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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Mae Madden + +Author: Mary Murdoch Mason + +Release Date: May 12, 2006 [EBook #1829] +Last Updated: November 11, 2016 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MAE MADDEN *** + + + + +Produced by Donald Lainson; David Widger + + + + + +</pre> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <h1> + MAE MADDEN + </h1> + <p> + <br /> + </p> + <h2> + By Mary Murdoch Mason + </h2> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <h3> + With an introductory poem, by Joaquin Miller. + </h3> + <p> + <br /> <br /> <br /> + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + The wheel of fortune guide you, + The boy with the bow beside you + Run aye in the way, till the dawn of day + And a luckier lot betide you. + + Ben Jonson. +</pre> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <blockquote> + <p class="toc"> + <big><b>CONTENTS</b></big> + </p> + <p> + <br /> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2H_4_0001"> A DREAM OF ITALY. </a> + </p> + <p> + <br /> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2H_4_0002"> <big><b>MAE MADDEN.</b></big> </a> + </p> + <p> + <br /> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0001"> CHAPTER I. </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0002"> CHAPTER II. </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0003"> CHAPTER III. </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0004"> CHAPTER IV. </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0005"> CHAPTER V. </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0006"> CHAPTER VI. </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0007"> CHAPTER VII. </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0008"> CHAPTER VIII. </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0009"> CHAPTER IX. </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0010"> CHAPTER X. </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0011"> CHAPTER XI. </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0012"> CHAPTER XII. </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0013"> CHAPTER XIII. </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0014"> CHAPTER XIV. </a> + </p> + <p> + <br /> + </p> + </blockquote> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0001" id="link2H_4_0001"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> <br /> <br /> + </p> + <h2> + A DREAM OF ITALY. + </h2> + <h3> + AN ALLEGORY INTRODUCING “MAE MADDEN.” + </h3> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + I. + + We two had been parted, God pity us, when + The stars were unnamed and when heaven was dim; + We two had been parted far back on the rim + And the outermost border of heaven’s red bars: + We two had been parted ere the meeting of men + Or God had set compass on spaces as yet. + We two had been parted ere God had set + His finger to spinning the spaces with stars,— + And now, at the last in the gold and set + Of the sun of Venice, we two had met. + + II. + + Where the lion of Venice, with brows afrown, + With tossed mane tumbled, and teeth in air, + Looks out in his watch o’er the watery town, + With a paw half lifted, with his claws half bare, + By the blue Adriatic, in the edge of the sea, + I saw her. I knew her, but she knew not me. + I had found her at last! Why, I had sailed + The antipodes through, had sought, had hailed + All flags, had climbed where the storm clouds curled, + And called from the awful arched dome of the world. + + III. + + I saw her one moment, then fell back abashed + And filled full to the throat. . . . Then I turned me once more + So glad to the sea, while the level sun flashed + On the far, snowy Alps. . . . Her breast! Why, her breast + Was white as twin pillows that allure you to rest; + Her sloping limbs moved like to melodies, told + As she rose from the sea, and she threw back the gold + Of her glory of hair, and set face to the shore. . . . + I knew her! I knew her, though we had not met + Since the far stars sang to the sun’s first set. + + IV. + + How long I had sought her! I had hungered, nor ate + Of any sweet fruits. I had tasted not one + Of all the fair glories grown under the sun. + I had sought only her. Yea, I knew that she + Had come upon earth and stood waiting for me + Somewhere by my way. But the path ways of fate + They had led otherwhere. The round world round, + The far North seas and the near profound + Had failed me for aye. Now I stood by that sea + While a ship drove by, and all dreamily. + + V. + + I had turned from the lion a time, and when + I looked tow’rd the tide and out on the lea + Of the town where the warm sea tumbled and teemed + With beauty, I saw her. I knew her then, + The tallest, the fairest fair daughter of men. + O, Venice stood full in her glory. She gleamed + In the splendor of sunset and sensuous sea; + Yet I saw but my bride, my affinity, + While the doves hurried home to the dome of Saint Mark + And the brass horses plunged their high manes in the dark, + + VI. + + Was it well with my love? Was she true? Was she brave + With virtue’s own valor? Was she waiting for me? + O, how fared my love! Had she home? Had she bread? + Had she known but the touch of the warm-tempered wave? + Was she born upon earth with a crown on her head; + Or born like myself, but a dreamer, instead? + So long it had been! So long! Why the sea, + That wrinkled and surly old time-tempered slave, + Had been born, had his revels, grown wrinkled and hoar + Since I last saw my love on that uttermost shore. + + VII. + + O, how fared my love? Once I lifted my face + And I shook back my hair and looked out on the sea; + I pressed my hot palms as I stood in my place + And cried, “O, I come like a king to your side + Though all hell intervene.” . . . “Hist! she may be a bride! + A mother at peace, with sweet babes on her knee! + A babe at her breast and a spouse at her side! . . . + Have I wandered too long, and has destiny + Set mortal between us?” I buried my face + In my hands, and I moaned as I stood in my place. + + VIII. + + ‘Twas her year to be young. She was tall, she was fair + Was she pure as the snow on the Alps over there? + ‘Twas her year to be young. She was fair, she was tall + And I knew she was true as I lifted my face + And saw her press down her rich robe to its place + With a hand white and small as a babe’s with a doll, + And her feet—why, her feet, in the white shining sand, + Were so small they might nest in my one brawny hand. + Then she pushed back her hair with a round hand that shone + And flashed in the light with a white starry stone. + + IX. + + Then, my love she was rich. My love she was fair. + Was she pure as the snow on the Alps over there? + She was gorgeous with wealth, “Thank God, she has bread,” + I said to myself. Then I humbled my head + In gratitude. Then I questioned me where + Was her palace? her parents? What name did she bear? + What mortal on earth came nearest her heart? + Who touched the small hand till it thrilled to a smart? + ‘Twas her day to be young. She was proud, she was fair. + Was she pure as the snow on the Alps over there? + + X. + + Now she turned, reached a hand; then a tall gondolier + That had leaned on his oar, like a long lifted spear, + Shot sudden and swift and all silently + And drew to her side as she turned from the tide. . . + It was odd, such a thing, and I counted it queer + That a princess like this, whether virgin or bride, + Should abide thus apart, and should bathe in that sea; + And I shook back my hair, and so unsatisfied. + Then I fluttered the doves that were perched close about, + As I strode up and down in dismay and in doubt. + + XI. + + Then she stood in the boat on the borders of night + As a goddess might stand on that far wonder land + Of eternal sweet life, which men have named Death. + I turned to the sea and I caught at my breath, + As she drew from the boat through her white baby hand + Her vestment of purple imperial, and white. + Then the gondola shot! swift, sharp from the shore. + There was never the sound of a song or of oar + But the doves hurried home in white clouds to Saint Mark, + And the lion loomed high o’er the sea in the dark. + + XII. + + Then I cried, “Quick! Follow her. Follow her. Fast! + Come! Thrice double fare if you follow her true + To her own palace door.” There was plashing of oar + And rattle of rowlock. . . . I sat leaning low + Looking far in the dark, looking out as we sped + With my soul all alert, bending down, leaning low. + But only the oaths of the men as we passed + When we jostled them sharp as we sudden shot thro’ + The watery town. Then a deep, distant roar— + The rattle of rowlock, the rush of the oar. + + XIII. + + Then an oath. Then a prayer! Then a gust that made rents + Through the yellow sailed fishers. Then suddenly + Came sharp forked fire! Then far thunder fell + Like the great first gun! Ah, then there was route + Of ships like the breaking of regiments + And shouts as if hurled from an upper hell. + Then tempest! It lifted, it spun us about, + Then shot us ahead through the hills of the sea + As if a great arrow shot shoreward in wars— + Then heaven split open till we saw the blown stars. + + XIV. + + On! On! Through the foam, through the storm, through the town, + She was gone. She was lost in the wilderness + Of palaces lifting their marbles of snow. + I stood in my gondola. Up and all down + I pushed through the surge of the salt-flood street + Above me, below. . . Twas only the beat + Of the sea’s sad heart. . . Then I heard below + The water-rat building, but nothing but that; + Not even the sea bird screaming distress, + As she lost her way in that wilderness. + + XV. + + I listened all night. I caught at each sound; + I clutched and I caught as a man that drown’d. . . . + Only the sullen low growl of the sea + Far out the flood street at the edge of the ships. + Only the billow slow licking his lips, + Like a dog that lay crouching there watching for me; + Growling and showing white teeth all the night, + Reaching his neck and as ready to bite— + Only the waves with their salt flood tears + Fawning white stones of a thousand years. + + XVI. + + Only the birds in the wilderness + Of column and dome and of glittering spire + That thrust to heaven and held the fire + Of the thunder still: The bird’s distress + As he struck his wings in that wilderness, + On marbles that speak and thrill and inspire. . . + The night below and the night above; + The water-rat building, the startled white dove, + The wide-winged, dolorous sea bird’s call + The water-rat building, but that was all. + + XVII. + + Lo! pushing the darkness from pillar to post, + The morning came silent and gray like a ghost + Slow up the canal. I leaned from the prow + And listened. Not even the bird in distress + Screaming above through the wilderness; + Not even the stealthy old water-rat now. + Only the bell in the fisherman’s tower + Slow tolling a-sea and telling the hour + To kneel to their sweet Santa Barbara + For tawny fishers a-sea and pray. + + * * * * * * + + XVIII. + + My dream it is ended, the curtain withdrawn. + The night that lay hard on the breast of earth, + Deep and heavy as a horrid nightmare, + Moves by, and I look to the rosy dawn. . . . . + I shall leave you here, with a leader fair; + One gentle, with faith and fear of her worth. + She shall lead you on through that Italy + That the gods have loved; and may it be + A light-hearted hour that, hand in hand, + You wander the warm and the careless love-land. + + XIX. + + By the windy waters of the Michigan + She invokes the gods. . . . Be it bright or dim, + Who does his endeavor as best he can + Does bravely, indeed. The rest is with Him. + Let a new star dance in the Occident + Till it shakes through the gossamer floors of God + And shines, o’er Chicago. . . The Orient + Is hoar with glories. Let Illini sod + Bear glory as well as the gleaming grain, + And engines smoking along her plain. +</pre> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + JOAQUIN MILLER. + + CHICAGO, NOV., 1875. +</pre> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0002" id="link2H_4_0002"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + MAE MADDEN. + </h2> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0001" id="link2HCH0001"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER I. + </h2> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + SCENE. Deck of an ocean steamer. + + Characters: + Mrs. Jerrold, matron and chaperon in general. + Edith Jerrold, her daughter. + Albert Madden, a young man on study intent. + Eric, his brother, on pleasure bent. + Norman Mann, cousin of the Jerrolds, old classmate of the + Maddens. + Mae Madden, sister of the brothers and leading lady. +</pre> + <p> + “It’s something like dying, I do declare,” said Mae, and as she spoke a + suspicious-looking drop slid softly across her cheek, down over the + deck-railing, to join its original briny fellows in the deep below. + </p> + <p> + “What is like dying?” asked Eric. + </p> + <p> + “Why, leaving the only world you know. There, you see, papa and mamma are + fast fading away, and here we are traveling off at the rate of ever so + many miles an hour.” + </p> + <p> + “Knots, Mae; do be nautical at sea.” + </p> + <p> + “Away from everything and everybody we know. I do really think it is like + dying,—don’t you, Mr. Mann?” Mae turned abruptly and faced the young + man by her side. + </p> + <p> + “People aren’t apt to die in batches or by the half-dozen,” he replied, + coolly. “If you were all by yourself, it would be more like it, I suppose, + but you are taking quite a slice of your own world along with you, and + really—” + </p> + <p> + “And really pity is the very last article I have any use for. You are + right. I was only sorry for the moment. ‘Eastward Ho’ is a very happy cry. + How differently we shall all take Europe,” she continued, in a moment. + “There is Albert, I honestly believe he will live in his Baedeker just + because he can see no further than the covers of a book. You need not + laugh, for it is a fact that people confined for years to a room can’t see + beyond its limits when they are taken out into broader space, and I don’t + see why it shouldn’t be the same with a man who lives in his books as + Albert does.” + </p> + <p> + “He sees the world in his books,” said Mr. Mann, with a little spirit. + </p> + <p> + “He gets a microscopic view of it, yes,” replied Mae, grandiloquently, + “and Edith—” + </p> + <p> + “Always sees just what he does,” suggested Eric maliciously. + </p> + <p> + “Now, boys,” said Miss Mae, assuming suddenly a mighty patronage, “I will + not have you hit at Albert and Edith in this way. It will be very annoying + to them. They have a right to act just as absurdly as they choose. We none + of us know how people who are falling in love would act.” + </p> + <p> + No, the boys agreed this was quite true. + </p> + <p> + “And I really do suppose they are falling in love, don’t you?” queried + Mae. + </p> + <p> + Yes, they did both believe it. + </p> + <p> + Just here, up came the two subjects of conversation, looking, it must be + confessed, as much like one subject as any man and wife. + </p> + <p> + “What are you talking of?” asked Edith, “Madame Tussaud or a French salad? + No matter how trivial the topic, I am sure it has a foreign flavor.” + </p> + <p> + “There you are mistaken,” replied the frank Eric, “we were discussing you + two people, in the most homelike kind of a way.” + </p> + <p> + At this Edith blushed, Albert frowned, Mae scowled at Eric, who opened his + eyes amazedly, Norman Mann looked over the deck railing and laughed, the + wind blew, the sailors heave-ho-ed near by, and there was a grand tableau + vivant for a few seconds. + </p> + <p> + “O, come,” cried Mae, “suppose we stop looking like a set of illustrations + for a phrenological journal, expressive of the various emotions. I was + only speculating on the different sights we should see in the same places. + Confess, now, Albert. Won’t your eyes be forever hunting out old musty, + dusty volumes? Will not books be your first pleasures in the sight-seeing + line?” + </p> + <p> + “O, no, pictures,” cried Edith. + </p> + <p> + “That is as you say,” Mae demurely agreed. “Pictures and books for you two + at any rate.” + </p> + <p> + “And churches.” + </p> + <p> + “For your mother, yes, and beer-gardens for Eric, and amphitheatres and + battle fields for Mr. Mann.” + </p> + <p> + “And for yourself?” + </p> + <p> + “The blue, blue bay of Naples, a grove of oranges, moonlight and a boat if + it please you.” + </p> + <p> + “By the way,” suggested Albert, “about our plans; we really should begin + to agitate the matter at once.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, to do our fighting on shipboard. Let us agree to hoist the white + flag the day we sight land, else we shall settle down into a regular War + of the Roses and never decide,” laughed Norman. + </p> + <p> + “As there are six minds,” continued Albert, “there will have to be some + giving up.” + </p> + <p> + “Why do you look at me?” enquired Mae. “I am the very most unselfish + person in the world. I’ll settle down anywhere for the winter, provided + only that it is not in Rome.” + </p> + <p> + “But that is the very place,” cried Edith, and Albert, and Mrs. Jerrold + from her camp-chair. + </p> + <p> + “O, how dreadful! The only way to prevent it will be for us to stand firm, + boys, and make it a tie.” + </p> + <p> + “But Norman is especially eager to go to Rome,” said Edith, “and that + makes us four strong at once in favor of that city.” + </p> + <p> + “But is not Rome a fearful mixture of dead Caesar’s bones and dirty + beggars? And mustn’t one carry hundreds of dates at one’s finger-tips to + appreciate this, and that, and the other? Is it not all tremendously and + overwhelmingly historical, and don’t you have to keep exerting your mind + and thinking and remembering? I would rather go down to Southern Italy and + look at lazzaroni lie on stone walls, in red cloaks, as they do in + pictures, and not be obliged to topple off the common Italian to pile the + gray stone with old memories of some great dead man. Everything is ghostly + in Rome. Now, there must be some excitement in Southern Italy. There’s + Vesuvius, and she isn’t dead—like Nero—but a living demon, + that may erupt any night, and give you a little red grave by the sea for + your share.” + </p> + <p> + “She’s not nearly through yet,” laughed Edith, as Mae paused for breath. + </p> + <p> + “I’m only afraid,” said Mae, “that after I had been down there a week, I + should forget English, buy a contadina costume, marry a child of the sun, + and run away from this big world with its puzzles and lessons, and rights + and wrongs. Imagine me in my doorway as you passed in your travelling + carriage, hot and tired on your way—say to Sorrento. I would dress + my beautiful Italian all up in scarlet flowers and wreathe his big hat and + kiss his brown eyes and take his brown hand, and then we would run along + by the bay and laugh at you stiff, grand world’s folks as we skipped past + you.” + </p> + <p> + “We shall know where to look for you, if ever you do disappear,” said + Norman Mann. + </p> + <p> + “But, my dear Mae,” added Albert, “though this is amusing, it is utterly + useless.” + </p> + <p> + “Amusing things always are,” said Mae. + </p> + <p> + “The question is, shall we or shall we not go to Rome for the winter?” + </p> + <p> + “Certainly, by all means, and if I don’t like it, I’ll run away to + Sorrento,” and Mae shook her sunny head and twinkled her eyes in a + fascinating sort of way, that made Eric feel a proud brotherly pleasure in + this saucy young woman, and that gave Norman Mann a sort of feeling he had + had a good deal of late, a feeling hard to define, though we have all + known it, a delicious concoction of pleasure and pain. His eyes were fixed + on Mae, now. “What is it?” she asked. “You will like Rome, I am sure.” + “No, I never like what I think I shall not.” + </p> + <p> + “It might save some trouble, then, if I ask you now if you expect to like + me,” said he, in a lower tone. “Why certainly, I do like you very much,” + she replied, honestly. “What a stupid question,” he thinks, vexedly. “Why + did I tell him I liked him?” she thinks, blushingly. So the waves of + anxiety and doubt begin to swell in these two hearts as the outside waves + beat with a truer sea-motion momently against the steamer’s side. + </p> + <p> + Between days of sea-sickness come delightful intervals of calm sea and + fresh breezes, when the party fly to the hurricane deck to get the very + quintessence of life on the ocean wave. One morning Mrs. Jerrold and Edith + were sitting there alone, with rugs and all sorts of head devices in soft + wools and flannels, and books and a basket of fruit. The matron of the + party was a tall, fine-looking woman, a good type of genuine New England + stock softened by city breeding. New Englanders are so many propositions + from Euclid, full of right angles and straight lines, but easy living and + the dressmaker’s art combine to turn the corners gently. Edith was like + her mother, but softened by a touch of warm Dutch blood. She was tall, + almost stately, with a good deal of American style, which at that time + happened to be straight and slender. She was naturally reserved, but four + years of boarding-school life had enriched her store of adjectives and her + amount of endearing gush-power, and she had at least six girl friends to + whom she sent weekly epistles of some half-dozen sheets in length, + beginning, each one of them, with “My dearest ——” and ending + “Your devoted Edith.” + </p> + <p> + As Edith and her mother quietly read, and ate grapes, and lolled in a + delightfully feminine way, voices were heard,—Mae’s and Norman’s. + They were in the middle of a conversation. “Yes,” Mae was saying, “you do + away with individuality altogether nowadays, with your dreadful + classifications. It is all the same from daffodils up to women.” + </p> + <p> + “How do we classify women, pray?” + </p> + <p> + “In the mind of man,” began Mae, as if she were reading, “there are three + classes of women; the giddy butterflies, the busy bees, and the woman’s + righters. The first are pretty and silly; the second, plain and useful; + the third, mannish and odious. The first wear long trailing dresses and + smile at you while waltzing, the second wear aprons and give you + apple-dumplings, and the third want your manly prerogatives, your + dress-coat, your money, and your vote. Flirt with the giddy butterflies, + your first love was one. First loves always are. Marry the busy bee. Your + mother was a busy bee. Mothers always are. And keep on the other side of + the street from the woman’s righter as long as you can. Alas! your + daughter will be one.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, isn’t there any classifying on the other side? Aren’t there + horsemen and sporting men and booky men, in the feminine mind?” + </p> + <p> + “Perhaps so. There certainly are the fops, and nowadays this terrible army + of reformers and radicals, of whom my brother Albert here is the best + known example.” + </p> + <p> + “What is it?” asked Albert, looking up abstractedly from his book, for he + and Eric had sauntered up the stairs too, by this time. + </p> + <p> + “They are the creatures,” continued Mae, “who scorn joys and idle + pleasures. They deal with the good of the many and the problems of the + universe, and step solemnly along to that dirge known as the March of + Progress. And what do they get for it all? Something like this. Put down + your book, I’m going to prophesy,” and Mae backed resolutely up against + the railing and held her floating scarfs and veils in a bunch at her + throat, while she prophesied in this way: + </p> + <p> + “Behold me, direct lineal descendant of Albert Madden, speaking to my + children in the year 1995: ‘What, children, want amusement? Want to see + the magic lantern to note the effects of light? Alas! how frivolous. + Listen, children, to the achievements of your great ancestor, as reported + by the Encyclopedia. “A. Madden—promoter of civilization and + progress, chiefly known by his excellent theory entitled The Number of + Cells in a Human Brain compared to the Working Powers of Man, and that + remarkable essay, headed by this formula: Given—10,000,000 laboring + men, to find the number of loaves of bread in the world.” Here, children, + take these works. Progressimus, you may have the theory, while + Civilizationica reads the essay. Then change about. Ponder them well, and + while we walk to the Museum later, tell me their errors. Then I will show + you the preserved ears of the first man found in Boshland by P. T. Barnum, + jr.’ Oh, bosh,” said Mae suddenly, letting fly her streamers, “what a dry + set of locusts you nineteenth century leaders are. You are devouring our + green land, and some of us butterflies would like to turn our yellow wings + into solid shields against you, if we could. There, I’ve made a goose of + myself again on the old subject. Edith, there’s the lunch bell. Take me + down before I say another word.” Exeunt feminines all. + </p> + <p> + “Where did the child pick up all that?” queried Albert. + </p> + <p> + “‘All that’ is in the air just now,” answered Norman. “It is a natural + reaction of a strong physical nature against the utilitarian views of the + day. Miss Mae is a type of—” + </p> + <p> + “O, nonsense, what prigs you are,” interrupted Eric, “Mae is jolly. Do + stop your reasoning about her. If you are bound to be a potato yourself to + help save the masses from starvation, don’t grumble because she grew a + flower. Come, let us go to lunch too.” + </p> + <p> + Conversation was not always of this sort. One evening, not long after, + there was a moon, and Edith and Albert were missing. Eric was following a + blue-eyed girl along the deck, and Mae and Norman wandered off by + themselves up to this same hurricane deck again. The moonlight was + wonderful. It touched little groups here and there and fell full on the + face of a woman in the steerage, who sat with her arms crossed on her knee + and her face set eastward. She was singing, and her voice rose clearly + above the puff of the engine and the jabber below. There was a chorus to + the song, in which rough men and tired looking women joined. The song was + about home, and once in a while the girl unclasped her arms and passed her + hands over her eyes. Mae and Norman Mann looked at her silently. “I + suppose we don’t know when we make pictures,” said Mae. “Don’t we?” asked + Norman pointedly. Mae looked very reprovingly out from her white wraps at + him, but he smiled back composedly and admiringly, and drew her hand a + trifle closer in his arm. And saucy Mae began to feel in that sort of + purring mood women come to when they drop the bristling, ready-for-fight + air with which they start on an acquaintance. Perhaps, if the steamer had + been a sailing-vessel, there would have been no story to tell about Mae + Madden, for a long line of evenings, and girls singing songs, and + hurricane decks by moonlight, are dangerous things. But the vessel was a + fast steamer, and was swiftly nearing land again. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0002" id="link2HCH0002"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER II. + </h2> + <p> + ROME, February, 18—. + </p> + <p> + MY DEAR MAMMA:—Yes, it is Rome, mamma, and everybody is impressed. + The boys talk of emperors all the time; Edith is wild over Madonnas and + saints, and Mrs. Jerrold runs from Paul’s house to Paul’s walks and Paul’s + drives and Paul’s stand at the prisoner’s bar, and reads the Acts through + five times a day, in the most religious and Romanistic spirit. No one + could make more fuss over a patron saint, I am sure. For my part, I feel + as if I were in the most terrible ghost story. The old Romans are all + around me. Underneath the street noises, I seem to hear cries, and in the + air I half see a constant flashing of swords and scars and blood, and I + can’t even put my foot on the Roman pavement without wondering which dead + Caesar my saucy Burt boot No. 2 is walking over. I shouldn’t mind + trampling old Caligula, but I don’t like the thought on general + principles. I feel all out of place, so modern and fixed up and flimsy. If + I could get into old picturesque clothes and out of the English-speaking + quarter, I should not be so oppressed and might worship Rome. But I + seriously think I shall die if I stay here much longer. There’s a + spirit-malaria that eats into my life. I feel as if all the volumes of + Roman history bound in heavy vellum, that papa has in his study, were laid + right on top of my little heart, so that every time it beats, it thumps + against them, and I assure you, mamma, its worse than dyspepsia. If I + could only get out on a New England hillside, where there were no graves + more important than those of grasshoppers and butterflies! What should I + do when I got there? Take off my hat, and scream for joy, and feel free + and glad to be in a fresh country, with rich, warm, untainted earth and + young life. + </p> + <p> + But all this is nonsense, mamma, and I shouldn’t be writing it, if I + hadn’t just come from the catacombs of St. Calixtus. To think of Albert’s + insisting upon going there the very first thing! But so he did, and so we + went, and talked solemnly about the Appian Way, and saw everybody’s tombs + and ashes, and quoted poetry, until I stuck a pin in Albert’s arm and sang + Yankee Doodle, to keep from crying. Then, oh, how shocked they looked. + Even Mr. Mann seemed ashamed of me. When we reached the place, we each + took a candle and the guide led the way down into the bowels of the earth. + Mamma, they are very unpleasant. There were two German youths along, and + green lizards crawled all over. They winked at me. The way grew so narrow + that we had to walk one by one through lines of wall perforated with holes + for dead bodies. Once in a while we would come to a small chapel, for + miserable variety’s sake, and be told to admire some very old, very + wretched painting. Jonah and the whale were represented in a + double-barreled miracle picture. Not only was the whale about to swallow + Jonah, but he was only as large as a good-sized brook trout, while Jonah + towered away above him like a Goliath. I found myself wondering if the + guide had convulsions, and, if he should have one now, and die, how many + days would pass before we should eat each other. And would they take me + first, because I am youngest and plumpest? Albert would make good soup + bones, and Eric’s shoulder serve as a delicious fore-quarter. And by the + time we came to the top again, I was all ready to cry. And then, mamma, I + did an awful thing. Mr. Mann exclaimed: “Why, Miss Mae, how frightened you + look. You are quite white.” And I answered very sharply: “What a + disagreeable man you are. I’m not frightened at all.” I said it in a + dreadful tone, and how his face changed. He looked so strangely. Everybody + was still but Albert, and he said, “Why, Mae, you are very rude to Mr. + Mann.” Even then I didn’t apologize. So here we are at sword’s points, and + all the rest sympathizing with my foe, who is only on the defensive. Why + am I such a belligerent? I can’t conceive where I got my nature, unless + from that very disagreeable dear old grandpapa of papa’s, who fought the + whole world all his life. But how egotistic I am, even to my mother. Of + course you want to know how we are lodged and clothed and fed. We have + taken apartments, as I presume Albert wrote you, on the Via San Nicolo da + Tolentino, quite near the Costanzi hotel, which is in the height of the + fashion as a hotel; near too, which is better, to Mr. Story’s studio and + the old Barberini palace and the Barberini square and fountains. Off + behind, is that terrible church of the Cappucini, with its cemetery + underneath of bones and skulls and such horrors. I like the apartments + very much, principally because I have made three staunch friends and one + good enemy, in the kitchen. The padrona,—she’s the woman who keeps + the house, and serves us, too, in this case—though Mrs. Jerrold has + a maid to wait on the table and care for our rooms—well, the padrona + is my first friend. Her cousin, a handsome southern Italian, is here on a + visit, and she is not only my friend, but my instructress. She tells me + lovely stories about her home and the peasants and their life, while I sit + on the floor with Giovanni,—friend number three and eldest son of + the padrona,—and even Roberto, my enemy, the crying baby of three + years, hushes his naughty mouth to listen to Lisetta, for that is the + cousin’s name. I am so glad I studied Italian as hard as I did for my + music, for it comes very easily to me now, and already I slip the pretty + words from my halting tongue much more smoothly and quickly than you would + imagine I could. Mrs. Jerrold isn’t quite satisfied, and would prefer the + Costanzi, only she doesn’t believe in letting us girls stay at large + hotels. She and Edith are shocked at my kitchen tastes, so that I + generally creep off quietly and say nothing about it. It is strange for me + to have to keep anything secret, but I am learning how. + </p> + <p> + As for our clothes, O, mamma, Edith is ravishing in a deep blue-black + silk, with a curly, wavy sort of fringe on it, and odd loopings here and + there where you don’t expect to find them. What can’t a Parisian + dressmaker do? They have such a wonderful idea of appropriateness, it + seems to me. Now, at home you know we girls always wear the same sort of + thing, but Madame H—— says no, Edith, and I should dress very + differently; and now Edith’s clothes all have a flow, and sweep, and grace + about them, and her silks rustle in a stately way as she walks, while my + dresses haven’t any trimming to speak of, but are cut in a clinging, + square sort of way, with jackets, and here and there a buckle, that makes + me feel half the time as if I were playing soldier in a lady-like fashion. + But what a budget this is. How shocked the people here would be. They take + travel so solemnly, mamma, and treat Baedeker, like the Bible,—and + here am I crushing down Rome, and raising Paris on top of it. Indeed, I + can’t help it, for Paris is utterly intoxicating. It takes away your moral + nature and adds it all into your powers of enjoyment. Well, good-bye, my + dear, and keep writing me tremendous letters, won’t you; for I do love you + dearly. + </p> + <p> + Your loving daughter, + </p> + <p> + MAE. + </p> + <p> + Mae felt a great deal better when she had finished the letter, and, like a + volatile girl as she was, buttoned her Burt boots and Paris gloves, + singing gaily a dash from Trovatore in a very light-hearted manner. + </p> + <p> + “Why, you look like a different girl,” cried Eric, as she entered the + parlor, where he and Mr. Mann were sitting. “Mrs. Jerrold, Edith, and + Albert have gone on in a carriage, and you are left to my tender care; + will you ride or walk?” + </p> + <p> + “How can you ask? My feet are quite wild. No wonder I am a different girl. + Are we not going to the Pincian hill to look at the live world and people? + I have just unlocked the stop-gates and let the blood bound in my veins as + it wants to.” + </p> + <p> + “It has been taking the cinque-pace, I should say from your long face + to-day.” + </p> + <p> + “O, it has only been trying to keep step with the march of the ages, or + some such stately tread, but it was hard work, and now the dear life of me + hops, skips and jumps, like this,” and Mae seized her brother and danced + across the room, stopping very near Mr. Mann, who stood with his back to + them, drumming on the window pane. She looked at him quizzically and half + raised her eyebrows. + </p> + <p> + Eric shook his head, and said aloud in his outspoken way: “You owe him an + apology, Mae, for this morning’s rudeness.” + </p> + <p> + Mr. Mann turned quickly. “I am surprised, Eric. Let your sister find out + for herself when she is rude.” + </p> + <p> + “Bless me,” cried Eric, “what is the row?” + </p> + <p> + Mae looked determined. “Are you going to the Pincian with us?” she asked. + </p> + <p> + “No, I am going to stay home.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, good-bye, then. Come, Eric.” The door closed behind them. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Mann stood by the window and watched them walk away. Mae, with her + eager, restless, fresh life showing out in every motion; Eric, with his + boy-man air and his student swing and happy-go-lucky toss of his head. Mr. + Mann smiled and then he sighed. “That’s a good boy, so square and fair and + merry—and a queer girl,” he added. “Rome isn’t the place for her. + She must get away, though why I should take care for her, or worry about + her, little vixen. I don’t see.” Still he smiled as one would over a very + winning, very wicked child, and shortly after took his hat and went to the + Pincio, after all. + </p> + <p> + Meantime, the brother and sister had walked gaily along, passed the + Spanish Steps, and were on the Pincian hill. Here, Mae was indeed happy. + The fine equipages and dark, rich beauty of the Italians delighted her, + and she and Eric found a shaded bench, and watched the carriages drive + round and round, and criticised, and admired, and laughed like two idle + children. They bought some flowers, and Mae sat pulling them to pieces, + when they caught sight, down the pathway, of two approaching Piedmontese + officers. + </p> + <p> + “O,” cried Mae, and dropped her flowers, and clasped her hands, and sprang + to her feet, “O, Eric, are they gods or men?” + </p> + <p> + The Piedmontese officer is godlike. He must be of a certain imposing + height to obtain his position, and his luxurious yellow moustaches and + blue black eyes, enriched and intensified by southern blood, give him a + strange fascination. The cold, manly beauty and strength of a northern + blonde meet with the heat and lithe grace of the more supple southerner to + produce this paragon. There is a combination of half-indolent elegance and + sensuous langour, with a fire, a verve, a nobility, that puts him at the + very head of masculine beauty. Add to the charms of his physique, the + jauntiest, most bewitching of uniforms, the clinking spurs, the shining + buttons, the jacket following every line of his figure, and no wonder + maidens’ hearts seek him out always and young pulses beat quicker at his + approach. + </p> + <p> + Mae’s admiration was simply rapturous. Utterly regardless of the pretty + picture she herself made, of her vivid coloring and sparkling beauty, she + stood among her dropped flowers until the two pairs of eyes were fixed + upon her. Then she became suddenly aware of her attitude and with quick + feminine cunning endeavored to transfer her admiration to some beautiful + horses cantering by, exclaiming in Italian, that the officers might surely + understand she was thinking only of the fine animals: “O, what wonderful + horses!” + </p> + <p> + The foreign pronunciation, Eric’s amusement, Mae’s confusion, were not + lost upon the men. Their curiosity was piqued, their eyes and pride + gratified. They sauntered leisurely past, only to turn a corner and + quicken their steps again toward the bench where Eric and Mae were seated. + They found the brother and sister just arising, and followed them slowly. + </p> + <p> + An Italian is quick to detect secrets. The two had not proceeded far + before one said to the other; “Eh, Luigi, we are not the only interested + party.” + </p> + <p> + Luigi looked slowly around and saw a crowd of Italian loungers gazing at + the little stranger with their softly-bold black eyes full of admiration. + He shrugged his shoulders slightly. “Bah, they gaze in that way at all + womankind. See, now they are watching the next one,” and as he spoke, the + boys turned with one accord to stare at a young Italian girl, who pressed + closer to the side of her hook-nosed old duenna: + </p> + <p> + “It is not those loungers that I noticed,” replied the other. “Look + there,” and he waved his hand lightly toward the left, where, under a + large-leafed tree, gazing apparently in idleness, stood a young man. + </p> + <p> + “Ah,” said Luigi, still incredulous, “he sees nothing but Rome; he is + fresh from over the seas.” + </p> + <p> + “No, no, watch his eyes,” replied the other. + </p> + <p> + They were assuredly fixed, with a keen searching glance, on a little form + before them, and as Eric and Mae suddenly turned to the left, the + stranger, half carelessly, but very quickly, crossed to another path, from + which he could watch them, but be, in his turn, unobserved. + </p> + <p> + “Jealous,” laughed Luigi, shrugging his shoulders again. “Her lover, + probably.” + </p> + <p> + “No,” replied Bero, “but he may be some time.” Then after a moment’s + pause, “Good evening,” he said carelessly. “I am going to say my prayers + at vespers. I’ve been a sorry scamp of late.” + </p> + <p> + Luigi laughed disdainfully and lightly. “You want to get rid of me? Well, + be it so. I don’t want to lose my heart over a little foreigner. I have + other game. However, Lillia shall not know of it. Addio, Bero.” So Luigi + went off the other way, and Bero, with a flushed face, followed Mae at a + distance, and kept an eye on the stranger, flattering himself that he was + quite unnoticed by those sharp, keen eyes. He was mistaken, Norman Mann + had seen the officers before they saw him, had watched their footsteps, + and had a pretty clear idea of the whole affair. + </p> + <p> + Mae walked on happily, chatting with Eric, and with that vague, delightful + feeling of something exciting in the air. She knew there was an officer + behind her, because she had heard the clicking spurs, but she only guessed + that he might be one of the two who had passed—the taller, perhaps,—which, + of course, he was. She had, moreover, in some mysterious way, caught sight + of a figure resembling Norman Mann, trying, she thought, to avoid her. Her + spirits rose with the half-mystery, and she grew brighter and prettier and + more magnetic to the two followers as she tossed her shoulders slightly + and now and then half-turned her sunny head. + </p> + <p> + As for Eric, he was totally unconscious of any secrets. He fancied himself + and his pretty, nice, little sister all alone by their very selves, and he + went so far as to expatiate on the vastness of the world, and how in this + crowd there was no other life that bordered or touched on theirs. + </p> + <p> + To which Mae replied: “You don’t know; you may fall in love with one of + these very Italian girls, or my future husband may be walking behind me + now.” When she had said this, she flushed scarlet and was very much + ashamed of herself in her heart. + </p> + <p> + “We must go home now,” Eric replied, quite disdaining such sybilistic + remarks. So they left the hill and went down the Steps in the rich + afternoon light, and so homewards. Of course the Italian and Mr. Mann + still followed them; Norman on the other side of the street, the Italian + in a slyer, less conspicuous manner, by taking side streets, or the next + parallel pavement, and appearing only at every corner in the distance. He + appeared, however, close at hand, as Mae and Eric turned into their + lodgings. His eyes met Mae’s. She blushed involuntarily as she recognized + him, and at once, in that moment, there was an invisible half-acquaintance + established between the two. If they should ever meet again, they would + remember each other. + </p> + <p> + Mae crept off to the kitchen that evening, to beg for another of Lisetta’s + stories, and quite forgot her walk, the officer, and Norman Mann while she + listened to the + </p> + <p> + STORY OF TALILA. + </p> + <p> + Talila was a young girl, destined to be a nun. She was a naughty little + girl and would make wry faces at the thought, and wish she could be a man, + a soldier or sailor, instead of being a woman and a nun; and as she grew + older she would dance all the time, and didn’t say her prayers very much, + and was so bad that the priest sent for her to see him. He told her how + wicked she was, and that, too, when she was to be the bride of the church; + but she said the church had many, many brides, and she would rather be the + bride of Giovanni; and that she loved red-cheeked babies better than + beads, and songs were nicer than prayers. Should she sing him such a + pretty, gay one she knew? And the priest could hardly keep from laughing + at the bright-eyed, naughty, naughty Talila. But he said: “If Giovanni + does not want to marry you, will you then become the bride of the church?” + And Talila laughed aloud and tossed her head. “Giovanni longs to marry me, + Father,” she said, “I know that already.” But the Father sent for Giovanni + and gave him money if he would say he did not want to marry Talila. At + first he would not say so, but the Father showed him a purse all full of + silver, which Talila’s mother had brought him, for it was she who had + vowed Talila should be a nun. Then the Father said: “This is yours if you + say as I wish, and if not, you shall be cursed forever, and all your + children shall be cursed, because you have married the bride of the + church.” Then Giovanni crossed himself and took the bag of silver, and the + priest sent for Talila, and she heard her Giovanni say he didn’t want to + marry her—she had better be a nun; and she threw up her brown arms + and screamed aloud, and fell down as if dead. And afterwards she was very + ill, and when she grew better she had forgotten everything and was only a + little child, and she loves little children, and is ever with them, but + she calls them all Giovanni. They play together by the bay through the + long day, and at night she takes them to their mothers, and goes alone to + her home. But alas! she never tells her beads, or prays a prayer, and + sorry things are said of her—that God gave her up because she left + Him. But the children all love her, and she loves them. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0003" id="link2HCH0003"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER III. + </h2> + <p> + Edith and Mae had a quarrel one morning. Mae’s tongue was sharp, but + although she breezed quickly, she calmed again very soon. The latter fact + availed her little this time, for Edith maintained a cold displeasure that + would not be melted by any bright speeches or frank apologies. “Edith,” + said little Miss Mae, quite humbly for her, as she put on her hat, and + drew on her gloves, “Edith, aren’t you going out with me?” “What for?” + asked that young person indifferently. + </p> + <p> + “Why—for fun, and to make up. Haven’t you forgiven me yet?” + </p> + <p> + Edith did not reply directly. “I am going out with mamma to buy our + dominoes for the Carnival, and to see our balcony. Albert has engaged one + for us, on the corner of the Corso and Santa Maria e Jesu. I suppose you + can go too. There will be an extra seat. We’ll come home by the Pincian + Hill.” + </p> + <p> + “Thank you,” said Mae, “but I will get Eric and go for a tramp,” and she + left the room with compressed lips and flushed cheeks. In the hall were + Albert, Eric and Norman, talking busily. “Where are you going Eric, mayn’t + I go too, please?” “I’m sorry Mae, but this is an entirely masculine + affair—five-button gloves and parasols are out of the question.” + </p> + <p> + “O, Ric, I am half lonely.” Mae laughed a little hysterically. At that + moment she caught Mr. Mann’s eyes, full of sympathy. “But goodbye,” she + added, and opened the door, “I’m going.” + </p> + <p> + “Alone?” asked Norman, involuntarily. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, alone,” replied Mae. “Have you any objections, boys?” Eric and + Albert were talking busily and did not hear her. Norman Mann held open the + door for her to pass out, and smiled as she thanked him. She smiled back. + She came very near saying, “I’m sorry I was rude the other day, forgive + me,” and he came very near saying, “May I go with you, Miss Mae?” But they + neither of them spoke, and Norman closed the door with a sigh, and Mae + walked away with a sigh. It was only a little morning’s experience, sharp + words, misunderstandings; but the child was young, far from home and her + mother, and it seemed hard to her. She was in a very wild mood, a very + hard mood, and yet all ready to be softened by a kind, sympathetic word, + so nearly do extremes of emotion meet. + </p> + <p> + “There’s no one to care a pin about me,” said she to herself, “not a pin. + I have a great mind to go and take the veil or drown myself in the Tiber. + Then they would be bound to search for me, and convent vows and Tiber mud + hold one fast. No, I won’t, I’ll go and sit in the Pincian gardens and + talk Italian with the very first person I meet and forget all about + myself. I wish Mr. Mann wouldn’t pity me. Dear me, here I am remembering + these forlorn people again. I wish I could see mamma and home this + morning,—the dear old library. Why the house is shut up and mamma’s + south. I forgot that, and here am I all alone. It is like being dead. + There, I have dropped a tear on my tie and spoiled it! Besides, if one is + dead, there comes Heaven. Why shouldn’t I play dead, and make my own + Heaven?” Here Mae seated herself, for she was on the Pincio by this time, + and looked off at the view, at that wonderful view of St. Peter’s, the + Tiber, all the domes and rising ruins and afar the campagna. “I wouldn’t + make my Heaven here,” thought this dreadful Mae, “not if it is beautiful. + I’d not stay here a single other day. Bah no!” and she shook her + irreverent little fist right down at the Eternal City. + </p> + <p> + At this moment, a small beggar, who had been pleading unnoticed at her + side, was lifted from his feet by a powerful hand, and a shower of soft + Italian imprecations fell on Mae’s ear. She sprang up quickly, “No, no,” + she cried in Italian, “how dare you hurt a harmless boy?” She lifted her + face full toward that of the man who had inspired her wrath, and her eyes + met those of the Piedmontese officer. She blushed scarlet. + </p> + <p> + “Pardon, a thousand pardons,” began he. “It was for your sake, Signorina. + I saw you shake your hand that he should leave you, and I fancied that the + little scamp was troubling the foreign lady.” + </p> + <p> + Mae laughed frankly, although she was greatly confused. The officer and + the beggar boy behind him waited expectantly. “I shook my hand at my + thoughts,” she explained. “I did not see the boy. Forgive me, Signor, for + my hasty words.” + </p> + <p> + The officer enjoyed her confusion quietly. He threw a handful of small + coin at the beggar, and bade him go. Then he turned again to Mae. “I am + sorry, Signorina, that your thoughts are sad. I should think they would + all be like sweet smiles.” He said this with an indescribable delicacy and + gallantry, as if he half feared to speak to her, but his sympathy must + needs express itself. + </p> + <p> + Mae was, as we have seen, in a reckless, wild mood. She did not realize + what she was doing. She had just broken down all barriers in her mind, was + dead to her old life, and ready to plan for Heaven. And here before her + stood a wonderful, sympathizing, new friend, who spoke in a strange + tongue, lived in a strange land was as far removed from her old-time + people and society as an inhabitant of Saturn, or an angel. She accepted + him under her excitement, as she would have accepted them. No waiting for + an introduction, no formal getting-acquainted talk, no reserve. She looked + into the devoted, interested eyes above her, and said frankly: + </p> + <p> + “I was feeling all alone, and I hate Rome. I thought I would like to play + I was dead, and plan out a Heaven for myself. It should not be in Rome. + And then I suppose I shook my fist.” + </p> + <p> + “Where would your Heaven be?” asked the Piedmontese, falling quickly, with + ready southern sympathy, into her mood. Mae seated herself on the bench + and made room for him at her side. + </p> + <p> + “Where should it be?” she repeated. “Down among the children of the sun, + all out in the rich orange fields, by the blue Bay of Naples, I think, + with Vesuvius near by, and Capri; yes, it would be in Sorrento that I + should find my heaven.” + </p> + <p> + The officer smiled under his long moustaches. “For three days,—at a + hotel, Signorina.” + </p> + <p> + “No, no; with the peasants. I am tired and sick of books, and people, and + reasons. Shall I give you a day of my Heaven?” + </p> + <p> + Bero smiled and bent slightly forward and rested his hand lightly on the + stick of her parasol, which lay between them. “Go on,” he said. + </p> + <p> + “I would fill my apron with sweet flowers and golden fruit—great + oranges, and those fragrant, delicious tiny mandarins—and I would + get a crowd of little Italians about me, all a-babbling their pretty, + pretty tongue, and I would go down to the bay and get in an anchored boat, + and lie there all the morning, catching the sunlight in my eyes, trimming + the brown babies and the boat with flowers, looking off at the water and + the clouds, tossing the pretty fruit, and laughing, and playing, and + enjoying. Later, there’d be a run on the beach, and a ride on a donkey, + and a dance, with delirious music and frolic. And then the moon and quiet,—and + I would steal away from the crowd, and take a little boat, and float and + drift—” + </p> + <p> + “Alone?” asked Bero, softly. “Surely, you wouldn’t condemn a mountaineer’s + yellow moustache, or a soldier’s spurs and sword, if at heart he was + really a child of the sun also? May I share your day of Heaven? It would + be paradise for me, too.” All this in the same soft, deferential manner. + </p> + <p> + “Well, well,” half laughed, half sighed Mae. “All this is a dream, unless, + indeed, I go home with Lisetta.” + </p> + <p> + “Who is Lisetta?” + </p> + <p> + “Our padrona’s cousin. She is here on a visit. She lives within a mile of + Sorrento, on the coast. She goes home at the end of Carnival. Oh, how I do + long for Carnival,” continued Mae, frankly and confidentially. “Don’t you? + I am like a child over it, I am trying already to persuade Eric—that + is my brother—to take me down on the Corso the last night, for the + Mocoletti. It would be much better fun than staying on our balcony.” + </p> + <p> + “Where is your balcony?” asked Bero, stroking his long moustaches. + </p> + <p> + “It is on the corner of Maria e Jesu, and if I ever see you coming by, I + shall be tempted to pepper your pretty uniform. How beautiful it is!” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” replied Bero, again gazing proudly down at his lithe figure, in its + well-fitting clothes, “but I would be willing to be showered with confetti + daily to see you. How shall I know you? What is to be the color of your + domino?” And he bent forward, hitting his spurs against the paving stones, + flashing his deep eyes, and half reaching out his hand, in that same + tender, respectful way. + </p> + <p> + Mae saw the sunlight strike his hair; she half heard his deep breath; and, + like a flood, there suddenly swept over her the knowledge that this new + friend, this sympathizing soul, was an unknown man, and that she was a + girl. What had she done? What could she do? Confusion and embarrassment + suddenly overtook her. She bent her eyes away from those other eyes, that + were growing bolder and more tender in their gaze. “I—I—” she + began, and just at this very inauspicious moment, while she sat there, + flushed, by the stranger’s side, the clatter of swiftly-approaching wheels + sounded, and a carriage turned the corner, containing Mrs. Jerrold, Edith, + Albert, and Norman Mann. They all saw her. + </p> + <p> + Mae laughed. It was such a dreadful situation that it was funny, and she + laughed again. “Those are my friends,” she said, in a low voice. “We can + walk away,” replied the officer, and turned his face in the opposite + direction. “It is too late; and, besides, why should we?” And Mae looked + full in his face, then turned to the carriage, which was close upon them. + </p> + <p> + “How do you all do?” she cried, gleefully and bravely. “Isn’t there room + for me in there? Mrs. Jerrold, I would like to introduce Signor—your + name?”—she said, quite clearly, in Italian, turning to the officer. + </p> + <p> + “Bero,” he replied. + </p> + <p> + “Signor Bero. He was very kind, and saved me from—from a little + beggar boy.” + </p> + <p> + “You must have been in peril, indeed,” remarked Mrs. Jerrold, bowing + distantly to Bero, and beckoning the coachman, as Mae sprang into the + carriage, to drive on. “I am sorry to put you on the box, Norman,” Mrs. + Jerrold added, as Mae took the seat, in silence, that Mr. Mann had vacated + for her, “and I hope Miss Mae is also.” But Mae didn’t hear this. She was + plucking up courage in her heart, and assuming a saucy enough expression, + that sat well on her bright face. Indeed, she was a pretty picture, as she + sat erect, with lips and nostrils a trifle distended, and her head a + little in the air. The Italian thought so, as he walked away, smiling + softly, clicking his spurs and stroking his moustache; and Norman Mann + thought so too, as he tapped his cane restlessly on the dash-board and + scowled at the left ear of the off horse. The party preserved an amazed + and stiff silence, as they drove homeward. + </p> + <p> + “Eric,” cried Norman, very late that same night. “Do be sober, I have + something to say to you about Miss Mae.” + </p> + <p> + “Norman, old boy, how can a fellow of my make be sober when he has drunk + four glasses of wine, waltzed fifteen times, and torn six flounces from a + Paris dress? Why, man, I am delirious, I am. Tra, la, la, tra, la, la. Oh, + Norman, if you could have heard that waltz,” and Eric seized his companion + in his big arms and started about the room in a mad dance. “You are Miss + Hopkins, Norman, you are. Here goes—” but Norman struck out a bold + stroke that nearly staggered Eric and broke loose. “For Heaven’s sake, + Eric, stop this fooling; I want to speak to you earnestly.” + </p> + <p> + “Evidently,” replied Eric, with excited face, “forcibly also. Blows belong + after words, not before,” and the big boy tramped indignantly off to bed. + </p> + <p> + Norman Mann was in earnest truly, forcible also, for he opened his mouth + to let out a very expressive word as Eric left the room. It did him good + seemingly, for he strode up and down more quietly. At last he sat down and + began to talk with himself. “Norman Mann, you’ve got to do it all alone,” + he said. “Albert and Edith and Aunt Martha are too vexed and shocked to do + the little rebel any good. Ric, oh, dear, Ric is a silly boy, God bless + him, and here I am doomed to make that child hate me, and with no possible + authority over her, or power, for that matter, trying to keep her from + something terribly wild. If they don’t look out, she will break loose. I + know her well, and there’s strong character under this storm a-top, if + only some one could get at it. Damn it.” Norman grew forcible again. “Why + can’t I keep my silly eyes away from her, and go off with the fellows. You + see,” continued Norman, still addressing his patient double, “she is a + rebel, and—pshaw, I dare say it is half my fancy, but I hate that + long moustached officer. I wish he would be summoned to the front and be + shot. O, I forgot, there’s no war. Well, then, I wish he would fall in + love with any body but Mae. It must be late. Ric didn’t leave that little + party very early, I’m sure, but I can’t sleep. I’ll get down my Sismondi + and read awhile. I wonder if that child is feeling badly now. I half + believe she is—but here’s my book.” + </p> + <p> + Yes, Mae was feeling badly, heart-brokenly, all alone in her room. After a + long, harrowing talk with Mrs. Jerrold, at the close of which she had + received commands never to go out alone in Rome, because it wasn’t proper, + she had been allowed to depart for her own room. Here she closed the door + leading into Mrs. Jerrold’s and Edith’s apartment, and opened her window + wide, and held her head out in the night air—the poisonous Roman + air. The street was very quiet. Now and then some late wayfarer passed + under the light at the corner, but Mae had, on the whole, a desolate + outlook—high, dark buildings opposite, and black clouds above, with + only here and there a star peeping through. + </p> + <p> + She had taken down her long hair, thrown off her dress, and half wrapped + herself in a shawl, out of which her bare arms stretched as she leaned on + the deep window seat. She looked like the first woman—of the + Darwinian, not the Biblical, Creation. There was a wild, half-hunted + expression on her face that was like the set air of an animal brought + suddenly to bay. She thought in little jerks, quick sentences that were + almost like the barking growls with which a beast lashes itself to greater + fury. + </p> + <p> + “They treated me unfairly. They had no right. I shall choose my own + friends. How dare they accuse me of flirting? I flirt, pah! I’d like to + run away. This stupid, stupid life!” And so on till the sentences grew + more human. “I suppose Mr. Mann thinks I am horrid, but I don’t care. I + wish I could see Eric, he wouldn’t blame me so. What a goose I am to mind + anyway. The Carnival is coming! Even these old tombs must give way for ten + whole riotous days. I must make them madly merry days. I wonder how I will + look in my domino. I suppose the pink one is mine.” + </p> + <p> + So Miss Mae dried her eyes, picked her deshabille self from the window + seat, turned up the light, slipped into her pink and white carnival + attire, and walked to the window again. + </p> + <p> + “This is the Corso all full of people, and I’ll pelt them merrily, so, and + so, and so!” She reached forth her bare, round arm into the darkness, and + looked down, where, full under the street light, gazing up at her, stood + the Piedmontese officer. + </p> + <p> + It was at that very moment that Norman Mann put down his Sismondi, and + looked from his window also. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0004" id="link2HCH0004"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER IV. + </h2> + <p> + Mae met Mr. Mann at the breakfast table the next morning without the least + embarrassment. Indeed, the little flutter in her talk could easily be + attributed to unusually high spirits and an excited and pleased fancy. + That was how Norman Mann translated it, of course. Really, the flutter was + a genuine stirring of her heart with inquietude, timidity and + semi-repentance; but Mae couldn’t say this, and it’s only what one says + out that can be reckoned on in this world. So Norman Mann, who saw only + the bright cheeks and eyes and restless quickening of an eager girl and + did not see the palpitating feminine heart inside, was displeased and + half-cold. + </p> + <p> + Could any one be long cold to Mae Madden? She believed not. She was quite + accustomed to lightning-like white heats of anger in those with whom she + came in contact, but coldness was out of her line. Still she met the + occasion well. “Shall I give you some coffee?” she asked, pleasantly. “We + breakfast all alone, until Eric appears. Mrs. Jerrold is not well, and + Edith and Albert are off for Frascati.” + </p> + <p> + “Poor child; how much alone she is,” he thought to himself. + </p> + <p> + “I understand we all go to the play tonight?” queried Mae. + </p> + <p> + “The thought of Shakspeare dressed in Italian is not pleasant to me,” said + Mr. Mann, after a silence of a few minutes. + </p> + <p> + “I am quite longing to see him in his new clothes. There is so much + softness and beauty in Italian that I expect to gain new ideas from + hearing the play robed in more flowing phrases. Shakspeare certainly is + for all the world.” + </p> + <p> + “But Shakspeare’s words are so strongly chosen that they are a great + element in his great plays. And a translation at best is something of a + parody, especially a translation from a northern tongue, with its force + and backbone, so to speak, into a southern, serpentine, gliding language. + You have heard the absurd rendering of that passage from Macbeth where the + witches salute him with ‘Hail to thee, Macbeth! Hail to thee, Thane of + Cawdor!’ into such French as ‘Comment vous portez vous, Monsieur Macbeth; + comment vous portez vous, Monsieur Thane de Cawdor!’ A translation must + pass through the medium of another mind, and other minds like Shakspeare’s + are hard to find.” + </p> + <p> + Norman spoke with so much reverence for Mae’s greatest idol that her heart + warmed and she smiled approval, though for argument’s sake she remained on + the other side. + </p> + <p> + “Isn’t a translation more like an engraver’s art, and aren’t fine + engravings to be sought and admired even when we know the great original + in its glory of color? Then all writing is only translation, not copying. + Shakspeare had to translate the tongues he found in stones, the books he + found in brooks, with twenty-six little characters and his great mind, + into what we all study, and love, and strive after. But he had to use + these twenty-six characters in certain hard, Anglo-Saxon forms and confine + himself to them. When he wanted to talk about + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘fen-sucked fogs,’ +</pre> + <p> + and such damp, shivery places, he is all right, but when he sings of + ‘love’s light wings,’ and all that nonsense, he is impeded; now open to + him ‘Italian, the language of angels’—you know the old rhyme—and + see what a chance he has among the “liquid l’s and bell-voiced m’s and + crushed tz’s.” To-night you will hear Desdemona call Othello ‘Il mio + marito,’ in a way that will start the tears. What are the stiff English + words to that? ‘My husband!’ Husband is a very uneuphonious name, I + think.” + </p> + <p> + Norman Mann smiled. “Another cup of coffee, if you please—not quite + as sweet as the last,” and he passed his cup. “I believe there is always a + charm in a novel word that has not been commonized by the crowd. ‘Dear’ + means very little to us nowadays, because every school girl is every other + school girl’s ‘dear,’ and elderly ladies ‘my dear’ the world at large, in + a pretty and benevolent way. So with the words ‘husband’ and ‘wife’; we + hear them every day in commonest speech—‘the coachman and his wife,’ + or ‘Sally Jones’s husband,’—but I take it this is when we stand + outside. That wonderful little possessive pronoun MY has a great, + thrilling power. ‘My husband’ will be as fine to your ears as ‘il mio + marito,’ which has, after all, a slippery, uncertain sound; and as for ‘my + wife’—” + </p> + <p> + At that moment the coffee cup, which was on its way back, had reached the + middle of the table, where by right it should have been met and guided by + the steadier, masculine hand; Norman’s hand was there in readiness, but + instead of gently removing the cup from Mae’s clasp, it folded itself + involuntarily about the white, round wrist, as he paused on these last + words. Was it the little possessive pronoun that sent the sudden thrill + through the unexpecting wrist? At any rate it trembled; the cup, the + saucer, the coffee, the spoon, followed a well known precedent, and “went + to pieces all at once;” “all at once and nothing first just as bubbles do + when they burst.” And so alas! did the conversation, and that burst a + beautiful bubble Norman had just blown. + </p> + <p> + Damages were barely repaired when Eric entered the breakfast room with a + petulant sort of face and flung himself into a chair. “My! what a head I + have on me this morning,” he groaned. “Soda water would be worth all the + coffee in the world, Mae; I’ll take it black, if you please. How cosy you + two look. I always take too much of every thing at a party, from + flirtation to—O, Mae, you needn’t look so sad. I’m not the one in + disgrace now. Mrs. Jerrold, Edith and Albert are just piping mad at you, + and as for Mann, here,—by the way,” and Eric rubbed his forehead, as + if trying to sharpen up a still sleepy memory, “I suppose you two have had + it out by this time. Norman sat up till ever so late to talk you over with + me, Mae. Do thank him for me; I am under the impression that I didn’t do + so last night.” + </p> + <p> + Mae tapped her fourth finger, on which a small ring glistened, sharply + against the cream jug. “If I were every body’s pet lamb or black sheep, I + couldn’t have more shepherd’s crooks about me. Have you joined the + laudable band, Mr. Mann, and am I requested to thank you for that?” + </p> + <p> + “Not at all. Perhaps your brother’s remembrances of last night are not + very distinct. I certainly sat up for Sismondi’s sake, not for yours.” And + he really thought, for the moment, that he told the truth. + </p> + <p> + “I warn you,” continued Mae, rising as she spoke, “that I have a + tremendous retinue of mentors, and nurses, and governesses already. You + had better content yourself with the fact that you have four proper + traveling companions, and bear the disgrace of being shocked as best you + may by one wild scrap of femininity who will have her own way in spite of + you all.” Mae half laughed, but she was serious, and the boys both knew + it. + </p> + <p> + “You flatter me,” replied Norman, “I had aspired to no such position, but + for your brother’s sake, if not for your own, I wished to tell Eric that + the Roman air at midnight was dangerous to your health. I saw you had your + window open.” + </p> + <p> + “Did you look through the ceiling, pray?” Mae retorted from the door-way. + “Eric, ring if you want anything. Rosetta is close at hand.” + </p> + <p> + “I have put my foot in it this time,” said Eric, clumsily. “I am real + sorry, Norman, old boy.” + </p> + <p> + Norman did not feel like being pitied, and this remark of Eric’s roused + him. He fairly ground his teeth and clenched his hands, but his big brown + moustache and the tablecloth hid these outer manifestations of anger. + “Don’t be a goose, Ric,” he said. “What possible difference can all this + make to me? Your sister is young and quick.” + </p> + <p> + Now, it was Eric’s turn to wince. Was he giving this fellow the impression + that he thought his sister’s opinions would affect him? Horrible + suspicion! Boys always fancy everybody in love with their sister. He must + cure that at once. “Of course,” he replied quickly, “I know you and Mae + never agree, that you barely stand each other. But I didn’t know but you + would prefer to be on good terms with her, for all that.” + </p> + <p> + “Miss Mae can choose the terms on which we meet. I shall be content + whatever her decision. What are your plans for the day?” + </p> + <p> + Lounging Eric straightened himself at once. “I was a perfect fool last + night,” he confessed, “and I must rely on you, old fellow, to help me out. + I made engagements for two weeks ahead with Miss Hopkins and Miss Rae. At + any rate, I’m booked for the play to-night. Now, I can’t take two girls + very well. That is, I can, but I thought you might like a show. You may + have your choice of the two. Miss Rae, by the way, says she’s wild to know + you; thought you were the most provoking man she ever saw; and that you + were—nonsensical idea—engaged to Mae. All because you wouldn’t + look at her the other day when she passed you two, But you can go with + Miss Hopkins, if you prefer.” + </p> + <p> + “Are they pretty?” asked Norman, apparently warming to the task, “and + bright?” + </p> + <p> + “I should say they were. Miss Hopkins has gorgeous great eyes,—but + Miss Rae is more your style. Still, you may have your choice.” + </p> + <p> + “Silly boy; you’re afraid to death that I shall choose Miss Hopkins. Well, + if they are not over stupid and flirtatious—” + </p> + <p> + “Stupid! Oh, no,”—Eric scouted that idea—“and flirtatious, + perhaps. Miss Hopkins rolls her eyes a good deal, but then she has a + frankness, a winning way.” + </p> + <p> + “Well,” laughed Norman, “you’re such a transparent, susceptible + infant-in-arms that I’ll go with you.” + </p> + <p> + “As shepherd,” suggested Eric, “as long as Mae won’t have you. But come, + we must go down and call on these people. It won’t do at all for you to + appear suddenly this evening, and say, ‘I’ll relieve my friend here of one + of you.’” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, what a bore. Is that necessary? Won’t a card or a box of Stillman’s + bon-bons do them? Well, if it must be, come along, then.” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0005" id="link2HCH0005"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER V. + </h2> + <p> + It was evening, and the brilliantly lighted theatre was crowded to + overflowing. Of course there were English who scowled at the Americans, + and Americans who smiled on every one and ate candy while Othello writhed + in jealous rage, and a scattering of Germans with spectacles and a row of + double-barrelled field glasses glued over them, and Frenchmen with + impudent eyes and elegant gloves, and a general filling in of Italians, + with the glitter here and there of nobility, and still oftener of bright + uniforms. Finally there was a modicum of true gentry, and these not of any + particular nation or class. It is pleasant to name our party immediately + after referring to these goodly folks. They had a fine box, and although + their ranks were thinned by the loss of two cavaliers, nobody seemed to + care. Albert and Edith were perfectly happy side by side, and Mrs. Jerrold + was well contented to observe her daughter’s smile as Albert spoke to her, + and the look of manly protection in his eyes, as his gaze met Edith’s. + </p> + <p> + As for Mae, she had that delicious feminine pride which is as good a + stimulant as success to women—in emergencies. And to-night was an + emergency to this small, excitable, young thing. Her eyes were very dark + from the expansion of the pupil. They possessed a rare charm, caught from + a trick the eyelids had of drooping slowly and then suddenly and + unexpectedly lifting to reveal the wide, bright depths, that + half-concealed, half-revealed power, which is so tantalizing. Mae was + dressed in this same spirit to-night, and she was dimly conscious of it. + The masses of tulle that floated from her opera hat to her chin and down + on her shoulders, revealed only here and there a glimpse of rich brown + hair, or of white throat. Her cheeks were scarlet, her lips a-quiver with + excitement and pleasure. She formed a pretty contrast to Edith, who sat by + her side. Miss Jerrold leaned back in her chair quietly, composedly. She + fanned herself in long sweeps, looked pleased, contented, but in no wise + displaced or surprised—thoroughly well-bred and at home. She might + have had a private rehearsal of Othello in her own dramatic hall the + evening before, from her air and mien. Mae, on the contrary, was alert, on + the qui vive, as interested as a child in each newcomer, and, after the + curtain rose, in every tableau. + </p> + <p> + Such a woman can not fail to attract attention, as long as she is herself + unconscious. The world grows blase so speedily that it enjoys all the more + thoroughly the sight of freshness, verve, life,—that is, the male + portion of the world. Women’s great desire, as a rule, is to appear + entirely at ease, city-bred, high-bred, used to all things, surprised by + none. + </p> + <p> + So there were a great many glasses turned toward Mae that evening. Very + probably the young women in the next box accepted a share of these glances + as their own, and, in a crowd where the French and Italian elements + predominate, or largely enter, they could not have been far wrong. Every + girl or woman who pretends to any possible charm is quite sure of her + share of admiration from these susceptible beings. The young ladies of the + next box had that indescribable New York air, which extends from the + carefully brushed eyebrows quite to the curves of the wrist and hand. + Praise Parisian modes all you will, but for genuine style, a New York + girl, softened a trifle by commonsense or good taste, leads the world—certainly + if she is abroad. For there she soon finds it impossible to go to the + extremes that American air seems to rush her into. Three months, or + perhaps, if she is observant, three days in Paris, teach her that the very + biggest buttons, or the very largest paniers, or the very flaringest hats + are not for her, or any lady, and by stepping back to size number two, she + does not detract from her style, while she does add to her lady-likeness. + </p> + <p> + These two girls, it may be surmised, were no other than Miss Hopkins and + Miss Rae, whom chance or fate or bungling Eric Madden, who bought the + tickets, had seated side by side with the Maddens and Jerrolds. It was + bothersome, when Norman and Eric had played truant at any rate, but there + was no help for it; so after a little Eric introduced them all round, and + the two parties apparently merged into one, or broke up into four, for + tete-a-tetes soon began. It was a little hard that three girls should have + each a devoted servant, and that only one, and that one, Mae, should be + obliged to receive her care from the chaperon; but so it was. + </p> + <p> + Nevertheless, Mae bore herself proudly. She was seated next Miss Rae, + separated only by the nominal barrier of a little railing, while just + beyond sat Norman, his chair turned toward the two girls. The stranger + insisted on drawing Mae into the conversation, partly for curiosity’s + sake, to watch her odd face and manners, partly from that genuine + generosity that comes to the most selfish of women, when she is satisfied + with her position. It is pleasant to pity, to be generous; and Miss Rae, + having the man, could afford to share him now and then, when it pleased + her, with the lonely girl by her side. But Miss Rae’s tactics did not + work. Mae replied pleasantly when addressed, but returned speedily and + eagerly to Mrs. Jerrold or a survey of the house, with the frank happiness + of a child. She was all the more fascinating to the admiring eyes that + watched her, because she sat alone, electrified by the inspiration and + magnetism from within, and did not need the stimulus of another voice + close by her side, breathing compliments and flattery, to brighten her + eyes and call the blushes to her cheeks. Norman Mann saw the eyes fixed on + her, and they vexed him. At the same time, he liked her the better on that + very account. + </p> + <p> + And at last the curtain rose. + </p> + <p> + It was just as Desdemona assures her father of her love for Othello, that + Mae became conscious of a riveted gaze—of a presence. Lifting her + eyes, and widening them, she looked over to the opposite side of the + house, and there, of course, was the Piedmontese officer again, handsomer, + more brilliant than ever, with a grateful, soft look of recognition in his + eyes. + </p> + <p> + Mae was out of harmony with all her friends. She was proud and lonely. The + man’s pleased, softened look touched her heart strangely. There was almost + a choke in her throat, there were almost tears in her eyes, and there was + a free, glad, welcoming smile on her lips. + </p> + <p> + Norman Mann saw it and followed it, and caught the officer receiving it, + and thought “She’s a wild coquette.” + </p> + <p> + And Mae knew what he saw and what he thought. + </p> + <p> + Then a strange spirit entered the girl. Here was a man who vexed her, who + piqued her, and who was rude, for Mae secretly thought it was rude to + neglect Mrs. Jerrold, as the boys did that evening, and yet who was vexed + and piqued in his turn, if she did what he didn’t like and looked at + another man. + </p> + <p> + And then here was the other man. Mae looked down at him. + </p> + <p> + Bless us! who is to blame a young woman for forgetting everything but the + “other man” when he is a godlike Piedmontese officer, with strong soft + cheek and throat, and Italian eyes, and yellow moustaches, and spurs and + buttons that click and shine in a maddening sort of way? + </p> + <p> + Of course, in reality, everybody is to blame her, we among the very + virtuous first. In this particular case, however, we have facts, not + morals, to deal with. Mae did see Norman Mann talking delightedly to a + pretty girl, and she did see the officer gazing at her rapturously, and + she quite forgot Othello, and gave back look for look, only more shy and + less intense perhaps, and knew that Norman Mann was very angry and she and + the officer very happy. What matter though the one should hate her, and + the other love her, and she— + </p> + <p> + But, bother all things but the delirious present moment. Never fear + consequences. There were bright lights, and brilliant people, the hum of + many voices, the flash of many eyes, and a half secret between her, this + little creature up in the box, and the very handsomest man of them all. + </p> + <p> + So while Othello fell about the stage, and ground out tremendous curses, + Mae half shivered and glanced tremblingly toward Bero, and Bero gazed back + protectingly and grandly. Once, when Desdemona cried out thrillingly, + “Othello, il mio marito,” Mae looked at Norman involuntarily and caught a + half flash of his eye, but he turned back quickly to his companion and + Mae’s glance wandered on to Bero and rested there as the wild voice cried + out again, “il mio marito, il mio marito.” + </p> + <p> + So the evening slid on. Mae smiled and smiled and opened and half closed + her eyes, and Norman invited Miss Rae to go to church with him, and to + drive with him, and to walk with him, and to go to the galleries with him, + “until, Susie Hopkins, if you will believe it, I fairly thought he would + drop on his knees and ask me to go through life with him, right then and + there.” So Miss Rae confided to Susie Hopkins after the victorious night, + in the silence of a fourth-story Costanzi bedroom. + </p> + <p> + Susie Hopkins was putting her hair up on crimping-pins, but she paused + long enough to say: “Well, Jack Durkee had better hurry himself and his + ring along, then.” + </p> + <p> + “O, he’s coming as quickly as ever he can,” laughed Miss Rae, whereat she + proceeded to place a large letter and a picture under the left-hand + pillow, crimped her hair, cold-creamed her lips, and laid her down to + pleasant dreams of—Jack. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0006" id="link2HCH0006"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VI. + </h2> + <p> + Mae was very much ashamed of herself the next morning. She had been + restored in a measure to popular favor, through Eric, the day before. + Edith and Albert were home from Frascati, when Eric made his raid bravely + on their forces combined with those of Mrs. Jerrold. He advanced boldly. + “It’s all nonsense, child, as she is,” he said. “It was natural enough, to + talk with the man,” for Mae had made a clean breast of her misdoings to + him, to the extent of saying that they had chatted after the beggar left. + “Do forgive her, poor little proud tot, away across the sea from her + mother. Albert, you’re as hard as a rock, and that Edith has no spirit in + her,” he added, under his breath. This remark made Albert white with rage. + Nevertheless, he put in a plea for his wayward, reckless little sister, + with effect. After a few more remarks from Mrs. Jerrold, Mae came out of + the ordeal; was treated naturally, and, as we have seen, accompanied Mrs. + Jerrold to the play the night before. + </p> + <p> + Now, it was the next day. Mrs. Jerrold breakfasted in her own room again, + and spent the hours in writing home letters full of the Peter and Paul + reminiscences and quotations. Norman and Eric left for the Costanzi, and + Albert and Edith, armed with books, and note-books, and the small + camp-stools, again started away together. This last ‘again’ was getting to + be accepted quite as a matter of course. Everybody knew what it meant. + They always invited the rest of the company to go with them, and were + especially urgent, this morning, that Mae should accompany them. + </p> + <p> + “Why, with mamma in her room you will be lonely,” suggested Edith, “and + you can’t go out by yourself.” + </p> + <p> + Mae winced inwardly at this, but replied pleasantly: “I have letters to + write also, and I’m not in the mood to-day for pictures, and the cold, + chilling galleries filled with the damp breath of the ages.” + </p> + <p> + So Edith and Albert, nothing loth, having discharged their duty, started + off. These two have as yet appeared only in the background, and may have + assumed a half-priggish air in opposition and contrast to Mae. They + really, however, were very interesting young people. Albert with a strong + desire in his heart—or was it in his head?—to aid the world, + and Edith with a clear self-possession and New England shrewdness that + helped and pleased him. Their travels were enriching them both. Edith was + trying to draw the soul from all the great pictures and some of the lesser + ones, and Albert was waking, through her influence, to the world of art. + This morning they were on their way to the Transfiguration to study the + scornful sister. They were taking the picture bit by bit, color by color, + face by face. There are advantages in this analytical study, yet there is + a chance of losing the spirit of the whole. So Mae thought and said: “I + know that sister now, Edith, better than you ever will.” This was while + she was looping up her friend’s dress here, and pulling out a fold there, + in that destructive way girls have of beautifying each other. “See here!” + </p> + <p> + And down sank Miss Mae on her knees, with her lips curved, and her hands + stretched out imploringly, half-mockingly. No need of words to say: “Save + my brother, behold him. Ah, you cannot do it, your power is boast. Yet, + save him, pray.” + </p> + <p> + “A little more yellow in my hair, some pearls and a pink gown, and you + might have the sister to study in a living model, Edith,” laughed Mae, + arising. + </p> + <p> + Edith and Albert were both struck by Mae’s dramatic force, and they talked + of her as they drove to the Vatican. “I wish I understood her better,” + said Edith. “I cannot feel as if travel were doing her good. She is + changing so; she was always odd, but then she was always happy. Now she + has her moods, and there is a look in her eye I am afraid of. It is almost + savage. You would think the beauty in Rome would delight her nature, for + she craves beauty and poetry in everything. I don’t believe the theatre is + good for her. Albert, suppose we give up our tickets for Thursday night.” + </p> + <p> + “But you want particularly to see that play, Edith.” + </p> + <p> + “I can easily give it up for Mae’s sake. It would be cruel to go without + her, and I think excitement is bad for her.” + </p> + <p> + “You are very generous, Edith, and right, too, I dare say. I wish my + little sister could see pleasure and duty through your steadier, clearer + eyes.” + </p> + <p> + Then the steady, clear eyes dropped suddenly, and the two forgot all about + Mae, and rolled contentedly off, behind the limping Italian horse. And the + red-cheeked vetturino with the flower in his button-hole, whistled a + love-song, and thought of his Piametta, I suppose. + </p> + <p> + Meantime, Mae, left to herself, grew penitent and reckless by turns, + blushed alternately with shame and with quick pulse-beats, as she + remembered Norman Mann’s face, or the officer’s smile. She wondered where + he lived, and whether she would see him soon again. Poor child! She was + really innocent, and only dimly surmised how he would haunt her hereafter. + Would he look well in citizen’s clothes? How would Norman Mann seem in his + uniform? She wished she had a jacket cut like his. And so on in an + indolent way. But penitence was getting the better of her, and after + vainly trying to read or write, she settled herself down for a cry. To + think that she, Mae Madden, could have acted so absurdly. She never would + forgive herself, never. Then she cried some more, a good deal more. + </p> + <p> + About four in the afternoon a very bright sunbeam peeped through her + closed blinds, and she brushed away her tears, and peace came back to her + small heart, and she felt like a New England valley after a shower, very + fresh and clean, and goodly,—just a trifle subdued, however. + </p> + <p> + She would go to church. She had heard that there was lovely music at + vespers, in the little church at the foot of Capo le Case. St. Andrea + delle Frate, was it? It wasn’t very far away. She could say her prayers + and repent entirely and wholly. So she dressed rapidly, singing the + familiar old Te Deum joyously all the while, and off she started. + </p> + <p> + The air was cool and clear and delicious and the street-scenes were + pretty. Mae took in everything before her as she left the house, from the + Barberini fountain to the groups of models at the corner of the Square and + the Via Felice; but she did not see, at some distance behind her, on the + opposite side of the street, the sudden start of a motionless figure as + she left the house, or know that it straightened itself and moved along as + she did, turning on to the pretty Via Sistina, so down the hill at Capo le + Case, to the church below. + </p> + <p> + She was early for vespers, and there was only the music singing in her own + happy little heart as she entered the quiet place. The contrast between + the spot, with its shrines and symbols and aids to faith, and all that she + had associated with religion, conspired to separate her from herself and + her past, and left her a bit of breathing, worshiping life, praising the + great Giver of Life. She fell on her knees in an exalted, jubilate spirit. + She was more like a Praise-the-Lord psalm of David than like a young girl + of the nineteenth century. + </p> + <p> + And yet close behind her, a little to the left, was Bero on his knees too, + at his pater nosters. + </p> + <p> + By and by the music began. It was music beyond description; those + wonderful male voices, the chorus of young boys, and then suddenly, the + organ and some one wild falsetto carrying the great Latin soul-laden words + up higher. + </p> + <p> + All this while Mae’s head was bent low and her heart was a-praying. + </p> + <p> + All this while Bero was on his knees also, but his eyes were on Mae. + </p> + <p> + The music ceased; the prayers were ended. Mae heard indistinctly the sweep + of trailing skirts, the sound of footsteps on the marble floor, the noise + of voices as the people went away, but still she did not move. The selah + pause had come after the psalm. + </p> + <p> + When she did rise, and turn, and start to go, her eyes fell on the + kneeling form. She tried to pass quickly without recognition, but he + reached out his hand. + </p> + <p> + “This is a church,” said Mae; “my prayers are sacred; do not disturb me.” + </p> + <p> + He held his rosary toward her, with the cross at the end tightly clasped + in his hand. “My prayers are here, too,” he said. “Oh, Signorina, give me + one little prayer, one of your little prayers.” + </p> + <p> + He knelt before her in the quiet, dim, half light, his hands clasped, and + an intense earnestness in his easily moved Italian soul, that floated up + to his face. It looked like beautiful penitence and faith to Mae. Here was + a soul in sympathy with hers, one which met her harmoniously in every + mood, slid into her dreams and wild wishes, sparkled with her enjoyment, + and now knelt as she knelt, and asked for one of her prayers. + </p> + <p> + She stood a minute irresolute. Then she smiled down on him a full, rich + smile, and said in English: “God bless you,” The next moment she was gone. + </p> + <p> + Bero made no movement to follow her, but remained quietly on his knees, + his head bowed low. + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + “I looked in at St. Andrea’s, at vespers,” said that dear, bungling + fellow, Eric, at dinner that night, “and saw you Mae, but you were so busy + with your prayers I came away.” There was a pause, and Mae knew that + people looked at her. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I was there; the music was wonderful.” + </p> + <p> + “Mae,” asked Mrs. Jerrold, “Do you have to go to a Roman Catholic Church + to say your prayers?” For Mrs. Jerrold was a Puritan of the Puritans, and + had breathed in the shorter catechism and the doctrine of election with + the mountain air and sea-salt of her childhood. Possibly the two former + had had as much to do as the latter with her angularity and severe + strength. + </p> + <p> + “Indeed,” cried Mae, impulsively, “I wish I could always enter a church to + say my prayers. There is so much to help one there.” + </p> + <p> + “Is there any danger of your becoming a Romanist?” enquired Mrs. Jerrold, + pushing the matter further. + </p> + <p> + “I wish there were a chance of my becoming anything half as good, but I am + afraid there isn’t. Still, I turn with an occasional loyal heart-beat to + the great Mother Church, that the rest of you have all run away from.” + “Yes, you have,” Mae shook her head decidedly at Edith. “She may be a + cruel mother. I know you all think she’s like the old woman who lived in a + shoe, and that she whips her children and sends them supperless to bed, + and gives them a stone for bread, but she’s the mother of all of us, + notwithstanding.” + </p> + <p> + “What a dreadful mixture of Mother Goose and Holy Bible,” exclaimed Eric, + laughingly, while Mae cooled off, and Mrs. Jerrold stared amazedly, + wondering how to take this tirade. She concluded at last that it would be + better to let it pass as one of Mae’s extravagances, so she ended the + conversation by saying: “I hope, Eric, you will wait for your sister, if + you see her alone, at church. It is not the thing for her to go by + herself.” + </p> + <p> + “No,” added Albert, “we shall have to buy a chain for you soon.” + </p> + <p> + “If you do,” said Mae quietly, “I’ll slip it.” And not another prayer did + she say that night. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0007" id="link2HCH0007"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VII. + </h2> + <p> + It was the first day of Carnival. The determination to enjoy herself was + so strong in Mae, that her face fairly shone with her “good time coming.” + She popped her head out of the doorway, and flung a big handful of + confetti right at Eric, but he dodged, and Norman Mann caught it in his + face. Then, seeing a try-to-be-dignified look creeping upon Mae, he seized + the golden moment, gathered up such remnants of confetti as were tangled + in his hair and whiskers, and flung them back again, shouting: “Long live + King Pasquino! So his reign has begun, has it?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes; King Pasquino is lord, now, for ten whole days,” and she slowly + edged her right hand about, to take aim again at Norman. He saw her, and + frustrated the attempt by catching it and emptying the contents out upon + the floor. The little white balls rolled off to the corners and the little + hand fell slowly by Mae’s side. “Why not go down to the Corso, you and I, + and see the beginning of the fun?” suggested Norman. + </p> + <p> + “Come along,” cried Mae, “you, too, Eric,” and the three started off like + veritable children, in a delightful, familiar, old-time way. Arrived at + their loggia, they found an old woman employed in filling, with confetti, + a long line of boxes, fastened to the balustrade of the balcony. Little + shovels, also, were provided, for dealing out the tiny missals of war upon + the heads below. There were masks in waiting, some to be tied on, while + others terminated in a handle, by a skilful use of which they could be + made as effective as a Spanish lady’s fan. Mae chose one of these latter. + </p> + <p> + The Corso was alive with vendors of small bouquets and bon-bons and little + flying birds tied in live agony to round yellow oranges. The fruit in turn + was fastened to a long pole and so thrust up to the balconies as a + tempting bait. If bought, the birds and flowers were tossed together into + the streets to a passing friend. As Mae was gazing rapturously over the + balcony, laughing at the few stragglers hurrying to the Piazza del Popolo, + admiring the bannered balconies and gay streamers, several of these little + birds were thrust up to her face, some of them peeping piteously and + flapping their poor wings. She put up her hands and caught the oranges, + one—two—three—four. In a moment she had freed the + fluttering birds and tossed the fruit back into the street. “Pay them, + Eric,” she cried indignantly; “Why, what is this?” for one of the little + creatures, after vainly flapping its wings, had fallen on the balcony. Mae + picked it up. It half opened its eyes at her and then lay still in her + hands. + </p> + <p> + “It is dead,” said Mae, quietly, going up to Norman. “Oh! Mr. Mann, I + thought Carnival meant real fun, not cruelty. Isn’t there anywhere in this + big world where we can get free from such dreadful things? Well!” she + added, impatiently, as Norman paused. + </p> + <p> + “Give a slow fellow who likes the world better than you do, time to + apologize for it,” replied Norman, as familiarly as Eric would have done. + The tone pleased Mae. She looked up and laughed lightly. “At any rate,” + suggested he, “let’s forget the cruelty now and take the fun. Three of + them are safe and very likely this scrap,” and he touched the dead bird in + her hand, “is flying to rejoin his brothers in hunting-grounds that are + stocked with angle-worms, and such game. We are to have a good time + to-day, you and I.” + </p> + <p> + At this moment Eric rushed up. “Say, Mann,” he cried, “here they come. + They have taken the balcony just opposite, after all. And Miss Hopkins + looks perfectly in a white veil. And oh! here are the rest of our own + party.” + </p> + <p> + Mae lifted her eyes to the opposite side of the street, but they did not + fall to the level of the Hopkins-Rae party, being stopped by something + above. At a high, fourth-story window, beyond the circle of flying fun and + frolic, confetti and flowers, Mae saw a wonderful woman’s face, a face + with great dark eyes and raven hair. A heavily-figured white lace veil was + pulled low over her brow, and fell in folds against her cheeks. Her skin + was white, the scarlet of her face concentrating in her lips. + </p> + <p> + There was a strange consonance between the creamy heavy lace and its + flowing intertwined figures, and the face it encircled. A mystery, a + grace, a subtle charm, that had the effect of a vivid dream, in its + combination of clearness and unreality. There was life, with smothered + passion and pride and pain in it, Mae was sure. So near to her that her + voice could have arched the little distance easily, and yet so far away + from her life and all that touched it. + </p> + <p> + A gentleman attending the lady whispered to her. She bent her eyes on Mae, + and met her glance with a smile, and Mae smiled rapturously back. + </p> + <p> + Mae had been looking for Bero all that afternoon. She felt sure he would + be there, and very soon she saw him among a crowd of officers sauntering + slowly down the Corso. He looked up at the window opposite. The veiled + lady leaned slightly forward and bowed and waved her white hand. Bero + bowed. So did the other officers. + </p> + <p> + Norman Mann and Eric excused themselves long enough to dash over to + welcome their friends and then stayed on for a little chat. These young + women were quite gorgeous in opera cloaks and tiny, nearly invisible, + American flags tucked through their belts. They tossed confetti down on + every one’s heads, and shouted—a little over-enthusiastically, but + one can pardon even gush if it is only genuine. That was the question in + this case. + </p> + <p> + The horse race came; and Mae went fairly wild. When it was over, every + body prepared to go home. King Pasquino had virtually abdicated in favor + of the Dinner Kings. Mae unclasped her tightly strained hands, clambered + down from a chair she had perched herself on, smiled a good-bye at the + veiled lady, and came away. She rode home quietly with a big bouquet of + exquisite blue violets in her hand. There was a rose on top and a fringe + of maiden’s hair at the edge, and the bouquet was flung from Bero’s own + hand up at the side window on the quiet Jesu e Maria, when everyone else + but Mae was out on the Corso balcony. + </p> + <p> + “It is dreadful to grow old,” said Mae, breaking silence, as the carriage + clattered over the stony streets. + </p> + <p> + “My dear,” expostulated Edith, “you surely don’t call yourself old. What + do you mean?” + </p> + <p> + “I fancied I could take the Carnival as a child takes a big bonbon and + just think with a smack of the lips, ‘My! how good this is.’ But here I + am, wondering what my candy is made of all the time, and forgetting, + except at odd moments, to enjoy myself for trying to separate false from + true, and gold from gilt. Still, what is the use of this stuff now! I’ll + remember that horse race, for there I did forget myself and everything but + motion. How I would like to be a horse!” And the volatile Mae seized the + stems of her bouquet for whip and bridle and gave a little inelegant + expressive click-click to her lips as if she were spurring that imaginary + steed herself. + </p> + <p> + Norman smiled. “We can’t keep children for ever, even—” + </p> + <p> + “The silliest of us?” + </p> + <p> + “Even the freshest and blithest.” + </p> + <p> + “O, dear, that is like a moral to a Sunday-school book,” said Mae; “don’t + be goody-goody to-night.” + </p> + <p> + “What bad thing shall I do to please your majesty, my lady Pasquino?” + </p> + <p> + “Waltz,” said Mae. So, after dinner, Edith and Eric sang, and Norman and + Mae took to the poetry of motion as ducks take to water, and outdanced the + singers. + </p> + <p> + “Thank you,” said Mae, smiling up at him. “This has done me good.” She + pushed the brown hair back from her forehead and drew some deep breaths + and leaned back in her chair, still tapping her eager, half-tired foot + against the floor, while Norman fanned her with his handkerchief. + </p> + <p> + This time Bero and the strange, veiled lady and Miss Hopkins and every + other confusing thought floated off, and left them quite happy for—well—say + for ten minutes. + </p> + <p> + And ten minutes consecutive enjoyment is worth waiting for, old and + cynical people say. + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + The next morning brought back all her troubles, with variations and + complications, on account of some more misunderstood words. + </p> + <p> + “I think,” said Mae, as she paused to blot the tenth page of a home + letter, “that likes and dislikes are very similar, don’t you, Edith?” + Then, as Edith did not reply, she glanced up, and saw that her friend’s + chair was occupied by Norman Mann. He looked up also and smiled. + </p> + <p> + “I am not Edith, you see, but I am interested in your theory all the same. + Only, as I am a man, I shall require you to show up your reasons.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, I find that people who affect me very intensely either way, I + always feel intuitively acquainted with. I know what they will think and + how they will act under given conditions, and I believe we are driven into + friendship or strong dislikes more by the force of circumstances than by—” + </p> + <p> + “Elective affinities or any of that nonsense,” suggested Norman Mann. + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Mae, nodding her head, and repeating her original statement + under another form, as a sort of conclusion and proof to the conversation. + “Yes, a natural acquaintance may develop into your best friend or your + worst foe.” She started on page number eleven of her letter, dipping her + pen deep into the ink-stand and giving such a particular flourish to her + right arm, as to nearly upset the bouquet of flowers at her side. It was + Bero’s gift. Norman Mann put out his hand to save it. His fingers fell in + among the soft flowers and touched something stiff. It felt like a little + roll of paper. Indignantly and surprisedly he pulled it out. “What is + this?” he cried. + </p> + <p> + Mae sprang forward, her cheeks aflame. “It is mine,” she said. + </p> + <p> + “Did you put it here?” asked Norman. + </p> + <p> + “No.” + </p> + <p> + “Then how do you know it is yours? Is not this a carnival bouquet, idly + tossed from the street to the balcony?” + </p> + <p> + Mae straightened to her utmost height which wasn’t lofty then and said + hastily: “Mr. Mann, this is utterly absurd, and more. I am not a child, + and if I catch an idly flung bouquet that holds idle secrets, I surely + have a right to them.” She laughed hurriedly. “Come, give me my note,—some + Italian babble, I dare say.” + </p> + <p> + Norman looked at her for a minute with a struggle in his heart and a flash + of half scorn, Mae thought, on his face. What was he thinking? + </p> + <p> + That the child was in danger. He had no doubt in his own mind now that the + flowers and the note came from Bero and that Mae knew it. He held the + paper crushed in his hand, while he looked at her. + </p> + <p> + “I presume you will never forgive me,” he said, “but I must warn you, not + as a mentor or even as a friend,” noticing her annoyed air, “but as one + soul is bound to warn another soul, seeing it in danger. Take care of + yourself, and there!” And taking the crushed note between his two hands, + he deliberately tore it asunder and threw the halves on the table before + her. + </p> + <p> + “And there, and there, and there!” cried Mae, tearing the fragments + impetuously, and scattering the sudden little snow flakes before him. + Then, with a look of supreme contempt, she left the room. + </p> + <p> + Norman looked down on the white heap that lay peacefully at his feet. “I + am a fool,” he thought. + </p> + <p> + “Little Mae Madden, little Mae Madden, I am so sorry for you,” repeated + that excited bit of womankind to herself in the silence of her own room. + “What won’t they drive you to yet? How dreadful they think you are? And + only last night we thought things were all coming around beautifully!” + </p> + <p> + And she looked at herself pityingly in the glass. A mirror is a dangerous + thing for a woman who has come to pity herself. She sees the possibilities + of her face too clearly. And Mae, looking into the mirror then, realized + to an extent she never had before, that her eyes and mouth might be + powerful friends to herself and foes to Norman Mann, if she so desired. + And to-day she did so desire, and went down to the Carnival with as + reckless and dangerous a spirit as good King Pasquino could have asked. + </p> + <p> + The details of this day were very like those of the last. Norman and Eric + vibrated between the Madden and Hopkins balconies; the crowd was great; + confetti and flowers filled the air; and up above it all, circled by her + crown of misty, heavy lace-work, shone out the beautiful, wonderful face + of the strange lady. She dropped smiles from under her long black lashes + and from the corners of the rare, sweet mouth over the heads of the idlers + to Mae, who looked up to catch them. There was a resting, almost saving + influence, Mae’s excited soul believed, in the strange face; and her eyes + sought it constantly. She had been quite oblivious to the friends about + this beautiful stranger, but once, as her eyes sought the Italian’s, she + saw her arise with a sudden flash of light on her face, and hold out a + white hand. A head bent over it, and as it lifted itself slowly, Mae saw + once more the well-known features of the Signor Bero. + </p> + <p> + She looked down toward the street quickly and a sharp pain filled her + heart. + </p> + <p> + She had lost her only friend in Rome, so the silly girl said to herself. + If he knew that wonderful woman, and if she flashed those weary, great + eyes for him, how could he see or think of any other? Moreover, it was + very vexatious to have him there. If she smiled up at the girl, Bero might + think she was watching him, trying to attract his notice. So Mae appeared + very careless and played she did not see him at all, at all. Yet she could + not resist looking up now and then for one of the rare smiles. They seemed + like very far between “nows and thens” to Mae, averaging possibly a + distance of four minutes apart. But that is as one counts time by steady + clock-ticks, and not by heart-beats. + </p> + <p> + Meanwhile, what could she do with her eyes? They would wander once in a + while over to the opposite balcony, at just such moments as when Norman + Mann was picking up Miss Rae’s fan and receiving her thanks for it from + under her drooped eyelids, or choosing a flower for himself, “the very, + very prettiest, Mr. Mann,” before she threw the rest to the winds and the + passing gallants. + </p> + <p> + As Mae grew reckless her eyes grew bright. There were few passers-by who + were not attracted by the flash of those eyes. The sailor lads, as they + trundled past in their ship on wheels, left the barrels of lime from which + they had been pelting the pleasure-seekers to throw whole handfuls of + flowers up to the Jesu e Maria balcony; a set of hale young Englishmen + picked out their prettiest bonbons for the same purpose; and one elderly, + pompous man, who drove unmasked and with staring opera glasses up and down + the Corso, quite showered her with bouquets, which he threw so poorly, and + with such a shaky old hand, that the street gamins caught them all except + such as he craftily flung so that they might assuredly tumble back to the + carriage again. And Mae, though she had felt the pleased gaze of a good + many eyes before, had never quite put its meaning plainly to herself. She + was apt, on such occasions, to feel high-spirited, excited, joyous, but + now she realized well that she was being admired, and she led on for + victory ardently. + </p> + <p> + She tossed back little sprays of flowers, or quiet bonbons, or now and + then mischievously let drop a sprinkling of confetti balls through her + half-closed fingers. To do this she drooped her hand low over among the + balcony trimmings, following the soft shower with her eyes, as some + straight soldier would wipe the tiny minie balls from his face and glance + up to see where they came from. If he looked up once, he never failed to + look again, and generally darted around the nearest corner to return with + his offering, in the shape of flowers or other pretty carnival nonsense. + Mae rather satisfied her conscience, which was tolerably fast asleep for + the time being, at any rate, with the fact that she didn’t smile at these + strangers—she only looked! + </p> + <p> + Her pleasure was heightened by the knowledge that she was watched. If she + glanced across quickly, Miss Rae’s eyes were invariably fixed on her and + Norman Mann would be gazing in the opposite direction in the most + suspicious manner. From above her strange friend leaned over admiringly + and once, as Mae looked joyously upwards, clapped her white hands softly + together, while beyond her a tall figure stood motionless, Mae had + pretended not to see Bero yet, but as the Italian applauded her in this + gentle manner, her eyes sought his involuntarily. He was gazing very + fixedly and rapturously down on her, without any apparent thought of the + beautiful girl by his side. After that, Mae looked up often, in a glad, + childlike way, for spite of this first lesson in wholesale coquetry, and + the new conflict of emotions within her mind, she was enjoying herself + with the utter abandon of her glad nature. + </p> + <p> + Toward the close of the afternoon, the Italian was suddenly surrounded by + a great mass of flowers, over which she waved her hand caressingly and + pointed down at Mae. “For you,” the gesture seemed to say. The veiled lady + appeared to summon several of her friends, for a number of gentlemen left + the other window and its group of girls, and began the difficult task of + attempting to toss the bouquets from their height down to Mae. This was + rendered the more difficult as the Madden balcony was covered, and the + best shots succeeded in landing their trophies on this awning, where they + were speedily captured and drawn in by the occupants of the next flat, an + ogre of an old woman and her hook-nosed daughter, who wore an ugly green + dress and was otherwise unattractive. + </p> + <p> + The entire Madden party became interested and stood looking on with the + most encouraging smiles. The very last bouquet was vainly thrown, however, + and gathered in by the ogre, when Bero suddenly appeared, a little behind + the party in the window. The flowers in his hand were of the same + specimens as those he had given Mae the day before, although different in + arrangement. He lifted the bouquet quickly to his lips, so quickly that + perhaps only Mae understood the motion, and flung it lightly forward. Mae + leaned over the balcony, reaching out her eager hands, and caught it in + her very finger tips. The party above bowed and applauded, as she raised + the flowers triumphantly to her face. + </p> + <p> + So the second day of the Carnival was a success, till they turned their + backs on the Corso. In the carriage Mrs. Jerrold spoke gently but firmly + to Mae. “Be a little more careful, dear; don’t let your spirits carry you + quite away during these mad days.” Mae smiled, but was silent. + </p> + <p> + “What a strangely beautiful girl that was in the gallery opposite,” Edith + said, a moment later. “I wonder if she is engaged to that superb man; I + fancied I had seen him before. Why, Mae, what in the world are you + blushing at?” For Mae’s face was scarlet. “Why, nothing,” replied Mae, + redder yet; “nothing at all. What do you mean?” + </p> + <p> + The same thought occurred to Edith and Albert. The officer was Mae’s + chance acquaintance. They both looked grave, and Albert remarked: “It is + as well to be careful before getting up too sudden an acquaintance with + your Italian girl. Take care of your eyes.” + </p> + <p> + “Has it come to this?” cried Mae, half jestingly, half bitterly. “Are nor + my very eyes my own? I shall feel, Albert, as if you were trying to bind + me in that chain you threatened,” and Mae started: her fingers had felt + another scrap of paper among the flowers, but she did not drop it from the + carriage, as her first impulse was; she held it tight and close in her + warm right hand until she was fairly at home and safe in her own room. + Then she opened and read in an Italian hand, “To my little Queen of the + Carnival.” + </p> + <p> + Could he have written that as he stood by the wonderful veiled lady, with + her white mysterious beauty, with the purple shadows about her dark eyes, + while she—and Mae looked in her glass again. What did she see? + Certainly a different picture, but a picture for all that. Life and color + and youth, a-tremble and a-quiver in every quick movement of her face, in + the sudden lifting of the eyelids, the swift turn of the lips, the + litheness and carelessness of every motion; above and beyond all, the + picture possessed that rare quality which some artist has declared to be + the highest beauty, that picturesque charm which shines from within, that + magnetic flash and quiver which comes and goes “ere one can say it + lightens.” + </p> + <p> + The veiled lady’s face was stranger, more mysterious, to an artistic or an + imaginative mind; but youth, and intense life, and endless variety usually + carry the day with a man’s captious heart, and so Bero called Mae + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + “My little Queen of the Carnival.” + </pre> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0008" id="link2HCH0008"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VIII. + </h2> + <p> + Mae’s good times were greatly dimmed after this by the thought that she + was watched. The bouquets which came daily from Bero troubled her also not + a little. They were invariably formed of the same flowers, and might + easily attract Edith’s attention and possible suspicion. So she stayed + home from the Corso one day not long after, when she was in a particularly + Corso-Carnival mood. She wandered helplessly about, restless and full of + desire to be down at the balcony with the rest. And such a strange thing + is the human heart, that it was Norman Mann’s face she saw before her + constantly, and she found Miss Rae’s little twinkling sort of eyes far + more haunting than those of her veiled friend. + </p> + <p> + The rich life in Mae’s blood was surging in her veins and must be let off + in some way. If she had had her music and a piano she might have thrown + her soul into some great flood-waves of harmony. The Farnesina frescoes of + Cupid and Psyche over across the Tiber would have helped her, but here she + was alone, and so she did what so many “fervent souls” do—scribbled + her heart out in a colorful, barbarous rhyme. Mae had ordinarily too good + sense for this, too deep a reverence for that world of poetry, at the + threshold of which one should bow the knee, and loose the shoe from his + foot, and tread softly. She didn’t care for this to-day. She plunged + boldly in, wrote her verse, copied it, sent it to a Roman English paper, + and heard from it again two days later, in the following way. + </p> + <p> + The entire party were breakfasting together, when Albert suddenly looked + up from his paper and laughed. “Look here,” he cried. “Here is another of + those dreadful imitators of the Pre-Raphaelite school. Hear this from a + so-called poem in the morning’s journal: + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘The gorgeous brown reds + Of the full-throated creatures of song.’” + </pre> + <p> + “I don’t see anything bad in that,” said Eric, helping himself to another + muffin. “What is the matter with you?” + </p> + <p> + “Matter enough,” returned Albert. “Because their masters, sometimes, daub + on colors with their full palettes and strong brushes, this feeble herd + tag after them and flounder around in color and passion in a way that is + sickening.” + </p> + <p> + “Go on,” shouted Eric, “he is our own brother, Mae, after all, you see. + Fancy my Lord Utilitarian turning to break a lance in defence of beauty. + Edith, you and the picture-galleries are to blame for this.” + </p> + <p> + Mae had been paying great attention to her rolls and coffee, and very + little apparently to the conversation, but she spoke eagerly now. “Their + masters do not daub. They do hold palettes full of the strongest, richest + colors, and dare lay them, in vivid flecks, on their canvas. They do not + care if they may offend some modern cultivated eyes, used only to the + invisible blues and shadowy greens and that host of cold, lifeless, + toneless grays, of refined conventional art. They know well enough that + their satisfying reds and browns and golds of rich, free nature will go to + the beating hearts of some of us.” + </p> + <p> + Mae had a way of dashing into conversation abruptly, and the Madden family + had been brought up on argument and table-talk. So the rest of the party + ate their breakfast placidly enough. “Mae’s right,” said Eric, a trifle + grandly, “only, to change the figure of speech for one better fitted for + the occasion, they may satiate, though they never starve you. But they are + wonderfully fine, sometimes. O, bother, I never can quote, but there is + something about ‘I will go back to the great sweet mother.”’ + </p> + <p> + “Or this,” suggested Mae, + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + “‘And to me thou art matchless and fair + As the tawny sweet twilight, with blended + Sunlight and red stars in her hair.’” + </pre> + <p> + “I love my masters,” continued this young enthusiast, “because they fling + all rules aside, and cry out as they choose. It is their very heart’s + blood and the lusty wine of life that they give you, not just a scrap of + ‘rosemary for remembrance’ and a soothing herb-tea made from the flowers + of fancy they have culled from those much travestied, abominable fields of + thought.” + </p> + <p> + “And this from a lover of Wordsworth, who holds the ‘Daffodils’ and ‘Lucy’ + as her chief jewels, and quotes the ‘Immortality’ perpetually!” cried + Eric. “If any body ever wandered up and down those same fields of thought, + by more intricate, labyrinthine passages and byways, I’d like to know of + him. Talk about soothing herbs, bless me, it’s hot catnip-tea, good and + strong, that he serves up in half of his strings about—” + </p> + <p> + “O, Eric, hush,” cried Mae, “I am afraid for you with such words on your + lips. Think of Ananias.” + </p> + <p> + “Before you children go wandering off on one of your poet fights,” broke + in Albert, “let me take you to task, Mae, for stealing; that lusty wine + you talked of just now is in the poem (?) I hold in my hand.” + </p> + <p> + “Do read it to us,” said Edith, “and let us judge for ourselves.” So + Albert began: + </p> + <p> + ALL ON A SUMMER’S DAY. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + “Far away the mountains rise, purpling and joyous, + Through the half mist of the warm pulsing day, while nigh + At hand gay birds hang swinging and floating + And waving betwixt earth and sky, + Ringing out from ripe throats + A sensuous trickling of notes, + That fall through the trees, + Till caught by the soft-rocking breeze + They are borne to the ears of the maiden. + + Her eyes wander after the sound, + And glimpses she catches along + Through green broad-leaved shadows, + Through sunbeams gold-strong, + Of the gorgeous brown reds of the full-throated creatures of song. + One hand on her brown bosom rests, + Rising and falling with every heart-beat + Of the delicate, slow-swelling breasts. + + A lily, proud, all color of amber and wine, + Waves peerless there, by right divine + Queen o’er the moment and place. + As the wind bends her coaxingly, + Brushes softly the maiden’s white hand— + That falls with an idle grace, + Listlessly closed at her side— + With a rippling touch, such as the tide, + Rising, leaves on a summer day, + On the quiet shore of some peaceful bay. + + There she stands in the heavily-bladed grass, + Under the trumpet-vine, + Drinking long, deep, intoxicate draughts + Of Nature’s lusty, live wine. + There he sees her as he approaches; + Then pauses, as full on his ear + There swells, on a sudden, loud and clear, + A wonderful burst of song. + + A mad delicious glory; a rainbow rhythm of life, + Strong and young and free, a burst of the senses all astrife, + Each one fighting to be first, + While above, beyond them all, + Loud a woman’s heart makes call.” + </pre> + <p> + “Now, fire ahead,” said Eric, “get your stones ready. Mrs. Jerrold, pray + begin; let us put down this young parrot with her ‘lusty, live wine.’” + </p> + <p> + “Her?” exclaimed Edith. “Him, you mean.” + </p> + <p> + “Not a bit of it; a woman wrote that, didn’t she?” + </p> + <p> + Eric was very confident. Norman agreed with him, and he glanced at Mae to + discover her opinion. There was a look of secret amusement in her face, + and a dim suspicion entered his mind, which decided him to watch her + closely. + </p> + <p> + “Well,” said Mrs. Jerrold, “I will be lenient. You children may throw all + the stones. It is not poetry to my taste. There’s no metre to it, and I + should certainly be sorry to think a woman wrote it.” + </p> + <p> + “Why?” asked Mae, quickly, almost commandingly. Norman glanced at her. + There was a tiny rosebud on each cheek. + </p> + <p> + “Because,” replied Mrs. Jerrold, “it is too—too what, Edith?” + </p> + <p> + “Physical, perhaps,” suggested Edith. + </p> + <p> + “It is a satyr-like sort of writing,” suggested Norman. + </p> + <p> + “I should advise this person,” said Edith— + </p> + <p> + “To keep still?” interrupted Eric. + </p> + <p> + “No, to go to work; that is what he or she needs.” + </p> + <p> + “That is odd advice,” said Mae; “suppose she—or he—is young, + doesn’t know what to do, is a traveler, like ourselves, for instance.” + </p> + <p> + “There are plenty of benevolent schemes in Rome, I am sure,” said Edith, a + trifle sanctimoniously. + </p> + <p> + “And there’s study,” said Albert, “art or history. Think what a chance for + studying them one has here. Yes, Edith is right—work or study, and a + general shutting up of the fancy is what this mind needs.” + </p> + <p> + “I disagree with you entirely,” said Norman with energy. “She needs play, + relaxation, freedom.” Then he was sorry he had said it; Mae’s eyes + sparkled so. + </p> + <p> + “She needs,” said Eric, pushing back his chair, “to be married. She is in + love. That’s what’s the matter. Read those two last lines, Albert: + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘While above, beyond them all, + Loud a woman’s heart makes call.’ +</pre> + <p> + “Don’t you see?” + </p> + <p> + “O, wise young man,” laughed Edith. But Mae arose. The scarlet buds in her + cheeks flamed into full-blown roses. “There speaks the man,” she cried + passionately, “and pray doesn’t a woman’s heart ever call for anything but + love—aren’t life and liberty more than all the love in the world? + Oh!” and she stopped abruptly. + </p> + <p> + “Well, we have wasted more time than is worth while over this young, wild + gosling,” laughed Albert. “Let us hope she will take our advice.” + </p> + <p> + Mae shook her head involuntarily. There was a smile on Norman Mann’s lips. + </p> + <p> + “Here’s health and happiness to the poor child at any rate,” he said. + </p> + <p> + “He pities me,” thought Mae, “and I hate him.” But then she didn’t at all. + </p> + <p> + Mae wandered off to the kitchen, as usual, that day, for another of + Lisetta’s stories. The Italian, with her glibness of tongue and ready fund + of anecdote, was transformed in her imaginative mind into a veritable + improvisatore. Talila was not by any means the only heroine of the little + tales. Mae had made the acquaintance of many youths and maidens, and + to-day Lisetta, after thinking over her list of important personages, + chose the Madre Ilkana as the heroine of the occasion. Mae had already + heard one or two amusing incidents connected with this old mother. “I am + sure she has a cousin in America,” she asserted to-day, before Lisetta + began, “for I know her well. She knits all the time, and is as bony as a + ledge of rocks, and her eyes are as sharp as her knitting-needles, and her + words are the sharpest of all. Her name is Miss Mary Ann Rogers. Is she + like the Madre Ilkana?” + </p> + <p> + Lisetta shook her head. “No, no, Signorina, La Madre is as plump and round + as a loaf of bread, and as soft as the butter on it. She has five double + chins that she shakes all the while, but then she has stiff bristles, like + a man’s, growing on them, and her knitting-needles and her words are all + sharp as la Signora Maria Anne R-o-o-g-eers, I doubt not. But her eyes! + Why, Signorina, she has the evil eye!” This Lisetta said in a whisper, + while Giovanni shrugged his shoulders bravely, and little Roberto cuddled + closer to Mae. + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” continued Lisetta, “and so no one knows exactly about her eyes, not + daring to look directly into them, but as nearly as I can make out they + are black, and have a soft veil over them, so that you would think at + first they were just about to cry, when suddenly, fires creep up and burn + out the drops, and leave her hot and angry and scorching. + </p> + <p> + “She must be terrible,” cried Mae, with a sudden shrinking. + </p> + <p> + “She IS terrible,” replied Lisetta, “but then she is very clever. You will + see if she is not clever when you hear the story I shall now tell you,” + and Lisetta laughed, and showed her own one double chin, with its two + little round dimples. Then she smoothed down her peasant apron, bade + Giovanni leave off pinching Roberto, and commenced. + </p> + <p> + “The government hates the banditti,” began Lisetta, wisely, “and indeed it + should,” and she looked gravely at Giovanni, “for they are very wild men, + who live reckless bad lives, and steal, and are quite dreadful. But we + poor, we do not hate them as the government does, because they are good to + us, and do not war with us, and sometimes those we love join them—a + brother or a cousin, perhaps,”—and Lisetta’s black eyes filled, and + her lip quivered. “As for the Madre, she loved them all, and said they + were all relations. + </p> + <p> + “At this time of which I speak, the soldiers were chasing and hunting the + banditti very hard, and they had been compelled to hide for their lives up + among the mountains. There they would have died, had it not been for the + peasants, who supplied them with food. Small parties of the bandits would + come out for it. There were two very powerful men of the banditti, who + were skirmishing about in this way, not far from the Madre Ilkana’s, when + they saw two soldiers, in advance of their company, approaching them. The + banditti were not afraid for themselves, but they wanted to get back to + their friends with the bread and meat, so instead of fighting, they fled + to the Madre. She took them in, and bade them be sure they were safe with + her. But the soldiers had caught sight of them, and they stopped at every + house and enquired and searched for them; and so, soon they came to the + Madre Ilkana’s. They charged her in the name of the government to give up + the banditti in her house. The Madre kept on with her knitting, and told + them there were only her two sons in the house, and mothers never gave up + their sons to any one. + </p> + <p> + “‘Ha!’ laughed one of the soldiers,’ mothers must give up their children + to King Death, and it is He who wants your bad boys.’ Upon which, the + Madre arose and cursed them. Curses are common with us, Signorina, but not + La Madre’s curses. She talked of their mothers to them, and of their sons, + and of the Holy Virgin and child, and she cursed them in the name of all + these, if they dared steal her children from her. They should take them + over her old dead body, she swore, though her knitting-needles and her + eyes were her only weapons, and then she turned her eyes full upon them, + with the evil spirit leering and laughing out of them, and the soldiers, + one of whom was an officer, fell on their knees and shook like leaves, and + prayed her to forgive them; saying that they were sure her boys were good + sons, and no banditti. And while they knelt crouching there, La Madre + knocked on the floor and in rushed the banditti, armed with great knives. + They caught and bound the two soldiers, and took away their weapons, and + jumped on their horses, and fled. + </p> + <p> + “La Madre took her knitting again, and sat down quietly by the side of the + bound men, until a half hour later some twelve more soldiers cantered up. + As they rode by, all the people came to their doorways, and the soldiers + stopped and asked if they had seen two horsemen. Then La Madre gathered up + her knitting and went quietly out into the crowd. She made a low bow to + the man with the biggest feather in his cap, and she told him her story. + ‘I have two sons,’ she said, ‘whom I love so well.’ Then she told how the + soldiers mistook her sons for banditti, and tried to take them from her in + her own house. ‘Though I am old, I have a good life among my friends and + neighbors here, and I fought a while in my own mind before I said to my + sons: Go, my boys, your mother will die for you. But I did it. I bade them + bind the soldiers and steal away. Then I sat guarding the men till you + came. You will find them safe in my little house there. Now, take me to + prison—kill me, but look in my eyes first, and then, whoever lays a + hand on me, take La Madre Ilkana’s curse.’ + </p> + <p> + “And the people all swore that there were two snakes coiled up in La + Madre’s eyes then, and they hissed, and struck out with their fiery + tongues, and the crowd fell on their knees, and the neighbors all set up a + great shout of ‘La Madre Ilkana,’ so that they quite drowned the voice of + the man with the big feather.” + </p> + <p> + “Is that all?” asked Mae, as Lisetta paused. “What did the soldiers do?” + </p> + <p> + “O, they hired a passing carriage to take the men whose horses were stolen + back to Castellamare, and they all cantered off, without saying a word to + La Madre, and when they had turned a corner of the road, she began to + laugh. O, how she laughed! All the people laughed with her, and the + children crowed and the dogs barked, for the rest of that whole day. + </p> + <p> + “And a neighbor who passed La Madre’s at midnight, said she was laughing + out loud then.” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0009" id="link2HCH0009"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER IX. + </h2> + <p> + “Signorina.” Mae was passing down the long hall when she heard the + whisper. She turned and saw Lisetta, with shining eyes and pink cheeks, + standing at her side. Her pretty plump shoulders were only half covered, + and the array of colors about her transformed her into a sort of + personified rainbow. This was Lisetta’s Carnival attire, and very proud + she was of it. + </p> + <p> + “Why, Lisetta, what do you want, and what makes you so happy?” called Mae. + </p> + <p> + “O, Signorina, the cousins are here,—and others,—all in mask. + They fill Maria’s rooms quite full. It is very gay out there, and they all + want to see you, Signorina. I have told them how well you speak Italian + and how you love Italy, and to-night, they say, you shall be one of us. So + come.” All this while Lisetta had been leading Mae swiftly down the + corridor, until as she said these last words, she reached and pushed open + the door. A great shout of laughter greeted Mae’s ear, and a pretty + picture met her eyes—gaily decked youths and maidens clapping their + hands and chattering brightly, while the padrona was just entering the + opposite doorway, bearing two flasks of native wine, and some glasses. + </p> + <p> + “‘Tis genuine Orvieto,” she called out, and this raised another shout. + Then she caught sight of Mae and bowed low towards her. “Here is the + little foreign lady,” she cried, and a dozen pairs of big black eyes were + turned eagerly and warmly on Mae. She bowed and smiled at them, and said + in pleading tones, “O, pray do not call me the ‘little foreign lady’ now. + Play I am as good an Italian as my heart could wish I were.” + </p> + <p> + This speech was received with new applause, and the padrona handed around + the glasses saying: “We must drink first to the health of our new Italian. + May she never leave us.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, yes,” called Lisetta, lifting high her glass. “Yes, yes,” cried all, + and Mae drank as heartily as any of them. Then she shook her head and + gazed very scornfully down on her dark, stylish clothes. “I am not + thoroughly Italian yet,” she cried. “Here, and here, and here,” cried one + and another, proffering bits of their own gay costumes, and in a moment + Mae had received all sorts of tributes—a string of red beads from + one, a long sash from another, a big-balled stiletto from a third, so that + she was able from the gleanings to trim herself up into at least a + grotesque and un-American Carnival figure. Then the Italians with their + soft tongues began to flatter her. + </p> + <p> + “How lovely the Signorina would look in a contadina costume—the home + costume,” said Lisetta gravely. “It is so beautiful, is it not?” And then + those two or three privileged ones, who had seen Lisetta’s home, went into + ecstasies over its many charms. Lisetta, next to the Signorina, was the + heroine of the occasion. She was from a distance, was handsome and clever, + and the padrona gave glowing accounts of her full purse, and two pretty + donkeys, and house by the sea. + </p> + <p> + They had a very gay time. Such singing, and then dancing and frolicking, + and such a feline softness in all their gaiety. None of the German or + Saxon bullying, and barking and showing of teeth; in no wise a game of + dogs, which always ends in a fight; but a truly kittenish play, with sharp + claws safely tucked out of sight behind the very softest paws, and a rich, + gentle curve of motion, inexpressibly witching to our little northern + maiden, who was fast losing her head amid it all. Mae did not reflect that + felines are treacherous. She only drew a quick, mental picture of the + parlor on the other side of the hall, which she compared to this gay + scene. Mrs. Jerrold filling in dull row after row of her elaborate sofa + cushion, which was bought in all its gorgeousness of floss fawn’s head and + bead eyes, Edith and Albert hard at work over their note books, or reading + up for the sights of to-morrow, Mr. Mann with his open book also, all + quiet and studious. Eric, alone, might be softly whistling, or writing an + invitation to Miss Hopkins to climb up St. Peter’s dome with him, or to + visit the tomb of Cecilia Metella, or the Corso, as the case might be, + while here— + </p> + <p> + As Mae reached this point in her musings, the Italians were forming for a + dance, so she sprang up to join them. Two or three peasants from the + country south had wandered up with the world to Rome, for Carnival time, + then for Lent. They had brought with them their pipes and zitterns. In the + mornings they made short pilgrimages, playing in front of the shrines + about the city, or roaming out on the campagna to some quiet church. In + the evening time they wandered up the stone stairways of the great houses, + and paused on the landings before the different homes. If all was still + they passed on, but if there was noise, laughter, sound of voices, they + laid aside their penitential manner, and struck into dance music, flashing + their velvety eyes, and striking pretty attitudes, aided greatly by their + Alpine hats and sheep-skins and scarlet-banded stockings. + </p> + <p> + Three of these peasants had appeared at the padrona’s doorway, by a sort + of magic. They bowed and smiled, and commenced to play. Every one sprang + up. “Dance,” cried they all, and flew for their partners. Mae found + herself in the midst of the crowd, and having the most willing and nimble + of feet, she soon toned and coaxed the fashionable waltz on which she had + started into accord with the more elastic footsteps of her companion. + There was something in the serpentine, winding and unwinding motion, the + coaxingness of the steps, that was deliciously intoxicating to Mae. The + color came to her cheeks, the smile played around her lips, and when she + paused to breathe, she found the Italians showing their white teeth, and + clapping their brown hands in her honor, while the tallest musician gazed + at her from the dark doorway, with the rapt reverence he gave to all + things beautiful and thrilling. She was a new song to him. + </p> + <p> + “The Signorina is the veriest Italian of us all,” cried Lisetta. + </p> + <p> + “She honors our Italy,” called Mae’s last partner. + </p> + <p> + “Her feet are those of a chamois,” said one from the north. + </p> + <p> + “Nay, she flies,” replied another. + </p> + <p> + They all spoke in their earnest manner, and the praises, that fall in + fulsome flattery in English, were delicate and stimulating as they slid in + soft Italian from their full, red lips. Mae tossed her head carelessly, + but she sipped the praises and found them sweet. + </p> + <p> + “Now for the Tarantella,” said the padrona, so Lisetta shook her + tambourine wildly, and the very prettiest girl of them all, and a big, + brown boy (happy fellow!) began that coquettish bit of witchery. The + pretty girl tripped around and around and wreathed her arms over her head, + and the boy knelt appealingly and sprang up passionately again and again, + until the clock struck ten, and the party broke up. Mae shook hands with a + new friend. He was a stone-cutter, and was soon to be married, and he + poured out all his plans and hopes into her sympathetic ears, and told of + his pretty bride to be, and of her dowry. Mae, in turn, sent her love to + the happy bride, and took a charm from her watch-chain to go with it, a + tiny silver boat, and she sent it with a hope that some day they might + both sail over to America. At which the bridegroom shook his head very + decidedly, and kissed Mae’s hand and bowed himself out. Then, after she + had disrobed her of her borrowed plumes, all the others kissed her hand + and bowed themselves out, and Roberto and Giovanni awaked, and got up from + the corner, and stood on their heads and hallooed as loud as ever they + pleased, and the evening was over, and Lisetta and the padrona and the + boys and Mae were alone. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, oh, oh,” cried Mae, “how perfectly perfect. Do you always have such + good times as this?” + </p> + <p> + “At home, yes,” replied Lisetta, folding her hands and smiling. “We have + many a play-day on the bay of Naples.” Then she roused herself: “Good + night, Signorina,” she said, “keep your ears open.” + </p> + <p> + Mae had barely reached her room when she appreciated Lisetta’s last words. + She heard music in the street below. She raised her window; Eric and + Norman lifted the parlor window at the same moment, “Come in here,” they + cried. So in she ran, took a place between them, and they silently + listened to the maskers’ serenade. The musicians sang at first the gayest + of tunes, but suddenly, by some subtile impulse, they changed to quieter + minor airs, and sang songs full of tears and passion and love and + tenderness. Then they silently turned to go. Norman Mann touched Mae on + the shoulder. He handed her a bunch of Carnival flowers. They were Bero’s, + but she flung them unhesitatingly into the street, leaning far out to + watch the singers catch them and separate them in the moonlight. They + called out loud their thanks—their “Grazie, grazie,” as sweet as any + lily just broken from its stem—and as they turned to go Mae saw that + each one was decked with a sprig from the bouquet, pulled through his + button-hole or the riband of his hat. + </p> + <p> + Only the tallest musician, who walked somewhat apart, carried his flower + tightly clasped in his hand, and now and again he raised it to his lips. + He probably dreamed over it that night, and played his dream out in a + gentle, wistful, minor adoration before the Madonna at the Quattro Fontane + the next morning. + </p> + <p> + O, the dreams and poems and songs without words that drop into our lives + from the sudden flash of stranger eyes, or the accidental touch of an + unknown hand, or the tender warmth of a swift smile! And if our eyes, our + touch, our smiles may only have floated off in like manner—as dreams + and poems and melody—to give added rhythm and harmony to other + lives. + </p> + <p> + Mae drew a long sigh, one of those delightful, contented sighs, with a + smile wrapped up in it. “I am glad you are so happy,” said Norman Mann, + smiling down at her. When Norman spoke like that Mae felt only, O, so very + content. She quite forgot all grudges against him; she would have liked + just at that moment to have the world stand quite still. This was very + different from the ordinary Mae. Usually she longed that it might go + faster, and would put her pink and white ear quite close to the brown + earth to hear if it were turning as swiftly as ever it could. “I like it + to hurry, hurry, hurry,” said eager, restless Mae. “I love to live quickly + and see what’s coming next.” + </p> + <p> + But Mae was not in that mood to-night. She leaned out of the window all + untroubled. If the sun could stand still off behind the world—as he + is now—and the moon could stand still right before us—as she + is now—and we could stay right here, we three. Why, no, Eric has + gone in and is walking up and down nervously. Thus Mae thought, and was + quiet. “What are you thinking about?” asked Norman. She told him + naturally, with her eyes on his until she reached the words “and we.” Then + her eyes fell, and she paused. + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” replied Norman, “I have the same feeling,” and there was a great + deal more on the very tippest tip of his tongue. But Mae turned her face + from him slightly; the moon stole softly behind the flimsiest little cloud + that any one could have seen through, and he paused, silly fellow. These + slight withdrawals, that should have urged him on, deceived him. He + stopped, and then he remembered Mae’s past doings, her recklessness, her + waywardness. It was not time yet to speak what he had in his heart to say, + and what quivered on his tongue. So he only asked abruptly: “You will go + with me to-morrow night for one of your gayest frolics, will you not? We + will go down on the Corso for all the Mocoletti fun. I am very anxious to + be in another of your good times.” + </p> + <p> + “O, would you like it?” said Mae; “I am so glad. I should delight in it. + It will be almost too good.” She stopped abruptly again, and gave him a + quick, soft glance, just as the moon rode triumphantly out from behind the + filmy, flimsy veil, and shone full down on her eyes and hair. It fell on a + bright, round, glistening ball, tucked in among some half curls behind her + ear. “What is that?” asked Norman. + </p> + <p> + “That”—Mae put up her hand and drew it out—“that is my + stiletto. I forgot to give it back to Lisetta. It is pretty, isn’t it?” + </p> + <p> + Norman took the long needle from her hand and looked at it. “It is not as + pretty as the flowered stiletto. Why didn’t you get one of those?” + </p> + <p> + “Why, do you not know that those are not worn by free maidens? They are + one of the added glories of a matron. I like my round, smooth ball a great + deal better. It means liberty.” And she plunged the steel tremulously back + into her hair. + </p> + <p> + “We had better go in now; this night air is bad for you.” The moon blazed + scornfully down on Norman Mann as he said this. She had had a wide + experience, and had rarely seen such a stupid, cowardly fellow, so she + thought. Yet, after all, Norman only acted in self-defense. Here was a + girl by his side who gloried, as it seemed to him, in her freedom, and + that being so, he must get away as soon as possible from that window, that + moon, and that little girl. + </p> + <p> + “Well, Norman,” cried Eric, advancing eagerly as they turned from the + window, “when do you really suppose it will come off?” + </p> + <p> + “Suppose what will come off?” inquired Mae. + </p> + <p> + “O, I forgot you were here. Well, don’t tell any one else. Norman is to + fight a duel.” + </p> + <p> + “To fight a duel—and be killed?” gasped Mae. + </p> + <p> + “You have but a poor opinion of my powers,” laughed Norman, “although the + German looked a veteran duellist from his scars. His face was fairly + embroidered or fancy-worked with red lines. A sort of hem in his nose, and + tucks and seams all over his cheeks. Notice my knowledge in this line, + Miss Mae. You ought to be ashamed, Eric, to have spoken of it.” + </p> + <p> + “Isn’t it all a joke?” asked Mae, pushing her head out of the window + again, to hide the sudden white terror in her face. “I didn’t suppose + Americans fought duels when they were off pleasuring.” This sentence Mae + meant to pass as a gay, light, easy speech, to prove that Norman Mann and + a duel were not such a very dreadful combination to her feminine mind. + </p> + <p> + “NO, it is no joke, but dead earnest,” replied Eric. “I am to be his + second, and you must keep it a great secret, Mae, till it is all over.” + </p> + <p> + “All over!”—a sudden vision of Norman lying white and motionless + with a deep wound across his soft, brown temple. Mae closed her eyes. “I + suppose I might as well tell you about it,” said Norman, “now that this + stupid Eric has let out about the affair, although it may never come to + anything. I was dining to-night at a little restaurant on the Felice, a + quiet, homelike place, which a good many artists, and especially women, + frequent. There is a queer, crazy little American, who thinks herself a + painter, and is a harmless lunatic, who is a regular guest at this + restaurant. Everybody smiles at her absurdities, but is ready enough to be + kind to the poor old creature. To-night, however, I was hardly seated when + in came a party of Germans, all in mask and Carnival costume. One of them + was arrayed in exact imitation of this old lady. He had on a peaked bonnet + and long, black gloves, with dangling fingers, such as she invariably + wears. These he waved around mockingly and seating himself opposite her, + he followed her every motion. The ladies at the same table rose and went + away. Then up gets this big ruffian and sits down on the edge of the old + lady’s chair. I could stand it no longer, but jumping in front of him, + showered down all the heavy talk I knew in German, Italian and French, + subsiding at last into my mother tongue, with her appropriate epithets. + Having sense enough left to know that he could not reap the full benefit + of English, I pulled out my card, wrote my address on it, and threw it on + the table, and I rather think that was understood. There’s no country that + I have heard of where men don’t know what ‘we’ll fight this out, means.’” + Norman was striding up and down the room now almost as restlessly as Eric + had done, but he seated himself again as Mae asked for the rest. + </p> + <p> + “The rest is very simple, Miss Mae—mere business. I turned to go + away, and one of his friends approached me to ask for the name of my + second. I gave Eric’s here. He bowed and said: ‘He shall hear from me this + evening, and I came home. The evening has advanced to midnight, but not a + word yet. No, it is not quite eleven, I see.” + </p> + <p> + “You’ll have the choice of weapons if they challenge you,” said Eric; + “you’ll take pistols, I suppose? Just think of my living to really assist + in a ‘pistols-and-coffee-for-two’ affair!” + </p> + <p> + “I daresay it will be coffee for two, served separately, and with no + thought of pistols. I don’t really believe it will come to anything. There + are ways of getting out of it,” said Norman, lighting a cigarette. + </p> + <p> + “Will you refuse to fight?” asked Mae, and her heart, which had been white + with fear for Norman the second before, flashed now with quick, red scorn. + Even the Huguenot maiden would, after all, have despised her lover if he + had quietly allowed her to tie the white handkerchief to his arm. Believe + it, she loved him far, far better as she clung to him, pressed closely to + his warm, living heart, because she realized in an agony that his honor + was strong enough to burst even the tender bonds of her dear love, and + that he would break from her round arms to rush into that ghostly, ghastly + death-embrace on the morrow, at the dreadful knell of St. Bartholomew + bells. + </p> + <p> + Suppose he had yielded. Suppose we saw him in the picture standing + quietly, unresistingly, as her soft fingers bound the white badge, that + meant protection and life, to his arm. Would not she, as well as he, have + known that it was a badge of cowardice, and that he wore a heart as white? + </p> + <p> + And afterwards, would she have loved the living man, breathing in air + heavy with the hearts’ life of his brothers and friends, as she worshiped + the dead man, whose cold body rested forever down deep in mother earth’s + brown, soft bosom, but whose very life of life swelled the great throng of + heroes and martyrs who have closed their own eyes upon life’s pictures, + that those pictures might shine clearer and brighter to other eyes? + </p> + <p> + If the man had yielded, and the picture showed him thus, would we see the + Huguenot lovers adorning half the houses of the land? Most often they are + found in that particular corner of the home belonging to some maiden—that + sacred room of her own, where she prays her prayers, and lives her most + secret life. I have often wondered at the many girls who hang that + especial picture over their fire-places. It must be a case of unconscious + ideality. They realize that love must be so subject to honor that + heart-strings would break for the sake of that honor, if need be, even + though the harmonious love-song of two hearts is hushed; and what is the + love-song of any two beings compared to a life-song of honor for the world—those + wonderful life-songs that we all know? One of them sings itself so loudly + to me now, over ages of romance and history, that I must let my simple + story wait and give way to it for a minute. + </p> + <p> + There was a man who lived once. If God did not create him, Homer did. The + Oracle told him that the first man who put foot on the Trojan shores would + die. He knew this before he started on his voyage for Greece. He left a + wife and home behind him, whom he dearly loved. I wonder if he used to + pace the deck of the rich barge, and listen to the men chatting around + him, and smile as they planned of returning, proud and victorious, to + their homes and their wives. + </p> + <p> + All the while under his smile he knew he was to die, not in the glory of + fight, although his sword swung sharp and bright at his side, in any + thrilling fashion, to be sung of and wept of by his fellows. + </p> + <p> + All the while the heavy barge sailed on, and at last land came in sight. I + wonder if his heart was full when he saw it? Did he remember his wife and + his home? Did he feel his life strong within him, and eager as a + battle-horse, as he neared the land where wars were to be fought, and + glories won? + </p> + <p> + All the while his heart was firm. He stood the very foremost of them all, + as they drifted quite in to the green, green shore. Around him men talked + and laughed, and the sun shone. He may have laid his hand commandingly on + some youthful shoulders and pushed back the eager boy who longed to bound + first into this new world. He may have saved him thus from death for life. + We do not know. + </p> + <p> + All we do know is, that with his own brave feet he marched ahead of them + all, solemnly, smilingly, with the oracle in his heart. From the vessel to + the green, green shore—such a little step. He leaps from the Grecian + barge to the Trojan land, alive. Does he turn to look at his comrades and + off eastwards, beyond homewards, with a great thrill before he falls dead? + We do not know. + </p> + <p> + All we do know is, that WE thrill now as we see him leaping to his death, + even over this gap of ages, through these shadows of unreality. + </p> + <p> + We have left Mae flashing scorn at Norman for a long while, a much longer + while than she really needed for her flash, for Norman’s angry start, + violent exclamation, and indignant glance convinced her of her mistake + before he answered her. + </p> + <p> + “I refuse to fight—I—Great—I beg your pardon, Miss Mae, + but of course I’ll fight. I only hope the fellow isn’t such a craven as to + let it blow over. However, I strongly suspect policy and his friends will + keep him from it. For my part, I would like to break my lance for the poor + woman. Any good blow struck for the fair thing, helps old Mother earth a + bit, I suppose.” + </p> + <p> + “That’s your idea of life?” queried Eric, rather gravely. “My efforts are + all to push Eric Madden on his way a bit.” + </p> + <p> + “And I haven’t any idea; I just live,” said Mae, “like a black and tan + dog. I wish I were one. Then the only disagreeable part of me, my + conscience, would be out of the way. But what has all this to do with the + duel?” “That has something to do with it, I fancy,” said Eric, rising and + leaving the room hastily, as the bell rang. “No, stay where you are. I’ll + receive him in the little salon.” Mae rose and walked to the fireside, and + looked down on the two small logs of wet wood that sizzled on the + fire-dogs. The faint, red flame that flickered around them, looked sullen + and revengeful, she thought, as she watched the feeble blaze intently. It + seemed hours since Eric had left the room. What was Norman thinking? What + was the stranger saying out in the little salon? No, no, she would not + think thus. She would repeat something to quiet herself—poetry—what + should it be? Ah, here is Eric. + </p> + <p> + It was Eric. His face was flushed. His lip curled. “Coward! craven!” he + exclaimed, “Coward, craven.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, tell us about it,” said Norman, coolly, but a wave of color rushed + over his face. + </p> + <p> + “O, palaver and stuff. Somebody’s dreadfully ill—dying, I believe, + and that somebody is wife, or mother, or son to this brute you challenged. + He’s got to go, the coward. If you are ever in his vicinity again, and + send him your card, he will understand it and meet you at such place and + with such weapons as you prefer. Bah—too thin!” and Eric concluded + with this emphatic statement. + </p> + <p> + Mae leaned her head against her two clasped hands which rested on the + mantel-piece. How strangely everything looked; even the dim fire had a + sort of aureole about it, as her eyes rested there again; but when one + looks through tears, all things are haloed mistily. Norman turned and + looked at Mae, as Eric walked impatiently about. She did not move or + speak. He walked to her side, and stood looking down at her. The faint + mist in her left eye was forming into a bright, clear globe as large as + any April raindrop. Mae knew this, and knew it would fall, unless she put + up her hand and brushed it away, and that would be worse. The color rose + to her cheeks as she waited the dreadful moment. She was perfectly still, + her hands clasped before her, her head bent, as the crystal drop gathered + all the mist and halo in its full, round embrace, and pattered down upon + the third finger of her left hand—her wedding-ring finger—and + lay there, clear and sparkling as a diamond! + </p> + <p> + Norman Mann stooped and laid his hand over it. “You are glad, then!” “I + should be sorry to have you die,” said Mae, but her dimples and blushes + and drooping eye-lids said, oh, a great deal more. “Good night,” she + fluttered, and ran off. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0010" id="link2HCH0010"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER X. + </h2> + <p> + Mae dreamed happy dreams that night, and awoke with a smile on her lips. + She dressed with the greatest care, put a touch of the color Norman liked + at her throat, and fastened a charm he had given her to her bracelet. + Still, she loitered on her way to the breakfast-room, and when she seated + herself at the table, a sudden embarrassment made her keep her eyes on her + plate, or talk to Eric, or Edith, or any one but Norman. Yet she was + perfectly conscious of his every word and motion. She knew he only took + two cups of coffee instead of three, and that he helped her to mandarins—a + fruit of which she was very fond—five times, so that she had a plate + heaping with golden untouched balls before her. After breakfast, she felt + a great desire to run away, so she asked Eric to take her to the Capitol, + and leave her there for a time. “I want to see something solid this + morning, that has lasted a long while, and the marbles will do me good.” + </p> + <p> + Yes, Eric would take her at once. Would she go and get her hat? She went + for it, and scolded herself all the time for running away when she wanted + to stay home. Yet, after all, who dares put out one’s hand to grasp the + moon when at last it approaches? No woman, at any rate. + </p> + <p> + There was a malicious sort of teasing pleasure in running away from + Norman, mingled with a shrinking modesty; and, besides, he knew the way to + the Capitol, if he chose to follow, and knew she was to be there alone. + So, on the whole, Mae went off with a blissful heart. + </p> + <p> + As she sat down in that celebrated room, immortalized by the Gladiator, + the Faun and the Antinous, scales seemed to fall from her eyes and a + weight from her heart. Life meant something more than the mere play she + delighted in, or the labor she despised. She took it in in this way. She + realized, first of all, the enduringness of the marbles. They had stood, + they will stand, for thousands of years. What have stood? What will stand? + Idle blocks of stone, without form or meaning, or simply three beautiful + shapes? No; three souls, thinks Mae, three real people, and she looks at + the abiding faun, freedom and joy of the Satyr, the continual sentimental + sadness of the Antinous, and the perpetual brave death-struggle of the + Gladiator. They are living on now, and touching our hearts. Their mute + lips open other eloquent mouths to speak for them. Hawthorne and Byron + tell us what the Faun’s soul, what the Gladiator’s soul, look from the + white marbles to us, and the world daily repeats the story the Antinous + whispers in his bent, beautiful head, the vanitas vanitatum that our own + hearts whisper, when we drop earnest life for voluptuous pleasures. + </p> + <p> + The Faun may smile, although life is only one long play-day in green + fields and woods, because he is a Faun. The man must sigh, when he has + drained his wine-cups and laughed his heartiest laugh, and wakes to + another morning, because he is a man. The cry of humanity echoes in our + souls. We cannot stifle it; we may hush it, and follow our idle joys, but + the day comes when we bend our head with Antinous and Solomon and the rest + of them, and sigh out our vanitas, vanitas also, in the great weary + chorus. + </p> + <p> + No need, alas! for a Hawthorne, or Byron, or even a Shakspeare to + interpret what the Antinous says for us. Our own hearts do it. + </p> + <p> + Mae caught the spirit of all this, as her eyes roamed out of the window on + the Sabine hills, where woods and springs sang. She saw the aqueducts + bounding, even in their ruin, arch after arch, to the treasure house of + the waters. “They never can reach it, now,” thinks she, “never. Suppose + they cannot, is not the spirit the same?” And now Mae is ready for the + sudden light that dawns on her soul. She springs to her feet. She is alone + in the room with the marble men; and they are quiet; even the Gladiator + bites back his last groan once more. + </p> + <p> + “The Eternal City,” shouts Mae; “I know what it means at last. Oh! Rome, + Rome, I love you!” and she rests her hand on the windowsill, and looks out + on Rome. “Why, it is like a resurrection morn. Ruins? Yes, it is all + ruins, dry bones, and great dead in dust; but there is something more. I + only saw that graveyard part of it before; now, the spirit of the great + men, and great deeds, and words, and thoughts, and prayers,” cries Mae, + exultantly. “Why, they are here; not dead, like the rest, but alive, all + around us. Oh! Rome, Rome, forgive me!” + </p> + <p> + Now, this might have seemed absurd to the custode, or some other people, + if they had put their head in at the door just then. But they didn’t; and, + really, it was not absurd. I cannot believe that this small Mae Madden is + the only being who has had a swift, brilliant awakening from the first + surface, depressing thoughts of Rome—an awakening to the living + spirits which float proudly over their vacant shells that lie below the + old pavements. Once you do feel the strong, rich Roman life about you, the + decay, the ruin float off on the dust of the ages, before the glorified + breath of proud matrons and stately warriors, who step over the centuries + to walk by your side. And the centuries have improved them,—have + left their grandeur, and nobility, and bravery, and civilized them a bit. + They form into pageants for you, and fill the baths and the palaces, but + never crowd the Coliseum for the dreadful contests, unless, maybe, for an + occasional bull-fight—some great, horrid, big bull which would be + killed at market to-morrow at any rate—and even that is as you + please. It is wonderful, truly, once we discern the spirits around us, to + notice what a miraculous place Rome is; how the intervening years of + purgatorial flames have turned old Nero himself into a fairly benevolent, + soft old gentleman, even though his estates have crumbled to such an + extent that he may put his golden palace into the head of his cane, which + he always carries now, since his chariots have gone away. Where are they? + Caligula has even made it up with his mother-in-law, and you reflect with + joy on that fact, as the two flit by your mind’s eye, hand in hand. All + this nonsense is for those of us who HAVE awakenings. The rest of “our + party” may sit at Spillman’s and eat coffee-cakes and sip Lachrymae + Christi, while we walk alone through the Coliseum, with the crowd of old + heathen. They stop, every one, at the iron cross in the middle, reared + over their carnage and mad mirth, and press their lips to it now. The + centuries have done that. We only, alas! stand gazing mournfully, + doubtingly. “Will you have another coffee-cake?” says some one, and we + remember that we are at Spillman’s also. And, indeed, we might be more + sensible to stay with our party always; eat cakes, drink wine, laugh at + the old world, vaunt the new, read Baedeker and the Bible, say our + orthodox Protestant prayers, with a special “Lead us not into Romanism” + codicil, and go to bed, and dream of our own golden houses, Paris dresses, + and fat letters of credit. + </p> + <p> + At any rate, Mae Madden was electrified by a great sudden sweep of love, a + surging rush of reverence for Rome, and makes no doubt in her own mind, to + this day, that the Faun laughed with her in her joy. In this exalted frame + of mind, she wandered down through the long halls. She was passing from + the room of the Caesars when she heard Norman’s voice. So he had come for + her with Eric. She had half fancied he would. She paused to listen. It was + a ringing elastic voice, in no wise lagging in speech, with a certain + measurement in its tones, as if he weighed his words and thoughts, and + gave them out generously, pound for pound, a fair measure which our + grandmother’s recipes approved. Mae smiled to herself. “He has loved Rome + always. He caught the spirit of it long ago. He will be glad to know I + have found it also. I wish”—and Mae sighed a scrap of a sigh, and + looked down at the toe of her boot, with which she drew little + semi-circles before her. + </p> + <p> + Mae was truly in a very tender mood to-day. I think if Norman had caught + sight of her face at that moment, he would have sent Eric off, and right + there and then, before all the Caesars—why what is the matter? The + face contracts as if in pain. What was the cause? She had heard Norman + say, “I’m afraid I was wrong, but I never meant anything by my attentions + to the girl, Eric. It was really on your account. I never liked Miss Rae + particularly. I was thrown much with her because you and I have been + together constantly, but she does not grow on me. I never expected you + should consider me as her necessary cavalier always. As for this evening, + I am engaged to Miss Mae, so that settles this matter, but I wish that + hereafter you would not get me into such scrapes.” + </p> + <p> + Poor Mae! she leaned against Nero—or was it Caracalla?—surely + somebody very hard and cold and cruel,—and stopped breathing for a + moment. For she had heard wrong, had misunderstood Miss Rae for Miss Mae, + and supposed it was of herself that he spoke. Her heart stood still for + the minutest part of a minute. Then she turned softly and quickly, went + back to the Gladiator’s room, left word with the custode for Eric that she + wasn’t well, and had gone home alone, walked off down the Capitol steps, + took a cab and drove away. + </p> + <p> + At home she had a long, earnest talk with Lisetta, after which Lisetta had + a short, brisk talk with the padrona. “It means money,” she said, “and I + can play I did it for the Signorina’s safety.” Later, Mae wrote a brief, + polite note to Norman Mann. She was ill, had gone to bed, and wouldn’t be + able to go to the Corso with him to-night. She tried to stifle the hot + anger and other emotions out of the words, and read and re-read them to + assure herself that they were perfectly easy, natural, and polite. At last + she tore them up and sent this instead: + </p> + <p> + MY DEAR MR. MANN:—Such a pity that we are not to have our fun, after + all. Yet, perhaps it is just as well. I should be very speedily without my + light, and the cry of “senza moccolo, senza moccola,” must be very + dispiriting. Have a good time right along. Good-bye—good-bye. + </p> + <p> + Of course, if Mae had not been beside herself with conflicting emotions, + she would never have sent this note, or repeated the good-bye in that + echoing, departing sort of way. Norman Mann knit his brow as he read it. + “What is the row now?” he thought. “What a child it is, anyway. She has + had the mocoletti fun in her mind since we left America, and now she + throws it away. Well, there’s no help for it; I’m booked for Miss Rae. + I’ll get Eric to see if Mae’s really ill. I wonder if she’s afraid of me, + because she cried last night, afraid I took that big tear for more than it + was worth. + </p> + <p> + “Mae,” said Eric, entering her room an hour later, “Norman feels + dreadfully that you are not able to go to-night, and so do I. I suppose + those wretched marbles did it this morning. Couldn’t you possibly come?” + </p> + <p> + “No,” replied Mae, rising on her elbow, “but sit down a moment, Eric.” + </p> + <p> + “How pretty you look,” said her brother, seating himself by her side. + Mae’s hair was tumbled in brown waves that looked as if they couldn’t + quite make up their minds to curl, much as they wanted to; her eyes shone + strangely; and the little scarlet shawl that she had drawn over her head + and shoulders was no brighter than her flushed cheeks. She smiled at her + brother, but said hurriedly; “Tell me of your plans for to-night. I + suppose you and Mr. Mann are going with your new friends.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, Norman will go with me and the girls, but he does it with a bad + enough grace. He’s dreadfully tired of Miss Rae; and, to tell you the + truth, Mae, she is rather namby-pamby—very different from Miss + Hopkins, and then, besides, he had so set his heart on going with you + to-night.” + </p> + <p> + “O, yes,” said Mae, scornfully, and bit her lips. + </p> + <p> + “Why, Mae, what is the matter with you? You seem to doubt every one and + everything. You know Norman is truth itself.” “Is he?” asked Mae, + indifferently. + </p> + <p> + “I’ve seen for a long time,” continued Eric, “that you two were not the + friends you once were, but I don’t understand this open dislike. Doesn’t + it spoil your pleasure? You don’t seem to have the real old-fashioned good + times, my little girl,” and Eric pulled his clumsy dear hand through a + twist of the brown hair caressingly. + </p> + <p> + “O, Eric,” cried Mae, “that is like old times again,” and a tear + splattered down into the big hand. “What, crying, Mae?” “No, dear—that + is, yes. I believe I am a little bit homesick. I wish I could go back + behind my teens again. Do you remember the summer that I was twelve—that + summer up by the lake? I wish you and I could paddle around in one of the + old flat-bottomed tubs once more, don’t you, Eric? We’d go for lilies and + fish for minnows—that is, we’d fish for perch and catch the minnows—and + talk about when you should go to college and pull in the race, and I + should wear a long dress and learn all the college tunes to sing with you + and your Yale friends. Do you remember, Eric? And now, O dear me, you lost + your race, and I hate my long gowns. O—my—dear—brother—do + you like it all as well as you thought you would?” + </p> + <p> + “Why, Mae, you poor little tot, you’re sentimental—for you. Yes, I + like the future as well as I always did. I never gave much for the + present, at any rate.” + </p> + <p> + “But I did, Eric; I always did, till just now, and now I hate it, and I’m + afraid of the future, and I’d like to grow backwards, and instead, in a + month, I’ll have another birth-day, and go into those dreadful twenties.” + Then Mae was quiet a moment. “Eric, I was sentimental,” she said, after a + pause. “Really, I do like the future very much. I quite forgot how much + for the moment.” + </p> + <p> + “You’re a strange child, indeed,” replied Eric, the puzzled. “Your words + are like lightning. I had just got melted down and ready to reply to your + reminiscences by lots of others, and here you are all jolly and + matter-of-fact again. I was growing so dreadfully unselfish that I should + have insisted on staying home with you this evening to cheer you up a + bit.” + </p> + <p> + “And give up the mocoletti! Why, Eric! I shouldn’t have known how to take + such an offer. No, no, trot off and array yourself, and you may come back + and say good-bye.” + </p> + <p> + “I must say good-bye now, dear, for I dine at the Costanzi with the girls + and their aunt.” + </p> + <p> + “Now, just now, Eric?” + </p> + <p> + “Why yes, Mae. You are getting blue again, aren’t you? Getting ready for + Ash Wednesday to-morrow?” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, no, no, dear. Kiss me, Eric, again. You’re a good, dear boy. No; I + didn’t cry that drop at all. Good-bye; and to-morrow is Ash Wednesday. But + we don’t sorrow or fast in Paradise, I suppose.” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0011" id="link2HCH0011"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XI. + </h2> + <p> + The Corso was all ablaze. The whole world was there. Under a balcony stood + a party of peasants. Of this group, two were somewhat aside. One of these + was tall, dark, a fair type of Southern Italian; the other small, agile + and graceful, dressed in a fresh contadina costume, with her brown hair + braided down her shoulders. She seemed excited, and as the crowd pressed + nearer she would draw back half-fearfully. “Lisetta,” she whispered, “I am + spoiling your good time. Talk to your friends; never mind me. I will + follow by your side, and soon I shall catch the spirit of it all, too.” + Saying this, she stepped from under the balcony, held out her feeble + little taper and joined in the cries around her, pausing to blow at any + lowered bit of wax that came in her way. It was maddening sport; her light + was extinguished again and again, but she would plead to have it relit, + and there was sure to be some tender-hearted, kindly knight at hand to + help her. + </p> + <p> + She ran on quickly, fearlessly, gliding and creeping and sliding through + the crowd, her hair flying, her eyes dancing. Even in the dense throng + many turned to look at her, and one tall man started suddenly from the + shadow of a side street, where he had been standing motionless, and threw + himself before the girl. He put out his arm, grasped her tightly, and drew + her a few feet into the shadow. “Signorina!” he said. “Hush, hush,” she + whispered then in colder tones. “Let me go, Signor; you are mistaken. You, + do not know me.” He smiled quietly, holding her hands clasped in his. “I + do not know you, Signorina? You do not know me. Your face is the picture + always before my eyes.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, yes, forgive me,” she fluttered, “I was startled, and indeed I am no + Signorina now, but one of your own country peasants. I am with Lisetta. + Why, where is Lisetta?” + </p> + <p> + Where, indeed, was she? There were hundreds of contadine in the great + crowd surging by, but no Lisetta. The little peasant wrung her hands quite + free from the man’s grasp. “I must go home,” she said. “I don’t want any + more Carnival.” + </p> + <p> + “No, no,” said the officer, quietly, reassuringly. “Get cool. Tell me how + Lisetta looks and is dressed, and if we can not find her here, I will take + you up to your friend’s balcony.” + </p> + <p> + “O, no, not there. Anywhere else, but not there.” + </p> + <p> + “Why not?” asked Bero. + </p> + <p> + “Because, because,—yes, I will tell you,” said Mae, remembering her + wrongs, and suddenly moved by the sympathy and softness of the great eyes + above her,—“because they think I am home ill, and here I am, you + see,” and she laughed a little hurriedly,—“besides, I go away with + Lisetta to-morrow morning,—hush, let no one hear,—to Sorrento. + You must never, never tell. How do I look? Will I make a good peasant, + when once the dear sun has browned my hands and forehead, and I have grown + Italianized?” And she lifted her face, into which the saucy gaiety had + returned, up to him temptingly. + </p> + <p> + His warm blood was kindled. “You are a little child of the sun-god now,” + he exclaimed, passionately. “May I share some of your days in heaven? I am + ordered to Naples tomorrow night; shall be only twelve hours behind you. + May I come on the day after to see you in your new home?” + </p> + <p> + “O, how delightful! But, perhaps, my lord, our little cottage by the sea + isn’t grand enough for your spurs and buttons and glory. We are simple + folks you know,—peasants all,—but our hearts, Signor, they are + hospitable, and such as we have we will gladly give you. What do you say + to the bay of Naples, and oranges for our luncheon day after tomorrow?” + And Mae laughed lightly and joyously. Her little burnt taper fell to the + ground, and she clasped her hands together. “What a happy thing life will + be!” + </p> + <p> + “Will you live there and be a peasant forever?” asked Bero, leaning + forward. “There are villas by the sea, too, Signorina.” + </p> + <p> + Mae didn’t hear these last words. Her heart had stood still on that + “forever.” Live there forever, forever, and never see her mother or Eric, + or,—or any one again! “I hadn’t thought of that,” she said, “I + hadn’t thought of that.” She stood still with her hands clasped, thinking. + The officer at her side, looking down at her, was thinking also. He was + fighting a slight mental struggle, a sort of combat he was quite unused + to. Should he let the child go on in this wild freak? He knew the cottage + by the sea; the peasant home would be dreadful to her. He knew that by + that same day after to-morrow, life in lower Italy, with the dirty, coarse + people about her would be a burden. Yet he hesitated. He fought the battle + in this way: Should he not stand a better chance if he let her go? He had + his leave of absence for three weeks (this was true; “ordered to Naples,” + he had called it to Mae). Three weeks away from his world, near this + winsome, strange, magnetic little being, with the bay of Naples, and + moonlight, and his own glories and her loveliness! He couldn’t give up + this chance. No, no. He would surely see her in a few hours after her + troubles began, and comfort her. So he only smiled quietly down at her + again, as she stood troubled by his side, and said: “Lisetta will seek you + near your balcony if she knows where it is. Don’t be troubled.” + </p> + <p> + “But where is my balcony?” asked Mae. + </p> + <p> + “Come here,” said Bero, leading her slightly forward. She looked up and + saw the quiet side-window, where day after day the officer had flung her + the sweet flowers when no one was looking. “I know this place very well,” + he said meaningly. Mae smiled a little cheerfully. “You have beautiful + taste,” she replied, “I have never seen such exquisite bouquets before.” + </p> + <p> + Bero stroked his moustaches complacently. “You honor me, Signorina. I hope + you may receive many, many more beautiful flowers—from the same + hand.” He whispered these last words, and Mae turned her head half + uneasily. She looked up at the balcony. How odd it was that there, but a + few feet away, were Mrs. Jerrold, Edith, and Albert. She fancied she could + detect their voices, though she could not see them. The Hopkins-Rae window + was vacated. “The girls” were probably down on the Corso with Eric and + Norman, and Mae drew a little nearer to Bero, and looked up half + appealingly. His eyes were fixed strangely on something or some one across + the street. Mae followed their gaze, and saw upon the opposite balcony the + beautiful veiled lady. She held in her hand a long rod tipped with a + blazing taper. + </p> + <p> + “O, she is like a vestal virgin with her light, or a queen with a + sceptre,” cried Mae exultingly. + </p> + <p> + “She may be the vestal virgin, but the queen is by my side,” said Bero + earnestly. + </p> + <p> + Mae wished he would not talk in this way, and she tried to laugh it off. + “I have no sceptre or crown; I’m but a poor queen in my common garb.” + </p> + <p> + “We’ll have the coronation day after to-morrow,” replied Bero, very + earnestly still. + </p> + <p> + “Tell me about her,” and Mae nodded her head toward the strange lady. + “There is little to tell,” said Bero, in a quiet tone. “Her brother is + well known in Rome as an artist. He lives there with his sister and an old + duenna. She wears this mysterious veil constantly, and some fanciful + people see just as mysterious a cloud resting about her life. I only know + she is strange and beautiful, and that her name is Lillia.” + </p> + <p> + Yet Bero had seen this woman almost daily for six months. But he only knew + she was strange and beautiful, and that her name was Lillia. + </p> + <p> + Mae had never spoken to the veiled stranger, yet if Bero had turned upon + her and asked, “Who is she?” she would have replied: “I do not know her + name or where she lives, but I know she struggles, and despairs, and + smiles over all. And I know her suffering comes from sorrow—not from + sin.” But Mae did not say all this. She only looked at the veiled lady. + Her vestal lamp had dropped for the moment, and she seemed to be gazing + far away. A fold of her heavy veil fell over her brow quite down to her + great dark eyes. They were unshaded, yet they too, seemed clouded for the + moment. “Her name is Lillia,” said Mae, reassuringly to herself. “Her name + is Lillia. I am sure she is like her name.” Bero smiled. Just then Lisetta + appeared. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0012" id="link2HCH0012"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XII. + </h2> + <p> + Early the next morning, in the misty light, Lisetta and Mae, the latter + still in her contadina costume, left the house quietly. In an hour the + train for Naples was to start, but Lisetta wanted to say her prayers in + Rome on this Ash Wednesday. They wandered into a little church, one of the + many Roman churches, and knelt side by side, Lisetta with her beads and + her penance, and Mae with her thoughts, which grew dreary enough before + the peasant was ready to go. Mae had already entrusted her money to + Lisetta’s keeping—some one hundred and fifty dollars, which she had + gotten the day before from Albert to buy clothes with—and with her + money she had also resigned all care. She did not know therefore, until + the train started, that their seats were in a third-class carriage. Every + one was hurrying on board, so Mae was obliged to jump in without a word, + and accept her fate as best she could. It was no very pleasant fate. The + van was dirty, crowded, garlic-scented. Mae was plucky, however, and knew + she was to find dirt and dreadful odors everywhere. Two months of Rome had + taught her that. But it grew very dreadful in the close + travelling-carriage. There was an old woman at her side, with a deformed + hand, and two soldiers opposite, who stared rudely at her, and made loud, + unpleasant remarks; and having no books, and nothing to entertain herself + with, she was forced to curl up in a corner, and try to sleep, which she + could not do. + </p> + <p> + Poor child! it was a hard day. Dull and dreary outside, and within, the + sickening odors and people. Back in Rome, what were they doing? Had they + found out that she had gone? And Eric, how was he feeling? No, no, she + must not think of all this. It belonged to the past. Before her lay + Sorrento, the bay of Naples, oranges, white clouds, and the children of + the sun. Mamma was south, too—if she were only going to her. So the + day dragged on, until with the evening they reached Naples. They spent the + night with a friend of Lisetta, who rented apartments to English and + Americans. Mae was fortunate, therefore, in securing an unlet bedroom that + was comfortably furnished. She enjoyed listening to Lisetta’s stories of + Rome and the Carnival; and after a quiet night in a clean bed, awoke + tolerably happy and very eager for her first sight of the bay. They took + an early train out to Castellamare, and as they left the city, Mae + wondered if Bero were just entering it. But she soon forgot him and every + one in the blue glories of the bay. + </p> + <p> + At Castellamare, Gaetano, Lisetta’s husband, was awaiting them, with a + malicious little donkey, tricked out gaily enough in tags of color and + tinkling bells. It was very quaint and delightful to get into the funny, + low, rattling cart, and go jogging off, while the feminine sight-seers + fanned themselves in the windows of the ladies’ waiting-room, and + grumbled, and the poor masculine travellers bartered in poor Italian, with + their certain-to-conquer enemies, those triumphant swindlers, the drivers + of the conveyances between Sorrento and Castellamare. + </p> + <p> + Then they began that wonderful ride along the coast. The horrors of the + day before rolled away like a mist as the donkey jogged along that + miraculous drive. Lisetta and Gaetano chattered together, and Mae sat very + still, with her face to the sea, drinking in all the glory, as she had + longed and planned. Hope revived in her breast, pride had stood by her all + the while, and here was glorious nature coming to her aid. She was going + swiftly to the orange groves and the children of the sun. She should see + Talila and brown babies and dancing, and at night a great, yellow moon + would light up the whole scene. So on and on they went, the travelling + carriages dashing by them now and then, with their three donkeys abreast, + and the driver cracking his whip, and the travellers oh-ing and ah-ing. + </p> + <p> + “That is the most picturesque peasant I have yet seen,” said a gentle lady + in brown to her husband, as they passed the humble little party. “Yes, she + is clean, and more like the ideal than the actual peasant, and I am very + glad I have seen her.” + </p> + <p> + Really, Mae was for the moment, at a quick glance, the ideal peasant. Her + hands lay in her lap, her face was toward the sea, and her attitude and + features were all full of that glow of existence that peasant portraits + possess. She lived and moved and had her being as part of a great, warm, + live picture. If the lady in brown had not passed so quickly, however, she + would have seen a something in Mae’s face that spoiled her for a peasant, + an earnestness in her admiration, a sharp intensity in her joy, that was + very different from the languid content of a Southern Italian. Her + movements were rather like those of the Northern squirrel, which climbs + nimbly and frisks briskly, than like the sinuous, serpentine motions of + the Southern creatures of the soil. We are, after all, born where we + belong, as a rule, and the rest of us soon belong where we are born. + </p> + <p> + After a time the donkey pattered along towards a little patch of houses on + the shore. They had already passed a half dozen of similar settlements. + Very dirty children ran about crying, ugly, old women knitted, mongrel + dogs and cats barked and yelped and rolled in the mud. Bits of orange-peel + and old cabbage and other refuse food lay piled near the doors. There + were, to be sure, young girls with dark eyes, plaiting straw, and the very + dirt heaps had a picturesque sort of air. An artist might linger a moment + to look, but never to enter. Yet it was here that Mae must enter. This was + her new home. The neighbors came crowding about curiously, and she was + hurried into the little hut that seemed as if it were carved roughly from + some big garlic, probably by taking out the heart of it for dinner. Mae + hardly comprehended the situation at first, but when she began to realize + that this was a substitute for sea breeze, and that the coarse clipped + patois (which sounded worse in the mass than when it fell from Lisetta’s + lips alone) was in place of the flowing melody of speech she had longed + for, she grew sick at heart. The folly, the dreadfulness of what she had + done, swept over her like a flood, and with it came dreadful fear. She was + helpless,—an outcast. Pride would never let her go home. She could + go nowhere else. They had her money, and here she must live and die. She + sat down in a sort of stupor, and paid no heed to the squabbling children + who pulled at her gown, or the dogs who sniffed snappingly at the + stranger. + </p> + <p> + Lisetta, busy with greetings and chattings, quite forgot her for a time, + and was dismayed when she saw her sitting disconsolately by. “Come, + Signorina,” she cried, “go down to the bay. Here is Talila; she will guide + you.” + </p> + <p> + Mae looked up quickly at that. Talila, was she here? A few feet from her + she saw an uncouth woman, with that falling of the jaw most imbeciles + possess, and a vacancy in her eyes. She had her hand raised and was + swearing at one of the children. “Talila,” repeated Mae, rubbing her eyes, + and shivering, “but I thought Talila would be different. You said she + loved children, but this woman swears at them.” + </p> + <p> + “O, dear, we all swear at them, but we love them; you shall see how they + follow her. Talila, off with you and your babies.” And the next moment + there was a general scamper of brown children headed by this tall, + vacant-looking woman. “Take the lady to the sea,” continued Lisetta. And + Mae arose, as if in a dream, and followed them. + </p> + <p> + The half-clad children of the sun ran before her as she had dreamed they + would; flowers sprang up along the way, but she did not stop to pluck a + single bud or turn to look at anything. She wandered on in an awful sort + of fright and came at length to the water’s edge. Here there were + row-boats lying at anchor, into which the children clambered. Mae stepped + into one of them and sat down in the stern, and looked about. All was as + she had planned. Her day of heaven was here. She tried to be brave. O, she + tried very hard. She wanted to love and enjoy the sea, and think beautiful + thoughts. She roused a little and stretched herself out to catch the + sunbeams in her eyes, as she had said she would. How warm they were. An + umbrella would be a luxury—and a book! But these belonged to the + world she had left so far behind her. The dirty children babbled a strange + tongue; the water around the boat, by the shore, was covered with a scum, + and alas! alas! the land of her desire was farther off than ever. Then she + remembered that Norman Mann had once said: “If you ever do disappear I + shall know where to look for you.” Would he think of it now? Would he come + for her? If he had only come last night, and would drive by now to + Sorrento. He would be here soon if he had. Would she call him loudly or + shrink down in the boat and hide her face in her hands till she knew he + was a long way past? The rest of them would not know where to look for + her. They did not know anything about Lisetta, and she had promised not to + tell even the padrona. (Faithless Lisetta!) But of course Norman wouldn’t + come for her, after what he had said at the Capitol. That was what finally + drove her away. How unlike him it did seem to speak of her in that way to + Eric. She thought over his words, and as she did so she seemed to see her + mistake, and grasp his meaning. + </p> + <p> + She sprang up in the boat. “It was the other girl—Miss Rae—he + was speaking of. Oh, oh, oh—and now it is too late. He will hate me + always.” + </p> + <p> + As she stood there, a carriage rolled by. Some one looked out. “O, mamma,” + said a young voice in English, “look at that pretty little peasant,” and a + kid-gloved hand was stretched through the open window to spatter a shower + of base coin toward her. It was terrible! The children sprang for it, and, + fighting and laughing, ran homewards with the dreadful Talila. The + parti-colored picturesque dress had been a joy to Mae. Now she longed to + tear it off and die—die! No, she was afraid to die. She would have + to live, and she didn’t know how, and she laughed a bitter sort of laugh. + </p> + <p> + There was a sound of horses’ feet again. The road lay almost close to the + shore just here. A low exclamation, a vault from his horse, which was + speedily cared for by a dozen boys near at hand, and before Mae knew it, + the officer was beside her once more. + </p> + <p> + O, how beautiful it was to see some one from the world, fresh, and clean, + and fair. Mae gazed at him in delight, and sprang up warmly, holding out + both her hot hands, “How is Heaven?” asked Bero, as he raised the white + fingers to his lips. + </p> + <p> + “That is not the custom with us,” said Mae, withdrawing her hand. + </p> + <p> + “But what is custom in Heaven?” he laughed. “Can’t we do as we please in + our Heaven, Signorina?” + </p> + <p> + “This isn’t our Heaven, and I don’t please. O, how could you let me come + to this dreadful place. Did you know how awful it would be?” + </p> + <p> + “Shall I tell you why I said nothing? Let me row you away from all this,” + and he began to untie the boat. + </p> + <p> + “When did you come?” asked Mae, + </p> + <p> + “I left Rome last night, reached Naples this morning, and here I am as + soon as possible, Signorina.” + </p> + <p> + Mae felt herself gradually yielding to the spell of this man’s soft power. + She had grown strangely quiet and passive, and she folded her hands and + looked off seawards in a not unhappy way. She seemed to be some one else + in a strange dream. + </p> + <p> + “Are you glad I came?” asked Bero, as he jumped into the boat and sat down + opposite her. Mae did not reply. She had almost lost the power of speech. + She only smiled feebly and faintly. Bero had never seen her thus before, + but he realized dimly that it was he who had changed her, and the sense of + his own power excited him the more. He bent his proud head and flashed his + beautiful eyes as he lifted the oars to the locks, and silently pulled out + toward the bay. + </p> + <p> + As he rowed he gazed fixedly at her, and the frightened, puzzled child + could not turn her eyes from his. His look grew softer and tenderer, his + head bent towards her, the oars moved slower and slower and at last + stopped imperceptibly. Still the man gazed passionately, claimingly, and + the girl breathed harder and let her eyes rest on his, as if he had been a + wondrous, charming serpent, and she a little, unresisting dove. Then he + spoke. + </p> + <p> + His words were so low, it seemed as if his eyes had found voice; his words + were so caressing, it seemed as if they changed to kisses as they fell. + “Listen,” he said, softly, and drew up his dripping oars and let the boat + drift—“Listen. This is not our Heaven, but I know a villa by the + sea. There are hills and woods about it; flowers, fruits, and in the day, + sunshine, at night, moonlight and music; drives, and walks, and vines, and + arbors. Could you find there your Heaven—with me? May I take you to + my villa?” + </p> + <p> + When he ceased, his words dropped slowly into silence, and Mae still gazed + at him. She saw him come nearer to her, with his eyes fixed on hers; she + saw his hand leave the oar and move slowly toward hers, but she was + motionless, looking at the picture he had painted her of life—the + cloudless days, moonlit nights—the villa by the sea—the + glowing Piedmontese. Her eyelids trembled, her pulse beat. + </p> + <p> + Could she take that villa for her home? That man for her husband? She had + half thought till now in soft luxurious Italian, but ‘my home’ and ‘my + husband’ said themselves to her in her own mother tongue. She gave a long + shiver, and pulled her eyes from his. It was like waking from a dream. “No—oh, + no; take me home,” she gasped, and turned toward the shore, where, erect, + with folded arms and head bared, stood Norman Mann. + </p> + <p> + The Italian bit his lip, and said something under his breath, but he took + the oars and pulled ashore. Mae turned her eyes downward and felt the + color creep up, up into her cheeks. It seemed eternity. The boat was + Charon’s, and she was drifting to her fate. Norman Mann stood like a + statue. The wind moved his hair over his forehead, and once Mae saw him + toss the unruly locks back in a familiar way he had. She did not know why, + but the tears half came to her eyes as he did it. He stood as firm and + hard and still as a New England rock, while the Italian swayed lithely as + he pulled the oars, with the curve and motion of a sliding, slippery + stream. + </p> + <p> + The boat came safely ashore. The Piedmontese helped her to land, and the + three stood silent; but Mae under all her shame felt content to be near + Norman. His voice broke the quiet, quick and clear. “Are you married?” he + asked. + </p> + <p> + “I! married! What do you—what can he mean?” + </p> + <p> + “Why is this man here, then?” + </p> + <p> + Mae stood an instant so still that the heavy breaths of the two men were + distinctly audible, the passionate boundings of Bero’s pulse, the long, + deep throbs of Norman’s heart. The officer stepped toward her. Norman + stood unmoved. The Italian’s eye wandered restlessly, his hand fell to his + sword. Norman’s arms were folded, and his face set. + </p> + <p> + Mae looked at one, then at the other, perplexedly. Then she understood. + Like lightning, a terrible temptation flashed into her mind. The Italian + loved her, would shield, protect, honor her. Norman must hate her, would + always despise her. Should she lift her little weak woman’s hand and place + it in the man’s hand ready to claim it, or stand still and be crushed by + that other hand there? + </p> + <p> + Ah! she could not do it. She tried once. She held out weakly her right + hand toward Bero; but the left stretched itself involuntarily to Norman. + Then the two met in each other’s pitiful clasp over her bent head, and + with a low wailing cry she fell in a little heap on the sand. + </p> + <p> + When she opened her eyes, they were both bending over her. “Take me home,” + she gasped to Norman. He glared at the officer. “Go!” he said. Bero put + his hand to his sword. Mae sprang up. “No,” she said, gently, “no, my + friend, for you have always been kind and friendly to me. Pray go.” Bero + was touched by this. This little girl had taken only good from him, after + all, sympathy and friendliness. Norman was touched also with the same + thought. Then the officer smiled pleasantly. He shrugged his shoulders + slightly, regretfully, and bowed and rode away. And so the clinking spurs + and yellow moustaches and amorous eyes vanished from Mae’s sight. + </p> + <p> + As he rode off he was somewhat sorrowful; but he took a picture from his + pocket and looked at it. “She’ll be glad to welcome me back again,” he + said to himself, pleasantly, “and she belongs to my own land. This little + foreigner might have pined for her own home, by and by.” Then he sighed + and shook his head. “Alas! this little stranger will dance before you + often, still!” and he touched his eyes; “but I will put you back in your + place here, now.” This he said, looking at Lillia’s picture and with his + hand on his heart. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0013" id="link2HCH0013"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XIII. + </h2> + <p> + “Take me home,” said Mae again imploringly. “Not back there,” as Norman + drew her hand through his arm and started for the hut, “O no, not even for + a minute.” + </p> + <p> + “Sit here then,” he replied quietly, “while I arrange it with the woman,” + and he walked quickly away. Mae watched him till he entered the low + doorway, in a sort of subdued, glorified happiness, that would break out + over her shame and fear. She was afraid he would hate her, at least she + told herself so, but in reality, everything and everybody and every place + were fast fading out of this eager little mind. She and Norman were + together, and she could not help being content. There was a certain joy in + her weakness and shame, though they were genuine and kept her hushed and + silent. + </p> + <p> + Poor Lisetta was very much frightened, but told her story to this angry + stranger with true Southern palaver. She said the little lady loved Italy + so, and wanted to be a peasant, and insisted she would run away quite by + herself if Lisetta would not take her, and so she consented, knowing she + could, through the padrona, send word to the friends. + </p> + <p> + “And the man?” asked Norman, impatiently. + </p> + <p> + “What man? O, the officer. He just rode down this morning for a morning + call. I never saw him before.” + </p> + <p> + A great weight, as large as the Piedmontese, fell from Norman’s heart + then, and he scattered money among the children recklessly and ordered up + the donkey; and smiled on the amazed Lisetta all in the same breath, and + went back to help Mae into the wagon with the lightest kind of a heart. It + was a strange ride they took back to Castellamare. I think they both + wished the world could stand still once more. When they had arrived at the + station they found the next train to Naples was not due for two hours. + Norman left Mae in the waiting-room for a time. Through the window she + watched Gaetano and the donkey start homeward, with a great sigh of + relief. She had time while she was sitting to think, but her head was in + too great a whirl. She could only feel sorry and ashamed and meek and + happy, all mixed together. The sensation was odd. + </p> + <p> + “I have telegraphed Eric that we would start home by the next train, that + you had only been off for a frolic. I hope we can buy a waterproof or + shawl and a hat in Naples for you?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” said Mae, meekly, “I have my waterproof here. I think I will put it + on now, please,” and she began nervously to untie the shawl strap. Norman + put her fingers gently aside, and unbuckled it for her. He handed her the + long deep-blue cloak, which she put tightly about her, drawing the hood + over her head. “You look like a nun,” said Norman, smiling. “I wish I were + one,” replied Mae, with a choke in her throat. She was growing very + penitential and softened. + </p> + <p> + “What shall we do now?” asked Mr. Mann. “We have a long time to wait. If + you feel like walking, we can find a pleasanter spot than this.” + </p> + <p> + “Go anywhere you please,” replied Mae meekly. “What is the matter with + you?”—for Norman had a very amused expression in his brown eyes. + </p> + <p> + “I hardly recognize you. Not a trace of fight so far, and it must be two + hours since we met.” + </p> + <p> + “Don’t,” said Mae, with her eyes down, so of course he didn’t, but the two + just marched quietly along back on the Sorrento road towards some high + rocks. They sat down behind these, with their faces towards the sea, and + were as thoroughly hidden from view, as if they had been quite alone in + the world. + </p> + <p> + “I suppose they were frightened,” asked Mae, “at home—at Rome, I + mean.” “Dreadfully,” replied Norman, trying to be sober, but with the glad + ring in his voice still. “Edith was for dragging the Tiber; she was sure + you and the seven-branched candlestick lay side by side. Mrs. Jerrold + searched your trunks and read all your private papers, I am morally + certain.” Then Norman stopped abruptly, and Mae drew the long stiletto + from her hair nervously and played with it before she said, “And the + boys?” “Albert was very, very sad, but reasonably sure you would be found. + We all feared the Italian, but Albert worked carefully, and soon + discovered that the officer was said to be engaged to a young girl with + whom he had been seen the day after you left, and that gave him courage,”—then + Norman stopped again abruptly. “And Eric?” “Eric sat down with his face in + his hands and cried, Miss Mae, and said, ‘I’ve lost my sister, the very + dearest little sister in the world.’” + </p> + <p> + “And you came and found me,” said Mae, after a pause, wiping the tears + from her eyes. “Yes, thank God,” said Norman. He was sober enough now. + “Why did you do it?” asked Mae, “when I had been so naughty, and silly, + and unkind?” He came very near telling her the reason as she looked up at + him, but he did not, for she dashed on, “O! Mr. Mann, I have been—” + </p> + <p> + “Don’t confess to me, Miss Mae. Leave all of this till you get home to + your own, who have a right to your confessions and penitence. Never mind + what you have been, here you are, and as I have only one more handkerchief + and your own looks as if it had been sea-bathing, you had better dry your + eyes and be jolly for the next two hours.” This was a precarious speech, + but Mae only laughed at it, and dried her eyes quickly. “But I have one + thing to say to you,” she said, “and please mayn’t I?” + </p> + <p> + “You may say anything you please to me, of course,” replied this very + magnanimous Norman. + </p> + <p> + “It is not about the miserable past or my doings, but it’s about the + future. I’ve said good-bye to my dreams of life—the floating and + waving and singing and dancing life that was like iced champagne. I’d + rather have cold water, thank you, sir, for a steady drink, morning, noon + and night. I’m going to be good, to read and study and grow restful,”—and + Mae folded her hands and looked off toward the sea. “She’s a witching + child,” thought Norman. Then she raised her head. “I said it lightly + because I felt it deeply,” she added, as if in reply to his thought. “I am + going to grow, if I can, unselfish and sympathetic, and perhaps, who + knows, wise, and any way good.” + </p> + <p> + “There is no need of giving up your champagne entirely. Give yourself a + dinner party now and then o’ holidays. The world is full of color and + beauty, and poetry you love. All study is full of it—most of all it + lives in humanity.” + </p> + <p> + “Well,” said Mae, “aren’t you glad I’m going to change so?” + </p> + <p> + “I’m glad you’re going to give your soul a chance. Your body has been + putting it down hard of late.” + </p> + <p> + “It’s but a weakling,” said Mae, with a shake of her head, “and I’ve + hardly heard its whimpers at all, but—O, Mr. Mann, if you could have + seen Talila—she’s dreadful.” + </p> + <p> + “Who is Talila? and what has she to do with your soul?” + </p> + <p> + “O, she’s one of those Sorrento people,” replied Mae, as if she had lived + there for years. “I have so much to tell you: it will take—” + </p> + <p> + “Years, I hope, dear.” The last word dropped without his noticing it, but + Mae caught it and hid it in her heart. + </p> + <p> + “What made you think of coming for me?” she asked, after a pause, during + which Norman had hummed a song as she had been writing her name on the + sand. They were quite on the shore and only a narrow stretch of beach + separated them from the bay. “You said if you ever came away, you would go + to Sorrento, and I knew you had a friend in the kitchen who lived near + Naples. So I searched for her and the padrona, and, finding neither of + them, set Giovanni a babbling, and learned that the woman Lisetta had left + that morning for Sorrento. I told the boys I had a mere suspicion that I + would trace for them. So off I came last night, and by stopping and + enquiring at every settlement, at last discovered you.” + </p> + <p> + “This is my birth-day; I am twenty years old,” said Mae, “Why, what are + you doing?” For Norman had bent down to the sand also, and had drawn a + queer little figure there. + </p> + <p> + “That is you when you were one year old,” he laughed, “and you could only + crow and kick your small feet, and smile now and then, and cry the rest of + the time.” + </p> + <p> + “That is about all I can do yet,” said Mae. + </p> + <p> + “Here comes number two,” and he drew his hand across the sand and smoothed + the baby image away, leaving in its place a round, sturdy little creature, + poised dangerously on one foot. “You have walked alone, and you have + called your father’s name, and you’re a wonderful child by this time.” + </p> + <p> + “This is the three-year-old, white aprons and curls, please observe. Now, + you recite ‘Dickery, dickery dock’ and ‘I want to be an angel,’ and you + have cut all your wisdom teeth.” + </p> + <p> + “O, Mr. Mann, I haven’t cut them yet. Babies don’t have them.” + </p> + <p> + “Don’t they? Well, you have other teeth in their place, white and sharp—but + by this time you are four years old.” + </p> + <p> + “Ah, here I begin to remember. You draw the pictures, and I’ll describe + myself. Four years old!—let me see—I had a sled for Christmas, + and I used to eat green apples. That’s all I can remember; and five and + six years old were just the same.” + </p> + <p> + “O, no, I’m sure you went to church for the first time somewhere along + there; and isn’t that a noteworthy event? I suppose all your thoughts were + of your button boots and your new parasol?” + </p> + <p> + “I behaved beautifully, I know; mamma says so; sat up like a lady, while + you were sleeping, on that very same Sunday, off in some little country + church, I suppose.” + </p> + <p> + “I shouldn’t wonder—sleeping in my brother’s outgrown coat into the + bargain, with the sleeves dangling over my little brown hands.” + </p> + <p> + “It doesn’t seem as if they could ever have been very little, does it, Mr. + Mann?” + </p> + <p> + Mr. Mann unfolded five fingers and a thumb and surveyed them gravely for a + moment. “It is strange that this once measured three inches by two and + couldn’t hit out any better than your’s could.” + </p> + <p> + Mae had laid her hand on her knee and was looking at it also in the most + serious manner. Now she doubled it into a small but very pugnacious + looking fist, which she shook most entrancingly before the very eyes of + the young man by her side. The eyes turned such a peculiar look upon her + that she hastened to add: “Go on with your dissolving views. It is number + eight’s turn next. You are the showman, and I am interested spectator.” + </p> + <p> + “You insist upon describing my pictures, so I think you are properly first + assistant to the grand panorama. Here’s eight-year-old. Try your powers on + her.” + </p> + <p> + “Let me see. O, then I read all the while, the ‘Fairchild Family’ and + ‘Anna Ross,’ and I used to wear my hair in very smooth braids, I remember. + I was ever so good.” + </p> + <p> + “Impossible; you must have forgotten,” suggested Norman. “You surely + whispered in school and committed similar dreadful crimes. Poor little + prig.” + </p> + <p> + “No, don’t,” plead Mae; “please don’t laugh at the little girl me. I love + to think of her as so goody-goody. Last night,” and Mae lowered her voice, + “I seemed to see little Mae Madden kneeling down in the old nursery in her + woolly wrapper saying her prayers,” and Mae brought up on the prayers very + abruptly, and bent over toward the sand and began to draw hastily. “Here + comes nine-year-old Mae. Mr. Mann, you may do the describing.” + </p> + <p> + “O, I suppose there were doll’s parties, first valentines, and rides with + Albert in his buggy, when you clung very tightly to the slight arm of the + carriage and smiled very bravely up in his face. You must have been pretty + then.” + </p> + <p> + “No, I was dreadfully ugly. I had broken out two teeth climbing a stone + wall.” + </p> + <p> + “You had stopped being good?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, that only lasted a little bit of a time.” + </p> + <p> + “Miss Mae, I’m sure you were never ugly, but naughty and silly, I dare + say. Kept a diary now, didn’t you?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, and went to sleep with Eliza Cooke’s poems under my pillow every + night, and my finger holding the book open at some such thrilling verse as + this: + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘Say on that I’m over romantic + In loving the wild and the free, + But the waves of the dashing Atlantic, + The Alps and the eagle for me.’” + </pre> + <p> + “Did you wear your hair plaited when you were ten years old?” enquired + Norman, intensely busy with another drawing. + </p> + <p> + “O no; I didn’t do anything when I was ten years old but get mad and make + up with my two dearest friends.” + </p> + <p> + “One of whom was your dearest friend one-half of the time and the other + the rest of it, I suppose.” + </p> + <p> + “Don’t be satirical, sir. I had a lover when I was eleven; I used to skate + with him and write him little notes, folded very queerly.” + </p> + <p> + “Why do you draw twelve and thirteen with their heads down?” asked Mae, + after a moment. + </p> + <p> + “Because they read so much; everything they can get hold of, including, + possibly, a very revised edition of ‘Arabian Nights’?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” laughed Mae, “and my first novel, ‘Villette.’” + </p> + <p> + “You go to a play for the first time now,” suggested Norman. “How you + clasp your hands and wink your eyes and bite your lips! And next day, in + front of your mother’s pier-glass, how you scream ‘O, my love,’ and gasp + and tumble over in a heap in your brown calico, as the grand lady did the + night before, in her pink silk.” + </p> + <p> + “Brown calico, indeed! I never condescended to die in my own clothes, let + me assure you. The garret was overhauled, and had been since I was a mere + baby, for effective, sweeping garments. Let us hurry along over fourteen + and fifteen. I was sentimental and tried to be so young-ladyish then. I + used to read history with Albert, and always put on both my gloves when I + started out, and had great horror of girls who talked loud in the street. + I learned to make bread, and shirt bosoms, and such things.” + </p> + <p> + “Well, here you are in a long dress, Miss Sweet Sixteen. I remember you + home from boarding school on a vacation.” + </p> + <p> + “What did you think of me?” asked Mae, “didn’t we have a nice time that + summer? O, how silly I was!” + </p> + <p> + She hurried on, because the eyes had given her that peculiar look again, + which put her heart in a tremble. “I did have a beautiful time at boarding + school,” she continued, “the darlingest principal and such girls.” + </p> + <p> + “Then I suppose you wrote a salutatory in forlorn rhyme to end off with,” + laughed Norman, “and read it, all arrayed in white, in a trembling voice, + and everybody applauded, and even old Judge Seymour admired it, while you + were reading, with your pink cheeks and trembling hands and quivering + voice.” + </p> + <p> + “Abominable! I didn’t have the salutatory, and the girl who did, read a + superb one, as strong and masculine—” + </p> + <p> + “Then the Judge went to sleep, I’m sure,” declared Norman. + </p> + <p> + “Well,” said Mae, “you are leaving out two years,” for Norman had leaned + back against the rock with his arms folded. + </p> + <p> + “By and by,” said Norman, “we all come off to Europe, and some of us go + through the heart-ache, don’t we?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” replied Mae, softly. + </p> + <p> + “But come out ahead one day at Sorrento, perhaps?” asked Norman. To which + Mae made no direct reply. + </p> + <p> + “All the Mae Maddens have faded away,” she said, looking down at the sand + again. “The tide is rising.” And she walked forward to the ripples of + water, and then came slowly back and stood before Norman seriously. He + laughed. + </p> + <p> + “Why, Mr. Mann,” said Mae, “I have been so very, very wicked.” + </p> + <p> + The dreadful Mr. Mann only laughed again. + </p> + <p> + “You act as if it were all a joke. I never saw you so merry before.” + </p> + <p> + “I have never been as happy before in my life.” + </p> + <p> + “Why?” asked Mae, in a low voice. + </p> + <p> + “Because I have found you,” he answered earnestly, and before she knew it + Mae was lifted in the strong, manly arms, her pink cheek close to Norman’s + brown one, and his lips on hers. She leaned her face against his and clung + tightly to him, + </p> + <p> + “O, Mr. Norman Mann,” she said, “do you really want me as much—as I + do you?” + </p> + <p> + And Norman, still holding her tightly, bent his hand, with hers clasped in + it, to the sand, and after the Mae Madden, he wrote another name, so that + it read: + </p> + <p> + MAE MADDEN MANN. + </p> + <p> + Then he said a great many, many things, all beginning with that electric, + wonderful little possessive pronoun “my,” of which he had discoursed + formerly, and he held her close all the while, and they missed the next + train for Naples. + </p> + <p> + The gay peasant costume fell about the girl’s round lithe form like the + luxuriant skin of some richly marked animal; but out of her eyes looked a + woman’s tender, loving, earnest soul. Norman Mann had saved her. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0014" id="link2HCH0014"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XIV. + </h2> + <p> + Edith was quietly married to Albert at Easter time, in the English Chapel + at Florence. The event was hastened by the sudden appearance of Mae’s + parents, who set sail soon after hearing of the Sorrento escapade and the + embryonic engagement, which awaited their sanction before being announced. + Everything was beautifully smooth at last. Edith and Albert left the day + of their marriage for Munich, and later, Mrs. Jerrold was to settle down + with them at Tuebingen. The rest of the party were to summer in + Switzerland; then came fall, and then—what? + </p> + <p> + Norman thought he knew, and Mae said she thought he didn’t, but this young + woman was losing half her character for willfulness, and Norman was + growing into a perfect tyrant, so far as his rights were concerned. Easter + is a season of marriages. Mae read in a Roman paper the betrothal + announcement of the Signor Bero and Signorina Lillia Taria. “I would like + to send them a real beautiful present,” said she, and Norman did not say + no. So these two hunted all over Florence, and at length, in the studio of + a certain not unknown Florentine, they discovered the very gift Mae + desired—a picture of a young Italian soldier, bringing home his + bride to his own people. There was the aged mother, proud and happy, + waiting to bid the dark-eyed girl welcome. “She has a real ‘old Nokomis’ + air,” laughed Mae. “I know she would have told her son not to seek ‘a + stranger whom he knew not.’” The distant olive-colored hillsides, the + splashing fountain near at hand, each face, and even the thick strong + sunshine seemed to bear a tiny stamp with Italy graven on it. “The name of + the picture is exactly right,” said Mae. Under the painting were these + words: “Italia Our Home.” + </p> + <p> + Norman would hardly have been human if he had not cast a quick glance at + her as she stood thoughtfully before the picture. Mae was almost as good + as an Italian for involuntary posing. She had made a tableau of herself + now, with one hand at her eyes to shade them from the glare of the sun + that fell fiercely through the window, her head half on one side, and a + bit of drapery, of lace or soft silk, tight around her white throat. She + felt Norman’s glance, and looked up quickly, and smiled and shook her + head: “No, Italy is not my home, although I love it so well. There is a + certain wide old doorway not many miles from New York, and the hills + around it, and the great river before it, and the people in it, all belong + together, too. That’s where we belong, Norman, in America, our home,” and + Mae struck a grand final pose with her hands clasped ecstatically, and her + eyes flashing in the true Goddess of Liberty style. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I believe we do, Mae; I am almost anxious to get back and begin work + in that young, eager country.” + </p> + <p> + “And so am I,” said Mae. + </p> + <p> + Norman laughed. “To think of your coming down to work, you young + butterfly.” + </p> + <p> + “It is what we all have to come to, isn’t it?—unless we go to that + creature that finds some mischief still for idle hands to do. I don’t + expect to come to stone-cutting or cattle-driving, but I do expect to + settle down into a tolerable housewifely little woman, and—” + </p> + <p> + “And look after me.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I suppose so—and myself, and probably a sewing-class and the + cook’s lame son. Heigh-ho-hum! What a pity it is, that it is so + uninteresting to be good.” + </p> + <p> + “How do you know?” + </p> + <p> + “Don’t be saucy. I do know, perfectly well, that Mae Madden, naughty, + idle, and silly, may be, after all, not so stupid; but get me good, + industrious and wise, and it will take all of my time when I’m not asleep + to keep so. No, there’ll be nothing to say about me any more. I’ll be as + humdrum as—” + </p> + <p> + “As I am.” + </p> + <p> + “You—why Norman, are you humdrum?” + </p> + <p> + “Of course I am, dreadfully humdrum. If you and I were in a story-book, + you would have ten pages to my one, to keep the reader awake. But then, + story-books aren’t the end of life. Suppose you, Mae Madden, have been + odd, full of variety, ready to twist common occurrences into something + startling and romantic, have you been happy? Haven’t you been restless and + discontented? Now, can’t you, grown humdrum and good, be very happy and + contented and joyful, even if the sun rises on just about the same Mondays + and Tuesdays and Wednesdays, the year round? You will not do for a + story-book then, but won’t you do better for life? And, after all, a + lively murderer is a great deal more sensational than you could ever be.” + </p> + <p> + “Even when I ran away?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes. Now, you see, I have been humdrum again, and half preached a + sermon.” + </p> + <p> + “All right, sir; so long as you take me for a text, you may preach as you + want to, and by and by, I dare say, I shall agree with you.” + </p> + <p> + “It would have been a great deal more interesting if you had married that + Italian.” + </p> + <p> + “How do you know I could have married that Italian, my lord? He is going + to marry a girl as much more beautiful than I am as—as Bero himself + is than you—and yet I would rather have you. And now, don’t you dare + look at me in that way. I’ll never say another nice thing to you if you + do. This artist will think we are—” + </p> + <p> + “Lovers, my dear. And aren’t we?” + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + Ten days later Norman entered with a letter for Mae. “Read it to me,” she + said, throwing back the blinds and leaning her elbows on the + window-cushion. + </p> + <p> + “It is from Lillia. Would you rather read it yourself?” “O, no.” So Norman + read what Lillia had written in her pretty broken English: + </p> + <p> + “My DEAR MISS MAE:—Thank you of all my heart for your so lovely + gift. I have had so little home since long, long ago my mother died, and + now I am to have one as the maid in the picture has. We will marry the + fifth day of May at five o’clock, and will wish you to be there. Don’t + forget me. + </p> + <p> + “LILLIA.” + </p> + <p> + “Signor Bero has added a postscript, Mae, which you can translate better + than I.” And Norman handed her the letter. Mae translated it thus: + </p> + <p> + “Did you know all that the picture would say to me, Signorina? Receive my + thanks for it, too, and believe I shall always live worthy of my Italy, my + wife and friends that I see in the picture, and of another friend who + lives so far away, whom I shall never see again, if I have such a friend. + Think of my beautiful Lillia on our wedding day. We shall be married at + St. Andrea’s, at vesper time. + </p> + <p> + “Bero.” + </p> + <p> + “And this is the day,” said Mae, dropping the note. + </p> + <p> + “And the very hour, allowing the bride and the sun a few minutes each,” + added Norman, glancing at the clock. + </p> + <p> + They gaze quietly out of the window of their lodgings on the Borgo + Ognissante, but Mae sees far away beyond the Arno, into the church of St. + Andrea,—music, and pomp, and beautiful ceremony, and before the + altar, a woman in her bridal robes, with heavily figured lace falling over + her black hair and white forehead, and against her soft cheeks and + shoulders. Her great brown eyes have thrown away the mist of sadness for a + luminous wedding veil of joy, and she is Lillia, and by her side, erect, + proud, glorious, with a lingering ray of light falling on his golden head, + is her happy husband, Bero. They stand before the altar of St. Andrea’s. + “God bless you,” says Mae aloud. Then her gaze wanders back to the coral + and mosaic shops below in the street, and up across to the opposite + window, where a long-haired, brown-moustached, brown-eyed man leans, + puffing smoke from his curved lips, and holding his cigarette in his + slender fingers. She meets his gaze now, as she has met it before. “He is + wondering what life will bring to these two young people, I fancy,” says + Mae. + </p> + <p> + “Our own wedding-day, Mae,” Norman replies; and they both forget all about + Lillia, and Bero, and the stranger, and suddenly leave the window. The + long-haired man puffs his cigar in a little loneliness, and wishes that + wedding bells might ring for his empty heart too. + </p> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Mae Madden, by Mary Murdoch Mason + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MAE MADDEN *** + +***** This file should be named 1829-h.htm or 1829-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/1/8/2/1829/ + +Produced by Donald Lainson; David Widger + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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