arbuton's air and tone as she +spoke,--"I can't help feeling that it's a little--vulgar." + +Mrs. Ellison could not quite make out how much Kitty really meant of +what she had said. She gasped once or twice for argument; then she sat +up, and beat the sofa-pillows vengefully in composing herself anew, and +finally, "Well, Kitty, I'm sure I don't know what to make of it all," +she said with a sigh. + +"Why, we're not obliged to make anything of it, Fanny, there's that +comfort," replied Kitty; and then there was a silence, while she brooded +over the whole affair of her acquaintance with Mr. Arbuton, which this +talk had failed to set in a more pleasant or hopeful light. It had begun +like a romance; she had pleased her fancy, if not her heart, with the +poetry of it; but at last she felt exiled and strange in his presence. +She had no right to a different result, even through any deep feeling in +the matter; but while she owned, with her half-sad, half-comical +consciousness, that she had been tacitly claiming and expecting too +much, she softly pitied herself, with a kind of impersonal compassion, +as if it wore some other girl whose pretty dream had been broken. Its +ruin involved the loss of another ideal; for she was aware that there +had been gradually rising in her mind an image of Boston, different +alike from the holy place of her childhood, the sacred city of the +antislavery heroes and martyrs, and from the jesting, easy, sympathetic +Boston of Mr. and Mrs. March. This new Boston with which Mr. Arbuton +inspired her was a Boston of mysterious prejudices and lofty +reservations; a Boston of high and difficult tastes, that found its +social ideal in the Old World, and that shrank from contact with the +reality of this; a Boston as alien as Europe to her simple experiences, +and that seemed to be proud only of the things that were unlike other +American things; a Boston that would rather perish by fire and sword +than be suspected of vulgarity; a critical, fastidious, and reluctant +Boston, dissatisfied with the rest of the hemisphere, and gelidly +self-satisfied in so far as it was not in the least the Boston of her +fond preconceptions. It was, doubtless, no more the real Boston we know +and love, than either of the others: and it perplexed her more than it +need, even if it had not been mere phantasm. It made her suspicious of +Mr. Arbuton's behavior towards her, and observant of little things that +might very well have otherwise escaped her. The bantering humor, the +light-hearted trust and self-reliance with which she had once met him +deserted her, and only returned fitfully when some accident called her +out of herself, and made her forget the differences that she now too +plainly saw in their ways of thinking and feeling. It was a greater and +greater effort to place herself in sympathy with him; she relaxed into a +languid self-contempt, as if she had been playing a part, when she +succeeded. "Sometimes, Fanny," she said, now, after a long pause, +speaking in behalf of that other girl she had been thinking of, "it +seems to me as if Mr. Arbuton were all gloves and slim umbrella,--the +mere husk of well dressed culture and good manners. His looks _do_ +promise everything; but O dear me! I should be sorry for any one that +was in love with him. Just imagine some girl meeting with such a man, +and taking a fancy to him! I suppose she never would quite believe but +that he must somehow be what she first thought him, and she would go +down to her grave believing that she had failed to understand him. What +a curious story it would make!" + +"Then, why don't you write it, Kitty?" asked Mrs. Ellison. "No one could +do it better." + +Kitty flushed quickly; then she smiled: "O, I don't think I could do it +at all. It wouldn't be a very easy story to work out. Perhaps he might +never do anything positively disagreeable enough to make anybody condemn +him. The only way you could show his character would be to have her do +and say hateful things to him, when she couldn't help it, and then +repent of it, while he was impassively perfect through everything. And +perhaps, after all, he might be regarded by some stupid people as the +injured one. Well, Mr. Arbuton has been very polite to us, I'm sure, +Fanny," she said after another pause, as she rose from her chair, "and +maybe I'm unjust to him. I beg his pardon of you; and I wish," she added +with a dull disappointment quite her own, and a pang of surprise at +words that seemed to utter themselves, "that he would go away." + +"Why, Kitty, I'm shocked," said Mrs. Ellison, rising from her cushions. + +"Yes; so am I, Fanny." + +"Are you really tired of him, then?" + +Kitty did not answer, but turned away her face a little, where she stood +beside the chair in which she had been sitting. + +Mrs. Ellison put out her hand towards her. "Kitty, come here," she said +with imperious tenderness. + +"No, I won't, Fanny," answered the young girl, in a trembling voice. She +raised the glove that she had been nervously swinging back and forth, +and bit hard upon the button of it. "I don't know whether I'm tired of +_him_,--though he isn't a person to rest one a great deal,--but I'm +tired of _it_. I'm perplexed and troubled the whole time, and I don't +see any end to it. Yes, I wish he would go away! Yes, he _is_ tiresome. +What is he staying here for? If he thinks himself so much better than +all of us, I wonder he troubles himself with our company. It's quite +time for him to go. No, Fanny, no," cried Kitty with a little broken +laugh, still rejecting the outstretched hand, "I'll be flat in private, +if you please." And dashing her hand across her eyes, she flitted out of +the room. At the door she turned and said, + +"You needn't think it's what you think it is, Fanny." + +"No indeed, dear; you're just overwrought." + +"For I really wish he'd go." + +But it was on this very day that Mr. Arbuton found it harder than ever +to renew his resolution of quitting Quebec, and cutting short at once +his acquaintance with these people. He had been pledging himself to this +in some form every day, and every morrow had melted his resolution away. +Whatever was his opinion of Colonel and Mrs. Ellison, it is certain +that, if he considered Kitty merely in relation to the present, he could +not have said how, by being different, she could have been better than +she was. He perceived a charm, that would be recognized anywhere, in her +manner, though it was not of his world; her fresh pleasure in all she +saw, though he did not know how to respond to it, was very winning; he +respected what he thought the good sense running through her transports; +he wondered at the culture she had somewhere, somehow got; and he was so +good as to find that her literary enthusiasms had nothing offensive, but +were as pretty and naive as a girl's love of flowers. Moreover, he +approved of some personal attributes of hers: a low, gentle voice, +tender long-lashed eyes; a trick of drooping shoulders, and of idle +hands fallen into the lap, one in the other's palm; a serene repose of +face; a light and eager laugh. There was nothing so novel in those +traits, and in different combination he had seen them a thousand times; +yet in her they strangely wrought upon his fancy. She had that soft, +kittenish way with her which invites a caressing patronage, but, as he +learned, she had also the kittenish equipment for resenting +over-condescension; and she never took him half so much as when she +showed the high spirit that was in her, and defied him most. + +For here and now, it was all well enough; but he had a future to which +he owed much, and a conscience that would not leave him at rest. The +fascination of meeting her so familiarly under the same roof, the +sorcery of the constant sight of her, were becoming too much; it would +not do on any account; for his own sake he must put an end to it. But +from hour to hour he lingered upon his unenforced resolve. The passing +days, that brought him doubts in which he shuddered at the great +difference between himself and her and her people, brought him also +moments of blissful forgetfulness in which his misgivings were lost in +the sweetness of her looks, or the young grace of her motions. Passing, +the days rebuked his delay in vain; a week and two weeks slipped from +under his feet, and still he had waited for fate to part him and his +folly. But now at last he would go and in the evening, after his cigar +on Durham Terrace, he knocked at Mrs. Ellison's door to say that on the +day after to-morrow he should push on to the White Mountains. + +He found the Ellisons talking over an expedition for the next morning, +in which he was also to take part. Mrs. Ellison had already borne her +full share in the preparation; for, being always at hand there in her +room, and having nothing to do, she had been almost a willing victim to +the colonel's passion for information at second-hand, and had probably +come to know more than any other American woman of Arnold's expedition +against Quebec in 1775. She know why the attack was planned, and with +what prodigious hazard and heroical toil and endurance it was carried +out; how the dauntless little army of riflemen cut their way through the +untrodden forests of Maine and Canada, and beleaguered the gray old +fortress on her rock till the red autumn faded into winter, and, on the +last bitter night of the year, flung themselves against her defences, +and fell back, leaving half their number captive, Montgomery dead, and +Arnold wounded, but haplessly destined to survive. + +"Yes," said the colonel, "considering the age in which they lived, and +their total lack of modern improvements, mental, moral, and physical, we +must acknowledge that they did pretty well. It wasn't on a very large +scale; but I don't see how they could have been braver, if every man had +been multiplied by ten thousand. In fact, as it's going to be all the +same thing a hundred years from now, I don't know but I'd as soon be one +of the men that tried to take Quebec as one of the men that did take +Atlanta. Of course, for the present, and on account of my afflicted +family, Mr. Arbuton, I'm willing to be what and where I am; but just see +what those fellows did." And the colonel drew from his glowing memory of +Mrs. Ellison's facts a brave historical picture of Arnold's expedition. +"And now we're going to-morrow morning to look up the scene of the +attack on the 31st of December. Kitty, sing something." + +At another time Kitty might have hesitated; but that evening she was so +at rest about Mr. Arbuton, so sure she cared nothing for his liking or +disliking anything she did, that she sat down at the piano, and sang a +number of songs, which I suppose were as unworthy the cultivated ear as +any he had heard. But though they were given with an untrained voice and +a touch as little skilled as might be, they pleased, or else the singer +pleased. The simple-hearted courage of the performance would alone have +made it charming; and Mr. Arbuton had no reason to ask himself how he +should like it in Boston, if he were married, and should hear it from +his wife there. Yet when a young man looks at a young girl or listens to +her, a thousand vagaries possess his mind,--formless imaginations, +lawless fancies. The question that presented itself remotely, like pain +in a dream, dissolved in the ripple of the singer's voice, and left his +revery the more luxuriously untroubled for having been. + +He remembered, after saying good-night, that he had forgotten something: +it was to tell them he was going away. + + + + +VIII. + +NEXT MORNING. + + +Quebec lay shining in the tender oblique light of the northern sun when +they passed next morning through the Upper Town market-place and took +their way towards Hope Gate, where they were to be met by the colonel a +little later. It is easy for the alert tourist to lose his course in +Quebec, and they, who were neither hurried nor heedful, went easily +astray. But the street into which they had wandered, if it did not lead +straight to Hope Gate, had many merits, and was very characteristic of +the city. Most of the houses on either hand were low structures of one +story, built heavily of stone or stuccoed brick, with two +dormer-windows, full of house-plants, in each roof; the doors were each +painted of a livelier color than the rest of the house, and each +glistened with a polished brass knob, a large brass knocker, or an +intricate bell-pull of the same resplendent metal, and a plate bearing +the owner's name and his professional title, which if not _avocat_ was +sure to be _notaire_, so well is Quebec supplied with those ministers of +the law. At the side of each house was a _porte-cochere_, and in this a +smaller door. The thresholds and doorsteps were covered with the neatest +and brightest oil-cloth; the wooden sidewalk was very clean, like the +steep, roughly paved street itself; and at the foot of the hill down +which it sloped was a breadth of the city wall, pierced for musketry, +and, past the corner of one of the houses, the half-length of cannon +showing. It had the charm of those ancient streets, dear to Old-World +travel, in which the past and the present, decay and repair, peace and +war, have made friends in an effect that not only wins the eye, but, +however illogically, touches the heart; and over the top of the wall it +had a stretch of such landscape as I know not what Old-World street can +command: the St. Lawrence, blue and wide; a bit of the white village of +Beauport on its bank; then a vast breadth of pale-green, upward-sloping +meadows; then the purple heights; and the hazy heaven over them. +Half-way down this happy street sat the artist whom they had seen before +in the court of the Hotel Dieu; he was sketching something, and evoking +the curious life of the neighborhood. Two schoolboys in the uniform of +the Seminary paused to look at him as they loitered down the pavement; a +group of children encircled him; a little girl with her hair in blue +ribbons talked at a window about him to some one within; a young lady +opened her casement and gazed furtively at him; a door was set quietly +ajar, and an old grandam peeped out, shading her eyes with her hand; a +woman in deep mourning gave his sketch a glance as she passed; a calash +with a fat Quebecker in it ran into a cart driven by a broad-hatted +peasant-woman, so eager were both to know what he was drawing; a man +lingered even at the head of the street, as if it were any use to stop +there. + +As Kitty and Mr. Arbuton passed him, the artist glanced at her with the +smile of a man who believes he knows how the case stands, and she +followed his eye in its withdrawal towards the bit he was sketching: an +old roof, and on top of this a balcony, shut in with green blinds; yet +higher, a weather-worn, wood-colored gallery, pent-roofed and +balustered, with a geranium showing through the balusters; a +dormer-window with hook and tackle, beside an Oriental-shaped pavilion +with a shining tin dome,--a picturesque confusion of forms which had +been, apparently, added from time to time without design, and yet were +full of harmony. The unreasonable succession of roofs had lifted the top +far above the level of the surrounding houses, into the heart of the +morning light, and some white doves circled about the pavilion, or +nestled cooing upon the window-sill, where a young girl sat and sewed. + +"Why, it's Hilda in her tower," said Kitty, "of course! And this is just +the kind of street for such a girl to look down into. It doesn't seem +like a street in real life, does it? The people all look as if they had +stepped out of stories, and might step back any moment; and these queer +little houses: they're the very places for things to happen in!" + +Mr. Arbuton smiled forbearingly, as she thought, at this burst, but she +did not care, and she turned, at the bottom of the street, and lingered +a few moments for another look at the whole charming picture; and then +he praised it, and said that the artist was making a very good sketch. +"I wonder Quebec isn't infested by artists the whole summer long," he +added. "They go about hungrily picking up bits of the picturesque, along +our shores and country roads, when they might exchange their famine for +a feast by coming here." + +"I suppose there's a pleasure in finding out the small graces and +beauties of the poverty-stricken subjects, that they wouldn't have in +better ones, isn't there?" asked Kitty. "At any rate, if I were to write +a story, I should want to take the slightest sort of plot, and lay the +scene in the dullest kind of place, and then bring out all their +possibilities. I'll tell you a book after my own heart: +'_Details_,'--just the history of a week in the life of some young +people who happen together in an old New England country-house; nothing +extraordinary, little, every-day things told so exquisitely, and all +fading naturally away without any particular result, only the full +meaning of everything brought out." + +"And don't you think it's rather a sad ending for all to fade away +without any particular result?" asked the young man, stricken he hardly +knew how or where. "Besides, I always thought that the author of that +book found too much meaning in everything. He did for men, I'm sure; but +I believe women are different, and see much more than we do in a little +space." + + "'Why has not man a microscopic eye? + For this plain reason, man is not a fly,' + +nor a woman," mocked Kitty. "Have you read his other books?" + +"Yes." + +"Aren't they delightful?" + +"They're very well; and I always wondered he could write them. He +doesn't look it." + +"O, have you ever seen him?" + +"He lives in Boston, you know." + +"Yes, yes; but--" Kitty could not go on and say that she had not +supposed authors consorted with creatures of common clay; and Mr. +Arbuton, who was the constant guest of people who would have thought +most authors sufficiently honored in being received among them to meet +such men as he, was very far from guessing what was in her mind. + +He waited a moment for her, and then said, "He's a very ordinary sort of +man,--not what one would exactly call a gentleman, you know, in his +belongings,--and yet his books have nothing of the shop, nothing +professionally literary, about them. It seems as if almost any of us +might have written them." + +Kitty glanced quickly at him to see if he were jesting; but Mr. Arbuton +was not easily given to irony, and he was now very much in earnest about +drawing on his light overcoat, which he had hitherto carried on his arm +with that scrupulous consideration for it which was not dandyism, but +part of his self-respect; apparently, as an overcoat, ho cared nothing +for it; as the overcoat of a man of his condition he cared everything; +and now, though the sun was so bright on the open spaces, in these +narrow streets the garment was comfortable. + +At another time, Kitty would have enjoyed the care with which he +smoothed it about his person, but this profanation of her dearest ideals +made the moment serious. Her pulse quickened, and she said, "I'm afraid +I can't enter into your feelings. I wasn't taught to respect the idea of +a gentleman very much. I've often heard my uncle say that, at the best, +it was a poor excuse for not being just honest and just brave and just +kind, and a false pretence of being something more. I believe, if I were +a man, I shouldn't want to be a gentleman. At any rate, I'd rather be +the author of those books, which any gentleman _might_ have written, +than all the gentlemen who didn't, put together." + +In the career of her indignation she had unconsciously hurried her +companion forward so swiftly that they had reached Hope Gate as she +spoke, and interrupted the revery in which Colonel Ellison, loafing up +against the masonry, was contemplating the sentry in his box. + +"You'd better not overheat yourself so early in the day, Kitty," said +her cousin, serenely, with a glance at her flushed face; "this +expedition is not going to be any joke." + +Now that Prescott Gate, by which so many thousands of Americans have +entered Quebec since Arnold's excursionists failed to do so, is +demolished, there is nothing left so picturesque and characteristic as +Hope Gate, and I doubt if anywhere in Europe there is a more +mediaeval-looking bit of military architecture. The heavy stone gateway +is black with age, and the gate, which has probably never been closed in +our century, is of massive frame set thick with mighty bolts and spikes. +The wall here sweeps along the brow of the crag on which the city is +built, and a steep street drops down, by stone-parapeted curves and +angles, from the Upper to the Lower Town, where, in 1775, nothing but a +narrow lane bordered the St. Lawrence. A considerable breadth of land +has since been won from the river, and several streets and many piers +now stretch between this alley and the water; but the old Sault au +Matelot still crouches and creeps along under the shelter of the city +wall and the overhanging rock, which is thickly bearded with weeds and +grass, and trickles with abundant moisture. It must be an ice-pit in +winter, and I should think it the last spot on the continent for the +summer to find; but when the summer has at last found it, the old Sault +au Matelot puts on a vagabond air of Southern leisure and abandon, not +to be matched anywhere out of Italy. Looking from that jutting rock near +Hope Gate, behind which the defeated Americans took refuge from the fire +of their enemies, the vista is almost unique for a certain scenic +squalor and gypsy luxury of color: sag-roofed barns and stables, and +weak-backed, sunken-chested workshops of every sort lounge along in +tumble-down succession, and lean up against the cliff in every +imaginable posture of worthlessness and decrepitude; light wooden +galleries cross to them from the second stories of the houses which back +upon the alley; and over these galleries flutters, from a labyrinth of +clothes-lines, a variety of bright-colored garments of all ages, sexes, +and conditions; while the footway underneath abounds in gossiping women, +smoking men, idle poultry, cats, children, and large, indolent +Newfoundland dogs. + +"It was through this lane that Arnold's party advanced almost to the +foot of Mountain Street, where they were to be joined by Montgomery's +force in an attempt to surprise Prescott Gate," said the colonel, with +his unerring second-hand history. + + "'You that will follow me to this attempt,' + +'Wait till you see the whites of their eyes, and then fire low,' and so +forth. By the way, do you suppose anybody did that at Bunker Hill, Mr. +Arbuton? Come, you're a Boston man. My experience is that recruits +chivalrously fire into the air without waiting to see the enemy at all, +let alone the whites of their eyes. Why! aren't you coming?" he asked, +seeing no movement to follow in Kitty or Mr. Arbuton. + +"It doesn't look very pleasant under foot, Dick," suggested Kitty. + +"Well, upon my word! Is this your uncle's niece? I shall never dare to +report this panic at Eriecreek." + +"I can see the whole length of the alley, and there's nothing in it but +chickens and domestic animals." + +"Very well, as Fanny says; when Uncle Jack--he's _your_ uncle--asks you +about every inch of the ground that Arnold's men were demoralized over, +I hope you'll know what to say." + +Kitty laughed and said she should try a little invention, if her Uncle +Jack came down to inches. + +"All right, Kitty; you can go along St. Paul Street, there, and Mr. +Arbuton and I will explore the Sault au Matelot, and come out upon you, +covered with glory, at the other end." + +"I hope it'll be glory," said Kitty, with a glance at the lane, "but I +think it's more likely to be feathers and chopped straw.--Good by, Mr. +Arbuton." + +"Not in the least," answered the young man; "I'm going with you." + +The colonel feigned indignant surprise, and marched briskly down the +Sault au Matelot alone, while the others took their way through St. Paul +Street in the same direction, amidst the bustle and business of the +port, past the banks and great commercial houses, with the encounter of +throngs of seafaring faces of many nations, and, at the corner of St. +Peter Street, a glimpse of the national flag thrown out from the +American Consulate, which intensified for untravelled Kitty her sense of +remoteness from her native land. At length they turned into the street +now called Sault au Matelot, into which opens the lane once bearing that +name, and strolled idly along in the cool shadow, silence, and solitude +of the street. She was strangely released from the constraint which Mr. +Arbuton usually put upon her. A certain defiant ease filled her heart; +she felt and thought whatever she liked, for the first time in many +days; while he went puzzling himself with the problem of a young lady +who despised gentlemen, and yet remained charming to him. + +A mighty marine smell of oakum and salt-fish was in the air, and "O," +sighed Kitty, "doesn't it make you long for distant seas? Shouldn't you +like to be shipwrecked for half a day or so, Mr. Arbuton?" + +"Yes; yes, certainly," he replied absently, and wondered what she +laughed at. The silence of the place was broken only by the noise of +coopering which seemed to be going on in every other house; the solitude +relieved only by the Newfoundland dogs that stretched themselves upon +the thresholds of the cooper-shops. The monotony of these shops and dogs +took Kitty's humor, and as they went slowly by she made a jest of them, +as she used to do with things she saw. + +"But here's a door without a dog!" she said, presently. "This can't be a +genuine cooper-shop, of course, without a dog. O, that accounts for it, +perhaps!" she added, pausing before the threshold, and glancing up at a +sign--"_Academie commerciale et litteraire_"--set under an upper window. +"What a curious place for a seat of learning! What do you suppose is the +connection between cooper-shops and an academical education, Mr. +Arbuton?" + +She stood looking up at the sign that moved her mirth, and swinging her +shut parasol idly to and fro, while a light of laughter played over her +face. + +Suddenly a shadow seemed to dart betwixt her and the open doorway, Mr. +Arbuton was hurled violently against her, and, as she struggled to keep +her footing under the shock, she saw him bent over a furious dog, that +hung from the breast of his overcoat, while he clutched its throat with +both his hands. + +He met the terror of her face with a quick glance. "I beg your pardon; +don't call out please," he said. But from within the shop came loud +cries and maledictions, "O nom de Dieu c'est le boule-dogue du capitaine +anglais!" with appalling screams for help; and a wild, uncouth little +figure of a man, bareheaded, horror-eyed came flying out of the open +door. He wore a cooper's apron, and he bore in one hand a red-hot iron, +which, with continuous clamor, he dashed against the muzzle of the +hideous brute. Without a sound the dog loosed his grip, and, dropping to +the ground, fled into the obscurity of the shop as silently as he had +launched himself out of it, while Kitty yet stood spell-bound, and +before the crowd that the appeal of Mr. Arbuton's rescuer had summoned +could see what had happened. + +Mr. Arbuton lifted himself, and looked angrily round upon the gaping +spectators, who began, one by one, to take in their heads from their +windows and to slink back to their thresholds as if they had been guilty +of something much worse than a desire to succor a human being in peril. + +"Good heavens!" said Mr. Arbuton, "what an abominable scene!" His face +was deadly pale, as he turned from these insolent intruders to his +deliverer, whom he saluted, with a "Merci bien!" spoken in a cold, +steady voice. Then he drew off his overcoat, which had been torn by the +dog's teeth and irreparably dishonored in the encounter. He looked at it +shuddering, with a countenance of intense disgust, and made a motion as +if to hurl it into the street. But his eye again fell upon the cooper's +squalid little figure, as he stood twisting his hands into his apron, +and with voluble eagerness protesting that it was not his dog, but that +of the English ship-captain, who had left it with him, and whom he had +many a time besought to have the beast killed. Mr. Arbuton, who seemed +not to hear what he was saying, or to be so absorbed in something else +as not to consider whether he was to blame or not, broke in upon him in +French: "You've done me the greatest service. I cannot repay you, but +you must take this," he said, as he thrust a bank-note into the little +man's grimy hand. + +"O, but it is too much! But it is like a monsieur so brave, so--" + +"Hush! It was nothing," interrupted Mr. Arbuton again. Then he threw his +overcoat upon the man's shoulder. "If you will do me the pleasure to +receive this also? Perhaps you can make use of it." + +"Monsieur heaps me with benefits;--monsieur--" began the bewildered +cooper; but Mr. Arbuton turned abruptly away from him toward Kitty, who +trembled at having shared the guilt of the other spectators, and seizing +her hand, he placed it on his arm, where he held it close as he strode +away, leaving his deliverer planted in the middle of the sidewalk and +staring after him. She scarcely dared ask him if he were hurt, as she +found herself doing now with a faltering voice. + +"No, I believe not," he said with a glance at the frock-coat, which was +buttoned across his chest and was quite intact; and still he strode on, +with a quick glance at every threshold which did not openly declare a +Newfoundland dog. + +It had all happened so suddenly, and in so brief a time, that she might +well have failed to understand it, even if she had seen it all. It was +barely intelligible to Mr. Arbuton himself, who, as Kitty had loitered +mocking and laughing before the door of the shop, chanced to see the dog +crouched within, and had only time to leap forward and receive the cruel +brute on his breast as it flung itself at her. + +He had not thought of the danger to himself in what he had done. He knew +that he was unhurt, but he did not care for that; he cared only that she +was safe; and as he pressed her hand tight against his heart, there +passed through it a thrill of inexpressible tenderness, a quick, +passionate sense of possession, a rapture as of having won her and made +her his own forever, by saving her from that horrible risk. The maze in +which he had but now dwelt concerning her seemed an obsolete frivolity +of an alien past; all the cold doubts and hindering scruples which he +had felt from the first were gone; gone all his care for his world. His +world? In that supreme moment, there was no world but in the tender eyes +at which he looked down with a glance which she knew not how to +interpret. + +She thought that his pride was deeply wounded at the ignominy of his +adventure,--for she was sure he would care more for that than for the +danger,--and that if she spoke of it she might add to the angry pain he +felt. As they hurried along she waited for him to speak, but he did not; +though always, as he looked down at her with that strange look, he +seemed about to speak. + +Presently she stopped, and, withdrawing her hand from his arm, she +cried, "Why, we've forgotten my cousin!" + +"O--yes!" said Mr. Arbuton with a vacant smile. + +Looking back they saw the colonel standing on the pavement near the end +of the old Sault au Matelot, with his hands in his pockets, and +steadfastly staring at them. He did not relax the severity of his gaze +when they returned to join him, and appeared to find little consolation +in Kitty's "O Dick, I forgot all about you," given with a sudden, +inexplicable laugh, interrupted and renewed as some ludicrous image +seemed to come and go in her mind. + +"Well, this may be very flattering, Kitty, but it isn't altogether +comprehensible," said he, with a keen glance at both their faces. "I +don't know what you'll say to Uncle Jack. It's not forgetting me alone: +it's forgetting the whole American expedition against Quebec." + +The colonel waited for some reply; but Kitty dared not attempt an +explanation, and Mr. Arbuton was not the man to seem to boast of his +share of the adventure by telling what had happened, even if he had +cared at that moment to do so. Her very ignorance of what he had dared +for her only confirmed his new sense of possession; and, if he could, he +would not have marred the pleasure he felt by making her grateful yet, +sweet as that might be in its time. Now he liked to keep his knowledge, +to have had her unwitting compassion, to hear her pour out her unwitting +relief in this laugh, while he superiorly permitted it. + +"I don't understand this thing," said the colonel, through whose dense, +masculine intelligence some suspicions of love-making were beginning to +pierce. But he dismissed them as absurd, and added, "However, I'm +willing to forgive, and you've done the forgetting; and all that I ask +now is the pleasure of your company on the spot where Montgomery fell. +Fanny'll never believe I've found it unless you go with me," he +appealed, finally. + +"O, we'll go, by all means," said Mr. Arbuton, unconsciously speaking, +as by authority, for both. + +They came into busier streets of the Port again, and then passed through +the square of the Lower Town Market, with the market-house in the midst, +the shops and warehouses on either side, the long row of tented booths +with every kind of peasant-wares to sell, and the wide stairway dropping +to the river which brought the abundance of the neighboring country to +the mart. The whole place was alive with country-folk in carts and +citizens on foot. At one point a gayly painted wagon was drawn up in the +midst of a group of people to whom a quackish-faced Yankee was hawking, +in his own personal French, an American patent-medicine, and making his +audience giggle. Because Kitty was amused at this, Mr. Arbuton found it +the drollest thing imaginable, but saw something yet droller when she +made the colonel look at a peasant, standing in one corner beside a +basket of fowls, which a woman, coming up to buy, examined as if the +provision were some natural curiosity, while a crowd at once gathered +round. + +"It requires a considerable population to make a bargain, up here," +remarked the colonel. "I suppose they turn out the garrison when they +sell a beef." For both buyer and seller seemed to take advice of the +bystanders, who discussed and inspected the different fowls as if +nothing so novel as poultry had yet fallen in their way. + +At last the peasant himself took up the fowls and carefully scrutinized +them. + +"_Those_ chickens, it seems, never happened to catch his eye before," +interpreted Kitty; and Mr. Arbuton, who was usually very restive during +such banter, smiled as if it were the most admirable fooling, or the +most precious wisdom, in the world. He made them wait to see the bargain +out, and could, apparently, have lingered there forever. + +But the colonel had a conscience about Montgomery, and he hurried them +away, on past the Queen's Wharf, and down the Cove Road to that point +where the scarped and rugged breast of the cliff bears the sign, "Here +fell Montgomery," though he really fell, not half-way up the height, but +at the foot of it, where stood the battery that forbade his juncture +with Arnold at Prescott Gate. + +A certain wildness yet possesses the spot: the front of the crag, topped +by the high citadel-wall, is so grim, and the few tough evergreens that +cling to its clefts are torn and twisted by the winter blasts, and the +houses are decrepit with age, showing here and there the scars of the +frequent fires that sweep the Lower Town. + +It was quite useless: neither the memories of the place nor their +setting were sufficient to engage the wayward thoughts of these +curiously assorted pilgrims; and the colonel, after some attempts to +bring the matter home to himself and the others, was obliged to abandon +Mr. Arbuton to his tender reveries of Kitty, and Kitty to her puzzling +over the change in Mr. Arbuton. His complaisance made her uncomfortable +and shy of him, it was so strange; it gave her a little shiver, as if he +were behaving undignifiedly. + +"Well, Kitty," said the colonel, "I reckon Uncle Jack would have made +more out of this than we've done. He'd have had their geology out of +these rocks, any way." + + + + +IX. + +MR. ARBUTON'S INFATUATION. + + +Kitty went as usual to Mrs. Ellison's room after her walk, but she +lapsed into a deep abstraction as she sat down beside the sofa. + +"What are you smiling at?" asked Mrs. Ellison, after briefly supporting +her abstraction. + +"Was I smiling?" asked Kitty, beginning to laugh. "I didn't know it." + +"What _has_ happened so very funny?" + +"Why, I don't know whether it's so very funny or not. I believe it isn't +funny at all." + +"Then what makes you laugh?" + +"I don't know. Was I--" + +"Now _don't_ ask me if you were laughing, Kitty. It's a little too much. +You can talk or not, as you choose; but I don't like to be turned into +ridicule." + +"O Fanny, how can you? I was thinking about something very different. +But I don't see how I can tell you, without putting Mr. Arbuton in a +ludicrous light, and it isn't quite fair." + +"You're very careful of him, all at once," said Mrs. Ellison. "You +didn't seem disposed to spare him yesterday so much. I don't understand +this sudden conversion." + +Kitty responded with a fit of outrageous laughter. "Now I see I must +tell you," she said, and rapidly recounted Mr. Arbuton's adventure. + +"Why, I never knew anything so cool and brave, Fanny, and I admired him +more than ever I did; but then I couldn't help seeing the other side of +it, you know." + +"What other side? I _don't_ know." + +"Well, you'd have had to laugh yourself, if you'd seen the lordly way he +dismissed the poor people who had come running out of their houses to +help him, and his stateliness in rewarding that little cooper, and his +heroic parting from his cherished overcoat,--which of course he can't +replace in Quebec,--and his absent-minded politeness in taking my hand +under his arm, and marching off with me so magnificently. But the worst +thing, Fanny,"--and she bowed herself under a tempest of long-pent +mirth,--"the worst thing was, that the iron, you know, was the cooper's +branding-iron, and I had a vision of the dog carrying about on his nose, +as long as he lived, the monogram that marks the cooper's casks as +holding a certain number of gallons--" + +"Kitty, don't be--sacrilegious!" cried Mrs. Ellison. + +"No, I'm not," she retorted, gasping and panting. "I never respected Mr. +Arbuton so much, and you say yourself I haven't shown myself so careful +of him before. But I never was so glad to see Dick in my life, and to +have some excuse for laughing. I didn't dare to speak to Mr. Arbuton +about it, for he couldn't, if he had tried, have let me laugh it out and +be done with it. I trudged demurely along by his side, and neither of us +mentioned the matter to Dick," she concluded breathlessly. Then, "I +don't know why I should tell you now; it seems wicked and cruel," she +said penitently, almost pensively. + +Mrs. Ellison had not been amused. She said, "Well, Kitty, in _some_ +girls I should say it was quite heartless to do as you've done." + +"It's heartless in _me_, Fanny; and you needn't say such a thing. I'm +sure I didn't utter a syllable to wound him, and just before that he'd +been _very_ disagreeable, and I forgave him because I thought he was +mortified. And you needn't say that I've no feeling"; and thereupon she +rose, and, putting her hands into her cousin's, "Fanny," she cried, +vehemently, "I _have_ been heartless. I'm afraid I haven't shown any +sympathy or consideration. I'm afraid I must have seemed dreadfully +callous and hard. I oughtn't to have thought of anything but the danger +to him; and it seems to me now I scarcely thought of that at all. O, how +rude it was of me to see anything funny in it! What _can_ I do?" + +"Don't go crazy, at any rate, Kitty. _He_ doesn't know that you've been +laughing about him. You needn't do anything." + +"O yes, I need. He doesn't know that I've been laughing about him to +you; but, don't you see, I laughed when we met Dick; and what can he +think of that?" + +"He just thinks you were nervous, I suppose." + +"O, do you suppose he does, Fanny? O, I _wish_ I could believe that! O, +I'm so horribly ashamed of myself! And here yesterday I was criticising +him for being unfeeling, and now I've been a thousand times worse than +he has ever been, or ever could be! O dear, dear, dear!" + +"Kitty! hush!" exclaimed Mrs. Ellison; "you run on like a wild thing, +and you're driving me distracted, by not being like yourself." + +"O, it's very well for _you_ to be so calm; but if you didn't know what +to do, you wouldn't." + +"Yes, I would; I don't, and I am." + +"But what shall I do?" And Kitty plucked away the hands which Fanny had +been holding and wrung them. "I'll tell you what I can do," she suddenly +added, while a gleam of relief dawned upon her face: "I can bear all his +disagreeable ways after this, as long as he stays, and not say anything +back. Yes, I'll put up with everything. I'll be as _meek_! He may +patronize me and snub me and put me in the wrong as much as he pleases. +And then he won't be _approaching_ my behavior. O Fanny!" + +Upon this, Mrs. Ellison said that she was going to give her a good +scolding for her nonsense, and pulled her down and kissed her, and said +that she had not done anything, and was, nevertheless, consoled at her +resolve to expiate her offence by respecting thenceforward Mr. Arbuton's +foibles and prejudices. + +It is not certain how far Kitty would have succeeded in her good +purposes: these things, so easily conceived, are not of such facile +execution; she passed a sleepless night of good resolutions and schemes +of reparation; but, fortunately for her, Mr. Arbuton's foibles and +prejudices seemed to have fallen into a strange abeyance. The change +that had come upon him that day remained; he was still Mr. Arbuton, but +with a difference. He could not undo his whole inherited and educated +being, and perhaps no chance could deeply affect it without destroying +the man. He continued hopelessly superior to Colonel and Mrs. Ellison; +but it is not easy to love a woman and not seek, at least before +marriage, to please those dear to her. Mr. Arbuton had contested his +passion at every advance; he had firmly set his face against the fancy +that, at the beginning, invested this girl with a charm; he had only +done the things afterwards that mere civilization required; he had +suffered torments of doubt concerning her fitness for himself and his +place in society; he was not sure yet that her unknown relations were +not horribly vulgar people; even yet, he was almost wholly ignorant of +the circumstances and conditions of her life. But how he saw her only in +the enrapturing light of his daring for her sake, of a self-devotion +that had seemed to make her his own; and he behaved toward her with a +lover's self-forgetfulness,--or something like it: say a perfect +tolerance, a tender patience, in which it would have been hard to detect +the lurking shadow of condescension. + +He was fairly domesticated with the family. Mrs. Ellison's hurt, in +spite of her many imprudences, was decidedly better, and sometimes she +made a ceremony of being helped down from her room to dinner; but she +always had tea beside her sofa, and he with the others drank it there. +Few hours of the day passed in which they did not meet in that easy +relation which establishes itself among people sojourning in summer +idleness under the same roof. In the morning he saw the young girl fresh +and glad as any flower of the garden beneath her window, while the sweet +abstraction of her maiden dreams yet hovered in her eyes. At night he +sat with her beside the lamp whose light, illuming a little world +within, shut out the great world outside, and seemed to be the soft +effulgence of her presence, as she sewed, or knit, or read,--a heavenly +spirit of home. Sometimes he heard her talking with her cousin, or +lightly laughing after he had said good night; once, when he woke, she +seemed to be looking out of her window across the moonlight in the +Ursulines' Garden while she sang a fragment of song. To meet her on the +stairs or in the narrow entries; or to encounter her at the doors, and +make way for her to pass with a jest and blush and flutter; to sit down +at table with her three times a day,--was a potent witchery. There was a +rapture in her shawl flung over the back of a chair; her gloves, lying +light as fallen leaves on the table, and keeping the shape of her hands, +were full of winning character; and all the more unaccountably they +touched his heart because they had a certain careless, sweet shabbiness +about the finger-tips. + +He found himself hanging upon her desultory talk with Fanny about the +set of things and the agreement of colors. There was always more or less +of this talk going on, whatever the main topic was, for continual +question arose in the minds of one or other lady concerning those +adaptations of Mrs. Ellison's finery to the exigencies of Kitty's daily +life. They pleased their innocent hearts with the secrecy of the affair, +which, in the concealments it required, the sudden difficulties it +presented, and the guiltless equivocations it inspired, had the +excitement of intrigue. Nothing could have been more to the mind of Mrs. +Ellison than to deck Kitty for this perpetual masquerade; and, since the +things were very pretty, and Kitty was a girl in every motion of her +being, I do not see how anything could have delighted her more than to +wear them. Their talk effervesced with the delicious consciousness that +he could not dream of what was going on, and babbled over with +mysterious jests and laughter, which sometimes he feared to be at his +expense, and so joined in, and made them laugh the more at his +misconception. He went and came among them at will; he had but to tap at +Mrs. Ellison's door, and some voice of unaffected cordiality welcomed +him in; he had but to ask, and Kitty was frankly ready for any of those +strolls about Quebec in which most of their waking hours were dreamed +away. + +The gray Lady of the North cast her spell about them,--the freshness of +her mornings, the still heat of her middays, the slant, pensive radiance +of her afternoons, and the pale splendor of her auroral nights. Never +was city so faithfully explored; never did city so abound in objects of +interest; for Kitty's love of the place was boundless, and his love for +her was inevitable friendship with this adoptive patriotism. + +"I didn't suppose you Western people cared for these things," he once +said; "I thought your minds were set on things new and square." + +"But how could you think so?" replied Kitty, tolerantly. "It's because +we have so many new and square things that we like the old crooked ones. +I do believe I should enjoy Europe even better than you. There's a +forsaken farm-house near Eriecreek, dropping to pieces amongst its +wild-grown sweetbriers and quince-bushes, that I used to think a wonder +of antiquity because it was built in 1815. Can't you imagine how I must +feel in a city like this, that was founded nearly three centuries ago, +and has suffered so many sieges and captures, and looks like pictures of +those beautiful old towns I can never see?" + +"O, perhaps you will see them some day!" he said, touched by her fervor. + +"I don't ask it at present: Quebec's enough. I'm in love with the place. +I wish I never had to leave it. There isn't a crook, or a turn, or a +tin-roof, or a dormer-window, or a gray stone in it that isn't +precious." + +Mr. Arbuton laughed. "Well, you shall be sovereign lady of Quebec for +me. Shall we have the English garrison turned out?" + +"No; not unless you can bring back Montcalm's men to take their places." + +This might be as they sauntered out of one of the city gates, and +strayed through the Lower Town till they should chance upon some poor, +bare-interiored church, with a few humble worshippers adoring their +Saint, with his lamps alight before his picture; or as they passed some +high convent-wall, and caught the strange, metallic clang of the nuns' +voices singing their hymns within. Sometimes they whiled away the hours +on the Esplanade, breathing its pensive sentiment of neglect and +incipient decay, and pacing up and down over the turf athwart the slim +shadows of the poplars; or, with comfortable indifference to the local +observances, sat in talk on the carriage of one of the burly, +uncared-for guns, while the spider wove his web across the mortar's +mouth, and the grass nodded above the tumbled pyramids of shot, and the +children raced up and down, and the nursery-maids were wooed of the +dapper sergeants, and the red-coated sentry loitered lazily to and fro +before his box. On the days of the music, they listened to the band in +the Governor's Garden, and watched the fine world of the old capital in +flirtation with the blond-whiskered officers; and on pleasant nights +they mingled with the citizen throng that filled the Durham Terrace, +while the river shaped itself in the lights of its shipping, and the +Lower Town, with its lamps, lay, like a nether firmament, two hundred +feet below them, and Point Levis glittered and sparkled on the thither +shore, and in the northern sky the aurora throbbed in swift pulsations +of violet and crimson. They liked to climb the Break-Neck Steps at +Prescott Gate, dropping from the Upper to the Lower Town, which reminded +Mr. Arbuton of Naples and Trieste, and took Kitty with the unassociated +picturesqueness of their odd shops and taverns, and their lofty windows +green with house-plants. They would stop and look up at the geraniums +and fuchsias, and fall a thinking of far different things, and the +friendly, unbusy people would come to their doors and look up with them. +They recognized the handsome, blond young man, and the pretty, gray-eyed +girl; for people in Quebec have time to note strangers who linger there, +and Kitty and Mr. Arbuton had come to be well-known figures, different +from the fleeting tourists on their rounds; and, indeed, as sojourners +they themselves perceived their poetic distinction from mere birds of +passage. + +Indoors they resorted much to the little entry-window looking out on the +Ursulines' Garden. Two chairs stood confronted there, and it was hard +for either of the young people to pass them without sinking a moment +into one of them, and this appeared always to charm another presence +into the opposite chair. There they often lingered in the soft +forenoons, talking in desultory phrase of things far and near, or +watching, in long silences, the nuns pacing up and down in the garden +below, and waiting for the pensive, slender nun, and the stout, jolly +nun whom Kitty had adopted, and whom she had gayly interpreted to him as +an allegory of Life in their quaint inseparableness; and they played +that the influence of one or other nun was in the ascendant, according +as their own talk was gay or sad. In their relation, people are not so +different from children; they like the same thing over and over again; +they like it the better the less it is in itself. + +At times Kitty would come with a book in her hand (one finger shut in to +keep the place),--some latest novel, or a pirated edition of Longfellow, +recreantly purchased at a Quebec bookstore; and then Mr. Arbuton must +ask to see it; and he read romance or poetry to her by the hour. He +showed to as much advantage as most men do in the serious follies of +wooing; and an influence which he could not defy, or would not, shaped +him to all the sweet, absurd demands of the affair. From time to time, +recollecting himself, and trying to look consequences in the face, he +gently turned the talk upon Eriecreek, and endeavored to possess himself +of some intelligible image of the place, and of Kitty's home and +friends. Even then, the present was so fair and full of content, that +his thoughts, when they reverted to the future, no longer met the +obstacles that had made him recoil from it before. Whatever her past had +been, he could find some way to weaken the ties that bound her to it; a +year or two of Europe would leave no trace of Eriecreek; without effort +of his, her life would adapt itself to his own, and cease to be a part +of the lives of those people there; again and again his amiable +imaginations--they were scarcely intents--accomplished themselves in +many a swift, fugitive revery, while the days went by, and the shadow of +the ivy in the window at which they sat fell, in moonlight and sunlight, +upon Kitty's cheeks, and the fuchsia kissed her hair with its purple and +crimson blossom. + + + + +X. + +MR. ARBUTON SPEAKS. + + +Mrs. Ellison was almost well; she had already been shopping twice in the +Rue Fabrique, and her recovery was now chiefly retarded by the +dress-maker's delays in making up a silk too precious to be risked in +the piece with the customs officers, at the frontier. Moreover, although +the colonel was beginning to chafe, she was not loath to linger yet a +few days for the sake of an affair to which her suffering had been a +willing sacrifice. In return for her indefatigable self-devotion, Kitty +had lately done very little. She ungratefully shrunk more and more from +those confidences to which her cousin's speeches covertly invited; she +openly resisted open attempts upon her knowledge of facts. If she was +not prepared to confess everything to Fanny, it was perhaps because it +was all so very little, or because a young girl has not, or ought not to +have, a mind in certain matters, or else knows it not, till it is asked +her by the one first authorized to learn it. The dream in which she +lived was flattering and fair; and it wholly contented her imagination +while it lulled her consciousness. It moved from phase to phase without +the harshness of reality, and was apparently allied neither to the +future nor to the past. She herself seemed to have no more fixity or +responsibility in it than the heroine of a romance. + +As their last week in Quebec drew to its close, only two or three things +remained for them to do, as tourists; and chief among the few unvisited +shrines of sentiment was the site of the old Jesuit mission at Sillery. + +"It won't do not to see that, Kitty," said Mrs. Ellison, who, as usual, +had arranged the details of the excursion, and now announced them. "It's +one of the principal things here, and your Uncle Jack would never be +satisfied if you missed it. In fact, it's a shame to have left it so +long. I can't go with you, for I'm saving up my strength for our picnic +at Chateau-Bigot to-morrow; and I want you, Kitty, to see that the +colonel sees everything. I've had trouble enough, goodness knows, +getting the facts together for him." This was as Kitty and Mr. Arbuton +sat waiting in Mrs. Ellison's parlor for the delinquent colonel, who had +just stepped round to the Hotel St. Louis and was to be back presently. +But the moment of his return passed; a quarter-hour of grace; a +half-hour of grim magnanimity,--and still no colonel. Mrs. Ellison began +by saying that it was perfectly abominable, and left herself, in a +greater extremity, with nothing more forcible to add than that it was +too provoking. "It's getting so late now," she said at last, "that it's +no use waiting any longer, if you mean to go at all, to-day; and to-day's +the only day you _can_ go. There, you'd better drive on without him. I +can't bear to have you miss it." And, thus adjured, the younger people +rose and went. + +When the high-born Noel Brulart de Sillery, Knight of Malta and courtier +of Marie de Medicis, turned from the vanities of this world and became a +priest, Canada was the fashionable mission of the day, and the noble +neophyte signalized his self-renunciation by giving of his great wealth +for the conversion of the Indian heathen. He supplied the Jesuits with +money to maintain a religious establishment near Quebec; and the +settlement of red Christians took his musical name, which the region +still keeps. It became famous at once as the first residence of the +Jesuits and the nuns of the Hotel Dieu, who wrought and suffered for +religion there amidst the terrors of pestilence, Iroquois, and winter. +It was the scene of miracles and martyrdoms, and marvels of many kinds, +and the centre of the missionary efforts among the Indians. Indeed, few +events of the picturesque early history of Quebec left it untouched; and +it is worthy to be seen, no less for the wild beauty of the spot than +for its heroical memories. About a league from the city, where the +irregular wall of rock on which Quebec is built recedes from the river, +and a grassy space stretches between the tide and the foot of the woody +steep, the old mission and the Indian village once stood; and to this +day there yet stands the stalwart frame of the first Jesuit Residence, +modernized, of course, and turned to secular uses, but firm as of old, +and good for a century to come. All round is a world of lumber, and +rafts of vast extent cover the face of the waters in the ample +cove,--one of many that indent the shore of the St. Lawrence. A careless +village straggles along the roadside and the river's margin; huge +lumber-ships are loading for Europe in the stream; a town shines out of +the woods on the opposite shore; nothing but a friendly climate is +needed to make this one of the most charming scenes the heart could +imagine. + +Kitty and Mr. Arbuton drove out towards Sillery by the St. Louis Road, +and already the jealous foliage that hides the pretty villas and stately +places of that aristocratic suburb was tinged in here and there a bough +with autumnal crimson or yellow; in the meadows here and there a vine +ran red along the grass; the loath choke-cherries were ripening in the +fence corners; the air was full of the pensive jargoning of the crickets +and grasshoppers, and all the subtle sentiment of the fading summer. +Their hearts were open to every dreamy influence of the time; their +driver understood hardly any English, and their talk might safely be +made up of those harmless egotisms which young people exchange,--those +strains of psychological autobiography which mark advancing intimacy and +in which they appear to each other the most uncommon persons that ever +lived, and their experiences and emotions and ideas are the more +surprisingly unique because exactly alike. + +It seemed a very short league to Sillery when they left the St. Louis +Road, and the driver turned his horses' heads towards the river, down +the winding sylvan way that descended to the shore; and they had not so +much desire, after all, to explore the site of the old mission. +Nevertheless, they got out and visited the little space once occupied by +the Jesuit chapel, where its foundations may yet be traced in the grass, +and they read the inscription on the monument lately raised by the +parish to the memory of the first Jesuit missionary to Canada, who died +at Sillery. Then there seemed nothing more to do but admire the mighty +rafts and piles of lumber; but their show of interest in the local +celebrity had stirred the pride of Sillery, and a little French boy +entered the chapel-yard, and gave Kitty a pamphlet history of the place, +for which he would not suffer himself to be paid; and a sweet-faced +young Englishwoman came out of the house across the way, and +hesitatingly asked if they would not like to see the Jesuit Residence. +She led them indoors, and showed them how the ancient edifice had been +encased by the modern house, and bade them note, from the deep shelving +window-seats, that the stone walls were three feet thick. The rooms were +low-ceiled and quaintly shaped, but they borrowed a certain grandeur +from this massiveness; and it was easy to figure the priests in black +and the nuns in gray in those dim chambers, which now a life so +different inhabited. Behind the house was a plot of grass, and thence +the wooded hill rose steep. + +"But come up stairs," said the ardent little hostess to Kitty, when her +husband came in, and had civilly welcomed the strangers, "and I'll show +you my own room, that's as old as any." + +They left the two men below, and mounted to a large room carpeted and +furnished in modern taste. "We had to take down the old staircase," she +continued, "to get our bedstead up,"--a magnificent structure which she +plainly thought well worth the sacrifice; and then she pointed out +divers remnants of the ancient building. "It's a queer place to live in; +but we're only here for the summer"; and she went on to explain, with a +pretty _naivete_, how her husband's business brought him to Sillery from +Quebec in that season. They were descending the stairs, Kitty foremost, +as she added, "This is my first housekeeping, you know, and of course it +would be strange anywhere; but you can't think how funny it is here. I +suppose," she said, shyly, but as if her confidences merited some +return, while Kitty stepped from the stairway face to face with Mr. +Arbuton, who was about to follow them, with the lady's husband,--"I +suppose this is your wedding-journey." + +A quick alarm flamed through the young girl, and burned out of her +glowing cheeks. This pleasant masquerade of hers must look to others +like the most intentional love-making between her and Mr. Arbuton,--no +dreams either of them, nor figures in a play, nor characters in a +romance; nay, on one spectator, at least, it had shed the soft lustre of +a honeymoon. How could it be otherwise? Here on this fatal line of +wedding-travel,--so common that she remembered Mrs. March half +apologized for making it her first tour after marriage,--how could it +happen but that two young people together as they were should be taken +for bride and bridegroom? Moreover, and worst of all, he must have heard +that fatal speech! + +He was pale, if she was flushed, and looked grave, as she fancied; but +he passed on up the stairs, and she sat down to wait for his return. + +"I used to notice so many couples from the States when we lived in the +city," continued the hospitable mistress of the house, "but I don't +think they often came out to Sillery. In fact, you're the only pair +that's come this summer; and so, when you seemed interested about the +mission, I thought you wouldn't mind if I spoke to you, and asked you in +to see the house. Most of the Americans stay long enough to visit the +citadel, and the Plains of Abraham, and the Falls at Montmorenci, and +then they go away. I should think they'd be tired always doing the same +things. To be sure, they're always different people." + +It was unfair to let her entertainer go on talking for quantity in this +way; and Kitty said how glad she was to see the old Residence, and that +she should always be grateful to her for asking them in. She did not +disabuse her of her error; it cost less to leave it alone; and when Mr. +Arbuton reappeared, she took leave of those kind people with a sort of +remote enjoyment of the wife's mistakenness concerning herself. Yet, as +the young matron and her husband stood beside the carriage repeating +their adieux, she would fain have prolonged the parting forever, so much +she dreaded to be left alone with Mr. Arbuton. But, left alone with him, +her spirits violently rose; and as they drove along under the shadow of +the cliff, she descanted in her liveliest strain upon the various +interests of the way; she dwelt on the beauty of the wide, still river, +with the ships at anchor in it; she praised the lovely sunset-light on +the other shore; she commented lightly on the village, through which +they passed, with the open doors and the suppers frying on the great +stoves set into the partition-walls of each cleanly home; she made him +look at the two great stairways that climb the cliff from the +lumber-yards to the Plains of Abraham, and the army of laborers, each +with his empty dinner-pail in hand, scaling the once difficult heights +on their way home to the suburb of St. Roch; she did whatever she could +to keep the talk to herself and yet away from herself. Part of the way +the village was French and neat and pleasant, then it grovelled with +Irish people, and ceased to be a tolerable theme for discourse; and so +at last the silence against which she had battled fell upon them and +deepened like a spell that she could not break. + +It would have been better for Mr. Arbuton's success just then if he had +not broken it. But failure was not within his reckoning; for he had so +long regarded this young girl _de haut en bas_, to say it brutally, that +he could not imagine she should feel any doubt in accepting him. +Moreover, a magnanimous sense of obligation mingled with his confident +love, for she must have known that he had overheard that speech at the +Residence. Perhaps he let this feeling color his manner, however +faintly. He lacked the last fine instinct; he could not forbear; and he +spoke while all her nerves and fluttering pulses cried him mercy. + + + + +XI. + +KITTY ANSWERS. + + +It was dimmest twilight when Kitty entered Mrs. Ellison's room and sank +down on the first chair in silence. + +"The colonel met a friend at the St. Louis, and forgot about the +expedition, Kitty," said Fanny, "and he only came in half an hour ago. +But it's just as well; I know you've had a splendid time. Where's Mr. +Arbuton?" + +Kitty burst into tears. + +"Why, has anything happened to him?" cried Mrs. Ellison, springing +towards her. + +"To him? No! What should happen to _him_?" Kitty demanded with an +indignant accent. + +"Well, then, has anything happened to _you_?" + +"I don't know if you can call it _happening_. But I suppose you'll be +satisfied now, Fanny. He's offered himself to me." Kitty uttered the +last words with a sort of violence, as if since the fact must be stated, +she wished it to appear in the sharpest relief. + +"O dear!" said Mrs. Ellison, not so well satisfied as the successful +match-maker ought to be. So long as it was a marriage in the abstract, +she had never ceased to desire it; but as the actual union of Kitty and +this Mr. Arbuton, of whom, really, they knew so little, and of whom, if +she searched her heart, she had as little liking as knowledge, it was +another affair. Mrs. Ellison trembled at her triumph, and began to think +that failure would have been easier to bear. Were they in the least +suited to each other? Would she like to see poor Kitty chained for life +to that impassive egotist, whose very merits were repellent, and whose +modesty even seemed to convict and snub you? Mrs. Ellison was not able +to put the matter to herself with moderation, either way; doubtless she +did Mr. Arbuton injustice now. "Did you accept him?" she whispered, +feebly. + +"Accept him?" repeated Kitty. "No!" + +"O dear!" again sighed Mrs. Ellison, feeling that this was scarcely +better, and not daring to ask further. + +"I'm dreadfully perplexed, Fanny," said Kitty, after waiting for the +questions which did not come, "and I wish you'd help me think." + +"I will, darling. But I don't know that I'll be of much use. I begin to +think I'm not very good at thinking." + +Kitty, who longed chiefly to get the situation more distinctly before +herself, gave no heed to this confession, but went on to rehearse the +whole affair. The twilight lent her its veil; and in the kindly +obscurity she gathered courage to face all the facts, and even to find +what was droll in them. + +"It was very solemn, of course, and I was frightened; but I tried to +keep my wits about me, and _not_ to say yes, simply because that was the +easiest thing. I told him that I didn't know,--and I don't; and that I +must have time to think,--and I must. He was very ungenerous, and said +he had hoped I had already had time to think; and he couldn't seem to +understand, or else I couldn't very well explain, how it had been with +me all along." + +"He might certainly say you had encouraged him," Mrs. Ellison remarked, +thoughtfully. + +"Encouraged him, Fanny? How can you accuse me of such indelicacy?" + +"Encouraging isn't indelicacy. The gentlemen _have_ to be encouraged, or +of course they'd never have any courage. They're so timid, naturally." + +"I don't think Mr. Arbuton is very timid. He seemed to think that he had +only to ask as a matter of form, and I had no business to say anything. +What has he ever done for me? And hasn't he often been intensely +disagreeable? He oughtn't to have spoken just after overhearing what he +did. It was horrid to do so. He was very obtuse, too, not to see that +girls can't always be so certain of themselves as men, or, if they are, +don't know they are as soon as they're asked." + +"Yes," interrupted Mrs. Ellison, "that's the way with girls. I do +believe that most of them--when they're young like you, Kitty--never +think of marriage as the end of their flirtations. They'd just like the +attentions and the romance to go on forever, and never turn into +anything more serious; and they're not to blame for that, though they +_do_ get blamed for it." + +"Certainly," assented Kitty, eagerly, "that's it; that's just what I was +saying; that's the very reason why girls must have time to make up their +minds. _You_ had, I suppose." + +"Yes, two minutes. Poor Dick was going back to his regiment, and stood +with his watch in his hand. I said no, and called after him to correct +myself. But, Kitty, if the romance had happened to stop without his +saying anything, you wouldn't have liked that either, would you?" + +"No," faltered Kitty, "I suppose not." + +"Well, then, don't you see? That's a great point in his favor. How much +time did you want, or did he give you?" + +"I said I should answer before we left Quebec," answered Kitty, with a +heavy sigh. + +"Don't you know what to say now?" + +"I can't tell. That's what I want you to help me think out." + +Mrs. Ellison was silent for a moment before she said, "Well, then, I +suppose we shall have to go back to the very beginning." + +"Yes," assented Kitty, faintly. + +"You did have a sort of fancy for him the first time you saw him, didn't +you?" asked Mrs. Ellison, coaxingly, while forcing herself to be +systematic and coherent, by a mental strain of which no idea can be +given. + +"Yes," said Kitty, yet more faintly, adding, "but I can't tell just what +sort of a fancy it was. I suppose I admired him for being handsome and +stylish, and for having such exquisite manners." + +"Go on," said Mrs. Ellison. "And after you got acquainted with him?" + +"Why, you know we've talked that over once already, Fanny." + +"Yes, but we oughtn't to skip anything now," replied Mrs. Ellison, in a +tone of judicial accuracy which made Kitty smile. + +But she quickly became serious again, and said, "Afterwards I couldn't +tell whether to like him or not, or whether he wanted me to. I think he +acted very strangely for a person in--love. I used to feel so troubled +and oppressed when I was with him. He seemed always to be making himself +agreeable under protest." + +"Perhaps that was just your imagination, Kitty." + +"Perhaps it was; but it troubled me just the same." + +"Well, and then?" + +"Well, and then after that day of the Montgomery expedition, he seemed +to change altogether, and to try always to be pleasant, and to do +everything he could to make me like him. I don't know how to account for +it. Ever since then he's been extremely careful of me, and behaved--of +course without knowing it--as if I belonged to him already. Or maybe +I've imagined that too. It's very hard to tell what has really happened +the last two weeks." + +Kitty was silent, and Mrs. Ellison did not speak at once. Presently she +asked, "Was his acting as if you belonged to him disagreeable?" + +"I can't tell. I think it was rather presuming. I don't know why he did +it." + +"Do you respect him?" demanded Mrs. Ellison. + +"Why, Fanny, I've always told you that I did respect some things in +him." + +Mrs. Ellison had the facts before her, and it rested upon her to sum +them up, and do something with them. She rose to a sitting posture, and +confronted her task. + +"Well, Kitty, I'll tell you: I don't really know what to think. But I +can say this: if you liked him at first, and then didn't like him, and +afterwards he made himself more agreeable, and you didn't mind his +behaving as if you belonged to him, and you respected him, but after all +didn't think him fascinating--" + +"He _is_ fascinating--in a kind of way. He was, from the beginning. In a +story his cold, snubbing, putting-down ways would have been perfectly +fascinating." + +"Then why didn't you take him?" + +"Because," answered Kitty, between laughing and crying, "it isn't a +story, and I don't know whether I like him." + +"But do you think you might get to like him?" + +"I don't know. His asking brings back all the doubts I ever had of him, +and that I've been forgetting the past two weeks. I can't tell whether I +like him or not. If I did, shouldn't I trust him more?" + +"Well, whether you are in love or not, I'll tell you what you _are_, +Kitty," cried Mrs. Ellison, provoked with her indecision, and yet +relieved that the worst, whatever it was, was postponed thereby for a +day or two. + +"What!" + +"You're--" + +But at this important juncture the colonel came lounging in, and Kitty +glided out of the room. + +"Richard," said Mrs. Ellison, seriously, and in a tone implying that it +was the colonel's fault, as usual, "you know what has happened, I +suppose." + +"No, my dear, I don't; but no matter: I will presently, I dare say." + +"O, I wish for once you wouldn't be so flippant. Mr. Arbuton has offered +himself to Kitty." + +Colonel Ellison gave a quick, sharp whistle of amazement, but trusted +himself to nothing more articulate. + +"Yes," said his wife, responding to the whistle, "and it makes me +perfectly wretched." + +"Why, I thought you liked him." + +"I didn't _like_ him; but I thought it would be an excellent thing for +Kitty." + +"And won't it?" + +"She doesn't know." + +"Doesn't know?" + +"No." + +The colonel was silent, while Mrs. Ellison stated the case in full, and +its pending uncertainty. Then he exclaimed vehemently, as if his +amazement had been growing upon him, "This is the most astonishing thing +in the world! Who would ever have dreamt of that young iceberg being in +love?" + +"Haven't I _told_ you all along he was?" + +"O yes, certainly; but that might be taken either way, you know. You +would discover the tender passion in the eye of a potato." + +"Colonel Ellison," said Fanny with sternness, "why do you suppose he's +been hanging about us for the last four weeks? Why should he have stayed +in Quebec? Do you think he pitied _me_, or found _you_ so very +agreeable?" + +"Well, I thought he found us just tolerable, and was interested in the +place." + +Mrs. Ellison made no direct reply to this pitiable speech, but looked a +scorn which, happily for the colonel, the darkness hid. Presently she +said that bats did not express the blindness of men, for any bat could +have seen what was going on. + +"Why," remarked the colonel, "I did have a momentary suspicion that day +of the Montgomery business; they both looked very confused, when I saw +them at the end of that street, and neither of them had anything to say; +but that was accounted for by what you told me afterwards about his +adventure. At the time I didn't pay much attention to the matter. The +idea of his being in love seemed too ridiculous." + +"Was it ridiculous for you to be in love with me?" + +"No; and yet I can't praise my condition for its wisdom, Fanny." + +"Yes! that's _like_ men. As soon as one of them is safely married, he +thinks all the love-making in the world has been done forever, and he +can't conceive of two young people taking a fancy to each other." + +"That's something so, Fanny. But granting--for the sake of argument +merely--that Boston has been asking Kitty to marry him, and she doesn't +know whether she wants him, what are we to do about it? _I_ don't like +him well enough to plead his cause; do you? When does Kitty think she'll +be able to make up her mind?" + +"She's to let him know before we leave." + +The colonel laughed. "And so he's to hang about here on uncertainties +for two whole days! That _is_ rather rough on him. Fanny, what made you +so eager for this business?" + +"Eager? I _wasn't_ eager." + +"Well, then,--reluctantly acquiescent?" + +"Why, she's so literary and that." + +"And what?" + +"How insulting!--Intellectual, and so on; and I thought she would be +just fit to live in a place where everybody is literary and +intellectual. That is, I thought that, if I thought anything." + +"Well," said the colonel, "you may have been right on the whole, but I +don't think Kitty is showing any particular force of mind, just now, +that would fit her to live in Boston. My opinion is, that it's +ridiculous for her to keep him in suspense. She might as well answer him +first as last. She's putting herself under a kind of obligation by her +delay. I'll talk to her--" + +"If you do, you'll kill her. You don't know how she's wrought up about +it." + +"O well, I'll be careful of her sensibilities. It's my duty to speak +with her. I'm here in the place of a parent. Besides, don't I know +Kitty? I've almost brought her up." + +"Maybe you're right. You're all so queer that perhaps you're right. +Only, do be careful, Richard. You must approach the matter very +delicately,--indirectly, you know. Girls are different, remember, from +young men, and you mustn't be blunt. Do maneuver a little, for once in +your life." + +"All right, Fanny; you needn't be afraid of my doing anything awkward or +sudden. I'll go to her room pretty soon, after she is quieted down, and +have a good, calm old fatherly conversation with her." + +The colonel was spared this errand; for Kitty had left some of her +things on Fanny's table, and now came back for them with a lamp in her +hand. Her averted face showed the marks of weeping; the corners of her +firm-set lips were downward bent, as if some resolution which she had +taken were very painful. This the anxious Fanny saw; and she made a +gesture to the colonel which any woman would have understood to enjoin +silence, or, at least, the utmost caution and tenderness of speech. The +colonel summoned his _finesse_ and said, cheerily, "Well, Kitty, what's +Boston been saying to you?" + +Mrs. Ellison fell back upon her sofa as if shot, and placed her hand +over her face. + +Kitty seemed not to hear her cousin. Having gathered up her things, she +bent an unmoved face and an unseeing gaze full upon him, and glided from +the room without a word. + +"Well, upon my soul," cried the colonel, "this is a pleasant, +nightmarish, sleep-walking, Lady-Macbethish little transaction. Confound +it, Fanny this comes of your wanting me to maneuver. If you'd let me +come straight _at_ the subject,--like a _man_--" + +"_Please_, Richard, don't say anything more now," pleaded Mrs. Ellison +in a broken voice. "You can't help it, I know; and I must do the best I +can, under the circumstances. Do go away for a little while, darling! O +dear!" + +As for Kitty, when she had got out of the room in that phantasmal +fashion, she dimly recalled, through the mists of her own trouble, the +colonel's dismay at her so glooming upon him, and began to think that +she had used poor Dick more tragically than she need, and so began to +laugh softly to herself; but while she stood there at the entry window a +moment, laughing in the moonlight, that made her lamp-flame thin, and +painted her face with its pale lustre, Mr. Arbuton came down the attic +stairway. He was not a man of quick fancies; but to one of even slower +imagination and of calmer mood, she might very well have seemed unreal, +the creature of a dream, fantastic, intangible, insensible, arch, not +wholly without some touch of the malign. In his heart he groaned over +her beauty as if she were lost to him forever in this elfish +transfiguration. + +"Miss Ellison!" he scarcely more than whispered. + +"You ought not to speak to me now," she answered, gravely. + +"I know it; but I could not help it. For heaven's sake, do not let it +tell against me. I wished to ask if I should not see you to-morrow; to +beg that all might go on as had been planned, and as if nothing had been +said to-day." + +"It'll be very strange," said Kitty. "My cousins know everything now. +How can we meet before them!" + +"I'm not going away without an answer, and we can't remain here without +meeting. It will be less strange if we let everything take its course." + +"Well." + +"Thanks." + +He looked strangely humbled, but even more bewildered than humbled. + +She listened while he descended the steps, unbolted the street door, and +closed it behind him. Then she passed out of the moonlight into her own +room, whose close-curtained space the lamp filled with its ruddy glow, +and revealed her again, no malicious sprite, but a very puzzled, +conscientious, anxious young girl. + +Of one thing, at least, she was clear. It had all come about through +misunderstanding, through his taking her to be something that she was +not; for she was certain that Mr. Arbuton was of too worldly a spirit to +choose, if he had known, a girl of such origin and lot as she was only +too proud to own. The deception must have begun with dress; and she +determined that her first stroke for truth and sincerity should be most +sublimely made in the return of Fanny's things, and a rigid fidelity to +her own dresses. "Besides," she could not help reflecting, "my +travelling-suit will be just the thing for a picnic." And here, if the +cynical reader of another sex is disposed to sneer at the method of her +self-devotion, I am sure that women, at least, will allow it was most +natural and highly proper that in this great moment she should first +think of dress, upon which so great consequences hang in matters of the +heart Who--to be honest for once, O vain and conceited men!--can deny +that the cut, the color, the texture, the stylish set of dresses, has +not had everything to do with the rapture of love's young dream? Are not +certain bits of lace and knots of ribbon as much a part of it as any +smile or sidelong glance of them all? And hath not the long experience +of the fair taught them that artful dress is half the virtue of their +spells? Full well they know it; and when Kitty resolved to profit no +longer by Fanny's wardrobe, she had won the hardest part of the battle +in behalf of perfect truth towards Mr. Arbuton. She did not, indeed, +stop with this, but lay awake, devising schemes by which she should +disabuse him of his errors about her, and persuade him that she was no +wife for him. + + + + +XII. + +THE PICNIC AT CHATEAU-BIGOT. + + +"Well," said Mrs. Ellison, who had slipped into Kitty's room, in the +morning, to do her back hair with some advantages of light which her own +chamber lacked, "it'll be no crazier than the rest of the performance; +and if you and he can stand it, I'm sure that _we_'ve no reason to +complain." + +"Why, I don't see how it's to be helped, Fanny. He's asked it; and I'm +rather glad he has, for I should have hated to have the conventional +headache that keeps young ladies from being seen; and at any rate I +don't understand how the day could be passed more sensibly than just as +we originally planned to spend it. I can make up my mind a great deal +better with him than away from him. But I think there never was a more +ridiculous situation: now that the high tragedy has faded out of it, and +the serious part is coming, it makes me laugh. Poor Mr. Arbuton will +feel all day that he is under my mercilessly critical eye, and that he +mustn't do this and he mustn't say that, for fear of me; and he can't +run away, for he's promised to wait patiently for my decision. It's a +most inglorious position for him, but I don't think of anything to do +about it. I could say no at once, but he'd rather not." + +"What have you got that dress on for?" asked Mrs. Ellison, abruptly. + +"Because I'm not going to wear your things any more, Fanny. It's a case +of conscience. I feel like a guilty creature, being courted in another's +clothes; and I don't know but it's for a kind of punishment of my deceit +that I can't realize this affair as I ought, or my part in it. I keep +feeling, the whole time, as if it were somebody else, and I have an +absurd kind of other person's interest in it." + +Mrs. Ellison essayed some reply, but was met by Kitty's steadfast +resolution, and in the end did not prevail in so much as a ribbon for +her hair. + +It was not till well into the forenoon that the preparations for the +picnic were complete and the four set off together in one carriage. In +the strong need that was on each of them to make the best of the affair, +the colonel's unconsciousness might have been a little overdone, but +Mrs. Ellison's demeanor was sublimely successful. The situation gave +full play to her peculiar genius, and you could not have said that any +act of hers failed to contribute to the perfection of her design, that +any tone or speech was too highly colored. Mr. Arbuton, of whom she took +possession, and who knew that she knew all, felt that he had never done +justice to her, and seconded her efforts with something like cordial +admiration; while Kitty, with certain grateful looks and aversions of +the face, paid an ardent homage to her strokes of tact, and after a few +miserable moments, in which her nightlong trouble gnawed at her heart, +began, in spite of herself, to enjoy the humor of the situation. + +It is a lovely road out to Chateau-Bigot. First you drive through the +ancient suburbs of the Lower Town, and then you mount the smooth, hard +highway, between pretty country-houses, toward the village of +Charlesbourg, while Quebec shows, to your casual backward-glance, like a +wondrous painted scene, with the spires and lofty roofs of the Upper +Town, and the long, irregular wall wandering on the verge of the cliff; +then the thronging gables and chimneys of St. Roch, and again many +spires and convent walls; lastly the shipping in the St. Charles, which, +in one direction, runs, a narrowing gleam, up into its valley, and in +the other widens into the broad light of the St. Lawrence. Quiet, elmy +spaces of meadow land stretch between the suburban mansions and the +village of Charlesbourg, where the driver reassured himself as to his +route from the group of idlers on the platform before the church. Then +he struck off on a country road, and presently turned from this again +into a lane that grew rougher and rougher, till at last it lapsed to a +mere cart-track among the woods, where the rich, strong odors of the +pine, and of the wild herbs bruised under the wheels, filled the air. A +peasant and his black-eyed, open-mouthed boy were cutting withes to bind +hay at the side of the track, and the latter consented to show the +strangers to the chateau from a point beyond which they could not go +with the carriage. There the small habitant and the driver took up the +picnic-baskets, and led the way through pathless growths of underbrush +to a stream, so swift that it is said never to freeze, so deeply sprung +that the summer never drinks it dry. A screen of water-growths bordered +it; and when this was passed, a wide open space revealed itself, with +the ruin of the chateau in the midst. + +The pathos of long neglect lay upon the scene; for here were evidences +of gardens and bowery aisles in other times, and now, for many a year, +desolation and the slow return of the wilderness. The mountain rising +behind the chateau grounds showed the dying flush of the deciduous +leaves among the dark green of the pines that clothed it to the crest; a +cry of innumerable crickets filled the ear of the dreaming noon. + +The ruin itself is not of impressive size, and it is a chateau by grace +of the popular fancy rather than through any right of its own; for it +was, in truth, never more than the hunting-lodge of the king's +Intendant, Bigot, a man whose sins claim for him a lordly consideration +in the history of Quebec, He was the last Intendant before the British +conquest, and in that time of general distress he grew rich by +oppression of the citizens, and by peculation from the soldiers. He +built this pleasure-house here in the woods, and hither he rode out from +Quebec to enjoy himself in the chase and the carouses that succeed the +chase. Here, too, it is said, dwelt in secret the Huron girl who loved +him, and who survives in the memory of the peasants as the murdered +_sauragesse_; and, indeed, there is as much proof that she was murdered +as that she ever lived. When the wicked Bigot was arrested and sent to +France, where he was tried with great result of documentary record, his +chateau fell into other hands; at last a party of Arnold's men wintered +there in 1775, and it is to our own countrymen that we owe the +conflagration and the ruin of Chateau-Bigot. It stands, as I said, in +the middle of that open place, with the two gable walls and the stone +partition-wall still almost entire, and that day showing very +effectively against the tender northern sky. On the most weatherward +gable the iron in the stone had shed a dark red stain under the lash of +many winter storms, and some tough lichens had incrusted patches of the +surface; but, for the rest, the walls rose in the univied nakedness of +all ruins in our climate, which has no clinging evergreens wherewith to +pity and soften the forlornness of decay. Out of the rubbish at the foot +of the walls there sprang a wilding growth of syringas and lilacs; and +the interior was choked with flourishing weeds, and with the briers of +the raspberry, on which a few berries hung. The heavy beams, left where +they fell a hundred years ago, proclaimed the honest solidity with which +the chateau had been built, and there was proof in the cut stone of the +hearths and chimney-places that it had once had at least the ambition of +luxury. + +While its visitors stood amidst the ruin, a harmless garden-snake +slipped out of one crevice into another; from her nest in some hidden +corner overhead a silent bird flew away. For the moment,--so slight is +the capacity of any mood, so deeply is the heart responsive to a little +impulse,--the palace of the Caesars could not have imparted a keener +sense of loss and desolation. They eagerly sought such particulars of +the ruin as agreed with the descriptions they had read of it, and were +as well contented with a bit of cellar-way outside as if they had really +found the secret passage to the subterranean chamber of the chateau, or +the hoard of silver which the little habitant said was buried under it. +Then they dispersed about the grounds to trace out the borders of the +garden, and Mr. Arbuton won the common praise by discovering the +foundations of the stable of the chateau. + +Then there was no more to do but to prepare for the picnic. They chose a +grassy plot in the shadow of a half-dismantled bark-lodge,--a relic of +the Indians, who resort to the place every summer. In the ashes of that +sylvan hearth they kindled their fire, Mr. Arbuton gathering the sticks, +and the colonel showing a peculiar genius in adapting the savage flames +to the limitations of the civilized coffee-pot borrowed of Mrs. Gray. +Mrs. Ellison laid the cloth, much meditating the arrangement of the +viands, and reversing again and again the relative positions of the +sliced tongue and the sardines that flanked the cold roast chicken, and +doubting dreadfully whether to put down the cake and the canned peaches +at once, or reserve them for a second course; the stuffed olives drove +her to despair, being in a bottle, and refusing to be balanced by +anything less monumental in shape. Some wild asters and red leaves and +green and yellowing sprays of fern which Kitty arranged in a tumbler +were hailed with rapture, but presently flung far away with fierce +disdain because they had ants on them. Kitty witnessed this outburst +with her usual complacency, and then went on making the coffee. With +such blissful pain as none but lovers know, Mr. Arbuton saw her break +the egg upon the edge of the coffee-pot, and let it drop therein, and +then, with a charming frenzy, stir it round and round. It was a picture +of domestic suggestion, a subtle insinuation of home, the unconscious +appeal of inherent housewifery to inherent husbandhood. At the crash of +the eggshell he trembled; the swift agitation of the coffee and the egg +within the pot made him dizzy. + +"Sha'n't I stir that for you, Miss Ellison?" he said, awkwardly. + +"O dear, no!" she answered in surprise at a man's presuming to stir +coffee; "but you may go get me some water at the creek, if you please." + +She gave him a pitcher, and he went off to the brook, which was but a +minute's distance away. This minute, however, left her alone, for the +first time that day, with both Dick and Fanny, and a silence fell upon +all three at once. They could not help looking at one another; and then +the colonel, to show that he was not thinking of anything, began to +whistle, and Mrs. Ellison rebuked him for whistling. + +"Why not?" he asked. "It isn't a funeral, is it?" + +"Of course it isn't," said Mrs. Ellison; and Kitty, who had been +blushing to the verge of tears, laughed instead, and then was consumed +with vexation when Mr. Arbuton came up, feeling that he must suspect +himself the motive of her ill-timed mirth. "The champagne ought to be +cooled, I suppose," observed Mrs. Ellison, when the coffee had been +finally stirred and set to boil on the coals. + +"I'm best acquainted with the brook," said Mr. Arbuton, "and I know just +the eddy in it where the champagne will cool soonest." + +"Then you shall take it there," answered the governess of the feast; and +Mr. Arbuton duteously set off with the bottle in his hand. + +The pitcher of water which he had already brought stood in the grass; by +a sudden movement of the skirt, Kitty knocked it over. The colonel made +a start forward; Mrs. Ellison arrested him with a touch, while she bent +a look of ineffable admiration upon Kitty. + +"Now, I'll teach myself," said Kitty, "that I can't be so clumsy with +impunity. I'll go and fill that pitcher again myself." She hurried after +Mr. Arbuton; they scarcely spoke going or coming; but the constraint +that Kitty felt was nothing to that she had dreaded in seeking to escape +from the tacit raillery of the colonel and the championship of Fanny. +Yet she trembled to realize that already her life had become so far +entangled with this stranger's, that she found refuge with him from her +own kindred. They could do nothing to help her in this; the trouble was +solely hers and his, and they two must get out of it one way or other +themselves; the case scarcely admitted even of sympathy, and if it had +not been hers, it would have been one to amuse her rather than appeal to +her compassion. Even as it was, she sometimes caught herself smiling at +the predicament of a young girl who had passed a month in every +appearance of love-making, and who, being asked her heart, was holding +her lover in suspense whilst she searched it, and meantime was +picnicking with him upon the terms of casual flirtation. Of all the +heroines in her books, she knew none in such a strait as this. + +But her perplexities did not impair the appetite which she brought to +the sylvan feast. In her whole simple life she had never tasted +champagne before, and she said innocently, as she put the frisking fluid +from her lips after the first taste, "Why, I thought you had to _learn_ +to like champagne." + +"No," remarked the colonel, "it's like reading and writing: it comes by +nature. I suppose that even one of the lower animals would like +champagne. The refined instinct of young ladies makes them recognize its +merits instantly. Some of the Confederate cellars," added the colonel, +thoughtfully, "had very good champagne in them. Green seal was the +favorite of our erring brethren. It wasn't one of their errors. I prefer +it myself to our own native cider, whether made of apples or grapes. +Yes, it's better even than the water from the old chain-pump in the back +yard at Eriecreek, though it hasn't so fine a flavor of lubricating oil +in it." + +The faint chill that touched Mr. Arbuton at the mention of Eriecreek and +its petrolic associations was transient. He was very light of heart, +since the advance that Kitty seemed to have made him; and in his +temporary abandon he talked well, and promoted the pleasure of the time +without critical reserves. When the colonel, with the reluctance of our +soldiers to speak of their warlike experiences before civilians, had +suffered himself to tell a story that his wife begged of him about his +last battle, Mr. Arbuton listened with a deference that flattered poor +Mrs. Ellison, and made her marvel at Kitty's doubt concerning him; and +then he spoke entertainingly of some travel experiences of his own, +which he politely excused as quite unworthy to come after the colonel's +story. He excused them a little too much, and just gave the modest +soldier a faint, uneasy fear of having boasted. But no one else felt +this result of his delicacy, and the feast was merry enough. When it was +ended, Mrs. Ellison, being still a little infirm of foot, remained in +the shadow of the bark-lodge, and the colonel lit his cigar, and loyally +stretched himself upon the grass before her. + +There was nothing else for Kitty and Mr. Arbuton but to stroll off +together, and she preferred to do this. + +They sauntered up to the chateau in silence, and peered somewhat +languidly about the ruin. On a bit of smooth surface in a sheltered +place many names of former visitors were written, and Mr. Arbuton said +he supposed they might as well add those of their own party. + +"O yes," answered Kitty, with a half-sigh, seating herself upon a fallen +stone, and letting her hands fall into each other in her lap as her wont +was, "you write them." A curious pensiveness passed from one to the +other and possessed them both. + +Mr. Arbuton began to write. Suddenly, "Miss Ellison," said he, with a +smile, "I've blundered in your name; I neglected to put the Miss before +it; and now there isn't room on the plastering." + +"O, never mind," replied Kitty, "I dare say it won't be missed!" + +Mr. Arbuton neither perceived nor heeded the pun. He was looking in a +sort of rapture at the name which his own hand had written now for the +first time, and he felt an indecorous desire to kiss it. + +"If I could speak it as I've written it--" + +"I don't see what harm there would be in that," said the owner of the +name, "or what object," she added more discreetly. + +--"I should feel that I had made a great gain." + +"I never told you," answered Kitty, evasively, "how much I admire _your_ +first name, Mr. Arbuton." + +"How did you know it?" + +"It was on the card you gave my cousin," said Kitty, frankly, but +thinking he now must know she had been keeping his card. + +"It's an old family name,--a sort of heirloom from the first of us who +came to the country; and in every generation since, some Arbuton has had +to wear it." + +"It's superb!" cried Kitty. "Miles! 'Miles Standish, the Puritan +captain,' 'Miles Standish, the Captain of Plymouth.' I should be very +proud of such a name." + +"You have only to take it," he said, gravely. + +"O, I didn't mean that," she said with a blush, and then added, "Yours +is a very old family, then, isn't it?" + +"Yes, it's pretty well," answered Mr. Arbuton, "but it's not such a rare +thing in the East, you know." + +"I suppose not. The Ellisons are _not_ an old family. If we went back of +my uncle, we should only come to backwoodsmen and Indian fighters. +Perhaps that's the reason we don't care much for old families. You think +a great deal of them in Boston, don't you?" + +"We do, and we don't. It's a long story, and I'm afraid I couldn't make +you understand, unless you had seen something of Boston society." + +"Mr. Arbuton," said Kitty, abruptly plunging to the bottom of the +subject on which they had been hovering, "I'm dreadfully afraid that +what you said to me--what you asked of me, yesterday--was all through a +misunderstanding. I'm afraid that you've somehow mistaken me and my +circumstances, and that somehow I've innocently helped on your mistake." + +"There is no mistake," he answered, eagerly, "about my loving you!" + +Kitty did not look up, nor answer this outburst, which flattered while +it pained her. She said, "I've been so much mistaken myself, and I've +been so long finding it out, that I should feel anxious to have you know +just what kind of girl you'd asked to be your wife, before I--" + +"What?" + +"Nothing. But I should want you to know that in many things my life has +been very, very different from yours. The first thing I can +remember--you'll think I'm more autobiographical than our driver at +Ha-Ha Bay, even, but I must tell you all this--is about Kansas, where we +had moved from Illinois, and of our having hardly enough to eat or wear, +and of my mother grieving over our privations. At last, when my father +was killed," she said, dropping her voice, "in front of our own door--" + +Mr. Arbuton gave a start. "Killed?" + +"Yes; didn't you know? Or no: how could you? He was shot by the +Missourians." + +Whether it was not hopelessly out of taste to have a father-in-law who +had been shot by the Missourians? Whether he could persuade Kitty to +suppress that part of her history? That she looked very pretty, sitting +there, with her earnest eyes lifted toward his. These things flashed +wilfully through Mr. Arbuton's mind. + +"My father was a Free-State man," continued Kitty, in a tone of pride. +"He wasn't when he first went to Kansas," she added simply; while Mr. +Arbuton groped among his recollections of that forgotten struggle for +some association with these names, keenly feeling the squalor of it all, +and thinking still how very pretty she was. "He went out there to +publish a proslavery paper. But when he found out what the Border +Ruffians really were, he turned against them. He used to be very bitter +about my uncle's having become an Abolitionist; they had had a quarrel +about it; but father wrote to him from Kansas, and they made it up; and +before father died he was able to tell mother that we were to go to +uncle's. But mother was sick then, and she only lived a month after +father; and when my cousin came out to get us, just before she died, +there was scarcely a crust of cornbread in our cabin. It seemed like +heaven to get to Eriecreek; but even at Eriecreek we live in a way that +I am afraid you wouldn't respect. My uncle has just enough, and we are +very plain people indeed. I suppose," continued the young girl meekly, +"that I haven't had at all what you'd call an education. Uncle told me +what to read, at first, and after that I helped myself. It seemed to +come naturally; but don't you see that it wasn't an education?" + +"I beg pardon," said Mr. Arbuton, with a blush; for he had just then +lost the sense of what she said in the music of her voice, as it +hesitated over these particulars of her history. + +"I mean," explained Kitty, "that I'm afraid I must be very one-sided. +I'm dreadfully ignorant of a great many things. I haven't any +accomplishments, only the little bit of singing and playing that you've +heard; I couldn't tell a good picture from a bad one; I've never been to +the opera; I don't know anything about society. Now just imagine," cried +Kitty, with sublime impartiality, "such a girl as that in Boston!" + +Even Mr. Arbuton could not help smiling at this comic earnestness, while +she resumed: "At home my cousins and I do all kinds of things that the +ladies whom you know have done for them. We do our own work, for one +thing," she continued, with a sudden treacherous misgiving that what she +was saying might be silly and not heroic, but bravely stifling her +doubt. "My cousin Virginia is housekeeper, and Rachel does the sewing, +and I'm a kind of maid-of-all-work." + +Mr. Arbuton listened respectfully, vainly striving for some likeness of +Miss Ellison in the figure of the different second-girls who, during +life, had taken his card, or shown him into drawing-rooms, or waited on +him at table; failing in this, he tried her in the character of daughter +of that kind of farm-house where they take summer boarders and do their +own work; but evidently the Ellisons were not of that sort either; and +he gave it up and was silent, not knowing what to say, while Kitty, a +little piqued by his silence, went on: "We're not ashamed, you +understand, of our ways; there's such a thing as being proud of not +being proud; and that's what we are, or what I am; for the rest are not +mean enough ever to think about it, and once I wasn't, either. But +that's the kind of life I'm used to; and though I've read of other kinds +of life a great deal, I've not been brought up to anything different, +don't you understand? And maybe--I don't know--I mightn't like or +respect your kind of people any more than they did me. My uncle taught +us ideas that are quite different from yours; and what if I shouldn't be +able to give them up?" + +"There is only one thing I know or see: I love you!" he said, +passionately, and drew nearer by a step; but she put out her hand and +repelled him with a gesture. + +"Sometimes you might be ashamed of me before those you knew to be my +inferiors,--really common and coarse-minded people, but regularly +educated, and used to money and fashion. I should cower before them, and +I never could forgive you." + +"I've one answer to all this: I love you!" + +Kitty flushed in generous admiration of his magnanimity, and said, with +more of tenderness than she had yet felt towards him, "I'm sorry that I +can't answer you now, as you wish, Mr. Arbuton." + +"But you will, to-morrow." + +She shook her head. "I don't know; O, I don't know! I've been thinking +of something. That Mrs. March asked me to visit her in Boston; but we +had given up doing so, because of the long delay here. If I asked my +cousins, they'd still go home that way. It's too bad to put you off +again; but you must see me in Boston, if only for a day or two, and +after you've got back into your old associations there, before I answer +you. I'm in great trouble. You must wait, or I must say no." + +"I'll wait," said Mr. Arbuton. + +"O, _thank_ you," sighed Kitty, grateful for this patience, and not for +the chance of still winning him; "you are very forbearing, I'm sure." + +She again put forth her hand, but not now to repel him. He clasped it, +and kept it in his, then impulsively pressed it against his lips. + +Colonel and Mrs. Ellison had been watching the whole pantomime, +forgotten. + +"Well," said the colonel, "I suppose that's the end of the play, isn't +it? I don't like it, Fanny; I don't like it." + +"Hush!" whispered Mrs. Ellison. + +They were both puzzled when Kitty and Mr. Arbuton came towards them with +anxious faces. Kitty was painfully revolving in her mind what she had +just said, and thinking she had said not so much as she meant and yet so +much more, and tormenting herself with the fear that she had been at +once too bold and too meek in her demand for longer delay. Did it not +give him further claim upon her? Must it not have seemed a very +audacious thing? What right had she to make it, and how could she now +finally say no? Then the matter of her explanation to him: was it in the +least what she meant to say? Must it not give him an idea of +intellectual and spiritual poverty in her life which she knew had not +been in it? Would he not believe, in spite of her boasts, that she was +humiliated before him by a feeling of essential inferiority? O, _had_ +she boasted? What she meant to do was just to make him understand +clearly what she was; but, had she? Could he be made to understand this +with what seemed his narrow conception of things outside of his own +experience? Was it worth while to try? Did she care enough for him to +make the effort desirable? Had she made it for his sake, or in the +interest of truth, merely, or in self-defence? + +These and a thousand other like questions beset her the whole way home +to Quebec, amid the frequent pauses of the talk, and underneath whatever +she was saying. Half the time she answered yes or no to them, and not to +what Dick, or Fanny, or Mr. Arbuton had asked her; she was distraught +with their recurrence, as they teased about her like angry bees, and one +now and then settled, and stung and stung. Through the whole night, too, +they pursued her in dreams with pitiless iteration and fantastic change; +and at dawn she was awakened by voices calling up to her from the +Ursulines' Garden,--the slim, pale nun crying out, in a lamentable +accent, that all men were false and there was no shelter save the +convent or the grave, and the comfortable sister bemoaning herself that +on meagre days Madame de la Peltrie ate nothing but choke-cherries from +Chateau-Bigot. + +Kitty rose and dressed herself, and sat at the window, and watched the +morning come into the garden below: first, a tremulous flush of the +heavens; then a rosy light on the silvery roofs and gables; then little +golden aisles among the lilacs and hollyhocks. The tiny flower-beds just +under her window were left, with their snap-dragons and larkspurs, in +dew and shadow; the small dog stood on the threshold, and barked +uneasily when the bell rang in the Ursulines' Chapel, where the nuns +were at matins. + +It was Sunday, and a soft tranquillity blest the cool air in which the +young girl bathed her troubled spirit. A faint anticipative homesickness +mingled now with her nightlong anxiety,--a pity for herself that on the +morrow she must leave those pretty sights, which had become so dear to +her that she could not but feel herself native among them. She must go +back to Eriecreek, which was not a walled city, and had not a stone +building, much less a cathedral or convent, within its borders; and +though she dearly loved those under her uncle's roof there, yet she had +to own that, beyond that shelter, there was little in Eriecreek to touch +the heart or take the fancy; that the village was ugly, and the village +people mortally dull, narrow, and uncongenial. Why was not her lot cast +somewhere else? Why should she not see more of the world that she had +found so fair, and which all her aspirations had fitted her to enjoy? +Quebec had been to her a rapture of beautiful antiquity; but Europe, but +London, Venice, Rome, those infinitely older and more storied cities of +which she had lately talked so much with Mr. Arbuton,--why should she +not see them? + +Here, for the guilty space of a heat-lightning flash, Kitty wickedly +entertained the thought of marrying Mr. Arbuton for the sake of a bridal +trip to Europe, and bade love and the fitness of things and the +incompatibility of Boston and Eriecreek traditions take care of +themselves. But then she blushed for her meanness, and tried to atone +for it as she could by meditating the praise of Mr. Arbuton. She felt +remorse for having, as he had proved yesterday, undervalued and +misunderstood him; and she was willing now to think him even more +magnanimous than his generous words and conduct showed him. It would be +a base return for his patience to accept him from a worldly ambition; a +man of his noble spirit merited the best that love could give. But she +respected him; at last she respected him fully and entirely, and she +could tell him that at any rate. + +The words in which he had yesterday protested his love for her repeated +themselves constantly in her revery. If he should speak them again after +he had seen her in Boston, in the light by which she was anxious to be +tested,--she did not know what she should say. + + + + +XIII. + +ORDEAL. + + +They had not planned to go anywhere that day; but after church they +found themselves with the loveliest afternoon of their stay at Quebec to +be passed somehow, and it was a pity to pass it indoors, the colonel +said at their early dinner. They canvassed the attractions of the +different drives out of town, and they decided upon that to Lorette. The +Ellisons had already been there, but Mr. Arbuton had not, and it was +from a dim motive of politeness towards him that Mrs. Ellison chose the +excursion; though this did not prevent her from wondering aloud +afterward, from time to time, why she had chosen it. He was restless and +absent, and answered at random when points of the debate were referred +to him, but he eagerly assented to the conclusion, and was in haste to +set out. + +The road to Lorette is through St. John's Gate, down into the outlying +meadows and rye-fields, where, crossing and recrossing the swift St. +Charles, it finally rises at Lorette above the level of the citadel. It +is a lonelier road than that to Montmorenci, and the scattering cottages +upon it have not the well-to-do prettiness, the operatic repair, of +stone-built Beauport. But they are charming, nevertheless, and the +people seem to be remoter from modern influences. Peasant-girls, in +purple gowns and broad straw hats, and not the fashions of the year +before last, now and then appeared to our acquaintance; near one ancient +cottage an old man, in the true habitant's red woollen cap with a long +fall, leaned over the bars of his gate and smoked a short pipe. + +By and by they came to Jeune-Lorette, an almost ideally pretty hamlet, +bordering the road on either hand with galleried and balconied little +houses, from which the people bowed to them as they passed, and piously +enclosing in its midst the village church and churchyard. They soon +after reached Lorette itself, which they might easily have known for an +Indian town by its unkempt air, and the irregular attitudes in which the +shabby cabins lounged along the lanes that wandered through it, even if +the Ellisons had not known it already, or if they had not been welcomed +by a pomp of Indian boys and girls of all shades of darkness. The girls +had bead-wrought moccasins and work-bags to sell, and the boys bore bows +and arrows and burst into loud cries of "Shoot! shoot! grand shoot! +Put-up-pennies! shoot-the-pennies! Grand shoot!" When they recognized +the colonel, as they did after the party had dismounted in front of the +church, they renewed these cries with greater vehemence. + +"Now, Richard," implored his wife, "you're _not_ going to let those +little pests go through all that shooting performance again?" + +"I must. It is expected of me whenever I come to Lorette; and I would +never be the man to neglect an ancient observance of this kind." The +colonel stuck a copper into the hard sand as he spoke, and a small storm +of arrows hurtled around it. Presently it flew into the air, and a +fair-faced, blue-eyed boy picked it up: he won most of the succeeding +coins. + +"There's an aborigine of pure blood," remarked the colonel; "his +ancestors came from Normandy two hundred years ago. That's the reason he +uses the bow so much better than these coffee-colored impostors." + +They went into the chapel, which stands on the site of the ancient +church burnt not long ago. It is small, and it is bare and rude inside, +with only the commonest ornamentation about the altar, on one side of +which was the painted wooden statue of a nun, on the other that of a +priest,--slight enough commemoration of those who had suffered so much +for the hopeless race that lingers and wastes at Lorette in incurable +squalor and wildness. They are Christians after their fashion, this poor +remnant of the mighty Huron nation converted by the Jesuits and crushed +by the Iroquois in the far-western wilderness; but whatever they are at +heart, they are still savage in countenance, and these boys had faces of +wolves and foxes. They followed their visitors into the church, where +there was only an old woman praying to a picture, beneath which hung a +votive hand and foot, and a few young Huron suppliants with very sleek +hair, whose wandering devotions seemed directed now at the strangers, +and now at the wooden effigy of the House of St. Ann borne by two gilt +angels above the high-altar. There was no service, and the visitors soon +quitted the chapel amid the clamors of the boys outside. Some young +girls, in the dress of our period, were promenading up and down the road +with their arms about each other and their eyes alert for the effect +upon spectators. + +From one of the village lanes came swaggering towards the visitors a +figure of aggressive fashion,--a very buckish young fellow, with a heavy +black mustache and black eyes, who wore a jaunty round hat, blue checked +trousers, a white vest, and a morning-coat of blue diagonals, buttoned +across his breast; in his hand he swung a light cane. + +"That is the son of the chief, Paul Picot," whispered the driver. + +"Excuse me," said the colonel, instantly; and the young gentleman +nodded. "Can you tell me if we could see the chief to-day?" + +"O yes!" answered the notary in English, "my father is chief. You can +see him"; and passed on with a somewhat supercilious air. + +The colonel, in his first hours at Quebec, had bought at a bazaar of +Indian wares the photograph of an Indian warrior in a splendor of +factitious savage panoply. It was called "The Last of the Hurons," and +the colonel now avenged himself for the curtness of M. Picot by styling +him "The Next to the Last of the Hurons." + +"Well," said Fanny, who had a wife's willingness to see her husband +occasionally snubbed, "I don't know why you asked him. I'm sure nobody +wants to see that old chief and his wretched bead trumpery again." + +"My dear," answered the colonel, "wherever Americans go, they like to be +presented at court. Mr. Arbuton, here, I've no doubt has been introduced +to the crowned heads of the Old World, and longs to pay his respects to +the sovereign of Lorette. Besides, I always call upon the reigning +prince when I come to Lorette. The coldness of the heir-apparent shall +not repel me." + +The colonel led the way up the principal lane of the village. Some of +the cabins were ineffectually whitewashed, but none of them were so +uncleanly within as the outside prophesied. At the doors and windows sat +women and young girls working moccasins; here and there stood a well-fed +mother of a family with an infant Huron in her arms. They all showed the +traces of white blood, as did the little ones who trooped after the +strangers and demanded charity as clamorously as so many Italians; only +a few faces were of a clear dark, as if stained by walnut-juice, and it +was plain that the Hurons were fading, if not dying out. They responded +with a queer mixture of French liveliness and savage stolidity to the +colonel's jocose advances. Great lean dogs lounged about the thresholds; +they and the women and children were alone visible; there were no men. +None of the houses were fenced, save the chief's; this stood behind a +neat grass plot, across which, at the moment our travellers came up, two +youngish women were trailing in long morning-gowns and eye-glasses. The +chief's house was a handsome cottage, papered and carpeted, with a huge +stove in the parlor, where also stood a table exposing the bead trumpery +of Mrs. Ellison's scorn. A full-bodied elderly man with quick, black +eyes and a tranquil, dark face stood near it; he wore a half-military +coat with brass buttons, and was the chief Picot. At sight of the +colonel he smiled slightly and gave his hand in welcome. Then he sold +such of his wares as the colonel wanted, rather discouraging than +inviting purchase. He talked, upon some urgency, of his people, who, he +said, numbered three hundred, and were a few of them farmers, but were +mostly hunters, and, in the service of the officers of the garrison, +spent the winter in the chase. He spoke fair English, but reluctantly, +and he seemed glad to have his guests go, who were indeed willing enough +to leave him. + +Mr. Arbuton especially was willing, for he had been longing to find +himself alone with Kitty, of which he saw no hope while the idling about +the village lasted. + +The colonel bought an insane watch-pocket for _une dolleur_ from a +pretty little girl as they returned through the village; but he forbade +the boys any more archery at his expense, with "Pas de grand shoot, +_now_, mes enfans!--Friends," he added to his own party, "we have the +Falls of Lorette and the better part of the afternoon still before us; +how shall we employ them?" + +Mrs. Ellison and Kitty did not know, and Mr. Arbuton did not know, as +they sauntered down past the chapel, to the stone mill that feeds its +industry from the beauty of the fall. The cascade, with two or three +successive leaps above the road, plunges headlong down a steep +crescent-shaped slope, and hides its foamy whiteness in the +dark-foliaged ravine below. It is a wonder of graceful motion, of +iridescent lights and delicious shadows; a shape of loveliness that +seems instinct with a conscious life. Its beauty, like that of all +natural marvels on our continent, is on a generous scale; and now the +spectators, after viewing it from the mill, passed for a different +prospect of it to the other shore, and there the colonel and Fanny +wandered a little farther down the glen, leaving Kitty with Mr. Arbuton. +The affair between them was in such a puzzling phase, that there was as +much reason for as against this: nobody could do anything, not even +openly recognize it. Besides, it was somehow very interesting to Kitty +to be there alone with him, and she thought that if all were well, and +he and she were really engaged, the sense of recent betrothal could be +nowhere else half so sweet as in that wild and lovely place. She began +to imagine a bliss so divine, that it would have been strange if she had +not begun to desire it, and it was with a half reluctant, +half-acquiescent thrill that she suffered him to touch upon what was +first in both their minds. + +"I thought you had agreed not to talk of that again for the present," +she feebly protested. + +"No; I was not forbidden to tell you I loved you: I only consented to +wait for my answer; but now I shall break my promise. I cannot wait. I +think the conditions you make dishonor me," said Mr. Arbuton, with an +impetuosity that fascinated her. + +"O, how can you say such a thing as that?" she asked, liking him for his +resentment of conditions that he found humiliating, while her heart +leaped remorseful to her lips for having imposed them. "You know very +well why I wanted to delay; and you know that--that--if--I had done +anything to wound you, I never could forgive myself." + +"But you doubted me, all the same," he rejoined. + +"Did I? I thought it was myself that I doubted." She was stricken with +sudden misgiving as to what had seemed so well; her words tended rapidly +she could not tell whither. + +"But why do you doubt yourself?" + +"I--I don't know." + +"No," he said bitterly, "for it's really me that you doubt. I can't +understand what you have seen in me that makes you believe anything +could change me towards you," he added with a kind of humbleness that +touched her. "I could have borne to think that I was not worthy of you." + +"Not worthy of me! I never dreamed of such a thing." + +"But to have you suspect me of such meanness--" + +"O Mr. Arbuton!" + +--"As you hinted yesterday, is a disgrace that I ought not to bear. I +have thought of it all night; and I must have my answer now, whatever it +is." + +She did not speak; for every word that she had uttered had only served +to close escape behind her. She did not know what to do; she looked up +at him for help. He said with an accent of meekness pathetic from him, +"Why must you still doubt me?" + +"I don't," she scarcely more than breathed. + +"Then you are mine, now, without waiting, and forever," he cried; and +caught her to him in a swift embrace. + +She only said, "Oh!" in a tone of gentle reproach, yet clung to him a +helpless moment as for rescue from himself. She looked at him in blank +pallor, striving to realize the tender violence in which his pulses +wildly exulted; then a burning flush dyed her face, and tears came into +her eyes. "O, I hope you'll never be sorry," she said; and then, "Do let +us go," for she had no distinct desire save for movement, for escape +from that place. + +Her heart had been surprised, she hardly knew how; but at his kiss a +novel tenderness had leaped to life in it. She suffered him to put her +hand upon his arm, and then she began to feel a strange pride in his +being tall and handsome, and hers. But she kept thinking as they walked, +"I hope he'll never he sorry," and she said it again, half in jest. He +pressed her hand against his heart, and met her look with one of protest +and reassurance, that presently melted into something sweeter yet. He +said, "What beautiful eyes you have! I noticed the long lashes when I +saw you on the Saguenay boat, and I couldn't get away from them." + +"O please, don't speak of that dreadful time!" cried Kitty. + +"No? Why not?" + +"O because! I think it was such a bold kind of accident my taking your +arm by mistake; and the whole next day has always been a perfect horror +to me." + +He looked at her in questioning amaze. + +"I think I was very pert with you all day,--and I don't think I'm pert +naturally,--taking you up about the landscape, and twitting you about +the Saguenay scenery and legends, you know. But I thought you were +trying to put me down,--you are rather down-putting at times,--and I +admired you, and I couldn't bear it." + +"Oh!" said Mr. Arbuton. He dimly recollected, as if it had been in some +former state of existence, that there were things he had not approved in +Kitty that day, but now he met her penitence with a smile and another +pressure of the hand. "Well, then," he said, "if you don't like to +recall that time, let's go back of it to the day I met you on Goat +Island Bridge at Niagara." + +"O, did you see _me_ there? I thought you didn't; but _I_ saw _you_. You +had on a blue cravat," she answered; and he returned with as much the +air of coherency as if really continuing the same train of thought, "You +won't think it necessary to visit Boston, now, I suppose," and he smiled +triumphantly upon her. "I fancy that I have now a better right to +introduce you there than your South End friends." + +Kitty smiled, too. "I'm willing to wait. But don't you think you ought +to see Eriecreek before you promise too solemnly? I can't allow that +there's anything serious, till you've seen me at home." + +They had been going, for no reason that they knew, back to the country +inn near which you purchase admittance to a certain view of the falls, +and now they sat down on the piazza, somewhat apart from other people +who were there, as Mr. Arbuton said, "O, I shall visit Eriecreek soon +enough. But I shall not come to put myself or you to the proof. I don't +ask to see you at home before claiming you forever." + +Kitty murmured, "Ah! you are more generous than I was." + +"I doubt it." + +"O yes, you are. But I wonder if you'll be able to find Eriecreek." + +"Is it on the map?" + +"It's on the county map; and so is Uncle Jack's lot on it, and a picture +of his house, for that matter. They'll all be standing on the +piazza--something like this one--when you come up. You'll know Uncle +Jack by his big gray beard, and his bushy eyebrows, and his boots, which +he won't have blacked, and his Leghorn hat, which we can't get him to +change. The girls will be there with him,--Virginia all red and heated +with having got supper for you, and Rachel with the family mending in +her hand,--and they'll both come running down the walk to welcome you. +How will you like it?" + +Mr. Arbuton suspected the gross caricature of this picture, and smiled +securely at it. "I shall like it well enough," he said, "if you run down +with them. Where shall you be?" + +"I forgot. I shall be up stairs in my room, peeping through the +window-blinds, to see how you take it. Then I shall come down, and +receive you with dignity in the parlor, but after supper you'll have to +excuse me while I help with the dishes. Uncle Jack will talk to you. +He'll talk to you about Boston. He's much fonder of Boston than you are, +even." And here Kitty broke off with a laugh, thinking what a very +different Boston her Uncle Jack's was from Mr. Arbuton's, and +maliciously diverted with what she conceived of their mutual +bewilderment in trying to get some common stand-point. He had risen from +his chair, and was now standing a few paces from her, looking toward the +fall, as if by looking he might delay the coming of the colonel and +Fanny. + +She checked her merriment a moment to take note of two ladies who were +coming up the path towards the porch where she was sitting. Mr. Arbuton +did not see them. The ladies mounted the steps, and turned slowly and +languidly to survey the company. But at sight of Mr. Arbuton, one of +them advanced directly toward him, with exclamations of surprise and +pleasure, and he with a stupefied face and a mechanical movement turned +to meet her. + +She was a lady of more than middle age, dressed with certain personal +audacities of color and shape, rather than overdressed, and she thrust +forward, in expression of her amazement, a very small hand, wonderfully +well gloved; her manner was full of the anxiety of a woman who had +fought hard for a high place in society, and yet suggested a latent +hatred of people who, in yielding to her, had made success bitter and +humiliating. + +Her companion was a young and very handsome girl, exquisitely dressed, +and just so far within the fashion as to show her already a mistress of +style. But it was not the vivid New York stylishness. A peculiar +restraint of line, an effect of lady-like concession to the ruling mode, +a temperance of ornament, marked the whole array, and stamped it with +the unmistakable character of Boston. Her clear tints of lip and cheek +and eye were incomparable; her blond hair gave weight to the poise of +her delicate head by its rich and decent masses. She had a look of +independent innocence, an angelic expression of extremely nice young +fellow blending with a subtle maidenly charm. She indicated her surprise +at seeing Mr. Arbuton by pressing the point of her sun-umbrella somewhat +nervously upon the floor, and blushing a very little. Then she gave him +her hand with friendly frankness, and smiled dazzlingly upon him, while +the elder hailed him with effusive assertion of familiar acquaintance, +heaping him with greetings and flatteries and cries of pleasure. + +"O dear!" sighed Kitty, "these are old friends of his; and will I have +to know them? Perhaps it's best to begin at once, though," she thought. + +But he made no movement toward her where she sat. The ladies began to +walk up and down, and he with them. As they passed her, he did not seem +to see her. + +The ladies said they were waiting for their carriage, which they had +left at a certain point when they went to look at the fall, and had +ordered to take them up at the inn. They talked about people and things +that Kitty had never heard of. + +"Have you seen the Trailings since you left Newport?" asked the elder +woman. + +"No," said Mr. Arbuton. + +"Perhaps you'll be surprised then--or perhaps you won't--to hear that we +parted with them on the top of Mount Washington, Thursday. And the +Mayflowers are at the Glen House. The mountains are horribly full. But +what are you to do! Now the Continent"--she spoke as if the English +Channel divided it from us--"is so common, you can't run over there any +more." + +Whenever they walked towards Kitty, this woman, whose quick eye had +detected Mr. Arbuton at her side as she came up to the inn, bent upon +the young girl's face a stare of insolent curiosity, yet with a front of +such impassive coldness that to another she might not have seemed aware +of her presence. Kitty shuddered at the thought of being made acquainted +with her; then she remembered, "Why, how stupid I am! Of course a +gentleman can't introduce ladies; and the only thing for him to do is to +excuse himself to them as soon as he can without rudeness, and come back +to me." But none the less she felt helpless and deserted. Though +ordinarily so brave, she was so beaten down by that look, that for a +glance of not unkindly interest that the young lady gave her she was +abjectly grateful. She admired her, and fancied that she could easily be +friends with such a girl as that, if they met fairly. She wondered that +she should be there with that other, not knowing that society cannot +really make distinctions between fine and coarse, and could not have +given her a reason for their association. + +Still the three walked up and down before Kitty, and still she made his +peace with herself, thinking, "He is embarrassed; he can't come to me at +once; but he will, of course." + +The elder of his companions talked on in her loud voice of this thing +and that, of her summer, and of the people she had met, and of their +places and yachts and horses, and all the splendors of their +keeping,--talk which Kitty's aching sense sometimes caught by fragments, +and sometimes in full. The lady used a slang of deprecation and apology +for having come to such a queer resort as Quebec, and raised her brows +when Mr. Arbuton reluctantly owned how long he had been there. + +"Ah, ah!" she said briskly, bringing the group to a stand-still while +she spoke, "one doesn't stay in a slow Canadian city a whole month for +love of the _place_. Come, Mr. Arbuton, is she English or French?" + +Kitty's heart beat thickly, and she whispered to herself, "O, now!--now +surely he _must_ do something." + +"Or perhaps," continued his tormentor, "she's some fair fellow-wanderer +in these Canadian wilds,--some pretty companion of voyage." + +Mr. Arbuton gave a kind of start at this, like one thrilled for an +instant with a sublime impulse. He cast a quick, stealthy look at Kitty, +and then as suddenly withdrew his glance. What had happened to her who +was usually dressed so prettily? Alas! true to her resolution, Kitty had +again refused Fanny's dresses that morning, and had faithfully put on +her own travelling-suit,--the suit which Rachel had made her, and which +had seemed so very well at Eriecreek that they had called Uncle Jack in +to admire it when it was tried on. Now she knew that it looked +countrified, and its unstylishness struck in upon her, and made her feel +countrified in soul. "Yes," she owned, as she met Mr. Arbuton's glance, +"I'm nothing but an awkward milkmaid beside that young lady." This was +unjust to herself; but truly it was never in her present figure that he +had intended to show her to his world, which he had been sincere enough +in contemning for her sake while away from it. Confronted with good +society in these ladies, its delegates, he doubtless felt, as never +before, the vastness of his self-sacrifice, the difficulty of his +enterprise, and it would not have been so strange if just then she +should have appeared to him through the hard cold vision of the best +people instead of that which love had illumined. She saw whatever +purpose toward herself was in his eyes, flicker and die out as they fell +from hers. Then she sat alone while they three walked up and down, up +and down, and the skirts of the ladies brushed her garments in passing. + +"O, where can Dick and Fanny be?" she silently bemoaned herself, "and +why don't they come and save me from these dreadful people?" + +She sat in a stony quiet while they talked on, she thought, forever. +Their voices sounded in her ears like voices heard in a dream, their +laughter had a nightmare cruelty. Yet she was resolved to be just to Mr. +Arbuton, she was determined not meanly to condemn him; she confessed to +herself, with a glimmer of her wonted humor, that her dress must be an +ordeal of peculiar anguish to him, and she half blamed herself for her +conscientiousness in wearing it. If she had conceived of any such chance +as this, she would perhaps, she thought, have worn Fanny's grenadine. + +She glanced again at the group which was now receding from her. "Ah!" +the elder of the ladies said, again halting the others midway of the +piazza's length, "there's the carriage at last! But what is that stupid +animal stopping for? O, I suppose he didn't understand, and expects to +take us up at the bridge! Provoking! But it's no use; we may as well go +to him at once; it's plain he isn't coming to us. Mr. Arbuton, will you +see us on board?" + +"Who--I? Yes, certainly," he answered absently, and for the second time +he cast a furtive look at Kitty, who had half started to her feet in +expectation of his coming to her before he went,--a look of appeal, or +deprecation, or reassurance, as she chose to interpret it, but after all +a look only. + +She sank back in blank rejection of his look, and so remained motionless +as he led the way from the porch with a quick and anxious step. Since +those people came he had not openly recognized her presence, and now he +had left her without a word. She could not believe what she could not +but divine, and she was powerless to stir as the three moved down the +road towards the carriage. Then she felt the tears spring to her eyes: +she flung down her veil, and, swept on by a storm of grief and pride and +pain, she hurried, ran towards the grounds about the falls. She thrust +aside the boy who took money at the gate. "I have no money," she said +fiercely; "I'm going to look for my friends: they're in here." + +But Dick and Fanny were not to be seen. Instead, as she fluttered wildly +about in search of them, she beheld Mr. Arbuton, who had missed her on +his return to the inn, coming with a frightened face to look for her. +She had hoped, somehow never to see him again in the world; but since it +was to be, she stood still and waited his approach in a strange +composure; while he drew nearer, thinking how yesterday he had silenced +her prophetic doubt of him: "I have one answer to all this; I love you." +Her faltering words, verified so fatally soon, recalled themselves to +him with intolerable accusation. And what should he say now? If +possibly,--if by some miracle,--she might not have seen what he feared +she must! One glance that he dared give her taught him better; and while +she waited for him to speak, he could not lure any of the phrases, of +which the air seemed full, to serve him. + +"I wonder you came back to me," she said after an eternal moment. + +"Came back?" he echoed, vacantly. + +"You seemed to have forgotten my existence!" + +Of course the whole wrong, if any wrong had been done to her, was tacit, +and much might be said to prove that she felt needlessly aggrieved, and +that he could not have acted otherwise than as he did; she herself had +owned that it must be an embarrassing position to him. + +"Why, what have I done," he began, "what makes you think... For heaven's +sake listen to me!" he cried; and then, while she turned a mute +attentive face to him, he stood silent as before, like one who has lost +his thought, and strives to recall what he was going to say. "What +sense,--what use," he resumed at last, as if continuing the course of +some previous argument, "would there have been in making a display of +our acquaintance before them? I did not suppose at first that they saw +us together."... But here he broke off, and, indeed, his explanation had +but a mean effect when put into words. "I did not expect them to stay. I +thought they would go away every moment; and then at last it was too +late to manage the affair without seeming to force it." This was better; +and he paused again, for some sign of acquiescence from Kitty, and +caught her eye fixed on his face in what seemed contemptuous wonder. His +own eyes fell, and ran uneasily over her dress before he lifted them and +began once more, as if freshly inspired: "I could have wished you to be +known to my friends with every advantage on your side," and this had +such a magnanimous sound that he took courage; "and you ought to have +had faith enough in me to believe that I never could have meant you a +slight. If you had known more of the world,--if your social experience +had been greater you would have seen.... Oh!" he cried, desperately, "is +there nothing you have to say to me?" + +"No," said Kitty, simply, but with a languid quiet, and shrinking from +speech as from an added pang. "You have been telling me that you were +ashamed of me in this dress before those people. But I knew that +already. What do you want me to do?" + +"If you give me time, I can make everything clear to you." + +"But now you don't deny it." + +"Deny what? I--" + +But here the whole fabric of Mr. Arbuton's defence toppled to the +ground. He was a man of scrupulous truth, not accustomed to deceive +himself or others. He had been ashamed of her, he could not deny it, not +to keep the love that was now dearer to him than life. He saw it with +paralyzing clearness; and, as an inexorable fact that confounded quite +as much as it dismayed him, he perceived that throughout that ignoble +scene she had been the gentle person and he the vulgar one. How could it +have happened with a man like him! As he looked back upon it, he seemed +to have been only the helpless sport of a sinister chance. + +But now he must act; it could not go so, it was too horrible a thing to +let stand confessed. A hundred protests thronged to his lips, but he +refused utterance to them all as worse even than silence; and so, still +meaning to speak, he could not speak. He could only stand and wait while +it wrung his heart to see her trembling, grieving lips. + +His own aspect was so lamentable, that she half pitied him, half +respected him for his truth's sake. "You were right; I think it won't be +necessary for me to go to Boston," she said with a dim smile. "Good by. +It's all been a dreadful, dreadful mistake." + +It was like him, even in that humiliation, not to have thought of losing +her, not to have dreamed but that he could somehow repair his error, and +she would yet willingly be his. "O no, no, no," he cried, starting +forward, "don't say that! It can't be, it mustn't be! You are angry now, +but I know you'll see it differently. Don't be so quick with me, with +yourself. I will do anything, say anything, you like." + +The tears stood in her eyes; but they were cruel drops. "You can't say +anything that wouldn't make it worse. You can't undo what's been done, +and that's only a little part of what couldn't be undone. The best way +is for us to part; it's the only way." + +"No, there are all the ways in the world besides! Wait--think!--I +implore you not to be so--precipitate." + +The unfortunate word incensed her the more; it intimated that she was +ignorantly throwing too much away. "I am not rash now, but I was very +rash half an hour ago. I shall not change my mind again. O," she cried, +giving way, "it isn't what you've done, but what you _are_ and what _I_ +am, that's the great trouble! I could easily forgive what's +happened,--if you asked it; but I couldn't alter both our whole lives, +or make myself over again, and you couldn't change yourself. Perhaps you +would try, and I know that I would, but it would be a wretched failure +and disappointment as long as we lived. I've learnt a great deal since I +first saw those people." And in truth he felt as if the young girl whom +he had been meaning to lift to a higher level than her own at his side +had somehow suddenly grown beyond him; and his heart sank. "It's foolish +to try to argue such a thing, but it's true; and you must let me go." + +"I _can't_ let you go," he said in such a way, that she longed at least +to part kindly with him. + +"You can make it hard for me," she answered, "but the end will be the +same." + +"I won't make it hard for you, then," he returned, after a pause, in +which he grew paler and she stood with a wan face plucking the red +leaves from a low bough that stretched itself towards her. + +He turned and walked away some steps; then he came suddenly back. "I +wish to express my regret," he began formally, and with his old air of +doing what was required of him as a gentleman, "that I should have +unintentionally done anything to wound--" + +"O, better not speak of _that_," interrupted Kitty with bitterness, +"it's all over now." And the final tinge of superiority in his manner +made her give him a little stab of dismissal. "Good by. I see my cousins +coming." + +She stood and watched him walk away, the sunlight playing on his figure +through the mantling leaves, till he passed out of the grove. + +The cataract roared with a seven-fold tumult in her ears, and danced +before her eyes. All things swam together, as in her blurred sight her +cousins came wavering towards her. + +"Where is Mr. Arbuton?" asked Mrs. Ellison. + +Kitty threw her arms about the neck of that foolish woman, whoso loving +heart she could not doubt, and clung sobbing to her. "Gone," she said; +and Mrs. Ellison, wise for once, asked no more. + +She had the whole story that evening, without asking; and whilst she +raged, she approved of Kitty, and covered her with praises and +condolences. + +"Why, of course, Fanny, I didn't care for _knowing_ those people. What +should I want to know them for? But what hurt me was that he should so +postpone me to them, and ignore me before them, and leave me without a +word, then, when I ought to have been everything in the world to him and +first of all. I believe things came to me while I sat there, as they do +to drowning people, all at once, and I saw the whole affair more +distinctly than ever I did. We were too far apart in what we had been +and what we believed in and respected, ever to grow really together. And +if he gave me the highest position in the world, I should have only +that. He never could like the people who had been good to me, and whom I +loved so dearly, and he only could like me as far as he could estrange +me from them. If he could coolly put me aside _now_, how would it be +afterwards with the rest, and with me too? That's what flashed through +me, and I don't believe that getting splendidly married is as good as +being true to the love that came long before, and honestly living your +own life out, without fear or trembling, whatever it is. So perhaps," +said Kitty, with a fresh burst of tears, "you needn't condole with me so +much, Fanny. Perhaps if you had seen him, you would have thought he was +the one to be pitied. _I_ pitied him, though he _was_ so cruel. When he +first turned to meet them, you'd have thought he was a man sentenced to +death, or under some dreadful spell or other; and while he was walking +up and down listening to that horrible comical old woman,--the young +lady didn't talk much,--and trying to make straight answers to her, and +to look as if I didn't exist, it was the most ridiculous thing in the +world." + +"How queer you are, Kitty!" + +"Yes; but you needn't think I didn't feel it. I seemed to be like two +persons sitting there, one in agony, and one just coolly watching it. +But O," she broke out again while Fanny held her closer in her arms, +"how could he have done it, how could he have acted so towards me; and +just after I had begun to think him so generous and noble! It seems too +dreadful to be true." And with this Kitty kissed her cousin and they had +a little cry together over the trust so done to death; and Kitty dried +her eyes, and bade Fanny a brave good-night, and went off to weep again, +upon her pillow. + +But before that, she called Fanny to her door, and with a smile breaking +through the trouble of her face, she asked, "How do you suppose he got +back? I never thought of it before." + +"_Oh!_" cried Mrs. Ellison with profound disgust, "I hope he had to +_walk_ back. But I'm afraid there were only too many chances for him to +ride. I dare say he could get a calash at the hotel there." + +Kitty had not spoken a word of reproach to Fanny for her part in +promoting this hapless affair; and when the latter, returning to her own +room, found the colonel there, she told him the story and then began to +discern that she was not without credit for Kitty's fortunate escape, as +she called it. + +"Yes," said the colonel, "under exactly similar circumstances she'll +know just what to expect another time, if that's any comfort." + +"It's a _great_ comfort," retorted Mrs. Ellison; "you can't find out +what the world is, too soon, I can tell you; and if I hadn't maneuvered +a little to bring them together, Kitty might have gone off with some +lingering fancy for him; and think what a misfortune that would have +been!" + +"Horrible." + +"And now, she'll not have a single regret for him." + +"I should think not," said the colonel; and he spoke in a tone of such +dejection, that it went to his wife's heart more than any reproach of +Kitty's could have done. "You're all right, and nobody blames you, +Fanny; but if _you_ think it's well for such a girl as Kitty to find out +that a man who has had the best that the world can give, and has really +some fine qualities of his own, can be such a poor devil, after all, +then _I_ don't. She may be the wiser for it, but you know she won't be +the happier." + +"O _don't_, Dick, don't speak seriously! It's so dreadful from _you_. If +you feel so about it, why don't you do something." + +"O yes, there's a fine opening. We know, because we know ever so much +more, how the case really is; but the way it seems to stand is, that +Kitty couldn't bear to have him show civility to his friends, and ran +away, and then wouldn't give him a chance to explain. Besides, what +could I do under any circumstances?" + +"Well, Dick, of course you're right, and I wish I could see things as +clearly as you do. But I really believe Kitty's glad to be out of it." + +"What?" thundered the colonel. + +"I think Kitty's secretly relieved to have it all over. But you needn't +_stun_ me." + +"You _do_?" The colonel paused as if to gain force enough for a reply. +But after waiting, nothing whatever came to him, and he wound up his +watch. + +"To be sure," added Mrs. Ellison thoughtfully, after a pause, "she's +giving up a great deal; and she'll probably never have such another +chance as long as she lives." + +"I hope she won't," said the colonel. + +"O, you needn't pretend that a high position and the social advantages +he could have given her are to be despised." + +"No, you heartless worldling; and neither are peace of mind, and +self-respect, and whole feelings, and your little joke." + +"O, you--you sickly sentimentalist!" + +"That's what they used to call us in the good old abolition days," +laughed the colonel; and the two being quite alone, they made their +peace with a kiss, and were as happy for the moment as if they had +thereby assuaged Kitty's grief and mortification. + +"Besides, Fanny," continued the colonel, "though I'm not much on +religion, I believe these things are ordered." + +"Don't be blasphemous, Colonel Ellison!" cried his wife, who represented +the church if not religion in her family. "As if Providence had anything +to do with love-affairs!" + +"Well, I won't; but I will say that if Kitty turned her back on Mr. +Arbuton and the social advantages he could offer her, it's a sign she +wasn't fit for them. And, poor thing, if she doesn't know how much she's +lost, why she has the less to grieve over. If she thinks she couldn't be +happy with a husband who would keep her snubbed and frightened after he +lifted her from her lowly sphere, and would tremble whenever she met any +of his own sort, of course it may be a sad mistake, but it can't be +helped. She must go back to Eriecreek, and try to worry along without +him. Perhaps she'll work out her destiny some other way." + + + + +XIV. + +AFTERWARDS. + + +Mrs. Ellison had Kitty's whole story, and so has the reader, but for a +little thing that happened next day, and which is perhaps scarcely +worthy of being set down. + +Mr. Arbuton's valise was sent for at night from the Hotel St. Louis, and +they did not see him again. When Kitty woke next morning, a fine cold +rain was falling upon the drooping hollyhocks in the Ursulines' Garden, +which seemed stricken through every leaf and flower with sudden autumn. +All the forenoon the garden-paths remained empty, but under the porch by +the poplars sat the slender nun and the stout nun side by side, and held +each other's hands. They did not move, they did not appear to speak. + +The fine cold rain was still falling as Kitty and Fanny drove down +Mountain Street toward the Railway Station, whither Dick and the baggage +had preceded them, for they were going away from Quebec. Midway, their +carriage was stopped by a mass of ascending vehicles, and their driver +drew rein till the press was over. At the same time Kitty saw advancing +up the sidewalk a figure grotesquely resembling Mr. Arbuton. It was he, +but shorter, and smaller, and meaner. Then it was not he, but only a +light overcoat like his covering a very common little man about whom it +hung loosely,--a burlesque of Mr. Arbuton's self-respectful overcoat, or +the garment itself in a state of miserable yet comical collapse. + +"What is that ridiculous little wretch staring at you for, Kitty?" asked +Fanny. + +"I don't know," answered Kitty, absently. + +The man was now smiling and gesturing violently. Kitty remembered having +seen him before, and then recognized the cooper who had released Mr. +Arbuton from the dog in the Sault au Matelot, and to whom he had given +his lacerated overcoat. + +The little creature awkwardly unbuttoned the garment, and took from the +breast-pocket a few letters, which he handed to Kitty, talking eagerly +in French all the time. + +"What _is_ he doing, Kitty?" + +"What is he saying, Fanny?" + +"Something about a ferocious dog that was going to spring upon you, and +the young gentleman being brave as a lion and rushing forward, and +saving your life." Mrs. Ellison was not a woman to let her translation +lack color, even though the original wanted it. + +"Make him tell it again." + +When the man had done so, "Yes," sighed Kitty, "it all happened that day +of the Montgomery expedition; but I never knew, before, of what he had +done for me. Fanny," she cried, with a great sob, "may be I'm the one +who has been cruel? But what happened yesterday makes his having saved +my life seem such a very little matter." + +"Nothing at all!" answered Fanny, "less than nothing!" But her heart +failed her. + +The little cooper had bowed himself away, and was climbing the hill, Mr. +Arbuton's coat-skirts striking his heels as he walked. + +"What letters are those?" asked Fanny. + +"O, old letters to Mr. Arbuton, which he found in the pocket. I suppose +he thought I would give them to him." + +"But how are you going to do it?" + +"I ought to send them to him," answered Kitty. Then, after a silence +that lasted till they reached the boat, she handed the letters to Fanny. +"Dick may send them," she said. + + +THE END. + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of A Chance Acquaintance, by W. D. 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